Chapter 1: When No One is Watching
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Beginning of Introductions arc
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Today was the worst day in the history of bad days. It seemed fitting that this was the one way Izuku beat Kacchan. Not only had school been…well, school, but the teacher just had to ruin Kacchan’s good mood be reminding him of Izuku’s heroic dream. In front of the whole class. Izuku really shouldn’t have expected anything different. Kacchan, of course, took Izuku’s desire to be a hero as a personal affront and burned his notebook before tossing it in the fountain. Then he’d said…
Izuku shook his head violently, tears pricking the corners of his downcast eyes. (Downcast because every time he looked up his eyes wandered to rooftops.) He wasn’t sure if that was the worst part of today, or if it was what came after. Being suffocated and drowned in an underpass by a villain, then rescued by All Might, then crushed by that same hero when Izuku dared to ask the only question that ever mattered since he was four.
Izuku should have known better, really. He didn’t even believe in himself anymore. Why should someone else?
Izuku let his shoulders sag in resignation as he kept putting one foot in front of the other. He had no idea where to go from here, but he knew where his feet would take him if he stopped moving. (He’d stood on that rooftop a long time after All Might left.) His dream was broken, but something in him refused to give up on everything else too.
A metallic thud startled Izuku from his dazed trek. He jerked his head up, whipping it around to look for the source of the sound, tensed to run. Had his bullies really laid in wait for him this long after school let out? Wasn’t Kacchan’s “talk” earlier enough? How did they even learn he took this route? He’d picked it specifically for the lack of people.
When he finally located the source of the noise, he froze. He’d stopped at the mouth of an alley, and at the far end, the Sludge Villain was in the middle of strangling/drowning a middle-aged woman. Horror crawled up Izuku’s spine and squeezed his lungs in sympathy. All Might caught the villain; so how…? Izuku paled as he realized this was his fault. All Might must have dropped the bottles while making sure Izuku didn’t fall on their cross-city jump.
Izuku’s eyes refused to leave the woman as she struggled to no avail. Finally, the pair shifted enough for Izuku to get a look at her face. Her eyes were wide and filled with fear, panic, and pain. Izuku had seen eyes like those too many times on the playground when he was little. He’d always stepped in then, putting himself between Kacchan and whoever he was hurting.
Izuku found his feet moving before he could even begin to think. There wasn’t much to think about anyway. Even if he couldn’t be a hero, he was going to continue stepping between bullies and their victims. That was something he’d always been able to do. But to step between these two, he first had to create space between them.
Izuku threw his backpack at the Sludge Villain with all the strength he could muster, yelling to draw the villain’s attention. The amorphous man turned to get an eyeful of textbooks and pencils as they flew from where Izuku had forgotten to zip the bag shut.
“You again? Ow!”
While the Sludge villain reeled and squinted—how did that even work when he didn’t have eyelids?—Izuku clawed at the sludge covering the woman’s face, trying to free her airway. He never thought victory could sound like a wet cough, but that had to be the best sound he’d ever heard.
The moment of success was short-lived, however. The sludge condensed around Izuku’s wrists, suddenly clinging too tightly for Izuku to pull away. It squeezed painfully as the villain leveled him with a slightly bloodshot glare. “You little punk! I’ll deal with you in a minute.”
The slime wrapped around his wrists lifted him in the air before flinging him. Izuku hit the opposite wall of the alley. The air rushed from his lungs, and his head spun and throbbed from where it contacted brick. He slid down the wall to land on a pile of garbage bags and tried to blink the spots from his vision.
A muffled scream sent a shot of adrenalin through him, and the world snapped back into clarity. Mostly. The Sludge villain was smothering the lady again. Izuku attempted to climb to his feet but fell back when the garbage bags shifted under him. “Stop…” he said, voice sounding small in his own ears.
“Stop hurting him, Kacchan!”
The funny thing with Izuku stepping between a victim and their bully? He’d never been able to fight off a bully, but he could make himself their target long enough for the other kid to get away.
“Stop!” Izuku said with more force. When the villain still didn’t respond, Izuku steeled himself and yelled as loud as he could, “Stop! Take me instead!”
The Sludge Villain and the woman both blinked in surprise and stared at him.
“Don’t…don’t hurt her. You can have me instead. I-I won’t fight you. Just let her go. You don’t need to hurt anyone.” Izuku shrank in on himself as the ramifications of what he’d offered sank in. He didn’t want to die, not really. But he wanted someone else to die for his mistakes even less. And well, wasn’t this what a hero would do? (Not that he could ever be one.)
The Sludge villain scrutinized Izuku, and Izuku did his best to meet his gaze head on, despite the tears steadily rolling down his cheeks. He wanted the villain to know he’d meant it. The villain seemed to reach the same conclusion, because his creepy smile spread even wider. He chuckled. “Oh, this is going to be good. I haven’t had a willing meatsuit in over a decade.” A slimy tendril plucked Izuku from the garbage pile by his waist and brought him to hover in front of the villain’s face. “You’d better remember your word, brat. You struggle, and I might just decide to off a civilian or two for funsies.”
Izuku swallowed before saying barely above a whisper, “I understand.”
The Sludge villain’s eyes narrowed as he smirked. “Good. Now, to take care of the witness.”
Izuku didn’t have time to protest before the woman was flung against the wall, much the same as he’d been moments before. Sludge covered Izuku’s mouth to silence his scream. More wrapped around his arms and legs, restricting his movement.
“Don’t be so dramatic. I just knocked her out. See, she’s still breathing.”
She was, in fact, still breathing, which made Izuku relax marginally. The villain rifling through his pockets until he found Izuku’s phone and tossing it and his backpack into the trash was slightly less reassuring. With the matters of witnesses and potential tracking devices settled, the Sludge villain carried Izuku deeper into the maze of alleyways with surprising speed.
“Now, here’s how this is gonna go, kid,” the villain said, drawing Izuku’s attention again. “I’m going to keep your airway open as long as possible, and you’re going to keep taking deep breaths through your nose the whole time. Focus on that and not struggling, and this’ll be over nice and quick.”
Izuku tilted his head in confusion, what was the point of keeping his airway open if the guy was going to kill him anyway? With his mouth covered, he couldn’t really ask. So, he just nodded. At least the villain didn’t seem intent on gloating or drawing out his suffering.
“Open wide.”
Izuku reluctantly complied, gagging on the taste of sewage that rolled over his tongue for the second time in an hour. It was somehow worse this time. The sludge slithered down his throat, and Izuku’s body tried to expel the nauseating stuff. A few unsuccessful heaves left Izuku tired and shaking as he dragged air into his lungs through his nose.
The Sludge villain laughed and said something about things not being so bad once you got past the gag reflex, but Izuku tuned him out and tried very hard to tune out the feeling of the steadily increasing volume of sludge forcing its way into him. His throat and stomach had been on fire at first, but they were settling into an odd, burning numbness now. That sensation was spreading too.
Nope, Izuku was not thinking about that. He wasn’t starting to hyperventilate either. The villain wanted him to take deep breaths, and Izuku didn’t want to test how much it took to make the guy angry. What was that breathing exercise he’d seen online again?
Izuku clamped his teary eyes shut and counted seconds and breaths, quickly losing track of time. It couldn’t have been too long. The villain had said it only took 45 seconds the first time. How could so little time feel like forever? As soon as he’d formed the thought, the villain said something, but Izuku couldn’t make out the words. It sounded like he was underwater, and everything was miles away. It felt like he was underwater too, with pressure bearing down on him from all sides. Dizziness and darkness played at the edges of his mind. He finally slipped under when something cut off his air.
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Awareness crept back to him like a brush fire, in painful starts and jumps. His everything hurt. He didn’t know that was possible, and he wished he still didn’t. Quirks, even breathing and his heartbeat hurt. And movement. Why was he moving? He whined, or at least, tried to.
“Oh, there you are, Midoriya. Took you awhile. I was starting to wonder if I’d lost my touch.”
“What? What’s happening?” He slurred. Oh, right. He’d hit his head earlier, hadn’t he? He didn’t think to wonder how whoever this was knew his name.
“Eh, don’t worry. The pain’s just your body trying to kill me, and my body trying to kill you. Immune response is a bitch. Things’ll settle out in another few hours.”
“Hours? I feel awful.”
“If you’re just going to whine, take a nap,” the voice said, sounding miffed. “Not like you’ll miss much.”
Something shifted, and Izuku felt pressure on…his mind? It was weird whatever it was, and he pushed back against it.
“Ah ah ah, no struggling. Or did you already forget our deal, kid?”
Izuku froze, recalling struggling was bad but not what specific context this person was talking about. Fighting back against the kids at school never went well; he got hurt more when he fought back. Several examples from the past semester played out in his mind. It made sense that it was the same here. After a few moments’ deliberation, he stopped resisting. The pressure returned, almost hesitantly, and Izuku slipped back into the dark.
The next time he woke up, thinking was easier, and he didn’t feel so much like he’d been on the receiving end of one of Kacchan’s beatdowns. Everything still ached, and he felt weak and kinda sick, but he was still standing. Wait…Izuku realized that his eyes were open. (How had he forgotten that? When did that happen?) Why was he standing…in a train station? And why was it dark?
“Welcome back. Again.”
This time memories rushed back to go with the voice. “Sludge?”
Izuku got the distinct impression of a cringe. “Yeah, never call me that again. Why does everyone assume it’s sludge? It’s slime. There’s a difference,” the villain groused.
Izuku made a mental note of that for later, because apparently, there was a later now? Izuku ran through a series of small, attempted movements, but his body didn’t respond in the slightest, instead stepping forward after an overhead announcement for an arriving train. He was definitely not in control of his body, right now, and he didn’t recognize the name of the station they were at. Okay, he needed to focus on something else. “Um, not that I’m complaining, but why aren’t I dead?” Okay, this topic wasn’t much better, but he was curious.
Izuku heard a sigh and jolted to attention when he realized his body hadn’t sighed with it. Did that mean they were communicating mind to mind? Part of him had so many questions. Another part of him felt queasy at the thought of part of the Slime(?) Villain’s sewage-flavored body being inside his skull and somehow attached to his brain.
“You’re alive, because you kept your side of the deal. Most meatsuits tend to waste their oxygen by pointlessly struggling. Also, it’s really hard to keep all of my body out of a person’s lungs when they won’t stop moving and trying to scream during the process,” the villain said dismissively. “After a while you kinda give up trying.”
Izuku shuddered at the villain’s callousness, surprised when his body responded to that of all things. So, the villain’s control wasn’t absolute after all. Maybe he could—
“I’m gonna stop ya right there, Midoriya. You really want to start struggling with all these helpless civilians around?” The villain trailed Izuku’s eyes over the crowded train car, lingering on the particularly vulnerable ones: a little girl and her grandma, a woman with a newborn, a gentleman with his arm in a cast.
Any plans of fighting back died instantly. Izuku’d already gotten that one woman hurt by distracting All Might and letting the Slime Villain escape earlier. He didn’t want anyone else to get hurt. “So, w-what now? And how do you know my name?”
“You had your school id and train pass in your wallet. As for what you’re going to do? You’re going to sit back and relax. I’m getting as far away from Musutafu as possible in 24 hours.”
“Why 24 hours?” Izuku asked, almost dreading the answer.
The Slime Villain rolled Izuku’s eyes. “You always this chatty? ‘Cause 24 is as long as I’ve ever held a willing possession. Granted that was when I was about your age. Maybe my time limit’s longer now, but I don’t want to chance it.”
Izuku didn’t want to contemplate what might happen at the end of that time. So, he distracted himself like he always did: quirk analysis. He reviewed Mt. Lady’s debut from that morning and Kamui Woods. He thought about All Might’s quirk—which seemed stranger and stranger each time he thought about it.
Then he thought about the Slime Villain’s quirk. It was so weird that he’d figured out how to possess people when it looked like he had a simple mutation quirk. Maybe his physical appearance wasn’t his quirk after all? If it was a vestigial mutation and the possession itself was his quirk, that made slightly more sense. Quirks like that tended to come with some degree of instinctive knowledge on how to properly use them. Taking over someone’s entire body without hurting them (and sure Izuku ached a bit, but he wasn’t hurt, per se) seemed like it would be pretty complicated to do, not something a person was likely to figure out on their own. Of course, Izuku could be discounting how intelligent the villain was. Maybe he was in med school before he went villain and just knew that much about anatomy and physiology. Then again, the guy did say he’d pulled off willing possessions when he was Izuku’s age—and presumably younger. So, Izuku was leaning more toward the instinctive knowledge theory. Maybe with some additional research to boost his efficiency. Then there was the mental communication component, and if his hazy memory was accurate, some degree of immune modulation to allow their bodies to mesh without suffering a catastrophic immune response. But how had the villain been able to fit—
Izuku was jostled from his train of thought by a mental nudge. “Jeez, kid. Your brain never stops, does it.” It was more an observation than a question.
“S-sorry. Did you hear all of that?”
“Nah, just the really loud bits. Unless you’re thinking ‘at’ me, I don’t hear your thoughts word for word.”
Izuku took his return to the present to register what his body was seeing again, a little disconcerted by how easy it was to completely block out the stimuli when he wasn’t in control. They were off the train now, walking down an unfamiliar street. This town seemed a lot smaller than Musutafu, judging by the lack of high rises, and it was a little after sunrise. He grew uneasy, thinking about what the villain intended to do with him. Was he finally going to kill him? Dump his body somewhere no one would ever find it? His mom would never get closure if that happened. Oh no! His mom! She must be worried sick by now…
His body chuckled before giving a wet cough. “Wow, you can work yourself up quick. I told you to relax, and I meant it. You kept your end of the deal; I’m keeping mine. Even if you don’t seem to include yourself in ‘don’t hurt anyone.’”
Izuku wasn’t really sure how to respond to that. He distantly heard grumbling—maybe an overheard thought like the villain had mentioned? “I might be a monster, but even I’m not going to kick a dog when its down.”
Izuku wondered if he should be offended by that.
Then there was a much clearer sigh in his brain. “I’ll make sure to leave you somewhere you’ll be found and given medical attention. Until then, I need you to sleep again. Can’t have you overhearing where I plan on going, now can I?”
So, Izuku had overheard one of the villain’s thoughts just then. Why hadn’t he overheard anything else? Was he too distracted by his analysis earlier, or was the villain better at shielding his thoughts due to experience? Maybe the strain of keeping his possession up so long wore at his mental barriers? Izuku had to have been taken at least 16 hours ago if the sun was already up.
Izuku felt a steady push at his mind, and his anxiety spiked. He didn’t fight it, but he did wonder if he’d really wake up this time as he went under.
Chapter 2: Act of Kindness
Summary:
“No act of kindness, no matter how small, is ever wasted.” –Aesop
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Surprisingly, Izuku did wake up again. This time he felt fuzzy and light. It took him longer than he liked to register the oxygen mask on his face and the IV line in the back of his hand. Those were fine. He was significantly less fine with the other catheter once he realized it was there. He fumbled for the button to call a nurse, wondering how long he’d been out.
A flurry of activity followed. Apparently, he hadn’t been out too long. It was still the same day as before, but late evening now. He’d been found in a small town’s alley and transported to the larger hospital in Nagasaki when paramedics heard fluid in his lungs.
The doctor told him he had pneumonia, but without even a hint of infection, just the inflammation and fluid. Everyone was confused about that. Between the diuretics, narcotics, and supplemental oxygen, Izuku was breathing pretty easily now, and the doctor estimated he’d be released in a day or two once the inflammation had subsided. There was one other weird thing that showed up when they ran his bloodwork: there were droplets of slime in his blood. Izuku explained that was probably a side effect of his possession. The doctors didn’t seem terribly reassured to hear it and ran a lot more tests after he told them.
The next morning, Izuku’s mom and a police detective arrived to see him. Izuku was off oxygen, and his morphine dose had been lowered to almost nothing by that point. So, he felt pretty coherent when he greeted them. “Mom!”
“Izuku!” His mom was in tears before she launched herself forward to hug him. “Oh honey, I was so worried when you didn’t come home. And then the police found your phone, and that woman said a villain took you! I-I thought…”
Izuku’s eyes started watering sympathetically as he hugged his mom and let some of the fear of the prior day sink in. Moments later he was crying too. “I-I’m s-sorry, Mom. I’m okay, I-I promise.” He didn’t mention how he’d expected to die several times over. It didn’t happen; so, it didn’t matter. No need to stress his mom out over could-have-beens.
The detective let them hug it out for several minutes before coughing into his hand. Mother and son pulled apart and wiped their eyes as the man introduced himself, “Hello, Izuku. I’m Tsukauchi Naomasa. I’m the detective in charge of the Sludge Villain case. Is it alright if I get your statement now, or would you prefer if we scheduled an appointment for when you’re back in Musutafu?”
Izuku’s eyes widened, and he waved his arms. “No, now’s fine. I don’t want you to have come all this way for nothing.”
The man chuckled, and Izuku noted it was a softer thing than the Slime Villain’s. “It wouldn’t be for nothing. I still had to make the trip for your medical file and to take the statement of the man who found you.”
Izuku didn’t think giving himself time to overthink an interview was a good idea. He might as well get it over with now. Plus, the narcotics might have still been dampening his anxiety a touch. Izuku glanced at his mom and chewed his lower lip. He didn’t want her to hear this. He just knew it would make her cry again. “Mom, why don’t you go check in with the doctor. They had a few questions about family medical history I didn’t know the answers to. I’ll be fine.”
Inko was still teary-eyed, and Izuku tried to put on his best reassuring smile for her. It came out a bit watery, but his mom smiled back and nodded. She dug around in her purse for a minute before pulling his phone out to hand to him. “I’ll be back soon. Call if you need me before then?”
“Always.”
With one final glance over her shoulder, Izuku’s mom left the room. Once the door clicked shut Izuku sighed and slumped back against his propped-up bed. “Where do you want me to start?” he asked Tsukauchi.
“When you encountered the Sludge Villain in the underpass. I already spoke to All Might and got his side of events there and on the rooftop. He actually requested I take this case when he found out you’d been taken by the villain. We’re old friends.”
“Oh.” Well, that saved Izuku trying to leave out anything for the hero’s sake. He wondered if he should feel touched that the number one hero had specifically asked someone to look into his disappearance. Was All Might worried? It made a little sense; the hero had been the last person aside from the woman Izuku’d saved to see him before he’d vanished. Izuku hope All Might didn’t feel at all responsible.
He took a fortifying breath and told his tale, occasionally pausing for the detective to ask a clarifying question. 30 minutes later the man had everything he needed and headed off to speak to the doctor in charge of Izuku’s case.
Izuku napped until his mom and the doctor returned. Then he got to hear the final results of all the testing they’d run the night before. They estimated there to be a quarter of a liter of slime still inside him, but it seemed inert and wasn’t causing any immediate problems that they could identify. His immune system wasn’t attacking it or recognizing it as a threat, which was the main concern. When they described the type of systemic reaction that could cause and symptoms to watch for, Izuku thought of how awful he’d felt the first time he woke up after being taken and shuddered.
They theorized that the villain’s quirk had somehow convinced his body that the slime was “self” to keep his immune system from targeting it. Hopefully, that particular effect would linger until Izuku’s body could process the leftover slime on its own and eliminate it over the next few months. They did want him to keep an eye out for any reaction symptoms just in case. They also set him up to see a doctor in Musutafu every month to monitor the amount of slime in his blood to make sure his body didn’t run into any problems breaking it down. Aside from that, every other scan and test had come back normal or better than normal for a person in his age group.
Izuku decided not to mention the faint stretch marks he’d discovered scattered across his body when changing that morning. They blended in with his other scars anyway. He also didn’t mention how the burn Kacchan had given him the day he went missing already looked a week old, and several of his bruises and older injuries had faded or disappeared completely.
He’d recovered from pneumonia abnormally fast too. With the fluid out of his lungs, the inflammation was now nonexistent. The doctor set him up for discharge right after lunch and gave him a script for a short course of medication to take at home, but Izuku felt fine. He surreptitiously asked the nurse removing his IV line if any healing quirks had been used on him during his stay. There hadn’t been any.
He set that mystery aside for later contemplation as he focused on getting back to his life, or what was left of it with his dream thoroughly shot down. Maybe he’d do some research on quirk analysis or hero support?
Either way, he’d missed two days of school. Thankfully, with his case and the string of cases attributed to the Sludge Villain (a murder every month or two for the last year with no survivors prior to Izuku) being blasted all over the news, his teachers couldn’t deny his late work when he turned it in. As for his classmates, his unfortunate celebrity status just meant they had more fuel to use when describing how weak and useless he was. Kacchan was oddly silent about the whole thing aside from one comment of “Good job not dying, nerd.” Izuku thought that meant he’d been concerned? He was 85% sure, but he wasn’t going to ask for clarification.
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It took all of one week for the physical bullying to pick back up, though Kacchan rarely got involved anymore unless Izuku bumped into him. His lackeys were more than willing to pick up his slack. By the third week, Izuku was already forgetting what it felt like to be pain-free. Granted his injuries were healing quicker than usual.
While walking home from school, Izuku turned his hand over, examining the nasty purple bruise from a classmate stepping on his hand while he picked up his bully-scattered notes yesterday. It was already faintly lightening, and it hadn’t spread as far as he’d expected. He sighed and shoved his hand in his pocket. That one had been annoying to hide from his mom.
Izuku froze as he heard a familiar rough voice approaching. He glanced around the corner he’d been about to walk past and tensed as he spotted Kacchan and his usual group. Izuku did not want to get a second beating today, thank you very much. The one at lunch had been plenty. So, he beat a hasty retreat and decided to take a different path home.
Since he didn’t really feel like going through the underpass ever again, he took a circuitous route that should keep him out of Kacchan’s way until the blonde was already home and his minions dispersed. If it happened to pass the park Kacchan and Izuku used to play in as kids, that was neither here nor there. Izuku wandered into the more wooded part of the park on a whim, hoping to keep out of sight if anyone else from his school walked by.
He meandered for a while before he felt a faint tugging sensation. He frowned and looked around. There was a smaller, overgrown trail that split off here. If Izuku remembered right, it led to an old pond. No one went there anymore because of the smell. The plumbing to that pond had been broken for years, and the city kept putting off fixing it. So, it had stagnated and the water had grown particularly gross. It was lonely and forgotten. Izuku felt that tug again and huffed. Seemed like an appropriate enough place for him. He ducked under a low-hanging tree branch and followed the old trail.
The pond was just as disgusting as he remembered from the times he and Kacchan dared each other to touch the scummy water when they were younger. The willow tree that broke the plumbing seemed to be thriving though. He sat down underneath the tree and watched the last of the year’s dragonflies chase smaller insects above the pond’s surface.
He didn’t even notice he had company until a slimy tendril wrapped around the lower half of his face, cutting off his yelp of surprise. Izuku whipped around and climbed to his feet to find himself face to face with the Slime Villain again. He was a slightly lighter shade of green this time, and he smelled more like stagnant pond than sewage. The rest was still the same.
The villain, for his part, didn’t restrain Izuku further but didn’t remove the tendril from Izuku’s face as they stared at each other. Finally, Izuku broke the staring contest by raising an eyebrow and humming questioningly, careful to keep his mouth shut.
The villain seemed to shake off whatever he’d been thinking about and grinned. “Hey, Midoriya. Fancy meeting you here. I’ve actually been looking for you. Now, I’m going to uncover your face. Don’t scream, or things might get messy.” The villain glanced off in the direction of the playground and field where they could still hear people playing.
Izuku bristled at the implied threat before nodding slowly. The villain unwrapped the slimy tendril from his face and retracted it. Izuku felt that odd tugging sensation again and paled as he realized it was the slime left in his body likely responding to his proximity to the villain.
Izuku cleared his throat, reminding himself that it was clear and not clogged by the villain. “What do you want?” he asked quietly.
The villain kept shifting his form in short, twitchy movements as he looked around to reassure himself that they were alone before answering, “I…have a proposition for you, but first, how’d you enjoy the gift?”
Izuku wasn’t sure he liked where this was going, but he bit. “What gift?”
“The little bits of slime still circulating in your blood. Surely you haven’t gotten injured enough to use it all up this soon.”
Izuku blinked, processing that for a moment and connecting several dots. His eyes widened. “That’s what’s speeding up my healing?”
The Slime Villain smiled and nodded. “It’s also real good for preventing infections. With my body being constantly exposed to the air and ground, I’ve got a pretty killer immune system.” Well, now the pneumonia without any infection made more sense…sorta.
“Why’d I get pneumonia then? I thought you stayed out of my lungs?”
“The second time. The first time I tried to steal your body, I didn’t really intend to keep you alive. There was still a bit of slime in your lungs by the second time. I reabsorbed it, but your lungs were already pretty irritated. Did you run off before paramedics looked you over or something?” the villain asked, sounding angry.
Izuku looked down at his shoes and hunched his shoulders. “S-something like that.”
The villain grumbled and did one of his twitchy shifts again, reminding Izuku oddly of some of the people he’d seen hanging out around the shadier parts of town. Izuku wondered if maybe the man was on something and having withdrawal.
Before he could think more on the topic, the villain pinned him with a look. Izuku wasn’t quite sure what it meant, but he froze under it. “Look, kid. I came back here to ask you if you’d let me possess you again. I—”
Izuku balked at the idea, taking a step back before stopping himself. The villain looked the smallest bit panicked at his aborted retreat. Izuku narrowed his eyes and frowned.
When he didn’t make any further move to leave, the villain started again, “I…I haven’t had a willing meatsuit, er…host? Partner? In a long time. I forgot how nice it felt to not kill someone to use my quirk, and…”
The guy kept talking, but Izuku’s mind was rapidly piecing together details he’d rather it didn’t. The villain wasn’t on drugs. He had quirk withdrawal. He’d heard about that in his school’s health class. He wasn’t entirely sure if it was as common and horrible as his teachers made it seem (and used it to excuse his classmates firing off their quirks in class and at Izuku), but this villain did seem to be displaying several of the symptoms. Jitteriness, decreased focus, fixation on and/or craving the thing needed to use their quirk (if a material was needed). The time frame here fit his prior murders too. Damn it, Izuku was actually considering this. The guy even sought Izuku out rather than grabbing some random civilian. He didn’t want to kill anyone, did he?
Izuku really looked at the man in front of him and couldn’t shake the feeling he was asking for help. And Izuku never could turn away from someone who needed help. Izuku’s shoulders half relaxed, half slumped as he took his backpack off and dropped it to the ground beside him. The villain stopped talking and shot him a questioning look. “What changed a year ago?”
The Slime Villain balked this time before looking off to the side. Was he ashamed? “One of my old pals invited me to a party. Someone there spiked the punch with some bad Trigger. Don’t do drugs, kid.” He pointedly ignored Izuku’s snort. “That stuff messed up my quirk. The urge to use it has been much worse since then. I start feeling…not right when I go too long.”
Izuku stared at the man a bit longer before he rolled his head back to look at the sky. He couldn’t believe he was doing this. “No killing or hurting anyone—except self-defense, of course—and no committing crimes in my body. No completely blocking me out or putting me to sleep unless it’s a life and death situation or I give explicit consent. And you have to let me be myself around family and school. They’ll notice if I suddenly start acting weird.”
The Slime Villain’s eyes widened comically—and Izuku had questions about how that worked—before rapidly nodding. “Done.”
“We’ll figure out more details later.” When the villain’s not in obvious withdrawal, and when they couldn’t be so easily overheard. The guy was still a wanted criminal. If someone heard them and called the police, things were likely to get violent. Izuku wasn’t about to let that happen when it could be so easily avoided. “I’m expected home in an hour. Is this going to knock me out again?” Izuku asked tiredly.
“Nope. Shouldn’t as long as you don’t have a panic attack like the last go around. So…” The villain edged closer but didn’t touch him yet.
Izuku appreciated the one last chance to back out but ignored it, taking a step forward. “Do it.” He left his mouth open afterward and closed his eyes tight.
Some of the villain wrapped around him as a tendril entered his mouth. The taste wasn’t as bad this time, but Izuku strongly suspected the villain had taken a recent dip in the nasty pond. He still gagged and tried to puke at first, but the slime wrapped around him held him fairly steady until the automatic response passed. He focused on his breathing as he forced himself to relax and loosen his jaw from where he’d tried to clamp it shut. At least, it didn’t hurt like last time. It was more pressure than anything followed by numbness. He also noticed the temperature difference this time. Winter was fast approaching, after all; it made sense for the villain’s semi-solid body—which didn’t lend itself to wearing a coat—to run colder than a standard human’s. Izuku made a mental note to figure out some way for them to avoid giving his body temperature shock for the next time they did this. He was already starting to shiver.
Maybe 20 seconds into the process, Izuku’s curiosity got the better of his anxiety, and he paid more attention to the spreading numbness in his body. The Slime Villain had numbed his throat and stomach first, presumably to shut off his gag and vomit reflexes. From there he seemed to be prioritizing reaching his legs and spine, and it took Izuku a moment to connect that to stabilizing him internally as he ran out of slime to do so externally.
Once those were fully numbed and under the villain’s control, the slime wrapped around the outside of Izuku’s body retracted, and the numbness started spreading in a branching pattern that Izuku quickly identified as mirroring his circulatory system. When the numbness hit his heart, he shuddered, but his heart only skipped a single beat before settling back into its rhythm, though maybe pumping a bit harder? Stronger? He made a mental note to ask about that after this was finished. His lungs going numb gave him a similar reaction, and they seemed to expand farther afterward. Weird.
About the time 90% of Izuku was numb, the villain spoke up, prompting Izuku to open his eyes. “You still with me, kid? Ah, good. This is where things goofed up last time. You need to hold your breath for a little bit at the end. Last time you didn’t hear me, and I didn’t have control of your lungs yet. I went ahead and got your lungs this time. So, all you have to do is not freak out when you stop breathing for a few seconds, okay?”
Izuku tried to nod and was surprised when his numbed body allowed the movement. He closed his eyes again after. Standing there and letting it happen was one thing, but actually seeing the slime pouring into his body at an unbelievable rate and volume was another thing. The handful of stretch marks he’d found on his neck made sense now. (How much must the villain be able to condense his body for this to even work?)
As promised, when Izuku’s lungs stopped pulling in air, it was only for 15 seconds. Then he was back to breathing again. He vaguely felt several somethings travel down his throat and figured that was probably the…solid bits of the villain. Yeah, that was going in the pile of things not to think about ever again.
The numbness finished spreading through him a few seconds later, and his brain went hazy for a split second. Then he could think clearly again, and the villain was talking in his head. “Alright, kid. Where to? Should I drive, or do you want to?”
“I will. You don’t know the way to my apartment,” Izuku said mentally. He tentatively took a step backward to pick up his backpack. He found he could move through the receding numbness now, rather than the complete and total disconnect of last time. What was left behind was like…an extra layer of sensation over top of what he normally felt? It was a little distracting being able to fully experience the pressure of condensed slime spread evenly throughout his body. He shakily took his jacket out of his backpack and pulled it on, zipping it all the way up. That went a long way to assure himself that he had the hang of moving in this…state.
As he started the walk home, he decided to keep up the conversation. He hadn’t often had someone to talk to on his walks, let alone someone non-antagonistic. “You sound more stable. Feeling better?” Izuku asked.
Izuku felt a faint impression of surprise, which he guessed was coming from his passenger. “Yeah, actually. A bit more clear-headed.”
“I hear quirk withdrawal is a bitch.”
The villain’s laugh rattled around inside his skull, making Izuku blink a few times. Wait, had he not blinked the entire block they’d just walked?
That thought was apparently loud enough to hear, as it set the villain to cackling again. “Nope. There’s a thin layer of slime over your eyes; so, I blocked that reflex. I’m used to not blinking.”
“Huh. Useful. Probably shouldn’t do that when we’re in a confined space around other people. It’ll look weird if someone notices we never blink. I’m fine with you doing that in private or on a walk like this though.” Izuku took advantage of not needing to blink to look around at everything as they walked, giving mental commentary on the area as he effectively took the Slime Villain on a tour of his route home, also explaining that it was one of many.
“That have to do with avoiding your bullies?” the villain asked, controlling Izuku’s right hand to bring it up for them to look at the bruise there. The villain controlling his arm didn’t even feel different from Izuku’s own movements really. The only thing was that the compressed slime moved a fraction of a second before Izuku’s muscles rather than the other way around.
Izuku flexed his bruised hand and abruptly realized that the villain was keeping all of his injuries numbed, though the feeling had returned to the rest of him. Gratitude rose unbidden, and he grinned. Then he thought about the question. He contemplated lying but figured the villain would see through him by the pattern of his injuries. He physically sighed. “Yeah…”
After a few moments of silence, Izuku asked, “What’s your name? I can’t keep calling you ‘Slime Villain’ forever.”
For a minute Izuku didn’t think the villain was going to answer. “…Ekikyō.”
Izuku had the feeling that was a given name rather than a surname, but he didn’t blame the guy. He got the whole not trusting thing. He still smiled inside and out as he said, “Hello, Ekikyō. It’s nice to meet you; I’m in your care.”
The Slime Vill—Ekikyō—huffed a single laugh with Izuku’s body. “Nice to formally meet you, Midoriya Izuku. And likewise.”
Chapter 3: The Beginning
Summary:
“Often when you think you're at the end of something, you're at the beginning of something else.” –Fred Rogers
Notes:
I forgot to mention last chapter, but Ekikyō's name means fluid + control/pretend/falsify, which I thought fit his M.O. pretty well. I know a lot of the fandom has decided to make his name Hedoro, but I wanted to have fun making my own. ^.^
see end notes for TWs
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
They talked some more on the way to Izuku’s home, just general getting to know each other stuff. Like Ekikyō being 25 and having some “experience” as a plumber and locksmith. Izuku was sure that was totally legal and had nothing to do with avoiding the police and getting into places he shouldn’t. In turn, Izuku told Ekikyō about his recently dead dream of being a hero and his quirk analysis hobby.
“I could see you getting into that for a living. I didn’t catch all of what you said about my quirk, but you are right about it being possession instead of my physical appearance. Unintentionally lied on the registry paperwork as a kid and never updated it when I figured out the rest. I get enough funny looks as is. Can you imagine the response if my papers said ‘Body Possession’ on them?”
Izuku flinched in sympathy as he climbed the stairs to his apartment. “Believe me, I wish I could take ‘Quirkless’ off of mine. I’ll be lucky if I can get into any high school with that.” He paused on the landing of the floor below his as it suddenly dawned on him that he was showing a known villain where he and his mother lived. “New rule: Never endanger Mom or make her sad. Also, if anyone ever breaks in, you have full permission to use whatever force is necessary to protect her…a-and me,” he added after practically feeling Ekikyō’s judgmental stare.
Izuku got the impression of a nod of approval before Ekikyō mentally agreed, “Fine. In exchange, you don’t rat me out to police or heroes whether I’m here or not.”
“Agreed. That shouldn’t be too…oh no…” Izuku was fine keeping one more secret if it saved lives, except there was one teensy tiny problem he’d forgotten about until just now.
“What? What’s wrong?”
Izuku felt the villain within him tense as if expecting to face a threat. He was touched for a moment before he went back to panicking. “I forgot my doctor appointment next week. They’re going to draw blood to see how the slime breakdown is going. If I show up with more or the same amount, they’ll know something’s up. Can you take all of your slime with you when you exit?”
Ekikyō mentally frowned. “No. It’s kinda like backwash in a glass of water. Once that’s in there, there’s no getting all of it out, even if you tried.”
Izuku made a face of disgust at the analogy. “I get the picture.”
“I…might have a workaround though.”
“I’m listening.”
“If I’m with you when you go for your doctor appointment, I can temporarily block extra flow to that vein and pull all slime out of the stagnant blood. As long as they don’t take a huge sample, that should make it look like just you in here.”
Izuku felt a poke at the inside of his ribs and squeaked. “Don’t do that,” he hissed out loud before slapping a hand over his mouth and looking around. “Okay, if I start to answer you out loud in public and you catch it, you have full permission to shut me up.”
Izuku’s jaw suddenly locked shut before loosening again. “Got it.”
Izuku nodded and dug his key out of his pocket. “Mom, I’m home,” he called as he slipped off his shoes and hung his jacket. Then he wandered toward the kitchen, careful to keep his injured right hand out of sight. He could smell katsudon cooking. He started drooling, but it felt a touch too thick to be normal, and he winced as he swallowed it. Swallowing felt a little off too. He raised a hand to touch his neck as he wondered if his throat was permanently stretched out.
“Hi, sweetie. Food’s almost done. Why don’t you go change then help me set the table?”
“Sure,” he said, already heading down the hall, still massaging the spots along his neck with stretch marks.
Once they were out of sight of the kitchen, Ekikyō answered his unvoiced question, “It’s already shrinking back down. I can go slower next time to stretch it less. I admit I was a little overeager earlier. As for the rest of your body…can’t do much about that. As you grow—or put on more muscle—we’ll have more room to work with. Actually, you working out would be a good cover for the next thing I need to tell you.”
Izuku nodded as he stepped into his room. “Go ahead.” When all he got was shocked silence, Izuku actually looked at his room before blushing. “Oh…right. Uh…know anyone who collects All Might merch? I was actually thinking of selling most of this. And um, don’t look while I change?”
That seemed to snap Ekikyō out of it. “Nothing I don’t already know about, but sure, kid. I won’t look out of your eyes until you give the all-clear. As for the merch, I’ll ask around. Get me a set of prices later, and I’ll figure out a commission for acting as an intermediary. I wouldn’t trust most of my contacts with meeting you in person.”
“Sure.”
“Why the sudden dislike for heroes? Or is it All Might in particular?”
“Just All Might. He kinda crushed my dream after rescuing me from you; then he left me on top of a roof.” Izuku made a confused noise in the back of his throat when his body seized up. “Ekikyō?”
Then he felt it. Anger radiated off his passenger. Izuku tried to shrink in on himself as his fear rose in response. All the angry, disappointed, disgusted looks he got from teachers and classmates were too fresh in his mind after his day at school. He physically flinched when Ekikyō sighed.
“Izuku, I’m not mad at you, but I saw the way you kept looking at rooftops on the walk here…”
Shoot, Izuku hadn’t even noticed. Kacchan’s suicide bait echoed tauntingly in his ears.
Ekikyō made a choked sound before asking, “Are you suicidal?”
“I…I don’t know? I don’t really want to die but…”
“But you thought nothing of offering yourself up in exchange for that lady or letting a known murderer hang out in your body.” Ekikyō’s emotions were fluctuating, but he tamped down on them or blocked them before any bled through enough to identify. He finally seemed to remember his stranglehold on Izuku’s motor skills too and released him. “New rule: You keep yourself alive whether I’m here or not. You’ve got a good mind and a better heart. Loads of people would miss out if you offed yourself. I’d miss you too…I guess.”
Izuku covered his mouth as tears welled in his eyes. “Thanks…Um, you wanted to tell me something?” he asked to distract from his emotional moment.
“Yeah, kid,” Ekikyō said, awkwardly attempting to give him an internal hug. It sorta worked? Izuku got what he meant anyway. “When we’re like this, you’ll need to eat more. While I’m not as active, I am using my quirk to keep this whole thing working.” Izuku felt the slime throughout his body shift, making him want to squirm until it settled back into place. “If I remember right, it usually works out to about one and a half times what the host usually eats, give or take. In your case, it might be closer to double. Are you sure you’re even eating enough for you, Midoriya? You’re kinda scrawny.”
“Heeeeyyyy.” Izuku blushed and pouted as he turned to grab a shirt from his closet. He paused when he caught sight of himself in the mirror. Yeah, he had a few scars and was shrimpy. Yes, with Ekikyō present he could tell his body had gained weight. He didn’t really care about those. What he did get stuck on was the fact his blush was closer to black than red. “Ekikyō! What?”
“What? What’s going…” Izuku’s eyes twitched without his say so, and Izuku realized his friend(?) had been keeping his word and not looking that whole time. “Oh. Uh…yeah, that might be a problem. Hm…want me to turn off blushing? I can probably do that. Here, let me try something…”
Izuku resisted the urge to squirm again as the slime in his face shifted and flowed through and around the muscles and connective tissue there. Wow, that felt weird. If he looked really close in the mirror he could kinda see the movement under his skin too. He shuddered, but Ekikyō kept Izuku from closing their eyes or moving away while he focused on fixing the problem. After a few more seconds the villain figured something out and gave a triumphant cheer as the unnatural color faded from their cheeks.
“Huh,” Izuku said out loud while rubbing his cheeks. Nothing felt different now that the slime had stopped moving. “Is that going to impact my circulation any?”
“Probably not? I’ll keep a feel on it just in case. Never done that before.”
Izuku’s body shrugged, and Izuku turned back to his closet. He didn’t really care if Ekikyō was watching now. He’d already gotten his pants changed out. As he contemplated his shirts, he rubbed his hands together feeling that they were still cold, though his shivering had settled out not long before they’d gotten home. He grabbed a thick sweatshirt. “I should probably shower after dinner to finish warming up,” he muttered mostly to himself.
Minor body horror behind them, Izuku headed for dinner. “Anything else you need while you’re in here that I need to know about?” Izuku asked, tapping a finger against his sternum.
“Uh…let’s see…oh! If your lungs feel a little off, that’s because I’m making them stretch more. I need oxygen too. Again, roughly 1.5 times your usual amount to keep both of us running smoothly, but there’s only so much room in your chest. Might not want to exercise too much while I’m visiting. You’ll get short of breath faster than when I’m gone.”
“Guess I’ll take those as rest days?” Izuku said, a bit confused to find he’d already decided to follow Ekikyō’s suggestion of working out. He really could stand to get in shape. How had he ever thought he stood a chance of getting into a hero course with his body looking like this?
Ekikyō shot him a feeling of disapproval and jerked his eyes up and away from his lacking form. “You were going to set the table?”
“Oh, right!”
Dinner was great, though Ekikyō almost gave him a heart attack when he took over for a moment to have him swallow a piece of pork whole, then reached a tendril of slime up his throat to grab it and ease it the rest of the way down. It was half digested before it even reached his—their—stomach. At least, Ekikyō remembered to turn their blink reflex back on before Mom sat down to eat with them. After explaining his new workout plans, she happily got him some leftovers from the fridge to supplement the katsudon. She promised to start making him bigger portions too.
One awkward shower (with Ekikyō tuning out again) later Izuku was warm and ready for bed. He’d finished his homework at school, thankfully. He was already exhausted, and he wasn’t quite sure why.
“Probably all the work going into speed healing your injuries. That energy has to come from somewhere, and it’s not me who’s hurt.”
Oh, that made sense. Izuku yawned. “Aren’t you going to get bored while I sleep?”
“Nah, I’ll get some shuteye too. You have any idea how uncomfortable and cold sleeping in a plugged bathtub is? My form falls apart when I sleep; so, being in a body is the only way I can sleep in a bed without making a mess and puddling out onto the floor.”
Izuku shivered at the impression of trying to sleep on cold porcelain he got from the guy and pulled his blankets around him tighter. “Goodnight, Ekikyō.”
“Goodnight, Midoriya.”
The next morning wasn’t all that interesting, except Izuku let Ekikyō control their body on the way to school. He felt a little bad that the man was stuck without much time to do anything where he could be present this visit.
“Eh, don’t sweat it, kid. After your doctor appointment, I’ll try to swing by mostly on weekends. That’ll give us more free time and a chance to test my time limit some too. I didn’t feel all that strained at 24 hours last time. Speaking of, are you cool with me swinging by the afternoon before your appointment? What day was it?”
“Tuesday, and yeah, Monday afternoon is fine. Want me to meet you at the park again? I could feel when I got close to you. The slime you left behind still responded to your control and tugged me in your direction when I got close enough.”
“Wait, really? That never happened before. Huh. Wonder if that’s the Trigger or just general quirk growth?”
“Guess there’s no real way of knowing at this point, though it is convenient.”
“Yeah. Anyway, sure. I’ll catch you at the park. We can separate there today too after your classes let out. I’ll try going slower then and see how much time it takes.”
Izuku grinned in the back of their mind. “And swing by before you get withdrawal that bad next time. You don’t want to accidentally hurt someone—or me—if you’re desperate.”
When they reached the school gate, they swapped out control…almost seamlessly. Izuku only tripped once. By the time Izuku reached the classroom, he knew it was going to be a bad day. It always was when it started with spider lilies and slurs written on his desk. Ekikyō was worryingly silent as Izuku cleaned the surface, ignoring the snickers around the room. Classes themselves weren’t too bad, but there was a steadily building sense of impending doom as lunch approached.
Izuku was packing ten minutes before the bell even rang, and Ekikyō tensed alongside his muscles. “As soon as the bell rings, we run, take a left outside the door, right at the end of the corridor, another left, go down the stairs to the second floor, run to the other stairwell, circle back up to this floor, and camp out in the janitor closet by the staircase. If we can make it there, we should be safe. Watch out for the guy with Extendable Fingers,” Izuku glanced at the boy with extendable digits. “And everyone in the front row. They like to trip me. If we trip, we’re done for. And whatever happens, we cannot bump into Kacchan,” Izuku added, shooting Kacchan a glance. “He’ll do worse than any of the others, but he’s mostly been leaving me alone since my abduction.”
Ekikyō didn’t seem happy, but he tried to soothe the anxiety rolling off of Izuku in waves. He did take partial control of Izuku’s body when he started to tremble though, suppressing the stress reaction. “Visible weakness might as well be blood in the water to those types.” Then he turned Izuku’s eyes back on Kacchan’s lackey with the finger quirk. “What’s the breakdown on his quirk, Midoriya? Do those fingers actually stretch or do they grow? Does the bone maintain density or get weaker with extra length?”
Izuku blinked and thought for a moment, recalling his classmate’s pages in his fourth notebook. “They grow and shrink. He has to get a lot of dietary calcium and phosphorus and sometimes takes supplements; so, I’m betting the bones weaken with extra length. Length and/or bone integrity might be dependent on how much calcium and phosphorus he has available. Maximum known length is four meters. He has the same grip strength regardless of finger length, and it’s decently strong.”
Ekikyō hummed, looking between the boy and the front of the room, gauging the distance. Then he asked about those in the front row. Izuku happily listed off everything he knew about them to take his mind off of his probable impending beating. When he finished the last one, his bodymate gave him an impression of a head pat. “If one of them catches us, let me handle it.”
Izuku mentally stared at his companion, both bewildered and a little terrified. “What are you going to do?”
Ekikyō drew Izuku’s mouth into a wide smile that Izuku remembered from the underpass, though it hadn’t been on his face then. Based on the few reactions Izuku could see from his classmates, it was just as unsettling for them as him. “Oh, don’t worry. I won’t leave any marks. Let me help you on the way to the door?” Ekikyō let up on the control he’d taken without permission as if realizing he may have overstepped.
Izuku did the equivalent of scooting to the side in his brain, and he felt Ekikyō tense and relax a few muscles experimentally as he slid back into the driver’s seat. Interestingly, Izuku wasn’t completely ousted this time. He stared at his left hand as he clenched and unclenched it around his backpack strap. Ekikyō nudged his head back up, and Izuku cooperated as they turned their head back to watch the clock. They were…sharing?
The second the bell rang, they both pushed off, dashing for the door faster than Izuku remembered being able to move. Ekikyō spotted the first outstretched ankle and directed them in a hop over it while Izuku kept an eye out for others. They’d almost made it when a sudden yank on his backpack brought them up short.
“Damn, Fingers got us,” Ekikyō said, gently shoving Izuku toward the back of their mind. Izuku ceded control willingly, if nervously. He watched and felt as his friend pulled their face into a smile again and turned to look Izuku’s classmate in the eye. “Mind letting me go?” he asked with a too-sweet voice.
Fingers missed the warning it was and sneered. “Yeah right, loser. You think someone as pathetic and useless as you can ditch us?” Two more classmates stepped up beside the first. One popped his knuckles. “Guess we need to remind you how helpless you are. Didn’t think you’d forget so quickly after you were body-snatched and gave up your dream.”
Izuku cowered back, forgetting that he couldn’t physically get away. Ekikyō felt his reaction and grew angry. Izuku reminded himself over and over that it wasn’t aimed at him. It felt a little different from what he got from his classmates when he really focused on it. Seeing the two types side by side like this, Izuku thought Ekikyō’s anger might be more protective while the others’ had a heavy dose of disgust or condescension. That difference helped a little, though he was still quaking in his figurative boots.
Izuku instinctively stopped watching when Fingers reached for him with his quirk. Then Izuku’s—their—arm shot out and caught two of the approaching fingers in a crushing grip and twisted. Izuku dared to tune back in when the boy yelped. Ekikyō had the bully’s fingers bent at a painful angle and was still smiling. The other two kids had taken a step back at the display.
“Now, you’re going to let me go, and you’re going to leave me the fuck alone for the rest of the school year, or I’m going to snap your twig fingers. Then I’ll do the fingers on your other hand. Capiche?”
“What?! What is wrong with you?”
“I’m done putting up with this school’s crap. I’ve talked to a real villain face to face, been at his mercy, and figured out what he wanted and how to stay alive. You’re not that scary.”
Izuku soaked up every word, watching in awe.
Then Ekikyō turned their eyes on the left-hand lackey. In 30 seconds, he verbally picked apart how to disable his quirk and hurt him bad enough to put him out of a fight. Then he moved on to the right-hand kid. All with the analysis Izuku had given him minutes before. Somewhere in there, Fingers let go of Izuku’s bag. Once Ekikyō finished his rendition of Izuku’s analysis, he gave the boy’s digits one last squeeze—just enough to feel the bones creak in their grip—and shoved him away.
“Oh, and if I’m so weak, useless, and helpless, what does that make you?” He smiled sweetly again before unhurriedly striding from the room.
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Izuku didn’t fully come out of his shock at having someone stand up for him (let alone with his own body and analysis) until school was out. He ate his lunch on autopilot and wrote notes without really hearing anything the teachers said. His classmates were shooting him looks the whole time too, and not the usual ones. A sense of unease plagued the last few classes of the day.
None of it truly touched Izuku before flowing around and past him until the closing bell rattled something back into place. He blinked and took a deep breath, letting it really sink in that he (technically Ekikyō) had stood up to and threatened three of his bullies, and he hadn’t gotten hurt. He hadn’t gotten hurt. Somehow that fact seemed the most fantastical and strange.
As Izuku started packing his books away, Ekikyō broke his silence to chime in, “There you are. Pretty sure you dissociated or something there for a bit. Couldn’t get you to respond at all.”
“Huh? Oh…sorry,” Izuku said, still feeling a bit off-balance. Why did the lack of pain make this whole thing feel so unreal?
“That’s a question for a therapist, kid, not me. Now, come on. We’ve stayed here too long already. I’m surprised none of your other bullies tried pressing their luck.”
“Maybe they think I finally snapped?” Izuku suggested, half joking. He wondered—quietly—if maybe he had, back when he agreed to occasionally act as a safe house for a villain.
Ekikyō made a non-committal sound in their mind and prodded Izuku’s body into standing. Izuku obliged and started walking. They reached the park and the stagnant pond a while later, and Izuku laid down under the willow tree, folding his arms behind his head as he stared up at the swaying branches.
“So…how does this work? I wasn’t awake for it last time.”
“Basically, the same thing, just…backwards,” Ekikyō said, starting to shift around inside their body. “You still have to hold your breath briefly, but it’s at the beginning instead of the end. Ready?”
Izuku started a timer on his phone. Then he nodded and relaxed, blowing out a breath before taking a deep one and holding it. That extra sensation of the slime around his lungs tensing (or stiffening?) let Izuku know he wouldn’t accidentally inhale even if his attention lapsed. Slime and something a bit more solid crept up his throat, and Izuku closed his eyes, thankful that certain reflexes seemed to still be suppressed.
It really was like the initial possession but in reverse. And without the numbness covering up the feeling of slime flowing through his body and out of it. Also, the slime didn’t taste like much of anything on its way out. It did take longer than possession, though Izuku wasn’t sure if that was normal or because Ekikyō was trying to be considerate. Regardless, the steady decrease in internal pressure had Izuku sighing in relief. He’d gotten used to the constant pressure, but the difference with it gone was striking.
All in all, the de-possession process took two minutes. Izuku felt a bit lightheaded and weird afterward. This possession he’d had much more awake time to get used to having another person sharing his everything. He’d never thought his head could feel lonely.
He was pulled from his thoughts by Ekikyō shifting and stretching his once more freed form. Consequently, this tugged on the slime still inside Izuku. The sensation felt stronger than yesterday. “Did you purposely leave more behind?” Izuku asked as he sat up.
“Hm? Oh, not really? I was kinda focusing on leaving without stretching anything too much. Let me…” Izuku lurched forward slightly and slapped a hand to his chest when the slime tugged again. “Huh, what do you know? I can feel it too. Kinda distant and muffled, but I’ll definitely be able to find you easier next week now that I know what to look for.”
“Great,” Izuku mumbled, hoping there weren’t going to be any health complications from having even more slime circulating in his body long-term.
“Well, kid, it’s been fun, but I have to get going. Can’t risk anyone seeing me. Until Monday,” Ekikyō said, waving a tendril as he slunk off deeper into the park.
“See you Monday,” Izuku called back before standing and walking home. On the way, he thought over the last 24 hours. Was he an idiot for helping Ekikyō? Izuku stopped in the middle of the sidewalk as he wondered if All Might would have helped the slime man. Izuku wasn’t convinced he would. Arguably, Izuku shouldn’t have either. The man was a murderer…though not because he wanted to be. Sticking him in a prison cell away from anyone he could ever use his quirk on for the rest of his life was both the safest and cruelest thing to do. And it was exactly what would have happened if Izuku hadn’t been so desperate to ask his stupid question and made All Might drop the bottles.
Izuku huffed as he realized the irony. His dream being crushed had unintentionally helped someone. Really, that’s what Ekikyō needed: help. And those that no one else would stand up for or offer a hand to? Izuku knew what that was like, though he'd never really thought about others being treated that way. He’d never been offered a friendly hand (a deku didn’t deserve one), but maybe…maybe being that person to others could become his new dream.
Izuku grinned softly as he looked down at his right hand, turning it over. After a day’s possession, the bruise had almost completely faded. Then he looked further up his arm. A few of the stretch marks were more pronounced now, and old scars taunted him for his weakness. Izuku focused past those surface marks, eyeing the muscle underneath. He’d been incredibly lucky, being able to save that lady from Ekikyō in the alley all those weeks ago and being able to help Ekikyō just by being a willing subject for his quirk. As a rule, Izuku was not lucky. He didn’t trust it to last; nothing good ever did. Not for him. If he wanted to keep saving and helping people (despite never being a hero) he needed to stack the deck in his favor.
Notes:
Trigger Warning: mention of (passive?) suicidal ideology, minor body horror
Chapter 4: Friends
Summary:
“What draws people to be friends is that they see the same truth. They share it.” –C.S. Lewis
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next time Izuku went to the park, he took a tray of hot tea in to-go cups and two extra layers of clothing. The temperature had dropped close to freezing over the weekend, and Izuku really didn’t feel like getting hypothermia.
Ekikyō was waiting for him like before. Izuku shoved all but one of the steaming drinks at the slime man before he could say anything. “Drink up. I’m not dealing with temperature shock.”
Ekikyō looked between the drinks and Izuku a few times before getting it. 20 minutes and several cups of tea later, Izuku sat on the ground. He figured he’d save Ekikyō the trouble of having to stabilize him standing like last time.
Izuku set up a timer on his phone again and said, “Ready when you are.”
“One sec,” Ekikyō said, narrowing his eyes in concentration.
Izuku tilted his head and frowned. Then he jolted when the slime already in his system started coalescing in the vicinity of his stomach. Izuku’s eyes widened when his stomach went numb and that numbness started climbing his throat. He laughed. “You planned this, didn’t you?”
Ekikyō smirked. “Nope. Actually, thought of it yesterday. Should make things a bit quicker.”
“And more pleasant for all involved,” Izuku added, relaxing again.
With the problematic reflexes already blocked, possession only took a minute and a half. Then Izuku and Ekikyō stood up and grabbed the last cup of warm tea, taking long sips until their shivers ceased.
Izuku let Ekikyō drive on the way to his apartment to test the man’s knowledge of the route. They made it back without a hitch, and Ekikyō raised a mental eyebrow at Izuku when he saw the set of dumbbells that had replaced the All Might action figures on the bottom shelf of his bookcase. Izuku smiled and said out loud, “Did you know that tearing muscle fibers, like one would in a workout, counts as an injury?” At Ekikyō’s continued silence, Izuku smiled a bit wider. “With the lingering slime, as long as I don’t really overdo it, I don’t have to worry about taking rest days. I barely get sore.”
“I thought there was a tiny bit more muscle in here. Didn’t think you’d actually take me seriously.”
“Well, you had a point about me being scrawny. And I don’t want to be ‘helpless Deku’ forever.”
Ekikyō scoffed. “You were never helpless to begin with, kid.” Sensing Izuku’s lack of belief, the man sighed. “Lemme put it this way. Do you think I’m wimpy or weak for never being able to throw a real punch?”
“What? Of course not!”
“Exactly. Just because I can’t throw a punch with the force of muscle and bone behind it doesn’t mean I can’t fight. I just have to do it differently. So, why are you weak for lacking a quirk?” Ekikyō let his point sink in for a few seconds. “Stop trying to measure up to their expectations of strength and work with what you’ve got. With how you pick apart quirks, you’d be terrifying as a hero, villain, or whatever you want to be.”
Izuku’s eyes traveled to the set of brochures his mom had left on his desk for various high schools and programs for support and business. She’d been disconcertingly happy to hear he’d changed his goal and had been oddly supportive since then. The question of what he wanted to be still didn’t have an answer. (It did, but he could never be a hero.)
The rest of that particular visit went smoothly—if Izuku spent more time thinking about something besides quirks than usual—and Ekikyō was able to pull off the blood/slime separation just long enough for their blood draw. Thankfully, that was all the doctor wanted to do that day. If they’d bothered to get Izuku’s weight or blood pressure, neither of them was quite sure how to fudge those results. (Apparently, Ekikyō also bolstered Izuku’s heart during a possession, helping it pump against the increased internal pressure and the much thicker slime flowing with his blood.)
Izuku’s mom cooked a large dinner when they got back to celebrate Izuku’s normal test results, and Izuku and Ekikyō enthusiastically ate two portions and part of a third before they started to feel full. After relaxing for a while, Izuku excused himself to go for his evening run. If that run took him by the park to drop off Ekikyō, no one needed to know.
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The unlikely friends figured out a rough schedule for “hangouts,” and after the first few times and some prodding from Izuku, they started experimenting with how long Ekikyō could go between possessions. Izuku made it a point to run the park trail morning and evening every weekend, just in case, and Ekikyō knew how to find him if he hit his limit before the weekend came.
Through trial and error, they found Ekikyō’s withdrawal symptoms started kicking in between three and four weeks. They didn’t test past five weeks on Izuku’s insistence; he hadn’t liked the desperation that started clawing its way into Ekikyō’s eyes at that point. They just set up a three week schedule and called it a day, though Ekikyō tended to visit more frequently, ostensibly for the Midoriya matriarch’s excellent cooking.
At least until summer break rolled around.
With the break came greater freedom, both to work out and to investigate Ekikyō’s quirk and how long he could hold a possession. There’d only been so much they could do on weekends, learning Ekikyō could easily last two and a half days.
By this point, Izuku and Ekikyō had had their arrangement for nearly six months, and they’d grown to trust each other to an extent. They still kept some secrets. Ekikyō didn’t tell Izuku where he went when he was away or what he was up to, but he did bring back increasingly detailed descriptions of quirks he’d run into and “hypothetical” scenarios for Izuku to analyze. Izuku in turn didn’t tell him where his constantly appearing injuries came from, (while Izuku’s classmates largely left him alone now, other classes and the siblings of his classmates seemed immune to Ekikyō’s threat), but he started keeping a supply of energy bars for between meals when they were together and packing extra food for Ekikyō to take with him when he left.
So, when the first thing Ekikyō said when they met up at the beginning of summer break was that he wanted to take Izuku to an underground doctor he’d vetted, Izuku agreed with only a few seconds of hesitation. He’d gotten used to the idea of having some amount of slime in his body at all times, but that didn’t preclude him worrying about his health.
Ekikyō drove, but Izuku paid close attention in case he ever needed to find his way here when his friend wasn’t visiting. The idea of having someone to help him treat his worse injuries was a welcome novelty. Middle school was almost over, and Izuku had no idea what high school was going to look like. Past experience told him upperclassmen could be some of the most brutal of his attackers. It never hurt to be prepared.
Ekikyō took them into a more run-down and industrial part of Musutafu and hung a left down an alley between two unlabeled warehouses. One of them had a graffiti cityscape spanning half the length of the alley. Ekikyō paused a third of the way in and looked at a red cross buried in the mural. “This is the spot, Izuku.” He reached up and knocked on the wall of the warehouse right next to the cross in a series of three then two. Ten seconds later, several locks rattled and clicked. A seam appeared in the wall, and a door cracked open. A single blue eye looked out at them. Ekikyō leaned their body back and grinned. “Yo, Cheshire. It’s Sludge. I brought my friend, Green, if you couldn’t tell,” he said, gesturing at themselves.
A mental nudge from Ekikyō had Izuku assuming control and waving with a cautious smile. “Hey.”
The door closed, and they heard two chain locks being undone. Then the door opened fully. Ekikyō walked them inside, but Izuku stayed present as well, turning their head to look around the space they stepped into. Scuffed concrete, old fluorescent lights, and plastic chairs lined a makeshift waiting room. Two “walls” of the room were made up of shipping containers, and the last wall had a proper door leading into what was likely an office in the building’s original plans.
Cheshire—who turned out to be a middle-aged woman wearing a mask over the upper half of her face—smiled a too wide, too toothy grin at them, and Izuku’s anxiety melted away in seconds. He blinked in surprise. “That’s your quirk, isn’t it? That’s so cool! You must be great for panic attacks.”
Cheshire looked startled, and Ekikyō laughed with their body. “See? What’d I tell ya? Green’s sharp as a razor.”
Cheshire recovered and chuckled, fetching a clipboard and pen from the chipped desk off to one side. “That you did. Have a seat and fill out these forms; I’ll check if Cross is free.” She disappeared through the office door.
The duo sat, and Izuku started filling in blanks after Ekikyō told him he’d already filled out his own set a few days prior. The paper didn’t ask for any identification and had a small space at the top to write in whatever alias they wanted. Considering Izuku couldn’t think of anything better on short notice, he put down “Green.” The questionnaire was pretty standard medical history stuff, and Izuku had no trouble with it…until he found himself staring down at the entire page dedicated to detailing a patient’s quirk.
Old insecurities came racing back. After a while of Izuku staring and internally panicking, Ekikyō eased their eyes up away from the page. He used their hand to draw a large x through the section and gave Izuku the internal torso squeeze that equated to a hug when they shared a body. “Don’t worry about discrimination here. If anyone gives you trouble, they’ll have to deal with me. Got it?”
Izuku took a shaky breath and nodded. Another ten minutes and all the pertinent papers were filled out. They walked up to the desk and slid the clipboard across to Cheshire, who’d reappeared at some point.
A short time later, a bald man with teal skin, orange eyes, and a black medical mask beckoned them through the office door. Ekikyō led the way. “Hey, Doc.”
“Sludge,” the doctor greeted. “When you said you’d found a partner, I imagined someone…older.”
“Oi, I never called Green a ‘partner.’ He’s a friend who helps me out when I have quirk withdrawal.”
“Mhm. Yes, well, I’m Cross, the local doctor of the underground and unfortunates. Pleasure to meet you, Green. Hop up on the table, and Sludge, de-possess him. I’ll check you over together once I have his baseline,” the doctor said, waving a hand over his shoulder as he turned to start pulling supplies from drawers and shelves.
He turned back around a moment later to observe Ekikyō separating from Izuku. Izuku felt self-conscious under the man’s gaze and hunched his shoulders. Once he was alone in his body, the standard physical exam passed quickly, followed by the doctor drawing several vials of dark red blood. “Come back in three or four days, and I’ll have the results of your bloodwork for you. Now, I’m going to use my quirk to check you over. Think of it as medical imaging. I can look through or inside of living organic matter. Sort of the quirked, video version of a CT scan, but in full color. I will need you to remove your clothes, though you can keep your boxers on. Any questions?”
Izuku had plenty of questions but not enough nerve to interrupt the man. After shaking his head, he awkwardly undressed. He tried not to fidget as the doctor’s eyes began to glow.
The man did a cursory pass, pausing for several seconds when he glanced toward Izuku’s feet. Then he did a slower pass. Izuku guessed that this one was more in-depth based on the shifting intensity of the man’s eye glow. After several minutes the doctor’s eyes returned to normal. “Fascinating. How many times have you two merged so far?”
Izuku and Ekikyō looked at each other. They hadn’t really kept count. “Uh…at least a dozen? Definitely not more than twenty.” Izuku said with a shrug. “Usually for no more than a day or two at a time. Haven’t had time for any longer stints with school.”
Ekikyō bobbed in what Izuku had learned was his version of a nod when in blob form. (Ekikyō could shape his body to be humanoid, but holding it tired him out after a while.) “Yeah, that’s what we’re actually getting ready to test out now that the kid’s on summer break. We’re not sure what my upper time limit is.”
The doctor nodded and wrote some notes on his clipboard. “Very good. Stop by again at the end of your possession. I’ll want to run some comparative scans and samples then.” Once finished with notetaking, the doctor looked at Izuku. “You have a surprising amount of sludge in your body even without your friend possessing you. Most of it appears to be soaked into your muscles…”
“Oh! That’s because I worked out this morning. The slime’s probably still repairing the damaged muscle fibers. I won’t even be sore by tomorrow. It’s made getting in shape go a lot faster than I expected,” Izuku said, running a hand over the distinctive bulge of his bicep.
“Be that as it may, I’d be happier if there was less. If that volume of slime isn’t entrapped in your muscles and injuries—I’ll come back to those, young man—but all goes into general circulation, it could strain your heart or at the very least give you high blood pressure.”
“I’ll be careful to pull out as much as I can when we wrap up this next possession.” Ekikyō hurried to assure the doctor.
Satisfied, the doctor looked over his notes once more. “Have you noticed any other physical changes since your arrangement started? Anything out of the ordinary before, during, or after a possession?”
Izuku shrugged. “I haven’t gotten sick at all since we started doing this. Like not even the cold that everyone in my class caught last month! And injuries heal faster…” he trailed off, thinking back over his notes on Ekikyō’s quirk and quirk tests. “The internal pressure of a possession has been less pronounced since I started gaining weight, or maybe I’ve just gotten used to it? Um…and sometimes I get lightheaded right after a…de-possession? It usually only lasts a few minutes though.”
The doctor hummed. “That makes sense with the sudden pressure drop. Avoid moving rapidly after separating to decrease your chance of fainting.” Glancing from Izuku to Ekikyō, the doctor said, “Alright, now for your joint exam.”
Izuku hadn’t really thought about how uncomfortable it could be to have someone watch Ekikyō possess him, but here they were. He almost choked when he caught the doctor’s eyes glowing partway in. Izuku couldn’t really blame the guy—he was curious how this actually worked too—but a little warning would have been nice.
By this point in time, the numbness that followed in Ekikyō’s wake faded almost as fast as it appeared, and Izuku didn’t bat an eye at the feeling of another mind sliding into his brain to overlap with his own. The familiar pressure—both physical and mental—was a comfort. A constant reminder that he wasn’t alone or useless.
After Ekikyō finished settling in, the doctor repeated their physical exam and started asking about their joint physiology. He’d been able to see the effects on Izuku’s lungs and heart as they happened with his quirk, and he seemed to catch on pretty quick that they didn’t blink. “Anything else?”
Izuku started to say no, only for Ekikyō to override him and say, “Yes.” A feeling of sheepishness reached Izuku, and he took a mental step back to let Ekikyō explain. “I…turn off his stomach, small intestine, and pancreas when I’m in here. I’m much quicker at breaking down and absorbing nutrients; then I split them between us. Waste is still pushed off to his colon, but I figure there was no need for both of us to have entire, separate digestive systems running when we’re like this. Oh, and salivary glands. Turned those off too.”
“Why am I just finding out about this now?” Izuku asked.
“It’s kinda like the eye thing or your heart and lungs, where I just did it without thinking, and by the time I thought about it maybe being something worth mentioning it would have been awkward…” Ekikyō rarely rambled. So, Izuku knew the guy felt genuinely bad about not bringing it up before now. Well, that and he could practically taste the guilt oozing from his bodymate.
“So, quirk instinct?” Izuku asked, slouching and radiating equal parts exasperation and interest. He reeled that feeling back in after a moment and pushed a mix of acceptance and forgiveness at Ekikyō. He hated it when the other sulked, especially because of his quirk or physical mutation. Izuku was supposed to be the insecure one. And Ekikyō had an amazing quirk. He had absolutely nothing to be ashamed of.
“Yeah, we’ll go with instinct.”
“It’s fine. It’s not like you had a lot of opportunities to test out your quirk the way it was meant to be used. You’re still learning…even if you are an old man.” The corner of Izuku’s lips twitched at the indignation and feigned offense that rose in their mind at the dig.
The doctor watched their silent exchange wordlessly, only speaking when the duo seemed to have reached a conclusion, “As fascinating as that was to watch, we should really wrap this up. I do have other patients to see today.”
“R-right, sorry,” Izuku said, holding their arm out for another blood/slime(?) draw.
The doctor pulled out a larger gauge needle this time, and Izuku paled at the sight of it. Ekikyō quickly numbed the crook of their elbow before the doctor could stab them. Izuku still felt a bit queasy watching the nearly black, definitely-more-slime-than-blood, liquid that slowly oozed into the test tube. Through his connection to Ekikyō, Izuku could almost imagine he still felt that piece of them as the man walked away with the tube. Izuku shuddered and put a hand over the puncture that had been sealed by the same black substance the second the needle had been removed.
The doctor asked several more questions before finally giving Izuku a clean bill of health. “You’re welcome back here anytime, Green, whether it’s for Sludge-related issues or any of your other injuries.” His eyes turned sharp as the doctor gave them a stern look. “But I expect you two to not be doing anything besides possession.”
Ekikyō bristled metaphorically and not so metaphorically, which was rather uncomfortable. “Oi, doc! I’m not doing any of that with a kid! We’re not even having that conversation until he’s at least 18.”
“What?” Izuku asked, clearly missing something.
“Cross just needs to get his mind out of the gutter. I’ll tell you when you’re older.”
Izuku tilted their head, curious but not sure he really wanted to know…yeah, no. Based on the sour feeling coming from his bodymate and the expression on Cross’s face he really didn’t want to know.
Their appointment wrapped up quickly after that, and Izuku found out Ekikyō had already paid for his visit. Cheshire cooed at Izuku’s dark blush (it turned out erasing his blush did negatively impact circulation, meaning they had to stick to using it for emergencies), which only made him blush worse. Ekikyō just laughed at him inside their head.
Izuku beat a hasty retreat and jogged toward the trash beach to show Ekikyō his progress. He had started cleaning it three months back when the dumbbells he’d bought stopped being a challenge. He still used the weights for stamina building and having something to do when the weather turned foul, but most of his workout routine now happened at Dagobah Municipal Beach, a.k.a. Musutafu’s unofficial illegal dump.
Notes:
Alright, Izuku's getting introduced to more people who don't instantly hate him! \o/ He could always use more friends. But, now that he's dipping his toes into the Underground, he'll need an actual alias. "Green" is okay, but I am open to suggestions. (Please help. My brain just noped out on this one for some reason. xD)
Also, yes, that is the first time Ekikyō referred to Izuku as his friend, hence today's chapter title. (Izuku's already been doing so with Ekikyō, but we all know Izuku's idea of what constitutes "friends" isn't the most accurate after Bakugo.)
Chapter 5: Reasons to Keep Fighting
Summary:
"Turn your demons into art, your shadow into a friend, your failures into teachers, your weaknesses into reasons to keep fighting. Don't waste your pain. Recycle your heart." –Andrea Balt
Chapter Text
Ekikyō whistled with their mouth when he saw the progress Izuku had made. “Wow, Izuku. This is impressive.” Izuku preened right up until Ekikyō continued, “You really have no life outside of school and my visits, huh?”
Izuku knew his friend was teasing him, but he couldn’t help the indignation and defensiveness that rose in response. “Hey! That’s not true! I get out plenty.”
“Running after hero fights for your quirk analysis doesn’t count.”
Ekikyō laughed when Izuku didn’t have an answer for that one. Izuku instead rolled his eyes and hefted a broken microwave onto his shoulder. He picked up an old tire under his other arm and started the trek back to the stairs leading up to the street. After a few moments, Ekikyō shifted the slime in their body to help support the extra weight. They both concentrated on working together for a minute before they were confidently in sync. When they were, their strengths were additive instead of individual.
“Hey, do you think we can lift that refrigerator yet?” Izuku asked as they neared the fast-food restaurant at the end of the street. As long as Izuku didn’t overfill their dumpster, the manager was fine with him using it for his beach cleaning efforts. There were two other dumpsters Izuku had permission to use too, but this one was the closest.
Ekikyō helped him heft the trash into the dumpster before turning their body back to eye the cleared swath of sand around the monstrous appliance. It had attempted to murder them the first time Izuku’d shown Ekikyō the beach. They hadn’t been able to move the thing from where it had landed when it fell out of one of the stacks. “Eh, give it another month or two. You’ve got a lot more muscle, but that thing isn’t going anywhere.”
Izuku sighed but listened, grabbing his work gloves and a trash bag from the box by the stairs and moving to tackle a new trash heap. “So, what do you want to do this week? We usually have to work around my schoolwork, but I can wait to start my summer project until you leave.”
“I dunno,” Ekikyō said with a mental impression of a shrug. “I haven’t done any casual hanging out in ages aside from the occasional party, and I’m not taking a kid to one of those.”
“What about visiting a non-trash beach? There are a few good stretches a train ride away.”
Ekikyō made a non-committal sound. “I was never that big a fan of beaches, personally. It’s really difficult to get all the sand out of my body, and the saltwater dehydrates my cells. I didn’t have a skinsuit to protect me until recently, you see,” he teased, internally poking Izuku’s side where he’d discovered the boy was ticklish.
Izuku squeaked and dropped the half-rotted phonebook he’d been picking up. He sent his friend a strong feeling of disapproval before shaking his head and grinning. “Well, I guess that’s going on the list. It’s too late today to make it there and back before dinner, but another day?”
“Sure, kid.” Ekikyō descended into silent thought as they worked. Based on some of the snippets Izuku overheard, the man was trying to think of other things for them to do.
Izuku didn’t mind the silence. It was far better than the type he was used to when Ekikyō wasn’t around. Izuku loaded up his trash bag, trying to think of ideas too. Then he picked up a crushed movie case. The thing was so dirty and messed up he couldn’t tell which movie disk it used to hold, but that gave him an idea.
He tugged off one glove and turned on his phone. Ekikyō tuned back in at the mental shift. “What’s up?”
“When was the last time you went to see a movie?”
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Ekikyō laughed uproariously as the duo walked into the theater.
Izuku mentally whined at his copilot, “Ekikyō, this is serious! What am I going to do?”
Ekikyō finally got himself back under control. “Why are you making such a big deal out of this, kid?”
“Because what we just did is illegal! Fraud! Or theft at least. What if this is the first step of my downward slide into villainy?! Ekikyō, I can’t go to prison! They’d eat me alive!”
Ekikyō gave Izuku a patronizing mental head pat. “Aw, baby’s first step to villainy. You’ll be stringing up heroes by their leotards in no time.” Izuku whined not so mentally this time, and Ekikyō chuckled while suppressing the noise. “Izuku, I highly doubt someone with your moral compass is going to ever go full villain. Hero society deserves to burn down if they push you that far. Hit me up if you ever decide to go that route. I know a guy or three. But, anyway, buying one ticket for two people isn’t even remotely villainous. Pretty sure this is standard teenage hooliganry at best.”
“But—”
“Are we taking up one seat or two?”
“One…”
“Are we watching with one set of eyes or two?”
Izuku paused there in the middle of the lobby and started a mental mutter storm about whether or not their arrangement qualified as having one set of eyes or two. Ekikyō rolled their eyes and got them moving again while Izuku was occupied. When Izuku came back with the conclusion that they were one and a half—one set of eyes but two minds processing the visual input—Ekikyō had them standing in line for the snack counter. Ekikyō slid out of the driver’s seat with a sigh, radiating a mixture of exasperation and fondness.
They ended up seeing a crime thriller about a serial killer—one half of the duo flat out refused to watch a hero movie—and Ekikyō had to stop them from laughing out loud far too many times. Between Ekikyō’s constant pointing out of flaws in the crimes committed on-screen and Izuku’s pointing out how the protagonist group wasn’t using even half of their quirks’ potential, they stopped taking the premise seriously after the first ten minutes. From there, they just had fun. Where others in the theater were screaming with jump scares, Izuku and Ekikyō were placing bets on the ending and which of the starting cast would still be alive to see it.
Ekikyō ended up winning their bet and thus got to finish their sardines. Yes, they were sharing the same body at the moment, but Izuku still wasn’t a terrible fan of swallowing food whole and letting the slime do all the digesting. Why did Ekikyō even have teeth if he never used them? Izuku good-naturedly took a backseat as Ekikyō tossed several of their sardines back at once, pretending to be more upset than he really was. He let his friend have the victory and ignored the fish sliding down his throat with ease gained from multiple possessions.
After the movie, they wandered around town, talking and half-heartedly looking for something else to do before they were expected home for dinner. They didn’t really find anything, but they did get to pet two stray cats. Izuku counted that as a win. Apparently, cats didn’t usually like Ekikyō—probably because of him being liquid and the whole cats not liking getting wet thing—and Ekikyō pretended not to like cats either. Izuku didn’t call his friend out when he took over on petting the second one.
The next few days they fell into a routine: morning workout/beach cleaning followed by lunch, then city wandering, hero fight watching, beach bumming, or whatever activity caught their fancy, dinner with Izuku’s mom, evening workout, then some quirk experimentation or more analysis. They’d even discovered a few new things with Ekikyō’s quirk, like the mental connection growing stronger the longer they were together. Where before they mostly talked or caught brief bursts of emotions or intent, they started being able to share mental images with the same ease and entire memories if they focused on it, though that tended to give them both a headache if done for more than a minute or two. They also figured out that Ekikyō could ooze out of Izuku’s pores like sweat. Slow, but potentially useful.
The fourth night was the first time Ekikyō was present for one of Izuku’s nightmares. Izuku woke in a panic, images of Kacchan’s jeering face and hands holding him underwater still fresh in his mind. He didn’t hold anything against Ekikyō, but the first attempted possession in that underpass had given him a healthy fear of drowning and several nightmares in that vein. Sometimes it was Ekikyō drowning him, sometimes a teacher or other classmates, once it had even been that doctor who told him he was quirkless. He tried the hardest to forget the times it was All Might or his mom. (One had killed his dream, and the other danced on its ashes.)
Izuku sat up in bed gulping air like he couldn’t get enough, shaking and sweating. Ekikyō awoke at the same time. “Hey, kid, Izuku, what’s wrong? What happened?”
Izuku shook his head and managed to think, “Nightmare.”
“Shit, kid. That sucks. I can put you back to sleep if you want? You didn’t dream the other times I did it. Maybe that’ll work here?”
Izuku panicked even more at the thought of going back to sleep and frantically shook his head. He felt jittery with adrenaline and couldn’t sit still. So, he got out of bed and paced. After a few laps of his room, the space started feeling too small, bordering on claustrophobic.
“How about we go for a walk or jog? It’ll clear your head and get some of that energy out,” Ekikyō suggested, nudging their body toward Izuku’s closet. Izuku shakily nodded and grabbed the first shirt he saw from his closet and a pair of jeans. He didn’t bother to ask Ekikyō not to look; he’d gotten over that particular shyness a few months prior.
A few minutes later the pair slipped out the front door and started jogging a familiar route around Musutafu. Ekikyō started talking about his younger days and the nonsense he got up to when he was Izuku’s age to give Izuku’s mind something to latch onto. Izuku listened to his friend and the steady beat of his shoes on concrete. The fear and jitteriness slowly faded.
Izuku was slightly out of breath and about to turn for home when he heard something that made him freeze mid-step: a quiet whimper. The noise came from the alley ahead of them. Izuku started creeping silently closer, alert for any other sounds.
Ekikyō was equally on edge. “Izuku, whatever you’re thinking about doing, don’t. Just call the cops.”
“I left my phone charging in my room…”
Ekikyō swore, shifting to share control with Izuku. “Don’t suppose I can talk you out of whatever you’re about to do?”
They peeked around the corner just in time to see a young woman with torn clothes knee a guy where the sun didn’t shine and try to run away. The guy doubled over for a second and staggered. Then he snarled and yanked her back toward him with what looked like some type of telekinesis. He threw her deeper into the alley to land against a dumpster and started stalking toward her with one hand reaching for his belt.
“Nope.”
Izuku lunged forward, determined and furious. Oh, some of the fury was coming from Ekikyō too. Huh. They hit the guy with their combined strength, knocking him flat on his stomach. Ekikyō reached up to grab the guy’s greasy hair and slam his head down on the pavement. Izuku stopped him from doing it a second time, checking to see if the guy was unconscious. That was his mistake.
With force that was definitely augmented by his quirk, the guy threw them off. Izuku’s elbow hit the concrete hard as he rolled out of the way of a kick. They and their opponent scrambled back to their feet. The criminal reached out and yanked with a motion far too similar to Izuku’s mother when she used her quirk. Izuku was suddenly flying through the air toward the guy who was winding back a fist. Ekikyō twisted their body, turning the devastating blow into a glancing one. He also reached out and grabbed the guy’s wrist as they flew past, yanking the guy off balance and cutting their momentum before they could hit the wall.
The three went down in a tangle of limbs and traded punches and scratches for a minute or two. Izuku and Ekikyō’s combined strength was just enough to keep the guy from overwhelming them, but they couldn’t get a clear advantage either. After what felt like forever, they were both scraped up and slightly bloodied. That’s when Izuku got an idea. Ekikyō caught it as it formed and pushed more of their blood from the shallow wounds on Izuku’s arms, using his control to fling some of it in the guy’s eyes.
The guy screamed and wiped at his eyes, giving them the opening they needed. Slimy blood flowed over their skin to coat and cushion Izuku’s knuckles as Ekikyō landed a punch on the guy’s face and immediately pulled back for another. This time Izuku didn’t stop him, instead adding his own force to the punch. This time the guy stayed down.
Izuku stood on shaky legs and stumbled his way over to the victim while Ekikyō pulled all of their blood and slime back inside their body and sealed over their injuries. “Miss, are you okay?” Izuku knelt beside the lady who hadn’t moved at all after being thrown and gently shook her shoulder. He got no response. Ekikyō moved their hand to check her pulse. It was there, but weak. He almost relaxed; then he felt the warm liquid soaking through the knees of his jeans. He glanced down and saw the growing pool of blood for the first time.
His heart seized painfully as he frantically checked her over, finally locating the wound on the back of her head. “No…” Izuku pulled his t-shirt off over his head and held the wadded-up fabric to her head wound while checking the woman’s pockets for a phone. “No, no no!” Her phone was broken.
Ekikyō turned their eyes to the unconscious thug. Izuku scrambled toward the guy, and Ekikyō steadied their bloody hands as they searched him. He had a phone, and it worked! Izuku dialed 119 while rushing back to the woman to put more pressure on her wound, feeling despair at the blood already soaking through the fabric.
Izuku nearly burst into tears when the operator picked up. “119. What’s your emergency?”
“P-please send an a-ambulance. This guy attacked a woman in an alleyway and threw her against a dumpster with his quirk. She hit her head, and there’s s-so much blood. I can’t get the bleeding to s-stop.”
“Sir, can you tell me where you are? Are you safe? Is the assailant still there?”
“H-he’s unconscious, though I don’t know for how long. I-I don’t know where we are. I’m sorry. I’m so s-sorry—” Izuku started crying then, as the operator told him they were tracing the call and to stay on the line. Police and paramedics would be there as soon as they could.
Ekikyō set the phone down on the pavement beside them and helped Izuku apply pressure. “Kid, it’s okay. You did what you could. Help’s on the way.”
They sat there for minutes that felt like hours. Then the woman’s breathing started growing shallow. In his panic, Izuku turned to his friend, only just remembering to speak mentally to avoid the 119 operator hearing him over the call, “Ekikyō, can you help her? Like you do with my injuries?”
Izuku felt Ekikyō’s hesitance and something halfway between sadness and shame. “Kid, I can’t. It takes hours for me and a body’s immune system to adjust to each other. She’d die from shock or blood loss long before then.”
Helplessness ate at the two as they listened to blood drip from Izuku’s shirt, felt more blood congealing on their skin, and watched the woman’s breathing slow. Izuku broke into loud sobs when her breathing stopped. The operator asked what was happening, but he couldn’t get enough air to answer.
Sirens finally sounded in the distance. Ekikyō stood their body up, not wanting to be here when cops arrived. “Izuku?” An impression of nothingness crossed their mind.
Izuku mentally nodded and welcomed it when Ekikyō eased his mind into shutting down.
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Izuku woke up in bed and wished he hadn’t. He rolled over and pulled the blankets up over his head. He distantly noted he was in pajamas, that the blood and sweat were gone from his skin, that his left cheek was swollen and right elbow stiff, though the injuries themselves were numb. He closed his eyes and lay there trying to go back to sleep despite the sunlight pouring through his window.
At some point, he became aware of Ekikyō hovering in his mind. He didn’t say anything, but he was there. Izuku appreciated it. That faint acknowledgment prompted Ekikyō to give him a hug. Izuku appreciated that too, even if he didn’t react beyond starting to cry again, this time silently.
At some point he fell asleep, or maybe Ekikyō helped him again. Regardless of the cause, Ekikyō woke him back up around noon. “Come on, Izuku. You need to eat and drink something. We missed breakfast.”
Izuku mechanically got up and went through the motions of his morning routine. Ekikyō remained silent too but helped whenever Izuku faltered or stared off into space for too long. They ate a meal without Izuku tasting the food.
He listlessly followed Ekikyō’s lead when the man urged him to go out for at least a run. Ekikyō guided them on a slightly different route than usual, and every time Izuku started to drift somewhere far away, Ekikyō reeled the boy back in with some story or question. Finally, they slowed to a stop, and Izuku looked around in confusion. Ekikyō guided his eyes up to the sign of the storefront they’d stopped in front of: Meowsutafu Cat Café. The barest hint of a grin tugged at Izuku’s lips, and they walked inside.
They spent the rest of the day there, eating muffins, sipping lemon balm tea, and stroking any cat that deigned to grace them with its presence. When the sun started setting, they left, Izuku feeling a little bit lighter, and his clothes thoroughly covered in cat hair.
“Sorry about earlier,” Izuku said when they were halfway back.
“Izuku, don’t even start. That was your first close-up look at death, and you’re still a kid. Of course, it messed you up. I’m just glad you weren’t alone when it happened.”
Izuku could feel the concern radiating from Ekikyō. He tried sending the impression of a hug to his friend. “Thanks for looking out for me.” Izuku sighed, feeling his emotions hanging heavy around his shoulders. “I just wish I could have done more. Maybe if we’d taken that guy down faster, or if I hadn’t stopped you that first time, paramedics could have arrived in time…”
Ekikyō nudged his mind, and Izuku stopped. “Don’t play the ‘what if’ game. It’s impossible to win. We can plan for next time though.”
“Next time?”
Ekikyō used their body to scoff. “Are you seriously going to try and convince me that you won’t play hero the next time you see someone getting hurt?”
“I can’t be a hero,” Izuku said reflexively, too many peoples’ voices playing in his ear.
Ekikyō growled. “Vigilante then. Point is, you’re not going to stop helping people, as much as it would help me sleep at night. You’re going to keep finding stuff like me or last night, and you’re going to get involved. You have an M.O., kid.”
Izuku felt a little uncomfortable at the comparison to criminals, but Ekikyō wasn’t wrong, really. Izuku did have an established pattern of behavior when it came to people in trouble. “But I can’t be a vigilante either. Vigilantes are such because they’re using their quirks illegally.”
Ekikyō stretched their face in a familiar smile. “Then it’s a good thing you don’t have a quirk. It’s kinda hard to arrest you for vigilantism without one, hm?”
Izuku stopped walking at that, and Ekikyō took over to prevent them blocking the flow of traffic. Izuku didn’t have a quirk. He’d never thought of that as an advantage before, and it felt like his mind was breaking just a little contemplating it being one now. Then he remembered what Ekikyō said months ago about finding his own way to fight.
Izuku still wasn’t sure about the whole vigilantism thing. But two things were for sure. His luck was terrible; he’d always find trouble or it him. And he didn’t want to be too slow to move or unable to contribute in a fight again. Next time he tried to save someone, he wanted them saved. “What did you have in mind?”
Notes:
Trigger Warning: (unnamed) character death, dissociation, minor body horror (really, just kinda expect the last one going forward. I won't bother retagging it after this, since I've added it to the fic tags.)
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End of Introductions arc
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Chapter 6: The Master and the Novice
Summary:
“The only difference between the master and the novice is that the master has failed more times than the novice has tried.” –Stephen McCranie
You may note that I changed the title. I forgot that the word "residual" existed, and it fits so, so well with this fic. Residual: (adj.) remaining after the greater part or quantity has gone; (noun) a quantity remaining after other things have been subtracted or allowed for. (Yes, it also reminds me of Ekikyō's slime. Shoosh, I love double meanings.)
Special thanks to Eclipse for helping me figure out the new name.
Chapter Text
Ekikyō said he had to check a few things to solidify his idea, but he didn’t want to be with Izuku when he did, just in case anything went wrong. Izuku was a bit annoyed, but he understood. Besides, splitting up now would ruin their experiment. They were already five whole days in on their possession, and neither of them wanted to lose that progress. So, they put Izuku’s battle-readiness on hold.
They went back to the cat café on the sixth day, and though Izuku still wasn’t 100% there, he did talk more to Ekikyō. And the cats. The cats were excellent listeners.
On day seven Izuku tried to get back into his workout routine, maybe throwing himself into it a little too much. He kept forgetting that he ran out of breath more easily when Ekikyō was possessing him. Despite that, they made good progress on clearing another trash mound. Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t realize until they broke for lunch that they’d worked in sync almost the entire morning. This sparked one of Izuku’s animated theorizing sessions about how the longer they were together in one go, the better attuned to each other they got. They both wondered if it would carry over to the next time. After that productive morning, they decided to relax and watch a movie marathon from the comfort of Izuku’s couch.
On day eight, the duo got out of bed feeling weird, vaguely uncomfortable, and antsy. It took all of ten minutes for them to wake up enough to realize they were hitting Ekikyō’s time limit. They forwent the usual morning routine to book it to the underground doctor. Neither of them was sure what happened if Ekikyō hit his limit while still inside someone, but they did not want to find out.
Cross saw them immediately and did a quick exam and blood draw before giving them the go-ahead to separate. The pair followed their usual de-possession routine, with Izuku sitting on the exam table rather than the ground. The only difference was Ekikyō following Cross’s advice to pull as much slime as possible out on exit. When they were fully separated, Ekikyō let out a sigh of relief, before shouting in alarm as Izuku collapsed onto his side on the table, blinking sluggishly. Ekikyō and Cross positioned him more comfortably while the doctor took his vitals and scanned him with his quirk.
Izuku tried to wave them off, saying dazedly, “’M okay.” He convinced exactly no one.
Ignoring the boy, Cross reported, “His blood pressure tanked. He’s not going anywhere until his body readjusts.” Cross took a quick blood sample from Izuku and slime sample from Ekikyō. When Izuku still hadn’t quite recovered by the end of that, the doctor sighed, heading for a door neither of the duo had been through before. “Bring him in here. You two can have this room until Green is able to leave. I’ll go over your pre-long-term possession blood results with you after he’s stable. I have another patient to see in the meantime.”
Ekikyō picked Izuku up carefully and flowed his way over to the room in question. Izuku blearily looked around. It looked a bit like a hospital room, but everything was outdated and worn. He swore he only blinked, and he was on the gurney that served as a bed. There was a sensor attached to his finger and a machine beeping away beside the bed. There was also a tall glass of some drink on the bedside table. He felt a bit better now and tried to sit up. A mass of slime was behind him in an instant, helping leverage him up.
“Careful. You passed out for a few minutes. How are you feeling?” Ekikyō asked, keeping a slimy appendage around Izuku’s shoulders just in case.
“Better. Tiny bit woozy, but the room isn’t spinning anymore,” Izuku said, reaching for the drink. Ekikyō fetched it with a tendril of slime and handed it to him. “Thanks.” He took a sip and wrinkled his nose when he realized it was one of those electrolyte drinks that no one could make taste good. He downed it anyway, knowing he’d probably feel better for it.
Ekikyō went to fetch the doctor while Izuku drank. “15 minutes to recover this time,” Cross stated as he walked into the room. “I take it that’s longer than any of your prior recovery periods?”
Izuku nodded. “Yeah, it’s only ever been two or three minutes the other times. Is it because we were together so long this time?”
“Actually, I think it was because Ekikyō took all that excess slime with him.” When both parties gave him confused looks, Cross sighed. “Your body had gotten used to that extra mass taking up space in your body and bloodstream and accommodated as best it could. When he took almost all of it this time, your body had to adjust back to nearly where it was before you two ever started your arrangement. As long as Ekikyō is careful not to leave excess behind in the future, I don’t see this being a repeat problem. If you’re still concerned, I’d recommend coming back here next time you de-possess after a long stint together.”
That settled, Cross moved on to their test results. Ekikyō’s appeared as normal as it ever was for him being made entirely of slime. Izuku grinned a bit into his drink hearing that. He’d noticed Ekikyō’s color seemed brighter, or at least less murky, lately, and the yellow tint to his eyes had faded since they’d started hanging out. Whether that was due to their possessions or Ekikyō getting more frequent, good quality meals, Izuku wasn’t sure, but he didn’t plan on changing anything he was doing.
Izuku’s blood showed more interesting results. Nearly 5% of his sample had been slime, which was a lot when they considered how much even that volume thickened his blood, and even more slime had been tied up in his muscles at the time. All of his other values came back normal.
Then the doctor mentioned sending off a small sample to a colleague of his to run a more specialized test. They now knew how Ekikyō’s quirk convinced a host’s immune system to play nice with him. The slime cells in Izuku’s blood sample had all of the same cell surface markers as Izuku’s cells and vice versa. Their immune systems literally couldn’t tell their cells apart. “I’m fairly certain that the process affected both of your cells rather than just Sludge’s. Some of the markers on your cells, Green, are only seen in those with extensive physical mutations.” The man gave Izuku’s feet a pointed look.
Izuku tucked his feet and their telltale double pinky toe joints under him. Right, the guy knew he was quirkless from his scans.
While Izuku was busy being self-conscious, Ekikyō asked, “Will that cause any problems long-term?”
“Not that I can tell. His immune system has been thoroughly fooled into believing both sets of markers belong there. The only potential problems I can think of would arise if you possessed someone else long enough to adapt to them before returning to Green or—and this is a small chance but shouldn’t be ruled out—if you two are separate long enough for all of the sludge to leave Green’s system naturally. It’s possible that the sludge’s continued presence is reinforcing your quirk’s effect. Should that happen, his body may react negatively to a re-possession and need to be acclimated again.”
“Well, that’s not too bad as far as test results go,” Izuku said, smiling. “At least we know the residual slime isn’t slowly eating me or something.”
Ekikyō laughed, shaking his whole form. Izuku smiled a bit wider when he felt that small tug that reassured him he still had some connection to his friend. Cross rolled his eyes at the both of them and shooed them from the clinic. In the lobby, Ekikyō stopped Izuku to say, “I’ll look into that thing we talked about. See you in two weeks?”
“Sure. You know where to find me,” Izuku said, giving Ekikyō a cheeky grin.
“Don’t let your bullies catch you.”
“And don’t let the cops catch you.”
“Oh my word, you two are adorable,” Cheshire said, startling both of them. Izuku blushed; Ekikyō condensed in on himself.
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It was one week and five days later when Ekikyō popped back up, guiding Izuku into a back alley along his jogging route by tugging on the slime in his system. “Hey, Ekikyō,” Izuku said, slightly out of breath. He was about three-quarters of the way through his run. He’d been aiming to up his sprinting endurance. “What’s up?”
Ekikyō smiled excitedly. “Izuku, I think I found someone to teach you to fight. Do you have time today?” he asked, gesturing between them with a slime tendril.
Izuku nodded and held one finger up. “Just let me catch my breath first.” A few minutes later Izuku nodded again, and Ekikyō got on with possessing him.
They took a deep breath as Ekikyō settled into place and sent a few mental images and snippets of memory back and forth to test how their expanded mental connection had fared after their separation. To their surprise, it was largely intact. Sharing memories had gotten more difficult again, but images and sensations still transferred as easily as words.
They started walking home while Ekikyō gave Izuku more details. “We’ll need to get you a mask or disguise unless you want everyone in the underworld to know your babyface, but this guy’s one of the safest I could find for the job. He’s got a thing against anyone who hurts kids, and he said he’d be cool with teaching you some basic self-defense. I mean, we still have to pay him, but he’s relatively trustworthy.”
“And what sort of payment does he take?” Izuku asked cautiously.
Ekikyō gave him one of his increasingly common mental head pats. “Always watch for the catch. Good job. So, that’s the thing. Guy wasn’t interested in money when I offered, but he’s been having some trouble with his quirk…I may or may not have mentioned your skill with quirk analysis…” Ekikyō shrank to the far side of their shared mind.
“What’s wrong with his quirk?” Izuku asked, choosing to ignore the fact that Ekikyō had apparently been bragging about him (and the way Ekikyō shrinking away from him made him feel bad).
Ekikyō relaxed as he said, “You’ll see when we get there. But first, disguise. No offense, Izuku, but the green hair and eyes are pretty recognizable. We’ll need to hide those.” Ekikyō stopped their body outside a discount clothing store, pointedly directing their eyes toward it.
Izuku sighed. “Okay, but I’m not trying on clothes while I’m sweaty and gross. We’re going home, and I’m getting a shower first. You hungry? We can grab brunch too.”
An hour later they stood back outside of the store, shopping bag in hand. While they were out, Izuku also took them by a sporting goods store to pick up elbow and knee pads as well as some fingerless gloves with padded knuckles. He remembered how banged up his elbow and knuckles had been after that fight in the alley, and that was with Ekikyō helping protect and speed heal him. Izuku needed something for when Ekikyō wasn’t around. His copilot agreed but made a snide comment about the woman in the alley almost getting away from her assailant by hitting him in the crotch. Following the unspoken advice, Izuku picked up one other piece of protective gear. If he blushed furiously at check out, no one but Ekikyō needed to know.
By the time afternoon rolled around, Izuku was dressed for his first meeting with his new sensei. A knit cap hid his curls, and sunglasses shaded his eyes. He had his other protective gear on too, earning him a few odd looks as he jogged down the street, heading for the industrial side of town again. Their meeting place was only a few blocks from Cross’s clinic, closer to the waterfront.
“Now Mamoru—that’s his given name; he doesn’t hand out his family name—works at the port and does a bit of smuggling on the side. You ever need something foreign-made, he’s your guy, or he’ll know who to put you in contact with. Pretty sure he has a family, but don’t ask. That’s a general rule here, kid. Don’t go prying into peoples’ personal lives. Got it?”
“Got it.”
“Good. Now, slow down. You look like you’re running from someone.” Ekikyō took partial control, enough to slow their pace and straighten out their posture into one more relaxed and confident, eyes looking straight ahead. “If you act like you belong and like no one here could hope to mess with you, the smart ones won’t. Some of the dumb ones might still, and you’ll need to put them on the ground quick to prove a point.”
Izuku wasn’t too sure he’d be able to take anyone down but paid close attention, trying to match the stride and way Ekikyō held their body. It was hard when he was so used to making himself small and keeping his eyes down at school, but he started to get the hang of it by the time they reached their destination.
Ekikyō knocked confidently in a two-pause-two pattern. A moment later, the door swung open. A burly man twice Izuku’s height and probably three times his mass looked down at him with a cigarette stuck in the side of his mouth. His skin was weathered and tanned and his gold eyes sharp. One of his hands morphed into a bowie knife as Izuku watched. He raised an eyebrow at Izuku.
Izuku gulped. Ekikyō stepped forward and waved at Mamoru. “Hi. Sludge told me to meet you here. I’m a friend of his.” At the impression of a question Izuku sent Ekikyō, he responded mentally, “He doesn’t know that I sometimes possess you. Remember his whole not hurting kids thing? Just don’t mention my quirk use around him. I’d prefer not to have one of my eyes shish kabobbed because of a misunderstanding.”
“Right…” Taking the reins on their body again, Izuku said out loud, “I have terrible luck and always seem to find trouble. He said you’d be able to help with self-defense?”
Mamoru sized him up and nodded once before stepping away from the door. His hand slowly dropped its transformation. “Yeah, kid, and he said you’d be able to help me with my quirk?” He didn’t sound terribly convinced, more like he was amused and humoring Izuku.
With a gentle push from Ekikyō, Izuku nodded. “Tell me about it and what’s been going on?” He pulled a pocket notebook and pen from his cargo shorts.
Mamoru let out a sigh laced with cigarette smoke, but he did start talking. “It’s called Weapon Hands.” He held up his right hand and turned it first into a sword, then a gun, flamethrower, and chainsaw in quick succession. “Any weapon, though if it requires ammo, that takes more out of me. The problem is it’s been activating on its own the last couple of weeks when I’m startled. Kinda a problem when I want to hold my n—” He cleared his throat. “Anyway, got any suggestions…” the man trailed off, giving Izuku a look.
“You forgot to give him a name, kid,” Ekikyō whispered.
“You can call me…Green.” Izuku frowned as he looked over the page he’d written on. He was missing something. Quirks didn’t start acting up for no reason. “Has anything else changed in the last month? It doesn’t have to be quirk-related.”
Mamoru took another pull from his cigarette before taking the stub from his mouth and dropping it to the concrete to grind under his heel. “Yeah, a lot. My…friend just had their kid, but they won’t let me around when I smell of cigarette smoke. It’s ‘bad for the baby’ or something. So, I’ve been trying to quit. It isn’t going well.”
“Have you talked to Cross? That sounds like something he could help with,” Izuku said while searching “quit smoking” on his phone.
“Can’t afford him right now, and I won’t have anything he needs to trade for until two weeks from now.”
If Mamoru was so big on fair trade, Izuku really didn’t get why the guy was asking Izuku for help with his quirk. He was just a kid, after all. Izuku’s feeling of confusion prompted Ekikyō to say, “He’s proud, Midoriya. He doesn’t want our money for teaching you to defend yourself—something you should have been taught anyway—but we couldn’t accept his training without offering something. Second rule of the underground: owe no one anything if you can help it. So, by offering your quirk analysis, his morals are satisfied, but we avoid incurring a debt.”
Izuku mentally hummed, getting how dangerous owing someone a favor could be. A few classmates in the past had been nice to him just long enough to guilt him into giving them something they wanted. He chewed on his lip as he thought and wrote and read what he’d found on his phone. “Is…Does your quirk act up more when you’re trying to quit?”
Mamoru narrowed his eyes. After a moment’s thought, he nodded. “Yeah, how’d you figure that?”
Izuku held his phone out for the man to look at. A list of nicotine withdrawal symptoms was pulled up. “Jumpiness and anxiety,” Izuku said quietly. “Those can impact quirk use. For a lot of people, quirks can act as a defense mechanism. So, when you’re already on edge and are startled…”
Mamoru’s eyes widened in realization. “My quirk reacts.” He frowned. “So, how do I stop it and smoking? Can’t get near my nie—friend’s baby without stopping the cigarettes, but I can’t hold her if my hands could turn into weapons at the slightest surprise.”
“Maybe nicotine patches? For a short-term solution anyway. I’m not too knowledgeable on fighting addictions,” Izuku said, scratching the back of his head through his cap. “For your quirk…what defines a weapon?”
“What do you mean?”
“I mean…how does your quirk pick what it can turn your hands into? Because you can knock someone out with a baseball bat or a frying pan, and those are a lot less dangerous to have your hands turn into than a chainsaw if you’re holding a baby. Maybe you can train yourself to initially respond to threats with less lethal options before you jump straight to katana or revolver.”
Mamoru stared at his hand for a second, and it turned into an iron skillet. The man blinked and nodded his head, impressed. He shot Izuku a sideways glance before turning his hand into one of those electrified tennis rackets for killing bugs. After a few more moments of staring at his hand, the guy shook his head. “Damn, I can’t do a plain old fly swatter.”
Izuku laughed, and Mamoru grinned. “You’re alright kid. Now, it’s your turn. Let’s take a look at what we’re working with.” The man popped his neck and rolled his shoulders. It was far more intimidating than it had any right to be.
Izuku’s laughter died and he gulped. “W-what?”
Mamoru crouched and motioned Izuku forward. “Come on, Green. Show me how you throw a punch.”
Notes:
I would like to point out that Mamoru's quirk was decided by a random power generator, but I rather liked the results. It looks kinda familiar though...
Chapter 7: Deserved
Summary:
“Sticks and stones may break my bones, but words can make me think I deserved it.” –Randall Munroe
(If you missed the bonus chapter that posted over the weekend, go read it first.)
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Izuku had a lot more bruises the following few weeks, but they barely phased him. They were less severe than anything his classmates gave him, and far more worthwhile. Izuku was slowly learning his way around a back alley fight. After gauging his general ineptitude in a spar, Mamoru taught him how to take a hit and fall in ways that minimized damage. Then they’d moved on to dodging and blocking; after all, it was better to avoid a hit than take one. Once Izuku was passable with those, they moved on to strikes, throws, locks, and chokeholds.
Mamoru had gone a few rounds as a street fighter when he was younger and knew plenty of tricks—dirty and otherwise—that he was happy to impart. He wasn’t however, a trained fighter. There was no specific form or art to what he knew, aside from the art of survival. Izuku soaked it all up as quickly as he could. He loved learning, and it was so interesting seeing the differences between a real fight and how heroes fought on primetime tv.
The real problem came in unlearning. Every time Mamoru yelled or sounded angry—which was not often after the first incident—Izuku had to fight not to freeze or make himself a smaller target. When a strike caught him off guard, Izuku flinched. When they grappled, sometimes Izuku panicked and had to stop himself checking for burns that didn’t exist.
Mamoru never said anything when those moments occurred, but he did call a short water or snack break each time. He’d show Izuku something new he figured out how to make with his quirk: a power drill, a plank of wood, a pair of shears. Then he’d joke about how many career options he’d missed out on because he never got creative with his quirk. After laughing at the idea of Mamoru being a barber or an electrician, they’d continue training.
That was the usual pattern.
Today didn’t follow it.
“Green, why are you favoring your left arm?” They’d only been sparring for five minutes when Mamoru called him out.
Izuku turned slightly to put his left side away from his teacher. “I-I don’t know what you’re talking about, Mamoru-sensei.”
Mamoru raised an eyebrow at him and didn’t break eye contact. After a few tense seconds, Izuku caved. He sighed and looked at the dirty, concrete floor as he gingerly lifted his left sleeve to expose his shoulder. “I…One of my bullies cornered me.”
Of all the rotten luck, he ran into Kacchan on his run this morning. Literally.
“Deku?” the blonde asked, looking Izuku up and down. This was the first time they’d seen each other out of Aldera’s uniform in years. This was the first time Kacchan had seen Izuku in short sleeves and shorts since he started working out. And oh, was there a difference. Kacchan’s face of annoyance flickered with incredulity before darkening. “What do you think you’re doing, useless nerd? You said you gave up on being a hero. So, what the hell is this? You take me for one of those idiot extras?” Kacchan made a grab for the front of Izuku’s shirt.
Izuku knew it was coming the moment Kacchan got that particular shade of rage in his eyes reserved for only him. Without thinking he deflected Kacchan’s hand and stepped out of range and into a more stable stance. They both froze as they realized what Izuku had done. Izuku’s blood ran cold as he started backing away, dropping his hands out of the defensive position they’d fallen into out of habit. “K-Kacchan, I’m sorry! I-I didn’t mean—”
“Ha?! You think you can take me?”
“N-nooo!”
“I’ll teach you to look down on me!”
Izuku had never been truly ashamed that he didn’t fight back before, but something about showing Mamoru his injuries made the unpleasant emotion fester and tears build in his eyes. He was used to this. Why did this time bother him so much?
A light touch on his arm made him flinch. Izuku blinked to clear the tear haze from his eyes and looked up to see Mamoru crouched slightly at his side, examining the bandage pasted over the outside of his shoulder and top of his arm. Mamoru shot him a glance, and at Izuku’s nod, peeled it carefully off.
Izuku grimaced as he felt a small piece of damaged skin pull away with the dressing. He’d had trouble gauging if he got the bandage far enough around the back of his shoulder, and he apparently hadn’t. Once the bandage was fully off, they looked at the damage. A distinctly hand-shaped burn glared back at them. Several of the blisters had popped with all the movement of jogging (limping) home after the encounter and sparring just now.
A thin sheen of green-black coated and sealed the areas that should be oozing. Ekikyō’s quirk was hard at work. Even with the residual slime to help things along, Izuku knew from experience that this burn was going to scar. He had several bruises and a starburst burn on his side as well, but this was the only bad injury today.
Mamoru swore and rolled Izuku’s sleeve up to keep the fabric off of the ruined skin. Then he gently hauled Izuku toward the door by his good arm. “Come on, Green, we’re going to see Cross. That already looks infected.”
“It’s not, I promise! The odd color is from a friend’s quirk. It has a lingering effect that speeds up healing and prevents infection,” Izuku said, hurrying to slip his medical mask back on before they got outside. He didn’t bother to wear it when they sparred, but going to and from the warehouse? Better safe than sorry when it came to his identity.
“Yeah…I’ll wait for the doc’s verdict on this one, Green. Can you not feel it? How were you sparring with me?”
Izuku knew from investigation on the internet that a burn that didn’t hurt was a very bad thing. He kinda got why Mamoru was so worried now. “Oh! No, I can feel it! It hurts a lot, but I’m used to it.”
That was the wrong thing to say, judging by the way Mamoru’s hand tightened on Izuku’s right arm before easing up. They walked in tense silence for a few blocks before Mamoru broke it. “Kid?”
“Hm?”
“Do me a favor? Next time you run into the villain that did this to you, throat punch them for me.”
Izuku sputtered and waved his arms in front of him, ignoring both the pain in his left shoulder and the grimace on Mamoru’s face as he watched the gesture. “No! Ka—he’s not a villain! He’s going to be a hero!”
“Green, I don’t know how to tell you this, but heroes aren’t supposed to do crap like that. Especially not to civilians or children.” Mamoru’s face contorted like he was struggling not to swear up a storm or strangle someone. “Legally, your…bully is already a villain. He has no license, yet he used his quirk in public and to intentionally harm someone. That’s the textbook definition, kid.”
“But—”
“No buts. There is nothing that can justify that,” he said, gesturing at the open wound.
Izuku bit his tongue and hunched in on himself. He jammed his hands in his pockets. Mamoru didn’t understand. Kacchan was going to be a hero. It was Izuku’s own fault for not watching where he was going. He was always bothering Kacchan, and his childhood friend was stressed out about the UA entrance exam coming up in only three months. He had a lot on his plate, and Izuku was…well Deku. He always seemed to push Kacchan’s buttons, no matter how hard he tried not to. If he was smarter, better, he’d have figured out how to avoid setting his friend off by now, but here he was. A failure with a 10-year streak and still going strong.
Izuku let out a bitter laugh and rubbed just below his burn. He deserved the pain. Why couldn’t Mamoru-sensei understand? Izuku realized abruptly that he’d never told his teacher that he was quirkless. That explained it. It made sense. Izuku felt suddenly guilty. His teacher wouldn’t be so worried if he knew, but Izuku couldn’t bring himself to spit it out. Was that selfish? Not wanting to lose the only nice teacher he’d had since preschool?
“Hey, hey, kid. Stop. You’re going to hurt yourself.” Strong hands pried Izuku’s hand away from his left arm. He hadn’t even realized he’d been squeezing. Part of the wound was oozing now, despite the slime. Izuku’s face burned with shame all the way to the tips of his ears.
“Sorry,” he said barely above a whisper. The rest of the trip to the underground clinic was passed in silence as Izuku kept his eyes glued ahead.
When they reached the door, Mamoru released him. “Do you want me to stay, or would you rather go in alone?”
“You don’t have to stay. Cross already knows me.”
Mamoru nodded. “Take two weeks off, Green. We’ll work double-time after you’re healed up, got it?”
Izuku nodded and tried to give his teacher a smile. After the man didn’t go anywhere, Izuku sighed and knocked the three-pause-two sequence on the wall. Mamoru started walking away when the locks clicked open.
Cheshire’s smile fell for the first time Izuku had ever seen when she got a look at his shoulder. She ushered him inside and fast-walked to the office door before disappearing inside. There was one other person in the lobby today. The man was covered in burn scars that made even Izuku wince. The man looked up to meet Izuku’s eyes briefly before glancing at the obvious wound on his shoulder. He dipped his head in acknowledgment before going back to messing around with his phone.
Izuku took a seat on the opposite side of the room and did likewise. A woman bundled in more layers than made sense for this time of year hobbled out of the office a few minutes later. Then it was scar guy’s turn. He was in and out in under 15 minutes, and Izuku and he exchanged a wordless goodbye. Then it was Izuku’s turn.
Instead of just Cross, this time Cheshire joined them with an armful of supplies. Izuku hopped up on the exam table and pulled his shirt and cap off before either could say anything. Cheshire made a high-pitched sound in the back of her throat when she saw him do it. The doctor just shook his head.
“Alright, Green. Aside from the obvious, where are you hurt?”
Izuku dutifully pointed out his developing bruises and the mild explosion burn on his side. The pair carefully cataloged the injuries. Then the doctor prodded at the bruise on his chest. Thankfully, his ribs were fine. Then they finally addressed the elephant in the room.
Izuku sat there stoically as Cross and Cheshire cleaned his burnt shoulder, only wincing when they had to pull a few fibers from his shirt and a hair from where they’d been caked onto the wound.
“Hm…second degree. You’re lucky,” Cross said, pointing to where Kacchan’s thumb had pressed over the edge of his collar bone. “Any deeper here, and you’d risk having a piece of bone die.” Cross frowned deeply as he retrieved two tubes from the supplies Cheshire had brought in. He looked Izuku up and down with pursed lips before saying carefully, “Cheshire knows somewhere safe you can stay until Sludge is back in town, should you need it.”
Cheshire nodded enthusiastically. “It’s just me and one of the girls right now. You’d love her quirk, Green, and neither of us would mind the company.”
Izuku looked between the pair, bewildered. “Why would I…” Then it clicked. “Oh! No, this wasn’t from home. Mom would never! Home is safe. I just got really unlucky and ran into one of my bullies this morning.”
Cross seemed satisfied enough with that answer and started dressing Izuku’s burn, explaining the process for when Izuku needed to change it himself the following day. Then he put the opened tubes and two pill bottles into a paper bag, added some bandaging materials, and handed the lot to Izuku. “Follow the direction on each medication, and yes, you need them. At least until the burn seals over completely and the unbroken skin peels. And no exercising or using that arm for anything strenuous until then either. Come back if anything seems amiss, if it doesn’t appear to be healing properly, or if as the skin heals and tightens you start having issues with your range of motion.”
Izuku tightened his grip on the paper bag, crinkling it. “What about payment?” Izuku asked.
“Oh, I was going to put it on Sludge’s tab,” Cheshire said with a smile.
Izuku narrowed his eyes at her not-so-subtle quirk use. “Nope, this one’s on me. I’ll pay.”
When Cross and Cheshire shared a look but didn’t immediately answer, Izuku decided to take a page from his interactions with Mamoru. “Do you accept payment in quirk analysis?”
If they didn’t before, they did now. Izuku walked from the underground clinic grinning. He’d analyzed both Cross and Cheshire’s quirks, and they’d even set up a sort of request system for other patrons who were having issues with their quirks in exchange for Izuku getting credit at the clinic in the case of a trade or a cut of the payment if they paid in cash. An extra slip of paper was tucked inside his paper bag with both of the…medics’ (vigilantes’?) phone numbers and instructions on how to get a burner phone.
“It doesn’t do to mix one’s identities,” Cheshire had said with a wink.
The burner phone could wait though. His accelerated healing was beginning to catch up to him, and he desperately wanted a nap. His mom was still at work when he got home so he poured one pill from each vial and threw some leftovers in the microwave. While his food heated, he searched the names of the medications on his phone. One was a pain med, one of the stronger ones, and the other…
“Why did he give me something for anxiety?”
Notes:
Fun thing I learned while researching burn levels and treatments: if a person has bad burns, they usually get prescribed anxiety meds to pair with their pain meds. Kinda makes sense with how stressful constant pain or seeing your own skin mutilated every time you take the bandage off can be.
TWs: self-deprication and (unintentional?) self-harm
Chapter 8: When You Have Lost
Summary:
"Good friends help you to find important things when you have lost them...your smile, your hope, and your courage." –Doe Zantamata
Chapter Text
Ekikyō visited a little over a week after Izuku’s run in with Kacchan. Izuku roused from where he had fallen asleep on the sofa while editing his summer project to the sound of knocking. Izuku rubbed his eyes as he stumbled to the door. The pain medication did its job, but combined with the drain of accelerated healing, it tended to knock Izuku right out for the first few hours after a dose. “Hello?” Izuku croaked as he opened the door. Then he squinted and tilted his head. Maybe he should have read the side effects of his medication more thoroughly.
Ekikyō had forced himself to look as human-shaped as possible and found a dirty trench coat to throw on and hide most of his body. It really did nothing to hide his face. If not for the fact that he’d been “inactive” for seven months, he’d almost definitely have gotten caught by some hero or cop.
Finally deciding that this was probably not a hallucination—the jury was still out on it being a weird dream—Izuku stepped aside, saying, “Oh, hi Ekikyō. Come in?”
Ekikyō hesitated for half a moment before stepping inside. The second the door was closed, he sighed in relief and let his body return to a much more comfortable amorphous shape. “Izuku, where’ve you been? I’ve been staking out your jogging route for three days. You okay?”
Izuku hummed as he collapsed face-first onto the sofa, careful not to jar his left shoulder. “Bully. Cross. Meds. Tired,” he mumbled as he rolled over to look at his friend hovering at the end of the couch. Izuku focused long enough to debate whether letting Ekikyō possess him while he was this out of it on pain meds was a good idea. Would that dilute the effect, or would Ekikyō be just as drugged? Were any medications harmful to Ekikyō due to his different physiology?
“Kid, hey. Pay attention. You’re hurt?”
Izuku yawned and nodded, forcing himself to sit up to show he was listening. At the searching look his friend gave him, Izuku pulled up his sleeve to show the half-healed burn. It was mostly sealed over, but the skin was still pink and angry. A few places were starting to peel.
Ekikyō eyed the burn for a minute before picking up Izuku’s pill bottles to read the labels. Izuku had started spacing out again when Ekikyō took a long breath and drew his attention again. “Izuku, are you good with a possession right now? I can help that heal faster and numb it so you can stop the pain meds and feel more alert.”
“Mhm. I’ll probably fall asleep again though. That fine?”
“Yeah, I could do with a nap too. Didn’t get much sleep the last few nights.”
A minute and a half later, they sat on the couch together, Izuku already fading. One of them lowered their body to lay down on the sofa, and they drifted off.
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Ekikyō hung out with Izuku for the next several days, even tagging along for Izuku’s return to training with Mamoru. Or well…when he was supposed to restart training with Mamoru.
“Sorry, short stack,” one of the truck drivers said. “I haven’t seen Mamoru since Saturday. He missed clocking in for his shift yesterday too. Boss isn’t real happy with him right now. I wouldn’t want to be him when he gets back.”
Izuku frowned but nodded. “Do you think something happened to him?” Izuku asked Ekikyō as they walked away from the container yard. They’d spent the last two hours asking around, and no one at the cargo port had seen Mamoru since the weekend shift clocked out.
“It’s possible. He may have had to go to ground if cops or a hero started sniffing around his side business. If he’d been arrested, the gossip would be everywhere. So, it’s not that,” Ekikyō said, equally unsettled.
If someone had gone after Mamoru…did they watch him first? Did they know about his meetings with Green and Sludge? The duo turned their eyes to scan their surroundings for a possible tail as they walked a little bit faster.
“I’ll ask around to find you a new teacher. If he went to ground, he’s not going to be back in these parts for a while. If there’s too much heat, he may have to set up shop in a different city entirely.”
Izuku sulked at the thought. He’d really liked Mamoru, but he understood. Mamoru couldn’t help provide for his sister and niece if he got locked up. Family came first. (Not that he was supposed to know about Mamoru-sensei’s family, but they were the man’s lock screen. The family resemblance was pretty obvious.) He just hoped his former teacher was safe wherever he was.
Focusing back on their next step, Izuku asked, “This something you need to do alone again?”
Ekikyō shifted slightly in their body. “Yeah. Sorry, kid. I’m thinking I might contact a broker this time to put out a sort of ‘help wanted’ alert for this area. My own contacts are about exhausted at this point. Everyone I know and trust enough to ask is too far away to teach you. But if you ever move down to Nagoya, I got you covered.”
