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• Don't Know Who I Am Anymore by stephdefenderuntilidie

  Fandoms: Raven Cycle - Maggie Stiefvater  

  • Not Rated
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • F/M, Gen
  • Complete Work

  14 Oct 2025

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  • Richard Gansey III/Blue Sargent
  • Richard Gansey III & Blue Sargent
  • Richard Gansey III
  • Blue Sargent
  • Adam Parrish (mentioned)
  • Ronan Lynch (mentioned)
  • Noah Czerny (mentioned)
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Richard Gansey III Needs a Hug
  • Richard Gansey III Gets a Hug
  • Autistic Richard Gansey III
  • blue sargent is a good friend
  • Ronan Lynch & Blue Sargent Friendship
  • for like one paragraph but still
  • i love them
  • Cabeswater - Freeform
  • shutdown
  • are they friends or lovers in this??
  • who knows - Freeform
  • no beta we die like noah czerny
  • Character Study
  • Kinda
  • i just made him autistic

  Summary

  Sometimes he didn’t think even he knew who he was under all those layers. He had been pretending for so long that it had become natural- at this point he was more mask than person. Not even his friends or Helen and his parents saw just… him. Not anymore. He wasn’t sure if anyone did.

  It was a terribly lonely thought.

  _

  Just a post-cave exploration scene at the start of bllb because my guy Gansey needed a hug after all that

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