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    The truth of the matter is, Kaveh has no idea how to read Alhaitham. He prides himself on being an expert at understanding people, his empathetic heart lending him the capacity to relate deeply with those around him (oftentimes to his detriment). But with Alhaitham, there is nothing for him to read; no clues from his cool expression for him to grasp. The man appears stoic all the time even during their petty bickering.

    Honestly, when was the last time Kaveh has seen the man do anything except smirk or frown? Does Alhaitham feel happiness? Has he ever seen the man laugh?

    Kaveh's mind is drawing a blank on the latter and it...bothers him deeply.

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    Kaveh devises a plan to get Alhaitham to smile by being aggressively nice to the man (and also maybe if he makes Alhaitham happy, he can score a discount on his rent or something). Alhaitham thinks Kaveh ate some mind-altering mushrooms and is, understandably, confused and mildly afraid.

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    Blond hair looked gold in the setting sun. His hand flitted like a bird, pecking here and scraping there. His head gently bobbed up and down, grasping something in his mind before using charcoal to burn it to the paper in front of him. When he paused in his work, his graceful fingers moved like water, twirling a thin pencil around the fine floss of his thoughts.

    Kaveh knew he needed to stop when he started being able to draw Alhaitham from angles he hadn’t studied.

    Kaveh knew he couldn’t stop when he was able to draw Alhaitham entirely from memory.

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    OR: two lonely boys co-exist, express their feelings, fight about nonsense, and fall in love; not necessarily in that order.

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    Kaveh looked towards the bathroom door. A soft and gentle call out, reminding him he wasn't alone. Alhaitham must have noticed he was still in there. Slowly the lion came out, shaking his head softly. Alhaitham was quick to pull him into a hug. His hands gripped at the snow leopard's shirt. When he was being held by his mate, things felt okay. The world felt less crushing with Alhaitham’s strong arms looped around him.

    He rocked side to side gently, doing anything he could to comfort his mate. The snow leopard’s tail draped loosely around the lion’s thigh. He could smell the anxiety and disappointment in his pheromones. In all honesty, it broke Alhaitham’s heart that he couldn't take Kaveh’s pain away. The primal need to make sure his lion felt loved was all he could think about.

    Despite Alhaitham's sweet words, a heaviness weighed on Kaveh’s heart. He wanted to give his mate a cub. He wanted them to have a family together. A feeling of guilt blossomed in the deepest part of his brain. The part that said he wasn't good enough. The part that consumed him for a large portion of his life.

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    If Kaveh told anyone that his current best friend was a crow, they would call him insane.

    Especially as a single man living alone, with barely enough time to do anything fun with his actual human friends outside of overworking himself on commissions, stressing over clients, and crying himself to sleep over the occasional glass of wine.

    Kaveh gets courted by a crow and unknowingly finds himself a husband.

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    "Are you dating him?" Tighnari asked one afternoon when he caught the Scribe alone in the hallway.
    "Always." Alhaitham replied, without giving it a second thought.
    "Archons, Alhaitham. Does he know you're dating him?"
    Alhaitham snorted, a flush dashing across his high cheekbones. "What do you think?"
    Tighnari leveled a piercing stare at Alhaitham in return. "I think you both must've fallen out of the Stupid Tree and hit every branch on the way down." He shook his head. "Come on, Alhaitham! At some point, one of you is going to have to say something!"

    Alhaitham figures out his sexuality at fourteen years old. It takes Kaveh nearly twice as long. That doesn't stop Kaveh from making out with Alhaitham all over Sumeru in the interim.

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    Alhaitham and Kaveh are always together; that is a known fact in Sumeru. You could never pry those two apart, no matter how much they may say they want it. However, the people in Sumeru have begun to notice a rather… domestic… shift in their interactions. The citizens of Sumeru see it, the students at the Akademiya see it, and even some of their closest companions have noticed the change in behavior around their ill-tempered and levelheaded friends. The truth is, Alhaitham and Kaveh are in a relationship with each other. It is not a typical relationship, they argue, bicker, and fight -- but they love each other, nonetheless. While Kaveh tries to hide this fact, he does a poor job. Over time, the citizens of Sumeru start to realize something; their petty scholarly rivalry, that has been growing since their Akademiya days, is much more than that. As more and more people begin to put the pieces together, the question stands; How many people will figure it out before the two can say it on their own?

    5 times citizens of Sumeru put the pieces together, and the 1 time they don't have to anymore.

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    “What are you reading?” Alhaitham took a step closer to the for-once relatively tidy desk his roommate sat at, trying to peer over at the book’s contents.

