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The Glorious Entropy

Summary:

A wide-eyed Annie January joins the Seven in hopes of helping save the world, only to realize she’s been living inside a dystopia her whole life without even noticing. Disillusioned and subsequently worldweary, Annie gravitates toward the egomaniacal leader of the Seven, Homelander, further complicating his already messy dynamic with Black Noir and his overtly hedonistic way of life.

A rewrite of the story of the Seven without The Boys in this fusion au (comic + TV show).

Notes:

Hello again :)

I usually don't post a story before I've completed writing it, but this time I've made an exception. This is a bit of an experimental beast, and I’m curious to see how the readers take this particular brand of mess I’m cooking up :3 I recently finished reading The Boys comics and its mini-series comics, Herogasm. And you can guess it got me all riled up. So I decided to pick the best (or worst) of both worlds and create a fusion au. I plan to make it a series as the TV show is ending soon, and I need something to hang onto after it ends.

I currently have 6 completed chapters and writing is ongoing, mostly because I wasted a lifetime painting and making the banner from scratch instead of actually writing (eyeroll ).

Hope you guys like the glimpse of chapter 1. Enjoy! :)

P.S. Just to ensure we’re all on the same page regarding the narrative trajectory: the main pairing for this series is Homelander x Starlight with side pairings of Homelander x Starlight x Black Noir. I’m clarifying this now to manage expectations as the story unfolds. Thanks!

⚠️WARNING: Sexual themes and disturbing content. Reader discretion is advised.

Chapter 1: Annie Meets Her Heroes

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Life in Des Moines, Iowa, was the quintessential American sedative. It was mundane, peaceful, and flavored with a kind of aggressive safety. The place was a meticulous landscape designed for those who viewed not much to accomplish as a comfortable life goal rather than a prison sentence. 

That was the trajectory Annie January was meant to follow, a slow fade into the local scenery; until she was handed a “gift” at birth. Or at least, that was the gospel according to Donna.

​While Annie was still a mere blueprint in the womb, Vought International came along like a door-to-door salvation salesman. They had spent seventy-five years showcasing their proof of concept, parading a glamorous pantheon of Earth's gods as a convenient distraction for the masses. 

They promised Donna and her husband a glittering hallucination of a future for their unborn child. It was a dream that looked particularly appetizing to a woman who had spent her youth drowning in the grease and lukewarm coffee of a diner, her hands permanently smelling of cheap dish soap and a clawing desperation for a better life.

​The realization that superheroes were not birthed from the womb, but brewed in a lab, was a brief, cold shock. Yet, the revelation that divinity came in a vial was quickly smoothed over by the intoxicating scent of a tax-free future. 

So, despite the clinical horror of the truth, that their daughter would be injected with a confidential cocktail of a radioactive blue hued chemistry designed to rewrite her DNA into something profitable, the excitement eventually won out. Donna and Annie’s father were sold almost on the spot. The next step was simply awaiting the birth. 

Seven hours after her first breath, Annie January was wheeled into a Vought supervised NICU. And while the rest of the world slept in blissful ignorance of pharmaceutical divinity, a technician in a lab coat pumped the neon blue of Compound V into her spinal fluid. 

As Vought’s legal team had promised over a mountain of NDAs, the results weren't always immediate. The miracle usually simmered in the blood until the fires of puberty stoked the engine. So, the Januarys waited, transforming their domestic life into a high-pressure greenhouse of sanctimony. They rebuilt their household on a foundation of Higher Purpose, a term Donna used to describe Annie’s destiny whenever the bills came due.

Annie was entirely raised in an environment where the air was always dense with the scent of floor wax and forced piety, her childhood grounded by the rigid mechanics of evangelical conditioning. She was told she was a vessel, a gift, an instrument of the Lord; though the Lord’s trademark was conspicuously owned by a corporation with a soaring stock price. 

She spent her nights praying for the strength to uphold virtues she didn’t yet understand, waiting with an ache in her chest for the day her body would finally catch up to the marketing.

The gift finally arrived during Annie’s sixth birthday party, precisely as she drew a breath to extinguish her candles. It wasn’t the circuit board that failed, though the sudden, deafening plunge into darkness suggested a mundane overload. Then in the void of the living room, Annie ignited. 

Her palms and eyes flared with a predatory, golden brilliance; not a holy light, but a hungry one. She became a biological vacuum, dragging every watt of electricity from the grid and venting it back out in crude, unfiltered sonic booms of radiance. The discharge didn't just blow the windows, it scorched the retinas of thirteen guests, including her own father, whose last sight on this earth was his daughter’s silhouette framed in a blinding, violent halo.

That split second of uncontrolled power became the catalyst for a lifetime of practiced repentance. For Annie, her abilities weren't a blessing; they were a debt that could never be repaid, a stain she tried to scrub out with constant, agonizing self-control. 

Her parents, to their credit, never complained. They remained chillingly supportive, their love morphing into a suffocating brand of guidance that ensured she stayed on the path toward Vought’s waiting arms. 

But the weight of a miracle was heavy, and some spines are more brittle than others. When Annie was nine, she walked into the kitchen to find her father suspended from the ceiling, a lifeless pendulum in the morning light. According to Donna, he hadn’t left a note; apparently, some regrets were too loud for paper.

Annie retreated into a monastic silence following the funeral, weathering a year where the environment in their house felt thin and recycled. Donna’s attempts to cheer her up were less about maternal comfort and more about frantic maintenance on a dented investment. Annie couldn't reconcile the God of her mother’s Sunday school lessons with the man who had preferred a noose to her company. 

The guilt was a physical weight, a phantom limb that ached with the memory of the light she’d used to render her father's life pointless. She convinced herself that a blind man had simply lost his way in the dark she created, leaving Donna to navigate the wreckage of a single-motherhood Annie had authored.

But Donna January didn't believe in wallowing; she believed in the grind. While Annie stared at the ceiling, Donna was elbow deep in the trade secrets of the superhero industrial complex, mapping out a tactical ascent into Vought’s stratosphere. 

The ultimate prize was The Seven, the elite, multi-billion dollar pantheon that sat at the apex of the food chain. In an era before the instant gratification of the internet, fame was a slow-bleed process of local pageants and regional circuits. You didn’t just become a god, you had to audition for the role in middle-American community centers.

Eventually, Donna’s relentless optimism wore Annie down. She pitched the annual Power Fest in Kansas not as a greedy spectacle, but as an altar. She weaponized Annie’s grief, weaving a narrative where every plastic trophy and Little Miss Miracle sash was a tribute to her father’s memory, a way to honor the man she’d blinded by becoming the beacon he could no longer see. It was a masterful stroke of emotional redirection, and it worked.

Thus began the meticulously choreographed life of Annie January. She was branded as an angelic, corn-fed vessel of Christian virtue, a sweetheart persona that fit her as tightly as a corset. Starlight

With her golden curls and a smile that seemed to radiate genuine, unearned hope, she became the darling of the Capes For Christ and the annual Believe Expo demographic. She was a prodigy of the prayer-breakfast circuit, possessing a terrifyingly precocious wisdom that played well to crowds hungry for a savior. 

Donna drove her across the heartland in a battered Honda Civic, the car’s tires balding as they chased the horizon from one talent show to the next, burning through rubber and childhood in equal measure.

But none of the frantic, forced blending of evangelical fervor and show-business glitter offered Annie a moment’s peace. She moved through a world of synthetic smiles and sequins, making a few shallow friendships that felt as disposable as the pageant sashes she collected. In the quiet gaps between sets, she’d retreat to the stained bathroom stalls, sobbing until her eyes burned and a dull, rhythmic ache threatened to split her skull. 

The costumes Donna meticulously tailored were beautiful to the eye, but the boning dug into Annie’s ribs until her muscles screamed. Whenever she whimpered, Donna was there with a sharp pat and a platitude: “pain is just fear leaving our body, Annie”

It was a hollow mantra for a girl who wasn't fueled by aspiration, but by the crushing weight of a debt she’d been told she owed to her community, her mother, and the ghost of the man who hadn’t waited for her to grow up.

Then came 2007—the year the trajectory of her life shifted from a slow climb to a vertical ascent. It happened in Pennsylvania, during a Capes for Christ convention that felt like any other, right up until the point the auditorium erupted. Mid-way through a scripted morality play, the venue was shattered by the staccato tune of gunfire. Radical anti-Vought protestors, desperate and furious, turned the safe space into a slaughterhouse. The screams and the smell of cordite filled the space, and three children had died.

But Annie’s luck was of a different, more cinematic breed. Out of the smoke and the wreckage emerged the impossible: a primary colored god in a star-spangled cape. It was Homelander, the apex, the leader of the Seven, the man whose face was a literal currency. 

He didn't just neutralize the shooters with a hilarious casual efficiency, he also lingered, playing the part of the grieving protector for the rolling news cameras. He allowed Donna to capture a photo, a masterclass in PR, featuring Annie propped in his ripped, invincible arm, a tiny bandage on her forehead acting as a badge of survival. They both flashed thumbs-ups and wide grins at the lens, perfectly framed for the evening edition.

Before he ascended back to the heavens, leaving the ordinary cleanup to the mortals, Homelander signed a flurry of autographs. For Annie, he left a personalized poster, the ink scrawled with a looping, performative kindness. On the back, he’d written:

You will do great things in life, Annie. You are the real hero! - Homelander

It was a benediction from the highest power in the land, a holy relic for both Donna and Annie. 

That encounter became the holy spark that ignited Annie’s trajectory, transforming a grieving girl into a high velocity projectile aimed straight at the sun. It wasn't just about bettering herself anymore, it was about becoming a brand, the face of national comfort, a blonde-haired, brown-eyed sedative for a nervous country. The hero. From that moment on, Annie was the one dragging Donna to the car, her eyes fixed on the next stage, the next podium, the next camera lens.

​The remaining years of her adolescence were a blur of ruthlessly efficient combat of pageantry. It was a dizzying rotation of hyper-religious Bible camps, choreographed dance contests, and talent circuits that functioned more like glamorous gladiator pits. 

Annie didn’t just want to win, she wanted to dominate, to embody the lethal perfection she had felt in Homelander’s grip. Under Donna’s tutelage, she became a surgical practitioner of social sabotage, whispering poisoned rumors about her rivals until they were disqualified or broken. She bullied the girls who lacked her light-bending pedigree with a serene, Christian smile, knowing they never stood a chance against Vought’s preferred aesthetic. 

Winning wasn’t just a vanity for Annie. It was the essential groundwork for her ascension to the Seven. Annie weaponized Donna's advice, becoming a high-school predator; cruel, cunning, and perfectly marketed.

​In the halls of her high school, Annie moved like a celebrity. She was the girl who had been held by a god, and she used that photograph like a royal decree to bypass the social hierarchy. Her bedroom was a shrine, a temple papered with the faces of the Seven. Homelander’s towering silhouette occupied the center, his gaze following her as she navigated the digital frontier of the early internet. 

Under a pseudonym, she ran fan forums and penned elaborate fictions, weaving herself into the myths of the people she intended to work with, and their dreamy romantic lives. Especially Queen Maeve and Homelander’s, who were publicly in a relationship at the time. 

​She was a scholar of their manufactured lives. She nursed a quiet, simmering celebrity crush on Queen Maeve, practicing the Supe’s cinematic snarl and world-weary monologues in front of her vanity mirror. She swooned over Lamplighter’s pyrotechnic bravado and laughed at the scripted, wholesome quips of The Deep and A-Train in their Vought produced rom-coms. Like every other teenager in America, her world revolved around the Seven, but with one crucial difference: for everyone else, they were stars. For Annie, they were a seating chart too. 

By the time she reached her senior year, Annie had outgrown the Little Miss Miracle sashes and graduated to the title of the ‘Defender of Des Moines.’ It was a local brand, small potatoes by Vought’s coastal standards, but in the cornfields of Iowa, she was a neon goddess. She eventually traded the solo pageant circuit for the Young Americans, a state-sponsored ensemble of teenage supes who specialized in aggressive patriotism and selling traditional values to kids who didn’t know any better. 

It was there she met Drummer Boy. They were a match made in a marketing department's heaven: the star-spangled Hispanic boy next door and the radiant blonde virgin. They started dating shortly after Annie’s eighteenth birthday, and Iowa swooned. They represented everything wholesome, hopeful, and fundamentally marketable about the American dream.

Over the next five years, Annie’s local stardom reached a fever pitch. Her face became a permanent fixture on regional news cycles and local broadsides, a recurring character in the daily drama of Des Moines crime-fighting and charity work. She was the gold standard of her generation, a tactical asset with a Sunday school smile. 

Annie eventually drifted away from the Young Americans during a stint at a community college, a strategic pivot designed to sharpen her skills for the Vought big leagues. She spent her nights in high intensity training, refining the light-bending violence of her gifts until she could control her powers with laser precision, rather than the chaotic flashbang.

By the time she walked across the graduation stage, the universe, or more accurately, the Vought PR machine, conspired in her favor once again.

The rumors began as a leak and ended as an anthem: Lamplighter was retiring from the Seven

The news triggered a nationwide feeding frenzy as Vought announced a televised audition process to fill the vacant throne. For Donna and Annie, the realization that the "Golden Ticket" was finally being called in, hit them like a thunderbolt.

At twenty-three, Annie was no longer a child prodigy; she was a finely tuned weapon of mass appeal. She was powerful, she was disciplined, and she was still tethered to Drummer Boy; now rebranded as ‘Supersonic’; providing the perfect stable relationship optics for the cameras. She was ready to step out of the cornfields and into the pantheon, eager to finally stand shoulder to shoulder with the heroes who had wallpapered her childhood.

When the recruitment circus finally rolled into Des Moines, Annie didn't just audition, she performed an exorcism of her small-town roots. She left the entire room drowned in blinding light for a few terrifying seconds. 

A misfortunate junior technician had been caught in the crossfire of her radiance, but Vought’s legal team smoothed over the incident with professional indifference. Accidents were the fine print of divinity. 

Compared to the other participants, one of whom had accidentally liquefied a sound engineer's internal organs; Annie’s blinding flash was practically a professional courtesy. In the world of the gifted, collateral damage was just a messy synonym for potential.

Followed next a clinical Vought intake process: a marathon of dope tests and deep-tissue blood panels designed to ensure her chemistry was as pure as her PR. Then came the month-long silence, a static filled void where time seemed to slow for both the mother and the daughter. 

It ended on a Tuesday, a dull, eventless morning that was promptly disrupted by the call.

The Defender of Des Moines had been summoned to the coop. Annie January had been drafted into the Seven.

The itinerary was a speedy ascent into a fever dream. First, a televised induction at the Seven Tower in New York, the glass and steel needle that pierced the heart of Manhattan. But the true prize lay a week beyond: the Seven Station

Annie’s scheduled arrival coincided with the start of the weekly "Rotation," the working rhythm of the elite. One week was spent on the ground, performing for the cameras and the shareholders in the Tower; the next was spent in the cold, majestic isolation of the orbital headquarters, a space station. 

Floating two hundred miles above the terrestrial muck, the Station was a gargantuan ring of industrial steel and shimmering solar wings. It was a private Olympus for the chemically sanctified. 

For a girl who had spent her life staring at posters of the stars, the reality of being sealed in a pressurized titanium tube with her idols was almost enough to make her realize yet again how much the Lord loved her, backed her. She was finally going up, leaving the gravity of Des Moines behind for the weightless, lethal vacuum of the big leagues.

This was the moment the years of grit, the whispered scandals, the strict diets, and the lost time of her childhood had all been leading toward. Annie’s life had finally aligned with the glossy brochures. She had spent every waking hour of the past twelve years of her life orbiting the idea of them, the gods in the Tower.

And now, she wasn't just a girl from Iowa anymore; she was a new addition to the pinnacle of power and justice.

Annie's faith, at this point, was like a high-octane fuel. She was convinced, with the bone deep certainty of the chosen, that her Lord had a specific purpose for her. She was a vessel of privilege, a girl born with a gift, and the debt she owed to the masses was finally ready for collection. The prophecy was to come true at long last. 



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Present Day



The upper floors of the Seven Tower were a masterclass in architectural ego, polished to such a high, aggressive sheen that the floor reflected Annie’s image like a clear mirror. She walked in a daze of lingering adrenaline alongside the Deep from The Seven, the man Vought had cast as her official welcome wagon to the world.

They had just ascended from the cavernous gut of the building, floors three through five, a space specifically designed to house the kind of spectacle Annie had previously only imagined in her fanfictions. The launch had been a televised liturgy; millions of viewers across the Republic had tuned in to see the new member of The Seven, while hundreds of the lucky elite had sat in the pews of the auditorium to witness the coronation in person. 

Madelyn Stillwell had been a titan of corporate grace onstage, a sharp, noticeable contrast to the frantic, sweating energy of Ashley Barrett backstage; a woman whose entire existence seemed to be a desperate prayer that the Seven’s schedule wouldn't deviate by a single, catastrophic second.

The event had been a glorious, high-definition hallucination. Annie had stood at the center of it, drinking in the synthetic adoration of the masses, finally tasting the nectar she had spent twelve years salivating for. It felt like the arrival she had been promised.

Now, in the post show vacuum, the silence between her and the Deep felt heavy and tentative. He led her through hallways that were an intricate, nauseating contrast of bone-white marble and black obsidian, gold leaf tracing every vein in the stone. The architecture was obsessed with itself; the Vought monogram and the Seven’s iconography were woven into the very textures of the walls like a designer virus. Every few yards, the hallway offered up a ledge housing the golden busts of the team; frozen, metallic stares that followed her progress.

Annie found it impossible to look away from the sheer, expensive density of the detail. It was a cathedral built for living gods. 

Beside her, the Deep moved with a relaxed, proprietary grace, occasionally casting her a polite, practiced smile that didn't quite reach his eyes. The look was cryptic in the sort of way a veteran predator gives a fresh shipment of livestock.

Realizing she had drifted into a prolonged, monastic silence, her senses overstimulated by the sheer, expensive vastness of the interior, Annie felt a heat creep into her cheeks. It wasn't just the architecture, it was the proximity. Walking side by side with the Deep felt like stepping into a living movie poster.

"I still can’t quite wrap my head around it. That I’m actually... here," Annie finally said, her voice small against the vaulted ceilings. She flashed him a wider, unpracticed grin, her eyes brimming with the kind of raw, kinetic excitement Vought usually had to script.

"Yeah, no... I get it. The vertigo takes a minute to fade," the Deep replied with a slow, easy nod. He kept his hands loose at his sides, projecting the casual energy. "But look, it’s no surprise to the rest of us that you made the cut. Your performance during the trials? Remarkable. Real top-tier stuff."

He offered a casual shrug as they drifted to a halt before a massive, floor to ceiling mural. It was a cinematic relief carved directly into the ebony wall: the Seven frozen in a pose of coordinated, god-like defiance. 

Annie’s breath caught in her throat in an instant, her gaze traveling up the carved muscles and capes of her idols. "Oh—wow," she murmured, a soft, endearing gasp escaping her as she stood in the shadow of the stone giants.

The Deep watched her reaction with an indulgent expression, his face a mask of friendly, professional warmth. He stepped toward a sleek biometric scanner embedded in the wall, the red laser tracing the lines of his palm with a clinical hum. 

With a soft, hydraulic whir, the heavy doors opposite the mural began to part, granting them entry into the inner sanctum: the Conference Room of the Seven.

Annie stepped inside, her mouth parted in a permanent state of wonder. The hall was immense, a cathedral of data and granite. Gleaming marble stretched toward walls lined with intricate, dark paneling, while one entire side of the room was dominated by a colossal array of monitors. The screens pulsed with the heartbeat of the empire, real-time analytics, scrolling news feeds, and live crime surveillance grids flickering like a thousand unblinking eyes.

"Wow," she breathed again, a small, breathless laugh escaping her.

The Deep chuckled, a low, patronizing sound that vibrated in his throat. “Pretty slick, right?” he said, sauntering past her into the cavernous gloom of the room. “So—you going to miss the cornfields? Is there a ‘someone special’ waiting back home for a signed glossy?”

A fresh wave of heat climbed Annie’s neck. She offered a coy, lopsided smile, her eyes still wide with a naive optimism that Vought usually drooled over. 

“Yes,” she admitted, her voice hitching with a girl next door charm. “Drummer Boy, from the Young Americans. Actually—” she corrected herself with a self-important little nod, “he’s rebranded. Goes by Supersonic now. We actually met at Capes for Christ, in one of the Junior Ministries.”

The Deep kept nodding, a rhythmic, empty gesture. He didn't bother interrupting her; her backstory was just white noise to him.

The conference table dominated the space, a heavy, aggressive fusion of the letter V and the number 7, a slab of industrial arrogance polished to a black-mirror finish. A battery of overhead spotlights pinned the table in a harsh, theatrical glare, leaving the rest of the massive chamber to drown in predatory shadows. 

The Deep eventually gestured toward the seats of the Seven with an owned pride, but Annie was still too busy navigating her own romantic highlight reel to catch the shift in the atmosphere.

“We didn’t want to ruin the relationship by rushing, you know? We’re waiting—” She cut herself off, her breath dying in her throat as her gaze snagged on a specific chair.

It was his. Homelander’s.

A soft, nervous laugh escaped her, the sound of realizing she wasn’t dreaming anymore. She pointed toward it, her finger trembling with a mixture of religious fervor and sheer, unadulterated awe. 

“That’s his, isn’t it?” she asked, her voice hushed. To her, that leather and steel wasn't just furniture, it was a physical manifestation of ultimate authority, heroism, and a brand of divine justice.

To the Deep, though, it was just a place to park an ass. He stood beside the head of the backrest, his arm draped casually over the frame as if it were a barstool. His expression remained light, a mask of harmless, collegial charm.

“Homelander’s? Yeah, that’s the big man’s seat,” he confirmed, his tone as flat as if he were describing what he’d had for breakfast. The myth meant nothing to him; he’d seen the god too many times for reverence. “But you’ll have your own seat soon enough,” he added, his grin widening as he pulled the chair out with a practiced, greasy chivalry. “Here, come on. Have a seat, Starlight. You’ve earned the view.”

After a few agonizing seconds of debating whether she was even worthy of the upholstery, Annie let out a small, breathless squeak of surrender. Her shoulders hiked up in a flash of girlish, playful joy as she finally lowered herself into the sanctum. The chair didn’t just hold her, it embraced her, the leather sighing under her weight with a regal, heavy authority. Annie sat there, a permanent, wide grin plastered to her face, radiating that wholesome ecstasy of a newbie.

“This—” she started, her voice cracking as her eyes began to swim with a sudden, overwhelming heat. She looked away from the Deep, blinking rapidly to keep the tears of a decade’s worth of ambition from spilling over. “You have no idea. This is the absolute pinnacle. To actually serve... to be here with the Seven. There’s just no higher a superperson can climb. It’s literally the ceiling of the world—”

“I told you, Starlight,” the Deep interrupted. His voice had taken on a strange, wobbly quality, underscored by the rhythmic, rustling friction of fabric. “You earned the view. You put in the hours, you did the pageants, you bled for the brand.” He chuckled, a wet, low sound that didn't harmonize with the "big brother" persona he’d been wearing for the last twenty minutes. “Now, there’s just one final hurdle. One last little cultural integration test. And based on your stats, I’m betting you’re a straight-A student.”

“Mm?” Annie’s brow furrowed in a flicker of mild, honey-sweet confusion. The smile didn't leave her face, though, as she turned.  

But then the sight hit her like a physical blow, a shaky, involuntary gasp tearing its way out of her throat. 

The Deep was standing there, bathed in the harsh theatrical glow of the overhead lights, his tactical trousers casually pooled around his ankles.

He immediately threw his hands up in a mocking, playful gesture of defense. “Whoa, hey—relax, relax,” he cooed, his tone dripping with a greasy, condescending assurance. 

“It’s just a bit of 'pole smoking' for the team, you know. Traditional values, remember? Initiation. Welcome to the big leagues.” He offered a small, nonchalant shrug, his face completely devoid of shame, as if he were simply asking her to file a piece of paperwork.

Annie recoiled as if the air in the room had suddenly turned to acid. She launched herself off the chair, her eyes stretching to their absolute limits, the whites vivid in the gloom. The heavy metal chair screeched across the polished marble behind her, a harsh, metallic scream that seemed to voice the sheer absurdity of the moment.

“Wh—what’s the matter with you?” she stammered, her voice trembling with a cocktail of scandalized fury and a desperate, clawing denial. This wasn't the script. This wasn't the mural. This was a nightmare wearing her idol’s face.

The Deep’s shrug was a masterpiece of casual indifference, his lips pursing as he weighed her reaction like a boring HR complaint. “Nothing beyond the fact that I’d like a blowjob and we seem to be hitting some fairly significant communication difficulties.”

Annie’s brow furrowed, her face a twisting map of a thousand high-voltage emotional shocks. The sheer, bizarre reality of it was trying to bypass her brain's circuits. 

“You can’t… you can’t possibly mean that!” she stammered, her head shaking in a frantic rhythm of disbelief. She was waiting for the punchline, for the hidden cameras pulling the prank, for someone to wake her up from this sudden, greasy pivot into a nightmare.

“Hey, what’s the hold-up?” A voice drifted in, clean and conversational, from the open threshold of the conference room.

Annie’s head snapped toward the sound, a sharp gasp of pure, religious relief tearing from her throat. 

“Translucent! A-Train!” she yelped, her voice cracking like a condemned woman seeking a pardon. “Oh, thank God you’re here.”

She spun back toward the Deep, pointing a trembling finger at him as if he were a glitch in the Matrix. “I don't know what's happened. I think… I think someone’s controlling him. He’s—he’s acting like some kind of duplicate, or a malfunctioning android. Like when Insaniac infiltrated the—”

The words died in her throat. Her retreat became a slow, stuttering crawl as Translucent’s form transformed from its prismatic reflection into his natural skin, revealing him from head to toe in a state of casual, unvarnished nudity.

Beside him, A-Train didn't even bother with the theatrics. He simply kicked his boots out of his tactical trousers, his grin wide and eerily chill. To them, this wasn't even a crime; it was a hazing ritual, a rookie orientation they’d performed so many times the script had gone stale.

The realization finally sank into the pit of Annie’s stomach like a lead weight. 

These men, the ones she believed held the golden torch of providence, were merely predators who had traded their souls for a Vought contract. Behind the 4k monitors and the golden busts, the temple was just a slaughterhouse.

“Oh God… you’re going to force yourselves on me,” Annie murmured, the words tasting like poison on her tongue. A single bead of sweat bloomed at her temple, tracking slowly down her pale skin. She kept backing away, her shoulders tight with a defensive tension that felt utterly useless against the physical gods in the room.

“Jesus Christ!” Translucent rolled his eyes, his tone dramatic and bored, as if he were already mentally checking out of a tedious meeting. “Nobody’s forcing anyone to do anything, kid. No.” He shook his head, planting his hands on his hips with his anatomy on full, arrogant display. “It’s all just a simple question of how badly you actually want to be in The Seven.” He offered a small, clinical shrug, as if the transaction were as mundane as a parking ticket.

Annie huffed, a sound of pure, vibrating disbelief as the shock finally soured into a cold, hard knot of rage. She crossed her arms tightly over her stomach, her throat constricting as the bitter reality slid down like shards of glass. “You mean I have to have sex with you to join the team?” 

The men exchanged a series of glances, a silent, telepathic consensus among veteran predators. A-Train eventually offered a sharp, unfazed shrug, his tone scraping with a restless, twitchy impatience. "Well, Bill Clinton might argue the definition with you, but, yes. Welcome to the orientation."

Annie shook her head, her teeth gritting in a rhythmic pulse of disappointment and frantic denial. 

"You’re the Seven. This is... this is disgusting. You bring justice to the world. How could you even stand there and demand this? You’re supposed to be Earth’s mightiest." Her eyes raked over the three brazen assholes, their entitlement as thick as the air in a locker room. 

The irony was a physical blow; she had spent her entire existence, every calorie counted, every muscle-ache endured, every prayer whispered in a dusty Iowa church, to reach this specific room. This was the summit she had climbed for twelve years, only to find the peak was a stagnant swamp.

Her mind reeled back to the flickering neon of the pageants, the little girls in Des Moines who viewed her as a secular saint, the relentless, bone-deep exhaustion of the training circuit, and the terrifying, ecstatic pressure of Donna’s dreams. This was the "Prophecy." This was the divine calling, shattered into a million plastic pieces in the blink of an eye.

But the mean-girl defense she’d forged in the pageant pits refused to let her collapse. She blinked slowly, looking away from their naked arrogance, struggling to reconcile these fleshy, pathetic creatures with the airbrushed gods on her bedroom posters. 

A single, hot tear escaped her eye, but she dashed it away with a snarl. "You know what?" she spat, her face contorting with a sudden, sharp disdain. "Go to hell. All of you."

She was already spinning on her heel, her internal compass pointing toward the exit, as the men scrambled to maintain their perimeter.

"Whoa, whoa, whoa! Where the hell do you think you’re going?" the Deep demanded, stumbling forward to cut her off. 

A-Train, faster than sight, snagged a remote from the table and clicked a button with a smug flick of his thumb. Behind them, the heavy, hydraulic doors began to slide shut with a final, tomb-like thud, sealing the four of them inside the pressurized gloom of the conference room.

Annie kept moving, her steps stomping and heavy with a desperate, righteous anger. But the Deep lunged forward to catch her in time, his fingers clamping onto her bicep with a proprietary squeeze. 

Before he could yank her back into the light of the table, a sudden, metallic hiss cut through the air. Something sharp and impossibly fast blurred past his face, a silver streak that barely grazed his jawline.

"Whoa!" the Deep flinched, his grip on Annie vanishing instantly as he staggered back. He clutched his face, his eyes darting frantically into the shadows of the room’s corners. "What the hell was that? Who's there?"

A-Train and Translucent stood paralyzed, their predatory swagger evaporating as their eyes tracked the silver blur that had just shrieked through the air. The projectile hadn't just passed them, it had buried itself with a sickening, electronic crunch directly into one of the monitors, the screen spiderwebbing into a mosaic of dead pixels and static.

The room plunged into a vacuum of silence. Every head turned toward the casualty on the wall. It was a tactical blade, slim and gleaming with a cold, surgical malice under the ambient glow of the surveillance feeds.

“Black Noir?” Translucent muttered, the name barely a ghost of a sound. He exchanged a quick, confused look with A-Train and the Deep, their collective bravado fading into something that looked suspiciously like schoolboy anxiety.

The atmospheric pressure in the room shifted instantly. A heavy, predatory stillness rolled out from the shadows, dragging every gaze, including Annie's, toward the unlit corner from which the steel had been spat.

Stepping out of the velvet dark like a ghost, appeared Black Noir. 

But the sight didn't bring the heroic rescue Annie’s frantic brain was praying for. Instead, it added a new, grotesque layer to the afternoon’s depravity. 

Noir had joined the club; his suit was undone, his trousers lowered to reveal a junk that looked less like a superhero and more like the adult content people only got to see on porn sites if you looked up BBC.

Annie’s eyebrows climbed toward her hairline as she staggered back further, her boots scuffing the marble in a frantic, rhythmic retreat. The situation had spiraled into hitting a terminal velocity. This wasn't just a hazing anymore, it was a full blown descent into a Bosch-inspired fever dream. 

She threw a hand forward in a manic, defensive pose, her palms glowing with a faint, flickering golden light as she braced herself to fight, to scream, or to simply dissolve into the floor.

But before the three naked "heroes" could offer their two cents on the interruption, a voice, rich, resonant, and dripping with authority, tore through the filth of the room.

“What the fuck is going on here?”

Homelander stepped out from behind Noir’s broad, silent shoulder, emerging from the same lightless pocket where they had apparently been this entire time.

Annie remained rooted to the spot, her internal world collapsing in a silent, static-filled scream. This was the moment, the celestial alignment she had prayed for since she was a girl in pigtails, and it was unfolding in a room that now looked like unwashed locker rooms. The shock was so profound it felt structural, as if moving a single muscle would cause her entire skeleton to shatter.

And Homelander stood there, a vision of primary-colored perfection gone slightly to seed. He held one crimson glove in his sole gloved hand, his fingers idly twisting the reinforced fabric. His trousers were, mercifully, still fastened; but his hair, usually a lacquered helmet of Aryan defiance, was a disheveled, unruly mess. Most damningly, his lips were coated in a slick, telltale sheen that caught the overhead light with a greasy, unmistakable glisten. 

It was a lingering, biological autograph from Black Noir, his cum. 

With a gesture that was both shamelessly slow and utterly bored, he ran an ungloved thumb over his bottom lip, wiping away the evidence of his private, dark-corner liaison. His eyes swept the room with a cold, predatory irritation, clearly incensed that his late evening tryst had been interrupted by something as tedious as a group-grope.

His gaze eventually snagged on the Deep, traveling slowly down to the man's exposed anatomy with the kind of clinical disgust one might reserve for a particularly persistent mold growth. A grimace pulled at the corner of his mouth before he flicked his eyes back up to the Deep’s face.

“What?” he prompted, his shoulders rising in a theatrical, high-octane display of annoyance. “What is this?” He gestured imprecisely at the Deep’s dick before his hand traced a sharp, dismissive line toward the rest of the semi-clothed lineup—minus Noir, who was already mutely hoisting his trousers in the background.

The three men scrambled. It was a frantic, uncoordinated symphony of zippers and fancy belt buckles as A-Train, Deep, and Translucent fought to reclaim their dignity.

“Uhh—Homelander, hey… we didn't know you’d be in here.” the Deep stammered, offering a nervous, wobbling chuckle as he fumbled with his button. He looked up, trying to hold the leader’s gaze, which was a volatile cocktail of post-coital languor and a desire to commit mass murder. 

Deep’s eyes flickered awkwardly toward the silent Noir and back to Homelander, his face a mask of desperate, feigned ignorance. He was playing the part where he definitely hadn't just interrupted his boss giving a blowjob to his other veteran team member.

A-Train and Translucent were mirror images of the same pathetic performance, their expressions wiped clean of predatory intent and replaced with a wide-eyed, "we saw nothing" blankness. 

Not a single one of them bothered to acknowledge Annie, who stood in the center of the room like a forgotten prop, her presence entirely eclipsed by the sudden, suffocating weight of the leader's fury and the lingering, heavy scent of the team's collective horny hormones.

Homelander merely blinked at the trio, his expression flat and dangerous. He didn’t spare a single watt of his cinematic attention for Annie; she was just background radiation in a room that suddenly felt too small for his ego. His jaw tightened by visible, rhythmic increments, the muscle pulsing beneath his skin as he rolled his eyes and made a sharp, dismissive flick of his wrist. The gesture looked like he was shooing away a persistent housefly.

“Just—get the fuck out of here. All of you,” he said at last, his voice clipped and freezing, his blue eyes as cold as a morgue slab.

Annie finally found her voice, the sound emerging in a loud, unpleasant spike of hysteria. “Homelander, thank God! They tried to—they were going to—”

Homelander smacked his lips with a wet, noisy pop, the sound cutting through her sentence like a gunshot. His hand coiled into a tight, vibrating fist mid-air, his composure fraying at the edges. He closed his eyes briefly, his face turning away as if the mere sight of her was a physical migraine he couldn't quite shake. 

NOT. Another. Word,” he growled through gritted teeth, the threat of sudden, catastrophic violence vibrating in the sub-bass of his tone.

“Yes, sir, Homelander. Absolutely,” the Deep blurted, the words tumbling out in a frantic, sycophantic rush. He spun around to signal Translucent, only to realize that both the invisible man and A-Train were already mid-retreat, their dignity trailing behind them like litter. 

One of them had managed to slap the door controls in their haste, the heavy, glossy grey slabs sliding open to reveal the hallway. 

“Hey! Wait for me!” the Deep hissed under his breath, scrambling after them with chaotic, shuffling steps like he had just narrowly avoided a firing squad.

Annie felt her heartbeat begin to stabilize, the frantic drum in her chest slowing to a dull thud. In her mind, the narrative was already rewriting itself: the hero had arrived. The King had dispersed the wolves. Thanks to the sheer shock, she conveniently ignored the fact that Homelander seemed less concerned with the attempted gang assault and more inconvenienced by the interruption of his private, monochromatic blow-fest with Noir. 

Her hands finally unclenched from her stomach, falling limp at her sides as she turned away from the retreating cowards and toward the two titans remaining in the room.

“Sir, thank you so much. I didn't know how I was going to—”

“Shut the fuck up. Get out!” Homelander spat, the words landing like a physical slap. He didn't even look at her; his tone was flat, bored, and utterly uninterested in her gratitude. 

He pivoted on his heels, stalking back toward the head of the table, his throne. On the way, he flicked a brief, entitled glance at Noir, a flicker of something dark and lingering passing between them. “You too. Fuck off.”

Unlike Annie, Noir didn't require a second invitation or a dramatic monologue. He didn't even bother acknowledging the new recruit’s existence. From the top of his silent, pitch black mask to his boots, he remained an impenetrable question mark. He simply glided toward the exit, brushing past Annie with a shadow-like clinical indifference, leaving her standing alone in the cooling wake of her shattered illusions.

But Annie remained rooted to the polished marble, her breath coming in shallow, uneven hitches as she tried to map the wreckage of her expectations. Her throat felt like it had been lined with dry cloth, a lump of pure initiation paralysis making it impossible to swallow. 

It really was him. The American messiah. The one and only. She had played this reunion on a loop in her head for twelve years—the heroic rescue in Pennsylvania, the firm grip of his arm, the promise that she would do "great things in life."

Who would’ve thought? she wondered, her brain sparking with a frantic, short-circuited logic. The hero of her childhood fanfiction had just materialized out of a dark corner, slick with the biological debris of a silent assassin, and she still couldn't find the strength to be anything but awestruck.

Homelander had already reclaimed his throne, draped in a weary, lethal elegance. The red and white cape spilling over the handle of the chair like a fallen flag. He set his unworn glove on the obsidian table with a soft thud. Using his gloved hand, the one that had remained untouched by Black Noir’s dick, he brushed the stray golden locks back from his temple. 

His blue eyes fluttered shut, his posture collapsing into a deep, arrogant manspread that claimed every inch of the room’s oxygen. He tilted his head back, releasing a long, rattling exhale that sounded like a pressure valve finally giving way.

“Unless you have a sudden, burning desire to go back to the corn belt and marry whatsizname... get the fuck out,” he said at last. His voice had dropped an octave, the rude flavor of his rage replaced by a heavy, exhausted gravity. It wasn't explicitly cruel, just the weary, restrained agitation of a god who had reached his limit for mortal nonsense on a Wednesday afternoon.

Annie blinked, her head bobbing in a series of frantic, bird-like nods. “Yes—I, uh—I should... of course.” She realized mid-sentence that words were only making the air in the room more expensive, so she abandoned the attempt entirely. 

She pivoted and scrambled toward the exit, her boots clicking a frantic rhythm against the marble as she fled the inner sanctum.

In her mind, the excuses were already forming, coating the trauma in a protective layer of hero-worship. The man was clearly having a terrible day. He’d been violated by the disruption, humiliated by the sheer, perverted incompetence of his subordinates. And yet, for the second time in her life, he had appeared out of the smoke to drag her back from the abyss. Never mind the context; never mind the slick lips or the dark corners. In Annie’s world, Homelander was still the only light that mattered, and tonight, he’d kept the darkness from swallowing her whole, again. She couldn't have been more grateful.

But as much as she tried to anchor herself to that frantic, life-raft of gratitude, the reality of the hallway felt like a fever dream. Her steps were unruly, a stuttering percussion against the marble floor as she hunted for her own penthouse, desperate to seal the airlock against the bizarreness of the last thirty minutes. 

The thing was, Homelander wasn't just a leader; he was the face of the very faith she’d been sold since birth. He was the celebrity equivalent of a Messiah, the man she’d spent her teenage years romanticizing in anonymous fan forums and late-night fantasies. She’d carried a torch for him that could have powered a small city, and now... he was apparently a practitioner of the very "deviancy" her ministries preached against? Homosexuality. 

The cognitive dissonance was a physical migraine. Hadn't he dated Queen Maeve for years? The tabloids had been a non-stop loop of their touchy-feely intimacy back then. Was the God of America's heart interested in both women and... men? Who would’ve thought, indeed?

Eventually, her boots dragged to a halt in front of the door to her penthouse on the same Floor 99, the oxygen-thin summit of the Tower where the gods slept. She stood there for a long, heavy moment, her silhouette a slumped, defeated shape against the fancy walls. 

She reached up with a trembling hand, wiping at her cheeks, only now realizing that her mascara had left dark, uneven streaks down her face. She hadn't even felt the tears falling; they had been a silent casualty of the panic.

With a final, shuddering sigh, she reached into the golden pouch at her hip, her fingers brushing against the fabric of her suit. She pulled out the keycard and pressed it to the scanner. The door gave a soft, electronic click, a polite, clinical sound that granted her access to her new life. 

Annie stepped into the dark of her new home, the weight of the newness pressing down on her shoulders. 

Maybe the old warning wasn't a cliché, after all: Never meet your heroes.

Chapter 2: Boy Tackles World

Summary:

⚠️WARNING: This chapter contains themes of trauma, childhood abuse, sexual themes, and disturbing content. Reader discretion is advised.

Note: This is a substantial, long-form chapter.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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One might argue Homelander was the luckiest man on the planet, standing on a tier of global recognition otherwise occupied only by Soldier Boy and Michael Jackson. You could trek to the most remote, unmapped corner of the globe, flash a grainy photo of any of those three, and get a nod of instant, reverent recognition. 

But Homelander was different; he wasn't just a face on a bedroom poster or a voice on a podcast. He was branded as the living embodiment of goodness, generosity, and a humility so aggressive it felt divine. He possessed the raw, terrifying capacity to reduce the tectonic plates to dust within twenty-four hours, yet he humbled himself to pull kittens from trees and wave at parades.

The world didn't just admire him, they viewed him as a psychological crutch. His name was a mantra for the broken, a source of warmth for the desolate, and a North Star for every wide-eyed kid dreaming of being super

Beyond the wholesome image, Homelander was also the ultimate deterrent of war, the nuclear option with a winning smile. While the supe population was still caught in the bureaucratic red tape of military sanctioning, the American defense system slept soundly knowing they still had Homelander in the first place, in spite of Vought holding the leash of the most powerful creature in existence. He was America’s face, a star-spangled security blanket for a terrified species.

On paper, it was the kind of resume that would get an entire civilization fast-tracked through the pearly gates. But the reality was a curated, glittering lie. “Homelander was nothing more than an ambitious corporate IP, a fictional character played with sociopathic accuracy by a man named John Gillman.

John wasn't delivered in a hospital or birthed into a family; he was synthesized in a sub-six laboratory, ripping out of the womb of a nameless, shivering addict with hair the color of bonemeal and awful habits Vought had likely subsidized for the genetic material. 

He was christened John by Dr. Jonah Vogelbaum, then Chief Scientific Officer of then Vought America. Vogelbaum viewed the boy less as a child and more as a high stakes science project. 

John’s childhood was a sequence of thoroughly sterilized white rooms and sensory deprivation tanks, a vacuum of affection where his psyche was engineered through trauma and his body was subjected to remorseless, surgical testing. He wasn't necessarily raised, he was manufactured.

There was once a ghost of a sweet child in that white room. He had been gleeful, possessing a natural, sunny charm that seemed out of place in a bunker. But as the years bled into a cycle of invasive experiments and hollow silence, the light in John’s eyes died away. His smiles began to fray into a mask of perpetual terror, a frantic, wide-eyed state that eventually stabilized into the cold, gray marrow of absolute numbness.

In that void of human contact, his sense of self fractured. To survive the solitude, his mind populated the silence with ghosts, multiple psyches that set up shop behind his eyes. He lived in a state of internal clamor, a private courtroom where he was simultaneously the judge, the jury, and the accused. He spent his hours scolding himself, accusing his own heart of treason, and bullying his spirit until it was as hard and unyielding as the reinforced steel of his walls.

Yet, a stubborn, infantile part of him remained soft. It was a sensitive, weeping wound of a psyche that yearned for a parent, for a touch that didn't involve a syringe, or just a sliver of the warmth he saw in the storybooks they used for his cognitive testing. 

He hated this side of him. He viewed it as a parasite, a weakness that threatened to drown him. This self-loathing eventually radiated outward, blooming into a silent, simmering hatred for the people he actually liked at the lab. He envied the lab techs and the doctors, admiring their humanity even as he despised them for their clinical detachment. No matter how much he internally begged for a sign of affection, he was only ever met with the cold, unblinking eye of a clipboard person.

By the time the hormonal storm of puberty hit, the lab had introduced two fresh faced interns from New York, Bradley and Susan. They were young, ambitious, and utterly oblivious to the god-child watching them from the shadows. A month into their night shifts, the sterile, joyless air of the facility began to spark with a desperate, clumsy romantic tension.

One evening, thinking they were the only living souls in the compartment, they seized the opportunity for an all-nighter that had nothing to do with data entry. What they had failed to grasp was that while John was locked behind a six-feet of lead shielded casing, he was never truly away. His super-hearing turned the entire floor into a sounding board.

John didn't just hear them that night, he felt the atmospheric shift, the spike in the electromagnetic field, and the frantic, rhythmic vibrations of their bodies. He caught every wet sound, every hitched breath, and every frantic heartbeat as if he were sitting right beside them in the dark. It was a surreal, sensory overload, a symphony of a world he wasn't allowed to touch. 

He lacked the visual vocabulary to understand the mechanics of the act of sex, but the raw, animal heat of it felt like a transmission from another galaxy.

And so began his first true obsession. Every evening, he waited in the airless silence of his cell for the laboratory to empty, his ears straining for the specific, rhythmic signature of those two interns. He rooted for their union with a fervor more intense than any parent could muster; not out of love, but out of a desperate, starving need for the data of their intimacy. 

And the couple never disappointed. They fell into the habit of frequent, frantic sex sessions, their bond thickening in the late night hours while John harvested the sounds of their passion in the dark.

John grew to loathe the nights he was consigned to the one particular white room behind the massive, crimson door. Once that seal hissed shut, it swallowed all noise and drained the world of color. The sensory deprivation had always been a special kind of torture, but now it felt like a forced detox from the only addiction that made his pulse race. He had become a connoisseur of their auditory theater, a ghost haunting the acoustics of a relationship he could never join.

As his physical power began to outpace the facility’s capacity to contain him, and his emotional core froze into a solid, unyielding block, Vogelbaum intensified the calibration periods. The stays in the white void stretched from hours into agonizing weeks.

It was during these lightless stretches that the lack of sensation became a violent itch he couldn't scratch. To the growing catalog of his psychological fractures, he added a hyper-fixated, carnal hunger. 

The vacuum of the room forced his mind to loop the sounds of Bradley and Susan on a permanent playback. He would pleasure himself in the sterile dark, building a vivid, imaginary architecture of what their bodies must look like, what the heat must feel like. He made a silent, sacred vow to himself: the moment he stepped out of this cage for good, this would be his first act as a free man.

Eventually, the internship cycle ended. Bradley and Susan packed their bags and moved to higher paying corporate suites in the upper reaches of Vought, leaving the bunker behind without a second thought. 

John was devastated in a way that defied clinical explanation. The loss of his only tether to the world of touch triggered a catastrophic breach in his restraint. He didn't cry, he simply lashed out. He liquidated seven lab employees that afternoon, their lives ending in wet, frantic bursts of red that finally provided a brief splash of color to his gray world.

In the aftermath, the regime changed. The tests grew riskier, the pain more acute, and his patience vanished. To rebuild his shattered psyche into something marketable, Vought began hand-feeding him a curated diet of obedience and legacy. He spent thousands of hours devouring documentaries on Soldier Boy and carefully edited reels of past presidents. They pumped him full of scripts about leadership, divine protection, and moral clarity. They were painstakingly crafting that ‘Ambitious Idea’, the star-spangled monster that would eventually become Homelander.

When John reached the milestone of eighteen years, Dr. Vogelbaum and the cold, calculating hand of Stan Edgar finally deemed their weapon ready for its sheath. It had taken nearly two decades of systematic dehumanization, stripping away the boy to make room for the icon, to polish the ambitious idea into a marketable reality.

The day of his public unveiling was a tectonic shift. Stepping onto that stage, John was hit with a tidal wave of sensory input: the strobe-light flicker of a thousand cameras, the mixed stench of high end perfume, and the frantic, rhythmic thrum of a crowd’s adoration. It was an oceanic weight of sound and light that should have crushed him, but the conditioning held. 

He navigated the snarky, shark-like questions of the press with a practiced, honeyed optimism, veering every inquiry toward the light. And, exactly as the script dictated, he stood shoulder to shoulder with the man who would later become his shadow: Black Noir.

The partnership between him and Noir began in a friction-heat of resentment. John, now fully submerged in the Homelander persona, felt the green sting of jealousy almost immediately. Everywhere they went, including his own birth rite event, the gravitational pull of the room shifted toward Noir. The silent veteran was an established legend, a survivor of Payback, and the living memory of an era before the Seven. 

Homelander loathed being the second most interesting man in the room; he hated that Noir’s silence held more weight than his own rehearsed speeches.

That hatred lasted exactly until his first mission went up in flames.

Sent to rescue hostages at a chemical production facility, the God of America discovered that his powers were far less surgical than the training simulations had suggested. In a blur of panicked strength and unregulated heat vision, he didn't save any of the captives, he sliced them clean. He stood in the wreckage of his own incompetence, surrounded by the charred, chemical scented remains of the people he was supposed to champion. 

When Black Noir emerged from the smoke, John’s first instinct was to erase the witness.

He lunged for Noir, a cornered animal ready to tear the throat out of his rival. But Noir didn't fight back; he didn't even flinch. He simply stepped into John's mess and began to kill any surviving witnesses within the factory. It was then John realized that Noir wasn't his competition, he was his janitor. He was the one Vought sent to manage the collateral damage that the history books would never be allowed to record. 

It was the first time John looked at Noir and saw something other than a rival.

Together, they wove a story of heroic failure out of the gore. They fabricated a narrative of a desperate captor with a dead man’s switch; a story where Homelander had heroically thrown his own invulnerable body over the blast, only for the chemical vents to turn the room into a furnace despite his best efforts. 

And the cameras drank in his grief-stricken performance, the reporters nodding with tearful reverence as he delivered the script Noir had ghost-written in the blood of the factory workers. When they thanked him for his "valiant effort," a cold, electric thrill surged through John’s marrow. That night the lab rat finally died. 

He realized that as Homelander, the truth was whatever he said it was. He was the most powerful creature on the planet, an apex predator with a publicist, and he believed, with the naive arrogance of a newborn god, that he was finally free from the cage.

But the leash hadn't been removed, it had just been replaced with corporate charm. His childhood had been woven by scientists in lab coats, and his adulthood was a narrative spun by the Vought machine. He wasn't even a man, he was a stock price. The world gulped down the myth of his divinity like holy water.

Then there was Madelyn Stillwell. As the Senior VP of Hero Management and Stan Edgar’s primary instrument of control, she became the sun around which his fractured psyche orbited. She was a master of the ego stroke, feeding his hunger for validation with a steady diet of praise and the promise of legacy. She was kind in the way a handler is kind to a high strung thoroughbred, layering her professional guidance with a calculated, shimmering flirtation.

For Homelander, a narcissistic megalomaniac harboring a bottomless well of parental resentment and a hyper-fixated sexual appetite, Madelyn was a lethal addiction. 

When he finally leaned in to kiss her one day, desperate to bridge the gap between "asset" and "son" and "lover," she parried him like a corporate lawyer. Her rejection was masked in a polite, clinical smile as she cited the Conflict of Interest policy in their employment contracts. 

Apparently the policy barred a corporate Vought employee from intermingling with their “assets”. It was a firm boundary, a no designed to keep him hungry, yet she never truly stopped the flirtatious performance.

She continued to tease him, to trail her fingers along his cape and whisper promises into his ear, only to pull back the moment he reached for her. It was a psychological masterpiece: a toxic cocktail of maternal warmth and siren-like seduction. It was the perfect leash to keep the world's most dangerous man tethered to a desk, perpetually begging for a scrap of affection she had no intention of ever giving him.

The strategy worked out tremendously for Madelyn and Stan Edgar, but Homelander was a pressurized vessel of violent, impulsive, and predatory urges. He was a god built for conquest, and the corporate blue balls Madelyn provided needed a release valve; something visceral, something he didn’t have to beg for.

So, he turned to the only living being he truly trusted, his shadow, Black Noir. 

It started with an unexpected kiss, a sudden, unprepared burst of courage on John’s part. He finally did what he’d been dying to do: he reached up and peeled back the dark mask, seeing Noir’s face clearly for the first time without the distorting filter of his X-ray vision.

The sight was a brutal map of Vought’s history; battered, scorched, and healed into a collection of raised, sightless scars that crowded one side of Noir’s face. But the man beneath the damage was undeniably striking, with a dark, rich complexion and a physique that looked like it had been carved out of heavy timber. 

Noir remained frozen at first, a stunned statue processing the uninvited intimacy of the kiss and the exposure of his ruined features. Then, with a slow, unprecedented moment of making a tactical decision, he decided he liked it.

There was no denying the raw, pheromonal pull of the man standing before him. Homelander was a towering specimen of the typical Aryan perfection: gold-leaf hair, eyes the color of a shallow sea, and a fresh, rippling physique that buzzed with youthful, hormonal energy. By any objective standard, the man was a masterpiece; though there was a lingering, predatory chill if you stared too long at his smile. It was a vampire-like smile with pointy canines out, menacing in its very artificiality.

So Noir leaned into the friction anyway, returning the kiss with a silent, heavy intensity. Thus began the longest-running "fuck buddy" arrangement in the Tower's history, a carnal pact buried beneath what Homelander affectionately branded as a "best friendship."

But Noir remained a ghost, his voice a casualty of his final, catastrophic encounter with Soldier Boy a long time ago; though that was a blood soaked story for another day. He was part of a duo now, the foundational brick of what would soon become the Seven. 

Behind the impenetrable matte black of his suit, Noir’s thoughts remained his own; he never confirmed a feeling to Homelander, never denied a whim. He was simply the lethal, silent shadow in the corner who humored Homelander’s appetites. He wasn't cruel, but he wasn't romantically available either.

It was a bizarre, lopsided friendship: one blonde perpetually complaining about the world to the only person he genuinely admired and trusted, and the other man, a perpetual mute listening in absolute silence; mostly because he had no choice.

With time, Homelander’s sense of free will expanded, his carnal hunger festered into something toxic and all-consuming. It poisoned his system, a constant, low frequency energy that made him visualize the violent conquest of anyone he found remotely attractive, regardless of what was between their legs. 

The sexual encounters were almost always hollow, just casual, frantic hook-ups that left him feeling more isolated than he’d been in the lab. 

It was exhausting to realize that every person he touched was either vibrating with terror or was glassy eyed with fanatical devotion. They weren't fucking a man; they were fucking a brand, a holy relic celebrity in a cape, and the realization left him starving for a connection that wasn't a transaction.

By year three of his public life, Homelander's obsession with needing to feel something, to be loved for the monster beneath the mask, had dragged him headfirst into a lifestyle of unrestrained hedonism.

Now thirty-eight, Homelander had matured into a living national monument. He was the gold standard of divinity, the constant, blasphemous comparison to Jesus himself. He filled out that regal blue suit with an intimidating, shelf-like chest, the golden eagles on his shoulders and belt catching the light like talons. His cape, a heavy, marketable variant of the American flag, trailed behind him like a blood stained history book. The world had bought the lie; they bowed to the idea of him.

But the real Homelander despised every second of the performance. When the cameras were capped and the Vought handlers were out of sight, the "Ambitious Idea" dissolved. He spent his private hours either buried under a tangled fuckpile of Vought-approved bodies, or systematically bullying his team members and anyone unfortunate enough to inhabit his personal space. 

His comfort world had shrunk down to a few familiar faces: Madelyn, Noir, or Maeve.

He was fond of them, in his own fucked-up way. He and Queen Maeve had navigated their own maze of intimacy, a frequent and athletic arrangement that provided a brief respite from the boredom. 

But Maeve was a fortress. She remained emotionally distant, her sardonic humor serving as a barbed wire fence that kept him at arm's length. She’d always been a snob, carrying herself with an ancient, regal air despite her humble roots in some dust-bowl farming town in California.

Eventually, the air between them soured. Homelander watched, with a mix of admiration and mounting resentment, as Maeve began to drift. She grew increasingly smug and detached, her sharp, cynical tongue making it clear she was no longer interested in playing the part of his consort. She was moving into a different orbit, leaving him alone in the dark with a silent ninja and a corporate mommy.

So, in every sense of the word, his dynamics with both Maeve and Madelyn were a complex mess of resentment and unresolved hunger. But Noir remained the anchor, the one fixed point in a world made of shifting sand. He was his person, the only living soul Homelander knew would remain standing when the sky inevitably fell.

Conversely, his feelings for the rest of his team members fluctuated between mild annoyance and fierce disgust. 

Jack from Jupiter and Mister Marathon had been unceremoniously put out to pasture by Vought, replaced by a fresh crop of mediocrity: A-Train, Translucent, and the Deep. Three mindless puppets in place of two, none of them possessing a single spark of wisdom or utility that Homelander found worth acknowledging.

It was a statistical miracle that Vought’s scouting department had managed to fish three such profound dimwits out of the supe gene pool. 

To be fair, none of them were powerful enough to even breathe the same recycled air as Homelander, let alone sit at the same table. The only common ground they shared was a lethal, bottomless need for the next dopamine spike, a nihilistic, hedonistic addiction to Vought sponsored sexual euphoria.

Homelander was still very much tethered to the corporation, yes, but he was a leash-straining menace who had long since learned how to rebel tactfully. But despite his internal protests, he’d eventually scrawled his signature on every recruitment file Vought threw his way, his apathy finally outweighing his standards.

This current week at Seven Tower was supposed to be a milestone. They had reached a rare, unanimous agreement on the newest acquisition: Starlight. She was the shiny new replacement for Lamplighter, whose career had finally been crushed under the weight of his own chronic incompetence.

Homelander had initially planned a very specific, very personal welcome for the girl. He intended to be there the moment she stepped through the doors, to inspect the new product and "taste" the merchandise before anyone else could claim a piece. In his mind, it was a king’s entitlement. 

But the corporate grind had intervened; a higher priority assignment had whisked him away to sit through a tedious meeting with a local Mayor, trapped between the watchful eyes of Madelyn Stillwell and Stan Edgar.

So with Homelander sidelined by the mayor's meeting, Vought had tapped the Deep to handle Starlight’s official launch event. It was a tactical error. The Deep and his fellow idiots, A-Train and Translucent, had interpreted the leader's absence as a silent permission slip to sample the new product before it was officially inventoried. 

But following a series of unrealized, unfortunate events, the schedule shifted. Homelander had retreated to the conference room with Black Noir, seeking a quick, physical respite from the day's boredom. He'd had his relief, and now it was Noir's turn, he'd decided out of affection. 

The blow session was well underway when it was derailed by the high-pitched, frantic drama erupting between the new girl and the Moronic Trio.

Apparently, the boys had made their move, with the Deep leading the charge of predatory entitlement, only for the recruit to object with a shrill, hysterical resistance. Their voices had carried through the vents, pitching higher and higher until Homelander, furious and interrupted, finally barged out to break their little tableau despite Noir's first attempt to break it. 

Fucking imbeciles, he thought later, the memory of their pathetic, scrambling faces fueling a fresh wave of contempt. He’d already had a spectacularly annoying day. Some casually evil truths had slipped past his teeth during the meeting with the mayor, the kind of unfiltered honesty that almost sent Vought’s stock price into a cardiac arrest. It had sat with Stan Edgar about as well as a thumb in the eye.

Predictably, the fallout was a marathon lecture from Stan and Madelyn. He’d been forced to sit there, a god in a chair, enduring a long, condescending sermon that rubbed salt into the raw, pulsating nerves of his arrogance. 

By the time he’d reached the conference room earlier, he was a pressurized tank of rage looking for a release valve, an outlet to calm the hell down before he leveled a city block. And this was the result: half his team being perpetually good for nothing and interrupting his only moment of peace.

It was a genuine wonder to him that he hadn't laser-chopped the bunch of them years ago. In his mind, every second he spent interacting with them without turning their brains into a slurry of cooked gray matter was his own personal version of being polite. It was the ultimate act of restraint for a man who was tired of playing the hero.

But it wasn’t as if Homelander lacked self-awareness. He was acutely, painfully aware of the monster behind the blue suit. 

He knew he could have handled the conference room fallout like a true captain, the righteous leader Vought’s employee handbook demanded, but the simple truth was that he didn't care. Whatever depraved, bottomless pits his teammates dug for themselves in their off-hours was nothing but white noise in a void. 

He knew he wasn't good. He knew he was absolutely, catastrophically evil when the mood struck him. And he liked it.

It wasn't like he could help it, anyway. He was a man-made horror story, a biological weapon with a pulse, and he finally gave himself permission to lean into the putrefaction. After almost two decades of being a lab-grown curiosity, he felt entitled to every unchecked impulse and every nihilistic whim that crossed his mind. 

He had served his time in the white rooms; so the world was now his compensation. And, in the dark corners of his cracked psyche, he still owed a special debt of gratitude to Bradley and Susan for providing the auditory blueprint for his favorite brand of kink.

Now, with the corporate drama of the week still stewing and the stinging memory of Edgar’s lecture fresh in his mind, Homelander was slated to officially introduce the new recruit, Starlight, to the rest of the team.

It was a delicious little train wreck, a pure, unadulterated theater for a God continually lasering people in his fantasies.





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Present Day

 



It was roughly twenty minutes before the scheduled meeting. Homelander preferred to be the first presence in the conference room, not out of some noble sense of punctuality, but because he delighted in the silent, mental ledger he kept of who was late. He enjoyed the power of the head-start, the ability to judge the others the moment they crossed the threshold into his domain.

The morning light bled through the towering glass walls, offering that explicit, high altitude view that only the Seven were privileged to witness. Today, the sky had traded its pale blue for something more temperamental; the clouds had grayed and thickened, coiling into layers of heavy, slate colored fluff. 

Homelander stood facing the glass, hands locked behind his back beneath the heavy drape of his cape. His posture was immaculate, shoulders broad enough to carry the weight of a nation, chin cocked at that precise angle of casual smugness. 

He had been tracing the movement of the storm for god knew how long. There were rare, quiet moments when he found the view mesmerizing; it possessed a calming, anaesthetic effect, watching the gray masses drift until they completely swallowed the city below. For a few seconds, he could almost pretend the world didn't exist at all.

Just as the first collision of clouds triggered a distant, silent flash of lightning, Homelander heard her, footsteps approaching down the hall. It was rhythmic, heavy, and unmistakable. He knew it was Maeve before she even cleared the doors.

Her boots clacked against the polished floor as she entered, the sound echoing in the vacuum of the room. She slowed as she reached the table, her presence cutting through the calm silence.

“Homelander,” she said simply. Her voice was the sonic equivalent of lukewarm coffee, casual, distant, and utterly drained of the warmth they had once shared. 

She didn’t bother sitting; instead, she leaned against the edge of the sleek table, bracing herself with a weary grace. Her eyes immediately drifted to the empty chair that had been added to the configuration.

“New girl joining us today?” Maeve asked, her gaze shifting to the back of his golden head.

Homelander, whose back had been a wall of red and white stillness, finally moved. He turned with a slow, liquid grace, his eyes locking onto her with the objective detachment of a buyer inspecting a luxury car. He didn’t speak immediately; he favored the silence, using it to peel her apart. 

His gaze dragged from the peak of Maeve’s headpiece down the lines of her suit, a costume that left little to the imagination, tracing the sharp plains of her collarbones, the hard curve of her biceps, and the deep, strategic valley of her cleavage. He cataloged every inch of her legs, down to the glaze of her boots.

Once he was satisfied that Vought’s premiere warrior goddess was sufficiently dolled-up for the cameras, a thin, satisfied smile carved its way across his face. His eyes finally flicked up to meet hers, blue and bottomless.

“Morning,” he said, hands still locked behind him. The grin was predatory, a flash of white teeth that didn't reach his eyes. “You smell nice today. No whiskey?”

Maeve scoffed, a dry, raspy sound that spoke of decades of tolerance. She crossed her arms over her stomach, a defensive reflex she likely didn't even realize she was performing. “Yeah, well… Samantha will be here soon. I need a fucking cigarette right now—and a whiskey neat.” She even pointed a sharp finger at him, emphasizing her desperation for a vice to take the edge off the morning.

Homelander chuckled, closing the distance between them. His steps were slow and intentional, invading her personal space with an ease of owning the air she breathed. The smile shifted, softening into something almost playful, though the underlying menace never truly evaporated.

“What is it, anyway? Smells like something floral,” he murmured, slowing until he was a mere few inches from her. He hovered there, his presence a physical weight, his eyes boring into her face as if searching for a crack in the granite.

Maeve didn’t flinch, her gaze steady despite the suffocating proximity. She wasn’t afraid of Homelander in the way the interns were; she didn't fear a sudden snap of her neck or a heat vision lobotomy in the middle of a Thursday. 

But she was intimately aware of the geography of his madness. The man was unhinged in every sense of the word, a ticking clock with no hands. So, for the sake of her own sanity, and the vast, staggering wealth that fueled her spoiled, cynical lifestyle, Maeve played the game. If being nice to the big blonde bastard was the tax she had to pay for her penthouse and her privacy, she would do it in a heartbeat.

But Homelander possessed absolutely no concept of boundaries, and even if he did, he viewed them as suggestions for the mud people. He leaned in further, the movement smooth and unhurried, his nose tracing the line of her jaw until he was buried in the curve of her neck. He inhaled audibly, a deep, lingering draw of breath that cataloged the floral notes of her new perfume. 

As the air hissed between his teeth, a map of goosebumps erupted across Maeve’s skin, a primal, somatic protest of sheer discomfort that her mind couldn't override. She remained a statue. She stayed rooted, her breathing shallow and cautious, her eyes tracking his every micro-movement like a soldier watching a live grenade roll across the floor.

His gloved hand rose, the leather dragging slowly against the grain of her skin. His fingers grazed her jawline, drifted down the column of her throat, and eventually came to a rest against the hard, metallic edge of her corset. He lingered there, his thumb tracing the boundary of the suit, his eyes hunting. 

He was a scavenger for fear, looking for that specific sliver of terror he craved. Usually, Maeve was a walking fort, her resting bitch face an impenetrable shield of coldness, but Homelander didn't need her face to tell him the truth. 

He could hear the sudden, frantic spike in her heartbeat, a rhythmic staccato that betrayed the woman behind the warrior. A knowing, crooked smirk warped his features. 

“You know,” he murmured, his voice dropping into a low, terrifyingly intimate register. He tilted his head until they were breathing the same air, barely an inch of space left between their lips. “If you weren’t so drop-dead gorgeous and such a total bitch, you’d have been dead by now.”

Maeve let out a soft, dry scoff, her eyes already rolling toward the ceiling in a practiced display of boredom.

“Fuck off, John,” she said, her arms finally uncrossing. She placed a flat palm against his ribbed, patriotic stomach and gave him a gentle, firm shove. It wasn’t a move of aggression, but one of weary familiarity, the kind of casual dismissal born of a thousand similar encounters.

Homelander didn’t take offense; if anything, the rejection seemed to charm him. He chuckled, a sound of genuine, dark amusement, and allowed himself to be moved. 

“You know, we should fuck again sometime,” he said, shrugging with a nonchalance that made the pervy suggestion sound like a lunch invitation. He began pivoting away, strolling toward the head of the table with the easy gait of a king. “I miss us,” he called back over his shoulder, his eyes catching hers one last time with a flash of hollow sincerity. “I do. Really.”

Maeve merely smirked, the expression a tired, cynical twitch of her lips. She didn't dignify the invitation with an answer; instead, she hooked a finger into the back of her chair, pulled it out with a screech of metal on marble, and sank into the seat. 

The conversation was already dead to her, buried under a thousand other hollow interactions.

Almost on cue, the doors hissed open to admit Samantha. She was the team’s dedicated shadow, the intern tasked with the high-wire act of delivering morning coffees, protein loaded munches, or the illegal drugs required to keep the Seven functional.

She pushed a heavy chrome meal trolley into the room, the casters rolling against the floor. It was laden with the curated breakfast orders of the world’s most powerful people.

“Good morning, Homelander. Queen Maeve,” Samantha chirped, her grin wide and desperate with hope. She was unceasingly caught in that state of being mildly nervous and completely awestruck, a deer in the headlights look that had become her permanent face at Vought.

Maeve gave her a sharp, masculine flick of the chin, a minimalist greeting that said I see you, now keep moving.

Homelander, however, didn't offer so much as a blink. He was occupied with the ritual of seating himself, a deliberate process of draping his heavy, fancy cape through the specialized gap in the chair's handlebar so it wouldn't bunch. 

Once the fabric was perfectly aligned, he rested his forearms on the handles and leaned back, his cold, crystalline stare tracking Samantha’s movements in total silence. 

But Samantha was a professional optimist. She’d been at Vought for months and still hadn't let the corporate rot dampen her excitement. Since Maeve was already seated, she started there, unloading the necessities: a crystal decanter amber-thick with whiskey, a heavy glass ashtray, a new lighter, and a fresh, unopened pack of cigarettes.

“Thanks,” Maeve muttered flatly, her eyes already tracking the decanter as if it were a life raft.

As the intern scurried around the table, placing the rest of the orders in their designated spots, the rest of the team began to file in. 

The yawning space of the conference room acted as an amplifier, catching the rhythmic echo of their approaching footsteps. Black Noir entered first, a silent shadow that seemed to absorb the morning light. Then came the others: A-Train, vibrating with restless energy; the Deep, cheeky and weightless; and Translucent, fully visible and dressed in his overalls suit. 

“Homelander. Queen Maeve.” The Moronic Trio offered a ragged chorus of greetings, their voices overlapping in a desperate bid for acknowledgment as they scraped their chairs across the floor.

But the environment in the room noticeably thickened when Starlight finally appeared. She trailed several long, agonizing seconds behind the men, lingering in the doorway as if she were stepping into a lion’s den, which, in every sense that mattered, she was.

Maeve didn't spare any of them a single glance. Her attention was focused entirely on the surgical extraction of a cigarette from its pack, treating everyone else as if they were nothing more than furniture. By the time the first plume of acrid smoke drifted from her lips, Starlight had finally crossed the threshold. 

Trailing a few paces behind her like a nervous, high-strung shadow was Ashley Barrett, the Director of Talent Relations. Ashley walked with a frantic, clipped energy, the physical embodiment of Vought’s corporate anxiety.

And throughout it all, Homelander simply watched. He sat in a state of predatory patience, that unsettling glint never quite fading from his eyes. He was always watching, always internally nitpicking, waiting for the slightest tremor in a voice or a stray hair to justify a "correction." It was the only sport that still gave him a rush.

On the surface, they were a gallery of gods, though. Every supe was vacuum-sealed into a Vought engineered suit, trimmed, styled, and polished to  excellence. They looked perfect, or as perfect as they could be, given the staggering level of idiocy Homelander knew resided beneath the suits.

Finally, he broke the silence with a loud, theatrical exhale. He leaned forward, planting his forearms on the metal table with a heavy thud, his gaze locking onto the new girl like a laser guidance system.

“Starlight!” he said at last, his voice shifting with terrifying abruptness into a charming, conversational lilt.

Annie flinched. It was a small, sharp movement, an instinctive reaction to her name being spoken by the man on the posters. She immediately straightened her spine, a polite, starstruck smile twitching at the corners of her lips, even as her eyes betrayed a lingering, frantic uncertainty.

“Homelander,” she managed, her voice small against the vastness of the room.

Homelander’s blue eyes narrowed almost imperceptibly as he tracked the jittery movement of her gaze. He noticed the way she avoided the rest of the table like it was made of hot coals. She wouldn't look at the others, and she certainly wouldn't look at him. 

It was obvious; she was internally spiraling with the localized trauma of sharing a room with the same collection of bastards who had tried to dismantle her dignity a couple nights prior. 

The fact that Homelander and Noir had been preoccupied with their own sexual distractions just a few feet away during her ordeal was a detail he filed under "irrelevant." He truly couldn't care less about the mechanics of her initiation; he only cared about competence, and sex appeal.

“Well, since you're here now—” Homelander started, his voice pivoting into that smooth, polished baritone that had sold a billion lunchboxes. He eased into his charming persona, his grin widening with a burst of manufactured corporate excitement.

He pushed off from his seat, rising to his full, intimidating height and sweeping his arms out in a grand, theatrical gesture toward Annie. “The first item on the agenda today is, obviously, welcoming our new member: Starlight. She’ll be serving in place of Lamplighter.”

His eyes swept the table, the Great American Angel face on full display for the benefit of the room. “I’m sure you’ve each met her individually over the last couple of days, but this is her first appearance in an official meeting.” His head tilted toward her again, his expression softening into something that looked almost like affection. “Starlight, would you like to say a few words by the way of introducing yourself?” he prompted, tossing her a light, playful wink. 

For a fleeting, transient moment, it virtually looked like genuine encouragement.

But Annie was paralyzed. She looked completely dumbfounded, as if the very concept of her own name had been scrubbed from her brain all of a sudden. Her eyes darted around in a frantic, awkward rhythm, eventually dragging herself up from her seat.

“Oh…” was the only sound that escaped her throat. Her gaze roamed over the rest of the room, looking for a harbor and finding only sharks. 

The Deep, Translucent, and A-Train weren't even pretending to be professional; they were smirking at her with a sickening lack of shame, their eyes glittering with the memory of her vulnerability.

The only mercy at the table was Queen Maeve, who was entirely, blissfully checked out. She sat with her eyes closed and her face turned away from the table, a thin trail of smoke rising from her cigarette as she occupied a private, whiskey-soaked universe of her own.

“I… uh… I…” Annie stammered. She was trapped in the agonizing crossroads of being mortified that she couldn't find her words and being white-hot with fury that the Megadouche Trio was chuckling at her, clearly finding her struggle to be the best entertainment they'd had all morning.

“Hey,” Homelander interrupted, his brows knitting together with a clinical accuracy that mimicked genuine kindness. His voice dropped an octave, becoming the velvet wrapped reassurance of a father figure. “It’s okay. Don't be intimidated. You're among friends here.” 

He offered the assurance with a calm stability, his eyes briefly flicking to Ashley Barrett, who was vibrating in the background with wide, manic eyes and caffeine fueled excitement.

Eventually, Annie released a long, defeated sigh, her shoulders dropping an inch. “Well… I guess I just wanted to say how pro—” she paused, the word sticking in her throat as she looked at the faces around the table. “Proud I am to be here.”

Shlp, shlp, shlp.

The Deep didn't even try to hide it. He made a wet, rhythmic noise with his tongue, a crude and unmistakable pantomime of a blowjob. He leaned over, prompting Translucent for a high-five—a gesture the otherwise invisible man returned with a sharp clap and an unabashed laugh. 

The two of them snickered like prep school bullies, while A-Train sat right beside Annie, his side-glance sharp and mocking, a smirk playing on his lips as he watched her crumble.

Annie’s face contorted into a grimace, her jaw tightening so hard her teeth audibly gritted. The outrage was a physical heat in her chest, but she remained frozen, trapped by the gold plated shackles of her new life.

Homelander, for his part, acted as though the idiots didn't exist. He didn't scold them; he simply deleted them from his sensory field, his focus remaining entirely on the script.

“Thank you, Starlight. We’ll all do our best to help you settle in,” he said, his tone final. He’d squeezed the necessary sentiment out of her, and he was already bored. His eyes shifted to Translucent, pivoting the meeting with a cold efficiency. “I believe Translucent had a question he wanted to raise?”

Translucent shifted, his chuckles finally dimming, shaking off his lazy slouch and sitting upright. The smirk remained carved onto his features, but it had sharpened into something more transactional. He pulled a pair of glasses from a hidden pocket in his suit, sliding them onto his nose as he shuffled through the glossy Vought dossiers spread before him.

“Yep! A question of merchandising, actually,” he said, his voice taking on a whiny, litigious edge. He scanned the fine print, his finger tracing the numbers that actually mattered to him. “I’d like to know why Homelander, Queen Maeve, and Black Noir are on a full one percent of the merchandising tail each—compared to the rest of us sitting at point seven five.”

Homelander barked a sharp laugh; a sound that carried no warmth, only the mocking amusement of a god listening to a peasant complain about the price of dirt.

“Because we’re the Big Three.” He shrugged with a casual, toxic smugness, looking thoroughly pleased with the simple hierarchy of his world. “Look at the sales of our individually trademarked material next to yours, Translucent. If you still don't understand the distinction, maybe you should have Ashley explain the math to you in words with fewer syllables.”

Translucent’s brow furrowed, his expression buzzing with a corporate agitation that bordered on genuine offense. “I didn’t see the ‘Big Three’ mentioned anywhere in the Vought standard-form contract,” he countered, his eyes darting around the table in a desperate search for a crumb of solidarity from the others. “As a matter of fact, I’ve never heard that term used except in the most informal contexts—”

“Looks to me like Maeve’s got the ‘Big Two’ going on all on her lonesome here,” the Deep interrupted, his voice dripping with a greasy, unearned confidence. He punctuated the remark with a slow, nasty wink, his eyes shamelessly anchoring themselves to Maeve’s boobs.

The air in the room felt stagnant as Translucent and A-Train chortled in the background, clearly energized by the cheap, bottom-shelf humor. They were like hyenas emboldened by the presence of a lion, pushing the boundaries of professional conduct simply because they could.

Beside them, Annie’s eyes widened, a flash of pure, unfiltered shock crossing her face. She was a fresh recruit witnessing the open, casual degradation of the most powerful woman on the planet, and the realization that seniority offered no protection against the rot was a cold splash of water to her system.

But it was Maeve’s reaction that stole the show. She didn't snap. She didn't even look angry. She simply turned her head toward the Deep, her expression as flat as a grave marker, and exhaled a thick, concentrated plume of gray smoke directly into his face.

The Deep vanished behind a sudden, acrid cloud. He broke into a violent fit of coughing, his hands instinctively clawing at the air as he tried to swat the smoke away, his suave persona dissolving into a sputtering, watery-eyed mess. 

Translucent and A-Train didn't offer sympathy; they only laughed harder, their entertainment increasing in direct proportion to their teammate’s humiliation.

Homelander didn’t join in the laughter. Instead, he allowed a thin, brittle line of irritation to tighten his jaw, barely resisting the urge to roll his eyes into the back of his skull. He wasn't going to dignify their bottom tier table drama by participating. He was the sun; he didn't care what the dust motes were doing in his light. 

With a flick of his hand, a dismissive, kingly gesture, he signaled for Ashley to take the floor.

“Ashley, just get on with the big stuff already,” he urged, his voice heavy with a sudden, lethal boredom. He sank back into his chair, his movements radiating a restless impatience.

“Thank you, Homelander!” Ashley chirped, her voice a high-frequency vibration of corporate sycophancy and eternal caffeine-induced jitters. 

She scurried to the foot of the table, positioning herself with a frantic energy. “Good morning, guys! It’s always just great to see the full family here at the Tower!” she squeaked, stressing the lie with a quick, performative clap. 

She snatched the remote from the marble surface and engaged the massive wall screen. The Vought logo dissolved into a fancy little digital presentation that bathed the room in a sterile, blue light. 

"Okay, everyone, eyes up! This is the big one," she prompted, her thumb clicking through the slides with rhythmic precision. “We’ve been in the cooking phase for the past year, but five weeks from now, we officially go live with Vought’s Light of the World Tour.” She turned her gaze toward the blonde devil at the head of the table, her eyes wide and pleading for his approval.

“Homelander, this is your masterpiece. We are talking twenty days, seven states, and zero breaks. We aren’t doing arenas—too cold, too impersonal,” she said, shrugging off the billion-dollar stadium circuit as if it were beneath them. “Vought is erecting custom 'Covenant Canvases', massive, state-of-the-art tent expos. Each site is a double day immersion. We’ve got roundtables, faith-based workshops, and actual theatrical plays performed by the junior ministry kids from Capes for Christ.”

She clicked to the next slide, the screen filled with architectural renders of glowing, cathedral-like tents. “Ezekiel is already on board to handle the afternoon concert blocks—very wholesome, very chart-topping. But the main event? That’s you, sir!” She gestured grandly at Homelander, her voice catching as if she were witnessing a miracle. “We’re marketing the 'Hand of God' sessions. You’ll be doing live baptisms, delivering the keynote word of the day, and showing these people that Vought isn't just a company—it’s a calling.”

She looked nearly moved to tears by her own monologue, or perhaps just the sheer, staggering scale of the projected profit margins. Ashley paused, her chest heaving slightly, her eyes searching the table for the expected adulation. “Any questions?”

Homelander simply shrugged, a slow, dismissive tilt of his shoulders. He couldn't have been less interested in the logistics of being a savior if he tried, but he wasn't about to turn down the revenue. Money was money, and adoration was the fuel that kept his machines running.

The rest of the table mirrored his apathy, the only skill they were competent at. 

Annie, however, sat in a daze of mounting confusion. She barely understood half of the corporate jargon being hurled across the room; this was her third day on the job, and she felt like she was trying to read a map written in a dead language while the world burned around her.

“Great!” Ashley clapped her palms once, the remote still gripped tight in her shaking hand. “And then we have A-Train’s upcoming movie shoots for next month—A-Train: Race to the End of the World, and—” She pointed a manicured finger at Maeve. “Queen Maeve, you’ll be teaming up with him for the second act. We’re looking for a significant demographic boost there.” She flashed a conspiratorial wink at A-Train, who looked more interested in his fingernails than the film. “And the Deep, we have the Ocean World expansion—”

Homelander’s lips smacked together; a wet, sharp sound that cut through her sentence. His hand shot up, palm flat, physically halting the flow of her words as his patience had finally, fully evaporated. He closed his eyes for a brief, pained second.

“Actually, Ashley—just email the stuff to everyone,” he said, his voice dropping into a flat, dangerous monotone. “Run the individual pointers with us in private. Okay?”

Ashley’s mouth remained parted, frozen mid-syllable. She blinked, her brain scrambling to reset, before she managed a frantic, submissive nod. 

“Of course, sir. Absolutely.” She forced a wide, synthetic grin and fumbled with the remote, killing the screen and placing it back on the dark surface with a trembling hand. “That... that would be all for today, then.”

“Yeah?” Homelander’s grin returned, a sharp, sudden flash of canines that signaled he was finally getting what he wanted. He pushed off his chair with a burst of restless energy. “Great. Class dismissed!” He clapped his gloved palms together, the sound echoing like a gunshot through the yawning space, and began to saunter toward the exit with a predatory grace.

But just as his boots reached the threshold of the door, he stopped dead. His head tilted to the side as if he’d just caught a faint, nagging frequency in the air, a detail he’d nearly let slip through the cracks.

“Oh, right,” he muttered to himself, the sound barely a whisper as he pivoted back toward the room, his cape swirling around his calves like a shroud.

The rest of the team, who had already begun the ritual of disengaging; scraping chairs, checking phones, or reaching for their munchies, froze in mid-motion. They settled back into their seats with a collective, silent sigh, eyes tracking Homelander as he drifted back into the room. 

There was a thick, curious tension in the air. When the Captain had an afterthought, it usually involved someone losing their job or their dignity.

As he circled the metallic table, Homelander’s hand darted out with practiced grace, plucking a thick black permanent marker from a silver penholder. He didn't break his stride as he stepped toward the spot where the new girl sat.

Annie, who had spent the meeting trying to shrink into the upholstery, stiffened. The man of her childhood dreams, the face that had looked down from her bedroom wall in Des Moines, was closing the distance. Panic and awe warred in her chest. 

She began to push herself up, a reflexive move to show respect to her superior, but Homelander let out a soft, paternal chuckle. He waved a casual, gloved hand, gesturing for her to stay seated with a kind of forced warmth.

Once he reached her, he didn't hesitate. He uncapped the marker with a sharp pop and leaned over her, invading her personal space so completely she could smell the expensive, Vought-branded cologne off his skin. Before her brain could even process the intrusion, he pressed the felt tip against the white fabric of her suit, right at the collarbone.

With a steady, bored hand, he began tracing a line down her chest, carving a deep, aggressive 'V' into the material.

“Memo from Madelyn,” he explained, his voice conversational and flat. He continued the drawing, the marker dragging across the fabric with a rhythmic skritch. “New costume concept for you. Something a bit more... photogenic. More or less…” He gave a small, disinterested shrug mid-stroke, his blue eyes never leaving her chest as he mapped out the exposure. “Like this. Get the idea? You could put a zipper in the middle, you know. Accessibility. Talk to Ashley. Okay?”

He finished the vandalism and pulled back, clicking the cap back onto the marker with a satisfied snap. He gestured grandly at the black ink staining her pristine white-and-gold suit, as if he’d just gifted her a masterpiece.

Annie blinked stupidly, her brain buffering behind her eyes as the reality of the situation struggled to land.

It was another entry in the long, horrifying list of things that made no sense since she’d arrived in New York. She had grown up worshiping this man, and in the past seventy-two hours, she’d discovered he was likely homosexual or bi, a narcissist, and apparently, a part-time fashion designer with zero concept of consent. He hadn't asked for permission to touch her, let alone ruin a suit that cost more than her mother's house. He had simply taken what he wanted because he was the only thing in the room that mattered to him.

In that moment, a cold, leaden realization settled in the pit of Annie’s stomach. It was a slow motion car crash of her own idealism. Maybe Homelander, too, was an absolute jerk. Perhaps he wasn't as overtly depraved as the other three predators at the table, but he was fundamentally flawed; a hollowed-out version of the icon she had worshipped on her bedroom wall. The shimmering image of the man who had pulled her from the wreckage of that active shooting in Pennsylvania was dissolving, replaced by a man who had just treated her body like a whiteboard for his corporate whims.

But before she could even find the breath to protest the violation of her suit, the God of America was already gone. He had vanished through the doors, leaving her sitting there with a black ink stain over her heart. The rest of the Seven filed out after him in a blur of colored spandex and indifference, treating her presence as if she were a piece of the office furniture.

Out in the glossy hallway, Ashley Barrett’s heels clicked rapidly as she scrambled to close the gap between herself and Homelander’s billowing cape.

“Homelander!” she called out, her grin sheepish and brittle, the sweat of the mid-morning grind glistening on her brow. “Don’t forget to drop by the wardrobe. They've redesigned your boots.”

Homelander slowed his stride, turning only partially to acknowledge her. His face remained a mask of stoic boredom.

“Thanks,” he said with a curt, singular nod. He began to turn away, then paused, his voice dropping into a casual register that didn't quite hide the predatory undertone. “Uh, Ashley? Do me a favor and send the Deep’s schedule for the week to my private terminal.”

“Of course! Right away!” Ashley chirped, already backing away, waving a frantic, small goodbye as she retreated toward the elevators to tackle her next corporate fire.

Homelander didn’t wait for her to finish. He was already striding away. He had never liked Ashley enough to grant her more than a few seconds of his time anytime she interacted with him, but he appreciated her utility. Ashley was high-functioning, stupid; and most importantly, governable. She never questioned why he needed files that often fell outside his jurisdiction, like the minute-by-minute movements of his teammates.

He thought of the Deep’s behavior in the meeting; the crude gestures, the lack of discipline, the way he’d let Maeve embarrass him. The boy had been getting a little too comfortable, a little too out of sorts lately. And Homelander believed that a leader’s primary duty was to ensure his followers knew exactly where the hierarchy stood.

The fish kid was overdue for a good ol’ lesson. He’d been fucking with money. 

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Chapter 3: Karma Is Bittersweet

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⚠️WARNING: Long chapter ahead. Contains disturbing psychological content and implied sexual assault. Reader discretion is advised.

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The yellow taxi screeched to a halt against the curb, its tires biting into the asphalt directly in front of the monolithic Seven Tower. The driver, a young man, shifted in his seat to face Annie, his expression a mix of weary professional and wide eyed tourist.

“There you go, miss. Seven Tower, huh?” He let the name hang in the humidified air, weighted with a wishful reverence. That place was everyone's ultimate dream job, after all. 

Annie offered him a polite, practiced smile, one she’d perfected back in Des Moines for talent shows and church raffles. She began the ritual of plucking bills from her wallet. The fluorescent dash lights washed her face in a sickly green hue, highlighting the faint exhaustion she couldn't quite mask.

“So, what? You’re like... a corporate big-shot there or something?” The driver probed. There wasn't any malice in his voice; it was pure, innocent fascination, the kind of awe people felt when they were standing in the shadow of something they believed was greater than themselves.

Annie leaned forward, extending the cash. The smile remained pinned to her face, a brittle shield against the world’s expectations. “No, nothing that exciting. I’m just an intern, actually,” she said, her voice steady and clean.

It was a lie, but a necessary one. Admitting she was the Starlight, the newest constellation in Vought’s artificial sky, felt increasingly like confessing to a crime she hadn't yet committed. In the mere seventy-two hours since she’d set foot in New York, Annie had learned with startling clarity that being one of the Seven was not the divine calling she, or the rest of the worshipping world, imagined it to be. It felt more like being trapped in a gold plated human centipede machine. 

The driver flashed her a wider, toothy grin and gave a brisk nod, satisfied with her humble answer. He didn't press for more, much to her relief. 

Annie stepped out of the cab, the heavy, humid air of the New York night instantly clinging to her skin like a damp blanket.

Earlier that afternoon, the walls of the tower had begun to feel like they were closing in. She had found herself in dire, physical need of oxygen that hadn't been recycled through Vought’s HVAC system and a reprieve from the suffocating presence of her new "colleagues." 

She had been sitting in her penthouse, waiting for her first assignment that never came. Of course, it stood to reason that no new corporate hire, superhuman or otherwise, was handed the keys to the kingdom during their first week, let alone their third day. 

But it was more than just being the new girl. Even if she had possessed the burning desire to fly out and play the hero for the masses, the leash was pulled tight. The Seven weren't allowed so much as to sneeze in the direction of a crime scene without the explicit, triple-stamped approval of Security, Risk, and Crisis Management. The bureaucracy of "saving the world" was a maze designed to prioritize optics over lives.

And then, there was the matter of the suit.

Her stomach did a small, nauseous flip as she thought about the morning’s meeting. Homelander had effectively vandalized her uniform, using a permanent marker to draw a crude, plunging neckline directly onto her chest to illustrate his concept art for her rebranding. 

It had been her only pair that fit perfectly, the one that made her feel like the hero she’d spent her life trying to become. Her two older backup suits were now smaller, relics of a younger self, and utterly unwearable for a public appearance. She felt marked, branded by a man who saw her not as a coworker, but as a convenient canvas for his whims.

So, Annie had traded the suit altogether for the anonymity of civilian clothes: a pair of pale, high-waisted jeans, a multicolor crop top, and a denim jacket that felt more like Annie from Des Moines than Starlight of the Seven. The electric grit of the New York streets were far better than the aimless, ghost-like sauntering through the Tower’s fancy corridors doing nothing. It was her first time in the city, and she figured she might as well see the skyline before the corporate machine completely sucked the soul out of her.

It would be a flat out lie to claim she had simply swallowed the insults of the last few days and moved on. She hadn't. As she roamed through Manhattan’s sensory overload, her mind was a broken record, relentlessly replaying every humiliation that had transpired since her launch night.

Coming to terms with the reality of the Seven was like finding out your guardian angels were actually just high functioning sociopaths with multi-million dollar branding deals. Only seventy-two hours into her tenure at the Tower, and the Greatest Heroes in the World had already shown their true colors.

However, Donna had always insisted that Annie wasn't just born gifted; she had a knack for manifesting luck. As it turned out, that midwestern optimism actually bore fruit in the humid afternoon heat. Annie was standing on a crowded corner, hovering over a tray of local street food, when she spotted a middle-aged man with a desperate, sweating face dragging a screaming little girl toward a parked SUV. The scene simply didn’t feel normal. 

Annie didn’t hesitate, of course. She dropped the food and intercepted them, demanding an explanation with a firmness that felt more professional than anything she’d done at Vought so far. 

The man’s defense was predictable. He claimed he was the father, a tired parent dealing with a tantrum. But the child’s denial was immediate and bone chilling. She begged for help with a raw terror that no tantrum could mimic. Annie gave the man exactly sixty seconds to explain himself before she called the police, but he doubled down, spinning a frantic yarn about a domestic dispute and a wife who had lost her mind.

The interaction heated up until the scene practically buzzed with the man's escalating aggression. Annie didn't wait for him to swing, she tackled him with a clean, efficient force that reminded her why she’d spent all those years training at all. She bundled the hysterical man and the sobbing child into the car and drove them straight to the nearest police station herself.

When she handed them over to the desk sergeant, she finally used the name Starlight. It was the only time in three days the title felt like it carried any weight. Supes had government mandated immunity and the legal authority to arrest or neutralize threats on the spot, and for the first time in New York City, she was grateful for the red tape. She’d actually done something. She’d saved a life.

The officers at the station had basically tripped over themselves to thank her, a few veteran cops shaking her hand with a proud grip. There was a flurry of requests for autographs and a few fumbled smartphones aimed her way for photos, but she declined the pictures with a polite, firm shake of her head. Aside from the fact that her contract forbade unapproved digital likenesses, standing there in a denim jacket and thrift-store jeans didn't exactly scream ‘Vought International Icon’.

Still, as she’d scribbled Starlight on a few crumpled pieces of notebook paper, the hollow ache in her chest had begun to scab over. After three days of psychological waterboarding at the hands of the world's greatest narcissists, this was the win she needed. She convinced herself it was a sign, a divine wink from the Almighty. The Lord was still watching, even in a city that felt like it had been built on a graveyard of morals. 

Maybe she could be the outlier. Maybe she could be the one person in the Seven who didn't smell like a PR firm’s dumpster fire.

Buoyed by a sugar rush from a cherry slushie she’d grabbed on the way back, Annie caught a cab and returned to the Tower. And by the time the elevator chattered with a soft, expensive ding on the 99th floor, the crushing weight of the morning’s meeting had lifted, replaced by a light, airy mood she hadn’t felt since she’d left the Midwest.

Annie bypassed her quarters and headed straight for the unisex washroom, a term that felt absurdly clinical for what was essentially a marble and onyx cathedral dedicated to hygiene. The space was a yawning miracle of dusty browns and polished blacks, illuminated by recessed lighting that made everything look expensive and untouchable. 

On one side, a series of basins sat beneath a mirror so large it felt like a portal into a wealthier dimension. On the other, the toilet stalls stood like silent, armored sentinels. The place was scrubbed to such a sheen that a person could likely perform open heart surgery on the floor without catching a cold.

Annie stepped up to the mirror, her reflection looking a little more like the girl she recognized. She turned on a faucet, the water trilling with perfect, aerated pressure, and let out a long, tired sigh. She cupped her palms, catching the cool liquid and splashing it against her face. She did it again, and then a third time, letting the New York grime wash down the drain.

In the background, a stall door clicked open with a sharp, mechanical finality. 

Queen Maeve stepped out. The first thing she did was roll her shoulders, the audible pop of her joints echoing off the marble walls, before she began a slow, weary saunter toward the basins. She came to a halt about four feet from Annie, but instead of facing the water, she leaned her weight against the vanity, her back turned to the mirror with a posture of pure stoicism.

Once she found her balance, she reached into the hidden compartment of her forearm bracers, plucking out a pack of cigarettes with a practiced flick.

Annie had frozen mid-motion, the water still trilling into the basin. This was it, the moment she’d dreamed of since she was a little girl in Iowa. She was finally face to face and entirely alone with the woman who defined her entire concept of feminism and heroism. Scrambling to look presentable, she snatched a paper towel, killed the faucet, and pivoted to face her idol.

“Queen Maeve, hi!” Annie’s voice jumped an octave, a wide, genuine fangirl grin splitting her face. “We finally meet. I mean, I know we were in the meeting, but... wow. I can’t believe I’m actually seeing you in person. You’re so much more gorgeous than you are on TV.”

She tossed the damp paper towel toward the bin and reflexively wiped the remaining moisture from her palms onto her jeans, her heart hammering against her ribs. “By the way, I’ve watched every single one of your movies. And your memoir? I read it so many times I actually wore the spine out. I had to go out and buy a second copy, you know,” she added with a nervous, childish giggle that felt small in the immense space.

Maeve, however, remained a statue of stoic indifference. It was as if Annie were a hologram, a flicker of light and sound that didn't quite register in her reality. She pulled a cigarette from the pack and ignited a lighter, the flame reflecting briefly in her deadened eyes before she took a deep, dragging pull of smoke.

Annie’s grin wavered but didn't break. She took a quick, cautious glance around the room to confirm they were still alone, then took a conspiratorial, girlish step closer. Her tone dropped to a soft, respectful whisper. “I just have to say, ma’am... I really admire how you handled the Deep’s vulgar comments today. It was... inspiring.”

Maeve didn't offer a "thank you" or even a glance. She merely let out a small, dry scoff, a sound devoid of any humor. She stared at a blank point on the far wall, exhaling a thick cloud of smoke that began to drift between them, obscuring their reflections in the mirror and creating a gray, acrid veil between the veteran and the rookie.

Annie’s grin persisted, though it was beginning to look more like a desperate reflex than an expression of joy. “No, really,” she insisted, closing the gap by another single, tentative step while still respecting the invisible perimeter of Maeve’s personal space. “I was just amazed. How you managed to put him in his place without even dignifying him with a single word... it was incredible.”

This time Maeve released a slow, weary sigh, a fresh plume of smoke trailing out with the breath. Her eyes slid shut, her head dipping forward as if the sheer pressure of the new girl’s midwestern earnestness was a physical burden she couldn't quite carry.

“Looks like I’m going to have to use a word or two on you just to get some fucking peace,” Maeve rasped, her eyes remaining closed. Then they snapped open, dull and sharp all at once, as she finally deigned to look at the girl. “So, here are the two words you’re looking for: Fuck. Off.”

The grin on Annie’s face didn't just disappear, it eroded in agonizing, gradual decrements, like a sandcastle being reclaimed by a cold tide. It wasn't just the blunt force rudeness of it; it was the psychological sting of adding Queen Maeve, the ultimate blueprint for female heroism, to the mental tally of "pricks" Annie had been compiling since her arrival. 

Without a word, Annie gave a singular, stiff nod and pivoted on her heel, leaving Maeve to rot in her own grey cloud of nicotine and apathy.

The walk back to her penthouse was a blur of high end carpet and crushing isolation. She struggled against the hot, stinging prickle of tears, her throat tightening as she spiraled through a desperate internal audit. She searched her memory for some cosmic sin, some spiritual debt she was being forced to pay back with interest. What could she have possibly done to deserve a workplace that felt like a circle of hell designed by a PR firm?

Then, the memories of her pageant years began to surface, unbidden and cold. She saw herself back in Des Moines, standing under the hot stage lights with Donna whispering ideas in her ear. She remembered the girl she used to be: the one who would casually drop a devastating rumor about a competitor’s ‘reputation’ just to ensure the crown stayed on her own head. Back then, it had felt like strategy. Donna had framed it as being ruthless in a difficult world, a necessary survival tactic for the winners' circle.

Annie had never let herself see the wreckage she’d left behind; she’d just kept smiling for the judges and the cameras. But now, standing on the receiving end of that same icy cruelty, and from people she had once worshipped, the realization hit her like a physical blow. 

The world wasn't a fair place where the good won, it was a theater of the absurd where the cruelest actors got the best billing.

The Seven were the ultimate proof that you could be a monster and still be a god. And in that moment, the bittersweet truth settled in: she wasn't just a victim of their world. In her own small, ambitious way, she had been a citizen of it all along.

By the time she’d returned to her penthouse, Annie had reached a grim spiritual conclusion.

This was karma, plain and simple. She was finally being served the bill for every pageant crown she’d snatched through backroom gossip. The universe was balancing the scales, ensuring that her big win, the golden dream of joining the Seven, felt as empty and bitter as it should.

The following couple of days did little to distract her from the existential rot. Her schedule was a grueling marathon of Vought’s onboarding bureaucracy, a series of eventless tasks designed to turn a human being into a brand asset. 

There were sunrise photoshoots where she had to hold a static, saint-like smile for three hours while a lighting technician complained about the lack of glow in her skin. There were HR orientations with Ashley Barrett’s presence, who always vibrated with a manic energy as she walked Annie through Vought’s internal databases and the proprietary software that tracked everything from their social media engagement to their resting heart rates.

As tedious as it was, the busywork acted as a sensory mute. It kept her running, ensuring she was too occupied with password resets and biometric scans to dwell on the fact that her childhood idols were actually just a collection of expensive nightmares.

Then came the weekend, and with it, the Shuttle Day. It was time for the Seven’s alternate-week migration to their orbital headquarters, the Seven Station.

The commute was three hours of Vought basically flexing its bank account. It started with a forty-minute sprint down the Atlantic in a private jet that smelled aggressively of vintage Italian leather. They touched down in the middle of the Vought Florida Complex, ten thousand acres of high-tech concrete and humid swamp where federal laws and FAA regulations were treated like polite suggestions allowed from a distance.

The transition from the base to space was a consistent blur of frantic activity. Annie spent a localized eternity in a hangar the size of a cathedral, undergoing suit-pressurization checks and safety protocols. The actual flight to the station was the shortest, most violent segment of the trip; a ten-minute kick to the chest as the boosters waged a loud, concussive war against gravity.

Finally, the roar died into a pressurized hum. Annie found herself drifting in the shuttle's cabin for the final ten minutes, her body feeling weightless and untethered. She watched the blue, glowing curve of the Earth through a reinforced porthole while the docking computers purred through their silent calculations. 

It was a surreal, soundless transition, moving from the humid, predatory heat of Vought’s private soil to the cold, airless vacuum of space.

Shortly after take off, Annie realized that the shuttle’s passenger list was missing one god-sized name, Homelander. Every other member of the Seven was strapped into their high tensile seats, surrounded by a swarm of the usual corporate shadows and handlers. It was established protocol that, regardless of the day on the calendar, a strategy meeting was held the moment the team touched down at the station to mark the shift in rotation.

Swayed by a moment of naive curiosity, Annie leaned over to Ashley and asked if Homelander was staying grounded for the week. The look Ashley gave her was a cocktail of pity and professional exasperation. 

As it turned out, the man who could outrun sound didn't exactly need to wait for a countdown and a booster rocket. Homelander simply flew. In fact, he had departed for the heavens hours before the rest of the team had even finished their morning lattes.

Annie felt the heat of a blush crawl up her neck. The stupidity of the question lingered in the cabin like a bad smell; of course, Homelander didn't need a shuttle. It was the kind of common sense reality everyone should have swallowed along with their first glass of milk.

Minutes later, the shuttle docked.

Seen through the reinforced porthole, the Seven Station was a far cry from the sleek, futuristic silver needle Annie had imagined. Up close, it looked more like a sprawling, orbital oil rig, a brutalist nightmare of scarred titanium and exposed conduits. 

It was a massive ring dominated by a glowing yellow-star ‘7’ that burned with a cold, perpetual light against the blackness of the void. 

Solar arrays stretched out from the hull like skeletal, sun-bleached wings, cluttered with spikes of long range surveillance sensors. There was no elegance in the exterior, no architectural poetry; it was a clunky, heavy-set fortress of geometry built to withstand both the vacuum of space and the prying eyes of the planet below.

However, the moment the airlocks hissed shut and the inner pressure doors slid open, the industrial grime of the exterior evaporated. Annie stepped out onto a carpet so thick and plush it seemed to swallow the very sound of her footsteps. She was stepping into a world of brushed silver and white marble, breathing in a sterile, clinical scent of expensive ozone.

The transition was a physical jolt to the system. The interior was a masterpiece of Vought funded excess, featuring wraparound floor to ceiling viewports that framed the curvature of the Earth as if the planet were nothing more than a high priced piece of lobby art. The utilitarian metal of the hull was expertly hidden behind soundproofed mahogany paneling and soft, recessed lighting. 

It had created an atmosphere of eerie quiet, a god-like serenity. It was mesmerizing and terrifying at the same time. Annie drifted along behind the group, her head on a swivel as she tried to reconcile the exterior of the station with the palatial interior. Every surface seemed to glaze with a silent aesthetics of billions of dollars at work.

Ashley, trailing just behind with her usual frantic energy, slowed her pace. She slung an arm around Annie’s shoulder, a gesture of corporate intimacy that felt about as natural as a plastic plant. 

“Fancy, right?” she prompted, her eyes searching Annie’s for the appropriate level of gratitude.

Annie flashed a wide, genuine grin, nodding as she took in a particularly sleek stretch of brushed chrome. “Yeah... I mean, it’s incredible. It looks like a completely different world inside compared to the outside.” She let out a small, breathless chuckle.

“Well, you’d better get used to it. You’re going to fit right in, Starlight,” Ashley said, giving her a firm, proprietary pat on the back. “Your new suit is waiting in your chamber. We’ve had the entire suite renovated to align with your brand identity—very celestial, very you.” She gestured toward a glowing digital schematic embedded in the wall then. 

“The map will lead you there. We have the strategy meeting in twenty minutes. Cool?”

“Yeah, yeah. Of course. Thanks a lot, Ashley,” Annie replied, her focus already drifting to the glowing lines of the map. She offered a polite smile over her shoulder as she stepped closer to the screen to memorize the byzantine layout of the ring.

“You bet!” Ashley chirped, her voice echoing down the hall as she hurried off to put out some other fire. 

Within seconds, Annie was the last soul in the corridor. The rest of the Seven and their retinue of handlers had already vanished into the depths of the station, leaving her alone with the eerie hum of the life support systems.

Following the digital breadcrumbs, Annie eventually found herself standing before a door marked with her new, stylized logo. A thin beam of red light swept across her face; a second later, the door hissed open, inviting her into the space.

It was a high-altitude fever dream designed by a minimalist with a god complex. Everything was ivory white and brushed gold, gleaming under ambient lights. A sprawling studio layout where the wine bottles in the kitchenette probably cost more than her first car. In the far corner, a lush king-sized bed sat like a monument, and in the center, a golden brown sofa pristinely organized. 

But the crowning glory was the outer wall; a massive, seamless viewport of reinforced glass that offered an unobstructed, terrifyingly beautiful view of the Earth hanging in the blackness. It was surreal enough to make her dizzy.

Annie stood at the threshold for a long beat, just breathing in the scent of new upholstery and filtered air. When the awe finally subsided into a manageable emotion, she stepped inside. Her eyes swept the room, taking in every expensive detail until they settled on the bed.

Resting on the gleaming white duvet was a high-end golden garment bag and, beside it, a sturdy cardboard box. Both were emblazoned with the new Starlight logo, Vought’s final, polished stamp of ownership.

Her brow knit as she hovered over the bed, a fleeting spark of optimism igniting in her chest. For a split second, she allowed herself to hope for something dignified, something that felt like a promotion. She moved toward the packages with a sharp rush of excitement, her fingers fumbling with the golden zipper of the garment bag.

The excitement flatlined almost immediately as she pulled the material free.

Annie found herself staring at a glistening, one-piece garment that looked nothing like a uniform. It was more of a fancy lingerie from a boutique adult shop. It was a bodysuit made of her brand colors, ivory and gold. 

It gleamed with a predatory luster under the room’s ambient lights. Gone was the modest skirt. Gone was the cape that made her feel like she belonged in a legend. Gone was the hip pouch; Vought apparently decided that a female hero had no need for a pocket when she could simply provide aesthetic value instead.

The accessories were just as blatant: a thin golden belt that served no purpose other than to emphasize her waist, opera length gloves that swallowed her arms up to the bicep, and thigh high boots with heels so tall, a suicidal person could jump from them.

Homelander’s "design notes" had been followed to the letter. There, right in the center, was the zipper he’d suggested; a cold, metallic line that could be pulled up to a modest high neck or plunged down to a depth that left absolutely nothing to the imagination.

Annie didn't even realize she was scowling at the heap of fabric until her reflection scowled back from the viewport. 

She walked over to the mirrored wall, holding the suit against her frame. The sight triggered an immediate, visceral cringe. It wasn't just that it was revealing, it felt like a betrayal of every Sunday school lesson and every shred of self-respect she’d managed to maintain. But the reality of her situation settled in sooner than later. She was a multi-million dollar investment, and investments didn't get to argue about the packaging.

So she showered quickly, the water feeling colder than usual, and suited up. She applied a layer of makeup because you simply couldn't wear an ensemble this aggressive with a bare, honest face. It required a certain level of artificiality just to make the wearer presentable.

By the time she’d finished wrestling with the tall boots and the silk lined gloves, the digital clock on the wall informed her she was already two minutes late. She left her signature white headband on the vanity as it looked ridiculous paired with the new "photogenic" Annie, and hurried toward the door.

Every step through the silver corridors felt like a walk to the gallows. Her skin crawled with the anticipation of the Moronic Trio and their inevitable commentary. She could already hear the snickers, could already feel the oily, lingering gaze of the Deep tracing the lines of her skin Vought had so carefully exposed.

The moment she crossed the threshold of the orbital conference room, she was hit by a wave of expensive fragrance; a mix of sandalwood, citrus, and the faint, metallic tang of the station’s life support. The room was a mirror of the Tower’s boardroom, reimagined in a cold, celestial palette of silver, blue, and white. 

Every seat was occupied, and every head turned. Annie kept her eyes fixed on her empty chair, forcing herself to walk through the thick, sudden silence. She ignored the way the cold air of the room felt against the uncovered stretches of her own skin.

Homelander sat at the apex of the long table, his silhouette framed by the infinite blackness of the viewport behind him. 

The man looked like a bored deity presiding over a mediocre sacrifice. His elbows rested on the tabletop, chin resting against the bridge of his locked knuckles, while his eyes remained frozen in a state of cold, impenetrable stoicism.

Around the periphery, the usual suspects were already in peak form. A-Train, Translucent, and the Deep didn't even bother to mask their gawking as Annie navigated the room. They were a huddle of high school bullies in billion-dollar suits, trading hushed remarks that dissolved into wet chuckles and predatory smirks the moment she drew near.

"Well, look at that. Now you can be hot and cold at the same time, newbie," the Deep called out, his voice greasy with a confidence he hadn't earned. He tossed a wink her way, his eyes dragging over the ivory fabric of her new bodysuit.

Annie didn't give him the satisfaction of a blush. Instead, she fixed him with a hard, unwavering scowl, her glare remaining locked on his face until she dropped into her designated chair next to A-Train. The leather of the seat felt freezing against the exposed skin of her thighs.

Meanwhile, Homelander blinked once with agonizing slowness, his gaze sliding toward Maeve. 

She was slumped in the seat to his immediate right, swirling a finger of amber whiskey in a crystal glass. She looked like she was mentally calculating how many more minutes of this she could survive before her liver gave out.

Finding no entertainment there, Homelander’s eyes drifted toward the furthest, dimmest corner of the room. That was where Eli sat. As Madelyn Stillwell’s second assistant, Eli was a permanent fixture of the orbital base, hired specifically to act as the Seven’s administrative shadow. 

On paper, his job was to log meeting minutes, observe the team’s dynamics, and ensure the flow of data back to the New York office remained uninterrupted.

But in reality, Eli was the corporate equivalent of a wiretap. He was an inside spy, a harmless looking suit hired to sniff out compliance breaches and errors before they could embarrass the brand. He was the leash that kept the heroes tethered to the reality of their contracts without ever having to say a word. 

In his mid-thirties, with impeccably groomed brown hair and wire rimmed glasses, Eli sat as quiet and still as a mannequin. He was a master of being invisible in plain sight, never speaking unless he was directly interrogated, a human recording device tucked away in the shadows of their private boardroom.

And Homelander knew better than to treat Eli as part of the furniture. He had already reached his quota of patronizing lectures from Madelyn and Stan this week, and he had no desire to provide them with fresh ammunition via another incident report. These boys were getting sloppy, particularly the Deep. 

The fish whisperer had become far too comfortable lately, tossing out locker room remarks. He’d forgotten, or simply stopped caring, that a Vought auditor was sitting ten feet away.

According to Homelander’s internal estimation, this shift in the hierarchy was a direct result of Lamplighter’s very fiery exit and Starlight’s subsequent arrival. The Deep clearly felt that since he was no longer the designated rookie, he’d been promoted to the role of senior hazing officer, granting him a license for unrestrained sleaziness.

It irritated Homelander beyond comprehension. 

The fact that the gill-boy actually believed he could indulge in such cheap antics during work hours was a direct insult to the Captain’s leadership. It was a lapse in discipline, a crack in the glass, and Homelander privately blamed himself for being too lenient. He had let the leash go slack, and now the mutts were barking in the house.

He finally let out a long, bored sigh, ready to initiate the afternoon’s circus. But just as he parted his lips to speak, the murmur of the room was shattered. 

Ashley Barrett burst through the door, her tablet clutched against her abdomen and her pencil heels striking the floor like rhythmic gunshots.

“Uh—excuse me, guys. Hey, sorry to interrupt—” Ashley waved a frantic hand, her face a frenetic manifesto of corporate urgency. “We have a situation.”

She addressed Homelander first, her voice trembling with the weight of a looming PR disaster, before her eyes skittered across the table, and landed on Annie like a heat seeking missile. Her finger pointed instinctively at the girl in the ivory bodysuit.

“Starlight! Did you beat up a middle-aged white dude and call him a pedophile back in New York?”

The accusation was so casual, yet delivered with such abruptness, that Annie’s brain seemed to stall. She blinked, her spine straightening against the cold leather of her chair. She stole a brief, panicked glance at Homelander; he remained a statue, but his eyes were alive, ping-ponging between the two women with a sudden, predatory interest.

“I—I didn’t beat him up,” Annie stammered eventually, her voice sounding small in the vast, silver room. “Why? What’s going—”

“Are you insane?” Ashley spat, cutting her off, the word dripping with a look of incredulity usually reserved for people who set fire to orphanages. 

She backpedaled into the center of the room, her accusatory finger hovering in the air like a loaded weapon. “Do you have even the slightest inkling of what you’ve done? There is a video circulating the internet right now where Starlight of the Seven is seen tackling a white man who was just trying to buy his daughter a milkshake. Do you have any idea what that does to your brand? To our brand?”

Annie’s mouth worked silently for a moment, the air in her lungs seemingly replaced by sand. The sheer velocity of the lie left her reeling. She looked around the table, her eyes wide and searching for a single shred of logic in the room. “But—but that wasn't his daughter. I asked her! I asked the kid directly, and she told me it wasn’t her dad. You could literally just call the police and ask them—”

Ashley didn't let her finish. She cut her off with a groan so loud it bordered on a theatrical wail, one palm dragging slowly over her face in a choreographed display of panic and exhaustion. 

When her hand finally dropped, revealing eyes that were wild with corporate bloodlust, she looked toward Homelander first. It was a silent, frantic appeal, as if she were a schoolteacher reporting a particularly troublesome brat to the principal.

Homelander merely shifted his weight. His chin lifted from his knuckles as he leaned back into the depths of his chair, watching the unfolding train wreck with a hollow, detached fascination. He looked like he was watching a foreign film without subtitles; vaguely amused, but largely unbothered.

Eventually, Ashley released a sigh that rattled her entire frame. She adjusted the tablet in her hand, her fingers flying across the screen with practiced, manic precision until she located the file she wanted. Once the digital document loaded, she marched over to Annie and slammed the tablet onto the table with a sharp clack.

“The police report.” Ashley announced, a sardonic grin spreading across her face until it looked painfully tight. “As it turns out, the man really was the girl's father. The kid is just a spoiled little brat—much like you.” She punctuated the insult by raking her gaze over Annie from the top of her head down to the tips of her new, gold plated belt, her expression thick with patronizing judgment.

A hard, twisted frown creased Annie’s brow as she swallowed against a dry throat. “Excuse me?” she whispered, the offense stinging worse than the suit’s revealing cut now.

Ashley nodded, her eyes wide with a manic corporate disappointment. She looked moments away from an aneurysm. 

“Yes. You heard me,” she snapped, her thumb flickering across the tablet to pull up a TikTok reel that was already looping into infinity. “And guess what? The internet is a very small, very vengeful place. Someone commented, That’s Annie January. I went to high school with her. She was bulimic and a total cunt to other girls who weren’t like her.

Annie blinked stupidly, unsure what to say. 

Ashley didn't stop, though. She scrolled down with a predatory relish, reading the next highlighted atrocity aloud. “Oh, look at this one: I was on the pageant circuit with her. She managed to stay skinny by throwing up after meals. I heard it a few times.

Annie froze entirely this time, her eyes as wide as they could be. It felt as if her very skeleton had turned to ice, her heart hammering a frantic, uneven rhythm against her ribs. She was suddenly, terrifyingly exposed, and it had nothing to do with the skimpy gold bodysuit.

Ashley leaned in until she was well within Annie’s personal space, her voice a serrated whisper-shout. “Bulimic, Starlight? And calling a struggling dad a pedophile? Really? Do you have any concept of what that does to the brand? You are supposed to sell hope and sunshine, not fucking eating disorders and false accusations.”

In the background, the peanut gallery was in full swing. The Deep and Translucent leaned toward each other, their sneers audible over the buzz of the station’s life support.

“Not so holy after all, huh?”

“Probably even got some vitamin D up her ass behind the stage to keep the glow.”

And A-Train was half-covering his mouth, smirking beside Annie.

They were all so caught up in their own juvenile cruelty that they failed to notice Homelander. The man wasn't looking at the tablet or the ladies; he was watching them, his jaw tightening as he observed their complete lack of professional decorum. The drama between the publicist and the rookie was secondary to the fact that his team was acting like a pack of low rent hyenas in his presence.

Annie blinked, her eyes darting around the room as she looked for a single face that wasn't twisted in mockery or rage. “I—That’s not fair—” she stammered, the words feeling like trash in her mouth.

“Fair?” Ashley barked a laugh that was dangerously close to a sob. “Fair left the room the second you decided you’d look hot going off-script, assaulting an older man for literally no logical reason. And you know what the best part is? Management doesn’t blame you. Oh no.” Her grin widened, never quite reaching her eyes. “They blame me. Because apparently, I’m the Director of Talent Relations, and my talent is out here wasted after brats like you.”

“Alright—that’s enough.”

Homelander’s voice sliced through the corporate screeching like a razor. He pushed off from his chair with a slow, intended kinetic energy, his hands finding his hips in a classic, heroic silhouette.

A tiny, rhythmic nerve twitched at the corner of his temple, and though his words were directed at the women, his eyes remained fixed on the Deep with a cold, predatory focus.

“Starlight. What is this about?” he demanded. 

Annie hesitated, her gaze darting nervously between Ashley’s manic vibration and Homelander’s terrifying stillness. “Sir—I didn’t... I didn’t realize it would backfire,” she stammered. Her hands shot up in a reflex of pure self-defense, her palms open and pleading. “The man was dragging the girl toward his vehicle. I only approached to investigate. I was being careful. But then the girl—she told me he wasn't her dad. She begged me to save her.”

“Riiiiight... she begged you,” Ashley echoed, her voice dripping with mock belief. She rolled her eyes so hard it looked painful, a sneer of pure corporate spite curling her lip.

Homelander clicked his tongue, a sharp, agitated sound that echoed off the silver walls. His eyes fluttered shut for a brief second as he raised a single gloved finger, pointing it directly at Ashley’s nose.

Shhh,” he hissed. It was a soft sound, but it carried the weight of a falling guillotine. He opened his eyes and finally pivoted his entire frame toward the women. “Let her finish,” he ordered, his expression dead serious all of a sudden. 

It wasn't that he possessed a shred of genuine empathy for Starlight’s plight. He didn’t particularly care if she’d tackled a saint or a serial killer. But there were certain foundational courtesies he expected for every member of the Seven. It was a matter of branding, of course, but also a matter of ego. At the end of the day, he was the sun around which this entire grotesque solar system orbited. Any stain on a teammate was a direct smudge on his own reflection.

More importantly, he harbored a visceral distaste for watching the corporate zombies speak down to the gods. Humans were meant to be the audience, the mud people, not the critics; and they certainly weren't allowed to snap at the talent unless Homelander was in the mood for a bit of cruel entertainment. And this wasn't one of those moments. His patience was scraping the bottom of the barrel, worn thin by the Moronic Trio’s incessant, low brow snickering in the background.

The disdainful smile vanished from Ashley’s face as if it had been wiped away by a cloth. Her posture shifted instantly from aggressive to submissive, her shoulders hunching as she began to nod with frantic, bird-like intensity. She stole a side glance at Starlight, her eyes now clouded with the immediate, cold terror of a woman who had forgotten exactly whose room she was standing in.

Annie swallowed hard, her head moving in a slow, rhythmic oscillation between the frantic publicist and the stationary god. As Homelander offered a flick of his wrist, a bored, go-ahead gesture, she found her voice again.

“I arrested him, borrowed his vehicle, and drove them straight to the police station," Annie explained, her brow furrowing as she mentally retraced the events of that afternoon, searching for the moment the heroism turned into a liability. She looked up at Homelander, her face a canvas of desperate sincerity. “Sir—I really didn’t think the child was lying. She was terrified, and I just wanted to help. I am so very sorry.”

Homelander simply shook his head, a long, theatrical exhale escaping his lips. He began to pace a short, tight circuit behind his seat without any immediate verbal response. 

The silence in the room became a living thing, heavy and pressurized, as the rest of the team sat like waxworks, awaiting the verdict from the only person whose opinion carried the weight of law.

“See, Starlight,” he said at last, his tone shifting into something terrifyingly relaxed and conversational. He stopped his pacing and turned to her with a weary patience.

“The problem isn’t whether or not the man was actually her dad. Nobody cares. Really.” He waved a hand vaguely toward the ceiling, as if the concept of truth was a bothersome gnat he’d just swatted into the void. “The problem is that you were captured on camera.”

Annie blinked, the realization hitting her like a bucket of ice water. The moral core of the intervention, the potential kidnapping, the child’s safety, the actual justice, was irrelevant. It was a non-factor. The topic was so far beneath the Seven’s altitude that it didn't even register.

Homelander pointed a finger at her. It wasn’t a gesture of accusation, but rather one of paternal, corporate wisdom. “Always look for the cameras first. Make sure you aren’t being recorded. Especially—” he gestured lazily at the tablet, hinting at her civilian clothed memory, his eyes tracing the gold lines of her new, skimpy bodysuit for emphasis, “—if you’re going out in what I’m assuming was your secret identity?”

The irony was thick enough to choke on. He was standing in a billion-dollar space station, wearing a flag as a cape, lecturing her on the tactical necessity of being a better liar.

But overshadowing that fact, a subtle, involuntary smile twitched at the corners of Annie’s lips at the mention of a secret identity. She’d always figured that was a trope reserved for comic books and big budget reboots. Back in Des Moines, the line between Annie January and Starlight was so thin it was basically translucent; everyone from her dentist to the checkout girl at the grocery store knew exactly who she was. 

She nodded, the juvenile smile surfacing despite her best efforts to play the professional. It was a small, hopelessly naive expression that felt wildly out of place in a room built for gods.

An immediate smirk appeared on Homelander’s face, seemingly charmed by the sheer depth of her simplicity. It was almost endearing, in the way a golden retriever failing to catch a ball is endearing. To be fair, this was his first genuine reaction of the day, a spark of actual amusement elicited by a Goody Two Shoes stunt that hadn't even involved a body count. 

At least it's not another sex scandal, he mused privately, his eyes casting a brief, disgusted shadow over the rest of the table.

He turned his gaze back to Ashley. The smirk remained, though it sharpened by degrees until it resembled the look of a predator. "Ashley, find a way to spin this. Give them a different narrative, or just come up with a distraction. You know the drill. The usual garbage," he said, fanning a hand dismissively.

Vought had successfully navigated enough of these digital circuses to fill a library. He wasn't about to let a poorly filmed rescue occupy the entirety of a strategic meeting. In his world, this was a minor clerical error. The only things the public should truly be discussing were his own upcoming tour and the divine perfection of his own image. Everything else was just background noise.

Ashley’s head bobbed up and down with a frantic rhythm. "Great idea, sir! Brilliant!" she chirped, the sound of corporate sycophancy dripping from the ceiling.

Homelander let out a heavy, world-weary sigh, rolling his eyes at the blatant buttering before turning his focus back to the new girl. His tone shifted, sliding into a version of himself that was almost fatherly; charming, yet underpinned by a stern, unyielding authority.

"And Starlight," he said, his voice dropping into a register of practiced warmth. "Look, this is your first time. I get it—you have that burning desire to be a hero. But you’re in the Seven now. We do things differently up here. Stick to the narrative. No more side quests without my explicit approval. Clear?"

Annie nodded immediately, the weight of his gaze heavy on her shoulders. "Yes, Homelander. Thank you so much. It won't happen again."

Her smile has finally broken free of its restraints, blooming across her face with a glow that outshone her branding. A surge of genuine gratitude washed over her; his intervention had been measured, authoritative, and most importantly, it had shielded her from Ashley’s shrieking vitriol.

Perhaps Homelander wasn’t entirely the monster she initially assumed. Perhaps he was simply the only adult in a room full of petulant jerks. He wasn't like the rest of them, he was the captain they needed, a complex, weathered version of the hero she’d idolized since she was a girl in pigtails. He was human, flawed, and a little tired, but in that moment, he felt like the only anchor she had in the room.

Meanwhile, Homelander pivoted toward the rest of the table, his arms locking behind his back beneath his cape. The paternal warmth evaporated, replaced by a sharp, immediate irritation.

“Now, can we fucking start the meeting already?” he urged, the twitch in his temple returning. He looked genuinely offended that his afternoon had been derailed by such minuscule corporate theater.

“Yes! Absolutely!” Ashley chirped, her persona snapping back into a state of frantic, high gloss charm.

“Good.” Homelander made a dismissive, fluttering gesture with his hand; a theatrical, almost flamboyant wave that signaled the end of her relevance. “You can fuck off now, Ashley. I’ve had quite enough of your face for one day.”

He sank back into his leather throne, utterly nonchalant. He didn't care if he was being rude; he was simply stating a structural fact of the universe.

Funnily enough, Ashley didn’t even look offended. She didn’t even look surprised. She merely scrambled to her feet, clutched her tablet to her chest like a life preserver, and shuffled out of the room with the panicked speed of a rabbit escaping a combine harvester. 

The moment she cleared the threshold, Black Noir performed the silent courtesy of pressing the remote, hissing the heavy pressure doors shut. The man had been a phantom throughout the entire exchange, an eerie, silent question mark in the corner. He hadn’t breathed a word or shifted an inch, playing his role as the Seven’s resident enigma with his usual, unsettling perfection.

Homelander spared him a brief, almost fond glance, the kind one might give a loyal Doberman. 

“Let’s start with you today, Noir,” he said, his voice regaining its command. “I’m sick to death of hearing stories of incompetence. Come on, give us something good.”





——






After the meeting concluded, Translucent and A-Train vanished together, likely destined for a movie night that would involve more high grade narcotics than actual cinema. Vought’s logistical machine was scheduled to deliver a fresh shuttle of elite escorts tomorrow morning, so the boys were effectively in a state of forced celibacy until then; unless, of course, they finally decided to skip the middleman and fuck each other.

Maeve, already halfway through her first bottle of the evening, moved with a heavy, rhythmic grace toward her quarters. Her itinerary for the weekend was predictably bleak: drowning herself in expensive whiskey and eighties classic flicks until the world stopped spinning. She’d probably supplement the binge with enough weed to numb a rhinoceros. Her backup plan for tomorrow involved the scheduled orgy, though she’d sooner leap into the vacuum of space than touch her teammates. She preferred the professional batches, the pretty groupies and symmetrical boys routinely ferried up from Earth like fresh produce for their uninterrupted entertainment.

Then there was Black Noir. He drifted away from the group like a shadow detached from its source, his mind likely already occupied by the complex 

fingering of a new piano piece he’d discovered. Noir was the station's singular anomaly; he never indulged in the petty, skin-deep distractions that consumed the younger members. He was a creature of meticulous competence, a silent monolith who completed every Vought approved assignment with flawlessness. 

He didn't care for the office politics or the locker room talk. His only real extracurricular involvement was as Homelander’s private pressure valve. He was the one who listened to the Captain’s blistering venting sessions and, more often than not, the one who handled the Captain’s more physical needs. They were a duo of convenience and dark familiarity, never particularly caring who held the dominant hand or were the top during sex. It was a fluid, silent arrangement, a switching of roles that served as the only honest interaction in the void that was their existence.

And Annie, god bless her naive and rural soul, had drifted out of the conference room with a shell-shocked grace, like she'd just survived a high speed collision with reality. As a matter of fact, she was the first one to hit the corridor, her mind a knotted mess of celestial wonder and corporate bile. 

She was too new to the god lifestyle to even fathom how to spend a weekend in orbit. The concept of a ‘shuttle of escorts’ was a planet away from her Iowa upbringing. This was her first time in the vacuum of space, yet the infinite stars felt secondary to the digital firestorm currently incinerating her reputation back in New York.

By the time the door to her chambers hissed shut, she had collapsed onto the couch, the plush fabric mocking her internal agitation. The silence of the room was heavy, pressing against her ears as she replayed the meeting’s greatest hits.

What really stuck in her throat, sharp and bitter like an unripe lemon, was the fact that she’d been dragged across the coals by Ashley Barrett for the crime of giving a damn.

Sure, maybe the man really was the father. Maybe the girl was a world-class liar in a sundress. But in the moment, with the screaming and the dragging, it had all the hallmarks of a predator in the wild. The child had radiated a terror so thick you could taste it, and for Annie, that was the only mandate she needed. Intervening wasn't a choice, it was a reflex. She had prioritized a child’s safety over a stranger’s dignity, and in any world that made sense, that would be a win.

But Vought didn't live in a world that made sense, they lived in a world of appearance and reputation.

To Ashley, and by extension, the conglomerate; the actual safety of the minor was a footnote. The real catastrophe was the eighteen-year-old with a smartphone and a TikTok account who had captured the scuffle. It wasn't even as if she’d used lethal force; she’d merely tackled the man to keep his escalating temper from becoming a physical threat.

The unfairness of it all felt like a physical weight. Since when did the court of public opinion override a superhero’s intuition? Who cared if the internet was confused? This was a matter of law, of protection, of the Job. They should be answering to the police, not to a comment section filled with trolls and anonymous spite. 

But then again, the cold, clinical reality of the viral clip wasn't something she could just wish away. Ashley, as much as it pained Annie to admit, had a point. 

The comments section had become a digital autopsy of her past, and those stinging remarks about bulimia and being a cunt were particularly sensitive because they were true. Whether or not those years of pageant driven desperation were behind her didn't matter to the algorithm; the damage was a permanent part of the data stream now. And Homelander, in his infinite, terrifying wisdom, had already filed it away under "Usual Garbage."

It was the pattern of it all that really stung. Just when she thought she’d clawed back a single scrap of dignity, a genuine moment of heroism in a city made of soulless people and lies, it had been inverted into a viral catastrophe. Her world had performed a full 360-degree rotation, leaving her dizzy and stranded in a lifetime she didn't recognize.

Annie released a deep, rattling sigh, shaking her head as if she could physically dislodge the gloom clinging to her brain. She peeled the long, golden gloves off her arms one by one, tossing them aside like discarded skin, and allowed herself to slump back into a comfortable, undignified sprawl.

Maybe the solution was just to succumb to the modern ritual of doomscrolling for an hour before raiding the fridge. If the fridge lacked the necessary sustenance for a cosmic pity party, she could always check out the dining hall.

With that grounding, almost human thought, Annie reached for her phone, only to find her hand grasping at empty air. A subtle frown creased her face as she sat up, her head swiveling as she scanned every crevice of the couch and the polished surface of the coffee table. The device was nowhere to be found.

She stood up fully, performing a frantic, geometric search of the immediate area. Nothing. Then, the realization hit her with a dull panic: the new suit. Vought had stripped away the utility pouch in favor of a more streamlined look. She’d been carrying the phone in her hand like a commoner, and she must have set it down on that massive mahogany table during the meeting.

“Oh…” she murmured to the empty, ivory room. 

So a little reluctant groan, a few tired sighs, and a long decision paralysis later, she eventually left her chamber to retrieve the digital leash she’d left behind.

The corridors were unnervingly quiet. In the artificial timezone of the station, it was currently leaning into the early evening hours of New York City, though time felt like a loose concept when you were suspended in space. 

A subtle, sharp shiver traced its way down Annie’s spine, spurred by the aggressive bite of the central air conditioning. The new suit, with its strategic lack of fabric, was doing absolutely nothing to mitigate the chill. Having discarded her gloves, she felt even more exposed, a growing pileup of her minor miseries.

Her internal monologue was a steady tally of negatives as she approached the conference room. But as she neared the threshold, the rhythm of her footsteps faltered. 

To her surprise, the heavy pressure doors hadn't fully sealed; they were caught in a state of almost closed, leaving a narrow, vertical crack between the two titanium panels. It was a rare lapse in the station's seamless automation, a glitch in the fortress.

For reasons she couldn't quite articulate, Annie didn't reach for the biometric scanner. Instead, she found herself drifting toward that sliver of open space, her brows pulling in curiosity as she peered through the gap.

The room was still occupied. Homelander hadn't moved from the head of the table, his silhouette framed against the cold brilliance of the Earth below. 

The Deep was standing a few paces away, his back to the door, his posture unusually rigid. It was clear the two hadn't left since the meeting’s adjournment. The environment inside the room didn't just feel cold, it felt a bit tense. 

Annie leaned in closer, her heartbeat thudding against her ribs, as she strained to catch the low, vibrating frequency of a conversation that was never meant for her ears.

Inside the room, the Deep was mid performance, giving a play-by-play of his recent activities with the Ocean World campaign. His arms flailed with a useless, frantic energy, an attempt to broadcast a brand of alpha male suave that he clearly believed he possessed.

“...Yeah, so, there’s that. The Ocean World update,” he said, letting out a nervous, high pitched chuckle. He rubbed the back of his neck, his gaze skittering everywhere, the mahogany, the viewports, the monitors, anywhere except Homelander’s actual eyes. 

Homelander, in the meantime, yanked off the velcro of his gloves, pulling each one off his hands with ritualistic silence. 

“But—you know, sir...” The Deep paused, casting a theatrical glance around the empty room before taking a few steps closer. His tone dropped into something he likely thought sounded grim and substantial. “If you have some more time, could I discuss the poor living conditions of the dolphins at the park? I have some... friends down there who are really suffering—”

“Deep,” Homelander interrupted. The word didn't even sound like a name, it sounded like a heavy door slamming shut. He had a bored, static pout plastered on his face, his eyes so cold and unmoving that it was impossible to tell when he had last bothered to blink. “Sit down.” He pointed a single, now ungloved finger at the Deep’s designated chair. 

“Right. Sure,” the Deep replied, his grin stretching wide. He was a jittery mess of sheepish, restless energy as he scurried to his seat. He settled in, trying to maintain a casually smug, conversational demeanor as if they were just two bros talking shop.

And the moment the Deep was anchored in his chair, a wide, luminous grin had spread across Homelander’s face. It wasn't the American Hero smile seen on lunchboxes and billboards. It was a predatory display of dental perfection, flashing sharp canines at the fish whisperer with a terrifying, mechanical coldness.

The silence that followed was dense enough to drown in it. It stretched for a long, agonizing minute, the grin never wavering, never reaching Homelander's eyes. 

The longer the moment dragged on, the more the air seemed to vanish from the room, leaving the Deep to twitch under the weight of a gaze that felt like an autopsy.

The Deep, for his part, was finally beginning to register that something was fundamentally wrong. The blonde bastard was eyeing him with a clinical intensity, as if he were peeling layers away from the Deep’s invisible guard wall simply by staring at him. It was becoming painfully obvious that the Ocean World campaign was the furthest thing from Homelander’s mind. That had been the appetizer; the main course was clearly something more personal, and far more lethal.

He tried to maintain his ‘cool guy’ facade, casting brief, twitchy flashes of an awkward smile at his captain. His eyes darted around like trapped birds, never quite committing to the man across the table. Eventually, his own squirming became too noticeable to ignore even for him. 

He shifted in the expensive leather seat, the material creaking in the silence, and cleared his throat to say something, anything, to break the suffocating pressure of that stare.

“So… uh, how’s—what… is there anything else I can do for you, Homelander?” Deep stuttered, the smile faltering on his face. He began to blink rapidly, at the frequency of staring into a flashbang.

In response, Homelander’s grin evolved. It turned crooked at the corner, a little hook of a smile. He finally broke the laser-focus of his gaze, leaning back into the depths of his chair with a deep, performative exhalation that sounded like a tire losing air.

“I don't know, Deep,” Homelander said, offering a small, airy shrug that was entirely too casual for the tension in the room. “Yeah, I guess… yeah, maybe you can help me understand if… I don't know, maybe I’m stupid. Am I stupid, Deep?”

He asked the question with a breezy, conversational lilt, as if he were asking about the dinner menu rather than seeking an opinion on his own intellect from the man recognized as the dumbest creature in the room by Vought. 

“What?” The Deep barked out a scoff, the sound brittle and desperate. He waved a hand as if swatting away the very idea of Homelander being anything less than a genius. “No! No, you’re not stupid. You’re smart—you’re very smart. In fact, you’re the smartest… right?”

He ended the sentence on a high, rising note, his voice cracking slightly as he sought Homelander’s own validation to confirm the compliment he’d just frantically offered.

Homelander’s smirk deepened, a short, wet sound of sheer dismissal escaping his throat as he finally rose from his seat. His movements were gradual; the slow unfurling of a predator that knew its prey had nowhere to run. He looked like he was trying to solve a particularly annoying math problem, his expression a mask of mock confusion as if he simply couldn't comprehend why the variables in the room weren't adding up.

“Do you think Vought is stupid, Deep?” he asked, his voice airy and light as he began to saunter toward the Deep’s end of the table.

The Deep’s spine snapped to attention, his posture becoming as rigid as a board. His eyes were finally, fatally locked on Homelander, tracking every inch of the Captain’s approach with a cautious look. 

“Yes—N... no? I mean, no. Definitely not,” he stammered, his brain clearly misfiring under the tension.

“Mm.” Homelander nodded, his hands unlocking from behind his back as he slowed to a stop directly behind the Deep’s chair.

He took a moment to just stand there, thoroughly reveling in the symphony of the Deep’s panic. He could hear it: the frantic, disconnected rhythm of a heart that had spiked to 140 beats per minute. It was a delicious sound. 

Slowly, with a horrifying tenderness, Homelander raised his hands and placed them on the Deep’s shoulders. His fingers curled over the trap muscles, his grip tightening against the bone with a steady, mechanical force.

Beads of cold sweat began to blossom across the Deep’s forehead, shimmering under the harsh blue light of the room. His muscles stiffened into granite the moment he felt that weight, but he didn't move an inch. He didn't even dare to blink, his eyes straining downward to watch Homelander’s knuckles as they turned a stark, bloodless white.

“Then tell me this,” Homelander said, his voice dropping into a conversational, almost intimate register. “What possible reason—what razor-sharp fish instinct made you think that what you’ve been doing in these meetings lately isn't going straight into Stan Edgar’s ears?”

The grip tightened by another incremental degree, the sound of the Deep’s suit material groaning under the strain echoing in the silent room.

The Deep caved instantaneously, his bravado evaporating without dignity. To nobody's surprise, he shifted immediately into a state of utmost, groveling politeness.

“I—I don’t understand, sir,” he stammered, his voice thin and reedy.

“No?” Homelander prompted. He lowered his face until it was parallel with the Deep’s, their profiles nearly touching in a distorted parody of intimacy. “Then let me give you a refresher course.”

The grip tightened. It was no longer just pressure, it was a calibrated, bone deep agony that made the Deep’s vision swim with white sparks. “What was that pathetic display supposed to be, huh? The stupid fucking slurping sounds, the comments about what’s going up Starlight’s ass, about Maeve's tits—what was that, huh?”

The Deep let out a muffled grunt, his jaw muscles bulging as his shoulder bones began to creak under the strain. “I—I was just kidding, I swear! It didn’t mean anything!” he whimpered, the sound of a beaten dog. “I’m... I’m so sorry. It’ll never happen again. I swear on my life.”

The crushing pressure stopped the millisecond the apology left his lips. 

Homelander remained frozen for a heartbeat, his eyes unblinking and mere inches from the Deep’s face, savoring the raw, unfiltered terror he had injected into the idiot’s nervous system.

After a few more seconds of a scrutinizing, soul-stripping stare, Homelander finally loosened his hold. He straightened his spine with a rhythmic grace and stepped around the chair to stand face to face with the seated man.

One hand dropped away from the Deep's shoulder, but the other remained. It didn't retreat; instead, it drifted upward, the ungloved fingers grazing the Deep’s neck with a light, clinical touch, as if Homelander were mentally calculating whether the fish-guy’s throat would fit perfectly within his single, closing fist.

By now, the Deep was essentially shuddering with chemical panic. His stress hormones were flooding his system so aggressively he actually reeked of them; a sharp, metallic scent of sweat and fear that filled the space between them. His heart hammered violently against his ribs, as if it was trying to escape his chest before the rest of him was pulverized. Beneath Homelander’s warm palm, his right jugular throbbed like a trapped animal, yet he still managed to maintain eye contact with his ‘leader’, swallowing dryly in a state of absolute, paralyzed horror.

Behind the crack in the door, Annie felt the air in the corridor grow thin. She watched with curious wonder, mildly satisfied that it was happening to that asshole. 

Inside, Homelander finally released a deep, rattling exhale, his expression settling into a complimentary blend of predatory focus and a perverted, skin-crawling smirk. 

“Those were the official meetings of the Seven,” he said. His voice had dropped into a register so low and intimate it was basically a caress, a kind of tone a butcher might use to soothe a cow before the bolt gun. “Which means playtime is over. Right?”

The Deep gave a microscopic nod, his body frozen in a state of perpetual, Darwinian terror; as if any sudden movement, any stray twitch of a muscle, would be the catalyst for his immediate deconstruction. “Right. Right—no more razzing. No more pranks.,” he croaked, the lie tasting like copper in his mouth.

Homelander’s smirk deepened further, genuinely amused this time, even offering a flash of something that resembled affection; a twisted, predatory fatherly pride that was infinitely more terrifying than his rage. He liked them broken. They were much more manageable when they were weeping inside.

“You need to understand something,” Homelander continued, his voice barely a ghost of a whisper. “Any incident with any member of this team... it’s an inkblot on my name. My legacy. And Eli? He’s not our friend, Deep. He’s a fucking vulture. Don't give him a reason to circle.”

“Yes, sir,” the Deep whispered back, nodding with a frantic conviction. His eyes were wide, glazed with the desperate need to survive the next thirty seconds.

The smirk finally blossomed into a wide, luminous, and utterly hollow grin on Homelander’s face. “Good,” he said. He didn't pull his hand away. 

Instead, his thumb began to lustfully graze the sensitive skin on the Deep’s neck, a slow, rhythmic stroke that served as a final, tactile reminder of exactly who owned his pulse. “Then I trust we never have to have this conversation again.”

“Never!” the Deep echoed, his voice a pathetic, low chime of total submission.

In the shadows of the corridor, Annie remained frozen, her mind a frantic switchboard of conflicting signals, at this point. On one hand, there was a dark, sharp spark of satisfaction; a sense of poetic justice that felt like a cold drink on a hot day. The Deep, the man who had treated her like a piece of meat from the moment she’d arrived, was finally being dismantled.

But the method of the dismantling was what curdled her blood. The encounter wasn't loud. There was no screaming, no crashing furniture. It was eerily, surgically calm. That was the horror of it.

The man who had just played the part of the weary, protective mentor an hour ago, the hero who had brushed off her mistakes and shielded her from Ashley’s corporate venom, had vanished. In his place sat something terrifying and cold. Annie’s perception of Homelander had kind of performed a sickening tilt. He wasn't just a captain who was "humanly flawed"; he was a master of masks, a man who could defend a rookie and psychologically castrate another in the same afternoon without breaking a sweat.

Yet, the true climax of the nightmare was still unfolding. As Annie watched through the crack, Homelander strolled back to the head of the table like a king returning to a throne. 

He lowered himself into the leather, settling in with a sigh of casual comfort while the Deep remained anchored to the spot, his nervous system clearly firing blanks. Then, with a casual crook of his finger, Homelander gestured for the Deep to approach. The movement was small, domestic, and utterly nonchalant.

“Now come here and suck my cock,” Homelander said, his voice as flat and ordinary as if he were ordering a coffee. “I need a release.”

He rested his arms on the handles, leaning back into the expensive upholstery and manspreading with a shameless, effortless dominance.

An involuntary, sudden gasp escaped Annie’s throat. She slammed her hand over her mouth instantly, the sound stifled by her palm, but in her head, it sounded like a gunshot. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a frantic animal trying to claw its way out of her chest as the reality of the Seven, the true Seven, finally laid itself bare.

Naturally, the Deep was stunned, or at least as stunned as a man with his particular history of poor life choices could be. But after a few seconds of mental buffering, the man didn't even bother to offer a token of resistance.

He scrambled to his feet with a pathetic sound and rushed over to Homelander, dropping to his knees with an experienced ease of having long traded his dignity for a paycheck.

Homelander’s grin split wide, flashing those predatory canines as he watched the King of the Seven Seas cower at his feet. “Good boy,” he purred, the sound thick with a terrifying, patronizing warmth as the Deep reached out to undo the belt.

Outside the door, Annie didn't stick around for the feature presentation. She was already nauseous, the contents of her stomach threatening a rapid exit. She straightened her posture and fled; well, as quietly as one can run when their world is currently performing a high speed structural collapse.

What the fuck just happened? The question looped in her brain like a broken record as she sprinted back toward the safety of her quarters.

Was it justice? Was it some sort of cosmic, twisted karma? Was Homelander actually performing a psychological, and physical, demolition of the man who had tried to extort her just a week ago? The parallels were nauseating. The Deep had tried to force her into this exact position, and now he was the one on the floor, obeying the exact same brand of predatory logic.

It was horrible, vile, and yet... undeniably satisfying. It was a bittersweet cocktail of divine retribution served in a silver-lined hellscape. This place was a factory for fast, filthy karma. But the main takeaway, the lesson that was currently being carved into Annie’s brain with a blowtorch, was that she had fundamentally miscalculated the monster at the head of the table.

She’d spent the last week realizing Homelander wasn’t all good and divine. She’d spent the last hour realizing he was something far worse. He wasn't just a bad person, he was dangerous. Unpredictable in a way that should make you anxious in his company. 

He was still very much the mightiest being on the planet, and that was precisely why he was the ultimate threat. He used his power like a blunt instrument to shape the world into whatever grotesque vision Vought or his own whims demanded. And Annie, for all her glowing light and Iowa charm, was just another piece of furniture in his room.

The pressure door hissed shut, sealing Annie into the sterile vacuum of her chamber. She stood there for a long moment, heaving for air that felt too diluted to breathe, her eyes wide with frantic, unblinking shock.

Then, the second wave of the nightmare hit her.

Her phone. The device was still sitting on that polished mahogany table, a silent witness to the hedonism and monstrosity currently unfolding just a few corridors away. It was probably vibrating with a news alert or a text from her mother, or Supersonic, right next to where the Deep was currently being mouthraped.

“Ugh… fuck.” Annie groaned under her breath, the curse feeling small and inadequate against the bleakness of the situation. She squeezed her eyes shut, her mind briefly playing a masochistic game of what if. Could she go back? Could she wait for the "session" to end and slip in like a ghost?

She stood in the center of the room, caught in a desperate loop of contemplation, her fingers twitching against her thighs. But then she pictured that door opening, pictured Homelander’s blue eyes locking onto her with that terrifying, predatory warmth, knowing exactly what she’d seen.

“Fuck it. Fuck it,” she muttered to herself, the words a manic prayer for self-preservation. She shook her head violently, as if she could rattle the image of the Deep on his knees right out of her skull, and turned her back on the door.

The phone could stay there until the sun burned out. 

Notes:

If you're waiting for Annie to catch a break... don't. 😅 The only thing more permanent than the fame is the disillusionment. Let's just all collectively say "Welcome to the big leagues, kid." hahaha xD

Next chapter drops mid-week! :)

Chapter 4: The Sweet Life of The Mighty Seven

Summary:

⚠️WARNING: Long chapter, mild sexual content. Reader discretion is advised.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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The gym on Seven Station was built to serve more as an aeronautics laboratory repurposed for high impact violence than as an actual fitness suite. It had that clinical, electric smell of a hospital's laser ward, a scent so clean it felt like it was scrubbing Annie's lungs raw.
In place of the usual plastic and chrome found in a suburban health club, the equipment was made of matte black reinforced tungsten and carbon steel. The weights sat on magnetic-lock racks, bolted directly to the station’s reinforced spine. 

Rumors had it every time Queen Maeve dropped a plate, the entire orbital floor groaned. A deep, metallic shudder that routinely reminded everyone on the station once upon a time that they were one clumsy god away from a hull breach. For the humans, it was a workplace accident waiting to happen. So after multiple nagging complaints from HR, apparently Maeve had stopped coming to the gym altogether. 

But there was something fascinating about the gym for Annie. There were no rhythmic clanging plates to be heard; the resistance machines operated on silent, high tension hydraulic pistons.

Annie was currently a blur atop the treadmill; a massive, bolted-down slab of industrial rubber and steel. It shrieked with a high pitched whine, like a jet turbine, as it struggled to accommodate her pace. She had gladly switched into her workout clothes in place of that Vought mandated lingerie, opting for fitness leggings and a tank top.

The air in the room was kept at a sharp fifty degrees to counteract the staggering thermal output of a Supe's metabolism, yet the scent of scorched rubber still hung faint and bitter in the recycled oxygen, a testament to the friction she was generating.

Annie’s eyes were bloodshot and heavy, the result of a total lack of sleep since witnessing that hideous display between the Deep and Homelander. While she had successfully retrieved her phone the following morning, she had since maintained a strict embargo on her social media apps. The internet was currently busy dissecting her past like a high school biology class, and she had no desire to watch her life be peeled back for the world’s amusement.

And while the general public likely imagined the Seven were currently up here engaged in some technotopian, fancy savior business from orbit, the reality was, as usual, far more pathetic. Since that strategy meeting after arrival, Annie had spent four days in this floating fortress, and she hadn't encountered a single member of the team in the corridors over the weekend. 

Instead, she was met only by the occasional Vought employee scurrying past with a clipboard and a look of continual desperation. Even the dining hall remained a ghost town whenever she ventured out for a meal. 

Apparently, these global icons were asocial mental cases, preferring to rot in their private suites and feed whatever neuroses they’d indulged in that week. Annie did, however, endure the muffled thumping of bass heavy music on both weekend nights, the vibrations bleeding through the station's reinforced bulkheads. She could only assume the usual suspects were knee deep in some private, hedonistic recreation. 

Aside from the noise, Annie’s primary mission had been the utmost avoidance of Ashley Barrett. Whenever their paths did cross in the hallways, Ashley would cast her a look of sharp accusation, immediately masked by a charm-offensive grin. 

And Annie had stopped even attempting to feign a reciprocal smile; the energy required to mirror that level of corporate theater was simply beyond her current reserves.

It hadn't taken long for her to realize that she desperately needed a hobby to survive the vacuum of space. The reality of the station was a stark, boring contrast to the terrestrial myth that the Seven spent their orbital weeks in a frantic, 24-hour cycle of global salvation. 

It was a morbidly stagnant environment. She was faced with a binary choice: find a way to occupy her mind or succumb to the creeping claustrophobia of being trapped in a high-tech tin can with a collection of perverted narcissists. There was no escape hatch for the soul up here. They were all breathing the same recycled oxygen, and the only mercy was the unspoken agreement to see as little of one another as humanly possible.

She had reached out to Donna last night. But before that, her thumb hovered over the call button with the desperate hope that she could finally strip away the glamour and tell her mother how rotting the core of this apple truly was. She wanted, needed, Donna to tell her to quit, to pack her bags and come back to the relative sanity of Des Moines. 

