Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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Charles was so pissed off; he knew how devastating social media could be for a racing driver's mental balance. Those words would become stuck in Carlos' brain, and haunt him like ghosts. He had been there before, unfortunately. "I wanted to talk to you and here you are, depressedly reading words that come out from fucking strangers who pontificate from their sofa and who don’t know anything about us or what it means to be a Formula 1 driver."
His tone was terribly nervous, and he knew he was probably wrong in being so aggressive towards Carlos, yet... Charles was so temperamental. He always acted first, then he reflected on things. He listened to his gut and was extremely protective of the people he cared about.
And he loved Carlos in an incredible way.
[Charles and Carlos talk after the British Grand Prix. A lot of conflicted feelings and so much love between two special teammates/boyfriends]
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- Part 1 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste? by Ilarina
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
15 Jul 2022
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But Charles was already far from him, elsewhere, in a place where no one could reach him.
Not even Carlos."I-I..." Charles tried to talk to him, but without success. His breathing became heavy, the palms of his hands were pressed into the sockets of his eyes so deeply that it seemed to Carlos that he wanted to erase all his current thoughts from his mind like that. “I can't watch people getting hurt on the track. Carlos, I can't do this anymore. If something bad happened to you today, I- "
Seeing Charles like this was torture for Carlos. It was as if someone was tearing bits from his skin and sprinkling his living flesh with acid; a horrible feeling, which was making him want to scream.
He couldn't lose his temper, though. It had to be Charles's rock, a solid rock he could hold on to, and reassure him as much as possible while he was crumbling in front of him.
[Carlos and Charles share a car before going back to Italy after the race. And Charles is deeply traumatized by Carlos' accident]
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- Part 2 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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But there's nothing to be afraid of, even when the night changes by Ilarina for Antartide
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
28 Jul 2022
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"You even let me sleep in your bed! I know that when I drink a lot I'm a bit annoying and I talk a lot, I am so sorry! I must have tormented you, even if I don't remember it at all... I don't remember anything since we left karaoke in Claudio's car together," Carlos stated sincerely, before rubbing his temples with his hands.And everything collapsed for Charles like a miserable sand castle torn down by the fury of the waves. Everything he had thought could happen between them up to literally a minute before, the beginning of something beautiful with a special person, was swept away, leaving him as disoriented as after a violent earthquake.
Yes, he felt the earth crumble under his feet and he clung with one hand to the counter of his kitchen to avoid throwing up, even if his hangover was definitely over.
Every single thing had gone up in smoke in front of him, without being able to do anything about it.
[Carlos and Charles drank a lot and something happened. Something that changed everything between them. But only Charles remembers]
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- Part 3 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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They fought together, even when the odds were unbalanced between them, like that weekend in France due to the penalty inflicted on Carlos's engine. And they fucking did it sublimely.They weren't enemies hindering each other, as someone had assumed after Silverstone. They weren’t rivals one step away from hating and destroying everything, like Hamiton and Rosberg. They were an exception in a world where friendship and, above all, love were something very difficult to obtain and very easy to lose.
Charles said Grande Carlos! as soon as he took pole, he had reiterated the same concept in at least three different languages in the last few hours. But now, finally, he would let his body speak on the subject. E mamma mia, he would have worshiped him as a God for what he was able to give him.
That pole wasn't just Charles's, it was the result of an incredible job with Carlos.
And that specific awareness fed even more the desire he had to hold him, touch him, give him pleasure and love.
[after the P1 at Le Castellet, Charles goes to Carlos to thank him. Resulting sexy times]
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- Part 4 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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"However, from time to time, something betrays us. Or we betray ourselves. But that's how F1 is. We have one final race before summer break and we need to focus. You and I want a 1-2 again and we are gonna make it this time, okay?" he asked, brushing Charles’s face as if he had a feather instead of fingers.The tenderness and the love he felt for Charles were able to bring out something incredible inside of him. He never thought he could be able to be so delicate, so understanding towards another person.
But it was as natural to Carlos as breathing to be like that for Charles.
He just loved him.
"Everybody has already forgiven you. Mattia, the muretto, the team, the tifosi, me... I think it's time to start forgiving yourself for this mistake as well."