Izuku laughed inside their mind, only allowing a smile to show externally. “Noted. So, were you going to head out today? Or…” Izuku trailed off, not wanting to sound clingy or needy, but anxious all the same at the thought of another friend leaving when one of the few he had just went missing.
Ekikyō was silent for a moment, something like hesitance and consideration drifting from his side of their mind, though Izuku couldn’t overhear any concrete thoughts.
A siren started up close by, and Ekikyō turned their head in the direction of it. If they listened closely, they could hear what sounded like a fight. “Well, I was going to, but I wouldn’t want you to miss that hero fight, now would I? Come on. You critique the quirks, and I’ll critique whatever lame brain scheme the villain tried to pull this time,” he said, nudging their body forward.
Izuku grinned, seeing exactly what his friend was doing and having no complaints. By the time the fight clean-up was done, Ekikyō was going to claim he was hungry and that they should get home for dinner. Then he’d make some excuse to stay the night. He really had to leave tomorrow though; they were already a week into this possession, and neither of them was willing to risk whatever consequence might occur should they go over Ekikyō’s eight-day limit.
Izuku intended to enjoy the company while he could though. He retrieved a pocket notebook and pen from his shorts as they jogged toward the disturbance. His smile grew even wider when he recognized the hero involved in this takedown. Bamboo Man, a.k.a. Takeshita Yoshiaki, wasn’t a local hero, which made this an even rarer treat. Izuku had only ever seen him on the news and hero forums before.
Izuku rapidly scrawled notes on his fighting style—based in some type of martial art involving weapons given the expertise with which he handled his bamboo canes. His quirk, Bamboo Manipulation, appeared quite versatile as well. When the villain—one of the countless with a knife or sharpened appendages quirk—managed to land a hit on the hero’s side, Izuku and many of the other bystanders gasped, afraid they’d just witnessed a hero’s murder. But they needn’t have worried. The man’s costume shifted and stiffened on the side being attacked. Bamboo Man’s costume was made entirely of bamboo fibers, Izuku realized. The hero had left that opening on purpose! The blade barely bit into Bamboo Man’s costume, and the hero took the opportunity to trap the villain’s arm against his side. Then he punched the villain with his free hand, disorienting them enough to allow the hero to pin and cuff them.
He wrote furiously, trying to preserve every detail. The forum posts hadn’t done the hero justice at all.
Ekikyō laughed in their shared headspace. “You say that about every hero you get to watch in person.”
“Because it’s true!” Izuku protested. Heroes’ quirks were all so amazing. And no one online ever bothered to record all the little details and intricacies that were so important. Like how Bamboo Man’s entire costume was armor without looking like it or his skill in quirkless combat. There was so much to learn from each of them.
Izuku faltered and lowered his pen as it occurred to him that he was still thinking like he could learn how to be a hero. His mood plummeted between one breath and the next. There was a familiar ache in his heart where his dream had been. Why did he still act as if he stood a chance? No matter how much quirk knowledge he gained, he was never going to have a quirk of his own. He’d never be a hero or hold a candle to those who were. What good did all his notes and theories do? The few times he’d acted like a hero, he or the victim had gotten hurt.
A mental shove forcibly dispelled Izuku’s train of thought and made him stumble physically. “Izuku, knock it off!” Ekikyō yelled. “You don’t need a damn quirk. You’re plenty without one. You helped me, didn’t you? And you convinced me not to kill that lady or any of the other ten people I’d have probably killed by now to satisfy my quirk. You, quirkless but kind-to-a-fault, Izuku did that. Yeah, we messed up back in that alley, but that death is on the villain, not us. He got arrested and will face consequences thanks to us.”
Izuku hesitantly nodded, trying not to cry. He still felt guilty, now doubly so for making Ekikyō worry about him. He pulled back a little, letting Ekikyō have control while he tried to get his emotions in order. The last time he bawled at the scene of a hero fight, the paramedics thought he’d been hurt and didn’t let him leave for 30 minutes.
Ekikyō sighed with their body as he took the driver’s seat. Then he took a step forward. Toward the dissolving police line.
“Ekikyō?”
Ekikyō didn’t answer but let a bit of reassurance and determination reach Izuku through their connection.
Izuku didn’t stop him but sent a mental question mark back as they approached Bamboo Man. No one stopped them, though with his notebook still in hand, everyone likely thought he was going to ask for an autograph.
“I’m not getting you an autograph, kid,” Ekikyō said with feigned exasperation. “Just…listen.”
“Excuse me, Bamboo Man?” Ekikyō said out loud.
The hero turned toward them and smiled when he spotted them. “Hey there, kiddo. What can I do for you?”
“Your quirk is so cool!” Ekikyō exclaimed with very fake enthusiasm; Izuku cringed hearing it. Apparently, no one else picked up on it though. “Can I ask you some questions?”
Bamboo Man glanced over at the police who were on scene before relaxing. “Sure, kiddo. I’ve got a few minutes while I wait for the detective to show up for my report.”
“You control any bamboo, right? Even processed stuff like your costume?”
Bamboo Man raised an eyebrow. “Yeah, though the costume’s special made. Rayon’s too far from the original for me to use.”
Izuku got caught up in thinking about how a support company might have made the hero’s costume “raw” enough to use with his quirk, but soft enough to wear without getting a rash. Did he have to be in direct contact with the bamboo fibers to control them? Could he wear a softer undershirt to protect his skin? And if he didn’t have to be in direct contact with bamboo to control it, why not use bamboo shurikens? Or he could have a cape or carry a swath of the bamboo fabric on him to function as both a shield when stiffened or a shock blanket when soft. It could even function as a spineboard or stretcher in a rescue scenario. Izuku’s tears were long forgotten as he contemplated the possibilities. He hardly even noticed when he was pulled back into shared control of their body.
He did hear when Ekikyō parroted one of his questions to the hero. “Do you have to touch bamboo to control it? Because if you don’t you could have a cape or carry a shock blanket made of the same stuff as your costume and have it double as a shield. Or a stretcher if you get called out for disaster relief.”
The hero stared at them and blinked several times. “I…I have to be in contact with it to control it, but that’s actually a pretty good idea there. I always wanted a cape back in school, but my teachers vetoed it as a choke hazard,” the hero said, giving them a grin and a shrug. “Support would totally get behind a shock blanket though! Thanks. You got an intelligence quirk or something?”
Izuku shrank back again, remembering who he was compared to the person before him. The second Bamboo Man heard he was quirkless, he’d dismiss everything they’d just said.
Izuku got a strong impression of an eye roll from Ekikyō. Then his friend said, “No intelligence quirk. I’ve just been studying to go into analysis and support my whole life.” In their head, Ekikyō said, “You don’t have to out yourself every time someone brings up quirks, kid. He never asked if you had one at all, just if you had an intelligence one. Let him make his own assumptions. That way you’ll establish your credibility before they have a chance to be bigoted. Some of them won’t care if they already know what you’re capable of when they find out.”
Meanwhile, Bamboo Man smiled. “Awesome! Can’t wait for you to graduate. I’ll tell my agency to keep an eye out for you. What’s your name?”
“Midoriya Izuku,” Izuku said himself. He still felt nervous and uncertain, but Ekikyō had made his point. His analyses weren’t worthless. Even if he never became a hero, his work could help people or at least help people help people.
“Come on, Izuku. Let’s head home. Your mom’ll be making dinner soon. I think she said it was mapo tofu tonight,” Ekikyō said, giving him a mental head pat and hair ruffle.
Izuku smiled and waved a goodbye to Bamboo Man who was already walking off to greet the detective. “Yeah, that sounds like a plan.”
Chapter 9: A Helping Hand
Summary:
“The best place to find a helping hand is at the end of your own arm.” –Swedish proverb
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku walked out of the underground clinic ¥5,000 richer than he went in. The whole underground quirk analysis thing was surprisingly lucrative. A lot of people had problems with their quirks.
The guy he’d just helped, Dabi, had an amazingly powerful fire quirk, but it burned him too if he overused it. His inherited cold tolerance didn’t help him either. Izuku hadn’t asked why he was overusing his quirk enough to look like overcooked bacon, but he’d recommended the man aim for precision with smaller, concentrated flames over large, sweeping moves, citing the benefits both to Dabi and the man’s surroundings. Dabi was also supposed to test if his quirk could produce flames farther away from his skin or adjust the temperature to not be full-on cremation every single use.
Situations like Dabi’s were why eugenics got banned in the first place. Some things just weren’t fixable. Thankfully, most of the clients he’d seen so far were easier to help. Recommending a sun lamp for a man with a reptilian quirk who almost lost a toe last winter, proposing a dietary change for someone with a crystal transformation quirk whose crystals were turning brittle, things like that. Simple fixes to think of when looked at from an outside perspective. It really wasn’t worth charging anyone.
Cross and Cheshire didn’t seem to agree with his assessment, but they didn’t outright argue. Instead, they simply slipped his cut of the consult fee into his bag when he wasn’t looking. Given the whole “don’t owe anyone anything” rule in the underground, Izuku stopped fighting it after the third time. He just accepted that he was getting paid for his hobby. People were willing to pay him to do something he loved. And wasn’t that a novelty?
At least it kept him in spending money. His stash from selling his All Might merch wasn’t going to last him forever, after all. Izuku debated what to spend the unexpected income on as he walked home. The summer twilight was the perfect temperature, and he reveled in the quiet that came after all the day workers had rushed home. Still streets meant he was less likely to be snuck up on.
“Hm…maybe I should save up for a new coat this winter? I’ve put on enough muscle I don’t know if my old one will fit anymore. Aldera’s gakuran barely fits now,” Izuku muttered to himself. He’d tried his old uniform on the other day, because school started back next week. The jacket that once swallowed him now left little to the imagination and restricted his movement. Izuku probably should buy a new uniform jacket before going back to class. The last thing he needed was anyone (Kacchan) thinking he was thinking too highly of himself and trying to show off. He just needed to lay low until spring. Then he was graduating from that hellhole and never looking back. And then…well, he’d figure that out when he got there.
He yawned and stretched before shifting into a jog when he got out of the industrial district. Normally, he wasn’t a fan of staying out this late, but his mom got called in for some emergency at her job. So, it’s not like she was be expecting him for dinner. He debated picking something up from a corner store on his way home instead of cooking. He shouldn’t skip meals, and whatever the store stocked had to be better than the instant ramen Izuku knew himself well enough to see in his future if he went straight home.
Izuku’d just about talked himself into detouring to pick up a beef bowl when he heard the scuff of shoes on concrete. Izuku froze out of habit and glanced over his shoulder. No one behind him…He cast his eyes about and tilted his head when he heard the sound again, this time followed by a laugh. There was something in it the sound that reminded Izuku of his classmates. Izuku quietly took his Mirko hoodie from his backpack and put it on, pulling the hood over his head. Then he donned the medical mask that perpetually lived in his shorts pocket. Hopefully, if it was someone from Aldera, this was enough of a disguise. Though it sounded like they’d already found a victim.
Izuku pursed his lips as he crept closer to the noise. These perpetrators hadn’t even bothered to drag their target into an alley. They were in the middle of the sidewalk when Izuku reached the next corner. Three unfamiliar teens surrounded a fourth who was already on the ground. The three bullies were taking turns kicking at him. One of them was clearly using a quirk to turn his shoe and pant leg to stone before each impact.
Izuku stared in disbelief for a second. He knew this wasn’t an oft patrolled neighborhood, but come on. Did they really expect no one to see or hear them? Izuku’s question was answered when one bully’s kick momentarily uncovered the victim’s face. Izuku caught sight of purple hair and a muzzle. The latter explained why the victim hadn’t made a sound. He almost definitely had cuts from the edges digging into his face. If they made him puke or cough up blood while wearing that thing, the kid could suffocate.
Not on Izuku’s watch. He snarled silently behind his mask but resisted the urge to rush in. Instead, he turned on his burner phone’s GPS and placed a call to 119 before returning it to his pocket. Then he picked up two empty beer bottles from the trash pushed against the building’s wall. He called on all the tips Ekikyō had given him on appearing confident and dangerous. He relaxed his shoulders, lifted his chin, and schooled his face into a mask of indifference, not unlike the one Dabi always wore. Izuku belonged here, and he was not someone to mess with.
Izuku hefted the bottles to get a feel for them before stalking around the corner and toward the group. His first throw was off a little bit, hitting Stone Transformer’s shoulder instead of his head, and the bottle didn’t break until it fell to the ground, but it still got his point across. “You really want to cause trouble on our turf?” Izuku bluffed, tossing his remaining bottle in one hand. Really, the closest gang territory was three blocks over, but he only knew that from Cheshire’s warnings about what areas to avoid. He hoped these three didn’t have that knowledge.
The three froze when they spotted him. One of them looked panicked as Izuku’s words sank in, but the other two still looked like they were spoiling for a fight. The kid on the ground eyed him warily. “Who are you?” one of the bullies demanded. “What, are you this villain’s friend or something?”
Since it wasn’t Rock Transformer, and this guy didn’t have any external tells as to his quirk, Izuku declined to answer. Izuku was fairly certain the purple-haired kid was not a villain though. Probably had a “villainous” quirk that these three used as an excuse to attack him, but Izuku had seen stray kittens that were more threatening than their victim.
When the Ringleader didn’t back down, Izuku pulled on his memories of Ekikyō’s smile and bared his teeth. Then he shifted into the fighting stance Mamoru had drilled into him and raised both hands.
The already scared bully took a step back, but the two others took a step forward. Rock Transformer moved to attack first, running forward while throwing a wide, telegraphed punch. Izuku saw it coming a mile away and sidestepped the move. The bully was a lot larger up close, and Izuku had to dodge two more hits and take a glancing blow to his right shoulder before the guy overextended. When he did, Izuku took full advantage to kick at the bully’s ankle. While his opponent righted his balance, Izuku circled around him just enough to kick out his right knee. As the bully stumbled, Izuku smashed the second bottle over the guy’s head. Rather than wait to see if that was enough, Izuku threw a quick punch with his free hand, hitting the back of the guy’s neck. He kept one eye on the other bullies as Stone Transformer fell, thankfully clear of the glass shards now coating the pavement.
“Anyone else want to try?” Izuku asked, letting just a hint of his irritation into his voice as he adjusted his grip on the broken bottle’s neck. It made a much more threatening weapon now, not that Izuku intended to use it.
The scared bully shook his head frantically. “C’mon man, this ain’t worth it. Let’s just go.”
The ringleader looked furious, and Izuku had a sinking feeling he wasn’t going to back down. So, Izuku offered another incentive. He pulled his cell phone from his pocket. And waved it where they could see the in-progress call to 119. “I already called the police.”
That was enough for the scaredy-cat to turn tail and run. Ringleader responded by carefully bending down to pick up a handful of glass shards. “Doesn’t matter,” he said, voice worryingly even. “This’ll only take a minute.”
Izuku thought he was prepared for whatever the guy might throw at him, but he was not, in fact, prepared for the bully to literally throw a shard of glass at him. It traveled far faster than it had any right to. Izuku barely managed to twist enough to avoid it impaling his arm. It still sliced through his hoodie sleeve before burying itself in the pavement several meters behind him. Izuku stared wide-eyed at Ringleader. Was that a speed/acceleration quirk? A projectile quirk? Either way, Izuku was screwed out here in the open, and the corner was too far away to risk turning his back on the guy.
Izuku took a risk and threw the broken bottle at Ringleader and swung his backpack off his shoulders to use as a makeshift shield as he rushed forward. If he couldn’t get away safely, closing to render ranged weapons useless was the next best option.
Ringleader dodged the bottle and threw another shard. Izuku tried to move out of the way but didn’t quite make it. The shard ripped through the backpack to slice a shallow line across Izuku’s left side. Another shard flew through the center of Izuku’s backpack, and he was only saved from a potentially fatal hit by the clang of it spearing his aluminum water bottle. Then Izuku was finally close enough to throw his backpack in the guy’s face and go low to punch his opponent’s stomach.
Ringleader doubled over but brought another glass shard around to stab it into the outside of Izuku’s right calf before he could back away. Izuku bit back a cry as Ringleader yanked the shard back out, and that leg buckled. Before Izuku could think of getting away, Ringleader had the bloodied shard only a few centimeters from his throat.
Izuku froze.
Ringleader smirked and panted. “Not so tough now, are you?”
Izuku’s brain refused to work as his eyes zeroed in on that bloodied piece of glass. Why had he even thought he could hold his own in a fight? He’d only worked with Mamoru for a month. Did he really think that was enough time to make him more than a useless de—
A tall boy with purple hair suddenly had one arm wrapped under the bully’s right arm—the arm holding that dangerous glass—and the other wrapped around the guy’s neck from behind, pulling him back and away. His attempted chokehold was weak, and the bully was quickly twisting free, bringing that deadly glass around toward the victim.
Izuku stumbled back to his feet and grabbed the bully’s wrist. He squeezed and twisted until the glass fell from Ringleader’s grip. Then Izuku punched him in the face. The purple-haired kid released his hold as Izuku dragged the bully’s head down by his hair to meet Izuku’s knee. That finally put him down, and Izuku dropped him unceremoniously onto the glass-littered ground.
He and the purple-haired kid stared at Ringleader for a moment as they panted, just to make sure it was really over. Then Izuku glanced back at the other bully, who was also staying down. Good. Then he turned his attention to their victim. A thin line of blood was dripping from one side of the muzzle, and there was bruising blooming across what was visible of his right cheek. He was hunched over too. Most of those blows likely landed on his abdomen and back. “Here, sit down,” Izuku said, sweeping a section of sidewalk clear with his shoe. “I’ve got a first aid kit in my bag. Might be able to cut that thing off of you with my bandage scissors.”
He retrieved his backpack, which was now half-soaked from his leaking water bottle. When he opened his bag, he found his earbuds had also been a casualty. He held up the severed cord and whined, “I just got those last week…”
A soft chuckle behind him reminded him of his purpose and he hastily pulled out the—thankfully waterproofed—first aid kit. As he turned back to the victim, he saw the Ringleader bully twitch. Izuku and the victim both froze. “Actually, let me tie them up first. Here,” Izuku handed the kid his first aid kit before hastily retrieving his earbuds. At least he’d get one last use out of them.
Five minutes later, Ringleader’s hands and fingers were tied together behind the guy’s back with several loops of earbud cord to prevent him picking up another piece of glass. There hadn’t been enough cord for Rock Transformer, and Izuku wasn’t certain he’d trust the guy not to break out of that anyway. So, he got tied up with his own belt. Satisfied with the restraints, Izuku finally joined the victim.
The purple-haired kid had already disinfected and bandaged a few scrapes on his hands and one on his arm that he was just now pulling his sleeve back down over. Izuku dug out the bandage scissors and showed them to the teen. “May I?”
The teen scrutinized him with lavender eyes before finally nodding, though he still tensed up as Izuku crouched beside him. Izuku moved slowly as he tugged at various places on the muzzle until finding one with enough give to slide the blunted end of the scissors under the strap. The purple-haired teen winced as Izuku started sawing at the thick polyester weave. It was slow going, but it did cut. As the horrid contraption fell away, Izuku finally heard sirens way off in the distance. Was it a busy evening, or did they just take that long to respond to calls in this part of town?
“Thanks.”
Izuku looked back to the victim, who was now holding a wad of gauze to his bleeding face. “Any time.”
The victim glanced back up at him. “Why’d you step in?”
Izuku raised an eyebrow and met those lavender eyes again. “Why’d you?” Izuku had honestly expected the kid to run while the bullies were distracted. It’s what every other kid he’d ever helped had done.
The purple-haired boy looked away, continuing to dab at one of the cuts on his face. Izuku politely ignored how the boy’s hands shook. “Seemed like the right thing to do.”
Izuku grinned behind his mask and started disinfecting a few cuts the muzzle straps had left on the other teen’s scalp. “The last time I saw someone getting hurt, I waited too long, and they died before help came. I-I couldn’t let that happen again.”
Shinso tensed at that admission before relaxing again. “That sucks, man.”
“Yeah.” After a minute of painfully awkward silence, Izuku couldn’t take it anymore. “What’s your name?” Izuku asked, trying to get the teen’s mind off of everything that had just happened.
“Shinso,” the boy replied. Izuku handed the bottle of disinfectant to Shinso when he gestured for it. “You really with a gang?”
Izuku laughed. “No, that was a bluff.” After one last check of Shinso’s head, Izuku decided he’d found everything there. He’d let the paramedics deal with Shinso’s bruises and any potential internal bleeding. There wasn’t much he could do about those. So, Izuku finally sat himself down and checked his own injuries. As expected, the cuts on his side and leg—and the scrapes on his knuckles—had already sealed over with green-black.
Shinso raised his eyebrows at the sight. “Your quirk?”
Izuku shook his head as he dug through the first aid kit for a packet of butterfly sutures. “Nah, this is my friend’s.” He paused for a moment, thinking, before he added, “Just in case the cops ask, no, I did not use a quirk during that fight.” The last stitch applied, Izuku moved on to quickly wrap the wounds. “What’s yours?”
Shinso bristled and glanced over at the muzzle before looking down at the pavement. Barely above a whisper, he said, “Brainwashing.”
Izuku smiled as his mind raced through so many possible uses for such a quirk. “That’s so cool! Perfect for hostage negotiating or ending a villain fight before it even begins.” Shinso stared at Izuku as if he’d sprouted a second head, and Izuku realized Shinso probably didn’t get people reacting positively to his quirk that often. Izuku decided to make it extra clear he had no problems with the teen in that department. “I have a friend who has a possession quirk. It’s actually part of theirs that helps me heal faster. Lingering effect. Does yours have any odd effects like that?”
If anything, Shinso looked even more dumbfounded. “Not that I know of? I mean, it sorta helps with anxiety but…Wha—you…You really don’t care?”
Izuku started picking up their trash and putting the unused supplies back in the first aid kit as he hummed. “Nope. You seem like a chill guy. I’m guessing by that thing,” Izuku gestured toward the discarded muzzle. “That if you wanted to use your quirk on me you could have by now. Quirks like yours and my friend’s don’t deserve the bad rep they’ve gotten.”
Shinso grimaced. “Didn’t use to be so bad until Dictator.”
Izuku nodded in agreement. The puppeteer villain had made public opinion of control type quirks so much worse. “They put it on you?” Izuku asked, waving the first aid kit toward the bullies.
“No, that’s the fosters.”
Izuku bristled and pulled his burner phone out. He hung up the call to 119 that he’d frankly forgotten about and turned off the GPS before pulling up a blank text. “Give me your number real quick.”
Shinso did not give Izuku his number. He gave Izuku a deadpan stare.
Izuku sighed and explained, “I know someone who has a safehouse. They offered to take me in when they thought my folks were hurting me, and I can vouch for them. If things get bad or continue like this…you have options.”
Shinso studied Izuku’s face for a minute before giving his number. Izuku sent him a short text with Cheshire’s burner number and alias. Shinso pulled out his phone as it dinged.
“If you call or text her, be sure to tell her I sent you.” That done, he stood up—careful not to put much weight on his injured leg—and packed away his kit. After a moment’s thought, he picked up the shard of glass with his blood on it too. Best not to leave any blood—with hints of slime—behind.
He stared at the shard in surprise when the smallest amount of green collected on the surface beside his thumb. Izuku felt a firm pressure; then the slime was back under his skin where it belonged. Huh. He couldn’t manipulate it at will—he’d already tried in the past—but the slime returned to him if Ekikyō wasn’t around. That was good to know. It seemed to have a much shorter range to draw from though.
Izuku shook his head and started limping away. He could analyze that once he got home. He’d have to skip the corner store today. The enhanced healing exhaustion was going to make getting home hard enough without adding detours. At least the train station wasn’t too far. If he was careful, he should be able to make it home without reopening anything or falling asleep. The sirens were fairly close now; so, Shinso shouldn’t have to wait long either.
Shinso called after him, “Hey, what’s your name?”
Oh, yeah. That might be helpful if he had to contact Cheshire. He’d been thinking about names ever since he’d written “Green” on Cross’s medical forms. If he wanted this whatever-it-was to last more than one or two encounters, he needed a better alias than that. He and Ekikyō had debated it off and on over the summer, and Izuku had never found something he liked.
Ringleader’s words from the beginning of the fight gave Izuku an idea, though. He turned to call back to his new friend, “It’s Naisho.” Maybe it was a bit childish, but the grin and snort the name got out of Shinso were worth it. Izuku was never going to be a hero, but at least he could still make people smile when he saved them.
Notes:
Anyway, Naisho is one of several Japanese words for "secret," but it is the one specifically used by kids or between close friends. I thought it was oddly appropriate given Izuku and Ekikyō's relationship.
If I just mention Dictator's name in passing, do I need to mark this fic as having manga spoilers? The problems of being a fanfic author...
Chapter 10: Realist
Summary:
“The pessimist complains about the wind; the optimist expects it to change; the realist adjusts the sails.” –William A. Ward
Chapter Text
Getting stabbed in the leg was exactly the incentive Izuku needed to start investigating getting his hands on some armor. Ideally, he’d just buy it, but he was semi-scrawny, still growing (hopefully), and didn’t have a contact in the underground smuggling circuit until Ekikyō was back in town. So, that left him with either cobbling together something himself or ordering bits and pieces from the internet and having to update his protective gear as he grew.
It took Izuku three hours of browsing motorcycle clothing websites for the right balance of armor versus flexibility to realize that he was picking out his vigilante costume. What he’d done the other day with Shinso was well, not technically vigilantism, but everyone else was going to peg it as vigilantism. He was (sort of) a vigilante. That fact left him breathless for a minute.
Almost of their own accord, Izuku’s fingers moved to pull up a web search on Japanese vigilantes. Pop Step, Crawler, Stendhal, and Knuckleduster were the most recent results. Izuku spent hours pouring over the information he could find on them, taking notes on tricks and gear they’d used. Learning parkour and acquiring some sort of climbing gear were quickly circled and underlined at the top of his list. Knives had a lot of utility too, from cutting strips of fabric to make bandages, to freeing hostages or himself if trapped, to scaring off (or hurting but he really didn’t want to) aggressors, to potentially opening a wound for Ekikyō to quickly use their blood like they did in that one fight. He shied away from that last thought after a moment. Ekikyō didn’t want him to die, and being willing to proactively hurt himself seemed like a slippery slope.
With lingering disquiet, Izuku shifted his focus from that line of thought to his frustration that there wasn’t more information available on the Naruhata vigilantes. The media coverage of everything that happened in that city was spotty, sometimes not mentioning the vigilantes at all when another article covering the same event mentioned them being involved but gave few details. The only thing all outlets seemed to agree on was all of the vigilantes seeming to disappear a year or two ago. Izuku frowned in disappointment and kept digging, this time into the villain organization connected to those events.
He wasn’t planning to research them, but then he read exactly what “Instant Villains” were: people unwittingly dosed with Trigger. An hour of searching—learning about self-destructing test tube-grown villains, “Next Level Villains,” and the Sky Egg Incident—left Izuku with more questions than answers and mounting unease. (The Villain Factory had been thoroughly dismantled years ago; so, where had the Trigger at Ekikyō’s friend’s party come from?)
He only worried more when he checked for other recent Trigger cases. They were spotty, happening in clusters of less than ten, then nothing for several months before the next cluster in a completely different prefecture, sometimes jumping islands. Most of the press releases about the cases explained the Trigger away as small batches smuggled in from out of country. If Izuku wasn’t so paranoid, he might have written them off too. But that part of his mind that always looked over his shoulder expecting to see his classmates chasing him had him searching the victims’ names next, already suspecting the worst. One or two from each batch went “missing” in the span of months between Trigger cases. But unlike Naruhata, none of these had turned back up.
He only came up for air when his stomach growled loudly, jolting him free of his anxiety-inducing research spiral. Izuku glanced at the time on his laptop and closed out his tabs. He’d lost track of time; he’d missed his usual dinner time and was supposed to be on his evening run right now. He sighed and stretched his arms over his head, pleased to note his newest scar wasn’t as tight and stiff as he’d feared it would be. After a moment’s debate, he decided to run first then grab some food on the way home. His mom was working late again, and he didn’t feel like cooking.
Thanks to a heatwave, it was still unbearably hot despite the late hour. So, Izuku took advantage of his mom’s absence and changed into a tank top and shorts before heading out. He carefully avoided the area he’d run into Kacchan. Izuku’s scars twinged thinking about him, and Izuku pushed himself to run a bit faster, ignoring the occasional pang from his half-healed stab wound. (The shallow cut on his side had finished healing overnight.)
He didn’t slow until he reached Dagobah Beach, where he reduced his pace to a jog. The stretches of sand between trash mounds had grown steadily until only the largest items remained. The refrigerator, a cluster of washing machines, half of an industrial stove, the rusted chassis of some vehicle, a tractor tire wider than Izuku was tall, and a few unidentifiable chunks of twisted metal. Izuku eyed the trash, knowing he and Ekikyō were going to finally finish the beach next time they hung out. Izuku was tempted to move the items himself, but if something went wrong, it was better to have a spotter on hand.
Izuku nodded to himself and turned off of the coastal sidewalk to make his way back into the city and loop toward home. He was just debating whether he felt like negima yakitori or oyakodon when he felt a slight tug throughout his body. Izuku paused for a moment to orient himself. A second tug had him smiling and changing course for a small, overgrown park. The neglected trees and bushes provided just enough cover to hide both himself and Ekikyō from passersby.
Izuku shoved his way through springy branches to stumble into the cramped clearing Ekikyō was hiding in. “Hey, Ekikyō,” Izuku whispered as he sat on the ground beside his friend. “Didn’t expect to see you back so soon.”
“Thought I’d get one last visit in before your school starts back up. Plus, I need to introduce you to the broker I found, but that can wait a few days. How’ve you been?” Ekikyō asked, eyeing Izuku’s exposed shoulders.
Izuku rarely wore tank tops for a reason. Both shoulders were a gnarled mess of scar tissue from burns both old and new, though the ugly handprint on his left shoulder was by far the worst. Izuku had a feeling Kacchan hadn’t accounted for Izuku’s lack of layers when he’d inflicted that one. At Aldera, he always had three layers of fabric between his skin and any burning hands.
Izuku shook the thought away and turned his head to inspect the healed burn himself. There was almost a faint green tinge to the scar tissue, but Izuku could never decide whether he was imagining it or not. He rolled his shoulder and met his friend’s concerned gaze with a sheepish grin. “It’s feeling a lot better, and I haven’t had any issues with it restricting my movement. How are things on your end?” He decided not to mention his newer injuries just yet.
Ekikyō grinned. “Business is good, and I had an idea for one last experiment we can run if you’re up for it.”
“Oh?”
“Yeah. So, I was thinking about my time limit before quirk withdrawal kicks in; then I realized we never checked if our weeklong stints affected that.”
Izuku sat up a bit straighter. Ekikyō was right! They totally should have checked that. How had Izuku missed it? If an extended possession allowed Ekikyō to go longer between possessions, that could give both of them more freedom. He ignored the pang he felt at the idea of seeing less of Ekikyō. There were more important things to focus on, like the fact that Izuku’s classes started in five days. If they did this now, Ekikyō was going to be stuck sitting in class with him for a few days. But if they didn’t do it now, there wasn’t another good chance for several months.
“I’m fine with a couple boring days if you are,” Ekikyō said, making Izuku realize he’d been mumbling. After blushing in embarrassment, Izuku agreed.
By now, possession was pretty mundane for Izuku, but already thinking on Ekikyō’s quirk, Izuku found himself paying attention to the feeling of slime worming its way through his muscles, veins, and organs, slowly sinking into bones and nerves, and filling all the spaces in between. He wondered not for the first time how Ekikyō’s quirk allowed for all that without damaging his host. Or maybe there was some injury inherent to the possession process, but the brief numbness and accelerated healing that came with the quirk compensated for it.
Izuku was still brainstorming when Ekikyō finished slipping inside and connected to his brain. “Woah, you’re thinking a mile a minute. Give a guy some warning.”
Izuku chuckled in the safety of their head. “Sorry…”
Ekikyō rolled their eyes and grinned. “I suppose I should be used to it by now. After all, my quirk is one of the best out there,” he crowed, puffing their chest out.
Izuku mentally shoved Ekikyō and stood them up. “No arguments here.”
They took exactly one step before Ekikyō stopped them. The slime in Izuku’s leg shifted around, then Ekikyō asked in bewilderment, “Kid, how the fuck did you get a piece of glass buried in your calf?”
“There’s still a piece in there?” Izuku asked before catching himself. “I mean, hehe I have no idea? That’s so weird…”
Ekikyō sent him an impression of a very unimpressed face as he sat their body back down and turned their leg to look at the half-healed wound. “Uh-huh. Sure. Give me a minute to work it out; then we’ll get back to whatever fights you’ve been picking.”
Izuku sputtered but couldn’t come up with a satisfactory excuse. So, he settled back and watched Ekikyō work as his friend muttered something about ungodly pain tolerances. Izuku could feel the slime shifting around under his skin before the area numbed. He pushed down his queasiness at the sight of the closed skin of his leg reopening. Their black blood oozed from the wound, pushing a small shard of brown bottle glass out to fall onto the grass. Ekikyō picked up the shard as their blood retreated and the wound resealed itself with a thin line of black.
A wordless question brushed against Izuku’s mind, and Izuku pulled up the memory of the fight, replaying it in as much detail as he could. Memory sharing was still difficult, but they’d discovered it was easier if the person who’d lived it willingly replayed the memory rather than just trying to shove the knowledge at their counterpart. Izuku could usually manage one or two before getting a headache, but even one was mentally taxing.
The tiring part came from Ekikyō pressing closer in his mind to get a better feel for the memory. Instead of feeling like they were sitting side by side—separate and distinct—they almost completely overlapped. Ekikyō was him, and he was Ekikyō. It wasn’t exactly uncomfortable, and it was the most efficient method of memory sharing they had. But Izuku disliked the disorientation and eroded mental walls that always came after. Izuku rubbed at their eyes as their minds sifted back apart. He really wanted a nap.
“Dinner first, then we can sleep,” Ekikyō said as they stood back up and started walking toward the closest takeout restaurant. After a few minutes of companionable silence, he added, “Nice takedown of that stone transformation thug, and your intimidation tactics weren’t half bad either. You need to get better at gauging threats though. Unknowns are dangerous. If you’d hit the leader first, I think you might have made it out unscathed. That guy was an unlucky matchup.”
“I know. I was actually looking at ordering some gear earlier. To protect me if I run into a person like that again. I’ll show you once we get home.”
Izuku happily rambled about his research into protective gear and vigilantism while they waited for their triple order of food to be ready. Unfortunately, Ekikyō couldn’t offer any insight into where the Trigger he’d been exposed to had come from. The man was appropriately freaked out when he heard about how some Instant Villain victims had later been kidnapped and turned into Next Level Villains and how there was a suspiciously similar pattern happening again.
“Don’t worry about me, kid. Low profile is my middle name. Especially since we started doing this.” The slime under their skin shifted minutely, and Izuku grinned. The sensation had grown more comfortable over their months of shared time. “It’s nice not leaving victims behind everywhere I go anymore. If someone was trying to find me, they’ll have had a hard time following my trail the last eight months.”
“That’s good. I’d be pretty worried if you just up and vanished,” Izuku admitted.
Something warm flowed through their connection, and Ekikyō grumbled something about Izuku being unbearably sappy. They were distracted then by their to-go order being finished. Neither said anything else until they were halfway home. “So, Naisho, huh?”
Izuku blushed a little. “It was a spur of the moment decision! And besides, it fits, doesn’t it?”
“Yeah, I guess it does,” Ekikyō said reluctantly and not at all fondly.
The rest of the evening was spent eating, staying off their healing leg, and going over vigilante suit options. Ekikyō had the brilliant suggestion of painting his motorcycle gear after ordering it or finding a contact in the underground with a color change quirk to make it harder to track back to Izuku. He also recommended waiting to order the suit until talking to Giran. Ekikyō wasn’t sure what sort of supplies the broker might be able to get ahold of.
Oh yeah, Giran was the broker Ekikyō had hired to look for local trainers. The guy wanted to meet Izuku in person and check the quality of his “payments” before finalizing the deal though. Hence Ekikyō’s early return. Izuku was fine with paying in analysis again, though he was a bit leery of giving analysis of heroes to a man known to associate with villains. Ekikyō and him…didn’t quite argue, but they debated Izuku’s stance for the better part of a day, even while they were walking to their meeting with said broker.
“I’m just saying, you should play it as having a minor analysis quirk that requires seeing the subject and their quirk in person and being able to ask questions. That’ll cover most of your bases if you really can’t stomach the possibility of one of those show ponies getting hurt.”
Izuku made a face as he adjusted his hoodie and mask. “You know not all heroes are like that.”
“Enough of them are.” A mental image of All Might and Izuku standing on a roof was pressed into Izuku’s mind, followed by an image of the casualty report from Endeavor’s last villain apprehension.
Izuku wilted a little under his friend’s points. “All Might hurting me doesn’t mean he’s a bad hero. Everyone does that.” Izuku ignored Ekikyō growl and the wash of disagreement and protectiveness that came with it. “Endeavor you’re right about though. That guy almost endangers more civilians than the villains he fights.” Izuku tried not to think about the article he’d found on Endeavor’s brief stint in Naruhata or how he turned an entire street into a fiery vortex all in an attempt to “stop” one villain. He almost killed a vigilante in the process. Or two. The article hadn’t been terribly clear on that point, only that Endeavor had stood down when Midnight incapacitated the villain before him.
They only stopped bickering when their destination came into view. The hole in the wall Café Lóng didn’t scream “place to hold illegal deals,” but what did Izuku know? Stepping inside, the duo looked around before Ekikyō spotted their man sitting in a corner booth smoking a cigarette.
Izuku wrinkled his nose at the sight, but Ekikyō smoothed the reaction away. “You going to go over there or what, Green?”
Izuku nodded subtly. Green. Right. Because Ekikyō hadn’t known about Izuku’s new name when he talked to Giran, he’d mentioned his friend as Green. At least that firmly kept his vigilante self separate from his quirk analysis dealer self, right?
“Oh, and don’t mention you’re quirkless. Like at all.” Izuku froze before Ekikyō got them walking again a split second later. “Not that he cares, but someone in the area’s expressed interest in ‘acquiring’ a quirkless person—the younger the better—and the buyer’s on his client list.”
Izuku felt the blood drain from his face. “Then why on earth are we meeting him?!”
“Because he’s the best at what he does…and he only mentioned the quirkless thing after I’d already set up this meeting. Backing out then would have been suspicious as hell. If anyone asks about your quirk, play it off as analysis or just chew them out and say it’s none of their business.”
Izuku swallowed and sent an impression of a nod to his copilot. He could do this. He needed a new trainer and support gear. He had to do this. Izuku took a deep breath and carefully schooled his expression into something unconcerned and confident. Ekikyō made one or two minor adjustments as they continued to approach the booth. His friend’s unspoken approval of his improved acting made the confidence less feigned.
Stopping in front of the corner booth, Izuku cleared his throat. “Giran, I presume?”
The silver-haired man leaned back in his chair, looking him up and down over his glasses. Izuku returned the favor, wondering at the man’s odd choice of formal wear. A purple suit? Really? He thought someone in the underworld would go for a less conspicuous outfit. After a few moments pink eyes caught on Izuku’s green. Giran smiled around his cigarette and gave a small bow from his seat. “Green?”
Izuku gave a short bow of his own and sat on the bench across from the man. Giran leaned forward to rest his elbows on the table and steepled his fingers. “So, Green, I hear you’re looking to learn to fight.”
Having already decided with Ekikyō what to tell the man, Izuku pulled his hoodie and shirt just far enough to expose the edge of one the older burn scars on his right shoulder. Once the sly man’s eyes registered the mark, Izuku let the fabric fall back into place. “I’m tired of being a punching bag for others. I want to be able to do more than run or sit there and take it.”
Giran hummed and tapped some ash from the end of his cigarette. “There are a lot of places you can learn self-defense legally.”
Izuku shook their head. “Those only teach so much. Legally, I’m supposed to be a good victim and wait for a hero or cop to save me. But not all men are created equal; not everyone gets saved,” he said, voice dropping to a whisper. Ekikyō mentally nudged him, reminding Izuku that he was there.
“And you’re done waiting for a savior,” Giran concluded, exhaling a puff of smoke.
Izuku swallowed and met Giran’s eyes with steely resolve. The broker had bought it. The best lies had some truth in them, after all. Some part of Izuku taunted him, saying there hadn’t been any lie in the first place. Izuku shoved that part down with his nightmares. “I’m being realistic.”
“Alright, kid. I’ll put a word out. Might even know a person or two willing to play teacher. Are you good for it though?”
That was Izuku’s cue to pull a pocket notebook from his hoodie. After much debate over morals and ethics, Izuku and Ekikyō had settled on giving Giran a copy of Izuku’s analysis of a local repeat villain. He wasn’t terribly dangerous due to his strictly sticking to thefts and his tendency to commit crimes along very powerful heroes’ patrol routes, but he had evaded capture five times and counting. Spring Step—both the alias of the man and the name of his quirk—could make incredible leaps and always land safely on his feet, provided he could visualize his landing location. Why the man never tried utilizing it in combat, Izuku couldn’t fathom, but his escapes were quite entertaining to watch.
Izuku passed the notebook across the table and said, “I had the pleasure of witnessing one of his chases a few weeks ago. Wonderful quirk, though poorly utilized.”
Giran thumbed through the pages, one eyebrow rising as he read. “Not bad, kid. Do you take requests?” the broker asked, eyeing Izuku more seriously.
Izuku stiffened a bit before Ekikyō eased the tension from his muscles. Right, he wasn’t alone. He could do this. “There are some limitations on my analysis,” Izuku said, glancing away. He didn’t outright lie and claim his analysis was a quirk, but if someone assumed that from his wording, that was on them. “I do my best work if I can see someone’s quirk use in person, and if I can ask them questions, I can go even further.”
Giran’s eyes grew distant in thought. “Interesting…” Finally, he nodded. “I can work with that. You got a burner?”
Izuku nodded and rattled off his burner phone’s number.
Giran grinned as he entered the contact in his phone. A buzz in Izuku’s pocket told him he had a new number to add to his as well. “Good. Meet me here same day, same time next week unless I text you otherwise. I’ll have someone to train you and someone for you to analyze.”
Izuku recognized the dismissal and stood. As he turned to walk away, Giran said, “Looking forward to doing business with you.” Izuku glanced back to see the grin on the older man’s face. There was something predatory to it. Izuku and Ekikyō smiled back in kind, feeling shared satisfaction at the momentary surprise in Giran’s eyes. The broker chuckled and shook his head, muttering, “Where did you even find this kid, Sludge?”
Chapter 11: Good Intentions
Summary:
“There’s a road to hell that is paved with good intentions, but it’s a long route. The quicker path is paved with the kind of ignorance that clever men who just don’t want to know are best at.” –Mark Lawrence
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The rest of their stint together went well. They finished clearing the beach and basked in the sense of accomplishment the stretch of spotless sand gave them. It didn’t hurt that they were able to heft that stupid refrigerator into a dumpster with their combined strength either. They also ordered Izuku’s soon-to-be vigilante gear, or well, the under layer of it. He’d settled on a set of motorcycle short-sleeved shirt and shorts (both armored and ordered a size larger than needed to allow for adjustment as he grew or whenever Ekikyō was visiting), red reflective googles (to match his shoes), and a waterproofed, dark grey camouflage hoodie (because rainy season was kicking into full swing). He could wear pants over the shorts when it was cold, and he already had knee and elbow pads.
Then there was school. It was exactly as Izuku expected, but at least Kacchan was back to ignoring his existence. Things were okay until Izuku and Ekikyō’s last day together. They ended up unintentionally pushing to eight and a half days, because Izuku’s bullies were feeling particularly persistent and chased them halfway across the city before finally getting lost. The pair had wound up in the better part of town, where heroes patrolled heavily and the parks were too well-kept. Izuku didn’t want to risk Ekikyō being found if they simply split up in an alley.
By the time he and Ekikyō made it back to their favorite park, Izuku’s body itched, his skin and chest felt too tight, and a headache had set in. Ekikyō had been abnormally quiet too, focusing on maintaining his quirk. The second they were out of sight, slime began to ooze from Izuku’s pores and tear ducts in a hurried attempt to relieve some of the discomfort they were both feeling. It helped a little, but Izuku still staggered to his knees as soon as they reached the clearing beside the stagnant pond. He made an attempt at a deep breath and held it as Ekikyō got to work de-possessing him as quickly as safely possible.
Unlike previous times, Ekikyō continued to push slime out through Izuku’s pores in addition to his usual exit. It sped things up marginally, but they were both a bit desperate by that point. Every little bit helped. Afterward, the two sat beside each other and regained their breath.
Izuku rubbed his hands over his arms as he squinted light-sensitive eyes. His skin felt a little tender, but he was unharmed as far as he could tell. Izuku laughed tiredly and leaned sideways against Ekikyō, sinking in a few centimeters before the man solidified enough to hold his weight. “Let’s not do that again.”
Ekikyō rolled his eyes. “We wouldn’t have had to do it this time if you’d just let me beat them up for you.”
Izuku shook his head. “I don’t want to get suspended. It’s only a few more months. I’ll be fine.”
Ekikyō leaned in, pushing Izuku slightly more upright. “You’d better be. If anyone hurts you like that again…” Ekikyō poked his scarred shoulder. Izuku only knew due to the slime in his blood responding to the movement. Feeling hadn’t returned to the handprint scar despite healing. “I will have words with them.”
Ignoring the probable euphemism for murder, Izuku looked up at his friend. “Guess I’d better work on my sprinting and endurance running then.” Ekikyō shoved him harder, making Izuku laugh in surprise as he sprawled on the grass.
It was funny how having a friend made his life more bearable.
Izuku clung to that thought as he looked through the brochures on his desk when he got home. With everything else going on, he’d almost forgotten that entrance exam sign-ups were closing next week. He couldn’t be a hero, but what could he be? As he stared at the papers for a half dozen schools around their area, his thoughts kept returning to UA. Despite his resolve, Izuku pulled up the school’s website on his laptop. He scrolled through the course descriptions, frowning. He knew he’d seen something in here about analysis last time he looked, but for the life of him, he couldn’t find it now.
Huffing in frustration, he finally clicked on the link with the school’s contact information. He debated who to email with his question. Yeah, there was the administrative office where students were supposed to send application questions, but Izuku’s mind wandered to the office staff at Aldera and how often they “lost” his paperwork or ignored his questions. Maybe he was better off emailing one of the teachers? Since they didn’t have access to his application unless he was accepted, they had no way of knowing he was quirkless to blow him off. That sounded like a plan. Now he needed to pick a teacher. Someone in the Support or Business departments seemed a good choice, since the analytics track likely fell under one of the two.
Scrolling down the page—past all of the heroics teachers—Izuku’s eyes fell on Power Loader, the head of the Support department. If anyone, he should know. Izuku quickly composed his email and hit “send” before he could second guess himself.
The anxiety hit a few hours later when his mom asked him how his day had been. He had just emailed a hero at their work email! What was he thinking?! Power Loader had to be so busy with teaching and Support work and his disaster/villain attack relief work. He was one of the heroes to call if there was a building collapse, an earthquake, or a landslide. Rather than having to wait for a path to be cleared for the heavy machinery to arrive on-scene to dig people out, he could do it himself once rescuers located them. He rarely if ever fought villains, but that was fine by Izuku. He thought victim rescue was more important than villain arrest too.
He mentally berated himself for bothering a (good) hero the rest of the night. The anxiety didn’t fully leave him until the next evening when he got a response to his email. Surprisingly, it wasn’t from Power Loader. No, it was from Principal Nezu, which had the potential to be infinitely worse. Izuku stared at the email in disbelief and trepidation for a solid ten minutes before his mother called him for dinner. He flinched at the sudden noise, accidentally clicking on the email. He called back that he’d be right there before looking at the opened message. Izuku’s anxiety drained away as he saw that Nezu had simply answered his question, not preemptively expelled him.
“Greetings, Mr. Midoriya!
Power Loader forwarded your email to me, as I handle the applicants who show an interest in analytics. There have only been a handful of candidates in the last few years, and the track is not highly publicized. So, I can understand your confusion as to which course exam to register for. The truth is, this track takes courses from both Support and Business, as well as a few extras that aren’t in any other track.
If you could bring a few samples of your work on the exam day—a portfolio, if you will—I’ll get the paperwork straightened out. Your modified test will be with the proctors in the General Education exam hall on the day of the entrance exams so as to avoid interfering with your practical. Simply deliver your portfolio to Cementoss and tell him who you are before the tests are handed out, and he’ll see to it you get the right one. I look forward to seeing your mind at work.
Am I bear, a mouse, or a dog?
-Principal Nezu”
Izuku stared at the email until his mom called him a second time, at which point he fled his room, wondering what alternate universe he’d stepped into to have the principal of UA looking forward to reading his analyses. After dinner, he managed to compose a brief email thanking the principal for his time. It wasn’t until he was about to fall asleep that he wondered what the principal meant about a “practical.”
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The next time Izuku stepped inside Café Lóng, he was alone, but decked out in his new armor (which only vaguely smelled of spray paint) underneath a Fat Gum hoodie and jeans, mask, beanie, and his padded fingerless gloves. After a bit of thought, he’d decided he wanted to deal with Giran as little as possible and decided to order the gear independently, even if it did eat up most of the funds from selling his All Might merch.
But he felt a sense of accomplishment wearing it. Even if he was dying a little from how warm wearing that much gear was. He decided it was worth it when Giran stood from a table this time rather than a booth to greet him like an old friend. He slapped a hand down on Izuku’s shoulder, raising an eyebrow when he felt the armored panels through the hoodie. Without missing a beat, the broker introduced him to the other man sitting at the table, “Here’s the analyst of the hour! Green, this is my associate, Cider.”
“Cider” had messy white hair, cold grey eyes, and wore a respirator. He did not look impressed with Izuku. “Giran, that is a kid. An actual child. What do you take me for?” The man slammed a fist on the table, and the cup of tea sitting before him started bubbling.
Izuku called up his confident mask and said, “And age dictates what exactly? In the era of quirks, a four-year-old could level an entire shopping center, or they could be a genius.”
Cider eyed Izuku critically before snorting. “Let’s just get this over with. I’ve wasted enough time here.”
Giran motioned for Izuku to sit across from Cider while he took a seat between them. After a moment’s thought, Izuku asked, “You have a hydrokinesis quirk?”
Cider’s eyes shot back to Izuku from where they’d been wandering the restaurant.
Izuku took his silence as permission to continue, though the narrow-eyed gaze unnerved him slightly. “Your d-drink started bubbling when you lost your temper, but there w-was no steam, indicating it wasn’t a true change in temperature. Carbonation, maybe? That’s an uncommon quirk and one that would likely be overlooked as weak by peers. Does it apply to any liquid or specific ones only?” Izuku cut himself off there rather than ramble.
Giran was smiling like a cat that had gotten into the cream, and Cider was giving Izuku a more open, considering look than before. Most of the hostility had faded from his voice when he responded, “The carbonation’s more a side effect of my quirk than the direct application. My control’s best with water, but thin solutions—like tea—aren’t too difficult to manage. I can pull water from the atmosphere as needed, but any liquid I control froths and bubbles.” He pulled moisture from the air to form a small sphere of carbonated water hovering over his hand. The shape was rough and fluctuated due to the bubbling, but when he floated it around the table, it seemed more stable, only losing its shape again when he stopped it before dispersing it back into the air.
Izuku pulled a pocket notebook (he’d bought a whole pack of them after his last meeting with Giran) from his hoodie and started writing as Cider talked. “Fascinating. It appears there’s an element of kinetic energy manipulation at play, given the increased stability with movement. Usually, it’s the opposite for matter manipulation quirks. But if your control improves while your water is in motion the possibilities are…” Izuku shook himself. “So…uh, what exactly do you want out of this meeting?”
Cider leaned back in his chair and crossed his arms loosely over his chest. “I’ve got pretty decent control and aim, but I could use more mobility, something for evasion.”
Izuku nodded, already scribbling down ideas. “A fight avoided is a fight you can’t lose,” he said absently. “What speeds can you get with your quirk, and what’s your range?”
“My range is maybe half a block? Not sure on its top speed.”
Izuku frowned and chewed on his lip, since he couldn’t chew on his pen through his mask. The range should be fine, but…Izuku turned to Giran and asked, “Does the alley out back extend the whole length of the block?”
Giran’s eyebrows rose a bit as he answered, “Yeah, why?”
Izuku stood, barely containing his excitement. “I have an idea, but I need to know if your quirk is fast enough for it. You up for an experiment?”
Cider and Giran exchanged a confused glance before they stood too. Giran led the way to a back entrance, exchanging a quick greeting with the chef in what sounded like Mandarin. When they stepped into the narrow alley, Izuku checked both ways, grinned when he realized that the alley did stretch whole block. Quickly estimating the midpoint of the block, Izuku motioned Cider down toward one end. “Go stand at the end of the alley. When I say go, launch a water ball this way as fast as you can. I’ll time it,” he said, holding up his burner phone with a stopwatch app open.
Cider shrugged and went along with it. Once he was in place, Izuku raised his arm and dropped it, hitting the start button on his timer. Izuku watched the ball of carbonated water fly towards him in a perfectly straight line. The instant the water passed in front of his face, Izuku stopped the timer. “Hm, 13.7 seconds…Convert to hours and factor in city block size…” He swapped over to the calculator on his phone. “Ah! Roughly 40 kilometers per hour. That’s incredible!”
“How’d you get that?” Izuku jumped and just stopped himself from making a very undignified noise. He’d been so focused on his calculations he didn’t see Giran and Cider walk up to stand beside him.
“O-oh. It wasn’t too hard. Since this part of town’s newer, that means it was built with the 305-meter city block standard instead of the older 352-meter. With the time it took your quirk to travel half of that, it was a pretty simple conversion.”
“You just walk around knowing all that?”
“I like math?” Well, actually, Izuku liked to calculate the top speed of heroes from their televised fights for his notes, but they didn’t need to know that. He was trying not to draw attention to how much he knew about heroes.
Cider shook his head and muttered, “Damn intelligence quirks.”
Izuku tilted his head, unsure if he should be offended or not. “Um…we can head back inside now? I have an answer for your mobility problem. Provided your sense of balance is good and depending on how well you can multitask.”
Once they were settled back around the table, Cider prompted Izuku to continue. Izuku barely contained his excitement as he asked, “Do you know how to surf?”
Cider’s eyebrows drew inward in confusion for a moment before realization struck. “Oh!”
Izuku couldn’t help but beam. “Exactly! You could ride and control a wave with your quirk. Even overland if you can pull enough water for it. You’d need to practice with sharp turns and sudden stops, but those are standard drawbacks for any type of speed quirk.” Izuku finished the last line he’s been writing before holding the notebook out to Cider.
Cider started to smile too as he took it before catching himself and settling on a smirk instead. “Guess I'd better start looking into lessons. Not bad, Green. Gotta say, I never thought of moving myself with my quirk.” Turning to the broker, the white-haired man handed over a stack of yen. “Pleasure as always, Giran. You’ll let me know when my gauntlets come in?”
Gauntlets?
Giran tucked the cash inside his suit jacket and smiled. “Of course. I’ll update my supplier on the specifics of your quirk. And do tell your coworkers about our little analyst if they’re ever in need of assistance.”
Izuku’s good mood took a nosedive as he watched the broker and villain exchange farewells. Cider was a villain. Why else order gauntlets that worked with his quirk? Quirk support gear was illegal unless you had a hero license, and if Cider had a hero license, he had access to far better analysts than Izuku. Izuku had just helped a villain.
Of course, he’d known what working with a broker would entail on some level prior to this, and what had he expected with the limitations he’d given Giran for his fake quirk? It just hadn’t sunk in that he’d be doing quirk analysis for villains.
Cider snapped Izuku out of his shock by offering him a fist bump. Izuku hesitantly returned the gesture, unable to find words until after the white-haired man exited the restaurant. Part of Izuku desperately hoped Cider wasn’t going to use his analysis to commit a crime, but Izuku had a feeling that hope was futile. He took a steadying breath and turned to Giran. If he was going to have to deal with a moral crisis, he intended it to at least be worth the trouble. “I held up my end of the deal. It’s your turn to deliver.”
Giran smiled that predatory smile again, and Izuku narrowed his eyes at him. Giran snapped his fingers and motioned for someone to join them without breaking eye contact with Izuku. “Green, The Ripper. Ripper, Green. I’ll let you two come to an agreement on your own. I only arranged the meeting. See ya around, Green.”
Izuku resisted the very Ekikyō urge to snarl at the broker as he walked out the front door. He’d have to be very careful with his wording in future dealings with that man. Then he turned his attention to the armored man standing before him. Izuku wasn’t sure where he’d been hiding before now, but Izuku almost wished he’d go back. The Ripper was decked out in similar gear to Izuku, though more professional-grade, and his face was completely covered by a respirator and goggles. A bandana held his greying black hair back from his face, and a sheath for a large knife hung from his belt. Izuku could just make out the outline of an armored vest through the man’s shirt before he dropped into the chair across from Izuku.
“So…What’s a smart kid like you doing out here looking for trouble?”
Izuku swallowed, suddenly nervous under the extremely well-muscled man’s scrutiny “I-if I don’t go looking it finds me anyway.” He rubbed at a fresh bruise on his forearm. One of his bullies had caught him at lunch yesterday. “I’m tired of constantly waiting for the next blow to fall…” On Izuku or on others. Izuku ignored how the more he recited that lie, the less it felt like a lie.
The man hummed, a deep gravelly thing. “Say I teach you to fight. What’ll you do with it?”
Izuku cocked his head. Why did The Ripper want to know? “I’ll defend myself and others if need be.”
“Almost sounds like a vigilante.”
Izuku tensed and eyed the two exits. “Is that a problem?”
The Ripper laughed and set his elbows on the table to lean closer. “Not at all, kid. And call me Ciupan Seikyun. We’ll be seeing a lot of each other.”
Izuku’s lips twitched. “Nice to meet you, Ciupan-sensei. My name’s Naisho. I’ll be in your care.”
Notes:
Three guesses who the cameo(s) this chapter are. I'll update the fic tags to include the pertinent tags next week.
Also, I'm tentatively and unofficially doing NaNoWriMo. So far I'm sitting at 14, 789 before today's writing. (And all of that's been in RH so far...) Wish me luck, and good luck to any of you also writing your brains out this month. o7
Chapter 12: Trust Less
Summary:
“Pain changes people. It makes them trust less, overthink more, and shut people out.” –unknown
Chapter Text
Ciupan Seikyun, upon some investigation online, was also called Hyper Quadfist in the Chinese underground. Izuku wondered how a Chinese vigilante(?) had wound up here and spoke such good Japanese. And where Giran had found him. Did the broker know that The Ripper was a Chinese vigilante? Izuku doubted it, and the broker wasn’t going to hear it from him. No way was Izuku about to compromise his chance to learn from an actual veteran vigilante.
Ciupan-sensei was a demanding mentor, but Izuku appreciated his no-nonsense attitude and his realism. Because Izuku couldn’t get any of his injuries past the man if he tried. Where Mamoru stopped their training if (he noticed) Izuku was hurt, Ciupan checked his bandages then got right back to drilling Izuku on hand-to-hand or dodging or the beginnings of knifework. If Izuku had to heal each time he was hurt before continuing, he’d have never gotten past their first lesson.
Ciupan also didn’t call things off when Izuku flinched or panicked in training. Their spars kept right on going, though Izuku was pretty sure the man pulled his punches more when Izuku was in the middle of an episode. Izuku honestly wasn’t sure if he preferred Ciupan’s or Mamoru’s approach on that one.
Izuku started to settle into the routine of training with his new sensei every other evening. They met up at an abandoned apartment complex Ciupan had picked for a training ground. With how often they met, Izuku really should have expected the man to notice certain things.
“Naisho, what’s up with the bruise on your neck?”
Izuku raised a hand to cover the fist-sized mark. He’d only gotten it the day before, but he knew it was already edging from blue toward green. “I-I injured myself on the way home from training night before last?”
Izuku cringed. That had to be one of the worst lies he’d ever told. Izuku couldn’t see Ciupan-sensei’s face, but he could feel the lack of belief radiating off him. Izuku braced for disapproval, a scolding, being called a liar or any of the other number of names he’d had to answer to in the past.
He didn’t expect the man’s steady, neutral tone. “Kid, do you have a regeneration quirk? Cause if so, I need to be training you differently.”
The topic of quirks was an interesting one with them. There was an unspoken agreement not to ask about the other’s quirk. Izuku had plenty of theories, but this was the first time Ciupan had actually broached the topic. Izuku dared to meet where Ciupan’s eyes should be behind his goggles. In his bewilderment, he answered truthfully, “No, the fast healing’s a side-effect of my friend’s quirk. Does drain my energy though.”
“Huh. Never heard of a lingering effect like that. Some type of healing quirk?”
“Nah, possession. The healing benefit’s even faster when they’re actually here,” Izuku said, tapping his sternum. “But it lasts for a few weeks after we split.”
There was a sudden tension in the air. Izuku tried to ignore it as he returned to his post-spar stretches. Crap, did Ciupan have something against control quirks? Why did Izuku have to go and run his mouth?
“Someone used a possession quirk on you?” There was concern in the man’s voice.
That…wasn’t quite the response Izuku was expecting. But it was close enough. He sighed. “It’s consensual if that’s what you’re worried about. They’re my best friend, and they get withdrawal if they don’t use it every now and then. Of course, I’d help them out,” Izuku said defensively, narrowing his eyes at Ciupan-sensei.
His mentor held his hands up placatingly. “Alright. I get it. None of my business.”
Izuku eyed the older vigilante for another minute before changing the subject. “So, you think I’ll be ready for proper patrolling soon?”
Ciupan snorted. “No one’s ever ‘ready’ when they start. You learn on the job. But I gotta ask…why aren’t you in some hero school? From what I overheard of your meeting with Giran, you’re plenty smart enough. Why go vig—”
“I can’t be a hero,” Izuku got out around the huge lump in his throat. He cursed himself for still getting emotional about the fact. He was over it. He accepted it. So, why did it still hurt so much? “I…” He cleared his throat and blinked his eyes in vain attempt to dispel the building tears. “I’m sorry, sensei. I need to get going. I promised to make dinner tonight. See you Friday.” Izuku grabbed his duffle bag and sprinted from the apartment, ignoring Ciupan calling after him.
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Iwao pulled his mask off and ran a hand through his hair. “Damn it.” He hadn’t meant to upset the kid. He’d struck a big, fat nerve with that one. He was lucky Naisho said he’d be back on Friday. When he did, Iwao needed to be more careful. If he scared the kid off before he was trained, he was likely to get himself killed, accelerated healing or no.
Iwao’s stomach turned at the thought of the kid being subjected to a possession quirk. Sounded like a fairly invasive one too. Logically, he knew that not all control quirks were like Queen Bee’s, but it was hard not to remember the cold half of his bed at home or the missing eye and chronic migraines Tamao and Kazuho now dealt with. Iwao knew he wasn’t objective here, and Naisho knew it too now. Quirks, he must have come off as an asshole.
Iwao sighed and leaned back until his spine popped. “Guess it’s time to call backup then.” He pulled out his phone and entered a number from memory. After three rings the line picked up an inarticulate growl. “Evening, Eraserhead. I got someone I need you to keep an eye out for on your patrols soon.”
A tired sigh and the shuffle of cloth answered him. “Another vigilante protégé of yours?”
“Yeah, though this one doesn’t have a combat-applicable quirk. It might be some sort of analysis or intelligence though. Kid’s scary bright.”
“I’m sorry. Did you say a kid?” The man on the other end of the line sounded more awake now.
“Yes. Real youngin too. Can’t be out of school yet.”
“Fuck. Fine. I’ll keep an eye out. This kid have a name?”
“Naisho.”
Eraserhead made a sound that might have been a snort. “Are you serious?”
“Wish I wasn’t.” Iwao scratched at his chin—he needed to shave again—and grumbled. “I messed up. Don’t think the kid’ll trust me because of it, but he needs someone in his corner. He’s getting hurt by someone in his day life and might have a record that keeps him out of hero schools. That and quirk discrimination are sore topics, fair warning.”
“I am not a therapist,” the hero hissed.
“No, but you care about kids, and I don’t think this one’s had that in a long time.” After a pause, he added, “Better you than Giran.”
There was silence for a beat. “The information broker knows about him?”
“Kid went through Giran to find a trainer.”
“Fuck.”
Iwao couldn’t agree with that sentiment more.
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The next two weeks passed with an awkward tension between master and apprentice, and they didn’t talk about anything substantial outside of what was being taught. Sometimes they both fell silent, lost in their own thoughts.
For Izuku’s part, much of his thinking time was taken up with reviewing the hero patrol routes he’d been mapping. If he wanted to be a real vigilante with a regular patrol and everything, he needed to know who else was out there and where and when. There were surprisingly few heroes active in Musutafu once the sun set, barring the entertainment district.
Between hero sightings and overnight arrest reports on the morning news, Izuku was fairly confident he had a rough patrol route planned that should keep him from running into any heroes or gangs, but keep him close enough to get a hero to his location quickly if there was something he couldn’t handle. He wasn’t about to go picking a fight with any groups, and he’d really prefer not fighting anyone else with a dangerous ranged quirk for a while. He didn’t want to think about what Ekikyō would do if Izuku got himself seriously hurt. Probably march him off to Cross, and then he’d be scolded by three out of four of his friends. He was sure Mamoru would scold him too if he ever came back out of the woodwork. And then there was trying to hide a major injury from his mom…
After a depressingly short amount of time thinking about that potential problem, Izuku decided it wasn’t much of one. He’d had years of practice hiding injuries at this point. (He did wonder how his mom never picked up on the smell of burnt hair and skin or noticed how often Izuku needed new uniform shirts or how often they had to restock on bandages, burn cream, and white vinegar.) It was even easier to hide wounds now with how Ekikyō’s slime sealed any injuries within minutes, limiting how much blood soaked into his clothes.
By the beginning of the third week, Izuku began to grow restless. The fact Giran had gotten in his grappling hooks and knife the night before didn’t help. (Izuku decided against ordering those himself with how incriminating they’d be.) He’d paid for them with an analysis of some street villain with an electrical interference quirk. That had been an interesting one. Adjusting the frequency his quirk operated at, he could even interrupt radio and cell signals. If he learned Morse code, he could use his quirk to communicate at range like Mandalay!
Izuku shook his head and tightened the straps on his armored shirt. That was one of the cooler quirks he’d seen in a while, and Giran’s eagerness for his analysis of the quirk was a touch concerning, but he needed to focus. He was going out tonight. It was a Friday night, and Izuku wanted to get the lay of the land, confirm whether or not his hero patrol deductions were right. If he found trouble on the way? He’d figure out some way to deal with it himself, or he’d call for heroes or police.
He pulled on his waterproofed hoodie then secured his beanie and hood. Goggles and smaller supplies were next on the list. He packed his hoodie pockets full of first aid supplies and his cell phone. Last but not least, he strapped on the hip holster with his knife and the belt pouch for his grappling hooks. The strap placement for the holster was odd, and he felt a little unbalanced. But that’s what tonight was about: testing things out and getting used to his gear and route.
After double-checking that he had everything secured and that his mom was asleep, he headed out. It was quiet, which really, Izuku should have expected given that it was 11 p.m. It was beginning to mist as well. Izuku kinda regretted wearing jeans over his armored shorts now. Those were going to chaff once they soaked up enough water. Maybe he should order a pair of waterproofed pants? His feet were still going to be soaked no matter what he did. Quirkless shoes were hard to come by. Things like rain boots or combat boots were impossible, and they were the one thing he couldn’t ask Giran for help locating. Maybe somewhere out there was a Best Jeanist equivalent of a cobbler that he could make a custom order through? Or maybe he could find someone with a waterproofing quirk to treat his normal shoes? Was that a thing? That sounded incredibly useful.
With the dreary weather, the night was pretty dead, but Izuku got to map out several alleyways, broken fences, hidey holes, and potentially useful fire escapes. Ciupan-sensei hadn’t gotten around to teaching him parkour yet, but Izuku climbed a few of the easily accessible escapes to check just how noisy they were and what sort of view their buildings offered. With the wind picking up, anyone who heard him tonight was going to write it off. He took notes in a pocket notebook as he went.
He did the same the next night, exploring another section of his planned route. However, the weather was better the second night, and he ran into a problem fairly early on. Or well, a problem ran into him? He was minding his own business trying to convince a cat with plastic twine tangled around her neck and front leg to come out from under a dumpster so he could help. And what happened? Some jerk in a ski mask and bulky coat decided to drag another man into the same alley for a mugging. A blind alley.
They didn’t even notice he was there. So, Izuku took the opportunity to observe the mugger and try to identify their quirk. Izuku’s question was answered when an extra set of arms unfolded from inside the coat. Heteromorph, then, and rather built at that. Izuku wasn’t confident he could take the guy down. (He ignored Ciupan-sensei’s voice in his head telling him how exactly to use his knife to disable him. He didn’t want to stab someone. The knife was meant to be for utility!)
Welp, phone call it was. Izuku quietly slipped further behind the dumpster and unlocked his phone. Thankfully, the mugger and victim—who appeared to be drunk enough to think arguing with the 100 kg mound of muscle and four arms was a good idea—were yelling loudly enough that they didn’t hear his whispered conversation with the 119 operator. Izuku’s hands shook a little and his heart pounded in his ears as he recalled the last time he’d made a call like this.
He half-listened to the operator (who was trying to keep him calm and reassured) and half-followed the argument between the mugger and muggee. Why the mugger had let himself get drawn into a debate rather than just mugging his victim already Izuku really wasn’t sure. He was even less sure what he’d do if the mugger did stop arguing and got on with it. He couldn’t let the victim get hurt, but what could he even do? His thoughts drifted to his knife again, and Izuku really didn’t like how appealing that option was getting.
Izuku hung up his 119 call when a shadow dropped down from the roof above them to land squarely on the mugger’s shoulders. He sighed in relief and peeked out from behind the dumpster to see the criminal struggling to escape several loops of…oh! Izuku knew this hero! He was really hard to track, because the news never gave his name on arrests, but Izuku had found a few short videos of the Erasure Hero in action. Izuku watched in awe as the hero finish restraining the four-armed man. “Eraserhead…”
The hero’s eyes were on Izuku and glowing red in an instant. Izuku squeaked and ducked back behind the dumpster. Wow, that guy had intimidation down to a T. That glare was scarier than all the looks he’d ever gotten from past teachers combined. And Izuku was trapped. There was no fire escape of jumpable fence in this alley, and there was absolutely no chance of him getting past that hero. He was so going to get arrested.
A tense minute passed where Izuku could hear Eraserhead talking to the victim, who was still rather belligerent. Once the man was calmed down, footsteps started approaching Izuku’s hiding place. They stopped a few feet away, near the far end of the dumpster. “You’re the one who called this in, right? You can come out. I’m the responding hero. I’m not going to hurt you.”
Oh, oh that was right. Izuku hadn’t done anything wrong. (Yet, at least.) There was zero reason for him to be scared of the underground hero. He wasn’t going to get arrested. Ekikyō wasn’t going to have to break him out, and they weren’t going to have to go on the run for the rest of his life. Now if only his heart would get the memo.
The hero waited patiently while Izuku came down from his freak out and got his breathing under control. By the time he shakily stood, his heart wasn’t jack rabbiting quite so fast, and Izuku was feeling a tiny bit more rational. “H-hi, Eraserhead,” he said sheepishly. He offered a small wave and wobbly smile.
Eraserhead shifted slightly at the name drop and narrowed his eyes for a second. Rather than ask any of the likely important questions he had, the hero asked, “Why were you back there anyway?”
Izuku hunched his shoulders a little and pointed to the dumpster. “C-cat.” Izuku cleared his throat and tried again. “There’s a cat who’s all tangled up in some plastic. I’ve been trying to get her to come out.”
Eraserhead’s shoulders sagged a few degrees, and Izuku relaxed in kind. Until the hero started moving toward him again. Izuku froze up, only daring to breathe again when the man ignored him to crouch down and shine a small flashlight under the dumpster. “Hm…she’s not stuck, just scared.” The man put the flashlight back in one of the many pouches on his belt before fishing around in another. He pulled out a handful of small…somethings and tossed one tiny piece under the dumpster. 20 seconds later, faint crunching could be heard.
Izuku stared in disbelief. Did Eraserhead just…carry cat food (or treats?) with him on every patrol? Izuku slowly crouched beside the hero when the man motioned him down. Izuku cast a glance at the mouth of the alley to see the victim sitting against the alley wall, falling asleep, and the criminal hogtied and gagged on the pavement. Then he turned his attention to the kibbles being set in his hand.
“Don’t toss them directly at her, just near her. Slowly make your tosses shorter to tempt her out.”
Izuku nodded and followed the instruction. Five minutes later, they could see the tip of a nose sticking out from under the dumpster. Izuku started to reach for her, but the hero subtly raised a hand to tell him to wait. Another few minutes of bribing and quiet coaxing had the cat—a small calico—fully out in the open. Izuku didn’t move a muscle as the cat looked up at him and gave a curious “brrloo.”
Eraserhead chuckled softly and picked her up, careful to avoid the tangle around her front left leg. That broke the spell, and Izuku dug around in his hoodie pocket until he found his bandage scissors. The hero nodded and adjusted his hold on the cat to hand Izuku his flashlight. “Only cut up and away from her skin. If you can’t get under a loop, leave it and cut the others first.”
“Got it.” The cat grumbled a bit as they worked and shook her leg as they pulled the plastic away from the limb. It had rubbed the skin raw in a few places; her neck was in similar shape when they managed to free her. Izuku made a small, distressed sound in the back of his throat when the cat immediately tried to scratch at her neck with a back foot.
Eraserhead caught her paw in one hand and scratched at her ears with the other. “Relax, Problem Child. I’ll take her to a vet in the morning. Do you have any gauze? We should keep her from making it worse.”
“Oh, r-right.”
While Izuku was busy bandaging the cat, Eraserhead asked, “Why are you really out here rescuing cats at 2:00 a.m.?”
Izuku froze up again, realizing that this whole time, Eraserhead had stayed between Izuku and the only exit to the alley. Izuku gulped. “M-mostly exploring.”
The hero hummed as he checked Izuku’s work on the bandages. Satisfied with them, he nodded. “And identity-obscuring goggles and body armor are prerequisites for that,” he said so blandly Izuku almost missed the sarcasm.
Blush climbed his neck and ears as he put away his first aid supplies. “I didn’t do a-anything illegal!”
Eraserhead stood with the cat in his arms and surveyed the alley, checking the status of the other occupants. “No, all things considered, you did the right thing. You stayed safe and called for help. Good job. Though I have to wonder why you look so much like someone going out to be a vigilante.”
Izuku’s mind raced, trying to figure out what to say. He was getting a whole lot of nothing.
“What’s your name, kid?”
“M-my name?” Okay, this he could answer. It wasn’t even that hard. “Naisho.” See? That wasn’t so bad.
Eraserhead paused for a moment before groaning. “You’re that old man’s new apprentice?” The hero massaged his forehead with one hand.
“You know Ciupan-sensei?”
“Is that the name he’s using now?” Eraserhead grumbled to himself. “How many aliases does one man need? I wonder if he knows…” The hero shook his head, then studied Izuku again, something calculating in his eyes. After a tense staring contest that the hero definitely won, Aizawa said, “Meet me on top of the coffeeshop on 3rd Street at midnight on Friday. Don’t be late.” Then he stepped aside and motioned for Izuku to pass him and leave the alley.
Izuku left confused. What just happened? Eraserhead just…let him go. He knew about Ciupan-sensei, which meant he knew Izuku was a vigilante…but he hadn’t arrested Izuku. Instead… “Did I just get another mentor?”
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Shota watched the boy leave. Erasure had done nothing to him. The only other time it had gotten a complete non-reaction was with Knuckleduster—who was quirkless. The boy was quirkless. That answered a lot of questions Knuckleduster’s phone call had left him with, actually.
No wonder quirk discrimination and hero school were sore topics. Shota had an idea the sort of treatment the kid faced in his daily life (if the number of quirkless who became petty criminals or attempted suicide because they felt they had no other choice were anything to go off of), and most hero schools didn’t take quirkless applicants. UA did, in theory. Perhaps—and only if the kid proved dedicated and skilled enough, if he had the potential—perhaps Shota could convince the young vigilante to apply when he was old enough. (Shota’s best guess was a first year in middle school. this kid was small.) Knuckleduster’s request suggested he did have all those things, but Shota could never be too sure with the old codger. The guy had taken more than a few hits to the head in the past. He’d have to see for himself.
The calico Naisho had found wriggled in Shota’s arms, and he adjusted his grip to keep her from escaping. Sure, the cat had managed fine on her own up to this point, but she needed help now. And Shota would see it given.
He glanced the direction Naisho had gone. Tracking him down with the knowledge of his quirk status would be simple enough, but Knuckleduster’s call gave him pause. If he pressed now, any chance at trust would go up in flames. Since the kid wasn’t doing anything illegal at this point, Shota decided to leave it be. The slower approach tended to be the more effective anyway.
Shota recalled the other warning Knuckleduster had given him and gently scratched under the cat’s chin, grazing the gauze covering her wounds. (The kid was clearly experienced with applying bandages…) Shota could wait a little while, but if Naisho’s situation became dangerous, he’d intervene whether or not his help was wanted. He always did have a soft spot for strays.
Chapter 13: A Good Teacher
Summary:
“The influence of a good teacher can never be erased.” –Francis Coelho
Notes:
Posting a few days early because of my schedule this week. Normally I get off work early on Tuesdays, but with a coworker out this week for vacation, that's probably not happening. So, early update! Depending on how I feel come Thanksgiving, I might post another chapter then as a bonus. I hope you all have a good week regardless of whether you celebrate Thanksgiving or not. Stay safe and warm out there.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Izuku had a feeling his teachers were talking behind his back. Which, to be fair, wasn’t a new experience by any stretch of the imagination. He just…didn’t expect this to become a thing with his unofficial vigilante-ing teachers too.
When Izuku went to his next training session with Ciupan-sensei, he smiled a scary smile—one of the ones that promised Izuku would be going home exceptionally sore—and patted his shoulder roughly. “So, heard you met Eraserhead.”
“Uh…”
“You were lucky he was there. He won’t always be. So, let me show you how to take down a bigger opponent. With or without a knife.”
“But—”
“Tell me, what exactly were you going to do if that mugger tried to kill the other guy before Mr. Hero showed up?”
Izuku shrank in on himself a bit while trying to come up with an answer.
Ciupan sighed and rested a hand on top of Izuku’s head. Izuku warily glanced up at the man. “Look around this building kid. If someone attacked you here, what could you use to defend yourself?”
“I-I…I have my knife and grappling hooks. So—”
Ciupan cut him off by ruffling his beanie, nearly knocking it off. Izuku ducked away and straightened it. “No, kid. I don’t mean what you have on you. What can you use.”
Izuku frowned and tilted his head before looking around the room they were in. There were their duffle bags, a few empty beer cans… “Um…Our bags, beer cans wouldn’t do much damage, the loose board over there with the nail sticking out of it…” He nervously looked back to his teacher, feeling like he was missing something.
“Better. You almost always have options floating around for improvised weapons, but don’t forget to use your terrain too. That rotten step between floors two and three that someone could fall through, trip hazards, visual obstructions, etc. now, do you remember anything at all about the alley with the mugger?”
Izuku flushed and shook his head.
“There ya go. You got caught up on the impossibility of a direct confrontation and forgot to look for alternatives and outside advantages. You need to always be aware of your surroundings. You never know when something you saw lying around might be just the thing you need.”
Izuku cursed under his breath. He’d done exactly what Ciupan was suggesting back when he rescued Shinso. Why had he forgotten this time? (A memory of a fading heartbeat and phone call started to surface before Izuku shoved it back down.) “Y-yes, sensei. I’ll try not to forget again.”
Ciupan nodded. “Good. Now, I’m going to give you a 30-second head start to run. Then I’m coming after you. Improvised weapons allowed for both of us.”
Izuku did not like the grin on Ciupan’s face. So, he bolted, scanning the hallways and rooms as he looked for an advantage. His 30 seconds were almost up when he spotted an empty paint can. The important thing was it was one of the cans that came with a handle. Izuku might not pack much of a punch himself yet, but that sure would.
Of course, Izuku and his improvised flail still lost the fight, but the red mark on Ciupan-sensei’s forearm made him feel a little accomplished.
Maybe it wasn’t so bad, Ciupan knowing about the situation Izuku’d gotten himself into. Yes, Izuku’s teachers were talking about him, but it wasn’t as…malicious as he was used to. Ciupan-sensei didn’t say things to put him down or to get him hurt. And neither did Eraserhead. Part of Izuku felt bad that he was surprised by this fact, but after All Might…Well, he could say meeting this hero on a rooftop went a lot better than the last one.
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Friday came, and Izuku arrived at the coffeeshop an hour early to make sure it wasn’t a trap of some sort; he also wanted to check out several potential escape routes prior to the hero’s arrival. Unfortunately, Eraserhead was already there, perched like a gargoyle on the building’s AC unit, coffee cup in hand.
The man didn’t say anything about Izuku’s earliness, only raised an eyebrow at Izuku’s shocked expression. “Hm. Looks like I’ll need to teach you stealth too. What has Ciupan been teaching you?”
Well, if Eraserhead wanted to start early, who was Izuku to complain? “Sparring mostly. Hand-to-hand, how to handle a knife and an opponent with one. But I promise I don’t plan on stabbing anyone! This is strictly for utilitarian purposes,” Izuku said, patting the sheath on his right hip. “He’s going to start teaching me to use my grappling hooks too, now that they’re in.”
“It’s a start.” Eraserhead took a sip of his coffee before setting it on the AC unit. He jumped down from his perch and lifted his capture weapon from his shoulders to set beside his coffee. “We’ll do a quick spar to give me an idea of where you’re really at. We’ll go from there.”
Izuku quailed at the idea of fighting The Eraserhead, but he really did need more sparring partners than Mamoru and now Ciupan. (He’d tried sparring with Ekikyō once, and his friend had just surrounded him in slime, lifted him off the ground, and laughed until Izuku gave up.) Maybe he should ask Shinso sometime? The teen had been sending Izuku cat memes lately.
Uncertain though he was, Izuku nodded and fell into his ready stance. Eraserhead took half a moment to note the stance; then he moved. The man was fast. Izuku barely moved aside in time to avoid a fist aimed for his face; then he stepped out of range of the follow-up kick. Izuku dodged and ducked under a few more blows, analyzing and trying to convince himself to attack. There wasn’t any discernable pattern to Eraserhead’s strikes, aside from always keeping Izuku in his line of sight—probably an ingrained habit with his quirk.
That didn’t seem to be the man’s only quirk-related habit. It took Izuku a minute to notice, but the man hardly ever blinked, even if he wasn’t using Erasure. Once he noticed, Izuku got an idea. The next time Eraserhead blinked, Izuku went on the offensive. Izuku stepped into the hero’s guard and threw a solid jab. Eraserhead averted the attack and didn’t let Izuku retreat to midrange again. Anytime Izuku took a step back, Eraserhead followed, closing the distance once more. After a few more traded blocks and dodges, Eraserhead hooked a foot behind Izuku’s and tripped him. Izuku was pinned before he could recover.
Izuku held his breath for half a second, wondering if Eraserhead was going to change his mind and either arrest him or renege on his offer of training due to Izuku’s quick defeat. To his mild surprise, the hero did neither. Instead, the man backed off and offered him a hand up. Izuku grinned sheepishly and took it.
Once Izuku was back on his feet, Eraserhead walked back over to the AC unit to lean on it and take another drink from his cup. “Better than I was expecting. How long have you been training with Ciupan?”
“Only a few weeks. I did have another trainer before him, but he’s gone to ground.”
“Anyone I should know about?” Eraserhead asked.
Izuku tensed up a little. “N-no. They aren’t a villain, and he’s gone anyway. So…”
Eraserhead seemed content to let that lie. “Well, they gave you a pretty solid foundation. You’re not as green as I expected.”
Izuku nearly choked at Eraserhead’s word choice but covered it with a cough. Oh, Eraserhead had no idea.
Eraserhead narrowed his eyes at Izuku. “That said, you have a lot of room for improvement. For starters, your armor is the wrong size. It’s too big. If you keep wearing that, especially for active patrols, you’re likely to wind up with blisters from it shifting.”
Izuku blinked, surprised that Eraser had been able to pick up on that despite his hoodie. Izuku debated a moment before pulling his hoodie off. It wasn’t raining tonight, and his beanie and goggles hid his identity well enough. “I thought I had it tight enough…It has adjustable straps. I got the bigger size because I’d like to think I’ll have another growth spurt.” He diplomatically ignored Eraserhead’s snort as the hero came over and pointed out which straps to tighten further. After Izuku tightened them Eraserhead gripped the collar of the armored shirt and tugged, nodding when it didn’t budge.
“That’s better. But why not pick up the bigger size once you’ve grown?”
“I-I also need to be able to let it out occasionally now…” Izuku debated whether or not to mention Ekikyō to Eraserhead. After Ciupan’s reaction…Izuku shook his head. Ciupan was a vigilante, and Eraserhead was an underground hero. One with a quirk that arguably would have been classed as villainous when he was younger. Still, it didn’t hurt to make sure. “What’s your opinion on villainous quirks?”
Eraserhead scoffed. “No such thing, kid. Any quirk can be used to commit a crime if you try hard enough. And equally, any quirk can be applied for good. Why do you ask?”
Izuku relaxed marginally. “Because my best friend gets withdrawal if they don’t use their quirk every so often. I help them out with it. It’s a possession quirk.”
Eraserhead blinked at him but gave no negative reaction. “So…is Naisho you or the two of you together?”
“Yes,” Izuku said, giving Eraserhead a wide smile, and not one of his creepy ones.
“Problem Child,” Eraserhead commented, shaking his head. “Well, training’s the same either way. You have a decent grasp of combat basics, and you’re getting training on that from Ciupan. I’d like to focus more on the other skills that will keep you alive long enough to maybe see that growth spurt someday.”
Izuku got the sense he was being teased but decided not to acknowledge it. “Like what?”
“Parkour, stealth, first aid, the basics of patrolling and analyzing a dangerous situation.”
Izuku bit back another smile. “Yes, sensei!”
They started with first aid that night, going over how to treat and wrap various injuries both on himself and on another person. Then Eraserhead pulled an orange out of a pouch on his utility belt. “Uhhh…”
Eraserhead smirked and tossed him the fruit before pulling a small kit from another pouch. When he opened the flat box, Izuku spied several curved needles and a spool of some type of thread in it. It didn’t click until Eraserhead said, “Make a cut on the orange with your knife.”
Oh! They were doing stitches. Izuku happily followed directions, making a mental note to clean his knife when he got home. Citric acid couldn’t be good for the blade. Eraserhead demonstrated the first stitch: how much slack to leave, how to tie a surgeon’s knot, and how long to leave the ends for the EMTs or hospital staff to be able to find them easily. “Now, I don’t want you doing these on yourself unless absolutely necessary, Naisho. This is strictly for emergency first aid. Often a wound will need to be cleaned out before it can be properly closed and left to heal, but some temporary sutures can help slow tissue drying out or save a person’s life if a large enough blood vessel got hit. Do you understand?”
Izuku thought about how Ekikyō had had to reopen the stab wound on his leg to get that shard of glass out. Maybe there were some downsides to how quickly the slime sealed his wounds. At least he didn’t have to worry about infection. Anyone else would. “Got it, Eraserhead.”
After practicing a few more stitches with the spool of nylon thread (Izuku made another mental note), Eraserhead checked his phone. “That’s probably enough for tonight. Are you planning on only patrolling on weekends?”
“Weekends and whenever I can’t sleep,” Izuku said, rubbing the back of his neck.
Eraserhead sighed. “Until you’re able to handle yourself, I’d like you to seek me out whenever you go patrolling. I take Wednesdays off but patrol every other night pretty close to where that mugging happened.”
“I know,” Izuku said without thinking. When he realized Eraserhead looked a lot more tense than a moment ago and reviewed what he’d said, his eyes widened. He waved his arms in front of him and hurried to say, “Oh! No, I wasn’t stalking you or anything! I just studied the local hero patrol routes before I ever went out. You were the hardest one to track, actually. At least, until I figured out that most of the overnight hero arrests on the news without a hero explicitly named were…yours…”
Eraserhead let out a long sigh and brought a hand up to rub his face. “Such a Problem Child. I don’t need to emphasize how important it is that you not share that information?”
“I wouldn’t dream of it, Eraserhead!” Izuku exclaimed, mildly offended.
“Good. And keep using your head. Seems like Ciupan was right about you being too smart for your own good.”
Ciupan-sensei thought he was smart? He’d told Eraserhead he thought Izuku was smart? Izuku didn’t know how to process that.
Eraserhead steamrolled ahead unaware of Izuku’s miniature crisis. “We’ll meet back up here tomorrow and next Friday at the same time, or can you keep doing 11:00 going forward?”
“11:00 is fine.”
“Alright. Oh, and before you leave…” Eraserhead pulled his phone out again and tapped at his screen for a few seconds. Then he turned the screen toward Izuku.
Izuku squinted at the sudden light, blinking. When his eyes focused, he saw a picture of a calico cat with a large patch of fur around her left leg and neck shaved. Her leg and neck were bandaged, and she has a baby sock taped over her back foot. She was rolling around on a carpet with a stuffed toy the size of her head. “Is that?”
“Yeah, that’s Maneki. She’s the cat you helped rescue. The cuts on her neck were infected, and she was malnourished. But the vet thinks she’ll heal up nicely.”
Izuku gave the hero a wobbly smile. He was not about to cry over a cat; he wasn’t! “Thank you, Eraserhead-sensei.”
They parted ways after that, and Izuku headed home, feeling light. He’d helped someone! Granted it was a cat—and yes, he’d technically helped the mugging victim too—but he had helped someone. Eraserhead took out the mugger, not Izuku. With how loud those two were being, someone else probably would have called the mugging in if Izuku hadn’t, and Eraserhead still would have taken care of it. No one else had known little Maneki was there. She’d still be sick and injured if he hadn’t been determined to help her.
Izuku took one last deep breath of night air before unlocking his apartment door. There were plenty more people (and cats) in trouble out there. And if Izuku had any say, Maneki was only the first of many he helped.
Notes:
A maneki neko is a japanese lucky cat or welcome cat, and well, little Maneki sure is lucky that Izuku found her. Also, she's responsible for Izuku and Aizawa meeting, so "welcome cat" seemed applicable too! I love double meanings. ^.^
Chapter 14: Friend in a Storm
Summary:
“One friend in a storm is worth more than a thousand friends in sunshine.” –Matshona Dhliwayo
Notes:
Hm...I think it's Ekikyō's turn to get into trouble. Now what hero could pose a very real danger to the slime villain?
(a quick reminder that this fic does have the body horror tag before you proceed)
Bonus chapter for the holiday. Enjoy and Happy Thanksgiving!
Chapter Text
Things got pretty busy from there. He had training with Ciupan on weekdays and Eraserhead on weekends on top of avoiding bullies and studying for school and entrance exams. He also had to get his analysis portfolio made for Nezu, and he refused to slack off on his own exercise regime. Despite his busyness, some nights his mind just could not stop spinning round and round with all the things he needed to get done and all the ways it could go wrong, all the ways he could mess it up. On those nights he went out for a short patrol, usually running into Eraserhead and tagging along until his mind cleared. Thank goodness for Ekikyō’s quirk. It helped a ton with the post-workout/training soreness. And the times he couldn’t get away from the bullies. When that happened, the accelerated healing made him tired enough that sleep came easily.
Speaking of Ekikyō, before Izuku knew it, a month and a half had passed since the start of the fall term. A month and a half since he’d last seen Ekikyō. Izuku started to get anxious as the days continued to add up with no sign of his best friend. Did an eight-day possession really stave off withdrawal for this long, or had something happened?
Izuku somewhat regretted asking that question when the answer tugged at the slime in his blood and muscle. Izuku was limping home from school—he hadn’t managed to avoid his bullies this time—when he felt the familiar faint pull, followed shortly after by a more constant pull. Izuku frowned and turned into the alley in the direction of the pull. The slime only responded when Ekikyō was either purposefully pulling on it or if he was in range and moving. Something was really wrong here.
Izuku broke into a shambling jog, then a faltering sprint as the tug stuttered but didn’t fade. After turning two corners, Izuku was hit with déjà vu as he saw Ekikyō rising from a sewer grate. Izuku immediately noticed several alarming details. His friend was smaller than Izuku had ever seen him, his texture and color were off—gritty and too opaque—and his form was literally falling apart. Bits of gritty slime were dripping off of his body and not returning to it, leaving a trail in his wake. And oh, his eyes were as wide and panicked as any bully’s target he’d ever seen.
“Ekikyō!” Izuku whisper-yelled, because for his confident friend to look like this there must be someone after him, hunting him.
Ekikyō’s eyes landed on him and the panic lessened for a second. Then a hissing sound came from the sewer grate. Before Izuku could register that his friend’s panic was back, he was swept up in a wave of slime and being carried down the alley at high speed.
“Kid, I need to possess you. Please. If he finds me again, I…” Ekikyō trailed off as he franticly looked both ways at a T intersection before choosing the right.
Izuku gave his friend as reassuring a smile as he could. “Of course. Let me take a good breath to hold; then you can go as fast as you need. We just have to make sure we have enough of a lead that we aren’t caught mid-possession. 45 seconds, right?” Izuku asked, more to get Ekikyō to focus than anything.
Ekikyō looked down at him for a second before nodding. Izuku relaxed at the familiar feeling of his throat and stomach numbing. He was fairly certain this was going to suck, given the wrong, abrasive feel of the slime hugging his skin, but he also really didn’t like the shape Ekikyō was in. He needed to get his friend out of whatever trouble he’d gotten into and fast.
So, he took a few deep breaths before holding one and patting the slime around him to signal he was ready. The slime around him squeezed gently before a tendril slipped into his mouth. The grittiness was more awful than the sewer taste, and Izuku just knew he’d be picking bits of whatever that was out of his teeth for a week. Izuku didn’t close his eyes for the possession this time, despite them starting to water a bit. He wanted to watch his friend’s back; he’d just…not look down at the slime. With Ekikyō’s attention already split, they couldn’t afford any trouble.
They kept moving, and Izuku kept holding his breath, even as his stomach started cramping. Usually, the numbness covered anything happening there. Izuku tried to hold his anxiety at bay as enough of Ekikyō absorbed to leave the duo standing on Izuku’s feet. Izuku braced himself against the alley wall with one hand as the last of Ekikyō made it inside.
Ekikyō’s mind crashed into Izuku’s on a tidal wave of fear and pain, making his renewed breathing hitch. Then the stomach cramping came back in earnest. They stumbled over to a storm drain and collapsed to their hands and knees as their body heaved. It felt like there was a huge stone sitting in his stomach, and his throat felt horribly raw. Tears (or maybe slime? He couldn’t tell) slipped from their eyes as they threw up a mass of dead slime and…sand? Why was there so much sand?
That question went unanswered as their focus narrowed down to desperately trying to get all of it out despite the increasing pain with each heave. After a few more heaves, Izuku shakily pushed them back to their feet. They needed to hide. He was after them. That much sand could kill—Izuku violently yanked back from Ekikyō’s mind where it had invaded his own. “Ekikyō, I need you to calm down! You’re safe.”
Ekikyō didn’t seem to hear him, which worried Izuku, but not as much as the sound of boots on pavement and that hissing from earlier. Panic not his own nearly swallowed Izuku again, and he started sprinting away from the mess they’d made by the storm drain. Izuku started brushing sand and a few bits of dead slime off his clothes as they moved, but it was very difficult to think with the shape Ekikyō was in.
Finally, Izuku staggered into a clothing store and made a beeline for the restroom, holding a hand over his mouth to keep any employees from questioning his hurry. Once inside the single stall bathroom, Izuku threw off his backpack and let himself slide down the closest wall until he was sitting on the tile. Ekikyō’s panic still hadn’t abated, and Izuku felt lightheaded with how fast his heart was pounding.
“Have to get away. Snatch shouldn’t even be in Tokyo. And he won’t stop! Why can’t I lose him? I can barely breath.”
“That’s because you’re having a panic attack,” Izuku said as patiently as possible when he felt like he was simultaneously going to be sick and pass out. “I’m trying to make us breath normally, but you’re fighting me. Please, Ekikyō. You’re safe. I’m here.” Izuku tried pushing a mental hug at his friend.
He responded a little but still wasn’t anywhere near present. So, Izuku kept talking in their head, counting it a victory when Ekikyō retreated more into their mind, letting Izuku have the reins on all the physical stuff. Then he pulled away from Izuku’s mind too, and Izuku’s worry only grew. He gnawed on his lip, debating how suspicious he’d look if he tried to go home in this shape. He wasn’t sure how else to help Ekikyō calm down. He felt helpless.
Then he had an idea. A crazy idea, but it was something. It worked for him, but did it work both ways? “Ekikyō? Do you trust me?”
He didn’t get an actual response, but Ekikyō relaxed(?) a little in their headspace. Izuku decided that would have to do. He hesitantly leaned on Ekikyō’s mind, not trying to overlap, but pushing him down. Izuku felt a brief moment of what might have been surprise before Ekikyō’s mind blinked out like a loose light bulb. Well, no that didn’t feel quite right. Izuku furrowed his eyebrows and tilted his head at the sensation. Ekikyō was definitely still there but…not? Unfocused? Dormant, maybe? He supposed that made sense with how Ekikyō had referred to it as making Izuku sleep when he did it.
Izuku stayed there on the tile floor of the bathroom for a while longer, gathering himself. Then he struggled to his feet and looked at himself in the mirror. Oh, yikes. He had been sweating enough to plaster his hair to his face, and he was somehow both pale as a sheet and looking a bit green. And he felt like he’d gargled glass shards. Izuku shuddered and his stomach turned at the vivid memory of throwing up mostly sand. Yeah no, he was definitely going to be sick again.
Izuku dropped in front of the toilet just in time. It was mostly liquid this time, but the amount of red-black couldn’t be a good sign. He…he should probably go see Cross and Cheshire. Oh, Cheshire’s quirk would have been really helpful a few minutes ago.
With shaking hands, he pulled his burner cell out. He blinked at the message already waiting for him. It was from Ciupan-sensei. Izuku was late for training. Crap, how long had he spent in here? He composed a sloppy text telling the vigilante (quite honestly) that he’d been busy puking his guts up and wasn’t going to make it today. Then he texted the pair of underground medics that he was on his way and feeling terrible.
He dry-heaved once more before flushing and pushing himself to his feet. He held onto the sink with one hand while he turned the water on. He rinsed his mouth out and spat. It stained the sink pink. He winced as he realized his mouth felt pretty raw too, just not as bad as his throat and stomach. He shivered and splashed cold water on his face.
He really wanted to go home and curl up in bed. It wasn’t that he was tired exactly, more that he had a nagging feeling that he should be asleep. Now that he wasn’t fighting Ekikyō’s panic or throwing up, he realized just how off he felt. (He wasn’t counting the pain; that was bearable now that all the sand was gone.) This was different from their other possessions, though Izuku suspected the vague wrongness circling his senses was a mix of Ekikyō’s missing mass and the fact he was awake while Ekikyō was asleep. That had never happened before.
Izuku shuddered one last time and picked up his backpack, checking it over for slime and sand before shouldering it and heading out. As he passed the front register the cashier called out, “Hey, do you need me to call someone? You look pretty bad.”
Izuku gave her a wan smile and replied, “Don’t wor—” Izuku coughed. Ugh, talking made his throat hurt worse. “I’m not going far.”
It took Izuku twice as long to reach the clinic as usual, but Izuku finally let himself relax his guard when Cheshire opened the door for him before he could even knock. For once he welcomed the unnatural calm that came with her quirk. Snatch couldn’t get them here. He’d probably lost Ekikyō‘s trail at that storm drain. With any luck, the sand hero thought Ekikyō had fled the city or broken apart under the amount of sand mixed into his body. Izuku wavered on his feet as it dawned on him Snatch had nearly killed Ekikyō. Probably on accident, but still.
A gentle hand on his elbow guided him into the exam room and led him to a familiar table. He settled onto it without thinking and blinked up at Cross. The doctor was watching him with concern. “Green, can you tell us what happened?”
Izuku swallowed, wincing as the action aggravated his throat. At least a meager amount of slime was beginning to coat the damaged tissue. Izuku frowned for a moment before pulling his cell phone out; he rapidly typed up a synopsis, then handed the device to Cross to read.
“This…” Cross shook his head. “This is pretty bad. Sludge is lucky he found you when he did. If he’d already lost as much mass as you claim, he was at high risk of going into shock, which would have gotten him killed.”
Izuku’s face twisted at the confirmation of just how close he’d been to losing Ekikyō, and he tightened his grip on the pleather cushion atop the exam table. Cross returned his phone then conducted a thorough exam, frowning as he shone a light in Izuku’s mouth.
“I can get you something for the nausea and pain. As soon as you feel up to it, you’ll want to start eating again, liquids only until your digestive tract is fully healed. You’re both going to need a lot of nutrients while recovering. Call out sick tomorrow if you can; skip if you can’t. You don’t need any other injuries upsetting both of your systems,” he said, pointedly looking down at Izuku’s bruised and scratched-up leg.
Izuku rubbed at the back of his neck. He was limping when he walked in, wasn’t he? He’d forgotten about the bruises and scrapes on his leg with how the pain in his stomach and throat overpowered it. Oh…and he was wearing his middle school uniform. They could figure out where he went to school if they really wanted. It was a good thing he’d already established Cross and Cheshire as trustworthy.
Thinking about school made Izuku grimace. Staying home to heal was definitely the safest choice. After Izuku nodded his agreement, the doctor said, “And come back here tomorrow evening. I want to check you both over once Ekikyō is awake. You appear stable enough for now, but if anything, and I mean anything, is wrong or you start feeling worse, get back here sooner.”
After that admonishment, Cheshire brought Cross two glass bottles. Cross prepared an injection of each and gestured for Izuku to lay down. The anti-nausea injection went in the muscle of his butt, much to Izuku’s embarrassment. It also stung like the dickens. The other injection, Cross almost seemed hesitant to give. “This is not something I’d normally give you,” he finally said, tapping the syringe as Izuku gingerly sat up. “But even if you have a high pain tolerance, the idea of you suffering through this sort of injury until Sludge can numb it for you doesn’t sit right with me. You will need to hurry home after I give it, because it can make you sleepy or loopy.”
When Izuku nodded his understanding, Cross motioned for the boy to give him his arm. Izuku did, watching with interest as the underground doctor’s eyes glowed with his quirk. He cleaned a patch of skin on the inside of his forearm and slid the needle beneath his skin with one fluid motion. A bit of red-black blood flushed back into the syringe before Cross slowly pressed the plunger.
Izuku could feel the medication when it hit, making his vision fuzz and blur for a few blinks. Oh, that…that felt a lot better. Izuku hadn’t realized how hunched over he’d been on the exam table until he could straighten up without pain lancing through his insides. There was a distant twinge, but it might as well have not been there compared to the pain of before. The mussiness clawing to the edges of his thoughts reminded him of the medication he’d taken when Kacchan burned him. This was going to knock him out pretty soon, wasn’t it?
“Alright, off you go, and keep your wits about you on the way home. If a hero chased Sludge here, they’ll have alerted others. Just because they’re looking for him doesn’t mean they won’t be concerned if they notice a drugged teenager.”
Izuku slapped a hand over his mouth to keep from snorting or giggling. He grinned and waved to Cheshire and Cross as he shouldered his backpack. He swayed dangerously before finding his balance. He’d about steadied himself by the time he made it out into the alley. If walking normally took far more of his concentration than normal, no one he passed seemed to notice.
His mother was home today, and her smile fell as she took in Izuku’s disheveled appearance. “Sweetie?”
“H-hi, mom,” Izuku said, voice crackling. Izuku tried to clear his throat, but the slime now completely coating his damaged esophagus and mouth didn’t budge. “Think I got food poisoning. Or the flu. I got really sick about the time classes finished.”
“Oh, Izuku…” Mom rushed over to press the back of her hand to his forehead. “You do feel a bit warm. Do you think you could eat anything?”
Izuku grimaced and shook his head. Cross had warned him it might take a while for the nausea med to kick in. He wasn’t about to chance it until he was sure anything he ate wouldn’t come right back up. A little water might be nice though. “Water? Or that one soda?” There was this one brand of lemon-lime soda that seemed to do wonders for nausea. His mom jokingly kept a bottle of it and a can of chicken noodle soup in their medicine cabinet for flu season.
“Sure, sweetie. Why don’t you go lie down, and I’ll bring you some.”
He’d just finished changing into his pajamas when his mom delivered a cup each of soda and water. The unspoken directions were to not drink any of the soda until it had gone mostly flat. He carefully sipped his water in the meantime. Most of the drink didn’t make it far before it got absorbed by the slime coating everything. But that was fine; they were both rehydrating either way. By the time he’d finished his drinks, exhaustion weighed heavily on him. He was asleep practically the moment he slid into bed.
Chapter 15: Risk
Summary:
“Only those who risk going too far will ever know how far they can go." – T.S. Eliot
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next morning, Izuku woke groggy and realized abruptly upon sitting up that Cross’s second injection had worn off. He quietly whined and doubled over at the sudden stab of pain through his midsection. After several careful breaths, Izuku uncurled enough to slip from his bed to sit on the floor. He’d kept his leftover pain meds from the burn incident, but he’d stashed them under his bed with his vigilante costume and extensive first aid kit.
He paused and listened for a minute. The apartment was quiet, and the amount of sunlight outside told him his mom was at work by now. Which meant she’d likely called him out of school and turned off his phone alarm. Or Izuku had just slept through it. Either one was perfectly fine in his book.
Once assured no one was going to walk in on him, he hooked his fingers under the lip of the box holding his medical supplies and tugged it out. He’d just fished the prescription bottle out of the bottom of the box when his hand stopped moving on its own. Izuku blinked a few times, then turned his mental focus inward. “Ekikyō?”
A quiet groan answered him. “Put that stuff away. Makes me feel sick.”
Izuku grinned as he felt slime shift through his body, albeit more sluggishly than usual. His stomach, throat, and mouth numbed moments later. Then he really thought about Ekikyō’s words. “Then why’d you possess me before when I was on them?”
“Because we were going to sleep it off anyway.”
Izuku had a feeling there was more to it than that, but he decided not to call his friend out when he was already under the weather. Instead, he set the bottle back in the box and mentally leaned against Ekikyō, not with the intent to put him to sleep again but to let him know he was there and relieved his best friend was okay. “Think you feel up to eating something? Cross wants us to stick to liquids until my stomach’s in better shape, but I know we have some soup.”
Ekikyō leaned back on Izuku, not quite overlapping, but thoughts flowed more easily. “Yeah, that sounds good. I’m pretty low on energy.”
Izuku nodded and stood up slowly, half-expecting his stomach to hurt again. It didn’t, but he felt some of the slime shift again. He sent Ekikyō an impression of a question.
“Still a little bit of sand in here. Should be able to get it out now if you want to head for the bathroom.”
There was still sand? This was like that one kid with the glitter in preschool all over again. He was never going to be free of it, was he? Ekikyō chuckled in their head at the thought, and Izuku counted that as a win.
Izuku made for the toilet, expecting another puking session, but Ekikyō shook their head. “Nah, not enough for that. May I?”
Izuku slid aside and let Ekikyō have control, though he did steady their body when it started trembling. Did Ekikyō not have enough mass for full control? Did the amount of slime present affect that? Maybe it was more of an exhaustion thing? Izuku’s train of thought abruptly cut off as slime welled in their throat, and Ekikyō paused their breathing. Ekikyō spat a glob of slime into their cupped hands. The living slime started absorbing back through Izuku’s skin, leaving a small mound of damp sand and dead slime in their palms.
They made a face at the mess before dumping it in the trashcan. Without using words, they both agreed they weren’t going anywhere near the beach for a while. After rinsing their mouth out to get rid of a few grainy hangers-on and taking a long drink, they headed for the kitchen.
Izuku’s mom had left a note and the can of chicken noodle soup on the counter. There was also a fresh package of miso paste in the fridge, as well as the rest of that soda. After some deliberation, they turned on the stove and set water to heat in a pot while setting the chicken noodle soup to heat over another burner. They downed the rest of the soda while waiting.
Once that first bit of sugar was absorbed, they realized just how hungry they were. The chicken noodle soup went next while the miso paste dissolved into a bowl of hot water. Izuku nearly downed all the broth in one go before staring longingly at the noodles and chunks of chicken left in the bottom of the bowl. He definitely couldn’t do solids yet; both of them knew it. But Ekikyō could digest things before they ever reached Izuku’s stomach.
Conceding that point, Izuku tipped the bowl back to get a mouthful of noodles and chicken. The slime already coating his mouth did the rest. New system worked out, they decimated the miso soup too before just putting a spoonful of miso paste in their mouth. As they looked around the fridge for what else they could reasonably eat, Izuku had a thought. “Ekikyō, do your mutation or quirk require anything special in your diet?”
“Not that I know of? My mom complained about how much I loved meat though when I was growing up.”
“So, maybe a higher protein requirement? That makes sense. Probably a higher water need too considering how much soup we just drank.”
Izuku grabbed one of his protein bars and started chewing before Ekikyō locked their jaw. “Stop that. You’re really messed up, and you’re just wrecking your gums more. I got it.”
Izuku mentally pouted a bit while Ekikyō finished off the bar. “Think that’ll hold us for now? We can swing by the store for some sports drinks and jelly pouches later. The pouches are pretty energy-dense if I recall right.” Ekikyō didn’t say anything for several moments, and Izuku sent him a brief impression of concern.
Ekikyō mentally nudged him before withdrawing a bit. He sighed. “Kid, I need to apologize for yesterday. I…I made a stupid mistake and you’ve been paying for it. You almost really paid for it.”
Izuku wasn’t sure what his best friend was apologizing for. Yeah, that wasn’t a great situation, but they both made it out. “You were having a panic attack. I didn’t expect it to be a smooth possession.” Izuku thought about just how panicked his friend had been, how much slime was falling off, cells dead—ground up or suffocated by sand. “And I’d do it again. Snatch would have killed you if I did nothing. I wouldn’t have been able to forgive myself if that happened.”
“No, Izuku, you don’t get it. You can’t see what you look like in here. Do you know how bad a stomach rupture is? Because you almost had that.”
That…didn’t make sense. It had hurt, sure, but it hadn’t hurt that bad. How…?
“Izuku, your scale of pain severity is screwed to hell and back. Think of it this way: you have such a pain tolerance from years of abuse—ah! What’s happening at that sham of a school is abuse, and you know it!—that anytime pain actually bothers you, it’s at least ten times worse than you think it is.”
Izuku frowned, thinking of Mamoru, Cross, and Cheshire’s responses when he’d been hurt. “So…”
“Yeah, those times were actually bad, and yes they care about you. Aside from that Bakugo brat and myself, you have excellent taste in friends.”
“Hey! I thought we had a rule against self-deprecation!” Izuku called out, mentally pointing a finger at Ekikyō.
“That was self-harm, and it was for you, kid, not me,” Ekikyō teased.
Izuku stuck his tongue out. “Well, I think mental self-harm should count, and you don’t get to get away with it either.” Izuku’s somewhat joking mood faded as he continued, “Don’t compare yourself to Kacchan. He’s…” Izuku struggled for words for a minute. After months and months with an actual friend, an actual best friend, Izuku could see now that Kacchan may never have been his. Certainly not since he was diagnosed. “He’s hurt me for years…on purpose and never apologized. You’ve only hurt me that first time and then once or twice on accident. And you apologized! You’re a much better friend—a better person, even—than him.”
“Even if he’s going to be a ‘hero’, and I’m a villain?” Ekikyō asked quietly.
Even thinking about it pained Izuku, but the more he dared to, the more he knew it was true. “Heroes aren’t always good people, and…maybe ‘villains’ aren’t always bad guys.”
“…Dammit. I’m corrupting the sunshine child,” Ekikyō said with fake dismay.
Izuku couldn’t even pretend not to notice the fondness in their shared mental space as he laughed. When he stopped to breathe, a yawn slipped out. He blushed a little and scratched his scalp. “I guess we do need more sleep with both of us healing. Nap now, and shop before Mom gets home?”
Ekikyō hummed and settled, radiating contentment. Izuku rolled his eyes and set the last bowl on the drying rack. A few minutes later, both of them were once more huddled in bed, sound asleep.
This pattern of excessive eating and sleeping continued most of the day, only interrupted by their short trip to the store and Izuku’s mom returning and prepping dinner. Izuku still couldn’t talk much—moreso due to numbness than pain now—but he assured his mother that he was feeling better.
That was the truth too. By the time they convinced Izuku’s mom to let them go out for a walk and some fresh air they were both feeling a lot better. Still not great or normal, but better. Cross seemed to agree with their assessment too, though the near-miss on a stomach rupture worried him. He extracted a promise from them to stay possessed as long as possible for healing purposes (for both of them; he theorized that the healing boost worked both ways) and to come by the clinic before they split in case one or the other got into trouble during the process or immediately after. That was easy enough to promise.
They ended up staying home the next day too, mostly because Ekikyō threatened to murder anyone who even thought about punching Izuku in the stomach when he wasn’t half-healed yet. Izuku didn’t even feel bad asking his mom to call him out again. He still couldn’t talk or eat much anyway, and dealing with teachers and classmates sounded like even more of a pain than usual. So, they spent the second day much the same as the first with the addition of a few movies and one or the other occasionally doing a memory share to pass the time. Izuku was excited to show Ekikyō the progress he’d made in his training. Ekikyō in turn showed him interesting quirks and sights he’d run across during whatever business he was up to. That sparked off more than a few quirk analysis rambles.
They could only avoid Aldera for so long though. They thankfully reached a compromise of sorts before heading back. Izuku wore his armored shirt under his uniform and a medical mask. He and Ekikyō periodically coughed—Ekikyō even made a few of them sound phlegmy!—in hopes that his bullies would leave him alone to avoid catching his bug. It…mostly worked, and the few people who bothered him did so at a safe distance. Comments and spider lilies were pretty tame for his first day back.
The days after got progressively worse, and all too soon Izuku was back to narrowly dodging beatings when classes let out. Izuku and Ekikyō were starting to get pretty good at moving in sync with each other to boost their running speed, though they couldn’t manage it for very long due to their increased oxygen demand. After school, they mostly ate and rested again. They felt better each day, but the constant healing had their stamina shot.
Izuku did not go to training with Ciupan during this time, not because he didn’t feel well enough after the first few days, but because he didn’t trust the man with Ekikyō present. He decided he might just trust Eraserhead though. Plus, he had no way of contacting the hero to warn him he’d been sick all week. He’d have to tell him in person or risk the man thinking he’d skipped for some trivial reason. He really didn’t want to give Eraserhead a reason to drop their lessons.
So, he arrived on the coffeeshop rooftop at 10:58, later than usual, because he didn’t feel up to testing his new-ish parkour skills and jarring his still-healing stomach. (His mouth was better at this point, but a protective coating of slime and numbness still clung to his throat and stomach.)
Eraserhead was already there, as per usual. “Cutting it a bit close tonight, Naisho?”
Izuku was still breathing heavily from the climb up to the roof. “If I had…a way to contact you, I wouldn’t have…come at all tonight. I’ve been recovering from being sick…all week. Sitting at about…”
“75%”
“75% right now. Stamina’s still shot, but I didn’t want you to think I didn’t appreciate the training.”
Eraserhead frowned and motioned for them to sit. “You could have just had Ciupan contact me.”
Izuku sat down against Eraserhead’s favorite AC unit and pulled a jelly pouch from his pocket to sip. “Didn’t think of that. I’d been avoiding him this week.”
“You two have a fight?” Eraserhead asked before sitting beside him. He left a gap between them, but if Ekikyō wasn’t visiting today, the company would have been appreciated.
“Not really…” Izuku poked Ekikyō to make sure one last time that introductions were still okay.
“Just rip the band-aid off already.”
“I’ll tell you, but I need you to promise not to use your quirk on me tonight first,” Izuku said without looking at the hero. If he tried using Erasure, the only exposed part of Ekikyō was the film of slime over their eyes anyway. In theory, avoiding eye contact should be protection enough.
“I promise?” Eraserhead said, sounding a touch confused.
Izuku took a deep breath and glanced at Eraser’s hair hanging around his shoulders. He kept an eye on it without looking up enough to see the man’s face. “Remember my friend I told you about? They’re visiting today.”
“What? Why am I a ‘they’? Thought I made it pretty clear I’m a ‘he.’”
“Trying to keep your identity anonymous here.”
“Oh.”
Eraserhead shifted a little, but his hair stayed down. “The one with the possession quirk?”
Izuku nodded.
“Huh. Never would have guessed without you telling me. You don’t look any different. Is that wise though, with you getting over being sick?”
Izuku grinned and finally dared to lift his head enough to meet Eraserhead’s eyes. “Yeah, we’re good. Normally neither of us get sick at all—a side effect of their quirk—but there were extenuating circumstances this time. Should be fine in a few more days.”
“Hm. That’s good to hear.” After a moment’s silence, the hero asked, “So, that’s why you don’t want me to use Erasure?”
“Yeah, neither of us is quite sure how that would work, but there’s a decent chance it might kill me or both of us if you interrupted the possession. You know, considering their body’s condensed and meshed with mine at the moment.”
Eraserhead grimaced. “Yeah, I’m not going to use it on you while you’re together. Just let me know if this ever happens when we’re on patrol. Don’t want to accidentally catch you both in the crossfire during a fight.”
“Sure thing! I actually have an idea for a piece of not-quite support equipment for when they’re with me. It’ll make it pretty obvious if you know to look for it.”
Eraserhead narrowed his eyes. “Problem Child…”
“It’s not to do with their quirk, really! So, it’s not even illegal! It’s just that we both need oxygen separately, and together, we still need more than me solo. And it’s not like I’m going to whack someone over the head with an oxygen concentrator. Those are expensive.”
Eraserhead lifted his goggles to rub his eyes. “I’m going to pretend I didn’t hear any of that and that the bug you’re getting over affected your lungs. Obviously, you’d need an oxygen concentrator after that for high-intensity activities.”
Ekikyō laughed with their body and smiled his trademark smile. “You get it! Oh, I’m the friend, by the way.” He waved, and Izuku rolled his eyes in their mind.
Eraserhead gave them a look Izuku couldn’t quite parse. “So, you can both perceive the world around you, and you take turns in control?”
Ekikyō shrugged. “We usually share pretty evenly when we’re not around certain people. Naisho’s rolling his eyes at me right now, but he could oust me from the driver’s seat if he really wanted to.”
Eraserhead raised an eyebrow “And what should I call you?”
Ekikyō froze for a second. “Uh…You can call me Gokaku? Yeah, that works.”
“Gokaku, really?” Izuku asked, stifling mental laughter.
“Oh, shut it. He put me on the spot! What was I supposed to say? And the way jade pieces fit together in sculptures is cool.”
“Huh, you know, your slime is pretty close to the color of jade lately.”
“Yeah, why do you think I found it so cool as a kid?”
“Gokaku. Got it.” Eraserhead stood up and pulled a notepad and pen from his pocket. He scrawled something on a page and tore it out. “It was nice meeting you, but you two should probably go rest if you’re still recovering. We can pick this back up next week. This is my number if you ever need to reach me in the future. Only use it for emergencies. Especially for the next two weeks; I’ve got entrance exams to prepare for.”
“I won’t abuse it, sensei,” Izuku said, taking the slip and entering the number in his burner phone. He sent off a quick message to give Eraserhead his number. “And what entrance exams?”
“I teach at UA, Problem Child. I’m one of the judges for the heroics practical. I should have a say in what kids I’m forced to teach next year, right?”
“You work at UA?! Why didn’t you ever say so? Oh, wow. It makes sense why you’re such a good teacher now. I—” Ekikyō locked their jaw shut just in time to prevent him from saying out loud “I’m planning on going there.”
Izuku coughed. “Thanks for the save.” “Sorry about that. Got something caught in my throat. UA’s pretty cool. I hope the exams go well.”
Eraserhead looked a bit skeptical. “Sure. Good luck with your recovery and schooling too.”
“Oh, could you send me those pictures of Maneki? My copilot hasn’t gotten to see her yet.”
“Sure, kid. Now go home. Your homework until next week is finding a local CPR class to get certified. Not very physically intensive, but still life-saving to know.”
“Roger that,” Izuku said, giving a lazy salute as Eraserhead leapt from the roof.
As they started the trek home, Izuku asked, “Why didn’t you just tell him your name was Ekikyō?”
“Why on earth would I give a hero my real name?”
“That’s your real name?” Izuku was pretty sure his heart melted a little. He didn’t think Ekikyō trusted him that much at the beginning. He’d been proven wrong. “I thought you just gave me a made-up name.”
“Nope, that’s the real deal. Not giving you my surname though. Plausible deniability and all that.”
Izuku snorted and mentally leaned on his friend. Ekikyō leaned right back. “I don't think that's how plausible deniability works, Ekikyō, but I appreciate the thought.”
