ulgar was running away from his feelings
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the dreadful need in the devotee by gnomeberries
Fandoms: 彼方のアストラ | Kanata no Astra | Astra Lost in Space (Manga)
09 Aug 2024
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Ulgar is tired of running from his feelings. No amount of travel and exploration can take away from the fact that he is utterly in love with Luca. No distance can minimise the feelings that grow - in fact it only seeks to swell his heart to an astronomical size, full of nothing but the bright eyed boy he missed so dearly. There was a dreadful need in Ulgar to turn around, abandon everything he had ever told himself about staying away from love, about staying away from Luca so as not to love him more. He had run back countless times but had never stayed, crashing on his couch for a night and being gone before Luca could even step foot out of bed the next morning. This time though, he would stay. Like a devotee on a religious pilgrimage, Ulgar will turn around once and for all for Luca, and he will battle through whatever awkwardness he feels to make sure that Luca Esposito knows that there is nobody on this planet or any other that Ulgar would rather spend the rest of his life loving. He just has to figure out how his brain, hardwired against affection, could ever say any of this out loud.