Confusion_mississippi
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I Quit Talking Again, I Know You're Still Listening by Hyalophagia
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
07 Jul 2024
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"Andrew didn’t know how to stop something from breaking; he’d nearly died trying. But Neil had taught him it was possible to put the broken pieces back together, and he was determined to return the favour."
Neil was only a freshman and a rookie when he made his deal with Ichirou. He hadn't stopped to consider how much pressure he was putting on himself; he'd lived in danger his entire life and was used to fighting to stay alive. He'd be fine. He'd always been fine and he always would be. Right?
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11 Jan 2026
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And if I sob? And if I have a exticential crisis and die???? And I perish I guess
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“I don’t have the balls to kill anyone,” Jeremy admits. Andrew suddenly looks very interested. “But I know what kinda things can ruin somebody’s life. And I know how to make a loss hurt. If it was anyone else’s drink…”
The strobes flash white for a split second, and Andrew’s eyes are the yellow of a predator—a big cat, looking to pounce.
“But your own drink, you’d be fine having spiked?”
Jeremy slides him a glance, which he hopes explains more than his next words: “Nothing he puts in it would change me enough.”
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11 Jan 2026
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Neil’s deal with Ichirou requires extra bargaining. He now owes the Moriyamas three unspecified favors in exchange for his, Kevin's and Jean's lives. Neil is told that when he is called to collect, he had better do what he’s told—or he will pay for it in blood.
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10 Jan 2026
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Nathaniel going against his word and doing mafia business without stabbing himself for being compared to his father and comparing himself to him
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Sometimes, Neil Josten counting Kevin through a panic attack stitches him back together.
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- Part 1 of count on me
- Part 5 of my own fics i have a soft spot for
Bookmarked by Confusion_mississippi
09 Jan 2026
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Kevneil sweethearts, the concept of Kevin comparing being near Neil to the feelings he gets when playing exy is my Roman empires actually
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There's a new store in the neighborhood and it's dredging up a whole multitude of thoughts for Neil. He decided to give in and explore, and maybe share what he learnt with his family.
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- Part 2 of Polish Neil bc I want to
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08 Jan 2026
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Monsters bonding with comfort foods +polish Neil<3333, man I’m not doing my job right as a Mexican with Nicky as one of my fav charecters I need to headcannon thay man to hell and back, note to self.