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Want me, Watch me (Never Love me)

Summary:

"You'll like this guy, I promise. He's newer than you, but he's been a personal friend for years. He's been in the top ten male creators with you for the last two months, you know."

"I don't care. I didn't get into this to be some two-bit porn star taking orders for roles. You said I'd get to make the kind of content I wanted, remember? Turns out I like working alone."

"Of course, of course, you know all my creators get full control of all the content they make. I'd never force you to do something you weren't comfortable with, Law."

"Uh huh. But?"

"I also know you like money, love."
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The amateur porn site that Law has been using to pay his bills decides they want to get into professional films... with Law as the star and walking-disaster Monkey D. Luffy as his costar. Law is not convinced the payout is worth enduring the chaos that Luffy brings into everything he does. One thing is for sure— he will need a LOT more coffee.

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Chapter 1: Terms and Toys

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(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Law, my favorite little star, how are you?" 

 

Nami's voice purred through the phone as Law held it to his ear and sighed.

 

"What do you want, Nami?"

 

"Straight to business, as usual. I've always adored that about you, you know."

 

"Now I know you need something. Spit it out." Law knew all of Nami's games. They'd been working together for well over three years now since she pulled Law into this insane website of hers. He hadn't expected it to take off like it did, but he really didn't have any space to complain considering how much money he was making. Back at the tattoo shop, he was barely keeping the lights on and living on one meal a day. Now all his bills were paid without even breaking a sweat. He'd even bought a new car. Plus he got to work from home— his big, beautiful apartment on the nice side of town. All he had to do was take his clothes off on camera.

 

"Remember how you were going to star in one of my first exclusive films?" Law snorted. He remembered the conversation very clearly. Nami had called him up, excitedly chattering about how she wanted to build a whole film studio and get into professional films instead of all user-made content. She'd asked if he'd be willing to come be in one of the first videos since he was one of the few creators that were local. He distinctly remembered saying he would consider it.

 

"I don't remember agreeing to that."

 

"Oh, please, you'd look gorgeous in a professional studio, Law. Don't get bashful on me now."

 

"What's the pay and what's the catch?"

 

"You'll get a flat rate for each shoot, of course. After the first two, the rest will be behind a pay wall. Naturally, you'll get a cut of every subscription and your personal page will get first billing under each video. Obviously they'll all be pushed on the front landing page as well as in our promotional emails." Law caught the slip easily. He'd been suckered into too many schemes to let a single word slip past his defenses.

 

"What do you mean first billing?"

 

"Well obviously you'd have a co-star, love. If people want to watch you jerk off they can just go to your page for that. I've picked out a beautiful partner for you, too."

 

"Absolutely not. And you should know I'm not into women."

 

"Of course I know that, though really, I don't understand it. Women are so much better than men." She sighed through the phone as Law rolled his eyes. The entire point of the site was to be a space by queer people for queer people. It's not like hetero content wasn't allowed, obviously, but it wasn't the focus of the site. It was one of the main reasons he'd joined in the first place. The rest of the internet was centered around straight people and you had to search for the queer content. This was front and center for once.

 

"You'll like this guy, I promise. He's newer than you, but he's been a personal friend for years. He's been in the top ten male creators with you for the last two months, you know."

 

"I don't care. I didn't get into this to be some two-bit porn star taking orders for roles. You said I'd get to make the kind of content I wanted, remember? Turns out I like working alone."

 

"Of course, of course, you know all my creators get full control of all the content they make. I'd never force you to do something you weren't comfortable with, Law."

 

"Uh huh. But?"

 

"But..." There was always a 'but.' He squeezed the bridge of his nose and paced around his bedroom. He caught his reflection in the mirror and leaned close, prodding at the tiny fine lines that had started forming at the corners of his eyes. He was getting too old for this shit. Twenty seven was a perfectly good age to get the hell out of this and get a real job. 

 

"I also know you like money, love."

 

Law sighed. She was right. He really, really liked money. He'd never lived so comfortably in his entire life. Whoever said 'money can't buy happiness' had never been poor.

 

"How much are we talking?"

 

"For the flat rate? Hmm," Nami paused on the phone and Law was confident it was for dramatic effect. She never offered a deal she hadn't already examined from every single angle. "Well I'd planned on starting you with a six film series. Two thousand per shoot should cover you for your time, I think."

 

Law fumbled the phone and it bounced off the mirror with a bang as he swore under his breath. That was twelve thousand total. Even if he stashed half of it in his savings account, that would cover his living expenses for a while. Sure, he'd upgraded his lifestyle but he'd tried to be smart about it. He knew he couldn't do porn forever. He'd paid off all his credit cards, financed the apartment so he could pay double mortgage payments instead of rent each month, and even paid for the car in cash to avoid any interest charges. Half the amount she was offering could cover him for months. 

 

Then he remembered who he was dealing with.

 

"So, what do you think?"

 

"What's the catch, Nami? You're not just going to hand me twelve grand to fuck some twink on camera. I'm not an idiot."

 

"Always so suspicious. Look, if you don't believe me then come to the office and review the contract yourself. It'll all be written out in black and white, all professional-like. If there's anything in it you don't like then that'll be that."

 

"Fine. What time do you want me to come down? And who is this guy, anyway?"

 

"His name is Luffy— goes by 'PirateKing' on the site, don't ask me why. I told him it was stupid but he wouldn't listen. Anyway, swing by tomorrow around 11. We can get lunch after. It's been ages since we caught up." 

 

Law rolled his eyes. Getting lunch with Nami typically meant listening to her complain about the oppressive tax code stealing her precious profits and then paying for her meal and the three top-shelf cocktails she'd ordered because she conveniently "forgot" her wallet.

 

"Fine. Whatever. See you then."

 

"Lovely, just lovely! You're going to lo-"

 

Law cut the call and tossed his phone on the bed. He walked back over to the mirror and ran a hand through his hair. Twelve grand, huh? He caught a glimpse of a single gray hair poking out from just behind his hairline and yanked it out with his fingers. Going gray at twenty seven. He sighed. It was probably the stress of dealing with Nami for the last three years.

 

He should have told her where she could put her stupid business card that day. She'd come to the shop for a large shoulder piece. They'd had a meeting beforehand of course, but that was all business, no time for chit chat. The actual tattoo took several hours. He'd been trying to make some pointless small talk when he'd asked her what she did for a living. She was lucky he hadn't had the needle on her skin when she said, "I run a gay porn site," as if they were discussing the fucking weather. 

 

"A guy with a body like yours would pull a lot of money," she'd said at the end of the session. She didn't even try to hide it as her gaze dragged up and down his body. She pointed to the fraying seams on his shoes. "You'd probably be able to get a new pair of shoes in the first week. Some nice ones, too. Think about it." She pressed her business card into his hand with a 200 cash tip.

 

He'd been weak. Well, really he'd been broke. He had three bills declaring "Final Notice" in big, red letters waiting for him when he shoved his way past the half-broken door to the mail room at his old apartment building that night. 'Building' was probably too strong of a word for the mouse-infested garbage hole he'd been living in. He'd pulled up the website that evening after inhaling two shots of cheap vodka he'd stashed away in case of emergency. The site had been a lot smaller then with way fewer users. Even with two shots of basically straight ethanol in his stomach, he could do the simple math. The top guy on the site had 300 subscribers and each subscription was 15 each month. That was easily three times his rent. Just for some shirtless shots and some dick pics? Easy choice.

 

Of course he later learned that guy was absolutely not pocketing all of that money—Nami took a little over half—but still. It was more than he had been making at the shop for sure. He was tired of scraping by, forever one missed payment away from couch surfing. Again. He'd started making his own account that same night after two more shots and the third round of ear-splitting sirens screaming past his apartment window.

 

He grabbed his phone off the bed and wandered out to the living room, throwing himself down on the couch with a sigh. Well, he might as well look this guy up so he could walk into the meeting tomorrow prepared. He pulled the site up on his phone and clicked over to the categories menu. Nami had said he'd been in the top ten. It was time to start doing some fact checking.

 

Sure enough, PirateKing was number six on the top ten list in the "Men for Men" section, right under himself at number five. It was pretty easy to see why he was so popular— his profile picture was him absolutely inhaling a massive dildo and making it look easy. Low hanging fruit but reliable popularity for sure, though not particularly classy.

 

Law clicked on the link to PirateKing's personal page and started scrolling around. The free content was racy, but not explicit, just enough to tease people into paying for the full package. Lots of still photos of him sprawled out in bed with his shirt off, hands trailing just out of frame towards his waist or with various sized dildos in his mouth. Luffy (Law's brain helpfully recalled the name, even though he was usually dogshit with names) looked young, Law would have guessed barely over eighteen if he didn't know for sure that Nami would have confirmed he was twenty one before joining as a creator. 

 

Law looked through the photos with a critical eye. The lighting and editing were good, very high quality, and he clearly had a lot of different toys that he brought on screen. There were lots of short videos of him teasing an upcoming live stream while digging through a treasure chest full of sex toys and asking for requests. Clever. People loved feeling like they were getting an experience tailored to what they specifically asked for. 

 

Law's finger hovered over the 'Subscribe Now' button. He really should make sure he knew everything Luffy would be comfortable doing on camera. If they were going to be working together, that seemed like the bare minimum. He clicked the button and balked at the fee that was up over 30. He was still just charging 20, damn. Maybe he should adjust for inflation or something.

 

Fee paid, Law refreshed the page and scrolled through the previously pay-walled content. He clicked on one of the previous live streams. It started with Luffy fully clothed, sitting in front of the camera at a desk, chatting excitedly with viewers about a new toy he'd gotten in the mail. He made it feel so casual and friendly. Law always struggled with the live stream shit. He could barely do small talk in real life, let alone to some computer screen with people he didn't know and couldn't see. Luffy made it look easy.

 

After a few minutes of banter, Luffy placed a box up on the desk and began pulling it open, rambling about all the features on this new toy that he was excited about. Law would not be shocked if this toy company was paying him or something. Eventually, he pulled out a big, blue veiny silicone dildo and held it up to the camera.

 

"Hang on, I'm gonna go wash it real quick. You should always wash new toys before you use them, you know!" Huh. Surprisingly good advice. Especially if any of his viewers were new or young. Luffy re-appeared on screen a moment later, water dripping off the toy.

 

"Oops, forgot to dry it!" He dragged his tongue along the toy, catching the stray droplets before they fell onto the desk. That really shouldn't be as hot as it was. Especially since Luffy was still fully clothed.

 

"Oh! I got this new flavored lube too!" He pulled a brightly colored bottle out of the box that the dildo had come from and waved it in front of the camera. "What do you guys think? Should we do a taste test?"

 

Law leaned back so he was lying fully across the couch as he watched the chat section explode with requests for Luffy to break the lube out, as well as requests for lots and lots of other activities and a few general compliments about how hot he was. They weren't wrong. Even Law had to admit he was pretty cute. Damn, when had Nami gotten to know him so well?

 

"Alright! Alright!" Luffy giggled and unscrewed the top of the bottle. "They always make these so hard to get into," he complained, struggling to pull the seal off the opening. When he finally got it off, he held it up triumphantly. "Hah! Take that!" Law snorted. 

 

Luffy screwed the top back onto the bottle and held it up to the camera, holding it still this time so people could actually read the label. "Supposed to be blue raspberry flavored!" He winked at the camera and picked up the big blue dildo. "See? They go together!" Luffy giggled to himself and Law tried very hard not to find it adorable— it was supposed to be porn after all. Also, blue raspberry lube sounded gross.

 

Luffy squeezed a little of the clear liquid onto his finger. He stuck his tongue out and licked his own finger like a lollipop. Alright. Well. Now it was definitely starting to feel like porn again. 

 

"Mmm! It's good!" Luffy exclaimed after pulling his finger out of his mouth with a pop. He poured a truly excessive amount of lube onto the dildo and began licking it off, wrapping his lips around the tip occasionally and making obscene sucking noises as he murmured in a breathy voice about how sweet it tasted. Shit, that actually was pretty hot.

 

It had been ages since Law had subscribed to anyone on the site, and probably even longer since he'd actually gotten off to any of it. When getting off became his job, he really didn't have the urge to pleasure himself off camera. He realized he hadn't jerked off just for himself in entirely too long as he watched Luffy swallowing down the big blue dildo and moaning into the microphone. 

 

Law glanced at the clock at the top of the screen. It was 1pm. He'd planned on taking some pictures and maybe shooting something short at around 7 when the light in his apartment got good. The big windows flooded the space in a rosy orange glow right around sunset, really setting the mood for some more refined, quiet, intimate stuff. Six hours was plenty of time to recharge. Besides, if he rubbed one out now, maybe he could turn the short something he'd planned into a much longer something. He hadn't filmed anything long in a while. 

 

Yeah, alright, fuck it. Law pulled the zipper down on his jeans as Luffy pulled the dildo out of his mouth.

 

"Oh guys, I have such a good idea," Luffy purred and reached towards the camera. "Come with me!" The camera tilted a spun as Luffy, clearly carrying a phone that was doubling as his camera, walked across the slightly messy room and knelt in front of his treasure chest. He'd propped the camera on something directly behind him, getting an incredibly fantastic view of his ass as he leaned into the chest wearing a pair of thin athletic shorts that barely covered anything at all.

 

"Remember that one stream a few weeks ago with the red vibrator?" Luffy giggled to himself as he pulled out a big ruby red plug. "What if we really went all out this week?" he said wistfully and planted a kiss on the tip of the plug.

 

"Come on, let's go!" Luffy picked the camera back up and moved to the opposite side of the room, the treasure chest almost perfectly centered on the wall behind him. A small, sloppily-made bed was visible off to Luffy's left, next to what appeared to be the computer he was running the stream from, his own video playing in the background trailing a handful of seconds behind. The camera stopped moving as Luffy clicked it into some kind of stand, now centered on Luffy's lower abdomen and crotch as he adjusted something off screen. The tiny shorts did nothing to hide his surprisingly large erection.

 

"I love this thing," Luffy said, sliding the big blue dildo into some kind of bracket on the wall. Law wondered what he was planning on doing with it at such an awkward height. Before his questions were answered, Luffy got on his knees in front of the camera. The way the camera was positioned, Law could see Luffy's cock jump as he licked the dildo from base to tip excruciatingly slowly. Yeah, alright. That was a perfect height for that, actually.

 

"This is going to feel so good," Luffy moaned and pulled his shirt up over his head. Shit. He really packed a lot of muscle onto that tiny frame. The still photos really didn't do it justice. Law pulled his cock out and slid his jeans down a little lower.

 

Luffy took the red plug and made direct eye contact with the camera as he slid it into his mouth. He took his time getting it covered in split before pulling it out slowly, letting a little bit of drool dribble out of the corner of his mouth. Gods, he even looked good drooling.

 

"You guys wanna watch?" Law swallowed hard as Luffy turned around and shimmied his tiny shorts down to his thighs. Fuck his ass was gorgeous. That really was just unfair. Law started pumping his cock slowly as Luffy reached back and spread his ass cheeks apart. 

 

"Shit," Law swore into the empty room. 

 

Luffy teased around his opening with the spit-slicked plug. Wow, his little hole was so cute. Law felt his cock jump in his palm as Luffy began pressing the plug in with absolutely no further prep, a filthy disgusting moan drifting back towards the camera.  Law did not even pretend to stop the thoughts about how much he wanted to be in that plug's place right that second. 

 

"Oh fuck, that feels so good," Luffy groaned as he got the plug fully seated, looking back over his shoulder at the camera, face flushed and panting. Dear gods, that was hot.

 

"Alright let's get one more thing." Luffy sounded breathless as he slipped out of the shorts completely and rose from the floor. He stood directly in front of the camera as he grabbed something from off screen. His cock was immediately center frame and Law watched dumbfounded as a little bead of precum dripped from it. Wow this guy really knew exactly where to put his body and make it look accidental. It had taken Law ages to find camera angles like that. No shot has this kid been doing this for only six months like his profile claimed.

 

Luffy moved the rest of his body back into frame and set an expensive looking auto-stroker on the floor and knelt in front of it. Law immediately appreciated the camera angle again. It was perfectly aligned so Luffy and the big blue dildo on the wall stayed in frame as Luffy poured a generous amount of the flavored lube on his own erection. He pushed his cock into the auto-stroker with a guttural moan. 

 

"What should I turn on first?" Luffy breathed up to the camera. "Let's do the vibe first. Don't want to get too hot too soon," Luffy winked as he reached behind himself. His eyes rolled back and his tongue lolled out as the microphone picked up the pulsing vibrations from the plug. Law picked up the pace on his own cock, a drop of precum leaking out onto his shirt. Whatever. He was doing laundry today anyway.

 

"Oh gods, yes," Luffy said, voice breathy and wrecked. His eyes fluttered open and he looked up at the camera. Fuck that is so hot, what the hell. Law watched Luffy pour more lube onto the blue dildo mounted to the wall. Oh, shit, he was going to do all three. Gods, Law would be down for the count immediately trying to handle sucking something, a plug vibe, and an auto-stroker. That's so many sensations at once. 

 

Luffy began moaning around the fake cock in his mouth, lips stretched wide around the toy, vibe still buzzing away in the background. The bottom hem of Law's shirt was getting absolutely drenched in pre. Fuck, he hadn't been this turned on in a long fucking time. Gods, Luffy's lips were so pretty like that and those big brown eyes got a little watery as he took the cock deeper into his mouth. Shit he really just makes that look so easy. 

 

Law was so focused on the way the dildo was moving in and out of Luffy's mouth, he didn't even notice Luffy had reached down to turn the auto-stroker on until he practically screamed around the dildo. 

 

"Ugh, gods!" Luffy cursed with his mouth full, garbled noises of pleasure tumbling out of his mouth. Law groaned as he watched Luffy reach forward and brace himself against the wall, still swallowing the dildo down over and over again. Luffy began thrusting his hips in and out of the quickly moving machine. Fuck, he must have weighted it with something. Law had bolted his to the floor so he could do that since it had been too flimsy to stay upright on its own.

 

Law's hand moved quickly up and down his own length as Luffy moaned into the microphone, making absolutely filthy noises around the dildo and breathing heavily. His entire body was flushed a delicious shade of pink and his muscles rippled as he slowly gyrated his hips. Holy fuck that was hot. Law felt himself getting close as Luffy's moans got louder. Suddenly they stopped. 

 

"You guys want the money shot, right?" Luffy said breathlessly and reached for the camera. Law's breath hitched as Luffy set the camera on the floor so it was underneath his dick. He watched from below as Luffy swallowed the dildo again, shouting into it as he turned the pace up on the device jacking him off. It was an amazing view of his thighs trembling as he reached back and tapped the plug again. The buzzing noise got a little louder and Luffy keened, back arching, hands pushing off the wall. If Law had been close before, he was walking the tightrope now. Fuck.

 

"Ohhh, fuck, GODS," Luffy cried pulling his mouth off the dildo momentarily. "Fuck, I- ung," Luffy lolled his tongue around the dildo and his thighs trembled even more than before. Gods DAMN that was something. Law could hear his own moans echoing off the walls around him as his hips twitched under his hands.

 

"YES!"

 

Luffy wrapped two white-knuckled hands in his hair as cum shot out of his cock in thick ropes, a drop landing on the camera, partially obscuring the view as Luffy gasped and moaned. Law's own orgasm crashed over him and he came with a shout, release splattering on his shirt and dripping down his knuckles. His toes curled and his knees shook as the waves of pleasure rippled through him. 

 

He vaguely registered the noises from Luffy coming down from his own orgasm and turning off the auto-stroker. 

 

"Fuck," Luffy breathed but Law was zoned out on his own ceiling. 

 

"Oops, sorry guys!" Law looked back down at the screen just in time to catch Luffy picking his phone off the floor and dragging his tongue across the camera. Damn.

 

Luffy giggled and wobbled back over to his desk, fumbling to put the phone back in the stand by the computer. 

 

"Oh right, almost forgot." Luffy bent over in front of the camera and slowly pulled the red plug out of his, frankly, perfect ass. Bullshit he 'almost forgot.' He set the plug upright on the desk and giggled. 

 

"That was fun, huh?" Luffy made a little breathy laugh and ran a hand through his messy black hair. He sighed dreamily as he dropped himself back into his chair, still completely naked, lacing his fingers behind his head and leaning back. His cock flopped onto his hip, still shiny from his own cum and the lube he'd coated himself with. 

 

"Well," Luffy sighed. "Guess that's it for today, guys! What do you think of my new toy?" He winked at the camera and giggled a few more times. The chat absolutely exploded.

 

"Come back next week, guys! I've got a really special announcement! You're going to totally freak! I know I did when I first heard it!" Luffy blew a kiss at the camera and waved before he cut the stream off. Law checked the date on the video— five days ago. He wondered what the announcement could be as he tucked himself back into his jeans. He set his phone down on the coffee table and sighed as his eyes fluttered closed. Damn that felt good. He hadn't had an orgasm like that in a while. 

 

He wiped his hand on his pants as he tried to collect himself again. What was he supposed to be doing today? Oh right, laundry. He had some photos to edit too, and then the twilight shoot he'd planned to do. Ugh. So much work. 

 

He let himself melt into the couch. Work could wait. He didn't have any real deadlines anyway.

 

His phone buzzed on the coffee table and he groaned. Man what's a guy got to do to get a nap around here? He grabbed the phone off the table and unlocked it. Oh, an email from Nami. 

 

Oh right. 

 

His face flushed as he opened the email titled "Princess Law's Contract." Gods, he'd completely forgotten why he'd looked up Luffy's profile in the first place. 

 

For his majesty's review. 11am tomorrow. Don't be late. - Nami

 

Law opened the attachment that outlined the vague ideas for the six videos he was supposed to be doing with Luffy. The very first one was supposed to be Luffy giving Law a blow job. Law felt his face heat up even more. Maybe it wasn't a good idea to jack off to your possible future co-star. Or maybe it was? Law tossed his phone back on the table and dragged a hand down his face. When had his life gotten so weird?

 

He pushed himself up off the couch and grimaced at the mess he'd left on his shirt. Better get on with that laundry thing. He wandered into his bedroom and stripped his clothes off, tossing them in the hamper. His mind wandered as he pulled some sweatpants out of a drawer. There was certainly no doubt Luffy knew what he was doing so at least Law didn't have to worry about holding his hand through everything. 

 

He sighed to himself as he dragged the laundry hamper down the hallway. Luffy was pretty attractive, even if he wasn't Law's usual type. He certainly wouldn't have a problem keeping it up through a scene with him. Though he seemed kind of short, Law thought to himself as he watched the evidence of his sins disappear into the washing machine. He pushed a few buttons and tossed a soap pod in as he considered his options.

 

Worst case scenario was usually just that Nami didn't actually pay out what she claimed she would. Though there had been that one time where she'd asked him to pose for a few photos for her "friend" and then conveniently left out the part where her friend was a reporter writing a story for a queer magazine. Law hadn't gotten any extra cash for landing Nami's website on the cover. That was the last time he did anything for her without a written contract. That being said, he'd gotten a ton of new subscribers after that. 

 

Law sighed and leaned against the washing machine as he thought back through the video he'd just watched. Luffy was actually very hot and very good at this. His subscriber count was less than Law's but still very respectable considering he just joined six months ago. A whole lot of people would probably pay to watch them fuck around. If Nami actually gave them a fair cut of that, they would both be raking in some serious cash.

 

If the worst case scenario was that he got a little less money than promised, then best case scenario, he got to fuck Luffy silly for a cool twelve grand plus some.

 

Alright fine. 

 

He'd read the damn contract. 

Notes:

There will be MANY sex scenes in this one, y'all. Drop some scene/position/kink requests in the comments and if they fit the vibe, I'll totally work them in if I can. (Disclaimer: I am very bad at writing intense BDSM things so those kinds of scenes will likely not be included. Sorry!)

Smut takes a long time to write and edit so be patient with the update schedule! I have multiple chapters written already so don't worry, updates ARE coming. They will just take a smidge longer than my usual over-ambitious update schedule of "I was going to post just once a week but now there are three updates in 4 days"

Chapter 2: A Lapful of First Impressions

Notes:

Well, I was going to stick to a real weekly schedule but AO3 is gonna be down that day and I'm impatient so instead of a day late, here's an update a day early :)

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Law stood in front of Nami's downtown office, third coffee of the day in hand, and sighed. He'd slept like shit. He read the contract over before doing his shoot last night and then read it again after he'd finished. He just couldn't find the catch anywhere. It didn't help that he'd been very distracted thinking about all the ways it spelled out they were going to fuck each other. He'd actually gotten off during his shoot to the mental image of Luffy making direct, watery eye contact with the camera with his lips stretched tight around that ridiculous blue dildo. 

 

"I am an idiot," Law muttered to himself and pushed the office door open.

 

"Law! How lovely to see you again!" Nami exclaimed, though she didn't bother taking her feet down off the desk and actually get up to greet him. She waved in the general direction of the two chairs in front of her desk. "Take a seat, my favorite little fruit."

 

Law groaned at the term. She'd named the website Devil's Orchard so, naturally she referred to all the creators as 'fruits.' The joke had worn off after the first week or so. Law settled himself in one of the chairs and sipped his coffee. He was not caffeinated enough for this.

 

"So, Law, how've you been?" Nami purred, fingers laced behind her head, feet still propped on the desk.

 

"Fine," Law answered tersely. He hated when she beat around the bush like this and she hated that he didn't play along. It was always a battle to see who snapped first. She pulled her feet down off the desk and huffed, finally making eye contact. 

 

"Well aren't you just a little ray of sunshine this morning," she said flatly. She opened a folder on her desk and slid it towards him. The papers inside matched the e-mail attachment he'd spent too much time staring at last night. "I assume you've read this already then?"

 

"Obviously," Law said. "Still looking for the catch, though. You've always got one." 

 

He'd really gone through it with a fine tooth comb, though. Everything was there— the flat rate she'd said on the phone, the portion of the individual subscriptions, the scene outlines for each film and a clause that a new contract would be drafted if the company wanted to make more than six videos. Plus, he and Luffy had full control over whether or not the final cuts were posted. They both had to be in agreement before each video went live. Really, it all seemed shockingly legitimate. There was even a clause in there that they would both have to undergo STD testing before the first shoot and share results with each other. Nami had thought of everything, or at least her lawyer had.

 

"There's no catch, Law. You two are very popular on the site. Put together you'll make me a lot of money. If anything, I'm being too generous with your cut of the profits, considering how many new subscriptions you'll get." 

 

Law snorted. Fat chance. Fifteen percent was significantly less than what he took home from the subs on his account.

 

He was about to tell Nami exactly that when suddenly, the door burst open.

 

"Fowyy mm rate!" 

 

Luffy— of 'PirateKing' fame —crashed into the room, hot dog hanging from his mouth and fumbling with his soda as he tried to shut the door behind himself. He swallowed down almost half the hotdog at once and tripped over his own sandals trying to get to the other empty chair in front of Nami's desk. Law watched in absolute horror as Luffy, the hotdog, and the soda all landed in his lap. His coffee exploded onto the floor.

 

"Luffy!" Nami snapped and jumped to her feet. "You're paying to get this carpet cleaned!" 

 

Luffy looked up at Law with wide eyes and a smear of ketchup on his face. "Oh, shit you're here! Shit, shit, shit," Luffy mumbled to himself as he scrambled to get out of Law's lap. "Oh gods, I'm so sorry," he said, trying to brush the soda off of Law's crotch with his hands. Law pushed him away so he could stand and take in the damages. 

 

"Fucking hell." Law grit his teeth as pulled his hoodie over his head and tried to soak up the soda with the fabric. He'd literally just done laundry, damn it. He saw his poor, empty coffee cup still rolling across the floor and cursed again. Luffy rushed over and picked it up along with his own equally empty soda cup. 

 

"I'll buy you another one! Promise!" He grinned at Law as he carried it all over to the trash can. On his way back, he picked the other half of the hotdog up off of the floor. And then ate it.

 

Oh gods, this was the catch.

 

"Nami," Law groaned. "Why didn't you tell me he was a fucking moron?!"

 

"Hey!"

 

"Luffy sit the hell down," Nami said, flashing a dangerous look in Luffy's direction. His ass found the chair immediately and he wiped his face with his shirt. Gross. Nami turned her attention back to Law and gestured for him to sit down as well. He remained standing, still trying to dry his soaked pants. It was a lost cause.

 

"Luffy has talents other than academics, Law. Not all of us were built for med school," Nami sighed. "How's your plan for going back to school working out, by the way?"

 

"Fuck off." Well, he guessed that meant he'd snapped first today. Oh well.

 

"Hey, don't talk to Nami like that!" Luffy shouted from his chair.

 

"I'll talk to her however I want!" Law bit back. Really, what the hell had he been thinking, agreeing to something like this? Why was the guy even here? Nami had said nothing about them both being at this meeting. Though, in hindsight, maybe he shouldn't have hung up on her.

 

"Shut up! Both of you!" Nami shouted, leaning threateningly over her desk. "For gods' sake Law, sit down."

 

Law crossed his arms across his chest as he settled back into the chair. This twelve grand better be fucking worth it. 

 

"Luffy," Nami turned and regarded Luffy, who had both his legs up over the arm of the chair, sandals dangling from his toes. "Did you read the contract?" 

 

"Sure. Most of it." Law groaned. At this rate, maybe he should just be thankful the guy could read at all.

 

"Any thoughts you'd like to share with the class?" Nami rubbed her temples and grit her teeth. It was getting sort of fun, watching her lose her cool like this. She was usually the one getting Law flustered and pissed off as she slowly backed him into an under-negotiated corner. As far as he was concerned, this was long overdue karma.

 

Luffy pulled a small round lollipop from one of his pockets and took the wrapper off, tossing it on the floor before popping the piece of candy into his mouth. Nami's eye twitched as the little paper wrapper fluttered onto the carpet.

 

"We get twenty-five percent, not fifteen," he said calmly, the candy clicking against his teeth. Law raised an eyebrow. That was what he was going to ask for.

 

"Absolutely not. I've got to make money on this too, you know. That studio cost a lot of money," Nami said, sitting back down in her chair and tapping her fingernails on the desk.

 

"Well," Law chimed in. "Sounds like you'd still be making fifty percent to me." Luffy grinned at Law menacingly from between his knees in the other chair and, oh, that smile was doing things to him. Shit. Luckily, Luffy broke eye contact first as Nami began talking again.

 

"No. Twenty-five is too high, Luffy." She sighed deeply and tapped her nails on the desk. "Twenty percent. Final offer."

 

Wow. Nami was actually negotiating. She wanted this bad.

 

Law exchanged another look with Luffy, who smirked back at him. Maybe he was smarter than he looked.

 

"I dunno, Nami," Luffy said slowly, kicking his feet in the air and rolling the candy around in his mouth. "Don't think I can work for less than that. I've got my own stuff to worry about, you know."

 

"Now that you mention it, Luffy," Law purred, leaning back in his chair and propping his foot up on his knee. "I've got a really big backlog of things to edit. It's just been so busy, you know?"

 

"Right?" Luffy sighed and pushed himself up so he was folded in half, feet still draped over the arm of the chair, arms wrapped around his knees so he could look at Law more directly. "The fans are just so demanding these days." He held Law's gaze as he crunched down on the lollipop with a wicked grin on his face. It made Law's stomach flip.

 

Nami let out an exasperated groan from behind her desk. 

 

"Alright, alright, fine." She muttered something that sounded an awful lot like 'greedy fucking bastards' as she tapped something into her phone aggressively. Luffy spun around in his chair so his back was now draped over the arm rest and stretched a hand out towards Law. For the first time in years, Law actually gave out a high five. 

 

"Robin will have the new contracts together in an hour," Nami said with a sigh. "Unless anyone has any other changes to make?"

 

Law shrugged and Luffy shook his head, grin still plastered to his face. 

 

"Great." Nami said, obviously less than thrilled with how things had turned out. "Now, I want you two to get to know each other. Go to lunch or something. We start shooting next week so make sure it's not awkward."

 

"One more question, Nami," Law said, completely unable to keep the smug look off his face as he rose from the chair.

 

"What, Law?" Nami snapped.

 

"You still have my direct deposit info?"

 

"Get the hell out of my office!" Nami threw the folder full of papers in the air as he hurried out the door, Luffy snickering along behind him.

 

"So how about that lunch?" Luffy asked as the door closed behind them. Law sighed.

 

"Seeing as I'm soaking wet and sticky from your soda, I think I'll pass."

 

Law pulled his phone out to check the time and tossed his damp hoodie over his shoulder, trying to figure out what to do next. It wasn't even noon yet. And Penguin had sent an extremely informative text that simply stated "call later." 

 

"Let me buy you another coffee, then," Luffy said leaning towards Law's shoulder, entirely too close.

 

"Some other time. I need another fucking shower," Law muttered, opening his messenger to text Penguin back. Suddenly his phone disappeared from his hands.

 

"Well I'll plug in my number then! That way you've got it! What the hell kind of name is 'Penguin'?" Luffy giggled and tapped away at Law's phone screen. 

 

"Friend's nickname. Don't ask me how he got it, I can't remember." Law reached out to snatch his phone back but Luffy was infuriatingly fast. 

 

"Oooh 'call later,' huh? So mysterious!" Luffy finally handed his phone back and Law's face twisted into a scowl as he looked at the sticky, smudgy fingerprints on his screen. 

 

"Gum?" Luffy shoved a piece of gum in his own mouth and held another foil-wrapped piece out to Law. 

 

"I'm, uh, I'm good, thanks." Law was trying very hard not to march straight back into Nami's office and tell her the whole thing was off. How the hell was he supposed to work with this maniac? And where the hell did he keep all this candy?

 

"Suit yourself." Luffy snapped the gum between his teeth and the sound echoed down the empty hallway. Law turned to walk towards the elevators, hoping Luffy would get the hint and buzz off but, alas, the sound of sandals slapping on tiles followed closely behind him.

 

"Text me something so I can add your number!" 

 

Law rolled his eyes and typed his own name into a message and sent it off to the new contact titled "Luffy Best Coworker" with a smiling sun emoji. Luffy's phone chirped a happy little tone as Law finally made it to the elevators and hit the button. 

 

"So, To- Tra- Tuh-" Law pinched the bridge of his nose between his fingers. Maybe he really couldn't read. He should have never agreed to this.

 

"Trafalgar," he offered with as much patience as he could possibly muster.

 

"Right. So, Torao-" Law groaned. "Is Penguin your boyfriend or something?"

 

"Nope. Just an old friend."

 

"So, do you have a boyfriend?"

 

"I don't really see why that matters." Why was this elevator so slow? Law hit the button three more times.

 

"Come on, Torao! Lighten up! Nami said we're supposed to get to know each other. It's just friendly small talk, jeeze." That was a reasonable point. He was supposed to fuck this guy literally next week, he could at least try to be friendly. Ugh. How tedious.

 

"No, I don't have a boyfriend." The elevator doors gloriously opened. Thank the gods. "How about you?" he asked, trying to sound like he actually cared as he walked into the elevator.

 

"Nah. Hard to find guys that are down with what we do, you know?" Law absolutely knew. He'd tried going on a few dates after he started making good money from the site but everyone he'd gone out with wanted him to quit so they could be exclusive. If he had a berry for every time some guy told him he shouldn't "debase" himself for money, he'd— well he'd have about a one month subscription to his own page, which wasn't a lot but it had happened enough that he'd gotten sick of it. As if he'd give up the easiest meal ticket he'd ever had for some random dude who wanted him to pay for dinner anyway.

 

"Yeah, no kidding," Law said and felt the weary sigh involuntarily leave his mouth. Luffy had literally just helped him negotiate the best deal he'd ever gotten out of Nami and he seemed friendly enough at least. Maybe Luffy was right, maybe he needed to lighten up. Maybe they could start over or something.

 

"So, about that coffee," Law started.

 

"I really will get you another one, I swear! I promise I'm not that hopeless, I just tripped!"

 

Law chuckled at Luffy's earnest apologies as the elevator doors slid open again. 

 

"How about I go home and change and we can meet somewhere in a few hours? What side of town are you on?"

 

"Really?! Uh, I'm on the south side. You know, by the railroad tracks?" 

 

"Yeah, I know that neighborhood. I used to live over there before I started doing this," Law admitted. He was a little surprised Luffy was still living in such a shitty area considering how much money he must be making every month. 

 

"It sucks ass, honestly. I keep saying I want to move but my brother wants to stay. He says the neighborhood will never get better if all the people who care about it keep leaving."

 

"You live with your brother?"

 

"Yeah! His name is Sabo, he's great." Luffy stretched his arms up, eventually lacing his fingers behind his head as they walked through the lobby. "He does outreach stuff. He's probably the nicest guy in that whole neighborhood."

 

"Wait, so does he know how you make your money?"

 

"Yup! Helped me buy my computer so I could run the streams. Old one couldn't handle it." Well, that seemed odd. Who buys their brother a computer to make porn with? Law found himself standing in front of the two large glass doors leading out of the building and considered what a strange family dynamic that sounded like. He reminded himself Luffy's family life really wasn't any of his concern as he stepped outside and the sounds of the city rushed up to meet him.

 

"Let's meet at a place in my neighborhood," Law said, really not wanting to get his car stolen this afternoon. "I'll text you the address later."

 

Luffy popped his gum again and smiled. "Sounds good, Torao!" 

 

Law was not prepared for Luffy to suddenly push up onto his toes and kiss his cheek. 

 

"See you later!" Luffy waved and rushed off down the street. Law stood completely frozen in confusion as he watched Luffy walk quickly down the sidewalk. 

 

What the hell? Who just leans over and kisses some guy they just met like it's completely normal? Well, maybe in some places it was. Though, Luffy didn't really seem like the 'study abroad' type.

 

Law turned to walk down the sidewalk towards the parking garage and continued to wonder what the hell he had gotten himself into. Luffy was nothing at all like he'd expected— not that he'd really put that much thought into his personality. He hadn't considered how much that actually mattered to him when it came to physical attraction. 

 

The guy was completely obnoxious. He really wasn't sure he could successfully separate his opinion on Luffy's personality from his body. What if he didn't find him attractive enough any more to go through with this? Shit. He should have thought this through more. What if all the videos were garbage? Gods, that would be embarrassing. Maybe he should call Nami right now and tell her he was out. This was a terrible idea.

 

Feeling himself starting to fly off the rails a bit, he decided to call Penguin and see what his cryptic message was about while he walked. Probably another case he wanted advice about. It would be a good distraction.

 

"Law! Hey man! Where've you been?" Penguin's familiar voice started to bring Law's heart rate back down and ease his anxiety just a little. 

 

"On my way back home after a meeting," Law explained. "What's up with the weird message?"

 

"Oh, yeah! Had a case today I could use a second opinion on if you've got a minute."

 

"You know I dropped out, right? You're the one out in residency at the moment, not me."

 

"Yeah, yeah, but it's a cardio thing. They've got me rotating through the free clinic this month and this patient can't get a consult, no insurance. You always mopped the floor with me on the heart stuff."

 

"You don't know any cardiologists who would help?"

 

"Nah, man. You know how the specialists are. If insurance isn't paying, they're not getting off their ass." There was a heavy sigh from the other end of the phone. "We've got a cardio doc that will come down to the free clinic sometimes but he's not coming for another three weeks and the wait list is probably at least a year long."

 

"Alright, I can take a look. What's the gist?"

 

"Some kind of bizarre arrhythmia I've never seen before. Patient is young too, no lifestyle factors or familial history to speak of, though he only knows his grandpa's medical history. Parents are both MIA I guess. I genuinely have no idea what meds would even be safe to start him on since I can't identify the rhythm but I'm also a little freaked that he might just keel over."

 

Law unlocked his car and slid into the driver's seat.

 

"Alright send me the signalment with the ECG and whatever else you've got and I'll take a look. Hang on, Let me turn the car on and get you on the speaker." The car hummed to life beneath him, an upbeat jingle playing over the speakers as it turned on. Law had searched every single setting to try and get it to stop doing that but apparently there was no way to turn it off. 

 

"Well, well, well, is that a new car I hear?" Penguin's voice filled the interior of the car as it pumped out of the speakers.

 

"New to me, yeah." He'd bought it used to save some money, but it only had ten thousand miles on it. He'd have kept driving the other one if it hadn't finally blown its transmission out a few weeks ago.

 

"You buy that with your porn cash? Hey, what kind of meetings do work-from-home porn stars have anyway?"

 

"Yes, I bought it with my 'porn cash' and the meeting was about porn, believe it or not." Penguin laughed through the speakers.

 

"Damn, man I really should have dropped out with you."

 

"Peng, I didn't drop out to do porn. You know that." 

 

"I know, I know. Sorry. I know Cora's anniversary is coming up soon, too. Let me know if you want to go do something to get out of the house." Penguin had been one of Law's best friends in both undergrad and med school so he knew full well that Law had dropped out to take care of his adoptive father who'd fallen ill. Diseases affecting the immune system were the worst. They don't even have the decency to kill someone outright— they die from something stupid like the damn flu.

 

Law sighed heavily. "Thanks. I'll think about it. I might be busy the next few weeks though. That's what the meeting was about."

 

"Oh? What's got you all tied up in knots? I can hear your blood pressure from here."

 

Law eased the car out of the garage and onto surface streets as he navigated himself back home. Luckily traffic was light today, and he'd gotten out before the lunch rush. 

 

"They want me to start doing real porn. Like fucking some dude on camera in a real studio and shit."

 

"Woah, the big times, huh?"

 

Law sighed again. "Yeah, something like that."

 

"Cool. Is the other guy hot?"

 

Law laughed. "We make porn, dude. Of course he's hot. That's not the problem."

 

"Then what exactly is the problem, Law? Because from where I'm standing, it sure seems like a win-win."

 

"He's a fucking idiot and I might murder him."

 

"Ah. I see, I see." There was a brief pause before Penguin so helpfully offered, "Have you considered lowering your standards?"

 

"Gee, thanks, Peng. No, I am not lowering my standards. Done enough of that already, I think."

 

"Well what's the plan then? Turn down the gig because, shockingly, not every guy who makes porn for a living is a genius?"

 

"They want to give me twelve grand to start."

 

"Oh shit. Ok, I think I understand your dilemma now." Penguin hummed into the phone. "How sure are you that he's an idiot? Do you already know him or something?"

 

"Just met him this morning. He was ten minutes late, tripped and spilled his soda on me and then ate the hotdog he dropped off the floor."

 

"Ouch."

 

"Yeah. He said he wants to buy me coffee to make up for the one he spilled all over Nami's carpet. I don't know what the hell to do here."

 

"You already locked into this thing?" Penguin asked as Law made the final turn onto his street. Luckily, Nami's office wasn't that far from his apartment. He wouldn't even have to wrestle with the freeway today.

 

"Technically no. They're sending an updated version of the contract for me to sign later today."

 

"So how about you go out for coffee and if he's really so dumb that you won't even be able to keep it up then tell them the deal's off. Sucks about the twelve grand though."

 

"Yeah no kidding. More med school money I guess I just won't have."

 

"When are you thinking about reapplying? This cycle or the next one?"

 

"Gods, I don't know, Peng. I have to retake all the entrance exams by this point. Who the hell knows if I can even still pass those. Plus how am I going to pay for it? I've got some money in savings now, sure, but I don't have four years of school plus residency time saved up. I can't afford that. I don't know if I'll ever get back at this rate."

 

"I can help you study for the entrance shit if you want, not that you need it. Don't stress so much about the money. Everyone pays for this stuff with loans and credit card debt. Besides, you already did the first two and a half years. Surely they won't make you repeat all that?"

 

Law pulled into his assigned spot and sighed. "It's been long enough that they probably will. I don't even know if I'd ever be able to get a job at this rate anyway. My dick is always just one internet search away for all of my future employers and patients. The tattoos don't help either."

 

"If you're good enough they won't care." Law briefly wondered if he was referring to porn or medical practice when there was a muffled conversation on the other end of the phone as well as the sound of papers shuffling. "Alright. I'll be out in a sec. Hey, Law, I've got to run. Listen, let's grab drinks or something soon, alright? I wanna hear about your date with this hot idiot."

 

"It's not a date."

 

"You're going out for some kind of food to try and figure out if you wanna fuck, right? It's a date."

 

Law groaned. "Whatever. Go do your thing."

 

"I'll send you that case stuff in a bit. Take care of yourself, alright?"

 

"Sure." 

 

The call ended and Law turned his car off but didn't get out. He stared down at the steering wheel for a long time, trying to figure out how his life had gotten him here. It was supposed to be a single semester break, damn it. Now he was years behind. What the hell had gone wrong? Cora would be so disappointed in him. Well, actually maybe he wouldn't. Cora had always been universally supportive— even about the weird stuff. He probably would have said something both unintelligible and somehow positive like, "I'm so glad you've found an outlet that's unique to your own sexual identity," or some shit. Law chuckled a little to himself at the thought as he finally got out of the car and dragged himself up to his apartment. 

 

He stripped his still soggy clothes off and tossed them directly into the washing machine. When he made it back to the bedroom, he sputtered to a stop. Instead of heading into the bathroom and washing the sticky soda remnants off his skin, he found himself getting lost in thought again. He caught his reflection in the mirror. Gods, he looked tired. And when did he start looking so old? It felt like Cora had died five minutes ago, not three years ago. 

 

Four years. In three weeks it would be four years. 

 

Law laid out on the floor of his room and stared at the ceiling. Four years. Where had the time gone? What if he never made it back to med school? Was that really alright? He'd always planned on being a doctor but now he wasn't so sure. His friends all told him he had a talent for medicine and that he was wasting it doing this crap. They didn't know what it was like, though. They all came from nice families— families that would bail them out if they got into trouble. Even Penguin had his rent occasionally covered by his parents when he was short. Law had no one else to turn to. The last man who had given a flying fuck about him was long dead.

 

Now here he was, nearly four years older and paying his bills with his dick. What a life. Some days he felt half a step away from a street whore. Other days, he felt on top of the world. People paid to see his body and that does something to your ego after a while. He'd felt nearly manic when he wrote out the check for that car a few days ago. He'd basically bought a car with cum shots and nudes. It felt insane. He felt insane.

 

He also felt lonely.

 

His friends didn't really understand why he wasn't already back at school. Even Penguin didn't really get it. Truth was, he was afraid. What if he did the math wrong and he didn't save up enough to cover his living expenses while he was in school? He'd have to go back to living in that falling over building or couch surfing. What if he couldn't even get in? He hadn't bothered to try to hide his identity in any of the content he posted online. He'd be easily identified by his tattoos alone. Would the admissions committee look him up? What would they think? What if he went through all of the expense, pain, and effort of med school and then he couldn't even get a job because of his past? Then what?

 

He'd tried to talk to the few friends he still had from school about his fears but it hadn't helped. They were all busy anyway and didn't have time to hang out with some drop-out loser. At first, it was fine. He had always been a bit of a loner anyway and he'd had plenty of other problems to keep him occupied, like food and where the hell he was going to sleep at night. Now that things had been stable for a while, he was feeling more and more isolated. He'd given up on dating. There was just no reasonable way to answer the question, "So, what do you do?" without inviting an entire conversation about his life choices. His friends really didn't want to hear about his job and usually just pretended he was unemployed. He had no one to talk to and nothing but time on his hands.

 

So, he'd found himself mumbling to Cora when he was alone in his apartment, drowning in his thoughts. Probably not normal, but it was better than drugs or alcohol, which he had also tried. They hadn't helped.

 

"I think I really fucked up this time," Law said to the silence. Cora of course never answered, but Law could imagine it. Cora would sigh and sit down next to him calmly and ask what was going on. 

 

"They want me to fuck this guy on camera and I don't know if I can do it. I don't know if I even want to do that. It feels like crossing a line, you know?"

 

Law tried to imagine what he'd say back to that. For years, Cora had been the only one he opened up to. He'd been hurt too many times by other so-called friends and even other adults when he was a kid. It didn't exactly make you want to spill your soul to the world. Cora was different, though. He was persistent, but never judgmental. Eventually, they'd gotten to the point where they talked about everything, no topic was off limits. He'd probably say something like, "you never know if you'll like something until you try it on for size," or the Cora Classic, "life without risk is just death with more steps."

 

"What if I'm bad at it? What if I hate it? I have to sign a contract for six of these videos, Cora. I can't just bail after the first one if it's not for me."

 

This response was easy to imagine. He'd heard it a million times. Cora would sigh and say, "Always the 'what if's with you, kiddo. What if the world ends tomorrow? It can't change how you live today."

 

Law sighed up to the ceiling. He needed to text Luffy about coffee if he was actually going to go through with it. He let his mind wander over their interactions this morning. Actually, it had sort of reminded him of Cora. He'd been a hopeless klutz too. He'd also been the best thing that had ever happened to him, even if Law had absolutely hated him at first. To be fair, he'd hated everyone at the time so it hadn't exactly been personal. 

 

Gods, he'd been so lonely the last few years.

 

He pushed himself up off the floor and picked his phone up off the dresser where he'd left it. 

 

"Meet me here at 2." He included a link to one of his favorite coffee shops up the street and hit send. 

 

"Alright, I guess we'll see how this goes," Law mumbled to himself and headed towards the bathroom.

 

"Thanks for the talk, dad."

 

He'd never called Cora that while he was alive. He regretted it every day. Maybe it was stupid, but if Cora was somehow still helping him from the afterlife then maybe, just maybe, he could hear Law when he said it. 

 

His phone buzzed in his hand as he walked towards the shower.

 

"Can't wait! See you then Torao!" 

 

Law rolled his eyes at the new name he was apparently stuck with. He prayed the second time he met Luffy would go better than the first as he turned on the water. He needed this money so he could get his life back on track. Maybe if he could salvage this, it could even be kind of fun. His brain unhelpfully supplied a series of images from Luffy's page on the website as he stepped into the shower. Frustratingly, his dick responded with interest.

 

Alright, maybe he could separate Luffy's personality from his looks. He'd really prefer if he didn't have to. Or maybe that would make things more complicated? 

 

Whatever. Just get through coffee first. 

Chapter 3: Practice Makes Perfect

Notes:

I keep trying to make it a whole week between posting chapters (mostly so I don't get caught up to my drafts I haven't edited yet) but I just can't help myself. I just really like sharing this story with you guys. I've got plenty in my drafts folder for this AU anyway so enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Law stood outside the coffee shop feeling a lot more nervous than he'd anticipated. It had taken him forever to leave the house. He'd changed clothes three times. It was stupid. There was absolutely no reason for him to feel so self conscious. It was just coffee with some guy, technically some guy from work.

 

Penguin was right. This really felt like a date. Unfortunately, it was also a date that had some very serious financial consequences. 

 

He fumbled with his phone as it buzzed in his pocket.

 

"Be there in 5!"

 

Of course he was late. Why the hell wouldn't he be? Law sighed and leaned himself against the wall in a pointless attempt to look casual. Gods, this whole thing was probably a mistake. He should just walk back home. He could call Nami on the way and tell her where she could put her stupid contract. He'd always done this stuff alone. He was fine alone. He was making plenty of money as things were now. He really didn't need this.

 

Just as he was deciding to leave, Luffy came running up the street towards him.

 

"Hey Torao!" Luffy leaned his hands on his knees as he tried to catch his breath, face flushed from running. "Sorry I'm late! The trains always run late out of that neighborhood." He grinned up towards Law—who's brain offered up a similar image of Luffy, flushed and breathless, coming down from an orgasm. So helpful. 

 

"No problem," Law said, willing his voice to be much more steady than his heart rate. Luffy pushed himself upright and pulled a hand through his wild hair. 

 

"Come on, let's get that coffee!" He reached out and grabbed Law's hand. Law stared down at his own hand linked with Luffy's in total confusion as he was led through the door to the cafe, barely registering when they stopped in front of the counter.

 

"Large iced raspberry macha latte with extra raspberry and extra whipped cream, please!"

 

What the hell kind of coffee order was that?

 

"And whatever he wants!"

 

The barista looked at Law expectantly as his brain tried to process what the fuck had just happened in the last thirty seconds. He pulled his hand out of Luffy's grasp and cleared his throat.

 

"Large hot coffee. Black."

 

"Lame," Luffy said, handing his card over to the very bored looking barista. They shifted over to the other end of the counter and Law's coffee gloriously appeared a moment later. He sighed deeply as he took a sip. 

 

"Won't that keep you up late or something?" Luffy asked, leaning his weight against the counter with a kind of casual confidence that could have implied he secretly owned the place.

 

"Nah. Caffeine barely affects me any more," Law replied as Luffy excitedly took his abomination of a beverage from the barista and grabbed Law's hand again.

 

"Let's sit there!" He pointed to an empty couch in the back corner. Law pulled his hand away and followed along behind him, settling on one end of the couch and expecting Luffy to sit against the other end. He decided he should just stop expecting Luffy to do normal things. He sat down right next to Law, draping his arm across the back of the couch and behind Law's shoulders as he crossed his legs up underneath himself.

 

"So," Luffy started and took a sip on his drink. "Nami said you guys met when you did her tattoo." Oh right, Nami had said Luffy was an old friend. Of course she would have explained that.

 

"Yeah, I was a tattoo artist for a little while, a few years back. I did the piece on her shoulder."

 

Luffy looked at him in amazement. "That's so cool! Do you still do that?"

 

"No, it was just something I did to pay the bills. This pays my bills now so no need to keep doing that."

 

Luffy hummed in understanding and sipped on his drink more. Why was this stuff always so awkward? Law struggled to pull himself out of his own damn head and try to make some actual, real, non-awkward conversation.

 

"What about you? Do you do anything other than this stuff?" Law asked, sipping on more of his coffee. The familiar flavor eased his anxiety just a little. This place always brewed a great cup of coffee. They even roasted their own beans. He should probably pick up another bag to use at home before he leaves. 

 

"Just little odd jobs in the neighborhood for the people Sabo helps," Luffy said. "Little old ladies with home repair stuff usually. I don't charge them much anymore. I keep trying to do it for free but I usually end up getting yelled at in some language I don't know and cash shoved into my hand anyway."

 

That was... Really sweet actually.

 

"Sabo's your brother, right? What did you say he did again?"

 

"I didn't really say before. He's a lawyer. He goes to court for people who can't afford a private lawyer and the government pays instead."

 

"Oh, so he's a public defender." Damn. That was a tough job.

 

"Yeah! That's right. I always forget exactly what it's called." Luffy sighed. "Anyway, he also runs an advocacy group. He's trying to make prostitution legal to make it safer. He says it's not fair the whores always get charged and the customers don't." He held his hand up to his mouth. "Sorry, 'sex workers.' He'd yell at me for calling them whores."

 

Ah. That explains why he was fine with how Luffy made his money. And also that was pretty cool. 

 

"So he helped you buy a computer, huh?"

 

"Yeah! He said I had to donate the same amount that he paid for the computer to the advocacy group and I had to talk about safe sex stuff sometimes. I try to sneak it into the videos without being preachy, you know?"

 

Alright, maybe Law had jumped to too many conclusions after that first meeting. Luffy was actually kind of sweet. They also had more in common than he'd expected.

 

"That's really cool, Luffy. I try to do that kind of thing too." He did a special video every year around the anniversary of Cora's death where he went down to the free clinic and talked about STD testing and walked people through the whole process as he got tested himself. He prayed just one person would go get tested from watching it. Maybe he could save another family from the heartbreak he'd gone through when Cora had found out entirely too late why he was so sick all the time.

 

Luffy opened his mouth like he was going to say something and then hesitated. He took another sip from his drink instead. At least he wasn't the only one that was a little nervous.

 

Law decided they might as well stop dancing around the elephant in the room.

 

"I, uh, looked at your stuff. It's, well, uh, it's really good." Gods he sounded so fucking stupid. This was such a dumb thing to feel weird about. How long had he been doing this? How could he possibly still be embarrassed about it?

 

Luffy sat up a little straighter and looked at Law with bright, glittering eyes. "Really? You think so?"

 

Law nodded and willed his heart to stop racing. He tried to hide how red his face was by sipping on more of his coffee.

 

"Gosh, that means a lot coming from you, you know," Luffy said. "Your stuff is just so much more put together than mine. I don't know how you manage to make porn feel so classy."

 

Law felt his face get impossibly warmer. 

 

"Thanks," he said dumbly.

 

"You know," Luffy said, setting his cup on the nearby table. "I was pretty stoked when Nami said you might be willing to do this with me."

 

"Really? Why?"

 

Luffy giggled. Inconveniently, it was even more adorable in real life than in his video.

 

"Because you're just about the hottest guy I've ever laid eyes on, that's why! You're funny, Torao," Luffy said, leaning a little closer into Law's space.

 

"You're not half bad either." The words fell out of his mouth before he could stop them. Shit. He hadn't intended on flirting with the guy. It really was a date. Damn it. Luffy chuckled a little in response. When had it gotten so hot in this cafe?

 

"So do you plan on getting back to tattooing or something when you're done with this?" Luffy asked, still too close. "I still don't know what I want to do. I thought I wanted to be a firefighter but I can't pass the stupid test."

 

Firefighters had to take a test? Huh. That probably made sense but he hadn't thought much about it.

 

"What's the test about?"

 

"A lot of medical stuff. Like what to do with people who are passed out and memorizing numbers for what's a normal heart rate and stuff. I don't know. I just can't get it to stick."

 

"Actually, I was planning to go back to med school. I could probably help you study if you wanted." Why the hell did he just say that? He didn't need to tutor some idiot porn star. He just had to fuck him and move on with his life. This wasn't supposed to turn into some personal project. But, there was a little part of him that really wanted a chance to help Luffy out.

 

"Seriously? That's so cool!" Luffy said and then sighed. "Honestly, I'm probably a lost cause. If I'm not physically doing it then I just can't remember it, you know?"

 

"So you're just a hands-on learner. That doesn't sound that bad."

 

"What's that?" Law stared back at Luffy in confusion.

 

"Uh, it means you learn better when you perform a task than when you read or write it. How has no one told you that before?"

 

"Well Sabo's always so busy so Ace used to help me with my homework but he would get frustrated after a while because I always got distracted. So, I don't know, I guess they didn't notice. Then, well, Ace couldn't help me anymore. Honestly it's a miracle I even graduated."

 

It really just sounded like Luffy had ADD or something similar. There was absolutely no reason he couldn't pass that test if he was actually given appropriate study strategies. Tons of people learned how to work with their brain instead of against it. Hell, there were at least four medications Law could list off the top of his head that would help if he needed more than just study strategies to get through it, and he had barely paid attention in that abnormal psych course.

 

"I think you just learn differently than other people, Luffy. Have you ever heard of Attention Deficit Disorder?"

 

"Nope! What's that?" Luffy cocked his head to the side and leaned into Law's space to pick his cup back up off the table.

 

"It just means your brain works differently. You should ask your doctor about it." Luffy's brow furrowed a little.

 

"Hmm, really? Like I'm sick or something?"

 

"No, not 'sick', just different. Really, I can't believe you've never heard of this before. None of your teachers in school mentioned it?"

 

"Nah." Luffy chuckled a little and smirked. "They usually just called me 'disruptive'. Sabo got really sick of seeing that one on my report cards." Law laughed. He could only imagine what Luffy had been like in an academic setting. He probably drove his teachers nuts.

 

"You're so smart. I bet you'd make a really good doctor," Luffy said, downing the rest of his drink. He closed his eyes and sighed as Law tried to hide his blush in his coffee cup again.

 

"Oh! Did you see Nami's other email?" Luffy asked, eyes flying open and snapping his fingers like he'd just remembered something important.

 

"What other email?"

 

Luffy quickly set his empty cup down to pull his phone out of his pocket. The case was battered almost beyond recognition. Law was genuinely shocked that the screen wasn't shattered when he passed it over. The email had both their accounts listed in the recipients line. Law must have completely missed it while he was nervously walking around the block, killing time until Luffy showed up.

 

"The studio is located on the third floor of the building, room 357. Entrance code is 9845. You two should both go check it out beforehand and get comfortable with the space. If you flip the lock on the door, the sign on the front lights up to show the space is 'in use.' You guys aren't the only ones I'm recording videos with so do NOT enter if that light is on. Yes Luffy, that means you.

 

Law: Get that contract back to me ASAP. Don't drag your bratty feet or I'll come hunt you down. I know where you live— it's on your direct deposit form.

 

Luffy: If you break anything, I will charge you double the expense to replace it.

 

You'll get more detailed scripts and stage directions for the videos shortly. Let me know if there's anything in them you aren't comfortable with and we'll make whatever changes we need to.

 

Practice as much as you want, just clean up after. 

 

Nami"

 

Damn. He really should have used a fake address on that form.

 

"What do you think?" Luffy asked excitedly. "Wanna go check it out?" The look Luffy was giving him was full of mischief. He could have been asking Law to go rob a bank or egg someone's house. He still would have said yes. 

 

Gods, they really should turn on the air conditioning in here.

 

"Sure. The office shouldn't be too far from here." He handed Luffy's phone back and pulled out his own, opening the map to check how far it actually was. It was a little farther away than he'd expected, not exactly walking distance and Luffy obviously didn't have a car. Law downed the rest of his coffee.

 

"We can ride over together if you want. My car's just down the street." Luffy grinned and took Law's empty cup from his hand. 

 

"Let's go then!" Luffy tossed the empties into a nearby trash can and held his hand out to Law.

 

He was going to regret this. He could feel it in his bones. 

 

He took Luffy's hand and let himself be pulled up off the couch. They stood there for a moment, Luffy still smirking at him like they were about to go break into a building somewhere. Law realized Luffy had very pretty eyes, especially when they were filled with bad intentions. The look he was giving him was making his entire body feel hot.

 

Law pulled his hand out of Luffy's grasp and gestured towards the door. 

 

"I'll meet you outside, give me a sec."

 

"Alright!" Luffy practically skipped over to the door of the cafe as Law pulled up Nami's first email of the day on his phone. He briefly skimmed through the new contract and confirmed it was the same as the previous one but now included the increased portion of the subscription profits. Everything appeared to be in order. Well, except for Law's signature. He spent a moment considering his options.

 

Luffy was shockingly charming and Law actually had meant it when he offered to help him study for that test. Plus, he was really cute, despite the terrible first impression.  Honestly, this had gone a lot better than he had expected. Luffy was obviously a nice guy. Maybe he wasn't the sharpest crayon in the box but he was a whole lot smarter than Law had initially thought. He certainly wasn't a hopeless case.

 

If he was being honest, this was the best date he'd been on in years. Who cared if it was the only date he'd been on in years.

 

Fuck it.

 

Law scrawled his signature on the bottom of the document and hit send. No going back now. He had no idea how this was going to work out but he was sure about one thing: fucking Luffy sounded damn fun.

 

He took a deep breath and made his way outside. Luffy immediately grabbed his hand.

 

"Lead the way, Torao!"

 

Law looked down at their hands linked together and considered pulling away but thought better of it. Luffy seemed determined to touch him so he might as well get used to it, even if it was kind of odd. They walked hand in hand around the block until they reached the lobby of Law's building. He hit the button for the elevator.

 

"Is this where you live?" Luffy looked around the lobby, seemingly impressed. There was a small desk with a security guard in the center of the room along with a variety of fake plants and a running fountain against one wall. 

 

"Yeah," Law said. "Looks fancier than it is, really. I got the smallest two bedroom place they had."

 

"Two bedrooms? Do you have a roommate?"

 

"Nope, just me." The elevator made soft beeping noises as it descended to ground level. "I just wanted a room for filming stuff that wasn't my actual bedroom. I like the separation."

 

"Oh! That's smart. I'd love to see your set up some time! Maybe I can figure out how you get your lighting so good."

 

"Your lighting is fine from what I could see," Law said as they stepped into the elevator. 

 

"Yeah but you somehow get these dramatic shadows that make your tattoos look amazing," Luffy sighed dreamily. He stood directly next to Law in the elevator, leaving about two inches of space between them, despite the elevator being rather large.

 

"Oh that's, uh, probably not my lighting set up. I do a bunch of stuff at sunset because the windows on my room face west." Luffy hummed to himself and wrapped both his hands around one of Law's, tracing his thumbs across the ink there.

 

"These are so cool," he said reverently. "Did you do them yourself?"

 

"Uh, some of them, yeah. Mostly the ones on my legs." Luffy's hands were warm and soft as they gently wandered across his skin. He could feel his heart kicking into high gear again. He hadn't been this flustered by someone in a long time. It was such a bizarre feeling.

 

"Mmm, I think I like the one on your back the most." Law could feel his face warming again. Of course Luffy had seen that one. It was out there on his page for anyone to see. He just hadn't considered that someone would have a favorite one of his tattoos. 

 

Luffy looked up from his careful investigation of Law's hand tattoos. Their eyes met and the entire elevator jumped up another ten degrees. Luffy looked at Law like he would be more than happy to strip his clothes off right that second and devour him like that stupid hotdog from the morning. For a moment, Law considered hitting the emergency stop and letting him do just that, even though he was sure there were cameras in there. Fuck it. Let them watch. They should be grateful for the free show.

 

The elevator doors opened with a ding, pulling Law from his fantasies abruptly. He retrieved his hand back from Luffy's grasp.

 

Where were they going again? Oh right, the car. Yeah. Then the office. Right. Got it. Gods, he was losing his damn mind. Maybe he should get out more.

 

He led Luffy down the hall to the parking entrance and to his car, pressing the button on his keys both to unlock it and show Luffy which car was his.

 

"Woah! It's yellow!" Luffy giggled excitedly and ran up to the car. "I really pegged you for a black-on-black kind of guy, Torao!"

 

Law shrugged. "It's got some black on it." The new—well new to him—car was honestly pretty cool. He'd sprung for a very sharp looking muscle car, though the model was a few years old. Bright yellow with a neat black racing stripe right down the middle and an all black leather interior. Better than anything he thought he'd ever get to drive, let alone own. He'd gotten it for an absolute steal too since the dealership was desperate to get it off the lot to make room for this year's new models. He was still feeling pretty drunk on the feeling that he actually paid cash for a car. And with porn of all things.

 

He really didn't even need a car like this. He'd needed to replace the old broken beater he'd driven into the ground, sure, but this was purely self-indulgent. He'd berated himself over the extra money he needn't have spent after he picked up the keys from the dealership. After about five minutes, he decided his life had been absolute fucking shit and maybe he deserved something nice for once.

 

"Just bought it so don't get your sticky fingers all over the windows," Law said as he slid into the driver's seat.

 

"Gods, I want to make so much more than the windows sticky in here with you."

 

Law laughed as the engine revved to life. At least it seemed like he wouldn't have to wonder what Luffy was thinking. Really, he hadn't been hit on this hard in an exceptionally long time. It was thrilling and a little unsettling at the same time. He wasn't sure what to do with all of Luffy's compliments. He turned to check behind him to back out of the spot and found Luffy holding a piece of candy out to him.

 

"Want one? It's sour apple. Got blue raspberry too but you seem like a sour apple type."

 

"Alright, I'll bite," Law said, taking the candy from Luffy's fingers. "What's with all the candy?" He unwrapped the sugary treat and popped it in his mouth before pulling the car out of the parking spot.

 

"Having something in my mouth helps me focus. Can't tell you why, just does. It's like it gives one part of my brain something to do instead of wandering off and getting distracted." He unwrapped his own piece of candy and popped it in his mouth. "Helps when I'm nervous and stuff. Nami says I've got an 'oral fixative' or whatever."

 

"Pretty sure she said 'oral fixation.' Did I mention you should talk to your doctor about the attention deficit thing?"

 

"Well I talked to you about it, isn't that close enough?"

 

Law scoffed. "Hardly. I dropped out in the middle of med school."

 

"Better than I could do. Why'd you leave? I mean, no judgement. I hated school."

 

Law navigated his way towards the freeway and rolled the sour candy around in his mouth as considered how to answer such a loaded question. The whole story seemed entirely too much to dump on someone he'd just met. He reminded himself this was not actually a date and he was supposed to just have a professional relationship with Luffy, even if 'professional' in this context included sex. He settled on his usual two-word answer.

 

"Family stuff."

 

"So mysterious, Torao," Luffy sighed. "You could tell me the real reason, you know. I said I wasn't going to judge and I meant it." 

 

"It's complicated," Law said and turned towards the on ramp. He hit the throttle harder than was truly necessary, revving the car up to the highway speed limit in mere moments. 

 

"Oh fuck yes!" Luffy laughed as the engine roared and Law pulled into the fast lane.

 

There was absolutely no need to take the freeway to the office, it was literally only two exits down. So what if he wanted to show off a little? That's totally normal. It's not like he had anyone else to show the car off to. And he wasn't driving dangerously, just a hair over the speed limit, really. 

 

Luffy rolled down the window and the wind whipped through his hair as he whooped out into the lanes of traffic next to them. Law couldn't keep the smile off his face as he listened to Luffy giggling as they continued down the road. 

 

He changed lanes to get off at the exit for the office and caught Luffy grinning to himself, eyes closed against the bright sunlight of the afternoon, wild black hair still flying. Law practically rear-ended the car in front of them, he was so distracted. He jammed the brakes and swore, narrowly avoiding a collision as he pulled onto the off ramp and accidentally swallowed the remainder of the candy he'd been sucking on.

 

"Aw, man! We're going to have to do a road trip, Torao!"

 

"Pretty sure we're going to be busy for at least the next few weeks," Law said, turning towards the office. "Where would we even go?"

 

"Who cares where we go?" Luffy said wistfully. "It's not about that. It's about the adventure! Don't you want to go explore somewhere new you've never been before? Do something crazy you never thought you'd do? Get into trouble and get yourself out again?"

 

Law chuckled. "Sounds like a lot more than a road trip, Luffy."

 

"Nah! You can totally get all that in a road trip. You just have to do it with the right people"

 

"Hmm, and I suppose the 'right people' would include you?" Law pulled his car into the parking structure next to the office building. 

 

"Duh." Luffy rolled the window back up and leaned back in the seat and sighed. "You bring the car, I'll bring the adventure, Torao. Just say the word and I'm there."

 

"You just met me today, you know. You really want to just jump in my car and leave for destinations unknown after knowing me for, what, four hours? Not even?"

 

Luffy didn't hesitate for a second. "Oh yeah, no doubt."

 

Law put the car in park and cut the engine. "What if I was secretly a serial killer or something?" He turned and found Luffy looking at him with that mischievous smile again.

 

"I could take you. Besides, you're not a serial killer. Even if you were, you're a really hot one so it'd be worth it."

 

"You think you can take me, huh? I've got six inches and at least 50 pounds on you." Luffy's grin widened.

 

"Easy. Wanna go now? I'll mop the floor with you." Gods, that smile was dangerous. And it was mesmerizing. They needed to get out of this car before Law did something stupid.

 

"Nami would skin me alive if I left a single bruise on your pretty face before her precious videos were done," Law said, stepping out of the car quickly.

 

"My face is pretty now, huh?" Luffy followed Law out of the car. "Glad I've been upgraded from 'not half bad.'" Law snorted as he locked the car behind them, the chirp echoing through the mostly empty parking structure. It was already well after three in the afternoon and most people would have gone home for the day since the office was mostly full of executives. Nami only rented out the third floor to run her business. The rest of the building was filled with high-powered lawyer types and accountants. It was rare to see anyone here past lunch hour.

 

They walked along the sidewalk together, Luffy chattering away about places he'd like to go on a road trip whenever he bought a car. They pushed their way back through the large glass double doors. Luffy's voice echoed off the high ceilings and shining tile floor. 

 

"What do you think the studio is going to be like?" Luffy asked excitedly. "Seems like there are a bunch of different scenes so there must be more than one set, don't you think?"

 

"Guess we'll find out," Law said, hitting the button for the elevator. The doors slid open immediately and they stepped inside. The mirrored glass interior triplicated their reflections so it suddenly seemed like there were four Luffys standing there with him. He hit the button for the third floor and the doors slowly slid shut.

 

"Well there's one scene that's supposed to be in a kitchen, one on a couch, and one on a bed. At least those are the ones I remember." Luffy looped his arm around Law's and leaned his head onto Law's jacket with a sigh. "The kitchen one sounds really fun."

 

"Yeah we should probably talk about the scenes beforehand and make sure we're both comfortable with everything Nami's director friend wants us to do." He tried not to think too hard about any of the scenes Luffy had just listed off, trying not to get distracted.

 

The elevator rolled to a stop and the doors opened with a ding. They stepped out into the deserted hallway, Luffy still curled around Law's arm. He really was so touchy. It was something Law usually hated but for some reason when Luffy did it, it was almost charming. 

 

"I'm pretty much down for whatever," Luffy said as they wandered down the hall. "I haven't done a ton with other people, but I've done just about everything I can to myself. Haven't really found anything I don't like yet. Ok, I'll take that back. Sounding wasn't actually as fun as everyone made it seem like online."

 

Law's brain barely registered Luffy's other comment as it was thoroughly stuck on the earlier one.

 

"Really? You haven't been with a lot of other people before?" A guy with a build like Luffy's could probably take home anyone he wanted. Law found it honestly a little shocking that he hadn't slept with half the city already with how damn flirty he was.

 

"Nah. Had a hookup with one guy a while back and it sucked. Plus he got really freaked out when I told him about the site, too. Not worth it."

 

"More reasons we should probably talk about all this stuff more," Law said as they came up on the door for the studio. The light was off so he punched the door code in and something inside the door clicked loudly, echoing ominously down the hallway. 

 

"No way did you remember those numbers after you read them one time!" Luffy looked up at him in amazement as he pushed the door open. 

 

"I'm pretty good with numbers." He searched the wall for a light switch with his fingers. "Names are a different story. You're lucky I didn't have to ask for yours six times before I remembered it." 

 

His fingers finally grazed a switch and a handful of lights in the center of the room came to life, illuminating a large stage area. The remainder of the space was still shrouded in darkness and large vague shapes of camera equipment loomed in the shadows.

 

"Woah this place is HUGE!" Luffy took two quick steps in the direction of the stage before Law caught his wrist.

 

"If this morning is any indication, you are absolutely going to break something if you go charging in like that," Law said, searching the wall for more light switches. 

 

"Oh come on! I just tripped! I'm not like that all the time!"

 

"I'd bet good money you are." Not a single other switch to be found. There must be more hiding across the room somewhere. Law sighed. "We'll walk up together. Don't break anything."

 

Luffy huffed but didn't pull his wrist out of Law's grasp. Before they set off towards the stage, Law flipped the lock on the door behind them. Just in case.

 

"You can't possibly know that," Luffy said as they stepped deeper into the room together. 

 

"I know the type when I see it. Spent long enough living with a terminal klutz to recognize it from across the room." Law navigated them slowly around the large cameras and over thick cables on the floor.

 

"Ex-boyfriend?" 

 

"No, Co- uh, my dad. Almost burned the whole apartment down once just trying to light a cigarette."

 

Luffy laughed as they stepped up onto the stage. "He sounds fun! I'd like to meet him sometime."

 

"I wish you could. He passed away a few years ago." Law immediately kicked himself for the admission. He wasn't trying to spill his whole life story to this stranger he basically just met. Luffy didn't need to know any of his family drama. 

 

"That must have really sucked," Luffy said quietly. "I lost my brother a few years ago. It's probably not the same, but it still hurts, you know?" Law looked over at him with surprise. 

 

"Your brother that helped you study?"

 

"Yeah. His name was Ace." Luffy slipped his wrist through Law's fingers and squeezed Law's hand tightly. "I miss him every day. I bet you miss your dad too." 

 

"I-" Law found himself lost for words. He'd never actually had the chance to talk with someone else who'd lost family like he had. He gave Luffy full credit for not saying something stupid like 'I'm sorry for your loss' or some other platitude. It was incredibly refreshing. "Yeah. I do."

 

They stood in silence for a long moment, Luffy's hand still wrapped around Law's tightly, eyes locked together. Law could see the tired sadness in Luffy's eyes— easily recognizable since he'd seen the same look staring back at him in the mirror hundreds of times. 

 

Slowly, the smile returned to Luffy's face. 

 

"Come on, let's look around," he said, giving Law's fingers one more squeeze before releasing them. 

 

Law finally took in the set around them. Three walls partially enclosed the space, painted some kind of neutral off-white color with trim to make it look like it was someone's house. On one end, was a large, king-sized bed complete with some very fluffy looking pillows and a neat bed spread in navy blue. The opposite wall had a long black couch centered on it. Law walked over and dragged his fingers along the armrest. It was some kind of fake leather. Smart. Easier to clean than fabric.

 

"I wonder what's through here!"

 

Law watched Luffy pull open the door along the rear wall and gasp.

 

"Torao! Come look, there's more!"

 

Law followed him through the narrow doorway and onto the other side of the stage. This side was fashioned to look like a kitchen on one side and some kind of ritzy bathroom on the other. Luffy sprawled himself across the surface of the large granite-topped island over on the kitchen side and giggled.

 

"Oh this is the perfect height!" he said, swinging his arms up to grip the far end of the island, feet barely touching the floor. Law's memory handed him another scene from the outlines he'd briefly read over. 

 

"What's that one supposed to be called again?" Law asked, wandering around the island and trying to ignore how great Luffy's ass looked bent over in those jean shorts.

 

"'Luffy learns to Bottom'," he giggled and pushed himself up onto his elbows. Law leaned back against the opposite counter and snorted.

 

"These names are so dumb."

 

"It's porn, Torao, not some art film." Luffy slid off the edge of the island and leaned his hip against it.

 

"Just so we're totally clear, I'm not actually teaching you anything, right? You've done all this before?" 

 

Luffy nodded. "Yeah, yeah, I know how it all works, don't worry. Oh, how much prep do you want me to do to myself beforehand? Or would you rather do it yourself?"

 

"Oh, uh," Law struggled to pull a coherent train of thought out of his head. He'd never discussed this sort of thing so frankly with someone. Luffy really was completely unphased by the idea they would be fucking on camera for the entire world to see. Now that he was here, standing on the brightly lit set with Luffy slowly walking around that island towards him, things suddenly seemed very real. People were about to pay to watch them fuck in about half a dozen different ways. 

 

Law realized he found that a whole lot more exciting than he'd anticipated.

 

"How much prep do you usually need?" he asked, trying to get the burning desire in his chest to calm down.

 

"For the average guy? Not much. Most of my toys are bigger than that," he said letting his fingers trail along the island he walked up next to Law. "For you, though?" he looked Law up and down like he was appraising livestock at an auction. His eyes lingered on Law's jeans. "Probably a little more than usual."

 

"How much of it do you want to be on camera?"

 

Luffy stepped directly into Law's space, and set his hands lightly on Law's hips. 

 

"Everything." 

 

Law's breath caught in his throat. Luffy was looking at him with that mischievous smile again, daring him to make a move. He tried to steady his mind, and his heart rate. 

 

"You said you've been with a few guys, yeah?" Law traced his finger up Luffy's arm towards his shoulder and watched him shudder. "Tell me what you like. If it's good for you, it'll look better on camera." He rested his arm on Luffy's shoulder and played with the hair on the back of his neck. Luffy's eyes fluttered closed and he sighed into the touch.

 

"You've seen my page, Torao," he said, pressing himself up against Law's body. "I always make myself feel good."

 

"Of course, but it's different with another person," Law said as he wrapped his other arm around Luffy's waist. He vaguely wondered if this was going too fast. He had said they needed to talk about things and this was talking, right? "How do you want other people to make you feel good?"

 

"Torao, I've been with two guys. One was just blow jobs and hand jobs backstage at some show and the other was literally a quicky in a bathroom at a club. He finished in like three minutes and I had to jack myself off because he left."

 

Law's brain crashed back down to reality. 

 

"Woah, alright, hold it." Law pushed Luffy back half a step. "You're telling me you've never even fucked in a bed and you signed this contract? And that doesn't sound crazy to you?"

 

Luffy crossed his arms and blew out a breath. "Look, I told you before, dating has been rough since I started doing this and I've gotten a lot pickier about the guys I fuck around with since that hook up." He sighed heavily and leaned back against the kitchen island again. "It's been a while."

 

"The whole premise of this thing is I'm supposed to be showing you the ropes about this stuff since I've been on the site longer but I really would prefer if we didn't do that for real on camera. You're not going to like that, I'm sure of it." Luffy rolled his eyes and leveled a glare at Law.

 

"I told you, I know what I'm doing! I just haven't done a lot of it with other people before. It's not a big deal!"

 

It was definitely a big deal. Luffy was under-selling this situation by a lot.

 

"Luffy, look, I'm not saying you're some naive virgin here. Doing things for the first time with someone is always awkward and weird. Sometimes you think you'll like something and then when you actually do it, it's not your thing. That's all totally normal but it's not going to be fun to work through with a film crew staring at you and expecting you to perform." Law sighed and ran his hand through his hair. "I just think we should sit down and talk about all this for a second. Lay out some ground rules, alright?"

 

Luffy stared at the floor in silence for a long moment, arms still crossed, brow furrowed. Law could practically hear the gears turning in his head. He prayed that maybe he'd talked a bit of sense into him and they could actually sit down and talk about this more before they had to start filming. Law hadn't considered how he'd feel about a film crew staring at him while he figured these things out with Luffy, either. They both probably needed to talk this out.

 

Luffy heaved a huge sigh and let his arms fall to his sides. 

 

"I hadn't really thought about all that," Luffy said to the floor.

 

"I hadn't either. I think maybe we were both blinded by the zeros on the page when we rushed into this."

 

Luffy nodded, a small smile returning to his face. "Alright, so let's talk then. Where do we start?"

 

"Why don't we sit down?" 

 

Law walked back through the doorway to the other side of the set and sat down against the arm of the couch. Luffy settled himself on the opposite end, crossing his legs up underneath him. 

 

This was probably about to be one of the weirdest conversations Law had ever had. How to even start? He took a deep breath and decided to keep things multiple choice.

 

"So, how about this: I'll ask you about a sex act or position and you tell me if you've done it before and if you prefer to give, receive or both. How's that sound?"

 

"Deal, but only if you answer too."

 

"Fair enough." Law cleared his throat and mentally set the last of his dignity aside. "Let's start easy. Blow jobs?"

 

"Yeah, done that. Technically I guess I've only received the one time, but I'm pretty sure I like giving better."

 

Law snorted. "Yeah I guess I could've guessed that one."

 

"Your turn, Torao."

 

"Oh, uh, I'd rather receive, I think, so I guess that works out." He could feel his face warm despite his best efforts to set his embarrassment aside. It was a little odd laying everything out so frankly with someone he'd just met. "Next one to ask about would probably be rimming since we're on oral, I suppose."

 

Law was relieved to see Luffy actually blush this time.

 

"Haven't done that one with anyone. No idea if I'd like it or not but it seems like something I'd like doing."

 

"Maybe we should make a list of things we should try before we film it to make sure it's going to work." Law shifted to try to pull his phone out of his pocket to take notes.

 

"Or," Luffy pushed himself down towards Law's end of the couch. "We could just start fooling around and see what works. Then ask the director to put it in the script if we like it."

 

That actually wasn't that bad of an idea. Instead of approaching things like a checklist, they could organically explore whatever they wanted to and then tailor the scenes to their particular tastes. They could make the scene for them instead of bending themselves into the scene.

 

"That could work," Law said. Luffy was straddling his lap before the last word had even left his mouth. "What? Now?"

 

"Yeah, now. Nami said we could practice in here, right?" Luffy pushed his hand through Law's hair and let his fingers slide under his chin. He pushed up slightly to force Law's gaze up to his eyes, his lips curling into a dangerous smirk.

 

"I've wanted to kiss you since the coffee shop, Torao. Are you going to keep making me wait?"

 

This wasn't how things were supposed to go. They were supposed to be talking this out, setting boundaries, drawing lines in the sand that shouldn't be crossed. Law had been trying desperately to draw those lines in his head all afternoon, trying to separate his obvious attraction to Luffy from the business arrangement they'd just entered into. He could feel the lines blurring as Luffy smirked down at him, waiting for his answer. 

 

The smart thing would be to stop again, push him away, try to slow down and take the careful approach. He could feel his heart hammering away in his chest. Luffy's lips were so close and so, so tempting and it had been such a long time since he'd felt this way about anyone.

 

Logic and reason slipped away as Law closed the gap between them. Luffy's lips were soft, much softer than Law had expected, and tasted like sour candy and the last traces of raspberry from the drink earlier. Law felt his entire body begin to burn as Luffy pressed against him. There was nothing tentative or awkward about that kiss as Luffy pulled his tongue across Law's bottom lip. There was no point in putting up a fight now— Law's resolve had crumbled the second their lips met.

