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    Cas needs his wings cleaned, but that's something reserved for a particular garrison in Heaven to do, and intimate partners. Right now, he has neither.

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    29 Apr 2019

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    Sabriel, Destiel, Mating bonds, wings, Dean and Sam have wings abandoned

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    Featuring angelic crash courses, fluff and angst and emotions alike, Dean dealing with what he is inside, and a heaping pile of what I hope is sufficiently descriptive writing (all wrapped up in a winding, suspenseful plot):

    Dean Winchester has always prided himself on his humanity. On being who he is, and not living on the same side of the line as the supernatural beings he'd been raised to hunt.

    But what options remain when it's revealed that what he'd known himself to be was never the truth?

    Dean's faith in who - and what - he is will be tested by new truths and shadowed by new strengths, and challenges he's never faced will stir and come to light (just in time for him to face them head on).

    Will he find it within himself to fight and win? 

    Or is balance not in the cards for a being with power he's never before had to comprehend?

    Author's note: This story is NOT DEAD. Just on a slow posting schedule due to health reasons. :')

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    05 Aug 2025

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  3. Public Bookmark 47

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    Dean is running out of time to find a cure for the Mark of Cain. When he crosses a line, he has to take matters into his own hands. In a final act of goodness while he still has some left, Dean turns the First Blade on himself.
    But it doesn't kill him. Not completely. He wakes up with black eyes and the weight of the world lifted from his shoulders. Now living in perfect synchrony with the Mark, it turns out becoming a demon was the only cure he needed.
    Sam and Castiel, both falling apart in their own ways, will do everything they can to put Dean's pieces back together. Even if the cost is something none of them can come back from.
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    Long, plotty, epic journey fic, designed to leave every character with the happiest possible ending I can think of… buuut only well after each of them have reached their respective breaking points. In other words, angst with a happy ending.

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    19 Feb 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 25

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    It took forty-six hours of sleep deprivation, a snake, and an unhealthy amount of coffee just to get here, but this time for sure it would pay off—he could feel it. No more bumbling in the dark, no more chasing after bullshit leads that were about as credible as second rate fairytales... He was done clutching at straws. It would happen tonight.

     

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    Dean has a plan, and like most of those, this one goes horribly wrong. As in—becoming a creature of the Lore and butchering his soul in the same night—wrong. He only hopes that whatever free-will he may or may not have isn't just another chip on someone's checkerboard of doom.

    Adventure, plot, angst, action, and obviously, romance!

    Slow updates. Should there be any, it'll be on a Thursday. The rate of posting holds on a prayer and is fueled by the comments :)

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    10 Aug 2024

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    When something goes wrong on a hunt and Castiel is exorcised from his vessel, there’s only one option to save him: saying yes. And of course Dean’s going to say yes and let Castiel in. That’s his best friend. He just didn’t account for the whole “seeing each other’s thoughts and feelings” part of possession. Oops.

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    23 Apr 2024

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