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    The grainy pictures are pieced together like a crude comic strip, sketching a poorly thought-out narrative arc that somehow made it onto the front page of every sleazy newspaper.

    EXPOSED!: The secret gay double-life of F1 driver Max Verstappen

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    Max navigates the aftermath of being outed in the press, and Charles is always there.

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    17 Dec 2025

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    It all started with a crash.

    Well, technically, it started with a blue-eyed boy with blonde hair getting screamed at in a language he couldn’t understand when he was only 8 years old. He remembered looking at the boy, who couldn’t be much older than himself - (two weeks older, to be exact, he’d learn later) - and watching the spark disappear right out of those icy blue eyes.

    That was the first memory Charles Leclerc had of Max Verstappen: Watching Jos Verstappen, Max’s own father, scream at this 8 year old child with an intensity that turned his face red and made every blood vessel in his neck look dangerously close to bursting.

    But if anyone ever were to ask Charles when he started to realize that his feelings towards that same Max Verstappen he had known since childhood had begun to change into something else, something bigger, something terrifying he couldn’t - or wouldn’t - quite put his finger on, he would say that it all started with a crash.

    Because of fucking course it did.
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    OR:
    The slow-burn story of Lestappen that has brought me back from the dead, which starts with Max's crash at Silverstone in 2021.

    Epilogue posted!

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    15 Dec 2025

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    It’s the eve of her wedding, and Elizabeth can’t stop looking at a dead leaf…

    What if Victor's aim had gone astray by a few inches? What if the Elizabeth who lay in the Creature's arms as he carried her out of the mansion was not dying but only injured?

    Far from polite Victorian society, alone with the Creature who refuses to let her die, Elizabeth must grapple with a forbidden desire that somehow feels like both sin and salvation.

    And something inside her, long kept in darkness, finally starts to bloom.

    (Or: Elizabeth meets the Creature again, and what we all want happens.)

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    22 Nov 2025

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    Adam sees her again when he is less monster, not yet man. | The Creature/Elizabeth

    or: a series of word vomit featuring the Creature waxing poetic and Yearning™ for his lady love.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    He was seeing ghosts. In the years of solitude he’d gone mad. There was no explanation for her presence here that was not madness. She died in his arms. He knew she was dead, he felt it, he watched her die, he watched it, and even if he had not seen her last breath leave her, centuries had passed since he had been made, she would be nothing but bones or ashes now, even if she had lived. 

    And yet, she stood before him, as if the centuries he’d spent wandering alone were nothing more than a horrible dream.

     

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    In the modern day, after centuries alone, Elizabeth finds him again. 

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    19 Nov 2025