But the moment her mother answered, she was met with a tidal wave of manic maternal pride.

Donna was a frantic bundle of excitement, barely pausing for breath as she described the thrill of hosting viewing parties for the reruns of Annie’s launch event. She’d spent the better part of the hour boasting about how her daughter was currently sitting on the right hand of God in the Seven, while her bridge club rival’s daughter had only been accepted into a residency at Cedars-Sinai. 

In Donna’s world, saving lives in a hospital was a polite, participation trophy achievement compared to the celestial glory of her daughter, Starlight.

That conversation had only succeeded in shoving a new set of heavy burdens onto Annie’s shoulders. The expectations now felt like a debt she wasn't sure she could ever repay. She had quietly folded her truth back into her pocket, realizing she couldn't possibly shatter her mother’s delusions.

How could she? How do you even begin that sentence? How do you tell the woman who raised you on superhero lunchboxes that you were nearly sexually assaulted on your first night in the big leagues? That the man the world compared to a modern day messiah was actually an expert in depravity? That the grand, cinematic rescues they watched on the news were likely choreographed down to the last grateful tear by a team of underpaid marketing interns? 

It wasn't just a disappointment, it was a realization that her entire life’s ambition had been a carefully curated, billion-dollar sham.

And frankly, Annie hadn't been able to think about much else, anyway. She had spent the last few days replaying the same loop of events every time her brain was active, which, unfortunately, was all the time. 

Sleep was a lost cause, mostly due to a paralyzing fear that someone might decide to bypass her door locks, coupled with the crushing anxiety of watching the internet perform a live autopsy on her reputation. All because she’d dared to do a little good-hearted, unscripted intervention back in New York. 

It felt like a perpetual, waking nightmare with an expensive view of the planet. 

So, resorting to the gym seemed like the only logical move. If she couldn’t turn her brain off, she could at least try to tire out the rest of her. It was a desperate attempt to release the muscle tension that had become a permanent resident in her body since her first day with the Seven.

But even as she pounded the treadmill, her thoughts continued to churn, grinding over the same few worries like gears in a broken machine.

Her mental doom loop only snapped when Black Noir drifted into the gym. Annie didn’t stop running; the treadmill’s jet engine whine wouldn't let her stop that abruptly anyway, but her eyes tracked him as he moved toward the cable crossover machine. 

He didn't bother with a warm up or a polite stretch; he just went straight to work, moving with a mechanical, silent efficiency.

Annie kept stealing glances, fascinated in a morbid way. The man apparently never removed the suit. Not for off duty hours, and certainly not for the gym. These people treated their suits like primary skin, as if their civilian selves had simply been pruned away to make room for the branding. It was weird in every possible sense of the word.

The relative quiet was punctured a moment later by Ashley, who burst in with her signature manic energy. She had her tablet clutched to her chest, her eyes darting around until they locked onto Annie.

“Starlight! Oh, thank God you’re here,” Ashley squeaked, her voice hitting a frequency that made Annie’s teeth ache. She performed a little theatrical gesture of relief and strolled over to the treadmill.

Annie fought back the immediate, reflexive urge to roll her eyes. Even before Ashley opened her mouth, Annie’s brain had already checked out, hit with a sudden, profound exhaustion. But she kept the implosion on the inside, maintaining a neutral mask while the treadmill continued its indifferent mechanical whir.

“Guess what?” Ashley chirped, slowing her pace beside the machine. She leaned one arm against the console, her grin wide and frenetic. “That incident back in New York? The girl’s mom just came forward and made a statement.”

Annie let out a heavy sigh, her shoulders dropping. “Listen, Ashley, I’m really sorry about all this, I didn’t mean to—”

“Tsk, tsk. Let me finish,” Ashley interrupted, flicking a hand through the air in a sharp, dismissive wave. She leaned in close, her expression shifting into a conspiratorial mask. Her voice dropped to a low, zealous register as if she was about to share a state secret with Annie. 

“Turns out, the mom has full custody of the girl. The dad? He’s got a history of arrests for domestic abuse. He really was kidnapping the kid to extort money from the mother,” she explained, her hands gesturing wildly in a state of pure corporate exhilaration. “The mom saw that video on YouTube and came forward to thank you personally and clarify the narrative. She could not have been more effusive if we’d paid her—which, for the record, we didn’t have to.”

Annie blinked, the mechanical rhythm of her feet faltering. She reached out and pressed the stop button on the console, the treadmill slowing until it groaned to a halt. For the first time in days, the doom cloud hanging over her head actually cracked, letting in a sliver of genuine relief. “That’s… that’s good, right?”

Ashley squealed, throwing her hands in the air with a Redbull induced heart attack kind of energy.

“It is fan-tastic! You’re polling through the roof!” Her grin stretched to its limit, “You’ve got a massive boost with men—for the ass-kicking, obviously. But the women, they’re obsessed with the empowerment angle. You’re up 16 points with females aged eighteen to forty-nine, even in those liberal retreat jurisdictions like New York and San Francisco.”

She was clearly thrilled; her problematic superhero had been successfully processed through the Vought machine and turned into a weaponized marketing strategy.

Annie’s lips quivered, a fragile, grateful grin finally breaking through the exhaustion. For a second, her eyes shimmered with actual tears as she wiped a cocktail of sweat and relief from her forehead. “I—I don’t even know what to say.”

“You don’t have to say anything, you just have to enjoy it,” Ashley cooed, her voice a lethal dose of saccharine. “This is so good for you. And it’s wonderful for us, because this is a partnership, after all.” She swept her hand around them, gesturing to the multi million dollar machinery around them as a stand-in for the entire Vought empire.

“But that’s just the tip of the iceberg. This was the little boost you needed for a more public facing role in the Seven. The board didn't even wait for breakfast. They cast their votes this morning for your next placement.” Ashley clapped her palms together, letting out another high pitched squeal as she hovered there, waiting for Annie to mirror her performative thrill.

Annie’s brow arched. She cast a brief, wary glance over Ashley’s shoulder at Black Noir, who was still silently dismantling the cable machine, before looking back at the redhead.

“Okay?” she said, the ghost of her relieved smile still lingering, though it felt more precarious by the second. “What is it?”

“You’re joining Homelander on the Light of the World tour as a representative of Capes for Christ!” Ashley announced, her arms flung wide as if she were unveiling a new model of car.

The smile faltered on Annie’s face. Her brow twitched as the implications of the words settled into her stomach like a lead sinker. 

“What?” she managed, her voice flat with incredulity. “But... I’m too new for a full blown tour. Especially one with Homelander.”

“Exactly!” Ashley chirped, entirely unfazed by the sudden drop in the room's temperature. “Think mentor and mentee. The true believers unite to preach the Word of the Lord.” She used her thumbs and forefingers to frame an invisible cinema screen, her tablet dangling precariously from her grip. “The public is going to inhale it. The Captain of the Seven and the youngest member of the team, side by side, carrying the torch that paves the way. It’s branding heaven, Starlight. Pure, sanctified gold.”

“Right…” Annie muttered, her voice barely rising above the mechanical clicks of the gym equipment. The last traces of her smile had dissolved into a look of sheer, suppressed panic. “But I don’t really think I want to do it.”

Ashley froze, her head tilting with a theatrical confusion. “What? Why not?” she asked, her tone carrying a sharp edge of offense, as if Starlight had just spat on a Vought balance sheet.

Annie shrugged, finally stepping off the treadmill. Her legs felt heavy. “It’s just… I’m not really sure my faith is in the right place right now. In fact, I’m not even sure if I… believe in a God anymore. And then there's this new suit. There’s no way I should be wearing that on a religious expo tour. It’s a bit much, don’t you think?”

Ashley let out a bark of a laugh, a sharp, relieved sound that echoed off the reinforced tungsten walls.

“Oh… honey. Who said you actually need faith to do the tour? As long as they keep signing the paychecks, you believe in whatever the teleprompter tells you to believe in, right?” She offered a conspiratorial wink, cackling at her own pragmatism. “As for the suit, don't worry your pretty little head. We’re reverting to the old suit for the tour. Wardrobe is already on it. It’s a bit more ‘family friendly,’ you know? Less skin, more salvation. I’ll get out of your hair now. You’ll be properly briefed after lunch. Talk soon!”

Before Annie could mount a defense or find a plausible trapdoor to drop through, Ashley had already blown a faux goodbye kiss from a safe distance and was stalking toward the exit, likely off to perform emergency surgery on someone else’s failing Q-rating now that Starlight was sorted.

Annie remained standing there, rooted to the spot, feeling a profound and itchy sense of discomfort. The idea of the tour didn't just feel wrong, it felt like a choreographed blasphemy.

Her headspace regarding religion had become an entangled, cynical mess lately. Between the extortion, the corporate gaslighting, and the orbital vanity, the concept of a benevolent Creator had begun to feel like just another manmade safety cushion; a comforting lie designed to keep the masses from noticing the monsters in the sky. And now, she was being paired with the head monster himself.

If this had happened two weeks ago, Annie would have been floating on cloud nine, convinced that sharing a stage with Homelander was a divine promotion. But those scales had since long been ripped off her eyes. She was terrified of the man now. He hadn't turned his heat vision on her yet, but in this world, "not yet" felt like a very temporary status. Being trapped on a tour bus with a megalomaniac psychopath who knew exactly how to break people was the ultimate nightmare scenario.

Now Left with a mental inventory far more cluttered than when she’d arrived, Annie exhaled a sigh of total defeat. She shook her head, probably to check if her brain was still attached, and turned to resume her jog. The movement, however, was stalled as her gaze snagged on Noir. 

He had migrated to the lat pulldown machine, moving with a rhythmic, silent exactitude that was almost hypnotic.

Against her better judgment, and she had plenty of it screaming at her to just keep walking, Annie approached him anyway. 

She was hunting for some semblance of normalcy, a crumb of standard human interaction from the one member of the team who seemed mercifully disinterested in the station's endless office politics.

“Black Noir,” Annie said, keeping it simple. She forced a polite smile, though it felt like a costume piece she’d forgotten to take off. “I don’t think we’ve properly met.”

Noir, the team’s resident human question mark, actually paused. He turned his head toward her, but that was the extent of the courtesy. He just stared. 

Annie wasn’t even sure if "staring" was the right word, given that she was essentially talking to a black void. She couldn't see his eyes, couldn't hear his breath, and certainly couldn't find a pulse on whatever was happening behind that reinforced fabric. 

Then, with the same haunting silence, he pivoted his masked face back to the machine and resumed his pulldowns as if she were just another piece of gym equipment.

Annie stood there, blinking with a sudden, stupid sense of rejection. She found herself wondering if the man was even biologically capable of hearing, or if he just filtered out anything that didn't involve a mission briefing. 

Realizing that was probably all the response she would get from him, she gave herself a single, sharp nod and pivoted to head back to her treadmill.

But the universe wasn't done with her yet.

Just as she turned, the gym doors hissed open again and Homelander strolled in. He was in full regalia, the red and white of his cape billowing behind him with an aerodynamic grace.

Annie froze a few steps away from Noir, her heart doing a panicked frantic dance against her ribs all of a sudden. Technically, this was the first time she’d seen any of the gods since her accidental front row seat to live porno at the conference room. Seeing him now, in the light, felt like standing too close to a nuclear reactor that had just offered her a smile.

“Starlight!” Homelander greeted, his voice booming with that signature, manufactured warmth. 

He offered a smug flick of his chin the moment his eyes locked onto her, his grin unrestrained and dangerously charming. He even performed a brazen, slow once-over, his eyes scanning her workout clothes with an odd clinical hunger. “What are you doing here?”

Annie felt the full weight of his gaze, a sensation like being viewed through a high powered rifle scope. Despite the instinctive urge to recoil, she managed to haul a synthetic, polite smile onto her face. 

“Morning, Homelander. Just... getting some miles in, I guess.” She gestured toward the treadmill in the back, which was still cooling down from its turbine pitched workout.

“Huh...” Homelander let out a low chuckle, looking genuinely amused. He spared the treadmill a single, dismissive glance before refocusing on her, coming to a halt just a few feet away. 

He planted his hands on his hips, a pose lifted straight from a silver age comic book. “Cool. That would make you the only other person in the Seven with enough discipline to use this facility. Before you arrived, it was just Noir’s silent sanctuary, as you can see.” He tossed a wave toward the background, where Noir continued his mechanical, joyless pulldowns.

Annie amplified her interested expression, widening her smile for the sake of survival level courtesy.

“So... uh—are you joining us today?” she asked, her hand sweeping the air to indicate the surrounding machines. She fought to keep her voice casual, projecting the image of a naive teammate rather than someone who had witnessed him dismantle a man’s dignity in a conference room just seventy-two hours prior.

Homelander sputtered a laugh, overtly friendly in that way that made you want to step back a bit. He dismissed the very concept of physical effort with a lazy wave of his hand. 

“No, no. I don’t need to work out. I love the idea of it, sure, but the biological reality is that I’m already at the finish line.” He tossed a wink her way, as if sharing a charming little secret between gods. He turned his head toward Noir for a fraction of a second, hands still firmly on his hips, before his attention snapped back to her. “Oh, hey, Starlight. I believe you’ve heard about the tour?”

“Yeah,” Annie nodded, her pulse quickening despite her best efforts to remain friendly. “Ashley was just in here. She gave me the news.”

“Good! Great.” Homelander stepped into her personal space this time, his movement effortless and predatory. 

He landed a light, supposedly encouraging pat on her back, his eyes performing another efficient, unblinking scan of her frame. His hand didn't immediately retreat. Instead, it lingered on her back, an unnecessary proprietary touch that was his brand. He smacked his lips with a faint sound and exhaled, his face splitting into a wide, menacing grin that he clearly intended to pass for excitement.

“I’m really looking forward to working with you—partner,” he purred.

Before pulling away, his fingers gave a light, unholy squeeze against Annie's back, making deliberate contact with the exposed skin just below her crop top. The touch was brief, calculated, and entirely too intimate. Then, as quickly as he’d invaded her space, he stepped back and pivoted to face the silent Black Noir, leaving Annie standing in the chilled air with a fresh layer of cold sweat.

Annie’s spine had gone rigid the second Homelander’s fingers made contact with her skin. The squeeze wasn't enough to bruise, but it carried a repulsive, predatory weight. The man clearly viewed the world as his personal collection of action figures, and Annie had just been moved to the front of the shelf.

She didn't linger to see what came next. With a careful, measured pace meant to mask the fact that her fight or flight response was screaming "flight," she retreated to the treadmill. She began to gather her scattered belongings; the water bottle, the towel, the phone and whatnot.

Meanwhile, Homelander had drifted over to stand directly in Noir’s line of sight. He remained in that smug, permanent hero pose, hands on his hips, watching the silent figure struggle against the weight machine. 

A flirtatious little smirk pulled at his lips. With his X-ray vision dialed in, he wasn't just watching the suit, he was eyeing the way Noir’s muscles strained and fired under the pressure, observing the internal mechanics with a terrifying, clinical interest.

For a long moment, he said nothing, simply admiring the view like a connoisseur in a private gallery. By the time he actually spoke, the sheer thrill of his own power had manifested in a visible, shameless physical reaction, a boner Annie was fortunately spared from seeing as he kept his back turned to her.

“Madelyn wants to see me tonight,” Homelander said at last, his voice thick with a self-satisfied purr. “She wants to run pointers on the tour. Make sure the 'Light of the World' doesn't accidentally blind the rubes. So… naturally, I’ll be in New York.” He gave a small, casual shrug, as if traveling across the planet for a late night meeting was as mundane as checking the mail. “Do you wanna come?”

Noir finally slowed the rhythm of his pulldowns. His head cocked slightly to the side; a brisk, eerie movement. After a brief, heavy silence that would have made anyone else squirm, he offered a slow shake of his head.

Homelander laughed, a light, airy sound that suggested the rejection was both expected and charming. 

“Okay, well—I’ll see you tomorrow then, I guess?” He glanced back over his shoulder, his eyes briefly locking onto Starlight one last time as she finished stuffing her gear into her bag. 

Noir gave a final, stoic nod and resumed his mechanical labor, disappearing back into his world of silent resistance.

“Oh, no, no,” Homelander interjected, his hand shooting out to seize the lat bar mid descent. He brought Noir’s entire workout to a dead stop with a display of casual, unyielding strength. “I didn’t come here to ask you out on a date, man. I came to fetch you. Madelyn wants us to look into some stalker incidents at her duplex. We’re doing the satellite surveillance deep-dive.”

Noir let out a low, defeated exhale, his gloved fingers finally releasing their grip on the steel. He rose from the seat with a mechanical fluidness, offering Homelander a single, obedient nod before pivoting on his heels to fall in line.

Homelander’s grin widened by a fraction, his expression shifting into something almost, terrifyingly, affectionate; as if a boy had just successfully retrieved his favorite toy from the bin.

By some cruel stroke of comedic timing, Annie had finished packing her gear just as the two men began their exit. The result was a spectacularly awkward formation: the three of them walking side by side toward the reinforced doors, a trio that looked like a promotional poster for a movie no one in their right mind would ever want to watch.

Annie managed a final, polite twitch of her lips, before parting ways at the first corridor junction. 

As she walked off, she found herself letting out a dry, incredulous chuckle at the sheer absurdity of the dynamic she’d just witnessed. For all his god complex depravity and possible murderous whims, the Captain of the Seven was clearly, hopelessly in love with Black Noir. Or, at the very least, he was obsessed with the only thing in the universe that didn't talk back to him.

As for Noir, only God knew what was happening behind that silent, fabric void. And even God was likely keeping his distance.





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Noir sat at the analytics console, his fingers dancing across the keys with a frantic, percussive speed as he tore through layers of satellite surveillance data, retrieving encrypted packets of information from the server.

Crouched beside him, Homelander was a study in vulturous patience. He had one hand draped over the backrest of Noir’s chair and the other braced against the workstation, leaning in so close that their shoulders nearly brushed. The strobe-like flicker of the monitors, skittering through thermal maps, cast a shifting, neon kaleidoscope across the blue of his eyes. 

Every so often, his focus would deviate from the data, his gaze sliding sideways to study the profile of Noir’s mask with a lingering, unsettling intensity.

They had been submerged in this total silence for over three minutes, the only audible texture being the faint, rhythmic pulse of the life support machinery keeping the compartment from becoming a vacuum.

Past the rows of workstations, curved in five sweeping arcs like a high-tech amphitheater, the transparent bulkhead opened up into a panoramic view of the void. In the middle of all that blackness sat the Earth; a swirling, blue and white dust mote that looked entirely too small to contain the massive egos currently hovering above it.

Eventually, the novelty of the silence soured into irritation. Homelander’s patience, never a particularly deep well, finally ran dry. He smacked his lips, an impatient sound, and pulled back, straightening his spine with a sharp, tectonic crack. He shifted his weight, planting both hands on his hips in a posture of immediate, demanding authority.

“Any luck?” he prompted, his voice cutting through the mechanical hush.

Noir remained wordless. After a few more seconds of agonizingly slow progress, his fingers finally tapered off the keyboard. He looked up at Homelander, his masked face remaining the same impenetrable enigma it had been for decades. Noir was the only person among them who could say everything while saying absolutely nothing, a feat of non-verbal communication that usually left everyone else in the Seven feeling like they were talking to a wall.

Except, of course, for those miraculous moments where his intentions were expressed physically. And this was one of those moments. 

Noir pivoted the chair slightly, and his arm shot out speedily, like a striking cobra. His hand landed firmly on Homelander's ass, slipping beneath the heavy fabric of the cape in one swift, decisive motion.

Homelander flinched, the sheer audacity of the contact stunning him into a rare moment of genuine surprise. He recovered almost instantly, a short, breathless laugh escaping his lips. He looked down at the point of contact, watching Noir’s gloved fingers disappear into the blue regalia, an amused eyebrow inching toward his hairline.

“What?” he demanded, a knowing smirk beginning to spread across his face, his ego visibly expanding at the attention.

Noir didn’t offer a verbal rebuttal, as usual. He simply maintained the contact, his grip tightening with an assertive squeeze that brooked no argument.

Well, in the complex subtext of their relationship, no words were actually required. Homelander had already translated the gesture like reading a teleprompter: It's going to be a while. Let's fuck.

The smirk on Homelander’s face began to grow, taking a sharp, hungry edge. “I think that’s a great idea, man.”

Noir offered a single, curt nod of agreement. He withdrew his hand from the patriotic upholstery of Homelander's ass and rose to his full, equally imposing height. They stood chest to chest, faces mere inches apart, close enough to share the same pressurized air, yet not quite close enough to bridge the electric tension buzzing between them.

Homelander’s smirk softened by a degree into a look of genuine, albeit warped, fondness. It wasn't a soft expression in any traditional sense, it was the look of an apex predator admiring the only other creature in the hierarchy that didn't bore him. 

He didn't bother holding the silent gaze for long, though. He leaned in, burying his face near the curve of Noir’s mask and inhaling deeply, as if trying to scent the man through the thick fabric. At the same time, his hand wandered downward, navigating the armor until his fingers found their mark at Noir’s crotch.

The moment he located the burgeoning heat beneath the suit, Homelander’s grip tightened on the semi-boner. He began to rub with a slow, intent pressure, eliciting a sharp, instinctive grunt from the back of Noir’s throat, one of the few sounds the man ever allowed himself to make.

For a moment, Noir remained as still as a mannequin, a passive participant letting Homelander spark the fuse. But the second the reaction became undeniable with a now throbbing boner, the passivity vanished. Noir’s hands shot out like industrial pistons, seizing Homelander’s ribs in a merciless, bone crushing grip. 

With one explosive, vertical heave, he hoisted the leader of the Seven into the air and slammed him down onto the workstation.

The reinforced marble surface didn't just crack, it surrendered, shattering into a web of jagged white fissures as Homelander’s weight made a violent impact with a dull, heavy thud that rattled the nearby monitors.

Homelander lay there for a second, genuinely stunned, blinking as he tried to process being tossed around like a ragdoll. He propped himself up on his elbows among the scraggy pieces of the desk, his eyes locked on Noir, searching that blank mask for a motive.

The shadow man just stood there, arms loose at his sides, looking completely casual despite having just wrecked a piece of high-end Vought hardware. Without saying a word, his hand shot out and started undoing Homelander’s belt, followed quickly by the zipper.

The confused look on Homelander’s face started to melt away, replaced by a subtle, impressed grin. He'd just realized that he wasn't just amused, he was actually into it. A soft, dry chuckle escaped his lips as Noir pulled his pants down.

“Okay then,” Homelander teased, his voice a mix of playfulness and twisted affection. “I guess we’re doing this now.”





——






The Seven Station dining hall was an overengineered opulence with an uninterrupted view of the western hemisphere. Annie had claimed a small, peripheral table near the edge of the room, hunching her shoulders in a desperate attempt to shrink out of the sightlines of her coworkers. She was currently focused on a piece of stuffed chicken, dissecting the protein with a surgical focus.

Her phone sat propped against a glass of water, the screen displaying a dense, multi-page itinerary for the upcoming tour. Ashley had sent the file an hour ago with a subject line in all caps, demanding that Annie memorize the contents down to the genetic level. 

According to the schedule, a grueling series of rehearsals and “brand alignment workshops" would begin as soon as they rotated back to the Seven Tower, a full month of prep work before the actual expo even kicked off.

Annie worked in a mechanical loop: she’d shovel a spoonful of chicken into her mouth, scan three more bullet points on the schedule, and return to her meat dissection. 

Over in the corner, Queen Maeve leaned against a chrome pillar like she was waiting for a bus she knew was never coming. She was currently breaking about a dozen high altitude fire codes, nursing a cigarette while the smoke disappeared into the overhead vents. She didn't even look up, just stared out the viewport at the clouds, probably waiting for the kitchen staff to finish whatever expensive, artisanal lunch was supposed to make her feel better about her life.

At a central table, the atmosphere was significantly less stoic. The Deep and A-Train were huddled together, leaning in with a frantic, giggling energy. They were currently shredding the reputation of the director who was helming A-Train’s latest vanity project ‘A-Train: Race to the End of the World’, the same guy who had directed the Deep’s box-office disaster last year.

“I’m telling you, dude’s a total jerkoff,” A-Train hissed, puncturing the air with a sharp, high pitched snicker, like a sneaker squeaking on a gym floor. “He just sits in the director's chair and asks me for more ‘soul.’ Meanwhile, his assistant is the one actually framing the shots and, you know, doing the work.”

“Totally,” the Deep whispered back, his face locked in a malicious, high school clique grin. “Last year, he spent three hours trying to explain how I should ‘emote like a dolphin.’ The guy’s a brainless hack, bro. Just a sweaty shirt with a megaphone. And I heard he’s banging his assistant’s assistant. Like, that’s just sad.”

The two of them devolved into a fit of hushed, synchronized giggling, bonding over the perceived incompetence of the world around them.

Annie didn't hear a syllable of the gossip. She had successfully barricaded herself behind a mental wall, tuning out the petty character assassinations and the drifting scent of Maeve’s tobacco. For a few brief, shimmering moments, she was just a girl in orbit, eating her overpriced chicken and pretending that the high functioning sociopaths a few tables down were a problem for a different department.

That fragile peace cracked when Translucent appeared, skidding to a halt in front of her table with a dramatic urgency, as if watching a fuse burn down. 

“Why the hell are you still here?!” he demanded, his hands shooting up in a gesture of pure exasperation, as if Starlight’s presence at a lunch table was a personal insult to the space-time continuum.

Annie’s chewing slowed to a grinding halt. She looked up, her eyebrows knitting into a mask of genuine confusion. “I’m sorry?” she muffled, the words fighting their way past a half chewed chunk of meat.

Translucent huffed, shaking his head with a theatrical display of disbelief. He crossed his arms over his chest, leaning back as if he couldn't even stand to look at her lack of initiative. “Ashley didn’t tell you? The fucking Fourteen is back!”

“What?” Annie nearly choked, a stray piece of lettuce making a bid for her windpipe. She coughed, frantically swallowing her bite before grabbing a napkin to dab her mouth. Her frown deepened into a look of mounting dread. “The Fourteen? You—you mean that sadist cult of—”

“YES!” Translucent barked, cutting her off before the word serial killers could fully form. “The fucking sadist cult of B-listers.”

He didn't wait for an invitation, he snatched the chair across from her and dropped into it, planting his elbows on the table. He leaned forward, his face a sudden, grim landscape of concern. The usual smug bravado had been replaced by a look of stone cold seriousness. 

He lowered his voice to a conspiratorial whisper, casting a glance around the room to ensure their top secret conversation wasn't being overheard by the satellites.

“Look,” he said, his eyes darting cautiously toward the other tables before locking back onto hers. “We got the intel that they’re infiltrating human society again. Someone flagged a ritual murder behind a dive bar in Chelsea late last night. Usually, Vought sends me in for deep-cover spying... for obvious reasons.” He gestured vaguely at his own visible, but clothed body. “But the brass wants to test your operational efficiency. They want to see if you're a Seven-tier asset or just a billboard. Apparently, they were impressed by how you handled that creep in New York, so they’re subbing you in for me. I assumed you were already halfway to the hangar.” 

He shrugged, letting out another frustrated huff, as if her being even five minutes late for a possible murder investigation was a catastrophic failure.

Annie blinked, the gravity of the intel had effectively killed her appetite. "Oh my god… should I go talk to Ashley? What do I do?" She abandoned her fork, reaching for her water glass and draining half of it in a panicked gulp. She was already halfway out of her chair, her brain flipping into high alert mode, ready to sprint toward Ashley’s office for a frantic debrief.

"Hang on," Translucent said, stopping her with a sharp wave of his hand. "I have the location. Let me forward it to you." He fished his phone out of his pocket with a practiced boredom. After a few seconds of aggressive tapping, Annie’s phone buzzed on the table. It was a pin for the dive bar in Chelsea, Manhattan, complete with a timestamp for her expected arrival. "There you go," he prompted, gesturing urgently for her to confirm the receipt.

As Annie squinted at the map, he leaned back in, his voice dropping into that gritty, conspiratorial register. 

"Listen, new girl, we gotta get our mole in there. Specifically, you." He jabbed a finger in her direction. "Don't go in the suit. We need you in your civvies, exactly like you were wearing last week. Once you're inside, head to the bar and ask for a 'Lesley Bean.' She’s the contact. You wait for her lead and you do exactly what she says. But, and this is important—if Lesley feels even slightly off, you ping me immediately. Got it?"

Annie nodded fast, her anxiety spiking into a frantic high. If she’d been given a few hours to prepare for her first official mission, she might have actually been excited. Instead, she felt like she’d been shoved onto a moving train. Still, the silver lining was not having to wear the Vought mandated one-piece. She stood up immediately, her half eaten lunch now a distant memory.

"Thanks," she said, her expression hardening into what she hoped looked like professional grit. "Anything else I need to know before I head out?"

"Mhm," Translucent murmured, though his focus had already drifted to the abandoned plate on the table. "Take the jet. See if Noir can drop you off since you haven't mastered the flight controls yet." He didn't even ask; he just grabbed her fork and plunged it into a piece of the chicken she’d spent the last ten minutes meticulously carving. 

He shoved it into his mouth, chewing with a shameless, open mouthed smack. "Well? Move it! Clock's ticking, Starlight." He gave her a dismissive, irritated shooing motion, his face twisted into a scowl of mock impatience.

"Right. Thank you! Seriously!" Annie chirped, giving a final, sharp nod. She didn't waste another second, weaving through the tables and heading for the exit with her phone clutched in a white-knuckled grip, her skin prickling with the sudden, terrifying rush of being useful.

Behind her, the second the dining hall doors hissed shut, the grave professional act evaporated. 

Translucent, still parked in Annie’s table, spun around to face A-Train and the Deep. A cheeky, ear to ear grin split his face, the look of a prank-happy frat boy.

“And... she’s off!” he called out, his voice dripping with self congratulatory glee.

A-Train flashed a thumbs-up from across the aisle, his previous irritation replaced by a look of pure, malicious entertainment. “Nicely done, my man. Flawless.”

The three of them dissolved into a synchronized fit of laughter, A-Train and the Deep leaning across the table to give a celebratory high five. The sound echoed off the walls, the same energy of guys who put itching powder in your locker for the hell of it.

From her lonely corner, Maeve watched the display with a look of profound, detached boredom. 

She couldn't hear the specifics of the conversation over the hum of the station’s ventilation, but she didn’t need to. She’d seen this movie before, and she knew the Moronic Trio well enough to know they weren't exactly discussing world peace.

She took a slow drag of her cigarette, her eyes tracking the spot where Annie had disappeared. Part of her felt the faint, annoying tug of a conscience, but she quickly smothered it. It wasn't her business. Besides, the new kid needed to learn. If a stupid prank is what it took to rewire Starlight's naive, pretty girl brain, then so be it. 

Better to learn the Seven’s rules through a humiliating prank than by getting a hole burned through her chest by Homelander.






——






Later that night, the conference room served as a makeshift lounge for the most expensive egos in the solar system. There wasn't a briefing or a corporate intervention. It was just the usual orbit induced lethargy. 

When there were ribbons to cut or scripted saves to perform back on the surface, they’d shuttle back and forth in the Vought jets, usually chauffeured by a pilot who’d signed enough NDAs to wallpaper a mansion. Aside from Noir and Translucent, who actually bothered to learn the controls, the rest of the team treated piloting like a blue-collar chore that was beneath their pay grade. And Homelander simply didn’t need to concern himself with the means of commuting. Flying had been an everlasting flaunt for him.

But then there were the dead weeks like this one. Every month or so, the schedule would dry up, leaving the majority of the Seven marooned in the space station. They were forced to socialize with one another like prisoners in a luxury cage, mostly because fraternizing with the Vought support staff was strictly prohibited. Not that a Supe would ever face consequences for it, because in the Vought ecosystem, the ‘talent’ was untouchable. The only one who would lose their job, or their life, was the human.

However, even Vought’s HR department had its limits. Replacing a highly trained orbital technician every time a Supe had a bad day was a logistical nightmare that even an 8th grader could see was bad for the bottom line. It turns out that "don't fuck or kill the help" was one of the few corporate mandates that actually stuck, purely for the sake of efficiency.

So, once the hedonistic urges were satisfied, the sexual appetites satiated, the hangovers managed, and when the shuttles returned to Earth with escorts who were either physically shattered or psychologically spent, the heroes were forced to fulfill that nagging, inconvenient human need for social validation. They didn't have any hobbies or passions. They were just filthy rich, biologically superior specimens who had long since forgotten how to be anything else.

Maeve had been babysitting the same glass of whiskey for the last fifteen minutes, treating the amber liquid like a Rorschach test. She hadn't actually taken a sip yet, she was too busy swirling the liquid, watching the light fracture into symmetrical, kaleidoscopic patterns against the crystal. Her eyes were hypnotized by that tiny, spinning universe of expensive booze, but her ears were currently an instrument of a slow motion torture.

The Moronic Trio; A-Train, Translucent, and the Deep, had spent the better part of an hour huddled together, vibrating with a constant, low frequency snickering that occasionally spiked into loud, braying fits of laughter. It was like they had never really stopped since that lunch hour.

Watching them was like watching a group of middle school bullies who had somehow skipped all phases of life and stumbled straight into godhood. Their energy was a toxic cocktail of childishness and casual cruelty, and frankly, it was making Maeve’s skin crawl. 

The only reason she hadn't retreated to her quarters was that she was waiting on Noir. The silent bastard had been tasked with dropping Starlight off for her imaginary mission, and Maeve had been forced to jump through an absurd number of hoops to ensure he’d make a little detour for her on the return trip.

She’d practically had to bribe him with a Buster Beaver bolster, Vought’s premium brand of "I’m sorry you’re a soulless assassin" comfort, and then, just to be safe, she’d nudged Homelander into repeating the request. Because, for all his lethal efficiency, Noir was a loyal, robotic motherfucker who only truly moved when the Captain pulled the strings. Even then, the only confirmation she’d received was that trademark, empty-void stare.

Eventually, the high pitched tittering from the center of the room hit a frequency that threatened to shatter her glass. Maeve closed her eyes, letting out a long, weary exhale. She downed the whiskey in one aggressive swig, felt the burn hit her throat, and pivoted toward the trio.

“What’s up?” she asked, her voice flat and dripping with a lethal dose of apathy. “You guys seem exceptionally entertained tonight. Don't tell me Deep finally learned how to read.”

Translucent shrugged with a kind of casual, unearned confidence. He turned toward Maeve, his laughter finally tapering off into a smug, self-satisfied wheeze. 

“Look, all I’m saying is if she’s too dense to realize we don't go 'undercover’... I mean, we’re the fucking Seven, not fucking Donny Brasco.” He let out a sharp chuckle at his own wit.

On his other side, the rest of the brain trust joined in. They were all huddled in a single row like a row of crows on a power line, ignoring the assigned seating and the meticulously placed nameplates—except, of course, for Homelander’s chair. That remained an empty throne of fancy leather that no one was suicidal enough to touch.

Maeve’s frown deepened, her patience for their cryptic bullshit already at its limit. “I have no fucking clue what you’re on about,” she said, gesturing lazily at the three of them with her empty glass. Her voice was a perfect vacuum of boredom.

“Wait, you didn't tell her?” The Deep chimed in, looking genuinely shocked. He figured that after the bonding experience of their last weekend at the orgy, which he personally viewed as a stellar exercise in corporate team building, they were all on a first-name basis with each other's secrets.

A-Train just smirked, too drained by his own ego to put in the effort of an explanation. He flicked his chin toward Translucent. “You tell her. You’re the one who sold the performance.”

Translucent barked a dry, triumphant laugh, pivoting his entire body toward Maeve to ensure he had her full, miserable attention. 

“Okay, so I convinced you-know-who that the Fourteen are back.” He couldn’t stop the grin, that sharp, oily little expression that made you want to wash your eyes after looking at him. “We told her they’re infiltrating human society—in Chelsea. We have to get a mole into their organization, so if she'll change into her civvies and go to a certain bar at a certain time, she'll meet a secret contact who'll tell her what to do. The name of the contact is—” He paused for dramatic effect, his eyes darting back to his partners in crime for the punchline.

A-Train and the Deep immediately burst into a fresh round of undignified snickering.

Translucent’s grin widened until it looked painful. “—we tell her ‘Lesley Bean.’”

“Oh, for fuck's sake,” Maeve muttered, her head dropping back as she rolled her eyes toward the ceiling. She turned her face away, her expression a mask of weary, unsurprised disappointment. The joke was so bottom-shelf, so aggressively stupid, it was almost impressive.

The trio erupted into a fresh chorus of synchronized wheezing, as if this were the apex of entertainment in their otherwise mundane, godly existences. It was a pathetic display—grown men with the power of small nuclear warheads giggling like middle schoolers. But in the warped ecosystem of Homelander’s Seven, this was considered a major victory. They were each twisted in their own unique way, and this was how they bonded.

Translucent, never one to let a performance go to waste, launched into an encore. He pitched his voice into a mocking, high pitched imitation of Annie’s earnest lilt. “Uh, excuse me? Hi! I’m looking for a Les Bean? Hello? Is there a Les Bean here? I have a very important mission!”

The laughter bounced off the reinforced walls of the conference room, a shrill, grating sound that filled the vacuum of the space station.

Maeve just sat there, her head shaking in a slow, rhythmic motion of disgust. She wasn’t amused by either the pranksters or the pranked. She held the Moronic Trio in contempt for their low rent idiocy, and she felt a dull, secondary irritation at Starlight for being naive enough to walk straight into such a blatantly obvious prank.

Eventually, the noise floor became unbearable. Maeve snapped her fingers, a sharp, percussive crack that cut through the hysteria like a gunshot.

“Snap the fuck out of it,” she commanded, her voice cutting through the residual giggles. “What actually happened? Give me the rest.” She was curious now, though her interest was born of a weary need for the full picture rather than the vampiric glee the others were feeding on.

Translucent sucked in a long, shaky breath, acting as if he’d just run a marathon of mirth. “Okay, okay. So she walks into this hardcore dyke bar and starts asking around for old ‘Les.’ And, eventually someone takes offense and thinks the pageant queen is mocking them and takes a swing. Boom. Starlight panics—one million candle power right to the retinas.” He started narrating with his hands, painting the chaotic scene in the air. “Blind rug-munchers running around screaming like banshees while Starlight realizes she’d just incinerated the social life of a Chelsea dive bar.”

A-Train couldn’t help himself, jumping in to add his own lackluster impression of Annie’s inevitable realization. “Um… excuse me, Translucent? I don’t think you gave me the right bar?” He flapped his hands in a mocking gesture of distress, his voice a grating caricature.

The room devolved into another fit of high decibel laughter, louder and more frantic than the last.

Maeve rolled her eyes again, the gesture practically a workout at this point. She looked at the three of them, her gaze cold and insightful. 

“Just leave her the fuck alone,” she said. It wasn't a plea for sympathy, more like a warning. “She’s strong. You just don’t realize it yet. One of these days, she’s going to stop being the joke, you know.”

“I think it's better than ‘Mike Hunt’, at any rate.” The Deep added, chuckling at the memory of his own stale material.

A-Train practically bolted upright in his seat, the slouch of a bored god replaced by the sudden, twitchy inspiration of a prank obsessed frat boy. “Man, we should definitely try that one next! It’s a classic for a reason.”

Translucent’s smirk widened, basking in this rare, fleeting moment of brotherhood. It was an odd dynamic, they all fundamentally despised one another and would have happily shoved each other into the sun to shave five points off a bad Q-rating, but they found common ground in the shared pursuit of being absolute pricks.

“Shit, why not?” Translucent said with an impressed shrug. “She's been dumb enough to fall for just about everything else!”

“No, she hasn't, you pricks,” Maeve spat. Her voice remained flat and unimpressed. She wasn’t really standing up for Starlight, more like predicting a foreseeable car crash. “Just don’t come crying to me for a character reference when she decides to fry your balls.”

Before the Moronic Trio could muster a rebuttal, the room’s air was hijacked by a single, resonant piano note. 

Black Noir had taken his place at the grand piano in the far corner, his gloved finger depressing a key with surgical intent. This was the orbital station’s version of a natural bonding: the morons would act like morons, Maeve would drown her resentment in top-shelf scotch, and Noir would retreat into his weirdly sophisticated hobbies. Between the sketching and the sonatas, Noir was easily the most cultured silent assassin in Vought’s payroll.

Noir didn’t care about not interrupting the flow of their conversation. He played when he wanted to play. Unless Homelander was in the room, in which case Noir cared about the timing of his acoustics. Interestingly, Homelander never seemed to mind. He’d often sit in a silent, predatory trance, watching Noir’s fingers move over the keys with something that looked often like genuine admiration.

But in the Captain’s absence, Maeve was the one treating the music like a life raft. 

“Oh, thank fuck you’re back,” she called out, her voice cutting through the lingering snickers of the trio. “Tell me you brought my weed, Noir. You can hear the mental bankruptcy I’m dealing with here, right?”

Noir's fingers decelerated over the keys, the melody dying a quiet death as he stood and pivoted toward the table. 

He moved with that predatory, silent glide, pulling a small pouch from a pocket nestled right next to a combat blade. He came to a halt a respectful distance from Maeve’s chair, placed the pouch on the mahogany surface, and produced a notebook and pen. His movements were fluid yet unsettlingly mechanical.

He scribbled a few words in a sharp, efficient hand and held it up:

THANK YOU FOR BUSTER BEEVER.

Maeve’s mouth twitched into a genuine smirk, a rare sighting. 

"Well," she said, attempting to reclaim her usual look of detachment while her eyes brightened. She snagged the pouch and slid the zipper back. Inside sat a row of perfectly manicured, pre-rolled joints, little white soldiers ready to die for her peace of mind. "Thank you for the joints, Noir. Seriously."

Noir offered a solitary, stiff nod and retreated to the piano. He had barely settled back onto the bench to resume his recital when the double doors groaned under the weight of the atmospheric shift.

In walked Annie, looking like a storm contained in a human. 

She was absolutely furious. Her hair was a messy nest of blonde static, and her denim jacket had been shredded on the left side, hanging in pathetic blue fringes.

The "mission" had been a disaster in every sense of the word. Not only had she been the punchline of a cruel joke, but the ensuing bar brawl had ended with her reflexively flash-frying several civilians. 

She’d had to flee the bar like a common criminal before some TikTok obsessed bystander could record her heroic debut of blinding a dozen lesbians. To top it off, Ashley had been blowing up her phone for three hours about the missed tour briefing.

It had been the ace in immaturity from the veterans, and a bitter lesson in gullibility for the rookie. But as Annie scanned the room, her eyes landing on the snickering trio, it was clear that she was no longer having it.

Noir, bless his eccentric soul, had barely teased a melody from the keys when Annie finally spoke, her gaze cutting sideways toward the far corner of the room.

“Black Noir, could you please pause for a minute?” she asked. The politeness was a thin, brittle veneer stretched over a furnace of vindictive rage.

But Noir remained unbothered by the unfolding melodrama. He kept his fingers moving, committed to his private recital while the atmosphere in the room soured.

“Noir, stop!” Annie barked. 

In sympathetic resonance with her soaring blood pressure, the overhead lighting began to pulse. Every monitor on the walls and the circuitry behind the panels flickered in a frantic, stuttering rhythm.

That got a result. Noir froze, his gloved hands hovering inches above the keys now. His shoulders slumped with a quiet, pathetic aura, as if his only joy had been snatched away for the second time in an hour.

The Moronic Trio traded glances. They were clearly in agreement: the kid was fuming. Naturally, this only made the whole situation more hilarious to them.

“Take a breath, Starlight,” Translucent said, his smirk almost audible. “These little hiccups happen to the best of us. Part of the learning curve, really.”

“You are all complete douchebags,” Annie spat. The contempt in her voice was thick and bitter. “Next time you try a stunt like this with me...” Her jaw locked, her expression becoming something cold and dangerously sincere. “I will burn your fucking eyes out.”

“Whoa, easy there!” The Deep chimed in, recoiling as if she’d thrown a punch. “What’s with all this negative energy? We’re a team, right?” He threw his hands up, looking genuinely offended that their victim wasn't appreciative of the prank. “You aren't actually going to blind us. That’s just the adrenaline talking... right?”

Annie’s lip curled in a grimace as she fixed him with a stare. “Why don't you push me again and find out?”

“For the love of God, stop being so dramatic over a bit of fun,” Translucent drawled, offering a shrug that was supposed to be apologetic but landed closer to insulting. “Besides, keep dreaming about the retina-burning. Homelander would fling you out of the atmosphere before you even finished charging up.”

“Good,” Annie replied, her chin lifting as her irises began to glow with a predatory golden light. “At least then I’d be done with miserable losers like you.” She locked her arms across her chest, her posture utmost defiance.

“Good grief,” The Deep scoffed, waving a hand as if to shoo away her anger. “That is a lot of attitude for a lady, you know.” He shot a reflexive glance toward Maeve to gauge her reaction. “Sorry,” he muttered instantly, his spine straightening a bit as Maeve cast him a murderous glare while she sparked her joint.

Annie let out a dry, sharp laugh that held zero warmth. She rolled her eyes before pinning the Deep with a disdainful, mocking look. 

“Oh, I get it, Deep,” she said, a bitter, wide grin carving through her face. “Must be a lot for you to swallow.” She punctuated the insult with a slow, cruel wink. “Don't worry. Your little secret is perfectly safe with me.”

The Deep’s face went pale instantaneously, his expression a mask of pure horror as he bolted upright. “What? What are you even talking about? What secret?”

As the tension in the room reached a fever pitch, Maeve’s phone emitted a sharp, authoritative chime from the table. The sound went unheeded by the bickering bunch, but Maeve, exhaling a thick cloud of skunky smoke, reached for the device.

She swiped the screen, her eyes scanning the high priority alert blinking from the Vought central mainframe. 

The petty squabble at the table vanished into the background as the gravity of the text settled in. She didn't even hear whatever counter Starlight threw next.

The notification was blunt: ATTACK ON MADELYN STILLWELL. CURRENTLY IN ICU, FLOOR 10. REPORT TO EARTH BASE IMMEDIATELY.

“Guys. Look at me. Now.” Maeve’s hand shot upward, cutting through the tension as she waved away the lingering cloud of smoke. Her eyes remained glued to the glowing screen, her forehead folding into a frown of genuine concern.

To her immense surprise, the bickering actually ceased. The petty insults died in the air as every head pivoted toward her, a chaotic mixture of curiosity and residual heat still radiating from the group.

“We need to get to the Tower. Right fucking now,” Maeve commanded, already surging out of her seat with a sudden, sharp energy. She jammed her phone into the interior of her bracer and snatched the ashtray, though her focus was miles below them. “Someone attacked Stillwell. She’s in the ICU.”

“Wait, what?” Annie blurted out. The news hit her like a physical jolt, forcing her to abandon her defensive stance. For the first and likely only time in her career, she found herself perfectly in sync with the shock radiating off the rest of the room. “What do you mean someone attacked Ms. Stillwell?” Annie continued, her hands dropping to her hips as she tried to piece the timeline together. “Wasn't she supposed to be in a meeting with Homelander right now?”

The silence that followed was heavy and immediate. Every gaze in the room snapped toward her, faces turning a sickly shade of pale. While Noir’s mask remained as unreadable as ever, his physical reaction was telling. He'd clutched at his imaginary pearls in a sharp, worried gesture of alarm.

Maeve’s eyes widened then, going blank for a heartbeat as the implications of Starlight’s question rippled through her. She slowly turned to face the others, her gaze sweeping over the Moronic Trio in a shared, silent recognition of a nightmare they all understood but never named.

They exchanged glances that were thick with a specific kind of dread, a look that told Annie she was still the only one in the room who didn't fully grasp the magnitude of the monster they worked for. 

It was as if they possessed a map of Homelander's instability that she was only just beginning to sketch. The possibility that the attack hadn't been an outside force, but rather a meeting gone awry with Homelander in it, hung in the air like a foul odor.

The unspoken theory made Annie’s chest constrict, her heart hammering against her ribs. The fiery, righteous anger she’d been harboring against the trio evaporated instantly, replaced by a cold weight in the pit of her stomach.

“Well? We need to move!” Annie barked, her hands gesturing through the air to shove the room back into motion.

In a rare, unsettling display of solidarity, the team actually listened. 

The frozen tension broke as everyone scrambled toward the exit, a collective consensus born of pure, unfiltered fear. They moved with a frantic urgency that had nothing to do with saving a colleague and everything to do with managing a corporate catastrophe.

Annie and Maeve were the last ones, trailing behind the others. 

Maeve’s mind was already miles ahead, racing through the twisted maze of Homelander’s psyche. 

She knew his relationship with Madelyn was a toxic, incomprehensible knot of redirected mommy issues and predatory devotion. In his own fractured way, he loved her, though whether that meant he’d protect her or peel her skin off on a whim was always a coin toss. 

The odds of him being the culprit were technically lower than an outside hit, but with him, the probability of horror was never zero. He was a black hole in a cape; unpredictable, bottomless, and capable of swallowing everything without a moment’s notice.

Just as they reached the threshold of the door, Maeve slowed, turning to look at Annie. Her expression was unfittingly flat and casual.

“Don't speak to him when we get there,” she said. It was delivered with a casual, offhand tone, as if she were giving advice on how to avoid a puddle rather than warning her of the mad demigod. “In fact, don’t even look at him. Just be invisible.”

Annie felt a chill settle into her bones, the kind of cold that no amount of actual starlight could burn away. She didn’t ask for clarification, though. She didn’t need to. The look in Maeve’s eyes told her everything about the shark infested waters they were about to dive into.

She gave a single, curt nod, her jaw set tight. 

Together, they stepped out into the hall, following after the rest of the team. 

Notes:

And with this, we're wrapping Arc 1! This first arc was all about the world-building, but as you can see, the plot is officially in motion. We’ll be taking a small time jump starting with Chapter 5 as we get into the plot. Thank you so much for sticking with me through the setup! 😘

The next chapter will drop sooner than later. I’m racing to finish writing this story before Season 5 drops. If I don't make it, I’m going into a total Season 5 blackout until this fic is done lol🥂✨

 

P.S: Also, we've been experiencing significant power outages lately due to the ongoing conflict in the Middle East, which has led to global fuel shortages and hit us pretty hard here. I’m having to write most of this story on my phone because I can't keep my laptop charged. But I guess power outages give you a good deal of time to do nothing but write, LOL! Just trying to keep up with the whims of world leaders like any other ordinary person. Hope you guys are holding your heads high through these weird times. ❤️

Chapter 5: Hurt People Hurt People

Summary:

Arc 2 starts with this chapter. Long chapter ahead. Take breaks if you need to.

⚠️WARNING: This chapter contains suicidal content, scripted hate speech (from the comics), and sexual violence. Their inclusion is satirical, and is intended to critique these ideologies rather than endorse them. Reader discretion is strictly advised.

Notes:

Hello :)

I’m aware these chapters are exceptionally long! This is both to honor numerous reader requests I got on Tumblr for longer chapters, and to give the world-building, character development, and plot progression in this fusion au the space it needs to breathe.

If longer gaps between updates help you catch up, let me know! Otherwise, I'll keep my 1–3 day pace.
(I'm currently writing Chapter 10, so the buffer is ready!)

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The entire Seven Tower felt the impact as Homelander touched down on the rooftop. It was a controlled landing, technically speaking, though he had the aerodynamic finesse to land like a feather if he actually gave a damn. But finesse didn't massage his ego. He preferred the structural groan of steel and concrete beneath his feet; a heavy, vibrating announcement that the King was home. It was his signature move, a desperate, loud mouthed stunt meant to remind Vought that he was the only load-bearing pillar in the entire corporation. Specifically, he wanted Madelyn Stillwell to feel the floor shake under her expensive heels.

He straightened his posture, letting his arms fall to his sides. He took a long, performative draw of the New York air, tasting the smog and the distant scent of garbage, before venting a satisfied sigh. His eyes swept the horizon, absorbing the dull, rhythmic noise of the city a hundred floors below, a sound that usually felt like a lullaby to a god.

Once he felt sufficiently grounded in his own greatness, he began to walk. He locked his hands behind his back in that signature pose of smug regalia, his cape trailing behind him with practiced, heroic weight.

His destination was Madelyn’s office on Floor 99, just a single flight beneath the landing pad. Along the way, he was forced to endure the usual mid-level staff offering sycophantic greetings. He didn't actually see the employees, he just saw the fear and the respect they lathered over him like cheap perfume. 

Since it was past the official end of the workday, the halls were thinning out already, leaving only the dedicated careerists and the desperate to witness his stroll.

He knew exactly where she would be. Madelyn was a creature of habit, especially on Wednesdays and Thursdays when the corporate bureaucracy hit its peak. He had her entire schedule memorized down to the millisecond. Even during those mind numbing weeks in orbit, he’d spend his hours glued to the live surveillance feeds, watching her move from room to room. It was far more productive than listening to the Moronic Trio discuss their favorite brands of protein powder. 

He’d become especially obsessed with the tracking ever since Madelyn produced that baby, Teddy.

Ever since the brat arrived, Madelyn’s focus had been sliced down the middle. The kid had inherited fifty percent of her bandwidth, and Homelander hated every atom of the situation. He was genuinely, pathologically jealous of a creature that couldn't even support its own head, purely for the crime of stealing his scheduled adoration.

Worse than the theft of Madelyn’s time and attention was the noise. The kid was a breathing, leaky faucet of nonsensical babble and high pitched squeals that hit Homelander’s superhearing like a drill to the temple. It was a constant sensory assault. 

Whenever he suggested, with as much restraint as possible by him; that she quiet the thing down, Madelyn would just laugh. She’d give him that patronizing, "oh you silly boy" smile and explain that babies simply produce noise as a default setting.

He would respond with a surgically suppressed eye roll, but the resentment was already calcified. Before Teddy, he was the only baby in the building. He loved her, craved her, and harbored a cocktail of desires for her that would keep a team of Freudian analysts employed for a decade. It was messy, and dwelling on the tangled wires of their romance never brought him anything but a headache.

But tonight was different. Madelyn had been the one to request this meeting, and she’d sounded eager. Impatient, even. 

He convinced himself she was probably dying to see him, having finally realized that her lectures after the Mayor meeting incident last week had bruised his delicate ego. This was her surrender. She was going to apologize, pamper him, and get back to the vital business of stroking his god complex.

A smug smile spread across his face as he reached her door. Usually, he treated her threshold like an opinion, barging into her office whenever he felt like being the center of the universe. Madelyn had always indulged that entitlement, which only fueled his belief that her office was just another room in his house.

Tonight, however, he wanted to play the martyr. He needed to make her feel the weight of his displeasure. He wanted her to know he was hurt, so he could maximize the guilt-induced affection he was about to receive.

So, in a rare display of performative manners, he actually knocked. He stood there, waiting to be invited in like a commoner, purely to prove a point about how distant he was feeling. But when five seconds ticked by without a welcoming response, the mask slipped. 

He let out a sharp, impatient sigh and rolled his eyes at the empty hallway.

Homelander had a specific internal filing system for Madelyn’s silences. If she didn't answer his petulant knocking, it meant she was playing hard to get, the flirty setting. It was his favorite version of her: a little bit naughty, a lot bit submissive, and entirely focused on making him feel like the biggest boy in the room.

The prospect sent a genuine jolt of excitement through him, tugging his lips into a boyish grin. He abandoned the formal charade, twisted the knob, and glided inside. The door clicked shut with a heavy, expensive thud, sealing him in his favorite room in the tower. He scanned the space, radiating a "guess who's home" energy.

Madelyn was seated behind her desk, her high-backed executive chair pivoted away from him. She was playing the mystery card, keeping her back turned while she breathed in a slow, steady rhythm. She was relaxed. She was waiting.

Homelander let out an exaggerated, theatrical exhale, the sound of a god dropping his burdens at the door.

“So,” he drawled, pacing across the room with an effortless grace. He avoided the desk entirely and headed for the off-white sofa set across from it.

He snagged his cape with a flourish, arranging the heavy fabric to his side in a bizarre, semi majestic ritual of self-grooming. Once he was settled, he hiked one leg over the other knee and leaned back, occupying the space with his casual arrogance.

“I heard about Starlight joining the tour,” he said, tossing the sentence out like a lure.

Silence. The only response was the faint, rhythmic sound of a breath escaping her lips.

Homelander’s patience, never his strongest suit, began to fray at the edges. He found this specific kind of foreplay, the kind where he did all the heavy lifting, mildly irritating. He wanted his reward now.

“So, what’s she like?” he asked, pitching his voice up a notch, forcing a level of cool guy nonchalance. “She a good fuck? Please tell me you found some dirt in the background check. Everyone else on this team has a closet full of skeletons. Pretty sure the pageant queen has at least one dead body or a drug habit.” He gave a small, provocative shrug, practically begging Madelyn to snap at him, to show a flicker of jealousy, to tell him he was the only one who mattered.

Still nothing. Just the quiet, steady breathing of Madelyn who seemed to be ignoring the most powerful man on Earth, a cue for him to keep trying.

A soft, weary sigh escaped Homelander, half frustrated, half fond. But he leaned into the provocation, really selling the bad boy act. “Starlight knows what’s coming on the tour, right? Has anyone given her the orientation, or is it going to be a surprise?” He probed, the casualness in his voice so forced it was virtually sweating. 

The thought of his own impending cruelty hit him just right, and he let out a thin, sharp chuckle.

Of course, it was going to happen. Membership in the Seven wasn't just about the cape and the stock options; it was about the inevitable tax paid to the man at the top. One way or another, Homelander collected his dues from everyone on the team. The new girl was technically past due. So with the tour on the horizon, the timing was almost poetic. It wasn't a question of if he was going to fuck her, it was just a matter of checking the calendar for the when.

But the silence from the chair was starting to feel less like a game and more like a slight at this point. His patience was evaporating. He smacked his lips, a sharp sound of irritation, and vaulted off the couch in one fluid, predatory motion.

“Are you actually going to acknowledge my existence tonight, or am I just talking to the furniture?” he demanded. He was aiming for polite agitation, but the "god" part of his brain was already starting to itch for a tantrum.

Still, the chair didn't budge.

His restraint snapped like a dry twig. He stalked toward the desk, rounding the corner with the intent to snatch her attention by force. But the moment his gaze locked onto her, the air left his lungs. 

Homelander froze, his entire biological CPU hitting a fatal error. He blinked rapidly, certain that his retinas were glitching, waiting for the image to resolve into something that made sense.

Had Madelyn really… shot herself?

The reality of the scene took a few agonizing seconds to permeate his skull, and a ragged, involuntary gasp escaped him. His eyes darted across the room, finally registering the gore painted across the mahogany bookshelves; a fresh, wet abstract art of brain matter and corporate ambition. 

Based on the viscosity, she’d been shot maybe thirty, forty minutes ago. The star of the show was the Sig Sauer P238, a compact piece of weapon loosely held in her hand.

The sardonic humor suddenly died in his throat, suffocated by the unexpected, metallic stench of Madelyn's blood. Homelander stood there, the internal machinery of his mind grinding to a halt as he realized the silence wasn't a game—she had actually shot herself.

He realized then, again, that she was still breathing. It was a shallow, pathetic sound he should have pinpointed the second he landed on the roof, but his own ego had been a sensory shroud. Had he been so intoxicated by the prospect of an apology that he’d walked right past the scent of gunpowder? The world felt baseless, like a cheap set piece ready to collapse.

A frown etched itself deep into his face, his jaw locking so tight the bone nearly groaned. Tears began to prick at his vision, a rare and disgusting sign of weakness, but he didn't let them fall. 

Instead, he reached for the intercom with a hand that felt disconnected from his body. He barked an order for an emergency medical team, his voice an uneven rasp. 

The narrative was already rewriting itself in his mind: Madelyn hadn't done this. Someone had attacked her. Some ghost, some shadow, some thing had dared to touch what was his.

Because Madelyn Stillwell wouldn’t quit like this. She wouldn't abandon him, and she certainly wouldn’t leave her child behind. It was impossible, and Homelander didn't coexist with the impossible.

The minutes that followed were a cold, clinical blur. He felt the ringing in his ears reach a deafening crescendo as he scooped her up. He was careful, uncharacteristically, terrifyingly gentle, as he navigated the air, bypassing the elevators. He didn't wait for the doors on Floor 10; he simply burst in through the exterior glass wall, stepping into the Vought medical wing with her bleeding out in his arms.

The medical staff, to their credit, didn't panic. They were the elite, paid handsomely to handle the various ways gods and their keepers could break. They swarmed her with a professional efficiency that Homelander watched with a detached, hollow stare. He saw them whisk her away into the sterile white void of the operating theater, the heavy doors clicking shut like a final curtain.

Time became a liquid, useless concept after that. He caught fragments of the aftermath; Vought’s crisis management team scurrying like rats, the frantic rings of phones, the hierarchy scrambling to contain the fallout. He heard it all as if he were underwater.

Eventually, he found himself in the VIP lounge of the floor, waiting for an update. He tried to process it. He tried to use that terrifyingly fast brain to reconstruct her final moments, to recall the office room for a hidden intruder, to find a reason that didn't involve her choosing to leave him. But the harder he tried to think, the more his internal circuits seemed to spark and fail. 

Homelander detested the sensation of loss. It was a greasy, suffocating weight, a glitch in his programming that he couldn't simply laser into submission. The last time this specific kind of emptiness had settled in his chest was back in the underground lab, after he’d accidentally liquidated a technician he’d grown quite fond of. Whether the technician had actually loved him or had just been paralyzed by a very reasonable fear of sudden dismemberment was irrelevant. 

The memory sat in his throat like a shard of bone, a knot of grief he lacked the emotional software to process. Beneath the vanity, his crimson boot tapped against the floor in a frantic, mindless staccato, eyes unblinking and lost. 

“Homelander? Earth to the Big Guy—you still with us?”

A voice, too loud and casual, punctured the silence. A hand waved in front of his face, slicing through his catatonic stare and dragging him back to the surface.

Homelander blinked, the transition from the blood spattered past to the present moment feeling like a sudden, violent decompression. 

He sucked in a sharp, lung-searing breath and straightened his spine, the smug posture snapping back into place by sheer muscle memory. His own reflection stared back from the mirror; flawless, golden, and entirely empty. And standing beside him was his Senior Beautician, a woman who had spent the last eight years ensuring a flawless face of a god and had clearly lost her sense of self-preservation along the way.

Right. Reality. 

He’d drifted again, back to that night, back to the office, back to the painful memory.

He let out a thin, weary sigh and gave his head a sharp shake, as if he could physically rattle the thoughts out of his skull. “Ready?” he asked. The word was clipped, distracted, and carried a subtle tremor of his unstable composure.

“Yes, sir. Fabulous as always,” she replied, offering an assuring thumbs-up. She turned away then, sweeping up a chaotic array of brushes from the counter.

Homelander gave a solitary, stiff nod; mostly to reassure his own reflection that he was still in control. He rose from the chair, the heavy fabric of his cape whispering against the floor, and stalked out of the makeup room in a rather agitated mood. And the day hadn't even truly begun.

As he reached the threshold of the backstage area, Homelander’s external switch flipped instantly. The internal rot was suddenly covered with a fresh coat of corporate paint. He slowed his pace, allowing a wide, practiced smirk to pull at his lips.

There she was. Starlight, poured back into her good girl ensemble that Vought’s design team had clearly revised with some distinctions. The waist had been cinched to a precarious degree, ensuring that her curves did most of the talking for her. She looked pleasant enough, in a sanitized, mid-western sort of way, though the headband was a personal affront to Homelander’s taste. It was an accessory for a bake sale, not a demigod. Between the hem of her skirt and the tops of her boots was the only real evidence that she had some skin to show. And maybe her hands, and the face.

Anyway.

He blinked, purging the fashion critique from his mind as his gaze drifted to the woman standing beside Starlight. A lady in her early fifties who looked like the "Before" photo in a fountain of youth advertisement. Her mother. The genetic source of that blonde mane.

“Starlight!” Homelander projected, his voice a rich, resonant baritone that could sell insurance to a dead man. 

He locked his hands behind his back and donned a grin so wide and white, it bordered on eerie. It was the kind of smile that was charming for the first three seconds and deeply unsettling by the fourth.

Annie flinched, an instinctive jerk. 

She pivoted on her heels, her brow twitching with the effort of maintaining a poker face while her pulse likely hit triple digits.

“Oh—Homelander. Hey,” she managed, her words stumbling over one another. She pulled her mouth into a thin, brittle line, a valiant attempt at looking casual.  

She even threw in a desperate flick of her chin, a cool kid gesture that looked painfully out of place compared to the sudden nervous energy radiating off her.

Homelander’s grin expanded, threatening to split his face as he swept toward the pair with his arms open. He pointed a finger at Donna with theatrical astonishment, his face contorting into an expression of pure delight, as if meeting a suburban mother from Des Moines was the crowning achievement of his week.

“Donna, right?” he prompted, letting out a soft, admiring scoff. He sounded breathless, like he was barely holding back tears of joy.

Annie watched the display with a cautious, unblinking intensity. The man was a walking Broadway show, a one-man cast of The Greatest Hero Ever Told. She kept her own smile pinned to her face like a badge, though her skin felt like it was crawling toward the exit.

Donna, meanwhile, was experiencing a total system bypass. She wasn't just happy, she was vibrating on a frequency that one could probably detect from low orbit satellites. She nodded vigorously in response, glancing sideways at Annie. 

In the meantime, Homelander leaned in, closing the gap to deliver a side hug that was pure, distilled Americana. He was the nation's weighted blanket, after all.

“I must say,” Homelander drawled as he retracted himself, gesturing toward Starlight with a performative grace. “You gotta believe me, Donna, when I tell you that your daughter is a true believer. A rare gem in this cynical world.” He topped it off with a conspiratorial wink, as if he and Donna were the only two people on Earth who truly understood the sanctity of capes and tights.

Donna was virtually weeping with reflected glory. “Thank you. Oh, thank you so much, Homelander,” she gushed, her face a mask of awestruck worship. “You have no idea what this means. Annie and I... we find so much comfort in your words, especially because she still cherishes that day back in Pennsylvania—”

“Mom! Shush!” Annie hissed.

The snap was instantaneous. Her eyes went wide with a cocktail of raw shock and soul-crushing embarrassment. It was a beautifully awkward break in the performance, and it earned her Homelander’s undivided, predatory attention in a heartbeat.

Donna, blissfully unaware that she was handing her daughter’s dignity over to a high functioning sociopath on a silver platter, waved a hand at Annie’s protest. “Oh, hush. It’s the truth,” she insisted, wearing her pride like a pageant sash. She turned her beaming gaze back to Homelander, who was nursing a look of amused curiosity; mostly because he could smell Starlight’s desperation, and it was a delightful vintage.

Donna plowed ahead, ignoring the social red flags. “Anyway, surely you remember the Capes for Christ convention in Pennsylvania? Back in 2007?”

Homelander’s grin didn't disappear, but it certainly lost its luster. His brows knit together in the soft, polite confusion, as if trying to remember a specific fly he’d swatted twenty years ago. He offered a non-committal shrug, his eyes darting between the mother and the daughter like he was waiting for the explanation.

“Ugh, it’s honestly nothing. Ancient history,” Annie blurted out. Her tone was a frantic blend of urgency and dismissiveness, the kind of voice one uses when trying to convince a cop there isn't a body in the trunk.

In any other context, it would have been a sweet anecdote for her. But standing in the shadow of the real Homelander now, the story felt like a suicide note. Annie knew the struggle was futile, though; because Donna was a freight train of maternal nostalgia, and she had no brakes.

What followed was a few seconds of agonizing, high voltage silence as Donna began to dig through her handbag. 

Annie traded a glance with Homelander, her soul practically shriveling up and leaving her body as she watched her mother rummage through a sea of tissues and old receipts for the instrument of her social execution.

Finally, Donna produced a photograph, brandishing it like a holy relic. She thrust the glossy evidence toward Homelander’s face. “There was a shooting at the convention. You swooped in, stopped the gunmen, and you personally rescued her,” she explained, gesturing at Annie like presenting a prize winning ham.

Homelander, momentarily caught off guard by the sudden appearance of physical evidence, looked back and forth between Donna’s manic, expectant face and the little rectangle of glossy paper. He didn't actually look at the image at first, he just stared at the object like it was a primitive artifact from a civilization he’d long ago conquered and forgotten. Finally, he condescended to accept the photograph, holding it up to his eyes with a detached curiosity.

Oh. Right.

He blinked. There he was, frozen in 2007, looking disgustingly vibrant. And there was Starlight, roughly ten or eleven years old, looking like a poster child for mid-western optimism. Her tiny arm was looped around his neck in a death grip of crude worship, and they were both offering the camera a double dose of the all American thumbs-up.

He’d been twenty-six back then. A much simpler time, when the hair was a bit more natural and the cracks in his psyche were slightly easier to plaster over.

The gears in his head finally ground into place, as if his memory had rebooted itself. He remembered the humid air, the smell of cheap polyester and holy water, and the high pitched screams. He’d certainly been there. But it had never occurred to him, not for a single, narcissistic second, that the wide-eyed kid he’d hoisted for a PR op was the same woman currently shivering in a Vought modified suit beside him.

He’d rescued a lot of kids in the early days. Back then, the "missions" weren't always three-act plays scripted by a room full of Harvard grads. There were actual, unprompted moments of violence that he’d gotten himself involved with. Eventually, Vought had gotten tired of the accidental collateral damages and the messy liability of spontaneous heroics, pulling the leash tight and making everything a choreographed dance.

The Pennsylvania incident had been one of his classic rebellious phases. He hadn't acted out of some burning desire to protect the innocent; he’d acted because he was bored, impulsive, and had realized that doing something unauthorized would force Madelyn to pay attention to him. 

At the time, Vought's upper management had been predictably pissed that he’d gone off-script, but Madelyn had smoothed it over with her usual charm. Once the cleanup was done, the entire afternoon had become just another forgettable Tuesday in his pursuit of global adoration.

He’d almost managed to scrub the memory entirely. It was just another grain of sand in a desert of his ego now.

When Homelander finally, mentally clawed his way back from the depths of his own thoughts after a few seconds, he let out a mock fond scoff, his grin widening ear to ear.

“No way!” He pivoted his gaze between Donna and Starlight, his enthusiasm so dialed up it was almost uncomfortable to bear with. “That’s Starlight? Actually her?” He barked a sharp, surprised laugh, treating the revelation like it was the most significant event in human history since the invention of the wheel.

Annie stood there, her brain frantically trying to calculate whether he was being sincere or if he was layering on the sarcasm with a trowel. Her cheeks began heating up with a flush of pure humiliation. She gave a subtle, pained roll of her eyes, staring intensely at a particularly interesting piece of duct tape on the floor to avoid his predatory gaze.

Donna, oblivious to the fact that she was basically feeding her daughter to a lion, nodded with religious fervor. “Yes! She’s worshiped you her entire life. You’re her idol, her inspiration—”

“Oh my god, Mom—shut up,” Annie hissed. She kept her pageant smile pinned to her face, but her eyes were screaming. She had a speech in a few minutes, and her mother was busy handing her dignity over to a man who probably viewed people as just bloodbags.

Donna shot Annie that classic tight-lipped mother look, the one that translated to Don't be a brat while I'm talking to a God.

Homelander laughed, a dismissive, airy sound that made it clear he still viewed Starlight as the ten-year-old in the photo, just a prop in the grand movie of his life. He waved a hand as if brushing away a fly. “Small world, huh?” He scanned them both, his grin revealing a flash of sharp canines. 

Before he could twist the knife any further, Ezekiel’s voice boomed from the stage, announcing Starlight’s name to the roaring, caffeinated crowd outside. 

In the backstage, all heads snapped toward the stage.

Homelander gestured toward the curtain with a practiced grace. “Well, that’s your cue. First big speech as a member of the Seven. Don’t trip.”

But before Annie could make her escape, he lunged in, wrapping a heavy, territorial arm around her shoulders. He squeezed her close, as if they were suddenly best friends, tight enough to remind her that he could crush her ribcage like a soda can if he felt a whim coming on.

“Go break a leg, partner,” he muttered, his breath ghosting against her ear before he released her with a firm, jarring pat on the back that nearly sent her stumbling into the spotlight.

Annie squeezed out a nervous laugh at the friendly blow to her spine, the kind of sound a chew toy makes when it’s stepped on. She wasn't amused, she was terrified. 

With one final, pleading look at her mother that silently screamed don't tell him about my potty training now, she peeled herself away from the sticky, radioactive awkwardness and headed for the light.

The second she breached the curtain, the wall of sound hit her. The crowd at the field erupted with the kind of primal, sorbic fervor. 

This was the first day at the Light of the World expo tour, and the golden girl had finally arrived. 

For the attendees, Starlight wasn't just another hero from The Seven, she was a homegrown Christian brand, a face they’d seen on every Capes for Christ brochure since she lost her baby teeth. Seeing the Defender of Des Moines standing where Homelander usually stood was like seeing a favorite niece marry into the Royal Family for them. She was the face of comfort, the face of "Our Values," and she was going to be spending the next few weeks touring next to Homelander.

Annie didn't even have to think; the professional mask snapped into place with a click. It was muscle memory, a lifetime of pageant smiles and indoctrinated humility taking the wheel. She offered a radiant, sun-drenched wave to the masses, her eyes scanning the teleprompter as it hummed to life. She let the applause wash over her, waiting for that perfect, practiced beat of silence before leaning into the mic.

“Wow, guys, isn’t this just... incredible?” She let out a soft, scripted chuckle, inhaling deeply and tilting her head with that "dreams really do come true" expression that Vought had spent millions perfecting. She pretended like she was witnessing a miracle, rather than reading a script written by a guy named Gary in a cubicle. “I can’t believe I’m standing here today as a minister for Capes for Christ. I mean, can you believe this?”

The crowd went feral again, drowning her out in a fresh wave of holy adoration. 

Annie’s grin widened, the sunlight reflecting off her teeth with blinding precision. But as she turned to acknowledge the side of the stage, her gaze snagged on the silhouettes in the wings. There was Donna, almost vibrating with vicarious fame, and right behind her, looming like a shark, was Homelander.

He wasn't cheering. He was just watching, his eyes fixed on her with a clinical, unblinking intensity.

Annie turned back to the sea of faces, radiating a brand of wholesomeness so pure, one simply wouldn't guess what life in the Seven was like. 

“How are we all feeling today? Great?” Predictably, the crowd roared back, a wave of collective, uncritical affirmation. Annie let out a scripted, bell-like giggle. “Yeah. That’s great. Listen… not everyone understands the novelty and the vital importance of us gathering here today, but let me give you the facts.”

She locked onto the teleprompter, her expression a masterclass in angelic certainty while her soul prepared to take a permanent vacation. “Muslims, Jews, Buddhists, and all the other people who believe whatever it is they believe—and the atheists, especially the atheists—they’re all wrong.” She delivered the line with a sunny disposition. “And that’s the first thing you have to accept: as a Christian, there is no compromise. No considering other points of view. No meeting anybody else halfway. You either believe in Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, or you don’t. And if you don’t, I… I…”

The gears of the Starlight Machine hit a snag. Annie trailed off, her gaze flickering between the adoring, expectant masses and the rolling green text that was currently performing an aggressive lobotomy on her conscience. 

Internally, she was reeling; she’d spent her life nodding along to these Vought sponsored values from the pews, but hearing the corporate propaganda exit her own mouth felt like swallowing a handful of thumbtacks.

Her eyes drifted toward the wings. Ezekiel was there, standing next to a glowing Donna, making small, frantic "keep going" gestures with his hands; all sunshine, encouragement, and the silent threat of a breached contract. Thankfully, the shark had left the water; Homelander had been whisked away to a ‘Heroes and Hearts’ roundtable with a group of orphans, an event he undoubtedly viewed as a cruel and unusual punishment.

Annie then turned back to the audience, her smile now held in place by sheer, terrifying willpower. 

“Well, if you don't believe in it, I pity you,” she continued. A small, weary sigh escaped her, a puff of genuine disappointment directed entirely at the person that would be staring back at her in the dressing room mirror. “Because turning your back on the Kingdom of Heaven is a tragic thing. But the point is, God’s way is the only way. There are no other gods, no other possibilities, no other paths to salvation. Now, let’s talk about homosexuality and why they’re not the children of the Lord…”

As the words tumbled out, her eyebrows began a slow, steady climb toward her hairline. Her stomach wasn't just churning, performing a full scale riot. She was today years old when she realized that her "calling" wasn't a divine appointment, it was a high budget indoctrination campaign, and she was the shiny new megaphone at the center of it.

Vought’s relationship with the Bible was purely transactional; they treated the New Testament like a rough draft for a marketing deck. The goal wasn't to save souls, but to garnish their supes with enough Christian seasoning to make them irresistible to the tax paying masses. They opened wallets by branding the Seven as the hand picked lieutenants of Jesus.

This whole Light of the World expo was a sophisticated heist. Tickets started at a modest $195, roughly the price of a week's groceries for the people in the cheap seats, and that was just the cover charge for the privilege of being indoctrinated. Families who had scraped and saved for a year were currently weeping with joy, blissfully unaware that they were being fleeced by a corporation that viewed them as nothing but consumers. The irony was rich enough to choke a prophet. 

The cruelest reality was that Vought and the Seven weren't just violating the commandments, they were treating them like a bucket list. The hedonistic, drug fueled depravity that occurred 24/7 behind the soundproof glass of the Tower made Sodom and Gomorrah look like a quiet afternoon at a library. 

In just six weeks, Annie had seen enough moral bankruptcy to realize that while they were preaching the Kingdom of Heaven, they were living in a high rise version of hell.

As the final notes of her speech echoed through the open field, Annie’s smile was beginning to slip, the structural integrity of her professional mask finally failing. She gave one last, robotic wave to the crowd, who had just happily swallowed every drop of her corporate Kool-Aid, and retreated into the shadows of the wings.

Ezekiel brushed past her on his way back to the mic, giving her arm a greasy, congratulatory pat. 

Backstage, Donna was already in her orbit, her face a mask of secondhand pride as she prepared to recount every inspiring syllable from that speech.

“You were incredible, honey! Truly, the Lord—”

“I need a minute,” Annie cut her off, her voice flat and devoid of any reverence. She didn't stop to celebrate. She just stalked toward her dressing room, her skin crawling with the realization that she’d just become the most beautiful, blonde, and effective weapon in Vought’s psychological arsenal. Whoever had written that script deserved an Emmy, and probably a reserved seat in the afterlife's VIP lounge for the damned.




——





The venue was halfway to total darkness, illuminated mostly by a heavy wash of moonlight over the open field and the massive, overpriced tents that Vought had hauled in for the expo. New York was almost done, one more day of soul-saving tomorrow, and then the whole circus would pack up at midnight to indoctrinate the next town on the map.

Way out on the edge of the grass, the fleet of Prevost buses sat like a row of giant, silver coffins. Most were stuffed with the usual Vought grunts: techs, assistants, and people whose entire job was making sure the stage didn't collapse under the weight of the collective ego. 

The two fanciest rigs in the lot, parked in the furthest corner to avoid the commoners, belonged to Homelander and Starlight. They were the headliners, after all, and the headliners didn't share air with the help.

The interiors of their buses were basically luxury studio apartments that had been put through a trash compactor. They had every splendor imaginable, yet they felt suffocatingly small compared to the wide open halls of the Tower, or even the terrifyingly empty view from orbit.

The expo had wrapped for the day about an hour ago. Annie had already scrubbed off the layers of HD makeup and changed into her real person clothes, a pair of faded blue jeans and a thick, multicolored pullover that looked like it had been knitted by someone who actually liked her, aka her mom. It wasn’t exactly freezing, but the trees surrounding the field let out a natural, damp chill at night that made her want to disappear into the wool.

She was currently half melted into her vanity chair, legs hiked up with her heels resting on the vanity counter. Her thumbs were busy as she texted Alex, better known to the world as Supersonic, the boyfriend she currently only knew as a series of blue bubbles on a screen.

Ever since she'd joined the Seven six weeks ago, her personal life had been stripped down to a digital-only experience. 

Her mom and Alex had been demoted from actual humans to names on a notification bar. Half the time she missed their calls anyway, usually because she was buried in vocal rehearsals for the praise and worship setlist she had to belt out. The last month had been a fun house mirror of grueling practices, diets that made her dream of carbs, and a relentless string of photoshoots to sell the New Girl image to people who thought she was a saint.

It was genuinely unsettling how little the gears of the Vought machine grinded when a high level executive tried to commit suicide. Madelyn Stillwell had famously painted her office wall with her own brains exactly one month ago, and yet every corporate gala, training seminar, and focus group ran with a nauseating smoothness. It was as if she’d simply gone on a very long, very messy sabbatical.

Against all biological logic, Madelyn was technically still breathing. She was suspended in a medically induced coma, a fragile state where one day the monitors showed a spark of recovery and the next she was circling the drain again. 

Annie had made it a point to keep a quiet, diligent tab on the medical updates this past month—not for any political gain, but out of a sincere, dorky brand of empathy. She was just that person. She cared about the woman’s recovery even though they hadn’t shared more than a handful of professional seconds together since her induction into the Seven.

But the real fallout wasn’t in the boardroom of Stan Edgar. The actual, most jarring shift of the past few weeks was the total psychological decomposition of Homelander.

Before the Madelyn Incident, he was your garden variety narcissistic nightmare, a jerk who operated with a terrifying, practiced composure. He bullied and threatened people with a trademark, eerie calm that made you feel like you were standing in a room with a ticking bomb that happened to have a great smile. He’d gawk at women with that heavy, predatory lust, but he usually kept the safety on.

Since Madelyn pulled the trigger, however, the safety was gone. 

Homelander hadn't just changed, he’d started to frazzle, snapping at anyone foolish enough to breathe in his general vicinity.

The gossip mill backstage was a horror show. Annie’s makeup artist had whispered about "accidents" involving the crew, technicians and PAs ending up in the ER after a brief interaction with the blonde bastard. Nobody outside those walls knew the details, and anyone who did know, wouldn't talk about it. 

Annie was entirely certain these weren't accidents. This was Homelander losing his grip, lashing out in unpredictable fits of erratic rage. She’d personally witnessed him cornering a chef in the Tower’s dining hall. Apparently, the man’s risotto didn't taste right because Vought had cleaned house and fired the previous chef; a woman Madelyn had personally hand-picked to curate her private meals.

The replacement of anything Madelyn had touched clearly felt like a personal insult to Homelander’s fragile reality. He hadn't murdered the guy on the spot, but only because the rest of the Seven were sitting right there. Even in his current state of mental collapse, he was self-aware enough to know that disemboweling a cook in front of witnesses wouldn't exactly scream "stable leader of the free world."

It didn’t take a forensic psychologist to connect the obvious dots: the sudden spike in Homelander’s accidental body count was directly proportional to the void Madelyn Stillwell had left behind. He wasn't just grieving, he was like a toddler having a tantrum with the power of a solar flare because his favorite toy had broken itself.

Annie had managed to extract some of the messier history from Maeve during late night hangouts that Annie had essentially forced her way into. She’d made a habit of invading Maeve’s personal space with a persistence that eventually wore down the veteran’s cynical resistance. 

Once Maeve realized the kid wasn't going away, she started spilling the tea out of sheer boredom, and it was toxic.

Apparently, Homelander and Stillwell were locked in some deeply Freud-tier situationship that defied both logic and basic human decency. Maeve whispered that shortly before the shooting, Homelander had been spiraling with jealousy over Madelyn’s baby. Yes, a 38-year-old man was emotionally threatened by a creature that couldn't yet control its own bladder. It would have been pathetic and hilarious if it weren't so terrifying.

Annie had adopted a survival through distance policy, keeping her interactions to the absolute legal minimum required by their joint speech and workshop rehearsals. On the rare occasions their orbits collided, she kept things surgically polite with Homelander; brief, professional, and entirely forgettable.

Not that he noticed. Most of the time, he was lost in a fog of his own sulking, barely acknowledging that other sentient beings occupied the same zip code. He spent his days barking orders at the Vought staff and foulmouthing the help with a vocabulary that would make a sailor blush, usually over things as trivial as the temperature of his bottled water. Everything irritated him. The air was too scented, the lights were too bright, the people too loud, and the world was stubbornly refusing to revolve around his specific brand of misery.

The most horrifying part of this psychological collapse was the visual. He’d deliver these dangerous, venomous tirades while wearing a practiced, eerie grin. It was a mask pinned to his face, a baring of teeth that never quite made the journey up to his cold, unblinking blue eyes.

The icing on this cake of delusion was Homelander’s refusal to accept reality. Despite Vought releasing a very clear, very public statement about Stillwell’s suicide attempt and subsequent medical status, Homelander was ready to die on the hill that she’d been targeted. In his head, Madelyn didn't want to leave him; she was a victim of an assassination plot. The idea that she’d rather have a bullet in her brain than another conversation with him was the only fake news he wouldn't tolerate.

The forensic reports had been the final, cold bucket of water to the face. Every powder burn and trajectory confirmed it was a solo act. It had finally managed to shut Homelander’s mouth, but it hadn't fixed his head. He’d replaced the loud conspiracy theories for a heavy, atmospheric brooding that made the air in the Tower feel radioactive. That was only last week, and the stench of his ego-bruised mourning was still fresh.

Now, with the tour kicking off today and Homelander acting like a live wire in a hurricane, Annie’s pulse had become a frantic, glitching machine. Every time he’d entered her peripheral vision, her heart rate did a jittery dance that no amount of deep breathing could settle.

The day itself had been a masterpiece of disillusionment. Standing on that stage, Annie had been hit with the recurring, nauseating realization that her entire upbringing, the Sunday school lessons, the virtuous heroes, the very "God" she was currently marketing, was just an elaborate, fancy pyramid scheme. It was a beautiful, sanctified scam designed to reach into the pockets of the faithful and shake out every last cent.

The looping realization had scrambled Annie’s sanity by the end of the day. She let out a sharp, cynical scoff as she scrolled through Alex’s latest text, the blue light of the screen reflecting the exhaustion in her eyes.

“You should get some sleep yk. Must be a long day,” he wrote.

Annie’s breath hitched in a sigh, a genuine, tired smile finally tugging at the corners of her mouth. She didn't want to sever the connection. She didn't want the digital tether to the real world to snap for the night. But he was right. She was drained, mostly in the spots where her soul used to be, and a few hours of unconsciousness, or at least a half-hearted attempt at memorizing tomorrow's lies, was long overdue.

Her thumbs flew across the screen, her muscle memory taking over.

“Yeah. I should. Talk to you tomorrow? :* ”

The reply was almost instant, glowing with an earnestness that felt like it belonged to a different planet at this point. “Yes! Goodnight 😘 Love you.”

Annie chuckled, her smile softening into something that almost resembled peace. She missed him with a physical ache. He was the only safe space left in a world that felt increasingly like a predatory stakeout. 

It killed her that she couldn't actually be honest with Alex. She could rant about Ashley’s screeching or the petty office politics, but she couldn't tell him the truth: that Vought was less of a company and more of a villainous hoard, and that the man she shared a stage with was a hair-trigger away from a psychotic break.

She tapped out a quick “Love you too ❤️” and hit send, finally prying her phone away and swinging her legs off the vanity counter with a heavy, ungraceful thud.

Annie snatched the stack of scripts from the side table, along with a supplementary list of "dos and don’ts" for the roundtable session with a group of teenage girls scheduled for tomorrow. She slapped the papers onto the marble counter and leaned forward, propping her elbows up as she skimmed the dialogue. Every other sentence was a verbal landmine that made her cringe, the words stinging what remained of her stale, dying faith.

She had actually visited a church last week, attempting a final, desperate sit-down with the silent God she used to worship. 

She had laid out her entire case, confessing everything that had transpired since her first day at the Tower. She didn't deny her own history; she knew she’d been a competitive brat during her pageant days. But the things the Moronic Trio had put her through, the sheer systemic rot she was now swimming in—that felt like it was on God. It was as if Jesus was personally presiding over her punishment, and that was the part that truly terrified her. She had repented for her past, but if a supposedly loving Almighty allowed all this to happen, wouldn't that make him a tad bit sadist?

After that prayer session, Annie had unclipped the cross locket from her neck, one of the dozen identical trinkets Donna had forced on her over the years. Her belief in the institution had shaken until it simply fell apart, though she still tried to convince herself that she was a hero. She still wanted to believe in the good, in willing the right thing into existence, even if the heavens were empty.

Her internal debate hit a brick wall when her eyes snagged on a specific bullet point in the "don’ts" section of the document. It was a list of topics to avoid with the teenagers tomorrow, the first of which was a strict gag order on her personal life. 

The script demanded that she pretend she was a virgin, "saving herself" for a holy marriage, and that Supersonic was fully on board with their chaste, platonic romance.

A sharp, furious frown pulled at Annie’s forehead as she glared at the page. 

"What the fuck…?" she huffed softly, the sheer audacity of the lie making her blood boil.

Absolutely not. She wasn't doing that.

Annie snapped upright, the chair scraping against the floor. She grabbed a hairband from the counter and yanked her hair back into a low, utilitarian ponytail. She was going to have a very loud discussion with Ashley about this.

Ashley was famously awake 24 hours a day, fueled by anxiety, Redbull, and caffeine, and she had explicitly told Annie that she was available at any hour. And frankly, Annie didn't give a damn if the woman had been lying to be polite.

Annie glanced down at her sneakers. They were clean enough for a late night corporate ambush. With a sharp, practiced shrug, she stalked toward the exit. 

The bus door let out a pressurized hiss as it slid open, venting the climate-controlled air into the damp New York night.

The staging area wasn't exactly sleeping. Scattered crew members were still drifting through the shadows, some hauling equipment crates while others huddled in the dim pockets of the field to smoke weed and forget they worked for a pharmaceutical conglomerate. 

Annie approached a pair of roadies who were currently deep in a stoner debate about the meaning of life. She cut them off mid-sentence to ask if anyone had seen Ashley Barrett. They jerked their thumbs toward Homelander’s silver fortress, mentioning she’d been seen heading inside a while ago to cross-check some discussion points.

So Annie decided she would just lurk at the perimeter of Homelander’s trailer. She’d wait for Ashley to emerge and then tear into her about this virginal Christian propaganda. What she failed to calculate, however, was the shelf life of that information; she had no idea exactly how long ago those guys had actually seen the Director of Talent Relations enter the lion's den.

The moment Annie crossed the ten-foot threshold of the vehicle’s proximity, the pneumatic door of his bus slammed open with a violent crack. Two medics scrambled out, maneuvers frantic as they guided a stretcher down the ramp. 

Annie froze immediately.  

A white sheet was draped over the body, but a dark, heavy pool of crimson was already soaking through the fabric where a face was supposed to be.

Her eyes went wide, her protective instincts overriding her common sense as she rushed toward the gurney. “Oh my God—what happened?” Annie demanded, the genuine horror in her voice cutting through the quiet.

One of the medics offered a casual, dismissive shrug, not even breaking his stride. “Just an accident. Don't worry about it,” he tossed over his shoulder. 

They brushed past her with a clinical indifference, as if they were used to hauling away the remains of Homelander’s bad moods.

Annie blinked, rooted to the grass as the wheels of the stretcher rattled away. “Wait, is he even alive?” she called out, but they were already too far gone to offer an answer.

A third member of the medical team appeared in the open doorway, adjusting his gloves. “Oh, hey, Starlight!” he chirped, offering a friendly, surreal wave as if they weren't standing in the wake of a localized massacre.

Annie stared at the man in the medic uniform, her expression going flat. 

“Hey,” she managed. Before she could demand an explanation or ask if Ashley was in there, a voice drifted out from the bowels of the bus. It was low, resonant, and carried that familiar, terrifying weight.

“Is that Starlight outside? Send her in.”

The words hit Annie like a physical blow, a sudden, cold sense of doom creeping up her spine and settling at the base of her skull. 

The medic at the door dutifully relayed the command, gesturing for her to enter with a comfortable, "go right ahead" wave as he stepped out to clear the path. He clutched his medical kit and vanished into the night, leaving Annie alone at the foot of the stairs.

Annie hesitated for a moment, her sneakers suddenly feeling heavy as her brain screamed for her to turn around and run into the woods. But in Vought’s kingdom, a polite invitation from Homelander was a subpoena. 

She groaned internally before the resignation finally settled, and she forced herself up the small steps, her pulse hammering against her chest like a trapped bird.

"Close the door," Homelander hollered from inside the cabin the moment she crossed the threshold.

Annie froze for a heartbeat, her hand hovering over the handle before she nodded to the empty air and clicked the door shut. The silence that followed was heavy and pressurized. She turned toward the source of the voice, her eyes searching the faintly lit interior until they landed on him. 

The man was sprawled across a luscious leather couch tucked into a corner beside a sprawling vanity. The entire wall behind him was a sheet of seamless mirrors.

The sight was enough to make her stomach lurch. 

His face, those perfectly curated blonde streaks in his hair, and the span of his chest were painted in thick, dark crimson. Some of it was already drying into a tacky crust. In the mirrors behind him, infinite versions of a blood-soaked Homelander stared back at her, speckled with what Annie realized with a jolt of nausea was gray brain matter.

Annie swallowed hard, her throat suddenly feeling like she’d been eating rocks. Her breath caught, stuttering in her chest as she ignored every survival instinct she possessed and moved closer. She stopped a few feet away, her arms wrapping tightly over her stomach as if to hold her organs in place while her wide eyes swept over the gore in sheer, undiluted horror.

“What... what happened?” she managed to ask. It wasn't an accusation, she wasn't that suicidal yet, it was just a desperate curiosity.

Homelander’s head had been tilted away, lost in a lazy, depressive trance as he presumably relived his favorite traumas on a loop in his head. He only blinked when the sound of her voice finally pierced his trance. 

A long, bored exhale rolled off his lips as he slowly rotated his head to acknowledge her presence.

He didn't speak immediately. Instead, he subjected her to a slow, methodical once-over. His eyes traveled from her sneakers up to her ponytail and back down again, assessing her value, judging her outfit, and likely sexualizing the fear on her face. It was a standard power play, made infinitely more deranged by the fact that he was currently marinating in a fresh coat of maroon.

A wide, theatrical grin split across his face the moment he was satisfied with his silent inspection. 

“Starlight!” he announced, his voice dripping with a forced warmth, as if she was a refreshing sight for his bored, bloodshot eyes. 

He shifted from his lethargic sprawl, sitting upright with one leg hooked casually over his other knee. He draped his arms along the backrest of the couch, leaning into the expensive leather as the grin remained plastered to his face, stubborn and stationary, never once migrating toward his frigid blue eyes.

“Come, sit down,” he prompted, giving a sharp, inviting jerk of his chin toward the cushion beside him.

Annie’s eyebrows climbed toward her hairline, her entire posture radiating a profound hesitation. 

Despite every internal alarm bell ringing in unison, she moved. No one with a functioning survival instinct said no to a man who looked like the devil had just finished a particularly messy shift in a slaughterhouse. And the worst part was that Ashley wasn’t even in here.

She settled onto the edge of the couch at a respectable distance, her palms resting flat against her thighs. She was already deeply regretting the decision to leave her bus without a jacket. The body-hugging weave of her pullover offered zero protection against the predatory weight of his gaze. She fought to keep her breathing rhythmic, acutely aware that he was tracking the rise and fall of her chest. 

Eventually, Annie forced herself to meet his stare, the horrified concern still carved into her features. “So—what exactly happened here? Is he alright?” 

“Oh,” Homelander said, his tone as light as if they were discussing the expo schedule. “Nothing. Just an incompetent fuck who had a little accident. Tripped, fell on his head on the floor, and it just... cracked right open.” He offered the explanation with a breezy, sudden charm that was far more unsettling than the gore itself. He even gave a dismissive wave of a blood-crusted gloved hand. “Really. Nothing for you to worry your pretty little head about.”

Annie nodded slowly, her mind racing. “Right. And how'd you get the blood all over your face? Are you injured?” she probed. She carefully wrapped her dangerous curiosity in a layer of sincere, doting concern for her captain, playing the part of the dutiful subordinate to the letter.

Homelander let out a sharp bark of a laugh, sputtering with genuine amusement. 

“No. No. I’m fine. Come on, Starlight, you know better than that. I couldn't be injured if I tried, right?” He seemed utterly charmed by the idea that she thought he was bleedable. “He just exploded right in front of me, you know. Very, very close to my face.”

“Mmm,” Annie hummed, her lips pursing into a thin, tight line. She crossed her arms again, her spine straightening in a display of mock thoughtfulness that remained perfectly polite on the surface. “So, you were lying on the floor?” she asked, her face a mask of innocent curiosity that expertly veiled the biting sarcasm underneath.

Homelander blinked, his brain momentarily lagging behind. “What?”

“Well, you said he tripped and fell on the floor, and then you said he exploded right in your face. So, logically, you were down there on the carpet with him?” Annie elaborated, her voice a pitch perfect melody of innocent curiosity.

The smugness on his face soured the second he heard his own lie played back to him. It sounded pathetic when spoken aloud, a clumsy bit of fiction that wouldn't fool a child. But he wasn't about to dignify her observation with an actual defense. Instead, he opted for a small, indifferent shrug, leaning into the laziness of his own cover story. 

“Sure.” He said, “I carried the guy to the stretcher. Hence, all this.” He gestured to the gore decorating his suit with a synonymous flick of his wrist.

Annie felt a dry chuckle bubble up at the sheer irony of the moment. It was a beautiful, dark little dance they were doing. They both knew he was lying, and he was perfectly aware that she wasn't buying a word of it, yet he remained smug enough to lie through his teeth anyway. He had clearly liquidated that guy for some petty whim and didn't even have the decency to craft a believable alibi.

“What? You don't believe me?” He laughed, as if she were being utterly hilarious for even suggesting he might be capable of something untoward. He fanned his hand dismissively, smacking his lips. “You know what, never mind. Forget it. Let's talk about you. What exactly brings you to my door at this hour?”

He leaned forward, the sudden shift in his posture suggesting he was now intensely fascinated by her presence.

Annie raised a brow, a small, involuntary smirk pulling at her lips. “You told the medic to send me in?” she reminded him, her voice trailing off into a soft chuckle. She was trying her best to suppress the mean girl energy rising in her chest; she really wasn't in the mood to be murdered tonight.

Homelander’s forehead creased in a mock frown. 

“Did I?” He let out a sharp dismissive scoff, his eyes raking over her casual attire again, already changing the topic on whims. “So, is this like your… secret identity? Your undercover look?” He flicked his chin toward her clothes.

“I’m not sure it qualifies as much of a secret around here, but sure, let's go with that.” Annie gave a small, weary shrug. 

She found a bitter kind of humor in his complete lack of self awareness, a hard pill to swallow considering she had spent her entire childhood worshipping the ground this man flew over.

Homelander smirked, apparently finding her dry tone endearing for once. “Well, you don't look bad. Not good, mind you.” He lifted a bloodied finger to emphasize the distinction. “But definitely not bad.”

Annie racked her brain for a moment, trying to remember the exact second she had requested his fashion critique. Since she couldn't find it, she simply offered him a cryptic, tight lipped smile and kept her mouth shut.

Homelander drew in a long, rattling breath, as if physically trying to vent the static electricity from his nerves. The silence was punctuated by the sharp, electronic buzz of a notification on the vanity counter. He leaned his entire torso to the side, snatching the device and bringing it level with his eyes.

Annie noticed the actual state of his gloves then. There was a fresh, darker sludge layered over the crimson material, a textured viscera that made her pulse spike into a frantic rhythm once again. She watched his face, tracking the transformation as he digested the text on the screen. 

His expression shifted in visible stages: the boredom vanished, replaced by a sharp focus that quickly curdled into a scowl. His jaw tightened by degrees until the bone looked ready to snap, his eyelids blinking in a rapid, glitchy staccato.

“Total renal failure (left) approx. 7 minutes ago. A committee has been established to explore options including dialysis.” The text said, coming from floor 10 where Madelyn was undergoing treatment. 

Homelander's eyes drifted into the middle distance for a long, heavy second. He lowered his hand slowly, the phone still clutched in his grip, but he remained silent. He sat there grimacing at the empty air, appearing lost in a dark internal commentary as he processed the latest insult to his reality.

“Everything alright?” Annie probed, her voice a fragile balance of genuine curiosity and extreme caution.

“Yeah,” he answered almost instantly, punctuated by a sharp, shaky inhale. He turned his head to look at her again, but the mask was different now. He looked grimmer, more bereft, his lips pulled into a visible, petulant pout that made him look like a grieving child in the body of a god.

Then, without a word of warning, he surged up from his spot. He closed the distance in two predatory steps and dropped onto the cushion directly beside Annie, aggressively invading her personal space. His blood-stained chest brushed against her arm as he draped his limb over the backrest behind her, effectively pinning her into the corner of the couch.

Annie’s entire form went rigid, her arms locking even tighter over her stomach as she fought the urge to bolt. She instinctively started to lean away before her survival instincts forced her to compose herself. 

She tilted her head to look at him sideways, finding him looming over her, suddenly radiating an intense, suffocating interest in her very existence.

He flashed her a wide, humorless grin. It was eerie, unsettling in ways Annie couldn't explain. “You still have that guy back in Des Moines, right? Does he love you? I mean, really love you?” he asked, a curious frown creasing his brows as if he’d suddenly decided to audition for the role of a vulnerable confidant.

Annie’s eyebrow shot up in a reflex she couldn't suppress. She opened her mouth, but the gears of her brain were grinding against each other, making the words come out a beat too late. 

“Uh, yeah. Yes, he does,” she managed, giving him a curt, stiff nod. She was hyper alert now, her heart hammering so loudly against her ribs she was certain his super hearing was picking it up like a bass drum.

“Good.” Homelander nodded, the sickly sweet scent of his expensive cologne mixing with the metallic stench of drying blood. It wafted off him in thick, invisible waves. “And what about you? Do you love him?”

Annie fought the physical urge to wrinkle her nose at the stench. She nodded again, her chin moving in a sharp, defensive jerk. “Yep.”

“Hmm,” Homelander hummed, a mischievous giggle seemingly buried just beneath the surface of his tone. He didn't blink once, his unmoving stare reading her like a forensic report. “Right.” He rolled his eyes toward the ceiling, clicking his tongue against the roof of his mouth. “So, tell me. Would you like to fuck someone else when he isn't watching?”

Annie’s face crumpled into an instant frown, and she flinched away from him, her body acting on pure instinct. “No! Absolutely not!” she snapped, genuinely horrified by the lurid, casual suggestion.

Homelander’s smirk widened, clearly entertained by the spark of life he’d managed to provoke. “Relax,” he drawled, rolling his eyes as if she were being dramatic. “I am just trying to get a handle on what kind of girl you really are.” He teased her with a playful, heavy handed nudge of his arm against her back. “Why didn't you tell me you were such a big fan?”

The contact was the breaking point. Annie’s spine straightened as if she’d been electrocuted, and she bolted to her feet in an instant. 

“Okay, I'm not going to sit here and indulge whatever weird mood you are in tonight,” she said, her voice trembling with a mix of anger and triggered PTSD. She gestured wildly at the blood spattered room, her eyes wide. “If you are thinking about pulling some kind of evil shit like the others did, I’m not just going to—”

“Starlight,” Homelander interrupted, his voice dropping into a smooth, parental drawl. He spoke as if he were affectionately scolding a toddler for using a swear word. “Sticks and stones won't break my bones, but words….” He placed a bloodied hand over his heart, clutching his imaginary pearls, looking at her with mock hurt as if his feelings were on the verge of shattering.

The subtext wasn't really subtle, it was a neon sign. He was telling her that she needed to choose her next few sentences with extreme care, or the conversation was going to stop being verbal and start being physical.

Annie stood there with her mouth slightly parted, the momentum of her defiance dying in her throat. His sudden pivot into that faux fatherly tone wasn't just eerie, it was a psychological anchor she couldn't quite shake. She blinked at him, feeling stupid and small as her tense shoulders finally began to sag under the weight of his gaze.

“I’m sorry, sir,” she said, her hands coming up in a small, reflexive gesture of surrender. “I didn't mean to—”

“You know, I had a very loooong chat with Donna at the expo today,” he said, cutting off her apology with a casual indifference. “It prompted me to do a little bit of digging into your personal records. And I found it a bit surprising how you used to refuse to sleep without a Homelander plushie. How you’d dress as me instead of yourself at VoughtCons. But now…” He trailed off, giving her a slow, theatrical once-over that practically dripped with his feigned disappointment.

He rose to his full, imposing height with a predatory grace, his shadow stretching out to swallow her whole. His eyes never left her face as he closed the distance, leaning deep into her personal space until his blood spattered jaw was brushing against her ear. 

“Now you suddenly seem like you are afraid of me,” he murmured, his voice dropping into a low, intimate vibration that made the hair on Annie's arms stand up. “Are you afraid of me, Starlight?”

Annie remained frozen in place, her brain rapidly calculating if moving even an inch would be a terminal mistake. It was official; Donna had absolutely no concept of boundaries when it came to oversharing the embarrassing details of Annie’s life with literally anyone who would listen. Well, not just anyone. Homelander.

She found herself utterly paralyzed, her vocabulary deserting her as she struggled to keep from visible shuddering. She didn't have the heart to dignify his question by admitting the truth, nor did she have the suicidal courage to lie and say no. She just stood there, her heart hammering wildly against her chest while she forced her breathing to remain slow and agonizingly careful.

For a long, suffocating moment, Homelander just watched her, savoring the silence as he waited for an answer that wasn't coming. He was positioned so close to her head that some of the tacky, fresh blood on his jaw began to transfer onto her hair and the shell of her ear. He was absolutely loving the sensation, listening to her heart thump like a terrified rabbit under the sheer weight of his psychological thumb.

As Annie’s chest began to heave with the rhythmic, visible stutter of a full blown panic attack, Homelander finally released a soft, airy chuckle. The sound was almost musical, a sharp contrast to the suffocating dread filling the cabin.

He retracted just enough to give her room to breathe, though the air remained heavy with the scent of his morbid hobbies. He brought his phone up, his gloved thumb dancing across the screen as he navigated through a series of encrypted files. After a few seconds of silent scrolling, he found his prize. He paused the playback and shoved the device into Annie’s hand with a casual, almost brotherly smirk.

“Enjoy,” he said, punctuating the offer with a wink that made her skin crawl. He prompted her to press play with a sharp flick of his chin before locking his hands behind his back. 

Then, he began a leisurely, rhythmic pace across the small span of the bus, back and forth like a bored predator waiting for the trap to spring.

Annie remained rooted to the spot, her muscles locked in a permanent flinch as he moved away. She tracked his silhouette cautiously, her eyes darting between the man and the screen in her hand. Only when the floorboards stopped creaking under his weight did she finally look down at the device and press the play icon.

The footage flickered to life, revealing the interior of a talent trailer. A pair of young women, undeniably attractive and radiating a hungry kind of ambition, shuffled into the frame. They were followed closely by Alex. He turned to click the lock on the door, and the girls began giggling, shedding their clothes with a comfortable ease that suggested this wasn't their first audition. Alex didn't hesitate; he closed the distance instantly. 

What followed was a pornographic, steamy foreplay that rapidly devolved into a frantic, high definition threesome. It was a portrait of a man living his absolute best life the moment his girlfriend was out of the state.

The transformation on Annie’s face was a grotesque mirror of Homelander’s earlier reaction to the Madelyn update. It moved in painfully visible stages: from cautious confusion to a sharp, agonizing focus. Her jaw tightened until the tendons in her neck stood out like wires, and her eyes began to glaze over with a sudden, hot swell of tears. An instinctive hand flew to her mouth, her fingers digging into her cheeks in a futile attempt to hold back the sound of her own heart breaking.

She couldn't reconcile the images on the screen with the man she thought she knew. This wasn't just cheating; it was a depraved, primal kind of performance. The passion was so raw, so wild, that it forced a toxic set of questions into her mind. Had she been the dead weight dragging him down? Was she too boring in bed? Too repressed? Not pretty enough to keep his attention for more than forty days?

The tears finally spilled over, carving hot tracks through her skin despite her desperate efforts to remain stoic. 

About half an hour ago, she had been exchanging "I love you" texts with a ghost. She had only been away for six weeks, and he was already juggling between options, not even bothering to limit his betrayal to a single woman. The timeline was undeniable, Alex was wearing the newly rebranded Supersonic suit, a costume he’d only owned for a few months before Annie had left. This wasn't a mistake from the past, it was recent.

At one point in the footage, the carnal dance paused just long enough for Alex to produce a small, translucent sachet of cocaine, which he began to distribute among the girls in neat lines, like a seasoned degenerate.

Annie’s lips trembled, her teeth grinding together in a desperate, white-knuckled attempt to tether her soul. She refused to grant Homelander the perverse satisfaction of watching her heart disintegrate in real time. Her thumb blurred across the screen, dragging the seeker bar forward in a frantic search for an ending that wasn't a nightmare.

From that point on, the video spiraled into a visceral descent. A chemically stimulated Alex was now tearing through the women with a predatory, coke fueled ferocity. The man had become so aggressively overstimulated, his physical restraint so thoroughly eroded by the powder, that he ended up snapping the spine of one of the girls mid-act. The transition from ecstasy to a localized massacre was instantaneous, the screen erupting into a frantic, blurred panic.

Annie let out a sharp, audible gasp, her wide eyes darting toward Homelander, who was still engaged in his leisurely patrol of the cabin, his face a grotesque mask of dried blood and fresh arrogance. 

He looked relaxed, almost serene, his smirk deepening as he inhaled the scent of her unfolding horror.

And as if the biological betrayal weren't enough, the footage took a turn into the truly macabre. When the second girl began to shriek in a blind terror, Alex lunged to subdue her; a clumsy, desperate tackle meant to silence the noise. Instead, he ended up snapping her neck with a sickening, audible crunch. The video lingered on the aftermath: a naked, trembling "hero" standing over a bed turned into a makeshift morgue.

Annie’s throat constricted, the air in the bus suddenly feeling like it was made of broken glass. She staggered back, her grip failing so completely the phone was barely hanging on. Tears now poured unabashedly down her cheeks as she struggled to process the double layered agony. She couldn't even distinguish which wound was deeper—the visceral sting of his infidelity or the soul crushing realization that the man she loved was a murderer.

Her shoulder blades struck the wall behind her with a dull thud. Gasping for air that wouldn't come, she blindly tossed the device onto the leather cushions of the couch, desperate to put as much distance as possible between herself and that digital poison.

Homelander didn’t offer her the mercy of a single, silent minute to mourn. Now that the cinematic trauma was over, his predatory pacing decelerated into a satisfied saunter. 

He flashed a wide, porcelain grin, emphasizing his point with a single finger as if he were about to deliver a particularly enlightening lecture on corporate ethics.

"You know what the best part about that little tragedy is?" he asked, his voice a smooth, terrifying purr. 

He glided past her, the smell of clotting blood trailing in his wake, and settled back into the cushions with a sigh of genuine contentment, as if he’d just finished a very productive day at the office.

Annie watched him with a hollow silence, the tears tracing hot, shameful tracks on her cheeks. The caution she had been clinging to earlier had been scorched away, replaced by a tectonic heartbreak she hadn't known her soul was capable of housing. She didn't interrupt him; she simply stood there, her weeping eyes locked onto him as he made himself comfortable in the center of her collapsing universe.

"Both of the girls in that video are underage," Homelander added then, casually lobbing another psychological grenade into the wreckage. "Technically, that’s... statutory rape, right?" He tilted his head to the side, his features twisting into a mask of feigned, innocent curiosity, as if he were genuinely seeking her expert legal opinion on the matter.

Annie let out a sharp, ragged huff of air. "That's not true," she retorted instantly, her voice cracking but fueled by a desperate, dying instinct to protect the version of Alex she once loved. "I mean, fine, he’s a cheating prick, he’s human. But he wouldn't touch a minor. Now you’re just fucking with me because you can."

Homelander barked a sudden, sharp laugh, appearing genuinely delighted by her attempt at an objection. He let out a deep, patronizing breath, his eyes lazily surveying the luxury of the bus before snapping back to her with a predatory glint.

A few seconds of agonizing, heavy silence stretched between them, made ten times worse simply by his smug, unblinking smirk, before he finally deigned to speak again. "Do you really believe that, Starlight? Truly?"

Annie blinked, her frown deepening into a mask of uncertain suspicion. "Okay. Fine. Let’s pretend you’re telling the truth for a second. But why now?" She gave a manic, helpless shrug, her curiosity beginning to bleed through the seams of her grief. "What was that text you just got? What is actually happening here? And how exactly do you claim Alex—of all people—just casually agreed to sleep with children?"

The questions came tumbling out in a single, breathless barrage. She was seething, her skin crawling with a toxic mixture of anger and disappointment, but she was also acutely aware that she was dancing on the edge of a blade. She would rather fight a losing battle for the truth than succumb to being the next broken thing on his floor.

Homelander didn’t offer the grace of an immediate reply, of course. He simply marveled at her, allowing a condescending silence to fill the bus. He waited until he could practically taste the vibration of her seething before he finally broke the quiet with a casual, conversational cadence.

“The girls were fans. Groupies,” he said, his voice dripping with mock sympathy. “They snuck backstage, did a little flirting, and managed to give poor Supersonic enough of a case of blue balls that he personally invited them back to his trailer. He did ask their age, by the way—” He pointed a stained, gloved finger at her, his expression turning hilariously serious. “But the girls lied. And your boyfriend?” His grin widened into a cavernous, dark thing. “Well, he didn't exactly insist on seeing an ID. I believe you’ve already seen the director’s cut of what happened next.”

He punctuated the revelation with a playful wink.

Annie’s face twisted into a mask of pure horror. The disappointment was a physical weight, crushing the air out of her lungs as she averted her eyes from his terrifyingly blue stare. She shook her head in a bitter, rhythmic denial, her lips trembling too violently to form a single coherent word. The sheer volume of the betrayal was a tidal wave, leaving her drowning in her own head.

“Now, to address your other burning curiosity,” he continued, leaning forward until his elbows rested on his knees. His gaze sharpened, turning into something piercing and clinical. “Why now?” He clicked his tongue against the roof of his mouth, his shoulders rolling upward in a slow, theatrical shrug that was the pinnacle of condescension at this point. 

“See, Starlight, I think you and I were long overdue for a little heart-to-heart.” He said with a slow, coercive nod. “You think the Seven are bad people. Awful, even. You sit there thinking you’re this righteous little golden bitch who has done right by every soul she’s ever met. Don’t you?” He let out a sharp, bitter scoff, his eyes rolling with a profound, bone-deep disdain. He stabbed an accusing finger in her direction. “Look at yourself—you sanctimonious whore. Didn't someone leave a comment on that little video of yours? That you were a total cunt to everyone? You basically passively murdered your own father.” 

He laughed then, a loud, booming sound that held zero humor, only a freezing, toxic contempt. “And now your boyfriend is a triple-threat. A proven criminal for double homicide and statutory rape. But—no, oh no, he isn’t in a cell.” He gave her another patronizing little wink, leaning further forward. “Because Vought has his back. They buried the bodies. They scrubbed the carpet. And the absolute cherry on top? This didn’t happen tonight. It happened three months ago. Right around the time you were auditioning for the big leagues.”

He nodded to virtually underline his point, his tone turning grimly sincere, because he simply had no business lying to her. “So yes—I really do believe we were overdue for this talk. Get it? You’re not above us, young lady. You’re just another part of this landfill.”

Annie didn't even have the energy left to shake her head. Her face remained frozen in a grotesque expression of localized horror, her brain struggling to archive the sheer volume of trauma Homelander had just dumped into her lap.

Suddenly, the most terrifying part wasn't the blood on his face or the corpses on the screen anymore—it was the fact that he was right. This was the actual architecture of the world she lived in. It wasn't that Sunday school version where the bad guys wore black and the good guys got the girl; it was a sewer where everyone was drowning in the same moral sludge. 

This was Homelander’s twisted version of a welcome orientation, a little ice breaker meant to snap her spirit like a dry twig. He was feasting on her disintegration, savoring every sob like vintage wine.

Annie eventually lost the war with her own tear ducts. Her lips quivered with a rhythmic, pathetic motion that made speech an impossible feat. Realizing she was one moment away from a total physical collapse, she didn't bother with a rebuttal anymore. She simply swiped the salt and grief from her cheeks with the back of her palms, let out a single, wet sniff, and turned toward the exit without another syllable.

Homelander watched her retreat, his smirk widening until it threatened to split his gore-stained face. 

“I’ll airdrop that video to you!” he hollered after her, his voice dripping with a playful, saccharine affection that made her stomach turn. “In case you want to study the technique!”

The pneumatic door of the bus hissed open, and Annie stepped out into the night, slamming the metal shut behind her with every ounce of strength she had left. She didn't look back. She didn't acknowledge the final, mocking jab. What was she supposed to do? Send a thank you note for the front row seat to her own emotional demolition?

Her chest ached with a profound, suffocating weight that made every breath feel like a chore. She felt genuinely nauseous, the metallic scent of the trailer still clinging to the back of her throat. She didn't stop moving until the lights of the crew buses were dim flickers in the distance, her sneakers crunching through the tall, damp grass of the open field.

She finally slowed down, her lungs burning as she doubled over. Her hands gripped her knees, her head hanging low as she fought for air in the biting night chill.

A dark, hysterical thought flickered through her mind: maybe telling those teenage girls tomorrow that she was a virgin saint wasn't such a bad marketing move after all. It was certainly better than admitting she’d shared a bed with a coked-up double murderer. She shook her head, the irony tasting like rich and bitter, and wiped her eyes one last time before the dam finally broke.

The first wail was raw and ugly, a ceaseless sound that finally let the messy, concentrated hurt escape her chest. For several minutes, she just screamed at the empty sky. She screamed until her throat felt like it was bleeding and her lungs were screaming back at her. 

Eventually, the strength left her legs entirely, and she dropped to her knees in the dirt. Her palms pressed hard against her face, her body racking with unabashed sobs as she let the reality of her new life finally sink in.

Back in the silver clad interior of his bus, Homelander remained exactly where he was, nestled into the expensive leather with the deep satisfaction of finally having checked every item off his to-do list. 

He had heard her screams clearly, even though she had bolted quite far away. He was fairly certain the crew had caught the highlights too; though he had the sole luxury of hearing the high definition, soul crushing nuances that the ordinary folks missed.

It was genuinely cathartic, watching the systematic demolition of her heroic delusions. Ruining her night, and potentially her entire psychological framework, had restored a much needed sense of equilibrium to his chest, like a soothing balm for his frayed nerves.

His mood had soured the second that medical update flashed across his screen. And the only way to bypass that crippling fear and grief of losing someone he cared about was to outsource that agony. That was the only way he knew, anyway.

He wasn't about to let a little thing like his surrogate mother’s kidney failure ruin his evening without dragging someone else down into the trenches with him. Now, at least, he wasn’t the only one hurting.

Oh—and that escort boy from earlier. He let the thought drift through his mind like a pleasant memory of a summer breeze.

To be perfectly honest, that kid had done a much better job of dying while performing a blowjob than he had at the blowjob itself. The face caving-in finale had been the perfect palate cleanser for a monotonous day of pretending to care about the "faithful" at the expo. 

He gave himself a little, self-assured nod, his reflection in the mirrored wall mimicking the gesture with a bloody, vacant stare. He’d done a stellar job of uplifting his spirits.

Well done, John, he thought, letting out a soft, amused chuckle that echoed through the quiet of the bus.

Notes:

Lol, Homelander being Homelander, I guess😅Look everything that's been happening, it's all by design and contributory to the plot in the later stages. So, just bear with me please :') I know it's quite dark.

Let me know if you'd like me to drop the next chapter on the weekend :)

Chapter 6: That Tunnel Story Is A Scam

Summary:

⚠️WARNING: Gore, nudity, some disturbing content. Reader discretion is advised.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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The morning was offensively pleasant, with a sky so blue and a temperature so soothing they could simply be a movie backdrop. The open field below had transformed into an ecosystem of tourists, starry-eyed visitors, and a small army of corporate handlers; all shuffling between stalls to bring out the dollar bills from people's pockets in exchange for a heavy dose of God. As long as you were a "true believer" or had a valid credit card, there was a curated activity readily available for you. 

This was the second day of the expo, colloquially known among the staff as the Team-up Day

At every stop on this grueling tour, the itinerary demanded that Homelander and Starlight perform a series of coordinated public displays of religious affection for the masses, ranging from joint keynote speeches to special meet-and-greets. 

Homelander, for his part, was having a truly spectacular morning. Having successfully offloaded his psychological baggage onto a junior coworker the night before, he felt positively buoyant. There was a certain dark, heavy satisfaction in knowing that while his own world was crumbling, he had managed to kick someone else’s pedestal out from under them. 

He had framed it to himself as a necessary education. The world was a cruel place, and the new girl needed to stop playing Miss Goody-Two-Shoes and start smelling the decomposition. It was a civic duty, really. Good for the brand, great for the team, and transformative for his own midday ego.

He had been an absolute delight for his makeup team, radiating a breezy, eerie generosity that was highly unusual on a regular day. There was a visible bounce to his crimson boots as he moved through the staging area. 

He found himself especially looking forward to his scheduled appearances with Starlight, mostly because she had spent the entire morning silently brooding. The poor girl had withered into a mere shell of her former self, a realization that moved him to let out a quiet, appreciative chuckle in the privacy of his vanity mirror.

The festivities had kicked off with the morning roundtable for teenage girls. Homelander and Starlight sat shoulder to shoulder on a raised platform, fielding a barrage of wide-eyed questions that veered uncomfortably into the personal. 

One particularly timid girl, clutching a Bible and a Starlight action figure, dared to ask the million dollar question: had Starlight actually done it yet?

And right on cue, Starlight had choked down her pride and recited her Vought-approved testimony. She told the crowd exactly what they wanted to hear, that she and Supersonic were saving themselves for marriage, preserving their "purity" for a future wedding special.

Homelander watched the performance with rapt attention, like a theater critic. He could practically see the physical effort it took for her to swallow her pride. It was a slow motion collapse of her dignity, written in the subtle trembling of her jaw. The humiliation was exquisite, flavored by the fact that she had to lie through her teeth while sitting inches away from the man who had shown her the high definition footage of her boyfriend’s mid-sex massacre last night. 

And as if it wasn't already awful enough, another girl, inspired by the first, decided to aim the same awkward question at Homelander. She piped up with a tremor in her voice, asking if he’d ever actually had sex, considering he hadn’t found a wife yet to bless with his super-genetics.

But Homelander felt a surge of genuine, lizard brain pleasure as he delivered a solid, resounding "no." He didn't just deny it, he proudly claimed that such things were merely base human needs and, frankly, beneath someone of his stature. His sole responsibility, he reminded them with a humble tilt of his head, was to serve the people in the name of the Lord.

In reality, he absolutely hated that answer. It made him sound like a eunuch in a cape.

However, the lie was worth it for the sheer patronizing weight it dropped on Starlight. She’d seen him with Noir; she knew his "purity" was about as real as a three-dollar bill. He could feel her seething beside her, her anger likely a toxic cocktail of the previous night’s trauma and his current, blatant hypocrisy. It was hilarious. Truly, he was having the best morning of his life.

Starlight had even refused to look at him between their scheduled bouts of public theater, her focus split into a million directions. She’d been taking bathroom breaks every hour on the hour just to sob into a wad of industrial paper towels. Homelander had heard every ragged gasp through the drywall, of course, tracking her movements with his ears like a shark following a blood trail, deeply satisfied with the fruits of his labor.

Annie, for her part, despised every agonizing second of the day. 

Her brain was stuck on a loop, replaying the grainy, horrific reality of that video. True to his word, Homelander had actually airdropped the file to her, a digital poison pill sitting in her pocket. She hadn't touched it; she didn't have the stomach to rewatch her life fall apart in HD again. She hadn't even found the words to break up with Alex yet. There simply wasn't enough time in the day to process the betrayal, let alone the murders. She’d spent the night in her bus, crying until her tear ducts felt like they’d been scrubbed with sandpaper.

Her makeup artist had been forced into a salvage operation this morning, using every concealer in the kit to hide the exhaustion lines carving into her face. To make matters worse, Donna had been chauffeured back to the grounds from her hotel, courtesy of Vought’s bottomless PR budget. 

Her mother had been buzzing around her like a caffeinated wasp all morning until the roundtable mercifully started. From there on, it was just a relentless cycle of tent-hopping and hosting activities that cost the fans five thousand dollars a head just for the privilege of standing in their aura. And that was just the Early Bird special.

Thanks to Annie’s military grade schedule, Donna barely had a window to start her usual routine of swooning over her daughter. But it was still quite surreal. 

While Annie could only manage a curt "Hey, Mom" or a "I will catch you later," Homelander was actually carving out chunks of his time to chat with Donna. He was likely just mining for more psychological ammunition to use against her later.

The man was a total asshole. Annie didn't even have the residual energy required to disrupt whatever weird, chirpy rapport those two were building in the background.

In fact, Homelander was in the best mood he’d ever been in since the Madelyn incident. He was breezy, dangerously charming, and actually posing for extra photos with the fans. He was even tossing out friendly tips to the stagehands and crew members, all while maintaining a predatory, enthusiastic focus on every single activity. He was working the room like a politician who’d just dodged an indictment.

He clearly believed Annie was too shattered to notice his constant surveillance. It was almost funny in a sardonic, miserable sort of way, though it didn't actually pull a laugh out of her. Whenever the grief finally clawed through her professional composure, Annie would duck away to a private corner and cry until her eyes burned. She didn't even bother trying to muffle the sound, knowing full well Homelander was likely tuning in like it was his favorite podcast. He wanted to hear her break. And as much as Annie hated feeding his sadistic appetite, the sheer hurt of the betrayal made everything else feel small and insignificant. It was just waves of grief, one after another, crashing against her ribs.

Then came the afternoon meet and greet. The space was massive, a luxury tent designed to hold at least a hundred of the elite faithful. These were the whales, the ones who had dropped fifteen thousand dollars per ticket or more just to breathe the same air as a superhero. There were group packages too, starting at twenty thousand. The guests were treated to a lavish spread, a sprawling buffet, and three massive photo booths. There was wine, cheese, and enough superhero branded chocolate to give a small army a sugar crash.

The plan was simple and grueling, they would hand out signed shirts, caps, and mugs after posing for a custom photo with every single person in the room.

Annie had just dragged herself back from a lunch she couldn't properly stomach. After a quick touch-up of her makeup, she marched toward the main event. Apparently, the fans had all arrived and were marinating in their own anticipation. 

By the time she reached the heavy fabric of the tent entrance, Homelander was already there, flanked by a manic Ashley and a small phalanx of Vought sycophants. 

Their eyes met for a fraction of a second, a cold, expressionless spark, before they both pivoted forward. They entered the space with a mechanical synchrony that was frankly eerie. It was as if the internal drive to perform for the masses was hardwired into their very bone marrow, a biological mandate that overrode any pesky things like personal trauma or the urge to scream.

The moment they crossed the threshold, the masks snapped into place. They slid into their superhero personas in a blink.

“Hey, everyone!” Annie hollered in a singsong tone, waving at the expensive guests. 

Her grin was wide, bright, and aggressively vacant, as if her life wasn't currently a smoking crater. She was greeted by an immediate, thunderous wave of applause and holy-roller adulation.

Homelander came to a halt right beside her, one hand planted firmly on his hip while the other conducted the crowd’s energy with a regal wave. 

“Hey, guys!” His smile stretched from ear to ear, his blue eyes sweeping the room with a warm gaze. “It’s so good to finally see all of you.”

The cheers shifted into high gear, punctuated by a few enthusiastic whistles from the back of the room.

Homelander seemed to physically bloom under their devotion. He turned to Annie, his expression softening into something nauseatingly affectionate as he hooked an arm around her shoulder and hauled her close for a firm, proprietary squeeze. “As you can see, I have partnered up with the newest jewel in our crown—Starlight, everyone!” He prompted the room with a sharp, theatrical gesture, demanding a crescendo of noise.

Annie plastered a look of breathless excitement onto her face, even throwing in a little "aw-shucks" hand gesture to mirror the wholesome energy of the fans. She turned to look at Homelander, gently but firmly extricating herself from his grip. 

“Thank you, Homelander. It has been nothing but an absolute honor and a pleasure working with you this morning.” She addressed the crowd again, nodding with rhythmic, artificial sincerity. “No, really. He is an incredible man, you guys. Let’s hear it for him!” She began clapping, leading the fans in a chorus of self-congratulatory noise.

The roar of the crowd boomed against the tent walls, loud enough to rattle the catering. In the background, Ashley was buzzing with a manic, corporate joy, also joining in the applause with the attendees. 

Eventually, the PR queen and her crew herded the duo toward the primary photo booth to capture some authentic moments for the Vought social media machine.

Annie took her designated spot on the tape, positioned right beside the golden boy of American fascism. That pageant-trained smile remained glued to her face, a structural marvel of dental hygiene and pure misery. 

Homelander stood beside her with his hands locked behind his back, a posture of regal patience that masked a bone deep boredom. He scanned the perimeter with a clinical detachment, his gaze occasionally snagging on Starlight.

The shutter began to fire, capturing a series of frames defined by a glaring, awkward vacuum between the two icons. Annie’s arms hung uselessly at her sides, refusing to participate in the charade. 

Sensing the lack of marketable chemistry, the photographer peered over the lens with a grim, professional intensity, as if he was trying to fix a leaking pipe.

“Guys, can we get some chemistry here?” he asked, gesturing at the empty air separating them. “Maybe an arm on the back? Give the fans something to dream about.”

Annie strangled the urge to roll her eyes. She took a dragging step inward just as Homelander mirrored the movement, their biceps brushing together in a textile kiss. 

He was the first to commit, his gloved hand moving up the small of her back. His palm vanished behind the heavy material of her cape, pressing firmly against her spine with a possessive, chilling heat.

Not to be outdone in the theater of the absurd, Annie extended her own arm. She let it slither beneath his red and white cape, wrapping around his waist in a performative embrace, as if he was her north star rather than her tormentor, tugging him close.

​“Oh?” Homelander actually looked surprised, his eyes dropping to her hand where it was currently wrapped around the narrowest curve of his waist. It was a rare lapse in his usual rehearsed perfection, a flicker of genuine ‘what is happening?’ crossing his face as he tracked her fingers against his suit.

Annie met the camera lens with a look of wholesome, wide eyed adoration that was nothing short of an Olympic-level lie.

Homelander’s grin split even wider, his performance reflexes kicking into overdrive. His arm then slid further, wrapping around her arm now, visible to the camera on her side. He tightened his grip, hauling her into his side with a gentle pressure.

What followed was a rhythmic, soul erasing sequence of poses dictated by the man behind the tripod. The two Vought puppets pivoted and tilted like expensive wind-up dolls, their joints clicking in sync. The camera flashed relentlessly, recording every fraudulent dimple until Ashley finally swooped in to usher them toward the podium. 

Homelander and Starlight followed her lead with a religious devotion, oozing a script mandated sweetness that threatened to give the entire crowd a collective case of diabetes.

Within minutes, their Hollywood approved faces were detonating across social media like a digital gospel. The internet inhaled the imagery whole, millions of users liking, sharing, and mainlining the fraud as if it were a mandatory nutrient.

At the tent, once the primary sermon was over, the handlers steered the duo toward the second photo booth, a velvet roped booth for the wealthy fans. 

They stood shoulder to shoulder again, a matched set of expensive trophies, as the believers began to trickle into the frame. Couples, families, and groups shuffled in and out in a dizzying rotation of polyester and perfume. 

It made Annie’s stomach do slow, nauseous somersaults to watch these people swallow the Vought’s Kool-Aid without a single skeptical blink, again. They practically bathed in the proximity of their idols, lathering the duo with a brand of adoration that felt heavy and sticky, like spilled soda on a theater floor.

The grind was relentless. They posed, they smiled, they distributed the holy relics; t-shirts, mugs, and caps, and scribbled their names onto an endless stream of glossy cardstock. The session dragged on far past its expiration date, and by the time the line began to thin, Annie was internally screaming for an exit strategy. 

In a rare, silent moment of atmospheric alignment, Homelander seemed to mirror her exhaustion, his own regal patience beginning to fray at the hem.

The final pilgrim was a young woman; probably eighteen, nineteen, who approached the platform with a zealous, vibrating energy. The moment she stepped into their orbit, Homelander deployed a wide, predatory grin, one arm unfurling for the young fan.

“Hello there. And who are you supposed to be?” he asked, his voice a smooth cocktail of charm and simulated interest.

The girl radiated a frantic joy. “Hi, I’m Jordan. I’m a huge fan of both of you!” She locked her hands over her mouth in a gesture of timid, sweet disbelief. “I have every single collectible from the Seven Launch tour. Every single one.” She darted a quick, self-conscious look around the cavernous tent before leaning toward her heroes with a conspiratorial air.

“Can I be honest? I'm not actually that religious,” she whispered, giggling behind her knuckles as if sharing a secret with Gods in person. “But I really, really just wanted to meet you both.”

Homelander let out a rich, theatrical laugh, his arm descending onto her shoulder to guide her into the gap between himself and Starlight. 

Annie found herself offering a genuine, brittle little chuckle at the girl’s confession. There was something hilariously relatable about being "not that religious" but showing up for the circus anyway. The only real distinction was that Jordan had paid for her ticket, while Annie was being held hostage by her own contract.

As the fan settled into the gap between them, Annie went for the standard, two dimensional embrace. She swept her arm across the girl’s shoulder blades, but mid-arc, her hand collided with Homelander’s knuckles. 

It wasn't a painful impact, but the sudden heat of it made her flinch. Annie’s gaze snapped to the space between their capes, her heart suddenly doing a nervous beating against her ribs.

Her hand remained momentarily paralyzed, her skin pressed against his crimson gloved knuckles. 

Homelander didn’t even look at her. He was too busy performing one last high octane burst of charm for the young fan, asking her questions about her hero worship history. 

Annie attempted a casual retreat, sliding her hand back by fractions of an inch, but her fingers remained stubbornly in contact with his. She moved with the frantic caution of trying not to wake a landmine, terrified that any abrupt movement would make him notice the contact.

But the man was a masterpiece of multitasking, murmuring sweet corporate nothings to the fan while maintaining a flawless profile for the cameras. Annie finally forced her eyes forward, realizing he wasn’t noticing. She pinned on a small smile to her face as the photographer began the countdown.

As Homelander finished his quiet aside with the girl, his hand shifted absentmindedly on the fan’s back. He pulled back his gloved fingers from under Annie’s and pressed them back down, almost gently, over Annie’s knuckles. He didn't react. He didn't even look. He just pinned her hand there with a gentle, suffocating pressure while posing for the lens with a serene confidence.

Annie’s breath hitched, her eyes darting back to the fan's spine. Her hand was now trapped beneath his in a gesture that felt sickeningly intimate, an unscripted, private collision in the middle of a public spectacle. It felt like an accidental affection, a brief, terrifying bridge between two people who spent most of their time trying to either ruin or avoid each other.

“Everyone, at the camera, please!” the photographer hollered, gesturing wildly at the lens.

Annie’s head snapped back toward the tripod, her vision slightly blurred by the sudden rush of adrenaline. She held the pose through a barrage of flashes, her knuckles burning with nervousness under the weight of his glove. 

A few more shots for the parents’ iPhones, a few more seconds of staged bliss, and the nightmare finally reached its expiration point.

The trio broke formation simultaneously. Annie yanked her arm back with a haste that bordered on violent, her movement immediately drawing Homelander’s sharp, predatory attention toward their retreating hands. 

Meanwhile, the fan drifted off the stage with a final, breathless “Thank you so much!”, leaving the two of them standing in the sudden, awkward moment.

Homelander didn’t even glance at the departing girl as he offered a mechanical, "It was a pleasure meeting you, Jordan." His focus was now acutely pinned on Starlight, a sharp, inquisitive stare that felt like he was trying to x-ray her nervous system. 

He retracted his arm with a nonchalant smoothness, locking his hands behind his back beneath the cape. His eyes remained on her stoically, before he tossed a dismissive, low-effort goodbye wave in Jordan’s direction and exhaled a long, weary breath.

Annie had braced for impact. She was practically counting the seconds until the inevitable eruption, mentally shielding herself for whatever psychological or physical landmine he was about to detonate. This was the exact kind of attention she had spent the last twelve hours avoiding. 

But in that rare subversion of his own lunacy, Homelander simply looked away. His expression didn't go cold; it just went flat, a terrifyingly unreadable horizontal line of a face.

Annie let out a quiet breath of her own, her arms coiling protectively over her stomach. 

For a painful, suspended moment, the two most powerful beings in the room just stood there, doing literally nothing. The room continued to buzz with the murmur of the rich and the rhythmic pop of distant flashbulbs, but for some reason, the spotlight seemed to have drifted. They had been momentarily orphaned by their own audience, standing like two high priced wax figures whose clockwork had finally jammed.

The silence between them was deafening despite the surrounding noise, and they both looked like absolute idiots.

Homelander, however, was currently a nuclear reactor staring down a total meltdown internally. His reservoir of manufactured charm had been finally drained dry, and he’d spent the day spending it with reckless abandon. Being the "Good Guy," the "Mentor," the "Generous Tipper"; it had all been a delightful little play act until about fifteen fans ago, when his patience had officially turned to ash. The simulated holiness had evaporated entirely, leaving behind a strong urge to find a soundproof room and some blissful, murderous silence.

The irony was that even with all that godly power, he seemed to have no idea what the next thing on the schedule was. He just remained rooted to the spot, clueless and looming, while the world moved on without him for a gloriously awkward minute.

Eventually, the pressurized silence between them became the loudest thing in the room, a screaming void of non-interaction that was too bizarre for even them to ignore. Now it looked like they were two statues of a dead civilization, standing at the center of a busy marketplace.

Homelander was the first to let the mask slip, a bored sigh escaping him as he leaned into Annie’s personal space. He drifted close enough for her to catch the scent of his expensive cologne, his voice dropping into a guarded baritone that didn’t carry an inch past her ear.

"It’s like they're fucking high on it, you know," he scoffed, the sound dripping with a bitter, concentrated disdain. He rolled his eyes with a subtle, rhythmic arrogance, his jaw hovering inches from her hair. "Hope. They’re so addicted to the high of it, they’ve gone blind. Can't see past the fucking hope." 

He let out a dry, belittling chuckle, a moment of eerie, unvarnished honesty as though Starlight had been drafted as his involuntary therapist.

Annie cut him a sideways glance, her expression hardening into something more resilient than usual. 

"Why?" she asked, her brow furrowing into a knot of genuine agitation. "Don't you hope for anything?"

The look Homelander gave her was instantaneous, bordering on offended, as if she’d just asked a shark if it enjoyed a nice salad. 

"Well, given the absolute wreckage of your life lately, do you still have the stomach for hope?" He barked a soft, condescending laugh, as if the very concept of goodness on this planet was a punchline only an idiot would fall for.

Annie’s face twisted into a defensive grimace, her eyes sparking with a sudden, localized heat. "Yes, actually. I still hope for things—boring, human things. Like my mom’s health, or for Vought to rot in a shallow hell, and I hope Ms. Stillwell pulls through." She leaned in, the filter between her brain and her tongue beginning to dissolve. "I’m not some mindless bloodbag, you—"

She cut herself off with a sharp, frantic inhale, the "foul-mouthed Annie" retreating just before she could commit career suicide. She huffed a shaky breath, her gaze drifting away in a cloud of pure, concentrated annoyance.

Homelander blinked, the casual cruelty momentarily stalling in his throat. His jaw twitched, a rhythmic pulse beneath the skin of his cheek. He let out a sharp snuff of air and mirrored her retreat, looking out at the crowd of worshippers. 

After a beat of heavy, odd silence, he offered a single, stiff nod.

"I hope that, too," he said, his voice stripped of its theatrical vibrato, sounding strangely sincere. "About Madelyn."

Annie pivoted to face him fully, a move dragged out of her instinctively. She tightened her arms across her stomach, a soft, tired sigh escaping her lips. 

"I’m sorry about Ms. Stillwell," she offered, her voice stripped of the earlier reluctance to interact. "I didn't realize you two were... close. Not until after."

Homelander didn't respond. He let the comment hang there a second too long, his brain seemingly grinding through the gears of a genuine emotional response. 

Finally, with a dismissive roll of his eyes and a tone that was as flat as a dial tone, he shrugged. "Okay, well—that was a better conversation than anything else I’ve had to endure today." He let out a dry, joyless chuckle and began to pivot, ready to exit the stage of his own boredom.

He’d barely cleared a single step when a scent hit his nostrils with the force of a ballistic missile. Homelander froze mid-stride, his nose wrinkling in a reflex of absolute disgust. 

His eyes darted frantically through the sea of expensive fans, hunting for the source of the biological audacity. He found it: a man in his mid forties, looking remarkably average right up until the moment his physiology decided to declare war on the laws of nature.

It began with a faint, neon blue luminescence pulsing through the man’s veins, as if he’d just chugged a radioactive glow stick. He started heaving, his eyes bulging in a frantic, wide eyed panic. 

Soon, the man thrashed about, his grunts escalating into a loud, raw scream that cut through the ambient chatter of the tent. 

The crowd began to peel away in a wave of instinctive horror as the blue light intensified, turning his circulatory system into a roadmap of impending doom.

Then came the steam. It hissed out of his mouth and tear ducts in thick, scalding plumes, drawing a collective gasp from the horrified onlookers.

Without warning, the man’s internal pressure reached its limit, his biology undergoing a gruesome, high speed chemical transition. His skin charcoaled instantly, slumping into a steaming pile of white hot ash and liquefied viscera. 

He hissed away into non-existence, leaving nothing behind but a scorched, messy organic smear on the expensive Vought carpeting and the metallic stench of vaporized organs.

The tent detonated instantly. The previously orderly crowd dissolved into a shrill, uncoordinated riot of terror. People trampled over one another, a messy, desperate scramble to escape the nightmare that had just unfolded in the middle of their VIP experience.

Homelander stood paralyzed for a heartbeat, momentarily flabbergasted by the sheer messiness of the event. He snapped his gaze toward Starlight, his expression a mix of confusion and mounting irritation, before turning back to the stampeding herd.

“Everyone, stay calm! Please, remain calm!” he bellowed, his voice booming with a practiced, casual authority. “The authorities will be here momentarily!”

He waved his arms with a regal confidence. He expected the world to stop on his command, but the world wasn't listening. 

In their blind, animalistic panic, the crowd ignored him entirely, their screams drowning out the hero who was supposed to be their compass.

Annie, for her part, had been stuck into a state of complete metabolic stasis. She hadn't so much as flickered an eyelid since the moment the fan had undergone his unsolicited cremation. 

It looked like a biblical plague; a customized divine retribution for the sin of spending fifteen thousand dollars on a photo op. The sheer, visceral horror of it was, in a twisted way, a mercy for her. It was finally loud enough to drown out the internal static of her own misery. Of course, replacing a broken heart with fresh trauma wasn't exactly a win, but it certainly shifted the priority list.

She was so far underwater that she hadn't even registered Homelander’s fleeting look of confusion, nor the useless, booming instructions he’d barked at the stampeding mob. Her ears were filled with a high-pitched, incessant ringing, a sonic wall that made the world feel like it was happening behind a thick glass. Every fine hair on her body stood at attention, vibrating with the aftershock of the atmospheric shift.

It took the physical intervention of Ashley Barrett, who had been waving her hands in Annie's face to bring her back to reality. 

Annie’s breathing caught in her throat, coming in shallow, uneven strops. She blinked absently, her vision finally refocusing on Ashley’s face, which was currently a frantic roadmap of twitching nerves and smeared mascara. Apparently, the woman had been talking to her for several seconds.

“What?” Annie managed, her voice sounding like it belonged to someone else.

“Hey, Starlight—Starlight, look at me!” Ashley barked, her hands slamming onto Annie’s shoulders in a grounding gesture that was less about comfort and more about ensuring the asset didn't wander off into the chaos. “Are you good? Focus. We are getting you back to the bus right now. Okay?”

Annie offered a numb, rhythmic nod, drawing in a sharp, cold lungful of air. “Where is Homelander?” she asked, her eyes darting around the open field now. The transition was jarring; one moment she was in a VIP kiln, and the next she was standing in the grass, surrounded by the distant, fading echoes of a crowded panic. She hadn't even realized when she'd stepped out of the tent. 

Ashley gave a sharp, dismissive shrug, already pivoting to scan for the nearest exit route. “He left after pulling you out. Let’s move, Starlight.” She delivered a firm, mechanical pat to Annie’s back, herding her through the perimeter toward the farthest corner of the lot where the Prevost sat waiting like a getaway car.

Annie blinked, unsure if she even remembered that happening. She'd been too stunned to notice. 

As they walked, Annie focused on the simple mechanics of calming herself down: inhale, exhale, repeat. She tried to slow the thumping in her chest, desperately attempting to catalog the sensory data of the last five minutes into a box that wouldn't haunt her dreams. 



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The Prevost bus rushed through the pre-dawn gloom of the interstate, a silver bullet piercing the fog. Inside, the hum of the engine was a low, vibrating growl that Annie could feel in her marrow. It was a constant, mechanical reminder that she was being hauled like freight to the next stop on Vought’s holy crusade, no matter what had happened to the poor man last night. 

Outside the glass, the skeletal remains of billboards and leafless trees flickered by, distorted by the speed and the grime of the road.

Annie was sprawled across the king-sized bed in the rear suite, her body a heavy weight against the designer linens. She had changed into a pair of pajama shorts and a tank top about an hour ago, her bra tossed somewhere she didn't even recall. 

Her eyes were fixed on the ceiling, tracing the faint, rhythmic pulse of the recessed lighting. Every time the bus hit a seam in the asphalt, a subtle jolt shuddered through the mattress.

The air in the cabin was subtly sweet from the aroma the incense released, mixed with a faint smell of expensive leather. The vehicle had been transformed into a luxury environment designed to soothe, yet it felt like a variant of a sensory deprivation tank. She felt untethered, drifting in a mental abyss. Her phone sat forgotten and facedown beside her on the bed. 

Annie’s brain was currently a high definition projector stuck on a loop, replaying the fan’s final, sizzling moments. She had stood beside him for a generic photo op barely thirty minutes before he decided to undergo an unsolicited internal combustion. It was a localized, biological implosion, a human being retreating into his own ribcage until there was nothing left but a grease stain and a lawsuit.

Twenty-four hours ago, she was convinced that Alex being a world-class monster was the ultimate ceiling for her personal misery. But she had been wrong.

In fact, the last six weeks of her life had been a series of escalating trauma. Every new horror seemed designed specifically to make the previous one look like a minor inconvenience. It was a perverse achievement. Even after six weeks of psychological implosions, the universe had still found a way to deliver a fresh, steaming pile of shock to her doorstep last night.

She couldn't shake the clinical, gruesome details. 

What kind of cellular treason leads to a reaction that extreme? Was there a Supe in the crowd playing a lethal game of hide-and-seek? Was it a new, bespoke plague? She’d caught the hushed, terrified whispers of the crew last night, some of them already comparing the incident with biblical terms, a divine strike from a God who was clearly losing His patience. But mostly, Annie thought about the man’s family. Their screams were a serration in her memory, a raw sound of loss that made her own chest ache for a stranger who had been reduced to a pile of carbon in under twenty seconds.

She didn't blink. She couldn't afford to let the images settle. Instead, she just stared at the overhead vent, watching a single, frayed thread from the curtain perform a frantic, rhythmic dance in the artificial breeze of the climate control.

The silence of the suite was finally disrupted by the sharp, electronic buzz of a notification. 

Annie’s eyes snapped toward the device on the mattress, a reflex born of modern anxiety. She let out a long, shaky exhale, the kind that feels like it’s scraping the bottom of your lungs, before rolling onto her side to retrieve the phone. 

She brought the glowing screen toward her face, the blue light washing over her features like a cold wave, and swiped to unlock the screen.

It was a text from Tilda, a floor 10 nurse at the Seven Tower. 

Annie had developed a recent, early morning ritual with the woman, a post-gym visit to the tenth floor to fish for updates on Madelyn Stillwell’s precarious grip on life. It was a habit born of a misplaced sense of duty.

Annie tapped the message, her eyes tracking the sentences:

“Hi, it’s Tilda from floor 10. You usually drop by for Ms. Stillwell, but you didn’t show up this week. I heard about the tour. Thought you should know, her health has taken a turn. Left kidney failed 29 hrs ago. We have her on dialysis now. Best, Tilda Munson.”

Annie’s internal clock stalled instantly. Twenty-nine hours. She stared at the digits until they blurred into glowing blue streaks. Her mind performed a quick piece of detective work, tracing the timeline back through the fog of her memory.

Wait. She shoved herself up on her elbows, the designer mattress sighing beneath her. 

Twenty-nine hours ago, she had been an unwilling audience in Homelander’s private bus. She remembered the exact micro-second the atmosphere had soured, the moment his phone had buzzed and his entire persona had undergone a visible, tectonic shift. He’d mutated into a different kind of monster right in front of her, promptly using her as a psychic punching bag to vent his redirected grief. 

And now, she was rotting in her own private corner of hell because his surrogate mother’s kidney had decided to quit.

The realization prompted a massive, agitated roll of her eyes. The sheer, cosmic unfairness of it, that her life had been dismantled by the organ failure of a woman she barely knew, was almost impressive in its cruelty.

A sudden, rhythmic shudder vibrated through the floorboards as the bus hit a final bump in the asphalt and groaned to a definitive halt. 

Annie swung her legs off the bed, her feet hitting the cold floor as she ditched the blankets. She snatched a thick, checkered black robe from its wall hook, shrugging into the heavy fabric. She yanked the belt tight across her stomach, scooped up her phone, and slid her feet into a pair of flats.

The hydraulic hiss of the bus door was a sharp, mechanical exhale against the Virginia stillness. The sky was just beginning to bruise into a pale, pre-dawn blue, shedding the total black of the interstate. The Richmond air was a different beast entirely. It was thick, damp, and carrying a persistent, heavy chill that seemed to latch onto the industrial concrete of the loading dock like a parasitic twin.

They were parked in a familiar, isolated configuration: a desolate stretch of outskirts far from the actual expo grounds. It was a strategic wasteland, chosen to keep the gods from having to smell the unwashed masses before their scheduled appearance.

Annie drew in a lungful of the biting air, her eyes surveying the landscape. 

As per the Vought hierarchy of needs, Homelander’s Prevost was parked at a respectful but intimate distance, close enough to be a threat, far enough to maintain the illusion of privacy. The lesser crew buses were huddled together like frightened sheep further down the line, with the distant silhouette of the arena looming beyond them.

Without warning, a violent, gushing sonic roar tore through the quiet of the morning, shredding the atmosphere.

Annie staggered back, her neck snapping upward to track the source of the acoustic assault. It sounded like a jet engine trying to play a symphony at 10,000 decibels. 

Within seconds, a localized hurricane of dust and gravel erupted, tousling her hair into a chaotic mess as a sleek, predatory shape descended. The craft touched down with a smooth, expensive elegance barely ten yards from their trailers.

The gleaming, silver-embossed logo of Vought and the Seven emblazoned on the hull acted as a cold splash of reality. 

Right, she thought, the memory prickling at her skin. Vought’s jet. She’d been stuffed into one of those once for a certain nonexistent "undercover mission at a lesbian bar".

A second, distinct hiss of pneumatic pressure pulled her attention back to ground level. 

The door of Homelander’s bus yawned open. Annie instinctively wrapped her arms around herself, rubbing her biceps against the creeping frost of the dawn as she watched with a deepening, confused frown.

The Deep stepped out of the cabin, looking less like the King of the Seven Seas and more like the survivor of a very specific, very weird fraternity gathering. A hot pink bra was draped over his head with a bizarre sort of structural integrity, the cups acting as a pair of secondary, neon ears. He blinked into the morning light, looking utterly bewildered by his own existence.

