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  1. Summary

    All my 2025 kinktober prompts

    List of them all in notes

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  1. Public Bookmark 14

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    After coming to terms with the way they feel about each other, Ilya and Shane settle into something more than they'd been before in the sanctuary of Shane's lakeside cottage.

    Somewhere in the mist, loons chirp and call to each other, a skittering sound cut through with the long, mournful tones. The sun is up but the sky is grey, turning everything a kind of monochrome in the watery light. The placid mornings are heavenly enough that you’ve chosen the lake’s flat waters to watch this morning over coffee instead of laying in bed watching Shane sleep. It had been a hard decision, but there’s a lot on your mind, and some nagging voice in your head says they’re thoughts you can’t think in Shane’s presence lest your forehead turn to glass and he sees every thought and fancy. You know he can’t, but you know also he’s learning to read you, that your guards are down enough with him that you forget to cover everything in sarcasm and subterfuge. He’d know. If he saw you now with your mouth twisted in a contemplative little squiggle and your coffee going cold in its mug, he’d know that you’re thinking serious thoughts about him.

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    24 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finished

    I will in fact like comment(no) and subsrice(bookmark)

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    title from crank by slayyyter.

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    “Need help?” she asked. Shane was refusing to
    face her, considering the tone of her voice indicated she had a shit-eating grin.

    "No. Shut up.”

    “This is why you are bottom usually,” she added unhelpfully.

    alternate title: shane tops but hes physically on the bottom. and he struggles to put on the strap harness for 200 words

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    24 Dec 2025

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    Fin

  3. Rec 52

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    He's standing near the ledge, phone pressed to his ear, cigarette dangling from his other hand. He's in a hoodie, sweatpants. No jacket. Bare feet in slides.
    He hasn't noticed Shane yet.
    Shane should say something. Should announce himself. Should—
    But Ilya is speaking, low and rapid, and Shane can't move.
    The voice on the other end is tinny, distant. Female. Svetlana, Shane thinks, speaking Russian.

    Shane finds Ilya after seeing him at Ultraviolet.

    Season One Episode Four Alternate Ending

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    24 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finished

    Oh it's so good

    The angstty

    I need follow up where they sit outside and talk for hours as they are stuck out there
    And in those hours, they confess and kiss, kiss, fall in love or well, I guess just kiss confess love

    I Love them and I love angst

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    "Say what you really want."

    Ilya’s fingers slid from Shane’s wrist to his jaw, gripping hard enough to bruise as he yanked him closer, their lips a breath apart. "I want your cock in my ass," he growled, the words deliberate, crude—nothing like the polished English he used for interviews.

    Shane’s laugh was a sharp exhale against Ilya’s mouth. "Your English is getting rusty, Rozanov." He dragged his thumb over Ilya’s lower lip, smirking. "You mean you want *your* cock in *my* ass."

    Ilya shook his head sharply, fingers tightening in Shane’s hair. "You said you fuck Rose, yes?" he asked, the name twisting in his mouth like something vile. "You enjoy it?"

    Shane hesitated, a beat too long—long enough for Ilya’s nostrils to flare—before muttering, "I guess."

    Ilya licked his lips, slow, deliberate. "I did not say it wrong," he murmured, pressing his forehead harder against Shane’s. "I want you to fuck me like you fuck her.

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    Bookmarker's Notes

    Finished

    I love angst

    Although I do not like cheating especially on rose so in my mind they are not dating 🙂‍↕️

  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    needed more bottom Ilya, so I wrote it

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    24 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    TBR 2+