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  1. Public Bookmark 3

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    He wants Ruben’s eyes on every motion, his ears to catch every noise. He’s not even chasing his own pleasure. He’s a showman. He’s always been expected to perform for everyone else. There’s nothing different here.

    Except for the fact that it’s Ruben. And he can almost always tell when Sonny is lying. (Almost.)

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    26 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    It takes three weeks for things to go to shit in Baja, OR

    Sonny gets injured, Ruben helps him out, and everything gets turned inside out for team APX-GP one more time.

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    Chapters:
    11/11
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    17 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    The rumors about Sonny and Ruben start after Bahrain.

    OR

    Two and a half races -- and their aftermaths -- in the life of Sonny Hayes, unlikely Team Principal for the unlikeliest contender team on the grid, and his maybe-boyfriend Ruben the (maybe???) billionaire.

    A sequel to A Different Way to Fly (please read that first).

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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
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    17 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    When they flew back to London, there was about an extra duffel's worth of Sonny's stuff that went with them.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    5
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    41
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    6
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    16 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 30

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    Sonny lived life at full speed, he always kept moving on the track or through the pain. Even the shadows of his past never slowed him down. But after a brutal crash, hiding his pain from everyone becomes a little harder. Especially the part where he has to hide it from Ruben. Ruben always noticed everything. And he refuses to just stand by and watch when Sonny spirals. So he pushes his way in, determined to help an idiot who wants help from no one.

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    Chapters:
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    14 Dec 2025

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    ‘His first reaction is to laugh. It’s strained and it hurts. Looks like he tempted fate too many times and it’s all catching up to him now. He feels like a cat that exhausted all nine lives, and it folds into him like something familiar, unwanted, but expected.’

     

    Or: Sonny ends up paralyzed from the waist down, but the burden doesn't stay his alone for long.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    13 Dec 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 36

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    The second Sonny’s back jars against the cold metal of the rail and wall of the elevator, his spine explodes in pain. It runs from the base of his spine, around his hips, where it’s always been the worst, to his skull, where the beginning of a headache is starting to form.

    He avoids wincing, just barely, and bites the inside of his cheek to avoid making a noise. It’s something he’s become unfortunately good at over the years.

    ***

    Sonny’s not the biggest fan of being vulnerable around people, so he just tries not to be. Most of the time he succeeds.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    35
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    1,537

    12 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 4

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    “I think it was December of ‘95––”

    “Uh-huh.”

    “And I’m in Michigan––”

    “I was in Michigan then.”

    “Are you going to let me finish?”

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    650
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    6
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    30
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    4
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    115

    05 Dec 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 24

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    Danny Ocean and Rusty Ryan have always been together.

    They can not coexist without harming others.

    They don't particularly care.

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    05 Dec 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 79

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    Even after his team rescues him from yet another abduction, Jane can’t catch a break—not with a lost voice, and an old almost-colleague who harbours a bit of resentment to boot.

    But when others seem intent on making him miserable, the team is there to take care of him.

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    Chapters:
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    03 Dec 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 28

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    Jack puts the phone to his ear.

    “Hey,” Nick says. His voice sounds wet. That’s enough to make Jack stop his pacing entirely.

    “Nick?”

    “Yeah,” Nick says, and coughs. “I caught some strays, couple days ago. Think you can take care of them for me?”

    ***

    Jack pulls Nick out of a bad situation. Things spiral from there.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    30 Nov 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 83

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    Four times Rebecca was wrong about Ted’s love language and the one time she got it just right.

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    24 Nov 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 37

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    “Shit, Rebecca, breathe,” Roy commands, and it’s then that she realizes her chest is heaving, her vision swimming as she holds tightly onto his hand. 

    A hand on her shoulder forces her head downwards, towards her knees. 

    They stay like that for a moment, Beard’s hand comfortingly resting on her back and Roy’s hand squeezing tightly on her own; the only sound in the room is her breathing, which is starting to come deeper and slower as time drones on. When she feels in control of her own body again, she lifts her head.

    Roy’s crouched in front of her and Beard moves into her line of vision, his expression pinched, arms crossed along the front of his chest.

