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The Navy’s armored ship cut across the calm sea, its metal hull creaking softly as it approached Marine Headquarters. Heidi rested her elbow on the railing, her gaze lost on the horizon. She was still wearing her immaculate white uniform, buttoned perfectly despite the relaxed atmosphere of the trip.

Heidi had that particular contrast about her: strict military bearing… and a beauty that was hard to ignore.
A long brown braid falling down her back, serious hazel eyes, elegant yet closed-off features. Many people told her she looked like a ballerina—slender, graceful, light on her feet.

Beside her, Tashigi turned her head and pushed her glasses up with a nervous gesture—one Heidi knew all too well.

“You’re really pale… Are you feeling sick?” Tashigi murmured, scrutinizing her.

“I’m just tired, don’t worry,” Heidi replied.

She tried to keep it short, not draw attention. But Tashigi was one of her closest friends; she knew her better than anyone, and tended to be overly maternal with Heidi—sometimes to a suffocating degree.

“Did you sleep badly last night? Your face looks tense. Does something hurt?”

Heidi sighed.

“Fine… you win. My period started yesterday. My stomach is killing me, and it’s even hard to breathe sometimes. I can’t wait to get to HQ.”

“Oh! Wait, I should have something for that.”

Tashigi dug through her bag with the same frantic energy she put into everything.

Heidi gave her a fond smile. The contrast between Tashigi’s martial rigidity and her clumsy sweetness always touched her—and amused her.

The heavy, unmistakable stride of Smoker broke the quiet.

Both women straightened up instinctively.

“We’ll arrive in an hour,” he announced gruffly, cigars clenched between his teeth.

“Understood, Vice Admiral,” Heidi replied as she instantly snapped to attention.

Tashigi bowed as well, though with her usual slight delay, earning a sigh from Smoker.

Heidi immediately put her professional mask back on.

At G-5, she had a reputation: irreproachable lieutenant, calm voice, precise movements, exemplary coldness.
A model soldier.

Nothing like the Heidi who occasionally laughed softly with Tashigi or others during long night shifts.

“Heidi, you’ll come for a debriefing as soon as we dock,” Smoker added.

“Sir, yes sir.”

He walked off. As soon as he was out of earshot, Heidi let her shoulders drop and discreetly rubbed her abdomen.

“Here!” Tashigi suddenly exclaimed, proud to have found a pill.

“Thank you…” Heidi breathed, accepting the medicine like a blessing. She swallowed it right away.

The ship finally slipped into the massive shadow of Marine Headquarters.

Heidi felt her heart tighten with relief. She would finally be able to rest.

Once on solid ground, she and Tashigi walked down the gangway.

They had barely set foot on the docks when two familiar figures appeared.

“Heidi!!!”

Koby waved enthusiastically, smiling from ear to ear.
Helmeppo, just behind him, gave an exaggeratedly elegant salute.

Heidi couldn’t help smiling—an actual smile this time. She was usually strict around most of her comrades, but Koby was… special. They’d joined the Marines at the same time, spent countless hours studying and training side by side.

“Heidi! You’re finally back! Vice Admiral Smoker worked you guys like crazy, huh?”

Heidi sighed and laughed at the same time.

“Oh yes. As always.”

Tashigi chuckled softly behind them.

Koby examined Heidi more closely and frowned.

“Are you sure you’re okay? You look pale…”

“That’s sweet of you to worry, Koby. I’m just a bit tired.”

“You should rest after turning in your reports and your meeting with Smoker.”

Heidi let out a small, ironic laugh.

“You know I never do that.”

Koby shook his head with an affectionate smile.
She walked past him, Tashigi at her side, heading toward the main building.

The debriefing with Smoker took place in a small room decorated with sea charts and stacks of reports. The air smelled like cold tobacco.

Heidi stood perfectly straight while Smoker flipped through the last pages of the G-5 file.

“Good work, Lieutenant.”

He looked up at her.

“As always.”

Heidi straightened a little. That compliment — even delivered dryly — meant a lot coming from him.

“You’re officially on leave until further notice. Make sure you get some proper rest.”

“Understood, Vice Admiral.”

Smoker lit yet another cigar.

“Tashigi, escort her. She looks like she’s about to pass out.”

Heidi tried to protest, but Tashigi’s firm hand was already pulling her toward the door.

“Come on. The world won’t collapse if you sit down for ten minutes.”

 

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When they stepped outside, they found the little group Heidi secretly cared about more than she admitted.

Koby.
Helmeppo.
And Hibari—who immediately rushed toward her.

“Heidi-chaaan!”

Before she could say anything, Hibari wrapped her in a warm hug.

Heidi blinked, startled.
She wasn’t good with physical affection… but she timidly placed a hand on Hibari’s back.

“I’m so glad to see you again, Heidi-chaaan! It’s been so long since we’ve had you here!”

Heidi cleared her throat awkwardly.

“Y-You’re… not on a mission?”

Helmeppo answered proudly, striking a ridiculous pose.

“Rest time, my dear! Even the best soldiers need to breathe!”

He shot Koby a knowing look.

“Right, Koooby?”

Then he elbowed him in the ribs.

Koby nearly choked.

“H-Helmeppo!”
His face flushed instantly.

Heidi felt her ears warm up, though she didn’t quite know why.

“K-Koby? Something wrong?” she asked, her voice strangely soft.

He opened his mouth.

“Heidi, I… actually… there was something I wanted to—”

Before he could finish, a mischievous voice echoed behind them:

“Oooooh, would you look at that… The sweethearts of Headquarters!”

Kujaku arrived swinging her whip lazily, a predatory grin on her lips.

Heidi went scarlet.
So did Koby.
Behind them, Hibari froze… her cheeks pink, her eyes narrowing — a mix of shyness and poorly hidden jealousy.

“Kujaku-san! It’s not—!” Koby tried, panicking.

Kujaku burst into laughter.

“Oh please… Anyone can see it. Koby turning red the moment Heidi breathes in the same room, and Heidi hiding behind her hair and looking like a tomato whenever her pink-haired lover talks.”

She approached and tapped Heidi’s cheek teasingly.

“You’re cute when you blush, you know.”

Heidi felt her neck heat up even more.

Tashigi was desperately trying not to laugh.

Koby tried again.

“Heidi… I just wanted to tell you that—”

“Nope!” Kujaku cut in, putting a finger on his lips.

“You can tell her somewhere else. Not in front of us. That would ruin the fun.”

Helmeppo immediately agreed, laughing.

“Yeah, yeah! Go tell her in private, champ!”

Koby’s eyes widened.

Heidi felt a warm wave spread through her chest.
A mix of embarrassment and… something else she didn’t want to examine too closely.

Hibari watched the scene, then bit her lip and looked away — offended, but silent.

Kujaku folded her arms, satisfied.

“Well! Now that everyone is bright red, how about we eat?”

Hibari jumped instantly.

“Oh yes! Heidi-chan needs to regain her strength!”

Heidi sighed, overwhelmed.

As they walked, she pressed a hand against her stomach. A dull cramp tightened inside her, a knot of heat refusing to let go.

Hibari noticed immediately.

“Heidi-chan… are you okay?”

Heidi forced a small smile.

“I’m not really hungry… My stomach hurts. My period—feels like someone’s stabbing me.”

She sighed.

“But I’ll still come. Sitting with you all will probably do me good.”

Hibari nodded softly, worried but relieved she wasn’t going to isolate herself.

 

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In the cafeteria, they all sat around a large table. The atmosphere was noisy, warm, filled with the chatter of soldiers on leave.
The smell of rice, burnt coffee, and grilled fish drifted in the air.

Heidi sat slowly, a bit tense, but tried to look composed.

“So…” she said, turning to Koby and Helmeppo. “What’s SWORD like? People say it’s a secret unit, but you talk about it like it’s… cool.”

Helmeppo puffed out his chest.

“‘Cool’ is an understatement. We operate without restraints, without attachments. True operational freedom!”

Prince Grus, sitting two tables away, turned at that moment.

He gave a thumbs-up with a proud grin.
“It really is very cool.”

Heidi let out a surprised little laugh.

“I get why you like the unit so much… It’s almost like a tiny, legal pirate crew.”

“Better!” Kujaku added as she appeared behind her and placed a hand on her shoulder. “We get to blow stuff up… but with paperwork afterward.”

Heidi laughed again despite her stomach tightening.

“It must be an impressive way of life…”

Then her gaze met Koby’s.

He sat up straighter instantly, nervous.

Heidi felt silence form between them despite all the noise around.

“Koby? Is something wrong?”

He took a deep breath, hands trembling a little.