Following the fish-whisperer out of the bus was Translucent, or at least, the visual approximation of him. He was currently a floating collection of oversized bead necklaces, as if he’d just returned from a spring break. However, the true piece de resistance, the detail that really tied the vacation look together, was the used condom he’d apparently forgotten to discard. It was clinging to his invisible, and still very much hard dick like a translucent, rubbery barnacle.

Annie’s stomach did a violent, nauseated flip, her nose wrinkling in disgust. She stood there, a captive witness to the secret guest list of Homelander’s midnight festivities, a roster she had been blissfully unaware of until this very second. She suppressed the urge to gag at the sight. 

Then came A-Train, mercifully clad in his suit, followed by a literal parade of human wreckage. It was a chaotic assortment of escorts: men, women, a full spectrum of races and body types, all of them in varying states of nudity. Some dangled stiletto heels from their fingertips like trophies; others moved with a distinct, post-fuck limp. 

Two of the women were ironically sporting “Light of The World" tour t-shirts, paired with nothing but lace underwear and bare feet. Despite the early hour and the damp Virginia chill, the group was buzzing with a manic, celebratory energy. They were a cacophony of hushed giggles, muffled gossip, and playful slaps on the back and asses.

It didn't take a detective to do the math. This wasn't a mere late-night party session. It was a mobile orgy, a localized "fuck fest" hosted in Homelander's suite.

A raspy, dry scoff escaped Annie’s lips. 

Of course. 

While she had been staring at a ceiling, replaying the image of a human being melting into a puddle of carbon, the "Heroes of America" had been busy working their way through the local talent. The death of a high-paying fan was already ancient history to them, a minor PR hiccup filed away in the ‘not my problem’ folder of their collective consciousness.

She was the only one still drowning, the only one who hadn't gotten the memo that empathy was a career ending move. 

What a fucking joke. 

Just as Annie began to pivot, ready to retreat back into her own bus, the rhythmic thud of a heavier pair of boots made her pause. She turned back toward the yawning maw of Homelander’s bus.

Black Noir stepped out into the pre-dawn fog, a silent, obsidian monolith. He had closed the bus’s door behind him. And as usual, he was sealed into his suit from head to toe, the silent guardian of the Seven’s most depraved secrets. 

He moved with a mechanical, scanning grace, his head swiveling from side to side to assess the perimeter. When his visor finally locked onto Annie, he went perfectly still.

A heavy, awkward silence stretched between them, thick enough to choke on. Then, with a slow, hesitant movement that felt almost surreal compared to the neon-pink bra and the floating condom currently exiting the scene, Noir lifted a gloved hand and offered her a small, polite wave.

Annie blinked, the sheer weirdness of the moment momentarily short-circuiting her brain. A faint, puzzled smile tugged at her lips as she returned the wave, her hand moving with an uncertainty. 

But then, the silent assassin actually began to drift her way, detaching himself from the debauched parade of nudity and condoms. 

Annie’s eyes darted around the horizon, her polite mask remaining firmly in place even as her pulse spiked. Up until this very second, Noir had been little more than a piece of sentient furniture in her life; a lethal, black furniture that didn't speak. 

What could he possibly have to say to her?

Noir came to a halt a few feet away, the silence radiating off his suit like a physical chill. 

Without a word, he reached into a back pocket and produced a worn sketchbook. He flipped through the pages with a fluid, practiced grace, the paper rasping in the quiet air until he found his target.

His masked head tilted up, the blank lenses of his cowl fixing on Annie for a fleeting second before dropping back to the page. With a swift, surgical tug, he tore the sheet along the perforation. He tucked the pad away and extended the loose leaf toward her.

 

Starlight-Sketchscan

    Art By DelightfullySad

 

“Oh,” Annie stammered, scrambling to bridge the gap and take the offering. She flipped the paper over and felt the air leave her lungs in a sharp, appreciative gasp.

It was a graphite sketch of her, captured during some forgotten, soul crushing session in the Seven’s conference room. Probably at the tower. 

She was slumped in her high-backed chair, her chin propped on a knuckle as she stared into the middle distance with a look of profound, beautiful boredom. Based on the perspective, she was likely looking directly at the spot where Homelander usually sat, radiating a look of "checked-out" that only a Vought employee could truly master. 

The likeness was uncanny, an unfiltered display of technical talent that felt far too human for a man who spent his weekdays disemboweling people on Vought’s orders.

A dry, surprised chuckle escaped Annie’s lips. She’d always seen him scribbling during the meetings, assuming he was either drawing his usual Buster Beever sketches or just practicing his skill with random doodles.

“Thank you,” she said, offering him a sincere, singular nod. “It’s beautiful. Really.”

Noir didn't linger for the review. He returned the nod,  a sharp, efficient tilt of the head, before pivoting on his heel. 

He marched back toward the jet where the rest of the Seven and their collection of naked companions were congregating. 

The escorts were currently putting on a performance of tearful, high decibel goodbyes, as if they were sending their husbands off to the front lines rather than waving at a group of spoiled millionaires getting onto a private plane. Only Satan, or perhaps Vought’s payroll department, knew the true motivation behind the theatrics.

Annie stood in the damp, unforgiving chill, watching the silent ninja hoist himself into the pressurized belly of the jet. He was followed by the rest of the degenerate vanguard: A-Train, Translucent, and the guy who apparently had a pink bra for a beanie. 

The craft’s engines surged, a small hurricane of expensive fuel and arrogance, while the abandoned escorts actually stood there waving. They looked genuinely awestruck, despite being visibly sore and presumably underpaid for a night of serving as human fuck-bag for the "world’s greatest heroes."

Annie rolled her eyes so hard it physically hurt her temples, suppressing a second, more violent gag. She took one last, lingering look at the graphite sketch, that sharp, hauntingly accurate window into her own depression, and shoved it deep into the pocket of her robe. She shook her head, the sheer, kaleidoscopic absurdity of the morning leaving her feeling both incredulous and spiritually gutted.

Black Noir had likely been part of some deranged, private fuck pile with Homelander all night, and his post-sex cooldown involved handing her a custom portrait. It was his first and only meaningful interaction with her in the history of her tenure. 

So fucking weird, she thought. Normalcy didn't just not exist here; it was an endangered species that Vought had hunted to extinction.

She exhaled a long, weary breath that clouded in the freezing air. “Fuck this shit,” she muttered under her breath, the words tasting like copper and fatigue. 

She pivoted on her heel and marched back toward her own bus.

The heavy door slammed shut behind her, the hydraulic hiss sealing out the Virginia dawn and the smell of jet fuel.

Standing in the dim, incense-choked cabin, a final, cold clarity finally settled over Annie. She realized with a spiritual jolt that looking for a light at the end of the tunnel was a fool’s errand. 

There was no light. There was no exit strategy. Her entire life had been retrofitted into a neverending, filthy tunnel, and she was stuck in it.

It was a liberating kind of nihilism. Annie finally understood that nothing really mattered anymore. Whether a meteor decided to end the human civilization, whether Homelander finally lost his shit and flashed his prick on live television, or whether she ended up in the crosshairs of some fucked up Vought conspiracy and died; it was all white noise. The world was a self-sustaining, filthy dumpster fire in reality, and it would continue to burn with or without her wholesome contribution.

So, fuck giving a fuck. 

Notes:

Sketch added to the chapter on @khadija_4444's request ❤️ :) I've decided that going forward I'll use my multimedia approach to add sketches whenever befitting. Thanks for your enthusiasm, love, and support ❤️

You can find my other Starlander art on my Tumblr.

Chapter 7: Blow and Behold

Summary:

⚠️WARNING: Gore and some pertinent disturbing content. Reader discretion is advised.

Notes:

Last drop before S5. It’s a long chapter; take breaks if you need to. I spent the entire night proofreading this, but since I read at a glacial pace, I might just be dramatic. Enjoy :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Homelander stood with his shoulders squared, eagle heads perched on each, and his arms locked behind his back; positioned just out of the spotlight's reach behind a trembling crew member. He remained a fixed monument of patriotic muscle, chest swollen and chin cocked at that precise, heroic angle that looked like he was continually smelling victory or something. 

From the wings, he listened to Starlight’s voice projecting through the venue, the same old, soul-sucking script from the previous city.

He hadn't been standing there for the last twenty minutes because he enjoyed the speech or the rhythmic drone of religious platitudes. He was there to provide oversight, which was Vought-speak for hovering like a predator to ensure the Richmond Expo didn't dissolve into another puddle of human sludge. After that unfortunate spontaneous combustion at the last stop, the brand couldn't afford a repeat performance. 

Homelander was acutely aware that Starlight was a pathetic novice in the grand scheme of things. In his professional estimation, she was a structural failure waiting to happen, likely to crack under the psychological weight of the tour. So, naturally, he considered it his civic duty to apply even more psychological pressure, ensuring she remained far too terrified of him to ever dream of falling apart in front of cameras.

Apparently, Stan Edgar had spent the morning throwing orders at Ashley, sending her scurrying around like a headless chicken to ensure Homelander personally supervised every mundane detail of the schedule during his breaks. 

It was a tedious waste of his godly potential; yet even he had to begrudgingly admit the Richmond kickoff was a success.

Starlight was performing with an adept, empty perfection, like a veteran. She inhabited the celebrity superhero persona with nauseating accuracy, hitting every warm, teleprompter-fed beat with a Swiss watch timing. She had even taken a rogue detour off-script earlier to lead a spontaneous prayer session before the main speech. It was a calculated bit of theater that Homelander found impressively manipulative.

The low buzz of the wings was briefly interrupted as Ezekiel drifted into his peripheral vision. 

The elastic preacher crossed his arms over his chest, his face settled into that serene, practiced mask of holiness as he watched the stage. 

Then, for a fleeting moment, their eyes met, a brief affirmation of two men who both knew exactly how the sausage was made.

"Homelander," Ezekiel murmured, offering a small, deferential smile that didn't quite reach his eyes.

Homelander gave him a single, curt nod, more of an acknowledgment. He didn't move an inch, his gaze returning to the stage as he let the silence stretch out just long enough to be uncomfortable.

"Well?" Homelander finally prompted, his voice a low, dangerous vibration. He didn't do small talk. He expected an immediate justification for the interruption.

Ezekiel shrugged, sucking in a crisp, theatrical breath that hissed through his teeth. "The FBI got involved. Forensics already swept the New York venue and collected the samples. Their working theory? The guy was poisoned."

"Poisoned?" Homelander let out a sharp, incredulous scoff, his voice thick with a dark mirth. "Poison sounds a bit personal, don't you think? A bit... intimate. Not to mention the guy literally turned into a human Roman candle. That’s some elite boutique poison right there."

Ezekiel nodded, his expression darkening into that somber 'man of God' mask he wore for the cameras. "Exactly. Hence the Bureau stepping in. They’re smelling a headline." He paused, his gaze drifting back toward the stage where Starlight was currently hitting a crescendo of manufactured hope. He flicked his chin toward her, a subtle gesture of doubt. "You think the new girl is going to pull through the rest of the tour? Or are we looking at a mid-season replacement?"

Homelander drew in a lung expanding breath, his chest straining against the fabric of his suit, before exhaling in a display of dramatic, weary mock exhaustion. "I don’t see why not. She looks perfectly functional to me. I think Ashley was just being—well, Ashley—when she started hyperventilating over a psych eval for her last night."

"I don't know, man." Ezekiel’s shoulders rolled in a cautious, non-committal shrug, his voice dropping an octave. "She looked pretty spiritually compromised to me last night. Fucked up, to put it bluntly.” He gestured at Homelander then, “You practically had to scrape her out of the tent. And word from the hive is she told Seth from Marketing to go piss up a rope this morning when he tried to change the script for the afternoon speech."

The corner of Homelander’s mouth hooked upward into an instantaneous, genuine smirk. There was a flicker of amusement in his blue eyes. "Really, now?” He turned to look at Ezekiel fully this time. “Our little Cornfield Miracle has a spine?"

"Mm-hmm.” Ezekiel nodded, smirking as well. “She skipped the prayer breakfast, refused to eat—"

"Homelander! Sir!"

Ashley’s voice sliced through the casual backstage atmosphere like a dull blade. She'd materialized from the shadows in a frantic blur, her heels clacking a panicked staccato against the concrete floor. 

Her tablet was clutched against her chest, as usual, her eyes wide and darting. "There’s been a... a development. A situation. Sir, you have to fly. Now."

Homelander blinked, momentarily derailed by the sheer velocity of her arrival. 

He looked between the trembling PR executive and the elastic preacher, weighing the disruption. It wasn't that Ashley ever had a "normal" or measured reaction to a crisis; her baseline was a permanent state of nervous collapse. But there was a specific frequency to her voice this time that sounded like a genuine fire was burning.

He gave Ezekiel a sharp, dismissive flick of his chin. It was the silent command of clearing the room, one that the stretchy man took with an easy hint, fading back into the darkness of the wings without a word. 

Once Ezekiel was safely out of earshot, Homelander shifted his weight, adopting a deceptively relaxed stance that didn't quite hide the predatory alertness underneath.

"Yep, Ashley," he prompted, his voice dangerously smooth. "Tell me why I'm leaving my own event."

Ashley was already frantic, her thumbs blurring across the glass of her tablet as she navigated a flood of incoming reports. When she finally looked up, her face was a pale mask of jittery terror, her voice pitched at an odd frequency. 

"There’s been an explosion at the TNT Twins’ residence. Both of them—they’re both confirmed dead, sir. First responders are on the scene, and we’ve already dispatched Queen Maeve, but the situation is... it’s deteriorating. The police and EMTs are falling ill on-site. Projectile vomiting, skyrocketing fevers, skin lesions—"

"Radiation?" Homelander cut her off, a single blonde brow arching toward his hairline. The insinuation hung in the air, heavy and poisonous.

Ashley exhaled a ragged breath, her eyes wide with a very real, unvarnished horror. She gave a sharp, jerky nod. "I’m forwarding the coordinates now. Vought is rushing a specialized hazmat team with Geiger counters to the perimeter, but we need eyes on the ground immediately. Your vision... you can see frequencies far beyond the visible spectrum. You might actually be able to track the fallout before it spreads to the surrounding suburbs."

Homelander stood silent for a moment, a rare frown creasing the expanse of his forehead. He slipped into a brief, contemplative trance, the gears of his ego grinding against the sudden shift in the day’s narrative. He turned his gaze back toward the stage, where the muffled sound of cheering fans evaporated off the open field.

"And my appearances?" he asked, pointing a gloved finger toward the stage. "The schedule is packed through the evening."

"We’ll have Starlight and Ezekiel fill in for you," Ashley prompted, the sheer urgency in her gut leaking into her tone. "She’ll back you up, cover the photo ops, do the heavy lifting with the fans. You need to move, sir." 

She tapped a final command on her screen, and the instant buzz of Homelander’s phone vibrated against his forearm through the material of his glove. "Those are the coordinates."

Releasing one final, petulant sigh, partly for the lost adulation and partly for the inconvenience, Homelander gave her a curt, regal nod. 

He turned and strode away from the backstage shadows, his boots thudding with rhythmic smugness as he moved toward the open field behind the venue.

In truth, a small, dark part of him felt a genuine relief.

A real investigation. A chance to exert actual power in a high-stakes crisis, was a hundred times better than enduring another hour of performative sanctity and stale religious sermons.

He maintained a brisk pace until he was well clear of the venue’s perimeter, ensuring the dense, adoring crowds were far enough away to miss his departure.

He pulled his device from his glove, glancing at the glowing map. The site was roughly a hundred miles north of Richmond, a distance that meant nothing to a man who could outrun sound itself. He realized with a smirk that he could be hovering over the wreckage before the hazmat trucks even cleared the city limits.

Without further ceremony, Homelander flexed his calves and launched. The ground buckled slightly beneath the force of his departure as he tore into the clear, unforgiving blue of the midday sky, leaving the cheers of the Expo far below him.

The flight lasted only a few minutes, a blur of blue and red as Homelander’s gaze swept over the rolling geometry of the Earth from high above the cloud line. He drifted over barren fields, isolated farmhouses, and skeletal patches of forest until he finally crossed the invisible threshold of the explosion’s radius.

Even before his brain could process the visual wreckage, the air itself changed. It hit his palate with a sharp, synthetic taste; the distinct, copper tang of sucking on a 9-volt battery.

Homelander’s face twisted in a flicker of genuine disgust, his nose wrinkling as he tasted the atmosphere. It was a localized, stinging ozone that coated the back of his throat like a layer of industrial film.

He eventually pinpointed the estate, an expensive, isolated sprawl tucked into the upstate countryside, exactly the kind of place a pair of millionaire twins would buy to hide their private depravities. 

The fire had been suppressed, but the charred remains of the residence were still exhaling thick, oily plumes of smoke into the afternoon air. A few yards away, a huddle of first responders were doubled over, their bodies racking with the violent, rhythmic heaves of radiation sickness.

Twenty feet from the blackened remains of the foyer was Queen Maeve, looking about as thrilled to be standing in a crater as anyone else on the Vought payroll. She was pacing a frantic line with one hand planted on her hip, her voice low and sharp as she argued into her phone.

Homelander descended with a slow, predatory grace, his eyes tracking the strange, snow-like particles drifting through the air. It was a macabre mimicry of a winter flurrie, phosphorescent debris from the blast that seemed to glow with a faint, sickly light. 

His gaze raked across the perimeter, his expression locked in a perpetual, disgusted scowl.

He touched down directly in front of Maeve, the soles of his boots crunching into the soot. He spat on the blackened grass, unable to keep the grimace off his face.

"It tastes like a fucking fuse box in here," he complained, his voice vibrating with irritation. "Can’t you smell that? It’s metallic."

Maeve stopped her pacing the second his boots hit the dirt. "Officer, let me call you back," she snapped into the phone, her eyes locked on Homelander with a rare look of desperate relief. "Homelander is on-site. We can actually use him for now."

She ended the call before the person on the other end could offer a rebuttal and slid the device into the  slot of her bracer. She exhaled a breath that looked like it hurt. "Thank fuck you’re here. Come with me. You need to see the primary site before the hazmat team seals it off."

Maeve gestured for him to follow, leading the way into the skeletal remains of what had once been a multi-million dollar foyer. The roof was entirely gone, opening the charred interior to the indifferent blue sky. 

"The blast hit sometime around dawn. The twins were likely dead before they even hit the floor. Most of the surveillance grid within the immediate radius was fried instantly, though crime analytics is trying to scrape anything they can from the scorched servers," she explained, her voice echoing hollowly against the black studs of the walls.

They stepped into the remains of the living room, a space now defined by drifting ash and the rhythmic hiss of smoldering furniture. 

Maeve continued, "I got here a few hours ago when the local crews were still trying to contain the fire. Then the fallout started. Projectile vomiting, violent nausea—men were dropping in the driveway with fevers before they could even stow their gear. I flagged it as a hot zone immediately. We’ve got Geiger counters and recovery teams en route for the remains."

She turned back to gauge his reaction, but Homelander was already elsewhere.

He surveyed the wreckage with a bored, clinical disdain, the bridge of his nose pinched in a permanent wince. He didn't need to step inside to know the place was a write-off. To his eyes, the house wasn't just burnt, it was glowing. He could see the heavy, radioactive isotopes clinging to the debris like a layer of neon mold; a rhythmic, violet-blue pulse that throbbed against his retinas.

But inside the house, he couldn't even hear the wind anymore. The rest of the world had gone quiet, replaced by a high-pitched, localized shriek. It was the microscopic, discordant scream of atoms literally tearing themselves apart in real time.

"Don't touch the walls," Homelander muttered, his voice tight with an underlying current of revulsion. He paced the floor cautiously, his gaze continuously tracking the glowing particles that snowed down from the air. "The whole place is hot. It’s caked in it."

"So, it is a radiation event?" Maeve asked, her tone shifting into a guarded, professional caution.

"Mm-hmm," Homelander hummed distractedly. He sauntered into the adjacent room, a gaming suite, judging by the melted husks of fancy consoles and the warped remains of designer furniture.

This was the epicenter. This was where the TNT Twins had spent their final, agonizing seconds.

The bodies were barely people anymore. More like topographical maps of carbon. Burned to a matte, charcoal black, the remains lay dismembered across the floor like discarded mannequins. The explosion hadn't just killed them simply. It had occurred at such a lethal, close-range proximity that it had bypassed their supe tier durability and simply torn their limbs from their sockets. 

And the moment Homelander bridged the distance to the remains of their corpse, the sensory feedback intensified into a physical assault. A shrill, escalating ringing took hold of his inner ear, an ugly sensation that felt as if someone were scrubbing the soft tissue of his brain with sandpaper.

His wince deepened, the movement subtle but pained, as he massaged the bridge of his nose. His eyes narrowed, beginning to glow with a dull, frustrated crimson; the biological equivalent of a warning light flickering on a dashboard. 

He pivoted his head toward the living room, his voice tight. "Do you hear that, Maeve? That... whining sound?"

"Hear what? It’s quiet," Maeve countered, her boots crunching as she scouted the perimeter for a physical source of the fallout.

Homelander rolled his eyes, a flash of genuine irritation breaking through his professional mask. 

"It's not quiet," he snapped, his voice dropping into a low frequency register. He inhaled a sharp breath and immediately recoiled, the taste of ionized copper coating his tongue like a thick, metallic sludge. "The air is fucking wrong. It’s heavy. It’s like standing inside a microwave."

He looked upward, his X-ray vision activating as it scanned through the charred remains of the rafters and insulation. There were grainy, entropic flickers of decay clinging to every surface. "Yep, there’s definitely a lot of radiation here. It’s sticky for sure... filthier."

Before Maeve could open her mouth, Homelander caught a thought that seemed to grab his immediate attention. He held up a single finger, a silent shut up and stay put, before he pivoted and marched out of the wreckage.

Maeve didn't argue; she was too tired to care. She took one last, dry look at the charcoal remains in the gaming room and followed him out.

"What’s going on? Where are you going?" she called out, her heels digging into the soot stained grass.

Homelander didn’t offer the courtesy of an immediate response. He marched straight toward the dense treeline of the woods a few dozen yards behind the estate, his head swiveling with predatory intent. 

His eyes were a blur of motion, simultaneously scanning the stagnant air, the scorched bark of the oaks, and the forest floor. 

Finally, his gaze locked onto a specific patch of shadows. He stopped dead, gesturing with a lazy, arrogant wave for Maeve to join him.

When Maeve finally caught her breath and pulled up beside him, her eyes followed his line of sight. The air left her lungs in a sharp, involuntary gasp. 

"Holy shit," she murmured, her voice barely a sound.

The woods had transformed into a silent necropolis. Within this specific blast radius, nature had been summarily executed. Dozens of small animal corpses, squirrels, rabbits, and songbirds, lay scattered across the leaf litter. They were scorched dead, their fur and feathers singed as if they had been caught in a localized sun.

Homelander let out a dry, humorless chuckle, his face turning toward her with a look of dark satisfaction. "Mhm. That’s what I was talking about. They’re all contaminated."

"But… what exactly were the twins playing at? How did a pair of fossils even get their hands on weapons-grade radioactive material?" Maeve asked, a deep frown creasing her forehead as she surveyed the ecological graveyard. "Is it possible they were just trying to trigger one of their ‘joyful explosions’ and accidentally tapped into a local radioactive source?"

Homelander let out a sharp, dismissive sputter, his shoulders rolling in a heavy shrug. 

"No fucking clue, but I can tell you there isn't a natural source within five miles of this blast radius. Whatever triggered this wasn't an accident.” He said, already moving, “The source was localized, concentrated, and—judging by the lack of a physical core, it was removed long before the first responders arrived."

He didn't wait for Maeve to process the implication, already stalking away from the woods. Once he reached the front lawn, Homelander knelt. 

He held his hand steady, fingers hovering barely an inch above a splintered slab of drywall that had been hurled into the grass by the force of the blast. He didn't make physical contact; he didn't need to. He could still feel the raw, invisible heat radiating off the molecular decay, a shimmering vibration that hummed against his skin.

Maeve had walked over in the meantime, pausing a step behind him, waiting for his ongoing verdict. 

"Could be Cesium-137," he muttered, his pupils dilating as his vision shifted into a microscopic zoom, dissecting the very dust motes dancing in the air. "It’s literally caked into the dust. Every breath you take in here is like swallowing a handful of needles." He turned his head, looking back at Maeve with a rare, chilling sincerity. "You should probably step back, and have them quarantine the entire county if they have to."

Maeve grimaced, her jaw set in a stubborn line. She didn't budge, her hands landing firmly on her hips as she stared down the invisible threat. "I’m a supe, John. My cells don't exactly fold under a little bit of fallout. I've handled worse."

"Not this kind," Homelander countered immediately, rising to his full height and dusting off his gloves with a look of pure disgust. "This isn't some sloppy power plant leak or a cracked cooling pipe. This is... very, very concentrated. Seems aimed."

Maeve exhaled a loud, ragged breath, her head shaking in a mix of exhaustion and dawning dread. She threw her hands up in a gesture of total frustration, the weight of the mystery finally starting to crack her stoic exterior. 

"Well, fucking hell knows what happened here then. If it was aimed, we're not looking at an accident anymore. It’d be a fucking execution."

Before Homelander could answer, the Vought CBRN units rolled in. 

A convoy of reinforced SUVs and lead-lined vans rumbled onto the property, followed by a fleet of ambulances. Their sirens were silenced, but their strobing lights threw a rhythmic, nauseating pulse against the charred trees.

The containment teams emerged like yellow ghosts, their bulky hazmat suits crinkling as they moved with a practiced, robotic efficiency. Their heavy boots crunched through the ash of what had once been a designer living room. 

Nearby, medical staff in full PPE scrambled to stabilize the first responders, local cops and firemen who were already losing the fight with their own stomach linings.

Four technicians lugged heavy, lead-lined sarcophagi toward the house, industrial boxes designed to house whatever was left of the TNT Twins.

"Homelander. Queen Maeve," several of them grunted, their voices muffled and distorted by their respirators as they filed past the two Supes.

Maeve gave them a curt, impatient nod, her hand still planted to her hip. "It’s hot and sticky. Radioactive as hell. Homelander just called it—he thinks we’re looking at Cesium-137. You might want to get a reading before your suits start melting."

One of the lead technicians dropped to a knee, his movements hindered by the layers of yellow polymer. He unzipped an equipment bag and pulled out an identiFINDER, with Maeve looming over his shoulder, watching with guarded intensity, while Homelander remained several feet back, his posture rigid and eyes in the air. 

The moment the device was powered on, it didn't just emit a standard click. It let out a flat, panicked wail, a digital shriek that spiked into a continuous, piercing alarm as the tech edged closer to the epicenter of the blast. 

The sound was a physical needle to Homelander’s eardrums. He winced again, his jaw tightening as the low grade ringing in his head harmonized with the device's scream. 

Between the noise, the persistent metallic taste on his tongue, and the ruin of his afternoon schedule, his mood had soured into something truly volatile by now.

"Sir, we need to—we really need to back up," the technician’s voice came through thin and tinny, trembling with a very rational fear. He held the device up with a shaky hand, the screen strobing with aggressive, crimson digits: 52.4 Sv/h.

Homelander didn't bother glancing at the readout. He was too busy staring at the way the air seemed to warp over the ruins; the fancy violet-bluish shimmer of entropic energy that looked like a bruise on reality itself.

"Talk to me, man," Homelander said, his tone distracted yet alert. "What is your little box screaming about?"

"It... it's off the charts, sir. We’re at fifty-two Sieverts per hour," the tech stammered, his breath catching in his throat behind his mask. "To put that in perspective... a standard chest X-ray is about 0.1 millisieverts. At this level, a normal human would absorb a lethal dose just by standing where you are for ten minutes. Your internal organs would literally begin to liquefy by the time you sat down for lunch."

Maeve sighed, her arms folding over her chest. She didn't even look at the technician, her gaze fixed instead on a random splinter of the doorframe. 

"Good thing we don't eat lunch, then," she dryly remarked.

The corner of Homelander’s mouth twitched. He let out a soft chuckle; a rare, genuine sound of amusement. It was a bleak and untimely bit of gallows humor, but it hit the mark perfectly.

The technician, however, wasn't sharing the laugh. 

His heart rate was audible to Homelander, a frantic, fluttering bird trapped in a yellow polymer cage, as his brain ran a thousand different simulations of how a house simply turns into a hotzone. 

"Have you... have you located a primary source?" he stammered, the sensor in his hand continuing its one-note death rattle. "A casing? Shell fragments? Anything?"

"That’s the thing," Homelander said, his shoulders rising in a lazy shrug. He shot a momentary, glowing glare at the device in the tech's hand, wishing he could melt the noise out of existence. "There’s no lead casing. No shrapnel. No 'bomb' to speak of. But the air itself is just... ionized. It’s like a sun went off in the living room and then just... I don’t know, walked away."

Maeve turned her head toward him, her brow furrowing with a sudden, sharp realization. 

"You were within a hundred-mile radius during the explosion," she noted, her voice dropping into a more clinical tone. "The seismic shift alone should have alerted you. You should’ve heard it, right? A blast this hot has a distinct acoustic signature."

Homelander’s mouth parted slightly, his eyes suddenly darting between the technician’s visor and Maeve’s expectant stare. For a moment, the man who was supposed to know everything was uncharacteristically silent.

Maeve was technically right. With his hearing, he should have tracked the sound across three counties; it should have been a thunderclap that shook him awake. But the reality was far less heroic. 

Around the time the twins were being vaporized, he had been deep in a post-shagging coma. 

The sheer, bone deep exhaustion from the previous night’s mobile orgy. A hedonistic sex marathon... that had left him more spent than a twelve-hour supersonic sprint against the jet stream; had rendered him deaf to the world. 

He’d lost count of the bodies he’d cycled through and how many times he ejaculated somewhere around 3:00 AM. His nervous system had simply checked out.

Homelander let out a shallow, slightly sheepish huff, shaking his head with a dismissive finality that he hoped looked like boredom rather than a cover-up. 

"Nope. Not really. Heard absolutely nothing," he lied, punctuating the statement with an effortless shrug.

The technician and Maeve exchanged a brief look behind him, a silent communication of 'that’s impossible,' though neither was suicidal enough to say it out loud.

"Right. Well," Maeve sighed, moving back into command mode. "We need to widen the quarantine perimeter immediately and find this nuclear ghost that did this." She gestured with a sharp tilt of her head toward the treeline. "And we’ve got a wildlife graveyard in the woods. Every bird and squirrel for half a mile is contaminated. It’s a freaking ecological blackout."

Homelander nodded alongside. “You might wanna evacuate the surrounding—" 

The vibration of his phone thrummed against his forearm, within his right glove, cutting him off mid-sentence. His attention snagged instantly, brow twitching with slight annoyance of being paged by a phone call.

"Excuse me," he muttered to the duo and stepped away, the singed grass crunching beneath his boots, and pulled the device free.

His eyebrows shot up as the name Starlight glared back at him from the screen. 

It was an anomaly in the Vought food chain. Calls to his personal line were a curated privilege. Usually, it was Maeve or Madelyn who were allowed to call him directly, or one of the lesser Seven members he’d personally dispatched on a specific, degrading side quest. Noir, of course, remained a silent phantom of text bubbles and emojis. 

So, to have the "Dorothy of Iowa", the girl who was still scrubbing the glitter out of her costume, dialing him directly was a bold, borderline suicidal move.

He swiped the screen with a gloved thumb and pressed the phone to his ear. "Starlight," he said, his voice a flat, unreadable monotone that dared her to waste his time.

"Hi, Homelander," she began, her voice breathless and the cadence entirely urgent. "Sorry for the direct line. I know you’re handling an emergency off-site, but you need to be back at the venue immediately. It’s happening again.” She said, “We’ve had at least a dozen spontaneous combustions, exactly like the New York incident. Psalm Siren... she literally burned out and exploded in the air."

Even through the digital distortion, Homelander could hear the frantic energy in her voice, yet there was a new, hardened edge to her. She was concerned, sure, but she wasn't falling apart. 

"Ashley is currently on the phone with Mr. Edgar. Can you get here? Now?" Starlight added, her tone dead serious. 

Homelander blinked, a rare moment of genuine, stunned silence washing over him. 

He felt a dull discomfort blooming behind his eyes as he ran the grim math of the last twelve hours: a localized nuclear execution of two legacy Supes, followed by a mass casualty combustion event at a high-profile religious expo. And that wasn't even counting the lone combustion death from yesterday’s New York show. The sudden spike in violent, speedy deaths was reaching a statistical impossibility.

"Hello? Homelander? Are you still there?" Starlight’s voice prodded him, sharp and insistent, dragging him back from the internal abyss of his own calculations.

Homelander released a weary sigh. It was the sound of realizing that even Vought’s best lawyers couldn't bury such absurd deaths within twenty-four hours. 

"Right. I’ll be there in a—"

His sentence fractured mid-thought as his gaze drifted past the technician to Maeve, who was currently carrying a burned, irradiated hunk of debris with her bare hands, assisting the CBRN team as if she were moving furniture in a penthouse.

"Hang on a second," he barked into the phone, not waiting for Starlight’s response before hollering across the lawn. "Hey! Don’t touch those without protection, woman! You're literally marinating in isotopes!"

"I’m fine!" Maeve hollered back, her voice dripping with her trademark brand of nihilistic stoicism. She didn't even look up, appearing as unbothered as a person could be while standing in a literal death zone.

Homelander rolled his eyes hard, a sharp huff of genuine frustration escaping his nostrils. 

He brought the phone back to his ear, his tone shifting into something distracted and clipped. "You know what, Starlight—handle it. You wanted to be a hero, right? Just keep the lid on the pressure cooker until I get there. I’ll be back in a couple of hours. Clear?"

"But it’s a total bloodbath over here! People are trampling each other, and the press is already swarming the gates!" Starlight’s voice rose an octave, thick with incredulity. "You could literally fly between these two locations in under ten minutes. Are you seriously telling me you won't—"

"Just—" Homelander cut her off, his patience finally snapping like a dry twig. He squeezed his eyes shut for a heartbeat, the low-grade ringing in his ears not really helping the moment. "Handle it. If you’re half as competent as your marketing bio claims, you’ll survive. Bye."

He killed the connection before the new girl could squeeze in another syllable of logic. The sheer audacity of the girl, thinking she was important enough to lecture him on his travel schedule, was the rancid cherry on top of a very unpleasant day. 

If she managed to stabilize the Richmond Expo, fine; if she failed and the whole thing burned to the ground, it would be the perfect bureaucratic excuse to kick her off the team and send her back to whatever cornfield she’d crawled out of.

With a final, agitated growl, Homelander stalked over to Maeve, his phone still gripped in his hand. He stepped directly into her personal space, his stance firm and unyielding. 

"You need to get the hell out of here and hit a decontamination shower. Now," he commanded, his voice vibrating with a rare, protective authority. "You’ve had enough exposure to melt a normal person’s DNA twice over. Okay?"

Maeve ignored him, dropping the second batch of sealed forensic containers into the back of a lead-lined van. Her jaw was set, her eyes empty. She didn't care about his orders, and she certainly didn't care about Vought’s safety protocols. 

She'd seen the human responders, men with families and mortgage payments, vomiting into the dirt while they did their jobs. And a dormant, dusty part of her soul had sparked to life at the sight. 

It wasn't that she "loved" humanity; that bridge had burned a long time ago. But at a crime scene this horrific, even a jaded queen felt the need to hold the line. It wasn't every day you stood at the epicenter of a nuclear ghost story, and she wasn't leaving until the job was done.

"I think I’m going to personally escort the vehicles, see what the lab folks have to say about all this," Maeve countered, her voice dropping into a conversational lilt that purposely ignored Homelander’s escalating rigidity.

"No, you’re not," Homelander said, the simplicity of his tone carrying an edge of finality. 

He reached out, his gloved hand clamping firmly around her wrist. He tugged her along as he moved, dragging her away from the debris. "Didn’t you hear a word I said? You’re going to wash up. You’re going to decontaminate. Unless your goal for the evening is to start irradiating every surface in the Tower, from the lobby to the fucking observation deck."

Maeve huffed, a sharp sound of indignation as she was being physically dragged away from the crime scene. She planted her heels for a brief, stubborn second. 

"And what about the sequence of custody? Who’s going to oversee the paperwork and the forensics? These people are already dropping like flies," she demanded, gesturing toward the swaying, pale faced technicians.

Homelander stopped dead in his tracks. 

He pivoted and let go of her wrist, leaning into her personal space until his face was inches from hers, a proximity that would have petrified any other living creature. 

"Who the fuck cares about these people?" he hissed, his teeth gritting in a display of sincere fury.

There was no theater in his eyes now. It was a rare, naked glimpse into his worldview: the 'mud people' surrounding them were nothing more than disposable biological units. 

If there was a shred of genuine concern in his orders, it was reserved exclusively for his supe coven he considered his only peers. Even while he was fuming, he was still possessive of Maeve. He didn't want one of his own people getting dirty handling a mess this human and pathetic.

"Listen to me," he whispered, his voice dropping into a low, predatory register that bypassed the ears of the surrounding crews and drilled directly into her skull. "You may be durable, and yes—you’ll likely recover from the exposure without ever really noticing anything wrong. But I will not have you contaminating our establishments. I will not have you risking your life for menial, bureaucratic shit that these worthless humans are fucking paid to handle. Do you understand?"

He didn't move, his breath hot against her forehead as he enforced the boundary of his command. "I’m having them send Tek Knight for the paperwork and the forensic oversight. He loves a good mystery and he’s obsessed with the details. Once he’s on-site, I’m flying us both out of here for a chemical scrub. And I still have to get back to that godforsaken expo before Starlight burns the place down. Is that clear?"

Maeve held his gaze for a long, defiant second, her eyes searching the cold blue of his pupils. 

Eventually, the resistance broke, and she exhaled a defeated, uneven sigh, her eyes rolling toward the sky.

"Clear," she spat, the word forced through her teeth against every instinct of her autonomy. She gave a single, begrudging nod.

"Good," Homelander replied. He didn't gloat, though. Instead, his face remained dead-serious, underscored by a rare, almost microscopic sliver of genuine concern for Maeve. For a fleeting moment, he wasn't the self-loving jerk; but the patriarch of a very small, very dysfunctional family that was the Seven. 

He stepped back, the tension in his shoulders finally beginning to bleed out into a tired exhale.

His eyes performed one final, sweeping scan of the perimeter, tracking the shimmer of the fallout as it clung to the blackened studs of the house like a living shadow. 

He thumbed his phone unlock, navigating the encrypted Vought channels to ping the Tower. He needed Tek Knight on-site immediately to start digging through the paperwork. The rest of the Seven were busy with movie shoots or branding deals, and he had zero interest in letting any more of his high value assets get irradiated. After all, you didn't keep a collection just to let it remain unused.

Besides, the situation in Richmond was starting to itch at the back of his mind. Dozens of spontaneous combustion cases weren't just a tragedy, they were a PR apocalypse and a pile of pending class-action lawsuits. Having two mass casualty events drop within the same twelve-hour window was just the ultimate statistical middle finger to the Seven’s brand.

He tucked the phone back into his glove, his jaw setting as he looked toward the horizon. Suddenly, he caught himself hoping, actually hoping, that Starlight had managed to put a lid on the panic there.

Ashley hadn’t called to scream in his ear yet, which he took as a win. In Vought’s world, silence was the only metric for success during a crisis like this. If the new girl hadn't let the venue burn to the ground by now, she might actually be worth that hideous all-covering suit she loved wearing.




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If this hadn't been Annie’s bajillionth rodeo with human misery and corporate trauma within the last six weeks, she likely would have suffered a neurological collapse and slipped into a very comfortable coma by now.

It was supposed to be an ordinary Tuesday on the Light of The World tour. After spending the previous night drowning in a cocktail of despair for that fan in New York and the fresh, ugly realization that Alex was a genuine monster in the flesh, Annie had foolishly convinced herself that the universe might grant her a brief ceasefire. 

She'd relied on the odds. Surely the same brand of hyper violent tragedy wouldn't hit the same PR tour twice in twenty-four hours. It was a comforting theory, right up until the late afternoon.

Annie had just finished her own scripted sermon, stepping off the stage to the sound of roaring applause after introducing Psalm Siren’s highly anticipated gospel set. The transition was smooth and professional.

By the third song, the atmosphere was chummy with manufactured religious fervor. Psalm Siren was deep into a crescendo, her massive, feathered supe wings spread wide in a display of avian majesty while the crowd swayed in a rhythmic, glassy eyed trance. 

Annie watched from the darkness of the stage wing, her arms crossed as she leaned against a flight case. 

Everything seemed perfectly on brand until, mid-chorus, the singer began to emit a soft, bioluminescent pulse. Faint blue veins became visible beneath her skin, tracing a glowing roadmap across her arms, throat, and collarbone.

For the record, glowing was absolutely not on Psalm Siren’s list of super abilities. She had a voice that could shatter reinforced glass and a good enough physical durability, but she wasn't a biological lightbulb like Annie. 

The crowd, naturally assuming this was a high budget special effect designed to simulate divine favor, cheered with renewed intensity. Even Annie felt a brief flicker of doubt, wondering if Marketing had slipped some LEDs into the singer's costume without telling the rest of the team.

The illusion broke when the singing stopped. 

Psalm Siren’s voice died in her throat, replaced by a choked hitch. Her wings began to flap with a violent, asymmetrical desperation as she drifted several feet off the stage floor, her body trembling with a sudden, localized palsy. 

The grunts of effort quickly spiraled into guttural wails of agony while she thrashed in mid-air. Her wings beat the stage lights with enough force to send sparks flying into the front row.

The stadium erupted into a chaotic soup of shocked gasps and confused murmurs. Then the steam arrived. It didn't just rise off her skin, it hissed out of her open mouth and tear ducts in thick, scalding plumes.

Annie had already moved to the very edge of the wing, her hand gripping the cold metal of a support beam as the horrifying realization set in. She didn't need a medical degree to diagnose the situation. She’d seen this exact sequence of biological failure just twenty-four hours ago in New York. The only difference was that this time, the victim was a supe and at a much higher boiling point.

Just when Annie thought the day couldn't get any more visceral, the nightmare expanded. 

It wasn't just the supe in the air anymore. Like a coordinated biological glitch, a dozen pockets of the audience began to flicker. A handful of fans started grunting in the sea of believers, their skin pulsing with that same unauthorized, neon blue glow. And the crowd had already started peeling away in a messy, frantic wave; desperate to put distance between themselves and the human glow-sticks among them.

Then, Psalm Siren reached her boiling point. 

High above the stage, her skin charcoaled in a blink. It was a flash-fried combustion that disintegrated her bones instantaneously. What was left of Vought’s premiere gospel singer rained down over the front rows as a steaming slurry of white hot ash and liquefied viscera.

The screams that followed were the starter pistol for a full blown stampede. As the panic hit a fever pitch, the similarly affected fans on the ground hit their own boiling points. 

One by one, their grunts escalated into pained shrieks before they popped like over-pressurized valves. Hissing chunks of charred flesh blew outward, bathing the lucky survivors with a rain of gore. 

It was majestically horrifying, the kind of biblical retribution the people in this venue usually only paid to hear about.

Annie didn't hesitate, jumping into the fray alongside the security detail to try and funnel the chaos toward the exits. But you can’t reason with a panicked herd. Humans are remarkably selfish when they think they’re being hunted by the invisible. It was every man for himself as boots crunched down on anyone slow enough to trip. 

Ezekiel had grabbed a microphone, his voice booming over the speakers in a desperate bid for order, but he might as well have been whispering into a hurricane. Nobody was listening to a man in spandex while their neighbors were turning into confetti.

In the wings, Ashley Barrett was a vibrating mess of cortisol, frantically dialing the authorities. The on-site police were already losing the battle, screaming into their radios for every backup unit in the tri-state area. 

It was only after she’d hit 'end' on the emergency services that Ashley realized, with a visible spike of terror, that Stan Edgar should have been her first call.

For over an hour, the open field was a theater of pure, compromised mayhem. The authorities were hopelessly outnumbered by a crowd that had traveled from three different states just to witness a miracle and found a massacre instead. 

And because it was the twenty-first century, the horror didn't stay in Richmond. The digital world was watching within minutes because teenagers with steady hands and zero survival instincts were already uploading live TikToks, broadcasting the pandemonium of thousands to a global audience before the bodies had even finished cooling.

Feeling helpless and dangerously out of her depth, Annie had eventually reached for the one person the Vought handbook claimed was the solution to every earthly problem. 

She’d called Homelander, while her heart hammered against her ribcage, only to be met with a verbal shrug. He hadn't even offered her a single tactical advice. He’d simply told her to "handle it," suggesting that if even half of her marketing bio were true, Starlight shouldn’t need her hand held.

The dismissal stung like a chemical burn. This wasn't some difficult contract negotiation or a stiff upper lip charity gala. Dozens of people had just been vaporized in a display of spontaneous gore, and the survivors were currently crushing each other's ribcages in a blind panic. How was a girl from Des Moines supposed to "handle" a local apocalypse? 

It was a nightmare of oncoming class-action lawsuits and permanent brand stigma, a situation that required a corporate sociopath like Homelander, not a hero. 

Annie simply wasn't trained for the logistics of mass casualty management, yet the dial tone in her ear made the reality clear: stabilize the ship, or go down with it.

Staring at the dead screen of her phone, Annie realized the safety net had been retracted. If she didn't seize control of the narrative within the next thirty minutes, she wasn't just failing the crowd, she was effectively handing in her resignation to a man whose definition of “severance package” was entirely different than the rest.

So she marched back onto the stage, nearly tripping over a scorched piece of Psalm Siren’s dress, and wrenched the microphone from Ezekiel’s trembling hand. The feedback shrieked over the field, momentarily cutting through the cacophony of the stampede. Annie tried her best to control the crowd with the Starlight brand of wholesome, unbreakable calm. She fed them the first of many necessary lies, promising that Vought had already isolated the anomaly and was currently dissecting the cause in a lab.

But the crowd was still a panicked animal, trapped by the very security barricades meant to protect them. 

To break the panic fever, Annie leaned into her specialty. She raised a palm, letting a rhythmic golden pulse emanate from her skin; a visual lullaby to pull their eyes away from the exits. With a new, steely authority, she ordered them to form lines, promising to personally lead them out of the dark.

Miraculously, the herd listened. The sun had dipped below the horizon by then, bathing the Virginia landscape in a bruised, dark blue gloom. The survivors finally followed the glowing beacons of her hands like moths to a porch light. 

They moved in eerie, silent rows, stepping over discarded shoes and dropped Bibles, while behind them, the authorities finally moved in. The recovery teams began the grim work of scraping the steaming sludges of the dead into industrial containment units.

Once the stadium was somewhat cleared and the immediate panic had subsided, the Vought medical teams set up a makeshift triage. They processed the guests with a high speed car wash efficiency, checking vitals and scrubbing anyone who had been unlucky enough to be standing in the splash zone of the combusted victims. Once they were deemed biologically stable and legally quiet, they were funneled through the barricades and out into the night.

Annie, meanwhile, had drifted back toward the center of the field. The grass was a graveyard of lost shoes, dropped cell phones, and flattened bibles and brochures. She moved between the bodies left behind by the stampede, helping medics lift the injured onto stretchers and, more often than she cared to count, helping carry the ones who weren't breathing anymore.

It was a staggeringly heavy experience, a massive upgrade in horror from the day before, and the day before that. 

At this point, trauma had become the gift that just kept on giving, a relentless loop of misery with no off switch. But strangely, Annie wasn't breaking today. Something inside her had already snapped earlier that morning when she’d watched Homelander’s private bus having been turned into a mobile orgy.

Her entire life, she had clung to the idea that being good was a choice you made regardless of the world around you. She’d really believed that her empathy was a virtuous quality. But seeing the God of the skies and his inner circle celebrating with a fuck fest while she sat alone with her guilt had killed that sentiment. 

The world was clearly several steps ahead of her while she was left holding the psychological bill.

If the gods didn't care, why on earth should she?

She looked up at a giant banner of Jesus, portrayed as the OG Supe, a narrative Vought had been hammering into the public's skull for nearly a century. She wondered if every Sunday school lesson she'd ever attended was just another clever marketing campaign. She wondered if the "First Supe" was as much of a manufactured lie as the modern ones. 

She tried to rationalize it, thinking that maybe Jesus had actually managed to be a decent person simply because Vought hadn't been around to manage his PR or sell his bathwater back then.

Regardless of the history, the version of faith Annie had carried since childhood was gone. It wasn't even a flickering candle anymore. It had become a cold, empty room.

She just didn't have any more "fucks" left to give. 

But then the second wave of human combustion had ignited today, and Annie found herself right back in the thick of it. She tried to lean into her new nihilism, but her muscles wouldn't cooperate. She simply wasn't built to stand by and watch people melt. So, she forced herself to care, dragging her exhaustion across the field to help in any way that didn't involve soundless screaming.

By the time the sky had turned into a dark, featureless gloom and the last of Psalm Siren and a few others’ sludge had been vacuumed into Vought containers, the situation was finally under control.

Annie retreated to the massive command tent where the corporate staff had been ordered to hunker down. 

The air inside the tent was dense with the smell of expensive perfume and cheap anxiety.

On a row of monitors, Stan Edgar was already delivering a live press statement. He looked as unshakeable as a mountain, smoothly announcing that Vought was "deeply saddened" and that the Light of the World tour was officially on hold until they had answers for today’s "tragic anomalies." It was a masterpiece of corporate acting. You’d almost think he actually viewed the victims as people rather than a dip in the quarterly earnings.

Annie watched the broadcast with the rest of the shell-shocked crew, feeling a wave of relief that the tour was finally dead.

The wait in the tent was slow and heavy, but the silence ended up being surprisingly useful. In a secluded corner, away from the hovering PR folks, a young Asian intern was hunched over his phone, whispering frantically into a TikTok live-stream. He was busy spinning his own conspiracy theories to three thousand bored teenagers, but one phrase caught Annie’s ear: "The bottled stuff."

He was telling his followers that he and a friend had noticed a pattern, a specific drink that seemed to be the common denominator among the casualties.

So Annie brazenly stepped into his personal space, disrupting his exclusive short. She didn't even ask for his permission. She just tapped the screen to kill the session and looked at the kid with an expression that said she wasn't in the mood for a debate. 

Terrified, the intern started talking almost instantly. His story was the first thing all day that didn't sound like it had been through a Vought legal filter. His name was Jimin, by the way. 

Apparently, Jimin had pulled some strings to get a group ticket deal for his friends. Three of them had gone all-in, signing up for the morning rebaptismal workshop hosted by Ezekiel and, in a rare show of corporate branding, Homelander himself. It was a top tier, Vought-exclusive experience. Homelander had personally rebaptized them as an ordained minister at Samaritan's Embrace. 

As a parting gift for their devotion, the attendees had been handed snack boxes. And inside those boxes was a bottled drink, a neon pink soda. It was a limited run item. Nobody else at the expo, not even the VIPs in the front row, had been given one.

Two of Jimin’s friends from that workshop were currently being scraped into Bio-Hazard bins. The third guy, who had luckily not consumed the beverage, was still very much in one piece. The math was simple and terrifying. Everyone who likely drank the pink soda had turned into a human firework.

Annie didn't waste another second after that. She grabbed Jimin by the elbow, ignoring his stuttered protests, and marched him out of the tent toward the lines of survivors she’d organized earlier.

The conversation with the third friend, a guy who looked like he’d just seen the end of the world, confirmed the worst. He’d spent the morning in that workshop, and he recognized the victims. He confirmed that every single person who had spontaneously ignited had been holding that pink bottle. Those who hadn’t received the drink or saved it for later were the only ones still standing.

Annie then pulled out her phone, her fingers flying across the screen as she bypassed the usual security tiers to access the guest database and the surveillance footage for the workshop. Ironically, that was really the easiest investigative part she’d done today compared to everything else. Within minutes, she was cross-referencing names with the casualty reports. And the data didn't lie.

Then she hit the final name on the workshop roster: Psalm Siren. Her parents, desperate for a piece of the Vought sanctioned divinity, had dragged her to the morning workshop to be rebaptized by Homelander’s own hands. She’d been a good daughter. She’d sat through the ceremony, opened her snack box, and drank that pink soda.

Annie stared at the screen, the blue light reflecting in her eyes. It was clearly a targeted delivery system. It was a solid lead, the kind of smoking gun that usually ended with a dramatic arrest in a better version of reality. 

But Annie’s makeshift investigation hit a brickwall before she could even talk to Ezekiel, the person she’d deemed fit to talk about this in Homelander’s absence. 

She’d just tracked the man at the field, but the press, always persistent like a skin disease, had managed to breach the perimeter. 

They ambushed Starlight and Ezekiel in the open field, their microphones thrust into the supes’ faces. The air then swiftly transformed into a charged mess of shouting questions: Was Vought responsible? Were the deaths contagious? Was it a virus?

Under the mental pressure, Annie went off-script. Without checking in with Ashley or waiting for a Vought approved line, she let the raw data leak out. She told the press she’d been conducting an on-site inquiry and confirmed a 100% overlap between the casualties and the morning’s Rebirth Workshop. She even floated a possible chemical reaction theory.

Of course, the reporters smelled blood instantly. A wave of follow-up questions crashed over her, but before Annie could mention the beverage in the snack boxes, Ezekiel saw an opening. And he wasn’t about to let a possible targeted "chemical glitch" ruin a perfectly good narrative of divine intervention. 

He jumped into the spotlight, maintaining that sanctimonious wisdom mask as he said these exact words on camera:

“We saw over fifty people go through the rebaptismal fonts today. It was a beautiful, unified display of faith. But, it’s interesting to note that every single casualty was part of the Rebirth Workshop, as Starlight has just told you. It seems their systems were under some immense... internal stress. Perhaps some burdens are too heavy for the flesh to carry. It’s a tragedy, yes, but for the rest of you, the ones still standing, your strength is a testament to your path.”

It was a scandalous bit of PR theater, coated in a thin layer of hopeful horseshit. Neither Annie nor the reporters were slow enough to miss the subtext.

Ezekiel wasn't just comforting the survivors, he was effectively labeling the dead. He was insinuating that the victims hadn't succumbed to a toxin, but to their own unworthiness. 

In the world according to Ezekiel, if you exploded after that rebaptizing, it was probably because your soul was too heavy with sin to make it through the Vought sanctioned gate of redemption. It was a horrific, victim-blaming magisterry, and it was exactly the kind of "Act of God" spin that kept the lawyers away. It was pure gaslighting on a global scale.

To Annie’s absolute horror, the reporters didn’t push back or ask for a toxicology report after that.  

They just nodded along with glassy eyes like they were sitting in a Sunday morning pews. Most of the local press were deeply religious themselves, and they looked at Ezekiel like he was a direct messenger from God. To them, if Ezekiel said these people exploded because of "internal burdens," then that was the gospel truth.

It was a total circus. Annie watched, nauseated, as the journalists scrambled to write down notes about "spiritual unworthiness" as if it were a scientific fact. She was horrified by how fast the story changed from a corporate disaster to a divine judgment.

But the truly fucked-up part was that the bullshit narrative actually worked among the masses. The panicked crowd, the ones who hadn't been in the workshop, suddenly started to calm down. A wave of twisted, smug relief washed over the field. They hadn't been in the Rebirth Workshop group, which meant they were safe.

They'd already developed opinions, that they were the worthy ones who had passed God’s sudden, explosive test.

It turned out to be a PR miracle for Vought. 

Because Starlight had been the one to confirm the workshop connection, the public was hailing her as a voice of reason. She’d given the anxious country a reasonable answer that didn't blame Vought's incompetence. 

Within the hour, the Sinner’s Combustion theory exploded across the internet. 

And the world didn't just accept it, it sighed in relief. There were a few people online screaming about cover-ups and basic biology, but they were just tiny voices drowned out by a sea of "God is just."

It was ridiculous. The whole world had been drowning in blind faith like this for centuries, and Annie was finally getting to see the reality behind the mass faith. 

Maybe Homelander was right yesterday; she thought. It really was like they were high on hope. 




——




It was well past midnight now, and the first day of the Richmond expo was finally over. The authorities were still out on the grass with tweezers and vacuums, collecting the last tiny pieces of the victims. 

Small groups of Vought crew members were huddled together across the field, looking like survivors of a shipwreck as they tried to console each other. 

Nearby, Ashley was back on her phone with Stan Edgar, her voice a zealous sound as she explained how they’d turned a massacre into a religious victory.

And away from the groups, Annie was pacing a tight line in the dirt, mentally auditing the day's wreckage. She was cataloging the survivors from the workshop and that pink soda that had apparently turned thirteen people into human sparklers.

The ivory-gold suit was a wreck, streaked with soot and industrial grime. Her boots were caked in mud, her hair was a matted disaster, and a frown was permanently carved on her face.

"Starlight!" a voice called through the dark.

Annie skidded to a halt, her heels digging into the turf as she turned toward the staff member.

"Homelander’s back. He’s in the coach," the girl hollered, waving her hand toward the far edge of the lot.

Annie scoffed, the sound sharp and bitter. "Oh, thank fucking God," she muttered under her breath, low enough only for the ghosts of the victims to hear. She flashed a quick, media trained nod to the staffer. "Thank you!" she shouted back, already pivoting toward the exit.

The leader of the Seven had promised to be here in a couple of hours, by the way. It had been nearly eight

In those eight hours, Annie’s world had done a complete 180-degree flip into a nightmare, and now he decided to show up? He was probably just looking for a place to nap or host another round of his mobile orgy.

Annie wasn't just tired at this point, she was buzzing with a very specific kind of anger and disappointment. They were supposed to be the Seven. The absolute bare minimum of the job was simply showing up, and Homelander didn't even have that much grace in him.

She stomped across the field, her boots thudding against the ground as she headed for his luxury bus parked in the furthest, most secluded corner behind the venue. 

She stopped at the heavy door, closed her eyes, and took a breath so deep it made her lungs ache. She exhaled slowly, trying to shed the "I want to punch a wall" energy, though the frown stayed firmly in place.

She gave the door a polite, professional knock.

"Come in," Homelander’s voice drifted from inside the Prevost, sounding entirely too relaxed for a post crisis-filled meetup. 

Annie flipped the lock and pushed the heavy door aside with a pressurized hiss. She stepped up the small stairs, the interior of the Prevost smelling of expensive leather as usual, a sharp contrast to the smell of smoke she’d brought in with her.

Homelander was standing right there, waiting. 

He looked like a statue of himself, face blank, arms locked behind his back, chest puffed out, and chin tilted up at that perfectly smug angle. His eyes tracked her soot-stained shoulders with visible disgust as she climbed into the cabin, gaze pinning her the moment she stood on his level. 

Annie didn't pause as their eyes met. She closed the distance between them, her arms coiling tightly over her stomach as if she were bracing for an impact. 

"You said you’d be here in a couple of hours," she said. Her voice was flat, dripping with the kind of exhaustion that had moved past anger and settled into pure disappointment.

A slow smirk unfurled at the corner of Homelander’s mouth. "And you said I needed to be here. But, as it turns out, I didn't." His tone was light, almost playful, as if he was teasing a child. "You seem to be making massive waves on the internet right now. So it all worked out pretty well, didn't it?"

Annie let out a sharp scoff, her eyes darting toward the ceiling in a subtle roll. "I didn’t make that statement. Ezekiel did," she muttered, giving a tired shrug. "And it was a disgusting thing to say."

Homelander chuckled at her, the sound full of genuine amusement at her naive morals. He rolled his eyes right back at her and took a slow, predatory step closer, his hands still hidden behind his back. 

"Doesn't matter who said it. You managed to save Vought’s face and trend worldwide at the same time. I’d say that’s a pretty fuckin’ impressive showcase of competence." He finished the sentence with a wink and a slow, performative little clap. 

It was deeply patronizing, the kind of applause you give a dog for successfully sitting down.

Annie’s face twisted into a grimace. She didn't want his praise; it felt greasy and fake. Maybe it would’ve made her flip with exhilaration two months ago, but not anymore. 

"I think there's a drug behind the deaths.” She said bluntly, pivoting the topic to what actually mattered. “Every single victim drank a specific soda that was in the snack boxes for the morning Rebirth Workshop."

The smug smirk on Homelander’s face wavered. His hands froze mid-air, suspended in the middle of his mock applause. 

He blinked stupidly, the silence in the bus suddenly becoming heavy and deafening. Slowly, his hands dropped to his hips, and a sharp, focused frown creased his forehead.

"...How exactly," he asked, his voice dangerously calm as one eyebrow arched up, "did you manage to come to that conclusion?"

"A little detective work," Annie said, giving a small, tired shrug. 

She didn't have the energy for courtesy fear anymore, and she certainly didn't have the patience for his games. She wasn't being intentionally disrespectful, though; she was just being straightforward, treating him more like a coworker she couldn't stand than a god who could laser her in half.

Homelander stared at her in a heavy, ringing silence. He blinked absentmindedly, his eyes glazing over for a split second as if he were suddenly running a thousand calculations behind those blue eyes. 

Then, as quickly as the chill had set in, it vanished. He snapped back to the present and flashed a wide, blindingly charismatic grin that didn't reach his eyes.

"Sooo... like I said—it all worked out pretty well!" He threw his arms open wide, a grand gesture as if he was presenting a trophy to an empty room. "You’ve got the press eating out of your hand, the cleanup is moving along, and you’ve even got a lead for your little investigation. Good work, Starlight!"

He closed the remaining gap between them and gave her a firm, condescending pat on the back, careful not to touch the filthy stains on her suit. It was supposed to be appreciative, but it felt like being branded. Everything about the man was a constant tightrope walk between a genuine compliment, a masked threat, and whatever twisted opinion he’d decided was fact that night. 

This sudden burst of his approval made Annie's skin crawl.

Annie shifted slightly, politely stepping out of his reach while keeping her arms locked over her stomach like a shield. "Where have you even been all da—"

A sharp knock on the door cut her off; and both of them turned toward the sound. 

"Come in!" Homelander barked, his voice instantly losing the charming edge he’d been using on Starlight.

The door hissed open before the echo of his voice even died. Ashley scrambled inside, clutching a phone in one hand and a tablet in the other. That signature brand of Vought-induced mania rolled off her in waves; like a human personification of a hundred different PR fires burning all at once—which was true in every possible sense.

Ashley stood in the center of the bus, heaving because she’d just sprinted a marathon in five-inch heels. She looked back and forth between the two Supes, her eyes wide and bloodshot.

Across from her, Annie and Homelander waited in a heavy, practiced silence, both of them fully expecting her to announce that the venue had spontaneously caught fire again.

When Ashley finally managed to catch her breath with one last exhale, she looked up, her expression urgent but not panicky. 

“Mr. Edgar would like to see you,” she wheezed, her finger pointing toward Homelander. “Like, right now. He said it'd be much faster if you could just... fly both of you to New York. Please.”

What?” Annie blurted out, her voice rising in pure disbelief. “But—I haven’t even changed.” She looked down at her ivory sleeves, which were currently decorated with a generous coating of Richmond’s finest cinders and dirt.

“Tsk!” Ashley clicked her tongue, shaking her head with a dismissive wave of her hand. “No time for a wardrobe change! You’ve got to run—well, fly. Right now.” She didn't even wait for a rebuttal. Her phone began to buzz in her grip again, and she used it as an exit strategy. “Excuse me!”

Ashley pivoted on a dime and vanished out the door, her lingering perfume the only thing left in her wake. 

The silence that followed was chokingly awkward.

Homelander and Annie exchanged a single, long glance. It was a rare moment of mutual agreement on the fact that neither of them wanted to be in close proximity with the other in mid-air. 

His gaze ran over Annie’s clothes again with obvious revulsion. He’d just spent an hour in a thorough radiation decontamination wash and was wearing a fresh suit that cost more than ten suburban homes. The last thing he wanted was peasant ash rubbing off on his cape.

Annie, for her part, had a laundry list of reasons not to want his arms around her; most of them involving the fact that he was a homicidal narcissist and a ceaseless pervert. But Stan Edgar didn't "ask" for meetings, he summoned them.

So, without another word, Annie turned and headed for the door, following Ashley’s trail. 

Homelander trailed after her a few seconds later, his pace heavy with a reluctance so thick you could just see it in his demeanor.

Notes:

Loads of Starlander content coming up in the next chapter :) Hopefully dropping this Friday or Saturday. Also, daddy's home☢️ IYKYK ;-)

Thank you for reading!

P.S: Fingers crossed for S5 drop this Wednesday because I'm ready and not ready at the same time!🤞

Chapter 8: Excess Baggage

Summary:

End of Arc 2. Homelander and Annie deal with excess baggage in their own ways.

Notes:

An early upload due to multiple requests on Tumblr (and a specific nudge from @pepper)! 😉

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The moment they had surged off the ground and into the humid Virginia night, Annie slipped into a heavy, defensive silence. Her arm was hooked around Homelander’s neck, her grip far tighter than necessary, with her fingers digging into the gold-plated eagle perched on his shoulder. 

Homelander held her with a practiced, effortless strength; one arm hooked under the back of her thighs, the other clamped firmly against her ribs. It wasn’t a heroic hold, his hand was positioned with a very specific grip against the side of her breast.

Annie knew by now that the man didn't have a decent bone in his body. He was the type of person who claimed every inch of space he could, touching people simply because he knew they were too terrified to back away. So yes, protesting a mid-air grope was a suicide mission. If she so much as whispered a complaint, she knew exactly what he’d say. He’d remind her, with that terrifying grin of his, that she should be profoundly grateful he’d even agreed to play taxi for her in the first place.

To the rest of the world, flying in Homelander’s arms was the ultimate divine blessing. The PR machine had spent decades selling the idea that a flight in his arms was a one way ticket to heaven. Heck, Annie had spent her entire adolescence dining out on a single childhood photo of her in Homelander’s arm back from Pennsylvania. 

If the younger, starry-eyed version of Annie could see herself now, actually joining the Seven and flying over the East Coast in the arms of her idol, she would have been over the moon.

Instead, as the wind blew gently through her messy hair, the modern Annie found herself wishing he’d just accidentally lose his grip or something. A several-thousand-foot drop onto the interstate felt like a much more dignified end than spending another minute as a prop for a superpowered pervert.

These bitter thoughts had begun swarming her mind within seconds of hitting the air. He was fast, sure, but he wasn't exactly breaking the sound barrier. They were moving at a leisurely, comfortable cruising speed that made Annie’s skin crawl. It felt intentional, like he was stalling to extend the "intimacy" of the flight or just to see how long it would take for her to get uncomfortable. She had zero trust in any man who wore a Vought issued cape anymore. 

As a matter of fact, Annie hadn't even bothered to look at him at all. She kept her gaze glued to her own stained boots, her jaw clamped so tight it ached as she spiraled through a mental list of everything she hated about this day. But the leisurely pace was finally starting to get under her skin. The stalling felt obscenely deliberate, like he was trying to drag out the bonding time for some twisted reason of his own.

"Could we go any faster than this?" she finally snapped, her eyes snapping up to his face.

It was only then she realized that Homelander wasn't even paying attention to her. He was staring intensely at the horizon, his eyes darting side to side as if he were scanning for a ghost. He was flying at what you could only call a “bicycle speed," his entire posture rigid and distracted. He was clearly hunting for something in the air.

"Yep. We will," he answered immediately, his eyes still sweeping the dark expanse. A small frown was carved into his forehead. 

He let out a quiet, sharp sigh through his nose before finally shifting his gaze down to her. 

"The TNT Twins are dead," he said. The words were flat, stripped of any theatrical flair. "There was an explosion at dawn. My working theory is that their explosive powers finally hit a breaking point and went nuclear in their final moments."

Annie felt her soul dry up in a sharp gasp. Her brows furrowed as the horror of the news hit her. "TNT Twins? From—?"

"Payback. Yes." Homelander nodded, his eyes already drifting back to the horizon. All of a sudden, the usual bravado and the condescending narcissism were gone, replaced by something uncomfortably clinical. "I’m looking for traces of ionizing radiation in the air because it’s on our way. Just trying to read the fallout situation—and avoid it, obviously."

He gave a lazy, nonchalant shrug, but it was a clumsy mask. For the first time all week, the man actually looked bothered. 

The way he was speaking, it sounded like he was dying to talk—not to Starlight, specifically, but to anyone who could witness his irritation. He didn't look afraid, because fear was a human emotion he’d outgrown or suppressed long ago. He looked inconvenienced, like he’d developed a psychological itch he couldn’t quite reach to scratch.

Annie remained stunned, realizing now where he'd been all this time. Her brain struggled to process yet another piece of bad news added to the day’s body count. She just blinked at him, her eyes searching his profile for some kind of subtext she could actually use. 

Eventually, she shook off the internal paralysis, a deep, genuine frown of concern creasing her forehead. “That’s... terrible,” she murmured, her voice barely carrying over the wind. “And the fallout? How bad is it?”

Homelander let out a heavy, intense sigh. The vibration of his chest was so strong it rattled against her ribs as he held her close, his eyes still fixed on the empty space ahead of them.

“It’s bad enough,” he said quietly. For a fleeting second, he sounded almost spooked, his voice carrying the faint ring of a boy who had seen a ghost. “I don’t really care about the twins. They were fossils. Useless. But the fallout... well, it’s a mess. I just hope it’s a one-time thing.” He sputtered the words out, shaking his head and rolling his eyes to dismiss the obvious fact that he was nervous, enough that his guarded demeanor had crumbled, and he started using Starlight as a convenient vent for his frustrations.

“...Oh,” Annie managed, the sharp irritation from earlier dissolving into a cold, dull terror.

“Anyway, I suppose it’s for the best that they're gone,” Homelander continued, his tone shifting back to its usual dismissive arrogance. He gave a nonchalant shrug. “They always managed to ruin the fun at every Herogasm anyway. The crossovers will be a lot more peaceful now without them.” He scoffed, rolling his eyes again with an exasperated sigh; clearly talking to himself more than he was talking to her.

Annie blinked, her brain momentarily stalling as she tried to decode his rambling. She didn't know the specifics of whatever "crossover" he was eulogizing, but the gist was clear: the twins were dead, and Homelander was mostly just relieved the guest list for some weekend getaway had been trimmed of some dead weight.

Typical, Annie thought, fighting a Herculean battle to keep her eyes from rolling into the back of her skull. She didn't have the emotional bandwidth to process his lack of a soul, so she simply looked away, staring into the dark horizon. There was no point in responding, anyway. Talking to Homelander about the value of human life was like explaining color to a person born without eyes.

"Okay, hang on tight!" Homelander commanded suddenly. His voice didn't suggest a request, but a warning.

Before Annie could even brace herself, he pivoted, taking a sharp, headfirst ascent that felt like being strapped to an air missile. Her arm snapped tighter around his neck on pure, frantic instinct, her other hand shooting up to cling to his suit for dear life. 

Once they punched through the thick humid layer of the lower atmosphere and leveled out above the clouds, he didn't slow down. He kicked it into a high altitude sprint toward Manhattan.

The speed was obscene, somewhere in the neighborhood of 870 miles per hour. It was faster than a commercial Boeing but just shy of an F-16's supersonic scream, and the transition was jarring. The sudden G-force hit Annie’s ribs like a physical punch, the velocity piercing through the thin air and making every breath a struggle. She sucked in a sharp, stinging lungful of oxygen, her face contorting into a pained frown.

Homelander, of course, was wearing a smirk. He looked like he was enjoying her misery almost as much as the chaos he was sowing thousands of feet below. His passage was leaving a trail of rumbling counties in his wake, the sonic pressure probably shattering windows and car alarms from Virginia to Jersey. 

In the Vought handbook, this was affectionately labeled "collateral damage."

He'd figured a long time ago this was the most harmless kind of collateral damage he’d caused in his Homelander career. A few broken windows were a bargain compared to the so-called "accidents" some of his peers left behind. He thought briefly of the Moronic Trio’s track record of clumsy sexual depravity that ended in body bags, or Lamplighter’s habit of turning people into human charcoal. Compared to them, he was practically a saint for only giving a few thousand people a localized earthquake.

Ironically, Homelander was as relaxed at over eight hundred miles per hour as he had been leaning against his bus in Richmond. It took a special kind of internal wiring to hurtle through the stratosphere at near supersonic speeds while mentally cataloging a list of gallows humor jokes. The air resistance wasn't a physical barrier to him, mostly just a background noise to his own thoughts.

Meanwhile, Starlight’s visible misery, her face contorted by the G-force and the biting cold, was a pleasant secondary entertainment. But beneath his usual layer of ego, Homelander found himself chewing on a rare, bitter thought: he was actually impressed by her tonight. 

He’d watched her handle the mass combustion aftermath with a level of calm he hadn't expected.

If he’d left the Moronic Trio—A-Train, Translucent, or the Deep—to manage a field of exploding Christians, Vought’s stock price would currently be in a nosebleed inducing freefall. The entire PR department would have been sacked by noon for letting any of those idiots speak without a script. So yes, he had to begrudgingly admit, even if only to himself, that the new girl was more competent than the three of them combined.

Maybe this wasn't a total loss, he mused, his eyes tracking the horizon while his mind wandered elsewhere. Perhaps she could actually be useful. She was young, and she had that annoying "hero" complex, but she wasn’t a complete moron. Well, she was still a bit of a moron, but a remarkably capable one.

He let out a low chuckle, the sound lost in the roar of the wind, realizing he was actually starting to have a good feeling about her. 

But the universe had a dark sense of humor. Just as he was internally warming up to his new teammate, the high velocity wind caught the hem of Annie’s skirt. The sheer air pressure whipped the fabric upward with torturous force, exposing her underwear and her bare midriff to the freezing sky. 

Panic overrode self preservation, and in a split second, Annie’s hands shot off Homelander’s neck as she scrambled frantically to pull the fabric back down and prevent a total wardrobe apocalypse.

The movement was too sudden, too messy, and too violent. The shift in her center of gravity broke Homelander’s concentration, snapping him out of his internal monologue as he momentarily lost his aerodynamic balance. His grip, usually like a vice, loosened just long enough for the disruption to take hold. 

Before he could register the mistake, Annie slipped from his arms. She plummeted toward the dark earth, a single, raw scream tearing from her throat before the wind swallowed the sound.

Homelander blinked, suspended in the thinning atmosphere as he watched her shrink toward the distant patchwork of the Earth. It took a solid second for his brain to catch up with the fact that his cargo had just pulled a disappearing act. 

"What the fuck… ?" he muttered to himself, the words whisked away by the freezing gale. 

He let out an exasperated scoff, the kind a parent gives a toddler who just smeared jam on a white sofa. He’d just started thinking she might actually be reliable, and here she was, auditioning for a crater in a New Jersey cornfield. What a total fucking idiot.

He shook his head, tucked his chin, and ignited into a headfirst dive. The violent change in his trajectory at that speed didn't just break the sound barrier, it tore through the sky with a roar of apocalyptic thunder that probably broke every eardrum within a five-mile radius.

He caught her just as she punched through the lower cloud layer. It wasn't a romantic, slow motion rescue; it was a jarring snag. He hooked a single, strong arm around her waist and pivoted back toward their original heading with an efficiency that sent a secondary shockwave rumbling through the neighborhoods below. But, who cares? 

It wasn't his fault the local architecture couldn't handle his arrival. It was Starlight’s fault for failing at the basic physics of "staying held."

Once they were safely back above the white of the clouds, he leveled out, maintaining a noticeably slower, more insulting pace, and turned his head to glare at her.

"What in the absolute gaping fuck was that?" he barked, his voice sharp and loud with irritation. "You got rocks in your head or something? Is your brain just decorative?"

Annie didn't answer. She couldn't. She was heaving, her chest hitching in uneven, desperate gasps as her mind tried to stitch together the pieces of her reality. She’d just had an epiphany: flying was horrifying. It was absolutely nothing like the breathless, poetic nonsense she’d scribbled into her fanfictions as a teenager.

Physics was a cruel, unrelenting mistress. It hit her then that at the speeds they’d been hitting earlier, a normal human wouldn't have survived the trip. They’d have been pulverized against the atmospheric pressure like a bug on a windshield. 

And the falling? That was a special kind of hell. She officially retracted her earlier "dignified death" wish. If the choice was between being groped by an egomaniac or the visceral horror of a several-thousand-foot plummet, she’d take the wandering hands every single time now.

Annie eventually managed to wrestle her heart back down into her chest, her breathing finally leveling out enough to form a sentence. She glanced at Homelander, her voice still a bit thin. "I’m—I’m sorry. My clothes—"

"This!" Homelander hissed, cutting her off with a sharp, venomous bite. "This is exactly why Madelyn and I wanted you to switch to a flight-and-combat-friendly suit from day one. But no, Little Miss Cornfield here just has to look 'wholesome' and 'Christian.'"

The adrenaline was still running in Annie’s veins, and it gave her a reckless courage she usually kept under lock and key. She rolled her eyes, her gaze snapping to his. 

"Yeah, well—Vought could’ve just given me a pair of pants instead. But no, I got a piece of fancy lingerie that’s always one stiff breeze away from indecent exposure. Let’s not pretend that thing doesn't show off most of my body—which isn’t very 'family-friendly' for the tour, according to Ashley." She spat the words out in a single breath, the sheer irritation of the day finally bubbling over into a direct challenge.

The moment the words left her mouth, a cold pit formed in her stomach. She immediately regretted the impulse. This was Homelander she was talking to; an unpredictable, egomaniacal godling who could turn her into a red smear across the troposphere for less than a sarcastic remark. She shouldn't have poked the bear; she shouldn't have dignified his petty jab with a real response.

But instead of the expected violent outburst or a hand around her throat, Homelander’s frown simply deepened. He stared at her, his blue eyes unblinking and hard, radiating pure, concentrated annoyance. 

Then, in a move that caught Annie completely off guard, he let out a quiet, defeated sigh and rolled his eyes with petulant theatricality.

"Women," he muttered under his breath, loud enough for her to hear over the whistling wind. He turned his face away from her, staring back at the horizon as he kicked their velocity back up into a high-speed sprint.

Annie just blinked at him, her hair whipping around her face like a golden storm as she gripped him firmly. 

This was not the reaction she’d been bracing for. She had fully expected him to take offense, to escalate the situation, or to remind her of her mortality in some horrific, rapey way.

Instead, he was just... sulking. He looked genuinely irritated, like a spoiled child who had lost an argument and didn't have a comeback ready.

It was baffling. To see the most powerful man on the planet acting like a moody teenager was almost enough to make her laugh, if she weren't so exhausted. She decided to withdraw while she was ahead, choosing to remain silent for the rest of the trip, only offering him the occasional, wary glances as the skyline of New York finally began to shimmer in the distance.

Homelander didn't spare her so much as a sideways glance for the remainder of the trip. He kept his eyes locked on the horizon, his jaw a rigid line of suppressed ego. 

He’d only allowed her that little back-talk victory because she’d actually been useful in Richmond. It was a one-time-only professional courtesy. The next time she tried to get clever with her tongue, he’d make sure she was begging for her life.

They hit the rooftop helipad of the Seven Tower with a heavy thud that sent a shudder through the entire billion dollar structure, as usual. The flight had clocked in at forty minutes, a sluggish eternity compared to the fifteen it should have taken. With Starlight as a literal excess baggage, he’d been forced to fly like a commercial pilot.

The man was radiating a quiet, dangerous annoyance. The moment his boots touched the concrete, he unceremoniously retracted his arm from her waist, stepping back as if she were a piece of luggage he was finally done carrying. 

Without a word, he pivoted toward the roof access, his cape snapping behind him like a whip, as if it was pissed too.

Annie took a sharp breath, her legs feeling like jelly as she shuffled after him. Her eyes darted around the landing pad; she’d never actually been up here. 

So that was the "God’s Eye View" everyone talked about, flying in Homelander's arms

It was frustratingly fascinating to witness his power in its natural habitat. The way he’d mastered the granular control of his velocity, transitioning from a supersonic blur to a pinpoint landing, was nothing short of graceful. It was a genuine tragedy that a man with such objectively sexy capabilities was a completely demented freak.

A sarcastic, involuntary scoff slipped past her lips as she stepped into the elevator behind him on the ninety-ninth floor. The doors hissed shut, sealing the two of them inside the golden brushed box. 

Stan Edgar’s office was on the floor 84, fifteen stories down; just enough time for the silence to become physically uncomfortable in a contained space.

Annie stood with her hands primly locked over her skirt, her gaze fixed on a microscopic scratch on the elevator’s door to avoid any risk of eye contact. The air in the elevator was suddenly thick with the stale scent of ozone and burnt flesh off Annie’s suit, and Homelander’s expensive, suffocating perfume.

Homelander remained a few paces behind her, as still as a marble monument to his own greatness. His hands were clasped behind his back beneath the cape, his posture radiating a bored, restless energy. 

Every other floor, he let out a long, pointed huff through his nose, clearly wallowing in a private pool of self pity. 

To him, "work" was a tedious interruption to his preferred schedule of being worshipped. He felt the familiar, twitchy need for a physical release, something to dull the irritation of a long day. He needed to have sex as soon as possible. 

Maybe he’d also drop by the tenth floor to see Madelyn later. The thought of her maternal brand of manipulation was the only thing currently keeping him from lasering the elevator cables just for the thrill of the drop.

Before the elevator chimed at floor 84, he flicked his eyes toward Starlight, giving her a slow, judgmental once-over. His lip curled in a silent sneer as he noted the streaks of grime and soot on his own pristine sleeves that had transferred off her suit; souvenirs from their mid-air struggle. The flight had officially compromised his aesthetic. 

He let out another sigh, this one dripping with genuine disdain for the universe's lack of consideration for his dry cleaning bill.

The doors finally parted with a soft whir. 

Annie didn't even wait. She stepped out immediately, keeping her pace steady and professional as she marched toward the double doors of the CEO’s office. 

Homelander trailed after her with a lazy, heavy-footed reluctance, like a teenager being dragged to socialize with relatives.

When they reached the office, he didn't bother with the indignity of knocking. He simply shoved the heavy doors open and strolled in, his hands finding their arrogant perch on his hips. 

His eyes swept the room with a practiced boredom until they landed on Stan Edgar. 

The CEO was the picture of corporate tranquility even at this hour of the night, leaning casually against the edge of his mahogany desk. He was nursing a glass of neat whiskey in one hand and a smoldering cigar in the other, looking entirely too unbothered for a man whose company was currently facing dual explosive cases with multiple body counts.

"Stan!" Homelander exclaimed, his voice rich with a smug, condescending warmth that was as fake as his love for humanity. "Look at you. Still alive and kicking!"

Stan offered a dry chuckle, the silver grey smoke curling from his nostrils. "A tragedy for your aspirations, I’m sure, but yes—still very much alive."

Homelander’s smirk sharpened, his head pivoting to track Starlight as she finally breached the threshold. 

She stood a respectful few feet away, the fluorescent office lights catching every smudge of ash on her once-radiant shoulders.

Annie turned toward the desk, her expression melting into a sincere plea. She flashed an apologetic smile at Stan. "Mr. Edgar, I am so incredibly sorry for the delay. It was entirely my fault, really. I just—"

"Oh, stop it, Starlight," Stan interrupted, flicking his wrist with a dismissive, almost paternal warmth that felt deeply out of place in a room containing a god complex in a fancy suit. "I’m well aware it was your first voyage in the arms of our premier flyer. It’s a rite of passage most of your teammates have experienced. No need to apologize." He offered her a look that was contrastingly gentle.

Annie’s mouth hung open for a second, the apology dying in her throat before a soft, relieved chuckle escaped her. "Thank you. Really. I appreciate that."

"You bet," Stan replied, his tone as smooth as the scotch in his hand. "Have a seat, please." He gestured toward the plush grey sofa set across the room, positioned perfectly for VIP guests.

One of Homelander’s eyebrows shot up in a spike of subtle, petty jealousy. He'd watched the exchange with a cynical internal monologue this whole time, rolling his eyes at the sudden sweetness Stan was radiating. He chalked it up to the simple fact that Starlight possessed a vagina, the one universal biological cheat code that seemed to make even the most hardened corporate sharks soften their cynicism.

He huffed an agitated breath and pivoted, stalking toward the sofa with a petulant energy. He collapsed into the leather, hooking one ankle over his other knee and draping his arms across the backrest in a display of regal smugness that practically screamed, I own the air in this room.

And throughout Homelander’s very public displays of brooding, Stan remained as unbothered as watching a screen saver. He continued to draw on his cigar with a meditative calmness, the glowing cherry at the tip the only thing in the room showing any real sign of his passion.

Annie, catching the heavy scent of an invisible dick swinging competition, looked between the corporate titan and the costumed godling. She wisely decided not to stand in the crossfire and navigated toward the sofa. She claimed a spot to Homelander’s right, maintaining a polite, professional buffer zone.

Stan finally pushed off the edge of his desk, the cigar held expertly between his fingers as he began a short, measured pacing track across the hand-tufted rug. He flicked a momentary glance at his two primary assets before squaring his shoulders to face them properly, one hand disappearing into the pocket of his slacks.

“Let me start by thanking you both for handling two very different, very volatile situations with such remarkable efficiency,” Stan began. “These are exactly the kinds of disasters the Seven were formed to contain. And Starlight—” He turned his focus entirely on her, his voice dropping into a register of genuine approval. “You truly outdid yourself today. Congratulations. It wasn’t just the statement you made; the leaked footage of you assisting the paramedics is currently cannibalizing the internet. They’re calling you a saint. A real hero.”

Homelander’s eyes performed a slow, tectonic roll toward the ceiling. 

“Yeah, well—she wasn’t exactly dealing with a nuclear fallout, was she?” He spat, his tone up an octave with simmering jealousy. “And I would've been at the venue, too, you know? If not for the hours long ass-hauling I've done for Maeve and Tek Knight to hand over the paperwork. Then there was the whole decontamination process.” He shrugged theatrically, his eyes darting between Stan and Starlight in expectation of their acknowledgement that he felt entitled to. 

“So let’s just not pretend a bit of janitorial work is a world-class feat.” He added with flick of his wrist toward Annie, green hot jealousy radiating off him like a physical fever; because his corporate daddy was handing out gold stars to the new girl instead of him.

Annie shifted on the leather, her gaze darting awkwardly between the two men as the tension thickened.

Stan offered a soft, arctic chuckle, completely dismissing Homelander’s outburst. “Regarding your little fireworks show, we’re officially categorizing the TNT Twins’ demise as a double suicide. You told the investigators yourself that their powers likely hit a terminal evolutionary point as they decided to end it all.”

“That was a theory, Stan. I never confirmed a damn thing,” Homelander countered, his tone dropping into a flat, bored drone that barely masked his irritation.

“Of course,” Stan nodded, his expression the picture of patronizing agreement. “But since there was no external source, no radioactive core, and the Twins were essentially walking sticks of dynamite, the math practically does itself. We’re closing the book on it.”

Homelander let out a sharp scoff, his patience and ego grating against Stan's dismissal. "Then why the hell am I even here, Stan? Sounds to me like you’ve got your shit all figured out.” He gestured dramatically with a hand in the air. “Or did you just need me as a glorified Uber for Miss Cornfield here so you could lather her in all that flowery appreciation?"

Annie’s head snapped toward him, her jaw dropping slightly at the sheer, casual entitlement of his tone. The brazen rudeness was one thing, but the way he spat "Miss Cornfield" made it clear he viewed her as little more than a rural accessory he’d been forced to wear for the night.

Stan, however, looked about as bothered as a man watching a fly bounce off a windowpane. He calmly snubbed out the remains of his cigar in a crystal ashtray, the movement slow and annoying. He slid both hands into his pockets and leaned back against the mahogany edge of his desk, a cryptic, shark-like glint dancing in his eyes.

"Actually, you're both here because I’m tasking the two of you with spearheading the internal investigation into today’s mass combustion events," Stan said, his voice dropping into a casual, boardroom drone. "In the grand scheme of the quarterly projections, this is significantly more pressing than the TNT Twins. And on that note—" He shifted his focus back to Annie, "Starlight, give me the ground-level intel. What do we actually know about the Richmond casualties?"

Annie straightened her spine, offering Homelander a wary, side-eye glance before addressing the CEO. "Uh—apparently, there was a carbonated beverage. Bright pink. It was slipped into the snack boxes for the morning Rebirth Workshop. From what I learned, anyone who actually took a sip was affected. The distribution was strictly limited to the workshop attendees."

Stan blinked, a subtle, thoughtful crease marring the smooth skin of his forehead. 

"Interesting," he murmured, the word sounding more like a chess move than an expression of sympathy. He looked at her again, his gaze clinical. "Vought’s forensic team is already on-site. I’ll have them sweep the perimeter and seize every last bottle before the FBI gets their clumsy hands on them. We’re taking over the chain of custody for a private internal review. We need to ensure this wasn't a... clerical error on our end."

Homelander let out a low, judgemental sputter, his eyes rolling again in a display of profound disdain. "Oh, I’m pretty sure it’s a 'clerical error on our end,’" he grumbled, a dark, private chuckle bubbling up at the sheer audacity of Stan’s faux innocence.

"Do you have something substantive to contribute to the dialogue, Homelander?" Stan prompted, his voice turning stern, layered with an icy coating of sarcasm that suggested he was losing patience with the theatrics.

"Yeah, actually," Homelander shot back instantly, his voice a flat and bored. "You know, Stan—this was almost certainly a fuck-up on our end. Some contaminated batch of sugar water that turns internal organs into BBQ. And now you’re hand-delivering us the chore of burying evidence. And look—I’m not complaining. We both know that’s the business model. Just have the balls to admit it, okay?" He gave a sharp shrug, his interest in the conversation already flatlining.

Stan’s mouth curved into a thin smirk as he released a deep, unbothered exhale. Homelander's very passionate accusations had nothing to faze his composure. "Well, even if it were our mistake, I’d still need to know the specific mechanics of the failure before I decide it needs a cover-up. Wouldn't I?” He said, pointing a finger at them to emphasize his point. “Which is exactly why I’m putting our two readily available assets on the case." 

He paused for a beat, casting Homelander a patronizing, fatherly smile that was arguably the most insulting thing in the room. "And for the sake of your personal satisfaction, I’ll have A-Train sweep a twenty-mile radius of the TNT Twins’ residence. If he doesn’t find a mysterious smoking core, we’ll officially rule it a suicide. Does that satisfy your curiosity?"

Homelander didn’t even offer the dignity of a verbal response. He didn’t even look at the man. He just kept his face turned toward the shadows of the office, radiating a level of childish disrespect that would have gotten anyone else in the building fired—or executed.

Annie watched the exchange from the sidelines, her internal monologue a screaming siren of incredulity. She couldn't wrap her head around it. This was Stan Edgar, the man who signed their ridiculously large paychecks and held the leash on the most powerful brands on the planet, and Homelander was treating him like a nagging landlord.

The silent treatment didn't seem to rattle Stan, though. If anything, Homelander’s bratty defiance seemed to provide him with a quiet, private amusement. He let out a dry chuckle under his breath and finally navigated back to the leather throne behind his desk. He settled in with a practiced grace, resting his elbows on the mahogany surface.

"I’d like for the two of you to fly back to Richmond immediately and ensure that every last container of that 'beverage' has been secured by Vought's recovery team," Stan said casually, as if he weren't asking them to pull a high altitude U-turn after they’d just touched down. "And I trust you both understand that I expect absolute discretion. Direct communication with me, and only me. No leaks, no memos, no paper trail."

Homelander vaulted to his feet with a dismissive grunt. "This is fucking ridiculous," he hissed, the words a low growl as he began stomping toward the exit, his cape billowing behind him like a storm cloud.

Stan offered a thin, predatory smirk as he watched the cape vanish. “Don’t forget to take Starlight with you,” he called out, his voice a smooth blade of intentional provocation. He turned back to Annie, his tone shifting into something almost uncomfortably warm. “Again, stellar work today, Starlight. Congratulations.”

The heavy office door slammed shut with a definitive thud, a punctuation mark on Homelander’s exit. The man was fuming, his ego bruised and leaking. Being snubbed by Stan while the new girl was showered in corporate affection had triggered a hot, toxic surge of jealousy. 

It was a calculated move on Stan's part. The CEO knew exactly how to starve Homelander of the "Daddy’s approval" he so desperately craved. Unlike Madelyn Stillwell, who preferred to stroke the monster into submission, Stan found that a sharp poke to the pride usually yielded much more efficient results.

Stan lived for these moments, reminding the most powerful being on the planet that at the end of the day, he was still just a very expensive, very temperamental piece of hardware.

Annie, caught in the middle of this uninvited psychological warfare, scrambled off the sofa. She looked between the closed door and the calm, seated CEO with a look of pure awkwardness. 

“Uh—I think I should probably... follow him. Thank you, Mr. Edgar. I’ll coordinate with forensics and keep you posted. Goodnight.”

“Thank you, Starlight. I appreciate the professionalism,” Stan said, his voice dropping the theatricality for a moment of genuine sincerity.

Annie didn't wait for a second invitation to leave. She practically bolted out of the office, her heels clicking a frantic rhythm against the marble as she tried to catch up with the cape-wearing tantrum currently stomping through the halls. 

Homelander was moving with a heavy, rhythmic gait, a literal ego bruised child in a hundred thousand dollar suit.

When she finally managed to match his aggressive stride, falling in step beside him, she risked a glance at his profile. His jaw was locked so tight it looked like it might break under the pressure. 

“So… are we flying back?” she asked, her voice cautious.

Homelander didn’t even bother deigning her with a look. His patience had been eroded down to a dangerous nub. 

“Get to the rooftop,” he barked, the words forced through grit teeth. “I’ll be there in ten.”

Annie nodded, but her curiosity, or perhaps just her lingering adrenaline, got the better of her. “Where are you going?”

Homelander skidded to a dead halt, his boots screeching against the polished floor. He swung around to face her, his eyes narrowing into two slits of ugly, suppressed rage. 

“Since when,” he hissed, leaning into her personal space until she could feel his hot breath on her forehead, “does your leader owe you a fuckin’ explanation?”

Annie blinked, the "leader" comment landing hard like a slap. She wasn't necessarily surprised by the outburst. At this point, Homelander’s emotional stability was about as reliable as a weather app in the global climate change; but the prospect of another forty-minute mid air grope fest with a man currently vibrating with homicidal spite didn't exactly scream "safe travels."

Still, in the hierarchy of Seven Tower, she was a mid-tier asset and he was the nuclear deterrent. Choice was an illusion she couldn't afford. 

She gave him a stiff, resigned nod and fell back into a silent, obedient formation as they marched toward the elevator bank like two coworkers who had just survived the world’s worst HR mediation.

The wait for the elevators was another excruciating social torture. Homelander stood beside her, a living statue of toxic sulking, his hands locked behind his back. 

He stared at the brushed steel doors with a detached, thousand yard stare, mentally incinerating everyone in a three-block radius. 

Annie, on the other hand, focused very intently on the glowing floor numbers, praying for the mechanical chime of her salvation.

Thankfully, his elevator arrived first. He stepped into the box without a word, the heavy fabric of his cape brushing against her arm as he moved. As the doors began to hiss shut, Annie watched his finger hover over the console before he jabbed the button for Floor 10.

Oh, Annie thought, a cynical realization clicking into place. He’s heading straight for Madelyn Stillwell. 

It made perfect sense. After Stan Edgar had spent the last twenty minutes treating him like a particularly disappointing labradoodle, Homelander needed someone to tell him he was a very special boy. Not like Madelyn was in a speaking state at the moment, but she was the only one with the "maternal" vibe to calm him down.

A moment later, the second elevator chimed. Annie stepped into the empty box and pressed the button for 99. Rooftop it was. She leaned her head against the cool metal, mentally bracing herself for the cold wind and the inevitable round two of flying with a god who visibly had both mommy and daddy issues and a very short fuse.




——



It was well past three thirty in the morning, and the stagnant air of the Richmond venue had taken on a heavy, chemical smell signaling a long night of corporate damage control. 

Annie didn’t really feel the weight of the industrial container box in her grip, the reinforced steel digging into her palms as she carried the remainining samples. Her primary directive was to collect every last bottle of that neon pink liquid death from the surviving attendees.

Most of the general expo crowd had been processed and funneled out through medical screening over an hour ago, probably clutching their souvenir items with trembling hands. 

The workshop attendees hadn't been so lucky. They were currently being subjected to a battery of blood tests at a mobile medical unit. It was all framed as a generous gesture for their safety, though Annie knew Vought was likely just checking to see if anyone else was scheduled to spontaneously combust during the car ride home.

The survivors had been instructed to abandon their blessed snack boxes at a designated collection point. Annie had spent the last hour working alongside a silent, stone-faced agent from the Vought cleanup team, systematically fishing the soda bottles out of the cardboard boxes and lining them up in the industrial bin. 

Once the pile was fully stacked, she’d dismissed the agent with a helpful smile, claiming she could handle the heavy lifting herself. She promised to hand the haul over to the secondary team currently scrubbing the main tent of the Rebirth Workshop for any lingering evidence worth looking into.

That was where Homelander was lurking, ostensibly "overseeing" the forensic sweep but likely just standing around and looking menacing while the underpaid grunts did the actual scrubbing.

In a way, the division of labor was the only mercy she’d been shown all night. After that little flight hysteria of their two-hour round trip to New York, the last thing she wanted was to look at his face or feel the lingering, phantom pressure of his arm around her waist. She had reached her absolute limit for awkward physical proximity with a narcissistic demigod for a single twenty-four-hour cycle.

The flight had left her feeling frayed and exhausted, though not because of the physics involved. Surprisingly, her physiology had held up against the supersonic velocity without a single bruise or broken capillary to show for it. The real damage was the mental toll of a day defined by mass human combustion and the relentless, grueling task of playing the Saint in the Sludge.

As the sleep deprivation began to turn the world fuzzy at the edges, Annie tried to justify the exhaustion. Most of these people had traveled across state lines and spent their life savings just for a fleeting glimpse of Homelander, or Ezekiel or a polite nod from her. They’d been trapped in a cordoned-off nightmare until the early hours of the morning, and while she was tired, she still had the benefit of a superhuman constitution. Carrying a heavy box was the bare minimum she could offer people whose spiritual awakening had ended in a hazmat suit.

As Annie strolled toward the perimeter of the site, her boots crunching over discarded flyers and gravel, she spotted one of Vought’s covered vans; a sleek, reinforced black shadow idling near the edge of the tall grass. 

An agent from the secondary recovery team was already there, heaving backup batches of snack boxes from the original tent and crates of plausible sensitive items into the cargo hold. These were the things Vought deemed too legally compromising to leave for the local authorities to find. 

Annie slowed her pace as she reached the rear of the vehicle, catching the man’s eye and offering a weary, professional smile.

“All wrapped up?” the agent asked, his grin splitting a face that looked genuinely relieved to see a friendly mask in the middle of a literal graveyard. 

Annie gave a rhythmic nod, the heavy steel container still resting in her grip with an effortless grace that belied its crushing weight. “Yeah. This should be the last of it. Thanks a lot for the assist today.”

The man let out a short, dismissive scoff, as if the very idea of a Seven member thanking a grunt was the most ridiculous thing he’d heard all shift. 

“No, no—don’t undersell yourself. We’re the ones who should be thanking you,” he insisted, sliding the final crate into the van before turning to face her fully. His admiration was unfiltered. “Seriously, Starlight. What you did today... that was an incredible display of heroism. Not many people would’ve stayed in the thick of it like that. Thank God you were here.”

He even went so far as to extend a hand, his face practically glowing with an unrefined worship that usually made Annie’s skin crawl, though tonight it just felt heavy.

“Oh,” Annie murmured, a small, tired chuckle escaping her. She shifted the entire weight of the industrial container to her left hand, a casual feat of strength that didn't even make her bicep twitch, leaving her right hand free to accept the gesture. “Thank you. I appreciate that.”

“You bet. You just keep doing what you’re doing!” the man said, pumping her hand with fervor.

He finally retracted his hand, offering one last nod of personal, solemn approval before turning on his heel. As he walked away, he was already thumbing his walkie-talkie, his voice crackling over the airwaves to inform the other units that the cleanup was officially complete. The site was cleared; the sub-contractors could move in to dismantle the tents at the venue tomorrow morning.

Annie stood in the shadow of the black van, watching the agent’s retreating back for a long minute, that polite, pageant ready smile still ghosting on her lips. It was a bizarre realization to have at nearly four in the morning, but the logistical efficiency of Vought’s cleanup team was far more impressive than anything she’d seen from the Seven. These guys were professional, surgical, and possessed a level of dedication to their task that actually felt serious.

Then, the realization soured almost immediately. A subtle frown breaking through her fatigue.

If the cleanup crew was this much better at their jobs than the "heroes" they followed, it wasn't because they were overachievers. It was because they were experts in the specific art of the corporate scrub. They weren't just clearing debris, they were also sanitizing the narrative. They were the silent, high efficiency vacuum cleaners trailing behind a team of god complex toddlers who couldn't stop knocking over the metaphorical fine china.

Suddenly, the echoes of the meeting in Stan Edgar’s office started bouncing around her skull with a newfound clarity. The cigar’s smoke from that room felt like it was filling her lungs all over again.

“Vought’s forensic team is already on-site. I’ll have them sweep the perimeter and seize every last bottle before the FBI gets their clumsy hands on them.”

And then, Homelander’s bored, cynical drawl:

"You know, Stan—this was almost certainly a fuck-up on our end. Some contaminated batch of sugar water that turns internal organs into BBQ. And now you’re hand-delivering us the chore of burying evidence."

Annie blinked as the gears finally locked into place in her mind. If this really was a slip from Vought’s end, some catastrophic failure in a beverage recipe lab that turned a promotional soda into a liquid explosive, there wasn't going to be an investigation. There was only going to be a burial. The moment Vought’s lab coats confirmed their own fingerprints on the disaster, the lead would be buried so deep it would hit the Earth's core.

The case would remain an unsolved "tragedy," the victims would be written off as statistics, and Homelander’s assessment would be vindicated: Mr. Edgar wasn't asking his heroes to solve a mystery, he was asking for an assist in the cleanup. 

So, in the grand corporate ecosystem of Vought, Starlight and Homelander were just the premium tier custodians of the cleanup crew.

A small, sharp intake of breath hissed through Annie’s teeth as the full weight of her complicity settled in. If she handed this box over, she was an accessory to a mass casualty coverup, and the case would never see the light of day again.  

So, Annie decided to do something genuinely audacious.

She hoisted the industrial container onto the bed of the truck, the metal clanging softly against the floor liner. Her eyes did a predatory sweep of the perimeter, tracking the distant, bobbing flashlights of the remaining cleanup crews and the silhouette of the gantry. The coast was basically clear. Desolate, even. 

With a practiced, lightning-fast motion, she snatched a single 250ml bottle of the neon pink liquid and shoved it deep into the pouch on her hip. She slammed the van’s rear doors shut with a definitive thud and turned away, forcing her pace into a casual, nothing to see here stroll.

She’d barely made it fifteen feet when her hip erupted in a frantic vibration. The phone rattled directly against the plastic of the stolen bottle, a sound that felt loud enough to wake the dead. Annie flinched, her heart hammering a manic rhythm against her ribs. She fumbled with the pouch, her fingers dancing a panicked ballet to retrieve the device without letting the bottle slip out and reveal itself.

When the screen finally met her gaze, her face contorted into a slow motion grimace of pure, unsullying dread.

Alex.

Right. That

In the backdrop of supersonic flights, the exploding civilians, and the corporate espionage, Annie had completely neglected to excise the cancer from her personal life. The "Good Guy" was calling to check in.

She let out a long, tired sigh that seemed to drain the last of her adrenaline. She swiped the screen with a numb thumb and pressed the phone to her ear, maintaining a stony, heavy silence.

“Hey, Annie—” Alex’s voice flooded the line, thick with a breathy, performative huff of relief. “God, I’ve been staring at the news for hours. I was so worried. Are you okay? Talk to me.”

He used that signature tone; that calculated, lover-boy warmth that used to act like a local anesthetic on Annie’s heart. It would have smoothed over her doubts and made her feel safe if she weren't aware of his acts. So it just sounded like a poorly recorded script tonight. 

Annie simply rolled her eyes at the empty night sky and let out another heavy, audible exhale that probably sounded like a balloon deflating. “Hey… yeah, I’m fine. Just spent an hour playing janitor to a tragedy.”

“I saw that on the news. You’ve been at it all evening and all night, haven't you?” Alex’s voice was smooth, hitting that practiced frequency of a concerned boyfriend. “Did you even get a chance to eat? Where are you now? You sound exhausted.”

Annie let out a soft scoff that caught in the back of her throat. “Are you telling me you watched me working my ass off on national television—in the middle of a literal human combustion event—and it didn't occur to you to pick up the phone until 3:50 in the morning?”

The line went silent for a second. Alex was clearly fumbling for the right script, blindsided by the sudden, sharp edge in her voice. 

“Uhh…” he hesitated, the confidence in his tone wavering. “I—I wanted to call, Annie. Really. It’s just, we were right in the thick of rehearsals, and I got so caught up in stuff. You know how the schedule gets.”

“Mmhmm,” Annie hummed, her tone teetering on a razor’s edge between absolute sarcasm and a flat, dangerous sincerity. “Tell me, Alex. What kind of ‘stuff’ takes priority over your girlfriend potentially blowing up?”

The silence stretched out again, thick and uncomfortable. Alex was likely doing the mental math, chalking her hostility up to the trauma of seeing civilians turn into red mist. He let out a soft sigh of affection, the kind designed to de-escalate a woman he thought he still had under his thumb.

“Hey,” he murmured, his voice dropping into a gentle, more soothing register. “I’m sorry, babe. I know today was a nightmare. I should’ve been there for you. I should’ve called the second I saw the ticker on the news.”

Annie’s face contorted into a grimace of pure revulsion. She wasn't moved by his sudden epiphany of basic human decency. If anything, the calculated timing of his apology made her stomach turn faster than the flight with Homelander had.

Then, Alex shifted gears, his voice taking on that low, pampering purr he usually reserved for bed. It was the lover voice, thick with unearned intimacy. “Okay, tell you what. I’ll clear my schedule for a couple of days and grab a flight to New York. Let’s have a real reunion when you’re back in the city. Just the two of us. What do you think?” He prompted, his tone bright and nauseatingly lovey-dovey.

“No!” Annie blurted out, the word hitting the air with more force than she’d intended. Her eyes widened for a fleeting second, a sharp frown settling over her features. “Please, don't. You really don't have to do that.”

“Why not?” Alex asked, his voice dripping with that confused, hurt puppy sincerity that usually worked like a charm. “Didn’t you just say you were missing me? That you needed me there?”

“Yeah, well—not anymore, I guess,” Annie muttered, the words directed more at the grass beneath her boots than at the man on the line. She took a breath, the cold night air stinging her throat. “Look, Alex, it’s better if I just say this now. We’re in very different places in life. Very different. It’s simply not working out anymore.”

A stunned, wet huff of air erupted from the other end of the call. “What are you even talking about, Annie? Are you… are you seriously breaking up with me? Over the phone? Right now?”

Annie’s shoulders slumped, a defeated shrug rolling through her frame as the last of the emotional tether snapped. “Yes. Yes, I am.”

“But… why? Give me something, Annie. This is coming out of nowhere.”

“I don’t know…” Annie’s voice trailed off, turning cryptic and hollow. “I guess I’m just not the person I thought I was. And neither are you.”

As she spoke, her jaw locked tight, her mind involuntarily flashing back to the grainy, flickering horror of that video. Supersonic, the "hometown hero," engaged in stomach turning acts with minors. The memory felt like acid in her stomach, pressing against her chest until she could barely breathe the air.

Alex let out a high, nervous laugh that bordered on a frantic giggle. “But Annie… what—what exactly went wrong? What did they do to you in New York? Who did you meet up there that changed you like this?”

Annie’s lips thinned into a hard line, and she let out one final, terminal exhale. “Bye, Alex.”

She didn't wait for the inevitable begging or the predictable gaslighting. She tapped the red icon, cutting him off mid-sentence, and immediately navigated to his contact info in her device. 

One tap to block, and the digital ghost of Alex was exorcised. She slid the phone back into the pouch on her hip, feeling the cool plastic of the stolen soda bottle press against the device.

Annie stood there for a long moment, the silence of the Virginia night rushing in to fill the void Alex had left behind. Five years of her life, an entire history of sweet romance, stolen make-out sessions, and hometown promises, had just been incinerated in a one-minute phone call. 

A sharp ache bloomed in her chest, a phantom limb of a relationship she’d outgrown three nights ago. The early morning breeze tousled her tangled hair, making her feel small and devastatingly alone under the vast, uncaring sky.

“Trouble in paradise?” The voice came from behind, basically a breezy, patronizing smirk made audible. 

Annie flinched, her shoulders jerking as she spun around to find Homelander looming a few feet away, looking entirely too satisfied with himself.

“None of your business,” she snapped, the words coming out more stern than she’d intended. She immediately crossed her arms over her stomach, a defensive reflex that felt pathetic in the face of a man who could see through her ribs if he felt like it.

Homelander let out a low, musical chuckle, clearly delighted by the sass. He didn't give a fuck about her emotional well-being, but he was a connoisseur of other people's misery; and seeing his disillusionment session with her from three nights ago finally bear fruit was the highlight of his long-ass shift. The breakup had done something nice to his mood all of a sudden. 

“Well, the circus is officially packed up,” he said finally, his tone shifting into a bored lilt. He gestured lazily toward the dark tents with one hand, the other resting cockily on his hip. “Forensics will report their findings directly to Stan’s desk. As far as I’m concerned, we’re pretty much done with this case.”

Annie’s brow furrowed in genuine confusion. “Wait—what if the forensic team actually finds something? Something we’re supposed to be investigating?”

Homelander fanned his hand dismissively, letting out a sharp sputter of reluctance. The idea of staying on this case a second longer than Vought required was clearly offensive to him. 

“Not our problem, Starlight. Honestly, I’m sick of the smell of barbeque hair.” He gave a small shrug, his smirk widening as he gave her soot-stained suit one final, insulting once-over. “I’m flying back to New York now. Alone. You’re not coming with me, obviously—I’ve had quite enough of you tonight…”

He met her eyes, his expression turning into a mask of professional detachment. “We’ve got the rotation this weekend. I’ll be buried in paperwork up at the space station, so don't expect a welcoming committee. We’ll huddle up for the briefing once you’ve dragged yourself back to the city. Try not to get lost on the way.”

Annie raised a brow, the gesture so faint it was basically a skeletal twitch. The sheer reluctance in him to treat a mass-casualty event as anything more than a clerical error was staggering, even for him. But she kept her mouth shut. She’d already secured her own little piece of the evidence in her hip pouch, and she’d do her own investigation into it, whether or not he was interested.

Besides, at this hour, engaging with him in a dialogue was basically an open invitation for him to perform more unwanted brain surgery on her psyche. Her energy reserves weren't just low at this point, she was running on the fumes of a soul that had been through an industrial grade shredder.

She gave him a curt, robotic nod. “Fine. See you at the Tower.”

Homelander simply flashed her a look of mock, wide eyed excitement, as if he was definitely excited to catch up at the Tower again. He pivoted on his heel and sauntered off. 

He paused a short distance away, his head tilting back as he scanned the ink black sky with a casual boredom. Then, with a bone shaking thump that kicked up a cloud of red clay, he punched into the stratosphere, disappearing into the clouds within seconds.

Annie stood in the sudden, ringing silence for a few more minutes. 

The Light of the World tour was officially dead on arrival. In the grand, twisted ledger of the last forty-eight hours, the fact that the tour was over before it could properly begin was likely the only mercy she’d be granted.

With one final sigh, she turned and began the long trek back toward the production buses. She could already smell the phantom scent of the shower she desperately needed; something to scrub the soot, the dirt, and the lingering touch of a god off her skin before they packed up the whole crew and headed back to New York.

Notes:

Hellooo :) The Boys S5 is finally out. How are you guys processing the first two episodes so far? :D

I found myself in a rather buoyant mood after watching. They've all become so silly and unserious, it's almost loveable in a strange way 😝Well, as long as they avoid the sloppy writing tropes like in S4. But it got me wondering if my versions of Homelanders are too serious xD

Anyway, I'm currently deep in Chapter 12, so I'll be sticking to a strategic upload schedule for the upcoming chapters to keep a healthy buffer, ensuring I can give Arc 3 the smooth finish it deserves. Next chapter drops this Sunday. Thanks for reading! 💜

Chapter 9: You Don't Disappoint Who You Admire

Summary:

While Annie hunts for the truth behind the combustion deaths, Homelander finds himself managing a dysfunctional team while reflecting on complex emotions and the string of deaths that feel far too peculiar to be coincidental.

Notes:

Hi everyone,

First of all, thank you for the incredible outpouring of love and support for this story. Reaching this point in the narrative has been an intense journey given the slow burn, and I’m so grateful you’ve stuck with me thus far.

I’m writing this note because I’ve hit a point of significant creative burnout after reaching the 120k-word threshold with chapter 12 that I completed 3 days ago. As many of you know, I have a track record of completing my works, and that discipline is very important to me. However, I’ve realized that I’m currently forcing myself to write to maintain a completion streak rather than writing because I’m enjoying the process. My usual rule is to finish a story entirely before I start uploading, and honestly, the original plan was to upload only the first chapter and then complete the work before dropping the rest of the chapters. I don’t even know how I ended up uploading 9 chapters on impulse. And now the pressure to keep up with my own expectations has started to drain the joy out of the project because I haven’t completed it.

I haven't been sleeping enough, and my attention is split in a dozen directions including the final season of the show. Because I respect this au I’ve built with long-term plans—and you as readers—too much to just crank out chapters for the sake of it, I’m taking a temporary creative hiatus till after the final season.

I need some time to replenish my creative energy, and get back into the source material. I’ll be re-reading the comics and keeping up with the final season of The Boys to let that inspiration brew. Please know that this is not an abandonment. There is no way I am orphaning a work after this much investment and hard work. I’m not that person.

The plot is already decided and jotted down, I just need to write them down. There are only seven more chapters left to draft, and I want to return to this when I can give it the quality it deserves. Rest assured that I will complete this work. That being said, this is the final drop before the break. I do have 3 more chapters available on hand but I don’t even have the energy to proofread 30k+ words at the moment. So they will drop after I’m back from the hiatus.

I hope you understand the need for this break and will stick with me for the final leg of the journey when the time is right.

Until then, take care and see you after the final season.

Love,

Nima (DelightfullySad)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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Annie hid behind the cool marble of the corridor junction, her eyes performing a practiced sweep of the ceiling. There were two surveillance units perched onto the corners of the hall, their little red pilot lights blinking like judgmental eyes. 

She couldn't afford to be a guest star on a security monitor, so she let a surge of heat bloom behind her retinas. Golden rings flared in her irises for a fleeting second, and the cameras died with a silent, electrical whimper as she drained their juice. Once the hallway was officially blind, Annie stepped out and made her way toward the far end of the corridor.

In one hand, she clutched an A3 envelope between two fingers; and from her index finger dangled a small, zippered pouch on a threaded hook, swinging like a pendulum of contraband. Her other hand stayed loose beside her as she moved. 

The placard on the door was embossed in bold all caps: PHARMACEUTICAL COMPOUNDING & ANALYSIS. 

Annie gave the text a brisk nod to confirm she hadn't accidentally wandered into the Vought accounting department, then reached for the handle. But the door didn't budge. 

That's when she noticed it, a sleek biometric scanner embedded in the frame.

She felt an internal groan produce in her chest. The security theater on this floor was getting ridiculous. 

Floors eight through twelve were ostensibly the medical wing for Vought employees, with the actual hospital beds located on floor ten. It made her wonder how they ever managed to actually save a life if reaching a single room required navigating a maze of three security checkpoints per hallway. If someone was flatlining, they’d probably be long gone by the time a doctor cleared the second firewall.

Her patience was thinning into a very fine, very dangerous wire. With a sharp exhale, she pulled the electricity straight from the scanner’s heart. It died with a satisfying, low frequency crackle, and the magnetic lock disengaged with a heavy thunk. The door drifted open just enough for Annie to slip inside.

The atmosphere in the lab was a contrasting departure from the frantic energy of the rest of the tower. It was serenely quiet and smelled aggressively of sterilants and floor wax. 

Racks and ledges lined the walls like a library of chemical casualties, housing rows of medicine bottles and industrial sized containers of crude medicinal compounds. In the gaps between the shelves, workstations were outfitted with computers, centrifuges, and diagnostic machines that looked expensive enough to fund a small country’s school system. 

The overhead lighting was a soft, bluish white glow that felt oddly meditative. It was the kind of place a person could easily disappear into for a nap if they didn't mind the lingering scent of bleach.

It was currently the peak of the lunch hour, which was the only reason Annie had risked the visit. Most of the lab’s white-coat residents would be up on floor twenty, shuffling through the staff cafeteria and pretending to enjoy Vought's salads. She didn't need the whole team anyway. She just needed one or two overworked souls with enough curiosity to look at her sample and enough fear to keep their mouths shut about it.

Annie’s gaze swept the room with a clinical focus. The silence was almost total, save for the hum of the ventilation and a distant, rhythmic clatter coming from a workstation deep into the rear corner of the lab. She followed the sound, walking through rows of high density shelving and stainless steel counters until she found him.

The chemist looked like he’d been aging in dog years, probably somewhere in his mid-fifties with hair that had surrendered to a metallic grey. A foil-wrapped sandwich sat neglected on the corner of his desk, cold and sweating in the air. 

He was hunched over a spectrophotometer, peering through his safety goggles at a glowing digital readout while he adjusted a set of micro-pipettes.

He heard the soft scuff of her sneakers on the linoleum and looked up, his eyes squinting through the plastic lenses. In her civilian clothes, no cape, no glowing embroidery, he didn't place her immediately. He just hovered there, hands still poised over his samples, wearing the universal expression of every person whose lunch break had been rudely interrupted by a stranger.

“Hi,” Annie said, projecting an unsettling warmth. She dialed up the charm, flashing a smile so bright it felt like it should have its own PR budget. “I’m Starlight. If you recognize me?” She gave him a sheepish tilt of the head, her hands tucked neatly behind her back while the envelope and the pouch dangled hidden from her grip.

The man blinked, processing the fact that a member of the Seven was standing next to his half-eaten turkey club. He pulled back from the equipment, peeling off his latex gloves with a sharp snap before pushing his goggles up onto his forehead. A faint, disbelieving smile began to fight with the confusion on his face.

“Starlight? As in… from floor 99?” he asked. His voice was low and raspy, carrying the kind of stunned sincerity you’d expect from someone finding a unicorn in a parking garage.

Annie’s nod was enthusiastic, punctuated by a soft chuckle that made the whole encounter feel like a happy accident. “Yes! That’s us. It’s so nice to find you. And you are—?”

“Uh, Fred. Fred Nelson,” he stammered. His smile widened by cautious degrees, though the ingrained Vought-employee paranoia never quite evaporated from his expression. He shot a quick, instinctive glance over Annie’s shoulder toward the door she’d just "cleared," then looked back at her. “Uh—I’m sorry, Ms. Starlight. How did you… I mean, is there something I can help you with? We don’t usually get visitors from the top floors down here.”

“Oh, absolutely.” Annie nodded again, her face obvious with faux corporate confidence. “Look, Homelander just wanted me to run this sample down here for a quick confirmation. We’re trying to figure out which floor this actually belongs to. Apparently, one of your guys wandered up to 99’s dining hall because the cafeteria on 20 was a madhouse, and they must have left this behind.”

She garnished the lie with a weary, casual chuckle, rolling her eyes as if she were just another overworked assistant dealing with a messy roommate.

Fred blinked, his brain clearly struggling to reconcile the "Girl Next Door" charm with the sheer absurdity of the story. He processed the words like a slow loading bar on an ancient computer. “I’m sorry... so, Homelander sent you down here? Personally? To return a chemical that he thinks a scientist accidentally carried into a secure superhero dining hall?”

“Precisely.” Annie nodded again, unabashedly confident about her lie. She didn't give him room to raise further questions. She brought her hands forward, unzipping the pouch and pulling out the neon pink soda bottle. 

She set it on the workstation with a definitive clack and flashed him another sunshiny grin.

“He’s the one who caught it—Homelander. He took one look at it and told me it wasn't a 'normal beverage'—probably some proprietary compound someone tried to sneak out in a soda bottle. He said he smelled traces of Pyridine on the cap, so he figured it had to have come from the Synthesis Suite.” She punctuated the lie with a casual shrug, gesturing to the bottle as if it were a lost umbrella. “So... do you think you could run a quick diagnostic? Just confirm if it’s one of yours so I can tell him the 'mystery' is solved?”

It was remarkably easy to spin the bullshit. Annie wouldn't know Pyridine if it hit her in the face, but Google was free and remarkably thorough about what these labs used to cook their high-end batches. Apparently, it was pungent, industrial, and exactly the kind of stench Homelander would complain about.

Fred just stared at the bottle, then at her, his eyes wide and vacant. He looked like he was trying to solve a complex equation where the math didn't add up. The problem wasn't just the story; it was the protocol. Every Vought lifer knew the golden rule: if you aren't in Superhero Management, you don't talk to the 'Talent.' And you certainly don't perform unofficial favors for them.

“But...” he managed, his voice hitching with a heavy dose of hesitation. “We’re technically not allowed to have direct contact with the Seven. It’s a massive HR violation. Are you... are you sure he wanted you to come here? He usually knows the chain of command, he should've known we can't really—”

“Sir,” Annie cut him off, her voice dropping into a register of forced, conspiratorial urgency. “We are very well aware of the HR handbook, which is exactly why Homelander wanted this kept strictly between us. Off the books. No paper trail.” She gave a performative shrug, her expression twisting into a mask of relatable, entry-level misery. “I’m the new girl, remember? I’m basically the Seven’s fancy janitor. I do the cleanups, I do the paperwork, and I run the errands nobody else wants to touch.”

She paused, letting the silence of the lab add weight to her words. “Homelander was dead serious about this, Fred. He smelled something… off. Something that didn't belong in a breakroom. So, if you could just…” She nudged the soda bottle an inch closer across the laminate surface, her gesture an silent command to stop talking and start grinding.

But Fred wasn't a total pushover. He was a man who had survived decades in the Vought machinery by following the lines, not crossing them. He offered a polite, twitchy smile and shook his head, his hands retreating toward the pockets of his lab coat. “I’m truly sorry, Starlight. I just don’t think this is a good idea. Protocol is protocol. Maybe I should just give my supervisor a quick call and—”

“No!” Annie’s voice snapped like a whip, the America's Sweetheart charm dissolving instantly to reveal something much more stern. She took a step into his personal space, her head performing a quick, predatory swivel to ensure the lab remained empty of returning lunch-goers. When she turned back to him, her palms were flat on the workstation, leaning in until she could smell the stale coffee on his breath.

“Dr. Nelson, I hear you. I really do,” she whispered, her tone dropping into a grim, hushed warning. “But if I don’t walk out of here with an answer ASAP, Homelander is going to be beyond upset. And we both know what ‘upset’ looks like for him.”

She let the implication hang in the air, thick and suffocating. She watched the color drain from Fred's face as she twisted the knife of corporate dread. “When he asks me why there’s no answer behind this drink, I’m going to have to be honest. I’ll tell him the staff in the Synthesis Suite refused to cooperate. At that point, it becomes a matter for him and Mr. Edgar to settle. My job will be fine—I’m a brand. But you?” She let out a short exhale that sounded like genuine pity. “I’m not so sure your pension plan is designed to survive a personal inquiry from the CEO.”

She watched his eyes widen briefly. Mentioning Stan Edgar was the nuclear option, the one name that carried more weight than a supe’s fist. 

Fred swallowed hard, a visible tremor hitting his Adam's apple as the reality of his situation set in; he had no choice. 

He let out a defeated sigh that deflated his entire posture. His gaze drifted from Annie’s hard, brown eyes to the glowing pink bottle on his desk. “So,” he started, his voice sounding like it had been dragged over gravel, “I’m supposed to analyze this... and then we pretend this conversation never happened?”

Annie watched the flicker of terror in Fred’s eyes settle into a grim, defeated acceptance. She’d been reading his face like a diagnostic report the entire time, and the Success light had finally blinked on. She flashed him a wide grin and gave him a conspiratorial nod. "Exactly. You're a lifesaver, Fred. Seriously."

To seal the deal, she slid the A3 envelope across the laminate surface, centering it perfectly next to the bottle. "There’s a limited-edition Homelander poster in there. Hand-signed. I figured if you have a teenager at home—or maybe a very enthusiastic nephew—this might make you the hero of the weekend."

The tension in Fred’s shoulders crumbled by fractions. He let out a dry, raspy chuckle, as if he’d just been handed a stay of execution. He reached for the envelope with trembling fingers, peeking inside with genuine curiosity. The man had never touched anything from the "Inner Circle" before. "Thank you. Really. My son... he’s a huge fan."

"You bet!" Annie’s smile widened, but her eyes remained sharp, tracking the clock on the wall. "I also slipped a scratch-off code for my secure VoughtChat channel in there. Just plug that into your app and your messages will bypass the standard filter and land straight in my inbox. Send the results there the second the readout is clear." She gestured toward the bottle one last time, her tone casual but the instruction absolute.

Fred glanced between the Holy Grail of autograph in his hand and the girl standing in his quiet little world. He gave her a slow nod, the fear finally replaced by a sense of professional purpose. "Alright. I’ll get the machine spinning. I’ll get back to you as soon as the molecular mapping is done. And... thanks again for the poster. This means a lot."

Annie offered him one last nod and began to pivot, but she stopped halfway, her expression shifting into one of mock serious corporate concern. "Oh—one more thing, Sir. You can’t put that poster on eBay or redistribute it for commercial gain. It’s a personal gift, strictly for you and your family. If the Vought tracking department sees it on a secondary market, they’ll have both our heads. You understand?"

"Ah, yes. Of course. Strictly personal," Fred stammered, giving her a curt, terrified nod of loyalty.

With a final 'thanks' mouthed toward the chemist, Annie turned and strolled away. She kept her pace rhythmic and casual, the sound of her sneakers a steady thump against the linoleum that broadcasted a complete lack of guilt. She maintained the charade until the heavy lab door shut behind her and the suite was a past already.

The second she was back in the hallway, the charming mask dropped. Her stride lengthened, turning into a brisk power walk as she navigated toward the emergency exit. She hit the stairwell and took the steps two at a time, climbing upward toward Floor 10.

Floor 10 was a place where Supes were a common sight; now more than ever because Madelyn Stillwell was receiving treatment on that floor. So Starlight being seen on the medical floor wouldn't raise a single eyebrow. It was a clean pivot—if security checked the logs, she was just a concerned colleague doing her rounds in the hospital wing.

Once on the tenth floor, Annie smoothed her features into a high functioning professionalism. She kept her pace brisk, her gaze fixed straight ahead, and her hands shoved deep into her pockets to hide the slight tremor of a lingering adrenaline spike. 

“Starlight?” a voice called, cutting through the regular murmurs of the floor.

Annie nearly overshot her mark, her sneakers barking against the polished marble as she skidded to a halt. She turned, forcing a bright, slightly weird laugh. “Oh, hey! Tilda.”

It was the head nurse whose entire career currently revolved around the grueling schedule of Madelyn Stillwell’s treatment. Tilda grinned, closing the distance between them with an easy familiarity.

“Hey! I didn’t realize you were back from the tour,” Tilda said, her eyes scanning Annie with maternal curiosity.

“Yeah, yeah. We touched down late last night,” Annie squeaked, nodding with enough enthusiasm to hopefully ward off any follow-up questions. “I slept like a literal baby. Just getting my bearings back. So, how’s the boss? How’s Ms. Stillwell holding up?”

Tilda’s expression shifted into a professional neutral, the smile fading from her face. She gave a non-committal shrug that didn't exactly scream optimism. “She’s alive. We’ve already cycled through four rounds of dialysis. Her one good kidney is basically doing the work of an entire team right now, but it’s holding. For now. We’re just observing at the moment.”

Annie mirrored the nod, her sympathy feeling a bit clunky and vacant given the neon secret sitting in a lab two floors down. “Right. Of course. Well, keep me in the loop, okay?” She gave Tilda’s arm a quick, sisterly pat. “I’d stay and chat, but I really need to go squeeze back into the suit before Ashley sees me in civilian clothes and has a cardiovascular event.”

The joke landed perfectly, coaxing a genuine chuckle out of the nurse. Annie offered a quick, breezy wave and pivoted, heading for the elevator bank already.

The moment Annie stepped out onto Floor 99, her phone let out a demanding chime. She fished the device from her pocket while marching toward her penthouse, thumbing the screen awake.

A notification from Ashley. Naturally.

It wasn't a private scolding, though. It was a group text, a digital summons blasted to every member of the Seven. URGENT BRIEFING. CONFERENCE ROOM. 15 MINUTES. Ashley was even demanding a digital RSVP, her desperation practically bleeding through the sans-serif font.

Annie let out a sharp, unsurprised huff, the blue light of the screen reflecting in her tired eyes as she rolled them at the notification. She had been back in the tower for less than twenty-four hours, yet the glass walls already felt like they were shrinking. 

With a robotic flick of her thumbs, she navigated to the RSVP confirmation and watched the digital tally climb with grim synchronization; all seven confirmations. The whole dysfunctional family was expected at the table.

Her momentum broke abruptly when the heavy oak door to Maeve’s penthouse swung outward. She skidded to a halt, stumbling back half a step to avoid a collision with the Queen herself. Annie blinked, her attention suddenly split between her phone and the woman standing in the frame.

"Oh. Hey," Annie managed, recovering her cool with a casual, upward jerk of her chin.

Maeve leaned against the doorframe, looking remarkably unbothered. Her usual layer of professional cynicism was still there, but it was dampened by a rare, relaxed sort of lethargy. 

"Hey," Maeve echoed the gesture, then jerked her thumb over her shoulder toward the dim interior of her suite. "You want one of those?" she asked, her voice flat but surprisingly sincere.

Annie’s brow knitted in genuine confusion. "I’m sorry? One of what?"

"Those." Maeve gestured again, stepping aside just enough to invite a look into her penthouse. "I’m finished with them. You want 'em? They're yours if you do."

Intrigued and slightly wary, Annie leaned forward, tilting her head to peer past the threshold. 

The view led straight to the sprawling, king-sized bed. And sprawled across the silk sheets were two men built like Michelangelo had chiseled them himself; bronzed, muscular, and currently snoring with a rhythmic intensity, like exhausted toddlers. Professional escorts, clearly human, and very much indecently exposed in the aftermath of satiating a Supe's appetite.

Annie’s eyes rounded into dinner plates. A hot, prickly flush climbed her neck and bloomed across her cheeks instantly. She recoiled, a nervous giggle escaping her throat as she stepped back into the hallway. "Oh, no—I—thank you, but I don't really—"

She trailed off, unable to find a professional way to finish that sentence. Another coy laugh bubbled up despite her best efforts to remain the serious hero. For a fleeting, intrusive second, the idea of letting a handsome stranger distract her from the Vought nightmare actually sounded tempting, but the filmy absurdity of the offer was enough to keep her grounded.

Maeve watched her for a second, sucking her teeth in a display of pure amusement as she caught the frantic crimson blooming on Starlight’s cheeks. She pulled the door of her penthouse shut behind her, silencing the heavy snoring from within. 

Then, with a flick of her chin, she signaled for the new girl to fall in step as she began her casual, effortless stride down the hall.

"You really need to up your game, kid," Maeve teased, her voice dripping with a lazy, older-sister sort of mockery. "This whole monastic, sexless-martyr routine you’ve got going is going to bore you into an early grave."

Annie let out a breathy laugh, mildly embarrassed, her shrug feeling small and defensive. The heat in her cheeks hadn't quite subsided yet. "I don't know... I just broke up with Supersonic literally thirty six hours ago, you know."

Maeve let out a dismissive scoff that echoed off the empty halls. "All the more reason to fuck some sexy guys." She punctuated the advice with a conspiratorial wink, forcing a fresh, genuine burst of laughter from Annie.

"Alright, fine.” Annie nodded, “Let’s see how this 'single lady' era treats me first. But for the record? I’d much rather start with one of those martinis you’re always shaking up."

Maeve’s chuckle was louder this time, a rare, husky sound that actually reached her eyes. "Don't get ahead of yourself. We aren't friends, remember?"

"Right. Because God forbid we actually enjoy each other's company," Annie shot back, her sarcasm perfectly tuned to Maeve’s frequency. 

They reached the junction where their paths diverged, both women still wearing the remnants of a shared joke. "I’ll see you at the table. I have exactly eleven minutes to squeeze into the swimsuit," Annie called out with a final wave, turning toward her own suite to change into that skimpy one-piece suit that revealed more skin than her personality.

Maeve offered a lazy nod of acknowledgement as the new girl hurried off. The smile hadn’t quite vanished even after Annie left her line of sight, which was a departure from her usual default setting of total apathy. 

There was something undeniably cute—though she’d never admit to using that word—about the way Starlight kept stubbornly colonizing Maeve’s personal space this past month. It was a wide  radius that most people knew better than to cross, yet she seemed to treat it like a neighborhood park.

The truth was, the tower had felt remarkably quiet while the Light of the World tour was out in the sticks. Over the last month, Maeve had developed a cynical, booze fueled habit of using Starlight as a sounding board. She’d spent hours drunk-venting about the corporate rot, the terrifying trajectory of Homelander’s ego, Stillwell’s clinical manipulation, and the general uselessness of the rest of the Seven. It was a relief to have someone who actually listened, and even better to see that Starlight was finally developing a thick enough skin to throw a punchy quip back every now and then.

Maeve found herself wearing a genuine smirk as she crossed the threshold to the conference room, her eyes briefly scanning the empty chairs inside.



 

——




By the time Annie had returned in her gleaming new suit, the table was already a full house. Even Ashley was standing at the tail, looking like she’d spent the last twenty minutes vibrating out of her skin; business as usual.

“Starlight!” Ashley beamed, the corporate politeness a thin veneer over a core of pure stress. “What is it with you always being the last to arrive in meetings? Traffic in the hallway a bit much?” She flashed a wide, toothy grin that didn't reach her twitchy eyes, the kind of smile that was more of a jab than a greeting.

Annie didn't give her the satisfaction of an apology. She just fired back a sugary smile, then looked away as she sauntered toward her chair. She pulled out her seat and sank into it, performing a quick, bored sweep of the room.

Translucent and the Deep were huddled together, snickering over some braindead anecdote about Translucent’s latest film shoot. They’d paused for a split second when she’d walked in, tossing a couple of low effort smirks her way, but the novelty of hazing the rookie had clearly lost its luster. Between the general workload and that little "heart to heart" Homelander had forced on the Deep, the direct bullying had dried up during business hours.

Annie had made sure of it, too. She’d put enough distance between herself and the Megadouche Trio to ensure they couldn't get a grip on her. After that whole fake undercover stunt they’d pulled on her, the lesson had been hammered home: they were just a bunch of dimwitted psychological sadists. She didn't take a single thing they said seriously anymore.

A-Train sat across from her, leaning back and swaying his chair from side to side with a smug, untouchable confidence. The man was buzzing on a different frequency than the rest of the room, toxic masculine ego rolling off him in waves. When their eyes met, he gave her a cocky flick of his chin.

Annie stared right through him, treating him with the same icy silence she reserved for the other two. They were just background noise at this point. 

Down at the far end of the table, the power dynamic was on full display. Homelander was half-crouched beside Black Noir’s chair like a bored predator, all shoved up Noir's personal space. They were huddled over a tablet, Homelander’s gloved fingers stabbing at the glass while he muttered something low and indistinct. 

Every few seconds, Noir would offer a sharp, robotic nod or physically swat Homelander’s hand away to scroll back to a specific file. They hadn't even glanced up when Annie came in, a snub that she found genuinely refreshing. 

It was nice to be invisible for once.

Maeve was already three-quarters of the way to a blackout. She was slumped so deep in her chair she was practically horizontal, nursing a glass of amber liquid and staring at the ceiling like she was trying to manifest a structural collapse. She did, however, cut a quick, knowing look toward Starlight; the universal "here we go again" signal.

Once the room reached a simmering level of compliance, Ashley clapped her hands together with a smack. "Alright, everyone—if I could just have your attention for five minutes, please."

Her grin was a masterpiece; a wide, blindingly white, and trembling expression of high voltage panic with professionalism. 

Homelander finally pulled his attention away from Noir’s screen. He straightened up at a slow pace, and performed a lingering sweep of the table. His gaze caught Annie’s for a beat too long before he looked away. He planted his hands on his hips and let out a heavy, theatrical exhale, finally ready for the drama.

"Right," Ashley started, her jaw clenched tight. She shot a quick, nervous glance at Homelander. "Okay, guys, I know this past week has been... well, 'eventful' is putting it mildly." She let out a sheepish cackle, an obvious nod to the string of spontaneous combustions and the TNT twins’ messy exit. "And I’m genuinely sorry to be the one dropping more bad news on the pile, but we’ve got a situation. Gunpowder had been found murdered in a public toilet at a nightclub last night."

Ashley went quiet, her eyes darting around the room to see who was actively listening and who was just waiting for the catering to arrive. 

The news hung there like a bad smell, disgusting and undeniable.

But the atmosphere in the room remained ironically unchanged. The collective reaction was a vacuum of empathy, as if Ashley had just announced a slight delay in the quarterly earnings report. 

The only one who looked even remotely bothered was Annie, her brow knitting together as she tried to process the sheer brutality of it while the others just stared blankly at their reflections in the obsidian tabletop.

Homelander didn’t even blink. His face was a frozen mask of porcelain indifference, his blue eyes vacant and cold as he waited for further explanation to actually give a shit.

When the silence stretched long enough to become uncomfortable, Ashley pushed forward, her sheepish grin flickering like a dying lightbulb. "The M.E. Report is... it's a disaster. They’re saying someone sexually assaulted Gunpowder before beating him into a pulp in the stall. We’re currently operating under the assumption that—"

"A Supe did it," Homelander interjected, his voice flat and drained of any surprise. It wasn't really a guess, more like a bored observation.

Translucent let out an unsurprised scoff, leaning so far back in his chair the front legs hovered off the floor. "Smells like a revenge hit to me. My money is on Monolithica’s boyfriend. What the hell was his name again?" He tossed a glance toward the Deep, looking for a bit of assist on the gossip.

"You mean Monolith?" the Deep chimed in, a greasy smirk spreading across his face. "That’s her twin brother, you moron. Not the boyfriend."

Translucent only shrugged with an impressive level of apathy. "Same fucking difference. Aren’t they into some weird incestuous shit anyway? Everyone knows those two are 'close.'"

While the idiots bickered, Homelander sauntered back to the head of the table, his movements fluid and predatory. He grabbed his cape with a gloved hand, feeding the heavy fabric through the gap in his chair's handle before sinking into his seat. 

He turned his chillingly blue gaze back toward Translucent. "Why would Monolith bother? Those twins are pretty fucking slutty as far as I know. They aren't exactly picky about who they’re with."

Maeve, who had been staring into the bottom of her glass, suddenly barked a short, serrated laugh. "Please. You clearly missed the shitshow Gunpowder caused last year in Costa Rica."

"Exactly!" Translucent chimed in, leaning forward as the gossip finally trumped the grim reality of the body count. "The guy wouldn't take no for an answer. He wanted a piece of Monolithica while she was already ‘busy’ with Tek Knight. Total lack of etiquette. The prick started rubbing himself on her right there in the middle of the floor. Things got messy the second Monolith stepped in to play hero, and we had to physically scrap them off each other to keep the walls from coming down."

Homelander blinked, the expression flat and vacant. It was the look of processing data that had zero impact on his own godhood, though even he could see the tactical value in a good motive. He turned his head toward Ashley, his gaze sharpening into something cold and dismissive.

"Ashley," he said, his voice a bored drawl. "Send the full forensic spread to my tablet when it's ready, and get the fuck out." He punctuated the command with a flippant wave of his gloved hand; a dismissive, "queenly" gesture that told her she was officially polluting his importance.

"Absolutely! On it!" Ashley’s head bobbed like a dashboard ornament as she turned on her heels. She was out the door before the sentence even finished, her thumbs blurring across her screen as she pinged some of the classified files over to his device, her heels clicking a frantic retreat down the hall.

The heavy doors hissed shut, sealing the Seven into their private bubble of sociopathy. Homelander watched the exit for a beat, then turned back to the veterans of the team, a genuine frown creasing his brow. 

"Wait a second. Where the hell was I when all that was going down?" he demanded. The curiosity was real. He’d cleared the room of the corporate baggage because the annual Herogasm in Costa Rica last year was strictly off the books, a cocktail of depravity that the PR slugs didn't have the stomach to hear about.

Translucent opened his mouth to fill in the blanks, but Homelander shot up a gloved finger, cutting him off with a sharp snap.

"Wait. No. Don't answer it. I remember," Homelander said, a slow, predatory chuckle bubbling up from his chest. The memory hit him like a warm wave of nostalgia.

He’d been knee deep in a literal pile of supes, specifically a handpicked collection of women with various heat and fire-based abilities. He had spent months wondering what a little thermal friction would actually feel like on his indestructible dick, and he’d spent that weekend conducting a very thorough, very enthusiastic scientific exploration. It had been surreal, a blur of flickering orange light and searing skin, and he had savored every scorching second of it.

He leaned back in his chair, the ghost of a satisfied smirk playing on his lips while the women in the room waited for him to get back to the matter of the dead guy in the toilet.

The men around the table exchanged a series of knowing grins, their collective focus momentarily hijacked by the shared, filth stained nostalgia of last year’s retreat. They sat there like a pack of predatory frat boys, already mentally salivating over the next "crossover" event while the memory of the last one hung there like a sweet memory of fraternity.

"I’m telling you, it’s always those Payback oldies stirring up some prehistoric drama during the crossovers," A-Train cut in, his voice airy with a smug chuckle. He leaned back, his chair creaking under his ego. "Honestly? I think we all owe Monolith a fucking drink for finally taking out the trash. One less fossil to babysit." He shot a casual, dismissive glance toward the end of the table where the silent shape of Black Noir sat. "No offense, bro. I know you used to run with those losers."

Noir didn’t react. He didn't even look up. He was hunched over a sketchpad, his charcoal pencil scratching a rhythmic skritch as he sketched something indiscernible, completely insulated from the conversation by his own silent bubble.

Annie watched the display with a rising sense of nausea. She wasn't naive, she knew these people were moral voids, but the sheer casual cruelty of it was breathtaking. A man had been assaulted and killed in a filth-crusted bathroom stall, and they were treating it like a punchline to a joke told a year ago. 

And on top of that, her mind was racing. She remembered Homelander mentioned this "crossover" to her mid-air, right after he’d basically cheered over the TNT Twins’ death. They weren't just ignoring the murders, they were ignoring the pattern.

"Guys? Is that seriously it?" Annie blurted out, her voice cutting through the room’s toxic levity like a bucket of ice water. She leaned forward, her eyes scanning the table with a mixture of disbelief and genuine horror. "The members of Payback are dropping like flies. Gunpowder was raped and murdured. Are we really just going to sit here and talk about who fucked who in Costa Rica?"

"Hah!" Translucent barked, the sound sharp and grating. He looked at her like she was a talking dog. "Please, newbie. Give the conspiracy theories a rest. You’ve been reading too many of those dogshit comics we license. Reality isn't a four-color crossover event. It’s just people being shitty."

Annie’s jaw tightened, “I don’t give a flying fuck about comics. I care about the fact that someone is out there hunting Supes," she snapped, her voice dropping into a dangerous register that actually made the Deep stop smirking for a split second beside Translucent.

She cast Translucent a sharp glare before shifting to the head of the table. She pinned Homelander with a worried stare, refusing to blink.

"Someone didn't just kill him, they sexually assaulted him. Doesn't he deserve some semblance of justice? Or are we just going to keep victim-blaming every corpse we find? We blamed the combustions on the people who blew up, we blamed the nuclear crater on the TNT Twins, and now we’re saying Gunpowder basically invited his own murder? How the hell is any of that fair? How is that 'heroic'?"

"Gee," the Deep drawled, a greasy, self-satisfied smirk splitting his face. "That 'assault' part really struck a nerve there, didn't it, Starlight? You getting flashbacks or something?"

"Shut the fuck up, needledick!"

The words whipped across the table like a live wire from Annie's mouth, a loathing frown carved across her face. 

The silence that followed lasted exactly one second before the room detonated. 

The Deep sat there, mouth agape, looking like a fish gasping for air as the insult bypassed his two remaining brain cells. 

Across from him, A-Train erupted into a synchronous howl of laughter with Translucent at the Deep's side, slapping the black tabletop and pointing at the Deep’s mounting humiliation.

Maeve didn't even look up from her glass, but a deep smirk had sliced across her face as she took a slow sip of scotch. "She'd know," Maeve remarked into her drink, her voice dripping with dry malice. "She was an eyewitness."

Homelander leaned back, a single brow migrating toward his hairline. A crooked smirk pulled at the corner of his mouth as his gaze flickered between Starlight and the Deep, clearly entertained. It was like watching a boring pet suddenly grow fangs. Miss Goody-Two-Shoes was finally growing a spine, molding herself into a younger, blonder version of Maeve. He found the transformation unexpectedly delightful.

The Deep finally found his voice, his face flushing a mottled, angry purple. He let out an offended huff of breath, his hands trembling on the table. "What the fuck did you just call me? You lying little bitch, I'll—"

"You heard me," Annie cut him off, her jaw locked tight, her eyes radiating a cold agitation. "Needledick. Do I need to spell it out for you?"

"Okay, okay. That’s enough," Homelander interrupted, his tone laced with a paternal sort of amusement. He raised a hand to quiet the braying laughter of the other men, then turned his focus toward the Moronic Trio. "Look, as much as I’m enjoying the internal monologue here, she’s right. Payback really are dropping like fucking flies, and she has a point."

He turned back to Starlight then, the amused glint never quite leaving his blue eyes. His tone shifted into something conversational, almost reasonable. "Someone clearly walked away from Herogasm with a massive hard-on and a throbbing grudge. We need to scrape this problem off the shoe before this year’s crossover kicks off, and I want this year’s event to be uninterrupted."

Maeve gave a microscopic tilt of her head, a silent concession to the logic buried in Homelander’s bored decree. Even she couldn't argue with the body count.

Across the table, the heat finally began to bleed out of the Deep’s face. He exchanged a seeking look with A-Train and Translucent, who were now bobbing their heads with a rhythmic shrug of agreement. If Homelander said the new kid was right, then by some transitive property of corporate sycophancy, the kid was right.

Annie, however, was stranded in the dark. She looked from one smug face to the next, her confusion mounting. “Wait... what the hell is this Herogasm?” she asked, the question coming out too naive for a room full of predators. 

The Megadouche Trio didn’t even try to hide it this time. They burst into a fresh round of laughter. 

"Nothing, newbie," Translucent chimed, leaning over the table until he was nearly wheezing. "Just a little annual tradition. We all get together for a 48-hour prayer circle at a local church. Very wholesome. Lots of... laying on of hands." They roared again, the sound hitting the walls like a physical punch.

Homelander's smirk deepened as he released a sigh through his nose, eyes rolling wearily. “Guys... stop snickering like a bunch of Japanese schoolgirls.” He flicked a dismissive hand at the trio, his gaze drifting from Maeve’s stone-cold indifference to Noir’s silent sketching, and then back to the idiots.

“Speaking of Herogasm, the countdown is officially at fourteen days. Mark your calendars. And since the quarter was decent, I’m personally sponsoring the bar this year.” Homelander added, his tone almost endearing at this point. 

“Hell fucking yeah!” A-Train hollered, throwing his hands into the air and performing a mock bow across the table. 

The Deep and Translucent followed suit, cheering like they’d just been told the war was over. It was the only thing that could ever unify this collection of sociopaths; the promise of a week-long, drug fueled fuck-fest where the laws of physics and morality were both suspended for 48 hours.

Homelander basked in the noise, a small, satisfied chuckle vibrating in his chest as he soaked up the primitive adoration of his subordinates. He loved being the benefactor of their depravity. But the high didn't last. His eyes eventually drifted back to the far end of the table, where Starlight sat.

She was fuming. Her entire posture was a rigid monument to virtuous disappointment, her jaw set so tight it was almost funny. The "hero" act was back in full swing, and it was clearly grating on his nerves.

A quiet, tired sigh escaped Homelander’s lips again. He shook his head ever so slightly, raising a hand to settle the room's manic cheering. When the noise finally decayed into a thick, expectant silence, he leaned forward, his tone shifting into something that sounded ironically like a peace offering.

“Starlight,” he said, his voice smooth, rich, and terrifyingly sincere. “Since you’re so eager to ‘bring justice’ to a dead man in a toilet... why don't we put that energy to work? You and the Deep can team up. You’re the lead on the Gunpowder investigation. How does that sound, Detective?”

Annie’s head snapped toward Homelander, her neck tendons pulling taut with pure horror at the suggestion. "You’ve got to be shitting me," she blurted out, her voice cracking in contempt. "Why the hell would I ever want to team up with him?"

"Why not?" Homelander countered, already pushing his chair back with a smooth, predatory grace. He stood up, looking down at the table like a king bored with his court. "It’s blatantly obvious you two have zero rapport. A little quality time in the trenches is exactly what’s needed to mitigate that pathetic friction. Don’t you think?"

"But—"

"No more fucking tantrums, please," Homelander cut her off, leveling a gloved finger in her direction. His cadence wasn't even aggressive, it was chillingly professional, delivered with a casual detachment despite knowing full well exactly how much Starlight wanted to vomit at the prospect. "You two are going to solve your little back-alley murder mystery before the 14-day clock runs out—before Herogasm. We clear?"

He let his gaze drift between the Deep’s smug face and Starlight’s vibrating rage, his eyes twinkling with a patronizing paternal malice.

"Aye, aye, Captain!" the Deep chirped, snapping a mock salute that made his shoulder joints click. He turned his head toward Annie, his smirk widening into something greasy and triumphant.

Annie just sat there, blinking slowly as the irritation flared white-hot behind her eyes. It was a bleak epiphany, hitting her like a slap to the face. These people didn't give a single shit about the bad things happening in the world; they were the bad things happening in the world. They were the chief arsonists in a world that still called them the fire department.

Her jaw tightened by agonizing degrees, her teeth grinding together as she mentally burned a hole through the Deep. Finally, she snapped her head back toward the head of the table. "Yes, Homelander. Understood."

"Good. Glad we could have this little heart-to-heart." Homelander huffed a short breath of relief, the sound of finally checking a tedious chore off his to-do list. "Class dismissed!"

He clapped his palms together with a loud thwack and stalked away from the table, his cape billowing behind him as he washed his hands of the petty, bottom tier drama that was officially beneath his pay grade.





——

 

    

The elevator chimed with a melodic ping, and as the brushed gold doors parted, Homelander stepped out into the lobby of floor 55. 

The space always smelled of expensive eucalyptus and hyperfiltered air. The entire level was designed to mimic a luxurious Zen retreat while maintaining the corporate flavor of Vought. Beyond the floor-to-ceiling glass walls, the New York skyline had begun its nightly transformation into a sprawling, glittering carpet of light under the darkening sky.

At the reception desk, two attendants stood with a stiff posture, looking like two wax figures in a museum. They didn't speak as Homelander approached, mostly because the silence here was a requirement, actually. 

One staffer held a silver tray draped with a plush, silk lined navy blue robe and a stack of Egyptian cotton towels. The other waited with open arms, ready to receive the most expensive laundry in the Western hemisphere.

Homelander grabbed the robe and disappeared into the private changing stalls without a single word of acknowledgment. A few minutes later, he emerged with the iconic suit replaced by the simple blue robe, which he tied loosely over a pair of dark boxers. He wordlessly handed over the suit, the cape, and the boots to the waiting attendant.

The staff exchanged a microscopic glance, clearly surprised. 

The fact that he had actually donned the robe today meant he was planning to get into the water. Usually, he would simply stalk through the facility in full, intimidating regalia to hover near Noir, never once bothering to touch the pool. 

It was an objectively bizarre sight for them to process. Here was the most powerful man on the planet, stripped of his patriotic garment and standing in a bathrobe, yet he still radiated enough latent energy to make the fine hairs on the staff’s arms stand straight up. 

