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    After two years of noncommittal sex:

    Remus tells Sirius that he loves him. Sirius firmly rejects him. Remus tries to move on. Sirius is not happy.

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    Remus Lupin becomes king of the cockroaches, Fabian Prewett writes a book, Gilderoy Lockhart is a catfish, and Sirius Black realizes he's a fucking idiot.

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    08 Jan 2026

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    Sirius Black flees his wedding, still in his tuxedo, minutes before walking down the aisle. He doesn't think. He just drives. Until he sees a hitchhiker limping down the road with frayed bell bottom blue jeans, a graffitied wooden cane, and a sarcastic goddam mouth. He's heading west to seek his fortune in California and needs a ride. Sirius has a car and lots to run from. When you ain't got nothin, you got nothin to lose.

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    08 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 95

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    Sirius Black has never met a silence he didn’t want to fill with a bad joke, a cigarette, or a questionable hookup.
    Remus Lupin, on the other hand, studies silences like they’re something sacred—catalogues them, respects them, knows when to leave them alone.

    Sirius is grieving. Or maybe just aggressively not-grieving. He’s tired, a little unhinged, probably smells like lavender-scented mold, and trying (sort of) to tick off a self-improvement list that mostly reads like someone shouted “healing” into a Pinterest board.
    Then there’s Remus: tall, annoyingly clever, half-thrifted academic boy who smells like lemons and has zero patience for Sirius' rich-boy nihilism.
    This is a story about grief, group counseling, guilt, weird eye contact, sweaty concerts, mildew apartments, and two idiots who share a bit too much trauma. It’s about how sometimes the quiet people see you clearer than anyone else. And how maybe, just maybe, that turns out to be terrifyingly right.

    THE STORY IS NOW COMPLETE.

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    08 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 5

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    When Remus met Sirius for the second time, at his university's fundraiser auction, he looked like a true aristocrat in his black suit and slicked back hair. A stark contrast to a month earlier when he'd first seen him—stark naked.

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    02 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    Sirius Black is a good equestrian. Probably one of the best in his age group. One day, he's certain he'll enter the OL ring. But until then, he's still a schoolboy with huge dreams. Unfortunately for him, those dreams and other, more important stuff, have got in the way of school work the past two terms at Hartwick Riding Academy, and his mother isn't pleased, so she decides she'll hire a student who'll take care of Sirius's horse in all other circumstances than riding, so her son will have more time for studying. Sirius isn't very pleased with that.

    Remus was supposed to graduate last term. He was supposed to graduate and be finished with school, but that last Christmas changed everything. Changed him. He's not the same person he was before the accident, but he and his mother agreed that it'd be best if he tried to get back on track. So, back to school, retake the year. But Remus is in pain, and knowing his mother is tight with money, he doesn't want to ask her to pay for his pain medication prescriptions, so Remus gets a job.

    A story of love, healing, and dreams.

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    29 Dec 2025