“Heidi… could we… talk somewhere else? In private?”

The entire cafeteria nearly stopped breathing.

Prince Grus immediately stood and applauded.

“Finally, soldier!! He did it!!”

Kujaku followed suit with a huge grin.

“What courage! What a man!”

Helmeppo clapped too.
Even some nearby soldiers, not knowing what was going on, joined in.

Heidi went beet red.
Koby too.

Hibari stiffened, an odd knot forming in her throat… but she clapped anyway, though her smile was tight.

Heidi stammered:

“Y-Yes… Koby… We can step out…”

“O-Okay!” he replied, stiff as a board.

Tashigi watched from afar, amused and touched.

Heidi stood, bracing herself briefly on the table — another cramp shot through her stomach.

Koby noticed.

“Are… are you sure you’re okay? We can wait if—”

“No, it’s fine. I want to hear you.”

They left the cafeteria under their comrades’ teasing applause.

The hallway was quiet, lit only by wall lanterns. Distant footsteps echoed somewhere far off. Here, it was almost peaceful.

Heidi leaned against the wall, a hand on her stomach.

Koby looked at her with worry and softness.

“Heidi… are you sure you’re alright? You really looked like you were hurting.”

She waved her hand dismissively.

“Don’t worry, Koby. It’s just… girl stuff. Nothing serious.”

Koby flushed slightly—he understood perfectly.
Then he frowned with concern.

“Then… do you want my hot water bottle? I can bring it to you before curfew. It might help you relax.”

Heidi smiled, touched.

“That’s really sweet. Yes, I’d like that. Thank you.”

“It’s nothing…” he murmured, embarrassed but happy to help.
Then, after a hesitation:
“I’m really glad to see you again. It’s been… a while.”

Heidi felt a warm flutter in her chest.

“I’m glad to see you too, Koby. And…”
She looked him up and down with a playful smile.
“You’ve put on muscle, haven’t you? You look like a man now!”

Koby went bright red, scratching his head.

“R-Really? I… I’ve been training a lot with Vice Admiral Garp, so…”

Heidi suppressed a tender laugh.

Then — without thinking too much, carried by tenderness, friendship, and the ache she’d felt these past months — she leaned toward him.

And pressed a light kiss to his cheek.

Koby froze, bright red, eyes round like a startled rabbit.

“Heidi…?”

And then—

A deafening shout shook the walls.

“HEY, YOU TWO!!”

Heidi jumped so hard she clutched her chest.

Koby turned mechanically, pale as a sheet.

At the end of the hallway stood Vice Admiral Garp, arms crossed, stern expression… though the corners of his mouth hinted at a smile he was struggling to hide.

“WHAT’S THIS NONSENSE?!”
He pointed an accusing finger.
“Romantic business is FORBIDDEN in the hallways! You want me to knock some sense into you?!”

Heidi stiffened instantly.

“Vice Admiral Garp! I—”

“YOU, LITTLE ONE! YOU THINK I DIDN’T SEE WHAT YOU JUST DID?!”
He barked, eyes blazing… though in his head, he was actually thinking: “They’re adorable. Finally.”

Koby panicked.

“Vice Admiral!! It’s not what you think! She… she… she had a stomach ache!”

“THAT’S NO EXCUSE!!”

Then, muttering under his breath:

“Tch… even I wasn’t that bold at your age…”

Heidi turned crimson.

“I… I’m sorry, Vice Admiral…”

Garp sighed, rolled his eyes, and waved his hand.

“Alright, that’s enough. Both of you, to your dorms before I make you run a hundred laps! And keep your distance, understood?”

“Yes, sir!” they answered in unison.

But as they walked away, Garp added in a half-whisper, loud enough to hear:

“… adorable little idiots…”

Heidi and Koby exchanged a stunned look.

Then, without a word, they both smiled.

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Heidi pulled up her collar as she crossed the dark courtyard. Curfew was approaching, but she had only one goal: find Koby before the lights went out.

She found him right in front of the infirmary, scribbling something on a piece of paper. His face was focused.

When he looked up, his expression immediately softened.

“There you are. I was waiting for you. Here’s the hot water bottle,” he said, handing it to her, a bit embarrassed. “I… I thought it might help.”

Heidi took it with a tired smile.
“Thank you. Really. You’re saving me.”

Koby blushed slightly.

“It’s normal. If you need anything else… you can come ask me.”

He seemed like he wanted to add something, but the curfew bell rang. Heidi waved goodbye before running off. She felt his eyes on her back until the very last second.

 

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Back in the girls’ dorm, she slipped under her cold sheets. Without hesitation, she pressed Koby’s hot water bottle to her stomach. The warmth slowly spread, easing the pain.

“He really thinks of everything…” she murmured, almost dreamily.

She closed her eyes—then opened them again when a familiar voice spoke.

“He gave you that again, huh?”

Hibari was staring at her from the next bed, arms crossed on her pillow. Her voice was gentle, but her eyes betrayed a faint sting of jealousy.

“Yes,” Heidi replied calmly. “He’s very sweet. It helps a lot.”

Hibari hesitated, then sighed.

“You… you like Koby?”

Heidi blinked, surprised.

“Of course I like him. He’s my friend. And he’s someone who’s… very thoughtful.”

Hibari bit her lip, a little hurt.

“You know… Koby likes you a lot. During the mission, he wouldn’t stop talking about you. He was worried all the time. It was almost… annoying.”

Heidi felt her cheeks warm—whether from the hot water bottle or Hibari’s words, she wasn’t sure.

“I… I didn’t know,” she murmured.

“Well, now you do,” Hibari said before turning off her lamp.

She had already turned away, but Heidi couldn’t close her eyes. The words echoed in her mind.
Koby wouldn’t stop talking about her.

She took a deep breath, then whispered:

“Hibari… And you? Do you like Koby?”

The girl froze. For a moment, Heidi thought she wasn’t going to answer. But after a few seconds, Hibari’s voice rose—fragile, afraid to break:

“Yes… I like him.”

Heidi sat up slightly, surprised by the sincerity of that “yes.”

Hibari continued, voice trembling:

“But… he never seems interested in me. I’m just… a colleague. A subordinate. Nothing important.”

She hid her face under her blanket. Heidi, caught off guard, heard a soft sniffle. She hesitated, then sat up fully and gently pulled the blanket down.

“Hey… That’s not true. You are important, Hibari. Without you, Koby would be lost half the time.”

Hibari didn’t answer. A tear slid down her cheek.

Heidi smiled gently, sincerely, not mockingly.

“You know, maybe he’s impressed by you too. Maybe he just doesn’t know how to show it… or how to talk to you without feeling intimidated.”

Hibari widened her eyes, surprised.

“You… you really think so?”

“I’m sure of it,” Heidi replied, placing her hand briefly over hers. “You do a lot for him. You matter. You’d have to be blind not to see it.”

Hibari quickly wiped her eyes, embarrassed.

“… Thank you, Heidi.”

Heidi smiled, lay back down, and pressed the warm bottle against her stomach.

“Good night, Hibari.”

“Good night.”

A peaceful silence finally settled. And despite her friend’s sadness, something new blossomed in Heidi’s chest. A gentle… but complicated emotion.

She inhaled deeply. The familiar smell of military soap, clean sheets, and slightly damp wood… everything was exactly as she’d left it.

I really am back.

Her heart tightened with happiness. She hadn’t realized how much she’d missed this: the loud hallways, the dry orders, the grueling training, the simple meals shared with friends. Here, people bickered, got exhausted, supported one another. Here, everything was imperfect… but sincere.

The Marines are my family.

She thought of Garp, his thunderous voice, his ridiculous exercises that crushed everyone. She thought of Koby, his clumsy kindness, his eyes always shining with determination. She thought of Hibari, so sensitive and loyal.

Here, she wasn’t just a soldier.
She was Heidi. A comrade. A friend.

The warmth of the hot water bottle comforted her even more. It was Koby’s. He hadn’t hesitated at all to give it to her, almost panicked at the thought she might be in pain. She couldn’t help smiling.

He’s really too sweet…

Her smile softened again. It felt nice to matter to someone. Not as a tool, not as a weapon… but as a person.

I’m happy to be here. This is where I belong…

With that peaceful thought, Heidi slowly closed her eyes and fell asleep, wrapped in warmth and the comforting certainty that she wasn’t alone.

Chapter Text

The general alarm rang out at exactly five o’clock.

A brutal metallic howl tore through the silence of Marine Headquarters like a blade. The lights in the girls’ dormitory snapped on all at once—harsh, unforgiving—revealing rows of unmade beds and groggy silhouettes.