    “You wanna tell us what the hell is going on here?” Roy asks, worry ebbing out of each word. He smooths his thumb over her knuckles while he looks at her expectantly, waiting for her response.

    “It’s Ted.” It comes out in a watery whisper.

     
    inspired by "the 30th" by billie eilish

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    11 Nov 2025

  14. Public Bookmark *

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    Ted, back in Kansas and struggling with his return home, gets a two a.m. phone call from Jamie. It ends up opening everyone’s eyes to a lot of other things.

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    Chapters:
    31/?
    Comments:
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    04 Nov 2025

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  15. Public Bookmark 76

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    The seeds burst like confetti and the wind snatched them up with greedy fingers, and Jamie wished, deeply, fervently, with a belief he hadn’t had since the day his dad had burst back into his life, that he could have been there for Ted when he’d needed it, just like Ted had been there for him.
    . . .

    A drunk Jamie makes a wish. Because his luck is rubbish, the universe takes it a little too literally and turns Ted into a teenager.

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    12/?
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    02 Nov 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 66

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    Beard didn’t believe for a single second, that everything was alright, not anymore. His stomach turned. He recognized how Ted was fishing for every single excuse he could find to avoid asking for whatever it was he needed. Beard knew that admitting that he was at Jane’s, that he was busy, would mean Ted excusing himself and hanging up in an instant. Beard felt he couldn’t quite bear the uncertainties of the whole thing anymore. He sighed, at last.

    “What’s going on, Ted?” The way that Ted sounded like he was choking on a sob damn near broke Beard’s heart.

    “I need you to come get me, I’m…” Ted spoke quietly, struggling to continue. Beard stood up immediately.

    “Where are you?”

    “I’m alright, I’m okay. I’m… I’m at the E-... At A&E. They won’t let me go home by myself, so I just… I just need you to come and get me.”

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    Chapters:
    8/10
    Comments:
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    01 Nov 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 34

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    At first, that’s all there is to it. Beard’s texts go unanswered, but there are plenty of reasons why a grown adult might bug off work and be slightly inconsiderate of concerned friends for one day: bad hangover, family emergency, food poisoning (literal), "food poisoning" (euphemistic)...
    But that doesn't stop any of them from worrying.

    Ted stops showing up to work and responding to texts. Beard and Rebecca get to the bottom of it, and support him through the steps he needs to take to start to heal.

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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Collections:
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    Comments:
    45
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    34
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    2,641

    31 Oct 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 58

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    “Ted,” Beard repeats, voice gentle, his eyes glassy. “I’m so sorry.”

    “Oh God,” Rebecca whispers from his left, and his head pivots to look at her; he’s taken aback by the look of abject horror on her face, her hand covering her mouth. Ted’s eyes widen at the sight of tears spilling over, leaving long, wet tracks down her cheeks. There’s a whooshing noise in his ears now and everything feels wrong; his brain is fighting to keep up – he feels like he’s missing something. 

    He shifts his focus, his vision blurring a little at the movement, the room tilting just a bit, his hands numb around the cover page of The Sun. Everything is hazy at the edges, there are hands tucked underneath his armpits holding him upright and he can't breathe, dammit. 

    The headline stands out in stark white letters, the title unmistakable:

    Shocking Small-Town Suicide: Ted Lasso, Manager of AFC Richmond, reportedly found father dead in childhood home from self-inflicted gunshot wound in 1991.

    The ground falls out from beneath his feet.

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    5/?
    Comments:
    45
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    58
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    5,421

    30 Oct 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 24

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    22 Oct 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 22

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    Clark looked down at himself, as if just noticing that he was glowing, and smiled sheepishly, "Oh gee, sorry, I was hoping I could sneak in without waking you up,"

    Lois took him in fully, which was hard given that the light emanating from his body obscured his face, "I don't think that would've been possible, I sleep too light,"

    His smile widened, and Lois could've sworn he got brighter. She shook her head, "Please tell me what happened to you—do you have a Kryptonian head cold or something?"

    "Oh, no I'm not sick, just got a little too much sun,"

    OR

    Five time Lois was reminded Clark is an alien (and one time Clark fell in love with her all over again)

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
    6
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    122
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    22
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    1,164

    06 Oct 2025

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