Notes:
Gokaku: mutually + 2 pieces of jade joined together (Apparently that's a thing in some sculptures? And it was a common enough practice at some point to earn its own kanji? I couldn't find much on the practice itself, sadly. I'm kinda curious.)
Chapter 16: Best Parts of You
Summary:
“But you’ve always been good enough; you’ve just been giving the best parts of you to the wrong people.” –R.H. Sin
Notes:
Y'all have no idea how excited I've been to finally post this chapter. And the quote I found fits unbelievably well. I hope y'all enjoy reading it as much as I did writing it during NaNoWriMo.
(I didn't beat NaNo, sadly. I had a dry spell right in the middle where I didn't write for ~10 days, but I did get 27k written, all in this story. So, yay! Backlogged chapters! \o/)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Today was the eighth day, and Izuku and Ekikyō were both nervous. Neither of them was completely healed, but their time was up. So, they headed straight for the clinic after changing out of their school uniform.
They had the pleasant surprise of running into Monitor when they arrived. The guy had freely admitted to working night shifts in one of the city’s emergency rooms the first time they talked, and he occasionally did relief work on top of that. When his busy schedule allowed, he covered daytime shifts at the underground clinic for Cross and Cheshire. Cheshire and Cross alternated nights at the clinic. If an emergency came in, whoever was on duty called whoever was out. During the day, their hours were more variable, though Izuku didn’t know for sure if they had “normal” jobs too.
Izuku and Ekikyō exchanged pleasantries with Monitor, but after he left for his real job, their anxiety returned with a vengeance. They sat and fidgeted in the waiting room while Cross finished with his current patient. Cheshire kept using her quirk on them, but the moment she let up on it, there were the nerves again.
Finally, Dabi walked out of the exam room with all visible staples shiny and new. (How many were there for it to have taken over an hour to replace them?) Izuku perked up and waved. Dabi gave him a half-grin and waved back. “Your advice was good, Green. Keep it up.”
“The blowtorch analogy worked?” Izuku asked excitedly.
“Yeah. Still have to be careful and do small bursts, but it gets the job done. Haven’t had much luck on dialing down the temperature though.”
“I was worried about that,” Izuku admitted. Dabi’s genetics were against him there. “Sorry, I couldn’t help more.”
“Ah, don’t sweat it. You doing okay?” Dabi nodded at Izuku’s left shoulder.
“Yeah,” Izuku said, resting a hand over the burn scar. “No more incidents like that. Pretty sure my friends will murder the guy if he ever does it again.”
Dabi snorted. “Sign me up for that hunting party. Sounds like fun.” He glanced at Cheshire when he said the last part.
Cheshire beamed. “Of course, honey. Anyone who inflicts a burn like that deserves to feel one themselves.”
Izuku whined and covered his face with his hands. “Guys…”
Ekikyō laughed at him and mentally ruffled his hair. “Let us be protective. You’re worth protecting.” Izuku started to protest, but Ekikyō stopped him. “What did you say about self-deprecation a few days ago?”
Izuku sighed and stood to walk into Cross’s office, trying to ignore the possible Kacchan murder plot going on in the lobby.
Cross was waiting for them and motioned them over to the exam table. “I’m going to do a quick scan; then you two can separate.” After they’d nodded, Cross got to work, spending more time scrutinizing their torso than anything else. He seemed a bit pensive when he deactivated his quirk, but told them to go ahead and de-possess.
Izuku and Ekikyō’s nerves spiked. This was it. One last internal hug and Ekikyō slipped from Izuku’s mind. They went through their usual routine, though the process went quicker due to Ekikyō’s decreased mass. He had built some of it back up, but he was still significantly reduced. He didn’t seem to be going into shock existing on his own though, which had been the main worry for him. Izuku for his part, could feel his stomach for the first time in days, and he was surprised to find it still hurting. It was more of a constant ache than the stabbing pain he’d endured while Ekikyō was unconscious though. So, that was a definite improvement.
The doctor checked Ekikyō over quickly before moving on to Izuku. The usual exam followed with a few add-ons. The man gently applied pressure to various points on Izuku’s abdomen, and Izuku told him if there was any pain. There was around his stomach, but everything else seemed to be fine. Then the doctor used his quirk again. After several minutes, Cross was satisfied.
“Your stomach’s not where I’d like it to be in terms of recovery, but I suppose it can’t be helped. You’ll need to be careful for at least the next week. Eat small, frequent, bland meals. Nothing spicy, particularly rough—like granola—or heavily seasoned. And no taking hits to the chest or abdomen if you can avoid it. If you do get hit, come here as soon as possible for a quick check-up.”
“So, keep wearing my armor under my school uniform, avoid bullies, and no sparring practice,” Izuku summarized. “Got it.”
Cross turned to Ekikyō then. “Regaining your lost mass should be fairly straightforward. Lots of good quality food and rest. I’d lay low for a bit too if I were you.”
“Yeah, no kidding,” Ekikyō said, rolling his eyes.
“Green, you should come back in another week just to be safe. Otherwise, you’re both free to go.”
“Thanks again, doc. I owe you for this one,” Ekikyō said.
Izuku meanwhile checked to make sure the lobby was empty. Dabi had left thankfully, and Cheshire was off somewhere else. Sighing in relief, Izuku held the door open for Ekikyō to flow past. “That experiment was a bust, huh?” Izuku asked, trying to lighten the mood.
Ekikyō hummed. “Yeah, but now we know I can safely make it at least six weeks after a long possession. Could be useful if your family ever goes on vacation.”
Izuku shook his head. “You know how much Mom loves her work. We haven’t gone on a vacation in years.” And the last one they had been on had been with the Bakugos. Not exactly a fond memory for Izuku.
“Hey, at least it gives you plenty of time to study.” Ekikyō looked off into space, thinking for a moment. “Your entrance exams will probably happen before I can make it back to visit. So, good luck, kid, not that you need it with your brain.” He held up a slime tendril.
It took Izuku a moment to figure out Ekikyō wanted a fist bump. He grinned and returned it. Except he bumped a little too hard, and his fist kinda sank into the slime tendril. Oops.
Ekikyō laughed and used that leverage to pull Izuku into a hug instead. Izuku blinked a few times and returned the hug to the best of his ability. (Where was he supposed to put his hands when the other person was amorphous?) “And just remember, even if you’re not going to be a hero officially, you’re already my hero.”
Okay, that was unfair. Now Izuku was going to cry. He bit down on his half-formed retorts and hugged Ekikyō a bit tighter. “You too, Ekikyō,” Izuku murmured, meaning every word. Izuku wasn’t sure where he’d be without his best friend right now, but he knew it would have been a much darker place (if anywhere). He didn’t know if he’d have been able to pull himself together and find another way to help people, another dream to work toward. Izuku released Ekikyō to rub at his eyes. “Stay safe out there. I don’t think I’m ready to plot my first revenge yet,” he added jokingly.
“We’ll get you there one day,” Ekikyō said between laughs. He ruffled Izuku’s hair with a tendril, leaving a bit of slime stuck in the curly mass. Izuku shot him an exasperated look, but Ekikyō was already slipping out the door. Izuku sighed and ran his hand slowly through his hair, letting the slime cling to his fingers and sink under his skin.
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Things returned to normal after that, though Izuku warned his mentors about his continued restrictions when he started training again. The vigilante and underground hero were understanding, if a tad suspicious about the specific ban on torso hits. Most illnesses didn’t come with that as a recovery stipulation. Izuku knew that his story had holes in it, but he definitely wasn’t going to tell them the truth. Thankfully, neither of them pressed him on the issue.
Instead of sparring, Ciupan worked him hard on learning to use grappling hooks while Izuku finished healing. Eraserhead took him on a few light patrols on the weekends—mostly comforting the victims and giving first aid while Eraserhead mopped the floor with whatever thug was responsible. Izuku didn’t see him during the week due to studying for the UA entrance exam.
A week before the test date, Izuku got a package with his UA guest badge and instructions on what room to report to for his written test…and his…heroics practical? Izuku read the paper over and over, unable to make sense of it. Then realization struck him like a lightning bolt. “I never un-signed up for the heroics test!”
Izuku scrambled to boot up his laptop. He needed to email Principle Nezu and straighten this out pronto. He couldn’t be a hero. Izuku’s finger hovered over the “send” button. He bit his lip. He couldn’t be a hero, but…he saved Maneki, and he’d saved Ekikyō…
There was no harm in trying, right? Just confirming what he already knew, really. And it wasn’t like he could get the registration fee back this late in the game. There was no real point in withdrawing from the practical, was there?
Izuku moved his cursor and clicked, deleting the drafted email.
Izuku let out a long breath. Really, he shouldn’t be so worked up over this. Cross had cleared him for normal physical activity a few days ago; so, he could compete. And it was just a test for heroics. It had no bearing on whether or not he got into the Analysis Course. What was the worst that could happen?
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It turned out the worst was being seated next to Kacchan in the auditorium while they received the practical instructions from Present Mic. Really, the hero just covered the same points that were listed in the brochure they’d all been given walking in, but there was one thing in the brochure that was bothering him. Present Mic hadn’t said anything about what outside gear was allowed in the testing center, but the brochure went into detail on what was and wasn’t permitted. There was a lot listed there, but Izuku didn’t see anything about outsourced quirk effects.
After the most embarrassing call-out Izuku had ever experienced courtesy of a blue-haired boy with glasses, he was a nervous wreck as he approached Present Mic at the front of the auditorium. The hero beamed when he spotted Izuku and asked, “Anything I can help you with, Little Listener?”
“Um…I was curious what the policy on outside quirks with lingering effects is. My friend has a quirk that gives a target an immune boost and slightly accelerated healing for a few weeks after they use it. They used it on me two weeks ago.”
Present Mic gave a thoughtful hum and rested his chin in his hand. “That is a tricky one, Little Listener. That doesn’t come up often, but we usually run a quick blood test to check for performance enhancers to be safe. You’d be surprised what people try to slip by the judges. As long as that test comes up negative you should be a-okay. If you follow me, I’ll show you to the infirmary. Recovery Girl can run your sample while the practical’s happening and give you the result before you head home.”
Izuku woodenly followed Present Mic, mind whirring a million kilometers per hour. It made sense, but the idea of a blood test left Izuku nauseated. If they took his blood, they’d see the slime in it. They’d check his file, and they’d know he’d continued having contact with the Sludge Villain. All the heroes had to do then was have Izuku put under house arrest or followed until Ekikyō made an appearance. Everything would be ruined, and Izuku had no way to warn Ekikyō before he returned.
Izuku didn’t find an answer by the time they reached the infirmary, but he let out a silent breath of relief when Recovery Girl was nowhere to be seen. Present Mic clapped a hand on his (good) shoulder and pointed him toward a chair. “Take a seat. I’ll go get her. Should just be a minute.”
Izuku nodded mutely and twiddled his thumbs until the door clicked shut after the hero’s exit. Then Izuku was on the move. He eyed the air vents before deciding they weren’t worth the risk. He needed to get off campus now, and he suspected UA’s diminutive principle was both familiar with the vents and well aware of their potential security risk. Izuku didn’t want to find out what defense measures had been put in place.
There was the window though…Izuku glanced out of the closest window and gauged the two-story drop. Not fatal, but could injure. He slid the window open to get a better look outside and realized there was a tree a little further down the building. Izuku slid that window shut and snuck into the adjacent patient room after checking if it was empty. Perfect! There was another window, and it should be within range of the tree.
Izuku slung his duffle bag across his chest and tightened the strap to keep it from shifting and throwing him off-balance. Then he defenestrated himself.
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Izuku was still running on adrenaline by the time he made it home. He actually didn’t quite remember the trip back. Had he run the whole way? Taken the train? He had no idea, but it was hard to catch his breath all of a sudden. And why was the room spinning? He…he should probably sit down.
Once he was in the safety of his bedroom, he did just that, sinking to the floor with his back pressed against his door. He put his head between his knees and just breathed. He was home; he was safe. UA hadn’t found out. Oh fuck, how suspicious had he looked jumping out of a window to avoid a blood test?!
He nearly descended into another panic attack at that thought. Had he just ruined his one shot at getting into UA at all? Hero program aside—his once dream wasn’t worth compromising his now best friend—UA was his only shot at a maybe decent school. They were very outspoken about their anti-bullying policies. Sure, other high schools “had” those too, but those schools also had entire forum subsections composed of rejected applicants and disgruntled students, almost all with mutant or villainous quirks or quirkless. UA didn’t have that; the worst he’d been able to find was a forum of people who’d all been expelled by an Aizawa-sensei.
Izuku couldn’t let this chance slip away. He staggered to his feet and made for his desk and laptop. Once it had booted up, Izuku pulled up the email from Nezu. He hesitated again, wondering if he’d make things worse by doing this. He was about to start typing when he got a notification of another email received. It was from Nezu. Izuku hesitantly opened it.
“Greetings, Mr. Midoriya.
I am reaching out to you to see if you are well. You missed your heroics practical, and upon further investigation, executed a rather impressive jump from a window in the infirmary. You appeared quite distressed while doing so too. I’m afraid I cannot offer you a makeup practical, but don’t fret overly much. I cannot give you your score until official placements are released, but I can assure you your written test and portfolio were a joy to read.
Am I bear, a mouse, or a dog?
-Principal Nezu”
Izuku groaned and ran a hand down his face. Of course, Nezu saw what he did. On a second and third read-through, Izuku decided the chimera sounded concerned more than anything. Then again, he was an extremely intelligent creature; he very well could be putting up a front to get information. Izuku chewed on his lip as he opened a reply email. He’d err on the side of caution here. Just like Ekikyō said: no outright lying but vague enough for them to make their own conclusions.
“Good afternoon, Principal Nezu.
I apologize for my unorthodox exit. I kinda panicked when Present Mic-sensei mentioned me getting my blood drawn. I don’t do well with hospitals, or anything medical really. I’d honestly been thinking about withdrawing my application for the heroics course. So, I’m not too broken up over missing the practical. I think I’m more suited for analysis than hero work anyway.
Sorry for causing you concern.
-Midoriya Izuku”
Izuku closed out of his email and turned to his many forums. He’d just spent several hours cut off from the internet for his entrance exam and subsequent breakdown. Surely some interesting hero/villain fight had happened in that time. He could really use the distraction about now.
It took some searching to find an incident that really captured his attention, but once he did, he sank into analysis mode with abandon. His anxieties slipped to the back burner and stayed there as he finished analyzing that event and moved on to another and another. On the fifth hero/villain confrontation, Izuku jolted out of his hyperfocused state. Something about this villain’s quirk seemed familiar. Maybe they were a repeat offender or had a relative who’d been arrested recently? Revenge was a powerful motivator.
Oh! That’s what it was. Ekikyō talked about a quirk just like this on one of his visits. Izuku watched with rapt attention, comparing their quirk use to his analysis. This was a great opportunity to check his accuracy. It wasn’t often he got to study a quirk he’d roughly worked out.
The villain was just as difficult to combat as Izuku’d expected from the description Ekikyō had given him of their light-bending quirk. They could effectively make themselves invisible or make it look like they were several feet to the side, which ruined the hero’s aim with their quirk. (It appeared to be something ranged, an energy-based attack of some sort?)
The hero’s attack passed through the villain’s displaced image yet again, nearly hitting bystanders at the outskirts of the fight. Izuku tensed. That hero needed to get backup and tag out. If their quirk was energy-based like he suspected, there was a chance that the villain could control the hero’s shots. He’d said as much to Ekikyō. It all depended on where the villain’s quirk drew the line between energy and light—and if such a distinction existed at all. It was entirely possible that the villain’s quirk was broader than they realized. So many stopped experimenting with their quirks once they thought they knew everything.
Izuku hissed as that hypothesis proved true. One of the hero’s attacks passed close enough to the villain’s actual body to get caught in their quirk. Faster than a blink the attack did a U-turn and crashed into the hero, sending him tumbling. The fight continued with the hero on the back foot until another hero finally arrived on-scene: Mirko. With her enhanced hearing, the villain’s illusions were rendered useless. One solid kick to the chest dispelled the villain’s quirk and left the villain gasping for air on the pavement.
Izuku sat back in his chair and exhaled. He’d actually been pretty spot on with his analysis. He needed to add opponents with enhanced non-visual senses to that quirk’s weakness list. But everything Izuku had theorized had proven right. It was kinda refreshing seeing someone utilize their quirk so well, even if they were a villain. Izuku didn’t mind the affirmation of his skills either.
Notes:
>.>
Chapter 17: The Question
Summary:
“When you hit the wrong notes, what happens next? The song continues, right? So, the question is: Do you continue to play? Do you continue to reach? I dare you to forgive yourself.” –Jon Foreman
Notes:
This one's painful. Fair warning.
Chapter Text
The week spent waiting for his exam results seemed to simultaneously drag on and speed by for Izuku. Schoolwork and training with Ciupan kept Izuku busy enough to not dwell on what-ifs. And there was Kacchan to deal with. His streak of ignoring Izuku had broken. Apparently, Izuku showing up to the UA heroics exam was an unforgivable sin. The blonde glared holes in the side of Izuku’s head anytime he wasn’t taking notes, and the insults and…suicide baiting were back. Maybe Kacchan wasn’t so happy he’d survived his kidnapping and possession as Izuku had thought.
Kacchan didn’t directly hurt Izuku though, which was a nerve-wracking change of pace. Izuku worried that it would only last so long before Kacchan snapped and hurt him again. Each time his ex-friend burnt his school supplies or shoulder checked him, Izuku’s anxiety ratcheted up another notch, thinking this would be the time. Izuku wondered if this was what playing Russian Roulette felt like. Knowing you’d eventually get hurt but not knowing when. Izuku almost wished Kacchan would just get it over with. The anticipation was slowly killing him.
By the end of the week, Izuku was an anxious wreck. Unable to bear sitting still a minute longer, Izuku headed out early. He parkoured across rooftops, reveling in the movement and faint burn of muscles still recovering from his sick week. Izuku beat Eraserhead to their meet-up spot for the first time ever and used the time for some cooldown stretches. When the hero did turn up, Izuku wondered if maybe the man should have stayed home. Eraserhead’s eyebags were more pronounced than ever, and he seemed extra done with life.
“You okay, Eraser?” Izuku asked as the hero slumped against the rooftop AC unit, cradling his favorite cup of poison. Seriously, how could anyone drink something with that much espresso in it?
Eraserhead gave Izuku a deadpan look. That was a “no” then. After downing half his death coffee, Eraserhead finally answered verbally, “This year’s class is going to give me grey hairs, I can feel it.”
Izuku winced in sympathy. “That bad, huh?”
“Two of them I know are going to give me headaches already,” Eraserhead said, setting his drink aside to massage his temples.
“We could take tonight off if you’re not up to training or patrolling,” Izuku suggested. It only seemed fair to offer, since Eraser had let him off the hook when he was sick and recovering.
The hero shook his head. “No, I think we’ll patrol tonight. Taking down a few criminals is decent stress relief.”
“Amen to that,” Izuku said, earning a snort from his teacher.
The pair remained on the rooftop long enough for Aizawa to finish his drink; then they set out. Tonight, Eraserhead led the way toward the warehouse district. Eraserhead’s patrol usually followed the edge of the district (the warehouses were too spaced apart to easily traverse, even with a capture weapon), only venturing in if he heard or saw a disturbance.
As they passed a familiar set of warehouses, Izuku bit his lip and glanced at Eraserhead. “Hey, Eraser?”
“What, Naisho?”
“Do you know of any underground healers or doctors? Asking for a friend.”
Eraserhead stopped in the middle of the roof they were running across and turned to stare Izuku down with narrowed eyes. “Kid, are you hurt?”
“No! I’m perfectly fine. Just curious…for future reference,” Izuku said. Wow, he really needed to get better at deflecting.
Eraser didn’t look like he believed Izuku. “No, I don’t know any off-the-books doctors, but if you ever need a doctor, I might be able to help. I do work at UA, and we have Recovery Girl.”
Izuku was a little touched. Suspicious, but touched. If he went to UA as Naisho, the chances of Nezu identifying him and connecting his two personas…well, Nezu was one of if not the smartest person in Japan. Izuku might pretend to be more confident as Naisho the vigilante, or even Green the analyst, but he wasn’t perfect. Nezu was sure to pick up on every little mistake Izuku made and was more than capable of connecting the dots.
On the upside, Izuku had confirmed that Eraserhead didn’t know about Cross and Cheshire’s clinic.
“Recovery Girl has such a cool quirk,” Izuku said, avoiding the topic of whether or not he’d ask for help. “And with it drawing on a target’s stamina instead of draining her own, she can treat so many people! She must have seen a lot of disaster relief work when she was younger. If she worked in conjunction with someone whose healing quirk used their own stamina to heal others, they could handle just about anything that could happen to a person. Except, well, cancer, but that’s hardly a concern with her working at a high school now. Actually, she’s worked at UA long enough that statistically, a few people with childhood cancers should have made their way through. I wonder if they have to have a special flag on their medical files to avoid the use of healing quirks—”
“Problem Child,” Eraserhead said a bit louder than normal.
Izuku flinched and clamped his mouth shut.
Eraserhead sighed. “Those are all excellent points, but you got off on a tangent, kid. We’re supposed to be patrolling. Now come on.”
Izuku flushed under the safety of darkness and followed his mentor soundlessly. There were frustratingly few incidents to intervene in tonight. Not that Izuku wished bad things to happen to others, but he kinda wished the criminals were idiot enough to try to commit their crimes in the middle of his and Eraserhead’s patrol. In the following hours, they stopped all of one mugging and caught a group of teenagers drinking behind a convenience store. Izuku definitely did not recognize one of the teens from his class; he just didn’t feel like talking—at all—while they waited for the cops to pick up the drunk hooligans.
Then, just before they called it quits for the night, Eraserhead got a call about a robbery in progress. They reached the electronics store as the three thieves were piling armloads of tech into the back of a very beaten-up car. Eraserhead jumped one criminal as he was opening the door to the driver’s seat, quickly eliminating him and the thieves’ means of transport. The other two barely had time to yell in surprise before Eraserhead lunged toward them.
Izuku made it down from the roof a few seconds later. He was getting quicker with his grappling hooks and rappelling, but he was a long way from being as expert or confident with them as Ciupan. So, by the time he made it down, the most expedient thing for him to do was ensure the first thief didn’t get back up. Izuku pulled a bundle of zip ties from a pocket of the cargo shorts he was wearing over his armor tonight and bound the guy’s feet and hands. For good measure, Izuku pocketed his keys too.
Izuku checked to make sure Eraserhead was still doing fine; one of the thieves had a mutant quirk that seemed to give him toughened (leathery?) skin and was giving the hero a workout. Judging that the man was fine for now, Izuku checked the getaway driver’s pockets for anything else interesting or potentially da—OH…
“Eraserhead, this guy has a gun!” Izuku called. He pulled his hoodie’s sleeve down over his hand before carefully removing the firearm from the back of the man’s pants. He set it on the pavement and kicked it underneath the car where the other thieves would (hopefully) have a hard time getting to it.
Eraserhead heeded the warning—that if one had a gun, the others might as well—and knocked the non-mutant out by hauling them forward with his capture weapon to meet a swift and brutal knee to the face. Izuku cringed at the sound of man’s nose breaking. He was out cold too, which meant Izuku needed to get him into the recovery position to prevent him from choking on his own blood. Eraserhead must have known too (of course he did; he was the freaking hero here), as he moved the fight with the mutant quirked thief away from his fallen companion.
Once they were a safe-ish distance away, Izuku dashed in and rolled the villain onto his side and positioned his limbs to keep him propped there. Izuku zip-tied him and checked him for weapons too, finding only a small pocketknife. There was also a packet of what Izuku was 95% sure were drugs of some sort. He set the drugs and pocketknife on the hood of the car and checked on Eraserhead again. He had the thug just about restrained. As Izuku watched, one last loop of capture weapon snagged the man’s legs. He went down hard and with several rather creative curses.
Izuku held up the zip ties, but Eraserhead shook his head. He wanted to keep the man completely secured until cops arrived; so, in the capture scarf he was staying. Izuku shrugged and put his zip ties back in his pocket.
“Gun’s under the car, and the second thief’s pocketknife and possible drugs are on the hood of the car. Oh! And here are the car keys,” Izuku said tossing the keys to the hero.
Eraserhead caught them in one hand while maintaining tension on his capture scarf with the other. “Good job, Problem Child. Nice execution of the recovery position too.” Izuku had modified it slightly to facilitate tying the guy up. So, it wasn’t textbook, but it worked. “If half of my students were as competent as you, I might actually enjoy teaching.”
Izuku blushed at the praise and waved his arms in front of him as he walked over to Eraser. “I’m just good at memorizing things. If your students spent one-on-one time with you too, I’m sure they’d do even better!”
Izuku couldn’t see Eraser’s eyes behind his goggles, but he had a feeling the man was rolling them. “They really wouldn’t. You’re good, kid. You pay attention and learn lessons the first time. You’re surprisingly respectful for a vigilante, and you understand the importance of following orders and delegating duties.”
Izuku felt like he might just combust if Eraserhead kept this up. (Part of Izuku laughed at the idea of him learning lessons the first time when it took him a decade to finally get that he couldn’t be a hero.)
The hero’s tone was a bit softer as he continued, “By now, you should know that I don’t say things I don’t mean, Naisho. If you ever decide to try doing this,” he said, nodding at the contained criminals. “In a more official capacity, I’d be happy to see you in my classroom someday.”
Izuku’s brain stopped working for a moment. Eraserhead didn’t lie; he was blunt to the point of bordering on rude. And sure, he occasionally utilized sarcasm—like that comment about not enjoying teaching—but Izuku was fairly confident in recognizing it after the last month. Eraserhead actually thought Izuku was a good student. The Eraserhead wanted Izuku for a student.
Something in Izuku’s chest broke just a little. His chance was already gone. Eraserhead thought he could handle being a hero student (at least, he did without knowing Izuku’s quirk status), and Izuku’d given up the heroics practical.
Izuku laughed. It was a wet, painful thing. “Hate to disappoint you, Eraserhead-sensei, but I can’t be your student at UA. I…I tried to take the heroics entrance exam, but…I-I couldn’t.” Izuku shook his head and resisted the urge to lift his goggles to swipe the tears from his eyes.
Eraserhead normally was pretty still, but when Izuku dared to look back up at him, he might as well have been a statue. “What.”
Izuku flinched, feeling terrible for disappointing his mentor. Oh no, what if that had been the hero’s plan the whole time, the reason he’d been so nice? To soften Izuku to the idea of attending a hero course and get him out of not-quite-illegal vigilante work? Now that Izuku had blown that idea apart, Eraserhead had no reason not to arrest him. Abort! Abort! “I-I tried. Sorry, sensei. It’s just not realistic for someone like me. Gotta go; bye!” Izuku bolted before the hero could process the words.
"Problem Child, wait! Get back here!"
Izuku didn’t listen. He knew Eraserhead was a responsible hero. He was duty-bound to stay with the three criminals he’d incapacitated—two of them unconscious as well—until police arrived on scene. His hero job was more important than a quirkless kid who’d blown any chance he might have had, and that wasn’t much of one.
(Izuku wondered what Eraserhead’s answer to his question would have been if he’d asked the underground hero instead of All Might.)
Chapter 18: Hurts
Summary:
“Everyone says love hurts, but that is not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt.” –Liam Neeson
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku avoided Eraserhead the rest of the weekend, making excuses over text and ignoring the hero’s responding questions. Izuku did give the man credit; he only asked them that night. He didn’t press after.
Izuku spent the days off exercising and running until his pulse drowned out his thoughts, helping out at the underground clinic, or burying his head in quirk analysis. His mom noticed his change in behavior and attempted to cheer him up, but every time she tried, Izuku couldn’t help but think she wouldn’t bother if she knew he was upset about the heroics exam, not the analytics one. She hadn’t believed in his dream since that doctor appointment ten years ago.
All he wanted was to be believed in, and now that he had it (from a hero who barely even knew him instead of his own mother) it was too late. He swallowed down his despondency and budding bitterness and excused himself. He spent more of his free time in the back room at the clinic and almost all of his home time in his bedroom after that.
Then the letter arrived.
Izuku insisted on opening it alone, both to keep his mother from knowing he ever applied to heroics and to process his results in peace. His mother was going to cry over his results, regardless of what they were, and Izuku wanted to put that off for just a little while longer.
In addition to the paper letter, there was a hologram projector disc inside the envelope. It fell out when Izuku removed the papers. After hitting the surface of his desk, the disc whirred to life. A projection of a smiling Nezu appeared before him.
“Salutations, Midoriya Izuku. It is with great pleasure that I welcome you to UA’s Analytics Track. You’ll find your unique schedule with the enclosed papers. You’ll share homeroom with Class 1-H in the Support building, but you will also have classes with Management as well as yours truly.” The hologram patted itself on the chest.
“On the first day of class, if you could bring your other written analyses in, I’ve arranged for you to have an encrypted laptop for your work while you attend here. It will provide you with an additional layer of security until you learn ciphers, coding, and cybersecurity. I’d request that you allow UA to safeguard your hard copies in the meantime. Knowledge is power, after all, and you have it in spades.”
The holographic principal paused as if listening to someone out of view. “Yes, yes. I was getting to that. As for your score in the entrance exam, you placed third out of all departments’ participants this year. Congratulations! And your other exam…well, there are other ways to accomplish that goal than the entrance exam should you ever wish to.”
Izuku was aware that the Sports Festival was one such way. A student from another course could be transferred in if they placed high enough. He was uncertain of what other methods Nezu might be referencing. Maybe apprenticeship? Those weren’t common anymore, but the legislation still existed for them.
Izuku tuned back in to Nezu’s speech in time to hear the closing “welcome, Midoriya, to your UA academia” before the disc shut itself off.
Izuku picked up the unassuming device and turned it over in his hands. It was such a small thing, but it set the futures of so many every year. Maybe it was always the small things. An extra toe joint, taking one path home over another, one impulsive decision, a hologram disc.
Izuku slowly surfaced from his reverie and checked his burner phone. Shinso should have his results now too. He hadn’t told the boy his identity, but he’d let slip that he had entrance exams the same day as Shinso. Only UA held their exam that day. No other high school in the area dared try to compete. Izuku had already decided he’d tell Shinso his civilian identity when they started at UA, if only to have one friend in the school. Provided Shinso got in.
He sent off a text, and Shinso responded a minute later. They were both in, but they’d both missed out on heroics. At least they could commiserate together. No one had believed in Shinso either (until Izuku).
They would be at UA, even if Shinso had to transfer into the heroics department later—and he was going to make it in one way or another. He had an amazing quirk, strong resolve, and a great sense of justice. Izuku frowned, wondering if Shinso’s fosters would try to force him into a muzzle again for classes at UA. He hadn’t heard many details from the teen, but he knew things were not fine. Something burning and dangerous stirred in his chest, and he clutched his phone tighter. Shinso still had Cheshire’s phone number, if only he’d use it.
Izuku hoped Shinso’s foster parents wouldn’t give him any grief over his entrance exams. He wondered if Shinso had even told them that he’d applied to heroics or if he’d kept that a secret like Izuku had. A secret that Nezu had unwittingly(?) helped Izuku keep. Izuku was sure he could play that second exam off as seeing if he could get into Support if his mom asked. He did like studying support gear, though he had no experience building any. Yeah, that sounded believable.
Izuku nodded to himself and decided it was time to face his mother’s tears (of joy that he wasn’t going to be a hero). He unlocked his bedroom door and stepped out into the hall, a bit surprised that she wasn’t pacing right outside his door. He walked into the kitchen before spotting her on the phone.
“That’s great, Mitsuki! Oh, I’m so happy for him! Of course, of course! I can come over this evening. Let me ask Izuku.”
His mom hung up the phone and turned toward the hallway, only to stop when she saw Izuku already standing there. “Oh! Izuku, Katsuki placed first in UA’s heroics exam! Isn’t that wonderful? Mitsuki just invited us over for dinner to celebrate.”
Izuku froze. As much as he liked Aunt Mitsuki and Uncle Masaru, Izuku did not want to be anywhere near Kacchan right now. Or ever. It was mutual really. The chances of Kacchan wanting a useless Deku dragging down his celebratory dinner were about the same as Izuku becoming a hero, a.k.a. nonexistent. There was also the matter of Izuku’s acceptance and the issue Kacchan would definitely take with it…
“T-that’s great, Mom. I wish I could come, but I promised a friend I’d help them study for a biology test. We’re meeting up in an hour.” Actually, his next client at the clinic wasn’t scheduled until three hours from now, but Izuku could always use the extra time to help Cheshire organize the supply room. “Oh, and d-don’t tell the Bakugos that I got into the Analysis program. I want to surprise Kacchan on the f-first day of class.” It wasn’t a perfect solution, but it at least bought him some time.
“Oh, that’s too bad,” his mom said, expression falling. “I’ll tell Katsuki congratulations for you. Don’t stay out too late.”
“Okay, mom,” he agreed, feeling bad for dampening her enthusiasm. “Have fun. Say h-hi to Auntie and Uncle for me?”
“Of course, sweetheart. Well, I’d better get going. Mitsuki will need some help in the kitchen. You know how she gets.” His mom gave him a quick kiss on the temple before distractedly walking to her room, no doubt wondering if she should bring a dessert.
Izuku watched her go, wondering where the sudden hollow cavity in his chest had come from. He should be happy. He’d dodged his mother’s tears. With her distracted by the Bakugos, there was a chance she’d forget to ask about his exam at all by the time she got back. Izuku frowned and walked back to his own room. He probably should head over to the clinic, keep up appearances in case Mom forgot something and came back by the apartment in the next few hours.
Cross and Cheshire knew something was up when he arrived hours early wearing a plastic smile. After several genuinely concerned looks and each of them quietly pulling him aside to ask if he was okay, he finally broke and told them, “I-I got accepted to my dream school, though it’s not the program I originally applied for. I’ll be able to help a lot of people; that’s what I always wanted.” It wasn’t; he’d always wanted to save everyone. Analysis, while still something he loved, felt like a fresh admission of defeat, a downgrade. But it was something he could do.
And it was safer. That made his mom happy, or at least, it was supposed to. If the danger was what she cared about, why was she so happy to hear her nephew’s success, that her nephew was going into the field where so many died before they reached 20? Kacchan had an amazing quirk, but so did every other pro who’d died in the last year. Izuku had done research a while back, trying to understand his mom’s concern. Regardless of quirk type, a newly graduated hero had a 20% chance of dying in their first year, 40% chance of dying in their first five. That didn’t take into account career-ending injuries.
Izuku and Kacchan had had the same dream; the danger was the same whether it was Kacchan with his quirk in the limelight or Izuku with support gear in the underground side of heroics. If everything else was the same, was Izuku the problem? It didn’t make any sense.
He didn’t realize he’d descended into a mumble storm until Cross rested a hand on his shoulder and snapped him out of it. Izuku hunched his shoulders and flushed in embarrassment. “S-sorry.”
Cheshire drew him into a hug, and Izuku wasn’t sure why that made him want to cry so much. “You’ll do great, sweetie. You don’t need a flashy quirk to save people. Whether as your civilian identity, Green, or Naisho, you can’t not save people. It’s just who you are. We can see that.”
That tipped Izuku over the edge, and he clung tighter to his friend as he sobbed. Cross stood by, silent, a little awkward, but showing solidarity in his own way. By the time Izuku’d cried himself out, he had to rush to clean himself up before his appointment arrived. If this was how he could hel—save people, then he was going to do it with all the energy he would have put into being a hero.
He probably should have been concerned that Cross and Cheshire had already figured out his vigilante persona, but he was just relieved. They understood. Whatever their reasons for operating illegally, they just wanted to help, to save, people too. It was nice to feel understood.
He found himself reluctant to give up that feeling when his appointment concluded and he no longer had a reason to avoid going home. Something must have shown in his expression, because Cheshire gave him that reassuring, quirked smile of hers and said, “You know, my place is always open to you, even if you just need somewhere to decompress for a night. I’m sure the ladies would feel safer knowing a big, strong vigilante was staying over.”
Izuku flushed and sputtered denials.
Cheshire laughed at him, and Cross chuckled. “Didn’t you finish cleaning that beach recently? If I recall right, there were an assortment of large, heavy appliances there. I’ve also done numerous physicals on you. You’re exceptionally fit and strong for your age and build.”
Izuku’s blush only worsened, extending to the tips of his ears and down his neck, and he groaned into his arms. “Ekikyō helped…”
“Regardless, the offer still stands,” Cheshire said, grinning. “What are friends for?”
Izuku stared after her as she went to lock up the supply closet. Once she was out of sight and Cross was occupied on the other side of the room, Izuku pulled his civilian cell phone out. His mother hadn’t texted yet, despite how late it was. That meant she was probably still having fun over at the Bakugos’.
That hollow feeling threatened to come back for a moment.
Izuku typed out a quick text that he was staying the night at his friend’s place and sent it. He’d just have to wake up early to change into the spare gakuran he kept in his locker for emergencies.
Decision made, he put his phone away and moved to follow Cheshire. Cross held him back with a light hand on his shoulder. “Green, I’ve been meaning to ask, and today reminded me, the medication I sent home with you when you got burned, did it help? Or did you feel worse or return to previously bad levels when you stopped it?”
He knew which medication Cross meant. Anxiety meds were apparently a fairly standard part of treatment for bad burns, but Izuku had wondered if the doctor had had an ulterior motive when telling him to finish the full course. They hadn’t really talked about Izuku’s mental health, but Izuku had picked up a few things from hanging around the clinic. He knew what terms like depression and anxiety meant, though thinking about them in connection to himself made him uncomfortable.
Izuku frowned and tried to think about it from a more clinical viewpoint. Had he felt better while on the anxiety meds? He’d honestly chalked any change up to Ekikyō visiting more frequently then and having friends in general. On the flip side, things did seem worse the last few weeks, and he couldn’t put a finger on why. “Maybe? I hadn’t really thought about it.”
Cross nodded. “Well, if that medication didn’t give you any side effects, I can get you a refill. Though I would recommend tracking how you feel this time.” The underground doctor handed him a folded photocopy of a brochure.
It was a bit grainy and dark from repeat copying, but Izuku could still read it fine. “Mindfulness?”
“It’s hard to note your progress, or lack thereof, if you don’t know what to watch for. It can also help with catching yourself before you get into a spiral, among other things,” Cross said, smiling gently. He squeezed Izuku's shoulder once before heading for the medicine closet. He returned with Izuku’s anxiety meds a few steps ahead of Cheshire.
Cheshire for her part didn’t comment on the pill vial, only half-grinning—to avoid activating her quirk—as she asked, “So, what’ll it be, Green?”
“I texted my mom that I’m staying at a friend’s house tonight.” Cheshire beamed, and Izuku found a genuine smile on his face too. When was the last time he’d stayed over at a friend’s place? (When was the last time he had a friend to stay over with?)
Cheshire’s home was in the not-so-great part of town, worryingly close to one of the gang territories, but Izuku didn’t comment. Her apartment had two other occupants when they entered, and Cheshire was quick to introduce everyone. Kotone was a grad student eight years Izuku’s senior trying to get away from an abusive ex. She had a healing bruise on her cheek to prove it. Eiko was older, about his mom’s age, and she was a stripper hiding out with Cheshire to avoid a stalker who’d almost followed her home last week. She was looking for a new apartment now. Just thinking about what might have happened to either of them made Izuku’s skin crawl and something protective stir in his chest. Izuku introduced himself as Naisho the vigilante.
Cheshire vouched for him, but the ladies didn’t warm up to him until Cheshire whispered something else to them. Izuku wasn’t sure he wanted to know what she’d said for them to so quickly treat him as one of their own. But it was nice.
Izuku found himself actually having fun talking and cooking with them. He didn’t remember falling asleep on the sofa, but he woke to his phone alarm before sunrise well-rested, nails painted (with a clear gloss thankfully; his bullies didn’t need even more excuses to go after him), and hair tamed in several small braids. Cheshire saw him off with a bento of last night’s leftovers and a spare key in exchange for a promise from him to come over any time he needed. He promised and gave her permission to leave his burner number for anyone staying at her place, in case they ever felt unsafe or something happened. Izuku smiled on his way to school for the first time in a long time.
Izuku checked his messages, then texted Shinso on his way to school, showing off his buffed and painted nails. “Took Cheshire up on her hospitality last night. Didn’t expect the free mani-pedi.”
Shinso texted back a few minutes later. “But how long will those high-class nails last in your line of work?”
Izuku snorted. “Not long, but it’s nice while it lasts. May have to visit again for a touch-up.”
Shinso didn’t respond before Izuku got to school and had to change and unbraid his hair. He hoped his own visit to Cheshire might embolden Shinso to do the same when he needed it, but there was only so much Izuku could do. Maybe one of the heroes at UA would notice something was off next year. Izuku wasn’t holding out hope for teachers to intervene though. Maybe UA would be the same, but Izuku doubted it could be worse. He hoped it would be better than their current schools, if only a little.
Speaking of his current school, with entrance exams over, Izuku focused on surviving his remaining time at Aldera with minimal injury. It was tricky, especially after their homeroom teacher announced that Kacchan got into the hero course at UA as their top scorer. (Izuku had scored two spots higher than him on the written exam, but he suspected the hero course kids weren’t given the scoreboard for their written exams seeing as he was still alive.)
Their homeroom teacher read off a few other noteworthy acceptances, but he paused on Midoriya’s page and made a face at it before passing it over. Izuku breathed a sigh of relief. The teacher probably thought it was a mistake or typo, since almost no one had heard of the Analytics Track. Izuku was perfectly fine with Bakugo not knowing Izuku was going to the same high school as him for as long as possible.
He just had a few more months. A few more months of putting up with Bakugo’s bragging, insults, and baiting. A few more months of being harassed and hurt every day. A few more months of the awkward tension at home. A few more months of hanging out with Ekikyō and maybe Cheshire. A few more months of training under Eraserhead and Ciupan Seikyun. A few more months of doing analysis for the clinic and occasionally Giran. A few more months. He could do this. There were things to look forward to, and the end was in sight.
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Yūku grinned at the boy asleep on her couch. Eiko quietly braided his hair with his head in her lap while Kotone fanned his drying toenails with a hand. She was glad he’d finally let down his walls today, even as she was sad he’d done so because of his treatment at home. Her heart broke a little remembering Naisho sobbing into her shoulder. He wasn’t getting hurt physically at home, but emotionally?
Kotone sighed. “He really is like me, isn’t he?” Following the younger woman’s eyes, Yūku saw her eyeing where Naisho’s shirt had ridden up to expose a strip of skin. Even that small glimpse showed pieces of two separate scars. Yūku had seen them all when he’d suffered that horrible shoulder burn.
She leaned over the back of the couch to pull Naisho’s shirt down. “You have no idea.”
He’d grown so much too, despite his treatment at school and home. She remembered how shy he was that first day Ekikyō brought him to the clinic, and now here he was trusting her and her guests. Naisho and Ekikyō had been unexpectedly good for each other. Naisho was bolder now, more confident in himself and his abilities, and Ekikyō was healthier and more balanced. Sure, he was still up to no good—Yūku would be worried if he weren’t—but he hadn’t murdered or maimed anyone since before introducing her and Cross to the kid.
She thought about when that trend started and the news story about a kidnapped boy with green hair and eyes. A boy who was sacrificed himself to save a woman he didn’t know and was later found alive and well. Yūku hummed to herself as she walked to the hall closet to fetch a blanket for Midoriya.
This wasn’t the first time she’d kept a secret. She knew far too many to treat this one any differently. Especially when this boy cared about the people the rest of Japan forgot. She tucked the blanket around the sleeping teen and smiled to herself as she thought about just how appropriate his vigilante name was. A secret between friends, indeed.
Notes:
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End of Vigilante Origins arc
---Yūku means "soothe, pacify, calm" and "to laugh, to breathe/blow upon."
Chapter 19: Towards Growth
Summary:
"One can choose to go back towards safety or forward towards growth. Growth must be chosen again and again; fear must be overcome again and again.” –Abraham Maslow
**I posted an extra chapter over the weekend. So, if you missed 18, go read it first.
Notes:
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Beginning of 1st Week at UA, Plus Ultra Style arc
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Chapter Text
Izuku stood outside the gate to UA, staring up at the building in trepidation. This was it, make or break. Was UA going to be better, the same, or worse compared to Aldera? He’d been able to hope up til now, but after today he’d know.
Izuku swallowed and stepped through the archway. Then he kept putting one foot in front of the other. Shinso had agreed to meet him before classes at the hall joining the General Education and Support buildings. He should be there any minute.
Ekikyō knew Izuku was going to read Shinso in on his civilian identity. They’d decided to keep Ekikyō’s a secret for now, though the two were bound to meet at some point with how frequently Ekikyō still swung by Musutafu. Ekikyō and Izuku had finished out a long possession the week before, but Ekikyō liked to stick to weekend possessions during the school year, sometimes visiting two or three times in a month. (Izuku was 90% sure his best friend was visiting as much for his mom’s cooking as his company, but he wasn’t going to call Ekikyō out. His mom’s cooking was amazing.)
Izuku’s mind snapped back to the present when his eyes landed on a familiar head of purple hair. He started to smile until he caught a glimpse of white peeking from below his friend’s blazer sleeve. A bandage. Izuku glared at the incriminating thing and clenched his fists around his backpack straps. Looking at his friend’s face more closely, Izuku thought the skin tone around Shinso’s nose and cheeks might be a tiny bit off; the scars that should have been there were invisible. Make-up. Izuku swallowed his anger but didn’t let it go. He never held onto his anger at his own bullies, but there was something different about seeing it on another person, knowing someone else had been given the type of wounds Izuku knew scarred from personal experience. There had to be some way to make this better.
Izuku took one last deep breath and let it out. Then he approached the taller teen, calling, “Shinso!”
Shinso jolted a bit and turned to face him. Their eyes locked, and Shinso’s eyebrows rose in recognition before furrowing. “You have a babyface.”
Izuku pouted. “I do not!” The two sized each other up for a minute more before Izuku bowed. “Midoriya Izuku.”
Shinso gave a shallow bow as well. “Shinso Hitoshi.”
Izuku grinned. “We both made it.”
Shinso allowed himself to grin too, though there was something bitter underneath it. “Yeah. Gen Ed. Really living the dream.”
Izuku grimaced. “You’ll get into heroics. I know it.”
“Sports Festival, I remember. But that’s still a month away. A month that the hero course kids are getting combat and quirk training that we’re missing out on.”
Izuku smiled something between Ekikyō and Eraserhead’s smiles with just a dash of Ciupan thrown in. Shinso’s face froze then shifted to fear, making Izuku smile even wider. “Oh, you won’t be missing out.” Izuku stepped closer and asked, “Would you be free for sparring after school on Tuesdays and Thursdays? Could also do something during the afternoon on weekends, but not the mornings.”
“Because of your…job?” Shinso asked, clearly hesitant.
“Yep. If we’re sneaky, we might be able to get some training with your quirk in on lunch breaks too. Is there a visible tell when you brainwash someone?”
A half hour later they had a rough schedule ironed out and separated to go to their homerooms. Izuku found his in the Support building. The Support classes had the same size as the other courses for core classes, but they split into half-class groups for their lab sessions due to the space needed. Homeroom was in one of the normal classrooms, though at least one student was already tinkering with several pieces of tech strewn across her desk.
As he walks in, the piece the girl with pink dreadlocks was working on sparked and let out a small cloud of smoke. Unfortunately for Izuku, the seat next to her was the only one left. He sighed, resigned to his fate, and strode over to set his backpack next to his new desk. The girl didn’t look up at him. Well, she wasn’t glaring like Kacchan yet. That was already an improvement on Aldera.
Another improvement on Aldera walked through the door as the bell rang; their homeroom teacher was Power Loader. Izuku couldn’t help but smile at getting to see the elusive hero up close. “Good morning, class 1-H and Analyst. I’ll be your homeroom and lab teacher at UA, Power Loader, but you can all call me Maijima-sensei. We have a few minutes before we’re due in the auditorium; so, I’ll hand out your syllabi and answer any questions you have.”
He passed the papers out and pointed at a girl with coppery skin and silver hair. “Yes, Tantetsu?”
“What did you mean 1-H and ‘analyst?’”
Another student, this one a boy with ram’s horns sprouting from the top of his head and oddly shaped fingers (probably has a touch-based quirk) chimed in, “Yeah, and why do we have 21 students instead of 20?”
The rest of the students, who didn’t seem to have noticed this detail previously scanned the room, tallying the numbers. Izuku sank a little lower in his chair.
Power Loader grinned under his helmet. “I see some of you are paying attention. The answer to both questions is one and the same. 1-H only has 20 students, but an additional student shares our homeroom for convenience’s sake.” The hero gestured toward Izuku. “Midoriya Izuku is in the Analysis Track and is the first…”
Izuku tensed, waiting for yet another teacher to announce his quirk status to everyone.
“…Analysis student UA’s had in three years. He won’t be in all of your classes; we have to share him with Business and Nezu.”
Oh. Power Loader wasn’t going to out him? Izuku blinked in confusion, staring at the teacher in something akin to awe. Maybe UA was better than he’d dared hope. Then he looked around the room and noticed all the eyes on him. Even the pink-haired girl had taken her eyes off her project to study him. (Wow, her pupils looked like crosshairs and they rotated!!!)
Izuku shrank in on himself. Maybe he’d spoken too soon. Attention from his classmates never went well for him. He shrank under the class’s scrutiny until Tantetsu whistled. “I do not envy you. My cousin’s a third year, and I’ve heard horror stories about Nezu. Good luck, man; you’re going to need it.” The others nodded or murmured similar condolences.
Except pink-hair, vision-quirk girl. She got a wide smile that reminded Izuku of Ekikyō. Then she bowed and announced, “I’m Hatsume Mei, future CEO of Hatsume Industries. Nice to meet you, Analyst-kun!”
“Oh. Um…hi?” He bowed to be polite.
“Alright, enough small talk. Nezu’s welcome ceremony starts in five. Line up and let’s go. Hatsume, leave the industrial laser here. You can work on it later.”
The welcome ceremony was longwinded and dull. Thankfully, Izuku had forethought to sneak his current analysis notebook in with him. Well, it was more that he simply hadn’t removed it from its hiding spot tucked into the back of his pants under his blazer (he’d had enough school supplies stolen from his backpack that he didn’t trust valuables there unattended—even his other analysis notebooks were secured in his locker under a combination lock and disguised in a furoshiki). He spent most of the presentation sketching the various teachers/pro heroes he could spot in the auditorium and assigning new pages to each. He was sure to learn a lot of new information from seeing them up close.
After the ceremony wrapped up, the rest of the day passed relatively quickly. They returned to homeroom, but when the Support students got dragged off by a pair of third years to get a lab tour and safety lecture, Power Loader held Izuku back to deliver the laptop Izuku’s acceptance recording mentioned. The computer was heavier than it looked, and Izuku had a feeling it was far more durable than the standard model. The hero walked Izuku through setup and programming the biometric and voice locks. A small instruction manual became Izuku’s best friend between the next few classes bouncing between Support and Business courses. And at the end of that short first day, Izuku stood before the door to Principal Nezu’s office with his stack of analysis notebooks in hand.
“Come in,” a cheery voice called from behind the door.
Izuku swallowed and pushed the door open.
“Welcome, Midoriya. Please, take a seat.” Nezu poured tea into two cups as Izuku sat on the sofa and carefully deposited his notebooks on the coffee table to one side of the tea set. Nezu hummed as he glanced over the sizeable stack, only twitching a whisker when Izuku pulled the last one from its hiding spot to set on top of the others. He handed Izuku a cup before taking his own seat across the table from the student. “My, you have been quite prolific, haven’t you?”
“Sorry,” was Izuku’s quiet and automatic response. He blushed immediately after and took an embarrassed sip of tea. It was a surprisingly good rose and lavender blend. Izuku’d never been a fan of either, but this one was decent. He studied his cup to avoid looking Nezu in the eye. He could still feel the scrutiny though.
After a few moments, the principal replied, “No apologies necessary, Midoriya. You are in the Analysis track after all. I am only delighted to see you’ve done so much. When did you start analyzing quirks?” Furry paws picked up one of the older notebooks—#4—and leafed through the pages.
Izuku blushed darker and rubbed the back of his neck with one hand. “I-I started when I was really little. Four or five, I think, though the first two are mostly crayon drawings. Sorry for the messy handwriting.” If Izuku recalled correctly, #4 was when he’d started learning a lot of katakana and kanji; so, it was a mish-mashed mess of characters.
Nezu grinned as he turned to another page. “This is quite good for how young you must have been and your limited vocabulary at the time. Ah, right!” Nezu seemed to remember himself and pulled a USB drive from his vest. He held the device out to Izuku. “This contains the syllabi and assignment lists for your Analysis, Coding, and Information Security classes. Is it alright if I continue to peruse your work while you review the files?”
Izuku took the drive and pulled his new laptop from his backpack. “S-sure. Just be careful with #13. The binding’s starting to come apart.”
“Of course,” the chimera said, gingerly exchanging #4 for the much more battered volume. “You’re aware of why I asked you to bring them in?”
“You mentioned safeguarding them in my acceptance video…”
“Quite right,” Nezu said, turning Izuku’s 13th notebook to show the page he was looking at—Kamui Woods. “Information can be just as powerful as a quirk, if not more so, and in the wrong hands any power can lead to tragedy. It is marvelous that you’ve developed such a skill for breaking down a person’s strengths and weaknesses, but not everyone has as noble of intentions as you.”
Izuku was uncomfortably reminded of Giran. He hadn’t heard of any of the villains he’d analyzed causing trouble (yet), but this was the exact reason why he didn’t let on how much he knew about heroes. “I understand, and I haven’t shown anyone my notebooks except for 14 and 15. My best friend helped me with those ones. They travel a lot and like to tell me about interesting quirks they see while away.”
Nezu’s tail twitched in curiosity as he picked up #14. The two latest notebooks didn’t contain nearly as many pictures. Ekikyō didn’t always do a memory share when he was telling Izuku about the quirks he’d seen (Izuku still tended to get headaches from doing frequent memory shares). So, most of the subjects of those notebooks didn’t have an image to go with them, and none of Ekikyō’s additions had names attached. There were still a few hero and mainstream villain analyses interspersed, such as Bamboo Man, Snatch, and Spring Step. He kept a separate unlabeled notebook covering every villain he’d ever analyzed for Giran next to one with his analysis of Ekikyō’s quirk and their joint experiments under his mattress at home. He hadn’t brought those for obvious reasons.
Student and teacher fell into silence then, both looking over the information they’d been given. Izuku did his best to ignore the anxiety that rose from another person handling his life’s work. The only ones who ever touched his notebooks in the past tended to bend, tear, and/or burn them with impunity. Eventually, he focused long enough to get through the syllabi and start looking over the listed assignments. He froze when he reached one labeled “Hero Course Analyses.”
“Um, sensei? The Hero Course assignment…is that…?”
Nezu cupped his ears toward Izuku and looked up from the analysis he was currently reading. “Hm? Oh, yes, I want you to sit in on one training exercise each for 1-A and 1-B to observe the students’ quirks. You’ll be writing up an analysis for all 40 students…before the end of term. Though, I would prefer them turned in sooner than later…It would give the students more time to implement your suggestions and cover their weaknesses before their heroics final exam.” Nezu’s enthusiasm at the beginning of his explanation slowly shifted into something quieter and more cautious (concerned?) as he spoke. His full attention was focused on Izuku now.
Izuku who was dangerously close to a panic attack. He was supposed to sit in on one of Kacchan’s classes? And soon? Izuku had hoped to avoid the blonde entirely, at least until the Sports Festival (and he was internally debating withdrawing from that to avoid said blonde’s notice; there was no point in competing if he wasn’t going to be a hero anyway). “I-I don’t think…Can I use s-security camera footage instead? I can do 1-B, but I-I’m not sure about…”
“Easy, Midoriya. Take a sip of your tea and focus on your breathing,” the principal said gently, patting Izuku’s knee with one paw. Izuku startled a little. He hadn’t noticed the hero move from his chair. “This assignment isn’t due for a few months yet. You don’t have to do it right now if you are uncomfortable doing so. You can focus on some of your other assignments and come back to that one later. I’m not upset.”
Izuku took a deep breath and tried to forget the looming threat of Kacchan’s anger and quirk. All his interactions with Kacchan over the months since the entrance exam had felt like Russian Roulette, but this felt more like a death sentence. When Kacchan found out Izuku had made it into UA, there wasn’t an “if.” Izuku was going to get hurt. Somehow, the certainty was reassuring. He didn’t have to wonder anymore. The other shoe was going to drop, but Izuku got to choose when. Having that choice left Izuku feeling uneasy but less terrified. There were positives to this. If he chose his location and time right, he might not even get that hurt.
Right, he needed to focus on the details. This assignment was important, and he really shouldn’t let his problem interfere with the other students’ growth. Nezu was right about that. The sooner he got this done, the more time the hero classes had to adapt.
Once he had his breathing under control and his heart had slowed from its frantic pace, Izuku cleared his throat and asked, “Could I get a c-copy of the heroics practical schedule? So, I can pick which o-ones to observe?” There’d be no point in his joining the class for a day if they were doing a lecture or quirkless maneuvers.
Nezu’s tense shoulders relaxed, and he nodded. As he walked over to his desk, Izuku felt a little bad for almost breaking down in front of the creature. Then he felt annoyed with himself for being so affected by even the thought of being around Kacchan. Izuku was such a mess.
Nezu dragged him from his thoughts by placing a paper on his lap. “Again, you don’t need to do this right away, and if you pick one of the activities reserving Grounds Beta-Iota, they have observation centers and a high number of cameras.”
Izuku sighed in relief at the unspoken permission to avoid direct interaction. He quickly scanned the document, putting a mark next to interesting exercise names with the right venue. He paused on an acronym he didn’t recognize. “What’s USJ stand for?”
“Ah, that, Midoriya, is UA’s rescue training center and Pro hero Thirteen’s pride and joy, the Unforeseen Simulation Joint.”
Rescue training? Izuku liked the sound of that, though how heroes used their quirks in combat versus rescue operations often differed out of necessity. Some heroes—like Endeavor—had to forgo their quirks entirely in some rescue scenarios due to the risks involved, such as gas leaks and unstable structures. Izuku wished he could witness both the rescue training and a combat exercise. A smart student would treat the two very differently and would need equally different advice for each. Maybe he could observe the rescue training for one and combat for the other? But then he’d still be missing half of his analysis on any one student.
“Wonderful points, Midoriya,” Nezu said, grinning.
Izuku squeaked and slapped a hand over his mouth, realizing he’d been caught mumbling. In front of the principal. Was it possible to die of embarrassment?
Nezu ignore Izuku’s mortification and continued speaking, “While I’m hesitant to pull you from too many days of normal classes, I could get you access to the recorded footage of whichever exercises you miss but think would be beneficial to your analyses. You could watch the footage during your free period.”
Izuku liked the sound of that. “Thank you, Nezu-sensei. Principal Nezu? Er…Nezu-sama?”
Nezu laughed, and Izuku dared to grin. “Nezu-sensei is fine, Midoriya.” Glancing at the clock on the wall, Nezu motioned Izuku toward the door. “Now, I’ve kept you longer than intended, I fear. We’ll have more time to talk during class. I’ll have your notebooks scanned and the files sent to your laptop by the end of the week. Should you need the hard copies for any reason, please speak to Power Loader or myself.”
And Izuku’s anxiety was back. He’d never left his notebooks with another person, let alone long-term. “Y-you’ll keep them safe?”
Nezu gave a smile. It was probably meant to be reassuring, but it didn’t soothe Izuku’s frayed nerves much. “I’ll see that nothing happens to them. You have my word.”
Izuku nodded slowly and forced himself to walk toward the door. He hesitated in the doorway. “Nezu-sensei?”
“Hm?” The mouse looked back up from the notebook he’d been reading.
Izuku nearly chickened out then, but he wanted to know if his luck so far had actually been chance or planned. “Did you…did you tell my teachers not to have us introduce ourselves with our quirks?”
Nezu tilted his head slightly and grinned. “I never did see the point of that tradition, personally. Though I may have reminded my staff of its lack of import this year.”
Izuku blinked in surprise. Nezu really didn’t care that he was quirkless? He supposed that made sense with Nezu’s rumored background. He offered his teacher a small, grateful smile and glanced at his notebooks one last time before stepping from the office.
Nervous as letting them out of his sight made him, it wasn’t like he could do anything about it, even if he really wanted to. He couldn’t risk getting on Nezu’s bad side so early in the year. Teachers were scary, but principals? Izuku avoided interacting with or thinking about them as much as possible on principle. Nezu had seemed…better than okay so far, but Izuku couldn’t shake the worry that this was too good to be true.
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Nezu watched the first year leave his office. He was quite the conundrum, if Nezu said so himself. Eager to please, highly intelligent, extremely anxious, and absolutely terrified of visiting 1-A. (Nezu hadn’t smelled fear that potent since the time Yamada found a house centipede in the teacher’s lounge.) And for all that Midoriya had left the notebooks behind without argument, Nezu’s nose didn’t lie. The boy was still afraid, likely that he’d never see his work again based on how his eyes had lingered on the notebooks before he’d left.
At least, Nezu seemed to have won a small modicum of trust from the boy with his move to get rid of classroom introductions. Nezu understood the desire to hide what made one different. He knew that trust was a fragile thing, and he had no intention to break it.
Nezu finished his tea and moved the tray to his desk. Then he splayed all 15 analysis notebooks across the coffee table. The first 13 were labeled “Hero Analysis for the Future” while the last two were simply labeled “Quirk Analysis.” So many of them were damaged too, for all the care their owner displayed in handling them. #13 was in especially poor condition with both water damage and burns. Nezu’s nose twitched at the putrid, rotten smell that lingered on it too. Though, Nezu supposed part of that could be explained by the Sludge Villain encounter and kidnapping listed in the boy’s file.
He could wash his paws later, but he had a mystery here, a puzzle. Why did a boy who so obviously wanted to be a hero for the majority of his life, who sacrificed himself to save a complete stranger, who went so far as to sign up for the heroics practical exam, suddenly stop wanting to be a hero?
Nezu picked up “Hero Analysis for the Future #1” and started reading. He always did love a good puzzle.
Chapter 20: A New Dream
Summary:
“You are never too old to set another goal or to dream a new dream.” –C.S. Lewis
Apologies if I missed any grammar squirrels (I got all the plot bunnies, and that's enough for me rn). Been dealing with a headache all afternoon. Also, this chapter has this one paragraph that I rewrote at least five times. Hopefully, Izuku's "new dream" comes across well.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku had barely gotten home when he heard his burner phone vibrating in his desk drawer. He pulled it out to see Giran was calling him. Giran as a rule, didn’t call Izuku. He always texted to set up exchanges, and Izuku hadn’t made any requests lately except for…Izuku answered the phone on the third ring. “Hello?”
“Ah, Green! I’ve been trying to get ahold of you all day.”
“I didn’t have my burner on me today. Needed to get the lay of the land, and I didn’t want to risk it being damaged if things went sideways.” Izuku still wasn’t sure what to think of his new classmates. None of them knew he was quirkless yet, even Shinso. He knew from experience how quickly people could turn on him when they found out. He was just relieved none of his teachers had seen fit to air his quirk status.
“Ah, right. New school year started today.” There was a pause for the man to presumably take a drag from one of the cigarettes Izuku never saw him without. “Listen, kid, could you come in today? I’ve been handed an opportunity to introduce you to another mentor—one who’s very difficult to get ahold of. He’ll only be in town for a few days, ya see. And I have some analysis requests that are time-sensitive. So, it’s a win-win.”
“What about the oxygen concentrator I ordered?” Izuku asked while he processed Giran’s other offer. Another mentor? Izuku was curious, and if it didn’t work out, the person was only going to be around for a few days. But was that really worth however many analyses Giran intended to request? He’d said there were multiple but not how many.
“It’s in. I would have messaged you today even if your potential mentor hadn’t made an appearance, but the timing worked out nicely.” The man’s smug grin was audible.
Izuku frowned. He didn’t have any homework yet—unless he wanted to get a head start on some of Nezu’s assignments. This was probably the freest he was going to be all semester, especially with the numerous other afterschool commitments he had. “I already paid for the concentrator. And with the short notice, I’ll have to cancel training with The Ripper today. Two analyses to meet this mentor of yours. And that’s only if you convince them to meet. It didn’t sound like they came to you looking for a student.”
“Four, and I’ll count the other two toward future services as credit.”
“Four, but I get paid upfront for the extra two.”
Giran laughed. “I like you, kid. You learn quick. I’ll text you the address. Think you can be here in an hour?”
Izuku checked the message he’d just received and calculated his route. He’d have to catch a train pretty soon, but he should be able to make it. “Just. And I’ll have to leave before the trains stop running for the night.”
“Not a problem, Green. If things run over, I know a warper who owes me a few favors.”
Izuku perked up at the idea of a warp quirk strong enough to negate the need for public transport. Now that was a quirk he wouldn’t mind analyzing. Warp quirks were rare. Izuku wondered what exactly Giran had done to secure those favors; they couldn’t have come cheaply. The fact Giran was willing to cash in one of those favors to secure Izuku’s services today raised a few red flags though. Why exactly were these quirk analyses so time-sensitive? If someone had been planning a big job, they should have been looking for something like this weeks or months ago. Had a golden opportunity presented itself, or was the decision-maker simply impulsive? If it was the latter, Izuku had a feeling Giran was making them pay through the nose for this.
Izuku snorted. If someone was trying to put a big heist together in a matter of days, it was going to be a disaster. He was sure Giran knew that too. Well, who was Izuku to deny a few uppity villains a chance to get themselves caught? Analyses were good, but without time to implement his suggestions, to adapt their behavior and thinking, the villains were almost guaranteed to fall back on their ingrained patterns in a high-stress situation. Humans were creatures of habit, and change—while possible—took time.
“Pleasure doing business with you, Giran. See you in a bit.”
Izuku quickly changed into his armor under civilian clothes, swapped out his school backpack for his duffle with his training clothes and utility belt, first aid kit, snacks, and water bottles, threw in a few extra notebooks and pens, grabbed a pair of onigiri from the fridge, and headed back out the door. He texted Ciupan and his mom on the way to the train station.
He made it just in time to hop on the train for Yokohama. He ate his onigiri and finished reviewing the day’s hero news before he had to disembark. The rest of the trip to Giran’s location went quickly, though Izuku kept his wits about him. The location was in a seedier part of town, and Izuku was pretty sure someone had started following him four blocks back. He took several extra turns in a futile attempt to lose the feeling of hostile eyes on the back of his head.
Finally, Izuku gave in to his frustration and texted Giran, “Picked up a tail a few blocks from your location. Can’t seem to shake them.”
The broker’s response came almost immediately. “Check the rooftops. If it’s a guy with a long red scarf, that’s your new mentor.”
Izuku turned the next corner and looked back just in time to see a figure leap between buildings to follow him. He didn’t get a very good look because of the sun being at the pursuers back—that was probably intentional Izuku realized—but he thought he caught a flash of red fabric. Izuku let himself relax and made for the address Giran had given him after texting the broker that he’d been right.
As he approached his destination, a warehouse, Izuku looked back over his shoulder one last time to wave when he was sure his tail was watching. Then he ducked inside. Giran was waiting for him with a small group of…thugs was really the only way to describe them. The four unfamiliar faces sized him up, and Izuku returned the favor as he approached Giran.
Giran looked over Izuku’s shoulder as if expecting an additional person to step through the doorway. When no one did, the broker shrugged and introduced Izuku to the four totally-not-villains. They all had fairly mediocre quirks—gun fingers, manipulable hair, a passive dexterity/balance boost, and a mutation quirk that reminded Izuku of an ogre—but there was a certain joy in finding unconventional uses for the mundane that fueled two and a half hours of quirk analysis and fighting style break down.
Izuku barely noticed the passage of time as he worked, easily leaning into his excitement. He’d gotten used to ignoring Giran and his smug or predatory grins that tended to come out while watching Izuku work. As he wrapped up his analysis of the last man—the one with the ogre quirk and a vestigial pair of horns—he briefly wondered why his potential mentor hadn’t followed him inside the warehouse. After a moment’s thought, he decided the guy was most likely pulling the same thing as Ciupan and watching him work in secret before engaging.
He handed over the fourth pocket notebook and smiled behind his mask. “Be careful when you check your skin’s temperature tolerance range. It may tolerate better in one direction than the other.” Due to the way his skin had thickened with his quirk, the man could run his hand through a lighter’s flame without so much as flinching. He’d never really tested beyond that though, an oversight Izuku intended for him to correct. Depending on his full range, he might be a good match for those with elemental quirks or for working in harsh environments.
Izuku shook his head to dispel the thoughts that desperately wanted to bubble out of him either via mumbling or note-taking. His villain notebook under his mattress called to him, but it could wait. He still needed to get his payment from Giran. He couldn’t let himself get distracted by wonderful quirks until he was safely home. “Okay, Giran, that’s your four analyses done. So, your end of the deal?”
Giran grinned and patted the top of the crate he’d been leaning against. There was a smaller, briefcase-sized box on top of it. “Got your order right here. Gotta say it’s one of the odder things I’ve had to acquire.”
Izuku opened it as Giran stepped aside. There was an envelope with a significant amount of yen inside, far more than he charged at the clinic anyway. He tucked it into his duffle before looking over the rest of the box’s contents. He’d known the broker had ways to get ahold of medical tech, but he hadn’t expected the oxygen concentrator to be in mint condition and apparently never used. Maybe he had a contact in distribution or manufacturing? Either way, Izuku was impressed. “I’ll check that it works tomorrow once it’s charged up,” Izuku said, ignoring the unspoken question of why someone so young needed a device usually used by the elderly.
Giran hummed, tapping ash from the end of his cigarette. “As for the other part of your payment…” Giran glanced up.
Izuku followed his gaze to spot the man with the red scarf in the rafters. Now that Izuku wasn’t distracted by his hobby-turned-job, he could once more feel the intensity of the gaze on him, though the hostility had eased off. Izuku was vaguely aware of Giran walking away as he watched the scarfed man make his way to ground level. His movements were sure and precisely calculated as he leapt from rafter to pallet stacks to finally land in front of Izuku with all the grace of a snow leopard.
“You two can use the warehouse for the rest of the night. Stain, your order’s inside the crate. Green, text me if you need a warp later,” Giran called before exiting the building. The metal door clanged shut, echoing in the ensuing silence.
Izuku stared wide-eyed at The Hero Killer: Stain. When the man had debuted two years ago there’d been some debate as to whether he classed as a vigilante or a villain, but most of the online community agreed he was a villain after he’d targeted and killed a new hero in Saitama who’d been quite popular. There were 15 confirmed hero kills to the man’s name and five more left alive but maimed. All of those five had been forced to retire. And the man that had taken on and defeated all 20 of those heroes on his own was standing right in front of Izuku, looking him up and down with a critical eye.
“Y-you’re The Hero Killer,” Izuku said barely above a whisper.
Stain hummed. “That I am. The real question is, who are you?”
Faster than Izuku could blink, there was a chipped katana at his neck, grazing the skin under his mask. Izuku went very still. “I-I’m Green the analyst…and a-also Naisho the vigilante.” He kept his voice quiet, unsure if the warehouse was bugged or had surveillance equipment. Giran might already know what he was, but if not, he’d really rather not tell him. But that worry was rather distant at the moment.
Stain raised an eyebrow at Izuku’s second (or was it third?) identity. “And why do you fight? What drives you?”
Izuku swallowed, wincing when the katana nicked his skin. “I…I’ve never been able to just stand by and w-watch someone get hurt. And I-I know I’ll never be a hero...” Izuku picked carefully through the shattered remains of his dream, grasping the shards he knew he could never give up no matter how they made him bleed. “But that doesn’t mean I can’t save people. I want to save whoever’s in front of me and give them hope. That’s why I’ve been learning to fight.”
Stain studied him for a few moments more, and Izuku had a sinking feeling that he’d said something wrong. Then the blade left his neck. “You’re an interesting one, Naisho. I will let you live long enough to test your conviction.” The man moved a few paces away, wiping his blade off with the ragged end of his scarf.
Izuku hesitantly raised a hand to his neck. There was a small cut there, though it had already sealed over. The blood that had oozed from the wound stained his fingers red. He glanced after Stain to see the man waiting beside the door impatiently. Oh! They were going out. Okay, that was better than Izuku expected. He thought the man meant for them to fight to gauge his skill like how Aizawa and Mamoru had. Now that was a scary thought.
Notes:
This chapter was one of those that just got away from me and had to be split in two for my sanity. Sorry, not sorry, for leaving y'all in suspense until Chapter 21. xD
Chapter 21: Character is Defined
Summary:
“A character is defined by the kinds of challenges he cannot walk away from.” —Arthur Miller
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku grabbed a small water bottle from his duffle then dug down to the bottom where he’d hidden his utility belt and knife (he had been planning on training with Ciupan today, after all). He quickly fastened his holster and belt before following Stain.
Keeping up with Stain was twice as difficult as tailing Eraserhead. Izuku got the feeling that Stain was purposely picking the hardest paths over the rooftops. The boy quickly lost track of how many times he slipped, tripped, or nearly missed a jump. He even had to break out his grappling hooks a few times. But Izuku kept up as they wound through and over the dilapidated district.
After a long chase, Stain finally stopped on the edge of a rooftop that looked exactly like every other one they’d run across. He peered down into the alley below them for a moment before turning to face Izuku. “Not bad for a child. You’ve been taught?”
Izuku nodded while he regained his breath. “By a former street fighter, a retired vigilante, and an underground hero. The last two I still have lessons with.” He shifted uneasily on his feet, a little voice in the back of his head screaming danger.
That voice only grew louder when Stain unsheathed a pair of long hunting knives, and Izuku tensed, reaching for his own knife. He still didn’t like using it, but it was much easier to deflect a blade with another blade than barehanded. Stain observed the movement with a feral grin. “Good. Let’s see what you know and if you are worth my time to teach.”
The man raced toward Izuku faster than he could follow. He dodged on instinct before Stain’s movement registered. A large knife passed within centimeters of Izuku’s shoulder. His breath hitched for half a moment, then he had his knife drawn and swung it to rap the flat of the blade across Stain’s hand in hopes of making him drop his weapon. The man danced out of the way and before closing again for a second strike. Izuku barely managed to shift in time to catch the incoming knife with his own. Stain’s blade was larger, and Izuku could tell in an instant that the villain was stronger. So, he twisted their blades down and to the side, stepping back and out of the man’s range.
Only to get cut across the cheekbone and mask by a flying pocketknife. Izuku pressed a hand to the slice, trying to slow the bleeding until Ekikyō’s slime could do its job. But the villain was on him before he could do anything else. Another small cut across his right bicep, and suddenly Izuku’s muscles all locked up. He couldn’t move at all. After a year of sharing control with his best friend, being locked out of his own body’s controls again felt wrong. Izuku swallowed down his creeping terror and tried everything he’d learned from working with Ekikyō. None of those tricks worked here. There was no foreign mind blocking his own to dislodge; he could still feel everything. His muscles just wouldn’t work.
Blood seeped between the fingers pressed painfully against his face and steadily soaked into his torn facemask and the sleeve of his hoodie. The cut on his right arm barely bled or hurt at all in comparison. Izuku could feel that wet warmth trailing further down his arm with each frantic heartbeat. Crap, Stain must have caught a vein. And panicking wasn’t helping.
Izuku tried to focus on breathing evenly. He didn’t have much luck until pinpricks of pressure started trailing up and down his left arm and hand. There were a few on his right arm and face too. Izuku almost let out a hysterical laugh as he recognized the sensation. The slime in his shed blood was working its way back under his skin. Normally, Izuku clenched his fists or tapped his pen on his leg if he needed to ground himself, but this sensation worked well enough when he was paralyzed.
Izuku tuned back into the world around him to see Stain studying him from a meter away. The villain’s eyes were fixed on Izuku’s face, eyes narrowed in suspicion. “Giran said you have an analysis quirk. But there’s something strange about your blood. You shouldn’t clot that fast.”
Izuku blinked the remnants of tears from his eyes and realized that Stain was right; at some point, the cut on his face had stopped bleeding. He could feel the sticky texture of slime under his fingers. “This isn’t my quirk,” Izuku said carefully. “It’s another person’s. A long-acting effect.”
Stain quirked an eyebrow at him before seeming to accept that as the truth. He looked at the blood on his knife for a moment before wiping it off on his scarf with a grimace. “You can dodge decently, but your reaction time is lacking. Once my quirk wears off, I want you to attack me.”
Izuku stared at Stain, bewildered. “You’re not going to kill me?”
Stain leveled Izuku with a look that reminded Izuku of his middle school teachers. It made him feel like an idiot. “I’m not in the habit of killing children.”
Izuku shrank a little before Stain, startling when he found himself able to do so. He cautiously pulled his hand away from the wound on his face, relieved that the motion didn’t disrupt the slime/scab already forming there. Izuku used his hoodie to wipe as much of the blood off of his left hand as he could, ignoring the way Stain stared at the cut.
Once his hands were dry-ish, Izuku adjusted his grip on his knife. He pretended to be focused on checking the wound on his right arm while watching the man in his periphery. When Stain shifted and rolled his eyes, Izuku dove for him. Stain was still too quick, but Izuku earned a feral smile from the villain for his effort.
Knowing Stain was far beyond his current skill level, Izuku leaned into Mamoru’s and Ciupan’s teachings about survival (a.k.a. dirty) fighting. He flung gravel from the rooftop at Stain’s face, he tried to land any hit, even if it was below the belt, and he even managed to grab the very end of Stain’s scarf once. Of course, the man cut it off before Izuku could try to choke him with it, but he had a feeling trying had won him a few points with the villain.
Izuku never landed a hit as the villain danced around him, blocked blows, and deflected attacks. After a few minutes of allowing Izuku to control the pace of their…spar(?) Stain shifted gears and started striking back. Izuku got paralyzed a lot in the following hour. Thankfully, none of those cuts were as deep as the one on his cheek, and the paralysis didn’t throw him into a panic again now that he was expecting it. The effect only lasted two minutes per activation, but it was frustrating each time Izuku realized he’d been had. Whenever he was paralyzed, Stain took the time to point out what he’d done wrong and what he could do instead.
Izuku’s crowning achievement of the evening-quickly-becoming-night was baiting Stain into throwing another knife at him when he was standing in front the rooftop access door. Izuku managed to dodge without injury. Then he retrieved the knife from where it had embedded itself in the door. He smiled as he held up his knife in his right hand and Stain’s smaller one in his left.
Stain barked a single laugh before closing in to test how well Izuku could actually use his new weapon. The answer was not very, but the man didn’t take his knife back after paralyzing Izuku again. “Nice improvisation, but you should learn to wield one blade effectively before attempting two. And they should ideally be balanced.”
Whatever Stain might have said next was cut off by a shout from the alley on the north side of the building they were fighting atop. Stain left Izuku frozen in place as he soundlessly stalked to the ledge bordering the roof to investigate. Izuku unfroze 30 seconds later, sheathed his knife, and (mostly) silently joined the man. In the darkness below, a woman dressed in leather with a blue bandana around her right wrist had a young man cornered. The sharpened ends of her quirked hair hovered dangerously close to the man’s ragged shirt. Had he been running from her for a while, or was his shirt already like that? Did the bandana indicate the woman was part of a local gang? Izuku knew what to look for from the Musutafu gangs, but not the ones in Yokohama. He’d really rather not get on the bad side of a gang.
All questions and misgivings fled Izuku’s mind as the woman drew one of her hair spears back. It was aimed at the cowering man’s heart. Izuku moved without thinking. He threw his recently acquired knife at the woman’s arm and snapped a grappling hook onto the roof’s ledge. Then he was vaulting over the ledge and sliding down the attached rope. He ignored the burning of his palms to gauge his descent.
In a move Ciupan would have been proud of, Izuku pushed off the wall to swing out and kick the lady. His aim was a touch off, catching her across her left shoulder rather than her head, but the blow did its job in putting distance between her and the man on the ground. Izuku dropped the rest of the way to the ground, landing between the two. Izuku crouched to pick up his Stain knife from the pavement—an odd mix of annoyed and relieved that he’d missed—never taking his eyes off of the woman.
“Are you alright?” he asked over his shoulder as he drew his original knife from its holster. The woman was standing back up, and she looked really angry.
After a moment the man answered, “Y-yeah. Just a few scratches.”
“Then go while you can,” Stain said, dropping down behind the woman. He drew a blade across her back, cutting a large swath of her hair as well as nicking her skin. She cried out and whipped around to stab him with her remaining hair.
Izuku hadn’t actually seen what it was that triggered his own paralysis in their spar. So, he blinked in surprise when he saw Stain lick the blood from his knife. The second Stain did, the woman froze, even the hair spear a centimeter from the masked man’s face.
The victim stumbled to his feet and fled after that display. Izuku rolled his eyes. What was he expecting? Of course, Stain wasn’t one to comfort victims. He was a villain! He only let himself relax after glancing back to see barely any blood on the concrete where the victim had been.
Izuku put his knife away and pulled his burner phone from his hoodie. “I’ll call the police.”
“That won’t be necessary, Naisho,” Stain said in a tone that made Izuku’s blood run cold.
Izuku jerked his head up to see Stain unsheathing his battered katana. Izuku felt like he was paralyzed all over again, but not from Stain’s quirk. The bloodlust rolling off the villain was scarier than any beating from Kacchan.
The woman’s face paled as she caught on to what was about to happen. She somehow found her voice and choked out, “No, please! I don’t want to die! I only joined the Blue Oni because all my friends did. I didn’t even do anything that bad. I—”
“Prey on the weak and defenseless and kill any who refuse to pay your protection racket. All without remorse. I may have moved on to bigger targets than organized crime, but it is important to remember one’s roots.” Stain raised his katana to hang level with the woman’s neck.
Izuku’s eyes shot wide. No! He dropped his phone to draw his knife again. Both knives and all of Izuku’s strength barely slowed the lethal arc of Stain’s blade. Izuku was positive he couldn’t have stopped the man if Stain hadn’t stopped himself.
“Naisho,” Stain said in a low voice heavy with warning. He glared at the boy now between him and the hair villain, holding his blade back with his own much smaller crossed blades.
For all the fear Izuku felt, he didn’t budge. “I w-won’t let you kill her.”
Stain sneered. “You would let a murderer live to see another day? And she is a murderer. For the Blue Oni, a bandana around the right wrist means at least five kills to her name.”
The silence from the woman was damning, but Izuku didn’t take his eyes off of Stain’s. “Then she’ll face trial and go to prison.”
“I’d sooner trust Giran than the courts to see justice carried out. There is only one way to ensure her crimes end.”
“And if you kill her, a killer’s all she’ll ever be!”
Stain narrowed his eyes in question.
“If you kill her now, that’s the end. There’s no chance for her to grow or change, to become someone better, to make up for what’s she’s done.” Izuku was thinking of Ekikyō.
Stain scoffed. “A leopard doesn’t change its spots, child. To think otherwise is naive.”
“It’s not naivete, Stain. It’s hope. Everyone changes, every single day. As long as she’s alive, who she is isn’t set in stone.”
The two stared each other down in tense silence. Stain’s expression shifted between anger, confusion, and something else. Izuku shook in his sneakers from a combination of fear and fatigue but didn’t shy away from Stain’s scrutiny.
Eventually, Stain made a decision. Faster than Izuku could blink, the katana withdrew, leaving Izuku stumbling. The villain lashed out with yet another small knife, and Izuku only felt the sting on the back of his hand when he could no longer move.
“No!”
“You’ll understand one day, child. Hold your ideals close as long as you can.” Hands on Izuku’s shoulders turned his frozen body so he could no longer see the equally frozen woman.
Izuku knew exactly what was about to happen and tried in vain to escape Stain’s quirk as his voice cracked. “No, please! Stain, stop!” He couldn’t let this happen again! Tears welled in his eyes and blurred his vision.
A shout cut through the night. “Not happening, Stain!”
Izuku was facing the wrong way to see who had spoken, though there was something familiar about their voice. A wash of bright green fire flew past, and Izuku knew who’d found them. “Burnin!”
Stain landed back in Izuku’s limited field of view, and Izuku breathed a sigh of relief that the man’s sword was clean.
“Got a distress call from this area and rushed on over. When we heard you name on the call, hotshot, we called in the big guns. Endeavor and the rest of the sidekicks are on their way.” Already they could hear sirens approaching and the dull roar of something being propelled rapidly through the air. Or someone. Everyone knew that Endeavor could use his quirk to fly.
Stain sneered and took a step forward. Then he stopped. The motion sent something skidding across the pavement: Izuku’s unassuming burner phone. With the movement, the screen lit up, showing an in-progress call to 119. Stain stared at it for a second before huffing a laugh. “Well played, Naisho. You win this round. Until next time.” The man met Izuku’s eyes for a moment before leaping toward Burnin. Izuku couldn’t see the fight that followed, but he did hear it move further away from him.
Izuku’s muscles unlocked seconds later, and he stumbled over to his phone. He hung up the call and turned to face the woman, who was still frozen. Izuku fleetingly wondered if Stain could control the duration or if there was some underlying factor that impacted his quirk’s effectiveness.
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The woman stared back. She couldn’t seem to decide whether to be grateful or furious, expression shifting every so often. “You didn’t have to do that,” she said finally in a flat voice.
“No, I didn’t,” Izuku confirmed. He dug his zip ties out of their pouch on his belt and pulled the gang member’s arms behind her back. He was a bit surprised that he could maneuver her when she clearly still couldn’t move herself. Interesting. After her hands were secured, Izuku pulled her remaining long hair behind her head and deftly braided it. He’d gotten quite a bit of practice in the last few months from frequent visits to Cheshire’s place. He used a few more zip ties to thoroughly trap her hair in said braid. One final zip tie secured hair and hands to a drain pipe.
He stepped back to admire his handiwork for a moment. “I meant what I said to Stain. You can still change. I might not be around next time Stain swings through town.”
The villainess didn’t reply as Izuku jogged off. He could only hope she took the opportunity he’s given her.
Getting back to the warehouse was surprisingly uncomplicated. He only had to hide three times to avoid a sidekick. Despite this, Izuku didn’t breathe easy when he made it inside. Loath as he was to ask, he needed that warp Giran had offered. With all the cuts and blood on his hoodie, there was no way he could make it to the train station, let alone home, without being accosted by some well-meaning hero or policeman.
Izuku stowed all of his incriminating gear in his duffle and pulled off his hoodie to stuff in as well. He pulled on a spare shirt as he looked around. Stain had ditched the heroes long enough to come and go already, if the empty crate and broken katana on the ground were any indicators. Izuku should make himself scarce as well, before someone figured out that Naisho was here too. Thinking about Endeavor’s track record with vigilantes made Izuku shudder.
A minute after sending a text, a swirling purple-black vortex opened beside the warehouse door. After getting confirmation from Giran, Izuku stepped through. When the dark mist receded, he found himself in the alley adjacent one of the train stations in Musutafu.
Izuku didn’t relax until he was several blocks and a dozen twists, turns, and shortcuts into the city. On autopilot he avoided all hero patrol routes on his way home, slowing down as adrenalin faded and exhaustion set in. He was only two blocks away from home when it occurred to him that he couldn’t walk into his apartment with so many cuts on display. Izuku groaned and clambered halfway up a fire escape to sit and pull out his first aid kit. Halfway through patching himself up, Izuku drew up short. How was he supposed to hide all these injuries at school?!
Notes:
Happy New Year, everyone! With this, we're caught up on the chapters I wrote during NaNoWriMo. Now I have to kick my butt back into gear with regular writing. xP (I do have 22 and most of 23 written, but I haven't been writing every day like I should be...) Until next time!
Chapter 22: Everyone You Meet
Summary:
“Remember that everyone you meet is afraid of something, loves something and has lost something.” ―H. Jackson Brown Jr.
*I posted a bonus chapter on New Years (21). If you missed it, you'll want to read it before today's update. I hope everyone had a good holiday.
**I made a few changes to the end of chapter 19 over the weekend (forgot to mention it when I posted chapter 21). Needed to fix something before 23...
Chapter Text
Shinso raised an eyebrow when he met Izuku inside UA’s front gate the next day. “Rough night?” he asked, as they quickly moved away from the mob of reporters clogging the entrance.
Izuku grunted and took another long drink of the soda he’d picked up on the way to school. He needed the caffeine with how much healing was still in progress, but he wasn’t a fan of coffee. So, he’d grabbed the soda with the highest caffeine content in the corner store, some neon yellow-green thing that looked like it might be radioactive.
Despite that, Izuku yawned and winced as the movement pulled on his cheek. Most of Izuku’s still-healing cuts were thankfully hidden under his uniform and blazer, but the cut on the left side of his face he’d had to settle with pasting a bandage over.
“You try fighting a madman with a katana and knives and see how you do,” he muttered quietly.
Shinso choked on air and coughed beside him. “I’m sorry, what?!”
Izuku didn’t say another word, mostly because they were entering the building, not at all because of how funny his friend’s confusion was.
As they reached the fork in the hallway leading to Support and General Ed. They paused in the middle of traffic to look at each other. “Lunch?” Shinso asked.
“Lunch,” Izuku confirmed. He gave his friend a half-grin with the non-painful side of his face. Then they separated.
Morning classes passed in a twitchy blur. The caffeine did its job of keeping Izuku awake, but it also made it difficult to pay attention. He did his best to struggle through without attracting attention and breathed a sigh of relief when the bell for lunch rang. As he tried to pack his things, Hatsume latched onto his arm.
“Come on, Analyst-kun, let’s get some food in you.”
Oh, maybe people had noticed, after all. “I-I’m fine, really! Just tired. Didn’t sleep well last night.”
Hatsume hummed. “I sometimes get distracted working on my babies and forget to sleep too.”
Izuku sputtered for a moment before realizing Hatsume must mean her inventions.
Hatsume just kinda steamrolled through his embarrassment and revelation. “Unless you want your parents to ban you from working on your babies too, you need to take decent care of yourself. I hate to say mine are right, but I do have better ideas when my brain isn’t mush. Caffeine only takes you so far.”
Izuku processed what Hatsume said and let himself be dragged toward the cafeteria without the bento in his locker. He could always eat that on the train ride home. He was more anxious about the fact he was being dragged off without his backpack and the very expensive UA laptop inside it. He didn’t want to be rude and pull away from Hatsume though. He reluctantly hoped that any bullies would hold off on targeting him until later.
Once his anxious brain caught up with the words Hatsume had actually said, he blinked at her. Was she…concerned? Looking out for him? Sympathetic? Izuku wasn’t really sure. But he allowed himself to relax somewhat when it became clear she was in fact dragging him to the cafeteria and not some secluded hallway to beat him up.
The relaxing of his guard lasted until the cafeteria doors swung open, and a wall of noise assaulted him. Izuku balked and nearly dug his heels in. It had been years since he’d set foot in a school cafeteria; the very idea of doing so at Aldera was tantamount to self-harm. When everyone in the room wanted to hurt him and there were at most two teachers “monitoring” the entire middle school student body, there wasn’t much of a difference.
Hatsume noticed Izuku’s near-panic but ascribed it to the wrong cause. “Oof, you don’t usually drink caffeine, do you? Makes you more prone to sensory overload.”
Izuku swallowed, eyes flitting around the cafeteria, looking for something he couldn’t put his finger on. “G-good to know.”
Hatsume led him over to the lunch line, and Izuku let her. He couldn’t quite focus on her. She was safe-ish. His instincts were screaming that the rest of the room wasn’t. That feeling was only validated when the sound of a very familiar set of explosions and an angry yell met his ears. Kacchan. Kacchan was in the same room as him. Izuku’s eyes finally landed on the back of a familiar head of spiky blonde hair.
Nope, nope, nope. Izuku needed to get out of here. But then a tray was shoved into his shaking hands. Izuku looked down to see a bowl of curry, vegetables, and rice sitting next to a milk carton and fruit cup. Where did all that come from? His scattered focus returned to Hatsume as she gently grabbed his arm to drag him onward, heading for a door perilously close to Kacchan’s table. (Really, anything this half of UA was perilously close for Izuku’s tastes, but this was directly in the blonde’s line of sight.)
He didn’t want to be here, but he couldn’t seem to find his voice or the will to stop. He frantically looked around the room marking alternate exits and a few tempting windows—they were only on the second floor—when green eyes met purple. Shinso. It felt like a second later when his friend stood in front of him, neatly inserting himself between Izuku and Hatsume. “Hey, Midoriya,” he drawled, eyeing the Support student as if she might be dangerous. “Everything alright?”
Hatsume looked Shinso up and down before grinning. “Oh! You know Analyst-kun? Are you in one of his Business classes?”
Shinso frowned. “No, I met him before UA.”
With Shinso’s tall form between Izuku and Kacchan, completely blocking Izuku’s view of the blonde, Izuku managed to wrangle control of his speech. “I-I’m o-okay, Shinso. Just r-really don’t w-want to be in the caf-feteria.”
Both of his friends (Izuku still wasn’t quite sure what to call Hatsume) looked at him and frowned. Hatsume nodded. “That’s why we’re going outside. That door’s the quickest way.”
Izuku flinched as Kacchan yelled particularly loud again, cursing himself for reacting while both Shinso and Hatsume were watching him. Something like understanding crossed Shinso’s face before he ushered Izuku back the way he’d come, away from Kacchan. “Come on, I know a quiet place.”
Hatsume fell into step with them, chattering away about a pair of completely noise cancelling ear buds she’d designed years ago but never actually built. It was a welcome distraction. As they neared the door Izuku and Hatsume had first entered through, another person approached their group. A girl with a brown bob and rosy cheeks skipped to a stop beside them. (Some distant part of Izuku’s brain noted it wasn’t quite skipping. There was something off with her gait.) “Hey Shinso, did you have a table yet? Can I sit with you?”
Shinso glanced at Izuku and Hatsume before looking back at the brunette. “Um, no, Uraraka. I was going to show my friend and his…classmate somewhere quieter before he spontaneously combusts from anxiety.”
Izuku wanted to feel offended, but he was already absorbed in studying Uraraka. The way she held her tray—with pinkies raised—indicated a five-point activation quirk, and the little pink pads visible on her raised pinkies supported the theory. He wondered what her quirk might be. And the way she stood…Izuku was familiar with. One of her legs or ankles was bothering her, and she wasn’t putting much weight on it.
“O-oh…” Uraraka looked so disappointed. Did she not have any other friends yet?
“You can join us,” Izuku blurted out before he could think better of it. “I-if you want to, that is…”
Three sets of eyes latched onto him, and Izuku resisted the urge to shuffle his feet. Finally, Uraraka smiled. “Thank you! Oh, I’m Uraraka Ochako, by the way. I’m in 1-C with Shinso.”
“M-Midoriya Izuku. Um…I’m not actually sure what my class designation is…” Izuku trailed off.
“He’s in my homeroom!” Hatsume declared stepping between them to bow. “I’m Hatsume Mei, future CEO of Hatsume Industries. Support class 1-H.”
“Nice to meet you both, but what do you mean about not knowing your class, Midoriya?” Uraraka asked as they started moving again.
“I-I share homeroom with 1-H, but I’m in a different track. Analysis.”
“Really? I haven’t heard of that one.”
“Y-yeah. It’s apparently not applied for very often.”
They exited the cafeteria and walked down the hall toward the library. It was in the Gen Ed wing and was blessedly quiet. The librarian (Izuku wondered if she was a hero too, though he didn’t recognize her) took one look at them before her expression softened. She warned them not to get food on any of the books before politely ignoring them.
Izuku’s nerves finally started winding down as their group settled into a back corner by a large window and a potted fern nearly as tall as them. They fell into a comfortable silence as they dug into their food. Talking to people his own age who didn’t seem to hate him was nice, but they’d already spent a portion of their break just getting here. They needed to finish in time to take their trays back too.
Once they’d worked through most of their food, conversation started back up, led by Uraraka, “So, how’s everyone’s first real day at UA going?”
“Fine” was Shinso’s clipped answer.
“I’ve learned I-I should never have caffeine,” Izuku volunteered, setting his head down on the table. He suspected his soda was wearing off, because he was exhausted. Or maybe that was the anxiety attack from the cafeteria catching up to him?
Hatsume beamed and said, “I’m putting the finishing touches on my Plus Ultra rocket flare, and it’s only blown up three times so far. One time it almost blinded Maijima-sensei!” The librarian shushed them, and Hatsume continued in a softer voice, “I’d say that’s progress.”
Izuku rolled his head to the side to stare at Hatsume with Shinso and Uraraka. Then a contemplative look crossed Uraraka’s face. “That’s like a day flare, right? I’ve seen those in rescue videos.”
Izuku perked back up. “Oh yeah! The Wild Wild Pussycats use those for large-scale natural disaster missions like the Hayakawa landslide last summer. How would you even make one of those ‘Plus Ultra?’”
Hatsume smiled even wider and threw her arms out to her sides as she whisper-yelled, “By making it a reverse bunker buster! Of course, you’d have to account for structural stability in damaged areas or the location of gas and power lines if underground, but most buildings can survive perfectly fine with a three-centimeter hole bored through them vertically. Oh! And I made the flare extra bright and added a device similar to a salute firework to draw that extra bit of attention. It’s quite effective. The last time it blew up in the lab, everyone’s ears were ringing for five minutes.”
“It’s our second day. How did you make that so fast?” Izuku asked, baffled. “You’ve only had three hours of lab time.”
Hatsume wagged a finger at Izuku. “Don’t doubt me, Analyst-kun. I’ve had the idea for this for aaaaages; I just didn’t have the materials. Strontium is hard to get ahold of, and the government gives you funny looks if you buy magnesium in bulk. All I had to do was finetune my formula once I had access to them.”
Shinso opened his mouth to ask a question of his own, but a very loud alarm cut him off. Izuku jolted at the sudden noise, spilling the remains of his fruit cup as he reached for his knife which…wasn’t at his hip. Because he was in UA’s library as Izuku, not patrolling Musutafu as Naisho…Izuku took a deep breath and winced as he registered the pain from the cut on his face. He’d pulled his vigilante face without thinking. (At this point it was a hybrid of Ciupan’s brash confidence and Aizawa’s intense watchfulness with a hint of threat behind it.) He gently rubbed his cheek and cast about, looking for trouble. He only slightly relaxed when he saw the librarian speaking to someone on her phone. His heart was still beating rabbit-fast with residual adrenalin when she walked over, stride self-assured and smile gentle.
“The media got past the front gate and triggered the alarm. No need to worry. You four just stay here until the alarm cuts out. Then you can head to your next class. I need to go help the other teachers.”
Izuku squinted after her as she left. He was 90% sure she was an underground hero now—that was a classic hero crowd control line—but he couldn’t place her. Maybe Briar? That hero had a quirk called Green Thumb that Izuku hadn’t been able to find any description for online. Whatever it did, it seemed to be useful for incapacitating villains. Supposedly Briar helped on a lot of raids, though she had backed out of the scene somewhat in recent years. Maybe because she’d taken up a job here? Izuku could ask Eraserhead next time he saw the hero.
Izuku shook himself out of his speculation and leaned over to look out the window. He could just see the gate from here, and it looked like the gate was…completely gone? A destructive or hacking quirk then? Maybe metal manipulation or very powerful object teleportation (less likely given the sheer mass of the gate and the fact it was normally attached to the surrounding structure)? The others joined Izuku at the window and commented on the chaos below, but Izuku continued to stare at the gate’s archway. A point of movement caught his attention, and Izuku locked onto it. Someone was there. A figure in a black hoodie stood just outside the arch; they leaned to watch the reporters a few moments more before ducking out of view.
Izuku’s hair stood on end. Whoever that was, Izuku’s intuition told him they’d let the reporters in. And they’d probably stayed out of security camera view the whole time with how they were positioned. Izuku’s hand twitched toward his pocket before he remembered that he’d left his burner phone in his backpack. His heartrate spiked again. Crap, he really shouldn’t have left his bag behind in the classroom.
Chapter 23: Something to Say
Summary:
“Half the world is composed of people who have something to say and can't, and the other half who have nothing to say and keep on saying it.” –Robert Frost
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
A few minutes later the alarm finally cut off, and the four friends (Hatsume and Uraraka had declared them all friends, and Izuku didn’t see a reason to contest it) dropped off their lunch trays and headed for class. Izuku grabbed his backpack from 1-H and waved goodbye to Hatsume. His next class was with Nezu, but first…
Izuku ducked into a restroom, confirmed he was alone, and locked himself in a stall. Then he took out his burner phone and powered it on. He pulled up his chat with Eraser. Then he paused. How could Naisho know about this so quickly? Eraserhead didn’t know that he was a UA student. If he tipped him off too soon after the break-in, he might be able to figure it out. If Izuku waited though, whoever had broken the gate might get away. They had probably already gotten away…
Izuku chewed his lip as he debated what to do. He pulled up an internet search on his civilian phone and saw that news of the media overstepping was already beginning to circulate thanks to bystanders taking pictures with their phones. One of the photos had a figure in a familiar hoodie standing half out of frame. Izuku smirked. That was perfect. He downloaded the photo after pulling the same post up on his burner phone.
“Hey Eraser, thought you should know one of my contacts heard some lowlife bragging about how they were going to break the gate at UA. Contact’s pretty sure it’s hoodie guy off to the left side.” He attached the photo and sent it.
He turned his phone back off and stashed it before continuing on his way to Nezu and his first Analysis class. Nezu’s office door swung open on its own just before Izuku could knock. He gave a half-grin and awkwardly waved with the hand he’d raised to knock. “Oh. Um…h-hello, Nezu-sensei.”
Nezu looked up from his computer to grin back at him. The expression fell when beady eyes latched onto the bandage on Izuku’s face, and his nose twitched. Whiskers and both ears curled toward Izuku as the principal greeted him, “Hello, Midoriya. Were you injured in the cafeteria evacuation?”
Izuku belatedly realized that Nezu was an animal with a quirk, not a human. Even though his quirk was intelligence, he still had his sharp animal senses, including a sense of smell much stronger than a human’s. He could probably smell the blood from Izuku’s partially healed wounds. Even without the obvious one on his face, the chimera would have known his student was hurt. Izuku wasn’t sure whether to curse or thank Giran for setting him up with Stain. The cut on his face was obvious and large enough to hopefully cover for however much blood the hero could smell. And he’d already come up with an excuse for his face. He’d have to be much more careful patrolling in the future. He doubted he’d be able to get any sizeable injuries past Nezu.
Izuku smiled sheepishly and rubbed the back of his head. “Actually, I tripped in the train station on the way home yesterday. Clipped the edge of a turnstile on the way down.”
Nezu winced in sympathy but gave no other indication as to whether or not he believed the lie. “Hm. Let me write you a note to go see Recovery Girl before we get started.”
“Oh, no, really, it’s not necessary, Nezu-sensei,” Izuku protested. “I don’t want to miss class on my second day.” Especially not Analysis; Izuku was tentatively looking forward to this one.
Nezu studied him for half a second before writing the note anyway. “Very well, but you will go see her after we finish. It’ll be a short day to start, due to today’s unforeseen circumstances.”
Izuku took the hall pass hesitantly and nodded. Then they got down to business. Izuku wrote notes as quickly as he could while Nezu discussed the core components of a solid analysis for people, cases, and active combat. The latter made Izuku a touch suspicious, but he quickly rationalized it away. After all, a lot of heroes wore body cameras; an analyst could, in theory, watch footage live and offer advice via comm in the heat of the moment. That was probably really useful during raids and high-profile takedowns.
After that, they transitioned to a beginner’s rundown of coding with Izuku’s laptop. Izuku was more out of his depth with that one. Why did there need to be 5 different coding languages? He was already learning English, and now he had to learn five more languages at the same time! Nezu seemed unduly amused by the whole situation.
When Nezu finally dismissed him, Izuku felt like his brain was fried or mush. Maybe fried mush. Could Nezu smell that? Maybe it just smelled like stress. Stress had a smell, didn’t it? He was so caught up in his scattered thoughts that he almost ran face-first into the person standing on the other side of Nezu’s door when he opened it to leave.
“Oh, s-sorry,” he stuttered as he stepped to one side to let the other person enter.
“You’re fine, kid.”
Izuku froze and looked slowly up at the person. Eraserhead walked past him without a second glance.
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Shota settled into his spot on the sofa and crossed his arms. Two days. Why couldn’t his students go two days without one of them trying to murder another? Was that too much to ask? Apparently, it was, because Bakugo had collapsed half a building on himself and Uchiyama during a training exercise. At least, Iida and Inouye had been able to escape the falling debris, mostly due to Inouye’s quirk, ugh, “Yeet.” Despite the terrible name, a line-of-sight inanimate object teleportation quirk was extremely useful in a scenario that had debris raining down around them.
They were incredibly lucky that Iida and Inouye had been able to use their quirks to get to safety, and they were incredibly lucky that Uchiyama’s Bubble Barrier had held up long enough for All Might and Inouye to dig him out with only a nosebleed and migraine from overusing his quirk. Bakugo had been injured by falling debris, but he shouldn’t have any lasting damage thanks to Recovery Girl. All around, it could have been much worse. They’d been lucky.
Shota did not trust luck.
Shota and Nezu sat in silence for a few minutes before the final member of their meeting arrived. Yagi—Shota’s brain still refused to reconcile the skeletal twig with the muscled form of All Might—entered with shoulders sagging and form practically swimming in his oversized yellow pinstripe suit.
Shota allowed himself to almost feel bad for the man before reminding himself that it was Yagi who decided to skip the safety lecture and support gear test that traditionally made up the first Heroics class. Yes, the man was new to teaching, but surely somewhere in the online degree program he’d completed they’d mentioned how incapable of rational decisions teenagers were. What did he honestly expect throwing them headfirst into a combat scenario against living, breathing, equally teenage opponents?
Nezu clapped his paws together and started their meeting. “Alright, I’ve reviewed the footage from Ground Beta. I think it’s safe to say I’ll be having Power Loader rework our safety guidelines for first year students’ support equipment. Bakugo’s gauntlets are well-designed, but far too much power when he hasn’t first been taught restraint and what qualifies as ‘reasonable force.’
It’s unclear from the footage whether young Bakugo knew just how destructive his support device would be before he used it, but it is apparent that he intended to inflict harm on his opponent. Based on the…quality of the banter when they fought, it appears as though he and Uchiyama had a negative relationship prior to this. That doesn’t excuse the situation, though it certainly did aggravate it.”
Shota hummed. “My conclusion as well. As for their…attitude with each other, it seems to have started with yesterday’s Quirk Apprehension Test. Uchiyama and Bakugo were paired up for the 50-meter dash. When Bakugo used his Explosion quirk to propel himself down the track, Uchiyama quite reasonably used his quirk to protect himself from the blast. The bubble he created shoved Bakugo off course and out of bounds. He nearly attacked Uchiyama then for ‘sabotaging’ him. I intervened, of course, and there weren’t any repeat confrontations during the other tests. Seems the animosity didn’t go away though.”
“That is quite troubling,” Nezu agreed. “A future hero should not be so quick to hold a grudge.”
Yagi frowned before finally deciding to contribute. “I feel it’s less a grudge and more wounded pride. This is a good chance for Young Bakugo to grow.”
“At the expense of my other students?” Shota asked with a raised eyebrow. Uchiyama was still in Recovery Girl’s office sleeping off his migraine, in a separate room from Bakugo, of course. He was under strict orders not to use his quirk for the next few days to allow his brain to finish recovering. They were lucky Iida and Inouye only had a few scrapes and bruises between them. This could have gone a lot worse.
“That’s not what I meant, Aizawa,” Yagi hurried to say. “I mean that this is a good opportunity to teach Young Bakugo how to manage his pride in a more constructive way. To prevent situations like this from recurring. Being confident in his abilities isn’t a bad thing, just the way he’s expressing it. We cannot change what’s already happened, but we can make use of it.”
“Quite,” Nezu said. “Now, on to what we’re doing about this.”
Shota considered for several moments before sighing. “It’s a first offense, but considering he ignored an order to stand down, I’d say at least a week’s detention and being prescribed anger management counseling. If he does something like this again—without the excuse that he didn’t know how big the blast would be to hide behind—I won’t hold back on expulsion. He’s here to be a hero. If he can’t learn what behavior is acceptable, he doesn’t belong here.” Not when there were better candidates out there who’d been denied a spot in the hero course for reasons outside their control. A certain vigilante came to mind.
Yagi looked like he might protest, but Nezu spoke up before he could voice any complaints. “That seems quite reasonable. Yagi, I understand you not wanting to be too harsh on any of the students, but you cannot let one of them ignoring a direct order slide, especially when others were hurt because of it.”
Yagi grimaced but nodded. “I understand, Principal Nezu.”
“Good! Then I can call this meeting adjourned. I’ll send the Bakugos an email with our verdict and a few recommendations on qualified counseling services,” Nezu said, clapping his paws. “Yagi, you’re free to go. Aizawa, if you could remain for a few more minutes?”
Shota nodded, hiding his grin in his capture weapon. Shota’s old teacher always could tell when he wanted to speak to him about something. After the door clicked shut behind Yagi, he did just that. “The local vigilante gave me a lead on who destroyed the gate.” A few taps on his phone forwarded the picture to Nezu.
Nezu hurriedly typed on his computer, pulling up the image and setting a program to begin analysis. “Hm…How reliable is this vigilante and their source?”
Shota shrugged. “Kid wanted to be a hero. He hasn’t done anything to break the trust we’ve established in the last few months, though he’s still skittish at times. Can’t say I know anything about whoever his source is.” Shota wondered if that source was Gokaku or someone else entirely. Did he have a network established already? The other possibility—the possibility that Naisho personally was hanging out in places villains frequented and relaxed enough to make small talk—was less reassuring. Shota couldn’t write it off though; the kid did have contact with Giran after all.
Nezu glanced away from his computer to study Shota. “When you say ‘wanted to’…”
Well, Shota was already here; he might as well ask. “Nezu, with your permission, I’d like to access the dismissed applications for the heroics entrance exam this year. I have reason to believe one of them was denied wrongfully.”
Nezu’s ears perked up. “Oh? Do tell.”
Aizawa grunted. “The vigilante’s name is Naisho, and he’s good. I thought he was 12 or 13, but imagine my surprise when he told me a few months ago that he’d applied to UA and wasn’t allowed to take the test.”
“Really now? Are you suspecting falsified records or something else?”
“Most likely records, possibly bias in the staff sorting through the applicants. Tell me, Nezu, what is your opinion of the Quirkless?”
Nezu paused for a moment then smiled with all his teeth, setting Shota on edge. Not because his own safety was at risk but because someone somewhere had earned Nezu’s ire, and that meant a bloodbath was sure to follow. “Quite favorable, actually.” A few more seconds of hurried typing and Nezu nodded. “Permission granted. You’ll find the files in the archives on basement level five. Do tell me what you find out. If someone on my payroll is responsible, rest assured they will be dealt with.”
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“Alright, sonny, let’s see what we’re working with.” Recovery Girl gestured for Izuku to remove the bandage on his face.
Izuku glanced at the other occupant of the room—a boy asleep on one of the cots with a compress over the upper half of his face—before he hesitantly peeled the gauze pad off. He checked it briefly to see if the cut had bled any since this morning and half-grinned when he saw it hadn’t. Then a hand entered his field of vision, causing him to flinch. His eyes darted up to see it was Recovery Girl’s. He flushed in embarrassment.
The nurse paused for a moment before gently lifting Izuku’s chin. She turned his head one way, then the other, scrutinizing the cut.
Izuku caught her furrowed-brow, tight-lipped look and cleared his throat. “T-the odd color’s normal for me. My best friend’s quirk speeds up healing and prevents infection. The color’s a side-effect.”
Recovery Girl blinked, and her eyebrows rose. “Oh! You’re the boy I was supposed to run bloodwork on during the entrance exam, aren’t you?”
Izuku blushed again and rubbed the back of his neck. “Yeah. S-sorry about that.”
Recovery Girl waved a hand before pulling on a pair of exam gloves. “You’re not the first student I’ve treated who has a phobia of medical procedures or needles, though that was one of the more interesting reactions I’ve seen.” She gently prodded around the edges of the cut with gloved fingers. After concluding her inspection, she nodded. “You did good with the butterfly stitches, but something like this you should have gotten properly stitched. If it were any deeper, it would have hit the vein running along your cheekbone.”
Izuku did his best not to react to that. He failed to suppress his reaction when Recovery Girl abruptly changed topics.
“Do you know when your last tetanus vaccine was?”
He shook his head. “I can ask my mom if she’s not working the late shift tonight.”
“That’s alright, dearie. I’ll just check your medical file. It should be in there somewhere.”
That reminded Izuku of something. “Oh! I’ll need to bring you some more records. I changed doctors recently, and I’m pretty sure Mom forgot to update the file. I haven’t had any vaccines since changing though…” Izuku trailed off. “Um, shouldn’t my friend’s quirk prevent tetanus anyway?”
Recovery Girl hummed. “Without knowing the specifics of their quirk, I can’t say, but you don’t want to take chances with tetanus. Nasty bug and extremely painful.” She frowned again. “Actually, your cheek should be hurting pretty badly with that depth and placement.”
“Oh, it does. Don’t worry; there’s no nerve damage!” Izuku hurried to assure her. “I just have a high pain tolerance.”
The nurse raised a skeptical eyebrow at him, and he met her gaze with a sheepish grin. Recovery Girl shook her head and huffed. “You’re as bad as the hero students, I swear.” Then she finally leaned in and kissed his uninjured cheek.
Izuku tried not to make a face as the cuts across his body itched furiously. A few seconds later the sensation died down, and the cuts were healed. Izuku rubbed at his cheek, feeling the change in texture where a scar had formed. Because of course, it did. Izuku sighed. Just one more thing to keep carefully hidden as Naisho and Green. Maybe he could ask Cheshire and the girls for help figuring out how to cover it with makeup? At least it had missed his freckles.
“Thanks, Recovery Girl,” he said. Then he yawned.
Recovery Girl squinted at him. “Healing that shouldn’t have been enough to tire you out. You had other injuries, didn’t you?”
Izuku completely blamed his lack of sleep for how his mind blanked out. “Uh…”
A shout from the next room over broke their staring contest. A shout that haunted Izuku’s nightmares. Izuku went very still and paled as he realized how close he was to Kacchan for the second time that day.
Recovery Girl sighed. “Well, someone’s finally awake. I’ll be right back, Midoriya. I want to check your other injuries to make sure they healed properly.” She walked through the door to the patient room Izuku had used for his escape last time he was here.
This time he took the door.
It was nothing personal against Recovery Girl—she was an amazing hero—but Izuku had “run out of spoons” for the day. He didn’t care anymore if leaving was rude. He’d already dealt with his anxiety acting up, seesawing between being half-awake and wired most of the day, almost outing his presence to Bakugo at lunch, the mini-panic when the alarm went off, and a smaller panic when he ran into one of the only people who regularly interacted with his vigilante self and could possibly id him. Not that he was too worried about Eraserhead; after the entrance exam confession, they’d slowly returned to normal, if a little to the left of their old dynamic. (Izuku still wondered at times why the man bothered to teach him when he’d already missed his chance at heroics. He was too afraid to ask though.)
The near-miss with Recovery Girl and Kacchan was just the last straw. Even after he’d left campus, he didn’t truly relax until he was secure behind his apartment’s locked door. Knowing Kacchan might be released any second and walking back to their neighborhood behind Izuku made the vigilante extra anxious. He paused in the middle of preparing dinner, suddenly wondering if he’d remembered to take his escitalopram this morning. He couldn’t recall if he had. That might have done it, or maybe he just needed more sleep? The confrontation with Stain and staying up late to clean his wounds and clothes hadn’t helped.
Decision made, Izuku ate, took a dose of his anxiety medication, did his homework, and crawled into bed a few hours early. Only to jolt awake around midnight, unsure what had woken him. He rubbed his eyes and grumbled as he started to roll over. Then a familiar sensation tugged at his veins.
Izuku frowned and tilted his head as he climbed out of bed. He poked his head into the hall and checked to make sure his mom’s bedroom light was off. Then he softly crept to the front door and opened it. He’d been oiling the door’s hinges regularly since starting the whole vigilante thing, and he was thankful for it now as Ekikyō barged in, shoving the door wider to make it inside as quickly as possible.
Izuku shut and locked the door before whispering, “Ekikyō, what are you doing here?”
His friend scoped out the apartment before answering, “Izuku, we have a problem.”
Notes:
We now have the names and quirks of Izuku and Uraraka's replacements in 1-A: Uchiyama with Bubble Barrier and Inouye with Yeet! (You cannot tell me that letting four-year-olds and teenagers name their own quirks would not produce names like Yeet.)
Hm, I wonder whatever Ekikyō could be freaking out about...
I promise however much you yell or scream at me in the comments, I'm yelling and screaming at my muse more. xD Please, express yourselves.
Chapter 24: An Old Dog
Summary:
“You can teach an old dog new tricks. You just don’t want to see the dog doing them.” –Bill Cosby
Chapter Text
Never let it be said that Ekikyō was a man without conscience. His was just…a lot looser than most. He didn’t particularly care when Giran told him about some big operation that one of his other clients was recruiting for. He politely declined and went about his own less-than-legal business.
He did, however, care when he found out who Giran’s client was targeting. The bar in Atsugi was a frequent stop of Ekikyō’s on his way to and from Musutafu, and he had a lot of friends there. When one of those friends tried to invite him on that same blasted operation and mentioned their target was a class of UA first year students… Ekikyō barely kept himself from reacting.
While his friend prattled on and on about some grand plan to bring hero society to its knees, Ekikyō could only think of Izuku (of how scared he’d been the first two times they’d met, of his laughter and trust and courage now). The kids being targeted were the same age as him. Of course, it was probably a hero class, not the one Izuku was in, but did that really make it any better?
Ekikyō decided no, no it did not. Even villains had morals, lines in the metaphorical sand they didn’t cross, and he decided then and there that this was one of his.
“Heroes aren’t always good people, and…maybe ‘villains’ aren’t always bad guys.”
The question was what was he going to do about it? He was only one person, and a wanted one at that. No one would take a tip from him seriously, and if the other villains found out it was him who ratted, he was as good as dead.
But Izuku knew an underground hero. Underground heroes’ involvement and sources were rarely, if ever, publicized. (He’d learned that from Izuku.) That could work.
Mind made up, Ekikyō listened long enough to get a meeting location out of his unwitting informant. Then he ditched the bar and headed back the way he’d come, returning to Musutafu only days after leaving. Even though he was on a time crunch, Ekikyō stopped by the underground clinic first, like they’d agreed after Izuku’s entrance exam. The kid had a point about tracking the student being the easiest way for authorities to find Ekikyō. Ekikyō couldn’t exactly carry a phone on him; so, they’d worked out a system to leave any warnings/messages for each other at the clinic.
Once he’d checked in there (and found no messages warning him away), he made for his friend’s apartment. He gave Izuku the bare bones rundown, watching his young friend’s face pale in horror before steeling with resolve.
“We’ll stop them, Ekikyō. Eraserhead works at UA; he’ll believe us and pass word along to the Nezu. He’ll know what to do. Come on, let’s go.” Izuku gestured Ekikyō closer, one of the kid’s unspoken ways of saying for Ekikyō to get a move on and possess him already.
Ekikyō didn’t need to be told twice. He always felt more grounded when inside someone else’s skin, but someone willingly letting him use his quirk on them? There was an absence of the guilt and shame that came with killing a host, in their place an inherent layer of reassurance and acceptance that he didn’t like to think too deeply about. He was a strong independent villain and didn’t need validation from anyone. That didn’t preclude him from taking a few seconds to enjoy and relax into the feeling before they got down to business though.
Izuku and Ekikyō stared at Eraserhead’s number for a solid minute before they finally brought themselves to press the call button. They ran a hand through their hair and paced back and forth on the roof of Izuku’s apartment building as they waited.
Eraserhead picked up on the third ring. “Naisho, this better be important. I’m in the middle of something.” There were grunts in the background, followed by the clangs of metal impacting and bouncing along concrete.
Izuku took a deep breath before blurting out, “There’s going to be an attack on UA tomorrow.”
There was a moment of silence. “Give me a minute.” The sounds of fighting intensified but grew muffled.
“Maybe Eraserhead put his phone in his pocket?” Izuku absently wondered.
Ekikyō good-naturedly listened to his friend’s stream of consciousness while Eraserhead wrapped up the fight.
The thud of two bodies hitting the ground followed in short order. “Alright, start talking.”
“UA is going to be attacked tomorrow. Gokaku heard about someone recruiting a ton of street thugs and villains for a big operation a while back; he declined, of course. Then this afternoon, an acquaintance of Gokaku’s mentioned who they were attacking: one of the first year UA classes. And the villains are meeting for it tomorrow morning. They must have some sort of transport quirk on their side, because they’re meeting up on the edge of Yokohama.” When he reached the end, Izuku panted to regain his breath.
“Did you really have to say all that without pausing to breathe?”
“Shut up.”
The faint scratch of pen on paper carried through the phone before Eraserhead asked, “That’s everything?”
“Yes, Eraserhead. Please, believe us. If Gokaku could have gotten me a message earlier, he would have.”
“Don’t worry about it, Naisho. Your friend did the right thing. He got away without raising suspicion and got a warning through. There’s more than enough time for me to consult Nezu about this.”
Ekikyō pressed forward, and Izuku gave up control without a fight. “This is Gokaku. Eraser, I need you to keep our names out of any reports. I don’t know a lot about the people behind this, but I do know they’re the type to make problems ‘disappear’ if you catch my drift.”
