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1. Public Bookmark 36

   a different side of me by dizzy

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Dec 2020

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • undiagnosed depression
   • one veiled reference to past suicide attempt
   • Internalized Homophobia
   • Family Issues
   • and a whole lot of dan and phil in love

   Summary

   Dan's early 2010 struggle with his home life, his future, and how Phil fits into everything.

   Series

   • Part 1 of we're all fucking fine 2020 advent fics

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   12,000

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   29

   Kudos:

   290

   Bookmarks:

   36

   Hits:

   3,145

   Bookmarked by femmeluna

   02 Jan 2026

2. Public Bookmark *

   the second tetris block by dizzy

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   07 Sep 2019

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Coming Out

   Summary

   Things seem to be falling into place for Phil.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   17,684

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Collections:

   1

   Comments:

   78

   Kudos:

   940

   Bookmarks:

   120

   Hits:

   10,113

   Bookmarked by femmeluna

   02 Jan 2026

   Bookmarker's Notes

   WONDERFULLLL

3. Public Bookmark 90

   banging on a heart of tin by dizzy

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Dec 2022

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Dan Howell
   • Phil Lester
   • Fluff
   • very fluff
   • the most fluff
   • you're gonna drown in it
   • that much fluff

   Summary

   Dan has a little crush.

   (Spoiler: It's on his boyfriend of thirteen years.)

   Series

   • Part 1 of fuck humanity save the bees 2022 daily fic advent

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   1,578

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   57

   Kudos:

   894

   Bookmarks:

   90

   Hits:

   6,815

   Bookmarked by femmeluna

   02 Jan 2026

4. Public Bookmark 41

   one night stand by dizzy

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   01 Jul 2024

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Tour Fic
   • Canon Compliant
   • Established Relationship
   • (this is not a cheating fic)

   Summary

   Dan meets a stranger in a bar during after one of his shows on the We're All Doomed tour.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,992

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   30

   Kudos:

   440

   Bookmarks:

   41

   Hits:

   4,072

   Bookmarked by femmeluna

   02 Jan 2026

5. Public Bookmark 26

   somewhere down the line by dizzy

   Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   27 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
   • Fluff
   • Dreams
   • dan howell has feelings
   • in both 2009 and 2025
   • bed sharing
   • Morning After

   Summary

   Dan drifts to sleep in Phil’s bed and dreams of a future that feels a little too real.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,696

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Collections:

   1

   Comments:

   17

   Kudos:

   283

   Bookmarks:

   26

   Hits:

   1,150

   Bookmarked by femmeluna

   02 Jan 2026

   Bookmarker's Notes

   oh my fucking GODDDD …YEAHHHH