This break from the routine was staggeringly new for them, but they maintained their professional masks of blankness with meticulous care.

Homelander snatched a heavy towel from the tray and began the long, echoing trek toward the pool wing. 

The "Pool" was a corporate misnomer actually. The space was an engineering marvel, a sapphire abyss that carved through one entire side of the level and plunged deep into the structural guts of Floor 54. It was a pressurized titanium tank designed to withstand the physical displacement of gods who needed more than just a place to do laps.

He bypassed the heavy glass partitions and the humidity hit him like a warm damp cloth. The air was a thick, swampy cocktail of industrial grade chlorine and topshelf gin.

​Maeve was already a fixture of the landscape, a  dark silhouette framed against the glow of the water. She wasn’t exactly swimming. Instead, she drifted with a lazy boredom beside the submerged poolside bar, one hand planted on the marble ledge while the other manipulated a silver shaker, her focus razor sharp like a chemist. She watched the crystal clear martini cascade into a chilled glass as she began the pour. 

Maeve had a notorious habit of physically throwing out any professional bartender Vought sent her way. Unless there was a party, she preferred to be the one handling her poison.

​Meanwhile, Homelander paced to the very edge of the drop-off and stared into the depths of the pool. 

Far below the shimmering surface, in the high pressure zone of the lower level, a dark shape sat perfectly motionless on the floor. Black Noir was down there, settled cross-legged at the bottom of the tank, his silhouette warped and bloated by fifteen feet of chlorinated water. He looked like a discarded bronze statue someone had forgotten to bolt down.

​“He’s doing it again,” Maeve drawled from her corner. She didn't bother lifting her eyes from the olive she was skewering. “My money’s on oxygen deprivation training. Or he’s finally trying to drown himself. What’s your take?”

Homelander let out a short amused breath, his eyes never wavering from the motionless shadow of Noir.

"He’s not training," he said, the words carrying a flat finality as he took off the robe, draping it over a lounging chair, and sauntered toward the pool ladder. "It’s a meditative exercise. Sensory deprivation. He’s tuning out the world because, frankly, who wouldn’t?"

​He began to lower himself into the water, the surface breaking with a rhythmic slosh that echoed through the humid chamber. 

The sound was enough to make Maeve’s eyes snap up from her martini, her professional apathy momentarily faltering by a genuine spark of shock. A quiet, raspy huff of surprise escaped her lips as she watched the bare back of him lowering into the water.

​“Holy shit,” she drawled again, her voice dripping with a fresh coat of sarcasm. “The mighty Homelander touches the peasant waters. What happened? Are the dry cleaners on a strike?”

​A subtle yet dangerous smirk tugged at Homelander’s mouth as he drifted further into the blue, closing the distance between them with a lazy stroke. He kept his head high, ensuring his hair remained perfectly styled and dry, his blue eyes fixed on Maeve with an unblinking gaze.

​He parked himself directly beside her at the submerged bar, his gaze dropping briefly to the depths where Noir remained a silent gargoyle. He then turned his attention back to Maeve, watching her with a bored intensity as she took a slow sip from her glass.

​Maeve didn't look away this entire time. She was still recalibrating the sight of him actually submerged for the first time in recent memory. Usually, he’d just haunt the poolside lounging chairs, sulking about Stan Edgar’s icy dismissal or Madelyn Stillwell’s latest manipulation of his ego. 

More often than not, Maeve and Noir were his involuntary therapists, the unfortunate victims of his need to vent his bitter, hateful frustrations to the only two people he considered even remotely close to his level in some fucked up sense of amity. 

​The Moronic Trio never had the privilege of hearing him speak his mind; if you could call the unfiltered toxic waste of his inner monologue a "mind", that is. The thought of A-Train or the Deep trying to handle a Homelander therapy session brought a genuine chuckle to Maeve’s lips.

​“So, what’s the occasion?” she asked, a teasing smirk finally surfacing. “Anything special today?”

Homelander narrowed his eyes, his face settling into a mask of mock innocence that wouldn't have fooled a toddler. 

"What? I can't take a dip every once in a while?" he asked, punctuated by a flippant one-shouldered shrug that sent a small ripple through the sapphire water.

​Maeve’s smirk only dug deeper into her cheek. "Sure, you can. It’s just that you don't. Ever."

​"Well, I’m doing it now, aren't I?" Homelander countered with a dismissive dry scoff, the sound echoing off the damp marble.

​"Okayyy," Maeve sang out playfully, the word stretching out with a bored musical indifference. She turned her face away, focusing her entire being on the rim of her martini glass as she took a long sip.

​A heavy silence settled over the wing, broken only by the rhythmic muffled hum of the filtration system deep in the walls. 

Homelander had gone still, his gaze drifting aimlessly across the surface of the pool. He watched the overhead lights swirl and fracture against the moving water, the neon blues and soft whites dancing in a hypnotic loop.

The tension seemed to bleed out of his shoulders in the meantime as his superhuman physiology finally adjusted to the cool embrace of the pool, his muscles unclenched by the mindless pressure of the water.

​When the silence stretched too long, Maeve cut a sidelong glance at him, a single brow creeping upward as she studied his distracted profile. 

The man looked genuinely troubled; not the typical, vein-popping rage she was used to seeing, but something quieter and more corrosive. It was the specific kind of brooding he displayed for when the world wasn't bending to his will quite fast enough. Usually, he’d hover in this state of prickly silence until either she or Noir propped him up and invited him to dump his psychological baggage on them.

​She felt a familiar weary roll of her eyes and exhaled a sharp breath through her nose. Yeah, absolutely not. She wasn't in the mood to play the therapist tonight. She had enough of her own bile to swallow without adding his to the mix.

​So, instead of taking the bait and asking what was eating him, she decided to hijack the silence with a topic she actually gave a fuck about.

​"You really shouldn't be so hard on Starlight, you know," Maeve said abruptly. Her voice was conversational and stripped of any sentimental warmth, sounding more like an exhausted project manager giving a factual performance review than a mentor sticking up for a protégé.

Homelander remained perfectly motionless, a submerged monument of muscle and ego. He only blinked once, breaking his hypnotized gaze from the swirling light show on the water's surface. Then, with an intent tilt of his head, he cast a look toward Maeve, a faint frown creasing his brow.

​"Well, at least I’m not hard for her. Just on her," he quipped, his voice a dry drawl. He offered a dismissive shrug before turning his face away again. 

​Maeve didn't laugh. She didn't even acknowledge the pathetic juvenile wordplay, offering instead an unsurprised grimace. She took a slow methodical sip from her glass, her eyes fixed on the far wall. "Why'd you partner her with the Deep? He's an idiot. You know that better than anyone."

​A sharp, almost offended scoff escaped Homelander’s throat in immediate dismissal. 

"Just because she has a hysterical little allergy to the man, doesn't mean she’s immune to his exposure. It’s part of the job. Like the rest of us. We all find him revolting, don't we?" He flashed her a blindingly white grin, a manufactured expression of camaraderie that demanded she play along.

​"No," Maeve said, shaking her head as she watched the last of the gin swirl in her glass. "That’s not what I’m getting at. She's reaching her limit. Deep is going to get himself killed if he keeps trying to pull her leg.” She took another sip, a dark, razor thin smirk ghosting across her lips. "No puns intended."

​Homelander turned to look at her again, letting out a sudden delighted chuckle, visibly energized by the realization that Maeve was actually showing a flicker of concern for the Deep's safety, not the new girl. 

"You say that like it’d be a tragedy," he said, his tone a toxic blend of playfulness and grim sincerity.

​"I mean—fuck, I want to cave the idiot's face in half the time myself," Maeve admitted with a heavy sigh. She tipped her head back and downed the remainder of her martini in one long gulp, the ice rattling against the crystal.

​Homelander laughed then, a proper, booming sound that bounced off the high marble ceiling and vibrated through the humid air. He leaned over the edge of the bar, his eyes dropping back to the silent tomb where Noir remained grounded to the floor.

​"What’s the verdict, Noir?" he called out, his voice echoing through the chamber. "Am I being too 'hard' on the new kid? And more importantly—should we let Maeve finally rearrange the Deep’s features?"

Noir didn't break the surface with a splash so much as he haunted his way out of it. Within a minute, the dark shape drifted upward until his mask breached the water with a heavy slosh. The kevlar of his suit clung to his frame, slick and shimmering under the neon ambient lights.

​For a moment, it looked as though he’d actually surfaced to weigh in on the Deep’s impending facial reconstruction. Instead, Noir simply drew in one long breath, exhaled it with a slow hiss, and took another deep lungful of oxygen.

Then, he tipped backward. The man vanished into the blue abyss without a single gesture, the water swallowing him whole once more.

​Homelander, who had been leaning back with an expectant, almost boyish tilt to his head, blinked slowly. The realization that Noir was strictly in "spectator mode" tonight hit him like an emotional slap he'd been trying to get used to lately.  

​“Urghh,” Homelander groaned, his eyes rolling theatrically. “I hate it when he does that silent monk thing. Incredibly rude.”

​Maeve didn't even look up. She was already busy at the bar, her hands moving with alcoholic grace as she began assembling her next drink. 

“So,” she said, her voice cutting through the damp air with a dry yet casual tone. “What’s actually eating you tonight?”

​Homelander’s head snapped toward her in an instant, his neck muscles corded and stiff. “What the hell makes you think something’s eating me?”

​“Well, for starters, you’re distracted. You’ve got that look—like you’re having a very loud, very annoying argument with yourself inside your head,” Maeve teased, the rhythmic sound of the cocktail mixer providing a metallic backbeat to her observation.

​“Wrong. I’m fine. You’re just projecting your own delusional misery onto me,” Homelander denied, his tone airy and casual as he flicked a dismissive hand through the air.

​Maeve’s shoulders rolled in a lazy non-committal shrug. “Mmkay. Whatever helps you sleep at night, big guy.”

​She poured the sixth martini of the hour into a fresh glass, the crystal clinking softly against the marble ledge. She began to sip in a peaceful silence, staring out at the skyline beyond the pool. At the very least, if he decided to have a nuclear meltdown later, he couldn’t claim she hadn’t offered him the floor.

The silence settled over the water with a comfortable and familiar weight, but Homelander wasn't exactly at peace. He kept cutting side glances toward Maeve, his eyes tracing the thin straps of her bikini tied at the nape of her neck. 

He waited, his ego practically straining as he held out for her to crack and probe him for more details. But when it became painfully clear that Maeve was perfectly content to let him rot in his own head, he finally caved.

​"I mean—Starlight has a point, you know," he said, his voice dropping into a conspiratorial register. He looked at Maeve through the corner of his eye, his usual smugness replaced by something resembling genuine concern. "The TNT Twins are toast. Gunpowder is a grease stain in a bathroom. It’s more than a little weird that three people from the same team—the Seven before there was even a Seven—are suddenly dead. You saw the mess at the Twins' place."

​"Mm-hm," Maeve muttered. She didn't turn to look, but her face creased into a deep, thoughtful frown as she worked through the implications. "So… what? You’re implying someone has a targeted hard-on for Payback? Because if that’s the case, it means Noir has a bullseye on his back too, doesn’t it?"

​Homelander’s head jerked toward her fully this time, the suggestion that Noir might actually be vulnerable hitting him with a physical jolt he wasn't prepared for. 

He smacked his lips in instant denial, the sound sharp in the humid air, and shook his head with a frantic sort of certainty.

​"No? No way. Noir isn't some bargain-bin Supe you can just catch anywhere. You don't just 'kill' him. He’s smart, he’s competent, and he’s... he’s Black fucking Noir. He's strong." He turned back toward the dark abyss of the pool, his voice rising into a holler that echoed off the ceiling. "What’s the word, Noir? You guys leave any loose ends back in the day? Anyone from the old crowd still holding a grudge?"

The comedy of the situation wasn't lost on the room, of course. Noir began his buoyant ascent again, rising through the sapphire depths like a modern swamp monster. 

Homelander and Maeve exchanged a brief, expectant glance, suspended in the humid silence as they waited for the oracle to speak.

​But the punchline was identical. Noir’s masked head broke the surface with a wet slosh of water. He drew in a sharp, rattling breath, pushed it out, and then dragged in another lungful of air.

​“Hey, did you even hear what I sai—” Homelander started, his voice sharpening with a needy edge. But before he could even finish the sentence, Noir tipped backward. 

This time he didn't just submerge, he plummeted in a single dive all the way back down to the deepest corner of the tank.

​Interrupted mid-thought and left staring at a patch of bubbles, Homelander blinked stupidly. The amusement had officially curdled into a prickly annoyance. 

He let out a heavy sigh, theatrical in its glory, and turned to Maeve. “Is he going to keep doing that tonight?”

Maeve let out a delighted chuckle, amused not only by Noir's comical weirdness but also Homelander's grating ego crashing by the lack of adequate attention from his fuckbuddy. 

​“You tell me!” she joked, her voice bouncing off the marble. “The man never even takes off his suit. He's in the fucking pool in that suit.”

​Homelander rolled his eyes, a microscopic nod of agreement escaping him. He gave a frustrated shake of his head as if physically tossing the thought of Noir away. 

“Fuck him. If he wants to play submarine, let him.” He flicked his chin toward the heavy amber bottle on the ledge, his tone dropping into a flat and deeply bored command. “Pour me one, will you?”

​Maeve set her martini glass down on the counter with a soft clink and reached for the whiskey. She poured it neat, the liquid catching the blue ambient light as it filled the glass for him.

​“So, how was the grand tour?” she asked, her curiosity wrapped in a thick layer of sarcasm. “I’m surprised Starlight hasn't tried to quit the team yet”

​Homelander's brows knit into a curious, almost defensive frown. “Tour was a total shitshow—which I know you knew. And why the hell would she quit?”

Maeve offered a lazy shrug, her movements fluid and indifferent in the chest-high water. “Everyone tries to bail after their first field day with you. It’s a rite of passage. Then Vought’s legal team has to remind them about that lovely sixty-five-million-dollar contract they signed—the one that bars them from even thinking about the exit for at least five years of service.”

​She delivered the line with a clinical flatness, like reading it out from a textbook. She slid the whiskey glass across the marble toward Homelander, who intercepted it with a self-satisfied smirk.

​He took a slow, intent sip, the amber liquid blooming into a controlled fire that scorched his throat and stirred his hypersensitive taste buds. A microfrown had creased his brow on pure instinct, a rare sensation that actually registered against his invulnerability.

​“I don’t know—and I don’t particularly care,” he said eventually, his wrist flicking in a slow circle to swirl the whiskey against the glass. “But seriously, why does everyone have such a hard-on for leaving?” He slanted his head, his expression shifting into a look of genuine curiosity. 

It was a blind spot in his god complex. The idea that anyone would want to escape his orbit was a piece of data his brain simply couldn't process. After all, wasn't he the most magnetic man to walk the Earth? 

​Maeve barked out a sharp scoff, unsurprised by his lack of self awareness. The sound echoing constantly through the humid wing. “Well, everyone gets a little scared after getting railed by the Mighty Homelander—figuratively and literally.” 

​A small crooked smirk unfurled at the corner of Homelander’s mouth, twitching with a mix of pride and dark amusement. 

“Interesting.” He said, “I guess that explains why Starlight is still hanging around. I haven’t really… you know. Not yet.” He gave a small shrug, leaving the sentence hanging awkwardly. He hadn't bothered to establish any kind of sexual dominion over the new girl, and the admission felt strangely heavy.

​“Wait—what?” Maeve spat, nearly choking on a stray drop of gin. She looked at him with an expression of pure, incredulous shock. “That’s a fucking first for you. How come?” 

Homelander’s face soured into a deeply uninterested grimace as the line of questioning began to poke at his ego. 

"You’re asking too many questions tonight, Maeve," he muttered, the warning in his voice barely marked by a layer of bored irritation. He drained the rest of his whiskey in one aggressive swig, the glass hitting the marble bar with a loud clack before he pushed off.

​He swam away from her with a few powerful strokes, eventually settling into a lazy, aimless drift across the sapphire expanse. He floated there like a discarded buoy for a while, staring up at the vaulted ceiling. 

“Why are you so invested in the girl, anyway?” he called out after a few minutes of silence, his tone suddenly guarded. 

​Maeve didn't even bother looking up from her glass, offering nothing more than a light shrug of her damp shoulders. “She’s smart. I like her. It’s a rare find in this building.”

​Homelander sneered at the statement, pointedly ignoring the comment as he stared into the middle distance. He clearly didn't like the idea of his close circle people getting fond of the new girl. 

But in a dark and annoyingly honest corner of his mind, he knew Maeve was right. 

The new girl possessed a certain cerebral sharpness that made the Moronic Trio look like a collection of concussed golden retrievers. He’d seen the firsthand proof of her competence during the tour, but there was no way in hell he was going to dignify Maeve’s observation with a verbal agreement.

​He was well aware that Maeve and Starlight had been hanging out more frequently lately. He also knew that Maeve had a chronic tendency to let her true opinions leak out once the peg count hit the double digits. If he gave her even a shred of validation, she’d undoubtedly spill the beans to Starlight; letting slip that the great Homelander actually thought she was capable.

​He had absolutely no intention of pumping a rookie full of unnecessary encouragement. The girl was already a self-righteous little bitch as it was. The last thing she needed was the confidence to match her moral compass.

Homelander decided to cut the cord on any further verbal sparring, drifting further away from Maeve and the silent gargoyle at the bottom of the tank. He spent the next few minutes drifting through the sapphire water with a deceptively easy grace. It was peaceful—until it wasn't

The second he allowed his head to dip fully beneath the surface, the present dissolved, replaced by an unpleasant and completely unwanted flash of a life he’d spent decades trying to bury.

​The memory struck him like a deadly lightning. He was back in the lab, a terrified boy suspended in a reinforced glass tank full of toxic chemicals. 

Back then, he used to be submerged in those fluids for days on end for stress testing. The silence of the tank had an incessant ringing to it, a memory absorbed deep in his muscles. He’d survived it, obviously, but he had never quite purged the marrow-deep horror of sensory deprivation, the feeling of the world being erased by a suffocating silence.

​Under the surface of the pool, Homelander gasped.

​The reflexive inhale pulled a lungful of chlorinated water into his throat. His eyes shot wide, white-rimmed with a sudden primitive panic as he realized he was sinking—slowly, helplessly—toward the dark floor at the bottom.

​He recalibrated himself hastily, like a firing synapse, forcing his limbs into a controlled motion before either of his teammates could register the lapse. 

He broke the surface in a neglected corner of the pool, his blonde hair finally losing its perfect structure and plastered to his forehead in wet golden streaks.

​He huffed a series of loud, ragged breaths, followed by a few violent coughs as he blinked the stinging water from his eyes. He shook his head with a frantic intensity, trying to physically dislodge the ghost of the lab from his skull. He didn't even realize he was sneering, his upper lip curled in a hateful snarl at his own body for betraying him with such a pathetic trigger of trauma. 

This was exactly why he never got into the pool. He hated this sensation of fear induced by bad memories. 

​“You okay over there? Out of practice?” Maeve called out from the bar.

​She didn't even bother to turn her head, her focus remaining entirely on the olive at the bottom of her glass. The question was an empty courtesy, a low effort play to prevent the inevitable sulking fit Homelander would throw if he felt ignored. She couldn't have cared less if he’d actually started to drown, but a little verbal maintenance was a small price to pay for the staggering paycheck Vought deposited into her account every month.

Homelander didn't bother offering Maeve the satisfaction of a response. He spent a few more seconds aggressively blinking the sting of chlorine from his eyes, waiting for the mental static of his laboratory childhood to fade into the background. 

Once he felt the familiar cold mask of his public persona slide back into place, he cut through the water with a slow but powerful stroke, returning to the center of the pool.

Almost as if on cue, the dark shape at the bottom of the tank stirred for the third time. Noir drifted upward with a spectral grace. By the time Homelander reached the center, Noir had already breached the surface, the water cascading off his plated shoulders in thick sheets. 

This time, however, the routine changed. Instead of the breathing exercises, Noir paddled over to a stainless steel ladder and began to climb out of the pool.

The shift in behavior acted like a magnet for the room’s attention. 

Homelander and Maeve watched with a shared and silent curiosity as the mute ninja hauled his saturated frame onto the marble floor. 

He left a wide, glistening trail of water in his wake as he strolled over to the row of lounging chairs with a heavy squelching gait. He snatched up a plush robe, sliding it over his dripping suit and yanking the belt into a tight knot at his waist. 

He stood there for a beat, his masked head swiveling from Homelander to Maeve like a curious owl, leaving them both suspended in a state of confused expectation.

Noir reached for the legal pad resting on his lounging chair. He plucked a pen from the wire binding with a metallic click and began to flip through the damp pages. After a frantic moment of scribbling, the sound of the nib digging into the paper audible even over the pool’s filtration system, he turned back to the pair and hoisted the notepad high.

The message was scrawled in aggressive block letters:

“YOU DIDN'T FUCK STARLIGHT BECAUSE YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON HER”

Yes. All caps and no punctuation. Just a blunt-force psychological assessment.

Homelander’s face underwent an instantaneously violent transformation. His brow furrowed into a tight knot and his mouth pulled back into a scowl of pure offense. 

“What the fuck are you even—wait, why the fuck would you even say that?!” he demanded, his voice rose and cracked with a sincere incredulity that lacked its usual murderous edge, replaced instead by a frantic defensiveness. It was almost like a teenager was caught with a naughty magazine.

In the background, the silence of the room was demolished by a booming explosion of laughter. Maeve had leaned back against the submerged bar, her head turned toward the ceiling as she surrendered to a fit of unbridled amusement. 

She was deep enough into her sixth martini for the filter between her brain and her mouth to have dissolved entirely. The sight of the most feared being on the planet getting called out by his silent fuckbuddy in a bathrobe over his suit was, in her professional opinion, the funniest thing to happen in the Tower all year.

Homelander whipped his head toward her, leveling a raging glare in her direction, but Maeve was far too gone to care about the imminent threat of laser vision.

Before Homelander could even open his mouth to reiterate his outrage, Noir had already flipped the page over and scribbled on the paper again. The scrawl was even more aggressive this time, the ink bleeding into the damp paper. 

Once done, he held it up again:

“YOU DON'T DISAPPOINT WHO YOU ADMIRE”

Homelander froze, his eyes widening as he read the words over and over. He blinked, momentarily stunned into a rare silence by the sudden soul-baring from his silent shadow. 

The statement carried a double-edged meaning that cut through his facade with pinpoint accuracy. Deep down, in the parts of his psyche he kept buried under layers of patriotic theater and murderous entitlement, Homelander lived in a perpetual state of terror at the thought of disappointing those he secretly held in high regard. 

It was a file he kept firmly locked in the "denial" cabinet of his brain, yet it cruelly remained the only real leash the scientists back at the lab had ever successfully used to keep their god-king contained.

The irony of the statement wasn't lost on him, even as his blood began to simmer. 

Homelander was, in his own twisted way, also a fiercely loyal friend to the man in the bathrobe. He didn't just trust Noir, he cared for him with a genuine, protective admiration that he didn't extend to any other living soul. He treated the rest of the Seven like disposable props and Maeve like a bitter ex-business partner, but he never let Noir down, never disappointed him. He'd always funneled the most critical and blood-soaked missions to Noir, trusting his competence above the rest of the team combined. 

So, of course, Noir knew what he was talking about. 

But having that reality stripped naked and held up on a cheap legal pad in the middle of a pool session was too much. The vulnerability of the observation made his skin crawl. 

What the fuck? he thought, his jaw working as he stared at the ink. 

It was one thing to have a silent bond of mutual respect, but it was quite another to have his emotional plumbing mapped out in front of a drunk, cackling Maeve.

Homelander cast another glare toward Maeve, who was still vibrating with a low chuckle, before snapping his attention back to Noir. He could feel his blood boiling, though the heat wasn't fueled by his usual homicidal impulse. Instead, it was the prickly and suffocating shame of being caught psychologically naked in a spotlight he hadn't asked for. 

He felt exposed, his mental wiring laid out on a damp paper like a biological specimen.

Rather than dignifying their playful bluntness with a defensive outburst or a calculated lie, he opted for a display of theatrical boredom. "You two are a couple of insufferable dicks," he spat, his voice thick with a scowl that didn't quite hide the tremor of irritation.

He didn't bother with the mundane dignity of the pool ladder after that. He simply rose straight out of the water, defying gravity with a casual and arrogant  power of the god he believed himself to be. 

Sheets of sapphire water cascaded off the planes of his chest and the ribbed muscle of his stomach, raining back into the pool in a rhythmic downpour. He drifted through the humid air toward the lounging chairs, finally grounding himself on the tiles with nothing but his dark boxers clinging to his frame.

In a fit of performative pique, he snatched up his navy blue robe, the silk snapping through the air as he shoved his arms into the sleeves. His movements were jerky and petulant, the physical manifestation of a silent tantrum. He yanked the belt into a loose, lopsided knot over his waist and began a stomping march toward the exit. 

He kept his chin cocked at a smug angle, blue eyes turning flat and glacial as he retreated into his preferred shell of superiority.

Behind him, Noir remained a silent sentinel on the pool deck, the notepad still clutched in his hand like a smoking gun. 

At the bar, Maeve was already reaching for the gin again, her shoulders shaking with the remnants of her amusement as she prepared to construct her seventh martini of the evening.

After a moment of staring at the retreating back of the world’s most powerful toddler, Noir gave a small, indifferent shrug to himself. He turned and began to follow after the captain, his waterlogged footsteps tracing a glistening path on the floor in their wake.

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Chapter 10: Time For That Freefall

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⚠️WARNING: Themes of sexual assault. Reader discretion is advised.

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Halllo! :)

I’m officially, partially back. I tried to stay away, but turns out a life without writing isn't actually a life at all. I’m closing in on the end of Arc 3, so I’ve decided to drop the rest of the arc before taking one final breather to write the final arc. I've also made some new art for this story (because, why not?). Hope you'd like the immersion.

Expect chapter drops through 15 or 16 in the upcoming days. Hope you haven’t scrubbed me from your memory yet! 🥺 To make up for the wait, I’m dropping two chapters per upload. Enjoy!

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"From the final autopsy, it’s clear the victim was struck over a hundred times with something exceptionally heavy and solid," the Lead Pathologist said, the deep furrow between his brows looking like a permanent feature of his face. He didn't look disturbed; but sort of annoyed by the sheer amount of paperwork a pulverized skull had generated. "Since Gunpowder was a high-tier meta—excuse me, a superhuman—it’s a safe bet the killer was one too. Regular metal shouldn't have been able to cut through him like this."

The doctor turned toward the stainless steel table, his gloved finger hovering over the crater where the left half of Gunpowder’s skull used to be. "These specific fractures at the lateral sphenoid and zygomatic arch are perfectly consistent with the debris we recovered from the crime scene. His head was slammed into the basins at least thirty times. Honestly, the entire public restroom was a slaughterhouse."

Annie stood a few feet back, her posture rigid as she absorbed the clinical horror of the report. She was listening intently, her own frown deepening as she tried to reconcile the hero on the posters with the wet, broken thing on the slab. Her eyes kept darting around the room in sharp, cautious glances, struggling to adjust to the reality of her surroundings. She’d never stepped foot in a morgue before, let alone one buried in the bowels of a corporate skyscraper. 

It turned out the Seven Tower had plenty of sub-levels, and apparently, they functioned as a filing system for the company’s dead investments.

When Starlight offered no immediate follow-up, the pathologist cleared his throat and flipped a page on his files, moving to the next grim chapter of the assessment. 

"Then, there’s the matter of the sexual assault. We recovered viable semen samples during the intake. We can officially confirm he was systematically assaulted prior to the time of death."

Annie winced, the detail hitting her like a physical blow to the conscience. As if the bone-chilling cold of the morgue wasn't spooky enough, she was now being fed a narrative that left her momentarily stunned. She felt a wave of genuine nausea roll through her, but she forced her expression to remain neutral, masking her shock with a look of professional, thoughtful contemplation.

After a long, heavy beat, she finally exhaled a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. She glanced one last time at the remains of Gunpowder before looking back at the Pathologist. 

"Thank you for being thorough," Annie said, her voice steady despite the internal spook. "Do you mind if I take the file for a while? I need to review the specifics."

Before the pathologist could even open his mouth to answer, the heavy steel door to the morgue swung open with enough force to slam against the wall, the metallic bang echoing through the room like a controlled explosion.

Both Annie and the doctor jerked at the noise, their heads snapping toward the entrance.

“Sup, guys?” The Deep called out, stepping into the sterile chill with a wide, self-satisfied grin and his hands planted firmly on his hips. 

He looked like he was auditioning for a cologne commercial, his suave setting dialed up to an obnoxious ten, seemingly oblivious to the fact that he was standing ten feet away from a pulverized skull.

Annie didn't even try to hide her reaction. She rolled her eyes, her head shaking in a slow display of disappointment that had become her default setting whenever he was around. “Did you get it? The surveillance footage from the nightclub?”

Deep let out a sharp, mocking scoff. “What do you think, newbie?”

Annie didn't give him the satisfaction of a comeback. She just grimaced, ignoring his existence entirely as she turned back to the medical staff. “I’m sorry about him. You were saying?”

The pathologist was still blinking, looking genuinely scandalized by the obscenely loud intrusion. In a room this quiet, the noise was essentially a physical assault. It was a miracle the racket hadn't woken up the dead in the room. 

Once the shock settled into a cold, professional disdain, he cast a long, judgmental glance at Deep. Then, with a sigh of mild irritation, he turned back to Starlight and held out the thick manila folder containing the autopsy report.

“Here you go, Starlight,” he said, his face already pivoting away as he dismissed them both from his workspace.

“Thanks,” Annie muttered curtly, snatching the file before spinning back toward the door. “Let’s get out of here. This place is depressing enough without the soundtrack.”

She didn't wait for a response, brushing past the idiot in the green suit and heading straight for the hallway, her boots clicking a sharp, angry rhythm against the floor.

The Deep lingered for a second, grinning like he’d just won an award, his gaze bouncing between the annoyed pathologist and Starlight’s retreating back. It took a moment for his dim brain to realize that the audience had left the room, before he finally sauntered out after her.

They stepped into the heavy-duty cargo elevator, a spacious, industrial box designed for moving gurneys and equipment rather than people. Annie pressed the button for the top basement and then immediately staked out a corner, putting as much distance as possible between herself and the Deep. 

He, meanwhile, planted himself dead center, his hands still glued to his hips in a pose that screamed "hero of the hour" to absolutely no one.

Every few seconds, he’d cast a wide, cheeky grin in her direction, a look so smug and condescending it made Annie’s blood boil.

Annie had never felt more exposed than she did in that moment, the gold and white one-piece Vought had shoved her into feeling like a vivid target. Being trapped in a confined space with the Deep was a specific kind of psychological torture. She knew Homelander had paired them up on purpose, a calculated move to remind her exactly where she sat on the food chain. 

And ironically, being with the Deep was almost more patronizing than being with Homelander; at least Homelander was a genuine threat, whereas the Deep was just a persistent, sticky headache.

The elevator doors hissed shut, and Annie turned her head just enough to acknowledge him. “So, the footage. Did you find anyone suspicious entering or leaving the place?”

“Crime Analytics pulled the exterior surveillance,” Deep said, his voice dripping with unearned pride. “There was this one guy who looked completely out of place. Figured I’d let you handle the boring legwork of looking into him.”

“Fine. Man or woman?” she asked, pulling out her phone to take notes. “Anyone we recognize?”

“Oh, you might!” Deep let out a sharp, barking laugh. “The guy looks like Jesus. Long hair, a beard, the whole Sunday School vibe.” He cackled at his own joke, the sound echoing off the metal walls of the elevator. “Maybe he was there to turn the beer into water, right?”

Annie didn’t give him a laugh. She didn't even give him a smirk. She just stared at him with a flat, weary expression, blinking slowly as if she were waiting for an unwanted pop-up ad to end.

The silence didn't deter him, though. If anything, the lack of an audience only made the Deep try harder. “Seriously, though. Do you think Jesus could've done it? Talk about a headline—'Messiah Murders Gunpowder in a Nightclub Bathroom.'

“Can you be serious for one fucking second?” Annie snapped. Her voice was sharp and stern.

The Deep’s grin faltered, replaced by the wounded-puppy look. He genuinely believed he was the life of the party. 

“Gee… you're being incredibly rude today,” he complained, casting her a series of offended side glances. “You’ve been at it since the meeting. You actually humiliated me in front of the entire team. That 'needledick' comment? What was that even about, huh?”

Annie shot him an instantaneous glare. “Should I start an itemized list of my grievances now, or do you want to wait for the HR seminar?” She crossed her arms over her stomach, her jaw set tightly. “You got to sit on floor 60 and scroll through surveillance footage while I had to spend an hour smelling a refrigerated corpse in a sublevel morgue. Isn't that enough of a win for you?”

“Wow. You really don't get it, do you?” He turned his head, looking her up and down with a patronizing tilt of his chin. “You know why you’re actually in the Seven, right? You’re literally the variety act. We didn't bring you in because you’re special or because of your sparkling personality. We picked you because we were bored and wanted to entertain ourselves.”

Annie let out a short, dry scoff, completely unphased by the jab. It was the kind of corporate gaslighting she’d grown accustomed to within her first forty-eight hours in the building. “And how’s that entertainment working out for you so far?”

The Deep shifted his weight, his eyes darkening as his ego scrambled to regain the high ground. “Look, just because we didn't get to finish what we started that night in the boardroom doesn't mean we can't do a little catching up now. It should be fun.”

“Riiiight. I’m sure it would be a blast for you,” Annie drawled. Her tone was bitter and dangerously nonchalant, the verbal equivalent of a shrug. “Mainly because a power trip is the only way someone like you could ever get your hands on someone like me.”

The Deep blinked, the words hitting him like a slap to the face. He opened his mouth to fire back, but the bluntness of the insult seemed to have short-circuited his brain. He stood there in the center of the elevator, stunned into a rare, offended silence as he struggled to process the fact that the newbie had just diagnosed his entire existence in one sentence. 

The elevator chimed with a polite, corporate ping as it hit the top basement, the doors sliding open to reveal the sprawling, high-ceilinged grey space for the vehicles’ entryway.

Annie didn't waste a second, stepping out and leaving the Deep in her wake. 

“You’re heading back to the club to show that footage to the staff,” she called out over her shoulder, her voice echoing off the concrete walls. “I’m going to find Homelander and give him the update.”

“Good luck with that,” the Deep shouted, scurrying after her like a kicked puppy trying to regain its dignity. He caught up to her side, his stride hurried and indignant. “You’re not going to find him in the boardroom right now. He’s at the pool wing. Probably hiding out with Queen Maeve and Noir.”

Annie slowed her pace, a sharp, skeptical frown tugging at her features. She turned to him, her eyes narrowing as she tried to visualize the floor plan. “Vought has a pool? Where is it?”

The Deep let out a short, patronizing scoff, clearly enjoying the fact that he actually knew something she didn't for once. 

“Floor fifty-five. But a word of advice, newbie? Those three don't exactly roll out the red carpet for interruptions when they’re down there. It’s a private club. You’d have better luck coming with me to the club. We could grab a drink, talk shop, and have some fun, you know.” He winked. 

“Fuck no,” Annie said, the words coming out with a casual, effortless bite. She flashed him a mock sweet grin that was purely performative, the kind of smile that didn't even bother to hide the contempt behind it. “I have other stuff to get to. Let’s just catch up tomorrow after lunch when we're in orbit. I’m going to be busy until then.”

She didn't wait for his inevitable, whiny comeback. She turned on her heel and marched toward the elevator bank that serviced the upper executive suites, her hair whipping behind her like a final, dismissive wave. 

Behind her, the Deep stood in the middle of the basement, looking every bit the disgruntled sidekick whose leading lady had just written him off.





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Homelander emerged from the elevator as the doors whirred open on floor 10, his cape trailing behind him with a heavy rustle. The medical staff scattered along the hallway froze in a synchronized display of professional terror, their bodies going rigid as they offered frantic, hushed greetings. 

He moved through the corridor like a storm front, offering nothing more than a few curt, mechanical nods or, in most cases, ignoring their existence entirely as if they were part of the wallpaper.

He reached the reinforced door of the private suite and pushed it open without knocking, his boots clicking sharply against the polished linoleum. 

The sterile chamber was bathed in a pale, sickly blue light, dominated by the periodic artificial wheeze of a ventilator, and the persistent low frequency drone of the monitors hooked to the motionless form on the bed. 

A nurse was methodically cataloging a tray of vials at the far side of the room, her silhouette reflecting in the glass of the medicine cabinet.

The woman turned as the air in the room seemed to displace with his entrance. 

"Homelander," she whispered, her voice tight as she offered a small, flickering smile that didn't reach her eyes. She didn't wait for a dismissal, slipping out of the room with a silent haste, because she valued her life more than her bedside manner.

As expected, Homelander didn't even spare her a glance, his focus narrowing entirely on the figure in the bed. He slowed his pace as he approached the mattress, the usual predatory sharpness of his features softening into something uncomfortably human. 

He reached out, his gloved hand coming to rest with a surprisingly fragile gentleness over Madelyn’s pale fingers. A small, rueful smile pulled at the corner of his mouth. His fingers curled slightly, searching for a reciprocal pressure that wasn't there.

"Hey," he said, his voice dropping into a soft, intimate register that felt deeply misplaced. "Everyone has cleared out for the orbit. Figured I would drop by and check in before I head up myself."

A heavy, suffocating silence settled over the room, broken only by the mechanical puff of the bellows keeping her lungs inflated. He watched her with a morbid intensity. 

Madelyn’s entire head was a chaotic architecture of gauze and medical tape, a necessary cover for the extensive, ruinous injuries she had sustained from the gunshot. It was a grim reality to accept that the face of one of Vought’s most powerful executives was now little more than a memory under layers of sterile cotton.

A deep sigh escaped him, his lips pursing into a thin, white line of repressed frustration. 

"I miss you when I'm up there, you know. It’s quiet. Too fucking quiet." He paused, his thumb tracing the back of her hand with a slow, hypnotic rhythm. "Teddy is fine, in case you were wondering. Stan has hired a small army of nannies to look after him for the time being. I think the little guy misses you too, even if he doesn't have the words for it yet."

His fingers tightened around her knuckles, a grip that was at once a possessive gesture and a fragile plea for her not to break. He remained in that choking silence for a moment before his gaze drifted back to her bandaged head.

"Madelyn, you gave the V to the kid, didn’t you?" he asked, his voice dropping into a low register heavy with a sudden, dark gravity. "No. I’m not saying it’s a mistake—it’s not. But did you ever stop to think where that leaves him? Have you considered the possibility of him ending up at Red River, or rotting in some lab the second you aren't around to pull the strings?"

The expected deflection, the flirtatious motherly corporate rebuttal, never came. The only answer was the mocking hiss of the ventilator and her silence. 

His jaw tightened by degrees, and he wrenched his eyes away, staring at the white wall to fight back the stinging heat welling in his lids. His face became a battlefield of repressed agony, a visible, twitching struggle to process the toxic cocktail of grief and betrayal that had been eroding his mind every second since she had pulled that trigger.

Deep down, he harbored a visceral and utterly petty loathing for Teddy. The toddler was a rival for her affection, a pathetic, leaking reminder of her humanity. Yet, even in his narcissism, he understood that the boy was a target now that her shadow no longer protected him. He simply couldn't fathom the sheer, ugly selfishness of her exit. She had abandoned the script. She had abandoned him.

The battle was lost. A single tear escaped, tracing a path through the dust of his ego, followed quickly by another. 

He blinked rapidly, a small, pathetic whimper escaping his throat, a sound that would have horrified him had there been anyone else to hear it. He shook his head, drawing in a breath that rattled in his chest like broken glass.

"Why'd you do it, Mads?" he demanded, his voice cracking into a rueful plea. "Did I fail you? Was I not enough? Did you not love me—or the boy, for that matter? Why didn’t you just tell me—"

The sentence was severed by a sudden, shrill electronic scream. One of the monitors was wailing a sharp metrical noise that had instantly rendered him silent. 

He blinked stupidly, his godly reflexes momentarily paralyzed by the mundane intrusion of a failing machine. He swiped a gloved hand across his face, his superhearing already registering the frantic, heavy footfalls of the medical team sprinting down the hallway.

The door burst open, the pneumatic hiss lost under the escalating alarm. It was only then, staring through a blurred veil of salt and moisture, that Homelander realized the green line on the heart monitor had smoothed out into a flat, horizontal line of absolute zero.

He watched with a vacant expression, instinctively retreating into the corner as the staff swarmed the bed like a hive of disturbed insects. He stood there, a silent monument of grief, barely aware that the tears hadn't stopped. They tracked down his cheeks with a shameless, steady rhythm while the lead pathologist lunged forward. 

The man brandished a five-inch needle filled with clear epinephrine, and with a grunt of clinical desperation, he plunged the steel deep into Madelyn’s heart to force a restart on a soul that had already left the building. 

The epinephrine surged into her stagnant heart, a chemical lightning bolt intended to kickstart the stalled engine of her biology, but the monitor offered no reprieve. The agonizing shriek of the EKG continued unabated, a digital funeral dirge that filled every corner of the room.

"Start compressions! Now!" the doctor barked, his voice tight with a frantic urgency in trying to fix a god’s favorite toy.

A nurse stepped up, hands locking as she began the violent rhythm of CPR. It was a sickening sound, the wet thud of bone against a collapsed chest, a desperate mimicry of a pulse that the expensive monitors refused to acknowledge.

They worked in a feverish, almost mechanical synchrony, swapping out as the minutes ticked by, their brows slick with sweat under the harsh LED halo.

"Still nothing. No sinus rhythm. Increase the voltage and clear!"

The paddles hit Madelyn's skin with an electronic snap, her body jerking in a grotesque spasm before dropping back into the sheets like a discarded marionette.

Homelander watched the display, his blue eyes wide and vacant, fixed on the red line that refused to budge from its horizontal grave. The room had become a cacophony of failing biological systems and the hushed panicky whispers of the staff already preparing for the inevitable.

"It's been twelve minutes," the pathologist finally murmured, his hands slowing as he looked at the clock. "She’s not coming back. Brain hypoxia has almost certainly set in. Let's... let’s call it."

"Time of death," the nurse whispered, her voice trembling as she glanced toward the shadow in the corner, "One-forty-six."

Homelander remained paralyzed, his mind a static-filled void that simply refused to digest the data. The word death felt like a foreign language, a concept that didn't apply to the woman who had held his leash for two decades. He stared at the stillness of her hand, waiting for a twitch, a breath, a lie—anything to restore the status quo. 

When the silence of the room finally outweighed the scream of the monitor, the paralysis broke, replaced by a surge of suffocating pressure in his chest. 

He didn't say a word. He simply turned and stalked toward the exit, his heavy boots sounding like a death march on the floor. He hit the door with a violent, open-palmed shove that sent it slamming against the wall like a car crash, the glass shivering in its frame.

The atmospheric pressure in the corridor spiked as he breached the exterior balcony and launched for the sky.

The sonic boom shattered the windows of the executive floor, a parting gift of pure, boiling grief and rage. He was airborne in an instant, cutting through the clouds with a velocity that threatened to tear the very air apart. 

The tears he had fought so hard to contain finally broke free, whirling away into the freezing, whipping wind of the upper atmosphere as he shot upward toward the orbit. He flew blindly, his throat tight with a wretched sob, heading for the only place left where no one could see the king of the world fall apart.




——





Annie had already swapped into her one-piece, her boots hitting the metal floor with a rhythmic clack as she navigated the station’s halls. 

They’d docked maybe thirty minutes ago. This was her first time back in orbit since the tour ended, and honestly, she’d actually been looking forward to it. After a week of dealing with trauma and the general nightmare of being on Earth, a quiet, pressurized tube in space felt like a decent place to hide.

She reached the conference room, expecting the usual wall of corporate egos, but the heavy doors slid open to a room that was completely empty. 

The space was all silver, blue, and white—very on-brand—but there wasn't a single person in the chairs. Usually, the team huddled for a strategy meeting the second the rotation started, but even Eli wasn't around to hand out tablets.

Annie turned on her heel and started walking the halls, looking for anyone with a pulse. The corridors were strangely quiet until she finally ran into Ashley, who was power-walking in the opposite direction.

“Oh, hey, Ashley,” Annie said, keeping her tone casual. “Where is everyone? Did I miss something?”

“Starlight!” Ashley chirped, her eyes glued to her tablet. “Well, Homelander isn't here yet. We’re all just waiting on him. I’ll blast out a text to everyone the second he docks.” She gave Annie’s arm a quick, patronizing pat, and hurried past before Annie could ask anything else.

Annie stood there, watching her go. 

It was weird. Homelander was famous for beating the shuttle to the station by hours just to show off his flight speed. The fact that he wasn't here yet felt like a bad omen, and in this company, that usually meant someone was about to have a very long day.

Her phone buzzed in her palm, the vibration suddenly bringing life to the quiet hallway. She lifted the screen to her eyes and squinted at a message from the Deep.

“We found a facial match. U gotta check it out. I’m at the deployment bay.”

Annie blinked at the text, the missing piece of her to-do list slotting home. “Oh, right,” she muttered. 

She’d almost forgotten that the Deep was supposed to spend his night playing detective, harassing the nightclub staff to identify the mystery man from the surveillance footage. Apparently, he’d actually done something useful for once.

Well, at least it beats standing around here waiting for Homelander to show up, she thought.

She turned and headed for the deployment bay, the high-tech hangar where Vought kept the specialized jets for urgent missions or quick runs for the teams. It was a completely different wing from the massive docking station where the passenger shuttles arrived. This place was rather built for speed and quick exits, not corporate comfort.

She reached the heavy pressure doors and waited as the red laser of the biometric scanner swept over her irises. 

With a mechanical hiss, the doors slid open, letting her into a cavernous and cold space lined with rows of pitch-black jets. At the far end of the bay, a massive rectangular opening looked out into the void of space, a literal hole in the wall designed for the jets to slide out into the vacuum.

Annie’s eyes scanned the room, her boots echoing against the metal floor, until she spotted the Deep.

He was leaning casually against the wing of a jet, one hand planted on his hip in that trademark pose he probably practiced in front of a mirror.

He spotted her and gave her a wide, enthusiastic wave, acting as if their little toxic elevator ride from the day before had never happened. “Hey, Starlight! Over here!” he hollered, his voice bouncing off the high metallic ceiling.

Annie didn't rush. She sauntered forward, closing the gap with a steady, almost unimpressed pace. When she hit the ten-foot mark, she slowed to a halt and crossed her arms over her stomach, forming a human barrier between herself and whatever mood he was in today.

“So?” she prompted, skipping the small talk. “Who was it? One of the minor league Supes? What did the people at the club tell you?”

The Deep threw his hands up in a mock surrender, a greasy smirk plastered on his face. “Whoa, hey! Slow down with the interrogation, lady. Can we at least grab a coffee at the dining hall or something first? I’ve been working.”

“Nope,” Annie said. Her voice was flat, the verbal equivalent of a dial tone. “We’re having a perfectly good conversation right here.” She gave him a sharp 'get on with it' flick of her hand, signaling him to spill the name and move on.

The Deep let out a dismissive bark of a laugh, his hands migrating back to his hips. “Seriously—what is up your ass? Why are you always giving me so much attitude? I'm trying to be a teammate here.”

A subtle crease formed between Annie’s eyebrows, bored and uninterested. “As if you don’t know exactly why.”

“Oh, cry me a fucking river!” the Deep spat. He rolled his eyes so hard, even a hormonal teenage girl wouldn’t be able to mimic it. “I took my fair share of shit when I first got here. It’s part of the job. I don't see why you think you’re any different.” He gestured at her, as if they were both just two victims of the same corporate hazing.

He took a few steps toward her, the fake friendliness transforming into something bitter and sharp. He spoke in a tone that was terrifyingly chill, his hands punctuating every insult with theatrical gestures. 

“Remember what I said yesterday? About selecting you for the entertainment value?” He cackled, the sound echoing uncomfortably in the empty bay. “We literally looked at every wannabe ‘superhero’ team from the ass cracks of the country, and we asked ourselves: who’s the most Goody-Two-Shoes, virgin, stuck-up little twat who’d do anything to get ahead? Who’d look best with a load of cum all over her stupid whore face? And lo and be-fucking-hold—” He swept his arms out wide, presenting Annie to the rows of jets like she was a prize on a rigged game show.

Annie’s brow ticked, a small, violent twitch that was the only crack in her composure. Her jaw tightened until her teeth were audibly gritting. She didn't yell, though; she kept her voice low and unbothered. “Done? Did that make you feel better?”

"You know what would actually make me feel better?" the Deep countered. He closed the remaining gap, looming over her until he was practically in her personal space. His shadow stretched over her face, his height making her feel small for the first time since the conference room at the tower. "If we finally put you in your place."

Annie didn't flinch, though. She just let out a dry scoff and started to pivot on her heel to walk away. 

She didn't even get a full step in before his hand shot out. He grabbed her gloved hand with a sudden, violent strength that caught her completely off guard, yanking her back. 

The immense force sent her heels sliding out from under her, and she hit the metal floor with a loud metallic thunk that vibrated through her spine.

The impact knocked the wind right out of her. Annie coughed, her lungs struggling to pull in the recycled station air as she blinked, trying to process the sudden shift from a verbal spat to a physical assault.

When she finally looked up, the Deep was standing over her, hands back on his hips, looking incredibly proud of himself.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?" Annie barked, her voice raspy. "Why would you do that?"

She started to scramble up, but the Deep was faster. He lunged forward and delivered a deft, expert kick directly to her jaw. The blow sent her sliding back across the floor like a puck on ice.

"Nothing's wrong with me," he said, stalking toward her. His shadow fell over her again, dark and suffocating. "I’m just taking your advice. After all, a power trip is the only way someone like me could ever get my hands on someone like you, right?" He threw her own words from the elevator back at her, his voice dripping with a smug satisfaction.

Annie’s eyes widened, her brain finally catching up to the fact that he wasn't just posturing anymore. "What the—"

A heavy punch caught her across the mouth before she could finish, her head snapping back against the floor. She felt the sharp sting of a cut inside her lip and tasted the ferrous tang of blood almost immediately. She spat a red glob onto the pristine floor and barely managed to get her arms up to cover her face as the next few kicks rained down. 

The force was immense, enough to dent the hull of a ship, and she found herself pinned in a desperate, defensive shell. She’d clearly underestimated him. She’d spent so long thinking he was a joke that she’d forgotten he was still a Supe, and a strong one.

The Deep finally dropped his weight, straddling her with his knees pinned on either side of her ribs. He was heavy, a dead weight of muscle and ego that crushed the breath right out of her lungs. 

He reached down and tangled a fist into her blonde hair, his knuckles scraping her scalp as he yanked her head back against the cold floor. 

With his free hand, he started a cyclic, ugly assault; punch after punch catching her across the cheek until the skin split, a dark bruise blooming under the surface like spilt ink.

Annie let out a series of breathy, pained grunts with every hit, her vision swimming in a haze of white light and metallic-tasting blood. She reached up, her fingers clawing at his forearm, trying to pry his hand out of her hair, but his grip was like a vice. It felt like her scalp was going to tear clean off her skull. 

When he gave her hair another violent, upward yank, the pain was too much to swallow, and a raw scream tore out of her throat. Annie swung a desperately blind fist at his face, but he leaned back just enough to let it whistle through the air, laughing at the effort.

He finally stopped the punching, but the pressure on her hair didn't let up. Instead, his hand drifted down to the gold zipper at her chest.

“Stop! Deep, stop it!” Annie choked out, her teeth gritted so hard they felt like they might shatter in an instant. “Get off me! Now!” She thrashed beneath him, her body arching in a futile attempt to buck him off, but he just leaned in closer, the zipper sliding down her chest with a sharp hiss until it reached her navel.

“You stuck-up little cunt,” the Deep growled, his breath hot and smelling of cheap mints. “I’m going to give you exactly what you want. I’ll give it to you right here.”

“Get the fuck off me!” Annie screamed, her voice cracking with a mix of rage and genuine terror. She kicked her legs violently, her boots scraping uselessly against the polished metal of the bay.

The air in the cavernous room suddenly began to buzz, a low-frequency vibration that made the hair on her arms stand up. 

High above, the massive industrial lights began to flicker and sizzle, drawing energy toward her in an invisible tide. A couple of the overhead bulbs gave out entirely, popping under the surge of pressure as Annie began to drain every nearby power source, the partial darkness of the bay closing in around them as she prepared to blow.

The Deep didn’t even react at the flickering lights; he was too busy fumbling with his own belt, the metallic clink of the buckle sounding loud and clinical in the darkening bay. 

Annie’s palms began to crackle, a harsh, unstable glow bleeding through her pores as her survival instinct overrode every other thought. The second he exposed himself and reached down to grab her ribs, she let it all go.

The blast was a physical shockwave, an explosive burst of channeled light that turned the entire hangar into a sun for five violent seconds. The sheer output was so blinding it bleached the world white, erasing the jets, the floor, and the man on top of her in a single, searing flash.

The Deep was launched off her like he’d been hit by a freight train, his body skidding across the metal floor several feet away. 

He didn't stay down for long before the screaming started; a high, manic sound of pure agony. He clutched his face, his fingers digging into his eye sockets as he rolled blindly on the ground.

"Ahhhhhh! My eyes! My fucking eyes!" he shrieked, his voice bouncing off the high walls of the bay. He started crawling in an aimless circle, his hands waving frantically in the air as if trying to swat away the darkness. "I can’t see anything! You bitch—you fucking blinded me, you whore!"

"You tried to rape me, you disgraceful pig!" Annie screamed back. 

She scrambled to her feet, her hands shaking so hard she could barely find the tab of her zipper. She yanked the suit shut, her chest heaving as she wiped a smear of blood from her split lip with the back of her glove. 

She stumbled back a few steps, her eyes wide and wet with a mix of shock and pure horror. She stared at him, her brain struggling to process how close she’d just come to the edge.

The Deep wasn't interested in a moral debate, obviously. He kept thrashing, his superhuman biology already fighting the cellular damage. Slowly, the world began to bleed back in for him; a blurred, watery mess of gray shapes and stinging light.

"You fucking bitch," he spat, his voice cracking as he squinted through the haze. "Oh god... I can't see. Everything's a blur."

"Good!" Annie spat back, her face twisting with raw disdain. "I’m glad. You deserved it."

The Deep let out a desperate, guttural groan, his hands still hovering near his ruined vision. "You fucking bitch, what have you done to me? I can't see the floor. What have you done?"

Annie let out a sharp scoff, using the back of her hand to wipe the sweat from her forehead now. She only succeeded in smearing a fresh streak of blood across her brow, the metallic scent of it filling her nose as she tried to steady her breathing. 

"You're lucky I didn't burn them out of your—"

She stopped dead, her voice dying in her throat as her eyes locked on the massive rectangular opening at the far end of the bay.

The silhouette of a man rose slowly from the vacuum, his boots touching down on the metal floor with a heavy thump. Homelander stepped into the hangar, his cape snapping and whipping behind him in the artificial downdraft of the station’s vents. 

He looked like a statue brought to life, his entire physique stiff with a terrifying, vibrating tension. He didn't look at them; red-rimmed eyes fixed on some distant, invisible point of rage, his jaw set so tight the muscles in his neck were bulging.

"Oh," Annie whispered to herself. She glanced down at the Deep, then back at the approaching nightmare in the stars-and-stripes.

Homelander kept walking, his strides predatory and machine-like. He didn't offer a glance toward the blood on the floor or the half-dressed disaster that was the Deep, scrambling to his feet in the center of the room. He looked right through them, as if they were nothing more than furniture.

At the same time, the back doors hissed open and Eli, Madelyn's second assistant, stepped through, looking every bit the polished Vought lackey. His face was set in a mask of professional panic as he bypassed the chaos, making a beeline for Homelander.

Annie’s eyes darted back and forth between the two men, a cold knot of dread forming in her stomach. Something was very wrong. 

The atmosphere in the bay had shifted from a violent brawl to something much more suffocating all of a sudden.

The Deep, meanwhile, had finally managed to steady his feet. His vision was still a watery, blurred mess of blue and red, but he recognized the color palette of the man approaching. He staggered forward, tripping over his own boots as he tried to intercept Homelander.

“Homelander!” the Deep yelled, his voice cracking with a desperate tone, like a kid trying to snitch to a parent. He pointed a shaking finger toward Annie. “You see this? You see what this bitch did to me? She used her fucking powers on me, man! She attacked me!”

Annie’s head snapped toward him, her mouth falling open in pure, incredulous shock. “But he started—!”

“Fuck you!” the Deep cut her off, his voice rising to a frantic pitch as Homelander drew closer. “She’s fucking blinded me! I can’t see a thing through my left eye! She’s out of control!”

Eli, in the meantime, stepped into the middle of the delirious and bleeding mess, clearing his throat with a calm that felt entirely out of place. 

His voice was steady, a thin veneer of corporate professionalism covering something much bigger. “Deep, let’s handle this later, shall we?” it wasn't really a suggestion; more like a warning.

“Oh, fuck you too, Eli!” the Deep shrieked, his finger jabbing wildly in the assistant’s general direction. “She burned my eye out! I want to know what you’re going to do about this, Homelander! Look at me!” He turned his blurred gaze toward the blonde titan, his voice peaking with the self-entitled whine. He truly believed he was the victim here.

Annie’s head whipped between the three of them, her heart hammering against her chest like a trapped animal. She was a dead woman today. She was certain of it. 

She saw how Homelander’s face was contorting into a mask of pure, localized instability as he closed the final few feet. A sneer pulled at the corner of his mouth, and Annie felt the air in the room vanish. She swallowed hard against the dry lump in her throat, her boots scraping back a half-step as she braced for the inevitable.

But Homelander didn't even break stride.

To everyone’s absolute horror, he shoved past the Deep as if the man were a ghost. He reached out and grabbed the nose of a carbon-black stealth jet, his fingers sinking into the reinforced hull like it was wet cardboard. 

With a sudden, violent grunt of effort, he wrenched the multi-million dollar craft off the floor and hurled it toward the launch hatchway.

The jet didn't even glide. It tumbled through the air like a discarded toy, slamming into the reinforced ceiling with a bone-shaking boom. The station’s structural integrity held, but the jet didn't stand a chance. It crumpled and ignited instantly, a fireball blooming in the hangar as scraggy shards of wing and landing gear rained down on the far end of the bay.

The silence that followed was deafening. 

Annie and the Deep both stood frozen, their mouths hanging open as they stared at the burning wreckage of the Vought interceptor.

Eli was the only one who didn't look shocked. He watched the flames with a weary, knowing sort of calm, as if he’d seen this rehearsal a dozen times. He glanced sideways at the two Supes, a slow, disappointed shake of his head the only reaction as he used one finger to nudge his glasses back up the bridge of his nose.

“Fuck…” the Deep whispered, the sound barely audible over the crackle of the fire. The bravado had drained out of him, replaced by the realization that they were currently standing in a room with a version of Homelander who was in a dangerously bad mood.

Homelander was simmering now, the raw fury replaced by a cold pressure behind his eyes. He stalked toward the Deep, the metallic floor groaning under his boots. His hand shot out like a strike from a viper, snagging the Deep’s collars and yanking him forward until their noses were inches apart.

“You pull another stunt like this with her—or with Maeve, and I will fucking kill you,” he hissed, his voice an intimately angry rasp that sounded more like a leak in a pressurized tank than a human sentence. 

He held the stare for a second too long, his jaw muscles twitching with enough force to snap the bone, before he shoved the Deep away. He exhaled a sharp, angry breath through his nose and took a step back, finally turning his head to look at Starlight.

His eyes ran a slow and clinical lap over her from head to toe. He took in the split lip, the blood smeared across her forehead, the wild nest of her hair, and the gold zipper that was still low enough to tell the whole sordid story of what had been happening on the floor.

A single, disdainful scoff broke from his lips. Without a word of comfort or even a second look, he pivoted on his heel and stormed away, his heavy cape billowing behind him like a funeral shroud.

The Deep, finally recalling exactly where he sat on the food chain, just stood there blinking like an idiot. He watched the blurry retreating figure of his leader in a state of catatonic horror, the vision in his right eye finally clearing enough to see the man who had just promised to end him.

Annie, meanwhile, was frozen for an entirely different reason. It wasn't just the unhinged spectacle of the jet; it was the threat. Homelander had just drawn a line in the sand over her.

But... why? she wondered, the thought spinning uselessly in her head. Homelander didn't protect people. He didn't care about her "safety" or her dignity. 

The adrenaline from the fight finally dissolved, leaving her feeling cold and hollow. She turned her gaze toward Eli; a deep, suspicious frown cutting across her face. 

“Wha—what’s going on?” she demanded, her voice shaking with the need for an actual answer.

Beside her, even the Deep managed a weak, almost pathetic nod of agreement. He looked at Eli, then caught Starlight’s eye for a split second before looking away, both of them waiting for the man in the suit to explain why the world had just tilted on its axis.

Eli let out a long, heavy sigh that seemed to deflate his entire posture. 

He shook his head slowly, the clinical detachment in his eyes finally flickering with something like genuine grimness. “Ms. Stillwell passed about six minutes ago,” he said, his voice dropping into a professional monotone. He jerked his chin toward the doors where Homelander had just vanished. “He’s coming straight from Floor 10. I'd stay out of his flight path for the next... well, forever.”

“Oh my god…” Annie breathed. The words felt small in the wake of the news. Her frown deepened as she tried to reconcile the image of the influential Madelyn Stillwell with a body in a drawer. Before she could process the power vacuum that had just opened up, a muffled buzz vibrated against the metal floor.

Her phone. 

It was lying a few feet away, a survivor of the scrap with the Deep. She moved toward it, her boots clicking softly as she crossed the bay to retrieve her lifeline.

In the background, the Deep let out a frustrated huff, as if he’d just realized he was the least important person in the room. He didn't say a word, already storming off toward the crew quarters to nurse his ego and his blurry eye in the dark.

Eli watched him go with a look of mild distaste before cutting his eyes back to Annie one last time. “You okay, Starlight?” he asked, his body already angled toward the exit, his mind clearly on the corporate firestorm waiting for him in another compartment.

“Yes! Yeah, I’m fine. Thanks,” Annie managed, giving him a quick, reflexive thumbs-up as she crouched to scoop her phone off the floor. She watched Eli disappear through the hydraulic doors following a curt nod of acknowledgment.

Left alone in the cavernous, now smoke-filled bay, she swiped the screen to unlock it. It wasn't a text. The screen was pulsing with an incoming call on her encrypted channel, the ID labeled as 'Unknown.'

She hesitated, her thumb hovering over the green icon. Usually, unknown meant trouble in a secure line. But in this building, everyone was trouble. 

She swiped to answer anyway, pressing the cold glass to her ear while her free hand wiped the last of the grimy sweat from her forehead.

“Hello?” she said, her voice sharp and guarded, echoing into the empty hangar.

“Hi, Starlight? This is Fred—Fred Nelson from Floor 8,” the voice on the other end crackled with a slightly nervous edge. “You came by yesterday about that... beverage you found?”

“Ah, Fred. Right, right,” Annie cut in, a small exhale of relief escaping her. Finally, something that wasn't a death threat or a physical assault. “So? What’s the word? Did you find anything in the soda?”

“Yes, well—it’s not exactly an ‘ingredient’ in the traditional sense, but I managed to trace the source,” Fred said, his tone shifting into a professional low-register hum. “The thing is—this is a proprietary compound from Vought pharmaceutical labs. It’s a cocktail. We’ve got multiple teams across half a dozen floors working on different recipes just to cook up the raw materials that eventually get bound together for the final product. Honestly, my team actually makes one of the base compounds for this specific chemical, but this is the first time I’ve seen the finished version.” 

He let out a soft, almost impressed chuckle. “We usually just ship the materials down to the Sub-Six lab. That’s where the heavy lifting happens. See, Starlight—I don't think the staffer who left that bottle on Floor 99 was from my department. My guess is they’re from the sublevels.”

Annie blinked, her mind racing to connect the dots. 

A religious expo of Vought, the combustion deaths of attendees, Stan Edgar’s seriousness in collecting the soda samples, and now a trail leading into the guts of the building. 

“I see... but why would anyone put a pharmaceutical compound in a soda bottle?” She asked, mildly surprised. 

“Oh, no, they didn’t,” Fred clarified quickly. “The bottle was the delivery method. They spiked a regular soda—looked like A-Train Fizz—and the sugars or the carbonation must have interacted with the compound. That’s what gave it that neon pink hue you saw.”

Annie straightened her back, her eyes darting across the hangar. The wreckage of the jet was still crackling in the corner, a small, stubborn fire licking at the blackened hull, but she was definitely alone. 

“I see,” she murmured into the receiver, the knot in her stomach tightening. 

“Yeah,” Fred said, his voice trailing off as if he were checking over his shoulder on the other end. “So, uh—what would you like me to do with the rest of the sample? I can’t exactly keep it in the communal fridge.”

Annie sucked in a cold breath, her mind racing through the logistics of keeping a glowing chemical cocktail under her roof. 

“Can you box it up?” she asked, her voice dropping to a cautious tone. “Label it as something else and send it anonymously to my penthouse. I’ll handle it from there.”

“Sure thing. Consider it done,” Fred said, his tone shifting back to that helpful, mid-level drone frequency. “Is that it? Anything else I can help the Seven with today?”

“No, that’d be all for now,” Annie said. She forced a drop of professional sweetness into her voice, the kind of pageant-girl charm she usually hated but knew worked like a charm on the nerds. “Thank you so much, Fred. Seriously, you’re a lifesaver.”

“You bet. Bye, Starlight.”

“Bye.”

She clicked the phone off and stood motionless, her thumb tracing the edge of the cracked screen protector. The silence of the bay was heavy now, broken only by the intermittent ping of cooling metal from the wreckage. Her head was spinning. 

How the hell did a proprietary Vought pharmaceutical compound end up being served at an expo?

The math wasn't that hard to do, but the answer was terrifying. 

The combustion deaths during the Light of the World tour weren't some tragic accident, or a freak Supe-terrorist attack or worse, “sinners combusting for having unclean souls”. It was looking more like an inside job with every lead she followed. 

But now the problem was, she couldn't exactly run a solo investigation into the very company that signed her checks and owned her image. That wasn't just career suicide; it was literal suicide.

She needed an ally. But the list of trustworthy names was non-existent. 

Stan Edgar? Absolutely not. The man had been way too surgical about sweeping the venue that night, vacuuming up every scrap of evidence before the local cops could even put up tape. He was likely the architect, not the whistleblower.

Then who? Queen Maeve? Annie shook her head. Maeve was already drowning in her own cynicism. Asking her to help take down a Vought conspiracy was too big an ask from her. And they weren’t exactly best friends despite their improving rapport. 

That left one option. The only one with enough power to actually do something, even if the thought of it made her stomach turn.

Homelander. 

He’d been there on the ground at the venue, albeit not for the gory part. But he was the first one that night to jump to a conclusion prematurely and confidently—to declare to Stan Edgar that he was certain the whole thing was an error on Vought’s part. 

It had sounded like a hateful corporate retort at the time. But now, standing in the wreckage of a hangar he'd just gutted, Annie wondered if he’d actually been onto something back then. 

And more importantly, he was the leader of the team.

Whether or not he dismissed her or threw her into the vacuum, at least she could tell herself she’d tried to follow the chain of command.

But was it wise? After what she’d just witnessed him do to a multi-million dollar jet?

Annie cast one last, wary look at the burning wreckage, the orange glow of the fire reflecting in her tired eyes. She let out a heavy sigh. It suddenly felt like she carried the weight of the entire station on her shoulders. 

She turned and started toward the exit, her boots clicking a lonely rhythm against the floor as she headed for the medical wing to get her face looked at before the swelling turned her into a car crash victim. The throb in her jaw was a dull reminder of the Deep’s handiwork, a mess of split skin and blooming bruises that definitely wasn't in her contract. 

On her way out, she paused by the control panel and jammed the emergency toggle with a stiff finger, triggering the overhead sprinklers. 

A heavy, industrial hiss filled the bay as a localized deluge of chemical suppressant rained down, dousing the orange glow of the wrecked jet and leaving the remnants of the fire smoldering in her wake.

 

Chapter 11: You Plus Me Equals Two

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Annie moved through the silent corridors of the station, her sneakers making faint, rubbery squeaks with each step. 

It was Sunday, which meant it had been exactly two days since the incident with the Deep at the deployment bay. In the Vought clock, two days was a generous window for the legal team to lobotomize witnesses and scrub the evidence clean, but it wasn't nearly long enough for Annie’s growing homicidal impulses to reach a manageable point. But on the plus side, her bruises had healed entirely.

Her pace faltered as she reached the conference room, her shadow stretching long and hesitant across the threshold. 

The room was a vast, cold expanse of mahogany and steel, looking mostly abandoned except for Black Noir. He sat at the far end of the table like a silent monument to corporate violence, his graphite pencil scratching a feverish percussion against a sketchpad. In the background, a Mozart concerto played at a volume so low it was practically a taunt, providing the soundtrack for whatever fever dream Noir was currently committing to paper.

Annie scanned the rest of the room with a practiced paranoia, quickly realizing that Noir wasn't actually enjoying a solo retreat there. 

Translucent was also occupying the space, though he had clearly opted for his preferred state of total, invisible nudity. 

A high-backed chair was angled away from the table in a slouching posture. Clearly the man was far too comfortable with his lack of clothing and the ass shape the chair’s leather has taken under his weight. 

The only other physical proof of his existence was a pair of reading glasses floating steadily in mid-air and a Sunday newspaper that occasionally crinkled as an invisible finger turned the page. 

It was a classic Seven tableau: one man drawing death and another sitting naked in a public boardroom.

“Oh, hey, Starlight,” Translucent’s voice drifted out from the empty air behind the floating lenses, sounding far too casual for someone whose current outfit was a light coating of oxygen.

Annie straightened her spine immediately, shedding her hesitation like a discarded skin as she stepped into the light of the boardroom. She shoved her hands into the back pockets of her jeans, offering a curt flick of her chin toward the general vicinity of the invisible man’s face. 

“Translucent,” she said simply, her voice dropping into a professional tone, almost flat.

“I gotta say, the general consensus is that we’re all massive fans of your work on the Deep,” Translucent remarked, his voice dripping with sardonic amusement. “I mean, we love the kid—he’s family—but that badass bitch move you pulled? Truly inspired.” He let out a chortle that echoed off the cold steel walls, clearly deriving an indecent amount of joy from a situation that involved a teammate’s temporary blinding.

Annie maintained a small sacrificial smile pinned to her face, though it did little to hide the underlying grimace. Refusing to offer the man even a shred of conversational leverage, she gracefully pivoted away from the topic of the Deep. 

“Where’s the rest of the team?”

Translucent shrugged, an action that Annie could only infer by the way the floating glasses dipped and rose. 

He folded the newspaper with a crisp, authoritative snap and leaned back, the leather of the chair groaning under his invisible weight. “Well—Deep is sulking in his chamber. His little fan club of groupies arrived last night to hold his hand. Queen Maeve and A-Train are somewhere over the Atlantic, halfway to Mozambique for a final venue check on our crossover next weekend. And you’re already seeing Noir and me—well, technically you’re not seeing me, but you get the gist.”

“Oh...” Annie offered a single, robotic nod, her gaze drifting momentarily toward the far end of the table where Noir remained a silent fixture. She forced her attention back to the floating lenses, trying to sound like she was just checking off a mental to-do list. “And... where’s Homelander?”

“Uhh... not sure.” The glasses turned toward Noir, a gesture of seeking confirmation that felt absurd given that Translucent was essentially a talking set of frames. “Probably at the analytics room. Right, Noir?”

The frantic scratching of the graphite pencil finally ceased. Noir tilted his masked head upward, his featureless face slowly swiveling between the empty air where Translucent sat and Annie’s expectant expression. 

He lingered on Annie for a beat too long, long enough for the environment in the room to feel a few degrees colder, before offering a decisive nod of confirmation.

“Okay,” Annie replied, already shifting her weight toward the exit. “Thanks.” She was halfway through a graceful pivot when Noir’s hand shot up, a silent command for her to stay put. 

She froze, her eyebrows knitting together in a mix of curiosity and the instinctual alarm one feels when a silent predator finally decides to acknowledge your existence.

Noir rose from his seat with a fluid grace, and as he closed the distance between them without a sound, his gloved fingers flicked through the sketchbook, pausing at a specific page to rip it along the perforated edge with a clean snap.

Ah, Annie thought, a faint, lopsided smile pulling at the corner of her mouth. 

This was apparently becoming a thing now. It was only the second time the silent enforcer had acknowledged her existence, and both times it had been through the medium of art. There was something bizarrely, darkly wholesome about it, a scrap of human connection in a place designed to strip it away, and it stirred a little spark of genuine curiosity in her chest.

Even Translucent had abandoned his slouch in the background, his floating spectacles bobbing as he leaned forward to get a better angle on the exchange.

Noir came to a halt a couple of feet away, his presence a wall of black Kevlar and absolute mystery. He tucked the sketchbook into a back pocket with a practiced motion, extending the loose leaf toward her. His posture remained a total vacuum of emotion, offering no hint as to whether this was a gift, a warning, or a joke at her expense.

Annie’s smile widened as she took the paper, bringing it up to eye level. 

The shock hit her instantly. It wasn't just a sketch, it was an evocative, stylistically aggressive piece of pop art.

The charcoal was laid on thick, a horizontal composition of Annie in her skimpy little Starlight suit. She was depicted low to the ground, legs braced and hands thrust forward in a jagged, cinematic explosion of light. 

On the receiving end of the blast, the Deep was mid-flight, his body (thankfully clothed) stunned in a pathetic, high impact blow of failure. Unlike the realistic and rather moody sketch from their previous encounter, this one was rendered in a sharp gritty comic book style. The final jarring punctuation was the bold, hand lettered caption at the bottom that read: “BADASS BITCHLIGHT”

 

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Annie blinked, her brain momentarily short-circuiting as she tried to decide whether she should be offended by the portraiture of a sensitive memory or flattered by the craftsmanship. She stood there in a stunned silence, her eyes darting over the intricate details with a mix of genuine awe and visceral disdain. 

It was the kind of moment she desperately wanted to excise from her memory, and seeing it immortalized in Noir’s ink felt like a direct assault on her mental health. It was literally the highlight of her worst day of life.

“It’s a compliment, in case you were wondering,” Translucent’s voice materialized directly into Annie’s ear. 

The phantom heat of his breath sent a few stray strands of her hair fluttering, a visceral reminder of just how little personal space the invisible man felt obligated to respect.

Annie jerked away, her heels skidding against the floor as she staggered out of the sensory splash zone. She hadn't even heard him get out of the chair, but there he was, a literal void in the room standing inches from her shoulder to critique the art. 

The realization that he’d been looming over her to get a better look at the sketch made her skin crawl in a way that even Vought’s synthetic fabrics couldn't match.

Translucent let out a low and vibrating chuckle at her frantic reaction. It wasn't malicious, just the casual amusement of knowing he was a walking privacy violation. 

“Relax, Starlight. I was just curious,” he drawled, his floating glasses bobbing with a mock offended tilt. “It’s a solid piece, though. You’re becoming something of a legend, ya’know. Like a real legend in the making.” He presumably winked at her, an entirely useless gesture that Annie could only guess at by the smug lilt in his voice.

Annie’s gaze darted between the silent wall that was Noir and the hovering glasses of the exhibitionist, her expression flickering with pure incredulity. This was her life now apparently: receiving fan art from a silent assassin while being mildly harassed by a naked ghost. 

With a heavy, lung-clearing sigh, she squared her shoulders and forced some courage back into her spine, turning her attention back to Noir.

“Uhm... thanks?” she managed, the word coming out as a shaky cocktail of hesitation, social awkwardness, and a tiny, traitorous spark of flattery.

Noir offered a singular nod, almost robotic, before turning away. 

He drifted toward the grand piano tucked into the corner of the boardroom, his daily quota for human interaction visibly exhausted. 

Annie watched him settle onto the stool with a deliberate, somber posture, leaving the rest of the world to deal with the fallout of his "Bitchlight" piece.

She cast one final look toward the space where Translucent was likely still smirking, gave a nod of departure, and beat a hasty retreat from the room. 

The sketch dangled from her grip until she reached the corridor, where she folded the paper and shoved it into her back pocket right next to her phone.

Her next destination was the analytics hub, obviously. The place was a high-tech nerve center where Vought’s digital eyes watched the world in real-time. She had to pause briefly in front of a glowing, interactive map embedded in the wall, her finger tracing the blue lines of the station’s layout to find the chamber. Once she had the coordinates locked in, she set off with a purposeful stride, the squeaks of her sneakers echoing in the halls.

The analytics hub was in a separate hull of the station, requiring Annie to navigate a series of pressurized junctions. The final corridor was a gauntlet of reinforced titanium leading to a set of biometric doors. 

She slowed her pace as the red glow of a retinal scanner washed over her face, reading her irises with a clinical sweep. 

The system chirped a submissive green, and the doors hissed apart with a pneumatic sigh, granting her entry into the nerve center.

Annie’s eyebrows shot up the moment she crossed the threshold. The room was a sprawling, arena-like expanse dominated by a massive analytics console. Behind it, a transparent bulkhead offered a dizzying panoramic view of the infinite void with Earth in the middle. If not for the blue rock, the interior would have looked like a glass cage suspended in a sea of ink. 

Across from the main console, rows of workstations were arranged in five sweeping arcs, their screens flickering with a periodic digital pulse.

Homelander was a solitary caped silhouette against the stardust, hunched over a monitor at the primary console. His gloved fingers danced across the keyboard with a frantic intensity, probably several layers deep into something he wasn't supposed to be touching.

Annie hesitated at the edge of the room, her internal monologue debating the wisdom of poking a grieving god. 

She had spent the last forty-eight hours treating him like a skin disease, keeping her distance to allow him to process the untimely death of Madelyn Stillwell. The last time she’d seen him was on Friday, when he’d flung that stealth jet like a plastic toy at the deployment bay. 

Ultimately, her curiosity outweighed her survival instinct, and she forced her feet to carry her toward the glow of his terminal.

“What do you want?” Homelander demanded, his voice a flat, distracted rasp through the hum of the servers. 

He didn’t bother turning around, though. He’d likely tracked her heartbeat from the moment she’d opened the hatch three hulls away.

Annie didn’t offer an immediate defense. She simply closed the distance, coming to a halt a few feet away where she could catch the sharp edge of his profile in the monitor's blue light. 

“Hey,” she said, her voice a careful blend of professional courtesy and the kind of caution one uses when approaching a wounded apex predator.

Homelander’s fingers froze over the keys, his silhouette stiffening before he finally offer her a partial view of his face. 

His gaze performed a slow, insulting inventory of her wardrobe, eyes traveling from the soles of her sneakers to the collar of her jacket with a casual distaste. 

A faint, twitching grimace tugged at his lips as he processed the fact that she was once again entering his space in civilian clothes—a pair of tragically washed-out jeans, a bodycon crop top, and a denim jacket that looked like it'd been acquired from a suburban garage sale.

“Did I say you could come in?” he asked, his voice a flat and detached monotone that carried the undercurrent of a death warrant.

Annie offered a single nod, almost unbothered. “You didn't, and I’m sorry,” she said, shifting her weight to lean against the edge of the console. She crossed her arms over her stomach, mirroring his defensive tone with a casual defiance. “But I was wondering if you could spare a couple of minutes to talk?”

He maintained a predatory stare, his eyes narrowing into blue slits of calculation before he finally blinked and turned back to the monitor. With a flicking motion, he locked the screen and turned his entire body toward her. 

He offered a curt flick of his chin then, the universal "get on with it" gesture.

“Right,” Annie said, drawing in a sharp lungful of breath before letting it out in a slow hiss. “So... don’t get mad,” she began, gesturing vaguely with one hand to de-escalate the tension she was actively creating. “But while the forensics team was sweeping the scene back in Richmond, I may have... well, I essentially stole a bottle of the soda that was making people spontaneously combust.” She offered a small, sheepish shrug, keeping her eyes fixed on the console rather than making direct contact with the volatile god standing in front of her.

Homelander’s brow creased into a small, genuinely curious frown, but the anticipated explosion didn't come. Instead, he shifted his stance, straightening his spine and locking his hands behind his back.

Sensing the window was still open, Annie pressed on before the silence could turn lethal. “I had the sample analyzed through a private channel, and it turns out the stuff was A-Train Fizz laced with a proprietary Vought compound currently in development. You know... the pharmaceutical stuff.” She gave a sharp nod to punctuate the reveal. “Apparently, they’re brewing and testing this drug in one of the labs at the Tower. So... yeah. That’s the mystery solved.” She shrugged, tossing the floor back to him as if she hadn't just admitted to corporate espionage and evidence tampering in the same breath.

One brow cocked on Homelander’s face, his expression remaining insulated by a layer of professional detachment and genuine boredom. 

After an excruciating stretch of silent staring, his shoulders finally rolled into a dismissive shrug, his hands staying locked firmly behind him. 

“Why?” he demanded. “Why would you risk stealing a sample to keep tinkering with a corpse of a case that Vought already buried? We closed that investigation a week ago.”

“I know, and you’re right. We did,” Annie conceded with a quick, tactical nod. 

She took a single step closer, her eyes performing a cautious sweep of the yawning room to ensure their privacy remained absolute. She dropped her voice as she leaned in, maintaining a respectful distance from the man who could end her with a literal slap. 

“But I couldn't stop thinking about what you told Mr. Edgar that night. You seemed so sure it was just a batch of contaminated soda—a mistake on Vought’s end—and that he was just sending us in to mop up the mess. It made me realize that if it really was a corporate slip-up, the second they found out their own drug was the culprit, they’d kill the inquiry immediately. Hence... my independent investigation.”

Homelander’s frown deepened, his features twisting as he struggled to find the point in her conspiracy theory. 

“So?” He shrugged again, the weary boredom never quite evaporating from his face. “I mean—what else is Vought supposed to do? Hand the DOJ the handcuffs and ask to be indicted?”

Annie blinked, only half-surprised by the blunt cynicism of his counter question, but she found herself momentarily grasping for the right words to logically navigate a moral argument with a corrupt god. 

Eventually, she sucked in a bracing breath and released it, nodding slowly as if conceding a point in a deposition.

“No, I hear you. I really do,” she said, her voice steady as she fought to keep her composure. “But the way those drinks were distributed so perfectly in that specific batch of snack boxes feels a bit too meticulous to be a coincidence, don't you think?” She took another step into his personal space, her tone dropping into a conspiratorial whisper. “What if it wasn't a mistake at all? What if it was an inside job? What if—”

Homelander clicked his tongue, the impatient sound cutting her off like a physical slap. His hand flicked through the air in a gesture of total dismissal. 

“I’m sorry—how the fuck is any of that your business?” he demanded, his voice rising with a sudden edge of irritation. “Weren’t you assigned to track down Gunpowder’s killer? Why are you wasting my time on random side quests like this?”

Annie’s mouth remained open, the sudden interruption leaving her mid-sentence and looking slightly winded. She blinked, trying to regain her footing. “Right... about that. The Deep lied to me the other day about securing a facial match for our suspect. I checked with Crime Analytics, and it turns out he never even bothered to follow up.”

“Then you go and secure the match yourself. Leave me alone,” Homelander said flatly. He was already pivoting back to his monitor, his interest in her existence vaporizing the moment the conversation required actual effort.

Annie stood there for a useless second, watching him unlock his terminal with a practiced indifference. A quiet, frustrated sigh escaped her lips, and she finally turned, her sneakers squeaking against the floor as she made a retreat toward the exit.

She reached the threshold of the doors but paused, her hand hovering near the sensor. She turned back, staring at Homelander’s broad, caped back for a long moment. 

The thing was, Annie knew she was out of her depth. Digging into Vought’s basement was a suicide mission without some heavy-duty cover. Having the most powerful being on the planet as a shield was the only play that made sense, but the man was currently more interested in his screen than the fact that his employers were turning people into human confetti. Corporate negligence was simply too boring for his self-importance.

She pursed her lips, her hesitation flickering like a dying bulb before she decided to take one final shot at his ego. 

“You know,” she started tentatively, her voice echoing in the vast space, “you don’t even have to investigate this out of some misplaced sense of noble duty. But doesn’t it bother you? Don’t you want to know what exactly causes a human being to violently combust like that?” She took a small step back toward the center of the room. “Aren't you even a little curious about what Vought is cooking behind your back while you're up here? Oblivious to it all?”

There it was. 

She had bypassed the moral lecture and gone straight for the jugular: his ego and his paranoia. She had framed the mystery not as a tragedy to be solved, but as a secret being kept from him.

As expected, Homelander’s fingers stilled. He didn't turn fully, but his head tilted, offering her a glimpse of his right profile in the cold blue light of the hub. A heavily silent second stretched between them, thick with his ego beginning to stir.

Sensing the shift, Annie delivered the final, calculated stroke. “Come on, Homelander. I actually need your guidance on this. Let’s just investigate it together. We can let the whole thing go the second we find out what’s actually going on.”

One of Homelander’s brows arched at that. He turned slowly, his expression shifting into something cocky and genuinely intrigued.

“Why would you let it go once you know?” he asked, his head tilting with a predatory curiosity.

Annie offered a fluid shrug, her words sliding out with a practiced, manipulative grease. “Because it might be incriminating for Vought, and we are Vought. You are the face of it. But that doesn't mean you shouldn't have knowledge of things going on inside, if only for your own knowledge.”

Homelander blinked, his pupils constricting as he performed a silent, invasive audit of her biology. He was likely cataloging her heart rate and the microscopic tremors in her hands, hunting for the lie. But the girl remained an island of composure, meeting his gaze with a brand of sincere urgency that was difficult to dismiss as mere theatrics.

It was a persuasive bit of advocacy, he had to admit. She’d successfully framed her curiosity as a form of loyalty to his own supremacy.

Eventually, he exhaled a heavy breath and turned his back on her once more. “Trust me, Starlight. You don’t actually want to find what’s waiting at the bottom of that particular hole,” he tossed over his shoulder, his voice dropping into a register of grim and uncharacteristic sincerity.

“There are already a hundred things I’ve discovered about this place that I wish I hadn’t,” Annie countered, her tone devoid of malice but firm in its defiance. “What’s a few more for the collection?”

Homelander shook his head, his focus already drifting back to the digital glow. “Just go. Get that facial match from the Tower and drop the rest. Consider that side quest officially unapproved.”

The decree was absolute. He was already lost to the rhythmic clicking of the keys, effectively erasing her from the room’s census.

Annie let out a defeated huff, shaking her head at the floor in a moment of quiet disappointment. She was mostly annoyed with her own failure to reel him in. 

She turned and retreated through the threshold, her presence vanishing into the silence of the corridor as the doors hissed shut behind her.

The moment the seal was airtight, Homelander’s mask of bored superiority crumbled. 

He couldn’t care less about explosive soft drinks or the collateral damage of a botched pharmaceutical trial. He was currently being haunted by a much larger, more problematic concern that had been gnawing at his insides for the past week. He had replaced his grief with the TNT Twins’ case, deciding that a focused obsession was a much better look than wallowing in the wake of Madelyn’s death. Grief was for the weak; he had work to do

It was either that, or a casual spree of mass murder to process his grief. He chose the work, because the "consequences" of the alternative were the only thing in the world that still gave him a headache, unfortunately. 

He leaned into the console, pulling up the orbital thermal-rad sweep of the TNT Twins’ coordinates. The data was a week old, cached in Vought’s secure cloud, but the resolution remained disturbingly crisp. 

He watched the playback in a blur of neon heat signatures.

And then, the anomaly appeared.

It was a tiny, localized pulse of angry orange, a mobile hot zone that defied every law of the local climate. He tracked it as it drifted toward the Twins’ property with an odd lack of haste. A few minutes into its entry at their residence, the screen suddenly whited out for a single, jarring frame as a spike of ionizing radiation blossomed like a lethal flower.

The truly nauseating part, however, came in the aftermath. The hotspot didn't vanish after the blast, it began to migrate. 

Homelander’s brows furrowed in mild intrigue, fast-forwarding the feed. His eyes locked onto the thermal specter as it crossed state lines, eventually settling squarely into the GPS coordinates of the Light of the World expo in Richmond. 

He blinked, a rare moment of genuine, stupid shock washing over his features. He watched the timestamps tick by with clinical dread. The "ghost" had spent the entire morning drifting through the expo; an invisible, walking reactor mingling with the faithful.

Then, he hit the timestamp for Psalm Siren's headlining set.

The air stayed trapped in his lungs, his breath catching in his throat before he could even think to exhale. 

On the thermal map, the hotspot was a brilliant, pulsing sun in the center of a blue tinted crowd. The exact microsecond this mystery anomaly brushed against a cluster of concert attendees, their signatures detonated—Psalm Siren included. A surge of thermal energy reduced dozens of people to streaks of radioactive sludge in under a minute.

Homelander huffed a short breath of dumbfounded astonishment, frown deepening in expanding shock. 

The combustion deaths weren't just the result of a botched chemical recipe in a soda bottle. They were likely a radiological bypass; a violent, localized reaction to the sheer presence of whatever, or whoever, this mystery hotspot actually was. 

He snagged a chair from the periphery and sank into it, the flickering blue light of the monitor dancing in his wide, unblinking eyes. 

He'd just realized that the "suicidal accident" of the TNT Twins and the "Richmond tragedy" weren't just a pair of unfortunate PR nightmares for the legal department to juggle. They were… related.

The odds were astronomical, even by Vought’s distorted standards of probability. 

Starlight had just waltzed into the room begging to investigate a mystery drug, something he’d internally dismissed as a boring, garden variety Compound V leak; only for him to discover that the Twins might as well have been incinerated by the exact same radiological signature that liquidated the Richmond victims.

The only logical explanation for a heat source that moved with such predatory, sentient intent was that it was a supe. 

Vought had clearly fumbled the ball in a spectacular, potentially world-ending fashion. Perhaps the pharmaceutical cocktail Starlight was obsessing over wasn't just a variant of the blue stuff, maybe it was something far more volatile.

For the first time in decades, a cold, microscopic prickle of sweat stung the back of Homelander’s neck. He realized, with an ego bruising irony, that he’d just unceremoniously kicked out the only person on the station who actually had her finger on the nerve of the disaster. 

How ironic was it that he was the most powerful man on Earth, and he was currently the second to know which way the wind was blowing? 

He moved with frantic motion then, purging the search history with a few sharp keystrokes and snapping the windows shut on the monitor before lunging out of the chair. 

The biometric sensors chimed a submissive greeting as the doors hissed apart to accommodate his exit.

He stormed down the corridor with long strides that made the floor plating groan. He didn't just need to investigate anymore, he needed to catch up to the girl he’d just treated like a nuisance before his ignorance became a permanent liability.




——




Annie was sprawled across her mattress, the glow of her phone hovering inches above her face like a digital life support machine.

She was currently busy replaying her failure in the analytics hub, convinced she should’ve pushed harder. Tomorrow, first thing, get the facial match, identify the mystery man who’d unalived Gunpowder at the club, and then drag that lead back to the station as leverage. 

If she could hand Homelander a finished puzzle instead of just a handful of pieces, maybe he’d stop treating her like a persistent telemarketer.

The internal monologue was cut short by a sharp pounding on her door. It wasn't necessarily a polite knock.

Annie sat bolt upright, blinking at the door. Before she could even find her voice, a second round of pounding rattled the frame. She scrambled off the mattress and moved, hitting the wall switch next to doors.

The door hissed open to reveal one of the Vought Response Team guys, the fancy corporate janitors they send in when things get messy. The man was clad in a ballistic uniform, every inch of skin covered by charcoal grey plating and tactical nylon. 

A heavy-duty short barreled rifle hung from a single-point sling against his chest. His face was a void, buried behind a high cut helmet and a mask that stopped just below his eyes, making him look like a piece of breathing government hardware.

Before Annie could even offer a confused greeting, the man shoved a heavy, overstuffed duffel bag into her chest. Annie caught it with a grunt, the leaden weight of ceramic plates nearly pulling her off balance.

"Put this on," the man rasped, his voice filtered through the mask into a metallic growl. "Get to the deployment bay. Drain every surveillance feed on your way as you go. Do not get recorded."

Annie’s eyebrows shot up, her fingers digging into the coarse nylon of the bag. The voice had a familiar, grating authority to it, but the "secret agent" cosplay was a bit much for her on a Sunday afternoon.

"I’m sorry, who are you?" she demanded, her confusion sharpening into a defensive spike. "And what is this? I already have a suit."

The man didn't give her the satisfaction of a snappy comeback. He just turned on a heavy heel and vanished into the corridor, his boots making remarkably little noise for a man carrying forty pounds of hardware. He left her standing in her own doorway like a confused delivery driver holding a bag of black-ops gear and a set of very illegal sounding instructions.

She stood there for a moment, staring at the empty hall, before hauling the bag into the center of her room and pressing the door shut. The curiosity was nagging at her, sure, but it was also being drowned out by a sudden sense of urgency that usually preceded someone getting fired or blown up.

She ripped the zipper open.

Inside was a similar but sized-down version of the man’s uniform. It was a Vought Response Team "Tier-1" kit; matte-black plating, a reinforced combat vest, a rifle, a high cut helmet and a ballistic face mask that looked like it belonged in a riot.

Annie stripped out of her civilians and suited up in a blur of practiced, annoyed motion. The carbon fiber plates snapped over her shoulders with a clinical clack, and she tightened the nylon straps until the air in her lungs felt like a luxury. 

When she finally pulled the mask over her face and clicked the helmet into place, the America's Sweetheart brand disappeared entirely. In the mirror stood a faceless VRT staff, just another anonymous ghost in the Vought machine, ready to do the kind of work that didn't get a press release.

Annie snagged her phone from her discarded jeans, shoved it into a thigh pocket, and stepped into the hallway. Her nerves were suddenly buzzing with tension. Every time a camera lens swiveled her way, she simply drained its life support.

And each time, a soft golden flicker danced behind her eyes, the overhead units dying with a series of faint pops. 

By the time she reached the bulkhead of the deployment bay, she’d become a moving blind spot to Vought’s surveillance system. She didn't even glance at the biometric scanner. Using her thumbprint would be like leaving a signed confession at a crime scene.

Her eyes flared again, two gold rings burning through the darkness of her visor. The digital interface sizzled in a brief, angry burst of static before the electromagnetic bolts clicked open with a heavy and industrial thud.

The doors hissed open. Annie stepped into the cavernous bay, her lungs filling with that familiar cocktail of jet fuel and recycled ozone.

Her gaze swept the vast, shadowed hangar, hunting for a reason she was currently dressed like a mercenary. She advanced deeper into the room, the silence of the bay amplified by the occasional groan of cooling metal.

Then, she spotted him. At the far end of the bay, framed by the massive rectangular that opened into the vacuum, stood the same black clad silhouette from her doorway earlier.

Annie tightened her grip on the rifle that had come with the kit, mostly because it gave her hands something to do besides shake. 

“Hello?” she called out, her voice echoing off the titanium rafters.

The figure turned, his face a featureless ballistic plate. He didn't say a word. He just lifted a gloved hand and gave her a sharp, "get-your-ass-over-here" wave.

Annie’s pace quickened, though she kept a thumb near the safety of her rifle. A paranoid part of her wondered if this was just the Deep's latest attempt at another malicious prank. Because if so, she’d just have to blind the douchebag again and leave him to wander into a turbine.

She closed the final gap in a quick jog. The moment she was within arm's reach, the silent guard didn't offer a briefing; his arm simply shot out, wrapping with terrifyingly absolute authority around her waist.

“What the—” Annie jerked against the impact, her boots skidding on the floor. She tried to wedge an elbow into the charcoal plating to break the seal, but his grip was a total lockdown, the kind of strength that made her own supe physiology feel like wet paper.

“Hang on tight,” the man ordered. Then, it was simply a blur of a second. 

Annie sucked in a sharp breath, her vision blurring behind the visor as the floor of the deployment bay was replaced by a dizzying, vertical drop. Her head spun, trying to find a horizon that wasn't currently screaming past her at terminal velocity.

They were diving headfirst into the atmosphere, sure, but the physics were all wrong. They weren’t dropping at the regular speed, but with a controlled grace that defied the standard laws of gravity. 

Annie’s eyes snapped to the gloved hand gripping around her waist, the realization hitting her harder than the wind. She looked up at the featureless mask inches from her own.

“Homelander?!” she spat, the name coming out as a strangled, stunned gasp. “How did you—where the hell are we even going?”

“Seven Tower,” he answered gruffly. His tone was flat, bored, and unsettlingly relaxed considering the fact that he was currently playing lawn dart with the Earth’s crust.

Annie’s head tilted as she squinted through the rushing air, her brain struggling to reconcile the mercenary suit with the man inside it. “Wh—why?”

“To fucking investigate. Why else?” he snapped, the familiar smug impatience bleeding through the filter of his mask. He sounded like a parent who’d finally agreed to a road trip after being asked forty times, and he clearly intended to make her suffer through every mile of it.

Annie’s brows climbed up behind her visor, a small, triumphant smirk tugging at her mouth. The manipulation had landed after all; she’d successfully baited a god into the mud. 

"Oh, okay," she managed, trying to sound professional while her ego took a victory lap. "Thanks."

He didn't give her the satisfaction of a reply. If anything, he seemed physically agitated by her visible streak of smugness. The idea that a junior supe had effectively maneuvered him into a midday field trip was clearly grating against his self-importance. He wasn't about to dignify her "lead" with a verbal pat on the back, so he opted for a stony silence for the rest of the descent.

They touched down with a synchronized thud at the rear of the Seven Tower, standing in a secluded alleyway facing a set of nondescript vent hall doors; the kind of entrance used for smuggling in escorts, college students, or the occasional shipment of extracurricular drugs.

Homelander’s arm finally retracted from her waist, and he stepped back with a dismissive movement. He jabbed a gloved finger toward the door. "So? Which floor?"

Annie adjusted her helmet, pulling the mask higher to steady her breathing after the dizzying drop. She scanned the grim, oil-stained brick of the alley through her visor, only just realizing this particular backdoor even existed. Vought really did have a layer of grime for every floor of the building.

"Could you fast-track your processing time?" Homelander prompted, his voice a muffled, impatient rasp through the mask.

Annie turned to him, her eyes performing a slow, involuntary sweep of his silhouette. The man was already a walking nightmare in primary colors and a flag. But draped in black gear, he looked like a contained apocalypse. It was Black Noir’s aesthetic, but with an undercurrent of mental instability. 

This was the first time she’d ever seen him in something other than his patriotic pajamas. 

A younger, more naive version of Annie might have actually found the look attractive in a dark, terrifying way, and honestly, even through the cynicism, she had to admit he filled out the Kevlar well.

A soft sarcastic chuckle escaped her lips as she finally moved. She hauled the heavy exit door open and disappeared into the HVAC halls.

Homelander trailed her into the gloom, his footsteps eerily quiet and acutely alert.

"Did we really have to go full Call of Duty for this?" Annie whispered, her head moving from side to side as she crept forward. The sturdy boots felt alien, making her movements feel more like a prowl than a walk. "I thought 'undercover' wasn't in the Vought vocabulary."

"Exactly," Homelander’s voice came back, a flat, metallic tone. "Which is why nobody’s going to turn a head on us. Now, shut up with the 'recon' and hurry the fuck up. You don't need to scout the corners; I’m already looking through the walls."

He punctuated the command by planting a heavy palm between her shoulder blades and giving her a light shove that sent her stumbling.

Annie staggered, her boots skidding on the concrete before she whipped her head back in an irritated glare. "Hey—watch the hardware—"

"Move," he repeated, his gloved hand gesturing forward with a flick of pure, dismissive impatience.

Annie rolled her eyes, a gesture entirely lost behind her visor, and picked up the pace. She hugged the short-barreled rifle to her chest, a ridiculous irony considering she could punch through a tank, but the weight of the gun felt like a grounding prop in this game of pretense.

They navigated the service guts of the building until they hit the cargo elevators at the basement. It was a grim, industrial cul de sac tucked into the literal ass crack of the tower. Four massive, dented lift doors lined each side of the corridor, smelling of hydraulic fluid and overtly stale coffee.

Just as they approached, one of the lifts groaned open. A handful of workers began trundling trolleys stacked with biohazard bins and lab supplies into the hall before they moved to exit. 

Homelander went still, his head tilting with a predatory curiosity as he surveyed the grimy transit hub.

It was clear he’d never descended this far into the digestive system of his own kingdom. These elevators were a closed loop, shuttling exclusively between the top basement floor and the sub-levels.

Annie stepped up to a terminal across from the workers, her posture snapping into a rigid straightness. She slammed the downward arrow and stood there, a perfect imitation of a bored grunt on a long shift.

They stood side by side, two charcoal statues waiting for a ride to the basement. Every few seconds, their visors would lock; a silent, tense exchange between a god in a mask and the girl who’d indirectly dragged him there. 

The cargo elevator arrived with a heavy mechanical groan shortly after the lab techs vanished around the corner. Annie stepped into the large dented box and turned to face Homelander as he followed, his presence instantly making the elevator feel like a claustrophobic cage.

The moment the doors hissed shut, sealing them in a vacuum of industrial silence, Homelander finally let go of his rifle. It dropped against his chest, dangling from its sling with a dull sound against his armor.

"How do you even know about this elevator?" he asked, his voice echoing off the corrugated steel walls. "Or this particular corner of the basement, for that matter? It's not exactly on the tourist map."

Annie kept her posture military straight, her knuckles white around the grip of her weapon. "Sub-two has the morgue. Gunpowder’s remains were being processed there," she explained, her voice remarkably steady despite the fact that her internal wiring was currently short-circuiting. The proximity, the disguise, and the sheer illegality of the moment were finally starting to pile up into a pack of anxiety attacks she hadn't seen coming.

Homelander didn't offer a word immediately. Instead, his head tilted slightly, gaze dropping to her chest to monitor the frantic, rabbit-like hammering of her heart against her ribs. He was reading her panic like a ticker tape.

Annie reached out and punched the button for Sub-Six. She stepped back into the corner, exhaling a long, shaky breath in an attempt to manually override her own nervous system.

The moment the "6" illuminated, Homelander’s head snapped toward her with the speed of a closing trap.

"Wait," he said, his tone shifting from bored curiosity to something machine-like and dangerously alert. "Sub fucking six??" he hissed, his eyes widening behind the dark visor of his helmet.

Annie nodded, confused by the sudden spike in his temperature. "The logistics reports showed raw materials and experimental compounds being diverted from the upper labs down to sub-six," she explained, trying to regain her footing. "There’s a black-site lab down there. It’s where they’re cooking the—"

"Okay. Abort," Homelander cut her off before she could finish the thought. His voice was final, vibrating with a kind of caution she’d never heard from him. "We’re done. We’re not doing this anymore."

"Wait—what?" Annie spat, her stunned indignation momentarily eclipsing her fear. "Why? I just survived a swan dive for this. You can't just quit because of a floor number!"

Homelander shook his masked head, a frantic motion that looked uncharacteristic in the dim light. He lunged, slamming a gloved fist into the emergency stop. 

The elevator halted with a sickening, metallic screech that vibrated up Annie’s spine. He pivoted on her, his presence suddenly doubling in volume.

"Why the fuck didn't you lead with the fact that we were dropping into Sub-Six?" He demanded, his voice a low and angry rasp. 

Annie’s brow furrowed, her gaze darting from the glowing emergency "STOP" button to the all-covered wall of a man in front of her. 

"I don’t follow the panic, Homelander," she said, her confusion fighting through the mounting dread. "You hijacked us off a space station to find out who’s brewing this stuff. Now we're at the kitchen door and you’re having a breakdown?"

"Yes!" he hissed. He closed the distance in a blur, his hand clamping around her upper arm and yanking her toward his visor with enough force to make her ceramic plates grind. "Do you have even the faintest fucking clue what you just invited me to? What you just dragged us into?"

It was like a breaker had flipped in his skull. The bored, untouchable god had dissolved, replaced by a version of Homelander that was twitchy, feral, and radiating a low-frequency energy of genuine and unfiltered terror.

Even through the mask, the serrated edge of his tone was enough to send a cold ripple of goosebumps down Annie’s neck. She winced as his grip tightened, the reinforced nylon of her suit the only thing keeping her humerus from snapping like a dry twig. She had two choices: fold like a cheap piece of paper, or treat him like a spooked horse. 

Given the lack of exits, she chose the latter.

"Look, I get it," she said, her voice a flat, steady anchor against his stormy energy. "Judging by the way you're losing your mind, I'm guessing whatever is down there, is not so gratifying. But we’re already here. Might as well see what’s up."

Homelander let out a sharp scoff, shoving her back as he released her arm with a flick of pure disgust. He stabbed an accusatory finger at her before spinning around to the control panel. He punched Sub-Four to reset the logic of the elevator and then hammered the Sub-Six button to override the earlier lift call. 

"This," he grumbled, the elevator jolting back into its downward plunge, "is officially the stupidest fucking thing you’ve ever done. And in this company, that’s a goddamn gold medal of stupidity."

Annie offered a grimace to his back, her eyes rolling with a weary rhythm. Typical. A cosmic-level entrance from the stratosphere just to suffer a mid-mission meltdown in a service lift.

But she was Donna’s daughter, raised on a diet of relentless persistence and pageant circuit grit. Quitting wasn't in the manual. She drew out a long breath, forcing her pulse to downshift into a manageable beating. Someone had to be the adult in the room, even if that room was a plummeting metal box.

The elevator chimed at Sub-Four, the doors sliding apart to reveal a dim, industrial purgatory. 

As Homelander coiled to storm out, Annie’s hand shot forward. She clamped onto his forearm, a firm, grounding grip.

“Hey,” she murmured, the word cautious but magnetic.

Homelander froze. His head swiveled, tracking the path from her fingers on his sleeve up to the dark visor of her mask. An agitated crease deepened between his brows, his entire silhouette radiating a pressurized and volatile static.

“We’re the fucking Seven,” Annie said, her voice a velvety layer of manipulative encouragement behind the filter. “We can investigate what we need. We have that legal right as a team and as individuals. If we get caught, we get a stern memo and a slap on the wrist. We're the definition of untouchable. So let’s just go down there and see the goddamn receipts. Please.”

She didn't let go. The plea was blunt, stripped of corporate polish, and laced with a raw sincerity that seemed to pin him to the spot.

He blinked, his jaw locking into a rigid line. The sheer audacity of the touch, the physical claim she was staking on his attention, had clearly sent a jolt through his system. It was a cocktail of offense and something far more primal, a flicker of intrigue buried under layers of ego.

But the habit of supremacy won out. 

He wrenched his arm back with a contemptuous snap. “I’m not fucking worried about a lecture from the C-Suite, Starlight. We’re scrubbing the mission. That’s final.”

He stepped out into the floor of Sub-Four, his boots thudding against the concrete as he headed for the emergency stairwell. The floor was a graveyard of silent machinery and flickering amber lights, the air heavy with the Sunday afternoon lethargy of a billion-dollar tomb. 

When the expected shuffle of her boots failed to follow, Homelander slowed, his capeless shoulders tensing before he threw a glance back at the elevator.

Starlight hadn't budged. She was propped against the threshold, one gloved hand jammed against the "door open" sensor. Her posture was a defiant wire of persistence.

“I’m going to Sub-Six,” she called out, her voice a sharp, echoing whisper. “I’ll see you in orbit.”

Homelander’s features contorted into a mask of incredulous irritation. He offered the empty hallway a theatrical roll of his eyes, a silent prayer for patience in a situation where lasering her skull into a steaming puddle wasn't a viable strategy. 

With a guttural groan that sounded like grinding tectonic plates, he turned, his heavy boots punctuating a defeated storm back toward the elevator car.

Annie watched his approach, a spark of triumph dancing in her eyes. A faint, knowing curve pulled at her lips behind the ballistic mesh; she’d successfully eroded his god complex with nothing but a well-timed bout of stubbornness. He’d officially run out of dignified exits.

The moment his armored frame crossed the threshold, she hammered the "Close Door" button with a proprietary flourish.

“For the record—” he snapped, his voice a blend of smug fury and hilariously transparent surrender. He jabbed a gloved finger toward her nose, the proximity between them suddenly electric, thick with the friction of two egos grinding together in a confined space. “I’m not here to hold your hand. I’m here because I think the TNT Twins’ death and those human barbecues in Richmond are related.”

Annie’s head snapped, her brow knitting in a genuine spike of intrigue. “What? How could they possibly be—”

Shh!” He cut her off with a patronizing hiss, pressing a finger to his own masked lips. He turned his back on her as the doors sealed, his shoulders a high-tension rigid posture of discomfort.

Annie just blinked at his nape, wondering how a man with the power of a sun could have the emotional stability of a caffeinated toddler. She shook her head in the heavy silence, her own gaze drifting over the broad, charcoal grey expanse of his back every so often.

The final leg of the descent was a suffocating vacuum of tension. They stood like two statues carved from the same dark stone, vibrating with a shared and unspoken displeasure at their forced partnership. 

When the elevator finally signaled their arrival at Sub-Six with a soft, yet ominous chime, Homelander turned to her. The air around him felt cold, his own nerves clearly fraying beneath the Kevlar.

“You absolute fucking idiot,” he grumbled, the insult landing like a death sentence. He leaned in, his visor inches from hers, his voice dropping into an intimate growl. “Before you step out of this box, understand one thing: you’ve just dragged us both past the point of no return. And by tomorrow morning, you’re going to wish you’d stayed in bed.”

Annie offered a final, tired roll of her eyes, effectively tuning out the leader of the Seven. 

It was a bizarre moment of cognitive dissonance. For once, his warning lacked that theatrical cruelty he usually weaponized. Instead, he sounded genuinely pissed; as if she’d tricked him into stepping into a sewer he’d spent a lifetime trying to pave over.

The doors groaned open, and a wash of arterial red light flooded the cabin.

Annie stepped out first, her boots crunching on the concrete floor. She paused, glancing back at the dark monolith still lingering in the elevator. 

"Come on," she prompted, her chin tilting in a playful beckoning gesture. "You plus me equals two." 

She turned away before he could snap back, her silhouette swallowed by the crimson haze of the corridor.

Behind her, Homelander remained rooted to the spot, his gloved hands curling into tight tremors. He was currently performing a manic mental audit of the last forty minutes of his life, wondering how a girl who’d been in the building for only two months had successfully led him by the nose into his own personal hell.

This wasn't just a sub-level floor. It was the floor. The guts of the tower where he’d been cooked, raised, and systematically broken. He’d walked out of these doors twenty years ago with a silent vow to never look back.

And yet, here he was. Standing on the threshold of his own origin story, dressed like a mercenary and following a girl who had no idea she was walking through a graveyard of his memories.

Eventually, the internal friction peaked, and he forced himself to step out. The doors whirred shut behind him with a finality. He shot one last, lingering look at the steel barrier before turning his gaze to Starlight’s back, watching her advance into the flickering red dark.

Notes:

Smut incoming with the next couple of drops. Thank you for reading :)

Chapter 12: The Point Of No Return

Summary:

Starlight investigates the source of the so-called human combustion drug with Homelander looming like a cryptic dark cloud.

Notes:

Happy weekend! :)

It might look like a triple-drop, but we’re actually looking at two massive chapters: Chapter 12 and Chapter 13. Because Chapter 13 ended up being a 14k-word beast (I wanted to pace out the smut after the long build-up), I’ve split it into two parts for better readability. These chapters are quite long, so please take breaks if you need to! 😅

Also, I have a few song suggestions that inspired the tones of these chapters. Highly recommend giving them a listen:

- Little Red Riding Hood by Aeseaes
(originally by Sam The Sham & The Pharaohs)

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Annie’s boots should’ve echoed; this place begged for it. But her steps landed and died on the matte concrete like even the floor had signed an NDA.

The rifle hung off her single-point sling, resting against her chest with a lazy kind of familiarity. Her head moved in slow, measured sweeps, taking inventory, mapping exits, noting blind corners, the way a person does in case something goes wrong.

The lab stretched out in an aseptic grid that tried very hard to look organized and failed in the way all human systems eventually do. At the far corners, racks stood loaded with chemical barrels and glass bottles, labels turned outward in neat rows. On the opposite end, equipment storage units were stacked tight beside a switchboard and a fire alarm.

Seven long tables cut across the room, each one spaced with careful symmetry, each one set up for multiple employees. Monitors, instruments, trays of tools, half-finished notes. It had that familiar workplace clutter, as if there was nothing suspicious at all about this place.

Warning signs dotted the walls. Bright, insistent, and corporate approved panic in bold fonts. Each one carried a different instruction. There was even a kitchenette set into one corner, absurd in its normalcy. A small sink, a microwave, a coffee machine that had probably witnessed things it could never unsee. A laminated sign hung above it, politely reminding employees not to wash lab equipment in the kitchen sink.

Annie’s gaze lingered there at the kitchenette for half a second longer than necessary.

Behind her, Homelander moved like he had all the time in the world, which, for him, was not really a metaphor and more of a scheduling issue. He kept a deliberate distance, far enough to not look like he was following her, close enough that the illusion didn’t quite hold up under scrutiny.

His pace dragged just behind hers, unhurried, almost bored. His eyes flicked upward, across corners, along beams and ceiling lines, scanning for cameras with a guarded focus. Then back to her. Then forward again. A quiet loop of suspicion. He’d remembered not ever having cameras around this outer room of the floor. He just didn’t realize they still hadn’t installed any cameras here. Likely for confidentiality purposes, he’d reminded himself.

Annie, meanwhile, moved through the aisles between desks, her shoulders squared, posture loose but not careless. She didn’t look back when she spoke. “I don’t see a camera here.”

Her voice carried just enough to reach him, but not enough to bounce.

“That’s because there isn’t any.” His reply came flat, stripped of anything resembling comfort. “They’re all upstairs, upper sub-levels. You took the elevator that bypasses them.”

That made her slow, just enough to let the thought catch up to her. She turned her head slightly, masked profile angled toward him while her body stayed facing forward. “Wait. So nobody’s supposed to know about that elevator shortcut?”

He gave a small shrug, casual in a way that felt curated, like he’d practiced not caring. One hand lifted, gesturing loosely in her direction. “You do—apparently,” he said with a skeptical edge. 

Annie let out a quiet, thoughtful huff. It almost passed for amusement. “Huh.”

She turned away again, the sound of it lingering more than the word deserved. Her hands came up to her helmet, fingers finding the clasps with an unhurried pace. The high-cut shell came off first, lifted cleanly, then the ballistic mask followed, dragged down to rest around her neck.

“I guess visiting the morgue wasn’t such a bad part of the job, after all.” She mumbled, chuckling to herself. There was a faint edge of dark humor under it. Visiting the morgue was how she knew about the elevator in the first place. 

She drew in a deep breath and let it out slowly as she freed her ponytail from where it had been trapped under the suit. Strands of blonde hair fell back into place, a small, human detail in a space that had gone out of its way to feel anything but. Then she turned to look at him, fully this time.

Homelander had stopped a good ten feet away from her. He’d watched her comfortably remove the gear as soon as she heard there was no camera. 

There was no hesitation, no awkwardness, and no second-guessing in her. Even two weeks ago, it wouldn’t have been considered a regular sight to see Starlight confidently removing her gear in that Seven-typical nonchalance in an unknown place. And now it settled over her like something she’d grown into. 

Funny what wonders a little trauma could do. 

The thought curled into a faint smirk as Homelander reached up and removed his own helmet. A few strands of his pale hair slipped loose, falling across his forehead like they had somewhere better to be. He fixed them with a slow brush of his gloved hand, more out of habit than necessity.

The rifle sling followed, unhooked and set down on the nearest desk without any sound. Nothing he did felt rushed. Even the smallest movements carried a kind of silent intention. 

When he looked back at her, the overhead red lights swallowed the blue in his eyes entirely, leaving something darker behind. 

Annie noticed that eerie look on his face, of course. And because she noticed, she mirrored him. 

The rifle sling slipped off her shoulder, dragged over her head, then placed neatly on the desk beside her. It was a strange, unspoken alignment somewhere in between imitation and submission. 

“So?” Annie shrugged, casual on the surface, her lips pressing together as if holding something skeptical beneath. “Where could they keep the drugs? The pink stuff.”

He raised a brow, slow and unimpressed, or at least playing the part. “I don’t know.” The shrug that followed was almost lazy, as if the question hadn’t earned more. But he didn’t linger on her long enough. Instead, he pivoted and crossed the room, boots making the faintest sound now against the floor. 

He reached the wall and flipped a series of switches with quick, decisive motions; almost as if he knew exactly which switches to go for.

The red lights died, and the overhead fluorescents took over, washing the space in a pale, clinical light. It wasn’t necessarily too bright or too warm. Just enough to expose everything. 

Under it, the room finally lost its theatrical red filter. What remained was cleaner, more typical of a laboratory.

Annie’s gaze followed him, slower this time. Obviously, he’d been here before. The man moved like he didn’t need to think about where things were. There was no searching, no signs of confusion, and just that simple familiarity masked by indifference. 

She had clocked it the moment they stepped inside, and his warnings back in the elevator hadn’t exactly been subtle either.

She leaned back against the desk behind her, arms folding across her stomach. “You’ve been here before,” she said bluntly. “You look like you know what goes where around here.”

Homelander didn’t offer so much as a grunt in response, opting instead to burn an imaginary hole through her with a lingering, silent glare. 

He pivoted with a sweep and stalked toward a heavy door at the far end of the lab. With a heavy-handed shove, he forced the seal, the metal groaning in protest as he vanished into the gloom beyond.

Annie pushed off the desk almost immediately, the movement instinctive. Letting him out of her sight in a place like this felt like a bad idea for reasons she didn’t want to examine too closely.

The second room opened up just as wide, maybe wider, but it felt… spookier in a different way. The air carried a chemical tang, sharper here, like something had been spilled and never fully cleaned. 

The tables were cluttered with more specialized equipment, glass chambers with cloudy residue lining the interiors, sealed containers labeled in codes that meant nothing at first glance, and a series of metal trays holding instruments. 

Some machines hummed low and steady, others blinked in slow, irregular intervals. There were stains too. Faint, scrubbed down to near invisibility, but not gone. 

Massive glass vats lined the walls, filled with a stagnant, yellowish fluid as if something organic had been pickled there a long time ago. The air was colder here for sure, a mix of industrial bleach and something sickly sweet, like rotting fruit.

Annie took it all in as she moved, her pace matching his without realizing it. Every so often, she found her gaze involuntarily snapping to his back. 

It was a bizarre, almost jarring sight. 

After a lifetime of seeing him draped in that star-spangled propaganda, the black tactical gear felt strangely intimate. It hugged his frame in a way that made his power seem more grounded, more physical. It allowed for his back to be viewed in the absence of the cape. 

It was functional and unfairly effective at highlighting exactly how well put together he actually was.

She’d spent her teenage years typing embarrassing fanfictions about him in "civilian" attire, but none of those fantasies had captured the casually lethal energy he radiated in person. 

Teenage her would’ve had a field day with this. She’d written entire scenes, entire stories, imagining him like this, out of costume, sometimes even without clothes. Back then it had been harmless and safe. 

Fiction had a way of sanding down all the uglier truth.

Annie caught herself mid-thought and rolled her eyes at herself, hard enough to physically shake the thought loose. She hated how quickly her brain supplied comparisons. Hated even more that they were accurate. 

Now was hardly the time to be mentally cataloging how well his shoulders filled out the Kevlar.

She pushed forward, following him through another door at the far end of the room. It opened into a long hallway that stretched out ahead of them, branching at sharp junctions like veins through the structure. 

The red overhead lights returned, bathing everything in that same unsettling glow. The hallway seemed to stretch on forever, interrupted by heavy, windowless doors that likely hid more corporate sins that Annie had the will to know. 

Every few seconds, the red light would cycle, casting Homelander’s shadow long and distorted against the walls like some looming, ink blotted monster.

Eventually, he stopped at a door on the right, just before the far end of the hall. He pushed it open and stepped aside, enough to let her see inside.

Annie had paused just a step off the threshold, her eyes scanning the interior. This room looked like the motherlode. It was vast, echoing, and packed with the industrial skeletal remains of a mass production facility.

“This is where they ‘cook’ the compounds, so to speak,” he noted, his voice echoing flatly off the tiled walls. He gave a bored flick of his wrist toward the workstations, where glass carboys sat half-filled with murky liquids. He then pointed a gloved finger at a row of dull metal storage cabinets bolted to the far wall. “Logs go there.”

Annie blinked, her curiosity momentarily overriding her dread. “Damn… did you have a side-hustle as a lab tech or something?” She let out a small, startled chuckle, moving toward the cabinets. “Seriously, where did you even work before Vought picked you up?”

Homelander’s response was a slow, theatrical roll of his eyes, the kind that made it very clear the conversation had been dismissed before it even had started. He didn’t bother verbally answering at all. 

There was nothing in that question he had any intention of entertaining, not the highlights of his scorched-earth origin story, not the implications buried underneath. Especially not for her.

Annie didn't press the issue, though, her attention already snagged by the task at hand. The cabinet doors creaked open under her grip, and she leaned in, flipping through files with quick, practiced movements. 

Paper brushed against paper in soft whispers as she skimmed labels, dates, codes that blurred together the longer she looked. At the same time, her attention refused to stay contained. It drifted, catching on the rows of refrigerated units along the far wall, on the stacked containers behind glass panels.

Her hands went still in the drawer as a particular glow caught her eye. 

One of the refrigeration chambers sat roughly twelve feet away, radiating a pulsating, neon pink hue that looked aggressively familiar. 

The neighboring units were just as vibrant, acting as an unnatural light show for the lab. Some compartments bled a sickly, toxic green, but the vast majority were saturated in a cold, electric blue.

Annie blinked, her gaze dragging across the entire stretch of refrigeration units. The combined glow had painted the surrounding surfaces in shifting colors, bleeding into the floor, the metal edges of nearby equipment, and even the undersides of the desks. 

It had turned the room into something almost surreal, like a nightclub designed by someone with a medical license, and maybe also no moral boundaries.

Without thinking, her hands slipped out of the drawer. The files were forgotten as she moved toward the fridges, drawn in by equal parts curiosity and unease. Her steps slowed as she approached, her body lowering slightly as she leaned in to get a better look at the labels.

Her eyes scanned the seal on the pink batch first.

“V-Shield.”

Beneath it, was a dense string of alphanumeric identifying codes meant to track the specific variant.

Her brows pulled together in mild confusion, posture shifting to the adjacent compartments, checking the others. The blue vials were labeled “Compound V,” each one marked with iteration numbers and serial codes that suggested constant revision, constant tweaking. The green ones read “Temp V,” their own identifiers stamped beneath; more provisional, experimental, and disposable.

“Jesus…” she muttered under her breath, the word slipping out before she could dress it up.

Annie fumbled for her phone, her fingers clumsy and reaching into her pocket to pull out the device. The screen lit up her face as she flicked on the flashlight, angling it back toward the cabinets. 

If there were logs, they’d match these labels. They had to.

She scurried back to the storage cabinets, propping her phone’s flashlight between her shoulder and ear with a hand as she began a single-handed sift through the physical logs with the other hand. 

She could use her powers to light up the room but that would leave traces of disturbance in the systems; in other words, a trace of someone being here on a Sunday evening. 

Annie's fingers dove back into the folders, rifling through them with more urgency now, the beam of her phone jittering slightly as she tried to keep it steady.

In the process, she hadn’t really noticed the folded piece of paper slipping free from her pocket when she pulled her phone out. It had drifted down in a quiet, almost polite fall before settling on the floor behind her.

Homelander remained where he was, watching her play Miss Marple with an amusement that bordered on predatory. 

There was something almost endearing about it, in a way he would never admit out loud. Her version of control looked like focus stretched thin, like she was one bad discovery away from snapping it entirely. His gaze, however, had tracked the white scrap of paper she’d dropped.

He stared where it lay on the floor. Interesting.

So while she played detective, he sauntered towards the refrigerators with unhurried steps, his attention splitting equally to track both her and the small, accidental offering at his feet. 

He slowed as he reached it, then bent down, picking it up between gloved fingers with an easy confidence that abundantly suggested he already knew he wasn’t supposed to see it.

“Got it!” Annie’s voice rang out from across the room, bright and a little too pleased with itself for a place like this. The excitement in it was almost disarming, something genuine that didn’t quite belong around Homelander. “The V-Shield! That’s what the drug is called! I found the file.”

“Mmhm.”

Homelander’s response came out low, absent-minded, mixed with mild amusement. His attention had already drifted elsewhere. He was busy carefully smoothing out the crinkled edges of the paper he’d scavenged from the floor. As he unfolded the final crease, one eyebrow lifted as the image revealed itself.

It was a charcoal sketch. Rough in places, smudged at the spot where gloved fingers had dragged across it, but detailed enough to leave no doubt. Starlight, caught mid-blast, light bursting from her hands as it hurled the Deep backward like he weighed nothing. There was a kind of chaotic energy to it, exaggerated in all the right ways.

At the bottom, scrawled in uneven block lettering, were the words: “BADASS BITCHLIGHT.”

For a moment, he just stared at it, taking in the details. Then the corner of his mouth twitched.

Meanwhile, Annie had already pulled a stack of logs free from the cabinet, the folders fanning out in her hands as she flipped through them while struggling with her phone. Her eyes moved quickly, trying to keep pace with the dense, lifeless jargon that Vought’s R&D seemed to take pride in.

“Subject 4-Alpha,” she read aloud, her tone flattening slightly as she forced her way through it. “Exposure to localized ionizing radiation… eight point five times ten to the power of three rads. Post-administration of V-Shield compound. The log says… ‘Subject’s biology maintained homeostatic stability for a three-hour window. Minimal cellular degradation observed despite the radiological bypass.’”

She paused, squinting down at the page as if the words might rearrange themselves into something more comprehensive. A graph sat printed beside the text, a jagged line that looked like a heart rate monitor plunging off a cliff.

“Wait, I think it gets worse,” she muttered, trying to make whatever sense of it, flipping to the next page. Her voice tightened a fraction, the earlier spark of excitement thinning out as she read aloud. “‘Increasing exposure to the eight-hour threshold resulted in a thermal-kinetic spike. Subject reached a critical state of… systemic hyper-combustion.’” She stopped, blinking at the line for a second. She looked up with her face paling. “It literally says the subject combusted. ‘Spontaneous atmospheric ignition observed in less than point-four seconds.’

Annie shook her head, more to clear it than anything else, the paper rustling as she flipped to the final summary sheet. “The last entry says they achieved ‘efficacy’ in one subject after eight hours of stabilization,” she went on, the quotation marks practically audible, “but the second one… ‘total biological liquidation.’”

She let out a quiet breath that almost passed for a laugh, except there wasn’t anything funny in it. Mostly because she barely understood half of it, and it still sounded awful. 

“What the hell is a radiological bypass?”

She turned toward him then, the question aimed directly, her brows drawn together in something between confusion and growing unease. “Why would a supe even need protection from radiation?” she added. “We’re built to handle it, right?”

Across the narrow aisle, Homelander wasn’t even looking at her. And he certainly wasn’t looking at the files. His eyes remained glued on the sheet of paper in his hand, held between two black-gloved fingers with surprising care. The man was a silent statue at this point, his attention meticulously bifurcated between the horrific clinical data she was reciting and the private burst of anger captured in his hand.

He kept on studying the sketch over and over with an intensity that bordered on invasive. The rough charcoal lines, the smudges, the way her face had been captured mid-action, the way Deep looked like an idiot. An expression of a real and very unpleasant moment of her life. 

“Homelander?” Annie called, her tone climbing an octave, a faint edge of nerves slipping in. “Did you hear me? They’re testing a drug that’s supposed to ‘insulate’ something called Compound V in the blood. What’s Compound V?”

The question sat there, unanswered. He didn’t turn; didn’t speak. The silence stretched long enough to feel intentional.

Annie let out an audible, theatrical huff and rolled her eyes at the ceiling. 

“Never mind,” she muttered, already reaching for her phone. “I’m just going to Google it.” There was disappointment in her tone, but no real surprise. She wasn’t expecting him to be helpful, not anymore.

The screen lit up her face as her thumb moved quickly, typing “Compound V” into the search bar. She wasn't a doctor, and if Compound V had been mentioned in her high school biology classes, the memory had long since been buried under pageant rehearsals or simply being the Defender of Des Moines. And since Homelander had apparently decided to be a useless, unengaging piece of furniture, she’d rely on the internet.

Behind her, Homelander finally looked up, the sketch still in his hand. His head tilted slightly toward her, and a quiet chuckle slipped out, amused and melodic.

“You’re not going to find that on Google,” he said, the words easy, dressed with that familiar patronizing delight. “Come here with those.” He gestured with a crooked finger, a condescending beckoning motion.  

Annie glanced up from her screen, her expression tightening immediately at his tone. 

She hesitated long enough for the annoyance to register, then locked her phone and shoved it back into her pocket with a bit more force than necessary. 

Grabbing the files with both hands, she pushed off from where she stood and walked over to him, her boots clicking an angry rhythm against the lab floor. It wasn’t quite a march, but it wasn’t cooperative either.

As soon as she slowed beside him, Homelander held the sketch out toward her like it was something casually retrieved from a drawer rather than something slipped from her own pocket. 

The motion was lazy, almost bored, but his attention wasn’t. It stayed fixed on her face, reading for reaction more than explanation.

“Noir gave you this?” he asked, tone light on the surface, but with something tighter underneath it. Curiosity, yes, but not the harmless kind.

Annie’s eyes dropped to the paper and she let out a short, confused huff. “Wait—how did you—”

“Fell from your pocket,” he cut in smoothly before she could finish, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. “With your phone.” He gestured lazily toward her waist, the movement almost dismissive.

Annie blinked, her mouth parted with a faint frown forming as she performed the mental gymnastics of a wardrobe audit. 

She’d changed into the tactical gear in a blind rush. She must have snagged the scrap of paper when she’d fished her phone out of her jeans earlier and stuffed them both into this pocket.

“Oh…” she muttered, the realization landing late but clean. Then she shook it off, like it didn’t deserve more space in her head. “Yeah… Black Noir did that. And another before that.”

At that, Homelander’s expression shifted almost imperceptibly; a subtle, rhythmic twitch in his jaw betraying a sudden spike of territorial tension. 

For a moment, he looked like he might ask something uncomfortable. Something that would dig deeper than necessary. He tilted his face just enough to demand an explanation without having to ask for one, his brows arching in a silent, pressurized interrogation. 

Eventually, he swallowed the spike of jealousy, exhaling a hot, dismissive huff.

“Okay,” he said, too casual, too quickly recovered. “Well—don’t fall for him.” He flicked the paper lightly toward her, offering it back without looking at it anymore. “He’s mine.”

Annie felt a smirk pull at the corners of her mouth as she reclaimed the sketch. The man was hopelessly, almost pathologically attracted to Noir. It was a bizarrely human trait that felt almost endearing when it wasn't being draped in threats. 

“So, fall for you instead?” she shot back before she could stop herself, the tease slipping out faster than her better judgment. 

The second it left her mouth, her expression shifted, like she’d just heard herself from the outside. She shook her head immediately. “Sorry—no, I don’t know why I said that. That was a bad joke. I'm sorry.”

She kept shaking her head, visibly disturbed by her own lack of restraint. There was a faint touch of embarrassment now, but also a kind of alarmed self-awareness, like she’d just briefly tripped into a conversation she didn’t mean to enter.

Homelander turned his head slightly, casting her a sideways glance. 

A ghost of a smirk tugged at the edge of his mouth, dark and entirely too knowing. He didn't dignify the remark with a response. He just looked away again, letting the silence do the work for him. Mostly because a comeback would only validate Noir’s irritating theory that he harbored a schoolboy crush on the new girl. 

Annie folded the paper back with careful fingers, smoothing the crease once before slipping it into her pocket. The gesture was small, almost absent-minded, but it gave her something to do with her hands as she cleared her throat, desperate to incinerate the awkward remains of her joke. 

She needed a pivot; something workable, something that didn't involve accidental flirting with a murderous sociopath. 

When she turned toward him again, her expression had shifted slightly, the awkwardness softening into something more tentative.

“Hey, uh—I’ve been meaning to say this,” she began, her voice gentler now, less sharp than before. There was a pause where she seemed to search for the right version of herself to use. “I’m really sorry about Ms. Stillwell, and… thank you. For backing me up the other day. With the Deep.” 

She gave a small shrug to accompany it, like she was trying to make the sentiment lighter than it actually was. Her eyes didn’t fully meet his, drifting just slightly off target as if direct eye contact might turn the moment weirder.

Homelander let out a sudden bark of laughter, sharp and immediate, his head tipping back slightly with rolling eyes, as if the idea itself was entertaining enough to warrant it. 

When he looked back at her, there was already that familiar amused disbelief settling into his expression. He turned fully toward her, the grin widening in a performative way, all teeth and certainty.

“You think I was backing you up?” he repeated, like the question itself was adorable in its misunderstanding. The laugh lingered as he spoke again. “I was protecting the Deep, Starlight.”

Annie frowned almost instantly, the reaction automatic. Confusion first, then resignation following close behind, like she had already learned not to expect straightforward answers from him. “From Vought?” she asked, testing the angle.

“From you,” he corrected without hesitation, the grin still in place as if he was enjoying how easily the words landed. “And Maeve. But mostly you.” He punctuated it with a lazy point in her direction, not aggressive, but definite enough to make the distinction feel intentional.

She blinked again, holding his gaze a moment longer now, searching for some hidden layer of joke or meaning she might have missed. When none immediately surfaced, her expression shifted, processing slowly. It was actually a backhanded compliment. He wasn't being nice; he was acknowledging that she would have absolutely pulverized the Deep if left to her own devices. 

A slow, irrepressible smirk spread at Annie's lips.

“But why?” she asked anyway, lips twitching slightly despite herself. “You don’t exactly like the Deep, from what I’ve seen.” She made a small face as she said it, a faint cringe, her eyes performing their signature roll.

“You’re right,” Homelander said simply. “I don't. But—” he pointed that same finger at her, his voice dropping into a more authoritative hum, “Maeve has raised some concerns, and I took care of it. That’s it.”

He gave another small chuckle, like the entire situation was mildly amusing rather than structurally revealing.

Annie raised a skeptical eyebrow, nodding slowly as she processed the hierarchy of Vought’s internal politics. “I see. So she’s the real hero of the story.”

That earned another laugh from him, a little more open this time, less restrained. As if the petty soap opera dynamics of the Seven were suddenly endearing to him rather than a colossal drain on his patience. 

Annie shook her head, a dry chuckle of her own escaping as she tried to wrestle the conversation back to the grim reality of the room. 

“Anyway, can we talk about what we—I found in these files?” she pressed, flipping through the stack again. The papers rustled in quick bursts as she scanned them, returning to earlier pages, then jumping forward again, trying to build a pattern out of fragments that refused to line up. “I don’t understand half of this.”

Her focus narrowed as she worked, shoulders slightly hunched over the documents, eyes darting between columns of clinical language and diagrams that seemed designed to communicate everything except meaning. 

There was a stubbornness in it, a refusal to accept that the answer might not be waiting to be decoded, just hidden.

Beside her, Homelander watched in silence.

The grin from earlier had faded into something smaller, more contained. Almost… fond, if one didn’t know better or didn’t care to look too closely. 

He observed the way she read, the way her brows pulled together into that familiar “Miss Detective” expression she wore whenever she convinced herself the world could still be organized into something logical and solvable. This whole “belief in goodness” and refusal to let go was almost impressive, in a way. Almost touching.

He had already heard everything she was saying earlier when she read the logs aloud. The radiation tests, the thermal spikes, the neatly logged failures disguised as data points. 

But none of it surprised him. 

It was obvious that Vought was simply brewing another chemical to add to their century-long sin ledger. It was a regular Wednesday in his world. If anything, the only novelty was her reaction to it.

His gaze drifted, unhurried and invasive, from the curve of her jaw to the fine, golden strands of her hair. He counted the five small piercings on each of her ears; delicate little golden studs catching the dull overhead light in subtle glints every time she moved.

His eyes traced the line of her throat, X-Ray vision peering through the high tensile fabric of her tactical suit to the station necklace she always wore. 

She was entirely absorbed. Focused to the point of narrowing the world down to paper and ink and meaning she was determined to extract from it. As if her persistence might force the truth to behave.

When the stack of pages became too unwieldy to manage in her hands, Annie moved to a nearby table instead. 

She spread the files out across it, flipping them open so multiple sheets could sit side by side, forming a chaotic, overlapping map of information. Her back turned toward him now as she leaned over them, shifting her weight slightly as she tried to compare entries, cross-reference terms, connect things that weren’t designed to be connected.

Homelander’s gaze followed the movement without interruption.

It settled there for a moment longer than it should have, resting on the way the suit pulled at the sharp taper of her waist when she leaned forward, where the heavy utility belt cinched the dark fabric tight against her spine. 

There was no urgency in the thought that followed—she was attractive. 

He swallowed against a sudden dryness in his throat, the sound audible only to him in the hum of the lab.

He exhaled slowly through his nose, a sound that carried obvious identifiers to mark a shift in his attention. Then, with a languid gait, he crossed the short distance to the table. He leaned against the edge of the table, his presence looming over her shoulder, his gaze never once detaching from her form.

He crossed his arms over his chest, the plating of his suit creaking softly as a smirk played across his mouth. He watched her work through the files, stubbornly chasing meaning through layers of jargon that were never designed to be comforting.

And he looked entirely too relaxed while at it, as if they were sharing a drink at a gala rather than standing in a subterranean tomb of corporate secrets. 

“You know, I’m curious,” he said finally, tone light in a way that made the question feel almost like small talk. “Why haven’t you tried resigning yet? And why does all this matter so much to you, anyway?” His hand lifted slightly, gesturing around them, encompassing the room, the fridges, the stacked evidence of things that shouldn’t exist in polite conversations.

Annie’s eyes lifted from the papers, her brows drawing together in a frown that came more from irritation than uncertainty. 

“I saw those people die a horrible death in front of me,” she said, bluntly. “I need to know why. I guess I’m just that person.” She gave a small shrug, as if trying to minimize how firmly she meant it, but her tone didn’t soften. If anything, it sharpened with indignation. 

“And why is everyone so hellbent on kicking me out?”

There was a slight edge there now, frustration starting to settle in under the surface of her focus.

“No one is hellbent on kicking you out.” Homelander clarified, his tone hovering between genuine intrigue and patronizing amusement. “You just don’t belong here. Simple as that.” His shoulders lifted in an easy shrug, a visual punctuation of his "it is what it is" philosophy.

Annie grimaced, already half-turned back toward the files, refusing to let the comment derail her. “Look, I know you think I’m weak, but—”

“Nope,” he cut in immediately, not raising his voice, just inserting himself into the sentence like it wasn’t allowed to finish. “Not that.” He paused, then added with a faint, almost amused exhale, “It’s just you’re a… believer.” His finger lifted lazily in her direction, as if he was labeling something he’d already accepted about her. “You know, the torch-bearing, wide-eyed disciple of goodness and light—whatever you want to call it. The whole ‘goodness will win’ stuff.” A small wink followed, too playful to feel kind.

“You say that like it’s a character flaw,” Annie replied flatly, eyes already dropping back to the papers, the conversation losing priority in real time.

He gave another shrug, unconcerned. “I don’t know. Guess we’ll see.” A faint smile lingered as he added, “Since you haven’t tried quitting yet.”

Annie rolled her eyes this time, fully committed to ignoring that direction of conversation. She didn’t respond, choosing instead to sink deeper into the documents. 

The silence between them settled in, not uncomfortable exactly, but charged with competing focus.

She pulled her phone back out again; this time more methodical, scanning terms, cross-checking phrases, trying to force modern search engines into cooperating with classified corporate science. 

Nothing useful came up. 

“Compound V” refused to resolve into anything public, anything searchable, anything that made sense in the normal framework of human biology. Every result circled back to textbook general science known to the tax-paying public, clean and incomplete, like the real answer had been scrubbed from the surface entirely. 

Vought’s SEO wall was clearly impenetrable.

“Oh my god…” she muttered at one point, brow tightening as she flipped another page. “These are human subjects. Supes, to be precise. What the fuck are they even doing here?”

Homelander remained propped against the table, watching her with an expression that was almost endearingly patient, his arms still barricaded across his chest. 

For him, it was like watching a child realize the tooth fairy was a myth, and he seemed to be enjoying her yet another slo-mo collision with reality.

When he still didn’t answer, something in Annie finally snapped. 

“Why aren’t you even looking into this?” she demanded, throwing her hands up in frustration, a motion that made the papers on the table shift slightly. Her voice echoed too loudly against the concrete walls. “You wanted to look into the TNT Twins’ case, right? What’s going on? You know what they’re doing here, don’t you? You’re just standing there watching me struggle.”

The words hung between them, heavy and filled with vexation. 

Homelander didn’t even shift. The tension didn’t bother him, it entertained him. A condescendingly slow grin spread across his face, like he had all the time in the world to be unimpressed.

“Tell me. How far are you willing to go to learn what’s going on?” he asked casually then, tone almost playful, yet laced with a darker undercurrent that made the question feel like a measurement for revealing sensitive information.

Annie let out an immediate, exhausted eye-roll, the kind that came from unsurprising familiarity. “I’m not going to blow you if that’s what you’re going for.”

His grin widened at that, flashing a row of perfectly white, predatory teeth. 

“You can’t really stop that if I wanted it,” he said, tossing her a wink, clearly savoring the way she rolled her eyes a second time. Then he lifted a hand slightly, as if brushing the whole exchange aside. “I’m kidding. Lighten the fuck up.”

He rolled his eyes back at her, as if she were the one missing the joke. He exhaled a sharp, mocking breath and pushed off the table, his movements fluid and dangerously graceful. He lifted a finger, pointing at her like he was about to explain something she should have already understood. 

“Do you remember what I told you back in the elevator?” he asked, tone shifting just slightly, losing a fraction of its playfulness. “About this being the point of no return?”

His arm swept outward again in a grand, unnecessarily theatrical gesture, indicating the lab, the fridges, the files, all of it like a stage set built for a decision, and not really a discovery. 

“So I’m asking one last time,” he continued, voice calmer now. “Are you sure you want to chase this case and solve your little mystery?”

For a moment, Annie didn’t respond. The shift in him wasn’t loud, but it was noticeable. The sudden, grim sincerity in his voice was a jarring pivot from the teasing. And that malicious glint in his eyes made the "point of no return" feel like a physical cliff edge.

She blinked once, caught slightly off guard. 

Despite the cold knot forming in her stomach, Annie nodded. “Yes,” she said firmly. “And I don’t really care what I learn.” She gave a small shrug, sharper than before, like she was trying to convince both of them at once. “I’ve seen enough awful things already.”

Her posture straightened as she said it, shoulders squaring as if bracing for a physical blow.

Homelander studied her for a moment longer than comfortable, eyes narrowing slightly, not in anger, but in calculation. 

“And what happens after you find out?” he asked finally, tone quieter now, stripped entirely of its earlier lightness. “How do I know I won’t have to kill you to stop you from leaking information?”

“I guess you’d just have to trust me and see what happens,” Annie countered, folding her arms across her stomach in a defensive barrier. 

The words came out steady, but they didn’t match what was happening behind her eyes. It was a lie, of course. She had every intention of maybe one day burning Vought’s empire to the ground, but she wasn't suicidal enough to announce her revolutionary plans to the company’s crown jewel.

Homelander scoffed softly, rolling his eyes with open disdain for what he clearly interpreted as optimism dressed up as defiance. It wasn’t even interesting to him anymore. Just familiar and predictable. Another person insisting they were different right before proving they weren’t.

“Fine,” he said after a beat, as if conceding to a minor inconvenience. 

The shift was immediate. His posture loosened, then re-energized, like he’d decided the conversation was worth continuing on his own terms. He started pacing a short line before the table, hands loose at his sides, voice casual again. 

“You’re not born a superhero. They gave you that blue drug when you were a kid.” He lifted a hand and pointed lazily toward the glowing compartments in the fridge behind them, where the blue vials sat pulsing under glass. “That’s Compound V.”

For a moment, Annie didn’t react. 

It was as if the sentence had passed through her ears before her brain agreed to receive it. She blinked once, her expression briefly going blank in a way that didn’t belong in someone actively standing in a room full of classified horror. 

A strange stillness took hold of her body, like her system had skipped a step it wasn’t ready to process.

Then the meaning caught up. And when it did, it didn’t arrive gently.

A deep, agonizing frown creased her forehead, and she searched his eyes with a desperate, horrified intensity. She was looking for the punchline, for the tell that he was just being a sadistic prick, but his expression was a void of bored truth.

Homelander watched the entire process without interruption, like he’d seen it before and was simply confirming the timing.

He gave a faint, almost indifferent nod, shoulders lifting in a small shrug. “All of your parents made a deal with Vought for a successful future for their kids,” he continued, tone flattening into an almost instructional cadence. “And they let Vought inject Compound V into your veins.”

Annie let out a short, disbelieving huff, the kind that tried to pass itself off as a dismissive laugh but failed halfway through. Her frown never quite left her face. 

“What are you talking about?” she demanded, stepping forward now, closing the distance slightly as if that would force the explanation into something coherent. Her eyes searched his face, not for humor anymore, but for confirmation. She needed to see the lie on his face. “We’re born with superpowers. Jesus was a supe, the first supe.”

She said it like it was not just belief, but foundation. Something learned early enough to become immune to contradiction.

Homelander’s reaction was immediate. A quiet stifled laugh escaped him, the sound dripping with a patronizing pity that made her skin crawl. 

He tilted his head slightly, the faintest smirk forming as he looked at her like she’d just offered him a story he hadn’t already heard since forever.

“Sure he is,” he said lightly, chuckling, the words landing like a gentle dismissal rather than an argument. 

Annie shook her head immediately, the denial coming faster than thought. “That’s not… that’s not possible. My mom wouldn’t—”

“She did,” Homelander cut in, clean and final. 

He didn’t raise his voice, though. His arms folded behind his back in that familiar, almost ceremonial posture. The man was a creature of habit, even when delivering a death blow to someone's soul. 

“She already did.” His tone stayed level, almost bored by the repetition of it. “Then you blinded your dad with that power he agreed you should have.” His gaze moved over her slowly, from head to toe and back up again with clinical detachment. “All of this… it’s all made up. Vought is your creator. Not God.”

The words didn’t land all at once. They stacked, pressed, and settled in places they weren’t supposed to reach.

Annie didn’t move at first. Her arms, still loosely crossed a second ago, dropped to her sides without her noticing, dangling like useless weights. Her body seemed to forget what it was supposed to do next. She just stood there, blinking at him.

Something in her face shifted slowly, a change that didn’t announce itself but rewrote everything underneath. Her eyes glassed over before she could stop them, the sting arriving before the permission to feel it.

Her lips trembled violently then; she tried to purse them, desperate to swallow the truth and maintain some shred of the "big girl" composure Vought had beaten into her, but the lie was too massive to digest.

Her entire life had been built on a foundation of divine debt. She had been told, since she was old enough to hold an apple, that she owed the world her light because God had chosen her. 

She’d spent every waking hour trying to atone for the blinding incident that had supposedly driven her father to suicide. She’d lived in a state of perpetual, agonizing guilt, never knowing that the trigger had been pulled in a boardroom, not a church. She had believed Donna was her compass.

Donna had been the constant in all of it. The voice that framed her world, the one that told her what everything meant, what everything was supposed to mean.

She had believed it, fully and blindly. She had believed she was born to save people. That the accident with her father had been her fault, that his death had been something she carried, something she deserved to carry. 

That guilt had shaped her, guided her, kept her in line when nothing else could.

The realization fractured the last of her defenses. The tears broke through, streaming down her face in unabashed, messy tracks. She staggered back, her boots scuffing the concrete as her hand searched blindly for a physical anchor in a world that had just turned upside down for her.

Her fingers found the edge of the table, gripping it tighter than intended as her breathing turned shallow. 

She leaned against the table, trying to hold herself together, but the effort collapsed under the weight of it all. A sob broke through, sudden and unrestrained, her shoulders folding inward as she brought her hands up to her face, burying herself in them like she could block it out.

Homelander stood frozen, his mouth parting slightly as if to offer a platitude that his brain simply didn't possess. 

He wasn't exactly a fountain of empathy, but the sight of her collapse triggered a dull, unfamiliar pang in his chest.

He knew what it meant to have your origins twisted into something you didn’t choose, something you couldn’t escape. The difference was, he’d never had the illusion to begin with. Whatever had been done to him, he’d been aware of it in one form or another. There had never been a comforting story to fall back on, no lie fabricated enough to pass for truth.

The others hadn’t been that lucky.

They’d been handed a narrative that was dressed up as destiny, and they lived inside it without question. Until something like this came along and tore it open.

He shifted his weight slightly, not stepping forward yet, just watching. There was something deeply uncomfortable about the way she broke down in front of him, and not because of the noise or the tears. He’d seen worse. Done worse. But this particularly profound display of grief was something he hadn't personally engineered. 

The last time she’d been this hysterical was when he’d treated her to that snuff film of her little boyfriend, Supersonic. But that had been a performance he could enjoy. This felt different…unscripted and ugly.

He didn’t like it. And he definitely didn’t like talking about Compound V. Not the details, not the implications, not the parts of it that mirrored too closely with things he preferred not to revisit.

Still, he stayed where he was for a while, longer than he needed to, watching her sob into her hands, shoulders shaking, breath catching unevenly. The sound of it filled the room in a way the machines couldn’t compete with. It went on, relentless, the kind of crying that didn’t care who was watching.

Eventually, his feet moved before he fully committed to the decision. 

He crossed the distance between them with a tentative pace this time, stopping just beside her at the table. He leaned against the edge, close enough now to see the tear tracks slipping between her fingers, close enough to hear the uneven rhythm of her breathing. 

For a second, he hesitated, his fingers twitching, before he finally extended a hand and let his gloved palm settle between her shoulder blades. The gesture was to ground her, but it felt uncomfortably human for a man made of ego. 

“I thought you didn’t care,” he murmured, his voice dropping into a register that was almost fond, like an adult humoring a child who had finally realized she wasn't as brave as she’d pretended to be.

Annie didn’t answer. She simply couldn’t. She just continued to weep with a raw, infantile abandon. 

He watched her for another moment, his expression shifting in small, unreadable ways. His lips twitched slightly, not quite forming a smile, not quite suppressing one either, as if he was searching for the right reaction and coming up short. 

The hand on her back pressed just a little firmer without him fully noticing, grounding her in place more than soothing her.

This couldn’t go on forever. Right? He thought, eventually deciding that he’d reached his limit for sentimental displays. Excessive crying was a hobby for the weak, and they had a schedule to keep.

So he spoke again, tone shifting back toward something more conversational, like he was steering the moment back into a usable topic, though he kept his hand where it was

“This pink stuff you’re chasing,” he said, almost idly, “I believe it’s being developed to provide protection against radiation exposure. For supes.” He paused briefly, tilting his head to catch her face through the mess of her hands. “Which brings me to the TNT Twins’ case.”

Annie’s sobs finally decelerated into wet hiccups as she peeled her face away from her palms. 

She turned toward him, her expression a ruin of red-rimmed eyes, swollen skin and shimmering tear tracks. She sniffled once, blinking as if the act of focusing on him required effort, a flicker of cognitive curiosity pulling at her expression.

Homelander gave a small nod, measured and contained, as if acknowledging that she had returned to her work-mode. His hand slipped away from her back without ceremony, retreating as though it had never been there in the first place. The human comfort moment had already lost its expiration. 

He shifted slightly, settling both hands together in front of him, posture composed again, his attention fixed squarely on her face.

“There was no physical source after the nuclear explosion at the Twins’ place,” he said, tone even, sliding back into explanation with unsettling ease. “I looked into the heat signatures after you left the analytics hub today.” His gaze didn’t waver as he spoke, watching her process even as he continued. “And it seems like we have a moving leaking reactor. I’m guessing a supe.” 

