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  1. Rec *

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    Shane and Ilya's relationship is the best kept secret in all of professional hockey. That is, until an ill-fated Christmas party brings it all crashing down.

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    The night before Christmas, Shane gives Ilya a part of himself he thought he had to leave behind in Russia.

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    Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”

    “You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?

    “That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.” 

    Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”

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    Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.

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    Ilya gets his skates on and tests the ice underneath him. It feels nothing like their professional rinks, which are always perfectly smooth. Each little imperfection in the ice creates a bump that shocks up his legs, and he almost feels clumsy. Ilya hasn’t felt clumsy on ice since he was four years old.

    “Have you ever skated outside before?” Shane asks, noticing Ilya’s reaction. 

    “Maybe, once or twice,” Ilya lies. “But I am city boy, remember.”

    “Well, there’s no Zamboni.” Shane grins, and skates confidently past Ilya, further out into their small rink.

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    or, Shane and Ilya make the most of their Christmas break.

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