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Loki’s clone behind you suddenly fell forward over your body, catching himself with the slap on his palms on either side of your shoulders. The other Loki, the true Loki before you, practically collapsed in his chair with the strain of a man that seemed to have just gotten stabbed.
His hand hovered at his cock, looking to want to grasp it with hesitance while he barely seemed to be breathing. You've decided to make the bold move of control but surely it hadn't been enough to render the god speechless, right? His eyes blinked rapidly, lips parted with failed attempts to speak while you struggled regaining your own senses in front of him- well.. Between them..
Loki’s image was all you needed to distract you from the pain of being stretched, stuffed and your lower body being lifted slightly off the desk by the bulge within.
What the Hel was happening to you.. You were literally power playing him when the whole picture was being totally ignored. You were stuck here, doing your best to figure out how to get home, and letting him use your body to gain his help. Pleasure or not.. It was still wrong.. Oh so wrong.. And at the same time, exactly what you needed at the moment where all your stress and frustrations you hardly knew you had so much of until now, began disappearing with each inch, stretch and twitch.
You panted, hunched still on the desk while your eyes almost seemed to tiredly gaze at the man before you, looking equally as strained while you suddenly began to get the urge to want to move. The sting began to subside while your body finally began to adjust. You didn't regret your attempt at control, it finally showed him you still had control over yourself and frankly the power to shut him up in some sort of way. right now, power, control, whatever.. Right now you needed that itch.
You felt the soft pants brush against the top of your head while you could practically feel the body heat of the clone hovering above you. The mild sound of scratching made you watch his nails begin to dig into the wood, curling until they were now embedded into his palms. You could have sworn, as close as he was above you, you could feel him shaking.
Your eyes moved back to study Loki before you. His hand had a breath grip on the poor arm chair, you were surprised you didn't see it break. His other hand now shook, hovering over his cock that now began to leak small beads of precum, it almost had your mouth watering all over again if you didn't remind yourself to stay strong still.
This was still your moment.
Drawing in a breath- almost regretting it with how your pussy suddenly clenched at his member, you slowly began to draw yourself forward to his tip- practically mesmerizing every vein and inch of the velvety member you stuffed yourself with.
‘’Y/N what.. What are you doing?” his voice was quiet, not daring to move while his own eyes fluttered with your own. The man dared to sound concerned, to look upon you as if he had made this move.. No. this was not rape.. This is what you did, what you took, and what you will give in a world that seemed to take so much of that away from you.
‘’What are you telling me trickster? That this wasn't your original intent?” you ground out, trying not to sound pleasured while you faked a glare at him.
Loki answered back with hardly any notice that you were faking your negativity, seeming so caught off guard with your pussy strangling his cock, it's as if you had him paralyzed. ‘’I.. You just.. I didnt-’’
‘’Don’t tell me now this was all a cruel game, that you didn't want this-’’ you snapped, your body shaking while it stilled itself, feeling his tip just harboring at your entrance with the rest of your cunt clenching it searching for the rest. ‘’Are you afraid?’’
He blinked a few times as if to bring him out of his daze, having his head fall back on his shoulders while he looked at you with shallow breath. ‘’..afraid?”
‘’Are you afraid of the man you'd become if you truly forced yourself upon someone? How you use clones to do your dirty work so you wouldn't feel despicable and go about your life with no ounce of guilt by shoving your own cock into someone? Do you just merely get off of tormenting me and not even have the balls to just do it??” you snapped, anger over powering more so over your pleasure where you could feel hot tears begin to run down your cheeks.
‘’How do you know I haven't forced myself on someone before? If I stand corrected, you’d be a hypocrite to say you haven't done so yourself.. Right now.’’ Loki managed to smirk, his voice still quiet while his eyes watched each tear of frustration run down your cheek and harbor at your jawline before it would leave a slight tapping sound when it would hit the wood below you.
‘’Dont fucking gaslight me into thinking i’m the bad guy here- at least i have the guts to follow through with threats, not toy with someone with their fucking identical twin-’’ yu snapped and suddenly pushed back onto his cock and up to the hilt, making him choke on whatever words he had planned on saying and hunhing forward with a moan.
‘’So you prefer I just take you then, no more teases?” he ground out, sitting at the edge of his chair now with thighs practically pressed tightly together.
