Been idk how long, but after some (kind of thorough?? My brain is melting but whatever) research they removed the messaging feature at some point...? For...some reason??
idk but apparently in the few (like 2) years I've been avoiding or only occasionally using the site they managed to remove a random feature. Good news? I'm not crazy, it was technically a feature. Bad news? It ain't anymore. Good news again cause apparently I need more positivity in my life? quotev is good af for stereotypical fanfiction. Like, I would kill for ao3, but sometimes a guy just wants a basic premise with the writing of a 13 yr old. Or thats just me, dunno
Anyway this was fun. It's too late to formulate thought, time to write shitty poetry instead-
I'm shy as hell with my writing but like...people don't read things they know they won't like i guess? If you don't like a ship, don't read fanfiction with that ship, type thing. No point being shy when they interact with my hyperfixation willingly
It’s just that I know I won’t have the energy to them so I normally don’t post , even if the writing is good it takes months to write another chapter because I keep procrastinating it
And?? Procrastination slays, I do it all the time—besides, you’re a person and if you want to post soemthing post it. Like if you’re writing it for you I’m not saying you have to, but a consistent posting schedule is for people with a life. I have one, but I don’t want it (Dazai core)
That’s kind of a joke btw. I don’t want to live but death is overrated—like…what if science isn’t real and heaven DOES exist (I’m not religious btw)?? That sounds worse than being down here. At least I can be oblivious and silly in my mental illness
You might have convinced me , also the part about not dying only because that maybe theres a haven even though you are religious is soo fr , can’t talk more because I’m still in school and just got a break from our presentation practice
Damn bro. It’s nighttime where I live, ha ha. School ended AGES ago. Also responding to fanfic comments during class is so real, like no I’m not gaming I’m talking to this stranger online who’s equally queer and neurodivergent as my dumbass it is very fun
Fr , people think im playing something while I talk with people that are just obsessed with something as me , rigth now im just waiting to get my lunch and when I get home m prolly gonna try to try something
Get your lunch, my weirdly friendly friend that isn't a friend cause online friendships are weird and you might be a 50 yr old man with a weird amount of talent at pretending to be a teenager. And yes. Like...no I'm NOT somehow finding a way to play roblox in class, nuh uh. I'm just being SILLY and writing fanfiction like...at least I'm being creative
Try something. My brain is glitching but try something cause uh...yay...???
(ya'll I was talking to my headmates earlier (during math, duh) and they were legit like 'bitch idk who's talking rn, guess' and i was like 'there are four of you, and technically only 3 eligible options cause David is FIVE' and they went 'suck it up' and I read the bible while chatting with them for half the lesson. I read the bible when they're being loud, it gets David to shoo and makes the others screech at the overuse of the word 'begat'. Very silly, very fun, still dunno who I was talking about. When David appeared (he's the only reliable source, the others are too similar) I asked if it could be new person and this man went 'dunno. Everything's feeling blurry' and for every class that day I spent at least 2 minutes trying not to dissociate so that was fun)
(don't question the storytime I have no friends who understand the AGONY of the sillies. When I was originally interrogating 15 for its name one of my irl friends thought I was dying cause I was pacing back and forth and aggressively gesturing for them to stop talking until it left me alone. Very fun.)
Fr , also i genuinely like hearing people stories about their headmates, some of my headmates are lil brats ( said in a lovingly way ) and pranksters and I can’t talk about it with most people I know, they’re soo silly , one of them is literally a biuld a bear frog and another is a cartoon dog called Mac ( short for mac&chesse but also the reason we call him Mackenzie)
Yess!! How do I explain to people what it's like to have genuine people just chatting to you all the time??
