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April 8th 1976
Tom POV
I felt sick to my stomach as I watched the muggle pregnancy test say positive, I had called in sick from work because I hadn’t been feeling well and now I know why. But how am I pregnant I’ve never had sex before not even with James unless…that night James and I had celebrated him turning 16 had he drugged me? No James would never right he’d never try to hurt me yeah he hit me and slaps me but he’d never get me pregnant…
I grabbed some paper and a quill before writing a letter to James I tried to be quick with the writing but still neat so he can read it correctly. I was felling sweaty all of a sudden so I got up and got some water to calm my nerves but I just had a bad gut feeling about this. I felt like James had done it on purpose but he wouldn’t right I mean I told him I wanted children but once he graduates and we are married…
Toms letter to James
To My dearest, James
Hello Mon Amour, I hope you haven’t been missing me too much but I do have to tell you that I took a muggle pregnancy test as a joke but it came back positive. Did we have unprotected sex the night we celebrated your sixtieth birthday because I don’t remember having sex. Did you drug me into having sex with you because I don’t remember it please write back to me as soon as possible!!
With love, Tom Riddle
End of Tom’s letter to James
As I gave my letter to my owl to send off to James I felt sick I had the urge to throw up and so I ran to my bathroom to throw up, I hope I’m just sick with the cold or something and not pregnant because last I check I’m still a virgin. But this feels different than my other sicknesses I’ve never been one to throw up when sick so it’s weird to be throwing up especially in the morning. After I threw up I walked to the sink to clean my hands and brush my teeth when I noticed my stomach looked a bit bloated but I thought nothing of it because I had a pretty big breakfast so I’m sure it’s just that right?
I walked over to my dresser and saw all my pants were gone along with my boxers I was so confused since I had just washed my clothes the day before. I looked all over for my clothes in my washer, in my dryer, in my closet, under my bed and out anywhere I possibly could have put them but they were gone just as I was about to head out since I was wearing my shorts I got a letter back from James. I hurriedly ran over to the owl and took the letter before reading it hoping James had an explanation that we hadn’t had sex and the test was lying but my heart dropped as I read the letter I felt sick to my stomach I wanted to cry and scream but all I felt was shock and fear.
James’s letter to Tom
To My Dearest, Tom
Hello Baby, so you found out my plan then, but yes I did drug you I wanted to keep you as mine forever. I can’t wait for our little one to grow inside your womb we’ll have a big family and you’ll be a good little house wife. You won’t have to work anymore or have to teach you’ll be a good mother and housewife can’t wait to see you next week mi amor.
yours, James
The end of James’s letter to Tom
I couldn’t help but feel like a fool and a pawn I trusted James with my drunk self just to know he took my virginity when I told him I was waiting till we married to have sex. All I could do was cry and lay in my bed like a sad puppy I’ve never been one to cry I’m always so strong and bold but knowing the person I love and have been vulnerable with had touched me when I was vulnerable and drunk hurt and it broke my trust. How could James do this to me…why did he have to rape me and drug me in this what I get for loving him for just wanting love?
A few days later
Tom's Pov
All I could think about was my pregnancy I couldn’t be a mother so especially when I’m unmarried and when the father is a 5th year Hogwarts student at the moment. I got off the Hogwarts express and there was James he had bags of new clothing so he was the one who took my clothes and I’ve been having to wear clothes he didn’t take thankfully but how could he do this to me. “Good morning sweetheart” I heard James said with his heavy Mexican accent I still love him of course but I don’t know if I can trust myself being vulnerable around him anymore “good morning Mon Chéri” is all I could mutter before throwing up all over the floor and James quickly rushed over to me so he can hold my hair which had grown to my underarms back and rub my back gently it was moments like this where it was easy to fall into James’s manipulation and words but it’s so hard to leave him…
”careful baby don’t want to hurt our little one do you.” James said sternly after I finished puking and he held my face the head master knows about us but since James’s parents are rich he lets it slide and I know James is going to want me to quit my job. “I can handle myself James” I said tiredly but he just smirked before pulling his hand away from my face which had been a pretty tight grip and hurt I messaged my jaw as James pulled out a small ring box. I watched James get down on one knee then open the ring box inside was a beautiful silver ring with a emerald jewel instead of a diamond I always told him how much I love emeralds and every day he surprises me with emerald jewelry but now with this engagement ring it feels so dull and forced. He wants me to be a traditional wife…to be a mother and to depend on him which I’ve never done other than with my parents but this was different.