 

His lips parted and he immediately had Luffy's tongue exploring his mouth. It had been ages since he'd been kissed like this. Hell, it had been ages since he'd wanted to kiss like this. He'd been day dreaming about kissing Luffy for what felt like hours, maybe even since he'd first scrolled through his page yesterday. Now that it was happening, he didn't ever want it to stop. 

 

Law wrapped his arms around Luffy's waist and let his hands slip under his thin t-shirt. Luffy gasped into his mouth as his fingers met skin. Teeth nipped at Law's lips as Luffy's eager hands began nimbly pulling apart the buttons on his shirt. When the last button was finally unfastened, Luffy pulled away from Law's mouth.

 

"Shit," Luffy breathed. "You're so much hotter in person."

 

Law responded by pulling Luffy's shirt over his head, running his fingers down his toned waist as the fabric landed somewhere on the floor beside the couch. He had to agree with Luffy on that point— seeing him in person was infinitely hotter than any photo on his phone screen. Luffy's lips crashed back into him as hot hands began pushing his shirt and jacket off his shoulders. He shrugged out of the suffocating garments, pulling Luffy tightly against him. The skin-on-skin contact had Law groaning into Luffy's mouth already. It really had been forever since he'd been with someone else and his last partner had been miserable to deal with.

 

Luffy gripped Law's face in both his hands, teeth clashing as he kissed hungrily. He pitched his hips forward on Law's lap and they both moaned into each other. How had things already gotten so heated? Law felt like he was already close just from Luffy's tongue in his mouth and skin under his fingers.

 

Suddenly, Luffy pulled away. 

 

"You like top or bottom?" Luffy asked between heavy breaths, face flushed and lips puffy. What a sight. Law felt his dick straining against his fly. Maybe the skinny jeans hadn't been the right call.

 

"Both," he admitted. "Most guys expect me to top, though, so that's mostly what I've done. What about you?"

 

Luffy shrugged. "Guess I don't know. I only bottomed that one time. It was great for the entire two minutes I got." Luffy sighed heavily. "Two minutes is probably over estimating that."

 

For a random hook up in a bathroom, Law wasn't surprised. Belatedly, his brain kicked in and he remembered something else important he hadn't asked.

 

"Luffy, about that STD testing-"

 

"I went last week— Negative for everything." Law watched Luffy's cheeks flush dark pink. "I swear I don't hook up with guys in clubs anymore. I meant to bring the print-out to the meeting this morning but I forgot."

 

"It's alright, I believe you. I actually haven't gotten tested since last year but I, uh," he was suddenly really embarrassed to admit how long it had actually been since he last got laid. "I haven't actually been with anyone since then." Luffy smiled down at him.

 

"Been a while for you too, huh? That makes me feel a little better." Law's breath hitched as Luffy ran a hand roughly through his hair. "You wanna fuck on the couch? We've got so many options," Luffy purred. He leaned close and pulled Law's lower lip between his teeth for a moment. "I'm down for anything as long as it's with you."

 

Law's head spun from all the different scenarios that suddenly burst into his brain. He pulled Luffy's lips back to his as he thought through the options. They were supposed to be practicing for scenes they'd be filming later, but Law found that wasn't actually how he wanted this to go down. It sounded like Luffy's past experiences had been rushed and unsatisfying. He wanted to fix that.

 

"Bed," he murmured against Luffy's lips. Luffy looked down at him with a skeptical look.

 

"So boring, Torao," he complained.

 

"I can get plenty creative," Law countered. "Somebody has to show you how good it feels to fuck somewhere actually comfortable. Don't knock it 'till you try it."

 

Luffy rolled his eyes and reluctantly climbed off Law's lap. Law was very satisfied to see Luffy was just as turned on as he was. He turned and took a few steps towards the bed and Law pushed himself up off the couch and caught up to him, wrapping his arms around his waist from behind. 

 

"Torao, come on-"

 

"Shut up. We've got all afternoon." He trailed kisses down the side of Luffy's neck and felt him shudder underneath his lips. "Let me show you what it feels like to actually take your time," he murmured into Luffy's skin.

 

Luffy's breath hitched. "Shit."

 

He leaned back into Law, who let his hands wander along Luffy's chest. He kept his touch firm but gentle, continuing to press breathy kisses into his neck. He pulled his tongue slowly up his neck to below his ear, basking in the breathless whine that escaped Luffy's throat. He let his fingers brush across a nipple, doubling back when Luffy gasped. He rolled the bud gently between his thumb and finger and Luffy moaned, slipping down Law's chest and throwing his head back against Law's shoulder. 

 

"Fuck, Torao"

 

Law felt Luffy's hot skin beneath his hands as he dragged them down Luffy's waist and let his fingers slip under the waistband of his shorts, pressing down on the point of his hip before dragging one hand towards his center.

 

"Please," Luffy whispered. 

 

Law pulled open the button on Luffy's shorts and dragged the zipper down slowly, sinking his teeth into Luffy's neck just enough to be felt but not enough to leave a mark. He held Luffy's hip firmly with his other hand, keeping him from bucking up into his hand. As much as he desperately wanted to throw Luffy on the bed and fuck him into the mattress, watching him slowly fall apart from just simple touches was incredibly addicting. He wondered how long Luffy was going to let him get away with all this teasing. He didn't seem like the patient type.

 

He slipped his hand into Luffy's shorts and palmed his erection through the thin cotton he was wearing underneath. Luffy's back arched off his chest as he gasped, reaching behind him to grip Law's shoulder tightly. Law's lips wandered along his neck as he pressed his hand along Luffy's length, holding him still beneath him. Luffy was breathing hard now, and Law could feel the wet spot blooming beneath his palm where the tip of Luffy's cock strained against his briefs. 

 

"More, more, please," Luffy breathed. Law pulled his hand away and Luffy whined, his knees shaking just slightly as he tossed his head back again in frustration. "Tora-"

 

Before he could finish what Law was sure was a complaint, Law bent quickly to scoop his arm under Luffy's knees, sweeping him up off his feet. 

 

"Woah!" Luffy threw his arms around Law's neck and giggled. "You're stronger than I thought." Law chuckled and carried him to the bed, setting him gently on top of the blankets before turning to open one of the drawers on the nightstand.

 

"I won't break you know," Luffy said, laying back against the pillows with a sigh. "Don't treat me like I'm made of glass."

 

"I won't all the time, don't worry." The first drawer had nothing but small folded towels in it and Law frowned. Every porno ever had conveniently placed condoms and lube in these damn nightstands. He walked around to the other side of the bed to check the other nightstand. "Some of those scenes have me being pretty rough with you. Are you into that?" He pulled open another drawer and smiled as a bottle of lube rolled towards the front of the drawer. Score.

 

"Considering that's all I've ever done with other people, I guess I am"

 

"Well, we said we were going to try everything, right?" Law climbed back onto the bed, lube bottle and condom in hand.

 

"I guess we did." Luffy sighed. "I'm not some fragile princess, though."

 

"Never said you were." Law hooked his fingers under the waistband of Luffy's still unbuttoned shorts. "No one's ever spoiled you before, though. Don't you want to try it?" Luffy lifted his hips as Law pulled his shorts and briefs off in one fluid motion, tossing them onto the floor beside the bed. Luffy let out a breathy laugh.

 

"You didn't strike me as the 'gentle lover' type, Torao."

 

Law shrugged. "I like a little bit of everything I guess." He pushed Luffy's legs apart slowly and settled his weight between them. "It's a crime not to take my time with you," he murmured, admiring the sight of Luffy spread out on the bed beneath him. He really was a lot hotter in person. 

 

"Cheesy. That could be a line in one of these vide- AH!"

 

Law wrapped one hand tightly around Luffy's length as he popped the button on his own jeans. He pulled his hand along Luffy slowly as he pushed his jeans down with his other hand. If he didn't relieve the pressure on his cock he was going to scream. Luffy pushed up impatiently into his fist, back bowing off the mattress. Law pulled his hand away to pull his jeans the rest of the way off and Luffy let out a frustrated growl.

 

"Gods, you're such a tease. I'm dying." Law laughed and settled onto his elbows between Luffy's legs.

 

"You're not dying, don't be a drama queen." Luffy opened his mouth to say something else but Law began kissing along his inner thigh and a needy whine escaped his lips instead of words. Law groaned as Luffy's fingers carded through his hair. He worked his lips up Luffy's thigh and pressed wet kisses along his lower abdomen, stopping right next to where his length twitched and leaked onto his abs. He blew a breath across the tip of his flushed cock and Luffy's entire body shuddered. 

 

"Law, nngh, please," Luffy snapped his hips up, desperately searching for friction.

 

"Oh, so you know my name now?" he teased. He dragged his tongue slowly from root to tip and Luffy moaned loudly from the pillows. He gripped Luffy's thigh tightly as he wrapped his lips around the head.

 

"Oh my Gods," Luffy panted, fingers gripping Law's hair as he worked more of Luffy's length into his mouth. "Yes, yes, yes." 

 

Law swirled his tongue around Luffy's cock, moaning as more salty pre leaked into his mouth. Luffy tasted so good, especially paired with the incredible noises he was making with every tiny movement Law made with his mouth. Law felt his own erection throbbing in protest as Luffy's thigh began to tremble beneath his hand. Law wanted to show him how good it was to be with someone who actually cared about something more than their own pleasure. He hadn't anticipated how sensitive Luffy would be to what Law considered to be just a little foreplay. He'd really been missing out. 

 

Luffy pushed his hips up slightly into Law's mouth, pulling harder on Law's hair. "Oh fuck, your mouth feels incredible." It did not shock Law in the slightest that Luffy was a talker. He was more surprised at how much the praise affected him. He desperately wanted to make Luffy feel good. All his pretty words ran straight to Law's dick. 

 

"You look so pretty with my cock in your mouth," Luffy breathed. Law pressed his tongue flat against the underside of Luffy's cock and held his gaze as pulled up towards the head again, running his tongue along the slit. 

 

"Ah! Fuck- So hot. You're so fucking hot." Luffy's chest heaved as he panted. A broken cry punched out of his lungs as Law sank back down, swallowing as Luffy's tip pressed against the back of his throat. He'd had to work really hard to get over his gag reflex so he could do some of the oral stuff with toys that Luffy seemed to handle effortlessly. Luffy pulled up on his hair urgently.

 

"Wait, wait," he said between broken breaths. "Don't- I don't want to cum yet. Fuck." 

 

Law pulled his mouth away and sat back on his heels. Luffy looked absolutely wrecked. His whole body was shaking as his hands reached out towards Law.

 

"Fuck me. Fuck me, please."

 

Law swore under his breath. He could feel his cock throbbing along to his racing heartbeat. He tried to calm down as he squeezed some of the cold lube onto his fingers. If he didn't chill out he'd be done faster than that guy Luffy had fucked in the bathroom. He'd never live that down. He took a deep breath and placed Luffy's calf up on his shoulder.

 

"Anyone ever tell you patience is a virtue?" He pulled in another breath and held it as he pressed one finger against Luffy's entrance, letting it out slowly as he pushed inside. He'd learned plenty of techniques to get himself to last longer when he started making videos of himself. The breathing was definitely the easiest to do when his hands were busy with a partner.

 

Luffy moaned and pushed back against his finger. "I am so done being patient."

 

Law kissed along Luffy's calf as he pressed another finger in. Luffy swore and writhed on top of the blankets. Law curled his fingers against where Luffy's prostate should be, searching for only a moment— having intimate knowledge of human anatomy had its advantages.

 

"Yes!" Luffy shouted. "Right there, right there," he chanted breathlessly, eyes squeezed shut as Law continued to thrust his fingers, pulling them along Luffy's sensitive spot with every movement. He could have watched Luffy coming undone beneath his fingers for hours, but he was desperate to see Luffy cum on his cock. Based on his page, Luffy was obviously experienced at bottoming, at least with himself. He probably didn't need a ton of prep. Law pulled his fingers away and Luffy whined.

 

"You good or you want more?" Law asked.

 

"If you don't fuck me right now I am actually going to die."

 

Law chuckled. "Drama queen." Luffy glared up at him and pulled his leg down off Law's shoulder.

 

"Don't be mean, Torao." Law shrugged. 

 

"Can't help it, just who I am." Law picked the condom packet up off the blankets and held it between his teeth, searching for where the lube had gone. Luffy grabbed his wrist and pulled hard, knocking him off balance. He tipped forward directly on Luffy's chest. 

 

"I'm done waiting."

 

Luffy pitched his weight quickly, flipping Law onto his back and punching a grunt from his lungs as he tried not to accidentally inhale the condom packet in his mouth. 

 

"I'll take that," Luffy said, snatching the condom from between Law's teeth and tearing it open. Before he could protest, Luffy was rolling the thin latex over his length. He surprised himself with how loud the moan that escaped his throat was. Luffy scanned the blankets momentarily, eventually finding the bottle of lube that had almost rolled off the bed. He squeezed a generous amount onto his palm and gripped Law tightly as he positioned himself.

 

"Shit," was all Law could manage as Luffy began to sink down onto his length, moaning loudly and throwing his head back. Luffy worked fast, hips flush with Laws in what felt like an instant. Law thought he probably shouldn't be surprised considering how easily he'd taken that big red plug from the video he'd watched. 

 

"Ahh, Toraooo," Luffy purred, bracing his hands on Law's chest. "You feel so good." Law managed to pull in a singular breath before Luffy started moving and fuck it felt incredible. Luffy's body gripped him tightly and Law watched in awe as he fucked himself on his cock, moaning and gasping as he picked up the pace. Law let his hands slide up Luffy's thighs, and Luffy grabbed his hands and pulled them roughly towards his waist. Law gripped his hips tightly and met Luffy's body halfway down with his, pulling a loud moan from his lips. Luffy leaned back, holding himself up with hands wrapped tightly around Law's thighs as he thrust roughly up into him.

 

"Yes, fuck, like that!"

 

The sounds of skin slapping against skin and heavy breathing echoed around the large empty room. Law bit the inside of his lower lip harshly as Luffy rode his length with reckless abandon. It was incredible to watch him begin to unravel, rhythm faltering as his knees began to shake from where they were braced on either side of Law's hips. Luffy clearly liked it at least a little rough as he slammed down against Law repeatedly, moans and curses growing louder with every thrust of Law's hips up into his body.

 

Law could feel himself getting close again at alarming speed. That wouldn't do. That wouldn't do at all. He wrapped his hands around Luffy's wrists and pried them off his thighs, jerking him forward. Luffy swore as he lost his balance and pitched forward, bracing his weight against Law's chest.

 

"Fuck you! I'm so-"

 

Before he could finish, Law flipped Luffy back onto the mattress, pinning his wrists against the pillows. He caught Luffy's mouth in his, and Luffy licked into him eagerly. It was messy— all teeth and hot breath as they fought for the same air, Luffy's tongue curling around Law's aggressively. Law pulled away as he released the tight hold on Luffy's wrists.

 

"If you don't let me cum, I fucking swear-" Luffy started.

 

"What are you going to do when we need to drag these videos out for fifteen minutes, huh?" Law said, pushing himself up onto his hands. He leaned into Luffy's neck, dragging his tongue along his neck and the outer edge of his ear. Luffy bucked his hips up, rubbing his length into Law's abdomen and groaning. 

 

"I'll let you cum, don't worry," Law murmured into the space below Luffy's ear. He sunk his teeth into his earlobe lightly, earning a desperate whine and another thrust of Luffy's hips. "I want to watch you cum on my cock," he purred into Luffy's ear. 

 

"Gods, Law, then make me."

 

Law sat back onto his heels, pulling both Luffy's legs up over his shoulders. He pressed himself back into Luffy's tight hole, hissing as the heat wrapped around him again. He held one of Luffy's thighs in one hand and leaned forward slowly, bending Luffy's body beneath him.

 

"Let me know if it hurts and I'll stop, yeah?" Luffy nodded quickly, groaning as Law pushed his thighs towards his head until he could reach the headboard with his toes. Law started slow, not wanting to thrust too hard if Luffy wasn't flexible enough for something like this. 

 

"Fuck, Law, more!" Luffy moaned loudly beneath him. 

 

Law picked up the pace, bracing his hand on the headboard and thrusting into Luffy roughly, practically folding him in half. If the incredibly loud curses and moans were any indication, Luffy was plenty flexible enough for this to feel good. Law filed the information away for later as Luffy curled his ankle around the back of Law's neck. The leg Law wasn't gripping tightly opened wider, letting Law hit even deeper with every thrust. The headboard clattered against the wall as he pounded into Luffy. Incoherent half-words spilled from Luffy's mouth as Law increased the tempo again. 

 

"Close, close, please! Law!" Luffy's shouts bounced off the walls in the big open room. Law could feel his own orgasm fast approaching as Luffy continued to fall apart beneath him. He released Luffy's thigh to curl his fingers around his length, pressing his thumb along the slit. That was all it took.

 

"LAW! YES!" 

 

White ribbons painted Luffy's chest and face as he came with a guttural scream, chanting Law's name as Law fucked him through his orgasm. His length twitched in Law's grasp with every thick rope of cum shot from the tip. Luffy's body tightened down around Law's length so much it bordered on painful and Law could feel himself hurtling towards the edge.

 

"So close, Luffy, so- fuck-"

 

Law's own climax ripped through his body violently as he pressed deeply into Luffy's body with a long groan. Stars exploded behind his eyelids as Luffy's tight heat fluttered around him. It was like he could feel the pleasure bursting across his brain, washing his entire sensory system with the feeling of floating. His toes went numb and his skin pricked and tingled. He felt euphoric as he rode out the best orgasm he's had in years, gasping and struggling to pull in enough oxygen to keep himself from collapsing onto Luffy beneath him. 

 

Law leaned his weight against the headboard as he tried to blink his vision back to normal, Luffy still breathing heavily beneath him. His leg slipped off Law's shoulder as Law looked down at Luffy's flushed cum-covered face.

 

"Shit," Luffy breathed, a weak smile on his face. He licked a smear of cum off his lips. Law's dick somehow managed to twitch again. Luffy smirked.

 

"You liked that, huh? You get to finish on my face in the first video, you know."

 

"Fuck, yeah. I know." Law was amazed he was able to form words. His brain felt like it had gone through a blender. He pushed himself back from the headboard, holding the condom in place as he slid out of Luffy, who let his legs fall open onto the mattress. 

 

He pulled the condom off and knotted it, eyes scanning the room. Luckily there was a small trashcan next to one of the nightstands. He wavered a little as he walked around the bed to toss the condom away, pulling a towel out of the first drawer he'd opened and tossed it to Luffy. He spent a moment searching the floor for his pants when Luffy called his name from behind him. When he turned around, Luffy was curled up under the blankets. He held a hand out towards Law weakly.

 

"Come back," he said quietly, voice hoarse and shaky.

 

He really wasn't usually one to cuddle after sex but he couldn't say no to the pleading look in Luffy's eyes. Besides, it had been about showing Luffy how nice it was to fuck around in a bed, right? Getting to nap after was one of those little bonuses everyone should experience at least once. At least, that's what he told himself as he slipped between the sheets and Luffy curled around him, resting his head on Law's chest with a sigh.

 

"That was way better than my last hook-up."

 

Law snorted. "That's a pretty low bar." Luffy trailed his fingers up Law's chest and under his chin, turning Law's face towards himself. Law met his gaze and felt his heart racing again, despite the minimal physical contact. 

 

"I've never cum that hard in my life, Torao," Luffy said, pulling his hand away from Law's face to run his fingers through his hair instead. "Better?"

 

Law couldn't help the smile that creeped onto his features as he closed his eyes. Luffy's fingers felt so good carding gently through his hair and he sighed into the touch. "I wasn't prying for compliments, you know."

 

Luffy hummed contentedly. "I know. I meant it though." He pressed light kisses against Law's shoulder as his fingers wandered down Law's neck and onto his chest again. "This is going to be fun," he murmured against Law's skin.

 

"Yeah," was all Law could manage as he melted under Luffy's gentle touches. They should probably get up. They had no idea if anyone was supposed to be using the space this evening. He foggily remembered that he'd at least locked the door so no one would come barging in on them. Thank the gods his brain had thought that far ahead.

 

His body felt so light and warm. He could feel Luffy's soft breaths against his shoulder and sleep tugged at him. He really hadn't slept much the night before, he'd been too distracted thinking about the contact. He tried to push the sleep away, get his brain and his body into gear and go home already, but it was much too little and much much too late.

 

Law drifted off into sleep as Luffy's hand stilled on his chest.

Notes:

Thanks to everyone who's left a comment!! I love love love all the ideas and they are definitely inspiring future chapters so don't hesitate to drop more requests! Next chapter will probably be up next week sometime!

Chapter 4: An Inconvenient Crush

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Law jerked awake to the sound of his phone ringing from... somewhere. 

 

"Shit." 

 

He scrambled out of bed and squinted against the bright lights in his face. Where the hell was his phone? He stumbled around towards the sound of his ringtone, eventually finding it on the floor next to his jeans that were turned inside out next to his boxers. The gears in his brain finally clicked into place as he picked his phone up off the ground. 

 

He was at the set, still buck naked, after fucking Luffy basically hours after meeting him and setting exactly zero boundaries about literally anything. 

 

And now Penguin was calling.

 

Fuck.

 

If he didn't answer, Peng would absolutely guess something was up. Law always answered calls since he was basically unemployed. Law cursed under his breath and answered the phone as he quickly pulled his boxers on.

 

"Hey," he said, willing his voice steady.

 

"You sound out of breath. Did I catch you on a run?"

 

Damn it.

 

"Uh." He reached into his brain for some kind of reasonable excuse. "No, just cleaning up."

 

"Well you definitely must put your back into cleaning," Penguin teased. Law desperately tried to flip his jeans the right way out again and pull them on without dropping the phone. 

 

"How was your date with your hot idiot porn star?"

 

"Torao! Where are you going?" 

 

Gods damn it all to hell. Why was Luffy's voice so loud? He turned to face Luffy, who was standing next to the bed in all his glory, not a stitch of clothing on, stretching his arms above his head lazily. Law gestured pointedly towards the phone he held to his ear and turned away to try and hunt down his shirt.

 

"Oh, are you guys still hanging out? I thought you were meeting him at like two in the afternoon."

 

"I- uh, yeah. We, uh, got caught up talking." Penguin snorted.

 

"Uh huh. Sure. It's after six, Law. You barely even talk to me for more than fifteen minutes at a time."

 

"Peng, what do you need?" Law asked, exasperated. He'd never live this down.

 

"Just wanted to see if you wanted to grab a drink and talk about your date. Guess it went fine though." Law could hear the shit eating grin through the phone line. He still couldn't find his shirt.

 

"Damn it. I will tell you about it if you don't tease me for the rest of my fucking life, how about that?"

 

Penguin started laughing and Law grit his teeth. Where the fuck was his shirt?

 

"No can do, buddy. I'll buy the first round though."

 

"Fine. Fine. Whatever. Give me like an hour, alright?"

 

"Alright Romeo, see you in an hour. Usual place?"

 

"Sure. Fine. Bye." Law disconnected the call and shoved his phone in his pocket. He leaned over to look under the bed and cursed. The shirt really was nowhere to be found. He stood up and ran straight into Luffy as he turned around. 

 

"Looking for this?" Luffy held his rumpled shirt and jacket up by the collars. He'd at least put his shorts back on while Law had been on the phone. The look he was giving Law was not exactly friendly.

 

"Sorry. Thanks." He took the shirt and jacket from Luffy and pulled them on. "Help me clean up and I'll give you a ride home?"

 

"Well I was going to see if you wanted to grab dinner but I guess I'll settle for a lift home." Luffy turned on his heel and walked quickly towards the couch, pulling on his T-shirt that Law had tossed on the floor earlier.

 

Shit. Luffy was mad. This was a disaster. They were supposed to be taking this slow, acting like professionals, not rushing into things and getting hurt feelings.

 

"Can I take a rain check on dinner? That was my friend, Penguin, the one who texted earlier. I haven't seen him in months," Law pleaded. He wasn't trying to pull a hit and run. It was just bad timing. Besides, it hadn't actually been a date, Law reminded himself. He technically didn't owe Luffy anything outside what the contract said.

 

Then why did he feel like an ass?

 

Luffy sighed and ran a hand through his hair. "It's fine. I'm just hungry."

 

It didn't exactly seem fine but Law wasn't about to call him on it. He stripped the blankets and sheets off the bed and set them in a pile on the floor. Turning his phone's flashlight on, he stepped off the stage in search of a laundry basket. He eventually found one next to a set of doors that appeared to lead to another room. Curious, he pushed one of the doors open and found a spacious private bathroom, complete with a shower and a stack of white fluffy towels on a nearby table. He made note of it for next time. 

 

He turned and found Luffy carrying the blankets through the darkness. He tripped on a cable and landed face first in the pile of bedding and cursed. A chair next to one of the large cameras clattered to the ground next to him.

 

So he was a klutz all the time.

 

Law crossed the space carefully and helped Luffy to his feet before flipping the chair upright.

 

"I'm fine, I'm fine," Luffy muttered, swatting Law's hands away. He moved to pick the pile of bedding back up off the floor but Law beat him to it.

 

"Let me get it."

 

"I don't need your help, you know!" Luffy snapped.

 

"I- what? I know that." 

 

Luffy sighed heavily and turned to walk back towards the stage. Law quickly stuffed the bundle of bedding into the laundry basket and caught up with Luffy as he stepped under the bright lights. 

 

"Luffy, hey, wait."

 

Luffy turned around quickly, arms crossed tightly in front of his chest and glared.

 

"Woah, alright. What did I do?" Law wracked his brain searching for some button he'd pushed or boundary he'd crossed. He hadn't felt like he'd pressured Luffy into anything. If anything, Luffy had pressured him.

 

Luffy's expression softened and he let his arms fall to his side.

 

"Sorry, I'm just being stupid. Forget it."

 

"Luffy, this isn't going to work if we can't communicate about stuff. What is going on?"

 

He watched Luffy worry his bottom lip between his teeth for a long moment, apparently trying to decide what to say.

 

"I just-" he started and stopped again. "I didn't expect you to be a nice guy. Nami said you were kind of an asshole."

 

Law laughed. Of course Nami thought he was a jerk. Good to know they had the same opinion of each other.

 

"Yeah Nami and I don't always see eye to eye," Law explained. "I don't really see why that's a problem though."

 

Luffy rolled his eyes and muttered something under his breath.

 

"What?" 

 

"I said I didn't expect to actually like you! There!" Luffy's cheeks turned bright pink as the words left his mouth and he looked like he immediately wanted to take them all back. Law felt his face flush at Luffy's comment. He hadn't expected to like Luffy so much either.

 

Maybe this was a bad idea after all.

 

"Oh, uh," Law fumbled for words. He'd really never been good when it came to talking about feelings. Luffy's brow furrowed again and he crossed his arms and turned towards the door.

 

"No wait! It's not like that, Luffy. I just- I-" Luffy whipped around and shot daggers from his eyes.

 

"You what Torao? Use your words. You said we had to 'communicate'." Luffy made big, exaggerated air quotes around the word with his fingers.

 

Ouch. Fair point but also, ouch.

 

"I like you a lot too," Law blurted out. He felt his chest warm as the smile broke across Luffy's face. Gods, he was so cute.

 

He was so screwed.

 

"I'll hold you to your dinner promise then," Luffy said and jerked his head towards the door. "Come on, gotta get you to your date with a penguin."

 

Law rolled his eyes and followed behind Luffy, shining his phone light onto the floor in front of them to hopefully prevent Luffy from falling on his face again. 

 

"He's just a friend. A very old, very obnoxious friend."

 

Luffy pulled his battered phone case out of his pocket as Law turned the lights off and they made their way back down the hall to the elevators.

 

"Oh! The director person sent scripts!"

 

"Really? That was fast." Law pulled his phone back out and actually looked at the screen this time. Sure enough, he had a notification about another email titled "Scripts and Intros" from someone named Iva.

 

"Oh I know Iva!" Luffy exclaimed as they made it back to the elevator. "They help out with Sabo's advocacy thing!" 

 

Well at least they weren't a stranger to Luffy. Law decided he'd read over the scripts in the attachment after drinks tonight. This Iva person wanted to meet for a run through early next week and asked what time they would be available.

 

"What time do you want to meet up for the run through?"

 

Luffy shrugged. "I don't care, I'm not really doing anything that day so whatever you want is fine."

 

"How about after lunch? Like one-ish?"

 

"Sure." Law began typing his reply on his phone as the elevator doors opened onto the ground floor. They stepped out together and Luffy placed a hand over Law's phone screen. 

 

"I'll see you before then for dinner, right?" Luffy's eyes searched Law's face nervously. He had no idea why. It's not like he had it in him to say no, even if he probably should.

 

"Sure," Law said. "We can, uh, talk about more stuff." This was so stupid. He wasn't supposed to catch feelings for his co-star in a porno. Now he'd agreed to go on a real date with the guy. What the hell had he gotten himself into? His heart fluttered as Luffy grinned up at him. 

 

He shoved his hands in his pockets so Luffy couldn't grab at them again. It didn't help. Luffy slipped his arm around Law's as they made their way back to the car, chattering away about Iva and all of his other friends he spent time with regularly. He had a very large social circle. Law could barely keep up with all the names and connections he rattled off.

 

"Tell me about your friends, Torao," Luffy said as the car rumbled to life. "How did you meet this Penguin guy?"

 

"Oh, uh." He'd met Penguin, Sachi and their best friend from down the hall, Bepo, at his first foster home. It had been an emergency placement after Law's family died in the massive block fire that ripped through the neighborhood, so he'd only been there six months. Law had been a particularly jaded kid, not exactly easy adoption material, so he'd languished in the system for a good long time before Cora came around. At least he'd been able to stay in the same school district as his three new friends for the first couple years. 

 

Law searched for an answer that wasn't a lie and also wouldn't lead to more questions about his past. He didn't need to unload a sob story on some guy he'd just slept with after a pathetically short first date. If it could even be called a first date.

 

"We met when I was ten and went to the same school." 

 

"There is so much you don't say, huh?" Law felt the heat rush to his face. Completely busted.

 

"My life is just," he hesitated. "It's been complicated. I don't talk about it much."

 

"Mine too, you know. It's nothing to be ashamed of. Everyone's got shit in their past."

 

Law thanked his lucky stars they made it to the exit of the parking garage so he could change the subject. 

 

"Which way am I going to get to your place?"

 

"Take the highway south to Exit 3. You said you lived out there once, right? I'm off Merry Street right behind the big train station."

 

Law knew exactly where that was since it was only about two blocks over from that falling down apartment he'd been so desperate to get out of. Another reason he'd wanted to leave was because the train was so damn loud all hours of the day and night. Luffy must have the entire rail schedule memorized in order to film stuff without a ton of background noise.

 

"Yeah, I know where that's at." He eased the car out onto the street. "Doesn't that train drive you nuts? How do you get any sleep?"

 

Luffy shrugged in the passenger seat. "I'm a heavy sleeper. You get used to it."

 

They made their way across town, Luffy carrying the vast majority of the conversation. He talked about Sabo, his friends, his misadventures fucking around on the train tracks at night, the trouble he used to get in at school, the fights he'd picked— anything and everything. 

 

"Oh! That's my street! Turn here!" Luffy gave Law about two seconds of warning. Luckily there wasn't anyone behind them as Law jammed on the brakes and took the turn a little too fast, tires squealing across the pavement.

 

"There's my place on the corner." Luffy pointed to a large red building with flaking paint and Law pulled the car up to the front steps. 

 

"Thanks for the ride! I guess in more ways than one," Luffy said with a wink and Law felt his face warm again. Gods, did he ever stop flirting? Luffy leaned over from his spot in the passenger seat and kissed Law on the cheek. "Can't tempt you upstairs for round two, can I?" he purred into Law's ear.

 

Law cursed himself for making plans with Penguin without thinking it through first. If he was going to get to the bar within the hour, he'd have to leave straight from here. Not even time for a shower.

 

"Supposed to be at the bar in twenty minutes," Law said with a sigh. Luffy stuck his lip out in a particularly pathetic pout. 

 

"One more kiss then?" he said softly. His hand drifted from its perch on Law's shoulder across to the middle of his collar and pulled. 

 

"Had no idea you'd be so needy," Law murmured, letting Luffy pull him in for a kiss. He'd been expecting a quick chaste kiss on the lips, but instead he got Luffy running his tongue across his bottom lip with purpose. Law's lips parted and he felt himself melting into Luffy's mouth. The way their tongues brushed together set Law's whole body on fire again. He would have absolutely been down for round two if he didn't have somewhere to be back on the other side of town. 

 

Luffy pulled away first, leaving Law breathless and half-hard in the driver's seat as Luffy giggled to himself. 

 

"I like getting you all worked up, Torao." He pinched Law's cheek between his fingers and winked again. "I like that cute dumbstruck look on your face."

 

"Are you going or what? I told you I have to get back across town," Law grumbled, running his hand through his hair and gripping the steering wheel tightly. 

 

"Oh, there's the asshole Nami warned me about." Luffy giggled again and stepped out of the car. He leaned down before closing the door behind him. "Text me later about dinner, ok? Oh, and watch the stream tomorrow. You'll like it," he said with a smirk and finally shut the door, taking the steps two at a time up to his building. 

 

Law took a deep breath to try to clear his head. He usually didn't get so worked up from just kissing. Had it really been so long that a kiss like that was enough to set him off? When did he get so lame?

 

He typed out a quick 'on my way' on his phone and sent it to Penguin. At this rate, he was probably going to be a little past the one hour mark they'd agreed on. Oh well. He put the car in drive and made his way back across town and towards the bar he and his friends usually met up at. It wasn't anywhere fancy, but it was near his apartment and better than the old one they used to frequent that got burned down by an arsonist a few years ago— drawbacks of drinking on the rough side of town. The new neighborhood was definitely an upgrade to where they'd come from.

 

He mulled over the situation with Luffy while he drove. There was no denying it, he definitely had a very problematic crush going on. So much for keeping things professional. Law hoped that maybe this would make things easier. He wouldn't have to fake wanting to fuck him, at least. The problem would be if things started to go poorly off-screen, he'd still have to perform on-screen. Talk about awkward— and with a ton of money on the line too. No pressure or anything.

 

He sighed as the bar appeared when he rounded the corner. He pulled into the parking lot feeling extremely conflicted about the situation. He definitely needed a drink. 

 

He spotted Penguin sitting in a booth in the back corner of the bar. His heart sank as he saw Sachi and Bepo had somehow gotten word and decided to join in. Great. He'd have the pleasure of being teased in triplicate.

 

"Law!" Bepo cheered and rushed out of the booth to meet him, pulling him into a massive bear hug. Law thought if he squeezed any harder, his ribs might break. "I haven't seen you in forever!"

 

"Hi," he choked out. "Can't- breathe-"

 

"Sorry!" Bepo released his bone crushing hold and they walked back to where the others were sitting. "Penguin said you had a date?! Tell me about him!"

 

"Yes, Law, tell them about it," Penguin smirked from behind his beer.

 

"Hey, man, long time no see," Sachi said, sliding a full glass of beer over to Law's seat.

 

"Thanks." Law drained half the glass in one go.

 

"Oh no, was it bad?" Bepo whispered.

 

Law shook his head. "No, not 'bad' just, uh, unexpected I guess."

 

"Well who is he? Is he nice?" Bepo prompted. 

 

"He's, well, uh, technically he's a coworker?"

 

Sachi sputtered into his glass, half choking on his beer. "He's a fucking porn star?!"

 

Law glared at Penguin, who grinned innocently back at him. "So you didn't fill them in, huh?"

 

"How many times have you told me not to spread your business around? You can tell them yourself."

 

Law sighed and took a more reasonably sized sip of his beer. 

 

"Fine. Nami built a studio to make real videos, you know like-" Law decided he didn't actually need to explain all that out loud. His friends could be dense but they knew what pornography was. "Well, anyway, she wants me to be in some and this is the guy I'm supposed to do them with. It wasn't a date." He shot a pointed look at Penguin, who shrugged and sipped on his beer. 

 

"A business meeting then," Penguin offered. "Not sure why it took nearly five hours and you were so out of breath when I called though."

 

Three sets of eyes bore down on him from around the table.

 

"We, uh-," Law cleared his throat and prayed they would just let this go. "We had to look through all the scripts and check out the set. It takes time, you know."

 

Sachi caught on in an instant. "Ohhhhh! You guys fucked. That's why your hair's such a mess."

 

"Sachi! Rude!" Bepo exclaimed and placed his hand over Law's where it was wrapped around his glass. "If he doesn't want to talk about it then we won't pry." 

 

Law clicked his tongue and pulled his hand away, running it self consciously through his hair instead. Bepo was always so touchy. It had taken him years to get used to it. And his hair was not a mess. He'd checked before he got out of the car and it looked, well, messier than usual but mostly fine.

 

"Speak for yourself. I need to know why mister No-Thanks-I'll-Go-Alone somehow ended up sleeping with this guy after a single mid-afternoon date at a coffee shop," Penguin said. "I thought you said on the phone he was so dumb you weren't sure if you'd even be able to get it up. What the hell happened?"

 

"We don't need the details." Thank the gods for Bepo. Law polished off the last of his beer entirely too quickly.

 

"What's he like, Law?" Bepo asked politely. He was obviously fishing for information but at least he was being nice about, unlike the other two. They'd never let it go if he didn't answer.

 

"He's uh, well-" Law struggled to find the right words. Nearly half a dozen popped into his head at once: sweet, funny, hot, exciting, adventurous... flexible. None of them were words he was actually going to say out loud.

 

"He's fine."

 

His three friends exchanged a meaningful look.

 

"Fine?" Sachi asked skeptically.

 

"So, not 'could be worse' or 'tolerable'' or-" Bepo shrugged and made some kind of sour face Law imagined was supposed to be an impression of himself. "Like, actually 'fine'?"

 

Law nodded and examined the bottom of his beer glass.

 

"Bring it in," Penguin said and the three crowded their heads together.

 

"Did you hear that?" Sachi said in a stage whisper. Bepo nodded enthusiastically. Law groaned.

 

"I think it's actually happening, guys. It's been twenty seven years of life but it's happening," Penguin whispered loudly. Law grit his teeth and began to wonder why the hell he even still hung out with these idiots. He needed another drink. They nodded once at each other and leaned back into their seats.

 

"Trafalgar Law," Penguin started slowly. "Do you actually like him?"

 

Curse his stupid, traitorous body. He could feel the heat rising to his face despite all of his best efforts to keep his expression completely neutral.

 

"He does!! It's happening!! Law actually has feelings!" Bepo threw his arms around Law and squeezed him in another tight hug, giggles bubbling out of the grin he wore.

 

"It's not like that," Law grit out, prying Bepo's arms off him. "It's just sex."

 

"Yeah. Ok, sure," Penguin said dryly. "You haven't been on a date in years, and then you hang out with this guy all afternoon, sleep with him, and blush like a school girl when you talk about him. But, sure, man. It's 'just sex.'"

 

Law put his head down on the table. "Can we please talk about something other than my sex life?" he said to the worn wooden surface.

 

"Considering you haven't had one in ages— no," Sachi said, setting his glass down roughly, the sound rang in the ear Law had pressed against the table.

 

"Will you guys be nice to him? He's obviously very uncomfortable with this brand new love affair." Bepo pulled on the back of Law's collar, convincing him to sit back up. Law groaned as he leaned back into the booth. He should really just go home. "Can we at least see a picture?"

 

"Absolutely not."

 

"Oh come on, don't be so stingy! It's just a picture," Sachi whined.

 

"He's on that same website as you, right? Can't we just look him up?" Penguin pulled his phone out of his pocket. The image of Luffy's profile picture— the one where he is absolutely inhaling a giant dildo —flashed into Law's brain.

 

"Nope! We are not doing that!"

 

"Come on, Law, don't be such a stick in the mud. You said none of the free pictures are usually nude, right? What's his username?" Penguin began typing something into his phone.

 

"If you pull up his profile, I will force you to look at mine," Law snapped. "I'll tape your fucking eyelids open if I have to." Penguin immediately set his phone down with a clatter.

 

"Woah, alright, alright. Chill. I desperately do not want to see your dick."

 

"Great, glad we're all in agreement. Now can we please change the subject?" There was a brief moment of silence and Law thought maybe, just maybe, they were actually going to drop it.

 

"When are you going to see him again?" Bepo asked quietly. Gods, not Bepo too.

 

Law stood up from the table and moved to leave. Bepo grabbed his wrist as Penguin rose from the other side of the booth.

 

"Sit down, dude. Don't be so dramatic," Penguin said, rolling his eyes. "I'll buy you another drink, alright? Just answer the question."

 

Law slumped back down into the booth and sighed. "He wants to get dinner."

 

His three friends cheered. Law wanted to become one with the floor.

 

"Hey! You got a second date!" Sachi said, reaching across the table to punch Law in the shoulder. Penguin ruffled his hair as he made his way back up to the bar to order more drinks.

 

"That's great, Law!" Bepo beamed at him. "I'm so excited for you!"

 

"I didn't say I was actually going to dinner, you know."

 

"Woah, time out," Sachi said, suddenly serious. "Why the hell not?"

 

"It doesn't seem like a good idea," Law explained. "I mean, we're supposed to do these videos and what if something happens? I can't break the contract just because we had a fight or something." He sighed as Penguin sat a full pint of beer in front of him and sat down again. "This is way too complicated. We should just keep it professional and leave it at that. I just have to find a way to tell him that, I guess."

 

Bepo actually gasped. 

 

"Law, listen to me-" Bepo gripped his arm tightly, a determined look on his face. "I absolutely forbid you from doing that."

 

"Why?" Law tried in vain to pry Bepo's fingers off his arm. He was so much stronger than he looked. "What's it matter to you?"

 

"Are you really that much of a fucking idiot?" Penguin pointed an accusatory finger from across the table. 

 

"Hey!"

 

"No, no, he's right, Law," Sachi chimed. "You're being stupid."

 

"What the hell do you guys know?" Law snapped. "It's my life and my paycheck!"

 

"Law, please," Bepo said, still gripping his arm like a vice. "At least give this a chance. It seems like you really like him. You've basically never liked anyone you've dated before." Bepo looked like he might actually burst into tears. Gods, he was always so dramatic. It's not that Law hadn't ever liked someone else like this before. It was just rare. So what if it hadn't really happened since undergrad? That was only... seven years ago. 

 

"So, what, I should try to date this guy and do the videos at the same time? What if it all goes to shit, huh? You guys going to come pay my mortgage when I have to give Nami all her money back plus the contact violation amount? Because that's what I have to do if I break this thing."

 

"I'm sure as hell not paying your bills," Penguin said with a sigh. "But I'm still with Bepo. Go to dinner with him." Sachi nodded in agreement.

 

"Why?"

 

"Because, Law-" Penguin sipped his beer and the snarky smile fell from his face. "You finally find someone you're actually interested in, who doesn't care that you pay your bills with nudes on the internet, and you even manage to lose track of time with the dude and hang out for hours. Sounds like you actually fucking relaxed for once."

 

"It's just dinner," Sachi said, reassuringly. "If it sucks, just let the guy down gently. I'm sure he'll be fine."

 

Law looked over at Bepo, who was still desperately gripping his arm and nodding emphatically.

 

This was a losing battle. At this point, if he didn't go out to dinner with Luffy, he'd hear about it until the day he died.

 

"Alright, fine." 

 

"Yes!" Bepo released his arm and gave Sachi a high five from across the table.

 

"One dinner date. Now, please, I am begging you people to drop it."

 

"Deal," Penguin said with finality. "Oh by the way, did you look at the stuff for that cardio case yet?"

 

Law shook his head. "Sorry, I completely forgot. I'll look tonight or tomorrow morning, promise." Law added Penguin's case to the mental list in his head, immediately after the scripts he needed to read over. His phone began buzzing repeatedly in his pocket. He pulled it out to see who the hell was texting him since basically everyone he knew was sitting there at the table. 

 

Four unread messages. Naturally, they were all from Luffy.

 

"Thanks for coming to coffee, Torao! I had fun checking out the set with you ;)"

 

"Let me know when you're free for dinner! My treat, ok? You pick the place!"

 

"Oh, just not tomorrow night because I'm doing the stream then. Starts around 7 btw." 

 

"Next time, I'm leading. I need to know what the rest of you tastes like. If it's half as good as your mouth, I'll be addicted before we're done."

 

"Hot," Bepo said, suddenly entirely too close. Law practically jumped out of his skin.

 

"Damn it, Bepo! Don't read over my shoulder!"

 

"Are you going to flirt back? Need help?" Bepo asked excitedly, grabby fingers reaching towards Law's phone.

 

"What?! No! Fuck off!" He shoved his phone back in his pocket. "I'll text him later. It's none of your business, " he snapped. "I thought we agreed to change the subject."

 

Bepo held his hands up innocently. "Alright, my bad. Just figured you were out of practice and could use a hand, that's all." Law rolled his eyes.

 

"I'm fine. Thanks." His friends exchanged a meaningful look with each other. Law didn't give them the satisfaction of reacting. They could use their damn words. Luckily, it seemed like they were done pushing Law's buttons. At least for now.

 

Finally, the conversation shifted to other topics. Sachi asked Penguin how his rotation was going, who then rambled on for entirely too long about the two nurses he was trying to get to go out with him, which was probably a horrifically bad idea considering his track record with women. Bepo gave updates on his new research project at the university's newly formed Ocean Science and Biomarine Technology Institute, which sounded very complicated but Law figured PhD work usually was. Sachi talked about life at the hospital and all the crazy drama between the nurses over there. He'd opted for nursing school instead of the med school route that Law and Penguin had picked. At first, Law had thought Sachi would regret it, but it seemed he really liked interacting with the patients like that. He also gave Law plenty of examples of how not to talk to his nursing staff if he ever actually finished med school.

 

Law tried to follow the conversation but he found his brain kept wandering off. He couldn't stop thinking about Luffy. Flashes of the moments they'd had that day kept popping up in his mind. That searing hot kiss in the car was constantly on loop. He had to keep consciously pushing it away to keep up with all the people and events his friends were animatedly discussing.

 

In a flash, an hour had gone by and then some. Law had finished his second beer ages ago and he was feeling completely worn out, despite the unplanned afternoon nap with Luffy he'd had earlier.

 

"Come on, Law! Stay for one more round with us!" Bepo pleaded. It was barely after nine.

 

Law shook his head. "I still have to drive the car back to my apartment. I'm not leaving it here overnight, I just bought the damn thing."

 

"Oh right, the new car! Hang on, let me cash out. I want to take a look at this thing," Penguin said excitedly and rushed up to the bar to pay his tab.

 

"You'll tell us how your dinner date goes, won't you?" Bepo put on his best set of puppy dog eyes. 

 

"After tonight? Absolutely not." 

 

Bepo scoffed. "Rude."

 

"You know we're going to ask anyway and we won't stop until you tell us something," Sachi said as he slid out of the booth and pulled his jacket on. Law pulled himself up out of the booth and started making his way towards the door.

 

"I'll consider it. You'll all have to be at least 50% less obnoxious about it though."

 

"I have no idea what you're talking about. We're perfectly pleasant," Bepo said as they met up with Penguin at the front door. Law snorted.

 

"You're delusional, too."

 

"Quit bitching and show us the new ride already!" Penguin gave Law a firm shove through the doorway as they spilled out into the parking lot. Law clicked the lock button on his keys. The bright yellow car chirped and flashed its lights.

 

"No. Fucking. Way." Sachi punched Law's shoulder after each word. "I take it all back. Porn was the best career move you ever made!" He rushed over to the car and peered through the windows, Penguin following closely on his heels.

 

"Law," Bepo said quietly now that just the two of them stood together in the middle of the parking lot. "Even if you don't want to tell those guys, you know I'll always listen if you want to talk."

 

"Thanks, Bepo. I might actually take you up on that."

 

"Dude! Come on! You gotta start her up for us!" Sachi waved at Law excitedly, hands pressed against the driver's side window.

 

"Woah, mitts off the glass! You'll leave prints."

 

"Don't be such a neat freak and start the damn car," Penguin whined. Law rolled his eyes as he made his way to the door. He revved the car up, much to Sachi and Penguin's enjoyment, and rolled the windows down to enjoy some of the crisp evening air. Penguin leaned into the window as Sachi waved his goodbyes and followed Bepo to the bus stop up the road.

 

"Tell your porn star boyfriend I said 'hi' when you see him," Penguin said with a smirk.

 

"He's not my fucking boyfriend. I said one dinner date and you guys act like I'm getting married."

 

"Look, I'm just saying, if you ever need relationship advice I am a simple phone call away." Law almost burst out laughing.

 

"Your longest relationship was three weeks and you cried for a month when she dumped you."

 

"Hey, at least I have feelings." Penguin's expression drifted to something more serious as the smirk fell from his features. "I'm serious, and you know they are too. We just want you to be happy."

 

"You guys have a funny way of showing it." Law sighed deeply and ran a hand through his hair. "Thanks, I guess."

 

"It was good to catch up tonight. Don't be such a stranger, ok?" 

 

"Alright. See you later, Peng." Penguin waved and wandered off towards his own car as Law backed out of the parking lot. His friends really could be a lot. Sometimes they were too much for him, really. But at least they cared about him, which was more than he could say for just about anyone else on the planet.

 

He made it back to his apartment in a few short minutes, throwing himself across the couch the second he got through the door, feet hanging off the arm rest. He slipped his shoes off and sighed as they clattered to the floor, trying to remember everything he'd said he needed to do when he got home. He suddenly recalled he still needed to run the laundry, his soda-soaked clothes were still sitting in the washer from the meeting that morning. Gods, had it really just been one day? It felt like a week.

 

His phone buzzed in his pocket and Law realized he still hadn't texted Luffy back from before. It was, of course, another message from Luffy. He clicked it open and was met with a slightly blurry photo of a shirtless Luffy, covered in sweat, grinning up at the camera with his arm wrapped around a sweaty guy with green hair wearing a damp t-shirt and a scowl.

 

"Just got back from a run with Zoro! He's my best friend I was telling you about before! He says hi! You'll have to come on a gym date with us some time!!" 

 

The text ended with about a dozen emojis that ranged from various smiley faces to weights and treadmills to pink hearts. It felt a lot more enthusiastic than necessary for a comment about a work out. What the hell was a 'gym date,' anyway? Is that something people did? Also, wasn't it a little late for a run? That neighborhood he was in wasn't exactly the safest to wander around at night. Law would know, since he used to do just that when he was spiraling and looking for fights to pick after Cora died. He'd gotten in half a dozen pointless fist fights on those street corners just to try to feel something. It was a miracle he hadn't been shot.

 

Law definitely had to text something back. He didn't want Luffy to think he was ignoring him or something. Maybe he should say something flirty? Maybe a comment about the picture? Maybe he should just try to make dinner plans?

 

Oh, damn it, maybe he was out of practice at this.

 

He set the phone on the coffee table and decided to text back after getting changed and starting the washer. He stripped his shirt off and threw it into the washing machine on the way by and got halfway to his bedroom before turning around. He snatched his phone off the coffee table and took a quick picture of himself that probably wasn't horrible. 

 

"Looks like my evening's been way less sweaty than yours. Just got back from the bar. How about day after tomorrow for dinner?"

 

He attached the photo and hit send before he could wuss out. Dropping his phone on the couch like it might catch fire, he rushed to his room to change into some sleep pants. He heard the tell tale sound of a message coming through as he tossed his jeans in the washer and his heart leapt into his throat. Why the hell did he feel so nervous? It was literally just a text message. Gods, he had completely forgotten what this was like. He was 27 years old. He shouldn't be getting stupid butterflies over texting. What a mess.

 

His phone went off two more times before he finally decided to go retrieve it from the couch and put himself out of his self-inflicted misery.

 

The first text message was just three drooling emoji faces.

 

"Fuckkkk it should be illegal to be that hot"

 

"Day after tomorrow is fine! How about 6? Tell me where and I'm there!"

 

Law found himself blushing furiously in his own apartment. Luffy was going to have to stop talking like that if his brain was going to be functional ever again. He really should be used to it. Random strangers commented similar things on his photos and videos all the time. It was somehow different coming from Luffy, though.

 

He had not even considered where they should actually go out to eat. Suddenly, the name of every restaurant in the city evaporated out of his brain. He struggled to come up with a single option that wasn't a total dive.

 

Maybe he should call in reinforcements.

 

He pulled up Bepo's contact and typed out a message, praying he wouldn't tell Sachi or Penguin about his plight. 

 

"Need suggestions for dinner spots somewhere between here and the old neighborhood. Got any leads?"

 

Bepo was somewhat of a foodie, so he knew most of the best spots in the city. He'd definitely be able to come up with something. He must have still been on the bus riding home because he texted Law back immediately.

 

"I KNEW you needed help!!! Never fear, I am here to save you!! What's the vibe? Fancy? Casual? Sushi? Italian? Comfort food? Give me something to work with"

 

Law rolled his eyes and made his way back to his bedroom. This was a conversation he'd need to deal with laying down after the stupid day he'd had. Besides, he wasn't going to get anything productive accomplished at this point.

 

"Casual. I don't know what kind of food he likes so nothing too foreign I guess"

 

He considered who he was talking to and decided to add another request.

 

"No weird cheesy romantic shit either"

 

He went to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face. He'd barely gotten toothpaste on his brush when his phone started buzzing again. When he was done with his nightly routine, he slid under the covers and pulled his phone back out to see what Bepo had come up with.

 

"So uninspiring but I'll see what I can do"

 

Bepo had sent three options. Law looked through them and found one of them was a restaurant he and his friends used to go to somewhat frequently back when they were first going to college together. They'd all gone to the university in the city since it was inexpensive and local while still managing to have an excellent set of science departments. The area that the campus buildings were in also had a ton of restaurants and bars, some of which managed to not be flooded with students every night. Law recalled this restaurant was one of them and hoped it still was.

 

"Thanks"

 

"You officially owe me a detailed post-date review!!!"

 

Law sighed. He'd definitely have to tell Bepo how it went now or he'd be insufferable. He sent a link to the restaurant to Luffy and asked if it was acceptable. He hoped Luffy wasn't a super picky eater and then remembered how he literally ate a hot dog off the floor earlier that morning. Probably not all that picky.

 

"Looks good to me! See you there at 6. Maybe we can have dessert back at your place ;)"

 

Relentless. His flirting was relentless. 

 

"Only if you manage not to spill anything on me this time"

 

"Oh my GODS that was ONE TIME!!!!!!"

 

Law plugged his phone in and set it on the night stand. He caught himself smiling as he turned off the light. He leaned back into the pillows and felt exhaustion wash over him. It was barely after ten. How could he be so tired when he had already slept in the middle of the day?

 

His phone lit up again with another message and Law considered ignoring it for the sake of sleep but his curiosity got the better of him. 

 

"Seriously though, I can't wait to see you again. I haven't been able to get you out of my head since you left. Two days is so far away"

 

Law's breath caught in his throat. Luffy had been stuck in Law's head all evening too. Shit this was... a lot. He felt his chest warm and his heart fluttered again. Had he ever had a crush creep up this fast? Was this normal? Was he losing his mind? 

 

He should probably say something sweet back.

 

Law thought through a couple options and none of them felt right. Ugh. He was so bad at this. 

 

Better go with what he was good at.

 

"I'm sure you'll live."

 

He hesitated as he moved to set his phone back down. Maybe that was too aloof. He wasn't trying to make Luffy feel like he wasn't interested or something. He probably shouldn't fuck this up right from the start.

 

"Heading to bed. Looking forward to dinner"

 

" <3 Night Torao!!"

 

Law set his phone down with finality and curled into the pillows. His thoughts swirled in a dozen different directions, rolling through one worry after another. Every single worst case scenario popped in and out of his brain uninvited. What if the coffee date was a fluke and dinner went terribly? What if Luffy found out he actually was an asshole and decided he didn't want to do these videos with him after all? What if he couldn't perform in front of the camera crew? What if the videos were terrible? What if, what if, what if....

 

What if the world ends tomorrow? It can't change how you live today.

 

Cora's words echoed in his head. If only he were still here. He always knew what to say to make Law feel like things weren't all about to fall to pieces. He sighed heavily and tossed around in bed, searching for a comfortable position that would somehow shut his brain off. He vaguely wondered what Cora would have thought about Luffy as he flopped back into the pillows.

 

He really didn't have to wonder. Cora would have obviously adored him. He'd have been worse than his friends had been when he learned about this inconvenient crush. He would have been over the moon about it and it would have driven Law nuts. He forced his mind to wander in that direction instead of his aimless worries, imagining a thousand different ways Cora would have reacted to his current predicament. 

 

He finally drifted off to sleep imagining the dozens of incredibly uncomfortable hugs he would have had to endure as Cora waxed lyrical about stupid things like "young love." He found himself eventually dreaming about another world where Luffy sat at Cora's table as they shared a real family dinner. Maybe the apartment would have even made it through unscathed. Hey, dreams didn't have to be realistic. That's what made them good ones.

Chapter 5: Enjoy the Show

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The clock next to the bed proclaimed it was 5:25am. Law briefly wondered why he even bothered setting that 8am alarm anymore. He hadn't slept that late in possibly years. Well, at least he'd slept more than 4 hours this time. There was no point in trying to go back to sleep so he might as well get up. He had a whole list of stuff to work on anyway. Those scripts weren't going to read themselves.

 

The day-after second guessing began almost immediately after he'd remembered the scripts. As it so often did, his brain started along its familiar path of "what the hell were you thinking" closely followed by "you really fucked up this time." Such a wonderful morning soundtrack.

 

He reluctantly rolled out of bed and wandered to the bathroom, checking the forecast on his phone. It looked like it was actually shaping up to be an unusually warm day for early fall. He decided to take advantage of the nice weather while he could and pulled on a pair of running shorts and a t-shirt. A run always cleared his head anyway. 

 

He started down the street without a real plan for where he was headed, enjoying the slight chill in the air that signaled fall would be coming in earnest soon. He tried to focus on his breathing but his mind kept slipping back to his worries about the contract. Eventually, he gave up trying to avoid his anxiety. There was no point fighting it, so he might as well just let it run wild for a while. 

 

He grit his teeth and imagined all the worst case scenarios he was trying not to think about. Paying Nami if he broke the contract was just about the worst one, and it wasn't just the financial aspect. He didn't want to give Nami the satisfaction of handing over a big check and admitting he couldn't do it. Just imagining the amount of groveling he'd have to do made him want to turn around and crawl under his bed.

 

He'd barely been paying attention to where he was headed and suddenly realized he was in a park towards the south side of the city. If he'd kept running, he'd have landed at the front steps of the apartment he lived in with Cora. They'd come to this park often, initially against Law's will. He'd really been a pain in the ass kid at first. Cora had to drag him kicking and screaming to literally everything. Eventually, they walked along this cracked pavement together a few times a week, just talking about anything that popped into their heads. It had been one of Law's favorite routines they had. He hadn't been back outside of a handful of times immediately after Cora died. 

 

He slowed to a walk and checked the time. He'd already been out for 45 minutes. Damn. It felt like he'd just left the house. Time really flies when you're imagining all the ways life could fall apart. Again.

 

He wandered up to the top of the hill inside the park where the playground was. At this hour, it was completely abandoned, so Law climbed up to the top of the monkey bars and let his feet hang off the side. He couldn't quite see the sunrise, but he could watch the eastern sky slowly tumble through the various pinks and yellows as the day finally got started. From this spot, he could just barely see the ocean in the distance between the tall buildings that surrounded him. He let his mind wander down a frequent fantasy he had of simply jumping in a boat and sailing away. Just drift off into the endless blue waves where no one knew his name. No rules, no bills, no contracts.

 

If only.

 

There was still time. They hadn't filmed anything yet so Nami hadn't paid him. He could probably email her today and beg to break it. She'd likely let him— she really was serious about making sure her creators only did what they were comfortable doing on camera. She'd pressure him and tease him but ultimately, she'd let Law walk away if that was really what he wanted.

 

Is that what he wanted?

 

He figured it was probably time he started being more honest with himself about all of this. The truth was, he could have found any other way to pay his bills but he chose— and kept choosing —to strip bare and sell his body for anyone who wanted to see. He'd recorded himself doing just about every sex act that can be performed solo and posted it for all of his monthly subscribers over and over again. He could have stopped at any time, especially after he paid off all his debts. 

 

The truth was he liked recording himself like that. The idea that other people wanted to watch him get himself off was thrilling. It didn't just make him feel desirable, it made him feel powerful. He was the one in control, pulling the audience along with him at his own pace and they ate it up for breakfast, lunch and dinner. The high he got when a new video pulled more viewers than the last one was better than the vast majority of drugs he'd tried. Plus, he was good at it. He'd been in the top ten to twenty content creators since about eight months after he joined the site. He'd been raking in cash hand over fist for years.

 

The thought of doing what he'd already been doing with Luffy made his blood run hot and his mouth water. He wanted everyone to watch him make Luffy come undone. The idea that they'd be doing what they did yesterday in front of a bunch of camera people and a director was incredibly enticing. He was a little surprised at just how excited he was for it now that he was finally letting himself think about it.

 

He took a long breath and jumped down off the monkey bars. Every worst case scenario has a best case one too, right? He started back down the hill to the park exit and tried to imagine what things would look like if everything actually went well. 

 

Obviously, the videos would be popular and he'd rake in a bunch of cash from the subscriptions. What about Luffy, though? Did he want something more than just someone to screw around with on camera? Luffy didn't exactly seem like the type to want anything serious. Law really wasn't looking for anything like that right now, anyway. He still had to get his shit together and get back to school. The plan had been to seriously start dating after he'd finished residency and all that. 

 

He shook his head and picked his pace back up as he made his way back home. There was no point in getting into a real relationship with where he was at in life right now. He'd be a busy, overworked and half-broke med student again soon enough. No time for relationships when you're making up for years and years of lost time.

 

Besides, it was still just sex. 

 

Sex with dinner dates, apparently.

 

He finally made it home and kicked himself for running so far out in the first place. He hadn't gone on that long of a run in a long time and he'd probably pay for it tomorrow. He got himself put together and thought about all the things he had to get done, while he sipped on the coffee he'd rushed to brew when he made it through the door.

 

He figured he better start with Penguin's case before the scripts. The scripts would probably be.... distracting. He went and grabbed his cardiology textbook off the shelf before opening up the email he'd gotten yesterday. He opened Penguin's case notes and started working through them.

 

The arrhythmia on the ECG was weird, especially since the patient was so young, but at least it didn't appear to be life threatening. The patient claimed he didn't feel any weakness or chest pain when they occurred, which was a good sign. With completely normal chest x-rays and blood pressure, the next most reasonable step was just to get him some kind of heart monitor. There were some watches out there that had them now, so Penguin wouldn't have to order an official medical-grade monitor if the patient couldn't afford it. Without insurance, those could run in the thousands. It really was odd for a 22 year old, otherwise totally healthy guy to have these random runs of ventricular tachycardia though. Even weirder that it didn't seem to affect him in the slightest.

 

Law sighed and pulled out his phone to see if Penguin had time to talk. Penguin always got flustered about cardiac stuff and immediately wanted to put every patient on some kind of medication. It really didn't seem like that would help in this case.

 

Luckily, Penguin picked up right away. Law launched into his opinion on the case and they talked back and forth about the pros and cons of putting the patient on an anti-arrhythmic medication. It was so refreshing to talk about a real case again. He'd missed it more than he'd realized.

 

"Anyway, see if you can get him to wear a monitor for a while. Do you think he'll do that?" Law said, leaning back in his desk chair and finishing his coffee.

 

"Who knows," Penguin sighed. "He acted like I'd just kicked his dog when I said he should avoid strenuous activity until we had more information for him. He said he didn't want to sit around all day just because of some squiggly lines on paper."

 

Law snorted. "Well you can't fix stupid. See if he'll wear the monitor and then maybe have that cardio guy look at it when he comes up to the free clinic next."

 

"Hey sounds like a plan to me. I was about to just throw him on every arrhythmia med I could think of and pray."

 

Law couldn't help the exasperated sigh that came out of him. They'd had this same conversation ten million times. 

 

"I'm telling you, those meds can cause more harm than good," Law said. "Every single one of them can cause just as many arrhythmias as they treat. The guy says he feels fine, so let the cardiologist handle it once you get the monitor data."

 

"Alright, alright. Thanks for taking a look. You know heart stuff makes me nervous."

 

"No problem." Before he could end the call, he realized he had one more thing on his to-do list that Penguin could help with. 

 

"Oh, by the way, I need to come in for my annual testing again before this contact starts," Law said, hoping it was a slow day over at the clinic. "Think it would be alright if I took a few pictures in the exam room when I come down? It's for that educational thing I put up every year."

 

"Yeah, sure, I don't see why not. I'm sure as hell not doing your exam though."

 

Law laughed. "What? Not interested in a free trial? I'll give you my friends and family discount."

 

"Gross, dude. Absolutely not, you can see the other poor sap out here on rotation with me. If we're in the same room, you are keeping your damn pants on."

 

"Your loss. You guys busy? I can swing over now." He knew he was a patient just like any other but it wasn't urgent and he wasn't trying to take up anyone's time if they had real patients to treat.

 

"If we were busy, do you think I'd be gabbing with you? Nah, come on over."

 

"Cool, be there in a bit then."

 

He checked his hair in the mirror before filling up a travel mug with coffee and heading out the door. The free clinic was over by his old neighborhood and he hoped traffic wouldn't be too bad. He wasn't trying to spend all day on this. He hoped he could just drop in, take a handful of pictures to knit together later, get the testing done and get on with his life. 

 

Penguin, apparently, had other plans for Law's time. It was indeed a slow morning at the clinic, so Law got paraded around and introduced to practically every person that worked there, including the two nurses Penguin had droned on and on about the night before, who seemed entirely too polite during their entire conversation. Much to Penguin's annoyance, one of them tried to give Law her number as they walked back up the hall. The poor other resident that was there was incredibly awkward about the whole thing once they finally got around to the exam. Luckily, that part only lasted about five minutes. The nurses really did all the heavy lifting as far as testing went. 

 

Nearly two hours later, he finally made it back outside. He still had to go grocery shopping and pick up more coffee from the cafe before he could retreat back to his apartment. When did life become so tedious? 

 

He took out his phone on the way back to the car and was surprised to find another text from Luffy waiting for him. 

 

"Morning Torao!! :)"

 

Oh no, was this a thing they were doing now? When was the last time someone sent him a 'good morning' text? Would've had to have been Cora. 

 

What was he even supposed to say? Law felt like he probably wasn't caffeinated enough for this. He made it back to the car and decided he better text something back.

 

"Morning," he replied. Gods, he really wasn't good at this.

 

He leaned his head on the steering wheel and sighed. This was already a lot more than he bargained for. He'd thought about Luffy basically all day yesterday and then pretty much all morning. Now they were texting each other good night's and good morning's. He hadn't done that with anyone except for Cora, who had demanded daily updates when he first moved out of the apartment. 

 

His phone started ringing. It was Luffy.

 

"Hi Torao!" 

 

Yeah, he definitely wasn't caffeinated enough for this.

 

"Hi?" 

 

What did he need? Had Law forgotten something already? Did they secretly have plans today that he'd forgotten? Did he just realize yesterday was a mistake and they should forget all this ever happened??

 

"How were the drinks with your penguin?"

 

Or maybe he just wanted to chat.

 

"Oh, uh-" Oh hell, how does small talk even work again? "It was fine. Our two other friends from the old neighborhood came out too. I hadn't seen them in a while."

 

"That sounds great! Who are your other friends? Did you meet them in elementary school too?"

 

Why did he care? 

 

"Uh, yeah. Sachi is Penguin's brother and Bepo lived down the hall from them."

 

"They sound nice! I'll have to meet them sometime. Maybe they'll actually get you to open up a little bit," Luffy said and his giggle filled Law's car as he finally pulled out of the parking lot.

 

"You want to meet my friends?"

 

"Yeah? Why wouldn't I? If you like them then they're obviously worth knowing."

 

Law had no idea what to say to that. Half the time, he was shocked his friends still even wanted to hang out with him. Luffy was giving him far too much credit. 

 

"How was your run with- uh, what was his name again?" Curse his stupid brain and it's complete inability to remember names.

 

"Zoro! Yeah, it was good! And then afterwards I met up with my friend Franky. He's the engineer guy I was telling you about." With that, Luffy was off to the races, giving Law detailed descriptions of the projects he helped Franky with (by mostly holding up heavy pieces of metal, from what he could tell) and what they talked about and who else came over to help and on and on. Law had no idea anyone could ever have so much to say.

 

"Anyway, I didn't get to bed until like one in the morning! Do you usually go to bed so early or did I wear you out yesterday?"

 

Law snorted. "You wish. No, it was just a long day and I slept like shit the night before. I'm usually more of a night owl than that."

 

"What are you doing for the rest of the day? Did you read the scripts yet?"

 

Law sighed as he pulled up to the grocery store's parking structure. "No, not yet. Had a bunch of errands to run this morning. Did you read them already?"

 

"Well... Technically I only read the first one and then I got kind of zoned out. I was going to see if maybe you wanted to meet up and read through them together?"

 

Law wasn't an idiot. They would get exactly zero reading accomplished if they tried that. There was no way he was going to be able to sit calmly next to Luffy and read about all the debauched things they'd be doing on camera and not want to immediately try them all. Besides, he really needed to restock his fridge and it was nearly noon.

 

"Can't today. Have to go grocery shopping."

 

"Boring!!" Luffy sighed heavily. "Alright, I guess I'll just have to try to make it to dinner tomorrow night without seeing you. Text me what you think of the scripts when you read them, maybe? You said we should talk about them."

 

"Yeah I'll do that." 

 

"Alright I'll let you go do boring stuff, I guess! Don't forget the stream tonight though! I'll see you tomorrow!"

 

"Yeah, alright. See you tomorrow."

 

The car felt shockingly empty after the call ended. They'd talked— well, mostly Luffy had talked —for over half an hour. Law genuinely couldn't remember the last time he was on the phone that long with anyone. It had actually been fun listening to his goofy stories about practically dropping a very expensive piece of Franky's equipment on his foot and wrestling Zoro in the middle of the shop floor just for the hell of it. Luffy's friends sounded just as crazy as he was. 

 

Law sighed and gathered himself to brave the chaos of the grocery store. Luffy would figure out soon enough how boring and shitty Law's life was. Law had absolutely no doubt that Luffy would be completely bored with him by the time all these videos were finished. Well, bored or frustrated. Basically everyone Law had ever dated told him they couldn't deal with how closed off he was. One guy had even said robots had more emotions than he did. 

 

It wasn't like he had zero emotions, he just didn't see the point in blabbering on about them all the time. No one cared anyway. If he had a problem, he just fixed it himself. Sure, sometimes it took a while to get through it but he'd always made it out the other side mostly in one piece. Talking to people about worries and insecurities just gave them ammo to use against him later. 

 

Law rushed through the remainder of his errands and was extremely thankful to be home afterwards. Grocery shopping was by far his least favorite chore. There were entirely too many people, they inevitably didn't have a thing he needed, and he always had to double back for something because they constantly moved things around. Disgustingly tedious and excruciatingly inefficient. 

 

By the time he finally sat down to look at the scripts it was much later than he'd thought it would be. He'd managed to putter around the apartment, dragging his feet and finding a hundred other things to do for hours and now most of the day was gone.

 

He sat down at his desk and started reading through the first scene. The premise was simple: Law was the experienced content creator for the site that agreed to help Luffy improve his page, with every intention of demonstrating exactly how it should be done. The dynamic between them had some Dom/sub tones, with Law's character being much more aggressive than Luffy's. He idly wondered what Luffy actually thought about that since he didn't exactly seem like someone that enjoyed being bossed around. Who knows though, people's preferences in bed often clashed dramatically with their public faces. 

 

The dialogue was cheesy and thankfully there wasn't much of it. The scene moved fast— they went from introductions to Luffy swallowing down Law's dick in practically no time at all. Typical porno logic. The entire video was intended to be about twenty minutes. Law thought maybe he might have to practice lasting long enough since he was supposed to basically fuck Luffy's face for close to half the scene. 

 

Luffy had asked for Law's opinion on the script and it would probably be a good idea to talk about it before meeting with the director. Law pulled his phone out and typed out a quick text to Luffy asking what he thought about it. Luffy texted back right away.

 

"The lines are kind of dumb but I guess that's how all this shit sounds anyway. I think the rest of it is hot as hell."

 

"You're cool with the dynamic between us? I boss you around and talk down to you a whole lot. Could probably get that changed if it's a turn off for you," Law texted back.

 

"I told you I'm down for anything. Sounds hot on paper. Don't get used to it tho. Ur not running the show off screen ;)"

 

"We'll see." Law really could not imagine Luffy bossing him around or manhandling him basically at all. No one ever did that, probably because of his height and general appearance. It occurred to him that he might be just a little disappointed about it.

 

"Gotta get ready for the stream! You better watch. I'll be thinking about yesterday the whole time."

 

Oh, shit. The idea that Luffy was going to jerk off on camera to him was incredibly hot. 

 

"Better make it worth my time"

 

"Bet you cum before I do" Law snorted to himself and tapped his reply out quickly. He never could back down from a bet.

 

"You're on"

 

Law checked the time— half past six. He pulled up the script for the second scene and tried to read through it. It was the kitchen one called 'Luffy Learns to Bottom' and was supposed to be about Law teaching Luffy about how to position his body so it looked good in different kinds of lighting but almost immediately devolved to him bending Luffy over the counter. Law got about one third of the way through before he got distracted thinking about how hot Luffy had looked leaning over that counter yesterday. Before he knew it, his heart was beating entirely too fast and it was already five after seven. Shit.

 

Luckily, it seemed like Luffy was universally late to everything in his life since the stream hadn't started yet. Law left his office to grab a freshly re-stocked beer from the fridge. By the time he made it back, Luffy was plastered across his computer screen, adjusting the camera and clicking on a few things with his mouse.

 

"Hi guys!" Luffy grinned into the camera and waved. It was truly unfair how adorable he was. Law popped the cap off his beer and propped his feet up on his desk. He idly wondered why Luffy had been so insistent that he watch the stream tonight. Was he maybe just that much of an exhibitionist? Or was he just trying to drive up his view count?

 

"Alright! You guys remember that big announcement I talked about last week?" 

 

Oh yeah, he had said something like that in the video Law had watched. He wondered if Luffy had been referring to the videos they were going to be recording together. That didn't make sense, though. Law had only heard about this a few days ago and that video had been recorded last week.

 

"You guys are going to go completely crazy. Who wants to guess?"

 

The chat lit up with people speculating what the announcement could be. Mostly they were about new toys Luffy would be using or positions they wanted to see him in. Law was a little impressed by how creative some of the requests were. 

 

Luffy giggled to himself. "You guys are never going to guess it so I guess I'll just tell you! Devil's Orchard is going to start making their own professional videos and they want me to star in some!!" 

 

Oh, cool, so Nami had just told Luffy well before she'd told Law. Typical. Law took a swig of his beer and tried not to be too annoyed about the lack of heads up he'd received. She'd basically forced him to make a decision in less than 24 hours while Luffy had known for at least a week. He made a mental note to call her out on that next time they met up.

 

"That's not even the best part, you guys." The chat was going absolutely nuts now. Luffy was extremely good at this kind of engagement. Really, he could teach Law some things in these videos. 

 

"It's not just going to be me on screen! You guys have GOT to see this guy they want me to do this with. Have any of you ever seen DeathSurgeon's stuff?" 

 

Law felt himself start to blush. He hadn't expected Luffy to call him out like that. 

 

Luffy giggled a little and began clicking his mouse and smirking to himself. 

 

"Here, I'll show you guys. You've gotta see this guy!"

 

He felt his face warm even more as Luffy split the screen in half and pulled up Law's site page. Law's gaze flicked to the chat. Apparently, he and Luffy had some overlap in subscribers as a whole bunch of people were already commenting about how good Law's stuff was. 

 

"Should we look at his stuff together? You guys can tell me if I should do it! What do you think?"

 

Letting the audience think he actually hadn't decided yet was a smart move. It would make people feel invested and come back for updates. He vaguely wondered if he should do something like that on his page as he took another sip of beer.

 

Luffy started scrolling through Law's photos. Naturally, he was already subscribed. Luffy must have wanted to see his stuff before agreeing to the contract, too. There was something about that idea that didn't feel quite right though. Before he could figure out what it was, Luffy started talking again. 

 

"Isn't he so hot? Ugh, I love these tattoos, guys." Luffy clicked on one of Law's photos that he must have taken in the late evening because the whole room was bathed in orangish-pink light, including himself. 

 

"Fuck, I mean look at these. Gorgeous." Luffy traced his mouse along the lines of Law's chest tattoo in the photo. Law could feel himself getting more worked up the more Luffy spoke. This should probably be weird. He shouldn't get so turned on watching Luffy's face flush as he scrolled through more of Law's photos. He really hadn't expected this to be so hot.

 

"Shit, he's so big, look at that."

 

Luffy had pulled up one of Law's videos. He watched Luffy watching him stroke his own cock, sprawled out on the bed with his eyes closed, pulling in shaky breaths. Damn, he did look pretty good in that one. Luffy licked his lips and reached a hand under the desk, gasping as he palmed himself through his clothes.

 

"Guess we should figure out if I can take him, huh? Let's see if I've got anything the right size."

 

Luffy walked off camera and some noises that sounded approximately like Luffy rummaging around in that ridiculous treasure chest filtered back towards the camera. There was a quiet "This one!" and a moment later, Luffy re-appeared and set a large, black dildo on the desk. 

 

That thing was absolutely larger than Law's cock. He laughed a little as Luffy picked it up and showed it to the camera. He appreciated the sentiment at least.

 

"What do we think? About the right size, yeah?" Luffy winked at the camera and Law's breath caught in his throat mid-chuckle. Fuck that really felt like it was directed at him. Law took another long sip of the beer he'd partially forgotten about and set it on his desk.

 

Luffy pulled up one of Law's nudes and left it up on the screen, centered on how Law was gripping his own cock.

 

"Have to make sure he's not too big for my favorite activities, right?"

 

Luffy made direct eye contact with the camera as he slowly swirled his tongue around the tip of the dildo. He worked the toy into his mouth, dragging his lips along the shaft as he took his time pulling it out. 

 

"I bet he tastes so good," Luffy breathed, cheeks already flushed a dark pink.

 

Shit this was really hot.

 

Law hesitated momentarily before pulling the zipper down on his jeans. He still wasn't intending on losing the stupid bet he'd just made with Luffy but, well, he just looked so pretty working that dildo in and out of his mouth. Law watched as Luffy dragged his tongue along the bottom of the toy, whining as he glanced over at the computer screen where Law knew he still had the picture of himself pulled up. 

 

"Let's see if he'll fit other places," Luffy purred. He clicked a few buttons and Law's photo disappeared from the screen. Setting the dildo down on the desk, he pulled the camera off the desk stand and took a few steps away from his computer set up. He pressed the camera into another stand with a loud click and Law watched Luffy make his way around the side of the bed to a nightstand and pull the drawer open. The camera was perfectly centered on a bed that was covered with a plush-looking bright red comforter and a handful of fluffed-up pillows. He must have the camera stand right at the foot of the bed with how close it was. It made it seem like Law was standing right at the edge of the mattress.

 

"Hmm, what flavor do you think we should use?" 

 

Luffy rummaged through the nightstand, leaning over so his shorts were pulled tight across his ass. Fuck, Law was not getting over how hot his ass was. Ugh, he just wanted to grab it.

 

Luffy pulled something out of the drawer and disappeared off camera for a second. After a moment, he returned, crawling across the mattress from the opposite side. He settled on his knees and held the bottle of lube he'd gotten out to the camera.

 

"He seems like a sour apple type, don't you think?" Luffy licked his lips as he pulled the bottle back away from the camera. He looked down at the lube in his hand and smirked. "It tastes just like those little candies, too." 

 

Luffy huffed out a short breathy laugh and looked straight down the camera. "You know the ones." 

 

Oh.

 

Law recalled the candy Luffy had given him in the car on the drive over to the studio and his heart skipped a beat in his chest. No chance had he done that on purpose.

 

Right?

 

Fuck that was really hot if he had.

 

Law had never been with anyone who was into this level of teasing. He realized all at once that he absolutely loved it. His mouth watered as he remembered the way that candy tasted. On screen, Luffy slowly stripped his shirt off. Law gave in to desire a little more, shimmying his jeans down his thighs and easing himself out of his boxers.

 

"I wonder what those pretty hands feel like."

 

Luffy looked incredible on screen as one hand teased his nipple while he pressed his other palm against his crotch. The flush on his face began to spread down his neck as his breathing picked up. Law let his own hand start to work up and down his length as Luffy popped open the button on his tight jean shorts. 

 

"Bet he's got a-" Luffy made a soft gasp as he pinched his nipple between his fingers. "light touch." His eyes fluttered open and he locked eyes with the camera again, pushing his clothes down his thighs until his cock sprang free towards the camera. He placed two fingers in his mouth and groaned as he stroked himself slowly. He let his damp fingers trail along the side of his neck that Law had lavished all that attention on the day before. 

 

"I hope he takes his time."

 

Law gasped as his erection jumped in his palm. Fuck Luffy was actually getting off on how they'd fucked yesterday. Holy shit. Law felt his whole body begin to burn and a low groan escaped his lips.

 

Luffy leaned back onto the bed and pulled his clothes the rest of the way off. His black hair splashed over the bright red blanket, framing his flushed face perfectly. Gods, he was gorgeous. Law had never wanted so desperately to be in a room he was just watching on a screen. Luffy was just so incredibly beautiful— the way his skin was flushed down to his chest, the way a few pieces of his hair clung to his face, the way his eyelashes fluttered closed as he began stroking himself again. Law couldn't stop the noises that quietly tumbled from his mouth. 

 

The hand Luffy didn't have wrapped around his cock wandered across the bed, searching for the bottle of lube. When he finally felt it under his fingers, a smile twitched onto his lips. The cap on the bottle clicked open and he poured some onto the tip of his cock, using a finger to catch a heavy drop that had rolled off the side and down his shaft. He pressed the digit into his mouth, licking it clean with a sigh, as he spread the lube along his erection with his other hand.

 

Law could already feel himself getting close. He better slow down if he was going to win this bet. Luffy spread his legs wide and released his cock. It fell back onto his abdomen with a wet slap, causing Luffy to gasp. 

 

"I bet his fingers would look so hot inside me," Luffy said breathlessly. Law felt a bead of precum roll over his thumb where it was pressed tightly just below his head. He'd stopped his hand to try to cool off, but if Luffy was going to keep talking like that it was a lost cause.

 

Law released his cock completely as Luffy circled his finger around his entrance, moaning deeply. Fuck he sounded so deliciously good. His cock ached as he kept watching Luffy on his screen. Luffy slipped two fingers inside himself and began pumping them in and out, back arching off the mattress. The lean muscles in his legs flexed as he pushed down on his heels and rut himself into his own fingers. Law watched, slack jawed and half drooling, as Luffy scissored his fingers and moaned.

 

After a few moments fingering himself open, his fingers slipped out and he pushed himself onto all fours.

 

"Wonder if he'd let me just ride him until I cum on his cock." Oh gods, why did he have to have such a dirty fucking mouth? Law thought he might cum right then and there without even touching himself. He bit his lip harshly and sucked in a breath through his teeth.

 

He crawled down the bed towards the camera, perfect ass held high in the air, and reached just off screen to retrieve the big black dildo he'd been sucking down earlier.

 

The dildo Luffy was imagining was Law.

 

Oh shit. He had not expected how into this he would be.

 

Luffy poured some lube onto the toy and held it between his legs as he pulled himself back up onto his knees. Luffy groaned as he pressed the toy into himself, his cock dripping onto the blankets. He looked into the camera and smirked.

 

Holly hell this was hot.

 

"Hah- he- he feels so good," Luffy murmured breathlessly.

 

Luffy moaned as he fucked the toy into himself, his abs flexing as he rocked his body up and down along the length of the dildo. Fuck, fuck, he was so hot. Law remembered how incredible he'd felt, buried inside Luffy's tight hole as he rode him on that bed back at the studio. He took himself in hand again and groaned. He was hard as a diamond, shit. He was about to lose this fucking bet.

 

Gods, his ego would just have to take the hit. 