His shoulders lifted in a small shrug, casual confidence drawing the conclusion of his own investigation. 

“This hotspot was at the Twins’ place first. Caused an independent explosion. Then it moved to the Richmond expo. The moment it came into contact with those people who’d drunk that soda, they combusted.” He gestured toward the spread of files behind them and then at the pink vials in the refrigerator. 

“Which lines up with what you found. Subjects combusting under extreme radiation exposure within the eight-hour window of receiving this pink drug. V-Shield.”

Annie blinked, slower this time, her frown deepening as she wiped at the remaining tears with the back of her gloved hand. Her breathing had steadied, but her voice hadn’t quite caught up. 

“I… I don’t understand,” she said quietly, the rasp in her tone still clinging to every word. “Why just supes? And why would Vought distribute this drug to the public then? To humans, not just Psalm Siren?”

Homelander shrugged again, sputtering in dismissal; the motion easy, almost careless. 

“Product testing, probably” he said, like he was naming a marketing strategy. “Seeing how the 'Shield' holds up in a varied genetic pool.”

“That’s horrible,” Annie shot back immediately, the response cutting through the remnants of her grief. 

Her spine straightened as she spoke, the earlier collapse giving way to her firmer virtues. “It’s unethical—and evil.” She shook her head once, trying to assemble the pieces into a coherent notion. “So you’re saying Vought sent this… what, nuclear ghost? To test on the TNT Twins and those people in Richmond?”

Homelander drew out a slow breath, the first sign of anything close to uncertainty crossing his features today. His shoulders dipped slightly, the energy in him settling into a less certain territory. 

Even for him, the final puzzle pieces were refusing to lock into place.

That,” he admitted, “I don’t know.” 

The moment didn’t linger long, though. The uncertainty was replaced almost instantly by a wide, shark-like grin that made his eyes crinkle with a terrifying warmth. “Now that’s something we have to find out next.”

He pushed off the table in one fluid motion, slipping back into that predatory cadence that signaled the end of the therapy session. His hand lifted, gesturing lightly between the two of them, the reminder almost casual.

“But we had a deal, and the others in the Seven don't know about the V.” he added, voice dipping enough to make it clear this part wasn’t negotiable. “So, we find out what’s going on, and then we let it go.” His eyes held hers now, steady and unblinking. “You go an inch off track, Starlight—I’ll make sure you die a creatively painful death.”

Annie let out a breathy chuckle despite herself, the sound snapping through the heaviness that had settled in her chest. 

It surprised her as much as it did anything else. She nodded, sniffling once as she dragged her sleeve across her nose, wiping away the last stubborn traces of tears. 

“Obviously!” The word came with a faint shrug, a ghost of a smile lingering at the corner of her mouth like it had decided to stay, even if it didn’t fully belong there.

Strangely enough, his casual threat of a “creatively painful death” felt more honest and grounding than any promises about faith could ever be. In a day where everything she believed about herself had been torn apart and rearranged into something unrecognizable, the idea that Homelander might kill her if she stepped out of line felt almost… comforting. At least that rule made sense.

Homelander’s chest rumbled with a matching chuckle, his arms snapping back into their regal lock behind his spine. 

“We should get going,” he said, tone light, like they had just finished a routine task instead of dismantling her entire sense of identity.

Annie nodded quickly, lifting a finger as if to pause him. “Hang on, I’m going to take some photos of these. We'll need it for investigation.” Her voice still carried a slight rasp, but it had steadied enough to sound functional again. 

She turned back to the workbench, her phone already out as she began a systematic, rapid-fire documentation of the logs. She moved through the files with renewed focus, flipping pages, angling her phone for clear shots, making sure she captured everything that might matter later. The flash light kept blinking with her motion. 

The earlier grief hadn’t vanished, but it had been pushed aside, compartmentalized with surprising efficiency.

Homelander stayed put, watching her with an intensity that bordered on genuine intrigue. 

He found it mildly amusing, almost impressive, that she could pivot from a total psychological collapse back to her ‘Miss Detective' routine in a matter of minutes. That kind of stubborn, professional resilience was something he hadn't expected from a "believer." 

He felt a flicker of something dangerously close to respect for her work ethic, though he’d sooner lobotomize himself than voice it.

When she finished, she slipped the phone back into her pocket and began closing the files, stacking them neatly with ritualistic care. She carried them back to the cabinet and placed them exactly where they had been, restoring the room to its prior state as if they’d never touched anything.

By the time she turned around, Homelander was already a dozen paces ahead.

Annie hurried to catch up, falling into step behind him, then beside him, as they exited the lab and re-entered the long hallway. The red overhead lights bathed everything again, casting that same unsettling glow across the walls, the floor, their faces.

For a while, neither of them spoke. Their footsteps echoed faintly now, the rhythm steady as they walked side by side. 

Annie’s gaze drifted more than once, flicking toward his profile, studying him in brief, stolen glances. Not openly, and certainly not long enough to be obvious.

Everything he’d said lingered within her, replaying in fragments. She was mentally replaying the wreckage of his revelations, trying to reconcile the man who had just lent her a grounding hand with the monster who had just dismantled her entire reality.

“Are you made of it too?” Annie asked eventually, her voice rough from crying, the words barely rising above the low thrum of the cooling systems around them. “Compound V?”

“Yes.”

The answer came from him without hesitation, but it landed differently this time. It was short, heavy, and conspicuously stripped of his usual bombastic bravado. 

Annie swallowed, her throat still tight. “Do you… hate it?”

Homelander came to a dead halt. It wasn’t abrupt, but it was decisive. 

He turned his head slightly, not fully facing her yet, just enough that the red light caught his eyes at an odd angle, making them look almost glassy, like a reflective panel.

“No?” he said, the word edged with faint confusion rather than dismissal. “Why would I hate being a god?” His gaze shifted to her then, properly, taking her in with something closer to curiosity. “Do you?”

“I do now.”

The answer broke on the way out. Her lip trembled despite her effort to hold it steady, and whatever fragile control she’d managed to piece together unraveled again without ceremony. 

Tears spilled over, quieter this time, tracing uneven paths down her already flushed cheeks.

“I hate it,” she went on, her voice collapsing into something smaller, more exposed. “I’m a… freak. My mom—she put me on this filthy fucking journey. She looked me in the eye every day and told me I was gifted. And it was all a lie.” Her breath stuttered, a shaky, broken laugh slipping through that didn’t carry any humor. “I think I’d rather be an orphan.”

The hallway seemed to absorb the statement, holding it there for an uncomfortably long second.

“Well,” Homelander said after a beat, his tone drifting into a sarcastic drawl. “That’s not exactly an alleviating factor. Being an orphan.” 

“Why?” Annie asked, wiping her face again, sniffling every so often. “How would you know, anyway?” 

He only smirked this time, that single expression giving away everything he represented without needing to spell it out.

Annie froze where she stood.

The tears didn’t stop, but her breathing caught in her throat sharply, catching on the new information before she could process the old. She looked at him again, properly this time, searching for a trace of the person she thought she knew in the stranger standing there now.

“You’re an… orphan?” she asked, disbelief overpowering the remains of her grief again. “What about the documentaries? The farm in Montana? Your parents?”

Homelander offered a dry, humorous chuckle that didn't reach his eyes. He gave a nonchalant shrug, as if he were discussing a typo in a press release. "Marketing.”

That was it, just a single word that stripped years of carefully constructed mythology down to a disposable truth.

He didn’t wait for her reaction after. He started walking again, his strides long and unhurried, cutting through the stagnant crimson air of the hall as he left her standing in the wake of another busted myth.

Annie hurried after him, nearly missing a step as she tried to keep pace, her thoughts tripping over themselves faster than her feet could manage. 

She kept looking at him, searching his profile like there might be something there she hadn’t noticed before, some crack in the surface where the story he’d just told her might still be visible. The boy behind the myth, behind the branding, behind the carefully constructed image.

But he carried the same unreadable calm for a long few seconds. 

Eventually, Homelander slowed, eyes tracking the door about ten steps down. That lab. The one he was raised and experimented on. 

He came to a stop in the center of the hall and turned toward her as if something new had just clicked in his mind.

Something had changed with his demeanor. The air between them had soured into a suffocating, volatile cocktail of shared misery, the chemical stink of the place, and an adrenaline-fueled desperation. Not loudly, not in a way that announced itself, but it was there. The aftermath of everything they’d just uncovered.

“I have a question,” he said finally, his voice dropping into a register so private it felt like a secret shared in a confessional. “And I’m only asking because we’ve reached a rather… mutually pathetic level of vulnerability tonight.” His gloved finger traced a slow, almost mocking line through the air between them. 

“Would you resist if I kissed you right now?”

Annie’s mind blanked. Not metaphorically, it genuinely stalled, like every thought she had just short-circuited at once. 

“Uhh…” was all she managed, the sound barely forming before it dissolved into nothing. Heat rushed up her spine, sudden and unwelcome, making the already suffocating air feel tighter. Her body didn’t move but it didn’t pull back or lean in either.

Her mouth parted slightly, her gaze locked onto his, onto the blue that looked almost black under the red light. There was something in it she couldn’t quite name. It wasn’t softness, or safety. But not entirely empty either.

"Good," Homelander murmured with a single, sharp nod; given that she didn’t say ‘no’.

He didn’t wait after that. His hand found her first, sliding around the small of her back and guiding her back until her spine met the cold wall behind her. The contact wasn’t rough, but it wasn’t gentle either. He watched her with a clinical intensity, noting how she’d frozen into a statue, her red-rimmed eyes wide and unblinking with shock, but notably devoid of refusal.

So he made the decision for her.

He leaned in, closing the distance in a single, unbroken motion. When his lips met hers, it wasn’t soft or careful. It was immediate, insistent, and claiming space that carried none of the cinematic flourish they showed in his movies. 

He caught her lower lip between his, a demanding, heavy pressure that lasted several seconds before his tongue smoothly forced its way into her mouth. It was a desperate, proprietary invasion driven by impulse more than intention.

His other arm snapped up, both limbs wrapping around her with a crushing force that pinned her against the masonry, pulling her flush against him until there wasn't a molecular gap left between them.

Annie let out a small, startled breath when their bodies crashed together, the hard plating of his suit pressing into her chest. She didn't fight him. She allowed the kiss to deepen, her shoulders gradually slouching as the rigid tension of the night began to ebb away, replaced by a dark, intoxicating surrender.

Chapter 13: The Spillover | Pt 1

Summary:

⚠️ WARNING: Explicit sexual content, slow-burn erotica, and fluff. Reader discretion is advised.

Notes:

Song: I’m On Fire by Chromatics
(originally by Bruce Springsteen)

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Part I: Bradley and Susan Were Here 

 



Annie’s fingers dug into the kevlar of his suit, the black tactical surface unyielding at first, then faintly giving under the mounting pressure of her grip. 

The kiss deepened fast, too fast to pace, too urgent to control; and the harder it pressed, the more her hands clutched at him like she needed this distraction right this instant. 

Every time their bodies shifted, Annie took sharp intakes of breath, her lungs stuttering as she tried to steal air without actually pulling away from the kiss. 

Homelander didn’t make it easier either. One arm cinched her in, locking her against him, forcing her spine flush to the wall behind her. 

His other hand was buried in her hair, gloved fingers tightening and adjusting with each movement. Every time his grip tightened on her hair, the material of his glove made a low, constant squeak drifting through the air. 

The golden strands of her hair slipped and caught against the fabric as he kept control of where her head tilted, how far she could pull, how long she could last before she had to fight for breath again. 

The spell only broke when Annie, driven by a surge of reckless adrenaline, bit hard into his lower lip. Simultaneously, her fingers clamped down with superhuman force, snapping the reinforced plating on the back of his suit.

Homelander froze instantly, realizing only now that she wasn't really participating out of some conscious arousal. 

The shift was abrupt, like the moment had been cut out mid-motion. He pulled back immediately, breath coming heavier now, and took a step back. His eyes remained fixed on her, unblinking under the wash of red light.

It was almost as if he was searching for an answer from her, given that her aimless urgency had only made it obvious that this was likely an emotional spillover from her part. 

He waited there for a moment, just staring at her, waiting for any signs of rejection. 

Meanwhile, Annie stayed where she was for a second, her body catching up to the absence of his. Then she finally dragged in a lung-filling breath, deep and shaky, her chest rising and falling as she steadied herself. 

Her gaze never left his either, though hers carried something less readable, something caught between adrenaline and maybe some self-scrutiny.

“I don't think I’m good in bed.” 

The words slipped out of her abruptly. She tilted her head, brows knitting together in a faint frown that sat oddly on her face right now. “I mean—that’s got to be why Alex cheated on me, right?” The sentence trailed between breaths, like she hadn’t fully decided to say it until it was already out.

For a split second, it just hung there awkwardly. 

Homelander’s response came in a dry, derisive scoff dismissing her insecurity as a boring distraction. He was already closing the distance again, now that he realized she was just suffering from meaningless self-doubts. 

“Good thing we’re not in bed.” He quipped, almost amused as his fingers dug into the soft tissue over her ribs with a firm, uncompromising grip. 

Before Annie could even register the gesture, he hoisted her upward in one terrifyingly effortless sweep. He slung her over his shoulder like a caveman claiming a prize, his heavy arm locking across the backs of her thighs to keep her in place.

Annie gasped the moment her body hit his shoulder, the impact knocking the air clean out of her lungs. 

“What the fuck?!” The words came out thin and breathless, panic snapping into place almost instantly as her body tried to reorient to the sudden shift.

“Relax.” 

That was all he gave her. Obnoxiously calm and easy, like none of this required explanation, like her reaction was the only unreasonable thing here.

He moved without slowing, closing the short stretch of hallway in unbothered strides. About ten steps down, to the right. He knew exactly where he was going. His lab, his home practically.

He simply slammed the door open with a firm, flat-palmed shove that sent it rebounding off the interior wall with a violent clang. He stalked inside, casually carrying Starlight like she was a bag of rice intended for his dinner, his pace never faltering under her weight. 

“What the fuck is this?!” Annie’s voice climbed, sharper now, anger catching up with the sudden fear. She twisted against his hold, trying to get her balance, trying to get free. “Put me down!”

If he heard her, it didn’t really show; because there simply was no acknowledgement of it. He kept moving until he reached the nearest table, his grip adjusting only enough to shift her weight before he swung her off his shoulder and slammed her down onto the table. 

Her body hit the surface with a loud thud, legs left hanging off the edge, the impact bouncing through her spine. It wasn't enough to hurt, but enough to register the dominance of the gesture. 

Annie let out a startled squeak as she landed, hands bracing against the table instinctively. 

Her vision lagged for half a second before catching up, blinking rapidly as she tried to process where she was. Her eyes moved fast, scanning the space in short bursts.

Another lab. Much bigger than the others she’d seen down here. It looked cleaner, even. There was a staff elevator built into this one, set along the wall, a direct line from the ground floor. 

By the time her gaze snapped back to him, Homelander had stood directly in front of her, close enough that his thighs brushed against her knees with every small shift. 

He hadn’t rushed into anything else. Just planted his hands on his hips and drew in a measured breath, his chest rising as his eyes moved across the room, taking it in like he had all the time in the world.

For a minute, the moment simply slipped away from him.

His gaze caught on the far corner, on a structural beam that looked no different from the rest at first glance. Except it wasn’t; not to him. The surface was scratched and inked over with uneven pen markings, his height, charting his growth from a small, confused boy to the final day he had stood in this room as a finished product.

Beside it, a corkboard held a graveyard of memories: grainy photos of a teenage John standing stiffly among white-coated scientists, yellowed paper cutouts, and technical notices that hadn't been touched in over thirty years. 

His throat tightened before he could stop it, the reaction stinging and unwelcome. His jaw flexed, a muscle ticking in his cheek as the reminder of who he used to be sunk back in like a slow-acting poison. He blinked rapidly, forcing the uninvited emotion back into the dark.

He had never planned on coming back here. Not like this. And definitely not to have sex. With Starlight, of all people.

Oh, Right. Starlight.

He blinked again, the present snapping back into place as his hearing caught up with him. He looked down to find her mid-spiral. Apparently, she had been whisper-shouting a lecture at him the entire time he’d been lost in the haunting blueprint of his childhood. 

“Shh!” He hissed, pressing a gloved finger to his lips. He didn't even acknowledge the substance of her rant, just cutting her off with a detached disinterest. 

Annie’s indignant lecture died in her throat. 

She blinked up at him, stunned into a stupid, wide eyed silence. There was something frustrating about it, something that should have pissed her off, but didn’t. 

The man wasn't necessarily being a prick, because there was a distracted kind of vulnerability beneath the mask that was jarringly at odds with the man who had just soft-kidnapped her down a hallway. 

Before she could decide how to retort, his hand shot out, fingers hooking around her knee and shoving it aside. 

He stepped fully into the space between her thighs, his presence suddenly massive and suffocating. His pupils were so dilated they had effectively swallowed the blue of his irises, leaving two black voids that reflected the pulsing dull lights overhead. 

Annie’s mouth parted in a breathless puff of surprise. She watched him invade her space as if he hadn't even noticed, or simply didn't care, how irritated she was supposed to be. 

A rush of traitorous and unwelcome heat crawled up her spine, clawing its way into the apples of her cheeks. 

She straightened on the table without thinking, her posture pulling tighter, more aware. He was close enough that she could feel the warmth of his breath, close enough that there was nowhere else for her focus to go.

A faint, predatory smirk spread at Homelander’s mouth, subtle but knowing, like he had already read the shift in her before she fully caught up to it herself. He read the conflict on her face like the pages of a discarded journal, his eyes blinking slowly, patiently. He could feel the spiking temperature of her skin, the way she squirmed almost imperceptibly under his invasive stare. 

Slowly, he lifted his hand. His finger found the edge of her vest, brushing against the strap before hooking under it. He didn’t look down as he began undoing the buckles at her side one by one, movements unhurried, precise in their own way.  

Annie went very still, her body settling into a tense kind of compliance that felt almost unnatural even to her. Her eyes followed every movement of his hands with careful attention, but the flush on her cheeks told an entirely different story. 

It was disorienting how quickly everything else had fallen away. 

Fifteen minutes ago, her entire life had cracked open in front of her, every belief she had built herself on rewritten into an uglier truth. She had been heartbroken and furious. She'd been shaking with it. But now that anger sat somewhere far off, dulled, like it had been pushed aside without her permission.

What replaced it was a dark desire. She was suddenly caught in a paralyzing juxtaposition: a desperate, shameful hunger to see what he would do next, all while battling a bone-deep terror of the exact same thing. It was hopelessly and helplessly human.

The irony wasn't lost on her, of course. She had spent her adolescence writing vivid fanfictions about this man, constructing elaborate romcom fantasies where he was the misunderstood hero. She’d spent countless nights in the dark of her childhood bedroom, her pulse racing as she looked at his posters and pleasured herself. 

Now, the fantasy was transforming into a dark, physical reality. She was at his mercy in a setting more dramatic than any fanfic she’d ever dared to write—and she was ten times more terrified than that teenage Annie could have ever imagined. Because now, she knew the monster behind the cape. 

She watched as he lifted the vest over her head, her hands coming up automatically to help guide it off, more out of instinct than decision. Her gaze stayed on him, alert, reading every shift in his expression, every small adjustment in his grip. 

When he reached for the mask at her neck, she moved again, assisting him in easing it free from her hair, the motion brief but coordinated, like they had done this before. They hadn’t. 

His fingers found her hairband next, tugging it loose in one smooth pull, letting her hair fall around her shoulders. He didn’t rush past it, though. His hand lingered long enough to gather a loose strand and tuck it behind her ear, the gesture unexpectedly careful. His focus had now narrowed down to her with an intensity that felt almost ritualistic. 

He hooked a thumb under her chin, tilting her face up until she had no choice but to drown in the sapphire of his eyes. 

A small, chilling smile flickered across his lips like he was letting her in on an extremely rare version of himself. His free hand caressed its way down her shoulder, coming to a heavy rest at her sternum. 

Then it kept going. He reached her belt and unfastened it with a speed that didn’t match the rest of his movements, like this part required less thought. Once it loosened around her small waist, he pulled the kevlar top free, lifting it up and off her in one continuous motion.

Annie raised her arms without being asked, letting him remove it, her breath catching slightly as the last layer came away. The moment it cleared her head, something shifted in her.

Before Homelander could move on, she leaned forward just enough to reach him. Her hands found the straps of his vest, fingers working quickly, almost urgently now, like she needed to even the field in whatever small way she could.

It brought a momentary pause in Homelander’s movements. There was a sly flicker in his expression as he watched her hands move, but he didn’t pull back, didn’t take control of it again right away. He stood there, letting her unfasten each strap, letting her strip the armor from him piece by piece.

Probably the only time in existence he’d let her do that.

The thought passed through her mind, magnetic and fleeting, gone almost as soon as it formed.

Annie pulled the kevlar free, lifting it over his head, careful around his hair without thinking about why she bothered. The moment it cleared, she let out a quiet breath she hadn’t realized she’d been holding.

His abs came into view, the dim lighting carved across every ridge of his torso in a way that made Annie freeze before she even registered why. 

She didn't even realize how brazenly she was devouring the sight of him; the way the shadows clung to the hollows of his stomach, the proud dusting of gold hair across his chest, and the sheer, statuesque breadth of shoulders that seemed built to carry the weight of a dying world. 

Up close, his skin didn't look human. It looked like burnished marble, firm and impossibly flawless. 

His blonde hair, usually lacquered into a perfect heroic mold, fell messily over his forehead. He whipped it back with a sharp, impatient flick of his head, his chest expanding with a bracing inhale as he reached for the closure of Annie's pants. 

There was no hesitation in the way he worked the buttons loose. It came across like a routine. Like the kind of task that didn’t require attention anymore because it had long stopped being unfamiliar. He had undressed enough people in his life that the mechanics of it didn’t matter.

What mattered, at least to him, was the way anticipation and uncertainty could coexist in the same body, and how both of them made people more honest than they realized while being undressed. 

There was a faint thrill to it, in watching her anticipation and fear radiating off her skin while she was pinned under his undivided attention. 

It would have been dishonest to pretend he hadn’t imagined fucking her brains out. Not abstractly or vaguely, but very specifically.

In fact, he was the one who was supposed to give her the initial tour of the tower the night of her launch. Had it not been for that mind-numbing meeting with a boring mayor, he likely would have claimed her that very night, back when she was still wide-eyed and full of "God." 

But the world had kept getting in the way, distractions piling up with bodies. Until now. And what better time to finally take what he wanted than when they were both bleeding out emotionally? 

He dismissed the thought as easily as it had come.

The pants slid free from her legs, and he let them fall aside without ceremony, tossing them onto a nearby chair like they were no longer relevant to the space they occupied.

Annie moved quickly after that in a secondary blur. She tore off her gloves, fumbling with her laces until she could kick her boots across the concrete, and stripping her socks in a haste that bordered on desperate. 

Clad only in her undergarments now, she straightened her spine, her breath coming in slow, heavy hitches that completely betrayed her nervous desire. She opened her mouth to say something, but the words were squashed when Homelander's hand clamped around her arm. 

He yanked her forward, crashing her soft frame against the hard planes of his bare chest as his lips locked onto hers with bruising force. 

Then he was kissing her again.

Annie let out a startled breath through her nose, the sound breaking against his mouth. Her hands rose on instinct, sliding up his shoulders, then around his neck, gripping him tighter as she adjusted to the contact instead of resisting it.

There was no hesitation in her anymore, not in the way she held him.

Her fingers tightened as she pulled him closer, her body reacting before her thoughts could catch up. Her tongue worked in his mouth, tasting his saliva, swallowing it greedily in blind desire. 

Homelander’s response came as a low sound into her mouth, a restrained rumble that never fully became words. His gloves came off behind her in quick movements, discarded without looking. 

Once his hands were bare, they found her hips immediately, gripping the curve of them and hauling her closer. 

Annie’s pelvis collided against the rigid plating at his crotch, the impact knocking a faint breath out of her as the rough kevlar met the softer fabric of her panties. 

The thin material she wore whispered against it with each friction. Without disrupting the kiss, one of her hands slipped from his neck almost unconsciously, fingers finding the edge of the plating before yanking it free in a sharp, decisive tug.

The change was immediate. Through the remaining layers of clothing, his solid boner poked stubbornly against the fabric like a spoiled brat. 

Annie's hand returned there without thinking, as if drawn back by the same curiosity that had made her pull the plating off in the first place.

Homelander reacted faster this time. His hand came down, shoving hers away from his crotch with a firm, controlled motion before reclaiming its place at her hip. 

There was no hesitation in the correction, no allowance made for her curiosity. He pulled her flush against his crotch again, the solid meat slamming against her covered pussy. 

The contact was purposeful now as he began to rhythmically haul her close, grinding with a slow, intent pressure against her clit over the fabric. 

A series of helpless and airy moans escaped Annie’s throat, vibrating directly into his mouth before she could find the shame to choke them back. 

Homelander answered with a moan of his own; a low, imitative purr that was slightly playful and deeply coaxing, a sound that vibrated back through her teeth and into her skull. 

The kiss never broke. They sucked each other's tongues like unfed animals, swallowing each other's saliva like savages. It was uneven and consuming, with no room for pacing the moment. 

Annie would sink her teeth into his lips, the dull sensation triggering a raspy, primal groan from his throat. And each time she did it, he answered in kind, slamming her covered pussy hard against his boner,  the friction producing an undeniable heat in Annie's guts. 

His grip on her hip held steady, pinning her in place, while his other hand moved upward with an absentminded focus. His fingers traced the line of her bra, finding the hooks without looking. It took less than a second to undo them, the clasp giving way easily before he pulled the fabric free from her shoulders, the motion efficient but not careless.

He broke the kiss at once without slowing, almost blindly driven by desire to the point of being impolite. 

His breathing was heavier now, less controlled, his chest rising and falling as his gaze dropped to her exposed breasts without hesitation. His hands stayed where they were, one at her hip, the other braced along her spine, holding her in place while his gaze moved devouringly over her with a lust that didn’t bother to hide itself.

It wasn’t rushed, but it wasn’t gentle either. His eyes moved across her hills, the pink areolas, down to her abdomen, the taut line of her abs, and the tiny, scattered beauty marks dusted across her pale skin like constellations. He noticed all of it. The way her throat bobbed as she swallowed, the flutter of her lashes when she looked back at him, caught between holding his gaze and breaking it.

His hand at her spine glided upward agonizingly slowly until his fingers reached the side of her neck. They paused there for a second, his thumb brushing along her jaw in a way that wasn’t romantic so much as assessing. 

There was a softness to the touch, but it didn’t carry comfort. It felt closer to observation, like he was mapping his prey rather than offering anything.

His hand drifted down again, tracing the line of her collarbone with the back of his knuckles, unhurried and exact. The contact was light, almost restrained, but it didn’t lessen the effect it had on her. The skin to skin contact sent a jolt through her system as his hand finally drifted lower toward her right breast.

Annie’s throat tightened sharply, her breath catching in a way she couldn’t quite control. 

Her pulse kicked up fast, each beat louder than the last, echoing through her chest and up into her ears at this point. Excitement, nerves, anticipation, all of it mixed together into something she couldn’t separate even if she tried. 

All she knew was she kind of liked it when his fingers finally cupped her breasts and squeezed in a rough grip, dragging a soft gasp out of her. 

His grip on her hip tightened in response, pulling her closer again, removing whatever minimal distance had managed to exist. His face disappeared into the crook of her neck as he began to mark her, his mouth dragging against the sensitive skin just below her jawline with a desperate, bruising hunger. 

Meanwhile, his fingers worked on her breast, rhythmically pressing it with a rough grip and his zipper rubbing brusquely against her panties. 

Annie’s head dipped back on instinct, her spine arching as she tried to channel the overwhelming sensory overload he was stirring in her. It felt like her skin was caught in a flashover, a fire that felt dangerously good to burn in. 

When Homelander was finally satisfied with the dark, territorial marks he’d left on her pale skin, his lips slowed. He lingered there for a moment, inhaling her scent with a deep, shuddering breath, his eyes rolling back as he drank in the smell of her sweat, her fear, and her sudden, undeniable arousal. 

Then, his eyes snapped open. In one abrupt motion, the hand on her hip hooked into the waistband of her underwear and ripped the garment away. Annie assisted him in a daze, lifting her hips off the metal table just enough for him to yank the fabric clear. 

He brought the garment up immediately, pressing it close to his face, inhaling audibly. His eyes closed again for a brief second, the act unhidden and utterly unapologetic.

Annie’s brows cocked at the sight, the astonishment flickering across her face before she could smooth it over. There was a strange mix of responses pulling at her, mildly intriguing and deeply creepy; yet in some twisted, nihilistic corner of her mind, it was undeniably hot. 

The way he maneuvered her was stripped of any polite pretense, but it wasn’t careless either. It sat somewhere in between, contradictorily. 

Once he was done indulging in it, he discarded the torn underwear without ceremony, tossing it onto a nearby desk like it had already served its purpose. The shift in him was immediate after that. His heavy palm landed squarely between her breasts, shoving her back against the stainless steel surface of the table. 

It wasn’t harsh enough to hurt, but there was no gentleness in it either. It was fueled by a gaze that had been entirely consumed by a dark, shimmering lust. 

Annie let out a quiet breath as her back met the surface, the impact sending a small jolt through her spine. Her body slid slightly from the force, bare legs brushing against his thighs as she settled. 

Her curious, dilated eyes tracked his every move, catching the way he was gawking at her exposed pussy, the habitual lust bubbling over. 

Two fingers came forward, settling over her opening, feeling the labia, the clitoris, and the texture of her vagina in slow, invasive explorations. She was definitely a bit wet from the earlier grinding. 

His mouth curved into a crooked smirk, his eyes locked onto her cunt like everything else had lost relevance.

He leaned in, his focus narrowing as he pooled saliva in his mouth and spat directly onto the entrance of her pussy. 

His eyes flicked up once, catching her blinking at him in a state of stunned, stupid curiosity, before he retreated just enough to handle his own gear. His hands moved with practiced speed, unbuckling his belt and zipping down the heavy tactical pants and the boxers, letting them pool in a heap of fabric around his ankles. 

He reached out, his fingers digging into her hips, and yanked her to the very edge of the table to perfectly align her with his height. 

His smirk only deepened when her ass slammed against his thighs, enjoying how she couldn't stop looking at his cock; solid, throbbing and impatient on its own. 

Without any ceremony, he took his shaft in his hand, casually proceeding to rest the tip of it against her entrance. He pushed the saliva a bit into the linings of her hole with his meat, drawing a soft, vibrating moan from Annie. 

His gaze lifted again, briefly returning to her face, something more observant in it now, like he was watching for a reaction rather than seeking it. Then, without a hint of a warning, he slammed all the way in. 

Annie’s response was immediate. 

Her voice broke into a sharp scream, the sound reflecting a sudden flash of pain that ignited into a searing, burning pleasure inside her. Her hands shot out, her fingers locking onto his wrists as they pinned her hips to the table. Her nails dug into his skin as she tried to ground herself against the impact. 

He paused for a beat, watching her reaction with that ever widening smirk, an expression of self-satisfied pride. 

“You okay?” he asked, smug and condescending. His tone was colored with an amused undercurrent that sounded almost fond in a deeply twisted, proprietary way, like a boy making sure his favorite toy hadn't broken under the pressure. 

Annie nodded quickly, her breath coming in uneven pulls, feeling his solid organ invasively expanding her canal. 

The surrealism of the moment was phenomenal. She was literally living the dark, smutty scenes of her own secret fanfictions; the ones fueled by suppressed daddy issues where Homelander finally entered inside her and then probably fucked her lights out. Those "Homelander x Reader" stories where the "Reader" was basically Annie January herself. 

The notion of it was equally sexy and terrifying. Because that would mean that she does, indeed, have daddy issues which was why she was engaging with him in the first place. 

It meant she was exactly the kind of mess she’d always judged, her attraction to Homelander's lethal authority proving that her psyche was just as fractured as his. And that would suck balls, wouldn’t it? 

But it was also appealing and extremely hot in retrospect. She'd fantasized this moment almost her entire life until these past eight weeks. 

The thought was interrupted when Homelander partially pulled out and rammed the cock back in, drawing a louder gasp out of her. An involuntary moan followed, shaky and breathless. 

Then it was suddenly a series of lunges, pulling out and shoving back inside her in a rhythmic but speedy pace. 

Annie cried out strangled moans as he slammed the cock against her cervix, her body jerking violently against the stainless steel with every thrust. Her breasts bounced with the rhythmic brutality of the impact, her face scrunching in a mask of pleasurable pain that blurred the line between ecstasy and agony. 

Suddenly, less than a minute in, Homelander let out a choked, guttural grunt. His grip on her hips tightened until his fingerprints were practically bruising into her skin. He began to fuck her with a manic, renewed ferocity; rougher and more desperate than before. 

His face crumpled, his mouth parting in silent lines as his breath caught in his throat. 

For the next few seconds, he squeezed his eyes shut, his expression turning into a grimace of pure, uncontrolled release as he blindly pumped into her pussy, until his cock began to throb violently inside her. 

He drove his cock inside her with one last brutal and absolute thrust. The organ rubbed roughly against the soft, tight folds of her vagina; almost struggling against his girth from all those pathetic, sexless months she’d had since joining the Seven.

Annie let out an unfiltered pained moan that echoed off the ceiling, her mouth hanging open in desperate, needy gasps as the world dissolved into a haze of white noise. 

His cock exploded inside her, releasing a warm rush of his cum inside her cunt. He kept her close and firm, allowing the threads of fluid to fill her insides. 

He grunted helplessly, his body twitching with the final, frantic tremors of his release as he came inside her. The predatory confidence that usually radiated from him vanished in a heartbeat, replaced by a dark, petulantly embarrassed frown.

“I’m sorry—I’m so sorry!” he spat, the words stumbling out in a rare spike of panic. His face was flushed a deep, humiliated crimson, horrified that he’d reached the finish line before the race had even truly begun. “I don’t know how it—it usually isn't—”

“It’s okay,” Annie cut in almost immediately. Her voice was a soft whisper, her brows pulling together in an expression that was surprisingly endearing.

With any other man, she would have chuckled. Back in high school, there had been a running joke among her friends: if a guy finished that fast, it meant he’d been living in his head with you for months. Casual flings wouldn’t do that. So, a speedy ejaculation was a symptom of a long-simmering obsession. 

Of course, it was just teenage lore, but watching the most powerful man on Earth come inside her in under sixty seconds felt like a dark, surreal callback to those locker room whispers.

But chuckling was a suicidal move here. And beyond the absurdity, it was a terrifyingly potent turn on. He wasn’t using her, he was overwhelmed by her.

She swallowed dryly, her gaze pinned to his mortified eyes. “Are you… okay?” she asked tentatively. 

Her eyes squinted as a faint, involuntary smile ghosted her lips, watching him heave for air while still pinning her firmly to the table.

Homelander nodded quickly, his ego visibly bruised as he jerked his gaze away from hers. “Are you?” he countered, his voice sounding small and uncharacteristically guarded.

Annie nodded again, her smile widening just a fraction before she forced it back into a neutral line. “Yes.”

He offered a single nod in return, letting out one final, heavy exhale as the remnants of his climax ebbed away. 

The embarrassment didn't linger for long, though. His hands shifted from her hips, trailing down the backs of her thighs with a grip that was suddenly firm and purposeful.

“Hang on tight then, young lady,” he muttered, his voice dropping back into that low, vibrating growl. 

He hooked his arms under the backs of her knees and shoved them upward, forcing her legs toward her chest to reset the stage with his cock still lodged deep inside her. 

Her pussy was now more accessible for him. He pulled his still twitching member somewhat and pushed back slowly, his pubes brushing against her clit. 

His grip remained unyielding, his fingers digging into the backs of her hamstrings to pin her as he continued to slowly fuck her. His sapphire eyes were fixed on her face, tracking every twitch and every flicker of her expression with a predatory fascination.

Annie’s head thudded back against the cold steel, her vision swimming as her eyes rolled toward the ceiling. Her fingers were white-knuckled as she clawed at the backs of his hands, her dignity a distant memory as she moaned shamelessly, letting him fuck her with his own cum.

He'd cum so much inside her that every time he drove his meat into the slit, the liquid oozed out of her cunt. The thrusts began to gain pace with his grips tightening on her thighs. He started to fuck her harder then, his cock relentlessly driving in and out of her wet pussy, stretching her wide with his girth. 

He was captivated by the way she’d simply surrendered to the momentum, allowing herself to be molded by his whims. It wasn't just that she wasn't fighting him; it was the very undeniable evidence that she was relishing it. 

He saw her for exactly what she was in this moment: a girl whose rigid moral compass had been demagnetized by trauma and disillusionment, definitely has daddy issues, and too horny to offer any real resistance.

He took a perverse pleasure in the way her moans became a frantic, nonstop soundtrack to his thrusts, her voice brittle and strangled as she took him in like a champion. 

It was almost impressive to witness how the firebrand who challenged him in meetings had dissolved into such a pliable and submissive creature in the dark. 

Well, resisting him in private was practically a death wish, sure. But she wasn't just enjoying this, she was a willing accomplice in her own corruption. He loved the sheer toxicity of it.

His lunges were frantic now, rough and followed by low grunts with each thrust. He watched her pale skin bloom into a violent crimson under the pressure of his hands, but it only turned him on all the more. 

Driven by a sudden, restless boredom, he shifted, hooking his arms under her knees and hoisting her legs upward. He draped them over his shoulders to grant himself a deeper, more punishing vantage point. He yanked her further down and began his deeper thrusts into her hole this time, almost primal in its motion. 

Annie’s mouth fell open, a silent scream of ecstasy dying in her throat. The way his pelvis rammed against her clit with each of his impatient penetrations sent a pooling, liquid heat through her entire core. 

The friction escalated until it felt like beyond human capability. The sensation was breathlessly satisfying.

The threshold finally broke, and the sensation came flooding in a tidal wave of electricity that ignited every nerve ending on her clit. 

In response to the euphoric peak, the overhead lights in the cavernous lab began to flicker and hum, buzzing in synchrony with her power. 

Annie let out a loud, pained scream, a sound that was half-agony, half-exultation; as her legs twitched violently, her entire being caught in a rush of overwhelming bliss that felt like it lasted a lifetime.

But Homelander was boundless. He didn’t even slow fucking her. In fact, he kept driving the solid log into her cunt, feeling it reach all the way against her cervix over and over. His own thrusts only seemed to harden and grow more insistent the moment he sensed her body convulsing with an oncoming orgasm.

The walls of her vaginal canal clammed tight against his meat, throbbing with sensitive pleasure against his delightful assaults of the hole. 

Annie’s eyes began to glow with a pair of golden rings at this point, her mouth hanging open as she lost all capacity for sound. She was suspended in the white hot peak of her release, her world narrowed down to the friction and the heat in her pelvis.

It delighted Homelander—seeing the literal, physical manifestation of her pleasure through the overhead lights. It spurred him into a final, rhythmic frenzy, increasing the speed of his fucking for the next minute. 

He watched with dark satisfaction as her head finally fell back, the orgasm slowly ebbing away, leaving her legs to go limp and heavy over his shoulders.

He let out a soundless, almost affectionate chuckle, a distinct contrast to the clinical way he suddenly pulled out of her cunt in one abrupt motion. 

Before Annie could even register the shift, he grabbed her arm and pulled her upward, his strength making the transition effortless as he flipped her over.

Annie found herself pressed stomach-down against the cold metal of the table, her feet barely touching the concrete floor as she struggled to find her balance. She turned her face partially, peering over her shoulder with wide, dazed eyes to find him looming behind her.

Homelander’s hands clamped onto her hips, yanking her back toward him to bridge the gap. 

One hand slid upward, settling heavily between her shoulder blades to force her torso down against the table, arching her spine into a vulnerable bow. He grabbed his dick again, still somewhat sensitive from the earlier ejaculation, and drove it back into her pussy in one brisk motion. 

The sudden, blunt intrusion drew a series of sharp, breathless gasps from her lungs.

Annie’s right palm pressed flat against the tabletop, bracing against the cold steel, while her left hand gripped the edge for balance as he fucked her from behind in a series of hasty and persistent thrusts. He was an engine of pure directed force as the cock frictioned against the soft folds of her vagina, violently jerking her entire frame forward with every heavy impact. 

Annie’s breath kept choking in her throat. Every time her ass crashed against his pelvis, the sensation flooded through her guts, overwhelmingly and pleasantly beyond her control.

He leaned into her, pressing his palm further down between her shoulder blades to force her spine into a deeper curve, his cock effectively never stopping the ramming into her hole. 

His other hand was a possessive weight, gripping one of her ass cheeks with a bruising pressure that had marked her skin as his.

Annie’s head dipped back, her neck straining as her body arched to his lunges; the wet, rhythmic sound of their skins clapping together, echoing like thunder throughout the lab. 

It was during one particularly jolting shove that her balance finally broke. Her left hand slipped from the smooth metal edge of the table, sliding forward until her fingertips brushed against a jarringly rougher texture on the side of the frame.

Annie's eyes, which had been squeezed shut against the sensory overload, snapped open. 

Almost absentmindedly, she kept her fingertips on the rough patch, tracing the lines. It felt like a carved scribble on the table’s narrow side edge, etched deep into the metal with something sharp; perhaps a screwdriver or a discarded scalpel.

Instinctively, Annie shifted her weight, arching her upper body to the side without disrupting his movements behind her—technically, Homelander was still fucking her brain into oblivion, but she found herself squinting through the dizzies of her own pleasure. 

She tilted her head, her blonde hair spilling over her shoulder in a messy curtain as she looked closer at the metal.

Bradley & Susan were here.” A small, crude heart was carved beneath the names with an arrow through it. 

Annie blinked at the scribble; a sudden, soft smile curling at her mouth. 

In this tomb of science and god knew what, two humans had left a mark of something as simple as a souvenir of love.

“Huh,” she huffed to herself, the sound a mix of mild wonder and a breathless giggle.

“What are you doing?” Homelander’s voice rumbled through her back, his casual tone belying the frantic speed of his hips. His rhythm never faltered, but his hand moved, grabbing her cheek tighter as he delivered a deep, demanding thrust. 

Clearly he wasn't getting enough attention from her. 

Annie gasped and squeaked in the same breath as he fucked her with a sudden, discordant increase in speed. She tried to shift her spine back toward the center of the table, but Homelander’s palm remained a heavy, immovable weight against her back, pinning her down. 

The pressure was firm but lacking the lethal flavor. Basically a lust-driven, non-negotiable demand for her to stay exactly where he wanted her.

Annie managed to turn her head, flipping her hair away from her face to catch his eye, her expression a mix of dazed pleasure and sudden curiosity.

“It says ‘Bradley and Susan were here’ over there. Someone's carved it into the metal. Employees, maybe,” she breathed out, her voice shaky from the friction. “Interesting, right? Imagine falling in love in a place like this.”

The effect was instantaneous.

Homelander’s rhythm broke. The names hit him like a thunderous shock the moment they crossed her mouth, bringing a total halt to his entire frame. 

His hands loosened on her skin ever so slightly, his fingers going lax as he blinked in a sudden, stunned vacuum of thought.

Annie felt the shift in him immediately. He was looming too close, literally inside her; his weight was too integrated with hers for her to miss the instant change in his temperature and tension. 

She craned her neck further, her curious frown deepening as she tried to read the shadows on his face.

“Hey,” she said softly, “You okay?” Her eyes flicked down to her ass where his hand still rested, then back to his face. He was still very much lodged inside her pussy, all the way in, but his mind had clearly departed the room.

A tense line formed between Homelander’s brows as a profound, sickening sense of déjà vu washed over him, drenching him in a memory he hadn't invited in. 

He just realized that the sound of the room; the rhythmic thudding, the desperate gasps, their moans and groans, and the manic scraping of skin against steel—it all sounded exactly like his childhood. He remembered being locked in the observation chambers of this very lab, forced to listen to Bradley and Susan fuck each other's brains out while he stared at the reinforced walls and listened.

He had spent countless hours as a boy fantasizing about doing exactly what they were doing; not out of emotional attachment, but out of a desperate, warped need to understand the mechanics of engaging in the activity itself. 

He’d imagined himself in Bradley's place, or perhaps even joining them, his young mind twisting the sounds of their intimacy into a target for his own growing desires.

As disturbing as it sounds, Homelander felt zero remorse for his sex crave. He had always viewed his hedonism as his least aggressive form of self-expression, compared to the way he usually unalived people who irritated him and how he fantasized leveling cities on casual Sundays. 

Who would’ve thought he’d end up back here after twenty years, buried deep in a woman who also happened to be his own coworker? 

The parallels were almost poetic, coworkers finding heat in a cold place, much like Bradley and Susan had decades ago. 

He had walked into this sub-floor expecting to be horrified, braced for the visceral triggers of a childhood spent in a cage. But the first true emotion to pierce his guard down wasn’t trauma tonight, it was a twisted, nostalgic delight. 

It was the only fragment of pleasure that had ever existed in his developmental years, a vicarious thrill he’d absorbed through auditory intake only. 

So what would you call this moment? A dream come true for a teenage Homelander? 

It sat wrong and right at the same time.

The thought finally pulled a small, dark smirk to his lips. He let out a long shuddering sigh, his focus already recalibrating as he looked down at Starlight’s waist. 

He gently pulled out of her this time with a slosh of liquid, his cock dripping with both of their cum. 

“Come with me.”

His command came out even, already shifting. He stepped back just enough to give her space to straighten, but his hands lingered, never fully retracting from her skin. He shuffled his footing, casually stepping out of the fabric pooled around his ankles, discarding it without looking.

Annie didn’t move right away.

Her frown had deepened, her eyes fixed on him with a sharper kind of focus now. She had been watching him the entire time, picking up on the shift, the names he hadn’t explained, and the familiarity he couldn’t quite hide.

Clearly he knew who Bradley and Susan were. That much was obvious.

Curiosity made its way in, pushing past everything else. She straightened slowly, her gaze searching the planes of his face for a map of his history. 

Homelander didn't offer an explanation. He simply took her wrist in his palm and tugged her along, his gait a strange mix of casual dominance and quiet urgency; like he had already decided where they were going next and didn’t see a reason to explain why.

Chapter 14: The Spillover | Pt 2

Summary:

⚠️WARNING: Explicit sexual content, slow burn erotica, mildly disturbing content, and fluff. Reader discretion is advised.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

Chapter Text

Part II: John and Annie Were Here 



He led her across the lab, past the sterile surfaces and silent equipment, toward a large red door set into the far wall. It stood out immediately, heavier than anything else in the room, industrial in a way that didn’t bother pretending otherwise.

As soon as they reached it, he flipped the heavy iron hinge with effortless strength and shoved the door open. It gave way with a long, metallic creak that seemed to echo through the very foundations of the building. 

The thickness of the door was impossible to miss. At least three feet of solid, tungsten-carbide steel, backed by a secondary layer of industrial padding that ran from the ceiling to the floor. The moment they crossed the threshold, the visual shift was jarring, almost ridiculous. 

The room was a sterile, blinding white, the padded walls squeaky clean and reflecting the harsh light with an artificial brilliance. There was no furniture, no bed, no sign of life, nothing but a padded vacuum. 

Annie blinked as she stepped inside, the change almost disorienting after the dimmer, more cluttered lab outside. 

Her shoulders stiffened without her meaning to, her body reacting before she could rationalize it. The room wasn’t threatening in any direct way. But it wasn’t right either.

There was something about the emptiness, the clinical perfection of it, that felt wrong on a deeper level. Not dangerous in a visible sense, but… unsettling.

The door slammed shut behind them with a single negligent shove of his hand, the heavy latch clicking into place with a finality. 

Annie flinched at the sound, spinning around to face him, her heart hammering a frantic beat against her ribs. 

Suddenly, she realized that the world felt like it had been vacuum-sealed. The omnipresent, low-frequency hum of the machinery from the lab and the entire sub-floor was gone, swallowed by the thick, soundproof padding. 

It was unsettling; the silence was so absolute she could practically hear the rush of blood in her own ears and the stutter of her own pulse.

“What the fuck is this place?” Annie demanded, her voice sounding strangely flat in the acoustically dead room. 

Her eyes darted across the sterile white surfaces, a cold dread settling in the pit of her stomach.

Homelander, standing there as naked and unashamed as the day he was born, gave a dismissive wave of his hand. 

“Don’t worry about it,” he assured her, his tone shifting into something almost friendly, which only served to make the hair on her arms stand up.

He closed the distance between them in two predatory strides, his palms landing firmly on her ass as he hauled her flush against him. 

Her bare skin crashed against the radiating heat of his chest, and he watched with a smirk as a fresh wave of crimson rushed into her cheeks. She was clearly struggling to maintain her indignation while her body betrayed her with a blush.

With one fluid motion, he hoisted her by the ass, his fingers digging into her cheeks. 

Annie instinctively wrapped her legs around his hips to balance herself, her arms locking around his neck as he carried her toward the far wall. Despite the eerie setting, a soft, almost hysterical giggle escaped her lips—a byproduct of the absurd adrenaline coursing through her.

He pressed her spine against the padded wall, the surface yielding slightly behind her. One hand remained cupped around her ass cheek, providing a stable base as he moved his other hand to adjust his cock once more. 

He glided the slippery, solid meat into her cunt with a smoothness, drawing a long shuddering moan from deep in her throat.

Annie’s body arched like a bow the moment he filled her up again, her head falling back against the padding. 

He resumed lunging into her, pumping his cock in and out, his movements just as hard and unyielding as before. 

The intensity forced her to tighten her grip on his neck, her nails digging brutally into his skin, clawing at the marble-hard muscle in a desperate rush of pleasure. Driven by a feral need to be even closer, Annie leaned in, her lips landing on the hot, pulsing skin of his neck, her breath hot against his ear.

She dragged her tongue in a slow, humid line over the column of his neck, tasting the sharp tang of salt on his skin. Her mouth explored the hard edge of his jaw, her teeth grazing and nibbling with a newfound and feral confidence. 

Eventually, she found his ear, capturing the lobe between her lips and tugging. Her whole frame jerked in a frantic tremor as he pumped into her womanhood, the sexy assaults feeling electric in the soundless vacuum. 

She began to worry his ear with her teeth, biting down harder with each subsequent thrust to test the limits of his reaction. 

Of course, Homelander responded by fucking her like a ragdoll with a renewed, punishing vigor, his hands tightening on her with a grip that bordered on bone-crushing.

The silence of the padded room acted like an amplifier. Every strangled grunt, every guttural groan, and the wet, relentless clapping of their skin boomed and reverberated within the confined space like a localized thunderstorm trapped in a glass jar. 

The auditory intensity was terrifying, a visceral reminder of their isolation, but it was also intoxicating in a dark and distorted way.

Annie was beyond the point of making a conscious decision about whether she liked it. 

This was a stark departure from the soft, moonlit fanfictions of her adolescence, but it possessed an undeniable gravity that a standard hookup could never touch.

She drove her teeth into the corded muscle on the right side of his neck, her nails excavating deeper into his shoulders. The more violently he fucked her, the deeper she sank her teeth and claws, as if she were trying to anchor her soul to his body.

Homelander let out a vibrating groan against her collarbone, the dull ache of her aggression fueling his own. He buried his face in the wild thicket of her hair, inhaling her scent until his lungs burned, his own skin buzzing with a predatory, high-voltage lust.

His jaw twitched with a sudden microscopic jolt when he felt a strange, fleeting prickle on his neck where her teeth were clamped. 

A second later, a localized heat bloomed in that spot.

Through the fog of his arousal, Homelander realized with a start that she had actually managed to break the skin. 

Under the right pressure and the right desperation, Starlight had drawn blood from the god of the sky.

Who would've thought? 

His eyes snapped open, the blue depths sharp and piercing as he recoiled. His head tilted back, muscles in his neck cording as he stared down at her, his gaze tracking the exact spot where her teeth had been anchored. His thrusts gradually ebbed into a heavy, suspended throb.

Annie finally forced her eyelids open, her breath coming in shallow, ragged hitches. She retracted her teeth from his skin and leaned back, her head swimming as she tried to focus on his face. 

Her mouth was parted in a dazed look of pleasure, but as she moved, a single, dark bead of crimson smeared across her lower lip; the metallic tang of his blood coating her tongue.

Homelander blinked, his focus dropping to the column of his own throat. He was bleeding.

Against all laws of nature and the invulnerability he wore like a second skin, she had left a perfect arc of a bite mark. 

She had clearly channeled every ounce of her latent Supe strength into that single, desperate act of grounding herself, pushing at least 99.9% of her power into her jaw just to leave a mark on the man who owned the world in his head.

Annie’s gaze followed his, landing on the small, weeping wound she hadn’t even realized she’d inflicted. 

The fog of euphoria thinned, replaced by a cold spike of terror. “Oh…” she managed to wheeze, her heart skipping a beat as she contemplated the potential lethality of her mistake. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t—I wasn’t thinking—”

Her apology was interrupted as Homelander moved with a sudden, blurring speed. 

In an effortless motion, he lowered until he was seated on the padded floor, his back braced against the white upholstery with her still locked in his grip. The shift was seamless and admirably graceful.

Annie was now straddling him, perched precariously on his lap with her weight fully supported by his powerful thighs.

Before she could stammer out another word of regret, his hand clamped around her jaw with a possessive iron grip. 

He crashed his mouth against hers, shoving his tongue deep into her mouth to reclaim what was his, tasting the copper tang of his own blood on her tongue. 

It wasn't an act of anger, it was a dark, cannibalistic validation.

Annie surrendered to the kiss, her body responding before her mind could catch up. She shifted her weight on his lap, her hips beginning to roll in a slow, agonizingly deep rhythm as she felt his cock all the way inside her. 

The friction was electric, sparking a fresh wildfire in her veins. She rubbed her clit against his pelvis, her moans growing louder, turning into desperate, needy cries that echoed off the padded walls. 

She dug her fingers into his shoulders again and bounced on his cock, the girth finally, properly adjusting to the slippery folds inside her vagina.

Homelander hauled her flush against him, his powerful arms coiling like pythons around the small of her back. He let his head thud back against the padded wall, his mouth falling open in a silent expression of bliss as he surrendered to her rhythm.

In any other circumstance, his ego would never have permitted her to take the superior position—to be in his lap. He was notoriously selective about who he allowed into this space, but she had proven herself worthy of the “throne”.

The sight of his own blood on her lips had shifted the tectonic plates of his psyche. It wasn't just a turn on; it was a sudden spike of genuine respect. She had actually managed to draw blood out of him. And that feat alone earned her the rare privilege of his lap, allowing her to ride his cock entirely to her own frantic pleasure. 

The friction of their cum-slicked skin produced wet, rhythmic sloshes that seemed to double in volume, amplified by the sensory deprivation of the soundproof vacuum. The loudness was the devil’s ultimate wet dream.

Her cadence never faltered as she rode his meat, her hips rhythmically rolling. She could feel the second wave gathering at the base of her spine, a localized storm of euphoria preparing to break.

A strangled cry tore from her throat as her head lolled back, her pace becoming a blurring, desperate friction as her ass bounced frantically on his cock, taking it all the way in. 

Homelander watched her through hooded eyes, a dark smirk playing on his lips. 

He leaned forward, capturing her left nipple between his teeth just as her body arched into a violent bow, the flooding surge of heat rushing to her groins. He nibbled and teased at the sensitive nub, holding her with a surprising and uncharacteristic gentleness. 

He was careful not to overwhelm her with his usual dominance; he knew better than to disrupt the delicate architecture of an orgasm, which was a universal no-go for any man—unless it was BDSM. 

It was a rare moment of restraint for a man who usually took everything by force.

When the sensation finally detonated within Annie’s nerves, it washed over her like a tidal wave of numbing static. She screamed out a loud, raw moan that rang through the small room, her legs trembling uncontrollably even as her hips continued to drive his cock in, chasing the peak of the sensation.

The orgasm reached its absolute height, a seismic bloom of sensation that radiated outward from her core, surging through her stomach and electrifying every inch of her frame. It was no longer just a feeling, it was a physical takeover.

The room’s overhead lights, recessed deeply behind the protective padding, began to flicker with the same frantic energy they had shown in the lab. 

This time, however, the response was violent. The electricity within the bulbs crackled, the filament screaming as the room was plunged into a blinking, stroboscopic frenzy. They looked like flickering specters, caught in a desperate, high-velocity fucking under the chaotic strobe effect.

Annie’s eyes ignited, vivid golden rings of light bleeding through her irises as she began to involuntarily siphon the raw power from the building's grid. She was a vacuum for the current, strangling the room's electrical system toward a total collapse.

Homelander’s grip became a vice, his muscles locking as he delivered one final, brutal thrust up her cunt. 

And the second he did, Annie tore a shaky, high-pitched scream from her lungs, and the lightbulbs surrendered. They detonated in unison, a synchronized chorus of shattering glass that plunged the room into absolute darkness.

A rain of crystalline shards cascaded from the ceiling and walls, pelting their bodies like harmless sand. The glass simply brushed against their superhuman skin without leaving so much as a microscopic scratch.

That was his cue. In the sudden, heavy dark, he kept his grip uncompromising and began pumping into her again with a rhythmic driving force, guiding the fading ripples of her climax toward a final, absolute high.

Annie’s entire body went rigid, her legs convulsing in violent tremors and twitches with the orgasm, and him fucking her through it. 

Her strength finally gave in, and her head fell forward, her face burying into the heat of his neck. She let the remnants of the surge wash through her, her breath coming in heavy ragged sobs against his skin as the adrenaline began to recede.

The moment her muscles began to slacken and her weight surrendered fully to his lap, Homelander’s patience evaporated. 

With a strong sweep of his hand, he brushed away the shards behind her. Then, he hoisted her off him with efficient strength, shifting her onto the padded floor. He rolled her onto her side in one smooth motion, molding himself against her back so they were fused together.

He hooked his hand around her hip, yanking her flush against him, and hoisted her top leg high to clear the way. 

He held it there with a bruising and possessive grip as he slid back into her cunt from behind, his body spooning hers in a lethal, intimate embrace as he reclaimed the rhythm of the night.

Annie let out a weary, yet profoundly satiated moan, her ass pushing back into him as her spine arched on pure desire-driven instinct. His cock slammed up her pussy in rough thrusts, her breasts dancing with the jerks of her body.

Homelander snaked his free arm under the curve of her waist, his fingers digging into her breast to pin her even more firmly against him. He pulled her back until there wasn't a microscopic gap left between them, his chest a radiating furnace against her bare back.

He drove his cock as hard as his physiology would allow him without breaking her pelvis. The heat inside her vagina had become so audaciously pleasurable on his meat, he wished he could go on forever like this—which he absolutely could, but that wouldn't be practical on a time-sensitive night and inside the “white room” for that matter. 

For the next several minutes, he maintained a relentless, grounding pace, fucking her cunt like there was no tomorrow. The sheer force of his skin crashing against hers began to leave a blooming, reddish flush across the curve of her ass, a visceral map of his possession.

Annie’s body jerked with every rhythmic impact as he fucked her mercilessly. She felt utterly spent, her nerves frayed and humming after two shattering climaxes, yet her body continued to respond to his command. 

She had always logically assumed he would fuck with terrifying power given his status, but she hadn’t anticipated the effortless, intuitive skill he brought to the act. It wasn't just the limitless strength, it was a calibrated mastery acquired over decades. 

The juxtaposition of his divine power and this gritty, visceral roughness acted like a key in a lock she hadn't known existed. It bypassed her logic and went straight for her most buried insecurities, awakening every "daddy issue" impulse in her psyche in the most intoxicatingly toxic way imaginable.

Homelander had clocked very thoroughly how her face gave away those micro-expressions of savoring the sensation despite being utterly spent. 

“You’re a naughty little girl, aren't you?” He purred, the vibration of his voice buzzing through the shell of her ear as he watched her take him in. 

His lips grazed her earlobe, his tone dripping with a condescending and predatory playfulness. “Bet Drummer Boy doesn’t fuck half as good as this without killing girls, does he?” he teased, throwing the name out like a casual private joke between them. 

But before Annie could recoil or retort at the sudden sting of the mention, he drove his member harder into her pussy with a deep thrust intended to strangle her protest.

“Shhh,” he cooed, his breath hot and damp against her skin as he squeezed her breast harder. “Let me take care of you, baby girl. I’m going to fuck that little heartbreak right out of you.”

He rammed into her hole again, with a sudden and jarring increase in force that tore a vibrating scream from the very back of her throat. He smirked with a dark, territorial satisfaction, his own guttural groans rumbling directly into the sensitive shell of her ear.

Annie’s cheeks had flared with an involuntary heat. She was blushing without her own permission, her body surrendering to a physical response her mind couldn't veto. 

The way Homelander was manhandling her, ruthlessly dismantling her defenses and fondling her deep-seated daddy issues, was equal parts patronizing and undeniably scorching-hot. She disliked him so much that it only made the fucking all the more pleasurable. She was past the point of resistance. 

In fact, a careless, nihilistic thought passed through her mind: she wouldn't even mind if he fucked her vagina loose tonight. The sheer ecstasy he was stirring inside her felt like a fair trade for the collapse of her world.

Homelander abruptly pulled his cock out from inside her, breaking her out of her trance. He flipped her onto her back with a strength that made her feel weightless, before climbing atop her to pin her against the padded floor.

The solid meat slid back into her slit as his powerful arms snaked under her back, his grip tightening until the pressure against her spine felt like it was teetering on the edge of a fracture. 

He continued lunging in with a manic, unrelenting cadence, destroying her pussy without a single break for air. Their cum sloshed melodiously as he claimed her body like a predator feasting on a great hunt night. 

It was like his own twisted, wettest dreams finally manifesting—getting to deliver a world-class fuck in the infamous white room of Sub-Level 6. 

Bradley and Susan ain't got shit on him, he told himself. 

Their clumsy, human fumbling was nothing compared to the god-like intensity of his fucking capacity. 

The memory of his childhood porno content brought upon a darker surge of desire. He grunted, his eyes turning into dark, fathomless pits of lust.

“I’m going to make sure you limp for the next few days and think about nothing but me,” he hissed, his piercing, predatory gaze locked onto her face. 

He watched with fascination as she fought to maintain her composure between the lines of pain and the overwhelming waves of pleasure. “You’re going to think about how fucking good I felt inside you. You’re going to crave more of it,” he purred, his voice a low, coaxing threat. 

Annie tried an attempt at a response, but all that came was a weary moan as his tongue slipped into her parted mouth, sucking onto her tongue, claiming her breath and her silence in one absolute act of possession.

The following twenty minutes were a non-stop fucking of her cunt delivered at a grueling and unwavering pace. It was a marathon of friction that began to sap the strength from Annie's marrow, her limbs growing heavy and loose with sheer physical exhaustion.

She was utterly spent—drained by the staggering force of how hard he'd been fucking her and the cumulative toll of her previous orgasms. Yet, her legs never once drifted from their lock around his hips. If anything, she tightened her hold, her heels digging into his lower back to anchor him, desperate to keep him from slowing, terrified of the silence that would follow if he stopped.

Who would've thought that all she needed after two months of ceaseless traumas, heartbreaks, and bombshell revelations, was to be fucked hard enough to give her brain a factory reset? 

The man was rearranging her organs in a way that was shamelessly welcome. The sound of her being fucked like a toy boomed and echoed savagely in the padded room. 

“I’m gonna come!” Homelander rasped against her lips, his voice a breathless serration. 

His grip clamped onto her spine with terrifying strength, his thrusts suddenly gaining a dangerously manic velocity. 

To Annie, it felt as though her skeletal structure might splinter under the stress.

She cried out a pained moan, her breath catching in her throat as her body curved under his physical pressure from various points. She braced herself as tight as her body possibly could allow her with whatever strength she had left in her. Her legs had already gone numb by now. 

The final thrust was violent, merciless, and primal all at once. 

An animalistic growl tore from deep within Homelander's chest. His eyes ignited into a savage, glowing crimson in response to the sheer magnitude of the ejaculation. His cock exploded a second time inside her, hot cum spewing out of the organ as it throbbed violently inside her. He kept the solid member lodged all the way up to her cervix, letting his body release all its tension inside her. 

In the heat of that final seismic release, even he was fairly certain he’d caused her a mild vaginal tearing.

He didn't care, though. She was a Supe, she would heal. Besides, in his warped logic, the injury was merely a trophy, a physical testament to how thoroughly he had just fucked her. She would carry the memory of this moment in her very cells until the day she died.

The thought pulled a dark, breathless chuckle from his lips.

His face fell forward, burying itself in the valley between her breasts, his arms locking around her in a crushing embrace as he finally allowed his body to go heavy against hers.

For a minute, neither of them moved. They remained locked together in the heavy, vacuum-sealed silence of the white room as they allowed their bodies to catch up to the aftermath. 

Homelander remained draped over her, his super-hearing picking up the erratic staccato of her heart hammering against the underside of her ribcage. 

The sound, usually a sign of fear he relished, now acted as a tether, helping to coax his own heart down from the violent subsonic thrumming that had been rattling his chest.

He released a long, deep exhale that fanned across her damp skin, before finally pulling back just enough to survey the wreckage of her expression.

Annie lay beneath him, her breathing gradually transitioning from sharp gasps to slow, periodic draws of air. Her eyelids fluttered, her pupils still dilated as she processed the lingering echoes of the pleasure with his cock still lodged inside her. 

Her gaze only drifted to meet his when his crushing grip on her back finally softened, his hands retracting with surprising gentleness to allow her spine to settle fully onto the padded floor. 

Beneath them, the carpet of shattered lightbulbs crunched and shifted, the crystalline shards pressing harmlessly against their bare skin.

His mouth found the hard nub of her right nipple, and he trailed his tongue over the sensitive skin, circling the areola, teasing the tip of her nipple with his tongue. 

Annie’s breath hitched into another moan, her body arching on pure reflex as if her nerves were still wired to his touch. 

He let out a low chuckle, a soft moan of his own rumbling in his throat as he began sucking onto the rock-hard nipple. 

Below, he shifted his weight, his hips pulling back just enough to create a tease of distance without fully taking out the cock and shoved inside her. 

He began to move again; slower this time, a lazy and languid rhythm that lacked the frantic violence from before. It drew a fresh series of tired and broken moans from her, which did nothing but fuel the fire. 

The nipple flicked out from between his lips as he withdrew his head, the darkness of the room failing to hide the glint of pure, unrestrained hunger in his eyes.

“Fuck, I can’t stop,” he murmured with a sheepish grin, almost boyish at this point. 

A bashful yet lustrous smile spread across Annie’s face, her lashes heavy and dark with exhaustion. She looked utterly ruined and yet strangely reborn. 

“Then don’t,” she whispered back, the words a breathless invitation. Her arms slipped from around his neck, sliding upward to rest languidly above her head on the padded floor, her chest heaving as her body arched under the pressure of his slower, deeper penetrations.

The grin on Homelander’s lips sharpened, turning crooked and predatory once more. 

“You know I tore you up a bit, right?” he asked, his voice dripping with a playful, almost fond arrogance. He said it like a compliment, a mark of his own power left inside her.

“I’ll be fine,” Annie rasped, her head lolling back against the padding. Her eyes rolled toward the ceiling as her hips began to squirm beneath him, her palms lighting up to kill the total darkness of the room. 

Homelander let out a genuine laugh this time, genuinely impressed by her resilience, and the fact that she still hadn't had enough of him. 

An affectionate purr slipped from his chest as he leaned down, his shadow swallowing her whole. “I'm going to tear you apart, young lady. Promise you’ll love every second of it.”

His lips found their way back to her nipple, his mouth closing over the peak as he began nibbling at the hard nub, his canines grazing the sensitive, flushed skin.

All while, he continued pushing into her womanhood with a lazy desperation, as if this were the only time he would ever get to fuck her; even though they both knew that this was only the beginning of her undoing. 

Maybe his too.




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Annie pulled the kevlar top down over her neck, the fabric dragging faintly against skin that still felt too sensitive. Her hands slid into the sleeves with a practiced familiarity. 

She reached for the vest next, fingers working the straps into place one by one, tightening them with small, efficient tugs. 

Every few seconds, her eyes flicked toward Homelander across the lab without fully committing to the glance.

He had already suited up in his dark gear. 

Back turned to her, posture straight, hands clasped formally behind him. He was staring at a support beam on the wall with a vacant intensity, like he was mentally miles away. 

Annie tucked her top into her pants and checked the security of her belt buckle, her eyes lingering for a moment on the heavy crimson door of the white room. They’d certainly "christened" the space, transforming a creepy chamber into a theater of carnal wreckage. 

So much for not leaving any signs of their breaking and entering into the lab. 

It would have been a massive understatement to say she was sore. Her body felt like it had been tenderized. She could feel the dull, pulsing ache in her hips where his fingers had left marks, and her internal anatomy felt like he’d personally seen to a complete rearrangement of her organs. 

Yet, paradoxically, she felt revitalized; a strange, buzzing energy crackling beneath the fatigue. 

A traitorous heat climbed her neck just thinking about it, even as she watched him stand there, cold and detached.  

Reality, however, was a persistent buzzkill. They were operating under a strict time constraint now. Because in a couple of hours, the Vought machine would grind back to life, and the Monday morning crowd would come pouring in. 

As good as the sex was, they had already overstayed their welcome here than anyone reasonably should.

Annie crossed the floor, her footsteps echoing off the concrete, and came to a halt a step beside him. She followed his unblinking line of sight toward the beam on the wall, squinting her eyes against the dim lighting to make out what had captivated the most powerful man on earth. Her brow furrowed as the markings came into focus.

The wall was etched with a series of height markings, a vertical timeline of a life measured in increments of growth from age five through sixteen. 

Beside the name John, the lines climbed the beam until they hit the age twelve mark, where a handwritten sidenote read: “He’s growing so fast!” 

The script was deceptively domestic, mimicking the way parents might track a child’s progress in a hallway at home, but here, written onto concrete, it looked like a ledger of an experiment.

“Someone used to live here,” Annie stated flatly. It wasn't a question, but she turned to study Homelander’s profile anyway, searching for a flicker of recognition. “Did people actually live down here?”

Homelander blinked once, the only sign of life in his stony expression. 

His jaw twitched, a microscopic tremor of suppressed memory, before he let out a scoff that was far too dismissive to be genuine. “What makes you think I’ll have a clue?"

Annie didn't buy the deflection for a second. She just rolled her eyes and gave an unbothered shrug. 

“Oh, come on… we both know I can tell you used to work here. You know every corner, every door. It’s not exactly a mystery,” she said, crossing her arms with a small huff. She was becoming increasingly immune to his attempts to gaslight her into ignoring the obvious.

Homelander let out a dry chuckle at her confidence, finally turning his head to meet her gaze. 

“Mm. That’s one way to look at it,” he conceded, his voice smooth and noncommittal.

Annie smirked openly, her eyes tracing the sharp jawline that had been buried in the crook of her neck just thirty minutes prior. 

“Uh—” she started, her voice dropping into a hesitant, more grounded register. “Thank you. For telling me the truth. About… Compound V.” She gave a stiff nod, glancing at him briefly before looking away, her pulse skipping. “And… what just happened? Honestly, what was all that?”

She gestured vaguely at the lab table across the room and then toward the heavy crimson door, the crime scenes of their recent "marathon." 

One of Homelander's brows cocked toward his hairline, followed by a subtle, judgmental frown, as if he were genuinely baffled by the silliness of the question.

“Starlight,” he said, his voice dripping with incredulity, “Are you, by any chance, planning to turn on me and claim I forced myself on you? Because we both know your performance in there says otherwise—”

“Oh, no, no!” Annie’s head shook immediately, her hands shooting up in a defensive blur. “That’s not what I meant at all,” she corrected quickly, her face heating up. “I just meant—we just...” She gestured awkwardly between the two of them, trying to find the words in the wreckage of her dignity. “I thought you were with Black Noir.”

Homelander’s frown deepened, and he blinked as if she’d just suggested he was dating a toaster. 

“What? No... I’m not with him. It’s wayyy more casual than that. Though, make no mistake, he is still mine.” He gave a dismissive shrug, his body pivoting fully to face her, looming over her with that practiced, hero-on-a-pedestal posture. “But hey—” He pointed a gloved finger at her, the thick fabric creaking slightly. “In case you’re wondering where that leaves you, let me just clarify: nowhere. And I hope you’re self-aware enough to know that, right?”

Annie blinked, her head tilting with a mix of mild curiosity and a sudden sting of offense. “What do you mean, nowhere?”

He sputtered, breaking into a short, condescending laugh that echoed uncomfortably against the lab’s cold walls. He raised his hands, gesturing theatrically as if he were explaining a simple math problem to a particularly slow child. 

“Nowhere, as in it was entirely, purely casual. Us.” 

He wagged a finger between them. “I mean—don’t you see how that was just an emotional spillover? You just needed to fuck all that pain and heartbreak out of your system. Right?” He probed curiously, his head tilting like a predator watching a wounded bird. “Was that not your reason for the hookup?”

Annie’s lips pursed into a thin line, falling into a heavy, unexpected silence. She stood there, thinking, while a subtle, cold sense of rejection seeped into the dark corners of her soul.

Of course, it was completely casual for him. He was a man who viewed the world as his personal buffet. He’d simply waited for her to be at her most vulnerable, offered her a glimpse of the truth as bait, and then sat back as she became a willing accomplice in her own undoing. 

He hadn't just gotten into her pants, he’d managed to make her feel like it was her idea all along.

Something in Annie snapped back into place all at once, not gradually but with an internal jolt that traveled up her spine and settled stiffly across her shoulders. 

The regret followed immediately, unpleasant and unwelcome. The most infuriating part wasn’t even him; he was being exactly the narcissistic predator he had always been. No, she was pissed at herself; furious that she’d seen the trap, recognized the bait, and still walked right into it like some needy, fatherless cliché. 

She rolled her eyes, slower this time, shaking her head once as if trying to physically reject the thought. 

Un-fucking-believable,” she muttered under her breath, the words directed inward, sharp with self-annoyance rather than accusation.

Homelander’s brows shot up in tandem, his expression shifting into one of mild, flickering amusement. 

“I’m sorry. Were you expecting flowers or a candlelit debrief?” he teased, his tone dripping with patronizing honey as he leaned into her space, playfully nudging her arm with his bicep. 

Annie turned away from him without hesitation, her movement clean and decisive, already putting space between them as she moved toward the door. 

On her way, she patted down her pockets to ensure she hadn't left a single trace of identifiers behind, minus the mess in the white room. Because, as per Homelander, that part “wasn’t their problem”. 

“We can’t take this elevator,” she called over her shoulder, her voice steady now, stripped of the earlier self-disappointment but no less firm. “Employees should be coming in soon.” She pushed through the doorway without breaking stride, the hallway swallowing the sound of her steps as she kept moving. “Cargo lift. We’ve got the rifles and masks to pick up on the way.”

Her voice carried back into the room even as the distance grew, leaving behind a kind of quiet that didn’t settle comfortably.

Homelander didn’t move right away, eyes lingering where she'd disappeared. 

Slowly, the smug smirk dissolved from his face, leaving behind an expression of cold neutrality. He let out a slow breath, his head turning slowly toward the far corner of the room where the industrial furnace loomed like a dormant beast. 

The instant his eyes fixed on it, something in his body recoiled; a jarring, phantom heat racing across his skin as if the memory had found a direct path through his muscles. 

He staggered back a step without meaning to, the movement abrupt and instinctive, his composure slipping just enough to expose the reflex underneath.

His breathing shifted, blinking rapidly as his sapphire eyes skittered nervously around the room, suddenly realizing that even for a god, muscle memory was a merciless ghost. 

He pivoted on his heel with a sudden urgency and rushed out of the lab, slamming the heavy door behind him with a thunderous bang that echoed like a gunshot through the sub-floor. For the duration of the walk down the hallway, he was uncharacteristically silent, wrapped in a cold, suffocating blanket of an odd mood despite the satisfying sex marathon. 

Disturbed would have been the accurate term for it.

There was no issue getting involved with Starlight; he’d more than just enjoyed the sex. But he'd convinced himself that he was a realist, and he knew for a fact that she wasn't nearly corrupt enough to provide the absolute marrow-deep loyalty he demanded. 

Noir was the only one who had ever truly kept pace with his darkness. Starlight, with her stubborn flicker of a conscience, would eventually lag behind. She’d break, just like Maeve had.

He’d already lost interest in entertaining such messy intimacies after Madelyn's death, and after every other person he’d dared to admire had openly rejected him.

And then there was the matter of the lab itself. 

As fulfilling as it felt to fuck in there, it was also traumatizing, remembering all over again what his life used to be. Who he used to be. How small he used to be. 

Homelander eventually smacked his lips, the sound sharp in the quiet corridor, and shook his head as if to physically remove the toxic internal monologue rattling in his skull. 

He smoothed his features back into a mask of bored indifference as he returned to the room where they’d first arrived through the cargo lift.

Starlight was already fully prepped. She was masked up, her high-cut helmet secured, with the rifle hanging ready from its single-point sling against her chest. She stood there like a silent, armored sentinel waiting for him, her eyes unreadable behind the visor. 

Without exchanging a single word, Homelander reached for his mask, pulling the fabric over his face with a sharp tug. 

Then he crossed to the table where he’d abandoned his gear, retrieving his helmet and rifle with mechanical efficiency. Once geared up, he moved toward the cargo lift, his movements stiff and distracted.

Annie trailed behind him, the last lingering sparks of her earlier high long since soured into a toxic bitterness. She felt like a monumental idiot, her mind looping through a reel of self-loathing. 

He was literally a hedonistic fuckboy. A god-tier, narcissistic fuckboy, but a fuckboy nonetheless—just like the rest of the overgrown frat boys on the team. Why on earth had she let herself be a willing casualty of his ego?

Her eyes rolled behind the tinted visor of her helmet as she stepped into the elevator box after him.

The doors slid shut, sealing them into the metal tomb for the long, humming ascent. The silence between them was no longer charged with heat. It was heavy and stagnant. 

Both were spent, disturbed, and awkward in each other's presence. 

Annie stole sideways glances at him, but through the visor and the face covering, he was entirely unreadable, staring at the floor indicator inattentively.

She let out a long, internal sigh. Well, if nothing else, it was good sex, she tried to convince herself, clutching at the only silver lining available. But it should never, ever happen again.

She gave a firm, microscopic nod to herself. A one-time lapse in judgment driven by a mental breakdown. That was it.

The elevator bell finally dinged that signaled their arrival on the top basement. The doors whirred open, but before Annie could move, Homelander bypassed her, cutting her off with a brusque shoulder and stepping out first. 

His hand rested lazily on the grip of his rifle, his posture radiating a sudden, icy distance.

Annie glared at the back of his head, grimacing at his juvenile, pathological need to be "ahead of everyone," even in an empty basement. She huffed a deep, frustrated breath and fell into step behind him, heading toward the vent halls to vanish back up in the orbit.


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Notes:

Thank you so much for reading! :)

I’ve been re-reading the comics lately, and since Season 5 isn't really giving us much of Starlander/Homelight, I've decided to go all out with the two banners for this update. Spent this past week finishing up the paintings for both, because I really wanted to capture that shift in energy from the start of the mission to the aftermath.

We have two chapters left in Arc 3, which will drop next weekend. See you then, and have a great rest of your weekend! 💚💚

 

Songs:

- You Put A Spell On Me by Austin Giorgio
- Moods by Slenderbodies

Chapter 15: Audacious Little Creatures

Summary:

After the night at the lab, Annie is doing her best to disconnect, convincing herself that if she stops caring, the problems will stop existing. It’s a perfect plan, provided she can keep her survival instinct from screaming otherwise.

Notes:

Hey guys :) Apologies for the delayed upload. It took me some time to finish all illustrations for this chapter and the next. Also, my mom has started this new routine of movie nights on Thursdays, which I don't mind at all! ^_^

Anyway, as I've told you before, 15 and 16 are the last chapters of Arc 3 of the story. After that, we'd be officially entering the final arc of convergence. You have to wait a bit for the final arc, but it'll be sooner than later. I wanted to upload both chapters together but the next chapter is quite lengthy and deserves its own attention span. I'm also editing it at the moment. It will hopefully drop by late Monday.

Until then, enjoy this one! ✨

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The Edgar estate sat buried deep within the rolling hills of North Salem. The mansion rose out of the landscape in cold limestone and reflective glass, a structure that looked like a billionaire's statement carved into the earth. Against the black stretch of the Westchester sky, it glowed like a low burning ember.

There were no cameras tonight, no red carpet, and definitely no staged spectacle for public consumption. A silent procession of black SUVs wound their way up the long driveway, each one depositing figures who never had to introduce themselves. 

These guests were the kind who altered outcomes in real time, influential and powerful people. They bought politicians for breakfast and manipulated stock markets for lunch. 

Inside, the air carried the scent of wealth, aged mahogany, and $1,000-a-bottle Pinot Noir. The décor was minimalist but expensive, floor to ceiling windows overlooking a hall of human sharks, while a string quartet in the corner played Vivaldi with a seamless, hypnotic transition. 

Servers moved like ghosts through the crowd, carrying crystal flutes of vintage Krug that likely cost more than a mid-sized sedan. An intimate gathering of the world’s wealthiest predators, all brought together to celebrate the 68th birthday of Stan Edgar. 

Scattered across the room, most of the Seven looked almost human in their civilian clothes; a rare and unsettling sight. 

Freed from the Lycra and the leathers, the Moronic Trio actually looked dashing in their custom-fit suits.

Of course, the permission to wear anything other than a super-suit came with a condition; each man had to dress in his signature colors. A-Train wore deep blue, the fabric catching light along its velvet lining, offset by a crisp white shirt that did most of the heavy lifting in making him look on-brand. The Deep leaned into green, the tone rich and intentional, accented with bronze details. And Translucent settled into a muted grey, understated to the point of being forgettable, which, for him, was arguably on brand.

Despite everything, the unfortunate reality remained that they looked good. Not just presentable, striking. Their suits hugged their enhanced physiques in all the right places, showing off the features Vought spent millions to market. They were practically glowing, basking in the adoration of the aristocrats, especially the women trailing expensive perfumes. 

People were definitely looking, and they stood there under the curated lighting, absorbing attention like it was part of the evening’s service.

At the far end of the room, tucked just out of the main current of circulating power, Queen Maeve and Starlight occupied the bar. They sat side by side like two captive trophies, close enough to be seen together, distant enough to avoid conversation unless necessary. 

Both women had opted for floor-length gowns, strictly adhering to their brand mandated colors. 

Maeve wore deep burgundy velvet, the kind of shade that bordered on black unless the light caught it just right. The gown featured a single long sleeve that clashed sharply with a sweetheart neckline and a bare, defiant shoulder. 

The fabric was so rich it seemed to swallow the light of the ballroom, clinging to her frame with a corseted curve. With every shift of her weight, a centered thigh slit revealed a flash of deep maroon silk lining, a perfect echo of her iconic red-soled stilettos. 

She was nursing a whiskey neat like she always did. The expensive scotch shimmered under the chandeliers as she sat with her back propped against the mahogany counter, one leg crossed over the other in a silent stay the fuck away energy for anyone who dared approach. 

Next to her, Annie was a different kind of spectacle.

Champagne in hand, she, too, sat with her legs crossed; the slit of her gown cutting obscenely high. High enough to be called indecent if anyone had been allowed to call it that. 

The dress itself looked like it had been poured over her frame, clinging in a way that followed every line of her body without offering much in the way of modesty. 

The toga-style bodice swept across her frame in a single, uninterrupted motion, leaving one shoulder bare while the other carried the clustered brooches shaped like fragments of stars.

They caught the light constantly, scattering it in sharp, shifting points that drew the eye whether she wanted the attention or not.

The fabric dipped low beneath her arm, exposing the curve of her waist and her back before gathering again at her hip, where another cluster of those star-like embellishments held the design. From there, the silk fell in controlled folds, flowing downward before splitting cleanly at the hip. 

Of course, Annie hadn't chosen it. The cut was too exposing, the fabric too thin. 

Every stitch tonight was a designer item selected by Vought’s stylists with one specific goal: every member needed to look presentable and fuckable enough to loosen the checkbooks of the investors. And their attires told that story with agonizing clarity. 

Every so often, Maeve’s gaze drifted sideways, lazy and unhurried, landing on Starlight with a kind of casual observation, as if she had been tracking this for a while now. 

Annie, for her part, was halfway through what had to be her thirteenth glass of champagne, the steady pace of the past forty-five minutes showing no real sign of slowing. If anything, she had settled into it with concerning commitment.

A subtle smirk pulled at Maeve’s lips as she tilted her head to fully inspect the younger woman. “This your first time at an open bar?” she asked, her voice a mix of curiosity and dry amusement. 

Annie turned to Maeve, a small frown forming as she defended her honor with a scoff. “No? I love drinking. What are you talking about?” 

The protest came out sharper than necessary, followed by a short bark of a private laugh, thinking of her secret nights out back in Des Moines. She’d always drank like a demon when the cameras were off, and Donna, bless her heart, had never suspected a thing. 

Maeve’s smirk only deepened, settling into something more entertained than convinced. 

“Really?” she drawled, the sound low and gravelly. “It’s just that you’ve been throwing back that champagne like it’s orange juice. And that,” she added, gesturing lazily with her chin toward Annie’s flute, “is your thirteenth. For the record.”

That got a real laugh out of Annie, softer this time, less guarded. “You’ve been counting my champagnes?” she shot back, raising a brow as she glanced down at the glass like it might confirm the accusation.

“Just keeping an eye,” Maeve replied with a shrug that didn’t bother pretending innocence. The smirk never left her face. “You don’t want to look like an idiot at Stan Edgar’s party.”

“I’m fine,” Annie said, rolling her eyes with a hint of amusement as she leaned back against the bar.  She let out a deep breath, allowing her shoulders to drop in a relaxed state. She went quiet for a moment before turning back to Maeve with a playful glint in her eyes. “Since when do you worry about me, your highness?” 

Maeve just rolled her eyes in response, the smirk never quite leaving her face, and she shook her head. She didn't bother to dignify the question with an answer. But she did change the topic with a casual nonchalance.

“Hey, where were you last night?” she asked, propping an elbow against the bar as she took a measured sip of her whiskey. “You weren’t at the station. Some of the techs were looking for you.”

The shift was instant. 

Annie’s playful grin faltered. The question acted like a bucket of ice water, dragging her mind away from the party and straight back to the steamy moments at the sub-six lab. The heat of Homelander’s skin, the crushing weight of the secrets; and that blue, glowing vial of Compound V. 

Annie blinked once, slow enough for the shift to register, her lips pressing together as the last trace of her earlier smile disappeared into something much more guarded and professional. 

When she spoke, her tone followed suit; steady, measured, almost rehearsed. “I had to return to the Tower. I’ve been investigating Gunpowder’s murder.” The lie came out clean, polished to the point of being believable, her eyes holding Maeve’s without wavering.

“Right.” Maeve nodded, the word landing with mild recollection rather than urgency. The Gunpowder case had slipped her mind somewhere between the scheduling drama and the logistical nightmare that was this year’s Annual Herogasm setup. “How’s that going? Any progress?”

Annie gave a small nod, just enough to sell momentum. “Yeah, we have a suspect. A few, actually, but one more than the others. Crime Analytics is still working on—” 

She cut herself off mid-sentence, the thought halting awkwardly. 

She was supposed to have followed up with Crime Analytics hours ago. She had completely forgotten she was even tasked with a murder case until now. 

It seemed Homelander had literally fucked her brain into a factory reset, overwriting her professional obligations with the bone-deep exhaustion from the sex. 

Annie drew in a sharp, bracing breath and turned back to Maeve, fighting to keep her composure. 

“Yeah—Crime Analytics is still working on finding a facial match,” she finished, the sentence coming out a fraction tighter than the rest.

Maeve caught the shift instantly, one perfectly groomed brow rising in a silent, skeptical arc. “You okay? You look like you just saw a ghost.” 

Annie nodded quickly, almost too quickly, straightening in her seat to reinforce the lie. The champagne flute in her hand remained steady, which was more than could be said for the rest of her internal balance. 

“You know what—” she said, forcing a wide, sheepish grin that didn't quite reach her eyes. “I just realized I forgot to file some paperwork.” She pulled a cheeky, self-deprecating face. “I’m just going to go find a quiet corner and make some quick calls.” 

Annie didn’t wait for a response after that. She slid off the barstool, her stilettos clicking smoothly against the floor as she found her footing. She turned back to Maeve one last time, offering a small, distracted wave before shuffling away into the crowd, her glass held steadily in hand. 

Maeve watched her retreat in silence, a flicker of genuine amusement dancing in her eyes at Starlight’s frantic energy. 

There was something almost endearing about it, the hurried excuse, the slightly overplayed expressions, the way she tried to cover unease with just enough charm to pass. It had a younger energy to it, something unpolished and transparent in a way Maeve recognized immediately and chose not to comment on.

Cute, in a way she would never admit out loud. Like a younger sister trying very hard to pretend she wasn’t in over her head.

But Maeve didn't do "friends," and she certainly didn't do “sisters” or sentiment, so she took another long swallow of scotch and shoved the thought back down into the cold, dark place where it couldn't bother her. 

Out in the long hallway that stretched toward the back entrance of the estate, Annie moved with purpose that skirted on urgency. The noise of the main gathering dulled behind her, replaced by a quieter, more contained atmosphere where her own footsteps echoed in her ears. 

One hand held her champagne, the glass catching stray light as it tilted with her stride, while the other worked her phone, fingers moving quickly as she drafted a short email to Crime Analytics.

For a brief second, her attention slipped. Her eyes lifted from the screen, catching the reflection of the windows lining the left wall, the dark glass offering fragmented glimpses of the swimming pool beyond. 

She looked back down immediately, thumbs resuming their pace. She had barely typed a few words when the mental image finally registered. 

She had seen someone. Someone was there, standing in the shadows. 

Her steps slowed instinctively, her fingers stilling over the screen as her gaze lifted again, this time more deliberately. Her focus sharpened, scanning the windows one by one until it landed.

Black Noir.

He stood two windows down, fully suited, the matte black of his gear absorbing the light like a black hole. While the rest of the estate played dress-up in tailored civility, he had made no such adjustment. 

In fact, he and Homelander were the only ones who hadn’t bothered pretending tonight, both of them wearing their superhero suits like their sole identity.

Noir didn’t move where he stood. Masked from head to toe, he was positioned near the window like a robot that had been abruptly switched off. If he was watching something outside, it wasn’t obvious. If he was thinking, there was no way to tell. He seemed lost in a trance, staring out into the black Westchester night with no apparent interest in the gala behind him. 

Annie studied his rigid demeanor, trying to read the energy radiating from the silent assassin as she closed the distance with slow, cautious steps. She'd noted that there was no immediate threat in his posture, no indication of surveillance or intent. It was unsettling in a way that didn’t demand attention but held it anyway.

She cleared her throat, the sound echoing slightly in the empty hallway. 

“Black Noir.” Annie said simply, stopping a couple of feet away. She offered a casual, almost mocking flick of her chin, fully expecting him to remain as unresponsive as a brick wall. 

To her genuine surprise, though, the masked face tilted toward her. Then, with a slow, mechanical grace, he gave her a silent flick of his chin in return. 

Annie blinked, then let out a quiet, surprised chuckle, nodding back without thinking too much about it.

Well. That was new.

Apparently, frying the Deep’s retinas the previous Friday had done wonders for her street cred within the team, satisfying whatever twisted sense of humor the Seven used to measure respect. There were whispers that the Deep's vision hadn't fully recovered in his left eye. 

Clearly the incident had done more for her reputation than any training session or PR stunt ever could. 

“I thought I saw you at the piano back there.” Annie said, gesturing lazily toward the distant ballroom at the far end of the hall.

Noir gave a single, confirming nod.

Without a word, his hand moved to his back pocket, retrieving the small worn notebook with the pen shoved through the binder. He flipped it open with quiet efficiency, thumb sliding through pages filled with tight, compact handwriting and sketches until he found a blank space. 

The pen followed, uncapped in one smooth motion, and he began to write, the faint scratch of ink against paper the only sound between them.

When he was done, he turned the notebook toward her.

Was playing. You drink too much.”

Annie let out a short laugh, the sound warmer this time, less guarded. She nodded as if acknowledging a fair point she had no intention of accepting. 

“Why is everyone suddenly concerned about my drinking tonight?” she shot back, lifting her glass slightly in demonstration. “Queen Maeve drinks all the time. No one complains about that.” Her shrug came easy, practiced, like she’d already decided this argument wasn’t one she needed to win.

Noir didn't hesitate. His pen went back to the paper immediately. He wrote again, pen moving with the same steady pace before he held it up once more.

“Exactly.”

That earned him a huff from Annie. She rolled her eyes, the gesture exaggerated to sell her mock annoyance. 

“I’m fiiine,” she insisted, drawing the word out with a hint of playful defiance before softening it with a small, almost polite smile. “But thanks for the concern. Really. Means a lot.”

There was something oddly disarming about it, this version of interaction from someone who barely interacted at all. It wasn’t expressive in the traditional sense, but it was consistent, direct in a way that didn’t require decoding. 

Noir gave a small nod in return, the acknowledgment quiet but present, before turning back toward the window. The notebook remained open in his hand, pen still resting between his fingers, as if he hadn’t fully decided whether the interaction was over or simply paused.

He might have slipped back into that same stillness if she hadn’t spoken again.

“Hey, so… that sketch you made the other day.” Annie’s tone shifted, still casual on the surface, but with a thread of hesitation running underneath it now. She adjusted her grip on the glass unconsciously, eyes lifting toward his visor as if trying to read something that wasn’t designed to be read. “You know, the one with the Deep.”

She clicked her tongue softly, a small, self-aware sound, before exhaling through her nose. “It slipped out of my pocket yesterday when I was taking out my phone and… Homelander found it.” The words slowed slightly toward the end, her gaze staying on him now, more evaluating, waiting.

Noir turned to her again, fully this time. There was no nervous energy, just that same robotic stillness. He brought the notebook close to his chest and scribbled one more time before turning the page toward her. 

What did he say?”

Annie let out a nervous huff of a laugh, the sound slipping out before she could properly package it into something more controlled. 

“He kind of… nicely warned me to stay away from you,” she said, lifting a hand in a loose, dismissive gesture as if she were brushing the whole thing off. “You know—first strike. But he definitely got jealous.”

She shook her head slightly, as if even saying it out loud made it feel more ridiculous and childish than it already was. The whole situation has had that effect on her lately.

“So you might want to, you know… not draw me anymore,” she added, her tone softening into something more sincere despite the humor still clinging to it. “Homelander will get after me. Not you.” She gave Noir a small, unapologetic shrug, practical rather than personal.

Better safe than sorry. Right?

She had told herself as much this afternoon once her senses finally returned after a short nap, realizing she shouldn't have hooked up with Homelander in the heat of a vulnerable moment. Even the fleeting thought of the encounter pulled another small eye-roll from her as she waited for Noir to respond. 

Meanwhile, the masked man remained still for a moment longer, unreadable as ever, the notebook resting loosely in his hand. There was a slight tilt of his masked face, as if he were deep in thought. 

Then, without ceremony, he turned to the notebook and began writing again. The pen moved faster this time, more decisive, before he turned it toward her.

“Repression of art by preventing creation harms an artist’s rights.”

Annie blinked at the sentence, letting it sit there for a beat longer than she expected to. Then a soft laugh escaped her, genuine this time, catching her slightly off guard. She nodded slowly, grin widening into something bemused and a little incredulous. 

“Okay, okay,” she said, lifting a hand in surrender. “I hear you. But Homelander is definitely not going to like that argument.”

Noir had already started writing before she even finished speaking. The motion was even quicker now, more immediate, as if he had been waiting for the opening. He flipped the notebook and held it up again.

“You should stop slipping them from your pocket.”

That got another laugh out of her, lighter this time, one that seemed to ease some of the tension she hadn’t fully noticed building. The man was funny and surprisingly opinionated. It was almost disorienting in a strangely pleasant way. 

Who would’ve thought? Annie mused internally. 

Noir didn’t linger on her reaction. His gaze dropped again, pen already moving as if the conversation was simply continuing at its own pace regardless of her input. He turned the notebook back toward her once more.

“Dance with me?”

The words landed so abruptly that Annie actually choked on a tipsy laugh, shoulders lifting as she shook her head. “No!” she exclaimed, half-giggling, half-protesting. “What did I just say about Homelander?”

He scribbled again, turning the notebook so she could see the ink forming in real time.

“Exactly.”

Annie let out a sharp gasp, somewhere between scandalized and entertained, the sound breaking into a louder laugh she couldn’t quite rein back in. 

And Noir remained exactly as he was, unmoving as a posted silhouette, watching her through the blank mask with that same unreadable patience, as if waiting for her to arrive at a revised response.

When her laughter finally tapered off into uneven breaths, she found herself still smiling at him, slightly cynical. The silence between them didn’t feel empty so much as expectant.

“Ugh…” Annie groaned, tipping her head back slightly as if appealing to the ceiling for better judgment. The humor in her voice hadn’t fully left, but it was now mixed with hesitation. “I don’t know… he’s going to be pissed. Might as well laser me in half.”

The thought lingered for half a second longer, and then she ruined it by laughing again, quieter this time, more self-directed. She rolled her eyes at herself as if she were already tired of her own indecision. 

Because at this point, what exactly was she trying to preserve? Reputation? Safety for life? Stability? A sense of normal consequence? The entire list felt increasingly theoretical and frankly, meaningless.

Honestly, she’d seen worse outcomes these past couple of months. At least this one came with clarity. At the very least, her chances of ever having to look at Donna again would drop to a permanent zero if Homelander killed her tonight. It would be a mercy, actually. 

“You know what—” Annie started, exhaling as she straightened slightly, shoulders squaring, something reckless slipping behind her eyes. “Fuck it. Let’s dance.”

The decision, once made, didn’t come with ceremony. She lifted the champagne flute and drained what remained in a single, ungraceful swallow, the sweetness disappearing quickly into warmth she barely registered. The glass was set down on the windowsill with a soft clink, and she slipped her phone into Noir’s hand. 

“Put that in your pocket.” She said with a tipsy little wink. “I’ll take it after the dance.” 

Her posture shifted into something more confident now, like she was stepping into a role rather than abandoning caution. She gave him a small nod, equal parts invitation and challenge before she could overthink it. 



——




By the time Black Noir and Starlight returned to the ballroom, the shift in her demeanor was immediately noticeable to anyone paying even halfway decent attention. 

Her arm was looped through his with an easy familiarity that was almost impossible. She was giggling under her breath, the kind of unfiltered, slightly reckless amusement that didn’t quite match the controlled elegance of the setting around her. 

Tipsy was an understatement, but not quite chaotic either. More like she had temporarily misplaced her internal editor and wasn’t in any rush to find it.

Noir, on the other hand, moved like he always did, economical and silent. His posture unchanged from any other environment, as if social situations were just another terrain to cross without deviation. 

He didn’t look down at her, didn’t adjust to her pace beyond what was strictly necessary, and yet he allowed the contact without resistance.

To the onlookers, the sight bordered on intimate—a shocking development, considering Black Noir was famously averse to fraternizing with his colleagues. He was not known for companionship, conversation, or anything that could remotely be interpreted as social warmth. 

The silent consensus among the room was that Starlight had simply drank too much, and Noir, ever the dutiful soldier, was playing the gentleman by escorting her back to the safety of the inner circle. It made sense in a way that allowed everyone to relax back into their roles as observers.

That illusion lasted until he led her further than anyone expected. The dance floor.

The subtle shift in energy was almost audible. Conversations softened mid-sentence. Glasses paused halfway to lips. Even the music seemed, for a moment, slightly more aware of itself. The movement was small, but the collective reaction was not. Black Noir willingly stepping onto a dance floor was not something the room had any established reference for.

Even Stan Edgar turned his head, his cold gaze shifting to track the improbable pair as they reached the edge of the floor. 

Noir stopped there, still composed and unreadable. Then he extended a hand toward her.

Annie placed her palm in his, and Noir’s other hand rose to the small of her bare back, his touch light as he pulled her gently into the slow, rhythmic sway of the music. 

A soft gasp rose from the crowd of predators and aristocrats, followed by a wave of hushed, swooning murmurs. In an instant, every eye in the room was fixed on them, captivated by the spectacle of what appeared to be a "wholesome" and plausibly "romantic" encounter unfolding in real time. 

Of course, none of this was lost on Homelander. 

He had been present the entire time, tracking the night’s developments like a heat seeking missile. Regardless of which high-society parasite he was forced to entertain to keep Stan Edgar satisfied, including the cold patriarch himself, his hyper attuned senses remained locked onto every member of his team.

He knew exactly what Starlight was running on. Thirteen glasses of champagne preceded by seven cans of Red Bull, a desperate chemical cocktail to keep herself going through the marrow-deep exhaustion that was the standard tax for a night with Homelander. 

He had noted the exact moment she’d drifted away, and he certainly noted her return. She wasn't just back; she was draped over Noir, giggling with a sloppy loop of her arm through his.

What the actual fuck?

Had he not been explicitly clear last night? Had he not warned her that Noir was off-limits? 

He watched them with his eyes narrowed into slivers, his focus so absolute that the rest of the gala blurred into a background ringing. By the time those two drifted into the dance, his irritation had soured into a simmering, acid green jealousy that burned in the back of his throat.

He despised every single detail of the tableau.

Black Noir—his Noir—swaying with the new girl. Maeve was an acceptable exception, a rare occurrence he could tolerate once in a blue moon, but this felt like a targeted strike. 

Why her? To mess with him?

And beyond the perceived betrayal, he loathed the way the spotlight had shifted. In an instant, the great Homelander had been reduced to a background extra in a room suddenly obsessed with how "precious" the pairing of the silent assassin and the starlet appeared to be.

His brow furrowed into an ugly tight line, his jaw ticking as the cacophony of hushed, admiring swoons grated against his eardrums. His gaze never wavered, scrutinizing the way their bodies moved in a slow, synchronized rhythm, appearing entirely too comfortable in the quiet space between them. 

He watched Starlight’s arms remain looped around Noir’s neck, her expression glassy and serene as she stared blankly into the void of the black mask. She was undeniably, catastrophically drunk; and if she hadn't reached her limit before, she was surely drunk now in the novelty of Noir’s undivided attention.

He suppressed the urge to roll his eyes, though his jaw remained locked so tight that a vein began to throb visibly at his temple. His hands shifted from behind his back to his hips, a restless, predatory energy taking hold as he tracked the placement of Noir’s hands on her.

They were at her waist now, the dark fabric of his gloves stark against the pale, exposed skin of her lower back. 

Homelander loathed the way Noir’s gaze remained fixed and motionless on hers; the man appeared utterly lost, a robotic sort of trance that didn't hinder the fluid grace of his movements to the music.

As the music transitioned into a new movement, Noir’s grip tightened against her back, pulling her deeper into his personal space with a careful, infuriatingly gentlemanly touch. 

And much to Homelander's disgust, Starlight seemed to find the gesture charming. She looked as though she might float away into the clouds at any second. 

Someone seriously needed to bitch-slap some sobriety into her.

Finally, he lost the battle and rolled his eyes, watching the pair with a toxic cocktail of contempt and simmering jealousy. He searched for the logic in it, wondering how, exactly, this had been allowed to happen.

The shift in their positions came gradually, as dance inevitably dictated. They rotated across the floor. Starlight’s back now faced him, her exposed skin framed by the plunging cut of the gown, the gold fabric pooling and tightening with every subtle movement. 

From this angle, Homelander could see more of the structure of her spine, the way it moved in controlled motion with Noir. If only he could rip that spine out of her back. 

Noir’s face was now turned toward him, but there was still nothing readable there, nothing that offered the satisfaction of confrontation. 

But instead of glaring at Noir, Homelander’s eyes remained on the expanse of Starlight's bare skin. 

The frown on his forehead coiled tight before loosening into a look of mild, flickering confusion as he traced her curves and the way the gold silk clung to her body like a second skin.

His gaze descended slowly, landing again on the firm pressure of Noir’s hand against the small of her back. 

The tempo of the dance had picked up, and with every quicker shift of her body, the fabric at the side of her bodice pulled and shifted, revealing her side boob every time. 

Homelander’s fingers clenched into the fabric at his hips, and his lips twitched. Before he could shove the sensation down, the memories of the previous night began to flicker behind his eyes: her naked, vulnerable under him, and enjoying him too much at the dingy lab where he was made and raised. 

The arousal manifested with an immediate bulge in his pants, straining the reinforced leather, the material groaning audibly in his ears. 

He shook his head with a violent jerk to dislodge the intrusive memories, desperately attempting to convince himself that the encounter had been nothing more than another ordinary hook-up in a long line of sexcapades.

Yet the moment his mind cleared, his gaze was magnetically drawn back to her, catching the exact second the shifting fabric on the side of her gown threatened a catastrophic wardrobe malfunction. 

But before the silk could completely reveal her breast, Noir’s hand shifted with a fluid, almost absentminded instinct, reaching up to adjust the material and shield her modesty.

A single brow arched high on Homelander’s face as his internal temperature spiked. 

His irritation has suddenly evolved, boiling over with… well, with more jealousy. As if the emotion inside him had changed direction midstream and left the original reasoning stranded behind. 

He had initially been livid that Starlight had managed to weaponize her sanctimonious charm to lure Noir onto the floor, but now, a fresh wave of resentment crashed over him because Noir was being entirely too attentive. 

What the hell did he care about her? He wondered. Why would he bother to be too nice? Maybe he was just being a gentleman. But, fuck that. He didn't have to do that. And he certainly didn't have to touch her like that. Not when Noir explicitly announced himself that Homelander had a “crush” on the new girl. 

And Homelander knew for a fact that Noir would never intentionally fuck with his emotions simply to manipulate him. That was more of a Madelyn Stillwell or even a Maeve thing, whereas Noir had always been his singular, trusted shadow in every sense of the word. 

His shoulders stiffened slightly, not in anger exactly, but in the uncomfortable realization that his irritation no longer had a clean target. It kept shifting, refusing to stay fixed on one object long enough to feel justified.

What was he even supposed to be annoyed about now? That she was dancing with Noir? That she was touching Noir? Or that Noir was touching her? 

He blinked as his stare went blank momentarily; a small, troubled crease marring the perfection of his forehead as a new theory took root. 

Could it be possible that Noir had developed a genuine fascination for her, one so potent that even his legendary self-control was beginning to crack? The man was a closeted poetic romantic in his own silent aesthetic fashion, after all.

“Aha,” Homelander murmured under his breath, a smug, dangerous little chuckle escaping his lips as he convinced himself he had finally solved the puzzle.

His eyes returned to the dance floor. Noir remained characteristically robotic yet surprisingly fluid, a testament to the years he had spent dancing with high-profile dignitaries and corporate assets. It wasn’t expressive in the conventional sense, but it wasn’t empty either.

And that was where it started to bother Homelander. Because now that he was looking for it, really looking, the differences were there. Subtle, almost microscopic shifts in posture and timing that most people would miss entirely. There was a looseness to it, a distinct aura of relaxed enjoyment radiating from the silent man. 

It was a rare state that Noir only entered when he was genuinely content. And he certainly wouldn't be humoring Starlight with a dance right now if he weren't enjoying the contact. 

Homelander knew that version of Black Noir. Not publicly, but in fragments, in intimate moments that weren’t meant to be shared or observed. That same underlying current was there now, mixed with the otherwise mechanical motion of his movements.

It was all pointing in one, obvious direction.

The music carried on, the crowd still wrapped up in their collective admiration, until the spell broke when Starlight’s digestive system finally staged a violent coup against her poor decisions. Her body tensed mid-step, and then came the gagging, her face turning a sickly shade of pale.

“Excuse me!” she rasped out quickly, already pulling away from Noir with a polite desperation even before the words had fully formed.

She didn't bother waiting for a response or a notebook entry before making a clumsy beeline for the corridor, clearly searching for the guest restrooms with none of the grace she had been performing moments ago.

A few scattered reactions rippled through the crowd, but nothing loud enough to disrupt the overall energy of the room. 

Homelander’s gaze followed her the entire way, unwavering, tracking her retreat until she disappeared past the hall and out of sight. Only then did his attention shift, snapping back to Noir just in time to catch him already disengaging from the scene.

He was already moving toward the piano again, as if the entire interaction had simply been another completed task on an internal list.

Homelander rolled his eyes again, shaking his head one last time as the rigid tension finally began to bleed from his posture, his hands slipping casually from his hips. 

He decided then that he would need a private chat with Noir before the night was through to clear the air. They weren't in a formal relationship by any conventional definition, but Homelander firmly believed he maintained a certain level of executive authority over Noir’s loyalties. He had loathed every second of that wholesome display. 

Eventually, Homelander retreated toward the circle of power players surrounding Stan Edgar. He craved a session with the "important men" to reinforce his own sense of magnitude. He was the great and mighty Homelander, after all, and nobody was permitted to take what belonged to him.

Except, for the first time, he found himself suddenly unsure which part of the equation he was actually claiming as his own; Noir, or… her.

He hadn’t meant to feel anything about it. It wasn’t as if last night with Starlight had been some life-altering experience worth replaying like a favorite scene. He’d had better, longer, louder, far less complicated encounters that didn’t come with a side of existential irritation. And yet, something about it had stuck in a way that refused to be dismissed, clinging to the back of his mind with an almost embarrassing persistence.

Mostly, it was her. Or rather, what she represented. That nauseatingly intact moral compass, that whole earnest, small-town goodness she wore like it was still worth something in a world that had already chewed through better people than her for sport. She was so distastefully, morally superior to him, it made him want to throw up. 

The thought sent a faint shudder through him even as he performed a hollow laugh for the surrounding men, an act that earned him a string of subtly cautious glances from Stan Edgar. 

That was enough, really. Those looks from Stan. 

The evening's atmosphere felt sufficiently tainted that he could no longer muster the effort to hijack the conversation and center it on himself. Homelander politely excused himself from the circle, his gaze drifting aimlessly across the ballroom until it caught on Queen Maeve at the bar, where she was lazily chatting with A-Train two stools down. 

Homelander made his way over, his stride relaxed but carrying that underlying tension he hadn’t quite shaken off yet. There was a stiffness to it, subtle, but very much present.

“Maeve. A-Train.”

The greeting came easy, clipped but confident, paired with a small nod that acknowledged them without offering anything resembling warmth.

Their conversation slowed immediately. Both of them looked up at him, then at each other, sharing a silent knowing exchange.

“Homelander,” they echoed in near-perfect sync, their tone polite but guarded.

Homelander didn’t waste time. His thumb jerked back over his shoulder, vaguely indicating the direction of the dance floor, though the Black Noir-Starlight moment itself had already ended long ago. 

“Did you just see that?” he asked, the question framed casually but it failed to hide the jealousy simmering just beneath the surface. 

Maeve and A-Train exchanged another look, longer this time, like they were silently agreeing on how much they didn’t want to engage in this discussion.

Maeve turned back to him first, one shoulder lifting in a loose shrug as she took a slow sip of her drink. “Yeah. It was cute,” she said, “Pleasant, even.”

Homelander’s face twisted almost immediately, his gaze snapping between the two of them as if searching for a trace of sarcasm that would make it easier to dismiss.

“Oh, fuck off,” he muttered, the words slipping out in a tight whisper as he shifted closer, dropping himself onto the barstool beside Maeve with a controlled lack of grace, as if he was done pretending this wasn’t bothering him.

“He’s into her. You don’t see it?” Homelander pressed, his tone pitched low but edged with a restless insistence, like he was trying very hard not to sound as invested as he clearly was.

Maeve turned her head toward him slowly, her expression settling into a condescending smirk. “And?” she asked, dragging the word out, enough to make it irritating.

Homelander let out a sharp huff, lips pressing together in a tight, theatrical pause; deeply offended by her lack of cooperation. “I don’t know—Noir should’ve told me.”

Maeve’s smirk deepened, her brows lifting slightly as she took another unbothered sip of her drink. “I thought you two were casual.”

“Yeah, yeah,” he waved it off immediately, the gesture impatient and sloppy, like the label had suddenly become inconvenient to his current argument. 

The irritation on him was no longer subtle. It sat right there on the surface, petty and unfiltered, one that made it very obvious he hadn’t thought this through before deciding to be mad about it.

A-Train, who had been clearly enjoying the show, cleared his throat, leaning in cautiously to insert himself without getting immediately lasered. 

“Uh—sir,” he started carefully, glancing between the two of them like he was about to step into traffic. “I think there’s… another angle here. If you don’t mind me saying.”

Homelander’s head turned toward him with a slow, bored scrutiny, his gaze dragging from A-train’s head to toe and back up again like he was evaluating whether this was about to be worth his time. 

He gave a short, impatient nod, already half looking away, already regretting this in advance.

A-Train took that as permission and leaned in closer, lowering his voice into a conspiratorial register. 

“Maybe Noir’s just… I don’t know, adjusting,” he said, hands moving in small, careful gestures. “With Ms. Stillwell gone and all. And Starlight’s been around you a lot more lately.”

He paused, gauging their reactions, “You know. Filling the void.” His eyes darted between the veterans, his throat working as he gulped cautiously. “I mean, we all miss Madelyn, but you know what I'm talking about, right?” He gestured lazily at Homelander, implying the shift in the hierarchy. 

Homelander frowned, the expression tightening almost instantly, like the entire explanation had offended him on multiple levels he hadn’t sorted out yet.

“No,” he said flatly, the coldness in his voice acting as a physical barrier. “I don’t know what you’re talking about, A-Train.”

The denial came too fast to be convincing, even to himself, but he didn’t linger on that part. He simply shoved the thought aside, ruthlessly repressing the flashes of the previous night before they could take root in his mind again. 

Maeve glanced between them, watching the way tension had started to wind through Homelander’s posture, unmistakable in the tightening of his shoulders and the faint, repetitive twitch along his jaw. 

It was the kind of build-up she’d seen before, the early stages of him deciding something mattered more than it logically should.

“He’s talking about how you threatened to kill the Deep after that little incident with Starlight,” she said, tone level, translating the subtext like she was mediating between two people who refused to admit they were speaking the same language.

Homelander cast her a brief side glance, then turned back to A-Train with contemptuous and judgemental look. 

“You know I was protecting Deep from the ladies, right?” he said, voice suddenly serious, almost earnest in a way that would’ve sounded convincing if it hadn’t come from him. He gestured toward Maeve with a casual flick of his hand, slipping into a smoother cadence as if that would make the argument stronger. “Maeve had concerns about how Deep’s been getting… unruly.”

“Right,” A-Train nodded, polite but visibly unconvinced, like he was humoring a version of reality that didn’t quite hold up under inspection. “But what if Noir didn’t take it that way? What if he thought you had a thing for the new girl?” He hesitated, “I mean… we all kinda thought that.”

He even shot a quick look at Maeve for backup. And she didn’t bother denying it either, just let out a low chuckle into her glass, thoroughly entertained by how badly this conversation was going.

“Nope,” Homelander retorted, dismissive, the irritation returning with more clarity now that he had something to push against. 

The theories were getting messy, overcomplicated, trying to assign meaning where, in his mind, there was already a very obvious answer. He didn’t need speculation. 

He had seen the signs and he knew Noir intimately enough to recognize the attraction. Starlight, on the other hand, was simply drunk and foolish, basking in the mysterious assassin's attention. 

He released a low grunt of pure frustration and rolled his eyes toward the ceiling. “He likes her. Simple as that. You two are clearly too drunk. You all are” He punctuated it with a small, accusatory gesture in their direction, like he was generously offering them a diagnosis.

Maeve and A-Train didn’t argue. They just exchanged another look, that same shared, knowing smirk passing between them like a private joke he wasn’t invited to. It lingered a second too long.

But Homelander had already rerouted his energy into a state of total, silent sulking, his eyes sharpening as they locked onto Noir at the far end of the ballroom.

The man was currently playing a piano piece in perfect and haunting synchronization with the quartet, looking every bit the detached artist. 

If only Madelyn were still here, he thought, he wouldn't be forced to lick his wounds in the middle of a crowded room. He would be tucked away in a private corner where she would kiss his sentimental boo-boos and tell him exactly what he wanted to hear.

What an utterly unpleasant time to be alive, he thought to himself. 

The uncertainty gnawed at him. Was he losing Noir's singular devotion? Was the man truly falling for the girl, or did the nonsensical theories of Maeve and A-Train actually carry a grain of truth?



——



When Annie finally got the last of it out of her system, she lingered for a second over the commode, breathing through her mouth like she’d just survived a minor exorcism. 

Then she pushed herself upright, wiping her mouth with the back of her hand before flushing the evidence away with a firm and deeply personal kind of finality.

Her mascara had migrated south in the process, smudged into dark halos around her watery eyes as she shuffled over to the sink. She turned the faucet on and rinsed her hands and mouth with automatic efficiency before spotting the mouthwash set out like a quiet acknowledgment of human weakness. 

Thoughtful hosts, really. Nothing says elite hospitality like planning for post-drinking vomiting.

She didn’t remember where her purse was. Or her phone. Or, frankly, most of the last twenty minutes.

The last clear thought she could pin down was chatting with Queen Maeve at the bar. After that, the timeline took a sharp, irresponsible turn into dancing with Black Noir like that was a completely normal career move.

A crooked giggle slipped out of her, her alcohol-saturated brain finding the entire sequence of events utterly hilarious. 

When the laughter died down, she leaned closer to the mirror and cleaned herself up properly, careful not to fully sabotage what was left of her makeup. The result was… different. The golden, almost sanctified look she’d walked in with had collapsed into something darker, smudged into an unintentional smoky eye that made her look like she’d lived a little too much in the last few hours.

The visual shift felt almost ironic; a perfect projection of the internal wreck she had become while refusing to process the truth Homelander had dropped on her the day before. 

The question of how to reconcile being a man-made freak created without her consent felt too heavy to carry. So she'd stuck to simpler priorities today. Whatever felt good enough to keep moving. Basically, questionable decisions that came with immediate payoff and delayed consequences. It wasn’t a long-term strategy, but it was getting her through the day, which was more than she could say for anything else right now.

She’d moved through the entire Monday on only a couple of hours of sleep, accompanied by a residual post-sex exhaustion that ached in her muscles. Thankfully, it was a surprisingly pleasant soreness, the kind of ache that remained stubbornly arousing despite her better judgment. 

Eventually, Annie stepped back out into the hall, smoothing the silk folds of her gown with absentminded strokes as she made a direct line for the bar. 

Queen Maeve was no longer occupying her stool; in fact, she was nowhere to be seen. The crowd had thickened with the arrival of many late international guests, making it nearly impossible to spot a single head of auburn hair among a sea of tall, gorgeous strangers. 

In fact, the only familiar figures within immediate reach were Black Noir at the far end, seated at the piano as usual, and, of course, the Deep and Translucent doing what they did best, orbiting a cluster of aristocratic women with the kind of confidence that only came from never having to develop a personality.

Annie pursed her lips, closing the final distance between herself and the bar with a weary stride.

And there it was. Her clutch sat exactly where she’d left it, untouched, undisturbed, as if the room had collectively agreed that whatever was inside it wasn’t worth the trouble. That, or nobody wanted to risk being blinded over a rhinestone accessory. Either way, it had survived.

Annie murmured a surprised "oh" to herself, wondering why Maeve hadn't bothered to babysit the clutch for her. That woman clearly went to great lengths to ensure she never accidentally appeared kind, or friendly. 

With a heavy sigh, Annie settled onto the leather barstool and snatched up the clutch, clicking open the clasp to peer inside. She fished out her lipstick, but her phone was nowhere to be found.

Right. She slowed for a second, replaying the last coherent sequence of events in her head, which was unfortunately very short and ended somewhere around dancing with a masked man in the middle of a billionaire’s birthday party. She must have dropped it then. 

She rubbed her lips together absently, already regretting the number of drinks that had seemed like such a reasonable idea earlier. 

Somewhere in the back of her mind, she clung to the faint hope that Noir might have seen her phone, if not picked it up himself. He did seem like the type to quietly rescue lost objects without announcing it. 

Her little spiral was abruptly disrupted by the sound of something sliding across the bar’s counter toward her, smooth and quick, stopping just short of her hand.

Annie blinked, turning toward it. A phone, definitely not hers. 

It lay there with its camera still open, the screen glowing like it had something to prove. Her expression shifted immediately, brows drawing together as she turned further in her seat, already bracing herself before her eyes even landed on him.

“You,” she said cautiously, her expression giving away the mild surprise, her frame recoiling subtly to put some distance between them. 

Homelander stood there with a smirk, leaning against the bar with an insufferable air of confidence.

“I don’t see what’s so surprising,” he replied lightly, giving a small shrug that tried for casual but came out theatrical. “Can’t I help out my teammates every now and then?”

The tone leaned toward charming, but his grin didn’t quite cooperate. There was a predatory glint in that grin. 

Annie held his gaze for a second, unimpressed, the frown settling in properly now. Then she let out a tired breath and turned back toward the bar, shoulders angling away from him to discourage further interaction.

“What do you want?”

“Really?” Homelander let out a soft laugh, the kind that sounded generous on the surface and vaguely insulting underneath. “I’m just being a gentleman here. Is that so difficult to believe?”

Annie didn’t even grant him the courtesy of a response. Her attention had already drifted back to her clutch, fingers combing through it again as if her phone might magically materialize out of guilt. It didn’t, by the way. Shocking.

Meanwhile, Homelander's eyes invasively dragged over her side profile, then dipped lower, lingering on the exposed strip of skin along her waist. But when her indifference stretched a second too long for his liking, he rolled his eyes with a microscopic flick of his head. 

He smacked his lips under his breath, impatient and restless. Then pulled a barstool closer and sat beside her, angling himself just enough to keep up appearances for anyone glancing their way. Close, but not incriminating. Public relations always came first, even during a private meltdown.

“Alright,” he said under his breath, the charm draining out of his voice like it had been a temporary setting he’d just switched off. His gaze fixed on some arbitrary point on the counter, jaw tight as if he was doing himself a favor by not looking at her. “I’m going to cut to the shit, then. What the fuck was that with Noir?”

His eyes finally slid to her, sharp now, openly hostile. “Didn’t I tell you to stay the fuck away from him?”

Annie turned her head to acknowledge him, but her expression was somewhere between bored and faintly entertained. 

“Relaaax,” she drawled, stretching the word out like she was soothing a dramatic teenager. “It was just a dance. Not everyone walks the earth like they’re guarding nuclear codes, you know. Some of us actually want to enjoy life a little.”

Homelander rolled his eyes before she even finished, the reaction immediate and deeply committed. “Yeah, well, you could never compete against me anyway.”

Annie scoffed, finding his childish tantrum equal parts amusing and irritating. This was exactly the reaction she and Noir had aimed for, and seeing him this unhinged made the mischief entirely worth the risk. 

If nothing else, Homelander was consistent with the petty jealousy.

“I’m not competing against you. Relax,” she replied, tone light but disinterested, already done with the conversation.

She then reached for the phone he’d slid over, however reluctantly, picking it up without looking at him again. With a small motion, she flipped open her lipstick and angled the screen toward herself, using the camera as a mirror. 

The glow reflected back at her as she reapplied the color in slow, careful strokes, attention fully reclaimed.

Homelander watched her in an awkward silence, the faint frown between his brows refusing to leave as if it had signed a lease. His irritation stayed put, but his attention never left her lips. He watched the way she applied her lipstick, restoring color to her mouth. 

Credit where it was due, she still looked good. Foxier, even. There was something annoyingly compelling about the slight disarray, like the night had sanded down the elegance from her makeup to make her look more striking.

He blinked, dragging his gaze away before it lingered long enough to become a problem he’d have to explain to himself. 

By the time she snapped the lipstick shut and tucked it back into her clutch, Homelander had already shifted, exhaling a long, defeated sigh as he rotated his stool to face the bar now, mirroring her posture. 

Then he leaned sideways, deeper into her personal space, his voice dropping into a low drone. “Well—did you enjoy yourself last night?” he asked, his tone a volatile mix of sincere curiosity and insufferable smugness. 

Annie’s reaction was immediate. She shot him a sharp glare, already done with him before he could say another word, and set his phone back on the bar before him without ceremony. Sliding it away would’ve been the deserving move, but he was erratic enough on a good day without her intentionally invoking his inner demon. 

“It was okay,” she said flatly, her tone deliberately unimpressed as she turned her gaze away again, dismissing him like a minor inconvenience.

The corner of Homelander’s mouth twitched upward, slow and knowing. “Mmhm. Look at me and say that.”

There was something almost playful in the way he said it, which would’ve been charming if it didn’t come wrapped in that unsettling sense that he already believed he knew the answer.

“Why?” Annie replied, barely sparing him a glance, her disinterest worn openly now.

“Because I know you’re lying,” he said, as casually as if he were commenting on the laws of physics, entirely convinced of his own accuracy.

She let out a quiet scoff, not even bothering to argue. Denying him would require effort, and he didn’t deserve that much energy.

The smirk on Homelander’s face stretched a little further, crooked and self-assured in a way that said he’d already decided how this would end. He let out a long, theatrical breath, then reached for his phone and pushed himself off the barstool in one smooth motion.

“Come on,” he said over his shoulder, his voice dropping into a soft, magnetic register. 

The look he threw back at her carried that same dangerous pull, something equal parts enticing and deeply ill-advised, punctuated by a small flick of his chin that clearly expected obedience.

Annie’s brows knit together immediately, her body already leaning away before her mind caught up. 

“Where?” she demanded, her voice tight with skepticism without apology.

He merely chuckled, the sound thick with amusement at her lingering naivety as he huffed out the remnants of his dark entertainment. 

“I know you liked it,” he said, his tone striking a balance between bored and insufferably smug. “And you want it again. So, move it.” He gestured lazily again, his chin indicating the exit of the hall as he began to saunter away with a patronizingly chill walk. 

Annie stayed where she was, blinking after him as he disappeared into the moving crowd.

Her gaze dropped briefly to her clutch, fingers tightening around it before lifting again toward the direction he’d gone. For a second, she actually considered the very sane option of staying exactly where she was, maybe finding Maeve, maybe drinking water like a responsible adult, maybe not making another decision she’d have to unpack later.

Unfortunately, that version of her was losing ground fast. Her jaw tightened as the internal debate dragged on. The memory of last night rattling around her skull, unwelcome and persuasive in equal measure, which was frankly offensive.

She let out a low groan under her breath, more irritated at herself than anything else, and pushed up from the barstool with a sharp exhale. 

“Oh, for fuck’s sake,” she grumbled, already moving.

With one last roll of her eyes that convinced absolutely no one, least of all herself, Annie adjusted her grip on the clutch and strode off in the same direction Homelander had gone, like she had a point to prove and no intention of proving it wisely.



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Annie’s body was pressed flush to the wall, her palms braced against the cool surface while Homelander crowded her from behind. 

One of his gloved hands had her hair gathered tight at the root, dragged over her shoulder in a controlled fist, pale strands slipping between his gloved fingers.

His other hand had already found its way beneath the golden silk where the gown offered itself up far too easily, kneading her breast from the side. The fabric shifted and whispered with every movement, doing very little to pretend it was still serving any real purpose.

His mouth stayed busy at her neck, his teeth grazing and tasting her skin with a hunger that bordered on feral. 

He had already caught glimpses of the bruises, hickeys her makeup artist had spent hours meticulously concealing for the gala, but his arousal had no respect for the artifice. He had licked away the foundation until the dark marks glared back at him, vivid and inviting under the dim light of the room. 

A soft, uneven rhythm of breath slipped from Annie, somewhere between a sigh and a quiet surrender, her head tipping back until it found his shoulder. 

She moved with him, the friction of his hardening bulge against the silk of her gown, against her ass sending jolts of static through her nerves. When his grip tightened too far on her breast, the leather digging into skin, Annie winced, flinching as her hips bumped reflexively into his crotch. 

“Take off the glove,” she hissed, the urgency in her voice sharp and breathy, fueled by a raw, undeniable turn-on that left her gasping. 

Homelander didn’t really stop, though. The motion of him against her frame had barely faltered, though his hand did ease its grip to acknowledge the complaint. 

Instead of doing it himself, he withdrew that hand and brought it forward, placing the responsibility squarely on her like it was an inconvenience he couldn’t be bothered with.

All the while, his mouth stayed where it was, working over her skin with a sharp focus.

Annie’s palms slid from the cold wall the moment his hand appeared beside her face. She pressed back into him, a silent demand for leverage, as she caught his wrist. Without interrupting the frantic work of his mouth against her neck, she ripped the Velcro strap of the crimson glove open with a synthetic snap. 

She peeled the leather from his hand, dragging it down toward her stomach until his fingers were finally unfettered.

But just as Homelander’s bare fingertips began to slide beneath the gold silk once more, a sharp knock fractured the moment.

The motion ceased. Both of them paused at the same moment, the movement so synchronized it almost suggested shame, which neither of them really acknowledged. 

The realization dawned then, that in their rush, they had neglected the simple courtesy of locking a door. They turned their heads toward the intrusion in synchronized slow motion.

Standing in the partially ajar doorway was Black Noir. 

He was a robotic silhouette against the hall light, arms hanging loose at his sides, a phone clutched in his grip.

Homelander’s hand withdrew instantly from Annie, not embarrassed, just unwilling to continue the performance under the mask’s impassive stare. 

He took a step back, the blonde strands of Annie’s hair slipping through his knuckles like silk. 

Annie followed suit a beat later, peeling herself off the wall and adjusting her gown with quick, almost annoyed efficiency. She kept Homelander’s glove in her hand without noticing she still had it, her expression caught somewhere between mild embarrassment and wariness producing from realizing your life choices had witnesses now.

Homelander cleared his throat and glanced at her briefly before turning back toward Noir, hands settling behind his back beneath his cape like nothing had ever happened at all. As if his boner wasn't evident enough. 

“Noir,” he said simply, voice calm, almost pointed in its composure. “Can we help you?” He saturated the question with a pointed, territorial edge, an intentional needle intended to prick the jealousy he was now convinced Noir might be feeling right now.

Noir didn’t respond to it. He stepped forward instead, crossing the threshold fully and letting the door fall shut behind him with a soft click. He closed the distance, stopping only a few feet away before extending the phone toward Annie in a silent, mechanical offering.

“Oh, that’s my phone,” Annie said brightly; a wide, unmistakably drunk grin spreading across her face as recognition finally clicked into place. She took the device from Noir and offered him a single lingering nod, her smile radiating a warmth that bordered on endearing. “Thank you.”

The tone was so sweet it practically rang in the air, warm and appreciative in a way that immediately made Homelander’s eyes drift upward as if searching the ceiling for patience he no longer believed in.

His jaw ticked just slightly, the expression on his face shifting as he tried, and failed, to decide who exactly he was supposed to be irritated with. 

With a sigh that was almost performative, he turned his attention fully to Noir, an eerie grin slowly pulling itself across his face. He smacked his lips once, then leaned in with sudden cheerfulness that didn’t match the tension at all. 

His ungloved hand came up and settled on Noir’s shoulder as if they were sharing a lighthearted workplace anecdote instead of whatever this was becoming.

“You know what, guys—” Homelander said, tone overtly friendly in a way that was unsettling. His gaze flicked between Black Noir and Starlight. “I saw your little dance today. Everyone thought it was cute.” His fingers tightened almost imperceptively on Noir’s shoulder, subtle enough to make the point. “What do you think?” he asked, voice dipping just a little. “Was it cute for you?”

He tossed the question out casually, his face continually darting between Starlight and Noir with that lethal, predatory charm, his grip continuing to tighten by incremental degrees on Noir’s shoulder to signal the threat beneath the skin. 

Neither Noir nor Annie offered anything back. 

They just shared a glance, brief and wordless. Their little stunt, designed to pull the blonde titan's leg, had clearly landed with more impact than they’d calculated. They had anticipated a reaction, sure; they just hadn't expected the reckoning to happen in the suffocating intimacy of a private room with just the three of them, at Stan Edgar’s manor. 

The silence stretched, and Homelander’s grin only widened in response, as if the absence of an answer had somehow validated him. 

His hand shifted from Noir’s shoulder to his neck with unhurried ease, thumb grazing lightly along his throat in a way that would have been intimate if it weren’t so pointedly public. It wasn’t subtle, because it wasn’t meant to be.

“Starlight showed me the adorable little sketch you made of her the other day—with the Deep,” Homelander prompted again, his eyes meticulously cataloging the subtle micro-expressions on both of their faces. “And she tells me that you’ve made quite a few more of her.” 

“Actually—” Annie began, lifting a finger as if she were about to correct a minor factual error in a meeting agenda, her voice slightly delayed by alcohol and confidence that had clearly not coordinated in advance, “I didn’t show him the sketch. It slipped—”

“Doesn’t matter,” Homelander cut in immediately, as if the entire concept of clarification was something he had personally outlawed. His wrist flicked in dismissal, the gesture light but final. He shifted without breaking rhythm. “Come here.”

The words were aimed at Annie. His hand had already reached for her, closing around her wrist with a casually proprietary squeeze, pulling her in. 

Once Starlight was close enough, he released his grip only to snake his arm around her shoulders, pinning both his teammates under the oppressive weight of his strength. 

Annie didn’t resist. Not because she was agreeable, but because she had developed a healthy respect for the limits of survival instinct. 

She had noted the way Homelander’s eyes remained cold and volcanic even as that charming grin refused to leave his face. He continued to graze his thumb over Noir’s Adam’s apple, his other arm keeping her locked in a suffocating side-hug. 

Homelander inhaled deeply, savoring the spike in Starlight’s heart rate and the scent of champagne saturated in her bloodstream. The terror and the intoxication were a cocktail he enjoyed more than words could adequately express. 

“You know, this makes me wonder, Noir—”  he continued, voice smooth again, his canines flashing like ivory under the dim lights as he looked between the two. “How come you’ve never sketched me? We’ve been best friends for what, twenty years now? Right?” 

The pressure on Noir’s throat tightened a fraction to make the question feel less rhetorical.

Noir, who had maintained his usual trait of absolute stillness up until that point, finally shifted. He lifted a single finger, a patient gesture, signaling for Homelander to wait, before reaching slowly toward his back pocket.

Homelander’s brows twitched faintly, the smile still locked in place but now sitting a bit more rigid. His eyes flicked briefly to Starlight, then back to Noir as the sketchbook came out.

For a long moment, Noir aimlessly thumbed through the pages with a casual indifference. 

Pages passed showing bright, nostalgic cartoon characters, Buster Beever, his interaction notes, and other relics of the eighties scattered across the pad like harmless memory fragments. 

It would have been charming in a normal person. In Noir’s case, though, it was just a bit unsettling, especially considering Homelander’s hand was still on his throat like an afterthought neither of them felt like acknowledging.

Homelander watched him in a heavy, brooding silence, his expression unreadable as he barely restrained a simmering urge toward violence. His gaze flicked over the pages as they turned, lingering briefly on the odd contrast of innocence and obsession inked across them.

It struck him, distantly, that he had never actually looked at these before. Not beyond the assumption that they were harmless extensions of Noir’s personality rather than something that might actually reflect it. 

Perhaps if he had been more attentive, Noir wouldn’t be gravitating toward the new girl—the same girl Homelander found himself pathologically attracted to. 

Eventually, Noir paused on a page and stopped turning. He held it there for a moment, studying it with the same unreadable focus he gave everything else, then slowly rotated the sketchbook toward Homelander so he could see.

And the moment Homelander’s gaze snagged on the paper, the grin that had been sitting comfortably on his face faltered; not fully disappearing but losing its confidence in real time. 

His lips twitched once, subtle and involuntary, as his eyes adjusted to what he was seeing.

 

SCANSketch-Homelander-smll

 

It was him. A sketch of him in a bathtub, half-submerged, arms rested loosely along the edges, one knee raised slightly like a small island breaking the surface. His expression was distant, almost detached, as if caught in a rare moment where he wasn’t performing anything at all.

It was not unflattering, and that was the problem.

It was literally a sight Noir witnessed with ritualistic frequency at Homelander’s bathroom. Every time they finished, Noir was granted the singular privilege of watching the big blonde bastard decompress in the silence of their penthouses. 

Homelander blinked slowly, the earlier tension in his jaw shifting into something more complicated, something closer to discomfort. 

The image had a strange accuracy to it, not just in detail but in mood; the undeniable, erotic magnetism that he didn’t remember agreeing to reveal.

His mouth parted slightly as if to comment, to mock, to dismiss, to reclaim control of the moment, but nothing came out immediately. 

On his other side, Annie's lips pursed to stifle a chuckle that threatened to erupt as the sketch rendered Homelander uncharacteristically speechless. 

It was an exquisite lover’s slap to his face delivered by Noir, and it was utterly hilarious. The leader of the Seven almost always had a rude or sarcastic comeback for everything. Until right now, of course. Funnily enough, even she found the drawing impressive; sexy, even.

Homelander’s eyes snapped to her in an instant, his glare cold and wounded.

Noir, seemingly oblivious to the homicidal tension, began flipping through the pages once more to locate a fresh spot. He plucked the pen from the spiral binder of the pad and began scribbling with a focused intensity that drew the blonde bastard’s attention back to the paper.

When he finished, Noir held up the pad for Homelander to read: “My penthouse is full of your drawings in the other sketchbooks.”

Homelander blinked at the note, mildly irritated. 

A short laugh escaped him, not amused so much as refusing to acknowledge the hit. 

“Okay, well—whatever.” His grip finally loosened on both of them, his hands retracting beneath the cape where he clasped them tight. 

He took a step back, visibly annoyed that he hadn't managed to “win" the interaction and that Noir was, as usual, too frustratingly earnest to stay mad at.

He pointed a gloved finger between Noir and Starlight, grimacing with a feigned disinterest. 

“You’re no longer allowed to draw her. Just me. Clear?” he commanded, his tone dropping into a petty, age-repressed cadence. He sounded exactly like a child throwing a jealous tantrum over a favored sibling.

Annie couldn't help but smirk brazenly, bolstered by the bottomless champagne she had been nursing all evening. 

“Actually,” she said, lifting a hand to snag their attention, Homelander’s discarded glove still clutched in one hand and her phone in the other. “Someone wise once told me that repression of art by preventing creation harms an artist’s rights.”

She threw Noir’s own words back at him, her tone dangerously playful despite standing in the literal shadow of the two most unpredictable predators in the Vought food chain.

Homelander’s head snapped back toward her, irritation tightening across his features. The annoyance was real, but frankly, he was still too horny to stay mad at her either. And those accidental smoky eyes of hers weren't really helping his case either. She looked far too alluring to simply smack the uninvited wisdom out of her. 

It was the worst possible timing for self-restraint. The thought seemed to annoy him even more.

Whiplashed by a twisted, fucked-up kind of cuteness from both Noir and Starlight, Homelander found himself momentarily mortified, unsure of how to navigate the sudden collapse of his authority. 

He sputtered with an impatient, ego-bruised contempt, followed by a short “Whatever…” that he grumbled under his breath, turning his focus back to Noir. “Anything else? Because, as you can see, Starlight and I were a little busy here.” He gestured lazily between himself and the girl. 

Noir didn’t react in any visible way. He simply turned a page, pen already moving with that familiar, patient economy of motion. When he finished, he held the notebook up again.

“Can I join?” It said.

Homelander stared at the note, genuine surprise flickering through his expression for a fleeting second before an involuntary smirk twitched at the corner of his lips. It spread despite his best efforts to remain dignified. 

For the following few seconds, he said nothing; he merely regarded Noir with a crooked, genuine grin—realizing that the awkward friction they had found themselves in all evening could be resolved by simply fucking it out, as always. 

Noir knew him well enough to remind him of that fundamental truth. 

Much to his own delight, the agitation began to ebb from Homelander's frame. The eagle heads on his pauldrons dipped as his shoulders finally slouched, the tension of the jealousy finally bleeding away.

Now we’re talking, Homelander thought. 

He turned back to Starlight, his smirk transformed into a devilishly entertained crook. “Well?” he prompted, thoroughly amused by the stunned, wide eyed silence of her expression.

Annie blinked stupidly at the note, her gaze aimlessly flicking between Noir’s handwriting and the expectant faces of the two men looming over her. An uninvited heat crept up her spine, blooming across her neck and rushing to her cheeks without her explicit permission.

Of course, both men had clocked the blush, the obvious sign of her being flustered by their sudden, unified attention.

“Uhh…” she started, her tongue feeling heavy and clumsy. “You two aren't going to snap me in half like a twig, are you?” she asked cautiously, her voice carrying an endearingly naive, drunken lilt.

In response, Homelander’s smirk only deepened, patronizingly complacent and kind of aroused by a dark desire. 

“You don’t think you’d be dead by now if that were the plan?” he teased with a wink, his tone shifting into something naughty and dangerously playful.

Annie offered a mortified, coy little frown in return. As much as she wanted to reject the offer to hook up with Homelander and Black Noir, the clandestine lovers of the Seven; a dark, fractured part of her psyche craved the experience. Because why the fuck not?

Everything she had ever known about life, reality, and people was a lie, built on foundations that were, in truth, entirely fictional. 

She was finally beginning to understand why those at the top of the food chain resorted to such spoiled and careless debauchery. They had witnessed the toxic reality long before she was even born. They had simply stopped giving a fuck about morals altogether. Even Jesus wasn't the “first supe” Vought had preached about for almost a century. 

So, was it wrong to surrender to her desires? To seal a deal with the devil? 

Even Alex wasn't the person she thought he was. He had slept with two girls, then killed them. Satan only knew how many times he might have slept with multiple women behind her back.

So what was actually stopping her at this point? Perhaps only the remnants of her will to live, which were currently scraping the very bottom of the barrel. 

She hesitated, momentarily caught on the physical implications of the act itself. Both men were at least ten times stronger than she would ever be, and the sheer physics of a threesome with them felt like a beautiful yet terrifying gamble.

She turned to the men now, both of whom were watching her in a heavy and patient silence. Noir had already stowed his sketchpad in his back pocket, while Homelander remained draped in that insufferable smirk, clearly amused by her naive second-guessing.

“I must enjoy it,” Annie demanded finally, attempting to establish her ground rules with a tone that came out childishly frantic. “The moment I don't, I will tell you to stop. And you will.”

Homelander’s brow arched. His grin widened as he licked his lower lip with a sultry, predatory slow motion, before turning to exchange a mysteriously mischievous look with Noir’s impassive mask.

“Meh.” 

The two men shrugged in eerie synchrony, entirely unbothered by her conditions. 

It was as if an unspoken consensus had crystallized between them in an instant, a silent agreement that was playful and magnetic enough to make one want to tear their own clothes off for the sake of these two gorgeous, murderous monsters.

Annie looked between them, waiting for a shred of verbal reassurance that she wouldn't be destroyed. But when she realized they were committed to keeping the moment shrouded in mystery, she spoke again, her voice gaining a sharp, drunken edge. 

And we are going back to the Tower. There is no fucking way in hell I am losing my threesome virginity at Mr. Edgar’s estate.”

She squared her shoulders, crossing her arms over her stomach to establish some semblance of control. She refused to feel like a little girl humoring the whims of the two naughty adults in the room.

Homelander barked an entertained laugh then, his hand shooting out to grab the single crimson glove from Annie's grip. He was already turning on his heels after that, jabbing a finger in her direction, visibly pleased with the twisted trajectory the night had taken.

“You’re drunk,” he said casually to Starlight over his shoulder, before gesturing between Noir and her one last time. “I really don’t appreciate how audacious you two are tonight. But I’m only allowing it this once because I’m horny.”

He began stepping away, exiting the room while surreptitiously adjusting himself through the material of his pants so the visible evidence of his boner wouldn't be quite so glaring to the crowd outside.

Behind him, Noir and Annie exchanged a final, silent glance, a small chuckle escaping Annie’s lips in the process. She wasn't entirely sure if she had actually scored a win, but the exchange felt strangely pleasant in its own warped way.

Noir gave her a robotic little nod and then moved, following in Homelander’s wake. His demeanor remained as it had been throughout the entire encounter: never once tense, always impassive.

Annie stayed rooted there for a few seconds more before she moved too, following the men out into the hallway. Her skin was suddenly buzzing with a strange, electric kind of anticipation.

Notes:

Yes, a threesome is coming 🤭 Hope it won't disappoint. Stay tuned!

Chapter 16: The Three-Body Problem | Pt 1

Summary:

Annie January seals the deal with the devil, becoming a part of the problem that only three can create; and the problem isn't a love triangle.

⚠️WARNING: Long chapter ahead. Contains explicit sexual content, slow-burn erotica. Reader discretion is advised.

Notes:

Hii :) ​I’ve never written a threesome before this. This chapter was originally envisioned as a one-shot long ago, but it fit this plot so perfectly that I couldn’t pass up the opportunity. And I'm so glad it turned out exactly as I imagined. I've split the chapter in two parts for better readability.

​A HUGE shout-out to BootyShortsJacob, my Starlander bestie and fellow Starlander writer. I was suffering from an initiation paralysis recently, and she generously shared her work with me, which definitely helped break the paralysis and finally finish this. She's an amazing writer!!! If you haven't read her work yet, please go check it out! ❤️

Also, I'd like to recommend a song: In Flames by Digital Daggers

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Noir’s gloved fingers slid the keycard across the scanner, the machine answering with a soft electronic chime before the lock disengaged with an obedient click. 

The door cracked open, and  his palm pressed flat against the surface as he pushed it wide and stepped inside without a trace of hesitation, or sound, or anything that might suggest a human being lived inside that suit.

Behind him, Annie followed, her heels clacking against the black marble in a steady staccato, almost intrusive against the stasis of the place. 

Her gaze wandered without restraint, dragging itself across every surface, ceiling to floor, wall to wall, like she was trying to figure out whether this was a home or a set piece designed by someone who had never actually met Black Noir.

She clocked the palette almost immediately. Black. More black. Variations of black pretending to be gray. Silver accents scattered around like someone had tried to lighten the mood and failed halfway through. 

The whole place leaned hard into a Japanese Shinobi aesthetic, which would’ve been fine if it didn’t feel like it had been curated by a corporate boardroom trying to win cultural points. Annie frowned slightly, the thought slipping in uninvited. 

She’d always assumed Noir was African-American. His build, his presence, the whole physicality of him pointed that way. And let's not forget the part where she'd actually seen his dick on her first night at the conference room. 

And yet here he was, living inside what looked like a themed exhibit.

Behind her, Homelander stepped in and shut the door with a smooth swing of his leg, the motion casual in that practiced and territorial way of his. 

His eyes swept over the space like he was reacquainting himself with something he already owned, hands coming together in a single sharp clap that cracked through the room and broke whatever silence Noir had cultivated.

The grin that followed was wide and hungry, his attention shifting between Noir and Annie like he’d just walked into a game he intended to win without reading the rules.

“So—what’s the plan?” he asked, loud enough to be obnoxious.

Annie let out a breath that turned into a dry, sarcastic laugh, the sound slipping out before she could filter it. 

“I know I need a drink,” she muttered under her breath, though not quietly enough to pretend she hadn’t said it. The alcohol had dulled down whatever caution she should’ve had about being alone in a penthouse with two of the most dangerous men alive. One of them barely spoke. The other spoke too much and enjoyed it.

Or maybe it wasn’t the alcohol.

Maybe it was the exhaustion that came from realizing your entire existence had been staged like a marketing campaign. Either way, the fear that should’ve been sitting in her chest had clearly missed its cue.

Noir raised a single finger, a quiet signal directed at her, asking for patience without saying a word. 

Then he turned and walked off toward the bar set into one corner of the penthouse, a low, plush setup that continued the same Shinobi theme with almost aggressive commitment. 

Halfway there, he glanced back and gave her a small, almost casual wave, inviting her to follow.

Annie’s face broke into a wide grin at that, bright and immediate, before she shot one last look over her shoulder at Homelander, completely unbothered by whatever expression he might be wearing.

Then she turned and went after Noir, heels clicking, posture loose, like this was just another bad decision she had already decided to enjoy.

Homelander watched the two of them drift off toward the bar, his expression flattening into an unimpressed, almost inconvenienced face. Like he’d just been left out of a conversation he hadn’t cared about until he wasn’t part of it anymore. 

A bored sigh slipped past his lips as he rolled his shoulders and turned away, redirecting himself toward the bathroom, defaulting to routine when his ego needed a minute to recalibrate.

He twisted the knob and stepped inside, greeted by yet another absurdly spacious layout that looked like a showroom for people who didn’t understand moderation. 

The shower sat sectioned off in one corner behind glass, the commode placed with purposeful distance in another, and a massive round jacuzzi dominated its own space. Along the wall stretched a sleek counter below a wide mirror, all of it dressed in the same obsessive palette of black, charcoal, and muted silver.

Even the toiletries followed the theme.

Every bottle, every container, every neatly arranged product bore Black Noir’s branding. Much like Homelander himself, the man had franchised his own existence and then committed to it down to the last pump dispenser. 

Every item, except one.

Homelander’s eyes flicked to it almost immediately, almost out of habit. 

Translucent Shine toothpaste.

He exhaled through his nose, a faint smirk tugging at his mouth as the familiar irritation resurfaced. Noir hated his own charcoal toothpaste. Said it “felt wrong to the teeth”. There was no further elaboration of “wrong” from him. 

So naturally, Noir had gone through the entire roster of teammates’ brands like a disgruntled critic until he landed on Translucent’s.

The irony was almost offensive.

Homelander had tried to fix it, of course. He’d gone as far as pushing production to swap the formulas between HomeStrong and Translucent Shine, because really, how hard was it to make the superior brand feel superior? 

But Noir had shut it down with that same silent stubbornness of his, claiming it didn’t feel the same coming out of HomeStrong’s tube.

Packaging. That was the hill.

Homelander huffed a quiet laugh to himself, shaking his head as he leaned a hand against the counter, his eyes roaming the familiar space as the memory caught up again. 

Back then, it had eventually turned into a minor back and forth with Stan Edgar, a random corporate nonsense for Stan that clearly dragged on longer than he would've preferred. But Madelyn had been around then, smoothing it over like she always did, turning ridiculous demands into approved decisions without making anyone feel like they’d lost.

The memory lingered for a second longer than he liked. It left a small, crooked smirk on his face anyway.

His gaze drifted back toward the jacuzzi, annoyance bubbling again at the thought of having to look at Translucent’s stupid face every time he stayed over. The guy's whole brand was invisibility, and yet somehow his face still ended up printed on cleaning and dental products. 

They could’ve just made him invisible everywhere. Right? 

The thought annoyed him just enough.

He sauntered over and tapped the control panel, setting the jacuzzi to auto with casual liberty before pushing to his feet and heading back out, leaving the bathroom door slightly ajar behind him.

By the time he reached the center of the penthouse again, Noir and Starlight were already at the bar, glasses in hand, the low lighting catching against the clear liquid as they drank what looked like chilled Sake; likely both of them trying to get pleasantly numb without admitting it.

While crossing the remaining distance, Homelander had already clocked the third glass waiting for him on the counter, placed beside Starlight’s.

Noir stood behind the bar, moving with a silent efficiency, pouring and drinking in the same unhurried rhythm. 

Across from him, Annie had leaned in slightly, her curiosity loose and unfiltered, asking why he bothered drinking through the mask at all, why not just take it off like a normal person for once.

The question had gone unanswered long enough for Homelander to catch it, and it pulled a low chuckle out of him. He slid onto the barstool beside her, close enough that her bare leg brushed against the line of his suit. 

“That’s actually a great question, Noir,” he said, settling in as if he’d been part of the conversation the entire time. 

He leaned forward, elbows resting on the counter, and picked up the glass waiting for him, taking a slow, unbothered sip.

Annie turned her head slightly, watching him over the rim of her own drink, her posture loose, her gaze a little unfocused in that honest way alcohol encouraged. 

She caught the little flicker in his expression as the burn hit his throat, watching his face contorting in mild distaste.