“Nnngh… already…” “This isn’t human…” “I’m gonna die…”

Muffled groans rose from all around, mixed with the rustling of sheets and the dull thuds of bodies reluctant to leave the fragile warmth of the night.

Heidi opened her eyes immediately.

Her body protested at once—a heavy, lingering fatigue, and the dull ache low in her abdomen that hadn’t completely faded. For just a second, she stayed still, staring at the white ceiling, tempted to curl further beneath the blanket.

Then habit took over.

She sat up, placed her feet on the floor, and took a deep breath. The icy tiles made her shiver, but she showed nothing. Around her, the dormitory slowly came to life, unwillingly.

“Heidi… seriously… you’re already up?” muttered a girl half-buried under her pillow.

“The alarm already rang,” Heidi replied softly. “We’ll get punished if we’re late.”

In the neighboring bed, Hibari stirred as well, hair a mess, eyes still clouded with sleep. She struggled upright, pulling the blanket up to her chin.

“This is cruel…” she murmured. “We’re supposed to be resting, aren’t we…?”

“Rest, yeah,” another voice added sarcastically from farther away. “Marine-style rest.”

A few tired chuckles followed, quickly cut off by the sharp slam of a door at the end of the hallway and the authoritative voice of a superior:

“Everyone up! Ten minutes to be in uniform!”

A collective sigh swept through the room.

The girls finally began to rise—some dragging their feet, others muttering under their breath as they grabbed their belongings. Lockers slammed, belts dropped, boots scraped against the floor.

Hibari got up too, still a bit unsteady.

“Heidi… did you sleep at all…?” she asked, rubbing her eyes.

Heidi nodded, even though it was only half true.

“A little. I’ll be fine.”

She buttoned her training uniform with precise, mechanical movements. Her face was calm, closed—the same professional mask she put on every morning without even thinking about it.

Around them, complaints continued:

“Cold water at this hour, I can feel it coming…” “I bet they’ve prepared another hellish workout for us…”

Heidi grabbed her jacket, quickly tied her hair into a bun, then turned to Hibari.

“Come on. Let’s go.”

Hibari nodded, resigned, and the two of them joined the flow of young Marines hurrying out of the dormitory, still sluggish—just before discipline fully reclaimed its grip.

The sun hadn’t even risen yet.

And yet, Marine Headquarters was already awake.

 

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The main courtyard of Headquarters was still bathed in the bluish dimness of dawn when the alarm sounded a second time.

“ALL UNITS, IMMEDIATE ASSEMBLY IN THE COURTYARD. ATTENTION!”

Despite the fatigue, the ranks formed quickly. Boots aligned, backs straight, jaws clenched. The morning cold bit into their skin through training uniforms still damp with sleep.

Heidi took her place without hesitation, eyes fixed straight ahead.

Her stomach still throbbed faintly, but she forced herself to ignore the pain. She inhaled slowly, syncing her breath with her military rhythm.

Sharp heels clicked against the concrete.

Vice Admiral Hina stepped into the center of the courtyard, coat immaculate, gaze hard behind her tinted glasses. She swept over the assembly with an icy look, letting a heavy silence settle.

A few steps behind her stood another figure.

Vice Admiral Doll.

Arms crossed, expression closed, piercing eyes. She said nothing—and that was perhaps the most unsettling part.

“Last night,” Hina declared in a cutting voice, “some of you thought it would be amusing to entertain yourselves at the expense of discipline.”

A shiver ran through the ranks.

“Theft from the kitchens. Food diverted. Regulations violated.”

She paused.

“The culprits will recognize themselves.”

No one moved.

“Perfect.”

A joyless smile briefly stretched her lips.

“Then you will all pay.”

A muffled murmur rippled through the assembly, immediately stifled.

“This morning, no breakfast. One hour of training. Now.”

A collective sigh—silent but heavy—passed through the ranks.

Hina turned slightly toward Doll.

“Vice Admiral Doll, supervise them.”

“Understood,” Doll replied in a deep voice, without looking away.

“Starting position.”

“PUSH-UPS.”

The first movement was chaotic. Tired, stiff bodies protested the instant they hit the icy ground.

“ONE!”

Arms were already trembling.

“TWO!”

Heidi clenched her teeth. Her muscles still responded, but she felt weakness creeping in—an empty stomach, lack of sleep, persistent pain.

“THREE!”

Around her, muffled gasps and uneven breathing. Some girls were already struggling to keep up.

Hibari, just to her right, was shaking.

Without drawing attention, Heidi subtly adjusted her pace to match hers.

“FOUR!”

Doll walked slowly between the ranks.

Her gaze stopped briefly on Heidi—not a reprimand, not praise. Just a cold assessment.

“LOWER!” Hina barked. “THIS ISN’T A WALK IN THE PARK!”

After push-ups came sit-ups. Then squats. Then running.

“ONE HOUR. NOT A MINUTE LESS.”

They started running around the field, formation broken but pace imposed. Short breaths, dry throats, aching stomachs.

Heidi felt her legs burning. Every stride echoed in her abdomen, amplifying the dull pain she struggled to contain.

Hold on. One more lap. Just one more.

Beside her, Hibari nearly stumbled.

Without breaking stride, Heidi briefly grabbed her arm to steady her.

“Breathe,” she murmured between breaths. “Look ahead.”

Hibari nodded weakly, grateful, and kept going.

When the whistle finally blew, a wave of relief mixed with exhaustion washed over the group.

The soldiers stopped, bent over, hands on knees, gasping for air. Some had to kneel. Others stayed standing out of sheer pride.

Hina stepped forward again.

“Good.”

One word. Cold. Final.

“As you know, there will be no breakfast this morning.”

A shiver passed through the ranks. Someone stifled a whimper. Others lowered their heads, resigned.

“You’ll eat at noon.”

She let the silence stretch deliberately.

“In the meantime, go straight to the showers. Don’t linger.”

Behind her, Vice Admiral Doll observed without blinking, her gaze slowly passing over the exhausted faces, evaluating the young soldiers.

“Dismissed.”

The ranks broke apart in a jumble of dragging footsteps and heavy breathing. No one protested. No one dared.

Heidi stood still for a moment, letting the dizziness pass. Hibari joined her, pale, lips tight.

“I’m… so hungry…” she whispered.

“I know,” Heidi replied gently. “Hang on just a little longer.”

They headed toward the sanitary buildings with the rest of the soldiers. The corridors echoed with sighs, hushed murmurs, tired jokes meant to mask exhaustion.

In the communal showers, the icy tiles felt even more hostile than usual.

Cold water burst out instantly, drawing muffled cries.

Heidi briefly closed her eyes when the freezing stream hit her neck. Her muscles seized violently, her breath caught for a second.

Then she inhaled.

Again.

And let the water run, washing away sweat and grime… but not the fatigue.

Around her, the girls shivered, trembled, rubbed their arms to warm themselves. Hibari beside her was shaking all over.

Heidi moved slightly closer, sharing what little warmth remained.

“Breathe with me,” she murmured. “It’ll pass. It’s just water—and remember, cold water is good for firming the skin.”

The mandatory five minutes felt endless.

When the signal finally sounded, the showers cut off abruptly, leaving behind a silence filled with chattering teeth and shaky sighs.

Heidi grabbed her towel and dried off quickly, her movements still precise despite the fatigue. Her stomach clenched painfully.

Noon…

She dressed in silence, aware of every sore muscle, every step a little heavier than the last.

As she stepped outside, she lifted her eyes toward the courtyard, still damp with sweat and discipline.

The day was only beginning.

And yet, she already felt like she’d lived an entire week.

After the icy showers, the morning continued without mercy.

Still fasting.

Empty stomachs growled, heads sometimes spun slightly, but no one dared complain. Orders came quickly, precisely.

“Firing range. Take positions.”

At the announcement, Hibari lifted her head for the first time in a while. A bit of light returned to her eyes.

“Shooting…” she murmured. “Finally, something I’m good at.”

Heidi gave a tired smile as she watched her straighten, more focused, almost happy.

At the range, the soldiers took position. The metal of the weapons was cold against their palms, the familiar scent of gunpowder and machine oil hanging in the air.

Hibari was impressive.

Calm. Steady. Precise.

Her shots followed one another with near-perfect consistency. Targets were pierced dead center, one after another.

“Impressive…” Heidi breathed sincerely.

Hibari blushed slightly, but her smile was proud.

“Thanks… It’s the only thing my body still accepts without protesting.”

After shooting came first-aid training.

Bandages, tourniquets, simulated injuries. Heidi was immediately serious, focused, attentive. She treated every gesture, every pressure, as if someone’s life truly depended on it.