“I know how to protect my sources, Gokaku. Thanks for the warning. And both of you? If this tip pans out, I owe you one.” The hero hung up then.
Izuku slid back into control alongside Ekikyō, and they put their phone away. As they took the stairs back down to Izuku’s apartment, Ekikyō started noticing the things he’d missed earlier, chief among them the deep scar on Izuku’s face. That had not been there a few days ago. “Izuku, have you been picking fights again?”
Izuku stumbled, and Ekikyō caught them before they could fall down the rest of the stairs. “Um…I’m not sure if Giran really likes me or wants me dead?” Ekikyō’s friend said in the most evasive tone ever.
“Yeah, I’m gonna need more than that kid.”
Izuku sighed and let their shoulders sag. “Yeah, I figured. Let’s get back inside, and I can show you.”
Two hours and several memory shares later, Ekikyō wasn’t sure whether to be impressed or terrified that Izuku had literally fought The Hero Killer in the handful of days he was gone. And he’d somehow lived to tell the tale. “Kid, you either have the best luck I’ve ever seen or the absolute worst.”
Izuku chuckled tiredly and flung an arm over their eyes. They were lying in bed with the lights off in case Izuku’s mom got up. “It’s certainly some kind of luck.”
“Get some sleep, Izuku. I’ll stick around until this mess is done and over with,” Ekikyō said, shifting their body into a slightly more comfortable position.
Their body stiffened as Izuku stammered, “Oh, t-that’s really not necessary, Ekikyō!”
Ekikyō sent his too obvious friend an impression of a raised eyebrow. “You were planning to do something stupid and dangerous, weren’t you?”
Izuku wilted. “Okay, yeah it’s dangerous. But it’s not stupid! I wouldn’t be going in unprepared!”
“Uhuh. Why don’t you walk me through this plan of yours then? And kudos for figuring out how to keep a thought completely secret, by the way. None of it has bled through.” Ekikyō was a little proud of the kid for that. He had a problem with mumbling—both out loud and mentally—or focusing too hard on “not thinking” about something and thinking about it a frick ton. And his thoughts were loud. He was just enthusiastic like that.
Izuku perked up at the compliment. “Really?! Finally! I’ve been trying for so long…” A mental prod from Ekikyō and Izuku got back on track. “So, one of my assignments from Principal Nezu is to tag along for a heroics class…”
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They stood outside the gates of UA on Izuku’s third day—and Ekikyō’s first—there, calming their heartbeat. “Moment of truth,” Izuku said.
Ekikyō took the cue and pulled the slime back from Izuku’s eyes, leaving none of his body external to Izuku’s. Then they stepped hesitantly through the archway with bated breath. When nothing happened, they let out a slow exhale, allowed slime to ooze back into place, and kept going. They hadn’t been sure if the biometric sensors could pick up on Ekikyō’s presence, but it appeared they’d been worried over nothing.
Izuku thought for a minute as they walked. “You know, it might already have your genetics tacked onto my file given that I had slime in my blood when they coded me into the system.”
“Fair point.”
Izuku made a detour on his way to meet Shinso this time, having arrived early. With any luck—
Up ahead, in the Development Studio, there was an explosion. Izuku and Ekikyō smiled one of their wider smiles. Perfect.
They made it back in time to meet Shinso, and Ekikyō took a minute to examine the tired teen. “Kinda reminds me of Eraserhead. Dude could use some coffee.”
Izuku hid his laugh under a cough before waving at Shinso. “Good morning, Shinso!”
Shinso turned to greet them, narrowing his eyes when they landed on Izuku’s newly acquired scar. “So, madman with swords?”
“A sword, singular. A katana. And more knives than any one person should ever possess,” Izuku said quietly. Izuku turned to look pointedly at where the nearest security camera was.
Shinso followed their eyes and stiffened. “Right…I’ll ask later. Assuming you plan to make up for flaking on me yesterday.”
Izuku frowned and blinked several times, trying to figure out what Shinso meant. Then he realized. “Oh, shit. I’m so sorry, Shinso! Yesterday was Tuesday! I totally forgot we were going to train. I was so exhausted after Recovery Girl and everything, and I’m really sorry! I just—”
“Hey, Izuku.”
“Huh?” Izuku’s mind went blank and fuzzy. He could distantly feel Ekikyō’s confusion, which was rapidly shifting into something more protective and potentially dangerous. Everything snapped jarringly back into focus a moment later, thankfully before Ekikyō could decide whether or not to attack Shinso.
“Wh-what was that?” Izuku asked, trying to shake off the feeling of Ekikyō bristling under their skin. “Quit it. I’m okay.”
“My quirk,” Shinso admitted, looking away. “Sorry.”
“Oh no, here we go,” Ekikyō said, feigning exasperation.
Izuku ignored him. “That was so…cool!”
Now it was Shinso’s turn to look bewildered. “What?”
“It feels different from E—I mean, my friend’s quirk. Actually, it kinda feels like the haziness the first few moments of a finished possession back when we first started doing it regularly. When our minds were meshing? Synching up? Connecting? I don’t think it happens anymore; that, or I’ve gotten so used to it that I don’t notice. I bet with some practice I could either break out of yours, or you could do something additional…” Izuku trailed off, realizing to his horror that he’d gone on a ramble again. Oh quirks, he’d been doing so well at not being a freak at his new school. Izuku blushed furiously.
Ekikyō shifted under Izuku’s skin to hide the blush even as he laughed at Izuku’s embarrassment and Shinso’s shocked expression.
“Not helping, Ekikyō.”
Shinso seemed to recover first and shook himself. “That was…something. Is that your quirk? Analysis?”
Ekikyō’s laughter stilled. “Wait, kid. Does he not know? I thought you two were chill.”
“It hadn’t come up yet!” Izuku mentally yelled, panicking. To Shinso, he shook his head. “N-no. I…” He looked around, nervous of who else might overhear. Izuku could tell Shinso; he deserved to know. He just didn’t want anyone else to know yet. He knew it couldn’t last forever, but he was enjoying the lack of social ostracism. He quickly dragged Shinso into the closest bathroom, locked the door, and turned the faucet on full blast.
Shinso had both eyebrows raised now.
Izuku sheepishly looked down at his shoes and whispered, “In case of nearby sensory quirks…”
Shinso grunted and shrugged, seeming to get the precaution but not the reason for it.
Izuku took a deep breath and nearly wheezed when Ekikyō surprised him with an internal hug. Right, he wasn’t alone. Even if Shinso abandoned him, Izuku still had Ekikyō. “I-I’m—”
There was a knock on the bathroom door, making both of them jump. “Boys, everything okay in there?”
“That’s Midnight-sensei!” Hitoshi hissed.
Izuku scrunched up his face and looked between the door and Shinso. He really wanted to tell Shinso, but at the same time, he couldn’t help but feel relieved for the interruption. Izuku bit the inside of his cheek for a moment before making up his mind. “I’ll tell you later,” he whispered. Then Izuku turned off the tap. The two (three) of them exited the bathroom in silence, only to find Midnight standing right outside with a hand on her hip.
“So, what were you two boys doing rushing into a single-person bathroom, hm? It better not have been anything naughty.”
Shinso turned redder than Izuku had ever seen him, and Izuku sputtered and waved his hands frantically in front of him. “N-nothing like that, Kayama-sensei! I just n-needed to tell him something without risking anyone else o-overhearing.” Izuku should have been blushing horribly right now too, but Ekikyō still had the blood vessels in his face scrambled. Instead, he only had to deal with Ekikyō’s mental wolf-whistle.
Midnight pouted, feigning disappointment before she turned her attention to Shinso to confirm Izuku’s story. Once she wasn’t looking at them, Ekikyō controlled their eyes to trail over the teacher. Whatever Ekikyō’s original intention, Izuku snatched back control when he noticed something that looked like a pager on her belt next to her whip.
“That’s not part of her normal costume…” A tiny green light on it blinked at a steady rate.
“Ah, come on. You’re no fun,” Ekikyō complained.
“Y-yes, Midnight-sensei,” Shinso said. “No funny business here. Just a friend with anxiety.”
Izuku squawked in indignation before remembering something else he needed to do before class. Speaking of anxiety… “Oh shoot! I forgot I need to give Recovery Girl papers for my medical file.” He checked his phone. There was no way he’d make it to the infirmary and back to 1-H’s homeroom in time. He sighed, resigned to giving up part of his lunch break to do it.
“I could drop them off for you, Midoriya,” Midnight offered, all professionalism now that she’d finished her teasing.
“Really? That would be a big help. Thank you, Kayama-sensei.” Izuku pulled his backpack off and dug out the packet of papers Cross had given him before the semester started. It had been a big decision, giving Cross and Cheshire his real name, but this way his school had a set of (his new) normal bloodwork and his anxiety diagnosis just in case anything happened. There were certain medications that didn’t combine well with the one he was on, and not having it in his file was dangerous if Recovery Girl ever needed to treat him again.
“Why didn’t you just bring that on Monday?” Ekikyō asked as they walked away from Midnight and Shinso, whose class was in the opposite direction.
“Because I was kinda distracted worrying about taking all of my notebooks out of the house at once for the first time ever.”
Ekikyō let him have that point, and the rest of the walk to 1-H passed in companionable silence. They still had a few minutes to spare when they arrived, but that was fine by Izuku. He needed to talk to Power Loader anyway.
The door opened to reveal Hatsume attempting to snag something from their teacher that he was holding just out of reach. “Come on, sensei, just let me take a look.”
“No, Hatsume, you’ll trigger the dead man’s switch! Nezu will have my hide if I’m the cause of a false alarm.”
“Looks like you might need to rescue the hero first, Izuku,” Ekikyō said with no small amount of amusement.
Ekikyō had a point. Izuku thought for a moment before deciding a distraction served best here. “Hey, Hatsume, how goes building those noise-canceling earbuds?”
Hatsume and Power Loader both paused and turned to look at him. Hatsume beamed when she saw who’d spoken. “Analyst-kun! Yes! They should be ready by lunch, not that you seem to need them yet today.” Her irises rotated as she looked at him.
“Y-yeah. Pretty sure that was my bad. There’s a 50/50 chance I forgot to take my meds before coming to class yesterday.” To get her back on her sidetrack, he asked, “Have you changed anything else with the design?”
Hatsume’s smile grew wider. Then she ran back over to her desk.
While Hatsume was occupied, Izuku turned to the teacher, noticing that the thing he’d been keeping away from Hatsume was another pager, exactly like the one Midnight had. “Maijima-sensei?”
“Yes, Midoriya?”
“I was wondering if you could let Nezu know I wanted to sit in on 1-A’s rescue training today. I-if possible. It’s for 1 of my assignments. I’d also need to know when to head over.”
“Sure, Midoriya. I’ll shoot him an email real quick. Go ahead and take a seat.” The teacher rounded his desk to sit down. He paused with his hands poised above the keyboard and stared at something on his screen. For a minute he didn’t say anything; then he shook his head. “Midoriya, did you bring a lunch today?”
Izuku looked up from where he’d been pouring over a blueprint with Hatsume. “Um, yes?”
“Then Nezu wants you to head over with Thirteen at the beginning of lunch to help with setup. Meet her at the teacher’s lounge, and bring your backpack. You can eat your lunch on the drive over, and Nezu will email you your notes from your afternoon classes.” A.k.a. all the classes with Nezu.
“Well, that confirms that the cameras in the classrooms have audio,” Izuku mused. Ekikyō made some sound of agreement, but Izuku could feel how uncomfortable he was with the surveillance. Izuku mentally leaned against him and called toward the ceiling camera, “Thanks, Nezu!”
Everything was going according to plan. That should have been his first warning that things could only go wrong from there.
Chapter 25: Stay Afraid
Summary:
“Stay afraid, but do it anyway. What’s important is the action. You don’t have to wait to be confident. Just do it and eventually the confidence will follow.” –Carrie Fisher
Notes:
usj Usj USJ!!!
Early post today due to weird work schedule. Instead of getting off early today, I'm going in late. So, y'all get an a.m. update! If you missed it, I posted chapter 24 over the weekend. I'd recommend reading it before proceeding with this chapter.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The USJ was a lot bigger than Izuku expected. Even Ekikyō was impressed by the sheer scale and realism of the simulators. And instead of seeing any of those zones in person, Izuku was comfortably ensconced within the USJ’s command center, awaiting 1-A’s arrival. He spun in his commandeered office chair, glancing over the array of camera feeds on one wall as they slid past. Still no sign of the hero class yet.
“Would you stop already? You’re making me motion sick,” Ekikyō complained, setting their foot down to drag them to a stop facing the computer console that controlled the environmental and hazard settings in all six zones.
“You can get motion sick?” Izuku asked, wondering how that worked.
“Yes, and I’d rather not find out what happens if I get sick in here,” Ekikyō snarked.
Izuku pulled a face at the mental image that conjured. Then he shook his head and turned the chair to where he’d set up his laptop at one end of the console. He already had an encrypted document opened and 20 pages labeled with the names and school photos of 1-A’s class roster. Nezu had also given him the name of each student’s quirk, but all additional information Izuku had to gather himself.
After far too many minutes spent looking over the zone controls (and ignoring the temptation of the literal big red button labeled “Emergency Stop” locked under a plastic cover), the front door of the USJ finally opened. He snatched up the notebook he’d also brought with him and leaned in closer to the screen displaying the entrance. The laptop was great, but he couldn’t draw on it. He’d ask Nezu to scan the pages in after he finished all of them. For now, Izuku had 22 costumes to draw. The first page already sported a detailed sketch of Thirteen’s costume. (And her autograph!)
When only 21 people entered the building, Izuku frowned and pulled the schedule page back out of his backpack. Yeah, it said there were supposed to be 20 students and two additional teachers. Scanning back over those present Izuku spotted Eraserhead. No one else looked old enough and jaded enough to be a fully-fledged hero. Had there been an incident elsewhere on campus that called the third teacher away?
Izuku worried his lower lip as he started roughing out a sketch of Aoyama. Had Izuku misjudged? When he’d realized that the day the villains were going to attack was the same as 1-A’s fieldtrip to a remote training facility, he’d thought for sure that 1-A was the target. What if he was wrong?
“Well, then you’ll at least have part of one of your major semester projects done.”
Izuku snorted.
“Welcome. And it’s not like villains have to attack right this minute. The herolings are going to be here for a couple hours. It would make sense to stage an attack far enough into that time slot for the hero brats to already be tuckered out or at least spread out across the facility.”
“True. Better keep our eyes peeled,” Izuku commented absently, already switching over to sketch the…very revealing costume Yaoyorozu wore. He paused when he felt something between excitement and wariness from his bodymate. “Ekikyō?”
“Do you think there are any cameras in here?”
Izuku glanced around surreptitiously, noting one in a corner of the ceiling aimed at the room’s door and another behind a glass pane embedded in the console. It was angled to catch anyone trying to access the computer or zone controls.
Izuku bit his lip and stepped back over to his laptop, frowning. It really was unreasonably far from the security camera feeds. He should move it closer. He scooted the laptop along the console’s table until it sat right in front of the embedded camera, blocking its view. He grinned. That was much more convenient to reach. Why hadn’t he set it up there to begin with?
“You were saying?”
Ekikyō laughed in their head. After calming down, he said, “Okay, kid, hold still a sec.”
Izuku looked back to the camera feeds while Ekikyō did whatever he was up to. After a few seconds, Izuku could feel slime oozing from the skin above his shirt collar and from the right side of his face. Izuku raised an eyebrow and waited. Once enough slime gathered there to make Izuku feel slightly off-balanced, numbness climbed his throat, and he reflexively held his breath. Ekikyō confiscated control of their mouth to spit out…
“Ew, really? You could have warned me,” Izuku grumbled.
Ekikyō guided their hand up to the glob of slime clinging to their neck. Once Ekikyō put his eyeballs—no, Izuku was not thinking about that or where Ekikyō had been storing them inside his body—in the externalized slime, he pulled their mouth into a wide grin. “There we go. Now we’ve got two sets of eyes to watch with.”
Izuku had only a moment to consider the benefits of that when the double vision hit him with a splitting headache. “Don’t think this is working!”
Something in their brain shifted, and the extra set of images vanished as quickly as they’d appeared. Izuku blinked dazedly as Ekikyō sent him a mental apology. “Shit. My bad. Should have known your brain wouldn’t know what to do with that. I’ll keep my sight separate.”
Izuku sighed and massaged his forehead before picking his notebook back up. “Thanks. We can play around with that later though; it might come in handy someday.” Izuku resisted the urge to write about all the implications and possibilities presented by Ekikyō retaining the ability to sense things through slime outside of Izuku’s body when possessing him and being able to route his own senses through Izuku’s brain. He ignored the questions he wanted to ask, just like he ignored the vague tugging sensation at his neck or how the skin the slime emerged from prickled slightly. “I get the left screens; you get the right?”
A feeling of agreement was shared, and they settled in to work and watch and wait. Thirteen was giving some sort of speech. The cameras here didn’t have audio, which was annoying, but at least the speech kept the students in one place for a decent amount of time. He had very rough outlines of each student and a handful of notes on the support equipment (or lack thereof in Hagakure’s case) of several before the students clapped, indicating the end of the impromptu lecture.
Izuku took a break to stretch his hand and nearly fell out of his chair when several of the camera feeds turned to static or went black at once, and the lights flickered. “What?” Which cameras had those been? What was going on?
His head turned on its own and his eyes were forcibly focused on one screen in particular. It was a distant view of the Mountain Zone. There was electricity arcing from a spot near the wall. The hold on his vision released, and Izuku scanned the remaining screens. He quickly realized that all of the cameras in the Mountain Zone were out of commission. Had a fuse blown?
“I don’t think so, Izuku…” Ekikyō redirected Izuku’s eyes to one of the plaza cameras, but the thing that drew his notice was a swirling purple-black cloud of mist.
“That’s the quirk Giran used to send me back to Musutafu after Stain…” They watched in horror as villains began flooding the plaza through the portal. “We have to do something!”
Without exchanging words, Ekikyō quickly returned his slime and eyes inside Izuku’s body. The last thing they needed right now was to have their focus split. Plus, Ekikyō’s eyes were an established weak point. Best not have those on display when they might come under fire too.
Izuku pulled his cell phone out while Ekikyō finished up. No signal. “Damn it.” So, calling for help the normal way was out. If things got really bad they still had—
And now the students were vanishing through more purple-black portals! Okay, that qualified as really bad. Izuku dove for his backpack, digging through his schoolbooks and the assorted gadgets Hatsume had shoved into his hands this morning. He pulled out a metal cylinder with “Plus Ultra Rocket Flare -Hatsume Industries” printed on the side. He started to get up before turning back to dig a small case out of the front pocket of his bag.
He wasn’t sure if Hatsume’s flare could cut through the reinforced metal structure of the control room, but right outside? It should have no trouble breaking through concrete and glass. The only issue was the possibility of patrolling villains.
He cracked the door to the control room open and held his breath. When he didn’t hear anyone else nearby, he crept out of the bunker-like room into the shell of the convenience store it was disguised in. He was in a corner of the Ruins Zone. Once a few feet from the control room Izuku popped open the small case to reveal the earbuds Hatsume had been working on. Izuku really hoped they didn’t explode as he fitted them to his ears. He sighed once they were in place without incident, though the slight shaking of his hands didn’t still.
He frowned at his own trembling. He was a vigilante for goodness sake. Villains kinda came with the territory. Though he’d almost always had backup nearby in the form of Eraserhead or even the 119 operators. Here he was just a student who didn’t make the cut for heroics, and he had no backup. And there were a lot of villains. He weighed their chances mentally and didn’t like their odds, even with two pro heroes in the same building. Thirteen was primarily a rescue hero and almost never fought villains due to how lethal her quirk could be. And Eraserhead, while extremely competent, was only one person against dozens. He did his best work one on one or in ambushes. The students were wild cards, but they’d literally had one solitary heroics practical exercise before today. Chances were most of them didn’t know the first thing about fighting, let alone fighting someone who wanted to seriously injure or kill them. All this amounted to things very likely going poorly. Izuku almost wished he weren’t so smart.
Ekikyō took enough control to steady their hands and heart rate. Then he poked Izuku mentally to draw him out of his spiral. “Hey, Izuku, you know that ancient saying about Rome?”
Izuku tried to focus. “When in Rome, do as the Romans do?” What did that have to do with anything?
“Yeah, that one. So…when in UA? What’s that moto again?”
Izuku grinned shakily. “When in UA…go beyond, plus ultra!” They slammed the base of the rocket flare on the concrete floor, holding the tube stationary as the internal mechanism clicked, triggering it to fire. He coughed and sputtered at the face full of smoke he got right after. It seemed Hatsume still had a few bugs to work out.
He waved his arms to clear the air and looked up to see the flare had already cut its way through the roof of the store. Actually, it was closer to “melted” than “cut;” the edges of the hole in the ceiling were glowing. As they watched, a glob of molten something dripped from the hole…and fell on Izuku’s right hand.
Ekikyō had to clamp their jaw shut to dampen the noise Izuku made as they shook the burning substance off. Ekikyō numbed the burn sprawled across their fingers as quickly as possible, and Izuku slowly worked his jaw after it was released. He took one glance at their hand and winced. “That’s so going to scar.”
They jumped when they could feel the explosion of whatever Hatsume had used for the sound part of the flare. Izuku looked up wide-eyed. Just how loud did Hatsume make that thing? Then he smiled. Someone had to have heard that thing, and if they didn’t hear it, they’d see it. Help was on the way.
“Uh, Izuku? Not to burst your bubble, but everyone will have heard and seen that.” Ekikyō pushed a mental image of all those villains in the plaza into Izuku’s side of their mind.
Izuku’s smile fell. Shit, he’d just given away their position. With that many villains, someone was definitely coming to investigate. They pulled the sound-canceling earbuds out of their ears, picked up the spent flare canister, and retreated to the control room as quietly as possible. Once inside, they locked the door, hoping the ten-centimeter-thick walls and door would buy them enough time if they were found. Time for what they weren’t sure, but they had half a bag of Hatsume brand gear to potentially use.
But before they dug into their gear, Izuku surveyed the camera feeds, blinking in surprise when he saw fighting on almost every one. The students had been scattered around the facility, not spirited away to some villain’s secret base or dropped in the ocean. That was better than he’d expected. On the downside, they were all fighting villains now. Izuku gaped as he saw Todoroki Shouto—easily recognized by his red and white hair—freeze a dozen villains in place in an instant.
A small voice in the back of Izuku’s head asked how he had ever planned to stand side by side with people like that.
As he watched, one solitary villain managed to break free and charged Todoroki from behind, seemingly unfazed by the cold. Izuku squinted. Wait…Was that the guy with the ogre mutation and abnormally broad temperature tolerance from the other day? Izuku didn't recall his mutations being that pronounced, but after a moment of watching how the man moved, Izuku was confident that was him. Giran had Izuku analyze villains for this attack! He really shouldn’t feel betrayed—it wasn’t like Giran knew he went to UA or was going to be here today—but here he was.
He cast about, counting students until he’d accounted for all but a handful, and they were likely in the mountain zone with its downed cameras. Most of the students were in groups of two or three, but one solitary student gave Izuku pause. Ojiro was alone in the Conflagration Zone, and at least two of the villains he was fighting had pyrokinesis quirks. Izuku frowned, wishing he could do something to help…
“What about that Emergency Stop button?”
Oh yeah, that was a thing. “Good thinking, Ekikyō!”
Izuku swung the flare canister down as hard as he could on the plastic case, grinning when it cracked. A second swing broke the case into several pieces, and Izuku was able to reach through the jagged shards to press the button. Several red lights started flashing across the console, but when Izuku glanced back up at the camera feeds, he let out a sigh of relief. The Conflagration Zone’s fires sputtered out, the Flood Zone’s water level began to drop, and the Downpour Zone’s rain and wind shut off. It also stopped the countdown on the Landslide Zone’s next “quake.” Izuku felt a little sick thinking about the first year students being caught unawares in a manmade landslide.
They’d given the kids as much of a fighting chance as they could. Now to defend themselves. They opened Izuku’s backpack and started pulling out gadget after gadget and laying them on the floor in “useful” and “not immediately useful/can’t remember what this does” piles. Izuku mentally mumbled out the names and functions he could recall. Hatsume had overwhelmed them a bit this morning. When Izuku told her about his shadowing the hero course for their rescue training she’d very enthusiastically kitted him out. All they’d wanted was the flare, but they weren’t complaining.
They got so wrapped up in analyzing their options for fighting back, they missed when an actual villain warped into the control room behind them. The air pressure shifted as if there was a draft, and that was all the warning they got before the world dropped out from under them.
Ekikyō panicked and stiffened some slime under Izuku’s skin and around his joints, hoping to cushion their landing. He reacted just in time for the portal to spit them out a few meters above concrete. They rolled and ungracefully staggered to their feet as Ekikyō returned their slime to normal. Izuku was likely to have a few nasty bruises later, but nothing was broken.
They were in the plaza, Izuku noted in horror. An odd sound—like someone wobbling a sheet of plexiglass—drew his and Ekikyō’s attention toward the edge of the Flood Zone. The hulking, dark-skinned villain was pounding its fists on a pink, translucent sphere—Uchiyama’s quirk, Bubble Barrier—surrounding a cluster of students. Izuku couldn’t see how many from this angle. He’d seen Uchiyama, Asui, and Mineta in the Flood Zone when he was back in the control room, though they may have picked up another student or two by now.
“Hurry it up, Nomu,” a raspy voice said. Izuku and Ekikyō’s eyes snapped to the skinny villain with his arms crossed. He was wearing…dismembered hands. “I want to get a few more kills before we abandon this raid.”
Izuku tensed, Ekikyō a split second behind him. That villain seemed to be in charge, and the hands implied that he was an experienced killer. (And possibly a taxidermist or mortician; those weren’t common professions and were going to make identifying the villain easier after they made it out of here.)
The duo checked their surroundings for possible escape routes and found the plaza littered with unconscious and semi-conscious villains. None of them looked hurt badly enough to keep them out of the fight once they woke up. They’d have to keep an eye and ear on those ones; some of them had to have ranged quirks.
Then they saw red. A pool of it, worryingly large. And at its center, in cracked and cratered concrete lay Eraserhead. Blood oozed lazily from wounds on his head and face. His arms lay at unnatural angles too, but Izuku only registered the last peripherally. He was stuck on the blood. This was far too familiar an image.
Ekikyō pressed closer in their shared mind and chased off some of the memories of dark alleyways and bloodied dumpsters. “You’re not there, kid. Eraserhead’s a tough bastard. It’ll take more than this to keep him down. He’s still alive, and help’s already on the way. He could probably do with being out of the line of fire though.”
Izuku shuddered and blinked, looking away from his far too still—but still breathing—mentor. “R-right. We need to get him out of here. At least one of these villains would kill him without a second thought.” Izuku silently started edging backward toward the incapacitated hero while keeping his eyes on the villain leader and the beaked strength enhancer.
They didn’t make it more than a few steps before the purple-black portal villain rematerialized beside hand guy. “Shigaraki Tomura, I found the one responsible for that explosion. It appears to have been a high-powered flare.”
Hand villain—Shigaraki—turned baleful red eyes on Izuku, making him and Ekikyō freeze on the balls of their feet. The villain growled and scratched at his neck. “A summoner NPC, and you weren’t supposed to be here. Are you a random spawn or a mini-boss?”
“He appears to be a support student if the equipment he had with him and lack of costume are any indicators,” the portal villain said.
Shigaraki tilted his head. “So, a low-level enchanter. What’s someone like you doing here, I wonder?”
Izuku stayed silent externally. Internally, there was a lot of screaming with a side of trying to figure the villains out. The misty one had a transport/portal quirk that he could use on others or himself; he was going to be incredibly difficult to fight (especially since all their gear had been left behind in the control room). As for Shigaraki…Now that the villain had turned to face Izuku, he could see how the villain held his hands (the ones actually attached of him, not the dismembered ones acting as morbid fashion accessories) reminded him of Uraraka. He had a five-point activation quirk, and it was likely quite destructive, whatever it was. Although…the mindless way the beaked villain bashed on Uchiyama’s quirk, it could be something similar to Dictator’s quirk, a touch-based puppeteering, or perhaps a form of mind control. If that was the case, Izuku was fairly confident it wasn’t going to work on both him and Ekikyō at the same time, given the villain wasn’t going to be touching Ekikyō.
Izuku getting lost in his analysis and failing to answer Shigaraki seemed to irritate the villain. Or he was just impatient. Izuku was inclined to believe the latter. Either way, the villain charged Izuku with his hands splayed and reaching. Definitely a five-point quirk. “Useless NPC, I’ll teach you to ignore the main character,” the man growled, swiping a hand toward Izuku’s face.
Izuku stepped forward and to the side to put him outside Shigaraki’s guard and met the man’s advance with a blow to the outside of Shigaraki’s extended elbow. He didn’t hit hard enough to break the joint, unfortunately. Ciupan would be disappointed.
“Easy there, Izuku. Remember your right hand’s burned. Try not to mess it up even more.”
Izuku winced at the reminder and flexed his injured hand to get a feel for how tight the damaged skin was.
Shigaraki noted the movement and smiled behind the embalmed hand on his face. Then he struck again.
Izuku dodged around the villain, steering him away from Eraserhead and the students inside Uchiyama’s bubble. He made for one of the downed and still unconscious villains, hoping to swipe a piece of their gear. Izuku would love a weapon right now. Hell, he’d make do with his grappling hooks if only he had them.
Shigaraki pursued readily enough, but his attacks started speeding up when Izuku failed to deliver any more blows of his own. Izuku struggled to keep out of reach, reluctantly impressed with the man’s speed. He was on par with Eraserhead, though nowhere near the speed Stain had drilled Izuku in only days before.
On his own, Izuku was no match for Eraserhead, let alone Stain. But with Ekikyō pressed close in their mind to read his intentions and synch up with his movements, they could just keep one step ahead. They worked to conserve their oxygen, making the smallest movements they could afford to in avoiding Shigaraki’s grasping hands.
When they reached the downed villain they’d been aiming for, Izuku was annoyed to find they were one of those villains that overly relied on their quirk. They didn’t even carry a knife or a crowbar on them! Izuku mentally grumbled to Ekikyō and sidestepped the subpar villain.
Shigaraki followed, kicking at the unconscious person’s arm when he tripped on it. He snarled at Izuku when he and Ekikyō took the opportunity to land a left-handed palm strike on the man’s right elbow.
If they couldn’t exert the force necessary to disable the joint in one blow, they could still fatigue it with multiple. And they might have succeeded if they hadn’t lost their focus.
A burst of air pressure and a terrible crack announced the failing of Uchiyama’s quirk.
Izuku and Ekikyō whipped around in time to see the translucent pink construct shatter and dissolve into thin air. Beyond it, Izuku could make out the three students from the Flood Zone. Uchiyama…didn’t look so good. He was pale as notebook paper and had blood trailing from his nose down to a decent-sized stain on his costume’s collar. As Izuku watched, the boy’s eyes rolled back in his head, and he fell. Asui grabbed him and leaped away with him under one arm and Mineta under the other. Mineta screamed and threw balls that grew from his scalp at the massive villain. A distant part of Izuku noted how quickly the spheres regrew from the boy’s scalp and wondered what hair care for a quirk like that might look like, but the rest of him was praising the boy’s throwing arm.
Mineta hit the villain square in the face with several spheres, but Izuku couldn’t bring himself to feel bad when they stuck to the villain’s lolling eyes and beak. The rest littered the ground around the villain, likely for—
Pain hit Izuku all at once. It was like Kacchan’s explosions in the burning, but where that pain was intense but brief, this ate deeper and wider at a torturously slow pace. Izuku wondered if this must be what having superheated metal held against skin felt like. Ekikyō yanked them away from the source of pain and turned their eyes down to see half their right pant leg gone and the skin underneath chipping, flaking, falling away. Disintegrating. And it still was even though Shigaraki was no longer touching them.
A lingering effect, a hysterical part of Izuku’s brain noted. How long before it stopped? Did it stop on its own? Is this what happened to the people those dismembered hands came from? Was this how Midoriya Izuku died? From one touch in a moment of inattention?
He’d thought about death more in his life than was probably healthy, but he’d always thought he’d die in the field as (a hero) Naisho or in an alley after his bullies took things too far or by his own…The point was all those scenarios left him isolated at the…end. Painful as it was, this wasn’t the worst way he could go. At least he wasn’t alone. He just hoped Ekikyō and everyone else made it out alive.
Notes:
I had too much fun writing this. Can you tell? The USJ ended up totaling ~8k words when I was done writing it. This is just the first ~4,300. You'll have to wait for the rest until next time. ;) Place your bets now on what casualties will look like by the time this whole mess wraps up.
Chapter 26: Damaged
Summary:
“Damaged people are strong, because they know how to survive.” –unknown
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Toshinori had a lot of experience being late in his life. He was late getting (being given) his quirk. He mastered One for All too late to save Nana. He tracked down All for One too late to rescue hundreds who’d fallen prey to the villain’s trafficking and experimentation rings. He noticed too late that All for One had been toying with him in their fight. After Toshinori’s injury, he’d only grown more familiar with that lateness.
The final straw was realizing too late that he’d lost the bottles he’d stuffed the Sludge Villain into. That villain kidnapped (for a time Toshinori had thought he’d murdered) the same quirkless boy Toshinori had rescued from him once already. Toshinori hadn’t been there to save the boy a second time. That was on Toshinori.
He hadn’t been able to deny it any longer. He wasn’t the hero he once was. (Had he ever been the hero he wanted to be? No, if he had Nana would still be alive.) It was time; he couldn't risk being too late to choose a successor as well.
So, he’d taken Nezu up on his offer of teaching at UA and had even met Nighteye and his intern. Lemillion had turned down Toshinori’s quirk before Toshinori could even decide if he wanted to offer it. Toshinori wished he’d had such conviction and self-confidence when he was younger. Mirai had done a fine job teaching his intern. Maybe that was something Toshinori could help another young hero with: self-confidence. (Goodness knows he never got that from his own mentor after Nana was murdered.)
When Toshinori wasn’t patrolling he was cramming for the distance teaching degree he’d enrolled in. He was barely going to finish the academic requirements for it before his employment at UA began, but Nezu assured him he could get his residency hours on the job. As long as he got his hours, no one would really care that on paper he’d gotten them after starting teaching. Well, no one except Aizawa and Toshinori himself. The first because Toshinori had no experience with students before being handed two impressionable classes, and the second because it felt like being too late again.
Toshinori had felt like an imposter as he sat with the other heroes-turned-teachers to watch the heroics entrance exam. There were so many promising young people with strong quirks, but Toshinori found his attention drawn toward the less flashy candidates.
After speaking to Mirai and Togata, Toshinori had looked up the student and found just how far Mirai had brought him: from the boy with the difficult quirk and impossible dream to the hero who wanted to—and knew he could one day—save a million people. Toshinori couldn’t help but be reminded of himself hearing that story. And he found himself wanting to offer the same chance to another hero hopeful.
So, he kept an eye on those who had the heart but maybe needed a bit of help realizing their dream. When the zero pointer was unleashed, Toshinori’s eyes fell upon a boy with black hair who immediately left the robots he was fighting to help others flee the massive robot. Right before the timer ran out, the boy shoved another student out of the way of the zero pointer’s fist. Toshinori tensed as he watched the boy cross his arms—something changed about how his appearance, probably his quirk—and take the blow. He was flung back into a wall, but the robot’s fist had a massive dent. The boy staggered to his feet as the end siren blared, looking a bit dizzy, but no worse for wear.
Toshinori caught Nezu staring at him and grinning. The principal leaned closer to say, “Ah, young Kirishima Eijiro, an interesting young man with a hardening quirk. There are no negative marks in his record, but a few reports that he was the subject of bullying in middle school. His confidence took a hit from it, but he still put in his heroics application, albeit last minute.”
Toshinori mulled over what Nezu had told him until he heard another of the teachers gasp. He looked up as Cementoss hurried from the room, Aizawa running on his heels. He scanned the monitors until he spotted what had spurred them to action. A student in another testing center had been pinned under rubble. The zero pointer had stopped mere meters from her. Nezu rewound the footage to see what they had missed while discussing Young Kirishima.
Toshinori winced, side twinging in sympathy, as he saw her already stuck when another section of the building above her broke under the zero pointer’s advance and fell onto the pile trapping her. The video had no sound, but it was clear she screamed. She was hurt, probably badly. Thank goodness the school had Recovery Girl on staff. The girl should be fine. Toshinori only wished there had been a student like Kirishima in her testing center to prevent her being hurt in the first place.
After exam results were sent out, Nezu pulled some strings to arrange for (skinny) Toshinori and Young Kirishima to meet. Toshinori’s confidence in this boy being the one only grew when he learned Kirishima’s story, his reasons for wanting to be a hero.
“…I froze up then, but I’ve decided I’m going to be a hero. So, I’ll protect people from now on, put my life on the line for it, because I don’t wanna regret anything ever again. I’ll be a hero who protects others!”
Toshinori smiled. He had a feeling Nana would have liked this one. He didn’t ask Young Kirishima that day, but he did ask before the semester at UA began. Kirishima said yes, and now One for All had a ninth holder with a heart of gold.
Toshinori had done one thing right, but that didn’t break his curse of lateness. He couldn’t seem to figure out how to help Kirishima harness the power that had come naturally to him. Recovery Girl warned them the first time that Kirishima’s skin cracked and split under the strain of his strengthened quirk combined with One for All that the boy was going to have permanent scarring if they couldn’t find a safer way for Kirishima to use One for All. Toshinori was out of his depth, and he knew it. He didn’t want to be too late to save someone again, especially not his successor. Or his other students.
So, he begged off the morning after his first disastrous class with 1-A to speak with Mirai at his agency. He asked for help. Toshinori wasn’t sure why Mirai turned so red when he explained that his choice of Kirishima had been inspired by Mirai’s training of Togata, but Mirai agreed to help. They made a plan.
Toshinori left his old friend’s agency after a shared lunch, satisfied, hopeful, and intending to make it back to UA in time to join 1-A for their rescue training at the USJ. Then someone tried to rob a bank. Right in front of Toshinori. What was he supposed to do? Similar incidents racked up until he heard what he thought was a distant gunshot and looked up to see a blindingly bright flare halfway across town. Right where the USJ stood.
A little voice in the back of Toshinori’s head told him he was late again, maybe too late. He hadn’t moved so fast in years.
When he threw open the doors at the USJ, he didn’t know what to expect, but this wasn’t it. A child’s scream (of pain and terror that Toshinori was all too familiar with) made his blood run cold with apprehension and fury. The students near the entrance were already tending Thirteen where she lay injured; he could afford to not worry about them for now. He moved to the top of the stairs in an instant, taking in the scene below. It wasn’t pretty. The child’s scream cut out as he collapsed to the ground. There was something familiar about him, but Toshinori’s eyes were drawn more to the wound on his leg—the growing wound. A lean villain stood over the boy, laughing as he watched the boy suffer.
A quick glance told Toshinori where Aizawa was and that he wouldn’t be able to stop the villain’s quirk. Was his colleague even alive? That left hoping that either distracting or knocking the villain out would break their quirk’s effect.
(Toshinori didn’t think he’d be able to get the boy to a hospital in time with the way that wound was spreading.)
Toshinori moved. In the blink of an eye, he shoved the villain hard away from the boy and moved him and Aizawa to the edge of the plaza. Both of the wounded were unresponsive as he moved them, though the boy’s eyes were still open. Shock, Toshinori noted with worry. He set the boy down as gently as he could and propped him in a recovery position, wishing he had time to do more, but a glance down told him the villain’s quirk hadn’t halted. He hoped the boy could hear him as he said, “It’s okay, my boy; I am here.”
Toshinori hated leaving a clearly distressed civilian alone but he had to if there was any hope of saving the boy’s life. So, he checked Aizawa long enough to assure himself the man was alive too (and impossible to place in recovery with his arms as broken as they were) and returned to the fray. Distraction didn’t do the trick. Knockout it was. As he dove back toward the villain—whose costume was covered in what Toshinori suspected were actual human hands—he took in the rest of the battlefield. Had Aizawa taken down all these criminals himself? Toshinori’s estimation of the man vastly improved. Perhaps he should have paid more attention to his fellow hero’s lesson plan suggestions.
“Nomu!” The villain screeched, pointing at Toshinori.
Toshinori had only a moment to ponder who exactly Nomu was before he had to dodge a sloppy punch. It missed him by a wide margin, but the enemy’s speed caught Toshinori by surprise. The massive, musclebound person was not a looker, that was for sure. Covered in scars, brain exposed, and an off-putting combination of a beak and teeth must had made the…man(?) unpopular growing up. Whatever discrimination he’d faced didn’t give him a pass on endangering Toshinori’s students though. Speaking of his students, were those Young Mineta’s spheres stuck all over Nomu’s face?
Toshinori watched in mingled disgust and horror as Nomu reached up to claw two of the spheres away from its face, taking a chunk of skin and an eye with them. The skin and eye quickly regrew, giving Toshinori pause. Nomu’s quirk was regeneration? Then what about the super speed and incredible strength?
Damn, this was going to make reaching the hand villain more difficult, but Toshinori was done being too late to save people. He reached deep and pulled up more of One for All than he had used in a long time. Time to show these villains what Plus Ultra really meant.
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Izuku wasn’t sure when he started to fall, but hitting the ground jarred the still growing injury, sending a sharp stab of pain up and down his leg. He also wasn’t sure when he’d started screaming, but the fall knocked the air out of him, and he struggled for a moment to get it back. Why couldn’t he get any air?
He felt himself being shoved aside, but he was still lying on the ground. He hadn’t moved, but his body felt more distant now, the pain like it might have belonged to someone else. He couldn’t move or do anything. His body relaxed and started breathing steadily and deeply without him, and his heartrate slowed to something approaching normal.
“You’re not dying today, kid. Not if I have anything to say about it.” Ekikyō growled. “Just…hold tight. Don’t fight me.”
Words were beyond Izuku at the moment, but he mentally curled in on himself in a failed attempt to escape from the pain and pressed up against Ekikyō. He let their edges blur a little, let his friend’s emotions and stray thoughts wash over him. Ekikyō had him; if anyone, he could get them out of this. Ekikyō could handle the outside world for a few minutes. Izuku for his part tried to get the trembling he could distantly feel their body doing under control and made a valiant effort at ignoring the pain marching relentlessly across his outer thigh. He tried to focus on the steady rhythm of breaths and heartbeats Ekikyō had set and not doing anything to distract his friend.
Izuku distantly heard a loud clang and maniacal laughter that made him want to shrink in on himself even more. Then someone moved their body—not Ekikyō, because he was surprised too. A voice tangled up with memories of rooftops and drowning said something to him, but Izuku couldn’t make out the words.
Ekikyō didn’t seem to be paying much attention either. He was busy thinking of ideas to save them while frantically trying and failing to stabilize disintegrating layers of skin and fat. (He had to let the wound bleed freely as the disintegration attempted to spread to the cells in Izuku’s blood too, though it didn’t seem able to latch onto Ekikyō’s cells for some reason. Izuku was not complaining.) Ekikyō tossed most ideas aside the instant they formed, but one lingered despite his reluctance. One word kept repeating in his friend’s thoughts: firebreak.
Izuku caught what Ekikyō meant and wordlessly agreed. If it would stop the damage from spreading far enough to kill him (them?), Izuku was all for it. It was still better than amputation, and he trusted Ekikyō. Izuku wasn’t quite sure how much of that thought process was his and how much was Ekikyō’s, but it didn’t change what needed to be done.
Slime shifted rapidly under their skin, concentrating in their leg. A blast of air pressure washed over them just before Ekikyo turned their slime on Izuku’s skin and connective tissue, destroying and dissolving the tissue around the edges of the decaying area. Izuku knew that was what happened, but it felt closer to dipping their leg in battery acid.
“Not that far off,” one of them thought as they waited. If this didn’t work, they were really in trouble.
After several seconds of the pain not getting any worse or spreading beyond the bounds of what they’d sacrificed, relief spread through them. Ekikyō finally numbed their leg and turned his focus on Izuku. Izuku felt his concern and groggily pulled back. It was harder than usual and almost didn’t seem worth the effort. He wasn’t sure how successful he was anyway.
“That’s probably the panic attack or the shock, kid. Any other time I’d let you sleep it off, but I’m not sure I’ll be able to pull off being you when the teachers and paramedics get here.”
Izuku acknowledged the reasoning and pressed an impression of a question toward his friend. He was answered by Ekikyō reconnecting him with the senses he’d shut out while panicking. They were still on the ground, but they’d somehow wound up on the edge of the plaza. Someone had put them in a recovery position with their bad leg up. Eraserhead had been moved too and lay on his back only a meter from them. The answer to how they’d been moved came a moment later.
All Might and the Nomu crashed into each other in a flurry of blows that sent waves of air pressure washing over them. Even though their eyes were protected by a healthy layer of slime, they squinted against the force of it. All Might was here, and he was handling the crazy strong villain. That was good.
But what about the rest?
Ekikyō maintained tight control of their breathing and heart rate—and he was doing something with the rest of their circulatory system, though Izuku wasn’t quite sure what—but he allowed Izuku back in control of their motor skills as the student looked around. A few of the other villains were awake now, though they were smart enough to stay down with the wind whipping through the plaza. Izuku sized up the villains then looked at Eraserhead then down at himself. He didn’t linger on the pool of blood around their lower half. They and Eraserhead were out of the fight—
“Hey! I’m completely fine. Just kinda busy making sure your meatsuit doesn’t keel over.”
Okay, Izuku and Eraserhead were out of the fight. The best thing Izuku could do at this point was make sure they stayed out of it. He and Eraserhead were all too easy to take hostage in their current condition. So, Izuku carefully dragged himself toward the downed hero.
As he moved, he noticed the dampness on his skin under his uniform wasn’t all blood. Some of it clung too tightly to his skin. “Ekikyō?”
“Huh? Oh, I wanted to be ready to fight back if any of those dimwits tried to attack us while you were down for the count.”
Izuku made it to the hero and contemplated how exactly to move the man. He had a head wound and multiple broken bones. Moving him was dangerous, but staying out in the open—in an active combat zone—was even worse. Izuku’s right leg was still unusable too. Even a brief thought of trying to stand had a distinct feeling of warning directed at Izuku from Ekikyō’s side of their mind. Maybe if they could get Eraserhead balanced on Izuku’s back he could crawl? Just to the bushes. Out of sight, out of mind.
A half-formed idea from Ekikyō gave Izuku the confidence to start pulling the hero carefully onto their back. He mostly used the man’s jumpsuit, touching his broken arms as little as possible. Ekikyō helped as much as he could while staying out of sight. He pushed more slime through their skin and had it seep through the back of Izuku’s uniform to grip the hero’s jumpsuit and provide more leverage. Once the hero was in position, the slime held him there.
Then Izuku grit his teeth and forced his shaking limbs to carry them away from the titans clashing in the center of the plaza. He ignored the blood soaking into and through his uniform. (Eraserhead had been laying in a pool of his own blood before he’d been moved.) Progress was slow, and exceptionally strong winds knocked him flat a few times, but eventually they made it. As soon as they were out of sight, Izuku’s limbs refused to move them further. Izuku blinked, trying futilely to force grey, staticky patches from his vision. He wanted to gasp for breath, but that wasn’t cooperating either.
His body slowly lowered itself to the cool dirt, and Izuku relaxed as he recognized Ekikyō directing their movements. His friend had this. Izuku really wanted a nap.
“Not yet, Izuku. Hold on a little longer,” Ekikyō urged. More slime oozed through their skin, collecting beneath them this time.
Izuku vaguely registered the small pool of slime lift him and Eraserhead—not by much, only a centimeter off the ground at most. But it was enough to let Ekikyō move them deeper into cover without them dragging. He settled Izuku and the hero behind a small copse of maples and pulled most of the slime back through Izuku’s skin. Izuku rolled a little to deposit Eraserhead on the ground next to him before letting himself sag back into the dirt.
After a minute, the funny blotches of not-vision receded, and Izuku started cataloging Eraserhead’s injuries as best he could without moving. The broken arms—multiple fractures in each of the three long bones—and slight deformity to the man’s rapidly swelling face—probably broken facial bones—were the most worrying, but the definitely disintegrated patch on the man’s right elbow was also alarming. Ekikyō paid attention as they examined that wound. Once they determined that it wasn’t spreading like theirs had (was that dependent on Shigaraki’s intention when using his quirk or had the hero stopped the spread with Erasure?) Ekikyō went back to focusing on keeping Izuku stable and conscious.
Eraserhead was still bleeding. Izuku watched crimson drip from the man’s eyebrow for a painful few seconds before gathering the wherewithal to heave himself up to sit against a tree. After allowing his vision to clear again, he carefully pulled Eraserhead’s knife from the sheath on the man’s utility belt. He’d only seen Eraser use it a handful of times, and always to cut a damaged or tangled section from his capture scarf, but it served well enough for slicing the clean outer parts and inner lining of Izuku’s blazer into strips for bandages (for both of them on Ekikyō’s insistence) and cutting a low-hanging branch into pieces for rough arm splints. When that fabric ran out, Izuku grimaced before conscripting the hero’s support item for the same purpose.
Izuku went about this with the single-minded determination of someone desperately trying not to fall asleep. The task absorbed so much of his focus that Izuku failed to notice when the sounds of fighting ceased. He only slipped free of his fugue-like state when a branch very near their hiding place snapped.
Izuku and Ekikyō's heart pounded a little bit faster, and the world grew sharper. They were both present in an instant and very defensive—Ekikyō of Izuku and Izuku of Ekikyō and Eraserhead. They pushed their body slightly more upright and adjusted their bandaged grip on Eraserhead’s knife. It had more heft and reach than they were used to, but they were confident they could at least do some damage before they took any. They snarled as a figure stepped through the bushes to their right, and they whirled, swinging their knife at the person’s closest knee and hamstring. They realized a moment too late that the person wasn’t a foe.
Thankfully, Present Mic was more competent in combat than a half-conscious teenager. He caught Izuku’s wrist and twisted it into dropping the knife before the blade connected with anything. “Woah there, Little Listener! I’m one of the good guys.” After giving Izuku a few seconds to assess the truth of that statement, the hero asked, “Are you hurt?”
Izuku blinked up at Present Mic’s tight smile and darting eyes. The hero couldn’t seem to decide whether he should focus more on Eraserhead or Izuku. Izuku looked down at himself and realized for the first time how much blood was on his tattered uniform. Oh, yeah, he looked pretty bad. “Yes, but most of the blood is his,” Izuku said, pointing at the unconscious hero. “Head wound,” he added absently.
Present Mic winced and nodded. “Cover your ears,” he instructed before releasing Izuku’s wrist. Once Izuku obeyed, the hero took a deep breath and yelled back the way he’d come, “I’m gonna need a stretcher over here!” That done, the man knelt beside Izuku and looked him over. “Can you tell me what your injuries are, Little Listener?”
Ekikyō slid forward to rattle off, “Burned my hand when I set off the flare, disintegration on my leg, shock.”
The world fuzzed around the edges in what Izuku belatedly identified as an adrenaline crash. “I’m going to pass out soon,” he helpfully noted. He wasn’t quite sure why that prompted panic from Present Mic.
Notes:
And thus concludes the USJ! I honestly don't know if I can write a USJ without using All Might's POV for part of it. So, far, I'm 2/2. But I digress, what did y'all think? I'm definitely leaning more toward "slightly better than canon" AM here rather than bashing with this fic. It makes it that much more painful that he clean overlooked Izuku's heroic act with the second Sludge Villain attack. (The guy was too busy beating himself up for failing someone to think of anything else at the time.)
Chapter 27: Wounds
Summary:
“Time heals all wounds, but history never forgets.” –Dakarai Felani
Notes:
Warning: Izuku's been avoiding looking at/thinking about his injury up til now, but...yeah. skin grafts, anyone?
Chapter Text
Izuku could now say he’d been fireman carried. Izuku wasn’t sure if he much liked the experience, but he was grateful that Present Mic didn’t touch his disintegrated leg. The trip back to UA was a blur of movement, people leaning over him, medical equipment, and Ekikyō’s mental reassurances.
Izuku felt kinda detached from his body again, not that he was really complaining. He just wished Ekikyō would let him sleep already. But any time he started to drift off, Ekikyō tugged him back. He couldn’t make sense of why Ekikyō was keeping him awake.
Until Recovery Girl kissed his forehead. Izuku nearly blacked out then from sheer exhaustion, but a new sense of urgency from Ekikyō shot a dose of adrenaline through Izuku’s veins. Everything snapped back into focus, and he struggled to sit up.
“Easy, sonny,” Recovery Girl said, trying to push him back down. “You need to sleep. My quirk takes a lot out of people, and I’ve used it on you two days in a row.”
“Bathroom,” was Izuku’s only explanation.
The school nurse sighed and unhooked him from the various pieces of equipment around his bed. Izuku looked around and realized that he was in one of the infirmary’s patient rooms…and not the one with the convenient window by the tree. Actually, this one had no windows at all. It seemed Recovery Girl had wised up to his tricks. But the room did have a small attached bathroom, and that was what mattered right now.
Recovery Girl handed him a pair of crutches and let him limp and stagger his way through the small doorway. Once the door had clicked shut behind them, Izuku turned on the fan, and Ekikyō hastily de-possessed him. Recovery Girl’s quirk had sped up Izuku’s healing, but it drained more than just Izuku’s stamina to do so. Both friends breathed a sigh of relief once they were separated. Then Izuku nearly collapsed. The mental separation was more jarring than usual—they must have still been overlapping a bit from the USJ—and it left Izuku disoriented for a minute on top of being exhausted.
Ekikyō propped Izuku up and paused to listen while the boy recovered. He grimaced at whatever he heard and flushed the toilet. Ah, that probably meant Recovery Girl was still waiting for him. Izuku got his left foot back under him and nodded toward the cabinet under the small bathroom’s sink. Ekikyō made a face at him before rolling his eyes and cramming himself into his temporary hiding spot. Once Ekikyō was fully out of sight, Izuku pushed the door open again and struggled back to bed. After he was hooked back up to everything, he promptly passed out.
When he woke next, he felt both better and worse. He wasn’t quite so exhausted now, but his right leg hurt, and his heart pounded from the dream that woke him. Not wanting to dwell on the images of blood and disintegration and too-quiet alleyways, Izuku attempted to move his leg, making the pain worse and revealing that a heavy bandage trailed from his knee to his waist. Izuku groaned and tossed off his blankets. It was too warm in here, and he’d started sweating in his sleep. That was probably from the nightmare.
Izuku blinked blearily and looked around until he spotted the nurse call button sitting on the edge of the bed. He pressed it and frowned at the throbbing in his leg. After setting the button back down he turned his hand over. It was bandaged. Oh, right, he’d burned that hand. It didn’t hurt, but his leg did. That worried him.
Thankfully, Recovery Girl arrived quickly. “Ah, good to see you awake, Midoriya. You’ve been out for eight hours, give or take. We went ahead and got you cleaned up and did a skin graft once we’d confidently stabilized your vitals.”
Skin graft? But where could she have taken enough skin from to cover that large an area? The wound had wrapped nearly halfway around his leg before Ekikyō had stopped the spread. Izuku couldn’t feel any other bandages or wounds, but he wasn’t completely confident in his self-assessment given he hadn’t felt his hand either.
As if reading his mind, Recovery Girl continued, “Since it was such a large area, we had to use a donor transplant. I contacted a friend of mine who called in a specialist with an anti-rejection quirk that works well for cases like this. We’ll change your bandages in the morning and do one more round of healing; then you should be good to go.”
A little alarm started going off in Izuku’s head at the word “anti-rejection,” but he couldn’t quite place his unease. Then he remembered what Cross had said about him and Ekikyō. He bit his lip to keep from cursing in front of the hero. His body may not be rejecting the graft, but Ekikyō’s slime was.
“Um, Recovery Girl? Could you unhook me so I can use the bathroom again before you leave?”
The school nurse (doctor?) eyed his IV bag a moment before nodding. “I suppose. I’ll have something brought up for you to eat too before you go back to sleep. You’ll need the energy for my quirk.”
“Thanks,” Izuku said, holding out his left arm for her to disconnect his IV and finger clip thing. (He knew it had something to do with measuring blood oxygen levels from hanging around the clinic, but he couldn’t remember the name of it.) Once free, he grabbed his crutches and hobble-hopped back to the bathroom without putting any weight on his right leg.
He locked himself in the bathroom, turned the fan on again, and rapped a knuckle on the cabinet while whispering, “Ekikyō, we have a problem. Do you think you’d be up for a possession again?”
Ekikyō opened the cabinet door and flowed out, taking up the majority of the space in the cramped bathroom as he stretched. “What’s going on kid? I heard them come and take you away for a little bit.”
Izuku winced and pointed as his leg. “They gave me a skin graft, but I think the slime is rejecting it. Kinda feels like it’s on fire, and I might be starting to run a fever.”
Ekikyō frowned and pressed some slime against the bandage until it seeped through to prod at the skin underneath. “Think you’re right. I’ll need to mess with your immune system to get the graft integrated. Is the old lady planning to use her quirk on you again?”
“Yeah, unfortunately, but not til the morning.”
“Well, we’ll deal with it when we get there. Unless you want that fancy graft to fall apart, the sooner we do this the better.”
Izuku grimaced, thinking about how awful he’d felt the first few hours after his first possession. Hopefully, it wasn’t going to be like that again since it was only a small piece of him rather than everything that needed to adjust. “Ready when you are, Ekikyō.”
This was the closest together they’d ever done two possessions, not counting that first visit to Cross. Ekikyō slid into place easily, except when his slime reached their right leg. Everything there felt inflamed, and Ekikyō took longer to work his way through the new tissue attached to the half-healed edges of the wound. At least, Izuku couldn’t really feel him working on the graft. So, none of the burning numbness he’d expected. Just a general feeling like he had a bad cold or maybe a case of flu which, after a year of not catching anything, sucked.
Once Ekikyō settled in and stretched their body in a parody of how he had after being crammed in the sink cabinet, he repeated whatever he’d done to their circulatory system before. It felt weird and not quite uncomfortable.
At a mental prod, Ekikyō explained, “Putting your blood pressure back at ‘normal’ for the machines out there.”
Izuku nodded, and they looked at themselves in the mirror. They didn’t appear flushed or feverish. So, as long as Recovery Girl didn’t take their temperature, there should be no way for her to tell there was a problem with the graft.
“This is much more comfortable than under the sink,” Ekikyō commented, poking at Izuku’s half of their mind.
“Yes, I’m practically the presidential suite,” Izuku joked, mentally leaning against his friend. Part of him just wanted to stay in here with Ekikyō for the rest of the night, but eventually, he sighed. The school must have called his mom by now, and she should be getting off shift soon. He should be out there when she arrived.
They picked up their crutches and made their way back to bed. They climbed in and held still for Recovery Girl to hook them back up to the room’s monitors. There was a moment of held breath while the numbers appeared on the display. When the hero only spared the device a glance before leaving them to their dinner, they relaxed more fully.
Now that that was out of the way, on to a more important matter: food. Izuku mentally thanked Cross for putting the notes about him having a “higher than average” metabolism in his medical file. Recovery Girl had gotten them a tray packed with enough food to make even Fat Gum smile.
As Izuku started in on the bowl of soba, he asked his bodymate, “Hey Ekikyō, you said you heard Recovery Girl take me away earlier. How does that work? I mean, your body has obvious eyes. Do you have ear bones floating around in there too?”
“No, I don’t have any bones, ear or otherwise. Unless we’re counting yours?”
Slime shifted in their body, sliding around bones and through joints. A series of pops traveled down their spine, and Izuku sighed. He hadn’t even noticed the discomfort there until it was gone. He did, however pick up on the smugness radiating off his friend. Izuku mentally shoved him.
Ekikyō chuckled. “But seriously, I don’t need ears. My whole body’s a great conductor for vibrations, and sounds are just vibrations in the air.”
“Wait, really? What’s that like?”
“Memory share after we finish eating?” Ekikyō offered.
Izuku grinned and shoveled another bite of soba into their mouth. They made quick work of everything Recovery Girl had brought them, and Izuku laid back in their bed. He closed his eyes and leaned on Ekikyō. Ekikyō leaned back for a moment, and a wordless exchange passed between them, confirming they were both good to go.
Then Ekikyō’s mind slid over, around, into Izuku’s, and they were in a memory. They could feel the soft passage of water through the tunnel and the distant, drowning rumble in the air where it joined one of the city’s mains a distance ahead. There was a hum of passing automobiles in the concrete under and around them. Then another set of vibrations, oddly patterned, tugged at their senses, and they paused to listen before following the new noise. They could tell which way the sound waves came from by where on their body picked up the vibrations first.
The sound grew until they recognized it as music, something classical. They found a storm drain and stretched up to put their eyes through the grate. They were outside a concert hall. They found a back door and oozed some of their mass into the lock, prodding at the mechanisms there until the lock sprung. From there they carefully found their way to the storage space under the stage. No one should find them here; they could afford to take a break and enjoy the rest of the show.
The music lingered in their mind as they returned to the present, smiling in recalled contentment. In no great hurry, they left their minds sift apart until they were mostly separate and distinct again. Izuku pressed a pulse of gratitude Ekikyō’s way and yawned. He didn’t have a headache after this memory share (though that might have been the meds he was on), but he was tired.
Apprehension buzzed through him at the thought of sleep. He didn’t want more nightmares. But like this, he could feel how exhausted Ekikyō was. Izuku remembered how Ekikyō lost his shape whenever he slept. To stay hidden the past eight hours in that small cabinet he must not have slept at all. Izuku mentally poked Ekikyō. “Hey, get some rest. I’ll figure out some way to wake you up when Recovery Girl arrives to use her quirk.”
“You could use some more sleep too, you know. It’s your body that’s healing.”
Izuku hummed quietly, nervously, as he fidgeted with his blankets. He blinked when Ekikyō’s mind reeled him back in, just enough for Izuku to be unable to ignore the other’s mental presence.
“I won’t let anything happen to you, and I’ll wake you up if you start to have a nightmare, ‘kay? I’ll be up until your immune system’s sorted anyway; I’ll join you in Snoozeville once that’s done.”
That helped. Izuku wasn’t perfectly relaxed, but he knew Ekikyō had him. He was safe. They were safe. With the murmur of his friend’s thoughts and the faint echoes of remembered music playing in their head, sleep came more easily than Izuku expected.
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“The graft looks like it’s healing nicely,” Recovery Girl said, examining the edges of the (larger than Izuku expected) wound. There was a roughly 17 centimeter by 17 centimeter patch of skin a few shades darker than his normal skin tone wrapped around the outer half of his thigh. He couldn’t really feel it, but he could still pick up on pressure a little. The damage had been more superficial at the edges and deeper in the middle, where Shigaraki’s quirk had gotten a good centimeter down into the tissue under his skin, and some of that pitting remained under the skin graft, leaving a definite divot where the injury had been. Thankfully Shigaraki’s quirk hadn’t chewed through much muscle or any tendons before Ekikyō stopped it. Maybe his quirk had an easier time traveling in a tissue layer than jumping layers?
Izuku gently rubbed at the seam between normal and grafted skin. The color of the new skin reminded Izuku of how his blush looked when he was hosting Ekikyō. Curious, he pressed on the grafted skin, watching it blanch and return to tan with an underlying duskiness when he removed his finger. He wondered if it would look so dark when Ekikyō was off doing his own thing.
Recovery Girl swatted his hand away from the wound and proceeded to re-wrap his leg to protect the fragile skin while it continued to heal. “Leave it wrapped until tomorrow, Midoriya, and be gentle with it. No strenuous activities, no scratching, and sleep on your side with a few pillows between your knees to elevate it. It’ll help decrease swelling, though there’s honestly less of that than I was expecting. Your friend’s quirk is certainly something. They wouldn’t happen to be interested in going into medicine, would they?”
“Is she trying to scout me?” Ekikyō asked, incredulous.
Izuku snorted and slapped a hand over his mouth. He was still smiling when he shook his head and said, “I don’t think that would work out, Recovery Girl. The healing’s a side effect, not the main part of their quirk, and it takes several hours of unpleasant set up for the healing to kick in the first time.”
The elderly hero frowned. “Too bad. It seems to have very few drawbacks…aside from the odd coloring,” she noted, tapping her cane against his right calf.
“Huh?” Izuku leaned as far forward as he could without falling out of the bed. With the bandages restricting his movement, he couldn’t quite see his right calf. That was where he got stabbed with that glass shard, right? “What do you mean?”
Recovery Girl raised an eyebrow at him. “Haven’t you noticed? Your scars are tinted green.”
What.
The heroine shook her head and kissed Izuku’s cheek. “You can see for yourself next time you’re in front of a mirror. For now, rest. We couldn’t reach your mother, but your aunt should be here in a little while to pick you up.”
Izuku yawned and waved a hand dismissively. “Oh, that’s normal. She works weird hours and sometimes picks up double shifts.” She should have been off by now though. He’d been in the infirmary almost a whole day at this point. Izuku pushed that uncomfortable thought aside and snuggled down under his blanket. The usual discomfort/urgency of Ekikyō’s quirk time limit was absent, and Ekikyō wasn’t saying anything. So, they probably had time for a nap?
He leaned a bit more into Ekikyō as he thought the last. Ekikyō sent back a feeling of confirmation, and they both relaxed into a light doze. The drifted between sleep, disjointed thoughts, and pieces of memories until someone knocked on their door. Izuku yawned and called, “Come in.” He and Ekikyō sat up straighter when he saw Nezu walk into the room pushing a small cart with a tea tray. “Nezu-sensei!”
“Hello, Midoriya,” the principal chirped as he walked over to clamber up into the chair beside his bed. “I do hope you’re recovering well. I was quite concerned when I heard the condition you were admitted in.”
Izuku gave his teacher a shaky grin. “I’ll be okay, though I might not wear shorts as often as I used to,” he admitted, running a hand over the bandage on his leg. Recovery Girl had left the wrappings off his right hand at least. The burn was as healed as it was getting. An uneven stripe of shiny tissue ran across the back of his hand and his index and middle fingers. Now that Izuku really looked, he could kinda see the green Recovery Girl was talking about.
Izuku tucked his scarred hand under his blankets when he caught Nezu looking at it. He cleared his throat and looked away. “So…is everyone else okay? 1-A? Eraserhead? Thirteen? All Might?”
Nezu gave him a soft smile and poured them each a cup of tea. “Everyone’s being taken care of, I assure you. Thirteen and Eraserhead are expected to make a full recovery, though they’re both still at the hospital at this point in time.”
“That’s good.” A tension Izuku wasn’t aware he’d been carrying eased from his shoulders. He accepted a cup from Nezu and worried his lip for a few seconds before whispering, “Eraserhead l-looked pretty bad.”
“He was in rough shape, but he is awake, last I heard,” Nezu said before sipping his tea. “I saw the section on Eraserhead in your notebooks, and I must admit I was a bit surprised. Not many people know of underground heroes at all, let alone him. How did you hear of him?”
Izuku glanced away from Nezu and stared into his teacup. “It was an online support group, one for quirkless people. One of the members was caught by that trafficking ring…three years ago? And Eraserhead saved her and the others who were taken. She told us about him when she came back online. Of course, I was going to look into him after that. Even if I left the group later because I found out they were connected to Humarise.” That had been disappointing. He’d made friends there, but when he was dmed that first recruitment pitch…He’d never left a server so fast or blocked so many people at once before.
Nezu’s ear twitched at that, but he didn’t comment. Instead, he steered the conversation back to the events of the day before. “That was a smart move setting off the flare.”
“Ahhh, thanks,” Izuku mumbled, tilting his head down to hide any blush until Ekikyō could get it under control.
Nezu hopped off his chair briefly to pull something from the bottom of the tea cart: Izuku’s backpack. One of the teachers must have retrieved his things from the control room when they went to get the security camera footage. “I am curious as to why you had it and several other pieces of support equipment with you though.”
“Well, I got to school early yesterday. So, I went to talk to my f-friend, to tell her I might not be able to eat lunch with her and the others, but when she found out I was going to watch the hero course’s rescue training, she threw a bunch of ‘rescue applicable’ inventions at me. I…don’t think she got that I was observing, not participating. But she seemed so excited…So, I just kinda rolled with it,” Izuku explained.
“Ah, Hatsume Mei. I’m sure she’ll be delighted to hear how successful her ‘baby’ was,” Nezu said with a mischievous grin.
Izuku nodded. “It worked great. Still has a few kinks to iron out though,” he said, absently tracing the edges of his new burn scar.
Nezu followed the motion with a look in his eyes that Izuku couldn’t place. The principal seemed about to say something when the door opened.
Recovery Girl entered first, followed by his “aunt,” Cheshire. The woman was dressed in casual clothes, a far cry from the scrubs he almost always saw her in. Her blue eyes immediately locked on Izuku’s green, and she gave one of her not-quite smiles. She sidestepped the tea cart and principal to hug him. “I’m glad you’re okay, kiddo.”
“Me too, Auntie Yūku.” Izuku hugged her back. When they pulled apart, he apologized, “Sorry you had to come pick me up.”
“Oh, none of that. What are friends and family for?”
Izuku’s heart twinged, thinking about his only actual family. Why wasn’t she here? Surely her work wasn’t so heartless as to refuse her leave when her kid had been caught in a villain attack. Or maybe he wrote her phone number wrong on the contact sheet he turned in to the school? (She’d filled one out, but Izuku wrote a second one with Cheshire as an emergency contact instead of Bakugo Mitsuki before disposing of the original.)
Something heavy and unpleasant lapped at the edges of Izuku’s mind before Ekikyō pulled back, taking the emotion with him. It left Izuku’s heart with a phantom ache, whatever it was.
Chesh—Yūku’s face softened for a moment before she turned to face the teachers. “Will there be any permanent damage?”
“Aside from the scarring and skin graft, there was some muscle involvement. I’d recommend a few sessions with a physical therapist to build his leg’s strength back up,” Recovery Girl said, holding out a packet of papers.
“Which UA will pay for,” Nezu interjected.
Recovery Girl nodded at the papers once Yūku took them. “Those ones are well-reputed and often service local law enforcement and heroes. Midoriya and his privacy will be kept safe at any on the list.”
Yūku flipped through the pages before humming. “I’ll make sure he gets scheduled. Is there any paperwork I need to fill out or home care instructions I need to know about?”
Chapter 28: Heal Somebody Else
Summary:
“As soon as healing takes place, go out and heal somebody else.” –Maya Angelou
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku adjusted his position on Chesh—Yūku’s sofa as he texted Shinso. Izuku felt really bad about missing the first two days he’d intended to train Shinso, but he was on strict orders to avoid strenuous activity.
“You could always have him practice with his quirk,” Ekikyō suggested. “That would only be strenuous for him.”
Izuku conceded that point and fired off another text to Shinso. “I’m at Cheshire’s place right now if you want to come over. Could get some practice in with Brainwashing while I’m ‘taking it easy.’” Just like any of the other times he’d invited Shinso, Izuku didn’t expect to get a response.
Much to his surprise, Shinso texted back, “Send me your location.”
Izuku stared at the message for a few seconds before smiling. He leaned his head back to see into the kitchen around the side of the sofa. “Yūku, is it okay if I have Shinso over? He’s the one I told you about.”
Yūku turned from where she was manning the stove. “Sure, Green. He can join us for dinner. He’ll have to leave when we go to your appointment with Cross though. Don’t think the ladies will be comfortable with a new face so soon.”
Izuku nodded. Maiko was the only one staying “full-time” with Yūku right now, but Kotone still visited when her classes allowed. Today was one such occasion. (Eiko had moved out a few months ago and gave the odd update to Yūku, but Izuku hadn’t seen her since she left.) Maiko was close to Izuku’s age, maybe a year younger, and she was skittish and touch averse in a way that was familiar enough to hurt. Even though Izuku had visited a handful of times since she’d taken up residence, she hadn’t stayed in the same room as him outside of meals. Yūku assured him that she was like that with everyone.
He sent Shinso his location pin and the apartment number before closing out their messages. He looked briefly at the message thread with his mom. He’d texted her earlier to tell her he was safely at “Auntie’s” house, but that Mitsuki had to leave right after. Something about a big deadline coming up. It was all lies, but it should be enough to stop her dropping by the Bakugos’ home spontaneously. She’d replied with a thumbs-up emoji, but that was it.
He frowned and set his phone aside before picking up his notebook. He’d work on his laptop later when he wasn’t at a sort-of-kind-of vigilante’s home. He even had the power bank removed from the laptop to (hopefully) prevent location tracking. So, for now, he worked on analyzing the villains he could remember from the USJ.
There was a knock at the door about the time Izuku put his finishing touches on his sketch of Shigaraki Tomura. He tucked his pencil into the notebook and closed it as Cheshire opened the door for Shinso to enter. Izuku waved at him, grinning as the boy seemed a little less stiff after spotting him.
“Hey,” Shinso said, raising a hand to wave back.
Izuku shifted to sit up on the sofa and make room for Shinso. “Shinso, this is Cheshire. Cheshire, Shinso. Kotone will be visiting for dinner, and Maiko is hanging out in her room right now. She’s not a big fan of…people,” Izuku said diplomatically.
Shinso snorted and plopped down onto the cushion next to Izuku. “I can respect that.” Then Shinso eyed Izuku up and down, eyes lingering on Izuku’s burned hand and bandaged leg.
Izuku forced a grin. “If I had a cast, I’d offer to let you sign, but…you could come with us when we visit the underground clinic to take the bandages off later?”
“Later?” Shinso asked with a raised eyebrow. “I thought you said Recovery Girl wanted you to keep the bandages on another day?”
Izuku rubbed the back of his neck. “Well, yes, but she doesn’t know that I heal even quicker than normal with my friend here.”
Shinso blinked before connecting the dots. “Your friend with the possession quirk is…”
Izuku felt Ekikyō stretch their face into his signature smile. “Hi, Shinso. Thanks for keeping an eye on this klutz for me when I’m not around.”
Izuku and Ekikyō laughed at the shocked face Shinso made. “Y-you look like that one meme…”
Shinso scoffed and fitted his stony mask back in place. “So, what do I call you. The other yo—oh this is confusing.”
Izuku got the last of his giggles under control and mentally poked Ekikyō. “You want your real name or fake one here?”
“Real’s fine.”
Izuku beamed and introduced his friends. “Shinso, Ekikyō. Ekikyō, Shinso.” Then he took a mental step back and allowed Ekikyō to do the talking for a bit.
“Just so you know, you’re the first teenager who’s treated Izuku like a human being in a decade. If you turn on him too, I will hunt you down.”
Okay, bad idea; abort! “Ekikyō! We do not threaten our friends!” He fought Ekikyō for control for a moment, only stopping when Shinso spoke.
“I don’t plan to.” Shinso tilted his head and narrowed his eyes. “Are you two fighting? Your expression did something weird just now.”
Izuku finally shoved Ekikyō over and nodded, glaring off to the side. “Yep. Just reminding him that we don’t give our friends the shovel talk.” He shook his head as if that could clear it of Ekikyō’s laughter. “Anyway, I may not be able to help much with physical training right now, but want to train your quirk while dinner’s cooking?”
“You were serious about that, huh?” Shinso asked, glancing away. “Won’t Ekikyō being here make it dangerous? I’m not sure how my quirk functions with the target already being…possessed?”
Izuku grinned. “Ekikyō can keep his mind separate from mine; so, there shouldn’t be any interference. And he can snap me out of it if anything goes wrong. Plus! This way you can practice controlling two different people at once.”
“Hey, I didn’t volunteer for this!” Ekikyō protested.
“Oh, don’t tell me you aren’t curious what it feels like to be on the other side of things.”
Ekikyō grumbled a bit, but Izuku felt agreement.
Shinso, on the other hand, still looked a bit skeptical. “You’re sure about this?”
“Positive,” Izuku said. Then everything went fuzzy and distant. Izuku relaxed into the feeling after a few moments. Thoughts still formed, but they felt like bubbles forcing their way up through molasses. He could vaguely feel Ekikyō hovering nearby, but he didn’t interrupt. Izuku blinked as his ability to think freely returned. “How long was that?”
“Like a minute. Wasn’t sure what I should have you do,” Shinso said, glancing down at Izuku’s injured leg.
“Oh, right. Um…” Izuku looked around before picking up his notebook. He pulled his pencil out and flipped to a blank page in the back. He scribbled down a few notes on what Shinso’s quirk felt like, then flipped to another blank page. “You could check to see if you can make people answer questions while under your quirk. Or write answers. Give their signature—that has some interesting applications for undercover work. I’m decent at drawing—”
“Kid means excellent at drawing,” Ekikyō interjected.
“So, you could check to see how much of your commands are based on a target’s skill versus higher brain function or something you know. Maybe ask me to draw something simple that I’ve definitely seen and drawn before, like a top hero; then ask me to draw something I haven’t. Maybe from a picture on your phone? Then show me the picture to draw from. After we do that, we could try seeing how long you can hold on when I fight back. Villains and other students won’t cooperate; so, you’ll need practice there.”
Shinso looked just a little stunned again. “Sounds like a plan. You good?”
“Yes.” And he was under again. Izuku could distantly feel his body moving and doing things without his input. It felt different from when Ekikyō controlled him, but close enough that he didn’t feel tempted to freak out. While that happened, Izuku felt around in his mental fog. He could still sense Ekikyō, but there was a wall between them with Shinso’s quirk in effect. He slowly wondered if that separation would hold if they were both under. In what felt like no time, Izuku snapped back to reality.
Before he could even ask, Shinso told him, “15 minutes that time.”
“Huh, didn’t feel that long, but my thoughts were forming very slowly. So, I guess the time distortion makes sense.” He glanced down at his notebook to see a very rough, but recognizable sketch of Mirko with his name was written in slightly crooked kanji underneath it. Next to the first sketch were two even rougher ones—with little difference in quality between them—of what Izuku thought might be a little kid. His mind drew a blank on who it might be though. “Who’s this?”
“You don’t remember me telling you?”
“No? Nothing external really registered. I could still feel Ekikyō, but I couldn’t reach him, like there was a wall in the way.”
Shinso raised an eyebrow before turning his phone to show a young boy fallen asleep on the floor with papers and crayons strewn around him and a half-finished drawing under his head. “…my brother,” Shinso said hesitantly.
Izuku noted the total lack of similarities between Shinso and the boy in the picture but said nothing. “Think he’s in an orphanage or foster care?” he asked his bodymate. “Maybe that’s his adopted or step-brother.”
“I hate to say it, but the first one makes the most sense with him being muzzled last year,” Ekikyō said, shifting slime through their body.
Izuku pressed closer to Ekikyō and immediately picked up on Ekikyō’s discomfort with the topic. He tried to convey the idea of a hug before backing away from his friend’s mind. Out loud he said, “Cute. This will make great blackmail and teasing fuel when he’s older.”
Shinso grinned, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “Yeah, that’s the idea. Get what you need from that experiment?”
Izuku examined the sketches again and tugged at his lower lip. “The two of your brother are virtually the same, meaning while under your quirk I couldn’t really process the reference image. So, the fact it’s drawn that well at all might mean there’s some communication with your mind and your mental picture of him. Mirko is definitely clearer, but I have drawn her several times. Maybe my muscle memory is a factor? We’ll have to do some more testing over the weekend. I should be healed up enough for physical activity by then.” Izuku made several notes on the page with the drawings then turned to a fresh page where he wrote even more. He tore that page out and handed it to Shinso.
“What’s this?”
“A list of things to have ready for next time. We should test if your quirk prioritizes my muscle memory or yours when you’re in control. So, you’ll need to think of something unique to you to try to have me do while under. Things like that.” Izuku paused to take a breath before he chewed on his lip. “Do you have any drawbacks to using your quirk? I know you haven’t gotten to use it much, and I don’t want to push you too hard early on.”
“Uh, I’m not sure? I used to get migraines when I was little and used it a bunch on accident. If anything feels off, I’ll drop it.”
“Okay, that works.” Izuku made a few more notes before closing his notebook and returning his attention to Shinso.
“Ready to keep going?”
“Sure.” This time, as soon as the fog settled, Izuku started fighting back. He knew how to shove Ekikyō aside (though he always suspected Ekikyō let him win the times he did) but he had no experience trying to oust someone entirely. That hadn’t ever been an option with Ekikyō literally inside his skull. So, Izuku fought the way he knew how to, though it was really slow going.
The suffocating fog resisted every push he gave it, but it didn’t…have as much substance as Ekikyō? Wasn’t as strong? With Shinso training his quirk so little as a kid, that made sense. It still felt like forever before Izuku earned himself enough space to breathe and think again. He blinked his eyes and stared at Shinso, who had a thin layer of sweat on his forehead and a pinched expression on his face. Then Izuku realized that the fog was still there, just pushed off to one side. “Well, that wasn’t quite what I was going for.”
Shinso’s eyes flew wide. “What? I can hear you?!” Shinso’s mouth hadn’t moved.
Izuku recognized that voice, though this was the first time he’s heard it in his head. He couldn’t feel any of the other boy’s emotions either. Maybe that was because this was remote control rather than possessive? “Oh, hey Shinso. I take it this is new?”
Shinso nodded, still shellshocked.
“Um…want to try giving me a command like this?” Izuku asked out loud, mostly to see if he could. “Oh! Give one verbally and one mentally. That might work now.”
“Sure…” Shinso shook himself and cleared his throat. “Touch your nose.”
Izuku snorted at the silly command, then blinked in surprise when his hand still obeyed the order. Izuku turned his focus internally to find the fog had encroached on his mental space again, though it didn’t wrap him so tightly or try to drown him now. He didn’t notice its presence at all unless he focused on it.
“Flap your arms like a chicken,” Shinso said mentally.
To Izuku’s embarrassment, his body started to obey again, though this time Izuku paid attention to the fog and actively fought against it to lower his arms. After the initial flap, Izuku had a much easier time fighting the control off. He figured that was because he’d technically satisfied the command. Shinso hadn’t specified how long he was supposed to flap, even if he’d implied longer.
Shinso accidentally let his control slip at the end, and Izuku chased the feeling of the receding fog to get a feel for how to potentially fight Brainwashing off entirely. He wrote a few notes before they moved on to Shinso controlling Ekikyō instead of Izuku, which felt really, really weird for Izuku. It kinda reminded him of the time he’d had to put Ekikyō to sleep. Moving was harder, though Izuku could still do it. They were careful to have Shinso’s first order be for Ekikyō to not release his quirk at all while they practiced, just to be safe. Shinso seemed to have a harder time holding onto Ekikyō; Ekikyō claimed that was probably due to his body operating off of a hive mind rather than a centralized brain. (Izuku had so many questions!)
Then they tried Shinso controlling them at the same time but while their minds were separate. It turned out that their minds were locked in their own little cells like that. Izuku still couldn’t reach Ekikyō.
Out of curiosity, they also tested what happened if Shinso activated his quirk on them while their minds were pressed close enough to overlap slightly. As soon as they said “yes,” the fog returned, but this time both of their minds went fuzzy together. And blurred together, as they stopped trying to hold their minds slightly separate. After being fully overlaid for a few minutes and too disoriented to properly fight back against Brainwashing, Shinso released them. It took Izuku and Ekikyō several minutes to separate themselves and recover. At least it didn’t give anyone involved a headache.
“Well, that was a thing,” Izuku said, still half focused on his and Ekikyō’s mind space. It felt like their minds wanted to drift back together and just might if they didn’t actively prevent it.
“I’m so sorry.”
“Shinso, you’re fine. We’re not hurt, and we didn’t know that would happen either. That shouldn’t really be an issue for anyone but us anyway. It’s not like you’ll run into a ton of other possession quirks. So, let’s just stick to separate brainwashings for now.”
“Are you sure you’re okay?”
“Shinso,” Izuku warned before slipping under Brainwashing. This time Izuku fought his way back to partial control fairly quickly. “Alright, get a good handle on what this feels like. I want you to try to get this halfway state directly.”
Shinso complied, and about a dozen attempts in, he managed it. Shinso looked a bit strained, but he was smiling. Izuku could count the number of times he’d seen that smile on one hand. So, they continued releasing and activating Shinso’s quirk until he could reliably hit that state. Then they got back to experimenting.
After trying a few other things, they accidentally discovered that, like this, Shinso could bring a target’s higher brain functions into play. Shinso got to experience one of Izuku’s hero info dumps firsthand when he offhandedly said Izuku’d have to tell him more about heroes with villainous quirks sometime. Shinso’s quirk interpreted that as a command, and Izuku didn’t even realize he was being compelled to talk for the first ten minutes. The only reason he did was Yūku calling them to dinner. That’s when Izuku realized he couldn’t stop talking.
That realization paired with how overwhelmed Shinso looked made Izuku painfully uncomfortable. The second Ekikyō picked up on his host’s distress, he broke Izuku out of the quirk by jabbing the inside of Izuku’s ribs. He yelped and flailed right off the couch.
Shinso rubbed his temples and asked, “You okay?”
“Yeah, sorry,” Izuku said as he picked himself up off the floor. He sent a wave of gratitude Ekikyō’s way before continuing, “I-I couldn’t make myself stop. I think it helped that I really love talking about heroes to start with, but that could be a really useful trick for interrogations if you practice it.”
After seeing that Izuku truly wasn’t mad about it, Shinso let out a breath and followed him over to the dining table. Kotone had arrived at some point while they’d been busy, and Izuku animatedly introduced Shinso to her. Just after they all took their seats, Maiko joined them, slinking over to the seat closest to the hallway and as far as possible from everyone else. Brief introductions were made again, thanks was given, and they dug in.
Yūku had prepared tai, spring cabbage, and rice. It was delicious, and consequently, there wasn’t much talk at the beginning of the meal. As everyone’s portions dwindled—aside from Izuku who Yūku handed seconds despite his protests—Yūku asked Kotone how her classes were going. Everyone else took turns discussing their schooling. Even Maiko quietly mentioned being privately tutored before stuffing her mouth with rice to avoid questions.
“So, you two have your first high school Sports Festival coming up. Excited?” Yūku asked, leaving out where they attended.
“Not yet, but I will be,” Shinso said.
Izuku swallowed his mouthful of cabbage to add, “Yep, that’s why we’re training his quirk. If he does well, he could transfer classes to wh-where he really wants to be.” Izuku glanced at Shinso.
“Izuku too,” Shinso added.
Izuku didn’t see a need to correct him.
Maiko looked up from her food and narrowed her eyes. Izuku hadn’t gotten to interact with her much, but he had learned she was startlingly intelligent. She was the only one he’d met so far who could tell at a glance if he was possessed or not. Izuku grew more nervous the longer she sized up Shinso with the occasional glance shot Izuku’s way.
Maiko didn’t disappoint. “You want to be a hero.”
Izuku didn’t miss how she only looked at Shinso when she said that. (Thankfully, the others did.)
“But you failed the entrance exam,” Maiko stated as if it were simple fact. “What makes you think you’ll do better this time?”
Shinso shared a hesitant look with Izuku before answering, “My quirk doesn’t work on robots; it does on people.”
Maiko went perfectly still for a split second, chopsticks halfway to her mouth. Then she set her food back down. “What’s your quirk?”
“Maiko,” Yūku reprimanded quietly. “That’s very rude to ask. Especially of people that are welcomed here.”
Shinso had his own eyes narrowed now as he and Maiko stared each other down. “Brainwashing,” Shinso said without so much as a blink.
Maiko’s eyes widened. Her voice was quieter—smaller—when she asked, “But you have a villainous quirk?”
"Oh, that’s why she ran," Izuku realized. She had a villainous quirk too, probably something that specifically affected people. Maybe that’s why she always kept her distance. It was probably touch-based or an area effect then.
Shinso’s answer pulled Izuku from his analysis. “Everyone told me that my quirk was perfect for a villain. For the longest time, I believed them. Then someone told me that my quirk would be perfect for hostage situations, that I could use it to talk down villains and suicidal or panicking civilians without collateral damage. He told me it wasn’t a person’s quirk, but how they used it, that made a person a hero or villain.”
Maiko didn’t say much else the rest of the meal, seemingly chewing over Shinso’s (Izuku’s) words before retreating to her room once again. Izuku hoped they helped. As everyone else settled in the living room, Izuku decided to give Shinso a break to ask Kotone and Yūku about how to cover his more visible scars. He pretended not to notice how closely his friend paid attention to the following tutorial and demonstration. Honestly, he probably could have asked Shinso instead, but he didn’t really want to put his friend on the spot and let on that he knew about scars he hadn’t been explicitly told about.
All too soon, it was time for Izuku, Ekikyō, and Yūku to head for the clinic. Shinso declined to join them, saying he needed to get home before it was too late.
The doctor appointment went well. Mostly they were there to make sure the graft held when Ekikyō de-possessed Izuku. Thankfully, it did.
Izuku rubbed at the sensationless patch of skin. Even the feeling of pressure there was weak at best, and that more from the underlying muscle than the skin itself. Izuku’d have to be careful to avoid injuries there. He might not notice them right away. He decided to check into upgrading his armored motorcycle shorts to pants for the extra coverage. He might as well put the money from Giran to good use. (He planned to deposit the cash in smaller chunks once per week to make it look like he was picking up odd jobs. If a teenager deposited that much at once, it was going to attract attention.)
Before heading home, Izuku decided to ask something that had been bothering him since this morning. “Hey, Cross?”
“Yes, Green?”
“Recovery Girl mentioned that my scars are green. I hadn’t really noticed, but…what do you think?” Izuku was fairly certain that the skin graft had a green-ish undertone. Ekikyō had to do some repairs after convincing his quirk and Izuku’s body that it belonged there, and Izuku had a feeling the coloring was a consequence.
Cross blinked at him. “Yes, though it’s only the scars you’ve acquired since starting your regular possessions with Ekikyō, likely due to his slime’s involvement in the healing process. Your older scars appear unaffected.”
Cross and Cheshire stepped out of the exam room to put up some supplies while Izuku pulled his shorts back on. Ekikyō lingered, clearly concerned about what Izuku thought of this development. When Izuku looked up at him, he asked, “You good, Izuku?”
Izuku ran a finger over the burn on the back of his right hand and thought of the dozens of other injuries that greened his skin. Before, his scars were reminders of how useless and worthless he was, and he supposed his old scars still were, but maybe the new ones didn’t have to be.
Instead of remembering how and why he’d gotten the burn on his shoulder, he remembered Ekikyō being there afterward, caring, helping him heal, raging for him at the injustice of it all. Instead of remembering fighting the bully who’d left a slice across his side and a stab in his leg, he remembered meeting and befriending Shinso. Instead of remembering the burning pain and Shigaraki’s laugh, Izuku was going to try to focus on how Ekikyō was there through it all and kept him—and consequently Aizawa—alive.
Finally, Izuku smiled, feeling a slight pull in the scar on his cheek. “Yeah, I’m good, Ekikyō.”
Notes:
It's totally still Saturday; what are you talking about? >.> (For real though, my allergies were so bad yesterday. I got home from work, took a decontamination shower, did a sinus rinse, took a benedryl, and collapsed into bed. Thankfully, I feel a little better today. Hopefully, it's actually allergies and not omnicron. I already had the original strain of covid this time last year, and my hair thickness still hasn't recovered.)
Anyway, we get to see the ladies again! And Shinso finally took a chance on visiting (mostly to make sure Izuku was okay)! And Izuku is reevaluating what his scars mean to him. Everyone's taking small steps forward.
Chapter 29: Show My Scars
Summary:
“I show my scars so that others know they can heal.” –Rhachelle Nicol
Chapter 28 went up over the weekend if you missed it. I got it out a bit later than usual due to crashing in a Benadryl-fueled sleep, but I'm very happy with it. :)
Notes:
Warning: spoilers for recent Vigilantes chapters ahead
Chapter Text
The next morning, Izuku texted Eraserhead. He didn’t get a reply until close to noon, but when he did, he laughed.
“Present Mic here, typing for Eraserhead, as both of his arms are in casts right now. The grumpy cat says, ‘No one died, though that might change if the doctors don’t let me have coffee soon.’”
Once Izuku got himself under control, he texted back, “Want me to break in and deliver some? I’ll even bring your favorite.”
Eraserhead (or should he say Present Mic?) took a long time to reply, long enough that Izuku wondered if the injured hero had fallen asleep. Eventually, Izuku set his phone aside and went back to comparing motorcycle pants online. He’d narrowed it down to three options, but he was having trouble deciding on if he wanted the higher number of pockets, the water-resistant zippers, or the highest number of vents. With summer (and the rainy season) coming up, Izuku was leaning toward one of the latter two. Just as he was about to close the tab for the high pocket count pants, his phone finally dinged with a new message.
“I might just take you up on that offer, but not until tonight. Unless you want to get arrested by some limelight hero?”
“Fair.” Izuku chewed on his lip for a moment before deciding to ask, “You’ll be okay?”
“Yeah, Problem Child. I’ll be okay. Your warning ensured I got help in time.”
Izuku wondered if Naisho had really done that much. It didn’t feel like he had. Maybe the hero was trying to make him feel better? But Eraserhead didn’t say things he didn’t mean…
Then Izuku recalled the weird pagers that every one of his teachers had carried the day of the attack. Power Loader had mentioned a dead man’s switch and potentially setting off a false alarm. Had that been Nezu’s countermeasure, something that triggered an alarm if it stopped receiving a signal from one of the pagers? That…was brilliant actually, and it would have tipped the school off the second the interference villain activated their quirk. That explained how quickly the teachers arrived. Well, that or the flare. Either way, they couldn’t have known without Izuku’s help.
Izuku was pulled from his musing by the chime of the doorbell. His mom had left for work before he’d woken up; so, that left him to answer it. He quickly minimized his tabs and took extra care standing from his chair. The muscle in his right leg hadn’t been badly impacted, but there was enough damage to make it a touch weaker when moving sideways or trying to push something out of the way with that leg. Straight-line walking was fine, but he was still keeping an eye out for other problems.
He looked out the peephole once he arrived at the door and found a man dressed in a trench coat and hat standing there. He pulled off the look better than Ekikyō, at least.
Izuku was sure he’d seen him somewhere before, but he couldn’t place him. He was pretty confident the man wasn’t a villain though. So, he unlocked and opened the door. “Hello?”
Mystery Man grinned and took off his hat to bow. “Afternoon. I’m Detective Tsukauchi. I was hoping to speak with Midoriya Izuku if he’s home. The police need his statement regarding the events of the USJ attack.”
Now Izuku remembered him. “Oh! You’re the detective who interviewed me at the Nagasaki hospital after I was kidnapped.” He stepped aside and motioned for Tsukauchi to enter the apartment.
Tsukauchi’s grin grew just a little, and he nodded. “Good to see you again, Midoriya, though I wish it was under better circumstances. How’ve you been?”
“A lot better—well, aside from the disintegrated leg thing.” Izuku realized he’d made it awkward when he caught Tsukauchi’s wince. “Um…do you want any tea?”
“Yes, please,” Tsukauchi said, taking a seat at the dining table. “Is your mother home?”
Izuku glanced back from where he was pulling the good tea from the cabinet. “Hm? Oh, no, she’s working. Won’t get home until around 6:00. I’m fine giving my statement though.”
Once they were both settled at the table with cups of tea, the detective set up his recorder and asked, “Shall we get started?”
Tsukauchi had Izuku walk him through his Wednesday up until the Mountain Zone cameras went dark. There he gestured for Izuku to pause. “Midoriya, could I ask you to clarify why you were in the control room as opposed to with the rest of the students?”
“I didn’t want to distract the hero students…”
Tsukauchi sighed. “Midoriya, forgive me for not mentioning it earlier, but my quirk is Lie Detector.”
Izuku’s eyes lit up. “That must be so useful for police work! Is it always active? Well, it must be, because police aren’t normally allowed to use their quirks on the job, which is kind of dumb really. But how does it work? Does it operate off of objective truth or subjective? Is—”
“Midoriya,” Tsukauchi interrupted. “I can answer some of your questions after the interview. But I told you my quirk, because I need you to tell me the real reason you were in the control room.”
Izuku grinned sheepishly and dropped his gaze. “S-sorry. I love analyzing quirks…” He weighed his next words carefully. “Um…I wanted to be in the control room to avoid someone in 1-A. He doesn’t like me, and he doesn’t know that I made it into UA. I’d really like to keep it that way until at least the Sports Festival,” Izuku said, rubbing his left shoulder.
“Thank you, Midoriya.” It looked like Tsukauchi wanted to ask more, but he held himself back. “Please continue.”
“R-right, after the mist teleporter started making the 1-A students disappear, I knew things were really bad. And I couldn’t phone out; I tried. So, I pulled out Hatsume’s rocket flare, made sure no one was outside the control room, and set it off. That’s when I burned my hand.” He held his hand up to show off the scar. “Then I retreated to the control room and locked myself in. I should have thought about the teleporter just…teleporting into the room. I don’t know why I didn’t. But he did, and he got me before I had any of Hatsume’s support gear ready to use.”
“That’s when you arrived in the plaza?” Tsukauchi asked.
“Yes, he dropped me out of a portal in the plaza…” Izuku summarized his encounter with Shigaraki Tomura, pausing when he got to being tagged by the man’s quirk. “He…he had a five-point activation disintegration quirk. Very painful, appears to travel through tissue planes more efficiently than between planes. Affects inorganic matter and organic equally, though it might be quicker with inorganic. He’s probably the one who broke the UA gate on Tuesday. The hands he wore…those looked really real. I think they were embalmed rather than taxidermy work. There wasn’t any formaldehyde or decay smell when I was close to him. So, he or someone he knows might be a mortician or work in that field. I-I know that’s probably not helpful, but—”
“Midoriya,” Tsukauchi stopped him with a hand raised. His eyebrows were furrowed slightly, and his grin had been replaced by a frown. “You don’t have to talk about your injury if you don’t want to. I can get a summary from Recovery Girl later. Why don’t we skip ahead to after All Might arrived?”
Izuku looked down and noticed his hands were shaking slightly where he held his tea. He swallowed and nodded. “O-okay. After…after. Eraserhead and I were at the edge of the plaza. Some of the other villains—the ones Eraserhead took down before he was hurt—were awake by then. I was worried they or Shigaraki might try to come after us, use us as hostages or…worse. So, I dragged Aizawa into the bushes. Went as far as I could. Then I started working on bandaging both of us to keep myself awake…and stop either of us from bleeding out. O-oh…I need to apologize to Yamada-sensei for pulling Eraserhead’s knife on him.”
Tsukauchi grinned at that, eyes crinkling at the corners. “I’m sure he didn’t take it personally. You must have been pretty out of it by then with the blood loss and shock.”
Izuku nodded. “That’s about it for me. I don’t really remember the trip back to campus.”
“One last question, Midoriya. You had advanced knowledge of 1-A’s USJ trip due to one of your school assignments. Did you share that information with anyone or at any time lose the schedule Nezu gave you?”
Izuku’s eyes widened. The police thought he’d tipped off the villains? “What?! No! I didn’t tell the villains! And I didn’t tell anyone who told them either,” Izuku added, crossing his arms. He should be safe saying that, if he understood Lie Detector correctly. “I still have the schedule in my backpack if you need to confirm that I have it.”
“I didn’t think you did, but I had to ask. Alright, that should be everything,” the detective said, turning off the recorder. “If you think of anything else you think might be helpful, please contact the Musutafu police department or tell one of your teachers. They know how to get ahold of me.”
Izuku nodded, distracted by wondering if Naisho should tell Eraser about his own encounter with the mist villain on Monday and the villain’s connection to Giran. He saw Tsukauchi out and glanced at the clock. He had a few hours to figure it out.
In the meantime, he completed his order, deciding the breathability of the extra vents outweighed the waterproof zippers. How much crime was really going to happen during a monsoon? He could just take storm nights off to get ahead on homework.
The next item on his vigilante shopping list wasn’t so much for active patrol, but more for use at school: scent-blocking deodorants and soaps. He compared reviews, wondering which would be most effective at hiding injuries from Nezu’s sharp nose. Maybe the deodorant on top of a bandage if it were in a place he could hide? He didn’t think he should put it directly on a healing wound. Yeah, the soap might be too obvious. He didn’t need to cover his scent entirely, just any blood. He placed an order for their smallest one. Hopefully, he wasn’t going to need it very often.
That done, Izuku checked the time again and changed into a set of workout clothes. It was time to leave for his physical therapy appointment. He felt self-conscious walking down the road in his workout shorts. Logically, he knew that the physical therapist was going to need to see the injury they were dealing with, but Izuku felt a bit queasy looking at it himself. He didn’t want to know what looks other people might give him.
All too soon, he arrived at his destination. Izuku blinked in surprise when he realized he was only a few blocks from where he usually met Ciupan for training. Speaking of training, Izuku hoped Ciupan was okay. The vigilante had cancelled their training today unexpectedly. He hadn’t given a reason why either.
Izuku left thoughts of his vigilante mentor outside as he stepped into the lobby. This physical therapist’s office was small and not the fanciest, but that was fine by Izuku. The main draw had been one of the reviews he’d found online while researching: one of the therapists was quirkless. Granted the reviewer was being bigoted about saying as much, but Izuku now knew this place was safe. Recovery Girl and Nezu could say the whole list was safe as much as they wanted, but they both had quirks. It paid to be overly cautious when you were quirkless (and injured in a way that might impede fleeing).
Check-in went quickly, and Izuku wasn’t left to stew in his anxiety for long before he was led to the back—which really looked more like a miniature gym than a doctor’s office. He was handed a digital timer, and a person with a clipboard put him through his paces. Walking along a straight line of tape on the floor, doing the same but sideways, measuring how far he could move his injured leg in various directions with a fancy protractor, testing how well he could hold those angles while the PT pushed his leg back to its resting position, and more.
His timer finally came into play when they moved on to stretches. The physical therapist showed him how to do a handful of stretches on one of the exam tables and left him to it for several minutes.
Then Izuku met the bane of his existence: the balance machine. The PT set him up on the round platform and programmed the machine. The goal was to keep the angle indicator at or as close to zero as possible. It sounded easy, but Izuku quickly found it wasn’t. The platform could shallowly tilt in 360 degrees, and apparently, the injury to his right leg had thrown his balance off substantially. He couldn’t seem to hold the angle in single digits for more than two seconds before dipping back into doubles again. Izuku indulged in a frustrated growl when the platform made the soft thump that indicated it had tipped as far as it could in one direction.
Izuku whipped his head around when he heard a quiet chuckle to his right. Izuku discovered a gruff man holding onto the parallel bars set up in front of the mirrored wall. His left knee and the left side of his face and neck were covered in long scars, though there were smaller ones scattered along his arms and hands as well. His left eye socket was empty and scarred over.
“First time?” the man asked, turning to look at him. The skin at the corner of his good eye crinkled with mirth.
Izuku let some of his frustration out with a huff. “That obvious?”
The man nodded. “You’re trying too hard and over-correcting. Relax and loosen up. Relearning your balance is all micro-movements. Use the railing the first few times if you need to; it’s there for a reason.”
Izuku grumbled an acknowledgment. They both went back to their exercises. For all of one minute. Then Izuku’s curiosity got the better of him. “Were you in a villain attack too?”
The man paused mid-step before carefully setting his leg back down. “Yeah, a few.” The man pointed to the scar running diagonally across his face and onto the left side of his neck. “Had this one for years longer than the rest. How’d you get caught up in one? No offense, kid, but you’re a little young to be doing more than pulling kittens out of trees.”
Izuku lifted the right leg of his exercise shorts, exposing part of his graft. “Wrong place, wrong time, but I go to UA. So, they’re footing the bill. This place was on the referral list Nezu gave me and had good reviews.”
The man hummed and returned to walking with the bars. His left leg seemed to not want to hold his weight in anything but a fixed, fully extended position. Izuku imagined joint problems in older heroes must be fairly common. Unless you were one of those limelight heroes that (thought they) could get away with standing in one place and attacking villains at range. He wondered if the joint problems were as common in repeat offender villains.
“You’d be surprised,” the man said, grinning.
Izuku silently cursed his muttering habit.
“That’s why I always aimed to kick out a knee or slam a wrist into a railing or wall. Provided they were still conscious after my first hit. That didn’t happen very often after my first year.”
Izuku frowned and focused on his balance as he said, “I tried that. The villain who got me had a touch-based quirk. I tried to break his elbow but couldn’t get enough force behind my blow.”
The man paused before slowly turning toward Izuku. “How did you try?”
Izuku gripped the railing to maintain his balance as he turned to look the probably-retired-hero in the eye. “Stepped outside his guard and punched just above the point of the elbow. My…self-defense teacher said that always worked for him.”
The man’s face twitched. “Kid, this teacher of yours, does he wear something like gloves with studs on the knuckles or use…knuckledusters?”
Izuku tilted his head in thought. “Yeah, actually. He wears gloves, and I saw him playing with something metal once that might have been knuckledusters.” It clicked a moment later. “Oh! That move worked for him because of that, didn’t it? Well, that and he’s way more muscular than me. He can probably get a lot more force behind a punch…”
The man held a hand up to get Izuku’s attention and stop him mid-ramble. “I get the feeling your teacher may have told that story without realizing you’d try to emulate it exactly. Ask him to show you some joint locks and quick arm breaks next time you see him. Not a perfect solution for a contact quirk, but nothing outside of a ranged weapon or quirk really is. That’s why I also have a gun license,” the man said with a predatory smile.
Izuku snorted and started to say something when he got hit by déjà vu. That chipped incisor and those scars in that expression looked really familiar. Izuku studied the pattern of the man’s facial scars. Where had he—Izuku suddenly recalled a certain mentor taking off the lower half of his mask to take a swig of water from his bottle. His limited-run, aluminum Narufest water bottle. Exactly like the one sitting innocently on the ground at one end of the parallel bars. Izuku’s eyes shot back up to the man’s face, superimposing goggles and a mask over his features. The scar that extended onto his neck was right where Ciupan’s was.
Oh.
Izuku’s discovery must have shown on his face, because Ciupan-sensei held one finger up to his lips in a silencing gesture. “I know I’m not much to look at, kid, but pick your jaw up off the ground.” Under his breath he added, “You’re worse than Koichi.”
Izuku woodenly turned back to the digital display on the balance machine. The rest of their shared time was spent in awkward silence, both trying to focus on their physical therapy. Izuku still snuck glances occasionally. At one point, Ciupan’s left knee buckled, and Izuku barely restrained himself from jumping off his machine to help.
Ciupan caught himself on the parallel bars and shot Izuku a wry grin. Then he hoisted himself back up and returned to his exercise like nothing had happened.
Before Izuku could decide if he wanted to ask another question or not, Ciupan’s PT walked over to them with some metal and fabric contraption with…hinges(?) in hand. “Alright, Oguro-sama, I got your knee brace all fixed up. You shouldn’t have to worry about losing that screw anymore. Let’s get it fitted; then you can use the recumbent bike for a bit to make sure it sits right.”
Ciupan (Oguro? That was a Japanese name, not a Chinese one…)-sensei picked up his cane and water bottle before following the PT over to one of the tables. On the way, the old vigilante turned back long enough to catch Izuku’s eye and nod.
Izuku didn’t get a chance to talk to Ciupan again before his mentor left, but he wasn’t left with much time to think about their conversation between exercises—most of which utilized oversized rubber bands of varying resistance. At the end of it, Izuku’s physical therapist gave him a few rubber bands to take home and a list of exercises to do at least once per day, twice if he was able.
Izuku’s leg hurt by the time he got home, and he happily camped out on the sofa to watch the news and work on his sketches of the 1-A students while Ekikyō’s slime did its job repairing the strained muscles in his leg. Abusing the rapid healing mechanic the slime came with, Izuku figured he should have the compromised muscles in his right leg back up to normal strength within a month tops. And once he was back to 100%...
Izuku turned to a fresh page at the back of his notebook and started listing off what he knew about Giran and the people he’d seen at the USJ. He decided then that he was going to tell Eraser about running into Kurogiri. As long as the villains had their warper, UA couldn’t be truly safe. No one could. Honestly, Izuku wasn’t sure why the villains didn’t just ambush All Might with a portal that dropped him inside Mount Bandai. Not even All Might could fight a volcano. If they still wanted to make a spectacle of it, they could just set up a webcam at the main vent and wherever they ambushed him. Much more effective and less expensive than however they’d acquired Nomu and all those other street criminals.
Maybe the villains were too stupid to think of that, but Izuku didn’t like trusting in other peoples’ ineptitude. Izuku was used to being underestimated himself. He didn’t want to make the same mistake.
There was another reason too. Shigaraki may come off as childish and impatient right now, but that didn’t mean he would always be like that. Even villains could learn.
So, Izuku planned and made lists. Lists of things to hunt for on patrol and lists of things to discuss trying out with Ekikyō. They weren’t going to get caught off guard again if Izuku had anything to say about it.
Chapter 30: Small Everyday Deeds
Summary:
"It is the small everyday deeds of ordinary folk that keep the darkness at bay. Small acts of kindness and love." – J.R.R. Tolkien
Chapter Text
Izuku wondered if it was supposed to be this easy to sneak into the hero ward of Musutafu General Hospital. Sure, it was nearly midnight, but there should have been more than two guards, right? Maybe Eraserhead or Present Mic had purposely distracted them?
Speaking of Present Mic, Izuku—in full Naisho regalia plus sweatpants to cover his scar—spotted the hero when he peeked around the next corner. Once he scoped out the rest of the hall and confirmed that, yes, the hero was alone, Izuku crept around the corner and whispered, “Present Mic?”
Present Mic jumped a little and spun around to stare at him and his tray of coffee and tea. “Naisho, right? Nearly gave me a heart attack, Little Listener. Has Sho been teaching you his bad habits?” he joked, motioning for Naisho to follow him.
“If by bad habits you mean stealth, then yes,” Izuku replied cheekily. “And who’s Sho?”
Present Mic looked over his shoulder at him, eyebrows pulling together. “Did Eraser not give you his name?”
“No?”
The hero shook his head and stopped in front of what would have been an inconspicuous door if not for it having a card scanner attached to the lock. “Here we are.” He scanned his hero license and walked in, holding the door for Izuku. “Shota, why didn’t you give your kid your name?”
Izuku choked.
Eraserhead scowled—or at least, Izuku thought the man scowled behind his bandages. Izuku couldn’t actually see his eyes. The underground hero’s whole body was covered in medical gauze and casts. “Maybe because he’s not ‘my kid,’ Hizashi. He’s a vigilante; I can’t adopt him like some stray cat.”
Izuku managed to snap out of his shock and rushed to the side of the bed. “Oh my gosh, I thought you said you were okay?! I am never trusting you about your condition again. Is anything not broken? Is your face okay? Your eyes? Oh no, your quirk! Is—”
A casted arm landed on top of Izuku’s head, silencing him. “I’ll be okay, Problem Child. Most of these bandages are a precaution. I’ll get the bandages off my eyes tomorrow morning. And we’ll see about my quirk. I’m not allowed to use it until I recover more from the reconstructive surgery anyway.” The hero ignored the distressed sound Izuku made at that and tilted his head. “Now, where’s this coffee I was promised?”
“Oh, uh, right here. Let me see if I can get you a straw real quick.” Izuku turned to Present Mic, silently begging for help.
“I think I saw some coffee stirrers by the waiting room coffee machine. I’ll be right back,” the blonde said before slipping from the room.
Izuku claimed the chair next to Eraser’s bed to lower the man’s arm into a comfortable position. (It was still on top of his head.) “Eraserhead, does Present Mic like genmaicha or gyokuro tea? I’m pretty sure I heard him talk about both on his show, but I couldn’t remember which one was his favorite.”
The hero huffed. “I thought I smelled tea. He likes gyokuro.”
“Ah, thanks.” Izuku picked up the genmaicha tea to sip.
“Is Gokaku still around?” Eraser asked after a minute.
“Hm? Oh, no, they had to leave yesterday. Was there something you needed to ask them?”
“I was just going to ask if there was anything else they knew about the group that attacked UA.”
“Ah, no. Sorry, that’s it, though…I did have something to tell you about. Um, if the transport quirk they used to get in is what I think it was.”
“I’m listening, Naisho.”
“Was the quirk a purple-black vortex?” Eraserhead’s small jolt was enough answer, even if Izuku didn’t already know. “Yeah, I was afraid of that. I’ve seen that quirk before, on Monday actually. An info broker I know kept me out late and ‘called in a favor’ to get a purple-black portal to return me to Musutafu for the inconvenience.”
“Giran,” Eraserhead growled.
Izuku startled, dislodging Eraserhead’s arm. How did Eraserhead know who he was in contact with? Was Giran the only broker in the area, or—wait…oh, he probably talked to Ciupan. The vigilante knew about Giran. Giran sought The Ripper out. “L-look, he can’t know I told you anything. Same reason Gokaku gave you, but even more so, since I have regular contact with him. Though…since you already know this much, I should probably give you another head’s up. One of his clients has a bounty out on quirkless people. Delivered alive.”
Izuku glanced at Eraserhead’s heart monitor in alarm. The hero’s heart rate had just skyrocketed. “Eraser, are you okay? Should I go get a nurse?”
“No,” the hero wheezed.
Present Mic reentered the room as Eraserhead started coughing. Izuku stepped aside as the hero rushed to help his friend sit up more. He snatched the coffee from Izuku’s tray, stuck several of the stirrers in it, and helped Eraser take a drink. Once Eraser’s coughs subsided, Present Mic asked, “You good?”
“Yeah.” Eraser cleared his throat. “Just need you to text Tsukauchi for me.”
Izuku sat awkwardly off to one side as the heroes talked. After Present Mic messaged Tsukauchi to Eraserhead’s satisfaction, Izuku handed the blonde hero his tea, earning a blinding smile. While everyone drank their drinks (Present Mic held Eraser’s up for him every so often) they made small talk. Mostly it was Present Mic sharing tales of old patrols and occasionally something from when he and Eraserhead were in school together. They’d both gone to UA! Izuku kinda wanted to go look up their old Sports Festivals now.
By the time they finished their drinks, Izuku started to get antsy. He didn’t want to get caught in here by a nurse or doctor doing their rounds, even though the heroes said they’d vouch for him. Present Mic picked up on his fidgeting and asked, “Hey, Naisho, want to help me find a trash can in the hall. If we toss them here the whole room will smell like stale coffee and tea by morning, and no one wants that.”
Izuku grinned and nodded. Then for Eraserhead’s benefit, he added, “Sure.”
They were halfway to the door when Eraser called, “Aizawa Shota.”
Izuku stopped to look back at him. “Huh?”
“My name, kid. It’s Aizawa Shota.”
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Izuku went for a jog on the way home. He had too much on his mind to sleep anyway. So, he jogged and thought over everything that had happened this week. It was pretty overwhelming. So, he pushed himself from a jog into a run to keep his thoughts from spiraling.
He was at the far end of his route when he felt a tug. He slowed to a walk with his arms up behind his head to open his lungs more while looking around. Ah, Cato Park. They usually stayed away from this one for meet-ups because of how much foot traffic it got, but this late at night it was deserted. Izuku ambled over, following the faint pull in his veins toward a patch of manicured rhododendrons. During the day they didn’t provide much cover, but at night? Izuku twisted through a gap where one of the bushes had died and found Ekikyō waiting for him.
“Hey, Ekikyō. What brings you back so soon?” Izuku asked before sitting cross-legged on the ground beside his friend.
“I wanted to poke around the local underground, see if I could dig anything up on that Shigaraki guy, but the heroes are on high alert and have upped their patrols. I almost got spotted by Kamui Woods earlier. Don’t think I’ll be able to accomplish anything or slip town until the heat dies down. Also wanted to see how you were doing. Wasn’t expecting to catch you til tomorrow morning though. Why are you out so late?”
Izuku grimaced and looked away. “Not tired yet.”
“Uhuh, sure.” Ekikyō wrapped around Izuku and tightened his slime in a hug. “Come on, let’s get you home. We’ll tire that big brain out, then get you to bed.”
Izuku chuckled as Ekikyō numbed his stomach and throat. “How do you plan on doing that?”
Ekikyō smiled down at him. “You wanted to play around with sense sharing, didn’t you?”
Izuku’s eyes widened, and he smiled back. “Yes! Come on; let’s go.”
The slime around Izuku tightened its grip a little more and started sinking into and through his skin while Ekikyō got started on the more usual method of possession. It didn’t speed the process up by much, but they practiced it every now and then in case they ever needed those extra few seconds. Plus, the more often Ekikyō pushed slime through their skin, the more Izuku’s body adapted, and the easier it got (and the less tender Izuku’s skin felt afterward).
The only other real way they’d found to cut down on their possession/de-possession time was for Izuku to hold his breath. He had been looking up breathing exercises to increase his lung capacity and lengthen his holding time, but he still didn’t particularly like how that approach to possession stretched things out. He got that it was necessary if there was an emergency, but they didn’t practice it often.
All in all, it took Ekikyō 70 seconds to fully integrate. Then they were on their feet. Izuku swung his modified and armored backpack to the ground at their feet to dig their mask and the tubing attached to it out. He turned the oxygen concentrator on and slipped the mask into place. The nasal canula attached to the inside of the mask settled in their nostrils, and Ekikyō used a bit to slime to securely seal it in place, avoiding any wasted oxygen. Then Izuku slipped the backpack back on, and they started jogging for home.
The concentrator wasn’t a perfect fix—they still tired quicker when they were together—but it let them go twice as long before having to worry about oxygen debt. Which was great, because they both enjoyed running together. They’d almost managed to outpace Eraserhe—Aizawa—a few times while working in synch, but there was no time like the present to get some extra practice in.
They synched up at a jog then slowly increased their pace until they were sprinting. Izuku resisted the urge to whoop as they reached their top speed. They maintained that speed most of the way back, only slowing for turns after they almost wiped out on the first one. (Izuku added running turns to his list of issues related to the muscle damage in his leg.)
They used the stairs up to the apartment as their cooldown, climbing them at a leisurely pace. As they approached the apartment, Izuku was surprised to see the lights on. They quickly stripped off their mask, gloves, and goggles and stuffed them in the backpack, turning off the concentrator in the process. Then they put the backpack on under their hoodie. It and sweats looked normal enough at first glance. With (one of) their secrets protected, they unlocked the door and opened it.
As soon as they stepped inside, Izuku’s mom spotted them from her post in the kitchen. “Oh! Izuku, what are you doing here? I thought you were still at the Bakugos’; I was going to pick you up later this morning before I head back to work.” The latest twist on her schedule at the hospital had her occasionally working double shifts. It had been worse than usual lately with some respiratory virus working its way through the staff.
“I’m not five anymore, Mom. I’m fine home alone.”
“But you were injured! What if something went wrong or you suddenly got worse?”
Izuku held up his cell phone and gave a weak grin.
His mom frowned before seemingly conceding that point. “What are you doing up anyway? You should get plenty of rest while you’re recovering.”
“Couldn’t sleep; so, I went for a run to tire myself out.”
His mom’s face crumpled in sadness, knowing exactly what he meant. He’d had nightmares a lot as a little kid, especially after his quirkless diagnosis and the bullying started. She probably thought they’d gotten better as he got older, but truthfully, he’d just gotten better at staying quiet and hiding them to avoid worrying her.
“Oh, baby, I’m so sorry. That must have been terrifying, being attacked by villains when you’re not even training to be a hero. Just watching the hero class put you in so much danger. It’s almost like that whole school attracts it,” she said while shaking her head. “I’m sure Zonama would accept you for their business program if you ask them for a transfer—”
Alarm zapped through Izuku, and he yelled, “Mom, no!” He flinched at his own volume, even as his mom startled. He gave her an apologetic look and continued at a more normal volume, “I can help people with my analysis, but I need to train it and improve. No other school will be able to do that for me like UA. I know I can’t become a hero…”
Izuku’s heart hurt every time he said it, despite accepting it months ago. Was it ever going to hurt any less? Ekikyō pressed a bit closer in their mind, and Izuku could feel his best friend’s affection and belief in him. It smoothed over some of the jagged edges in his chest. Izuku wasn’t sure what he’d ever done to deserve Ekikyō.
“…but please, don’t make me give up my dream school. I’m learning so much there, a-and I’ve made friends.”
His mom still looked a bit shellshocked from his outburst, staring at him as if she was just now noticing something. Eventually, her eyes teared up, and she rushed forward to hug him. Izuku hugged her back, ignoring how Ekikyō recoiled a bit at the sudden contact. His eyes started watering—at least Izuku hoped it was water—as he felt her shudder against his chest. (Hopefully, the hoodie was thick enough to keep her from noticing the armor underneath.)
“Promise me you’ll keep yourself safe. I don’t know if I can take it if you get injured again,” she said into his shoulder before shaking her head.
Izuku sagged as a wave of guilt hit him. He was abruptly knocked out of it by a near-blinding flare of anger from Ekikyō.
“Are you serious? Where was all this concern every day you came home beat up in middle school? Or even yesterday or the day before, you know, when you were in a fucking hospital bed?! She sure seemed real torn up about that before you contradicted what she wanted.” Ekikyō continued to fume, distracting Izuku from his mom’s tears.
Izuku needed to get to his room and help Ekikyō calm down. Izuku wasn’t sure he’d ever felt his friend so worked up before, and he really wasn’t sure what had caused it. “Of course, I’ll be careful, Mom. Um…Mom? I’m all gross and sweaty from running…”
His mom blinked up at him before her eyes widened a bit. She sniffed his hoodie before grimacing and releasing him.