‘’I prefer- I don't want this! I just want- i just..’’ your legs were shaking, not even sure what you wanted any more while that special spot within you tingled with how Loki’s cock brushed up against it with each slow thrust. You weren't even truly sure why you were crying, but most of you knew it was out of pent up frustration you knew he had caused.
The bastard edged you for way too long, far more than what you were used to in your lifetime like when you hardly found time to pleasure yourself. Now he so happens to enter your life and makes you realize how exciting pleasure can be and how much he could make you crave him. And it still isn't enough and you knew what was beginning to fix that was with his dick inside you. Of gods.. He was preparing you for this..
His hand reached out and took your chin, lifting it up just slightly so you could look at him and his gaze startled you. It was almost like he knew, like he was sympathizing with you and dare you say, perhaps seemed to have felt the same. What you didn't understand is.. If he had no problem with the idea of shoving his cock into you and seemed to be sharing the same pent up frustrations of wanting that itch to finally subside.. What had stopped him before?
‘’You want me?” he whispered, already feeling you squirm a little when he had mustered up enough strength for his clone to press firmly against you, leaving no room for you to thrust all on your own. He could feel you shaking, looking up at him like someone in desperate need and lust glazing over your eyes while your lips parted with a weak attempt to speak.
‘’Y-yes..’’
His thumb gently stroked your skin and you hated how he began slowly looking like he was taking back power. Nonono- you had control over him.. You had him speechless.. Panting and desperate.. You pushed yourself onto him.. He couldnt win..
‘’Darling.. As desperate as you are to think you have control over yourself, this is something you just.. Cant.. win.’’ he said gently, his voice dangerously low while your breath hitched to feel his cock twitch inside you.
You slowly glared at him, jaw tight while you tried ignoring the pulse in your pussy while it began to weep out down your legs. ‘’Then why d-dont you fuck me yourself coward?” you hissed in a voice just as low as his, and the look he gave you right after that made everything absolutely tense.
‘’Where do you think I've been this entire time?” he whispered and winked, vanishing right before your eyes, you needed to stop your chin from hitting the desk before you looked around frantically.
THAT is when suddenly the ‘clone’ behind you grabbed you firmly by the hips, pulling his own away and making his cock slide right out to the tip before he suddenly slammed into you ten fold with the desk legs scraping against the floor in the process.
A gasp left your lips, back arching immediately while your eyes raised to the ceiling. The movement of the desk being pushed forward had your hands sliding up to catch yourself, quite frankly sliding off the edge and draping yourself right off where your feet now lifted off the ground. Of course that didn't stop Loki, taking advantage of your vulnerable state of course and bent himself over you, his hips thrusting firmly against your ass with a hand on your hip bone, the other draped across your shoulderblades to make sure you stayed down.
‘’You just don’t understand darling.’’ Loki sighed, grunting with each word while he kept pulling out to the tip before he would slam back in. ‘’I've agreed to to help you, so long as you help me.’’ he would have to pause between sentences and his eyes would flutter up, taking deep breaths while also moaning something in some foreign language before continuing.
‘’But there is also the delicious fact that you've also agreed to let me indulge you so long as you are here.’’
A yelp left your lips when his fingers slid into your hair, pulling your head up while you felt his lips press to your ear. His flesh was cold, to no surprise, but left you terrified in the same moment when he also pressed himself deep inside of you to lean his chest right down against your back. ‘’Whether I get off through my teases and torments with your body, whether you've indulged in willing or not partners, whether I allow you a bit of freedom here and there,’’ his hold tightened. ‘’I still own you.’’
Your teeth sank into your bottom lip, desperately willing your mouth to shut up and keep you out of more trouble while your hands continued to search for a proper hold onto something. You could have sworn you could see him smirk with your desperation before your body decided to go limp and accept your fake of remaining draped until he would see fit to stand you upright.
You glared at the ground, hating him, hating this, hating every part of your life while also wanting more of it. Never in your life have you had someone completely have the reins on everything, it was a helpless feeling all on its own.. That's probably why you would aggressively lash out to cope with your body not knowing what to do.
Honestly.. Why not accept it all? You've agreed to it already, you even saw him searching books to help get you home- let alone handing you one to help you learn and join. The only part that you seemed to be indifferent on was his constant states of wanting to manipulate you and indulge in pleasure.. For you both. Perhaps bonding last night was merely a dream.. An untrue moment where you thought the two of you were bonding and perhaps getting back on the road where Loki could be a better man.