 

He tried to move his hand slowly to try and hold back his orgasm but he needed something. His heart rate kicked into high gear as he pulled his thumb across his slit to spread some of the precum along the head and help the glide. Luffy began jerking himself off as he picked up his pace on the dildo. His heavy breathing and choked-off moans filled the room as they came through Law's speakers. Law remembered how he'd sounded, pinned beneath him and moaning his name while he practically folded him in half. 

 

Shit he was so close already. His breath came in short bursts as Luffy's legs began to shake on screen. Fuck this might actually be a close race. Luffy looked like he was nearly falling apart too. Luffy arched his back and keened as he shifted the angle of the toy beneath him. 

 

"Fuck- you-" Luffy whispered between shallow breaths. "You feel so good, so good. Please, please..." His eyes fluttered open and he stared straight down the camera with half-lidded eyes, lips parted and panting.

 

"You fuck me SO good, La-ahhh" 

 

Law's climax ripped through him like a lighting bolt and his shout echoed off the walls of his office. His fingers tingled as the sounds coming through the speakers wrapped around his brain. He stroked himself through every wave of pleasure as Luffy whined and writhed, his own orgasm splattering across the red blankets on screen a moment later as he whispered something under his breath that sounded a whole lot like Law's name.

 

Law pulled in deep gulps of air and tried to swallow as he blinked away the stars in his vision. When the rushing in his ears subsided, he finally pulled his screen back into focus. Luffy licked the cum from his fingers and sighed contentedly, letting the dildo roll across the bed. 

 

"I definitely won that one," Luffy mumbled to himself with a smirk.

 

Brat.

 

Law pulled his feet down off the desk and looked down at his shirt. Fuck he'd really made a mess this time. He had streaks of cum all the way up by his collar. Damn.

 

Luffy crawled towards the camera and pulled it out of whatever stand he had it in and walked with it back over to his desk. He set the camera back up and melted into his desk chair, running a hand through his sweaty hair. 

 

"Well, what do you guys think? You want to see me and DeathSurgeon do some of that?" Law snorted as he tried to pull his shirt off without getting cum in his hair. They'd have to make sure there really was a scene like that in the videos now. Luffy giggled into the microphone again as Law used his shirt to clean himself off before flipping it inside out and tossing it onto the floor.

 

"Yeah, I'll let you guys know when the first video comes out, ok? You all better watch it! I think it's going to be a lot of fun." Luffy winked and blew a kiss to the camera before he cut the stream off.

 

Fuck. 

 

Law downed the last half of his completely forgotten and now room-temperature beer.

 

Gods, if it was going to be like this it would definitely be a whole lot of fun. And he'd get to see Luffy again tomorrow before filming even started.

 

Yeah, maybe they could have desert at his place after all.

 

Notes:

Stay tuned for their first official date next chapter! It's an absolute UNIT of a chapter, at nearly 14k words. Usually I would break it into two but there was so reasonable break point so you'll just have to enjoy it in all its glory. Oh noooo.....

Anyway that will probably be posted next weekend as long as I have time to finish edits this week :)

Chapter 6: Dinner and a Break-In

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

After the stream, Luffy texted him again, the flirty bastard.

 

"I won, didn't I?"

 

He'd texted as Law was tossing his absolutely ruined shirt into the hamper. Usually, he would have felt embarrassed getting called out like that, but with Luffy it was starting to feel like a game they were playing— half in public and possibly over the next several weeks. It was thrilling and Law had become resolutely committed to keeping it going.

 

"Made me ruin my favorite shirt," Law texted back. "Now that I know what you're up to, you won't win next time."

 

"OoooOoo I like the sound of that next time"

 

Law had puttered around his apartment after that, not able to focus on anything in particular. He'd tried pulling up the scripts again so he could actually finish reading the second scene that he'd started earlier, but his thoughts kept drifting back to Luffy and his stream. 

 

That had been so hot.

 

He'd been so completely zoned out on the couch that he jumped almost half a foot in the air when his phone started ringing. He was a little surprised that it was Luffy again. Had he willed the phone to ring? Surely the world didn't work like that.

 

"Hey" Luffy's voice was breathy and quiet.

 

"Hey yourself," Law said. "That was one hell of a show you put on."

 

"Mmm, said you'd like it, didn't I?" Luffy's voice purred in his ear and Law felt his heart rate pick up.

 

"Well I definitely liked it."

 

Luffy sighed into the phone. "I can't sleep. Can't stop thinking about you."

 

Law glanced at the clock on the wall. Damn, it was nearly eleven already. He'd been zoned out doing absolutely nothing for hours. Shit, when was the last time he'd just done nothing? Suddenly, a thought slammed into his head at top speed.

 

He hadn't been doing nothing. He'd been day dreaming about Luffy for hours. Law couldn't recall ever feeling this intensely about someone so quickly. His breath caught in his throat.

 

"Been thinking about you too," he breathed. He hadn't actually intended to say it out loud and his face flushed at the admission. 

 

"I can't wait for tomorrow, Torao," Luffy murmured into the phone with another soft sigh. "I want to hear about that complicated life of yours this time. Promise you'll tell me?"

 

"I'll think about it." It wasn't personal. He didn't talk to anyone about his past, especially after he'd had more than one boyfriend use it as a weapon. Since then, he'd decided his life wasn't anyone's business but his own.

 

Luffy laughed softly and his breathy chuckle wrapped Law's brain in soft cotton. He felt like he was floating. "So mysterious, Torao. Guess I'll get used to it."

 

"We should probably go to sleep."

 

"Mmm, we should. I just wanted to hear your voice again before I went to bed."

 

Law swallowed and struggled to come up with literally anything to say to that. Luckily, he didn't have to.

 

"Night, Torao. See you tomorrow."

 

"Good night, Luffy."

 

Law stayed on the couch, frozen in stunned silence as he stared down at his phone. He just wanted to hear his voice? Gods, that was so cliche.

 

Law's cheeks began to burn.

 

Really? His voice was that last thing Luffy wanted to hear before he went to sleep? He sighed to himself and tried to sort out why his chest felt so tight all of the sudden. 

 

When he finally made it to bed, he slept like crap. He tossed and turned most of the night, waking up in the middle of multiple barely coherent sex dreams, all staring Luffy, of course. When he'd finally given up and rolled out of bed just before sunrise, the sheets were soaked in sweat.

 

He'd tried everything to escape his thoughts after he woke up. Two long runs around the neighborhood, reorganizing his bookshelves, scrubbing the bathroom he'd literally just cleaned a few days ago... everything. He was a hopeless case. He flopped face down on his bed— freshly made because he'd decided to strip it and wash the sheets earlier —and groaned. It was only one in the afternoon. He had hours until dinner with Luffy.

 

He pulled out his phone and opened Luffy's last text message again.

 

"Morning, Torao!!" 

 

He felt his lips twitch into an involuntary smile as he looked at the picture Luffy had sent of himself, soft smile on his lips, eyes still tired from sleep and hair a mess. Gods, he was so cute.

 

Law was suffering.

 

This was too much. Something had to give. This must be an act Luffy was putting on, trying to build chemistry between them for the cameras or something. It had to be fake. No one was like this in real life.

 

Right?

 

Fuck, this was a lot.

 

Law's head was spinning and having nothing to do wasn't helping. He had been trying desperately to ignore how much he wanted this since he'd gotten out of bed. It wasn't supposed to be this way. They were just doing these stupid videos. It was all for the paycheck. 

 

Right. The money. He was doing this for the money. 

 

It was just sex.

 

He wasn't supposed to feel warm all over when Luffy texted him good morning. He wasn't supposed to be thinking about how cute his sleepy voice was over the phone. He wasn't supposed to be constantly day dreaming about how his lips had tasted, or how his laugh sounded. 

 

He wasn't supposed to care.

 

This was a mistake. It was too much. Law paced up and down the hallway in his apartment nervously. It was an act. It all had to be an act. There was no way Luffy would be like this with Law when they'd only met a few days ago. It didn't make sense. He was already acting like they'd been together for months or something. They weren't even together at all.

 

He hadn't wanted anyone like this before. He wanted to bolt, but he couldn't walk away now. Not when Luffy would keep haunting his dreams like he had last night, not to mention the contract he'd signed. Right, this was supposed to be professional. All spelled out on paper in black and white. No off-screen, inconvenient feelings. No late night phone calls. No.. whatever the fuck that stream had been yesterday.

 

Law felt his heart hammering in his chest. He should stop this. He needed to stop this before things got out of hand. It was the only reasonable option. Stop the dates, stop the games, stop the flirting. It all had to go. 

 

Fuck, fuck, but he didn't want it to.

 

Damn it.

 

He grabbed his phone from where he'd left it on the bed and unlocked it with trembling fingers. He needed help. Talking to a dead man wasn't going to cut it this time. He needed someone real.

 

"Hello?"

 

Thank the gods for Bepo and his cushy academia job. He picked up on the second ring.

 

"Bepo, I-, Shit. Damn it." Law resumed his pacing around the apartment as he struggled to pull a coherent sentence out of his head. "Fuck, how do I explain this?" he muttered mostly to himself.

 

"Law are you alright? What's going on? You sound freaked."

 

"Ican'tdothisdinner," Law blurted out, words blurring together as he spoke too quickly.

 

"What? Why not?"

 

"Because, I- I-" he choked a little on the breath he tried to take and cursed through the resulting coughing fit. Gods, he couldn't even fucking breathe right. What a fucking disaster.

 

"Shit, hang on." Law heard the sound of a door closing through the phone. "Alright, come on. What is happening? You can tell me anything. I promise I won't say a word about it to anyone."

 

He tried to slow his breathing down with some difficulty. He kicked himself for flying off the handle over something so pointless. It was supposed to be just sex. He decided he better sit down. He let himself fall back onto the couch in the living room and struggled to find a place to start. 

 

"He called me. Yesterday. We talked."

 

"Who? Your porn star guy?"

 

"Luffy, yeah. His, uh, name is Luffy." He reached for the glass of water he'd left on the coffee table earlier and drained it.

 

"Ok? So he called you? What did you guys talk about?"

 

"I don't know, I don't know. Nothing I guess. Just, nothing." Law sighed deeply. He knew he probably wasn't making any sense right now. He was still struggling to string words together. "He- well, he called me twice actually. I- uh. Well, we talked for a while, I guess."

 

"Alright, please tell me you are not having a panic attack because this guy just called you to chat."

 

"No, no, that's not it." Ugh. He definitely wasn't making any sense. Shit, this was so hard to explain. Why was it so complicated?

 

"Ok then what is it? What the hell has you so worked up?"

 

"He's- I-" Law swallowed hard and decided he better just say it already.

 

"I think I really like him, Bepo."

 

"Oh." There was a pause and a muffled cough which Law knew for a fact was Bepo trying to stifle his laugh. He knew all Bepo's bad acting 'tricks' at this point.

 

"It's not funny, Bepo."

 

"I, uh, didn't say it was." Bepo cleared his throat loudly. "How does, uh- How does that make you feel?"  

 

"Fuck, don't try to be my damn therapist right now. This is a fucking problem," Law growled.

 

"Law, please. Please, I'm begging you— explain to me how this is a problem." Bepo sounded completely exasperated and Law honestly couldn't blame him. From the outside, this probably sounded nuts.

 

"I'm not supposed to like him! I'm just supposed to fuck him." Law groaned and laid flat on the couch. This was such a fucking mess. "I have to cancel dinner. I can't do this."

 

"Alright, wait a minute. Let's not do anything stupid." Law snorted. He'd already done so many stupid things. Like signing this insane contract in the first place. This is what he got for being impulsive. He'd been sucked in by Luffy's cute smile and his little giggles and all that sweet hand holding and -

 

"Listen to me. You still have not told me why this is a problem. What is wrong with liking him? I don't get it."

 

"Because, ugh," Law groaned into the phone. "Bepo, come on."

 

"Nope. I'm not letting you off that easy. Use your words and tell me."

 

Law whispered a curse up to the ceiling. He didn't want to say it. If he said it out loud, it was going to come true. That certainly wasn't how the world worked but it was definitely how his brain was working right now.

 

"Come on, Law. What's happening in that head of yours? Let me help. You called me to help, right?"

 

Well Bepo had him there. 

 

"I think he's faking."

 

"Hmm," Bepo hummed into the phone. Law could easily visualize the look on his face as he likely tapped his finger to his lips. He had known the guy since they were ten. "Do you have any evidence to support your hypothesis?" Spoken like a true researcher.

 

Obviously, he did not have a single solid date point to add to Bepo's investigation.

 

"No."

 

"Ok, so, if you're not supposed to like him anyway and you think he's faking it, tell me again what the issue is?"

 

There was a long, excruciating beat of silence. Law grasped for words and came up empty.

 

"You don't actually think he's faking, do you?"

 

"No," Law murmured.

 

"What's going on, Law?" Bepo asked gently.

 

"He's-" Law's breath hitched and he knew he was going to have to tell Bepo the truth he'd been trying to hide from all day. 

 

"He's going to find out what an asshole I am and-" He hesitated.

 

"And?" Bepo prompted. He had developed and immense amount of patience when it came to Law's anxieties, which is the whole reason he'd called Bepo in the first place.

 

"I think he's- ahh, fuck. Fuck." He squeezed his eyes shut and took a deep breath. Gods damn it all. He didn't want to actually admit this out loud. It sounded completely insane. He ran a hand through his hair and stopped mid-way, gripping a handful in his fist tightly, trying to use the stinging sensation across his scalp to ground himself a little more.

 

"He's fucking perfect, Bepo. I'm going crazy over here. I don't know what to do. He's so fucking sweet, and gods he's hot. I just- Shit. It's too much. I- I don't want him to- I can't let him find out I'm such a jerk. Fuck. What do I do? I can't do this."

 

"Ok, alright, take a deep breath. Come on, breathe." Law pulled in a few slow deep breaths and let go of his hair, shaking the few strands he'd pulled loose onto the floor. 

 

"Listen to me, ok? Are you listening, Law?"

 

He nodded and then realized Bepo couldn't actually see him. "Yes," he said. "I'm listening."

 

"You are not an asshole or a jerk. I would know, I've been dealing with you for almost two decades now, haven't I?" 

 

"Yeah, but-"

 

"No buts. I know why you haven't been going out lately, even if you won't tell any of us. I don't know what that last guy did or said to you but if I knew who the hell he was I would beat him to a pulp myself." 

 

Law sighed. He probably should have told them all when it happened. He'd been seeing the same guy for several months, which was already unusual. At first, he'd acted like he was fine with the stuff Law posted on the site, but after a while, he'd started dropping comments about it. About how it was too slutty, not a 'real' job, things like that. He'd throw a fit, sling insults and barbs about how he was just some drop-out, stupid, loser whore. The next day he'd buy Law flowers, take him out to some expensive restaurant and tell him how beautiful he was, bragging about how lucky he was to all his friends. 

 

Law thought every day about leaving, but he was damaged goods, right? Anyone else he met would have to accept how he made his money and that was asking so much, too much based on every other guy he'd tried dating up to that point. No one else would want him. At least this guy wasn't demanding he stop doing the only thing keeping a roof over his head. He thought he could handle the bad moods and pointless arguments. He hoped they would get better with a little more time.

 

It happened on one of the good days. He'd taken Law out on the town to some trendy night club after he'd cooked dinner for them both. Law was three drinks in and his glass was empty. The guy was supposed to be right back with more drinks but the time ticked by and he hadn't returned. Law wandered over to the bar to see where he'd gone.

 

He certainly found him. He found him pinning some other guy to the wall with his mouth.

 

They'd had it out in the middle of the street. How dare he cheat after Law had put up with all of his bullshit, Law had screamed at the top of his lungs. How dare he cheat? The guy scoffed and spit in his face. According to him, Law was no better than a corner prostitute. If he had to tolerate Law baring every inch of his skin for anyone to see then it was only fair that he got to cheat too. He'd let it all out for the whole city to hear— how Law made all his money jerking himself off in front of a webcam because he didn't have the brains to finish med school, how he hoped Law realized what he was throwing away because no one was going to want what everyone else had already had. That he was a slut, a whore, and a useless, soulless, piece of shit that not even his own family had wanted.

 

Law left him with a black eye and bloody nose right there in the middle of the sidewalk outside that stupid nightclub. Thankfully, he never saw the guy again after that, but it didn't matter. The damage was done. He stopped talking to his friends, stopped leaving the house, stopped doing much of anything. He even took a break from the site for nearly a month. 

 

That was the last date he'd been on. 

 

"He cheated," Law said simply. 

 

"I know there's more to it than that. You don't have to tell me, I don't need to know. But I need you to know that you are not this person that you keep saying you are. You are one of the smartest and kindest people I have ever met. Sure, you're a little blunt sometimes but that doesn't make you an asshole. Come on, Law, don't you think you should give this thing a chance? Don't you think you deserve someone you think is 'perfect'?"

 

Law cringed to himself. "Ok, maybe 'perfect' is too strong of a word..."

 

"It probably isn't, judging by how freaked out about this you are."

 

"I don't know, Bepo. What if-"

 

"Nope. I'm stopping you right there. You know what Cora would say to that— hell, what he would say to all of this."

 

"Alright, alright. You're right." Law sighed deeply. "Yeah, he'd be pissed."

 

"Damn right he would." Bepo paused for a moment. "Listen, if you're not ready, then don't do this. I think you should back out of the whole thing though if you're going to bail. Don't lead him on with the porn stuff if you're not alright with it." He sighed heavily into the phone. Law knew what that sigh usually meant.

 

"But?"

 

"But I think you should try, Law. I've never seen you like this with anyone before. Can you just please try to let yourself actually enjoy this for once?"

 

Law bit his lip and tried to make up his mind.

 

"Come on, dude. It's just dinner. Who's paying?"

 

"He is."

 

"Great. Worst case scenario, you get free food!"

 

Law huffed out a single laugh. Bepo and his stupid foodie obsessions. Any time Bepo had been on a date, the update he gave Law always started with an in-depth review of the food he'd had. 

 

"Fine. I'll go to dinner." He let out a slow breath and pulled himself back upright on the couch. "Thanks, Bepo."

 

"Anytime, man. Go get 'em, tiger."

 

"Gross. Never say that again."

 

"What? It's a totally normal phrase people say to each other."

 

Law scoffed. "It most certainly is not."

 

"What time is the big date?"

 

"Six," Law said with a sigh.

 

"Tell me how it goes. I want to hear more about this 'perfect' man."

 

He felt his face warm. He really should have picked a different word. "Shut up. Don't make me regret calling you."

 

"Love you too. Alright, go get ready for your date. I'll talk to you later."

 

"Yeah. Later, Bepo." 

 

Law set his phone down on the coffee table and held his head in his hands. He felt slightly better at least, more grounded. He was still really nervous, but he supposed that was probably normal. It was the first actual, real date he'd been on since that complete disaster of a sort-of relationship, which had been close to two years ago. Law sorted through his sorry dating history in his head for a moment and came to a particularly depressing conclusion.

 

This was the first date he actually wanted to go well in an extremely long time. Much longer than two years. He'd been tuned out of his own romantic interests since around when Cora got sick. Everything since then had been about hiding from his own pain between the sheets, even that toxic piece of garbage he'd tolerated for entirely too long. He hadn't cared who it was he climbed in bed with, just that they got his brain to shut up for a few minutes. 

 

This thing with Luffy was different. Law couldn't put his finger on it, but he just could not get Luffy out of his head. Luffy obviously wanted to actually get to know him, too. He'd asked about his friends, his past. Sure, he could talk a whole lot about himself, but looking back, he'd been trying to get Law to talk too. And he'd actually listened and remembered the things he'd said, even his friend's name. It was so refreshing.

 

Law pushed himself up off the couch with a sigh and decided to brew more coffee. Would it help with his anxiety? Absolutely not. Would it help with the fact that he felt like he'd slept a grand total of five minutes last night? Yes. If he was going on this date, he wasn't going to show up half asleep.

 

After turning the kettle on, he marched himself down the hallway to stare into his closet again. This was the only date he'd given a flying fuck about in close to half a decade, so naturally he'd have absolutely nothing to wear. He pulled three different shirts out with four different pairs of jeans and threw them on the bed for later inspection, hearing the kettle click off in the kitchen. Coffee first, then fashion decisions.

 

The last couple hours before the date flew by, mostly filled by various costume changes and nervous pacing. He'd settled on a black T-shirt that had some dark red details on it and a deep cut neckline that gave a glimpse of the ink on his chest. He'd switched the black denim for a pair of grey skinny jeans, but stuck with his well-worn black leather jacket that he'd worn out to coffee the other day. Luffy seemed to like it.

 

He spent a considerable amount of time trying to decide if he should put on the eyeliner he used to do when he'd actually had a social life. Maybe it was too much. He decided to try it out in the mirror and just wash it off if he didn't like it. He got sidetracked in the bathroom for entirely too long, fiddling with his earrings and fixing his hair, praying it would actually stay where he put it for once. Before he knew it, it was time to leave to go pick up Luffy. 

 

The drive to Luffy's apartment building was tense and Law momentarily regretted the extra two cups of coffee he'd had before leaving the house. His heart was racing when he finally pulled up in front of the old red building at a few minutes past six. He typed out a quick text to Luffy, letting him know he was outside.

 

"Be there in a sec!!"

 

A few moments later, Luffy came bolting down the steps in a bright red oversized t-shirt and a set of loose jeans. Law realized he'd actually only ever seen Luffy in shorts and flip flops and figured this must be Luffy's definition of 'dressing up' since he was actually wearing real shoes. Luffy wrenched the car door open and caught Law completely off guard when he climbed over the center console and directly into his lap.

 

"Uh- Hi, Luffy."

 

"Shit," Luffy breathed, as he cupped Law's face in his hands. "The make-up is hot. Did you put that on just for me?"

 

"Yeah."

 

Luffy smirked. "Cute." Law had half a second to prepare before Luffy crashed their lips together in a bruising kiss. Law struggled to remember to keep his foot on the brake as Luffy shoved his tongue into his mouth with a soft groan. Fuck this was one hell of a start.

 

"Luffy-" Law managed to say when he was finally given a chance to breathe. "Dinner."

 

"I know, I know," Luffy murmured against his mouth, catching Law's lower lip between his teeth briefly. "I wanted a snack."

 

"Well I'm in the middle of the street. At least let me move the car." Luffy sighed and shifted himself into the passenger seat, wiping his mouth on the back of his hand. 

 

"Mmm. Anyone ever tell you how good you taste?" Law wondered how he was even supposed to respond to that as Luffy clicked his seat belt into the buckle and clapped his hands together. "Alright, dinner! Let's go!"

 

They made it to the restaurant too fast for Law's liking, having lost track of time just talking to Luffy about what they'd both been up to the last few days. He was almost sad when they pulled up to the parking lot before Luffy was done telling a story about how Zoro had almost gotten them killed by turning down the wrong street on their run and nearly landing them in the middle of a gang brawl. 

 

"You guys have got to get out of that neighborhood," Law said, putting the car in park and cutting the ignition. 

 

"Nah, we're fine," Luffy said as they got out of the car and made their way to the restaurant. "I knew one of the guys on the one crew. He wouldn't have let anything happen to us. Besides, me and Zoro are pretty tough."

 

They were led to a table near the back of the dining room and ordered drinks. Law glanced through the menu briefly as Luffy rattled off all the things he saw that sounded good. Unfortunately, Law really wasn't that hungry. Probably all the caffeine suppressing his appetite. The stupid, silly nerves weren't helping either.

 

The waitress returned with their drinks and took their order. Luffy got an appetizer and two entrees because he couldn't decide which one sounded better. Law got something that looked small enough for him to stomach through his childish butterflies.

 

"So, Torao," Luffy said, setting his hand on top of Law's from across the table. "Are you going to tell me all the things you wouldn't say the other day or what?"

 

"I, uh-" He hadn't decided yet if he was actually going to tell Luffy about his life, despite Luffy's request over the phone. He pulled his hand out from underneath Luffy's and sipped on the beer he'd ordered.

 

"I'll go first if you want," Luffy offered.

 

"Alright."

 

"But you have to give me something when I'm done. Deal?" Law supposed that was only fair. He nodded. 

 

"I've never met my parents, my grandpa took care of me, Ace and Sabo most of the time, but he was in the military so he left town a lot. We bounced around a few different places when he'd leave so Sabo and Ace practically raised me and we're not even related," Luffy laughed to himself. "Actually, Sabo doesn't think my grandpa was even legally his guardian at any point. I think there's still a missing child report out for him from when he ran away from home the first time. He keeps saying he's going to ask his police friends to close it but I think he's full of shit. He likes it because it's funny."

 

Luffy sipped on the sugary cocktail in front of him and nudged Law's foot under the table.

 

"Your turn, Torao."

 

Law sighed and fiddled with the silverware on the table. Luffy's story really wasn't that much different from his. Maybe he'd actually understand. He bit his lip and tried to make up his mind. He didn't want Luffy's sympathy and he certainly didn't want anything he said tonight to be thrown back in his face later.

 

Luffy really didn't seem like that kind of guy, though.

 

"My family died in the big block fire a few weeks before my tenth birthday," Law said. 

 

"Oh shit, I heard about that. I don't remember it much because I was only five, but Sabo's got a big burn mark on his face from when we ran out of the house."

 

"You guys were there?" Luffy nodded grimly.

 

"I still feel like I can smell it sometimes."

 

"Me too." It was true. Sometimes he woke up in the middle of the night and he swore he could smell the smoke. There was a long beat of silence and Law struggled to figure out what to say next.

 

"Wait a minute, I thought you said your dad died a few years ago," Luffy said in confusion. "I'm bad at math, but I'm not that bad."

 

Law was surprised to find himself laughing at Luffy's comment.

 

"Yeah, I was talking about the guy who adopted me, Cora. I wasn't placed with him until I was fifteen though. Bounced around a lot through the system before that. I met Penguin, Sachi, and Bepo at my first foster home."

 

"That's cool that you guys have been able to stay in touch through all that. They must really love you." Law felt his face burning. He hadn't thought about it like that. Maybe he should be more appreciative of what he has.

 

"Yeah. I guess they do."

 

"Tell me about Cora, Torao. I mean, if you want to. I know when Ace died no one wanted to talk about him anymore and it made me feel like shit." Luffy sighed deeply and sipped on his drink more. "It made me feel like people were pretending he had never even been there, you know?"

 

"Yeah, I know what you mean. I'll tell you about him someday. Not tonight though."

 

"Alright, I guess you can't share all your secrets in one night," Luffy said, a sly grin on his face. Suddenly his expression shifted and a real grin replaced the one he'd been wearing before.

 

"Oh! I meant to ask you. Are you doing that STD screening video again this year?"

 

"Oh, uh-" Had they talked about that? Law couldn't remember now but he must have mentioned it at that coffee date. "Yeah, I went to the clinic yesterday and got a bunch of pictures. I just have to record the voice over and code in the links and stuff."

 

"I just think that's such a cool idea, you know? Where did you come up with it?"

 

The waitress returned with Luffy's appetizer and his eyes lit up like it was the most exciting thing he'd seen in weeks. Thank the gods, because Law had no intention of answering Luffy's question.

 

"Finally! I'm starving!"

 

Luffy insisted Law try some of the appetizer before he absolutely inhaled the rest of it on his own. Conversation was easy after that point, with Luffy telling stories about his friends and Law sharing a few of his own stories about the things he and his friends had gotten up to in school. By the time Luffy had polished off both of his plates, Law's sides were almost sore from laughing. He couldn't remember the last time he'd had so much fun just sitting and eating food. 

 

When the waitress walked off with Luffy's card and the empty plates, Luffy pulled another card out of his wallet and held it up for Law to see.

 

"Guess what I've got," he said, flashing that dangerous grin again.

 

"What? A piece of plastic?"

 

"Well, yeah, but this piece of plastic," he tossed it down on the table in Law's direction, "gets us into Nami's office building after hours."

 

Sure enough, it was a security badge with the building's name on it and a black magnetic strip down the side. Just how well did those two know each other? She'd certainly never offered Law a key to the office building. Law finished off his beer and slid the card back towards Luffy. 

 

"She did say we should get to know each other," Law said slowly. "Would hate for that first video to be awkward."

 

Luffy's smile widened. "Now you're getting it."

 

The waitress set the check with Luffy's card down on the table, clearing the empty glasses and telling them to have a nice night.

 

"Guess we could squeeze some practice in," Law said, pulling his jacket back on as Luffy scribbled something unintelligible onto the receipt that Law assumed was supposed to be his signature. He checked the time on his phone. "It's not even late yet."

 

Luffy walked around the table and wrapped his arm around Law's waist, pulling him tightly against his body. 

 

"I wouldn't mind staying up late with you, Torao," he purred and pushed up onto his toes to plant a firm kiss to Law's lips in the middle of the restaurant. Suddenly he was gone, looking back over his shoulder as he walked towards the door. "You coming?"

 

Shit.

 

Yeah. 

 

Law tried not to trip over his own feet as he followed behind Luffy like a lost puppy. It took him a long moment to remember where he'd parked the car when they made it back out into the street. He felt like Luffy had short circuited his brain with one single flirty comment and a chaste closed-mouth kiss. 

 

They made it back to the car and Law drove entirely too fast to the office, windows down, Luffy's hand gripping his thigh tightly the whole way there. Every tiny shift of his fingers made Law's heart race as he wove the car around the minimal traffic on the freeway. They made it to the parking structure next to the office in record time. 

 

Law threw the car in park and cut the engine. Before he could get out, Luffy grabbed him by the wrist. 

 

"Wait" 

 

Law pulled his hand back from the door latch just in time to catch Luffy as he practically threw himself into Law's lap.

 

"You are so fucking hot in this car," Luffy breathed and grabbed Law's shirt roughly, pulling him in for a searing kiss, their teeth clicking together from the force. Luffy's mouth tasted a little like the fruity drink he'd had at the restaurant as Law slid their tongues together. He slipped both his hands under Luffy's shirt and Luffy moaned into his mouth as his fingers dragged along Luffy's warm skin. It was one of the hottest sounds Law thought he'd ever heard. Luffy licked into his mouth hungrily, sliding his hand through Law's hair, dragging a soft whine from Law's lips. Time ground to a halt as the sounds of their messy kisses filled the car and the windows began to fog over.

 

Law let his fingernails dig a little into skin as he dragged them down Luffy's back. Luffy gasped and pulled hard on Law's hair, tipping his head back against the seat. 

 

"If you're leaving marks, so am I," Luffy growled into his ear. Luffy's teeth sank into the flesh on Law's neck as he pitched his hips forward. A shockingly loud moan slipped from Law's lips at the sudden friction. He was glad the parking structure was empty. Fuck, he really shouldn't be this turned on from a five minute sloppy make out session. 

 

"Fuck, I love the sounds you make." Law felt Luffy's words break across the damp skin on his neck and shuddered at the sensation. Luffy licked and sucked his way down Law's neck, his hand still tangled tightly in Law's hair. He ground his hips down against Law's again as he pulled his mouth away with a deep groan that Law felt through his chest. Gods, they were grinding against each other like teenagers and he loved it. Luffy released his hold on Law's hair in favor of running his hands along the collar of Law's shirt.

 

"Such a fucking tease," Luffy murmured as Law tried to catch his breath. "Making me look down this shirt all night."

 

Law smirked. He thought he'd caught Luffy staring a few times. 

 

"Poor baby," he said, pulling Luffy's hands off of him by the wrists and turning his head quickly away from Luffy's lips that surged close. "Hurts to watch, when all you want to do is touch, doesn't it?" This was absolutely payback for that stream. Luffy glared down at him and rut their hips together again. Law caught his moan in his throat that time, refusing to give Luffy the satisfaction of pulling the noise out of him.

 

"Who's the tease, again?"

 

"Torao, one day I am going to fuck you in this car. Count on it."

 

Law shrugged and released Luffy's wrists. "Hey you're the one who wanted to come here and practice. It's not my fault there's no car scene in the scripts."

 

"Bastard," Luffy bit out and then a mischievous smile spread across his features. He leaned in close, his hot breath ghosting over Law's ear. Law couldn't help the shiver that ran up his spine in response.

 

"I'm going to make you beg tonight," Luffy breathed into his ear.

 

Law let out a breathy laugh. "I don't beg, Luffy." He hissed as Luffy's teeth pressed into his ear just above his earrings.

 

"You will for me."

 

His mouth went dry as the car door opened and Luffy pushed himself off Law's lap and out into the parking garage. Luffy looked down at the bulge in Law's jeans with a smug look on his face that Law had half a mind to slap off. Gods, did he have to be such a cocky bastard?

 

They made their way to the front of the building, Luffy sliding his card through the reader when they made it to the tall front doors. Somewhere unseen, a lock clanged ominously. Luffy pushed the door open with a hushed giggle and grabbed Law's hand. 

 

"Quick, before someone busts us," Luffy whispered. 

 

"Luffy, you have a key," Law whispered back, following Luffy into the dark lobby. Luffy's stifled laughter echoed off the tiled floor and high ceiling. He wasn't sure why they were whispering but it made it feel like they were breaking in. It was fun as hell, actually. 

 

They made it to the elevators and Law was surprised they were even on this late at night. Luffy pressed the button and the doors opened with a cheerful ding that sounded like a gunshot in the dead silent lobby. Law tossed Luffy roughly against the mirrored wall of the elevator once they made it inside and shoved his tongue back into Luffy's mouth. Luffy's hand flailed out towards the buttons and Law heard about half a dozen of them clicking as Luffy moaned into his lips. 

 

They shared heated kisses as the elevator began to move. Law felt like he was sweating bullets in his leather jacket as Luffy gasped and whined against his mouth. In this position, he loomed over Luffy with one hand pressed into the mirrored glass above Luffy's head. Luffy wasn't that short, but he'd slipped a little down the wall, making Law feel like a giant.

 

Luffy tugged on Law's belt loops to try to pull him closer as the elevator doors slid open again. Floor four. Luffy hadn't even managed to hit the button for the floor they needed. Law pressed his weight against Luffy's hips when he tugged again, harder this time, and glanced over at the buttons. 

 

It looked like they were headed to floors six, eight, ten and eleven, too. 

 

Oh well.

 

He slapped the button for the third floor and captured Luffy's lips again. Fuck, he tasted so good. Law was confident the hand he had braced next to Luffy's head was going to leave a very incriminating print on the mirrored glass but he didn't care. The only thing he could think about was the way Luffy gasped when he bit down on his lower lip and how his hot hands felt as they wandered up underneath Law's shirt. He vaguely registered the elevator doors opening again as they continued their trip up through the random floors. 

 

Law let his hand graze along the top of Luffy's jeans towards the center. He pressed his palm into the bulge in Luffy's pants abruptly as the elevator doors opened to the eleventh floor. The loud half-moan half-shout Luffy made echoed down the dark empty hallway. Law clapped the other hand he'd been using to brace himself over Luffy's mouth. 

 

"Shh, what if someone else is here?" Law whispered, though he wasn't sure why, since the elevator doors had closed again. 

 

Luffy pried Law's hand off his mouth, gripping his wrist tightly.

 

"Don't be so fucking hot then," he hissed. Law gasped as Luffy grabbed his ass with his other hand, pitching him forward so they were both pressed tightly against the wall. Luffy held Law's wrist as they kissed deeply again, Luffy groaning into Law's mouth. Gods, kissing Luffy was addicting. He couldn't get enough. 

 

Eventually, the doors opened onto the third floor. They stumbled out of the elevator, Luffy giggling as he dragged Law along behind him down the hallway. Strangely shaped shadows crisscrossed along the floor, the hall illuminated only by the city lights outside the row of narrow windows on one side. Luffy slid to a stop in front of a door and pulled Law in for another kiss. At this rate, they were never going to make it to the studio. Luffy wrapped both his hands around Law's ass as he nipped along Law's lips, their frantic breaths echoed up and down the otherwise silent space.

 

He was not doing this in the hallway.

 

He grabbed both Luffy's hands by the wrists and pinned them over his head.

 

"You want to fuck or you want to make out like horny teenagers all night?" Law hissed as Luffy struggled against his hold. 

 

"I'll do it right here, I don't care," Luffy snapped in a hushed whisper.

 

"I don't feel like getting busted for public indecency tonight. We do it in the studio or we don't do it at all. Choose."

 

Luffy glared at him and tried to twist his wrists free another few seconds before he huffed and leaned his head back against the door.

 

"Fine. Studio. But I'm making you pay for this."

 

"Sure you are." Law smirked as he released Luffy's hands and turned down the dimly lit hallway. He heard three quick footfalls come up behind him before Luffy launched himself onto his back. 

 

"Carry me then, since you're so determined to get there already."

 

"Brat," Law bit out but scooped his arms under Luffy's legs anyway and started back down the hall. Luffy pressed quick, soft kisses to the back of his neck as they made their way past a dozen or so closed doors before finally reaching the keypad for the studio room. Law punched the code in and Luffy slid down off his back, yanking the door open at the sound of the lock releasing. He turned the stage lights on as Law closed and locked the door behind them.

 

"Oh, look, someone put new sheets on for us."

 

"Pretty sure it wasn't specifically for us," Law said, following Luffy as he moved quickly towards the stage. Luffy tripped over a cable and Law managed to barely catch him by the collar before he smashed his face into the floor. "Careful."

 

"Careful's never any fun," he huffed, pulling his feet back underneath himself and brushing off Law's grip on his shirt. They somehow managed to make it to the stage without Luffy breaking anything, despite two more close calls. Law added 'find other light switches' to his mental list of things he needed to learn about the set along with all the different places the lube was stashed.

 

Luffy stood center stage, hands on his hips, surveying the set. He glanced over at Law and smirked.

 

"Wanna practice the first scene?"

 

"Sure. I don't have all the lines memorized though."

 

"Me neither. We'll just roll with it." Luffy pointed over to the couch. "You start over there, I think."

 

"Yeah that sounds right." Law knew he could pull the scripts up on his phone but this seemed like more fun. He shrugged his coat off and tossed it onto the bed on the other side of the stage. He was pretty sure he remembered most of the lines anyway, it wasn't like it was complicated. He sat down in the center of the large black couch and stretched his arms out across the backrest as he crossed his ankle over his knee. In the script, this was supposed to be his house that Luffy was coming to for advice about the site. He better act like he owned it.

 

Luffy giggled and walked in from downstage left. Law braced himself. The dialogue in this scene was cheesy as shit. He'd have to learn to keep a straight face.

 

"Thanks for helping me with my page," Luffy said eagerly as he walked onstage. Law was already trying not to laugh as Luffy batted his eyes dramatically. 

 

"Shit, Luffy, come on."

 

"Hey, don't break character, Torao," he teased. Law rolled his eyes and cleared his throat.

 

"No problem. Always happy to help the newbies," Law said, trying to swallow down his laughter as Luffy continued to flutter his eyelashes. He patted the couch cushion that was slightly upstage. "Have a seat and let's take a look."

 

Luffy sat down on the couch, except Law remembered he was supposed to already be holding a tablet with Luffy's page pulled up on it. He vaguely recalled he was supposed to pull it out of the side table next to where Luffy was sitting. He easily could have asked Luffy to grab it, but that was no fun.

 

"Oops, hang on," he said and leaned over to the table, pressing Luffy into the couch cushions with his full weight as he pulled the drawer open and pulled out the prop tablet. He pressed a kiss into Luffy's lips briefly as he moved back to his spot.

 

"That's not in the script, Torao."

 

"Hey, I said I didn't have it memorized." He leaned back and clicked the button on the tablet to turn the screen on. Just for the hell of it, he pulled up the browser and was pleasantly surprised that it actually worked. He typed in the site URL and pulled up Luffy's actual content page. He started scrolling through it— the free version because he wasn't logged in —as Luffy leaned over his shoulder to look at the screen.

 

"Hmm," Law tried to remember what stupid shit he was supposed to say next. "Not bad, but you need more focus." The line was something like that anyway. He paused his scrolling on a particularly good photo of Luffy sprawled half-naked across that red bedspread from the stream that made his mouth water.

 

"What do you mean?" Damn, what's his next line? Oh, yeah.

 

"You've got to figure out your best assets and tailor the content you make to show them off," Law said. 

 

"How do you do that?" Luffy asked, leaning closer to Law so he was almost in his lap.

 

"Well we'll have to find your best assets first, won't we," Law murmured, setting the tablet down on the empty cushion beside him. He traced a finger along Luffy's bottom lip and was a bit surprised when Luffy actually blushed a little. "These for sure, but what else have you got?"

 

"I've got lots of pictures," Luffy said breathlessly. Law shook his head.

 

"It's better in person." He gestured towards the center of the stage and pulled his other hand away from Luffy's lips. "Show me."

 

Luffy stared back at him with his best fawn eyes and actually stuttered his next line.

 

"Y-you mean right here? Now?"

 

Law honestly hadn't thought Luffy would be able to pull off this naive innocent newbie thing, but he'd obviously been wrong. Luffy was probably a better actor than he was. Well, Law could at least play a pretty good cocky asshole. He'd been doing that for years on the site and people ate it up for breakfast, lunch and dinner.

 

Law smirked and licked his lips. "Do you want my help or not?"

 

Luffy swallowed and pushed himself up off the couch, making his way to the center of the stage while Law leaned back into the cushions. Luffy held his arms out to the side and did a little turn.

 

"Like this?" he asked quietly.

 

"Good start, but I'll need to see what's underneath."

 

Luffy turned around so his back was facing Law and slowly inched his shirt up over his head. Law watched with rapt attention as the muscles on his back flexed when he tossed the shirt off the side of the stage. He appreciated the light pink stripes he'd left along either side of Luffy's spine from their make out in the car. Luffy ran both his hands through his hair as he slowly turned back around, trailing his fingers down his neck until he clasped them together in front of the large scar on his chest.

 

Law took a moment to take in the view before he pushed himself up off the couch and crossed the stage so he was standing right in front of Luffy, pulling his shoulders back a little to really exaggerate the height difference between them.

 

"That's good," he purred and pried Luffy's hands apart with his own. "Don't be so shy." He released one of Luffy's hands to hook a finger under Luffy's chin and pull his gaze up to his eyes. "You're too pretty to hide under all those clothes."

 

Law couldn't remember what came next as he looked down into Luffy's lightly flushed face. He looked genuinely flustered. Interesting.

 

Law released Luffy's other hand and palmed him through his jeans. He could feel Luffy was already half hard and he gasped and tipped his head back at Law's touch.

 

"You like me watching you like this?" They were off script now, Law's mouth was just running with whatever popped into his head. He'd completely lost where they were in the scene anyway. He was entirely too distracted.

 

Luffy nodded. "Yes," he whispered, his eyes fluttering closed as Law wrapped his hands around Luffy's waist.

 

"Good, because I like watching," Law murmured and pulled Luffy in for a kiss. Luffy gripped his shirt tightly as he pressed their lips together, whining when Law refused to part his lips and allow Luffy's tongue entry again. Law smiled and pulled away, much to Luffy's frustration.

 

"Easy, Luffy. I'm supposed to be the one in charge here." He pulled Luffy's hands off his shirt and took a half step back.

 

"Fuck, Torao, you started it. That last bit's not in the script and you know it."

 

"Tell me what comes next then since you're such an expert."

 

"I- uh. Shit." He squeezed his eyes shut and ran a hand through his hair, obviously thinking very hard to try and remember what was supposed to happen now. "You say something stupid about talents, I think."

 

"Oh yeah, that's right." Law smirked and stepped back into Luffy's space, leaning down to whisper into his ear. "There's more to it than just showing skin. You should showcase your talents too." Law traced his finger back across Luffy's lips and they parted slightly under his touch. He let his finger slip inside and hooked it behind Luffy's bottom teeth, pulling down sharply. Luffy gasped.

 

"Why don't you show me what your pretty mouth can do?" They were missing some lines between where they had been before and where they were now, Law was sure of it. But he knew where things were supposed to go at least.

 

Law pressed down on Luffy's shoulder and he sank to his knees. 

 

"Torao, your shirt's supposed to be off."

 

"You're right," Law said, and whisked his shirt up and over his head. It landed somewhere behind him, he didn't bother to look where. "Better?"

 

"Much." Luffy licked his lips and reached towards the button on Law's jeans. Law pushed his hands away and Luffy frowned.

 

"Shy and timid, Luffy. Remember? I make all the moves."

 

Luffy huffed and rolled his eyes, letting his hands fall to his lap. Law cupped Luffy's face roughly in his hand and smirked at the surprised gasp he got in return. He remembered his next line, finally. It had sounded really dumb on paper, but now that they were actually here doing it, it felt a lot hotter.

 

"Be a good boy for me and I'll show you what I can do too."

 

Luffy whined as he released his face and Law began to unzip his jeans. He decided he should probably check in since they'd never done anything like this before.

 

"You good?"

 

"Fuck, yeah," Luffy said from his position on his knees. "That's actually pretty hot."

 

Law chuckled a little as Luffy tugged on his denim, yanking it down roughly. 

 

"Not gonna get away with that at the actual shoot," Law warned as cock bobbed out into the cool air of the studio.

 

"Fuck it, I want to taste." Luffy opened his mouth and leaned in quickly. Law grabbed him by the hair.

 

"You need to learn to follow directions." Luffy huffed and Law felt his hands sliding up his thighs. "No hands. This is about your mouth, remember? You do what I tell you to."

 

"Then tell me to do something," Luffy whined.

 

Law held Luffy still by his hair as he ran his other hand along his length. He could feel Luffy's hot breath breaking across the sensitive skin of his glans. He tried to think through the rest of the script.

 

"Open your mouth."

 

Luffy did as he was told, even jutting his tongue out a little as he looked up at Law defiantly. He was supposed to be wide eyed and nervous, but Law liked this much better. This felt like more of their games. He intended to win this one.

 

He guided Luffy's head forward until the tip of his cock rested on Luffy's tongue. 

 

"Show me what you've got," he recited what was probably the line and released his hold on Luffy's hair and immediately felt Luffy's hand wrap around his shaft. He flicked Luffy dead center in the forehead. 

 

"Jerk." Luffy rubbed his forehead and frowned.

 

"No hands."

 

"But-"

 

"You want this, or not?" He pressed the tip of his cock against Luffy's closed lips just to be an asshole. "I told you to be a good boy, didn't I?"

 

Luffy shot him a glare and Law smirked back down at him. He'd only known Luffy for a few days, but he got the impression Luffy was used to calling all the shots, especially since he'd been the one initiating most of the stuff between them so far. It was kind of fun, watching him struggle with restraint and taking orders. 

 

He pulled back just a little and carded his fingers gently through Luffy's hair. 

 

"Be good and I'll make sure you cum. What do you say?"

 

Luffy's face flushed dark pink and his breath hitched. Something unreadable flashed behind his dark eyes.

 

"I'll be good," he breathed. Luffy inched forward on his knees and let his mouth fall open again, this time waiting for Law to move first. 

 

He stroked his cock a few more times before setting it on Luffy's tongue again. Luffy's lips wrapped around him and he groaned as Luffy swirled his tongue. After so much teasing on the way up here, Luffy's mouth felt like heaven. Luffy gripped Law's thighs with his hands as he worked more of his length into his mouth. 

 

"Fuck, that's it," Law hissed.

 

Luffy moaned as he swallowed down more of Law's length and Law felt the sound in his toes as the pleasure pulsed through his body. Fuck Luffy was really good at this. The way he was dragging his tongue along the underside of Law's cock had him twitching into Luffy's mouth already. He ran his hand through Luffy's hair again as he bobbed his head up and down his shaft with purpose.

 

"Oh, fuck, Luffy"

 

Gods, his mouth felt so good. Fuck, and he hadn't even let him use his hands. Law's eyes fluttered closed as he thrust his hips forward just slightly into Luffy's hot mouth, testing the waters. Luffy moaned again and gripped his thighs tighter, which definitely seemed like a positive response. He pushed deeper, holding Luffy's head still with his hand. He heard Luffy suck in a quick breath through his nose and then push himself forward, swallowing around the head of Law's cock and pressing the tip of his nose against Law's skin.

 

"Oh shit," Law gasped. He'd never had anyone suck him off like this before. Holy shit. Luffy held himself there for a long moment running his tongue up and down the underside of Law's shaft and swallowing again. Law could feel his throat constricting around him. Fuck that felt amazing. 

 

Luffy pulled back beneath Law's hand, cock slipping out of his mouth as he gasped for air. Law looked down to find Luffy's flushed face panting back up at him, lips puffy and slick with spit, a single tear track down one side of his face. Law's eyes locked with Luffy's watery ones and Luffy smirked back at him.

 

And then he knew, he'd fucked up.

 

Luffy moved fast, tackling Law at his waist and sweeping him up and over his shoulder. Law barely had time to process what the hell had just happened before he was being roughly flipped onto the bed, the bedframe creaking in protest at the sudden weight. Luffy hooked his fingers under the waist band of Law's jeans and pulled them off so roughly that Law was impressed they didn't rip. 

 

"That good enough for you, Law?" Luffy's voice was dark and rough as he pushed himself quickly out of his own clothes. He climbed back onto the bed, straddling Law's hips and pulling both Law's wrists into one hand. Law opened his mouth to say something but Luffy lurched forward, pinning his wrists to the bed in one swift motion.

 

"Didn't I say I wasn't taking orders off screen? Practice is over."

 

Fuck, this was a side of Luffy that Law hadn't anticipated. He was used to being bigger and taller than all his partners, which meant he was usually the one making the calls and doing the rough handling. The fact that Luffy could easily lift him up off the floor and toss him around like that had him breathless beneath his tight grip. He'd never been treated this way. It made his heart race and he felt his arms tremble slightly under Luffy's hand.

 

Luffy yanked the drawer to the nightstand open and pulled the lube bottle out. He pulled out a condom as well and held it in front of Law's face, eyebrow raised. Law shook his head and the condom was tossed back into the drawer.

 

"Dirty," Luffy teased. He crashed their mouths together, shoving his tongue past Law's teeth. He pressed their lips together so tightly it almost hurt, and Law gasped into his mouth. Luffy didn't let up for a second and Law struggled to pull air in around Luffy's tongue as it probed into him aggressively. His suddenly neglected cock ached between his legs as Luffy continued his assault on his mouth.

 

Without any warning or slowing down, Luffy sat up abruptly, releasing Law's lips. Law actually shocked himself at the whine that came out of him at the lost contact.

 

"You'll make sure I cum, huh?" Luffy scoffed and popped the lid open on the lube bottle. "I told you, Torao. I always make myself feel good."

 

"Fuck, Luffy-" A finger was firmly pressed against his lips.

 

"Shh. My turn," he said with a wink. He huffed out a sigh and dragged his fingers down Law's chest.

 

"Really, Torao, I know they're your lines but do you have to be so hot when you say them?" His hand stopped less than an inch away from Law's flushed and leaking cock. "Such a tease." He ran a single finger lightly through the bead of precum gathered at the top of Law's dick. 

 

Law gasped and tried desperately to buck his hips up into Luffy's hand, but Luffy had him very thoroughly pinned to the mattress, his knees digging into Law's thighs. He reached his hand down to touch himself to get some release but Luffy snatched it away.

 

"No hands, Torao."

 

"Fuck, Luffy." Law tossed his head back against the bed in frustration.

 

"'Luffy' what, Torao? Come on."

 

Law recalled Luffy's comment back at the car and grit his teeth.

 

He would not beg. He had significantly more patience than Luffy. He bet he could out last him if the game was denial. 

 

Luffy clicked his tongue and sighed at Law's silence. "Suit yourself."

 

Law watched as Luffy poured a generous amount of lube onto himself, sighing as he spread it along his length. He caught Law's gaze and smirked.

 

"Guess you just get to watch then."

 

Fuck this wasn't fair. Luffy let his head fall back as he moaned and stroked himself slowly. 

 

"Ugh, it feels so good"

 

Law bit down on his lip harshly to keep his own sounds in check. Shit, Luffy was so hot, touching himself like that. His mind wandered back to the stream from the night before, with Luffy getting off on how he rode Law's cock in this very bed. He couldn't help how his dick twitched as Luffy moaned loudly up to the ceiling, treating Law to his own private show.

 

"Fuck, Torao," Luffy breathed as he looked down at Law from his position over his thighs. "How'd you like my mouth, huh? Come on, tell me. Was I good?"

 

Law nodded once, not trusting his voice. It was taking nearly all his self control not to wrap his hand around his length at the sight of Luffy pleasuring himself in his lap.

 

"Come on, Torao," Luffy purred and trailed his lube-slicked fingers up Law's hip and waist. "Tell me I was good. That's what you wanted, right?"

 

"Fuck-" Law gasped out. "Yes, fuck, you were good. So fucking good."

 

"Ahh," Luffy bucked up into the hand he still had wrapped around his length. "Yes," he said breathlessly. 

 

"You want me to touch you too, Torao?"

 

"Yes," Law bit out. 

 

"Say more nice things then."

 

Shit, really? Gods, this was torture. 

 

Delicious, delicious, torture.

 

Law's cheeks burned as he tried to decide what to do. He wasn't one for praise or dirty talk during sex most of the time, so it would be a significant amount of effort to meet Luffy's request. 

 

On the other hand, if he kept his mouth shut, Luffy really might just get off without him. As much as he would enjoy watching that, his erection was actually starting to hurt. He had a high pain tolerance, but not down there.

 

Damn. 

 

Luffy had disarmed and rendered him helpless immediately.

 

Fuck, that was hot.

 

"Luffy, gods, I love watching you touch yourself like that," Law breathed. He saw stars when Luffy wrapped his hand loosely around his cock and he slammed his eyes shut.

 

"Keep going," Luffy groaned. 

 

"Fuck, I- I couldn't take my eyes off you during that stream. You-" Law gasped as Luffy gripped him a little tighter. "You looked so good spread out on those red blankets."

 

They both moaned together as Luffy moved his hand faster along Law's length. Law was hurtling towards his climax at record speed. It felt like he'd been holding it in for hours. He gasped and gripped the blankets beneath him tightly, wishing Luffy would get off of him so he could thrust his hips up into his hand. Suddenly, Luffy pulled his hand away. His eyes shot open.

 

"You fucking-"

 

"I said you get touched when you say nice things," Luffy purred. "You stopped, Torao."

 

"Shit, shit," Law cursed and tossed his head back against the bed. Fuck he was losing his damn mind. He couldn't think let alone form sentences.

 

"You can keep talking or you can ask me nicely."

 

Fuck. 

 

No.

 

Luffy had to be able to hear Law's teeth grinding against each other at his comment. The fucker had the balls to actually giggle.

 

"You want to go back to watching, Torao?"

 

"No," he said, his voice tight.

 

"You were saying such sweet things," Luffy sighed. He leaned forward over Law, holding himself up with a hand on Law's chest. "You're so pretty like this," he whispered. Law struggled to breathe. It wasn't from Luffy's weight on his chest, either.

 

Luffy released the hold he'd still had on his own cock and it dropped down, bouncing off of Law's and pulling a gasp from his lips. 

 

Luffy held his gaze and his expression softened just for a moment. "Do you want me to stop?" he whispered.

 

Law probably should have put some thought into his answer before it tumbled out of his mouth.

 

"Fuck no."

 

Their lips met again for the briefest of moments, Luffy's mouth disappearing just as Law's brain registered the taste.

 

"You taste so good, Torao," he said, leaning back again, his weight lifting off Law's chest. "Gods, you tasted so good." Luffy curled his hand back around his length and began to stroke himself slowly again, a long moan dripping from his lips.

 

"Fuck, I want to touch you so bad, make you scream and cum on my cock, Law," Luffy murmured, pressing his hot palm to Law's abdomen but holding it perfectly still as he continued to move his other hand along his own cock.

 

"Do you want that? Do you want me to touch you?"

 

"Yes," Law hissed, as he tried to move underneath Luffy's hand and shift it to where he actually wanted it. The hand disappeared and Law whined loudly.

 

"Hands and knees."

 

Finally, Luffy lifted his weight off Law's thighs, moving backwards on the bed to give Law space to reposition himself. Law rolled into his chest, expending nearly all his self control to keep from rutting his hips into the blankets, which he was sure Luffy would get pissed about. He pushed himself onto all fours and pulled in a shaking breath as he heard the top open on the bottle of lube again.

 

Oh thank the gods, Luffy was finally going to touch him. 

 

Luffy roughly grabbed a handful of Law's ass without warning. Law gasped and fell onto his elbows.

 

"So pretty," Luffy whispered and let out a long sigh. "I'm glad you liked the stream, Torao. I've been dreaming of doing that for you." Law felt a wet, slick finger slide down his center and stop directly above his entrance.

 

Fuck he was going to scream.

 

"Tell me what did it for you, Torao. How did I make you cum?"

 

"Fuck, gods," Law gasped out. "Name," he breathed. "You said my name." Luffy traced his finger around Law's opening. He moaned loudly into the blankets that he was holding on to for dear life. "Hot-" he choked out. "The hottest thing I'd ever seen."

 

Luffy pushed his finger inside and Law didn't even recognize the sound that came out of his mouth. 

 

"Shit, you're so tight," Luffy murmured and groaned from behind him.

 

All Law wanted was for Luffy to keep touching him. There wasn't a single other desire on his mind. Law knew he'd keep going if he kept talking and praise began pouring from his mouth in earnest.

 

"Fuck, Luffy, I couldn't sleep last night thinking of you-ahh" Luffy pushed another finger in. Law felt his brain slowly unraveling. His legs shook as Luffy moved his fingers slowly in and out of his body.

 

"Dreamed about you, " Law moaned. "Dreamed of you riding my cock like that."

 

Luffy cursed under his breath and moved his fingers faster. Law pressed back into his hand, he didn't care about self control any more. He needed Luffy to move his fingers just a little farther.. a little closer. 

 

"Gods you're so hot on your knees," Law gasped out. "Was trying not to cum down your throat."

 

Fuck he was close. He needed Luffy pounding him into the mattress already or at least touching his cock with those hot little hands. He could hear Luffy's ragged breathing and the mattress shifting rhythmically behind him. Law moaned at the mental image of Luffy touching himself while fingering him. Fuck maybe he could cum like this. Luffy's fingers felt so good.

 

Just a little more, a little harder.

 

Entirely too soon, Luffy's hand disappeared.

 

"FUCK"

 

"Are you ready?" Luffy's voice was dark as night and he was breathing hard too. There was no way he was holding this together much longer. 

 

"Yes, damn it!"

 

"Be nice, Torao..." He could feel Luffy shift closer on the bed and something thick, hot, and wet was placed at the very bottom of his lower spine.

 

Fuck this was too much. He needed something, damn it. He pressed his face to the sheets, shifting his weight off his arms and slowly inched his hands down lower. Surely Luffy was too far gone to noti-

 

"Tch. Torao." Luffy's hands wrapped around Law's wrists and jerked them both backwards, pinning them tightly to the small of Law's back. "No hands."

 

Law pulled in shaking breaths as Luffy pressed his cock to Law's entrance and then didn't fucking move. 

 

"Ask nicely, Torao," he purred.

 

Fucking HELL. 

 

Where did all this even come from? He'd had the impulse control of a fucking squirrel earlier. Gods damn it all. Law was losing his mind. His entire world shrunk down to that moment and the feeling of Luffy's hand pinning both his wrists behind him and his cock pressing not hard enough against his center and oh Gods he couldn't take it. He couldn't take it any more. He was going to go completely insane.

 

No, he was already there.

 

"Please!" he half choked, half sobbed. "Please, Luffy! Fuck, I need it- Gods- give it to me- please, please-"

 

Finally, FINALLY, Luffy pushed into him and Law practically screamed. He vaguely processed that the noises echoing through the room were coming from his own throat as Luffy set a brutal pace. He released Law's wrists in favor of wrapping one hand around Law's hip and the other gripped his ass cheek in a hold that was sure to leave a bruise. Law didn't fucking care. Luffy could leave marks anywhere he wanted if it meant he'd keep touching, keep moving. 

 

"So good, Law," Luffy panted and moaned as he continued his near frantic pace. "You feel so good. So good for me."

 

Law was fresh out of words. He'd said plenty. He prayed Luffy would actually fucking touch his poor neglected cock before his brain went so off the rails he never recovered. He picked deities at random and wished they would actually give a shit about his suffering as it felt like his entire nervous system was set on fire when Luffy pulled his fingernails down his back. He'd always been partial to the god of the ocean and the god of death, though he figured they probably didn't give a fuck about this.

 

"Law," Luffy moaned and wrapped his hand tightly around Law's hip again, nails digging into skin, sending lightning bolts of pleasure up Law's body at each stinging point of contact. "Close," he gasped. His pace faltered for just a second. "You want it? Gods, can I?"

 

Fuck Luffy's hands felt so good on his skin and his cock was so exceptionally close to hitting where he fucking wanted it as it split him in half and- oh, shit, he'd asked a question that required an answer, hadn't he?

 

Words. What were words?

 

"Yes, yes, yes," Law chanted and gripped the blankets tighter as Luffy slammed into him repeatedly, the sounds of skin slapping against skin bounced around the empty room, adding to the debauched cacophony they were making. 

 

"Fuck- give it to me! Please!" his words melted into a broken moan as he tried to keep pushing back into Luffy. His knees were shaking and he was drooling into the sheets beneath him and fuck he was so close, so fucking close he just needed something, anything. 

 

Luffy nudged Law's knees farther apart with his own and pushed down on Law's lower back. Luffy moaned so deeply it was practically a growl as he shifted his angle just a little. Stars shot across Law's vision at the change and he gasped and moaned into the sheets, a stream of garbled curses flowing from his mouth. The head of his cock brushed lightly across the blankets once, twice, three times-

 

"LUFFY!!"

 

His vision went completely white. His mind went blank. Someone was shouting. Was that his voice? Fingers tangled in his hair and pulled his face up off the sheets. Oxygen. Glorious oxygen. Every inhale ripped more noises from his throat and every movement of Luffy's hips sent shockwaves through his entire body. It was the most intense sensation he'd felt in his life but it was too much. It was bliss and torture. Like finally being released from barbed wire only to be tossed into boiling water. Heaven and hell. So much, too much, and Luffy kept moving, not slowing for a single moment. 

 

This was death. This had to be what it felt like to die. He could barely breathe. He couldn't think. Everything was on fire.

 

Fuck it was amazing.

 

Just as he thought his body was going to shatter into a thousand pieces and his heart was going to beat directly out of his ribs, Luffy collapsed onto his back, moaning Law's name into his ear over and over again. Law's mind reeled with the feeling of Luffy's breath breaking across his neck and their hips pressed so tightly together he thought they might never come apart. Everywhere their skin touched felt like it buzzed and burned at the same time. He felt Luffy's cock twitching inside him and more intense waves of pleasure washed over him, forcing the breath from his lungs and his vision to blur again. They stayed pressed together, suspended in time and drowning in pleasure, for longer than Law had ever thought possible.

 

After a hundred years that was somehow also half a second, Luffy murmured something vaguely sweet in his ear that Law didn't comprehend and began pressing light kisses along his neck and shoulder. The tiny brushes of Luffy's lips on his skin left an intense tingling sensation in their wake and shivers ripped down Law's spine. Luffy slowly pushed himself up and off Law's back and the most embarrassing noise fell from Law's lips when Luffy pulled out completely. His legs shook violently and he just wanted to collapse onto the bed, but Luffy held his hips up. 

 

"Not yet, Torao, you'll get it all over."

 

Huh? Get what all over? His legs hurt. Probably from entirely too many runs he'd tried to use to deal with his anxiety. He'd jogged a little over a marathon in the last 24 hours. This was a much more effective treatment. He didn't have a single thought in his head as Luffy's release began to drip out of him. It was so blissfully quiet.

 

"Fuck, that's hot. Can I take a picture?"

 

Law grunted his approval. Words were entirely too difficult. He felt Luffy's weight briefly disappear from the bed and return a moment later. He hissed as Luffy pressed a palm on his right glute and pulled a little. 

 

"So pretty," he breathed. He released the hold he had on Law's ass and shifted up the bed. "Look how pretty you are."

 

Luffy held his phone in front of Law's face so he could see the photo he'd taken. The backs of his thighs were pink from how roughly Luffy had been slamming into him. His hole was puffy and raw, a fluid that was so obviously semen was dripping from it and down his balls. He blushed furiously as he saw the small black bullseye tattoo on his left ass cheek that he always forgot about. He'd gotten it after trading hits on his coworker's blunt behind the shop one night after closing and he really couldn't remember why he'd thought it was a good idea. The flesh underneath the ink in the photo was bright pink and Law realized it was what Luffy had been holding onto so tightly. That probably really was going to bruise.

 

"Can I keep it?" Luffy asked wistfully.

 

It was a pretty hot photo. There were probably worse ones on his page anyway, though not many.

 

"Sure," he managed to mumble. 

 

"Don't move."

 

That was honestly asking a lot and he was done taking orders from Luffy. He flopped his hips down onto the bed and winced as something slick and cold smeared across his stomach. Luffy giggled and pushed Law's shoulder until he was rolled over onto his back.

 

"Told you you'd get it all over. You made a mess, Torao."

 

Law pushed his incredibly heavy body up on his elbows and finally figured out what the hell Luffy was talking about. Both his abdomen and the blankets were smeared all over with cum. He hadn't even processed his own orgasm. That was a first.

 

"Fuck, you didn't even touch me," Law said, pulling two fingers through the mess on his stomach in disbelief. Yeah, that was definitely cum. 

 

Who the hell was this guy?

 

Luffy giggled more. "Yeah, I know. It was the hottest thing I think I've ever seen." He reached out and pulled at Law's hand, bringing the soiled digits to his mouth and licking the mess off of them with a sigh. A seriously pathetic noise dripped from Law's mouth at both the image and the intense sensation of Luffy licking cum off his over-sensitive fingers.

 

Satisfied with his clean-up job, Luffy pressed a peck to the tips of Law's fingers before he rose from the bed and held out his hand.

 

"Come on. You found a bathroom and stuff last time, right?"

 

Law nodded once and rolled away from Luffy's hand to the opposite side of the bed. He was fine, he didn't need any fucking hand holding. He pushed himself up off the bed with significant effort, wobbled, and immediately sat back down. 

 

Damn it.

 

Luffy sighed and walked around where Law was staring at the floor, gripping the blankets tightly. Really, he just needed another minute and he'd be fine but Luffy was looking at him and smiling and it was humiliating. He was not prepared for the inevitable teasing that would be coming his way.

 

"So stubborn, Torao," Luffy said with a sigh. He sat down next to Law and leaned his head over onto Law's shoulder. "Are you ok?"

 

"I- yeah." Huh, maybe the teasing wasn't actually coming. "I just stood up too fast. Give me a minute."

 

"Want me to carry you?"

 

Kind of, actually.

 

"No."

 

"You sure?"

 

A long beat of silence.

 

"Maybe." Luffy pressed a delicate kiss to Law's shoulder.

 

"Alright," Luffy said, rising to his feet. "Put your arms around my neck, ok?" Law nodded and did as he asked. Luffy slipped an arm behind Law's back and the other beneath his knees and lifted him off the bed with minimal effort. He stepped off the stage and Law realized he'd yet to see Luffy navigate the equipment surrounding the set without falling.

 

"You fucking drop me and I'll murder you."

 

Luffy giggled again and pressed a kiss into Law's hair. "I've got you, don't worry."

 

They miraculously made it to the set's private bathroom without any broken equipment or bones and Luffy set Law slowly back down onto his feet. He had to admit, being carried around like that was pretty nice. He'd never had anyone do that before. 

 

Luffy squawked when he tried to turn the water on and it pelted him in the face. Law laughed and willed his lead-filled legs over to the little table with neatly folded towels on it. He caught his reflection in the mirror on the way by.

 

He wasn't just a mess. He was a disaster. 

 

His hair stood in every possible direction plus a few more. The small amount of eyeliner he'd put on before he'd left the house was smeared and streaked down his face and he had bite marks down the side of his neck from that make out session in the car. Between that and what he knew the rest of him looked like thanks to Luffy's little photo op, he was a nightmare on legs.

 

He grabbed two towels and hung them on the towel bar next to the shower as Luffy stepped underneath the running water. A wet hand reached out from behind the curtain and wrapped around Law's wrist loosely, guiding him into the steaming shower. The water felt like heaven on his flushed and still tingling skin.

 

Luffy pressed soft kisses into Law's shoulders as he lathered soap all over his chest and stomach. Law sighed, too tired to push Luffy's hands off him and do it himself. It felt so nice anyway. He'd let him do it just this once.

 

"You sure you're good? You're quiet," Luffy said softly, gentle hands turning Law's shoulders so he could apply soap to Law's back.

 

"Yeah. Yeah that was just-" he hissed as Luffy pressed a little too roughly against the newly forming bruise on his asscheek.

 

"Sorry, sorry," Luffy murmured, peppering the back of Law's arm with more feather light kisses.

 

Law sighed. "That was just really intense for me. Never had anyone treat me like that before."

 

"Did you like it? Was it too much?" Luffy sounded genuinely concerned as he convinced Law to turn back around under the water and rinse the soap from his back.

 

"Almost," Law admitted. "I'd have stopped you if it was, though. Not sure I'll be down with that all the time but I'd definitely do it again."

 

Luffy smiled up at him and wrapped his arms up around Law's back, sighing as he leaned his head forward into Law's chest.

 

"But really, Luffy, do we need to change that script? You seemed like you were really struggling there."

 

Luffy shook his head against Law's skin. "Nah, I'll be fine. I was just worked up from yesterday and making out in the hallway and stuff." He looked up and grinned. "I'll actually be good, I promise."

 

They finished up in the shower and stripped the sheets from the bed again. By the time they made it back out into the dark hallway, Law's phone informed him it was after midnight. That and he had four unread messages from Bepo, two from Sachi, and three from Penguin. Nosey bastards.

 

Luffy knit their fingers together as they made their way slowly back to the elevator. Law felt tired all over. He realized he still had to drive Luffy back across town, the last train back to the south side had long since left the nearest station. Then he'd have to drive all the way back to his own apartment. Oof. So much driving and he could basically fall asleep standing up. 

 

"Want to crash at my place? It's late. I'm only ten minutes away," Law offered as they stepped into the elevator. He cringed a little at the smeared hand print he'd left on the glass. Oh well. Maybe it would give the cleaning crew something fun to gossip about.

 

"Mmm," Luffy hummed softly to himself and leaned against Law's arm. "Do we get to cuddle if I come over?"

 

"Sure, but if you kick in your sleep, I'm sending you to the couch."

 

"Hey, that's not fair! How am I supposed to control what I do in my sleep?"

 

Law shrugged and the elevator doors opened back out into the dark empty lobby. "Not my problem. Kickers get the couch. House rule."

 

They drifted back to the car and Law managed to keep his eyes open through the entire short drive back to his apartment, though it had been a struggle. Luffy was mostly asleep in the passenger seat when Law pulled into his parking spot in the garage. He groaned and slumped across the center console as Law stepped out of the car.

 

"Carry me," Luffy whined. Law laughed.

 

"You wish. Now that I know you can carry me, you're not getting the princess treatment. Sleep in the car if you want." Luffy stuck his lip out in a pathetic pout.

 

"So mean to me." 

 

Law leaned back into the car and pressed a light kiss to Luffy's jutting bottom lip.

 

"I thought you wanted to cuddle. Can't do that in the car, can you?"

 

With an overly dramatic groan, Luffy pulled himself out of the car and followed him through the parking structure. He leaned against Law in the elevator and pressed his whole weight along Law's arm as he unlocked his apartment door. Law finally gave in and swept Luffy up into his arms after he pushed the door open. 

 

Luffy rested his head in the crook of Law's neck and sighed as he carried him through the apartment. 

 

"You're so sweet," he murmured into Law's skin.

 

"Hmm, I thought I was so mean to you," Law said, setting Luffy gently onto the bed. "Come on, shoes off."

 

With as little movement as possible, Luffy flipped both his shoes off his feet and onto the floor. He shimmied out of his jeans and kicked them off the side of the bed as he curled up under the blankets. Law changed into some sleep pants, tossing his clothes in the hamper and hanging his jacket up in the closet. He walked towards the bathroom, intending to brush his teeth.

 

"Torao..."

 

Well...

 

He would brush his teeth in the morning anyway.

 

Luffy curled tightly around Law when he settled under the blanket. It was surprisingly comfortable, having Luffy's weight pressed against him like that. He listened to Luffy's slow and steady breathing, trying to remember the last time anyone had spent the night in his bed. He couldn't come up with the answer, his brain was far too tired from another long day on minimal sleep. He wrapped his arms around Luffy and sighed. 

 

Maybe it was alright that it wasn't just sex. Maybe it would work out. For once.

 

He didn't really pray much, but he sent another request up to the heavens anyway.

 

Please, let this be the one thing that went right.

Notes:

This chapter is simply called "Law Learns to Sub" in my drafts folder. There is unfortunately no "Oops, both doms!" tag already in AO3 and tagging this fic is generally a nightmare so hopefully the tags are at least somewhat accurate and comprehensible lol.

Anyway this was an absolute fucking monster to write and edit so I hope y'all liked it!

Chapter 7: The Morning After

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Law woke up to the sound of a phone ringing... again.

 

This time it wasn't his.

 

Something warm and heavy shifted against him, whining and moaning in the general direction of the other side of the bed. Law's brain struggled to boot up, and he momentarily wondered if he had woken up three years prior to the present day, after having another completely unsatisfying half-remembered one night stand.

 

"Wadduwant, Sabo?" 

 

Luffy's voice slurring into his phone pulled Law back into the present. The events of the previous day finally filled his head— the freak out, the dinner date, the "break in", the completely mortifying begging and drooling and babbling he'd done.

 

And possibly the best orgasm he'd ever had.

 

"No, I- Yes. Yes. He didn't-!" Luffy growled into the phone and sat up in bed. "I texted you last night I was staying over, alright? I'm FINE!"

 

Someone's voice (Law assumed Sabo's) was now audible through Luffy's phone. It was not a happy voice.

 

"Oh well SORRY Mister Porn Star! Too good to have a brother who WORRIES now, are you?! Too much of a CELEBRITY?!" 

 

Law snorted and decided he probably shouldn't be eavesdropping. Unfortunately for Law's conscience and Luffy's privacy, the bed was entirely too comfortable to leave. Besides, it was his damn bed. If Luffy didn't want Law hearing how his brother chewed him out for sleeping around, then Luffy could get his own skinny ass up.

 

"I didn't say that! You worry too much! I told you where I was, didn't I?"

 

"That was TWELVE HOURS AGO!" Law checked the clock. Damn. It was already noon. When was the last time he'd slept that long?

 

"I WAS SLEEPING!" Luffy bellowed. "YOU SHOULD TRY IT SOME TIME!"

 

"DON'T YOU DARE TAKE THAT TONE WI-" Luffy rolled his eyes and smacked a button on his phone before tossing it through the open door of Law's closet. Law was slowly understanding why his phone case was in the state that it was. 

 

"Ugh." Luffy flopped back down in the bed and wrapped himself back up in every single inch of the blankets, leaving Law high and dry. "Brothers," he muttered.

 

"Wouldn't know," Law said with a sigh and grabbed his phone off the nightstand. The number of unread texts from his friends was roughly double what it had been before he'd gone to sleep. Whatever. He didn't have the energy for all their probing questions yet. He'd need at least a half a pot of coffee for that. He put his phone back down and moved to pry himself out of bed as Luffy's arms wrapped back around him.

 

"Noooo," Luffy whined quietly, half muffled by the nest of blankets and pillows he'd somehow created. It was almost cute and Law almost stayed but his bladder had other priorities. 

 

"Nope." Law said curtly, pulling Luffy's limbs off of him. 

 

"You're the worst," he mumbled into the bedding.

 

"Yup. Heard that one before." Law left Luffy's muffled complaints behind on the bed and took care of both using the restroom and the parts of his nightly routine he'd skipped the night before. When he'd finished in the bathroom, he looked back over to the large Luffy-shaped pile of bedding in the center of the mattress and decided he must have gone back to sleep. Well, whatever. He'd kick him out after coffee. 

 

To his surprise, he found a still minimally dressed Luffy standing in his kitchen and frowning into the open refrigerator.

 

"Where's all your food? I thought you said you were going grocery shopping the other day."

 

Law shrugged. "Check the freezer." He had gone grocery shopping. He'd stocked up on all the necessities: coffee, coffee brewing supplies, protein shakes, microwave meals, and beer. He knew his diet was garbage. His annual bloodwork was always fine though, so he figured he'd work on it later.

 

Luffy opened the freezer and gasped. "How do you live like this?! What do you eat for breakfast?!"

 

Law sighed and tried to decide which coffee beans he was going to brew up today. "I don't eat breakfast."

 

"WHAT?" Luffy jerked Law's shoulders so they were standing face to face in the kitchen and held the back of his hand to Law's forehead. "Are you sick or something? Is it terminal?"

 

Law batted his hand away. "No? I just don't eat breakfast."

 

"Hang on. I'm fixing this." Luffy padded off down the hallway in bare feet and Law took the opportunity to finally start boiling some water. Luffy returned as Law was pouring a generous amount of freshly ground beans into his extra large French press. He had a feeling he'd need the extra caffeine despite it already being the middle of the day.

 

"Here." Luffy held out his phone to Law. "It's the best breakfast place I know. Order something."

 

"I really don't-"

 

"You need to eat. You barely even ate dinner last night." He grabbed Law's hand and shoved his phone into it. "Just get something. I promise it's good."

 

This was clearly not worth arguing about since Luffy wasn't going to accept no for an answer. Law begrudgingly scrolled through the menu and he had to admit, a lot of it did actually look pretty good. He picked something that would probably still be reasonably edible when it was delivered and passed the phone back to Luffy.

 

"There. Happy?"

 

"Yes! What's your address?" Law rattled off his street address and apartment number so Luffy could plug it into the delivery app. Luffy was gloriously quiet for a moment as Law finished filling his French press with the freshly boiled water.

 

"You want coffee?" Luffy wrinkled his nose and didn't look up from his phone.

 

"Ew. No."

 

"Seriously? Those are fighting words in this apartment," Law countered. He was barely limping through most days on three cups in the morning. Zero coffee sounded like torture, the bad kind this time.

 

"There! Food will be here in half an hour!" Luffy set his phone down on the counter and regarded Law critically. "Sanji says food is fuel for the body. Maybe you need so much coffee because you barely eat." Law rolled his eyes.

 

"You crash in my bed, steal all the blankets, complain about my food and now you're giving me unsolicited nutrition advice?" Luffy held up his hands.

 

"Hey, I'm just saying." A soft smile grew on his lips and Law felt his heartrate pick up. Why did he have to look like that? He was all soft and tired and cute as hell in just that oversized t-shirt and a pair of navy blue skin-tight boxer briefs. He wasn't playing fair, damn it.

 

"Thanks for letting me sleep here last night, by the way. Your bed is comfy." Luffy closed the space between them in two short strides and wrapped his arms around Law's waist. "You are too."

 

"Don't get used to it." Law found himself running his fingers through Luffy's messy hair before he could stop himself. "I'm usually not that much of a cuddler."

 

Luffy smirked up at him. "I hear you don't beg either."

 

Law scoffed but didn't pull away. "Smartass. I'll kick you out and eat alone, you watch." Luffy gasped in an excellent display of fake shock and indignation.

 

"You would never!"

 

"Getting tired of listening to you tell me what I will or won't do, Luffy."

 

"Well then make me shut up."

 

When their lips met it was unlike any of the kisses they'd shared previously. It was slow, delicate, and unhurried. Luffy's lips brushed briefly across Law's, feather light and soft as a cloud, before Law caught them again with his own. When their tongues touched just barely, it stole the breath from Law's lungs. Time stopped completely as they stood there in the kitchen, both half-dressed and half-awake, lips glancing off each other with as much force as a butterfly landing on a flower petal. Law thought he could happily kiss Luffy for hours and hours right there if it kept feeling like this— if it kept feeling like flying.

 

When they finally parted, Law couldn't look away from Luffy's eyes. He hadn't noticed how incredible they were before, especially when they were looking at him like that. He suddenly felt like he'd somehow forgotten every word he'd ever learned to speak. 

 

"Your coffee's getting cold," Luffy whispered.

 

"You taste better." What? He hadn't meant to actually say that out loud. But, gods, the smile Luffy gave him in return was worth it. 

 

"You taste good too, Torao. I could kiss you all day and all night." Luffy slipped his hands from around Law's waist and up his chest, wrapping his arms around his neck. "Would you let me?"

 

Yes.

 

"Maybe," Law breathed and pulled him close again. What was he doing? He hadn't let anyone spend the night in his bed for years in an effort to avoid the morning-after awkwardness. He didn't cuddle all night or offer to make coffee the next day. He didn't stand in his own kitchen in nothing but a pair of fleece pants and let some guy he barely knew drag sweet nothings from his mouth. He'd never done any of this.

 

"I'll have to convince you then," Luffy murmured and pulled Law in for another kiss. The running commentary in Law's brain was reduced to a quiet hum as Luffy's fingers played with the hair at the nape of his neck. Luffy's lips were so soft and his hands were so warm and when he pulled in a soft little gasp when Law gripped his waist tighter, Law thought his feet might actually float off the ground.

 

Luffy's phone buzzed on the counter, shattering the quiet stillness of the moment and causing them both to jump.

 

Luffy pulled away slowly, holding Law's hand in his own as he reached over to check the status of their breakfast delivery.

 

"Food will be here in ten minutes," he said with a sigh. 

 

Damn. They'd been making out for nearly twenty minutes. And he still hadn't had any coffee.

 

"Guess I should put a shirt on so I can go get the food from downstairs," Law said, finally pressing the grounds down to the bottom of the glass container and filling his mug with the coffee he'd brewed. At least it had cooled down enough to be drinkable. He liked it strong anyway.

 

"That should be a crime," Luffy muttered. 

 

"What?"

 

"You wearing a shirt." 

 

Law chuckled as he made his way back to his bedroom and pulled a random t-shirt over his head. The fleece pants could stay. It was Saturday after all.

 

"Food's here!" Luffy called from the kitchen. Well that was a short ten minutes.

 

"Alright, alright, give me a second," he grumbled back. He took a quick stop at the kitchen counter to take another sip of coffee. 

 

"Come on! It'll get cold! Do you want me to go get it? I can go!" Luffy drummed his fingers on the countertop impatiently and tapped his foot.

 

"Will you calm down? I'll be back in two minutes."

 

Luffy let his head sink onto the counter and groaned. "I'm starving! I haven't eaten since yesterday!"

 

Law snorted. "You'll live. Don't touch anything, I'll be right back."

 

He left Luffy sighing dramatically into the countertop to go retrieve the food from the front desk. He was surprised to find two completely overstuffed bags worth of take-out waiting for him. His stomach growled as Luffy's mini breakfast buffet filled the elevator with the scent of grilled sausage and butter. 

 

Juggling the two large bags and the doorknob, he finally arrived back in his own living room.

 

"What the hell did you or-"

 

He didn't finish his thought as his brain tried to process the image in front of him. Luffy was laying on his stomach in the middle of the floor, the entire contents of a bookcase spread around the carpet, TV on, and some kind of pop music playing entirely too loud over the speakers. 

 

"What the fuck?! I was gone for five minutes!"

 

Luffy pushed himself to his feet and shrugged. "I got bored. Also your books are boring. Oh! But look what I found!" He held up Law's senior yearbook from high school, a gleeful look on his face and pointed to a photo in the middle of the page. "You were so cute! I can't imagine you without all that ink!"

 

Law very carefully and deliberately reminded himself that murder was still indeed a crime in this country and generally frowned upon by society as he plunked the food down onto the dining room table. He had just reorganized that shelf. Who just barges into someone's life and starts rifling through their high school year book? That was criminal. Surely, a jury of his peers would understand. And really, murder was only a crime when you got caught.

 

He took a measured breath and tried to decide which limb he should remove first and which dumpsters he could hide all the parts in without arousing suspicion from the local police. Luffy carried the yearbook with him over to the table, flipping through the pages. 

 

"How come you aren't in any of the club photos? Didn't you do sports or anything?"

 

Law snatched the stupid book out of Luffy's hands. "No. I did not do sports," he snapped. He stalked over to the mess that used to be his living room and turned the sugary pop song off and tried to take another deep breath. "Ok, alright. Whatever. Just eat."

 

Coffee. He needed more coffee.

 

Luffy unpacked the various containers onto the table as Law grabbed plates and utensils from the kitchen and swallowed half his mug of coffee in one swig on the way by. Naturally, Luffy hadn't waited for him, and was gleefully stuffing half a waffle into his mouth with his bare hands by the time he'd returned.

