little fires of desire
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blue pale darling by stendhal
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
14 Feb 2022
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Mahito is not the first boy he falls in love with.
The first boy he fell in love with had hair dark like the night sky but was so bright, he used to shine like the sun in the face of all his storminess; Mahito shone in his own way, only, in the dark with the distant stars and foreign moons, too cold to feel anything good from other than pleasure pulled from his core. But, Mahito is the first boy he kisses, the first one to make him realize and admit aloud all the things that keep him up at night, and in some ways, that’s so much worse.
And Gojo calls it romantic, but he’s never put much stock into the ramblings of a sociopath. Five months of fucking and fighting between his pre-semester studies can hardly be called romantic or a relationship.
Insanity, maybe.
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- Part 1 of little fires of desire
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old themes & the murmur of half-dreams by stendhal
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
03 Mar 2022
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There’s not a category Nanami has that he’ll ever fall into, but those tiny cracks Nanami keeps exposed beg for him to fill them, slip inside undetected and keep Nanami warm at the core.
He’s not so sentimental as to say Nanami is the one he loves, but there’s a power to be had when it comes to reducing a man like Nanami to his baser instincts, and really, that’s more promising than the concept of love will ever be.
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- Part 2 of little fires of desire
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invisible ink by stendhal
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
20 Apr 2022
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It refuses to be categorized into something so simple as love because it’s less than, more than, unequal to, and better than. It’s a hopeless, tangled dichotomy of avoidance and obsession that he’ll never unravel in this life or their next.
He is weak, selfish, and greedy and will devour all that Mahito decides he deserves because there’s nothing much else he has left.
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- Part 3 of little fires of desire
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all the best of us in alcohol and sweat by stendhal
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
03 Jul 2023
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His hand slides lower, almost as if disconnected from his body completely, and he drags his thumb across the dark sweep of Mahito's lashes, then down further to push against the curve of his bottom lip.
His eyes linger on Mahito's lashes. There's no mascara; his natural lashes are simply darker than they used to be, and it's endearing in ways he doesn't quite want to think about tonight. It's not the Mahito he knows, and yet it is.
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- Part 4 of little fires of desire
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to touch the boundless by stendhal
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
10 Aug 2023
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Three turn to four, and the sheets smell like Nanami. That's all he can focus on.
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- Part 5 of little fires of desire
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painted clouds and desert blooms by stendhal
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
31 Oct 2023
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And later, much later, when the sun's starting to push past the Tokyo skyline, and he's stuck holding on to a half-smoked cigarette and too-sweet coffee they're pretending not to share:
"Been thinkin', too," Mahito says, reaching for the coffee mug like they're in a conversation he doesn't remember being a part of.
Realistically, staring at the sun bouncing off the glass of all the buildings in front of them feels moderately safer than accidentally memorizing another brand of Mahito—the one with tied-up hair and sun-bathed arms painted in purples and yellows from last night, draped in another one of his old shirts from his twenties during his embarrassing phase that've been forgotten deep in his closet.
"Congratulations," he says, taking a drag from the cigarette, trying to cultivate some form of inner peace and restraint instead of blurting out all the unnecessary romantic things he can feel clogging up his throat like an old, rusted pipe.
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- Part 6 of little fires of desire
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with you, without you by stendhal
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
14 Jul 2024
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Birthdays are special, after all.
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- Part 7 of little fires of desire
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how it tastes of love by stendhal
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
16 Oct 2024
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Before, it was with Shoko: something convoluted for a research paper. The actual reasoning escapes his memory, but with Shoko, it was clinical, impersonal. It was uncomfortable noticing how big his hand looked around her skinny, mole covered neck. The perceived power imbalance back then felt like a grimy film against his skin but like this... with Mahito wet and loose around his cock, wholly submissive like he never is,
He licks his lips. Like this, with Mahito, he... he might like it.
OR: They're not young and in college anymore, yet Nanami finds himself still susceptible to all of Mahito's dangerous, asinine whims.
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- Part 8 of little fires of desire
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something good can work by stendhal
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
11 Nov 2024
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On any given day, the things that he and Mahito agree on vary.
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- Part 9 of little fires of desire