soundingawkward
Fandoms
- One Direction (Band) (14)
- BBC Radio 1 RPF (12)
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(expecting perfect scripts and movie scenes) by soundingawkward
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Radio 1 RPF
30 Nov 2014
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"it's not just that nick didn't know.
it's just that nick didn't know. or that there was a word for it, a label to help give yourself identity and a feeling of belonging."(or the one where nick discovers there are other definitions for his sexuality and louis is there for him.)
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one can't leave his shadow laying about by soundingawkward for crownheartsteacup
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Radio 1 RPF
23 Jul 2013
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nick babysits and doesn't quite meet peter pan.
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(dressed in black) from head to toe by soundingawkward
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Radio 1 RPF
14 Jul 2013
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nick hates the mud and the cold and all things about this stupid dirt bike rally, except for one muddy, grotty, dirt bike riding boy.
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and i'll be your safety by soundingawkward for tardiscrashing
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Radio 1 RPF
09 May 2013
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besides, louis asks himself, how do you even tell someone you keep dreaming about them dying in lots of different painful ways? do you just spit it out whilst you're cuddling on the couch, or when they're shoveling food into their mouths as quickly as possible when they're late for work? perhaps maybe in the shower whilst they're making sure not to get any conditioner into your eyes, blurt it out and then screech because they got the chemicals into your eyes and it fucking hurts. or, even when they're bitching about all the milk being gone, complaining that you've left the empty carton in the fridge and you say "hey so i keep dreaming of you dying, i can't be responsible for any comfort milk consumption."
(or the one where louis has nightmares about losing nick and things about cuddling get a bit ridiculous again.)
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you should try a thesaurus. by soundingawkward for tardiscrashing, scribblemymind, c_libretto
Fandoms: One Direction (Band), Radio 1 RPF
02 May 2013
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the five times nick called ian cute and the one time he said something completely different.
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(and a million other words that won't ever quite explain ian) by soundingawkward
Fandom: One Direction (Band), Radio 1 RPF
02 May 2013
- Words:
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- Works:
- 1
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(i'm as cold as the wind blows) so hold me in your arms by soundingawkward
Fandom: One Direction (Band), Radio 1 RPF
09 May 2013
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nick and louis are dumb sometimes and it seems to end up about cuddling.
- Words:
- 10,840
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 22
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i don't know when i lost my mind (maybe when i made you mine) by soundingawkward
Fandom: One Direction (Band), Radio 1 RPF
07 Apr 2013
- Words:
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- Works:
- 1
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so let's free fall (and see where we land) by soundingawkward
Fandom: One Direction (Band), Radio 1 RPF
22 Dec 2012
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- Works:
- 1
- Bookmarks:
- 1
Recent bookmarks
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Me, in your eyes. by IntoTheWild (lostinriver)
Fandoms: Take That (Band), Robbie Williams (Musician)
17 Feb 2025
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2012
Mark was supposed to play in Robbie's team for the annual Soccer Aid game. But a mysterious leg injury made things difficult.
A leg injury origin story.
Bookmarked by wellifanyonecould (soundingawkward)
14 Mar 2025
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Maybe-Natalie is talented with her tongue. It’s hard to concentrate on the feeling, waiting for Robbie’s grin to turn shit-eating the way it always does, and maybe that’s why Mark doesn’t break eye contact straight away. If he’s going to get his business aired to a hungover bus tomorrow, he can at least stand his ground, and so he flashes the same trademark smile that adorns the bedroom walls of ten thousand teenage girls across the country and winks. It feels like it should be the thing that shatters the ribbon of glass hanging in the air between them and gets Rob sniggering, fucking off with a loose fist miming something obscene as he goes, but instead he just—tilts his head back against the wall and keeps his gaze steady. Takes a bit of a breath, maybe. It doesn’t feel weird, and that’s somehow not weird in and of itself.
They keep looking at one another.
Bookmarked by wellifanyonecould (soundingawkward)
14 Mar 2025
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“That got under your skin, didn't it?” That's the thing, Rob is always getting under his skin. Still, Jay hesitates. Whatever faults he has (and according to both Rob and Nigel, he's got a lot), he's not a violent person. And really, Rob is just doing his job, being the cheeky chappie who don't know when to shut up, because that's what he was hired for.
Deep down, Jason knows it's not Rob he's angry with.
“Go on Jay, hit me,” the younger boy whispers. “Explain that one to Nige when the make-up team have to cover it up–”
Jason kisses him instead.
Bookmarked by wellifanyonecould (soundingawkward)
26 Jul 2025
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Louis definitely does not care about Nick's opinion of him. And Nick definitely is not obsessed with Louis.
Bookmarked by soundingawkward
26 Oct 2012
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End Racism in the OTW - turn a little faster; the world will follow after by katiemariie
Fandoms: Star Trek: Deep Space Nine, Star Trek: The Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: The Original Series
23 Aug 2013
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When Julian and Ezri break-up, their lives and the fates of two species are irrecoverably altered. Ezri and her lost love Lenara try to start over again while stumbling their way through their role as leaders of a Trill expatriate revolution against the Symbiosis Commission. Lonely and grieving the loss of his found family at DS9, Julian infiltrates the volunteer corps assisting in the Cardassian relief effort in a bid to rescue Jack, Lauren, and Patrick, who were apparently kidnapped from their institution by Elim Garak. Of course, things are more complicated than they appear, as they always are with Garak and Julian's mutant friends.
Series
- Part 1 of the world's a little brighter
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 74,151
- Chapters:
- 18/18
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 208
- Kudos:
- 407
- Bookmarks:
- 121
- Hits:
- 8,905
Bookmarked by soundingawkward
06 Jul 2014