 

Really? This guy? This had to be the guy? He cursed his own stupid, weak-willed heart as he stared at the chaos unfolding in his apartment. Of course the tiny corner of his unintelligent, minimally evolved hormone-driven lizard brain would pick this absolute fucking moron to fixate on and not let go of. 

 

Perfect. 

 

And he'd actually thought he wanted this to work out last night. Gods, that dopamine rush from the sex was seriously one hell of a drug.

 

As Law silently berated himself, Luffy loaded about six different breakfast foods onto a plate and pushed it towards him.

 

"Come on, eat already! It's good, I promise!"

 

Instead of sitting down at the table, Law walked back to the kitchen to retrieve the rest of the coffee he'd brewed. His instincts had been right. He was definitely going to need it.

 

To Luffy's credit, the food actually was very good. Law couldn't remember the last time he'd eaten so much in one sitting, especially right after waking up. Luffy still easily ate twice as much as he had, but still. Law finished the entire pot of coffee as Luffy rattled off stories about his friend Sanji and all the times he'd tried to teach Luffy how to cook (and all the various ways that had ended in disaster) in between stuffing his cheeks full of food like some kind of horrifying human-chipmunk hybrid.

 

"So," Luffy started as Law gathered up the dishes and took them back to the kitchen. "What should we do now?"

 

"Well someone fucked up my living room so I guess I'm cleaning in there today," he muttered and looked at the stack of dishes in the sink. "And washing up." 

 

"Boring!" Luffy proclaimed, wrapping his arms around Law's hips from behind where he stood at the sink. 

 

"Well then maybe you should go amuse yourself somewhere else."

 

"Or..." Luffy slipped his hands beneath Law's shirt and pressed a kiss into the skin just above his collar. "We could finish reading those scripts. Iva sent the first three but I only finished one the other day." He trailed his lips along the back of Law's shirt collar, tugging a little with his teeth. "Maybe you can help me focus?"

 

The two halves of his brain locked themselves in a battle to the death. On one side, his compelling urge to tame the chaos, get his house back the way it fucking belonged and kick this walking ball of bad decisions out of his space. The other side was driven almost entirely by the pleasure-seeking, high-chasing sliver of ancient mammalian DNA that wanted nothing more than an instant replay of what had gone down the night before. Neither side fought fair and the outcome wasn't going to be pretty. Law called a truce.

 

"How about you help me put this place back together and then we'll look at the scripts?"

 

Luffy groaned and slumped against Law's back.

 

"Alright, fine, I guess." He stepped out from behind Law and stood next to him at the sink. "I can do dishes!" 

 

That sounded like an excellent way to end up with a sink full of broken glass.

 

"Nope. You made the mess in the living room, so you get to fix it. Put my books back."

 

"Ugh! You're so bossy," Luffy whined but made his way back to the living room anyway. "Can I at least turn the music back on?"

 

"Only if you play something good. That crap from before is officially banned."

 

"Well then you come pick something Mr. Picky Pants!" Law couldn't help but laugh at Luffy's stupid childish taunt. He joined Luffy in the living room briefly, turning on one of the playlists he usually listened to while he was editing photos for the site that had most of his favorites on it. 

 

He got to work on the dishes as Luffy began singing off-key to the song coming through the speakers. He sounded absolutely terrible, but he knew all the words at least. Law realized about halfway through the third song that he was smiling like a fool to himself as he dried off the dishes and put them away. Luffy's stupid warbles really weren't that cute. The coffee had clearly just put him in a good mood, obviously.

 

"All done!" Luffy shouted and Law finished wiping down the counter to go fact-check his declaration. Well, at least all the books were back on the shelves. They weren't even remotely organized like he'd had them before and some were definitely upside-down. Law noted he'd left the yearbook out on the coffee table. Half credit. He appreciated the effort at least. 

 

Luffy retrieved his phone and they settled onto the couch to read through what was sure to be the most elegant and dignified dialogue in all of film in 'Luffy Learns to Bottom.'

 

The next couple hours flew by and they actually got a lot of work done. 

 

They read through the entire second script, though Luffy really needed to act out things to stay focused. And they definitely had to practice the positioning with Luffy bent over Law's kitchen counter since obviously they'd have to make sure that was comfortable for Luffy. He'd have to stay there for at least ten minutes in the video, and it was only gentlemanly to ensure it would feel good for the entire time Law was fucking him senseless. 

 

And then naturally they'd spent a while having a very productive brainstorming session about other positions to include in some of the later videos. Iva had said they'd be happy to take requests.

 

Of course, after that there were showers to be had. Personal hygiene is so very important in this line of work. Law felt that was definitely why they'd spent nearly 45 minutes helping get each other so clean and running up his water bill.

 

Really, all in all, it was a very productive afternoon.

 

Law had just finished getting dressed into actual clothes when he glanced over at the clock. It was nearly five. They'd spent almost the entire day "working" which was actually pretty surprising considering Law had originally planned on kicking Luffy out immediately after they'd woken up.

 

"I better go. Sabo will probably kill me if I'm not home for dinner," Luffy said, pulling his shirt back over his head. 

 

"I can give you a ride."

 

"Are you sure? I can just take the train, it's no big deal."

 

Law was already pulling his coat on. "Nah, it'll be way faster if I drive you."

 

"Thanks, Torao!" 

 

Law thought idly he might never get tired of how Luffy's arms wrapped around him and his face pressed against his chest. He had never considered that hugs could actually feel nice sometimes since they had usually been the bone-crushing variety from Bepo or embarrassingly affectionate from Cora.

 

As they made their way down to his car, Law opened up the group chat he had with his three friends and typed out an impulsive message.

 

"If you want to hear what happened, be at the bar in one hour or forever hold your peace."

 

He tossed his phone into the back seat as the messages started pouring in.

 

"Don't you need to answer that?"

 

Law shrugged. "They can wait until I'm good and ready to deal with them."

 

Luffy giggled and rolled down the window. "Don't be so mean to your friends, Torao."

 

"I'm not mean to them. They bring this on themselves."

 

They took the long way across town, Law using the construction on the freeway as an easy excuse, even though it hadn't stopped him the day before. He was not dragging his feet about dropping Luffy back at home. It was a nice day and they were simply enjoying the weather. 

 

Luffy traced idle patterns on the back of Law's hand as they navigated the various neighborhoods of the city, intermittently pulling Law's hand away from the gear shift to press gentle kisses into the letters on the backs of his fingers. They still made it back to Luffy's apartment building too fast, despite the small detour Law had made after that "wrong turn."

 

He put the car in park and let himself be pulled into Luffy's lips. The way Luffy slid his hands up Law's chest and into his hair had him desperately wishing they could just turn around and go back to bed. He had no idea how long they stayed there on the street like that, sighing into each other in the late afternoon sunlight. 

 

"LUFFY! Get your ass up here right now!" Law spotted a blond haired man, probably about his age, though maybe a little older, leaning out of one of the windows on the second floor.

 

"I assume that's your brother?" 

 

Luffy rolled his eyes as he slowly moved away from Law, a hand trailing down Law's arm and lingering over his fingers. 

 

"He really does worry too much. Do you want to come upstairs? You can stay for dinner."


Something cold and icy rushed into his chest. Stay for dinner? Meet his brother? He didn't do that. He'd never done that. He decided he'd done entirely too many new things for one week.

 

"I think he's got a few things to say to you that I don't want to hear," Law said, starting the car back up. 

 

"LUFFY!" 

 

"Alright, alright," Luffy muttered. "Your loss, Torao. Neither of us can cook for shit but the Chinese place up the street is really good." He pressed another light kiss to the back of Law's hand. "I guess I'll see you at the run through on Monday."

 

Right. Today was Saturday. They didn't have any other plans until they met with the director on Monday afternoon. Suddenly that seemed like a lifetime away. Law wasn't sure what to do with the nervous feeling in his chest. 

 

"Yeah. See you Monday."

 

He was not staring as Luffy made his way up the building's steps, shouting back at Sabo the entire way.

 

"I am 22 years old, Sabo! You're so embarrassing!"

 

Law couldn't make out what Sabo said back to that as he finally fished his phone out from the back seat. He scrolled quickly through the messages he'd been avoiding. It sounded like Bepo and Penguin were already on their way to the bar. He put the car in drive and tried to figure out what the hell he was going to say to them when he got there.

 

The bar materialized in front of him in what felt like record time and he hadn't even been speeding on the freeway. He still wasn't completely sure what he was going to say about the date yesterday. He had hoped just going through it with them in person would be easier than hashing it all out over text but he was getting the sinking feeling that he'd hoped wrong. He pushed the door to the bar open and found Penguin and Bepo waving at him enthusiastically from a table in the corner.

 

He pulled up a chair and shrugged his jacket off and a full pint of beer magically appeared in front of him. It was a pretty good bribe, all things considered.

 

"Sachi's got late shift at the ER tonight but I promised I'd fill him in," Penguin said. Bepo looked at Law with eager eyes and a wide smile.

 

"So?! How did it go?!" He was practically vibrating in his chair with excitement. Law remembered the comment Luffy had made over dinner about how much his friends must love him to still be in his life after all these years of chaos. Nearly a dozen foster homes, juvie for a while, then finally Cora's apartment, college, getting into med school, dropping out of med school, and then all of the horrible coping skills he'd flexed after Cora's death— and they were still here, eagerly hoping for an update on a silly little date he'd gone on with a boy.

 

He took a sip of his cold beer, and Law noted it was one of his favorites.

 

Maybe Cora didn't have to be the only one he opened up to.

 

"Best date of my entire life."

 

Bepo squealed and wrapped his arms around Law's shoulders tightly. 

 

Penguin tapped his half empty glass against Law's and smiled warmly. "You gonna tell us about this guy or what?" he said before taking a long sip of his beer.

 

"Yeah, guess I could do that. What do you guys want to know?"

 

"Does this guy have a name?" 

 

"It's Luffy!" Bepo said confidently, finally releasing Law's shoulders. "Right?"

 

"Hey no fair," Penguin whined. "How does he know? I've known you longer!" Law couldn't help the chuckle that came out of him. Penguin had only met Law about two seconds before Bepo had come barreling down the hallway without looking, crashing directly into the case worker who had escorted Law to his brand new foster home with a box full of donated clothes in his arms. 

 

"Holy shit, are you laughing at my joke?" Penguin and Bepo exchanged a look.

 

"What? Am I not allowed to laugh now?"

 

"Uh, no, it's just-" Penguin ran a hand through his hair and furrowed his brow. "Help me out here, Bepo."

 

"You usually just tell Penguin he's being stupid or to shut up," Bepo offered. That was completely untrue, he'd definitely laughed at that exact joke before. He just couldn't remember when that had been. 

 

"Come on, Law. What's he like? What did you guys do? More importantly, what did you eat? Did he like the restaurant?"

 

Those were a lot of questions Bepo had rattled off at once, and the first one was going to be entirely too hard to answer. 

 

"Uh, I didn't exactly ask him for a review but I think he liked it. He ate two whole entrees, for what that's worth."

 

"Ah! A man of taste, finally!" Bepo sighed longingly and leaned his head on his hand. "I need to go back there for those loaded potato skins again."

 

"You're not getting out of telling us about him," Penguin said from across the table.

 

"Right, well, he's- uh," Law sighed and opted for another sip of beer to stall for time. He swallowed and still had nothing. "I don't really know where to start."

 

"Just start with what he looks like," Bepo offered. 

 

Law decided if he was actually going to open up then he'd have to go back to how he'd started doing it with Cora. He closed his eyes and pretended he was talking to himself.

 

"He's, uh, about six inches shorter than me I guess. Messy black hair, like constantly, I don't know if he even owns a brush. Strong. Really strong. He actually carried me around at one point and acted like it was nothing. Dark brown eyes you could drown in and this smile that's just-"

 

He realized entirely too late that he was rambling and the table had fallen completely silent. He opened his eyes and found two grown men staring at him with their jaws on the floor. He felt his face begin to burn.

 

"What?"

 

It took them a moment to respond. Bepo got his words together first.

 

"I've never seen you smile like that."

 

"Smile like what?" He hadn't been smiling, he was sure of it. "You guys asked. I was answering."

 

"Yeah and you don't usually do that either," Penguin said slowly. "Damn, now I've got to meet this guy."

 

Law bit his lip and tried to hide his intensifying blush behind his beer glass. "I just figured I'd actually tell you guys something for once, alright? You wanted to know so bad."

 

Bepo suddenly pulled Law in for another hug, almost making him spill his beer in the process.

 

"I like him," Bepo declared.

 

"You don't know anything about him!" Law set his glass back on the table and tried to pry the two strong arms off of him without success. "How could you possibly know you like him?"

 

"Because we're not blind, Law. You're head over heels for the guy. Hell, anyone could see that," Penguin said without a hint of sarcasm in his voice for once. 

 

Law thought if he blushed any harder, his face might actually catch fire. 

 

"So I like him? Big deal," he muttered into Bepo's shoulder where he was still being held against his will. He finished his beer when he was finally allowed to move.

 

"Dude, for you, that's a pretty big deal," Penguin said. "When are you guys going out again?"

 

Law shrugged. "We don't have any plans, I guess. We meet with the director on Monday to talk about stuff and run through the first scene."

 

Bepo clicked his tongue. "He invited you to dinner the first time so now it's your turn to ask him out, you know." He sighed dramatically. "Really, you should just make me your official relationship coach. You have no idea what you're doing."

 

"Well technically he asked me out again when he invited me to stay for dinner with him and his brother when I dropped him off this afternoon," Law corrected.

 

"Woah, woah, woah, wait a second," Penguin held a hand up and regarded Law critically. "You, Trafalgar Law, let a guy spend the night and then all afternoon at your apartment? And then you actually gave him a ride home instead of kicking him out on the curb to fend for himself?" He turned to Bepo and slammed his hand down on the table. "I knew it, it's a body double. Let's go Bepo, we don't know this guy." 

 

Bepo giggled as Law rubbed his temples with his fingers. 

 

"See? This is why I don't tell you people things."

 

"Why didn't you just stay for dinner, Law?" Bepo asked and sipped on his drink.

 

Law sighed. "We've been on one date. I'm not meeting his damn family. It's too much."

 

"Ah, there he is. I'd missed my favorite, deathly-allergic-to-commitment friend." Penguin mumbled into his glass, "Really had me going there for a second."

 

"What? It is too much. We're just messing around. It's not that serious!"

 

"Does he see it that way?" Bepo's gaze wasn't exactly judgmental but it still made Law squirm in his seat.

 

"We didn't exactly talk about it," he said to his empty glass.

 

"You better be nice to this one." The now definitely judgmental glare Bepo was leveling at Law was a look that would have probably been more fitting for a ruthless criminal taking the stand in his own defense.

 

"I am nice! Didn't you just say I was one of the nicest guys you know?" Penguin snorted.

 

"First of all, I specifically used the word 'kind.' There's a difference," Bepo said tersely. "Second, I saw for myself how most of your relationships, if you could even call them that, ended in college and it was never pretty. So, I'll say it again." He doubled down and leveled another ferocious glare at Law. "You better be nice to this one."

 

Law rolled his eyes. Bringing up college was a jab below the belt in his opinion. He'd been bored through most of it and knew he'd be dragging himself through med school in no time flat. He'd never had any intention of dating seriously since he knew no one wanted to deal with a med student anyway. He was saving himself and his partners the trouble by cutting them off before they got too attached. So what if that was well after he got what he'd wanted? He didn't lie to anyone about anything. He was very upfront that he was looking for a good time, not a long time.

 

He still had no intention of having any serious relationships, Luffy included. He was cute and he was fun, but he wasn't forever. The plan was to get back to school, finish his classes and residency and then, maybe, find someone worth dating. 

 

Bepo did not let up on his glare.

 

"Law, I'm serious. Don't mess this up."

 

"How many times do I have to tell you guys this? I don't want anything serious until I'm done with school. It's really not that complicated."

 

"You know, I keep hearing you say that, year after year, and I'm just not buying it," Penguin said, draping his arm across the back of his chair. "I think you're scared."

 

Law scoffed. "Scared of what, exactly, Mr. Relationship Expert?

 

"Actually loving someone, that's what." He leaned forward over the table and held Law's gaze. "Go ahead, tell me I'm wrong. I've only known you for seventeen years."

 

"Must be hard spending that long with your damn eyes closed," Law snapped. He'd come here with the intention of actually sharing something nice with these clowns and this was the thanks he gets? He wasn't scared, he was realistic. The fact of the matter was that the minute he was too preoccupied with school to go on dates or fuck around every night, he'd be left high and dry. No one wants to date someone who doesn't have any time for them. There wasn't any point in getting attached if everyone was just going to leave the moment things got slightly complicated.

 

"Whatever. I know what I know. You're probably already coming up with half a dozen ways to leave this one too." Penguin drained the rest of his beer and put his glass down on the table much harder than was necessary. "You're wrong on this one, Law. Don't fuck it up."

 

"You guys haven't even met him. We've been on one date, two if you count whatever the hell coffee was two days ago." He couldn't stop the frustrated growl that bubbled up out of his throat. "For all you know, he's just looking for a good time and a warm bed and I'm it. Don't make it something it's not."

 

"Alright, alright," Bepo said in an attempt to break the tension. "Peng, you know we've been down this road before and gotten nowhere. Let it go." 

 

He wasn't wrong. Penguin had laid out his opinions on Law's dating habits multiple times over the years. The only reason it hadn't come up recently wasn't because either side was less heated about it, it was only because Law hadn't been bothering with the dating scene at all. 

 

"I'm not letting it go this time," Penguin barked, still glaring down Law from across the table. "Someone has to tell him it's not a personal failing to want someone to love you."

 

It took a significant amount of self control on Law's end not to jump over the table and break Penguin's nose. The cracking noise that escaped his jaw when he grit his teeth at the comment was plenty to get his point across. 

 

"Well, I think Luffy sounds like a nice guy and maybe they can just take it one day at a time." Bepo's hand pressed against Law's chest and he realized he'd been half out of his seat, leaning over the table. Sure, he loved Penguin but that didn't mean he didn't sometimes want to throttle the guy. He knew exactly how to get under Law's skin and wasn't afraid to remind him of that particular skill every once and a while.

 

As Law slowly leaned back into the chair, Penguin held his gaze.

 

"You're going to freak out about how much you actually like this guy when you finally get your head out of your ass." He looked over to Bepo and smirked. "Next two rounds are on me if he makes it more than two weeks."

 

"You're on, bastard," Law spit.

 

Bepo looked between them and sighed. "Gods help me, they're both idiots," he said to his hands before leaving them both still seething at the table as he took the empties up to the bar. Penguin pulled out his phone and started tapping the screen.

 

"There we go," he said with finality and set his phone on the table. "Reminder set for two weeks from today for 'See if Law chickens out'."

 

He was really pushing it this time. Law had half a mind to punch that smug look off his face for implying he didn't have the guts to simply date a guy for more than two weeks. As if he hadn't saved Penguin's ass at least ten times back in high school from all the jocks he'd managed piss off with that smart mouth of his. He'd have spent the last of his teen years enjoying his meals through a straw if Law hadn't been there to issue the beat down when required.

 

"You know what? At least I could probably make it more than three damn weeks before being so clingy he had to head for the hills." It was a low blow. Penguin had been crushed when that girl dumped him but it had also been years ago so as far as Law was concerned, it was fair game.

 

To his surprise, Penguin smiled. "Alright, fine. We'll make it three weeks." He tapped away at his phone screen a few more times. "Three weeks, three drinks. Unless of course, you really are chicken..."

 

Law scoffed. Three weeks? Hell, three weeks was nothing. He could keep people at arms length for years. He was a professional, after all. If all he had to do was string Luffy along for three weeks, he'd basically already won. Gave him a good excuse to get laid in between the shoots where he'd get to blow Luffy's mind for the entire world to see. Win-fucking-win. Bepo returned to the table, balancing three full beer glasses in his hands.

 

"I could keep him eating out of my hand for months. Hope you've got room in the budget for this, because I'll be ordering some top shelf liquor when I make you eat your words."

 

"You two have never grown up," Bepo said with a sigh as he passed out the drinks. "If you really want to keep this going Law, you'll need to ask him out again."

 

"I'm already seeing him on Monday."

 

Bepo rolled his eyes. "That's work, it doesn't count."

 

"Does it count if work includes sexual activity?" 

 

Penguin made an exaggerated gagging motion over his beer.

 

Bepo wrinkled his nose. "Ugh, no. If he's getting paid for it then it's not a date."

 

Law shrugged and sipped on his freshly refilled beer. "I guess we could just go out to dinner again or something."

 

"Maybe something a little more romantic," Bepo said, tapping his finger to his lips. "What if you cooked for him?"

 

"Nope. Can't cook. Next."

 

Penguin snickered. "Really, you still can't cook?"

 

"I can still make a mean knuckle sandwich you piece of-"

 

"OKAY," Bepo said loudly and grabbed Law's collar before he could actually jump over the table and break Penguin's nose. "What does he like? What did you guys do all day today?"

 

"Uh-" Law was pretty confident they wouldn't want the full answer to that question. "We, uh, went over some scripts."

 

Bepo rolled his eyes. "Yeah, so do you have any idea what he likes to do? I mean besides you, apparently."

 

"Well, he goes out on runs with some guy with green hair and uh- Well, he really likes food I guess."

 

Penguin whistled. "Wow, such a deep connection you've forged here."

 

"Alright, I'm assigning you homework," Bepo said, waving off Penguin's comment. "Find out three things he likes and report back to me by the end of the day on Monday."

 

"Tch. I'm not doing any stupid homework."

 

"You will if you're going to win the bet you've got with that one now." Bepo hiked his thumb in Penguin's direction. 

 

"Hey, you can't pick sides like that!"

 

Bepo scoffed. "I'll do whatever I please." He turned back to Law and smiled. "We'll make it easier, two things he likes instead of three, alright? Just ask him what he does in his spare time or where his favorite place in the city is or something."

 

"Alright, alright. I'll ask him tomorrow."

 

"Let's get some food. I skipped dinner for this," Penguin said, pulling up the bar's food menu on his phone. They each ordered something to eat and conversation slowly drifted to new topics. They all must have been feeling nostalgic that night, since they traded stories about college and the old neighborhood through the entire meal. He couldn't remember the last time he'd heard some of them. A wandering thought drifted through his mind that maybe he should tell Luffy some of them when they went out next. 

 

He texted Luffy when he got back to the apartment.

 

"How bad was it with your brother? He sounded pretty pissed."

 

"He's fine. He wanted to make sure you weren't 'taking advantage' of me lol"

 

Law felt a pang of guilt shoot through him. Maybe he shouldn't have let that competitive streak he's got drag him into this dumb bet. He sighed and wondered again if he could weasel his way out of this contract before filming started but he knew he wasn't going to. Besides, Luffy was an adult who signed the contract just like Law had. He knew what he was doing. Nami had even warned him that Law was an asshole.

 

He thought about Bepo's accusatory glare and frowned. He really hadn't been that bad in college. 

 

Right?

 

Three weeks. He just had to be nice and play along for three weeks and then let him down nice and easy. Give him the 'it's not you, it's me' or something else he can't argue with. He's done that dozens of times. Easy.

 

Just had to get there without catching any unnecessary real feelings. 

 

"Thanks for today, I liked having breakfast with you"

 

His chest tightened at the message Luffy sent. He stuffed down the urge to just turn his phone off and never respond. He had to say something. 

 

"You weren't kidding about that breakfast place. It was pretty good."

 

"Mmm yeah. I love the sausage from that place. Yours isn't bad either"

 

Law snorted at the bad joke and then remembered he was supposed to be collecting information for a possible second date. When he actually sat down and thought about it, he probably didn't need to ask Luffy those questions Bepo had wanted him to. He didn't know much but he knew Luffy liked food and adventures. That was plenty to work with.

 

"Have you ever been to the bar at the top of the tower downtown?"

 

If Bepo wanted romantic, he would get it. The rooftop bar at the top of Sabaody Tower was pretty much the best date spot in the entire city, especially after the sun went down. Plus, the handrails around it were made of glass, so it felt like you could just walk off the edge and drop down the 150 floors on a whim if you wanted. Luffy would love it.

 

"I've always wanted to go!!! Isn't it expensive tho??"

 

"Want to go after the shoot on Monday? I'll get the tab this time if you promise to only order one entree."

 

"Yeah?!?? Really?!" Law laughed to himself at Luffy's over the top reaction.

 

"Yes, really."

 

"Omg yes!! Let's go!!"

 

It had been years since Law had been up to the tower, even longer since he'd gone with anyone. He found himself looking forward to seeing Luffy's face looking out over the city at sunset. He'd look good in the pink and orange hues as the sun sunk behind the edge of the city, breeze ruffling his soft hair. Maybe Luffy would look at him again like he had in the kitchen this morning. His heart skipped a beat at the memory.

 

He frowned as he realized he was day dreaming again. 

 

Three weeks. Not forever. Just three weeks.

 

Easy.

Notes:

I promise you guys, this story is about making porn - I haven't forgotten! The first video they make is NEXT CHAPTER!

I mean, is it really a One Piece fanfic if a week DOESN'T take 10 chapters? At least a day doesn't take two years to read in my universe (Lookin at you, Dressrosa)

Chapter 8: Take One, Date Two

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Beautiful! Just beautiful!" 

 

Law winced as Iva clutched his face in their hand, nails digging slightly into skin as they turned his face side to side in what felt like a clinical examination.

 

"Yes, I definitely see why Nami wanted you two to get these started." Luffy giggled as Iva finally released the hold on Law's cheeks. "Alright, take a seat, boys. Let's get going." They gestured to the couch and perched in a large director's chair that had been placed center stage. Law sat on the upstage end of the couch as Luffy bounced down next to him excitedly. 

 

Iva was... something. Law had run into some pretty, uh, loud people in the city's queer community but the fishnet tights and red thigh high leather boots seemed excessive. He wasn't totally sure if Iva was directing these videos or had plans to be in them based on how they were dressed. Their tight purple curls bounced slightly as they crossed their legs and looked from Luffy to Law and back again.

 

"Nobody has to take their clothes off today if you don't want to," they started. "This is mostly to make sure we're all on the same page and everyone's comfortable with the script material." Iva's gaze settled on Luffy. "Did you read the scripts I sent?"

 

Luffy blushed a little and looked at Law as if he was going to somehow bail him out. He had truly no idea how he'd gotten that impression.

 

"I read the first two!" Luffy said confidently. Iva rolled their eyes and sighed.

 

"You're everything your brother said you would be." They looked over to Law. "What about you?"

 

"Yeah, I read them." He'd finished the third script late last night after frantically trying to shove all the dialogue lines into his brain from the first one for most of the afternoon. Unfortunately his character did the vast majority of the talking in these scenes. Especially the first one, though he figured that was probably just because Luffy would be reasonably preoccupied through most of it. It was rude to talk with your mouth full, after all.

 

Iva smiled. "Good. At least one of you can follow directions. Anything in there that either of you have questions about?" Law shook his head and Luffy giggled and popped a piece of candy in his mouth.

 

"It all sounds fun to me!" 

 

"Well, good. Let's go over a couple of things and then if you boys want to, we can do a run through with cameras off to start."

 

Iva walked them through the stage directions for the first scene, pointing to the off stage positions where the cameras would be. There was a lot more to think about than Law had initially anticipated as he tried to keep track of how to position Luffy so the cameras could capture both of them at good angles. He figured since his character was the one calling all the shots, he'd probably also need to be the one making sure Luffy got into the right spot. They also established some non-verbal cues they could each use to warn the other when positions were changing or when they were moving on to the next part of the scene. It actually was a lot to try to shove into his brain all at once.

 

Luffy interrupted periodically to ask questions but mostly he hung off of Law's arm and murmured dirty, flirty comments in his ear when Iva turned away. It most certainly was not helping Law remember all of the information Iva was throwing at them. 

 

"Anyway, don't get too hung up on all the details and try to just enjoy yourselves," Iva said finally. "Even if you don't hit every line right, it'll look fine if you're both into it. I can edit just about anyone to look good as long as you give me something to work with. Any questions?"

 

"Do we get to fuck around now?" Luffy asked, sprawling himself on the bed with a sigh.

 

"If that's what you want, sure. I want you two to feel comfortable with me and the camera guys here."

 

Luffy shrugged from where he laid across the plush red blanket. "It's not that different from when I do the streams. Torao and I have already practiced anyway."

 

Law felt his face rapidly turning a particularly dark shade of pink. Those "practice sessions" probably didn't actually count.

 

"Ohho? Is that so?" Iva shot Law a knowing grin. "Well then, do you want the cameras on or off for the first run through? I'll give you the option."

 

"On!" Luffy said, pushing himself up onto his elbows. "What do you think, Torao?" He had that conspiratorial smirk on his face again. Law felt his heartbeat start to quicken in his chest. He figured it was time to give this a real shot. 

 

"On," he said, holding Luffy's gaze and smirking right back.

 

"Excellent! Let's see what you've got!" They turned and shouted off stage, "Make-up!"







"How's this?" Luffy asked in a soft voice as he held his arms out to the side and made a slow turn center stage. The loose t-shirt he had on was long enough to skim the hem of the pair of silky running shorts he was wearing that hugged his skin in all the right places.

 

"Good start, but I'll need to see what's underneath," Law purred from his position on the couch. He vaguely registered one of the cameras off stage moving into position as Luffy slowly stripped his shirt off. His attention immediately returned to Luffy when he turned back around with his hands clasped over his chest and met Law's eyes. The cameras wouldn't pick up the heated look Luffy was giving him from their angle.

 

"No need to be so shy," Law said, actually getting the line right this time. "Here, it's like this." He stood up from the couch and slowly pulled his own shirt over his head, holding Luffy's eyes until the last possible second.

 

This was wild. It was like completely silent foreplay, all secret glances the cameras wouldn't find but they both knew the meaning behind. He could feel the heat building in his gut as he crossed the stage and grasped Luffy's wrists in his hands.

 

"You're too pretty to hide under all those clothes," Law said, just loud enough for the microphone above his head to pick up. He wondered if Luffy knew that he meant it. "Let's see the rest."

 

Luffy's breath hitched as Law hooked his fingers under the waist band of his shorts and slowly slipped them down over his hips. He looked up at Law, wide eyed with pink dusted cheeks, as the fabric hit the stage floor. 

 

"There you go," Law said, taking a small step back to admire Luffy's naked form in the center of the stage. "You have a great body for this. But-" he crowded back into Luffy's space and cupped his face in one hand, running his thumb across his bottom lip. "There's more to it than just showing skin. You should show off your talents too."

 

Luffy's lips parted slightly and a soft whine escaped his throat. There was no defiance in his eyes this time, no bratty comments, no pushing boundaries. Luffy was completely pliant underneath his hands as he hooked a finger behind his bottom teeth and pulled down sharply. That cute little gasp made his blood burn.

 

"I hear you've got a bit of an oral fixation," he murmured, withdrawing his finger to lean in close to Luffy's lips. "Why don't you show me what that pretty mouth can do?"

 

Luffy's mouth was hot on his own when their lips finally met. They hadn't kissed since he'd dropped Luffy off two days ago, and a high-pitched needy whine reverberated into Law's mouth when he swept his tongue across Luffy's. He tasted like strawberry candy and bad decisions. Law thought idly that it was a perfect flavor combination. He groaned as he wrapped his hands around Luffy's waist and pulled him against his chest. He could tell Luffy was desperately trying to hold himself back as his fingers trembled slightly against Law's skin. 

 

Law tried to time in his head how long they had been kissing, but that was shockingly difficult when Luffy's breath hitched like that as he dragged his teeth across his bottom lip. When he finally pulled away, Luffy's cheeks blazed bright pink and his eyes were dark with a look Law had become extremely familiar with over the last handful of days. 

 

"Let's see what else you can do," he said with a smirk and guided Luffy down onto his knees. He recalled that this was approximately where Luffy had lost it last time as he vaguely heard a camera moving from behind him. There was going to be one essentially right over his shoulder to capture Luffy's face during the rest of the scene. He carded his hand roughly through Luffy's hair and slid his fingers under his chin, forcing his gaze up to his own.

 

"Be a good boy for me and I'll show you what I can do too," Law purred down to Luffy and watched that blush get a little darker as he eased himself out of his jeans. He was already sporting a full erection by that point, just seeing Luffy naked on his knees again was enough. 

 

"What do you say?"

 

"Yes, please," Luffy breathed. "I'll be good." He began slowly running his hands up Law's thighs as he looked up at him through long eyelashes. 

 

"Open," Law said firmly. Luffy complied immediately, letting his tongue roll out of his mouth with a soft, needy noise. "Good boy," Law murmured as he let one hand rest in Luffy's hair. He took note of the genuine shiver that ran up Luffy's spine as he guided his cock into his mouth. Law's brain completely forgot the cameras as Luffy's lips wrapped around him and his tongue began to move.

 

He watched Luffy's soft full lips begin to move up and down his length, eyes fluttering closed against his flushed cheeks. Law let his hand move slightly to push a lock of dark hair gently out of Luffy's face. The next word he spoke wasn't even in the script.

 

"Beautiful," he breathed.

 

There was still some part of him that knew where they were, knew the cameras were rolling, but it was a distant corner of his mind as Luffy's fingers tightened around his thighs. He couldn't tear his eyes away from the sight of Luffy working his mouth farther and farther down his cock. Soft, almost timid moans slipped from Luffy's lips when he looked up and met Law's gaze, mouth hanging open and dragging his tongue along the underside of Law's cock.

 

Fuck, he was getting paid for this. The realization slammed into him and he felt himself twitch in Luffy's mouth, earning a long and much louder moan in response.

 

"Fuck, yes," Law groaned as Luffy wrapped his mouth back around him and hollowed his cheeks. Gods, why did he ever think he wouldn't want to do this? Luffy was incredible with his mouth. He pulled himself almost all the way off Law's cock and swirled his tongue around the tip. 

 

"Gods, yes," he gasped. 

 

Every line of dialogue from here to the end was just Law telling Luffy how good he was and he meant every single word of it as Luffy continued giving Law the best blow job of his entire life for the cameras. Law controlled the pace with subtle tugs on Luffy's hair, slowing him down a few times to cool himself off and drag the scene out to their time target. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw Iva hold up a hand, their agreed upon signal for five minutes left in the scene. He tapped his fingers twice on the back of Luffy's head to let him know the pace was about to pick up. He felt nails digging into his thighs as Luffy sucked in a deep breath through his nose.

 

Law pressed himself roughly into Luffy's mouth as Luffy moaned and swallowed around him.

 

"Good, fuck," Law breathed. "Take it. I know you can take it." He was properly fucking Luffy's face now and hurtling towards his own climax that he'd been holding back for what felt like a decade. Tears began to stream down Luffy's face and broken, garbled noises of pleasure escaped from his throat between thrusts. After a particularly deep moan from Luffy vibrated around his cock, Law knew he was close. He gave two sharp tugs on Luffy's hair in warning and jerked his head back off his cock.

 

"Open up for me one more time, baby," he grit his teeth at the stupid pet name that was in the script as he slid his hand quickly up and down his length. Luffy looked up at him with watery eyes, tear tracks down his flushed cheeks, panting on his knees as his cock leaked between his legs. As Luffy slowly stuck his tongue out, a loud moan ripped from Law's throat as he painted Luffy's face with streaks of cum. Luffy's eyes fluttered closed and he whimpered, swallowing the thick globs that had landed in his mouth. Law took a second to pull in two deep breaths before he remembered what he was supposed to do next.

 

He dragged his finger down through some of the mess on Luffy's face as Luffy looked up at him again. He slipped the digit into Luffy's mouth and the hot tongue curling around his finger almost stole the words from his lips before he could say them.

 

"Such a good boy," he half-moaned. "Do you want your reward?"

 

"Please," Luffy whined as Law's finger fell from his lips. The flush on his face had extended all the way down to his heaving chest and he looked completely desperate for Law to touch him. It was insanely hot.

 

Law sank to his knees and impulsively pulled Luffy in for a deep kiss, tasting himself on Luffy's tongue and groaning into his mouth, a little of his own release smearing on his cheek. He wrapped his hand around Luffy's throbbing cock and he shouted a curse against Law's lips, leaning back onto his hands as his legs melted beneath him. He stayed in that position, knees spread wide, hips jerking up into Law's hand, back arched and arms trembling beneath his weight as he tossed his head back in ecstasy. Law worked his hand quickly along Luffy's length, kissing his way up his chest and swirling his tongue around his nipple. Law knew he was sensitive there from that first time they'd fooled around in here and he was glad he'd made note of it because he wanted to pull that noise from Luffy's mouth again and again. 

 

Luffy's entire body began to tremble, his muscles pulled tight beneath Law's lips as he worked his way up Luffy's neck. When he'd made it up to the spot right beneath Luffy's ear, he decided he didn't give a fuck about the script any more.

 

"I want to watch you come for me, Luffy," he whispered into Luffy's ear, soft enough that no one else would be able to hear. Luffy's entire body pulled taught as a bow string and Law managed to move his body out of the way of the view just in time. 

 

"Oh Gods!" Luffy practically screamed up to the studio ceiling as his orgasm ripped through his body, his hips jerking and entire body trembling with every streak of white that painted his chest.

 

Law wrapped an arm beneath Luffy's back as he collapsed his full weight into Law's body, pulling in ragged breaths. A hand wrapped behind his neck and Luffy jerked him down, crashing their lips together roughly.

 

"Cut!"

 

To Law, the room was silent except for the beautiful sounds escaping Luffy's throat. His entire consciousness was enveloped by the feeling of Luffy leaning into his mouth aggressively, breathing heavily in between soft whimpers and gasps. It took longer than Law would like to admit for his brain to actually register Iva's voice, completely enraptured by the feeling of Luffy's mouth on his own. Luffy released his near bruising hold on the back of Law's neck and crumpled into his chest instead, hot breaths breaking across Law's bare skin in short bursts.

 

"Shit, Torao," he said between breaths. "Fuck, that was hot."

 

Law chuckled softly and lifted Luffy's limp body up off the floor. Law realized belatedly he was still half wearing his jeans and managed to step out of them, leaving them lying in the middle of the stage with the outfit Iva had picked out for Luffy to wear for all of five minutes.

 

"Boys, you two are my new favorite stars!" Iva said loudly, striding onto the stage. Law thought he would feel slightly more uncomfortable having essentially a total stranger talking to him while he was buck naked and holding a cum-covered Luffy in his arms. Apparently he was making progress on getting over the lingering embarrassment he had over his job, because he was minimally phased as Iva stood just a few feet from him under the bright lights.

 

"I think we might just use that take for the final product," Iva said, beaming. "What do you think?"

 

"Sounds good to me," Law said with a shrug and looked down at Luffy curled against his chest. "How about it, Lu?" He surprised himself at the nickname that just slipped out of his mouth.

 

"Can we watch it when you're done?" Luffy asked with a hoarse voice without looking up from Law's chest.

 

"Of course, dear! Go get cleaned up and head home. I'll send you two some times to meet up for the next scene." Iva turned to the unseen stage crew in the shadows. "That's a wrap! Let's flip the set for the scene tomorrow with the ladies," they said into the darkness as Law carried Luffy to the private shower just off stage. 

 

"Did you call me 'Lu'?" he murmured with a little giggle.

 

"Guess I did."

 

"Mmm, I like it." Law couldn't keep the stupid smile off his face and was grateful for the dim lighting as they finally arrived at the bathroom. 

 

"Too bad, I don't do pet names." 

 

He could feel Luffy's grin against his skin. "Sure, Torao."

 

He set Luffy down onto his feet and turned the water on. A warm set of arms wrapped around his waist with a sigh as he waited for the water to warm up. He winced a little as he felt the sticky mess smearing along his lower back.

 

"Do you have to get it all over me?" Luffy let out a weak, breathy laugh.

 

"It's half yours and we're about to shower, you know." Law felt Luffy rub his still cum-streaked face into the skin between his shoulder blades and rolled his eyes. 

 

"Get in the water already and quit being gross."

 

"No!" Luffy said childishly and gripped Law tighter, pressing every inch of his chest against Law's back. Law somehow managed to twist around in Luffy's hold so they were facing each other and slowly inched his way backwards into the running water, pulling the curtain closed behind them.

 

"Kiss me," Luffy demanded. Law sighed and realized that stupid smile he'd had on the way to the bathroom was back and there was nothing he could do to stop it.

 

"If I kiss you, will you let go of me and shower already?"

 

"Only if it's a good one."

 

"Deal."

 

Luffy pushed up onto his toes and wrapped his arms around Law's neck, sighing into his lips. It was like the kitchen all over again. Law felt like he could barely breathe through the tight feeling in his chest as Luffy's lips brushed softly across his own. He had no idea how long they stayed like that, sharing slow lazy kisses under the running water. Eventually, Luffy pulled away just slightly and their eyes met.

 

There was no lust behind his eyes now, no heat like there had been before, but Law's heart still raced in his chest. He ran his hands along Luffy's waist slowly, trying to memorize the feeling beneath his fingers. He couldn't explain it, but he never wanted the moment to end. He wished Luffy would keep looking at him like that forever. No one had ever looked at him like that before and it made his heart soar.

 

Six days. He'd known Luffy for six days. This was too much. These feelings were too big. He closed his eyes and sighed. 

 

He was just lonely. That was it. He was desperate for connection and he'd latched on to the first person who'd shown him a teaspoon of affection. It wouldn't last. It never did.

 

"We should get cleaned up," he murmured, eyes still closed. He felt Luffy lean his head into his shoulder. 

 

"I don't want to," he whispered, barely audible over the sound of the water cascading around them. Law didn't either, but they needed to get on with it. He couldn't stay here, not with this hot, tight feeling in his chest that wouldn't go away. Besides, they had places to be.

 

"Don't you want to go to dinner?" Luffy immediately picked his head up off Law's shoulder, pressing his lips into his skin as he did so.

 

"Good point," he said with a sigh. He took a half step back and lathered soap in his hands, but instead of washing himself, he began to pull soap-slicked fingers along Law's chest. Law rolled his eyes.

 

"Pretty sure I can handle this on my own."

 

"I know. I just like touching you."

 

Law decided it wasn't worth arguing about and grabbed the soap to start scrubbing Luffy's skin too. The rest of the shower passed in silence and Law found himself wondering what was going on in Luffy's head, which was strange. Luffy seemed to always just blurt out whatever was on his mind. The silence was so out of character compared to how he'd been acting the last several days. 

 

They stepped out of the shower and Law decided he had to say something.

 

"Are you alright?"

 

"I-" Luffy bit his lip for a moment. "Yeah, I'm fine." He smiled softly as he wrapped the towel Law handed him around his waist. "Let's get dressed."

 

They both stepped out of the bathroom towards the set of lockers they'd stored their clothes in. Iva caught them halfway.

 

"You boys do know there are two showers, right?"

 

Luffy grinned and wrapped his arms tightly around Law's waist. "I just wanted to shower with Torao!"

 

If Law blushed any harder, there wouldn't be any blood left to circulate in the rest of his body. He tried to pull Luffy's arms off of him without success. Iva looked at them critically, expression stern. Their next sentence was definitely not directed at Luffy. 

 

"I hope you know what you're doing."

 

Dear gods, he really didn't. He had no fucking clue what he'd gotten himself into. Now was definitely not the time to figure it out, either. He plastered a half-hearted smile onto his face and shrugged.

 

"He's just like this," Law said, trying to sound nonchalant. Iva's eyes narrowed and then a smirk formed on their lips.

 

"You haven't met his brother yet, have you?" The ice Law had apparently swallowed at some point grew in his stomach.

 

"No." 

 

The smirk twisted into something slightly more sinister.

 

"Good luck."

 

With that, Iva turned on their glossy red heel and walked back towards the stage crew, stopping to tell a stage hand where to move one of the large cameras. Luffy sighed against his chest.

 

"Aren't they nice? I like Iva."

 

Nice was not the word he'd been thinking of. He couldn't calm the growing sense of dread that had taken hold of his entire body. Luffy finally released his hold on Law and pulled a backpack out of the locker he'd claimed. 

 

"We're going to that bar from here, right?" Luffy swung the bag over his shoulder as he asked.

 

"Uh-" Law's brain took a second to catch back up. Right. He'd asked Luffy out to the rooftop bar downtown for another dinner date. Fuck, that was probably a huge mistake but it was too late now. He'd already extended the offer... and bet Penguin he'd make this last for three weeks before bailing. Gods above, maybe he should just change his number and skip town.

 

Alright, maybe that was a bit extreme. It was still just dinner.

 

"Yeah, let's leave from here. The place is kind of swanky. Did you bring anything to wear?" Law had warned him he'd have to wear something nicer than a t-shirt to this place. It was basically the nicest place in town. Well, the nicest place Law could afford anyway.

 

"Yeah! It was tough though, I don't have a lot of nice stuff. Nami took me shopping!" Luffy pressed a quick peck to Law's cheek as he walked back off to the bathroom with his backpack. Just how close were those two? Had he told Nami what they'd been up to off screen? Fuck, he'd never live this down now.

 

Law pulled his own bag of clothes out of the locker and moved to the other bathroom on the other side of the stage. He could feel the frown on his face as he changed into his best pair of black skinny jeans and his black button-down. He rolled the sleeves up to his elbows as he glared at himself in the mirror.

 

Three weeks. Just three weeks. That was it. They weren't anything more than that.

 

A part of his brain reminded him that he'd offered to help Luffy study for that firefighter exam. Well, they didn't have to be together to do that. He could maybe still help a little. Maybe they could stay friends when they were done with this contract. That wouldn't be so bad. He'd basically only had three friends his entire life. Four wouldn't be too hard to keep up with.

 

He rifled through his bag and found the eyeliner pencil he'd grabbed impulsively on his way out the door and stared down at it in his hand.

 

He didn't need to dress up for this guy. He wasn't special.

 

But then again... the way Luffy had looked at him when he got into the car and saw it last time had made his blood burn and his heart race. 

 

It wasn't for Luffy anyway. He could look good if he wanted to.

 

A moment later, he stepped out of the bathroom with the bag over his shoulder. Luffy was there waiting for him. 

 

"Damn," he said, looking Law up and down. "That's really just not fair."

 

"What?"

 

"How you can be so hot and make it look easy."

 

"You're one to talk." Luffy was wearing a slim-cut short sleeved red dress shirt and a pair of dark-washed jeans that were actually cut close enough to his body to show off the curve of his hips and legs. He had the first button undone on the shirt, and a small gold chain with a single red bead in the center hung off his neck. Law didn't miss the flip flops he still had on, though.

 

"Sandals?" 

 

Luffy's face flushed bright red. It was adorable.

 

"I forgot to bring other shoes." 

 

Law couldn't help but smile because honestly, he'd been impressed Luffy had even remembered to bring nice clothes in the first place.

 

Law shrugged. "It's a vibe. Roll with it." Luffy smiled at him and Law felt his heart rate pick up. Gods, had he been this pretty the entire time? 

 

"Ready to go?"

 

"Almost," Luffy said and took two quick strides into Law's space. He pulled open the top two buttons on Law's shirt, exposing the top of his chest tattoo for the world to see. "There," Luffy said with satisfaction.

 

Law chuckled. "You just can't help yourself."

 

"If I could see all of you all the time, I would," Luffy looked up at him and Law knew he wasn't just saying that. There was something genuine and warm behind his eyes. He couldn't help but return Luffy's soft smile.

 

"Let's go," Law murmured. He let Luffy link their fingers together as they made their way out of the studio and back to Law's car. 

 

The drive downtown was a short one since Nami's office building was already most of the way there and Luffy remained uncharacteristically quiet the entire way. It was making Law anxious. He didn't want to press again and make things awkward, so he let Luffy continue to stare silently out the window as they drove. 

 

Law decided he felt fancy and sprung for the valet parking Sabaody Tower offered as they arrived at their destination. They stepped into the elevator and Luffy wrapped himself around Law's arm with a sigh. 

 

"I've never gotten to come here before," he said, leaning his head against Law's shoulder as the elevator began to carry them up above the city. 

 

"Really?" Law peeled Luffy off his arm and turned him around so he was facing the glass wall of the elevator. "You should watch, then."

 

Luffy gasped as the metal behind them fell away around the tenth floor. The entire city began to expand out the floor to ceiling window, buildings slowly shrinking as they continued the journey up to the rooftop. 

 

Cora had brought him here on his eighteenth birthday and he'd had much the same reaction to the elevator ride. The glass was so clear, interrupted only by thin intermittent metal support beams, that it felt like you could fall right through it and onto the busy city streets below. As the elevator reached about floor 50, Law pointed out the same thing Cora had nearly a decade ago.

 

"There's the train tracks and the neighborhood. Do you see it?"

 

"Yeah!" Luffy giggled and pressed his fingers against the glass. "Look! That's my building!"

 

Sure enough, Luffy's little red building was easily discernible from the rest of the run down structures surrounding it. Law's eyes followed the roads and he found the park he and Cora used to walk through and smiled. He could pick out their old building from here too. He could still see the small garden on the roof that Cora had liked to spend so much time sitting in, watching the city go by on the streets below. 

 

A distant memory slammed into him like a gunshot.

 

They'd been sitting on some cheap folding chairs at the edge of the garden, watching the sun set behind the buildings. Law was seventeen, he'd just been dumped by his first ever boyfriend and it hadn't gone well. Cora pulled a beer out from the cooler he'd brought up and passed it to him. 

 

"I don't care if you're too young. Some life events just call for a drink," he'd said, lighting a cigarette. Law took a tentative sip on the beer and wrinkled his nose at the unfamiliar bitter taste. 

 

"You want to talk about it?" Cora asked.

 

"No," Law had said curtly. Cora sighed. They'd been pretty close by that point but there were still some things Law wasn't ready to share, heartbreak was one of them.

 

"Listen, kiddo," Cora said, taking a long drag on his cigarette. "These things are going to happen and it's alright. Everybody's different, so it might take a while to find someone who's right for you, but there is someone out there." Law didn't say anything to that. He took another sip of the bitter alcohol and stared straight ahead. After a moment, Cora set his hand on Law's, pulling his gaze.

 

"I'll tell you what you should look for, alright?" Law nodded silently. "They'll be someone that doesn't care where you live, what you wear, what kind of car you drive — none of that matters. They'll just love you, as you are, no holds barred. They'll look at you like you hold the whole world in your hands." He squeezed Law's fingers tightly. "And they'll make you think that maybe you could, too." 

 

Cora sighed deeply and leaned back into the chair. 

 

"That's what love is."

 

The elevator dinged behind him and he jumped at the sudden sound. Luffy had laced their fingers together at some point while Law had been lost in thought and he tugged on them now in earnest. He smiled up to Law as he released his fingers slowly.

 

"Come on! Let's eat!"

 

They checked in at the host stand and were led to a small table next to the glass railing overlooking the city. The bar had a half-roof overhang that blocked the wind just enough to make it comfortable sitting out in the open. They were 150 floors above the city, and the cars looked like ants as they navigated the streets far below them. Usually, the bar played pop music over some speakers but tonight there was a small jazz quartet set up on a short stage at the other end of the space. Law had no idea there'd be live music that night. He hadn't even checked the website before he'd asked Luffy to come up here with him, which was actually a little strange now that he thought about it. He usually looked into things like that.

 

"Wow," Luffy breathed, looking over the railing next to the table. He hadn't even sat down yet.

 

"Just wait until the sun sets in an hour," Law said, picking up the drink menu. Luffy looked back at him and beamed, eyes shining with unbridled delight. Law's breath caught in his throat. 

 

"This is awesome!"

 

Law felt the smile pulling on his lips and he once again had no control over it. He looked through the drink menu as Luffy finally took his seat across from him at the table. He inwardly cringed at the prices before he remembered that he'd have an extra two grand in his bank account by the end of the week. Fuck it, he could live a little for once.

 

He decided on one of the fancy city-themed mixed drinks and passed the menu to Luffy. 

 

"Holy shit, these are like twenty a pop!" Luffy said as he looked over the drink selection.

 

"Get whatever you want. Don't worry about it," Law said. "Just one dinner this time though. Not sure my wallet could handle two here."

 

Luffy giggled and looked at him over the menu. "It's not like I need two dinners. They just both sounded good!"

 

"Can I get you two something to drink?"

 

Law hadn't even noticed the waitress walking up to the table, he'd been so distracted by Luffy's little giggles and the way his eyes lit up when he smiled. Gods, he was so cute.

 

They ordered drinks and looked over the food menu. Luffy had an extremely difficult time choosing just one thing to order. They bargained and Law let him order an appetizer too with a promise of dessert later. All together, that was probably the cost of two entrees but who cared. 

 

They sat in silence for a long moment after placing their food order. Law was again struck by how quiet Luffy had been since the shoot.

 

"Luffy," Law started, and Luffy jumped a little and looked back at him from where he'd been staring out over the city. "Are you alright? You're really quiet all of the sudden."

 

"Yeah, I'm ok," he said quietly. "Just thinking."

 

Law raised an eyebrow at that. Luffy? Thinking quietly to himself? Sure he'd only known the guy less than a week, but even he thought that was odd.

 

"What? I'm allowed!" 

 

Law chuckled and shook his head. "Never said you weren't, I just feel like you aren't this quiet that often. You can tell me I'm wrong though." He took a sip of the expensive cocktail he'd ordered. Gosh, they pour them strong here. Maybe that's why they were so expensive.

 

Luffy sighed and took a sip of his own drink, his nose wrinkling just slightly. "Woah they put a lot in there, huh?"

 

"Not sweet enough for you?"

 

"No, no, it's good. I can just taste the alcohol." He sighed again as he set the glass down. "Been thinking about Ace today, if you want to know."

 

"Do you want to talk about it?" 

 

"Do you want to listen?" 

 

Law nodded and a weak smile spread across Luffy's features. 

 

"Really?" he asked quietly.

 

"Yeah, tell me about him." He knew exactly why Luffy had asked twice. He'd stopped talking to his friends about Cora a while ago. He couldn't stand the tragic looks on their faces and the way they suddenly acted like they had to walk on eggshells whenever his name came up. The only one who was reasonable about it was Bepo, but even he still did it sometimes. Law was determined not to make Luffy feel like his brother's name was some kind of bad word.

 

Luffy began playing with the red bead on the thin gold chain he'd worn and leaned his elbow on the table with a sigh.

 

"I just wish he could have seen this," he said. "None of us have ever been up here, but we always wanted to come. We'd talked about it but things always got in the way, you know? Plus the tour of the building and the observation deck is so expensive, especially for three people to go together." He sighed and looked out over the city again. 

 

"What did you guys do together instead?"

 

The smile returned to Luffy's face. "Caused trouble, mostly." 

 

"I don't doubt that for a second."

 

Luffy launched into a series of animated stories about Ace and exactly how much trouble they got up to on a regular basis. Most of the stories ended with Ace beating Luffy's ass for somehow messing things up and making the trouble even worse. They always managed to get themselves home in the end. It seemed like Luffy was usually the one to get them into trouble and Ace typically got them out.

 

Their food arrived entirely too soon, interrupting another of Luffy's stories, this one about how he'd accidentally pissed off some low level gang goon by tripping on the sidewalk and covering him in the soda he'd been drinking. It wouldn't have been such a big deal if it hadn't soaked through the guy's jacket, drenching all the drugs in his pocket that he was supposed to be selling. It sounded like Ace had really had his hands full.

 

The food was absolutely delicious, and Law actually finished his plate this time, his nerves much calmer than the last time they'd gone out together. Luffy seemed back to his normal self finally, rambling on about how delicious everything was and stuffing food into his face like he hadn't eaten in weeks.

 

When the waitress came to clear their plates, Law ordered dessert for them.

 

"Do you still have that mile high ice cream pie?" he asked, blushing a little at ordering something so childish. He wasn't much for sweets but Luffy had him feeling nostalgic.

 

"Of course! I'll bring it right out," their server said with a smile, setting the two fresh cocktails they'd ordered on the table for them.

 

"Wow, do you have the menu memorized or something? Do you come here a lot?" Luffy asked, taking a sip of his second drink.

 

"No, I haven't been here in a long time," he said. He took a deep breath and decided if Luffy could share about Ace then maybe he could talk about Cora. 

 

"Cora brought me here for my birthday once."

 

Luffy smiled softly. "Cora was your dad, right? The one who adopted you?"

 

Law felt his heart squeeze. Nobody called him that. Even Law hadn't until after he died.

 

"Yeah. That's my dad." He took a drink to compose himself. "Anyway, I remember the ice cream." He chuckled a little as another memory crashed into his brain.

 

"He asked them to put birthday candles in it and then set his sleeve on fire when he reached over them for the damn spoon."

 

Luffy laughed, open and bright. He hadn't heard anyone laugh when he'd talked about Cora for years. That dumb smile was back, he could feel it.

 

"You weren't kidding, he really was a klutz, huh?"

 

"Oh yeah, he was hopeless. Some days I still can't believe we- I made it out of that apartment alive." 

 

He looked up and found Luffy staring at him, an unreadable expression on his face.

 

"What?"

 

"Ace would have liked you," he said softly. "I wish you could have met him."

 

"I-" he tried to speak but the air suddenly felt very thin. "I wish I could have met him too," he said, surprising himself that he meant it.

 

An enormous slice of chocolate and vanilla ice cream cake, complete with whipped cream and half a dozen cherries, suddenly appeared between them. Luffy's eyes lit up like it was Christmas morning. 

 

"You didn't say it was HUGE!"

 

Law laughed and grabbed one of the dessert spoons the waitress had set down. 

 

"Good thing I've got you to help out, huh?"

 

He took a bite and it was exactly as he remembered it. It was still entirely too sweet. He'd sat there and dutifully finished every bite with Cora, though. No one had ever done anything so nice for him before and he was determined not to let a single drip of slowly melting ice cream go to waste. He'd had an awful stomach ache on the drive home, which he hadn't uttered a single word about.

 

Luffy had no such issue with sweets, apparently, as he plowed through the majority of the gigantic dessert with gusto. Law was genuinely shocked at himself. He'd usually be horrified by the way Luffy ate, chocolate sauce smeared across his lips and a bit of whipped cream clinging to the tip of his nose, but tonight, he found it incredibly endearing.

 

The ice cream slowly disappeared and the waitress returned to drop off the check. Law slipped his card inside as Luffy tried in vain to get all of the chocolate off his face, a tiny smear still clinging to the corner of his mouth. 

 

"Missed a spot," Law said and he didn't even realize what he was doing until he'd already licked his thumb and wiped it across the little chocolate stain on Luffy's mouth. It was something Cora had always done to him, even well after that trip on his eighteenth birthday. It used to drive him insane.

 

"Sorry," Law murmured, pulling his hand away. Luffy caught his wrist in his fingers.

 

"Don't apologize," Luffy said, smiling at him softly again. "It was sweet."

 

The checkbook arrived back at the table and Luffy quickly released his hold on Law's wrist. He scribbled his signature on the bottom of the bill, leaving a very generous tip since the waitress had been smart enough to basically leave them alone for the whole meal. 

 

They rose from the table and Luffy walked back over to the railing to look out over the city again. They should probably just go. He should drop Luffy back off at home and pretend the butterflies in his stomach didn't exist. It had been a long day already anyway. 

 

Too bad his mouth had other ideas.

 

"Do you want another drink, Luffy?"

 

Luffy turned to look at him in confusion. "Didn't we just cash out?"

 

Law shrugged. "We can order at the bar. I want to stay and watch the sunset anyway."

 

"Alright, but I'm getting this round. Those drinks are too pricey," Luffy said, pushing himself off from the railing. He grabbed Law's hand and started off towards the bar. Luffy ordered them both another overpriced cocktail, grinning ear to ear the entire time. They found a standing table over on the west side of the building and sipped their drinks as the sun began to sink slowly towards the horizon.

 

Law had come here a few times after Cora had passed, always alone though. He'd stay for a few drinks and watch the sunset. Then he'd drive back home in silence and wish he could have had one more chance to take Cora up there for his birthday. 

 

He wondered if it had really been a good idea to bring Luffy up here as he watched him sipping his drink and smiling. He looked so happy, so joyful. It was something Law wasn't sure he'd ever feel again, but it was just so beautiful to watch. Luffy rambled on about how pretty the clouds looked as the sky rolled through its pinks and golds. Law agreed with him completely, though he'd barely seen the sky. 

 

"Take a picture with me!" Luffy said suddenly, whipping his phone out of his pocket. 

 

"Sure, why not," Law said, following Luffy the short distance over to the railing. Luffy held his phone up and snapped a picture. 

 

"Do you guys want a picture together?" Their waitress had wandered by and was smiling at them politely.

 

"Yeah! Would you? Thank you so much!" Luffy excitedly passed his phone over and grabbed Law's hand. Law found himself smiling a little wider than he'd intended.

 

"Torao, kiss me."

 

He turned to look over at Luffy, who'd slipped closer, his free hand braced against Law's chest.

 

"What? For the picture?" Luffy nodded emphatically. Law hesitated but he didn't know why. There were way more compromising photos out there of him. Hell, Luffy had one on his phone right this second.

 

"Please?" 

 

He was never going to say no to that look on his face.

 

"Alright."

 

Their lips met briefly, just glancing off each other really. It still managed to take Law's breath away. Luffy grinned up at him as he pulled away, looking like he'd just won the lottery.

 

"You two make a cute couple," the waitress said, holding Luffy's phone out to him. 

 

"That's mostly him," Luffy giggled. "Isn't he cute?" Law felt the heat rushing to his face. Gods, Luffy was so incredibly good at making him suddenly feel like he was under a microscope.

 

The waitress simply smiled politely and laughed a little. "That's so sweet," she said as Luffy retrieved his phone from her hand. "Have a nice night!"

 

Luffy excitedly looked through the photos she'd taken.

 

"These are great! I'll send them to you!"

 

They made their way back to the table and slowly finished their drinks, watching the sun slip behind the city buildings. Luffy pointed out different landmarks in the city, tossing in little stories of the ones he'd been to. 

 

"I like sunsets, but I think I like sunrises better," Luffy said as the last rays of sunlight escaped from beyond the horizon. 

 

"Really? Why's that?" Law finished his drink and sighed contentedly. He didn't understand Luffy's opinion. Sunsets were great.

 

"Because it's over the ocean on that side." Law turned to look at him. 

 

"Have you ever been to the beach?"

 

"Yeah! All the time! I love the water." He sighed wistfully. "Sometimes I just want to get on a boat and sail away, you know? Leave all this behind and start over. You can be free on the sea. No rules, no bills, no jobs." He slowly drained the rest of his glass and didn't seem to notice the stunned silence he'd left Law in.

 

He had absolutely not expected Luffy to just rattle off his old childhood fantasy he'd had since his whole world crumbled to ash. How many times had he imagined watching the city shrinking into the distance while he floated away on the waves? Had to have been at least in the hundreds.

 

The small ensemble struck up a familiar tune that pulled Law's brain into a whole different direction. He turned to watch the band.

 

"Do you know this song?" Luffy asked.

 

"Yeah," Law said, still watching the bass player plucking along with the tune. "Cora used to have a ton of old jazz records he'd listen to. I know most of the standards."

 

"Come dance with me!" That got Law's attention back on Luffy.

 

"What? No. I don't dance."

 

"Sure you do! Come on, please? Other people are!" Law had noticed the dozen or so couples that had wandered on to the dance floor at the start of the song. Not surprising, as it was a very well known love song and it was sunset at a romantic rooftop bar.

 

Luffy tugged at his sleeve with urgency. It was the alcohol, it had to be, because he'd never danced to some sappy love song with someone before. He looked at the pleading look in Luffy's eyes and something shifted in his brain.

 

Maybe he could try it. Just this once.

 

"Fine," he said and they abandoned their empty glasses on the table as Luffy led him to the dance floor. Dim, twinkling lights began to turn on as the sky darkened around them. 

 

"Do you even know how to dance?" he asked Luffy when they found an empty corner to take up.

 

"Nope!" Law rolled his eyes.

 

"I'll show you." He recalled the awkward and bumbling dance lesson Cora had given him in the middle of the living room one lazy Saturday afternoon as they'd listened to yet another one of Cora's lame jazz albums. He set one of Luffy's hands on his shoulder and laced his fingers through the other. He set his hand on Luffy's waist and began to sway him along to the music. After a moment, he realized he'd begun to hum along to himself.

 

"Does it have words?" Luffy asked softly.

 

Law nodded. "Yeah it's pretty famous. I'm surprised you've never heard it."

 

"Will you sing it?" Law snorted.

 

"I'm not much of a singer."

 

"I bet you are. Come on, I want to know the words." 

 

"Absolutely not," he huffed.

 

Luffy pressed himself closer, his fingers threading through the little hairs at the base of Law's neck. 

 

"Please? No one else can hear if I'm this close, right?"

 

He could feel himself blushing furiously, suddenly extremely aware of what a public space they were in. The song would be over soon. He could just say no. 

 

He found himself murmuring the words in Luffy's ear as the chorus came around for the last time. He really wasn't much of a singer, but Luffy had asked for it. He hoped he still remembered the lyrics right since he hadn't heard the song in years.

 

"Someday my happy arms will hold you

 

And someday I'll know that moment divine

 

When all the things you are, are mine"

 

It really was a cheesy love song, but Law had heard it a million times in Cora's tiny apartment. He really had been a hopeless romantic, Law thought to himself. Law had never seen the appeal of that kind of thing. He let his voice trail off as Luffy squeezed his fingers tightly. They danced together for a few more moments until the band struck the final chord. 

 

As the song ended, they pulled apart slowly and Luffy looked up at him, smiling. 

 

It hit Law like a freight train.

 

He looked up at Law like he was the sun, the moon and the stars. Like Law never had and never could do anything wrong. 

 

Like he held the world in his hands. 

 

Law pulled their fingers apart as if burned and took a full step back. Luffy's smile faltered.

 

"Torao?"

 

"We should go. It's getting late," he said. 

 

"Aww, I wanted to dance some more," Luffy whined. Law looked past him, over the railing where the city lights were twinkling on in the distance, making it seem like there were two sets of stars. He had to get out of here. They should have never come up here. This was all a huge mistake.

 

He turned and began making his way to the exit. 

 

"Torao, wait up!" Luffy grabbed his hand and Law jerked it away. This was stupid. He didn't hold hands. He didn't dance. He didn't whisper lyrics from love songs in some guy's ear. He didn't even recognize who he was any more. What the fuck was his problem?

 

They arrived back at the elevator and stepped inside.

 

"What's wrong, Torao?" Luffy's voice was strained with worry. Law skillfully ignored the way his chest burned when he heard it. 

 

"Nothing. It's just late," he said flatly. He didn't turn to watch the city through the glass this time. He leaned his hips against the wall instead and crossed his arms, willing the elevator to move faster.

 

"You're a terrible liar," Luffy said. "Fine, if you don't want to tell me, then don't." He sighed and slid over next to Law and leaned his head lightly on his shoulder. "You could if you wanted to though. Promise I won't judge you or anything."

 

He had no idea he was making things so much worse. Why did he have to be so sweet? Why did he have to constantly be pushing himself into Law's space? Why did he have to be so good at wiggling past all the little walls and booby traps he'd had set for years? And why did he have to be so damn cute while he did it?

 

Why did he have to be so perfect?

 

This wasn't what was supposed to happen. They were supposed to just be getting paid. This wasn't part of the contract— part of the plan.

 

The elevator doors opened and Luffy didn't try to grab his hand again as the valet pulled Law's car around, probably because Law had his fists shoved in his pockets, keeping a careful distance between them the entire time they stood waiting. 

 

The car was oppressively silent as he got on the freeway. Finally, Luffy said something.

 

"Thank you," he said quietly.

 

"For what?"

 

"Tonight. I told you before, I'd always wanted to go there." He sighed and ran the bead up and down the chain around his neck again. Law decided he actually did have more he wanted to say that night.

 

"The necklace is nice," he said. "You didn't strike me as a jewelry type, though." 

 

"I'm not, it's not mine." He undid the clasp behind his neck and let the chain fall into his hand. "It was Ace's. Well, technically it was Dadan's, our unofficial foster mom when gramps would leave town, but Ace wore it after we moved out and she moved to the next city over. We didn't see her much after that."

 

He sighed heavily and gripped the bead tightly in his hand.

 

"I wanted to bring it. Since he never got to go up there but he always wanted to take me."

 

Law knew exactly what that felt like. He'd wished he could have brought Cora back there too. He recalled the plain silver ring he'd found when he was clearing out Cora's apartment after he'd passed. It was in a small shoe box with a handful of photos of a much younger Cora in a neat simple suit, grinning next to a woman he'd never seen before in a white dress. He'd never even known he'd been married. Law had been pissed when he first found it, angry that he'd kept such a secret and now couldn't even answer for it. But he kept the box. It was up on the top shelf of his closet.

 

He swallowed down his lingering fear and reached his hand out, setting it lightly on Luffy's leg as he changed lanes. 

 

"I'm glad you brought it."

 

Luffy stuffed the necklace into his pocket and wrapped his fingers around Law's hand. The silence didn't feel quite so cold anymore as the street lamps streamed past them. Law found his mind wandering again, but this time he found himself thinking about waking up next to Luffy like he had a few days prior. His warm arms wrapped tightly around his waist, soft hair sprawled out across his shoulder, it had been surprisingly comfortable. He'd slept like a rock for hours, too. He considered turning the car around and driving back to his apartment, which was probably a huge waste of time and gas, but suddenly he just really wanted to fall asleep like that again.

 

"What's on your mind, Torao?"

 

"Uh-" He really didn't have an appropriate answer to that. "Just, uh, thinking."

 

Luffy chuckled softly and squeezed Law's fingers. "Just tell me, jeeze. I guarantee it's not that big of a deal."

 

Maybe he shouldn't have had that third drink because he suddenly blurted out, "Do you want to sleep at my place?"

 

Luffy laughed and it began to slowly melt the ice in Law's gut. "Sure! Your bed is comfy! Wait, aren't we going the wrong way for that?"

 

"Yeah. I don't care." He got off at the next exit and got back on going the other direction. 

 

This was some of the dumbest shit he'd ever done. He didn't even want sex, he actually just wanted to go cuddle up under the blankets with Luffy— the guy he'd just face fucked on camera to pad his savings account and then taken out on a hopelessly romantic date for no reason other than Bepo had sort of suggested he should. All that combined with the completely impulsive and ridiculous bet he now had with Penguin about this whole impossible situation had him feeling completely nuts. 

 

He could feel the giggles bubbling in his chest before they suddenly burst out of him. 

 

"What's so funny?" Luffy asked and started giggling along with him.

 

"It's so stupid, it's just so stupid," he said between his laughter.

 

"What is?"

 

"This. Us." He sighed and tried to calm his weird semi-hysterical giggles. "It's supposed to just be porn, Luffy. We fucking make porn, of all things."

 

"So what? It can be whatever we want," he said confidently. "Do you want it to just be porn?" he asked, suddenly serious.

 

Law bit his lip. He didn't know what he wanted any more. He thought he'd just wanted to fool around, make some cash, and then move on with his life. He'd still only known the guy for less than a fucking week. But, gods, this feeling. He couldn't get enough of it. 

 

"Gods above, Law, will you just tell me what's on your mind already? Why's it got to be such a big secret?"

 

"I don't- I don't talk about stuff with people just sort of in general," he said. "I only ever really talked to Cora. It's not personal. It's a habit."

 

"Why?"

 

"Why what?"

 

"Why be so secretive all the time?"

 

"Because," Law said gravely and gripped the steering wheel a little tighter. He almost pulled his other hand away from Luffy but something stopped him. "The world is full of people who want to see you suffer. They'll use anything you give them to do it."

 

Luffy was quiet for a moment until he lifted Law's hand and gently kissed the ink on the back of his fingers.

 

"Do you really think I would do that to you?"

 

Law pulled his hand away without hesitation this time, not bothering to even look over at Luffy as he did it.

 

"You never know."

 

"When you finally get around to telling me who hurt you like that, I'll beat their ass with my own two hands." The resolute determination in Luffy's voice caught Law off guard as they rolled up to the stoplight. He turned and found Luffy looking right back at him, an intense expression on his face. It made Law believe he'd meant what he said. It also made it very difficult to breathe.

 

"It's a long list," Law finally managed to say.

 

"Do you think that matters?"

 

The light changed and Law dragged his eyes away from that look on Luffy's face so he could continue navigating them to his apartment. 

 

When they finally arrived at the parking garage, Luffy swung his backpack over his shoulder with a bright smile on his face, a far cry from the blazing look he'd had in the car before. Law locked the car behind them and Luffy pulled at his hand again. Law let him knit their fingers together as they made their way up to his apartment. 

 

He knew he was probably giving the most confusing mixed signals ever at this point but he was finding it harder and harder to care. He was who he was, Luffy would just have to deal with it. If he couldn't, the problem would solve itself just like it usually did.

 

Luffy slipped out of his sandals as he set his backpack on the floor and flopped onto Law's couch with a sigh.

 

"Uh, make yourself comfortable, I guess."

 

Luffy giggled. "So there."

 

"You want a beer or anything?"

 

"Nah, I'm good. I'm kind of sleepy actually." As if proving his point, he yawned and stretched his arms over his head.

 

"Yeah, me too," Law said. "Want to just head to bed?"

 

"Kind of. Is that lame?" Law shrugged.

 

"Nah, I'm tired too. I can find you some pajamas to wear." He walked back to his room and heard Luffy slide off the couch and follow behind him. 

 

"I usually sleep naked, honestly."

 

"Well you can do that here if you want, I guess. Not like I haven't seen that." Luffy came up behind him as he was pulling a t-shirt out of his dresser. Two warm arms wrapped around him as Luffy pressed his face against Law's back. 

 

"Please tell me you're not going to wear that."

 

Law chuckled. "I guess I don't have to." He set the shirt back in the drawer and closed it. Luffy didn't move. "Come on, I've got to wash my face and brush my teeth."

 

"Noooo," he whined. "The make-up is so pretty on you."

 

"It's literally the smallest amount of eyeliner and you're not going to see it while you're asleep."

 

"You don't know that."

 

Law sighed and slowly unwound Luffy's arms from around his waist. "You're ridiculous. At least let me brush my teeth."

 

"Fine, fine," he said with a sigh. Law made his way to the bathroom and realized Luffy obviously hadn't packed for an overnight stay. 

 

"I've, uh, got a spare toothbrush if you want."

 

"Cool, thanks," he said and followed Law into the bathroom. They stood in front of the mirror and brushed their teeth together, which was not at all helping the icy dread that was still threatening to creep through Law's veins. He tried desperately to squash the thoughts of things going too fast, and Luffy being too close as he finished his nightly routine. Well, most of it. He still hadn't washed his face.

 

He slipped into the bed next to Luffy, wearing only a pair of shorts per Luffy's previous request. True to his word, Luffy was stark naked as he tapped something into his phone.

 

"If I don't tell Sabo where I am, he'll totally freak again," Luffy said with a sigh. 

 

Law's own phone buzzed on the nightstand and he glanced at it briefly. Two messages from Bepo, one from Penguin, and the latest one appeared to be from Sachi. He rolled his eyes and set it to silent as he placed it face down back on the table. Luffy placed his own phone on the other nightstand and shimmied down into the blankets as Law flicked the light off. 

 

Luffy immediately curled his entire body around him, pressing soft kisses into his shoulder and chest. He traced his fingers along the ink on Law's chest with a sigh. 

 

"This is perfect," he whispered.

 

Law hummed in agreement and stilled Luffy's hand on his chest with his own. Luffy traced gentle patterns on the top of Law's hand with his thumb and leaned his head onto Law's shoulder, his soft hair brushing against his neck. 

 

It really was perfect, Law thought, taking a long breath. Luffy's hair smelled a little like the soap from the shower back at the studio and something warm, like a late summer afternoon. Law felt his eyes fall closed as Luffy's soft breathing surrounded his ears. 

 

It was the fastest he'd fallen asleep in years.

 

 

Notes:

If anyone's curious, the song they dance to is All The Things You Are, which is actually a reasonably famous love song and worth a listen if you've never heard it.

Chapter 9: Sleepless Nights

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2:47am

 

Well, he supposed it was a little optimistic to think he could reverse over a decade of horrible sleep by just having Luffy in his bed. It didn't help that the guy was a human furnace. Law felt like he was burning alive under both Luffy's hot skin and the warm blankets. 

 

He tossed the blankets off and tried to get comfortable again, gently shifting Luffy off his shoulder and grimacing at the string of drool he left behind. Luffy mumbled something unintelligible at the movement and curled up around the pillow, immediately falling back asleep. Must be nice.

 

Despite his intentions to get back to sleep himself, Law's eyes stayed open. Luffy looked so peaceful like this— dark eyelashes fanned out gently over soft skin, messy locks of hair splashed across the pillow case, lips parted just a little. Law found himself slowly tracing his fingers across the small raised scar beneath Luffy's eye, his touch feather light to keep from waking him. A word broke across his brain like a tidal wave— insistent, unrelenting, and outside his control— "Perfect."

 

He pulled his hand away quickly and decided he better go do something else.

 

He shifted out of bed and walked noiselessly down the hall to the kitchen, turning the living room lights to their lowest setting so he had just enough light to see but hopefully wouldn't wake Luffy. He'd pulled the door mostly closed behind him on the way out but the hinge usually squeaked loudly right before it closed all the way, so he left it open just a bit. He filled the kettle with water as quietly as possible and stood staring at the floor while it began to warm. 

 

He made an attempt to sort through what the hell had gotten him here. It was never supposed to be like this. This was way too much, way too fast. It was supposed to just be a temporary arrangement. Just a job. How many times had he told himself that over the last week? He sighed to himself in the dimly lit kitchen. 

 

How many more times would he have to say it to believe it?

 

His head felt like the coastline after a hurricane— windswept and covered with things that weren't supposed to be there.

 

He looked across the kitchen counter into the dining room at the small collection of photos he had of Cora on the wall. 

 

"You spent all that time talking about love and all that stupid shit," Law muttered, nearly silent. "You didn't tell me what it was supposed to feel like, you know." He sighed again deeply and walked over to the small table in the dining room, sitting in the chair across from the photos. 

 

"It's been a week, Cora. A week." He put both his elbows on the table and held his head in his hands. All their conversations about love had been completely one-sided. Cora would ramble on and on about how great it was and how Law had some special person out there and to always be ready for it and blah blah blah. 

 

"When can I meet this one?" Cora would ask, whenever Law would admit to actually seeing someone, no matter how intermittently. 

 

"Never," Law would say. "It's not serious. Don't worry about it."

 

Cue the lecture on what love is and how he shouldn't be so flippant about relationships and how everyone has someone out there for them and on and on and on about things that had more in common with fairytales than reality.

 

"I told you I'm not figuring this out until after med school," present-day Law murmured to the half-lit empty room. "It's not worth it."

 

Yet another easily imagined response. "Not worth it?! Love is always worth it," Cora would say. More conversations they'd had a million times. Law couldn't even hold back the eye roll at the imagined comment, it was such a deeply ingrained muscle memory.

 

"Tch. What the hell would you know about it?" Law muttered, hearing the water finally starting to boil behind him. 

 

"Torao?"

 

Law jumped so high he nearly fell off the chair.

 

"Seriously? You can sleep through a train but not an electric kettle?"

 

Luffy shrugged. "I don't sleep as good in a new place." He'd obviously raided Law's dresser, since he stood in the hallway wearing only a black t-shirt with some punk band's logo on it from nearly a decade ago that reached halfway down his thighs. Law found his gaze got stuck on the hem of the shirt and how it contrasted with the slightly tanned skin underneath.

 

"Who were you talking to?" Luffy asked, eyes wandering around the room obviously searching for the other side of the conversation Law was having.

 

Law sighed and glanced back over to the photos on the wall before he pushed himself up from the table.

 

"No one."

 

He walked into the kitchen and opened the coffee cabinet, reaching behind the multiple bags of roasted beans to retrieve the small container of chamomile tea he kept on hand for particularly sleepless nights. 

 

"Sorry, I didn't mean to wake you," Law said, pulling down a mug. "Want some tea?"

 

"Sure." Luffy wandered over to the kitchen counter and propped himself on his elbows as Law pulled down a second mug and some honey that probably hadn't expired yet, despite Law never using it. They stood in silence for a moment as Law poured the water over the tea bags. 

 

"Torao," Luffy started slowly, and it was the most hesitant Law had ever heard him. "Have you been in a lot of relationships?"

 

Law kept his gaze fixed on the countertop. "No, not really."

 

"Really? It seemed like you've been with more people than me so I thought maybe..."

 

"I've been with plenty of people just-" he sighed again and ran a hand through his hair. "Just nothing serious."

 

"Oh."

 

Luffy was silent again as Law poured a generous amount of honey into one of the mugs and slowly stirred it with a spoon. He didn't actually know if Luffy took honey in his tea, but based on the intensity of the sweet tooth he had, he figured it was a safe bet.

 

"You didn't, um, answer me- in the car, I mean." Luffy's voice was quiet and unsure as he fumbled his way through the words.

 

Law slid the mug slowly across the counter towards him. 

 

"I know."

 

Law placed the box of tea back in its place and let his head rest on the cabinet door. Why the hell did he have to wake up? Why did they have to have this conversation now? It was three in the damn morning. He just wanted to be alone with his thoughts like he usually was, arguing with a dead man in his own damn head for a while. Was that really too much to ask for?

 

"Have you ever been in love, Torao?"

 

Luffy's question broke through the violent tumult in Law's brain and wrenched him back to reality. He risked a glance over at Luffy and found him with both hands wrapped around the mug, staring into it intently and worrying his lower lip between his teeth. 

 

"No," Law said quietly. "Have you?"

 

"No," Luffy said to the mug. 

 

"Why do you ask?"

 

Luffy shrugged and said nothing, still staring into the steaming liquid. Law finally lifted his cup up off the counter and made his way to the living room.

 

"Come on, no sense in standing around in the kitchen." He sunk into the couch cushions and set the warm drink on the coffee table as Luffy followed slowly behind him, setting his own mug down carefully. 

 

"So, um, why haven't you had many relationships? Is it on purpose, or?" Luffy fidgeted with his mug where it sat on the table while he spoke. 

 

"Guess you could say that, yeah," Law said. "Had a few explode in my face and then I just sort of decided I wasn't going to try to find anything real until after med school." 

 

"Why?"

 

Law heaved a long sigh. "Nobody wants to date a med student. It sucks. Broke all the time, long days sitting through lectures, then hours of studying for the tests every couple of weeks. And that's just the actual school part." He leaned back into the couch cushions and dragged his hand down his face. 

 

"Then there's residency shit, which is basically glorified slave labor. Lots of long hours on your feet in some gods-forsaken hospital saying 'yes sir' when all you really want to say is 'fuck off.' Not to mention board exams and trying to get a damn job," Law sighed again. "Nobody wants to date that."

 

"Hmm." Luffy took a tentative sip of his tea. "Did you ever ask them?"

 

"Ask them what?" 

 

"Ask if they'd still want to date you through all that."

 

Law clicked his tongue and leaned forward to blow over the hot tea. "No point. I know the answer."

 

"So, you don't think someone who loved you would be willing to go through that with you? Isn't that what love is about? Being there for someone even when it's tough?"

 

"Love is about knowing that even on your worst days, the one who loves you will still be there, still loving you even when you can't love yourself." 

 

Another one of Cora's stupid, useless, pointless, made-up lines about love slammed into Law's head. He almost dropped his mug on the carpet. 

 

"That's a fantasy," he muttered. "The real world's not like that."

 

"How do you know? You've never even asked."

 

Law finally looked over at Luffy where he was curled around his knees on the other end of the couch. He had that intense look on his face again, like the one he'd had in the car. He was deadly serious about this and daring Law to answer. 

 

"What are you, some expert? Thought you said you'd never dated anyone either."

 

Luffy shifted so his legs were crossed beneath him, pulling his arms across his chest, and frowned. "Nobody's an expert, Torao. You don't have to be. It's just something you know in your gut."

 

Law scoffed and rolled his eyes. "Yeah, sure. Alright. What's your gut telling you then, huh?"

 

Law watched Luffy's face flush dark pink in real time. It would have been cute if it hadn't caused Law's heart rate to immediately double. Luffy quickly looked away towards the floor and shifted his weight a little on the couch. 

 

"I don't totally know yet," Luffy said quietly. "But I've got a few ideas."