“You know,” she started, her voice carrying that lazy, worn-out honesty. “I’ve been thinking tonight…” She trailed off to take another sip, as if the thought needed some lubrication before it could form in her throat.

“Maybe you guys were right about Gunpowder,” she continued, her tone flattening into a resigned register but strangely calm. “Maybe it really was some revenge thing from Costa Rica last year like you guys keep saying. Maybe it’s time to just… close the case.”

Annie let out a soft laugh then, tired and just slipping out of her. Like she was just done

Homelander’s brow pulled in as he drank, the shift immediate in him. He set the glass down louder than necessary. And then for a brief second, his eyes flicked toward Noir; a quick, questioning glance, before returning to Starlight, settling there with general curiosity. 

“Why the sudden change of heart?” he asked, and this time the curiosity wasn’t entirely performative. His gaze searched her face, trying to catch whatever had slipped from his attention. “I thought you cared about getting him justice.”

There was a hint of sarcasm in it, sure, but not enough to fully hide the interest.

Annie let out another quiet laugh, shoulders lifting in a slow, careless shrug as if the answer didn’t matter enough to defend.

“I don’t know,” she said, almost absently, eyes dropping back to her glass. “I’m not sure I care about anything right now.”

Homelander’s chuckle rolled out low and indulgent, amused in that familiar condescending way.

“Is that why you decided to fuck us? Because you don’t care anymore?” he teased, nudging her with his elbow in a way that was almost playful if it weren’t so obviously patronizing. 

Annie didn’t pull away like she usually would. She remained draped against the counter, her fingers loosely cradling the glass as she took another slow sip. However, the nudge did earn him a soft, tipsy giggle.

“Jesus, Starlight,” Homelander went on, a crooked grin spreading as he let out an obnoxious little chortle, “that’s pretty dark. I mean, sure, growth or whatever, but still… pretty fucking dark.” He dipped his chin in mock approval, like he was grading her descent on a curve. “I’m impressed.”

Across from them, Black Noir’s masked gaze shifted between the two, quiet and attentive in that unnerving way of his. 

He pulled out his sketchbook from the back pocket, pen already moving in quick, efficient strokes before either of them could guess where his thoughts were headed. When he finished, he slid the pad across the counter.

The note read: “Does that mean you are going to kill from now on?”

The word “kill” was underlined for extra focus. 

Homelander’s smirk sharpened at that, eyes flicking to Annie with open curiosity. He liked that question. It was entertaining.

Annie’s expression tightened the moment she read it, her posture straightening in instantaneous distaste. 

“No!” she shot back, her voice immediate and incredulous, her gaze darting between them. “I don’t execute people. I’m not like you.”

Noir gave a small, approving nod, as if that answer fit well into whatever internal code he operated by.

Homelander, on the other hand, only let his smile widen, the condescension settling in deeper, like he found her conviction more amusing than admirable.

Noir reached for the sketchbook again, flipping to a fresh page and scribbling again, his pen scratching softly against the paper. When he turned it around, the question was simple and relevant this time.

“Have you ever had a threesome before?”

A slow heat climbed up Annie’s neck and settled into her cheeks, warm and stubborn.

“No,” she admitted quietly, though the smile pushing at her lips refused to stay buried no matter how hard she tried to keep it contained.

“What about the backdoor to heaven?” Homelander followed up without missing a beat, his tone teasing, sarcastic, and just shy of obnoxious. 

He even tipped chin lazily toward her ass, his gaze dragging over the exposed stretch of her back like he had nowhere better to be.

Annie let out a soft, helpless chuckle, shaking her head as a giggle slipped through anyway. “You’re lame,” she said, the words dissolving into laughter despite her best effort to sound unimpressed. Then she gave a small, conceding nod. “Yes, actually. A couple of times. With Alex.”

“Uh-huh,” Homelander hummed, the sound almost pleasant, soaked in mild judgment and amusement. “Not so good, after all,” he added, needling her because he enjoyed this too much.

She just rolled her eyes, the corner of her mouth pulling upward again as she took another sip, using the glass as an excuse to not fully engage with him. 

“Shut up,” she drawled eventually, the dismissal softened by alcohol. 

That only encouraged him, though. His laughter grew louder this time, fuller, mixed with that patronizing bite he never bothered to hide. His eyes flicked briefly toward Noir as if inviting him into the joke without actually saying it out loud.

Behind the counter, Noir was already reaching for his sketchbook. He gripped the pen against the page before lifting his wrist in a small, subtle gesture toward Homelander, signaling him to come along.

Homelander didn’t even bother to stop chuckling as he pushed himself off the barstool, draining the last of his drink in one lazy motion before setting the glass down with a soft clink. 

He followed Noir at an unhurried pace, amusement still lingering in his expression like a bad habit he had no intention of breaking.

Annie turned her head to track them, her body still angled toward the bar but her attention completely elsewhere now. 

They put enough distance between them that their voices didn’t carry, though they remained perfectly visible. Her brows drew together slightly, curiosity forming as she watched them peel off into their own little corner like conspirators.

Noir stopped first, settling into place at once, while Homelander came to a halt beside him, his hands planting on his hips in a posture that was somehow equally casual and restless.

The sketchbook came up again, and Noir began writing, quick and intent. 

Homelander waited this time, his stature finally coming to a still, attentive in a way he rarely allowed himself to be, his focus fixed on the page. 

And yet, every so often, his eyes drifted back toward Annie, catching her watching them. Whenever their gazes met, he held it longer than comfortable before pulling away again, like he was pretending indifference while checking if she was still paying attention.

His gaze shifted the second Noir lifted the page toward him. And then for a moment, Homelander didn’t react beyond reading, his eyes scanning the note as the earlier smugness drained out of his expression with surprising speed.

He drew in a sharp breath, almost catching on it, his eyes flicking up to Noir’s visor as if searching for something behind it, then dropping back to the page again. 

He read it a second time, slower, like the meaning had sunk in deeper than expected. Before he even finished re-reading, his hand came up, landing firmly on Noir’s shoulder.

The grip wasn’t aggressive this time. It settled there, steady and grounding, his fingers tightening just enough to say more than words could.

He blinked rapidly, lips twitching as if caught between a laugh and something far less comfortable. For a fleeting second, his eyes glassed over, the shine there sharp enough to notice before he forced it back under control, his stare locking onto Noir like he could see straight through the mask.

“Oh, Noir,” he let out, voice softer than it had any right to be, along with a shaky little laugh as he shook his head. “You’re such a fucking romantic, man.”

He gave him a firm, approving pat on Noir's back, and it lingered a second too long to be casual, before pulling him into a tight embrace. 

It wasn’t rushed or awkward. It settled in, solid and real, his chest rising with a deep inhale before he let it out slowly, like he’d just remembered something important about himself and didn’t entirely hate it.

For all the darkness wrapped around Noir like a second skin, there was something undeniably sincere in him, and Homelander clung to that more than he would ever admit out loud.

When he finally pulled away, there was an odd shift. His arm dropped from Noir, and he turned toward Annie with an enigmatic expression. 

Annie had been watching the entire exchange, her expression caught somewhere between curiosity and caution. And as Homelander began to approach, she adjusted instinctively, her spine straightening as she turned fully on the barstool to face him.

He stopped just short of her, close enough to crowd her space without quite touching, one hand planting on the edge of the counter behind her as he leaned in. The movement was controlled, almost careful.

His breath brushed warm against her face, his expression no longer playful, no longer mocking, but serious and intent.

“Starlight,” he said, her name dropping low from his throat, the tone intimate enough to feel like a secret. “Listen to what I’m about to say very carefully, and I want you to remember it. Okay?”

The proximity and the tone weren't aggressive, but it carried a kind of threat. 

Annie stayed where she was, his breath warm against her skin. Eventually, her expression softened into a small, curious nod as if she were indulging him more than submitting.

“Are you going to kill me?” she asked, almost thoughtfully, before her mouth curved into a crooked grin. “Or worse—rape me? I mean I'm pretty fucking DTF for it to be rape anymore, you know.” 

She gave a loose little shrug, a drunk snicker slipping out like she’d just told herself a joke she couldn’t resist.

Homelander blinked at her, caught off guard in a way that didn’t happen often. “Uh—okay…?”

Then he just stared at her for a second, thrown not by the sarcasm but by how dark it was, coming from her. He shook his head slightly, resetting himself.

“Okay. That’s… good,” he muttered, more to himself than her, before his focus sharpened again. “But listen—”

He leaned in closer, closing what little space remained until his voice dropped into a more intimate drone, almost brushing against her jaw as he spoke.

“Noir is someone I deeply care about,” he said, and this time there was no mockery in it, just a strange, unsettling sincerity. “And he seems to admire you. But if you hurt him in any way… say, by looking at him wrong.”

There was the faintest pause to let it settle.

“You’ll be dead by morning.”

Annie blinked at him, a small frown creasing at her brows, though it wasn’t fear that followed. If anything, it looked like curiosity. Because what did he mean ‘looking at him wrong?’

But she was too drunk to bother with a follow-up question. 

“Okay,” she said simply, giving a light shrug, as if he’d just warned her about spilling wine on an expensive carpet.

Homelander watched her for another beat, searching her face for hesitation, for doubt, for anything that would suggest she didn’t understand the terms he’d just laid out. When he found none, his posture finally loosened.

“Good,” he murmured, pulling back just enough, his gloved hand settling against the bare curve of her back. 

The touch was almost gentle. His smile returned, calm and easy. He was suddenly, unnervingly composed.

“Noir thinks tonight should be about you,” he went on, giving a small roll of his shoulders like it was the simplest decision in the world. “And I’m feeling generous.”

His hand gave a light guiding pressure at her back. “Come.”

He turned, steering her along with him toward the bathroom without waiting to see if she’d argue, already assuming she wouldn’t. 

As they moved, he flicked his chin toward Noir in a quiet command to follow, pulling the silent man out of stillness as the three of them drifted toward the jacuzzi.




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At the center of the bathroom, the jacuzzi sat like a carved out void, its ebony rim wide and heavy, reflecting a dull oily sheen whenever the steam shifted across its surface. There was no ordinary faucet. In its place, a square opening in the ceiling released a continuous, silent cascade of steaming water, falling straight into the basin like some engineered indoor rainfall. 

Around it, the stone deck remained stark and cold, while the walls held shallow niches where neatly folded charcoal towels sat in obsessive symmetry.

Homelander occupied one edge of the jacuzzi. He was stretched out with his arms resting along the stone surround on either side, posture loose and unguarded in that way he only allowed himself when around Noir. The bubbling water climbed to his bare mid-chest, shifting around in lazy swirls.

Black Noir was positioned a short distance away, submerged deeper, waterline higher, his body fully exposed for the first time yet somehow still unreadable. 

Droplets clung to his skin and caught the light in small, restless patterns, tracing over his chest and shoulders. Even stripped of everything else, he kept the mask on, the helmet breaking any illusion of vulnerability and replacing it with that familiar, unsettling stillness. 

His arms rested along the edge as well, mirroring Homelander in structure but not in energy, observant rather than relaxed.

And then there was Annie.

She had briefly slipped away earlier, returned with a bottle of wine she had absolutely no business treating like hydration, and walked back in barefoot, heels abandoned somewhere behind her in the living space. And by the time she'd re-entered the bathroom, the men had visibly shed their suits and settled into the water.

She stood at the threshold for a beat, bottle in hand, looking at them both with a lazy curiosity, still deciding whether this was real or she was too intoxicated and hallucinating.

Then, with the same careless logic she had been using all night, Annie stepped further in, because at this point the only thing more absurd than continuing was stopping.

She tipped her chin in a loose, almost dismissive flick and set the wine bottle and glasses down on the stand beside the jacuzzi without waiting for permission or acknowledgment.

Then she straightened, turning back toward them fully.

The golden fabric of her gown caught the low light and shifted with every small movement, fluid and pronounced against the harsh black stone surrounding them. 

She leaned back against the glass partition that separated the jacuzzi from the shower area, crossing her arms as she settled into it, posture relaxed in that slightly reckless way alcohol always encouraged. From there, she studied them both.

Homelander, sprawled like he had invented comfort and expected credit for it.

And Noir, motionless and unreadable, existing like a question mark that refused to fully explain itself.

Her expression softened with faint amusement, mildly detached, eyes glassy from the steady accumulation of alcohol in her blood. 

There was a strange calm to her now, not peace exactly, but a kind of surrender to the absurdity of the situation, like she had stopped arguing with herself and decided to see where it took her instead.

She cleared her throat lightly, attention settling on Noir.

“Why didn’t you take your mask off?” Annie asked, her voice casual, almost conversational. 

For a moment, Noir didn’t respond at all, which was its own kind of answer in his case. 

Then, his helmet tilted slightly, just enough to acknowledge her, before he shifted his gaze toward Homelander as if silently checking whether this was something worth addressing or something better left unexplored.

Homelander barely moved, still lounging against the edge of the jacuzzi, arms draped lazily over the stone. His expression stayed relaxed, but there was a faint hint of amusement pulling at it.

“He prefers not to show his face,” he said simply, tone flat.

Annie’s smirk deepened at that, slow and knowing, like the answer had only made her more curious. She shifted slightly against the glass, eyes flicking back to Noir with a playful glint that didn’t bother hiding itself.

“Hmm,” she hummed, tilting her head. “Are you telling me he’s not going down on me tonight?”

Homelander let out a low chuckle, half amused and half intrigued that she was actually pushing Noir to take the mask off. Not because he cared about her curiosity, of course, but because even he had always preferred Noir without the helmet. 

There was something oddly satisfying about seeing the man’s face, even with all the damage it had taken. He turned his head toward Noir with an almost lazy look, though the smile he gave carried a silent persuasive pressure beneath it. 

Noir, meanwhile, stayed still for a long moment, his gaze shifting between Homelander and Starlight, weighing his options that seemed pretty nonexistent. The room felt tighter in that silence. And Homelander’s expression didn’t change much, but the expectation in it was loud enough to be its own language.

Eventually, Noir gave in.

With one last look at Annie, who was watching him with an open fascination, he straightened slightly from the edge of the jacuzzi. His arms left the stone ledge behind him and rose with controlled patience as he reached for his mask. 

The motion was unhurried, almost ritualistic, like he was peeling back a version of himself that the world wasn’t supposed to see.

Annie didn’t look away once. Not even a blink. Her focus held steady, curiosity and anticipation mixed together in a way that had rendered her unusually quiet.

And then the mask came off. The reveal didn’t feel theatrical, but it landed like one anyway.

Noir’s face was a map of old violence, one that simply didn’t fade politely with time. One side carried the aftermath of severe, long healed trauma, scars raised and uneven across his skin. The damage invaded close to his features but stopped just short of taking them entirely, leaving his lips and the right side of the face mostly intact.

He wasn’t entirely unrecognizable, and that was the unsettling part. Because it made him look all the more sinister than he'd probably ever intended to. He was still very much a face, a real one, just rewritten in parts that made your eyes keep returning to it. 

His left eye held a faint bluish glassiness, subtle but noticeable. His hair was thick, dark, and kept short. And despite it all, his physique didn’t soften the impact of the face. If anything, it reinforced it, dense and powerful in a way that spoke abundantly of his endurance.

For a moment, Homelander or Starlight’s presence felt like background noise to the fact that Black Noir had finally chosen to be seen.

He tossed the mask and the high-cut helmet aside, letting them land near where their suits and boots already sat in a careful, almost disciplined pile at the dry edge of the floor. Even the way he discarded them felt controlled, like he wasn’t really “taking something off” so much as setting a version of himself down for a while.

And it was only now Annie realized what Homelander meant earlier when he'd warned her about looking at Noir the wrong way. 

For a brief stretch of silence, she didn’t say anything at all. She just looked at him.

There was surprise in it, yes, but it wasn’t just a clean surprise. It came with an undeniable intrigue. The scars didn’t ruin him the way they “should have” in some predictable moral sense. Instead, they rewrote him into something that didn’t fit into the usual categories of attraction or intimidation. It was both at once, sitting in her chest like a problem she didn’t feel like solving.

No wonder Homelander was head over heels for Noir, she thought absently, the realization arriving with a kind of slow, unwilling clarity.

Her gaze flicked briefly toward Homelander.

He was watching her this whole time with that unnervingly steady focus of his, reading her reactions. There was a tightness there too, as if he was waiting for her to pass or fail a test she hadn’t agreed to take.

Annie swallowed, the motion small but noticeable. Then she pushed herself off the glass wall behind her.

Her eyes moved between them again as she gathered her hair, pulling it over one shoulder and letting it fall there in a loose spill of blonde against the dim.

She reached behind her next, fingers finding the double-layered chain that had been holding the back of her dress in place beneath her hair. The clasp came undone with a soft click, and the structure of the gown shifted immediately, loosening across her left shoulder.

With an unhurried motion, she let the shoulder fall free. The fabric slipped off her chest and smoothly settled low around her hips. She hadn’t worn a bra with it. Her stylist had insisted the dress worked better without one. 

Annie watched the way both men were looking at her now, unblinking. The attention wasn’t subtle in the slightest, and she didn’t exactly make it easier as she stood there under it, revealing her breasts still marked with faint bruises from last night’s session with Homelander. 

Even his handiwork lingered on her skin in places, small faint hickeys across her neck. 

Annie took a slow step forward, her hips adding a lazy shimmy as she pushed the gown. The fabric slid down her body in a smooth collapse, pooling on the floor.

The only thing she wore now was a thong, the strings thin enough to feel almost decorative. But even that didn’t last long on her. Her fingers hooked into the waistband without any trace of hesitation, and she rolled it down just as easily, revealing her shaved mound; she had to keep herself bald because of her Voughtified superhero suit.

Her hips gave another small sway as the thong slipped down her legs, and once every piece of clothing had gathered at her feet, she stepped cleanly out of it. 

She didn’t look down. She just walked forward, maintaining steady eye contact with the men the entire time.

When she reached the edge of the jacuzzi, she placed a hand on the rim and carefully lowered one leg into the water, then the other followed. The heat rose up around her as she slipped in fully, the water settling at her stomach. 

She got to her hands and knees in the shallow rise of the jacuzzi’s slope and advanced toward them with a slow, intent crawl. Her lashes were heavy over glassy eyes, smudged with smoky makeup that made her look more foxlike than angelic at this point.

Homelander and Noir exchanged a glance in that silent, unreadable way they sometimes did. Like an entire conversation had happened without a single word being spoken.

Then, the men turned their attention back to Starlight and extended a hand toward her almost in unison, the gesture welcoming. 

Annie took both hands without hesitation, letting them guide her closer, but instead of settling between them, she chose otherwise. 

She moved first toward Noir, slipping up onto him and settling herself on his lap, straddling him.

At the same time, she didn’t leave Homelander behind. A hand drifted up his arm, tracing slowly along the gold dusted skin and the hard planes of his bicep, following it with a light, unhurried touch all the way up to his neck. There, her fingers lingered for a second.

Then her hand closed around Homelander’s throat, slow and sultry, and she used it to pull him closer with a subtle tug, guiding him like he weighed less than his reputation claimed. 

At the same time, she adjusted herself more comfortably in Noir’s lap, both of them half-submerged now, water lapping quietly against their stomachs.

Much to Annie's satisfaction, Homelander followed without resistance, sliding in closer as if the direction had always been his idea. There was a faint, almost indulgent smirk on his lips.

Annie leaned in first.

Her lips met Black Noir’s plump lips before her tongue rolled out and slithered into his mouth. When her tongue found his, she sucked onto the lingua, slow and coaxing, as if testing if the man was real and organic. 

Her hand slid up to the nape of Noir’s neck, fingers pressing into him, making sure to tack him where she wanted him.

Noir responded in kind without breaking his silence. His hand shifted from its resting position and closed around the small of her back, drawing her in tighter against his chest, the water making their movements heavier. 

At the same time, Annie's other hand found Homelander's jaw, cupping it with a torrid affection as he watched the exchange between her and Noir with a mix of arousal and amusement. 

Her fingers traced the sharp angles of his face, lingering along the edge of his jawline, brushing lightly at the shell of his ear. Then, without much ceremony, she brought her index and middle fingers to his lips.

Homelander parted them without hesitation, or thinking, for that matter. The smugness had faltered ever so slightly on his face.

Annie slid her fingers into his mouth slowly, and he fully accepted them with a quiet, almost satisfied sound that caught low in his throat as his eyes shut briefly. 

His head tipped back just slightly while one elbow remained braced against the edge of the jacuzzi and the other rested loosely at his side. 

He stayed obedient to the moment, sopping up her fingers with his saliva while gently licking and sucking on her fingers, as if the simplest instruction from her had temporarily replaced whatever diva authority he usually carried.

The kiss with Noir continued uninterrupted beside him.

Noir kept one arm firm around her back, steadying her as she leaned into him, while his other hand shifted lower, finding her breasts. His fingers curled around her right nipple, and he began to roll the nub with a slow rhythm, coaxing small reactions out of her. 

The response it drew from her came in soft, breathy sounds against Noir’s mouth. All along, her fingers kept religiously exploring Homelander's mouth, making him lick his way on her fingers. 

She eventually pulled her fingers free. They came away slick and glistening with Homelander’s saliva, catching the light in the water before she slowly dragged them down Homelander's face again. 

It was a slow caress, like mapping his face, letting her touch move from his chin to his throat, then along the line of his collarbone, continuing over the gold-dusted rise of his chest, through the coarse texture of his chest hair, and then further down the defined ridges of his abdomen until her hand finally settled lower on him, finding his crotch.

Homelander reacted immediately when she took his hardening phallus, a subtle flinch running through him before he could fully mask it. His mouth parted with a low, involuntary sound, like a breath of approval. 

Annie’s hand closed around his penis with a slow, sultry grip, and she began to stroke him sensually, watching the way his body reacted to it, his frame tightening, then loosening again as if he was fighting the sensation and losing in increments. 

His head tilted back slightly, eyes slipping out of focus for a brief moment before he forced them forward again.

Below the waterline, the situation was no less occupied.

Annie’s hips moved in a steady rhythm, her pussy rubbing against Noir's shaft that remained positioned between her labia. The water had slowed the motion but amplified the sensation at the same time. 

She kept busy between the men, equally balancing attention between both. Relishing in her agency for once. It wasn’t until she needed air that she finally broke away from Noir.

The kiss ended slowly, her lips parting from his as she drew in a deep, steady breath, her chest rising with it. 

Noir didn’t fully withdraw either; both of his hands were kneading her breasts, rolling her nipples, playing the nubs, maintaining his business as usual.

Homelander, however, was already losing his patience for treating it as passive observation anymore, as her grip kept salaciously pumping his cock under the water. 

The shift in his focus was abrupt and quick. 

As Annie caught her breath, his hands shot forward. He gripped her at the ribs and pulled her off Noir’s lap in a single motion without any visible effort. He placed her onto the thick stone rim of the jacuzzi.

Water slid off her skin as she landed there, and before she could fully register the repositioning, Homelander followed. 

He climbed up beside her and settled in close, then guided her onto his lap, this time turning her so her back rested against him instead. His arms shifted as he adjusted her into place, angling her body just enough so she could still turn her head and reach his face if she wanted to.

His hands then slid down along the backs of her thighs, lifting them slightly and spreading them apart, holding her open. It was an unspoken invitation for Noir.

And Noir took the cue almost immediately, engaging in a silent love language he had shared with the leader of the Seven more times than he could count.

He shifted in the water and positioned himself between Homelander’s legs, which also placed him between Annie’s, while she remained seated on Homelander’s lap facing forward.

Noir’s hands snaked up behind Annie’s thighs, just below where Homelander’s grip had been holding her steady, taking over that support with an easy control to keep her balanced, allowing the blonde titan's hands to release her thighs and move up to her sides. 

Naturally, Noir's next move was his face lowering toward Annie's pubic mound, disappearing behind it. 

Meanwhile, Homelander's hands shifted along her sides in a slower, more exploratory motion. His palms traced all over her skin before settling more firmly over her tits, cupping them in a way that felt both possessive and almost absent-mindedly familiar, fondling the soft muscle while his tongue found hers. 

He explored her mouth, swallowing her saliva in greedy gulps, his eyes partly closed as he felt her soft moans in his mouth. 

At the same time, Noir’s tongue moved against her  mound, dragging along the smooth surface in an intentionally slow line before he nipped gently, leaving behind a mark on the skin. Once satisfied, he continued downward, tracing a path to her clit and pausing there. 

He took the small nub between his lips, and with a coaxing pressure, he started sucking onto it, producing soft, smooching sounds with each motion of his tongue.

Annie’s reaction came immediately and without restraint. Her body arched under the dual attention, a soft whine escaping her mouth even as she stayed locked in the kiss with Homelander. 

Her fingers slid up into his hair behind her, gripping the golden strands with more urgency now, grounding herself as her frame reacted in uneven waves to Noir’s tongue-work below and Homelander’s playful kneading on her tits. The synchrony between them only made her responses more pronounced, her breathing uneven as she adjusted to being split between two entirely different kinds of pleasure.

Down below, Noir continued his progression with the tongue. His attention shifted along her clit, advancing gradually toward the opening of her cunt, his movements utterly calm. 

He tested her reaction with a slow, measured shove of the tip of his tongue into the hole, observing and participating at the same time. The response was instantaneous as her body lifted further into him, arching instinctively. 

He slid the rest of the tongue inside her, crooking it over and over to stimulate the soft linings inside, maintaining that steady, coaxing pressure that kept her whimpering in pleasure.

Annie tore away from the kiss in an instant, the sheer, overwhelming voltage of sensation jolting through her frame. Her head lolled back, coming to rest against the crook of Homelander’s neck as she squirmed against him, her paling knuckles coiling tighter in his blonde locks. 

Homelander never ceased, his focus remaining entirely on his play with her swollen nipples. A low moan rumbled in his chest, vibrating against her spine as her weight collapsed into him. 

He watched with a predatory fascination as Noir worked her pussy, his superhuman vision fixed on the way the heat pooled in an angry, crimson rush deep within her.

As Noir’s tongue continued its work into her hole, one of Homelander’s hands migrated downward, skating over the smooth skin of her flat stomach. He paused at her clit, capturing the small kernel between his digits and rolling them with a persuasively passionate rhythm. 

It drew a fresh wave of cracked whines from Annie's throat.

Her mouth remained perpetually agape, her breathing coming in slow, shallow hitches. Her glassy eyes rolled back as she writhed in Homelander’s lap, surrendered to the coordinated touch of both men.

“Good girl,” Homelander purred into the shell of her ear, his voice thick, low, and barely a shadow of a whisper. “You like that, baby?” He cooed, watching her with a dark sort of intrigue as her hips tried to shy away from Noir’s mouth, only to be held firmly in place by the silent man’s grip on the back of her thighs.

Homelander let out a soft, aroused little chuckle—almost fond, in a twisted way. 

“Are you going to cum for us? Let us fuck you together?” he crooned, licking a slow line up her neck, tracing the faded hickeys from the previous night while his fingers continued their relentless work on her clit, assisting Noir in drawing forth the orgasm.

Annie nodded like a dazed, obedient partner, entirely lost in the undivided attention of the two supes. 

Before she could find her voice, her pelvic muscles began to coil. The heat in her gut migrated lower, settling deep into her pelvis, and bloomed against the sensitive nerve endings on her clit.

And as Homelander had anticipated, from the observations he’d made during their lab session the previous night, the lights across the ceiling and walls began to flicker. 

It started subtly, a sizzling stutter of the current, but the bulbs were soon crackling with a high strung, uneven energy that mirrored her orgasm.

Homelander’s gaze swept the basalt walls, intensifying the frantic friction of his digits against her clit while Noir ate the souls out of her. 

“Yes... cum for us, baby,” Homelander coaxed, his sweltering breath ghosting over the side of her face.

Annie's eyes had begun glowing with golden rings beneath the lids, rolling back in agonizing pleasure. Her mouth, already agape, widened as the euphoria seized her entire body. Her legs convulsed violently in response. 

A strangled, high voltage cry tore from her throat, those golden rings expanding into two blinding pools of radiance behind her eyelids. The soft folds inside her pussy swelled, throbbing hard, struggling to keep pace with the overpowering onslaught of pleasure.

Noir’s mouth remained buried in her cunt. He felt the walls clamping on his tongue, allowing the mildly salty fluid roll on his tongue while playing with the swollen linings.

Only when Annie finally crested the peak of her climax, sending a cluster of overhead lights into a rain of glass in the far corner, did Noir finally take his tongue out of her hole. Yet he refused to retreat entirely. With her cum still on her his tongue, he shifted lower, nuzzling her perineum, letting his tongue find its way to her anus. 

He lathered the fluid over the small hole, his tongue licking the rims of her asshole with a persuasive force. 

And throughout the orgasm, Homelander maintained a crushing stability on her ribs while Annie’s frame had been convulsing in his lap. In fact, her legs were still twitching helplessly every now and then in Noir’s grip. 

As the flickering overhead finally died out and the orgasm passed, Homelander gently brushed his jaw against Annie's. 

Annie's brows twitched almost imperceptively at that. It was a rare gesture of approval from him, radiating an affection she had never witnessed before—not even last night at the lab, especially not there. 

Homelander had appeared far more unsettled last night, seemingly resorting to sex as a desperate mechanism for distraction. 

And in all candor, Annie did pretty much the same. 

It was almost as if they had both been colonized by some invisible, malevolent force dwelling in the sub-six, a darkness that was entirely absent from Homelander tonight. 

Eerily, Noir’s mere presence seemed to have authorized a complete personality shift in him, as if his proximity had allowed the leader of the Seven to finally shed the habitual tension from his frame. 

But it wasn't just that. Noir had told him something earlier in that sketchpad of his. There was definitely a visible shift in Homelander there. Noir had probably made some request, probably told him to be nice, and the leader loved him enough to honor it. 

It was almost impressive if you looked at it from a humane filter. 

The thoughts swirled in Annie's saturated brain, the alcohol and a sharp spike of anxiety coursing through her all of a sudden. 

She feared she would wake to find this version of Homelander vanished from her memory. Worse still, she dreaded that the nuanced dualities of both Black Noir and Homelander would be lost to the morning's inevitable hangover.

She remained limp, allowing her nervous system to process the devastatingly powerful orgasm she’d just endured, her hips still jerking with involuntary tremors as Noir teased her asshole with his tongue.

“Earving,” Homelander murmured suddenly, his voice a low, raspy friction that felt hauntingly sincere against the skin of Annie’s neck. “I want to taste her,” he declared, beginning to shift his weight while maintaining a stable grip on her frame, guiding her down onto the wide rim of the jacuzzi beside him.

Annie surrendered to the manhandling, her gaze darting between the two men as she processed the revelation of Black Noir’s true name. She watched as the silent man finally retreated, offering Homelander a polite, understated nod.

Noir then rose from the oval basin, his powerful form dripping as he stepped carefully out of the water to stand directly behind her.

Annie had already angled her torso, assisted by Noir’s guiding hand on her spine to compensate for the difference in their heights. 

She took his rock hard member, which was a staggering length and girth, and finally brought it to her lips. Her eyes remained locked at his throughout the transition, drawn specifically to the subtle blue glassiness of his partially damaged eye. As harrowing as his facial scars appeared, they had somehow conspired to heighten her arousal to a fever pitch.

Noir’s body jerked ever so slightly when she slid the cock deep into her throat, her head slowly bobbing as she adjusted to the length of his pole. He pressed his heavy palm against her spine to keep her steady, while his other hand traveled to her breast, his dark fingers coiling over her soft, pale skin. 

In the meantime, Homelander had lowered himself into the bubbling water. He caught Noir’s eye for a split second, giving him a simple, knowing nod before shifting his focus to Annie's crotch. 

His hands came up to take her legs, resting them over his shoulders as he buried his face deep into her pussy. The moment his tongue dug into her slippery, cum-slick hole, it drew an instant flinch from her frame. 

One of Homelander's hands locked onto her hip, keeping her in place, while his other hand moved up to her butthole.

Using the dripping cum from her cunt, Homelander lathered the fluid over the small hole. And then slowly, almost tenderly, he prodded his middle finger inside, ensuring it was slippery enough with her cum as he did. And all while, his tongue played expertly against the swollen walls of her pussy, teasing the sensitive muscle inside with an enticing pressure. 

The sensation of both her holes being played by Homelander sent jolt after jolt up Annie’s body as she sucked onto Noir's cock, her palms wrapping around his girth at the base.

Every so often, her hips shuddered from the sheer sensitivity of Homelander’s teasing and tongue-work, her body almost shying away on instinct. Every time she tried to retreat, Homelander’s hand on her hip yanked her back close, almost absentmindedly. Because his attention was entirely occupied with guiding her toward a second orgasm.

By now, he was also fucking her small butthole with the entire length of his middle finger. The canal had adjusted to the passionately coaxing assaults of the finger. It was wet enough with Annie's cum and his own saliva still rolling down her cunt and being shoved into the ass. 

It didn’t take Homelander long to trigger the second wave of heat deep inside her. 

He was literally handling her with a clinical expertise, as if he’d mastered this choreography countless times. Yet, it wasn't a vacant performance. There was that uncharacteristic affection tonight.

Annie, meanwhile, managed both men at the same time with her every hole occupied in one way or another. Her head bobbed with a faster rhythm on Noir's cock, at times pulling it out and licking the full length greedily. 

The final, masterful flick of Homelander’s tongue signaled the beginning of her undoing. 

An involuntary cry caught in Annie’s throat, muffled by Noir’s cock still lodged down her throat. She whimpered helplessly as her frame began to shudder, a rush of euphoria detonating in her crotch before exploding through her veins like a live wire electrocuting her entire frame.

The room plunged into total darkness in a single, silent beat. 

The only remaining sounds were her fractured whines and the steady, rhythmic splash of the water stream in the center of the jacuzzi. Homelander took the blackout as his cue, his finger and his tongue working in perfect, effortless tandem to keep her on the brink.

Behind her, Noir’s hand migrated from her spine to her hair, coiling the blonde locks tightly around his knuckles to steady her while she remained angled to suck his member. 

The orgasm hadn't stopped her from blowing his cock, gagging every so often whenever he reached too deep down her throat. Her saliva dripped from the base of his shaft, forming small beads on his pubes. 

When the orgasm finally reached its peak, Annie's legs locked, her thighs squeezing on both sides of Homelander’s face. A faint, knowing smirk spread at his mouth despite being occupied with her cunt, and Annie felt the vibration of his muffled chuckle echo deep in her sensitive hole as she rode out the climax.

Then the lighting flooded back into the room, flickering in a maddening strobe-like effect and crackling with an unstable energy. 

Five bulbs detonated in rapid succession around the bathroom mirror, sending a second rain of glass shards on the floor. The sharp clatter of the debris masked Annie’s final, strangled cry of total surrender.

Almost immediately, the remaining lights settled into a steady, mundane glow, killing the strobe-like frenzy.

Homelander let his tongue fill with her cum, tasting her, testing her with playful pokes of his tongue on the sensitive and swollen muscles. Finally, he pulled the tongue out and licked a straight line up her clit, nibbling at the sensitive nub. 

Annie flinched and bucked her hips at the sudden contact, but he maintained his firm grip on her.

Meanwhile, Noir’s fingers kept rolling her swollen nipples in turns, as his other hand tightened its grip around her blonde curls. 

He suddenly wrenched her head back with a sharp but calculated tug. His cock slipped out of her mouth with a wet sound, and he abandoned her nipple to start jerking himself off to the climax. His cock, slimy with her saliva throbbed in his grip as he stroked it expertly, faster and needier. 

“Cum on my boobs!” Annie rasped, her voice sounding thin and ragged as the final tremors of the climax ebbed away. She twisted further into Noir’s space, offering herself as he finally reached the edge of his own control.

His cock exploded before her, heavy threads of cum spurting out off the small hole and landing on Annie's bare breasts, tracing down the mounts to her abs. 

Down on her, Homelander finally pulled back from her pussy. He gently shifted her legs from his shoulders to let them rest on the floor of the basin. Then, with his tongue, he traced a line up her stomach, her abs, and finally to her nipple; tasting Noir's cum ravenously on her skin along the way.  

He captured her rock-hard nipple between his teeth, digging the sharp edges into the sensitive skin lightly. Annie flinched instantly, a soft, pleasant moan tearing out of her throat. 

Noir stood where he was for a moment before he jerked the last bit of his semen off the tip and shifted. He ducked over Annie's shoulder, releasing her hair and leaning in. He placed a solid palm on Homelander's bare shoulder. 

Homelander's eyes flicked up from her nipple, his tongue never stopping to roll around the solid nub. He gave a small, uninterrupting nod to Noir, as if he simply knew what Noir wanted to say to him without actually saying anything at all. 

With that silent acknowledgement, Noir gave Annie an oddly gentle pat on the back before turning away from the jacuzzi. 

The glass shards littering the floor crunched harmlessly under his weight, unable to even scratch his superhuman skin. He left the door standing open, a dark rectangle leading into the rest of the suite.

Annie watched him go, still held in place by Homelander, but not feeling trapped so much as suspended in his pleasant nibbling. 

Homelander’s attention didn’t leave her nipples, but there was a shift in it now, less performance, more lingering focus, like he was trying to savor the moment. 

Before she could even find the breath to ask, Homelander pulled back just enough to catch her eye, his voice low and casual. “He'll be back. Do you need a drink?”

Annie’s eyes met his, blinking slowly, her expression soft and tipsy. “We have wine in here.”

“Oh, he’s getting coffee,” Homelander replied without even looking bothered to justify it. “He loves his coffee.” 

His shoulders lifted in a small, easy shrug as if Noir’s beverage preferences were just another of many things he knew about him. A faint smile lingered on his face, patient in a way that almost looked affectionate, almost fatherly. His arms stayed wrapped around her, his lips brushing her swollen nipples, his body half-submerged in the warm water, relaxed in a way that he barely ever exhibited. 

Annie let out an airy chuckle, her glassy eyes glued on him. For a moment, she just watched him basically pampering her in a way. The man was unguarded, calm, and frankly, far more civil than she'd ever witnessed him. 

“You haven’t cum,” She said at last, breaking the silence. “Let me take care of—” She started to shift, already leaning down toward his cock, but Homelander stopped her before the thought could fully form.

It wasn’t harsh. It was almost tender in its certainty. 

“No,” he said softly, a playful purr in his voice, a smirk curving at the corner of his mouth. “I don’t want a blowjob, little one. I want to fuck you.” 

He pulled back a bit and guided her back into the water with a steady hand at her waist, easing her down like she weighed nothing at all.

Annie’s cheeks flushed deeper, a quiet laugh slipping out of her as she settled back into the warm water, the embarrassment dissolving almost immediately into something looser, more willing. 

Homelander shifted with her, his attention never really breaking as he began to gently clean Noir’s cum off her stomach, then her breasts, then her neck, his hands moving with an uncharacteristic patience and attention. 

Every touch carried through the heat of the water, leaving shivers that ran through Annie’s body in slow waves. She drifted closer to him without thinking about it, as if her body had made the decision for her. 

Her arms slid around his neck, and she straddled him fully now, settling against him in the water as her legs wrapped around his hips.

She leaned in until her breath brushed against his ear, her voice dropping into a warmer drone, almost teasing in its softness.

“So why aren’t you fucking me already?”

Chapter 17: The Three-Body Problem | Pt 2

Summary:

⚠️WARNING: Explicit sexual content. Reader discretion is advised.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Homelander let out a soft huff of a chuckle, almost endearing in sound, but still carrying that faint hint of condescension. Mostly because it was part of his baseline personality. 

His hands shifted with care as he eased her legs off his hips, not entirely dropping the contact, just guiding it away like he didn’t want the moment to abruptly end.

He turned her gently, positioning her so her elbows rested on the edge of the jacuzzi, making sure she had something to balance against.

There was none of the urgency from last night, none of that sharp, impatient hunger from the lab. It was controlled, almost thoughtful in a way that felt unsettling coming from him.

Annie, in her slightly drunk clarity, had already started mentally filing it under one of Homelander’s many “moods,” the kind of unpredictable emotional weather system that one should expect with him.  The contrast was so sharp it almost made her laugh, because no one else in the Vought machine would ever believe he was capable of being this thoughtful. 

Her thoughts broke when his fingers moved over her still leaking pussy, not exploratory so much as intentional. She flinched on instinct, then immediately softened into it, turning her head just slightly to look at him with a loose, drunken smile, needy and unguarded.

Homelander didn’t return it fully, not because he didn’t see it, but because his focus had already dipped back down to collecting her cum and spreading it on her small butthole. 

He glanced up again after a moment, meeting her eyes properly this time, and his expression shifted almost imperceptively.

“Relax your body, okay?” he said softly, his voice lower now, almost intimate in a way that didn’t feel staged. There was a gentleness in it that sat awkwardly close to real care, even if it wasn't actively intended. “Just breathe.” 

He dug a finger into the small hole again, slowly fucking her with it. 

Annie’s body responded before her mind could argue, her back arching slightly as the sensation built, her head dropping back with a breathy sound she didn’t bother swallowing down. She was so slick with her own cum, the movements of his hand made clapping wet sounds every time he dug into her ass. 

The tension in her shoulders began to ease in slow increments, her hips squirming ever so slightly with his motions. 

He fucked her with his finger for a few minutes, till he was confirmed that she was slippery enough. Then, he pulled the finger out entirely, moving to take his member in his hand. 

He guided his shaft down to rub against her pussy, allowing her cum to cover his solid cock, her hips already grinding back against him in response. Once he was satisfied with the lubrication, Homelander finally placed his meat between her ass cheeks, the tip of the cock coming to rest against her small anal hole. 

He leaned in close to her ear, his breath hot against her skin, large palms settling on her ass cheeks as he guided her into position while spreading them apart slowly. 

“It’ll be a bit uncomfortable at first,” he murmured softly, voice low and vibrating, not really rushing her. Just giving her the warning he deemed fit. “Relax.”

Annie gave him a small nod, her anticipation swarming under her skin, a nervous excitement fluttering in her stomach. She waited for him to enter her, her body already leaning into the expectation of it.

Then, slowly, Homelander began to push into the small hole while grabbing the cheeks apart, his movement measured and controlled, gradually easing into it. 

Annie’s hips jerked reflexively at the sensation of the thick tip of the cock pushing past the threshold of her entrance, her breath catching in her throat. 

Homelander's hands stayed firm on her, keeping her stable without pressure. He paused briefly, her anus slightly spread around the tip of his cock. Then, with a bit more of a careful push, he shoved the entire tip of the cock inside. 

A sharp whine slipped out of Annie almost immediately, a mix of discomfort and surprise that quickly melted into something softer as she adjusted her hips for his better access, turning her head slightly to look at him again through her heavy lashes. She let out a breathy giggle, cheeky and sultry at the same time. 

Homelander’s mouth curled into a small, playful smirk at that, his hand shifting from her ass to her hip, pinning her closer as he finally pushed the rest of his length into her ass. 

Another sound broke from Annie, louder this time, slipping between a startled cry and a frustrated little moan that didn’t fully know what it wanted to be.

“Shh-hh-hh…” he cooed into her ear, voice dropping into a gentler drone again, erotically soothing as his grip held her close, pumping into her ass in a passionate rhythm now. “It’s okay, you’re okay, baby.” He purred, his hands sliding higher to her boobs.

He pressed her flush against his chest, fingers tightening around her breasts, kneading the soft mounts, pinching the swollen nipples between his fingers with masterful hands. 

Annie's body arched into him as he finally picked up the pace behind her, pounding into her ass, the movement shifting from slow care into a more confident motion.

She let out broken, helpless sobs of pleasure, her hands finding Homelander’s knuckles where they rested on her breasts. She'd never felt sluttier, getting fucked in the ass by Homelander. And she didn’t resist it; she loved every second of it as he continued to whisper into her ear. 

“I wasn’t nice to you last night?” he crooned, his hips jerking forward rhythmically, watching her breath hitching, drawing soft, pleased whines from her as he spoke. “Aw, my sweet girl…”

He inhaled deeply into her hair, like he was memorizing her scent, letting it register properly in his nervous system. “Bet you’ve fucked yourself with my posters staring down at you, huh?” His chuckle came right after, low and genuinely entertained by the thought, like it aroused him more than it should have.

“Let me take care of you properly tonight, darling,” he added, softer now, almost tender in tone, as one of his hands shifted from her boob to her clit. 

He continued to play with her nipple with one hand, while the other flicked her clit vigorously between his fingers down there; and also banging her ass at the same time. 

Annie melted further into it, not resisting the way her body responded. She loved it. She loved every second of it in a way that felt almost disorientingly satisfying. 

And worse, she noticed that he was aware. He was aware of the difference between last night and tonight, and decided to fix it on purpose. As if she mattered enough for that correction.

Even though Annie knew, logically, he didn’t owe her anything. 

It had been a random and messy hook-up, never meant to extend past a single night. And he wasn’t her boyfriend. He'd made that abundantly clear. 

But frankly, none of that mattered in the moment. She was enjoying it too much to care, letting herself sink into the version of him that felt present, attentive. She loved how full she felt when he'd drive the entire cock up her ass as he continued to whisper sweet nothings to her. 

In the meantime, Black Noir had finally returned to the bathroom with a mug of steaming hot coffee, the rich aroma wafting through the humid air. 

He was still fully naked but dried up, his partially damaged face visible and unguarded, as he leaned against the basin counter and watched Homelander fuck her, taking slow sips from his mug as if this was just another chill evening at home.

Homelander had continued speaking low into her ear, his voice soft but steady with that affectionate and possessive warmth he’d settled into, while stimulating her body at multiple points, guiding her into her third orgasm. 

Around the moment her body started to crest into another wave of release, Homelander himself was clearly approaching a climax. His focus tightened as he kept his tempo steady, his movements growing more insistent without ever losing that care.

Soon enough, both of them came in an eerie synchrony, their sounds catching in their throats as the ecstasy clawed at them savagely. 

And as one would expect by now, the overhead lights flickered again, reacting to Starlight's powers. 

Homelander’s fingers stroked her clit long enough to carry her through the peak, his cock buried deep into her ass as he came inside her, the warm liquid filling her up. 

A long beat passed after the intensity began to wane, and only then did he finally allow himself to pull out of her with a wet, oozing squelch.

Annie's body gave a small, reflexive flinch at the shift before she slowly turned her body, letting herself sink back into the water beneath him with a deep sigh. She allowed the warmth to swallow the tension from her body that felt utterly spent. 

Homelander receded, making space for her as his breath came out in a deeper, shuddering exhale. 

The stiffness drained out of his posture gradually, replaced again by that relaxed, almost domestic ease as he leaned back into the edge of the jacuzzi, arms draping loosely along it.

He reached out a lazy hand to help Starlight as she moved closer, guiding her up until she settled beside him against the rim, her head drifting close enough that it nearly rested against his chest. 

He let out a small chuckle, low and unexpectedly soft, before his gaze idly flicked back toward Noir, and his coffee mug. 

“Can I have a sip?” Homelander asked, voice easy and unbothered now, almost friendly in its cadence.

Noir gave him a single nod, pushing off the counter and stepping over to the jacuzzi with an unhurried pace. 

On the way, he even picked up the wine bottle, as if anticipating Annie’s needs before she even voiced them, an almost understated attentiveness in the gesture.

When he finally reached them, he crouched down at the edge of the jacuzzi, offering the mug to Homelander and the bottle to Starlight.

Annie let out a lazy snicker, her head tilting back slightly so she could look up at Noir through damp lashes, her expression soft and openly amused. 

“Thank you,” she said, voice sing-song and warm, clearly enjoying the fact that she was being taken care of without having to ask for it.

Homelander simply gave Noir a fanboy grin, almost juvenile and adorable in its simplicity. Thankfully most of what passed between them didn’t need words, just small acknowledgments that they’d built over twenty years of friendship.

Noir gave them another approving nod, staying unmoving for a moment as Homelander took a sip from the mug and Annie worked the cork free from the wine bottle.

She drank directly from the bottle without much regard for, well, anything. She tipped the bottom up and took a long, unfiltered swig, because subtlety had already left the building hours ago.

“Whoa, whoa,” Homelander said immediately, his hand reaching out to gently angle the bottle down, guiding it away from her lips with a fatherly sternness. “Slow down, tiger. Don’t drink like a savage. You’re going to pass out.”

He took the bottle from her without resistance and passed it back toward Noir, who accepted it and, without comment, reached for a wine glass from the nearby counter; as if continuing the chain of service had always been part of the plan.

Annie pouted slightly, brows knitting together in mild irritation, though it landed more petulant than genuinely upset. 

“Why won’t you people just let me drink my heart out?” she complained, arms folding loosely over her stomach as she huffed, still clearly drunk and smotheringly cute without intending to be. 

Homelander only scoffed in response, rolling his eyes, but it wasn’t sharp or dismissive; more like unsurprised by how much she'd been drinking the entire evening. 

“Look, I get it,” he said casually, his voice relaxed as he stayed half-submerged beside her. “Reality is way more fucked up when you stop looking through that ‘Starlight’ filter.”

He tilted his head slightly toward her, the corner of his mouth lifting to let her know he wasn’t actually annoyed. “That doesn't mean you can just get wasted on a work night.” 

“Right,” Annie shot back immediately with a snort, glassy-eyed and unbothered, a teasing lilt slipping into her tone as she rolled her eyes. “But it does give me a hall pass for a threesome. Clearly.”

Her lips twitched into a playfully daring grin as she slouched further into the warmth of the water. “So… may I ask why I’m getting the special treatment tonight?” she added, tone light but curious. “Why aren’t you two fucking?”

Both men gave a light, almost synchronized shrug, like the question didn’t warrant much emotional weight, as Noir finally handed her the glass with a portion-controlled pour of wine.

“Eh… we fuck all the time,” Homelander said easily, like he was explaining his sleeping routine to her, his face turning to look down at her where she rested against him. “Figured we'd show you the best of the worst here. Since your intro to the team was... eventful.”

Annie smirked at him in response, visibly amused and, despite herself, a little bit affected by the casual intimacy of it. 

She shifted slightly, pulling back a bit to look at Noir now, who was completely comfortable in his own silent bubble, letting Homelander do all the talking. 

“You’re not going to get in?” she asked, her gaze tracing the scarred side of his face with a mix of curiosity and magnetism.

Noir answered the question the only way he usually did; with silence and a simple shake of his head. He took the coffee mug back from Homelander when offered, and rose to his full height. 

Then, he gave an indifferent flick of his chin toward Homelander, as if that was supposed to explain everything without a word. 

Homelander responded with a wide grin, eyes moving between them with a relaxed, satisfied energy. 

“Finish up,” he said to Annie, chin tipping toward her wine glass in a gentle command, already pushing himself up from the water with a slosh. Water dripped off his frame in slow streams as he stepped out of the jacuzzi.

At the same time, Noir downed the rest of his coffee in one slow pull before setting the mug down next to the wine bottle on the stand. He stayed there for a moment, quietly watching Homelander step away.

On his way out of the bathroom, Homelander had grabbed a clean towel from the rack, drying himself off as he disappeared into the penthouse. The water slid off him in slow trails, catching the black light of the room before vanishing into the stone.

Noir stayed where he was, staring his way long after he was gone. 

Then, he gradually shuffled towards the racks, pulling out another clean towel, his movements almost domestic and human. 

Annie had been watching both men move about their own rhythms with mild intrigue, chin slightly cocked, enjoying her drink. There was a strange domesticity to it all, the way these two men carried themselves when alone. 

Both of them seemed almost normal in fragments, like the people who argue over dishes and not the corporate killing machines that they actually were. 

She watched Noir approach the jacuzzi and straightened a little herself as he stretched out a hand toward her, steady and patient, like this was the most natural thing to happen in the world.

“Thank you.” Annie flashed him a wide grin, taking his hand and rising to her feet, which honestly felt like boiled ramen after the three destructive orgasms. 

Her feet landed on the mat with a grounding thud as it soaked up the excess water. Her one hand had held the wine glass steady this whole time. 

Noir handed her the clean towel he’d brought, giving her a flick of his chin and then stepping away; as if his job here was done, and his limited courtesy quota had been fulfilled.

Meanwhile, Annie watched him go while finishing the last of her wine. 

She set the empty glass on the stand and then started drying herself with the towel, rubbing warmth back into her skin. She was still pretty much soaking wet down in her holes, the cum, god knew whose, still tracing her inner thigh. 

Once she drained most of the water from her hair, Annie wrapped the towel around herself and stepped away carefully, avoiding the scattered shards on the floor. 

A faint guilt stirred within her as she eyed the destruction left in the wake of her orgasms. 

These kinds of explosive climaxes with her power surges were something she’d only ever experienced once in a while with Alex, and even then they had always felt like accidental events. 

That had been her entire reference point for anything remotely involving sex. Until last night, of course. And tonight.

She clearly hadn’t expected wrecking lighting havoc in a lab or a bathroom to become part of her romantic résumé. It was a little embarrassing, a little surreal, and a little nihilistic all at once.



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By the time Annie reached the living room beyond the bathroom’s doorway, Homelander had already made himself comfortable on the plush grey couch.

And Noir was stationed at the grand piano in the far corner of the space, its polished surface catching faint reflections of the skyline beyond the glass wall.

He was playing a discordant note, testing it again and again with a patient kind of frustration, likely trying to summon the melody from memory that kept slipping away.

Both men were still pretty much naked, the fact sitting in the space as casually as the furniture.

Meanwhile, Homelander’s eyes had already locked onto Starlight the moment she came into view. He lifted a hand and crooked his fingers twice, a lazy, expectant gesture of beckoning.

“Come.” he said in a casual tone. There was an undercurrent of affection in it, albeit somewhat predatory. 

Annie’s feet obeyed before her thoughts caught up. She crossed the distance to the couch and settled beside Homelander, still finding the whole concept of chilling next to Homelander kind of unsettling; but she did it anyway. 

The couch dipped under her weight and he adjusted instantly to her presence, one arm draping over the backrest while the other slid around her arm in a proprietary grip.

He gave her a firm tug closer, a shark-like grin splitting across his face as his eyes caught hers again, sharp and eerily charming in the same breath.

“Starlight,” he drawled, stretching out her name until it was annoying to the ear, “how are you feeling?”

Annie blinked at him, realizing his mood swings were mood-swinging again. Because that condescending smile was back, and you could see those vampirish canines of his.  

Her shoulders tightened for a brief moment before easing again, not really pulling away from him. “Good,” she said curtly, pairing it with an awkward drunk smile.

“Good?” Homelander repeated, dragging the word out in a mocking little arc. “Just good?”

“Great. I feel great.” she shot back immediately, letting out a soft scoff paired with an eye-roll that tried a bit too hard to look unaffected.

As much as she hated to admit it, it was true. She did, in fact, feel great in that slightly unreal and floaty way. Her body felt tired and refreshed at the same time, if that were even possible. 

And in all candor, if she ignored Homelander’s casual menace, everything else was almost absurdly great. 

She’d drunk plenty, and she’d just had the best three orgasms of her life, possibly more if last night counted as a prelude. And not to mention, the men had technically worshipped her this past hour like some private ritual neither dignity nor logic had been invited to. And she really didn't mind the extra service Noir had provided with the drinks. 

So yes, she did feel great.

Eventually, Annie gave him a small, approving nod to emphasize her statement, failing miserably at hiding the blush that had settled into her cheeks.

Homelander’s grin turned crooked by slow increments, tipping his face with hers to mimic her in a morbidly playful gesture. 

“Yeah?” he droned, nudging her lightly, his tone flirtatious and naughty. “Want to go again?”

Annie’s blush deepened, her gaze refusing to fully meet his as she exhaled through her nose, then rolled her eyes; mostly at how patronizing he generally was than the suggestion itself. 

“Of course I wanna go again,” she said, her shoulders rolling with a nonchalant shrug. 

And with that, she stripped her towel away in one casual motion, the fabric landing with a wet thud somewhere out of sight. 

Homelander’s eyes widened for a fraction of a second, a rare moment of genuine surprise, before his expression settled into a dark amusement. 

He laughed then. Actually laughed, light and unguarded for a second. She'd clearly caught him off guard in a way he didn’t dislike. He leaned in, closing the space between them until his words belonged only to her.

“You’re aware you can never speak of these encounters with anyone. At all. Ever. Right?” he murmured into her ear, his voice equally intimate and intimidating. 

Annie answered with a bored sigh, already shifting forward as she pushed off the couch and stood directly in front of him like his warning had landed somewhere interesting but not definitely alarming. 

Then she turned her head slightly, voice light as she called over her shoulder.

“Noir, get over here. I'm still pretty wet. We can go again as soon as you're both hard.” 

Homelander laughed again, the sound more maniacal but undeniably real. He leaned further back into the couch with lazy confidence, grin stretched wide as his eyes stayed fixed on her, dragging slowly, invasively over her frame.

In the background, Noir’s face dipped down toward his own member as it reacted with a semi boner to her casual invitation. 

He stared at it for a brief second, stupefied and aroused, before lifting his gaze back up to her across the room.

With a silent mechanical nod of agreement, he paused at the piano and rose, crossing the distance toward the couch without ceremony.

By the time Noir closed in to within five feet, Homelander let out one last theatrical breath before pushing himself up from the couch as well, stepping into Starlight’s space with that same predatory energy.

But before he could fully process the movement, Annie’s hand shot out and grabbed Homelander's cock.

The reaction was instantaneous. The shaft twitched and hardened into a semi boner in her grip, mirroring Noir’s earlier response. A surprised chuckle slipped from Homelander’s lips, pleased with the boldness more than anything else.

And when Noir finally came to a stop just behind her, Annie’s other hand reached back and found his cock too, sending a subtle, involuntary tension through his frame.

Annie began stroking both of their shafts in a slow, coaxing rhythm, her movements sultry and confident. 

She gradually lowered herself to the floor between them, careful not to break that rhythm, her gaze flicking up briefly as if to check their reactions before committing fully to the next round.

She reached for Homelander’s cock first, giving him that attention that he was clearly expecting. At first, she brought the thick round head of his cock to her lips, teasing it with needy licks.

Homelander let out an involuntary gasp as Annie wrapped her tongue around the head, licking and sucking at it until he could stand it no longer. He put his hands on the back of her head, grabbing a fistful of her hair, and guided her head down to the root; the rest of the fat smooth shaft digging deep into her warm, wet throat.

Homelander's back arched ever so slightly as Annie kept her lips locked on the base of his cock. All while, she also kept stroking Noir's cock without faltering, guiding the member to its most solid form. 

Noir watched the movements of Starlight's jaw and tongue as she kept Homelander's rod deep in her mouth; his own cock hardening at the sight. 

Annie finally pulled back for air, breath catching in her throat, and Homelander followed a beat later, drawing in a slow inhale of his own as he steadied himself, chest rising with the effort of it. 

Then, Annie started licking at his scrotum. She traced the seam of it in a sensual motion, taking each testicle in her mouth and gently sucking at it. 

Homelander's body twitched in helpless pleasure as his head lolled back, knuckles tightening into her hair. But he was also mindful not to hurt her, given that her hair was still wet. 

Meanwhile, she sucked at the balls some more then went up to the throbbing shaft again. It glistened with her spit now as she started blowing him in earnest, drawing soft, breathless grunts out of him.  

After a while, Annie finally pulled back from Homelander's cock, yanking her hair off his knuckles in a riotous little move, and then turned to Noir. 

Her hand now pumped Homelander's cock as she took Noir's cock her mouth, mirroring the earlier tease on the thick head of his shaft. She soon took in the rest of it deep down her throat, pulling her head halfway before taking it back down. 

Her mouth and hand worked simultaneously and effortlessly, her superhuman biology ensuring she didn't tire. 

It was perhaps the singular grace of the Compound V in supe biology; this near-limitless capacity for fucking.

When Noir’s cock had started throbbing a bit in her mouth due to the sheer speed of pumping, he threaded his fingers into her hair. It wasn't rough, he used just enough pressure to slow her. 

Then, he pulled the pole out of her mouth, saliva dripping from his cock. He stretched out a hand to help her rise.

Annie took his hand and stood, her lips slick with saliva that she clumsily wiped with the back of her hands, her gaze drifting between the two men through her heavy eyelashes.

Noir had already retracted his fingers from her curls by the time she was upright. He silently guided her to turn toward Homelander, bracing her back against his own chest. 

There wasn't so much as a flicker of expression on his scarred face, yet Homelander deciphered the silent cue flawlessly.

He tucked two fingers and placed them on Annie's cunt, sliding the fingers halfway inside the hole, following the trail of her lingering wetness, feeling her thighs squirming almost imperceptively under his touch. 

His eyes never wandered from hers, glowing with a look that was almost reverent, heavy with a rare affection. Then, he pulled out the fingers and stroked past her perineum to reach her butthole again. He fingered that hole also for a minute. 

When he was satisfied that she really was wet enough to take them back in, his hand finally moved from her genitals altogether. 

With a graceful motion, Homelander crouched slightly and lifted Annie, his grip secure and steady beneath the back of her thighs. 

Annie reached forward to find his cock down there, bringing it up to rest onto the entrance of her vagina. She guided the thick tip of the cock into the hole, her movements greedy and driven by lust, adjusting her weight in his firm hold until she was perfectly level with him.

Homelander then smoothly and slowly buried the rest of his shaft inside her cunt, careful not to hurt her. He only paused when the base of the cock was brushing her mound, ensuring her legs are well spread in the process. 

It was Noir's cue. He shifted behind Annie, his one large palm cupping Annie's ass cheek, stretching it apart. His other hand took his own pole in its grip, slimy with her saliva. 

He guided the solid meat to the entrance of her small butthole. Gently, he poked at the opening first, slow and salacious, digging a little deeper every time he poked again. 

Annie squirmed with Homelander's cock lodged deep inside her while Noir made the efforts to fuck her other hole. 

Eventually, the thick head of Noir's cock finally pushed past the tight rim of her anus, her body arching to the subtle discomfort but unable to move in both of their solid grips. She found even the inability to move so hot, it made her pussy throb with arousal. 

Noir finally, carefully pushed the rest of his shaft into her ass, digging in and brushing against Homelander's cock through the thin layer between her canals. 

In response, Annie adjusted her hips a bit, arching her back so both her holes were easily accessible to both men. 

Then, Homelander and Noir began fucking both of her holes in a synchronized, rhythmic cadence. It started gradually, coaxing deep, shuddering moans and fractured gasps from the back of Annie’s throat.

She felt so filled up and expanded with both cocks digging deep into her, and it felt so fucking incredible that she no longer possessed the shame to deny it. The sensation was an intoxicating blend of sinful and profoundly passionate.

Soon enough, once she had fully eased into the rhythm, to their lengths and girths; the men began a rough pounding into her. The motion was parallel and ceaseless, possessing a certain merciless intensity that was tempered by a tenderness.

Annie’s cries of pleasure caught in her throat, her breath hitching into a silent scream, overwhelmed by the sensation of getting banged like a punching bag. 

Her mouth fell open and stayed that way, gasping shallowly every time they slammed hard on her insides. Her head swayed helplessly from side to side, her boobs and shoulders jerking with each double-thrust. 

The speed and the pleasure of it was maddening for Annie. 

She'd never been fucked like this before, to the point of being utterly used up and consumed, and still yearning for more. She could no longer make a sound, weakly whimpering with the penetrations, allowing her short-circuiting brain and body to enjoy themselves. 

They fucked her relentlessly for long, indulgent minutes, pumping into her holes while she weakly begged for more in incoherent murmurs. Her vision swam in the heat of the moment, but a dazed, satisfied grin never quite left her face. Her mouth remained perpetually parted in pleasure while she let herself get filled up by Homelander and Black Noir. 

Eventually, the men begin to near their climaxes, their paces increasing by degrees as they banged her like a toy, ravishing her in total abandon and worship. 

Annie was so deliciously wet, soppy, and sweaty, she was almost convinced that she could fill the whole jacuzzi with all that bodily fluids. And the men hadn't even cum yet. 

Noir was the first to reach his breaking point, driving his cock deep into her ass in a final and brutal thrust, eliciting a pained, sultry sob out of her. 

His shaft throbbed inside her, spewing out a gush of cum inside. His hands stayed firm on her ass cheeks, grabbing her tight while Homelander still fucked her cunt, the meat brushing against his own cock over and over through the lining in-between. 

Eventually, Homelander, too, reached his peak, his hips jerking forward even faster than they were. And even though his final thrust was ferocious, there was still a kind of mindfulness to not injure her in the process, to ensure she was still enjoying herself. 

His grips on the back of her thighs tightened as he came inside her pussy, both men now filling her up with their semen. His head fell forward into the crook of Annie's neck, breath uneven and restless as his cock pulsated inside her, releasing a warm rush of his cum. 

They stayed locked in that moment, all shoved up inside her, and everyone panting heavily. 

Annie's head rested back on Noir's shoulder, her breaths coming in shallow and weak and satisfied through her mouth. She was thoroughly, utterly spent. 

When the post-fuck inertia finally ebbed, Homelander lifted his face from her neck, pulling back just enough to look at her first, then past her shoulder at Noir, his chest still heaving with the aftermath of it.

One of his hands slipped from beneath Annie’s thighs, trusting Noir to keep her steady from behind. Then that same hand moved with sudden intent over her shoulder, catching Noir by the jaw and drawing him in.

Their lips met in a heated clash, urgent and unrestrained, locking together until their tongues were exploring each other's mouths.

Annie let out a soft, breathy chuckle at the sight of it, clearly pleased, her head still resting against Noir’s bare chest as the men kissed over her shoulder.

When the kiss finally broke, Homelander pulled back slowly, his hand slipping from Noir’s jaw as his focus drifted down to Starlight’s spent frame still sandwiched between them. 

He took her chin with his fingers, his thumb brushing lightly over her lips before leaning in to press a gentle kiss there.

Surprisingly, there was no tongue this time, carrying a restrained kind of romantic affection he did not hand out freely, but not unwilling to offer in small, telling doses.

He pulled back to take in her face, studying the hint of exhaustion and satisfaction there.

“Would you like to get some rest?” His tone slipped out almost conversational, but there was an unfamiliar sincerity in it. “I think you've had enough for tonight. We've got a meeting in the morning.”

Annie, still catching her breath, shifted weakly between them, their cocks still buried deep inside her, her body heavy with exhaustion and heat. She gave him a small nod, a loose, satisfied smile clinging to her lips, drunk and unbothered.

Homelander let out a quiet chuckle, flicking a brief knowing glance at Noir before returning his attention to her. 

“You know—you really have Stan’s birthday to thank for this,” he said, a teasing smirk pulling at his mouth. “The brass usually clears the board for us on his big day. Any other week, a Monday night fuckfest would’ve definitely flagged someone’s department.”

Annie chuckled weakly, physically destroyed and devastated and completely satisfied with it. Her head finally moved from Noir's chest as she shifted between them. 

“Put me down, you guys.” She drawled playfully. “I gotta pee.” 

Noir moved first after that, slowly pulling out of her with a wet splosh, releasing his grip on her ass. He gave her a little pet-like pat along her spine before stepping away to give her space.

With Noir stepping back, Homelander adjusted his grip on her, also pulling out, before lowering her smoothly to the floor with a care that he never showed anyone.

The second her feet touched down, Annie’s legs gave away, turning jelly and unreliable. She tipped forward slightly, but both men caught her instantly, each grabbing an arm to steady her before she could stumble.

After a second, sensation crept back in her legs, enough for her to hold herself upright again, and she let out a soft, airy giggle, more amused than embarrassed.

“Pretty sure tomorrow-me would absolutely hate me for this,” she murmured, half-laughing as she started toward the bathroom, her steps uneven with a subtle post-fuck limp. “But that's a tomorrow-problem, right?” She called over her shoulder on her way. 

“Do you need help?” Homelander called after her, completely ignoring whatever she was rambling about, his voice following her out with that same watchful lilt.

“Nope. I'm okay.” She tossed them a loose thumbs-up over her shoulder as she went, her voice light, before slipping into the bathroom and shutting the door behind her.

Both men tracked her exit for a quiet beat, their attention lingering on the closed door longer than intended, something almost curious settling in the silence she left behind. 

Then they exchanged a brief, wordless glance before Noir turned away, already moving to grab tissues for the both of them, practical as ever.

Homelander watched him for a second, taking in the familiar routine, the efficiency of it, before his gaze drifted back to the bathroom door again.

“Starlight—” he called out, pitching his voice into something easy, almost offhand. “You can crash in the bed. Get a few hours in before work.” 

The offer came out smoother than he expected, softer too, like it had slipped past whatever filter he usually kept locked in place.

He stepped over to Noir then, taking the tissues from his hand. “Thanks, man,” he muttered, a small, genuine smile pulling at his mouth.

But even as he said it, his eyes kept flicking back to the bathroom door, again and again, like he was waiting for something.





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Later that night, Homelander had found himself sprawled at the lone chair facing the tall glass wall of Noir’s penthouse. 

He sat slouched deep into it, man-spreading, one elbow hooked over the armrest while his chin rested against his knuckles. His gaze stayed fixed on the flickering city below, the skyline blinking in and out like a dying pulse, while his thoughts dragged on far longer than he cared to notice.

A few feet away, Noir let a slow melodic note spill from the piano, the sound soft and steady, filling the space without asking permission. His masked face stayed angled toward the keys, completely absorbed in his own little bubble.

Both men had cleaned up and slipped back into their suits. 

Homelander had bothered with everything except the cape, which hung lazily over the back of his chair. The blue sat clean against him, the gold at his waist catching the dim light in dull flashes.

It wasn’t until the note faded into silence that Homelander registered the shift. He blinked once at the skyline, like waking up mid-thought, then turned his head toward Noir.

He straightened slightly, a slow exhale leaving him. 

“You know, Noir,” he began, voice casual, “tonight was actually the first time I felt a little… better since Madelyn.” A small smile crept in, genuine in a way that only Black Noir was allowed to see. “Thanks, man. I had a good time. It was… refreshing.”

Noir, who had already stilled at the keys, turned his masked face to look at him, and gave a single nod.

Homelander let out a sudden bark of laughter, sharp and unexpected, like the thought had suddenly ambushed him. He sat up straighter, eyes narrowing as confusion crept back in to reclaim its territory.

“Actually,” he said, “I still think you overestimate her.” He gave a small nod to underline it, like he needed to hear himself say it out loud. “I seriously don’t get it. You, Maeve, even Stan fucking Edgar—what is it with you people and Starlight?” His lips twisted, half amused, half irritated. “Why do you guys like her so much?”

He tossed a glance over his shoulder toward the bed in the background where Annie lay completely unclothed under the silk sheets, already fast asleep. Her breathing was slow, uneven, and every so often a faint snore slipped out of her like she had no idea she was even doing it. 

Homelander turned back to Noir, still waiting for his response. 

Noir had already reached for his phone from the top of the piano when he couldn’t locate his sketchbook.

A few seconds passed as he typed.

Then the phone chimed under Homelander.

Homelander let out a reluctant sigh, rolling his eyes at the mild inconvenience. He shifted slightly in his seat, fishing the phone out from under himself with lazy annoyance. Unlocking it, he opened the message from just a few feet away like this was a completely normal way to communicate.

“Why do YOU like her?” the text read.

His expression tightened immediately, a grimace pulling at his mouth as he glanced up at Noir. 

“I don’t like her, man. Shut up about it already.” he muttered, exhaling through his nose with an arrogant little shake of his head, like the idea itself was offensive and also sort of inconvenient.

Noir stayed motionless for a second longer, silent and unreadable, before turning slightly back toward the piano as if the conversation had simply reached its natural end. His fingers hovered over the keys again; but before he could resume, Homelander spoke again.

“Okay,” he said, leaning back slightly, “as the leader of the Seven, I think she’s delusional. That whole ‘goodness will win’ crap she’s got going on.” He paused, then pointed a finger toward Noir. “But—” his voice shifted, sharper with emphasis now, “I do know she’s competent. And she can be taught.”

Noir's response wasn't immediate. He simply sat there for a moment, still as a statue. 

Then, slowly, he gave a nod of his approval to Homelander, agreeable to the verdict. 

“But her powers are shit, right?” Homelander added again, a persuasively curious frown creasing on his face. “I mean—what can she even actually do besides a little light show?” He gave a loose shrug, a chuckle following. 

Noir remained still again. Every time the man was spoken to, it was like a robot processing a command and responding a few seconds late. 

But this time, a nod didn't come. Instead, he moved to typing again on his phone, quick and easy before he hit send. 

A second later, Homelander’s phone chimed in his hands. His eyes flicked down from Noir’s face to the screen, expression tightening slightly as he read.

“Emotional intelligence is her strongest suit. You don't find it credible?”

Homelander's jaw ticked at the text, a nerve bulging on his temple. His teeth gritted ever so slightly, almost jealous, and visibly uncomfortable. 

Noir was right, annoyingly so. Ever since that girl joined the Seven, things have gone haywire, almost as if she'd brought bad luck with herself. But she kept steering through it, surprisingly thriving without going fully corrupt. 

Until tonight. Maybe. Homelander thought.  

He looked back up at Noir, expression flattening again as he pushed the thought away. “Okay, well—you’re all welcome to bask in her emotional intelligence… until she gets herself killed.” he said with a scoff, the words carrying a dismissive laugh at the end.

Noir remained unmoving, as usual, unreadable as ever; then turned back toward the piano without further comments. His fingers found the keys again, easing back into it.

Soon enough, the melodic notes filled the space once more, calm and uninterrupted. Homelander’s arrogance was politely ignored.

Mission accomplished, in Noir’s language.

Homelander, meanwhile, had been watching Noir with mild curiosity. The moment the music resumed, he knew the conversation had ended without anyone needing to announce it. 

He didn’t take offense, though. Noir never really ended things in a way that felt like rejection anyway, it was more like a door closing gently instead of slamming. And strangely enough, he was completely comfortable with it.

His attention drifted back to the skyline beyond the glass wall, the city stretching out in fractured light below them. A soft sigh left him, his posture sinking a fraction deeper into the chair as his thoughts wandered again, unfocused and unguarded.

Homelander knew he wasn’t always “nice” in the conventional sense. He knew he wasn't like other people around him. He knew he had a tendency to hurt people in ways that one wouldn't usually imagine. But it always brought a sadistic kind of comfort to him to do it. It was cathartic for him. 

Still, it would be unfair to say he didn't wonder at times if he were different in some alternate reality.

Some guy who wasn’t such a total hedonist. Maybe a version of him with some bottom-tier freakish kink; like a breastmilk obsession or something. Or maybe, in some freak reality, he was actually a good guy. Someone with an entirely different name. Something ridiculous and on-the-nose like… Superman. Or maybe he wasn't even born of this earth, but dropped from the stars like a true god instead of being cooked in a Vought lab.

Homelander blinked hard, snapping himself out of it. He shook his head, physically discarding that useless and random-ass train of thought before it could go any further. 

He straightened up, the chair creaking under the shift in weight, and stood. He snatched his cape off the backrest and began pinning it back into place, his mind already shifting gears as he started his usual, authoritative stride across the room.

He stopped briefly in front of the mirror, checking the alignment of the cape, then his eyes dropped to the floor where Noir’s sketchbook lay on a plush grey mat.

Across the room, Noir was still at the piano, absolutely comfortable in his own company.

Homelander glanced back at him once, then turned away without comment. He lowered himself slightly, picking up the sketchbook from the floor and flipping it open without a sound. 

His enhanced vision scanned the pages quickly for a moment, until he landed on the note Noir had written him earlier tonight, the one that had somehow stayed in his head longer than he expected it to. 

He cast one last glance back at Noir, ensuring he wasn't watching, then he tore the page cleanly along the perforation. The rip was thankfully swallowed by the music. He folded it into a small square, small enough to disappear into the palm of his glove, and let the rest of the sketchbook fall back onto the mat with casual dismissal.

His hands moved back to his cape, adjusting it with practiced satisfaction.

When he was done, he checked his reflection in the mirror one final time, then turned and began walking toward the doorway with an easy stride.

“I’m heading up,” he called over his shoulder as he went, voice light, almost conversational again. “Fly her back in the jet, will you?” 

It wasn’t really a question, more like an order. 

The spare keycard chimed as he swiped it at the exit, and the door shut behind him with a final click, echoing faintly in his wake.

They had a strategy meeting in three hours, anyway. Not at the Tower.

At the orbit.

Back in the penthouse, Noir let the soft notes continue to fall from the piano, unbothered, unhurried, like nothing in the world had shifted at all after tonight. 

The sound filled the room in quiet loops of calm indifference while Annie slept in the background like she had simply paused her miserable life and decided to resume it later.

Notes:

​I’m taking another short break to recharge before finishing the final arc of the story. Until then, let’s prepare to say goodbye to the show that brought us together in the first place. Thank you for everything. I love you! ❤️

 

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ADDITIONAL NOTE:

​I need to be very clear about something that has recently challenged me as a writer. This is in the light of the recent pile of anonymous asks I've received for my thoughts against everything I've ever written so far.

​Between the labor of balancing personal life, writing, illustrations, and the ongoing "Asexual Homelander" discourse on social media, my mental bandwidth is at its limit. To be honest, I’ve felt a sense of character vertigo lately, not because of the ace claims themselves (I don't really care), but because the show’s late-stage shift in direction that makes it difficult to find a foothold for a Starlander story in the current canon. And I suddenly feel like I don't understand the show's Homelander (and many other characters) anymore. Not enough to write him in or around the events of S4 and 5.

​It has been incredibly difficult to maintain focus especially on these smut chapters while the fandom is in a state of debate about ace vs demi Homelander or a top vs bottom Homelander, and whatnot. And as much as I love headcanons, I am simply not up for any discussions regarding Homelander’s sexuality or how he "should" behave in a smut chapter. He will behave how I want him to behave in my story. Deal with it.

​Feel free to disengage if you don't like what you read. I'm no longer entertaining entitlement.

Chapter 18: Babylon

Summary:

Welcome to the 67th Annual Herogasm! The final arc of the story begins.

⚠️WARNING: Long chapter ahead. Mildly sexual and disturbing content, if you could call it mild, that is.

Notes:

Hello folks :)

I know I vanished off the face of the earth without notice. I’ve been dealing with some serious health complications and I’ll be going in for surgery soon. Things got mentally ugly for a while, and I spiraled into a very dark headspace and genuinely thought I was done for. So yeah, I ended up deleting my socials in a spectacularly rational move. But I’m still very much here, and I’ll keep writing as long as I can.

Now, about The Glorious Entropy. I originally had a different climax planned, but after watching 7 episodes of the final season and developing a passionate contempt for most parts, I've decided to change the climax of my story (as you can see I've made changes to the synopsis and tags). Because fuck canon Soldier Boy! That man has more mood swings than a teenage girl on her period.

So yeah…

Enjoy your read! :)

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The TV mounted across from Annie’s seat played the live press conference Vought was holding beneath Seven Tower at this very moment. 

As expected, Homelander stood behind the podium himself in full red-white-and-blue authority mode, Stan Edgar stationed beside him like the devil’s accountant, while Ashley Barrett and the rest of the executive suite lingered nearby with carefully arranged concern painted across their faces.

Homelander looked visibly tense on camera. His shoulders sat rigid, jaw tight, and expression stripped of its usual theatrical warmth as he scanned the sea of reporters packed before the stage. 

Camera flashes burst across his face every other second, washing him in cold white light while the Vought logo glowed overhead like a corporate moon.

“Thank you all for coming,” he began finally. “But I’ll only be making a statement today. I’m afraid I won’t be able to take questions.”

His voice carried a calm urgency, polished to a sheen with twenty years worth of rehearsals in front of a mirror in his penthouse. He released a breath afterward, sounding almost worn down by the burden of defending humanity for the seventeenth time this fiscal quarter. His eyes swept across the crowd again while one gloved hand rose in a measured gesture.

“The situation is dire, and time is short. I hope you’ll understand.”

From the television screen, Annie’s attention drifted sideways toward Queen Maeve sprawled across the seat parallel to hers, beside the oval jet window. 

Maeve had one boot lazily hooked against the edge of the couch while she worked through what had to be her fourth drink since takeoff. The level of concentration she had on the drink looked like she was trying to outrun her possibilities of liver failure before they landed. She looked profoundly uninterested in the news, by the way.

Annie’s own gaze wandered briefly toward the window beside her afterward. 

Endless cloud cover stretched beneath the jet in soft white layers while afternoon sunlight spilled gold across the wing outside. Somewhere far below all that atmosphere and bullshit, normal people were probably still going to work, paying taxes, getting cheated on, dying in traffic accidents.

Then Homelander’s voice dragged her attention back toward the screen, breaking her away from her random chain of thoughts. 

“The Battle of the Marith’rai is now confirmed as having entered our solar system,” he continued grimly. “These images, captured by the James Webb Space Telescope only this morning, clearly reveal the war station passing the orbit of Saturn.”

The massive screen behind him shifted to blurry deep-space imagery filled with streaks of light and vaguely threatening geometric shapes that looked suspiciously AI-generated. 

“Some of you will remember that we have faced the Marith’rai before,” Homelander continued smoothly, “most notably during the Chaocrisis of Ninety-Eight and the more recent covert intrusion. It would seem that in the intervening years, their technology has only grown more invulnerable. Their ruthlessness, more absolute.”

The muscle in his jaw pulsed visibly now. One hand settled against his hip while the other moved alongside his words in restrained, dramatic gestures. 

It was fascinating watching him perform concern while Annie knew for a fact the man had spent most of yesterday afternoon arguing with Maeve, Translucent, and A-Train over whether his private suite at Herogasm should have indoor waterfalls or outdoor waterfalls.

Honestly, she respected the commitment to the bit.

“But all is not yet lost,” Homelander promised on TV, one gloved finger pointed toward the crowd with practiced conviction. “Even at this darkest hour, the heroes of Earth have gathered together to battle for our planet’s salvation. All of our teams and duos, our lone wolves and solo players, even those we might otherwise call villains, have put aside their differences to unite in defense of our last best hope to fight back for the endgame.”

He paused for dramatic effect then, acting in full swing with his jaw tightening again before he continued with a lower, more sentimental tone this time; tears threatening to spill out. 

“We’re going into space now. We may be some time. Please know that no matter what happens, we’re going to do what we always have before—”

Annie rolled her eyes almost automatically.

The speech dissolved into background noise as she turned away from the television again, one knee folding beneath her against the leather seat while she looked over at Maeve with growing disbelief. 

“Am I high,” Annie asked slowly, “or are we objectively not capable of fighting whatever the hell the Battle of Mira—Marithra—”

“Marith’rai,” Maeve corrected flatly without even lifting her head.

“Right. Them.” Annie gestured lazily toward the television. “Since when do we—you and I—not fight aliens with the others?”

Maeve let out a long sigh through her nose before taking another sip. 

“Boy, it’s honestly incredible for Vought you still can’t smell Marketing all over these scripts.” Her mouth twisted with tired amusement as she swirled the liquor around her glass. “You could bottle all that innocence and sell it at Christian bookstores next to anti-masturbation pamphlets.”

Annie frowned harder, genuinely confused now.

“So it’s fake? All of it?” She pointed toward the television where Homelander was still passionately preparing humanity for imaginary intergalactic warfare. “Then where’s Homelander going? Where are all the other teams going?”

For exactly two seconds, Maeve just stared at her. Then she barked out a laugh so abrupt she nearly spilled her drink onto herself.

“Jesus fucking Christ, Starlight.” She leaned back deeper into the seat then, rubbing her temple like Annie had personally worsened an existing migraine. 

“They’re going where we’re going,” Maeve said finally. “All of them. Every team. Every washed-up B-list asshole with a Vought Plus reality show and unresolved mommy issues.” She took another sip. “It’s the Sixty-Seventh Annual Herogasm. The biggest superhero orgy in the world.”

The sentence dropped in the cabin like a piano falling out a hospital window. Annie stared at her for another beat, visibly waiting for the punchline that never came. 

Meanwhile Maeve gave a dismissive scoff, though it sounded directed more at the concept itself than Annie’s reaction. Twenty years in the superhero industry and even she still looked faintly embarrassed by the logistics of it.

Then Maeve finally turned properly toward Annie, only to find the younger woman still staring at her with visible concern.

“What?” Maeve demanded with a shrug. “Please don’t say I took the Lord’s name in vain or some Midwestern church camp bullshit, because I’m about to—”

“No. No…” Annie broke in, shaking her head as if she could physically remove the thought from her brain. She blinked a couple of times, slow and unfocused, trying to process the information. 

“I was just… I guess I was just—” She trailed off, exhaling through her nose. She gave a small, defeated shrug. “Well, that’s lowkey pathetic. Making up some bullshit space battle just to go on an orgy.”

The words hung there for a second before she let out a sharp, incredulous laugh. It came out louder than she intended, a little cracked. Annie shook her head again, still smiling at the absurdity of it. 

It wasn’t like she was completely unaware they were heading toward some branded “getaway” called Herogasm, where everyone allegedly “let loose” in the vague, corporate-approved sense of the phrase. The Moronic Trio had been obnoxiously excited about it for weeks, treating the word “crossover” like it was some kind of legendary comic-book event. 

Even Homelander had looked unreasonably proud of sponsoring this year’s bars, as if alcohol distribution was a humanitarian achievement on par with disaster relief. 

Annie just hadn’t realized the full scope of it was an orgy. Meanwhile the Seven were publicly preparing to “defend Earth” before flying off to Mozambique for the annual superhuman fuckfest.

Human civilization had clearly survived too long.

Maeve scoffed immediately, but it softened into something closer to amusement as she watched Annie spiral through disbelief into reluctant acceptance. 

“Fair warning: you’re not going to love this.” Maeve said at last, tilting her glass slightly in Annie’s direction, visibly entertained. 





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The private charter touched down on the island airstrip with a violent screech of tires against concrete, the sound echoing off the humid air. Inside the cabin, champagne glasses rattled in their holders, clinking softly with each final jolt of landing. 

A moment later, the lone cabin attendant unlatched the hatch and shoved the door open.

Warm air flooded the cabin instantly. Not just warm, but wet in a way that felt original to the tropical weather. It carried an aggressively alive scent with it. 

Saltwater clung to it first, then damp soil and crushed foliage, followed by flowers Annie could not identify even if someone labeled them in neon signage. Beneath it all lingered a faint smoky trace, like grilling seafood somewhere deep in the jungle.

Maeve unbuckled first, her lack of enthusiasm similar to a hostage being transferred to facilities.

“Welcome to Babylon,” she quipped, her smirk wide and playfully cruel. 

Annie chuckled as she followed her down the narrow steps onto the tarmac. The sunlight hit her immediately, flat and unapologetic, forcing her to squint at the light. She fumbled for her sunglasses in the pocket of her jacket, patting around for a second before pulling them free.

The moment they settled onto the bridge of her nose, she shrugged the jacket off entirely. It stopped being useful the moment the heat made contact anyway. She draped it over one forearm and paused, taking in the surroundings.

The airstrip looked like a gray scar carved into an endless expanse of green wilderness. Dense tropical forest pressed in from every direction, loud with insect chatter and rustling life of critters. 

There was no real airport building to speak of, just a long shaded structure made of pale timber and woven roofing, with ceiling fans turning slowly overhead.

Waiting nearby were three open-top 4x4 vehicles with resort staff already positioned beside them, a small welcoming party arranged for the ladies of the Seven.

All of them were naked.

Annie stopped halfway down the steps the moment she caught their sight. “Oh.”

“Yeah,” Maeve said without even blinking. She let out a small amused exhale at Annie’s reaction while casually pulling her sunglasses from where they had been hooked at the neck of her T-shirt. 

She slid them on and started walking toward the waiting staff. On her way past, she flicked her chin once toward Annie, a silent instruction to follow.

There were six staff members in total, four men and two women. Every single one of them stood there smiling with a rehearsed politeness. As if this were the most standard hospitality protocol in the world and not something that had been approved by an HR department held hostage in a sauna at laser point. 

The bouquets they carried were overflowing with tropical flowers in violent, saturated shades of orange, pink, yellow, and red.

Annie’s gaze drifted to Maeve as she finally matched her pace again, heels crunching lightly against the ground. 

Maeve, in turn, barely acknowledged the staff at first. Her attention lingered on the flowers, then slid sideways toward one particularly cheerful older man whose entire anatomy appeared to be enjoying the coastal breeze.

“Fuck…” Maeve sighed, mumbling under her breath. “I forgot about the naked greeters.”

“You forgot?!” Annie repeated, her tone sharpening halfway between disbelief and moral injury. She had expected excess, yes. She had expected discomfort. But she had not prepared for what could generously be described as nude hospitality retirees.

“I tried to,” Maeve muttered under her breath, a faint smirk tugging at the corner of her mouth as if even she couldn’t fully believe her own sentence.

One of the women stepped forward first, posture perfect. She wore nothing except sandals and a thin beaded bracelet circling one ankle, which somehow made the whole situation feel even more awkward.

“Welcome to Eden Grove Resort, Queen Maeve. Starlight. We hope your journey was pleasant.”

Her British accent dropped like an additional layer of surrealism stapled onto the moment. It made everything feel mildly worse. 

Maeve and Annie exchanged a brief, loaded glance that said everything and nothing at the same time.

The bouquets were handed over. Maeve accepted hers with the fakest smile in the history of smiles, and Annie took hers with considerably more hesitation, fingers tightening around the stems.

Then the naked woman stepped back toward one of the vehicles, reached inside and produced a single long-stemmed red rose. She returned and extended it toward Annie with a small, professional tilt of her head.

“This one was specifically requested for Starlight.”

Annie blinked at the rose, caught off guard for a second. “…Requested?” she repeated slowly.

“Yes,” the woman said. “By Black Noir.”

Maeve made an immediate sound somewhere between a cough and a small, knowingly unkind laugh. She didn’t bother following it up with words. The laugh itself did enough damage to Annie’s reputation. 

Annie, meanwhile, was still staring at the rose. Eventually, she accepted it with a restrained “thank you,” the politeness slightly delayed. She also made a very intentional decision to ignore Maeve entirely.

Because the last thing she needed right now was Queen Maeve piecing together the fact that Starlight had been sleeping with both Homelander and Black Noir lately. Not even vaguely discreetly, and together, in the same rotating orbit of bad decisions and worse timing.

None of that, however, canceled out the fact that the gesture itself was unexpectedly sweet. A single red rose, absurdly personal in a place that felt aggressively impersonal in every other direction.

Meanwhile, the naked woman remained professionally pleasant, while the two entirely unclothed men behind her adjusted the luggage carts. 

The full contrast finally hit Annie all at once, her brain finally done buffering. The tropical flowers, the blazing sunshine, the humid jungle, the very naked staff and the apparent romantic assassin rose delivery service. All while the entire world currently believed the Seven were fighting aliens in space.

Annie pressed the bouquet slightly closer to her face, partly to hide her expression, partly because laughing out loud in their faces would be rude.

“Oh my God,” she muttered. “This is more insane than I thought.”

Maeve was already walking toward the nearest vehicle, not bothering to look back. “You haven’t even seen the mandatory cocaine fountains yet,” she said casually.

Annie let out a sharp, disbelieving laugh at the ‘mandatory cocaine fountain’, because it sounded so ridiculous it almost looped back around into credibility in this environment. Surely, the world of the supers was bizarre in ways a regular society wouldn’t imagine in their wildest dreams. 

Still chuckling under her breath, she followed Maeve toward the open-top vehicle and climbed in after her. 

The seats were already warm from the sun. The staff motioned them in efficiently, having also warned the ladies for a bumpy ride ahead.

The drive through the island turned out exactly as advertised by the human brochure, aka A-Train, equal parts scenic and bumpy. The earlier warning about a “bumpy ride” also revealed itself to be an understatement that should legally require additional disclaimers in at least four different languages.

The vehicle lurched forward along a coral-crunched road that sounded like broken glass being slowly ground into powder under the tires. Each impact sent the vehicle bouncing through narrow forest paths carved into thick jungle, the suspension protesting with every dip and rise. 

At one point the wheels dropped hard enough that Annie instinctively grabbed the side rail, narrowly avoiding an unplanned collision with the window frame. “Oh, Jesus—”

Maeve barely reacted beside her, one hand hooking lazily onto the overhead handle like she had done this exact survival ritual a dozen times before and lost emotional investment around trip #3. Her posture didn’t change, her expression barely registered the movement of the vehicle at all.

“You get used to it,” she said, voice completely indifferent to physics.

Annie shot her a look through the bouncing chaos. “That is not comforting.”

Maeve didn’t even glance back. “Didn’t mean it to be.”

“How many times have you been here?” Annie asked, her words slightly interrupted by the rhythm of the road as the vehicle jolted again.

“Too many,” Maeve replied, eyes fixed on the blur of green rushing past the open sides. Palm trees streaked together in uneven lines, occasionally breaking to reveal flashes of ocean blue in the distance. “I had to personally approve the venue and oversee logistics this year—after last time.”

Annie frowned, gripping the seat as another dip rattled through the vehicle. “What happened last time?”

Maeve reached into a cooler beside her and took a slow, unbothered sip from a bottle of water she had definitely not packed herself. Her gaze stayed on the jungle as she spoke.

“Termites.”

The frown deepened on Annie's face, adjusting her seat as the vehicle jerked again. “That doesn’t sound that bad.”

Maeve finally looked at her then, long enough to deliver the full weight of her disappointment in Starlight's understanding of structural engineering. “They ate through an entire orgy deck.”

Annie choked on a laugh she did not see coming, her face twisting immediately as she tried and failed to contain it. The ridiculousness of it hit her in a delayed wave.

Maeve watched her reaction for a moment, then allowed the faintest smirk to appear, small and rare, like it didn’t get used often enough to fully function anymore. There was affection in it, but guarded.

Outside, the island kept unfolding in fractured glimpses through the trees. Bright ocean light flickered between dense jungle canopy, revealing strips of deep blue water that looked almost artificial in their saturation. 

Narrow beaches appeared briefly, untouched except for scattered private cabanas half-hidden beneath palms.

Farther out, small fishing boats drifted near the reef line, slow and indifferent to whatever kind of excess was happening inland.

Annie shifted closer to the open window despite the heat slapping against her face, hair whipping slightly as the wind rushed in. For a moment, she just watched, eyes tracking the coastline like she was trying to memorize something she would not be able to explain later.

It didn’t feel real. Annie had never left the country before. Never seen water that blue. Never seen trees this massive either, their branches twisting overhead and arching across the road like cathedral ceilings built out of vines and roots.

Bright birds darted through the canopy in sudden flashes of color, vanishing just as quickly as they appeared. Somewhere beyond the dense wall of jungle, waves crashed against the shore with a steady rhythm she could feel more than hear, like the island was alive.

Then the vehicle rounded one final curve, and the resort appeared.

Annie actually went silent.

The place looked like a wealthy cult had decided to colonize paradise. Massive dark wooden villas stood elevated above pale stone terraces that overlooked the ocean cliffs. Warm golden lanterns hung beneath sweeping thatched roofs, swaying gently in the humid air. 

Waterfalls spilled through black volcanic rock into prismatic glowing infinity pools, their surfaces reflecting soft light that made everything feel slightly unreal in motion. 

Open-air bridges connected sections of the compound through tropical gardens dense with orchids and palms.

Music drifted through the air in low, lazy waves. Slow drums, distant laughter, the occasional sharp clink of glass. Somewhere deeper in the resort, someone screamed, the sound cutting off too quickly to determine whether it belonged to pleasure or medical distress. Honestly, fifty-fifty.

Maeve climbed out first, her hands planting on her hips as she surveyed the entrance. 

It was basically like checking a worksite she was officially obligated to tolerate. Because she really was this year. Homelander’s orders. 

Annie followed, circling the vehicle and coming up beside her. She crossed her arms tightly over her chest, partly out of habit and partly because her body had not yet decided how to behave in this environment.

As expected, another group of staff stood waiting near the entrance doors, all of them once again completely naked, balancing champagne trays. 

One of them waved enthusiastically as the pair approached, again as if this was a totally normal greeting.

Annie slowly turned her head toward Maeve. “You people need laws.”

Maeve laughed this time, louder and more genuine than before, like the bizarreness had finally crossed a threshold she could respect. She shook her head slightly, then looked at Annie with amusement rather than boredom.

“You’ll get used to the nudity,” she reassured.

But the real absurdity began the moment they crossed fully into the resort grounds.

The long wooden pathway cut through dense tropical greenery, leading them forward until the jungle suddenly gave way. The infinity pool opened up in a wide, glittering expanse, stretching toward the ocean horizon.

And it was immediately clear this was not a gathering so much as a collapse of boundaries.

The entire pool area was filled wall to wall with guests, all naked, all engaged in variations of activity that Annie’s brain tried and successfully failed to categorize in real time. 

The noise hit first. Laughter, moans, grunts, dirty talks, splashing water, glass breaking somewhere, and the occasional burst of superhuman ability used for reasons that absolutely did not require it.

A pair of massive blue-skinned supes, the Blue Twins, Monolithica and Monolith, were fucking in the shallow end of the pool, water rising and falling around them in heavy waves with each movement. 

Across from them, also partially submerged, Nubian Prince had Lady Arklite pinned against the pool edge as he pumped into her ass, their voices lost under the celebration of the space.

Further along the pool’s perimeter, a cluster of younger female supes, all in their twenties and clearly from different teams, lounged together on sunbeds and in the shallow water. They treated cocaine like the resort’s complimentary breakfast service, snorting from each other’s nipples, some even fingering each other in the open.

Some of them were laughing too loudly. Others were speaking in low, conspiratorial tones. One micro-group was arguing about branding while actively ignoring the fact that they were also feeling one another up.

Behind the lounge seating, pressed against a white stone wall partially covered in climbing vines, Translucent had Invisi-Lass pressed against him in a tight embrace. 

Their bodies shimmered in and out of partial visibility as their diamond-like skin refracted sunlight in fractured patterns across the tiles. Every time he pumped into her, the movement turned them into a shifting prism of light.

A few feet away from them, Dogknott was engaged in what appeared to be an intensely personal introduction with a female werewolf supe, both of them circling each other in slow movements, sniffing each other’s asses, while exchanging increasingly explicit verbal negotiations about scent, dominance, and boundaries that had clearly never been enforced in their lives.

Above them, the sky itself was not exempt. Flying supes were in the air in loose, chaotic arcs, occasionally dipping toward the resort structures before shooting back up again. Some were fucking with hired human escorts, others with fellow supes, their movements accompanied by bursts of uncontrolled flight and occasional sonic cracks that rippled through the humid air. 

Every so often, a flash of power would ripple outward, followed immediately by laughter or moans or shouting or all.

And then there were the scattered groups across the open terraces, too numerous to categorize properly, many of them focused entirely on drugs rather than any particular social arrangement. Lines of cocaine were being snorted like appetizers, passed between hands, trays, and occasionally powersets without hesitation.

The entire hundred-meter radius of the resort pulsed with overlapping sound, heat, and motion. It wasn’t just loud. It felt alive in a way that was almost aggressive.

Annie’s eyes moved slowly across the entire scene, tracking from one corner to another as her brain tried to assemble a coherent definition of what she was seeing and kept failing at every attempt. Her grip tightened slightly on the bouquet without her noticing.

The word “insane” surfaced briefly in her mind, then immediately felt too small to qualify as an actual description.

It was like she had stepped, without warning, into a very specific corner of hell. If hell existed, that is.

For a moment, Annie genuinely struggled to reconcile what she was seeing with the fact that she was seeing it in real time, under sunlight, surrounded by ocean breeze and a seven-star hospitality. 

This was their so-called space war. Their legendary yearly crossover. The thing Homelander had just been confidently selling to the entire planet with a straight face and a perfect jawline. What Queen Maeve had reduced to a single word.

Babylon.

Eventually, all Annie could manage was a soft disbelieving scoff. It carried a faint shiver of discomfort through her shoulders. 

At this point, she was mostly just relieved that she and Maeve had jointly paid for their private jet. Not out of politeness, but out of shared pragmatism. At least that meant she could theoretically leave whenever her sanity decided to file for emergency evacuation.

Maeve, of course, caught the look on her face and chuckled again, like she was enjoying Annie’s slow psychological onboarding into professional depravity. 

As the naked staff continued guiding them forward, Maeve followed them without any visible sign of hesitation, sunglasses still on, posture loose in the way of having long since accepting that the world was not worth being surprised by anymore.

After another fifteen minutes of check-in formalities that involved signatures, IDs, bracelets, flower crowns, and a level of procedural nudity Annie had stopped trying to emotionally interpret, they were led toward their separate rooms along the same wing of the resort’s hillside structure.

Annie’s room, when she finally stepped inside, felt like a completely different ecosystem entirely.

It was impossibly beautiful. The entire interior was built around varying shades of blue, from deep ocean tones to pale sky gradients, all layered across soft fabrics and polished stone surfaces. 

A massive glass wall stretched from floor to ceiling, sliding open onto a balcony that overlooked both the ocean and, uncomfortably, a partial view of the pool area below. 

Warm, humid air drifted through the space as light curtains moved lazily in the breeze, shifting like they were breathing along with the island itself. Off to the side sat a small private plunge pool, perfectly still and impossibly clean.

The contrast was almost insulting. A place this serene should not have had a front-row seat to what was happening downstairs.

Annie stood there for a long moment, taking it all in with a kind of delayed processing. She had known they were going to an island. She had known it was an event called Herogasm. She had even understood, in theory, that it would be “unconventional.”

But it was only now, standing in a room that looked like a luxury advertisement while hearing distant fucktivity echo through the air outside, that she fully understood what kind of getaway she had stepped into.

Then she exhaled, slow and controlled, and began unpacking her bags. Clothes were separated, essentials were placed in order, everything arranged with a quiet discipline. A thorough shower followed, washing away the lingering jet lag and the uneasy residue of everything Annie had just witnessed. 

When she finally stepped out, Annie slipped into a flowy red beach dress that felt almost offensively covering compared to the environment waiting outside. A careful layer of sunscreen followed. She added the beach hat, sunglasses, and one of the few books she had brought along.

Paradise Lost. An ironic choice, considering she had not yet technically reached the part where things got worse.

Flip flops on, she made her way down toward the lobby with a steady pace. Her first priority was simple enough. Food. That plan lasted exactly until someone began screaming and howling in the distance.

Apparently Homelander was coming.

The news instantaneously changed the atmosphere inside the resort. It was like this bizarre religious anticipation mixed with corporate panic. 

Annie paused briefly, adjusting her grip on the book and sunglasses as the reception area subtly shifted into a controlled panic. Without waiting, she left her belongings with the receptionist, and then took the side exit that led toward the open beach.

On her way out, she crossed the poolside again.

She kept her gaze carefully forward, avoiding eye contact with anyone, which turned out to be a full-time job. 

The crowd had already grown noticeably larger than it had been during check-in. Bodies clustered in shifting arrangements of reckless debauchery and abandon, but even here, even in the middle of everything, a ripple of attention moved through the space for Homelander like a shared instinct of the community.

People began to look up.

The noise didn’t stop entirely, but it changed shape. Conversations fractured mid-sentence, movements slowed. And even in the middle of snorting cocaine and ketamine from each other's nipples and abs, and fucking each other's brains out, the most committed participants paused to look up.

In the sky, Homelander appeared far in the horizon like an incoming missile. His flight trail cut through the air in sharp, unmistakable colors, dragging a streak of controlled spectacle behind him as he came into view.

By the time Annie stepped onto the open beach, the rest of the Seven were already there.

Queen Maeve. Translucent. Black Noir. The Deep. A-Train.

All of them stood facing the horizon, heads tilted upward, watching the streak in the sky paint its way closer.

They were arranged loosely across the sand, framed by ocean wind and late afternoon sunlight. Most of them had changed into vacation clothes by now. 

Maeve wore a dark teal bikini set. Translucent, thankfully, had found actual clothing again, beige shorts, an unbuttoned blue cuban shirt, along with a beach hat, and barefoot.

The Deep stood in loose green beach shorts and an unbuttoned Cuban shirt, already smiling like this was the highlight of his calendar year. And A-Train was dressed in a clean white ensemble, athletic shorts paired with a sleeveless tank and low-top sneakers.

A-Train and the Deep had each other by the shoulders, gripping lightly, both of them practically beaming with anticipation as they stared upward.

But the most notable figure among them was Black Noir.

He stood out not because he wanted to, but because he refused to. As always, he wore the full-body black suit, sealing off every inch of himself from the world. The only concession to the setting were the beach bead necklaces draped around his neck in mismatched colors.

As comical as it was, Annie now understood why the man didn't feel comfortable showing his face, even though she personally found his facial scars quite attractive. 

Annie slowed slightly between Queen Maeve and Translucent, her movements instinctive rather than planned, her hand slipping around Maeve’s arm. 

Maeve registered the contact without comment, only glancing sideways for half a second before returning her attention to the sky with a casual indifference.

The ocean wind moved through them steadily, warm and persistent, carrying salt and distant noise from the resort behind them.

“Is Homelander going to be wearing that suit the entire time we’re here?” Annie asked, her voice carrying a tinge of sarcasm along with her genuine curiosity.

Maeve and Translucent both reacted at once, turning toward her with identical amusement. “Yep,” they answered in unison. 

The synchronicity made it all the more hilarious.

Translucent let out a loud, amused huff then, shaking his head slightly. “Don’t expect wardrobe variety. I think his closet is just twenty versions of the same suit and one backup for emergencies.”

Maeve shrugged beside her, lifting her shoulders lazily. “Honestly, I think he gets them in bulk.”

Annie smirked despite herself, nodding once as she absorbed that information. 

It did track, in a depressing way. The only time she had ever seen Homelander outside of his usual uniform had been that black tactical gear from the lab, and even that had felt like a variation rather than a deviation. 

Her fingers slipped unconsciously from Maeve’s arm, only to lace themselves more naturally between Maeve’s fingers.

Maeve glanced down at it again, briefly, then back up at the sky, offering no protest, no approval either. It was like accepting some forced friendship in the way someone tolerates extreme weather.

Homelander finally dropped from the sky.

A trailing rush of displaced wind followed him, rolling across the beach like a delayed announcement. His cape settled behind him in a controlled, almost theatrical motion as he straightened, crimson boots touching the sand.

He scanned the group once in a slow sweep. Then released a long exhale, as if both relieved and irritated to see them all.

The Deep immediately broke formation. “Welcome to the 67th Annual Herogasm, sir!” he said, voice cheerful and vibrating with enthusiasm as he shuffled forward too quickly, already reaching for what looked like an attempted hug.

But the leader of the Seven couldn’t care any less. He was already moving before the moment had a chance to settle properly. 

“Cover your gills. They're fucking disgusting.” He muttered to the Deep, his tone scornful and disgusted, as he walked straight past the fish whisperer, already tuning him out to background noise. 

The Deep froze mid-step for half a second, then awkwardly lowered his arms, recalibrating his enthusiasm.

Homelander didn’t even glance back. Instead, he flicked his chin toward Maeve as he passed, a casual acknowledgment.

“All set?” he asked, eyes briefly dropping to where Starlight’s hand was still loosely interlaced with Maeve’s. His gaze lingered for a fraction of a second too long to be meaningless, but not long enough to turn into a question. “Bars serving well?”

Maeve smirked immediately, already exhausted by the repetition of the question. “Just because you’re sponsoring the drinks this year doesn’t mean you get to ask me, like, a hundred times whether the bars are serving well.”

“You’re late, bro,” Translucent added casually, already peeling away from the group like he had finished clocking in for the mandatory social portion of the event. 

He started drifting back toward the resort without waiting for acknowledgement, hands in his pockets; because frankly, none of this had ever demanded his emotional participation.

Homelander rolled his shoulders once, completely unbothered by Translucent's existence. Punctuality wasn’t something he ever had to consider for anyone. 

Because he was the Homelander. He could do whatever the fuck he wanted. Even Maeve’s comment didn’t land as criticism so much as a routine jab.

He stretched an arm out toward Noir instead.

Noir stepped forward immediately.

The two men exchanged a brief hug, efficient and familiar in a way that hinted at history rather than sentiment. Homelander gave him a couple of firm pats on the back before they separated, both of them already turning away in the same motion, falling into step as they moved toward the resort entrance behind Translucent.

Annie finally released Maeve’s fingers as the group began to shift forward. The contact ended without ceremony as the ladies followed after the men. 

On his way, walking beside Noir, Homelander turned his head slightly. His gaze flicked toward Annie.

For a brief second, their eyes met. No words were traded but there was still an unreadable exchange between them. Then he looked away again, continuing forward as if nothing had happened at all.

And then Homelander stepped into the open poolside area. The reaction was immediate, as one would guess.

The entire mass of Herogasm attendees erupted into celebration. Howling, cheering, clapping, a rising wall of noise that didn’t feel entirely human anymore. It was too synchronized in its excitement, too ready, like the guests had been waiting for their cue.

Homelander lifted a hand in a broad, theatrical wave, smiling at them with his canines glinting under the sunlight, as if the scene in front of him wasn’t a large collection of naked bodies engaged in all possible sorts of bizarre fucktivities. 

“Hey, guys,” he laughed, eyes catching things across the pool that he very clearly chose not to comment on, and found utterly pleasant and unpleasant at the same time. “How are we doing?”

The answer came back as a single, unified roar; even louder, sharper, and hungrier than before.

Homelander’s grin widened in response, like the feedback only improved the performance.

“Good! That's great!” he called out, laughing now in full. “Alright, everyone, let’s fuck!”

The venue detonated into even louder cheers, the crowd chanting in overlapping waves until the whole resort felt like an organized ritual of a fucked up cult.





——





Later that day, Annie had retreated into a small pocket of relative silence at the farthest edge of the lounging area, where the resort’s manic energy was somewhat dull.

She lay stretched across a wide white leather chair beneath a palm tree, one ankle resting over the other in a comfortable posture. Her back leaned into the cushion, shoulders loose, while both hands held her book open in front of her. Paradise Lost sat firmly in her grip, her attention completely locked in.

Beside her, her sunglasses and the beach hat rested carelessly on the chair’s empty space. On the small side table, her cocktail glass sat heavy with condensation, beads of moisture slowly sliding down the glass. The straw poked out at a slight angle, occasionally shifting when the breeze moved through. 

Every so often, Annie would reach over without looking, take a slow sip, and place it back down again, never once breaking her focus on the page.

The sky beyond her had already begun to bruise into deep shades of magenta and burnt orange, the sun lowering itself into the horizon with reluctant elegance. The heat had softened into a more tolerable temperature now, no longer blazing but still lingering in the air. 

A warm tropical wind passed through the palm leaves overhead, brushing against her hair and turning the pages of her book slightly without permission. For a brief stretch of time, the moment felt removed from everything else. 

Then a voice cut through it and snapped the bubble immediately.

Annie?! Is that really you?”

Annie’s eyes lifted slowly from the page, her attention shifting with visible reluctance at first, like her brain needed a moment to accept interruption as valid. 

But the second her gaze landed on him, her brows lifted sharply, followed by a brief widening of her eyes.

“Alex?!” she blurted, straightening up in one motion. “What are you doing here?”

Alex let out a short laugh, gesturing loosely at her. “I could ask you the same thing.”

Annie swung her feet down from the chair, standing up fully as she placed a thin bookmark between the pages of her book. She closed it and set it aside on the lounge chair.

Then she turned back to him, her eyes running over him quickly. The man was in just a pair of shorts, shirtless, and bare feet. Something about that detail made the whole situation feel slightly more awkward than it already was.

She gave him a small, cautious smile, her posture tightening subtly as she crossed her arms over her stomach.

“Well,” she said, voice going for neutral but coming out more complicated, “the Seven has been hosting the annual Herogasms for a decade now. That’s what Translucent says anyway.”

A small shrug followed, light on the surface, but not entirely clean underneath it. The politeness held, but only just. Seeing Alex here, face to face for the first time since she had ended things over the phone, dragged up a set of unpleasant memories she had no intentions of revisiting.

Especially the ones that came with surveillance footage from his touring trailer with two underage girls dying in his hands. Annie had officially, mentally filed those under ‘never think about this again unless absolutely necessary.’

“Yeah, I mean sure—” Alex let out an awkward chuckle, nodding a little too quickly as he took a couple of steps closer to her. “But you’re not the kind of girl to attend Herogasm, you know. I’ve never really seen you attend one before.”

Annie’s brow lifted immediately, the small softness in her earlier expression thinning out by degrees. The awkward smile that had been lingering at the corner of her lips faded. 

“So you’ve been to Herogasms before?” she asked, scoffing lightly as she shook her head, not even surprised. “Thought you weren’t that kind of a guy either… but here we are.”

Alex raised both hands instantly, like he had been caught redhanded mid-confession to the wrong person and was now trying to undo it.

“No, no!” he lied quickly, stepping back half a pace before immediately regretting the distance. “I mean—I’ve heard of Herogasms before. This is my first time too. You know, I haven’t been doing very well ever since you—”

He stopped himself there, letting the sentence hang with enough implications for Annie to fill in the blanks she absolutely did not want to fill.

Annie’s face tightened into a brief grimace before she could smooth it out, like her body had reacted faster than her patience. She gave him a small nod instead. 

“Mmm. Sure.” Then she tilted her head slightly toward her chair, where the book still rested. “Uh, I’d like to get back to my book now, if that’s all…?”

The attempt at dismissal was polite, but equally detached.

But Alex didn’t move. His expression shifted instead, softening into a more openly conflicted look. His eyes moved over her slowly, not in a crude way, but with a familiarity. Like he still had memory rights he hadn’t been officially revoked from. There was affection there too, mixed with confusion and wounded pride.

Then he stepped forward again. Before Annie could even register the intent behind it, he reached out and took her knuckles in his hand.

It happened fast enough that her instinct to pull away arrived half a second late.

“Listen, Annie…” Alex began, his voice dropping slightly. His breath brushed her face, warm and uncomfortably close, carrying that same familiar tone he used to use when he believed she would always eventually soften. “We never really got to talk about what happened. How did we even fall apart?”

His grip tightened just a bit, insistent in a way that didn’t ask permission anymore. 

“What,” he continued, eyes searching hers like they still held the original version of her somewhere inside them, “did you meet someone in the Seven?” The question hung between them; heavy, uncomfortable, and misplaced.

For a moment, Annie just stared at him without much of a readable expression. It wasn’t that she didn’t care about the situation with Alex. It was more that she was actively resisting the idea of opening an ugly conversation.

Eventually, she pressed her lips together and slowly pulled her fingers free from his hold, but Alex didn’t release her immediately, not fully anyway. 

Annie exhaled through her nose, eyes drifting away from his face as she spoke. “No. We just grew apart. And like I said last time, we’re different people now.”

She gave a small shrug meant to end the matter there and then, already turning her body away to physically close the conversation off. 

But Alex moved before she could complete the escape, his hand snapping out to turn her back toward him. Both of his hands now settled on her upper arms, pulling her a fraction closer in a way that stopped just short of force but erased any ambiguity about leaving.

“Annie, please,” he said, voice tightening. His brows drew together in equal confusion and insistence. “What did I do? Did I not call you enough?” He kept talking before she could respond, words spilling faster now. “You know I had dinner with your mom last Friday. You didn’t even tell her you dumped me. What are you even up to, Annie?”

Annie’s face contorted immediately, incredulous in a way that cut through everything else. 

“Wait, what?” she spat, eyes widening. Her voice sharpened as she leaned slightly forward. “You had dinner with my mom? Why?”

Alex shrugged, still holding her arms, his grip firm but not shaking. “Well, for starters, she invited me,” he said, as if that resolved the entire moral equation. “She misses you. She told me you haven’t been picking up her calls. She’s been talking to some Ashley Barrett from Vought. And I thought it was your place to tell her.”

Ashley’s name seemed to change the temperature in Annie’s expression. Her brows shot up again, mouth parting in disbelief as frustration crept in behind her eyes. 

“My mom’s been talking to Ashley?!” she repeated, voice rising slightly. “And you thought it was okay to have dinner with my mom after we broke up?”

She didn’t wait for an answer this time. Annie pulled herself free from his grip in one clean motion, yanking herself back a step. 

Meanwhile, across the pool, on the opposite stretch of loungers, Homelander and Black Noir were posted like a couple of expensive boulders. Both of them were still in their suits, sprawled in luxury beach chairs with drinks sweating in their hands. 

Their attention, however, was not on the ocean, or the sexcapade around them, or the sky, or anything remotely heroic.

It was on Annie.

They didn’t even bother pretending otherwise. Every so often, Homelander’s jaw would tighten, a small, irritated tick that showed up whenever Alex’s voice went soft in that overly rehearsed, boyish way. 

Beside him, Noir said nothing, as usual, but his head tilted just slightly now and then, following the exchange with a calm patience, like watching a slow-moving disaster he already knew the ending to.

There was an undercurrent of entertainment in it, in a way neither of them needed to announce out loud. Supersonic was clearly a random nobody to them, a staggering pile of mediocrity taking up too much space in a room he didn’t belong in. 

And when Annie had finally pulled back from Alex, breaking the contact in one clean retreat, both men registered it at the same time. While Noir gave it a silent approval, Homelander was feeling more of a possessive irritation.

Alex, for his part, recovered quickly. He reset his expression, sliding back into that familiar, carefully constructed softness. It probably worked on people who didn’t know him well enough to notice the seams.

“First of all, you broke up with me, Annie.” he said, tone tightening to try and pass as hurt. A small, condescending smile crept in at the corner of his lips. “Without an explanation. And Donna seems to like my company since you haven’t been around. I don’t see anything wrong with that. You should call her—”

“Starlight!”

A fresh voice cut through the moment with no consideration for politeness, patience, or the ongoing emotional breakdown happening three meters away.

Queen Maeve.

Bikini set on, posture relaxed in a way that looked like she had already mentally left this conversation five minutes ago and was only physically here out of obligation. Her hands rested on her hips as she looked between Annie and Alex with open, unfiltered annoyance.

“Girl, what the hell?” Maeve demanded, voice carrying that signature mix of boredom and disbelief. Her gaze flicked briefly over Alex again, then lingered there, as if evaluating whether he was worth stepping on or just ignoring entirely. “You promised to eat me out. What’s the hold up? Who the fuck is this guy?”

She gestured at Alex with a dismissive flick that could’ve been used to shoo away an insect. The questions lingered there, completely tone-deaf to context, tension, or social survival instincts.

Annie froze, blinking stupidly at Queen Maeve. 

Alex, equally stunned, looked between the ladies, unsure if he’d walked into the right version of reality.

At one point, all three of them were looking between the other two in a moment of comical absurdity. 

So when the explanation never came, Maeve let out a long, theatrical sigh. Her eyes rolled hard.

“Okay, whatever,” she said flatly, already stepping forward with a restless energy, deciding that subtlety was a myth invented by cowards. “You know what—”

She closed the distance between them in a few unhurried steps, like she had all the time in the world and very little interest in consequences. Her hand shot out without warning, grabbing a fistful of Annie’s hair and pulling her in with zero ceremony. 

And then she kissed her. It was immediate, unapologetic, and aggressively tongue-forward. 

The entire poolside atmosphere seemed to pause for a brief second, as if even the surrounding depravity needed a moment to process the new development. 

Because, honestly, Queen Maeve didn’t just wander into casual interactions like this. At Herogasm especially, she kept things strictly transactional, limited to her usual rotation of professional escorts and absolutely no-interest-in-your-life arrangements. 

So being kissed by her wasn’t just rare, it was practically an urban legend. 

But the reaction didn’t linger; nothing really did here. The moment passed through the crowd like a minor weather shift, briefly acknowledged and then ignored in favor of drinks, bodies, and whatever nasty shit they were into. 

It was Herogasm, after all. All sorts of surprises were welcome here at the end of the day. 

Meanwhile, Annie’s brows shot up in pure reflex, hands lifting instinctively into the air. She didn’t pull away, though. There was a beat of stunned stillness, not from rejection or acceptance but from pure cognitive overload.

Then her brain finally caught up. This was a little rescue mission.

Maeve knew about Alex. Annie had told her one afternoon over drinks at Maeve's movie set where Starlight was supposed to make a cameo. What Annie hadn't realized was that Queen Maeve had actually remembered that detail about her life. 

If that didn't make her a girls' girl, Annie didn't know what did. 

Annie's posture shifted finally, tension melting into participation as she returned the kiss with growing certainty, her fingers finding Maeve’s hips. 

The initial shock dissolved into a reciprocation warmer, messier, and far less concerned with context than it probably should have been. Around them, the world continued doing what it was doing again, but their corner of it had officially stopped being normal.

Alex just stood there, not moving, not speaking, not even reacting in any meaningful way beyond the slow realization that he had become background scenery in someone else’s genre shift. He wasn’t even sure what to do with himself.

Across the pool, the men of the Seven were still watching with a fascination. Some were mid-action, some were mid-drink, but all of them had collectively decided that this was worth their attention; simply because it was happening here, in public.

It wasn’t just hot in the obvious sense. It was entertaining in the most toxic way possible. Queen Maeve, of all people, stepping in like this for the new girl, disrupting the entire emotional geometry of the situation with one irreversible gesture.

Homelander, in particular, looked like someone had just lathered him with ointment on an itch. His jaws were tight, eyes locked on Alex with that familiar flicker of violence trying to decide whether it was necessary. For a moment, it almost looked like he might intervene the old-fashioned way.

But Maeve’s approach had already done the job without violence. Pure humiliation, neatly delivered and publicly distributed. Even for him, it was unexpectedly efficient. Better, even.

The make out session went longer than any of them had anticipated. But eventually the moment simply ran out of momentum. Maeve was the one who pulled back, breath slightly uneven, eyes darker now with that familiar blend of irritation and lingering heat. 

She tossed Alex a brief, judgemental glance. “He bothering you or something?” she asked flatly, wiping the saliva from her lips. 

Annie shook her head, a faint smirk pulling at her lips now. “Nope. Not really.” 

Maeve just snorted in dismissal, already moving on. She turned away from him like he had already stopped existing for her, and started gathering Annie’s things from the lounging chair casually. “Let’s get drunk. Then you’re eating me out.”

Annie took her book and hat back without resistance, letting Maeve carry her phone as if delegation had suddenly become the natural order of things. 

The smirk had widened on Annie’s face, visibly relieved by Maeve’s intervention, and she definitely understood it enough to know she wasn’t supposed to question it out loud.

She didn’t even glance at Alex at that point. She followed Maeve away from the pool, the two of them cutting through the edge of the chaotic sexfest, snickering on their way out. They bypassed the poolside bar entirely, choosing the quieter stretch of the resort towards the other bar. 

Behind them, the poolside resumed its usual rhythm as if nothing had happened at all.

Alex stayed rooted in place for a few seconds longer than socially necessary, caught in that brief window where denial and embarrassment argue over who gets to drive first. Then reality caught up. 

He adjusted himself, swallowed whatever pride was left, and retreated speedily, suddenly aware that every eye in the vicinity had memorized his humiliation in high definition.

Once he was gone, Homelander exchanged a quiet glance with Noir, one of those that never needed language between them. Then he took a slow sip from his drink, lips curling into a smirk of approval.



——





Maeve sat on a high rattan stool, leaned back against the bar. Her arms were draped loosely over the counter, one hand circling a Martini glass with an absent familiarity. Over her bikini, she had thrown on a light Georgette knee-length shrug, the fabric catching the faint island breeze as dusk started to cool the air in slow waves.

Every so often, her gaze drifted sideways toward Starlight. 

She sat on the neighboring stool, absorbed in Paradise Lost like it was a perfectly reasonable thing to read in a place that currently qualified as a moral exception zone. 

Maeve would glance at her, take another sip, then let her eyes wander back out toward the horizon where the sun was sinking into the ocean. The sky had bled itself into a deep blue, with the last trace of orange reduced to a dull, fading ember.

It was an unspoken truce of silence between them. It wasn’t friendship in any sentimental sense, just two people agreeing that conversation was not needed and mental exhaustion was mutual. The absence of noise was mutually and respectfully relieving.

That equilibrium held until a staff member appeared along the narrow path leading up to the bar. 

He moved with quiet, practiced steps, barefoot against the wood, completely nude like everyone else on the island, which by this point, had lost its shock value and started feeling like an aggressively enforced dress code. 

He stopped a respectful distance away, posture slightly bowed in deference.

“Excuse me, Queen Maeve,” he said politely. “Your personal guests have arrived.” His head dipped in a formal bow. 

Both Maeve and Annie turned to look at the staff member at the same time. 

The man looked to be in his fifties, dark-skinned, expression neutral in that professional way people learn when their job requires them to ignore literally everything happening around them. 

Maeve let out a slow exhale, straightening from her slouch, reluctantly re-entering a responsibility she had postponed all day. She glanced at Annie, then gave a small shrug.

“Well,” she said, draining the last of her drink, “that’s my bunch. Time to have some fun.”

She stepped down from the stool, adjusting the knot of her shrug at her waist, already mentally shifting modes from idle observer to participant in whatever mess was about to unfold in her private suite.

“You want to join?”

Annie didn’t even hesitate. A faint chuckle escaped her as she closed the book with her fingers marking her place, shaking her head once. “I’d rather not. Thanks. Enjoy yourself, though.”

Maeve nodded like she had expected nothing else from her. “M’kay. You too,” she said, already turning away. Then, without looking back, she added, “Just don’t get caught under the cum rain from the sky. It stains your clothes permanently.”

Annie laughed this time, the sound slipping out loud and contagious.

“Hey,” she called after Maeve, leaning slightly forward on the stool, “thanks again for the dramatic rescue. That was actually really sweet.”

Maeve didn’t even bother turning fully around. She lifted one hand in a lazy wave over her shoulder, the gesture both a dismissal and acknowledgment.

“You’re welcome,” she called back, voice dry and economical. “Next time it’s your turn when Governor Hank Miller is feeling me up at Vought galas.”

Annie barked a louder laugh this time, unguarded and unsurprised. “For sure!”

Maeve kept walking, disappearing down the sandy path with the resort staff trailing behind her like a quiet, disciplined afterthought. Within seconds, she was swallowed by the darkened greenery and low-lit pathways, leaving only the sound of distant ocean and the sexfest at the poolside behind the trees.

By the time they were gone, the sun had fully dissolved into a deep, velvety blue.

Annie exhaled softly, her shoulders dropping. For a moment, she just sat there, letting the silence settle. Then her gaze drifted outward again, toward the sky at the center of the resort.

The poolside air had evolved into an aerial performance art at this point. Supes floated, made out, flew, collided, fucked, and tangled mid-air in chaotic clusters of indulgence. The gravity had clearly been told to take the night off for them. 

Coke, meth, psychedelics, alcohol, and all kinds of bodily fluids were being exchanged savagely, circulating through the space in equal measure. Their bodily fluids, including vomit, cum, and sweat, rained down from the sky along with alcohol. It was like a localized version of Herogasm in the air. 

Somewhere near the pool, someone was yelling about the “negligence of fuck-rain” like it was merely a municipal failure. Another voice argued back, drowned out by laughter and the distant crackle of powers being used for reasons no sane regulator would approve.

Surprisingly, Homelander, the most popular flying super, wasn't a part of any of those small clusters of orgies.

Annie let out a quiet, involuntary chuckle, eyes still fixed on the scene. It wasn’t amusement at the spectacle exactly, more at the sheer lunacy of it all reaching a point where even outrage felt performative. She hadn’t even realized that her nose was wrinkling automatically in disgust.

She quickly shook off the image, her gaze snapping away from the fuckfest. She stood from the stool, smoothing down her dress in a pointless attempt to restore the idea of normalcy. Then she headed back toward her room, retracing the lantern-lit path that made its way through the resort grounds. 

Now that night had fully settled, the island revealed its second personality. Soft golden lanterns lined the wooden walkways like a surreal trail through darkness, their light reflecting off polished stone, damp leaves, and the naked bodies all around. 

The villas themselves glowed faintly above the cliffs, suspended in a warm haze of amber and ocean breeze, their open-air architecture spilling light and silhouettes into the night.

Beyond the designed structure, the jungle pressed in, alive with sound. Insects, distant waves, the occasional rustle of small critters. And threaded through it all, unmistakably, was the resort’s true soundtrack; music, laughter, shouting, and the irregular punctuation of pleasure and violence blending into one continuous noise.

Every so often, Annie passed pockets of activity that made it impossible to pretend she was simply walking through a luxury getaway. 

A cluster of supes were using their abilities to levitate their drinks and each other in ways that defied both physics and dignity. 

Two male figures blowing each other in a midair 69-position above a garden bridge, drifting slowly downward. Somewhere near a cabana, a group was openly consuming drugs off a marble table while arguing about who had caused a minor earthquake with their orgasm. 

And across from them, another small group was tripping on psychedelics, very seriously discussing how one of them got fucked in the ear by a fluffy cloud. 

No corner of the resort behaved like a corner. Every space was occupied, repurposed, contaminated with indulgence and debauchery. 

Annie kept her eyes forward; or tried to. The problem wasn’t curiosity anymore, it was the saturation. There was only so much absurdity the human brain could process in a day before it stopped labeling anything at all.

By the time she reached her room, she had successfully stopped reacting. That felt like progress, though. 

Back in her room, she left her hat on the dresser, placed the book down carefully, and washed her face in the sink, letting the cool water reset whatever part of her still thought this was just a weird work trip. 

She applied mosquito repellent out of pure, forced willpower to feel like it's a vacation rather than necessity. Not that anything non-super here could realistically bite through her superhuman skin, but the formality had started to feel like a coping mechanism.

She looked at herself in the mirror for a long second, then exhaled and moved on.

Her next destination was the side exit leading to the open beach, in hopes she’d find it quiet and empty. Of course, getting there required passing through the poolside again.

The hope didn’t survive the crossing. The central area had escalated into a densely packed blur of bodies, movement, and overlapping exchange of bodily fluids, so crowded and erratic that individual acts had stopped being distinguishable. 

It was like a living mass of hedonism, shifting and reforming with no clear boundaries.

Annie kept her head down, weaving through it carefully, narrowly avoiding contact more than once. There were moments where she had to physically angle her body just to avoid stepping into something she didn’t want to know came from a body or a bottle. A flick of sweat here, a near miss of cum there. Her dress survived by sheer luck and strategic timing.

By the time she finally broke free onto the open sand, she exhaled sharply and bent forward, hands resting on her knees as if her body needed a moment to confirm it had escaped intact.

She lifted her head and scanned the horizon. 

No one.

The moon hung high above the island now, enormous and pale against the velvet sky, pouring silver across the ocean until the water looked molten. Every wave carried a fractured shimmer toward the shore before collapsing softly into the sand. 

Even the beach itself seemed washed clean beneath the moonlight, pale and cool except for the lingering warmth buried beneath the surface from the day’s heat.

Annie straightened slowly, a quiet relief loosening something in her chest now that she was finally alone. Or as alone as anyone could realistically be at Herogasm.

Out here, thankfully, the waves had successfully muffled the noise.

She moved farther down the shoreline, away from the resort lights bleeding through the palms. Slipping off her flip-flops, Annie lowered herself onto the sand with a tired little exhale, legs stretching out in front of her. 

The grains still held warmth from the afternoon sun, soft beneath her palms as she planted her hands beside herself for balance.

Then she leaned back slightly and drew in a slow breath of salty air.

The breeze moved through her hair gently now, cooler than before, carrying ocean mist instead of sweat, alcohol, and airborne bodily fluids. For the first time all day, nothing smelled chemically concerning.

Not bad, Annie January, she thought to herself, a low chuckle escaping under her breath. Survived the superhero orgy island without getting vomited on from the sky; growth.

For a while, she simply sat there in silence. The waves swallowed the distant noise from the resort until it became little more than a dull pulse beneath the ocean’s rhythm. The moonlight painted soft silver across her bare legs and shoulders, and Annie let herself drift into the stillness of it.

Then movement caught her attention.

Her head turned slightly over her shoulder, brows faintly pulling together at the approaching figure.

Homelander.

Still fully suited, because naturally even tropical debauchery apparently could not defeat his commitment to branding. He walked down from the open side entrance of the resort at an unhurried pace, boots muffled softly by the sand as he approached. 

The moonlight caught along the edges of his cape and shoulders while the distant resort glow outlined him in warm gold from behind.

Neither of them looked away.

Annie stayed seated as he closed the distance between them, her expression unreadable but noticeably less tense than it would’ve been weeks ago. 

Homelander stopped a step beside her, eyes drifting briefly toward the horizon before him. He clasped his hands behind his back, posture almost formal despite the beach setting and the fact that somewhere behind them, a flying supe was currently screaming in either ecstasy or organ failure. Then he glanced back down at her. 

“Not enjoying yourself?” he asked, amusement dripping off his voice.

Annie snorted softly through her nose before looking back toward the water. “It’s like the fall of the Roman Empire in there. How do you even get past the orgy air traffic?” 

That earned her a quiet laugh from him. A real one, low and brief. “Fair.” Homelander shifted his weight slightly, eyes scanning the shoreline before settling on her again. 

“You seriously wore the suit to the beach,” Annie said then, eyeing him head to toe in a judgemental sweep of her gaze. “That’s psychotic.”

“Excuse me,” he replied smoothly, feigning mock offense, even though he was smirking. “This suit cost more than your penthouse, young lady.”

Annie only rolled her eyes at him, the motion tired but lacking any real bite now. 

The smirk only deepened on Homelander’s mouth, amused in that private little way of his that always felt more dangerous than when he was openly angry. He brought both hands up and started peeling off his gloves one finger at a time while Annie watched him. 

The leather made soft little snapping noises as it loosened from his wrists. Once both gloves were off, Homelander lowered himself onto the sand beside her with surprising comfort for someone dressed like an authoritarian firework mascot. 

Annie instinctively shifted, folding her legs beneath herself. 

Homelander placed the gloves beside him on the sand. Then, before Annie could even guess what he was doing, Homelander casually leaned sideways until his head settled directly into her lap.

Her hands flew up automatically in brief alarm, eyes widening a fraction. 

But honestly, after the make-out session with Queen Maeve in front of her ex-boyfriend, this barely cracked the top five strangest moments of the day. Besides, compared to the flying orgy clusters raining bodily fluids onto bystanders, Homelander using her thighs as a pillow almost registered as wholesome. Which probably said deeply concerning things about her mental state lately.

Once comfortable, Homelander rested both hands over his stomach and looked up at her quietly. 

The moonlight softened parts of his face the public never really got to see. Without the constant cameras and patriotic grin, there was something strangely boyish there underneath all that rot; a tired, curious, and waiting look.

Like he genuinely wanted to know whether she’d shove him off her lap or let him stay there.

Annie looked down at him for a second before a small chuckle escaped her. “This is such a weird image,” she admitted. “Homelander at Herogasm, hiding from people.”

“Mm.” His mouth twitched faintly. “I start at night. And they're exhaustingly stinky right now.”

That actually got a laugh out of Annie, a real one.

Her fingers eventually drifted toward his hair, cautiously at first, combing through the perfectly arranged blond strands. The styling product immediately gave up under her touch, the neat sculpted look unraveling little by little beneath her hand.

Homelander’s eyes half-lidded almost instantly, his expression shifting into an unguarded serenity.

Annie watched him quietly for a long stretch of time, fingers lazily moving through his hair while the ocean breathed beside them. 

Truth be told, she had no fucking clue what any of this was anymore. It had been eight days since she’d hooked up with Homelander and Black Noir like blacking out at a party and accidentally joining a cult—which was technically the case here if you put it that way. 

Since then, the threesomes had happened two more times.

And on every other night in between, it had just been Homelander. Sometimes in his penthouse, sometimes in hers, sometimes in empty conference rooms after meetings, sometimes in the orbital station chambers while Earth floated outside the windows looking tiny and aesthetic beneath them. 

They also fucked once backstage during an early Vought Thanksgiving commercial shoot while someone dressed as a Turkey was actively vomiting from cocaine twenty feet away.

Workdays didn’t matter. Weekends didn’t matter. Morning, midnight, lunch break, funeral reception. None of it mattered. They just kept finding each other over and over again like two deeply unhealthy coping mechanisms with excellent chemistry.

The worst part was how normal it had started feeling.

At first, sleeping with Homelander had carried this constant undercurrent of tension. Like Annie’s nervous system expected him to snap her spine in half if she breathed wrong. But somewhere along the line, things have shifted. The sex stopped feeling like only dopamine hits and started feeling familiar. Comfortable, even. 

And Black Noir’s occasional presence made the whole thing feel even less unstable, not more. Despite being a silent murder cryptid in tactical armor, Noir had somehow become the calmest person in Annie’s life lately. That realization definitely deserved its own prison time. 

Her mouth twitched faintly at the thought while Homelander rested in her lap under the moonlight like some bizarre Nicholas Sparks adaptation written by a meth-addicted sociopath.

And then there were the gifts. Flowers came almost daily. Diamonds for absolutely no reason, boxes of expensive chocolates showing up at her penthouse at ungodly hours, complimentary premium subscriptions to Voughtify and Vought+ despite the fact she already legally owned both services through corporate contracts anyway. Brand deals mysteriously landing in her inbox without negotiation, luxury products arriving from companies desperate to stay in Homelander's good graces.

At one point, Noir had apparently sent her a $600 silk robe because she’d once casually mentioned hotel bathrobes felt “emotionally comforting.”

The men were insane.

And the peak of the insanity had probably been four days ago during Madelyn Stillwell’s funeral. A whole room full of grieving executives pretending to mourn a woman most of them had hated professionally, while Annie and Homelander disappeared the second an opening presented itself.

Nothing quite reset your moral compass like getting railed in an office at Samaritan’s Embrace during a memorial service while hearing Black Noir playing distant piano music through the walls.

Then afterward, as if that wasn’t already enough insanity for one afternoon, Homelander had casually gifted her a custom Aston Martin.

Annie had laughed so hard she nearly cried; not because she wanted his money. That was the funny part. She was already rich beyond anything a younger Annie January could’ve imagined. She could buy herself luxury whenever she wanted. She didn’t need sugar daddies. Especially not two deranged interpretations of “superheroes” who probably belonged in separate government containment facilities.

No, the sex had started as a distraction; escapism. A way to stop thinking about the combustion victims, the investigations, the lies, the constant nausea sitting in her chest every waking hour. And unfortunately for her sanity, both men happened to be very, very good at making her forget the world for a while.

Now here they were after ten straight days of fucking, bruised lips, shared beds, secret glances, gifts, and increasingly domestic little moments that absolutely should not have existed between people like them.

It was ridiculous, and deeply unhealthy. Probably humiliating if viewed from literally any outside perspective. But somehow, against all logic, a small part of Annie found it weirdly endearing anyway.

They just remained there like that for a long quiet stretch, the ocean rolling endlessly before them while Annie’s fingers moved slowly through his hair. The silence between them didn’t feel awkward anymore either. It simply sat there comfortably, warm and strange. 

Homelander watched her from below with that same unreadable look he’d been carrying around her lately; softer, less performative. 

“You okay?” he asked eventually, voice low and casual. The question came out almost sincere.

Annie nodded faintly. “Yeah.”

“Mm.” His eyes narrowed slightly anyway, studying her face. “You disappeared after Maeve publicly tongue-fucked you into witness protection.” The smirk returned almost immediately after. “Pretty sexy, by the way.”

Annie barked out a laugh, rolling her eyes toward the moonlit sky. 

“I’m still surprised she even did that. Her highness went way above and beyond for me there.” Her fingers kept brushing through his hair lazily, a wide grin, sarcastic pulling at her mouth now. “Though I’d bet you a thousand bucks she’d deny it was out of care.”

Homelander chuckle-snorted, genuinely amused. She was right. Maeve treated sincerity like a contagious disease, which was exactly why he kept her around. Her rare bursts of humanity were weak and pathetic, sure, but they were incredibly useful when he needed someone else to do the heavy lifting.

“True. She’d rather die than openly admit she likes anyone,” he muttered, mostly speaking from personal experience with Maeve. “That’s why it worked so well.”

“Honestly,” Annie snorted, “I think she traumatized Alex more than me.”

“Oh, definitely.” Homelander laughed under his breath. “Poor guy looked like somebody butt-fucked his chances with you. I loved it!”

That got another laugh out of her, one that escaped easier around him now, which would have been mildly concerning three weeks ago. Thankfully, she’d become pretty talented lately at not thinking too hard.

Homelander’s gaze drifted briefly back toward the resort where muffled music and distant moaning carried through the night air. 

“Still,” he added after a moment, looking back at her again, “I’m disappointed you didn’t break Supersonic’s jaw.” The mischievous little snicker that followed from him, made him look weirdly boyish. “I know I would’ve.”

Annie laughed again, shaking her head. “Yeah—your conflict resolution skills are indistinguishable from a missile strike. Last time you threw a jet at the deployment bay.”

“They work.”

“They absolutely do not work.” Annie retorted, laughing continuing under her breath.

Homelander sputtered dismissively, his shoulders rolling in an unbothered shrug. “They do if your goal is shutting people up permanently.”

She groaned under her laugh while combing her fingers through his hair. “See, this is why I find it difficult to break people’s jaws. Usually they have to be actively insufferable first.”

Homelander blinked up at her in immediate disbelief. “What are you talking about? He was pretty fucking insufferable back there.” His brows lifted dramatically. “Seriously, who else could possibly be more insufferable than that guy?”

Annie’s mouth slowly curled into a crooked grin then, one brow arching high as she looked down at him. A verbal response wasn’t even necessary.

Homelander stared back at her for exactly one second before realization landed.

“Oh, fuck you,” he laughed instantly, rolling his eyes and pointing at her from where his head still rested in her lap. “That is unbelievably rude. I can be nice.”

“You set yourself up for that.” Annie teased, unguarded in a way she shouldn’t have been.

He only rolled his eyes again, lazy and utterly unfazed. “I’m literally lying in your lap right now being emotionally available, in case you haven't noticed.”

“You threatened bodily harm like forty seconds ago.” She shot back without missing a beat.

Homelander let out a soft, dismissive scoff this time, almost amused by his own complaint. 

“Pfft! You’re one to talk. I’m not the one with destructive orgasms.” He gestured loosely with one hand, as if presenting evidence in a court case of destructive sex. “I had to call in electricians twelve times this past week just to fix all the lightbulbs you keep blowing out.”

His smirk widened as he leaned back slightly in the sand to gauge her reaction, tone light, playful in that unsettling way that made even criticism feel like flirting. “I mean, it’s sexy, don’t get me wrong. But let’s not forget that you’re kinda insufferable too.” 

The last line landed with a condescending little wink.

Annie rolled her eyes immediately, but the smile refused to leave her face. She could feel the warmth creeping up her cheeks anyway, which she absolutely did not appreciate. 

“Don’t orgasm-shame me,” she shot back, trying for annoyance but ending up on amused betrayal. “I’m not the one who destroyed your drop ceiling.”

Homelander laughed then, louder this time, genuinely entertained in a way that didn’t feel staged or broadcast-ready. It was almost disarming, hearing him like that; almost.

“Hey, listen,” he said after a moment, exhaling as his gaze drifted back to her, softer again. “I’ve got an all-nighter in my suite. Small group. Trusted people.” He tilted his head slightly, watching her reaction. “You’re welcome to join, you know. Noir will be there too.”

Annie huffed a quiet laugh, shaking her head. “Thank you, but I think I’ll pass.”

The amusement didn’t come from the invitation itself, but from the fact that this was the second invitation of the day to join a localized orgy in a private suite. 

Homelander only gave her a lazy, unsurprised shrug, though a faint reaction flickered behind his eyes at her refusal before disappearing just as quickly. “Suit yourself.”

He let the silence stretch for a while, staring up at her with an expression that gave absolutely nothing away. Then, finally, he shifted. He hauled himself up from her lap, swinging around to sit beside her so he could take her in properly under the moonlight.

Slowly, his ungloved hand lifted to her face, cupping her jaw with an unexpected gentleness that didn’t match anything else about him.

Annie didn’t pull away, though. She leaned in instead, almost instinctively, like her body had already memorized this part of their interaction.

Their lips met. It wasn’t urgent or hungry or lustful. It was a quiet, lingering kiss, like a comfort kiss you're used to getting from your new fuck-buddy. 

And as comforting as it was, it also felt a bit dangerous because it had started to feel normal to both of them now.

Suddenly, for a brief second, Homelander paused mid-kiss, his attention shifting away from Annie as something caught his attention along the line of palm trees near the resort wall. 

A faint crease formed between his brows, not quite irritation; more like curiosity. The ocean breeze moved through the trees behind them, but his focus had already gone still, locked at the heavy foliage.

Annie felt the shift and followed his gaze toward the bushes, her head tilting slightly as she murmured, “What?” 

Homelander didn’t answer right away. Instead, his gaze sharpened as his X-ray vision traced through the foliage, catching the familiar outline of Alex trying very hard to become invisible in a place where invisibility was a generous concept at best. 

The man had been watching, then panicked, then immediately decided that running was preferable to being perceived by the wrong kind of attention. And by the time Alex had fled back toward the resort interior, Homelander’s expression was already smoothing out again.

He turned back to Annie, still close enough that their faces almost shared the same breath. 

“Nothing,” he said easily, the lie slipping out with an unbothered calm. His thumb returned to her jaw like nothing had happened at all, as if the interruption had been a stray thought only. 

Then he leaned in again, resuming the kiss with an unruffled ease that bordered on casual ownership of the moment.

Meanwhile, back inside the resort, Alex was marching away through the upper paths, jaw tight, thoughts spiraling faster than his dignity could keep up with. He had followed Annie out there thinking he might fix things, or at least be seen trying to fix them, which in his mind counted as progress. 

Instead, he had ended up witnessing Annie with Homelander in a way that reframed everything he thought he understood about her new life and his place in it.

The only conclusion his frustration could land on, messy and unfair as it was, was that Annie must have moved on upward in ways that left him behind entirely. 

That thought soured into a bitterness as he disappeared further into the resort corridors, convinced that she was just one of those gold-digging bitches out there, likely climbing the corporate ladder the only way women could. 

It wasn’t until Alex found Queen Maeve outside that his momentum finally faltered. 

She was off to the side of one of the elevated walkways, half-draped in a loose robe, leaning against the railing with a cigarette between her fingers. 

The ocean wind pushed through the resort gardens behind her, carrying distant music and laughter from somewhere deeper in the compound, but she looked entirely removed from all of it, grabbing a smoke in-between her own orgy.

Alex stopped about ten feet away at first, breathing hard, staring at her like she was to blame for everything. 

Then whatever restraint he had left gave out completely. He closed the distance with sharp, irritated steps.

“So that’s what the Seven is like, huh?” he spat, voice tight with accusation that wanted to be righteous but came out mostly bitter. 

Maeve barely reacted, though. She tilted the cigarette slightly, exhaled smoke toward the ocean, and glanced at him once. Then she looked away again, leaning further onto the railing with the same exhausted patience she reserved for flight delays and boring leadership meetings.

Alex took that silence as permission to continue. “It’s pathetic, you know?” he went on, voice rising, “The world thinks you’re heroes, but you’re all just screwing each other to stay relevant. You corrupted my Annie.” The words came out sharp and possessive.

There was no hesitation in him, no awareness of the fact that he was talking to someone who could end this conversation in under a second if she felt inconvenienced enough. He seemed to have mistaken his heartbreak for invincibility.

He jabbed a finger toward Maeve then. “The Annie I knew wasn’t like this. She didn’t do this. I could’ve accepted you two, even. But now she’s out there with Homelander of all people. What the fuck did you people do to her?” 

The question came out like he expected a confession from the Seven’s veteran.

Maeve finally stopped, the cigarette paused halfway to her lips. 

Her eyes shifted back to him slowly, and something in her expression tightened ever so slightly. The mention of Homelander had cut through her indifference in a way Alex clearly did not understand he had just done at his own risk.

Then the tension was gone almost instantly from her face before it could register as a reaction. 

She already knew enough pieces of the situation around Starlight to be surprised, even if she hadn’t been paying it full attention. Gifts showing up in plain sight, the rose earlier this morning from Black Noir, Vought staff gossip leaking through corridors, the way Starlight carried herself lately with a kind of exhausted detachment that didn’t match her usual moral insistence. 

Even Homelander’s jealousy had been obvious enough to qualify as a public nuisance, especially on Edgar’s birthday when it had practically radiated off him like heat from a faulty reactor.

And Noir’s awareness of all of it only made things worse, because Noir never missed anything that mattered and never commented on anything that didn’t. He had openly claimed that Homelander had a crush on the new girl. And then proceeded to profess his own feelings for her in his own subtle ways.  

Maeve had clocked that tension too, the quiet triangulation forming between the three of them, a problem nobody had bothered to fret about. 

But what she hadn’t anticipated, and would have preferred never to imagine, was Starlight being in a three-way fuck-buddy situationship with Homelander and Black Noir in a surprisingly terrifying turn of events; the full configuration of it Supersonic was indirectly screaming about without even realizing it. 

The idea sat in her mind for a moment, turning over again and again. She exhaled smoke through her nose, gaze drifting briefly out toward the resort lights. 

“You’ve gotta be kidding me,” she muttered under her breath, more to the universe than to Alex, shaking her head once with mild irritation and a reluctant concern if she bothered naming it. 

Alex was still yapping, throwing his tirades at Maeve; though she had already stopped listening. The sound of his voice had become background noise by now. 

Maeve finally turned her head slightly, not fully engaging, just enough to acknowledge he still existed and that she was running out of patience for the fact. She took one last drag, then released a slow plume of smoke as her expression hardened into a flat and final glare. 

“Fuck off before I break your dick,” she said calmly, tone stripped of emotion entirely.

Alex finally ran out of steam mid-rant, the words dissolving into a slur. He lifted his chin a little, as if summoning dignity back into place through stubbornness. 

“I’m gonna get my girl back. I swear—” he started again, voice thick with alcohol and entitlement.

“I won’t ask again,” Maeve cut him off without even turning her head. She didn’t even raise her voice or emphasize the warning. 

Alex blinked, momentarily losing his rhythm. It didn’t fully land on him at first, but then irritation filled the gap, thin and petulant. He let out a huff, rolled his eyes like a teenager trying to win an argument with his mom, and stomped away down the walkway, muttering to himself as he disappeared back into the resort lights.

Maeve didn’t watch him leave. She stayed where she was, leaned onto the railing with the ocean wind pulling faintly at her robe, her posture unchanged. 

On the outside, she may have looked as indifferent as ever; but internally, her mind was already rearranging everything she thought she knew about the current configuration of disasters inside Vought’s most expensive circus.

Homelander, Black Noir, and Starlight. The combination sat in her thoughts like a thing that should have been labeled hazardous. If Starlight had any sense of self-preservation left, she was either going to need a very fast exit strategy or a very strong sense of humor about catastrophic self-sabotage. 

Even getting involved with the Moronic Trio would have been way less dicey than this. 

A quiet exhale slipped out of her as she finally pressed the cigarette out against the railing, the ember dying with a small, indifferent glow. She dropped what remained into the bamboo basket nearby, already half-turned away from the view. 

The resort behind her continued its familiar soundtrack of boundless hedonism as Maeve walked back inside her suite with a distinct gut feeling that something awful was about to happen very soon.

Notes:

I’m not sure if my regular readers are still around, but if you are, thank you for sticking with me. ❤️ I really admire you people. I’ll try to be as regular as I can with upcoming chapters, but please bear with me :)

 

Thank you!

Chapter 19: The Sky Is Falling

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⚠️WARNING: Long chapter. Graphic content. Reader discretion is advised.

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Herogasm, Day 2.

 

It was just after sunset when Annie had finally convinced herself to leave the comfort of her room at the resort. The decision did not come from enthusiasm so much as negotiation with her own mental exhaustion, a fragile accord brokered by the craving for caffeine and alcohol in the same glass. 

Espresso martini, then. The thought carried enough appeal to get her out of bed and into the shower.

She wore high waisted white shorts and a matching cropped top, layered under an oversized, leafy-print button-down left completely open; an outfit that didn't look like a sanctioned annual collapse of moral architecture.

And then, against all her reluctance, she finally left her room. 

Staying inside had still been tempting, though. It had the comforting logic of avoidance. Annie had spent most of the day exactly like that, watching television and ordering room service. 

Earlier, she had even used the plunge pool by her balcony, which felt like the closest thing to peace available at a Herogasm venue. It had the sea view, after all. 

By the time she reached the edge of the poolside, the resort had shifted into its second life. 

