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    There's always that one couple... They're both dazzling, intelligent people who mysteriously lose all their brain cells in each other's presence. Where both of them are loved and adored, until both of them are in the same room together - then, everything is absolute chaos. Yeah, Margot Lynch and Satoru Gojo is that couple.

    But their relationship defies both culture and calculation, and the pressures of Jujutsu society's expectations are exponential. The two must move towards each other continuously, or risk being separated...

    Forever.

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    Reciprocal Determinism (n.): "a the theory set forth by psychologist Albert Bandura which maintains that the environment influences behavior, behavior influences the environment, and both influence the individual, who also influences them."

    Monsters aren't born, but created.

    For Hisoka, power and bloodshed are the default, at least until he walks into Dr Nacyri Fie's office. In their ensuing game of calculation, emotion, manipulation, and vulnerability, the winner takes all.

    But when facing an opponent who wields a new and unusual set of cards - ones of kindness, respect, and boundaries - how will he choose to play?

    When the game is reversed and winning becomes losing, who truly has the upper hand?

    And when that hand stretches out towards him, will he grasp hold of it?

    Will he gamble on trust and safety, or doom her as well?

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    “I think you’re mistaken, I feel like you want a surgeon,” you said, eyeing him strangely. “I’m a coroner.”
    “Are they that different,” the man questioned.
    “Uh, yes?”

    Or: you try to be a good samaritan by saving the life of a boy that was brought into your office to be autopsied. somehow this turns into you becoming the private doctor for a crime lord despite the fact you are much more qualified to take people apart than you are to put them together. you don’t know what you did, but surely you did not survive medical school, divorce, and everything else life has thrown your way just to have to survive him too.

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    15 Sep 2025

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    "Do you ever wonder what it's like to touch a star?"

    You are both twenty-two when you meet and in love already. He with a girl; his best friend, someone he knew his whole life and vowed to live and fight for. While you—You were in love with the stars. These were both things which neither of you would ever have. But ennui, a nicotine addiction, and a few billion stars might just lead you to one another.

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    15 Sep 2025

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    You’ve known Rafayel long enough to gather three things.

    The first is that you’ve never seen him paint a portrait. More often than not he submits himself to the abstract, to smears of color that, according to him, never fully capture what he feels but at least get close enough. Sometimes, he allows himself a landscape here and there. But never a portrait. Never a person. No matter how much someone offers to pay him.

    The second is that he refuses to wake up at dawn if he can help it. He’s never told you why. Just that there’s something about the sound of the morning bells that he hates.

    The third is that there is a door in Mo Art Studio—just one—that Rafayel has never opened.

    ———

    Or: The manifestations of love as history, art, civilization, and the sheer horrors of yearning.

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    08 Sep 2025

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    He studies the fracture between want and ruin. She’s already halfway across.

    Lena Park is a PhD student who doesn’t believe in love—only synaptic misfires and behavioral conditioning. Emotions are data. Intimacy is learned. And desire? That’s just dopamine in a loop.

    But Dr. Caleb Xia is the loop she can’t break.

    What begins as academic interest twists into a darkness that grows more treacherous the moment their eyes meet. He's brilliant. Controlled. Dangerous. A man who designs experiments to unravel the human mind—and maybe, just maybe, to unravel himself. Lena sees through his clinical detachment. So she steps into his lab and offers herself up. Willing, curious, and entirely unafraid.

    What follows isn’t science. It’s a game of stimulus and surrender. Of sleepless nights, artificial affection, and twisted intimacy masked as research. He pushes her limits. She stares him down. They take each other apart. Quietly, surgically, obsessively.

    This is a study in power, control, and the kind of mutual fixation that leaves scars you never want to heal. She wants to see how far he’ll go, and he wants to see when she’ll break.

    But the real question is—who’s conditioning who?

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    23 Aug 2025

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    Savouring this fic like a fine wine

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    Ferrying passengers and cargo between the mainland and the outlying islands is your family's livelihood. Life at sea holds its surprises, yet the routines remain reassuring — docking and departing, tourist antics, more docking and departing...

    And there's the seal of course — the local celebrity trailing the ferry each day as though he's on the payroll. You think it might have been brought about by giving into his every whim and accidentally becoming his favorite person to be around in the process. But who would’ve guessed the truth, that he's actually a selkie who's spent years shadowing you, believing himself to be escorting his chosen bride all along?

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    07 Aug 2025