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Eddie isn't even thinking of porn when he clicks on the thumbnail.
The man is simply beaming up at him from his iPad screen, and his smile is the most beautiful thing Eddie's ever seen. Eddie…just can't look away from it.
He clicks.
When the screen loads again, it's the same picture but no longer reduced to a thumbnail. The man is wearing a backwards baseball cap and a t-shirt, standing with his back to the camera, and twisting his torso to look over at them. He's flexing his bicep and he is grinning so brightly and proudly at the camera, it's contagious.
Oh, and he's not wearing pants.
Or underwear.
"Oh, shit." Eddie shifts in his seat, eyes glued at the man's ass. Eddie should — Eddie should scroll back. His therapist had asked him to experiment and he's done that and now it's time to close things up and go…do some laundry. Dust some of those fake plants. Wash some dishes. Be productive.
Except.
Eddie may be a "baby gay" (as Josh so lovingly puts it), but he is gay . So gay. And the man is so fucking beautiful, it takes Eddie's breath away. With the most perfect ass Eddie's ever seen.
And….well. Eddie's single. Chris is at a sleepover. He has a whole house to himself and a fully charged iPad and 33 years of porn to catch up on. He's owed something for all those years he tried to convince himself he was really, really enjoying watching regular porn.
He glances at the man's profile:
Firehose_Buck
hi, im buck ur about to watch me fuck ;)
18+ ONLY, Minors DNI
He laughs to himself softly. "Firehose Buck, huh?" What a ridiculous name. Good thing he's pretty. Eddie glances back up at the man with his gorgeous smile. Very, very pretty. "Alright, Firehose Buck, let's see what you got."
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Quite a lot, it seems.
He has over a hundred videos of varying lengths, and thousands of pictures. The thumbnails are always just of his grinning face and the majority of videos are locked for non-subscribers.
"Spoiled for choice," Eddie says, and clicks on a picture at random. Then, promptly has a heart attack. "Holy shit."
Be normal, Eddie, Be normal. But how is he supposed to be normal, exactly?
Not when Buck is on his back, beaming up at the camera, like there's nowhere he'd rather be than on his back on that bed, legs high up in the air, arms looped around his legs to hold them up, and a butt plug buried in his ass.
It's remote controlled 😈 the caption below it reads.
Well. Fuck normal.
He scrambles for his waistband.
Eddie doesn't last long. Once he gets his hand around himself, it's only a few minutes of staring down at Firehose_Buck before he's coming with a shout that surprises himself. Later, with his chest heaving and trying to catch his breath, he glances down at his iPad. Buck’s grinning face on his iPad is streaked with Eddie’s cum. A bit of his ass, too. God, that’s going to be something to remember…also going to be a nightmare to clean up. But that’s a problem for later.
"Yup," Eddie says to the empty room. "I'm definitely gay."
He looks down at the picture again. Below the caption there's another note: remember, if I make you cum, you owe me a follow! 💦😏
That's fair enough, Eddie thinks.
He fishes for his wallet and feeling only slightly guilty, pulls out his credit card.
Buck has several tiers of memberships. There’s the Basic one, that gives you priority access to new posts and to all videos up to three months ago; the Intermediate, that gives you access to the chat room and all videos in the archive; the Gold that gives you access to live streams (which are then uploaded as videos so everyone gets them later); the Platinum that allows you to make requests for content; and the Diamond. The Diamond that gives you a direct messaging hour once a month and a private video session every quarter.
Fuck. A private session with Buck might kill him in the best way.
But post-nut clarity is setting in, so as much as he respects the hustle, and as tempting as it might be to pay $1,000 a month to have what essentially seems to be video sex with Buck, Eddie can barely afford the $10 monthly payment for the Basic plan. He’s supposed to indulge himself a little, not deprive his son of his college fund.
He selects the Basic plan, promising to start making his coffees at home to make up for it. He puts on his credit card information and hits “Confirm Payment”.
A video pops up and Eddie is greeted with Buck’s smiling face again.
He waves and beams and Eddie fucking melts. “Congratulations! You are my 1,000th subscriber! Thank you so much for your support, it really means so much to me. To show my appreciation, I am upgrading your membership to Diamond Level for the next year. As a Diamond member, you get access to everything from the other levels plus a free DM hour monthly and quarterly video sessions just the two of us." He licks his lips, and his eyes look delighted. "You have a lot of my videos to catch up on for now so happy watching and we’ll see each other very soon. I, for one, can’t wait.”
Eddie stares at his screen as the video disappears and watches as his status flickers from Basic to Diamond. A message pops up in his Inbox, telling him when his first private session with Buck is scheduled and his first DM hour. There's an attachment with a guideline and consent form.
Any violation of these guidelines or consent items will lead to automatic termination of your account.
“Holy shit,” Eddie says.
He glances at the calendar. Twenty-three days until he can speak with Buck. Forty-five days until he can see Buck. Holy shit.