I only have four (that I know of). They're humans, but the age difference between them is hilarious (5, 12, 15 and 20) so watching them communicate is hilarious. Unless you count the doggo's, but they live on the little hilltop and house that my headmates live in (idk how to explain it) and don't communicate with me?? They're just kinda--there. Like I know they're there cause when I visit they're there but it's so hard to explain-
Fr like how do I explain I can’t talk to someone in the moment they wanna talk to me because a lil guy in my head is talking to me first , btw your innerworld sounds cool , My headmates ( and sometimes me ) live in a lake house with a little pond very close to it , I kinda like it there because the house is kinda big and cozy most times
It's literally just a cabin on a mountain--there are 2 doggos (as mentioned). I like it cause it's small, comfortable, and I can sit on a bench outside without worrying about mosquitos :3
But the 'hey I'm talking to a lil guy in my head' pales in comparison to 'yeah I spent the past 20 minutes in a cabin in the woods drinking tea, only half aware of life, blame Ash and Clay, they wanted to be silly'. Like...at least talking to myself is funny half the time, fucking off into the unholy abyss of a non-existent house is somehow worse to explain
The cabin sounds cool , fr , normally I just explain this by saying I was tired or sometimes my headmates will just take my place and act like me until im back ( somehow shuuji became my best friend’s second best friend even though hes pissed off half the time )
No cause I don’t get the whole ‘take your place’ thingy. Like sometimes they’ll be louder, and it’ll be more like I have two, very clear processes guiding decisions, but other than that I have to pull excuses from nothing-
I typically say I zoned out tho. I have adhd, and I act the same when I zone out vs hang out in my cabin so…yay…?
Shuuji is so real for that. I accidentally steal peoples friends all the time—to the point that all of my friend groups are only stable and alive because of me. I to, am an asshole all the time. One of my friends really likes Clay, tho. When the little guys are being loud I can somewhat translate between them, and Clay likes me the most (he just yelled bullshit imma cry) so even if he’s being his mean, asshole self my friend coos over him.
The take my place thing doesn’t work the best , im an introvert and so is shuuji and Hilbert but all the others are extroverted crazy guys , they aren’t the he best at acting but it works because everyone I know doesn’t care much about me so they never notice changes in behavior
And believe me or not , somehow them all made my bestie also their bestie , she thinks they’re very cute , little does she knows they’re the chaos in the for of headmates, I love them bunches even with all their craziness
Mine are just plain mean and blunt—when they are influencing me more (idk how else to explain it) the only real difference is slight speaking pattern changes, answer length and tone. Most of them, I mean. David is a silly little man (he’s five, I just get clingy, quiet and fidgety)
No one can tell cause no one’s acting, people don’t notice until you try and get them to define you with a fictional character and they list off every character with emotional regulation problems (obvious ones), a split personality or bipolar disorder.
Fr , people will describe me as the sweetest person ever but then the characters they say are literally me are the ones that have to most personality disorders ( they are not wrong though)
Rigth now im babysitting my cg and oh my goodness, hes the sweetest little ever , rigth now where in the middle of a pekaboo game , dunno why but I felt the need to share it
Like…yes?? I’m so nice but then you describe me as fucking TWICE??? From MHA. You know. The guy whose entire gimmick is having a split personality. Like girly pop WHYYYYY
And eeeee that sounds so sillyyyyyy
Rn I’m flopped on my bed malfunctioning cause I spent the past few hours of my life out of the house but I now have a new stuffed toy!! Her name is mealworm and she’s a kookaburra (I’m Australian) I would kill for her. Tell your cg that a stranger on the internet agrees with your statement, he’s the sweetest little guy <33333
Fr , like why are my friends saying that I remind them of dazai , not that I don’t like it ( I take it as a compliment most times ) but why are you comparing me to the suicidal maniac that has problems expressing his emotions
Rigth now im a weird position in my sofa while it charges because I’m writing an Jax agere fic ( please give me a name ideas for, I beg you ) , btw the part of killing for your stuffie is soo real , if anyone dares to touch Toby ( my dog plushie) they are dead , and I’ll tell it to my cg when I babysit him again
Nah cause if my friends knew of Dazai they’d compare me to him—friend groups entirely build off suicidal queer neurodivergents are so silly-
Becoming a pretzel to write fanfic is so real-
What’s the fic about tho??? Like I suck at names don’t get me wrong but veryyyyy unspecific.