 

They were silent again for a moment as Luffy took another sip of his tea. Law wished he'd never asked Luffy to come back to his apartment. He wished he'd never gone on that dinner date. Hell, he wished he never went out for coffee. He should have told Nami he just wasn't interested in her stupid videos and her stupid money and-

 

"Listen, Torao," Luffy said and Law realized he'd been biting the inside of his lip almost to the point of bleeding. "I know you, um, don't like talking about stuff but I think we should talk about what I asked earlier. You said we should communicate, right?"

 

Law nodded and tried to take a sip of his tea since his mouth suddenly felt as dry as a desert.

 

"Guess I did say that." He set his mug back down carefully on the table.

 

"So, I guess I'm officially asking; What do you want this to be?"

 

Law glanced over and met Luffy's eyes. He looked at him then, really looked at him. Luffy's expression was nervous, his cheeks still dusted pink, making that little scar under his eye stand out even more. He looked nervous but not afraid, not really. There was something else there behind his eyes that was hard and unflinching. Like he was still daring Law to make a move and he wasn't scared of what that move would be.

 

What does it feel like to have that kind of confidence?

 

"I don't know, Luffy. I don't know." Law squeezed his eyes shut and pinched the bridge of his nose. "What the hell, this was supposed to be easy."

 

"Maybe it would be easier if you talked about it." 

 

Law blinked his eyes open and found Luffy looking back at him with a soft smile on his face. Law had expected him to be frustrated or upset, but here he was still sitting there, just taking Law at his word and trying to help. No judgement and no pressure. How long had it been since he'd had someone treat him like that?

 

Probably about four years.

 

Law took a long drink of his tea now that it had finally cooled down enough. Luffy was right, he had said they'd need to communicate or this wouldn't work. He wasn't totally sure what "this" was anymore, but if they were going to keep working together, they would certainly need to figure it out.

 

"Well, what do you want this to be, Luffy?"

 

Luffy shrugged and took another sip of tea. "Not sure, either. I know I really like you a lot. I mean," he paused and blushed again, "a lot more than I think I expected." 

 

"Well, that makes two of us I guess," Law murmured, a blush forming on his own cheeks. He very closely examined the coffee table as he felt Luffy shifting down the couch towards him. 

 

"I won't do anything you don't want to," Luffy said softly, his weight now settled directly next to Law. "But I think I-" he stopped abruptly and set his hand gently on Law's arm. Law shifted just slightly on the couch and forced his gaze up to Luffy's. 

 

"I really like our dates and I, well, I'd really like to keep going like this with you. So, I guess, can we make it both?"

 

"What do you mean both?" Law asked as Luffy's fingers trailed lightly down Law's arm to his hand. 

 

"I mean, can we do the videos and do things like this? Can it-" he sighed and squeezed Law's fingers. "Can it be a little more than just the contract stuff? I mean, if you want. But if you don't want that it's ok, I guess. I just- I really like you and I've never felt this way before about someone and I wasn't really expecting it but I was hoping that maybe you also felt-"

 

Law stopped Luffy's anxious rambling by pulling him by the shirt collar and capturing his lips. Luffy's arms wrapped around his neck as Law released the front of the borrowed shirt and in short order, he had Luffy in his lap and kissing him like he was about to disappear off the face of the planet. His mouth tasted like honey and the way his lips pressed against Law's made his heart hammer in his chest. It was like the feeling right before jumping off the side of a building. Just an incredible rush of excitement and danger mixed with a little of something else he just couldn't put into words.

 

Gods help him, he would never get enough of this feeling. 

 

Luffy pulled away just slightly and a handful of breathy giggles escaped his lips. 

 

"So is that a yes? You gotta use your words, Torao."

 

Law blew out a half laugh. "Gods damn it all to hell, Luffy. What is this? What am I agreeing to here?"

 

Luffy shrugged. "Me, I guess." 

 

Law leaned his head onto Luffy's shoulder with a sigh. "That doesn't make any sense."

 

"Alright, well, you said you haven't really tried anything serious before and you said we were going to try everything, right?"

 

Law rolled his eyes into the shirt Luffy had stolen. 

 

"That really wasn't what I meant."

 

Luffy's fingers drifted beneath Law's chin and gently lifted his head up off his shoulder. 

 

"Come on, Torao," he said, a hint of a smirk on his features. "Not scared of trying new things, are you?"

 

"Scared? Of you?" Law scoffed. "You wish."

 

A conspiratorial smile spread across Luffy's lips.

 

"So are we trying this or what? You know, since you're not scared or anything."

 

Maybe, Law thought briefly, he should give up on all of this romantic shit and just throttle the guy and get it over with. 

 

What did it matter, really? So they do this dating thing for a bit, so what? It was just some stupid infatuation. Luffy would get bored in a few weeks and leave the second the contract was up anyway.

 

Everyone always does.

 

"Fine. We'll try it. But it's not my fault when you get sick of me and want to bail."

 

Luffy threw his head back and laughed. 

 

"Sick of you? Are you crazy?" He pressed their foreheads together and sighed. "I don't think I could ever get sick of you."

 

Law huffed out a single laugh. "You say that now, but I am definitely the jerk Nami warned you about."

 

Luffy hummed contentedly and pressed a light kiss to the tip of Law's nose. "I think you're sweet, a lot sweeter than you'd ever admit." He sighed and ran his fingers gently through Law's hair. "You know I like sweet things."

 

"Ugh, that's corny as hell," Law groaned.

 

"I think you like it."

 

"I think you're crazy."

 

"That I definitely know you like," Luffy murmured and brushed his lips across Law's gently. "Because you're just as crazy as me and I love it."

 

The two mugs sat abandoned on the coffee table as Law captured Luffy's lips with purpose this time. Fuck, this was insane. This was so unlike him. None of this fit into the damn plan. 

 

Luffy sighed against his lips as fingers drifted through Law's hair. 

 

Gods be damned. Fuck the whole plan. Who even needs plans when being off-script felt like this?

 

Law wrapped his arms around Luffy's waist and pulled him closer. Luffy clasped his hands on either side of Law's face and pressed their bodies together. He kissed Law like he was the only man left alive, like he'd never kiss anyone else ever again. It was like everything else was stripped away and there they were, just two people clinging to each other like there was nothing else that could ever matter as much as this. 

 

"Law," Luffy whispered into miniscule space between them. "I-"

 

Law wasn't sure what was about to be said, but he was confident he was already feeling completely lost and overwhelmed. One more sweet thing from Luffy's mouth was going to well and truly break his brain.


"Shh, Luffy, come on. It's three in the morning, let's just leave the talking for when the sun's up, huh?"

 

Luffy's breathless laughter filled Law's soul with an impossible warmth that made head spin.

 

"Alright, alright." He sighed and pressed a light kiss beneath Law's ear. "Come back to bed with me then?" he murmured against Law's skin. 

 

Law wrapped his arms tighter around Luffy's waist and pushed both their weights up off the couch. Luffy giggled with delight and curled himself around Law's body, peppering light kisses along the skin he could reach as Law carried him back to the bedroom. He didn't even bother turning the lights off in the living room as he made his way down the hallway, and weak tendrils of light streaked across the bed as Law set Luffy down reverently on top of the blankets. He followed closely behind, running his fingers through Luffy's hair and trailing his other hand down Luffy's waist and thigh. Luffy gasped softly against Law's lips when his fingers finally met bare skin at the end of the too-big shirt he'd borrowed. 

 

Law savored the taste on Luffy's lips as he slowly dragged the soft cotton up to Luffy's hip, letting his hand wander over the soft curves contrasting with tight toned muscle there. Luffy's hand tangled in his hair, the other braced firmly against his chest. Law wondered if he could feel how fast his heart was beating. 

 

It didn't matter how many times they'd already been like this, tonight was somehow completely different. 

 

Law recalled the distant memory of when he'd first been up to the top of that tower with Cora. They'd gone up three more floors to the observation deck before sitting down for dinner. There was a deck that hung out over the city with a glass floor that was so clear, it felt like you were walking on the sky. He distinctly remembered the feeling he'd had as he walked up to the edge and tentatively set his foot on to the glass, half-expecting to fall straight through to the city streets below where ant-sized people rushed around the crowded sidewalks.

 

He hadn't expected to feel that way again in his own bedroom at three in the morning on a Tuesday. Luffy's eyes fluttered open and met his gaze, dark eyes sparkling in the dim streaks of light. He looked up at Law just as he had on the dance floor— like Law was the most incredible sight he'd ever seen. It made him want to melt, freeze, and run all at the same time, but this time he couldn't look away. 

 

"Luffy," he breathed. "I really have no idea what I'm doing."

 

Luffy trailed his fingers gently through Law's hair and smiled softly. 

 

"I don't either, but I know I want to keep going anyway." He pressed a feather-light kiss to Law's lips. "Come on, it's like an adventure," Luffy said with a smile that Law wished he could bottle and save for later.

 

Law let himself get swept onto his back as Luffy shifted their positions. As Law's head sank into the pillow, Luffy cupped his face in his hands again and melted against his lips. Law had never been kissed like this, like he was precious. All he'd ever known in this bed was a frantic sprint towards a finish line and a blank brain with people whose names he'd barely bothered to learn. No one had ever held him like he could break, whispered like he might shatter beneath the noise, touched him like he was made of porcelain. 

 

Gentle hands caressed his chest and ran along his waist, as if determined to feel every inch of skin possible. Law could barely breathe when Luffy's lips finally left his and began following his wandering hands, stopping every so often to drag his tongue along some of Law's rapidly overheating flesh. Slowly, he began inching Law's shorts down his thighs, mouth following closely behind to press warm kisses to every new inch of exposed skin. When at last the garment was tossed to the floor, Luffy pulled his borrowed shirt off to join it. 

 

He climbed between Law's legs, pulling Law's wrists up into his warm hands, pressing more kisses to the backs of Law's fingers, eventually releasing one wrist to shift himself lower on the bed. He knit his fingers with Law's and gripped them tightly as he pulled his lips up Law's inner thigh with a soft chuckle.


"I know we just did this but," he pressed a wet kiss to Law's opposite leg, "I want to do it this way now. Will you let me?"

 

"Yeah," Law said, unprepared for how shaky his voice was. 

 

When Luffy's tongue connected with his shaft, Law hissed and held on tighter to Luffy's fingers. It was the opposite of what they'd done in the studio as Luffy took his time licking and kissing along every inch of Law with a level of patience he hadn't known Luffy could even have. 

 

"I really love the way you taste," Luffy murmured and pulled his tongue through the bead of pre that had gathered at Law's slit, pulling a shiver down Law's entire body. "I could just taste you like this for hours." Luffy's breath broke across the sensitive skin of his glans and Law shuddered again. 

 

Luffy squeezed Law's hand as he wrapped his lips around the head and slowly swirled his tongue around the circumference.

 

"Lu-Luffy," Law breathed, resting his other arm across his face to try to hide how red his face was from such simple movements. Luffy's mouth worked slowly along his length, drawing languid designs with his tongue as he moved without any urgency whatsoever. Law struggled to keep breathing when Luffy hummed contentedly to himself and pulled his tongue through Law's slit again. 

 

Luffy's mouth suddenly disappeared and the cold air of the apartment pulled another shiver across Law's body as Luffy began pressing soft kisses to his lower abdomen.

 

"Tell me what you want, Law," Luffy murmured, his lips brushing across Law's stomach with each word. Law squeezed his eyes shut. He'd never felt like this during sex, so completely vulnerable and exposed. But with Luffy, it felt safe. Terrifying, but somehow safe. 

 

"T-touch me." Law's voice was barely above a whisper. "Please."

 

"Where do you keep-"

 

"My nightstand. Top drawer."

 

Luffy slowly untangled their fingers and Law reeled from the loss. He hadn't realized until then how much Luffy's hand was grounding him. He heard the drawer slide open slowly and the very familiar sound of a bottle opening. 

 

After a moment, he felt Luffy's hand return to his body, sliding down his leg and guiding it up onto a warm, muscular shoulder. The hand disappeared from his leg and slipped back over his fingers, intertwining them once more. Luffy sighed as Law squeezed his fingers again. 

 

"I really think you're the most beautiful person I've ever seen," Luffy whispered and pressed a kiss to Law's calf. Law gasped as Luffy's fingers circled around his entrance. He kept his eyes closed against the back of his arm as Luffy pressed into him slowly. Luffy's movements were measured, gentle, and patient. It somehow made it even harder to breathe. 

 

"Law," Luffy said, and pressed another wet kiss to Law's calf. "Let me see you. You're so pretty. Please."

 

With a significant amount of effort, Law pulled his arm away from his face. He forced his eyes open, and met Luffy's gaze and they both gasped when their eyes met. The way Luffy was looking at him defied all logic. He looked at Law like he was the most incredible work of art he'd ever laid eyes on. He watched Luffy's face flush in the dim light of the room and didn't look away as Luffy licked his lips slowly.

 

"You're so beautiful, Law."

 

Another finger pushed into him and Law tossed his head back into the pillows, a quiet moan escaping his lips. Luffy held Law's hand tightly as he continued his careful ministrations with his other hand, pulling Law apart piece by piece, inch by inch. Law felt a lot more than just his self-control crumbling beneath Luffy's gentle hands. 

 

"Lu- Lu-," he gasped and began to writhe on the bed. "Please, more, please."

 

"Yeah, yeah," was Luffy's breathless reply. He pulled his fingers away and Law pulled in a shuttering breath. Luffy untangled their fingers again to push on the back of his thigh.

 

"Are you ready?"

 

No. He would never be ready for anything with Luffy. 

 

But that wasn't what he was asking.

 

He pulled Luffy's hand from the back of his thigh and gripped it tightly.

 

"Yes."

 

Luffy pushed into him slowly, a far cry from the last time they'd been like this together. There was no rush, no urgency, no chase. Just the slow knitting of their bodies together without any sense of time or place. They were suspended above and outside the world when Luffy pressed their chests together and Law wrapped his legs around Luffy's waist. 

 

Their lips met and Law stopped breathing entirely. 

 

"Law, Gods, I- I-"

 

"Luffy- please-"

 

Luffy began to move and Law thought his soul might burn right out of his body at the feeling. He pressed their lips together again and they gasped into each other with every shift of Luffy's hips. He held on tightly to Luffy's hand as he moved, sliding his other hand up to tangle in Luffy's beautifully soft hair. 

 

"Law, oh-" Luffy moaned softly into Law's lips. 

 

He moved slowly, and Law felt overwhelmed by the feeling where their bodies connected. He felt every fraction of an inch of Luffy as he moved inside and his head filled with static at the sensation. He felt Luffy's hot breath against his neck and his lips, and yearned to be somehow closer. 

 

"I want- ah-" he squeezed Law's fingers tightly as he thrust in again, knees beginning to shake. "I want to feel you too. C-can I?"

 

"Yes, Gods, yes, Luffy"

 

Luffy pulled away and Law didn't even have the presence of mind to feel embarrassed about the whine that escaped his lips. He hissed as Luffy spread cold lube along his length and climbed over his legs to straddle his hips. He did, at least, remember to open his eyes as Luffy's trembling hand held him still as he sank down slowly. 

 

"Law-"

 

Luffy's eyes fluttered closed as Law watched him sink down onto his body, lips parted in an almost-silent moan. Law thought Luffy had clearly been mistaken with his earlier comment. There was no way Law could be the most beautiful person Luffy had seen if he got to see himself in the mirror every day. 

 

When Luffy's hips were flush with Law's body, he pitched himself forward, caressing Law's face with his fingers and pressing their lips together with another soft moan. The dichotomy of having Luffy inside him and then around him had Law's mind reeling. 

 

Law trailed his fingers along where Luffy's hand rested on his cheek and Luffy took the opportunity to knit their fingers together again. He pulled back just a few inches, pulling a gasp from Law's lips at the movement. He felt like he was going to fall into those dark eyes that Luffy had locked on him. He had no idea if he'd end up drowning at the bottom, but at that moment, he didn't care. 

 

Hell, with Luffy, maybe he could learn to breathe underwater. He was already in completely impossible territory anyway.

 

Law shifted his hips and set a slow, but steady pace. Luffy pressed urgent, open mouthed and breathless kisses to his lips as they moved together, too lost in each other to care about real words. Mumbled fragments of names passed between their mouths, barely escaping beyond the heat of their tangled breaths. Law could feel that finish line he usually raced to slowly building closer and closer as they rocked together on top of the blankets.

 

"Luffy, I'm-"

 

"Touch me, Law," Luffy whispered urgently. "Please, please-"

 

Luffy pushed himself up, still holding tightly onto Law's fingers with one hand. Law curled his other hand around Luffy's length and began moving along with their increasing pace. 

 

"Law, Law, yes- ah- please, please," Luffy gasped and twitched in Law's grip. "More, more, more.."

 

Law squeezed a little tighter and Luffy took over the pace, pushing himself up and down along Law's length with slowly increasing speed. Law pulled his thumb across the head of Luffy's cock and Luffy's body squeezed tightly around him.

 

"Lu-!" was all he managed to gasp out before his body fell over the edge. His climax started in his toes and left static tingles all the way up to his tongue as Luffy's pace faltered. He felt Luffy's release streaking across his chest as he gasped and shuddered, every tiny movement sending zings of electric pleasure up Law's body. 

 

"Law, hell, I- I can't- can't breathe-"

 

Law managed to pull his eyes open as Luffy wavered on his lap. He guided Luffy's body down onto his own and pressed soft kisses into his hair as Luffy pulled in several deep, shaky breaths against his skin. Luffy still hadn't let go of his hand, and his fingers trembled in Law's grip. 

 

They stayed there for a long moment, Law listening to Luffy slowly catch his breath. He wished the moment would never pass. Maybe they could stay like this forever, suspended between the days, hidden away in this tiny corner of the city where no one would come looking for them. 

 

But as time often does, it slowly marched forward and Luffy sighed deeply into Law's chest before shifting down onto the bed, keeping their hands linked and pressing the length of his body against Law's.

 

"Wow," Luffy breathed. "It's never felt like that before."

 

"Yeah," Law whispered. "It's never been like that for me either."

 

"Really?"

 

"Yeah."

 

The heater in the apartment kicked on and Luffy shivered as the air around them began to stir. 

 

"Come on, let's get some sleep," Law murmured, shifting the blankets out from beneath them. 

 

"Only if you promise not to leave again," Luffy said, barely audible. 

 

"I won't." He realized too late that Luffy may not have been referring to the bed. He picked up the shirt Luffy had borrowed off the floor and tried to clean some of the mess off his chest. Showers could wait until the morning.

 

Besides, he'd just promised he wouldn't leave. 

 

Law pulled the blankets over himself and wrapped his body around Luffy's, curling his arms around Luffy's waist. The warmth of Luffy's skin against his chest felt comfortingly warm now instead of oppressively hot like it had before. Luffy tugged at Law's hand and knit their fingers together again, just as they had been from the start.

 

Law felt himself getting pulled deeper into whatever this was that he'd agreed to. 

 

Five more videos. Three more weeks. 

 

Maybe he could let himself hope for just a little more than that.









The morning came too soon.

 

The sun streaked through the horizontal blinds with vicious intent, but Luffy continued to slumber in Law's arms, completely unbothered. Law on the other hand, squinted against the offending light and mumbled a curse up to the heavens.

 

Fuck mornings.

 

Somewhere unseen, a low chiming noise slowly began to increase in volume. What on earth?

 

Oh, that was his 8am alarm. Right. That was what it sounded like.

 

Luffy squirmed against him and Law shifted onto his back to try to reach his phone to turn off that damn alarm.

 

"Mmf, too early," Luffy slurred and rolled onto Law's chest so he could reach the nightstand, smacking the phone aggressively with his hand until the offending chiming noise had ceased. 

 

"Better." 

 

He failed to actually roll back off of Law's body once he'd accomplished his mission, instead resting his face on Law's chest and beginning to snore again.

 

"Tch, Luffy..." Law shook him by the shoulders and tried to wake him to no avail. He sighed and let his head fall back onto the pillows. It wasn't like he'd intended to get up anyway. 

 

With Luffy now mumbling something in his sleep against his skin, Law was trapped with nothing but his mind to keep him occupied.

 

And his mind had opinions about what had just happened the night prior.

 

What the fuck had that all even been? What was he thinking, agreeing to something like this? Any of this, for that matter. Now he'd be juggling some kind of bizarre romantic entanglement at exactly the same time he was bumbling his way through this stupid contract. This was exactly what he'd intended to avoid.

 

It didn't help that his entire body warmed from the inside out when Luffy shifted against him, his fingers trailing lightly across Law's chest until they wrapped around his upper arm loosely. 

 

He tried desperately to calm the anxious voice in his head that was quickly growing in volume and intensity.

 

Fuck, he'd said he wasn't going to catch feelings. Temporary, it was all temporary.

 

Oh, Gods, he was so fucking screwed. 

 

This one was going to hurt like hell.

 

That's it, he decided. No more dating after this. Ever. And he's quitting the damn site. He doesn't need the money anyway. He needs to buckle down, cut out the distractions and get back to-

 

"Mm, Torao," Luffy mumbled, obviously still mostly asleep. "What's for breakfast?"

 

Really? Food? Already?

 

Law sighed and rolled his eyes, unceremoniously pitching Luffy off his body and back onto the bed.

 

"I picked up some frozen waffles the other day. That good enough?"

 

"Waffles..." Luffy murmured and hummed to himself. "Thought you didn't eat breakfast." 

 

Law was grateful Luffy still had his eyes closed so he couldn't see the bright blush forming on his face. 

 

"They're for you, idiot."

 

Luffy's lips curled into a sleepy grin, eyes still closed against the morning sunlight.

 

"So you knew I'd be staying the night again, hmm?"

 

"Keep up the shit and I'll throw you out on the street with an empty stomach."

 

"Mmmm, such a mean guy, Torao. Buying me food to eat and giving me a toothbrush to use at your place." His eyes fluttered open and he leveled a smirk at Law's bright pink face. "What a jerk."

 

"Fuck off. You want the waffles or not? Brat."

 

Law moved to roll out of bed but a pair of strong warm hands wrapped around his shoulders.

 

"Only after I get a good morning kiss." Law looked over and found Luffy making the most ridiculous kissy face he'd ever seen. 

 

"Absolutely not," he said, pushing Luffy's face into the pillows and slipping out from beneath his fingers.

 

"Hey! Where'd that sweet guy go from last night, huh?"

 

Law shrugged. "Wouldn't know him. Last call for waffles. Take it or leave it."

 

Luffy huffed and tossed off the blankets, stretching his arms above his head. "Alright, alright, I'll take it."

 

Law retrieved his shorts from the floor and wandered to the kitchen, getting a pot of water boiling before he pulled the box of waffles out of the freezer. He was finally turning the living room lights off from last night as Luffy wandered down the hall with a yawn.

 

"Oh, Iva wants to shoot the next one tomorrow or the day after. What do you think?"

 

"Either one's fine with me," Law said, pulling the coffee beans and grinder down from the cabinet. "How many do you want?"

 

"Mm I usually eat a whole box of those," Luffy said, tapping something into his phone. Law noticed he still didn't have a single stitch of clothing on.

 

"Why am I not surprised? You'll have to make due with three. Clothing will be required to eat, by the way."

 

Luffy's nose wrinkled in disgust. "What? Why?"

 

"Because I don't want your bare ass in my chairs, that's why. It's fucking weird to eat naked anyway."

 

"Ah, come on, Torao. You've really never just dug into a huge meal totally naked before? It's not that big of a deal, you know."

 

Law was struck again by how completely absurd his current situation was. Who the hell thinks it's completely normal to eat while naked? 

 

"Luffy, if you do not drop this and put on some damn clothes before I'm done brewing coffee, I'm throwing you out of here in your birthday suit."

 

Luffy scoffed but still turned on his heel and headed back down the hall anyway. "So cranky, Torao. Sheesh."

 

They managed to get through the rest of the morning relatively peacefully. Luffy didn't even complain about only having three waffles for breakfast, probably because Law made him another mug of chamomile tea doctored with multiple tablespoons of honey to make up for it. 

 

They both showered and dressed, Luffy taking every opportunity to get in the way and sneak kisses along every bit of exposed skin Law was attempting to cover. 



"I promised Sabo I'd meet him at the courthouse for lunch today," Luffy said with a sigh. "I guess I should go."

 

They were standing in the living room, Luffy's arms wrapped around Law's neck and pressing kisses along his collar bone. 

 

"Guess you should," Law said, pulling Luffy's lips to his for what had to have been the hundredth kiss they'd shared that morning. It was still not enough. 

 

"I had a lot of fun yesterday," Luffy murmured and connected their lips once more.

 

"Yeah, me too."

 

"I'll pick the next place, yeah?"

 

"Alright."

 

They shared a few more slow kisses in the living room, Law trailing his hands along Luffy's waist and Luffy tangling his fingers in Law's hair.

 

"Are you sure you have to go?" Law whispered.

 

"Hey, there's that guy from last night," Luffy said with a smile against Law's lips.

 

"Shut up, Lu."

 

"Mmm, no. You're just so cute, I can't help but tell you."

 

Law sighed into Luffy's mouth. "I thought you said you had somewhere to be."

 

Luffy clicked his tongue and slowly unwrapped his arms from around Law's neck. "Yeah, I guess I do." He walked towards the entryway and slipped his sandals on. 

 

"Will I see you-"

 

Law cut off his thought with another kiss, cupping Luffy's face in both his hands and reveling in the shocked gasp he got in return. He just couldn't get enough of the way Luffy's lips felt on his, the way he always tasted like something sweet, and the way his whole body melted against him when he held him like this. When he pulled away, Luffy blinked up at him with wide eyes.

 

"Tomorrow," Luffy breathed, his face flushed. "I-I want to see you tomorrow. Not just at the set."

 

"Yeah. Text me later."

 

"Yeah. Alright. Ok." Luffy pulled the door open and looked back over his shoulder with a soft smile. "Bye, Torao."

 

When the door clicked behind him, Law's apartment felt emptier than he ever believed it could. He poured himself another cup of coffee and threw the mug in the microwave to warm it up. Sure, it would probably taste like crap but he really couldn't be bothered to brew a fresh pot right now. A few moments and some beeping later, he settled in front of his desk with a fresh-ish cup of coffee and a plan to finally tackle his inbox since he'd been putting it off for days. He needed something to distract his brain anyway.

 

He found the first message was the email from Iva about the next shoot along with Luffy's half-assed response that simply said "sure Iva!!! We're down with whatever!!!" So helpful. He hadn't even picked one of the four day and time options Iva had asked them to.

 

Law replied that he could do 4pm tomorrow or 1pm the next day. Iva would have to force Luffy to pick one of those times. There was no way in hell he was getting up for a fucking porn shoot at 10am.

 

He scrolled through the rest of his inbox reluctantly. Plenty of spam crap and about a million notifications from the site. He got an email every time he got a comment on something he posted or a new subscriber, plus all of the advertising stuff that all the viewer members get on top of the creator-specific updates from Nami and her tech team. It really was a lot to sort through.

 

It looked like the vast majority of the emails were actually new subscribers. Must have been from Luffy's stream the other day. He realized belatedly he hadn't actually thanked him for the shout out and had done absolutely nothing equivalent on his own page. He should probably fix that.

 

He started deleting all of the new notification emails since he could just look at them all at once through the site portal anyway. He hadn't actually gotten a new batch of subscribers in a while, and he thought idly he should check his stats again to get the updated count. It wasn't completely necessary to know, but he kind of liked watching the number climb up.

 

Wait.

 

He hadn't gotten any new subscribers in a while.

 

But Luffy was already subscribed to his page during that stream...

 

Wait a second.

 

He quickly logged in to his creator portal on the site page and pulled up his subscriber list. It was automatically sorted by most recently subscribed, and Law started scrolling through it searching for Luffy's username. He got most of the way through last month and still didn't see it. 

 

What the hell? He couldn't have had a separate account up while he was actively streaming from the PirateKing one— the back end of the website wouldn't allow it unless he was doing some very fancy footwork with his network at home and that didn't really seem like Luffy. He sorted the list alphabetically instead and scrolled down to where his name should be.

 

There he was, PirateKing, date first subscribed.... What the hell?

 

His heart fell out onto the floor.

 

The date listed for his subscription was nearly two and half years ago.

 

He squinted at the date, praying it would magically change. After a long moment of denial, he realized it wasn't some terrible typo.

 

Oh no.

 

Oh hell no.

 

Lots of missing pieces began to fall into place. Luffy had said he'd "dreamed" of doing that stream for Law but they'd only known each other for 48 hours by that point. You don't build fantasies like that over night. 

 

Shit, and he'd made some comment about Law's STD testing video that he did every year when they were out at dinner that first night. He would have had to scroll through nearly a year's worth of content to find that. Luffy didn't have that kind of attention span, unless he'd seen it when it came out.

 

Fuck, oh fuck, seriously? 

 

Law scrolled back through some of his older posts from when Luffy would have first subscribed and, oh good gods, he knew that username sounded familiar. This was so much worse than he'd feared.

 

He'd commented on dozens of Law's photos. 

 

And they were exactly like his texts and in-person comments.

 

"Omggg hottest man I've ever laid eyes on!"

 

"That ink on your back is the hottest of all your tattoos. Totally my favorite"

 

"Ugh, those letters on your hands are so pretty"

 

"I love those sounds you make"

 

"So beautiful"

 

Law's gut tightened and a wave of nausea washed over him. His office was suddenly a thousand degrees, and he stumbled out into the hallway towards the kitchen. 

 

This was a fucking disaster. Oh, gods and he'd actually thought he was... Fuck. This is where all that fucking optimism and rosy romantic shit always fucking led. There was never any point in fantasizing about love. The real world was too fucked up to allow it.

 

When was Luffy planning on bringing this up? Was he just going to pretend he hadn't been subscribed to Law's channel since practically the beginning? That he hadn't commented on dozens and dozens of photos and videos over the years? Had this whole thing been a fucking set up from the start?

 

He leaned over the sink, white knuckles wrapped around the counter, heart racing as another wave of intense nausea threatened to pull those stupid fucking waffles out of his stomach.

 

Fuck it all to hell.

 

He's been sleeping with a godsdamned fan.




Chapter 10: Beautiful Lies

Notes:

This chapter is a little shorter than the others so I figured I'd post it a smidge early!

CW: Brief, non-graphic description of attempted SA.

Chapter Text

Liars.

 

Everyone he'd ever met was a fucking liar.

 

"Don't worry, the firefighters will be here soon."

 

"Be a good boy and you can stay here forever."

 

"Tell the social worker that you're happy here and I won't use the belt again."

 

"Nah, he's just a friend. Don't worry about him, you know I love you."

 

"This experimental treatment will help him get better faster."

 

"Sure, baby, I love those photos you post. Give me a sneak peak."

 

Everyone lies. And they do it with a smile every damn time.

 

But not Luffy. He was supposed to be different. He was going to be the one damn thing that worked out. 

 

After Law got done emptying his gut into the sink, he rinsed his mouth and made some decisions. 

 

First, he pulled his trusty handle of cheap vodka out from the cabinet under the sink. Cora was right, there really were some life events that required a drink. If this wasn't one of them, then Law had no fucking clue what was.

 

He knocked back two shots in rapid succession, the burn of the alcohol bringing his head back down to the real world. The real world requires action. He couldn't just drown in all the ways humanity had let him down for the rest of his fucking life. He pulled his phone out and began working on the other decision he'd made.

 

"Law! What a pleasant-"

 

"You bitch." He had absolutely no interest in listening to Nami's fake-ass platitudes. Not today.

 

"Woah, hang on. Usually I know what I've done to deserve that. What's-"

 

"You knew. You fucking knew this whole damn time, didn't you?"

 

"Knew what, Law? What the fuck are you on about?"

 

"Luffy, that's what. You fucking knew he was some creepy obsessive fan and you hooked him up with me anyway to try and make a quick buck." He knocked back another shot and slammed the shot glass back down on the counter. It shattered beneath his hand, slicing his finger and pulling another curse from his lips.

 

"You're a real piece of work, you know that? I knew you were sleazy but this is something else entirely."

 

There was a heavy sigh from the other end of the phone. "I fucking told him to use a different username when he started making his own stuff, but does anyone listen to me? Of course not."

 

"So you did know," Law spat. "You're not even going to deny it?!"

 

"Of course I knew he'd seen your stuff, Law. I wasn't going to link you guys up if you were both fucking strangers." She sighed again into the phone. "You've really got this all wrong. It's not like that."

 

"Not like what? He's been subscribed for over two years, Nami. Two years! Did you think I wouldn't notice?" He could feel his voice rising and he couldn't keep it from shaking. "Did you really fucking think I wouldn't catch on eventually? Is this a godsdamned game to you?! Do you just fuck with me for fun?!"

 

"You need to calm down. I'm trying to tell you it's not like that. Luffy isn't obses-"

 

"I want out," he said flatly, pulling another shot glass from the cabinet, not even bothering to clean up the shards of glass that were still littering the countertop. 

 

"You signed a contract, Law. And you're over reacting."

 

"I want out and I'm not paying you a fucking dime, you witch."

 

"Will you take a damn breath? I'm trying to explain!"

 

"And I don't want to hear it. This is your notice. I quit." He filled the shot glass with more of the cheap alcohol that smelled like it could peel paint off the walls. "Find someone else for your games." He let shot number four climb down his throat and burn a pit into his stomach. 

 

"And I never want to see that slimy, lying bastard of yours ever again."

 

"That's it. I'm coming over."

 

"What the hell makes you think I want to see you either?" he growled down the receiver.

 

"You will shut up and you will listen to me, you fucking drama queen," Nami spit. "No one, absolutely fucking no one talks about Luffy that way and someone needs to tell you why. You might not consider us friends but I care about you a whole damn lot. I would never hurt you and neither would Luffy."

 

"You're both such excellent liars."

 

"You can't stop me. I'm already on my way." Law's phone beeped in his ear and he stared down at the screen. The bitch had actually hung up on him. The absolute fucking nerve. 

 

Shot number five suddenly didn't taste as good as shots one through four as he stared down into the kitchen counter. He could feel the heat rushing to his face and the tightness in his throat. He'd wanted this so fucking badly. He knew it was too good to be true. It always fucking was.

 

No. He wasn't going to let this stupid stalker bastard pull a single tear from him.

 

He bit the inside of his lip harshly and glared at the half-empty bottle of vodka. It had been so fucking long since he'd busted it out. He'd thought he finally had everything under control. He'd been so close. 

 

This was it. He'll pack the car today. He'll sell the stupid apartment remotely. He'll block Luffy's number— no, he'll just get a whole new phone. He'll drive across the country and start over in a new town where no one knew his name, where no one would drag him through an office building in the middle of the night, or dance with him on a rooftop at sunset, or sit up at three in the morning to talk about love, or look at him like-

 

There was a sharp knock on his door and Law realized Nami had actually been serious about coming over. At a minimum, he needed to move farther away from that damn office.

 

He considered just leaving her there as the knocking continued. She would deserve it. It serves her right for all the shit she's pulled over the years. He stared down at the broken glass, the empty shot glass, the smear of blood across the counter. The knocking continued. 

 

She had no right to be here. She had absolutely no right to his time. He didn't want to hear whatever it was she had to say. It would all be more lies.

 

The knocking suddenly stopped.

 

"For gods' sake, Law, I know you're in there. I can practically hear you brooding through the damn door."

 

Nami's voice actually sounded strained. He really should just let her stand there. He could go down to his bedroom and pretend she wasn't even there. Blast some music to drown her out or something.

 

"Please, Law. Luffy told me a little about what's been going on with you two. That he-" She stopped and Law could just barely hear the sigh through the door. "I know you're hurt. Please, let me explain."

 

Law had never actually heard her say 'please' like that before.

 

He rinsed the blood off his hand and reluctantly made his way to the door, pulling it open slowly. He let his entire body fill the doorframe. He knew he was a big guy. He could be pretty damn imposing when he needed to be, not that Nami would ever actually be deterred by that, but it sure made him feel better.

 

"I want out, Nami."

 

"If you listen to what I have to say, I will let you out of the contract," she said, arms crossed in front of her chest. 

 

Law leveled a glare down at her. "I won't be paying you any money back and I won't be paying the contract violation fee either."

 

She rolled her eyes. "Fine. But you have to listen first."

 

Law considered slamming the door in her face. She shouldn't have even been able to get on the elevator without him telling security to let her up. How the hell had she gotten up here?

 

He moved himself out of the doorway to allow her in. "How did you get past the security desk?"

 

"I gave him a bill with a couple zeros on it and he swiped me into the elevator."

 

Law couldn't help raising his eyebrows at that. She'd given away that much just to come see him? The woman who would do almost anything to get out of paying for her own drinks?

 

"I see you're revisiting your tried-and-true coping methods," she said, hiking a thumb towards the bottle of vodka still sitting on the counter, surrounded by broken glass. He could feel some of the alcohol he consumed starting to finally metabolize as he made his way back to the kitchen and pulled down a real glass instead of a shot glass. He filled it with water and closed his eyes, trying to pull himself together so he could pay attention to whatever smoke Nami was about to blow his way.

 

"Say what you're going to say."

 

Nami found her way over to the couch and sat down where Luffy had been just a few hours ago, though it felt like a different lifetime.

 

"I've never told you about how we know each other. It's a bit of a story, you should sit down."

 

Law drained the glass and refilled it before slowly making his way to the couch. He sat as far away from Nami as possible, half hoping she would just get offended by his piss-poor hospitality and leave.

 

"It was before we met," she started, gesturing between them. "I'd had the website up for about six months and it was basically just hemorrhaging cash. I was broke as hell. I've told you before I'm from that same neighborhood, right?"

 

Law nodded. One of the times they'd gone out for drinks together, before he'd gotten fed up with all the finance talk, they had traded stories about growing up over there.

 

"Well, I was out drinking alone at that dive on the corner of Arlong Parkway and Broad Street." 

 

Damn that really was a dive. Law sipped on his water and kept his mouth shut.

 

"There was this guy who was hitting on me the whole time. You know the type— pushy, can't take 'no' for an answer, all flattery and sweetness until you say you're not interested." Law nodded his understanding. As a man, he dealt with a lot less of that than she probably did but he'd certainly had his share, especially back in college when he'd honestly been kind of a slut. You could find any kind of trouble you wanted in this city if you knew where to lurk.

 

"I paid for my drinks and left about a half hour before closing. He'd left a while before me, so I thought I was in the clear. It was stupid, gods, it was so fucking stupid." She stared intently down at the floor and balled her jeans into her fists.

 

"He caught me completely by surprise. I should have looked around, damn it, but I was drunk. You know I can usually take care of myself but he grabbed me so fast, Law. He was so fast." She squeezed her eyes shut. "There were half a dozen other people on that fucking sidewalk and they just watched, they fucking watched him drag me around the side of the building."

 

Her fists shook just slightly. He'd never seen her this emotional. Hell, he'd be just as emotional talking about something like this.

 

"Luffy was barely nineteen. He'd been out with Ace doing who knows what unhinged shit," she said with the tiniest chuckle. "I'll never forget his voice when he started cussing that guy out, demanding he let me go." 

 

She became very quiet, her voice barely above a whisper. "Honestly? I think Luffy killed him. I'd never seen anyone so strong up close before. When Ace finally pulled him off the guy, he just grabbed me and ran. And, gods, I let him. I let him just pull me all the way to their apartment, these two guys I'd never fucking met."

 

Her eyes fluttered open and she wiped a tear from her face. Fuck. He'd never ever seen her cry. All the times they'd argued, all the times they made up and went out for drinks, the nights he got wasted and said too much and she drove him home. He'd never seen her so vulnerable.

 

Their eyes met and she held his gaze. "He probably saved my life, Law. Nineteen years old. You know what he said when I asked how I could ever repay him?"

 

Law shook his head. Nami let out a single pained laugh.

 

"He laughed. He actually laughed. And then he said, completely dead serious, 'No one should get paid for just doing the right thing.'"

 

"I don't see how-" 

 

"He's not like us, Law," Nami said. "We're broken, jaded, selfish. He's not and he never will be, even though he has every reason to."

 

"What do you mean?"

 

She smiled. "You two are pretty alike in a lot of ways, do you know that?"

 

"No." Now she was really spinning something. He and Luffy could not be any farther apart.

 

"Well it's true. His childhood was a fucking disaster, too. He told me you guys talked about it a little, that he's not actually related to basically anyone he considers family."

 

Law closely inspected the floor. "He mentioned it."

 

"I'm sure he left a lot out. Did he tell you his grandfather was a military man?" Law nodded. "Bet he didn't tell you that he ran the house like a marine base. Every mistake Luffy made ended in some kind of punishment, usually physical. You've met him now, do you think he's that good at following rules?"

 

Law didn't say anything to that. How could he? She was right, their childhoods were probably a lot more similar than he'd realized.

 

"Did he tell you about Ace?"

 

"He told me he died."

 

"Sure, but did he tell you how?"

 

"No. I didn't ask."

 

Nami sighed and rolled her eyes. "Of course you didn't. You never tell anyone about yourself so why would you even bother to learn about- Well whatever, I'll tell you." She took a deep breath.

 

"It was a few years ago, Ace was picking Luffy up from somewhere, I don't remember where. They were almost home and they rolled up on a huge fight going down in the middle of the street. A bunch of thugs were wailing on one of Ace's high school buddies, it was nearly a dozen to one. Ace pulled over and they both jumped out, trying to get everyone to calm down and let the guy go before they killed him." She ran a hand through her hair and closed her eyes.

 

"Someone tipped a garbage can and started a fire. Some other guy grabbed some burning debris and began using it as a weapon. Luffy got burned. Ace ran over to get him away from the flames when the cops showed up. They thought Ace was part of it."

 

She swallowed and bit her lip. 

 

"I liked Ace. He was a good guy. They all are." She ran a hand through her hair again and pulled in a shaking breath. "They shot him-" her voice cracked "-right there in the street. Luffy- Luffy held him while he died."

 

Law's heart ached. He knew exactly what it was like to watch someone you love die right before your eyes. He knew entirely too well. It's the worst torture imaginable.

 

"I didn't know," Law murmured. 

 

"I know you didn't." 

 

They were both silent for a long moment as Law tried to process everything he'd just heard.

 

"Honestly, Nami, that doesn't really change how fucked up this is."

 

"I'm getting there, I'm getting there," Nami said, leaning back into the couch cushions and pulling in a long breath. "You're right, I knew Luffy followed you on the site. He said if he was going to do the videos for me, that he'd only do them with you. I told him that was a bad idea but, well you've met him, he never listens."

 

Law had to chuckle at that one. That definitely rang true. 

 

"Why did you let him demand it then? You had to know I'd find out. He's left comments on more than half of my stuff for the last couple years." He sighed and sipped on more of the water he'd completely forgotten about. "I really don't see any other explanation for it other than he's a completely obsessed stalker."

 

Nami laughed. "A stalker? Luffy? No, he just has a huge fucking crush on you, dude. Though I seriously cannot understand it even a little."

 

Law rolled his eyes. "You should see the comments, Nami. They're a lot."

 

"Of course they are, it's Luffy. He just says anything that pops into his head. Do you think he spent more than two seconds thinking about those comments before he left them? They're his honest feelings, that's it. I promise you, I would have never allowed you two to meet if I thought he had less-than genuine intentions."

 

"So, what, you just thought you'd let me believe that he was only in this for the same reasons I was? And that doesn't excuse the fact that he's been hiding this from me." Regardless of the context, Luffy had still been keeping secrets and this was a pretty damn big one.

 

Nami rubbed her temples with her fingers. "That one's on me. I told him not to tell you."

 

"What? Why?"

 

"Because I knew you'd react like this, obviously," she snapped and then sighed heavily. "You always think the worst about everyone, Law. I know you've got your reasons but Luffy wouldn't understand it. He wanted to tell you from the start. I told him you'd never agree to it if he did."

 

Law thought about that for a bit. What would he have said if Luffy had told him everything at that first meeting they'd had at the coffee shop? He felt like he knew Luffy at least a little by now. He probably would have said something like, "I've followed you for years, I love your work," or some other gushing, over-the-top comment. 

 

Nami was right, that would have had Law heading for the exit immediately.

 

But the alternative felt just as bad.

 

"I don't know, Nami. This is still really fucked up. I don't understand why you'd do this."

 

"I know, I know. I tried to tell him about you, you know? I told him that you've been through hell and back, that you never let anyone close, that you absolutely bark and bite." She laughed a little to herself. "I think that one made him more interested, actually."

 

She let out a long sigh and looked at the floor. "I also told him you're one of the smartest and most driven people I've ever met and that I have no idea where you get the strength to wake up every day after the shit you've dealt with."

 

Well, damn. Law fiddled with a stray thread on the arm of the couch. He had no idea she'd felt that way. Sure, he had said a little more to her than usual over drinks a few times but he'd honestly left the worst parts out. She knew about Cora, his parents, juvie, and some of his foster homes but certainly not the worst ones. He hadn't even thought she cared.

 

Nami shifted on the couch and was silent for a long time as she fiddled with her hair nervously.

 

"Law," she started, and her tone pulled his eyes to her. "I know you've had a hard time finding someone. You probably don't remember that one night we went out after you had that huge fight with that guy you were seeing since you had so much to drink. It was the first time you'd really opened up about some things."

 

Law had some vague memories of the night she was referring to. In a moment of weakness, he'd called her up a few days after that outrageously bad blow up in the street. He was feeling like absolute garbage and he needed to fucking vent. She'd always been the only person he could actually talk to about the site and all the weird stuff that came with it. Plus, Nami had always been down for a good bitching session, especially if it was about men. He vaguely realized that the incident she'd described earlier was probably why. 

 

They'd met up at some random bar and he'd rapidly ingested enough alcohol to become barely coherent. He didn't remember how late they were out or what they talked about. Mostly he remembered leaning on her while she unlocked his door for him because he couldn't manage to get the key in the lock, and the splitting headache he'd had the next morning.

 

"Oh gods, what did I say?"

 

Nami chuckled a little. "Nothing bad, really. It was kind of cute."

 

He felt his face warm and he stared down into the coffee table.

 

"You said you were tired of dancing around your history and all the shit that's happened to you with people. You said you just wanted to find someone who would understand, and wouldn't hold it all against you later."

 

She sighed and her voice dropped all of the edge it usually had, all the bravado she typically held out in front of her disappearing completely for the first time.

 

"You said you just wanted someone to love you for exactly who you were, the way Cora had promised someone would. I-" her breath hitched and Law could feel tears threatening to tear from him at the sound. 

 

"I just wanted to give you a chance at that, Law. You deserve it."

 

Fuck.

 

He felt his heart ripping in half. It was true. He'd always wanted it, that fairytale love Cora had filled his head with. He wanted so badly to believe it could really happen, that there really was someone out there that would just take him for what he was and love him anyway, even all the sharp edges and broken pieces.

 

Hell, he'd never believed anyone would want him at all before Cora had come around. He'd been alone for so long, bouncing from one foster home to another. Some were actually alright, like the first one with Penguin and Sachi, just well-intentioned people with big hearts trying to help out. But many had been cold and cruel, with people who only wanted the paycheck from the government for their "generosity." He'd learned never to unpack his things, never trust that tomorrow would be any better than today, and never believe a damn word anyone said— especially if it was something he wanted to hear.

 

Cora had been different. Law had shown up on his doorstep, fresh out of a summer in juvie, and completely ready to just be shipped off to the next living hell in a few weeks. It had taken months before he finally started to believe that Cora was serious when he'd said he would never let Law get swallowed up into the system again. He watched Cora follow through on every single promise he made. After ten months, all the paperwork had actually been filed for once. He was really going to stay.

 

He'd finally unpacked his bag, setting the only photo he had of his family on the nightstand in his room for the first time since he was almost ten years old.

 

"I can't, Nami. Not like this," he said, voice shaking. 

 

"Why not, Law? You should hear him when he talks about you. He told me he wasn't going to get attached, that he just wanted to meet you and do these videos. But last week, do you know what he told me?"

 

Law shook his head that he held in his hands.

 

"He said that dinner he went to with you was the best date he'd ever had. He couldn't stop talking about it. And when you asked him to go to Sabaody Tower with you, he begged me to help him find something to wear. He said he wanted to look like someone that deserved to go up there with a guy like you." She blew out a half-laugh. "Gods, Law, if you told him you could walk on water, he'd believe you. He told me you're the most incredible person he's ever met."

 

Nami's perfectly manicured hand wrapped around his wrist and pulled gently. He twisted his wrist out of her grasp and hurried to wipe the tears from his face so she wouldn't see him falling apart like this.

 

"I can tell you like him, you know. I know you well enough by now. You've never taken anyone up to that tower, and Iva told me about the shoot. Apparently he was hanging off of you the whole time before the scene started and you let him. I didn't believe it when they said it but then I watched the raw cut. The way you looked at him when you picked him up at the end, Law— I've never seen you look at anyone like that."

 

She stood up from the couch with a sigh.

 

"I'll give you 24 hours and I'll tell Iva to delay the next shoot. Don't worry, I'll just say you're not feeling well." She made her way slowly back to the door of his apartment. "Let me know what you want by then. If you really want out of this contract, I'll release you. No fees or anything, you have my word."

 

Law didn't look up as the door clicked closed behind her. 

 

Empty again. His apartment was so fucking empty.

 

He stopped fighting the damn tears. He'd said he wasn't going to do this. He wasn't going to let him get close. He wasn't going to hope. He wasn't going to care. 

 

Because everyone always leaves.

 

And it's killing him.

 

Why can't his life just be fucking normal? Why can't he just have ONE THING go right? Why does he have to completely fuck up every single damn thing he ever tries to do?

 

What the hell was he supposed to do now? It's not like he could just pretend that everything was totally fine and he somehow hadn't figured out that Luffy may or may not have been creepily obsessed with him for literal years. Frankly, he didn't want to. This was a fucking shit show. Everyone had been lying to him from the damn start!

 

And Luffy! Even Luffy, the lying little brat, had said-




Wait, had he actually ever said he wasn't a fan?

 

Law thought back through the conversations they'd had since the start. Luffy had actually been pretty open that he liked Law's content. He'd mentioned a bunch of stuff about his photos that very first day; talking about the lighting and his tattoos at length. 

 

He mentioned that awareness thing Law did every year, but he'd never denied that he watched it when it came out.

 

And Law had never explicitly asked Luffy when he'd subscribed either.





Ok but the comments were creepy, right?

 

He recalled all the times Luffy had just blatantly hit on him when they were together. The gods knew there had been plenty of that. He'd never gotten the impression that Luffy was lying about what he said, nor had it actually sounded creepy. A little excessive, sure, but not creepy.

 

Ok so maybe the comments on his stuff really were just how Luffy talked.






But to keep it a secret? Come on, that was too much.

 

Except Nami had said that he'd wanted to tell Law from the start but she'd stopped him.

 

That's if he believed Nami.




Fuck, he didn't know what to believe any more. 




This was too damn much. He had known from the start something about this was wrong, hadn't he? Luffy had immediately acted like they were best friends that had known each other for years. That wasn't right. Normal people don't just automatically share all this stuff, all these feelings, with people they've just met.

 

They also didn't usually agree to fuck people they'd just met for a paycheck either, so maybe he and Luffy weren't the best standard for "normal."

 

This was too damn complicated. 

 

He laid down on the couch and closed his eyes as his head spun. Shit, so what now? Does he just call Luffy up and tell him off? Tell him he's figured out the big fucking secret and make it crystal clear they'd never see each other again? 

 

He definitely could do that.

 

He just wasn't sure that was the right thing to do anymore.

 

Decisions. He'd said he was going to make decisions.

 

Fuck, this wasn't hard a few minutes ago! This was cut and dry before Nami had come over and said all that shit. He should trust his gut. He should have trusted his gut this whole damn time and gotten out while he could. He never fucking does this, any of this. He always leaves before they can leave.

 

Gods, but staying had felt so good. 

 

And when Luffy had looked at him like that...

 

No, no. It wasn't real. It had never been real.



Law's phone started ringing from over on the kitchen counter. He dragged himself up to his feet with a sigh and wandered over to retrieve it, the floor shifting beneath his feet. Maybe five shots was excessive. At least his liver was probably working as intended.

 

He saw the words "Luffy Best Coworker" with that stupid little sun emoji plastered across his phone screen.

 

He turned the cursed device off, threw it in the junk drawer and stalked over to his front door, throwing the deadbolt since apparently the security desk can be bought now.

 

His body moved down the hall, his mind following about three feet behind. The walls rippled and warped as he made his way through the apartment. Those shots were definitely doing their job now. What a mess.

 

No, if he'd thought it was a mess before, it was an absolute disaster now. No doubt about it.

 

He fell face-first onto the bed and groaned. Of course his sheets still smelled like him. He'd literally just been there. His mind offered up the memories of the night before, how soft his voice had been, the careful hands, the light touches, the sweet kisses.

 

Law rolled himself onto the floor. He let the jolt of the movement rip more tears from his body.

 

A lie. It was all a lie. He knew it was too good to be true. It always fucking was. Gods, where was Cora now? He wished he could run home and get wrapped in one of those stupid, mushy hugs one more time. That last day they'd spent sitting up on the roof in the garden felt so far away. What would he say now? Would he let Law rant and curse and spit about how horrible men were? Would he try to convince Law to slow down, talk it out, and not fly off the handle?

 

Would he offer him a cheap beer and talk about what real love was?

 

Fuck, why couldn't he be here this time? Law needed him and he was gone just like everyone else.




A tiny voice in the back of his head began to whisper.

 

What if it wasn't a lie? What if Luffy really was just like this? What if everything Nami said was true? What then?

 

His tears dripped onto the carpet beneath his face.




It was never true. It couldn't be true. The world wasn't like that. No one on the planet is so sweet and open and genuine. Even Cora wasn't. Not like Luffy. 

 

He couldn't be real. He was never real. 



Gods, but what was he going to do now?



Chapter 11: Some (re)Assembly Required

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Long shadows stretched across the floor when Law finally woke up. 

 

It was one of the reasons he kept the vodka around, it always knocked him out when he needed his brain to just shut the hell up for a while. His head ached from both the alcohol and all the stupid, pointless crying he'd done. Fuck, why did he always have to be such a pathetic loser? Crying into the carpet next to his bed over some stupid boy who'd broken his heart again. 

 

He made his way very slowly to the bathroom and splashed water on his face, his back and neck protesting from too long spent on the unforgiving bedroom floor. He washed the cut on his hand and carefully pulled the small piece of glass still embedded in it out with a set of tweezers. 

 

Now completely sober and slightly more calm, he thought back through the situation with Luffy as he applied a bandage to his hand. He tried to make the Luffy he knew in real-life fit with the one that had left all those comments on his videos and photos. It wasn't really that much of a stretch now that he'd slowed down and considered it. Luffy had always sounded like that— a little too honest and much too forward. Law realized he'd actually kind of liked it. 

 

He reviewed everything that Nami had said to him as he made his way to the kitchen. She certainly had seemed genuine, probably more genuine than he'd ever seen her before. If what she said was true, Luffy was still just as good of a guy as Law had originally thought. That and he'd been through a lot— maybe just as much as Law had, and that was certainly saying something. 

 

If there was anyone on the planet that had even a miniscule chance at understanding what Law had lived through, it was probably Luffy. He was starting to understand why Nami had thrown them together in the first place, though he still didn't approve of the methods she'd employed.

 

He carefully cleaned the shards of glass and dried smears of blood from his kitchen counter. The handle of vodka returned to its home under the sink, next to the bleach where it definitely belonged. 

 

Alright, he was an adult. He could admit when maybe, just maybe, there was a tiny chance he had over reacted just a little. He could at least entertain the possibility for a moment, as a theoretical mental exercise, perhaps.

 

That being said, he seriously did not appreciate the secret keeping. Hiding something like this to try to allegedly protect his feelings made him very suspicious about what else could be lurking around for him to discover. He'd said from the beginning that they needed to communicate, right? So why the hell hadn't they been communicating about this of all things? 

 

Law pulled his phone out of the junk drawer and hesitantly turned it back on. 5 missed calls, two voice mails, and eight texts. All from Luffy. He pressed play on the first voicemail.

 

"Hey, it's me. Nami told me you figured out I'd been following you on the site. Listen, Torao, I swear to you I can explain. I just- I-" Luffy sighed into the phone. "I won't make you talk to me. I just want you to know I'm sorry. I wanted to tell you the whole time, I swear. Nami said you wouldn't like that and it would freak you out. She's a lot smarter than me, so I was just trying to do the right thing. I don't know what that is anymore." There was a long pause and another resigned sigh. "Well, anyway, call me back if you want to talk, I guess."

 

Law sat down on the couch to listen to the next one.

 

"Torao I- I said before I won't make you talk to me and I mean it. I'm just, I'm worried. Your phone isn't even ringing and Nami said you were really upset. I just want to know you're ok. You can tell Nami if you don't want to talk to me, ok? I just- I-" His breath hitched and the next sentence came out tight and strained. "Gods, I guess I can't say that to a damn recording." He took a deep breath. "Whatever, just- I- just take care of yourself and eat something. Please."

 

Law had to admit that there wasn't a single part of either of those messages that sounded like some unhinged stalker. Actually, it sounded a lot more like someone who would let Law walk away if he really wanted to and wouldn't fight him on it. He hadn't expected this kind of space from Luffy.

 

He pulled up the text messages next.

 

The first four messages were the pictures from Sabaody Tower.

 

"I forgot to send these to you. Thought you might want to see them."

 

"I think that was the best night of my life, going up there with you." The next two messages were sent about two hours after the first ones.

 

"I want to talk to you. About everything. I know you might not want that, so that's ok. I'm just worried. I haven't heard from you in hours. Nami said you were really fucked up about it. I didn't mean to hurt you, I swear. I would never do that. I just want to know you're ok. You don't have to talk to me ever again after that, I guess. If that's really what you want."

 

"I'll miss you tho"

 

Law opened the pictures. They were beautiful with the sunset painting the city behind them in a full spectrum of golden hues. Luffy's phone camera was obviously very nice and Law briefly wondered if it was the same one he used for filming all his stuff for the site. He scrolled through them and the first two were just the two of them standing and smiling. Totally normal photos.

 

The next one was that kiss Luffy had asked for so earnestly. It made Law's heart hurt.

 

The last one must have been taken immediately after the kiss. 

 

Oh gods, Bepo had been right— Law had never seen himself smile like that either. And Luffy was looking at him like he was a god that had somehow fallen from the sky. 

 

Fuck. 



That small voice in his head continued to whisper. What if they could fix this? What if everything Luffy had said to him was the truth? What if he really did-

 

Law was ripped from his thoughts by a soft knock at the door.

 

What the hell? Nami had given him the impression that she was actually going to give him some fucking space. A small, strained voice drifted through from behind the door.

 

"Torao? I'm, um, I'm sorry to just show up but I was really worried and I just wanted to make sure you were alright. Ok, well, maybe not alright, but- Oh gods, I'm so fucking bad at this."

 

Law was really going to need to talk with the landlord about the fucking security desk.

 

There was another very soft knock on the door and an audible sigh from the other side. 

 

"I'm sorry, Torao. I-" There was a long pause. "Yeah, alright, I guess 'sorry' isn't really going to cut it, huh? Gods, where do I even start? Hell, you're probably not even there."

 

There was the sound of something sliding down the door. 

 

"I always fuck things up." It sounded like Luffy was mostly talking to himself now, especially because he was suddenly a lot quieter. "I know I'm a lot, you know? Everyone always says so, anyway. It's fine. I'll be fine. You'll be fine. You won't even think about me in a week." Luffy let out a sharp breath that was almost a chuckle. "Why would you? You could have anyone you could ever want and I'm just..." There was a heavy sigh and some unintelligible mumbling. 

 

Law pushed himself up off the couch and walked silently to stand in front of his door, trying to decide what the hell to do next. Maybe he should just let this go. It was too good to be true anyway. And he'd always done everything alone. He didn't need this. 

 

"Yeah," Luffy's quiet voice drifted through the door, dripping with pain. "Yeah, alright. I'll go. I'll just go."

 

Law flipped the deadlock and wrenched the door open in one swift motion. Luffy suddenly tumbled backwards into his apartment from where he'd apparently been sitting and leaning with his back against the door. He looked up at Law from his position on the floor, and that stupid, bright, beautiful smile broke across his face.

 

"Torao!"

 

Law didn't say anything as he watched Luffy scramble to his feet. He also did not move from the entryway, electing instead to stand with his arms crossed and a blank expression on his face.

 

"Thank the gods you're alright! Nami said you were drinking a lot and, well, she said sometimes you get into trouble when you drink like that." His smile faltered and fell. "I mean, I wasn't prying for information from her, ok? She just, well she told me you were pissed."

 

Law continued his silence. If Luffy was trying to guilt him into a conversation, he wasn't going to get one. He didn't give a shit if Luffy felt bad for pissing him off. 

 

"Ok, well, actually she told me if I didn't fix this that she'd cut my nuts off," Luffy said and the color drained from his face, leaving his complexion tinged with a bit of pale green. "I think she's serious, Torao."

 

Law couldn't stop himself from laughing. That definitely sounded like Nami. Gods, this was so fucking ridiculous.

 

He turned and walked back into the living room and Luffy closed the door softly behind himself. 

 

"So when were you going to tell me that you'd been subscribed to my page for two and a half years, Luffy?"

 

Luffy stood in the entryway, hands fidgeting with the hem of his shirt.

 

"I wanted to tell you, trust-" He flinched a little and bit his lip as he stared down at the floor. "Ok, not 'trust me,' bad wording."

 

"You're right," Law said coldly. "I don't trust you. I don't trust anyone, Luffy. And shit like this is why."

 

Luffy looked up from his close inspection of the carpet and met Law's eyes. "I know. I wanted to tell you from the beginning. I told Nami I wanted you to know. She said you'd never talk to me if I did that. I realized I fucked up on our first date, you know? But I didn't know how to bring it up after that." He took a hesitant step towards the living room. "I wanted to tell you last night but I was-" he bit his lip again and ran a hand through his hair. "I was scared, alright? I was afraid I was going to fuck this up."

 

Law leaned his weight against the wall and closed his eyes. It sure seemed like Luffy was being genuine. And he still wasn't demanding a single thing from Law, nor was he hurling insults or gaslighting him into thinking all this was an over reaction. He could still throw him out of the apartment. He'd be well within his rights to. This whole thing was a shitshow. 

 

"Please, Torao, I'll tell you anything you want to know. I just want to explain."

 

Law sighed and walked over to the couch, gesturing for Luffy to join him. He might as well get his questions answered if Luffy was going to offer. He'd make his decision once he had all the available data.

 

Luffy hurried to slip off his sandals and tripped over his own feet trying to scramble to the living room. Law was a little impressed he didn't fall face-first into the coffee table. He watched in silence as Luffy pulled his knees to his chest on the opposite end of the couch. It looked like Luffy was half hoping the cushions would simply swallow him whole. 

 

"Why-" Law was going to ask 'Why didn't you tell me,' but he realized Luffy had basically already answered that one. He went with the next question on his list. "Why did you ask Nami to put me in these videos with you?"

 

"Well," Luffy sighed. "I've liked you for a while, you know?" Law raised an eyebrow. Luffy's eyes darted to the floor.

 

"Ok, maybe you know now. Um, well, I follow other people on the site too but they aren't like you. I just, I don't know, I wanted to meet you and I thought maybe I could actually learn some stuff about all this from you and I- Shit, I don't know, Torao. I just kind of said it, you know?"

 

"Alright, so let me get this straight." Law pinched the bridge of his nose and took a breath. "You just blurted it out on a whim and then when Nami told you I'm a huge asshole, you still wanted to do it. Why?"

 

Luffy began to blush furiously. "I just, I um, I think you're really pretty, ok? I didn't-" He stopped talking and started playing with the band of the sports watch he wore on his wrist. There was a long stretch of silence as Luffy appeared to try to make up his mind about something as he chewed on his lip and shifted uncomfortably at the edge of the couch.

 

Law sighed. "Just tell me, Luffy. How much worse can this get?"

 

"Fine, alright. You're right." He sighed deeply and didn't look up from where he was still snapping his watchband against his skin. "I don't actually usually feel that attracted to other people like this. It's really only been you and like a couple others. But really just kind of, um, you, recently. So, if I was going to do anything on camera with someone else at all it would sort of have to be you or it wouldn't, uh, work, ok?"

 

That had both Law's eyebrows raised.

 

"Are you telling me you're not physically attracted to anyone other than me?"

 

Luffy nodded and rested his head on his knees.

 

"I know it's weird. I promise it's not in a creepy way or anything. It's not like I've never been attracted to someone else that way. I just don't think about a lot of people like that, I guess. I don't even know why it happens sometimes, it's just sort of this feeling. I don't know."

 

They were both quiet for a moment.

 

"I know you probably think I'm a freak," Luffy said so quietly that the sound barely carried across the couch.

 

"What? No, of course not." Law hurried to explain himself before Luffy thought he was just spitting polite platitudes. "I'm just surprised. The way you act, well around me I guess, I- uh, I thought you were like that with everyone."

 

Luffy finally looked up.

 

"Really?"

 

"Yeah." Law sighed. "Look, I'm a gay man that posts nudes on a fucking porn site, ok? I'm not going to judge you for your sexual preferences, Luffy. I don't care about that. That's not what this is about."

 

Law took a deep breath and tried to piece together some words to actually explain what it was about.

 

"Think about what this looks like to me, ok? I don't usually do this, any of this, with anyone, alright? And then I find out that you've actually been following my stuff on the site for years longer than I expected. And you've left comments, tons of them." He sighed and ran a nervous hand through his hair. "Typed out in black and white, they look crazy, ok? I've had people get weird in my comment sections before. I've even blocked some people. I'm a little surprised I hadn't blocked you based on how many comments you'd left."

 

Luffy wiped his hand down his face and groaned.


"I know, I know. I just-" he sighed deeply. The blush on his face from before hadn't let up even a little and Law watched as his face somehow managed to turn an even darker shade of pink. "I just think you're really cute, ok? I don't think before I speak most of the time. I just say stuff. Nami tells me all the time I need to keep my mouth shut but I really just can't. I've tried, I just- stuff pops into my head and then it comes out of my mouth and there's nothing I can do about it sometimes. Happens with a keyboard too, I guess."

 

Law snorted. "Yeah, I can see that."

 

An uneasy silence drifted across them again. Law decided he better ask the question that had been burning in his brain since he'd figured this all out to begin with.

 

"Why did you sign this contract, Luffy? I mean, what did you want out of this?"

 

"Well, a couple things, I guess." Luffy ran his hand through his hair and shifted so his legs were crossed beneath him. "I wanted the money to help Sabo with the rent and everything. I want to move us both somewhere nicer, and Sabo doesn't make that much with his job and he's still paying off law school. He's always been the responsible one." He leaned back into the couch cushions and closed his eyes.

 

"I wanted to meet you too, obviously. I figured you'd never even talk to a guy like me if we met on the street or something. You're just, I don't know. You're so hot and confident and put together in the stuff you post and I'm- I'm just me, you know? I'm a mess."

 

Luffy was quiet for a moment before he took another deep breath. It was a little shocking to see him so unsure. His typical, unwavering confidence had evaporated into thin air.

 

"I figured the most I could hope for would be fucking you for a paycheck. I didn't know what to expect when I met you, anyway. Nami wasn't very nice when she told me what you were like. I was fine with it, I really was. At least, at first."

 

That really wasn't that far off from how Law had been feeling about all of this. He'd signed up for the money and to get laid, honestly. He thought Luffy was cute and that screwing him would be fun. He hadn't expected everything else that happened after.

 

"Torao," Law looked over at Luffy from where he'd been staring into the coffee table. "You know how you said you hadn't been in any serious relationships?" Law nodded. "Well, I haven't either, obviously, but it wasn't because I didn't want to. People just-" he sighed heavily and fiddled with the hem of his shirt again. 

 

"I know I come on kind of strong most of the time. I don't really mean to. It's just when I find someone I like, I just can't get them out of my head, you know? They kind of take over and all of the sudden I'm texting them all the time and calling and hoping for more dates and all that stuff. The couple times I've done this with people, well, they told me I was 'too much' and they left. I was trying really hard not to do that with you, I swear."

 

Law could definitely see how Luffy would scare people off with things like that. Hell, he'd thought the same thing, hadn't he? He'd said it was too much, too fast. Luffy had started texting him multiple times a day almost immediately after that coffee date. (Was it really a date? Ok, maybe it was a date considering where they were now.) He'd even called twice the next day. Law had never had any of his other dates do that, that was for sure.

 

Law realized he'd kind of liked all that, though. It made him feel like Luffy cared and that he was actually interested in him as a person instead of just for sex. He'd actually really liked those little 'good morning' texts and pictures. They were cute. No one had texted or called him like that since Cora had passed. He hadn't realized how much he'd missed knowing someone out there gave a shit about what he was doing during his boring, solitary life.

 

"I, uh, I actually kind of like that about you, I think," Law said quietly. "The texts and stuff, I mean."

 

Luffy offered him a small, hesitant smile. "Really?"

 

"Yeah, I think so, anyway. I like that you just say whatever is on your mind. It feels, I don't know, honest, I guess."

 

Luffy bit his lip and let his eyes wander around the room as he spoke next. "Do, um, do you still want to try this, maybe? I mean, I- If you just want to do the contract that's fine. We don't have to do anything else."

 

Law couldn't keep the skepticism off his face or out of his voice when he replied, "You'd really be alright with doing only the contract stuff and nothing else? Are you sure?"

 

Luffy met Law's eyes and then immediately looked away again. "Yes. Maybe? If it's what you want."

 

"Luffy, has anyone ever told you that you're a terrible liar?"

 

Luffy huffed out a weak laugh. "Yeah, all the time, actually. I can't lie for shit."

 

"So just tell me the truth, then. What do you actually want?"

 

Luffy looked back over at Law and he smiled softly. It made Law's heart rate kick into high gear.

 

"Alright, you asked for it." He took a deep breath and closed his eyes. He kept his eyes closed as words began to pour from his lips.

 

"I want to do everything with you. I'm fucking nuts about you, Torao. I really mean it, you're the hottest man I've ever seen. I like how you're so tough and scary, and how you can be sweet in the best ways. You taste like the best candy I've ever had and you have the most beautiful smile I've ever seen. I wish you would smile more." Luffy opened his eyes as he slid himself into the middle of the couch. Law was worried he was going to try to climb back in his lap like he had the night before, but he stopped about a foot short with a sigh.

 

"I didn't think I would like you so much, you know? I tried, Torao, I really tried not to but-" Luffy stopped and ran the palms of his hands along the fabric of the denim shorts he had on. "Shit, it's probably too much. I know. I should just stop. I've been trying to stop, I swear."

 

"Trying to stop what?"

 

Luffy stilled his anxious fidgeting and sighed before he looked up and met Law's gaze.

 

"Falling in love with you, Law."

 

Law stopped breathing as all of the oxygen in his apartment vanished. He could feel his heart racing. He hadn't really just said-? No, he definitely had. He said it. 

 

Luffy's eyes dropped to the floor again.

 

"It's alright. I know it's too fast. You probably don't- I'll just, I'll-" his voice cracked and Law watched a tear streak down his cheek. Luffy stood up from the couch quickly. 

 

"I'll go, I'll just go," he muttered to himself. 

 

Law grabbed Luffy's wrist before his brain had caught up with the movement.

 

"Don't." Law whispered. "Don't go."

 

Luffy slowly lowered himself back onto the couch, tears still steadily slipping past his lashes and pulling in short, stuttering breaths. 

 

"I can't- I need to know what you want, Torao," Luffy said in a tight, broken voice. "I can't just do the contract anymore. I- I- think I love you. I wanted to tell you last night. I should have told you then."

 

"I-" Law's voice was shaking now. "I don't know how I feel, Luffy." Luffy sighed and tried to pull his wrist out of Law's grasp but he held firm. "But I don't think I want to just do the contract either."

 

Luffy stopped squirming beneath Law's hand.

 

"What do you mean?" he whispered.

 

"I told you last night, Lu-" he surprised himself at that little nickname slipping out again, "I have no idea what this is or what I'm doing. This is- shit- this is a lot for me. You're asking a lot, honestly. But I-" he slipped his hand down to Luffy's fingers and gripped them tightly.

 

"I'm scared, too, ok? I don't know if I should stay or leave most of the time. I'd usually leave, I always have, but with you..." Law slowly reached his other hand out and gently wiped a tear from Luffy's cheek.

 

"Gods, Luffy, I've never felt anything like this before. I don't know what to do. This is a mess. Such a fucking mess."

 

Luffy smiled as Law pulled his hand away. 

 

"You know, people always tell me I can't help but make a mess." 

 

Law blew out half a laugh. Fuck, he was so cute and so sweet. Just the feeling of Luffy's hand in his made his whole body feel light and warm. Maybe that quiet little voice was right. Maybe they could fix this.

 

"Hottest man you've ever seen, huh?" Law said with a smirk, leaning a little closer to run his hand through Luffy's hair.

 

Luffy nodded and leaned into Law's touch. "Yeah. Absolutely." 

 

Since Luffy had been so honest, maybe Law could open up a little more about how he'd been feeling too. They were supposed to be communicating, after all.

 

"Well I think you're beautiful, Luffy."

 

Luffy's breath hitched. "Really?" he breathed.

 

"Yeah. Really." Law met Luffy's eyes and felt heart leap into his throat. His eyes were so breathtaking, glittering in the dark orange evening light streaking into the apartment. He let his hand rest on the back of Luffy's neck, idly playing with the soft strands there. His brain finally realized how close they suddenly were. He could feel Luffy's breath breaking across his lips. 

 

"I want to try, Lu," Law murmured into the tiny space between them. He could barely believe he'd said the words out loud. Barely ten minutes ago he'd been considering leaving Luffy sitting alone in the hallway, hadn't he? He felt his heart racing as the roller coaster he was on tipped over another hill at top speed when Luffy began closing the gap between them in half a dozen different ways.

 

When their lips met, Law thought his heart was going to just stop beating altogether. A foreign, intensely hot, but somehow pleasant feeling bloomed in his chest as Luffy's lips parted against his mouth. He felt light as air again, like suddenly everything he'd been worried about before was completely pointless. Had he really actually considered never seeing Luffy again? Never feeling this again?

 

Then he remembered how much it had hurt when he'd thought Luffy had lied to him. He'd thought his whole soul had ripped in half, like someone had buried a knife in his chest and left him to bleed out on the floor. The roller coaster slammed to a halt. He gasped and pulled away from Luffy's lips abruptly.

 

Luffy looked back at him with hurt and confusion written all over his face.

 

"Listen, Luffy. I've been- I need you to know that this is-" Law sighed. Words. He needed the right words. Words to explain to someone like Luffy that the world has taught him to never trust when things are too good to be true. 

 

"I'm not like you. I can't jump into this head first, alright? I've paid for that before and I can't do it again."

 

Luffy set his hand gently on Law's cheek. 

 

"I will never hurt you like those other people, Law. I promise."

 

Law let out a short breath. "Everyone says that."

 

"Well, then I'll just prove it instead." Luffy pulled his hand away and set it on top of the one Law was holding. 

 

"We'll go as slow as you want. And I won't keep any more secrets, you have my word."

 

Law was silent for a moment, still not completely sure he was ready for whatever was going to come next with Luffy. He hadn't been prepared for any of this— the contract, the dates, the videos, Luffy's crazy fan comments, and most definitely not his own feelings about the insane and beautiful person sitting across from him. 

 

"Have you eaten anything?" Luffy asked gently.

 

Law huffed out a laugh. "Do five shots of vodka count?"

 

"Gross, no." Luffy pulled his hands away to pull his phone out of his pocket as he slid a few inches down the couch. "Let me order you some food, alright? I'm not asking to stay, I just want you to eat something."

 

"Yeah, food sounds good." Law let the weight of the day wash over him and he slumped over to lean against Luffy's shoulder. He realized he didn't really want to deal with his empty apartment again quite yet. "Stay and eat with me, maybe?"

 

Luffy leaned his cheek against Law's hair. 


"You had me at 'food,' Torao." Law snorted. At least that part of Luffy was predictable.

 

Law sighed and pulled himself up off the couch to retrieve his phone from the kitchen counter. He pulled up Nami's contact and typed out a quick text. 

 

"Did you really have to threaten to castrate him?"

 

Nami responded instantly.

 

"I would have done it and he knows it. I trust that means he made it over there to grovel? I told him he'd probably have to beg."

 

Law rolled his eyes. 

 

"Yeah he's here." Law had no intention of giving her any more information or an answer about the contract today. He needed to sleep on it, it was the smart thing to do. He'd rushed into it the first time and he wasn't going to make the same mistake twice. He did have one more thing to say though.

 

"Thanks, Nami. I'll call you tomorrow."

 

"Do you like pizza?" Luffy called from behind him. "I think pizza is the best sad-day food, you know? Or any day, really. Maybe it's just the best food."

 

Law didn't bother to stop the smile that climbed onto his face. 

 

"I could go for some pizza."

 

He made his way back to the couch and watched Luffy gleefully ordering them two large pizzas and some kind of brownie dessert that was probably meant for a family of five instead of just two people. He remembered one more question he'd had on his list.

 

"How the hell did you get up here, anyway?" 

 

Luffy shrugged and continued working on their food order on his phone. "I took the elevator, duh. What, did you want me to climb the walls or something?"

 

Law rolled his eyes. "I meant how did you get past the security guy?"

 

"Oh, that! Jim clocked in this morning as I was leaving. He's a nice guy, you know. He lives on the fifth floor with his two daughters that are in elementary school." Luffy pulled out his credit card and started punching numbers into his phone. "They're so cute, too! He showed me some pictures. His oldest loves dinosaurs right now and the youngest is a girly-girl who likes tea parties and stuff. We talked about buying Christmas gifts for the kids on a budget and trying to catch all the sales and things. He's got another job at a bar downtown and was telling me how shitty people are about tipping during the holidays. Anyway, he remembered me from this morning and let me up."

 

Who the hell manages to get some security guard's entire life story in a morning? Who even bothers to ask?

 

What a weirdo. 

 

Law's eyes wandered around the pages from antique medical anatomy books he had framed on his walls in the living room. Alright, maybe they were both pretty weird. 

 

Luffy looked up from his phone with a huge smile on his face and Law's heart skipped a beat.




He let himself hope that they really could fix this. Together.

Chapter 12: Standing Trial

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Welcome back, Law! Glad you're over that stomach bug!" 

 

Iva smiled at him from their director's chair when he made his way through the door to the studio. They'd pushed the shoot back so Law could sort himself out. He'd appreciated the space, truly he had, though he was feeling a little more nervous than the last time he'd been at the set.

 

Things with Luffy were better, for sure. Law had agreed with Nami that maybe he'd over reacted just a little and he'd agreed to still finish out the contract. Really, Luffy being a fan didn't actually change that much when he finally slowed down and thought about it, and Luffy had never tried to hide it. Luffy had also been nothing but patient and honest with him over the whole thing. He really, genuinely, was feeling better about things. 

 

Today, he had other things on his mind.

 

His anxiety was two-fold. First, they hadn't actually fucked around since the day Law found out Luffy had been following his page for years and he wasn't totally sure how he was going to feel about it now that they were sort of officially together. Or something. He still wasn't totally sure what they were doing but it felt different from before somehow.

 

Second, Luffy still hadn't read the script for the third scene and it was making Law nervous.

 

"Your partner in crime will be here soon," Iva said. "He sent me a text that his train was running late."

 

Law sighed and shifted his backpack on his shoulder. "Yeah, that sounds about right."

 

"Oh, I meant to tell you both together but I'm too excited, so I'll tell you now!" Iva leapt down off the chair and walked up to Law, grinning ear to ear. "I've got the first scene completely edited! You two look great!"

 

Two strong hands landed on Law's shoulders.

 

"You boys are going to be so popular! I'll send you the final edit after we're done today. You're going to love it!"

 

Law shrugged off Iva's hands and made his way around the stage to the small row of lockers. "Alright, I'll take a look at it later, Iva."

 

"Ohho! Someone's a sourpuss today," Iva said, unfortunately following along behind him as he navigated the equipment off stage. "What's on your mind? You should tell me so it doesn't affect the shoot."

 

Law sighed and placed his bag on the shelf inside the locker he'd used last time.

 

"Luffy hasn't read the third script. I told him he needs to, but he keeps getting distracted."

 

"What?! He still hasn't read it?"

 

Law nodded. "Yeah, I told him it was important and that he should make sure he's alright with it, but he keeps saying it will be fine and he's 'down for whatever.'"

 

Law found Iva frowning with arms crossed tightly across their chest, when he finally turned around from the locker.

 

"Did he say why he was putting it off?"

 

Law shrugged. "He said he's been really busy. I think he has a hard time sitting down and focusing on things like that. We only got through the second script because we read it together." 

 

Law realized too late that that was probably a bit more than he'd intended to share with Iva as they raised an eyebrow at his comment.

 

"You know Law, I meant to talk about that with you," Iva said and Law knew he was so busted. "I know you boys don't have a lot of experience with this, but most of the actors I've worked with don't actually do that sort of thing with their costars off set."

 

Law grit his teeth and tried not to blush. He wasn't about to tell the director of the fucking porno he was staring in that he was dating his costar, much less that said costar had just admitted he was in love with him roughly 48 hours ago. All that was probably way out of bounds for how this was usually supposed to work.

 

"Yeah, I know," he said, attempting to sound casual though his voice came out strained. Iva let his words hang in the air for far too long to be comfortable.

 

"You'll have to be careful, Law. Don't let your real life follow you on-screen. Things can get complicated."

 

He didn't say anything to that, choosing instead to pretend to check his phone. 

 

"I do have a few couples who shoot scenes exclusively together, though." Law caught Iva's lips curling into a knowing smile out of the corner of his eye. "Nami and I could do that for you two, you know. We could set something up where you boys only do scenes with each other."

 

Law hadn't even considered that Nami might want Luffy to do these videos with other people. After their conversation the other day, he felt pretty confident Luffy wouldn't be interested in that, but there was a small part of his soul that screamed at the realization that Luffy could do this with someone else.

 

"Sorry I'm late, Iva!" Luffy shouted from the studio door.

 

"Luffy! Ahh, you finally made it!" Iva made their way through the nest of cords and camera equipment, meeting Luffy on his way towards the lockers. "I was just telling Law the good news! I have the whole first scene edited, ready for you to review."

 

"Really?! Is it good?!" Luffy's huge grin was easily visible, even from where Law stood all the way over by the lockers. Luffy caught his eye around Iva's shoulder and waved enthusiastically.

 

"It's great! You'll love it, I know you will!"

 

The two started walking back towards where Law was still frozen next to the locker bank with thoughts of Luffy possibly fucking other people on camera infecting his brain like a plague of locusts. 

 

"Did you read the third script yet, Luffy?"

 

Luffy bit his lip at Iva's question and looked at the floor.

 

"I meant to! I swear! I've just, uh, been really busy, you know?"

 

Law rolled his eyes. Luffy spent the night again at Law's place after they'd talked about the whole subscription situation. Mostly they just ate too much pizza and watched two movies before falling asleep on the couch, but after that Luffy had left Law's apartment the next day around noon. He'd said he was going to read the script when he got home, but apparently he'd gone to the gym with Zoro, visited Franky's garage again, and then "helped" Sanji bake something. He texted Law at 11pm that he'd just gotten home and he'd read the script in the morning.

 

Well it was 2pm now and Law was confident Luffy had simply slept until he'd absolutely had to get out of bed to come to the shoot because he hadn't gotten a 'good morning' text until noon.

 

"Luffy, there are some things in there that you need to be aware of," Iva said sternly. "It's a pretty significant escalation of what this scene will be and you need to make sure you're alright with it."

 

"It's fine, really! As long as it's Torao doing it, I know I'll like it!" Iva turned to stand directly in front of Luffy, stopping him with a hand on his chest.

 

"I won't schedule the next shoot until I know you've read it and practiced it with him, understood?"

 

Luffy rolled his eyes and sighed. "Alright, alright, fine. I'll read it tonight."

 

"Good."

 

Luffy set his bag in the locker next to Law's and then immediately wrapped his arms around Law's waist.

 

"Hi, Luffy."

 

Luffy hummed contentedly against his chest for a moment.

 

"Hi. You smell nice today, Torao."

 

"Uh huh. I'm not agreeing to read the script with you."

 

Luffy huffed into Law's t-shirt.

 

"Come on, Torao," he whined. "You know I'll actually read all of it if we do it together."

