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    An immediate bond…

    An irresistible attraction…

    A fraught reunion.

    Follow these three threads in the lives of Asher Eastman and Antonio Crowley as they strive to find the balance between friendship and fate…between duty and freedom…between heartbreak and hope.

    This story is for @Chandyowlet, who was the winning bidder on my 2025 Fandom Trumps Hate fanfic auction. The request was for an exploration of the risks and consequences for gay men serving in the US military in the mid-1990s — peak season of the infamous “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell” policy that resulted in so many dishonorable discharges for the ‘crime’ of being queer. Ash and Tonio burst into my brain to tell their story; I adore these two, and I hope you’ll all enjoy their journey through darkness and toward the light 💛

    New chapters will be posted on Tuesdays, with the sixth and final chapter dropping on December 23.

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    24 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    Aziraphale needs a new pool boy. Madame Tracy, his head of staff, might know just the right person.

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    22 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 36

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    When Aziraphale buys a special advent calendar from a young woman at his local Christmas market, she tells him to make a wish - something he wants to come true before Christmas. Having been feeling very lonely lately, Aziraphale wishes for someone special to share the forthcoming festivities with. Coincidentally, come December, Aziraphale starts bumping into the same man every day and quickly finds himself becoming rather enamoured with him. Or perhaps it isn't coincidence at all...

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    22 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    “I thought you’d be dead to the world by now,” Aziraphale says, despite having brought in tea for two. He sets the tray on the bedside table and then sits in the open crescent of rumpled duvet beside Crowley. “Are you feeling quite sated after your swim?”

    “Depends on your idea of sated, I s’pose,” Crowley mumbles, both golden eyes barely cracked open in the late morning light filtering in. “Took the hard edge off a bit, yeah, but there’s always something left to be desired…mmh. Quenched, maybe, is a better word.”

    Aziraphale gently arches a brow at this but reaches for his cup of darjeeling. “Is there?” he asks, blowing at the steam curling off the top. “Give me an example of these things you find yourself needing quenched.”

    Crowley snorts and lets his jaw crack around another wide yawn. “If you wanna play charades about it, angel, you can come under this duvet and I’d be glad to give you a demonstration.”

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    19 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    Aziraphale was perfect. From his slightly up-turned nose, his cloud-like hair and his eyes that seemed to always shift from blue to green to gold. He was soft and round and strong and handsome. His personality only added to Crowley’s attraction. A prim and proper angel, fussy and sarcastic, and so unlike the others. Sweet, considerate, careful. He and Crowley were a pair. A match made in Eden.

    Or, they would have been.

    If not for Gabriel.

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    14 Dec 2025