(My favourite stuffed toy is a dog called Bagel, my special interest is birds so all my bird stuff gets put on a shrine in my bedroom and fiddled with when I feel silly)
Im jealous of you , im the only queer person in my classroom and and my friend group only see each other very rarely ( we all study in different schools)
Fr , while im writing I be looking like a very cursed image
The fic starts after tadc’s sixth episode and is mostly just pomni caring for Jax because he regressed after a panic attack
( I do a similar thing but instead of a shrine all my stuffies live in a nest I made out of blankets in my bed )
Damn bro—I have three friends and two of them are queer (trans and not hetero), the other is in denial (silly). I’m throwing that bitch on the floor like a Minecraft chicken✨
Pretzel authors Fr Fr
And eeeeee I wanna read ittttt
Angsty jax fanfic is my life✨✨✨✨
I wrote one in like an hour, my trans ness came through a lil to much (when it wasn’t about gender)
My friend is also in denial, she admitted she’s ace ( like me ) but she won’t admit she isn’t straight ( I know she’s lying because she said she “ used to be bi “ )
✨pretzel autors ✨
Fr , whenever I write about Jax I make him unintentionally trans ( Jax angst for life )
My denial was even more aggressive—like ‘I’m not a boy. I’m crazy.’ And technically, I ain’t a boy (agender agenda Fr Fr) but it’s hilarious to think about
When I write I look like a shrimp with insecurity’s, but that’s close enough to pretzel tbh
I’ll be wearing the most traditionaly boysh cloths ever and they still can’t figure it out
All the fictional transmasc’s are my children ( don’t you worry im not in the write to judge while I’ll be making more fanart of my favs than studying while in school)
Nah I’m over here like “can you get me sports bras five sizes too small to bind my chest. Also, skirts make me wanna rip my skin off, I’m happy when people can’t tell what my gender/sex is, I go by a more masculine version of my deadname because it makes people think I’m a cis boy-“ and they’re just there like “lesbian”.
WHY ARE THEY OKAY WITH ME BINDING MY CHEST BUT NOT USING HE/HIM SOMETIMES?? LIKE GIRLY POP
Canon transmascs are my life. In school I write fanfiction so
Fr , I quite literally made my own binder and they know it yet they can’t use he/him for me ( at this point I think they are just pretending I’m cis because they can’t accept it )
The canon and non canon transmasc’s are perfect
Fr , writing in school is so much better than at home for no reason ( I’m writing this in school rigth now )
My deadname has two main nicknames, but one is more common than the other (like a billion times more acceptable, the other is an old person name). Family calls me the common form of the nickname, which genuinely makes my skin crawl more than my deadname cause my preferred name is the more common nickname. Idk if that makes sense but yeah. It’s fun.
PLEASE recommend a sewing tutorial. Idk where I’m supposed to learn cause all the internet videos are BORING my dumb little adhd brain can’t focus that well
t r a n s m a s c
Nah cause I’m trying to spend as much time as reasonably possible writing fanfiction in class without alerting anyone that I’m writing fanfiction. The next chapter of this fic is gonna be a long one-
I honestly don’t care when my friends call me my deadname ( im not out yet for most of tgem so it’s ok ) but my skin crawls whenever is my family that does it
Just wait a lil bit , I gotta get my old sewing learning playlist back
TRANSMASC
Sometimes I even write fanfic on paper if I can’t have my phone with me
My friends aren’t allowed to deadname or misgender me—they, at the very least, know I go by the nickname thingy. Family genuinely disgust me, the only person allowed to use my dead name is my humanities teacher cause I don’t think he holds value to it
I live that man in a very weird way
Take your time—if your organisation is anything like me then it’ll be a WHILE
transmascs. Yes.
I’m good at writing in my head, I don’t tend to reread or proofread anyway so I’ll write our entire chapters in my brain and just retain enough information to rewrite it later-
Most people don’t know I’m trans but they give lots of nicknames ( some witch are pretty weird but At least they use my surname instead of my deadname) so I don’t really worry about that and I also have very shitt hearing so I normally don’t hear my deadname being called and instead just hear people calling me ( my favorite nicknames come from my life project teacher because even though he’s a priest he’s funny and pretty random )
I’d send to you rigth but I’m not my phone where my old playlist is ( my phone is bugging and I may end up losing this account so I’m using my tablet rn )
Transmasc.
I can’t do this cuz I don’t have a good memory but sometimes I write down the good prompt ideas I have and then I write them
( btw , sorry for not replying for a week , I was having school projects week after week ) ( just putting my Tumblr username here in case I lose this account @puppydogdontknowwhy)
People i know (besides friends of course) are constantly confused about my:
Sexuality Sanity Sex
sparkle sparkle. I am tired.
my phone is always bugging. Heart emoji.
t r a n s m a s c
Entirely valid, my memory sucks I just like the writing part and hate the monotony of typing, so I tend to write things in my head a lot (adhd makes thoughts more jumbled and my headmates fuck with it more lol)
(it's ok--i forgot life existed for a week as well. School. Good news? I got 80% on my most recent math test. Bad news? My brain is still fried and I did it a week ago. Show working fr fr, I got 99% of my marks from showing every detail of my thought process)
(Yeah that's cool. Do you know why'd you lose your account??)
