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There is a box, in Eddie’s mind.
There is a box, and in it he places all the things he can’t have: pink nail polish, and rainbow hues, and storm grey eyes. He fills it until it is full to bursting and he clicks it shut.
He locks his box and he throws away the key.
Years later, there will be a boy, and his clever fingers will reach into his skull, untangle the knot of fear and hate and longing and repression that resides within his brain, and unlock the lid.
For now, the box will be forgotten.Or, Eddie is lost, and lost, and found again.
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30 Dec 2025
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how do we forgive ourselves for all the things we did not become? by rainny_days
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
26 Dec 2025
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After the shitshow that’s been his life for the past few months, Eddie decides that the best way to move forward is to outsource his life decisions to Buck - after all, Buck has always known how to manage Eddie’s life better than Eddie could. And if it prevents Buck from moving out, then all the better.
Buck is trying to find a new apartment before he gets too comfortable in the Diaz home, but Eddie keeps asking him for things he wants too much to say no to. All he wants is to not hurt anyone, but Eddie seems to be determined to make that impossible.
All the while, there’s Christopher, the firehouse, and the love of it all.
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27 Dec 2025
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Eddie gets Buck for Secret Santa and loses his mind trying to find the perfect gift.
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23 Dec 2025
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From his vantage point at the exit of the house, he can spot what appears to be a father and son duo. The man is tall–though not as tall as Buck–and wearing a simple flannel and jeans. It’s nothing special, but he looks…good. Like, really, really good. Hot, even.
Buck can’t wait to see what his face looks like when he screams.
or; Buck is a scare actor who is determined to scare the really hot guy wearing flannel.
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22 Dec 2025
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Buck is being followed.
He feels the footsteps.
Sees the shadows.
Hears someone whisper to him when no one’s there.
Notes appear under his door.
His phone receives messages from an unknown number.And the man watching him is someone he trusted with his life.
Eddie Diaz.
But Eddie isn’t stalking him for the reason Buck thinks—
and the truth behind Eddie’s obsession is darker, more intimate, and more dangerous than Buck could ever have imagined.When fear becomes fascination and protection becomes possession, Buck must decide whether to run… or step into Eddie’s arms.
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05 Dec 2025