”Tom Marvolo Riddle, will you make me the luckiest man and marry me by saying yes” James said with a cocky smirk if I said no I would have James probably beat me later in private but if I said yes I’d be forced to quit my job and become a stay at home mom and wife. I sighed before fiddling with my black cross necklace I was catholic but James was Christian so once I say these 3 letters he’ll make me a Christian…”yes, yes I will” I said with a soft smile and James smirked he knew he won just like he always does “good boy you finally are accepting that you’ll be a housewife and mother to me and our family” James said as he slid the ring on my engaged finger all I could do was nod and hum.
3 hours later
James’s pov
I watched Tom pack his things I was sitting on a chair in Tom’s teacher bedchambers the one I fucked him in and put a baby inside his womb now he’s all mine. “My parents already put a bigger bed in my room so you can move into the house” I said while Tom packed I could tell he was scared and just wanted to be alone but I didn’t care there would be no privacy anymore. "I'm done packing..." Tom said while looking around his now empty bedchamber, I walked over and caressed his face Tom was 5'10 and i was almost 6 foot tall so I'm only an inch or 2 taller than him. "ready to go to my parents house then Tomas?" I knew how much Tom hated that name he preferred to be called 'Tom' so I watched him turn pale and look sick, Tom could only nod while a tear fell down his soft pale pinkish cheeks that rarely gets touched by sunlight it's how I liked him fair skin, rosy cheeks, long black lashes, small upturned nose, big dark brown eyes, jet black hair that almost reached his shoulder from me giving him a hair growth potion, soft gentle hands, sharp yet soft jawline, small waist, wide hips, thick pale thighs, soft plump pink pouty lips, long nails manicured and filed to perfection and perfect of all his big round full perky perfect breast. I wiped the tear away with my thumb before kissing his temple gently then leaning down a bit to whisper in his ear, "don't even think about getting an abortion Cariño" I whispered into Tom's ear as he swallowed and nodded his head.
I walked the halls with my hand on Tom's waist keeping him close so he won't run from me then I noticed Regulus standing with his friends looking right at me but I just rolled my eyes he was too boring and didn't have the things I need like how tom has the perfect body and womb for breeding no know but me knew Tom had a womb, it was why tom wanted to wait till I graduated from Hogwarts but I couldn't hold back anymore and so I drugged him into having sex with me I had to do what I had to do so I could keep him as mine. "James your grip hurts" I heard Tom say while trying to loosen my grip but I just made it more stronger "shut it or i'll beat you when we're alone." I whispered to Tom while keeping a straight face and a smirk knowing I was the first student to get a professor pregnant especially one others wanted to fuck and have. We walked to the hogwarts express train and I watched how Tom started to panic while fidgeting with his engagement ring "my parents will love you sweet" I said as we got closer to the train and Tom was getting more panicky he was probably scared to meet my parents since there around his age just a bit older but they didn't mind they were happy I found someone so obedient and easy as Tom. When we got to the train I helped Tom on the train since he didn't want to get on "James please I don't want this" Tom said as I forced him to sit in a compartment and got in as well sitting him on my lap "you'll be a good housewife by signing the marriage paperwork when we get to the ministry once the train takes us to the platform" I said sternly as Tom swallowed and looked out the window tears in his dark brown eyes he knew he would follow all my instructions to not be hurt.
During the ride to the platform where my parents and family waited for us Tom fell asleep with his head on my chest as he sat in my lap as I used my fingers to brush through his hair "sleep well baby...you'll need it" I muttered while slowly falling asleep myself holding Tom close to me he might be old for some but he was perfect for me. I thought about my future with Tom how we'd live in a big cottage with tons of children running around, a big white fence, a big porch with a swinging chair to overlook the lake, a garden with fresh fruits and vegetables along with a flower garden so Tom can plant some daisies along with more types of beautiful flowers and most importantly to see Tom there in a beautiful long flowy dress that fit him in all the right spots. I'm a pretty light sleeper unlike Tom who could sleep through a storm the reason I knew this was because I had broken into Tom's bedchambers once and I was able to steal some of his clothes without him hearing or seeing me since he's a pretty heavy sleeper so it's easy for me to get away with somethings.