I honestly think people on the internet know about me more than my irl friends and family ever will
My phone is almost all shattered in the back so that’s probably why it’s always bugging
I constantly write fica in my head but my memory is soo shitty I keep forgetting my line of thought
TRANSMASC
( my brain is totally fried and I have school tests in a week , m fucked up in those tests , I’m just hoping I feel a tiny bit better so I can actually do the tests )
( lost my old google account in which my ao3 account was registered on which means I maybe lose it )
Real. Internet strangers are so much sillier, if they hate me I can just block them-
Dude my phone is probably destroyed beyond repair. It’s old and I drop it at least twice a day. Hilarious (sobbing)
Transmasc.
(My brain is fried always. My headmates haven’t acted up this week, but I honestly prefer when they do—like yeah it’s hard to think when they’re talking to me but they don’t have anxiety so when they’re influencing me or sharing my brain with me it’s easier to function)
Fr , people be telling me to kill myself and I can just block them , wish I could do the same with my parents
The funniest part is that I cant even remember how mine got all those cracks on it
Transmascs!!!
( I discovered that my co-host can actually be kind when he wants to , sadly he’s quieter rigth now wich means I don’t get to talk to the evil gremlin, he’s soo stupid , he looks like rodrick helfley from diary of a wimpy kid in the second movie )
( the worst part is that when i happened I lost almost all my accounts )
No cause my has a bunch of scratches from when my friend dragged by phone across uneven wooden floors in his attempts to steal it from me. But those are the only form of damage and I have no clue why
Transmascs. <3
(Can’t relate, all I’ve learnt is that fifteen sucks ass at changing its tone of voice. That thing shared by body a day and I think I became a robot from the lack of inflection what the hell—and I’m completely alone. I think. Wait no Clay just yelled at me he’s here)
Fr , why do they get to give me death treats and I can’t even block them
My friends are almost always stealing my phone to take photos and I’m almost sure they dropped it on the ground at least ten times
T R A N S M A S C S
( I haven’t seen mine in days , I think their uno playing thing is getting a little too serious, and shuuji finnal is getting less angry wich means the anger issues guys isn’t just the anger issues guy anymore )
( it’s fine , I’ll prolly just do a new account as soon as I can )
( sorry for making you wait tree days for a respond , a lot of shit happend in the other days )
My friend steals my phone to be a nuisance. And because he's sick of me reading fanfiction all the time (so mean, ik)
TRANSMASCS TRANSMASCS TRANSMASCS
(damn bro. I think mine are all dead in the cabin, only Ash has been chatty recently. So mean, I liked the chaotic goblins)
(don't abandon me when you do, we're bestie boos now)
(to be fair shit happens a lot. And I'd never get annoyed, life is life and all that. Hope you're doing okay tho, here's your message-ly (daily doesn't rly work in this situation) reminder to water your flesh vessel. Heart emoji, love youuuuu (threatening blink))
Fr , my friends hide my phone sometimes because they say I red way too much
Transmascs transmascs transmascs
( mine been in a week long uno playing session, my only irl friend who knows they exist is also getting worried, I miss my little chaos agents )
( don’t worry , I don’t leave friends alone , and when I get a new one I’m gonna apear to talk again )
( is just that I have a lot of things to do this week but things are gonna go back to normal in a bit of time , ( dw , I drink a lot a water per day so my vessel is actually in decent condition ( I say decent because is what I can do in a body full of defects , like my lack of sense of smell it the thing making the smell isn’t really close to me , and my lack of good hearing and etc ) , luv u too ( stares at you like a cat does at its owner )
I relate I relate. I've wrestling this man over fanfiction multiple times lol
TRANSMASCCCCCCCCCC
(My little chaos agents have decided they like a very specific kind of chip and refuse to let me not ask my friend for one when they buy them. I wish they were in a week long uno session)
(Yippeeee)
(Gasp. Your vessel is in decent condition? Can't relate- (Nah cause my closest friend doesn't have a sense of smell, imma go cry now that's a hilarious coincidence. My body is also full of defects, my lungs hate me, I'm always dizzy, my joints feel like they're grating against each other at all times...very fun)
(The last line is incredibly ironic considering the fact I'm a) allergic to cats and b) a therian. My theriotype is a cat. So I am, of course, staring into your soul right back <33333)
( sounds like the typa thing my lil chaos agents would , their little uno adventure is messing with our schedule, m kinda getting worried but I don’t have time to intervene rigth now so they are gonna wait two weeks ore more )
( yayyyyy )
( my vessel only is decent sometimes, rn my left leg is hurting like I fell down from a big staircase (freakin funny coincidence , I think the only reason my body is fucked up is because my dad decided he should Marry his cousing aka my mom wich mean and the byproduct of incest , very very fun having a fucked up vessel, that last was my best attempt at sarcasm )
( what are the chances I found another therian here , I’m a dog and cat therian , and yes the part of staring into peoples souls is soo real , I’ll be doing nothing and then I start staring at people’s souls ( btw im staring into your soul still <3333 )
(Chaos gremlins without consequences are so silly. Who’s winning the uno game tho?)