Yet it would seem Loki would be just.. Loki. Through your help or not for the throne, even in your ways to adjust and make it better, Loki will always remain a trickster. He claimed to just be an asshole within moments of tormented pleasure and a gentleman to his people and on the streets.. Accepting this fate seemed easier.
Help him, help you. If he wanted to treat you like this.. Perhaps so be it. Maybe it will get you home faster.
With red cheeks, your eyes fell closed while you focused on how you felt physically and what was happening. You wouldn't answer him, the bastard knew he won already right now. As he continued to thrust into you, his movements got a bit more gentle, as if since making his point, he could focus on savoring what apparently is what he's always wanted, and you helped get him there faster..
Yet you wondered why you two never fucked before.. You could hear his words now. ‘I take good care of what belongs to me.’ so perhaps he was merely preparing you- fingers and all- for the ultimate stretch that apparently you took all at once.
‘’Fuckk.. You're so tight..’’ he whispered through clenched teeth, having sat back up to grip your hips with both hands and watched himself slide into your hole.
You shivered and furrowed your brows into a state of pleasure. You truly didn't want to give him any sound of satisfaction but his body gave you very little choice. He was bigger than all previous lovers of your past- which wasn't many but you knew it would be hard to find anyone out there to beat this in the future- if at all. How could one move on in their love life after living through what you were going through?
Loki smiled while he almost laughed to himself, now and again his hand would reach out and use a fingertip to trace your spine and backline. ‘’It would seem I've quite ruined you for others to enjoy’’ he seemed to scold himself out loud and your eyes fluttered back open but your lips remained closed.
It sounds like there was truth to that but you didn't want to talk to him. A lot of you actually hoped he felt bad for his current words and actions but you knew consideration of that won't possibly come until far later. When Loki fucked, thats all the focus was, and it was all you could focus on while your body shivered and seemed to felt with each thrust that drew you closer to your orgasm.
‘’Come now Y/N, don’t tell me you've silenced yourself all for seeing what is so plainly obvious.’’ he smirked, having no problem continuing his mockery while enjoying the sudden gasps that left your mouth whenever he’d give the side of your thigh a solid slap.
‘’You've got what you wanted so just hurry and be done with it.’’ you snapped, your voice as breathy as his and you knew you have given him what he wanted but couldn't help yourself.
‘’Hurry and be done with it,’’ he echoed, smirking while he pushed deeply in, leaned forward and rested an elbow on your mid back, resting his chin on his palm. ‘’Are you telling me you aren't enjoying this? After all, your mood drastically has changed for the better and by the way your milking me right now, I'd say you’re close to getting what you crave.’’
‘’I was under the impression this isn't about me here, and it never was.’’ you reminded and looked over your shoulder at him, glaring at his casual way of using your body. ‘’If I get anything out of this, it’s my own business, as you keep reminding me. So I'm merely waiting for you to finish.’’
You would almost miss it if you weren't paying attention but Loki’s brow twitched.. That twitch people get when they are hiding an expression you don't wish one to see, and yet you knew what it was. The nerve you struck hit hard, and made you actually smile at him.
He enjoyed seeing you cum, making you cum, feeling the power and pride of what he's able to do. By telling him to get it over with, by seeming to not enjoy it and using his own words against him, you supposed you still had a point against him for power. Truth be told you.. You really wanted to cum.. Badly.. But he didn't need to know that- though he probably did, your attitude was a big part of his enjoyment.
‘’You will wait however long it takes for me to finish.’’ Loki seemed to snap, pushing off of you to grasp your hips again. ‘’I've prolonged the moment of stuffing you long enough, I intend to make it worthwhile for the first time.’’ he gritted out and smirked when he heard you yelp after a sharp thrust. ‘’Believe me darling when i say, this will not be the only time.’’
You swallowed thickly and closed your eyes again, trying to ignore that build up within your groin that screamed for release. Every now and again your body would shift against the wood by his movements, dragging your clit against the surface as well and stimulating you to keep you on that edge he also intended on harboring you at.
You might have pissed him off, but at least you still have a power point from your mouth for once.. Worth it? You weren't sure, but you could tell Loki was intending for you to regret ever denying him the truth that you wanted this, no matter how long it took.