As she wrapped a comrade’s forearm, her gaze swept over the group.

“Hey…” she said softly, a little surprised. “Have you seen Tashigi this morning?”

Hibari shook her head.

“No… now that you mention it, no.”

Before Heidi could think further, a laughing voice rose behind them.

“Oh, Tashigi? Seriously?”

Kujaku, leaning against a medical table, watched them with a falsely innocent smile.

“She’s obviously with Smoker.”

Heidi blinked.

“With the Vice Admiral…?”

Kujaku shrugged, amused.

“As always. She orbits him like a little obsessive moon. And he pretends not to notice… even though he loves it.”

Hibari’s eyes widened slightly.

“You… you think something’s going on between them?”

Kujaku burst out laughing.

“Oh, sweetheart… In the Marines, something is always going on.”

She stepped closer, lowering her voice conspiratorially.

“And honestly… with all the sexy men around here, it’d almost be a waste to stay virtuous your whole life.”

Heidi felt her cheeks warm.

“K-Kujaku…”

“What? I’m just telling the truth.”

She rested a hand on her hip, smiling provocatively.

“Take Smoker, for example. Tall. Taciturn. Charismatic. The kind of man who could pin you to a wall with just a look.”

Heidi nearly choked.

“Y-You’re exaggerating!”

Hibari stayed silent, but her ears were red too.

Kujaku then turned her attention to Heidi, eyes gleaming with mischief.

“By the way… Tell me, Heidi.”

She tilted her head slightly.

“If you had to choose an Admiral to spend a night with… Kizaru? Fujitora? Akainu? Or Aramaki?”

Heidi turned scarlet in an instant.

“W-What?! Kujaku!!”

“Oh, come on. Don’t play innocent. It’s just for fun.”

Hibari held her breath.

“I bet she likes older men,” Kujaku added with a predatory grin. “Like Garp.”

“WHAT?!”

Heidi burst out laughing, shaking her head.

“No, no, no! He’s way too old!”

Kujaku raised an eyebrow.

“And yet, he’s got incredible stamina… And he’s handsome for his age!”

“STOP!” Heidi begged, laughing despite herself.

Then, growing serious, she thought for a moment.

“If I really had to answer… I’d say… Akainu.”

Silence.

Then Kujaku smiled slowly.

“Oh ho.”

She stepped closer, delighted.

“Seriously? The strictest, most severe one… So you like authoritative men?”

Heidi felt her face burn.

“T-That’s not it! I just find him… impressive. And… handsome, that’s all.”

Kujaku burst out laughing.

“You’re incredible, Heidi. Behind that innocent look, you’ve got interesting tastes.”

Hibari watched Heidi quietly, thoughtful.

A whistle sounded in the distance, signaling the end of the session.

“Alright,” Kujaku sighed, straightening up. “Noon’s coming. And I’m starving.”

Heidi took a deep breath.

Her stomach still hurt, but she wasn’t really hungry. Her body was exhausted… yet her mind felt strangely light.

The cafeteria was loud, filled with warm, comforting smells.

When Heidi entered with Hibari and Kujaku, she immediately felt some of the tension leave her shoulders. The long tables were already full, trays clattered, conversations buzzed everywhere.

And then she saw them.

“Hey! Over here!”

Prince Grus raised his arm, grinning broadly. Beside him, Helmeppo was already hunched over his tray, devouring his food like he hadn’t eaten in days. Koby, sitting across from them, lifted his head at once.

Their eyes met.

Just for a second.

A discreet smile. Shy. Almost secret.

Heidi felt her heart tighten softly as she sat down next to Hibari.

“This morning was torture…” Helmeppo grumbled with his mouth full. “Fasting? Seriously… they want us dead.”

“It had to be because of whoever stole food from the kitchens,” Prince Grus said, frowning. “But who would do something like that?”

“Idiots,” Kujaku replied with a shrug. “Or very poorly organized hungry people.”

“I bet it was overconfident recruits,” Helmeppo added. “Or idiots.”

“Or both,” Hibari concluded softly.

While they talked, Koby watched Heidi out of the corner of his eye.

She barely ate. Just picked at her food. She looked tired, her movements slower than usual.

He hesitated for a second… then took the clementine from his tray.

Silently, he began peeling it. His fingers were clumsy, but patient. He carefully removed the peel, then separated the segments.

Then he slid the clementine toward Heidi.

“Here.”

She looked up, surprised.

“Koby…?”

“You’re not really hungry,” he murmured, a little embarrassed. “But fruit goes down easier. It’ll do you good. Eat.”

Their fingers brushed when she took a segment.

“Thank you…” she said softly.

She ate slowly, and indeed, the sweet acidity went down easily. Koby watched her, relieved.

“Alright,” Prince Grus said, straightening up. “Change of subject. The weekend.”

Faces lit up almost instantly.

“Finally!” Helmeppo exclaimed. “Two days without training, without yelling, without—”

“Without doing anything stupid,” Kujaku cut in with a sly smile. “We stay within the authorized perimeter.”

“Of course,” Koby replied seriously. “No wandering too far from the base.”

“Exactly,” Kujaku said, tapping the table. “We can go to the neighboring island!”

Everyone turned to her.

“There are hot springs. Nice bars. And a big shopping center.”

She smiled.

“Perfect for a weekend.”

“Honestly…” Helmeppo nodded. “I vote yes.”

“Me too,” Hibari added. “The hot springs… that would feel amazing after this week.”

“I’m in,” Prince Grus said. “As long as we stick together.”

Koby looked at Heidi.

“And you?”

“I’d like that,” she replied with a sincere smile. “I’ll ask Tashigi if I see her… she might want to come.”

Kujaku snickered.

“If she manages to detach herself from Smoker, sure.”

A few laughs followed.

Then Koby frowned slightly.

“Wait…”

Silence fell.

“Where are we sleeping?”

Helmeppo blinked.

“At a hotel?”

“That could get expensive…” Koby replied, concerned. “We don’t all have the same pay.”

An awkward pause settled over the table.

Heidi gently set down her clementine, thoughtful.

“We could… sleep on the beach.”

Her suggestion came out simply, almost timidly.

Everyone turned toward her.

“Under the stars,” she added. “It wouldn’t cost anything… and it could be nice.”

A brief silence—then—

“Honestly?” Prince Grus approved. “I love the idea.”

“Same,” Helmeppo said. “As long as we have food and not too many mosquitoes.”

“Hot springs during the day, beach at night…” Hibari murmured. “That sounds… perfect.”

Kujaku smiled widely.

“Decision made, then!”

The smiles were unanimous.

 

---

After the meal, reality reclaimed its rights.

“Cleaning duty for sections C and D.”

Complaints erupted, but Heidi didn’t join them. She found herself cleaning floors with Hibari, broom in hand, sleeves rolled up.

“You’re not too tired?” Hibari asked softly.

“A little… but I’m okay.”

Heidi looked up just as a familiar silhouette passed down the hallway.

“Tashigi!”

The young woman turned, glasses slightly crooked, a folder under her arm.

“Heidi? Oh—sorry, I didn’t see you this morning…”

“That’s actually why,” Heidi said with a smile. “We were wondering where you were.”

Tashigi coughed lightly.

“I was… busy.”

A very telling silence.

“Hey…” Heidi continued hesitantly. “We’ve got leave this weekend. We’re going to the neighboring island… Would you like to come with us?”

Tashigi’s eyes lit up immediately.

“Really? Yes, I’d love to!”

“Perfect,” Heidi smiled.

They exchanged a knowing look before returning to their chores.

 

---

Meanwhile, Koby was walking briskly toward a far less welcoming building.

Vice Admiral Garp’s office.

He knocked.

“Come in!”

As soon as the door opened, Koby froze.

Garp was slouched in his chair, as usual.

But beside him, sitting upright with arms crossed—

“Admiral Sengoku…!”

Koby snapped to attention immediately.

“Koby, relax!” Garp laughed. “We’re not going to eat you! And remember, I’m retired—I’m not Fleet Admiral anymore!” Sengoku added.

Sengoku pressed his lips together, clearly holding back laughter.

“Sit down, boy,” he said calmly.

“Uh—yes, sir!”

“Want some tea? Or cookies?” Garp offered. “They’re good.”

“N-No thank you, sir!”

Koby was tense as a wire.

I made a mistake… I’m sure of it…

He glanced at Sengoku, who looked amused.

“Tell me, Koby,” Garp said, leaning back with his hands behind his head. “What are you planning to do this weekend?”

“Uh… With my SWORD comrades, Heidi, Tashigi… We’re going to the island across the way. Hot springs, shopping…”

He hesitated.