    "I’m trying to learn Liyuean and this book is supposed to be helping me,” Kaveh responds shortly, barely even sparing a glance for the man who was now right beside him.

    Alhaitham’s brows furrowed, “And why exactly are you learning Liyuean?”

    “I’ve got a commission from the Tianquan in Liyue to build a public library and I’m meant to be staying there for a week or so soon and very few people speak Sumerian there."

    “I could go with you.”

    “You- what?”

    “I could go with you. To Liyue,” Alhaitham repeated calmly.

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    Or: Kaveh accepts a commission from Lady Ningguang in Liyue and Alhaitham proposes that he goes along to translate for Kaveh

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    “Hmph.” Kaveh steps closer. "So why choose to listen to my voice even when I’m complaining about you?”

    Alhaitham shuts his eyes. “Just because.”

    “Being a little vague there, Scribe Alhaitham.”

    “I just…” Alhaitham sighs. “I just really like your voice.”

    Or, Kaveh learns sign language because he fears that Alhaitham is growing tired of his voice. He doesn't understand that Alhaitham actually... loves it.

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    Alhaitham, without breaking eye contact with the offensive document, hums.

    “They want us to teach a seminar together.”

    There’s a long pause.

    Kaveh peeks out from under his arm.

    “Together?”

    “Yes.”

    A beat.

    “Us?”

    “Yes.”

    Another.

    “In the same room?”

    Alhaitham lowers the paper. “Apparently the Akademiya has developed a theory—tragically untested until now—that our ‘differing pedagogical approaches’ might foster ‘cross-disciplinary innovation and engagement.’”

    Or, how two intellectual disasters taught a seminar, destroyed a syllabus, kissed, and accidentally created a fandom.

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    Kaveh catches Alhaitham smiling for the first time in years.

    He can't stop thinking about it... and becomes slightly obsessed with trying to make it happen again.

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    On those days, the days with a hollowed stomach and tears trailing down his cheeks, he wonders if he was never good enough for his mother.

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    Trapped in a deadly time loop, a group of friends must survive thirteen cursed nights where monsters, masked killers, and their own fears hunt them down. With each gruesome death, the night resets—but time is running out.

    To break free, they must uncover the truth behind their missing friend, the horrors haunting the forest, and the sinister force that won’t let them see the dawn.

     

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    Inspired by the 2025 film Until Dawn

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    After a rough patch in his life, Kaveh begins to find strange gifts wherever he goes. The gifts are extravagant and precious but just who could they be from and for what reason?

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    Kaveh had been living with Alhaitham for a short time now. While their relationship was far from what it used to be, maybe with enough effort they could rebuild something similar.

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    Alhaitham and Kaveh have a figth and stop talking to each other.

    Alhaitham is scared to end up like the last big figth they had but doesn't know what to do. Tighnari and Cyno see this whole thing and how is affecting their friends and decide to interfere inviting them to the tavern for drinks and giving Alhaitham a chance to speak his mind.

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    Alhaitham's life has been a constant test that he is failing miserably. He doesn't know what he's doing wrong, or why it's so hard to just act the way everyone else does. Kaveh's little comments about his supposed lack of humanity aren't helping either. Does it matter that he knows he's not a machine if the whole world believes he is?

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    “You know, I never knew, that love could be so…”

    “Fulfilling?” He suggests.

    “Gentle.” Kaveh settles on.

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    Kaveh has burned through hundreds of toxic relationships, unfulfilling partners who only dated for his reputation, women who only liked him for his looks and men who only looked to derive pleasure out of him.

    He wonders, will Al-Haitham be different?

    Title from: Square - Mitski

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    Alhaitham helps Kaveh like the good roommate he is.

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    "You... you defended my design."

    "I defended sound architectural principles and basic economics. Your design happened to embody both." Alhaitham turned a page. "Don't read too much into it."

    But Kaveh was reading into it. He was reading into the way Alhaitham had memorized every detail of his sketches, the way he'd known exactly which arguments would resonate with Darzi, the way he'd stepped in without being asked.

    "You've been studying my work," Kaveh said quietly.

    Alhaitham's fingers paused on the page for just a fraction of a second. "I live here. It's unavoidable."

    "That's not an answer."

    Finally, Alhaitham looked up, and there was something in his expression that Kaveh couldn't quite name—something softer than his usual analytical detachment.

    "You're talented, Kaveh," Alhaitham said simply. "Frustratingly impractical, financially irresponsible, and prone to self-sabotage, but talented. It would be a waste to let someone like Darzi diminish that because you're too proud to speak his language."

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    Kaveh and Al-Haitham have been dating for years – if you ask Al-Haitham, that is.

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