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    This is the closest thing he’ll get, although his selfish human heart shrivels at the thought of it. But if he could continue to have Chuuya in his life, and even let himself pretend that Chuuya loved him a smidge more than what was true, to let himself believe that Chuuya wanted him the way he wanted Chuuya, then he would take being left on the sidelines.

     

    And now he was going to watch the person he loved more than anything be given away to some undeserving random who would never know how long Dazai had suffered in silence. They would never know how long Dazai had waited for Chuuya.

     

    And perhaps Dazai would keep waiting.

     

    He knows Chuuya isn’t selfish like he is, he knows Chuuya would never ask him to wait. But god, years down the line Chuuya will be happy with somebody else and Dazai still doesn’t think he’ll be ready to move on.

    [ or : dazai is in love with his lifelong best-friend. said best friend is about to receive the initials of his soulmate, and dazai's not quite ready to lose him. ]

    russian translation by shuji_samu : https://ficbook.net/readfic/12320200/31675234

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    When a smile graced his lips at the thought of Dazai’s ring finger adorned with a ruby band, he realized, a little light-headed, that maybe he’d never wanted ‘just’ anything.

    From the first time using corruption, to their first time, to his unknowing defection, to buying the rings in the first place, Chuuya had been subconsciously deferring to the catastrophic disaster that was Dazai Osamu. The Demon Prodigy. His partner. His mackerel.

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    Osamu.

    (He really wanted a wedding.)

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    Kim Dokja stares at the lunchbox on the table in front of him for a long minute before he finally makes his decision.

    “I think I need to break up with him.”

    Han Sooyoung chokes on her iced americano.

     

    In which Han Sooyoung has to give relationship advice to a dumbass who somehow doesn't understand why his boyfriend likes/loves him.

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