The truly chaotic part of the event, the excessive debauchery, had finally been sealed away behind private suites, as tradition demanded. What remained outside was the tolerable version.

There were still supes present, but they were mostly reclined into luxury rather than sex, stretched across loungers with drinks in hand, noses tilted toward lines of cocaine, conversations drifting lazily between laughter and mild make-out sessions. It was still debauchery, yes, but you could look at it without wrinkling your nose.

Annie clocked the poolside bar as a reasonable target and adjusted her course. It was occupied only by Mister Marathon and Lamplighter, both former members of the Seven.

As she approached, she caught the immediate shift in their attention. 

Their conversation lowered into conspiratorial murmurs, eyes tracking her with an exaggerated interest that belonged in a Mean Girl sequel.

Annie was not even surprised, or uncomfortable for that matter. She stopped at the bar with a small exhale and gave them a short, almost mechanical nod of acknowledgment. “Lamplighter. Mister Marathon.”

“You’re the new girl,” Lamplighter blurted out, the statement sounding like an accusation. 

Annie let out a short laugh, not bothering to dress it up. “Yeah. And you’re the old guy,” she shot back, tone light but cleanly pointed.

Lamplighter’s expression tightened, his frown arriving a second too late to feel dignified. His eyes lingered on her a moment longer than necessary, scanning her face with an uneasy focus.

“Did they chip me out yet?” he asked suddenly, voice tipping into a brittle tone. “The stone mural. Did they already replace me and carve you over?”

Annie raised a brow, the corner of her mouth pulling up despite herself. There was an almost intentional patience in her response, humoring just another manchild arguing with his own reflection.

“Yeah,” she said, nodding once as she slid onto a rattan stool. “Yep. It’s me on the mural now.” She gestured loosely toward the bartender, settling in.

Mister Marathon snorted into his drink, leaning back with an amused flick of his chin. “Oh, your stalker’s back,” he said casually, pointing across the pool.

Annie paused mid-settle, the smirk fading into a flatter expression as she followed his line of sight. Her eyes narrowed the moment she spotted him.

Alex. Again.

Walking straight toward them with a locked-in focus.

“Oh, you’ve got to be fucking kidding me,” Annie muttered under her breath, rolling her eyes hard.

Both men broke into low, entertained snickers, barely able to contain themselves. 

By the time Alex reached earshot, Annie had already rotated fully on her stool, one elbow resting on the counter, expression between exhausted and  irritated.

“Don’t you have someone to fuck here?” she called out as he approached, voice cutting clean through the ambient noise of the resort. “You’re at Herogasm.”

Alex stopped right in front of her, as if he was still allowed in her personal space. His eyes flicked briefly toward Mister Marathon and Lamplighter, catching their smirks, before snapping back to Annie with a look of visible hangover and wounded disbelief.

“Was that supposed to be a joke, Annie?” he snapped, voice rough with bitterness, offended that the world wasn’t behaving according to his emotional expectations. “I saw you last night at the beach. Kissing Homelander.”

Beside them, Mister Marathon leaned back slightly on his stool, clearly entertained at the revelation; while Lamplighter watched with an uneasy, twitchy attention, waiting for the moment the conversation could become about him again. 

Annie didn’t even glance at them. Her focus stayed on Alex, but her expression had already flattened into a colder look, more done with the entire conversation than angry.

“Yeah?” she said, calm in a cruel way. Her fingers tapped once against the counter as she leaned slightly forward. “Well, funny you bring that up, Alex—considering I’ve seen you sleep with teenagers and then murder them.”

Alex went completely still. It was a hard stop, like someone had yanked the cord out of reality.

His mouth opened slightly, then closed again, as if his brain had briefly disconnected from language altogether. He stared at her, eyes wide, unblinking.

“What—ho—how did you—” he started, voice cracking into itself.

Annie let out a short, humorless scoff, already tired of the sentence before it finished forming. “Yes. I know,” she cut in flatly. “Vought buried it. Like they bury half the garbage you people leave behind.”

She tipped her chin slightly toward the two retirees beside her, the gesture clear without needing further explanation. Then she turned back to Alex, arms folding across her stomach, posture firm and final.

“I know it happened before I joined the Seven,” she added, voice tightening just a fraction, “so don’t even try to dress it up like I’m the reason you turned into whatever this is.”

A small shrug followed from her, casual on the surface, but the patience underneath was basically gone.

“So do yourself a favor,” Annie finished, eyes locking on his, unblinking and serious. “Get out of my face. And stay away from my mom. Because next time, I won’t be having a conversation.” Her voice lowered just slightly, almost conversational again. “I’ll fucking blind you.”

She turned away immediately after, already signaling the bartender again to hurry up. The conversation had been officially categorized under “handled” and she was done carrying it.

Alex stood there for a second too long, his brain still buffering through every possible version of this interaction where he didn’t end up publicly eviscerated. 

The realization hit him in layers, slow and ugly, that Annie had been gracefully holding back the entire time. Not out of mercy exactly, but because she hadn’t considered him worth the energy until now.

When it finally fully sank in, his posture collapsed. He turned sharply on his heel and walked off, not fast enough to look confident, but not slow enough to look composed. He'd been emotionally tackled in front of witnesses, after all. 

Mister Marathon and Lamplighter watched him go in silence for a beat. Then they exchanged a knowing, amused look, before turning their attention back to Annie.

“Damn… you’re fucking mean,” Marathon said, almost offended on the basis of some delusional principle. Clearly the only part he remembered from the conversation was where Annie had accused Vought of “burying their garbage.”

He leaned back slightly, one hand hovering near his chest in exaggerated disbelief.

Annie didn’t even glance up from the bar. She had already ordered two back-to-back espresso martinis in advance. It was emotional insurance enough.

Lamplighter, completely undeterred by the social temperature dropping around him, leaned in closer over the counter. His voice dipped into a half-serious, half-panicked tone.

“What about the busts?” he asked quickly. “And the portraits in the hallway? Am I still on those, or did they already start scrubbing me out?”

Annie finally looked at him, and the expression was not subtle. It was a full-blown murderous glare.

Lamplighter immediately leaned back a bit, raising both hands in a defensive reflex. “Alright, Jesus,” he muttered under his breath, annoyed and shrinking at the same time. “You’re rude as hell.”

Marathon, still clearly smarting from the emotional damage of being spoken to without cushioning, leaned his head toward Annie, trying too hard to throw a confidential insult meant to sting.

“You know,” he said, voice lowered into a theatrical whisper that absolutely wasn’t private, “you really remind us of someone particular from the Seven.”

He paused to gauge her reaction, making it obvious he thought this was clever.

“Just as much of a bitch,” he added, poorly hiding the satisfaction of saying it.

Annie exhaled through her nose, slow and controlled, physically resisting the urge to throw the water on the counter at both of them. But she just turned her face away, rolling her eyes.

A small huff followed, more tired than irritated at this point.

At least now she understood why these two were no longer in the Seven. No mystery there. They probably had the same intellectual bracket as the Moronic Trio. 

Back inside the resort, higher up where the carved cliffside villas were stacked, Alex climbed the stone steps alone. The night air there felt thinner, cleaner in a way that only made his thoughts louder. 

He and a few other friends from previous Herogasm trips had pooled money for a private jet this year, which meant there was no clean exit strategy without pissing off his jet buddies or humiliating himself. Nobody was leaving early without everyone else knowing exactly why.

The only real alternative was retreating into his room and sitting inside his own embarrassment until the departure time arrived.

He already knew Marathon and Lamplighter had heard everything. And unfortunately, at Herogasm, nothing died quietly. It got recycled into gossip, then weaponized into social memory.

He had seen it before. Watched it happen to other people. Laughed at it, even. That part felt especially generous in hindsight.

By the time he reached the fourth tier of villas, his pace had slowed without him noticing. He crossed the walkway to his room, swiped the card, and let himself in. The door clicked shut behind him with a sound that felt unnecessarily final.

For a moment, he just stood there in the quiet, blinking, processing what had just happened. 

Then a voice broke the silence.

“Pobrecito… ¿ya no te quiere tu amiga?”

Alex jolted so hard he almost turned himself inside out, spinning toward the sound with pure reflex.

Homelander was already there.

In his full patriotic regalia and lounging on the couch like he had been part of the furniture inventory this whole time. One arm stretched lazily along the backrest, the other resting loose at his side. His boots were up on the coffee table, ankles crossed.

He wore a grin that looked almost friendly at first glance; that is, if you didn't stare too long. His eyes, though, did the real work; slow, measuring, and completely unimpressed.

He gave Alex a long, lazy once-over, as if inspecting a product that had been advertised as premium but delivered below the threshold. 

When the initial shock finally sank in, Alex let out a short, uneasy laugh.

“Hom—Homelander, sir, it’s really you,” he blurted, voice cracking halfway through the sentence as he tried to rebuild his dignity on the fly.

Homelander gave a small, self-satisfied tilt of the shoulders, basking in his glory and all. He let the moment stretch for a beat longer than needed, clearly enjoying the way Alex’s nervousness had filled the room like a toxic gas.

Then, as if flipping a switch, his grin widened, canines glinting under the ambient lighting of the room. 

“So,” he said lightly, almost conversational, “do you prefer speaking Spanish to English? Sorry—español.” A soft, mocking chuckle followed.

Alex blinked, thrown off. “No, sir. Not really,” he answered quickly, then added a second later, “I don’t really understand it. At all, actually.”

“Right,” Homelander replied, immediately dismissing the answer like it had never been worth his interest. His eyes drifted away for a second, bored already.

Then he exhaled loudly, the sound carrying a performative patience, and straightened from his relaxed posture. His cape slid into place behind him as he finally rose to his full imposing height. 

Hands tucked behind his back under the cape, he started walking toward Alex at an unhurried pace. Each step was slow enough to induce an anxiety ridden discomfort in Alex. 

Homelander’s gaze stayed fixed on him the entire time, tracking the spike in Alex’s pulse with casual interest.

“Supersonic, right?” he asked, stopping just close enough. He lifted a finger slightly, pointing at him.

Alex nodded immediately, too fast. “Yes, sir,” he said, with a nervous laugh that arrived a second too late to hide his tension. 

Homelander’s grin stretched a little further. His hand reached out loosely for a handshake. “Well, I’ve heard a lot about you, young man,” he said, tone warm in a way that didn’t reach his eyes at all. Then he leaned in slightly, covering the side of his mouth with his other hand like they were swapping harmless gossip at a brunch table. “Surprisingly not from Starlight.”

A soft, amused snicker slipped out of him after that, winking at Alex, very pleased with himself. The comment wasn’t just a jab, it was a reminder that he had access to information Alex didn’t even know existed.

The polite smile on Alex’s face tightened, then wobbled at the corners. But he managed to extend a hand to shake Homelander's hand. 

“It’s very nice to finally meet you, man,” Homelander continued, easing back into a rare friendliness. “Heard you and Starlight were an item back in the day, huh?”

“So great to meet you too, sir,” Alex said quickly, forcing a wider smile. “Yeah. We dated for five years. But we ended things mutually last month.”

Homelander nodded slowly, a sarcastic gesture of seriously considering the statement, then let out a small hum of approval. “Sure,” he said lightly. “The mutuality really shows.”

His free hand came down in a firm, lingering pat on Alex’s back. At the same time, his grip on the handshake didn’t fully loosen, keeping Alex anchored in place like a conversational hostage.

Alex swallowed dryly, throat visibly working as he tried to keep his breathing normal, eyes locked forward with a desperate politeness, hoping manners could still save his ass. 

Homelander’s expression didn’t change much, but the warmth in it began to thin out. The blue in his eyes felt colder up close, assessing and absolute, like a predator sizing up its dinner for a moment. 

Then Homelander let out a long, performative sigh. This whole situation had been added to his calendar without consent. The man simply couldn't enjoy a single Herogasm without uninvited drama. Last year it was Gunpowder and now it's this guy—Starlight’s ex. 

His hand gave Alex one last friendly pat on the back, affectionate in a way that felt deeply wrong in hindsight. He smacked his lips once, and then spoke.

“Alright…” he began, voice light, slightly bored. “As you can probably guess, I’m not here for the chitchat.” He tilted his head slightly, grin widening again, “Just here for the verdict, I guess. You know what happens after you successfully fuck up your chances of ever climbing the Vought ladder.” A lazy, condescending wink followed. “I am the Homelander, after all. Better me delivering bad news than Vought.”

Alex’s face drained in real time. “Homelander—sir, please, I’m really sorr—”

“Shhh… sh-sh-sh,” Homelander interrupted, almost gently, like he was calming down a nervous animal that didn’t understand it was already cornered.

His hands came up and cupped Alex’s face through the gloves, oddly careful, oddly intimate. The touch would’ve looked comforting from a distance, until you remembered who was doing it. 

Alex went rigid instantly, breath catching in his throat, eyes locked on Homelander’s because movement was no longer an option. 

“It’s going to be okay,” Homelander said softly, almost earnestly reassuring. “I’ll make it quick and painless.” He leaned in closer, voice dropping into a colder and quieter register. “You won’t feel a thing.”

For a fragment of a second, there was only stillness. But it didn't feel peaceful, just heavily loaded. 

Then Homelander’s expression didn’t even shift as his hands tightened and snapped forward in one brutal, effortless motion; squashing Alex's skull in the blink of an eye. 

The sound was sharp and wet and final all at once.

When it was over, Alex’s body stayed upright for a second. Then it collapsed with a dull, heavy drop onto the floor, folding into the silence.

Homelander stood there for a moment, breathing steady, his face and suit splattered with blood. He blinked once, slow and unbothered. Almost absently, he reached up and wiped brain matter off his cheek.

Then he drew in a slow breath, savoring the smell of blood like a hit of crystal meth. His eyes drifted half-lidded, then rolled back slightly as he dipped his head back, letting the metallic, copper-heavy scent fill his lungs. 

It hit him in a way nothing else ever could. It was immediate and addictive. A rush that being nice couldn't bring you. A kind of thrill that was better than applause. Better than adoration. Hell, it was better than ejaculation.

“You dumb motherfucker,” Homelander murmured finally to Alex's headless body, almost amused by the young man's uselessness. 

He gave a theatrical little shake of his hands, flicking off bits of brain residues, gaze drifting around the room to scan for something disposable to clean up with. His eyes landed on a discarded t-shirt draped over a nearby chair. Alex’s, of course.

Homelander walked over casually, picked it up between two fingers, and wiped his gloves with slow, unhurried pace. 

When he was done, he gave the shirt a brief glance, then tossed it back down without ceremony, letting it land over what remained of Alex.

A deep exhale finally rolled out of Homelander's lips, shoulders easing as the earlier buried irritation of having Supersonic around finally dissolved. 

Then he turned and started walking out, steps relaxed, posture loose, like he hadn’t just unalived Starlight's ex boyfriend. A small pleased smile stayed on his face the entire way out. 




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Annie wandered slowly through the resort with her third espresso martini balanced loosely in one hand, the ice clinking softly every time she stepped over the uneven stone paths. 

Compared to yesterday’s public descent into collective neurological failure, tonight almost felt civilized. Or at least Herogasm’s version of civilized. 

The music drifting through the resort had shifted from aggressive bass and moaning into warmer, party melodies; live drums, lazy dance tracks, occasional bursts of drunken karaoke echoing from distant cabanas.

The open grounds were crowded again, but differently this time. Guests lounged across oversized cushions under lantern-lit palms, smoking things Annie was fairly certain weren’t legal in at least forty countries. 

Supes danced barefoot around fire pits with expensive liquor bottles hanging from their hands. A group near the infinity pool had somehow turned synchronized floating into a drinking game. 

Somewhere deeper in the resort, someone massacred a Fleetwood Mac song while an entire crowd applauded the “vocal genius”, which was basically alcohol poisoning released into music.

Honestly? Annie preferred this version, compared to whatever yesterday was.

At least tonight people seemed more interested in getting catastrophically drunk than publicly reinventing pornography in front of mandatory cocaine fountains. By the way, it was a relief to know that the cocaine fountains were not so mandatory, after all. 

The atmosphere still carried that same spoiled, rich brat aura, but now it felt looser, almost playful in a chemically damaged sort of way. She could tolerate playful. Playful usually didn’t rain bodily fluids from the sky.

As Annie rounded another amber lit pathway between the tropical gardens, two supes stumbled directly into her from the side. Both looked violently unwell. 

One had glitter smeared across his cheeks and pupils blown so wide they looked medically concerning. The other was clutching a cocktail shrimp platter to his chest like it contained some classified military secrets that he was privileged to carry. 

“The sky is falling,” the glittered one whispered urgently, grabbing Annie by the forearm with complete sincerity. “You need to run.”

His friend nodded with terrifying seriousness. “It’s peeling open, man. I saw it breathing.”

Annie blinked at the pair for a second before a laugh escaped her despite the initial surprise. “Okay,” she snorted into her martini glass, “maybe stop licking mystery stamps from strangers.”

The two men exchanged horrified looks at her apparent lack of survival instincts before stumbling off again into the crowd. “SHE DOESN’T BELIEVE US,” one of them yelled dramatically as they disappeared toward the poolside. “WE’RE ALL GONNA DIE.”

Annie giggled under her breath and shook her head, continuing down the lantern-lit path while taking another sip from her drink. Rich supes on psychedelics really were something else.

“There you are.”

Queen Maeve’s voice arrived from behind her before the woman herself did. 

Annie turned immediately, almost relieved at the sound. 

Maeve had emerged from another connecting path with a naked resort waiter beside her carrying a silver tray balanced expertly in both hands. Four Martinis rested on the tray with almost intimidating symmetry.

Maeve herself looked considerably more alive than she had yesterday. Still mildly disheveled, still carrying that perpetual exhaustion around her eyes, but less bitter. 

She wore loose linen pants now with an open black beach shirt hanging over a dark bikini top, her damp hair swept lazily back from her face.

Annie’s expression brightened instantly. “Holy shit,” she laughed softly. “Finally! I was beginning to think the entire team got beamed up by the aliens.” She quipped, inferring to that ‘Marith'rai War’ that the Seven and the entire super community was apparently fighting in space right now according to the news. 

She took another sip before adding, “And thank God it’s you and not the Deep.”

Maeve scoffed. “Please. Deep is probably under the ocean, fucking his octopussies.” Then she gestured toward the tray with two fingers. “You up for a chat over two martinis? The other two are mine.”

Annie chuckled immediately. “That sounds medically irresponsible.”

“Exactly.” Maeve smirked. “Come on.”

The two women veered off the main pathways toward one of the quieter beachside cabanas partially set between palms and hanging lanterns. The sounds of the resort softened there, still audible but distant enough to stop feeling like an assault on the nervous system. 

A few drunken guests wandered nearby through the sand carrying bottles and laughing too loudly, but otherwise the little hut remained mostly secluded from the larger crowd.

The waiter stepped ahead of them and carefully lowered the silver tray onto the low wooden table between the cushioned seats; and not a single glass rattled as he did.

In all fairness, Annie respected the professionalism at this point, considering the public nudity. 

“Enjoy your evening, ladies,” he greeted politely with a small bow before disappearing back into the glowing maze of the resort.

“So… what’s up?” Annie prompted, leaning forward slightly as she carefully placed her espresso martini back onto the table. The glass clicked softly against the wood, condensation already pooling beneath it.

She turned fully toward Maeve then, attention locking in despite the alcohol buzzing in her blood. Her posture shifted into a more grounded one, less distracted, like whatever Maeve had to say had just bumped itself up the priority list.

Maeve let out a long, tired exhale. Her brows lifted faintly, internally bracing for impact before she even started speaking. She reached for her own martini glass, rolling it slightly before lifting it.

“Uhm… okay,” Maeve said at last, straightening in her seat and turning fully toward Annie. She crossed one leg over the other, settling into a noncommittal posture.

“Listen, Starlight,” she began, voice dropping into a serious tone. “I know life at Vought has already fucked you up. But you need to stop whatever this is with Homelander and Black Noir. Those two aren’t just… complicated. They’re dangerous and unpredictable.”

Annie blinked at her for a moment, not because the warning was shocking, but because Maeve saying it out loud made it feel real in a way gossip and rumors never quite managed. She let out a small, uncertain laugh, more reflex than humor, her brows pulling together as she tried to process the tone as much as the content.

“You don’t think I know that?” Annie asked, genuinely caught between confusion and curiosity.

Maeve shook her head slightly, taking a slow sip of her drink as if buying herself time to choose how blunt she wanted to be. Her eyes didn’t leave Annie, though; voice steady but heavier now. 

“No. You really don’t get it,” she said flatly. “You’ve seen what, a glimpse of it? That’s not even half of it. That’s just them behaving in public.”

She tilted the glass slightly, watching the liquid swirl before continuing, tone sharpening just a little. “And if you think what you’ve seen in three months already is bad, imagine what it was like before you arrived. This thing between them? Whatever you want to call it? It goes way further back than you think.”

Annie gave a small scoff, more out of confusion than defiance, one eyebrow lifting as she leaned back slightly. “So, what, is this because they’re bisexual—?”

“No!” Maeve snapped immediately, almost scolding. She leaned forward a bit, eyes locked on Annie now, the humor completely drained out of her expression. 

“That’s not what I’m saying. You have to understand something basic here. Homelander is the most powerful creature on this planet. And he’s mentally ill. But nobody in Vought wants to admit that because it ruins the brand. And Black Noir… that walking tumor—” she exhaled through her nose, almost annoyed at even having to describe him “—you will never know what’s actually going on in his head. Because there’s nothing consistent there except obedience. He’s Homelander’s shadow, his extension, his little cleanup solution.”

Maeve pointed at Annie then, her expression grim, trying to physically instill the warning into her. 

“You fuck up once with these two. Just once. And you’re done. And don’t kid yourself about the consequences. They don’t just come for you. They get your family first. Friends if they’re convenient. And then you. If Homelander is in a generous mood, you get a quick death. If he isn’t, you’re fucked beyond comprehension.”

She leaned back slightly after that, but her eyes stayed fixed on Starlight, checking it had actually landed on the new girl. 

Annie had been listening the entire time without interruption, her expression caught in that uncomfortable middle space between focus and detachment. A faint frown lingered on her face, not from disbelief, but from something far more complicated. 

It wasn’t that she hadn’t registered Homelander’s capacity for damage. She already understood the shape of what Maeve was saying. She's seen enough horrors herself. She just didn’t feel like reacting to it anymore. 

If Vought went after Donna, there was a bitter part of Annie that almost called it divine justice. Ugly, maybe even unfair, but it didn't budge her for some messed up reason. 

Donna had always treated hope and religion like a business plan, and Annie had been paying the emotional installments her whole life. 

And the knowledge of dangers of being around Homelander and Black Noir; that didn't even induce fear in her anymore. She knew it was an inevitability. Like a natural calamity you could see coming but couldn’t be bothered to outrun.

Maybe that was the worst part of it; the fact that it no longer scared her. 

For a minute, Annie just stared at Queen Maeve without pushing back, without arguing, without even pretending there was a counterpoint. Then she let out a slow, defeated breath, shoulders dropping. Her head dipped slightly, gaze falling to the table at a blank point. 

“Queen Maeve…” Annie started, then looked back up, meeting Maeve’s eyes directly to make sure the veteran got her point properly. “As much as it means to have you have my back, I need to be honest with you. I don’t really care anymore.”

Her mouth tightened at the corners as she shook her head slowly, almost disappointed in herself more than anything else. “I don’t even care if I end up dead at this point. Nothing really matters. Good guys don't win, and bad guys don't get punished. The evil just… grinds away. And I watch it happen. Nothing surprises me anymore…”

Maeve gave a short, humorless snort, one eyebrow lifting as she leaned back slightly. 

“Yeah? That’s funny,” she muttered. “Because your lack of surprise wasn't in the room with us yesterday when we landed at the airstrip.”

That finally pulled a reaction out of Annie. 

A small, reluctant smirk unfurled at her mouth before she let out a short laugh, shaking her head as if trying to physically remove the memory. 

“Okay, fair,” Annie admitted. “That one did hit me. I won’t lie. That wasn't really a ‘nothing surprises me’ moment.”

Maeve huffed a laugh at that, rolling her eyes as she took another sip of her drink. The tension between them eased just a bit, settling into a more grounded, reluctant honesty shared over alcohol they both knew was doing most of the emotional heavy lifting.

A few seconds passed in silence, both of them drinking, letting the noise of the resort bleed into the background. 

Maeve’s gaze drifted away for a moment, then came back, more contemplative this time as she glanced at Starlight with a cryptically earnest sigh. 

“Shortly after I joined the Seven,” she began suddenly, tone shifting from grim to vulnerable, “Homelander had his eyes on me. At first, it was almost normal. His charm and the flirting. That whole ‘golden boy’ act he does when he’s smitten and shit.”

She paused briefly, thumb tracing the rim of her glass, jaw tightening as if she was biting back something she didn’t want to remember in full detail. 

“He’d shower me with bottomless gifts. He played nice and asked me out on dates. You'd think he's a total romantic.” Maeve let out a dry, bitter laugh, rolling her eyes. “Do you know Brody Vance?”

Annie frowned slightly, trying to place it. “Brody Vance… the actor?”

“Yeah,” Maeve confirmed, taking a slow sip. “The actor who died in a ‘mysterious house fire’ in 2003.”

Annie squinted, cautious confusion settling in now, head tilting ever so slightly. “Okay…?” she said slowly, the word stretching out as she waited for the other shoe to drop. 

Maeve smacked her lips and leaned further back into the chair, slouching this time. Her eyes drifted off toward nothing in particular, fixed on some distant point beyond the resort lights, as if replaying the memory behind her eyes. 

“There was a party at the Tower the night he died,” she said flatly. “Brody Vance asked me to dance. Kept complimenting me too. It wasn't really creepy or anything.” Her shoulder rolled in a casual shrug. “Homelander and I were already together by then. A few months in, but not official official, you know. He saw us dance and got jealous—like with you and Noir. That night, Brody ends up dead in a house fire. I got the news the next morning.”

Annie glanced around instinctively, her eyes scanning the resort out of habit more than fear, like she half-expected Homelander to be casually listening from a bush with perfect hearing and zero respect for privacy. 

The poolside was still alive with distant noise, but the Seven’s quarters stayed mercifully quiet and absent from the scene.  For now, at least. 

She leaned in slightly, lowering her voice anyway. “How did you find out it was him?”

Maeve gave a slow exhale, shoulders dropping with the heavy burden of the story. 

“He told me,” she said flatly, her mouth twisting with disgust. “And he was so proud of it. What's more fucked up is that he expected me to be impressed. Like I was supposed to go, ‘Wow, babe, that’s so you.’

Annie’s expression tightened, not surprised exactly, but clearly seeing the pattern lock into place. She didn’t interrupt though, just stayed quiet, letting Maeve keep going.

“I tried to leave the relationship after that,” Maeve continued, voice flattening again. “Tried to quit the Seven too. Thought I could just… walk away.” She gave a humorless huff at her own naivety back in the day. “He didn’t take it well, as you can guess. Dude had a full breakdown, cried and begged on his knees… and I felt sorry for him,” she admitted, like it still irritated her that she had that reaction. “That was the stupidest part. I actually gave him another chance.”

Maeve straightened a little, squirming uncomfortably. Her body simply couldn’t decide whether it wanted dignity or anesthesia. She took another sip, the drink clearly doing nothing for the taste of the memory.

“And then one night,” she said, slower now, “he wanted to blindfold me to ‘spice things up.’ Said it would be ‘fun.’” Her fingers flexed slightly around the glass as she mocked the phrase, voice tightening in her throat. “And for a while, it was normal. Until something felt off. His touch. His timing. Then I heard the camera shutter...”

She trailed off, her throat bobbing, eyes blinking rapidly at the unpleasant sensation of recalling those suppressed memories. 

“So I ripped off the blindfold and—” Maeve stopped mid-sentence, her eyes drifting away from Annie. “It was Noir in bed with me. And Homelander was there too. Standing off to the side, taking photos. Recording on a Sony Cybershot.”

Annie’s face contorted instantly, horror cracking through the alcohol haze like a splash of cold water to the face. Her brows shot up, one hand covering her mouth now.

“Oh my god…” Annie murmured, voice tightening. “You’re telling me Black Noir—without you knowing, without consent—was in bed with you? That’s… fucking sick.” She leaned forward slightly, anger breaking through her confusion now. “You’re the strongest woman on this planet. How the hell do they even get away with that?”

Maeve let out an exhausted scoff, eyes rolling towards the ceiling of the cabana as she downed the rest of her drink. 

Strongest woman on the planet,” she repeated flatly, like the phrase had long since become a bad joke she kept hearing from the world. She turned fully toward Annie now, no humor left in her face. “That’s all cool and empowering on movie posters only.”

Her fingers tightened around the empty glass again for a second before she set it down with a soft clink.

“He used it,” she said simply. “The photos, the tapes. All of it. Said I could leave whenever I wanted—as long as I was okay with everything I’d ever done in the Seven playing at Times Square.”

She leaned back again, shoulders sagging as she finished it off with a shrug that didn’t match the gravity of what she was saying. “That’s when Vought rolled out that beautiful little masterpiece of a contract. Sixty-five million dollar leash. Seven-year minimum. No exit unless you’re fired, or dead.”

A long, heavy silence followed between the ladies, loaded with sentiments only women could feel for one another. 

Annie blinked slowly, visibly shaken now. Her brain was trying to actively reject the information and failing at it. 

The thing is, the strangest part of that story wasn’t Homelander; he was the most consistent one, actually. His actions almost made sense in the worst possible way.

The real surprise was Black Noir.

Because up until now, he had been the sole outlier of the team, as much as Annie had seen. 

He was quiet, sure, but never cruel to her. Not like that. He had joked with her in his own silent way. Nudged Homelander’s ego when it got too sharp. He acted almost protective in moments that didn’t feel staged. He was sincere and artistic. He had even sketched Annie a few times, handing it over like it meant something to him.

And most surprisingly, he had made Homelander behave around her, be nice to her. 

Which made Maeve’s story sit in Annie’s chest like an audit report with significant discrepancies. Because both versions of Noir didn’t match. 

Eventually, Annie snapped out of the brief mental lock she had fallen into and turned back toward Maeve, exhaling as she finished what was left of her espresso martini in one go. The glass clicked softly when she set it down.

“I’m so sorry,” Annie muttered, quieter now. “It sounds… really awful.” She hesitated, then glanced around a bit, checking for anyone who could be listening. 

When the coast seemed clear, she leaned further forward, her tone lowering another notch, almost conspiratorial. “But I still don’t get it. If he’s that dangerous, why is Noir being… nice to me? It feels like he’s actively shielding me from Homelander’s worst moods sometimes. What do you think he's up to?”

Maeve barked a short laugh at that. It wasn't really kind, or warm for that matter. She shook her head and lifted the second glass of martini, staring into it.

“Oh, that part’s actually baffling.” Maeve said, her tone dry as sandpaper. “He’s genuinely into you. And that, my friend, is the problem.” She pointed at Annie with a lazy finger. “You ever heard of the Three-Body Problem?”

Annie blinked. “...No?” 

Maeve sighed like she’d been assigned a student who'd never read the syllabus. She shifted in her chair, taking on that tired-lecture tone.

“Alright,” Maeve began, swirling her drink slowly. “Imagine two bodies in space. Planets, stars, whatever. They orbit each other, right? You can kind of predict the movement. Push, pull, repeat.” She gestured faintly with her glass. “Now add a third.”

Her eyes flicked up to Annie. “That’s when it stops being predictable in the long-run. Everything starts affecting everything else. One shifts, the other reacts. Then that reaction changes the first one again. Nothing stabilizes. It just loops, escalates, breaks, and repeats. And it looks functional until it’s actually not. This whole three-body orbit falls at a constant risk of collision and destruction because of the unpredictability.”

She jabbed a finger at Annie with a smirk, concluding her little lecture. “You’re the third body in this mess.”

That landed heavier than anything else so far.

Annie didn’t respond immediately. She simply couldn't. 

She just sat there, letting it sink in, watching yet another piece of the Seven’s rotten machinery slot into place. It wasn’t even shocking anymore in the way new horrors were supposed to be. It was more like another ugly fact joining a growing stack of horrors she hadn’t asked to carry.

Suddenly, Annie realized that the worst part of this entire discussion wasn’t that it was a difficult one, it was that it already felt familiar. 

Maybe she did need that conversation. The blunt, slightly scorched-earth kind of conversation that actually rearranged the thought process in her head. Because lately, Annie had been mistaking her emotional exhaustion as a personality trait.

She had been patching over everything with whatever worked fastest. Sleeping with Homelander like it was some kind of stress release valve. Then somehow escalating that into a situation that involved Homelander and Black Noir at the same time, which, in hindsight, was basically like setting fire to a leaking gas line.

And the most sickening part was how comfortable it had started to feel lately. 

No wonder Queen Maeve was bitter and world-weary. She'd been so thoroughly disillusioned, nothing could blind her anymore. 

Annie exhaled through her nose finally, then glanced at Maeve again, a real question forming out of genuine curiosity and awe. 

“How do you even manage to act so casual around Noir?” she asked, almost impressed despite herself. “I burned Deep’s retinas two weeks ago when he tried to force himself on me, and I still can’t stand seeing his face without wanting to—” she stopped herself, jaw tightening, irritation flashing across her expression. “Just… I don’t get how you can sit next to someone like that and not lose your mind.”

Maeve gave a small shrug, like Starlight had asked how she handled traffic.

“I mean,” Maeve said, a smirk spreading across her face, “I figured Noir has a tree nut allergy.”

Annie blinked. “That’s not—what?”

Maeve continued anyway, unbothered. “Yep. Just told him I’d shove an Almond Joy down his throat while he’s asleep if he ever touches me again.” Her smirk widened, crooked and mischievous. “But honestly? He'd already kept his distance. Even before that mess at Homelander’s penthouse.” Her eyes flicked briefly toward Annie. “That was the only time he got physically close to me in any real way.”

Annie’s expression tightened instantly. “Yeah,” she said, sharper now. “Without your consent.”

Maeve didn’t argue. She just let out a tired breath through her nose; because frankly, the incident didn’t bother her anymore, just added to a long list of things she was already carrying. She pushed herself up from the chair, stretching out the stiffness in her shoulders.

“Anyway,” Maeve said, already stepping away, tone slipping back into practical indifference, “I’m going to grab dinner. You coming or what?”

Annie shook her head slowly. The gravity of everything still sat in her expression. 

“No, I think I’ll take a walk. Need some air.” She hesitated, then softened her voice slightly. “But… thanks, Queen Maeve. Really.”

She reached out and placed a hand briefly over Maeve’s, a small, careful gesture that tried to carry more gratitude than she had words for. 

Maeve glanced down at it for half a second, then gave a short nod, as if accepting it without needing to make it sentimental.

“Alright,” she said simply, tone clipped but not unkind. “Try not to spiral. And don’t get yourself killed.” She tipped her glass toward Annie in a half-salute that passed for concern in her world, then turned on her heel and slipped out of the cabana.

Within seconds, she was swallowed by the resort again, her silhouette dissolving into the moving blur of bodies, neon lights, and drunken celebration like she had never really been separate from it at all.

Annie stayed seated for a moment longer, eyes following Maeve until she was gone. Only then did she draw out a breath and stand, carefully collecting both martinis Maeve had left behind for her. One in each hand, she started walking.

Maeve’s warning lingered with her. Homelander. Noir. The whole arrangement she had been treating like a strange, dangerous vacation romance suddenly felt like the stupidest form of escapism.

Her earlier sense of comfort had cracked to let reality seep back in. And now it followed her.

She drifted toward the same side exit that opened out onto the beach. Yesterday it had felt almost peaceful out there, a rare pocket of silence in a place otherwise dedicated to pathological hedonists. She figured it might still hold for a few minutes of air and sanity.

Unfortunately, that optimism lasted right up until she stepped through the threshold. 

The sound hit first. Music from inside the resort had dulled instantly behind her, replaced by the open, messy chorus of the shoreline. But the fresh set of moans, grunts, wet squelches, and the explicit dirty-talks drifted through the open air now. 

Annie froze mid-step.

She shifted quickly, slipping behind the nearest palm tree, pressing her back against it as she peered around the trunk. Her grip tightened slightly around both glasses as her eyes tracked the source of the noise, trying to map it in the dim moonlight.

It took a moment, but her gaze finally caught on them.

Roughly eight to ten yards down the open stretch of beach, partially lit by moonlight and the faint spill from the resort, the Deep and Crimson Countess were fucking in doggy style. 

Their voices carried clearly, full of crude, unfiltered commentary that Annie was a hundred-percent certain was making the ocean creatures blush.

Annie's face folded instantly the moment she properly registered what was happening down the shoreline. 

“Oh, come on,” she muttered under her breath, offended on a deeply personal level now. “Not my spot too.”

Their whole commentary sounded like some cursed National Geographic documentary narrated by bath salts. Wasn’t the Deep supposed to be underwater, fucking some fish’s blowhole or something? Why was he even here fucking some veteran supe from Payback? Annie thought to herself, irritated. 

Her expression pinched tighter with every passing second. Yesterday’s nonstop public orgies had already pushed her tolerance levels into another dimension, but somehow it felt specifically offensive that these idiots had picked the exact stretch of beach she’d mentally claimed as her quiet spot.

“Of course it’s fucking Deep. Of all people.” she grumbled bitterly to herself before taking a long, frustrated sip of her drink. 

But then, through the rhythmic crashing of waves and the distant bass from the resort behind her, another sound began creeping into the atmosphere. Low at first, mechanical and uneven.

Annie’s brows furrowed as she peered out again to locate the new noise. 

The sound steadily grew louder until she finally turned her head toward the ocean. Out past the silver-black water, a lone boat light cut through the darkness, bobbing against the tide as it approached the island shoreline.

For a brief second, Annie assumed it was one of the local fishermen she’d seen earlier in the distance during the daytime. Maybe someone delivering supplies to the resort. 

The boat pushed closer through the surf until the shape of it became clearer beneath the moonlight. The craft was small and fast, plain enough not to attract attention. And when it finally scraped against the shallows near shore, Annie straightened slightly behind the tree, curiosity quietly replacing her irritation.

A man climbed out. Clearly not resort staff, not local either. And definitely not naked like everyone else at the resort. 

Even from this distance, Annie could tell immediately. The clothes alone gave it away. Dark hoodie beneath a jacket, worn jeans, heavy boots sinking into wet sand. Everything about him looked practical instead of performative. Which honestly made him stand out more.

The stranger hauled the rope from the boat with quick efficiency and jammed a thick metal pin deep into the sand before securing it. Then he lifted his head toward the resort. Toward the beach. Toward the Deep and Crimson Countess.

And started walking directly at them.

Annie’s expression shifted, her brows creasing on her forehead. 

There was something unnerving about how purposefully the man's silhouette moved. There was no sign of confusion or hesitation in his stance. He clearly wasn’t wandering into the scene accidentally. He wasn’t shocked by the screaming orgy island full of naked people beyond the walls either. 

It almost looked like someone showing up late to a shift they already hated.

Down the shoreline, the Deep finally noticed movement approaching and awkwardly twisted around mid-position, visibly annoyed at the interruption. Crimson Countess looked over her shoulder too, equally disoriented and annoyed.

The stranger kept coming. Just a straight line through the moonlit sand.

Annie slowly lowered her cocktail from her lips. “What the fuck…” she murmured.

The moment the man reached them, Crimson Countess shoved the Deep aside and opened her mouth, probably about to yell something offended and celebrity-like. But she never got the chance.

The stranger suddenly drew his arm back and swung hard.

The punch landed directly across Crimson Countess’s face with a crack so violent Annie physically flinched behind the palm tree. 

The impact snapped Countess sideways instantly, her entire body collapsing limp into the sand before she even fully processed what had happened.

For a full second, the Deep just remained frozen there in stunned silence, kneeling awkwardly in the sand beside Crimson Countess’s unconscious body like his brain had completely blue-screened. The moonlight bounced off his horrified expression while seawater lapped around his knees.

Then outrage finally caught up with him.

“What the FUCK, bro?!” the Deep shrieked, scrambling upright so aggressively he almost slipped. “Do you have any idea who the fuck I am?!”

His words slurred together beneath the heavy stink of alcohol and cocaine-induced confidence. He pointed wildly at the stranger while trying to square his shoulders into an intimidating posture, which would have worked better if he wasn’t still completely naked with his gills out. 

“You’re dead, asshole,” the Deep barked, puffing his chest. “You are so fucking deaa—”

The stranger hit him before he even finished the sentence.

It happened so fast Annie barely tracked the motion. One second the Deep was gearing up for some drunken macho speech, and the next the man’s fist slammed across his jaw with enough force to whip his entire head sideways.

The Deep crashed into the sand with a yelp that sounded genuinely pathetic.

“Oh my God,” Annie whispered under her breath from behind the tree, blinking hard.

The Deep groaned loudly, rolling onto his back while clutching his jaw. An ugly bruise was already blooming across the side of his face beneath the moonlight.

“You motherfucker—” he whined, voice cracking midway through the threat. “You fucking hit me!”

Fueled entirely by wounded ego and enough stimulants to gear up a horse, the Deep staggered back to his feet and lunged again. His fists flew wildly through the air in sloppy swings that looked more like a rich guy fighting security outside a nightclub than an actual superhero combatant.

The stranger dodged every hit with terrifying ease, calmly and efficiently. 

Then he stepped forward suddenly, grabbed the Deep by the torso, and drove him violently into the sand, hard enough for Annie to feel the impact from ten yards away.

The air blasted out of the Deep's lungs in one ugly grunt.

Before he could recover, the man twisted him over, planted a knee against his back, and slammed his head back to back straight into the shoreline with brutal efficiency. The Deep went completely limp by now. 

The crashing waves swallowed the eerie silence that followed.

Annie stood motionless behind the palm tree, still clutching her martinis like her body had forgotten how to perform normal human functions. Her eyes stayed locked on the stranger's silhouette while her pulse suddenly hammered much louder in her ears.

Because this wasn’t random anymore. This mystery guy knew exactly what he was doing.

The stranger exhaled once through his nose before casually grabbing the Deep by one arm. Then he bent down, hooked Crimson Countess over his opposite shoulder, and carried both unconscious and naked supes away with horrifying efficiency. Like they weighed absolutely nothing.

Annie’s stomach sank at the sight, gulping down the dry lump in her throat. “What the fuck…” She breathed again, quieter this time.

The man reached the boat, dumped both bodies inside without ceremony, then climbed in after them. The entire thing unfolded with such cold practicality it felt unreal to watch. Just two unconscious superhumans getting tossed into a fishing boat like bulk groceries.

A second later, the engine roared back to life.

The boat slowly drifted backward into darker water before turning toward the open sea. Within moments, the sound of the motor began dissolving into the crashing waves, swallowed beneath distant music, drunken laughter, and the ongoing depravity echoing from the resort behind her.

Annie remained rooted there for another stunned second before instinct finally snapped back into place. She immediately tipped back the rest of her martini and drained the glass in one long swallow.

“Jesus Christ,” she hissed, coughing once as the alcohol burned down her throat.

The empty glass dropped from her fingers into the sand. She was already digging into her shorts pocket for her phone while she started power-walking back toward the resort entrance, still gripping the untouched second martini in her other hand.  

As if yesterday wasn't weird enough, tonight had somehow become weirder; even too weird for alcohol to keep up with.

But no matter what, somewhere inside that nightmare resort full of naked supes and shitty karaoke, Homelander needed to hear that the Deep and Crimson Countess had just been kidnapped straight off the beach.








“So… a superhuman?” Homelander repeated, one brow lifting slowly. 

The concept itself was nothing new, of course, just inconvenient. Every year during Herogasm, attendees end up beefing over chicks or dicks, resulting in bizarre acts of pettiness. Take his own murder of Alex a couple of hours ago for instance. 

But this one didn't seem entirely too natural either. 

“You’re telling me he was strong enough to put both of them down in under two minutes?” He asked again to confirm he hadn't missed a point here. 

“That’s what I think,” Annie said with a tight nod, her posture rigid, attention locked on him, trying to read intent off his face. 

She very pointedly ignored what was happening behind Homelander. Which, unfortunately, was an entire moving collage of naked bodies, fucking and sucking happening in slow motion under expensive lighting.

Homelander, for his part, was in a navy blue robe, something he'd thrown on more out of some unknown obligation than modesty. 

The side of his body rested loosely against a wall across from the orgy. The separation did very little to make the situation less surreal, though. 

“Well,” Homelander said, pushing off the wall and clasping his hands behind his back in that familiar posture of authority. “Did you contact Crime Analytics? Get a lock on Deep’s chip?”

“Yeah,” Annie replied immediately, pulling her phone up and angling it toward him. Her tone stayed utterly even, trying not to acknowledge the room’s atmosphere at all. “I pulled the ping. Crime Analytics flagged a transponder five minutes ago. Boat’s heading straight for the mainland coast near Olumbe. It’s across the channel. Not even twenty minutes out on a skiff.”

Homelander gave a small, satisfied nod, already half-checked out of the conversation. “Okay. Good. I wouldn’t stress too much. It’s water. That’s Deep’s whole thing.” He waved a hand loosely, as if that settled the matter entirely. “You go there and locate them. Neutralize any threat, and report back.”

Annie blinked once but didn’t argue. She had learned the difference between “discussion” and “dismissal” in his voice by now. She simply turned, already moving toward the exit half-disappointed but unsurprised by his lack of seriousness. 

“Starlight,” Homelander called out again, sharper this time.

She slowed her steps and turned back toward him.

Homelander flicked his chin toward the far corner of the suite, where Black Noir sat at a piano that looked wildly out of place in a room currently hosting a superhuman orgy. 

Noir was fully suited, no trace of sex on him, as if he had simply clocked in to his shift and decided music was a reasonable after-work activity.

“Take Noir with you,” Homelander said casually. His tone made it sound like lending her an accessory temporarily. “Grab a boat. Brief him on the way. And… call me if you need to. I’ll fly in.”

Annie's expression softened ever so slightly before she composed herself, trying to stick to the lesson she vowed to take from Maeve's wisdom tonight. 

Still, it was clear Homelander wasn't dismissing her entirely this time. In fact, he wasn't dismissing her at all. He'd even offered to fly in. Miraculous.

Maybe this was the phase he'd be all nice and charming that Queen Maeve was talking about. 

“Got it,” Annie replied, her voice controlled. “Thanks.”

She gave a short nod and moved toward the piano corner without waiting for anything else. 

The sound of Noir’s playing filled the space behind her, soft but steady. It didn’t match anything with the room's atmosphere, which made it fit perfectly in an ironic way. 

Homelander’s gaze followed her the entire way, openly tracking her movement, deciding what category she belonged to in his head that night.

Annie reached Noir and exchanged a few brief words with him. It wasn’t really a conversation so much as her speaking and him listening in that unreadable, motionless way of his. 

The piano notes tapered off gradually, setting the music down rather than stopping it.

After a moment, Noir lifted his hands from the keys entirely. He simply got up and followed Starlight as she turned back toward the exit.

As they walked out, both Annie and Noir gave Homelander a brief, almost reflexive glance of acknowledgment. 

Homelander didn’t return it with anything beyond a faint look of ownership and satisfaction.

Then they were gone.

Outside, the resort air hit differently again, cutting away the suffocating luxury of the suite and replacing it with salt, wind, and distant noise from the ongoing indulgence of the island. 

Annie and Noir contacted staff, secured one of the resort’s motor boats without much difficulty, and moved fast enough that nobody thought to ask any questions.

By the time the engine was running and they were cutting through the water, Annie’s phone buzzed again.

Crime Analytics update. Deep’s signal was holding in one location now. Last known location was an old fish processing factory.

Meanwhile, the motor boat tore through the dark water beneath the moonlit sky, its engine growling steadily as waves crashed hard against the hull. 

Salt sprayed into the air every few seconds, dampening Annie’s hair and the sleeves of the oversized hoodie she’d thrown on before leaving the resort. 

Somewhere far behind them, Herogasm had already dissolved into a cluster of distant lights and muffled bass. Out here, it was just black ocean, silver moonlight, and the uneasy feeling that tonight had swerved violently off-script.

Black Noir sat across from her near the opposite side of the boat, completely still despite the violent rocking beneath them. The moonlight washed across the black armor of his suit while the wind whipped past him, rattling the loose straps at his shoulders. 

Every now and then, Annie caught herself sneaking glances at him. Then immediately looking away again.

Maeve’s words from earlier kept replaying in ugly little fragments inside her head. Her warnings, her stories. The strange, ugly gravity that existed around Homelander and Noir alike. But the problem was that none of it matched the Noir Annie actually knew.

Because the Noir she knew bought her flowers.

The Noir she knew silently handed her snacks during meetings when she skipped lunch. The Noir she knew sat through terrible Vought movie premieres beside her like a patient goth gargoyle while Homelander complained about critics.

And apparently the Noir she knew also joined rescue missions at three in the morning without hesitation.

Annie finally cleared her throat over the noise of the engine. 

“Crime Analytics tracked Deep’s last movement,” she called over the wind. “Looks like they stopped at an old fish processing factory near the eastern shore.”

Noir’s masked face turned toward her immediately.

Then he reached into one of the compartments on his belt, pulled out his phone, and started typing with quick efficiency despite the boat rocking violently beneath them. 

A second later, he leaned forward slightly and held the screen out toward her.

“You know what could’ve prevented Deep’s kidnapping tonight? If you had killed him at the deployment bay ✌🏾 weeks ago.”

Annie stared at the message for one long second before a startled laugh escaped her.

It wasn’t even the statement itself that got her. It was the fact that the dry sarcasm was delivered like an IRS document. With that little emoji. 

“That’s probably fair,” Annie admitted with a crooked smile, brushing wet strands of hair from her face. “I guess this whole thing is technically my fault then.”

Noir dipped his chin once in what felt like approval.

And somehow, against all logic, Annie felt herself relaxing again. Amused, even. 

That was the genuinely confusing part about him. As much as she wanted to stay guarded after Maeve’s warning, Noir always managed to make her feel weirdly safe around him. Not safe in the normal life-survival sense either. More like an emotional safety.

Unfortunately this raised more concerns than comfort. It was fucked up in ways Annie didn't have the words for. 

Noir typed again.

“You seem nervous.”

Annie huffed softly through her nose before nodding once. “Yeah,” she admitted honestly. “I mean… I’ve never seen somebody hit that hard before.” Her eyes drifted toward the dark water briefly before returning to him. “One punch. Crimson Countess went down instantly.”

“You were on Payback with her. You know how strong she was.” She added, her expression tight and slightly nervous.

Noir stared at her in his usual motionless way, not really agreeing or denying. Strangely, the silence that settled over him felt different, heavy beneath the howl of the wind and engine noise. 

Annie watched his mask for any sign of reaction, but all she got was her own reflection staring faintly back at her through the dark visor.

Eventually, Noir gave a single slow nod. 

Then he lowered his gaze, typed one final message, and turned the screen toward her again.

“Don’t worry. We’ll find them.”

Annie looked at the message for a second before nodding back at him. “Yeah,” she murmured quietly. “I know.”

After that, the conversation dissolved naturally into silence again.

The remaining stretch of the boat ride passed beneath the roar of the ocean and the distant glow of shoreline lights far ahead. 

Annie leaned back slightly against the side railing, one arm wrapped around herself while the cold sea wind whipped through her hair. 

Across from her, Noir remained seated in his usual silence, broad shoulders unmoving under the moonlight like some ancient statue dragged onto a speedboat.

And Annie honestly didn’t know what to make of him anymore.

Homelander, at least, felt a bit easier to understand. Dangerous, theatrical, narcissistic, and emotionally catastrophic. That part had always been obvious from day one. Homelander’s darkness announced itself loudly every time he walked into a room.

But Noir was different. He felt like trying to read a book with half the pages burned away.

One moment he felt frightening enough to make her skin crawl. The next he was handing her roses, silently checking if she was cold, or sitting beside her with that strange, unwavering loyalty that never felt fake.

And maybe that was the most unsettling thing of all. Because Annie was beginning to realize she trusted him anyway.

Which, according to literally every warning sign in her life right now, was probably an absolutely terrible idea.

The skiff’s motor died with a wet, choking sputter as the hull scraped against the shallow coastal flats of Olumbe. There was no sand here, just an endless spread of slick black tidal mud glistening under the moonlight like oil. 

The smell hit immediately too; sharp brine, rotting seaweed, stagnant sulfur, and something underneath it all that smelled like dead things left out too long in the sun. The pleasant tropical fantasy of Herogasm had vanished instantly.

Ahead of them, the coastline rose into a dense wall of mangrove forest so thick it barely looked real. Tangled roots burst from the mud in twisted arches while dark branches knitted together overhead, actively keeping the moonlight out.

“Well,” Annie muttered under her breath while stepping carefully off the skiff, her boots sinking slightly into the mud. “This feels murdery.”

Beside her, Black Noir climbed down soundlessly into the sludge.

Annie glanced at the glowing map on her phone while wiping damp hair from her forehead. Vought's tracking app blinked steadily against the darkness, the Deep’s embedded chip still active farther inland.

“It’s not far,” she said quietly while starting forward through the mangroves. “Factory’s maybe a couple minutes through the forest.”

Noir gave a single nod and followed beside her.

The deeper they moved into the mangroves, the darker everything became. Mud sucked wetly beneath their boots while insects screamed somewhere overhead in the suffocating humidity. 

Thick roots curled across the ground like veins beneath the earth, forcing Annie to carefully step over them while holding her phone flashlight low. The air barely moved here. Sweat already clung to the back of her neck beneath the hoodie.

And somewhere in the distance ahead, barely visible through gaps in the mangroves, Annie finally spotted the outline of the factory.

Rusting metal structures rose crookedly above the trees, half-swallowed by darkness and salt decay. One dim industrial light flickered weakly near the upper walkways.

Annie immediately ducked behind one of the mangrove trunks and turned quickly, lifting a hand toward Noir in a silent gesture to stop.

Then she froze. 

Noir wasn’t there.

Annie blinked once, confused. The darkness behind her remained completely still.

For one brief second, she wondered if the black suit itself was simply blending too well into the shadows again. The man already looked like a tactical cryptid during daytime. At night he practically became a mythological creature.

“Noir?” Annie whispered quietly.

But there was no movement; not even breathing. 

A small crease appeared between Annie’s brows as she straightened slightly from behind the tree. “Noir?” she repeated, louder this time.

Still nothing. The silence suddenly felt wrong now.

Annie had been avoiding pulling energy from nearby sources, as it might alert the kidnapper inside the factory. But this was too dark for the phone's flashlight to help much. 

She turned off the flashlight and lifted one glowing palm instinctively, the soft golden light illuminating the nearby roots and mud as she started carefully retracing their path through the mangroves. 

Her heartbeat had begun climbing without permission now, each wet step sounding louder inside her own head.

“Noir, this seriously isn’t funny,” she muttered while scanning the darkness.

When the trees finally began thinning ahead, she finally heard it; the distant sputtering roar of the skiff’s motor.

Annie stopped instantly. “What?”

The sound grew louder over the swamp.

Annie’s eyes widened and she immediately broke into a run through the mud, branches slapping against her sleeves while her glowing hand lit the path ahead in frantic bursts. The mangroves finally spat her back out onto the shoreline and Annie nearly slipped to a stop at the sight before her.

The skiff was drifting away from shore. And standing motionless aboard it, beneath the moonlight was Black Noir.

For one disoriented second, Annie genuinely thought her brain had malfunctioned.

“Noir?!” she shouted toward the water.

The boat continued drifting backward into darker tidewater. Noir didn’t move, didn't wave, and didn't explain himself. He simply stood there in complete silence while the distance steadily widened between them.

Then Annie’s glowing hand lowered slightly as her eyes finally snagged on the shoreline nearby.

The boatman. His body lay half-submerged near the mudflats, throat violently slit open so deep the black water around him had turned almost fully dark with blood. One hand remained curled weakly toward shore like he’d tried crawling away before dying.

Annie’s stomach dropped. “What the fuck?!” she breathed out loud.

Her gaze snapped immediately back toward Noir on the departing skiff. But even now, he remained unreadable. Just a black silhouette standing still while the boat carried him farther into darkness.

The realization crashed into her all at once then.

He left her here on purpose. Either abandoned her or this was part of some big fucked-up prank like Queen Maeve had warned her about. 

Annie’s breathing sharpened instantly as adrenaline spiked through the confusion. She dimmed the light in her palm as the other hand hurriedly unlocked the phone with trembling fingers.

What the fuck are you doing? she started typing furiously.

She barely got halfway through the message when something slammed into the back of her skull, and the entire world exploded to white.

Pain ripped through Annie’s head as her body immediately crumpled sideways into the mud with a wet collapse. Her phone flew from her hand, skidding across the shoreline while her vision pulsed violently in and out of focus.

Somewhere above her, heavy footsteps approached.

The mystery man from the beach stepped into view holding a thick chunk of metal in one hand. Moonlight cut across the dark hoodie and worn jacket while he stared down at Annie’s unconscious form without urgency.

For a second, he simply watched her lying there face-down in the mud.

Then he casually tossed the bloodied piece of metal aside.

The man bent down smoothly, picked up Annie’s fallen phone, and crushed it completely in one hand. Glass shattered between his fingers with a sharp crunch before the ruined pieces dropped uselessly into the mud beside her.

A long silence followed beneath the crashing waves.

Then the stranger reached down, hauled Annie effortlessly over one shoulder like dead weight, and started walking her back toward the mangroves.

Behind him, out across the black water, the tiny silhouette of Noir’s departing skiff disappeared completely into the night.

Notes:

How are we doing so far? :) We're finally in the convergence era of the story. I'd love to hear your thoughts!
Thank you so much for sticking along!! 🖤🖤

 

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SPOILERS FOR THE BOYS SEASON FINALE BELOW!!

Alright, since I deleted my Tumblr, you are all officially trapped in here with me. I gotta talk about that finale because Kripke really thought he cooked, but he served a completely unfulfilling, bare minimum wrap-up to a larger-than-life show.

I liked the concept of killing Homelander mid-episode to focus on wrapping up the boys' stories, but the execution was rushed and amateur. Here is my official post-mortem rant:

1) First of all, it was pure false advertising on the promo posters with Homelander floating in space, watching nuclear blasts on the planet from above. Where was that?! If it wasn't there, why bother with the poster?

2) The entire season, every single time the Boys came face to face with Homelander (which were numerous times), somehow Starlight had to go somewhere else. It felt so intentional, forced, and cheap.

3) The killing Homelander scene was very quick and small-scale. It was SO unfulfilling. I've never seen a show go from epic, global stakes to a tiny, fast resolution like this before. These past 7 years, everything any character in the show did, did it because they're either afraid of Homelander or they wanna take Homelander down. He'd been the central motivation behind all characters' actions. 40 episodes worth of buildup just to see him die in a few minutes without ever getting to witness his full potential of destruction and evil before dying in Butcher's hands.

4) Butcher's motivator for becoming evil makes zero narrative sense. Just because Ryan rejected his offer and Terror died in his sleep (peacefully), doesn't mean he's gonna become evil and genocidal. Because wtf?! o_O'

5) I watched the episode three times but I was still confused as to whether Ryan lost his powers too or not. It wasn't until later I read an article that I could confirm that Ryan has, indeed, lost his powers too. This is so similar to when Frenchie shuffled out bleeding from his stomach after Homelander left their hideout spot. I was confused what was causing that profuse bleeding from his stomach. Because I only saw him getting exposed to radiation with Homelander. It wasn't until I saw the BTS photos when I realized Homelander had given Frenchie a free C-section.

6) The whole level-up they gave to Marie Moreau in Gen V S2 and all the bleakness build-up throughout the season were entirely for nothing because we didn't see the Gen V cast contribute to anything valuable to the viewers.

7) Hughie and Annie agreed to name their child after Hughie's ex gf who was murdered by Reggie who died saving Hughie's life and as both of their friends? Ain't it a bit awkward? How on Earth can a woman agree to name her child after her boyfriend's dead ex who also happened to have been murdered by your friend? I know for a fact I wouldn't! What kind of writing is that?

8) Vought, the actual villain of this universe, and Stan Edgar, its facilitator, are still standing. Homelander wasn't even the real final boss—the OG villain-making machine is still intact. So there was absolutely no point to all this loss, drama, heartbreak, gore, violence, fear, and war over these past 7 years.

9) What was that "worst thing Homelander has ever done" that Antony was talking about? He said it was still coming after beating Ryan in Episode 3, but I didn't see him do anything extravagantly evil in the rest of the season. What am I missing here?

10) There is literally no substantial change in this universe between Season 1 and the after-effects of Season 5. All they cared about was producing memes over delivering a satisfying conclusion, trivializing the deaths of all important characters with redundant dick and ass jokes.

The mishandling of many important characters in order to prominently promote their prequel show this season have completely overpowered the plot and necessary expansion of character closing. I don't blame any character from the final season. It's the poor writing that turned a large-scale show to a small-scale cheap thrill.

The only explanation I find reasonable for this reluctance to writing a good season is Kripke probably sat back and thought, "Yep, it's what Clara would've wanted." 🤦🏻‍♀️

Anyway, thank you for listening to my TED Talk. 🤭 Feel free to talk about it if you want!

Chapter 20: The Unofficial Flashpoint Protocol

Summary:

⚠️Content Warning: This chapter contains graphic depictions of violence, sexual themes, psychological distress, and major character death. Reader discretion is advised. This is also a long chapter with slow-burn progression.

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Annie's consciousness trickled in through the total darkness, gradually waking her nervous system in stages. 

Someone was shouting in the distance, voice overlapping with the echoes bouncing off metal walls, but it didn’t fully register yet. It felt far away, like she was underwater that muffled all sound. 

Then the pain followed, arriving suddenly at the back of her head, sharp and insistent, forcing a quiet gasp out of her before she even fully understood why. Her skull throbbed with a heavy, spreading ache, and when she tried to shift, nausea rolled through her stomach in response. 

Her fingers moved against the ground beneath her, and she realized she was sitting on cold concrete that carried a damp, metallic chill.

Memory started returning in broken but connected pieces. Noir turning away on the boat, shrinking into the distance over dark water. The mystery man standing over her without urgency. 

The strike to the back of her head came back next, and then everything before unconsciousness started to reel back into her mind. 

Her eyes opened properly this time, though her vision swam in and out of focus repeatedly. When it eventually stabilized, Annie's head snapped up first, eyes darting across the ceiling. 

Overhead, rusted beams stretched across a high ceiling, and long chains hung from them at irregular intervals, some swaying faintly.

A voice snapped through the space again, sharper now that her hearing had stabilized.

“—I’m telling you, this is not how you treat a member of the Seven,” the Deep was shouting, his tone cracked with frustration more than fear. “There are protocols for this kind of situation. Legal ones, bro! You’re basically inviting a lawsuit from the ocean community alone. I'm the King of The Seven Seas!”

Annie turned her head toward the sound too quickly, and immediately regretted it. Pain flared again through the back of her skull, forcing her to steady herself before looking properly.

The Deep was shackled upright against a thick steel support beam not far from her, wrists chained behind his back. The man was naked as the day he was born, sand and grime still clinging to his bare skin and the gills in patches, and a bruise had formed along his jaw where he’d been hit earlier at the Herogasm island. 

One of his eyes still looked slightly off, not fully clear, the lingering damage from Annie’s self-defense from earlier this month still visible. 

Despite all of that, he still carried himself like he was the victim of every situation.

“This is gonna be a huge misunderstanding,” he went on, voice rising again. “Like, historically embarrassing for you. I’m literally on national security watchlists, but like in a good way, dude. People notice when I disappear.”

He shifted against the chains, metal scraping loudly as he tried to adjust his posture or break the thirty folds of the chain on his wrist without any success.

“And in case you haven't noticed, HELLO? I’m the one being reasonable here,” he added quickly, “We can work something out, broski! Sponsorships, appearances, whatever you need. I’m very media-friendly. I’ve done underwater charity work.”

There was a short pause where he seemed to expect agreement from the ‘kidnapper’. When none came, he exhaled sharply through his nose, annoyed rather than alarmed.

Across from him, Crimson Countess was tied to another metal support, her body slumped against the restraints. Her wrists were bound behind the beam, and her head hung slightly forward, red hair tangled and damp. She was still unconscious, also naked as the Deep. Her breathing was faint but steady enough to know she was at least alive.

Annie forced herself to take in the rest of the space more carefully.

The space did, in fact, look like an abandoned fish processing factory. She'd learned from Crime Analytics that this place once handled entire coastal shipments before being left to rot when industry moved elsewhere. 

Massive steel tables stood overturned in uneven angles, their surfaces layered with old stains that had long since dried into the metal. Conveyor belts ran through the floor like dead infrastructure, sagging under rust and salt buildup, their purpose long erased.

There was machinery along the corners that Annie didn't even know the use for. The air carried a thick, unpleasant stench to it. Old seawater lingered in the structure itself, mixed with mold and fuel residue that clung to every surface. Beneath it all was the smell of decay that never quite left places like this, some half-organic fish stench permanently embedded in the walls.

Somewhere deeper inside the structure, water dripped steadily into metal, each drop echoing longer than the previous one.

Annie swallowed hard, forcing herself not to focus on the nausea or the pain still pulsing at the back of her head. She pushed herself slightly more upright, keeping her movement controlled this time, and let her gaze return to the Deep.

She lowered her voice, careful but firm.

“Hey,” she called softly, just loud enough for him to hear without drawing attention to anything else in the building.

The Deep’s head snapped toward her immediately, relief flashing across his face.

“Oh thank God,” he said, voice dropping into a conversational bravado. “Starlight, okay, listen, this guy is totally unhinged. Like, medically. I’m talking full psych eval, court-mandated therapy situation.”

Then his expression shifted, irritation creeping back in as he processed that she was actually speaking to him.

​“...Oh, wow. Now you decide to talk to me.” A smug grin split his face. “Because you need my help now, don't you?” He let out a dry, obnoxious chuckle. “Oh, Starlight—you're a predictable blonde, you know.”

He smacked his lips, tossing her a casual shrug, as if he was disappointed in her.

Annie let the silence sit for half a second longer, mostly because her head still felt like someone had tried to rearrange the inside of her skull with a wrench. 

The Deep was still talking, of course, continuing his one-man performance about how he deserved compliments for “agreeing to help her escape”, about international laws, and “ocean-related jurisdictional rights,” but she mostly tuned him out the way you ignore a malfunctioning alarm clock you can’t reach.

It became unbearable at a point, though; bringing an eye-roll on her as she finally cut in, voice low and clipped. “Where is he?”

The Deep, interrupted, blinked at her in confusion first; then realizing she was talking about the guy who'd kidnapped them, the confident bravado immediately returned to his expressions. 

“Oh, he’s right there,” he said, nodding enthusiastically past her shoulder. “Standing behind you. Watching me. Feels like a personal thing at this point.”

Annie didn’t move right away. Her instincts wanted her to turn fast, but her body was still catching up from the concussion, and she didn’t want to gift whoever was behind her a free opening. Instead, she just let her gaze drift past the Deep, then slowly rotated her head.

The corner of the factory was darker than the rest of the space, swallowed in shadow where the overhead lights didn’t fully reach. 

Leaning against the wall there was a man she hadn’t noticed before. Hood pulled up, face completely hidden, one shoulder resting casually against corroded metal like he had been there the entire time and planned to stay indefinitely.

One foot was braced against the wall, posture relaxed in a way that didn’t match the situation at all. 

A faint smell of marijuana drifted from him, overpowered by the fishy smell of the factory.

Annie’s brows tightened slightly as she studied him, then she turned back toward the Deep.

“Do you know him?” she asked.

The Deep shook his head quickly, chains clinking as he moved. “No? No, I don’t. I’ve never seen this guy in my life. I woke up like, what, two minutes before you did, and the first thing I had to deal with was him just… standing there. Watching me. Not saying anything. What a creep!”

He paused, then added with rising frustration, “Feels like a stalker situation, dude. Which is not great for me emotionally, by the way.”

Annie exhaled through her nose, irritation overtaking the fog in her head. Of course the Deep’s immediate interpretation of reality was centered on himself. Even kidnapped, unconscious, tied to a beam in a condemned fish factory, he had managed to make everything about himself. Typical Main Character Syndrome. 

She turned away from him again, ignoring the urge to respond, and faced the hooded figure fully. Her voice rose, carrying across the hollow space with more force than she intended.

“What the fuck do you want?” The question dissolved in the air and remained unanswered. 

The hooded man kept smoking, completely unbothered, as if her voice was just another piece of factory noise. The ember at the end of the joint pulsed faintly each time he took a drag, briefly outlining the shape of his hand before sinking back into shadow.

Behind Annie, the Deep continued talking, not in any meaningful direction, of course. Just talking. About the state of the facility, the “moral implications” of the dead fish community who sacrificed themselves in this place, and something about “environmental genocide” that he seemed to think might gain traction if phrased correctly. 

Annie didn’t even bother processing it anymore. It all blurred into background noise.

Then a cranky voice sliced through the moment. “Oh shut the fuck up.”

It wasn’t loud, but it absolutely had that old lady irritation. 

The Deep stopped mid-sentence and Annie turned her head immediately.

Crimson Countess had lifted her head slightly, hair falling out of place as she slowly came back into consciousness. Her expression was strained, eyes unfocused at first as she tried to orient herself. The restraints bit into her wrists as she shifted, and she winced sharply, jaw tightening from whatever pain had already settled in before she even woke fully.

The Deep blinked at her like she was a newly arrived witness in his ongoing personal trial.

“Oh, you’re up too!” he said, brightening instantly. “Great, okay, so now we’ve got a full panel. Why don’t you ladies just blast this guy’s ass off and we can all— I don’t know— resolve this efficiently? I could drag him through the ocean currents, it’s actually pretty fast if you—”

Crimson Countess didn’t even look at him.

Her gaze drifted past Annie, past the Deep, locking onto the hooded figure in the corner. Her expression shifted in a way that didn’t match the confusion or annoyance of the other two hostages in the room. The expression tightened on her face in instant recognition.

“What happened?” she asked, voice rough, still thick with disorientation.

From the corner, the man finally spoke.

“What happened is I fucking kidnapped you,” he said calmly. “And these two idiots.”

A brief silence followed as he took one last drag from the joint, then exhaled slowly and stubbed it out against the metal beside him. The ember died with a faint hiss. Only then did he push off the wall, moving at an unhurried pace into the slightly brighter part of the factory floor.

Each step brought him further out of the dark, until the overhead light finally caught him properly. He reached up and pulled down his hood.

The reaction was immediate.

Annie’s body went still before her mind fully caught up, and the Deep stopped talking entirely, which felt almost unnatural given the last five minutes of his nonstop verbal erosion.

Crimson Countess, however, went rigid in a different way entirely, like something inside her had just recognized a grave she thought had stayed buried. She wasn't necessarily surprised that it was him. Still, seeing him in person after nearly four decades came as a genuine surprise in itself. 

“Soldier Boy…?” The Deep murmured, then looked between Starlight and Crimson Countess, confusion overhauling his usual ego-defense system.

Nobody spoke for a moment. Annie stayed rigid where she was, still processing the fact that the man in front of them was not only real, but also very much alive in a way history had apparently failed to properly account for. 

The last time she'd seen this man was literally in her history books back in high school. Soldier Boy belonged to another era entirely; a man so old her grandparents used to fangirl over him.

Meanwhile, Crimson Countess looked at him for a long moment, eyes narrowing slightly as if trying to place him in a timeline that no longer made sense. Then she broke the silence first, her voice rough from disuse, “You look young.”

Soldier Boy’s expression barely shifted, but there was a permanent tension fixed in it.

“You don't,” he said flatly.

He started walking forward after that, unhurried but intentional. When he stopped in front of her, he folded his arms across his stomach, shoulders squared, gaze locked onto her face.

“How much?” he asked.

Countess frowned slightly, not understanding the question immediately, or perhaps understanding it too well and not wanting to give it shape. 

He didn’t soften it for her either. “How much did the Russians pay you for me?”

The way he said it carried no theatrical anger, just a blunt assumption that betrayal was transactional and therefore measurable. 

Countess didn’t respond right away. Her eyes stayed on him, glassy now, emotion building but not yet breaking through. 

Behind Soldier Boy, Annie and the Deep exchanged a brief look, a shared disbelief that the situation had shifted into something far larger than either of them had been prepared for. 

“Tell me,” Soldier Boy demanded. This time there was a sharper edge to it, not louder, but more worn down because patience was something he had learned to fake lately. 

Crimson Countess finally exhaled, slow and tired, a breath she had been holding for years without realizing it. When she spoke, her voice carried none of the earlier hesitation, only a familiar heaviness and resignation.

“It wasn’t about money,” she murmured.

Soldier Boy blinked, his brain clearly lagging behind the response. The easy, confident tilt of his head vanished as his brows knit together, a rare crack appearing in his stoic exterior. “Then why?” he asked.

Countess lowered her gaze for a moment, lips pressing together before she forced the words out. “The team wanted to get rid of you. They were scared of you.”

The shift in Soldier Boy’s face was agonizingly slow, as if a lifetime of rigid, unyielding pride was being forcibly bent into a shape it was never meant to hold. The confusion never truly left, but it tightened into something far uglier; a sharp, wounded hostility that bled into the hard lines of his face, making him look dangerous and fragile all at once.

He closed the remaining distance between himself and Crimson Countess in a few unhurried steps and lowered himself slightly so he was directly in front of her, forcing her to look at him.

“How could you?” he demanded, his tone shifting to an unstable, contemptuous register. The question landed like disappointment instead of actual anger. “I loved you,” he winced as he said it, the realization of being given away to the Russians for free by his own team hurting him more than being sold would have. 

Then he leaned in closer, grabbing her by the jaw, his face only a short distance from hers. His voice dropped so low this time it almost got swallowed by the factory air.

“Did you even love me back?”

Crimson Countess didn’t answer right away, but her eyes never left his. 

Her breathing faltered for a fraction of a second, her body trying to decide whether to lie or be blunt. A tear slipped out before she could stop it, tracing a thin line down her cheek. She turned her face slightly away from him.

When she finally spoke, her voice had lost its substance, sounding brittle and thin. “From the start,” she said, her tone bitter, “I fucking hated you. We all hated you.”

The words hit him like a thunderbolt.

Soldier Boy’s face tightened immediately, another brief wince cutting across his expression as if the sentence had struck somewhere deeper than it should have. 

For a moment, he looked equally stunned and hurt. Then he shook his head once, sharp and dismissive, and straightened up, already turning away from her.

But Crimson Countess didn’t let it end there.

“It was you, wasn't it?” she said quickly, her voice rising with something closer to urgency now. “You killed Gunpowder and the TNT Twins.”

Annie’s head snapped slightly at that. “What?” she muttered under her breath, barely audible, more reaction than speech. 

Her gaze flicked instinctively toward the Deep, who looked just as blindsided, his earlier ego completely drained out of him for once. He didn’t speak. For a rare moment, he had nothing to add either. Nothing to make the conversation about himself. 

Soldier Boy had already drifted back toward the center of the space where all of them could see him clearly. He only stopped mid-step when Countess's words caught up to him, then turned back slowly.

His expression had gone blank again, but the hurt was still there underneath it, buried and controlled in a way that felt more dangerous than anger.

“Yes,” he admitted bluntly, a menacing smirk finally pulling at the corner of his mouth. “And now it’s your turn—for the backstabbing.”

For a very brief second, nothing really happened. The words remained suspended there without meaning beyond intention.

And then, a faint glow formed beneath the fabric over his chest, a sickly lime green, like something organic trying to push through skin and clothing. It spread quickly, intensifying into a harsh golden light that pulsed outward in uneven waves. 

The brightness grew fast enough that the factory walls started losing definition, corners dissolving into white.

Behind him, Annie reacted before her mind fully processed it. “Wait—” she called out, voice rising in urgency as she squirmed in mild dread. “What are you doin—?”

She didn’t get to finish, though.

The light detonated outward from his chest in a violent burst of heat and force, swallowing the entire space in a blinding wave of light and energy. Sound followed immediately after, a deafening rupture that erased everything else in the room as Crimson Countess was caught directly in the blast.

The immediate few seconds after the blast was just overexposure, white light swallowing every edge, flattening depth, erasing distance between objects until nothing had shape or meaning. 

Annie’s vision burned behind her eyelids even after she shut them, and the silence that followed wasn’t calm so much as delayed impact. When she finally opened her eyes again, the first thing that hit her was the smell.

It was immediate and thick, clinging to the back of the throat with a sickening, chemical heat. Something in Crimson Countess had given way under the blast and now hung in the air as a harsh, scorched reminder of what had just happened. 

The remaining overhead lights flickered weakly through the haze, revealing fragments of the scene in broken clarity rather than a whole image.

The Deep was a short distance beside Annie, blinking rapidly like his brain was trying to reboot without success. He had both hands braced behind him in the shackles, even after the danger was already over. His breathing sounded uneven, shallow, more from shock than injury.

Annie forced herself to focus forward.

Crimson Countess was still there, but not in any way that matched the idea of a person or a superperson anymore. The restraints held the grotesque charred remains of her upright, sizzling.

The air around it still shimmered faintly with residual heat, small sounds of cooling metal, and settling debris.

And Soldier Boy stood a few feet away from it all, completely still.

For a long moment, his chest rose and fell slowly, controlled but heavy; the act of explosion clearly required effort. Then he exhaled, long and low, as if something inside him had finally been released.

He turned then, his gaze moving across Annie and the Deep without urgency. There was no satisfaction in his expression, but there wasn’t hesitation either. His eyes stopped on the Deep.

“You,” Soldier Boy said. The word was simple, but it landed with immediate discomfort. He started walking toward him, slow and patient. “You were at the nightclub,” Soldier Boy said. “Looking for me. Showing people my photos.”

The Deep shook his head immediately, panic tightening his features. “No, no, no, bro, that’s not— I mean, yeah, I was asking around, but I was told to. This is above my pay grade. I’m just part of the Seven, man. I follow instructions.”

His eyes flicked desperately to Annie, searching for any kind of backup, any angle of survival that didn’t involve him being the center of attention, in contrast to his personality. And then something in him shifted, probably some cowardly survival instinct.

“It was her,” Deep blurted out, nodding sharply toward Annie. “She told me to do it. Starlight. She wanted answers about Gunpowder. She’s the one who pushed this whole thing. If you’re looking for someone responsible, it’s her.”

Annie’s head snapped toward him immediately, disbelief cutting through the exhaustion and pain. For a second, she just stared at him, like her brain refused to accept that he was still operating at full betrayal capacity even in a situation like this.

She'd just realized that some things were just constants, and the Deep's self-preservation methods were one of them. 

Soldier Boy didn’t even slow down in the meantime. If anything, the accusation seemed irrelevant to him. “She’s dying too,” he said calmly, still closing the distance. “But you’re going first.”

The Deep cracked under pressure almost immediately. 

“Okay, okay, listen, we can fix this,” he started, voice climbing higher with every sentence. His head turned between Annie and himself, trying to read whoever looked least likely to get killed first. “This is all just a misunderstanding, right? I can talk to Homelander. I can smooth this over. I can get you, like, reinstated, maybe even a comeback situation. People love comeback situations, bro! There’s documentaries, interviews, brand rehabilitation arcs—”

He kept going, because stopping clearly meant thinking, and thinking meant acknowledging where he was.

“I mean, worst case, we just frame it differently,” he added quickly. “You’re not a villain, you’re just… misunderstood legacy asset with some obvious interference trauma. That plays. That really plays, my guy. I’ve seen worse spin cycles!” 

Annie barely heard him anymore. Her focus kept snapping between him and Soldier Boy, but not in the same way it had before. 

Because while the Deep was unknowingly helping her stall Soldier Boy with his ramblings, something in Annie's perception had shifted.

If the Deep was looking for Soldier Boy at the nightclub with photos, it meant Annie had sent the fish-whisperer for investigation, in relation to Gunpowder's murder case two weeks ago. 

A sudden recognition made her stomach tighten.

If Soldier Boy’s chest blast had taken out Crimson Countess like that, then the TNT Twins hadn’t been a suicide. Because Homelander had told Annie about a moving source of nuclear explosion, a hotspot caught in the heat signature map at the station. 

Which meant Soldier Boy was also the trigger for the collective combustion deaths during the Light of The World tour. 

Annie was right. She'd told her teammates at one of the meetings that the members of Payback were falling. And nobody listened. They just laughed it off and labeled it as typical Herogasm beef from last year. 

Beside her, the Deep was still talking, but it had devolved into an incoherent word salad of corporate jargon. 

Soldier Boy looked almost bored by the one-sided conversation happening before him as he paused a couple feet from the Deep. Then his chest started to glow again. 

It was a gradual build beneath his clothing, sickly gold at first, then morphing into a vivid and unstable energy. The gravel around his feet began vibrating as the second explosion built.

The Deep noticed it immediately.

“Stop! Stop! Please stop,” he shouted, voice cracking further into panic. His chains rattled violently as he strained backward instinctively, even though there was nowhere to go. “What do you want? Just tell me what you want!”

The explosion tore out of Soldier Boy's chest in a violent, concentrated wave of force and heat, ripping through the factory structure with immediate destruction. 

The far wall behind the Deep collapsed outward, erased rather than destroyed, metal and concrete folding away into incandescent debris. The roof structure above fractured in jagged lines, moonlight flooding through the new openings. The sound arrived half a second later, swallowing everything whole. 

The light collapsed as suddenly as it had arrived, leaving the factory to reassemble itself in broken fragments of reality. 

Afterimages still burned at the corners of Annie’s vision even with her eyes open, and the air felt charged and unstable. Dust and heat drifted through the space, catching in weak, flickering industrial lights that barely survived the blast.

Annie blinked through the smog, her wrists still locked behind her, the restraints digging into her skin as she forced her head to turn toward where the Deep had been thrown by the blast. 

While her body was slow to follow her thoughts, each movement delayed by the shock still settling into her muscles, she'd still expected a BBQ’d body.

Instead, the Deep was still there.

He lay on the floor where the blast had knocked him, coughing and trying to orient himself, his body bruised and scraped but intact in a way that didn’t match the scale of what had just happened. 

His exposed chest rose unevenly as he tried to regain control of his breathing. His expression was lost in that early phase of survival where the brain hasn’t yet caught up to the fact that it should be dead.

Then Annie noticed the change. Where his gills should have been, there was only smooth skin. The ridged openings that had always marked him for underwater breathing were gone entirely, replaced by flat, human-looking tissue that didn’t belong there. 

The absence seemed to unsettle the Deep more than the injuries, his hands moving instinctively to his stomach.

His shackles lay broken around him, twisted metal ripped apart by the force of the blast, leaving him technically free. He pushed himself up on shaky arms, eyes darting wildly across the space. 

Soldier Boy stood a few steps back from the blast zone, slightly unsteady but recovering quickly. He rolled his shoulders once, resetting himself after impact, then steadied his stance. His expression was more of a recalibration than shock, like the result of the blast hadn’t matched his internal expectation but he wasn't surprised either.

His eyes settled briefly on Annie before shifting to the Deep. “So you were stronger than her,” he said, mildly amused that Crimson Countess's durability had diminished over time with her age. 

The tone was casual, almost observational, as he gestured loosely toward Crimson Countess’s remains without looking at them for long, already mentally past that result.

Meanwhile, the Deep had finally managed to stand upright, blinking hard as full awareness finally returned. His gaze dropped to his naked body once more, then back to Soldier Boy. 

From where she was still restrained, Annie finally snapped out of her shock, her voice cutting through the space with sharp urgency. “Run!”

The word hit the Deep like a trigger, staggering a bit as he realized the shackles were gone. His balance wobbled as he turned and began moving away from Soldier Boy in a chaotic, uncoordinated run across the ruined factory floor.

Soldier Boy watched him for a brief moment without urgency or change in expression. There was no rush in his movement when he finally followed, only a familiar confidence as he began walking after him at a normal pace, closing distance without needing to accelerate.

“You’re both pathetic,” he said calmly, exhaling through his nose. “You can’t run, buddy. You don’t have powers anymore.”

The Deep stumbled harder at the words but kept moving, breaking into a panicked run across debris and fractured concrete. But his newly human body moved badly under panic, all awkward momentum and collapsing balance. He kept glancing over his shoulder every few steps, which only made him stumble harder.

“I can still help you!” The Deep shouted desperately. “You don’t understand how branding works now, okay? America loves damaged men. Look at Robert Downey Jr.! You could totally pivot this into—”

Soldier Boy, who had already closed in, caught him by the shoulder before he could finish. 

The Deep shrieked as he was violently yanked backward, stumbling so hard his feet left the ground for a second before Soldier Boy dragged him straight back across the cracked concrete toward the wrecked center of the factory. His skin scraped against loose debris and shattered glass on the way.

“Wait, wait, wait—!”

Deep twisted suddenly and threw a sloppy punch backward but Soldier Boy caught the swing mid-motion. There was a sharp crack on impact, and the Deep screamed instantly. A high-pitched, ugly, wounded-animal screaming as Soldier Boy crushed his fist inside his grip, the bones folding wrong under pressure.

“My hand! Oh my God, my fucking hand!”

The realization, or more like acceptance, finally hit him at the same time as the pain. His powers were really, really gone. 

Then, in what Annie would later decide was possibly the stupidest survival instinct ever recorded by mankind, the Deep suddenly grabbed Soldier Boy directly by the crotch.

Soldier Boy froze instantaneously. A brief, stunned interruption crossed his face like his brain needed half a second to process the sheer audacity of what had just happened.

“What the fuck?” he muttered.

The Deep used that exact window to wrench himself free and bolt again. Unfortunately, that only seemed to genuinely piss Soldier Boy off for the first time.

“Oh, now you’re dead.” He grabbed the Deep by the back of the neck almost immediately, hoisted him clean off the ground, then hurled him sideways with brutal force.

The Deep crashed into the factory wall hard enough to shake rust loose from the remainder of the ceiling. He collapsed into a heap of debris coughing blood and screaming through it.

And while Soldier Boy had been occupied brutalizing the Deep, Annie had quietly started drawing power from whatever electrical systems in the factory still functioned. 

Flickering overhead fixtures dimmed further, and loose wiring hanging from broken walls sparked violently in response. The familiar burn spread beneath her skin fast, and the blast finally erupted from her palms with a deafening shockwave that ripped across the factory floor in a surge of white-gold light. 

The impact shattered her restraints instantly, metal exploding apart around her wrists as the force wave slammed through the air, sending debris skidding across the concrete.

Soldier Boy’s head snapped toward her, but Annie didn’t waste the opening.

She sprinted directly toward the Deep, ignoring the pain shooting through her skull, bare feet hammering against the floor as she closed the distance. 

The Deep was barely conscious, tangled in rubble and clutching his broken hand against his chest while hyperventilating like a dying accordion.

“Get up!” Annie shouted as she crouched to pick him up. 

But Soldier Boy's thick arm hooked around her ribs with terrifying force before she could even register his movement. He lifted her clean off the ground before violently driving her downward. 

Annie crashed into the concrete, the impact vibrating through her spine and rattling her teeth together. The floor cracked beneath her body, dust bursting upward around them. Annie winced as pain detonated through her torso instantly.

Soldier Boy kept hold of her for a second longer, pinning her against the ground with enough pressure to make breathing difficult. “You’re fast,” he muttered almost conversationally. “Annoying, too.”

Annie drove her elbow upward into his jaw, and his head only jerked slightly from the hit but remained undeterred, more irritated than injured.

But Annie wasn't having it. She twisted sharply beneath him, wrenching sideways just enough to break his grip before scrambling backward across the broken concrete. 

Soldier Boy lunged after her immediately, boots crushing debris as he closed the distance in mere steps. His hand clamped around her upper arm with brutal force and effortlessly hurled her sideways like loose trash. 

Annie slammed shoulder-first into a rusted processing table, bending the metal inward before crashing onto the concrete below.

​Pain burst through her body instantly, viciously sharpening the concussion behind her skull and blurring her vision as she pushed herself upright on shaking arms. Nearby, loose chains rattled from the impact while dust drifted through moonlight leaking from the destroyed ceiling. By the time she managed to look up again, Soldier Boy had already moved toward the Deep.

A broken slab of concrete lay nearby from the collapsed wall, jagged rebar jutting out of it like exposed bone. Soldier Boy bent, grabbed the chunk one-handed, and closed the remaining distance toward the Deep with a slow certainty.

The Deep tried to crawl backward through the rubble but he wasn’t even coherent anymore.

His broken hand dragged uselessly against the floor while blood streaked beneath him, panic reducing him into raw survival instinct. He looked up just as Soldier Boy stopped over him, the man’s broad frame swallowing the moonlight pouring through the cracked roof overhead.

For one horrible second, everything held still, and then Soldier Boy crouched, landing the first strike with a wet, thunderous crack.

The Deep screamed once, and just once.

After that, the sound disappeared into impact after impact as Soldier Boy brought the slab down repeatedly onto his skull with horrifying force. Concrete smashed against bone, and the bone gave way. The noise turned sickening fast, losing the shape of violence and becoming industrial.

Blood burst outward across the floor and nearby machinery in violent sprays, speckling Soldier Boy’s face, hoodie, and arms in thick red streaks. Each strike landed heavier than the last, the slab becoming slick in his grip while the Deep’s body jerked less and less under him until eventually it stopped moving entirely. By then, there wasn’t much left of a face anymore.

Behind him, Annie finally forced herself upright.

Her legs felt unstable beneath her, adrenaline carrying more of her weight than actual strength at this point. The back of her head throbbed so violently she could feel her pulse directly behind her eyes, and when she inhaled too sharply, blood slid into her mouth from somewhere inside her cheek.

She spat onto the concrete and stood there breathing hard, staring wide-eyed at what remained of the Deep; not because she wanted to save him anymore, but at the brutality of his death. 

Watching Soldier Boy reduce another person into pulp with a detached consistency had ended up stalling out her instinct to run altogether. All that remained was revulsion and a growing sense of déjà Vu that every story she’d ever been fed about heroes was all utterly false. 

“I thought you were a hero,” Annie called out finally.

Her voice cracked slightly from exhaustion, but the bitterness underneath it came through clean. A humorless scoff escaped her as she gestured broadly toward the wreckage around them.

“In fact, I thought you were supposed to be the only real hero Vought ever had.” She shook her head slowly, eyes flicking toward what remained of Crimson Countess and the Deep. “But here we are.”

That definitely got Soldier Boy's attention because he'd stopped striking the Deep. He slowly straightened to his full height and turned toward her.

Blood coated one side of his face now, running down along his jaw and neck in uneven streaks. His chest rose and fell heavily, but for some twisted reason, he looked strangely calm even after that gnarly violence. His eyes moved across Annie slowly, dragging from head to toe before lifting back upward again in quiet assessment.

“Where’s Black Noir?” He asked flatly, completely ignoring everything she’d just thrown at him.

Annie blinked at the question, genuinely caught off guard by it. At least, Black Noir abandoning her on the island made all the more sense now. 

Back on the boat, she’d mentioned that Crimson Countess had been knocked unconscious from a single punch, and Noir had gone stiff immediately afterward. The man was obviously running from Soldier Boy.  

Which meant he’d known that Soldier Boy was back. And if Noir knew, then Vought definitely knew too. Why else would they be making a countermeasure drug? 

Vought had been preparing for Soldier Boy because he was literally a walking, breathing, and leaking nuclear reactor. Powerful enough to make Vought panic quietly.

“Why are you killing your teammates?” Annie demanded at last, bypassing his question about Noir. Her voice came out rough from exhaustion and the throbbing headache, but the anger and disappointment underneath it were clear enough. “Aren’t they your friends?”

Soldier Boy answered her with a dismissive snort, the sound thick with contempt. “Those motherfuckers betrayed me,” he spat. “Handed me over to the ass-felching commies like a goddamn gift basket.”

He took another slow step toward her, boots crunching over shattered concrete and pieces of the Deep that Annie was trying very hard not to look at directly.

“And I got no intentions of stopping before every last one of them drops dead.” His eyes narrowed slightly. “Got it, blondie?”

Annie frowned, finally forcing her breathing under control. Her shoulders squared despite the pounding ache still hammering through the back of her skull.

“Then why’d you kill him?” she asked, pointing toward what remained of the Deep near the wall.

Soldier Boy barely even glanced back. “He was fucking my girlfriend,” he said flatly. Then he lazily gestured toward Crimson Countess’s charred remains. “In case you somehow missed the crispy lady over there, gorgeous.”

Annie’s face tightened with disgust. She took a cautious step backward, her bare feet scraping lightly against the dusty floor. “So why do you want to kill me?”

That finally pulled a reaction out of him. A small smirk unfurled at the corner of his mouth, crooked and unpleasant, his gaze dragging down her body again. 

“I mean…” he said, voice lowering into something almost playful, “you are technically a witness.” He started toward her again, unhurried. “But it doesn’t gotta be that way.” He added with a patronizing wink.

Annie’s nose wrinkled instantly like she’d just smelled something rotting under floorboards. “Right,” she muttered, unsurprised. “So you’re one of them too.”

Soldier Boy tilted his head slightly. “The fuck’s that supposed to mean?”

“It means you’re basically the blueprint for every Vought-bred asshole that came after you.” Annie replied casually, her shoulders rolling in a disappointed shrug. 

Soldier Boy laughed, mostly a rough chuckle through his nose as he kept closing in. “Listen,” he said, “I don’t really enjoy hitting women. They’re delicate. Pretty little things, you—.”

“Okay,” Annie cut in immediately, lifting a hand. “I’m stopping you right there before this turns into a podcast for divorced cops.”

Soldier Boy barked another short laugh despite himself.

“So you want Black Noir,” Annie continued, redirecting the conversation fast.

“Sure.” He shrugged casually. “And before you try the whole ‘I’ll help you find him if you let me go’ routine, save it. I already know you’re bluffing, missy.”

Annie rolled her eyes realizing he already knew she was bluffing, and it physically hurt her concussion. “Fuck,” she muttered under her breath.

Then she pivoted and bolted.

Soldier Boy let out a long, exhausted sigh as Annie ran into the trees, standing there for a brief moment as blood dried unevenly across his face and hoodie. 

Moonlight spilled through the broken structure behind him in scattered patches, catching on dust still drifting in the air. He rolled his eyes slowly, the expression carrying more irritation than urgency, like her escape had simply added unnecessary effort to an already inconvenient situation.

“This is really getting old,” he muttered under his breath before starting after her.



——



Annie ran into the mangrove forest without looking back, the transition from the rubble to the suffocating density was almost immediate. The trees swallowed what little light remained, their roots rising from black water like tangled veins that forced her path into uneven, unstable ground. 

Each step demanded attention she didn’t have, bare feet catching on slick mud and exposed roots while low-hanging branches forced her to push through wet, clinging foliage.

The deeper she went, the worse the air became. It carried a heavy mix of salt, decay, stagnant water, and rotting fish carried inland from the factory behind her, clinging to her throat every time she tried to breathe. 

Insects swarmed instantly, whining around her ears and face while unseen movement shifted in the water beside her path, splashing faintly in places she didn't have the luxury to check.

Annie kept one palm raised in front of her, a faint glow breaking through the darkness just enough to guide her through the maze of mangrove roots. Every shadow reacted to her movement, stretching and twisting in ways that made the forest feel overcrowded even when she was alone.

Behind her, the footsteps never stopped.

They came with the steady weight of Soldier Boy's boots, each impact pushing through mud, roots, and shallow water with the same unbroken rhythm, not rushed or erratic. It was like he wasn’t even chasing her; more like continuing forward through an inconvenience.

Annie could hear branches snapping and roots cracking behind her as he forced his way through the mangroves. Occasionally there was a low, irritated sound, originating from straight-up annoyance. The distance between them didn’t feel like it was changing fast enough in her favor.

The pain in her skull kept building with every heartbeat. The concussion made her vision unstable at the edges, the forest occasionally doubling or shifting slightly as she pushed through it. Blood had started running again down the back of her neck, warm and slow, disappearing beneath her collar as nausea pressed upward in irregular waves. Still, she kept running. 

Eventually the trees began to thin, moonlight returning in wider, uneven patches across the mud. 

Ahead, the shoreline opened up again, revealing the dark stretch of ocean and, further along the coast, a rusted industrial structure rising against the night. 

Hope flickered briefly in Annie, but then something locked into her hair from behind.

Soldier Boy grabbed her at the exact same point he had hit earlier, yanking her backward with brutal force. 

Pain exploded through Annie’s skull instantly, sharp enough to distort her vision and nearly drop her consciousness entirely as she screamed involuntarily, the sound tearing out of her before she could control it.

“There you are,” Soldier Boy said behind her, voice flat with satisfaction. “Knew you’d head for open ground.”

He dragged her out of the mangroves without slowing down, pulling her through wet mud and shallow tidal water as her feet scraped uselessly against the ground. 

Annie clawed at his hand, twisting her body violently in an attempt to break free, but the grip didn’t loosen. 

She was hauled across the shoreline with exhausting consistency, sand and debris scraping against her skin as she was pulled toward the darker industrial edge of the coast.

In the distance, the structure loomed larger now, rusted frameworks and loading cranes standing motionless against the sky, partially swallowed by darkness and sea mist. 

Annie kept struggling, throwing elbows and twisting her shoulders as much as her body allowed, but Soldier Boy continued dragging her forward without changing pace. 

There was a concerning level of lack of frustration in him. He had this mechanical persistence about him, calm as a serial killer. Which, in hindsight, he was one. 

Eventually, he stopped.

Then he slammed her down onto the wet sand with enough force to knock the air clean out of her lungs.

Before she could recover, he stepped over her, planting himself on either side of her ribs and lowering his weight slightly, pinning her in place. 

The ocean rolled nearby, waves brushing the shore with absurd calmness compared to the violence happening only a few meters away.

Soldier Boy began to crouch down, but Annie reacted immediately.

Energy surged through her palms and exploded outward in a concentrated blast that struck him squarely in the chest. The impact finally broke his forward motion, throwing him backward through wet sand and shallow water, giving her just enough time to move.

She rolled and tried to crawl, but her limbs didn’t cooperate the way she needed them to. Every movement felt delayed, dragged down by exhaustion, concussion, and pain, but instinct kept forcing her forward across the sand toward anything resembling distance. 

Water soaked through her clothes while grit scraped her palms, her breathing uneven and strained as she tried to create space between herself and him.

A hand caught her ankle, and then Soldier Boy yanked her back violently, dragging her across the wet shoreline in one motion.

“You’re one of the stubborn ones, sugar. I'd give you that.” he chuckled as he closed in again, endearing in a misogynistic way. 

Before she could kick free, he climbed over her fully, grabbing both wrists and forcing them above her head into the sand. His weight settled onto her immediately afterward, pinning her completely in place beneath him, eliminating any remaining leverage she had.

Annie struggled beneath him, but it barely shifted his position. He felt immovable, like a thousand stones, too heavy to meaningfully fight at this distance.

Cold sand pressed against the back of her head while his single grip locked her wrists down with controlled force. Their breathing mixed in the tight space between them, ocean waves continuing in the background as if none of this was worth reacting to.

“Get the fuck off me!” Annie shouted, still thrashing beneath him with whatever strength she could pull from her shaking body.

Soldier Boy looked down at her like she was just a loud little girl. Her struggle didn’t seem to register as a threat at all, just bratty stubbornness without outcome. 

A soft chuckle escaped him, low and almost amused in a way that didn’t belong in a situation like this.

“You’re trying too hard, sweetheart,” he said, his voice patronizingly calm. “It’s not going to work. Nothing is going to work anymore.”

His free hand shifted from her ribs to her face, fingers locking around her jaw, turning her head slightly to keep her still. The man didn’t even expect resistance to matter.

“Tell you what,” he continued, leaning in just enough that his shadow swallowed part of her vision. “I’ll give you a quick death, alright?” Then he paused, his smirk widening with a more personal kind of cruelty. “But first.”

Before Annie could react, he pulled her in and kissed her.

A gesture deliberate in its entitlement, keeping her pinned in place by the jaw and her wrists over her head; so she couldn’t turn away, couldn’t break the angle, couldn’t do anything but feel it and fight against it uselessly. 

Annie immediately recoiled in instinctual disgust, a sharp sound of anger tearing out of her throat as she tried to wrench her wrists free, muscles straining against his grip with no effect.

The response only seemed to amuse him more.

His mouth broke away briefly, but only long enough to shift downward, dragging the moment into an invasive exploration as he moved along her jawline, throat, and eventually her breasts. His grips never loosened, keeping her fixed in place while ignoring her resistance.

“Let me go, you—” Annie shouted, voice cracking halfway through as something massive detonated across the island.

The sound rolled through the shoreline like a thunder strike, shaking the ground beneath them and rippling outward across the mangroves and sea. 

Annie’s eyes snapped wide, her attention violently ripped away from him as her gaze shot toward the horizon.

Far in the distance, the remnants of the fish processing factory they'd just escaped had erupted into collapsing fire and scattered debris, pieces of metal and structure briefly lifted into the air before falling back in burning fragments. 

The place had gone up in a chain reaction, each section feeding into the next until the shoreline was a vivid orange. 

Within moments, the fire had already begun to spread into the mangrove forest. The darkness that had swallowed the swamp was now breaking apart in infrequent waves of orange light, branches igniting in bursts as the wind carried flames deeper inland. 

Faint screams drifted from far beyond the trees, carried on the wind in broken fragments from the residential stretch further inland, distorted by distance and smoke.

Annie’s breathing stuttered as she took it all in, her body briefly forgetting Soldier Boy’s weight on top of her as the scale of the disaster forced itself into focus.

Her eyes shifted again, this time toward the other industrial structure closer to the shoreline and herself, across from the fire. Large machinery still stood active inside it, humming steadily in the background. Fuel lines, processing units, and metal frameworks continued operating with its night shift batch.

It was only a matter of minutes before that section caught fire too. 

Soldier Boy’s attention had already drifted past her resistance by the time the island began to properly fall apart.

His grip on Annie's wrists had loosened just a bit, his other hand moving over the exposed stretches of her skin with an unbothered, almost lazy lust.

The firelight from the shoreline flickered across his face as he finally slid his fingers underneath her crop-top, fingers locking around her nipple. He didn’t look scared or even a bit bothered by the fire. 

He didn’t even look aware that fear was supposed to be a relevant emotion here.

Annie, on the other hand, finally broke. The paralysis that had been holding her down snapped under the gravity of everything hitting her at once. 

In a sudden rush of adrenaline, her eyes began to glow, faint first, golden rings forming in her pupils before spreading inward until her irises looked like they contained only light. The glow intensified rapidly, spilling outward across her face in uneven pulses as her breathing turned sharper, more unstable. 

Her palms followed next, light bleeding through skin and veins, her body no longer fully containing the energy being produced inside. The concussion got immediately buried under the survival instinct.

Her awareness stretched outward beyond the shoreline, beyond the mangroves, reaching toward every electrical source she could feel buzzing on the island’s surface. The industrial salt processing plant nearby stood out most clearly, a dense knot of energy and infrastructure still functioning in defiance of everything collapsing around it.

She reached for all of it at once; and for a brief moment, every single electrical line and the lightbulbs flickered across the island. 

Half of it burned in spreading orange firelight, mangroves collapsing into embers and smoke, while the other half continued flickering and stuttering with sudden surges of failing electricity. Lights blinked in unnatural patterns across structures and industrial rigs.

Then, at once, everything went dark. Complete, suffocating darkness, swallowing the shoreline cept for the fire.

Annie’s body buzzed violently in that darkness.

Built-up energy rattled through her form, unstable and overfilled. Then, a violent surge of light and force erupted from her palms in a concentrated explosion that tore through the space between them. 

The impact hit Soldier Boy squarely and launched him across the shoreline, his body skidding and crashing roughly twenty yards into the wet sand with a heavy, concussive impact that briefly distorted the air around him.

Silence followed for a fragment of a second, broken only by burning wood and distant collapsing structures and cries.

Annie forced herself upright, legs shaking as she tried to stabilize her breathing. Her vision swam with residual light and pain, but she kept moving anyway, driven by something closer to instinct than thought.

Before she could fully process what she was doing, another pulse of energy built in her body and discharged outward again, not aimed so much as released. 

The force instantly lifted her off the ground entirely, tearing her upward into the air as the wind caught her and dragged her violently away from the shoreline.

The island below her continued burning and flickering in fractured light as she rose into the night sky, unstable, disoriented, and airborne for the first time in her life without fully understanding how she had crossed the line between falling and flying.

Annie stayed in the air longer than her body had any right to.

There was no sense of control to it at first, only momentum and shock carrying her upward while the island shrank beneath her. The wind tore at her tattered open shirt, forcing uneven corrections she didn’t understand how to make, her movements clumsy and reactive as her glowing hands instinctively reached for balance that wasn’t there. 

Every slight adjustment sent her drifting in the wrong direction. Her body had suddenly forgotten what up and down were supposed to mean.

Behind her, the island burned.

From this height it looked like a single, spreading fire with uneven glow across the mangroves and shoreline, broken occasionally by flickers of collapsing structures. 

And even from here, Annie could still feel it in her chest, the distant idea of people still trapped inside that spread of fire and smoke, voices and lives reduced to nothing, people she couldn't save. 

Her stomach twisted sharply at the thought. She had left them.

Her flight wavered again, the horizon tilting as she tried to steady herself, breath coming in uneven bursts while she forced her gaze forward instead of down. She didn’t know how to stop, or slow, or even properly steer. 

Eventually, land appeared ahead, a darker shape breaking through the horizon line. It looked distant but real enough to maybe land onto, a strip of terrain rising faintly against the early edge of dawn.

Annie tried to aim for it, but the attempt was clumsy from the start. Her body overcorrected, then undercorrected, momentum pulling her off line while panic made her movements more imprecise. The ground grew closer faster than she expected, the illusion of control slipping away with every passing second.

She reached out instinctively, and her descent instantly turned into a rapid drop, wind roaring past her ears as the last stretch of air gave way. 

The impact hit with a heavy, concussive force that echoed outward into the early morning silence.

For the following few minutes, there was only the sound of settling dust and a very distant fire still burning on the other island, faint now against the horizon. The sky above was beginning to shift faster now, dark blue giving way to the first thin hints of dawn light, washing over the broken landscape in irregular brightness.



——



The Vamizi island was in its usual rhythm with ongoing celebration of Herogasm. 

Along the poolside and deeper into the resort grounds, supes lounged in various states of indulgence, some half-dressed and laughing too loudly, others slumped into shaded corners with drugs passing lazily between hands. 

Music thumped unevenly from hidden speakers, bleeding into the sound of waves and distant shouting, while the indoor suites carried on with their usual clustered orgies.

Homelander had already stepped out of his suite, now dressed in a fresh suit that looked completely out of place against the rest of the island’s moral decay. 

He stood at one of the higher points overlooking the resort, posture relaxed and eyes quietly scanning the grounds below. There was a thin layer of alertness in his expression, but nothing serious. 

Maeve appeared behind him without announcing herself, as she usually did, already pulling a cigarette from her packet. She lit it with a small spark, exhaling slowly as she leaned against the railing beside him, her gaze drifting over the same crowd he was watching.

“You’re out early,” she said flatly.

Homelander didn’t look away from the island below. “I thought I heard something.”

Maeve gave a short, unimpressed hum, taking a drag from her cigarette. “Like what? Some explosive airborne ejaculation?”

His shoulders lifted in a faint shrug, the movement almost casual but not entirely comfortable. “I don’t know. Something like that. It was probably noth—”

He didn’t finish the thought, though. The vibration in his glove's inner compartment interrupted him, sharp and insistent. His eyes shifted downward, then briefly back to Maeve, holding up a finger in a silent request for her to wait.

Maeve raised an eyebrow but said nothing, watching him as he reached into his glove and pulled the device free.

The screen lit up with an emergency channel call from Vought; which was adequate to heighten his uneasiness. 

Homelander’s expression tightened slightly as he recognized the signal, the casual detachment suddenly dropping from his demeanor. He glanced at Maeve once more, longer this time, then turned his attention fully to the phone and accepted the call, pressing it to his ear.

“Ashley?” he said simply.

Ashley’s voice came through the phone almost immediately, tight with panic and barely being held together by professionalism.

“Homelander, sir, there’s been an earthquake,” she said quickly, words tumbling into each other. “We’re getting reports of explosions a few miles south. We need you to bring the entire guest list back. Have the flying supes carry the non-flying ones if necessary, just get everyone off the island. Resort staff too. Mr. Edgar's orders.”

Homelander’s brows pulled together as he listened, a short, disbelieving huff leaving him, almost amused for half a second, convinced that the situation was being exaggerated for his attention.

Then, a massive explosion lit up the southern horizon, bright enough to turn the night sky into a brief, violent day. The glow spread outward in a bloom of fire and debris, rising into the air in fragments before falling back toward the island.

Homelander’s expression changed instantly.

His eyes narrowed, the faint amusement gone, replaced by a seriousness as he stared at the distant fireline.

“I see it,” he said into the phone, voice flattening.

Maeve, standing beside him, followed his gaze, her cigarette lowering slightly as her posture shifted into a more alert stance at the sight. 

Another burst of light followed in the distance, likely triggered by the previous one. His jaw tightened as he processed it in real time.

“Another explosion just occurred,” he continued, tone turning clipped and authoritative. “Contact Black Noir, Starlight, Deep, whoever you can reach. Just get eyes on it and warn them.”

He ended the call without waiting for a response, slipping the phone away with an efficient motion. For a brief moment, he stood still, watching the horizon where smoke and fire were beginning to distort the edge of the sea. Then he turned fully toward Maeve, the shift in his attention immediate.

“We need to evacuate,” he said calmly. “Have the flying ones carry the non-flying guests, and staff. But guests first.”

Maeve didn’t really ask for an explanation. She gave a single sharp nod to his orders, already moving before he finished the sentence, dropping her cigarette and heading down toward the resort grounds as her voice broke through the party noise, barking orders at staff and supes alike with familiar urgency.

Soon enough, she and A-Train moved quickly through the evacuation process. The emergency siren system came online a moment later, a harsh wail that spread across the island and instantly changed the tone of everything happening below. 

Maeve grabbed one of the resort communication units on the way down and started broadcasting across the island’s internal system, her voice pouring from speakers installed near the poolside, suites, and beachfront paths. 

It was a direct instruction to gather at the poolside for evacuation and to form lines for aerial extraction. Flying supes were told to take positions immediately, while non-flying guests were ordered to stay put and wait for transport toward Pembe City.

A-Train, in the meantime, weaved through the resort perimeter as well, moving between clusters of panicked guests and half-dressed supes with effectivity, physically redirecting people when words weren’t fast enough. 

Within minutes, the entire guest list was informed and emerged from different parts of the resort, the earlier indulgence replaced by a commonly practiced coordination. There was still irritation in some of them, some disbelief, but the training took over them quickly. Fire drills, emergency protocols, contingency evacuation procedures, all the corporate safety nonsense that had always felt performative now became unexpectedly useful. For once, the system Vought had built for optics was actually doing something practical.

The guests and staff began moving in organized streams toward the poolside as instructed, forming rough lines under the direction of flying supes who started lifting non-flyers into the air in controlled rotations. 

The sky above the island had begun to brighten slightly by now, the first signs of dawn pressing against the horizon while, far in the distance, the fire still burned across the southern edge of the ocean.

By the time Homelander took to the air himself, the evacuation was already in motion. He carried Queen Maeve with him in a firm grip as they rose above the resort, the wind pulling at his cape while the island below reorganized into evacuation patterns. 

Maeve didn’t seem particularly alarmed the whole time. Her eyes kept tracking movement below as they climbed higher.

The initial few minutes into their flight, the two of them actually slipped into a conversation mid-flight, trading dry remarks about how every Herogasm seemed to come with its own disaster, like it was becoming part of the annual itinerary. There was a brief, almost absurd normalcy to it. 

Then another sound tore through the air; except this time, it didn't sound like an explosion. Some kind of crash, loud enough to echo across distance, but definitely not a detonation. 

Both of them stopped speaking at once, their attention snapping toward the far edge of the horizon where the sound had come from. 

Homelander’s expression shifted slightly, the casual cadence faltering as he narrowed his eyes, trying to locate the exact source.

“You should go check it out,” Maeve said after a moment, her tone equally alert now. “Something’s off.”

Homelander considered it briefly, gaze still fixed on the distant coastline. Then he gave a small nod, decision made quickly. He turned mid-air and raised his voice, spotting Jack from Jupiter flying parallel with Translucent in tow.

“Jack,” Homelander called out. “Take Maeve.”

“Aye, sir,” Jack responded immediately, adjusting course.

He moved in to take Maeve as Homelander released her into his grip, transferring her mid-air without slowing his momentum. Once she was secured, Homelander rotated fully in the air, his posture tightening as he redirected himself toward the source of the impact.

He reached the farthest edge of Pembe Island in a matter of seconds, cutting through the thinning air over the coastline until the shoreline came into view beneath him. 

The wind shifted as he descended, carrying with it a scent that smelled nearly familiar. It was faint at first, then undeniable as he drew closer, a familiar trace that kept his eyes darting before he even saw the ground.

His crimson boots hit the sand quietly, and for a brief moment he stood still at the edge of the beach, scanning the area with a sharp, narrowing gaze. The emergency lights from farther down the island still flickered in the distance where they were dropping the other guests to safety.

Then his eyes found the depression in the sand.

A collapsed crater-like impact scar, like something had been violently thrown down from above and forced the earth to accept it. The corners were uneven and freshly disturbed, sand still sliding inward in slow, unstable streams. 

Recognition hit Homelander in a delayed wave, his mind refusing to accept what his heightened olfactory receptors had already confirmed. But he began to move anyway, just a sudden forward momentum driven by his subconscious as he rushed to the edge of the pit. 

Sand gave way slightly beneath him as he reached it. He leaned over the edge, eyes locked downward, scanning the interior. And then he saw her clearly.

Starlight. With the air glistening around her with ionizing radiation that only his enhanced vision could see. 

His expression twisted in an instant. “Starlight?!” he rasped, the word coming out fractured with shock. 

He couldn't decide which was more unsettling; the extent of her injuries, or the fact that she was irradiated, or that she was on an island she'd never been sent to in the first place. 

Homelander's body reacted before his mind finished processing it, already dropping into the pit without waiting for permission from logic or caution, urgency overriding everything else.

“Hey, it's okay. You're okay.” He reassured with an uncharacteristic sincerity as he picked her up, careful not to cause any further injury. “I'm here now.” 

Chapter 21: Here Comes A Candle to Light You to Bed

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Floor 99 of the Seven Tower buzzed with its usual predictable choreography, a thin stream of mid-level executives scurrying through the pristine hallways like well-groomed rodents. And among them, Homelander moved through the corporate slipstream at a relaxed pace. 

His posture maintained that flawless, manufactured ease he carried whenever he knew eyes were on him, even if they were all currently pretending to look at their tablets in terrified and cautious submission.

His agenda for the morning had been simple enough. He was going to grab a quick bite from the Seven's dining hall, then head down to floor 10 where Starlight was being kept under tight supervision.

​The thought had been sitting weirdly in his mind lately. It was a complicated feeling he couldn't quite reconcile with. ​He had played this exact scenario before, just with a different woman.  

Madelyn Stillwell’s ghost still haunted the architecture of that floor in ways the staff knew better than to talk about, and now Starlight was occupying that exact same mental space. Except this time, the dynamic was way more unstable and completely undefined.

​Ashley had informed him just minutes ago that the girl was finally awake, that the medical team was checking her vitals, and visitation would be allowed within the hour. The unwritten corporate rule was implied without Ashley needing to say it out loud; Homelander would be the first one through that door. Not even Starlight's family. 

​By all accounts, this flex of absolute authority should have felt completely routine. But all he felt was this strange knot in his stomach, an odd kind of nervousness of having to talk to Starlight without showing how concerned Homelander actually had been for her these past few days. 

Maybe bouncing this off Queen Maeve or Black Noir would have made it easier to wrap his head around, but Maeve and Translucent were currently traveling with Stan Edgar overseas. They were stuck handling the endless legal fallout for all the international laws that had been casually violated in Mozambique. 

As for Noir, well, the man had completely vanished into thin air, leaving nothing behind but an empty chair at the conference table.

Meanwhile, A-Train had been busy playing corporate puppet with Ashley, helping her feed the media a steady diet of fake updates about some fictional space war the super community was apparently fighting at present. But it wasn't like Homelander was ever going to dump his psychological baggage onto one of the Moronic Trio. A-Train simply wasn't important enough to serve as his makeshift therapist.

As Homelander entered the dining hall with his mind churning absently, his attention moved across the room automatically, scanning without effort, until it landed on a familiar face seated near one of the central tables. 

Donna January, sitting across from Eli at the same table.

Eli had caught a flight down to the tower from orbit for his bi-monthly visit, strictly adhering to the fine print of his Vought employment contract. The man usually clocked his hours directly from the corporate headquarters during these two-week stints on ground level, juggling his official duties with personal priorities and squeezing in family visits during his off-hours.

The recognition came fast enough to derail Homelander's train of thought, though his expression didn't show the shift immediately. For a brief moment, he simply processed Donna's presence, then smoothly transitioned to that performative charm, flashing his signature all-white smile.

“Donna,” he called out before he even reached her table, his voice oozing the typical practiced warmth that was pure muscle memory. His arms spread slightly, framing the encounter as if it were a major televised event. “What a pleasant surprise. I mean, sure, given the circumstances, but still. I didn’t expect to see a familiar face up here.”

He let out a small chuckle as he closed the distance, the sound light and effortless, then placed a hand on her back in a gesture that read as reassuring from any outside angle.

Donna reacted exactly as most civilians did when placed in proximity to Homelander, her expression softening despite the strain behind her eyes. There was admiration there, and relief, disarming in its sincerity. 

“Homelander!” She greeted, giving him a few nods. “I'm alright. Well… as alright as a mother can be. Just landed last night.” 

Homelander nodded back sympathetically, maintaining steady contact as she spoke, his hand moving in a slow, grounding motion on her back without any actual emotional investment. 

Across the table, Eli sat perfectly still, observing the interaction with a practiced neutrality. The man has spent his life performing absolute truth in service of a massive lie; which was exactly why he was attending to Donna in place of Ashley Barrett. 

“Eli was telling me about the space war,” Donna continued, her fragile composure fracturing completely as she forced the words out. “That it was brutal… that my Annie fought to save her friends—”

Her voice broke completely, tears spilling over faster than she could fight them back as her maternal pride and terror collided with nowhere safe to go. The sudden, raw sob instantly shifted the atmosphere around the table, souring the polite morning ambiance into a heavy and suffocating awkwardness.

Homelander’s expression shifted seamlessly with her breakdown, right on cue. Calculated concern replaced his standard charm, a softened and tightly controlled mask of compassion. He tightened his grip slightly on her upper back, anchoring her with a performative care.

“Yes,” he said gently, voice lowering without becoming vulnerable. “We’re all very concerned for her.”

His eyes flicked briefly toward Eli, the warmth in them thinning into a more assessing look. It was quick but it visibly carried a mild amusement, mostly because of how well the executive had managed to feed the lie to Donna without her questioning a single thing about the narrative they'd spun. 

Eli kept his gaze steady, indifferent to Homelander's approval, while Donna remained caught between relief at Homelander’s presence and grief for her daughter. 

The following few minutes, Homelander stayed beside her, externally composed with the perfect image of reassurance, while beneath it his attention remained divided between the performance and the fact that Starlight had actually woken up in the tower without him yet seeing her.

Donna eventually pulled herself back from the moment, embarrassment and grief mixing into an emotion she clearly didn’t want to perform in public anymore. She offered a small, apologetic nod for the sudden breakdown. 

Eli was already rising in the background on cue. He produced a handkerchief without hesitation, extending it like it was part of his job description, and Donna accepted it with a faint, grateful look before pressing it to her face.

Homelander watched the exchange with a faint approval that didn’t quite reach his eyes. The situation, much to his satisfaction, had resolved itself into something appropriately orderly again. 

Eli’s professionalism was commendable at times if you could ignore the fact that he was Madelyn's little snitch his whole life. Still, he was predictable and non-disruptive, which made him a useful resource to the corporation. 

“I should get going,” Homelander said after a beat, tone light, conversational. “Got some work to handle before I head up to space. War doesn’t exactly wait for breakfast.” 

Donna looked up at that, her hand automatically placing on Homelander's arm, still emotionally raw but visibly proud of him. 

“Try and see if you can visit her today,” Homelander added thoughtfully, while deliberately keeping out the fact that Starlight was already awake.

With that, he stepped away from the table before either of them could extend the moment further. Breakfast was abandoned entirely without ceremony after that. Instead, he grabbed a strong, scalding hot coffee on the way out, taking it black. 

By the time he reached floor 10, the coffee was already gone. He’d drained the entire large size cup in a single continuous swallow during the descent, the heat barely registering in his throat. 

When the elevator chimed and granted him access to the medical floor, he casually crushed the single-use cup in his fist and stepped out into the hallway. Walking past the row of doors, he tossed the plastic into a nearby bin without looking at first.

The crumpled cup landed cleanly with a muffled thud at the bottom. 

The sound was soft and trivial, but it snagged something unpleasant deep inside his chest. A sudden, unwelcome memory clawed its way to the surface, dragging him back to the laboratory days he had absolutely no intentions to remember.

There used to be a particular scientist down there, Frank. He would ritualistically ball up a piece of scratch paper and toss it into a metal trash can every single time little John survived another round in the blast furnace without leaving any visible scorch marks on his skin. 

Homelander still has nightmares about it. 

His pace didn’t falter, but his eyes drifted toward the bin, lingering for a second longer than intended before he forced his gaze straight ahead, completely shaking off the unpleasant memories.

When he finally reached Starlight’s designated cabin, the attending physician was already there near the entrance. He was flipping through a patient file in his hand. He looked up mid-motion and immediately straightened when he saw Homelander approaching.

“Homelander,” the doctor said quickly, recovering his composure. “I was actually just about to inform Ms. Barrett that Starlight is cleared for visitation.”

Homelander stopped just short of him, offering a brief, polite nod.

“Good timing then,” he replied. “How is she?”

The doctor glanced at his notes instinctively before answering, voice professional but not alarmed. “She’s recovered faster than expected given the severity of the injuries. The head trauma has fully resolved. Bruising is still present but healing well.” He said with a small smile. “The detox wash we administered worked well. Radiation levels are now well below concerning levels."

He closed the file slightly, more relaxed now that he was reporting stability instead of uncertainty.

“We’ve moved her to a VIP cabin on floor eleven now that she's awake. I can take you there.”

Homelander gave a small nod. “Lead the way.”

They moved together down the corridor, the doctor slightly ahead, Homelander following at an even pace behind him. The transition between levels was almost imperceptible, but the architecture shifted subtly as they went, becoming more private, more insulated from the rest of the building.

At the door of the new cabin, the doctor stepped aside and opened it for him.

Homelander gave him a curt nod in acknowledgment before walking inside without much ceremony. The door closed softly behind him as the outside corridor disappeared from view.

The new VIP suite was vastly more luxurious than the standard rooms on floor 10, clearly one of the private medical sanctuaries reserved exclusively for members of the Seven. Along one wall, an absurd mountain of elaborate flower bouquets from Starlight’s devoted well-wishers spilled off tables and onto the floor, their mixed scents cloying and synthetic under the soft fluorescent lights.

Positioned dead center in the room was Starlight herself, propped up in the hospital bed with her back resting against stacked pillows. She wore a standard-issue Vought medical gown that hung loose on her frame.

Her body still carried the evidence of what had happened. Bruises marked her arms and collarbone in fading purple and yellow tones, her ankles were wrapped with light bandaging, and smaller medical patches dotted her skin in places where impact or friction had clearly broken through. Even her face showed it, a faint discoloration along her cheekbone and jaw.

Ashley stood beside the bed with her tablet clutched close to her chest, posture tight in that way she always held herself around the Seven. She looked like she hadn’t fully left work mode in days, eyes flicking between Starlight and Homelander who'd just entered.

Homelander took all of it in as he crossed the room. 

His pace was unhurried, attention moving across Annie’s condition in quiet assessment rather than open concern. He stopped just beside Ashley, hands settling behind his back in a controlled posture.

“Starlight,” he said, voice even but carrying a relief he didn’t fully let out. “Welcome back. You were out for five days, mostly under a medically induced coma. They say it was necessary for the healing process.”

He paused briefly to let the information land, assuming Ashley had already told her, his gaze fixed on Annie without pressing too hard.

“How are you feeling right now?” he asked, tone shifting into a more conversational cadence, though the tension in his expression never fully relaxed.

Annie, who had been quietly drinking water from a glass held near her lap, handed it off to Ashley without breaking eye contact with him. Her movements were slower than usual, still carrying the sluggishness of recovery.

“Where’s Black Noir?” she asked immediately. Her voice came out rough, strained from disuse and whatever her body had been pushed through. 

Homelander and Ashley exchanged a glance, neither of them surprised, but both aware of the gravity of the matter. 

“Sir, if I may,” Ashley said carefully, raising a hand.

Homelander’s gaze drifted back to Annie and lingered on her a moment longer before he broke away, giving a small nod to Ashley and stepping back half a pace. He pivoted away from the bed entirely after that, drifting into the room’s periphery to let Ashley kick off the discussion while he familiarized himself with the new cabin. 

It was a habitual thing for him, this tendency to explore new spaces when visual information felt incomplete.

Meanwhile, Ashley took the opening and turned back to Annie, her tone softening slightly.

“Alright, Starlight—Annie,” she began, one hand resting lightly on Annie’s shoulder in a controlled gesture of reassurance. “Black Noir is missing. Our cleanup and rescue teams swept the site thoroughly.”

She hesitated briefly, eyes flicking toward Homelander in the background before continuing.

“We recovered the bodies of Crimson Countess, the Deep, and the resort's boatman. There had been explosions… apparently at least one of them was nuclear. Homelander found you on the opposite side of Pembe Island. You were injured and… irradiated.”

Her grip tightened slightly, more grounding than restraining, watching for Starlight's reactions, which were none to minimal. 

“We also recovered parts of your phone and Black Noir's tracking chip from the island. As for the attacker and Black Noir himself, there’s no trace yet. We think he may have taken Noir with him.”

From across the room, Homelander’s voice cut in casually, still half-absorbed in a note that came with one of the bouquets on a side table. 

“You were right,” he said, almost conversationally. “Someone is going after Payback. I just don’t understand why.” He turned slightly, glancing toward Annie as he spoke, then back to the flowers. “Did you see his face? Did he drop you at Pembe? What exactly happened?”

The tone was light on the surface, but the questions came in a steady sequence that made them sound more like a casual interrogation. 

Annie remained quiet. For a moment, her eyes just drifted between Ashley and Homelander, her expression tightening as fragmented memories from the island surfaced in irregular flashes, too unstable to fully organize. Her body tensed slightly, her nervous system already deciding it didn’t want to revisit any of it anymore. 

Then her gaze locked back onto Homelander.

“Can I talk to you in private?” she asked.

Homelander’s attention shifted fully back to her. His expression changed only slightly, but it was immediate, the conversational edge dropping into a more attentive expression. He stared at her for a beat, then turned toward Ashley, and gave a small nod.

Ashley took the hint instantly. “I’ll step out,” she said, already moving toward the door without hesitation. The door closed behind her, leaving the two of them alone in the quiet of the hospital suite.

As soon as Ashley’s footsteps faded down the corridor, Homelander’s casual detachment began to slip. 

He stepped away from the bouquet arrangements and moved closer to the bed, hands folding behind his back beneath the cape again. He tried to hold onto that composed and almost ceremonial authority he always defaulted to, but the concern sitting on his face made it clear he had already lost the edge of performance.

He gave a small, impatient shrug as he slowed. “The fuck happened?” he asked, curious eyes fixed on her. “Are you okay?”

Annie’s expression twisted immediately, disappointment and disbelief morphing into anger. “Okay? No! I’m not fucking okay!” she snapped, like the question itself was insulting, like he had no business even asking it out loud.

Homelander blinked at her reaction, momentarily thrown, but not offended. He just stared for a beat longer, then let out a slow exhale, shoulders easing down as his hands came out from behind him and settled onto his hips.

“Well?” he prompted, tone shifting into a half theatrical and half genuinely curious register now. “You’re gonna have to give me more than that to justify that attitude.” There was authority in it, almost condescending by habit, but the familiarity underneath softened it in a way Annie didn’t miss even if she hated it.

She answered him with a sharp eye-roll, turning her face away like looking at him any longer was costing her patience at this point. 

“Noir fucking left me on the island,” she spat bitterly, “To save his own skin from Soldier Boy.”

Homelander blinked again, unsure how on earth Soldier Boy came up in this discussion. His brows pulled together slightly. 

“What?” he scoffed, confusion dripping off him. “What are you talking about? Soldier Boy? And what do you mean Noir left you?”

Annie snapped her gaze back to him, irritation seeping through the pain in her face. 

“It’s Soldier Boy. Your little ‘moving hotspot’ on the heat signature map. He’s alive, and he’s the one killing his former teammates one by one.” A bitter, almost disbelieving scoff left her as she said it, like even repeating it sounded ridiculous. “Apparently he was an asshole too—just like every other Vought-sanctioned asshole. Payback hated him so much they handed him over to the Russians for free. I don’t know how he’s back, but he’s not stopping until every single one of them is dead, exactly like he said.”

The reaction settled on Homelander's face in distinct, visible stages. At first it was just a blank stare, almost vacant in its stillness, like his mind had paused mid-process. Then the confusion surfaced, tightening his brow, followed by a slower, more intent shift as the implications started finding shape behind his eyes.

Everyone knew Soldier Boy was the only other superperson nearly as strong as Homelander. The “American Hero” before him, Vought’s original golden experiment. But he supposedly died in 1984 stopping a nuclear meltdown in Ohio. 

Homelander had been three at the time, if he was even allowed to call those early laboratory years “age” in any meaningful sense. He'd literally grown up watching all the movies of Soldier Boy, idolizing him, fancying being him. 

By that logic, Soldier Boy should be exactly a hundred years old now. He should be wasting away with withering bones. Starlight's statement simply didn't make any sense. The factors didn’t align with anything Homelander understood about time, mortality, or Vought’s control over its own narratives.

And then there was Black Noir; one of the only two surviving members of Payback besides Soldier Boy. If a resurrected, unhinged Soldier Boy was currently on a scorched-earth revenge tour, then Noir’s life was in immediate, catastrophic danger. And by extension, Starlight was dancing on the exact same landmine, considering she was the primary living witness to Soldier Boy’s recent butcheries.

Homelander didn’t speak for a while. His attention stayed on Annie, watching the tension in her expression, the lingering unease behind her eyes even as she tried to hold herself steady. He could read the dread more clearly than he liked to admit. 

It reminded him, uncomfortably, of the first time he had seen the aftermath of the TNT Twins’ compound; the eerie aftereffects with glistening ionizing radiation everywhere, the unnatural absence of a source of explosion. He remembered how spooked he was at the time. But it had been easier to file away as another Vought incident rather than the return of a vengeful superhuman capable of vast destruction. A literal competition for Homelander, strength-wise. 

And worse than that was the creeping realization that Vought’s internal narrative was riddled with massive discrepancies he had never even suspected. It was a bruising blow to his ego; he had spent years operating under the smug assumption that he knew where every single dirty secret was buried, only to find out he’d been kept entirely in the dark this whole time.

Eventually, Homelander broke the silence, his eyes narrowing slightly as they stayed on Annie. “So… the whole Ohio story was bullshit?” he asked, tone quieter now, less performative, more uncertain in a way he rarely allowed.

Annie gave a small, tired nod. The anger in her had dulled into a familiar exhaustion. 

“Yeah,” she said. “And clearly Vought and Black Noir both know more than they’ve ever said. He left me there because of Soldier Boy. And Vought’s already been working on it anyway. That pink stuff they’re cooking is obviously a countermeasure. Something to keep supes from getting fried by his chest blasts.”

Homelander’s brows lifted slightly at that, a dry lump forming in his throat as he processed it. He took a step closer to the bed without fully realizing it, voice lowering. 

“So the blast killed Countess and Deep?” he asked conspiratorially, “How the hell does he even have that kind of power?”

“I don’t know.” Annie shook her head, a deep, shuddering breath slipping out of her as the memories resurfaced behind her eyes without her explicit permission. 

“There’s one more thing,” Annie added then, her gaze locking onto Homelander properly now. “I think weaker and older supes die from the blast because of its intensity. Stronger and younger supes have a better chance at survival, but… they lose all their superpowers.” She swallowed dryly, blinking away the memories of the Deep's corpse. “I’m sure you found Deep headless… that’s because he didn’t die from the blast, just lost his powers. His gills were gone…” she trailed, the memory clearly resisting her even as she forced it into words. “That’s what Vought is protecting from Soldier Boy.”

A crease formed between Homelander’s brows, his expression tightening with recognition and growing unease. “The V in our blood.”

“The V in our blood.” Annie repeated after him, her jaw set, eyes wide and unblinking now.

Homelander didn’t speak right away. He held the silence for a long moment, not looking at her at first, his gaze drifting blankly toward a random point in the room as his thoughts visibly stalled and reorganized themselves around the new information. 

Only when his short-circuiting brain finally managed to file it under the mental category of “investigate further,” did he finally snap out of his trance. 

“Are you good to fly right now?” he asked, voice low and even, stripped of everything except intent.

Annie pursed her lips, hesitation pulling at her expression. “Uh… I don’t really know how I did it.”

Homelander’s frown deepened slightly in confusion. “Did what?”

“Fly,” Annie clarified, her eyes briefly flicking over his face as if checking whether she was making sense to him at all.

“You flew to Pembe?” Homelander let out a short, surprised laugh, more reflex than amusement. His eyes widened a fraction. “How?

That was when it dawned on Annie that absolutely nobody at Vought, including Homelander, actually had a clue about what had really transpired in Mozambique. They definitely didn't know the specifics of how she had escaped, or the disastrous physical state she had been in when she did. 

The entire corporate empire had been operating on mere fragments, blindly stitching wild assumptions over a massive canyon of missing information.

“Oh…” she murmured, the realization settling in as her voice dipped. “It’s a long story.”

Homelander clicked his tongue lightly, impatience creeping back in now that the confusion had overstayed its welcome. 

“I could use a long explanation right about now,” he said dryly, already shifting his weight as he leaned over and started to carefully pull out the reinforced IV needles from her hands.

His movements were unusually careful, his large hands applying just enough pressure to ensure the thick needles slid out without tearing her skin. Once done, he smoothly slipped an arm beneath her shoulders and another under her knees, carefully hoisting her from the mattress. 

“I’m flying you to orbit. You’re safer there.” He said as he adjusted her weight against his chest. 

Annie didn’t resist, though. Her arm moved instinctively around his neck, more out of necessity than trust, but without protest. Even she knew staying on ground put her at a constant risk of being assassinated.

Homelander carried her out toward the balcony, the hospital room opening into clean air and height. 

Outside, New York City was already in its early September morning rhythm, sunlight spilling warm and steady across the city and reflecting off the skyscrapers, brushing against Annie's bruised skin with an almost insulting normalcy.

Then, in a blink, the city dropped away in a single, seamless motion, and they were already airborne. Annie held close against his chest as the wind cut past them and the ground turned into distance.



——



Back in orbit, Homelander and Annie were inside her chamber at the Seven Station, the ivory space gleaming with soft overhead lighting that occasionally reflected off the golden accents of the interior.

Homelander paced in short, measured loops across the room, his hands locked rigidly behind his back while his cape rustled with every turn. His mind was still actively grinding through the visceral details Annie had just dumped on him, her entire ordeal with Soldier Boy, the gruesome specifics of the murders he had committed, and the overall fallout that completely contradicted every sanitized Vought narrative he had ever been fed.

The repetitive pacing was basically an exercise of pure physical containment for Homelander; not really nervousness. A strained effort of him forcing himself to keep from reacting too early.

Annie stayed near the kitchen counter, leaning into it with her weight uneven, watching him silently, not really interrupting. 

Eventually, Homelander slowed and turned toward her, planting his hands on his hips, his overall posture agitated. 

“Okay… so that’s good, right?” he said, gesturing at her loosely. His tone stayed lighter than the situation deserved, almost trying to find a version of this that wasn’t alarming. “You kind of just… unlocked a new power. That’s not nothing.”

Annie’s face tightened immediately, the reaction coming fast and unfiltered. She wasn’t even surprised by his predictable, arrogant refusal to admit a situation was actually serious enough to warrant his full attention. But just because she had completely expected the denial didn't mean it stung any less, leaving a familiar, bitter disappointment producing in her chest.

“That’s not the point,” she said sharply, pushing off the counter with her arms crossing across her stomach. “Noir left me there to die, and you—” she stopped herself for half a beat, jaw tightening, voice rising, “you literally sent me off with him. You weren’t even there.”

Homelander let out a small, frustrated huff, shoulders rolling back into a defensive shrug. 

“Oh, come on,” he said, tone snapping more blunt now. “I’m not supposed to babysit the entire Seven. How was I supposed to know Noir was going to bail and run off?”

“Seriously?” Annie spat, squaring up to him, her stare locked in. “I’ve been telling you from the start that something’s off with Vought. I warned you about someone wiping out Payback. And nobody listened.” Her finger lifted, pointing at him with controlled anger, her voice steady but accusatory.

“You and Noir,” she continued, voice tightening and rising now, “this was your whole setup. You wanted me dead there, didn’t you? Is that why you’re acting like this? Like it’s no big deal?”

“What? No!” Homelander let out a short, disbelieving huff, almost insulted by the insinuation. His brows pulled together as he tried to regain footing in the conversation. “That’s not… that’s not what happened. I didn’t know this was going to turn into—”

“No, you weren’t supposed to know that,” Annie cut in immediately, voice sharp, already riding the edge of anger. “But you still should’ve been there if you actually believed the Seven is what you sell to the public.” Her fists coiled slightly at her sides as she spoke, restraining herself from doing something worse than talking. “Or at the very least for Noir. You should’ve been there. He had to fucking run because you weren’t there to help either of us.”

Homelander shook his head once, slower now, trying to interrupt without escalating it further. “Listen, Starlight, I—”

“Shut the fuck up!” Annie snapped.

She didn’t even finish the sentence before her hand moved. The empty wine bottle from the counter left her grip in a clean, furious arc, cutting through the space between them.

It hit Homelander square in the chest with a dull, sharp crack before bursting apart on impact, shattered fragments of glass scattering outward and skittering across the polished floor in a brief, chaotic spray of sound.

Homelander’s hands came up on instinct, a purely reflexive response to a sudden impact rather than an actual attempt to block it. Then, just as quickly, they dropped back to his sides. 

He stood entirely frozen for a long minute, staring down at her, unable to summon the immediate sense of offense that was supposed to follow. Even his standard flare of anger failed to ignite properly, leaving his body hovering in a strange limbo.

What settled over him instead was an emotion much heavier and profoundly uncomfortable. It was an overwhelming sense of guilt, suddenly sitting like an unwelcome guest in his chest.

Worse still was the terrifyingly simple thought that he couldn’t immediately push out of his mind; if she was right, then he hadn’t just failed her, he'd failed Noir as well. 

Homelander exhaled slowly, a quiet release that barely softened the permanent frown in his brow. The tension in his shoulders eased slightly, though the shift registered as an act of immense physical restraint rather than defeat. Then he moved forward, closing the remaining space between them with careful, unhurried steps.

Annie didn’t back away or apologize. There wasn’t even a hint of regret in her expression for throwing a wine bottle at him, as though the act had been entirely justified under the circumstances. 

She watched him approach with a guarded stillness, eyes narrowed slightly, fully aware she was standing in front of someone who could end her in less time than it took her to finish a breath. 

But Homelander didn’t strike her down. When he reached her, he simply wrapped his arms around her and pulled her into him. The embrace was careful in a way that didn’t match his reputation for notoriety, protective without being showy, firm without crossing into harm.

“I’m sorry,” he murmured, voice lowered into a private tone, meant only for her ears. “I should’ve been there. For both of you.”

The words barely finished settling before Annie broke. The reaction came fast, uncontained, her composure collapsing into an unfiltered burst of tears. She wept into him like a fracture finally giving way under pressure, her hands finding his waist without thought, gripping him close.

Homelander held her through it without hesitation. One arm stayed firm around her back, grounding her against him, while the other moved slowly over her head in a steady, repetitive motion. He smoothed her tangled hair with gloved fingers in a rhythm that bordered on a mechanical simulation of comfort; yet carried a strange sincerity behind it.

“It’s okay,” he said quietly, his mouth close enough that the words didn’t need to travel far. “I’ll take care of it.” He promised, “Soldier Boy will pay, and you’ll have his head at your feet.”

He drew her in a fraction tighter, reinforcing the promise physically as well as verbally. His breath finally steadied, a long, quiet exhale as his eyes closed briefly while she shook in his arms, the aftermath of everything she had survived still moving through her like an aftershock.

He stayed exactly where he was, holding her through it.

Eventually, Annie’s sobbing eased into uneven breaths. She pulled back just enough to create space between them, wiping at her swollen, reddened face with the back of her hand, trying to erase evidence of what she probably deemed her weakness. 

“I’m sorry for lashing out,” she managed, her voice roughened, caught between grief and irritation at herself for showing it so openly.

“It’s okay,” Homelander said immediately, a quick acceptance that bypassed his usual need to control a situation. It was almost disarming in how simple it came out, especially from him.

He shifted back slightly so he could actually look at her properly, one hand sliding from the crown of her head down to her face. His fingers settled under her chin, tilting it up for her to meet his gaze. 

“Listen, young lady,” he said, voice softening into an almost old-fashioned tone, oddly endearing, “Donna may be a liar, but she didn’t raise a wimp. Own that, okay?” He gave her chin a small, grounding nudge. “You should be proud of yourself. You earned it.”

Annie sniffed, letting out a fragile laugh that didn’t fully mask the residue of tears still on her face. She nodded anyway, wiping her cheeks again.

Homelander let out a low chuckle in response, quieter than usual, almost reluctant. His gaze softened as it lingered on her face for a long, long moment, an unguarded sense of affection slipping through the cracks of his composure. 

Then he leaned in without much preamble and pressed a gentle kiss to her cheek, brief and tentative.

But before he could pull away, Annie caught him.

Her hands came up fast, palms cupping his jawline to hold him right there, turning that fleeting touch into an intense, desperate plea for certainty. She pulled him toward her again, erasing the remaining distance completely, and their lips met in a familiar collision. 

Homelander’s posture shifted instantly, tension draining out of him in a quiet surrender that surprised even him. His hands moved to her back, settling at her waist and drawing her in. 

The kiss deepened without urgency, driven by exhaustion as much as desire, as if neither of them had the energy left to pretend they weren’t exactly where they wanted to be in that moment. Their tongues explored each other's mouths in that comfortable rhythm they'd lately become used to. 

Gradually, Annie’s hands slid from his face without breaking the kiss, her touch shifting up toward the hooks of his cape. Her fingers found the fastening, tugging it loose in small, determined movements. 

The cape slipped free and fell behind him in a heavy collapse of fabric, pooling on the floor like a discarded version of him.

Homelander responded without pause, his hands moving behind her, working at the knots of her hospital gown with a careful urgency, undoing them one by one until the fabric loosened and gave way. 

The room filled with the low, shifting sound of clothing surrendering to the floor as pieces of garments began to fall away between them. Soon enough, there was nothing left separating them. They remained locked together through it, the kiss never breaking, breaths uneven and shared, soft moans and grunts escaping their lips. 

The frantic momentum carried them toward the bed, guided by the muscle memory of having done this many times before. Except this time, it bordered dangerously on making love. 



——




Annie sat upright in the king-size bed tucked into the corner of the room, her bare back turned toward the rest of the chamber. Silk sheets pooled loosely around her waist while the enormous viewport beside the bed swallowed half the wall. 

Beyond the glass stretched an endless black expanse, interrupted only by the nearby blue sphere of Earth floating silently in the void. The view was objectively breathtaking, but right now, it barely registered. Annie simply stared through the glass, her eyes wide, unfocused, and entirely blank.

Across the room, Homelander stood in boxers at the kitchenette, slowly working his way through the station's absurd collection of wine bottles and liquor. 

Every few seconds another bottle shifted, another label got inspected, another cork rattled softly against the counter. Yet his attention never stayed there consistently. His gaze kept drifting back toward Annie.

She hadn't moved in nearly ten minutes. The silence that had settled over her was visibly not the peaceful kind. It was heavy and sat on her shoulders and hollowed out her expressions. The distant clinks of glass, the hum of the station, even his presence seemed incapable of reaching wherever her thoughts had wandered.

Homelander knew that look. He'd worn it often enough himself.

Some memories had a nasty habit of setting up permanent residence in a person's skull. They replayed when things got quiet, and crawled out when there was finally room to think. Looking back, Homelander was fairly certain he'd spent more hours reliving the worst days of his life than the good ones.

And judging by the vacant tension in Annie's posture, Soldier Boy had left far deeper marks than the bruises the doctors had already patched up.

Eventually, Homelander cleared his throat loud enough to break the spell.

"Hey," he began, keeping his tone casual despite the seriousness underneath it. "While you were out, I've actually been tracking our hotspot on the heat signature maps."

He admitted, pausing briefly and leaning one hip against the counter.

"I know where he is."

Annie stirred immediately. Her head turned slightly before she finally looked over her shoulder at him. Curiosity was there but it was mostly a distant emptiness with focus.

Homelander caught the reaction and answered it with an awkward little grin that looked almost out of place on him. He gave her a short nod. 

"He's laying low," Homelander said, already moving on to his little exploration through the cabinets again. "I know for a fact Noir isn't with him, which— as you can guess, Vought doesn't know. But I'm keeping an eye on him. He'd probably be looking for Mindstorm next, if not Noir." The grin pulled wider now, turning crooked with lethal conviction as he absentmindedly twirled the cork between his fingers while reading the wine labels.

“I’d love to catch him red-handed. Literally."

Annie tilted her head slightly, her brows knitting together in confusion. "How did you know he doesn't have Noir?” 

“Well, he's not moving, for starters.” Homelander explained with a loose gesture of his hand, setting the cork down on the countertop. “And Noir's body would've turned up by now if he were dead. Pretty sure Soldier Boy wouldn't wait five days to kill him if he actually had him.” 

Annie blinked, giving a single, thoughtful nod. “Did we warn Mindstorm?” 

"Of course not.”

The answer arrived quickly and confidently from Homelander. He finally selected a bottle from the collection and held it up to inspect the label. "Nineteen eighty-two Château Lafite Rothschild," he announced with entirely too much satisfaction. "Why were you even saving this, again?” 

He grabbed two crystal glasses and uncorked the bottle with a soft pop.

"I'm using Mindstorm as bait. If Noir ran, Mindstorm would too." Dark red wine splashed into the glasses as he spoke. "People are predictable when they're terrified.”

“So you're basically serving up his location to Soldier Boy?” Annie asked, her tone now laced with judgmental disbelief.

Homelander let out a sharp, dismissive laugh. “I'd love to! But we don't actually know where Mindstorm is hiding. Nobody does.”

Annie raised an eyebrow but bit back her response. Because whether Mindstorm stayed hidden or not didn't matter in the long run. Sooner or later, either Soldier Boy or Homelander would track him down anyway.

And there wasn't much point in arguing with Homelander. The man had a cracked sense of justice. And the machinery of Vought had never been particularly sentimental about collateral damage either. Mindstorm wasn't probably even a person to them in this equation. 

"Speaking of Black Noir," she said, her tone sharpening slightly with disappointment, "where even is he?"

Homelander finished pouring and lifted both glasses. He crossed the room, and by the time he reached her, the Earth had drifted slightly across the viewport behind her shoulder.

He handed her a glass.

"Thanks," Annie murmured.

Homelander kept his own glass in hand but didn't drink immediately. He lowered himself onto the edge of the bed and stared out at the planet hanging beyond the glass.

Annie's eyes remained fixed on his face, searching for something beneath the unreadable expression. Because despite everything, she couldn't stop wondering what Homelander was thinking about Noir. She couldn't stop thinking about what had been going through Noir's head that night, and more importantly, what he was doing at the moment. 

Meanwhile, Homelander finally took a slow sip of the wine, letting it linger for a moment before swallowing. His gaze then returned to Annie.

"You're going to look for Noir." The statement came out calm and matter-of-fact, both an order and a conclusion he'd already reached. "Talk to Crime Analytics. They're already working the case."

Annie blinked, absorbing that. She lifted her own glass, taking a cautious first sip before nodding. The wine was rich enough to make her immediately understand why rich people became insufferable about wine.

"Okay." The answer came with a tired sigh. She stared into the dark red liquid for a moment before shaking her head. "I still can't believe Noir left me there knowing full well Soldier Boy would've killed me."

A quiet laugh escaped Homelander's nose, more amused than mocking. 

"Or maybe he left you there because you had better odds of surviving than he did." He rolled the glass gently between his fingers. "I'm pretty sure he had a reason."

Annie immediately scoffed. "Is that how you see it?" She turned her naked body fully toward him this time, pointing a finger in accusation. "Then why didn't he take me with him? There was a boat, Homelander. He could've dragged my ass onto it."

Her hand dropped back to her lap. "He wanted me there. Like some kind of sacrifice."

Homelander only shrugged, infuriatingly relaxed. "You'd be surprised how Noir's mind works."

Annie opened her mouth to argue, but stopped. Because annoyingly enough, he had a point.

Black Noir had never fit perfectly into any category she'd tried to put him in. The man could spend the morning dismantling a terrorist cell and the afternoon painting Buster Beaver or sculpting miniature cartoon characters out of whatever junk happened to be nearby. He was an assassin with the hobbies of an eccentric art teacher and the emotional habits of a stray cat that occasionally remembered affection existed.

And somewhere underneath all her anger, beneath the hurt and betrayal and humiliation, a stubborn part of her also believed he might've had a reason.

She hated that part but it was there.

So instead of arguing, Annie simply shifted closer across the mattress. The movement was small enough that Homelander didn't comment on it. She settled beside him and rested her head against his shoulder.

Neither of them spoke after that. They sat together in the soft station lighting, glasses in hand, watching the Earth drift beyond the viewport while the silence carried that familiar comfort between them. 

Besides, the sex from earlier had done its job, burning off the worst of her anxiety. It left behind a quiet exhaustion that actually felt safe, draining the usual, suffocating tension from her body. 

Annie continued sipping her wine while Homelander stared out into space, his bare shoulder warm beneath her cheek. 

The silence lingered until Homelander suddenly seemed to remember something. He took another sip of wine, glancing sideways at Annie.

"Oh, hey. Forgot to tell you." A sheepish chuckle escaped him, suspiciously casual. "I killed Supersonic."

Annie froze with her glass halfway to her mouth. Slowly, she turned her head toward him. "WHAT?"

Homelander shrugged as though he were just telling her about this parking ticket he got for breaking the law. "I kind of lost my temper. He stepped on my toe."

Her face immediately twisted in disbelief. "Stepped on your toe?" She closed her eyes and pinched the bridge of her nose. "Metaphorically or literally?"

The smirk spreading across his face answered the question before he spoke. "Let's say metaphorically."

Annie inhaled deeply through her nose and held it there for several seconds. The effort to remain calm was admirable, especially considering that Homelander had just casually confessed to murder in the same tone most people used to discuss weekend plans.

"Oh. My. God.” she groaned, finally opening her eyes. The eye-roll that followed was so dramatic, one could use it as a blueprint. "You murdered my ex-boyfriend because he made you feel insecure."

"When you phrase it like that, it sounds bad."

"It sounds bad because it is bad." 

Homelander snorted into his wine, equal parts amused and proud of his actions. 

Annie stared at him for another moment, her eyes narrowing immediately. "Wait." She pointed at him with her glass. "Noir killed that boatman, didn't he?"

The laugh that burst out of Homelander was immediate. "Oh, absolutely. Those marks were from his blades alright."

"Jesus fucking Christ." Annie dragged a hand down her face, looking physically exhausted by the people in her life. "Do either of you ever spend a weekend without killing at least one person?" she asked, offering him a faux-sweet smile that never reached her eyes.