 

Law rolled his eyes and sighed. He was planning on having a nice, normal, relaxing night at home where he didn't talk to anyone or do anything. He felt like he hadn't had a day like that in ages since he'd spent his last Luffy-free evening catching up on photo edits for his own site page that he'd been neglecting.

 

Luffy looked up at him with big, adorable, pleading eyes.

 

Gods damn it all.

 

"Fine. You can come over after the shoot."

 

"Yes!" Luffy pushed himself up onto his toes and kissed Law on the cheek. "Thanks, Torao!"

 

"Alright, boys! Gather 'round," Iva called from the stage. "Let's go over the stage directions!"

 

By the time Law was done with the make-up person and put on the outfit Iva had picked— which was essentially just a pair of skinny jeans —he was feeling much less anxious. In this world, the world that they filmed in, Law was the one in charge. Luffy had to do every damn thing he said and wouldn't complain about it. In this world, there was nothing else going on outside of Law getting to watch Luffy fall apart under his hands.

 

In this world, it was easy to feel confident.

 

The stage directions for the second scene were much simpler than the first, generally speaking. Most likely because the first one had at least some vague attempt at a plot that this one didn't even bother with.

 

Why were they in the kitchen? Why were they already shirtless? What the hell did any of that have to do with learning about lighting? 

 

Porn logic at its absolute finest.

 

People were going to eat it up regardless. Nobody cared about the plot in a porno anyway. The faster everyone got the hell down to business, the better. Law certainly wasn't complaining about it, since it meant he got to watch Luffy slowly bend over the kitchen island in an excruciatingly short pair of shorts at his command.

 

Staring at Luffy's cute ass really was never getting old.

 

"Did you wear these just for me?" Law purred, letting a finger trail along the hem that was pulled tight against perfectly tanned skin. Luffy shivered.

 

"Yes," Luffy breathed. "Do you like them?"

 

"Hmm." Law made a big show of checking out the view from multiple angles, kneading Luffy's ass cheeks with his hands as he did so. He suddenly pulled up sharply on the hem, exposing Luffy's bare skin to the cool air of the studio, dragging a soft gasp from Luffy's lips.

 

"I suppose they'll do," Law said, sounding almost bored. "I saw you like to play with toys." Law slowly dragged his finger along the center of Luffy's shorts, pressing a little harder as his finger found his entrance. Luffy pulled in another sharp breath, his face still pressed against the counter. 

 

"I assure you I'm no one's play thing, but if you're good, I'll make sure you have fun." He leaned his weight along Luffy's back so he could murmur the next line directly into Luffy's ear (and the microphone immediately above their heads).

 

"What do you think? Can you take it?" He rolled his hips against Luffy's for good measure and Luffy groaned beneath him.

 

"Yes, yes, please."

 

"Such a good boy."

 

Law dragged his fingers down Luffy's spine as he pulled himself back up to his full height. Muscles flexed and twitched under his touch and Law was struck for probably the millionth time by how much muscle Luffy constantly hid under his loose fitting clothes. Law slipped a finger under the waist band of Luffy's shorts and pulled just slightly as Luffy pushed up on his toes to lift himself up off the counter.

 

"Eager, aren't we?" That one actually wasn't in the script but Luffy was supposed to be letting Law take the lead on everything. He was trying to remind Luffy of that before things spiraled like they had the very first time they'd tried to do a run through. 

 

Well, that and it was excruciatingly fun to tease him like this.

 

Law was feeling a little extra cruel today. Maybe it was subtle punishment for Luffy (poorly) keeping secrets. Maybe he just wanted to drag things out for himself. He wasn't sure exactly why every little wiggle of Luffy's hips got his hands moving even more slowly, but he was certainly enjoying getting Luffy more and more desperate.

 

Eventually, the shorts slipped down to Luffy's thighs. By the time the fabric hit the floor, Luffy's knuckles were white where they wrapped around the edge of the countertop.

 

Law roughly grabbed two handfuls of Luffy's ass without warning.

 

"Ah!" Luffy gasped and pushed his hips back against Law's hands. 

 

"Easy now. A good student waits for their teacher's instructions first. Isn't that right?"

 

Luffy squirmed against the countertop and groaned.

 

"T-teach me, please," he gasped out. He was really struggling today, Law noted. This was driving him nuts.

 

"All those toys you use," Law said as he opened a drawer next to them on the kitchen island. "Have you ever had someone real take you like this?" Law retrieved the bottle of lube from the drawer and slid it shut. More completely ridiculous things that would never be explained. Who the hell keeps lube in their kitchen?

 

"N-no. Never," Luffy managed to stammer and actually sound appropriately nervous. It was obviously a lie, since Law had fucked him multiple times by that point but there were lots of people out there that were into the whole taking a virgin thing.

 

"Mmm, cute," Law said, making a bit of a show of spreading Luffy's cheeks for the camera he knew was directly behind him just off to his right. "Better pay attention then-" he cracked the top open on the lube bottle- "the lesson's about to start."

 

He poured a generous amount onto his finger and let a drop drip off and directly onto Luffy's hole. Luffy hissed and gasped at the sudden cold and Law watched a shiver run up his spine with satisfaction. He kept his left hand wrapped around Luffy's ass, squeezing a little as he slipped his first finger inside slowly, much slower than he usually would when they'd done this before without all the cameras.

 

Luffy moaned against the granite countertop and the sound ran directly to Law's dick. 

 

Fuck he was so hot like this, all spread out and begging for it. Gods, he could do this all damn day. 

 

He rocked his finger in and out slowly, pulling more beautiful noises from Luffy's lips as he worked. Luffy began pushing back against him with a little too much urgency after only a few moments.

 

"You want more already? So greedy," Law said, adding a second finger and watching Luffy's back arch at the increased pressure. Damn, he was pretty. His body was so irresistibly beautiful and he was never afraid to just lean into the pleasure, taking every single fraction of an inch if he wanted it. His moans were slowly increasing in pitch and volume, and he was breathing hard now, gasping with his cheek pressed against the counter. 

 

Law picked up the pace and the pressure. It wasn't really about prepping Luffy, Law knew he didn't usually need that much prep considering how often he did videos and photos with his extensive toy collection. No, this was much more about getting Luffy more and more desperate for his cock for the cameras. Law had every intention of keeping his copy of the final cut downloaded on his computer for the rest of forever, just to hear all of Luffy's delicious moans again and again whenever he wanted to. 

 

"M-more, more!"

 

Law withdrew his fingers and Luffy let out a genuine, desperate whine. 

 

"Students don't get to demand things from their teachers, don't you know that?"

 

"Y-yes, yes, I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Luffy braced himself on his elbows and looked back over his shoulder at Law, face flushed and a bit of saliva on his cheek from where he'd been drooling onto the counter. "Please, please!"

Law shook his head and took a half step back. It was all in the script, but he was still enjoying watching Luffy beg and plead for more contact. Oh how the tables do turn.

 

"You'll have to make it up to me with more than just pretty words. On your knees."

 

At his command, Luffy scrambled off the counter and onto the floor in front of Law. This level of compliance was seriously addicting. He felt confident he'd never manage to get this out of Luffy off set. It seemed to be something Luffy could only muster when the cameras were rolling.

 

"That's a good boy. Now help me out of these jeans and get me nice and wet with your mouth and then maybe I'll continue our little lesson, hmm?"

 

Luffy nodded eagerly and fast nimble fingers flew to Law's fly. In moments, Luffy had his jeans in a pool on the floor. Law hissed as Luffy slowly dragged his tongue from base to tip of his already rock hard dick. He tangled his hand in Luffy's hair as his lips wrapped around his cock. Enveloped by the delicious heat, Law moaned deeply, savoring the feeling of Luffy's tongue lapping around every inch of him. He didn't think this was ever something he'd get tired of. Luffy probably gave the best damn head on the planet. 

 

He let Luffy continue his wet and sloppy blow job for a few more minutes than he probably should have before tapping the back of his head with his fingers to get his attention again. 

 

"Good, that's plenty." 

 

Luffy looked up at him with a heated look from his position on his knees. He was getting impatient. 

 

Too bad. 

 

He returned Luffy's impatient glare with a smirk. "Let me see that cute ass of yours again, won't you?"

 

Luffy reclaimed his position on the counter, spreading his legs a little wider in anticipation.

 

"Like this?"

 

"Mmm, perfect," Law drawled, trailing his fingers along Luffy's waist and admiring the view. He traced down Luffy's center, entering him with his fingers once more and Luffy whined under his touch. Law could see his arms trembling just slightly where he was now gripping the counter tightly again. This level of teasing would have earned him multiple curses by now at a minimum if they were back at the apartment.

 

Law pulled his hand away to spread more lube along his length. Iva had said they would cut that shot out, since the implication was supposed to be he was using Luffy's spit as lube for the sass-back. Luffy had actually suggested they really do that since, apparently, he'd tried it before and liked it. Law had insisted that it would most definitely not feel good for how long they'd be doing it. Maybe it was reasonable for a two minute bathroom hook up but it certainly wasn't going to cut it here. Not with two positions and ten to fifteen minutes to go.

 

On paper, Law was supposed to just start fast and rough with him, no warning, no nothing. Law knew that. He'd read it, memorized it, and listened intently to the stage directions.

 

He just thought giving Luffy a taste of his own damn medicine sounded a whole lot more fun.

 

He let his cock rest at the bottom of Luffy's spine and lightly trailed his fingers down his back. 

 

"Do you want it?"

 

"Yes, yes!"

 

Law leaned over Luffy to practically growl in his ear.

 

"Then ask nicely. You know how, don't you?"

 

He felt Luffy tense a little beneath him and he knew he'd probably be paying for this later in some way but, damn, it was just too good of an opportunity to pass up. Law watched Luffy's brow furrow as he pushed himself back up, and briefly wondered if he was actually going to break character. 

 

"Please! Please, Gods, La- let me have it!"

 

Ah, he'd almost slipped. They weren't supposed to use real names in these.

 

Law picked up the script where they'd left off, sliding home in one swift motion without giving Luffy even a moment to adjust. Not that he needed it, if the loud moan reverberating off the counter was anything to go by. Law set a reasonably quick pace, not so fast he couldn't speed up but not slow by any stretch either. He also wasn't gentle about it, slamming into Luffy roughly and watching his whole body jolt against the countertop with every thrust. He knew Luffy was into it, not just from the noises he was making, but mostly because he'd told Law in no uncertain terms he liked it when they'd "practiced" in Law's kitchen.

 

Law gripped Luffy's hips a little tighter with his hands, taking in the view for a moment of his own cock sliding in and out of that cute, perfect ass. Luffy was moaning and writhing under his hands, pushing back against his every movement, desperate for more. It had the heat coiling in Law's gut faster than he'd anticipated. They were only four or five minutes in to the actual fucking and there was another position they had to hit.

 

He better slow down if he was going to make the time target. Shit. 

 

He decided to move Luffy into the next position a little early. If he kept going like that, he was going to finish far too soon. While he'd love to do a second take, his pride wouldn't allow it.

 

Law slowed his movements to a stop as Luffy's groan turned into a whine. He tangled his fingers in Luffy's hair and jerked his face up from the counter.

 

"Let's see that pretty face of yours."

 

Luffy turned onto his back as Law pulled Luffy's right leg up and over his shoulder. Luffy's skin was flushed all the way to the tips of his ears and halfway down his chest. He was breathing heavily, eyes glazed over as Law positioned him like a doll, yanking his hips off the counter and rolling him onto his left side. Luffy propped himself on his elbow and braced one foot against the floor, he'd be basically holding a standing split from here until the end of the scene.

 

Law was thankful they'd practiced this because when he first read it, he didn't think Luffy would be able to hold that position very long. Luckily, he was wrong, and Luffy was very flexible. 

 

It was hot as hell.

 

Law eased himself back into Luffy's body slowly, just to savor it. Fuck he felt so good. He vaguely recalled that first video he'd watched of Luffy filling himself with that big red plug. Gods, he'd wanted so badly to watch himself sliding inside Luffy's hot body instead. 

 

Now he was getting paid to do just that. Maybe Sachi was right. Maybe porn was the best decision he'd ever made.

 

Law picked up the pace they'd had previously, enjoying Luffy's un-muffled noises now that his face was up off the counter. Luffy was babbling nonsense now, which he often did when he was close. That or chant Law's name. Law was slowly coming to accept that hearing his name on Luffy's lips like that was his favorite way to get off.

 

He let his eyes flutter close and tapped his fingers on Luffy's calf. He knew from the pitch change in Luffy's moans that he'd felt the signal. He let Luffy jerk himself off for a few minutes while he pretended not to notice. When he opened his eyes again, he was treated to the sight of Luffy pleasuring himself with Law's cock buried inside him, eyes rolled back and drooling a little through broken moans. 

 

Law's movement stopped abruptly and Luffy's attention immediately snapped back to Law.

 

"Didn't I say to wait for instruction?" Law growled as he snatched Luffy's hand off his cock, wrapping his fingers around Luffy's wrist tightly. 

 

"Aa! I- I'm sorry! It feels so good, so good, please!"

 

Law twisted Luffy's arm around his body, pinning his wrist against his back.  

 

"You'll have what I give you, understood?"

 

Luffy nodded emphatically. He tried to shift himself against Law's cock that had stayed completely motionless, still sheathed inside his body. With only a single foothold, he didn't have any leverage to get what he wanted. He really would have to just take whatever Law gave him. 

 

Luffy squeezed his eyes shut and let out a frustrated groan.

 

Law trailed his free hand slowly down Luffy's flushed, heaving chest, stopping a few inches short of where Luffy wanted it most. A breathy, almost soundless whine escaped Luffy's mouth as his bottom lip trembled slightly.

 

Instead of touching him, Law thrust into him roughly. Luffy practically screamed as he pulled back against where his right arm was pinned to his own back by Law's left hand. He was bracing himself so Law could slam into him with even more force. Fuck, he was so hot when he wanted it rough like this. The sounds that poured from Luffy's lips could fuel Law's solo shoots for months. 

 

A fragment of a thought floated into Law's brain from earlier. 

 

"We could set something up where you boys only do scenes with each other"

 

The thought of Luffy doing this with anyone else clawed its way through Law's brain with vicious intent. He felt a surge of jealousy course through his body at the mere concept. He briefly imagined watching Luffy on camera with some other guy making him moan like this and his blood ran hot through his veins. 

 

Of course he wouldn't force Luffy to be exclusive with him. Luffy would never allow that.

 

He'd just have to be better than anyone else on the damn planet at getting Luffy off. 

 

He picked up the pace, slamming his hips into Luffy with force that would probably be painful for some people. Luffy, however, tossed his head back and half-screamed, half-moaned into the open space of the studio, his voice echoing off the walls and ceilings. His cock was dribbling pre onto the counter as it bounced along with every one of Law's thrusts. Law could feel Luffy start to shake violently where his free hand was braced against Luffy's waist. 

 

When Law wrapped his hand around Luffy's cock, he actually screamed— the scraping, guttural sound might live in Law's head on replay for the rest of his life. 

 

"Fuck- You want to come like this? Come on my cock?" Law grit out around ragged breaths.

 

"Yes! PLEASE!"

 

Law could feel his orgasm rushing up through his body. 

 

"Oh gods-" he gasped. "So good, you're so fucking good for me."

 

"Just- AH! Just for you!" 

 

Law squeezed his hand a little tighter around Luffy's cock and stroked him faster. Law was close now, incredibly close. His heart was hammering in his chest and his body was screaming for release. It was like standing on the edge of a cliff, hoping to fall. 

 

"You- LA- AHH!" 

 

Luffy's entire body tensed beneath Law's hold as he shot white ribbons across the granite countertop, shaking violently with each spurt. Law felt Luffy's release dripping down his knuckles as Luffy's body tightened down around him. Two thrusts later, he was falling off that cliff. 

 

"Mine-" the word escaped his lips at something barely above a growl as his orgasm ripped through his body like a hot knife. Gods, he could float weightless like this forever. His fingers tingled as endorphins rushed through his brain, making him feel high all over. He sucked in a few deep breaths before the gears in his head began to turn again. 

 

When he released Luffy's wrist, he could see the imprint of his own hand on Luffy's skin. Luffy rolled onto his stomach with a gasp as Law pulled out and stepped back. The camera that Law had completely forgotten about rolled up from behind them and captured Law's release dripping from Luffy's abused hole.

 

"Cut!" 

 

Law helped Luffy slowly ease himself off the counter, his eyes still unfocused and face flushed a deep crimson. Law rubbed his thumb gently over the mark he'd left over Luffy's wrist.

 

"Are you good? Did I hold you too tight?"

 

Luffy's gaze slid vaguely in Law's direction as he turned to rest his hips against the counter, but he still didn't really seem to look at him.

 

"Hmm? Nuh, 'sgood," Luffy slurred. He pulled in a few more hungry breaths and wrapped his arms weakly around Law's neck.

 

"Meant it, y'know. 'm all yours," Luffy whispered in Law's ear. He dropped his head down onto Law's shoulder with a sigh.

 

"Beautiful work, boys!" Law jumped in Luffy's arms as Iva appeared out of nowhere next to them.

 

"Law, I need you to watch my signals. You two went way over the time target during both the oral and that last position."

 

Law felt the heat rushing to his face as Luffy continued to snuggle against him. This was a bizarre experience. He'd never received critical feedback on how he timed his sex.

 

"Sorry Iva, got carried away."

 

"It's not a huge problem, it just gives me more work to do in post. I'd rather have more content to work with than less." Iva's gaze slid to the mop of black hair draped across Law's shoulder. "You alright, kiddo?"

 

The hair nodded wordlessly. 

 

"You, uh, want me to clean this up?" Law gestured to the mess Luffy had left splattered across the counter.

 

"That's what the set crew is for. Don't worry, they've all seen worse," Iva said, turning on their heel and heading back off stage. "Go get cleaned up. I'll email you the final cut from the last scene when I'm done here today."

 

Luffy slid off the counter fully and wavered on his feet, flush evaporating to a color closer to light green, as Iva disappeared into the off-stage darkness. 

 

"Luffy, are you sure you're alright?" Law took a half step back to get a full look at him. Luffy offered up a weak smile, but Law couldn't shake the feeling he looked more like something was wrong than just fucked out. 

 

"Jus' got a little dizzy." Luffy slipped his hand in Law's and squeezed gently and Law could feel it trembling slightly. "Come shower with me?"

 

He was going to catch hell from Iva again if he did that, he was sure of it. But Luffy still looked pale and he swayed just enough on his feet for Law to catch the movement. 

 

Whatever, Iva can yell all they want. 

 

"Want me to carry you?"

 

"Nah, I'm fine, really." Luffy blinked a few times and some color finally returned to his face. "Come on, Torao."

 

Law let Luffy lead the way to the shower, mostly so he could watch the way he walked. He seemed fine, that brief unsteadiness from before must have just been from holding that crazy split for so long. Law caught one of the set crew openly staring at them, eyebrow raised, and realized Luffy was still holding onto his hand as they made their way to the bathroom together. 

 

That and they were still completely naked. Suddenly, the studio felt very cold.

 

The bathroom magically appeared in front of them right on time. Law was extremely grateful for the privacy as the door clicked behind them.

 

"Pretty sure Iva knows we're fucking around off set," Law said, turning the hot water on.

 

"So what? What's that matter?" Luffy grabbed two towels off the small table by the door and started draping them over the towel bar haphazardly. 

 

Law shrugged. "I got the feeling they think it's a bad idea."

 

"Pfft. How could this be a bad idea?" Luffy slid up next to Law and stuck his hand under the water. "So cold! Turn it up!"

 

Law twisted the knob to get the water warmer and sighed. "Iva's worried it's going to make things complicated on set. They're not wrong, you know. It already almost did."

 

Luffy stepped under the water with a contented sigh, eyes fluttering closed.

 

"I really don't care what anyone else thinks, Torao. I love doing this with you— here and off the set."

 

Law couldn't really argue with that. He was having a pretty good time too, minor breakdown excluded. 

 

"Oh! Sabo wants to have dinner tonight, I forgot!"

 

"I thought you were coming over to read through that third scene," Law said, rubbing the soap between his hands.

 

"I know, I know, but he said he wanted to meet you and he's not working on any cases tonight."

 

Law's hands froze and a large block of ice began forming in his stomach.

 

"You, uh, want me to come over for dinner?"

 

"Yeah! Would you? We can get Chinese!" Luffy looked up at him with bright eyes and a huge smile. Law was still standing there, stupidly holding the soap and trying to breathe.

 

"I'm... not that hungry."

 

Luffy rolled his eyes and tugged the soap bar from Law's fingers. 

 

"You never eat enough! Come on, it'll be fun. Sabo really wants to meet you. You'll like him, I promise!"

 

Luffy turned around to rinse the soap off himself and set the bar of soap back on the small shelf in the shower. "We can read the script tomorrow, right? It's not going anywhere. Don't worry so much."

 

Law huffed out a short breath. Yeah, don't worry so much. Don't worry about meeting Luffy's older brother, the accomplished lawyer and the hero in all the stories he told that weren't about Ace. Sure, yeah. Don't worry about that threatening look on Iva's face when they'd asked if Law had met Sabo yet. "Good luck," they'd said and he knew then, he just fucking knew this whole damn thing was a bad idea.

 

The ice in his gut continued to grow as Luffy pulled him under the running water. Gentle, careful hands slid along his skin as Luffy clicked his tongue.

 

"So are you coming over for dinner or what?"






He was standing in front of Luffy's apartment building approximately five seconds later. The ice in his stomach hadn't melted a single bit on the drive over from the studio. 

 

Hell. Why did he agree to this? He was supposed to be having a nice, quiet, relaxing night at home. Alone. 

 

"Come on, Torao!" Luffy gripped his hand tightly and practically dragged him up the cracked cement steps. Behind the worn front door, the building was like just about every other run down place on this side of town. The carpet in the hall was some vague grayish blue, thread bare and stained in some places. The walls were what Law had termed "Landlord White" which mostly meant you could see the drips and bumps where the paint had been slapped over every crack, hair, and bug that had been unlucky enough to be on the wall at the time. The stairs groaned beneath their weight as Luffy continued his cheerful charge to the apartment he shared with Sabo.

 

Luffy flung the door open with a bang when they finally made it to their destination. 

 

"Sabo! I'm home! And I brought a friend!"

 

"Luffy! Didn't you tell him I was coming?" Law hissed.

 

Luffy shook his head and smiled innocently. "Nah! He's said a few times he wanted to meet you and he was going to be home tonight and you were free. It was perfect! Don't worry, he won't complain!"

 

"Which one is it this time?" a vaguely familiar voice called from down a hallway. "I can't afford to keep feeding that Zoro guy. He eats as much as you do!"

 

"It's Torao!"

 

A door opened into the hallway with a jerk and suddenly Law found himself being very closely inspected by a man roughly his height with some of the blondest hair he'd ever seen.

 

"Uh. Hi," he managed to mumble and offer a half-hearted smile. Sabo narrowed his eyes at him in response. Law recalled Luffy's explanation for the large burn mark over Sabo's left eye though now didn't feel like the right time to trade horror stories about the block fire.

 

"Well, I'll give you this Luf," Sabo said, gaze lingering on Law's tattooed hand that Luffy was still holding tightly. "He's definitely not what I expected."

 

Law's nervousness was slowly increasing.

 

"Sabo! Be nice! You said you wanted to meet him, didn't you?"

 

"I think I said 'I can't wait to meet the idiot that somehow put up with you for a straight 24 hours.'"

 

He must have been referring to that first dinner date when Luffy had spent the night and then most of the next day at Law's apartment. Law felt the heat slowly creeping across his face. This had been a terrible idea.

 

Luffy rolled his eyes and scoffed, releasing Law's hand to start wandering towards the kitchen. Law fought down the urge to grab his hand back. Not that he needed the support or anything just for meeting some guy, really. His hand was just warm, that's all.

 

"He's not an idiot, Sabo! Jeeze," Luffy said as he rounded the corner into the kitchen. "I meant the other time." 

 

Law was left standing in front of Sabo in the living room as the sound of cabinets opening and closing drifted out from the kitchen.

 

"Pretty sure that time I said 'anybody who'll put up with you for this long is worth meeting just to see how nuts they are,'" Sabo muttered. His gaze raked up and down Law's body again and he felt significantly more exposed than when he'd walked naked through the studio less than an hour ago.

 

"Luffy tells me you're a doctor," Sabo said skeptically.

 

Law sighed. "Yeah, I, uh, dropped out of med school a few years ago actually so..." He let his voice trail off. Sabo was still looking at him like that and not saying anything. Gods, where the hell was Luffy?

 

"Was that before or after all the ink?" Sabo said finally.

 

"Uh, before?"

 

"Why'd you quit?"

 

Ok, now he was feeling like he was on trial.

 

"Family stuff," he said firmly.

 

"That so?" Sabo said, eyes narrowing. "You knock some chick up?"

 

"Sabo!" Luffy shouted from the kitchen. "His dad died! Don't be rude!"

 

At that, Sabo actually managed to blush a little, his posture relaxing just slightly. 

 

"Sorry, sorry. I grill potential criminals for a living, you know," Sabo said sheepishly and held out his hand. 

 

"Sabo. Nice to meet you."

 

Law gripped Sabo's outstretched hand tightly. "Law. Luffy's told me a lot about you," he said as a peace offering. 

 

Luffy emerged from the kitchen with two glasses of beer and his phone balanced between his ear and his shoulder. 

 

"Hi! Yeah, it's Luffy. Can we get a number four, a number six, two orders of dumplings and, uh," Luffy paused as Law took the beer he held out in his direction. "What do you want, Torao?"

 

Law shrugged. "Just order whatever. I told you I wasn't hungry."

 

Luffy rolled his eyes. "Yeah and two number fives please with an extra side of fried rice. Yeah, yeah that's it. No, I'll walk over. Thanks!"

 

Luffy held the other beer out to Sabo as he stuffed his phone back in his pocket. 

 

"Ok, I'm gonna go get the food! I'll be right back," Luffy said with a smile. "Play nice!"

 

"Do you want me to-" Law's attempted offer to help Luffy go retrieve the food (and escape from Sabo) was met with the sound of the door closing. Suddenly, he was abandoned in the apartment with essentially a stranger, who was still sort of looking at him like he should be taking the stand in his own defense.

 

"So," Sabo started as Law took a sip of the beer he'd been offered. "Well, shit, usually I'd ask what the hell you do for a living but I guess I know since I read that contract."

 

Law's face was undeniably red now but he still managed a scoff. "Yeah, I had a feeling Luffy hadn't actually read it himself."

 

That got Sabo to laugh. "Oh, he read it alright. I had to practically chain him to the table over there but I forced him to read every word. I told him it doesn't matter that I'm a lawyer, if you're signing a contract, you have to read it yourself."

 

"Luffy told me you're a public defender," Law said, reaching for some kind of topic that wasn't about fucking the lawyer's little brother for thousands of dollars.

 

Sabo sighed. "Yup that's me." He took a big gulp of his beer and leaned back into the worn couch cushions. "It's really not as glamorous as law school made it out to be."

 

"Heard it's a tough job," Law offered, trying to get his own body to relax a little. It was a losing battle.

 

"So is being a doctor, I hear." Law just shrugged at the comment.

 

"You have plans on going back?" Sabo asked.

 

"Yeah, I guess. Whenever I get the money for it."

 

"Aren't there aid programs you could apply for? That's how I covered some of my tuition."

 

Law shook his head. "I had some in undergrad but they don't extend to med school." He took another sip of beer and decided since Sabo knew what he did for a living anyway, there was no reason to dance around the subject. "That's why I post on the site. I'm trying to save up the cash to go back."

 

Sabo nodded. "Luf's making some pretty good money off of that, bet you are too from what he tells me. What's stopping you from applying now?"

 

Law leaned back into the couch and ran a hand through his hair. 

 

"It's complicated."

 

"Ahh, come on, I'm a lawyer. All I do is complicated," Sabo said with a smile. Law realized he was more than halfway through his beer when he took another sip to avoid Sabo's questions.

 

"Listen, man, if you just like doing porn, that's cool with me," Sabo said, leaning forward to rest his elbows on his knees. "Didn't he tell you about the advocacy group I run? Hell, more than half my clients are prostitutes, and most of them are some of the best people I've ever met. There's no shame in what you guys are doing, you know?"

 

Law grit his teeth and finished off his beer. "It's not that," he said, setting the empty glass down on the coffee table. "I've been out too long, I'm probably going to have to start over."

 

"How long you been out?"

 

"Little over four years," Law said with a sigh.

 

"They have to honor your previous course work for six years. It's in the law."

 

"Really?"

 

"Yeah. Haven't you talked to the admissions people?"

 

"I- uh," he struggled to put into words why he hadn't actually reached out to the school yet. "I didn't think it would matter if I talked to them or not. I don't think they're going to let me back in."

 

"Why? Did they kick you out or did you withdraw?"

 

"I withdrew."

 

"Were you on academic probation or anything?"

 

"No."

 

"So why wouldn't they take you back?"

 

"Well..." Law sighed and pinched the bridge of his nose. This wasn't at all how he expected this to go. Now he was getting grilled about why he wasn't back at school yet and Luffy wasn't even here to bail him out.

 

Sabo got up from the couch, draining his beer in the process and grabbing Law's empty glass. 

 

"You want another?"

 

"Uh, sure." Sabo disappeared into the kitchen and Law prayed the Chinese place was close to the apartment. Luffy could not come back fast enough.

 

Law took the moment of solitude to take in his surroundings. It was a small apartment, but not that much smaller than his own. The carpets were approximately beige and thin with wear, and a small table sat off to the side of the kitchen with three well-used chairs surrounding it. The walls were the same Landlord White as the hallway outside was, but the space was absolutely littered with photos. Dozens of frames hung on each wall, filled with pictures of smiling people.

 

Law leaned over the arm of the sofa to look at the large framed photo hanging on the wall right next to him. It looked like it was taken a long time ago, with three young kids crowded around an asymmetrical sand castle on the beach. Law found it easy to recognize Luffy's goofy smile and messy black hair, even though he was missing his two front teeth in the picture and had a large straw hat perched on his head. He figured the blonde kid was probably Sabo, which meant the one in the middle that Luffy had his arms wrapped around affectionately must be Ace. Wow, he had a lot of freckles.

 

"Come on," Sabo said, emerging from the kitchen with two full beer glasses. "Tell me, what's your hold up on the med school thing? I won't tell Luffy, I promise. I'm a lawyer, I can keep a secret," he said with a wink.

 

Law gingerly took the beer that was being held out to him and took a sip. Sabo already knew a lot, and he was Luffy's brother. Probably wasn't any harm in telling the truth. 

 

"I fucked up my chances," Law sighed. He held up his hand and wiggled his fingers. "Got pretty messed up after I dropped out and got way too many of these. Between the ink and the porn, they're never going to let me back in. I'm screwed." Law closed his eyes and took a long drink of the cold beer as he leaned back into the couch cushions.

 

"Actually, they can't deny you for any of that."

 

Law's eyes flew open. "What?"

 

"Yeah, that would be discriminatory. They can't keep you out for anything other than not meeting admissions requirements or having a criminal record." He paused for a moment and looked at Law critically again. "Do you have a criminal record?"

 

Law scoffed and set his glass down on the coffee table. "No. I was messed up but I wasn't stupid." Though really it was a small miracle he hadn't gotten picked up for those street fights he got in.

 

"Well then there you go!"

 

Luffy burst through the door, juggling two huge shopping bags full of food. 

 

"Dinner's here!" he shouted gleefully and practically skipped over to the small table. Law felt frozen onto the couch cushions. 

 

Could he really do it? Could he actually go back? Fuck, he'd been thinking it was impossible, that he'd completely ruined his chances at achieving anything he'd planned on doing before Cora died. Now it was sounding like it could really happen.

 

"Let's e- Woah, Torao, what's with you?" Luffy quickly crossed the living room and grabbed Law's hand. "Sabo! I told you to be nice!"

 

"I'm fine, I'm fine," Law mumbled and let Luffy pull him up off the couch.

 

"Seriously, Law, if they turn you down for anything you just told me, I will personally represent you in that lawsuit," Sabo said, completely serious. Law openly stared at him. He couldn't believe his ears.

 

"What are you talking about, Sabo?" Luffy looked from Law's shocked face to Sabo's determined one with confusion.

 

"Promised I wouldn't tell you, Luf. Client privilege and all that." Sabo lifted his glass off the coffee table and wandered over toward the food. "He can tell you if he wants, though."

 

Luffy looked up at Law, even more confused than before.

 

"I, uh," Law struggled with where to start. "Sabo was explaining some laws about school admissions to me. I guess I should call up my old program soon. See if I can go back."

 

Luffy beamed at him and wrapped his arms around his waist tightly. "Really?! That's great!"

 

"Luffy, get some plates already," Sabo called over his shoulder, unloading plastic containers onto the table. 

 

Luffy released his hold on Law with an extra squeeze for good measure. Law retrieved his beer glass from the coffee table and wandered towards the smell of hot Chinese food.

 

"Maybe I could try that firefighter exam again," Luffy called over the sound of plates clattering against each other. 

 

"Gods, finally," Sabo muttered. "I told you, you can't just fail once and give up forever. That was over a year ago anyway," he said, taking the plates from Luffy's hands. "Grab some silverware too, won't you?"

 

Luffy nodded and disappeared back into the kitchen.

 

"How often is that test administered?" Law asked, surveying the food options. 

 

"Once a quarter," Luffy said, fistful of metal utensils in each hand. "I think I just missed the one for this quarter though so the next one would be in like three months."

 

"If you show me what material you need to know, I could probably get a study plan together that could have you ready by then," Law said, carefully placing two dumplings on his plate. "You'd have to listen to me though, when you're studying I mean."

 

"See now that I would pay to see. Porn I could take or leave," Sabo said as he piled a tiny mountain of sesame chicken onto his plate.

 

"Sabo! I can listen when I need to!"

 

Sabo didn't even attempt to hold back his snort. "Yeah, sure, Luf. How many times did I come home to Ace practically strangling you over your math homework you refused to do?"

 

Luffy's cheeks flushed bright pink. It was cute to see him the victim of some teasing for once. 

 

"That's not fair! Math sucks!" Luffy poured an entire container of fried rice onto his plate. "Besides, Torao's a better teacher than Ace. I listen to him all the time! Right, Torao?"

 

Law dragged his hand down his face in an attempt to hide the furious blush he had from Luffy's comment. 

 

"Following the script doesn't count, Luffy," he groaned.

 

"Oh come on! Why not?!"

 

"You know," Sabo said, words half muffled by a mouth full of chicken, "I'm impressed he even learned the script."

 

Law scoffed. "I do most of the talking. He has like two lines per scene."

 

Sabo laughed so hard he almost choked on his food. "Glad Iva listened when I told them about Luffy!"

 

"Oh my Gods, Sabo! I'm not that bad!!" Luffy turned to Law with pleading eyes. "Tell him, Torao! I'm good at the set, right?"

 

It wasn't until after the words left his mouth that he realized he probably shouldn't say things like, "Of course, Lu. You're great at begging," in front of Luffy's brother. 

 

Luckily Sabo snorted with laughter and nearly fell out of his chair instead of attempting to kill him.

 

"Oh- Oh my Gods!" Sabo choked out, wiping a tear from his eye. "Oh, hell, I might actually have to see that to believe it! They've got you begging, Luf?" 

 

A single dumpling nailed Sabo directly in the nose from across the table.

 

"Screw you! You said there wasn't anything wrong with doing sex work, didn't you?!" Luffy hurled another dumpling in Sabo's direction. Law was impressed Sabo managed to catch that one.

 

"There isn't, Luf. I just can't imagine you begging for anything other than food." Sabo popped the dumpling in his mouth as Luffy whirled around on Law, leveling a glare that would have been much scarier if it wasn't mixed with just the tiniest hint of a smile.

 

"What?" Law raised his hands and attempted to act innocent. "You asked!"

 

Law watched Luffy's facial expression flicker for just a second before he was flinging himself out of the chair and tackling Law to the ground. Before Law could even muster a reaction, he was half-choking on the carpet with Luffy sitting on his ass, holding both his arms behind his back.

 

"Say you're sorry, Torao!"

 

"Damn it, Luffy! What the hell am I even apologizing for? Let me up!"

 

"No!"

 

Law groaned and tried to look up at Sabo for help. Instead of assistance, he caught Sabo stealing one of the dumplings off his plate.

 

"Hey, that one was mine!" Luffy wrenched on Law's arms a little more and he growled in frustration. "Get your ass off of me!"

 

"Sorry buddy, unattended food gets eaten 'round these parts. House rule," Sabo said from the table, minimally phased by Law being suddenly pinned to the ground next to the table.

 

"Maybe I'll get up if you beg for it, Torao," Luffy purred from behind him and Law could hear the shit-eating grin on his face. 

 

"Better do what he says or you'll go home hungry," Sabo mumbled from the table, and Law caught him stealing two pieces of chicken from his plate.

 

"Alright, alright! Please, Luffy."

 

"Please and what else, Torao?" Luffy yanked on his arms a little and Law groaned into the carpet. 

 

"I'm sorry. Gods, you are the worse, you know that?" Luffy released his arms and ruffled his hair before actually pulling himself back up to the table. Law pushed himself off the floor as soon as Luffy's weight lifted off his back. He climbed back into his chair and grabbed his fork to reload his plate when Luffy leaned over and planted a kiss on his cheek. 

 

"Ugh, gross," Sabo muttered from across the table. 

 

"You two are weird as hell," Law muttered, finally getting to dig into his food.

 

The rest of the meal passed without any new food fights or wrestling matches, though it had gotten close a few times. Luffy found Law's hand under the table and held it loosely as he asked Sabo about his day. Sabo complained for a while about how glacially slow the justice system moves, how obnoxious the local beat cops can be, and told a particularly animated story about a client who had actually asked if Sabo could bring him his drug stash from home while he was waiting in jail for his trial date. His job sounded genuinely exhausting.

 

Just as Sabo began clearing the empty plates, his phone rang.

 

"Sabo. Yes. Yes. No, I'll be there in ten minutes. Absolutely not." Sabo let out an exasperated sigh as he set the dishes roughly into the sink. "You know you can't question them until I get there. No, I don't care if your supervisor wants to start the interrogation now. He asked for a lawyer, he's going to get one!"

 

Luffy squeezed Law's fingers and leaned against his shoulder while Sabo stalked into the living room holding his phone tightly against his ear.

 

"I- No- Just-" He growled into the receiver as he slipped his shoes on. "Hell, if you really want to get started then quit bitching to me about it and let me drive over there! I said I'll be there in ten. If I hear even a tiny whisper about you asking my client a single question without me present, I will get you charged with violating his rights faster than you can say 'due process', do you understand me?"

 

Sabo ended the call with a sigh as he pulled his jacket on.

 

"Gotta go, Luf. Sorry I can't help clean up."

 

Luffy lifted himself up from Law's shoulder and started clearing the empty take out containers from the table.

 

"No biggie! You got to meet Torao, that's all I wanted anyway," he said brightly as he tossed the sauce-covered styrofoam into the trashcan.

 

"It was nice to meet you, Law. You're welcome for dinner anytime, standing invite, alright?" Law waved politely as Sabo turned to Luffy. "No fucking on this couch, you hear me?"

 

Luffy blushed and sputtered for a moment. "Sabo! Why are you so embarrassing?!"

 

"It's my job as your brother," Sabo said with a shrug. "Gotta run, text me if you leave the house."

 

"Alright! Be safe!" Luffy called after him as he disappeared into the hall.

 

Just as the door closed behind Sabo, Luffy turned to Law with a predatory grin on his face.

 

"Guess we've got time to read the script after all," he said, throwing himself down on the couch and gesturing for Law to join him.

 

Law rolled his eyes. "I'm definitely not fucking you on that couch. Besides, we'd have to go back to my place if you want to practice it while we read it."

 

"Wait, really?" Luffy's face twisted in confusion. "Why?"

 

"We need some extra equipment that I'm pretty sure you don't have," Law said. Luffy's look of confusion deepened in response.

 

Law sighed. "You really need to read this stuff, Luffy."

 

"Fine," Luffy said, pushing himself off the couch. "We'll read it without practicing this time. Come to my room and I can see if I have what we need."

 

Luffy led Law down the narrow hallway and pushed the door open to a small bedroom that Law instantly recognized. Luffy flopped back into the bed with a sigh as Law stood awkwardly in the middle of the doorway trying to push down the feeling that he'd walked into his own wet dream. He really did not need to be thinking about all those photos of Luffy drooling into that bedspread with a toy shoved up his-

 

"Alright, let me find that email with the scripts," Luffy said, scrolling on his phone. "You can sit down, you know. Sorry, I don't really have any other chairs or anything unless you wanna sit at the desk."

 

The number of times he'd seen Luffy flop into that desk chair completely naked, coming down from an orgasm that Law had just watched with rapt attention did not make that a viable seating option. He perched tentatively at the foot of the bed instead, though it wasn't that much better.

 

"Ah! Found it!" Luffy rolled onto his stomach and kicked his feet up into the air behind him. Law's eyes roamed around the room, which was littered with evidence of Luffy's work on the site. There were a handful of tripods and ring lights haphazardly shoved into a corner near the desk and the treasure chest against the wall had the lid propped open with a very familiar red plug sitting on the top of the pile of toys. There were brackets that Luffy used to mount his toys secured to several walls at various heights and his nightstand had two different bottles of lube on it as well as a plate containing nothing but crumbs. He was actually a little surprised there wasn't a whole pile of candy on the desk next to the keyboard and monitors, considering how often he had something sweet in his mouth.

 

Law noticed that there was one corner that had no sex toys, half-empty lube bottles or film equipment in it. Instead, there was an old looking bookcase with photos and trinkets crammed into every inch of each shelf and a simple straw hat hanging from one of the top corners. He pushed himself up off the bed to go take a closer look.

 

"Woah, wait," Luffy said and Law thought he was about to get chastised for snooping. He turned around and found Luffy chewing his lip with a bright pink blush across his cheeks.

 

"You're gonna tie me up?"



Notes:

Well friends! The first video is about to go live on the site and I was thinking maybe we could do something kind of fun. If you want, leave a lil comment of what YOU would comment on that first video if it was actually posted to a site you frequent and I'll try to include it in the scene where Law scrolls through all the reactions to the video in a few chapters! (I always write 2-4 chapters ahead of whatever I'm posting in a week) Obvs no pressure, I just thought maybe it would be kinda goofy and fun! If I don't get any submissions, you know I'll just make up some unhinged shit lmao. Throw in a goofy username too if you want!

Chapter 13: Hung Up in Knots

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

The drive back to Law's apartment was a lot more tense than he'd hoped.

 

"I really don't see why we couldn't just use some of Sabo's ties or something," Luffy muttered to the window as the streetlights streaked past.

 

"I told you already, you need more material for these knots than you'd think," Law said with a sigh. "Are you sure you want to do this tonight? We can just tell Iva we need a few days before we come in for the next one."

 

Luffy scoffed. "Iva said they won't even schedule anything until they know I've read it. We're doing it now. What's the big deal, anyway?"

 

Law sighed deeply again as he made the turn onto his street. "I'm just saying, there's no rush. You didn't seem particularly enthusiastic when you read it and I don't want to make you do anything you haven't had time to think all the way through."

 

Law caught Luffy's eye roll as he made his way into his parking garage. "I'm not scared of a little rope, Torao, jeeze."

 

"For the millionth time, that is not what this is about." Law leaned his head on the steering wheel after he'd put the car in park. 

 

"So then why won't you just show me and let me do it to you first like I asked? I don't see what the big deal is!" Luffy huffed and pushed the car door open. "You do it to yourself all the damn time, why won't you let me do it?"

 

"Because that's different!" Law banged his head against the steering wheel once before following Luffy out of the car. This had to be at least the third time they'd gone through this argument since Luffy read the beginning of the script back at his own apartment. He'd immediately latched onto the idea of trying the scene out on Law first and absolutely refused to let the concept go. 

 

"I really don't see how it's any different and you won't explain it," Luffy snapped as they made it to the elevator. The doors slid open and Luffy walked in with a huff. He leaned against the wall of the elevator with his arms crossed tightly over his chest. "This is dumb. You're being dumb," he muttered.

 

"I will explain it when we get back to the apartment," Law said tersely. He was definitely not going to discuss his personal views on bondage during sex in the middle of the elevator that any of his neighbors could walk into at any time. 

 

"Yeah, sure. Whatever," Luffy mumbled and stared intently at the row of buttons next to the doors.

 

The remainder of the trip back to Law's apartment was made in silence. When they finally made it inside, Law made a bee-line to the fridge. 

 

"I need a fucking drink before we do this," he muttered to himself, pulling a bottle of beer out from the bottom shelf. He popped the cap off the bottle and remembered he should probably at least attempt to be a reasonable host.

 

"Do you want a drink, Luffy?"

 

"Depends, whatcha got?" Luffy called back from the living room.

 

"Generic beer and the cheapest vodka that could be classified as fit for human consumption."

 

"Yuck. Pass."

 

Law swallowed nearly half the bottle at once before exiting the kitchen, where he found Luffy draped across the couch cushions, bare feet dangling off the arm rest.

 

"So you gonna explain this shit or what?" he asked, kicking his feet where they hung off the couch and staring up at the ceiling.

 

Law took another long sip of beer before taking a deep breath. 

 

"Come to the office."

 

He walked down the hallway and pushed the door to his office open, flicking on the light switch as he walked in. It was smaller than his actual bedroom, but not by much. There was enough space for the queen sized bed to be centered on one wall and his computer desk to sit on the opposite wall with plenty of space to put his camera stand in between. The floor to ceiling windows on the far side of the room were currently covered with light-blocking curtains that fluttered as the heat kicked on. He set his half empty beer on the nightstand by the bed as he knelt on the floor to pull out the long flat box he kept his equipment in.

 

"Tell me what you know about this kind of thing, Luffy."

 

Luffy huffed out another sigh and sat down on the edge of the bed. 

 

"I'm not stupid, Torao. I know what BDSM is."

 

"Is that what I said?" Law grit out. He took another slow, measured breath. This was supposed to be about finding Luffy's comfort level with the material in the script, not arguing about semantics. Luffy was completely hung up on this view that Law's hesitance to just jump into this with him was because he thought Luffy was stupid or scared, no matter how many times Law had tried to explain that it's not a damn competition and nobody needs to "prove" anything.

 

 "Again, I'm not judging you. It's not a quiz. I just need to know what you know."

 

Luffy rolled his eyes as Law set the box on the bed and pulled the lid off.

 

"The sub gets tied up and the dom whips him and shit, right? It's not complicated!" Luffy crossed his arms tightly across his chest and huffed a breath up to the ceiling. "Just tell me what my stupid safeword is supposed to be or whatever."

 

Law stuffed down the urge to slam his head against the wall. 

 

Nothing. He knew absolutely nothing besides whatever he'd seen in bad porn. That was already going to be some work but since Luffy wouldn't actually admit he didn't know anything, it was going to be at least twice as much work. Law sat down on the bed and finished his beer as he pulled the neatly tied black cotton ropes out of the box and set them on the nightstand.

 

"Well, that gives me somewhere to start, I guess," he said, setting his empty beer bottle next to the ropes. "Listen to me Luffy. I am going to try to explain some of this, but I need you to do two things." He pushed himself fully up onto the bed and leaned his back against the headboard, crossing his legs beneath him. Luffy regarded him critically from the side of the bed.

 

"First, I need you to forget whatever the hell you've watched before about this shit." Luffy's brow furrowed and he opened his mouth, likely to argue, but stopped when Law held up a hand. "Second, I need you to listen to what I think about it, alright?"

 

"Fine," Luffy said flatly and pulled his feet up beneath him onto the bed so they were sitting face to face. 

 

Law ran a hand through his hair and tried to decide where to start. It had been an extremely long time since he'd actually had to navigate this with another person and even longer since he'd done it with someone as inexperienced as Luffy.

 

"When you do this kind of thing with someone it's about two things: control and trust. Everybody thinks the dom runs the whole show, but that's not completely true. A good dom knows the sub makes all the calls."

 

Luffy rolled his eyes. "That doesn't make any sense, Torao."

 

Law resisted the urge to break the mouth gag out early. 

 

"I know it doesn't, not right now that's why I'm explaining." Law tried not to sound as exasperated as he actually felt. This was such a nightmare. Maybe they should just email Iva now and tell them to change the script. This was so far outside of Luffy's wheelhouse, it wasn't even in the same country.

 

"The sub is the party that holds all the cards. That's going to be you, so pay attention, alright?" 

 

"I'm listening, just get to the point!"

 

Law pinched the bridge of his nose with his fingers. He decided wrestling a mouth gag into Luffy without tying his hands first would probably be impossible, so instead he tried to will more patience into his body with a deep breath.

 

"Like I said, the whole thing is about control and trust. The sub gives those to the dom. There are ways to take it all back and bring everything to a screeching halt."

 

Luffy leaned back onto his hands and blinked back at him. "That's what the safewords are for, right?"

 

Law rolled his eyes. "Not every scene needs a safeword, but in general, yes. Really, you can just tell me to stop and I'll stop. Unless you're interested in certain kinds of play, a simple 'no, I don't like that' is all you really need. There are other ways, though. Ways without words."

 

That had Luffy's attention, finally. "How?"

 

Law lifted one of the bundles of rope off the nightstand and began unwinding it. 

 

"Not everyone does it this way, but I do," he explained as he shook the entire length of rope out so it was completely untangled from itself. "There's always a safe way out of every restraint. You should always have that, for all kinds of reasons."

 

Luffy crawled his way up the bed and began watching Law wrap the black cording around his wrist loosely.

 

"This is called a half-hitch," he explained, though Luffy probably didn't need that level of detail. He passed the rope through itself without pulling the entire end through the loop that kept the knot secure. "You pull this end here and the whole knot falls apart." To demonstrate, he grabbed the end and tugged. The loop slipped through the knot he'd tied, freeing his wrist immediately.

 

"Is that how you do it when you're by yourself? I always wondered," Luffy asked, now hovering over Law's shoulder as he began the familiar process of creating his wrist binds. 

 

"Yeah. I pre-tie the knots like this before I tie them to the head board." He wrapped the two make-shift cuffs he'd created up and around the cross-bar on the headboard and kneeled in front of them before slipping his wrists through the loops. "I push the knots down to tighten them, but I can always reach this end, see?" He slid the rope down securely over his skin and twisted his right hand to grab the free end of the rope and held it towards Luffy with his fingertips.

 

"Go ahead, pull it. You should get used to how hard you have to pull, just in case."

 

Luffy shifted up the bed on his knees and tugged on the rope, gently at first and then more firmly until the loop pulled free and the knot around Law's right wrist fell apart. 

 

"Woah!" Luffy looked at Law like he'd just performed some incredible magic trick. "How do you get out of the handcuffs?"

 

Law lifted the metal cuffs from the box and slipped them over his wrists.

 

"I never tighten them down so far that I can't slip them," he explained, clicking the ratchet on the left cuff and then using his right hand to steady it while he twisted his wrist free. "But even if I do, there's a release button here on the side and if I yank them right, they spring apart."

 

Luffy watched with wide eyes as Law tightened both cuffs tightly around his wrists and then looped the short metal chain over the bed post. He pulled down sharply at a 45 degree angle on the chain and both cuffs popped open and clattered to the floor.

 

"That's so cool!" Luffy scrambled off the bed and retrieved the cuffs, gleefully closing the ratchets around nothing and pressing the small metal lever on the side to watch them spring open again. Law began unwinding the rope from the bed frame. Considering where they'd started, he felt this was plenty of ground to cover for one night. He was optimistic he could convince Luffy to drop this until tomorrow with the promise of more toys to play with now that he had his attention.

 

"So if all this stuff comes apart, why won't you let me do it to you first?"

 

Damn it, why did he have to be so stubborn?

 

Law sighed and looked down at the rope in his hands. Luffy obviously wasn't going to let him get out of explaining his personal feelings on the matter, shiny new toys or not. He set the rope back on the nightstand in a small heap.

 

"It's different when I do this alone, Luffy. Like I said, it's about control and trust." He ran his hands along his thighs nervously. Luffy probably wasn't going to like what he had to say next. 

 

"Even though I'd still have a lot of the control, it's the trust part I have a problem with."

 

Luffy was silent for a moment as Law stared daggers into the nightstand. The bed shifted beside him as Luffy sat back down on the edge of the mattress.

 

"Are you saying you don't trust me, Torao?"

 

Law nodded once and didn't look away from the nightstand. "Not with this, no. And not after what happened a few days ago." He blew out a breath and picked the rope back up to re-wind it so it fit back in the box. "I've never let anyone bind me like that. I can't handle it with someone else, even if I know I can get out."

 

"Huh? That doesn't make any sense though," Luffy said. 

 

Law didn't look up from the rope he'd been fiddling with and let out a long breath. This was exactly where he figured they would get stuck. Luffy probably wouldn't understand until he'd experienced it himself, which is why Law had said they needed to come back here in the first place. If he was going to walk Luffy through this, he wanted to do it with materials he was familiar with so he could make sure nothing important would break if Luffy freaked out, and that included Luffy himself. Panic made people do stupid things, and Luffy was absolutely strong enough to seriously hurt himself if he lost his head. Law vividly recalled nearly dislocating his own shoulder the one and only time he'd tried to let someone tie him down. That was what prompted him to learn about all of this in the first place.

 

"That's what I was trying to explain back at your place. Even though you're never actually helpless, even the illusion of that can be intense for some people."

 

Law felt Luffy shift a little closer and a warm hand drifted onto his thigh.

 

"But you let me do all that stuff back at the studio that one time. I don't get it," he said softly.

 

"I told you then it was almost too much didn't I?" He pinched the bridge of his nose again and tried to find the words he needed to explain something so incredibly personal without revealing some particularly dark parts of his time in foster care.

 

"You were never really holding me down, my hands were free almost the entire time. Plus, when you were on my lap, I could have shifted my weight and knocked you off whenever I wanted to." He heaved another heavy sigh and gave up on putting things into words. "Listen, I'm not going to explain why I don't like it. I've got a history, alright? Maybe one day I'll try it with you but definitely not tonight."

 

"So, have you done the dom stuff with other people before?"

 

Law was immensely grateful that Luffy hadn't kept pressing him. He vaguely thought maybe he needed to start giving Luffy a little more credit in that department. He actually was reasonably good at respecting boundaries, despite otherwise being an impulsive idiot most of the time.

 

"Yeah, that I've done. Nothing too crazy, usually. Basically just rough sex with some ropes and a riding crop."

 

"What's that?"

 

Law chuckled. With all the toys Luffy owns, how could he not know what a crop is? Law dug through the box for a moment and pulled out the long thin riding crop he hadn't actually used in years.

 

"This. I like it more than a whip. You can be more precise about how much pressure you use and where it lands." Luffy tugged it out of Law's fingers and inspected it closely. "It's also less likely to break skin. A whip can do that if you're not careful." He decided he didn't need to add that he also thought the bruises looked prettier than the welts left by a whip. 

 

Luffy flexed the crop and watched it bounce back. "You like the control part, huh?"

 

Law grit his teeth and tried to keep from blushing. He was always so damn blunt about things.

 

"Guess you could say that."

 

Luffy held the crop back towards him. "What's it like?"

 

The question caught him completely off guard as he slowly pulled the riding crop back into his hands.

 

"Oh, uh-" Damn how the hell was he supposed to describe that? "It, uh, depends on who I'm with, really. And what my partner wants. It's a lot like what we do at the set, honestly."

 

"So what's it like at the set for you?" Luffy asked, looking at Law with genuine, open curiosity.

 

Law felt his face begin to warm. This was a whole lot more intimate than he'd anticipated. He felt completely naked despite being fully clothed. The last few times he'd done any level of bondage play with another person had been through a network of play partners he'd found. They'd discussed preferences beforehand, of course, but none of them ever asked him how he'd felt about any of it. 

 

"Well, I guess it feels separate from real life. I like being able to step out of myself like that— leave all the messy stuff behind, I guess. The guy in the script is, uh, well I guess he's about the same as the person I am when I make stuff for the site." Law wasn't completely sure he was making any sense anymore. He tried to find the right words to express the vague concept in his head as he set the crop back into the box. "It's different from who I actually am. Really different, sometimes. And it's, uh, nice? I guess?"

 

Luffy sighed and leaned back until he was laying on the bed and pulled his arms up and under his head like a pillow.

 

"I think I get that," he said slowly. "It's like, usually I would go nuts having you boss me around like that but that guy wouldn't, you know? It's kind of nice sometimes." He hummed softly to himself for a moment.

 

"The last shoot actually felt really good," he continued. "Letting you just tell me what to do and how to move, keeping me from touching myself and stuff. It's like my brain turned off for a bit."

 

Law couldn't help the small snort that came out of him. "That does sound nice. My brain never turns off, even when I'm at the set with you."

 

"Really? What were you thinking about then?"

 

Law felt his face turn beet red and he scrambled for an answer that wasn't as ridiculous as the real answer. He had no right to demand Luffy do these videos with only him. And besides, they had only agreed to be something more than co-stars in porn films basically 48 hours ago. The impulse to keep Luffy all to himself was childish and stupid. He'd been trying to forget about it from the moment it first popped into his brain.

 

"I- uh- just, uh..." He quickly placed the top back on the box, brain still overrun with half a dozen conflicting thoughts, and mumbled, "Just stuff, you know?"

 

"Wow," Luffy said with a chuckle, pushing himself up on his elbows and trying to catch Law's eye. "That was the flimsiest excuse yet, Torao. Damn, your ears are red!"

 

Good gods, he needed another drink.

 

"It's not important, don't worry about it," he said and rose to carry his empty beer bottle back to the kitchen. Luffy's hand caught his wrist as he moved to leave.

 

"Don't go," he said quietly. "I'm just curious, is all. I only know what it feels like for me, you know? I've never talked with anyone about sex like this."

 

Law sat back down on the bed, setting the empty bottle back onto the nightstand.

 

"I haven't either," he said with a sigh. "No one's ever asked me and I guess I've never felt like sharing."

 

Luffy leaned his head against Law's shoulder. "So what were you thinking about? Back at the studio? Because mostly I just think about how hot you are."

 

Law snorted. "I mean, I think about that kind of thing too." He wrapped an arm around Luffy's waist. He was always so warm. 

 

"Iva said something to me before the shoot and it was stuck in my head. Couldn't get it out."

 

"What did they say?"

 

"Nothing really, just a comment about future shoots and whether we'd do them together or not. It was after they were done giving me the third degree about fucking around off set."

 

Luffy pulled himself up off of Law's shoulder and planted a kiss on his cheek. 

 

"I don't think I want to make these with anybody else," he said softly, and then with more conviction, "And I still think this is a great idea. I don't care if Iva likes it or not."

 

Law could feel Luffy's comment crawl into his soul and start making a warm, cozy little nest there. He hadn't realized how much he'd needed the reassurance until he heard it. He pulled his fingers through Luffy's hair and pulled him in for a kiss. His lips were soft, warm, and filled Law's chest with liquid sunshine. Law felt his mouth curve into a smile as he realized he was the only one who got to kiss Luffy like this. He'd never felt so possessive and territorial about someone before and the feeling was more intense than he'd anticipated. Luffy just kept managing to surprise him. He was never going to get used to it.

 

"Torao," Luffy purred against his lips after a moment. "Do you still have that blindfold?"

 

Law chuckled and pulled away to look through the box for it. "Man, I haven't done any shoots with that in a while. How the hell do you even remember that?"

 

"Gods, Torao. I've had that photo downloaded on my phone for over a year. I must have gotten off to it like a hundred times," Luffy said breathlessly. Law slowly pulled the long silk blindfold from the box and let it slide through his fingers. Luffy's words climbed into his brain and scratched an itch he hadn't known he'd had. The idea of Luffy keeping his site photos on his phone for jack off material was incredibly hot.

 

"Oh yeah? How many of my photos do you keep on there?" 

 

"Hold on, let me count." Luffy pulled his phone out of his pocket and tapped on the screen a few times. Law let his curiosity win and peered over Luffy's shoulder as he typed a pin into his phone, unlocking a folder full of Law's own explicit photos. He was impressed Luffy had actually put it behind some kind of passcode, even if it was just "1234."

 

"Let's see," Luffy mumbled, scrolling quickly through the thumbnails. "About thirty. Plus that one from the studio you let me take."

 

"Which one's your favorite?" Law murmured into the space beneath Luffy's ear and watched the goosebumps form along his skin. He pressed his lips along Luffy's neck and his breath hitched.

 

"I- ah-," Luffy gasped as Law let his tongue trail down Luffy's neck towards his shoulder. He was so fun to mess with like this. "This one, maybe," Luffy said finally.

 

Luffy clicked open one of Law's photos. It was a little older, he couldn't remember exactly when he'd done it, but he remembered what it had felt like. He'd really gone all out with the rope on that one. The black cord crisscrossed his chest and bound his hands behind him as he knelt on the bed they were currently sitting on together. He'd been playing with himself for what had felt like forever with that blindfold on, and by the time he'd actually gotten wrapped up in the rope, he was dripping onto the bedspread. About two minutes after he'd gotten that shot and a few others, he'd filmed himself coming all over his chest, back arching off the mattress and gasping as the silk blindfold tickled his skin in the most delicious way.

 

"You want to wear the blindfold this time?" Law asked as he tugged on the collar of Luffy's t-shirt and pressed light kisses to the exposed skin. 

 

"Shit- yeah." Luffy reached back and pulled his fingers through Law's hair. "I want you to tie me up, too. Hell, I don't think I've ever wanted that before but now I want to know what it feels like."

 

"Mm, well, good news," Law murmured against Luffy's skin. "I've got everything we need for that."

 

Luffy turned and yanked Law into a harsh kiss, his tongue pressing into Law's mouth aggressively. Law slipped his hands beneath Luffy's shirt, connecting with warm, almost hot, skin beneath the loose cotton fabric. Fingernails scraped along Law's scalp and he groaned into Luffy's mouth. He'd thought maybe he wouldn't be up for this tonight after all the stupid arguing they'd done at Luffy's apartment and the drive over, but now that he had Luffy practically in his lap and kissing him like he was the last drink of water in the desert, he'd changed his mind. 

 

An idea burst across Law's brain like a firework exploding in the night sky. He placed a hand on Luffy's chest to push him back just slightly.

 

"Have you ever messed around with a blindfold on before?" 

 

As anticipated, Luffy shook his head. Perfect.

 

"Stay here, I'll be right back."

 

Law walked to the kitchen and back as quickly as he could without running and found Luffy sliding the black cotton rope through his hands when he returned to his office. He set the glass of ice water on the bedside table and moved to stand in front of Luffy. He tugged the rope from Luffy's hands and pushed him back flat onto the bed slowly. He braced his knees on either side of Luffy's hips and set the rope on the mattress as he slowly inched Luffy's shirt up, dragging his fingers along the tight muscle underneath. 

 

"Torao," Luffy gasped, wrapping his hand around Law's wrist and stilling his movements. He bit his lip and seemed to be considering what to say.

 

"Change your mind? We don't have to try anything new tonight if you want," Law said, stilling his free hand as Luffy rubbed his thumb along Law's wrist in an almost anxious gesture.

 

"No, actually, I-" Luffy seemed to make up his mind as he pulled Law down close by his shirt collar so quickly that Law almost didn't catch his weight and nearly crashed onto his chest.

 

"Let's record it," he breathed. "Just for us, yeah? I want to watch you, even though I'll have the blindfold on."

 

The request ran straight to Law's dick.

 

"Fuck, yeah. Alright." He rose slowly and pulled his camera stand out from the wall it was leaning against. He thought for a moment where to put it. He knew the best angle when it was just himself on the bed, but he'd never filmed himself with someone else before. He settled on placing it just off of one corner of the bed at a slight angle.

 

"Your phone or mine?" Law asked as he tightened the screws that kept the stand in place.

 

"Mine," Luffy said, pulling his phone back out of his pocket and passing it to Law with the camera already pulled up. Law set it in the stand and twirled more of the screws to hold it in place, adjusting the angle a little before tightening them completely. He glanced up at Luffy's battery indicator and was pleasantly surprised to find it almost fully charged. That meant he could take his time. 

 

"Ready?" 


"Hang on," Luffy said and rose onto his knees on the bed. "Alright, let's go."

 

Law hit the record button and moved to get back on the bed. Luffy caught his eye and began slowly pulling his shirt up, taking his time to expose each individual inch of perfectly tan flesh underneath. Law froze in his tracks, watching the show unfold on the bed he'd only ever been alone in. Luffy's lashes fluttered closed as he finally pulled his t-shirt up and over his head and let it fall off the side of the mattress. 

 

"Well?" Luffy trailed his hands down his chest, letting his fingers brush just under the waistband of his loose denim shorts that hung off his hips. "You just gonna let me do this myself?"

 

Law swallowed and tried not to drool as he made his way back onto the bed. He pushed Luffy back onto the mattress less than gently.

 

"Of course not," he huffed, and bit Luffy's neck lightly, pulling a delicious gasp from him. "That's all my job."

 

He grabbed the black rope that had been partially lost in the blankets from when Luffy had been fiddling with it and kneeled over Luffy's hips. He wrapped the rope tightly between his hands and pulled it tight with a soft snapping noise. "I'll make sure you don't take that job from me, either."

 

Luffy breathed a curse and licked his lips. "That's hot."

 

Law smirked down at him as he collected Luffy's wrists into his hands. Luffy's eyes wandered along Law's body and watched his hands as they pulled the rope across his skin.

 

"Take a good look, sweetheart. The blindfold's next." He winked and began wrapping the rope around Luffy's left wrist.

 

"Fuck."

 

He carefully curled the rope around the headboard, leaving plenty of slack for Luffy to pull against, and began creating the knot over Luffy's right wrist.

 

"Isn't it too much?" Luffy pulled a little against the headboard to prove his point. Law had left about half an arm's length of space between the headboard and Luffy's wrists, allowing him a significant amount of movement.

 

"Not if I want to flip you over later," Law murmured and pulled the rope around Luffy's skin. "Can't do that if you're tied too tight." He pressed his lips to Luffy's wrist just above where the rope sat and felt Luffy shudder beneath him.

 

"You remember how to get out?" he asked and Luffy nodded, fiddling with the end of the rope he would need to pull to release his hands. "Good." 

 

He grabbed Luffy's face and kissed him roughly. He heard the rope snap taught against the headboard as Luffy made a soft 'mmf!' against his mouth. His tongue slipped easily past Luffy's lips as Luffy wriggled beneath his body, unable to touch and tease like he usually would. When Luffy began panting against his lips, he pulled away abruptly.

 

"Torao-" Luffy whined, lips shiny with spit and eyes half-lidded. "Come back."

 

"Not yet, pet." He leaned over and pulled the blindfold out from the box that had been set on the floor. "You asked for this, remember?"

 

Luffy swallowed thickly and watched Law pull the black silk fabric across his hands. Law pressed a brief kiss to Luffy's lips before he draped the blindfold over his eyes and began to tie it. 

 

"Is it too tight?" he asked against Luffy's ear.

 

"N-no. Shit," Luffy breathed. 

 

"Taking away one sense makes the others more sensitive," Law murmured into Luffy's skin and trailed his fingers lightly over his neck. "Tell me if it's too intense."

 

Luffy nodded and Law shifted his weight back onto his knees, taking in the sight beneath him. Luffy's cheeks were flushed pink against the black fabric of the blindfold and his biceps flexed as he tugged a little against the wrist restraints. His lips were still puffy and slick from their rough, messy kisses a moment ago since he couldn't wipe his mouth with the back of his hand as he had all of times before that they'd been together. Law ran a hand through Luffy's hair and Luffy pulled in a sharp breath.

 

"Shit," he gasped and licked his lips. "That's crazy."

 

"What is?"

 

"That- you touching me, I mean. I can't see you so everything's a surprise," Luffy said breathlessly. "I like it."

 

Law felt the smile tugging at his lips. This was nothing compared to what he had planned.

 

Law stripped his shirt off and set it silently on the bed. He leaned forward and ran his hands up Luffy's waist as he stole Luffy's lips again. Luffy gasped as their chests pressed together, skin to skin now. An eager tongue explored Law's mouth as Luffy pulled against the rope to get closer. Law idly wondered how long he'd be able to keep that kind of thing up. It took a surprising amount of strength to hold your own body weight up by your wrists.

 

Law pulled his mouth from Luffy's lips and began to pull them down his neck instead. Each lick and kiss along Luffy's skin pulled more little gasps and whines from his throat and Law basked in each one of them. He could feel Luffy's skin begin to warm even more beneath his lips as he licked the sweat forming on his collar bone. 

 

He had free reign to touch Luffy however he wanted with minimal interference and his brain was running wild with suggestions. His mouth wandered lower and he swirled his tongue slowly around a nipple. The rope snapped sharply against the headboard as Luffy groaned and jerked his hips beneath Law's weight.

 

"Easy, Lu," Law smirked against Luffy's chest and pressed a few wet kisses around the nipple he'd lavished before blowing out a short breath across the pink bud.

 

"Hah-!" Luffy gasped and shivered beneath Law's mouth. Gods, they hadn't even started yet and Luffy was putty in his hands. He was so fucking cute.

 

Law sat up and pulled open the drawer on the nightstand. He set a bottle of lube up on the table top and rifled around for what he thought he'd stashed in there months ago. His fingers curled around the small squishy plastic object and he pulled it out with a smile. He knew he'd kept that thing around for a reason. He squished the reusable handwarmer in his fingers and snapped the small metal disk inside, watching the chemical reaction spread rapidly across the gel it was filled with. He held it tightly in his right hand as it began to warm against his skin. 

 

He pressed more kisses into Luffy's chest as he resumed his journey down his body. He popped the button on Luffy's shorts and slid the zipper down slowly, dragging his tongue along the half-inch of skin directly above the fabric. As he pulled away, he set the handwarmer onto the blanket and wrapped his now hot hand around Luffy's hip.

 

The effect was immediate, and Luffy's hips arched off the mattress as he moaned loudly.

 

"H-ha," he stuttered as Law tugged the fabric down Luffy's thighs. "How did you do that?"

 

Law smirked as he pulled the shorts off Luffy's legs. "Wouldn't you like to know."

 

The shorts hit the floor as Luffy's cock twitched against his abdomen. Law palmed the handwarmer again and settled between Luffy's legs. When his lips made contact with the skin of Luffy's upper thigh, his hips jerked and he groaned and swore as the rope snapped tight again. 

 

He reached over to the glass he's filled with ice and water earlier and fished an ice cube out. He rolled the ice around in his mouth as he traced along the lines of Luffy's leg with his warm hand. When the ice had finally melted, he touched his tongue to Luffy's opposite thigh.

 

"Shit!"

 

Luffy's entire body shuddered as Law pressed cold kisses along his inner thigh. 

 

"Oh my gods, oh my gods," he chanted and the skin around the ropes was bright white as Luffy pulled against the restraints. Law watched with satisfaction as a large drop of pre dribbled from the tip of Luffy's flushed cock when he pulled his tongue up along where his leg met his hip. Luffy whined and his chest heaved as he pulled in fast, shallow breaths.

 

Law palmed the handwarmer in his left hand as he used his right to hold Luffy's cock still with a loose grip. He watched Luffy gasping, flush creeping down past his neck and painting his skin bright pink where that large scar bloomed across his chest. 

 

"Law- Law, please," Luffy said, licking his lips and tossing his head back against the pillows.

 

Law had barely touched him and he was already begging for more. Gods, he could get drunk on those sounds pouring from Luffy's mouth. He dragged his tongue across Luffy's slit and was rewarded with his name being dragged out into a long, loud moan. A small part of his brain told him he should get this recording from Luffy when they were done so he could listen to that on repeat for the rest of his days.

 

"Oh fuck- Oh yes- please, please please," Luffy hissed and Law could hear the rope rubbing against the headboard again as he wrapped his Lip's around Luffy and began to swirl his tongue. It felt a little different without Luffy's hands tangled in his hair, Law realized as he worked more of Luffy into his mouth.

 

"Fuck, Law- Oh my g- S-so good!"

 

Well, the running commentary was exactly the same at least. Maybe he should try the gag next time and really see where Luffy's limit was.

 

Law released the handwarmer and pressed his palm flat against Luffy's hip as he pulled his tongue along Luffy's length.

 

"Ah!" Luffy tried to jerk his hips forward but Law's hot hand held him in place. He dipped lower, lavishing attention with his tongue on each ball in turn as he slowly jerked off Luffy's spit-slicked cock with his other hand. Luffy's mouth uttered broken half-praises tangled with Law's name as he leaked over Law's fingers. His body began to tremble where Law was holding him against the bed, and Law thought maybe he ought to let Luffy cool off for a moment before this whole thing ended too soon.

 

He'd planned on turning Luffy over and fucking him senseless, but now as he watched him panting and trembling from just some simple foreplay he changed his mind.

 

He pushed himself back onto his knees and nudged Luffy's legs together with his so he could straddle them. He grabbed the lube bottle off the nightstand and set it next to his right ankle so it wouldn't get lost in the blankets and dipped two fingers from his left hand into the glass of ice water, holding them there for a moment.

 

"L-Law," Luffy breathed and bit his lower lip harshly.  "Please," he gasped out. "Please!"

 

"Please, what, Luffy?" 

 

"More, more, please!"

 

"As you wish," he murmured. Luffy's back bowed and the headboard creaked in protest as Law rolled his cold, wet fingers across Luffy's nipple.

 

"Gods!"

 

Law popped the cap off the lube bottle and briefly removed his cold hand from Luffy's body so he could squeeze some out onto the fingers of his right hand. He set the bottle back on the bed and held his fingers in the water again briefly before he dragged the wet digits down the center of Luffy's chest. 

 

As Luffy moaned and goosebumps climbed across his flushed skin, Law circled his own entrance with his other hand, slowly pressing his first finger in and trying to steady his breathing. If Luffy liked a surprise, Law intended to give him a damn good one. He let his left hand explore Luffy's body, alternating digging his nails into Luffy's skin and lightly ghosting fingertips across his flesh. A thin sting of drool escaped Luffy's lips as he cursed and writhed beneath Law's body.

 

"So pretty," Law murmured, pressing another finger into himself with a short gasp. "You're so beautiful like this, Luffy."

 

"Law- Law, please. Please I need-"

 

"Easy, Lu," Law breathed. "Easy. Not yet." Luffy keened and arched against his touch as Law wrapped his left hand loosely around his cock, certainly not giving Luffy the kind of pressure and friction he wanted. Law scissored his fingers in himself and his breath caught in his throat. Fuck, Luffy was so hot like this, struggling helplessly against the ropes and writhing under Law's fingertips. Gods, they would definitely be doing this again. 

 

He could feel Luffy's pulse racing beneath his hand and another drop of pre dripped out of Luffy's cock and across Law's fingers. He decided he needed less prep than usual tonight. 

 

Luffy whined loudly when Law pulled his hand away to pour more lube into his hand. 

 

"You want more?"

 

Luffy nodded emphatically and a whimper escaped his drool-covered lips.

 

Law pulled a lube-slicked palm along Luffy's length and got himself into position.

 

"What are you-"

 

Before Luffy could finish his question, Law was sinking down onto his length with a long, soft moan. 

 

"Oh FUCK," Luffy shouted to the ceiling.

 

Gods, Law couldn't wait until they got to do something like this at the set. Fuck, he certainly didn't mind being on top but the stretch of Luffy's cock felt so good. He'd have to ask Iva to write a scene like this so they had a good excuse to do this again. 

 

Law tried to take his time, but Luffy snapped his hips up and forced their bodies together with a jolt that punched the air from Law's lungs. He fell forward and braced his hands against Luffy's chest as Luffy thrust up into him three times in rapid succession, cursing as he yanked his hands against the rope again. The headboard let out a pained groan and Law prayed Luffy wouldn't actually break the wooden cross beam. This bedframe would be expensive to replace.

 

Law managed to recover and pin Luffy back onto the bed with his body weight. He started moving up and down slowly, running his fingers through Luffy's hair as his arms shook against the restraints.

 

"Oh gods, oh my g- fuck-" Luffy could barely speak around his harsh breathing. He twisted his wrists and wrapped both hands around the middle of the rope that was suspended from the head board, gripping it as if he might slip away into oblivion if he let go. His head dropped back against the pillows as Law increased his pace, and beads of sweat began to form across Luffy's forehead.

 

"S-stop, stop!" Luffy gasped suddenly. Law froze. "I need- I need-"

 

Law leaned forward and pressed a gentle kiss to Luffy's drool-slicked lips. "What do you need?"

 

"See! I need to see you! Please!"

 

Law gently pulled the blindfold up and off Luffy's face, tossing it onto the floor next to the bed. Luffy squinted and blinked several times before a wide smile broke across his face.

 

"Better," he sighed. "I needed to see how pretty you are." He pulled against the ropes again, lifting his body so he could catch Law's lips briefly where they were still hovering close to Luffy's flushed face. "I love watching you."

 

Law smiled against Luffy's mouth, trailing his fingers down Luffy's chest and enjoying the shudder he got in return.

 

"Do you want me to keep going?"

 

"Yes," Luffy breathed. "Fuck yes."

 

Law chuckled and bit down on Luffy's lower lip, pulling a deep moan from his throat as he did. 

 

"Better hold on."

 

Law watched Luffy's knuckles whiten around the rope as he set a fast, relentless pace on Luffy's cock. A steady stream of curses began pouring from Luffy's lips, interspersed with filthy praises about how hot Law was, how good his body felt, how amazing he was to watch, anything and everything that passed through Luffy's mind left his mouth without delay. Law was bathing in his words, letting each one wash over him and fuel the fire burning in his chest. He'd never felt so intensely powerful. It was as if he were a god and Luffy his sole, dedicated believer. 

 

After so much intense foreplay, he knew Luffy wasn't going to last. His hypothesis was bolstered by Luffy's words quickly becoming more fragmented and less coherent as he struggled to press back against the movement of Law's body. Not that it mattered, since Law's own orgasm was already rushing down through his gut at the incredible sight before him. Luffy's arms were shaking violently against the rope now and the flush on his face extended nearly to his navel. Pieces of his beautiful black hair were plastered to his face as drops of sweat slipped down onto his neck and he was struggling to keep his eyes open. He was gorgeous.

 

Law took himself in hand and began moving his fist in time with the pace he'd set. He'd barely started when he felt Luffy shift slightly beneath him, suddenly increasing the pressure exactly where he'd wanted it. 

 

"L-Law, Law, oh my gods, So- so close! I'm-" Luffy's eyes slammed shut and he let out a loud, long broken moan to the ceiling. Law could feel the heat from Luffy's release in his core as his cock twitched inside him. It was all he'd needed, and he painted Luffy's chest with thick streaks of cum as euphoria erupted through his body. He ground his hips slowly along Luffy's length, dragging out each delicious wave of pleasure until Luffy began whining and gasping beneath him. Law blinked his eyes open and saw Luffy panting and hanging from the restraints, his whole body trembling.

 

"I got you, I got you," Law murmured, pulling the half-hitch free and releasing Luffy's wrists from the headboard. He supported the weight of Luffy's arms with his own and slowly lowered them down to the bed, rubbing his palms along Luffy's shoulders and down to his wrists. He gently leaned forward to press light kisses to the angry red lines on Luffy's skin.

 

"Are you ok? Talk to me, Lu," he said quietly, anxious for some kind of confirmation that he hadn't gone too far. Luffy's eyes remained shut tightly and his body continued to shake. A small whimpering noise escaped Luffy's lips as Law shifted his weight slightly to set Luffy's hands onto the mattress from where he'd been holding them. He realized Luffy was probably extremely sensitive and that might be the problem since Law hadn't separated their bodies yet. 

 

"You want me to move?"

 

A soft 'mmf' was all he got in return, but Law interpreted it as the closest thing he was going to get to 'yes.' He slowly lifted himself off of Luffy, eliciting more whimpers and shudders from the motion and then a soft sigh as he finally knelt on the bed next to Luffy's limp form. He pressed soft kisses to Luffy's face as his breathing slowed back down to something more normal and the full-body trembling began to subside. Finally, Luffy's eyes fluttered open and he stared, unseeing, at the ceiling.

 

"Damn," Luffy breathed and the word sounded clumsy, almost slurred.

 

Law carded his hand through Luffy's hair and his eyes slipped closed again.

 

"What did you think?" Law prompted again, now that he had confirmation Luffy could at least speak in single word sentences. 

 

"Good," he murmured. "Great. Again." 

 

Law chuckled. "Again? Already?"

 

Luffy's brow creased and another soft whine escaped his lips. "Nooo, not now."

 

Law pressed a kiss to Luffy's sweaty forehead. He couldn't help himself. He was just being too damn cute.

 

"You want a bath?"

 

Luffy shook his head slowly. "Cuddle," he said with conviction, and loosely wrapped his arms around Law's middle.

 

"My other bed is a lot more comfortable than this one," Law said as he ran his fingers through Luffy's hair. "Let me get it ready and I'll come get you, ok? You don't have to move a muscle."

 

Luffy nodded slowly and let his arms fall back onto the mattress and his head sank into the pillows. Law walked swiftly to his bedroom, pulling the blankets down on what he considered his actual bed before he went to the bathroom and ran the faucet until the water was warm. He cleaned himself up quickly and then carefully soaked a small washcloth, carrying it with him back to the office where Luffy was still nearly passed out on the bed.

 

"Luffy," he called softly and got a small grunting noise in response. "I'm going to clean you up just a bit so you don't wake up all sticky, ok?" A small nod confirmed he'd been heard and he pulled the washcloth along Luffy's body. He'd tried to be both quick and gentle, but Luffy still hissed at the contact. Law tossed the washcloth onto the floor, deciding it would definitely be tomorrow's problem. 

 

"Come here, let me carry you," Law said, slipping his arms beneath Luffy's body. Luffy curled towards him and wrapped his arms around Law's neck as he was slowly lifted off the bed and carried down the hall. Law set Luffy down on the bed and pulled the blankets up over his now shivering body as Luffy sighed with his eyes still closed. Law rose to go turn all the lights off in the apartment, but was suddenly stopped by a hand wrapped around his wrist.

 

"No. Cuddle."

 

"I have to turn out the lights, Lu. I'm coming right back."

 

"Noooo." The reply came out as more of a whine than a true word.

 

"Please? If you let me go now, I won't have to get up again and we can cuddle all night." Law pressed his other hand gently around where Luffy's was gripping his wrist. "How about that?"

 

Luffy's hand fell from Law's arm and onto the bed with a vaguely affirmative 'mmf.'

 

Law made a very quick lap of the apartment, hitting all the light switches on his journey. He retrieved the glass of water from the office, downed it, and realized he'd completely forgotten about Luffy's phone that was still recording from the stand in the middle of the room. He pulled Luffy's phone from the stand and hit save on the video before leaving to refill the glass. He set the full glass and Luffy's phone on the nightstand beside Luffy's head, plugging in the now barely-alive device before he crawled under the blankets. He had no idea where his own phone was and he didn't care.

 

He was immediately enveloped by several sweaty, naked limbs.

 

"Torao," Luffy sighed into Law's chest. His arms squeezed Law's waist tightly with another sigh. "My Torao."

 

An intensely hot sensation bloomed in Law's chest as his breath hitched. 

 

"Love you," Luffy murmured and pressed his lips against Law's skin. 

 

Law turned onto his side and pulled Luffy to him tightly, peppering light kisses into his messy hair. Gods, he never wanted to let him go. What an incredible feeling this was. What words could even come close to describing it? 

 

Maybe it was like jumping from a cliff and soaring through the air miles above the earth but somehow knowing the ground won't be hard and unforgiving on the landing. Or maybe it was like coming home after spending a year lost at sea, half-starved and praying for a miracle as a familiar port emerges from the horizon. Perhaps it was like finally stumbling into a warm place after battling a snow storm for hours and feeling the heat chase the cold from icy, frigid bones. 

 

Really, Law realized, it was like finally having somewhere to belong. 

 

Luffy's breathing slowed and the arms wrapped around Law's body relaxed and shifted slightly, but Law didn't move an inch. He hoped they could stay like this forever, keep the morning at bay for the rest of time. Law had hoped that whenever this ended, whenever Luffy got sick of his shit and finally called the whole thing off, that they could still be friends. He'd been an idiot. There was no way he could be within a nautical mile of Luffy without wanting to hold him like this. He pulled in slow, measured breaths and prayed his body wouldn't give him away and wake the beautifully perfect person now slumbering peacefully in his arms. He hoped Luffy wouldn't notice the tears that had slowly begun to drip into his hair as he slept with a half-smile still lingering where his lips were pressed against Law's skin.

