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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    For a few seconds he only heard hurried breathing and hoarse sobs. Then, finally a quiet "chibi?".

    It sounded so small, so broken that Chuuya didn't know what to say for a moment.
    Why was Dazai calling him? Why was he crying and hyperventilating?

     

    Orrrr,
    Dazai's shit at self care, relapses, gets a virus and Chuuya pampers him better

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    01 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 59

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    “I don’t need a fucking nanny,” he snaps. Watching Dazai bristle is like watching a rock start talking. They’re standing with a cliff between them even though Chuuya could reach out and grasp his tie and choke him to death. Chuuya’s brain is still a scramble of images flashing at the back of his head; the shower of bullets he had to keep away from Dazai, the smug smirk he got in return. Them. Always them when they’re deployed together, and Chuuya’s reminded what it means to miss someone when he’s toeing his shoes alone on the foyer, mission completed.

    They’re two worlds colliding, and Chuuya isn’t a selfish man. He only wishes he could steal something—it’s not like he wants to keep Dazai or anything—but just… a keepsake. And that would be disgusting; wanting. “I’m okay. I’ve done this countless times without your stupid help."

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    19 Sep 2025

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    "He hadn’t realized his anxiety increasing until he came back to his body to hear Chuuya whispering comforting words in his ear and holding him tightly. “I didn’t know, I’m sorry Osamu.”

    Chuuya gently led him to their bed, and when Chuuya didn’t let go and instead chose to drift asleep in Dazai’s arms; Dazai knew he would be alright."

     

    (OR)
    Five times chuuya should have realized that dazai has a sleep disorder based attachment, and the one time dazai came clean about it.

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    12 Sep 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    "If I'd have known letting you get tortured was going to make you this pissy, I would have rescued you sooner." Dazai huffed, not bothering to stand up from where he'd landed on the ground.

    "It wasn't the torture," He said, glaring at Dazai, his voice raspy—more so than usual—from disuse. He hadn't spoken since they took Verlaine into custody.

    Dazai examined his nails with disinterest. "Oh, right. You were attached to that little group of friends?" He looked up at Chuuya, his uncovered eye not showing the slightest trace of emotion. "You guys had some dumb name, didn't you? What is with you and groups with dumb names? First, the sheep, now the flags. Really, it's embar—"

    Chuuya flung himself from the bed, landing on Dazai as he punched him. "Shut. Up," He hissed.

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    Chuuya isn't doing well after the events of Stormbringer, and Dazai annoys him into taking care of himself.

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    09 Sep 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    “I’m just overwhelmed,” Chuuya admits, that same grossly insecure twinge to his voice returning even stronger than before. “Sometimes I don't think I'm cut out for this.” This, being the mafia. This, being drowning up your neck in demands, missions, and paperwork. This, being coming home every day and washing the blood off your hands just to struggle through another sleepless night.

     

    Or : When Chuuya has a panic attack in the middle of a meeting, Dazai does his best to try and comfort him.

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    09 Sep 2025