Izuku gave her a grin and said distractedly, “I’m gonna go get a shower.”
His mom wiped the last few tears from her cheeks and nodded. “You do that, sweetie, and go to bed right after.”
20 minutes later, Izuku and Ekikyō collapsed into bed. Ekikyō had settled down halfway through their shower, though Izuku could still pick up on some lingering disgruntlement. When asked, Ekikyō didn’t want to talk about whatever had set him off. He’d only said, very confidently and firmly, “How your mother feels is not your fault, Izuku. She’s a grown-ass woman and responsible for her own shit.”
Izuku really had no idea how to respond to that. It kinda was his fault for stressing her out though?
Ekikyō’s emotions got very complicated before he pulled back from Izuku’s mind. About a minute later, Ekikyō was back and definitely ignoring whatever that was. “Okay, kid, we doing this or not? What do you want to try first? Hearing? Sight? I suppose there’s touch too.”
Izuku shrugged their shoulders. “Your pick. They’re your senses.”
“Well, they’re about to be our senses.” Slime oozed from their pores to form a thin coating on their skin.
Izuku stared down at his slimed arm, curious where Ekikyō was going with this. He felt more slime around his spine and the base of his skull shift, and then nothing. Izuku was about to ask why nothing was happening when it hit him. Every heartbeat rippled through him like he was standing too close to a bass drum. The hum of the AC vibrated across the slime on their skin. The rush of air in and out of their lungs was suddenly as overwhelming as a jet taking off.
“Too much, too much,” Izuku managed to think as their breath hitched. His head pounded with every heartbeat, and that was picking up, which didn’t help.
The intense sensation cut out a moment later, and Izuku curled onto his side to wait out his headache. “That’s how you hear? How can you stand it? Everything’s so loud.”
Ekikyō hovered close in their mind. “Shit, sorry, kid. I’m really not sure why that happened. It’s pretty quiet here. There shouldn’t have been enough to overload you.”
Izuku leaned on his friend, sending him a feeling of disapproval. “Not your fault. You’ve never tried this before. There’ll be some trial and error.” After another minute Izuku’s head felt less like an overstuffed pinata, and he rolled onto his back to stare at the ceiling. “Let’s try a different approach. How do you deal with two sets of sensory input?”
“I don’t know. I just do it? It doesn’t feel straining.”
Izuku hummed quietly. “Maybe it’s a side effect of your quirk. You obviously connect to my brain and nervous system and can experience what I do from there, but—” Izuku slapped a hand to his forehead. “We’re idiots.”
Ekikyō sent him a feeling of confusion.
“We were trying to run everything through my brain. My brain’s not built to handle that, and I’m not sure any amount of adapting will change it, but your—well, not brain, but mind (hivemind?) is already built to.”
Ekikyō caught on a second later. “So, we do our mind meld thing, but instead of using it to share old memories, we share what we’re experiencing in real-time? That way my brain’s doing the processing for my senses, but you’re along for the ride?”
“Precisely.”
“Worth a shot. Ready?”
“Ready.”
Izuku leaned into the familiar feeling of Ekikyō’s mind merging with his own. It was always somewhere between a strong, tight hug and drowning, but without the suffocating fear. Maybe “being submerged” was a better description.
Their senses swam for a few moments. They usually did this with intent to share a specific experience and jumped right into that, but things eventually settled, even without that focus to anchor them. They could feel both their skin and the slime woven through it and resting on top of it. They could also feel how the slime connected to…everything else. Oh, this was weird (normal).
They flexed their hands, marveling at the muscle fibers and slime moving in tandem, making minute adjustments as they noticed one set of senses or the other lagging and slightly out of focus. After several minutes, they had everything registering in perfect synch. It didn’t feel like two separate sets of information anymore, but one expanded perspective.
They were acutely and intimately aware of how their lungs and heart were altered to support pumping blood that was mostly slime. (They’d lost a lot of Izuku’s blood when Shigaraki wounded them. They were working on it, but it wasn’t a quick fix. They were just thankful Recovery Girl didn’t try to give Izuku a blood transfusion while they were separated.) They could hear and feel sounds. They could see the ceiling above them and the darkness where their second set of eyes was stored.
They tested moving and exploring their body a bit longer before they got another idea. They sat up and looked down at their arm as more slime pulled and pushed its way through their skin. They manipulated the mass of slime into an ameboid limb and whipped it out to grab Izuku’s pen and notebook from their desk a few meters away. This was so cool.
After half an hour that seemed to pass in seconds, the two let themselves split back apart, unwilling to push themselves or risk triggering one of Izuku’s worse headaches. Reorienting took longer than usual but left them both smiling. A success. Oh, the things they could do with this discovery. Izuku itched to grab Ekikyō’s notebook from under his mattress.
A gentle mental push redirected Izuku’s thoughts. “Not right now kid. You didn’t get a headache, but you’re thinking about getting one.”
Izuku focused on his body for a moment, and sure enough, there was a pressure in his skull. “That’s probably from the extra slime it took to balance things out,” Izuku observed.
It turned out Ekikyō generally limited his connection to a possessee’s brain to the minimum of what was required to hijack the body and communicate with or suppress his host (if they survived the possession). He’d connected a bit more with Izuku after they’d established their possessions as a long-term arrangement, but to get Izuku and Ekikyō’s senses and mental processes running at the exact same pace, they’d had to expand on that connection quite a bit. So, there was significantly more slime inside Izuku’s skull than there was earlier this evening.
Izuku was actually surprised his head didn’t feel worse for the addition. The hollow spaces in his brain probably had something to do with that. They made decent reservoirs for slime. Speaking of, Izuku turned his phone on and googled those. After determining that, yes, those hollow spaces were normal (and apparently called ventricles), Izuku paused to marvel at how much he now knew about his own anatomy. It was a little weird knowing things like what the surface and inside of his brain felt like or that his left foot was a few millimeters longer than his right, but Izuku decided he could live with a few strange facts. It made sense that Ekikyō was so aware of his host’s body. And when they merged like that, so was Izuku.
Izuku smiled even wider as he stared up at the ceiling. He was practically vibrating with excitement. There was so much experimenting they could do with this. They—
Ekikyō nudged Izuku’s mind again and teasingly said, “You’re not going to be able to sleep at all unless I put you under, are you?”
Izuku grinned. “Nope. Your plan backfired. You should know better than giving an analysis nerd a fresh new application of their favorite quirk to theorize about right before bed.”
Ekikyō sighed, feigning exasperation as he leaned on Izuku’s mind. It wasn’t enough to knock him out, but Izuku’s vision unfocused and dimmed some. “Woe is me. You’re going to be up all night, then crash around noon. And I’m going to have to explain to your friend why you slept through and missed another training session with him.”
Frick, Izuku did have a training session with Shinso tomorrow. But quirk analysis…Izuku agonized over the decision for a minute before admitting defeat. Before Ekikyō, he hadn’t had friends in a decade. He couldn’t bring himself to risk one of the few he’d gained now. “Fine, you win. Put me to sleep.”
Ekikyō didn’t laugh, but Izuku could feel the smug fondness radiating off him. As Izuku let himself be pressed down into unawareness, he smiled one last time. He never dreamed when Ekikyō made him sleep. No dreams meant no nightmares.
Chapter 31: Come Alive
Summary:
“Don’t ask yourself what the world needs; ask yourself what makes you come alive. And then go do that. Because what the world needs are people who have come alive.” –Howard Thurman
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Shota slowly walked into the UA conference room, ignoring how Hizashi hovered beside him, ready to catch him if he stumbled. If it was anyone else, it would be degrading. But Hizashi had seen Shota strung up and stuck in his own capture weapon one too many times when they were younger to maintain any illusion of dignity around the man. As things were, Shota wouldn’t mind collapsing. Into his sleeping bag. But sadly, his arms were still in casts; so, climbing inside the cocoon of comfort was impossible at present. At least the rest of the bandages were off.
Shota sank gratefully into a padded chair beside his friend and looked at Nezu. They were the last to arrive due to Musutafu General dragging their heels with his discharge papers. But they were all here now.
Nezu nodded to them in acknowledgment, then pressed a button on the remote before him. The screen on the wall behind him lit up with various pictures from the USJ security cameras. “Let’s begin. First order of business is the incident report for the events of Wednesday. Tsukauchi?”
The detective stood from his spot beside Nezu, took the remote, and cleared his throat. “The two lead villains called themselves Shigaraki Tomura and Kurogiri. Searching for their quirks—disintegration and ‘Warp Gate’—in the quirk registry has turned up nothing. Their quirks aren’t on record, and their names are most likely underworld aliases.”
Snipe leaned forward in his seat. “So, you’re saying we know next to nothing. I—”
“Actually…” Hizashi said, waiting for the room to turn to him before continuing, “We do have something. Well, Shota does.”
Shota sighed. “My contact that warned us about the attack reached out again after Tsukauchi stopped by the hospital to take my statement. They asked about the transport quirk used to breach the USJ. It turns out they’ve seen Warp Gate before.”
Nezu’s ears perked up, attention fully focused on Shota. “Oh?”
“My contact occasionally interacts with criminal elements, including the information broker Okuta Kagero, also known as Giran. Giran has been in contact with at least Kurogiri, as he requested the villain’s transport service in my contact’s hearing. It’s likely the broker is also responsible for recruiting much of the rabble the League of Villains brought to the attack.”
Yagi coughed into his handkerchief before saying, “That’s wonderful news! When will Okuta be brought in for questioning?”
And this was why All Might stuck to the spotlight; the man had no understanding of how things worked in the underground. Shota shook his head and let Tsukauchi field that one. Yagi seemed to actually listen to him. Sometimes.
Tsukauchi shook his head. “If only it were that easy. He’s a slippery one. We can’t bring him in without solid evidence and a formal charge, or he’ll just walk right out without telling us anything. All we’d do is compromise Eraserhead’s contact and get them killed. Even if we had substantial evidence Giran’s not likely to tell us anything.”
“Why’s that?” Nemuri asked.
“Because whoever hired him, whoever’s running the League behind the scenes, is powerful. Of the 72 villains we arrested at the USJ, we only have 68 now. Four escaped with the help of Kurogiri the same day they were booked.”
While the others talked, Shota bristled. They knew which precinct and cells the arrested villains were in. There was a mole in the police force. Shota thought they’d ferreted out everyone corrupt in the department after the Naruhata scandal and the targeted attack on Detective Tanuma two years ago. He should have known it was too good to be true. Shota made a mental note to discretely send a message to the police internal affairs department; it seemed it was time for some spring cleaning.
“The other villains have all been moved now, but the villains taking people in our custody—and doing so blatantly—sent a clear message. Anyone remotely willing to talk to us will have second thoughts now.” Tsukauchi pressed a button, and the screen changed to show four mugshots. “The first of the escaped villains is Matsunaga Masa, quirk: Ogre. The mutation class quirk gives him thickened bones and skin, the latter thickened to the point he went toe to toe with Todoroki Shouto without succumbing to the cold or suffering burns. The next is…”
Shota absently memorized the faces. He planned to keep an eye out for them once he was back on patrol. His wariness increased tenfold when he spotted the black star by the name in each mugshot. A black star indicated that the incarcerated had tested positive for Trigger when brought in. Shota interrupted Tsukauchi to ask, “Detective, how many villains at the USJ attack were on Trigger?”
Tsukauchi’s expression turned grim. “15 including the Nomu. All still accounted for have been transferred, and their new locations kept classified for safety. When asked where they got the drug, they all said someone at the jump-off point—a warehouse in Yokohama that is currently being swept by forensics—offered it to them at no charge. Though this person doesn’t appear to have participated in the raid himself.”
“That’s…”
“Really not good,” Nemuri finished for Shota. “Are we looking at another outbreak?”
“We don’t know yet,” Tsukauchi said, shaking his head. “Between the Trigger, the selectively disappeared villains, the human experimentation that must have gone into the Nomu, and something one of the students said, there’s a distinct possibility we’re looking at another Villain Factory setup.”
The atmosphere in the conference room turned grimmer. They all chewed on that revelation for a moment. It was Nezu who broke the silence this time. “And what did this student see that supports your theory?”
“Ah, I was getting to that.” The detective fiddled with the remote some before the image on the screen changed again, this time showing pictures of all students and teachers present at the USJ attack. One student stood out due to the different uniform: four tiny buttons on the epaulets and four thin stripes each on the lapels and cuffs. “Midoriya Izuku lived up to his department’s name and inferred that Shigaraki’s incredibly well-preserved human hands indicated connection to or affiliation with someone with knowledge of and, arguably, skill in embalming.”
Nezu hummed and twitched his tail to one side. “And the Nomu’s existence and mental state imply the employ of someone with extensive medical, biochemical, and psychological expertise. It’s within the realm of reason that such a person may also know the best means of preserving a body. With the original Villain Factory, you never did track down the person in charge of creating the bomber villains and next level villains. It’s possible this is the work of the same or a related person.”
While Nezu talked, Yagi suffered through another coughing spell. (Shota wondered how badly the man had strained himself at the USJ.) Once he gathered the breath for it, he asked, “What uh department is Young Midoriya in? I don’t recognize the uniform.”
Nezu smiled one of his could-be-a-threat-if-pushed smiles and decided to enlighten Yagi. “He’s our sole Analysis student this year and quite a bright young man.”
Yagi nodded and said—seemingly to himself, “It appears he took my advice after all.”
Shota eyed Nezu as the rat stiffened for a moment. A blink and Nezu was back to normal. Shota didn’t know what that was about, but he was not touching it with a ten-meter pole. He had enough trouble with his own problem children. Nezu could keep his.
Tsukauchi cleared his throat to recapture everyone’s attention. “The police are still investigating, but there’s one thing that I haven’t made any headway on. How did the villains know 1-A and All Might were going to be at the USJ Wednesday?”
Shota had thought a lot about that too while confined to his hospital bed. Thinking about a mole in the police force was one thing, but a mole inside UA? It made Shota’s hackles rise. He glanced around the table at his coworker’s pensive faces. No one else was going to say it; so, he did, “Have you looked into Midoriya? I was informed that he’d be observing my class for one heroics lesson of his choice, which implies he knew what lessons were planned in order to choose.”
Tsukauchi raised a hand in a placating gesture. “Don’t worry, Eraserhead. I already cleared the kid when I got his witness statement.”
“As did I when he was in the infirmary,” Nezu added.
Shota blinked and stared at his employer. Had he puffed his fur up slightly?
Tsukauchi continued as if Nezu never interrupted. “Unless someone snuck into his backpack, stole the schedule out of it, and returned it without Midoriya’s notice, I don’t think he’s your leak. Plus, any thief would have needed to know he had a schedule to begin with.”
Nezu nodded before taking over. “The most plausible theory at present is someone having snuck onto campus while the teachers were occupied with the press on Tuesday. The odd thing is the lack of security footage evidence or tampering. Perhaps a scrying or prediction quirk of some sort was employed.”
“Regardless, that’s where the investigation stands at present. You each have a written copy of the incident report that covers things in more detail. Please reach out if you have any questions or additional information that may be pertinent; likewise, I’ll keep you apprised as we move forward.”
The heroes all thanked the detective for coming out to debrief them, and Tsukauchi saw himself out. With that out of the way, the staff of UA moved on to more personal matters.
“How are the students?” Shota asked the moment the door closed behind Tsukauchi.
“Most came out of the attack with nothing worse than scrapes and bruises. There were a few notable exceptions though. Young Todoroki seemed to encounter a fair number of the villains on Trigger. While he was able to incapacitate most of them immediately, Matsunaga broke free of every ice attack thrown at him. While trying to fight him off, Todoroki sustained frostnip, numerous contusions on his arms and torso, and hairline fractures in three ribs, though the fractures were most likely from his rough landing after he triggered an explosion.”
“Explosion?” Hizashi asked. “Please tell me he’s not going to be another Bakugo. One explosive kid’s enough to handle, ya dig?”
Nezu chuckled. “I doubt he’ll purposely use such a large amount of fire after supercooling the air around him again.”
Shota didn’t know what hang-up the boy had about using the fire side of his quirk, but the explosion likely hadn’t improved things there. He’d hoped the boy would start taking things seriously once he realized his ice wasn’t always going to be enough but not like this. Perhaps a few sessions with a quirk counselor were in order? Maybe an actual counselor too. “And the others?” Shota prompted.
Nezu frowned as he continued, “I’m afraid the other hero student’s situation is more serious. Uchiyama overtaxed his quirk and his brain protecting himself, Asui, and Mineta from the Nomu. The doctors think he may have experienced a quirk evolution to last as long as he did, but they’re uncertain of the degree of permanent damage at this point. He has woken up a few times, but he hasn’t stayed awake for very long. It’s unlikely that he’ll be joining us for classes next week.”
Uchiyama’s likely serious condition, Shota had been somewhat aware of already. He’d seen the Nomu slam a fist on the boy’s shield before he’d passed out. Shota wished he could scrub a hand over his face. The kid wasn’t even supposed to use his quirk on Wednesday, Recovery Girl’s orders. But if he hadn’t…
“And the last injured student, Midoriya, sustained a third-degree burn on his hand, a handful of bruises, and a large disintegration injury that necessitated a sizeable skin graft and ongoing physical therapy. Recovery Girl reports he has good chances of regaining full functionality in his injured leg.”
Shota grimaced. His own elbow throbbed at the reminder of Shigaraki’s quirk. It didn’t matter that the student injured wasn’t one of Shota’s; the kid was still injured on Shota’s watch. He debated checking on the kid once classes started back up, but Shota was sure Nezu had the boy’s recovery well in hand.
Although…Hizashi had mentioned the green-haired student administered first aid and guarded him until the teachers arrived. He supposed he at least owed the kid a thank you.
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The weekend passed quickly for Izuku and Ekikyō and involved a lot of training with Shinso. Izuku introduced his friend to a workout routine (not near as hellish as Izuku’s own), freerunning, parkour, and healthy eating habits. Shinso gave him such a baleful look when he mentioned a good night’s sleep that Izuku didn’t bother bringing it up again. Insomnia was no joke, and not everyone had a copilot who could force their brain to shut down.
Shinso almost seemed tempted when Ekikyō jokingly offered to knock him out.
Shinso’s quirk training went significantly better and generally involved fewer feelings of dying (according to Shinso). Shinso grew more confident in establishing both partial and full control and shifting a person between states without losing his hold on them. After getting him comfortable with that, Izuku shifted gears to work on his commands. They learned a lot there.
They found that commands while fully under relied more on Shinso’s knowledge and muscle memory than Izuku’s. Izuku had never been so confused as when Shinso released him, and Izuku found himself holding a very intricately knotted length of string. But, if the same command was given with Izuku only partially under, it relied more on Izuku’s knowledge and muscle memory.
Izuku wasn’t aware of commands given when fully under Shinso’s control, but those commands carried over and remained active if Shinso switched to partial control afterward. “Imagine, Shinso! You could set a villain up as a sleeper agent! If they have the right quirk, you could order them to go back to their base and once inside, knock everyone out without hurting them. If you can order someone to forget running into you, they’d never even know they were compromised until you resume full control to arrest them at the end! You’d be perfect for taking down human trafficking rings, since historically those employ people with disabling quirks.”
After training, Izuku and Ekikyō went patrolling. Izuku didn’t like the idea of letting criminals get off scot-free, and with Eraserhead out of the picture for who knew how long, that left only them in the shadier part of town. (He’d checked the Musutafu Crime Tracker forum Saturday morning, but there were zero arrests from Eraser’s usual patrol area; that meant no one was covering it.) Izuku also wanted to test out their sense-sharing in a more practical setting.
Once they’d changed into their vigilante gear, they headed for the park with the stagnant pond. It wasn’t a crime hotspot or anything, but Izuku figured that they should test moving around on solid ground before they started roof-hopping.
“Alright, Ekikyō, let’s do this,” Izuku said, slightly adjusting how their mask sat on their face. He hoped it wouldn’t rub off the makeup he’d put over the scar on his cheek.
“Roger that,” Ekikyō replied.
Their senses settled more quickly this time, though they still had to make a few minor adjustments. Once they were properly aligned, they started out walking around the clearing, then jogging and running, then jumping up and down, punching, kicking, and performed a few rolls. They still had to be careful with their right leg, but they were fairly confident with their movements.
They let slime ooze out to coat their skin under their costume as they jogged into the city. Better to have it ready and not need it than to not have it in a pinch. They headed for one of Izuku’s favorite (well-oiled) fire escapes and climbed to the roof. They paused for a moment to let themselves feel the cold breeze brushing over them. Then they moved.
They sprinted to the edge of the roof and leaped to the next building, eyebrows rising when they overshot a bit. They huffed a small laugh and raced to the opposite ledge. They made good time running Eraser’s circuit, only stopping when they heard something coming from an alley up ahead. It was awfully reminiscent of nails on a chalkboard, and it made the slime on their skin recoil a bit.
Izu—Eki—Izukyō? Naisho (they were Naisho right now) approached the ledge silently and looked down as he hooked one of his grapples to the ledge. There was a pair of guys sizing up the back of a pawn shop. One had what looked like half-meter long, boney fingernails on one hand; the other focused a flashlight beam on the wall. He was scratching an X onto the building’s brick wall. The other guy was fiddling with a keyring that had a bunch of rings on it.
“Think steel will do the trick, or should I use the rhodium?” Ring Guy and Bone Claws.
“Just break out the diamond. We’ll need to get into the safe too; those things are reinforced steel.”
“Ugh. I hate using diamond though. It always cuts up my hand,” Ring Guy grumbled, pulling what looked like an engagement ring off of the keyring. He slipped the other rings into his pocket and put the diamond ring on his pinky. Then he twisted it around so the diamond was facing in toward his palm. He clenched his fist, and the skin rippled and changed. Where it had once been tanned flesh, it was now transparent and gleamed where it caught the light.
As Ring Guy wound up to punch the wall, Naisho made themselves known, looping the rope from another of their grappling hooks around the drawn back arm and yanking the guy off balance. (Izuku might have spent far too many hours trying to figure out Eraserhead’s fighting style.) As he spun and tried to correct his footing, Naisho grabbed just below the man’s collar and yanked him down to meet a rising knee. The man was out like a light before he hit the ground.
Bone Claws gaped at them for a moment before dropping his flashlight in favor of charging toward Naisho, screaming and extending their second set of claws.
Naisho swapped their grappling hook to their left hand and drew their knife with their right. They caught and redirected the villain’s left hand with their knife, then hooked the second hand’s bony nails with their grappling hook and twisted. The man yelped and tried to twist with his hand to take the pressure off his fingers. Naisho used the hooked nails to lead the guy in a circle and down until he tripped and landed on his back.
The Bone Claws kicked at them. They dodged, but that gave the man time to get his left hand free of their knife to take another swipe at them. Naisho took a step to the side and around the villain, keeping the guy’s right hand entangled in the grappling hook. What the criminal didn’t notice was the layer of slime cementing his claws to the hook’s prongs. They kicked the guy in the side of the head (gently) to disorient him, then threw the rope end of their grapple around his free hand and pulled it up over the guy’s head to join his hooked hand.
Bone Claws flailed and flexed his fingers, narrowly missing Izuku’s face with his nails. “Hey, none of that,” they said, irritated. They twisted the man’s arms, rolling him onto his stomach. After a bit more wrestling, they managed to get a knee on the man’s spine to pin him in place while they zip-tied his wrists and fingers together. Only after his hands were secured did they work their grappling hook free.
They stood up and moved to grab the guy’s feet to tie his ankles. The villain lashed out again, claws tearing through the toes of his shoes. Three of the bony claws raked across Naisho’s chest, tearing their hoodie and scoring the armor underneath. They knew without looking that they were uninjured, but their heart rate still spiked. Adrenaline pumping, they kicked the guy once more and pounced on his legs, pinning them between their knees. One hand held his feet pointed away from them while they fished another set of zip ties out of their utility belt. They tied the guy’s ankles, and just to make sure he didn’t get himself free, looped another zip tie through the one on his wrists and attached it to the one at his ankles. He shouldn’t be able to get his claws at any of the ties now.
They stood up to survey their work, nodding in approval when—for all the man’s wiggling—he couldn’t get free. Then they went and did the same to Ring Guy. They did put his diamond ring back on his keyring for him though (and put it in his back pocket where he couldn’t possibly reach it). They weren’t sure if the diamond hand came with any enhanced strength and didn’t want to chance it.
Then they stood there looking between the two incapacitated villains. What were they supposed to do now? This was usually when Eraser called to report the crime…Should they call 119? The police department? What was the procedure for a sorta-vigilante (because they did use Ekikyō’s slime in that fight without thinking about it) calling in a pair of crooks? They frowned and pulled out their phone. They were tempted to call Eraser, but they didn’t want to bother him if he was asleep.
They stopped and ran that thought through their head again before chuckling. Like Eraserhead could ever sleep during his patrol time. He was probably bored out of his mind though. They decided to call him.
Aizawa picked up on the second ring. “What now, Naisho?”
“Hey, Eraser! So, we were out keeping an eye on your patrol route—because no one else is—and we bagged a pair of attempted robbers. Um…who do you want us to call them in to?”
Eraserhead groaned, and they could hear Present Mic laughing in the background. They were probably on speakerphone. “You two are going to be the death of me. Oh, and welcome back, Gokaku.” He sighed. “One moment, I’ll have Mic get you Tsukauchi’s phone number.”
Their jaw reflexively clicked shut to keep them from saying out loud that they already had his number. Their vision blurred and their hearing went echoey and distant for a moment as the internal conflict caused them to desynch slightly. Izuku and Ekikyō leaned against the back wall of the pawn shop and rubbed their eyes as they focused on realigning.
That reaction didn’t fill them with confidence. They should probably head home. It had been two and a half hours anyway; they needed to make sure they could safely do this for so long, work their way up to a full patrol. They turned their focus inward, carefully feeling around their brain and nervous system for any potential problems.
“You there, Little Listener. Listeners? Anyway, you got something to write with? Here’s Detective Tsukauchi’s number…”
They entered the number in their burner phone from memory and reported the criminals. As soon as they hung up, they headed home. They felt a little off after that desynch, and they were slower. Once they got home, they laid back on Izuku’s bed and started pulling their minds apart. It was more disorienting than last time, and Izuku threw an arm over his eyes to keep out the room’s spinning. His head didn’t hurt; he just felt off.
After a few minutes, Ekikyō gently prodded his mind. “You okay, Izuku?”
“I think so? Everything just feels…” Izuku couldn’t think of a word for it but pressed the feeling toward his friend’s mind.
“One-dimensional? Desaturated? Not right? Like you’re suddenly missing something?” Ekikyō offered after considering the feeling in question.
Izuku nodded, eyes still covered. Yeah, those all seemed like pretty good words for it.
Ekikyō pressed closer mentally, enough to let Izuku distantly feel their slime from his friend’s point of view and the nameless feeling eased somewhat. Oh, had he really gotten that used to being hooked into Ekikyō’s senses? That might be a problem.
Ekikyō hummed in agreement and shared worry. “We’ll try weaning you off over the next fifteen minutes. Maybe it was the sudden shift to cold turkey that threw you for a loop.”
They let out their metaphorically held breath as the last of their sensory connection dwindled to nothing. Izuku felt…okay. It was still weird remembering being able to feel and sense so much more, but it was less jarring. They’d have to keep an eye on that and make doubly sure no one ever followed them home from patrol. Izuku disliked the idea of anyone finding him while he was so vulnerable.
Notes:
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End of 1st Week at UA, Plus Ultra Style arc
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Chapter 32: Back on Track
Summary:
“Remember that setbacks are only challenges in disguise. Look at them as lessons…don’t waste time beating yourself up. Just get back on track and focus on what you want. It’s up to you, and you will do it.” –Jorge Cruise
Notes:
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Beginning of Sports Festival and Investigations Thereof arc
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Monday came all too soon, and with it the media. Eraserhead was right; they were vultures. By the time Izuku got through the gate Ekikyō’s anger was simmering alongside his own, the two’s emotions seeming to feed off of each other until Shinso snapped them out of it.
“Hey,” their friend greeted, sounding a bit more dead inside than usual. His uniform was also a bit rumpled.
“The vultures harass you too?” Ekikyō asked with Izuku’s voice.
“I already felt dead from someone’s insane training plan.” Izuku and Ekikyō smiled innocently at the halfhearted glare shot their way. “They just finished me off.”
Izuku hummed. “You did all the stretches and exercises I showed you?”
Shinso sighed. “Yes.”
Izuku chuckled and checked the time on his phone. Seeing they still had a half-hour before classes started, he grabbed Shinso’s wrist and tugged him down the hall toward the Support department’s building.
“Where are you taking me?” Shinso asked, raising an eyebrow at them.
“You’ll see,” Izuku said, only grinning wider when he felt the faint haze of Shinso’s quirk latch onto him. There was still some hesitance at times, but his friend had gotten a lot more confident using his quirk, even outside of training. It was a partial control, and Izuku knew Shinso wasn’t going to do anything with it. Though it did allow for silent communication. “I found a vending machine last week; they have canned coffee.”
Shinso picked up his pace at the promise of caffeine. “Why didn’t you say so?” He released Izuku from Brainwashing when they arrived at the vending machine, and the pair chatted amicably until they had to split up to get to class.
Hatsume pounced on Izuku as soon as he and Ekikyō stepped through the door to 1-H. “Analyst-kun! I heard about the USJ. Are you alright? Are my babies okay? Did they keep you safe? I heard the rocket flare go off. Give me your phone; I didn’t have your number to check on you.”
Izuku stumbled sideways under the unexpected weight, right leg buckling on him. Ekikyō saved them from a fall by stiffening the slime in their injured leg. Izuku grimaced at the not-quite-pain and righted himself. “I-I’m okay, Hatsume. That flare really saved us.” Still a bit overwhelmed by the barrage of questions, he handed her his phone without question.
“Hatsume, don’t crowd Midoriya,” Maijima-sensei scolded Izuku’s friend before turning toward him. “Kid, your leg okay?”
Ah, he’d seen Izuku’s expression. “Getting there, s-sensei. She just caught me by surprise.”
The teacher nodded. “Alright, but if it starts bothering you later, let me know. I can write you a note to go see Recovery Girl.”
Hatsume handed Izuku’s phone back before looking him up and down with a worried frown, irises rotating as she took in the details, like the new scar on his right hand and the way he shifted more of his weight to his left leg. “You got hurt.”
“Y-yeah,” Izuku said nervously, not really wanting to tell her that the rocket flare had caused the burn. “But I’m getting better. Just need to build the muscle back up in my leg at this point.” When that didn’t seem to fully convince Hatsume, he asked, “Want to hear how the flare’s first field test went?”
Hatsume narrowed her eyes at him, clearly aware of what he was doing. There was an unspoken “this isn’t over” as they made their way to their desks. Then Hatsume pulled out her tablet and gave him an expectant look.
Izuku grinned and started talking.
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Lunch saw Izuku and Ekikyō joining Izuku’s friends in the library again. Shinso and Uraraka were a bit later getting there. It seemed most of Gen Ed had gone to gawk at 1-A when classes let out.
“And then Shinso said, ‘Consider this a declaration of war’ and walked away!” Uraraka concluded her retelling of what happened.
Izuku choked down his mouthful of katsudon that suddenly tasted like ash. The phantom scents of burnt skin and caramel turned his stomach. He stared at Shinso. “Y-you said that to Kacchan?! Are you crazy?!”
“‘Kacchan’? You know that arrogant asshole?” Shinso asked.
Izuku immediately dropped his gaze back to his food as Ekikyō shoveled another bite into their mouth. Izuku let his bodymate handle eating and digestion, his own stomach tied in too many knots to consider food. Between bites, Izuku said, “W-we grew up together. We…might have been friends at one point, but not for a very long time.” Izuku shook his head and took control of his right hand long enough to rub at his left shoulder. “He has a powerful quirk and a short temper, a-and he always wins. You don’t want to make him angry.”
Shinso scowled. “Doesn’t seem very heroic.”
Izuku flinched at the words so close to what Mamoru said to him months ago, words he still had trouble admitting were true. “Y-yeah…”
After a few minutes of awkward silence, Shinso sighed. “So, are we still on for tomorrow, or are you going to get involved in another villain attack and ditch me?”
Izuku sputtered and looked up to see a teasing smirk aimed at him. The beginnings of a retort evaporated, leaving Izuku flustered and off-kilter.
“Hm? What are you doing tomorrow?” Uraraka asked.
“Midoriya’s hell training,” Shinso replied. “We’re preparing for the Sports Festival. Provided I live that long.”
“Hey! It’s not that bad,” Izuku insisted. “We’re only doing Tuesdays, Thursdays, and weekends.”
“Training? Oh! Can I join?” Uraraka asked enthusiastically. “I won’t be able to stay long on Tuesdays because of physical therapy, but I should be able to stay the whole time on the other days. A-as long as my ankle doesn’t act up,” she added, glancing down.
Izuku and Shinso glanced at each other. Izuku hesitantly said, “I don’t see why not, though we do spend some time training Shinso’s quirk. So, if you have a problem with brainwashing…”
Uraraka tilted her head and frowned. “Shinso’s nice. Why would I have a problem with his quirk?”
Well, that settled that. The trio traded numbers; then Hatsume got in on the number sharing. They’d just settled back into a conversation about Cementoss’s latest Japanese literature assignment when the door to the library opened.
The group fell silent as they tried to see through the bookshelves who had come in. So far, they hadn’t seen any other students in the library at lunch. At the other end of the aisle from their corner, they saw the librarian smile at whoever had entered, then point in their direction.
Should they be worried? Izuku was worried. Before his brain could conjure up too many scenarios of bullies cornering him in library aisles, Ekikyō nudged him out of it. Izuku mentally leaned on his friend as they heard slow footsteps approach. Izuku wasn’t sure who he’d expected, but it wasn’t Eraserhead.
The teacher’s arms were still in casts and slings, but the rest of his bandages were off. One surgical scar left a red crescent on his right cheekbone. There were faint traces of others, gossamer-thin red lines that Izuku only noticed for having seen the man’s face up close so often on patrols, but the scar on his cheekbone was large and impossible to ignore. Izuku wondered if they’d had to put any pins or plates in during the reconstructive surgery.
“Midoriya Izuku?” pro hero Eraserhead asked, staring straight into Izuku’s eyes.
Izuku hesitantly raised a hand to wave.
“May I speak with you? It won’t take long.”
Izuku glanced at his friends who all seemed vaguely concerned or curious. Shinso looked suspicious. “That’s Eraserhead,” Izuku whisper-hissed to ease their concern. He took a moment to appreciate Shinso’s expression morphing from protective suspicion to shocked awe. Then Izuku stood up and said to the hero, “S-sure?”
Izuku quietly followed the underground hero, keeping his eyes down while Ekikyō hurriedly pulled his slime out of their eyes and the surrounding tissue just in case. The hero knew not to use his quirk on Naisho and Gokaku, but he knew nothing of Izuku and Ekikyō.
Once the door to the library closed behind them, Aizawa stopped and turned to face Izuku. After a moment of silent observation, he stiffly bowed. “Thank you for everything you did at the USJ, Midoriya.”
Izuku blushed—which Ekikyō scrambled to hide before the hero could see—and waved his arms in front of him. “Eraserhead, please, there’s nothing to thank me for. I-I should be thanking you for holding the villains off for so long.” (Izuku should be thanking Eraserhead for every night he taught Naisho to spar and sprint across rooftops and secure captured criminals and splint broken bones.)
Aizawa raised himself from his bow with a quiet grunt. Izuku withered under the man’s utterly unimpressed stare. “You set off that flare. All Might would not have gotten to the USJ so soon if not for you. You kept me and yourself from being used against All Might, and you prevented both of us from bleeding out. That’s hardly nothing.”
“Just take the compliment and gratitude, Izuku,” Ekikyō said, radiating smugness. He’d been trying to convince Izuku that what he did mattered for a while, and Izuku could tell he was enjoying the unwitting backup.
“Eraserhead doesn’t say things he doesn’t mean,” Izuku acknowledged hesitantly. He bit his lip and nodded to Aizawa. “O-okay.”
Aizawa nodded in turn before glancing to the library door. “Go back to your friends, Problem Child.”
Izuku froze. Did he know? How…
“And next time you’re on the ground and facing a dangerous opponent, don’t aim for the knee, aim for the Achilles tendon. Much easier to get to. Less likely to nick the femoral artery as well.”
Aizawa knew about Izuku trying to attack Yamada. Izuku nearly whined in embarrassment. He must have made a face, because Aizawa snorted. Then he smiled his unsettling smile, and Izuku fought not to return it.
Instead, he sheepishly muttered, “H-hai, sensei.”
Aizawa turned to walk away, saying under his breath, “So many problem children this year.”
Izuku let out a shaky breath. Aizawa didn’t know. Apparently, he had many problem children?
“And he’s claimed two of your three identities,” Ekikyō said, pushing slime back into and over their eyes, making Izuku blink a few times to adjust his vision. “Maybe Yamada’s right about him adopting you, and he just doesn’t realize it yet.”
“Ekikyō!”
His friend laughed at him as they walked back to their table in the corner of the library. Izuku knew he shouldn’t have shared his memory of visiting Eraserhead. He honestly felt so attacked right now. Izuku’s (mostly) feigned indignation made Ekikyō laugh even more.
The rest of lunch passed quickly, and before he knew it, he was waving goodbye to his friends and turning down the hall to the principal’s office. He wondered what his first lesson back with Nezu was going to entail. (He also wondered if he could request the security feeds from the USJ, since he didn’t actually get to watch much before he was thrown into the middle of things.)
“Ah, Midoriya! It’s good to see you getting around well. Did your first physical therapy appointment prove useful?” Nezu asked as Izuku stepped into his office. His nose twitched as he watched Izuku walk to his customary seat on the sofa.
“Hello, Nezu-sensei,” Izuku greeted as he sat down. He rubbed at his right leg as he continued, “It went alright. I have more to work on than I thought initially, but building the muscle back up shouldn’t be a problem.”
Nezu hummed and hopped down from his desk chair to walk a pair of tea cups over to the table in front of the sofa. He handed the cups to Izuku before climbing into the arm chair at one end of the table. Once he received his tea cup back from Izuku, he asked, “I take it your friend’s quirk works on muscle strain in addition to more obvious injuries then?”
Izuku smiled and nodded. “Muscle microtears are still tears, after all. It’s made getting and staying in shape a lot easier. I was pretty skinny back in middle school,” he confessed, rubbing at the back of his neck.
“Do give them my thanks for their efforts in keeping you whole and healthy.” Nezu took a long sip of tea before setting his drink aside and clapping his paws. “Now, before we get started on today’s lesson, I want to let you know that you can observe 1-A’s make-up session at the USJ once it’s rescheduled. Normally, I’d just give you access to the video files for Wednesday’s exercise, but considering there’s an active investigation, it’s all under lock and key.”
Izuku grimaced and nodded. Yeah, that made sense.
“Which is why we’ll be moving forward with the next stage of your coding class: hacking.”
Izuku startled and stared up at Nezu. “What?”
“Kid, I think I might just like the rat,” Ekikyō said. “He wants you to hack the police evidence files.”
“Or the UA servers—they’d still have a copy of the footage too,” Izuku replied without really thinking. Then he shook himself. “Wait, why would you want me to—”
“UA is a place of learning, Midoriya. Where better to begin?” Nezu asked.
“But isn’t hacking illegal?”
“Questionably legal,” Nezu corrected. “And I’m giving you permission. You essentially have a warrant—which is what you’d need to access public cameras and servers legally once you graduate. If your future work is under a hero agency, the agency will handle most of the paperwork for such things, and we’ll cover the warrant requests and requisition forms for independent work at a later date.”
Izuku nodded along and pulled his notebook dedicated to his Cyber Security and Coding class out. He flipped to a blank page and opened his pen. “Where do we start?”
Nezu smiled. “System analysis and identification of weaknesses and entry points.”
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“Why do you think Ciupan-sensei told me to get these?” Izuku asked Ekikyō as he turned over a rubber ring dog toy. When he’d checked his burner phone on the way home from school, he’d seen the text telling him to bring two of the toys and his grappling hooks to training today. Ciupan hadn’t given an explanation.
“I have no idea, but what are we going to do about…this?” Ekikyō asked, shifting slime through Izuku’s body.
Izuku frowned. That was a problem. They could just not tell Ciupan—Izuku’d already been planning for that—but Ekikyō needed to leave eventually if he was going to learn anything about the “League of Villains” as the news called them. The real issue was that despite five days passing since the attack, the heroes were all still on high alert with upped patrols.
Izuku was frankly surprised that things hadn’t gone back to normal yet. Maybe they were just trying to reassure people? The villains had a warper, and their staging area wasn’t even in Musutafu. There was no reason to keep this up that he could see. And if he couldn’t discern the heroes’ reason for acting the way they were, he couldn’t predict when they’d go back to business as usual. They only had three more days before Ekikyō had to go, and neither of them liked waiting til the last minute with their possessions. Not after that one time they were late. Izuku shuddered.
“I could always hop a train out of the prefecture for us to split somewhere less policed? We could even do that tonight if you want.” Izuku could feel Ekikyō’s hesitance even as he spoke.
“If it comes down to it, sure, but I’d rather you not end up flying solo in an area you don’t know.” They walked in silence for a block before Ekikyō offered, “I could just stick around until things settle down. All I’d need is somewhere safe to separate for a few hours. With your mom’s ‘work schedule’ lately…”
Izuku could feel something akin to anger or disdain coming from Ekikyō, though he couldn’t quite pin down the emotion. He wasn’t too happy with how hard his mom’s job was working her lately either. He wondered if they were being assholes like her last workplace, which had assigned her a bunch of extra hours after finding out about her kid being quirkless. It wasn’t like she had a “real family” to get back to or anything. The few phone conversations Izuku had overheard between his mom and her old boss had made him really dislike the guy.
“…we could probably just pick a day and do it in your room before she gets home that evening.”
“Or at the clinic. I’m sure Cross and Cheshire wouldn’t mind you hanging out in the backroom for a bit, though they might put you to work organizing supplies.”
“You know, we probably ought to do the clinic considering we’ve been tinkering with your brain,” Ekikyō said, trepidation drifting through their shared headspace.
Izuku nodded. That was probably the smart thing to do, though he wasn’t sure if their friends would be able to actually help if anything went wrong. In retrospect, they probably should have talked to Cross before they went integrating a bunch of extra slime into his brain, but the thought hadn’t come up at the time.
Things weren’t lining up seamlessly; so, they allowed for more communication between Ekikyō’s cells (hiveminds were such a cool concept) and Izuku’s brain. More slime had seemed like the natural fix, and it had worked. It only struck Izuku as odd now when he really thought about it.
That…wasn’t normal, he realized. Wait, was this Ekikyō’s quirk instinct bullshit again? Just “knowing” that was the way to fix things?
Oh, quirks, that made so much sense; Izuku hated it. Their minds had been all mixed together at the time. So, Izuku had felt the same self-assuredness Ekikyō had, and neither of them questioned it when Ekikyō sort of knew what to do.
“Ekikyō, your quirk is—”
“I know, I know. I heard you the first time. Not my fault that’s the way it works.”
“At least it’s worked out so far?”
One of them shrugged their shoulders as they turned the last corner and spotted the abandoned apartment building. “I can see why the lack of questioning bothers you,” Ekikyō said. “Think I have an idea for keeping your perspective more intact next time we do a…what are we calling that anyway? Full merge? Fusion? Mind meld?”
“What about a dive?” At the feeling of a curious presence pressed close in his mind, Izuku explained, “Whenever you pull me into a memory or when we do sense sharing, it feels kinda like being dragged into deep water. Suddenly its all around me and everywhere; I’m fully submerged—immersed—in it.”
“What about a deep dive?”
Izuku tilted his head in thought. “Yeah, that fits.”
“Anyway, I have an idea, and no it’s not an instinct. It’s an actual thought-out thought.”
Izuku resisted the urge to laugh, leaning on Ekikyō a bit more to make sure his friend could feel his appreciation and a hint of happiness. Happiness was something Izuku had been estranged from for years. He had been content. He had been hopeful. But anytime he was happy, someone—usually Kacchan—made sure it didn’t last long. But well…Izuku was pretty sure Ekikyō could take Kacchan in a fight. Ekikyō wasn’t going anywhere. So…maybe it was okay to admit he was happy. Just a little bit.
Ekikyō echoed the sentiment back at him before going quiet at the foot of the apartment stairs. It was time for training.
They found Ciupan-sensei in their usual room, and Izuku held up his plastic bag while looking around. “So, where’s your dog?”
“Seeing eye dog, you mean.”
Izuku did not almost laugh. He was biting his lip so hard because he was nervous. Yeah, he had anxiety; they’d established this.
Ciupan barked a laugh at Izuku’s question. “Those aren’t for a dog, Naisho. They’re for us. Hand me one and one of your grapples,” his mentor said, holding a hand out. Once he had them, he dropped the toy at his feet and pulled his knife out. He cut the rope from the grappling hook, then reached into his own duffle bag and pulled out a fresh length of rope.
Izuku furrowed his eyebrows as he watched. The new rope was a different color, shorter, and seemed a lot more supple than the original, but Izuku couldn’t see why the old one needed replacing in the first place. He only got more confused when Ciupan picked up the dog toy and tied it to the free end of the rope.
Finally, Ciupan sheathed his knife and gathered the hook and loose rope into several loops in his left hand, leaving the end with the rubber ring dangling from his right. “Tell me, Naisho, have you ever heard of a shoge hook?”
“No.” Izuku had a feeling Ciupan was smiling behind his mask and shifted to the balls of his feet, expecting some sort of attack (not a serious one, but Ciupan could be scary when he wanted to be).
“Well, let me introduce you to your new best friend,” Ciupan said, beginning to swing the rope and ring around.
Izuku’s eyes widened as he watched the ring pick up speed. Was this a legit weapon or something that Ciupan had made up? Izuku hesitantly pulled another grappling hook from his belt and started circling. If he timed it right, he might be able to tangle—
The ring came flying at him, stopping centimeters from his right knee when it hit the end of its tether. The ring smacked the floor loudly and bounced, even as Ciupan reeled it back in. Almost before Izuku could register it, the ring was back swinging in circles beside Ciupan again.
“So, what do you think, Naisho? Think this’ll help a little next time you run into Shigaraki?”
Oh, so they were acknowledging the physical therapy encounter after all. In that case…Izuku pulled off his hoodie, mask, and beenie and tossed them to land beside his duffle. He gave Ciupan one of his vigilante smiles and nodded. “A retired hero…” Izuku had looked up the name Oguro after the PT, and he’d learned of a twilight hero named O’Clock who disappeared after a horrible injury. “Recommended I ask you about arm and wrist breaks, but I do like the idea of staying out of reach.”
Ciupan pulled off his own mask and goggles, grinning. “Then we have a lot to cover today.” Ciupan stopped the ring and lightly tossed the whole rig to Izuku. Another length of the new rope flew at him a second later. “Study those knots and make a second shoge hook. I’ll show you the basics to practice on your own. Then we’ll get to the bone breaking.”
Notes:
It wouldn't be an Izuku-centric story without a little bone breaking, now would it? Izuku's just not breaking his own bones this time. :)
Chapter 33: Where I Needed to Be
Summary:
"I may not have gone where I intended to go, but I think I have ended up where I needed to be." –Douglas Adams
Notes:
Friendly reminder that as Izuku and Ekikyō grow comfortable with each other the likelihood of body horror increases. Also, to my one friend--you know who you are--fair warning that the USJ injury is mentioned at the beginning (not the graft, just the injury).
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Walking home that evening, though he was covered in bruises, Izuku smiled. Ciupan (Ripper, Oguro, O’Clock—how many aliases did one guy need?) had shown him three ways to break an arm without a weapon and two for breaking wrists. Ciupan also recommended taking a knife to literally any of the tendons in a hand or going for a finger if he felt ambitious, since Shigaraki’s quirk required five fingers to work. It was all brutally efficient, but with a patch of skin, fat, and muscle twice the size of a smartphone missing from his leg, Izuku didn’t intend to give Shigaraki any quarter if they met again. He loved learning.
Ekikyō seemed to enjoy the lesson too. The whole way back they theorized about how much force they could actually exert working together when executing one of the arm breaks they’d been shown. Or throwing the ring part of their practice shoge hook.
Apparently, a real shoge hook had a dagger with a hook attached on one end of the rope and a metal ring on the opposite, but they’d look into acquiring one of those later. Beaning himself in the head with a rubber dog toy hurt enough. He’d rather not find out how much a metal ring hurt.
But they were done with the shoge hook for the day. They got home to find dinner almost ready. They changed, ate dinner with Izuku’s mom, watched the hero news while running through their list of PT exercises, then retreated to Izuku’s room for the night.
“You said you wanted to try something earlier?” Izuku asked, mentally poking Ekikyō.
“Yeah, you good to go?” When Izuku nodded, Ekikyō got to work.
Izuku felt the pull of a deep dive as he sat on his bed to take the pressure off his sore leg. He closed his eyes, leaning into the feeling as it washed over him. He could feel Ekikyō moving slime around in their brain and quickly picked up on a pattern. They established a full connection, then started pulling slime out of areas one at a time. The odd ebb and flow in their link continued for a few minutes. As they pulled slime out of a section of cortex toward the front of their brain Izuku asked, “What are you doing?”
The slime stopped moving all at once, and they felt victorious. Ekikyō replied, “Looking for your logic center. Found it.”
“What?”
“Neither of us questioned practically drenching your brain in slime, which you definitely should have. That means I was overwriting your logic processes without meaning to. So, if I could find your brain’s logic center…”
“You could limit your connection to it and thus, your influence on me! Couldn’t we have just searched online for where a human brain’s logic center is though? That seems like it would have been easier,” Izuku commented, glossing over the fact that their prior deep dive had apparently been skewed heavily in Ekikyō’s favor (which, in retrospect, made sense with the hivemind thing). The fact his best friend was already addressing it made Izuku more confident in his trustworthiness.
Silence reigned in their head for a minute. “Case in point.”
They opened their eyes and pulled out Izuku’s phone. A quick search narrowed down the specific area Ekikyō needed to work with, and they went back to fine-tuning their connection. With their phone already out, they decided to check what other sections of their brain were in charge of too. They quickly identified and better connected the parts of the brain responsible for receiving and processing sensory input. Upon learning which parts regulated balance and coordination (the cerebellum) and heart rate, breathing, and blood pressure (the brain stem) they briefly thought it over before making sure Ekikyō’s slime was much more thoroughly integrated there too. Honestly, what had they been thinking distributing slime evenly throughout their brain when they tried to smooth things out before?
Once they were satisfied with their new configuration, they put their phone away and moved through a few strikes and blocks against an imaginary opponent. The difference was subtle, but movement felt more natural now, smoother. They could hardly wait to test themselves the next time they patrolled, but that wasn’t going to be tonight, not when Izuku’s body was already tiring from healing numerous bruises and muscle microtears.
They had another matter to take care of anyway. Sensing Ekikyō wanted to ask something, Izuku pressed curiosity toward his friend.
“When I find the League, what do you want to do?”
Izuku tilted his head. How was that even a question? “We stop them or tell people who can stop them.”
“Yeah, of course, but I mean, I’m pretty sure Shigaraki isn’t the actual boss of the League. Brat’s barely older than you, and there’s no way in hell that he scared Giran and all those other villains enough for the level of cooperation we saw with the recruitment drive and the last-minute analysis requests, not to mention the Nomu.”
Izuku frowned and contemplated that. It was odd how insistent Giran had been about that last batch. At the time he’d thought it was because of Stain’s limited availability, but now? He was beginning to think Stain’s mentorship had been more a bribe to ensure he did the analysis than any serendipity. “He did pay me an awful lot for those analyses…”
And the Nomu…Izuku shuddered. The news said that thing had been made. No, there was definitely someone smart—scary smart—behind the scenes involved in creating that. They needed to be caught. “What did you have in mind?” he asked, sensing Ekikyō was bringing this up for a reason.
Ekikyō shifted anxiously under their skin. “There’s no point cutting off a hydra’s head if you don’t get the heart too. I think the Big Bad needs to go down even more than Shigaraki…” Ekikyō turned their eyes to their hands, flexing them slightly. "I’m a wanted man, and Giran already tried to recruit me for the League once. With how many people they lost at the USJ, they’ll be recruiting again soon. If I can get close, maybe…”
“If we can get close, you mean.”
“What? No, kid, I—”
“I am not letting you go in there solo, even if you seem to be immune to Shigaraki’s quirk. If we’re doing something this risky, we’re doing it together from the get-go.” Izuku pressed memories of his encounter with Stain and Ekikyō’s encounter with Snatch into his friend’s mind. Both incidents would have been easily resolved or avoided if they were together at the time. Hell, they only survived the USJ because they were together.
Izuku felt guilt well up on Ekikyō’s side of their mind as his friend pulled back. “Kid, Izuku, I can’t ask you to do this.”
“You’re not asking; I’m volunteering,” Izuku pointed out. He used their connection to pull Ekikyō’s mind closer until they bled together again. He wanted Ekikyō to feel how serious he was about this. They stayed like that a minute before pulling back.
“I’d have to drive most of the time. Giran knows me too well. And…We’d need to disguise you…”
“I trust you,” Izuku countered.
There was a little spike of guilt again. “Yeah, we’ll see about that.”
Izuku got the feeling he wasn’t supposed to overhear that thought. He pressed his trust at his friend again. “What’s your idea?”
Ekikyō silently nudged Izuku’s mind, asking for permission, And Izuku let himself sink into the background. Slime welled from their skin, enveloping every inch of him. It covered his hair and swept it back out of his face as more slime coated and tickled their larynx. Ekikyō tested their voice, now much rougher, wetter, and best of all, nigh unrecognizable. When Ekikyō hesitated again, Izuku nudged him in turn.
“This next part is reversible, but I want you to know in advance that my eyes can slip through your tissue too, they’re just not as good at it as the rest of my body.”
Izuku felt a brief flutter of anxiety before squashing it down. “Go ahead.” Izuku felt slime climb their throat, and they held their breath as Ekikyō brought their eyes out. Izuku blinked in surprise, getting to actually see through his friend’s eyes for the first time. Then Izuku’s vision cut out entirely, and his face numbed and froze in place. Izuku waited patiently for Ekikyō to reconnect him, already having an idea of what was going on.
A minute or two later, Ekikyō did. Izuku was only looking through one pair of eyes, and it felt like there was more pressure in his eye sockets than before, like he’d been staring at a computer screen for too long. They walked over to Izuku’s mirror and stared at their reflection in all of their Swamp Thing glory.
It hadn’t felt like that much, but there was at least a centimeter’s thickness of slime covering every available speck of skin and seeping through his clothes where they clung too close. His hands looked larger, and Izuku flexed one experimentally, slime and underlying skin, muscle, and bone moving together. He brought the hand up to touch the slime underneath his, well, Ekikyō’s eyes. Their eyes. Maroon irises instead of bright green. His facial structure was masked and warped by the thick layer of slime, though Ekikyō had carefully left holes in the slime to allow them to breathe through their nose. He looked a bit higher and noted their hair looked black and wavy where it was weighed down by slime. At least they didn’t have to worry about their hair getting in their face. The slime moved it back out of the way anytime it might have drifted too close.
The eyes still felt strange, but the feeling was lessening rapidly. Izuku let their hand fall away from their face. This…was one hell of a disguise.
“Will we get enough oxygen with our airway like this?” Izuku asked. “I don’t think we should bring the oxygen concentrator.”
They thought about that for a minute before Izuku’s skin prickled all over. “This might help.”
Izuku sank into their connection again to get a feel for what Ekikyō was doing. Slime was cycling in and out of their skin and the underlying blood vessels. It took Izuku moments to realize what was occurring. He suppressed a laugh. “We’re breathing through our skin.” He paid attention to their external appearance again, noting that the constant movement made them look even more unsettling. Perfect for a faux villain.
They smiled, and their lips pulled farther than usual. Izuku felt the scar on their cheek twinge faintly and examined their face more closely. Good, he couldn’t actually see their freckles or scar through the ever-shifting, translucent slime.
A knock on Izuku’s door had them frantically pulling slime back inside. Izuku turned away from the door, knowing their eyes took longer to fix than they had. “Yes, mom?” he called once his voice was his own.
“Just wanted to say goodnight, sweetie. Don’t stay up too late.”
“I won’t.” Like Ekikyō would even let him.
They waited until they heard—and felt with a bit of externalized slime—her footsteps recede to her bedroom. Once her door closed, more slime flowed from the skin around their cheekbones to cover their eyes. Izuku’s vision went black and his face numb again as he patiently waited. A minute later, Izuku was seeing double once more. They rubbed at their eyes with a combination of slime and fingers before checking in the mirror again. Both sets of their eyes looked a touch bloodshot—which looked more concerning than usual with their black blood/slime mix—but otherwise appeared to be okay and functioning fine.
Then they realized Izuku was shivering. Slime lost heat a lot faster than Izuku’s skin did, and with slime cycling constantly through theirs, Izuku’s body temperature had dropped a degree or two during their test run. They’d been so caught up in everything they hadn’t even noticed. Ekikyō fiddled with Izuku’s brain stem to turn his internal thermostat up, and they slunk out of their room to get a quick snack. They needed to be careful to eat a lot and pack snacks whenever they did that to keep their metabolism up, but it seemed doable.
“Watch out League of Villains; we’re coming for you.”
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The following week and a half flew by. Between school, studying, training with Shinso and Uraraka, training with Ciupan, practicing with his practice shoge hook, physical therapy, patrolling, homework, and watching security feeds of 1-A and 1-B exercises (he actually got to sit in on 1-B’s USJ trip; it was nice and calm—he stayed in the control room) Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t get much time to themselves. They still carved out time to visit the clinic to de-possess in safety (and get chewed out by their friends for their recklessness). There were no complications aside from a brief headache, which Cross hypothesized was due to Izuku’s body having to adjust back to producing the normal amount of cerebrospinal fluid again now that his brain wasn’t full of slime.
Despite the few hours of de-possession, Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t really separate until halfway through the next week, when hero patrols finally started lightening up. It was perfect timing really, because, as nice as the moral support was, Izuku wanted to do the Sports Festival himself.
At school, Uraraka and Shinso kept him busy when Nezu didn’t. Uraraka’s physical therapist finally gave her the green light on athletic activities, provided she wear an ankle brace the whole time. Said brace was surprisingly unobtrusive; it was even thin enough that she could wear her normal sneakers for training.
The last day before the Sports Festival their table in the library was one short. Hatsume opted to eat in the Development Studio and make some last-minute adjustments to her babies. Try as the remaining trio might to not think about it, talk eventually turned to the Festival and what it meant for those present.
“Guys? Let’s win the Sports Festival!” Uraraka said with more fire in her eyes than Izuku had ever seen.
Izuku and Shinso looked at each other, a little confused and both with their mouths full. Shinso swallowed his food first. “That’s the plan, Uraraka. We’re getting into that hero course.”
Izuku nodded along. His friends had a decent shot, since that one slot in Eraserhead’s class opened up. He felt kinda bad that one of the students had to withdraw for medical reasons after the USJ, but it did improve his friends’ chances.
Uraraka nodded too, all seriousness. Then her expression turned more thoughtful. “Shinso, Midoriya, why do you want to be heroes?”
Izuku hurriedly stuffed more soba noodles in his mouth to buy himself time. Why did she assume he wanted to be a hero? How was he supposed to explain he didn’t (not anymore)?
Shinso sighed. “You can’t help what your heart wants. Though I suppose there’s also spite.”
Izuku’s heart ached at his friend’s first admission. He grinned just a little at the second. “What about you, Uraraka?” he asked.
Uraraka turned uncharacteristically sheepish, playing with her fingers as she quietly said, “I…want to be a hero for the money.” That got a confused sound from both of the boys. “I-I know how it sounds, but my family isn’t very well off. My parents run a construction company, but business hasn’t been great the last few years.”
She rubbed at her bad ankle. “When I got hurt at the entrance exam, I thought that was it, the end of everything, but UA paid for my medical bills and physical therapy. So, I’m not going to waste my second chance. I want to make enough money to take care of my parents and to show them they don’t have to worry about me anymore.”
“That’s a great reason, Uraraka! I’m sure your parents will be really proud of you.”
Uraraka blushed and covered her face with her hands, keeping her pinkies raised the whole time.
“What about you?”
“Huh?” Izuku and Uraraka turned to face Shinso to find him staring at Izuku.
“What about you?”
Izuku’s heart and gaze fell as he poked at his food. “P-people like me can’t be heroes, Shinso. Analysis is as c-close as I’ll ever get, and I can always help in other ways…” He didn’t dare meet Shinso’s eyes.
“Bullshit.”
Izuku startled and snapped his eyes to his friend. Shinso looked angry; Izuku didn't think he'd ever seen Shinso look quite this angry before. “Wh-what?”
“That’s bullshit, and you know it, Izuku.”
Izuku’s eyes widened as he stared at Shinso, struck speechless at the use of his first name.
“You’re a reckless, stubborn idiot, but you’re also the smartest, most heroic person I know. I’d rather have you than five of those hero brats in a fight.” Shinso gave Izuku a conflicted look. “You keep telling Uraraka and me not to give up, that we can make it. So…why have you given up on yourself?”
“That’s different,” Izuku said, looking away.
“Why?!”
"It just is."
Shinso scoffed. "That's not a reason."
Something in Izuku snapped. “Because I’m quirkless!" he yelled, balling his hands at his sides and glaring up at Shinso through watery eyes. "Because that’s all I’ll ever be, and even All Might himself told me I’d never make it! There’s no point. There’s no point…” His voice cracked and he lowered his head before any tears could fall. “I can’t…I can’t be a hero,” Izuku repeated, shaking his head. “B-but I have this—friends, even a best friend—and I h-have my analysis, and I have Naisho.” Izuku huffed a laugh and grinned if a little sadly. He looked back up at Hitoshi. “That’s more than I ever expected to have.”
When Shinso couldn’t seem to find his words, Izuku wiped his eyes and continued, “I don’t have to be a hero to help people like me, like Ekikyō or you.” Izuku took a deep breath and nodded. “It’s enough. I’ll make it enough.”
Izuku’s friends (former friends, because who would want to be friends with him?) gaped at him, trying to process the bombshell that was his quirk status.
“You kids okay?” the librarian asked, standing halfway between her desk and their table.
Izuku really hoped she hadn’t heard everything, but being an underground hero, she probably did.
“Yes, Briar-sensei,” Izuku said, earning a pair of raised eyebrows from the hero. “I was just leaving.” He snatched up his backpack and tray of half-eaten food and fast-walked for the door.
“Midoriya, wait up!” Uraraka called after him.
They knew now. Izuku didn’t want to know how they’d react. He hunched his shoulders, curled forward, and walked faster. At least they weren’t in any of his classes. They should be easy enough to avoid. He needed to find a new place to eat lunch though. Maybe with Hatsume in the lab or on the roof? He contemplated the latter only a moment before shaking his head. No, roofs were a bad idea.
A hand landed on his left shoulder, and Izuku flinched hard, cursing himself for getting so distracted thinking about future confrontations that he missed them gaining on him in the present. He looked up to see Shinso standing over him and dropped his eyes just as quickly, blinking back tears.
“Izuku?”
Izuku tensed up but didn’t pull away. There was no point in fighting back. He hummed, not trusting his voice. The Brainwashing he expected didn’t come.
Shinso released his grip on Izuku’s shoulder and took a step back. “Izuku, look at me. Please? I’m not going to hurt you.”
Izuku swallowed and glanced up through the curls that had fallen in front of his face. Shinso looked…sincere? Earnest? Concerned? Uraraka stood right beside him, and she looked so worried.
Once he caught Izuku’s eyes with his own, Shinso said, “I shouldn’t have pushed. I didn’t mean to out you.”
Izuku resisted the urge to say “It’s fine,” because it wasn’t. Izuku wasn’t ready. Maybe he was never going to be, but what was done was done. The only thing left to do was deal with the fallout.
After standing there awkwardly for a minute or two, Uraraka cracked. “So, you’re really quirkless?”
Izuku glanced around the hallway. Thankfully, there was no one else around to hear her. He swallowed and nodded.
“But you’re like the smartest person I’ve ever met. You placed third in the entrance exam.”
Izuku didn’t quite hide his wince. “And quirkless people can’t be smart?”
Uraraka’s eyes widened. “No, that’s not what I meant! That was stupid of me to say. I’m so sorry. I have no problem with the quirkless or you being quirkless,” she said, waving the arm not holding her tray in front of her. “I just thought for sure you had an intelligence quirk or something.”
“Don’t worry about it, Uraraka. I get that a lot. To be fair, my mom does have a telekinesis quirk. So, it’s possible I inherited some altered brain structure from her, even without getting a version of her quirk. So, that might contribute to the intelligence.”
Shinso grimaced at the whole exchange and leaned his head back to stare at the ceiling as if it might take pity on them and bless them all with social aptitude.
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Outtake:
“Hey, Shinso?” Uraraka whispered after Midoriya headed off to class. “What’s Naisho?”
Hitoshi froze. “Uh…it’s a secret between Izuku and I. Like a Big secret. You—”
“Don’t worry. My lips are sealed,” Uraraka said, smiling. “Hopefully you two figure it out.”
Hitoshi narrowed his eyes at Uraraka. “What are you implying?”
“Nothing.”
Uraraka’s giggling made Hitoshi sincerely doubt that.
Notes:
This chapter turned out to be 3,636 words, and I am very satisfied with that number. I've also been looking forward to posting this chapter for weeks! I hope y'all enjoyed it. ^.^
Chapter 34: Visible
Summary:
"The process of healing does not end when the wounds are no longer visible; it ends when the wounds no longer ache." –Muskau Sharma
Notes:
Bonus upload to kick off the Sports Festival! As a treat. :3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The first event of the Sports Festival passed in a flurry of parkour and dodging. Izuku didn’t quite have the confidence to run across the ropes at the second obstacle, but he still made decent time. The minefield presented a bigger challenge…until he recognized the pattern Nezu had set the mines in. Once he caught on to the checkerboarding that grew denser until leveling out at the halfway point in the minefield, placing his feet confidently became much easier.
He placed in the low 20s (to his surprise) and avoided Kacchan’s notice. Those were the important things. He didn’t really care if he advanced, but he did want to help his friends with the second event. If his analysis was right, it was going to be a team event.
And it was. As soon as team sizes were announced (two to four people), Izuku, Shinso, Uraraka, and Hatsume gravitated toward each other. Hatsume started handing out support gear and cackling. “Let’s go, Team Antihero!”
“Hatsume, no,” Izuku tried to say, though his laughter somewhat detracted from the effect.
“Hatsume, yes!” Uraraka said as she examined a jetpack.
“How many shots does this have?” Hitoshi asked, carefully turning over the net gun in his hands.
“Six,” Hatsume said before shoving a pair of goggles and some sort of staff at Izuku. “Take these, Analyst-kun! Gotta keep the dust and your hair out of your eyes—so you can analyze the competition. The staff’s pretty basic, but it does have a shock absorption feature. You won’t feel the full recoil from hitting or blocking with it.”
“This is so cool,” Izuku said swinging the staff a few times experimentally. He kinda wished he’d practiced more with weapons besides his knives and the practice shoge hook, but he’d do his best. If all else failed, he knew how to throw a pretty decent punch. “Alright, plan! Uraraka, Hatsume, and I are all about the same height, but putting Shinso as the rider would draw too much attention to his quirk. He needs that to be secret for the final event…”
“You should be the rider. You’re the best here with weapons and hand to hand. You’d be wasted as a horse,” Shinso pointed out. “Plus, with the attention off of me, I can still use my quirk as an emergency measure.”
“Right,” Izuku agreed. “Hatsume, did you finish those hover soles you were working—” He pointed as she held them up. “Perfect, you and Uraraka will be the back horses. Each of you should wear 1 to balance out. Uraraka, you can use your quirk on Hatsume and Shinso to give us better mobility. Here, give me the jet pack. Hatsume, do you have any spare bits Uraraka can use for throwing ammunition? Broken parts, extra bolts or screws, that type of thing.”
They hurriedly figured out the rest of the details and arranged themselves. Izuku tied his team’s headband around his head and stretched to try and shake his nerves. With so few people in this round—and with him being the rider of their team—it was going to be difficult to avoid Kacchan’s notice. He anxiously scanned the field, mentally listing off each team’s quirks and searching for that head of spiky blonde hair.
“Hey, Izuku?”
“Yes, Shinso?” Izuku asked without turning to look at his friend. His world went foggy in an instant. It faded a moment later, but Izuku’s body had turned away from the rest of the arena to face Shinso.
“Breathe, Izuku. Calm down,” Shinso ordered. “You’ll be okay. We’re a team.”
Izuku’s breathing grew more even and deepened without Izuku’s say so, and he blinked a few times as he felt the fog of Shinso’s quirk encroach on his mind just a little. He was still aware of the danger; it just felt more distant, less pressing. He nodded. “I-I think I’m okay now. Thanks.”
Shinso watched him for a few moments. “Want me to keep you like this for the event?”
Izuku shook his head. “I’ll need my wits about me, and you should conserve your quirk. If I need your help again, I’ll let you know.” Izuku felt the fog recede, but he didn’t start hyperventilating again. He forced himself to stay focused on his team. They needed to make it to the next round. Izuku just had to hold it together until their spots were secured. Then he could find a nice quiet corner to fall apart in. He briefly wondered if Maijima-sensei would notice if he left early; he really didn’t want to get cornered by Kacchan.
He shook his head again and tightened his grip on his staff. He could think about that later. Cavalry Battle first. He took a deep breath and steeled himself. Then he did what he did best. Analyzed. “Alright the teams to avoid are Todoroki, Bakugo, and Honenuki—red and white hair with ice and fire, explosive blonde—self-explanatory—and kid with the same teeth as Ectoplasm-sensei with a softening quirk that can turn the whole arena into quicksand. If any of those three get close, run as fast as possible in the other direction, or if that fails, we need to get off the ground or brainwash the rider. The other blonde is Monoma. He talks a big game and has a copy quirk. If he reaches for me, let him; I can grab his headband while he’s confused…”
Izuku rattled off everything he knew about the other teams—all hero course students that he’d studied to a degree. He was still a bit vague on some of 1-A’s quirks, since he hadn’t succeeded in hacking into the USJ video files yet and their rescheduled rescue training wasn’t until next week. But he knew enough. Hopefully.
“Alright teams, places!” Once everyone had formed their teams and the riders were in position, the countdown started. “We’re starting in three…two…one!” Midnight cracked her whip.
Suddenly, there were 9 headbands flying through the air overhead. Izuku reached up to feel that his headband was gone. So was everyone else’s, by the looks of it. All except…
“Team Inouye!” Izuku yelled, pointing.
The item teleporter had teamed up with Tetsutetsu, Tokoyami, and Yanagi; the latter was responsible for the headbands’ continuing air time and erratic flight. Inouye looked inordinately pleased with himself and his 3 headbands as he surveyed the chaos the field had become. The teams were all shouting and chasing after the points except his and Izuku’s.
Izuku whispered, “Hatsume, can your grapple wire catch one of those as they fly by?”
Hatsume watched the headbands before shaking her head. “No pattern, I’d be shooting blind. Shinso may have luck with the net gun, though the net might be light enough for Yanagi to control too.”
Izuku frowned and pulled at his lower lip in thought. They watched as one team managed to snag a headband, only for it to teleport out of their grasp a second later. Izuku narrowed his eyes and searched for the two hero students with hearing quirks. “Psst, Jiro, Shoji,” Izuku said at normal volume. He caught Jiro’s jolt of surprise. Shoji merely turned an ear tentacle toward him. “It’s Inouye’s doing. If someone doesn’t take him down, no one will have any points at the end of this.”
Izuku watched as the two students turned to look at their smug classmate. They yelled something to the other teams near them, and several turned to charge at Inouye at once. Inouye’s eyes flew wide, and his team fled.
Izuku grinned. “Now, Shinso!”
Shinso took aim and fired, snagging two of the flying headbands. The net fell to the ground, and they raced toward it. Another team made for the net too—Monoma’s team. Perfect.
Izuku spun his staff around to get the other team’s attention. Monoma smirked at them, and his team shifted direction. Midoriya’s team reached the net first and Hatsume scooped the whole thing up. Izuku allowed Monoma to brush outstretched fingers against his arm.
The blonde jolted back and gaped at him. “You’re—”
Izuku cut him off with a sharp jab to the solar plexus with this staff. Then he swung the staff at one of the team’s horses, not to hit them, but to get them to back off. It worked, and Team Midoriya beat a hasty retreat.
Hatsume handed him the two headbands: 620 and 170. That was probably enough to make it to the last round. He decided to keep an eye on the scoreboard just in case though.
Before they could go much further, a sudden chill ran through the arena, and the ground froze under them. Hatsume and Uraraka hopped up on their hover soles just in time, but Izuku had to trade Shinso his staff and stand guard while his friend chipped himself free. Most teams weren’t so lucky as to have support gear to break themselves out. Others didn’t need it though.
Explosions rocked the arena and sent Izuku’s heart hammering against his ribs. His eyes followed the sound without a conscious decision to find Bakugo duking it out with Todoroki. One of them must have gotten the ten-million-point headband, and judging by Bakugo’s vicious smirk, it was him.
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Once they were free, Izuku’s team crept around the edges of the iced field, picking off teams that had managed to snag headbands and occasionally getting into scuffles. They ran into Monoma one other time, but the teen only flung acid at them before retreating, apparently deciding they weren’t worth the effort. Did he have to ruin Izuku’s gym shirt though? The acid holes were slowly getting larger, and Izuku did his best to ignore the sting on his skin where the acid had touched. They all needed to hose off as soon as this event finished.
Izuku carefully layered the headbands he had around his neck, hoping to prevent Inouye from seeing—and teleporting—all of them at once. It turned out to be a good idea as Izuku felt a faint brush of air on his neck a minute later. Izuku slapped his hands over his neck and remaining headbands, counting them by touch. Damn, he’d gotten two of them then. Glancing up at the scoreboard, Izuku was relieved to see that they still had their highest point band.
“Shit! The net gun too!” Shinso yelled. A clatter off to the side told them that the piece of support tech had been teleported out of bounds. Lovely.
They ducked behind another trapped team in hopes of blocking Inouye’s view of them. It seemed to work until Izuku froze midbreath, hair standing on end. That feeling of eyes on him…Izuku slowly turned to look, already dreading what he’d see. His blood roared in his ears as green eyes met red across the arena.
Kacchan’s face was frozen in shock for a handful of seconds before it dropped into a dangerous, furious snarl.
Oh no.
“I-incoming! Get in the air now!” Izuku frantically said. He watched Kacchan’s team start running their way.
The girls yelled “ready”, and Shinso gripped Izuku’s legs to make sure he didn’t get left behind. Izuku pressed the button for the jet pack, and the quartet shot up into the air.
Izuku breathed a premature sigh of relief. Then he heard the approaching explosions. He glanced down to see Kacchan rocketing toward them with his quirk. Izuku yelped and swung his staff sloppily.
Kacchan redirected himself with his explosions and came at Izuku again. “You damn nerd! You’ve been here this whole time?! Are you looking down on me, trying to make me look like a fool?!” This time when Izuku tried to deter him, Kacchan blasted the staff right out of his hands, sending it sailing out of bounds to join the net gun. The blonde smiled wider as he aimed another blast for Izuku’s torso.
Izuku moved on instinct and knocked Kacchan’s wrist aside, making the explosion miss. “No, Kacchan! I listened. I didn’t even take the heroics exam, and I’ve been leaving you alone. Isn’t that what you wanted?!”
Izuku’s team began descending—Izuku didn’t want to think about what might happen if the jetpack got hit by an explosion while they were midair—and Kacchan gave chase, still trying to blast Izuku. Izuku managed to deflect or minimize most of the hits, finally grabbing Kacchan’s wrist and twisting it in frustration. He stopped himself shy of snapping it though. He shoved Kacchan away as they landed, but the boy just came back more visibly angry.
“Hold still, you useless Deku!” he yelled.
Izuku, loathe as he was to admit it, froze. Too many memories of that name, of the beatings that accompanied it…and oh, Kacchan sounded positively livid. Izuku’d never heard him that angry before. Izuku saw his former friend’s hand lighting up with a big explosion, and he raised his arms to shield his face and clamped his eyes shut. There was a light brush of air again, then a burning wall of pain and sound.
There was a moment of shock and disorientation (confusion on whether he was at UA or Aldera). Then he felt someone squeeze his leg; through the ringing in Izuku’s ears, he could just tell someone was yelling. Shinso. Bolts and pieces of scrap metal pelted Kacchan, one of the sharper pieces nicking his cheek. Uraraka. A wrench swiped at Kacchan’s knees, forcing him to move back. Hatsume.
Right, he was at UA, in the Sports Festival. There were only…two minutes left in the Cavalry Battle. Relief (that he wasn’t there anymore, that he wasn’t alone) flooded him; then it scorched and crumbled beneath a swell of anger at himself. Damn it! He’d frozen again.
Izuku scowled at his reaction before shoving the emotion aside. He couldn’t let Kacchan be the reason his friends didn’t get to chase their dreams. They’d worked so hard; they didn’t deserve that. They needed the points Izuku was guarding. Kacchan couldn’t have them. Determination found, Izuku lowered his arms the rest of the way, tightened his fists, and stared down Kacch—Bakugo.
The blonde snarled as he blasted toward them again before his eyes widened comically. He almost looked like he’d seen a ghost.
Izuku rested a hand on Shinso’s right shoulder to tell him to let go of his leg and to brace for his next move. The Izuku leaned back and to the side, brought up his right leg, and kicked Bakugo in the sternum as hard as he could.
Izuku watched Bakugo fly backward until the blonde’s team snagged him with Sero’s tape and reeled him back in. Izuku’s team was already racing away.
Izuku’s hand trembled as he tapped Shinso on the shoulder.
Shinso took one look over his shoulder at Izuku before asking, “Want me to help?”
“Y-yes…” Izuku stayed aware but he felt Shinso’s quirk wrap around him like a thick, warm blanket.
“Breathe, Izuku, even and deep. We won’t let him hurt you. Relax, but stay alert.”
Izuku gratefully did so, eyeing the field around them as his heartrate started to settle. Unfortunately, as the adrenaline wore off, the pain began to register. The familiar stinging, burning tightness of fresh burns. Izuku hadn’t missed that feeling in his months of freedom from Bakugo. He’d almost forgotten how much they hurt.
Shinso could feel the strain on his quirk too, gritting his teeth as they jogged across the arena. Another team approaching was all the distraction needed for him to lose his grip on Izuku’s mind entirely.
The other team—Inouye’s team, to Izuku’s horror—stopped a handful of meters from them. Inouye help out his hand with a wad of fabric in it. Izuku stared at the fabric in confusion until he felt that faint brush of air again, and the wadded-up fabric dropped in his lap. Izuku unfolded it enough to recognize it as his acid-eaten gym shirt.
“Midoriya, right? I’m sorry; I really didn’t mean to grab that. I was trying to snatch your headband, but you lifted your arms at the last second and blocked my line of sight…and I accidentally took your shirt instead…”
Izuku blinked and looked back up at the hero student. He seemed genuinely sorry. Izuku nodded but didn’t get a chance to speak before familiar explosions made a rapid return. Izuku dropped the fabric back on his lap as he felt that paralyzing panic creep up on him again. What was he supposed to do?
Then Inouye’s team moved. “Eh, we got this one. Consider it reparations.” Then Inouye reached, and several headbands appeared in the air around him. Bakugo howled in rage.
Inouye’s team booked it after that, headbands trailing behind and around them under Yanagi’s control. Izuku watched long enough to see Bakugo close on the team. He almost looked away, but because he didn’t, he saw Yanagi wrap both of Bakugo’s hands in separate headbands. Bakugo’s next set of explosions were throttled and left him yelling in what Izuku might hesitantly call pain. The headbands remained intact.
The headbands were quirk-proofed!
Izuku smiled and quickly took his headbands from around his neck. He tied the three together, end to end. It wasn’t at all well-balanced, but Izuku knew how to work with a rope. “Hey, Uraraka, do you still have any scrap? I need something about half the size of a fist.”
“Um…yeah? Here you go,” Uraraka said, passing him a dented piece of…something electronic.
Izuku tested the weight and decided it would do. He carefully tied it to one end of his headband rope. He gave it a few experimental swings, making sure not to hit Hatsume (behind him on the right) or Shinso. Now he was in business.
The next team to approach Izuku’s was quite surprised when Izuku lashed out with his improvised weapon. Izuku swung the weighted end of the fabric around the person’s wrist and yanked them forward with his left hand, pulling them into his right fist. A repeat of the kick Izuku had given Bakugo sent the enemy team packing.
A few more minutes of maneuvering around the field (as far away from Bakugo as possible), and Izuku was surprised to hear Present Mic call over the speakers, “One minute left, folks! Who will the final 16 be?”
Izuku quickly looked around. It had actually been a while since anyone attacked their team. With less than a minute left, Izuku expected a couple to rush them, but no one did. Izuku continued looking around in confusion while keeping his improvised weapon swinging and at the ready. Everyone seemed to be targeting Todoroki, Bakugo, Inouye and one or two other teams. But not Izuku’s. Why?
“Uh, Analyst-kun? It’s because you’re not wearing our points. Unless they look at the scoreboard, they’d never know we had any.”
Oh, Izuku had been mumbling again. Oops. “But our points are right here?” Izuku said, holding his right hand—headband weapon in tow—up. “Kinda hard to miss them.”
Shinso huffed a laugh. “Don’t look much like point headbands with you constantly moving them. They probably think it’s another of Hatsume’s babies.”
“Oh.” Just to be sure their points still counted despite them not being around Izuku’s head or neck, Izuku glanced up at the scoreboard. Sure enough, they sat comfily in fourth place.
“Ten seconds.” Eraserhead announced in his usual monotone.
Izuku scanned the field again as the countdown started, looking for last second threats. He found one, but it wasn’t aimed at him.
Across the field, Inouye stared at Bakugo’s team with a manic smile on his face. He reached out, and suddenly there was a headband in his hand. Izuku looked up at the scoreboard, gasping as he watched Bakugo’s team drop from first to third and Inouye’s rise to first place. Inouye had stolen the ten-million-point headband.
The horn blared, signaling the end of the Sports Festival’s second event, and Izuku’s team lowered him to the ground as the crowd went wild. “There you have it, folks! Our final 16 competitors will be the members of teams Inouye, Todoroki, Bakugo, and Midoriya! I can’t believe it! For the—is this the first time?” Mic asked someone, presumably Eraserhead. After a moment, Mic continued with even more enthusiasm, “The first time in 12 years, a team made entirely of non-heroics students—and from three other courses—that is a first—has advanced to the third event! Keep an eye on these kids, Listeners, because they’re going places! I can feel it. Yeah!”
Izuku stood there, slightly dazed. They’d made it. Hatsume was going to get the chance to show off for the support investors, and Uraraka and Shinso were getting their shot at a heroics transfer. They could be heroes.
Uraraka snapped Izuku from his thoughts as she stepped up beside him. “I can’t believe this.” She was…angry?
Izuku turned toward her, head tilted in confusion. “Midnight-sensei didn’t do anything when Bakugo was going after you like that! He wasn’t even trying to grab your headbands! Ooh, if I face him in the individual fights, I am going to float him into the sun.”
“He is kind of a meanie,” Hatsume agreed. “How’d he get into heroics, anyway? You don’t malfunction like that overnight. Someone had to notice his attitude needed a redesign.”
Shinso scoffed. “Please. He has a flashy, heroic quirk. That’s all anyone cares about,” he said bitterly.
“Well, we’ll just have to show them then,” Uraraka said, fists clenched and eyes gleaming with determination. “We’ll show them that being a hero’s more than that, right guys? Heart’s important too, and all three of us have that.”
Izuku blinked as it dawned on him that it wasn’t just his friends who’d made the cut for the final event. He, Midoriya Izuku, made it to the third event. Without a quirk or Ekikyō’s help. Izuku let out a silent, long exhale. If he didn’t know any better, he could almost believe…
No. Izuku shook the dangerous, fantastical thought away. He’d gotten his friends one step closer to their goal. That was realistic. That was enough for him. He grinned, a bit more subdued, as he listened to his friends enthusiastically recount their favorite parts of the Cavalry Battle.
The feeling of eyes on him again made him tense up, but not panic. (After all, he’d kept Bakugo in view since the event ended; so, he knew his once-friend wasn’t the one looking at him.) Izuku cautiously turned, scanning the faces around him until he found a disconcerting pair of dove grey and icy blue eyes aimed at him. Izuku blinked and did a double-take. Wow, that shade of blue was familiar.
The youngest Todoroki stared wide-eyed at Izuku, and Izuku recognized something like horror in his gaze. The boy’s eyes darted up to meet Izuku’s when he turned to more fully face the heroics student, and the look softened into one sadder or more resigned? Todoroki tilted his head the barest degree, and a hand rose to touch the margin of the scar around his left eye.
Izuku frowned ever so slightly, starting to raise his own hand to check his face for a black eye or a cut. Then he realized his ruined shirt was still clenched in his hand. He glanced down at it and watched as a piece finally succumbed to the acid that had soaked into it and fell away. He stared at it for several seconds before the significance registered.
His shirt was in his hand. He wasn’t wearing his shirt. Izuku slowly raised his head to look around, catching more than a few students casting furtive looks his way or outright staring. Izuku’s breath hitched as he looked farther, out to the stands. They were too far to hear, but the pointing and concerned frowns were easy enough to make out.
Everyone was looking at his scars.
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In a bar in Kamino, a scarred man swirled the whiskey in his glass. This was a tradition. Every year when the prized show ponies-in-training pranced for the masses, Dabi came to this bar and tempted fate and his liver’s health. To think he’d ever wanted to be one of those brats, would have given anything to have one person cheer him on, let alone a crowd of thousands.
He scoffed and knocked back the shot, exhaling a thin stream of blue flame as he (gently) slammed his shot glass down on the bar. The bartender knew the drill after so many years and refilled Dabi’s glass without prompting. Dabi sighed as the man also set a bowl of peanuts in front of him. “Yeah, yeah, old man. I know.” Dabi grabbed a handful and toasted them in his closed fist before popping a few in his mouth to chew. They’d soak up some of the alcohol. Not much, but enough to keep him from spontaneously combusting. Hopefully.
Dabi reluctantly turned his attention back to the tv behind the counter as the announcer’s obnoxious voice rose. Dabi didn’t pay much attention to the words, more interested in what the hero brats were doing. The smoke cleared to show the explosive boy had attacked…a shirtless kid? He thought they’d made a rule about nudity after last year and that streaker guy.
Dabi’s lip twitched, wanting to pull back in a sympathetic grimace at the expanse of first—maybe second—degree burns over the kid’s crossed forearms and chest. He remembered how that felt. He picked up his shot glass, then paused. He narrowed his eyes as the cameras zoomed in. No…it couldn’t be.
Dabi gestured for the barkeep to turn the volume up.
“And it looks like Bakugo’s attack blew the shirt right off Midoriya’s back! Yikes, that has to hurt…”
The cameras changed angles a moment later, but Dabi got enough of a look to know for sure. An oddly colored handprint scar wrapped around Midoriya’s left shoulder.
Dabi smiled, heedless of the pain as his stapled skin pulled taut. He laughed, earning a shocked, concerned look from the bartender. He raised his shot glass to the tv and tilted his head as Midoriya Sparta kicked the explosive asshole away from him. “You go, Green.”
Notes:
Outtake: elsewhere in RH Japan, someone watching the SF saw the confrontation between Izuku and Katsuki and immediately thought "meme potential." Within 20 minutes a new rendition of the "me v. the guy she told me not to worry about" meme exploded across social media featuring shook Katsuki and protective, determined, scorched, scarred, and shirtless Izuku staring him down. Kaminari snorted milk when he saw it as the first thing on his feed over the lunch break.
Buckle up, readers! The next few chapters are actual beasts. Like, at least 4k words each. The SF will have at least 4 (including this 4,374-word beaut). I haven't decided quite yet what I want to do with the finals. Show it, skip it, ship it? Who knows? Certainly not I at this very moment. Please, rant at me in the comments, try to guess what's coming, give RH!Izuku some head pats. (He could really use them about now.)
Chapter 35: Nothing Left to Lose
Summary:
“Every time I have found that I have nothing left to lose…I have been free. There is a time to keep, but then there is a time to let go. And it always goes in that order.” –Tosca Lee, The Legend of Sheba
Chapter Text
Everyone was staring.
Izuku covered his worst scar—his shoulder burn—with his right hand and clutched the scrap of a gym shirt to his chest with his left, hoping to hide some of the starburst burns and parallel line scratches that had played landmark on his skin for years. He needed to get off the field. He—
A weight dropped on Izuku’s shoulders—carefully avoiding the scar on his left—and arms appeared on either side of him. “Come on, Izuku, let’s get you to Recovery Girl.” Shinso said beside Izuku’s ear. The taller student was leaning over Izuku’s back, shielding one side of him from view.
Izuku nodded, uncertain whether the burning in his cheeks was from Shinso or actual burns. He cleared his throat. “Y-yeah. We should all probably hose off. I don’t think Monoma could regulate the pH of Ashido’s quirk very well.” He held up what was once his shirt as evidence.
Hatsume pulled a face before taking the shirt from Izuku with two fingers. She held it as far away from herself as possible and motioned for the others to follow. “Chemical burns are no joke, and it’s ruining the finish on my babies! I need to clean everything before the one v. ones.”
“You, first, then your babies,” Uraraka corrected, falling into step beside Izuku.
Izuku breathed a little easier as they approached one of the doorways on the edge of the arena. He glanced back to catch Todoroki’s eyes again, but the boy had vanished. Izuku frowned and turned his attention back to his friends, but he couldn’t help but wonder what that was all about.
Recovery Girl had set up shop in one of the rooms closest to the arena; so, he didn’t have too long to get lost in his head. Then he and the others were being fussed over and directed to the showers and a closet full of spare gym uniforms. Izuku’s shirt had gotten the worst of the acid, but Hatsume and Shinso’s clothes had holes growing in them too.
The places acid had met skin weren’t as damaged, thankfully, but the angry red patches still looked bad. A few of the chemical burns that overlapped with the burns from Bakugo’s explosions were worse off, oozing lazily. Recovery Girl tutted at Izuku’s injuries before handing Izuku a pair of pills for the pain and a tub of burn cream with a numbing agent. “Start applying that, but not to those oozing areas. I’ll fetch some bandages.”
Izuku, used to treating burns and working through pain, was finished by the time she returned from the supply closet. She raised an eyebrow at him but didn’t comment. A different ointment was applied to the chemical burns; then she started wrapping Izuku’s arms and torso. The few chemical burns on his legs and elsewhere received spot bandages. As she tied off the last of the gauze, she sighed.
“You have a choice here, sonny. After you eat lunch, you can either come back here, and I’ll use my quirk to heal you. Your burns aren’t severe, but with their extent, I can’t guarantee you’ll have the energy to compete afterward. Or you can compete like this and come see me for healing after your part in the bracket. I’ll use whatever energy you have left, but that may not completely heal everything. Anything left would have to heal naturally.” When Izuku stared dumbly at her, she handed him a few gummies and shooed him toward the door. “I don’t expect an answer right now, but go eat. You’ll need that energy either way.”
Izuku nodded and slipped a shirt on over his bandages. When he left the infirmary, he found Shinso waiting for him, leaning against the wall. Shinso frowned when he saw Izuku. “She didn’t heal you?”
Izuku shook his head. “She wants me to eat first. Come on; we don’t have much time left,” Izuku said, walking in the direction of the arena’s cafeteria.
The walk wasn’t long, and Izuku smiled when he saw Uraraka and Hatsume had ordered for them and saved a table. “Hey,” Izuku greeted as he slid into the chair beside Hatsume. “Thanks for the food!”
“No problem, Analyst-kun. Can’t have you or Hero-kun going hungry.”
Shinso gave Hatsume a look. “If I’m Hero-kun, then who’s Uraraka?”
“Gravity-kun, obviously.”
Izuku snorted, covering his mouth to avoid spitting out his bite of horenso gomaae. He took a quick drink from his milk carton before coughing. “Not the worst nicknames I’ve ever heard.”
“Oh?” Uraraka asked.
Izuku took a quick bite of his saury before answering. “In middle school, Ka—um Bakugo called everyone extras, and the two that followed him around he only called Fingers and Wings because of their quirks.”
Izuku’s friends snickered.
Hatsume tapped her chin with her chopsticks. “See, I can kinda understand Fingers and Wings, as those seem like rather obvious physical traits. What I don’t get is why he called you Deku.”
“Was that what he said?” Uraraka asked. “My ears were still ringing a little, and I thought he said ‘dekiru.’ You know, like ‘you can do it,’ which really doesn’t make any sense given the context…”
Izuku stirred his bowl of Hōtō, staring at the noodles as they spun. “No, it’s Deku. Like dekunobo. He…misread the kanji for my given name when we were learning to read, and when I was diagnosed as quirkless, it became the only thing he called me. Well, that or ‘damn nerd.’” Izuku shrugged and stuffed noodles in his mouth, glancing at Hatsume out of the corner of his eye to gauge her reaction.
Hatsume didn’t bat an eye at the revelation, only continued frowning at Bakugo’s choice of nickname for Izuku.
“When you were diagnosed? Wait, you’ve known Bakugo for ten years?” Shinso asked.
“Longer.”
Shinso huffed. “Wow. I never thought they’d let a bully into the hero course, but I guess I should have known better. UA did graduate Endeavor, after all.”
Izuku curled his lip in disgust. “No, Endeavor is far, far worse than Bakugo.” His three friends raised their eyebrows at him, but Izuku shook his head. “I…stumbled on some information I’m not supposed to have. Don’t ask.”
The table fell into an awkward silence until Uraraka couldn’t take it anymore. “So…everyone excited for the one v. ones?”
Shinso shrugged eloquently. “As long as I’m not up against someone mute, I should be good.”
Uraraka considered this. “Do we know for sure that Todoroki isn’t mute? I don’t think I’ve seen him talk to anyone.”
Izuku laughed. “He’s not mute. You might avoid mentioning his dad though,” Izuku said, thinking about how a boy with an ice and fire quirk got a burn scar on the side of his face that should be fireproof. He didn’t like the implications. “I get the feeling that topic will either get him talking or put him in a particularly murdery mood. I’d give it a 50/50 shot. The vision in his left eye might be weaker, though, if that helps.”
Shinso gave Izuku some serious side-eye. “Okay, I don’t know what you know or think you know, but—”
“Nope! Not talking about it,” Izuku declared before stuffing the last quarter of his saury in his mouth all at once. He gestured at his mouth to accentuate how much he couldn’t talk at the moment.
Uraraka laughed and nearly knocked over her bowl of soup.
Izuku swallowed enough of his fish to ask, “Anyway, Hatsume, what’s the plan?”
Hatsume smiled one of her more crazed smiles. “The plan is to cut a deal with whoever my first match is to advertise my babies. I’ll let them win after I show off everything. The Sports Festival isn’t worth breaking all of my beautiful babies,” she said, waving a hand dismissively. “So, I’m getting out before I face one of the overpowered heroes-in-training.”
“What if you face one of them first though?” Izuku asked. Todoroki and Bakugo were both in the final 16, as were Kaminari and Yaoyorozu. That was a one in four chance of facing an “overpowered” opponent right off the bat.
“Then I’ll use the taser feature on the net gun.”
Shinso choked on his milk.
Uraraka snapped her fingers. “Wish we could have used that against Blasty last round. That would have been perfect.”
Izuku listened to his friends debate about how best to use a taser net and let a small smile creep onto his face. Shinso and Uraraka took Hatsume’s indifference toward the competition in stride. They didn’t even comment on it. Maybe…
“I’m actually thinking about not doing the one v. ones,” he said before he could think better of it.
His friends stopped arguing to look at him. “What? Why?” Hatsume asked.
Izuku shrugged and glanced away, somewhat regretting his momentary bravery. “I just…don’t see a point. I did okay in the first two events.” And Izuku got his three friends (when had he ever had so many? He’d even had one of them for more than half a year) into the final event. “But in a straight-up fight? I wouldn’t stand a chance. And I’d rather not get bodied by Iida, Tetsutetsu, or Kirishima, thanks.”
“Izuku…” Hitoshi warned.
“Hitoshi,” Izuku said back, watching his friend’s eye blow wide in surprise. Izuku had been chewing on this—using Shinso’s given name—ever since he’d used Izuku’s yesterday. Using it felt like something taboo, a great risk, like admitting they were friends, but more somehow. The last person his age he’d ever called by their given name was Bakugo Katsuki, and look where they had ended up.
Izuku grinned at his friend’s expression for a few seconds before his face fell again. “I just…I was already thinking about it, and Recovery Girl gave me a choice.” He held up his arm, wrapped wrist to mid-bicep in bandages. His arms had taken the brunt of that one explosion; even with the pain meds and numbing cream, the skin felt stiff. At least none of the burns should be bad enough to scar. “I can let her heal me now and be tired for the tournament, possibly too tired to compete, or I fight as is, probably gain more injuries, and let her heal me after.”
“I didn’t think any of those burns was that serious,” Uraraka said, clearly worried.
“They’re not!” Izuku quickly said, waving his arms in front of him briefly. “But there’s a lot of them…” He idly rubbed at a square bandage covering a bright red acid burn on the side of his neck.
Hitoshi finally seemed to reboot, blinking several times before saying, “You should try.”
Izuku scrunched up his face and silently pleaded with Hitoshi to let it go.
“Hear me out. You do this, and you fail? You can tell me ‘I told you so.’ But doing it means you have at least a chance of succeeding. You don’t do this? Some part of you will always wonder if you could have made it.”
The rest of the break Izuku chewed on that (and his chopsticks until Uraraka swatted his hand away from his mouth). It was true, a part of Izuku still wondered about the entrance exam. Even though he knew now that the exam was fighting robots, some part of him refused to accept the knowledge that he’d have had no chance against them.
Finally, he nodded. He had enough regrets in his short life. Why add more needlessly? He still felt anxious and stuck close to his friends as they headed out to the arena again, but he held his head high.
The tournament 16 stood before the raised concrete platform they’d be fighting on and watched Midnight strut to center stage. “Finally, the moment we’ve all been awaiting with bated breath…the pairs for the first round of the tournament!” She motioned behind her with her whip as the jumbotron screen lit up. Izuku scanned the names; some of those were going to be interesting. He wondered if Yanagi could get away with stealing Midnight’s whip during a match. Inouye definitely could take it. Or her microphone. That could make for a decent bludgeon for either of them too.
Then his eyes caught on a pair of names, and it felt like someone had punched all the air out of his lungs.
Bakugo v Midoriya
Shinso v Tokoyami
Sero v Todoroki
Mina v Yanagi
Hatsume v Iida
Uraraka v Inouye
Yaoyorozu v Kaminari
Kirishima v Tetsutetsu
Izuku’s first fight—the first fight in the tournament—was against Bakugo.
“If all students except Bakugo Katsuki and Midoriya Izuku could leave the field, we’ll get this party started. Yeah!” Present Mic said over the loud speaker.
The crowd cheered in response.
Izuku’s blood roared in his ears, his eyes turning against his will toward where Bakugo stood. His bully stared back. If looks could kill—
Hitoshi stepped in front of him, blocking his view of Bakugo. He was saying something. Izuku could see his mouth moving, but he couldn’t make out anything past the memory of explosions deafening his ears. Hitoshi looked so concerned.
Izuku tried to put on a smile to reassure his friend, but it felt brittle and lopsided. “I’ll be okay,” he said. No comforting fog greeted him, but Izuku knew it wouldn’t. Hitoshi’s target had to actually hear him for his quirk to form a connection.
Hitoshi only looked more worried as Izuku moved around him to step woodenly toward the stairs up to the stage. Izuku kept his eyes locked ahead. It felt like he was walking to his own doom, just like every day at Aldera walking up to the door to homeroom, but worse. Every day hurt a little; the question was always how much? Was today a spider lily day, or a tripped in the hall day, or maybe a Bakugo dragging him behind the school for a beating day? It was always something.
Izuku shook the memories away and grit his teeth. He wasn’t that same helpless Deku anymore. Except he was, wasn’t he? He’d frozen up in the Cavalry Battle, reverted to his cowering old self at the drop of a hated nickname. If that happened again, here, Izuku could get seriously hurt. He was alone now; no friends were going to bail him out and bring him back out of his head if he got lost.
Izuku swallowed and turned his eyes down as he climbed the stairs, not wanting to trip (not wanting to meet those burning, red eyes and blistering palms and derisive snarl). This…this was being broadcast live, right? Surely, Bakugo wasn’t going to take things too far. Right? Maybe Izuku could get out of this without a new scar.
“Deku…”
Izuku flinched. Oh, who was he kidding? Bakugo was going to murder him in front of the cheering masses.
“Don’t think you can earn any sympathy points with those wimpy bandages and old scars. If anything, they prove just how pathetic you are.” Bakugo laughed. It was a cruel thing. “Yet somehow you think you can go toe to toe with me? Seems like someone needs to remind you of your place.”
Izuku self-consciously started raising his right hand toward his shoulder. His shoulder marked forever by Bakugo’s quirk. His shoulder healed by Ekikyō. Izuku stopped halfway and clenched his fist.
Ekikyō…Izuku had promised Ekikyō to keep himself alive, and they’d later extended that to self-harm. This…Izuku was walking into this expecting to be maimed or worse. (It didn’t occur to him that the teachers—pro heroes—might stop Bakugo from going too far; no teacher had ever stepped in for him before. Why should they now? They’re the ones who set up the matches.)
Was this worth it? Why was Izuku standing on this stage? For a fool’s dream of making it into the hero course? Even if Izuku could be a hero, his matchup against Bakugo all but guaranteed his failure. And, as enticing as it was, giving Bakugo a taste of his own medicine by itself wasn’t going to accomplish anything except making Bakugo angrier. (That’s all fighting back ever did.) Even if he somehow won today, it was nothing but a pyrrhic victory. Bakugo’s beatdowns after a humiliating, public loss were something Izuku didn’t want to even think about.
And if Izuku (somehow, against all odds) won, if the powers that be decided to allow him to transfer to heroics, the only open spot was in 1-A. With Bakugo. That thought made Izuku’s chest constrict. He quickly decided that nothing in the world was worth submitting himself to that again. Izuku was bound to press Bakugo’s buttons, and he didn’t want UA to turn into middle school all over again.
(Shinso and Uraraka deserved the spot more anyway.)
Izuku wasn’t sure how long he’d been stuck in his head, but when he started registering things other than Bakugo and the immediate danger he presented, Midnight was going over the rules. Izuku looked up, and the teacher caught his eye and nodded slightly. Izuku blinked in surprise. Had she been…stalling until he collected himself?
Midnight smiled and said, “And last but not least, win conditions! For a student to win, the other must either be pushed outside of the boundary line, be unable to continue, or choose to forfeit.”
Izuku’s eyes widened. Forfeiting was an option? He didn’t have to fight?
Was this worth it? Izuku dared to glance across the field at Bakugo. Izuku’s shoulder—and back and side and arms—throbbed with phantom pain. No. No, it wasn’t. Izuku didn’t want to do this. He’d never had a way out before, not really. (Rooftops did not count.) But he did now.
“Midnight-sensei?”
Midnight paused in her speech to look at Izuku. She held her microphone away from her to ask, “What is it, Midoriya?”
“I forfeit.” In the shocked silence that followed, Izuku turned his back to the stage and headed down the stairs.
Bakugo yelled something behind him, but Izuku ignored him and smiled. Bakugo was going to be a great hero, and Izuku wasn’t going to get in his way (be in his crosshairs) ever again. He was…free.
Izuku was halfway across the field when a too-hot hand landed on his left shoulder and squeezed in a bruising grip. Izuku was caught for a moment back in the last time Bakugo grabbed that shoulder. He wavered on the razor’s edge between freeze and flight. Izuku couldn’t fight Bakugo…but fleeing and cowering never got him out of being hurt, did they?
And Izuku had promised Ekikyō.
Something snapped into place. Despite the rabbit-fast pounding of Izuku’s heart and the way his lungs seized, he moved. He didn’t even have to think as he executed a throw Ciupan had taught him half a year ago and drilled him on constantly. Izuku grabbed Bakugo’s wrist, pulling his bully’s arm forward as he stepped back into him. He bent forward and pulled on Bakugo’s arm tossing the blonde over his shoulder to the ground.
As Bakugo’s back impacted grass, his palm lit in an explosion, making Izuku hiss and release his grip before he could think of putting the other boy in an arm lock (or breaking his arm, not that Izuku was thinking about doing that). Izuku held his burned left arm close to his chest as he backed away from Bakugo, keeping a wide ready stance. A single throw wasn’t enough to put Bakugo out, but—this time—it didn’t have to be.
Izuku heard rapid footsteps approaching from behind and shifted to be able to see whoever they were and continue to keep an eye on Bakugo. He stared in surprise and straightened from his ready stance as Midnight ran toward Bakugo, hand already poised to tear her costume’s sleeve. (He was kinda impressed she could run so well on grass in heels.) “Boys, break it up.” Once she was between Izuku and Bakugo, she glanced back at Izuku. Her expression softened a little, and she nodded toward the exit tunnel.
Izuku was a bit flabbergasted that someone—a teacher no less—was stepping in to protect him, and he was still keyed up from Bakugo’s attack. He cautiously backed away, surreptitiously glancing about to be sure there were no other threats. His eyes caught the scene on the jumbotron. Oh, they were on live tv; it wasn’t very good for the school’s image if they didn’t step in, was it? No one in the stands knew he was quirkless, after all. If a kid with a (presumed) quirk was attacked, there was always a big uproar.
Well, Izuku was going to take what he could get. He didn’t fully turn his back to Bakugo this time, but he made it to the tunnel unmolested. Once safely out of Bakugo’s sight, Izuku darted down the hall, taking several turns he didn’t need to on his way to the makeshift infirmary.
Only after putting five turns between him and the arena did he dare to check his arm. Bakugo’s point-blank blast had burned straight through his bandages and into the more delicate skin on the inside of his forearm. Ugh, Recovery Girl was going to have to pick some bandage fibers out of that. It looked like a bad second-degree burn, but it was hard to gauge damage depth before blisters formed or killed tissue dried out and sloughed. He gingerly touched the burn and winced. Well, at least he still had feeling there?
Izuku slowed to a walk in an otherwise empty hallway before pausing to catch his breath. It didn’t feel like he was getting enough air. He grit his teeth and leaned against the cool, concrete wall as he forced himself to take shaky, even breaths. He could do this. He wasn’t always going to have Ekikyō or Hitoshi around to pull him out of a spiral.
Eventually, Izuku trusted his breathing enough to continue. All his adrenaline was spent by then, and he felt more tired than anything else. He stumbled as he rounded a corner and nearly ran into someone.
“Do you require assistance?” a robotic voice asked.
Izuku stared at the pair of medical bots before him. They had a stretcher. He shook his head. “Ah, no. I’m fine to walk, but could you point me in the direction of the infirmary? I think I got a bit turned around.”
The robots considered him for a moment before turning back the way they’d come. “Follow.”
A few minutes and a dozen turns later, they reached the infirmary. “Thanks,” Izuku said, waving at the robots as they headed off toward the arena. Then he ducked inside. “Hey, Recovery Girl? Think I’ll take you up on that healing now.”
“Midoriya! We’re so glad you’re okay.”
Izuku had just enough time to process that wasn’t Recovery Girl’s voice before he was tackled by two bodies. It took him a moment longer to realize Uraraka was hugging him, and Hatsume was hugging both of them.
“This is how you execute a group hug, right?” Hatsume asked.
Izuku chuckled. “Yeah, Hatsume.”
“Alright, dearies. Stand aside. I need to check his burns before I heal him.” Ah, there was Recovery Girl.
Izuku took a seat on one of the cots and pulled his shirt off over his head. Uraraka squeaked before she realized he wasn’t revealing anything given the bandages. Recovery Girl shook her head and shooed the girls toward the door while Izuku started unwinding the damaged gauze on his left arm. “You can all check on him later once he’s healed. You have your own fights coming up, after all.”
“But…” Uraraka protested.
“We’ll hold you to that, Healer-san. We have to go cheer on Hero-kun anyway.” Hatsume glanced at the tv in the corner of the infirmary.
Izuku followed her line of sight to see Shinso stepping up to the stage across from Tokoyami. Izuku let himself be drawn in as his friends left and Recovery Girl swatted his hand away from his wraps to do the job herself.
The infirmary’s tv had the volume turned off, but Izuku could see Midnight crack her whip to signal the start of the match. Dark Shadow rushed toward Hitoshi, who rolled out of the way before saying something. Hitoshi had to dodge a few more attacks before he got what he was looking for. Dark Shadow said something, and Hitoshi grinned. He darted forward and vaulted over the living shadow’s arm. Once on the other side, he tightened Brainwashing’s control. Izuku could actually see it happening as the shadow’s eyes turned from yellow to white. (Uraraka had mentioned that his pupils went white when he was fully under Hitoshi’s control, but it was interesting seeing it firsthand.)
A jolt of pain made Izuku hiss. He glanced down to find the school nurse pulling a few gauze fibers away from his skin with a pair of tweezers. He relaxed as best he could and turned back to the tv in time to see Hitoshi give a command. Dark Shadow turned on Tokoyami—who seemed caught between surprise and horror—and picked him up. Izuku tilted his head as he realized what he was seeing. Dark Shadow carried Tokoyami out of bounds before setting him back down. Dark Shadow could levitate? Wait! Did that mean Tokoyami might be able to fly by having Dark Shadow carry him?! That opened up so many more possibilities for them as a hero!
Recovery Girl flicked his arm, and Izuku startled back to the present. “Hold still. You can write analyses when you aren’t the wrong side of sunburned.”
Izuku grinned sheepishly at her and held still as she unwound the bandages from his torso, checking the places where chemical burns had oozed as she went. Soon enough all bandages were removed and piled in a trashcan. She checked him over one last time before kissing his temple. Izuku yawned and wilted where he sat as his skin itched and returned to normal. He turned his left arm over to check his new explosion burn. Yep, that one had scarred, though not as badly as he’d expected. It was one of his lighter scars. He rubbed a thumb over it before glancing up at the nurse. “Am I…” He yawned again. “Good to sleep now?”
If Izuku had been a bit more awake, he might have noticed Recovery Girl’s furrowed eyebrows and stern frown. The look vanished as she grinned and said, “Just a question or two first, Midoriya. I was updating your file and realized I didn’t have a start date for you and your friend with the healing quirk interacting. Have long have they been using their quirk on you?”
Izuku hummed. “About a year now.”
“Got it. And I noticed there weren’t any notes in your file from Aldera’s school nurse. Did you ever…” She stopped when Izuku snorted.
“S-sorry, Recovery Girl. I just…never had any injuries serious enough to justify going to the school nurse. She was always so busy.”
The nurse frowned and pointed her cane at the pillow on the cot. “Alright, Midoriya, that’s everything. Get some sleep. You’ve got a couple hours before you’ll need to head home.”
Izuku happily shrugged his shirt back on, then laid down and pulled the thin blankets up over himself. He mumbled something unintelligible and closed his eyes, falling asleep instantly.
Chapter 36: Someone in Their Corner
Summary:
“‘No one wants to go through life alone, fighting battles singlehandedly their whole life. Not even the hardiest of heroes. That’s just a miserable existence. Everyone needs someone in their corner, right? …Even if you could,’ I wrinkled my brow. ‘would you really want to? By all accounts, it gets lonely being your own hero.’” –J.M. Richards
Chapter Text
Shota frowned down at the arena as Midnight chewed out Bakugo. She’d run after the kids so quickly she’d forgotten to turn off her headset. “Bakugo, if you pick a fight outside of a sanctioned match you will be disqualified. Now, head back up to the stands.”
Beside him, Hizashi was in full Present Mic swing. “Well, that was an anticlimactic first match! Here’s hoping the second fight is more interesting, folks. But! Since the stage wasn’t damaged at all, we should be able to kick off the second match in just a few minutes. So, stock up on snacks and hurry back. Yeah!” The blonde pressed a button to turn the loudspeaker off and leaned back in his chair. To Shota, he said, “Too bad the Little Listener forfeited. I was looking forward to getting things started off with a bang. Must have been a poor quirk matchup to make him give up like that. He was such a spitfire in the second round.”
Shota set aside his paperwork for Mineta’s expulsion and Inouye’s suspension to look at Hizashi and massage his sore (freshly un-casted) arm. Just thinking about Mineta convincing the item teleporter to help him with his “prank” gave Shota a headache on top of everything else. The fact that Inouye didn’t seem to realize prior to this that female students didn’t tend to wear undershirts was the only reason he wasn’t filling out two expulsion forms right now. Instead, Inouye was getting in-school suspension with Nemuri for a week. She’d be eager to set him straight, Shota was sure.
“There’s an easy way to find out, you know,” he said to Hizashi. He pulled Midoriya’s file from the stack on the corner of their table. They had been given the files for all 16 finalists to aid in their announcing, but Hizashi always left the files to his cohost, preferring to announce undistracted. Something about being more authentic. And Shota had been too busy dealing with his problem students over the break to read ahead.
Shota rolled his eyes fondly as he opened the file. The top half of the first page was taken up with the student’s picture and general information. Halfway down the page, Shota found what he was looking for, Midoriya’s quirk…or not. Shota blinked. Midoriya was quirkless?
“Earth to Sho. Everything okay there?” Hizashi asked after Shota stared too long at the file.
Shota snapped the file shut and pulled his phone out. He texted as quickly as his stiff fingers allowed, sending a copy to Hizashi, Nemuri, and Nezu. “Whatever you do, do NOT announce Midoriya’s quirk status. There’s a local trafficking ring targeting quirkless people.”
Hizashi made a sound like a dying cat as he read his text, and Nezu texted back almost immediately. “Meet me after the next match in conference room three-one.”
Shota wasn’t surprised Nezu wanted more details given that the rat’s Problem Child was involved. Midoriya was honorarily one of Shota’s too. Shota glanced back at the closed file. What if he was…
Shota picked the file back up and flipped through pages until he found the kid’s transcript. A lot of notes about him being disruptive and antagonizing other students but nothing to outright bar the kid from applying. Considering Nezu himself graded any Analysis applicants, he probably elected to waive whatever warnings his former teachers had written. And counting the lack of complaint from Maijima, Shota was more inclined to believe the kid’s former teachers were a bunch of quirkists than the kid being a delinquent.
A few more pages brought Shota to what he was really looking for: the kid’s entrance exam. Shota stared in confusion at the paper. Midoriya placed in the top three for the written exam, but the part that really surprised him was just below it. “Heroics Practical: zero points.” If he’d been barred from the test outright, there should be a dash there (like the support practical and business written tests next to the heroics portion), not a zero. A zero meant he’d been signed up to take the test…and got no points.
Shota rubbed a hand over his stubble, confused. Naisho had been barred from taking the heroics practical…hadn’t he? (But he hadn’t found a quirkless applicant in the archived files yet.) Were there really two quirkless kids that age running around in Musutafu? Or had Shota misunderstood? It was clear that Midoriya had some training by the way he threw Bakugo and how he handled himself during the Cavalry Battle.
Something wasn’t adding up, but with the participants of the second match walking onto the field now, Shota set the matter aside for later. He was due to start patrolling again in a few days. He could ask Naisho for clarification then. These kids deserved his attention right now.
Shota picked up the Gen Ed student’s file and opened it to see another kid who’d attempted the heroics entrance exam and failed, though he’d earned a handful of rescue points. That spoke in his favor. “Alright, Shinso Hitoshi,” Shota said to himself while Hizashi loudly introduced the students. “Show me why I should consider transferring you to the hero course.”
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Shuzenji Chiyo was no idiot. She knew as soon as Midoriya said it that there was something off with Midoriya’s reason for never making use of his middle school nurse. And if he’d only known his friend with the healing quirk for a year…
She pulled up the boy’s file on her computer. She’d cataloged a number of his scars when she’d had him in the infirmary after the USJ attack (and found no correlating doctor’s notes to indicate they were seen by a professional, aside from the handprint burn). Now she counted how many of those scars were green. There were far too many—too many injuries within the last year and none of them stitched—for her liking, and most of them appeared to be from cuts or scratches in the instance of one set of four parallel lines. She added a picture of his newest scar, a green starburst on the inside of his left forearm, to the count and disliked the picture being painted.
Her frown deepened at how similar that newest scar was to several older, not green, starbursts across Midoriya’s torso. She’d written the old scars off at the time, but she couldn’t now that she knew where they came from. She opened Bakugo’s file and pulled her lips into a tight line when she saw the boys had attended the same middle and elementary schools. UA had a strict policy regarding bullying, but there wasn’t a single flag on Bakugo’s file.
This combined with some of the other worrying signs she’d seen from Midoriya: the boy’s self-proclaimed high pain tolerance, how he had frozen up and then fled after hearing Bakugo in the infirmary, how he’d flinched when she unexpectedly reached toward him during his first visit to the infirmary; some of those wounds and the way they scarred as if they’d received no treatment…
Chiyo knew the statistics regarding the quirkless population, had brushed up on them and some medical knowledge particular to their demographic before the start of the school year. She knew how high the instance of abuse in one form or another ran. She wished she was wrong, but the evidence pointed toward Midoriya being among that number, either at his former school…or at home. Perhaps both.
She sighed and pulled her cellphone from her lab coat’s pocket. She dialed a number from memory and glanced over at Midoriya to ensure he was still sound asleep.
“Hello, Chiyo; what can I do for you?” Principal Nezu chirped from the other side of the line.
“You can open a case for the Midoriya boy. The burn Bakugo just gave him scarred, and the scar it left is identical to at least five others on him. I’m suspicious of the handprint burn on his shoulder too. I’ll send you a report on his other scars after the Sports Festival is over, but I doubt there was only one person hurting him.”
“That is…troubling, but not unexpected, I fear. The world is rarely kind to those who are different, but we are here to bring justice where we may.” There was a pause as the principal typed something on his end. “There will be a brief intermission before the third match. Technical difficulties. Can you make it to a faculty meeting in ten minutes?”
Chiyo glanced over at Midoriya one last time. “Yes. My only patient is out like a light. Conference room three-one?”
“You read my mind, Shuzenji-san.”
Chiyo printed the pertinent files and slipped them into a folder. Then she slowly made her way to the arena’s closest elevator, which coincidentally let her out right next to level three’s first conference room. It was a courtesy Nezu had started giving when she’d been forced to use her cane more, though she supposed it benefitted Yagi this year as well. Not that mid-Sports Festival meetings were common. But there had been a meeting last year to discuss Togata’s…wardrobe malfunctions. They’d finally had someone fetch the boy the lower half of his costume for propriety’s sake. (This year they had a gym uniform made of the same material as his costume to avoid the issue entirely.) She chuckled thinking about that snafu.
She was one of the last to arrive at the meeting, followed closely by Yamada and Aizawa on their way down from the announcer’s booth. Once everyone was settled, Nezu called the meeting to order. “I’m sure you’re all wondering what this meeting is about. Well, there are three things really, but they all relate back to one student in particular.”
“Midoriya Izuku,” Aizawa stated, unsurprised.
Nezu nodded. “Yes, it’s been brought to my attention that one of the cases you’re working relates to my student, Aizawa?”
Aizawa grunted as he sat up straighter in his chair. “Not enough to make a proper case, and I haven’t gotten to investigate yet due to my injuries from the USJ, but Naisho gave me an additional heads-up when he told me about Kurogiri. Another of Giran’s clients has a bounty out on quirkless people—delivered alive. Take that as you may.” He and Nezu exchanged looks. “If I’d known your student was quirkless, I’d have told you right off the bat.”
Most of the teachers looked surprised, as only Recovery Girl and Inui had been informed at the beginning of the semester. “It’s good to hear UA has a quirkless student this year,” Keizō said. When Nezu tilted his ears toward her in question, the librarian smiled. “Midoriya mentioned it in the library once. My niece was excited when I told her. One of her best friends is quirkless.”
“I’m sure she was,” Nezu said with a smile. “But do tell her to warn her friend and not to spread it further than that. We don’t wish to give these traffickers any more targets than they already have.”
The mood sobered at that reminder, but Nezu was quick to move things along. (They couldn’t hold up the Sports Festival too long, or people were going to get antsy.) “The next order of business is the altercation between Midoriya and Bakugo after Midoriya forfeit their match.”
Inui was the first to speak this time, “After reviewing the footage, I’d be inclined to believe Midoriya’s reaction was trauma-based. Bakugo grabbed the shoulder with that nasty scar, obviously the result of someone similarly grabbing him. Bakugo knew that scar was there too. You might do well to give your pups the rundown on dealing with traumatized civilians a bit early, Aizawa.”
Aizawa sighed. “That’s the first month of second year before they go out on work studies, though I suppose giving them a quick summary before internships might be wise.”
Oh yes, Trauma Month. Chiyo did enjoy teaching the students first aid and field triage during that segment.
“So, that’s Midoriya’s reaction explained. What about Bakugo’s?”
“He shouldn’ta chased the kid down to begin with,” Snipe said, crossing his arms. “Midoriya was obviously scared of him and wanted to avoid a confrontation. But after Bakugo forced one, that explosion seemed almost reflex.”
