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    On HIATUS

    Todoroki Shouto will be a hero.

    To be a hero, he will need to learn many things: how to fight and when to run, how to be kind and when to be strong, when to trudge determinedly onwards and how to recognize when it’s time to let go.

    He will learn all these things.
    He will be a hero.

    But for him to learn any of these things, he first needs to learn how to trust.

    This is the story of how Todoroki Shouto learned to trust, learned how to be loved, and learned how to be kind to himself.

    (It’s a work in progress.)

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    Shota Aizawa thinks high school is the hardest part of his life—until something falls through the sky and lands wrong in the grass of U.A. like the world forgot how to catch it.

    Seventeen-year-old Izuku Midoriya wakes up in a place that feels almost like home, if home had been rewritten in a language he can’t quite read anymore. He knows them. He shouldn’t. They don’t know him. They almost do.

    Time does not behave correctly around him. Names arrive before introductions. Memories slip out of alignment. Every hallway feels like a version of something that already ended.

    And the boy from the future keeps looking at them like he’s trying to decide whether they’re still alive in the story he came from.

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    The Paintress is gone; the Curator left. In the aftermath of Lumiere’s battle, Maelle and Verso find a middle ground and promise to give each other closure without harming any more innocents : he will try living a mortal life and she will leave the Canvas.

    Maelle helps her late brother’s soul to fix the Fracture's damages and brings people back, giving this world a second chance. She spends her last painted days making the most of Verso’s presence and Gustave’s return, trying to bring them closer with few success. After her departure, both men struggle to settle back in the city and when Verso blurts out the idea of Gustave accompanying him to the Continent, the engineer doesn't take long to accept: after all, he missed a lot of things there, definitely needs a guide... and time away from Lumière.

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    Adrian veidt kills the lover of Meghane thorn so they have sex and Meghane dies cuz yea plus Adrian veidt has bipolar disorder

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    "I know what you're thinking, and that you don't even want to hear it... But please, listen anyway. Rebecca Anderson was last seen Saturday evening and has not been seen since. Pictures of her will be hung up around your area, so please have a look and keep an eye out for her. If you hear or see anything, please call the police and report it. Anything can help."

    Will sighs as Robin holds her speech, pretty much the same one she's given every time someone went missing. Rebecca is the nineteenth person. Ironic, Will thinks. She went missing on the 19th of January 1989. He didn't know her and from the looks of it nobody else in this house did. It's a horrible relief. One that leaves them feeling reproachable.

    A complete Stranger Things Season 5 rewrite (byler focused).

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    enigma writes a suicide note

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    "I'll ask once. Where's Rumi?" Mira practically spat out the question, grip tightening on her gok-do.

    She was looking at Rumi's shoulder. The leader followed her gaze, and her whole world flipped on its head.

    Her patterns were out.

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    Rumi actually manages to kill Jinu in the bathhouse. Shame he already ripped her costume...

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    Maylancholy 2026 - 1: Dreams/Nightmares + 14: Strangled

    This ended up the only fic that I wrote for Maylancholy, much as I'd meant to do others, and it's not even for a fandom lol. Maybe I'll revisit the prompt list at another time, but here's this for now!

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    Qiu Dingjie is a name whispered with equal parts reverence and resentment in the legal world. As a lawyer, known for his exorbitant fees and a heart as cold as his courtroom logic, he only accepts cases that guarantee either a massive payout or a historic precedent.

    Then comes Huang Xing.

    Battered, desperate, and carrying the weight of a secret that has systematically dismantled his life, Huang Xing arrives at Dingjie's office with a plea no one else will hear.

    For years, he has been the victim of domestic and sexual abuse at the hands of his partner, a high profile businessman with the power to bury any scandal. Huang Xing's tragedy is compounded by a lack of paper trails. All he has are just the fading bruises on his skin and a story that the world is prone to ignore.

    When Qiu Dingjie meets Huang Xing's plea with his trademark icy silence and a dismissive glance, the younger man finally breaks. Kneeling at the feet of the man he thought was his last hope, Huang Xing's voice cracks with a devastating question, "Is it because I am a man?"

    "If you don't take my case, I don't know where else to go. Save me. My life either starts today, or it ends here."

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    “I want to meet her.” he managed to say through the wave of emotion coursing through him.

    “No.” Shane said, as if there was no possibility Ilya would ever get to meet his daughter.

    “You don’t get to decide when I see my child.” Ilya said, trying desperately to keep his voice calm, not wanting to give Shane more reason to believe he was still the violent person he left seven years ago

    “Yes I do. I am not going to let my child be collateral in the war you’re in with your brother like I was.”

