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┆ ⤿ 💌 Date : 29th February 2025⌗ 🗓️┆:

…{.* James Pov *.}…

I yawned as I woke up I wasn’t as surprised that Reggie wasn’t there he sometimes is not regularly sometimes he gets up early for work. 

After getting up from the bed I walked over to the bathroom to take a quick shower but before I did grabbing an outfit for when I get out of the shower. It was some jeans and a sweater to be comfortable since I wasn’t sure what we would be doing today. Heading into the shower after getting undressed.

Letting the cold water turning into hot steamy water devour me. 

{ . 15 minutes later . }

Stepping out shivered a bit from the shower being quite hot toward his dark smooth skin. Getting dressed into the outfit he’d brought with him to settle down. Right after he brushed his teeth then headed downstairs to his darling boyfriend Regulus. Skipping down the stairs careful to not fall down them he looked around and found his love reading a book on the couch with headphones in. He walked over cautious to not disturb him while he plopped himself down next to him grabbing the remote to turn the television on to watch a movie off Netflix. 

Regulus noticing him as he had sat next to him for a while he was just getting stared at by getting admired by Reggie. After a minute he looked over to see he’s gone back to his book reading, but James decided to cuddle up to him by laying his head on his lap while watching tv. While watching he felt regulus place a hand in his hair just petting him really but not hard to hurt him he was being gentle toward him.

James was enjoying this time with his love his moonlight his everything mostly enjoying the physical touch enough to make him feel calm and bearly listening to the movie ( its Mamma Mia! ) . Soon James just drifted of to sleep with his head still on regulus lap.

 …{.* Regulus Pov *.}…

The fluff and curls of his hair on fingers and palm where something id die for to just have forever. I’d do anything for this one man I love the most in the world. He could ask me to kill someone and I would without a second glance.

Just as I was about to sleep myself after I finished the next chapter of my book I placed it on the coffee table next to the couch. Until my annoying older brother started messaging James which I just muted his phone so it wouldn’t bother this most perfect moment ever in my life.

I got cozy down close with my sunshine, he was always so hot and could almost be a personal heater for anyone he’s close to. Holding him as close as I can careful for him to not fall off the couch or wake up I got him up to my chest with my hand still in his hair and one wrapped around his waist holding him in place weakly. Turning the television of, eventually I fell asleep with my precious in my arms feeling like I was in heaven.

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it’s short because it’s currently midnight but I’ll try add some more to it tomorrow in chapter 2 well next part for not it’s just nice and cutesy but there will be some like uhm what the tags say later one next chapter.

i really hope you enjoyed this chapter !!!

THIS IS JUST WITH THEM NOT WITH ANY STRUGGLES WITH THEMSELVES AT THE MOMENT !

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┆ ⤿ 💌 . Date : 18th July 2025 . ⌗ 🗓️┆: …

{.* No ones Pov *.}…

(‼️OUT OF STORY IM USING DATES IRL BUT NOT REAL LIFE WEATHER ! ‼️ ) 

On this day it was a clear sky. Cloudy but some rain from then to then it was currently 7:35PM on a Friday. It was a chill day for Regulus he mostly just was doing some work in his little room in the house where they both live just near there bedroom basically in front of there bedroom door but 2 doors down to the right. 

Although, for James he mainly did do some stuff he just did his best cleaning around the house and made Regulus some dinner and drinks from time to time to make sure he was all hydrated. But for some reason he wasn’t feeling right he was feeling all different so he decided to just try and take a nice nap in there bedroom.

He had gotten undressed out of his clothing and got into some pjs. He grabbed a really light yellow t-shirt with a little sun in the middle orange and smiling on it. To match he put on the pyjama shorts to match the shirt it was white but also covered in little cute suns with the same smiley face on them in orange. 

After, getting all ready for a comfortable sleep he hoped into bed getting all cozy in the covers as best as he good which was quite easy but also hard since James had always preferred fluffy things and Regulus did as well but not at all times so James used a fluffy blanket to keep himself all comfortable. James just snored off to sleep. Regulus had also fell asleep on the office chair he had in his little area room with books around. ( forgot what the rooms called ).

{.* James Pov *.}…

He was standing there. Remus and Sirus also Snape… I’m back to that night. The night I want to forget. When the prank that Sirus had made. The one that separated us. I should have done something… I should have tried distracting Remus away and keeping Snape away. It’s all my fault. My stupid fault. ITS ALL MY FAULT I CAUSED THE AFTERMATH. . . I felt the part of the cuts and bites of the attack that night.

