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weeding out our wildfires by tennessoui
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
13 Feb 2025
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Obi-Wan does not have a case of the flower disease.
But he does love Anakin far more than appropriate—far more than he ever intended to. It is a mockery of the Jedi Code, of the Order itself, the fervor for which Obi-Wan Kenobi loves Anakin Skywalker.
It is also a secret that he would quite happily take to the grave, should it come to it.
When he wakes in the middle of the night, chest spasming from a coughing fit, and looks down into his lap to find his sheets strewn with flowers and spots of blood, he thinks that perhaps it has.
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14 Dec 2025
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i've got nothing to lose (except everything you are) by teaforkenobi
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
17 Jul 2024
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Anakin knows it’s unwise to keep quiet, knows that Obi-Wan is the very first one he should tell if he suspects something odd is happening to him. But what is he going to say? “Oh, by the way, Master, I noticed when staring into your eyes and forgetting how to breathe that maybe I might be going blind or something. Weird, right?”
In a universe where unrequited love leads to a disease that drains your Force sensitivity, Anakin develops what he believes to be one-sided feelings for Obi-Wan.
(Or, two idiots suffer in silence, until they don’t.)
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14 Dec 2025
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the tuning fork by qigiined
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars Original Trilogy
14 Nov 2021
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“You’re a good person, Ani,” Padmé said.
His feet sought out that ornate, gilded doorframe. They stopped him in front of it so that he could turn back with a hand on the hilt of his saber.
“I’m not,” he said. “But I’m trying to become one. Our kids are an anchor for me. I just wish I could be one for them.”
(Anakin doesn't fall, but he and Padmé don't keep custody of Luke and Leia. Anakin tries to grapple with the consensual loss of his children while trying to stay in their lives. Meanwhile, someone murders a senator.)
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14 Dec 2025
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Hunting the Homeward Light by GreenQueenofClubs
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
09 Jun 2021
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When Anakin Skywalker was nine, he left his whole life and mother behind to follow Qui-Gon Jinn to Coruscant and the Jedi Temple.
When Anakin Skywalker was twelve, he left his whole life and Master behind to follow Mace Windu to the Outer Rim and away from the Jedi Order.
When Anakin Skywalker was twenty…
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08 Dec 2025
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deep water by orphan_account
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
15 Mar 2022
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Love is a constant terror of loss, Obi-Wan instructs Anakin, once.
He's twenty-seven when he says this. He’s had vague nightmares of war but no real knowledge of it. He hasn’t yet taken charge of a quarter of a million lives, hasn’t locked eyes with Cody and heard him say General, say Obi-Wan. At that moment he has no idea what it’s like to love the way his padawan loves, greedily, with grasping hands, desperate to see the depth of his hunger reflected back at him. He has loved, Qui-Gon and Siri and Quinlan and Bant, but these have all been loves that he was able to make himself ignore.
He has no idea, yet, what it’s like to feel love that he cannot ignore.
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05 Dec 2025