“Yeah, that throw did seem to catch him off guard,” Hizashi commented, though there was doubt in his eyes.
“That’s a dangerous reflex though, using your quirk when startled or surprised. We’ll need to train that out of him,” Kayama said sternly.
Aizawa raised an eyebrow at her. “Something eating at you, Nemuri?”
“You didn’t hear what Bakugo said to Midoriya before I started going over the rules. There’s some sort of history between those two, and it smells rotten. You might want to talk to the green one, Inui. Pretty sure he was dissociating for a bit on stage.”
Inui growled a low confirmation.
Nezu’s tail lashed behind him as he cleared his throat. “Interestingly, that brings us to the last matter of business. Shuzenji?”
Chiyo sighed and passed the folder to Aizawa who passed it the rest of the way to Nezu. “I think we need to open an abuse case for Midoriya.” She waited for Nezu to silence the initial racket before continuing, “That boy has more scars than half of you, and nearly a third of them are from sometime in the last year.”
Yamada tilted his head in confusion. “How are you so sure of the timeframe?”
“Because roughly a year ago he made a friend who has a healing quirk of sorts. It comes with a side effect of dying injuries it heals green, seemingly moreso the worse the injury,” Nezu said, holding up a picture that showed the green-ish handprint on his shoulder as well as a fainter, not-green starburst on the back of that shoulder.
“And worse, look at that starburst scar.” She gestured toward the folder. “Pull out the last one, Nezu.” The last picture was the green starburst burn from today. “That’s what Bakugo gave him 40 minutes ago.”
There were several hissed breaths from some of the staff. Aizawa went dangerously still as he eyed the pictures. Finally, his eyes narrowed and flashed red. “Nezu, UA doesn’t take bullies. How did he slip through the screenings?”
“That’s what I intend to find out, Aizawa. I’m opening an investigation into the middle and elementary schools Midoriya and Bakugo attended together. Some of these scars appear quite old,” Nezu said, sifting through the other pictures in the folder.
“As much as I hate to say it, someone needs to check on Midoriya’s home life too,” Chiyo said.
Nezu frowned. “That’s right. Midoriya-san never answered the phone or called back when we tried to reach her after the USJ. His secondary contact had to pick him up. Perhaps a parent-teacher conference is in order, followed by an un-announced welfare check next week?”
“I can arrange it,” Chiyo volunteered. “I already need to give her a call to let her know her son is fine. I’m sure she saw that nonsense live.”
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“Mitsuki, hurry! The Obstacle Race is about to start,” Inko called toward the kitchen.
“Coming!” Mitsuki yelled. A minute later, she walked back in with a tray of snacks and tea. “Do you see Katsuki?” she asked as she set everything up on the coffee table.
“Not yet, but I’m sure he’ll be easy to spot once things start.” Sure enough, as soon as the race started, Katsuki was one of the few to immediately pull ahead, rocketing forward with his quirk.
The race passed with Katsuki just barely falling behind and taking second place. Then the Cavalry Battle started. There was so much confusion at the beginning as one of the teams teleported, then puppeteered the majority of the headbands. About halfway through the event, Mitsuki sat up straighter. “Hey, Inko. Isn’t that Izu?” She pointed at one team running around the perimeter of the frozen section of the arena.
Inko looked, and sure enough, there was her baby. “Oh! I didn’t think he’d make it all the way to the second event. How on earth did he get past those giant robots? Or The Fall!”
“No, Inko. Since when has Izuku been going to UA? You never told me.” Mitsuki pouted at her.
Inko giggled. “Oh, Izuku wanted to surprise you and Katsuki the first day of classes. He made me promise not to tell and everything. I thought Katsuki would have told you by now though.”
“Like that brat tells me anything. He’s probably embarrassed that Izu’s ruse got him.” Mitsuki frowned. “Well, at least they’re back to normal now. Oh! Look, Katsuki’s spotted him,” she said, pointing at the tv screen.
Indeed, he had. Both women watched as Katsuki’s team charged toward Izuku’s. Then both teams took to the air. Inko gasped and covered her mouth with her hands. If her baby fell from that height…she couldn’t bear to think about it.
Katsuki and Izuku fought. Katsuki was obviously winning. Then there was that big explosion, and Izuku’s shirt was gone. Mitsuki took a sharp breath beside Inko, and Inko glanced to her friend.
“Inko,” Mitsuki swallowed. “Where did Izu get those scars?”
Inko furrowed her eyebrows and really looked at the screen. Her son’s torso was covered in scars. Inko couldn’t say for sure if she’d ever seen any of them before. Izuku almost never walked around the apartment without a shirt on. The only one she knew of offhand was the scar on one side of his face, and even that one she wasn’t sure how or when he’d gotten it.
Some part of her knew her son getting hurt was inevitable—he was fragile and so clumsy and couldn’t defend himself—but she hadn’t expected it to be so bad. “I…I’m not sure,” she said in quiet horror. What had happened to her baby when she wasn’t looking? Why hadn’t he come to her?
Inko wrung her hands as the camera changed to a closeup of Izuku as he uncovered his face. Inko’s hands froze as she stared at her sweet baby’s face contorted with anger and determination. Izuku never had that look on his face. Izuku didn’t get angry. He was such a sweet child, but he—
Inko gasped as Izuku kicked Katsuki in the chest hard enough to send him flying back. Mitsuki laughed beside her. “Serves my brat right after he burned Izu and destroyed his shirt!”
Inko continued to stare at the stranger who’d replaced her son. Her baby wasn’t violent, and he didn’t hurt people. What had happened to her Izuku?
Inko continued watching as Izuku crafted a weapon from his headbands and scrap to fend off more enemy teams. His team placed fourth, meaning he’d made it to the third and final event, the tournament.
She could barely focus on her conversation with Mitsuki as she fretted over how hurt her baby might get fighting one-on-one against any of Katsuki’s classmates. She was only slightly relieved to see Izuku was facing Katsuki first. He was strong, and he was Izuku’s friend. He’d make sure her baby didn’t have to fight anyone else in his condition. (He was wrapped in so many bandages; when did that happen? What happened?)
She was surprised when Izuku left the stage willingly and without a single punch thrown or scratch given. Maybe Izuku had come to his senses. Her baby could be competitive when it came to Katsuki. Yes, that was probably what happened. Izuku got caught up in competing with his Kacchan and only now realized how dangerous this all was. Oh, thank goodness.
Then Katsuki chased after Izuku and stopped him, and Izuku threw Katsuki! What on earth?
Mitsuki whistled. “That’s a nice throw. Where’d he learn that?”
Inko couldn’t find the words to explain she didn’t know.
Katsuki set off an explosion, making Izuku back away with his arm held to his chest. He was hurt. Well, more hurt. At least he was out of the tournament now. He shouldn’t get hurt any further today.
Why did he have to antagonize Katsuki though? He hadn’t done anything to deserve that, and of course, he’d set off an explosion on reflex when he was attacked. He’d just been attacked a few weeks ago. Why wouldn’t he react violently to being attacked again?
Inko shook her head. She needed to talk to Izuku when he got home. That wasn’t how friends should act.
The second fight in the tournament went much smoother than the first. Then there was an intermission for the staff to fix a bug with some of the cameras. Inko hadn’t noticed anything amiss, but with the number of hero-grade quirks at play during the second event, she wasn’t terribly surprised that something had been impacted.
Just after the tournament restarted with Endeavor’s son and a student with some sort of elbow mutation (oh dear, that must make finding clothes difficult), Inko’s cellphone rang. She looked at it in surprise. Who could be calling in the middle of the Sports Festival? No one called anyone during the Festival. It was practically a national holiday. Which implied this was either a telemarketer…or something serious.
“Sorry, Mitsuki. I think I need to take this,” Inko said as she stood from the couch.
“Don’t worry about it, Inko. You can take it in the study if you want. Walls are soundproofed there.”
“Thanks.”
Once Inko closed the door to the study, blocking out the sounds from the tv, she answered the call. “Midoriya Inko speaking.”
“Hello, Midoriya-san. I’m Shuzenji Chiyo, or you may know me as Recovery Girl,” an elderly voice on the other end of the call said. “I was calling to give you an update on your son’s condition.”
“Oh, how is my baby? I saw all those bandages in the tournament and that explosion when he startled Katsuki.”
“Midoriya-san, Izuku is fine. He has a new scar, but everything healed nicely. I would recommend you pick him up after the festival rather than letting him take the train home alone. The way my quirk and his friend’s quirk interact seems to completely drain his energy. He’s likely to still be quite tired by the award ceremony.”
“Friend?”
“Yes, his friend with the healing quirk.”
Izuku didn’t have a friend with a healing quirk. If he did, he surely would have gushed to her about them like he had Recovery Girl when he was younger and had first learned of the heroine. Inko kept her questions to herself. For now. She added them to the growing list of things she needed to talk to Izuku about when they got home. “So, you want me to pick him up from UA after the award ceremony?”
“Yes, that would be best. Oh, and Midoriya-san?”
“Yes?”
“Principal Nezu asked me to talk to you about scheduling a parent-teacher conference. Preferably for tomorrow or the day after if either of those works for you.”
Inko blinked in surprise. This wasn’t her first parent-teacher conference by far, but it was the earliest in the school year she had been called for one. She wondered what it was going to be about this time. It was never anything good.
“Early tomorrow works fine. What time?” Inko asked. She had tomorrow off anyway to surprise Izuku and Katsuki with a day together and celebratory lunch out. (There was no doubt in her mind that Katsuki was going to place.)
“How does 9:00 sound?”
“How long will the meeting take? I have plans for lunch.”
“Don’t worry, Midoriya-san. I can’t imagine it taking more than an hour. Just come to the front gate. Someone will be waiting to let you in tomorrow morning.” They exchanged goodbyes and hung up.
Inko stayed in the study to stare at her phone for a long while afterward. Izuku had changed so much when she wasn’t looking. The boy she’d seen on tv…She couldn’t reconcile the violent, angry (confident) boy with her sweet, kind (such a good son) Izuku.
When, how, where, and why had he learned to fight? Someone didn’t learn to fight if they never intended to use that knowledge. And whatever else she thought, Izuku clearly knew how to fight, was comfortable fighting. Was she losing her son without even realizing it?
What had changed? Where had she gone wrong? She couldn’t think of any particular point where Izuku seemed to change. Not drastically or all at once anyway.
Now that she thought about it, Izuku had been pulling away lately, had been quieter and more distracted. At the time, she had thought it was due to him coming to terms with him realizing that his dream of being a hero was just that—a dream (and a dangerous one at that). She’d been glad he’d let it go. It clearly hurt him to do so, but like surgically correcting a bone that grew crooked, he was going to hurt less and be better for it in the future.
So, why had he learned to fight? And he kept it a secret from her! He knew she would have disapproved and went behind her back. Izuku’d never done that to her before. (That she knew of. What else had she missed?)
She thought of another secret she’d just learned of. A secret friend. He knew she worried about him getting along with people his age; so, why not tell her? Were they someone she wasn’t going to approve of? Had they asked him not to tell her?
She paused to consider that. It made sense. Her baby never wanted to hurt her, but he was one to always see the best in people. It was all too easy for her to imagine someone taking advantage of that trust and kindness. They must be the one responsible for making Izuku keep secrets from her, for him changing.
Inko knew what she had to do.
Chapter 37: The Lives of Those You Meet
Summary:
“If you could only sense how important you are to the lives of those you meet; how important you can be to the people you may never even dream of. There is something of yourself that you leave at every meeting with another person.” –Fred Rogers
Chapter Text
Shoto walked through the hall without truly seeing where he was going. He should be thinking about his first match, but his mind was still stuck on the green-haired boy—Midoriya—and his scars. That handprint especially. Shoto knew what a mark left by a burning hand looked like, felt like. Some of the older marks looked like burns too.
Shoto wondered if they were the same. Obviously, not in the “parent being a top-ranked hero” way. He’d looked over lunch, but no hero turned up on his internet search with the boy’s surname. But Midoriya had his own Endeavor.
Shoto just hadn’t expected it to be Bakugo.
The explosive classmate rubbed Shoto the wrong way most days. Too brash, loud, arrogant, too close to what he had to deal with at home every day. Despite that, Shoto hadn’t considered he was that similar until he saw the way Midoriya walked toward the stage like Shoto sometimes did his home training room when Endeavor returned from work angry. And Bakugo? His smile as he stalked up to the stage was more vicious than the one he wore in their first training exercise.
Then Midoriya faced Bakugo, turned his back, and walked away. The look on Bakugo’s face could be quantified as “priceless” if Shoto understood the term correctly. And Midnight stopped them fighting when Bakugo went after Midoriya despite that and made sure Bakugo didn’t follow the other boy to finish what he’d started.
Shoto wondered if he might be able to do the same to Endeavor someday, put that look on his face. Just walk away. He wondered if anyone might step in for him. After a moment’s contemplation, he decided he couldn’t see it happening.
Familiar anger fed on his dying hope. There was never any escape for Shoto; he lived with his tormentor, had his cursed, dangerous quirk burning in his veins. He couldn’t just walk away. Unless…he could?
His anger abated slightly as he turned over his new idea. Endeavor held too much power to hope of escaping, but he only held that power in Japan. Hadn’t All Might left Japan to work in America right after getting his license? What better way to spite Endeavor’s dream of Shoto being Number One than to refuse to play the Japanese hero ranks at all? (And maybe, just maybe an entire ocean was enough to keep Endeavor away.)
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Hitoshi leaned back against Izuku’s cot and watched as the last match of the first round—Kirishima v. Tetsutetsu—finally finished their tiebreaker. After his own fight, he’d stopped by the infirmary to check on his friend. When he’d found Izuku asleep and completely alone (where the hell was Recovery Girl?) he’d decided to take up guard duty in the plastic chair next to the cot. Someone had to make sure no rabid Pomeranians snuck in to bite Izuku when no one was looking. It was quieter here than the stands anyway.
He’d stayed there despite Recovery Girl returning before the third match started—the nurse allowed it so long as he was quiet and stayed out of the way—but he had to leave for his second match now. He glanced down at Izuku where he still slept peacefully on. Anger burned in his chest as he thought about how his friend had reacted to having to face Bakugo. “This one’s for you, Izuku,” he said quietly before walking from the room.
His second fight was against Bakugo, and Hitoshi knew exactly how he wanted to play Izuku’s bully. He walked out into the arena at a sedate pace, looking neither right nor left as he crossed the field and mounted the stairs. Once in position, Hitoshi lazily looked Bakugo up and down, putting on his best unimpressed face to agitate the walking inferiority complex. The blonde snarled in response, and Hitoshi scoffed.
The second Midnight cracked her whip, Bakugo launched himself forward. Hitoshi dodged the initial blow and started talking. “So, what’s your deal with Izuku?” He blocked a punch and ducked out of the way of a kick before continuing. “He dump you once he realized a flashy quirk can’t make up for a shit personality, Kacchan?”
Bakugo’s face scrunched up in an even nastier expression. “Shut the fuck up!"
Hitoshi smirked as he felt his quirk wrap around the hero student, but he didn’t put Bakugo fully under yet. He needed the boy to be in a stable position. If he put the blonde under full control right now, he’d crash to the ground and immediately break free.
Hitoshi blocked another hit, taking a glancing blow from the follow-up explosion. Then Bakugo planted his feet to aim a double-handed blast his way. Hitoshi yanked his opponent under in that instant, smiling widely as his opponent’s eyes dulled and unfocused. He kept a steel grasp on the explosive boy’s mind as he ordered, “Don’t trip or stumble. Walk out of bounds.”
Hitoshi decided to learn from Midoriya’s not-fight with the blonde and backed clear to the other side of the arena from where Bakugo was going. This position also made it easier for Midnight to jump between them if needed. Hitoshi cast a glance at the referee and waited.
The moment Bakugo stepped over the line she raised her whip and announced, “Shinso Hitoshi is our winner! He advances to the semi-finals!” The audience took a confused moment to start cheering, but they were pretty loud once they got going. Then the teacher lowered her whip and nodded to Hitoshi.
Hitoshi sighed and released Bakugo—well, half-released him. He’d didn’t trust the bully enough to fully remove Brainwashing’s effect while he was within pouncing distance.
It seemed his distrust wasn’t misplaced, because as soon as Bakugo realized what happened he whirled back around to face Hitoshi with palms sparking. “You shitty, cheating extra! What did you do?!”
Before Midnight could even warn him off, Bakugo lunged. Hitoshi side-stepped behind Midnight and tightened his quirk again while Bakugo was airborne. Hitoshi didn’t give an order, just watching as Izuku’s bully faceplanted into the concrete, unable to catch himself or fire off another explosion until the impact shook him free.
Midnight and Cementoss took it from there. Hitoshi smirked and tucked his hands into his pockets as he strolled away from the arena, just as leisurely as he had entered. The silence following the hero student being put down for his nap was music to Hitoshi’s ears.
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Several voices talking drew Izuku sluggishly to wakefulness.
“—stay here. He’s a danger to my other patient. You can carry a cot to one of the unused prep rooms and let him sleep it off there. Call his parents to pick him up if you don’t trust him without supervision.” Huh, Recovery Girl sounded angry.
Izuku fought to open his eyes, eventually succeeding. He was still in the stadium’s infirmary, bundled under his blankets. His eyes darted to the door as he heard it click shut. Whoever Recovery Girl had been talking to must have just left. There was movement beside Izuku, and he turned toward it as a familiar huff/laugh met his ears.
Hitoshi was sitting in the chair next to his bed. When purple eyes met green, Hitoshi said, “Hey.”
“Hey,” Izuku said back, voice scratchy from sleep.
Recovery Girl noticed he was awake then and strolled over. “Welcome back, Midoriya. Still tired?”
Izuku blearily sat up and nodded while yawning. “Yeah, but I’m awake now. What did I miss?” he asked, looking over at Hitoshi while Recovery Girl did another check on his left arm.
Hitoshi shrugged, dragging his eyes away from Izuku’s new scar after a few moments. “Not much. The second round just started. You missed my fight—I won by the way—but there’s still Todoroki v. Yanagi, Iida v. Uraraka, and Yaoyorozu v. Kirishima.”
Izuku stretched, feeling muscles and scars pull with each movement. “No, I saw your fight. Against Tokoyami, right? I caught it on the tv in here before getting healed. It was a good fight.”
“That was the first round,” Hitoshi pointed out. “Second round, I fought Bakugo.”
Izuku paled as his friend’s words sank in. “Are you alright?!” Hitoshi being in the infirmary made so much more sense now. Bakugo didn’t hold back in his fights. Izuku frantically scanned his friend, hoping they didn’t have matching scars now.
Hitoshi snorted. “Please. As if I’d lose a fight to a Pomeranian. Fucker only gave me one first degree burn before I got him.”
Izuku gaped. Not that he’d doubted his friend, but… “You beat him?” Just…how?
Hitoshi shrugged. “Wasn’t that hard. Just called things as they were…and called him Kacchan,” he said with a smug grin.
Yeah, no. That could have done it. Bakugo tolerated Izuku calling him Kacchan when they were younger, but he hated anyone else calling him that. Izuku just couldn’t believe that Kacc—Bakugo had lost. He never lost.
His brain must have gotten stuck on that for a minute, because suddenly Hitoshi flicked his forehead. “Earth to Izuku. You okay in there?”
Izuku shook off the weirdness that was the thought of Bakugo losing and looked at it from another angle: Hitoshi had won. Hitoshi had won twice. Against heroics students, arguably some of the strongest in their year. Izuku smiled. “Hitoshi’s amazing.”
Hitoshi’s face turned red, and he coughed as he looked away. “I mean, debatable? But feel free to argue your side.”
Izuku, having plenty of practice with Ekikyō, was more than prepared to fight his friend’s “villainous quirk” self-image, but for better or worse, that was when their other friends decided to come check on them.
The door swung open to reveal Uraraka and Hatsume. “There you two are! We were getting worried when Shinso never came back up to the stands.”
“I’m fine,” Shinso said, holding up his left arm to show it was uninjured.
Izuku made a mental note to pull up footage of Hitoshi’s second fight later.
“So, Analyst-kun, feeling any better?” Hatsume asked as the pair of girls joined Hitoshi at his bedside.
Izuku smiled sheepishly. “Yeah, a lot better. Nothing hurts, though I’m still tired.”
Recovery Girl chimed in from where she was typing on her computer, “That’s because my quirk drains your stamina more than usual, probably an odd interaction with your friend’s healing quirk.”
Uraraka and Hatsume shot Izuku confused looks; so, he explained. “My best friend has a quirk that gives me a prolonged healing boost and prevents infection. It’s not the main function of their quirk, but it comes in handy,” he said, running his thumb over the new scar on the inside of his forearm.
Hatsume’s enhanced vision locked onto the movement and carefully lifted his arm to examine the damage, frowning. “It scarred despite the quick medical attention?”
Izuku shrugged and took his arm back. “Explosion burns are just like that. I’m lucky none of the skin sloughed with it being that close-ranged.” Izuku rubbed at his shoulder before he caught himself and yanked his hand away, shaking his head. His voice was quieter as he continued, “I shouldn’t have gotten hurt at all. I promised Ek—my friend I’d take care of myself.”
“You did fine,” Uraraka said before looking thoughtful. Reaching some decision, she nodded to herself. “No, you did better than fine. You did great considering how scared of Bakugo you are. Your friend should be proud of you. If they aren’t, I’ll float them into the sun!”
Izuku laughed at the mental image of Ekikyō floating in midair with a surprised look on his face. Could Uraraka even use her quirk on liquids? (They should test that later.) Izuku sobered again as he picked at his blankets. “You’re…you’re not disappointed in me? I said I’d try, and then I turned around and forfeit my first match. I didn’t—”
Hitoshi flicked his forehead again. “No, we’re not. If anything, we’re proud. You refused to let that blonde asshole walk all over you.”
“What Shinso said!” Uraraka joined in. “I wish I could be that cool under pressure.”
Izuku looked between his friends, looking for any lie. He found none. They weren’t upset he’d gone back on his word? They were…proud of him? Tears rose unbidden, and Izuku gave them a shaky smile. That free feeling when he’d walked away from Bakugo returned as his friends decided this called for an impromptu group hug. Izuku leaned into their hold and hugged back. Yeah, he wouldn’t trade this for the world, even the world of heroics.
All too soon, Izuku’s friends had to head out. The teachers had finished clearing the ice from Todoroki’s fight (he won), and Uraraka was up next. Hatsume and Hitoshi left too to cheer her on from the stands. Izuku…technically he could have left with them, but he decided to stay in the relative safety of the infirmary. He really didn’t want to risk running into Bakugo in the halls when he was too tired to outrun his bully. Especially with the blonde having lost a fight.
“Oof, that’s gotta sting,” someone said from the doorway.
Izuku snapped his attention to the student, tensing slightly at being snuck up on. He studied the student—Kirishima—warily. He was one of Bakugo’s “friends” here at UA. Izuku had more than enough experience with Bakugo’s brand of friend when they were at Aldera. He didn’t let down his guard.
Kirishima gave him a sharp-toothed, sheepish grin and waved. “Hi…uh, Midoriya, right?”
“Yes,” Izuku said hesitantly. “And you’re Kirishima, one of Bakugo’s friends.”
Kirishima grimaced. “Something like that.” The redhead took a steadying breath before continuing, “I wanted to talk to you about that actually and apologize on behalf of the hero course.”
Izuku blinked at Kirishima as he processed. That wasn’t quite what he’d expected. What sort of person had Bakugo befriended?
Kirishima took Izuku’s silence as a cue to keep going. “How Bakugo treated you was wrong and so not manly. I saw how he acted during the Cavalry Battle. And the way he reacted to you specifically? He shouldn’t have burned you like that. That was way stronger than was called for.” Kirishima shook his head. “I…part of me doesn’t want to know, but I gotta ask. Was Bakugo…a bully before UA?”
Izuku studied Kirishima’s face for a minute, took in the hope and anguish in his eyes. Oh, that’s what this was about. “Kirishima, I appreciate you checking on me, but you don’t have to stop being Bakugo’s friend for my sake. I’ve seen the two of you together. He cares about you.” Izuku left unspoken how Bakugo didn’t care for Izuku. More and more often Izuku wondered if he ever had.
“People can be…pretty awful, but that doesn’t mean they can’t change. Sometimes it just takes the right person holding out a helping hand. It…doesn’t always work,” Izuku said, thinking of offering a hand to five-year-old Bakugo only to have it slapped away. “But the times it does make it worth it.” He remembered facing an anxious and twitchy Ekikyō, telling the man he was willing to help with his quirk (again and again). “That’s how I got my best friend,” Izuku concluded, smiling.
Kirishima looked close to tears, but he was smiling too. He sniffed back the tears and yelled “That’s so manly!” before hugging Izuku half to death.
Izuku shot Recovery Girl a pleading look, because what was he supposed to do when his bully’s best friend—who was actually pretty chill despite his questionable taste in friends—just hugged him out of nowhere?
Recovery Girl rolled her eyes and strolled over. “Alright, that’s enough of that,” she said, lightly swatting Kirishima over the head with her cane. “Let my patient rest, and go get to your match. They’ll be calling for you any minute.”
“Ah, right,” Kirishima said, rubbing the back of his head. “It was nice talking to you, Midoriya! You’re a real cool dude.”
“You too, Kirishima. Good luck with Bakugo.”
Kirishima’s fight with Yaoyorozu was interesting, but Izuku struggled to keep his eyes open with only the tv to watch. In the break before the semifinal matches, Izuku felt even more tired. He somehow managed to stay awake long enough to watch Shinso and Todoroki’s match, which ended just as quickly as Izuku had expected. Seeing one of his friends frozen up to his neck in ice woke Izuku up a little, but he was flagging again by the time Hitoshi arrived at the infirmary shivering and soaked through.
Recovery Girl handed him another set of clean clothes and sent him off to take a warm shower. The field was almost cleared for the next match by the time Hitoshi came back out, hair somehow still standing up despite being dripping wet.
Izuku grinned when he saw his friend but didn’t say anything about the match, sensing it was a sore topic. Silent comfort he could do; he had gotten plenty of experience with Ekikyō. He sat up in his cot to lean against the wall and headboard before patting the space next to him.
Hitoshi glanced at Recovery Girl before joining Izuku. There was just enough room for the both of them.
Izuku leaned a bit on Hitoshi, and the two watched the tv as Cementoss shoveled the last of the ice off of the stage with a wave of cement. Izuku struggled to suppress a yawn but lost. “Tell me what I miss if I fall asleep?” he asked Hitoshi.
“Sure thing, Izuku.”
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Kirishima felt a little bad at the end of his match against Uraraka. She’d done really well for having no training, and it was obvious she wanted to transfer to heroics. Kirishima hoped third place was high enough for her and that Shinso guy to be considered for transfer.
Uraraka had put up a really good fight, but her meteor shower couldn’t scratch Hardening, not since he got One for All. (Some days it felt like cheating, getting such a power boost.) All he had to do to counter her quirk was dig his feet into the arena floor—or his hand that one time she surprised him with a throw. It was a good fight, and he hoped he got to fight her again someday.
On his walk back to his prep room, he hyped himself up to fight Todoroki in the finals. Kirishima wasn’t sure he could win, but he’d give it his all. All Might wanted him to announce himself to Japan, and he didn’t want to disappoint his mentor. He only wished he could use One for All too, but Recovery Girl had warned him about what might happen if he did. He still remembered how horribly his skin splitting open like an overripe fruit had hurt.
Kirishima rubbed at his forearm as he turned into the hallway with his prep room. He paused at his door when he heard someone yell. He frowned and walked to the next fork in the hallway and peeked around the corner.
Endeavor was talking to—yelling at—Todoroki. “You disgrace me, Shoto. Stop rebelling like a petulant child and use your fire. You haven’t even warmed up from your last fight. How do you expect to win if you can’t move? You’re about to hit your limit, boy.”
“That’s it?” Todoroki asked in the iciest tone Kirishima had ever heard from his stoic classmate. “I’ll win this with Mom’s power alone. I’m never using yours in battle again.”
Okay then. Kirishima was not getting involved in that. Whatever that was. He quickly retreated to his prep room. He sat in silence, waiting for the announcer to call him out to the field. He clenched his fists where they rested on the table. He wasn’t getting involved. He wasn’t.
But…Todoroki had seemed off ever since the USJ attack. He’s heard something had happened, that Todoroki had gotten pretty hurt, but he wasn’t sure what. He suspected it involved his classmate’s fire side though. Ever since the USJ, he'd refused to use it to even warm himself up and only melted his big ice attacks when the teachers asked him to. And the way he’d just talked to his dad…
Kirishima bit his lip. Should he get involved? The closest he came to understanding quirk trauma was when Hardening first came in and he cut his own eyebrow on his hand. Well, there was One for All too, but that was different, right? Surely Todoroki wasn’t afraid of using his own quirk.
Kirishima looked down at his hands as he pulled on One for All, making his veins glow. He didn’t dare move with it active, but he could at least hold it. He hissed as it started burning. Well, for a little bit. He let One for All flow away, shaking his hands out once the glow had dissipated.
Could he help Todoroki? Kirishima wasn’t too sure.
But he could let Todoroki know he wasn’t alone. He could hold out a hand.
Chapter 38: Harder to Stay
Summary:
“When you start seeing your worth, you'll find it harder to stay around people who don't.” –Unknown
Chapter Text
Izuku woke up to someone shaking his shoulder. He grumbled and nuzzled his face down into his pillow further. He was warm and comfortable and still tired.
“Izuku, wake up.”
“Five more minutes…” Izuku felt something settle in his mind.
“Izuku, wake up.”
And Izuku was wide awake now for some reason. He blinked owlishly and looked around. He quickly realized he was not in his bed, and that was not his pillow. Oh quirks, he’d just buried his face in Hitoshi’s chest! Izuku could feel the blush climbing his neck and face. So, he did the only reasonable thing and sat bolt upright and tried to scoot away from Hitoshi, making himself fall off the infirmary bed.
The familiar fog lingering around the edges of his mind evaporated as he hit the ground. “Ow…”
Snickers made Izuku’s ears turn even redder. He lifted his head from the floor to see Uraraka struggling to hold in laughter and Hatsume looking at him in confusion.
Then Hitoshi leaned over the edge of the bed to look down at him. “Please tell me you didn’t just re-injure yourself. I don’t want Recovery Girl to steal my kneecaps.” He extended a hand to Izuku.
“Only my pride,” Izuku said, taking Hitoshi’s hand and letting his friend pull him back to his feet.
Hitoshi failed to suppress a snort. “Since when do you have pride?”
Izuku pouted and pulled his hand free of Hitoshi’s. “Just because it’s true doesn’t mean you have to say it. It’s a work in progress,” he added, glancing to his other two friends.
Hitoshi looked like he was about to say something else, but Recovery Girl started shooing everyone toward the door. “Go on, the lot of you. You’re going to hold up the award ceremony.” Then she pointed her cane at Izuku. “Midoriya, head to the front office after the ceremony. Your mother should be here to pick you up shortly.”
Izuku froze like a deer in headlights. “My mom?” The school had called his mom? He wasn’t even that hurt, and he was healed now! (And how did they get ahold of her this time when they couldn’t after the USJ?)
“Yes, I didn’t want you trying to get yourself home when you’re still exhausted,” Recovery Girl said, nudging him toward the door after his friends.
Izuku stepped out of the infirmary and let Hatsume drag him up to the support course’s stands to watch their friends receive their third-place medals. His homeroom classmates greeted him as he and Hatsume started down the stairs to the front of the section.
“Hey, Midoriya, congrats on making it to the tournament!” Tantetsu called, grinning.
“Yeah, you really showed those hero kids!” A mousey boy who sat in the corner of 1-H’s classroom said. “And that Sparta kick was beautiful.”
Several of his classmates murmured in agreement. A classmate with abnormally large hands (Izuku felt kind of bad that he hadn’t memorized everyone’s names yet) leaned into the aisle to slap Izuku’s back as he passed. “Dude, the look on the exploding boy’s face when you just turned around and left the stage? It was meme-worthy. Who knew forfeiting could be such a power move?”
Izuku blushed and sputtered, unable to get anything intelligible out. He ended up flailing his free arm in front of him as if he could wave off the others’ words.
“Hey, what’s that?” Tantetsu asked, grabbing Izuku’s arm and ceasing his flailing. She turned his arm over.
Oh, now everyone was looking at his new scar again. Why were people so obsessed with it?
Tantetsu’s coppery fingers ghosted over the mark as if measuring it. Her eyebrows furrowed, and she frowned.
Izuku was relieved when she let his arm go. He was less relieved when she turned to the boy with large hands and said, “That does it. Kataoka, bring the itching powder on Monday. We need to get 1-A’s costumes ready for their internships.”
Izuku’s eyes widened, but Hatsume dragged him the rest of the way down to the railing before he could intervene. Hopefully, Maijima-sensei caught and scolded them before they got too far.
“Ah, there they are,” Hatsume said, pointing.
Out in the center of the stadium, Cementoss was raising a platform from beneath the arena. Hitoshi and Uraraka shared the third-place podium with Kirishima in second and Todoroki in first. Izuku frowned when he saw that Kirishima’s arms were bandaged. He made a mental note to pull up footage of the final match later.
Izuku tuned out after All Might arrived. The man brought up bad memories, even if he had saved Izuku once. (Or was it twice? Did getting him away from Shigaraki at the USJ count when it was Ekikyō who saved his life there?)
Izuku wondered if the man’s time limit had gone down any more since last year. Maybe that was why he’d taken up a teaching job. He was probably trying to ease the public into the idea of not having him around. Even if he was the exact same as last year, he had to be pushing his luck. His skinny form looked like it was one bad case of flu or food poisoning away from keeling over. Had he waited too long to start pulling out of the public eye? What happened if he fell? Izuku thought of the heroes he’d analyzed. No one currently in the field could hope to fill All Might’s shoes. And that sort of power vacuum could be a disaster…
Izuku didn’t realize he’d descended into a mutter storm until Hatsume waved a hand in front of his face. “Come on, Analyst-kun. You can tell me about how the hero system and Japanese society might collapse with All Might’s retirement—planned or untimely as it may be—on the way back to the main building.”
Izuku nodded and fell into step beside Hatsume. While they worked their way through the crush in the halls, Izuku talked more about his theory about how badly things could go when All Might retired.
Hatsume listened intently, occasionally throwing in questions or points. As they finally escaped the stadium, she asked, “If Japan does descend into a post-apocalyptic waste in the near future, which do you think would be more useful: a laser sword or a Swiss army sword?”
Izuku stared at Hatsume for a minute before saying, “Swiss army. If we’re in the middle of an apocalypse, there’s no guarantee you’d have access to the fuel source needed for a laser sword. Better to use the non-electric option.”
Hatsume hummed and nodded. “Good point, but what if I make solar batteries to power the laser sword?”
Izuku shook his head. “Same problem but less predictable shortages. Between the possibilities of nuclear winter, actual winter, monsoon season, and weather quirks there are just too many variables for solar to be reliable in an apocalypse. You’d still need a way to fight when solar’s not readily available.”
Hatsume grumbled her reluctant agreement as they stopped at the fork in the hallway that Izuku needed to take to go to his locker. “See you later, Analyst-kun.”
“Bye, Hatsume.”
Izuku swung by his locker to grab his backpack and laptop before heading for the locker room to get his uniform. He’d changed at the main building instead of the stadium to hide his scars (for all the good that did now) and decrease the chance of anyone messing with his stuff if his quirk status came out during the Festival. He was beyond relieved that Present Mic and Eraserhead hadn’t said anything about it over the loudspeaker. UA had been a dream of acceptance so far, and he wasn’t ready to wake up yet.
He stuffed his uniform into his bag without changing, since he was just going to leave anyway. He decided to check his burner too; with his mom traveling with him, he wouldn’t be able to check it on the way home like he usually did. No new messages.
Then he made for the front office, steeling himself for his mom’s fretting. He felt more tired just thinking about it. Maybe he could just go to bed as soon as he got home and skip the whole “going to UA is so dangerous and why don’t we look at Zonama’s business track again” talk. Izuku’s steps faltered as another possibility occurred to him. What if she had seen his scars?
By the time he’d reached the office, he’d worked himself into a nervous sweat. He took a deep, steadying breath before entering the office to find his mom already waiting for him. “H-hi, Mom,” he said with a mostly steady voice.
“Izuku!” She stood from her chair and rushed over to him, looking him up and down as if looking for any wounds Recovery Girl might have missed. “You had me so worried, sweetheart. You were so reckless. Come on, let’s get you home. I already signed you out.”
Izuku gave the secretary an apologetic smile and followed his mom out. Izuku spent the trip back half-listening to his mom talk about her and Aunt Mitsuki’s watch party and trying not to fall asleep standing on the train. (Maybe Recovery Girl had a point about not sending him home alone.) Silence finally fell between them as they exited the train. It was easier to stay awake when moving, but Izuku was very ready to call it a day by the time they reached their apartment.
Izuku kicked off his shoes at the genkan and was about to head to his room when the dreaded “Izuku” reached his ears. His shoulders sagged, and he set his backpack down in the entryway before heading into the kitchen after his mom.
“Yeah, Mom?”
Inko was waiting for him with arms crossed and a frown on her face. Izuku’s shoulders slowly rose as he looked away from her disappointed face. It made him feel sick with guilt.
“Izuku, we need to talk.”
Oh, that did not bode well. At least he was a little more awake now with his adrenaline pumping “O-okay, Mom. Um…what about?”
His mom sighed and sat down at the table, and Izuku sat across from her. He never thought their dining table could feel so much like an interrogation room’s. His mom searched his face, her eyes watery in that way that threatened to send both of them into tears. “The principal had me set up a parent-teacher conference for tomorrow morning.”
Izuku swallowed. He hated parent-teacher conferences. His mom always looked at him as if he were a disappointment after those, and half the time he earned some sort of “talk” or grounding. It depended on how believable the teachers made their accusations.
“Izuku…what happened? I thought you were doing well at UA, but in the Festival…You…you know how to fight. You got hurt. You’re covered in scars. You’ve been keeping secrets.”
Izuku shrugged, looking down at his hands, at the very thin scar on the back of his right hand from Stain’s knife. “Most of the scars are from years ago.”
“Years?! Izuku, what happened? Why didn’t you tell me? I could have helped.”
Izuku looked at his mom, really looked at her. Had she honestly never noticed? Yes, he hid his injuries, but he couldn’t do anything for the smell of burnt hair and skin that followed him home from schools prior to UA. It had taken him a few years to learn how to properly get dried blood out of fabric. Did she not notice the stains or holes burnt through his school shirts? She’d replaced them often enough he couldn’t truly believe that. (Did she not care?)
“I’m quirkless,” he said simply. It almost surprised him how emotionless he sounded. “I didn’t want to worry you. There wasn’t anything you could have done to change how everyone else treated me.” That was what he always told himself, but it sounded like a weak argument when voiced aloud.
He was beginning to realize there was another reason underneath it all. He didn’t want to know. If his mom must have known something was going on, must have known he was the one eating through all of their first aid kit’s bandages and burn cream—always restocked a few days later—must have known he wasn’t setting his own school shirts on fire, and did nothing…
Izuku didn’t want to pose her the question directly when he already suspected the answer. As long as he never asked, he could pretend he didn’t know. They could continue living the happy lie, that they were a normal, loving family, even without a father or husband in the picture. (Izuku had his own suspicions about why the man had stopped coming home nine years ago.)
“Izuku, you don’t know that.”
No, he kinda did. He declined to voice his disagreement though. He just wanted this talk to be over.
His mom sighed. It seemed she didn’t want to answer the question any more than he wanted to ask it. The unspoken “Would you have done anything?” loomed over them regardless.
“Why did you learn to fight?” The “behind my back” was implied.
Izuku felt so tired. “Why does any civilian learn to fight? To defend myself.” To keep his promise to Ekikyō, to prove he could, to better protect and save others (so they never felt as helpless as he did). No one really stood up for people like him, like Shinso or Ekikyō, or any of the other people he’d helped through the clinic and on his patrols. Eraserhead and Ciupan might be rare exceptions, but Izuku had no intention of telling either man that he was quirkless and finding out for sure. Even if they were, they couldn’t always be there.
After a long pause, his mom said, “You’ve changed.”
Izuku didn’t know what that look meant on his mom’s face. He’d seen ones like it before on clients Giran introduced him to—when they realized he was much more than a little kid—but there was something different about this one. Whatever it was, he didn’t like it.
“Izuku, who’s this friend of yours with a healing quirk that Recovery Girl told me about?”
Izuku froze for just a second before responding, “They’re a good friend. They’re actually the one who encouraged me to get in shape and start working out last year.”
“A good friend? Like you and Katsuki?” Her tone set off warning bells in Izuku’s head. “Are they the one who taught you to kick your friends in the chest and flip them over your shoulder?”
“Bakugo burned me!” Izuku protested.
“He was just in a villain attack a few weeks ago, Izuku.”
“So was I,” Izuku reminded her, curling his hands into fists under the table. Maybe it was the way she defended Bakugo, maybe it was the unintended insinuation that Ekikyō had anything in common with the bully, but Izuku couldn’t stop himself from saying, “You don’t get to use that against me to try to make me change schools then conveniently forget it now.”
“Midoriya Izuku!”
Izuku flinched at the reprimand but kept his fists clenched and his gaze hard as he met his mom’s eyes. He was…angry. He was distantly surprised (he never got mad at Mom) but he held his ground.
Mom stared right back, looking a little angry herself. She brought out her mom voice as she continued, “We’ll talk more about this later, young man, but you are not to see that so-called friend of yours anymore.”
“What?!”
She kept talking like she hadn’t heard him. “They’ve obviously been a bad influence on you. And you never introduced them to me; do you know I wouldn’t approve of them? You’ve been hiding things from me, keeping secrets, picking fights, getting hurt.” She gestured at the scar on his face. “Do you know how that makes me feel? No more. I’m putting my foot down on this.”
Had Izuku said he was angry? No, he was livid. He stood up so quickly his chair squealed against the wood floor. “That friend is the only reason I’m still alive!” He wasn’t sure if he was talking about the USJ or the rooftops, but it didn’t really matter. “They remind me again and again that I have worth, that I’m worth fighting for, they believed in me when no one else did, and they’re an infinitely better friend than Bakugo Katsuki ever was.”
His mother looked shellshocked for a moment before her stern expression returned. She stood too. “You and Katsuki have been friends since you were babies. Don’t throw that away for some…hooligan you just met!”
Izuku almost laughed. “Bakugo and I haven’t been friends since we were four, Mom. I can’t throw away what doesn’t exist. Go ask him what he told me the day the Sludge Villain kidnapped me. Then tell me we’re friends.”
When he saw Mom puffing up to argue further, he turned away. Izuku didn’t want to fight Bakugo today, and he definitely didn’t want to fight Mom. He couldn’t do it, but he couldn’t just sit here and listen to her defend his bully after getting yet another scar from him. He couldn’t listen to her try to rip him away from the first person who actually cared about him after he was diagnosed quirkless. So, he did the same thing he did earlier today. He walked away.
“Izuku, where do you think you’re going?”
“Out,” he said, grabbing his backpack and sliding his shoes back on. “Don’t worry about me. I’m not as helpless as you think.”
“Izuku, get back—”
Izuku closed the apartment door behind him and ran. Frustrated tears blurred his vision, but he knew this part of Musutafu too well to get lost. He didn’t stop running until he’d climbed his favorite fire escape. He’d started so many patrols from this building. Now, he paced the rooftop and angrily scrubbed at his face.
What had he just done? Why did he run out like that? She’d only have more questions when he got back. He didn’t want to go back. He sobbed and sat down in the center of the roof. He wished Ekikyō was here.
He cried until all the frustration and fury and pain drained out of him, leaving numbness, exhaustion, and a headache behind. What was he supposed to do now? He couldn’t go back home today. He just couldn’t.
(He very carefully didn’t look at the roof’s edge.)
He wished, not for the first time, that he had a way to contact Ekikyō. His best friend knew just what to say at times like this.
Izuku jolted slightly as he heard something in his backpack vibrate. He sniffed and dug through his bag to pull out his burner phone. He wiped one last tear from his face and opened the new message.
Giran wanted to know if he was free to do some analysis this weekend. The new address was pretty far away though. (Of course, he reached out with an address after Ekikyō left.) Izuku bit his lip as he considered. He’d have to sneak back into the apartment to get his gear…
Thinking about his home and his mom made him frown. Wait, Giran sometimes set villains up with safehouses, right? Maybe he’d know somewhere close by that Izuku could stay. Just for a few days. He could pay in analysis later.
He started tapping out his question but paused when another message came in, this time from Cross. “Good job in the SF. Do you want me to look at your burns later?”
Izuku gave the message a small smile. Then he facepalmed. He didn’t need to ask Giran for a place to stay. Yūku was always willing to have him. He felt like such an idiot.
He deleted his drafted text and instead sent, “Sorry, G. Out this weekend visiting friends. Could do next Saturday or Sunday though.” Then he texted Cross back. “On my way now.”
He debated climbing back down to street level, but his UA gym uniform was pretty recognizable. He only had his actual uniform in his backpack too. He made a mental note to start carrying a spare set of inconspicuous civvies in his backpack. Maybe he could stash a change of clothes up here too? He did frequent this rooftop. He decided to think about that later. For now, he silenced his civilian cellphone—he didn’t want to hear if his mom spammed him with texts—and disabled the GPS. Then he removed his laptop’s battery, tightly wrapped it and his laptop in his UA uniform, and zipped his backpack closed with all electronics inside. He pulled it on, snugged the straps and took off for the roof’s edge.
Parkouring was a lot harder when he had a heavy backpack with sensitive cargo. And when he was bone-tired. His rolls were far from graceful, he fumbled more than he cared to admit, and he knew he’d earned a few more scrapes and bruises by the time he reached the edge of the industrial district and its warehouses. The roads here were a lot less populated, and Izuku only needed to wait ten minutes to have an opening to descend an apartment building’s creaky fire escape and cross the street unseen. He darted down the alley with access to the clinic and rapped out the code quickly, ducking inside as soon as the door opened.
Thankfully, there was no one else in the lobby as Cheshire ushered him in. She took one look at his red cheeks and puffy eyes before smiling at him. Izuku grinned weakly back as they walked over to the exam room.
His checkup was quick. Recovery Girl had healed everything except for what he’d earned on his way here. Cheshire left while Cross was disinfecting one of the worse scrapes—on his left elbow—only to return a few minutes later with a spare set of clothes. They were baggy on Izuku and the fabric a bit rough, but Izuku was grateful to change into something less recognizable.
“Can I stay at your place tonight?” he asked Cheshire while Cross wrapped his arm.
“Sure, Green. Your mom again?”
Izuku nodded, blinking rapidly. He was not going to cry again today. He wasn’t.
Cheshire sighed and pulled him into a hug. “Let’s get you home, kiddo. You must be tired.”
Izuku definitely didn’t cry. The ceiling just sprung a leak.
Chapter 39: Authority
Summary:
“Authority is not a power; it is a responsibility.” –Amit Kalantri
Chapter Text
The quiet of Yūku’s place was a welcome reprieve to Izuku. Even Maiko seemed to know he felt terrible, because she didn’t snark him about the Sports Festival like she had last time he’d visited, just shot him a few concerned looks. He was oddly touched when she chucked a pillow and blanket at his face after they finished eating. Full of ainame, takenoko, and fresh ume, Izuku happily curled up on the sofa and fell asleep within minutes.
He slept in the next morning, not waking until 7:00. He felt a lot better for it though—not 100%, but better. He helped Yūku make taiyaki and tuna onigiri for breakfast. Maiko started the sencha tea once she joined them in the kitchen.
None present were particularly morning people; so, breakfast was a quiet affair. The most interesting thing about the whole meal was the way Maiko downed nearly half the kettle of sencha herself. Izuku was moderately concerned about someone younger than him drinking that much caffeine, but when Maiko caught the horrified look he was giving her, she laughed. “It’s because of my quirk. Here…” She leaned across the table and tapped Izuku on the nose before he could dodge. “You’re welcome.”
Izuku stared at her in shock. Izuku was pretty sure he’d never seen her touch anyone during her stay, even Aunt Yūku. (He made a mental note to update his noteb—digital entry on her quirk. It was definitely contact-based.) He was glad to know she was feeling more comfortable, but…what? He made a confused sound in the back of his throat and looked himself over, half expecting to find himself turned into a cat or palette-swapped, but nothing was visibly different. He glanced over at Yūku.
Yūku gave him one of her not-smiles. “How are you feeling, Green?”
Izuku frowned and concentrated on how he felt. He felt…good, energized? “An energy booster?”
“Hm, close,” Maiko said before taking another big bite of her second onigiri. After swallowing, she continued, “Vitality Transfer. I can give or take it through contact. You were super low yesterday. Like, I don’t get how you were still on your feet low.”
Izuku perked up at learning something concrete about Maiko’s quirk and a name too! She hadn’t touched him yesterday; so that implied… “You can see peoples’ vitality?”
Maiko nodded.
“That’s really cool! It would be so useful in medicine or heroics. Actually, it might do best in underground heroics. Sneak attacks would work well for it being contact-dependent. Can you see peoples’ vitality regardless of light level? That would make it really hard to sneak up on you. I bet—”
Yūku cut him off by holding another taiyaki in front of him. “Easy there, Green. You’re overwhelming her.”
Izuku glanced at Maiko and sheepishly apologized before stuffing half of the taiyaki in his mouth to keep himself from muttering.
They shifted topics after that and bounced between schoolwork, vigilante work, the underground rumor mill, and more mundane things. After cleaning up their dishes, Izuku bid his second home goodbye. He needed to take care of a few things—and pick up a change of clothes—if he was going to stay away from Mom for a few days. If he was lucky, she would be out for her parent-teacher conference by the time he got back to the apartment.
Thankfully, the powers that be seemed willing to give him a break after the flaming mess of yesterday. Izuku moved through the empty apartment without bothering to turn the lights on until he closed his bedroom door behind him. He sighed and looked around him. On the upside, he didn’t have to worry about transporting all of his analysis notebooks.
He grabbed his workout duffle bag and a larger one meant for actual travel that was buried in the back of his closet. He gathered enough clothes to last him the week. He wasn’t sure how soon he’d be ready to face his mom again, but today was definitely too soon. Just thinking about it made him jittery with anxi—
Oh. His meds. He should grab those. He hadn’t taken them yet today. He knelt to pull his vigilante box out from under his bed. He grabbed his escitalopram and went to get a glass of water. On the way, he pulled out his cellphone, ignored all of the missed calls and texts from Mom, and messaged Hitoshi, “Hey, can I hang at your place until tomorrow?”
He got a response by the time he set his glass in the sink. “Sure. You okay?”
“Mom and I had a fight.”
“Jeepers.”
Izuku snorted at the response and got back to packing. Everything from his vigilante box went in his workout duffle. After a moment’s thought, he pulled his and Ekikyō’s notebook and his “client” notebook in there too. He did not want Mom finding those if she decided to look through his room while he was gone. Extra shoes, house slippers, toiletries, a few hoodies, his non-school laptop and charger, phone charger, spare notebooks and pens, and the rest of the money from Giran’s last payout went in the travel duffle. He scoured his room one last time before snatching some supplies from the first aid kit and tossing his stash of energy bars in his bag too. That should be everything.
Less than thirty minutes after entering, Izuku slunk back out of the Midoriya apartment. He texted Hitoshi again as he wandered aimlessly. Once Hitoshi replied with his address, Izuku put it into his maps app and headed that way. Hitoshi lived that awkward distance where Izuku could almost justify taking the train, but not really. Eventually, he decided to just hoof it. He’d missed his morning jog anyway. This could count for that and some weight training. (As much as he’d wanted to bring his weights, he was not going to lug those around for a week while he couch surfed.)
He somewhat regretted his decision to walk/jog by the time he got to Hitoshi’s neighborhood. He’d worked up a sweat and was reminded that he hadn’t gotten a shower since washing off Monoma’s acid during the Sports Festival. He still smelled a bit of smoke and burnt caramel. Once he’d recognized that, it was stuck in the forefront of his mind, making his skin crawl.
He was so distracted by it that he didn’t think it was odd when Hitoshi met him on the corner of the block his address was on. “Hitoshi! I’m so sorry, but can I borrow your shower when we get to your place? I still smell like Bakugo sweat.”
Hitoshi turned to greet Izuku but just raised an eyebrow instead. “Uh…sure. Are you…running away from home? I thought you said you were camping at my place for one night.”
Izuku looked down at the stuffed bags hanging from his shoulders as he stopped a step away from his friend. “Um, no. I just…need some space for a few days.”
Hitoshi shrugged. “Alright. Here, give me one of your bags,” he said holding out a hand.
“Thanks.” Izuku handed Hitoshi his smaller bag, smirking when Hitoshi nearly dropped it for its weight. “Be careful. That’s my gear.”
Hitoshi’s eyes went wide before he looked between the bag and Izuku. Then he matched Izuku’s smirk. “If my folks catch us with this, I’m throwing you under the bus.”
“Fair,” Izuku said as they set off down the sidewalk. “But I’d be more worried about them finding the drugs than the gear.”
Hitoshi choked on nothing. He coughed a few times before asking, “What? Drugs?”
Izuku laughed. “Don’t worry. They’re a prescription. Just, you know, from the underground clinic. I only use them if I get a really bad injury and Ekikyō isn’t around.”
Hitoshi gave Izuku some side-eye and changed the topic. “So, anyway, you can shower when we get to my place. Just keep it down. One of the guardians is working, but the other is taking a nap.”
“What about your little brother?”
Hitoshi grimaced. “Out with his grandmother today. She can’t have full custody because of medical problems, but he gets to have a day with her twice a month, provided she’s out of the hospital.”
“Oh, well, I’m glad she was feeling well enough today to spend time with him,” Izuku said, suddenly feeling awkward.
“Yeah. It makes him happy.”
Izuku didn’t have to think up something else to say, because Hitoshi put a finger to his lips and turned off the sidewalk to head up the front walk of a worn two-story duplex. Izuku eyed the building critically, putting himself ever so slightly on guard. After all, the people who put that muzzle on Hitoshi last year lived here. (Unless he’d been rehomed since then, but Hitoshi never changed schools or said anything about moving.)
The pair crept inside, silent as only bullied kids (and trained vigilantes) could be. Izuku thought it was odd that Hitoshi didn’t take his shoes off at the genkan, but he followed his friend’s lead, climbing the stairs with his and skipping the steps Hitoshi skipped without prompting. Hitoshi only relaxed and slipped his shoes off once both of them were sequestered in his bedroom. Izuku tried not to cringe at the lack of decoration in Hitoshi’s room as he slid out of his own, setting his bag and backpack beside his shoes quietly.
Hitoshi set Izuku’s vigilante bag on his bed. “Bathroom’s down the hall on the left. You got spare clothes in there or just illegal weapons and drugs?” he asked, pointing at Izuku’s larger bag.
Izuku laughed quietly and lifted a new outfit for Hitoshi to inspect.
“Does that shirt say ‘jorts?’ What the hell?”
“Exactly.”
“Is this how you beat villains, baffling them with your outlandish and downright strange sense of humor?”
“Yes, I knock them out while they’re too busy laughing.”
They held each other’s gaze for maybe ten seconds before they both had to cover their mouths to suppress laughter.
Izuku retreated to take his shower, feeling lighter. He still wished Ekikyō was here, but Hitoshi was pretty great too. That contentment followed Izuku for the next hour of cleaning up and hanging out with Hitoshi. Right up until they heard the door slam downstairs and Izuku saw panic cross Hitoshi’s face for the first time ever.
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Nezu watched Midoriya Inko and Maijima through his cameras, assessing. She appeared nearly as nervous as her son on the first day of his classes, most likely an inherited trait. She was friendly and polite while making small talk with Maijima, but something about her smile rang false. Was it covering her anxiety or something else?
No matter. He reviewed his office cameras to make sure they were recording and checked in with Aizawa and Yamada to ensure the feed was crisp with no delay where they watched from the security room. That accomplished, he put on a pot of the same rose and lavender blend Midoriya Izuku seemed to take well to. It was good for the nerves, and flavor preferences tended to run in the family as well.
The tea finished steeping right as Nezu pressed the button to open his office door, just as planned. He did so enjoy starting meetings with the humans involved disconcerted or mildly uncomfortable. It was easier to judge character and intent when the subject of his attention wasn’t perfectly put together. To further that effect, Nezu smiled one of his practiced uncanny smiles. “Welcome Midoriya-san. Please take a seat. How do you like your tea?”
“A drizzle of honey is fine. Thank you, Nezu-san.”
Nezu handed Midoriya and Power Loader (whose order he had memorized along with every other staff member’s) their cups before hopping back up in his chair with his own cup. Nezu took a first sip of his tea and savored it. Then he turned to the task at hand. “Before we begin, did you have any questions or concerns that you’d like to address, Midoriya-san?”
The woman considered for a moment, wringing her hands much like her son. “No one here taught him to fight, did they?”
Nezu raised an eyebrow. “There were no training sessions logged with staff, no.” He declined to mention the sessions where Young Midoriya trained others. He was quite decent if lacking in form, but that was understandable considering how he likely learned.
Nezu’s words seemed to confirm something for Midoriya-san, if the hand she briefly clenched before relaxing it again was any clue. After the silence stretched a few more seconds, he prompted, “If that is your only question…”
“Oh! Oh, I’m sorry,” Midoriya-san said, covering her mouth with a hand as a nervous giggle escaped her. “I did have one more. Do you happen to know who Izuku’s friend with the healing quirk is?”
Nezu had his suspicions, but he was more interested in the fact Midoriya-san appeared to be new to the information that such a friend existed. Recovery Girl had commented on her reaction during their phone call too. If Young Midoriya felt the need to hide his friendship from his mother for a year, Nezu wanted to know everything for certain—regarding the boy’s friend and the staff’s concerns about his mother—before he betrayed the boy’s tenuous trust. “No, Midoriya-san, though I know they are not a student at UA.” After a pause, he added, “And I can say with fair confidence that they are the reason your son didn’t bleed out or at least require a transfusion after the USJ. Some property of the quirk appears to allow for rapid clotting.” (If it could really be called that when the material forming the “clot” was more gel or sludge than true scab.)
Midoriya-san sighed in relief. “Oh, that’s what he meant.”
“Midoriya-san?” Maijima asked.
The woman waved her hand dismissively. “Just something Izuku said yesterday worried me. He said that that friend was the only reason he was still alive.”
Nezu’s fur bristled at the possible implications. Anxiety and depression ran hand-in-hand all too often in humans, and with bad depressive episodes came the potential for suicide. Adding in the extensive abuse and discrimination they suspected Young Midoriya to have faced, it wasn’t a pretty picture. Nezu typed a quick reminder to email Inui with an update before he had his first session with the boy.
“Yes, well, now that we have that cleared up, Midoriya-san, shall we move on to the more usual topics?”
“Sure, Principal Nezu.”
“Young Midoriya’s been doing quite well with his studies thus far, despite the USJ attack interfering with one of his semester projects. He’s keeping up in classes and is growing more comfortable with asking questions and volunteering answers in class. As for socially, he seems quite content with his trio of first year friends in addition to his mysterious best friend.”
“Oh, it’s good to hear he’s made friends besides Katsuki,” Midoriya said, smiling.
Maijima and Nezu exchanged a look before Maijima cleared his throat. “Uh, Midoriya-san? Nezu means Hatsume, Shinso, and Uraraka. Your son hasn’t interacted with Bakugo at all outside of rounds two and three of the Sports Festival.”
“What? But that makes no sense,” Midoriya said, visibly confused. “Izuku and Katsuki have known each other since they were in diapers. They’re inseparable. Mitsuki and I even asked their previous schools to put them in the same class to make sure each would always have a friend close by.”
Nezu made a few notes in the document open on his leftmost computer screen. Either the woman was delusional (had she watched the Festival at all?) or Izuku was very good at hiding the truth from his mother. He was leaning toward the former. “Regardless, he’s getting along well with his new friends. The only real setbacks I or the other teachers have seen were on days Midoriya admitted he forgot to take his anxiety medication, and he was always right as rain the next morning when he got back on it. Now—”
Midoriyan-san interrupted him then. “Medication? Anxiety? What are you talking about? Izuku doesn’t have anxiety.”
Nezu tilted his head. Oh dear, there were more secrets here than he expected. How had the boy managed to go to a doctor without his mother’s knowledge? Had his aunt taken him? That seemed the most likely scenario. It was troubling though.
Nezu pulled up Young Midoriya’s medical file on his computer and printed out the single page covering the boy’s diagnosis to show his mother. Just to confirm his suspicion.
Sure enough, the woman didn’t recognize the doctor listed on the file.
Nezu hummed. “Perhaps you can ask him when you get home, Midoriya-san. Children can be quite self-conscious when it comes to mental health. He likely kept it from you out of embarrassment. UA does offer counseling services in-house through Hound Dog, or we can recommend a number of outside, vetted therapists. Given his involvement and injury in the USJ attack, I was planning to recommend at least an introductory appointment now that the Sports Festival is out of the way.”
Midoriya’s face softened a bit as she absorbed that. “I’ll talk to Izuku. Hopefully, he’ll be back by the time I get home.”
Nezu’s tail twitched. “Oh, did he go out?” Nezu had been planning to warn the Midoriyas about the trafficking threat but found himself wishing he’d done so sooner. The idea of his student being hunted while unaware made his hackles rise.
Midoriya frowned and pulled her phone from her purse to check something. “Something like that. We had an argument yesterday, and he stormed out. He hadn’t come back by the time I went to bed, but I didn’t think anything of it. He stays up late sometimes, goes on runs to burn off energy; so, he can sleep. But he wasn’t there this morning either and hasn’t answered my texts or voicemail.”
Nezu’s fur started standing on end as he rapidly pulled up and typed in a new window. While the traces ran, he suggested, “Why not call his aunt and see if he stayed the night there?” He didn’t want to worry Mrs. Midoriya unduly, but if they couldn’t locate her son in a timely manner, he would tell her.
The boy was running on very little energy after Recovery Girl’s healing yesterday. He couldn’t have been at his best. With any luck, he’d gone to his aunt or a friend’s home. If someone else hadn’t gotten to him first. The Sports Festival had broadcast his face and name—and unfortunately his footwear of choice—nationwide. If the traffickers knew what to look for, they would have recognized the sneakers for the quirkless designator they were.
Could they have tracked down Young Midoriya’s address and staked it out so quickly? That was less likely, but they might have caught him on his way home rather than as he left.
Nezu sent off an email requesting access to the city’s camera archives for yesterday afternoon through midnight. He started another email to send to the police if their checking around failed to turn up results. A ding informed Nezu that his cellphone and laptop traces for Midoriya finished. Both came up empty. Young Midoriya could have disabled the GPS locator on his phone, but for the laptop to not be registering, it was either out of power, disconnected from its power supply, or destroyed.
Nezu lashed his tail once in disappointment. He glanced over at Midoriya as someone answered her phone call. Perhaps she had better luck.
“Ah, Mitsuki! Yes, yes, I’m still on for lunch. That’s not why I’m calling. Have you seen Izuku?”
Mitsuki? As in Bakugo Mitsuki? Nezu tilted his head. That’s not who was listed as Midoriya’s secondary contact…at least on the form that was turned in. Nezu sent a quick text to Aizawa to call the contact they had on file—Anshin Yūku—and pulled up Young Midoriya’s registration papers. On another screen he pulled up the emergency contacts form. As expected, there was a slight difference in handwriting between the two signatures. Izuku had forged his mother’s signature in order to change his secondary emergency contact. If his mother’s first choice was the parent of his longtime bully, Nezu couldn’t say he blamed the boy.
Nezu’s phone buzzed. He quickly flagged both of the files he had open for the investigation to follow and closed the tabs. He skimmed Aizawa’s return message and picked up his office’s cordless phone before strolling toward the door. “I need to take this. I’ll be right back.”
Once outside the office, he pressed a hidden button in the wall that opened the vent overhead. Framed photographs that were much more securely attached to the wall than was necessary served as hand and pawholds. After closing the vent cover behind him, the principal made haste to his secondary office. (The staff lovingly called it the vent bunker.)
Once secured inside the much smaller and Nezu-proportioned hidden room, Nezu logged into his computer and picked up the call on hold. “Principal Nezu speaking.”
“Hello, Nezu-sama. Aizawa-san mentioned something about trying to locate Izuku?”
“Yes, it has been brought to the staff’s attention that Young Midoriya never returned home last night. Given his fatigued state upon leaving campus yesterday, we were concerned, even moreso when I tried to trace his laptop and it couldn’t connect.”
“Oh, yeah. Izuku tends to keep it disconnected when he’s not using it or at school. Something about technopathy quirks that I honestly couldn’t follow,” she added fondly. “Anyway, you can call off your manhunt. He stayed at my place last night. He was an emotional wreck and collapsed on the sofa right after dinner. Didn’t move an inch all night. He just left here…about an hour ago. Said something about visiting Shinso.”
Nezu’s fur finally settled slightly. “That’s good to hear. If you see Izuku again before Monday, could you pass along a message for me?” If Izuku trusted Anshin Yūku enough to list her as his alternate contact, then Nezu was going to tell her what she needed to know to keep him safe.
“Sure?” Anshin said uncertainly.
“It’s been brought to my attention that there’s a group of traffickers operating in the area. One of their target groups is the quirkless. I’ll speak to him more on security and preventive measures in class on Monday, but if you could tell him to careful until then it would be much appreciated.”
Nezu frowned at the silence that followed. He checked to ensure the call hadn’t dropped. A very quiet “oh no” had the principal on edge once more.
“Anshin-san?”
“I-I’m here. Just thought of something. I know a lot of the ladies in this part of town. We look out for each other, but a few have disappeared over the last several months, and another caught someone stalking her and decided to move. Three of them are quirkless.”
Nezu twitched an ear and tapped another message to Aizawa. “Anshin-san? I’m going to transfer you back to Aizawa. He’s the hero in charge of the investigation into the group. Tell him everything you told me, and he’ll keep an eye out for your friends as the investigation proceeds.”
“O-okay.”
Nezu put the call on hold for Aizawa to pick up and turned back to his computer. A quick search pulled up Anshin Yūku’s address. One of the less safe neighborhoods, though not outright gang territory or slums. Multiple people in the area had potentially been abducted, and Young Midoriya had left Anshin’s residence alone.
He debated the pros and cons of his current plan of action. Pros: he’d know where his student was, and if he was in trouble, he could send help to his location. Cons: he risked breaking his student’s trust.
Trust could be re-won; life could not.
Decision made, Nezu set to hacking Midoriya Izuku’s phone. It was shamefully easy, and Nezu made a mental note to add phone security to his curriculum for Midoriya. Once in, Nezu turned the device’s GPS locator back on, then turned on the audio while waiting for the location to process. He relaxed as he heard his student speaking with a friend. The location finished loading, and a quick check of student files confirmed that Midoriya was at Shinso’s home. Now, who to send to pick him up?
Chapter 40: The Saddest People Always Try Their Hardest
Summary:
“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless. And they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.” –Robin Williams
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
“He’s not supposed to be home until tomorrow,” Hitoshi said quieter than Izuku had heard him. Hitoshi’s eyes darted to him. “You need to leave. Now.”
Izuku nodded. “Window?”
Hitoshi nodded and grabbed Izuku’s vigilante duffle. Izuku grabbed the rest of his stuff and met Hitoshi at the window as yelling started downstairs. “What room is below us?” Izuku whispered, eyeing the ground below Hitoshi’s window. There were some bushes he could drop his bags into, but no easy way to break his own fall. It looked like he’d have to roll as best he could, or lower himself from the window and drop the rest of the way, though that was going to make him pretty visible from the first-floor window.
“Master bedroom,” Hitoshi whispered. He tilted his head to listen to the argument below them. Something glass shattered. “Sounds like they’re in the kitchen. Go.”
Izuku dropped his bags into the bushes before taking his gear bag from Hitoshi, eyeing his friend. “What about you?”
Hitoshi had this awful resigned look in his eyes. “I’ll be okay,” he said.
Like hell was Izuku believing that. “Grab your stuff and come with me.”
Hitoshi stared at him in shock for a moment. “What?”
“I am not leaving you here to get hurt. So, come on. We can camp out at Uraraka’s or Cheshire’s. I might even introduce you to my…sort of vigilante trainer if I have to crash with him. Or we both stay here, and I’ll fight them if they try to hurt you again.”
When Hitoshi hesitated, Izuku opened his bag and pulled out his practice shoge hook. He twirled the end with the rubber ring a few times to demonstrate. Hitoshi watched with widening eyes as he recognized the move from the Cavalry Battle. Then his eyes flew to his bedroom door—which Izuku now realized didn’t have a lock on the inside.
Heavy footsteps pounded up the stairs.
Izuku took a step forward to put himself between the door and Hitoshi. A slightly trembling hand on his shoulder made Izuku look back. Hitoshi glanced at the window and nodded, though his eyes were anything but sure. He grabbed his backpack and shoes before lowering himself from the window in a practiced move. Izuku waited until Hitoshi’s hands disappeared from the ledge to toss his vigilante gear and vault from the window himself, pushing off from the outside of the building with both of his feet to put distance between Hitoshi’s landing spot and his own and to make rolling into his landing easier.
Izuku sprung to his feet and darted back to the bushes to help Hitoshi up. Then they grabbed their bags. This time Izuku took all three of his. He could run faster with them. They booked it as above them they heard the door to Hitoshi’s room slam open. Izuku led them around the side of the duplex to get out of the window's line of sight as quickly as possible before ducking into the closest alley.
Hitsohi’s parkour wasn’t good enough to take them to the rooftops; so, alleys it was. Once they were a few blocks away, Izuku led them to a park he’d met Ekikyō in a few times. They camped out in a secluded clearing while Izuku texted Uraraka. Hitoshi needed the break if his gasped breaths were anything to go by. Izuku frowned in worry. Had his friend eaten anything today? He shouldn’t be that worn out from their run.
He looked back down to his message, reading it over one last time before sending it. “Hey, Uraraka, by any chance, would you want to hang out today? Hitoshi and I can’t go home at the moment…” He cringed a little, but there really wasn’t a better way to put it.
Uraraka responded back a few minutes later, and Hitsohi sat up to read it with Izuku. “Sure! We can watch movies on my Flickfix account. Afraid I don’t have much in the way of snacks though…”
Izuku immediately texted back, “That’s okay! We can pick up snacks on the way over since you’re hosting. Where’s your place?” Then in their group chat, Izuku pinged Hatsume. “Hatsume, party at Uraraka’s today. You coming?”
“I hope you have cash, because I’m broke,” Hitoshi said, resting his chin on Izuku’s shoulder.
Izuku leaned back against Hitoshi, who seemed taken by surprise by the act, letting both of them fall over to lie on the grass with Izuku half on top of Hitoshi. Izuku laughed. “Yeah, I got us covered. I do some quirk analysis on the side. Pays well in certain circles.” His good mood wavered as he remembered who and what his last paycheck came from.
Hitoshi pushed Izuku off of him and sat back up. He looked down at Izuku, studying him. “You sure you’re okay?” he asked with a raised eyebrow.
Izuku shook his head and sat up. “I’m fine, I swear. Just thought of something. It’s unrelated to my argument with Mom.”
“If you say so.”
The two sat in silence while working out the details of their impromptu get-together over their group chat. Once they had Uraraka’s address—close enough to Aunt Yūku’s to be mildly concerning—and a list of everyone’s preferred snacks, Izuku put his phone away and stretched. He really should have stretched before running to Hitoshi’s place. He was regretting it now that the stiffness was setting in.
Hitoshi took a page from Izuku and stretched beside him. After a minute of silence, he asked uncertainly, “So…what now?”
Izuku wanted to say that now they went and bought snacks, but he knew that wasn’t what Hitoshi meant. He chewed his lower lip for a moment before asking, “How long will he be like…?”
Hitoshi winced and looked away. “At least until tomorrow. Maybe Monday. I don’t know if he’ll have work tomorrow, since he got back early.”
Izuku frowned. “Then you stay with Uraraka or Cheshire or Ciupan until it is safe to go back, or longer if you want to. I’d offer my place too, but…yeah…” Izuku looked down at the ground, twisting a piece of grass between his fingers.
Hitoshi bumped his shoulder against Izuku’s. Izuku looked up to get caught in Hitoshi’s purple eyes. “You’ll be okay too. We’ll figure it out.” Hitoshi’s expression grew less certain, his eyes skating off to the side as he continued, “But…could you not mention what you heard to anyone? Please?”
Izuku’s eyes watered a little as he grimaced. He wanted nothing more than to tell Eraserhead or maybe Ciupan and let hell rain down on Hitoshi’s foster “family,” but Hitoshi had to go and plead with him not to. Izuku suppressed a whine. Was this what Ekikyō felt like when Izuku asked him not to eviscerate Bakugo? He now understood the weird mix of emotions he’d felt from his friend, and it wasn’t pleasant.
“You’re worth defending,” Izuku said, echoing Ekikyō’s words to him. “I’ll keep your secret for now. But, if things get really bad, please don’t ask me to not step in.”
Hitoshi hummed, considering. “Only if I get to tattle on you to Cheshire when you get hurt.” There was his teasing smirk again. Izuku had missed it.
Izuku grinned. “Don’t suppose I can stop you. You do have her number.” Izuku pulled himself to his feet and held a hand out to help Hitoshi up. “Oh, Maiko seems to be doing better, by the way. She actually used her quirk on me this morning.”
Hitoshi’s eyebrows rose as he took his friend’s help in standing. “Really?”
Izuku smiled as they picked up their bags and started walking. He rambled on about Maiko’s quirk as they made their way across town.
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Nezu’s tail twitched in annoyance when Yamada called to report that Midoriya was not at the Mugojō-Shinso residence. He had been there a half-hour ago, unless Midoriya was good enough at coding to throw a false location. As interesting as that would be, it wasn’t plausible. Midoriya was a quick study, but he was still having some trouble keeping coding languages separate.
“Do the Mugojōs have any idea where the boys might have gone?” he asked Yamada.
“Nope. Mugojō-san seemed pretty annoyed about it. Just let me…Oh, that’s interesting.”
“Hm?”
“Some of the bushes on the side of the building have broken branches, and there are leaves scattered. The window above the damage is open. Looks like they may have snuck out.”
Curiouser and curiouser. Why sneak out? Did they catch Nezu tracing Midoriya’s phone? Did they flee when Yamada showed up or before? Why? And where were they now?
“Alright, Yamada, proceed to your meeting with Tsukauchi. I’ll keep looking on my end.” Nezu said before hanging up. He sat back in his chair and picked up his cup of tea to take a long sip. Now he had two missing boys on his paws instead of one. At least neither boy was alone. That would offer them some degree of protection. Now, he was back to square one. To hack and trace or not to?
For a change of pace, he got an answer before he could decide. His computer pinged. Midoriya’s school laptop was online. Nezu’s perked up as he focused on the notification for a moment. Then he opened a window to compose an email.
“Greetings, Midoriya-kun!
I’m reaching out to check that you are well. During my parent-teacher conference with your mother this morning, she mentioned that you had not returned home last night. Given how tired you were from Recovery Girl’s quirk, I was understandably concerned. Anshin-san mentioned you stayed the night with her before going to see a friend when staff called her, but I wanted to contact you directly to make sure. Are you somewhere safe?
Am I bear, a mouse, or a dog?
-Principal Nezu”
Nezu waited patiently while his student composed a response. He resisted the urge to track the boy’s location or activate the laptop’s audio or webcam. If he was as careful as Anshin-san said, then Izuku must be somewhere safe to have turned the laptop back on.
“Good morning, Nezu-sensei!
I apologize for causing concern. I just needed a break from Mom. I didn’t mean to make everyone else worry! I’m fine, really. I have a lot more energy than yesterday, even went for a run this morning. But you didn’t ask about that…
I’m at Uraraka’s place with Hitoshi, and Hatsume’s on her way over too. We’re going to watch movies and Hatsume’s recording of the Sports Festival. So, we can see what we missed. (Mostly what I missed.) I’m working on some of my 1-A/1-B analyses while we’re waiting for Hatsume.
Hopefully, I didn’t cause too much trouble on your day off.
-Midoriya Izuku”
Nezu relaxed more knowing that his student was well and with multiple friends. Still, a tiny bit of worry remained. So, he sent a follow-up email.
“As glad as I am to hear that, Midoriya-kun, I must ask that you be careful this weekend. It was brought to my attention yesterday that there is a trafficking group active that has been targeting quirkless people in our area. I hate to say it, but you may already be a target after the Sports Festival if they know the significance of the shoes you wear.”
Izuku’s response to this took a little longer to come through, but Nezu chuckled when he saw there was a picture attached: Izuku leaning against Hitoshi on a sofa with Uraraka in the background opening a bottle of soda. “Oh! You’re probably worried I got kidnapped. Here’s a picture to prove I’m actually okay and not sending emails under duress. I’ll be careful.”
Nezu examined the picture a little more closely, comparing the boy he met on the first day of the semester to the boy in the picture. Midoriya did look a lot happier and more comfortable in his own skin. He’d grown more confident. Nezu didn’t want to undo that progress or break Izuku’s trust in him, not with how things looked to be going with the case against his mother. He made a decision. “Try to avoid traveling alone or after dark when you can, and we’ll discuss additional security measures when you come in on Monday. If you could keep me updated as to where you’re staying until then, it would be much appreciated.”
Izuku emailed back a confirmation, and Nezu allowed himself to relax more fully. Midoriya was safe for the time being. Now, he could focus on ensuring he stayed that way. Yamada’s meeting with Detective Tsukauchi should officially kick off their abuse investigations: the Aldera school system, Bakugo Katsuki, and Midoriya Inko.
If the detective thought they had enough evidence of neglect and emotional abuse as is—or if they found enough evidence of such during the course of their investigation—Izuku was going to need a temporary or long-term change in living arrangements. The Bakugos—who would certainly be Midoriya Inko’s first choice—were out of the question. Anshin may be a possibility, but she wasn’t an immediate solution, given the questions surrounding how Izuku and her knew each other, nor was it likely to be a permanent one given the household income her address suggested. (Could she afford to feed the extra mouth and pay UA tuition and transportation? Even with scholarships, a growing teenage boy—and his occasionally visiting friend—ate a substantial amount.)
That left UA. This wasn’t the first time a student’s custody had become an issue; they had protocols established to handle it. Usually the duty of guardianship—barring contraindications in quirks or other circumstantial matters—fell to the student’s homeroom teacher or department head. However, Maijima was already set to take guardianship of a student later in the semester when the girl’s parents left the country for an extended business trip involving I-Island and much of Europe as well as the majority of the school year. Emergency foster licensure only allowed for one foster child at a time. He could take Midoriya on temporarily, but the boy could use some stability and a sense of normalcy sooner rather than later. Routine was important to young humans’ sense of safety. With Midoriya already having anxiety, Nezu didn’t wish to uproot him more times than necessary.
Much to Nezu’s dissatisfaction, he couldn’t take Izuku in either, despite being the Analysis department head. He didn’t have a foster license, let alone an emergency one. The Hero Commission had given him his hero license and allowed him to retain ownership and autonomous management of UA, but in winning those battles, Nezu had sacrificed what he thought was a smaller, less important fight. Now he wished he had fought harder against the judgment that “a non-human shouldn’t be entrusted with the sole responsibility of raising of a human child.”
Nezu pulled up his phone contact for Aizawa and dialed. After the gruff teacher picked up, Nezu said, “Midoriya’s safe for now. He’s staying with a group of friends and celebrating how well they all did in the Festival, and he’s agreed to keep me updated as to his whereabouts. We’ll speak to him on Monday. How are things on your end?”
“I’ve got the boxes out of the guest room, but cleaning will take a while. Why do I still have these case files from five years ago? Might have to get a spot in the precinct’s records room at this rate. Anyway, the kid’s not allergic to cats, right?”
Nezu smiled. “No such allergy is listed in his file, but I’ll add it to the list of questions for Monday.”
Aizawa grunted in acknowledgment, and Nezu left him to his work. Nezu hadn’t been surprised when Aizawa volunteered to foster Midoriya when the topic was discussed. Nezu wondered if the man might be able to reignite the boy’s interest in heroics.
Between Midoriya’s behavior at the entrance exam and the third round of the Sports Festival, Nezu suspected the chances of the boy trying on his own a third time were near non-existent. He’d regretted arranging that first match once he saw his student dissociating on stage. He’d known something was going on between him and Bakugo from the way they interacted in the second round, but he hadn’t expected it to be that bad.
He folded his ears back at the memory. He’d rewatched the footage several times while compiling evidence for the Aldera and Bakugo cases. He couldn’t undo his miscalculation, but he could protect his student from further harm.
(Some part of Nezu wondered if he should pass on raising Midoriya even if he had his foster license.)
Notes:
Mugojō: mugo- awful, jō- affection
Also, my rough draft doc is sitting at exactly 149,000 words rn. ^.^ Time to go mess that number up.
Chapter 41: Sympathy
Summary:
“When pain is to be born, a little courage helps more than much knowledge, a little human sympathy more than much courage, and the least tincture of the love of God more than all.” –C.S. Lewis, The Problem of Pain
Chapter Text
Well, Izuku was going to stay at Uraraka’s for the night, but then her landlord decided to be a dick and make up a rule that she was only allowed to have one additional non-family person over at a time. They hadn’t even been that noisy! (Okay, the noise complaint was probably Hatsume somehow making the tv remote explode, but that was one time! You’d think not everyone grew up around explosions or something.)
That had to be illegal, and Izuku was going to find a way to get the landlord in trouble for that. But he wasn’t going to get Uraraka in trouble in the meantime. So, Hitoshi was staying with Uraraka while Izuku stayed at Hatsume’s place tonight. He just had to drop off his vigilante gear somewhere safe first. Not that he didn’t trust Hatsume! Because he did. He just…didn’t want her suping up (or exploding) his vigilante gear. He didn’t have enough money to replace everything if she did.
So, he texted Ciupan. Thankfully, the man got back to him quickly and agreed to meet up at their usual place. Izuku knew he technically shouldn’t be out and about by himself (why had he never considered that his shoes would give him away to the traffickers?!) but he changed into his spray-painted black vigilante shoes instead of his usual reds. Hopefully, that was enough to throw most people off.
He still needed to find someone to custom make or modify some proper combat boots for him. Actually…maybe he’d give Hatsume his unpainted shoes to try with. He did have the blacks, and Nezu was right. The reds weren’t exactly safe to wear at present. (If big heroes like Nezu were getting involved in the investigation, that meant the group was more active, right?)
Anyway, he’d let Hatsume run on ahead to pull out the guest futon for him and make her room as non-hazardous as possible while he met Ciupan at the abandoned apartment building. The ex-vigilante (ex-hero, ex-cage fighter) was waiting for him when he walked in. “Hey, Ciupan. Thanks for meeting me on such short notice.”
The man waved him off, removing his mask and goggles. “No trouble, Green. Now, what’s this about? And what’s with all the bags?”
Izuku scuffed the floor with the toe of one shoe before unslinging his vigilante bag from his shoulder. “I need you to watch my vigilante stuff for a few days. Is…that okay?”
“I mean, sure? Are you alright, kid? Thought you usually kept this stuff at home.”
“Yeah…I, uh, can’t go home at the moment. But!” he quickly added, heading off Ciupan’s response. “I stayed with a friend last night, and I’m staying with another tonight. It’s just…this one is an inventor with a penchant for explosions?”
Ciupan sighed and shook his head, but he took Izuku’s bag from him. “Alright, kid. I’ll keep it safe for you. But I want a full explanation next time I see you. Got it?”
“Got it, Ciupan-sensei! I’d better get going. Nezu warned me about staying out too late with the traffickers hunting,” Izuku said, jogging off with his remaining duffle and backpack.
“Traffickers? Kid, wait!”
Izuku did not wait. He actually made pretty good time to Hatsume's place. Hatsume was waiting for him and ushered him inside as soon as he got there. “My folks already had dinner, because they weren’t sure what time I was getting back. But there’s leftovers in the fridge! Do you want ramen or chawanmushi?” She asked, leading him to the kitchen.
“I haven’t had chawanmushi in ages,” Izuku admitted with a grin. “Thanks again for letting me crash here, Hatsume.”
“No problem,” Hatsume said, waving dismissively as she rummaged through the fridge. “I know you’d do the same if our situations were reversed.”
After eating, they headed down the hall to Hatsume’s…room. Izuku wasn’t sure if he should call it a bedroom or a workshop really. He was just glad there weren’t any precarious piles of inventions within collapsing distance of the rolled-out futon. It was only as he stepped into the room that it occurred to him that he was in a girl’s room. Blush climbed his neck and cheeks, and he sounded a little strangled as he asked, “Are you s-sure it’s okay for me to stay in here?”
Hatsume glanced over from where she was pulling some pajamas out of her dresser. “Yeah. Why wouldn’t it be?”
After a minute’s indecision Izuku just shook his head and choked out “never mind” before retreating to the bathroom with his own change of clothes. He made sure to knock and wait for Hatsume’s okay to head back into her room. Hatsume was sitting cross-legged on top of her covers, working away on a pad of graph paper, no doubt designing something. He settled onto his futon and pulled his school laptop out again to email Nezu an update and work on his analysis notes some more. He still needed to update Maiko’s file after all.
That quiet camaraderie continued until Izuku remembered he wanted to ask Hatsume about doing something to his shoes. So, he snapped his laptop closed and plugged it into the wall to charge along with his home laptop. “Hey, Hatsume?”
She hummed without looking up from her work.
“You know how q-quirkless people have the extra toe joint? Well, there’s only really one brand of shoe that fits us well, and I was wondering if…” he trailed off as Hatsume looked up from her blueprint to study his bare feet, quirked eyes rotating slightly.
Then she narrowed her eyes and tapped her pencil against her notepad. “Having only one choice of shoe is pretty boring, and are they even steel-toed? Do they have ankle or arch support?”
“Uh…no…”
“Well, that won’t do. Want me to make something? If it’s specifically designed for a quirkless foot, I won’t even have to deal with getting it approved. Since support gear is by definition designed to aid a quirk, anything I make for you doesn’t class as support gear! I could design so many more things without all that red tape. Makes me kinda sad there aren’t any quirkless heroes.”
“Yeah.” Izuku dug his red sneakers out of his bag and held them out to Hatsume. “Do whatever you want to them as long as you don’t keep the red color. I spray-painted my other pair.”
Hatsume set her blueprints aside to take the shoes to examine. She turned one over in her hands before making a sound of disgust. “These things are shoddy. I’d be surprised if a pair lasted you more than six months ever.”
Izuku flopped back on his futon. “Try three. I run a lot and sometimes do parkour or freerunning.” Or vigilante-ing. At Hatsume’s small sound of indignation, Izuku smiled and added, “And they cost more than normal store-bought sneakers.”
“That’s it! I cannot let this injustice in craftsmanship stand. That is price gouging or extortion or…something. Hatsume Mei is going to invent the world’s closest thing to an indestructible quirkless sneaker, and it will be affordable!”
Izuku laughed as his friend tore the pages she’d been working on earlier from her pad of graph paper and set them aside to start working on a new sketch. He fell asleep to the sound of a pencil scratching on paper.
He woke to a scream. He flailed his way to his feet and a fighting stance before he was fully awake. “What’s…” He paused to yawn. “Going on?”
“Hatsume Mei, why is there a boy in your bedroom?”
Oh. Oh no. This was worse than waking up to being attacked. That was the mom voice. His brain caught the rest of the way up as he realized there was a woman standing in the doorway with her hands on her hips. She had the same pink hair as Mei, though hers fell in loose waves rather than dreadlocks.
“Morning, Mom,” Hatsume said, seemingly unbothered. “This is Analyst-kun. He needed somewhere to spend the night. So, I let him use the guest futon. Didn’t want you guys tripping over him when you got up; so, I set it up in here.”
Hatsume’s mom turned baleful eyes on Izuku.
“H-hi, Hatsume-san. I’m Midoriya Izuku. I’m in Hatsume’s homeroom.”
Hatsume’s mom did not look impressed.
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Izuku beat a hasty retreat after breakfast. He felt kinda bad that Hatsume got in trouble, but how was he supposed to know she hadn’t told her parents he was staying over? He knew it wasn’t his fault, but he still felt a little guilty.
Because of that, he didn’t want to stay at Hatsume’s place again tonight. He also didn’t want to stay at Yūku’s place (and eat all her food) again too soon. Having nowhere else lined up yet, Izuku decided to text Ciupan again before his vigilante phone died.
That was how he found himself sitting across from Ciupan on the floor of their abandoned apartment building with a bag of Chinese takeout between them a few hours later. Ciupan unloaded containers of rice, sweet and sour chicken, and lo mein before addressing the elephant in the room. “So, kid. You going to tell me what’s going on?”
Izuku fiddled with one of the water bottles Ciupan had brought to give his hands something to do. “Mom and I had a fight…”
“Do you mind if I ask what it was about?” His sensei asked, tone still gruff but softer.
Izuku chewed on his lower lip for a good minute before he started talking. He told Ciupan about his mom being mad about him learning how to fight and “hurting” Bakugo in the Sports Festival. How she didn’t seem to care that Bakugo had hurt him too. How she said he’d changed then forbade him from seeing his best friend, calling him a bad influence. How she didn’t listen. Izuku’s eyes were watering again by the end of it, but he refused to cry about that argument twice in two days.
Ciupan gave him a few minutes to collect himself before speaking. “Kid, Midoriya, I need you to know that you are never in the wrong for defending yourself. Your mother shouldn’t have implied that you were for doing so.” The man twisted the water bottle in his hands, plastic crinkling. “From a parent’s perspective, I’d say she’s scared. You grew up when she wasn’t looking. Part of that’s her fault for deciding to not look; part of it’s a lack of communication and a breakdown of trust. Her baby boy suddenly looks like a young man capable of defending himself, someone who doesn’t need her anymore. That’s no excuse for her taking it out on you though. Even if she doesn’t support what you’re doing.”
The water bottle burst under a particularly sharp twist. Ciupan stared down at it for a moment before he shook his head and set the mangled plastic aside. “I made that mistake with my daughter when she wasn’t much older than you. Nearly lost her because of it. Did lose her for a while when Queen Bee possessed her. I got her back in the end, but I wish now that I had heard her out. She wanted to be a musician.”
Izuku straightened up a bit, recognizing the name “Queen Bee” from some of the articles he’d read about vigilantes and the Naruhata attacks a few years ago. Wait, possessed? Was that why Ciupan had acted so weird when Izuku mentioned Ekikyō’s quirk?
“Is she okay?” Izuku asked.
Ciupan nodded. “Lost an eye and gets occasional migraines from the damage Bee did, but she’s alright.”
Izuku winced in sympathy, wondering what shape his brain would be in if Ekikyō hadn’t been so consistently careful with him. “Did…she ever become a musician?”
Ciupan smiled fondly. “Not a famous one, if that’s what you’re asking. She still plays guitar though. The kids at the park back home adore her though. They ask her to play every time they lay eyes on her.”
Izuku found himself matching his trainer’s grin.
“I stop by to listen to her sometimes. She’s good.” Ciupan paused and caught Izuku’s eyes with his one. “You’re good too, kid. I watched your performance at the Sports Festival. You’ve improved a lot in a short time, and you should be proud of that. Don’t let anyone tell you otherwise.”
Izuku wanted to argue, but his heart wasn’t in it. ‘Anyone’ included himself after all. He gave a small huff. “I’ll do my best, sensei.”
Ciupan nodded. “Good.” Then he stood up on creaking legs and popped his back. “Now, I don’t know about you, but I’ve had enough feelings for one day. How do you feel about sparring? Or I could show you a few new tricks with that shoge hook of yours, make you into a real menace for your Sports Festival next year?”
Izuku laughed, and it was a little more genuine. “Hai, sensei.”
Outtake
“So, what’s this about traffickers?” Ciupan asked while chopping vegetables in the kitchen.
Izuku paused in unpacking his laptop by the sofa and took a deep breath. Better to get this out of the way now rather than later, he supposed. If Ciupan was going to kick Izuku out, it might as well be before he unpacked everything. He stuffed his laptop back in his bag and didn’t look at Ciupan as he answered, “There’s a group in the area that’s been kidnapping quirkless people.”
The steady chop of vegetables ceased. “You’re quirkless?” Ciupan sounded surprised more than anything. Then he laughed. “Well, you’re in good company, kid.”
Izuku’s brain short-circuited, and he spun around to look at Ciupan. “What?”
Ciupan set his knife on the cutting board and walked over. “Yep. I’m quirkless too. Wasn’t born this way, but quirks aren’t as permanent as people would like to believe.”
“That makes no sense. You were a hero; as O’Clock you—”
“Bit off more than I could chew,” Ciupan interrupted. He sank into the chair next to the sofa. “Tell me, Midoriya, have you ever heard of the quirk boogieman?”
Chapter 42: Taking the First Step
Summary:
“Faith is taking the first step even when you can’t see the whole staircase.” –Martin Luther King Jr.
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
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Izuku spent the rest of the evening listening to Ciupan recount how he’d encountered the villain who was as much myth as man, a monster who since the dawn of quirks had stalked the shadows of Japan. Ciupan also told Izuku about his second encounter with the man in Naruhata, though the vigilante admitted he was only half convinced that the second encounter happened, given that he was dying and having an out of body experience at the time. This led to Izuku learning yet another moniker his mentor had gone under: Knuckleduster. Honestly, that one was pretty fitting.
All in all, it was a pretty decent evening, and the prospect of a quirk-stealing quirk existing thoroughly distracted Izuku from his own problems. His mind ticked over theories and questions well into the night, but somehow, he did manage to fall asleep. Ciupan’s sofa wasn’t the most comfortable thing in the world, but the man made a mean ramen and told great stories. 10/10 would camp out there again. The only downside was having to wake up extra early to make the trek to UA the next morning.
Oguro—as he insisted on being called when in civvies—sent him off with natto on toast, some lunch money (which Izuku tried and failed to refuse), and a confirmation that they were still on for training that afternoon. On the way to school, Izuku turned his vigilante phone on to see if he’d gotten any messages while it was dead. (No way was he taking it out to charge at Hatsume’s; her sharp eyes wouldn’t have missed it. He’d only gotten to charge it after going to Ciupan’s apartment.)
He had. Several in fact. Most of them were from a rather annoyed Eraserhead who had patrolled last night for the first time since the USJ attack and was wondering where Naisho was.
Eraserhead was cleared to work again? Izuku smiled and texted back the same excuse he’d given Giran. He did congratulate the hero on his full recovery though. It would be nice working with his second sensei again. Izuku could hardly wait for the weekend, and the week had barely started.
He had a spring in his step the rest of the way to UA and his homeroom. He was brought up short by Maijima-sensei telling him to go talk to Nezu in his office instead of stay for class. Confused and a little nervous Izuku obeyed. Nezu had said he wanted to talk to him about security today, but Izuku had thought the principal had meant during his afternoon classes, not the second he arrived on campus.
Nezu’s office door opened for him as he approached. Izuku hesitated in the doorway as he noticed Detective Tsukauchi standing in one corner of the room. The greeting he’d been about to give Nezu died on his tongue.
“Midoriya, come in,” Nezu said, chipper as ever. “The Detective is assisting on the trafficking case, and I thought it pertinent to include him for the first part of our meeting.”
Tsukauchi grinned apologetically at Izuku. “We really must stop meeting like this, Midoriya.”
Izuku forced himself to relax slightly as he nodded to the detective. He allowed himself a small grin as he said, “Hey, at least it’s before something bad happened to me this time instead of after.”
The detective gave a small chuckle, and they all slipped into their seats. The door clicked shut, and Nezu served their tea. Izuku noted it was the rose and lavender blend that had been growing on him. Once Nezu settled back in at his desk, they got started.
Tsukauchi took out a notepad this time instead of his recorder. “Midoriya, it’s been brought to our attention that there have been several disappearances in the area, but especially in western Musutafu’s neighborhoods surrounding the warehouse district.”
Izuku sat up a little straighter. That was Yūku’s part of town. How had he missed this?
Tsukauchi continued without noticing Izuku’s sudden interest. “Several of those disappearances line up with the target demographic of a trafficking group we recently learned of. Have you noticed anything or anyone suspicious around your aunt’s home or your own in the past few months?”
Izuku’s head swam as he parsed the detective’s words. Target demographic? He paled as realization set in. He meant quirkless people. Quirkless people in his city had been disappearing, and he hadn’t even known. “I-I…No, no I haven’t seen anything that could match up with that. I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be, Midoriya,” The detective said, resting a hand on his shoulder. “It’s good that you haven’t run into anyone connected to this. They would have gone after you too.”
Izuku shrugged. “Um, a-anything else I can help with?”
“Actually, I did want to ask for your perspective as a quirkless person,” Tsukauchi said, withdrawing his hand to open his pen and poise it over his notepad. “Do you have any ideas or suggestions as to how this group might be identifying and tracking targets?”
Izuku tilted his head. He supposed most people with quirks wouldn’t know what to look for. “Our shoes, for one. There’s only one brand of quirkless shoe in Japan.” When the two adults glanced down at his shoes, Izuku fidgeted. “They’re usually a bright red. Spray painted these ones a while back to try a different look.
“If they had a hacker or found someone willing to sell them the shoe company’s sales files…Then again, the same could be said for doctors or anyone with clearance at the quirk registrar’s office.” Izuku shrugged. “Maybe check if the missing had any doctor or service in common or ordered shoes within the same time frame? There are quirkless forums too. They’re supposed to be safe spaces, but well, hacked accounts and catfishers happen.”
Nezu’s tail twitched. “Like the server you mentioned with a Humarise recruiter?”
Tsukauchi whipped around to stare at Nezu. “A what?”
Izuku nodded. “Yeah, like that.”
Tsukauchi looked between the two of them before shaking his head. “You know what, I don’t want to know. I’m not in the counter-terrorism division; they can deal with that.”
Nezu hummed. “You might contact the division to see if Humarise has a mailing list. That would be another avenue to investigate.”
Tsukauchi nodded even as he sighed. “Why do the legwork when you can just steal a list from someone who isn’t going to report the crime because of their own hang-ups with law enforcement?”
Now Izuku was looking between the two adults in confusion. He could kinda understand their worry about Humarise. That group had been preaching increasingly worrisome rhetoric the past few years, but why were they worried about quirkless people disappearing now? The two adults turned to stare at him, and Izuku blushed. His mumbling had betrayed him again. He cleared his throat. “I-I mean…quirkless people have been targets for the last generation and a half. Why do the police care all of a sudden?”
Tsukauchi’s eyebrows drew inward. “What do you mean, Midoriya?”
Izuku studied the man’s face for a moment before deciding the man was either very good at playing dumb, or he simply hadn’t noticed. Izuku sighed. “Go look through your department’s cold cases, Detective. This isn’t something new. If it’s not traffickers, it’s hate crimes or job discrimination. Quirkless people know not to expect long lives. Not in Japan, at least.”
Tsukauchi paled as his quirk confirmed how serious Izuku was. After a moment he coughed and tried to shake off his surprise. “Looking for misfiled cases is a good idea. This pattern might have been going on longer than reported.” He made another note on his notepad before returning his attention to Izuku. “Thanks for your help, Midoriya.”
There was a pause as Tsukauchi sighed and exchanged his notepad for the recorder Izuku was familiar with. Izuku narrowed his eyes in suspicion. A recorder meant an official statement, but he hadn’t seen anything to do with the trafficker case. (Which struck him as a bit odd, considering he was a vigilante; maybe he needed to change up his patrol route if criminals were learning to avoid it?) Tsukauchi shot him an apologetic look for the second time since he walked in, and Izuku stiffened, senses on alert.
“I am sorry about this, Midoriya, but Nezu asked me to go over a few other things with you. If you could answer these questions honestly, we’ll get through them quickly.”
Izuku guardedly nodded.
“Alright.” Tsukauchi clicked the recording on and gave their names and today’s date. “Beginning the interview with Midoriya Izuku in regards to the ongoing investigations of his abuse. Midoriya, do you feel safe at home?”
Investigations? Abuse? Izuku was torn between confusion and outrage. How could they just spring this on him? Why were they digging into his life? Did they think his mom hurt him? What gave them the right? He was fine. (“He wasn’t,” whispered a voice in the back of his head that sounded like Ekikyō.)
None of his protests or questions escaped as he gaped at the detective.
Nezu decided to speak up then. “Midoriya,” he said, far too gently. “We all saw your scars during the Sports Festival. You don’t get wounds like those from normal childhood accidents. As heroes and educators, we can’t look the other way when a child is getting hurt.”
One question broke past the emotions clogging Izuku’s throat. “Since when do teachers do that?”
Nezu and Tsukauchi shared a look before Tsukauchi asked, “Has anyone ever defended you before?”
Izuku shook his head before remembering he needed to respond verbally for the recording. “No, um, not aside from my friends.” Izuku was still confused, and he had a feeling it showed.
Nezu sighed. “Then many people have failed you, Midoriya. I know this is a difficult subject, but think of this from another perspective. If you were in charge of the well-being of several hundred children and found out one of them was being injured badly enough to scar, and regularly enough to have more scars than some veteran pro heroes, would you let them continue to be hurt, or would you investigate and ideally save them?”
Izuku’s mind jumped to Hitoshi and his bandaged arms and makeup-covered scars. He wanted to save his friend so badly. Oh, did…was Nezu implying they felt that for him? The fight slowly drained out of him, but some of the confusion remained. Just, why? He wasn’t worth the trouble.
He remembered the last time he felt like that, and Ekikyō’s words then came to mind, unbidden. “You’re worth protecting.” Izuku rubbed at his face, surprised that his eyes were still dry. He slowly nodded, not meeting either adult’s eyes.
“I don’t mean to imply anything about your mother, Midoriya,” Tsukauchi said quietly. “But it’s standard procedure to ask if there’s a suspected abuse case, regardless of who we think might be responsible.”
“I understand,” Izuku mumbled. He chewed his lip as he thought about the detective’s earlier question. Did he feel safe at home? Thinking of the word “home” brought up far too many images, only half of them being of his and his mom’s apartment. “I’m safe at home.”
Tsukauchi made a face and blinked. “Sorry, I got a strange reading with that one. Hm. Ah, do you feel safe with Midoriya Inko?”
“Yes,” Izuku said. For all that she didn’t understand, she would never raise a hand to him or hurt him (physically).
“Good. Could you tell us about what spurred you to leave home the day of the Sports Festival?”
Izuku winced and wrung his fingers. Running away wasn’t a crime, right? “We had a fight…” Izuku summarized the events dispassionately, taking a mental step back. He didn’t want anyone to get in trouble, but he was so done with reliving this stupid argument. He just wanted to get this over with. After he finished with fleeing the apartment he waited in silence for their reactions.
“Midoriya?” Nezu asked. He studied Izuku’s face when he looked up. After a few moments, the mammal tilted his head. “Why don’t you tell us about what a day in your life looked like when you were in middle school. It’ll give us some perspective.”
Izuku considered the request before nodding. He kept his mental distance as he recounted his routine prior to Ekikyō: wake up, go to school, get hurt in some way or other, get belittled by a teacher or his classmates, hide at lunch, run out as fast as he could after lessons let out, and race home to nurse his wounds. He gave them more detail than that, but that was the gist of it.
The silence when he finished lasted longer this time. Tsukauchi wrote a few notes on his notepad, which Izuku had missed him pulling back out at some point. That confused Izuku. He already had the recorder running. Maybe he was writing additional questions down?
When he finished writing, Tsukauchi met Izuku’s eyes again and asked, “Are all of your older, not-green, scars from school?”
Izuku thought a while, trying to recall where each came from. He pushed his hair back to show a small scar by his hairline. “This one was from falling off the monkey bars at the park; otherwise, yes.”
“How were your injuries treated?”
“I treated them myself until recently,” Izuku said remembering the trial and error of learning to properly wrap burns, how tight was too tight, and when not to wrap them. At least he hadn’t needed to use Eraserhead’s lessons on applying stitches yet.
“Your mother never took you to a hospital or doctor for your wounds?”
Izuku shook his head before remembering himself. “No. I hid the injuries after the first few times. Never got caught.” Quieter, more to himself than the adults, he added. “Probably should have been though.”
“Why did you hide them?”
“Because she couldn—” Izuku bit his lip, remembering Tsukauchi’s quirk. He wasn’t going to buy that lie. Izuku’s shoulders sagged and he looked down at his hands, twisting his fingers tightly together as he admitted his cowardice, “I-I didn’t want to know if she’d do anything about it or not.”
“Did she before you started hiding the injuries?”
“She talked to Ba—the other kids’ mom, but nothing changed. It was only worse the next time, because he was angry I tattled. So, I figured, telling doesn’t fix anything and only makes her cry. So, why tell?”
“One last question about your mom before we move on, Midoriya. If you went home today, what do you think would happen? Would anything change?”
Izuku scrunched up his eyebrows. That was a weird question. Why ask about things that haven’t happened? Someone couldn’t get in trouble for something they hadn’t even done yet. “She’d probably try to get me to transfer to Zonama again and tell me to apologize to Bakugo. Which is not happening. I am not apologizing for defending myself,” he said lowly, anger bitter on his tongue.
Ciupan was right. He was within his rights to defend himself. Bakugo wasn’t in using his quirk. As if anyone would ever punish Bakugo though. Izuku barely suppressed a scoff.
“And we’re not asking you to,” Nezu said, pulling Izuku from his negative thoughts. He shot Tsukauchi a look.
The detective subtly nodded and flipped his notepad closed. “That’s it for the questions,” Tsukauchi said before closing out the recording. “Only other thing is your scars. Recovery Girl already documented them after the USJ and Sports Festival, but there are a few that we need accurate measurements of for the case,” he said apologetically. “I can take measurements, or someone else can, whatever you’re comfortable with.”
Izuku almost told him to go ahead before remembering this detective had been (possibly still was?) on the Sludge Villain case. He could not let the man get more of a look at his green scars than he already had. “Um, can Nezu take them? S-sorry…”
“No worries, kid. Nezu knows which ones we need. I’ll wait for his email. Stay safe and don’t hesitate to call if you ever see or hear anything suspicious.” Tsukauchi put his hat on and tipped it before stepping out, closing the door behind him.
Izuku swallowed and glanced at Nezu. His sensei had walked around his desk to stand before him with a tape measure. “They need the length of each of your lacerations and the dimensions of the larger scars.”
Izuku nodded and rolled up his pant leg for Nezu to get the stab wound scar there while he unbuttoned his blazer and shirt. Then he remembered he had half a dozen fresh bruises decorating his skin from messing up with his shoge hook yesterday. He was so glad now that he hadn’t given himself a black eye. That would have been embarrassing. As Nezu hopped up onto the sofa behind him to get the scars on his back, Izuku said, “Um…the bruises are from sparring. I told you I stayed at my trainer’s place last night.”
“Noted.”
Neither of them spoke again until Nezu finished measuring what felt like every burn, scratch, and scrape on Izuku’s torso and arms. Izuku refused to think or feel anything about the situation. He just wanted to get it over with. He twisted his undershirt in his hands as he stared at the tea set across the room.
A tap on his arm told Izuku when Nezu was done. As Izuku turned away and slipped his blazer back on, Nezu rested a paw on Izuku’s shoulder, carefully avoiding his scars. Izuku looked over his shoulder at his teacher. “Thank you for trusting me, Midoriya.” He hopped off the sofa and started walking back around his desk. “Oh, and sending Tsukauchi out was a wise choice if you wanted to preserve your friend’s identity.”
Notes:
For the questions during the abuse part of the interview, I referenced questions CPS asks when there's a potential abuse investigation:
-What actually happened during the alleged incident (or incidents) of abuse or neglect?
-Whether the child feels safe in their home right now
-Whether the child believes that future abuse or neglect will occur
-Whether any abuse or neglect occurred in the first place
Chapter 43: Allowing Another to Take [Your Hand]
Summary:
“Sometimes, reaching out and taking someone’s hand is the beginning of a journey. At other times, it is allowing another to take yours.” –Vera Nazarian
Notes:
There was a bonus upload on Friday, so if you haven't read 42, go read that one first.
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Izuku stared wide-eyed at Nezu. Nezu smiled and poured another cup of tea. Then he moved on as if he didn’t just claim to know who Ekikyō was.
“There are a few things I wish to discuss with you now that Tsukauchi’s gone. Firstly, I want to apologize for you being forced to face Bakugo in the tournament. If I had known…” Nezu shook his head. “I would have changed the matches. I’m sorry we put you in that position.”
Izuku waved his arms in front of him. “You didn’t know! And I’m okay now.”
“That still doesn’t make it happening in the first place right.” Nezu actually stood in his chair and bowed. “I promise to do better by you in the future.”
“Nezu-sensei, please…” Izuku couldn’t handle the principal of the premier hero school in Japan bowing to him. This was too much.
Finally, Nezu rose from his bow and sat back down. The next topic was calmer, though just as overwhelming. “Midoriya, have you ever considered therapy?”
Izuku frowned and tilted his head. “No?” Why did he have the feeling that was the wrong answer?
Nezu hummed. “The majority of pro heroes see a therapist at least once in their career. Many see one regularly. That’s because of the high incidence of injury and traumatic experience in the field. But you don’t have to be a hero to experience trauma. Given your panic attack at the beginning of the year, your presence for and injury in the USJ attack, and the way you dissociated on stage during the Festival, let alone the kidnapping of your person last year, I think you could benefit greatly from it.”
Izuku wasn’t sure what he thought of that. He wanted to say he didn’t need it, but…His anxiety medication helped, and he wouldn’t have tried it without being prescribed it while he was badly burned. He would have said he didn’t need it too, back then. So, Izuku wasn’t going to write therapy off right away, but… “Is there someone who’d be willing to take on a quirkless person? With the security risk and all?”
Nezu nodded and hummed again. “I understand your trepidation. Hound Dog handles in-house therapy if you wish to see him, or I can vet another therapist for you.”
Izuku perked up at the mention of the other pro. It was one of the lesser-known facts on the hero forums, but Hound Dog did have a bachelor’s degree in psychology and a master’s in counseling. Izuku had always thought it was cool when a hero had a clear second interest outside of heroics. It let people bring something unique to their jobs as heroes.
Because of his degrees and quirk, Hound Dog was a frequent go-to for runaway cases. Which oddly enough, Izuku technically was. He giggled at the thought. “Well, I am one of Hound Dog’s usuals.”
Nezu laughed. “Not many know about his work with runaways. It’s good to see you’re informed. He’ll email you later today to set up an appointment.”
Izuku nodded. Distantly, he heard the bell ring signaling homeroom was over. He shifted nervously in his seat.
Nezu picked up on his anxiousness and said, “Don’t worry. You have a pass for all your classes today if you need it. We won’t be too much longer here. I did want to go over potential security measures to keep you safe given that you’re a target of an active villain group. While you’re on campus, you’re safe, but I’d like to offer you something to take with you off-campus.” Nezu opened his desk drawer and pulled out what looked like one of those touchscreen watch/phones Izuku couldn’t afford.
“This has a panic button that activates a silent alarm and a tracker embedded in the device,” Nezu said, pointing to a button on the side of the touchscreen.
“You want to put a tracker on me?” Izuku asked, somewhere between tired and offended.
“I assure you it only sends your location when an alarm triggers,” Nezu said calmly. “It also monitors your vitals and triggers an automated alarm if there’s a significant change such as what might be expected with a panic attack, serious injury, or loss of consciousness in case you can’t trigger the alarm manually. It comes with a ‘learning mode’ that lasts a few days to get adjusted to the normal range of your vitals, and there’s an option to set a secondary ‘normal’ for when your friend is around,” Nezu said, winking.
Well, there went Izuku's one argument against it. Nezu was definitely onto him and Ekikyō. Though if Nezu knew (or suspected) who Ekikyō was, why wasn’t he trying to have Ekikyō arrested? “Sensei?”
Nezu grinned, seeming to guess Izuku’s train of thought. “This isn’t an elaborate ploy to track and imprison your friend. After all, I owe him the life of my student. As long as he continues to cause no trouble while here and murders no one else, I see no reason to protest him learning at my institution. But that’s if he is who I think he is. I have no real proof, you see. It could just be that your scent fluctuates on occasion.” Nezu leaned back in his chair and smiled. “As long as you are happy and unhurt?”
Plausible deniability. Izuku could work with that, though he was a little embarrassed that the principal’s sense of smell had given him away twice now. He’d have to be more careful of that in the future and talk to Ekikyō the next time he was in town. “I’m fine Nezu; his quirk doesn’t hurt me.”
That out of the way, Izuku only had one other concern. Pointing at the emergency tracker, he asked, “Can I take it off, or is it stuck once it’s on?” He couldn’t very well patrol as Naisho with it permanently strapped to his wrist.
“It has a combination fingerprint and password/voice lock.” Once it’s set up, only you should be able to remove it. It automatically locks whenever an alarm is triggered, which should prevent someone else removing it if you’re unconscious.”
“That’s pretty cool,” Izuku admitted. It sounded like a piece of actual support gear or maybe a reprogrammed house arrest tracking band. He thought over the pros and cons one more time before saying, “Okay. How do I set it up?”
Nezu smiled and walked him through fitting the band, setting up his password and fingerprint recognition, and how to activate the ‘learning’ mode. The band snugged down to his wrist but was still flexible enough to not be restrictive. It did, in fact, function as the watch it looked like to act as a cover for its true purpose, though the phone connectivity appeared to have been sacrificed to make room for the other tech.
As the novelty wore off, Izuku gnawed on his lip. The rest of the meeting was beginning to catch up to him. He cast a furtive glance to his teacher, who was typing away on his computer with a look of concentration while Izuku got used to operating his watch. “Sensei?”
One ear twitched toward him; then Nezu turned to face him fully. “Yes, Midoriya?”
“What’s going to happen when the investigations finish?”
Nezu’s expression grew a touch somber as he said, “We figure things out. If a student needs new living arrangements, generally custody would fall to a family member, but if one’s unavailable, the student’s homeroom teacher or department head would step in. Normally.”
Izuku frowned.
“Maijima is already committed to taking temporary custody of another student this year, and an emergency foster license only allows for one charge at a time. Next in line would be me, but the Commission wouldn’t issue me one.” Nezu shook his head. “Aizawa has a second room set up and has volunteered to take you in if it comes to that, or if you need somewhere to spend the night safely during the investigation. Provided you aren’t allergic to cats, of course.”
Izuku shook his head at the last before responding to the rest. “I…really?”
“Yes. It seems you made quite the impression on him at the USJ.”
“But he wasn’t even conscious for that!”
Nezu chuckled. “Only Aizawa knows his own mind, but I can assure you he’s a good hero and person. You don’t have to make a decision until the investigations are far enough along to press charges, but if you need his hospitality before then, he asked me to pass along his number.” Nezu handed Izuku a card with a familiar number on it. “Go rest in Recovery Girl’s office for at least the rest of this period. If you feel up to it once you’ve processed, you can return to classes, or you can leave for the day. It’s been rather emotionally taxing, and it’s not even 10:00 yet.”
Izuku numbly nodded and walked from the office.
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Nezu watched the security camera feed until he was certain his student made it safely to Chiyo. Then he sent a message to Aizawa letting him know to impress on Bakugo how unwise it would be for him to seek Midoriya out again. Nezu had seen the blonde stomp his way to the Support building to stalk the halls before homeroom. Whatever he thought he was doing looking for Midoriya, Nezu was not letting it happen.
He also messaged the entirety of the Support department’s and the Business department’s staff to let them know to send the boy to his office if they caught him lurking in their buildings. Bakugo was already on Nezu’s watch list after the incident in his first heroics lesson, but after grabbing Midoriya outside of a match and then going after Shinso after he’d been warned…he was getting detention all this week. Nezu was still debating barring him from internships. He was holding off on more permanent punishment until the investigation into him and his former schools concluded.
Speaking of…Nezu sent off the email to Tsukauchi with all of Midoriya’s scars’ measurements. The detective had already requested Bakugo’s measurements from the Support department. Nezu had a feeling the hero student’s hand would match the print on Midoriya’s shoulder. He would not be lenient if that were the case. Assault with a deadly weapon (or a quirk) was a felony, after all.
He exhaled slowly and dialed Yamada on his office phone. “Hello, Present Mic, is Tsukauchi at your location yet?”
“He’s ten minutes out,” the Voice Hero reported. “Our appointment with Aldera Middle School’s principal is in 30.”
Nezu’s tail swished behind him. “Excellent. Activate the program once you have verbal confirmation.”
“You really think they’ll doctor their records?”
“95% certain. And once I dig through their files and acquire the originals—which they’ll be agreeing to give us under warrant and in the hearing of a police detective, they’ll have no recourse. If the files they give you differ in any significant way from what I find, they’ll be getting an additional falsifying of legal documents and obstruction of justice charge. Per file.”
Yamada whistled. “I hope for their sake they’re honest.”
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Izuku did go back to class, but not until fourth period. (After very carefully shoving everything in a box and pushing it to the back of his brain where he could process it later.) His friends seemed to sense something was wrong—well, more wrong—and stuck close to him whenever they could until classes let out for the day. Then Izuku went to training with Ciupan. He burned off a lot of nervous energy there, but he still couldn’t settle by the time night fell.
Eventually, Ciupan rolled his eyes at Izuku and tossed him a key. “Go take it out on some criminals and not my rug.”
Izuku hadn’t even realized he’d been pacing. So, he took Ciupan’s advice, changing into his vigilante gear—complete with new motorcycle pants—and debated wearing his hoodie versus applying makeup over the new and very recognizable scar on his left arm. He eventually decided on the makeup. It was getting warmer out, and it wasn’t supposed to rain tonight. He would have better maneuverability without the hoodie. Lastly, he removed his emergency tracker and set it on top of his bag.
He checked himself over in the mirror one last time. Black beanie, green motorcycle goggles, armored short-sleeved motorcycle shirt and pants, elbow and knee pads, fingerless gloves with padded knuckles, knife holster strapped to his waist and right thigh, pouch of grappling hooks attached to the holster at his left hip, black shoes, and Stain’s knife tucked into the right shoe. He picked up his hoodie and tested where he’d been forced to stitch the material back together after that pawnshop robber clawed it. It had been Ekikyō’s idea to use neon green thread, but it turned out looking pretty cool. The next rain would tell him if it was good enough though. Setting the hoodie on the counter, he transferred the medical supplies from its pockets to the cargo pockets on his pants and called it done.
As he walked back into the living room, Ciupan checked him over, making sure his gear fit properly. Then he handed Izuku something made of leather and canvas straps. He gave the man a confused look.
Ciupan smiled and bent down, carefully pulling Izuku’s second knife—the little spear point one he took from Stain—from where it was tucked into the side of Izuku's shoe. “You’re going to cut yourself one of these days without a proper sheath.” He pointed to the material in Izuku’s hands. “It straps onto your ankle. Consider it a congratulations on making it to the tournament, Midoriya.”
Izuku’s eyes widened in understanding, and he quickly sat down for Ciupan to show him how to put it on. After walking around in the new ankle holster to get used to the weight and ensure it wasn’t too tight, Izuku smiled. “Thanks, sensei. This is amazing.”
Ciupan roughly tousled Izuku’s hair through his beanie and said, “Nah, that’s all you. Knock ‘em dead, Naisho.”
Izuku fixed his hat and didn’t waste any more time racing for the rooftops. After a few tumbles and rolls to test if the knife would stay where it was supposed to, Izuku set off, heading for the route he’d been running the last few weeks.
30 minutes into his route, he remembered why exactly he’d been running this one. It was Eraserhead’s. The man in question dropped onto the roof next to him, scaring Izuku into flinging a grappling hook at him. The hero dodged the weighted end and grabbed the rope, raising an eyebrow at Izuku. Izuku smiled sheepishly and reeled his grappling hook back in.
“Naisho,” the gruff hero said in greeting.
“Eraserhead,” Izuku said back.
They looked each other over for a minute. Then Izuku said, “Your scars are fading nicely. How are the arms?”
Eraserhead grunted. “They’ve been worse. You updated your gear.”
Izuku nodded. “Yep. The ankle sheath’s a gift from Ciupan.” Izuku couldn’t stop himself from beaming.
Eraserhead snorted and tilted his head toward the edge of the roof in invitation. Izuku nodded, and the pair set off, deviating from Eraserhead’s normal route and heading for Aunt Yūku’s side of town. They stopped atop one of the taller apartment complexes, uncomfortably close to gang territory. What was Eraserhead doing out here?
Eraserhead stood at the corner of the building, surveying the area below for several minutes. “So, what did I miss while I was gone?” the pro finally asked.
“Not too much really. I think all of the halfway competent crooks got picked up for the USJ attack. The ones that were still on your route weren’t much trouble. Only the one guy last week even knew how to throw a proper punch.” Izuku edged forward to stand beside Eraserhead at the edge of the roof. He didn’t look down. “How about things on your end?”
Eraserhead sighed. “I haven’t been able to do as much as I’d like, but I pulled a few more heroes and some police contacts in on the trafficker case you gave me. That’s why we’re out here. There have been over a dozen disappearances in this prefecture in the last year, a number of them occurring in the blocks between here and the waterfront.”
“All quirkless?” Izuku asked, surprised. He honestly hadn’t thought there were that many like him in Musutafu, let alone so close. He may have passed some of them on the street before they were taken and never known.
Eraser shook his head. “Not all, but there doesn’t seem to be a pattern to the others that have gone missing.”