“But… I don’t see where you’re going with this, sir.”

Sengoku cleared his throat.

“That young woman. Heidi. You like her, don’t you?”

Koby turned red to the tips of his ears.

“I—I…!”

He lowered his head, unable to answer.

Garp burst out laughing.

“HAHAHA! See, Sengoku? I told you!”

Koby jerked his head up.

He wanted to disappear.

“Well,” Garp continued, leaning toward him. “If you want my opinion, boy… Enjoy this weekend.”

“S-Sir?”

“Be kind. Be attentive. Protect her. Listen to her. And above all… be honest.”

He smiled, unexpectedly serious.

“Girls like her deserve respect.”

Sengoku nodded slowly.

“But don’t forget one thing, Koby.”

His tone hardened.

“Once you return to base, all of this must stop. Romantic relationships are not allowed during service or missions. They are only permitted during leave. Love must not become a distraction from your duty as a soldier.”

Koby clenched his fists.

“Yes, sir.”

“This weekend,” Sengoku concluded, “is a parenthesis.”

Sengoku had barely finished speaking when Garp suddenly leaned toward Koby, elbows on the desk.

“Alright, now that that’s been said…”

Koby stiffened instantly.

“There’s another important subject.”

A very bad feeling twisted his stomach.

“S-Sir…?”

Garp suddenly took on an extremely serious expression. Too serious.

“If ever—if ever, you know— you find yourself in an… intimate situation with that young woman.”

Koby felt his brain shut down.

“I’m talking about sexual relations,” Garp clarified bluntly.

Blood rushed to Koby’s face.

“V-Vice Admiral?!”

Sengoku turned his head slightly away, shoulders shaking with stifled laughter.

“You need to be careful,” Garp continued calmly. “Always use protection. Always.”

Koby wanted the ground to swallow him.

“I-It’s—I—I don’t—!!”

“No excuses,” Garp cut him off. “Mistakes happen fast. And an unwanted pregnancy at your age… would be total chaos.”

Koby was now crimson, ears included.

“Y-Yes, sir…” he murmured, unable to meet his gaze.

“Good. And take care of her. No roughness. No stupidity. Respect. Always.”

Each word hit like a hammer.

Why did he call me here for this…? Why…?!

“Y-Yes, sir…” Koby stammered.

A heavy silence settled.

Garp stared at him another second… then nodded, satisfied.

“Perfect. I think that covers everything.”

Koby grabbed the opening like a lifeline.

“U-Uh—!” he blurted suddenly. “Admiral Sengoku…?”

Sengoku calmly turned to him.

“Yes, Koby?”

“W-Why are you at the base…? You’re retired, aren’t you…?”

The subject change was so abrupt that even Garp blinked.

Sengoku smiled gently.

“That’s true. But I like being here.”

He looked around.

“The Marines are my home. Even in retirement, you never truly leave a place like this.”

Koby nodded, grateful for such a normal, reassuring answer.

“Well,” Garp said, standing up. “You’re dismissed, boy.”

“Y-Yes, sir!”

Koby stood so fast he nearly knocked over the chair. He saluted hastily, opened the door… and closed it a bit too hard behind him.

The hallway suddenly felt much cooler.

He took a few steps.

Then—

“HAHAHAHA!”

Muffled laughter burst out behind the door.

“Did you see his face?!” Garp cackled. “He looked like he was about to faint!”

“You’re awful, Garp…” Sengoku replied, laughing as well. “But I admit… that was hilarious.”

“Oh, it’ll build character!”

Koby stopped dead.

His face was burning.

They were… They were really laughing.

Like two teenagers.

Even though they were almost eighty.

He resumed walking, stiff, eyes fixed straight ahead.

It was official.

That day would remain the most embarrassing moment of his entire life.

The rest of the day passed without incident.

Training was lighter, almost merciful compared to the morning. A few theoretical classes, a visit to the armory, and finally… freedom.

Evening fell gently over Marine Headquarters.

In the girls’ dormitory, the atmosphere was different. More relaxed. More human. Laughter replaced sighs, and excitement for the next day floated in the air.

Heidi sat on her bed, back straight, shoulders relaxed. She removed the hair tie, letting her long hair fall freely down her back.

“Hibari…” she said softly. “Could you braid my hair before we sleep…?”

Hibari looked up, surprised.

“Me? Of course…!”

She moved closer, a little hesitant, then sat behind her on the bed. When she took Heidi’s hair between her fingers, she couldn’t help holding her breath.

“They’re… incredible…” she murmured.

Heidi’s hair was long, thick, silky. It slid through her fingers like a warm veil, cascading down to her hips in a dark, shining fall.

“They’re really beautiful…” Hibari repeated, almost in awe. “You take such good care of them…”

Heidi smiled faintly.

“I think it’s just a habit,” she replied. “It calms me.”

Hibari began braiding slowly, carefully. Her movements were gentle, almost reverent, as if she feared breaking something fragile.

“You’re beautiful, Heidi…” she blurted suddenly, a little embarrassed. “I mean… naturally beautiful.”

Heidi felt warmth rise to her cheeks.

“Thank you…” she murmured.

The silence that followed wasn’t awkward. It was comfortable. Reassuring. Only the soft sound of fingers moving through hair disturbed it.

“Tomorrow…” Hibari said after a moment. “I can’t wait.”

“Me too,” Heidi answered without hesitation. “Just… doing nothing.”

Hibari smiled.

“Sleeping outside… watching the sky… It’s been so long since I’ve felt this impatient.”

She finished the braid and gently tied it off.

“There.”

Heidi reached behind her head, feeling the braid against her neck.

“It’s perfect. Thank you, Hibari.”

The dormitory lights slowly went out. Voices faded. Tired bodies finally found rest.

Heidi lay down, the braid resting on her shoulder, eyes already heavy. Her heart felt surprisingly light.

For the first time in a long while, she felt no tension. No worry.

Only anticipation.

Tomorrow, she could breathe.
Tomorrow, she could relax.

And that thought was enough to gently carry her into sleep.

Chapter Text

Dawn had barely broken when Heidi opened her eyes.

She hadn’t slept long, but she felt light. A real night without missions, without alarms, without constant tension. Just… a promise of rest. She stretched like a cat before getting up and quickly pulling on a simple but comfortable outfit—a tank top and short shorts would do just fine.

In the neighboring bed, Hibari had already been ready for a long time. For once, she had woken up early. Sitting upright on her bed, her bag perfectly packed at her feet, she stared fixedly at the door.

She was very clearly way too excited.

“You look like you’re in a hurry. It’s always nicer to wake up when there are no obligations, right?”

Kujaku asked calmly, still tying her hair, looking sleepy but amused.

“Ah! Y-yes… it’s just… I’m really looking forward to it,” Hibari replied, a little embarrassed.

Heidi smiled, immediately catching the implication.

She gently patted Hibari on the shoulder.

“Yeah, yeah, we know. You’re going to see Koby in civilian clothes.”

Hibari turned bright red.

“N–no!! It’s not… not just for that…!!”

“Mmmh, sure,” Kujaku said with a predatory grin.

Hibari buried her face in her hands with a groan.

The three girls finally headed out and crossed the still-quiet base. A few soldiers greeted them curiously, while others watched with envy—it had to be said, leave permissions outside of official holidays were rare in the Marines.

The sea breeze blew fresh and invigorating.

Seagulls circled above the harbor.

Soldiers were loading crates in the distance.

Heidi took a deep breath.

“Just being here already feels good.”

Kujaku crossed her arms.

“Enjoy it. In our line of work, you never know when the next weekend will come.”

Hibari nodded silently, keeping an eye on the entrance.

Then Helmeppo appeared first, stretching his arms exaggeratedly.

“Ooooh, what bliss not having to train today! I already feel free, I can breathe life, I—”

“Helmeppo, what you’re breathing is lateness,” a voice grumbled behind him.

Tashigi arrived next, right on time as always, glasses properly in place, simple outfit, already perfectly ready.

And finally…

Koby stepped out.

Simple clothes. Shy smile. Bright eyes.

Hibari almost lost her balance. Heidi smiled softly.

Kujaku immediately shot her a teasing look.

“Yo!” Koby said, raising a hand. “Sorry! Garp-san held me back again for one of his endless ‘lessons’…”

Heidi burst out laughing.

“At this hour? What did he tell you this time—‘Don’t forget to breathe’?”

“Almost,” Koby sighed. “He said, ‘Don’t do anything dangerous.’”

“During a relaxing weekend?” Helmeppo repeated.

They boarded a Marine speedboat meant for short trips. Nothing imposing, nothing solemn. Just a simple boat with a small crew.

