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    On November 21, 2023, Sergeant John "Soap" MacTavish is KIA and Ghost mourns. Ghost has lost soldiers before. That's just the nature of the job: soldiers die. But this isn't just a soldier. It's Johnny.

    At midnight, November 25, 2023, Ghost goes to sleep in his empty flat, in his suddenly empty life.

    When he wakes up, he's back on base. It is November 10, 2023. Makarov will not escape containment for another few hours. Johnny is still alive. Loop one, begin.

    A time loop MWIII fix-it!

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    27 Dec 2025

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    Someone’s getting fucked in one of the supply buildings. He can hear that it’s a man now, a man who’s getting thoroughly railed and enjoying every second of it.

    Good for him, he thinks.

    Ghost attempts to take a run around base to work through the post-mission adrenaline, contemplating his next mission, his new team, and the partner he hasn’t met yet. He finds something else, or someone else, entirely.

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    “Have you considered the possibility that Neil has chosen you, but believes you have not chosen him?” Renee says. "Have you ever explicitly told him what you want?”

    “Neil knows what I want,” Andrew snaps. This is not Andrew’s fault.

    “How do you know?”

    Because Neil always knows. He is as fluent in Andrew’s micro-expressions as he is in German and French. He knows which head tilts mean “go on” and which ones mean “shut up.” Without ever asking, he learned what it meant to see Andrew wearing double layers of long sleeves, or taking multiple showers in a day, and learned to hand Andrew the car keys.

    That has always been the most terrifying thing about Neil — his patience to wait, watch, listen, learn. The prospect that if Neil were given enough time, there would be no part of Andrew that was just Andrew’s anymore.

    “He has to know,” Andrew says.

    “Does he?” Renee says. “Have you ever known Neil to assume that he is wanted?”

    Five times Neil tells someone that he and Andrew aren’t dating, and one time Andrew uses his words to set the record straight.

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    Set a while after the events of Las Almas. The face reveal never happened, and Soap is struggling with his undeniable attraction and feelings he has towards his Lieutenant— as well as the jealousy and hurt he feels having never seen his face.

    Ghost is slightly less emotionally constipated than one would expect, but is blind to the affects his trepidation at uncovering his anonymity has on Johnny.

    They both find comfort in one another, as well as the relief of finally exposing themselves to their emotions and the benefits of honesty… and learning how to truly trust one another.

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