[After the France GP, Carlos talks to Charles. It's not that easy, but he manages to comfort him]
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- Part 5 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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Everything will be alright if you keep me next to you by Ilarina for Itsallright
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
06 Aug 2022
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Within a second, an intense gaze was exchanged between them, rich and balanced. It was almost as if they were thinking the same thing at the same time.So their faces came closer and their mouths attached to each other, intent on exchanging kisses. They were very light at first, and then more and more intense and passionate. As if the force of attraction between them was an inevitable principle of physics.
Their hands clasped tightly and landed on Carlos's chest, right above his heart, and that contact comforted Charles more than a thousand words.
There was no one else in the world who could understand his frustration and anger like Carlos. And the fact that they could share a love bond, even if it lived in secret from external eyes, helped him to overcome those negative feelings that threatened to stay for so long into his mind.
Carlos was the most important reward he always had by his side, and he would never change that for anything in the world.
[Charles feels so sad and disappointed after the GP. But Carlos knows how to make him forget all the rest for a while]
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- Part 6 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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I know I'd never be me without the security of your loving arms by Ilarina
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
12 Aug 2022
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"I'm sorry about one thing only, though, you know?" he asked him, pulling away from Charles's devastatingly gorgeous face.Doubt ran through Charles's features like their Ferrari cars on a track. "What are you talking about?"
Carlos put on a mischievous expression on his face before answering him.
"You won't be able to enjoy my new bathing suit. And that's a real shame, if you ask me. So I would like go to your bathroom for a second, get changed, and show you my new gift. I have the distinct feeling that you'll like it a lot," he laughed in a breath of spontaneity and sudden cheer.
At those words, Charles began to shine. His green eyes blazed with joy, as if Carlos had just communicated that he would still be able to win the WDC.
"Yes, I'd like it so, so much," was all he said before staring at him and smiling at him with an enchanted expression painted on his adorable dimples.
[Charles gives to Carlos a last special gift before summer break. And they both love it very much]
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- Part 7 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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And at that moment Charles's brain packed his bags again and went to take another vacation, because he really felt every single concept stuck into his mind vanish and turn to dust in a matter of seconds.He silently ran his eyes all over Carlos's body – oh mamma mia, ma quanto era abbronzato?! His skin was so tanned, like kissed by the sun. He seemed so relaxed and he was so handsome, Charles felt his breath leaving his lungs for good - before grabbing him by the arm and dragging him into his bedroom, immediately closing the door behind them.
Charles was quick to smile at him, probably like the foolish lover he was, and admire him for a few more moments before literally throwing himself into his arms, like a stormy wave that met the sea.
But he didn't feel stormy at all, which he actually was very often. Indeed, the feelings he was experiencing at that moment were the opposite: serenity and peace took possession of every single fiber of his body, which relaxed like never before in Carlos's arms.
[Summer break is finally over and Charles is so desperately eager to see his Carlos and be with him again]
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- Part 8 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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"Do you know I should be very angry with you right now?" he whispered to him as he ran his fingers over the skin of his arm with such lightness that he felt like he had feathers instead of fingertips.Carlos stared at him in amazement. "Sei arrabbiato con me? What have I done to you?" he asked him.
“When we shot the post-race video on the couch, you teased me the whole time. You constantly instigated me with your body, with your hands, and with your gaze. You're completely crazy behaving like this, you know? Tu sei matto!"
A feignedly innocent expression was painted on Carlos's splendid features. Charles knew him very well: under that playful candid child’s façade, there was a true tempting devil whose mission was to drive him mad at the least opportune moments.
[Charles wants to make Carlos pay for being so reckless in public. In his own way]
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- Part 9 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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He closed his eyes dreamily and ran his ring-filled fingers across Carlos's soft cheeks - it was almost like slipping and sinking in a sea made of honey. Such an incredible thing.Then Charles found the strength to speak and opened his mouth to say just two words.
Words that were extremely charged with special meaning into his heart. He uttered them in a low voice with all the love that he felt overflowing in his heart for the wonderful man he had in front of him.
"Buon compleanno."
A deep sigh reached Charles's ears, as if his wishes were an incredible and unexpected gift for Carlos. So he hugged tightly his boyfriend, trapping him between himself and the door with no chance of escape.