The sun was slowly climbing into the sky.

The captain announced:
“We have a three-hour trip ahead! Calm seas expected! Sit back and enjoy!”

Heidi sat near the edge, her hair swept by the sea wind, a peaceful smile on her face.

“It’s been a while,” she murmured.

Koby looked at her without realizing it. He liked that smile—the one Heidi wore when she was simply… happy.

Hibari noticed. And looked away so it wouldn’t hurt.
Helmeppo yawned before lying down.

Grus settled in calmly and observed the group as always—silent but attentive. Tashigi was already talking shopping routes with Kujaku.

And none of them knew that they might be living through one of Heidi’s last truly innocent days.

The ship docked smoothly.

As soon as they stepped ashore, the heat wrapped around them like a soft, vibrant wave.

The sky was a brilliant blue, cloudless, with a sun already blazing despite it still being morning.

Before them stretched a lively seaside city, full of color and life.

The buildings weren’t huge but modern, decorated with neon signs, banners, and colorful parasols.

Wide, clean streets bustling with a joyful crowd—tourists, families, young soldiers on leave, loud groups of friends.

Laughter, bargaining, shouting, singing filled the air.
Then the smells hit them.

Grilled fish, skewers, juicy exotic fruits, warm bread, caramelized sweets… everything blended into an irresistible aroma.

Heidi’s stomach growled loudly.

— …

She looked a little embarrassed.

Helmeppo burst out laughing.

“We haven’t even taken ten steps and you already want to eat!”

“But it smells so good…” Heidi whined, already hypnotized by a food stand.

The heat began to rise. The air almost vibrated. Outdoor fans spun in front of some shops; stands sold iced drinks, colorful shaved ice, frozen fruit.

Posters read:
“Welcome to CROSICA! The most popular seaside resort in the region!”

Hibari looked around with wide eyes. Tashigi seemed surprised but delighted. Koby wore that shy but genuinely happy smile.

Kujaku straightened up.

And declared the sentence that would seal the group’s fate.

“Shopping time.”

Helmeppo went pale.

“Wait… now? Not something to drink first? Ice cream? Or, I don’t know… anything…?”

Prince Grus sighed with his usual calm.

“It seems this is the fate of men.”

Koby hesitated for a second. Then smiled.

“We can go with them. It’s a chance to see the city.”

Hibari beamed internally.

“Thank you, Koby!” Kujaku said in a falsely innocent tone.

“I knew you’d be reasonable—at least you.”

Helmeppo collapsed dramatically on the spot.

“Why??!!!”

“It’ll be good for you,” Tashigi said seriously.

“You’ll build mental endurance.”

Grus added calmly:
“And if we survive, we’ll be able to say we accomplished something greater than a battlefield.”

They started walking down the main street.
Heidi turned her head in every direction, amazed, a childlike smile on her face.

The shopping session lasted three long hours.

For the girls: paradise.

For the boys: hell.

Koby, Grus, and Helmeppo had lost all vitality.
They had become empty shells, wandering from shop to shop, dragged along by an overexcited female squad.

The girls went through: colorful clothing shops,
accessory stores,
makeup stands,
and finally…
the lingerie shop.

Kujaku entered with overflowing energy.

“Let’s go in, they look like they’ve got nice stuff.”

Heidi followed right behind, eyes shining.

Hibari hesitated, red at the very idea of being there.

Tashigi went in out of politeness… but looked completely overwhelmed.

The shop was filled with colors, lace, fine fabrics, mannequins in suggestive poses.

Kujaku analyzed everything like a military strategist.
Heidi happily rummaged through the racks like she was exploring a treasure trove.

Then she found it…

An absolutely ridiculous and adorable thong.

Rainbow-colored.

With little teddy bears on it.

A mix of cuteness and provocation.

She held it up high.

“HIBARI!! Look at this!”

Hibari jumped.

“H-huh?!”

Heidi approached with perfectly fake seriousness.

“This… would suit you so well.”

Hibari turned scarlet.

“W-why would you think I… that I’d wear THAT?!”

Kujaku burst out laughing.

“No but seriously, visually it’d work perfectly. The contrast between sweet good girl and outrageously cute, suggestive lingerie—it’s flawless.”

“STOP IT!!”

Hibari buried her face in her hands while Heidi laughed out loud. Even Tashigi looked away, embarrassed, suppressing a small smile.

Outside the lingerie shop, the three boys were sitting on a stone ledge.

Helmeppo stared at the ground.

“We’re going to die here. And on our tombstones it’ll say: ‘Died in front of a lingerie shop, eternal shame.’”

Prince Grus replied impassively:
“At least it’ll be original.”

Koby was bright red, hands on his knees, staring at nothing to avoid any visual contact with the display.

“Why… why do I have to be here…”

An old Marine on leave walked past them…

Observed them…

Then gave them a look full of compassion.

“Hang in there, boys.”

And walked away.

Silence fell again.

Helmeppo sighed.

“We’re pathetic.”

When the girls finally came out…

They were loaded with bags. Full bags. Way too full.

Clothes. Lingerie. Makeup. Accessories.

Kujaku was radiant. Tashigi looked surprisingly satisfied. Hibari was shamefully happy. Heidi was glowing like the sun.

Koby smiled fondly despite everything. Grus stayed stoic. Helmeppo cried internally.

“We might have spent a little too much,” Heidi admitted with an awkward laugh.

“‘A little,’” Grus repeated wearily.

And suddenly…

That smell.

Powerful.

Irresistible.

Spices. Grilled meat. Sweet sauces. Golden bread. Smoking skewers. Fragrant noodles.

A massive stand, like a gourmet market, with cooks shouting as they served, dishes flying out, people laughing while eating.

Heidi was already salivating.

“WE’RE EATING,” she declared with the conviction of an Admiral launching an attack.

Kujaku nodded. Hibari nodded enthusiastically. Even Tashigi looked eager.

The boys immediately came back to life.

They all sat around a large table, trays piled high with food.

Laughter. Overlapping conversations. Huge bites. Happy chewing noises.

Heidi closed her eyes as she savored her first bite.
“It’s… so good…”

 

The sun was finally beginning to set behind the tall, colorful buildings of the seaside town. All day they had walked, laughed, eaten more, wandered past shops, tasted overly sweet ice creams and overly greasy skewers. But now, a cold breeze descended from the island’s heights, sharply contrasting with the crushing heat of the afternoon.

Heidi shivered and rubbed her bare arms.

“It suddenly got… really cold, didn’t it?”

“That’s how it is here,” Prince Grus explained, watching the sky turn mauve.
“Scorching day, freezing evening.”

“Which is why,” Tashigi added, “the perfect idea is to go to the hot springs.”

Koby nodded timidly.

“It’ll do us good after all the walking… and it’s relaxing.”

Helmeppo rolled his eyes but seemed inwardly relieved at the idea of finally sitting down. Hibari hugged her bag, a little nervous at the thought of a public bath, but excited too. Kujaku’s eyes were already sparkling.

They arrived at a large establishment surrounded by red lanterns swaying in the wind, lighting the entrance with a warm glow. A soft scent of sulfur and steam seeped through the sliding doors.

“It looks amazing!” Heidi marveled.

They went in, paid the entrance fee, and each received a small basket with a towel, a yukata, and wooden sandals.

Inside, they learned the baths were separated.

“Alright, boys on one side, girls on the other,”

Tashigi announced naturally.

Helmeppo grumbled.

“Of course… no enjoying the scenery.”

Koby elbowed him in the ribs, red as a tomato.

“Stop it!”

They split up, each heading to their respective changing rooms.

The steam was already thick, warm, welcoming.

The girls undressed calmly, more or less at ease.

Hibari hesitated, covering her chest with her arms.

“It’s… it’s really big in here…”

“Relax,” Kujaku laughed. “No one’s going to eat you.”

Heidi acted as if it were the most natural thing in the world—completely relaxed, carefree, already laughing with Tashigi. Her silhouette took shape in the warm lights and rising steam.

“Come on, into the water!” she shouted cheerfully before rushing in.

On the boys’ side:
Prince Grus remained stoic and calm.

Helmeppo kept complaining.

Koby… prayed internally not to run into anything compromising—and above all, to stay dignified.

They undressed, a little awkwardly, and headed toward the pool.

Steam filled the space like a veil. Silhouettes blurred, shapes guessed, voices echoed softly.

Heidi, looking for a quieter spot in the bath, moved a little… without realizing she was drifting toward a poorly marked passage connecting a temporarily open mixed area under maintenance.

She pushed through a curtain of steam…

And came face to face…

With Koby.