 

He tried to breathe, to calm down. It didn't need to be so serious, he tried to tell himself. He was just tired and strung out on dopamine from sex. The feelings would pass, he was sure of it. Luffy would wake up one day and realize what a mess Law was. Everyone did. There was no point in getting so damn attached. 

 

He squeezed Luffy a little tighter.

 

At least when he finally left, Law could remember what it felt like to have someone love him. Even just for a night.

Notes:

Life really do be life-ing at full capacity these days, so updates will go back down to once a week! Ty for the patience!

Chapter 14: Mating Rituals of the Harlequin octopus (and other important things)

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

"Luffy, you're distracted again," Law groaned and tugged Luffy's phone from his fingers. He had the group chat with his friends pulled up, again, while they were supposed to be reading through the third scene for real this time.

 

"What? They were messaging me!" Luffy crossed his arms and huffed like a child on the couch as Law rolled his eyes. He was starting to understand why Luffy had such a hard time getting through this on his own. 

 

"You can text them later. They aren't really even talking to you, they're just talking," Law said with a sigh and scrolled through the last few messages. "And not even about anything important."

 

Luffy scoffed. "Sanji's latest recipe pictures are very important! And Usopp said he was meeting up with Kaya today to tour wedding venues! That's obviously important!"

 

"They haven't even picked a date yet and why on earth do you care about their potential wedding venues? It's not your wedding!"

 

"I care about them finding something that makes them both happy! Duh!" 

 

Law set Luffy's phone down on the table and walked from the living room to his office.

 

"Torao! Where are you going? I thought we were reading the script," Luffy called from behind him. 

 

"We are," he called back. "You need to read it on something that can't distract you." 

 

"I'll pay attention this time, I promise!"

 

Law rolled his eyes as he logged into his computer and quickly printed two copies of the script on actual paper. He found Luffy texting again on his phone when he walked back into the living room with two small stacks of paper in his hands. When Luffy didn't even look up, he once again tugged the device out of Luffy's fingers.

 

"Hey! That one was Sabo!"

 

"I don't care. I know he knows you're here. You texted him this morning." He carried the phone into the kitchen and pulled his own phone out of his back pocket and held it up for Luffy to see. "Here, I'll make it fair." 

 

He put both devices into the junk drawer and closed it. He sat back down on the couch and held Luffy's copy of the script out to him. 

 

"You'll get it back when we're done. Deal?"

 

Luffy rolled his eyes but took the script from Law without further argument. 

 

Without his phone constantly buzzing in his hand while he was trying to read, they made quick work of the script, not even needing to act any of it out to keep Luffy on task. Law checked in with Luffy again on how he'd felt about having his hands tied to the bedframe, as that was the position he'd be in for most of the third scene. Luffy had looked at him like he was stupid.

 

"Torao, I've never had an orgasm like that in my entire life," he said bluntly. "By far the best sex I've ever had."

 

Well, alright then. 

 

Law tried not to feel too smug about being the guy that had given Luffy the best climax of his 22 years on the planet as he retrieved their phones from the kitchen drawer. Luffy seemed fine with everything that was going to be in the next scene, which eased Law's anxiety immensely. He scrolled through the handful of notifications he had and noticed the new email from Iva as he wandered over to where Luffy was sprawled across the couch.

 

"Huh. Looks like Iva sent the final cut from the first scene, finally," Law said, holding Luffy's phone back out to him, which had about ten more notifications than Law's had. No wonder he never got anything done.

 

"Really?! I wanna see!" 





And that was how Law had ended up leaning over his own coffee table, with Luffy slowly fucking into him as their video played on the large TV in the living room. 

 

"Take it. I know you can take it." He heard himself say over the speakers and watched as Luffy swallowed down his cock on screen.

 

"So hot," Luffy panted as he picked up the pace. "Gods, you are so hot fucking my mouth like that."

 

Both the Luffy behind him and the one on screen moaned, one heavily muffled by Law's cock, the other continuing the avalanche of graphic complements. If Law had known it would have felt this good watching these videos with Luffy, he would have been recording everything from the damn start. 

 

He could hear himself getting closer and closer to his finish over the speakers as Luffy's pace began to falter behind him.

 

"Oh, fuck," Luffy breathed and gripped Law's hips tighter. "Oh gods I can't wait to watch you come on my face."

 

Law's neglected cock twitched at the memory of Luffy on his knees, shooting him an eager, heated look as Law painted his face with his climax. 

 

"Fuck," Law groaned. "Harder. Harder!"

 

A hand fisted in his hair tightly and he gasped as Luffy did exactly as he asked. Fuck, this was hot as hell. He had no idea he'd be so in to being fucked while watching himself fuck Luffy. He was practically drooling onto his own coffee table as he struggled to push back against Luffy's nearly frantic thrusts. 

 

"Open up for me one more time, baby"

 

Law could hear how breathless his voice was on the video as he looked up and caught exactly the shot Luffy had been waiting for. The camera that had been positioned essentially right over his shoulder had caught every single rope of cum in high definition as it streaked across Luffy's face, his own voice ringing out a familiar long deep groan into the living room. 

 

The real Luffy filled the space with the sound of heavy breathing and skin slapping skin.

 

"Yes! Law!"

 

The hand in Law's hair gripped even tighter, approaching painful, as Luffy's hips stilled and he buried his cock deep in Law's body with a loud moan. 

 

Which was a bit of a shame since Law still wasn't done yet. 

 

Just as that thought flashed across his brain, Luffy was pulling out and yanking Law upright by his hair.

 

"Fuck my face again," Luffy said with breathless urgency and began sinking to his knees. "I want it all this time."

 

Well, fuck, it's not like he could ignore a request like that.

 

Luffy wasted no time, swallowing down half of Law's length instantly. He was running his tongue along the underside of Law's cock before he could even start to move. The sensation of Luffy's mouth around him combined with the slow drip of Luffy's release down the back of his thigh had Law's toes curling in the carpet already.

 

He watched on-screen Luffy gasp and arch into him as he kissed and licked his way up his body. Luffy's strained and desperate moans from the video mixed with the filthy noises he was making around Law's cock as Law tangled his fingers in Luffy's hair. The memory of how Luffy's body had felt beneath his fingers and tasted on his lips flooded his mind and sent his arousal into overdrive. He'd been pretty damn close before but he could feel himself lurching closer as he thrust into Luffy's hot, wet mouth.

 

He watched himself pull away from Luffy in the video and Luffy's perfectly sculpted body pulled taught under his hand as white shot from his twitching cock and onto his chest.

 

"F-fuck, Lu!"

 

His orgasm tore through him at lightning speed. He had no chance to warn Luffy this time, and he poured into his mouth. Luffy moaned around his cock and the vibration set his entire body on fire. The intense wave of pleasure that ripped through him as Luffy swallowed around his length had his vision blurring and the edges of the room turning dark. He barely noticed that the TV screen had gone blank as he tried to pull in more oxygen and keep himself upright.

 

Luffy rose to his feet, wiping his face with the back of his hand and pulled Law in for a bruising kiss that had a whole lot in common with the one he'd done at the end of the shoot the first time. Law wrapped his arms around Luffy's waist, holding him tightly to his chest as he savored the taste of himself on Luffy's tongue.

 

When they finally parted, they were still both breathing hard.

 

"So," Law managed to say through sharp breaths. "Should we tell Iva to post it?"

 

"Fuck, yeah," Luffy breathed and crashed their lips together again. As they both caught their breath, the intensity of their kiss slowly dimmed to something much more intimate as they stayed frozen in Law's living room, arms still wrapped around each other tightly. 

 

When Luffy tried to pull away, Law held him tighter and began peppering his cheeks with kisses. 

 

"Torao! Let me go!" Luffy giggled and tried in vain to wiggle out of Law's hold. 

 

"But you feel so warm, Luffy," Law said between more rapid-fire kisses. "It's so cold in here," he murmured to the space beneath Luffy's ear.

 

Luffy sighed and wrapped his arms back around Law's neck. 

 

"Maybe we should take another hot shower then," he said softly. "Get you warmed up."

 

It was almost another hour before they made it back to anything even remotely resembling what they were supposed to be doing.

 

Law finally typed out a response to Iva's original email on his phone, giving them the go-ahead to post the video and which times he could do for the shoot next week as the fog started to clear from the mirror in his bathroom. Luffy was draped across his back, having only broken contact to allow Law to get dried off. He somehow managed to untangle himself from Luffy's arms and wandered into his bedroom to get dressed. For real this time, hopefully.

 

"Looks like Iva can't do Monday next week so we've got a three day weekend," Law said, setting his phone on his dresser as he pulled fresh clothes out of the drawers. 

 

"Nice! What should we do?"

 

Law shrugged. "You said you wanted help with that test, right? Send me that study guide you've got or something and I can look at it this weekend."

 

"Alright, but you have to call your school, too. Weren't you going to call today?"

 

Law glanced at the clock on his nightstand and frowned. There probably wasn't a single soul in the admissions department at 4:15pm on a Friday. 

 

"Guess I'll call next week," he said. 

 

Luffy pulled his shirt back over his head and began scrolling through his phone again. 

 

"Sanji wants to throw a little dinner party tonight since he's got the night off."

 

"Hmm, that's nice," Law said as he finished getting into a pair of fleece pants and a T-shirt.

 

"Do you want to come?"

 

Law groaned.

 

"Luffy, you've got to give me tonight."

 

Luffy scoffed. "Why? You said you were just gonna stay home, right? So come hang out with us instead!"

 

"I just want one night where I don't have to go anywhere, do anything, or talk to anyone," Law said with a sigh. "I told you that already."

 

"But that's so boring," Luffy whined, leaning against the bedroom doorway and rolling his eyes. 

 

"I can assure you it's not. Besides, I was going to- damn." Law mentally kicked himself for his piss-poor reasoning skills when Luffy was around.

 

"What?"

 

"I was going to film something for the site because I'm catching up to my backlog but I guess I'm either doing that at midnight or sometime tomorrow."

 

Luffy snickered and walked across the room to wrap his arms around Law's waist.

 

"Oh, poor Torao," Luffy said in an exaggerated whine. "I'm so sorry I made you come down my throat." Luffy reached up and began petting Law's hair as he sighed dramatically against his chest. "Truly horrible," he murmured.

 

"Fuck off." Law gave him a light shove and attempted to reclaim some amount of dignity by fixing the hair Luffy had flattened. "I'm not going out tonight, final answer."

 

Luffy sighed, but dropped the topic, electing instead to distract Law with more sweet, addictive kisses, even though he'd said he needed to be at Sanji's house in an hour. When Law had asked him if he was going to be late, Luffy had simply shrugged and pulled him in for another slow, lazy kiss. Law couldn't even guess at how long they stayed like that, slowly drifting towards the living room between kisses and sighs.

 

When Luffy finally slipped out the door to go catch his train, Law's phone rang.

 

"Hey Bepo."

 

 

"Captain!" It wasn't often that Bepo used the goofy nickname Penguin had given him back when they were 10 years old and playing pretend pirates in the apartment building's run down playground. It usually meant he needed something.

 

"What do you need?" Law asked with a sigh.

 

"Company!" Bepo exclaimed brightly. "Penguin and Sachi are both busy tonight and I need an update on that perfect boy of yours!"

 

"Oh, come on! I just want a night at home," Law whined and laid back on the couch. "I literally just said I wasn't going out tonight."

 

"So I'll come to you! You won't even have to put shoes on!"

 

Law was silent as he tried to come up with some way to tell Bepo 'no' that he couldn't argue with.

 

"Come on, Cap, I'll bring the food!"

 

Well, he had been planning on ordering takeout for dinner anyway. 

 

"Fine, fine. Come on over. Bring something good."

 

Bepo scoffed. "Excuse you! I always bring something good. I'll be there in an hour!"

 

Law ended the call and realized he better clean up a bit if he was having company over. He picked up his clothes from earlier that day that were still littered around the living room where Luffy had tossed them and opened the sliding door to the balcony. It was pretty cold outside, but Law was convinced the room still reeked like sex and he wasn't about to have that conversation with Bepo. He even got on the floor to make sure there weren't any telling drips or stains on the carpet. Bepo had a tendency to notice things like that and then never let them go.

 

He was tossing a load of laundry into the machine when his intercom rang.

 

"Guest here for you. Says his name is Bepo?" The security guard— Jim, he realized —sounded incredibly bored as his voice crackled through the speaker. Law jammed his thumb into the Talk button.

 

"Yeah, send him up."

 

He unlocked his door and cracked it open so Bepo could let himself in as he finished getting the washing machine started. 

 

"Law!" Bepo called from the doorway a moment later. "Damn, it's freezing in here! Is your door open?! What the hell is wrong with you?!"

 

Law rolled his eyes and made his way back to the living room.

 

"Hey, Bepo. Sorry, I forgot about the balcony." He slammed the sliding door back shut as Bepo began unpacking two large portions of ramen in the kitchen.

 

"I went to that noodle place on Third. You'll like it!" 

 

Law grunted in response and followed Bepo into the kitchen and watched in amusement as he opened nearly every cabinet Law had.

 

"You need something?" Law finally asked as Bepo huffed in frustration.

 

"Don't you have any big bowls or something? Why's it all coffee mugs and plates?"

 

Law reached towards the back of the top shelf of a cabinet and pulled down two oversized bowls. He watched Bepo transfer the contents of each container into the bowls with much more care than seemed warranted. 

 

"We can just eat out of the plastic stuff, you know. Now I'll have to wash dishes," Law grumbled, though he knew what Bepo's response would probably be.

 

As if on cue, Bepo gasped in shock and horror.

 

"Have you no shame?" He carefully snapped apart the two sets of chopsticks and set them across the top of each bowl. "Food is not meant to be consumed in cheap plastic containers!"

 

Law had a vague feeling that maybe he should have gone to that dinner party after all and brought Bepo with him. He kept the idea to himself as they both wandered back to the couch with their bowls.

 

"Alright! Spill it! What is going on with Luffy? Are you two still together or what? It's been forever since we talked!"

 

"We talked last week," Law said defensively. "Nothing's changed."

 

"Bullshit." Bepo reached just under the couch from where he was sitting and held up a pair of black boxers Law had been wearing at some point earlier that day. Damn it. Missed one.

 

"Never thought you'd let someone make a mess on your precious furniture," Bepo teased and tossed the boxers over to Law, who sheepishly carried them back to his room.

 

"I told him if he left a single mark on it, I'd make him buy me a new one," Law called down the hall, throwing the offending clothing in the general direction of the basket from the doorway. "I spent too much of my life sleeping on crappy couches to let him ruin the only nice one I've ever had."

 

"So you're still seeing him then?" Bepo slurped on his noodles as Law reclaimed his seat on the couch. 

 

"Yeah." Law tried to avoid answering further questions by stuffing his face with food. He really should know better by now. Bepo's curiosity couldn't be stopped by something as trivial as a mouth full of food.

 

"You still think he's perfect?"

 

Law's face flushed and he closely inspected his bowl of noodles.

 

"I told you before, I didn't mean to say that."

 

"Uh huh," Bepo said, obviously not convinced. "Well, what have you been up to with Mr. Perfect all week, anyway? Besides fucking on every surface of your apartment."

 

"Well..." Hell, how was he even supposed to start? "I, uh, actually almost called it off earlier this week."

 

"What for?"

 

Law sighed heavily. "He conveniently left out that he'd been subscribed to my page for over two years and I sort of thought maybe he was a stalker or something."

 

Bepo set his bowl down with a clatter.

 

"Woah. That's kind of a big thing. How'd he talk his way out of that one?"

 

Law shrugged. "He answered all my questions and he seemed pretty honest about it. I guess he just really likes me. I don't know, but he didn't seem like a stalker after that."

 

"And... Then you stayed?" Bepo was not even bothering to hide the skepticism in his voice.

 

"Yeah. Guess I did."

 

Bepo blew out a breath. "Man, you really want to win this bet, huh?"

 

Oh right, the bet with Penguin.

 

The one he'd completely forgotten about.

 

Oops.

 

"Uh, yeah. For the bet." He hurriedly shoved more ramen into his mouth as Bepo whirled on him.

 

"You forgot?!"

 

Law shrugged and gestured to his full mouth as an excuse not to provide an answer.

 

"Shit," Bepo said, eyes wide as saucers as Law finally swallowed his mouth full of food. "I never thought I'd see the day."

 

"What? We're just going on a few dates. I've dated guys for more than just a few weeks before, you know that."

 

"Well yeah, but you've never forgotten a bet you had running with Penguin. You two are the most stubbornly competitive assholes I've ever met!"

 

"Hey!"

 

"Well it's true," Bepo huffed. He picked his bowl back up and hummed a little to himself. "So is it three weeks from when you guys started or three weeks from when the bet started?"

 

Law sighed and stared down into his bowl again. "I don't know, ask Peng. He's got some reminder in his phone for it."

 

Bepo pulled out his phone and began tapping out a text, presumably to Penguin. 

 

"So you really like this guy, huh?"

 

Law's face warmed as he finished off the noodles Bepo had brought him. He thought about denying it, but what was the point? Bepo would see right through him anyway and he felt like he was going to explode if he didn't talk about this with someone.

 

"Yeah."

 

"Do I get to see a picture now or what?"

 

"Fine." Law pulled his own phone out and pulled up the texts Luffy had sent with the photos from Sabaody Tower. He had intended to just show Bepo the first one, but suddenly the device left his fingers. Law turned to grab it back from him, but Bepo shimmied up to the top of the couch and held it above his head and out of Law's reach.

 

"Oh he is cute! Look at you two! Is that at the Tower?"

 

"Yes, now give it back!" Law pushed himself up off the couch to snatch his phone back as Bepo slid off the side of the arm rest and gleefully skipped to the table near the kitchen.

 

"Kissing in public, really?! You?!" 

 

Law was blushing furiously now as Bepo swiped through to the next photo. He stalked towards the kitchen, intending to trap Bepo behind the table but the bastard was fast for someone that big and tall. He ducked under Law's long arms and back into the living room, flashing a wide smile at him on the way by.

 

"Aww, you two are so cute, look at that!" Bepo turned Law's phone to show him the picture that was taken just after that stupid kiss. 

 

"Bepo," Law growled in warning.

 

"Oh my," Bepo said with a giggle. "You let him sleep over again, huh?"

 

Law finally snatched his phone back from Bepo and quickly turned the screen off. Of course Bepo's nosey ass had managed to find the next photo in their text conversation. Luffy had woken up before Law had that morning and snapped a picture of them both shirtless in bed, Luffy grinning like he'd won the lottery while Law was still passed out in the pillows with both arms wrapped loosely around Luffy's waist. He'd texted it to Law with his usual 'Good morning! :)' caption and then promptly woke him up with a full-body tackle.

 

"I swear to every single god in the sky, I am never telling you anything again," Law muttered and carried his empty bowl to the kitchen, his phone safely secured in his back pocket.

 

"Lighten up, Cap. You guys are cute! Don't worry, I won't tell the other guys."

 

Law sighed as he set the dish in the sink. He knew Bepo was being sincere, he always kept Law's secrets when he asked. Bepo set his bowl down next to the sink on the counter with another soft humming noise which Law had just started calling Bepo's Thinking Sound.

 

"So, you took him to the Tower, almost broke up and then somehow ended up with him sleeping over again. Busy week."

 

Instead of washing the dishes or responding, Law opened the fridge and held a bottle of beer out behind him. The bottle disappeared from his fingers and he fished out a second one as he pulled the bottle opener magnet off the fridge. He popped the tops off both their bottles and silently walked back to the living room while he tried to decide how much he wanted Bepo to know.

 

He should just leave this here and try to change the subject.

 

But, man, he really wanted to talk about this. He'd been itching to talk to someone and usually he'd be talking to Cora but, well, he'd been pretty quiet lately. 

 

"I met his brother this week, too," Law said finally, flopping back down onto the couch.

 

"No shit," Bepo breathed and took up his spot on the other end of the couch. "So it's really serious, huh?"

 

Law half choked on his swig of beer. "I- damn it, Bepo! It's been less than two weeks!"

 

"So? Is that what I asked?"

 

Law stared down into his bottle and sighed.  "I don't know, alright? It's kind of a lot all at once, you know?"

 

Bepo nodded and leaned back against the couch cushions. "Do you want it to be serious?"

 

Law took a long drink. Shit, how was he supposed to know? He could barely figure out what he was feeling over the course of a damn day with Luffy, let alone make long term plans about it. He had no idea what a serious relationship even looked like, anyway. 

 

"I have no idea, Bepo." 

 

Quiet fell over the room. Law finally blurted out the thing that had been gnawing at him for most of the week.

 

"He told me he thinks he loves me." 

 

His statement was met with a long beat of excruciating silence. 

 

"Woah," was all Bepo managed to say after a moment. "Was that before or after he'd beaten the stalker allegations?"

 

Law picked at the label on the beer bottle with his fingernails, desperate to have something to do with his hands. "Sort of, uh, during, I guess. But he said it again last night." He left out the 'after sex' part.

 

Bepo let out a low whistle. "So did you say it back?"

 

Law huffed out a half laugh and continued peeling the paper label off his bottle. "What do you think?"

 

"I'll take that as a 'no' then." Bepo took a long sip of his beer and sighed. "So do you?"

 

"Do I what?"

 

"Do you love him?"

 

Law grimaced down at his beer before he took another drink from it. He set the poor abused bottle down on the table and closed his eyes as he pulled a hand through his hair.

 

"Bepo, I truly have no idea. It's been fucking me up all week."

 

Bepo let out an amused snort. "Why? Did he get pissed that you didn't say it back or something?"

 

"No and what the hell's so funny? This is kind of a big deal."

 

"Sure, for you maybe, but normal people would be excited, you know. And honestly? I think you've got more than a few ideas about it."

 

Law sipped on his beer and tried to calm his racing heart. Bepo was talking absolute nonsense. No one falls in love in ten fucking days. That's not how it works. Luffy just had a giant crush on him and was mistaking it for something real. 

 

"It's too fast," Law said firmly. "It doesn't work like that."

 

"Not if you ask Penguin," Bepo said with a shrug. "He falls in love a couple times a year."

 

Law rolled his eyes and scoffed. "Penguin is an idiot. He falls in love with every pretty girl he sees."

 

"Law, have you ever actually asked him about the girls he likes?" Bepo's tone was suddenly stern. "He's actually usually known them for a while before he tries to ask them out. He talks to me all the time about how stressed out he gets because he's worried he's going to ruin whatever relationship he's got with the girl by saying anything."

 

He hadn't known that at all. Peng had certainly never talked to him about something like that. He thought back to those two nurses at the clinic Penguin had introduced him to. He'd been on that rotation for a few weeks by that point, and they actually did seem pretty buddy-buddy when he'd been there. There were half a dozen other female nurses there too but Peng hadn't even mentioned them.

 

"He's never told me about that."

 

"Of course he hasn't. You've been treating your bed like a revolving door for a while now. He probably thinks you wouldn't get it."

 

Law sighed. "Well maybe I don't."

 

"I don't believe that for a second," Bepo said firmly. "Come on, Law. You wouldn't have brought it up if you didn't want to talk about it. Do you love the guy or what?"

 

"I told you I don't know, alright?" Law snapped. "I'm not bullshitting you here," he added quietly. "I really don't know."

 

Bepo made that same little humming noise and tapped his finger to his lips. 

 

"Well I'm starting to think maybe you do love him."

 

"Fine," Law scoffed. "Think whatever you want."

 

"Well how are you feeling about it?"

 

That was an extremely good question, and one he also didn't have the answer to. 

 

"I don't know, Bepo." A thousand thoughts and feelings rolled through his brain at once as he tried to actually think of a real answer and that cold, icy sensation he'd been getting crept into his chest again. 

 

"Kind of freaked out, honestly," he finally admitted.

 

"Why?"

 

"What the hell do you mean 'why'?" Law spat.

 

"Good try, but that's not an answer," Bepo replied, unbothered by Law's clipped tone. "Why are you freaking out?"

 

He had the answer to Bepo's question screaming in his brain but he didn't want to say it. It felt so childish, so supremely stupid. He'd never hear the end of it for as long as he lived if he told Bepo.

 

Bepo let the silence hang for a long moment before he leaned forward over his knees to try to catch Law's gaze from where he was staring daggers into the carpet.

 

"Come on, Law. You can tell me anything. Let me help you with this," he said softly. Law still hesitated. He drained the rest of his beer and set it back on the table roughly, letting the sound ring in the air. 

 

"If you must know," he murmured, barely audible. "I'm afraid he's going to leave me the minute he gets bored."

 

"Mmm, a legitimate concern," Bepo said with a nod. "But what if he doesn't?"

 

"He will."

 

"Okay, I hear your fear there," Bepo said with careful patience. "But, again, what if he doesn't?"

 

Law pulled in a breath but paused before he could snap back at Bepo again. He hadn't considered what would happen if Luffy actually wanted to stick around after the contract was up. What happens after that? Law was suddenly filled with even more uncertainty. What happens if he really does go back to school? Will Luffy stay then? What if Luffy passes that test? Does Law really want to stick around through the brutal training stuff that Luffy had described? What would that even look like? 

 

Law had a sudden fleeting fantasy of Luffy, stumbling through the door looking completely exhausted and Law laying him out on the bed, rubbing away the knots in his back while they waited for some kind of food order to arrive at the door. 

 

"What's the smile for, Law?"

 

Aw, hell. Busted. Him and his stupid imagination.

 

"I guess I wouldn't mind if he stayed around for a bit," Law said, wiping the dopey smile off his face. "I just don't think it's likely."

 

"Well, you've got no control over that, only he does. You only get to decide if you want to stay."

 

Huh. He hadn't looked at it like that before. Bepo was right, of course. If Luffy was going to leave at the end of the contract it's not like Law was going to be able to talk him out of it or anything. Luffy was stubborn as hell, he'd learned that much so far. The only thing Law could do was decide if he wanted to accept the risk or not and roll with whatever happened after that.

 

The risk felt huge, though. He was so tired of people letting him down all the damn time. He really thought the next one might actually kill him.

 

But the reward... Luffy had given no indication that he planned on leaving any time soon. In fact, he'd said the exact opposite, hadn't he? He'd said he was never going to get tired of Law. He'd even been shockingly mature about the entire fan situation, even though it had seemed obvious that Luffy would have been crushed if Law had actually gone through with never speaking to him again.

 

Was Luffy leaving actually as likely as he thought it was?

 

"Man, I can practically see the steam coming out of your ears," Bepo muttered and picked up the two empty bottles to carry them to the kitchen.

 

"Not that you'd ever listen to me," Bepo called from the kitchen as the sound of the fridge opening carried into the living room. "But you should keep this one around. I think he's good for you."

 

"What makes you say that?" Two bottle caps clattered against Law's kitchen counter and Bepo rounded the corner out of the kitchen with a warm smile on his face.

 

"Well first of all," Bepo began as he handed a freshly opened bottle of beer to Law. "You actually ate all that ramen I brought. You usually eat like a damn bird."

 

Law frowned. "No I don't."

 

"You do. That's just a fact." Bepo took a sip of his beer and sighed. "You've been smiling more and you look like you've actually gotten an entire night's sleep for once."

 

"So?"

 

"So you've been actually opening up a little, too." Bepo leaned back into the couch and crossed his ankle over his knee. "I mean, come on, Law. If he's made this big of an impact on you in less than two weeks, can you imagine where you'd be in two years?" Bepo chuckled a little to himself. "Hell, maybe you'll actually make it back to school."

 

"Oh, uh, actually..."

 

Bepo snapped back to attention from the other end of the couch.


"Are you serious?! Are you finally going back?!" Bepo's beer bottle landed on the coffee table with a loud thwack as Bepo threw himself across the cushions, enveloping Law in a giant hug.

 

"I was going to call admissions today but I forgot," Law said over the mess of light blond hair that was now entirely too close and tried in vain to push Bepo's hefty weight off his body. "I'm just going to call and ask, that's it. I'm not making any promises." Bepo's hold tightened around him and Law was extremely impressed that none of his ribs broke.

 

"You should have said something!" Bepo finally released him and sat up with a wide grin on his face. "I know half the admissions department! I could have had you talking with someone ages ago!"

 

Law scrubbed his hand through his hair and took a sip of his beer. "I, uh, just decided yesterday. Luffy's brother is a lawyer and he gave me some good advice while I was over there."

 

"Hang on, I'm texting Ikkaku now. She's my best friend in graduate admissions, she'll totally know how to get you started!"

 

"How do you know all these people, anyway?"

 

Bepo pulled his phone out and began tapping the screen frantically. "We're making a whole new masters degree in the new department. I've been having meetings with admissions every month or so to go over what the requirements will be, program details, that kind of thing. Boring stuff, really, but Ikkaku is a saint. She'll know what to do."

 

Bepo's phone buzzed in his hands and he hummed again to himself.

 

"Peng says it's three weeks from your coffee date, by the way."

 

Law thought through the timeline. That had been the Monday before this past one, which meant he was actually most of the way through week two already. Law was a little surprised that Penguin was letting him off that easily. He'd figured it was three weeks from when the bet was made last Saturday.

 

"So," Bepo said as he set his phone back on the table, "you gonna stay with this guy for a while or are you paying for Penguin's drinks next week?"

 

Law smirked and took another swig of beer. "Guess I could hang around for another week or so."

 

"That's the spirit! Hey, when do I get to meet this guy, anyway?"

 

"Maybe I'll bring him to the bar after this dumb bet is over, rub him in Peng's face a little for being a smartass." 

 

Bepo snorted. "Sounds good to me. You want to watch a movie or something?"

 

Law felt himself finally relax for what felt like the first time in days as Bepo flipped through the streaming apps on the TV. He settled on some kind of deep sea creature documentary.

 

"Ooo!" Bepo said excitedly. "I heard about this one! They've got footage of this super rare species of octopus in it!"

 

Law barely listened to the voiceover as the narrator described the mating rituals of some particularly terrifying looking fish that lived on the sea floor. Law hadn't ever really seen the appeal, but Bepo was practically giddy on the couch next to him, and random fish facts burst out of him intermittently. When they reached the part about the octopi, Bepo gasped and leaned over his knees, practically falling off the couch with excitement. Gods, he was so weird. Law wondered if everyone he knew was a freak and what that said about him.

 

Law let his mind wander and found himself day dreaming again about himself and Luffy, somewhere in the distant future, still together and just going through their daily lives. What would it feel like to actually have someone to come home to? Would he lose his temper over Luffy constantly leaving a mess in his wake? Would Luffy be mad when he was too tired from school to want to screw around or go out with Luffy's dozens of friends every weekend?

 

Maybe, he thought, he wouldn't be so tired if he actually had someone like Luffy to come home to every day.

 

No, that was stupid. That wasn't how things worked. That would be way in the future anyway and probably wouldn't even happen. No point in thinking about it now. 

 

The credits began to roll on the weird fish documentary he'd barely watched and he noticed Bepo had nodded off on the couch at some point. He must have been working late at the lab again. Law left the TV on for a bit so he could use the light as he made his way to the closet and pulled down a blanket and a pillow, draping the blanket over Bepo's snoring form and setting the pillow down next to him in case he woke up and wanted one.

 

Turning the TV off, he made his way back to his room and closed the door quietly, not wanting to wake Bepo as he moved through his nighttime routine. Just as he was climbing into bed, his phone began to ring. Luffy's contact flashed across the screen, as did a photo Luffy had sent him one morning. His hair was a mess as he grinned sleepily into the camera, eyes closed and sun streaking across his face. Law felt a little silly for setting that as Luffy's contact picture, but he liked looking at it and nobody had to know anyway.

 

"Hey, how was your dinner party?" Law said, trying to keep his voice low. A cacophony of sounds drifted through his phone along with Luffy's giggles.

 

"Torao!" There was the sound of someone else talking near the phone though Law couldn't make out what was being said. "Zoro! Buzz off! I'm talking to Torao!"

 

"Oh the boyfriend, huh?" came a rough, slurring voice from the other line. "The hot guy from the site, right? Tell him I'm free on Tuesdays."

 

"THE HELL YOU ARE, MOSSHEAD!" shouted another, unfamiliar voice and general noises of violence began to reach a fever pitch until they suddenly stopped and the sound of muffled road noise came through the phone instead.

 

"Sorry about that. Uh, Zoro and Sanji say 'Hi' I guess."

 

If Law was being honest, he hadn't actually processed anything after the word 'boyfriend.' Is that what he was now? Luffy's boyfriend? They hadn't discussed that. Was that even something he wanted?

 

"Torao? Are you there?"

 

"Uh, yeah," Law scrambled to get his head back on straight. Shit, no one had called him that in a really long time. "Yeah, I'm here. Sounds like some party."

 

"It usually is," Luffy said with a sigh, "I'd rather be there with you though."

 

Law chuckled into the phone as he turned his bedside light off. "But just sitting around at home is so boring, remember?"

 

Luffy giggled and the simple, quiet laughter made Law feel like he was floating. 

 

"Yeah but it's different with you," Luffy said softly. "You make everything fun."

 

"Is that so?" Law murmured as he leaned back into the pillows. "I'll have to remind you of that when you complain about reading the script without acting it out again."

 

Luffy hummed into the phone. "I liked reading the script and stuff with you today, though. I've never gotten through something like that so fast before."

 

"Do you usually read things on your phone?"

 

"Yeah. It's just easier that way." He sighed a little. "I guess I'll have to buy a printer. I never thought of that before."

 

"Well you can come over and borrow mine whenever you want."

 

"Luffy! What are you doing?" Well, that voice he definitely knew. He could pick Nami's voice out of a crowd any day. "Don't stand out there in the cold! Come back inside!"

 

"I'll be back in a sec, I'm talking to Torao!"

 

"Tell Nami I said 'hey'," Law said.

 

"Torao says hi!" There was a brief pause before Nami's voice started up again. 

 

"Like hell he does! Tell that bastard to go to sleep already. He'd get more views if he didn't have those huge dark circles under his eyes!"

 

Law laughed along with Luffy at Nami's commentary as the sound of a door closing carried over the phone line.

 

"Torao?"

 

"Hmm?"

 

"Will you come over for dinner again? Maybe day after tomorrow?"

 

"Sure. What time?"

 

"I mean, we usually eat around six but you can come over whenever. Sabo will be there too unless he gets called to the station again. I think he really likes you."

 

"I like him too," Law admitted. "He seems like a nice guy."

 

"Will you, um, stay the night, maybe?" 

 

Law chuckled at the request. "Only if you keep your hands to yourself. I'm not screwing you with your brother right across the hall."

 

More beautiful, breathless giggles crawled their way into Law's brain and wrapped it in soft, flowing silk.

 

"I can be quiet when I want to be, Torao. I just don't need to at your place," Luffy purred down the phone. Law wanted to curl up in that voice and fall asleep with it wrapped around him like a blanket.

 

"Well, I guess I'll find that out Sunday night."

 

"Shit, Nami's right, it really is cold out here," Luffy muttered and Law heard his teeth clatter briefly. He made a mental note to buy Luffy a real jacket some day. 

 

"You should go back inside. I'll see you on Sunday."

 

"Right. Sunday." Luffy sighed wistfully. "That's so far away, Torao. I miss you already."

 

A week ago, Law wouldn't have said anything to that, or worse, he would have just hung up. The talk with Bepo earlier must have shaken something loose in his brain, though, because he found himself actually murmuring a reply into the phone.

 

"I miss you, too, Lu."

 

"Love you, Torao. See you soon!"

 

"See you."

 

The call ended and Law set his phone down on the nightstand with a deep sigh. He curled up into the pillows and was pleasantly surprised to find they still smelled just a little like Luffy's hair. He felt that warm, almost hot, feeling welling up in his chest again just like it had the night before. He'd been trying to figure out what it was, what it meant, but maybe he didn't really need to.

 

Maybe this could just be enough, for now. He could figure it out later.

 

Like, maybe after another week or so. 

Notes:

The octopus species that Bepo got so excited about is based on the Larger Pacific Striped Octopus - which despite being discovered in the 1970s still doesn't even have a scientific name because it's so rare and hard to study. I found this nifty article about it and decided it was perfect for a PhD Oceanology nerd like Bepo (because I am also a nerd and think it's neat)

Chapter 15: Dinner, Midnight Snacks, and a Brunch Buffet

Notes:

CW: Law recalls some tense moments with his ex-bf that swerve dangerously close to non-con but is mostly just VERY bad BDSM etiquette. It's brief, not graphic, and Law doesn't linger on it but it definitely has an affect on him so I figured it was worth a warning.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The second dinner at Luffy's apartment was just as chaotic as the first, just with pizza this time. Entirely too much pizza, in Law's opinion, but at least there would never be a chance of going hungry when he came over. 

 

After dinner, he was soundly beaten by both Luffy and Sabo at some kind of cartoonish racing game on the small TV in the living room for over an hour. At some point, Law and Sabo had gotten to talking about the general ills of society and how the government kept managing to ignore this particular corner of the city, probably because it didn't generate any revenue. Sabo got pretty fired up about it, gesturing passionately while he spoke about the rights of the poor and equal treatment under the law. When Sabo started in on criminalization of sex work, Luffy laid his head across Law's lap with a sigh. 

 

The conversation slowly simmered down to trading stories about the neighborhood from years ago. Law found himself absent mindedly running his fingers through Luffy's hair while he listened to Sabo recount some kind of goofy trouble he and Ace had gotten into nearly a decade ago. He hadn't realized how late it had gotten until his gaze drifted across the clock on the wall. It was just after midnight.

 

He was just deciding it was probably time to actually go to sleep when Sabo clicked his tongue and glanced down at Luffy, curled on the couch and head still tucked in Law's lap. Law looked too and noticed Luffy had drifted off. His hand stilled its passive movement through soft, black locks.

 

"Law," Sabo started and he could tell from the tone where the conversation was headed next.

 

Law sighed. "Is this the part where you tell me you'll kill me if I break his heart?"

 

Sabo chuckled and set his beer bottle that had long been emptied on the worn coffee table next to the one Law had abandoned over an hour ago.

 

"Of course not. What kind of lawyer would I be if I threatened violence without knowing if you had any means of recording the conversation?"

 

Law huffed out a half laugh and let his gaze linger on Luffy slumbering away in his lap. 

 

"He likes you a lot," Sabo said quietly.

 

Law could feel his lips curling into a smile without his conscious approval. 

 

"Yeah, I feel like there have been some subtle hints."

 

Sabo snorted. "You know, he's never been one to beat around the bush when he wants something. Or someone, I guess." Sabo sighed deeply and leaned back against the couch. There was silence for a long moment, but it wasn't tense or awkward. It was a soft, comforting kind of silence. The kind that Law wished would linger, so he could curl into it and never leave. He let his fingers continue to thread through Luffy's hair.

 

"I won't threaten you, but I do have a request," Sabo said finally and something in the tone of his voice wrenched Law's gaze away from Luffy's sleeping form. He met Sabo's eyes and immediately recognized a man that was filled with immense worry.

 

"Take care of him. That's all I ask. Do that, and you won't have to find out if I'd actually kill you or not."

 

A flood of overlapping thoughts charged into his brain all at once. Take care of Luffy? Hell, he could throw Law around like he weighed nothing, the guy could obviously take care of himself. It's not like he was some damsel in distress. Luffy would probably beat his ass for even briefly thinking about it. Fuck, the guy was a menace— no, a force of nature. He'd be lucky if he didn't get crushed under the sheer force of him. 

 

He tried to imagine what kind of madness he'd unleash if he fucked this up. From what he'd seen, Luffy didn't do anything halfway. He realized a little too late that the guy that had shown up at his front door begging for a simple conversation, had probably been keeping his more intense feelings tucked away in an attempt to keep Law from thinking he was crazy. He'd said as much then, that he'd been trying desperately to reign it in and tone it down. It's possible Law hadn't realized the magnitude of the situation.

 

He recalled Luffy's voice when he first showed up at his apartment that day. He'd sounded so vulnerable and broken, mumbling to himself behind Law's closed door. He remembered how Luffy had curled into himself on the couch, seemingly terrified of Law's opinion— a far cry from the fearless confidence Law had seen him brandishing all the other times they'd been together. That carefree smile at the top of the tower had vanished and his voice had trembled as tears slid down his cheeks when he told Law he loved him and Law had said exactly nothing in response.

 

All at once, he understood Sabo's request. Luffy did everything at full throttle, physically and emotionally. He'd basically handed his heart over to Law after barely a week and Law had been too damn blind to notice the precious cargo he'd been entrusted. He looked back down where Luffy lay relaxed and unguarded against his thigh and he was suddenly gripped with an intense, throat-squeezing fear.

 

"Fuck, Sabo," he breathed. "Why'd you have to go and say it like that?"

 

Sabo blew out a breath that was somewhere between a sigh and a laugh. 

 

"Now you understand why I'm so damn stressed all the time."

 

Law tipped his head back against the couch and cursed under his breath. He didn't want to be responsible for someone like this. He didn't know what to do with it all.

 

Shit. 

 

Luffy loved him. And here he was, still wondering if he was going to stick around past next week. What the fuck had he been thinking? This wasn't some pointless hook up, casual play-time, or even temporary contractual agreement. Not anymore.

 

"You can't keep treating people like they're replaceable, kid. One day, you'll realize there's only one person that can fit your puzzle and if you fuck it up, you'll be missing a piece for the rest of your life!"

 

Cora had barked the words at him after yet another argument about Law's dating habits. Law hadn't understood why Cora's eyes had glittered with tears or why he'd suddenly gotten so upset about it. Law had been around 19 years old at the time, and he'd been convinced Cora had simply been being dramatic over fairytale romance again. Now years later, he realized it probably had a lot to do with that box of photos and the wedding band he'd found clearing out Cora's apartment. 

 

Fuck.

 

He'd really been an idiot. He needed to figure this out yesterday. Was he staying— really staying, not just killing time or waiting for the fall out —or was he running? If he was going to run, he better fucking do it now before he shattered Luffy as he crashed his way out. 

 

He tried to imagine what walking away would look like. Would he ever get over it? Would he really have a missing piece forever? No, that was stupid. He'd only known Luffy for a few days, really, he'd be fine. Eventually.

 

But would Luffy be fine? Would he find someone new? Someone that fit his puzzle better than Law's broken, chipped and bent little piece? Or would he find someone that would do even worse things with his heart that he gave away so eagerly? Nearly a dozen assholes Law had dated flashed through his mind. Most of them even still lived nearby. What kind of damage would they do to someone as trusting as Luffy?

 

"Well? Do we have a deal?" Law cracked his eyes open and found Sabo looking at him expectantly.

 

Luffy stirred slightly in his lap and made some undefined soft murmuring sound. Law made up his mind.

 

"I'll do my best, Sabo." He bit his lip and then added quietly, "I can't promise I'll get it right all the time."

 

"Didn't ask you to be perfect," Sabo said, rising from the couch and collecting the empties from the coffee table. "I'm kind of a stickler for words like that."

 

Law opened his mouth to say something more as Luffy began to yawn and stretch a little.

 

"Whatimesit?" Luffy mumbled and slowly pushed himself up to a sitting position, rubbing his eyes.

 

"Ah, Sleeping Beauty awakes!" Sabo teased on his way to the kitchen. 

 

"It's after midnight," Law murmured so only Luffy could hear.

 

Luffy nodded and pitched himself at Law. Arms looped loosely around Law's neck as Luffy slumped against his shoulder. "Sleepy," he groaned against Law's shirt.

 

"You want to head to bed?" 

 

Luffy nodded against his chest. "Cuddles," he said firmly. 

 

Law couldn't help but laugh. "Your bed's not as big as mine, Lu. We'd be cuddling whether we wanted to or not."

 

Luffy's hand cupped the back of Law's neck as he looked up. Law was suddenly struck by the look Luffy was giving him, a soft smile tugging his lips and eyes sparking in the low lamplight of the living room. It made Law's breath catch in his chest, and the laughter died in his throat.

 

"So pretty when you laugh," Luffy whispered.

 

"Gross, get a room," Sabo said as he emerged from the kitchen, cold slice of pizza in hand. "I'm going to bed. You still can't fuck on that couch, Luf."

 

"Ugh, Sabo!" Luffy groaned and rolled his eyes.

 

"I'm just sayin'" Sabo said with a shrug. "Don't wake me up messing around either. I know we put that sound proofing up in your room for the videos, but I can still hear plenty." He took a huge bite of pizza and mumbled, "Can't think about Law like that," through a mouth full of pizza.

 

Law felt the blush spread across his face and elected to look at the floor when he pushed himself up off the couch.

 

"Maybe I'll be extra loud just to piss you off then!" Luffy punctuated his remark by sticking his tongue out in Sabo's general direction.

 

"Sure, do your worst. I'll make sure Koala is super loud when she spends the night this week then."

 

"Ew! Sabo! Koala isn't like that!" Luffy stood up from the couch and grabbed Law's hand, pulling him down the hallway as Sabo cackled in the kitchen. 

 

"Night, Luf!" Sabo called down the hall, voice muffled by another mouthful of pizza.

 

"Whatever! You're so gross!" Luffy yanked his door open and pushed Law inside with a small shove. "Love you, loser!"

 

"Love you too, idiot!" came the response from the kitchen.

 

Luffy closed the bedroom door with a sigh as Law crossed the room and pulled a pair of shorts out of the bag he'd brought with him. He pulled his shirt up over his head and packed it back into the bag and found Luffy openly staring at him when he turned around.

 

"Take a picture, it'll last longer," Law teased. Luffy licked his lips, his eyes still glued to Law's chest.

 

"Shit, can I?"

 

The request managed to catch Law off guard. 

 

"Don't you already have a ton of pictures of me on your phone?" How many pictures did he need of him with his shirt off? He had over two years worth of well-lit and neatly edited ones to choose from on the site. How many more could he possibly want?

 

"Yeah," Luffy said dumbly, eyes raking down Law's body towards the top of his jeans. "But none of you in my room." 

 

Oh. So that's what he wanted. Law's lips twitched into a smirk.

 

"You should have told me before I took my shirt off," he said, walking slowly towards the bed. "I would've given you a show." 

 

He flopped backwards onto the mattress, arms splaying out across the bright red comforter. Luffy yanked his phone out of his pocket so fast he almost dropped it and cursed under his breath.

 

Law watched Luffy's face behind his phone as he slowly trailed one hand down the center of his chest and abdomen, pausing when he finally reached the button on his fly. Luffy's cheeks had flushed bright pink and he was staring around his phone at Law like he was the first food he'd seen in weeks.

 

"You like that?" Law purred from the bed, popping the button open on his jeans. Luffy nodded and licked his lips. Law had done almost exactly this dozens of times at home to post to the site. It was more fun this way, he decided, more fun doing this with someone actually in the room watching him. He liked the instant feedback. Like when Luffy's breath hitched as he pulled one side of his denim down over one hip. The sound crawled into his brain and burned through his veins.

 

"Shit-" Luffy breathed and Law was a little impressed he wasn't actually drooling, considering his mouth was hanging half-open. 

 

Law inched the denim slowly down his hips, pausing as he got to his thighs. He was glad he'd worn a particularly nice pair of black boxer briefs today. He'd worn these for a few shoots for the site before too. The way they were cut made his package look good, plus they were soft and looked good on camera. He caught Luffy's eye from around his phone and palmed himself through the silky black fabric, a soft gasp falling from his own lips.

 

"Torao," Luffy groaned softly. "Gods, you're so hot."

 

Law chuckled a little. "Want to come touch, huh?" Luffy nodded emphatically. "Hmm, guess you'll have to choose, then. Do you want more pictures or not?"

 

Luffy made a quiet whining noise as he watched Law pull his boxers down half an inch lower.

 

"That's not fair," he mumbled to himself. Law smirked and let his head fall back onto the pillows. He could hear Luffy's breathing pick up as he slipped his fingers under the waistband and slowly slid the fabric down to expose his length to rapidly warming air of Luffy's room. Law's breath caught in his throat when he finally took himself in hand. He was a lot more worked up than when he usually did this alone. Having Luffy watch him was making him burn from the inside out.

 

He slid his hand up and down his length a few times and shuddered. He'd filmed a shoot for his page much like this the day before, but damn it hadn't felt nearly this good. Most of that shoot he'd spent remembering Luffy trembling and writing on the bed, wrists bound and a string of drool escaping his lips as Law teased him with all those slow, gentle touches. He'd remembered the salty taste as he'd pulled his tongue across Luffy's slit, pulling more beautiful noises from his lips as he did. 

 

The sound of fabric rustling had Law's eyes fluttering open. He let out a nearly silent moan as he watched Luffy stroking himself with one hand, the other still holding his phone in Law's direction, shorts in a pool on the floor, shirt discarded not far away. Fuck, that was hot. 

 

"Thought you said you were sleepy, Luffy." It was nearly one in the morning. They really should go to bed. Maybe he shouldn't have started this nonsense so late at night. His brain told him he should stop, but his hand kept moving anyway. So did Luffy's.

 

"Not tired anymore, Torao," Luffy said breathlessly.

 

"Tell me what you want, Luffy. You want to watch? Watch me finish like this all spread out on your bed?"

 

"Fuck- I-" Luffy bit his lip and fumbled his phone, nearly dropping it. He recovered and took a few more pictures as his flushed cock was left to drip onto the shorts he'd left pooled around his ankles, gripping his phone tightly with both hands. 

 

"That's not an answer, you know," Law said with a smirk.

 

"I want to feel your mouth again," he said quickly and Law raised an eyebrow. "I want to watch this time." Ah, that made some sense. He'd had the blindfold on last time.

 

"Come over here then," Law said, pushing himself onto his elbows and shifting down to the foot of the bed. He held out a hand and Luffy scrambled towards the bed, half-tripping over his own clothes beneath his feet. Why did he have to be so stupidly cute all the damn time?

 

Law caught Luffy's wrist and pulled him towards the bed. As Luffy climbed over the foot of the mattress, Law stood and stripped his jeans the rest of the way off and sank to the floor on his knees.

 

Damn this was stupid. They were supposed to be going to bed, not fucking around. Law thought the novelty of Luffy's body would have worn off by now. Hell, they literally just fucked the day before yesterday. Gods, and the day before that too— twice!

 

Luffy caged his legs on either side of Law's body and smiled down at him from above.

 

"One more picture," he murmured, and leaned back so his phone would capture Law's face directly next to Luffy's throbbing cock.

 

Fuck. Even when Law was sleeping around in college, he'd only been getting laid two, maybe three times a week at most. Hell, he'd been going without for well over a year and he'd been perfectly satisfied with the arrangement. He really hadn't thought he'd ever want this much damn sex in his life but if Luffy kept looking at him like that, then he'd just have to accept being perpetually horny for the rest of his days. 

 

Law ran his fingers along Luffy's thigh and his mouth watered at the soft moan that drifted down to him. He pressed wet kisses along the inside of Luffy's leg, pausing every so often to nip at sensitive skin. 

 

"Fuck, Torao, please-"

 

"You said you'd be quiet, Luffy." Law punctuated his statement by dragging his tongue along Luffy's length briefly.

 

"Ah- shit, shit-" Luffy hissed and a hand flew into Law's hair. "I'll be quiet, I promise," Luffy whispered. 

 

There really weren't many people that had Law aching to be on his knees, longing for another taste. Usually he tolerated giving oral as part of foreplay since most guys liked it a whole damn lot, but it really wasn't his favorite. But those little whimpering noises Luffy was making as he pulled his tongue along the hot, sensitive skin were making Law's mouth water.

 

Law wrapped his lips around Luffy and began moving with purpose. They needed to go to sleep, so he intended for this to go fast.

 

Plus he was hard as a fucking diamond at the thought of getting Luffy to come in his mouth. 

 

Luffy gasped and hissed from his position on the bed as Law moved. His length was thick and heavy in Law's mouth, and usually he'd be barely tolerating the salty taste but with Luffy everything was different. Something about the way his hand threaded through Law's hair, and the way he cursed in that breathless whisper, made it taste like candy.

 

"Law, ah- oh my gods-" Luffy breathed and Law felt one hand disappear from his hair. He glanced up and found Luffy with his head tipped back, eyes squeezed shut, and hand clapped tightly over his mouth, fighting back whimpers and moans with every move Law made. When he swirled his tongue around the tip again, Luffy's thighs began to tremble. Apparently they were both pretty worked up, despite how often they'd been doing this.

 

"Fuck, Law, I- I-" Luffy didn't manage to finish his thought as he tried, and only partially succeeded, at stifling a cry as Law wrapped his hand around the base of his cock.

 

Law pulled the fingers of his free hand across the floor until they connected with the boxers he'd stripped off during his little show. He set them on top of his thigh and took himself in hand, moaning quietly as he could manage into Luffy's cock as the pleasure raced through his body at the contact. Shit, he was close already just listening to Luffy fall apart and feeling his legs trembling next to his head. Luffy's cock was leaking steadily into his mouth now, and Law had a singular goal in mind as he started bobbing his head faster. 

 

"Oh- Oh gods, oh gods, Law-" Luffy murmured, still struggling to keep his voice down. Law hadn't had the chance to hear him like this and he was basking in each half-formed word, clipped off moan, and breathless whine. Each little noise flipped another switch in his brain, and he could practically feel the endorphins rushing through his neurons as the heat started racing down his body. Fuck, he'd never wanted so badly to hear every single possible noise a person could make, taste every part of their body, feel every inch of skin. It was overwhelming how much he constantly wanted Luffy like this. 

 

Law squeezed his hand a little tighter around Luffy's length.

 

"Yes! Oh m- yes, fuck- like that. Oh gods, just like that!"

 

Luffy's cock twitched in his mouth and Law's own jumped in his hand. More, he wanted so much more. He wanted desperately to taste Luffy as he spilled across his tongue and filled his mouth. Fuck, he wanted it more than anything. He couldn't remember where they were, how they got here, how anything had even started tonight, he just wanted.

 

Luffy's hand tightened in his hair and he pressed his hips forward into Law's mouth. Law could feel his eyes watering at the increased pressure and a deep, involuntary moan rumbled up his throat and around Luffy's length. A train began thundering past the apartment building, shaking the windows and vibrating the floor just as Luffy seemed to give up on being quiet.

 

"Yes- ahh! Fuck! Law!!" 

 

Nails dug into Law's scalp as Luffy poured into his mouth, chanting Law's name and cursing between ragged breaths and half moans. Law released Luffy's cock to press his boxers over his own length so he wouldn't splatter all over the carpet as he felt his climax rushing through his body. The feeling of Luffy's hot release filling his mouth catapulted him over the edge and he felt pleasure explode behind his eyelids and spread down into his toes. A long deep moan dripped from Law's lips and Luffy's thighs trembled, cock twitching in Law's mouth at the sound. 

 

Law swallowed and finally pulled his mouth away to catch his breath as Luffy released the death grip he'd had on his hair. 

 

"Holy shit," Luffy breathed. "I thought you said you didn't like doing that."

 

Law shrugged and wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. His jaw was sore and his lips felt puffy but the rest of his body felt light as air. 

 

"I guess I like a lot of stuff with you," Law murmured and his heart jumped into his throat at the small smile Luffy gave him in response. 

 

"You're so cute, come here." Luffy wrapped his hands around Law's wrists and hauled him up onto the bed. Luffy curled legs and arms around Law's body and pulled him down to the blankets, pressing light kisses all over his face.

 

"You're absolutely ridiculous," Law muttered, though he couldn't battle the smile off his face, no matter how hard he tried.

 

"Mmm, if you weren't so cute, maybe I wouldn't have to be so ridiculous," Luffy said, punctuating every other word with another kiss to Law's cheek. Law rolled his eyes and half-heartedly tried to escape the tangle of limbs he was caught in. 

 

"Come on, it's late, I want to sleep!"

 

Luffy started giggling and squeezed Law tighter. "You started it!"

 

Well, he had a point there. 

 

"Fine, but now I'm ending it." Luffy smacked more frantic kisses to every inch of Law's face and neck as he continued to struggle out of the aggressive cuddle. "Lu, come on!"

 

Luffy giggled more against Law's skin. "I like it when you call me that. It's cute. Makes me feel all fuzzy and stuff."

 

Law felt the blood rushing to his face and his cheeks burned. 

 

"Torao..." Luffy murmured into the crook of Law's neck, suddenly quiet. He wrapped his legs tighter around Law's and sighed. "I never want to let you go." 

 

"I'll come right back, I promise," Law said softly, despite being fully aware Luffy probably wasn't referring to getting ready for bed. He opened and closed his mouth a few times, his brain tumbling through half a dozen different words that didn't feel quite right. He knew what Luffy wanted him to say. He'd been trying to figure out if it was how he actually felt for days on end. The problem was he had no reference point. He knew this felt different from relationships he'd been in before but he was still lost on what the hell that actually meant.

 

Luffy gave him another squeeze before finally untangling his limbs from around Law's body with a sigh. 

 

Law pushed himself up off the bed somewhat reluctantly, picking his boxers up off the floor and tossing them into his bag with his dirty shirt he'd worn all day. Law briefly wondered what would have happened if he'd actually said something about his struggle, how he was feeling, all his conflicted emotions. Would Luffy have listened patiently? Or would he be frustrated that Law was trailing so far behind where his own feelings were? 

 

He slipped into a pair of shorts as Luffy turned the light off. Luffy leapt back onto the bed, tugging Law down into the blankets with insistence. Two arms immediately curled back around Law's body in much the same way he imagined octopus tentacles would feel after watching that documentary with Bepo the other day.

 

"It's getting harder, you know," Luffy mumbled into Law's shoulder.

 

"What?"

 

"It's getting harder to sleep without you."

 

Luffy traced idle patterns on Law's arm, his breath brushing across Law's chest as he exhaled a soft sigh. Law let his hand trail along Luffy's shoulder, enjoying the soft warm skin beneath his fingertips. He'd slept like crap last night, and he had the sneaking feeling it was because he was having the same problem Luffy was. 

 

"Yeah. I know what you mean," Law whispered into the darkness. 

 

"You should just stay here all the time," Luffy murmured. "I just want to be next to you all the time, you know?"

 

He did know. He'd spent the day before wandering around his apartment in a daze, marveling at how incredibly silent it was. He used to love the quiet, the solitude. Now it felt empty and wrong in some way. He jumped at every noise and checked his phone every few minutes, hoping for a new message from Luffy or even better, a call. They'd practically fallen asleep on the phone last night, Luffy murmuring sweet nothings into his ear through the speaker as he started to drift off. He'd jerked back awake and realized they'd been sitting in silence for nearly five minutes. It sounded like he'd woken Luffy up when he told him it was time to get some sleep. 

 

He thought again about telling Luffy what he'd been feeling. Maybe he should admit that he's been thinking all the same things. Maybe they could talk about it. Hell, maybe Luffy could help Law put some words to the overwhelming and terrifyingly intense feelings that have been swimming around in his brain. 

 

Before he could open his mouth, Luffy snored softly against his chest.

 

Maybe they could talk about it tomorrow.







The first video went live on the site around 10am the next day and Law still hadn't gotten out of bed. He'd elected instead to scroll through the avalanche of emails on his phone while Luffy snored next to him, one arm still draped haphazardly across Law's stomach.

 

He'd vaguely wondered how the back end of the site would handle notifications about these videos. As it turned out, he got an email for each new subscriber to the specific channel Devil's Orchard had made to host the videos on. Between that and the new subscribers to his own channel and the notifications about all the comments on the new video, his inbox was completely flooded.

 

He cursed under his breath and started deleting each useless message one by one. Why wasn't there some way to opt out of these things? He swore a little louder when he accidentally deleted an email from Iva with two more scene scripts in it and had to go back to find it. The fifth train of the day rumbled by and Law was impressed once again that nothing fell off the walls in Luffy's room. He'd woken up to the first one barreling past at about 5am and could not believe that Luffy just slept through that racket every single day. He'd managed to drift in and out of sleep for a few more hours, but had mostly just been enjoying being wrapped in warm blankets that smelled like Luffy before he finally gave up in order to do something semi-productive.

 

Luffy finally began to stir as the rumbling receded off into the distance.

 

"Toraooo," he mumbled and flung himself in Law's general direction.

 

"Morning." Law caught Luffy's body before he slammed down on him with his full weight and wrapped his arms around Luffy's shoulders. Luffy grunted against his chest and pulled the blankets back up around them both.


"Morning cuddles." He managed to sound demanding despite the gravel in his voice and sleepy slur to the words.

 

"Morning's almost over, Lu. Should probably get up."

 

"Mmf," was all that came in response.

 

"The first video went live already," Law murmured.

 

That had Luffy sitting up quickly and yanking Law's phone from his hands.

 

"Really?! Do people like it?!" Law chuckled and tugged his phone out of Luffy's grasp. So much for still being tired. 

 

"I guess so, since I've got about a thousand emails about it." Law pulled up the website and saw the ad for their video front and center on the landing page. Luffy was clicking the thumbnail before Law could even comprehend what was happening.

 

"I wanna read the comments!" Luffy said excitedly as the video started playing. Law turned the volume down since he wasn't totally sure if Sabo had left for the day or how good the sound proofing was in Luffy's room. That and the dialogue in the beginning was cringe as fuck. Luffy reached around Law's arms and scrolled down to the comment section.

 

"Oh my GODS the two hottest guys on the site together?!? I am DED!!"

 

"Happy birthday to me, hot DAMN"

 

"Damn, I wish I could fuck that cute little face too"

 

Luffy started giggling as he scrolled through the comments. "I think they like it!"

 

"Yeah, no kidding," Law mumbled. New comments continued to roll in, some a little more, uh, creative than others. A handful of comments all came from one user and were just a dozen or so different emojis. Luffy pointed at one with 13 flame emojis and laughed.

 

"That's Barto! He's commenting on my stuff all the time but he never uses words! He's so funny!" 

 

Law rolled his eyes. People on this site sure were fucking weird. Like whoever commented "Damn, this really makes me wish I had a dick." Law knew there were a whole bunch of women subscribed to his page, but he'd never seen anyone comment that before. He considered the idea for a moment. He'd never wished for a different set of genitalia, but maybe having a set of huge tits would be fun— might make running a bit more difficult, though Nami didn't seem to have any problems staying in shape.

 

The comments that had him finally giggling along with Luffy were all from the same user.

 

"You'd think a site like Devil's Orchard could afford a real script writer! This is ASS! The plot makes NO SENSE."

 

"And who is RUNNING these cameras? These angles are so uninspired."

 

"What is this shit lighting at the end? You can hardly see anything... this dude's tattoos are hot as fuck tho"

 

"Gods, there's always one film critic," Law said between giggles. The plot really was ass though, they had that right. Iva was probably getting paid enough not to care about a small handful of keyboard critics though.

 

"Well, your tattoos are really hot," Luffy murmured and traced his fingers along the ink on Law's forearm. Law rolled his eyes and set his phone down on the bed.

 

"Coffee, Lu. Please tell me you have some."

 

Luffy clicked his tongue and climbed into Law's lap.

 

"Are you saying I'm not as good as caffeine?" Luffy ran his hands down Law's chest and pressed their lips together, his teeth catching on Law's lower lip as he pulled away. 

 

"Gods damn, Lu, have mercy on me. I need coffee first."

 

Luffy puffed out his lower lip and remained perched in Law's lap, arms now crossed tightly across his chest.

 

"Fine. Sabo's got some of the instant stuff, I think."

 

Ugh. Who even lives like that? Even at his poorest he'd at least had real coffee around. 

 

"Want to go get some brunch instead?"

 

As anticipated, that had Luffy scrambling off his lap in a hurry. Maybe he should have suggested showering first, but it was too late now. Luffy was tugging a t-shirt over his head already.

 

They ended up at Luffy's favorite breakfast place, and Law quickly realized why it was his favorite when he spotted the large buffet spread on the back wall. He sighed and hoped the place had decent coffee. They were probably going to be here for a while based on how Luffy's eyes lit up at the selection of food they walked past on their way to the table.

 

Luckily, the coffee was fresh and someone back there apparently knew how to brew it strong. The waitress refilled Law's mug for probably the sixth time as Luffy polished off yet another plate of food. Law had genuinely lost count of how many he'd gone through. Finally, Luffy leaned back into the booth with a satisfied sigh instead of leaping up to get another mountain of pancakes. They'd paid the bill about two plates ago, and Law was surprised the waitress hadn't thrown them out yet.

 

"So, next scene is tomorrow, right?" Luffy said, and sipped on his orange juice.

 

Law nodded. "Yeah, Iva said 3pm for that one. They sent two more scripts, too."

 

"Well, well, well," came an unpleasantly familiar voice from behind Law's right shoulder. "Long time no see, sweetheart."

 

Law felt his whole body tense and he turned to find none other than the worst ex-boyfriend ever grinning down at him and Luffy.

 

Fucking perfect. 

 

He'd somehow avoided the bastard for so damn long, despite their circles being relatively close to each other. The last thing he wanted to see on a Monday brunch date with Luffy was Eustass fucking Kid smirking at him like he'd just won some kind of prize. 

 

"Hello, Eustass," Law said curtly. There were two guys lingering about three feet away that Law recognized as Kid's loser friends. Maybe he could just leave and there wouldn't have to be a giant scene again like there had been the last time they'd spoken. He really didn't feel like having a fist fight in the street again, at least not in broad daylight.

 

Kid's gaze lingered on Luffy. "You found a new toy, huh? Guess I'm not surprised, since you've been this city's favorite cock sleeve for years."

 

"Who the fu-" Luffy started, but Law cut him off. He didn't need Luffy getting involved.

 

"I'm surprised they let you just walk around out here. Dogs on this side of town are supposed to be leashed, you know." 

 

Law sipped his coffee and hoped he was coming across as a lot less bothered than he felt. His blood was boiling in his veins and all he wanted was to sock the bastard in the eye again. Maybe curl his fist into that stupid red hair and smash his face into the pavement this time. A broken nose would certainly give him that 'though guy' look he'd been obsessed with.

 

Kid scoffed. "You always talk so sweet," he said coolly. He sized up Luffy again and grinned. "Didn't think you liked 'em so skinny. I'd say I'm surprised you haven't broken him yet, but I happen to know you hit like a girl." 

 

Law stomped on Luffy's foot when he saw him start to rise from the table. He looked up and returned Kid's smile with his own as Luffy swore and grit his teeth loud enough to be heard over the din of the restaurant.

 

"What a fascinating take," Law said with amusement. "Must be the concussion I left you with last time. You know, since you passed out cold on the pavement after one hit." Kid's friends snickered a little from behind him and his face flushed bright red before twisting into a sneer.

 

Kid dropped his voice low and said, "How's your shoulder, by the way?"

 

That had Law's mind flashing completely blank with white hot anger. The bastard had guilted him into that stupid fucking bondage session back in the day. He'd said he wasn't sure he'd like it, said he'd tied the damn knots too tight, said a lot of things that Kid didn't bother to fucking listen to, including when he coughed out 'stop' half a dozen times when Kid had wrapped his fucking hands around his throat. The bastard had forced him to yank his shoulder half out of the socket and crack their skulls together to get him to let off. He'd spun a thousand sappy apologies afterwards, claiming he had no idea what had come over him. Law had been so desperate for connection he'd actually believed him.

 

Law was standing next to the table filled with Luffy's empty plates before he knew what was happening. He opened his mouth to give Kid a real piece of his mind when Luffy stepped in front of him.

 

"You better back up before we have a problem."

 

Law had never heard Luffy's voice so cold. Kid squared up, drawing himself a little taller in the process. He was about the same height as Law, which meant he was a fair bit taller than Luffy and he was built like a brick wall, something Law deeply regretted ever finding attractive. Luffy didn't flinch, nor did he break the intense glare he was shooting Kid. 

 

Kid smirked and looked over Luffy's shoulder to Law. "Oi, get your new toy under control before I'm forced to break it."

 

Law did some mental calculations. He knew Kid was pretty strong. He'd gotten a little lucky with that right hook last time, mostly because Kid had been blasted off his ass that night. He could've been knocked out with a feather by that point. The other times they'd fought, Kid had backed off before it got too physical in an attempt to keep Law from leaving altogether. But Luffy was pretty damn strong. Even Kid hadn't managed to carry him around with the kind of ease Luffy had.

 

He decided he still didn't want to deal with a fist fight in the middle of the damn day, even if watching Luffy beat this asshole into the pavement would bring him immense joy.

 

"You wouldn't break him," Law said firmly to Kid over Luffy's shoulder. Then, a little quieter, "Luffy, this isn't worth it, I promise. Let's just go."

 

Kid's smug smile widened and Luffy hesitated. If Luffy wanted to punch Kid half as much as Law wanted to, they were quickly approaching an un-avoidable altercation. Luffy wasn't exactly a pro when it came to self-control. Law spotted Kid's two goons inching closer as people in the restaurant turned to look at them.

 

"Luffy, I mean it." Luffy shot a fierce look over his shoulder. "Please," Law murmured and Luffy's features softened just for an instant.

 

Kid huffed out something between a scoff and a laugh and Luffy whipped back around, glare back in place. 

 

"Better listen, boy. I'd hate to leave more scars on that cute face of yours," Kid sneered. 

 

"Torao," Luffy said flatly but didn't actually turn around to look at Law. "I'm leaving because you're asking me to, but I need you to know that anytime- anytime you want me to put this guy in a coma, you just let me know." With that, he set off towards the front of the restaurant, catching Kid's shoulder on his way with enough force to pull a hiss from the jerk's mouth. 

 

Kid's gaze snapped back to Law, cocky smirk plastered back onto his face. Law turned to follow Luffy out the door but Kid caught his wrist before he could get away.

 

"You miss it yet, baby? The way I used to make your toes curl?" Law felt his stomach turn and a wave of nausea washed over him. He was disgusted with himself for even entertaining this asshole for a night, let alone months. "I bet you've still got my number," Kid growled in his ear, his breath hot, sticky and uncomfortable. "I'll come give you a ride whenever you get tired of that twink you're with."

 

Law yanked his arm out of Kid's grip. "You're disgusting," he spat and caught Luffy's eye from the far side of the restaurant. The only word that could begin to describe the look on Luffy's face would probably be something like 'fury'.

 

Law crossed the length of the restaurant in a handful of long, rushed strides without looking back. Kid's cackling laughter followed behind him like a shadow.

 

"Torao, who-"

 

He pushed past Luffy and burst through the door and out into the bright light of the street. He picked his pace up and rounded the corner into an alley, bitter autumn wind stinging his face as he dug his teeth into the inside of his cheek.

 

Fuck that bastard. Gods, how long had it been? He kicked himself for still letting the guy climb under his skin. That had been a lifetime ago. He shouldn't still feel so vulnerable, so small, so completely stupid and helpless and-

 

"Torao!" 

 

Damn it, and now Luffy knew how fucking low he was. That look Luffy had on his face when Kid had grabbed him was haunting. He knew that look too damn well. It was the same one Kid had on his face whenever some guy had tried to chat Law up at a bar when they'd been together. It's not like he asked for this. He didn't tell Kid to show up, to talk to him, to touch him like that. His skin crawled at the memory and he wanted to scrub the place Kid's hand had been with some steel wool, strip it down to the bone and start over. 

 

Oh Gods, and now Luffy was catching up to him. He couldn't deal with the fucking accusations again, he couldn't get into yet another argument about how he was so much of a slut the whole damn city knew him. It wasn't true, it wasn't like that, he didn't mean to-

 

"Torao, stop, please!" 

 

Law froze and stared down at his shoes. At least they were away from the busy sidewalk now. He pulled in a deep breath and dug his nails into his arm where Kid's fingers had been. He'd avoided one fight, at least.

 

Luffy slowly stepped around Law. He watched those stupid flip flops Luffy always wore stop just in front of his own black canvas shoes. Here it comes...

 

"Are you alright?"

 

Law looked up from his shoes and found Luffy looking at him, brow still furrowed but this time with concern, not anger. 

 

"Torao," Luffy said softly and held his hand out towards Law. He looked down at Luffy's palm, steady and sure, and then back up at dark eyes filled with worry. "What's going on?" he asked, voice barely above a whisper. 

 

Suddenly, everything felt familiar. He'd seen this episode before. All sweet words and promises until something unseen shifted into lies and accusations. Sugar slipping into venom before he even noticed. All it had taken was one stupid mistake. He'd known Kid lived in this part of town, but he'd agreed to coming here with Luffy anyway, despite avoiding the neighborhood for well over a year and a half. He'd thought he was safe, thought he'd moved on. This was his fault. Again.

 

"I'm sorry," Law said finally, his voice sounding foreign and thin even to his own ears.

 

"What? Why?" 

 

Law opened his mouth but words wouldn't come out. He was still waiting for the fight, still waiting for Luffy to tell him he was a cheat and a whore, all because some stupid asshole had walked up and spoke to him. 

 

Luffy's warm hand brushed gently across the fingers Law was still digging into his wrist. 

 

"Hey, hey, listen to me," Luffy said. "That guy came to pick a fight. That's not your fault, Torao."

 

Finally, the quiet voice in the back of his brain got loud enough to drown out the guilt and panic. This was Luffy. He wasn't like that jerk from back then, or any of the other guys that made him feel like trash just for posting on the site. Hell, he was on the site too, right? 

 

Law grabbed Luffy's hand and pulled him in close, wrapping his arms around strong shoulders and burying his face in that mop of messy black hair.

 

"Thank you," he murmured. 

 

"For what? Gods, you're shaking," Luffy said, and started rubbing his hands along Law's back. "It's alright, you're good. He's gone."

 

He could feel the tightness in his throat and he bit down harshly on his lip. He swallowed the feelings down with a few deep breaths in Luffy's arms. He wouldn't give Kid the damn satisfaction of making him lose it in an alley behind some stupid breakfast joint. He pulled himself up a little straighter and focused on taking a few more slow, measured breaths. Luffy was right, it was alright. He'd gotten out unscathed, even if it didn't much feel like it.

 

Law sighed and took a half step back out of Luffy's arms, feeling significantly more collected than before. 

 

"You ok?" Luffy asked, letting his hands linger on Law's hips. 

 

"Yeah," Law breathed. "Yeah, I'm ok."

 

Luffy smiled at him softly and linked their fingers together. "Let's go home, Torao." 

 

Law nodded and let Luffy lead them back out of the alleyway towards the parking structure up the street where Law had parked the car. Law fought the urge to check over his shoulder to make sure Kid hadn't followed them as they made their way up the stairs of the garage. His stress began to ease when he saw his car still parked in the corner where he'd left it. When he finally got behind the wheel and shut the door behind him, it felt like oxygen had finally been re-introduced to his lungs.

 

Law let his head rest against the steering wheel, dropping the keys into a cup holder with a clatter. He replayed the scene in his mind again and chuckled a little to himself. Luffy regarded him with more concern from the passenger seat.

 

"You really said you'd put him in a coma, huh?" Law said finally.

 

Luffy sat up a little straighter and cracked his knuckles. "Damn right I did. I meant it too. I'll go back there right now Torao, you just say the word."

 

Law smiled as he sat up and ran a hand through his hair. He had half a mind to tell Luffy to go do it, honestly. Maybe he could film it for posterity before the cops showed up. Gods, it would be so satisfying to see that bastard really get his ass beat for once. He had no doubt Luffy really would march right back down there and have it out in the middle of the restaurant. 

 

"Can't get you banned from your favorite breakfast spot, Lu," Law said with a sigh. "In case you haven't figured it out yet, that is my ex-boyfriend."

 

"Figured it was something like that," Luffy said with a frown. "He's an ass. I can't believe he talked to you like that."

 

Law felt the heat rush to his face. "Yeah, I know. I don't know why I stuck around as long as I did. It was stupid."

 

"Wait, you're telling me he'd talk like that while you guys were together?" Law grimaced and nodded. He instantly wished he could disappear. Luffy probably thought he was pathetic, letting some jerk treat him like that. Really, it hadn't been like that at first. Kid had a particularly convincing nice-guy act and Law had fallen for it hook, line, and sinker.

 

"Gods, Law, if I ever see him again, I'm going to break every bone in his body," Luffy breathed. He balled his hand into a tight fist that shook slightly when he spoke next. "How fucking dare he. You don't talk like that to someone you care about." He shook out his fist and took a breath. "I should make it so no one can even recognize him," he muttered to himself. 

 

They sat in silence for a long moment, Luffy sitting stiffly in the passenger seat and Law staring into the cement wall of the parking structure. He struggled to put words to all the feelings that were tumbling through his brain all at once. That scene kept playing through his head, over and over. He kept watching Luffy shove himself in front of Kid, growling at him to back up, despite all of Law's attempts to keep him out of it. 

 

"Luffy," he started slowly, and slid his hand over where Luffy's was balled up in his lap. "Thank you for all that- back there, I mean." 

 

Luffy's shoulders fell from where they'd been bunched up by his ears and he sighed.

 

"Anytime, Torao." Luffy curled his hand around Law's and rubbed his thumb softly along the ink on the back of Law's hand. "I said I'd beat the shit out of anyone who hurt you. You deserve better than guys like that."

 

The tears threatened to crawl their way up and out of Law's throat again as he pulled in a sharp breath. He'd done absolutely nothing to deserve a guy like Luffy. He recalled what Sabo had asked of him the night before and shook his head. It sure felt like Luffy was taking care of him, not the other way around. He closed his eyes and sighed.

 

"Your place or mine?" Luffy asked quietly.

 

"Do you mind if we go to mine?"

 

Luffy shook his head and smiled. "Of course not. That place practically feels like mine too at this point."

 

Law started the car and began backing out of the parking spot, the radio softly murmuring out an old pop-punk song from half a lifetime ago.

 

"You really need more pictures on the walls though," Luffy said. "I know! I'll take more photos of us and get them printed! And more pictures of you smiling! You're so cute when you smile, Torao."

 

Law rolled his eyes. "It's still my apartment, Luffy."

 

"Yeah, but it's boring!" 

 

Luffy knit their fingers together tightly as Law drove them both home with just one hand on the steering wheel the entire way. By the time he got back to the apartment, he was feeling less confident it was just his home anymore. Especially when Luffy walked straight into his kitchen and started boiling water and pushing up onto his toes to reach the box of chamomile tea from the back of the cabinet. Law sunk into the couch and let Luffy's quiet off-key humming float through him as he let the weight of the morning slide off his shoulders. 

 

He let his gaze wander around his living room and caught on the handful of anatomy drawings he'd hung around the TV. The rest of the walls were blank with the exception of the collection of frames in the dining area. He'd never been one to want to decorate much. There wasn't anything wrong with white walls anyway...

 

"Jeez, Torao. Even all your mugs are black," Luffy murmured to himself in the kitchen. "So lame."



Well, maybe he could put a few more pictures up after all.

Notes:

Man, I know past toxic Kid/Law is so friggin cliche but dear god Kid's character makes it so easy to cast him as a villain, I couldn't resist.

I posted this chapter early for two reasons: 1- I wrote basically the entire rest of this story over the holiday weekend and I am VERY excited about it and 2- The NEXT chapter contains 2 very important scenes that I consider Critical Moments for Law and I consider it to be the real start to the final act in this story. I'm looking for any- ANY excuse to post it sooner despite it probably needing more edits...

Chapter 16: A Beautiful Mess

Notes:

This probably could have been two chapters, but in my mind these two events are directly related to each other. One doesn't happen without the other, so I put them both in one big chapter. You're welcome and/or I'm sorry.

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Iva had a last minute schedule change and pushed the shoot back by a whole day. Law was relieved that it wasn't just him throwing a wrench in their filming plans this time at least. He hadn't quite gotten back to feeling normal after running into Kid the day before. He'd triple checked that the bastard's number was still blocked but he was still resisting the urge to scrub his skin raw from where his filthy fingers had been. Luffy must have noticed somehow, since he had been peppering Law's arms with kisses every chance he got since the encounter.

 

Law set out to work on that study plan he'd promised to make for Luffy. Luffy elected to lounge around Law's apartment instead of helping, only half driving him crazy with the stupid humming as he tapped on his phone, giggling intermittently to himself. They were originally supposed to start studying after they got back from brunch the day before, but Law wasn't exactly feeling up to it by the time they got back to his apartment. Luffy had effortlessly talked him into tea, cuddles on the couch, and a goofy animated movie instead of getting any real work accomplished.

 

He pulled the study guide up on his laptop and sat down on the couch next to Luffy with purpose. He pulled Luffy's phone out of his hands and set it on the table as Luffy whined and made grabby-hands in his general direction.

 

"Torao!"

 

"Come on, you said you wanted to study for this thing, right?" Law said, pointing to the laptop screen.

 

To his surprise, Luffy smiled back at him. Really? No arguing? No negotiation? No more whining? Not even an attempt to pull Law's shirt off and get him distracted?

 

Well. That was suspicious.

 

"Sure, Torao," Luffy said sweetly. Law waited for the other shoe to drop. Luffy had complained about this even when they'd just planned for it the day before. He'd gone on and on about how miserable studying was, how boring it would be, and how frustrated he always got. The fact that he was suddenly completely on board made zero sense.

 

"On one condition," Luffy added. Ah, there it was.

 

Law rolled his eyes. Well, if it got him started on it then it would probably be worth it. How bad could it be? He probably just wanted a kiss or something dumb like that.

 

"Alright, fine. This is your test, you know."

 

Luffy grinned widely, clearly immensely pleased with himself over whatever he was about to say.

 

"I know!" He giggled a little and Law sighed.

 

"Well? Out with it."

 

"I'll let you take my phone and everything if," he pointed a single finger directly at Law's chest, "you call the school like you said you were going to last week."

 

Damn it. That had been the deal they made yesterday. One phone call for two hours of undivided attention from Luffy. Law realized he'd been optimistic in assuming Luffy had forgotten about it overnight.

 

"Fine," Law said. "But I want you to go through this list while I'm on the phone. Highlight the stuff you feel like you know well enough to be tested on tomorrow in yellow. Orange can be things you know a little about but aren't sure of." He pushed the laptop towards where Luffy was still giggling on the couch. He was still so pleased with himself for coming up with this bargain. 

 

"Great! Now go call!" Luffy pulled the laptop into his lap and slumped back into the cushions.

 

Law pushed himself up off the couch and wandered into his office, shutting the door quietly behind him. 

 

Alright, phone call. To admissions. Easy.

 

He pulled his phone out of his pocket and sat down at his desk. He unlocked the screen and stared down at it like it might bite him.

 

It was literally a single phone call. He'd rehearsed what he'd say for the entire weekend. All he needed to do was punch the number in, ask for Ikkaku, and then listen to whatever she had to say. Simple!

 

Right.

 

Ok.

 

Hang on, what was the number again? Bepo had jotted it down on some paper before he'd left the other day, where had he stashed it? He glanced around his desk and didn't see it. Shit, he could have sworn he put it on top of his keyboard... where did it go? He stood back up from his desk chair and looked around the floor for a bit, kicking himself for not saving it in his phone when Bepo had first handed it to him.

 

This was stupid. Maybe he should just call tomorrow.

 

"I don't hear any voices!" Luffy called from the living room.

 

Damn it. Damn it all.

 

"Mind your own business, you brat!" Law called back. Finally his eye caught on a scrap of white paper sticking out from under his headphones. Got it!

 

He flattened the paper out onto the desk and sat back in the chair. "Grad Admits- Ikkaku" was scrawled across the top of the paper in Bepo's sloppy handwriting, followed by a series of numbers that he had clearly slowed down to write since they were much clearer than the words he'd written.

 

Law slowly punched the numbers into the phone.

 

Ok, alright, it'll be fine. It's just a phone call, right? Nothing to get worked up about.

 

He hit the green call button and the line started ringing. 

 

Fuck, but what if Sabo had been wrong? He didn't practice that kind of law, he might not have all the latest information. Shit, what if they'd changed it, what if they wouldn't-

 

"SU Graduate Admissions, how can I help you?" a nasally female voice broke across the line and Law scrambled to remember that mini script he'd been practicing in his head for days.

 

"Uh, hi, yeah. This- I'm calling for, uh, Ikkaku?"

 

"Who may I ask is calling?"

 

"This is Trafalgar Law. I'm, uh, a previous student."

 

"One moment please."

 

"Are you doing it?!" Luffy's voice drifted through the closed door and Law groaned.

 

"Damn it, Luffy! Mind your own business!"

