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  1. Public Bookmark 58

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    Dean is tired and he wants Cas to stay. Maybe this time, he'll ask.

    ‘No, I just…’ Dean runs a hand over his face and leans back against the wall. ‘I missed you.’ He stares at a spot across the hall, can’t look at Cas. ‘So damn much.’

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    23 Dec 2025

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    A Hunter's life is not a safe life, and ever since Castiel became human, healing for the brothers doesn't come as easy anymore.
    So when Dean is brought back to the bunker after a hunt gone wrong, his life seemingly hanging in the balance, Castiel is not taking it very well...

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    15 Dec 2025

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    “What?” Belphegor drawls. “You don’t like me, too?”

    When Dean doesn’t answer, Belphegor smiles, a toothy grin that brings back memories of Jack in waves.

    “Or maybe, Dean, you like somebody else.”

    Coda to 15.01

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    29 Nov 2025

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    He should’ve seen it coming, what happens then, because it’s been a long time that Cas has been saying these things, a long time that Dean’s watched him silently suffer but not speak up, and when Cas finally does say it—when he finally verbalizes what’s been implied for so long with a clench of his jaw and those eyes—those bright, bright eyes, Dean thinks—Dean feels his whole form shake, a shudder that goes through him that leaves his body chilled, that leaves his mind frozen (it scares him more than death).

    “You think I deserve to die?” Cas says and Dean feels himself shatter.

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    28 Nov 2025

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    A visiting dignitary impugns Merlin’s character. Arthur does not handle it well.

    “He implied you were bedding me.” Arthur raked a frustrated hand through his hair. “It’s an attack on my honour as well. As if I would bed someone who was unwilling!”

    Merlin was only half-listening to the tirade, and was therefore only distantly aware of himself responding, “Who says I’d be unwilling?”

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    01 Nov 2025