notsomeholylight



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    “LaPointe: u can’t just like write fanfiction about what Haasy was doing”and three's a crowd by gurlsrool
    me: fuckin’ watch me

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    Luca Haas getting an A in threesome, something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “You are not… hole. You are” Ilya gestures emphatically to encompass Shane and his entire body “You are… whole!” He frowns. “English is stupid.”

    They’ve tried virtually everything together at this point, or at least everything they care to try, and it’s all been good, great, bordering on perfect, so why does this feel different?

     

    Or, musings on the social significance of sexual roles, internalized homophobia/misogyny, and Ilya’s perfect butt.

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    07 Apr 2026

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    Shane wears Ilya’s jersey....and Ilya? Ilya short-circuits so hard he nearly forgets how to stand.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Shane could count on one hand the number of times he had been distracted during a game. First, when Hayden took an awkward hit and went down (turned out to be a minor injury, he was able to play in the next game). The second time he had a terrible cold and was so sleep deprived and exhausted that he couldn’t keep his mind and body focused. And the third time, was when Ilya fucking Rozanov slammed him into the boards and growled, low enough for only him to hear:

    “A preview for tonight.”

    Before winking and skating away.

    It looked like distraction number four was going to be Rozanov’s fault as well, and they weren’t even playing each other.

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    Shane watches Ilya fight and gets hard in the middle of a game.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    Shane doesn't have anything against fighting in hockey. Truly he doesn't. But there are a million different things to love about playing on the same team as Ilya Rozanov, and watching him stew in the penalty box like a caged animal is near the bottom of that list for Shane.

    Ilya can't keep out of the box, so he's not allowed to put it in anymore.

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    26 Mar 2026