 

"Hello, this is Ikkaku," a pleasant female voice said into the phone.

 

"Uh, hi. This is Trafalagar Law, I'm, uh, a previous med student that withdrew a few years ago. I'm looking for information on re-admittance?"

 

"Ah! You're Bepo's friend, right?"

 

"Yeah. That's me, I guess," Law said and smiled a little. Bepo always kept his promises.

 

"I'm so glad you called! I actually just got done talking with the med program about your case!"

 

"Oh, uh, really?" He hadn't expected her to actually do anything until after he called and started some kind of official process.

 

"Of course! Bepo told me you'd be calling, so I started looking into it since your case is a bit unique. Dr. Crocus was thrilled to hear you were interested in re-joining the program, by the way. He said you were an excellent student- top of the class, even!"

 

"Uh, yeah," Law said, struggling to find words to string together that were coherent. This wasn't what he'd expected at all. "I can't believe he remembers me, honestly. It's been a while."

 

"Of course he does! The program here isn't that large, you know. A student like you would stand out." She paused for a moment and the sound of typing on a keyboard drifted into the phone. "Give me just a minute to pull your file up, ok?"

 

"Sure..." Law couldn't stop bouncing his foot against the floor. Fuck, this was so nerve wracking. What if she couldn't even find his records? It had been years after all. Gods, he really couldn't handle having to start back at the beginning again. 

 

"Here you are! Alright, let's see," Ikkaku said brightly. "Wow, he wasn't kidding, you really were the top student in that class. You'd have been valedictorian if you'd kept that up." Law felt his face warm. He'd never told anyone his actual class rank, especially Penguin. He hadn't wanted anyone to treat him weird. He'd dealt with that already with his undergrad program.

 

"Alright, so," Ikkaku continued. Law felt his heart rate start to skyrocket. "Here's how this works. Since you voluntarily withdrew while you were in good standing, you don't have to re-apply through general admissions," she explained. 

 

"What does that mean?"

 

"It means you won't have to re-take the entrance exams or compete for a seat with the current graduating class you'd be joining. As long as you meet the re-admittance requirements, you'll be admitted with the start of the next semester you need to complete."

 

Law bit his lip as something like hope creeped under his skin. "So, what are the re-admittance requirements?"

 

"You'll need to write a statement about why you withdrew and why you're returning, submit a letter of recommendation from one of the faculty, pass a new background check, and then pass the advancement exam for the last semester you completed." 

 

"Advancement exam?"

"Oh, right. With your grades, you probably never had to worry about that!" Ikkaku said with a bit of a chuckle. "Since we have an integrated block schedule here, there's one final exam for all the courses in the semester, you remember that of course."

 

He did. They had exams every two weeks and they were cumulative for the material taught for all the subjects over the past two weeks instead of having a bunch of separate courses with their own test material. The final exam every semester had been brutal since there was so much material to cover.

 

"If a student's total grade fails to meet the passing requirement after the final exam, they are allowed to take an advancement exam. If they can pass the advancement exam with a 75 or higher, they are considered to have passed the course and can move on to the next semester."

 

"So, basically I just have to take the final exam for the last semester I completed?" That couldn't possibly be right. It had to be harder than that.

 

"Yup! Let's see here, looks like the last semester you passed was Year Three, Semester One. Great! If you can pass the advancement exam by the end of this semester, you can jump right in with the current class in January!"

 

Law was silent for a moment while he processed that information. It was the end of September now, so that meant he had nearly three months to catch back up with where he'd left off.

 

Woah. Three months? He'd shoved way more information in his brain in much less time.

 

"There's no rush, of course, Law. If you'd rather wait until next year, you could still do that. Your credits have another two years left before you'd have to start repeating courses. My personal experience is that students are more successful the sooner they come back, though."

 

Wow. Sabo really had been right. They had to honor his credits for six full years!




Holy shit. 




He could actually go back.




"Did I lose you? Are you there?"

 

"Uh, yeah, sorry. Yeah I'm here."

 

"Oh! I forgot to mention, Bepo technically counts as faculty, you know. He could easily write your letter of recommendation."

 

"Seriously?" She had to be pulling his leg with that one. No way could Bepo do that for him. It was all too easy. Surely that was a conflict of interest or something.

 

"Of course! All you need is someone who's full time faculty here to say that you're a good person who had a legitimate reason for leaving and that you're committed to returning to academics. It's nothing fancy, really! They just want to make sure you're serious about it before they admit you back."

 

"Alright, well, uh," he stumbled over his words and tried to figure out what he needed to ask next. "What, uh, what do I need to do to start all this?"

 

"No worries! I'll send you an e-mail with all the forms and the requirements! The sooner you get back to me, the sooner we can schedule you to sit for the advancement exam. I just need your email address."

 

Law rattled off his email address in a daze. He must be hallucinating this. There was no way this could be real. 

 

"Beautiful! I'll get that sent off in a bit. Just give me a ring if you have any questions, alright?"

 

"Uh, sure. Thanks, Ikkaku."

 

"Any time! Have a great day!"

 

The call ended and Law stared down at his phone for a long time in silence.

 

An essay, a letter of recommendation, a background check, and one exam he'd already passed once.

 

Wow. 

 

Law pulled the door open and found Luffy sitting with his feet pulled up on a chair at the small table near the kitchen that was conveniently positioned across from his office, a finger shoved in between his lips. Luffy pulled his hand quickly away from his mouth and it hit the table with a smack. Had he been biting his nails? The laptop Law had given him sat abandoned on the coffee table in the living room, along with Luffy's phone, and Luffy looked at him with worry painted all over his face.

 

"Well? How'd it go?" Luffy asked.

 

Had he been worried about how the call would go? Was he worried about Law going back to school?

 

"Well," Law said, trying to decide where to start. He'd been pretty blunt about how shitty dating a med student was, and he hadn't anticipated being able to go back so soon. What if Luffy didn't want to put up with all that? Would he be upset that things were changing so soon? It was only a few months away, after all. If he could pass that exam, that is.

 

"Well, what?! Come on, Torao!"

 

"I, uh, I have to write something about why I left and I have to pass a pretty big test but," Law paused and carefully watched Luffy's face for his reaction. "I could go back in January."

 

Luffy leapt up from the chair and it clattered to the floor behind him. "Really?! Like this January?!"

 

Law nodded, still not entirely sure if Luffy was excited or what.

 

A huge grin broke across Luffy's face. 

 

"That's AMAZING!" Suddenly, Luffy was wrapping his arms around Law's waist and squeezing him tightly. "Now we get to study together!"

 

Law felt a breath he didn't know he was holding leave his lungs. "Yeah, I guess we do," he murmured. 

 

Shit, he'd forgotten to ask Ikkaku for the syllabus for that semester. He could barely remember what the hell they'd covered. He hoped he still had all the books he needed. He'd lost a few when the storage locker he was using flooded while he was couch surfing. 

 

Luffy took half a step back, letting his hands linger on Law's hips. He pushed up onto his toes and pressed a firm kiss to Law's lips.

 

"You're going to be a doctor, Torao!" 

 

"I-" his breath caught in his throat. 

 

Shit. Maybe he really could do it. Finally.

 

"My kid's going to be a doctor!" Cora had leaned out the living room window and shouted into the street when he'd come home with his offer letter from the med school program. He'd grabbed his camera off the shelf and taken a blurry selfie of the two of them, his arm wrapped around Law's shoulder and a huge grin on his face. "I'm so proud of you, Law." 

 

He tried to swallow down the tears as Luffy looked up at him with concern. He glanced over his shoulder at the small collection of photos he had on the wall. Cora's blurry smile shone right back at him, Law's own half-smile barely discernible behind the crumpled paper he was holding in front of his face to hide from the camera.

 

His vision blurred and he sucked in a sharp breath. Luffy followed his gaze over to the photos. Law sniffled and tried to take a step back, to pull himself together, but Luffy stepped right up next to him again.

 

"Are you alright?"

 

"I- I'm-" He could feel the tightness in his throat, the heat rushing to his face. Fuck, keep it together. It was fine, everything was fine. Don't be so dramatic. He's gone. He's been gone for years. It didn't matter any more.

 

"You can cry if you want, Torao," Luffy said quietly. 

 

Law choked out half a laugh as a tear slipped down his cheek against his will. "It's just- I can't- I-" Law stuttered out. Fuck, he was supposed to be happy, not blubbering like an idiot. Gods, when had he become such a mess? Luffy probably thought he was crazy. He tried to swallow again, pull in another breath, but when he inhaled it got caught in his throat again. 

 

And Luffy was still just looking at him like that. Gods he didn't want to do this in front of Luffy. He wouldn't force Luffy to comfort him like that. It was too much for someone else. Hell, he couldn't even explain why the hell he was upset. This was way too complicated for Luffy to handle. 

 

Except that Luffy didn't look worried about that in the slightest. In fact, he was still smiling softly and rubbing his thumbs along the hem of Law's shirt where they rested on his hips.

 

"I really don't care why, you know," Luffy said. "Just cry if you want. You don't need a reason."

 

Law hauled Luffy towards him as the flood of emotions finally crashed through him. The shame from waiting so long and all the things he did to fill the time. Crushing anxious worry over if he could even still do it. Immense guilt. Suffocating guilt. He was supposed to be the smart one, the future doctor, the med student, the success story that rose out of tragedy and what the hell had he done to help the man who saved his poor pathetic excuse for a life? He should have noticed sooner. Should have dragged him to a doctor when he started saying 'just another damn cold' a couple times a month instead of a couple times a year. 

 

Deep, bone chilling regret of all the things he never got to say filled his lungs and poured out of his body.

 

Luffy held up close to half his weight as Law held onto the back of his t-shirt for dear life, sobbing into his shoulder as the cracks in the inside finally exploded outwards. The only other person that had ever seen him cry like this was Bepo, who'd come with him back to Cora's apartment after the funeral. Law had held it together through the entire service, mostly by not speaking a single word unless he had to. Bepo had insisted on driving him back and had refused to leave when Law tried to throw him out. 

 

He'd broken down when he saw the lighter next to the ashtray on the table in the dining room. That was when it finally hit him that he'd never sit there and talk shit about the neighbors again, or argue about his dating choices, or suffer through Cora's burned dinners ever again. 

 

And Cora would never get to see him graduate med school.

 

They sunk down onto the floor together as close to four entire years of carefully repressed emotions ripped out of Law's soul. He had no idea how long they stayed like that, but his knees ached from where they pressed into the hard floor when he finally managed to pull in a full breath without hiccupping. Luffy never moved an inch, rubbing slow circles along his back silently as Law coughed, sniffled, and sputtered into his shoulder. By the time his breathing evened out to something even remotely normal, Luffy's shirt was soaked with snot and tears where Law had been leaning on him.

 

Law pulled away slowly, sitting back onto his heels from where he'd been kneeling. He pulled both hands across his face and grimaced as he wiped them on his jeans. 

 

"S-sorry about your shirt," Law choked out, still staring down at his knees, his voice hoarse and cracking. 

 

Luffy set both his hands on top of Law's and slipped his fingers under Law's palms. 

 

"You know I can just steal one of yours," he said simply.

 

The laughter was leaving Law's throat before he could stop it. What a dumb fucking thing to say to someone who just bawled on the floor for no damn reason. Law held tightly onto Luffy's hands as he laughed at Luffy, himself, and the whole ridiculous hand he'd been dealt. 

 

Here he was, crying like a baby after hearing what should have been good news, clinging to a guy he'd only met because he was broke enough to start filming solo pornos. Gods, his life was insanity.

 

"Toraoooo," Luffy said and pulled one of Law's hands to his lips, pressing kisses onto his fingers. "What's so funny? You're supposed to tell me funny things!"

 

Law leaned into Luffy's space and kissed him softly. He pulled one hand away from Luffy's to card it through his soft, wild hair and Luffy squeezed his other hand tightly. Luffy tasted like salt and the maple syrup he'd drenched his waffles in that morning. He giggled a little against Law's mouth and his now-damp and too-large shirt slipped off his shoulder as he leaned into the kiss. He moved with a bit too much enthusiasm and their teeth clacked together just slightly.

 

He was perfect.

 

Law finally noticed how red Luffy's eyes were when he pulled away. Had he been crying too? Luffy's lips curved into a smile and he looked at Law like he had back at Sabaody Tower under those twinkling lights while a love song drifted over them and the stars emerged from the sky.

 

"January, huh?" he whispered. 

 

"Yeah. January."

 

Luffy's smile slowly widened into a grin that reached all the way up to the corners of his eyes.

 

"I can't wait."

 

Law almost said it then. The words filled his brain with such intensity that it stole his breath away. His chest burned for half a dozen reasons, but Luffy's smile added one more to the pile. There was fear still, too. Smaller, but still cold and lingering somewhere deep, filling the scars he had on his soul from long ago and aching to drain the warmth from him again. This time, it didn't quite manage to creep through his veins and wrap around his throat like it had before. 

 

Just as he opened his mouth, Luffy pushed himself up off the carpet and held a hand out to Law. 

 

"Wanna shower or something?"

 

Law took Luffy's hand and let him pull him up off the floor. His body felt lighter, suddenly. Like he'd left some heavy weight that he'd been dragging around in a puddle on the floor where they'd been wrapped around each other. He glanced down at the dried snot and tears smeared across his jeans and wrinkled his nose at the sight.

 

"Yeah. A shower sounds good."








Luffy and Law arrived at the shoot together the next day, ten minutes late, much to Iva's amusement.

 

"Starting a carpool now, are we?" they said, eyebrow raised as Law and Luffy walked into the studio, Luffy tugging on Law's fingers. 

 

"Torao's car is way faster than the trains, Iva," Luffy explained and kept their fingers linked tightly together all the way to the locker bank at the back of the studio. Law was well past caring by that point. Luffy did whatever he wanted, and he wanted whatever the hell this relationship was. Law was becoming more convinced it may take a divine intervention to change Luffy's mind. Iva didn't stand a chance.

 

"We need some promotional photos today before the scene," Iva said when he and Luffy finally made it to the stage. "We'll go over the stage directions after that. Go get dolled up. We'll start with the poses on the couch first."

 

The vast majority of the photos ended up being Law looming possessively over Luffy and looking kind of predatory about it, though there were a handful of lighter ones too. Law particularly liked the ones where he was pulling playfully at Luffy's clothes and Luffy half-heartedly batted him away. He had to admit though, the ones with him holding the bright red rope tightly around Luffy's chest as he kissed along his neck from behind were damn hot. He'd whispered the most filthy things into Luffy's ear while the camera snapped away, pulling the rope a little tighter to make his point a few times. The blush on Luffy's face had been genuine and delicious.

 

"I'll send you two copies of all of these," Iva said, passing the rope back off to some stage hand who began winding it back up. "I want you each to post a few of them yourselves over the next few weeks. These videos come out once a month, so hype them up in between, alright?"

 

Oh hell yes, he wouldn't even have to beg Iva for copies. Luffy seemed equally thrilled at the news and began bouncing a little on his toes. 

 

"Scene time?" Luffy asked, much too eagerly.

 

Iva rolled their eyes and sighed. "Stage directions first, Luffy. Especially for this one."

 

"Boo," Luffy huffed, draping himself around Law's arm, which had become his usual position for going over stage directions. Iva ran them through the script again briefly, touching on the time targets and emphasizing to Luffy that he could stop the scene at any time if he felt uncomfortable. Luffy nodded in understanding the first few times, but by the last explanation of how he could get himself out of the restraints, he was frustrated.

 

"Iva, I get it, jeeze. Torao showed me how already, alright?" Luffy huffed and stalked over towards the set bed, flopping onto his back.

 

"I'm just making sure we're all safe here, kid. It looks better if you're having a good time, too."

 

Luffy clicked his tongue. "If it's anything like the other night with Torao, I'll have an amazing time. Don't worry so much!"

 

Law was confident that if he tried hard enough, he could crawl under the floorboards, never to be seen again. Iva laughed and shot Law a grin.

 

"Well," Iva said, voice dripping with amusement. "Think you could muster that performance again, Torao?"

 

Alternatively, maybe he could just leave now and walk into traffic. He wouldn't have to suffer this level of abuse if he was dead. 

 

He cleared his throat in a pointless attempt at regaining composure. 

 

"I'll, uh, see what I can do," he muttered. 

 

Approximately three heart beats later, he was pressing the vibrator to Luffy's entrance, murmuring some bullshit line about seeing how long he could last. The scene was basically about orgasm denial. Luffy wore a cock ring for most of it, and his dick was flushed a much darker pink than usual as Law inched up the setting on the vibrator. 

 

They hadn't practiced with the cock ring before, but Luffy assured him he was very familiar with them and how they worked. In fact, he had decided to show Law every single photo and video he'd made with one on as Law struggled to get ready for the shoot without getting too distracted. By the time they'd made it out of Law's apartment, his blood was boiling in his veins. Every time Luffy touched him, his heart raced and he longed to tear his clothes off and fuck him senseless against the closest flat surface. 

 

The only way he'd managed to hold himself back was by reminding himself that he'd be the one explaining to Iva why he couldn't do the shoot that day. He certainly couldn't stomach admitting that they had to reschedule because he couldn't keep it in his pants for a few hours.

 

Luffy whined and pulled against the bright red ropes around his wrists as Law continued to fuck him slowly with the vibrator.

 

"Easy, now. You agreed you wouldn't come until I said you could," Law purred. Luffy gasped as he turned the vibe 180 degrees and pressed the tip of it against Luffy's prostate briefly. 

 

"Please, please," Luffy whined breathlessly. "I'll be good, I swear! More!"

 

Both the cock ring and the vibrator were actually Luffy's. They'd run back over to his apartment to grab them in a rush, already running behind from all of Luffy's stupid distractions. Of course, Luffy had also spent entirely too long trying to decide which of the nearly dozen vibrators he owned would be best for the scene and whining over not knowing what color the rope would be. He'd wanted to pick a cock ring that matched. Law didn't understand the dilemma. Everything he owned was simply black.

 

Law traced his finger lightly around the head of Luffy's cock, watching it twitch in the confines of the bright red cock ring he wore. In his indecision, Luffy had grabbed three before sprinting out the door back down to Law's car, muttering something about Iva and the lack of details in the scripts as he shoved the red, black, and blue toys in his bag.

 

Law caught Iva holding up two fingers from off stage. Two minutes until the next position. Law wasn't completely sure Luffy was warmed up enough yet. He figured he better work faster. 

 

He moved the vibrator in and out of Luffy's body a little faster and Luffy moaned and tried to push himself down onto the toy. That was more like it. Law let his free hand wrap around Luffy's length loosely, and pressed his thumb against Luffy's slit.

 

"Oh Gods!"

 

That was much more like it. Law kept up the teasing touches for another minute or so, until Luffy's legs began to shake and he was panting hard, pulling the rope tight against his skin. Perfect timing, as Iva held up a closed fist from off stage. 

 

Unfortunately, Law couldn't remember his next line to save his life. 

 

Shit, he knew how he was supposed to move next, but what the hell was he supposed to say? Damn it. His head was full of nothing but all those stupid video clips Luffy had teased him with all morning. What was his fucking line?

 

"More!" Luffy gasped and pulled himself up by the ropes so he could lock eyes with Law. "Need more!" 

 

Well, fuck the stupid script anyway. Whatever. They'll just wing this one. He stopped looking off stage and pushed the cameras out of his mind, instead focusing on the melting look Luffy was giving him.

 

"So greedy," Law said, withdrawing the toy slowly from Luffy's entrance. Luffy groaned and let his legs fall open, still breathing hard and trembling slightly. 

 

"You want my cock or you want more toys, hmm?" Law traced his finger around the tip of Luffy's cock again and he gasped sharply, throwing his head back onto the pillows and bucking his hips up towards where Law's fingers had briefly been.

 

"Answer me," Law said firmly. They were approximately back on script now, at least, he hoped they were. 

 

"Fuck me! Please!"

 

Law popped open the lube bottle and poured a generous amount onto his length before pulling both of Luffy's ankles up onto his shoulders. He leaned forward a little as he lined up, letting his cock press against Luffy for a long moment without entering. 

 

Luffy tried desperately to move himself farther onto Law's cock, snapping the rope tightly against the bed frame as he cursed under his breath. He really was gorgeous like this, Law thought, especially as his eyes rolled back into his head and his eyes fluttered closed when Law slowly pushed forward. A long moan dripped from Luffy's lips as he bottomed out and he watched the flush on Luffy's cheeks darken when he began to move. 

 

As Luffy's moans got louder, Law picked up the pace. He pushed Luffy's legs towards the headboard slowly, even though he knew Luffy was plenty flexible enough to be folded in half. Hell, they'd done exactly this position the first time they'd messed around at the set, minus the ropes of course.

 

Luffy's breath hitched as Law continued his pace. Law heard something shift in his breathing, his gasps sounding more pained than pleasured, his whimpers more broken than usual. He looked down and found Luffy's brow furrowed but not the way it usually was when they were like this. Luffy sucked in another breath that sounded more like a hiccup and Law stopped, pushing Luffy's knees down off his shoulders so quickly his legs bounced on the mattress. He yanked the center cord that bound Luffy's hands to the headboard and pulled him into a sitting position by the ropes still tied around his wrists.

 

"You good?" Law murmured into Luffy's ear, pretending as if he was whispering some dirty talk to him. Luffy nodded.

 

"Keep going," Luffy whispered between fast, short breaths. "Just not like that." 

 

Law pressed their lips together roughly, Luffy kissing him back eagerly. He was buying time, really. He needed to think of where to go from here without having to cut the whole thing and start over. He was also giving Luffy a chance to catch his breath, though maybe he didn't need to, since Luffy's tongue was already sweeping across his mouth aggressively. 

 

Law pulled their lips apart, Luffy letting out a needy whine as they separated.

 

"You still want to come on my cock?" Law said finally, loud enough for the mics to pick up.

 

Luffy let out a broken half-moan as Law wrapped his hand around his still hard, flushed dick that was bound with the cock ring.

 

"Please!"

 

Luffy's hands were still tied loosely together, and Law held the two ropes in one hand. He leaned back onto the bed and tugged a little on the ropes, jerking Luffy's arms towards him.

 

"Get to work, then."

 

Luffy straddled Law's hips, lower lip catching between his teeth as he positioned himself. Law used the hand he wasn't holding the ropes with to help Luffy line himself up. Luffy's sigh drifted into a moan as he sunk down onto Law's length again. He moved slowly as first, grinding himself along Law's body, building steadily back up to the pace they'd been working to before. 

 

Law watched Luffy carefully, relief washing over him as all the sounds dripping from his lips became familiar again. He tugged on the rope and Luffy pitched forward with a gasp, hands braced against Law's chest.

 

"Faster," Law demanded and Luffy's eyes burned with defiance. He prayed Luffy would keep his head for just a few more minutes so they could get through this. The script was in tatters, and Law was shocked Iva hadn't shouted for a full stop yet.

 

Finally, Luffy smirked. There he was. That was definitely back to normal. 

 

Luffy pulled himself back up straight, pulling the ropes tight where Law was still gripping them. He licked his lips and set a blistering pace. Law moaned as Luffy's back arched and his legs flexed with every bounce as he rode Law like it was his job— he belatedly realized it kind of was. 

 

"Gods, that's it- just like that," Law gasped, watching Luffy's flush creep down his neck and across his chest. Fuck, he was so beautiful. Law reached his free hand out, wrapping it around Luffy's cock. 

 

"YES! LAW!"

 

Gods, he would never get tired of hearing his name tear from Luffy's throat like that. He gripped his length tighter, fingers drifting down to where the cock ring was holding Luffy's orgasm at bay.

 

"You want to come on my cock like a good boy?"

 

"YES! Please! Please!" Luffy's legs shook and voice cracked at the edges. He must have still been revved up from all that foreplay with the vibrator. Luffy's movements didn't miss a single beat, and a long moan poured from Law's lips as Luffy's body tightened around him. Fuck, he'd wanted to fuck Luffy like this for hours. All those damn photos with him spread out on his bed, bright colored cock rings wrapped around his leaking erection, and fucking himself with a variety of toys, had driven Law completely crazy all damn day. 

 

Law fought to keep his eyes open as his fingers fumbled along the cock ring, Luffy continuing to ride him like it was the last thing he'd ever do. Finally, he found the small notch in the silicone and twisted the band free. Luffy pulled hard against the ropes, wrenching them out of Law's grasp and leaning back to brace his hands on Law's thighs. His back arched and a guttural moan tore from his throat. 

 

Law had planned on finishing Luffy off with his hand but apparently, he didn't need to. Luffy's entire body jerked as his orgasm ripped through his body and he painted Law's chest with streaks of hot white cum. Luffy's body squeezed around Law's length and the combination of watching Luffy fall apart hands-free, and the tight, hot heat around his length had Law gasping and spilling into Luffy's body, white knuckles gripping the blankets beneath them. 

 

They spent a few moments both gasping for air before the world moved again.

 

"Luffy?" Law managed to get out around panting breaths. He couldn't string enough words together for the actual question he was trying to ask. Luckily, Luffy seemed to understand, and he nodded a few times, pushing himself up from where he was still leaning back and braced against Law's legs.

 

He had about two seconds to come down and get his brain moving before Iva was stalking across the stage.

 

"Law," Iva snapped before turning back briefly to the stage crew. "Cut! Obviously!"

 

"Hang on, Iva," Law panted and pulled Luffy's hands into his. He slowly removed the ropes from Luffy's wrists and guided Luffy down off his lap. Luffy was still breathing hard too, but hell, at least it was normal breathing. 

 

Law pushed himself up and curled his arms around Luffy's body.

 

"Are you alright? What happened?" Law murmured in Luffy's ear.

 

"You mind telling me what the hell that was?" Iva stood at the foot of the bed, arms crossed, and glaring at Law.

 

"For fucks sake, Iva, he couldn't breathe!" Law bit back.

 

"He didn't make any indication he wanted things to stop!"

 

"He didn't need to!" Law pulled himself away from Luffy and moved towards the edge of the bed so he wasn't yelling in Luffy's ear. "I can tell, damn it! You let me make the change, didn't you?"

 

Iva scoffed as Law pushed himself to his feet. He was vaguely aware that he was still completely naked and covered in cum that was slowly dripping down his chest. He didn't have it in him to care.

 

"I let you keep going in the hopes the shoot wouldn't be a total loss. I have to pay all these people, you know," Iva barked and leveled an accusing finger at Law. "You barely saved it."

 

Law's voice echoed off the ceiling as his words rumbled through his chest and tore out of his throat. 

 

"I don't give a damn about the shoot, Iva! I care about HIM!"

 

The words were out of his mouth before he even knew what he was saying. Law sucked in a sharp gasp, a little shocked at his own words. There was a long, tense moment of charged silence. Iva's jaw clenched and Law braced for the fall out as Iva squared up to him. This was it. He was totally fired.

 

"He's right, Iva, I couldn't breathe," Luffy murmured from the bed. Iva's expression instantly softened, their arms dropping from where they had been pulled tightly across their chest.

 

"Why didn't you call a stop, kiddo?" they asked quietly.

 

"I don't know, I- I couldn't figure out what to say. I didn't really want to stop everything, I just needed him to let me up a bit. That was all." Luffy pushed himself onto his knees and reached out for Law's hand where he was standing next to the bed. "He knows what I need," Luffy said firmly.

 

Law looked down at Luffy's soft smile beneath a disastrous tangle of hair and sighed. He slid his hand into Luffy's warm outstretched fingers. 

 

What a beautiful mess they'd made of things.

 

Iva looked from Luffy to Law and back again. They opened their mouth as if to say something and then hesitated for a moment.

 

"You really couldn't breathe?" Iva asked. Luffy nodded.

 

"You said you two practiced this. What was different?"

 

Luffy's brow furrowed and he bit his lower lip. Law decided he better handle the answer to Iva's question.

 

"We practiced the bondage, but the position was different," he explained. "We'd done that position before without the ropes. When we practiced at my place we didn't focus on the script." He took a breath and forced himself through the discomfort of sharing his and Luffy's private life with Iva. He pulled his hand away from Luffy and sat back down on the bed, staring down at his bare feet. 

 

"I wanted him to get comfortable with the ropes so, I- well- I bottomed. It wasn't that different from that last position I put him in, just with roles reversed. Sort of." Damn, this was harder to explain than he thought.

 

Iva tapped their finger to bright purple lips and regarded him with curiosity. "Is that so?" They turned and beckoned for one of the stage hands. "Grab two towels for me, love. And clear the set. We need to have a chat."

 

There was a flurry of movement in the darkness off-stage and two white towels magically appeared on the bed. Law pulled one across the mess on his chest before folding it across his lap with a sigh. He briefly wished he could transport himself literally anywhere else. There was absolutely no way this was about to go well.

 

"Don't be mad at Torao just because we're fucking off set!" Luffy said defensively as Iva's director's chair was pushed on stage towards the foot of the bed. 

 

"I'm not, Luffy," Iva said with a sigh. "I've got a feeling you talked him into that in the first place, from what Nami tells me." Luffy blushed as Iva settled into the chair and set their purple patent leather heels up on the foot of the bed. 

 

The door to the set closed with a rattle that echoed through the space before dropping off into complete silence. The stage crew really had cleared out in a hurry. 

 

"Alright boys, no more secrets. I need details. Law, how long have you two been together?"

 

Law pushed himself up towards the headboard and leaned against it, keeping the towel over his lap and wishing he had about five more to hide under. "Since the day we signed the contract," he admitted. Iva raised an eyebrow.

 

"Who's idea was it?"

 

"Mine!" Luffy raised his hand high in the air, his face set in a defiant frown. The towel he'd been offered was still folded neatly and draped across the side of the bed. 

 

"Well, I didn't exactly stop you," Law murmured. 

 

"Tell me about how things work off set," Iva said, steepling their fingers as they slumped down into the chair. "What are your preferences for who tops?"

 

"We switch," Luffy said bluntly.

 

"Yes," Iva said with a sigh. "I gathered. But which do you prefer?"

 

Luffy shrugged and leaned back into his hands, entire body still bare and exposed to the cool air of the studio. Law really had no idea how someone could move through life with so little shame. 

 

"I like it all," Luffy said. "Everything feels good with Torao."

 

Iva's eyes drifted to Law. "And you?" He felt his face warm and he glanced off the edge of the bed in an attempt to escape Iva's probing gaze. He felt like a bug pinned to a collector's board, slowly being examined with a magnifying glass under bright, unnatural lights.

 

"Torao likes both!" Luffy chirped and shifted up the bed to sit next to him. He was trying to be helpful by answering for him, Law could tell. Luffy had gotten pretty good at reading him when he was uncomfortable. He'd explained that he knew something was wrong the second Kid had walked up to the table the other day simply because Law's posture had changed.

 

"I didn't ask you, Luffy," Iva said patiently. "I asked him."

 

Gods, this was so strange. He'd already been struggling to get through these kinds of conversations with Luffy. He barely knew Iva. He hadn't considered this side of things when he'd signed on to this. 

 

"I, uh," Law swallowed his lingering embarrassment and decided to focus on Luffy sitting next to him. Luffy's legs were crossed beneath him, and he smiled at Law warmly. The expression filled Law's chest with warmth and his heart rate slowed just a bit. 

 

"I like it when he tops," Law said finally, keeping his gaze locked on Luffy's. If he kept his eyes on him, it was easier to pretend it was just the two of them talking. He could be honest if it was just Luffy.

 

"Really?" Luffy said, face betraying a little surprise at Law's comment.

 

"Yeah." Law reached for Luffy's hand, a little desperate for the support it seemed to always give him. "Is that a problem?"

 

Luffy snorted and squeezed Law's fingers. "Are you kidding? Hell no!"

 

Iva sighed and pulled their feet down from the foot of the bed and sat up a little straighter. "You two should have been talking to me about this kind of thing from the start. That's probably my fault, though. I should have been asking. I keep forgetting you're new at this."

 

"Will you still let us do these?" Luffy said suddenly. When Iva didn't immediately reply, he sat up a little straighter and squeezed Law's fingers tightly. "I won't do this with anyone else!" 

 

Iva smiled down at them from the chair. "Of course you're still going to do these," they said. "I just need to re-work the rest of the scripts." Iva slid down off the director's chair and began pacing back and forth on the stage. 

 

"Luffy, do you know why you couldn't catch your breath?"

 

Luffy shook his head. "No. It's never really happened before."

 

Iva clicked their tongue. "I don't like that. The next scene was going to be an escalation of the bondage in this one, but we won't be doing that. Not if I can't be confident that it's safe for you." 

 

Law breathed a sigh of relief. He'd briefly skimmed the next script that Iva had sent and he'd been thinking it would be much harder to get Luffy out of that much rope in a hurry if he'd had to do what he did today.

 

"Law, how would you feel about making your character a little more dynamic?"

 

Law shrugged. "Seems fine to me. This level of demanding Dom stuff isn't really working for me, anyway."

 

Iva raised an eyebrow and stopped pacing. "That's a shame because you're damn good at it."

 

Law shrugged again. "I'm usually fine with it but," he looked back over to Luffy and couldn't help the smile that pulled at his lips. "It's getting harder to be that cruel to him, honestly. Even if it's all fake. I just want to give him what he wants all the time."

 

Luffy grinned at him, a blush creeping across his cheeks. "Torao!" Luffy giggled. "I kind of like it when you're like that sometimes."

 

"Well, I'll admit I do like it when you listen to me," Law said.

 

"I can work with that," Iva said, resuming their circular pacing around the stage. "Luffy, can you still follow Law's directions when you're on top?"

 

"Sure!" Luffy said immediately and Law shot him a skeptical look. 

 

"What? Just because I don't doesn't mean I can't." Luffy's smile curled into a mischievous smirk. "You're way cuter when you're pissed off at me for going too slow."

 

"You sneaky little-"

 

"Law," Iva said sharply, before Law could give in to the urge to wrap his hands around Luffy's throat. He turned back to where Iva was tapping their foot center stage.

 

"How would you feel if I wrote some of that kind of dynamic into the rest of the scripts?"

 

Law considered it for a moment, a little unsure if that would hit too close to home or not. He'd been hiding a bit behind the character he played at the set. It made him feel confident— in control in a setting he wasn't particularly familiar with. It was tough having a bunch of strangers watching him, and it had been getting harder as his relationship with Luffy off-set had started to shift. There were definitely some moments he really didn't want to share with a wider audience. 

 

"I think I still want to at least call the shots," Law said slowly. "I can't have this just be our private sex life broadcast on the internet."

 

Iva nodded. "I don't want that either, I can assure you. That doesn't usually end that well. It's what I was trying to warn you about last week." Iva shook out their hair, dragging long nails through thick curls and somehow making them look even bigger before setting both hands on their hips. "I think I've got enough good material from this to use which gives us two months to figure this out, though hopefully we won't need all that. Give me a few days to re-write the next few scenes. You'll both need to read them carefully. Law, you tell me if they're too personal and Luffy, you make sure you can keep to the script. Deal?"

 

"Deal," Law said.

 

"Alright!" Luffy chirped with a giggle and threw his arms around Law's shoulders.

 

"I'll fill the set crew in on the change," Iva said with a sigh. "I'll have to tell them you guys are together off set. They're used to working with the pros at the big company I used to work for, so you might get a few weird looks at first, but they're good people. If anyone gives you a problem, you just let me know, ok?"

 

Law nodded as Luffy pulled his arms more tightly around his shoulders. 

 

"Luffy, for gods' sake put some clothes on," Iva muttered and stepped off the stage. "The crew will be back in an hour to clean up," they called over their shoulder and Law barely heard, "you boys will be the death of me," as Iva disappeared into the darkness.

 

Law sighed and wrapped his arms around Luffy's waist, pressing a kiss to his cheek, even though Iva could probably still see him from wherever they'd wandered to off-stage. Hell, who cared anymore? Everyone was about to know anyway. He recalled the few sideways looks he'd gotten at the last shoot and realized most people on the set crew probably already knew.

 

That whole conversation really hadn't been as bad as he was worried it would be. He was still a little surprised at himself for being so open with someone he barely knew about his preferences in the bedroom. He hadn't really considered most of Iva's questions before. Some of his own answers had snuck up on him.

 

Luffy hummed contentedly and planted a kiss on the tip of Law's nose, eyes closed, and a soft smile on his lips.

 

Luffy being here probably helped a whole lot with that conversation, Law decided. He could be more honest with him around, especially since Luffy kept jumping to his defense when he didn't even know he needed it. 

 

Gods, he really was just so perfect.

 

"Come on, Lu. Let's shower already. It's cold in here."

 

Luffy pressed his lips gently against Law's before pulling away with a sigh. 

 

"Only if you come with me," he whispered. Law captured his lips again softly.

 

"Of course," he murmured. 

 

Luffy climbed over Law's lap and off the bed, stretching his arms up over his head with a vaguely satisfied sound, still not bothering to cover himself in any way. Law rolled his eyes and wrapped the towel around his waist as he stood next to the bed.

 

"You should probably find those toys before you never see them again," Law said, glancing back at the mess of blankets and the bright white towel that was still folded neatly on top of the bed.

 

"Oh yeah!" Luffy grabbed the side of the comforter and ripped it off the mattress in one swift motion, shaking it a little until something heavy clunked onto the floor. "Got it!" he said with satisfaction as he chucked the blanket back on the bed and picked the vibrator and cock ring up off the floor. 

 

Luffy held the two toys up triumphantly above his head and started off towards the shower. 

 

Law pulled a hand across his face and let out an exasperated sigh. "I guess that works," he muttered. 

 

He was struck again by just how insane this entire situation was. This really was not the kind of guy he'd ever imagined he'd end up with. He followed behind Luffy's bare ass and watched him fling the band of silicone into the air and try to catch it on the way back down. He tripped over a cable and crashed down onto the floor, the cock ring landing on the top of his head as he cursed under his breath. 

 

Alright so maybe 'perfect' really wasn't the right word after all, Law thought. 

 

Luffy grinned up at him as he plucked the silicone band from Luffy's hair and helped him to his feet. Law felt himself blush when Luffy pushed onto his toes and planted a kiss on his cheek.

 

"You're so sweet, Torao!"





Nah. He really was perfect.

Chapter 17: Old and New Habits

Notes:

CW: Law spends the vast majority of this chapter high off his ass. He also a complete and total mess. Luffy has ZERO intention of trying to get him to reign it in which may or may not be healthy. Who knows.

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

Chapter Text

Law inched closer and closer to a full blown breakdown as Saturday creeped towards him.

 

It had become an annual ritual. Since Luffy was uninitiated, he decided to give the poor guy a heads up after the shoot on Wednesday. 

 

"Cora's anniversary is on Saturday," he said simply when they'd both dressed after the shower.

 

"Like, the anniversary?"

 

"Yeah."

 

Luffy was silent for a long moment as Law zipped his bag closed and hoisted it over his shoulder.

 

"Do you want company?"

 

Law considered the question for longer than he usually did. He'd gotten particularly good at chasing his friends away around this time of year. He much preferred to be a mess alone than with an audience. It had never been a particularly pleasant experience, and he both wanted to shield people from it and keep it a secret. He didn't need any witnesses. 

 

"I don't know yet," he said finally. It wasn't a straight "no" which was probably progress. 

 

"Do you want space?" Law chuckled a little at the offer.

 

"You think you can manage that?"

 

"If it's what you need, yeah," Luffy replied, not even a hint of amusement in his voice. 

 

That had Law stopping to think again. Did he actually want Luffy to leave him alone all weekend? Luffy had already seen him a sobbing, broken mess and hadn't run for the hills or called him crazy. Not yet, at least. But the days leading up to this usually had him making some pretty poor choices. He didn't need to drag Luffy into any of those. This year, though, he was determined to tone it down.

 

"Let me think about it," Law said. He let the silence hang for a moment. "Text me if you don't hear from me," he added quietly.

 

Luffy draped his backpack over his shoulder and reached out to squeeze Law's hand. "I'll break down your door if I have to, Torao." 

 

"Please don't, that sounds expensive," Law muttered.




Friday morning was when the serpent of his anxiety finally sunk its fangs into Law's body, filling his veins with venomous dread.

 

He'd had multiple, vivid nightmares the night before that had left him gasping and shaking before the dawn finally broke. Some were filled with fire, smoke and screams. Others had violent coughing, red stains on white handkerchiefs and the steady beeping of monitors. He woke up to the smell of antiseptic solution and death. It made him want to vomit.

 

He tried to do all the things he'd worked on over the last four years. He sat cross legged on the floor and took long, steadying breaths to a recording of the ocean. He went on a long run around the block until his knees ached and his lungs burned from sucking down the cold air. He skipped his coffee and had tea instead— that was a mistake. The caffeine withdrawal headache was horrific. He caved and had a single cup around noon. He still didn't have an appetite.

 

His mind continued to scream its relentless refrain:

 

He'd be so disappointed.

 

Should have said something sooner.

 

Could have done more.

 

Get it together.

 

He broke out the weed at around 4pm. 

 

It was better than the alcohol, at least for his liver. He was also usually less impulsive and stupid on weed compared to when he drank. Plus, it might get him to eat something. Anything. Maybe even just a bowl of cereal.

 

He decided he should call in reinforcements at 4:30.

 

"Are you busy tonight?" 

 

He typed out the message but didn't hit send. Maybe he should call Bepo instead. No, he usually goes to the bar with Peng and Sachi on Fridays, shit. He was definitely not leaving the house. That was a recipe for disaster. 

 

Fuck but he couldn't stand being in his apartment alone. It was too damn quiet and his brain was so loud. 

 

He took a breath. Alright. He said he was going to be better this year, handle it differently. Luffy said he wanted to help. Law had never asked for help with this before. He had no idea if it was even what he wanted. 

 

But this was torture.

 

He sent the text to Luffy and anxiously ran his teeth along his lower lip. From what Law had seen, Luffy usually had plans every weekend with his friends. He'd probably already agreed to go to Sanji's or Franky's or something. That would be much more fun than dealing with wherever Law was about to end up.

 

The response came in under a minute.

 

"Of course not. Want me to come over?"

 

"I think so"

 

This one was instant.

 

"On my way now" 

 

Law took a deep breath. Fuck, this was a lot to dump on someone he'd only known for a few weeks. Maybe this was a bad idea. Shit, and he really should warn Luffy about the drugs. Weed had been legal for years but not everyone would be comfortable with it.

 

"Fair warning- I've been smoking my stash. It's cool if you'd rather not be around that kind of thing"

 

Luffy's response managed to somehow pull a small smile onto his face.

 

"I'll bring the snacks then!!"

 

Law took another hit on the joint he'd rolled and exhaled out over his balcony off the living room. It was cold as hell with the wind whipping his face, but he didn't want to make his whole apartment reek or set off any fire alarms. Besides that, the cold was kind of grounding. 

 

He continued to worry about whether asking Luffy to come over was a good idea or not. He'd always, always, gone through this alone. He'd never let anyone see him until after the day passed. The first year, he'd gotten black out drunk at a bar he knew he'd never been to and went home with the first guy to buy him a drink. At around three in the morning, he stumbled out of that guy's place after a particularly bad hook up and got into a fist fight with some low lives he'd wandered across. He'd arrived back at his coworker's couch that he'd been calling home with a handful of new bruises and a hangover that was at least 50% induced by shame. 

 

While he'd been busy indulging in nostalgia, he hadn't been paying attention to how much he'd been smoking. He dropped the roach off the side of the balcony when it started to burn against his fingers.

 

Fuck. He had to roll another already?

 

He wandered back into the apartment and decided to just roll two since the first one had barely touched the relentless, gnawing voice in his head. He tried to focus on how the smoke appeared and disappeared over the city off his balcony, trying to force the memories of all the stupid things he'd done down into the dark again. Gods, he was really trying to be better but his brain was relentless and the escape always felt so good, even if it was only temporary. At least he'd get five minutes of relief, like breaking briefly above the surface to finally take a breath before getting pulled back down into cold, watery hell.

 

He jumped when the buzzer for the intercom went off some time later. He knew he'd probably over done it when it felt like it took a year to make it over to the wall where the intercom was. 

 

"Guest for you. What did you say your name was?" There was a brief pause. "Monkey D Luffy?"

 

"Yeah. Send him up," Law mumbled back into the speaker, almost forgetting to hit the speak button before he answered. Shit, he hadn't actually been trying to get this high. 

 

Law slowly walked back over to the balcony and pulled the sliding door closed with a shiver. His body felt heavy and his head buzzed. Getting this blasted was always a gamble. There were usually three possible outcomes: drift into the Paranoid Spiral (snake eyes), Couch Lock until he fell into a coma (jackpot), or the very unpredictable third option of turning into an insatiable Horny Mess.

 

He jumped again at the knock at the door and realized he was standing in the living room staring at the ceiling for no damn reason. 

 

Well, maybe he'd get the Couch Lock this time around. Maybe Luffy would be down for cuddles. Who was he kidding? Luffy was always down for cuddles.

 

He was grinning like an idiot when he finally answered the door. He found Luffy carrying two large pizza boxes and two bulging grocery bags.

 

"Luffy!" He felt like he should probably be a little embarrassed about how excited that had come out. Luffy beamed back at him from the doorway and Law's chest warmed. Gods, he was so cute.

 

"Hi, Torao! I brought pizza!" He held up the boxes triumphantly and Law took them carefully from his hands. The smell of melted cheese and tomatoes wafted up through the cardboard and Law's mouth started watering. Fuck, he was starving.

 

"You're the best," Law mumbled as he drifted towards the living room. He felt like maybe he was forgetting something as he set the boxes on the coffee table.

 

Oh. Right. Plates. People usually eat off of those.

 

Damn, he was really high.

 

He turned back to the kitchen where Luffy was already pulling two plates down from the cabinet. Cool. He had this so under control. Hell yeah. 

 

"What's in the bags?" Law said, sinking down onto the couch. Shoot, he should probably be helping or something. Oh damn but the couch was so comfy...

 

"Snacks! I don't really smoke but my friends that do get super hungry and you never have anything good here," Luffy explained as he unloaded two pints of ice cream and several bags of potato chips onto Law's kitchen counter. Law heard his fridge open and close a few times and then a cold glass of water was being pressed into his hand.

 

"Thanks," he managed to say after a moment of staring at the water in confusion. He felt the couch shift as Luffy sat down next to him and began loading slices of pizza onto a plate.

 

"Have you eaten anything today?"

 

Good question, Law thought as he sipped on the water he'd been offered. What exactly had he been doing today? He frowned deeply as clumsy memories spilled through his brain and he set the water glass carefully onto the table.

 

"No. The nightmare made me feel like shit." Law took the stacked plate from Luffy's outstretched hand. "Wait. That didn't make any sense," he said with a sigh. "I'm sorry, Lu. I think I over did it."

 

Luffy smiled and Law felt his face warm. 

 

"Don't worry about it! You're fine!"

 

Law took a large bite of pizza and groaned.

 

"Oh my gods, this is great," he said with a mouth full of food. He was surprised Luffy even understood him.

 

"Right?! This place is the best!" 

 

For the first time in possibly ever, Law ate half of a pizza on his own as Luffy chattered at him about everything he'd been up to since they left the studio on Wednesday. 

 

"Oh! And then I had the stream on Thursday night," Luffy said brightly and dug into the second pizza, setting the empty box on the floor. Law couldn't believe how much he always ate. It was like he was a bottomless pit.

 

"Do you have two stomachs?" he blurted out. Luffy burst into laughter and Law watched how his eyes wrinkled a little at the corner as he did. He was so beautiful.

 

"Maybe I should have them take another X-ray or something and look," Luffy said with a giggle. "Don't cows have two stomachs or something? Maybe I'm a cow!"

 

It was Law's turn to burst into laughter as he imagined Luffy on all fours taking a huge chomp of bright green grass. When Law finally stopped giggling, Luffy had polished off another two slices of pizza and shut the pizza box with finality. Luffy leaned back into the couch with a sigh and closed his eyes.

 

Wow. He was so pretty.

 

"Thanks, Torao," Luffy said, cracking an eye open and smirking. "I think you're pretty too."

 

Oh shit, he'd said that out loud. Oops.

 

Luffy sat up and shifted towards him on the couch until they were only inches apart. He set his hand lightly over Law's and smiled. Law's skin prickled where they touched and his breath caught in his throat. There was a beat of silence and Law struggled to come up with something, anything, to say.

 

What had they been talking about?

 

Right, right. Luffy's day yesterday.

 

"How'd, uh, how'd the stream go?" Law finally managed to say. He hadn't actually watched it this week. He'd had entirely too many other things on his mind.

 

"It was good!" Luffy said and pulled his hand away. He turned so his feet were tucked up beneath him and draped an arm over the back of the couch. Law missed the way his hand had felt so warm against his cold fingers.

 

"Lots of people said they watched our video," Luffy continued. "Seems like they liked it!"

 

Law hummed in response and reached out for Luffy's hand that was resting on his lap. There was more silence that he didn't bother to fill as he held Luffy's hand in both of his. He considered how beautifully soft Luffy's skin was as he traced his thumbs along the backs of his fingers.

 

"What do you want to do tonight, Torao?" Luffy asked quietly.

 

"Touch you," Law said without thinking. 

 

Shit. Luffy wasn't here for that, damn it. Don't make it weird.

 

"I mean, uh," Law said and pulled his hands away from Luffy quickly. "Sorry. We can do whatever, really. I don't care."

 

"Well," Luffy said slowly and slid his hand back over Law's. "I want to do whatever you want to do." 

 

Law watched their fingers intertwine and his heart rate kicked up a gear. He looked back up at Luffy and melted under his gentle smile. 

 

"I want to kiss you," Law whispered.

 

"That works out," Luffy said with a giggle and leaned a little closer. "I want to kiss you too."

 

When their lips brushed, Law forgot how to breathe. It felt like static electricity danced across his mouth and he leaned closer to get a better taste. Wow, he'd really missed how Luffy tasted. He'd missed his kisses. He'd missed his laugh, his smile, his everything. They'd only spent a single day apart. 

 

Luffy trailed his fingers lightly through Law's hair. Sparks erupted across his brain and he whimpered into Luffy's mouth softly. He moved his lead-weighted arms to slide his hands up Luffy's strong legs, stopping at his hips and pulling just slightly. Luffy got the message and climbed up into Law's lap in the corner of the couch. 

 

Luffy's body was so warm pressed against his, and Law wrapped his arms around his waist to pull him in even closer. He broke the kiss to bury his face in Luffy's neck. Gods, he smelled so good. He pressed breathless kisses along Luffy's delicious skin and let his fingers thread into his hair. 

 

What a beautiful, incredible, amazing, perfect person. 

 

Gods why was Luffy even here? Law was a disaster zone of a human. He didn't deserve all this. 

 

He remembered suddenly why Luffy had dropped everything to come over tonight. The last 24 hours flooded into his brain with uncomfortable clarity, bringing the guilt, shame and worry right along with it. He groaned to himself and pushed away from Luffy to lean his head back on the couch. 

 

Damn it.

 

He needed his brain to turn off already. He couldn't take it anymore. He wanted off this ride.

 

"Torao?"

 

Law sighed and squeezed his eyes closed.

 

"Sorry. I just-" he took a deep breath. "Just remembered some things."

 

A gentle hand carded through his hair. The action took seconds and hours at the same time and Law's thoughts blurred beneath Luffy's fingers.

 

"You want some ice cream?"

 

Law felt the smile tugging on his lips.

 

"Sure."

 

Luffy disappeared from his lap and Law decided he wanted to take another spin on the High Roulette he'd been playing. He got up and grabbed the other joint he'd rolled earlier and stepped out onto the balcony as Luffy stood on his tip toes to pull a few bowls from the top of a cabinet. 

 

Adorable. He was entirely too adorable.

 

He took a long drag on the joint and watched the smoke dissipate over the street below. The sun was sinking lower towards the horizon and Law wished it would hurry the hell up today. He needed this weekend to end already. 

 

"Woah, it's way too cold out here to eat ice cream," Luffy said from behind him. Law huffed out a laugh and held the joint up for Luffy to see.

 

"Want a hit?"

 

"Nah. I can't figure it out. I just cough until my chest hurts," Luffy said and walked up next to him at the railing. "Besides, someone should make sure you don't drown in a bathtub or something."

 

Law chuckled and took another hit. "I promise you I'm not that stupid when I'm high."

 

Luffy shrugged. "I dunno, Torao. One time, Usopp thought he could do a back flip off of Zoro's shoulders when he was high as a kite. Franky had to sit on him to keep him from trying to break his neck."

 

Law snorted. Luffy's friends were all crazy from what he could tell. Maybe he should meet them one day. If they were anything like Luffy, then they were probably some of the best people in the city.

 

"I'll be back in a sec," Law said, not wanting Luffy to freeze on the balcony for no reason. "Promise I won't try to do a backflip," he added. Instead of going back inside, Luffy wrapped his arms around Law's waist as he took another hit. He was so warm. 

 

Law took one more hit and pinched the lit end of the joint, deciding he'd save the second half for later. Ice cream was starting to sound better and better.

 

He found two bowls on the coffee table when he walked back into the living room with Luffy— one filled with chocolate ice cream with some kind of chocolate bits in it and the other looked like cookie dough flavor.

 

"I didn't know what kind you liked so I got two of my favorites," Luffy explained. "Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough and Death by Chocolate. Pick whichever one you want!"

 

Law's mouth was watering as he pulled the bowl of chocolate ice cream towards him. 

 

"I love chocolate," he murmured. 

 

Luffy giggled. Gods, what a beautiful sound. 

 

"I was kind of hoping you did," he said and grabbed the other bowl. 

 

Law inhaled the ice cream, savoring the dark chocolate pieces in every single bite. Fuck, it had never tasted this good. Maybe that had been the problem every other year. He'd never tried ice cream. Ice cream fixes everything.

 

As he scraped the very last of it from the bottom of the bowl, the orange glow from the sunset started to streak into the living room. Law caught Luffy's eye as he set his empty bowl back on the table. The amber lighting made his eyes sparkle like jewels. 

 

"You're so fucking gorgeous," Law murmured. Man his mouth was really just running tonight, huh? At least this year it was sappy compliments to Luffy instead of dirty talk to strangers or anxious self-destructive mumbling to himself.

 

Luffy smiled back at him and Law's heart raced. He felt a familiar heat climb into and across his body. His mouth watered again, and he certainly wasn't thinking about ice cream.

 

"Can I kiss you more?" Law asked, already sliding down the couch.

 

"Shit. Yeah," Luffy breathed. Law's mouth was on his in an instant and he could taste the vanilla and sugar on his tongue from the ice cream. He cupped Luffy's face in his hands and moaned into him. Fuck. He tasted amazing. 

 

Luffy's hand pressed against his chest and he leaned back against the couch cushions, Luffy following close behind, pressing his back down into the plush fabric. Law slipped his hands under Luffy's shirt, relishing in the static tingles as his fingers connected with warm, soft skin. He traced up Luffy's spine as he basked in more delicious kisses.

 

He was suddenly struck with a brilliant idea. It flooded through him and drowned out every single other thought in his brain. He knew it was probably the weed talking and he absolutely did not care.

 

"Luffy," he breathed when they came up for air. "I want to show you something. In the office."

 

"Oh yeah?" Luffy said, smirking down at him. "The office, huh?"

 

Law kissed him again, briefly catching Luffy's lip between his teeth. Luffy gasped into him and the sound climbed into his chest and stoked the fire even higher.

 

"Yeah. Come on."

 

Luffy slid off of him and to his feet, holding a hand out to Law to help him up off the couch. Even the carpet against his bare feet made his skin tingle as he walked into the office and flipped the light on. It was like he could feel every single fiber in his shirt dragging against his chest and back. It was setting him on fire.

 

He stripped his suffocating shirt off before he knelt down on the floor to slide the box out from under the bed. The garment landed somewhere on the floor as he rushed to lift the lid off the box.

 

"Oh, that kind of something," Luffy murmured from behind him. 

 

"Yeah," Law said, rifling through the contents of the box for what he was looking for. He'd bought it a long time ago on a whim and he'd worn it a couple times just in here, not with anyone else. He'd originally planned on using it for some shoots but it felt different from all the other equipment he had. He decided to just keep it all for himself for once. There wasn't a single picture of it on his page. 

 

The heat came rushing through his body as his fingers finally connected with the thick, studded leather collar. He lifted it gently out of the box along with the thin silver chain that was connected to it. 

 

Fuck, it had been a while. He'd never thought he'd actually ever want anyone to see him in it. 

 

He pushed the box back under the bed frame and sat on the edge of the mattress as he held it up for Luffy to see.

 

"I've never posted any photos with this one," Law said.

 

Luffy licked his lips and stepped closer to where Law was sitting on the bed.

 

"What is it?"

 

Instead of answering, Law placed the wide, padded leather band against his neck and slid the strap through the buckle to the second notch where he liked it.

 

"Oh shit," Luffy breathed. 

 

Law trailed his fingers down the chain and curled the excess length in his palm. 

 

"You like it?" He looked up at Luffy and found hungry eyes staring back at him.

 

"Can I touch it?"

 

Law nodded and Luffy took a step closer to trace his fingers along the short metal spikes on the outside of the collar. Law stifled a half-moan as the motion shifted the satin lining against his throat. Fuck, he was really worked up. Apparently it was a Horny Mess kind of night.

 

Good thing he had Luffy here already.

 

Luffy captured Law's lips roughly, hand still lingering along the collar. Law could feel the heat from his touch through the leather. It made his skin tingle. Luffy brushed their tongues together and Law gasped at the intensity of the sensation. He was going to burn to a crisp at this rate, shit. He needed Luffy's hands on him for real and fast. 

 

Law reached out and found Luffy's hand with his own, slowly turning his palm over. Luffy pulled away from the kiss and looked at him with confusion. 

 

Law pressed the length of chain into Luffy's hand and prayed he would understand. He needed to stop thinking. He needed mental silence. The last time he'd gotten that was that night in the studio with Luffy.

 

Comprehension and surprise flashed across Luffy's features. 

 

"Are you sure?" he asked, eyes searching Law's face. 

 

He usually wouldn't be sure. He'd never asked anyone for this before. He'd never handed this kind of control over. He'd never had that level of trust in him.

 

After everything this week, Luffy had stood by him. Defended him against his ex, comforted him in a dirty alley, sobbed with him on the floor of his apartment, forced Iva to listen to him at the shoot, and cleared his usually packed Friday evening to simply sit with Law in his apartment because he needed a friend.

 

He trusted Luffy. Maybe not with an open flame or sharp knives, but with this? Absolutely.

 

"Yes," he breathed. Luffy's cheeks flushed and his eyes widened slightly.

 

"You'll stop me if it's too much?"

 

"Of course."

 

Luffy slowly pulled the chain towards himself, watching it uncurl from his palm as he did so. He licked his lips and dragged his eyes back up Law's body, catching on the collar briefly before finding his eyes.

 

"Fuck, Law. What do you want tonight?"

 

Law leaned back a little so the chain tightened just a bit.

 

"I want you to do anything you want to me," he said simply.

 

A smirk drifted onto Luffy's lips. He pulled steadily on the chain, dragging Law back to him slowly. The pressure on his neck made his breath catch and the look Luffy was giving him could melt glass. 

 

Luffy's hand that wasn't holding the chain skimmed up his chest, fingers leaving a burning trail in their wake before stilling beneath his chin.

 

"Anything?"

 

"Everything you've ever dreamed of," Law said.

 

"And you'll be good for me?" 

 

Law groaned.

 

"I'll be anything you want tonight, Lu."

 

Luffy cursed under his breath and wrapped the chain slowly around his hand. 

 

"I'm going to taste every single inch of your skin," Luffy said darkly and leaned close, keeping the chain taught between them. "I'll make it so the only word you know is my name."

 

Law swallowed hard as arousal raced through his body. 

 

"I want to hear you beg again," Luffy purred and brushed his lips lightly across Law's. Law whined and leaned forward to chase Luffy's lips as they pulled away. 

 

"You're welcome to start now," Luffy said with a smirk. 

 

"Please," Law breathed. "Lu, please."

 

"So good already, Torao." Heat bloomed through Law's chest and he could feel himself straining against his jeans when Luffy kissed him again. He'd meant what he said before. He would do anything for Luffy. Especially tonight.

 

"Go lie down," Luffy said finally, letting the chain go slack to allow Law to move as he pulled his delicious lips away. 

 

Law pushed himself farther up onto the bed and leaned back into the pillows with a sigh. Luffy followed closely behind, still fully clothed much to Law's disappointment. 

 

Luffy straddled Law's hips and pulled his hands up off of the bed. He pressed light kisses onto the letters on the backs of Law's fingers of his left hand. Law could feel Luffy's breath breaking across his skin between each brush of his lips and the sensation sent shivers up his body. 

 

Luffy switched his attention to Law's other hand, pushing his fingers apart slowly. He pulled his tongue along the length of Law's index finger, wrapping his lips briefly around the top before pulling away. A sound Law didn't recognize tumbled from his mouth, somewhere between a whine and a gasp. 

 

"Every part of you tastes so good, Torao," Luffy said before pressing more kisses to the back of Law's hand. His lips moved towards Law's arm and he turned his hand so he could drag his tongue along the underside of Law's wrist. Fuck, that felt amazing. No one had ever kissed him there. Law gasped as a bolt of pleasure ran through his body. He felt Luffy smile against his skin.

 

"Are you always so sensitive here?"

 

Law opened his mouth to answer, but Luffy's tongue lapped across his pulse point again and a quiet moan fell from his mouth instead of words.

 

"Hmm? That's not an answer, Torao," Luffy said as he pulled the chain tight with his free hand. 

 

Oh gods, yes. 

 

"Not sure," Law gasped out. "Never been- Ah!" Luffy pressed his teeth lightly into Law's wrist. "Never been kissed there," he finally managed to say. 

 

Luffy hummed against him and Law's entire body buzzed from the feeling. The chain loosened and settled its cold weight against his chest.

 

"Good. I like learning new things about your body," he murmured and continued his journey up Law's arm. He pressed kisses around the tattoo on his forearm and Law sighed as Luffy leaned over his body to draw his lips up his bicep. 

 

Suddenly, his mouth disappeared. Law found himself whimpering at the lost contact.

 

"It's not fair that your shirt's already off," Luffy said with a huff. "Take mine off too."

 

Law blinked open eyes that he didn't recall closing and found Luffy staring down at him expectantly, chain still wrapped loosely around his hand. He willed his fingers to work as he wrapped them around the hem of Luffy's t-shirt, pulling up slowly and enjoying every inch of skin that was revealed from beneath the loose fabric. When he reached Luffy's chest, Luffy took over, ripping the rest of the fabric over his head and briefly unwrapping the chain from his hand so he could toss it off the side of the bed. 

 

Good gods he was gorgeous.

 

Law was positively aching against both his jeans and Luffy's body weight as he watched tight bands of muscle shift with every move Luffy made.

 

"My eyes are up here, you know," Luffy said and Law's eyes caught on his smirk as he pulled his gaze away from Luffy's chest and up to those beautiful dark eyes.

 

"That's better," Luffy said and drew his hands up along Law's chest, dragging the chain along with them until they stilled on his shoulders. "You have such pretty eyes," he murmured before leaning down and kissing Law slowly. 

 

Law had a clumsy thought drift through his brain, that he really shouldn't be this addicted to Luffy's kisses after such a short amount of time. The thought evaporated when Luffy pressed his shoulders harder into the mattress, pushing his tongue into Law's mouth. Gods, he tasted good. Who fucking cared how long they'd known each other? 

 

Luffy could have been kissing him for seconds, minutes, or hours. Law really wasn't sure. All he knew is he could drown in Luffy's mouth and be damn pleased about it even as he drew his last breath. 

 

When Luffy finally pulled away, Law groaned and reached out to grab his arm before he could move too far. Luffy clicked his tongue and caught Law's wrist in the air. 

 

"What was it you said that one time? 'You need to learn how to follow directions'," Luffy said, voice dropping lower in a poor imitation of Law's. "'You do what I tell you to'."

 

Fuck yes. That was exactly what he wanted. His mouth watered as he remembered how Luffy had thrown him over his shoulder back at the studio that night, tossing him on the bed like he weighed nothing at all, before fucking him into oblivion. The memory made his heart race and his cock twitch against the restrictive prison of his jeans.

 

Luffy guided Law's hand up over his head until his knuckles brushed against the slats of the headboard. 

 

"Keep your hands here." He pulled Law's other hand up and Law wrapped his fingers loosely around the vertical wood beams behind his head. Luffy kissed him again roughly and Law moaned into his mouth. Before he could really kiss back, Luffy was leaning back again. 

 

"Hold this for me, won't you?" Luffy said sweetly and dropped the chain in a puddle on Law's stomach. "Stay."

 

Law watched Luffy slowly strip his shorts off next to the bed as the cool metal of the chain slid along his abdomen with each breath. He ran his thumbs along the wood of the headboard, desperate to reach out and touch the perfectly tan skin that was just an arm's length away. Too far away.

 

Luffy climbed back onto the bed and played with the chain that was still pooled on Law's stomach. The movements tickled his skin and Law hissed and twitched beneath Luffy's fingers. 

 

"You want these off?" Luffy asked, his hand sliding over Law's jeans. Law nodded and held his breath, praying Luffy would just get on with it.

 

"Ask me nicely, Torao," Luffy purred, pulling the chain tight enough that Law could feel the pressure on the back of his neck. A pathetically needy whine tore out of his throat. 

 

"Please," Law moaned. "Luffy-"

 

His breath caught as Luffy pushed his hand flat against the bulge in Law's jeans. The chain went slack again as Luffy busied himself with relieving Law of the rest of his clothes. At least that was what Law hoped he was doing.

 

A loud gasp ripped from his lips when Luffy's tongue pressed against him through the thin cotton of his briefs. 

 

"So sensitive today," Luffy murmured, mostly to himself. "That's the weed, huh?"

 

Law nodded his agreement but it was probably only half true. Even when he was stone cold sober, having the collar around his neck made him feel overly sensitive. Something about the pressure on his throat, threading pleasure together with just a little danger, made his heart race even without anything else in his system. The THC was definitely ramping everything up to eleven. And it was likely the only reason he'd felt confident enough to ask Luffy for this tonight. Maybe it wasn't the best way to deal with the stress of life, but it was somewhat effective at least.

 

Luffy's voice jerked his mind back into the present before he could get too self-conscious about his coping skills.

 

"Lift your hips." Luffy began to tug at the fabric as Law arched his back up off the mattress but stopped before he made any real progress. 

 

"Open your eyes, Torao. I want you to watch."

 

He hadn't realized he'd closed his eyes again and struggled briefly to wrench them back open. Luffy held his gaze for a long moment as he pulled Law's jeans down his thighs, looking away only so he could maneuver them over his knees. Law watched as Luffy's eyes dragged up his legs before he pushed them apart to slide between them. 

 

"You're so beautiful," Luffy whispered. He gathered the chain up off of Law's stomach and into his hand again. Law watched the long shadow of the chain stretch across his body from the deep amber light that poured in from the window. Luffy shuffled farther down the bed, propping himself on his elbows between Law's legs. A deep moan rumbled out of Law's chest as Luffy pulled his tongue across the tattoo on his upper thigh. 

 

"I like this one a lot," Luffy murmured. "Always wanted to know what it tasted like." 

 

It was one of the few Law had done himself. A heart with intricate spirals inside of it that transitioned into long drips of ink, as if it were melting down his leg. Luffy pressed his mouth against the drops of black and lapped at them as if he were licking the ink up off his skin. Law felt the sensation in his whole body. He gripped the wood slats behind his head a little tighter as Luffy's lips moved up his leg and the chain slid along his chest.

 

"Now I know why you like taking your time so much," Luffy murmured into Law's inner thigh, dragging more gasps from Law's lips. "I love making you squirm like that."

 

Fuck, is this what it felt like for Luffy when they did this? He felt like his whole body was burning with how much he just wanted Luffy to touch him. He was drunk off the anticipation, wondering what he would do next. Every soft breath across his skin left static tingles in its wake. His arms trembled slightly where he was still holding tightly to the wooden slats. 

 

A shockingly loud cry punched out of his lungs when Luffy pressed his hot tongue to his length. 

 

"That's it, Torao. I want more of that," Luffy said, shooting him a melting look from between his thighs. Law had about two seconds to process what the hell he meant before heavenly lips wrapped around the head of his leaking cock.

 

"Luffy!"

 

Fuck, he could barely breathe through the pleasure. He wanted to grab Luffy's hair, shove him down onto his length and thrust into his perfectly filthy fucking mouth. 

 

But he'd promised to be good. 

 

He wanted nothing else in the world but to be good for him.

 

A stream of garbled curses poured from Law's mouth as Luffy treated his cock like a lollipop. His knuckles whitened around the headboard and the shaking in his arms began to travel down his body. It felt like his entire nervous system was crackling into overdrive as Luffy's mouth worked him into a trembling puddle, his tongue dragging sinfully along every blissful inch. Law could feel every movement in his chest, his mouth, his fingertips, everywhere. 

 

Fuck, he wanted to come so bad. He wanted that white hot feeling through his brain. He needed the electric pleasure ripping through his body. He was desperate for the quiet buzzing in his brain he got afterwards.

 

His heart raced as Luffy swirled his tongue around the tip. 

 

"C-close!" Law managed to choke out. 

 

To his immense disappointment, Luffy's mouth disappeared, leaving him shivering as cold air connected with damp skin. 

 

"Not until I say so," Luffy said, a little breathless. "You can hold out, right?"

 

Law whined and nodded. Luffy sat up and pulled the drawer of the nightstand open and tugged the chain taught with a jerk.

 

"Didn't catch that, Torao. Say it."

 

Fuck, words. Words are so hard.

 

"Yes," he breathed. "I- I can do it."

 

"Good. Because I'm not done with you yet."

 

Law closed his eyes and tried to pull in a full breath as he realized he hadn't in a while. His cock ached from the sudden loss of contact and he could feel it twitching against his abdomen along with the heartbeat he could hear in his ears. He heard some rustling in the drawer and was just about to tell Luffy what the bottle looked like when he finally heard a soft "yes" drift back over towards him. 

 

Law let out a stuttering sigh when Luffy pushed his legs farther apart.

 

"You're being so good tonight," Luffy murmured. "So pretty too." 

 

Law vaguely thought he should worry more about how his cock jumped at Luffy's words. Before he could think too hard about it, Luffy was lifting his leg up off the bed and placing it gently on his shoulder. 

 

"This looks so good on you," he said softly, and pulled his fingers down the length of the chain. Law felt the vibration around his throat and moaned softly at the sensation. This was so much better with someone else than when he'd fucked around with it by himself. 

 

"Gods, I just can't decide how I want you tonight," Luffy said and pulled open the top of the lube bottle. Law watched him pour some across his fingers and hum to himself.

 

"I like taking you from behind," he said with a sigh. "Such a pretty view." Law gasped as Luffy pressed a slick finger to his entrance.

 

"I keep meaning to paint that ink on your back with my cum but you just feel so damn good." He suddenly pushed his finger in all the way and a broken moan tore from Law's throat. "Gods, I just love filling you up."

 

Law threw his head back onto the pillows and let out a long groan as Luffy moved inside him. 

 

"The downside is," he said and pressed another finger inside as Law's knuckles whitened around the slats of the headboard, "I don't get to see your pretty face."

 

He began moving both his fingers back and forth and Law struggled to pull in reasonable breaths. Gods, he could listen to Luffy talk like that for hours. Luffy pushed his fingers in a little harder and another moan slipped from Law's mouth and dripped along the walls. 

 

"See? You're just so beautiful like this," Luffy said with a sigh. "It's so hard to decide."

 

Luffy picked up the pace with his fingers and Law thought his heart might burst straight out of his chest. He was breathing heavily, arms shaking next to his head, blood rushing through his ears. Luffy curled his fingers just the right way and stars burst across the inside of Law's eyelids. Fuck, he was close again already. Gods, just a bit more, just a little harder-

 

"Answer me, Torao," Luffy said sternly, pulling the chain tight and stopping the delicious movement of his fingers. 

 

Law had no idea he'd even said anything. He blinked his eyes open and lifted his head to follow the chain up off the pillows with significant difficulty. 

 

"You want me to take you like this? Or do you want to get on your knees?" 

 

Oh, that was the question. Shit. His thoughts tumbled clumsily through the haze. That one was tough. He wasn't entirely sure what he wanted. Honestly? He could really be down for both. 

 

Maybe he could ask for that.

 

"Both," he managed to say, struggling to coordinate his lips and his tongue into the right shapes. Luffy smirked down at him and pulled his fingers away completely. 

 

"You'll start on your knees then." He set Law's leg that had been propped on his shoulder down onto the bed gently and leaned over Law's body possessively. "Because I want to watch you fall apart this time."

 

The warmth of Luffy's body suddenly vanished. 

 

"Hands and knees. And hold on."

 

Fuck. Yes.

 

Law rolled somewhat clumsily onto his stomach and pushed himself up onto his knees. The collar turned as the chain slid it along his neck and draped along his back. He wrapped both hands back around the vertical supports on the bed frame and he felt Luffy's weight shift the mattress behind him. A hot, slick finger traced a circle around that bullseye tattoo on his left cheek. 

 

"Gods, this is so damn hot," Luffy murmured. His finger disappeared and Law shouted when Luffy's hand came down in a sharp slap right over the same spot. It felt like the burn from his skin spread all the way up his spine. He was a bit surprised at the disappointment he felt when another slap didn't come.

 

Luffy pressed his length to Law's center without pushing in and Law moaned and fought the urge to push back against it himself.

 

"You want it?"

 

Law nodded. Luffy put steady pressure on the chain again and Law gasped.

 

"What was that?"

 

Right. Words. Luffy wanted words. 

 

"Yes," he moaned. "Please, please, please-"

 

"Such a good Torao," Luffy said sweetly and then slammed into Law's body, knocking the air from his lungs with the almost overwhelming burn. 

 

Luffy set a rough, fast pace and more filthy compliments fell from his mouth in between gasps and moans. Law barely processed half of them as he struggled to keep his weight balanced on his elbows.

 

"Fuck you feel so good," Luffy gasped and sunk his nails into Law's hips. 

 

Gods maybe he didn't need both. Maybe this was all he really wanted— Luffy railing him so hard from behind that the bed frame slammed into the wall with every thrust. He remembered the incredible feeling from back at the studio, tumbling through fire just from brushing against the sheets after entirely too much teasing. What an intensely beautiful torture that was. 

 

Law couldn't hear anything over his own broken moans, the bed frame knocking against the wall, and the sound of skin slapping against skin. His body was on fire again and it was delicious. He vaguely registered that he was drooling into the pillows. 

 

He was hurtling towards the edge again, he could feel it building and burning through his veins. Gods above, he needed it. He could practically taste it on his tongue. Electricity shot up his spine and he gasped into the pillows. Something registered through the haze and he battled to push his face up out of the fabric.

 

"Lu- Luffy!" Luffy's pace faltered just for a moment. "Need!"

 

Gods, that was really all he could manage. He hoped Luffy got the message. 

 

"Not unless I get to watch," Luffy growled from behind him. The whine that escaped Law's mouth when Luffy pulled out was the loudest he'd made in his life, he was sure of it. There was another tug on the chain, this one firmer and a little more desperate than before. Law felt the arousal race through his body at the pressure on his throat.

 

"On your back." Luffy's breathless command managed to filter into Law's brain and somehow, he managed to move.

 

"Gods, look at you," Luffy murmured. "You're so pretty with your face flushed like that."

 

"P-please, Lu- please!"

 

Luffy took both Law's hands in his own and pressed breathless kisses to his fingers as the chain dangled from where it was still wrapped around Luffy's palm. 

 

"I know, I know. I've got you," he said into Law's hands. He pushed Law's arms up and over his head again. 

 

"I want to do it, though. No cheating," Luffy said with a wink. Law grabbed onto the headboard again as Luffy pulled away before he could steal the kiss he wanted. 

 

Law's leg ended back up on Luffy's shoulder a brief moment later, the chain dragging deliciously on the skin of his outer thigh as Luffy posed him exactly how he wanted. 

 

"Fuck, you're so damn hot," Luffy breathed before yanking Law roughly by the hips, dragging him up onto his thighs. Luffy cursed again as he stroked himself twice before lining himself up with Law's entrance.

 

Law's eyes slammed shut and he held on so hard to the slats behind him that he thought maybe his fingers would go numb when Luffy finally pressed back inside. 

 

Luffy started slow— entirely too damn slow after what they'd been doing before. More beautiful words fell from Luffy's mouth as he moved.

 

"Gods, Law, you're so fucking good. Feels so good," he moaned and picked up the pace a bit. Law felt every single shift of Luffy's body in each individual nerve fiber. A long moan poured out of his mouth as Luffy curled his fingers around his thigh tightly. Fuck, those hot little hands were so damn good. Everywhere their bodies connected burned like white hot fire. 

 

It didn't take long before Law was hurtling towards the finish line again. Fuck, please, please! He just needed Luffy to touch him. One finger across his tip would probably fucking do it at this point, gods. He needed release. He'd been tied in knots for days. He needed someone to let him out.

 

No, not someone. He just wanted Luffy.

 

No one else could make him feel like this. They never had. Law shouted up to the ceiling as Luffy began slamming into him again. Fuck, yes. Nobody fucked him like this. It was only him. Only Luffy knew what he wanted, what he needed. His body craved it nearly every damn day.

 

He wanted to tell him but those words were way too complicated. The only thing that came out of his mouth when he parted his lips was Luffy's name. He chanted it like a prayer between broken moans that reverberated off the walls.

 

Luffy was breathing hard as he fucked Law closer and closer to oblivion. One hand braced on Law's hip and the other wrapped tightly around his upper thigh. 

 

"Law- Gods- I want to see you come. Fuck!" 

 

Oh gods, he wanted that too. Luffy picked his pace up again, a broken curse tumbling from his mouth as he shifted his angle again and Law nearly screamed as Luffy slammed into his prostate. 

 

"THERE!"

 

"Yeah? You like that?" Luffy grasped out between panting, heavy breaths. "Fuck, then I'll give it to you. Give it to you all you fucking want, Law." 

 

Fuck he was close. Law felt like his body was stretched out over hot coals, his mouth watered, his heart slammed against his ribs along with the pace of Luffy's hips. He was dangling dangerously over the edge of the world and dear gods did he want to fall, to tumble through the black abyss again and again. Luffy slammed into him and he inched closer with every jolt of his own body and crack of the headboard against the wall. Fuck, so close, so close-

 

Luffy leaned forward, and Law's leg ached as Luffy pushed his knee forward. He released the death grip he had on Law's thigh, and yanked at the chain mere inches from where it connected to Law's throat.

 

"Gods-" he grunted. "Gonna fill you up so fucking good-"

 

He picked his pace back up, panting into Law's mouth, lips so close they brushed together as Luffy's thrusts jolted Law's body. Filthy grunts and gasps dripped from Luffy's mouth and into Law's and he inhaled them like they could fuel his body like oxygen. It was too much and exactly enough all at once. Law's body screamed for release and relished in the endless tension simultaneously. He gave in to the sudden and intense desire to tase Luffy's mouth and surged forward, swiping his tongue across Luffy's greedily. The deliciously sinful taste of him broke across Law's tongue as a filthy moan poured from Luffy's lips.  

 

"LUFFY!!"

 

Law heard his own voice break and bounce across the walls as the most incredible feeling in the world shredded sharp claws through his body. He felt his release, hot and wet streaking across his chest as his vision blurred and darkened. He heard a cracking noise from behind him as he reeled through the feeling. Every movement— Luffy crashing their lips together, collar shifting against Luffy's tight grip on the chain, his other hand digging greedily into the flesh of Law's hip— sent more waves of pleasure rocketing through his body as his whole body burned and sparked like a livewire striking against wet ground. 

 

"Oh FUCK, LAW!"

 

Luffy suddenly stilled and Law choked out broken half-sobs as the heat flooded into him, Luffy rocking deeper and cursing under his breath with every twitch of his cock that was buried deep in Law's body. He shoved his tongue past Law's lips, lapping at his mouth between desperate gasps. As Luffy finally stopped moving, a shudder tore up his body, shaking Law's leg that was still propped up on his shoulder and pulling another filthy curse from his lips.

 

Time froze as they both struggled to pull in enough air to feed their hungry lungs.

 

Luffy got his head back first. 

 

"Fuck, that was a lot. Shit." He breathed as he slowly lowered Law's leg down to the blankets and pulled away from Law's lips. Soft but trembling fingers coaxed Law's hands away from the struts on the headboard, the chain dragging across Law's skin as Luffy's hands moved. He shivered violently from the sensation. 

 

"Here, I'll get it," Luffy whispered, and slid the collar along Law's neck until he could reach the buckle. When the collar released, Law pulled in a deep, shaking breath. The studded leather disappeared somewhere and Luffy pressed light kisses along the newly exposed length of Law's neck, his lips cold against hot skin.

 

Which was probably supposed to feel nice but Law's senses were still in overdrive. He hissed and tried to ask him to stop but a soft whimper was the only noise that came out. 

 

"Sorry, sorry," Luffy murmured. "Sensitive, got it."

 

Law groaned as Luffy sat back into his heels again, shifting inside him and sending sparks up his spine.

 

"Gonna pull out now, ok? Take a breath."

 

Law pulled in as deep a breath as he could manage as Luffy moved beneath him, punching another broken sound from his lungs as intense tingles tore through his body. Law draped a heavy arm over his eyes and struggled to catch his breath again.

 

"Don't move, ok? Be right back."

 

The mattress shifted and Law assumed Luffy left to go use the bathroom or something. He contemplated the back of his arm and got his body to relax again. He let his shoulders and head sink into the bed, sighing into the blissful silence. 

 

Fuck, this felt great. Better than it ever had before. His body was heavy and weightless at the same time. His lips still tingled and his mind felt like it was buzzing softly. Every muscle in his body nearly throbbed from the sudden release of tension. Gods, he felt both like he could fly and like he would never move a single inch again in his life.

 

Luffy returned a moment later and something soft dragged across his chest. The sound of metal dragging on wood washed over him— Luffy must have set the collar up on the side table. Law kept trying to breathe. He should get up. Should move. Should probably shower.

 

A blanket was slowly pulled up and over Law's body.

 

He tried to protest. He didn't usually sleep in here. The office was for work, not sleep. But Luffy climbed into bed next to him and placed a hand on the center of Law's chest. Immediately, he abandoned any thought of leaving. He was getting that intense, warm to almost too hot feeling in his chest again as Luffy sighed softly, his breath caressing Law's skin. 

 

"Good?"

 

"Mmf," was the only noise Law managed to make.

 

Luffy chuckled a little. Damn. What a pretty sound. Really, everything about him was beautiful. His laugh, his smile, his hair, his eyes, gods, everything. He was incredible. Perfect. Amazing.

 

Suddenly, he had the words for the warm feeling he'd been getting in his chest for the last few weeks.

 

I love you, Law thought.

 

He tried to say it but his mouth wouldn't move. It was dark. Luffy was warm. His body felt better than it had in days, maybe weeks.

 

And he was desperately, hopelessly in love. 

 

Gods, what a brilliant feeling. Fuck, this was better than anything he'd ever felt before.

 

He really, really wanted to tell him. He knew Luffy wanted to hear it. He wanted to see him smile and say it back. He'd never had that before. He'd always wanted to know what it felt like.

 

Law felt warm all over. It was like drinking a warm cup of tea on a freezing cold day. The feeling started in his chest and spread slowly to his heavy, limp limbs. Luffy sighed against him and pressed his lips to Law's shoulder. He felt the sensation in the tips of his fingers. 

 

He frowned when Luffy rolled away, setting something on the nightstand. Why did he leave? That wasn't allowed.

 

Law managed to curl onto his side and wrap around Luffy, pulling him close and basking in the warmth of Luffy's back pressed against his chest. His skin always felt so nice, so comfy. How could someone with so much muscle always feel so soft?

 

Luffy giggled and pressed himself even closer, tugging the pillow down so they could both share it. Damn, he was so cute. He could stay like this forever. Hell, maybe he would do just that. Luffy had said he never wanted to let him go, right? Maybe they'd never leave this bed again.

 

Wait, he was going to say something, wasn't he?

 

He pressed a few clumsy kisses into Luffy's hair and Luffy sighed contentedly beneath him.

 

Tomorrow.

 

He'd figure out what the hell he'd been going to say tomorrow.

Notes:

Friendly reminder that mind blowing sex is not a replacement for the actual therapy Law desperately needs <3