Shook up in a sweat I was panting and boiling. I can’t breathe. Shit shit I can’t do this please it’s my fault no one needs me they’d be better without me.. I can’t. Hurrying out of the covers of the bed throwing the fluffy I adore down. I was making my way into the bathroom I fell to the ground as I entered looking for it. The only thing that mainly helps me get through this pain. I haven’t used it for ages im begging that it is still here please please…

YES I FOUND IT YES. “..yes thank the lord it’s here…” I mumbled out. Picking it up I examined the blade should I do this I was wandering it was that question in the back of my head I had discarded. “Only a few cuts it’ll help me come on it’ll help me feel something..”I exclaimed to myself.. I kept going I brought it to my wrist and I did my first cut leaning against the bathtub knees up near my chest but my wrist between it with my other arm holding the blade. Couldn’t stop it was my fault I need to take blame for this I’m so stupid. I shouldn’t even live im someone who doesn’t even belong on this shitty earth I should be dead underground away from everyone so I won’t annoy anyone else…

1 cut. 2 cut. 3 cut. The fourth cut I pressed down as much as I could it killed like a son of a bitch.. I threw the blade to the side and brought my knees up to my eyes and I just started sobbing and sobbing…

{.* Regulus Pov *.}…

Eyes blurry I woke up from sleeping, I heard some moving around faintly.. getting up I headed to the door opened it. Walking down the door of mine and James bedroom, I opened it up looking around with my eyes I couldn’t see James I could have sworn he was taking a nap I heard something suddenly. Someone crying must be James. Quickly speed waking to the bedroom door connected in the bedroom I couldn’t open if I was thinking the worse.. banging on the door. “James!? Are you ok open the door my love please let me just make sure you’re alright!!” Did he take his medicine? I was in a hurry this morning to go post a letter but I hope he did…

Banging on the door but when I realised what if I am scaring him with the banging.. I crouched down begging him to open the door to make sure he’s alright “my love please just open the door mi amor please please..”. Then I heared a little click noise and the door. He’s unlocked it thank the lord.

Rushed open the door I had dropped to my knees and pulled him close just keeping him close as if he would disappear or be hurt by anyone in the world ever again. Breathing in his smell. Backing up giving him some space I sat next to him, “what happened Jamie..?” . . . he didn’t say anything.. “Jamie please answer me my love what’s wrong did I do anything to upset you?” he mumbled something I couldn’t hear clearly. “Hm?..” I hummed a bit to him. “i just had that dream again nothing serious..” Which that just bewildered me what does he meant not serious? he hurt himself for fuck sakes. “You hurt yourself what do you mean not serious, it’s ok Jamie im here for you let’s just take your medication and we will make you feel better I promise my love.” …

”Can you just stop with the pill thing?!” James yelled at me. He has not just yelled at me… 

“well forgive me for trying to help you and get you back to normal Jamie..” shit I shouldn’t have said that I didn’t mean that to him at all. “Wait I didn’t mea-.” I was saying until he cut me off with “ok I get it regulus im just a freak that needs meds to be normal for you.” 

“Jamie no I didn’t mean that.” I brought my hand to his wipe his tears of his cheeks with my thumb. Instead he had pushed my hand away I don’t blame him though I must’ve really just hurt him. “No Reggie I get it.” 

“My love please..” I mumbled to him.

{.* James Pov *.}…

He thinks im crazy he thinks I need my medication I don’t need it makes me feel like I’m dying. . .

Stumbling up I got to the door and just walked away I didn’t know where to go or what to do but Regulus was just following me. He kept speaking to me I couldn’t mumble the words together I wasn’t paying attention I just knew I had to get out of there it’s stressing me out. Quickly grabbed a hoodie and threw shoes on and grabbed headphones also my phone and headed to the front door. Regulus grabbed my hand I moved around rapidly and just slapped him “GET OFF ME” I yelled. My eyes widened of what I just did so did Reggie I stumbled back mumbling “im sorry…im so so sorry”. Hand on the door I opened it and just ran I could hear him yelling my name saying it’s not my fault and go come back. I couldn’t im Horriable. I always cause something bad…

{.* Unknown Pov *.}…

Yes… Finally he’s out I can take him my love my one and only my angel yes I can’t wait. I’ll get to see my love all day just me and anything he needs I’ll be there for him. No regulus no anything just me and James Fleamourt Potter my one and only.

( evil laugh i don’t know )

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( IM ANNOYED RIGHT NOW BECAUSE I DID MORE OF THE STORY I WAS HAPPY WITH BUT IT DELETED IT SO IVE HAD TO RE DO OFF MEMORY IT STARS AFTER THE FIRST PARAGRAPH ON REGULUS POV. 😾😾😾 )

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