(What the actual fuck please tell me that’s a joke. I…incest is crazy—I’m fucked up cause I’m unlucky af like everything that could be wrong and undiagnosed is wrong at this point. Like are you okay??? You’re your own something dude)
(Nah cause staring into people’s souls is how I show affection. Also my kitty cat ness is very funny to think about the logistics of. And the fact I didn’t accept it till a month ago. I used to lie down, directly in line of my heater, with a single blanket under me for hours at a time just sunbathing. For fun.)
( fr , they be chaotic everyday , idk who’s whining rn though, they haven’t stopped playing in two weeks I think , im gonna pay them a little visit once my schedule is back to normal)
( sadly it’s not a joke , they keep saying it isnt incest because that are cousins but I don’t really believe them , I wouldn’t say ok because I go too many shits that aren’t diagnosed but im surviving, and made the calculations and I’d be my own cousin )
( same with me , I’d do the most animalistic things someone could possibly do and still say I wasn’t a therian , when I was younger I used to quite literally bark for no reason, I just thought it was cool and did it )
( stares in your soul even more <33333333333 btw m sorry for taking so much time to reply, I had my presentation some days ago and I wasn’t able to unfuckup my schedule until today )
(Mine are being oddly nice right now. Like my mental health is going horribly (that’s trying to be clean gets you) and they’re just in the corner telling self hatred to fuck off. It’s rather sweet, if a little aggresive)
(I…am very concerned??)
(No cause that’s so real. I’d meow, but still. My friends are the ones who threatened me into accepting that I’m a therian. One of them in particular, they flat out didn’t let me deny it because (and I quote) “you paw at me regularly my love”)
(Stares even even more <3333333333333)
(It’s ok, I’m also very busy and just ✨in denial✨, but I hope you manage to unfuck up your schedule and are doing a lil better fellow transmasc)
( yayy , I’m happy for y’all , mine finally came back , apparently shuuji , hilbert and wholly winned the uno sessions ( they played it tree times so that’s the reason there’s tree winners ) , I haven’t had a full conversation with them yet but At least they are back again )
( me too bro , me too )
( dam , I wish I had friends as surportives as yours , if I told my friends I’m a therian I’d be bullied till my next life , I think there’s only two people irl that know I’m a therian I’d be bullied till my next life , but the thing about meowing is soo freaking real )
( stares even more than you <3333333333333333 🐈 )
( Im prolly gonna be able to unfuck up it after next week since tommorow I got a test ( sadly we don’t get extra points from this one even though they are making us go to School in a Saturday morning ) and next week is tried semest’s test week)
(No cause my entire friend group (three people but anyway) is transmasc, autistic, adhd, anxiety, depression, wtf is life style people if they bullied me for being animalistic sometimes then I have a whole lot I can hold over their heads in turn—would reccomend neurodivergent friend groups tho, I’m good at comforting autistic people AND they tend to be more tolerating of my autism in turn, win win)
(Matches your staring intensity perfectly <3333333333333333 🐈⬛)
(Yippeeeeee!! My schedule is just getting fucked up—I’ve done all my tests that are due this term but my brain is struggling to comprehend life at the moment and I have to see extended family soon. My extended family sucks (my brother asked if he could call my grandpa a faggot if he said soemthing homophobic and my mother said no) <3)
( ur soo lucky , my only other neurodivergent folk im friends with can never come to my home because her parents don’t let her go anywhere the also aren’t and they have quite a dislike towards me , I hope that when I start in a new school I finally find other queer and neurodivergent folks )
( we twinning, both staring at each others souls <333333333 )
