apheli0s
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if i catch the ones that hurt you, i hope that nous looks away by apheli0s
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
17 Dec 2025
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It truly would’ve been the easiest job of his life, if he would just give in.
But still, he refused to fold.
And especially not now, when he could feel Ratio’s eyes burning into him from across the restaurant. He wasn’t sure if it was to assure his safety if Wilson tried anything, or if it was to assure that Aventurine himself would stay faithful. He leaned towards the former, but he wouldn’t blame Veritas if it was the latter.
He was fine with it either way, because he had no intention of letting anything happen either way.
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The relationship had been a mess, but the breakup was a disaster. It was a precious short six months that they actually managed to make it, which was double the time Aventurine had personally bet on. It was still closer than Topaz’s optimistic wager of ‘forever.’ How sweet. If only.
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another night alone with you by apheli0s
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
11 Dec 2025
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In cycle 56,825, Phainon needs a reason to keep going.
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“One condition.”
“Go on.”
“No feelings. It’s just casual sex. This cannot get complicated.”
“...Very well.”
Aventurine has lost track of how many times this conversation has replayed in his mind. How many times he’s cursed himself for being such a damn fool. A fool for taking Veritas Ratio’s stupid proposition, and an even bigger fool for thinking that setting that stupid rule would do anything at all to save him.
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i'm sorry every song's about you by qinsen
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
14 Dec 2025
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the torture of small talk, with someone you used to love
“I've never loved anyone else after you broke up with me!” Aventurine turned around to face him, his eyes — usually so radiant and shining under the spotlights — flashed with hurt.
“Did you even think about how I felt, Veritas? Do you have any idea how much fucking pain I was in–” Aventurine choked on his own words, his thin frame shaking — from the cold, or from the strength of his sobs, Ratio could not tell — his tears mixing with the rain as they kissed their way down his cheek, the same way blood kissed skin as it dripped in rivulets, the same way Ratio had once kissed him.
“It hurt,” Aventurine said, barely louder than a whisper. “It hurt so much I thought about killing myself, I thought about downing an entire bottle of pills, having them find me on the floor of my apartment, because I didn’t want to live in a world without you!”
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17 Dec 2025
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“Don’t,” Ratio says, finally breaking the silence. Just a single word, uttered in a low voice. “You know nothing of what I want.”
“Oh, I think I do,” Feinman shoots back with a smirk. “I remembered just now that I heard an interesting rumor about you. Something about you and your obsession with a certain…IPC executive?”
Aventurine’s stomach flips, the words clattering around his skull like dice in a tin cup.
Or in which Aventurine goes undercover at a brothel and accidentally finds Ratio there.
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15 Dec 2025
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incapable of makin' alright decisions by ashaleya-birb (ashush)
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
14 Dec 2025
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"—'m close." Ratio murmurs into the sweaty shoulder quivering in overstimulation. He leans back far enough to see his face clearly, etching the sight beneath him with each succinct detail memorized—Aventurine, loopy and fucked and smiling.
The smile is what gets him; so soft unlike the ones he throws out willy-nilly outside. Is it real? He wants it to be. Aeons, he wants.
For now, he only relishes: the heat, the sincerity, the peaceful smile upon those plump lips.
His lips.
Ratio bends down, briefly meeting the moist, tender plague of his heart.
Aventurine pointedly does not kiss back.
or: 5 times Dr. Veritas Ratio and Aventurine break their “no kissing” policy.
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15 Dec 2025