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    because of you, because of me by

    Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

    16 Dec 2025

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    Phil realized his superpower when he was seven years old. He can summon a single pigeon any time and place he wants. Useless, but kind of fun.

    It takes Dan until he's thirty-four to figure out what his power really is.

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    19 Dec 2025

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    Next to You (It's the Rule) by

    Fandoms: Merlin (TV)  

    11 Feb 2023

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    Arthur and Merlin have a special relationship. They always have, even when they were prince and servant. While many question it when first noticing, eventually it becomes an understanding in Camelot—and even among some other countries—that where there is Arthur, there is Merlin. And, where there is Merlin, there is Arthur.
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    Arthur and Merlin's relationship as witnessed and explained by others.

     

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    Five times someone realizes that Merlin is the Queen, one time Merlin realizes it himself, and one time he owns it.

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    11 Dec 2025

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    What a huge mistake (we should have done it earlier) by

    Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

    13 Dec 2025

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    Dan has just arrived in Manchester to study law, he's lost, lonely, and unsure where he belongs.
    Then he meets Phil. Something sparks between them… and then nothing.

    They become inseparable, but strictly platonic: soulmates who never cross the line.
    At least, not until one moment changes everything.

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    Going through the motions by

    Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

    18 Nov 2025

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    “My– my name is Phil Lester,” he says and he shouldn’t. He shouldn’t pause to wait for a response, to wait for recognition, but he does.

    There is none.

    “I need some– I need some legal advice?”

    “Yes, that is sort of what I figured when you called my law firm."

    Phil wakes up in an alternate reality where Dan and he have never met and does the only thing he can think of doing: Finding Dan.

    (And then not stopping to bother him.)

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    Warmth by

    Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)  

    24 Mar 2020

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    Friends with benefits really had to be the very best solution there was for any self-respecting immortal being on Earth. Handy. Convenient. The perfect way to de-stress with none of the hassle of trying to find a human willing to overlook the more demonic parts of appearance. It was reliable. Comforting even. Dependable, emotionless relief.

    Perfect, Crowley thought.

    Right up until the point when, well, it wasn’t.

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    28 Oct 2025