    “I am legit now. I promise. After you left I have spent the last seven years cleaning us up. We do nothing criminal. I have no connections to Alexei and Russia anymore. Just let me meet her.”

    “No. Not until you prove it to me. I will not let any part of that life affect her.”

    “Can you at least tell me her name”

    “Her name is Masha. Well it’s Mariya, but we all call her Masha.”

    Or Shane Hollander found out he was pregnant with Russian Mafia member Ilya Rozanov's child and ran away. Seven years later Ilya has broken off ties to his brother and found Shane and his daughter. He wants to meet her.

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    Shane didn't know why he was there. He didn't know what he wanted. He just knew that his thoughts were too loud, and being close to her—to Rick's wife, to the woman he'd been pretending was his—made the noise quiet down, just a little. He stopped thinking about pressing his ear to Rick's chest at the hospital, hearing silence. He started thinking about how essential it was to fill the massive gaping void left in a world without him.

     

    OR the one where Shane had bipolar the whole time, the erratic behaviour, the convincing himself of things that weren't true...
    (Author has Bipolar)

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    In the words of Oscar Wilde: "Everything in life is about sex, except for sex. Sex is about power."

    (Events will include first year/manga arc and proceed after that point. I have no time line for this unlike most of my fics, I have only obsession for a thing left too long unwritten honestly. Expect rotating POV as well as POV from characters other than Kei or Tadashi, as I feel like it. Chapters will have POV listed at the top. Expect chapters to vary in length depending on segment. I'm having fun with this so hope you do to.)

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    In a world of quirks and superheroes, one would hope that those heroes could keep the horrors at bay. But people often forget that heroes are still human, and fail, no matter how powerful.
    15 years ago, a slew of kidnappings swept the country of Japan. Children stolen from parks, babies stolen out of their hospital cribs. Over 100,000 missing persons cases are reported annually in Japan, but the vast majority are solved within a short time span. These kidnappings were not solved.
    No one knows what happened to those children, those babies, except for the victims themselves and their kidnappers. But one, got away, out of the dark gloom of the laboratories and into the blinding, shining sun. With nothing to call his own, not even a name, just a serial number, and the clothes on his back.

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    Climbing out of the Abyss, Hornet and Lace are both exhausted and battered, physically and emotionally. The two of them struggle with their own internal conflicts. Hornet for the first time in a very long time is not alone. She doesn't know what to do when she is faced with feelings she hasn’t let herself feel in so long, courtesy of her new silken companion Lace. She is also reeling from seeing her sibling Ghost, while also processing everything she has been through since reaching Pharloom. Lace has gotten her wish and is finally free from her mother's grasp. Now she has a chance to be herself, but ages spent under her mother's control have left her grappling with her own nature. A nature that she feels her mother has cursed her with. She now has to deal with her past, while spending time with the Spider she loathed, but is finding herself enjoying the company of. The two bugs must grow from their past and forge a new future together in their practically infinite lifespan.

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    Ilya Rozanov is the leader of the Russian mafia. His head is all up in crimes until he meets a restaurant server, Shane Hollander.

    Ilya wants him.

    And he will get him.

    (Most of the tags aren’t Ilya doing things to Shane. He’s trying to protect him. Soft Ilya)

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    A ring at the door is what sends Steve's life on its axis.
    A fight. A baby. An unexpected babysitter.
    Steve works through the ups and downs of becoming a single parent in the blink of an eye and meets some people along the way.
    Friendships. Romance. Family.

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    It's been 17 years since they met at Oxford and they are no longer on speaking terms. Sherlock is a detective now and James is the criminal mastermind he was always destined to become and they do their best to stay out of the other's way.

    That changes when Sherlock is called back to Oxford because a professor has been killed. He and James haven't been speaking for the past two years and Sherlock upon hearing the news assumes one of James' enemies has got to him. So he rides for 9 hours from London to Oxford in a storm only to find out the victim is not James.

    The two are then forced to solve the case together but as the situation progresses, dark secrets are revealed and old wounds reopen, leaving Sherlock at the mercy of his worst enemy who used to be his best friend.

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    Fount of Knowledge's journal as he goes through day to day life. It shows his journey even in the harshest time.

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    Vi is a vampire building a devoted following by posting explicit content online to pay her bills. Caitlyn is a werewolf and a doctor, trying to make it through her residency, until one late-night click leads her to Vi’s profile. What begins as private curiosity turns into something far messier when chance throws them together in real life.

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    the slow life on the west coast was something you've always wanted to escape—and yet, after four draining years of trying to keep up with the hustle leave you empty and lost, you find yourself back under the same skies of southern california, in the same suburbs that smell of tobacco and eucalyptus, bumping into the same person you thought you'd left behind along with your old life.

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