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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    "What if I never get better? What if I always feel like this?"

    Buck finally looks back up at him, vulnerability and compassion clear on his too-expressive face.

    "I don't know," he says honestly. "I don't…" he shudders, gives a tiny shrug of his shoulders and tries again. "I don't have an answer for that, man. It's been seven months for me and I still feel…like this."

    "Like what?"

    Buck just shrugs again, then mumbles, "Not myself."

    And Eddie doesn't know what to say to that either, because this is the only version of Buck he's ever known.

    Or: Buck and Eddie meet at grief group.

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    25 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    Eddie Diaz runs into Felisa Valdez on another call and a whirlwind romance ensues. At least, that's what the Paparazzi sees.

    Based on the Shane x Rose Conversation in Heated Rivalry.

    Inspired by this tikok from Sacha.
    https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZP8yP892k/

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    And let your best be for your friend.
    If he must know the ebb of your tide, let him know its flood also.
    For what is your friend that you should seek him with hours to kill?
    Seek him always with hours to live.
    “On Friendship,” Kahlil Gibran (From “The Prophet)

    “Uhm, do you have a preferred side?” Eddie asks. His tongue is so dry in his mouth. He should have had more water at the bar.
    Buck shrugs, glancing at the neat stack of pillows against the headboard. “This side is good.” He licks his lips. His broad frame somehow looks small, like he’s pulled himself inwards.

    “Do you -” Buck starts to say, then pauses, rubs his palms against his thighs. “Do you want to, like, build a pillow wall down the middle?”

    Or: Buck and Eddie attend a Firefighter Convention in Indianapolis. And wouldn't you know it, there's only one bed. You know how this goes.

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    24 Dec 2025

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  4. Public Bookmark 7

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    Christmas Eve at Station 118 brings an unusual rescue, and a hint of holiday magic. By the time the night ends, some things have finally fallen into place.

    (a rhymed holiday fic inspired by the well-loved Christmas poem)

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    24 Dec 2025

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  5. Public Bookmark 72

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    The thing about Eddie and Hen bonding is that he might not want to admit it, but Buck’s jealous. He’s achingly and overwhelmingly jealous. He’s jealous of Eddie.

    He knows how it sounds, he knows what people think. He hasn’t even tried to raise it with Maddie, because she’d laugh at him and she wouldn’t believe him, and she’d ask if he was sure he wasn’t jealous of Hen. It really isn’t that.

    Hen is special. Hen’s always been there for him, always been a steady and constant support like no one else.

    The thing that no one seems to understand is that he lost Eddie months ago.

     

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    Episode tag to 9x5 Día de los Muertos, in which Buck really truly is jealous of Eddie, not Hen.

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