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    Yuna could not have predicted she’d be sitting beside Ilya Rozanov in the warm breeze of a July evening, tucked behind the rock wall in Shane’s cottage backyard, grass tickling the backs of their legs. He wasn’t what she had expected. Quieter. Every bit as gorgeous as the TV screens sold him to be, and then some—baked into crooked grins and lopsided curls and sun-kissed skin and tilted accent. Beneath it all, a well. Too much, spilling over. She could see why her son fell so hard.

    In other words: Ilya and Yuna have a conversation when the Hollander family meets for dinner the day after Shane comes out.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    If there’s ever been any doubt in his mind just how much Shane loves this man, it vanishes with the glossy blankness of Ilya’s expression. Blood from a stone indeed.

    “My father was very fair,” Ilya says immediately, and it’s got the rigid, almost mechanical emphasis of something practiced a thousand times. “If I was bad, I pay price. No problem.”

    “I think maybe we have a different definition of the word fair.”

    “Yes,” Ilya admits. “Probably. Shane thinks so.”

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    08 Jan 2026

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    He loved the idea of them being his family after years of having none, and he wanted to make them happy, so he added second, third and fourth presents for each and every Hollander into his cart, and felt better and better with every next swipe of his card.

    or, a little peek into the first Christmas Ilya spends with Hollanders.

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    28 Dec 2025

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    This fic actively made me cry because it was so soft and so full of love. <3

  4. Rec 4

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    “How did you know that’s what I was thinking?” He asks, stroking the side of Jet’s face with his less occupied hand.

    ”Because it’s what I was thinking, and we know each other very well,” Jet replies, like it’s obvious, like it’s a fact. It should be a strange thought, because they’ve only known each other a few months now, at least in these bodies and in this life, but it isn’t strange at all.

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    25 Dec 2025

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    Soft post-canon Chan and Jet being domestic!

  5. Public Bookmark 7

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    On a snowy night in a mediocre inn, Yan Wushi is forced to consider mortality. He doesn’t like it.

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    24 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Old men Yanshen is everything to me!