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    Though his hair is now more ash than blonde, he ‘hasn’t aged a day’ in the hundred thousand or so you’ve spent apart. (That he spent without you. How many did you spend without him? Did you count? Surely you did.)

    Your eyes slip to his collarbone, pale skin and paler cloth. After whatever this is, will he fetch that stupid star? Did he wear it every day, is briefly removing it meant to flatter you?

    “You’ll enjoy it,” he whispers. “If you don’t, the fault is mine.”

    The King of Darknight intends to lay with his queen, who only recently recalled she was a queen at all, and is very, VERY jealous about a certain trinket.

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    21 Dec 2025

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    “Caleb,” you say, alarmed. He slides a palm over your scent gland, his fingers sending sparks through the sensitive surface. His pupils are blown wide and he’s breathing eagerly through his nose as he gazes at you.

    “It’s okay, Pipsqueak.” His voice is rough and tinged with excited desperation. Your heart rate picks up until you can feel your arteries thrumming in your neck and wrists. “This is normal. This is good.”

    It doesn’t feel good, it feels like dying, like the ancient fear you only ever uncover during close calls with Wanderers. “I don’t understand--” you croak, your voice fizzling into a choked groan. “What did you do to me?”

    Since learning you’re an omega two years ago, you’ve been on the run. Now, Caleb has caught you, and in your forced proximity the lines of your relationship and your own desires blur. Have you always wanted him like this?

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    05 Dec 2025

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    “Why don’t you run me through tonight’s plans?” Sylus says as he helps you into the car. “Since you’re my assistant now.”

    “Arrival in fifteen, shake hands, and get an invite to cocktail party at eight,” you go down the list on your fingers after you buckle yourself in. “Mingle until we’re either invited to a backroom or someone can give us a name. And then we kick their asses.”

    Sylus chuckles. He keeps his eyes on the road as he drives, shifting gear with one hand, the other lazily on the steering wheel. It’s effortlessly hot, and it annoys you a great deal. “There might be a few steps in between intelligence gathering and ass-kicking, but you got the gist of it. You are?”

    “Your overworked assistant,” you say.

    “Overworked?” Sylus asks, amused. “I don’t remember this being part of the script.”

    “I’m simply trying to portray my role as realistically as possible.”

    You moonlight as Sylus’ assistant. Things go a little differently than planned.

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    30 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    the hunter's association enacts a new mandatory program—intimacy therapy. the catch? you cannot pick, see, or hear your partner. and xavier plans to take full advantage.

    KINKTOBER 2025 DAY 5 ━ please mind the content warnings.

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    18 Oct 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 74

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    “Rafayel, please, just…just a little more…”

    “A little more will never be enough. You'll ask again, and I…I'll give in.”

    “Would that be so bad?”

    or, a role-reversal inspired by the "Your Fragrance" memory, in which you're the one driven mad by Rafayel's scent, he's the one desperately trying to resist, and you both fail spectacularly.

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    13 Oct 2025