Well, that wasn’t good. “Do you think one of the gangs is involved?”
“I don’t know, kid, but I plan to find out. Stick close, and I don’t want you coming out here solo. Got it?” he asked, angling his head slightly toward Izuku.
“Don’t worry, Eraserhead. I don’t have plans to pick a fight with a gang.”
“Good.”
Izuku expected the hero to start off then, but he didn’t. He seemed to be thinking hard about something. Izuku wasn’t expecting the hero to turn toward him and lift his goggles though. Eraserhead studied Izuku’s face long and hard before glancing down. Izuku realized a moment too late that the man was looking at his arms.
He still had bruises from yesterday’s training and a few new ones already showing up from today’s. They all looked days older than they were. And Eraserhead knew he hadn’t patrolled over the weekend.
Before Izuku could make an excuse for the bruises, Eraserhead said, “Naisho, if you are ever in any trouble, you can ask for help. You don’t have to do everything yourself.”
Izuku tucked his arms behind his back and stepped away from the ledge. “I’m fine, Eraserhead. Ciupan’s just been teaching me weapons.” Oh no, now Eraserhead was scowling. “I’m just clumsy, I swear!”
Eraserhead looked him over one last time before seeming to believe him—or at least deciding to let it go for now. He stepped away from the ledge and slipped his goggles back over his eyes as he took his eyes off Izuku, sizing up the far side of the roof instead. A sideways glance told Izuku they were about to move a moment before the hero said, “Come on, Problem Child. The night’s still young.”
Outtakes:
1) Aizawa’s totally not about to go drag Knuckleduster out behind the local Denny's.
2) Eraserhead: looks at Naisho’s face and arms to see if he has the same scars as Izuku
Instead sees numerous bruises in various stages of healing
“Of course, there’s two of them…”
Chapter 44: No Next Time
Summary:
“Sometimes there is no next time, no time-outs, no second chances. Sometimes it’s now or never.” –Alan Bennett
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next few days passed in a blur of classwork, training, patrolling, and hopping between Ciupan, Yūku, and Uraraka’s places after Hitoshi deemed it “safe” to go home. (Izuku wasn’t ready to face his yet.) Then Friday came. He was eating lunch with his friends in the library when the door opened, and for a second time that semester, Aizawa asked to speak with him. This time, he told Izuku to bring his bag.
Izuku shared worried glances with his friends before shouldering his backpack, handing his tray off to Hitoshi (who Izuku noticed always had room for more since they started training together), and shuffling after the teacher. Neither said anything on the way to Nezu’s office. They both knew what this was about.
Tsukauchi, Nezu, and a lady Izuku didn’t recognize were waiting for them. Izuku listened long enough to figure out the woman was a social worker, but he withdrew into himself when he heard “formal charges” and “child neglect.”
He wished he’d gone home now. It was funny how he couldn’t stand the thought of facing Mom and her disappointment just this morning, but now that he was being placed elsewhere, he couldn’t comprehend never seeing her again. Was he allowed to see her again? He imagined she probably wouldn’t be allowed to seek him out, but could he ask to see her? He should ask.
Izuku felt like he was moving through molasses as he slowly lifted his head and turned to look at the social worker. His voice sounded hollow as he asked, “Will I be allowed to see her again?”
The adults all stopped talking for a moment to look at him. The social worker’s face shifted from stern to gentle (though it didn’t seem as genuine as Nezu or Tsukauchi’s expressions on Monday). “That will be up to your guardian and therapist—and the courts once things get there.”
“Oh.” At least she hadn’t sugar-coated it? He curled back in on himself as the adults resumed talking, though in more hushed voices. Izuku wasn’t sure what he should be feeling. He’d been angry at Mom and their disagreement, but a part of him always expected to be able to fix things later. Now he might not get the chance to. He might not get to see her face, feel one of her warm hugs, or smell her cooking ever again.
A tear rolled down his cheek, and he ducked his head to hide the ones that followed.
He wasn’t sure how long he cried silently or how long the adults talked, but he eventually became aware of a person crouching in front of him. He couldn’t quite make them out through his tear-blurred vision or the…dim lighting? When did the lights get turned down? There was a distant, low murmur, and it took Izuku a minute to realize the person was talking to him. He frowned as he tried and failed to make out the words.
A smaller white blur joined the dark one before him; Izuku was pretty confident that one was Nezu. His suspicion was confirmed when Nezu lightly rested a paw on Izuku’s knee. Izuku sniffed and tried to blink his vision clear. One of the blurs said something he still couldn’t catch, and Izuku shook his head, growing frustrated with himself. That only made the tears worse, of course.
He startled a little as Nezu’s paw tapped his knee. Izuku squinted through his tears and saw something colorful held out to him in Nezu’s other paw. Izuku tentatively reached for the object, feeling something rubbery and bumpy and vaguely round. He tilted his head and frowned as he tried to figure out what it was. One of the bumps depressed as he squeezed the ball(?) and popped back up when he lifted pressure on it. The small popping sound caught Izuku’s attention, and he abandoned rubbing at his eyes to explore the thing with both hands, curious. It felt almost like a stress ball with the way it squished, but he’d never heard of one with popping bumps on it.
He focused on the stress ball (he decided it must be some type of stress ball given the circumstance) for a while, turning it over and over in his hands, occasionally squishing it or pressing one bump or another to hear and watch it pop back up. He didn’t realize he’d stopped crying until one of the people with him spoke again, and he could hear them.
“You’re doing great, Problem Child.” When Izuku’s eyes shot up to meet Aizawa’s, the man’s voice was still low and soft as he asked, “Feeling any better?”
Izuku sniffed and nodded before dropping his gaze back to the rubber ball in his hands, feeling embarrassed.
A slight squeeze on his knee drew Izuku’s eyes back up, this time to meet Nezu’s beady but concerned eyes. “I know this is a lot to adjust to, Midoriya. Rest assured that we want what’s best for you, though I am sorry it came to this.”
“Not your fault,” Izuku whispered, voice thick. He winced and cleared his throat afterward.
Nezu offered him a small smile before removing his paw from Izuku’s knee. He poured Izuku a fresh cup of tea before setting it and a tissue box on the coffee table in front of him.
Izuku handed the stress ball back to Nezu, or he tried to.
“No, Midoriya, that one’s yours to keep. I have a whole drawer full of them from Hound Dog.”
“O-okay.” He set the ball on the sofa next to him for lack of a better place to put it. After blowing his nose and drinking half of his chamomile tea, he felt a bit more like himself. “Thanks.”
“It’s the least I could do,” Nezu said, giving Izuku another gentle grin before turning most of his attention to Aizawa. (Izuku noted one ear remained cupped toward him.) “You and Midoriya have the rest of the day off to collect his things and get him settled in. If anything else comes up, just let me know.”
“Um,” Izuku interjected. “I have my appointment with Hound Dog today after school…”
“Considering today’s events, I can speak to him for you about rescheduling to Monday?” Nezu offered.
Izuku gave a weak grin. “Yeah, thanks.”
Aizawa sighed as he stood from his crouch, knees popping as he did so. “Come on, Problem Child, we can swing by your mother’s apartment first. Tsukauchi just texted me that she’s at the precinct right now going over paperwork. So, we shouldn’t have to worry about running into her.”
Izuku mutely nodded and stood to follow Aizawa. He stuffed the stress ball in his blazer pocket and slung his backpack over one shoulder as he walked two steps behind the teacher. About the time they exited the building, Izuku realized that his friends would be worried by him disappearing and that he needed to warn Yūku that a hero was coming over to her place. Izuku shot a quick glance at Aizawa before slipping his burner phone out of his backpack to text Yūku.
He was about to trade out phones when he saw his text thread with Ciupan right below Yūku’s. “Um, Aizawa-sensei?”
The pro hero looked over his shoulder at Izuku. “Outside of school it’s just Aizawa, kid. What’s up?”
“I usually have a session with my trainer on Fridays after school. I already bumped it to later this evening because of, um, yeah…Sh-should I just cancel for today?”
Aizawa blinked in surprise. “Yeah, Problem Child. Cancel for today, and we’ll work out our schedules tonight. How’s that sound?”
“Sounds good,” Izuku said, still uncertain. At least he didn’t seem to be alone in being unsure how all this was supposed to work.
He quickly texted Ciupan, giving him an update on the Inko situation and canceling their training. Then he checked to make sure Aizawa still wasn’t looking before swapping phones. He sent a quick summary in his friends’ group chat.
By then Aizawa had stopped beside a fairly non-descript car. It didn’t look like a beater, but it definitely wasn’t new either. The only thing about it that really stood out were the tinted windows. Izuku had honestly never thought about what sort of vehicle an underground hero might drive, but this one just screamed Aizawa. Especially when the man opened the passenger door and had to clear away half a dozen empty coffee cups.
The man stood aside with his armful of disposable cups and said with his face pressed down into his scarf, “I wasn’t informed this would be happening today. Go ahead and climb in. I’ll be right back.” The hero fast-walked off to find a trash can before Izuku could say anything. Was Aizawa embarrassed?
A grin teased Izuku’s lips, but he fought it off as he settled into the leather seat and put his backpack between his legs. The teacher returned sans coffee cups a few minutes later, and they set out. After the first few minutes of awkward silence, Izuku pulled out some homework to do while they were stuck in traffic.
Even with the delays, it felt like they got to the Midoriya apartment all too soon. Izuku found himself standing in front of his (former) home with his key in the lock, but he couldn’t make himself open the door. It felt like that would make this real. After a few minutes of Izuku staring at it as if it might bite him Aizawa stepped around him to open the door.
The apartment was empty of life, and Izuku couldn’t bring himself to look at any of the family photos. If he did, he wasn’t sure he’d be able to make himself keep moving. He led Aizawa to his bedroom and headed inside. He already had most of his important things in his bags at Yūku’s, but he did need to take his weights if he was leaving for good. And one other thing.
Izuku dropped to the floor and reached as far back under his bed as he could until he hooked the object he’d forgotten to pack. He’d kept it in its own separate box in case it leaked. “Gotcha,” he said pulling the small box with his half-spent can of black spray paint into the light of the room.
Izuku grinned and looked up at Aizawa, who was giving him a deadpan stare and lone raised eyebrow.
Izuku’s shoulders hunched up a little. “Um…it’s for my shoes,” he said pointing down at his blackened sneakers. In a few places, the original red was beginning to show through as wear and tear chipped the paint off.
Aizawa’s eyebrows both rose as he realized what Izuku meant. “Smart, kid. Keep it in the box for now. I don’t want to have to get my car detailed.”
“Of course, Aizawa.” Izuku set the box on top of his bed and climbed back to his feet. “Should I grab my sheets?”
“If you’re attached to them, sure. I have a spare set on your bed at my place right now, but they’re nothing special. Anything I can help pack?” the man asked, looking around the half-empty walls.
Izuku felt suddenly self-conscious. He’d sold off all of his All Might stuff, but he’d barely replaced any of it with other hero merch. He wondered what Aizawa thought of all the blank space. “S-sure. Uh, here,” Izuku pulled the box that once held his vigilante gear out from under his bed. “If you could grab the weights on the bottom shelf there, I’ll start on the closet. The posters can come down too, but be careful with them. Most of them are first edition.”
All in all, it took maybe 40 minutes to pack up everything and carry it down to Aizawa’s car. Then they locked up, and Aizawa had him hand his key in to the leasing office. Izuku was surprised he didn’t cry as he left that last piece of his old life behind. Maybe he was all cried out, or maybe the tears would come in a few hours once things had really sunk in. (He suspected it was the latter.)
The drive to Yūku’s place wasn’t as long, since it skirted the busier part of town. Aizawa seemed on edge as they walked up the apartment stairs, one hand on his capture weapon at all times as he scanned their surroundings. Izuku shot him a reassuring grin as he unlocked Yūku’s door and prayed that anything incriminating was put away.
He wasn’t quite sure what he expected when he opened the door, but it wasn’t Maiko and an old familiar face standing in the kitchen. “Eiko!” he called before racing over to her. “Yūku didn’t tell me you were coming by today.”
Eiko ruffled Izuku’s hair. “I was in town to talk to a detective about that creep who was stalking me last year, but I couldn’t swing through ole Musutafu without saying hello. You’ve been taking care of yourself? Just look at you. So big and strong now, though you could use a haircut…” she said, playfully tugging on one of Izuku’s curls.
Izuku laughed and pulled away while whining, “Eiko…”
“Oh, who’s this?” Eiko asked, immediately on guard and less friendly.
Izuku followed her line of sight to see she was glaring at Aizawa. “Oh, um, Eiko, this is Aizawa. My um…guardian as of today. He’s a teacher at UA. We’re here to pick up my stuff.”
“Drat, guess I won’t get to braid your hair this visit,” Eiko said, snapping her fingers. She didn’t take her eyes off of Aizawa though.
“So, you’re a hero?” Maiko asked, looking Aizawa up and down. When Aizawa nodded, Maiko turned to look at Izuku and asked, “Why’s your guardian a zombie?”
Izuku didn’t quite stop his laugh in time.
“Zombie?” Aizawa asked, confused.
“She can see peoples’ um…energy. And well, you’re…you,” Izuku said awkwardly.
Aizawa just stared at Izuku for a minute before saying to Maiko, “I haven’t had my afternoon coffee yet, and I work nights.”
Maiko shrugged. “As long as you keep him safe,” she said pointing a thumb at Izuku. “If you don’t, you’ll regret it.”
Izuku sputtered. “Maiko, you can’t just threaten a hero!”
Aizawa tilted his head in a slight nod. “I’ll keep him safe to the best of my ability.”
Izuku decided to just go get his bags now before Eiko decided to threaten Eraserhead too. He quickly packed up the things he’d had out from this morning and grabbed his charge cables. He kept his vigilante gear bag, but he handed Aizawa his other duffle to indicate they should go. “Bye, Eiko. Bye, Maiko. Stay out of trouble.”
Eiko waved. “Give them hell, kid.”
“Visit sometime. Or don’t. Not like I care,” Maiko muttered before walking down the hall toward her room.
Izuku sighed in relief when the door closed behind them. Thankfully, Aizawa didn’t seem inclined to question him about the people who definitely weren’t Yūku who were in Yūku’s apartment. Izuku wasn’t sure his nerves could have handled it.
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Aizawa’s home was an apartment in a gated complex. It was quiet, nice, out of the way but close to UA and his patrol route (well, his old one). And he had cats. Multiple. And one of them was Maneki. Izuku almost cried when she ran up to him and started winding around his ankles while meowing.
“Huh. She usually hides from new people,” Aizawa said before carrying his duffle and box further into the apartment.
Izuku crouched to run a hand down the cat’s spine and whispered, “That’s because you’re the smartest kitty. You remember who helped you.”
Maneki nibbled on his fingers.
“Or who fed you,” Izuku amended.
After offering the cat a few chin scratches and noting how her fur had grown completely back in over her prior injuries, Izuku stood and walked after Aizawa. He caught a glimpse of something white dart under the sofa out of the corner of his eye, but he didn’t get a good look at the second cat before following Aizawa into what was apparently Izuku’s new room. It was a little bigger than his old room, though it might only look that way for lack of decoration. There was a bed, dresser, and vanity, but no desk or bookshelf.
Aizawa set his duffle and box at the foot of the bed before pointing to a door in the left wall. “Closet’s there. Bathroom’s across the hall. Linen closet’s the next door, and my room’s at the end of the hall. You’re welcome to anything in the kitchen or bathroom; just let me know if you use the last of something or want something specific. Do you have any food allergies?”
Izuku shook his head as he set his things down.
“Okay, good. Do you want to unpack for a bit, or we could go over our schedules out in the living room?”
Izuku wasn’t really sure what he wanted to do at the moment, but Maneki was out in the living room. That decided it for him. “Schedules.”
“Alright, kid. Watch your step,” the hero said as he led the way back out to the living room. “You already met Maneki, but Mausu and Komainu are around here somewhere too.”
There were three cats? Izuku kept a vigilant eye out, but only saw Maneki as she fell into step beside them. Aizawa took the armchair in the living room, and Izuku sat on the sofa perpendicular to it.
As soon as they sat down, Maneki claimed the other end of the sofa, and a tawny cat materialized to wind around Aizawa’s ankles before sitting beside his feet, purring loudly. “Ah, there’s Komainu,” Aizawa said, leaning down to scratch the cat’s ears.
Now that Izuku could get a good look at the cat, he could identify it as an Abyssinian.
“Okay, Problem Child, what’s your week typically look like?”
Izuku’s attention snapped back to Aizawa. “Um…I have training sessions after school on Monday, Wednesday, and Friday. When I don’t have physical therapy, that is. I’m on every other Friday for that right now, but we took off for the Sports Festival,” he said, rubbing at his right thigh.
“How is your leg doing?” Aizawa asked.
Izuku jerked his hand away from his scar. “It’s fine. I have to be careful not to hurt myself, since I can’t feel anything there. But I haven’t had any trouble moving or turning for a few weeks. Phantom pains only really happen after bad nightmares.”
Aizawa’s eyes flared red, and Izuku flinched, half-expecting the slime in his blood to react. Thankfully, nothing happened, and Aizawa blinked a split-second later. The hero eyed him with an odd tightness around his eyes and mouth before saying. “Sorry, Midoriya. I promise, I won’t use my quirk on you again.”
Izuku laughed nervously, looking anywhere except Aizawa. “I-it’s not like it can do anything to me.”
“Not the point, Problem Child.” The teacher sighed and rubbed his eyes. “So, your schedule?”
“Oh, right. Um. I train with Hitoshi—er, Shinso—and Uraraka after school in one of the gyms on Tuesday and Thursday and at the beach or a park on Saturday afternoons. Haven’t figured out how therapy with Hound Dog is going to fit into that yet…”
Izuku thought for a moment, wondering if there was anything else he should mention. Then he recalled that Aizawa’s apartment was in a gated complex. That might make meeting up with Ekikyō harder. “Oh, I also go for a run most mornings and evenings. Sometimes I’ll stop in the park for a break halfway, but I’m usually not out for more than an hour or two for those. And…I did have plans to go out with some friends this weekend…” he added, remembering he’d agreed to do some work for Giran tomorrow.
Aizawa had been writing on a piece of paper as Izuku talked. When it was clear Izuku had finished, Aizawa swapped pens for a different color and made more notes before leaning back in his chair. “Alright. Outside of teaching, I usually spend an extra hour or two after classes at UA doing grading, paperwork, etc. I patrol every night aside from Wednesdays…and every other Tuesday on the insistence of my physical therapist.” He sounded rather disgruntled about that, but Izuku was glad the man was taking care of himself. “My patrols usually run from 10:00 p.m. to 4:00 a.m. I get naps in after dinner and before school starts. My nights off are catchup nights.”
Maybe this wouldn’t be so bad. Given their packed schedules, the two wouldn’t necessarily have to interact very much. Some of Izuku’s anxiety about the situation eased.
It returned as Aizawa stared down at the paper schedule and frowned. “I know you’re aware of the danger the traffickers present, and Nezu informed me of the emergency tracker he gave you. With your permission, I’d like to be added to the emergency alert system alongside Nezu.” After Izuku nodded, the hero continued, “I’m not going to put you on house arrest, but I want you to be careful. Even if I’m not awake or home at the time, I want you to text me when you leave and get back. The tracker is a good defense measure, but as we both know from the USJ, interference quirks exist.”
“Sure, sen—Aizawa.” Texts were a reasonable enough request given the circumstances.
“As far as curfew, how’s 9:30 sound? If you’re not staying at a friend’s house.”
Izuku frowned at that one. He was used to being able to go running if he couldn’t sleep, but he didn’t really want to bother the hero more than he already was. Aizawa would be out on his patrols by 10:00 anyway. So, there was really nothing stopping him from just…leaving after Aizawa as long as he got back before the hero. “O-okay.”
The pro hero narrowed his eyes slightly, as if sensing that Izuku was leaving something unsaid, but he didn’t press.
Izuku hurried to fill the silence, “What happens if you need to run a stake out or extended case?”
Aizawa gave the question due consideration before nodding to himself. “If I’m forced to stay away for more than a day, you can stay with one of your friends or Anshin. We can work out if you or Nemuri is taking care of the cats when that becomes an issue.”
“Okay.”
“What all have you learned as far as self-defense?”
Izuku thought carefully about how to word this. Aizawa was a hero; Izuku could technically get Ciupan in trouble for teaching him some of the more...proactive moves he knew.
Aizawa seemed to pick up on Izuku’s reluctance and held up a hand. “I’m not going to get mad unless your trainer’s been teaching you how to snap necks, kid. You don’t have a quirk to fight with; I won’t deny you whatever advantages you’ve made for yourself, especially when you’re a target.”
Izuku swallowed and nodded his understanding. “I-I know how to fall safely and take a hit, how to dodge and use an opponent’s mass and momentum against them—”
“Like you did with Bakugo,” Aizawa interjected, something like approval in his voice.
“Y-yes. Um…I know how to throw a punch and kick properly…and how to fight dirty. How to disarm someone with a knife…and how to wield a knife in a fight. After the USJ, my trainer showed me what tendons to target to disable someone with a five-point quirk and a few ways to break an arm or wrist,” Izuku admitted uncertainly.
“That’s a good start,” Aizawa acknowledged. “I’d like to see how you fight in person at some point, but I think we’ve done enough for today. The plans you had with your friends, are those tomorrow or Sunday?”
“Tomorrow. Most of the day too. We were going to hang out before training,” Izuku lied. He planned to see Giran late in the morning and hopefully wrap things up there in time to make it back for training with his friends. Hitoshi had already agreed to cover for him if anyone asked.
Aizawa nodded. “Sunday will be your rest day then.” When Izuku gave the man a rather bewildered look, Aizawa explained, “You can’t train non-stop, Problem Child. You have to give your muscles time to recover, or you’ll end up setting yourself back in the long run. Anyway, I can evaluate where you’re at on Tuesday. If you don’t mind me taking over your Tuesday/Thursday training. I need to whip Shinso and Uraraka into shape for their transfer anyway. Two birds, one stone.”
Despite himself, Izuku smiled. “They’re really being transferred? Both of them? But I thought you only had one opening in 1-A?”
“There are two now, though that number might increase depending on how two other Problem Children behave in the coming weeks,” Aizawa said with narrowed eyes.
Izuku did not envy those two, whoever they were.
Outtakes:
Aizawa: uses Erasure because he's angry the USJ happened and put his kids in danger and is giving Izuku nightmares
Izuku: flinches
Aizawa: "Oh no. He's traumatized. Is it the red color? Shigaraki and Bakugo both have red eyes...Or is it that he's used to other people using their quirks on him without permission to hurt him..." suppresses the urge to go burn Aldera down (Hizashi would never forgive him for not inviting him.)
Aizawa: "There are 2 open spots for now. There might be more soon." looks pointedly at Izuku
Izuku: completely misses the implication "Huh. Rip those guys, I guess."
Notes:
"Neglect is frequently defined as the failure of a parent or other person with responsibility for the child to provide needed food, clothing, shelter, medical care, or supervision to the degree that the child's health, safety, and well-being are threatened with harm." (from ChildWelfare.gov)
(Medical care and supervision are where they're nailing Inko. Unfortunately, emotional abuse doesn't appear to be explicitly recognized in Japanese legal code, at least in the translated pieces I could find. Japan does recognize neglect though, so here we are.)
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End of Sports Festival and Investigations Thereof arc
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Mausu means exactly what it sounds like, "mouse."
Komainu is named after the liondog statues that guard the entry to Japanese temples because he has a habit of guarding people.
Chapter 45: Change is What Inspires Hope
Summary:
“Change. The desire to see change in my own life and in the world around me. I think that the element of change is what inspires hope... And love might be what inspires change.” – Jon Foreman
Notes:
One word: Hosu
(Actually, it's 4,200 words, but who's counting?)---
Beginning of League of Our Own arc
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Chapter Text
Izuku didn’t go out as Naisho that night, mostly because Aizawa didn’t go out for patrol either. The man had called out in case Izuku “needed anything.” Not that the hero hovered. He didn’t, and Izuku was grateful for that. The pro hero just…sat in the living room doing some grading, so he was available if anything came up.
Izuku did finally get to meet Mausu though. She was the tiniest little, solid white chinchilla cat (Aizawa insisted she wasn’t a Persian for the extra length to her muzzle) Izuku had ever seen, and she was scared to death of him. He tried not to pout when she darted away every time he entered a room, and he ignored Aizawa’s amused grin each time.
At least Maneki loved him. It was surprisingly easy to fall asleep with a cat curled up against the back of his neck.
The following days were…interesting for lack of a better word. Izuku got his own apartment and gate keys and went to UA early on weekdays with Aizawa and did his morning runs on campus before class. Classwork and training kept him sane, even Aizawa’s “hell training” on Tuesdays and Thursdays. (After that first Tuesday, Hitoshi swore to never complain about Izuku’s training ever again.) On his evening runs, Izuku found himself lingering at the parks he often met Ekikyō at, missing his friend more with every day that passed.
Nights were where the real difference was. Izuku had trouble falling asleep more often than not, even if he worked himself to exhaustion. Those nights became a 50/50 split of sneaking out to patrol with Eraserhead and cuddling the cats until he eventually passed out. It really depended on if a cat was lying on top of him when 10:15 rolled around or not. Maneki had a thing for curling up in the exact center of his back or stomach depending on how he was lying, and Komainu took to “guarding” him whenever Aizawa was out. Once or twice, he’d been trapped by a cat on the sofa and woke to find a blanket draped over him the next morning.
Therapy was…okay. After the first stressful appointment, Inui-san set him up for weekly appointments for the time being. They spent a lot of time talking about everything that had changed for Izuku recently and touching on his experiences prior to UA. And he gave Izuku homework. Izuku hadn’t thought that was a thing with therapy, but writing down his negative thoughts (but for no more than five minutes at a time) and then reading them out loud to someone else (even if that someone else was a cat) did put a new perspective on things. Inui also told him to pretend those negative things were being said by one of his friends about themself. Something about him being just as valuable and worthy of love as anyone else.
Izuku wasn’t sure that last one was really working considering he’d get stuck thinking and worrying about Hitoshi.
Before Izuku knew it, his first week in his new home was up, and the hero course internships were starting. The rest of UA still had classes, but Aizawa took the week to pull Shinso and Uraraka from theirs for intensive training before they joined the hero class the next week, treating it like their own internship. Izuku laughed at their exaggerated misery and took the opportunity of Aizawa’s distraction to visit Aunt Yūku and the underground clinic to give them an update on his life and patrol route.
The new routine was nice.
Then Hosu happened.
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Ekikyō was about fed up with false leads. First, there was a sighting in Chigasaki but no leads once he got there. Then Giran was seen in Yokosuka recruiting. No luck there either. Now Ekikyō was in Hosu. If this lead didn’t pan out, he was calling it quits and heading back to Izuku. Maybe the kid will have heard from the broker by then.
As Ekikyō wandered through the sewers, he occasionally poked an eye up through a grate to look around. Supposedly, Giran was setting up a meet and greet for the League and Stain, and Stain was still in this city for one, maybe two more kills. Ekikyō had even checked the news this morning to make sure a kill hadn’t been reported overnight.
It was getting dark now, and Ekikyō’s chances were improving. Stain usually struck at dusk or night. Once it was dark enough, Ekikyō planned to abandon the sewers to search aboveground. Ekikyō should have known better after the USJ. All his and Izuku’s plans tended to go to shit.
As the street lights turned on, first one siren, then a dozen went off across the city. Ekikyō was at attention and listening to the vibrations in the ground in an instant. Something big was going on near the center of town. If there was some sort of villain attack, it made for the perfect opportunity for the Hero Killer to strike again and disappear.
Ekikyō weighed his options for a moment before bursting from the sewer. He could taste smoke on the night air and hear distant screams and the roar of flames. He flowed in the opposite direction, sticking to alleyways. He paused at intersections to listen and feel for activity, and after ten minutes of searching, he heard the clang of metal on metal. “Jackpot.”
He flattened himself low to the ground and sped toward the sound, only slowing when he found the right alley. He extended his body in a pseudopod-like projection with his eyes at the end to see around the corner. He winced as he watched some mook in armor get his ass handed to him. Actually, the armor kinda looked like Izuku’s memory of Ingenium, but didn’t that guy get paralyzed recently? And his engines were in his elbows, not his calves…
The armored person fell with a blade through their shoulder and screamed despite being pinned to the ground, “I’ll make you pay for hurting my brother! I’ll kill you!”
Oh, this was Ingenium’s kid brother. Izuku did a write-up on his quirk. Engines in his legs. Needs orange juice to fuel them. Weird quirk.
Stain leaned on his blade, bending down closer to the trapped high schooler, and said, “Try saving him first.” The hand not holding his sword and opponent in place pointed out another person in the alley. A costumed man lay crumpled against the wall.
Ekikyō recognized this guy from Izuku’s notes too: Native. He couldn’t remember the guy’s quirk offhand. He shared Izuku’s brain when he possessed the kid, but not his encyclopedic knowledge and frankly terrifying recall. But he did know that the hero would be dead in minutes with all other pros occupied in the city center. Ekikyō’s attention snapped back to Stain at a pained cry from Iida.
The villain twisted the blade in Iida’s shoulder and yanked it free as he monologued, “…getting trapped in your own hate and acting out of pure self-interest and revenge makes you the furthest thing from a hero. That’s why you have to die.” Then the weirdo licked some of the blood off his sword.
Ekikyō made a disgusted face behind the safety of his corner and noted the instant lack of movement from the kid afterward. Blood-based paralysis quirk? Must be why Native was out too. Oh shoot, that was a lot of blood pooling under the kid real quick. Okay, killing heroes? Meh. But killing a kid (especially one Izuku’s age, one that Izuku knew)? Nah, that wasn’t going to fly. Not in Ekikyō’s book. And it wasn’t like he had any blood for Stain’s quirk to work off of or a solid body for a sword to hurt—as long as he kept his eyes protected. After so long sharing headspace with Izuku, Ekikyō was intimately aware of and mindful of his weaknesses.
Ekikyō surged forward without warning, using some of his slime to lift and fling trash bags and a trash can at Stain. The Hero Killer backed off, surprised and wary. “Who are you?”
Ekikyō pushed forward until he was between The Hero Killer and the kid, keeping his eyes buried under several centimeters of slime for safety. “Me? I’m Sludge. I was just passing through.” Ekikyō carefully moved slime to probe Iida’s wound, ignoring the kid’s muffled gasp of pain. He winced when he felt that the wound went clean through the back of the kid’s shoulder to the front. It had nicked a pretty big blood vessel too. Felt like an artery the way it was pumping. No wonder the kid was bleeding out.
Making a split-second decision, Ekikyō packed the wound with slime and let it start sinking into the surrounding tissue to slow the boy’s bleeding.
“Sludge?” Stain asked, eyeing Ekikyō suspiciously. The man’s grip on his katana tightened as recognition lit his eyes. “You’re a serial murderer.”
“Was,” Ekikyō corrected without thinking. Oops, he probably shouldn’t have said that if he’s trying to get in good with the League. Distraction time. “Say, you don’t happen to know where I could find Giran, do you? Heard he was looking for you.” Ekikyō paused as he felt some of the slime in the Iida kid’s wound start getting pulled into a vein by capillary action and grinned as he got an idea. Oh, this was going to suck, but it just might work. He pushed more slime into the kid’s veins and muscles, connecting to the kid’s body now rather than just packing the wound. He also covered the boy’s mouth to muffle his pained sounds. The tantalizing signals from newly connected cells and nerves that weren’t his were a distraction, but one Ekikyō had practice ignoring.
“Giran?” the villain asked, confused. The confusion only lasted a moment before it morphed into anger. “No, I haven’t seen or heard from him since Yokohama. Now stand aside,” he said, twitching his katana in clear threat.
Ekikyō pretended to consider it while shrinking down as he felt his slime wrap around and through Iida’s heart and lungs. He held them in arrest just long enough for the boy to pass out. Then he quickly reinstated a strong pulse and forced his lungs to take a few deep breaths before freezing again. He shoved slime down the kid’s throat and into his wound as fast as he could. He made eye contact with The Hero Killer before smiling and saying, “Don’t think I will.” Then he extended his slime to the dumpster off to one side and flung it at Stain.
Instead of grating across the alley or rolling, the dumpster flew. Well, it only got a few centimeters off the ground, but it was still airborne. Huh, that was easier than Ekikyō expected. Maybe Izuku wasn’t the only one who’d gotten stronger in the last year.
The agile villain dodged out of the way by jumping off the alley wall and flung a knife at Ekikyō. Ekikyō moved his eyes safely to one side and caught the knife with an extension of slime, flinging it right back at The Hero Killer a second later. That gave the villain a precious second’s pause. With two wide-open entry points, that was enough time for Ekikyō. He flung one last trash bag at the villain before retracting the rest of his slime and his eyes and teeth into his temporary meatsuit.
It took another second of blindness before he properly plugged into Iida’s brain and senses. It felt good having a living body, but it left a bad taste in his mouth compared to doing this with Izuku. Everything felt just a little off, from the kid’s height to his internal mutations to the rhythm of his heartbeat. At least Iida wasn’t going to die with him in here clotting the wound through their shoulder and subclavian artery. Now to get him away from the walking knife block. He pushed Iida to their feet. The boy’s muscles resisted movement, but it was no harder moving him than dragging tires across sand with Izuku.
“What? How are you…What did you do?” Stain demanded, brandishing a second blade.
It was too fuzzy for Ekikyō to make out exactly what type it was. Ah, fuck, the kid was near-sighted. Why was he out here without contacts? “Preventing you from murdering a kid. What’s it look like I’m doing?” Did Iida have glasses around here? He really didn’t want to rocket off without being able to see clearly. Ekikyō extended some slime from the wound in their shoulder to feel along the ground. “Ah! There we go.” He slid the cracked glasses onto their face and gave Stain a very not-Iida smile. “Now where were we?”
Ekikyō whipped the externalized slime out to grab another couple trash bags to throw at Stain before they made their move. Remembering something of Izuku’s notes, he worked the slime in their calves until he felt the engines there warm. Bingo. He fired up the engines and shot off faster than he expected. Oh, he was still facing Stain. Shit. He should have turned around first. He was expecting a rev up, not zero to 60 in one second!
In the panicked flailing that followed, they managed to clock Stain’s shoulder as they passed. An externalized swell of Ekikyō’s slime barely cushioned their impact with the wall at the end of the alley. They were going to have a few bruises from that, but the kid’s chest plate cracked where it had already been damaged by Stain’s katana. Part of the armor fell off, leaving the left half of their upper chest uncomfortably exposed. Ekikyō shook their head and turned to face the actual exit of the alley.
He glanced at Native, whose eyes were fluttering. There was a pretty good-sized puddle of blood under him too. He looked back over at Stain in time to whip their slime around to catch another airborne knife. “Would you stop with the knives? Just for that, I’m taking this too.” he fired off Iida’s quirk again, snatching Native with their good arm and slime as they passed him. He paused at the mouth of the alley, mostly to let the kid’s engines cool off. The first-time-possession fever was starting to set in.
He threw the hero over their good shoulder and retracted their slime into Iida’s wound, sealing it with a mix of slime and blood until he could properly heal it. He looked back over their shoulder at Stain, frowning when he saw a gobsmacked expression on the man’s face. The man’s brows furrowed as Ekikyō watched, and the villain seemed to be fixated on their shoulder. Weird.
They paused only a handful of seconds. Then they were speeding off again. He wasn’t sure if Stain was the type to give chase, but he doubted the ambush specialist would be willing to follow them toward the mess going on downtown. They spotted an ambulance on the way and dropped Native off.
They had to dodge pushy first responders to escape though. Iida was only a little stabbed, but Ekikyō had it under control. He didn’t see what the big deal was.
As he debated where to go from there, he spotted Endeavor. In a moment of brilliance he yelled, “Hey, Endeavor, I found Stain!” That got the glory hound’s attention. He didn’t even ask if Iida was okay before following them. Fuck, Ekikyō hated that guy, and he really didn’t care whether it was Endeavor or Stain that bit it tonight. But at least if he led one to the other, the world would be down one asshole by morning.
Thankfully, Stain wasn’t far from where Ekikyō had left him, looking pretty deep in thought when they arrived. Kind of a weird time to contemplate his life choices, but it made things easier for Ekikyō. He certainly wasn’t going to complain.
After siccing Endeavor on Stain, Ekikyō slipped away again. He ended up retreating to the sewer to find a safe place to camp out with Iida and ride out the next few hours of their immune systems integrating and Iida’s wounds healing. He couldn’t very well de-possess the kid until he was sure he’d survive the process and live long enough to get into surgery. That would defeat the whole purpose of rescuing him. A quick system check had Ekikyō scrunching up their face in disgust. He’d have to pick a bunch of debris out of the kid’s wound and blood too. The slime he pushed into their body through the gaping wound in their shoulder hadn’t filtered like it would have absorbing across the mucous membranes in their throat and stomach. This was going to take a while.
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Shoto wasn’t sure if he regretted his internship “choice.”
It still rankled that Kirishima was correct. When Shoto took the time to think about it, he was afraid of his quirk, or at least the fire part and the potential for temperature-based explosions. Of all the people in 1-A, he hadn’t expected Kirishima to get it, to share that fear. (And Kirishima had used his quirk anyway, despite molten lines cracking across his hardened skin and the way he trembled. The way he smiled through the pain.)
Between that and finding another student who suffered under their own Endeavor, was terrified of them, but still had the courage to fight back until he could walk away…Well, Shoto had had a lot to think about when reviewing the several thousand internship offers he’d received.
Midoriya and Kirishima had both been scared, but they both moved anyway. Shoto had frozen when his ice didn’t work at the USJ. Shoto had a lot of experience freezing (taking beatings). And when he didn’t freeze…Shouto still remembered the pain in his ribs at the USJ after he’d exploded the Mountain Zone. He didn’t want to do that again, but he didn’t want to freeze either. And he didn’t want to be afraid of the power he wielded, not when that fear was a trigger for his freeze or fight reflex.
Unfortunately, there were very few heroes with fire quirks not affiliated with Endeavor’s agency, and of those, none had power remotely comparable to Shoto’s fire. The idea of giving Endeavor (never “father”; he’d given up that right years ago) what he wanted soured the boy’s stomach, but Shoto reminded himself of why he was doing this. He needed to get control of the fire half of his quirk, if only so it didn’t flare disastrously again.
No one had died at the USJ, but he’d overheard Endeavor talking with his lawyers. Some of the villains in the Mountain Zone had been maimed in the explosion. (Shoto didn’t understand why Endeavor never told him that directly, never lorded it over him as incentive to gain control of his fire. It made Shoto uneasy.) Then he’d nearly burned Kirishima in the Sports Festival finals, nearly caused another explosion before he caught himself. He was not like Endeavor. He didn’t want to hurt people.
So, he would suck it up and learn what the old man had to teach on control. He’d use Endeavor for his knowledge and experience. He’d face his fear and refuse to freeze and learn how to not lash out unless he meant to.
He had a lot of expectations about what his internship would look like, but he somehow never considered the possibility of facing more Nomu or staring down a madman so terrifying that Endeavor stood frozen before him. (Suddenly, Shoto didn’t feel so bad about the times he froze.)
Shoto had seen Endeavor run away from the main fight and followed, because he hadn’t been told to do otherwise. Plus, he needed the old man to be around to legally use his quirk, and he knew Endeavor would come up with some sort of punishment if they were separated. At the time, he’d thought it was the smart choice.
Vigilante charges and Endeavor’s wrath were sounding much more appealing now. Because The Hero Killer, a.k.a. Stain, was who Endeavor had dragged Shoto out to Hosu to catch. Now, here they were staring each other down on an empty street, and Endeavor couldn’t move.
“Endeavor, you fake,” Stain spat, shifting his grip on his katana. “You’re the worst this society has to offer. Lower than any criminal who uses their power for petty mischief; they at least admit what they are. You hurt as many or more yet parade yourself under and pollute the title of hero.” The man sneered. “When you posture for fame and money, are you any better than the villains you mutilate and lock away?”
Stain straightened to his full height and spread his arms wide. “Everything I do is for the sake of a better society! And that society doesn’t need more fear created by men like you,” Stain said, pointing his katana at Endeavor’s chest. His eyes, though, slid from the hero to Shoto.
A dozen meters still separated them from Stain, but the gesture was no less threatening for that distance. Shoto couldn’t move under the suffocating fear. He knew he was being weighed against the man’s skewed morals and prayed he wasn’t found wanting.
Despite the man’s paralyzing aura, Endeavor shifted ever so slightly to put himself more between Shoto and Stain.
Stain’s eyes snapped back to the number two hero. The man stared Endeavor down for several seconds as if debating something. Then he smiled. Quieter than before, more contemplative and almost as if speaking to himself, the madman said, “A better society could do with a little more hope though.” He nodded to himself and declared at his former volume, “The only ones allowed to kill me are the true heroes All Might and Naisho! As for you, you will be a good test of the little hero’s ideals. I hope you don’t disappoint.”
In a move too fast for Shoto to follow, The Hero Killer whipped a knife out and through the air. Then he turned and ran. Shoto didn’t realize what had happened until Endeavor fell to his knees, one hand pressed to his side. What really struck Shoto was the man’s flames guttering before dying completely. In wide-eyed horror, Shoto noted the growing pool of red. He stood frozen despite The Hero Killer having vanished into the night.
“Shoto…” Endeavor grunted out. Once he had the boy’s attention, he ground out, “Ice my wound. Leave the knife in.”
Shoto swallowed and nodded. They needed to stop the bleeding. He could do that. He felt like he was moving in slow motion as he froze Endeavor’s side, catching the knife hilt and the man’s bloodied hand in the ice for stability. The ice sizzled and cracked almost as soon as it formed, but Shoto kept applying it until it began to actually stick.
Time still didn’t feel like it was moving quite right as Endeavor raised his free hand slowly to his ear and tapped his comm. “Endeavor here. I need medical assistance.” He grimaced and let out a pained grunt as Shoto helped him lie down. “Urgently,” he bit out, voice strained.
Shoto re-iced the wound every few seconds. Endeavor’s body ran hot, even more so with how much he’d already used his quirk tonight. Shoto focused on his task, ears alert for any approaching aid.
Trouble found them first. A shriek rang through the air, and Shoto lifted his head in time to see a flying Nomu swooping toward them with talons extended. He could dodge the monster easily…but Endeavor couldn’t. Endeavor who was pale and grinding his teeth in pain and not even looking at the Nomu.
Shoto moved. It was no Sports Festival glacier, but the half dome of bristling ice spears stopped the Nomu with a choked scream. Shoto huffed out frigid breaths and stared at the shield of ice, expecting the Nomu to break through any second. It didn’t. Shoto kept his eyes on the wall and the blurry shadow of something trailing down the outside of the ice as he called up his fire to warm him enough to respond if another threat presented itself. With a trembling hand, Shoto applied another layer of ice to his father’s side.
Outtakes:
Stain: sees the sealed wound on Iida/Ekikyō’s shoulder “Wait a second; that looks familiar…”
Stain a moment after the heroes(?) leave: it finally clicks “Naisho spoke from experience? People can change???” proceeds to have an ideological crisis
Endeavor: appears and sorta defends Shoto
Stain: “You know what, I doubt you’re worse than Sludge. We’ll try this Naisho’s way. I can always track you down and finish you later if you don’t change.” stabs, but in a non-lethal way—as a treat
Shoto: interns with Endeavor to use him for his knowledge
Stain: stabs Endeavor
Shoto: “Hey, no! I’m not done with him yet!”
Shoto: pacing in the hospital waiting for Fuyumi to pick him up “It doesn’t make any sense! By all accounts, Stain should have killed Endeavor. He’s good with knives. That hit couldn’t have been a miss. But why leave him alive?”
Nurse: looks over the once-ordered whiteboard that is now decorated in increasingly frantic and messy handwriting “Todoroki-kun, what did you do to our treatment board?”
Shoto: “Oh, perfect. Do you know where I could find some string? Red, preferably. I already found the pushpins.”
Nurse: “Did…did you stick pushpins through a whiteboard? How?”
Shoto: “Yes.”
Chapter 46: Home Again
Summary:
“There’s nothing half so pleasant as coming home again.” –Margaret Elizabeth Sangster
It's later than I'd like, but here's this week's post. Today has been a day. Y'all have no idea how much I've missed writing Ekikyō and Izuku interacting. I've been itching to get the dynamic duo back together since Chapter 35 (where Izuku walks away from Bakugo). I felt bad hurting Izuku so much without his emotional support slime in the picture.
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12 fucking hours. That’s how long it took for Ekikyō to fully hash out their immune systems, pick all the grit out of their blood, and heal the Iida kid enough to be reasonably sure he wasn’t going to croak the second they split. He’d also had to put the vigilante wannabe back to sleep twice in that time. The downtime was more than enough to make a plan though. The kid had a set of hidden pockets and compartments in his armor, one of which held a small notepad and a pen—likely for witness statements or something. Whatever the original purpose, it came in handy for writing a note detailing the kid’s actions and injuries. (And circling, underlining, and starring a big warning not to give the kid a blood transfusion. Given how his slime in Izuku had reacted to a graft, a transfusion stood a good chance of killing Iida.)
If Ekikyō had to save this vengeful kid’s ass, the kid was damn well staying rescued, which meant Iida didn’t get to run off and attempt murder-suicide again. Ekikyō smiled at the thought of what consequences the kid might face. At least, the heroes were likely to make sure the kid stayed alive. They had better.
He was not attached to the idiotic, glasses-wearing, hero student. It was just…the thought of a kid purposely trying to get themselves killed was almost as unsettling as recalling how Izuku’s eyes had strayed to and lingered on rooftops when they first made their deal. Why were teenagers so dumb?
Ekikyō shook their head and walked Iida to one side of the emergency entrance of Hosu General Hospital. After one last sweep of the area, they lay down on the pavement, and Ekikyō de-possessed the kid. The exposed, anxious feeling of being outside of a body was a bit unexpected though. He hadn’t felt like this in…nearly a year. Maybe it was because of how short a time he possessed Iida? Probably something to check out with Izuku later.
Wanting to be anywhere but here—in the center of a city crawling with heroes and beside a tempting body that he knew he could safely possess—he checked over Iida one last time to ensure he’d removed as much slime as he could and that the boy’s wounds weren’t actively bleeding. He pulled the kid’s notepad out of his pocket and set it in the center of his chest. Then he picked up a chunk of broken concrete shoved to the side of the sidewalk and flung it at one of the hospital’s glass doors. He booked it for the nearest sewer before the glass finished falling.
Getting out of Hosu was trickier than he’d bet on. Someone must have seen him or found security footage of him, because heroes were crawling around the sewers before Ekikyō could make it to the suburbs. A few hours of cat and mouse had him cursing. He knew he should have waited to return the kid til after dark. He couldn’t go aboveground like this, and the heroes seemed to have set up a perimeter—aboveground and below.
He was just contemplating suffocating one of the rookies (just until they passed out) to slip the tightening noose when Giran found him. Kurogiri was with him, but Ekikyō ignored the teleporter who he wasn’t supposed to know to berate the broker he did. “You slippery bastard! I’ve been looking everywhere for you. Would it have killed you to leave a forwarding address at one of the villain bars?”
“Would it kill you to get a phone?” Giran countered with a grin. “Why were you looking for me?”
Ekikyō put on a scowl. “It’s getting harder to avoid the cops and heroes. Figured it might be time to look into something other than solo work if you catch my drift.”
Giran’s grin turned into a sharp smile. “Funny you should mention that. I was thinking the same thing, and an organization I know is recruiting. They won’t have any problems with your…proclivities, especially with how much better you’ve gotten about hiding your bodies.”
Ekikyō narrowed his eyes (as much as his slime allowed) at the not-so-subtle dig for info. “I have my ways. Think you could set up a meet and greet for us?”
“Of course, Sludge. Could actually do that now, if you want. You see, my friend here is a member of theirs,” the man said, gesturing toward Kurogiri. “He’s got a wonderful teleportation quirk.”
“You don’t say,” Ekikyō said, feigning surprise. “Now, that’s a commodity. But I can’t meet up just yet. I found myself a…semi-permanent meatsuit. I’m a lot more versatile with a host that doesn’t start rotting after a few hours, you see. And I’ll actually have fingers to use a phone,” Ekikyō joked, holding a tendril of slime in a rough hand shape before letting it all melt back together.
Giran arched his eyebrows in a rare show of genuine surprise. “Really? Must have an interesting quirk to survive with you…” He gestured vaguely at Ekikyō.
“I know, right? But if you could get me out of Hosu and give me a few days to fetch my meatsuit, I am interested in meeting the rest of your friends,” Ekikyō said, looking between Giran and Kurogiri.
Giran smiled again and nodded to Kurogiri, who opened a portal. “We’ve got you covered. Tokyo good? Oh, and since you’ll have fingers…” Giran tossed a plastic baggie toward him.
Ekikyō caught the sealed bag and turned it over, seeing a cheap burner phone through the plastic. Ekikyō tucked the bag inside his slime and smiled his best smile. “Tokyo would be great.”
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Izuku had never heard Aizawa so frantic as the day after the Hosu attack when people tried and failed to locate his student. Izuku wasn’t supposed to hear, but well, eavesdropping was a perfectly valid means of intelligence gathering for a vigilante. And it wasn’t like Aizawa was in a good frame of mind to catch him doing so.
(Izuku wondered if maybe the little bit of slime permanently sunk into his tissues made his hearing a little sharper. If any of the stuff was in his eardrums they might in theory be able to pick up vibrations better than a baseline human’s…Izuku wrote down a few theories between eavesdropping on phone calls and doing homework.)
For over 12 hours, no one could find any sign of Iida Tenya apart from a broken piece of his armor and a pool of his blood in an alleyway. Native’s blood had been there too, but the man hadn’t been perfectly lucid for the events that apparently saved him and disappeared Iida.
Then Aizawa got the call that his student had been found. Alive. Aizawa shot Izuku a few weird looks in the hours that followed, but the pro didn’t fully relax or say anything until Iida was out of surgery and his tests all came back that evening. Then he collapsed into his chair, boneless.
Izuku draped the man’s sleeping bag over him and gave him a pointed look.
“Iida’s alive,” Aizawa said as much to himself as Izuku. “He was kidnapped by a villain, but they left him outside Hosu General’s emergency room. Iida might have complications with his left arm, but he’ll live.”
Izuku nodded along, a bit shocked that Iida had been kidnapped and returned alive. (Why did that sound familiar?) Izuku set the matter aside for now and picked up Komainu to plop him on Aizawa’s lap. There, now the man was covered, relaxed, and had a cat. If that didn’t get him to sleep, nothing would. “I’m glad to hear it, Aizawa, but you should rest. You still have training with Shinso and Uraraka in the morning. At least get a nap in before your patrol? I’m going for a run.”
All he got in response was a grunt.
Well, he tried.
Izuku changed and headed out. It was a bit early for his evening run, but he needed to work off the stress he’d picked up from Aizawa via osmosis. He set a brutal pace, alternating sprinting and jogging all the way to the park with the stagnant pond before letting himself collapse under the willow tree, reveling in the familiarity and quiet. For a while he lay there panting and downing water from the reusable water bottle Aizawa had gotten him. (It was a limited-edition Present Mic bottle; how was he supposed to say no to that?)
Izuku might have dozed a little, but a faint tug brought him back to full wakefulness in seconds. “Ekikyō?” he whispered, sitting up. Sure enough, there was Ekikyō slinking out of the…pond. He giggled. “Why were you in the water?” He didn’t tell his friends that he had pond scum on top of his head.
Ekikyō smiled. “Figured you’d appreciate me rinsing out the sewer taste before possessing you.”
Izuku shuddered. He still remembered that taste in his nightmares. It wasn’t Ekikyō’s fault that his body tended to pick up…well, everything; so, Izuku wasn’t going to outright say it. “Thanks.”
Ekikyō settled down beside Izuku and sighed. “Busy couple weeks, huh? How’d the Sports Festival go?”
Izuku’s smile fell, and his shoulders drooped.
“Izuku?” Ekikyō nudged his shoulder.
Izuku shook his head, not looking at his friend. “It’ll be easier to just show you. A-a lot’s happened.”
Slime wrapped around his shoulders and squeezed. “Alright kid, though um, I should warn you before I possess you that we may have to reacclimate…”
Izuku’s eyebrows drew in, and he looked up at his best friend. “Ekikyō?”
It was Ekikyō’s turn to not meet Izuku’s eyes. He looked everywhere except at Izuku as he muttered, “I might have had to possess that Iida kid in Hosu…”
“Ekikyō!”
“It was to save his life, I promise! And I didn’t hurt him. I mean, well, yeah, first time possessions kinda hurt? But I didn’t hurt him. You get what I mean?”
Izuku just stared at Ekikyō for a minute, processing. “Wait, that’s why Iida was missing for 12 hours?! Do you know how many people were looking for him? Are you insane?”
Ekikyō shrunk in on himself a little. “Yeah, yeah, I know. I had to hold onto him that long to make sure he’d survive de-possessing. But I should have waited to drop him off at the hospital until the sun was down. Heroes hounded me the whole way out of the city. On the upside, I finally talked to Giran!” Ekikyō said, making a rather obvious subject change. “We’ll set up a recruitment meeting once we’re together,” he said, pulling a Ziploc bag out of his body. Was that a phone?
Izuku shook his head and sighed, sliding the bagged phone into a pocket. “I’m not going to be mad that you saved someone’s life, Ekikyō. I’m actually pretty happy that you saved Iida. I just wish you hadn’t almost gotten yourself caught doing it. I’d have to figure out some way to break you out of Tartarus if that ever happened,” Izuku said as he leaned on his friend. He was only half joking.
Ekikyō leaned into him in return. “Eh, it would take you a week tops.”
“Yeah, but that’s a week’s homework I’d be behind on, and you’d be helping me catch up on it when we get back,” Izuku playfully threatened.
Ekikyō’s body shuddered. “Anything but algebra! I dropped out for a reason.”
Izuku laughed again. After a moment of comfortable silence, he said, “Alright, I’m ready.”
Ekikyō hummed in response.
Izuku felt the slime still inside him shift a tad more jerkily than usual and start collecting at his throat to numb it. “Oh, one sec!” He couldn’t believe he’d nearly forgotten. Izuku hurriedly fiddled with the settings on his watch until he found the learning mode and activated it. “Okay, now we’re good to go,” Izuku said.
Ekikyō made a pair of slimy eyebrows just to raise one at Izuku. When Izuku didn’t say anything else, Ekikyō shrugged and got to work possessing him.
Izuku grimaced slightly at the way Ekikyō’s slime burned on its way through him. Thankfully, Ekikyō left things numb in his wake this time. Izuku’s mind went fuzzy as Ekikyō connected to it, but that cleared up after a few seconds.
“Want me to take us home and put you to bed?” Ekikyō asked inside their head.
Izuku appreciated the offer, but… “You don’t know where I’m staying now.” At the mental question pressed his way, Izuku sent back a mix of sadness, resignation, and acceptance. “You’ve missed a lot.”
“Tell me about it on the way back?” Ekikyō asked, lifting the numbness in Izuku’s body enough for him to feel and move.
Everything burned and ached, but it was still a bit distant. Even so, Izuku felt awful. Was the fever setting in quicker this time? He couldn’t wait to curl up in bed and sleep it off. “Sure.” On the walk back to Aizawa’s, he told his friend about the investigation into his old school and his mom…and his subsequent change in address.
Ekikyō listened intently the whole time. As they got closer and Izuku felt progressively worse, Ekikyō pulled him into a deep dive. Izuku went willingly and relayed directions to Ekikyō as his friend took over steering and deadened Izuku’s ability to feel his body again. It was a little easier to concentrate on where they were going with most of the background pain and malaise a degree removed. Izuku could tell Ekikyō the rest of what happened once they rested.
They made it back to Aizawa’s apartment with Izuku in a feverish haze. Aizawa was cooking in the kitchen when they stumbled in. Just the thought of eating turned their stomach, and the normally delicious smell coming from the kitchen made it worse.
“Welcome back, kid,” Aizawa called. “I’m making katsudon.”
“That sounds great, Aizawa, but I think I might be coming down with something.” They slipped out of their shoes and into their slippers before heading for the living room, only staggering a little. “I’m just going to go to bed.”
Aizawa leaned out of the kitchen to get a look at them, and Ekikyō tensed under their skin. Izuku mentally patted at his friend, trying to assure him Eraserhead wouldn’t use his quirk on them.
Aizawa looked them up and down, frowning at whatever he saw. He stepped out of the kitchen and pressed a hand to their forehead before grimacing. “If you feel up to it, take a cool shower before you go to sleep. It’ll help. I’ll get you something for that fever.” Aizawa squeezed their shoulder before walking down the hall to his room.
Izuku and Ekikyō wavered where they stood in the hall unsure if they should follow or wait there or maybe go into the kitchen to watch the food for Aizawa? He did walk away from the stove…
Aizawa returned before they could reach a decision and pressed a pill and a glass of water into their hands. “I’ll put your helping in the fridge for later. Let me know if you start feeling worse, alright?”
“Yes, Aizawa,” Izuku said before giving Ekikyō a quick mental tour of the apartment.
Ekikyō took them toward their bedroom, tossing the pill and water back on the way. “I got things from here, Izuku. Get some sleep.”
Izuku blearily agreed and let himself be pushed under.
When he woke up next it was nearly morning. It took a moment to place whatever had woken him. Then he heard the faint, soft footfalls that were the only indication Aizawa was home from patrol. He was usually tired enough after his shift that he forewent stealth around the apartment the few times Izuku had been awake to witness his return.
Izuku stretched a little to test his body as the footsteps came down the hall. His everything ached still, and he had a bit of a headache, but it felt like his fever had broken. Aizawa cracked the door to his room open then, and Izuku sleepily rubbed his eyes. “Aizawa?”
“Hey, kid,” he said quietly, stepping inside once he realized Izuku was awake. “How are you feeling?”
“A little better. Fever’s gone, I think. Achey, headache, tired.” Izuku blinked up at Aizawa as the man checked Izuku’s forehead with the back of his hand again.
“That’s good. You probably caught the flu that’s been going around. I’ll call you out of classes and physical therapy today in case you’re still contagious. Think you’ll be alright here alone?”
“Well, as alone as you can get,” Ekikyō grumbled, having finally woken up.
Izuku leaned on his friend and said out loud, “I should be fine. I’ll probably just sleep the whole time anyway.” Izuku froze as a hand patted his hair once before Aizawa stood.
“Don’t forget to stay hydrated too, Midoriya. Go back to sleep. I’ll crack your door open when I leave, so the cats can join you.” Aizawa was closing their door before Izuku finished rebooting.
They just got patted on the head by Eraserhead.
“Not that that moment wasn’t great and all, but when were you going to tell me that Aizawa has cats?” Ekikyō demanded, feigning betrayal. “You’ve been holding out on me.”
Izuku rolled his eyes before snuggling back down into his pillow. “He has three cats: Maneki who I helped rescue, Komainu who likes to pretend he’s a guard dog, and Mausu who is scared of me for some reason.” He pushed a mental picture of each cat at Ekikyō as he mentioned them. Then he leaned more into his friend. “Come on, let’s sleep. You can meet them in the morning.”
Ekikyō grumbled halfheartedly before shifting the slime in their body in his own version of getting comfortable. His mind curled around Izuku’s, and they drifted off to each other’s sleepy thoughts.
Outtake:
Izuku: “I think I’m coming down with something.”
Aizawa: *Dadzawa mode unlocked*
Chapter 47: The Place We Started
Summary:
“Travel does not exist without home…If we never returned to the place we started, we would just be wandering, lost. Home is a reflecting surface, a place to measure our growth and enrich us after being infused with the outside world.” –Josh Gates
Chapter Text
Izuku and Ekikyō made the most of their sick day, namely eating all of the leftovers in the fridge and several bowls of miso soup. The “haven’t eaten in a week” feeling only abated after they’d eaten together nearly as much as Izuku ate on his own in a day. Izuku theorized that was due to Ekikyō acclimating and healing Iida and then immediately going on to acclimate Izuku again without any proper rest or recharge between those events.
“Ugh. Remind me to never possess someone new ever again,” Ekikyō said as they downed a third bowl of miso soup.
“I mean, fair? I don’t want to have to acclimate again either. Was that worse than the first time, or was it just that I was awake for more of it?”
Izuku could feel Ekikyō thinking before his friend replied, “It might have been? I think your fever got higher than the last two times, though it didn’t take near as long to acclimate your body as the first time. Probably because I only needed to introduce one additional set of markers to your cells and didn’t have to do anything to my own.”
That reasoning seemed sound. Izuku nodded as they washed their dishes. (They may occasionally be ravenous, but they weren’t slobs.) He jokingly asked, “Aside from eating my weight in food, what did you want to do today?”
“We do still need to catch each other up on everything. Don’t think I haven’t noticed you got a new explosion scar on your forearm,” Ekikyō said warningly. “And we should probably call Giran at some point in our disguise, figure out when we can meet up, probably should practice our disguise too while Eraserhead is out.”
“Sounds like a plan,” Izuku said, shrugging and grabbing a jelly pouch to drink on the walk to the living room. “Memory shares first? You want to go first or should I?”
That’s how they spent the next hour sprawled on the sofa swapping memories and Izuku talking Ekikyō down from fleeing the country with Izuku after his friend learned Nezu likely knew his identity. Once they caught each other up and finished calming down—and crying in Izuku’s case—they stayed in their deep dive and refamiliarized themselves with moving and functioning together. There was more adjusting than usual before they were in perfect synch, but they suspected that was again due to Ekikyō’s brief stint in Iida. They made a mental note to add how possessing different people seemed to negatively impact how “in tune” Ekikyō was with any given host to Izuku’s notebook.
Before they succumbed to Izuku’s desire to analyze, they needed to work with their disguise. There were only so many hours before Aizawa got off work at UA and returned. And they definitely couldn’t risk practicing with him home. Even with him out, they retreated to Izuku’s room to have that extra barrier before someone could stumble upon them.
Izuku relaxed his hold on their body, allowing Ekikyō the lion’s share of physical control. Ekikyō flexed their hands and shifted on their feet, getting reacquainted with everything. Then he pressed slime against the underside of their skin. It oozed through hesitantly at first. After feeling that this part of their connection hadn’t been set back, it poured through more rapidly until they looked like a bargain horror movie monster again. They cleared their throat experimentally and added more slime to their airway until they got that deep, wet sound that was more Ekikyō than Izuku.
Then they did their eyes. Honestly, this was probably the part they needed to practice most. Sitting still and blind for a solid minute while Ekikyō fitted his maroon eyes over Izuku’s (it was a lot more complicated than that from what Izuku could catch, but he really didn’t want the details) seemed like a dangerous thing, especially if they intended to do this around villains.
Ekikyō listened and nodded in agreement as Izuku had the thought, and they wordlessly agreed to practice putting on and taking off their disguise to cut down on the transition time just like they had their possession and de-possession time. And practice they did, at least until Izuku’s eyes started to hurt badly enough to leave him squinting and developing a headache. They worked a bit longer with just the slime part of their disguise, getting it down to a handful of seconds. There did seem to be a hard limit on how fast they could exude slime; if they went too fast, Izuku started getting ruptured blood vessels under and in his skin. Thankfully, Ekikyō caught them before they could get bad enough to visibly bruise.
After that, they moved on to maintaining Izuku’s temperature and oxygen levels while in disguise. Ekikyō and Izuku shared control here, so Izuku could finish some homework while Ekikyo fine-tuned his control of Izuku’s homeostasis and metabolism with most of their body still covered in slime. (Izuku’s hands were kept free to prevent any smudging of his homework.)
Things went off the rails slightly when Izuku had an idea. “Hey, Ekikyō, how long do you think I could hold my breath with us skin-breathing like this?”
Ekikyō considered. They’d about worked out the balance for maintaining Izuku’s body temperature in this state. Why shouldn’t they be able to do the same with oxygen? “Want to find out?”
Izuku smiled in response. He and Ekikyō shared a few impressions of ideas, and Izuku slid off their bed to stand in the middle of their room. More slime welled from their skin while Izuku took measured, deep breaths in preparation. Once there was enough slime outside their body to hold Izuku up, they let their muscles go lax and limp to reduce oxygen need. Izuku took one last deep breath and held it as slime folded over his face.
The wall was distorted through the centimeters of translucent slime, and Izuku was surprised for a moment that his eyes didn’t sting before he remembered that there was already a slime layer over them. The constant push and pull of slime through his skin was almost relaxing, and Izuku let his eyes drift closed, focusing on Ekikyō and his bodymate’s sense of things.
Izuku was a bit stunned at the sudden influx of information once he paid attention. He hadn’t realized Ekikyō was…micromanaging like this. (Benefits of a hivemind, he assumed.)
Ekikyō was constantly tweaking Izuku’s internal thermostat while paying careful attention to his own and Izuku’s cells to catch when any of them started to run low on oxygen. He didn’t want to hurt Izuku.
Something in Izuku melted a little at the sentiment, and he settled into their deep dive again, lending his brainpower to managing their shared body.
Things went well, right up until they repositioned their body in the slime to recline more comfortably, and some of their slime went up Izuku’s nose. It tickled, and Izuku tried to snort it out. The mass of slime failing to budge against his attempted exhale put Izuku right back in that underpass from over a year ago, where he’d tried and tried but couldn’t get his airway clear, where he knew he was going to die, where he very nearly drowned. Izuku panicked and started trying to tear the slime away from his face, so he could breathe.
Ekikyō froze around him for one horrible second before realizing what was happening. He hurriedly pulled his slime off of their face and back inside their body as Izuku gulped air and crumpled to his hands and knees, eyes staring unseeing at the floor. Ekikyō wrapped Izuku in an internal hug and talked in their mind as he forcibly slowed their heartbeat. He left Izuku’s breathing alone while the boy slowly came back down from his panic.
Izuku’s mind eventually cleared enough to hear Ekikyō again. As soon as he identified the mental voice of his friend, he curled in on himself and pressed into Ekikyō. (His best friend was safe.) Ekikyō slid into control seamlessly and lifted them up off the ground. A moment later, they were curled up on the living room sofa, huddled under a blanket with Maneki mrrp-ing in their face.
Izuku blinked at her, wondering how much time he’d lost. He shakily raised a hand to pet her, and the calico pressed her head back into his hand. After a few more pets, she hopped over Izuku to take up her customary spot against the back of his neck. Then she set an imperious paw on his head and started grooming his hair. Izuku giggled a little and slowly, shakily relaxed.
Ekikyō was oddly silent and distant in their head. Izuku could very faintly feel guilt and hurt and heard something that sounded an awful lot like “my fault.”
Izuku forced his eyes to stay open. Before he could let himself drift off, he needed to make sure Ekikyō knew something. He reached across the chasm in their mind and said, “It’s not you. I could never be afraid of you. I’m…afraid of drowning…”
“Yeah, because of what I did to you.”
“You ever have a swirly?” Izuku asked, sending his friend a mental image to explain. “I was well on my way to developing that fear without you. My bullies only stopped doing that because of you standing up for me. And I already forgave you, anyway,” Izuku added, holding out a metaphorical hand.
Ekikyō hesitated before reaching back. They slotted back into place side by side and overlapping at the edges. Emotions flowed back and forth as they settled. Guilt was quieted by forgiveness, embarrassment and self-doubt brushed aside by understanding, apology met by acceptance, a desire to not be alone acknowledged with fondness and a mental head pat.
Between the tiredness from Ekikyō’s quirk practice and his own fading adrenaline—not to mention the emotional exhaustion—Izuku only lasted a few minutes before falling asleep.
Aizawa shook them awake several hours later. “Hey, dinner’s ready.”
Izuku and Ekikyō stretched and dislodged three disgruntled cats—wait. They blinked down at their feet where Mausu was staring at them. She’d been sleeping on their feet! Izuku almost squealed. At the grin spreading across their face, she launched herself off the sofa and darted underneath Aizawa’s favorite chair. They pouted but took the opportunity to escape before Maneki could climb back onto them.
Dinner was mild but filling. Izuku tried to pace himself, embarrassed that he and Ekikyō had eaten nearly half of the fridge’s contents earlier today. Aizawa didn’t comment on their binge-eating, thankfully.
“Feeling any better?” the man asked as they finished their second helping.
Izuku nodded sheepishly, mentally yelling at Ekikyō to make sure they couldn’t blush. “I think that extra sleep helped.”
“You look better, though your eyes are a little bloodshot.”
Izuku rubbed at his eyes, grimacing when he realized they were still sore.
Aizawa pulled their hand down away from their face. “Rubbing will make it worse. Wait here,” he said before walking toward his bedroom.
Ekikyō and Izuku did the mental equivalent of shrugging at each other as they took their plate to the sink. They started washing the dishes, since they didn’t get to help with cooking.
“Leave the dishes to soak for a minute, Midoriya,” Aizawa called from the hallway. “Come to the bathroom, and I’ll show you how to put eyedrops in.”
Izuku dried their hands and followed. Ekikyō pulled his slime back from Izuku’s eyes to ensure they looked normal bloodshot under the better lighting in the bathroom (rather than black blood bloodshot). They kinda needed to pull the slime back to allow the medicated eyedrops to actually contact Izuku’s eyes anyway. Izuku squinted at how dry his eyes felt without the usual slime coating.
Aizawa tilted their head up to get another look at their eyes in the bathroom. “You probably got a little dehydrated with the fever and excessive sleep. That can dry your eyes out. This should help,” he said, picking up a small bottle from the counter. He demonstrated how to put the drops in before handing them off to Izuku.
Ekikyō helped with positioning and keeping them from blinking as they put a drop in each eye. The mirror helped with that too. Izuku blinked a few times to clear the blurriness from his vision as he handed the bottle back to his guardian. “Thanks, Aizawa.”
“It’s no trouble, Problem Child. I’ll leave them in here until tomorrow in case you need to use them again. One set of drops usually lasts me four to six hours.”
Izuku nodded and turned to head back to the kitchen. A light hand on his shoulder stalled him.
“Have you been doing anything for your scars?”
Izuku frowned and glanced at his reflection. After a few seconds’ consideration, he figured that Aizawa had noticed how some of his scars and all of his stretch marks were more prominent with Ekikyō in residence. He rubbed at a few of the ragged stripes of white on his neck. Those and the ones on his torso were equally big, with smaller marks decorating his limbs. “Ah, these aren’t scars, Aizawa. I’ve had stretch marks ever since I got kidnapped last year. I was pretty scrawny, and the Sludge Villain…” Izuku shrugged, not meeting the teacher’s eyes. “I’ve gotten used to them. They don’t hurt or anything. They’re just there…and everywhere,” he added.
Izuku idly wondered if he needed to start hiding those as Naisho too, now that Aizawa had noticed them. Then again, Aizawa knew that Naisho’s friend had a possession quirk. It would make sense for them to have similar marks.
Izuku felt something negative drift from Ekikyō’s side of their mind and turned some of his focus inward. He leaned on Ekikyō to make sure his friend didn’t start doing any self-deprecating and thought reassurances at him. He truthfully didn’t mind. It was just how things worked. Ekikyō couldn’t help it.
They were pulled from their thoughts when Aizawa picked up another container on the bathroom counter. The small jar had been there since before Izuku moved in with Aizawa, but Izuku hadn’t wanted to pry. The hero was already sharing his home with Izuku. He didn’t need Izuku digging through his medications and toiletries too.
After reading the fine print on the label, Aizawa nodded and set the jar back on the counter. He nudged it toward Izuku. “Quirk-enhanced scar cream. It should work for stretch marks too.”
Izuku’s eyebrows shot up. He’d seen quirk-enhanced burn cream before, but that stuff was really expensive. He could never quite justify buying it. He glanced back up at Aizawa’s face. “Is that why your scars have healed so well? I can barely see any of the reconstruction scars except for the one under your eye.”
Aizawa nodded. “Doesn’t work quite as well on deeper wounds or grafts, sadly.” He rubbed at his right elbow. “It may not be able to do much for your older scars, but it should still help some.”
Izuku gingerly picked up the expensive jar and turned it over in his hands. He wondered how long it would last with the number of scars and marks their body bore. “I-I’ll give it a try. Thanks. Again. You really don’t have to…” He glanced down and away, suddenly sheepish.
A hand ruffled his hair, and the man had a hint of amusement in his eyes as he said, “I’m your guardian, kid. Taking care of you is kind of in the job description.” His face grew more serious as he shifted his hand from Izuku’s curls to his shoulder. He held eye contact as he added, “Even if I wasn’t your guardian I’d still help. As much as you’d let me. You deserve help and care, Midoriya. You’re worth it. Despite what you’ve heard in the past.”
“He’s right, you know,” Ekikyō added with a mental poke.
Izuku’s throat clogged with emotion, and he blinked back tears as he offered a half-grin and nodded. He took the jar of scar cream and retreated to his room. What was one more breakdown anyway? At least this one was of a better sort.
Outtake:
Aizawa: looks through the half-bare fridge and scratches his head “I’ve heard people say teenagers are bottomless pits, but this seems excessive. Am I not feeding the kid enough?”
Chapter 48: Monsters with Friendly Faces
Summary:
“The world is full of monsters with friendly faces.” –Heather Brewer
Notes:
TW(?): brief alcohol mentions and use (I mean, the League lives in a bar...)
Chapter Text
The next day was thankfully Saturday, which meant Izuku and Ekikyo could sneak away under the guise of hanging out with his friends and training. The first thing they did was hop a train for Tokyo, Ekikyō good-naturedly listening while Izuku gushed about his friends and their performances in the Sports Festival and how they were getting moved to heroics. If Izuku spent a little more time talking about Hitoshi than Uraraka, Ekikyō didn’t call him on it.
Once on the outskirts of the city, they found a nice secluded place to disguise their voice and got down to business. They called Giran on the burner he’d given Ekikyo. “Hey, Giran,” Ekikyō said with their voice. “Fetched my meatsuit. When are these friends of yours free?”
“Hello, Sludge,” Giran said “Good to hear from you. My friends are mostly free during the day. You available now?”
Ekikyō hummed. “Give me fifteen minutes to wrap something up on my end. Then yeah. Where should I meet you? Or are you using that teleporter again?”
“Just send your coordinates when you’re ready, and I’ll have Kurogiri—the teleporter—send you over.”
“Got it.” After Ekikyō hung up, he asked, “You ready, Izuku?”
Izuku took off his emergency tracker and tucked it into his pocket. “Yes. Let’s do this.”
Ekikyō enveloped their body in slime and got to work on their eyes as Izuku took a moment to make himself relax. They were doing this in a deep dive, but not an equal one. That would put Izuku too close to the surface, and some of his reactions might slip through, which would likely give them away or get them killed. After much discussion this morning, Izuku had suggested they do something like their very first deep dive. Everything would still be shared, but control and influence would be skewed in Ekikyō’s favor. Ekikyō hadn’t been a fan of the idea, to say the least.
They tried keeping their minds separate for a test run first, but Izuku could barely feel anything through the layer of slime and the constant push and pull of it through his skin. Sight with their disguise had been really weird and spotty too. Then there was the breathing situation with the way their disguise coated their trachea. After Izuku’s panic attack yesterday, neither of them wanted to risk an episode when they were going to be surrounded by villains. (There was also the question of how well Izuku would handle seeing Shigaraki again, but they’d cross that bridge when they got to it.)
They’d ended up circling back to the skewed deep dive, but only because Izuku made it clear that he was perfectly okay with it in this exact, specific circumstance. It wasn’t something either of them wanted to do regularly, but Izuku trusted Ekikyō not to abuse that control any more than Hitoshi would.
Ekikyō still had trouble accepting that trust on some level, asking several times throughout the morning if this was really okay. He asked again now before they got going. “Last chance, Izuku. You’re sure you’re okay with this?”
Izuku gave a confirmation before he felt their slime shift in his brain attaching to and infiltrating areas they’d purposely left unconnected prior to this. Izuku didn’t feel any real difference on his end. That should probably be scary, but the thought slipped away, their focus zeroing in on the odd shift in the air immediately before Kurogiri’s warp gate opened in front of them. They hadn’t noticed it at the USJ, probably because they didn’t have much slime externalized when the warper snuck up on them there. Ekikyō’s slime really was amazing for picking up changes in their surroundings.
They walked through the warp gate, suppressing a shudder at the odd chill that came with it. They emerged in a dingy bar with no windows and a staircase up to the main door. Maybe they were underground? Then they took in the people. Kurogiri stood behind the bar where Shigaraki sat. The man was only wearing one of his embalmed hands—the one covering his face. There were a handful of other people in the bar, but Shigaraki held their attention.
Izuku’s thoughts disjointed from Ekikyō’s, stuttering to a crawl as he remembered the USJ, the sick smile, crazed red eyes, deadly hands, and agony crawling across his leg. The panic didn’t quite have time to set in before his paralyzing thoughts were yanked off track, and he was forcibly pulled back in synch with Ekikyō. His friend’s mind pressed in on him, keeping him in a deep dive and scattering his half-formed thoughts.
Izuku let himself sink into Ekikyō for a few seconds as he tried to recenter himself. He focused on his and Ekikyō’s senses as he followed one of Inui-san’s grounding exercises. By the time he’d counted various things they could see, feel, taste, hear, and smell, Ekikyō and Shigaraki were in the middle of a conversation.
“What do you mean you won’t be staying here?” Shigaraki asked, picking at the wood of the bar counter.
“I mean, I can’t stay here with this body full-time. My meatsuit’s a timeshare. They’re still alive and have a day job when I’m not piloting them.” At the mix of confused and disturbed looks that explanation earned them, they sighed. “We made a deal. They get to live their life, but I get to use the body when they sleep or if I need them during their free time. I put their mind to sleep while I’m in charge, so they’re not aware of what happens while I’m in control. Can’t betray what they don’t know.
“In exchange for getting a body to use and a place to hide and sleep when I’m not in control, all I have to do is keep their identity a secret from you lot and manage their chronic pain and occasional injuries.” Ekikyō laughed. “Pretty sure they’re addicted to me for the pain relief bit.”
“Aw, that’s almost sweet,” a man in a black and white mask said before shifting tone and posture. “So messed up.”
Izuku wondered if that guy might be possessed too.
“Nah, that’s just Twice. I’ve heard about him. He has a cloning quirk. Had a mental break a while back after he and his clones got into some sort of spat that turned bloody.”
“Ooh! So, you have to take them home before they wake up, so they don’t know what happened,” a girl with blonde hair done up in messy buns said. “What do they look like? I bet they’re cute.”
Izuku felt a defensive shift in their mood, slime clinging a bit more firmly to their skin and insides. “Back off, blondie. They’re mine.”
The blonde only giggled in response.
Their attention snapped back to Shigaraki as he said, “There are a lot of restrictions on your character. What do we get out of letting you join? What’s your mechanic?”
Ekikyō pulled their face into an exceptionally wide smile. “I’m great at breaking and entering, picking locks, recon and spying. I’m decent at fighting and capture. Choking people out is easy for me. Oh, and I’m pretty good at picking out peoples’ quirks.”
“Really?” a person in the corner of the bar asked.
Their eyes locked on the man, and Izuku internally screamed. What was freaking Dabi doing here?! He knew Izuku as Green. Was their disguise good enough? What if he figured out who they were?
They only panicked for a few moments before Ekikyō forced them to continue talking without showing the emotion externally. “Well, yeah. Comes with my quirk. I have to be a good judge of compatibility to stay alive. Like you. You would make a terrible host. I’d probably boil alive before ever acclimating to your body. Especially since it looks like you’re not acclimated to your quirk either.”
Dabi snorted and leaned back in his corner booth, seemingly amused.
“Me next!” the blonde from earlier said, waving her hand in the air.
Ekikyō tilted their head and studied her, Izuku picking her apart alongside him. Neither of them could spot any tells or obvious mutations…aside from her elongated canine teeth and slitted pupils, though those could be holdover mutations from a parent.
“Not sure about you. I’d guess someone in your family history had a feline quirk. I wouldn’t try to possess you until I observed you long enough to figure out if your quirk’s an emitter or transformer unless I was desperate. I stay away from tranformers. Can’t always tell how a body changes internally with a transformation, which can get dicey for me being inside them and all.”
Deciding to make up for their less than satisfactory display with Toga, they moved on to the kid sitting further down the bar on the other side of Shigaraki. He was wearing a gas mask. “You, I’d avoid entirely. I breathe through my slime. Judging by the gear, you might be able to kill me before I possess you.” Then they pointed at Spinner. “You shouldn’t pose too big of a problem though if the lizard mutation is the extent of your quirk.”
The lizard man blinked at them. “Yeah, that’s pretty much it. I can stick to wall, because my quirk takes after a gecko.”
“I wonder where the magenta hair comes from then?”
Ekikyō sent Izuku the impression of a shrug before turning his attention back to Shigaraki. “That enough for you?”
Shigaraki considered them closely for several seconds. “You have an unusual skillset. What would you say if we could get you a different body? One that you didn’t have to return at the end of the day?”
Izuku would have stopped breathing without Ekikyō firmly in charge of their bodily functions at the moment. This was all of Izuku’s fears rolled up into one neat package, wasn’t it? His dad had left and never returned, Bakugo had left him in the dust after beating him down there, and his mom had put distance between them mentally and emotionally at some point without him realizing it. No one he cared about growing up had stayed. It made sense for his more recent friends (and family) to leave too.
Izuku wasn’t unique. Now that Ekikyō knew more about his quirk, had had time to practice and experiment with it in safety, he could have anyone he wanted (and was compatible with) for a living host. He could find someone strong or with a complimentary quirk. Ekikyō didn’t need him. Izuku wilted under the realization.
(What if Izuku still needed Ekikyō?)
Ekikyō shushed him and flooded their mind with affection and conviction as he squeezed their body in an internal hug. “I’m not going anywhere, Izuku.” Out loud, Ekikyō laughed. “I doubt you could find me as good a match, Shigaraki, but it wouldn’t last anyway. The whole reason I agreed to this arrangement in the first place is that I can only hold a possession a few days at a time. Finding someone who survives my quirk is rare enough, let alone someone who doesn’t fight me every single time I have to reestablish the possession.”
Shigaraki scrunched up his face in distaste before looking away and waving a hand at them. “Fine, whatever. Give Kurogiri your number, and we’ll text whenever we need you.”
Ekikyō did so before requesting something called a lemon sour from the teleporter/bartender. While Kurogiri fetched their drink, they said, “If it helps, my meatsuit has enough PTO saved up to take off a couple weeks around July or August. Can’t take off before then because of everyone else in the company having seniority and taking their own time.”
A villain at a nearby table with a large…metal beam(?) propped against it humphed and shook their head. “Coworkers. Enough to drive anyone to villainy, am I right?”
“Tell me about it,” Ekikyō said, moving to join her with the drink Kurogiri had handed them. To Izuku, he said, “That is Magne, and she is a woman. If she ever hears you call her anything else, she will murder you.”
“Good to know. Um, what is that?” Izuku asked, twitching their eyes down toward their large mug.
Ekikyō chuckled where only Izuku could hear. “This is a lemon sour. It’s about the lowest alcohol content thing I can order without looking like a total pansy. Didn’t want to get anything stronger without knowing how your body will handle it.” Ekikyō pulled back from Izuku’s mind enough that Izuku was very distinctly himself before asking, “Want a taste?”
Izuku stared at their drink for a minute, mildly apprehensive. They did need to blend in, and he was confident Ekikyō wouldn’t let him get alcohol poisoning, but… “Maybe just a sip? I really can’t have any hint of that on my breath when we go back to Aizawa’s apartment though.”
“Don’t worry, kid. I won’t try to drink anyone under any tables.”
“What does that even mean?” Izuku asked as Ekikyō returned them to their skewed deep dive and raised their mug to take a sip of their drink. Izuku wanted to wrinkle their nose as the sharpness under the lemon taste hit him. “Yuck. Needs sugar and less of whatever that is.”
Ekikyō mentally laughed. “That’s the alcohol. This is called a lemon sour for a reason.”
“Yeah, I’d rather not taste the rest of that if it’s all the same to you.”
Ekikyō mentally shrugged before coating their mouth with enough slime to ensure none of their drink hit Izuku’s taste buds as he continued drinking.
They and Magne shared drinks and a companionable silence until the blonde girl plopped down in the chair between them with some sort of milkshake. “Hiya! I’m Toga Himiko.”
“Sludge,” Ekikyō said in reply, raising his mug to her before taking another gulp.
Toga nodded in acknowledgment. “Can I ask a question about your quirk?”
Ekikyō narrowed their eyes at Toga before getting an idea. “Only if I can ask one in turn.”
Toga beamed. “Deal!” She leaned forward to rest her elbows on the table and her head in her hands as she intently asked, “Do you possess people because you like being someone else?”
They blinked at her a few times. Of all the things she could ask, that was not what they were expecting. “Not…exactly. When we’re both awake in here,” Ekikyō said, tapping the side of their head. “We can blend together if we want to, but we’re still separate and distinct most of the time.” Ekikyō thought hard for a moment before continuing, “There is a sense of safety in being inside someone’s skin, but I like being seen for who I am as much as the next guy.”
Toga looked thoughtful as she stirred her Sakura(?) milkshake with her straw. She frowned as she asked, “If you like being seen, why come here in someone at all? Why not come by yourself?”
Ekikyō noted a few of the others appeared to be listening in and answered carefully, “You ever hear of quirk withdrawal?”
Toga flinched back in her chair before staring at them as if seeing something or someone else.
Ekikyō gave a humorless laugh and looked away. “Let’s just say this is as much for your protection as mine.” Ekikyō knocked the last of their drink back before setting their mug down heavily on the table. “I believe it’s my turn now?” When Toga nodded, Ekikyō asked the burning question, “What’s your quirk?”
Toga seemed to shake off whatever her staring was and refocused on them. “Transform. I drink someone’s blood, and I can become them.”
“Nice. That explains the sharp teeth then. Bet it comes in handy for losing a tail and getting into places unseen.” Unspoken was their strong suspicion that Toga got quirk withdrawal too, given her reaction to the term. They were both pretty sure now that the pink color of her milkshake wasn’t Sakura.
They chatted with the League a while longer before they took their leave and headed back to Tokyo via Warp Gate. As soon as Ekikyō pulled fully back under Izuku’s skin, the alcohol seemed to hit the boy all at once. Or maybe it was them separating their minds. Izuku hadn’t noticed a thing wrong until they split, but he felt very unsteady now, and he couldn’t seem to stop giggling. The way the world kept tilting was just too funny.
Ekikyō saved them from faceplanting twice before just taking over and gently shoving his tipsy bodymate into the passenger seat. “Of course, you’re a lightweight. Come on; we’ll get some food in you. That’ll help.”
They grabbed a box of yakisoba and a bottle of water from a street vendor for while they waited for their train home. The train ride itself was fuzzy at best. Izuku fell asleep at some point. Ekikyō prodded him awake as they disembarked feeling a little soberer.
“You should feel soberer. I jacked your metabolism way up to clear that stuff out before we hang out with your friends,” Ekikyō informed him.
Izuku hummed and rubbed his eyes. “That’s why I’m hungry again already. Guess we could grab some snacks on the way. How do you feel about dorayaki? We could grab extra for Uraraka and Hitoshi.”
Ekikyō nudged Izuku toward the convenience store. “Sounds good. Grab something with extra protein for Shinso. Don’t think the kid’s gained any weight since you started training him.”
Izuku chewed on his lip for a moment before Ekikyō made him stop. “Yeah, I think you’re right. I’m really worried about him. Is this how you felt about me after…?”
Ekikyō rolled their eyes. “Essentially. Cross, Cheshire, and I don’t have a crush on the person we’re worried about though,” Ekikyō said, smugness saturating their shared mind.
Izuku choked on his own spit, and Ekikyō had to lock their jaw to keep Izuku from shrieking out loud at his friend.
Outtake:
Izuku: "I do not have a crush!"
Ekikyō: "Listen, kid. I've already gone through puberty once. I know what a crush feels like. I am not going to sit here and deal with you pining for however long it takes you to figure it out."
Izuku: "There's nothing to figure out!"
Ekikyō: "Sure. Let's see if this sounds familiar. You care about the person, smile when you think about them, think they're good-looking, want to spend time with them...Kid?"
Izuku: was distracted thinking about Hitoshi and smiling "What?"
Ekikyō: ...
Izuku: "I...that doesn't prove anything!"
Chapter 49: How You Drive
Summary:
“Mental health is not a destination, but a process. It’s about how you drive, not where you’re going.” –Noam Shpancer
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
When Izuku returned to school on Monday, they ran into a snag. Izuku stared up at the closed UA barrier and sighed. “I should have seen this coming.”
“Problem Child, did you forget your id card?” Aizawa asked from the other side of the barrier, sounding thoroughly done with the day already.
“N-no. I’ve got it on me. I don’t know why this is happening.”
Aizawa sighed. “Hang tight. I’ll have Nezu sort it out.”
“Huh, so that’s how their security system works,” Ekikyō commented, sounding vaguely impressed.
“What do you mean?”
“The only difference from the last time I possessed you was me possessing Iida, right? So, the system must be picking up on the change in our cells somehow and compares it to what they have on file for the id card detected. That or my quirk actually picks up some of my host’s DNA.”
“Interesting. Oh…that means Iida is going to have a problem when he gets back from his internship too,” Izuku said with a small grimace. “Maybe it’s a good thing Nezu already found us out. I don’t know how we could explain this otherwise…”
Ekikyō grudgingly agreed.
A few minutes later the barrier opened and let Izuku through. A disgruntled Aizawa told them to swing by the office to get their id re-issued before he stalked off—probably to find a place to nap in his sleeping bag. After that hiccup, their morning run and classes went smoothly. They missed Hitoshi and Uraraka at lunch, but they’d all agreed in their group chat that the two should get to know their new classmates on the first day of their transfer.
Then there were afternoon classes with Nezu.
The creature surprised them by greeting them both (once his office door was closed). “Welcome back, Midoriya Izuku, Motsu Ekikyō. It seems I owe the latter of you two of my students’ lives now and a pro hero’s besides. Thank you for your help in ensuring the safety of those in my charge.” He gave a brief but deep bow before offering them tea.
They were speechless as they accepted a cup. “Your surname’s Motsu?” Izuku asked.
“Yeah. Don’t go wearing it out.” Ekikyō cleared their throat to say to Nezu, “Uh…you’re welcome? The Iida kid doing okay?”
Nezu smiled, keying in on their change in speech pattern. “Yes, he’s expected to make a full or near full recovery.”
Izuku and Ekikyō both sighed at the news, relieved. “That’s good,” Izuku said. “Oh! You’ll probably need to issue Iida a new id card too, since Ekikyō possessed him. That’s the only thing that changed since the last time we were on campus, and we set the gate alarm off, so he probably will too. The slime in his system will last at least five weeks. We never did get around to testing how long it took for my system to fully process the slime and reset for…reasons. You might have to re-issue our cards again whenever that happens. If it fully resets? Not sure how long Ekikyō’s quirk will interfere with whatever the gate reader keys off of. Is it DNA? We thought Ekikyō’s quirk was only changing cell surface markers before this, but DNA makes sense too, though that would mean his quirk is a bit more involved than we thought…” He stopped when Ekikyō mentally poked him. “Ah…sorry, Nezu-sensei. It’s been a while since we learned something new about his quirk. I got excited,” Izuku said while rubbing the back of his neck.
Nezu smiled. “It’s quite alright, Midoriya. Motsu’s quirk does seem quite fascinating. Normally, I wouldn’t reveal information regarding our school’s security system, but since it pertains to your friend’s quirk and potentially your health, I will say that it works off of DNA recognition.”
Izuku perked up at that. That was proof then! Ekikyō’s quirk carried the DNA of his possessees. Was it just in his cells, or did that get shared alongside the cell surface markers? Actually, that could be how he affected cell surface markers in a host. If Ekikyō’s quirk allowed for exchanging DNA or reprogramming Izuku’s own, he could tell Izuku’s cells to make the markers themselves rather than having to manually attach the markers. That made more sense for long-term upkeep.
Nezu clapped his paws to regain Izuku’s attention. “Now that that’s out of the way, I believe we were starting the unit on how to cover one’s tracks when acquiring intelligence digitally.”
“Is he teaching you how to get away with hacking?” Ekikyō asked, bafflement coming off his mind in waves.
“I still have that outstanding assignment to get ahold of the USJ footage,” Izuku told his friend without really answering. Izuku bit back a smile and pulled out his notebook dedicated to his Cybersecurity notes as he looked up at Nezu. “Yes, sensei. That would be good to know before I crack the MPD’s firewalls.”
Nezu gave a sharp grin, and his eyes twinkled. “We’d best get started then.”
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Monday turned to Tuesday, and Izuku could hardly wait for their lunch break. He wanted to hear and see how his friends were doing. He was mostly excited for them, but a small part of him that still wore the Aldera gakuran over fresh burns was afraid to even think about Hitoshi and Uraraka in the same classroom as Bakugo. Izuku knew that he seemed to be the only one who set Bakugo off, but what if Shinso said the wrong thing? What if Uraraka got on his nerves? What if them being Izuku’s friends was reason enough? There was no one in 1-A to defend them from Bakugo. Teachers and classmates never told Bakugo “no.” It wasn’t fair, but that was just the way the world was.
The fact Eraserhead was 1-A’s homeroom teacher could only comfort him so much. Eraserhead was an amazing hero, but Aizawa was also Bakugo’s teacher. As a hero, Eraserhead was trustworthy, but Izuku had never met a teacher that was. Nezu had experienced prejudice himself and was not human, so Izuku could believe him to be an exception or outlier without much mental gymnastics. But the cognitive dissonance about Eraserhead was giving him a headache.
Ekikyō and Hatsume both did their best to distract Izuku from his catastrophizing, but none of them really relaxed until Hitoshi and Uraraka walked into the library with their trays of food. “You’re okay,” Izuku breathed as he looked them over. No burns or bruises were visible on either of them.
Hitoshi raised an eyebrow at them. “What? Did you think they were going to descend on us like starving piranhas?”
“No, just the explodey one,” Hatsume said, waving a hand at the two hero students without looking up from the blueprint she was working on.
“Oh no, everyone was really nice!” Uraraka hurried to assure them. “The worst Bakugo did was glare and sulk.”
“Like a wet cat,” Hitoshi added before narrowing his eyes at Izuku. “You’ve been stressing about this all morning, haven’t you?”
Izuku grimaced. “Maybe?” Izuku’s world was wrapped in a familiar fog. He let himself drift there and allowed the stress to leach out of him. Knowing Hitoshi, Izuku suspected his friend was ordering him through a breathing exercise or something similar to reduce his anxiety.
Hitoshi was sitting beside Izuku when the fog lifted. The purple-haired boy pressed their shoulders together and asked, “Feeling any better?”
Izuku considered how he felt. He was less jittery, and his Bakugo anxiety was easier to ignore now, even if it was still there. He felt a little tired though. “I think so. Thanks. Kinda want a nap now,” Izuku added with a yawn.
Ekikyō made himself known then, leaning against Izuku’s mind. “Anxiety and adrenaline do jack up your metabolism. Speaking of, you gonna finish your lunch, or should I?”
Izuku leaned on Ekikyō and picked up his chopsticks to start eating. They really did need all the energy they could get with them planning to patrol tonight. Thinking about running around with Eraserhead brought up another thing he’d been uncertain about. He glanced sideways at Hitoshi. “So…now that you and Uraraka are officially in Heroics…are we still training on Tuesdays and Thursdays?”
Hitoshi smirked. “You can’t get rid of us that easily, Izuku. We’ll be there.”
“Plus, Aizawa-sensei thinks we still need some catching up. He said we might start doing quirk training in addition to hand-to-hand,” Uraraka said.
Izuku grinned. “I’m sure you’ll catch up in no time.” He frowned a little when he noticed Hitoshi’s tense body language. Hitoshi was behind compared to everyone else when it came to quirks. He’d purposefully used his a mere handful of times before this year. Izuku wondered just how strong he might be if he’d had as much practice as someone like Bakugo, how strong he might get in the future with consistent training and the confidence that came with it. “Hey, Hitoshi, want to come over to my place to practice your quirk after school and training?”
Hitoshi’s eyebrows shot up, and he studied Izuku’s face with thinly concealed concern. “Are you sure your guardian would be okay with that? I don’t want to get you in trouble.”
Something warm built in Izuku’s chest, and he smiled. “I’ll text him now, but I’m 95% sure he won’t mind.” He pulled out his phone to do just that while he continued eating.
“Ugh, kid. You’re killing me here,” Ekikyō complained. “Do you two have to be so nauseatingly cute? You’re still brushing shoulders, and now you want to introduce him to your not-dad. Aren’t you supposed to ask him out before you take him home?”
Izuku choked on his mouthful of rice. “Ekikyō!”
Ekikyō laughed and cleared their throat for him. “Just saying, kid, he hasn’t pulled away even though your anxiety’s better now. Pretty sure that means he likes you back.”
Izuku could not deal with this right now. Ekikyō was unbearably smug, and Hitoshi was looking at him like he was trying to decide if he needed to do the Heimlich, and Izuku just wanted to crawl into a hole and die of embarrassment. “I’m okay!” he choked out before draining his milk carton. “I-I don’t…It’s not…Ekikyō, this isn’t funny!” Izuku sighed as his friend subsided into snickers. Being teased by someone inside his head and able to feel his emotions was so unfair. “Even if you’re right—and I’m not saying you are—it doesn’t matter. Hitoshi could do a lot better than me. He—”
“Izuku, I know you’re not about to self-deprecate,” Ekikyō warned.
Izuku deflated. “Doesn’t mean I’m wrong.”
“Doesn’t mean you’re right either.” After a few seconds of awkward silence, Ekikyō moved their eyes to Izuku’s phone on the table. “By the way, your phone went off while you were choking.”
“Thanks.” Izuku unlocked his phone to see a reply from Aizawa. He had the go-ahead to bring Hitoshi over. He turned his phone back off and told Hitoshi, “You’re good to come over and stay for dinner.”
Hitoshi nodded and pulled out his own phone, probably to text his fosters. He still didn’t move from where his shoulder brushed Izuku’s.
The next few classes passed quickly, though Nezu had to cut their last lesson short after he got a phone call. Izuku couldn’t hear what it was about, but Nezu did not seem pleased about whatever it was. Izuku and Ekikyō ended up spending the last period camped out in Gym Gamma doing homework, or well, attempting to do homework.
After staring at the same page of English homework for 15 minutes, Izuku sighed and closed the worksheet in his textbook to save his place for later. “Ekikyō?”
“Hm?”
Izuku chewed on his lip. “About what you said earlier… if I were…interested in someone, how would that even work? With us, I mean.”
Something distinctly uncomfortable drifted from Ekikyō’s side of their mind. “I’m not going to get in the way if you want to date someone or anything. Might give them a mean shovel talk though. Anyway, you deserve to be happy, kid, and I can literally feel you’re happier with Shinso around. But…I am ten years older than you, so if you two want to do anything when I’m around, put me to sleep first. And please don’t ask me to give you The Talk. Just…use the internet or ask Cheshire or Cross if you have any questions.”
Izuku blushed black and hid his face in his hands. He didn’t say anything for a minute before he got himself back under control. He got where Ekikyō was coming from, but he didn’t really like the idea of knocking his best friend out for something that wasn’t an emergency. “But…”
“No buts, Izuku. I am a lot of things, but a pedophile isn’t one of them. We can revisit things after both of you are 18 if it really bothers you.”
Izuku nodded, still frowning. He didn’t have long to dwell on his dissatisfaction before the bell rang for the end of class. Izuku blew out a breath and shoved that topic aside for now. It wasn’t like it would become an issue anytime soon. Even if Izuku liked Hitoshi and Hitoshi somehow liked him back, his friend was busy learning how to be a hero and catching up on a month of missed heroics lessons. And Izuku was busy with his vigilante stuff and infiltrating The League and adjusting to his new living situation. Neither of them had time for a relationship.
Izuku pointedly ignored Ekikyō’s mental eye roll and patronizing “Whatever you say, kid.”
Izuku huffed and set his backpack aside to start his stretches. He’d changed into his gym clothes and stuffed his uniform in his backpack before settling in here to study. Today was Hitoshi and Uraraka’s first heroics lesson, but that meant that the rest of 1-A was using the locker rooms too. Izuku hadn’t wanted to risk running into Bakugo alone by changing after classes let out when he’d always met up with Hitoshi before going to the locker room prior to this.
(Izuku didn’t think he’d be able to get burnt uniforms and skin past Aizawa like he had Mom.)
His friends and guardian/teacher arrived about the time he finished his stretches. They stretched and fell into their routine learning a handful of new moves from Aizawa before moving on to quirkless sparring. Izuku won most of his matches but finally lost one to Hitoshi when he started getting into oxygen debt. Their increased oxygen need while possessed wasn’t usually a problem, but Izuku couldn’t very well use their oxygen concentrator in civilian clothes.
Aizawa noticed him struggling too. “Midoriya?”
Izuku blinked his eyes open and stared up from where he was still sprawled on the mat. Aizawa was crouched beside him. Izuku grinned and said between panted breaths, “Just catching my breath, Sensei. Give me a minute.”
The teacher hummed. “How about ten? Your stamina’s still recovering from when you were sick. I can start the others on quirk exercises while you rest.” He held a hand out to help Izuku up.
Izuku nodded and took the hand up. He drank some water and focused on breathing deeply as Aizawa set Uraraka to practice floating herself over by the climbing rope, so she’d have something to keep herself from floating too high. He stacked a few extra layers of mats under her before moving on to Hitoshi. Hitoshi couldn’t really use his quirk without a second person, but Aizawa handed him a sheet of paper. Izuku watched on as his friend made a face before paying attention to Aizawa again.
It took Izuku a minute to recognize Aizawa was showing Hitoshi breathing exercises. Izuku recognized one of them from his research when he was learning to hold his breath longer. Why hadn’t Izuku thought to teach Hitoshi breathing exercises?! His entire quirk depended on his voice!
“To be fair, you were focused on figuring out what Brainwashing could do. The kid barely knew anything about his quirk when you two started. I’m sure you’d have gotten around to how to strengthen the physical aspects of it eventually,” Ekikyō said, giving Izuku a mental head pat.
“But still! This was a pretty big thing to miss. I wonder if he trains his voice enough if Hitoshi would be able to throw his voice or mimic other people’s?”
Ekikyō chuckled fondly but didn’t interrupt the ensuing brainstorm.
Izuku might have felt something a little fond in turn. Very few were willing to listen to him ramble about quirks. Izuku wondered briefly what life might have been like if he’d met Ekikyō or someone like him a decade ago, if he’d had a best friend earlier, if someone had always believed in him.
(Maybe he wouldn’t have given up.)
Melancholy and something like grief settled in his lungs like a stone. Izuku swallowed around a sudden lump in his throat and blinked his eyes rapidly. How was it possible to feel so strongly about something that never was?
Ekikyō carefully pressed a question against Izuku’s mind, and Izuku couldn’t think of words for what he was feeling. He sent an invitation instead. The two glanced surreptitiously at Aizawa, who was showing Hitoshi something with breath control. Then they sank into a deep dive. After half a minute, their minds drifted back apart.
“Yeah, kid. I wish I’d grown up with someone like you around too,” Ekikyō said after a long moment. “Though maybe it’s for the best we didn’t. I definitely would have murdered that Bakugo brat before he got to middle school if I had to put up with his shit as long as you did.”
Izuku didn’t dignify that with a worded response, only pushing a halfhearted feeling of reproach at his friend.
“Midoriya,” Aizawa called, dragging Izuku out of his head. Once Izuku perked up and met his eyes, the pro asked, “You good to continue?”
“Yes, sensei!” Izuku said, setting his Present Mic water bottle and his emotions aside.
Aizawa nodded and motioned him over to the sparring mat. “Good. I’m going to show you some pressure points you can target with your strikes.”
Before they knew it, Aizawa dismissed them. Uraraka waved and headed out, but Hitoshi lingered, eyes straying from Izuku to the still present Aizawa. Aizawa let Hitoshi stew in uncertainty for a moment longer before grunting and picking up his messenger bag. “Come on, Midoriya, Shinso; let’s get going.”
Hitoshi’s brow twitched in confusion. Then his eyes widened. He whipped around to face Izuku, and Izuku and Ekikyō struggled to hold back laughter. Hitoshi mouthed, “You live with Eraserhead?!” and they lost it. The betrayed look he gave them was worth it.
Once Hitoshi got over the shock of his friend living with his favorite hero and teacher he elbowed them into submission, and any remaining awkwardness faded on the short drive to Izuku’s new “home.” Izuku showed Hitoshi around while Aizawa started on dinner; then they settled in Izuku’s room under the excuse of working on homework.
As soon as the bedroom door clicked shut Hitoshi was giving them a look. Izuku picked Maneki up and shoved her at him as a very effective distraction while he figured out where to start. His friends knew Izuku had been removed from his mom’s custody, but he hadn’t told them where he’d been placed at the time. Was it weird that he was living with Uraraka and Hitoshi’s new homeroom teacher? It felt weird.
Ekikyō sighed in their mind and took enough control to say out loud, “Izuku’s still pretty self-conscious about all this. Don’t take him not telling personally.”
Hitoshi raised his eyebrows. “Oh, hey, Ekikyō. I was wondering if you were in there too.”
“Yeah, he’s been here a few days.”
Hitoshi narrowed his eyes. “Does this have anything to do with why you were out sick on Friday and why you were kinda loopy the next day when we trained?”
Izuku gave something halfway between a grin and a grimace. “Kinda…Did we ever tell you about how this works?” Izuku asked, gesturing at himself and by extension, Ekikyō. A silent conversation with his bodymate assured him that they were both fine with trusting Hitoshi.
Hitoshi shook his head and settled down in a bean bag chair that had appeared in Izuku’s room one day. It was yellow and white, and Izuku had a sneaking suspicion Yamada-sensei was somehow behind it. But it did come in handy when he didn’t feel like sitting on his bed or when he had a guest over.
(He still needed to get a desk and a proper chair at some point; he just wasn’t sure how to ask Aizawa for something that big. Maybe he could do an extra analysis or two for Giran and pay for them himself? Would Aizawa care if he bought those himself? Something made him hesitate to commit to the action.)
Izuku took a deep breath, and he and Ekikyō started talking. They talked about how their possessions worked, their arrangement, and what they’d figured out so far. Then they talked about patrolling with Eraser and the whole Hosu thing and meeting the League, pretty much anything and everything they’d gotten up to lately. Sans their relationship conversations, of course.
At the end, Hitoshi whistled, long and low. “Holy shit. You really just sneak out five minutes after Eraserhead leaves to go play vigilante sidekick with him? That takes balls.”
Izuku spluttered and blushed.
“Your life is actually insane. You know that, right? Both of you. And I’m not sure whether to be impressed or furious that you’ve infiltrated the League. That is so dangerous.” Hitoshi ran both hands over his face as he collapsed back further into the bean bag. He stared at the ceiling for a minute before asking, “Am I the only one that knows all this?”
“Cross and Cheshire know most of it, and my trainer—a retired hero/vigilante/cage fighter—knows some but not the possession details.” He paused at the incredulous look Hitoshi gave him. “Don’t give me that look. I don’t know how better to describe him. He has more aliases than all the UA teachers combined. Anyway, Cross and Cheshire know all but the latest developments. Haven’t gotten a chance to talk to them since Ekikyō came back to town. I talked to my trainer yesterday.”
“Just take care of yourself…er, yourselves? I don’t really want to have to figure out how to save your asses if this blows up on you.”
Izuku and Ekikyō laughed. “Fair.”
“So…” Hitoshi said, a little uncertain. “Did you just want me to come over to tell me all that?”
Izuku hummed. “That’s part of it, but I really did want to help you practice your quirk some more too. Especially with you needing to use it in class exercises now. You’ve got a lot of training to catch up on. And with you leaving after dinner, that might be a good chance to test your quirk's physical range.”
“If you’re sure…”
“Always.”
Outtake:
Uraraka: walks beside Shinso on their way out to Ground Beta “So…you excited to spend some time with Izuku?”
Shinso: raises an eyebrow at Uraraka because what the heck does that tone mean? “Yes? He hasn’t said anything about his new home, so I want to check it out, make sure he’s safe.”
Uraraka: holds in a squeal before schooling her face into something more serious “Mhm. If he’s not safe, I’ll help you hide the body.”
Notes:
Motsu- to have, possess, or hold
Chapter 50: Shake the World
Summary:
“In a gentle way, you can shake the world.” –Mahatma Gandhi
Slightly shorter chapter today, but the next one is fairly long. (It was one of those situations where I had to split a chapter because it got absurdly long.)
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The next day was pretty normal until someone slunk into the library a minute after Uraraka and Hitoshi. “Todoroki?” Uraraka asked, looking confused.
The red and white-haired boy froze at the end of the aisle and stared at them as if he’d been caught doing something he shouldn’t be. “Um…may I join you?” he asked the table, but his eyes were locked with Izuku’s.
Izuku abruptly remembered the look and silent question Todoroki had given him at the Sports Festival. He nodded without thinking. Then he glanced around at their table. They only had four chairs, but the window was only a few feet away. “Guys, help me move the table. You can have the window seat, Todoroki.”
“Thank you.”
They shifted around and settled back down without spilling anything. “How did you find us?” Hitoshi asked with a hint of suspicion.
Todoroki paused for a moment where he’d been pulling his chopsticks apart. “I might have followed you.”
Shinso raised his eyebrows, but Uraraka beamed. “And the rest of 1-A say you’re cold and aloof.”
Todoroki looked a little confused. “They’re not wrong. I do use my ice a lot.”
“I can’t tell if he’s pulling Uraraka’s leg or completely serious,” Ekikyō commented.
Izuku mentally shrugged. “Maybe he just doesn’t have a lot of experience with sarcasm?”
They made small talk for a while until internships came up. “Man, I wish we could have done normal internships. Aizawa-sensei’s really tough,” Uraraka groaned.
Todoroki furrowed his eyebrows and looked between her and Hitoshi who was nodding sympathetically.
Izuku decided to take pity on him and explained, “Uraraka and Hitoshi spent all week working with Aizawa in preparation for being transferred to 1-A. They still work with him after class every day.”
Hitoshi sighed. “It’s worse now that we’re actually in class. Heroics classes are exhausting.”
Izuku frowned and shoved the last third of his lunch at Hitoshi. He had some energy bars in his backpack he could eat later.
Hitoshi mumbled a thanks and dug in. (He’d tried to reject the extra food at first, but he’d figured out pretty quickly that the fighting Izuku on this was pointless.)
Todoroki’s eyes flitted between Izuku’s face and his tray of food before going to Hitoshi, clearly trying to understand something. “Is that why you two are so good at hand-to-hand?” he asked his classmates.
Uraraka smiled. “Yep! Between Midoriya and Aizawa, we’re pretty good at quirkless sparring now. Midoriya was training us before the Sports Festival. Aizawa-sensei kinda took over our weekday training sessions and made them daily,” she added with a slight frown.
“Hey, don’t worry. He asked me if that was alright first,” Izuku hurried to assure them. “And it’s not like he kicked me out of our Tuesday/Thursday sessions.”
“Aizawa’s training you too?” Todoroki asked Izuku with slightly widened eyes.
Izuku rubbed the back of his neck and gave a weak grin. “I mean, kinda? Pretty sure he’s mostly in it for them.” He pointed his thumb at Uraraka and Hitoshi.
“Dude, he was teaching you how to take someone down with pressure point hits yesterday,” Hitoshi said in his usual deadpan. “I am terrified for the next time I have to fight you.”
A laugh burst out of Izuku before he slapped a hand over his mouth. He glanced down the aisle to see Briar-sensei giving them an amused look with one eyebrow lifted in warning. Izuku gave her a sheepish wave before turning back to the table. “I’m not that scary! I’ve just have a year’s training on both of you. You’ll be scarier next year with your hand-to-hand and quirks trained up. And wait, why am I the scary one when Todoroki’s had literal years of training with the Number Two hero?” Izuku asked, gesturing at the red and white-haired boy.
The table was silent for a moment before Izuku realized his faux pas.
“Wow, way to bring down the mood, Izuku,” Ekikyō said.
“Shoot! Todoroki, I am so sorry. I didn’t mean—”
“It’s alright,” Todoroki said mildly. “It’s not like he’s dead. He’s just stuck home recovering. Should be back to desk work in another week or two.”
“That long?” Izuku asked, eyes wide. “How bad was it? I thought he’d be back on patrol by now with healing quirks. His agency keeps some of the best in the country on retainer.”
Todoroki hummed. “Yes, well, usual recovery from losing a kidney is six weeks, so three weeks for that and the stab wound is pretty good all things considered…”
“Oh,” Hitoshi stated. “Glad he’s recovering okay.”
Todoroki shrugged and went back to slurping his soba noodles.
All too soon the warning bell rang, and they all got up to return their trays to the cafeteria. Izuku hung back a little as they walked. Todoroki’s eyes had been on him most of lunch, and he had a feeling the boy wanted to talk to him. His suspicion was proved right when Todoroki slowed to match his pace as the others pulled ahead. “You wanted to talk?” he whispered to the hero student.
Todoroki hummed and nodded his head to the side as they approached an intersection.
Izuku nodded back before grabbing Todoroki’s tray and running to catch up to Hitoshi. “Hitoshi, could you take these for us? Todoroki agreed to let me ask him some questions about his quirk real quick,” he lied through his teeth.
Hitoshi didn’t look convinced, but he took the trays anyway. He shot Todoroki a quick glare in warning before walking off.
Izuku and Todoroki turned down the other hall and walked a ways before stopping. Todoroki seemed lost in thought for a moment before saying quietly, “Bakugo hurt you.”
Izuku blinked in surprise. It didn’t sound like a question. Had he recognized the starburst scars? Had anyone in 1-A gotten those types of burns yet for them to find out? “Y-yes. How?”
“Your face when you walked up to your one-on-one match. Don’t worry. I don’t think anyone else realized.”
Izuku exhaled slowly, gaze fixed on the linoleum floor.
When he didn’t say anything for a few moments, Todoroki continued, “I…You’re not the only one with a Bakugo.”
Izuku’s eyes snapped up to lock on Todoroki’s. He visually traced the burn scar around the boy’s left eye…Oh.
“Fuck. Is everyone you meet messed up or in messed up circumstances?” Ekikyō asked, clearly reaching the same conclusion Izuku had.
“Are…you okay at home?” Izuku asked, internally cringing at how much he sounded like Tsukauchi. “I know a few places you can stay if you need to get out.” At least until he could convince Todoroki to talk to Nezu or Izuku could contact Dabi. He was fairly certain the man would be all for ruining Endeavor’s day by helping his youngest son disappear. He’d have to ask carefully though; the man didn’t know Izuku had identified him.
Todoroki just stared at him for a moment. Then the faintest hint of a grin appeared at the corner of his mouth. “Aizawa training you makes sense now.”
“What?”
“Don’t worry about it. I’m…okay. Better than I used to be anyway. What about you? Has Bakugo gone after you again?”
“No, I haven’t seen Bakugo at all since the Sports Festival.”
Todoroki nodded. “Good.” After another moment of intense staring that Izuku didn’t understand, he said, “We should get to class.”
“Oh, uh, yeah,” Izuku said, pulling his phone out to check the time. He’d have to fast walk—not run—to get to class on time. “I don’t want to be late for Cybersecurity with Nezu-sensei.” Izuku didn’t notice the hero student’s face pale as he started back for the main hall. He turned to say over his shoulder, “It was nice talking to you, Todoroki. You’re welcome at our lunch table any time. See you!”
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Izuku was just finishing his stretches when Ciupan said, “Kid, forget the sparring for a minute. I think you’ll want to see this.”
Izuku glanced up to see his sensei scowling at his phone. Izuku hurried to his feet and stepped beside the man to see what he was looking at.
It was a video. Ciupan turned up the volume and rewound to the start. His eyes widened and Ekikyō tensed under their skin as they realized it was a video of Stain from Hosu. After a few moments, they relaxed slightly, realizing this was footage of his confrontation with Endeavor, not Iida, Native, and Ekikyō. It would have been bad if the media drew fresh attention to the Sludge Villain and Iida, let alone any similarities to Izuku’s own case.
Then the narrator cut out, and they could actually hear Stain speak. The audio wasn’t the best, but the words were still clear. “Everything I do is for the sake of a better society! And that society doesn’t need more fear created by men like you,” Stain said, pointing his katana at Endeavor’s chest. There were several seconds of intense staring between the man and Endeavor. Then, almost too quiet for the camera’s microphone to pick up, Stain said, “A better society could do with a little more hope though.” He returned to his prior pulpit volume as he declared, “The only ones allowed to kill me are the true heroes All Might and Naisho!”
Izuku’s breath caught in his lungs, and Izuku stopped hearing what the villain said over the ringing in his ears. Stain, his vigilante name, (him a hero?) it was all too much. Someone maneuvered him to sit down on the floor. He wasn’t sure if it was Ekikyō or Ciupan. It didn’t really matter. He felt himself taking deep breaths, and his heartbeat slowed from rabbit-fast to resting in a few moments, leaving him dizzy until he adjusted. He relaxed minutely at the tangible reminders that Ekikyō had him.
“You okay there, Izuku?”
“Stain just put my name out there. There’s a viral video of Stain putting my name out there! People are going to talk about me. In the same breath as Stain. This is beyond bad! What are we going to do?!”
Ekikyō gave him a tight internal hug for a few seconds. “I don’t know, but we’ll figure it out. In the meantime, we should probably start by explaining what just happened to Ciupan.”
The blood tried to drain from Izuku’s face before Ekikyō seized control of their entire circulatory system, doing something similar to what he’d done at the USJ. “He just saw you control me, didn’t he?”
“Yep. Had to get you sitting and calmed down before you did something embarrassing like fainting,” Ekikyō said, aiming for nonchalant. Izuku could feel his nerves though.
Izuku pressed close to Ekikyō’s mind for a moment, pushing acceptance and the impression of a hug at his friend. “I got this one.”
Izuku tilted his head up to meet Ciupan’s eyes. The man was watching Izuku closely, posture a little more rigid than usual.
Izuku offered a small smile as Ekikyō returned their breathing control to Izuku. “S-sorry about that. I, uh, panicked.” Izuku rubbed at the back of his neck and sighed. “Guess the cat’s out of the bag. My friend’s here visiting today,” Izuku said, tapping his sternum. “They’ve got my heart rate and blood pressure under control until the adrenaline dies off.”
Ciupan raised an eyebrow.
“A-and before you say anything, um, I can prove they’re not evil. The hero student who went missing in Hosu after Stain attacked him and Native? My friend saved both of them.”
“Kid…”
“And they stood up for me when I was getting bullied in middle school and got my classmates to back off! They’ve done things they’re not proud of—mostly out of desperation—but they’re not an evil person! They—”
“Midoriya, I get it. Breathe. I’m not going to hurt your friend.”
Izuku sagged in relief.
“As long as they don’t hurt you or drag you into illegal shit. And if they do…” Ciupan cracked his knuckles and gave one of his dangerous smiles. “I’ll make them regret it for the rest of their life.”
“Do you think going undercover in The League counts as ‘illegal shit?’” Ekikyō asked.
“I’d rather not find out,” Izuku replied.
Ekikyō mentally shrugged and slid into shared control of their body. Izuku let him take the lead as he returned Ciupan’s smile with one of their own. “The same goes for you, Ciupan-sensei.”
Ciupan narrowed his eyes at them for a moment before shaking his head. The tension in the room finally broke as he turned away from them and walked over to his gym bag. He dug around inside it for a moment before standing back up.
Izuku heard something metallic clink and tensed to flee. (He knew he couldn’t win a fight against Ciupan, but he might best his mentor at endurance if the man was having a bad knee day.) His muscles relaxed and his eyes widened when Ciupan turned around. In his hands was a shoge hook. A real one with a metal ring and hook dagger. They were still connected by rope—much lighter and quieter than the chain ones and more suited for the stealth and ambush attacks that were becoming Naisho’s style.
Then man smirked at their excitement. “So…Midoriya and guest, do you think you’re ready to try the real deal?”
“Hai, sensei!”
Outtake:
College student/hacker: sends 1st draft of the Stain video to the email they were given
Mysterious benefactor: responds a few minutes later “Cut out the parts involving the alley rescue. And could you send me the raw footage of that fight?”
College student/hacker: “It’s no skin off my teeth. Trying to figure out how the sludge guy beat Stain?” sends attached file with the message
Mysterious benefactor: “I’m not paying you to ask questions. I’m paying you to finish the video by tonight. The money will be in your account in the morning.”
College student/hacker: shakes head and stretches while muttering, “Rich weirdos and their kinks…”
Mysterious benefactor in an undisclosed location: smiles and adjusts goggles while reviewing the footage of Sludge possessing the Iida boy “Oh, the things I could do with your quirk…”
Notes:
>.>
Chapter 51: Consequences
Summary:
“Every word has consequences. Every silence, too.” –Jean-Paul Sartre
Chapter Text
Izuku tucked his duffle bag—with his brand new metal shoge hook!—under his bed before grabbing his school laptop and plopping down on the bed. (He really needed to get a desk.) Finals were coming up sooner than Izuku liked, and he still had to get past a major roadblock to complete his semester project: getting the USJ footage from the MPD archives.
“Here goes attempt number 23…” Izuku muttered to himself as he started poking at the police station firewall again.
