amberswansong

A redhead with glasses and cat ears



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    Stories set between the canon timeline through Future Tense.

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  1. Public Bookmark 6

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    "When you're masturbating, what feels good?" Andrew asks after a second.

    Jeremy frowns and looks at the ceiling, wracking his brain for an answer. "I-I don't know. My hand? I have this pocket toy."

    "Do you ever finger yourself?"

    Jeremy's face goes pink, but he nods.

    "What do you think about when you do?"

    "U-Uh, I guess I usually think of Jean, now."

    "Do you imagine him touching you any way specific?"

    Jeremy swallows thickly as he nods. His hands are shaking as he hugs his sides. "Yeah."

    "How do you imagine?"

    He shrugs and looks away from Andrew. "I don't know. Like I'm worth something for once in my life."

    Andrew tries not to react too visibly to his choice of words. He relates to them rather heavily.

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    17 Nov 2025

  2. Rec 4

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    It was a pickup game where Neil got caught.

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    19 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The most beautiful faerie shifter AU you could possibly imagine.

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    During Andrew's first year as a professional exy player, after months spent apart, Andrew and Neil reunite to spend the weekend together. It rains. There’s ramen and tender feelings — among other things.

    (There's also a cat.)

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    22 Jun 2025

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    “You want to have an heir?” The skepticism is palpable in his tone, as though he’s sure he must have misunderstood her. She doesn’t quite blame him.

    “No,” she replies, painfully honest. “I want to have a baby, Xaden. But I’m willing to give you an heir.”

     

    Lonely, desperate, and miserable, Violet’s life as reluctant queen of Tyrrendor in a post-war Aretia is less fairytale and more nightmare. When the husband she never asked for denies her the one last thing she’d hoped could improve her situation, she breaks.

     

    A tale of love and despair – and of how sometimes you need to break completely in order to heal and then, eventually, live.

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    06 May 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 8

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    Ridoc misses Liam. When he has a sexy dream featuring Liam, he and Bodhi work through their shared grief.

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    05 May 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    A meditation on grief. And sex, because Ridoc.