Naked.

Time froze.

They stared at each other, eyes wide, mouths open, brains completely offline.

Koby’s face turned instantly scarlet.

“H–HEIDI?!”

“K–KOBY?!”

They stayed like that for a second, like two rabbits caught in headlights… before reality hit.

Heidi’s eyes widened, her cheeks burned, her breath caught.

Koby instinctively covered what he could, panicked.
“It’s not what you think!!” he shouted into the void as she was already turning away.

Heidi, red to the ears, slipped backward, nearly tripped, almost fell into the water, let out a small cry, then fled with her hands over her face, mortified.

Koby stayed frozen, trembling, half-drowned in shame, unable to move for several seconds.
His heart was pounding so loudly he felt like it could be heard on the other side of the baths.

“I’m going to die of embarrassment,” he muttered as he sank into the water.

Heidi had rushed back to the girls’ pool, still soaked in shame, cheeks blazing, completely lost. She tried to submerge herself up to her chin to disappear into the hot water… but her face betrayed everything.

Kujaku stared at her for a few seconds, narrowed her eyes, then smiled far too curiously.

“Hey… why are you so red? Is the heat getting to you that much?”

Heidi shook her head, uncomfortable, lips trembling between nervous laughter and panic.

“N–no… it’s not the heat…”

Kujaku moved closer immediately, sensing something juicy.

“Then? What did you do? Why that face?”

Heidi looked around, leaned very close to Kujaku’s ear… and whispered, even though no one was really listening.

“…I saw Koby.”

“Yeah?” Kujaku said, unimpressed.

“Naked.”

Silence.

Then Kujaku froze.

Her eyes widened.

Her smile twisted into a demonic grin.

“EXCUSE ME?!”

Heidi let out a nervous laugh, covering her face.

“I took the wrong passage… and ran into him… he was completely… entirely…”

“Totally naked?” Kujaku repeated delightedly, like it was Christmas.

“Totally naked… yes…”

Tashigi choked on the water, shoulders burning just at the thought. Hibari, who had been right next to them, had turned her head reflexively at first… but once she understood… she went completely stiff.
Kujaku leaned in even closer, unable to contain her uncontrollable curiosity.

“Wait wait wait… important question.”

She lowered her voice, but not nearly enough to be discreet.

“Did you see see? Like… really see? Or just glimpse?”

Heidi melted into the water.

“Kujaku…!”

“Answer. For science.”

Heidi groaned, crushed by shame.

“Yes. I saw everything… even… his… I mean… his…”
Kujaku burst out laughing, a mix of mischief and excitement.

“YOU SAW KOBY’S THING?!”

“Kujaku!! Not so loud!!” Heidi cried, clapping a hand over her mouth, crimson.

Hibari jolted as if struck in the heart.

Her eyes widened, her cheeks ignited instantly.
She sank into the water up to her nose, hiding her burning face.

“Y-you… you saw… everything…?” she asked in a tiny, barely audible voice.

Heidi nodded, confused, ashamed, laughing nervously.

“It was an accident! Really! We froze… and… and I thought I was going to faint… he covered himself… I screamed… and ran…”

Kujaku slapped the water, laughing.

“I would’ve paid good money to see that!”

Then she added with a wink:

“So? What’s it like?”

“KUJAKU!!”

Heidi burst out laughing despite herself, fully submerging her face in the hot water, while Hibari continued to boil… and not just from the heat.
Kujaku, still clinging to Heidi like a vulture to prey, wouldn’t let it go.

“So…?” she pressed excitedly. “You can’t leave us hanging without details!”

Heidi hesitated, fiddling with her fingers under the water. Her cheeks were still blazing.

“I just… took a very quick look…”

She took a breath, then dropped it like a bomb:

“And… I thought it looked… big?”

Instant silence.

Kujaku’s mouth fell open.

Tashigi nearly choked on her own saliva.

Hibari stiffened as if the world had collapsed.

“WHAT?!” Kujaku hissed, utterly delighted.

Heidi raised her hands in panic.

“But I’m not sure!! I panicked, I didn’t look long! And besides… I don’t even know what counts as… big or not!”

That’s when realization struck Kujaku.

She leaned very slowly toward Heidi, scrutinizing her, then frowned.

“Wait… wait…”

Her gaze suddenly turned very serious.

“Heidi. Existential question. Very important.”

“Again?” Heidi sighed.

“…Was that the first time you’d ever seen the wolf?”
Heidi blinked.

“The what?”

“The wolf, you know… the thing… the beast… the—”

“Kujaku!!” Tashigi protested, scarlet.

She took a deep breath, summoning courage.

“She means… the p–penis…”

Heidi froze for two seconds. Then nodded timidly.

“Oh… yes.”

She lowered her eyes.

“It was the first time.”

A small silence passed.

Kujaku smiled softly, suddenly far less mocking.

“Oooh…”

Then she chuckled gently.

“So you’d never seen one before, huh?”

“No. Never.”

“So then…”

Kujaku leaned closer, a mischievous but oddly
tender smile on her lips.

“You’re a virgin?”

Heidi wanted to disappear into the water.

“…Yes.”

Kujaku burst out laughing—openly, but not cruelly.
“That’s cute!”

Heidi groaned, mortified.

That’s when Hibari, who had been silent but red to the ears, finally spoke, slightly irritated.

“Well… I thought you… had already… you know…”

She looked away, annoyed without really knowing why.

“You talk easily with guys… you seem comfortable… so I thought that…”

Kujaku immediately turned to her.

“Ohooo… Hibari, jealous?”

“What?! Not at all!”

Kujaku sighed, shaking her head.

“So what? It doesn’t mean anything. You can be comfortable with your body, talk to everyone… and still choose to wait.”

She affectionately patted Heidi’s head.

“She has time. And honestly, good for her.”

Then… she slowly turned to Hibari, a predatory smile stretching her lips.

“And besides… you’re a virgin too.”

“WHAT?!” Hibari yelled, nearly fainting.

Her face exploded into bright red.

“N-no, why would you—why would you say that?!”
“Because it’s obvious,” Kujaku declared proudly.

She narrowed her eyes.

“And don’t even think about lying to me.”

Hibari was boiling. Literally.

She finally turned her face toward the water, very small.

“…Yes. Okay. There. I am too…”

Heidi, terribly embarrassed but touched, murmured softly:

“Hey… then we’re in the same boat.”

Kujaku burst out laughing.

“Exactly!”

She happily slapped the water.

“Welcome to the intact-hymen club, ladies!”

Tashigi remained silent… and incredibly red.

Heidi still felt mortified…

But deep down, strangely reassured.

Time passed calmly, to the rhythm of steam slowly rising into the cool evening air. The laughter faded.

Each of them now enjoyed the restful silence.

Heidi eventually moved a little away from the group.

She sat on the edge of the pool, completely naked, her legs still soaking in the hot water. Her pale skin was covered in a fine mist. She let her head fall back, sighing deeply, as if releasing all the heat… and all the embarrassment still stuck in her chest.

From the corner of her eye, Hibari hesitated.

She watched her.

She watched her neck, her shoulders, her back that looked so small tonight.

She gathered her courage, inhaled, and slowly approached.

“Heidi…?”

The young woman gently turned her head.

Hibari stopped very close to her in the water, unsure whether to climb up beside her or stay submerged.

“Yes?” Heidi murmured softly.

Hibari lowered her eyes, nervously fidgeting with her fingers under the water.

“I… I wanted to apologize for earlier…”

Heidi blinked.

“For what?”

“For… what I said.”

Her voice trembled slightly.

“I was harsh. And… unfair.”

She took a deep breath, gathering her courage.

Heidi stayed silent.

Hibari clenched her fists.

“I…” She swallowed.

“I’m in love with Koby.”

The words fell like a stone into the water.

Heidi froze.

“…Oh.”

Hibari closed her eyes, ashamed.

“So when I hear a girl talk about him… especially like that…”

She blushed deeply.

“It makes me jealous. It hurts. And I hate that.”

She bit her lip.

“And when it’s you… it’s even worse.”

Something tightened in Heidi’s chest.

She didn’t answer immediately.

She forced a small smile.

“Oh really?”

She put on a mock-shocked, slightly theatrical expression to ease the tension.

“You’re in love with him?!”

She put a hand to her mouth, feigning surprise.

“I would have neeeever guessed.”

Hibari widened her eyes.

“Stop…” she murmured, mortified.

But despite her embarrassment… Heidi was hurting.

It didn’t show.

She forced herself to smile.

But in her stomach, something had knotted tight.

Then… Heidi slid back into the water, soft and burning.

Without warning, she moved toward Hibari.