Homelander actually paused to consider it. He stared thoughtfully into his wine, brows pinching together as he searched his memory. "Don't really remember, to be honest."

The answer was so genuine that Annie couldn't even summon fresh outrage. Another exhausted eye-roll escaped her as she moved away from him entirely and slumped against the headboard.

Homelander seemed to enjoy his own answer, chuckling under his breath before his expression softened a fraction. "Hey, your mom was at the tower this morning."

Annie's grimace returned instantly. "Yeah, okay. I'll text her."

Homelander nodded and took another sip. For a moment, he seemed content to leave it there. Then his lips pursed slightly around a thought.

"And maybe keep an open mind when you find him."

This time, there was no humor in his voice.

Annie's gaze shifted back to him immediately. She didn't need him to clarify who he meant. The irritation on her face slowly melted away, replaced by a much more volatile mix of emotions she couldn't quite hide; the sharp sting of betrayal, the weight of disappointment, and a deep, exhausting confusion. Maybe even a little bit of hope that came from simply being Annie January. 

Eventually she released a long breath and lowered her eyes into her glass. "I know."

Notes:

Song recommendation: Promise Not To Fall by Human Touch

Chapter 22: Blood Isn't Good Enough

Summary:

⚠️WARNING: Long chapter ahead with slow-burn progression and containing graphic depictions of violence, emotional distress, and character deaths. Reader discretion is advised.

Notes:

(See the end of the chapter for notes.)

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Twelve days later.



"Are we sure it's him?" Annie asked absentmindedly, pressing her new phone against her ear while her free hand dug through the depths of her handbag. Somewhere in there was her wallet. Along with approximately seventeen other things she'd forgotten she owned.

"Yep." Homelander sounded distracted on the other end, his voice accompanied by the muffled sounds of movement and conversation at the tower. "Crime Analytics is sending the coordinates now. I'll be en route in a minute."

Annie nodded to herself, finally locating the wallet after what felt like an archaeological expedition. She pulled it free and flipped it open. "Well, where is it?" 

Tilting her head, she pinned the phone between her shoulder and ear so both hands could work through the bills. 

"About forty miles outside Harpers Ferry. Old hunting cabin." Homelander said, his voice relaxed but shaky from his movement as he relayed the details. The bustle behind him clearly suggested he was weaving through one of the busier sections of the tower.

"Place barely exists on papers. No neighbors. No utility records. Old fuck clearly doesn't have friends."

A dry, sarcastic breath escaped Annie as the cab rolled to a stop. "Yeah, well, he's got competition."

She leaned forward and handed the driver the cash.

"Keep the change."

The man looked pleasantly surprised but Annie barely noticed. Her attention was already elsewhere as she shoved the wallet back into her bag and hurriedly checked for the essentials; phone, keys, cosmetics, tissues, and lots of pieces of invoices from lord knew where. 

"Hang on," she muttered into the phone and stepped out of the cab, shutting the door behind her.

The late afternoon air carried the occasional distant hum of passing vehicles through the parking lot. Annie moved toward a quieter corner between two rows of vehicles before stopping altogether.

"Okay, just..." Her voice dropped, pausing for a second. 

Instinctively, her eyes swept the area, checking the surrounding cars, nearby pedestrians, and reflective windows. After everything that had happened over the past few months, paranoia felt a responsible thing to practice. 

Satisfied nobody was lingering close enough to overhear, she pressed the phone tighter against her ear. "Can you at least promise me you won't get him killed?"

Homelander snorted immediately. "I don't make promises I can't keep."

Annie rolled her eyes so hard it made her worry Homelander might've gauged it through the phone. A dozen responses fought for dominance in her head, most of them involving profanity and none of them productive.

"Okay. I have to go now." She said eventually. “Mom's here.” 

Her gaze had already shifted toward the diner's front windows. It didn't take long to spot Donna inside. Her mother was sitting in a booth near the glass, a coffee mug cradled between both hands while she watched the parking lot diligently, clearly having spent every minute worrying since she'd arrived. 

"What kind of person can't handle a few murders?" Homelander complained instantly, sounding genuinely offended by her lack of enthusiasm for his strategy. "You're such a Goody-Two-Shoes. Makes me wanna throw up in my mouth."

Annie pinched the bridge of her nose, trying to keep her mouth shut. 

Somewhere out in rural West Virginia, Mindstorm was unknowingly serving as bait in a superhuman revenge hunt, and Homelander was upset because she wasn't being supportive enough about it.

"Good luck with your mom," he added at last. Then, because apparently he couldn't leave a conversation without making it weird, he continued, "I gotta go. You should start celebrating already. We'll fuck the starlights out of you tonight."

The line went quiet for half a second as Annie physically cringed. Her entire face folded in on itself at his crude joke. 

"Jesus!” She muttered, rolling her eyes again. 

"What?"

"Nothing. Good luck with Soldier Boy." She hung up before he could commit a second crime against language, and moved on towards the diner. 

The place sat on the outskirts of New York's endless sprawl, tucked beside a lonely stretch of highway that seemed to lead nowhere important anytime soon. A truck stop people only remembered existed when they desperately needed coffee or gasoline on their way. 

Time hadn't been particularly kind to the place either. Half the sign hanging above the roof had long since disappeared, leaving only a few faded letters stubbornly clinging to existence.

A scattering of pickup trucks and weathered sedans occupied the parking lot. Beyond them stretched open road, power lines, and enough empty land to make a person look small.

Annie adjusted the strap of her bag against her shoulder as neared the entrance. The bell above the door chimed the moment she stepped inside.

Warm air washed over her immediately, carrying the familiar scent of coffee, fried food, and definitely a lot of body odor. Somewhere in the background, an old country song crackled through worn speakers while dishes clattered behind the counter. 

A handful of truckers occupied booths near the windows, their conversations blending into the steady murmur of the diner.

Annie's eyes found Donna almost instantly. Her mother had been watching the entrance the entire time. 

The moment their gazes met, the tension seemed to drain from Donna's shoulders. Relief softened her features, followed by a broad smile that made her look ten years younger. 

Donna’s gaze lingered on Annie as she walked towards her, taking in the details she clearly hadn’t expected to see up close. 

The worn-out jeans, the faded tee, the denim jacket thrown over it like an afterthought, and the handbag hanging loosely from Annie’s shoulder gave the impression of a dirt-poor person. As if her daughter wasn't earning in millions every single day. 

The contrast seemed to unfold slowly in her expression. Pride was still there, stubborn and bright, but there was a concern too now. Before Annie could settle fully into the seat, Donna was already on her feet and closing the distance, wrapping her arms tightly around her daughter in an embrace.

“Oh, Annie,” Donna murmured against her shoulder, voice softening as she held her long in relief. “What happened, sweetheart? You don’t look well. I kept trying, but they just wouldn’t let me see you yet.”

Annie’s hands lifted automatically in response, hovering for a second before resting lightly against Donna’s back. 

The gesture was more polite than emotional, a brief acknowledgment because they were at a social place. After a moment, she gently patted her mother’s shoulder and stepped back just enough to create space again, her expression already guarded.

“Yeah, that’s because I didn’t want to see you,” Annie said flatly, though her tone carried more exhaustion than cruelty.

Donna made a soft, dismissive sound with her tongue, brushing the statement aside rather than processing it. She didn’t let go of Annie’s hand as she guided her into the booth.

Annie allowed it, sitting down with a tired compliance, while Donna slid into the seat opposite her and kept hold of her fingers like she was afraid they might disappear again if she loosened her grip.

“Is this about the injuries?” Donna asked, her voice brightening with a fragile optimism that didn’t fully fit the room. “Honey, I’ve been so proud of you. Homelander says you did great in the war. I’m so, so proud of you.”

She tapped lightly against Annie’s hand, emphasizing each word, smiling with genuine pride. For a minute, it sat there unchallenged, filling the booth with an almost warm feeling. 

Then Annie let out a long, quiet sigh and leaned back slightly, her gaze drifting away from her mother for a second before returning. 

“Mom,” she said at last, voice steady but careful, her eyes briefly scanning the diner again out of habit before settling on Donna. “I’m going to ask you something, and you need to answer me honestly.”

Donna blinked, her smile still in place but softening only slightly. 

“Of course, honey,” she replied gently. “What’s going on?”

Annie leaned forward, planting her forearms on the table as her posture locked in. Her gaze pinned Donna down, unblinking. 

“How much did they pay you to give me Compound V?” she asked, the words coming out low but serious.

Donna’s reaction was immediate. Her body stiffened first, as if someone had pulled a wire tight through her spine, and for a second she simply stared at Annie without blinking, her expression caught between confusion and refusal. Then, just as quickly, she tried to smooth it over with a small, dismissive laugh that didn’t quite reach her eyes.

“What are you talking about, sweetheart?” she replied, keeping her tone steady.

Annie’s eyes rolled and her lips pursed, edged with hurt, something that had been sitting under her skin for quite a while now.

“Mom,” she said quietly, voice low and strained, “don’t lie to me. How much was it?”

Donna blinked again, her composure flickering in and out like a faulty signal. She looked genuinely caught for a brief moment, because she hadn’t ever really prepared for this conversation. She'd signed an NDA with Vought International, after all. 

“It wasn’t about money,” she said carefully, not really meeting Annie's eyes.

Annie let out a short, disbelieving breath and leaned back in her seat, both hands lifting off the table in a frustrated gesture before dropping back down again. The disbelief had already morphed into anger, but it was controlled enough to keep the conversation private. 

“So it’s true,” she said, voice low but sharp and accusatory. Her gaze flicked briefly toward the counter before snapping back to Donna. “You and dad let a corporation founded by literal Nazis inject me, your child, with a radioactive drug.”

She gave a small, humorless clap of her hands, the motion restrained but cutting.

“Wow, Mom,” she added, tone flat with sarcasm, “really impressive parenting.”

Donna’s expression tightened instantly. Her eyes darted around the diner now, scanning for any signs of attention from nearby tables, her instinct clearly less about the truth of the accusation and more about the real dangers of being overheard. 

She leaned in slightly, lowering her voice.

“Honey, you’re looking at it wrong,” she said, reaching across the table again to hold Annie’s hand more firmly. “They promised you a future. A real future. And look at you now, sweetheart. You made it! You’re one of the Seven.”

Her free hand lifted slightly, gesturing toward Annie with a proud insistence, presenting evidence in her favor, while her grip tightened just a little more on Annie’s fingers.

Annie scoffed softly, eyes drifting away from her mother entirely now. “Yeah…” she said nodding, voice drained of warmth, “look at me now.”

“I don’t understand,” Donna said immediately, her voice softening again. “Was it so wrong to want your child to have a bright future? We just wanted what's best for you, honey.”

Annie smacked her lips before Donna had even finished speaking, the sound sharp in the cramped space between them. Her fingers tightened against the edge of the table, knuckles faintly whitening as she leaned forward again, eyes locked on her mother with exhausted disbelief.

“Oh, that’s bullshit, Mom!” she hissed, voice low but contemptuous. “You and I both know that. The whole ‘God gave you a gift’ thing you fed me my entire life, and you let strangers turn me into a freak—”

“That is not true, Annie!” Donna interrupted quickly, her tone snapping into a firmer register, almost panicked in its insistence. She leaned forward as well, still holding onto Annie’s hand.

“Sweetheart, I know you think you gave up your life for this, but I gave up mine too. I gave up everything to make sure you were at every event on time. I drove for hours without sleep. We trained, we skipped meals, we did all of it together—”

“Jesus fucking Christ, Mom,” Annie cut in, her voice dropping lower, sharper, laced with a tired bitterness. She pulled her hand back slightly now, not fully breaking contact but resisting the grip. “It wasn’t my dream. It was your dream. You built this fantasy of your life and then you shoved it down my throat, and made me believe what dad did was my fault.”

Donna’s face shifted immediately at her statement, her expression tightening.

“And you tied it to God, to duty, to all that ‘you were chosen’ garbage,” Annie continued, her gaze briefly flicking toward the counter again before snapping back. “Like I owed him something. Like I owed you something. And Jesus isn't even the first supe! What the fuck?”

“Annie,” Donna said, voice rising now, sharper, more commanding. “That’s enough.”

But Annie wasn't having it, her expression full of disdain and accusations. “Is that why Dad did it?” she asked quietly, each word precise and pointed. “Because he couldn’t live with what he did? Or is it because he got what he deserved for his greed and you didn't?" 

Donna’s grip loosened slightly, just for a second, her composure cracking.

“Annie!” she said again, this time more stunned than angry, as if she was hearing a version of her daughter she didn’t recognize at all.

Annie scoffed under her breath again, slouching back into her seat. Her face turned away from Donna, jaw tightening as she stared somewhere past the diner’s worn interior, a blank point. 

“What a fucking joke,” she muttered, more to herself than to her mother, teeth grinding lightly.

“Sweetie,” Donna began again, her tone carefully adjusted, softer now. “We did it because we love you. I didn’t want you to spend your life waiting tables and struggling like I did. Is it really so wrong to want more for your daughter?”

“It was selfish, Mom,” Annie shot back immediately, still refusing to look at her. “You didn’t want better for me. You wanted to live your dream through me. And you fucking lied through your teeth while doing it.”

“That’s a lot of bad language, honey,” Donna warned automatically, slipping into habit even as the conversation was souring in front of her.

“Mom, stop it,” Annie hissed, more exhausted and frustrated than angry.

Donna opened her mouth to respond, but her attention drifted mid-sentence, her eyes shifting past Annie’s shoulder toward the diner entrance. Her expression changed almost instantly, tension pulling into her features.

“Annie—” she started, but Annie lifted a hand in a dismissive gesture without even looking up.

“I don’t want to hear any more of it,” Annie said flatly. “You basically threw me into a personal hell just to chase some doomed fantasy you couldn’t let go of.”

Her voice frayed at the end, the anger threatening to boil over. Tears pricked her eyes, blurring her vision as she shook her head against the oncoming heat.

“People are awful here, Mom,” she added more quietly, voice breaking further. “You have no fucking idea. Good guys don’t win, and bad guys don’t get punished.”

Donna’s lips parted, her face softening with a  conflicted and pained expression, her eyes glistening as well. She hesitated for a second before speaking, her voice gentler now, almost reluctant. 

“Oh, honey,” she said softly, “I’d love to understand what’s going on, but… I think you need to go now.”

Her chin tilted slightly toward the entrance, subtle but intentional.

Annie frowned faintly, the gesture pulling her out of the emotional dive. She turned her head toward the door, wiping at her eyes almost absentmindedly as she did.

And then she saw him too. Black Noir.

He stood just outside the diner entrance, slightly crouched to peer through the glass, his presence unnervingly still, like a robot toy on standby mode.

Annie froze. The entire conversation with her mother seemed to collapse inward, replaced instantly by shock. Her eyes widened, disbelief flashing across her face as she tried to make sense of what she was seeing, her head tilting to the side. 

An involuntary gasp slipped past her lips as reality rushed back in. Her mind, still catching up, immediately filled in the gaps it had been ignoring a second ago. 

Noir outside meant this wasn’t random. And more importantly, wherever Black Noir or Mindstorm would be right now had a great risk of Soldier Boy showing up as well. 

She tore her gaze away from Noir and turned back to Donna almost too quickly, urgency replacing every trace of exhaustion she had been carrying through the conversation. Without asking, she reached across the table and snatched Donna’s phone, already unlocking it with a familiar pin as her fingers moved faster than her thoughts. 

“Mom, you need to leave as soon as possible,” Annie muttered under her breath, eyes fixed on the screen as she confirmed the ride request on a cab hauling app. 

Donna blinked, confusion overtaking her earlier hurt as she watched the shift in her daughter. The anger from moments ago had been entirely replaced with a more instinctive drill, like Annie had suddenly stepped out of the diner mentally while still sitting in it physically.

“What’s going on, sweetie?” Donna asked, her tone tightening with concern as her gaze flicked past Annie toward the door again. “What is he doing here, Annie?”

Annie didn’t respond immediately. Her focus remained locked on the phone until the ride confirmation came through. Only then did she exhale slightly, as if she had been holding her breath the entire time. She placed the phone back on the table and looked up at her mother, expression firm and urgent.

“Cab details are there, okay?” she said quickly, sliding the phone back across the table. Her voice dropped lower, careful not to carry too far in the diner’s open space. “Get out of here the moment it arrives. We’ll talk later. I have to go.”

Before Donna could fully process the instruction, Annie was already rising from her seat, eyes already scanning toward the exit, toward the windows, toward anything that could be watching. 

“It’s not safe, Mom,” she added over her shoulder, already turning away. “Go to the airport. Take the earliest flight and go home.”

And just like that, she was moving, leaving behind a confused Donna at the booth. 

By the time Annie stepped out of the diner, Black Noir had already retreated from the entrance. The bell above the door chimed behind her, swallowed almost immediately by the distant rumble of highway traffic and the lazy buzz of insects hiding in the afternoon heat.

Her gaze swept the area until it landed on him.

Noir stood farther across the parking lot where the rusted trucks and oversized pickups offered at least some privacy. He was waiting between two parked vehicles, partially concealed by their bulk. His arms hung loose at his sides, shoulders square, head holding up motionless in his usual murder-robot stance. 

Annie instinctively checked the lot again, making sure nobody was paying attention, then crossed the distance toward him. Her pace slowed as she neared, hands slipping into the back pockets of her jeans while her eyes remained fixed on the dark visor staring back at her.

She stopped roughly a dozen feet away, and at first, neither of them spoke.

The silence stretched for a long moment before Noir finally lifted a single finger, motioning for her to wait.

Annie frowned faintly, her face tilting as she watched curiously. 

Without hurry, he reached behind himself and pulled a weathered notebook from one of his pockets. The pen came next. He flipped through several pages until he found an empty one, then lowered his head and began writing rapidly.

The scratching of pen against paper sounded strangely loud between them. When he finished, Noir tore his attention from the page and held the notebook up for her to read.

“I’M SORRY I LEFT. I REALLY DID NOT MEAN TO.”

Annie stared at the message wordlessly, reading the words over and over as every ounce of anger she had willfully carried for nearly two weeks was suddenly losing its footing. 

She had imagined this reunion a hundred different ways: screaming at him, demanding answers, maybe even punching him. But an instant sincere apology wasn't what she was expecting. It had effectively disarmed her before she could even start the argument. 

Some unknown knot inside her chest finally loosened its grip, and her eyes burned instantly as a tidal wave of unresolved trauma crashed over her all at once; Soldier Boy, the island, the factory, waking up alone in a hospital, and the agonizing weeks spent wondering if Noir was dead, if he’d abandoned her, or if she’d ever see him again. 

The heavy weight of it left her blinking hard against her blurred vision, unable to contain the emotion. 

She shook her head once and broke into a run without warning, crossing the remaining distance in seconds before throwing her arms around his neck and colliding with him hard enough to rock both of them backward.

At first, Noir remained completely still, notebook and pen still hanging from one hand, arms frozen at his sides, caught off guard by the gesture in a parking lot. 

Then, slowly, his shoulders eased. His arms came up and wrapped around the small of her back.

He pulled her against him. A long breath escaped his chest, deep and shuddering, like he'd been holding it ever since the night he'd disappeared into the darkness from that island.



——




The road had stopped looking like a road a long time ago from thousands of feet above as Homelander watched civilization gradually dissolve into wilderness. 

Asphalt became gravel, gravel became dirt, and dirt became little more than two muddy scars incised through endless forest. The Appalachian woods stretched across the landscape in every direction, dense enough to swallow entire towns if left alone long enough.

The afternoon sun spilled across a sea of green. Oaks, maples, and pines crowded together beneath him, their crowns weaving into a canopy so thick that even his enhanced vision struggled to penetrate the shadows below. 

Here and there, signs of humanity surfaced briefly before disappearing again. A rusted fence line, the skeletal remains of a shed collapsing with decades of neglect, a porch surrendering to moss and vines. It was precisely the kind of forgotten, godless geography that society politely ignored until a state trooper eventually stumbled upon a freshly murdered dead body.

Homelander cut through the clouds without slowing. His jaw remained tight while his mind churned endlessly. 

It was ridiculous, really. He'd spent most of his life hearing how he was the perfect successor of Soldier Boy in every sense of the word. Vought's scientists had repeated it his entire childhood, the media repeated it. Hell, even he'd repeated it himself. 

When Homelander had been a child locked inside that laboratory, Soldier Boy had been an absolute god to him. He had voraciously devoured every scrap of available media even remotely associated with Soldier Boy; memorizing the propaganda reels of the legend punching Nazis, kissing weeping starlets, and hawking unfiltered cigarettes to the American heartland under the pretense that a heavy smoking habit built moral fortitude. 

It was an undisputed gospel that long before there had been Homelander, there had been Soldier Boy.

Now, he flew toward the distinct, intoxicating possibility of arresting that very god, or maybe killing him, though delivering him in handcuffs remained the ideal corporate outcome as Stan Edgar had strictly urged. The thought sat strangely in his chest.

A flicker of movement below finally pulled his attention away from the memories.

There it was, a small clearing carved into the hillside.

The cabin almost disappeared into the landscape unless you were Homelander and knew exactly where to look. Its weathered cedar walls bled seamlessly into the surrounding bark, supporting a sagging roofline while a thin wisp of smoke curled lazily from a crude stone chimney. Nearby, an ancient pickup truck sat buried under a tarp so faded and degraded by the elements that it looked entirely fossilized.

Homelander's eyes narrowed as he caught two heat signatures with his X-ray vision about forty yards from the cabin. 

One was restrained to a thick oak trunk while the other was behind the tree, probably securing the restraints.

Homelander slowed high above the clearing, concealed among the clouds as he observed the scene unfolding beneath him.

Definitely Soldier Boy, in his iconic hunter green suit, was tying Mindstorm to that tree trunk with lengths of rope. The psychic's head had already been covered with a cloth sack. 

Smart. Homelander thought. He'd spent enough time reading Vought's files to know exactly why. 

Mindstorm couldn't trap you in a nightmare if he couldn't establish eye contact.

Mindstorm, meanwhile, was falling apart down there. "He's here!" the psychic suddenly screamed, struggling against the ropes. "He's here! He's here!"

Soldier Boy barely looked up from his work. "Who the fuck is here?"

"HE'S HERE!"

The century-old supe finished tightening the final knot before straightening with a grunt. His eyes drifted lazily across the surrounding forest, clearly expecting something dramatic, and he got his wish soon enough.

Homelander folded his arms behind and dropped. The clouds swallowed him first and then the sky opened, a blue-and-red missile tearing downward through the afternoon air.

He struck the clearing with effortless control, crimson boots touching earth as leaves exploded outward in a violent ring. Dust rolled across the ground, branches shuddering overhead. Of course, and as usual, the impact wasn't necessary; but it was a presentation for man in the sky. It was Homelander's thing, showing off. 

As the leaves settled fully around him and the dust began to drift away, he lifted his chin toward Soldier Boy, cocky and loud. "I am here."

The whole showmanship of Homelander’s arrival hung in the air awkwardly for a moment, utterly dramatic and unnecessary. 

Soldier Boy, on the other hand, looked at him the way someone might inspect a stain on the floor. His eyes dragged slowly over Homelander from boots to face, then back down again, repeating the motion with an exhausted patience, deciding whether this was worth reacting to at all.

A bored exhale followed. Soldier Boy turned away once the evaluation concluded, already losing interest. He reached into the back pocket of his suit and produced a small box, flipping it open. From it came a thick, pre-rolled joint, fat enough to look intentional in its indulgence. He didn’t break eye contact with Homelander while he lit it, dragging the cigarette lighter across the tip with an unhurried flick with intended insult.

Homelander watched him closely, his expression caught between curiosity and faint disbelief. The veteran's indifference was almost petty in its own right, but in a completely unnecessary way. It was almost audacious considering Homelander's presence. 

Behind them, Mindstorm continued to panic, voice cracking through the forest as he strained against the ropes.

“Please, please, I haven’t done anything! I haven’t done anything to anyone,” Mindstorm pleaded again, his words breaking into raw desperation as he twisted against the trunk. “I’ve stayed out of it, I swear. I don’t deserve this.”

Soldier Boy took a slow drag, letting the smoke fill his lungs before releasing it in a lazy plume that drifted sideways through the clearing. After a few drags, his shoulders finally loosened, letting go of whatever was keeping him rigid. 

Only then did he glance back at Mindstorm, finally acknowledging the noise.

“Yeah, well,” he said, voice rough and unhurried, “not my fault you gotta refill your lithium every month, bud.” Another drag followed, more relaxed this time. He had, after all, already made peace with the situation long before arriving here.

“It was either dying in my hands or you OD’ing on bootleg blue pills in some jizz-stained hermit hut. You had it coming, Dan.”

The final line came out in a sing-song drawl that was more mockery than explanation. Soldier Boy tilted his head slightly, almost amused at his own logic. Then his chin tipped toward Homelander in the same motion, acknowledging him at last without actually acknowledging him properly.

Homelander’s expression finally shifted from the observer mode to his overdue reaction. 

His brows tightened, irritation overtaking the initial curiosity, followed by a slow roll of his eyes at the sheer effort being put into not taking him seriously. He wasn't even sure which part annoyed him more, the defiance or the forced pettiness of it. 

He let out a short, dismissive breath and shifted his stance, hands settling at his hips. His gaze moved over Soldier Boy in return now, taking him in fully for the first time rather than as a legend or a childhood memory. 

The green suit looked grimly salvaged, wearing a dull patina that definitely looked like someone had dragged it through a dozen depraved fetish orgies before tossing it back into storage; a sordid history Homelander knew for a fact to be true. 

The Legend, Vought's ancient, degenerate predecessor to Madelyn Stillwell, had hoarded the suit for decades and had his fun with it, until Soldier Boy recently retrieved it. 

Fortunately, the old bastard was currently a walking, breathing nuclear reactor, leaving an obvious radioactive trail that led to an internal investigation; which Homelander had forced A-Train to squeeze out of the retired executive, which pointed directly here. 

So yes, Homelander could personally confirm the gear looked exactly as filthy as the file implied. He gave a disgusted little shudder before meeting Soldier Boy's eyes in level. 

“Well,” Homelander said at last, voice steady but sharp, “it really is you, huh? Soldier Boy.” He gestured loosely toward him, presenting the relic with a mix of mild awe and edgy contempt for its expired relevance. “I grew up watching all your movies. Probably hundreds of times. You were nearly as strong as me.”

Soldier Boy immediately let out a snort that turned into a brief cough, smoke spilling from his mouth as he recovered. He looked Homelander up and down again, this time with an amused disgust.

“Buddy,” he said finally, voice dragging through the word like gravel, “you think you look strong?” He gave a small shake of his head, as if genuinely puzzled by the confidence. “You’re wearing a cape. You look like the fifth high-dollar French whore of my night trying to hide a bad case of the clap. Who approved this shit, a bunch of perverts in marketing?”

Homelander’s face tightened in a brief, almost pained wince, the specificity of the insult hitting his ego harder than he'd expected.  

“That was honestly one of the weakest comebacks I’ve ever heard,” Homelander muttered, tone edged with pity rather than anger. His gaze dragged up and down one more time, unimpressed, searching for the golden American fantasy Vought had once sold and coming up entirely empty. 

“And this is the guy I was supposed to be impressed by?” Homelander said, smacking his lips, waving a hand dismissively, pretending to put the whole dick swinging competition aside. 

“Anyway, I’m here to arrest you,” he added, voice flattening into a performative and bored cadence. “I gotta be honest, though—I really expected something more… awe-inspiring. Legendary. Instead I get… whatever this is.” His hand gestured from Soldier Boy’s boots to his face with theatrical disappointment. “No offense, but you look like a bad reference to the OG Soldier Boy.”

Soldier Boy’s mouth curled into a smirk that had no warmth, only instinctive amusement driven by contempt. He took another slow drag, letting the smoke roll lazily out of his nostrils as he studied Homelander with equal lack of reverence. 

“And you don’t even manage to look like a discount version of me,” he replied, voice gravelled with amusement. “A cheap fucking knock-off.”

Homelander’s eyes narrowed instantly. The smile that followed was sharp and humorless, visibly offended. “Oh, no, no, no,” he said quietly, almost amused at the audacity of that statement. “I’m the upgrade.”

The physical reaction came before he'd finished his sentence. His eyes flashed red in an instant, and twin beams ripped forward with brutal accuracy. 

Soldier Boy barely had time to react before the impact hurled him backward, his body crashing through brush and slamming into the trees with a violent crack of wood and displaced earth. The joint flew from his hand, spinning off into the undergrowth.

From the tree line, Mindstorm’s voice broke apart in panic again, the fear escalating into raw desperation. “Please, just let me go! It wasn’t my fault! It wasn’t me!” he shouted, continuously twisting against the ropes, head still covered. “Black Noir did it, I swear, please!”

Homelander’s head snapped toward him immediately, expression tightening, before shifting back toward Soldier Boy as he started pushing himself up from the wreckage. 

Dirt clung to Soldier Boy now, irritation growing into his posture as he dusted himself off casually like the whole laser thing was just a mild inconvenience to him.

“That’s bullshit,” He called out, not even fully looking at Mindstorm yet, more concerned with scanning the ground for his joint now. “That loyalty-whore doesn’t even piss unless Vought pulls his zipper down for him. You’re telling me he’d suddenly revolt? Don't make me laugh.”

“I swear, it was Noir!” Mindstorm cried again, voice cracking under pressure. “Please, man, I swear to God, it was him. Vought authorized it. He came in person. We did it because they told him to!”

Homelander’s gaze drifted between them now, slower, more analytical, interest sharpening as Noir’s name kept surfacing like a recurring fault line in the conversation. 

Soldier Boy, however, had gone still.

His head turned sharply back toward Mindstorm, the smirk gone entirely now, replaced by a harder and colder expression. “What the fuck did you just say?” he demanded, voice dropping into a dangerous register. 

In a few steps Soldier Boy was back at the tree, crouching in front of Mindstorm with a sudden intensity in his shock. “Why the hell would Vought do that?” he pressed, ego visibly bruising under the implication. “I was their top asset. A national fucking asset. You’re telling me they just… what, handed me over?”

“I don't know, Ben, but I swear it was Vought,” Mindstorm insisted, his frame shaking, breath catching in his throat. “Stan Edgar made a direct order, told Noir to do it. He came to us. Crimson Countess, TNT Twins, all of us—we agreed, but I didn’t want this, I swear I didn’t—”

The sentence never finished as Soldier Boy’s fist swung through the air, snapping Mindstorm’s head sideways under the cloth sack with a brutal, decisive impact that shut him up mid-plea.

Then Homelander exhaled through his nose, visibly unimpressed with how far this was dragging out. 

“Alright, that’s enough,” he said, already stepping forward with lazy authority, like this was a minor administrative issue; which it really was for him. His voice slipped into a practiced cadence, almost mocking in its tone. “Soldier Boy, you’re under arrest for the murders of five superhumans and sixty three civilians at the Pembe Island. You have the right to remain silent. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law.”

He said the last part too fast, a bored hand gesturing alongside, annoyed for having to finish it properly.

Soldier Boy wiped his knuckles with mild irritation, mostly at Mindstorm and Vought, while his other hand still gripped Mindstorm's collar. “Make that seven,” he replied flatly, rolling his shoulders once. His gaze flicked toward the psychic again, then toward Homelander. “Because I’m not going anywhere until I kill this bastard and Black Noir.”

Before anyone could answer, Mindstorm’s voice ruptured the tension, a shrill, frantic spike of panic that derailed even Soldier Boy’s momentum.

“No, no, wait, wait,” he blurted out, his spine straining against the rough bark of the oak tree as the coarse hemp bit into his skin. “I know something. Something that’s going to change both of your minds.”

Soldier Boy tilted his head, his eyes narrowing into cold slits as impatience eclipsed any lingering curiosity. He clearly wasn't enjoying being made to wait. He hauled Mindstorm forward until the ropes bit savagely into his torso, just to remind him who owned his life.

“You’ve got thirty seconds, Dan,” he said flatly, voice low and edged. “After that, I’m not leaving enough of you to recognize.”

Homelander, who was already stepping forward to apparently ‘arrest Soldier Boy’, had also paused a few steps behind him, his hands settling back onto his hips in a slow, irritated motion, probably his last thread of patience for the day. 

Mindstorm didn’t waste another breath trying to sugarcoat it. His composure shattered completely, the truth hemorrhaging from him in a frantic, trembling rush.

“He’s your son,” he blurted. 

The confession suddenly stagnated the air, unexpected and suffocating.

Soldier Boy stared at him, unamused, a grimace pulling at his lips. “Who?” he asked, voice flat.

Him. Homelander,” Mindstorm answered, panic escalating now that the sentence was out in the open. “He’s your son.”

He kept talking, almost tripping over his own words in his urgency. “Stan told Black Noir they already had a replacement. A kid who could fly, stronger than you, faster rollout, all that corporate shit. He called him the ‘Pinnacle of Vought Engineering’, those were his exact words. Noir repeated it later. That’s why we agreed to it. That’s why they moved forward. I swear, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to—”

His voice cracked fully then, slipping into frantic pleading as tears started seeping through the cloth covering his face, but neither Soldier Boy nor Homelander seemed to heed that part anymore.

The clearing shifted into a strange, suspended silence.

Soldier Boy remained crouched and frozen, his expression stalled, unsure how to immediately react to that. 

And behind him, Homelander had gone still in a different way, his body and mind not responding in coordination. 

Both of them simply stared forward at Mindstorm, still absorbing the words like they refused to fit anywhere inside the reality they once knew. 

Then Soldier Boy’s face finally, fully contorted, the realization finally blooming across his features. A low, guttural rasp scraped past his teeth, half scoff and half humorless laugh, and his veneer of casual indifference fractured wide open. His brows knitted, irritation rapidly curdling into a dark, volatile disbelief.

“What the fuck are you talking about?” he muttered, voice no longer amused.

“It’s true, Ben!” Mindstorm cried out, shaking harder now, sensing the shift and panicking even more. “They wanted Homelander. They built him. You were a liability, that’s what they said. They replaced you. They made him so they could get rid of you!”

Homelander let out a sharp, breathless huff, his boots staggering back through the dirt as his bored detachment from earlier had entirely vanished. His mind stalled against the bombshell revelation. 

After Bradley and Susan wrapped up their internships and left him to grow hateful of the remaining lab techs, Homelander's childhood had dissolved into a gauntlet of grueling training, basic schooling, and psychological conditioning. He had spent his captive adolescence wanting to be a hero exactly like Soldier Boy, to possess that effortless swagger, exactly how Vought had wanted him to be. And now here they were, trapped in a grotesque legacy he never saw coming. 

Who would've thought he had a father somewhere out there? 

His entire life had been driven by a hollow craving for a mother, a father, a lover, any scrap of connection he could cherish. And he thought he'd found that rare connection in Black Noir, only to discover his silent shadow was just Vought’s most compliant enabler.

The realization hit with a sickening gravity. Not only did Noir, his closest confidant for two decades, know that Homelander’s father was alive and rotting in a Soviet cell, but he had actively weaponized that silence every single day. 

Homelander could easily digest a corporate betrayal from Vought because malice was built into their brand. But Black Noir had masqueraded as his most loyal ally, the solitary soul permitted to see him vulnerable, making this calculated silence the ultimate treachery of his life.

His ears began to ring violently, a high, invasive pressure inside his head. Homelander's feet scraped further back, not fully aware he was moving at all. The world around him began to distort, voices flattening into indistinct noise, shapes losing coherence. His attention slipped away from the present entirely. 

Behind Homelander’s mental collapse, Soldier Boy had already lost his mind. He was driving ceaseless brutal punches into Mindstorm’s covered face, forcing dark blood to bloom and saturate the cloth. 

Mindstorm screamed through the first few impacts, a frantic sound that choked off into a wet, helpless gurgle as his lungs filled.

The sudden absence of that screaming snapped Homelander back into reality. He blinked hard, eyes aimlessly skittering about, realizing his boots had carried him away from them without his permission. When his focus drifted back to the base of the oak, the sight was gnarly, an unmitigated butcher work. 

Mindstorm sat slumped against the trunk, lifeless and folded awkwardly into himself. Blood soaked the bark behind him and ran down into the dirt. Whatever had once been his face was no longer recognizable as one.

Meanwhile, Soldier Boy finally rose to his full height, chest rising and falling heavily. His knuckles were slick with blood, stained red nearly to the wrist, and face spattered with Mindstorm's blood. 

When his breathing finally steadied, he slowly lifted his gaze toward Homelander. The fury that had driven him moments ago seemed spent now, leaving behind a stranger, unsettled expression. 

Homelander simply stared back, his arms loose at his sides. His mouth parted slightly but no words came. 

Soldier Boy held his gaze, genuinely rattled, shoulders still tense and stiff. A deep frown carved itself into his features as he stood there absorbing the revelation from every possible angle, replaying his own past in his head. And then just as quickly, his gaze went blank, somewhere years away as he tried to remember when exactly all this happened. 

When his focus returned, it landed squarely on Homelander again. 

“1981." Soldier Boy started suddenly, tone even and visibly a bit disturbed, earning Homelander's undivided attention now. "I get called into Vogelbaum's lab for an experiment. Some shit about genetics." He gave a dismissive shrug. "I still remember the Penthouse I used. June edition. Danielle Deneux, bush like a Pomeranian." The smirk that crawled across his face arrived so effortlessly it was almost offensive given the circumstances. 

Homelander's jaw flexed, eyes narrowing, unsure how it was important for him to learn about Daniel Deneux’s bush. “What are you talking—?” 

“I beat my meat into a cup." Soldier Boy explained, cutting him off. "Turns out, Vogelbaum made a kid. Born Spring 1981. A boy."

Homelander's lip twitched as he bit into the inside of it, his expression easing almost imperceptibly now. 

Up until this moment, he lacked a biological origin story. He had spent his life assuming he was the product of a freaky corporate experiment, incubated in an artificial womb and poured out of a tube like any other Vought prototype. Now, a biological father stood a few feet away, offering an actual lineage story. But he remained silent, letting Soldier Boy keep the floor to shed whatever light he could on their shared past.

Soldier Boy had already started moving now, wandering through the clearing without direction as his thoughts continued catching up to reality. Every few steps he glanced away, then back again, looking increasingly irritated by the conclusions he was reaching.

Eventually a scoff escaped him as the whole thing seemed to genuinely annoy him.

“You know what the bitch of it is?" He said, glancing briefly at Homelander again. "If they'd just kept me around, I'd have let you take the spotlight. What father wouldn't want that for his son?"

Homelander remained rooted to the spot, his shoulders tightening despite himself. His lips kept parting and closing repeatedly, the quick wit that was his personality trait was now absent. He couldn't force a single syllable out. The statement had struck a phantom limb of his psyche he was utterly unprepared to defend.

Eventually, whatever paralysis had gripped him began to loosen. Homelander gave a single nod, small and stiff, his eyes already glossy. He didn't even attempt to hide it. The tears sat there openly, gathering at his lower lids as he blinked and sniffed once through his nose. 

Then, without a word, he turned away and walked several paces toward a nearby tree.

Soldier Boy watched him with faint curiosity as Homelander crouched near the roots and reached into the grass.

A second later, he stood back up holding the discarded joint.

A brow crawled up Soldier Boy’s face instantly. He'd spent minutes looking for the damn thing after Homelander blasted him across the trees. And he didn't even manage to find it back then; whereas this kid didn't even bother searching for it. He'd known its exact location the entire time, proving his godlike senses weren't just a Vought marketing gimmick. 

And apparently, that terrifyingly sharp creature was his son.

Homelander returned and carefully brushed dirt from the paper wrapping with his gloved thumb before lighting it up with a quick hit of his precise laser beams, and then handing it back.

"Well..." He shrugged lightly, offering a small, awkward smile. "It's not too late."

A dry knot settled in Soldier Boy's throat as accepted the joint automatically, trying to keep his expression neutral. 

"You can still come back with me," Homelander continued. "Maybe I can get Stan to spin some comeback story for the public. Hell, maybe we bring you into the Seven. We do have an opening since you killed Deep."

Soldier Boy didn't answer right away. He took a long drag of the joint, smoke filling his lungs before rolling back out through his nostrils. His expression remained unreadable beneath the permanent scowl that seemed glued to his face.

When several seconds passed without a response, Homelander tried again.

"You could be number two in the Seven. Right after me."

That finally earned him a reaction. Soldier Boy barked a scoff and rolled his eyes. "Number two?" He laughed, shaking his head. "You think you're number one?"

"Oh, stop it already." Homelander threw both hands into the air, rightfully exasperated. "Did you not hear that guy?" He pointed loosely toward what remained of Mindstorm. "Pinnacle of Vought engineering." Then he pointed at himself. "You're literally looking at the finished product."

Soldier Boy smirked around another drag, entirely unwilling to surrender even an inch of ego. The man could probably lose a fistfight against God and still argue the scorecards afterward.

"Hey, come on." Homelander stepped closer again, his tone softening. "We'll deal with Black Noir together. He owes me answers too."

The bitterness briefly returned to his face at Noir's name before giving way to something unexpectedly hopeful.

"And Starlight could probably be talked into going easy on you. Stan can handle your comeback story, like I said. We can figure all this out." His hands moved as he spoke, the excitement slowly building. "I mean, seriously, how did you even escape the Soviets in the first—"

"Do you always talk this much?" Soldier Boy cut in, staring at him with visible irritation and boredom.  "And who the fuck is Starlight?" he added. "Why would she go easy on me? I like it rough."

Homelander blinked, mouth still partially open from being cut off. Then he dismissed the questions with a wave. "We can talk about all that later." He stepped forward again. "Just come with me. Let me help you reintegrate."

The sincerity in his voice was downright surreal, especially because it was coming from him, the megalomaniac of the Seven. Before Soldier Boy could answer, Homelander reached out and grabbed him by the forearm.

But the reaction was immediate.

Years of trauma response kicked in before thought had a chance to catch up. Soldier Boy twisted the captured arm, stepped behind him, and locked Homelander into a brutal chokehold, dragging him backward against his chest.

Leaves scattered beneath their boots, and the joint remained pinched between Soldier Boy's fingers the entire time.

"It's okay. It's okay." Homelander murmured, not even fighting back, much to Soldier Boy's complete bewilderment. "I'm not going to fight you. You're my father.” His voice came out calm, almost reassuring.

Soldier Boy let out a bitter laugh, vibrating through his chest and straight into Homelander's spine. The arm hooked around his throat tightened a bit, mostly because Soldier Boy suddenly seemed exhausted by what he was looking at.

"You're gonna reintegrate me?" he mocked, the words dripping with disbelief. "Who the fuck do you think you are?" His lip curled as he looked Homelander over again, from the eagle-stamped shoulders to the cape hanging behind him. "Look at you. You dress like a fucking transvestite. Begging and crying for a scrap of my attention like a weak, sniveling little pussy."

The casual cruelty of it landed abruptly on Homelander, his expression simply stalling. His mouth parted slightly, brows knitting together in genuine confusion, unsure whether he'd misheard it.

"What...?" A small, bewildered laugh escaped him, hollow and uncertain, and then it died almost immediately. "I'm..." He blinked, visibly struggling to process the reaction. "I am you."

"I know." The answer came instantly from Soldier Boy. His voice had cracked when he said it, fresh grief surfacing past the anger. His eyes glistened now despite the perpetual scowl on his face. "And you're such a fucking disappointment."

The words hurt him almost as much as they hurt Homelander.

Tears finally slipped down Soldier Boy's cheeks, no longer driven by rage, but by mourning some fantasy version of a son he'd apparently spent the last sixty seconds inventing in his head. A son who would've been tougher, meaner, less needy, less desperate for affection. Everything standing in front of him now felt wrong to him.

His grip around Homelander's throat loosened slightly but Homelander didn't react to it. 

He wasn't even acknowledging the chokehold at this point. The revelation that Soldier Boy was his father had cracked something open inside him only minutes ago, and now that same crack was filling with the cold realization that his father didn't approve of him. For reasons Homelander couldn't even understand.

The thought kept bouncing around his skull like a loose bullet. He swallowed hard before he managed to speak again. 

"I'm your..." Homelander's voice wavered despite every effort to steady it. "I'm your son. Your blood." His eyes searched sideways on Soldier Boy's face as if there had to be something there he was missing. "Isn't that enough?"

Soldier Boy released a long breath through his nose and shook his head.

"No." He said simply, his tone firm and actively hurting. "Blood isn't good enough. I wanted more than just blood." He finally released Homelander completely and took a step back, pointing at him with open disapproval. "Not this."

He turned away from his son then. He’d rather wrestle a bear than discuss his feelings, so he immediately reached for the lighter in his pocket. The tip of the joint glowed orange again as he lit it up and  took a long drag. He held it in his lungs for several seconds before exhaling a thick cloud into the forest air. The smoke seemed more like emergency medication at this point.

Meanwhile, Homelander remained exactly where he'd been left, staring at him uselessly, silent and visibly unraveling.  

And Soldier Boy, completely oblivious, kept smoking. Unaware that the man he'd just rejected hadn't been raised by a family, a neighborhood, or even a vaguely functional society. Unaware that his son had spent his childhood trapped inside a laboratory against his will, passed between scientists like a classified project, molded through experiments, torture, isolation, and psychological torment. Unaware that the pathetic neediness he found so offensive had been manufactured by the very corporation that had stolen both of their lives.

He just stood there smoking weed and judging the final product that came from him. 

Eventually Homelander planted his hands on his hips, his head dipping as he stood there thinking and  rethinking. Maybe trying to force the whole father-son thing onto somebody five minutes after finding out they were related wasn't exactly the winning strategy; he thought. 

Soldier Boy was clearly traumatized and world-weary. Maybe the guy needed some space, some time to recover and come to terms with everything, other than being immediately recruited into a dysfunctional family reunion.

He released a long sigh and gave a small nod to himself, looking more hurt than he wanted to admit but still trying to meet the situation halfway. "Okay," Homelander said finally. "You don't have to play family. But I can still help you. It's the safest, cleanest comeback you're gonna get."

"I don't need anyone's help," Soldier Boy replied flatly, drawing another drag from his joint, the conversation already losing significance for him in real time. 

Homelander's eyes rolled toward the sky. The whole detached tough-guy act was beginning to wear thin on him now. "Right. Well, in that case, I'd have to arrest you." He gestured vaguely between them. "You know… murder, property damage, public nuisance, and most importantly, nuclear explosions.”

Soldier Boy barked out a laugh. He finished the joint, ground the burning end against the bark of a nearby tree, and flicked the butt into the woods without a second thought. 

"Why don't you give it a try?" he challenged, stepping forward until only a short distance separated them.

Homelander grimaced immediately. "Oh, for fuck's sakes—I'm not going to fight you, man!”

"Then how exactly are you planning to arrest me?" Soldier Boy asked, amusement dripping from every word.

For a second, Homelander could only stare at him, utterly unimpressed by his father's stubbornness. Then came an incredulous sputter, followed by yet another eye roll. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he suddenly understood why Starlight looked perpetually exhausted whenever she dealt with Homelander. 

The realization was particularly annoying because he was fairly certain he'd been the stubborn idiot in most of those situations.

"Fine," Homelander said at last, throwing out a bored shrug. "Have at it, then."

He surged forward with his fist already drawn back, but Soldier Boy moved just as quickly, dodging the blow. His own punch came simultaneously, cutting through the space between them with surprising speed, but Homelander didn't even need to dodge; his hand simply snapped up and closed around Soldier Boy's knuckles, stopping the strike cold between them.

The effortless catch lasted all of half a second before Soldier Boy lunged forward and smashed his forehead straight into Homelander's face.

The crack echoed through the clearing.

Homelander staggered backward several steps, genuinely disoriented for the first time since arriving. A sharp bloom of pain erupted through his nose and behind his eyes, forcing him to blink rapidly as the world briefly tilted out of focus. His gloved fingers flew instinctively to his face and came away wet.

For an awestruck moment, Homelander simply stared at it, feeling the warm blood trickling over his upper lip and dripping from his nose. He examined it with mild fascination. Red, like everyone else's. The realization froze him where he stood.

Even as an infant, Vought had needed specialized equipment just to pierce his skin, at times even replicating Homelander's own heat beams to achieve it. Countless scientists, doctors, and researchers had spent years discovering what could or couldn't hurt him. Yet here he was, standing in the middle of the woods with a bleeding nose because his father had decided family counseling should involve headbutting.

The novelty lasted about three seconds before irritation finally took over. He released an annoyed breath through his mouth and wiped the blood away.

"Okay," Homelander said, nodding once. "That's enough. This is extremely childish and forced."

"Your existence is forced," Soldier Boy replied immediately.

Homelander's eyes rolled again, almost habitually by now. Without another word, laser beams erupted from his eyes.

The beams slammed into Soldier Boy's chest and launched him backward through several trees. Trunks splintered apart in a shower of bark and debris before the older supe finally crashed into the forest floor.

The attack only seemed to make him angrier, though.

"Motherfucker!"

Soldier Boy pushed himself upright, coughing once, shaking bark and dirt from his shoulders with slow irritation. The attempt to ignite his chest energy followed immediately. A faint glow flickered, stuttered, then faded completely before it could charge up.

Soldier Boy paused, looking down at his chest, back up at Homelander, and then down again, his rage working at a glacial pace. Apparently, the marijuana had done an exceptional job of utterly castrating his murderous rage. 

"Goddammit," he grumbled under his breath, trying to summon the dignity to ignore the fact that he was actively smoking from the sternum now. 

Homelander watched the failed attempt with visible disappointment. "You know, that's actually kind of embarrassing."

"Shut the fuck up." Soldier Boy spat, charging forward anyway; except this time it was more like an increasingly personal family argument.

He swung at Homelander with everything he had, but as one could guess, Homelander only blocked, sidestepped, ducked, and occasionally absorbed a punch without retaliating. Trees exploded around them, branches raining down from above, and entire chunks of forest disappearing beneath their feet.

The more Homelander refused to properly fight back, the angrier Soldier Boy became. The more angry Soldier Boy became, the more Homelander tried talking.

It was a terrible system, oddly comical given the circumstances. 

Eventually Soldier Boy managed to catch him. A shoulder slammed into Homelander's stomach and carried both of them through a cluster of trees before they crashed into the ground hard enough to leave a crater beneath them.

Soldier Boy immediately climbed on top, a fist crashing into Homelander's jaw, then another, and another.

"How the fuck am I supposed to love you?" Soldier Boy shouted, his voice raw with grief and fury. "You think this happened because I got unlucky? They replaced me with you!"

Another punch landed. "They threw me away because of you!" Another. "I lost everything because of you!"

Homelander raised his arms on instinct but still wasn't really fighting back. The words hurt more than the punches, really. 

"You took my career." Another fist slammed into his cheek. "You took my life." Another struck his temple. "And now you're here like this entitled little brat expecting me to be grateful for you?"

The next blow never landed as Homelander caught both wrists mid-swing. The movement was so sudden that Soldier Boy barely saw it coming. 

Something inside Homelander finally snapped. "Enough!" The shout thundered across the open air.

With a single motion, he threw Soldier Boy aside and rolled on top of him before the older supe could recover. Homelander pinned both wrists against his stomach and forced them in place so the veteran couldn't move. 

“Enough of this nonsense,” he repeated, harsher this time.

Blood still freely ran from his nose, thicker now, smeared across his upper lip and chin in uneven streaks that had started to dry and crust at the corners. The earlier impacts had left his face visibly altered, a swelling bruise forming along the bridge of his nose where Soldier Boy’s headbutt had landed. One of his eyes looked slightly heavier than the other, the skin around it darkening into a sickly purple fast, already threatening to close if the swelling continued.

Despite it, his focus had remained on Soldier Boy.

“I didn’t ask for any of this,” Homelander said at last, his breath shaky now, voice loud and angry and hurt. “I didn’t ask to replace you. I didn’t ask to be made. I didn’t ask to grow up in a sub-six like some fucking lab rat.”

His grip tightened slightly on Soldier Boy's wrists, grounding himself through the contact.

“I didn’t do this to you,” he urged, his voice breaking now. “Please stop acting like I shipped you off to the Russians.”

Soldier Boy was still breathing hard, each inhale coming in rough pulls through his chest. His face and uniform were streaked with Homelander’s blood now, dark red smears catching in the fabric seams and drying in uneven patches along his jaw.

He pushed Homelander off fully at last, staggering back and out of the crater they'd made beneath them. He wiped his forearm across his mouth and nose, smearing more of it instead of clearing it away.

Before him, Homelander slowly rose from the dirt, also stepping out of the crater. His movements were calm in a way that felt almost disrespectful given the state of his face. He didn’t seem particularly bothered by it.  

He released a deep, calming exhale and adjusted his posture, brushing debris off his shoulder. 

“Please,” Homelander said, voice even again, carefully measured. “Let’s calm down. You want Noir? I’ll give you Noir. We can find him, you can deal with him however you want. Then you decide what comes next.” He tilted his head slightly, searching for Soldier Boy's face with an expectant gaze. “I’ll help you find somewhere to stay. We can talk this out properly. Like civilized people.”

Soldier Boy’s chin cocked up a fraction, his ego refusing to buckle even as his breathing leveled out from a blind rage into a steady, heavy simmer. Eventually, the words hit home, shifting the raw contempt on his face into something far more contained, though no less dangerous. He stood rooted in the dirt, staring Homelander down and recalculating the math on him now that the violence had finally burned away the noise in his head.

He sighed eventually and raised a single finger.

“There’s one more I need to get rid of after Black Noir,” Soldier Boy said finally, voice rough but steadier than before, exhaustion leaking through it now.

Homelander huffed a relieved breath, offering a slight nod of acknowledgment now that the old bastard had finally stopped vibrating with murderous intent. His brows knitted into a tight line of curiosity as he studied the veteran's face. 

“Who?” he asked.

“There’s this girl,” Soldier Boy replied, walking back to the tree where Mindstorm's corpse was now drawing flies. From behind the trunk, he pulled out his iconic shield that came with the green suit, examining it in his grip as he continued. “She got out back in Pembe. Blonde. She was with Black Noir.”

Homelander instantly locked onto the words, the fog of their brawl burning away as the cold recognition took its place. 

“No,” he said immediately, flat and final. “Not her. You can have everything else, but not her.”

Soldier Boy raised a brow, a slow smirk forming as he took in the reaction. “Why?” he asked, dragging the word out slightly, already enjoying where this was going. “You got the hots for her or something?”

Homelander’s jaw ticked, expression flattening entirely. “None of your business,” he replied. “Are we doing this or not?”

The smirk on Soldier Boy’s face only seemed to widen, slow and mocking, like he had finally found the most interesting pressure point in the entire conversation.

“Not without the girl,” he said, starting to pace again in a lazy arc. “You see, I was going to let it go. But she kind of hurt my feelings.”

“You mean your ego,” Homelander corrected flatly. 

Soldier Boy shrugged without looking at him. “Whatever, kid,” he said, the words coming out with deliberate disrespect. “I kill Noir and blondie, and then you can help me reintegrate.”

He even stretched out the word “reintegrate” with a mocking cadence, letting the sarcasm hit just right. 

“Are you doing this to hurt me?” Homelander demanded, voice rising slightly, weary with disbelief and frustration. 

Soldier Boy gave a low chuckle, rolling his shoulders in mock innocence. “I don’t know,” he replied, dragging it out with lazy cruelty. “Am I?”

The fake innocence didn't reach his eyes, which burned with a rancid, historic bitterness. He was weaponizing his own trauma, throwing it back at Homelander to make him feel every fractured piece of what he'd once been forced to endure.

Homelander exhaled a tired breath through his nose, his shoulders dropping as the futility of it finally sank in. Engaging the sour fucker was a dead end. This entire conversation had been nothing but a slow, grinding loop of provocation. The more he pushed, the uglier Soldier Boy twisted the knife.

“You’re never going to stop doing this, are you?” Homelander asked finally, voice quieter now, drained in a way that was uncharacteristic of him. His eyes began to well up again with uninvited tears. “You’ll never accept me as yours.”

Soldier Boy’s smirk shifted into a crooked slit, almost amused by how dramatic this colorful kid was. “Would it help,” he said with a chuckle, “if I said it’s not you, it’s me?”

A choked grunt escaped Homelander's lips as he mentally tallied the wreckage of the last hour. He shook his head, tears tracing clean tracks through the blood drying on his face. "What a fucking joke..." He laughed.

The sound started small, then bloomed into a cascading roar that grew louder by the second, scraping against the quiet of the woods, to the point of being maniacal. 

Soldier Boy watched the display, his posture slightly tightening into something distinctly guarded. "Unhinged much?" he muttered, a skeptical brow lifting as he kept his distance from the noise.

Homelander's laughter soon warped seamlessly into a ragged, catastrophic sob, giggling and weeping in the same breath while fresh blood dripped from his ruined face. It was a grotesque, theatrical meltdown, the exact kind of terrifying lunacy Soldier Boy had just called out.

Thirty eight years of engineered trauma, synthetic childhood, and a desperate, pathetic yearning for a family were suddenly hemorrhaging out of him all at once. Every single soul he had ever tried to truly love was either a corpse, a traitor, or, in the case of the man standing right in front of him, an absolute disappointment.

Before Soldier Boy could chart the trajectory of the manic episode, Homelander evaporated. He tackled the veteran at supersonic speed, using Soldier Boy’s spine to clear a violent, splintering highway through the rows of pine trees. The shield had already flung away from Soldier Boy's grip by the time they finally skidded to a halt in an open meadow. 

Homelander immediately began executing a frantic, piston-fast demolition on the old man's face. Each strike landed with percussive weights of small earthquakes, instantly rupturing the ancient hero's skin into a chaotic purple bloom.

“Say it again,” Homelander snapped between blows, voice cracking with blind wrath. “Say I’m a disappointment. Say it!”

The punches kept landing at an inhuman speed, much like a parallel of his father's earlier assaults, only faster. 

“I spent my entire fucking life trying to be what they showed me. Soldier Boy on a screen. Soldier Boy in uniforms. Soldier Boy everywhere except where it actually mattered.”

His eyes flared a bright crimson now, heat building fast.

“I learned how to be you from people who didn’t even know you,” he said, and the laser followed immediately after, shooting short and controlled bursts across Soldier Boy’s face. 

It didn’t fully break his skin, but it definitely punished him, forcing reactions out of him. Soldier Boy’s own chest finally began to respond to the laser beams, heat gathering in a deep, unstable swell. 

Homelander’s eyes flicked down to the nuclear charge-up, reading it instantly. “Not today, asshole!” he muttered. 

And then in a split second, he was gone upward before the blast could finish forming, clearing the radius just as Soldier Boy’s chest detonated outward in a violent wave that tore across the meadow. Grass flattened in a sweeping circle, and dirt kicked up in a choking surge, heat rolling through the air like an open furnace door.

Homelander hovered above it for half a beat, expression unreadable now, then dropped back down without hesitation.

“You keep talking like you’re above me,” he shouted as he slammed back into Soldier Boy, pinning him into the charred earth by the throat before the veteran could recover. “You made me. You didn't even try to escape the Soviets earlier and rescue me. You're selfish and you're beneath me.”

Soldier Boy, meanwhile, was still recalibrating post-blast. His chest heaved with the sheer agonizing effort it had taken to conjure that explosive energy. His fingers clawed uselessly at the single-handed vise grip Homelander had locked around his throat.

Homelander’s eyes ignited again, but this time with concentrated high-intensity beams. 

They tore into Soldier Boy’s chest in a continuous, unbroken surge of heat, the crimson light swallowing the dying glow of the forest evening until everything around them looked briefly surreal, like the world had been overexposed to some neon red. 

At first, Soldier Boy’s suit held, synthetic fibers resisting the punishment, but the resistance didn’t last very long. The material began to peel away, blackened and curling at the edges, until there was nothing left between the heat and skin.

The smell changed as Soldier Boy’s chest shifted from intact skin to inflamed amber, then to a harsh, boiling orange as it started to give. That was when the pained scream finally broke out of him, raw and involuntary, tearing through teeth clenched too late to contain it.

Homelander didn’t stop, though. 

The beams held steady, carving deeper now, Soldier Boy’s resistance turning into frantic movement, his hands digging desperately at Homelander’s wrist, fingers slipping on blood and heat-slick skin as he tried to twist free, but every motion only made the pain worse, dragging him through it instead of out of it.

When the damage finally reached a breaking point, Homelander cut the beams abruptly. His hand stayed locked around Soldier Boy’s throat, while his other arm drew back slowly.

Soldier Boy’s eyes were still open, wide and horrified, trying to process what was coming next even as his body failed to keep up with the thought.

Homelander’s voice dropped to an intimately eerie register at that point. “You don’t get to call me a disappointment,” he said before he drove his fist straight through the weakened point in Soldier Boy’s chest.

The impact was a sickening collapse inward, a wet resistance that gave way too quickly, and then his hand was inside, gripping the organ that his father clearly lacked despite its presence. 

Homelander pulled then, the heart coming free with a violent, tearing release, held in his fist like a trophy. 

Soldier Boy’s entire frame jolted, a broken gasp ripping out of him as the shock and physical pain set in. His breath stuttered once, his body going slack in infrequent stages as the life drained out of him slowly and painfully. 

His eyes stayed wide open for a moment longer than they should have, fixed on Homelander’s face in shock. Then they rolled back, and the body went still.

Homelander remained hunched over him, chest heaving, his fist still locked around the heart as if paralyzed by the reality of it. The blood on his face had dried into stiff streaks, masked by fresh splatter that made him a stranger to himself.

When his own shock finally snapped, his hand slacked on Soldier Boy’s throat, his grip on the organ loosening as the rage collapsed into a profound sense of emptiness. 

He released a shaky breath, shoulders shaking with grief; a raw, agonizing sob finally tearing out of him that possessed zero restraint, the sound of a child realizing there was no one left coming to fix what he'd broken. 

Doubled over his father's body, still clutching the heart, Homelander finally wept properly under the crushing weight of a lifetime of anguish that had finally caught up to him all at once.

Notes:

👀 Run for cover, y'all. Nobody is safe anymore! 🏃🏻‍♀️‍➡️🏃🏾‍➡️
We’ll be learning more about Black Noir in the next chapter, tying up some mysteries before the finale.
Thank you so much for reading!

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For this chapter, I took inspiration from the song Where Do We Draw the Line by Poets of the Fall. I've always loved the bridge of this track, it captures a deeply fatalistic and psychological panic over losing control of your own destiny.🖤

Chapter 23: Black Noir

Summary:

⚠️WARNING: Long chapter. Contains themes of trauma, abuse, emotional distress, and disturbing content. Reader discretion is advised.

Notes:

Welcome to the longest chapter yet! Here's an early drop so you can enjoy your weekend binging 💜

Fun fact: This was the very first part of the story I planned. Everything else came after it :)

This chapter, we’re stepping away from present-day events to unearth more lore, tie up loose ends, and unravel some mysteries. (Since Noir’s last name is never revealed in canon, I gave him one here!) Writing a character origin outside of Homelander and Starlight was a big learning experience, but I’m so proud of how it turned out! :')

Because this chapter is long and split into three parts, I’ve painted/included two additional illustrations (one in gouache!) for it. Whenever you hit an image, feel free to take a reading break before moving on. It really is the longest chapter I've ever written LMAO

Enjoy!

(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)

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The Seven rose to prominence within a month of their launch in mid 2004, a team of superpowered individuals presented as the finest the world had to offer. Directly supervised, funded, and equipped by Vought, their headquarters occupied what was now known as the Seven Tower, the building formerly recognized as Vought Tower.

Then came the Seven Station, a private orbital headquarters created solely for the team; a level of technology, comfort, and access that no other superhero group had ever achieved. Within a year, they had become the very image of excellence, with their success sending Vought's stock price climbing higher by the day.

It was fair to say that the rapid media expansion and global admiration surrounding the Seven in an era before the internet belonged largely to the power of two names that became the foundation of their brand.

Homelander and Black Noir.

Because of those two, the Seven were not only admired, but feared across the world. Those two were the names that actually made the most dangerous people hesitate. Homelander first, and Black Noir immediately after. Later, Queen Maeve joined that same list of figures whose reputation could solely make even the boldest think twice.

Maeve's arrival brought the team the perfect blend of strength and marketable sexy femininity, and her suit reflected that abundantly. Most people admired her for her appearance above all else. She was young, gorgeous, a redhead, and possessed incredible physical strength that made her an ideal addition to the lineup. 

But the rest of the Seven were hardly forgotten, even if they never reached the same level of obsession surrounding the power trio.

Of course, Homelander and Black Noir becoming members of the Seven was anything but coincidental. 

Before there was a Seven, there was a highly marketed duo built from two separate elite brands: the newcomer Homelander, and the veteran of the superhero world, Black Noir, whose decades of service had already earned him prominence in the field. 

Black Noir had been paired with Homelander from the very night the future leader of the Seven was launched and introduced to the world. A few years into their partnership, the two would go on to help establish the Seven itself, with Vought's full blessings.

But long before there was a Homelander and Black Noir, there was Payback. The original superhero team of the previous generation, famous enough to have their own empire and fanbase, but still destined to become the group everyone would compare the Seven against after Vought decided bigger, shinier, and more marketable was the only direction worth going.

Payback was born the day Black Noir was born, literally.

Founded in 1961 by Soldier Boy with the gracious help of Vought, the team was launched publicly on the same day Earving Davis entered the world. It was almost as if he had been born for it.

Born in a cramped house on the edge of Clarksdale, Mississippi, Earving was the third of four children, the only boy among three sisters. His family didn't have much, and what little they did own tended to survive far longer than it was ever intended to. 

Shirts were patched until the original fabric was difficult to identify. Shoes were passed down until the soles peeled away like old bark. If something broke, his mother fixed it. If she couldn't fix it, his father found a way. If neither could, the family learned to live without it.

His father worked wherever work could be found. Some weeks it was repairing farm machinery, other weeks it was hauling freight, unloading trucks, fixing rusted equipment for people who rarely bothered learning his name. He came home exhausted more often than not. His knuckles were usually scraped, his shoulders permanently ached, and sometimes there were bruises he couldn't quite explain.

"Machine slipped," he'd say. Or, "Fell off the loading dock." Or, "Don't worry about it."

Earving noticed that adults worried about it anyway.

He noticed a lot of things. 

He noticed how his father lowered his voice around certain people, how his mother suddenly smiled more when speaking to white customers than she did with neighbors she actually liked. He noticed how store clerks seemed to watch their family longer than everyone else, how people called certain children spirited and others disruptive for doing the exact same thing.

Nobody sat him down and explained racism. He just simply learned its pattern through patient observing. 

The lessons arrived one after another, disguised as ordinary days.

At seven years old, he'd followed his father into a hardware store. Before they even stepped through the front door, his father rested a hand on his shoulder and quietly said, "Keep your hands in your pockets."

Earving frowned. "Why?"

"Because I said so."

Inside, another boy about his age raced between aisles while his mother laughed. He knocked over a display of paint cans at one point, and nobody seemed bothered. Earving had accidentally brushed against a stack of buckets and the owner appeared almost instantly, staring as if he'd caught someone halfway through a robbery.

On the bus ride home, Earving asked why. Why the store owner had followed them through every aisle after that, why he kept staring.

His father only listened, and then pointed at a billboard across the street and asked if Earving had seen the new Payback advertisement.

By the time Earving understood the answer, he had stopped asking the question.

Life wasn't entirely bleak, though. His sisters refused to allow that. The Davis house was loud when there was food to celebrate with and somehow louder when there wasn't. Arguments erupted over everything from radio stations to burnt cornbread. 

His mother sang while she cooked, his father told stories that became more ridiculous every time he repeated them. On summer evenings, the children sat on the front steps and watched lightning bugs drift through the dark while neighbors shouted conversations across the street.

For a little while around that age, the world felt bigger than Clarksdale to Earving. And around the same time, Payback was growing more and more popular. 

Soldier Boy smiled from billboards, Crimson Countess stared from magazine covers, tabloids on Mindstorm's love life were everywhere, action figures sat in store windows costing more money than Earving had ever held at one time. The heroes seemed larger than life, invincible and untouchable.

There was something powerful about it, and it fascinated him as it should a young boy. But he didn't necessarily feel the same about the costumes or the fame at the time. It was mostly the idea of being powerful enough to earn the world's respect.

Power looked like freedom, like never having to lower your voice, never having to explain bruises, like a man nobody could push around.

And then one morning it happened to him, power. 

Two days after his ninth birthday, Earving was crossing the street with his two older sisters just outside the school gates. One sister had reached the far side first, already drifting toward the sidewalk without looking back, while the other fell slightly behind, slowed for no real reason that mattered later, only that it did at the time.

Earving had turned back for her, stepping into the street again at the edge of attention, small enough to be overlooked by anyone not actively looking. 

And a vehicle came in without warning in a blur of speed and mass. 

At the time Earving hadn't really realized what had come upon him. He pushed his sister away from him toward the low brush by the sidewalk, sending her flying into the bushes. But Earving could not follow on time as the moment simply did not allow it. His body remained where it had been, caught in the final fraction of timing that separated survival from the crash. 

Earving still remembers the sound of impact the vehicle had made when it crashed into him that day. Metal folded like a sponge, glass fractured outward in scattered bursts, and the vehicle itself shuddered into a shape it no longer recognized as its own. 

People nearby reacted late; voices rose into shock, someone screamed without clarity, another called out a name that had not yet been assigned meaning in the chaos. But when the motion finally stopped, a stunned silence had followed. 

His sisters still call that moment of his life “legendary.”

The driver remained alive inside the car, stunned behind the inflated barrier of an airbag, blinking in confusion. The front of the vehicle had collapsed inward, stripped of its intended geometry, reduced to twisted metal and broken panels.

And at the center of it, where there should have been nothing left to recognize of a nine-year-old boy, Earving remained intact. There was no blood, no bruises, no immediate sign of fracture, and no physical reaction that matched what had occurred when the doctors finally examined him later.

Earving’s life changed for good after that. 

An overnight surge of heightened senses supercharged his already sharp observation skills, making him a sponge for data. He was suddenly processing patterns, calculating, and moving at an impossible speed, his sight, hearing, scent, and taste dialed up to an overwhelming crispness. It hit him so inexplicably that he poured the sensory overload directly into his school notebooks, frantically drawing people, his favorite superheroes, and, more often than not, the mascots from Buster Beaver’s Pizza Restaurant.

In the neighborhood, people began treating him differently without quite knowing why. The local kids showed him respect that felt unusually intentional, and his sisters were met with a softness that didn’t always exist before. 

His parents, sensing the shift more than understanding it, kept his condition quiet and contained, especially until his sisters were old enough and married off, careful that any hint of a developing black supe child in a place like theirs wouldn’t circle back to harm them.

But Earving was not the kind of boy who waited for life to decide what he was allowed to become.

Shortly after turning seventeen and watching both of his older sisters marry and leave Mississippi behind in their own ways, Earving dropped out of high school and headed for New York City. 

Well, "headed" was a generous description; “escaped” was probably more accurate. He left a letter for his parents promising that one day he'd come back rich enough to solve every problem money had ever caused them.

It was an absurd promise, but seventeen-year-olds were allowed a certain amount of stupidity, because sometimes it was all they owned.

New York was larger, louder, and dirtier than every postcard claimed. 

The city offered opportunities the way a shark would offer swimming lessons. Earving arrived with little money from small on-and-off hired vigilante work around his neighborhood behind masks, no connections worth mentioning, and a suitcase containing more optimism than clothing. 

For the first few months in the city, he survived wherever and however he could. Some nights were spent on the couches of other aspiring performers, others were spent in church shelters, cheap rooming houses, or anywhere willing to exchange a roof for a few dollars and a promise not to cause trouble.

To keep himself fed, he worked whatever jobs appeared first. He unloaded trucks before sunrise, washed dishes after midnight, swept theatre floors, carried equipment, cleaned dressing rooms and, on one memorable occasion, spent three days dressed as a giant hotdog outside a department store opening. The pay was terrible, the costume smelled worse, and the manager still accused him of slacking.

The cultural landscape was shifting, and institutional racism was busy rebranding, but the baseline hostility never actually vanished.

Back home in Mississippi, the bigotry possessed a blunt clarity that you could easily spot from across the street. New York, however, preferred a far more sophisticated passive-aggression. Manhattan landlords would enthusiastically verify an apartment's availability over the telephone, only to suddenly discover a catastrophic plumbing issue the exact second they saw his face in the lobby. 

Casting directors complimented his talent before informing him he “wasn't quite the image they were looking for”. Security guards developed an inexplicable interest in his whereabouts whenever he entered a department store, and taxi drivers occasionally pretended not to notice him standing at the curb despite staring directly at him moments earlier.

Earving learned to live with it the same way he'd learned to live with patched clothes and empty pockets. He complained, swore under his breath, and kept moving anyway.

The vast majority of his waking hours dissolved into the meat grinder of open casting calls. He desperately wanted to perform, to plaster his face across silver screens and glossy promotional posters. He wanted the public to register his name before they cataloged the color of his skin.

Unfortunately for Earving, the five boroughs contained several thousand desperate young men chasing that exact same hallucination.

Then one afternoon, a flyer changed everything.

Vought International was recruiting new members for Payback.

The advertisement promised nationwide exposure, financial security, celebrity status, and enough corporate nonsense to make it sound like joining a superhero team was only slightly different from joining a church. Earving almost laughed reading it.

Then he heard the salary from a coworker at the dishwashing job. And suddenly Vought seemed a lot more convincing.

The audition attracted dozens of candidates, very few compared to the present superhuman population. Some could lift trucks, others could breathe fire, tear steel apart, or survive injuries that usually called for funerals. 

Earving spent most of the waiting period convinced he'd wasted the subway fare getting there. What none of the candidates knew was that the real evaluation had already begun.

Midway through the callback, the entire audition ground to a violent halt as a massive explosion tore through the eastern flank of the facility. The shockwave rattled the structural glass and instantly swept several aspiring superheroes off their boots. Overhead, the emergency alarms screamed into life, acrid smoke began channelling out from a freshly pancaked wing of the building.

Within seconds, the orderly audition dissolved into a mess of shouting, panic, and conflicting instructions.

Most applicants reacted exactly how they imagined superheroes should react.

Several candidates charged toward the source of the explosion without stopping to assess what was happening. One tore through a wall trying to reach the damaged section of the building, another began hurling chunks of debris aside with enough force to create entirely new hazards. A third spent more time shouting threats at an enemy nobody could actually see than helping anyone around him.

Earving noticed something else. While everyone focused on whatever had attacked the facility, part of the crowd had become trapped near a collapsed corridor. 

Staff members, applicants, and invited guests were bottlenecked between fallen concrete and a growing panic. People shoved past one another trying to escape, someone lost hold of a child in the confusion. And a section of damaged ceiling was groaning overhead, threatening to come down at any moment.

Earving never actually made it to the detonation zone.

Instead, he waded straight into the crowd, yanking dazed bodies from the crush, carrying casualties clear of the raining debris, and carving a clean exit route through the panic. 

When a ceiling joist in the main corridor buckled, he used his own frame to prop up the falling concrete, holding out the collapse until the crowd scrambled underneath. By the time the smoke dissipated and emergency crews stabilized the grid, he had spent the entire crisis acting as a human firewall for people caught in the crossfire.

The attack, of course, had never been real. Hours later, a Vought executive called him into a private room. That was the first time Earving Davis met Stan Edgar; also a black man making it in New York. 

The executive sat behind a desk, expression unreadable, while several folders lay scattered around him. Earving had expected questions about his powers. 

Instead, Stan asked, "Why didn't you go toward the explosions?"

Earving frowned. "Because everybody else already did."

"And the people you helped?"

"They looked like they needed it more." Then Earving shrugged and added, "We can all punch a wall.”

For the longest moment, Stan simply stared at him with no expression on his face. 

To this day, Earving couldn't tell you what exactly had happened inside Stan's head at that moment.

Stan Edgar dismissed the remaining auditions that afternoon. In May of 1978, before most candidates even realized the competition was over, Earving Davis was recruited into Payback, and then a week later, were recruited eighteen-year-old TNT Twins, without an audition and from some internal reference.

Earving never cracked the code on why Stan Edgar picked him, but Stan wasn't scouting for mere muscle. He saw an asset who kept his head during a crisis, instinctively defaulted to damage control, and didn't require an expensive babysitter to execute the smart play.

But they were never really explained to Earving. Because the more he knew, the more it would inflate his sense of self, and the more he gets to learn his worth, the more danger his life would be in; all simply because of his skin color and age. 

So, you could say in a fucked up way, Stan Edgar was protecting Earving by denying him the verbal acknowledgement the moment he recruited him. 

Within a week, Earving was summoned to Vought Tower, a place where even the air smelled luxurious. 

Tailors swarmed his seventeen-year-old frame like mechanics stripping a chassis, pinning dark layers of tactical gear over his skin with cold, professional detachment. The blueprint they tossed on his lap summed up his future. It was a black, expressionless uniform designed to turn a living person into a faceless weapon with a full head-covering mask. 

Earving stared at it for a moment before asking, “Why the mask?”

The designers hesitated to answer, but then someone from Vought’s side stepped in and replied, “Brand protection. The suit makes you mysterious. Keeps the focus on the team.”

Earving didn’t look convinced. “Or keeps people from asking questions.”

No one responded to that directly.

Stan Edgar arrived later in the process, as he usually did, when everything was already in motion. He looked over the design once, then at Earving.

“How fast can you learn combat?” Stan asked.

Earving shrugged slightly. “Faster than most people think I can.”

“That’s not an answer.”

“It’s the only one you need.” Earving said simply. 

Stan held his gaze for a moment yet again, then turned away as if the conversation had already concluded in his head.

The mask stayed. Vought assigned Earving a high-rise flat that same afternoon, a boring concrete box high enough above the pavement to turn the city noise into a distant hum. The furniture was aggressively temporary, boasting the kind of cheap and sparse setup that screamed “we expect you to die before the lease expires”. A corporate handler slapped an itinerary onto the counter and walked out without saying a word, officially locking Earving into the Vought machine.

Training began the following day.

Vought had imported a legendary sensei whose entire resume consisted of breaking people down into weaponized versions of themselves. The lessons quickly dissolved into brutal repetition; forms, counters, and recovery drilled until conscious thought became pure reflex. For most recruits, this was psychological torture, but for Earving, it was just comfortable familiarity.

He collected fighting patterns the way normal people memorized names. Every strike had a distinct rhythm, every defense a predictable pause, and once he mapped an opponent's style, the problem was permanently solved.

Weeks bled together in windowless gyms where bruises were just part of the daily routine. Progress was measured solely by the old man’s growing silence. By week three, the sensei stopped demonstrating and started adapting. By week four, he stopped pretending to teach at all. 

At the end of a grueling session, the old man simply sighed through his nose, watching Earving automatically reset his stance like a machine waiting for the next command.

“I’ve taught soldiers who forgot faster than you learn,” he said.

Earving adjusted his gloves. “That supposed to be praise?”

“It’s a warning,” the sensei replied.

Later that evening, Earving sat alone in his flat, staring at the mask on the laminate table. It was beginning to look like a foreclosure, like an eviction notice for his own face, signed and sealed long before anyone had bothered to ask his permission.

In late August 1978, he was finally introduced to Payback. At the time, the roster included Swatto, Mindstorm, Crimson Countess, fellow newcomers the TNT Twins, and their formidable leader, Soldier Boy.

Stan Edgar brought him straight to their headquarters, a sprawling old-money manor that Vought had thoroughly cannibalized. Inside, the lavish architecture was aggressively retrofitted with state-of-the-art surveillance systems of that era, reinforced panic rooms, and clunky communication terminals. It was an entirely controlled corporate laboratory dressed up as historical luxury.

Earving was introduced as Black Noir for the first time that day.

According to Stan's briefing, the suit would stay on, and the face would remain hidden. The moniker was engineered to be an idea rather than a person, a deliberate void in the team's public image designed to add mystique and marketable uncertainty to Payback’s reputation.

The reaction was immediate and not particularly welcoming. Most of the lineup resented an unknown presence being inserted into their ranks, starting with Soldier Boy himself. 

Then in his late fifties, Soldier Boy entirely disapproved of Earving, taking issue with his youth, his inexperience, and the fact that Vought had placed a seventeen-year-old Black kid into what he considered his personal operation.

Stan, however, didn’t budge. He framed Noir as a necessary evolution, a silent, shinobi-inspired asset who would strengthen Payback’s image while operating in the spaces the rest of them couldn’t.

And Earving, for his part, adapted faster than anyone expected.

Within months, the mystery became the product. Black Noir solidified as a silent assassin, an unknown face behind an increasingly recognizable presence with no confirmed identity, no confirmed background, and no certainty about what he was beneath the mask. That ambiguity became the brand itself, as lethal as anything he could do in the field.

During the early days, Soldier Boy largely ignored him, or made his contempt known in passing. Then, one evening at a movie premiere, when the attention of photographers shifted toward Noir instead of him, Benjamin’s irritation became personal. Later that night, in a men’s restroom with no witnesses, he caught Earving by the throat with a single grip, warning him to stay in his lane.

That was the first time Earving understood what Soldier Boy really was, barely two months into his arrival.

After that, he learned caution. Direct interaction was avoided unless required by team briefings or active missions. 

Payback, at the time, handled real cases under the illusion of enforcement work, operating alongside law enforcement and branding themselves as problem-solvers. But in reality, New York’s crime rate at the time was already on a spike, and much of Payback’s intervention only made things worse, particularly because Soldier Boy, Swatto, and the TNT Twins simply didn't understand the concept of restraint. 

Many of their brutal acts were intentionally directed toward colored people; a collective gesture to establish power and keep the new kid, "Black Noir," in check.

Earving became the quiet exception in all of it, executing Vought’s assignments with mechanical accuracy, avoiding unnecessary destruction, and completing every directive without deviation.

But it did not earn him Payback's approval. If anything, it deepened their irritation. He was ignored when possible and tolerated when necessary. Around the third month, Gunpowder joined the team at fifteen, quickly becoming one of Soldier Boy’s personal favorites alongside Crimson Countess and Mindstorm.

Gunpowder's advantages were simple in their logic; he was white, and he loved kissing Soldier Boy's ass for his validation. 

The following year, after Gunpowder turned sixteen, he was taken to the annual Herogasm alongside the rest of Payback. As expected, Black Noir was not invited. 

Soldier Boy's reasoning was practical in his own head. The moment Black Noir’s mask came off, the truth would come out with it, and Vought had no interest in the world discovering that Black Noir was, in fact, Black. According to him, it was bad optics for such a big brand.

Earving, fortunately, never even learned what a Herogasm was at the time.

Still, even as Black Noir gained traction in public, becoming more recognizable and more marketable by the month, the internal treatment began to worsen. What had once been casual dismissal turned into something more malicious, more hateful. 

Soldier Boy made a habit of small humiliations, having Earving polish his boots in front of the others, getting him to retrieve objects Gunpowder had been ordered to drop on the floor, refusing to sit beside him during meals, or even acknowledge his presence in meetings unless absolutely required.

Racist remarks followed him like background noise, thrown out casually whenever he passed with degradation becoming part of the team’s internal culture. Any success Black Noir achieved outside the building was dismissed inside it.

Earving had heard that Soldier Boy even forced Crimson Countess into their relationship. Behind her back, Benjamin’s discretion was a farce; he coerced Tessa of the TNT Twins into his bed and slept with at least eight different women on nights he wasn't with Countess. He lied to her face constantly, routinely abusing her both verbally and physically to assert his dominance.

Unfortunately, Crimson Countess, Tessa, and Earving weren’t the only victims. Soldier Boy verbally degraded every single member of the team on a routine basis. The man lived to flaunt his strength, using petty acts of malice to enforce total control over everyone, saving his worst cruelties for the colored kid. 

He simply refused to grant Noir the dignity of belonging to Payback.

Over time, Earving’s sensitivity and reliable performance began winning over his teammates; everyone except Swatto, Gunpowder, and Soldier Boy. Despite the friction, they found a functional rhythm, and Earving managed to get along well with most of the roster.

As one would expect, Soldier Boy didn't take this shift well. His verbal abuse of the team quickly escalated to physical threats and outright assault just for associating with Black Noir. 

He would even pit teammates against one another, forcing them to fight until someone was severely injured, simply for the sadistic thrill of it. But no matter how hard he tried to isolate Earving, the team gravitated toward each other anyway, doing so in secret.

They started holding weekly drinking sessions in a bar in Salem just to blow off steam and rant about their leader. Crimson Countess, the TNT Twins, Mindstorm, and Earving became the core fixtures of this hidden ritual, a secret society they affectionately dubbed The Bitching Club.

Outside of the team dynamic, Earving was thriving, earning millions and buying his parents a new home in Mississippi. He initially wanted to move them to New York, but his younger sister couldn't bear to leave her school friends. So, once she graduated a couple of years later in 1982, Earving finally brought his parents to the city. 

Tragically, shortly after the move, his father passed away from a sudden heart attack.

Earving was granted a two-day leave of absence for the funeral, but he chose to skip a third day to support his grieving mother. That slight infraction clearly enraged Soldier Boy. Finally, a broken rule from the otherwise flawless Black Noir.

During the next briefing, Earving was choke-slammed directly into Payback's conference table. 

The wood splintered into countless shards on impact, a violent spectacle staged under the guise of reinforcing corporate regulations. As if Soldier Boy ever actually cared about Vought's rules.

The savagery only escalated as Soldier Boy grew increasingly ruthless and volatile by the day. He became completely unhinged, abusing an array of drugs, lashing out in destructive rages while under the influence, and refusing to confine his sexescapades to his luxury apartment in the heart of Manhattan. He grew brazen enough to engage in explicit acts and openly grope or demean women in social settings, and even during official team meetings.

He didn't even spare the youngest member of the team, his own sidekick, Gunpowder. 

Their dynamic had always been abusive, but over the years, it warped into something deeply exploitative and sexual, even though Gunpowder was barely of legal drinking age. 

Yet, for some twisted reason, Gunpowder remained fiercely devoted to Soldier Boy, mirroring the same blind loyalty the Deep would later show to Homelander regardless of the degradation he suffered.

The weekend Bitching Club, now consisting of Crimson Countess, Mindstorm, the TNT Twins, newly joined Swatto, and Earving, found the entire situation absurd, continuously disgusted by how Vought enabled Soldier Boy and tolerated his monstrous behavior.

Then came 1983, right after Payback’s anniversary gala, which doubled as Earving’s twenty-second birthday. It was the night the wheels entirely came off.

Just weeks prior, Earving had secured an audition for the comedic lead in Beverly Hills Cop, planning to finally shed the mask and introduce his face to the world. 

Soldier Boy, suffocating on his own deep-seated jealousy and racial malice, preemptively sabotaged the gig by trashing Earving to the producer. Right in the middle of the after-party, Earving learned he had been replaced by Eddie Murphy, blacklisted because of lies Soldier Boy claimed Earving had spread about the executive.

By 2:00 AM, the guests had cleared out, leaving Soldier Boy snorting lines off the conference table at headquarters. 

Fueled by the sudden death of his Hollywood dream, Earving marched in and confronted him in a fit of rage. 

And Soldier Boy merely scoffed, slurring that Earving was too ugly for the big screen anyway.

It wasn’t until Earving snapped and called him "Richie Rich", a silver-spoon fraud who knew nothing of struggle, labor, or basic human decency, that Benjamin truly lost his mind.

That night, Soldier Boy delivered a savage, thirty-minute execution of a beating. By the time the dust settled, neither Earving nor the conference room remained recognizable. Earving's blood had become the new wallpaper, painted across everything from the shattered floorboards to the ceiling.

Earving was eventually rescued and rushed to the hospital by Crimson Countess and the TNT Twins. He survived, naturally, saved by his superhuman biology, but by the time he opened his eyes, two months had vanished. The sheer brutality of the assault had thrown him into a deep coma.

Things changed drastically after that. 

The members of Payback grew intensely guarded around Soldier Boy, putting on a flawless front of normalcy while harboring a toxic, collective hatred for their leader. 

The Bitching Club rallied entirely around Earving, providing a quiet safety net of solidarity behind Ben's back. 

As for Earving, he played the part of the dutiful soldier, acting as though the attack had never happened. The trauma had burrowed deep into his bones, and while he despised Soldier Boy, he had learned to make himself entirely invisible, ensuring he would never outshine Vought's golden boy again.

The following year, in 1984, Earving and the rest of the team were deployed to Nicaragua to back the CONTRA fighters against the Sandinistas, a calculated stunt by Vought to embed supes directly into the United States military. 

The entire operation was micro-managed on the ground by Stan Edgar, who had climbed the ranks to a senior executive position at Vought by then.

What neither Earving nor the rest of Payback realized was that they hadn't actually been sent to fight a war. They were walking straight into a corporate coup. Stan approached Earving the moment a quiet window of opportunity opened, presenting a proposal to deliver Soldier Boy directly to the Soviet authorities. 

For Earving, it was a striking revelation that Vought, and Stan specifically, had never been blind to their leader's monstrous extracurricular activities over the years.

Apparently, Vogelbaum had successfully engineered a child utilizing Soldier Boy's sperm, designed to permanently replace the Payback captain as the premier face of the company. According to Stan, this successor was not only exponentially more powerful than Soldier Boy, but he possessed the ability to fly.

Stan promised that the corporation would handle things correctly this time around. They would ensure the child was raised to avoid becoming another unhinged tyrant, actively shielding him from the ugly vices and worldly distractions that had thoroughly consumed Payback's leader.

Which, in retrospect, had been nothing but an overpromised fantasy.

It would be a lie to claim Earving didn't hesitate. He valued his survival, and this assignment was a plausible suicide mission, but the hunger for freedom ultimately outweighed the risk. He desperately wanted to exist in a world where his oppressor no longer breathed down his neck.

So he accepted the gamble, and later that afternoon, Earving gathered the Bitching Club.

The core members agreed to the scheme almost immediately without any second thoughts. Together, they approached Swatto and Gunpowder to secure the rest of the roster. While Swatto quickly signed on, Gunpowder steadfastly refused to participate in the betrayal, remaining fiercely loyal despite years of systemic abuse.

But regardless of Gunpowder's dissent, Payback had reached a collective consensus that it was time for their captain to go.

As orchestrated by the group, Swatto took to the skies shortly before twilight, deliberately compromising their coordinates to alert the Sandinista guerrilla forces. 

The resulting ambush triggered a barrage of incoming missiles and heavy artillery within minutes. Swatto was vaporized by the very first rocket, which signaled the start of a chaotic, explosive raid on the camp.

Initially, Soldier Boy fought back with his signature ferocity as the enemy forces breached the perimeter. But as the firefight intensified around him, he gradually noticed that his own squad members were systematically positioning themselves to trap him rather than providing actual backup.

With the explosive shootout raging in the background, the mutinous team finally cornered their leader. Payback didn't waste a single moment, keeping in mind that the Soviet transport helicopter was arriving on a strict schedule. They lunged at Soldier Boy in unison, igniting a vicious, no-holds-barred brawl between the tyrant and the squad he had broken.

Soldier Boy initially managed to singlehandedly throw off every single attacker, but the squad kept pressing the offensive. 

When Earving moved in to engage him directly, a savage duel ensued. Earving channeled every ounce of his superhuman capacity into the strike, but Soldier Boy ultimately overpowered him, pulled his mask off, and slammed Earving's head directly into a detonating military vehicle.

The assault grew even more sadistic from there. Soldier Boy used his heavy shield to repeatedly batter Earving's head, crushing half his face and fracturing his skull open, leaving him horribly mutilated and unresponsive on the ground.

Fortunately, the sheer physical effort of the attack had consumed the bulk of Soldier Boy's stamina. 

The brief moment he paused to catch his breath gave Mindstorm the opening he needed to trap the captain inside a psychological nightmare, allowing Crimson Countess and the TNT Twins to rush him and finally subdue him under a barrage of collective blows.

By the time the Soviet transport arrived, Soldier Boy had lost consciousness from the accumulation of his own injuries. 

The Soviet recovery team arrived fully prepared for the asset. Before loading him onto the aircraft, they deployed a specialized mystery gas to ensure he remained heavily sedated. And then within minutes, the monstrous leader was carried away into the sky.

It was a collective, sigh-of-relief riddance for every soul who had known Benjamin intimately.

And while one might imagine that Payback lived happily ever after, the reality was far bleaker. 

Soldier Boy's cruelty had inflicted deep, lasting damage upon every survivor, warping their psyches in profoundly haunting ways. The team disbanded shortly after Vought manufactured a heroic cover story for the public, announcing that their captain had perished while heroically containing a nuclear meltdown in Ohio.

Earving, meanwhile, was placed into a medically induced coma for six long months to recover from the catastrophic trauma of the assault. 

When he finally opened his eyes, his entire existence had taken an upside down turn.

Half of his face was entirely missing, replaced by a horrifying, mangled landscape. Surgeons had to install a specialized, corporate-engineered metal plate just to seal the gaping deficit in his skull. 

The brain damage was extensive, with physical chunks of tissue lost, leaving him with permanent cognitive impairments. Among these challenges was a pronounced and frustrating delay when spoken to, alongside a total inability to articulate his thoughts.

Worst of all, the assault had permanently robbed Earving of his voice. 

In the decades that followed, whenever he looked back on that grim morning of his awakening, Earving realized that the true Black Noir, the silent enigma, was actually born that day.

From that moment onward, at just twenty-three years old, the mask became Earving's true identity. 

He no longer harbored dreams of being celebrated for his face or admired for his individual talent. He simply wanted to disappear into the void. And disappear he did.

 

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For the first six years after Nicaragua, Earving merely existed more than he lived. He drifted through the grit of New York like a ghost that hadn't noticed its own funeral, burying himself beneath heavy hoodies and low-rimmed caps, anything to keep the living from looking too closely at what was left of him.

Whiskey became easier than conversation, not that conversation was much of an option anymore. Soldier Boy had taken his voice, his face, his dreams, and most of the future he'd imagined for himself. The dreams of Hollywood, romance, marriage, and children all seemed ridiculous now. 

Every mirror felt like an insult. Every reflection reminded him that a man had survived while a life had not. In a loud city full of performers, Earving no longer knew how to exist as someone who couldn't speak or look the part. 

The money from Payback kept him afloat. He paid his rent, he helped his youngest sister through college, and he made sure his mother never had to worry about missing a bill. Whenever they saw him, they cried. 

Earving had told them he had been injured during a classified government operation and left it at that. 

The lie was easier than the truth, and his family had accepted it because they wanted to. They were proud of him. Heartbroken, but proud. 

Meanwhile, the remnants of Payback slowly faded into the background of celebrity culture. Yesterday's heroes became today's trivia questions. Earving watched it happen from the corner of bars, nursing glasses of cheap whiskey and wondering whether disappearing entirely would make any difference to anyone outside his family.

Then one evening, while he was busy trying to forget he existed, Stan Edgar walked into the bar wearing some washed-out civilian clothes for his disguise that looked entirely too wrong on him. It was like spotting a shark wearing reading glasses. 

Stan sat beside him, ordered a drink, and spent several minutes saying absolutely nothing. 

Finally, he glanced at Earving and said, "You know, for someone who showed so much wisdom at such a young age, spending six years hiding from yourself was the last thing I expected." 

Earving only stared into his glass and let several awkward seconds of silence be felt by both of them before he finally met Stan's eyes; a delayed reaction which was the direct result of Nicaragua. 

But Stan didn't seem bothered by it. "The world still loves Black Noir," he continued. "And frankly, the world never cared enough about Earving Davis to notice the difference." 

It was a cruel thing to say but it was also true. 

Thanks to the mask, whatever happened to Earving, had caused zero damage to the brand of Black Noir. So Stan offered him a position in Vought's black-ops division before finishing his drink. 

“No pressure, just an opportunity.” Were his last words before leaving. 

A week later, Earving showed up at Stan's office without warning because calling ahead would've required abilities he no longer possessed. 

Besides, there was little else left for him to do. His savings were dwindling, and the reality of mounting bills offered a practical alternative to slow suicide by whiskey. Rejoining Vought, if nothing else, promised to keep him occupied.

From that point onward, Black Noir became exactly what Vought needed him to be. 

And for the next decade, he operated as the company's silent solution to complicated problems. Politicians receiving mysterious threats, criminal syndicates vanishing overnight, corrupt businessmen discovered hanging upside down from construction cranes with confessions stapled to their jackets. 

Once, he dismantled an entire trafficking network over three days and spent the fourth day returning a lost golden retriever to a crying little girl because she'd reminded him of one of his sisters. 

He was frighteningly efficient, almost mechanical at times, yet traces of Earving stubbornly refused to die. He never harmed children, never hurt animals. That remained the single line in the sand drawn by the boy he used to be, a boundary the monstrous Black Noir was never permitted to cross.

On one occasion, after eliminating an arms dealer operating out of a warehouse, he was found sitting on the loading dock feeding stray cats with the man's lunch. The violence with lethal efficiency became routine, the hesitation of killing strangers disappeared, and the compassion narrowed to being highly selective. 

By the early 1990s, Black Noir had become Vought's most dependable weapon, carrying out every assignment without complaint, without questions, and without needing to be told twice or supervised. 

The strange part was that powerful people feared him more than ever, while Earving himself felt less and less human with each passing year. His face permanently vanished behind the mask, the silence became his primary language, and the myth of Black Noir grew to completely eclipse the man underneath.

Somewhere along the way, the nervous young performer from Mississippi finally vanished. In his place stood Black Noir, the nation's favorite mystery and Vought's most reliable enforcer. He had become a man so accustomed to the shadows that he no longer remembered the warmth of the sunlight.

Then the big news dropped in 1999.

The biological successor they had been cooking up to replace Soldier Boy had officially blown out eighteen candles on his birthday cake, almost ready for prime time. 

Earving learned that the teenager would undergo a rigorous corporate makeover, receiving extensive media training while technicians scrambled to design a costume durable enough to withstand the sheer ungodly physics of his power level. Even though Stan Edgar heralded this kid as the most devastatingly powerful entity to walk the earth, the boy still lacked basic tactical finesse. He desperately needed actual combat training to refine his execution.

Vought targeted a massive public debut for the following year, scheming to pair the highly anticipated newcomer with Black Noir, who was already a deeply entrenched and beloved global brand.

Behind closed doors, though, Stan Edgar maintained a cold but pragmatic stance on the arrangement. 

The explicit reason he chose to pair Earving with the new kid, John, was that the corporation desperately required a trustworthy handler to monitor the asset. Earving would act as a failsafe to ensure John didn't deviate into the same unhinged rogue territory that had consumed Soldier Boy. 

Earving’s mandate was simple, shadow the teenager constantly, mentor him, and serve as the invisible leash keeping him in check.

It wasn't until the literal morning of the grand unveiling in 2000 that Earving finally learned the true horror behind the newcomer's shiny marketing campaign.

Apparently, the boy had been fertilized in a test tube, carried to term by a homeless woman, birthed on a sterile floor, and subsequently raised entirely inside a black-budget, subterranean laboratory. Scientists had subjected the child to every conceivable hostile environment they could recreate in a pressurized chamber just to stress-test his biological limits. 

Vought had intentionally starved him of any exposure to the outside world to meticulously engineer his development, conditioning the child to become the perfect, unblinking weapon, the flawless corporate hound that Soldier Boy never could be. 

It was a ghoulish and inhumane project birthed from the corporate panic that the previous captain had inspired.

Earving was utterly disgusted when the truth came to light.

Despite his line of work, he'd maintained his unyielding boundaries when it came to the protection of children and animals. He resolved right then to step up and become a paternal figure or an older brother figure John had been denied in that laboratory cage, a desperate attempt to compensate for the fact that Earving was completely powerless to undo the kid's unfair captivity. 

Of course, that mental pact was entirely contingent on the hope of this newcomer not turning out to be a monumental bigoted nightmare.

To say Earving was an anxious wreck throughout the day of the public debut would be a massive understatement. He paced the floorboards continuously, his mind aggressively replaying the bloody horrors of Nicaragua and every single instance of degradation Soldier Boy had inflicted upon him and his friends in Payback. 

Deep down, a primal fear gnawed at him that John might be just as monstrous, if not exponentially worse. The kid was Soldier Boy's direct genetic offspring and the absolute apex predator of the planet, after all. The fact that they hadn't even been introduced to each other yet did absolutely nothing to calm his nerves.

That evening, the curtains finally drew back, and John was officially unleashed upon humanity under the shiny, patriotic moniker of Homelander.

Homelander possessed unimaginable physical strength, durability, super-speed, flight, acutely heightened senses, X-ray vision, and lethal heat vision. As a matter of fact, he stands alone as the only superhuman in existence to wield such a staggering cocktail of distinct superpowers till date. 

By the time of the debut, Vought had already phased out The Legend, replacing him with Madelyn Stillwell, a slick, new-generation corporate handler specifically assigned to manage Homelander.

Predictably, the press corps lunged at the teenage supe like a school of starving sharks the moment his boots touched the stage from the sky. And to his credit, John did a phenomenal job parrying the aggressive questions, regurgitating the manufactured backstory they had spun together during his media training the previous year.

When the reporters escalated the pressure, demanding to know how Homelander planned to confront complex real-world crises, the script called for Black Noir's grand entry.

Right on cue, Homelander announced his exclusive partnership with the legendary Black Noir, introducing the nation's favorite man of mystery as his partner to combat crime and save the planet.

The instant Earving stepped into the spotlight after sixteen long years of dodging the media, the crowd's focus completely flipped. The audience erupted, cheering significantly louder and with far more genuine enthusiasm for the silent veteran.

Earving could see that Homelander absolutely loathed the shift in real time. 

After surviving eighteen years of dehumanizing trauma in a lab, John probably detested being relegated to the second most interesting person in the room. He likely despised the reality that Black Noir's total silence commanded more immediate brand recognition than his own repeatedly rehearsed speeches.

Following the high profile launch, both Homelander and Black Noir were assigned massive penthouses on the newly renovated ninety-ninth floor of Vought Tower.

During the opening weeks of his career, Homelander spent the vast majority of his time being thoroughly onboarded by Madelyn Stillwell. 

True to his corporate mandate, however, Earving kept a watchful eye on John's every movement. 

Initial impressions showed that John was actually a decent kid, remarkably naive and desperate to please. He genuinely aimed to uphold the pristine values and heroic ideals Vought had drilled into him.

The underlying issue was Stillwell. She was systematically grooming the teenager, deliberately feeding him a steady diet of toxic jealousy directed toward his silent partner, poisoning his mind with the idea that Black Noir was actively stealing his spotlight. Even more insidious, she began introducing physical touches that the socially starved teenager was far too emotionally stunted to correctly interpret.

Shortly after, Vought deployed Homelander to his very first assignment, an actual, unscripted crisis.

Dispatched to rescue hostages trapped at a chemical plant, the newly crowned God of America quickly discovered that his staggering abilities were far less surgical than the lab simulations had led him to believe. In a frantic blur of panicked strength and completely unregulated heat vision, John managed to incinerate and rip apart every single criminal along with every single hostage in the room, failing to save a single human life.

Earving was immediately dispatched to execute the precise job he was hired for: assist Homelander, which was simply corporate code for covering his catastrophic blunders.

When Earving stepped through the billowing chemical smoke, John’s immediate instinct was to eliminate the only surviving witness. 

He lunged at Earving like a cornered predator, entirely prepared to rip his rival's throat out. 

But Earving refused to engage in a duel. He simply ducked and dodged, smoothly evading Homelander's unruly strikes. And then at a point, he began calmly and strategically executing any remaining factory workers who had survived the initial carnage.

In the light of the unexpected twist, the realization finally clicked for John. 

Black Noir wasn't his competition at all; he was his designated single-man cleanup crew, one that Vought had selected to scrub away the collateral damage that the history books would never be permitted to record.

Together, Earving and John wove a tale of tragic yet heroic failure straight out of the fresh gore. They fabricated a narrative featuring a desperate terrorist wielding a dead man’s switch, a dramatic saga where Homelander had valiantly thrown his own invulnerable body over the explosive device, only for ruptured chemical vents to turn the facility into a furnace despite his absolute best efforts.

The media cameras completely devoured his grief-stricken performance. Reporters nodded with tearful reverence as the mighty Homelander flawlessly delivered the script Earving had essentially ghost-written in the blood of the factory workers. 

When the press corps thanked Homelander for his brave efforts that evening, Earving knew the well-meaning lab rat inside John had officially expired.

The teenager finally realized that as Homelander, the truth was simply whatever he declared it to be. He was the most devastatingly powerful entity on the planet, an apex predator backed by an elite public relations machine and mentored by an experienced, trustworthy companion in Black Noir.

Thus began the highly unexpected friendship between John and Earving. 

Working in tandem, the duo solved actual crimes, dismantled genuine threats, eradicated entire terrorist factions and covert syndicates, all while churning out blockbusters and brand commercials one after another.

But Homelander was remarkably clumsy despite his god-like attributes; largely because he was young, impulsive, arrogant, and aggressively curious about a world he had never been allowed to see. More often than not, he would make an absolute shambles of the missions they were assigned to handle.

And fortunately enough, Earving took it entirely upon himself to scrub away John's mistakes, transforming into a literal guardian angel of the young supe. 

They traveled everywhere together, executed every assignment as a unit, and closely guarded each other's morbid secrets from the rest of civilization, and occasionally, even from Vought itself.

It was mind-boggling for Earving to witness how this young man, a flawless Aryan archetype boasting golden hair, piercing blue eyes, an imposing frame, and a nuclear-level power suite, could be the absolute antithesis of his biological father while simultaneously mirroring him completely.

For starters, John could be spectacularly brutal and merciless when he wanted. He was easily triggered by petty jealousy, grew irritated by the general public, and derived an undeniable addiction-like thrill from ending lives. He also possessed a dangerous cocktail of arrogance and immaturity, traits inherited directly from his old man.

Yet, Black Noir remained the permanent exception to John's volatility ever since that fateful chemical plant cover-up.

While John was generally indifferent to race, he harbored a deeply earnest, almost worshipful admiration for Earving. And beyond that infatuation, John genuinely respected Earving's strict boundaries regarding his privacy.

He trusted the silent ninja implicitly, actively craving his companionship and frequently wrapping up their operations ahead of schedule just so they could loiter and chill together in some secluded corner of the globe.

If one could successfully overlook the apocalyptic insanity and the casual lethality, Homelander was remarkably sweet and attentive toward Earving.

Earving, too, reciprocated that bizarre tenderness in abundance, offering unwavering loyalty, tactical guidance, and a strict policy of non-interference in Homelander's personal life choices, no matter how unhinged those choices became. He was omnipresent in Homelander's life, serving as an anchor in every sense of the word. 

In a twisted twist of fate, the boy was unknowingly healing Earving's oldest psychological wounds in ways the veteran never thought possible.

For the first time in decades, Earving felt genuinely wanted, necessary, and grounded to a purpose. 

What he completely failed to notice during the initial two years of their partnership, though, was that Homelander's intense devotion was rapidly mutating into genuine romantic feelings for his masked friend.

Madelyn Stillwell was never particularly thrilled about their tight-knit friendship. 

She persistently groomed Homelander, spoon-feeding him carefully curated corporate ideals while tightening her grip on him through a toxic brand of affection that clumsily balanced maternal instinct with borderline romantic manipulation.

Earving recognized the dynamic was profoundly unhealthy, but John was an adult now, well past eighteen, and possessed the autonomy to make his own blunders regarding his intimate relationships.

Then came a night in early 2002, nearly two years into their reign as the planet's most idolized and feared duo, when the trajectory of their partnership took a rather comically bizarre detour.

Earving was passing the time playing the piano on a deserted floor 80, the sprawling grand ballroom where Vought typically hosted its lavish corporate galas. Mastering the keys was just one of several artistic hobbies he had quietly cultivated during that sixteen-year media hiatus between the Nicaragua disaster and his deployment with Homelander.

Out of nowhere, Homelander materialized in the hall, clearly looking for his friend.

At first, he simply walked over and slid onto the bench beside Earving. He placed a hand over Earving’s fingers, a silent instruction to cease the melody. 

Earving still recalls that specific evening vividly because John looked utterly devastated, with fresh tear tracks still glistening on his cheeks.

Then, in a sudden burst of uncharacteristic boldness, John reached up and peeled back Earving's dark fabric cowl, triggering an immediate wave of internal panic within the veteran supe who had been fiercely guarding his anonymity for decades.

For a prolonged, deeply awkward interval, John merely studied the topography of Earving's partially mutilated face, tracing the scars as if committing the grotesque details into his perfect photographic memory.

What followed defied all expectations. John leaned across the bench and planted a kiss right on Earving’s lips.

It was easily the clumsiest kiss in the entire history of human romance, serving as the exact moment Earving realized his self-appointed role as a wholesome paternal or brotherly figure was a complete delusion on his part. 

In reality, John, who was twenty-one at the time and exactly twenty years Earving’s junior, had been cultivating some remarkably filthy scenarios involving Black Noir inside his own head. 

He was young, hyper-sexual, and aggressively enthusiastic about exploring sex with his masked partner. 

Earving was treated to a full breakdown of these desires immediately after the kiss, as John launched into an explicit, breathless confession that left the veteran ninja in a state of utter bewilderment.

Earving remained completely paralyzed for a long, agonizing minute, his mind scrambling to comprehend how his evening had taken such an absurd turn. He had intentionally avoided romance his entire life, operating under the assumption that his disfigured face would instantly terrify any suitor. 

Yet, there he sat, perched on a piano bench next to the most powerful creature on Earth, who was earnestly baring his soul.

At that critical juncture, rejecting such a rare, unfiltered display of affection felt like the absolute stupidest and most reckless move on the board. So, Earving weighed his options with his signature delayed processing, and then eventually arrived at the conclusion that he actually quite liked it.

He leaned back in and finally reciprocated the gesture.

Hence began the most enduring, secret friends-with-benefits arrangement in the history of Vought Tower, a deeply physical pact that Homelander affectionately and publicly continued to market as a wholesome best friendship.

But in reality, calling it a mere best friendship was an insulting understatement. 

Homelander was a thoroughly hyperactive and lustful creature. From that initial kiss onward, any time Earving casually strolled past him or if their arms accidentally brushed in a hallway, John would experience an instantaneous boner. And whenever the corporation deployed them on missions, they would routinely spend their downtime thoroughly exhausting each other's superhuman stamina.

John simply possessed zero impulse control whenever he found himself behind closed doors with Earving. He was so blindly infatuated and madly in love with his partner that Earving often found the undivided obsessive attention from this new American deity completely surreal.

Earving never explicitly validated his own romantic feelings in words, mostly because he lacked the physical capacity to do so, but he never denied the young supe his chaotic whims. He remained the lethal, silent shadow in the corner, gladly accommodating Homelander’s voracious appetites without ever making himself expressly available as a traditional romantic partner.

Even so, he absolutely adored John, pampering him and spoiling him rotten with untarnished corporate and personal loyalty. 

It evolved into a radically lopsided dynamic; one blonde perpetually whining about the rest of the civilization to the single entity he genuinely admired, trusted, and loved, while the other man sat as a permanent mute, absorbing it all in absolute stillness.

While an outsider might assume Earving was basically a hostage to these endless rants, the reality was quite different.

Earving thoroughly enjoyed listening to John. The unfiltered complaints provided a window into John’s fractured psyche, allowing the veteran to empathize with his isolation.

Around the same time, John was also growing increasingly hateful, short-tempered, and dangerously arrogant, fueled by Madelyn Stillwell’s relentless psychological conditioning and the suffocating corporate restraints of Vought. 

There were uncomfortable moments when Earving questioned whether he had inadvertently engineered another unstoppable monster the day he decided to scrub the crime scene at that chemical plant. By that point, however, the moral ledger was irrelevant. The damage was entirely done, and Earving, too, had fallen deeply, hopelessly in love with Homelander. 

But even among the whirlwind of these overwhelming new shifts in his life, Earving never once neglected his duties as a devoted son to his mother and a protective brother to his three sisters. 

He religiously managed their well-being and provided substantial financial cushioning, even personally financing his youngest sister’s wedding.

Naturally, he extended an invitation to John for the wedding.

That celebration marked the very first time Homelander interacted with Earving's family, eagerly soaking up stories about their old lives back in Mississippi from Earving's mother. 

John learned all about the hardships endured by Earving’s father, and the grueling hustle Earving himself went through to make a name for himself in New York City. John was even treated to a highly specific piece of childhood trivia about Earving having a severe tree nut allergy; a discovery made during a neighbor's birthday party when a peanut cookie sent the young supe straight into anaphylactic shock.

John completely devoured every single detail regarding Earving's history, also realizing why his friend always carried the epinephrine shot with himself. 

To this day, or at least for the rest of Earving’s mother's life, Homelander continued to wire a massive monthly allowance to her and his sisters.

Earving's mother consistently protested the extravagance, insisting that the funds were completely unnecessary and that plenty of genuinely needy folks could actually use the charity. 

John, however, stubbornly overrode her objections. He kept the allowances coming anyway, and in a rare display of sentimentality, he even began making separate donations to those exact underprivileged communities just to honor her wishes. 

But despite gaining a vague understanding of Earving's historical struggles as a young Black man navigating a massive, ruthless, and rapidly evolving world, Homelander never pressed Earving for the granular details of his past. 

Why would he? Black Noir was exactly what the brochure advertised; a reliably lethal and mysteriously silent assassin possessing a surprisingly big heart, routinely cutting substantial checks to children's hospitals and animal shelters every single month, and entirely independent of Vought's public relations theater.

As a matter of fact, Black Noir was all that and significantly more to Homelander.

Earving possessed a kind of innate grace that John openly admired and envied. He was an unshakeably loyal partner who never dared to cross or defy Homelander, yet he still flawlessly maintained his own idiosyncratic priorities. These personal outlets of Earving's were aesthetic even, consisting of playing the piano, obsessively hoarding vintage trading cards from the 1980s, or sketching yet another portrait of Buster Beaver. 

That made him more than precious to John. 

Of course, Earving cared for John just as deeply, perhaps even more profoundly as the years crept by. 

But he was simply physically incapable of articulating that affection the way he truly desired. His extensive brain damage, severe facial mutilation, and the permanent loss of his voice left him fundamentally locked inside himself, unable to project deep sentiments through conventional expressions or physical gestures.

So, he continued to overcompensate by materializing whenever or however the young deity demanded, an unspoken reassurance to let Homelander know that he was never alone. 

But despite those genuine feelings, why Earving had chosen to keep John in the dark about Soldier Boy just didn't have a simple explanation. 

He had a mountain of reasons to stay quiet, starting with the sheer mental agony of digging up those memories. It was hard enough to process the trauma of his abuse. Revealing the old man’s existence would have sparked an immediate, obsessive search-and-rescue mission by Homelander. That meant dealing with two nuclear-level tyrants instead of one, followed by the inevitable revenge killings of the rest of Payback.

Then there were the ironclad Vought NDAs, paired with a very real fear that Soldier Boy would utterly despise the fragile child hiding behind the Homelander cape. The old captain would have rejected John for his emotional sensitivity, his lack of old-school masculinity, or simply for not measuring up to his own narcissistic standards.

Earving cared about John too much to subject him to that kind of paternal cruelty, a reaction that was practically guaranteed.

Every single scenario that involved telling Homelander the truth would've led to an absolute disaster.

That didn't mean Earving hadn't tempted fate. He had considered confessing. But when it came down to it, his own deep-seated trauma and the terrifying prospect of losing his only real companion paralyzed him every single time. 

Guilt gnawed at him occasionally, sure. But he had long since rationalized the deception, convincing himself that some secrets are kept entirely for your own skin, and for the safety of the people you love.

Then, in mid 2004, Vought finally assembled the Seven, the team destined to become the most elite superhero coalition on the planet, ultimately eclipsing Payback by over a billion global followers and an ever-spiking stock price.

 

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In early June 2018, less than a year before Annie January secured her spot in the Seven, Earving received a surprise ping from Swatto's daughter.

Jennifer was now in her early forties. When Swatto met his spectacularly explosive end in Nicaragua back in 1984, Jenny was a mere eight years old. But she was old enough to retain vivid memories of her father before his sudden death. 

Naturally, she texted Earving before calling, fully aware that Black Noir never verbally engaged with a soul. It was his signature corporate gimmick, after all. Back in the day, Vought strictly forbade Earving from speaking to outsiders as Black Noir, and now, it was simply a permanent physical limitation.

​According to Jenny, she came home from work the previous night to find a stranger sitting in her house. The guy kept his face hidden but aggressively grilled her about Swatto and the Nicaragua incident.

​Jenny knew absolutely nothing about the mission. The intruder eventually left, but only after extracting Black Noir and Gunpowder's addresses. He was clearly hunting both of them.

And while Earving lived between the Tower and the orbital station, ​Gunpowder's location wasn't as difficult to infiltrate. The address Jenny gave him was Gunpowder's childhood home on a remote ranch in Milford, Pennsylvania, a short drive from New York. 

His nephew ran the ranch now, while Gunpowder himself, now a completely washed-up, obsolete supe, lived out of sight in Salem, New York.

A day later, Crimson Countess called.

"He's back. Warn everyone." That was the first thing she managed as soon as Earving answered the call. 

Those four words still haunt Earving a year later.

It turned out Soldier Boy was indeed Jenny's uninvited guest. He had tracked down the Pennsylvania ranch, hunting for Gunpowder's coordinates in New York. Gunpowder’s nephew, a drunk, bottom-tier local supe, tried to put up a fight instead of cooperating. Soldier Boy lost his temper and unleashed a massive radioactive blast straight from his chest. 

The nephew actually survived the explosion, but his powers were completely gone.

Yes, Soldier Boy had returned from the dead, upgraded with the terrifying ability to strip away people's superpowers, and he could cause nuclear explosions now. 

Earving stood frozen, the phone still pressed to his ear as his hands began to shake. 

Decades of buried trauma from his Payback days flooded back, bringing a familiar, sickening dread. He was going to have to face his tormentor all over again.

Yet, as horrifying as the news was, it made absolutely no scientific sense. How could an inherited trait, a core piece of your biological makeup, be violently ripped from your anatomy without leaving you a corpse? Powers weren't a removable organ.

Desperate for answers, Earving realized there was only one man equipped to handle this nightmare. He went to Stan Edgar, the current CEO of Vought International.

That was the absolute first time Earving had ever witnessed a visible flicker of panic in Stan.

A corporate cleanup crew scrambled instantly to run diagnostics on the depowered nephew and vacuum the blast site. Meanwhile, Stan burned up the wires to contact Vought affiliates stationed in Russia. The intel they pulled was a masterclass in bureaucratic negligence.

Roughly four months prior, a massive Siberian blizzard had triggered a total grid failure. The cryopod keeping Soldier Boy on ice suffered a catastrophic malfunction, and the old captain simply thawed out and walked away.

And before that, he'd killed at least thirty three staff members in the facility. 

From there, he managed to slip across the border into Alaska, and the Russian team had been quietly tracking his trek ever since. 

It wasn't exactly difficult. After decades of being subjected to brutal Soviet experiments involving enriched uranium, the man was essentially a walking Chernobyl, leaking immense thermal radiation wherever he went. A basic heat signature map made him impossible to miss.

Stan was absolutely livid. This wasn't just an urgent corporate crisis anymore; it was literally a radioactive hazard. The entire board was now sitting on a ticking nuclear warhead.

But even Stan’s apocalyptic mood couldn't deter Earving’s intense curiosity. He aggressively cornered the CEO using handwritten sticky notes, a deeply comical contrast to the gravity of the situation. He demanded a scientific breakdown of how a victim could survive the epicenter of that chest blast but walk away completely stripped of their godhood.

That night, Stan finally dropped the one truth bomb he should have shared decades ago.

Compound V, the highly radioactive serum that grants supes their superpowers, is an artificial additive. Nobody is born special; they are just heavily medicated. Soldier Boy’s chest blast had simply acted as a biological furnace, scorching the chemical compound right out of the younger supe’s bloodstream.

With that bombshell, Stan began unraveling more classified data he deemed fit at the time to justify Vought's massive pharmaceutical sham to Earving. 

Apparently, the company had utilized an experimental strain of V to resurrect Earving when his mangled body refused to heal after the Nicaragua disaster. It was the exact same premium, highly perfected cocktail they had pumped into Homelander during embryonic fertilization. This superior formula didn't just save his life from the horrific injuries Soldier Boy inflicted; it effectively halted his aging process.

The serum contained trace elements harvested from V1, the archaic first iteration of Compound V. Ironically, while V1 itself was strictly banned from direct human trial, Vought was actively recycling its components into highend retail anti-aging creams at the time. Stan had personally signed off on using the black-market formula for Earving's recovery.

Earving exited Stan's office in absolute silence, slipping completely out of Seven Tower after that. 

Over the next several days, he hand-delivered the warning. He materialized fully suited up on the doorsteps of Gunpowder, the TNT Twins, and Crimson Countess, to alert his former teammates that Soldier Boy was actively hunting them; which was a doubled risk now with Homelander around. He'd also revealed that their entire godlike existence was nothing more than a temporary chemical delusion fed by Vought. 

And while Earving hadn't managed to find Mindstorm at the time, he thought it was a good thing the veteran had chosen a reclusive life. It kept him safer than the rest. 

An emergency summit with Stan Edgar followed at one of his many nameless estates. Stan proposed developing a biological countermeasure to shield the V in their blood from being scorched away. In the meantime, they desperately needed a bulletproof strategy to prevent Homelander from discovering his daddy dearest was back from the dead.

Crimson Countess suggested they forcibly retire a current member of the Seven, triggering a nationwide audition process. It was the perfect corporate distraction, guaranteed to keep Homelander occupied for months while the executives engineered a fix.

For some reason, Stan actually loved the idea, though he didn't execute it immediately.

Soldier Boy, in the meantime, had gone to ground, laying low for an extended period, entirely oblivious to the fact that Stan’s surveillance grid kept tabs on his coordinates the entire time.

Stan utilized the breathing room to sink top-tier corporate capital into brewing the countermeasure drug, while systematically having Lamplighter to serve as the company's scapegoat. Lamplighter was an easy choice, given his lengthy rap sheet of pyromaniac property damage and a shockingly high body count of accidentally incinerated sex workers.

On Earving's request, Vought deployed heavy, low-profile security around his mother's brownstone in Riverdale, The Bronx, just to ensure her safety, even though Soldier Boy had zero way of tracing her address.

Then 2019 arrived, and Lamplighter was forcibly retired behind closed corporate doors. The nationwide auditions kicked off, but just as the competition hit the finals, Soldier Boy finally decided to break his hiatus and resume his revenge tour. He spent a full week lurking around Madelyn Stillwell’s suburban residence.

Madelyn happened to be away on a business trip during his stakeout, and when she returned a week later, an observant neighbor tipped her off. She casually passed the rumor along to Homelander, asking him to look into it as a quick favor.

By that point, Annie January had already secured her spot in the Seven earlier that week.

Earving developed a strange and entirely unexpected sense of protectiveness toward Annie, aka Starlight, the very first time he laid eyes on her. It was the night Vought officially unveiled her to the public as Lamplighter's replacement.

Unfortunately, that first glimpse also meant witnessing an imminent sexual assault in real time.

The Moronic Trio (Translucent, the Deep, and A-Train), as named by Homelander, were busy "hazing" the naive new recruit, taking full advantage of the fact that Homelander was too preoccupied to give her a proper corporate welcome.

At the time, John was eagerly reciprocating the favor in a dark corner of the conference room, right after Earving had already helped the blonde deity blow off some steam with two back to back ejaculations. The hazing ritual was unfolding just a few yards away while they were right in the middle of their private session.

But even with Homelander enthusiastically blowing him like a ravenous, love-struck teenager, Earving couldn't tear his eyes away from the brewing disaster. 

He felt a sudden spike of pity for the naive new recruit. In a grim way, she reminded him of himself. He had been the fresh-faced, youngest rookie once, and he remembered exactly what it felt like to be paralyzed by fear.

Deciding to intervene, Earving signaled Homelander by firmly placing a bare, ungloved hand on the supe's shoulder. Then, just as the Deep lunged to intercept Annie as she bolted for the exit, Earving flicked a combat blade straight across the room, embedding it with a loud thud to break the commotion.

Homelander reluctantly followed his partner's lead. Already irritated by a deeply disappointing day and thoroughly pissed that their intimacy had been interrupted, the alpha supe stepped in to finish the job. He aggressively shut down the harassment and cleared the room, sweeping everyone out into the hallway, including Earving himself.

That night, Eli patched through a call from the orbital station, delivering the news that Madelyn Stillwell was auditing the budget plan. She had asked to investigate and report the new beverage samples planned to go in the snack boxes for the Light of the World Tour. 

While cross-referencing the expenditures and budget passing through her desk, Stillwell also stumbled upon the rogue security line item for Earving's mother's house. Deeming the expense entirely superfluous, she promptly pulled the financial plug, reasoning that nobody in the civilized world knew a damn thing about Black Noir, much less where his mother laid her head.

Suffice to say, Eli had always functioned as a slick double agent. 

Vought had originally assigned him to Madelyn as a personal assistant and orbital informant around the founding of the Seven, but that was merely a convenient facade. His genuine mandate was to shadow Earving, facilitate his operations, and keep Stan Edgar fully apprised of the Seven’s erratic behavior, especially concerning Homelander, the most volatile asset on the payroll. 

Eli routinely operated as the vital human bridge between Stan and Black Noir.

Because Stan Edgar had initiated this entire chaotic butterfly effect way back during that fateful pitch in Nicaragua, essentially masterminding the modern oncoming doom, Earving was, yet again, forced to report Madelyn's corporate interference directly to him. 

At the time, Stan casually dismissed the panic, promising to bypass Stillwell entirely and deploy a private, off-the-books security detachment to the Bronx brownstone.

But at the crack of dawn, the hardwired emergency alarms blared at his mother's Riverdale residence. By the time Earving arrived on the scene, the local police cruisers were already flashing their lights out front. 

A hostile intruder had forced entry and executed a rapid, brutal assault. The breach occurred before Stan's replacement mercenary squad could even put boots on the pavement. There was a note left for Earving saying "I am not done yet" and a solitary blunt force impact on her head from something unimaginably heavy. 

That was all it took for Soldier Boy to extinguish her life; a single, devastating strike.

Earving was devastated, utterly consumed by grief, but his physical features remained frozen by the extensive old damage. Inside his chest, though, a quiet rage burned. If Madelyn hadn't stripped away his security detail, he could have arrived in time to extract his mother to a safe house.

Returning to the tower, Earving simply announced his mother’s death. He fed Homelander a fabricated story about a standard burglary gone wrong, claiming the suspects were already in police custody. He absolutely couldn't risk revealing Madelyn's direct role in compromising her safety. 

Homelander had maintained a deeply dysfunctional and intensely intimate relationship with Madelyn, essentially worshipping her. Besides, if the blonde supe went cornering Madelyn for answers, he would have inevitably stumbled into the radioactive rabbit hole that led straight to Soldier Boy.

They simply couldn't afford that specific apocalypse just yet.

John wept openly that morning too. He had genuinely adored sweet old Ruby, and it felt as though he had lost a family member of his own.

The funeral took place down in Mississippi, attended by Earving’s surviving sisters.

And even though John insisted they skip their upcoming orbital monitoring shift the next day, Earving flatly refused.

Behind his silent facade, Earving was spiraling into severe paranoia, his fury fracturing in a dozen different directions. His primary, suffocating fear was losing John entirely to this mounting catastrophe. Outwardly, though, he maintained his trademark, robotic composure, executing his duties flawlessly as always.

He desperately wanted John stationed safely off the planet while he personally dealt with Stillwell the very second an opening presented itself. The lady had pulled on Homelander’s leash for far too long anyway. 

Earving decided it was finally time to put her down.

True to the itinerary, the entire roster relocated to the orbital station the following morning. The weekend initiating their deployment hours was spent in a blur of grief-fueled bereavement sex with Homelander, commencing immediately after they wrapped up their first official strategic meeting with Starlight as a new member of the Seven.

The physical intimacy with John offered its usual comfort, providing a temporary sense of emotional safety. But beneath the surface, parts of Earving were actively eroding under the weight of profound mourning, paranoia, and boiling rage. 

Midway through that week, Homelander found Earving in the station gym. Apparently, Madelyn wanted a private audience with John, and she'd asked him to cross-reference the orbital surveillance footage for the stalking reports around her residence; incidents Earving already knew were the handiwork of Soldier Boy.

Earving easily sabotaged the investigation by beginning to suck Homelander off right in the middle of data analysis, ensuring that he never actually examined the monitors. 

And by some cruel cosmic miracle, a perfect window of opportunity materialized that very afternoon for Earving to handle Madelyn Stillwell permanently.

The Moronic Trio had concocted a juvenile prank targeting the rookie, Starlight. They had fabricated a bogus undercover assignment at a lesbian bar in Chelsea, tasking her with tracking down a fictional target named Lesley Bean. It was an incredibly ancient, brainless joke, yet the deeply religious newcomer fell for it completely. 

Translucent had instructed her to coordinate with Black Noir for a stealth jet transport, since Noir was the only other teammate capable of operating those specific aircraft.

Earving readily agreed to fly her down, knowing Annie could easily catch a standard shuttle back to orbit with the ground crew afterward. He also had a brief detour scheduled that evening before his own return to space. Queen Maeve had suddenly requested a discreet restock of her marijuana supplies.

By some dark, cosmic coincidence, the universe aligned perfectly with Earving's homicidal desires. Every single variable locked into place, providing him with a flawless and bulletproof alibi for being planet-bound at the exact moment Madelyn Stillwell likely drew her last breath.

After letting Starlight off, he headed straight for the Seven Tower. The corporate cubicles were rapidly emptying as the workforce clocked out for the evening. Madelyn was known for religiously pulling late shifts on Wednesdays and Thursdays.

While the corridor cameras logged Black Noir entering Stillwell’s office on the 99th floor, the hallways themselves were entirely deserted. He slipped inside her office without a word, glided behind her executive desk, and pressed a combat blade firmly against her carotid artery, gesturing for her to open her locked desk drawer.

A thoroughly paralyzed Madelyn, instantly attempting to placate the silent assassin while acutely aware of his mother's recent demise, chose to cooperate completely. She gingerly unlocked the compartment and extracted her compact Sig Sauer P238.

With an almost comically efficient fluid motion, Earving spun her chair around to face him while the weapon was still clutched in her grip. He dropped into a low crouch, covering her trembling hands with his own to gently guide the barrel toward her own chin.

Madelyn barely managed to squeak out half a syllable of protest before Earving forced her finger to squeeze the trigger. He exited the office immediately, leaving behind a perfectly staged corporate suicide.

As expected, the first person Earving notified was Stan Edgar, though the assassin had already cleared the building before sending the alert. 

Stan was mildly inconvenienced, purely because of the monumental temper tantrum Homelander was guaranteed to throw over Madelyn rather than actual care about his lady subordinate. With a single directive, the CEO had the security logs completely scrubbed and replaced with generic looping footage within five minutes.

By the time the Seven were notified in orbit and summoned back to Earth, Earving had already slipped back onto the space station, casually plucking out a mournful melody on the conference room piano in memory of Madelyn Stillwell, a personal way to honor her. 

The performance was repeatedly disrupted by Starlight, who had returned from her spectacularly humiliating failure at the Chelsea establishment, absolutely fuming as she confronted the Moronic Trio.

Queen Maeve was the first to receive the text from the Vought Central mainframe, summoning the entire team to Earth base immediately. 

Homelander had discovered Madelyn and transported her down to the medical hub on floor 10.

Against all odds, Madelyn hadn’t actually died. She had survived the gunshot, slipping into a deep coma with catastrophic trauma to her face and skull.

Earving felt a great deal of remorse for accidentally inflicting prolonged suffering on her instead of a clean, instantaneous death. But decades of witnessing the world's ugliest realities had thoroughly calloused him. His empathy was strictly selective at this stage of the game. He flatly refused to forgive Madelyn for her carelessness, and he remained fiercely determined to keep Homelander from ever discovering the truth about Soldier Boy.

By the following month, the Light of the World tour kicked off, with an uninterrupted supply of their experimental pharmaceutical, V-Shield, distributed across a diverse test group of attendees for further human trials. 

Earving and Stan Edgar were fully briefed on the drug's volatile side effects. What they failed to anticipate, however, was Soldier Boy actively stalking the tour, tracking the itinerary of the expo from the TNT Twins' Virginia safe house straight to the exposition in Richmond. That is, after he'd already showed up once at the New York venue where the tour had kicked off. 

His unexpected arrival triggered the absolute worst-case scenario for the V-Shield trial. 

When exposed to Soldier Boy's thermal radiation within eight hours of ingestion, the drug caused the human body to violently overheat and combust from the inside out. Dozens of inoculated fans suffered a biblical melting demise right there in Richmond, including the pop-supe Psalm Siren.

Earving was physically on the ground the night before Soldier Boy obliterated the TNT Twins. To be precise, he was in Homelander's luxury tour bus, participating in a mobile orgy hosted by their narcissistic leader as the convoy rolled toward Virginia.

Every male member of the Seven spent the entire night locked in that vehicle. Homelander had enthusiastically fucked his own brains into oblivion by the time they crossed the Richmond city limits, completely oblivious to the massive explosion that had vaporized the twins.

A semi-conscious John rambled sleepily to Earving before passing out, boasting about a “hilarious” situation where he discovered Starlight’s boyfriend, Supersonic, was cheating on her with a couple of teenagers. Homelander had casually dropped the bomb on the rookie just to teach her a lesson, taking immense pride in successfully putting Annie back in her place.

Once again, Earving felt a pang of genuine sympathy for the girl. 

He empathized with her because she constantly mirrored his own early vulnerabilities back in Payback. Unlike the hardened Queen Maeve, Annie lacked the incredible physical strength required to defend her own boundaries against the monsters running the show.

That was the exact moment Earving decided to actually communicate with the rookie for the first time since her orientation. 

It wasn't entirely fueled by pity; he simply wanted her to realize that the entire roster didn't universally despise her. It was a corporate dynamic he understood well, reminiscent of his own Bitching Club with Payback. 

That protective instinct was slapped right in the face the following week when Annie scorched the Deep’s retinas after he tried to force himself on her again.

The entire hierarchy, Earving included, stood completely awestruck by Starlight's vicious retaliation. As it turned out, the naive newcomer didn't require a bodyguard after all. From that afternoon forward, Earving’s pity shifted into profound professional respect for her. 

Conveniently for Earving, Madelyn Stillwell finally succumbed to her injuries that very same afternoon, officially saving him from a botched murder charge. 

Her demise coincided with Homelander entering a state of severe, manic agitation after he was deployed to investigate the mysterious vaporization of the TNT Twins.

Stan Edgar had been careful about lying to the unstable leader of the Seven, fearing John might have detected the sonic boom of the Richmond blast at dawn. Which was exactly why John himself was deployed for it with Queen Maeve. 

While the mathematical probability of Homelander intercepting that audio cue was dangerously high, the company ultimately got incredibly lucky. Thankfully a marathon mobile orgy was the ultimate countermeasure against super-hearing.

The Vought machine was spinning out of control, a manic circus on the surface while a desperate, behind-the-scenes race to contain Soldier Boy devolved into total chaos.

There was simply no slowing the man down. He had effortlessly pulverized two high-tier tactical squads sent by Vought to neutralize him with weaponized sedative gas. By the time Madelyn Stillwell's heart officially flatlined, Soldier Boy had already tracked Gunpowder to a nightclub, brutally sexually assaulted his former sidekick, and left him a corpse.

With every passing day, the collateral damage multiplied, and the breadcrumbs were finally drifting into Homelander’s field of vision.

What Earving completely failed to realize was that Homelander was still actively obsessing over the TNT Twins, despite Vought officially rubber-stamping the incident as a generic accidental suicide. 

No matter how aggressively Earving and his aging compatriots tried to plug the leaks on this looming catastrophe, the radioactive truth kept hemorrhaging, relentlessly hunting down any surviving members of Payback unfortunate enough to still be breathing.

As if the corporate landscape wasn't chaotic enough, a couple of days after Starlight fried the Deep's vision back in orbit, Eli patched through with another bizarre security breach. 

Someone had bypassed the heavy security of a sub-level six underground lab, ransacked the confidential V-Shield testing archives, and apparently paused to have ecstatic sex right on the floor.

The forensic teams discovered undeniable traces of bodily fluids, accompanied by a scattering of shattered lightbulbs littered across the floor of the exact containment cell where Homelander had been raised as a child.

On Stan Edgar's stat orders, Earving skipped the social calendar and headed straight down to sub-six that afternoon. Meanwhile, the rest of the Seven were busy prepping for Stan's sixty-eighth birthday gala at his sprawling mansion in North Salem.

Earving's investigation pointed squarely at two suspects, and two suspects only: Homelander and Starlight.

Who would have guessed the righteous new recruit was already tangled up in this radioactive dumpster fire?

As a seasoned professional, Earving needed to eliminate any lingering doubts. Later that evening at the party, when Starlight caught him standing completely frozen like a malfunctioning android, internally panicking behind his visor, he seized the moment and asked her to dance.

Fortunately, she was already reasonably intoxicated.

As they moved, she carelessly slipped her phone into his pocket for safekeeping. Mid-dance, her stomach revolted and she rushed off to throw up, entirely forgetting about the device. Earving used that brief window to clone her Vought-issued communication software, routing all her incoming and outgoing data directly to his own receiver in real time.

He was fully aware he was violating her privacy and betraying her budding trust. But as much as he had zero desire to actually cause Annie any form of harm, he also needed to be three steps ahead of anyone foolish enough to get involved in Soldier Boy's extracurricular vengeance tour.

The cloned data revealed that Starlight had been conducting a rogue investigation ever since the Richmond catastrophe. She had successfully flipped a low-level chemist on the eighth floor of Seven Tower, who tipped her off about the subterranean lab.

And, just as the evidence suggested, Starlight had indeed hooked up with Homelander inside the very sensory deprivation cell where Homelander was raised.

This was later confirmed beyond a shadow of a doubt when Earving proposed joining the pair for a threesome, a suggestion that absolutely delighted Homelander. The rendezvous took place inside Earving's own penthouse at the tower. 

Just as he had theorized, Starlight was the undeniable culprit behind the exploding lightbulbs at the underground facility. The exact same electrical phenomenon that Earving witnessed with his bathroom fixtures during their hypersexual corporate bonding session.

While the encounter successfully illustrated exactly how far Homelander and Starlight had progressed in their rogue investigation, Earving found himself developing a genuine, inconvenient affection for the new girl as the domestic dynamics unfolded that night. 

It reached the point where he actually advocated for her to be treated well, sliding Homelander a handwritten note when John’s behavior turned increasingly predatory. 

Many years ago, Earving had made a tactical error in a similar situation, but at the time it was with John and Maggie, aka Queen Maeve. John had told Earving that Maeve wanted to have a threesome with the two of them. But mid-way through, Maeve and Earving realized John had tricked them both. 

It was a misstep that ultimately cost John her trust and his brief relationship with her completely.

And there was absolutely no way Earving was going to let history repeat itself under Homelander's predatory pressure all over again. 

That night, Earving had managed to kill two birds with a single stone, which was his handwritten note to John that said: 

"She told me about last night. She is not satisfied. I know you have a soul of gold. Let's give her a proper welcome to the Seven."

Homelander’s reaction was surprisingly sentimental, deeply moved by the earnest compliment about him. More importantly, he completely failed to deny the statement about the previous night, inadvertently confirming that he was indeed the other half of the sub-six fuckathon. 

Ironically, Homelander had even stolen that page from Earving’s notepad after the threesome, likely thinking his best friend wouldn't notice. 

The entire gamble paid off in far more ways than Earving had originally anticipated. 

And that was precisely how, adding to an already overflowing ledger of chaotic events, Earving accidentally got involved in a three-way situationship with John and Annie.

To be fair, Earving’s affection for Annie bloomed almost naturally, mostly because of how much she stands up for what matters to her. Looking back, she was technically the first woman he had ever allowed past his psychological barricades. 

She was absolutely magnificent at navigating the psychological minefield of Homelander, despite being the youngest and most vulnerable asset in the Seven.

Earving routinely concluded that he lacked even half of Annie’s raw courage, a realization that bred a profound, silent admiration. He watched her relentlessly defend her moral boundaries, a stubborn habit that constantly forced him to look at the ghost of his younger self.

No other veteran in the Seven possessed an iota of the nerve required to speak to Homelander with that level of unvarnished defiance. Queen Maeve managed it on rare occasions, but only after spending years gathering the necessary spite to fuel her bravery.

This stark distinction between the two premier women of the Seven proved a fundamental truth; bravery had absolutely nothing to do with superpowers. 

Maeve wasn't weak by any metric, but when dealing with the Big Bad Blonde, even she maintained a cautious, formal protocol. Starlight, by contrast, routinely tossed the corporate script out the window.

The timing of this entire Annie January entanglement was beautifully ironic.

It forced Earving to constantly replay his old traumas in a loop, especially with the radioactive specter of Soldier Boy back on the canvas. Yet, it also forced him to remember the boy he was before Vought engineered him into Black Noir. That wide-eyed, ambitious teenager from Mississippi who genuinely believed he was destined for greatness.

Earving lacked the capacity to articulate his affection for Annie in standard prose, so he settled for communicating through capital, showering her with an assortment of hilariously extravagant and deeply eccentric gifts.

And mercifully enough, Annie’s integration into their domestic routine did a massive amount of heavy lifting regarding Homelander's emotional maintenance. The leader was too preoccupied with his new, hypersexual romance with Annie to fixate on the minute details of the cases he was actively looking into. 

Yet, despite the beautiful detour Earving's life had taken after decades of enduring the psychological skin of an unlovable monster, the reality remained unchanged and horrifying. Soldier Boy was still out there.  

That was the tragedy of good times; they never lasted, ending almost as quickly as they began.

Earving had already buried his mother, the TNT Twins, and Gunpowder. He had aggressively warned Crimson Countess to maintain high alert and stay glued to security protocols at the upcoming Herogasm. But, as luck would have it, the strategy collapsed spectacularly anyway.

The blood-soaked history Earving had spent more than three decades running from finally caught up to him on Vamizi Island, Mozambique, the chosen venue for this year's seasonal debauchery. 

The setting was almost poetically tragic, given that Soldier Boy himself was the original founding father of Herogasm.

Benjamin casually showed up to the beach, effortlessly neutralized Crimson Countess and the Deep right on the shoreline, and abducted them before the tide could even wash away their footprints. 

Starlight, who had the misfortune of witnessing the coastal snatch-and-grab, later told Earving that it had taken only a single blow to knock Countess unconscious.

The information offered zero comfort, of course. 

In fact, it cranked Earving’s baseline paranoia up to an agonizing frequency, sending his battle-scarred nervous system into a tailspin of frantic PTSD flashbacks. To make matters worse, Homelander had paired him up with Annie for the search and recovery mission.

By the time they were moving towards the isolated fish factory on Pembe Island, Earving’s brain was frantically simulating a thousand different scenarios this could go, each concluding with his own graphic demise. His psyche actively dissociated from his physical form, a profound defense mechanism triggered by the sheer horror of facing the man who had permanently broken his mind and body a long time ago.

Suddenly, the decades of corporate success evaporated, and Earving felt entirely trapped back at square one. He was a helpless rookie again, reliving the agonizing beating he took for eyeing that Beverly Hills Cop role in 1983, or worse, the horrible sensation of having his skull cracked open in Nicaragua the year later. 

The suffocating dread had rendered him nearly catatonic as he trailed Annie across the beach.

By the time they breached the dark canopy of the mangrove swamp, his shoulders were visibly trembling, his boots dragging across the muddy terrain entirely against his will.

Then, the psychological nightmare manifested into absolute, physical reality.

Earving had lost track of the distance expanding between himself and Annie, his cognitive faculties paralyzed right up until Soldier Boy’s hands materialized from the brush. 

The immortal brute seized him from behind, dragging his heavy frame backward out of the tree line, slicing through the thick coastal silt and the vascular roots of the mangrove swamp.

For the first time since resuming active duty after the Nicaragua disaster, Earving’s physical inability to scream felt like a catastrophic disability.

Soldier Boy hauled his prize out onto the exposed shoreline, clearly intending to kill Earving with his bare hands. He was beginning to crouch, one fist already pulled back for maximum impact. 

But at the absolute precipice of annihilation, something primal snapped inside Earving's subconscious.

He seamlessly twisted between Soldier Boy’s feet, pushed up and drove a combat blade straight into the tyrant's ear canal, and immediately sprinted for the horizon. It was a deeply ingrained trauma response, a raw flight reflex that Earving didn't even realize his muscle memory retained.

As his boots pounded the shoreline, he was already using his free hand to gouge the Vought tracking chip directly out of his forearm with another blade. Blood dripped away from the gash he'd made in his skin, his movements entirely governed by a frantic urge to survive and a stubborn refusal to die in Benjamin's hands. 

He used the exact same bloodied blade to quickly slit the throat of their boatman from Vamizi, eliminating the only witness, before climbing onto the boat. 

Within seconds, the watercraft was drifting away from the nightmare island. 

Earving stood on the floorboards, vibrating like a malfunctioning diesel generator while he watched a furious Soldier Boy stomp along the surf, followed closely by Annie bursting from the mangroves only to be violently knocked out onto the sand by the ancient titan.

For seventeen following days, Earving Davis completely dropped off the grid.

It wasn't the way he had disappeared after Nicaragua. That disappearance occurred methodically over six years, and Vought could still track him back then. This one took a single night, a stolen boat, and a split-second act of cowardice he replayed in his head often enough to make himself sick.

The abandoned Buster Beaver's Pizza franchise sat miles from civilization. The company had gone bankrupt years ago, leaving behind boarded-up windows and a fiberglass mascot with half its face smashed in by vandals and weather.

Earving found the architectural decay oddly soothing. The restaurant looked exactly the way he felt inside.

He spent the vast majority of his daylight hours with a bottle glued to his palm.

Sometimes it was cheap whiskey, sometimes it was whatever rubbing-alcohol adjacent spirit he could scavenge from the back room. At this stage of the collapse, the flavor profile was entirely irrelevant.

He sat cross-legged among overturned plastic tables and faded depressing birthday banners while the psychological ghosts of his previous life took turns keeping him company. 

The phantom lineup was exhaustive. His father loomed in the corner, Benjamin sneered from the shadows, his deceased mother and surviving sisters hovered near the kitchen, and Stan Edgar watched dispassionately from across the room. 

Even Madelyn Stillwell made an appearance, sporting a bullet hole in her face. His old teammates from Payback materialized as charred, smoking corpses, universally blaming him for their respective demises.

Occasionally, Annie or John would join the hallucinated audience, staring at him from across the linoleum floor with accusing silence. Those were the absolute worst days.

By the tail end of the first week, Earving finally ran out of lies to tell himself.

Everything he had done over the previous year to try and stop yet another catastrophe from happening, to try his best to not lose his loved ones had been for nothing.

He had warned Payback, and they died. He had pushed Stan to develop V-Shield, and people died. He had killed Madelyn to protect the secret, and the secret came out anyway. He had bugged Annie's comm channels to stay ahead of the investigation and she uncovered the truth regardless.

He had abandoned her on Pembe Island to save himself, and somehow she survived without him; something she'd proven to him yet again.

But no matter how much Earving mentally punished himself with the sinking feeling of guilt, the thoughts always circled back to John eventually.

No matter how much whiskey he'd poured down his throat, no matter how many ghosts visited him inside the abandoned restaurant, they always returned to the same place.

John.

He had spent nearly two decades watching the entire planet fundamentally misread Homelander. Most people around him perceived a pathologically narcissistic manchild, a star-spangled living weapon engineered for corporate dominance. 

They weren't entirely wrong either. Earving had personally witnessed and actively scrubbed enough horrific crime scenes over the years to possess an intimate understanding of exactly what John was capable of.

Yet, he also possessed an exclusive view of the man behind the atrocities. That specific version of John was absolutely nothing like Soldier Boy.

Earving vividly remembered life with John after hours at Seven Tower. They suffered through their own terrible movies at cinemas, passed sarcastic notes in executive meetings, and shared private jokes that would completely baffle outsiders. 

Without speaking, they navigated a silent body language John had built just for them.

It was a genuine friendship that somehow managed to survive two decades inside the most toxic and dysfunctional ecosystem on the planet.

For all his terrifying, apocalyptic faults, John had never once treated Earving like a lowlife freak. He never lingered too long on the damaged side of his face. He never offered patronizing pity, and he never decelerated his speech patterns to accommodate the extensive brain damage Soldier Boy had violently left behind.

John had simply looked past the visible flaws and acknowledged Earving as a person. That single act of basic humanity had been more than enough to cultivate a fierce, unwavering loyalty that the public could never possibly comprehend.

And somewhere along the way, that loyalty had become love.

Earving wasn't exactly sure when it happened. Maybe it happened gradually over time. Maybe it happened all at once. Maybe it had happened the first time John had kissed him. 

It hardly mattered now.

What mattered was that Soldier Boy had returned, and Earving had lied and kept things from John. 

Every warning he gave Stan, every frantic attempt to shield the remnants of Payback, and every sleepless night spent bottlenecking the crisis had been fueled by a singular paranoia: that John would unearth the truth, and everything they had together would end. 

He was paralyzed by the thought that the one person who loved him for exactly who he was would finally look at him and see a traitor.

So Earving buried the secret, piled another on top of it, and then another, until eventually he was standing atop a mountain of lies so large he could no longer remember where the first one had started.

Sitting in the dead quiet of the desolate restaurant and reflecting back on his life, Earving genuinely wished he still possessed working vocal cords.

Because if the entire apparatus finally collapsed, if Soldier Boy won, if John learned the truth, and if their two decades of friendship burned to ashes around them, there remained one critical thing Earving had never actually managed to say to John. 

How much he actually loved John. 

And he suspected he had run out of time to say it.

One day, while scavenging supplies, Earving caught a glimpse of a news report playing through the window of a gas station. The broadcast claimed Starlight had sustained injuries in the “ongoing space war” and remained under medical supervision. 

The cover-up story was obviously nonsense, and Vought lied more often than most people breathed. But she was alive. For the first time in over two weeks, Earving felt something other than dread, a sense of relief and shame he couldn't shake. 

That night Earving caught his reflection in a dusty arcade machine and found himself staring at the same frightened young man who had big dreams that are long dead now. Dangerous dreams that led him where he was now.  

Earving suddenly realized something almost insulting in its simplicity at that moment, an epiphany. 

He was tired. He was tired of running, tired of hiding, tired of spending his life surviving instead of living, and most of all, he was tired of watching the people he loved pay for his choices.

The following morning, seventeen days after he'd escaped Pembe Island, Earving returned to his mother's home in Riverdale which now sat empty without her. He'd scavenged the spare laptop he kept hidden in the house and logged into Vought's servers to locate Annie’s tracking chip. 

For a long moment, he simply stared at the screen; part of him wanting to close it, part of him wanting to disappear again.

And then the location appeared, a truck stop diner about one and half hours of drive away. 

Earving studied the address and convinced himself that there was no fixing any of this, that no apology would undo what he had done, and no explanation would erase it. But Annie deserved an apology anyway.

John deserved the truth.

If Soldier Boy was still hunting, surviving that had always been a statistical impossibility. Perhaps he was simply engineered to die in the hands of either the father or the son. The only logical play left on the board was to go back, even if it meant his immediate execution.

An hour later, Earving was on the highway. If being in love had taught him anything, it was that love eventually demanded to be expressed. Perhaps coming clean and dying for it was the closest thing he had left to a confession for both John and Annie.

It was a strange thought, but then again, most of Earving Davis's life had been spent saying things without a voice. 

Perhaps that was the tragic irony of Black Noir; nobody would ever truly know how his mind worked. 

Notes:

Only one more chapter left :) Basically a "Well, it's all out now. So what are you going to do about it?"

Songs that really inspired this chapter:

Graveyard by The Devil Makes Three
Old Number Seven by The Devil Makes Three

Thank you for reading! 💜💜

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