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    The past summer should have left Shane Hollander at his strongest. Married and heading into his second season with the Centaurs. But as training camp approaches, strange symptoms begin to follow him everywhere: nausea that comes and goes, crushing hunger, a tightening in his chest, an ache low in his back, and a quiet, growing sense that something in his body has slipped out of his control.

    Shane knows his body. He has always known it.

    And once the truth comes crashing in, he won’t be able to hide from anything anymore.
    Not from his teammates. Not from the season.

    Not from the family he didn’t know he was already carrying.

    Not even from Ilya.

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    hi i need more trans!shane hollander. and as a trans man who wants to get pregnant someday obviously i had to make shane pregnant. without him knowing though. sorry bb

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    28 Dec 2025

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    After six years of marriage, Shane and Ilya enter the next chapter of their life together... parenthood.

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    24 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    Ellabs academic rivals, enemies to lovers, forced roommates, College AU:

    Physics prodigy Ellie Williams came to Harvard for the science, not the social hierarchy. She lives by a simple code: work hard, trust no one, and never, ever, develop feelings for a privileged legacy kid with a perfect jawline.

    Too bad her new roommate is Abby Anderson—star rower, daughter of a medical titan, and her direct competition for the only research grant that matters. Abby is polished, disciplined, and the walking, talking embodiment of everything Ellie detests.

    They're rivals by design and roommates by a cruel twist of fate. And the more they're forced together, the more they realize their animosity might be hiding something else. Something hot, inconvenient, and utterly undeniable—all while a strange anomaly in Ellie's lab suggests there are secrets at Harvard far more dangerous than their own.

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    04 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 85

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    The truth is, she isn’t sorry, and she doesn’t have to do this; she wants to. She could let it go and move on the way everyone else seems to be able to do, but her grip on revenge is sclerotic.

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    Ellie decides to get even but gets a girlfriend instead. (It's a Catalina Island healing story. There's PTSD. Food made from kelp. And a lot of overwhelming feelings).

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    17 Nov 2025

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    Dina is a rising star with a carefully managed image and a stalker who won’t go away. When things escalate, her team brings in private security, and Ellie Williams shows up—ex-military and not at all what Dina expected. She seems like all control and calm. She isn’t. Not when it comes to Dina.

    Ellie’s job is simple. Keep Dina safe. Stay professional. Follow a strict moral code.

    What follows is a dual POV slow-burn bodyguard romance featuring emotional repression, late-night yearning, and at least one security risk caused by being extremely, painfully gay.

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    04 Aug 2025