( I recommend starting at the nothing for a while or meowing at random things , it’s what I do when I’m trying to find a sense for life )
( I recommend searching on google other ways to call someone a homophobe without being so obvious, I works well enough when I don’t want to get side eyed by my family when I want to say someone is homophobic ( my favorite to say is biggot because most people in my country don’t know what it means )
(Nah I can’t relate at all—my parents are the definition of ‘be free smol child, now fuck off and play with the dogs instead of us’ and it worked. And by worked I mean I spend all my time with animals or my best friend, who’s basically just a cockatoo (not in a therian way, in a glues himself to my side, gets mad when I breathe, and assaults my phone case))
(Staring staring staring <3333333)
(Dramatic nodding)
(I didn’t call him homophobic, because I was too busy getting annoyed at the fact he chews with his mouth open, SPAT ON ME FIVE TIMES, and is just a general crazy old man)
(Sry about the late reply, family stuff mixed with school stuff mixed with ✨holy shit am I on the aromantic spectrum✨)
( mine fr won’t let me go out of house even if it is just to walk trough the neighborhood alone , I do spend a lot of time with animals though considering the fact that my dad owns a ranch and we used to heave a lot of dogs , I fr think they we’re trying to compensate my solitude with animals , im also fr that cockatoo friend , im the clingyest little shit to ever exist )
( starts with my black ( actually dark brown) void eyes <3333333333 )
( 🙂↕️ )
( I think you should have called him homophobic either way cause like he was spitting in a gay aka you /j )
( it’s fine , im also pretty late in responding because my birthday was a day before costume day at my school and I was fr so busy last week , my birthday is day nine btw :P )
(Damn bro. I keep forgetting how much freedom I have lol and wait seriously?? Luckyyyyy--I wish I had more pets than I do now. Ignoring the fact I basically grew up with animals, like I currently have 12 budgies, a cockatiel n 2 dogs. I'm compensating my solitude with animals, they're like ten times better than peoples. I have an actual cockatoo tho--cockatiels are cockatoos, they're just mini ones--Imma put my ramble about cockatoo behaviour below this btw, but trust me, I am also the cockatoo friend.)
(Cockatoo rambles!! Birds, especially parrots, are my special interest. But cockatoos are often referred to as velcro birds, or described as cuddly and affectionate. They aren't tho...? Like cockatoos are incredibly intelligent, but parrots aren't domesticated. They aren't dogs, they seem cuddly because we want them to. They're often raised over dependent or neglected, as they tend to be sold too young, and it causes them to seem clingy. They aren't cuddly, cuddling with birds is arousing for them for gods sake. The main proof of this is cockatiels. They're mini, quieter, less intelligent (but still VERY high maintenance and very smart--best example? My bird squawks at me when he's in his cage, cause he wants to come out. The only time he doesn't is when I'm doing things that he's not allowed out of his cage for. Like using my laptop. He eats the keys, okay? My delete key will never be the same) cockatoos. But mine, at least, isn't cuddly. He likes attention, and he likes to sit on my shoulder and get head scratches, but he doesn't like constant physical affection. He likes trying to copy my actions by tapping my phone screen with his beak or moving my kandi beads around. He's playful and smart, not cuddly. Cockatiels are often raised well, with the correct amount of time spent giving them comfort and attention, so they don't end up as dependent. Birds do have personalities tho, I've heard of some people saying theirs are laid back and chill, like won't hold grudges chill, while mine is an evil little goblin. Point is, cockatoos like attention, but they aren't meant to be cuddly cause they AREN'T DOMESTICCCC!!!)