A couple of seconds later, Charles felt Carlos' fingers dart over the muscles of his back covered by his Ferrari t-shirt, stroking it with such sweetness that it almost brought tears to his eyes.
[After his public surprise, Charles is able to wish Carlos a very happy birthday in his own private way]
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- Part 10 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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"Anyway, even if you make fun of me in front of everyone, I know you care about me and love me... you don't really think what you said during the Shell video. I'm better than oil, right?" he asked him in a light tone, in an obvious attempt to brighten the atmosphere.Carlos's thoughts suddenly stopped after that innocent question, posed in a carefree, almost laughing way by Charles. All of his feelings for him mixed together in a split second and clustered perfectly around what he really felt about him.
And a new intense core was formed in the most intimate part inside Carlos, a part that freely took possession of everything else. That core cleared every single obstacle it encountered along its path, with a force so powerful that he felt overwhelmed.
[after the disaster in Holland, Carlos realizes his true feelings for Charles. And it's not a picnic for him]
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- Part 11 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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Charles watched the video Pierre had sent with his heart pounding in his ears, he literally didn’t know what to expect... it could be anything.It was a clip of just a few seconds, and he immediately recognized where it was filmed.
On the beach of Zandvoort, the previous Thursday. He was playing at some game and Carlos was watching him, inciting him with an unmistakable sentence in front of the cameras.
“You are doing great, love!”
Oh mamma mia.
[Charles and Carlos see the infamous You are doing great, love! video. But they have a lot of support from their friends]
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- Part 12 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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He never had a friend like Carlos in his whole life.Maybe it was because he didn't even know what he looked like, or because they didn't know each other in person, since they lived in two distant countries.
Yet Charles felt that there were no judgments of any kind from Carlos towards him; it was freeing to be able to talk to someone like him about everything each passing day.
Besides, he was terribly nice, witty, cheerful - he found himself laughing out loud so many times when they chatted. Carlos talked about the things that happened to him in such a funny way that he just couldn't help it.
How strange... Charles felt completely free to be himself with him, even if only through his cell phone's screen.
[Charles and Carlos met online thanks to Formula 1 and Ferrari. This is the beginning of a wonderful friendship... or maybe something more?]
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- Part 13 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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You're in my mind all of the time (I know that's not enough) by Ilarina for Itsallright
Fandoms: Formula 1 RPF
25 Sep 2022
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While listening to his words, Carlos felt his astonishment dissolve into a cloud of nervousness that enveloped from head to toe in an instant.In his veins, he felt something glowing flowing through him, as if it were gasoline ready to ignite.
"Yeah… it matters so much that you've been in Ibiza with people who only know you because you're a Ferrari driver, people that don't care about you, and don't know anything about you," was his angry reply.
A distant part of his brain advised Carlos to bite his tongue and shut the fuck up, but the exasperation and pain he felt inside himself had reached a too high level to be repressed in any way.
It was like being a raging river that was about to overflow and overwhelm everything around it.
[Carlos invites Charles to his Mallorca villa for summer break, but things go really wrong]
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- Part 14 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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"So, how was the interview with Fedez? Did they interrogate you with uncomfortable questions? Or maybe some questions were disturbing? Very personal and embarrassing topics? " he asked laughing, distracting him from the crazy pinwheel of his own mind.Charles grinned at his curiosity. "No, everything went well in the end. Even though we talked a lot about pee and things like that at the beginning."
Just thinking about that surreal part of his chat with Fedez made him want to laugh out loud again.
Then Charles cleared his throat and spoke to Carlos, wearing his heart on his sleeve. "But I must confess you it was very strange to me doing interviews without you... being alone is strenuous now, you know?"
Carlos looked at him for a second with a strange look on his face, as if what he had just heard had created a small internal short circuit. But then Charles felt his own shoulder collide with his, his voice as light as a feather.
"What are you talking about? You are fine without me."
[Charles and Carlos talk the day after Monza. And it's time for Charles to remember other special moments shared with Carlos in the past]
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- Part 15 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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Then Carlos placed his forehead on Charles's face, looked him in the eye with those brown irises so warm and deep they would have silenced any poet, and spoke to him."You don't know how happy I am that you approached me that night in 2018. Everything between us started in such a special place for me," he confessed to him softly, like a secret, as he finally began to give him his first strong thrusts. "I love you so much."
