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    Caught up in the chaos of the Rookie of the Year gala, Shane forgets to take his heat suppressants for the first time in years.

    By the time he realizes, it’s already too late. A dangerous alpha corners him in a stairwell, and the haze of his heat makes resisting nearly impossible.

    Enter Ilya: pissed, possessive, and not at all surprised.

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    His skull struck the ice with a crack that cut straight through the roar of the arena, and the world folded inward around the pain. Fuck.

    When Shane Hollander goes down from a brutal hit mid-game, Ilya Rosanov fights through teammates, opponents, and the chaos on the ice just to reach him. He stays through the ambulance ride, through the hospital lights, through every fragile breath that follows.

    They’ve spent seasons pretending the distance between them didn’t hurt.
    Tonight, that lie may finally buckle.

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    Shane finds himself running, only to run into Ilya’s arms instead.

    See content warnings.

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    Shane’s ready to finally put his foot down and call an end to the years-long situation he’s found himself with Ilya Rozanov.

    It’s not fair to Ilya, for Shane to harbour feelings for him in secret, to want more than what’s being willingly offered.

    And it’s not fair to Shane either, to have these precious moments with the man he wants so much more from, knowing that at the end of the night, he’ll be returning to his hotel room alone, only the occasional text to tide him over until the next time they meet.

    But fate has other plans in mind, and Shane has to decide for himself whether he’s willing to fight for what he wants.

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    “Jesus Christ.” Shane says with feeling.

    “Mm, Jesus Christ.” Ilya Rozanov’s voice pipes up behind him.

    “Oh god.” Shane says with feeling.

    “Yes. Oh god.” Ilya Rozanov’s voice pipes up from behind him.

    “Oh shit. Holy fucking shit.” Shane says, swaying a little where he stands. “Am I dying?”

    “Pretty sure is panic attack. Place head between knees.”

    It was placing his head between knees that got them into this predicament in the first place.

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    How far can Shane spiral after accidentally bonding with his hockey rival?

    Apparently, quite a bit.

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