And hugged her.

Their naked bodies pressed together in the hot water.

Hibari froze.

A shock ran through her entire body.

Her cheeks turned scarlet to the ears.

“H-Heidi?!”

Heidi rested her head against her shoulder, gentle, tender.

“It’s okay,” she murmured.

Her voice trembled slightly.

“You have the right to love someone.”

Her arms tightened a little.

“And you have the right to be afraid… or jealous.”

A small, shaky laugh escaped her.

“Even if it hurt me a little… I understand.”

Hibari felt her heart race.

The contact of Heidi’s skin against hers burned almost more than the hot spring water.

She didn’t know where to put her hands, or where to look.

She was red… down to her soul.

But she didn’t push her away.

On the contrary… she timidly wrapped her arms around her.

“Thank you…” she whispered, voice tight.

And in that comforting silence…
they stayed like that a few seconds too long, lost between embarrassment, warmth… and something even more fragile.

 

——————————————————————————————

 

They left the hot springs in the late afternoon, refreshed, relaxed… and hungry.

Night had already fallen, and the seaside city had traded the bright heat of day for a vibrant, colorful atmosphere lit by neon lights and hanging lanterns.

The streets were lively, full of voices and different music. Everywhere, you could smell grilled fish, skewers… and especially ramen.

“I’m hungry, I’m hungry, I’m hungry!” Heidi complained like a child.

They eventually settled into a small, crowded but cozy restaurant. One large table. A friendly atmosphere.

Steaming bowls were set down one after another.
And… bottles of alcohol.

Kujaku grabbed the first one.

“Well, we’re on leave, right? So let’s toast!”

Helmeppo laughed, Prince Grus followed, and soon glasses clinked.

Heidi hesitated… then joined in. One sip. Then another.

Very quickly, the mood rose.

Kujaku laughed louder than usual.

Helmeppo’s cheeks turned red.

Prince Grus started telling unbelievably absurd anecdotes.

Heidi… laughed out loud. Her eyes sparkled, her cheeks flushed, her voice softer and lighter. She ate, talked, laughed, drank. She looked happy—almost too happy.

Across from her, three sober faces watched the scene: Tashigi sighed, half fond, half despairing.

Hibari watched Heidi with concern.

And Koby…

Koby watched her.

Not with an improper gaze.

But with one drawn in despite himself.

She was radiant.

When they finished, they were all full, laughing… and quite tipsy for some.

“We’re not going back already, right?” Helmeppo said.

“Bar time!” Kujaku immediately proposed.

And of course… everyone followed.

They entered a packed establishment, pulsing with energetic music. Colored lights, laughter, people everywhere.

Kujaku didn’t even wait.

“Drink! Dance! Liiive!”

She grabbed Heidi by the hand.

“Come on!”

“Huh? Wait—”

Too late.

They disappeared onto the dance floor.

The music vibrated through the ground.

They started dancing laughing… then more seriously.

Their bodies followed the rhythm.

Kujaku let herself go completely—sensual, provocative.

Heidi hesitated at first.

Then she let loose.

Her green dress hugged her curves, her body swayed naturally, her long hair followed every movement. Her dancing wasn’t vulgar. It was… captivating.

Eyes turned toward them.

But Koby’s… never left Heidi.

He felt like he couldn’t blink.

Something in the way she moved, in that slightly drunken smile, in that total carefreeness… hypnotized him.

He swallowed.

“Koby, you’re staring,” Helmeppo murmured, amused.

Koby jumped.

“I-I’m not—”

“Mmm-hmm, sure,” Helmeppo replied with a teasing grin.

Heidi eventually returned to the bar, still laughing, slightly out of breath. Her cheeks were red. Her eyes shone.

“Another drink!” she called cheerfully.

“No,” Koby replied almost immediately.

She blinked.

“Huh…?”

He stepped closer, much more serious.

“Heidi, you’ve had enough.”

“But—”

“This isn’t serious,” he said calmly but firmly. “You’re going to make yourself sick.”

She pouted, sulky… adorable.

“You’re exaggerating…”

But even drunk… part of her knew he was right.
Koby hesitated, then sighed.

“Come on… let’s get some air. Two minutes. Just you and me. Okay?”

She stayed still for a moment.

Then nodded.

“Okay.”

He gently placed a hand on her back to guide her—a respectful but protective gesture. Heidi felt a shiver run through her.

They left the music, the lights, the drunken atmosphere.

And stepped outside.

The night was cool.

The sky was clear.

The city hummed softly in the distance.

Heidi took a deep breath.

And found herself… alone outside.

With Koby.

Her heart sped up slightly.

The cool night air brushed Heidi’s face. But despite the breeze, she felt like she was suffocating. Her cheeks burned, her eyes slightly glassy.

Koby, standing across from her, seemed to be searching for words.

“Feeling better?” he asked gently.

“Hm… yeah…” she breathed, without real conviction.
But no. She wasn’t okay.

Hibari’s confession still looped in her head. The idea that Koby might love someone else—her—tightened her chest. And the alcohol amplified everything.
So she did something she never would have done sober.

She stepped closer.

Too close.

Much too close.

“Heidi…?” Koby murmured, surprised.

She placed her hand on his chest. Right on his partially open shirt, still loosened from the evening heat.

Her fingers trembled… but stayed.

“You know, Koby…” she whispered.

Her voice turned sensual, almost feline.

“I’ve never really… done this before.”

She looked up at him, lashes trembling.

“But… do you like me…?”

His heart skipped a beat.

“H-Heidi… wait—”

She moved even closer, until he felt her breath against him.

Her lips almost brushed his.

“We could… go somewhere… or to the bathroom… just the two of us…”

Her voice faltered.

Her body said something different from her mind.
She needed to know.

Needed to feel desired.

Needed to prove that someone could want her.
Koby was scarlet.

“Heidi, stop…!” he stammered, completely panicked.

She tried to kiss him.

And he pushed her away.

Not violently.

Not brutally.

But firmly.

A clear gesture.

Something shattered in Heidi’s gaze.

“You’re completely drunk,” he said tensely, trying to stay calm.

“You don’t know what you’re doing. This isn’t you, Heidi.”

She froze.

Then it was as if her whole body gave out at once.

Her eyes immediately filled with tears.

Tears of humiliation.

Of hurt.

Of rejection.

“…Oh.”

Her voice broke.

“I understand.”

“Heidi, wait—”

“I understand,” she repeated louder, voice trembling.

She took a step back.

“You don’t want me.”

She wiped her cheeks clumsily, shoulders shaking.
“You don’t love me. I knew it.”

She turned on her heel.

And went back into the bar, crying.

Koby stood there, stunned, heart crushed.

“Heidi…!”

But she had already disappeared into the crowd.

Heidi collapsed into a dark corner, hands covering her face. Tears streamed uncontrollably.

Tashigi noticed immediately.

“Heidi…?”

She crouched in front of her.

“What happened?”

Heidi shook her head.

“Nothing… leave me…”

“You’re crying, something’s wrong,” Tashigi insisted gently.

“I said… nothing!” Heidi sobbed, ashamed, unable to explain.

Tashigi clenched her teeth. But respected it.

She stayed nearby anyway, a reassuring presence.

Hibari… was still laughing on the dance floor with Kujaku and Prince Grus. She hadn’t seen anything.

Understood nothing.

Heidi was alone with her pain.

The music kept pounding, but bodies tired. Tashigi checked the time.

“It’s three in the morning. That’s enough for today. We’re heading back.”

Slowly, the group regrouped.

Kujaku was still laughing.

Helmeppo could barely walk straight.

Prince Grus was humming.

Heidi walked silently.

Eyes empty.

Head down.

Koby joined the group late, looking devastated.

His gaze immediately went to her.

She didn’t look at him.

They left the city and reached the beach.

There, they set up makeshift bedding. A few blankets. A few bags.

The sand was warm, the sea calm, the sky full of stars.

Everyone eventually lay down.

Heidi collapsed almost instantly, alcohol and exhaustion taking over.

Her face still damp with tears.

Kujaku was already snoring.

Helmeppo too.

Hibari slept peacefully, unaware of anything.

But Koby…

Koby didn’t sleep.

Not a single minute.

He lay there, eyes open, hands clenched.

He replayed her lips so close.

Her trembling hands against his chest.

Her hurt expression.

Her tears.

“Did I do the wrong thing…?”

He felt dirty despite having done nothing.

Guilty even though he had tried to do the right thing. He had wanted to respect her… …and yet, he had broken her.

The sea kept whispering.

The sky slowly moved toward dawn.

And Koby stayed awake in the night… with a heavy heart.