After hearing his statement, Charles felt his eyes fill with tears. But it was stupid to start crying while he was taking so much pleasure with Carlos. So he miraculously managed to push his tears back.
He leaned towards Carlos and kissed him with the whole soul, his fingers sinking into the soft skin of his shaved cheeks.
"You are telling me... Look at us, now. We're here, together, celebrating our love," he began to say, before being interrupted by a particularly delightful movement of Carlos's pelvis that took his breath away from his throat.
[Charles and Carlos's first meeting in 2018 in Singapore and so much more between them years later, in 2022]
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- Part 16 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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On Thursday, they had shot a video based on the TikTok running trend - Charles was between his thighs and was running wriggling on the spot, and they had so much fun doing it. Then Carlos had to retreat into the bathroom to calm down and immerse his face in cold water, but it was just his problem.Carlos immediately proposed to take him in his arms because he was stronger than Charles, and he knew that he would be able to carry his weight. But he had done it also because he knew that this would be one of the last moments of lightheartedness before his future love confession shattered everything.
Those days in Japan represented the last chance for Carlos to take advantage of every single shared opportunity to say goodbye to Charles and the way they were with each other - because they would never be like that again.
Once he said those three words that always buzzed in his head, everything would change between the two of them.
[Carlos tries to declare his feelings to Charles in Singapore and in Japan. But nothing goes right]
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- Part 17 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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"Coupons are organized by color. The green ones are for innocent requests, like Coupons for a home cooked dinner, coupons for ice cream, coupons for a shopping session, and so on. The orange ones are potentially dangerous, because I know you well," Carlos chuckled during in his perfect illustration. Charles was truly speechless. "They are coupons for actions that could become sexual, such as Coupons for a massage, a kiss with the tongue, etc. And then we have the red coupons, which are exclusively for the two of us in bed."Charles's fingers quickly went to check all the binder sections, and it was true.
A soft laugh escaped from his lips... there were more than forty coupons in there, probably.
How the fuck had he even managed to think of forty different things for him?!
Carlos was truly extraordinary.
"Now, since you are the birthday boy and I don't see you particularly tired... how about if you chose a couple of red coupons and let's see what happens tonight?"
[Charles is the birthday boy. And Carlos just wants to give him everything he might want or need... with his body and his soul]
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- Part 18 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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"There is nothing I can tell you to make you feel better, I know. But you are and will always remain an exceptional and very talented driver for me," he began to tell him with his heart in hand.Then Charles, he didn't quite understand how, took courage and raised his own hand to rest it on Carlos's fingers, clenched in a fist above his thigh.
That little physical contact immediately gave Charles immense relief, and he hoped it would be the same for Carlos too.
"And I'm proud to be your teammate. No matter what, okay?" he confessed to him, smiling.
Cazzo, they were so tired, the race had been terrible - albeit in different ways - but, for Charles, having Carlos by his side always remained the best thing in the world.
He loved him desperately, he loved him more than the oxygen he breathed, and he just wanted to make him understand that everything would pass, as usual.
[Charles tries to console Carlos after his second DNF in a row. But something important finally happens between them]
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- Part 19 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine
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Fuck. His heat had begun.And nothing or no one would have been able to block it.
The inevitable thing about nature was this: it couldn't be stopped in any way. It would have been like trying to control an avalanche armed with a teaspoon.
Regretfully, Charles already knew what awaited him. Within two hours of his first symptoms appearing, his condition would become intolerable.
The omega he had inside of him would only and desperately want to have an alpha to mate with; he would have demanded at any cost a hard cock to be filled with as much as possible, to follow his natural will.
The feverish sensation that was charring his body with each breath would become unbearable until Charles began having constant and fast sexual intercourses with another alpha.
[Charles's first heat in five years explodes during Monaco GP. Thanks to the FIA, he entirely spends it with a unknown alpha. But Charles starts to develop some feelings for his secret, but also strangely familiar, partner]
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- Part 20 of Senza fine, tu sei un attimo senza fine