(Holy shit that was a big paragraph you don't have to read it)
(omg we're eye twinningggggg...I also have dark brown eyes lol. Void eyes staring back at you <3333333333)
(ok but like I am gay so could've said that...what's he gonna do?? Call me a slur?? Like half my family is queer >:3)
(Ooooo happy birthday?? idk dude I'm slaying maybe. Eggs Benedict Arnold the Third (my cockatiel) says 'EERRRRRRRGGGGGGEEEEEEE oh wait you aren't pissing off the dumbass. Hi :3')
(I am the dumbass)
( btw , before ta kill me for not responding for a week might I say that I Finnaly started writing the dazai agere at ua fic I mentioned some time ago )
( being the cockatoo friend is such a mood , I sadly also don’t have as many animals I wish I had , most my old animals died , im starting to think I have a curse whenever I get a new puppy they die almost like hamsters die )
( cats fr be twinning whenever possible <3333 * stares at your soul again *)
( fr but also u soo lucky cuz it rare to find queer people in my family)
( for some reason that was funny asf , btw say to him a said hi , kinda funny seeing animals have funky names because the names I used to give to my dogs made me fucking for hours and to this day my calico cat is named natsume)
(omg omg I need to see itttttttt…please tell me you’re gonna post it hereeeeeeeeeee)
(Honestly same. My budgies tend to die quickly and I kept ending up with deaths from my Guinea pigs back when I had them, it’s really sad. It’s not anything to do with my care btw, once it was a friends fault (don’t blame him, I forgot to warn him that the Guinea pigs wiggled around when you put them back in their cage and it fell) and the other time it was heatstroke. Without warning btw—I live somewhere really REALLY hot at certain times of year so it was sudden. And then budgies aren’t robust at all, they’re found in massive flocks and lay eggs is huge amounts compared to other parrots, so it’s inevitable.)
(Staring into your soul and slowly blinking <333333333)
(Damn brown my condolences.)
(He knows you said hi, and yes. Pets get the most insane names known to man and I love it)
(Also, you don’t have to answer if you don’t want to, but can I have a general age range?? Like I’m guessing 13-16 but like. Idk I’m nosy. You don’t have to answer if you’re uncomfy tho!!!)
( hehe >:3 , im planning on posting it this month , I would post it tomorrow or on Sunday but me and a friend are going to help on an local animal shelter tomorrow and on Sunday my school and local bank will have a race to help the community ( to enter in the race the person have to donate some kind of food and then the school will donate it to people in the city that need it ) , I still haven’t finished yet because I don’t know if I make Chuuya know since the start that Dazai is a little or make him discover it later, I was hoping you could help me decide that )
( animals are pretty fragile, once I had a hamster and it died suddenly, it still had food and water in its cage , and my old puppy’s were pretty mischievous so they ended up dead because they had stupid ideas that killed them when we weren’t close )
(Stares blinking back >:333333333333333333333333 )
( ty bro )
( hehe >:3 say to him I said he is silly , me too , once I had a hamster named Mr dinkles , I loved him to bits )
( ya got it rigth , my age range is 13-15 , btw don’t worry , it isn’t easy to make me uncomfortable)
( btw general life update , I got my first girlfriend today and she was my crush for soo long , omg I love her , and even better , she also likes bsd and she likes hikuy ( sorry I wrote it wrong , I’m to lazy to go search how to write it right) , and my family is going through a renovation and they are going to repaint my room yippe )
(yayayyay did I use the correct amount of ys??? Anywayz I hope you enjoy the chaos of...stuff idk I'm glitching rn. But i want Chuuya to discover it later. Mostly cause I'm a sucker for angst and surprises and all that nonsense, it brings me joy. Do what you wanna do tho, both have good potential (sparkle sparkle))
(Yeah. to be fair humans are also fragile--there are ants who get frozen alive and just come back like it's nothing cause they have a protien or some shit in their blood, and we die when our body temp gets to the average summer day where I live (over 40 degrees lol))
(Stares into the deep, dark brown depth of your soul and calls you gay, only to blink very veryyyyy slowly <333333333333)
(tell Mr dinkles he deserves hell. Mostly cause I don't trust rodents, my best friend's rats are frigging evil. As were all the rodents I've ever owned, it's actually insane. Also, fun fact, I'm Australian. We don't have hamsters here.)
(wooooo i'm not a pedophile just a guy wait that sounds suspicious oh fuck--you know what I'm hoping my presence on this sight proves I too, am a dumb teenager <3)
(ooooooooo I'm so freaking happy for youuuuU!!!!! Why does everyone in my life has romantic partners and I'm legit just in a queer platonic relationship with my best friend previously mentioned lol. Do we have shared interests? No. I'm scared of people who like the same things as me it's weirdddddd idk. I hope your room looks pretty, paint it neon pink and write bitch on the walls pls :333)
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