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    After ichi and the gang came back from meeting spica at the harvest residence, kumugi still had thoughts flooding back to her, of what she did was she was a little kid. How that spell she cast as a child, only trying to light a measly light bulb managed to do so much damage. How she accidentally almost ended up killing her sister because of her actions... She felt that she could never ever begin to atone for what she had done to her then and when she felt the team would be better off without her she almost offered her sister her spot in team dess before ichi made her think back to her times with them and she stood her ground... Still though the thought lingered in her mind... "If something like that happened to ichi because of me... How would I ever be able to forgive myself"

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    24 platforms had stood in a circle around a structure so golden it had blinded Ceres’ eyes.

    From the bloody snow, a lone survivor had emerged.

    Grim and silent, the figure now walked out of the shadows, a trail of the most vibrant crimson red followed behind. She carried her sins with her, her shoulders almost succumbing to the weight of it, but still she stood tall and prideful.

    She was a victor, dead nor alive, but a victor nonetheless...

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    Or, the story of the 67th hunger games and its victor. But is victory really worth it all?

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    007n7 FUCKING KILLS HIMSELF IN THE LOBBY. that is literally it. This tooootally isn't a vent fic. , I love you guys olease talk to someone if you feel this way

    Title from trouble breathing by alkaline trio

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    In this prison pit, Vander never wanted attachments and Silco is convinced he can handle himself. When Silco is put in Vander’s cell as his new cellmate, Vander knows that it is supposed to be as a reward to him for his fighting but doesn't know that it's a punishment to Silco for what he did to himself.

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    Gusion wants nothing more than to love his estranged eldest brother and to be loved in return. Aamon, who has successfully come into their family's inheritance, turns Gusion's wishes into reality the only way he knows how.

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    23/?
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    Set two months after the events of the main book. Ponyboy Curtis struggles to cope after the death of Johnny and Dallas. He withdraws further and further from his loved ones, ultimately finding himself in increasingly perilous situations.

    Will he be able to recover from his grief, or will it crush him?

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    Trafalgar Law is a very successful surgeon. He had a seemingly perfect life, except for one thing. He wanted the one thing that he knew he couldn't have. One day, after a particularly tiring day, Trafalgar met a patient who would change his life forever.

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    She’s dead, and I’m alive.

    Someone knocked on the wall behind him, so as to not startle him.

    “You’re not inside,” Mr. Tumnus said, and Edmund glanced over at him, guilt turning in his stomach, and turned back to the sea.

    “I think I might prefer the quiet,” he admitted.

    Or: The Witch is dead. Narnia has entered its golden era. But her evil deeds still haunt Edmund, far more than he realizes.

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    Hening kembali menyapa saat yang satu-satunya Lian inginkan adalah kematiannya.

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    Lucanis is a vampire, possessed by a Demon, a rock legend who feeds in secret behind the veil of his fame. Enigmatic and brooding, everything a Rock star should be, but when Altara stumbles onto his secret after joining his entourage, Drawn to his darkness, the lines begin to blur. She offers herself freely, becoming both his salvation and his greatest weakness. Their connection felt forbidden, on the edge of obsession, but nothing comes without a price.

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    A voice.

    So hauntingly familiar that it could not have been real, the genuine laughter that could make Inho's eardrum burst from sheer unexpectancy. The followed up, distant chatter of the same voice, in the same pitch and hoarseness Inho had never expected to hear again. The man he had believed as long succumbed to death— because of Inho's own failure. But if there was even the slightest chance to undo his mistake, Hwang Inho would take it.

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    Gi-hun survives the fall.

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    Gaty feels insecure about her body but once she finds herself getting closer and closer to Two she realizes that she might've caught feelings for them, each day she spirals into a deeper obsession with them to an unhealthy point.

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    She’s six years older, wears red like warpaint, and has the kind of breasts you could die on.
    They said I was lucky to find a muse, I didn’t tell them she was my sister.
    They said obsession was a phase, I didn’t tell them it lived in my bones.
    She pleats my saree, touches my back like she owns it, and every time she looks at me like I’m hers—I forget shame ever existed.

    I thought forbidden was the kink.
    Turns out, it's surrender.

    And if love tastes like saltwater and sleeping on sin, then yes—
    Sis, step on me.

     

    Two women. One secret. A dozen sparks flying where they shouldn’t. Watch obsession, desire, and forbidden chemistry play out—if you dare. For the full chaos, join me on Wattpad: @sLilith200

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    Тяга к саморазрушению была у него задолго до конца света.

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    “He knew he had to be careful.
    If he pushed too hard, too fast, he could risk pushing Dazai over the edge and breaking him completely. And that wasn't what he wanted.

    He wanted to see him break gradually, piece by piece, until he was completely shattered.. and then he would rebuild him, mold him into the perfect toy for him to play with.”

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    Welcome back, Traveler.
    It is time to grant your wish. To return you to your family.

    They are the same humans, Traveler. Nothing has been erased.
    They are still yours, even if they don’t remember.
    Won’t it be such a joy? To meet them all over again?

    —---

    Great news! You didn’t murder your family! Bad news! They don’t know who you are!
    How would you even answer if they asked? Who is Loop without the loops?

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    Jongho is struggling to find purpose after his dreams fall through and he isn't accepted into the fancy music school he applied to - the only school he applied to. His parents are disappointed in him and the only work he can get is as a part-time assistant at the library. He is miserable and has no idea what to do with himself. His secret wish is to ruin his life and fall into the misery that surrounds him, but that requires courage he doesn't have.

    When he meets a local skater, Yeosang, he finds that someone in this world is able to understand him. They become closer, meeting at the park after dark and sharing cigarettes in the dim light, but Jongho is starting to feel things he hasn't in years. He's scared, but it feels like he might be allowed to be happy for once.

    Yeosang seems to be hiding his own hurt, one that Jongho isn't sure he can help with.

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    Eito finally clears his throat.

    “I will admit to you, Takumi… I was planning on offering you up to V’exhness. Anything to see you and your band of abominations crumble.” Eito adjusts his glasses, his gaze stern. “Now, I can’t say whether or not I want to do that anymore.”

    Admittely, Takumi is curious. “...is that so…?”

    “You still repulse me. But it’s quite the news, after all…”

    “Well, what are you going to do now?” Takumi asks.

    Eito fixes his glasses and scans the area. “I suppose we should look for shelter for the night.”

    “We?!"

    Accomplice/elopement route except I wrote it!!! It branches off of something like Second Scenario, so please finish that route before reading.

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    Suzune walks toward him in silence. Sets a thin folder on the table. Doesn’t sit.

    He stares at it. Doesn’t need to open it. He knows what’s inside.

    Her voice, when it comes, is quiet. Surgical.

    “You helped him destroy the Horikita name.”

    A long silence.

    Nagumo doesn’t flinch. “Yes.”

    Suzune’s gaze sharpens. “Why?”

    His answer is simple.

    “Because it was killing him.”

    A peak behind the curtain on what it took to be the gold standard, the paragon of respect, the flagship of academic excellence - and what it cost to maintain all three. Told mainly from the pov of the one person who’s rivalry grew and evolved into something new, something foreign, something unfamiliar.

    Something that felt a lot like Salvation.

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    48/?
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    11
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    England. 1834. There is a monster, lurking in the shadows of the city. It feasts on flesh and bleeds women dry in their beds. On your family’s farm, you’re safe. Until you dare to want something more for yourself. Until you refuse to be ignored any longer. Until you take a leap of faith, and everything goes horribly wrong.

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    2,809
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    1/?
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    2
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