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  1. Public Bookmark 48

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    There's no hold backs at the cottage, so Shane asks Ilya when he first fell in love.

    or Shane rights a wrong from his own moment of realization.

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    16 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 81

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    Shane isn’t sure if Rozanov will understand his reasoning, if it makes sense to him, if he’ll comprehend why Shane likes the idea of Rozanov doing something to him that he normally wouldn't allow. It’s almost like a punishment – a punishment for wanting it, a punishment for lying, a punishment for losing. Shane didn’t like to lose, not on the ice, not to anyone, but he liked losing to Rozanov’s will, liked being forced under him. Only like this. Always like this.

    Rozanov is quiet long enough for shame and dread to invade Shane’s mind, his stomach twisting under the force of it, but then Rozanov soothes him, too, as he plants another kiss on Shane’s nape, and then two more, each one wet and hot. 

    “You want me to make a mess of you? Fuck, Hollander”, Rozanov groans, sounding almost painfully turned on. “You’re going to fucking kill me.” 

    Or, after losing a game against Boston, Shane asks Rozanov to fuck him without a condom.

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    16 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 65

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    “You want to be on top?” Ilya asks, sounding confused, which is fair because Shane hadn’t explained it very well. “You want to fuck me?”

    Shane shakes his head, and then frowns. “No. Well, not no, but that’s not what I mean. I want to… well.” He takes a breath. He has to just come out and say it. “I kind of want to….. Ride you while you’re tied up.” He says it all at once, very quickly. “While being in charge.”

    Shane wants to try out being in charge.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    Still, he’s felt like absolute shit for weeks, and the idea of sitting in his hotel room, where he would probably masturbate, cry, and have another night of fitful sleep, did not make him feel any better. Getting to be skin to skin with Ilya Rozanov did. And surely Rozanov wouldn’t be demanding Shane make a nest in his damn bed if he didn’t fully intend on actually kissing him in it and keeping him there until morning, right?

    Maybe that would be enough to pick Shane up out of this drop, keep it from happening again.

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    After not sending the "we didn't kiss" text, Shane's omega hormones go into distress mode. Despite trying to hide his symptoms and play through the misery, when Ilya Rozanov finds out what's going on, the alpha Shane's body wants most is determined to fix it.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    Shane has a thing. You know, a dildo.

    Ilya wants to see.

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    11 Jan 2026