“So…explain to me how hacking the police is part of an assignment you got…at a hero school.” Ekikyō said, watching Izuku work through the boy’s eyes.
Izuku grinned as he replied mentally, “Kinda hard to stop a hacker if you don’t know how they operate, what holes in programming they use, etc. And apparently, ‘white hat’ hacking is looked on quite favorably, though there is a lot of paperwork involved for ‘official’ operations.”
“Huh. Can I see?”
Izuku hummed an affirmation and blinked as Ekikyo slipped further into his brain and initiated a deep dive. This one was more skewed in Izuku’s favor, given that he had all the applicable knowledge for the task at hand. They rolled their shoulders and got back to work.
It was one hour and four attempts later that they finally got access. Files spanned the entirety of the computer’s screen all at once, and they whooped, throwing their arms above their head. “Finally!” They were still smiling as they started combing through case files.
Maneki trotted into their room to check on them, meowing all the way, and Aizawa leaned in their doorway. “Everything alright, Midoriya?”
Izuku beamed at the scruffy man. “Just working on my homework for Nezu-sensei and had a breakthrough.”
Aizawa raised an eyebrow and asked, “Yeah? Which class?”
“Cybersecurity.”
The man narrowed his eyes for a moment before seeming to decide he didn’t want to know. He straightened up and turned to leave, saying over his shoulder, “New rule: no taking over the world on weekdays.”
They tilted their head as the man disappeared from view. Did that imply weekends were fair game?
They were brought from their musing on loopholes when Maneki hopped up onto the bed beside them and meowed once more. They stroked her fur without really thinking, just enjoying the feel of her fur under their hand and how Maneki started purring at the attention. It was going to take a few minutes for the USJ case file to download anyway.
Why was the file so massive? Did ten minutes of security camera footage really take up that much memory? Well, there were a lot of cameras inside the building, he supposed. Ten minutes from each added up pretty quick.
They shrugged and left their UA laptop doing its thing while they booted up Izuku’s personal laptop. Their minds slowly separated as Izuku logged into his hero forums to see if any interesting fights or news happened while he was at school. The top post for the day was about Best Jeanist and Uwabami going at it again after something Uwabami said in an interview, and there was talk of a challenge where the loser had to wear an outfit of the winner’s choosing. Izuku was 80% sure their fashion war was played up for show, but he kinda hoped the bet was a rumor and nothing more. Trying to imagine Uwabami in denim or Jeanist in satin broke his brain a little. Whatever the case, the internet seemed to be eating it up.
Then he scrolled down.
The rest of the page was taken up by posts in a similar vein: “Who is Naisho?,” “The Vigilante Musutafu Never Knew It Had,” “Naisho: Vigilante or Villain?,” “Stain Starting a League of Vigilantes?,” “Naisho has Better Rescue Stats than Some Sidekicks and What That Means,” and the one with the most comments and likes “Naisho: Eraserhead’s Secret Love Child.”
Izuku closed out of that tab quickly, heart pounding and face burning. Ekikyō laughed in their head as he cautiously opened the rest of his favored websites. He was on every. Single. One. On some of them he even beat out Best Jeanist and Uwabami in topic of the day. He closed each page as soon as he saw the extent of the damage. He quietly whined and buried his face in Maneki. The cat purred on, oblivious to his utter mortification and dismay.
Ekikyō continued to chuckle as he gently nudged Izuku aside. Izuku let his friend into the driver’s seat while he bemoaned the loss of his anonymity. If civilians knew who he was now, so did villains and criminals. That could make things a lot harder on patrol. And what if…
Ekikyō poked him again, startling Izuku out of his thoughts. He turned his frazzled attention to his bodymate. “What is it, Ekikyō?”
“Want to see what they think your quirk is? Some of these are hilarious.”
Izuku focused back in on where his eyes were looking to find a discussion thread debating the subject. His quirk? Curious now, Izuku scrolled through the messages. People were guessing everything from a form of Erasure (to explain why he was seen hanging around Eraserhead so often) to enhanced agility and reflexes to merging with shadows to personal blood control to…talking to cats? What? He laughed. He didn’t even stop to pet cats on patrol half as often as Eraser, and people thought he was the cat whisperer?
After his giggles died down, he sighed. “Just…how? All of those ideas are so cool! Can you imagine the reaction if they found out I’m quirkless?” They both grimaced at that thought. There was no way that could end well.
Ekikyō moved their eyes over the list again before saying, “Personally, I think my favorite is the cat one, but the blood control sounds pretty dope too.”
“I know, right? It’s so—” Izuku cut off as his brain grabbed “blood control” and went off on a tangent. He followed the rabbit hole for a few seconds before he got an idea. He smiled and opened a new tab on his personal laptop and pulled up the Tokyo Quirk Registrar’s website. Then he opened a few extra tabs with several blood banks around Tokyo.
Ekikyō sent him a silent question, but Izuku just grinned. “I’ll tell you if this works.”
It worked.
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That night, Naisho was more out of sorts than usual by the time they caught up to Aizawa. They’d stopped a mugging; then two separate people recognized their costume and asked if they could take pictures with them. Then they got chased a few blocks by a police officer. They weren’t even doing anything! They were just trying to walk to the closest fire escape to get back to the rooftops.
Then, when they finally got to Eraserhead, they were greeted with a (thankfully not red) glare and a growled “Problem Child…”
Naisho backpedaled immediately and held their arms up in front of them, waving frantically. The pair hurriedly split their minds to allow Ekikyō to withdraw his slime from their eyes and skin just in case. Izuku blurted out, “It wasn’t me! I swear, it was my friend! I had absolutely nothing to do with Hosu!”
“Wow, way to throw me under the bus, kid,” Ekikyō said dryly.
“Yes, but Eraserhead can’t strangle you with his capture scarf.”
Eraserhead studied them for a minute before relaxing his posture and asking, “And what exactly happened? You’ve got your mask on which means both of you are in there right now.”
Izuku and Ekikyō breathed a sigh of relief, and Izuku let Ekikyō take over to tell his story. “Gokaku here. I was in Hosu looking for a…friend when shit hit the fan. I stumbled on Iida and Native by chance and may have stepped in. I don’t like seeing kids get hurt.” Ekikyō looked down and scuffed their shoe on the rooftop.
Eraserhead squinted at them. “Then why kidnap Iida? That was you who possessed him, wasn’t it?”
Ekikyō winced. “Not my proudest moment, but the kid was bleeding out. He wouldn’t have lived more than three minutes with his subclavian artery severed.”
“There was no artery damage when the hospital evaluated him,” Eraserhead challenged.
Ekikyō rolled their eyes under their mask. “Yeah, well why do you think I held onto him for 12 hours, Eraserhead? I couldn’t just de-possess him until he wasn’t going to bleed out before making it into surgery. I patched up his artery before I left.”
Eraserhead’s eyebrows drew in, and he looked like he was about to ask a question. Fortunately or unfortunately, Ekikyō decided to get a bit of revenge then. “As for Stain’s speech, that’s 100% on Naisho.”
The distraction worked, and Eraserhead’s attention was shifted back to Naisho. “Naisho, what do they mean?”
Izuku shifted from foot to foot as he mentally yelled at Ekikyō (who was laughing at him, the jerk). Finally, he sighed and let himself drop to the rooftop to sit with his legs crossed. He had a feeling this was going to take a while. “It happened about a month and a half ago? Back around the start of the spring semester. I was…meeting Giran to pick up an order, and the man decided to introduce me to another of his clients who happened to be in that evening.”
“Stain,” Eraser supplied, sitting across from him with only a few feet separating them. The hero had a notepad in hand now and was taking notes.
Izuku nodded. “Let me just tell you that guy is terrifying in person. He seemed to take a liking to me and decided to give me an impromptu training session on a rooftop. I got cut up a lot, but I did learn a few tricks. I even stole one of his knives!” Izuku said, pulling the knife from his ankle sheath. He twirled it in his fingers as he continued, “Then we got interrupted by a…I don’t think it was a mugging. Maybe a hit? Or extortion? I dunno, but the aggressor seemed to know the victim. I-I’m getting off track. I swung down to break up the fight when the gang member was about to stab the guy she’d cornered. Then Stain tried to kill the gang member. I had to put in a call for heroes. I-I wasn’t good enough to stop him completely. Burnin showed up just in time to keep him from killing anyone.”
“When were you going to tell me you ran into a serial killer?”
“Er…”
“And how does this relate to his speech exactly? He mentioned testing your ‘ideals’ using Endeavor.”
Izuku frowned and tried to think back to that frantic argument in an alley over a month ago. What had he said?
“Stain mentioned hope in the video,” Ekikyō said helpfully.
Izuku nodded. “Hope…That’s it! My main argument for Stain not to kill the gangster was hope, hope of change. If he killed her then, she couldn’t have ever been anything but a killer. She wouldn’t have a chance to atone or turn her life around. Stain scoffed at the time, didn’t think people could change.”
Ekikyō slid back into control to say for Eraserhead’s benefit, “And then he met me in Hosu.”
Eraser grunted and finished the line he was writing before looking at them again. “You’re both problem children, aren’t you?”
Ekikyō puffed out their chest. “I’ll have you know I’m an adult, thank you very much.”
“Spoken exactly like one of my high school brats.”
Izuku laughed in their head as Ekikyō gaped in offense. The boy mentally nudged his friend and leaned on him in a silent question. Ekikyō sighed and leaned back, pulling them into a deep dive. Once their minds settled a few seconds later, they asked, “What happens now?”
Eraserhead sighed and put his notepad away. “The best thing you can do right now is lay low. Stain mentioned your name, but eyewitnesses—people you’ve taken down or saved, those who claim so at least—are the ones telling your story right now.” The hero ran a hand through his hair. “Frankly, this would be a PR nightmare if you were a hero student. But at least then you might have some protection.”
“But I haven’t used a quirk in any of my takedowns!” they protested, ignoring the times they went out while fully in a deep dive. Those might technically count, though moreso against Ekikyō than Izuku.
“I know,” Eraser said. “But no one else does. They see you as just another vigilante, and the only other ‘vigilante’ on everyone else’s minds right now is Stain. The Hero Commission doesn’t want another him on their hands, not after Stain took down Japan’s Number Two hero without so much as a scratch on him.”
Naisho’s shoulders sagged. “They have a price on my head, don’t they?”
Eraserhead chuckled and reached over to ruffle their hair through their hood. “Not quite…but they are calling for your arrest.”
Naisho tensed slightly, slime shifting uneasily under their skin. “Are you going to bring us in?”
Eraser raised an eyebrow at them. “Since when have you ever known me to arrest someone without them doing something illegal? Sure, you toe the line occasionally by throwing the first punch and using your not-quite support gear, but you’re a good kid. And Gokaku must have really not been a saint for Stain to recognize them and any change in their behavior, but they had no reason to step in and defend Iida and Native from a serial killer.”
They raised a hand to rub the back of their neck. “To be fair, saving Native was more to piss off Stain than anything else.”
Eraserhead snorted. “Still, you did good.”
Naisho let out a breath. “So…you’re not going to turn us in, but any other hero or cop probably will.”
“That’s about the gist of it. My advice? Lay low for a while. Let this blow over. Something else will grab the vultures’ attention soon enough. It’ll be safer once people have stopped talking about you constantly and once the heroes have other, more pressing missions to focus on. Besides, don’t you have end of term tests coming up?”
Naisho grimaced. “But no one else patrols our sections of Musutafu at night. You can’t be everywhere at once.”
Eraserhead sighed. “That’s one of the hardest lessons you learn in heroics, Naisho. In an ideal world heroes would save everyone, but this isn’t a fairy tale. I can’t save everyone, and neither can you or Nezu or All Might. You have to save who you can while keeping yourself in good enough shape mentally and physically to keep saving people. You can’t save anyone if you’re locked in a cell or crippled or dead. You have to save yourself first.”
Naisho squeezed their eyes shut as their mind tried to split at the seams, feeling too many conflicting ways about that assertion. Then they remembered something they had been trying hard to believe over the last few months, something one half of them had told the other.
“You’re worth protecting.”
Their mind settled again. Saving themselves was the next logical step, wasn’t it? If they were worth protecting, they should be proactive. Put their money where their mouth was, so to speak. And really, was taking a break from patrolling until heroes and police stopped hunting them any different from Izuku walking away from Bakugo? (Yes, it was. Bakugo was only after Izuku, but the criminals he caught on patrol were actively hurting others. Protecting himself here might mean others got hurt.)
Naisho could feel a headache coming on.
“We’ll think about it, Eraser.” They climbed to their feet, shoving the problematic topic aside until they got home. “But for tonight, we’re already out here; might as well help you. I need to test this out anyway.” They gave one of their best smiles and patted the weapon hanging diagonally across their chest.
The hook dagger part of their shoge hook rested in a holster low on the front of their chest with a small strap and snap button to secure it and the ring end of the weapon. Ciupan had made them practice taking it on and off a dozen times before letting them take it on patrol. (He’d only tangled the rope three times before he figured out how to keep the loops neat.)
Eraserhead raised an eyebrow and stood as well. “You weren’t kidding about Ciupan training you with a weapon, huh? Alright. Keep up, don’t hit me with whatever that is, and don’t kill anyone unless they’re trying to kill you.”
“Sure thing, Eraserhead, and it’s a shoge hook!” they said cheerfully. “Or a kyoketsu-shoge. Ciupan wasn’t very clear on why there are two names for it, but it seems kinda fitting with him having like six names of his own.”
Eraserhead huffed a laugh, and the pair lined up for their first jump. “I almost feel sorry for whatever criminal you get to test that thing on.”
Outtake:
Naisho: grinning and brandishing his shoge hook “I have a new weapon!”
Aizawa: “Who gave the Problem Child another sharp, pointy object? I just want to talk.”
Naisho: “It’s actually not the sharp, pointy end you have to worry about. I can now break kneecaps!”
Three criminals in the warehouse district: “Why do I hear boss music?”
Chapter 52: Fail
Summary:
“It is hard to fail, but it is worse never to have tried to succeed.” –Theodore Roosevelt
Chapter Text
Naisho didn’t get to test their shoge hook until an hour into their patrol with Eraserhead when they came upon a soured drug deal under a lonely street light. The dealer appeared to have some sort of mutation quirk that gave him large scales or bony plates all over his body, and the agitated druggie had an emitter quirk that had superheated steam rolling off his body (at least judging by the heat ripples in the air around the steam and the way the dealer flinched away from any vapor that got close to him).
Not a great opponent to fight in close quarters, though that didn’t deter Eraserhead. The pro leaped into the fray first, capture cloth swinging and eyes blazing with Erasure. Naisho followed a few seconds behind, slowed by having to descend more slowly via grappling hook. By the time their feet hit pavement, the druggie was down and unconscious, but the dealer was giving Eraser some trouble.
Naisho watched in fascination as the dealer dragged the edge of the scales on his arms across the capture weapon wound around him, slicing through it. Naisho checked the unconscious man, but couldn’t get close enough to tie his hands for the heat still rolling off his skin. Zip ties might melt, actually. Hopefully, the guy would stay down until cops could bring heat-safe restraints. He turned back to the fight between the dealer and Eraser, noting the numerous cut sections of capture scarf littering the ground.
He made a mental note to avoid getting cut on the guy’s scales before unclipping the snap button on his chest holster. He ducked his head as he pulled the loops of rope over his head to rest in his left hand with the handle of the hook dagger. He was already swinging the ring end from his right hand as he stepped to flank the man. (Now that he got a better look and could see a plated tail hanging loosely coiled behind the man, some part of their brain thought the quirk might be mimicking a pangolin.)
Eraserhead nodded at them without taking his eyes off of the dealer. He wasn’t using Erasure right now, but they couldn’t completely rule out the man’s appearance being an inherited trait and his actual quirk being something more dangerous. Naisho didn’t intend to get close enough to find out anyway.
The next time Eraser moved to attack, Naisho loosened his hold on the rope as the metal ring swung toward the dealer. It flew forward in an underhanded arc, hitting the outside of the man’s left thigh, right over the tendon there, eliciting a yell of pain from him. The leg gave out on him, and a single scale looked like it cracked under the hit. But most importantly, the man lost the chance to dodge Eraser. The hero landed a solid blow to the man’s solar plexus before moving around him to tie both of his arms behind his back in the capture weapon, yanking it tight. Naisho reeled their weapon back in and got it swinging again, expecting the dealer to cut himself free once more, but the worst he did was whack Eraser’s ankle ineffectually with his armored tail. The way Eraser had him pinned kept him from getting enough leverage to cut himself free.
Naisho carefully noted the technique—some sort of arm lock—wondering if that would have worked on the robber with bone claws they’d fought a few weeks ago. Then they turned back to watch the unconscious criminal and keep an eye out for other trouble. It took ten tense minutes for a silent police car with lights flashing to approach the corner of their street.
“Wait for me on the roof,” Eraserhead instructed, shifting his weight against the pangolin man’s renewed struggles.
Naisho checked the steam man one last time before stopping his shoge hook’s spin by catching the far end of the rope with his foot. He flinched a little as the ring rapped against the top of his foot—he couldn’t wait for Hatsume’s shoe upgrade—before holstering his shoge hook and scaling the rope and grappling hook he’d left from his descent. He pulled the rope up after him and returned the whole thing to the pouch at his left hip, occasionally peeking over the lip of the roof to see Eraser hand off the pangolin man and help the police secure the other. They had to pull two pairs of heavy-duty welder’s(?) gloves out to get the cuffs on the second guy and haul him onto what Naisho guessed was a heat-resistant blanket. The hero and officer wrapped him from the neck down before loading him into the cop car as well.
Naisho hoped the man wasn’t prone to overheating from his quirk.
Once the police car left their street, Eraserhead joined them on the rooftop. Naisho looked him over and asked, “You okay? We couldn’t get close enough to the steam guy to think about tying him up.” Had Eraserhead taken the guy down with a punch? He’d probably have some nasty burns if he did.
“I’m fine, kid. I knocked him out with a kick. My boot protected me from the worst of it.”
Naisho nodded, relaxing their shoulders slightly. They hadn’t noticed how tense they’d been at the thought of Eraserhead being burned. They knew how unpleasant burns were from personal experience. Well, Izuku’s experience. Ekikyō was likely to boil off at such temperatures, which was a whole other type of uncomfortable thought.
“Good aim, by the way,” Eraser said, offering them a hand up.
They took the hand up and chuckled. “Figured you wouldn’t want us to break his shin or knee.”
Eraser grunted. “Keep that option in reserve for if things are ever desperate.” He nodded his head in the direction they were heading next.
Naisho nodded in turn and fell into step beside the hero as they set off again. They swept the neighborhood next to the warehouse district, then turned to follow the line of buildings closest to the waterfront and the shipyard.
Naisho held in a sigh as his thoughts turned to Mamoru. He wondered if the street fighter turned smuggler had ever set up shop again. If so, Ekikyō hadn’t heard of it. That was an awfully long time for him not to be running his business. They hoped he, his sister, and his niece were doing alright.
A thought niggled. Some connection that wanted to form, but Naisho couldn’t quite grasp it. Something about the reason Eraserhead and Naisho were patrolling here instead of their usual route. Not all of the kidnapping victims had been quirkl—
A muffled scream had both Eraserhead and Naisho’s head whipping to the left. They changed direction and leaped another alley before they saw them: two people walking fast for the dry docks. One of them had a limp body thrown over their shoulder. A man and a woman, neither with any obvious quirk factors. (He couldn’t get a good read on the carried person.) Probably both emitters with at least one of them good for swift incapacitation. Most likely kidnappers or murderers. Neither option was good, but they weren’t getting away with it either way.
Eraser made a quiet call with his earpiece before leaping from the roof, throwing his capture weapon out to snag a light post on the far side of the road. He swung to land on top of the criminal at the back of the procession. The woman went down with a shout.
Naisho let slime coat their hands and gloves to help them rappel faster, vaguely aware of the cells damaged from the abrasion or left behind on the rope. They cut off their connection to those cells with barely a thought and kept moving. As they crossed the street to join the fray, Eraser’s eyes flashed red, and they were abruptly aware of a third villain. He was frankly massive, and it should not have been possible to miss him.
“Perception altering quirk? Or illusory?” one half of their mind mused. They weren’t sure, but they had a counter. It was dangerous with Eraser here, but this guy could do some serious damage if he got the drop on them. Slime rose through their skin and flowed through the vents in their costume to coat their gear. An awareness of vibrations overlaid their senses. Then they called out, “I got the big one, Eraser!”
They saw Eraser nod out of the corner of their eye before Erasure cut out. The giant of a man vanished in front of their eyes. They could still feel something in front of them, but their eyes refused to focus there for some reason. They shook their head and closed their eyes, training their attention on what their ears and slime were telling them. Something big was in front of them and rapidly approaching. Slime stiffened around their knuckles as they ducked aside and punched at the massive form. The blow landed on something soft—the man’s side maybe. They were getting a clearer impression of where the man was the longer they focused on the vibrations in the air and ground.
If only they could tell exactly where he was. Their shoge hook could do a lot more damage than their fists, and the villain was big enough they weren’t confident they could bring him down without using it or their knife. Actually…They froze for half a second, an idea bouncing around in their mind before uncertainty settled into consensus, resolution. Slime pooled in their hands. When the villain next charged, Naisho swiped their hand across the villain’s hip as they dodged, leaving a streak of slime behind.
Naisho could still feel those cells, though there was a strain and something similar to pain from them. Slime shouldn’t be so far removed from their body. They’d make this quick then.
They pulled their shoge hook from its holster and their shoulder, opening their eyes to see if the slime they’d tagged the villain with was visible. It was, but their eyes still wanted to skitter off to the side rather than focus on it. Annoying. They shook their head and focused as they sped up the swing of their weapon. They waited a moment to estimate where the rest of the man’s body should be then let the metal ring fly.
The first attempt glanced off the man’s un-slimed hip as he dodged. Naisho’s face twitched in a grimace at the building discomfort from their isolated slime and hurriedly reeled the rope back in. They parried another blow from the villain with their hook dagger, dragging the sharpened blade along the man’s arm as it passed them. The villain jolted away as if burned. Naisho smiled with all their teeth, almost sad that they were wearing their mask. They knew that particular smile tended to unnerve people.
The second time they struck with the ring end, the blow landed. Whether that was because they caught him off-guard or because Eraser activated his quirk on the man right before they let fly, they weren’t sure. They’d at least expected him to try to dodge. So, they may have aimed pretty close to the center of his legs, hoping to catch a thigh as he moved one way or the other and decrease his mobility. Instead, they hit him…Well, the man wasn’t getting back up for a while, that was for sure. And they didn’t break any bones, so…mission accomplished?
Naisho almost felt bad as they reeled in their shoge hook and set a hand on the ground to collect the slime that was inching sluggishly across the concrete toward them. It sank through their skin, and they sighed in relief as the pain and general wrongness faded. They took mercy on their opponent and whacked his temple with the ring (held in their hand to better gauge the force). Once he slumped in unconsciousness, they zip-tied his hands and feet.
They checked on Eraserhead’s fight—still ongoing. Did the lady make some sort of corrosive substance? One end of Eraser’s capture weapon was smoking. That poor thing could not catch a break tonight.
The woman spat a glob of neon yellow at Eraser. It missed, but it ate a hole in the pavement behind him. Her spit was corrosive? That was disgusting.
Naisho scrunched up their face and looked around, getting the feeling they were forgetting…something. Where did the third guy and the kidnapping victim go? Shit! “Eraser! Did you see which way the other one went?”
Eraser jolted and whipped his head around as if he’d forgotten the third man too. Great, that probably meant the perception inhibition quirk could protect whoever the villain wanted it to, not just himself. If he hadn’t knocked the guy out, they may have forgotten the third and the victim entirely. Realizing Eraserhead had no more clue than him, Naisho took off in the direction the three had been heading before they were interrupted.
They ran down the alley between two dry dock sheds, pausing once they were out of sight of the road. They moved more slime through their skin and stood very still, listening. There! They picked up a faint vibration from the left. They retracted most of their slime and eyed the chain-link fence as they backed up. They took a deep breath and ran at the fence, jumping as high as they could before climbing the rest of the way. They dropped down on the far side with slime bracing their joints. Then they slunk over to the shed and peeked inside. After their eyes adjusted, they picked out movement by the gate.
The dock was dry at the moment, with a coastal fishing boat resting in the near end of the dock. The gate at the opposite end of the shed from Izuku held back the seawater. A much smaller, motorized vessel was moored in the water just past the gate. A figure was crouched on the walkway beside the boat. Naisho saw the outline of a rope flying and ran. The man was untying the boat! Was he going to leave his partners behind?
“Not if we can help it.”
They pulled their shoge hook out and started swinging it as they ran. They usually went for an underhanded swing—better for hitting legs and getting under peoples’ guard—but they started with an overhand swing this time, letting the ring fly once they were within range. It hit the muscle between the man’s right shoulder and neck. The shout that earned made them grin. They rushed forward as they reeled in the rope, aiming to kick the man off the walkway into the water.
The man stumbled out of the way, holding his right shoulder and snarling as he turned to face them. “You’re that little punk vigilante, aren’t you? Naisho. I’ve been hearing about you.” The snarl shifted to more of a sadistic grin. “If you’re smart, you’ll leave, but hey, it’s your funeral.” Faint, tiny blue sparks danced along the man’s hands. Then he charged.
Naisho had just enough time to process that this man had some type of electrical quirk before he needed to dodge. Electrified hands meant no parrying with his hook dagger. Hitting him with the ring should still be safe. Rope wasn’t very conductive, and Ciupan had gotten the shoge hook’s rope treated to be burn and wear-resistant. (It was still susceptible to being cut, but that was a necessary safety precaution.) Electrified hands also meant no touching. That was a little bit harder considering how aggressive the villain’s approach was.
Naisho and the villain danced around each other for a minute before Naisho finally got enough space between them to throw the shoge hook again. The man just avoided the hit, but he didn’t press while they reeled their weapon back in. Something wasn’t right. They didn’t like it.
They swung again as soon as they got the ring spinning up to speed, but this time when the man dodged, he lunged forward to stomp down on the rope before they could retract it. The man had more mass than them, and the rope didn’t budge at a sharp tug. Naisho put their combined weight into a second pull, but the man lifted his foot, sending them stumbling back.
Slime stiffened throughout their body to keep them from falling, painful though the save was. They regained their balance a second later, but that was one second too slow. Fingers brushed the side of Naisho’s neck under their hood, and their world exploded.
Outtakes:
Yūku: restocking the underground clinic’s medicine closet when she suddenly freezes “Why do I get the feeling Midoriya’s gotten himself into trouble?”
Aizawa: finally knocks out the villain with corrosive spit and looks around “Problem Child?”
Aizawa: the silence sets off alarm bells in his head “Damn it, Problem Child.” takes off running in the direction Naisho had gone
Chapter 53: Don't Drown
Summary:
“You don’t drown by falling in the water; you drown by staying there.” –Edwin Louis Cole
Notes:
Y'all almost didn't get a chapter this week (or any other week this month), because my 739KB, 193k word rough draft Word file corrupted and deleted itself a few days ago. (15k of that was unpublished.) I spent a solid hour and a half at 4 a.m. trying to salvage it before biting the bullet and downloading a file recovery program. Thank all things that are right and good that that worked. The panic was real.
Chapter Text
Where there had been Naisho before there was only Ekikyō, and the abrupt shift was terrifying. Disoriented, Ekikyō pulled away from Izuku’s brain and nerves, which felt like they were trying to tase him. Then he took stock. Izuku’s brain was a riot of activity, but none of it was coherent or organized. The nerves in the rest of their body were firing off constantly too, leaving their body rigid, locked in place. Their heart and lungs weren’t working quite as they should either.
Ekikyō took over full control of the latter—fighting against constant muscle twitching to keep pulse and breathing even—but couldn’t seem to get the electrical activity everywhere else under control. He abandoned the attempt after a moment, pushing slime through their skin to handle the threat himself. This was going to continue as long as those fingers were pressed to Izuku’s neck.
The slime already outside their body picked up vibrations—words—as the villain who did this said, “You know why vigilantes are so rare, Naisho? They all die young.”
Ekikyō didn’t get the chance to attack before another jolt from the man’s quirk zapped through their body, not hurting Ekikyō nearly as much now that he was disconnected from Izuku’s nervous system but sending Izuku into a seizure. Ekikyō felt the man shove them, and their body fell backward. Into frigid seawater.
Ekikyō hissed and drew all of his slime back inside their body on reflex. Saltwater burned. Then he realized that they were sinking. And Izuku was still seizing.
He tried getting their limbs to move in a coordinated manner to swim (not that Ekikyō knew how a normal person swam), but the attempt was stilted and jerky at best. “Fuck, this is going to hurt,” Ekikyō said to himself before shoving slime back out, fully encasing Izuku in a thin layer of it, swearing all the while. Then he kicked Izuku’s internal thermostat into overdrive. Or tried to. That part of the kid’s brain was on the fritz too. He had to keep their body oxygenated, but he could only do this for so long before they dehydrated to a dangerous degree. Or became hypothermic. That might actually get them first.
As their back landed on the rocky ocean floor, Ekikyō spared a few tendrils of slime to anchor them and keep them from drifting out to sea. He just had to wait out the seizure. Once Izuku’s nerves and muscles calmed down, Ekikyō could (hopefully) get them warmed up and back to the surface.
Minutes ticked by as the electrical storm in Izuku’s brain and nerves slowly quieted, leaving their muscles spent and aching, but Izuku didn’t wake up. Ekikyō cautiously pushed slime back into their nerves and just a little into their brain. He could at least feel Izuku now, but the boy was out cold. Ekikyō carefully, slowly reconnected to Izuku’s senses and entire brain, checking for any obvious damage as he went. He opened their eyes and tried to move one of their cold-stiff arms, setting off several painful muscle spasms. That wasn’t good. He cranked up Izuku’s internal thermostat as high as he dared with how depleted the kid’s energy was and settled in to think.
He stared at the surface, trying to come up with some way to get from here to there. They were only five meters down, but they might as well have been a kilometer under. Ekikyō was just debating if he could de-possess Izuku and get him to the surface before too much of his slime died in the saltwater when a shadow appeared at the edge of the gate overhead.
A few seconds later, the shadow flew out over the water before crashing into it. Eraserhead! It took a moment to recognize the man without his obnoxious scarf, but once he did, Ekikyō frantically tried to move their spasming arm to get the man’s attention. It came out as more raising their hand and twitching it, but that seemed to be enough. The man swam down to them and grabbed their arm. Ekikyō pulled all of their slime back inside and tightened Izuku’s hand as much as he could onto Eraser’s arm until the man pulled him up and repositioned him. After securing a hold around Izuku’s chest, the pro started swimming for the surface.
Ekikyō held their breath until their head broke the surface. Then he kicked Izuku’s lungs back into gear. Eraserhead lifted them and shoved them up onto the walkway by the dry dock gate before hauling himself up. He dragged them further back from the edge before pulling their sodden mask down to make breathing easier.
Ekikyō’s first words were. “Ah crap, kid’s going to have to buy a new oxygen concentrator.”
Eraserhead huffed a laugh and asked, “Gokaku, I take it?”
“Yeah. Kid’s unconscious. The last guy had some sort of electrical quirk. Gave him one hell of a seizure and short-circuited his brain. Think he’s okay aside from the muscle spasms and being cold and a little dehydrated. Nothing feels wrong with his brain or nerves anyway.”
Eraser pressed a hand against their face. “Fuck. How long were you two down there? You’re freezing. We need to get you out of those clothes and warmed up. There should be a blanket or something around here…”
Uh…no, Eraserhead was not going to undress them and identify Izuku. Ekikyō waited until the pro picked the lock on the office attached to the dry dock before pulling slime through their skin again, soaking up all the seawater still in their clothes and hair with a patch of slime. Then he extended that slime out over the edge of the walkway and detached the wad of too-salty slime. It wasn’t perfect, but it got rid of most of the moisture. He let their body sag against the concrete, tiredness sinking in. Ugh, he hadn’t thought they’d gotten cold enough for him to start slowing down. That wasn’t great. “I got it, Eraser, though if you have any water or food, it would really help,” he called.
Eraserhead reappeared from the office with a ratty blanket. He pulled a small water bottle from his utility belt on his way over. He checked them over, frowning when he saw that the vast majority of the seawater was gone. “What?”
Ekikyō pulled their lips into a smug grin, though their face twitched right after. “I have my ways. Little help? Kid’s muscles are going to kill him in the morning.”
The hero shifted them into a sitting position and wrapped the blanket around them before helping them drink the whole bottle of water. “Come on; we need to get you out of the cold. I’m taking you two to Recovery Girl,” Eraser said before picking them up, blanket and all.
Ekikyō thought frantically. “Uh, wait. There’s somewhere closer. Can you get our phone? Ah, shoot. It’s probably ruined. Um…okay, yeah, pretty sure I’ve got the number memorized. I don’t use a phone much,” Ekikyō rambled.
Eraser raised an eyebrow at them. “Who exactly am I supposed to be calling, and why are they a better option than Recovery Girl?” He still pulled his cell phone out. It was one of those fancy, hero-grade ones that was practically indestructible.
Ekikyō smiled at Eraser. “An underground doctor. They’ve already seen me and the kid a bunch and know our physiology pretty well. Recovery Girl doesn’t. Plus, the kid’s wiped. Recovery Girl wouldn’t be able to use her quirk anyway. All you have to do is promise Doc not to rat him out or mess with his operation.”
Eraserhead narrowed his eyes and sighed. “Fine. What direction are we going, so I can walk while I call?”
Ekikyō gave him general directions then listed off Cross’s burner number. He’d known the doc longest of those at the clinic and had gone to him once or twice back around when the Trigger thing happened. He’d helped a lot, though he hadn’t been able to do anything for the withdrawal itself. Ekikyō had skipped town for a while after that. Not that he was ashamed; he just…didn’t want to risk hurting one of the few people who treated him like a person. He hadn’t been very nice when he was first learning to deal with his quirk withdrawal episodes.
While Eraserhead called Cross, Ekikyō focused on himself and Izuku. Ekikyō couldn’t tell exactly how cold they were, but the way everything wanted to slow down was a clear indicator that their temperature was too low. There was also some inflammation setting in in the soft tissue and nerves in their neck near where the villain had touched. Ekikyō was going to have to keep an eye on that. If it got into Izuku’s brain or spine, it could be very dangerous. With a thought, slime cells began attaching to those damaged cells to speed up repairs.
Ekikyō was stirred from his work by the jostling of Eraserhead shifting them to rap his knuckles on metal siding. Ah, they were at the clinic. Cheshire ushered them inside, but insisted on Eraser staying out in the waiting room once he’d deposited Ekikyō and Izuku on the table in the exam room.
Once Eraser was safely out of sight, the doctor and nurse got to work removing their Naisho costume. It was mostly dry now, but it wasn’t exactly warm. Once their torso was wrapped in warm towels and hot water bottles, Cheshire left the room and returned with a mixing bowl full of steaming water. Ekikyō raised an eyebrow at that, but relaxed once he saw Cross set 2 bags of IV fluids in the steaming water to warm. Then he got to work putting an IV catheter in one of their arms.
Ekikyō let them work and used his slime as an extra means of circulation to speed up the warming process, cycling it between their skin near the hot water bottles and deeper in their torso more directly than Izuku’s bloodstream could. “Either of you got anything to eat? Kid’s pretty worn out from the seizure earlier, and I can speed things up with some calories to burn.”
Cheshire nodded and slipped out of the room again and returned with a pair of energy bars. Izuku’s muscles still didn’t want to move without cramping, so Ekikyō externalized enough slime to hold the bar for him while he ate it. He split the calories between the two of them and pushed the kid’s metabolism to burn energy faster as he ate the second one.
As warmth crept back into them, Ekikyō anxiously kept an eye on Izuku’s brain and consciousness. The kid was still out, and Ekikyō was sorely tempted to try waking him up. He wasn’t even sure if he could make Izuku wake up—he’d only done it once before, and the kid had been close to waking up on his own then—but trying something had to be better than this. Between their body responding sluggishly and stiffly and the quiet in their head, Ekikyō was reminded a little too much of other times he’d possessed people after the Trigger incident.
He shoved the thought of Izuku ending up like any of them far away and focused back on what he could feel of the boy’s mind, trying to prod him to wakefulness. Brain activity picked up some in response, but the kid stayed unconscious. He kept trying and started talking in their head. “Come on, Izuku. You’re starting to worry me here. And Eraser’s probably worried sick too. He really saved our bacon this time. I don’t know if I could have gotten us out of that situation without help.”
There was a brief spike in brain activity, and Ekikyō could feel Izuku’s presence in their head a little more distinctly. He latched onto his friend and kept talking, “That’s it. Wakey, wakey, Izuku. We need to get you back to Eraser’s place before he heads home, or you’re going to be in serious trouble. I don’t know about you, but I don’t want to know how he’ll react to you sneaking out or, quirks forbid, finding out that you’re Naisho.”
Out loud he said, “Hey, can one of you make sure Eraserhead doesn’t leave? Still need to ask him if that last guy got away. If so, I can give a pretty good description of him. That bastard does not deserve to go free after pulling this shit.”
At Cross’s nod, Cheshire headed out into the lobby. The doctor picked up their goggles and asked, “Do you want him to come in? I can cover you up and put your goggles back on if so.”
Ekikyō kept his attention split between rousing Izuku and talking to the doc. “Yeah, that works. Think I might be able to get the kid up and awake soon too. Eraser’ll be on edge until he knows his little protégé is okay.” And Ekikyō owed the guy. He’d saved them tonight and looked after Izuku when Ekikyō wasn’t around to help him with everything that happened with Bakugo and Inko.
Ekikyō closed their eyes again drawing Izuku’s consciousness just that little bit closer to waking. He barely noticed Cross slip their goggles on over their head and wrap a warm towel around their head to hide their hair. Someone applied a layer of something over their facial scar, probably Cheshire.
The faintest flicker of confusion let Ekikyō know that Izuku was coming to. “There you are.”
The confusion faded into calm with a hint of curiosity. “Did I go somewhere?” Izuku’s mental voice was quieter and more exhausted than usual, but it was there. “Why is it so cold?”
“I’ll catch you up later, kid. Right now, we need to report to Eraser and assure him you’re okay.”
Izuku hummed and leaned on Ekikyō until they slipped into a deep dive, just in time for Cheshire to let Eraserhead through the exam room door. “Hey, Eraser,” they said tiredly. They really wanted to sleep.
Eraserhead’s tense shoulders relaxed some as he looked them over. Well, as much of them as he could see with them bundled under what felt like a dozen towels and blankets. “That’s both of you in there?”
“Mhm. Sorry for the scare.”
Eraserhead dragged a hand over his face. “Problem…Children, do not apologize for almost dying.” He sighed and leaned against the foot of the table for lack of anywhere to sit. “You shouldn’t have had to face that villain alone. That’s on me.”
“We don’t hold it against you, Eraserhead. We’re just glad you got us out of the water. Gokaku couldn’t have kept us going for much longer like that,” they admitted. “Did the villain get away with…?”
Eraserhead shook his head. “Coast Guard responded when I called it in. The Oki Mariner was in the area and was able to intercept the electric villain. The victim’s already at the hospital, which is really where you should be right now, Problem Child.” He turned to look at Cross. “Gokaku said Naisho had a seizure. Does he need a brain scan or anything? I have a few favors I can cash in with Recovery Girl.”
Cross grinned and shook his head. “I don’t think it’ll be necessary. From what they told me, there’s been no abnormal electrical activity in Naisho’s brain since the seizure. If that changes, they might need to take you up on the offer, but for now they’ll be okay.”
Naisho bit back Izuku’s question until Cross finished talking, but the second he was done, words started spilling out. “Selkie caught the guy? What was his ship even doing here? I thought he was based out of Kobe.”
Eraserhead shrugged. “He was working a case. I’m not privy to the details.”
They talked a while longer with Cross or Cheshire periodically checking their temperature or changing out their hot water bottles. Their first bag of fluids finished, and they started their second, which earned them a raised eyebrow from Eraser. Dehydration wasn’t typically associated with hypothermia or near-drowning. They shrugged and said, “Our biology’s weird, and salt water really doesn’t agree with Gokaku.”
Eraserhead accepted that with a shrug before frowning and pulling his phone from his pocket. It was vibrating enough Naisho could hear the buzz. Eraserhead sighed and shifted away from the exam table. “I need to head over to the station for a debriefing. That last villain is claiming to have killed you, and Tsukauchi is getting frantic. Think about what I said? Lay low for a while. Make sure you’re fully recovered and let things die down.”
They snorted at the obviously unintended pun.
Eraserhead narrowed his eyes at them. “You know what I mean.”
“Sure thing, Eraserhead. Get going. We’ll be fine. And you remember your promise. This place stays our little secret.”
Eraserhead huffed a laugh at their own pun. “Terrible. Both of you.” The pro shifted his focus to Cross and Cheshire. He nodded his head toward the lobby. The two adults shared a look and followed the hero out for whatever super-secret adult conversation Eraserhead felt they needed to have.
Naisho debated for a few seconds before exuding enough slime to reach a tendril over to the door. They pressed it along the floor under the door and listened. Cross was talking. “No, we don’t discriminate here, Eraserhead. Everyone’s welcome as long as they respect the rules, pay for services, and don’t start any fights on premise.”
Eraserhead shifted one of his feet. “You accept quirkless patients as well?”
There’s a brief pause before Cross answers, “Of course. They need a place like this more than most.”
Eraserhead sighed. “Good. That’s good. Next time I rescue or talk a member of that community down, I’ll let them know you’re an option.”
Naisho pulled their slime back, swallowing around a surge of emotion. They stared at the ceiling and huffed a quiet laugh. Eraserhead really was one of the good ones, wasn’t he?
Outtakes:
Aizawa pre-patrol: “I feel sorry for whoever you use that weapon on.”
Aizawa post-patrol: “You know what, they deserved it. Aim for the kneecaps next time. No one hurts two of my Problem Children.”
Izuku: “Aw, Ekikyō, you hear that? He’s adopted you too.”
Ekikyō: “I want a divorce.”
Izuku: “That’s…not how that works…”
Aizawa: “Too late. I already have both of your adoption forms filled out.”
Aizawa: “You know, there’s one thing that’s still bothering me.”
Izuku: “What?”
Aizawa: “I watched you use your shoge hook, and for the life of me I can’t place why those moves looked familiar.”
Izuku: mildly panics and wonders if Aizawa was paying attention during the second round of the Sports Festival, trying to think of a decent cover “Ah…you see, I…might have studied how you use your capture weapon and maybe tried to incorporate some of your style into my own…”
Aizawa: blinks because wow, the kid sounds familiar. Then his words click and he gives his signature grin “Problem Child, if you wanted to learn my style, all you had to do is ask.”
Izuku: is equal parts afraid and excited
Chapter 54: To Help the Bad Ones
Summary:
"When good people consider you the bad guy, you develop a heart to help the bad ones. You actually understand them." –Criss Jami
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Naisho made it home around 4:00 and crawled exhaustedly into bed. Izuku had been kept awake by Ekikyō the whole time; they were uncertain if Izuku falling back into unconsciousness was safe. Sure, this wasn’t a concussion, but it was a brain injury nonetheless. Did it count as a brain injury? They were too tired to make a coherent argument one way or another. But he still needed sleep, so they’d have to chance it…once they had one of Izuku’s working phones on hand in case of emergency.
After they changed, set Izuku’s civilian phone on the nightstand, and crawled into bed, they let their minds drift apart. Izuku groaned and curled in on himself, hands moving to cradle his skull. His head felt like someone had set a firework off inside it, and his skin itched and felt too tight, rubbed raw and constricting. Faint, full-body tremors made the headache worse. Overall, he felt terrible. And that was with Ekikyō keeping most of their body numbed. Their muscles should be hurting a lot right now.
Ekikyō pressed a little closer in their mind, offering what comfort he could. “I know. I’m sorry, kid. Try to sleep. You should feel better in the morning.”
Izuku hoped he would.
Sleep found him eventually, and the next morning found them soon after. Too soon. At least, the splitting headache had faded to a vague pressure. Not quite painful, but making focusing difficult and their thoughts hazy around the edges. Moving hurt, but they numbed the worst of it with barely a thought.
Aizawa had taken one look at them that morning and checked their temperature to make sure they hadn’t gotten “sick” again. They tried to wave him off, saying they just had a headache, but he didn’t seem to buy it. They had to actually convince Aizawa to let them go to school. It was so weird, and they didn’t have the spare energy to even attempt figuring the strangeness out.
They didn’t notice anything else was off until they ran into Hitoshi at their new pre-class meetup spot between the Support and Heroics buildings.
Hitoshi grinned at them and once they were close enough, he quietly greeted them, “Morning, Izuku, Ekikyō.”
They paused in their own greeting. Hitoshi said Izuku and Ekikyō, not Naisho (Izukyō?). What…? They rubbed their temples and whined at the contradictory thoughts suddenly rushing through their mind. Were they in a deep dive? Why? They couldn’t remember initiating one. Did they wake up like this? How?
Hitoshi’s hand gently gripped their arm, steadying them. “Hey, you okay?”
One of them (or both—they couldn’t tell) shook their head. “Something’s wrong.” They should be able to separate. Why was it so difficult this time? “Help…”
Calm washed over them, and muscles unwillingly relaxed. When the world crept back in, they recognized it as that halfway state of Hitoshi’s quirk. “Tell me what’s wrong to the best of your ability. Stay calm while you do so,” Hitoshi ordered.
They complied. “We developed what we call a ‘deep dive’ where our minds are so attuned to each other that we essentially operate as a single mind, mostly to improve reflexes and to allow sharing of muscle memory and senses. We…appear to be stuck in one. We woke up like this after a very taxing night and didn’t notice until now.”
Hitoshi’s eyes widened and face paled. “What do you want me to do?”
They thought about the situation, still unnaturally calm. “I think you can order us to separate. Our minds, that is. I don’t think de-possessing right now would be wise.”
“No shit,” Hitoshi said, glancing around before nodding.
They still had some time before homeroom. They hoped it would be enough to readjust. They nodded back to show they were ready.
Hitoshi took a fortifying breath before saying, “Carefully separate your mind into Izuku and Ekikyō.”
Something shifted, and their minds started sifting apart. It took a little longer than usual, but eventually they shared their mental space as two autonomous entities.
“I-I think it worked,” Izuku said, rubbing at the base of his skull and rolling his neck. Why did his neck feel stiff?
“Oh, that’s what happened,” Ekikyō commented, shifting some of the slime around their spine. At the wordless question from Izuku, he elaborated, “I had some of my cells dedicated to running repairs on the nerves inflamed by that guy’s quirk. I kinda set that on autopilot before falling asleep. I wasn’t sure how far the irritation would spread, and I was worried about it reaching your spine and brain. Looks like it did. Think we’re in the clear now though.”
Izuku got the impression of a wince and felt slime flow away from their brain. “So, we defaulted to a deep dive with that much slime in my brain?”
“As interesting as it is being able to hear both of you in my head, am I good to release you?” Hitoshi asked mentally, surprising both of them.
“Ah, yes,” Izuku answered quickly before switching to his mental voice to tack on, “Unless you want to hear about what happened now? No one would be able to overhear us this way, and Ekikyō still needs to fill me in on what happened while I was unconscious anyway.”
Hitoshi thought about it before nodding. “Just remember not to push me out. Holding both of you like this is…not quite draining, but precarious? It won’t take much to break our connection.”
Ekikyō cut in before Izuku could say anything, “Hey, Shinso, can’t you just order people not to fight your quirk? I’ve been wondering if that works.”
Hitoshi stared wide-eyed at them for a few seconds. “I don’t know?”
Izuku snickered and nudged his friend (and maybe crush) toward his hallway. “Why not try it out? But you should probably start walking toward 1-A, so you’re not late. We’ll talk while walking to our classes.”
Hitoshi nodded before narrowing his eyes in thought. Finally, he smirked. He started to walk off as he said, “Neither of you do anything to fight Brainwashing for the next ten minutes.”
Izuku blinked a few times before shrugging and starting the walk toward 1-H’s homeroom. “Ekikyō, do you want to talk the whole time, or do you want me to start?”
“Nah, I got this one, Izuku. You focus on making sure we don’t trip over our own feet.”
Izuku made a sound of indignation and mentally shoved Ekikyō; Izuku’s bodymate only laughed.
Hitoshi scoffed. “I dunno Izuku, you are pretty clumsy.”
Izuku mentally pouted, struggling to keep a smile off his face. “Why are both of you so mean to me?”
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Izuku and Ekikyō took the rest of the week off from being Naisho (despite being sorely tempted to try out their new shoes, appropriately dubbed The Hatsume Special; they shoved the box under their bed for now). They got their new burner phone and spent time texting their various contacts when they weren’t working on homework.
Knowing they couldn’t avoid the issue forever, they very carefully tested a deep dive before the weekend. Thankfully, the whole “getting stuck” thing seemed to have been a fluke. Then it was Saturday again, and they boarded an early train for Tokyo.
They made a slight detour before heading for their “favorite” alley. Izuku had gotten a notification the night before that he had a package waiting for him, so they swung by Ōta ward’s busiest post office. He’d rented a P.O. box after moving in with Aizawa for whenever he needed to order vigilante supplies, but it worked well for this too.
The harried postman handed them their package—really it was just an oversized envelope that was a smidge too big to fit in their P.O. box—and shooed them away, calling for the next person in line. Izuku bowed before retreating with his prize. They waited to open the envelope until they were safely ensconced in the alley in Meguro ward that they’d used last time. They carefully ripped the envelope’s seam and checked the contents.
“I can’t believe that worked,” Ekikyō said.
Izuku smiled widely. “Neither can I, but here we are.” He tore off the part of the envelope with their P.O. box address before tucking the envelope and its contents into a Ziploc bag they’d brought. They slid the whole thing into the back pocket of their shorts. “Let’s do this.”
They sank into their skewed deep dive and took a moment to just be before pulling their “League” phone from their pocket to text Kurogiri. Slime welled from their skin, and Ekikyō took care of their eyes as they hit send. They blinked their vision back into focus as a purple-black portal opened in front of them.
They stepped through into the League of Villains bar. The place wasn’t as crowded today. Aside from Kurogiri only Mr. Compress, Magne, and Toga were present. The two ladies were sitting together, and Compress was camped out in a corner seemingly practicing card tricks. “Hey,” they greeted. A smattering of hellos met them.
With pleasantries out of the way, they headed for the bar to order another lemon sour. The part of them that was Ekikyō wished they could get something harder, but they knew it wouldn’t be good for their body. As is, they didn’t intend to completely finish their drink this time for Izuku’s sake.
Once they had their drink, they sat down at Toga and Magne’s table. “Ladies,” he said raising his mug in a toast before drinking.
“Hiya, Sludge. Whatcha been up to all week?” Toga asked, twirling the straw in her empty glass.
“Bit of this and that. My meatsuit got himself mugged, and I had deal with them whining about it. How about you?”
Toga—who had perked up when Ekikyō mentioned Izuku getting “mugged”—brightened even more, nearly bouncing in her seat. “I found someone to stab!” She pouted and stilled. “They weren’t nearly as cute as I hoped though.”
Magne patted her shoulder. “Not everyone’s a winner, darling. Better luck next time.”
They hummed and took another drink. “How often do you go hunting?”
Toga shrugged. “Every week or two. Why?”
“Eh, I usually have to every three. At least, before this meatsuit. Must be tough avoiding the cops and heroes with needing to go out that often.”
“I haven’t been caught yet!” Toga boasted. “People are starting to get wary though. It’s harder to find people traveling alone than it used to be.”
“I hear ya. The funny thing is how quickly they forget that caution when you lay low for a bit.” When they saw Toga’s eyes narrow and Magne’s head tilt consideringly, they continued, “People forgot me pretty quick when I went quiet for a few months. I’m still cautious now, but I haven’t been caught out outside of a body since mid-summer. And…I might know someone who owed me a favor.” They pulled the sealed Ziploc with the envelope from their slime and clothing to slide it across the table to Toga.
They watched the girl open the envelope with one eye as they tracked movement at the bar with their other. A portal opened to admit Shigaraki—this time wearing all of his hands. The man (man-child the part of their mind that was Ekikyō insisted) settled on a stool at the bar and gestured for a drink. Their focus snapped fully back to Toga when they heard a sharp inhale.
Toga stared wide-eyed at the unfolded paper in one hand. A card sat in her other hand, a quirk registry special allowance card. “This is…” Toga trailed off, looking up from the page. She looked a bit lost and a lot confused. “Why?”
They shrugged their shoulders and slime. “Figured it’d make you harder to track if you could take a break whenever you wanted and mess up whatever pattern authorities have in your profile.” They looked away. “And I know what withdrawal’s like.”
A sharp squeal was all the warning they got before Toga pounced on them. They reeled back ready to defend themselves only to pause when they didn’t feel a knife. Was Toga…hugging them? Toga released them just as quickly, seemingly unbothered by the slimy residue that stuck to her clothes. She bounced back to her side of the table to show Magne her card, which gave her an allowance of blood bags from whatever blood bank or hospital she presented it at.
Magne examined the card before asking, “Chihana?”
Over at the bar, Shigaraki flinched. He glanced over his shoulder at them before turning back around, grumbling and scratching at his neck. What was his problem? Eh, didn’t matter.
They blocked out the League’s crusty leader and answered Magne’s sort of question, “Mhm. Seemed like a fitting alias. Oh, let me see that paper real quick. I’ll give you the account login info so you can change the mailing address and stuff. I’ll need to ditch the P.O. box I sent this to anyway,” they said, gesturing for her to pass them the letter that came with the card. They lifted a pen from their pocket with slime and deposited it in their hand. They pulled their slime back inside the limb long enough to quickly scrawl out the username and password Izuku had set up.
They pushed the letter back across the table to Toga, smirking as the girl squealed all over again. Magne caught their eye briefly and nodded approvingly. Pride bloomed in their chest, and Toga’s genuine smile engraved itself in their mind.
(Villains weren’t always bad people; some of them just needed a little help.)
Izuku and Ekikyō hung out at the bar for another hour as the other League members trickled in. Once they finished three-quarters of their drink, they stood and pushed the mug back across the bar to Kurogiri.
Shigaraki, who had been sullenly silent since arriving caught their eye and asked, “Leaving so soon?”
They shrugged. “Got a few other errands to run today.”
Shigaraki hummed before smiling. “You should stay a little longer. We’re having a meeting as soon as Dabi ret—” They both looked over to the door as the bell attached to it chimed. It was none other than Dabi. Shigaraki smiled. “Well, would you look at that? Seems I get to skip this cutscene.”
Ekikyō and Izuku eyed Shigaraki warily as he stood and walked to stand in front of the bar’s tv. “While everyone’s here, I have something important to discuss: our next move.”
That got everyone’s attention. Even the antisocial Muscular and Moonfish stared at the villain expectantly.
Shigaraki’s smile stretched a bit wider as he continued, “We’re going to undermine society’s faith in heroes by hitting them where it really hurts. And what does our society love? Heroes…and children.”
Ekikyō’s slime stilled for a moment before clinging more tightly to Izuku in wordless assurance. Izuku leaned into his friend more.
“Instead of striking down All Might directly, we’ll weaken peoples’ faith in him and hero society first. We’ll hit their precious hero brats where they should be safe, and the masses will do the job of tearing UA and All Might apart for us.”
“Sounds great in theory, but how do you plan to accomplish that, boss man?” Dabi asked, head tilted to the side and the faintest hint of a condescending smile tugging at his scarred lips.
Shigaraki scratched his neck for a second before catching himself and lowering his hand. “Every summer, UA sends its first year hero classes off to training camp. They’ll be isolated and exhausted from constant exercise. Shouldn’t be a problem for you all, right?”
Toga bounced in her seat. “Can I stab some of them?!”
Spinner spoke right after, not giving Shigaraki a chance to respond to Toga, “What’s the goal?”
Shigaraki narrowed his eyes at the room. Silence quickly returned. “Yes, stabbing is encouraged. Get as many heroic blood samples as you can for your quirk. I don’t care what you do with most of the NPCs, but we have a few targets I want captured alive.” Shigaraki nodded to Kurogiri.
The mist man pressed a button on a remote, and the television behind him lit up, and scenes of the Sports Festival’s final round fights started playing.
“What’ll stir the hornet’s nest even worse than hurting a few hero kids? Converting one.” The footage paused on a frame of Bakugo launching himself at Shinso. “I want him,” Shigaraki said, pointing at Bakugo.
Ekikyō and Izuku stared at the image, frozen. They could feel Izuku’s panic begin to mount before Ekikyō shoved it down. Izuku didn’t fight as Ekikyō wrapped more securely around his mind and pulled his thoughts in a different direction. This was a bad idea. There was no universe in which trying to convert Bakugo ended well for the League. How delusional were they?
Dabi leaned forward to rest his elbows on his table. “Yeah, that’s not gonna fly, Shigaraki.” It seemed there was a voice of reason among the League after all. “Don’t get me wrong; you have him pegged. He’s a villain. But you see, I already decided that asshole would burn if I ever laid eyes on him.”
Okay, never mind, Dabi wasn’t the voice of reason; he was the voice of murder. Or arson. Probably both.
Shigaraki stared at Dabi, clearly as caught off guard as Izuku and Ekikyō were. “What?” the leader of the League of Villains said intelligently.
“Ooooooh! I bet it’s personal, isn’t it?! What did he do?” Toga asked, smiling and sounding surprisingly like a teenage girl looking for the latest juicy gossip at school.
Dabi gave Toga some side-eye but didn’t say a word for or against her claim.
Shigaraki finally seemed to gather his wits and glared at Dabi. “You can’t burn him! I’m recruiting him!”
“Bet.”
Shigaraki let out a strangled sound of frustration. “Moving on! Other targets: Tokoyami and Shinso. Grab as many of them as you can during the raid…”
Izuku’s panic tried to resurface, and Ekikyō smothered it again. “We won’t let that happen, Izuku. We are here, and we will stop them.”
Izuku sent an impression of a nod to Ekikyō. He couldn’t afford to panic and risk blowing their cover. He tried to think about anything other than Shinso being kidnapped. “Hehe, guess it’s a good thing I didn’t progress further in the tournament bracket, huh?”
Izuku sensed agreement from his bodymate. “Seriously dodged a bullet on that one, though it’s not like you’d be at the camp even if they did try for you.”
A thought suddenly struck Izuku, and he felt Ekikyō join him in turning it over and eyeing it from different angles. After several seconds, Ekikyō voiced their thought. “How are you even going to find the training camp? After the USJ, won’t they take extra precautions?”
Shigaraki broke his glare away from Dabi to shoot them a manic grin. “I have a cheat code for that.”
Outtake:
Magne: “So, Toga, what do you think of Sludge?”
Toga: grinning and twirling her new card “He seems alright. And he gets me! It’s too bad he doesn’t bleed red though. I think he’d look pretty in it.” Pouts
Twice: chiming in from across the room “His host probably bleeds red. That doesn’t count!”
Toga: pouts more “But Sludge won’t let me stab him!”
Twice: shrugs “Maybe if you ask really nice?”
Magne: shakes her head and stares at the ceiling “Why does it feel like I’m babysitting?”
Dabi: “Get your own kid; I claimed this one for revenge first.”
Shigaraki: “I’m the leader here, and I want him for my party!”
Dabi: “Revenge.”
Shigaraki: “Recruitment.”
Mr. Compress: slightly worried the bar might be either decayed or burned down in the immediate future “Gentlemen, I think you’ll find your goals are not mutually exclusive. Dabi, do you want to burn him or kill him? If you let him live with his wounds, Shigaraki can still take a crack at recruiting him.”
Dabi: stares at Shigaraki a full minute before huffing “If he doesn’t turncoat, I get to finish him off.”
Shigaraki: “Deal.”
Notes:
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End of League of Our Own arc
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Chapter 55: Children First
Summary:
“Please think of the children first. If you ever have anything to do with their entertainment, their food, their toys, their custody, their child care, their health care, their education—listen to the children, learn about them, learn from them. Think of the children first.” –Fred Rogers
Notes:
Have an early update for the holiday! :D
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Beginning of Family and More Than Friends arc
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Shota stood in his favorite café waiting. He checked his phone one more time before sighing. Of course, the man was late. Why shouldn’t he be? It wasn’t like Shota had anything better to do on a Saturday, like brushing out the cats or trying to figure out what to do about Midoriya’s birthday coming up all too quickly. (Shota was the boy’s guardian; that meant he was supposed to do something, right?)
Just when he was about to give up and use his phone to research what gifts were popular with teenagers, the bell above the door chimed. Shota glanced up and grumbled. Finally. The gnarled older man gave a wolfish, chipped-tooth smile when he spotted Shota. He hobbled over, the gait drawing Shota’s eyes from the man’s empty eye socket to his rather impressive knee brace and forearm crutch.
Shota couldn’t remember the vigilante looking so beat up the last time they’d met. Then again, he hadn’t seen Knuckleduster since before the Naruhata Blackout. Shota hadn’t been in Naruhata at all the last few years. He wondered what else he’d missed. “I could have picked somewhere that wasn’t halfway up a hill if you’d let me know your knee was giving you trouble,” he said by way of apology.
Knuckleduster waved the words away as he shuffled into a seat across from Shota. “Eh, I’m fine, Eraserhead. If you really want to make it up to me, you can place my drink order,” the scarred man said, eyeing the line at the counter.
Shota nodded and stood. “It’s Aizawa when I’m off-duty. What do you want? I can recommend their Rush Hour Heart Attack.” (That drink was Shota’s favorite mid-patrol pick-me-up.)
Knuckleduster shook his head. “Get me one of their iced coffees, whatever has the lowest caffeine. The old heart doesn’t do good with too much of the stuff. And call me Oguro, kid. My days as Knuckleduster are over.”
Shota would believe that when he saw it, but he kept his thoughts to himself as he took his place in line. While waiting, he idly scrolled through HeroNet alerts. It appeared to be a slow day, which Shota didn’t trust. Rather than feed his paranoia more, he exited out of the app and glanced over at Knu—Oguro. He narrowed his eyes. Where had he heard that name before?
A quick web search pulled up something Shota did not expect: a retired hero, O’Clock. That…made so much sense and zero sense all at once. It explained the man’s training and skill, but it begged a huge question. What had happened to O’Clock’s quirk? Because O’Clock had very much had one, and Shota could attest that Knuckleduster did not. And it wasn’t a simple case of an injury making the man unable to use his quirk anymore; Erasure would still pick up on it if that were the case. Oguro’s quirk was nonexistent. He had no quirk factors for Erasure to act on.
Shota got to ask a few minutes later when he returned to his table with a matcha green tea latte. He promptly handed the abomination of a drink to Oguro.
“You’re O’Clock?” he asked without preamble.
Oguro laughed before taking a sip of his drink and nodding appreciatively. “What, you a fan?”
“No, but Iida Tensei was in my year. He was a big fan.”
“Ah, Ingenium. That makes sense. Shame what happened with Stain.”
Shota hummed before giving the man a pointed look. He hadn’t answered Shota’s question.
Oguro shot him a grin with too many teeth to really be cheerful. He leaned forward to rest his elbows on the table and asked quietly, “Do they still tell you underground types about the Quirk Boogieman when you graduate?”
Shota glanced surreptitiously around the café before leaning forward as well. “Officially? No. Have I heard rumors? Yes.”
“What if I told you the rumors and legends and myths were true? Every last one?”
The discussion that followed probably should not have been had in a public setting, but Shota was a bit too hung up on the fact the supervillain who could steal anyone’s quirk was real, alive, and, if not mostly well, still a serious threat.
And he’d been behind everything that happened in Naruhata. How did Oguro know this? Because Six had Oguro’s quirk. Six had gotten Oguro’s quirk from All for One.
Oguro lost his quirk to All for One.
Shota had significantly more respect for Oguro now. (This man had survived an encounter with All for One.) But he had one question. “Why are you telling me all of this?”
“Because you’re already involved.” Oguro typed something on his phone, and Shota’s vibrated with an incoming message.
Shota unlocked his phone and saw Oguro had sent him a link to a document. The document had a series of dates, locations, and names arranged in clusters. The last large set of names all had the same date and location: the USJ attack. Following them was the group of four who had escaped later the same day. “What am I looking at?”
“Trigger cases. That list starts three months after the Blackout.”
Shota’s eyes widened as he made the connection. If All for One was behind all of the Naruhata Instant Villain and Next Level Villain cases, then it was a reasonable assumption that he was behind these as well. Shit, Tsukauchi was right; this was another Villain Factory scenario. He needed to report this.
He scanned the list again and quickly noticed the pattern. A cluster of Trigger cases, then a missing persons case or two (or four in the USJ attack’s case) picked from those dosed with Trigger. He paused on one of the earliest names on the list: Iha Bōheki, quirk: Shock Absorption.
Shota’s blood ran cold, and phantom pain seared along the scars on his face. Shota ran a hand over his jaw, subconsciously confirming that it wasn’t broken. He turned his phone off and set it down on the table, closing his eyes and taking a deep breath before opening his eyes and schooling his expression back to blank passivity. He’d deal with all of that later.
“Thank you. I’ll pass it along to the relevant parties. But that’s not why I asked to meet you here today.”
“Oh?”
“Have you heard about the recent string of kidnappings?”
Oguro nodded. “Yeah, the brat told me about them. They’re targeting quirkless, right?”
Shota nodded, relaxing slightly. “I wanted to make sure you knew to watch your back, old-timer…and Naisho’s.”
Oguro’s eye narrowed. “So, you know…”
“That Naisho’s quirkless, yes. Since I first ran into him. Why do you think I never arrested him?”
Oguro scratched at the stubble on his chin. “Huh. Yeah, I’ll keep an eye and ear out for the sprout.”
“Thanks,” Shota said, slumping back in his chair and rubbing his eyes. “I swear, between Naisho, Midoriya, and my class this year I’m going to get more grey hairs than you.”
Oguro laughed. “I bet. Midoriya…he’s the one who bowed out in the final event of the Sports Festival, right?”
Shota scrutinized the retired pro. “Yes…”
“Good kid. Ran into him at the physical therapist once. He doing okay?”
Shota’s suspicions faded. Nezu did give Midoriya some of the best-rated PTs as options. Running into a retired pro there wasn’t that unlikely. Hero work was hell on the joints. “He’s doing okay. He’s actually a ward of UA at the moment.”
Oguro frowned. “He staying with Power Loader? I worked with him once or twice before I retired.”
“Nah. Power Loader already had another student’s custody this term. So, I took him in.”
“Really? You?” Oguro seemed pretty skeptical. “You realize that kids need more attention than cats do, right? Take it from someone who knows.”
Shota scoffed and unlocked his phone again, pulling up his photos this time. Finding just the one, he turned his phone to show Oguro. “I think he’s settling in just fine.” The picture was one of Izuku sleeping on the sofa bundled under a blanket and three cats. One of the cats was half-laying over Izuku’s head and was busily grooming the teen’s hair.
Oguro chuckled. “You should send that one to Naisho. She’s the cat he helped rescue, right?” he asked, pointing at Maneki. “Kid loves that damn calico. If the topic of cats comes up in training, he can’t stop talking about her.”
Shota huffed, contemplating it a minute before sending the picture to Naisho.
Oguro shook his head and took a sip of his horrible drink before continuing, “Alright, I’ll admit the cats make a good welcome party, but are you actually spending time with your kid?”
Shota stared at Oguro for a moment, stuck on “your.” Then he gave the man a light glare. “He’s not my kid.”
“Really? Because the way I see it, he’s living with you, you have guardianship of him, and you’re responsible for raising him and keeping him out of trouble. Sure sounds like you’re a parent.”
“But I’m not,” Shota insisted. “I’m just his temporary guardian while things with his mother get figured out. I’m not taking her place.” Shota couldn’t. Midoriya Inko was a lot of things, but she did seem to genuinely care about Izuku, or the version of Izuku that existed in her head, at least.
From what Tsukauchi had hinted to him, Shota suspected the woman would be given custody again at the end of the case. Provided her therapist gave her approval and Izuku’s did the same. He couldn’t say he agreed with the decision, not with how skittish and quiet Izuku was. How his eyes sought out escape routes and followed any other person in the room but never quite looked at them. Shota didn’t want the kid to have to go back to one of the environments he learned that behavior in. Even if Inko never hurt her son physically, it was still in her home Izuku learned to lie about, hide, and self-treat his injuries. It was there that he learned asking for help wasn’t worthwhile.
Oguro hummed, seemingly unconvinced. “Let me guess, his mom’s negligent at best, abusive at worst? And you don’t want to be associated with that.”
Shota sighed, taking a long draught of his own coffee before answering, “Negligent near as we can tell. And definitely not providing him with adequate healthcare. The investigation’s ongoing and out of my hands. She’s in mandatory counseling and mental evaluation last I heard.”
“And you’re not Midoriya’s parent?”
“No.”
Oguro frowned and seemed to chew something over before he leaned forward, putting his elbows on the table again. “Now see, that there is a problem, Aizawa. Because a kid like that? He’ll see you keeping your distance and assume you’re just like his mom and every other authority figure he’s met before high school. That you don’t want him around or don’t want to deal with him as he is on some level. That’s all he knows to compare your behavior to. He’ll either try to figure out what mold you expect him to fit into to cater to your expectations, or he’ll withdraw and avoid you as much as possible. And neither of those is a good thing if you’re trying to help the kid get into a better mindset.”
Shota outwardly froze as Oguro talked, but internally his mind raced. Hadn’t that been exactly what Izuku had done? After the initial move-in, he’d spent almost every moment he was home in his room. Was he avoiding Shota? Was he afraid Shota would reject him like his mother had? (Then there was the possibility of Midoriya comparing Shota to his former teachers; Shota had heard enough to know those…individuals didn’t deserve their teaching licenses and wouldn’t have them for much longer if Hizashi and Tsukauchi had anything to say about it.)
Shota’s shoulders sagged. Had he given Midoriya a reason to doubt his intentions? No, that was thinking about it from the wrong direction. It was assuming Midoriya expected people to treat him well from the start, which he didn’t. Midoriya was used to everyone around him wanting something from him or wanting to hurt him; that was his normal before UA. Had Shota given Midoriya any reason to think he was different, that he was trustworthy, that he wouldn’t pick and choose what parts he liked and reject the rest? If even Inko had done it, why shouldn’t everyone else?
Shota thought he’d built a rapport with Midoriya. Shota had been training the kid for weeks now; he wouldn’t do that unless he saw potential and was invested in the kid doing well. But what if Midoriya didn’t see it that way? (Obviously, he didn’t if he was avoiding Shota so religiously.) Did…did Midoriya think Shota was only training him to help the others? Or worse, did he think Shota was only training him because Shota thought he’d make a good hero. If that was the case…With all the self-esteem problems Midoriya had, he was likely waiting for Shota to “realize” he wasn’t worth the effort. That mentality was painful to contemplate, but all too familiar. Shota hadn’t been so different his first year at UA.
Had Shota messed up his chances already?
Oguro rapped his knuckles against the table, drawing Shota’s attention out of himself. “That reaction right there? That’s a good thing. It means you care.” Oguro said. “Now you need to figure out how to get Midoriya to understand and believe it.”
Oguro gave him another chipped-tooth smile. “Just keep in mind that teenagers aren’t the best at reading between the lines, and they’re forgetful. Actions are probably your best bet. And keep them consistent. Keep reminding him that you’re there for him. Not because you’re obligated to be.”
Shota stared down into his coffee, wishing he knew how to make it seem so easy in his mind. He couldn’t help but see all the potential pitfalls. “You speak like you have experience.”
“It’s ‘cause I do. My daughter had a rebellious streak as a teenager. I…didn’t handle it well at first and almost couldn’t save her when it counted,” Oguro admitted, gazing down at his own drink. “You want my advice?”
“Yes.”
“Take this seriously. You’re a hero and a teacher, right? Well, you’re a parent now too, and that has to take precedence. You’re responsible for Midoriya’s life and well-being for the foreseeable future. Can you really call yourself a good hero or teacher if you don’t take care of the child in your own home?”
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They got the text on their way from Meguro ward to Minato ward where Giran was operating. He’d requested them for some analysis work, and they could always use the spending money. Plus, the broker had their new oxygen concentrator in. Izuku was focused on shoveling down their ochazuke when he saw the picture and stopped mid-chew to stare at a picture of himself asleep and covered in cats. He checked to make sure he had the right phone and only stared at it more once he confirmed it was his new vigilante phone.
Ekikyō took the opportunity to nudge Izuku aside and text back, “Awwww! They’re so cute! (The guy too!)”
Izuku’s brain didn’t reboot in time to stop his friend from hitting the send button, reducing him to vehement, but futile, protests. “Ekikyō, you're going to make him think I like myself!”
“Good, you should like yourself more.”
“Ekikyō!”
Hours later, they were jogging back to Aizawa’s apartment after a solid afternoon training with Hitoshi and Uraraka, and what Ekikyō had done was really sinking in. To make it worse, Eraserhead had replied with “The kid’s off-limits.” Izuku might just die of embarrassment.
Izuku was mortified. “I cannot believe you texted that to Eraserhead!”
Ekikyō just laughed at his misery. “Oh, come on, Izuku. It is pretty funny.”
“No. No, it really isn’t,” Izuku groused. And he’d wanted to sneak in a quick patrol tonight too, just to check in with Eraserhead on the arrests earlier in the week. They definitely weren’t doing that now. Izuku didn’t think he could stand to show his face around Eraser for a few days, at least.
Ekikyō seemed to pick up on what Izuku was thinking—a more common occurrence the past few days—and mentally nudged him. “Hey, maybe we can do some shopping tonight instead. You need a desk, chair, and voice changer, and we could stand to lay low for a while longer.”
Izuku pulled a face. Ekikyō did have a point about the desk and chair. Izuku had been lucky so far. It was only a matter of time before one of Izuku’s pens broke or leaked, and with him doing all of his homework on his bed…He grimaced at the thought.
Then there was the voice changer. Izuku had been debating one for a long time, but it had only recently become an urgent need. (No one paid attention to him as Deku; no one remembered his voice to recognize him in costume.) With his vigilante identity being broadcast everywhere this side of Japan, the risk of being found out was much higher. And, of course, his civilian identity living with the underground hero he regularly interacted with as Naisho…It was really a miracle Eraserhead hadn’t made a connection by now.
“It’s because you’re more confident as Naisho. You know you can handle yourself—for the most part—and it shows,” Ekikyō pointed out. “I think the only time you’ve ever been remotely confident as ‘Izuku’ was when you kicked the crap out of Bakugo on national television.”
Izuku blushed and ducked his head as he walked up the stairs to Aizawa’s apartment building. “I wasn’t going to let him ruin my friends’ chances of making it into the hero course!”
“See! There’s the steel backbone you show as Naisho. Only seems to come out when there’s someone else to defend,” Ekikyō said contemplatively.
“Yes, I’m aware. You were there when my therapist said self-worth is going to be a recurring topic in my sessions,” Izuku reminded his friend tiredly. He could understand the logic of himself being just as worthy of consideration and saving as anyone else, but it didn’t feel like he was. Something there refused to click.
Ekikyō gave him a firm internal hug. “I get it, kid. Believe me, I do. You’ll get there.” Izuku could practically hear the teasing smirk in his bodymate’s voice as he added, “And hey, most people don’t have the benefit of their best friend living inside their head and being able to call them out on their bullshit 24/7. It’s like you’re practically cheating at this whole mental health thing.”
Izuku had to slap a hand over his mouth to keep from laughing out loud at that. “True. I am so lucky to have you,” Izuku said sarcastically back.
Ekikyō laughed. “Aw, you’re sassing me. You’re finally growing up. If I had my eyes out right now, I’d wipe a fake tear from them.”
Izuku snorted and shook his head, switching his focus from his internal conversation to digging his copy of Aizawa’s apartment key out of his pocket. “I’m back!” he called as he stepped inside, quickly closing the door behind him to stop Maneki from making a break for it. Sometimes she forgot that she wasn’t a street cat anymore.
Izuku crouched to grab Maneki as she tried to dart past him to get at the door. He scooped her into his arms and scratched behind her ears until she gave up on escaping. “Maneki, where do you think you’re going? What’s an alleyway and a dumpster got on Aizawa’s home and the fish he pretends not to sneak you? Hm?”
Maneki blinked lazily at him and started purring, leaning into his fingers.
“Yeah, that’s what I thought,” Izuku said with a soft smile. His eyes moved from the cat’s now contented face to the patchy ring of scars around her neck. “You want to know a secret?” Izuku whispered to Maneki as he walked them to his room to gently set down his duffle bag. “Aizawa would probably just track you down and bring you home again if you ran off. He’s pretty attached to you.”
“And you’re not, Midoriya?” a voice asked behind them.
Izuku froze for a moment before relaxing and looking over his shoulder to see Aizawa standing in his doorway, arms crossed and face tucked into his capture weapon. The faintest hint of crinkling at the corners of his eyes was the only thing betraying his smile.
“W-well, yeah,” Izuku said sheepishly, eyes glancing away from the pro hero and teacher. “But she’s yours.”
Aizawa hummed. “I dunno, Problem Child. Pretty sure she’s claimed you, not me.”
Izuku was about to protest when Maneki leaned up to rub her head along his chin. Izuku fought down a blush, ducking his head to shush the traitorous cat. His attempt earned him a meow. “You are illegally cute. You know that, don’t you?”
Izuku was distracted from Maneki when Aizawa chuckled. Izuku and Ekikyō shot him a bewildered look. They’d heard him chuckle maybe once as Eraserhead, never as Aizawa.
Aizawa merely raised an eyebrow at them before turning and motioning with his head for them to follow him.
Confused and a little wary, they left their room. Izuku continued petting Maneki to distract himself. Aizawa didn’t seem like he was angry or tense or disappointed. And Izuku hadn’t done anything noteworthy recently to draw the man’s attention. (That was by design.) What did he want Izuku for?
They followed Aizawa into the living room and then to the kitchen. There were ingredients laid out all over the counter. They glanced between the food and Aizawa, uncertain what this was.
“Have you ever had homemade okonomiyaki?” Aizawa asked, rolling his sleeves up. He reached for a stained old apron while waiting for a response.
Izuku blinked. No, he had not made okonomiyaki before. A brief impression from Ekikyō said his friend had in the distant past and was interested in where this was going. Izuku shook his head.
“Would you like to learn?” Aizawa asked, holding out a second apron that Izuku was pretty he hadn’t seen before. It was newer, still had the fold lines in it from whatever packaging it came in, and had various vegetables decorating it.
Izuku’s eyes widened as he carefully took the apron. He nodded and gave Aizawa a tentative grin. “Sure.”
Outtakes:
Oguro: requests something iced and with minimal caffeine
Aizawa: “You disgust me.”
Oguro: “Listen here, whippersnapper. I’ve been electrocuted, defibrillated, and have spent years on narcotics for chronic pain. I don’t feel like testing if my heart’s gonna finally stop ticking today. I still got someone I owe a knuckle sandwich first.”
Aizawa: “Okay, okay! One froufrou excuse for a coffee coming right up.”
Oguro: “So, how’s your kid?”
Aizawa: bluescreens “He’s not my kid.”
Oguro: “Really?” presses X to doubt
Aizawa: “Really.”
Oguro: smirks and questions whether or not Izuku knows that Aizawa cares
Aizawa: bluescreens again but with more parental panic
Oguro: “There it is.”
Notes:
Iha: this name is habitational, from a place of this name in Okinawa ("that" or "waves")
Bōheki: protective + wallOguro is going to laugh so much when Aizawa figures out that he was duped into sending a picture of Naisho to Naisho.
If you think there are any parallels between Izuku and Maneki, they're totally fabricated. No idea what y'all are talking about. >.>
Favorite word I learned how to correctly spell while writing this chapter: froufrou. It looks so weird. xD
I would also like to thank Shiki for this beautiful bit of dialogue:
“Ekikyō, you're going to make him think I like myself!”
“Good, you should like yourself more.”
“Ekikyō!”
Chapter 56: When the Road Darkens
Summary:
“Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens.” –J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring
Notes:
Warning: brief blood and vomit (restricted to 1 paragraph; skip the 1 that starts "First triage and first aid" to avoid it.)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It was one of those nights. Izuku was restless, and his mind refused to shut off. He wanted to patrol, but…
“I could always put you to sleep,” Ekikyō reminded him.
Izuku scrunched up their nose. He didn’t want to constantly rely on Ekikyō for that. He couldn’t quite put his finger on why.
Thankfully, Ekikyō didn’t press. They paced a few more laps in their room before Ekikyō finally stopped them. “Just put your costume on and run a quick circuit on the other side of town to avoid Eraser. No one should be looking for you there. If you run into trouble, call it quits for the night. At least then we’ll have done something productive.” When Izuku hesitated still, Ekikyō pulled out the big guns. “I know you want to test out Mei’s new shoes.”
Izuku let himself be convinced. Really, he wanted to be responsible, but Ekikyō was such a bad influence.
“Uh huh, sure,” Ekikyō said, unimpressed.
They knelt and pulled the new box out from under their bed. They opened it while leaning away, just in case. When nothing immediately exploded, they examined the contents. Hatsume had leaned into the black theme they’d started with their spray-painted shoes, but when they turned one of the shoes over in their hands, greens, blues, and purples shone where the light caught. “They’re iridescent…” Izuku muttered in awe. “How…? Did she seriously invent a new paint just for this?” After marveling at the color for another minute, they noted all of the oddly overlapping metal plates. Those looked like they could do some serious damage if he kicked a person. (Ekikyō approved.)
They slipped the shoes on to test their fit; they were snug but comfortable, allowing plenty of room for their extra toe joint. The shoes were heavier than they expected, but given Hatsume’s influence, they were sure the weight would be worth it. Then they pulled out the little instruction booklet sitting in the bottom of the box. After skimming the directions, they laced up the shoes and tapped their heels together.
Mechanisms whirred, and the plates shifted. They watched with mixed trepidation and fascination as the plates aligned and started climbing their ankles and calves until they stopped just below the knee. According to Hatsume’s booklet, the greaves served both as armor and as shock absorbers when they freeran. One of the last plates slid over the shoes’ laces to keep them from catching on anything or coming untied while the shoes were in use.
Other features they looked forward to trying out were the “super” traction soles that should give them a solid grip even on wet or icy pavement, steel toes to protect them and give their kicks that extra oomph, and the boots were supposedly “hyper-durable.” They fully intended to stress test that feature.
“Well, don’t just stare at them all night. Move around. See if they pinch anywhere. And check if the motorcycle pants will fit over them.”
Izuku nodded. “It probably would be best to have these hidden. They actually look like support gear.”
A few minutes later they were fully dressed in their costume and synched up in a deep dive. They snuck out and made their way to the rooftops. They gave one last, longing look in the direction of the warehouse district before turning and heading the opposite way.
The only real landmark of interest in this direction was Hitoshi’s house. Maybe they could stop by and give their friend a heart attack while patrolling. They grinned at the mental image of Hitoshi surprised and flailing as he fell off of his bed. Then they grimaced, remembering how careful the boy had been to not wake his foster mother, how terrified he’d been of his foster father’s approaching footsteps. Maybe they shouldn’t tempt fate by startling him. But they could still check on him. Quietly.
Decision made, they shifted their course to take them past Hitsohi's block, leaping from a commercial building to a shorter residential one and barely feeling the two-story fall. Their landing was so much smoother and less jarring with the new shoes. 10/10 would recommend to another vigilante.
They were only three streets away from Hitoshi’s place when they paused on the lip of a building. There was something in the alley below them. They tilted their head as they listened and tried to see through the shadows. Slime crept from their skin and through the air ports in their costume to help. They finally picked up faint vibrations that sounded like a wheeze and a quiet cough. Whoever was down there was injured. Maybe they’d been mugged?
Naisho hooked a grappling hook to the roof’s edge and rappelled down, landing a few meters from their target. The person startled when Naisho’s shoes crunched broken glass and tried to move away. The movement was aborted as soon as it started, and the person groaned.
Naisho froze as they matched the sound to a memory of training in the park and pealing Hitoshi up off the ground after throwing him for the fifth time in ten minutes. Their heartrate sped up as they took a cautious step forward. “Hitoshi?”
The person stiffened for a moment before slumping against the alley wall. “‘Zuku?”
Naisho rushed forward and fell to their knees beside their friend. “We’re here…” They shook their head and pulled down their mask. “I’m here, Hitoshi.” Their mind split apart into Izuku and Ekikyō as they gently moved Hitoshi to lay in the light cast by the street lamp and surveyed the damage.
“What’re you doing here?” Hitoshi asked, voice slightly strained.
“Trying a new patrol route. It’s a good thing Ekikyō talked me into it, huh?” Izuku gave his friend as reassuring a grin as he could muster. “Just relax and let me check you over, okay?”
“Kay.”
Hitoshi at first glance didn’t look too bad. There were no visible injuries. If not for his friend’s pale, clammy skin and the way he wrapped one arm protectively around his abdomen, they might not have known any better. But they hadn’t trained under Eraserhead for ten months for nothing.
First, triage and first aid; he could do that. He started with checking Hitoshi for a concussion, then for broken ribs, as any threat to his brain or lungs was a serious concern. When everything turned up normal there, he gently pealed Hitoshi’s arm away from his torso to lift his friend’s shirt. What he saw made him grimace. There was a lot of bruising and swelling. His eyes lingered on one bruise that looked suspiciously like a boot print. Gentle prodding had Hitoshi hissing and gagging. Izuku hurriedly rolled Hitoshi onto his side and supported him while he vomited, grimacing again at the red tinge to the fluid that came up.
Izuku moved Hitoshi away from the mess and checked one more thing. He pressed down on one of Hitoshi’s fingernails and watched as the pink color slowly returned to the nail bed. Too slowly. “Damn it,” he swore softly.
“What?” Hitoshi asked.
Izuku gave his friend a pained expression as he fished his vigilante phone out of his pocket. “There’s a good chance you have internal bleeding. I’m calling an ambulance.”
“No!” Hitoshi protested, grabbing Izuku’s hand with his phone, then screwed his eyes shut at the pain the sudden movement had caused. “N-no hospital.”
Izuku begrudgingly accepted that. “What about Recovery Girl?” Eraserhead did owe him a favor. (The pro refused to accept saving their lives at the docks as repayment for the USJ since they “shouldn’t have been put in that position to begin with.”)
Hitoshi shook his head and swallowed, eyes pinched shut.
Izuku started getting nervous. “The underground clinic? Please, Hitoshi, this is serious. You need to be seen by someone, and please stay awake,” Izuku added, patting Hitoshi’s cheek. If Hitoshi passed out, Izuku was dragging his friend to a hospital whether he liked it or not. No one else was dying in an alleyway. Izuku’s second friend (and first one his own age) was not allowed to die on his watch.
Hitoshi scrunched up his face and tried to wave Izuku’s hand away, giving up halfway through the gesture with a hiss of pain. “Fine.”
Izuku let out a shaky exhale and sat back on his heels, debating how to best go about this. Cross’s clinic was halfway across town, and moving Hitoshi too much or the wrong way could make things worse. But he needed to get Hitoshi there as quickly as possible too. Izuku ignored the shaking in his hands as he bent to scoop up his friend. “I’m sorry; this might hurt.”
Ekikyō had been surprisingly quiet throughout Izuku’s evaluation of Hitoshi, but he spoke up now, “Wait.”
Izuku paused. Ekikyō grumbled to himself, and Izuku could feel the mixed concern and uncertainty coming off of his best friend. There was also resolution.
“Carrying him could jar something and make the bleeding worse, but there is a safer way.”
Izuku caught on immediately and asked, “Are you sure?”
“Yeah.”
The pair looked back down at Hitoshi who was watching them closely. “Ekikyō have as idea?” he guessed.
Izuku nodded. “Here, I’ll let him explain.”
Ekikyō took over and gave Hitoshi his trademark smile before starting. “Hey, kid. You’ve got us both real worried. Now, we could carry you, no sweat, but that’s risky with the shape you’re in, not to mention it’ll hurt like hell. The option I’m about to suggest is just that, an option. You don’t have to take it if you don’t want to.
“But…I could switch from possessing Izuku to possessing you. I can stop up internal bleeding and numb things for you until we get to the clinic or make you sleep for the trip if you prefer. You would feel pretty awful for a few hours while our immune systems settle, but you should be fine after that, depending on your injuries.”
Hitoshi stared at them with raised eyebrows without saying anything, and Izuku grew anxious (and a tad defensive). “I-it’s perfectly safe as long as you don’t panic during the possession process. Not gonna lie, it kinda burns the first time, and the immune response s-sucks. But a-afterward, he can speed up your healing. It’s a pretty good tradeoff all things consid—”
“Okay.”
Izuku blinked at Hitoshi. “What?”
“Okay,” Hitoshi repeated. “You trust Ekikyō, and if he wants to help…I trust him too. Just, um, how does this work?”
“Oh! Right. Well, Ekikyō will de-possess me first. His body’s kinda amorphous. Ah…you might…recognize him from the news?” Izuku grimaced. “I swear he’s not like that anymore, and he only was because of his quirk’s withdrawal effects getting worse two years ago. He hadn’t had a willing host for a solid decade before me.”
“Izuku.”
“Right, sorry.” Izuku smiled sheepishly and rubbed at the back of his neck. “A-anyway, he’ll de-possess me first. Um, it works best across mucous membranes, so throat and stomach primarily. You can breathe the whole time except for a few seconds at the beginning of a de-possession or the end of a possession. You’ll get why when you see. Ekikyō handles breath control for that part, so all you have to worry about is breathing slowly the rest of the time and not panicking. Panicking’s a good way to accidentally inhale some of him, and that’s not fun.” Izuku scrunched up his nose, recalling his bout of pneumonia.
Hitoshi scrutinized them for a few seconds more before sighing. “Let’s get it over with then.”
They nodded before moving to sit against the alley wall a few meters away but still in Hitoshi’s line of sight. Then they got to de-possessing. Izuku mostly kept his eyes closed and pretended his friend/maybe crush wasn’t watching. Quirks, what was his life?
Once they were fully separated, Izuku took a deep breath and opened his eyes, hazarding a glance at Hitoshi. Hitoshi for his part was staring at Ekikyō with a slightly nauseated expression.
Ekikyō waved a tendril of slime and said, “Hey.”
That seemed to snap Hitoshi out of his stupor. “What the fuck? How on earth did you fit inside Izuku? He’s a shrimp.”
Izuku sputtered. “I am not!”
Ekikyō laughed before grinning. “As Izuku would say, ‘quirk bullshit.’ I can compress my slime quite a bit. Izuku’s a pretty comfortable fit these days; you should have seen how tiny he was in middle school.” He ignored Izuku trying to punch him and asked a little more hesitantly, “You having second thoughts?”
Hitoshi shook his head, expression returning to normal. “Nah, I’m already committed.”
Izuku gave up getting revenge for the tiny comment and scooched over to sit beside Hitoshi. He grabbed his friend’s trembling hand and gave it a reassuring squeeze. “I’ll be right here the whole time, okay?”
Hitoshi squeezed back and said in as deadpan a voice as ever, “Let’s get this show on the road and all that jazz.”
Ekikyō sidled over and wrapped some slime around Hitoshi’s chest and arms before getting started. Two minutes later, Hitoshi and Ekikyō released their death grip on Izuku’s hand and cleared their throat. “Oh, that was weird. I get what you mean about the burning. Ugh.”
Izuku chuckled. “Yeah, it gets worse before it gets better. I usually let Ekikyō knock me out for the whole acclimation time.” He turned off his oxygen concentrator while waiting for his friends to feel up to walking.
“I thought…” Hitoshi stopped for a second, expression shifting to blank then surprised. Izuku guessed meant he was talking to Ekikyō. “Wait, you’re going to have to go through this again because he’s helping me? Izuku!”
“If a few hours of discomfort are the price I pay to make sure my first friend my age lives, then I’ll pay it gladly,” Izuku insisted. “What’s the damage report, Ekikyō? Is he safe to move?”
Hitoshi’s expression shifted to something smug and haughty that didn’t look quite right on the boy. Ekikyō said in Hitoshi’s voice, “Yeah, it’s safe. He’s pretty banged up in here though. I don’t think there’s a single organ in his abdomen that isn’t bruised, but I’ve got the bleeding stopped for now. What the hell happened, kid?”
Ekikyō could have just asked Hitoshi mentally, so asking it out loud probably meant he wanted Izuku to think about the question too. Izuku’s eyes narrowed. “Was it your foster dad?”
Hitoshi flinched at the question and slowly, carefully sat up. When he seemed to feel no pain, his shoulders relaxed. “He wouldn’t go this far. It…it wasn’t just him.”
Izuku helped Hitoshi to his feet and hovered while his friend found his balance. “What do you mean? Who else?” Izuku wasn’t quite sure what he intended to do with any names, but he didn’t think it would be something he’d regret.
They slowly walked out of the alley while Hitoshi collected himself. Or argued with Ekikyō. It could have been either. It wasn’t until they reached the end of that block that Hitoshi finally spoke up again. “Some kids from my middle school watched the Sports Festival and saw me. They figured out my route home, and because UA’s classes let out later than general schools’, they had time to run over from theirs and lay in wait for me. I avoided them the first few times they tried. They caught me Friday. Then Dad got back from his trip today.”
Izuku ground his teeth as they walked in silence. He wondered how hard it would be to hack into the local traffic cameras or the business’s security cameras. He wondered how long they kept backlogged footage. What were the chances those bullies were stupid enough to get caught on camera? What would happen if he anonymously sent that footage to Detective Tsukauchi? Their parents? Their high school’s principle? Nezu? They were the easy ones. What could Izuku hope to do about Hitoshi’s foster dad? Maybe the guy was doing something else illegal that Izuku could find evidence for? He had so many questions, but he could explore them in detail later.
“Was it the same ones from last year?” he asked instead.
“The two you beat and tied up are still in juvie. The coward and a few others found a new hotshot to follow around at his high school, I think. I didn’t recognize the leader of the group anyway.”
Izuku bit down on his anger and pushed it aside for now. He needed to get Hitoshi to Cross now. He could figure out justice later.
After a few more minutes Hitoshi and Ekikyō stopped and flexed their hands. “Hitoshi decided to take the out. The fever was starting to edge him toward a migraine, and I can’t really help with those,” Ekikyō said in Hitoshi’s voice as he shrugged. “Just give me a minute. I learned my lesson with the Iida kid.”
Izuku obliged, waiting while Ekikyō took a few stilted steps as Hitoshi. After a handful he seemed to figure out Hitoshi’s stride and balance. “Alright, let’s go.”
The rest of the walk to Cross’s clinic consisted of awkward silence punctuated by Izuku’s vigilante phone vibrating as he texted back and forth with the doctor to tell him what to expect. Having Ekikyō with him but in another person was beyond weird. Izuku kept expecting to hear Ekikyō’s voice in his head or caught himself trying to reach for his friend mentally. The constant reaction and tug of the slime under his skin was disconcerting too.
Wait… “Ekikyō?”
“Hm?”
“How long do you think it’ll take for the slime you left in Iida to go away?”
Ekikyō frowned with Hitoshi’s face. “Not sure. I left as little as possible, and his injury was pretty extensive. It might have all gotten used up healing that depending on how it interacted with any healing quirks used.” He pointed a finger at Izuku. “When you had your shoulder burn, you had less left in your system than usual, so I’d bet he has not much or none by now. Why?”
“Because Hitoshi is in the same class as Iida.”
Ekikyō tilted Hitoshi’s head and frowned. His eyes shot wide when he got it. “Oh. That could be bad. He’ll be able to feel me.”
Izuku nodded, expression grim. They needed a plan. He focused on that the rest of the trip. As the clinic’s warehouse came into view, Izuku snapped his fingers. “Okay, here’s the plan: you and Hitoshi take tomorrow, maybe two days, off. Do your voice altering thing to call him out sick. I’ll poke around 1-A, saying I’m there to collect Hitoshi’s homework and see if Iida reacts to me, since I have some of your slime left. It’s not foolproof, but it’ll at least let us know how bad things might be. If he does react to me, I can try to desensitize him to it by hanging around 1-A a lot. Hopefully, he’ll write it off by the time you two come back to school.” Izuku didn’t like the idea of being so close to Bakugo, but he valued Ekikyō’s freedom and his and Hitoshi’s safety more. He could deal with being chased by Bakugo once or twice if it meant his friends would be safe.
“That might work, but how do you know Aizawa won’t have the class rep or Uraraka bring us our schoolwork? It makes more sense for it to be someone from our class.”
Oh, that was weird. Hearing Ekikyō use “us” and “our” with someone else was strange, and Izuku did not know how to process it. He shoved the matter aside and focused back on the problem at hand. “Easy. Say Hitoshi has the flu or something else highly contagious. I’ll wear a mask tomorrow to help sell it. Oh! And tell whoever you speak to that Hitoshi lost his id badge while fever addled. Anyway, when I go to pick up your homework, I’ll say I was already exposed and know where you live. Hitoshi’s pretty private; everyone knows that. I shouldn’t have much trouble getting them to believe he doesn’t really want anyone else over.”
They knocked on the door to the clinic while hashing out the finer details. Once they were inside, Izuku had the unique experience of being told to stay in the waiting room. He wondered if this was what Eraserhead felt like earlier in the week: anxious and antsy. The frequent shifting of the slime in his blood didn’t help.
Ten minutes later, he was allowed into the room. Ekikyō as Hitoshi was seated on the exam table with their shirt off. Izuku’s eyes lingered on their swollen and heavily bruised abdomen. It looked so much worse in the doctor’s office lighting. Cross was busily writing some notes on a clipboard.
Cross glanced Izuku’s way as he entered and nodded a greeting. “Thank you, both of you, for convincing Shinso to come in. He and Ekikyō will need to stay for a few hours, so I can supervise them. And they are not to go back to the home this—” He gestured at the bruising. “—happened in for at least a day. I’d be happier if they never did. I have half a mind to call an anonymous tip in to police or CPS.”
Cross shook his head exasperatedly; everyone in the room knew Hitoshi wouldn’t go for it. They couldn’t afford to alienate Hitoshi when the boy was so injured and in need of medical care. “Once Ekikyō has settled in properly, I’d like to go in and suture one or two places to reduce the amount of scar tissue Shinso will have. Too much scar tissue could cause strictures on the damaged blood vessels when the scar starts shrinking, and we still don’t know how scars with Ekikyō’s slime incorporated fare after prolonged de-possession,” he added, looking pointedly at Izuku’s shoulder. “The scars might lose their unique elasticity or weaken and risk reopening.”
Izuku rubbed at his shoulder. The scar was perpetually numb, but his fingers could feel the odd rubbery quality of the tissue whenever he checked it with his shirt off. Something like that on a vein or artery probably wouldn’t be the best. He made a mental note to pass that warning along to Aizawa. Iida had had a rather important artery repaired by Ekikyō. He should probably have that monitored at best or reconstructed at worst.
“Now, before you leave,” Cross said, drawing Izuku from his thoughts. “Let me give you a once over too. Ekikyō already told me about the irritation from that quirk spreading to your spine and brain.”
Izuku put up with a long string of tests geared toward testing his neurologic functions: reflex and balance checks, vision tests, reciting tongue twisters, answering memory questions, and being poked and prodded for signs of any loss of sensation. The works, basically. Everything seemed to check out alright, though Cross stared at Izuku’s head with his quirk active for an awfully long time before finally declaring Izuku fine.
“You should get heading back, Izuku,” Ekikyō said, pulling Hitoshi’s shirt back over their head. They were sweating, and their skin looked a sickly pale even worse than when they were in the alley. “The doc will take good care of us. We’ll text you in the morning with that ‘sick’ text and send an actual update to your vigilante number.”
Izuku really didn’t want to leave, but he said his goodbyes and walked out anyway. It felt like a piece of him stayed behind in that waiting room.
Outtakes:
Ekikyō (possessing Shinso): “I know Izuku likes Shinso, and now I’m possessing Shinso. Do you have any idea how hard it’s going to be not to spill the beans while I’m in here? I don’t want to deal with all the hormonal pining and bullshit, but I also don’t want to betray Izuku’s trust, ya know?”
Cross: wrist-deep in Shinso’s abdomen suturing a blood vessel on their spleen and regretting not knocking Ekikyō out for this “Hm, sucks to be you.”
Cheshire: squeals “Ah, young love. Tell me more!”
Iida on Tuesday: chatting with Momo at the end of class until he feels an odd tug and the vague sensation of being watched “Midoriya’s behind me again, isn’t he?”
Momo: glances behind Iida before nodding
Iida: sighs, thinking about what an odd quirk the boy must have to set off that feeling in some people but not others “Hello again, Midoriya; how may I help you?”
Izuku: “Just picking up the notes for Hero Law and Ethics.” grabs notes from Uraraka
Bakugo: freezes when he hears Izuku’s voice and turns around slowly “Deku…”
Izuku: “And that’s my cue to leave.” bolts out of 1-A with Bakugo on his heels
Notes:
Yes, pressing on a nail bed (or a mucous membrane) to watch the tissue blanch and refill with blood is a thing. It's called capillary refill time.
Chapter 57: Home is Where
Summary:
“Home is where you feel loved, appreciated, and safe.” –Tracey Taylor
Notes:
Yes, the title is a reference to a friend's fic. 12/10 would recommend "Home is Where" by JoWiththeFlow.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Ekikyō had experienced worse possessions. Shinso wasn’t that bad compared to any of the unwilling ones from the last two years. He wasn’t sure off-hand if the Iida kid was better or worse. His mutations had been fairly straightforward at least. Shinso’s mutations were in his larynx, brain, and several nerves running between the two that Ekikyō had never encountered in other hosts. He was reasonably afraid of touching those nerves or the kid’s brain after the initial acclimation. Brains were incredibly touchy, and Ekikyō was glad this wasn’t going to be a long-term arrangement.
Cross thought they should be in the clear to separate on Wednesday, Thursday at the latest. That gave Hitoshi’s body time to start healing from the beating it took and the surgery to repair the leaky blood vessels on his spleen and intestine. It also gave Ekikyō time to recoup some of the energy spent acclimating to a new host and speeding up the healing process.
Really, Shinso wasn’t that bad. Ekikyō still preferred Izuku. It was just weird having to keep secrets from a host again (well, more secrets) and not having the way their brain worked figured out. He’d gotten used to Izuku enough that he could predict the kid’s responses most of the time and read his smallest mood changes.
And for the first time in a long time, Ekikyō had to remind himself not to take over and do things without asking. That was honestly the hardest adjustment. Just like Ekikyō had gotten adept at reading Izuku, Izuku had gotten good at reading Ekikyō and knowing when Ekikyō wanted to do something. After they’d established their boundaries, the kid had never complained or begrudged, instead shifting aside to share or surrender control almost before Ekikyō could move to take it.
Shinso didn’t have that sense or trust (yet). Sudden loss of control freaked Shinso out. He was still cool with Ekikyō doing things, but he needed to give the guy a more blatant heads up and wait for consent before pushing Shinso aside and sliding into the driver’s seat.
It was a learning process.
By the time they returned to UA on Wednesday, they’d about figured out how to not step on each other’s metaphorical toes. They were definitely looking forward to their last check-up with Cross that evening though. They just needed to get through the day first.
Ekikyō stayed on guard throughout their classes, unwilling to let their walls down in the same room as Bakugo. Shinso tried to reassure him that the explosive blonde had never tried anything on him or Uraraka, but Ekikyō couldn’t completely ignore him. He remembered Izuku’s scars and flinches and absent stares at rooftops too much for that. Shinso must have caught a hint of his thought process, because the heroics student didn’t try to stop him from idly plotting revenge.
(Izuku had said in one of his notebooks that Bakugo hated spiders. Hadn’t Ekikyō met that one chick in Osaka who could control arachnids? Or was it insects? He might have to look into that.)
Classes passed without much of a fuss until the last period before lunch. Bakugo was called out to go to the principal’s office halfway through class and didn’t return by the time class ended. They didn’t think anything of it until they fell into step beside Uraraka and walked out of the classroom only to be stopped by Aizawa standing outside the door. “You two,” he said, pointing at them and Uraraka. “With me.”
Once they were secluded in Aizawa’s office, the man sighed. “Has Midoriya told you anything about the cases on his behalf?”
“Just that he’s a…ward of UA now,” Shinso said, side-eyeing Uraraka. She didn’t know about Aizawa being Izuku’s guardian.
Uraraka nodded. “Yeah, something was going on between him and his mom, and he’s been removed from her care because of it. Why? Is he okay?”
Aizawa held up a hand to forestall further questions. “Midoriya is fine. That’s not why I pulled you two aside. Normally, I wouldn’t tell you anything I’m about to, but because you’re his friends, you’re likely to tell him unless I warn you not to. There is a case against his mother, but there is also a case against his middle school and, as of this morning, a case against Bakugo.”
Uraraka gasped and put her hands over her mouth. Shinso’s eyes widened comically, but his expression remained the same otherwise. Ekikyō suppressed his own vindictive glee.
“Bakugo has been temporarily moved from 1-A to 1-C pending that investigation and trial, but there’s enough evidence he isn’t likely to be returning. And if he’s found guilty…” Aizawa smiled one of his not-so-nice smiles.
They got the picture. If Bakugo was convicted, he wouldn’t be at UA anymore, either because he was expelled or because he was serving time. “And you don’t want us to tell Izuku, because he’ll try to poke his nose into it or do something stupid like try to talk to Bakugo,” Shinso concluded.
Aizawa nodded. “I’ll speak to Midoriya after school when he’ll have time and space to process, but I want you two to not tell him until I get that chance. The rest of 1-A will be hearing about the move after lunch.”
Ekikyō nudged at Shinso, and Shinso obligingly shifted aside. “He’s not going to take this well,” Ekikyō warned with Shinso’s voice.
Aizawa sighed. “Sadly, that’s expected in cases of suspected abuse. I’ll handle it.”
They nodded and ceded control back to Shinso. “So…I take it training’s canceled today?”
Aizawa narrowed his eyes at Shinso. “Take it as a rest day. I’ll make you run suicide sprints tomorrow to make up for it.”
Uraraka and Shinso both groaned. Ekikyō laughed once. “Just be glad I’ll be out of your hair by then. Hasn’t been a problem yet, but you’ll tire quicker with me in here.”
Shinso sent him the impression of a question before seeming to get it. “Oh! That’s why Izuku wiped out so early in training after you showed up.”
“Mhm. Oh, you should warn Aizawa to talk to Todoroki too. He knows about Bakugo.”
“Wait, what?! Well, that does explain how…extra cold Todoroki’s been to Bakugo lately. But how did he…when…?” Shinso blinked a few times before catching Aizawa’s eye.
Something in their expression must have given away that they wanted to say something, because Aizawa asked, “Yes, Shinso?”
“Um…you might want to have this talk with Todoroki too. I’m not sure how, but I think he knows about Bakugo. He’s been joining our group for lunch the last week or so, and he’s been shooting Bakugo looks.”
Aizawa rubbed a hand over his eyes. “All my Problem Children in one basket, huh? Figures. I’ll catch him on his way into class. If I pull him from your lunch table, Midoriya will know something’s up.”
With that, they were dismissed. After the wait for the lunch line, Shinso and Uraraka headed for the library. Izuku, Hatsume, and Todoroki were already there. Todoroki raised an eyebrow at them as he slurped his soba noodles. (Seriously, did the guy ever eat anything else?)
Izuku spotted them next and beamed, waiving. “Hey, guys, everything okay? Todoroki mentioned Aizawa held you back after class.”
Ekikyō was all set to help Shinso lie, but Uraraka surprised them both by jumping in before they needed to, “Yeah! He was just checking how we were settling in; it’s been a few weeks since the transfer.”
Izuku tilted his head ever so slightly. Ekikyō recognized the gesture to mean Izuku wasn’t entirely fooled but couldn’t quite sus out why Uraraka was lying. “Oh, that’s…nice of him?” Clearly uncomfortable with the situation, but unwilling to call his friend out, Izuku pulled a classic move: the abrupt topic change, “Oh, hey, did you guys get assigned that paper in Kayama-sensei’s class too? What topic are you going to use?”
Ekikyō let the conversation wash over him, taking the relative safety of lunch break as an opportunity to check on Shinso’s progress healing. With the influx of nutrients, he needed to know where to focus repairs while he was still here. He wanted the kid in as good of shape as possible when he de-possessed him.
The conversation made pleasant background noise, and Ekikyō ignored it. Right up until he felt annoyance and a hint of anger from Shinso. Ekikyō tuned in in time to overhear the kid think, “Why does he always do that?”
“Do what?” Ekikyō asked.
Shinso twitched, caught off-guard by the question. The kid got wrapped up enough in whatever it was to forget Ekikyō was here. He relaxed a second later and answered, “He keeps talking and acting like he’s stupid when he’s literally one of the three smartest people in our year.”
Ekikyō hummed and ignored Shinso’s slight shudder. “How much do you know about what Izuku’s life was like before UA?”
“Not much? I know it wasn’t great. He had to deal with Bakugo.”
“Yeah, but it wasn’t just Bakugo.” Ekikyō debated how much to say. He didn’t want to betray Izuku’s trust, but Shinso needed to understand this. Otherwise, the two were going to end up fighting about it at some point, and that would arguably hurt both of them (but especially Izuku) more. “He had no one in his corner before he and I worked out our deal. The first time I stood up to his bullies for him, he dissociated for a few hours. The idea of him going a day without being hurt was that foreign to him. And the teachers weren’t any better. Several went out of their way to make his life worse, be that stirring up Izuku’s bullies or purposely screwing with his grades. For ten years he was the kid who could never get an A or B no matter how hard he tried.”
Shinso chewed on that for a while. “He…genuinely believes he’s not smart?”
“In analysis? Not anymore. In school? Yes. It took months to get him confident enough in his analysis to offer it to others, so have patience with him. We’re working on the whole self-worth thing. If you could reinforce things now and then, it would help.”
Something warm and determined welled up in Shinso. “It’s no skin off my back. You already know I like to tell it as it is. I don’t mind telling Izuku how terrifyingly smart he is every now and then.”
Ekikyō took a few seconds to place the warm, gooey feeling seeping through his current host. “Oh, you like him back.”
“What?”
Ekikyō froze. “Shit. You weren’t supposed to hear that.”
“Ekikyō, unfreeze me! And what do you mean, ‘like him back?’”
Ekikyō released his accidentally gained control of Shinso’s muscles, shooting the teen a wordless apology. This was exactly what Ekikyō was afraid would happen. Damn it! Izuku was still coming to terms with the fact he liked someone, and here Ekikyō was spilling the beans to the person Izuku liked.
…And judging by Shinso’s stunned silence he picked up on more of that than Ekikyō intended. Their separate panics resonated and fed off of each other as they fought to maintain their cool façade.
The bell rang, giving them a brief distraction. They woodenly picked up their lunch tray and walked toward the door, not noticing the worried looks Izuku sent their way. They didn’t notice how Izuku fell into step beside them or how the green-haired boy gestured for the others to keep going until it was just the two—three—of them.
Izuku snapped them out of their feedback loop by grabbing their arm and quietly asking, “Hey, are you two okay? I can cover for you if you need to leave and go see Cross.”
“Shinso likes you back!” Ekikyō blurted out as if spilling Shinso’s secret to Izuku would make up for spilling Izuku’s to Shinso.
Shinso wrested control back and sputtered, “I-I mean—I well…” He coughed, blushing from ear tip to collar bone as he looked everywhere except Izuku. “He’s not wrong…”
Ekikyō gave the kid some credit; he was owning up to it. Ekikyō respected that. And he could feel something fierce under the warm feeling Shinso got whenever he glanced at Izuku. If anyone could convince Izuku he was worth caring about, potentially more than caring about, it was Shinso. This kid was just as stubborn as Izuku.
Izuku’s eyes shot wide, and he started panicking and stuttering too. Great. Perfect. Lovely. Both boys were blushing horribly now, and Ekikyō just remembered to get Shinso’s under control when they heard a set of footsteps approaching.
Briar-sensei rounded the corner and took one look at the scene before smiling smugly. “I was wondering how long it would take for something to happen. I’m happy for you two. Just remember, if you ever have any questions, ask Kayama or Yamada.” She winked at them before continuing on.
Ekikyō couldn’t help it; he started laughing in Shinso’s head.
Apparently, the prospect of someone laughing at him was what Shinso needed to break out of his embarrassment. The boy glared at a spot on the wall, but both of them knew who the kid was actually glaring at. “Shut!”
“I’m not saying anything,” Ekikyō insisted.
“You’re thinking it.”
Izuku interrupted their not-quite-a-fight, “Okay, I see what you mean about being able to tell when we’re arguing. This is really weird to watch from the outside.”
Ekikyō and Shinso looked at Izuku. He was still blushing a little, and Shinso’s heart did something funny at the sight of his shy smile. Shinso hid the feeling under a smug mask. “Yeah? Welcome to the club. Pretty sure we’re all weird here.”
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Izuku couldn’t stop grinning as he packed up his school supplies. His last class with Nezu had wrapped up, he’d handed in his analysis assignment on 1-A and 1-B, and Ekikyō should be rejoining him either today or tomorrow. And Shinso liked him. That totally wasn’t responsible for the majority of his happiness. Nope. Not at all.
“Oh, Midoriya?”
“Hm?” Izuku looked up at Nezu-sensei.
“Stay a moment. Aizawa is on his way up.”
Izuku’s grin sank into a frown, picking up on something in the air and the angle of Nezu’s ears and whiskers. “Sensei?”
Nezu gave him a sad smile. “It’ll be alright, Midoriya. Let Aizawa explain.”
That only made Izuku worry more. Had he done something wrong? Was this about his staying with Aizawa? Did Aizawa not want him anymore? Too many questions circled in Izuku’s mind like a flock of hungry buzzards.
He slowly packed the rest of his things, eyes occasionally flitting between the door and Nezu. His watch vibrated—a warning that his vitals were getting close to a level where an alarm would trigger. (Hound Dog had suggested he set that feature up to let him know when he was spiraling and give him a chance to pull himself back from the edge before he was too far gone.) Izuku closed his eyes and took a deep breath, counting off the seconds between inhaling and exhaling and refusing to think about what-ifs. The vibrations stopped, but Izuku kept up the breathing exercise a minute longer, only stopping when he heard Nezu’s door click open.
“Aizawa,” Nezu greeted.
Izuku opened his eyes and looked between his teacher and his guardian. “What’s going on?” he asked, voice a bit smaller than he wanted.
Aizawa’s eyes snapped to Izuku and softened ever so slightly. “You’re not in trouble, Problem Child,” he assured as he took a seat next to Izuku on the couch instead of the armchair he tended to favor.
Izuku nodded but couldn’t quite shake the tension coiling through his chest and shoulders. (A part of him wished Ekikyō was here, comforting mental presence, internal hugs, manually regulated heartbeat and all.) He tried to make himself relax visibly but thought he didn’t do a very good job of it. It didn’t seem to fool Aizawa, anyway.
“I’m sorry to spring this on you, Midoriya, but do you remember when Nezu talked to you about what would happen when the investigations progressed to the point of pressing charges?”
Izuku vaguely recalled that, but he’d mostly been asking about the case with his mom at the time. And that had already come to pass.
Aizawa continued, “Well, all of them have reached that point, and we need to tell you a few things, so you won’t be blindsided later.”
“He means if other students or a member of the press asks you,” Nezu chimed in when Izuku only furrowed his eyebrows.
Aizawa huffed. “Or if you see the case on the news, which is likely. Nezu is taking great pleasure in ripping Aldera Middle School and its staff apart, and reporters are just as bad as sharks when there’s blood in the water.”
Nezu gave a sharp, completely unrepentant grin.
“M-my middle school?” Izuku asked. He’d known on some level that they were being investigated, but he’d honestly not expected it to go anywhere. Trying to report things never had before.
Aizawa’s hand found Izuku’s shoulder. “Yes, Midoriya. What they did was wrong on multiple levels, and they weren’t doing it to only you.” At Midoriya’s widening eyes, Aizawa squeezed his shoulder. “They won’t be getting away with it any longer though. We’ll do our best to keep your name and the names of the other victims out of the news, but you know how reporters are. If anyone asks you about it, get their name and tell me, but don’t say anything else to them. We’ll take care of it.”
Izuku nodded, swallowing. Okay, that…this wasn’t so bad. He wasn’t sure what he’d expected, but with how little Izuku was out in public alone (outside of his daily runs) he was pretty sure he could deal with a few nosy reporters. He had memorized most of the decent hidey holes and escape routes this side of Musutafu anyway; if worse came to worst, he could lose them easily enough.
“Okay,” he said, relaxing for real as he met Aizawa’s eyes. I can do that. “Is there anything else?” Judging by the grim set of Aizawa’s jaw, there was.
“That…wasn’t the only ongoing case. Yes, there’s the case with your mother, but there’s one more.”
Nezu spoke up here, “It was my decision not to tell you until now out of concern for your mental health at the time, but now you need to know.”
Izuku frowned again. “What is it?”
Aizawa sighed. “The last case was against Bakugo Katsuki. Formal charges were pressed this morning.”
“What?!” Izuku asked. This…this couldn’t be real. Could it? This had to be some sort of joke, right? Izuku felt Aizawa’s hand squeeze his shoulder again and distantly wondered if he’d been mumbling.
“No, Problem Child, it’s no joke. When gathering evidence for the Aldera case, the team got a lot of security footage from the school. Bakugo was in plenty of it, we have definitive proof that he’s used his quirk to injure you multiple times, and his hand dimensions from the start of term match the scar on your shoulder,” Aizawa said, gaze shifting away from Izuku’s eyes long enough to land on his shoulder before returning.
Izuku’s scars itched, and he didn’t stop himself from reaching up to grip his left shoulder over the handprint branded there. “But I’m—”
“No buts, kid,” Aizawa said, voice as soft as when he lured Maneki out from under that dumpster. “It makes no difference if he hurt you or someone else, if the person he hurt has a quirk or not. It’s still wrong, he knew better, and he’ll be held accountable for it.” Aizawa hesitated for a moment before carefully pulling Izuku into a hug. “It’ll be okay, kid.”
Izuku felt strong arms wrap around him, and Izuku, equally hesitant, let himself sink into it. After a few moments, he shifted his grip from his knees to the back of Aizawa’s costume and pressed his face into the man’s capture weapon. “It won’t though,” he said, voice partially muffled by the material strong enough to stop villains. “He’s supposed to become the greatest hero. He promised.”
The sky was blue, gravity made objects fall, and Bakugo was going to be the greatest hero. Bakugo was mean and cruel and never had been Izuku’s friend, but he always kept his word. (Except at the Sports Festival, a traitorous voice in the back of Izuku’s head reminded him. The blonde had claimed he would win but lost to Hitoshi.)
This couldn’t happen. Even if Bakugo wasn’t convicted—and that seemed a slim chance given they had Aldera’s video footage—this would show on his record. How could Bakugo become Number One like he’d promised if this got out? And if he was convicted? No hero school in the country would touch him. Not only would Bakugo not be Number One, he wouldn’t be a hero at all.
And it would be Izuku’s fault.
Too many thoughts raced through Izuku’s mind. He almost didn’t hear what Aizawa said next.
“He’s not convicted yet, Problem Child, and if he is, it’ll be because of his own choices and actions, not because of anything you did.”
Izuku wanted to argue, but Aizawa’s arms tightened around him as the pro continued, “Did he score well on the entrance exam?”
Confused, Izuku nodded.
“A sizeable section on the written test covered quirk law, and you’re right, he did well. Nezu checked. Bakugo didn’t lose a single point on that part of the exam, even on the questions regarding civilian quirk use. He knew better, Midoriya. He simply chose to ignore the law.”
“But—"
“Did you tell him to burn you?”
Izuku sniffed and shook his head. “But I kept getting in his way…”
“No, you didn’t,” Aizawa gently countered, rubbing a hand along Izuku’s spine. “You actively tried to stay away from him in all that footage. And even if you did get in his way, that doesn’t mean you deserve to be punched or kicked or burned or belittled. Or suicide baited.”
Izuku tensed. They’d seen that? They knew? Izuku started shaking, struggling to keep his tears at bay.
“You don’t have to go through that anymore, Midoriya. Izuku.”
Izuku stilled at the man’s use of his given name, everything else momentarily forgotten. He blinked owlishly, vision watery as he looked up at Aizawa.
“I won’t let him hurt you. I’ll do my best to keep anyone from hurting you again, Izuku. That includes you,” he added with a wry, almost teasing grin.
Izuku let out a small, silent laugh. Ekikyō told him the same thing. Izuku buried his face in Aizawa’s capture weapon again, wishing once more that his best friend was here as tears began to fall. This was all so much.
“I want to see you safe and thriving, Izuku. Even if you weren’t my responsibility and ward, I’d want to see what places you end up going with that big brain and heart of yours. With that in mind…” The pro hesitated a moment before finishing his sentence, “I filed a restraining order against Bakugo.”
“What?!” Izuku jerked away from Aizawa to stare wide-eyed at him. He wasn’t sure if he felt more indignant or relieved or ashamed. Whatever it was, it was overwhelming. “W-why would you…how? What even…” Izuku’s thoughts refused to translate, and he scrunched his face up in frustration. He lowered his head into his hands and grabbed fistfuls of hair as the Midoriya tears started in earnest. This wasn’t what he wanted. (Was it?)
Calloused hands carefully disentangled Izuku’s fingers from his curls. Aizawa held onto one of his hands afterward, running soothing circles over the back of his hand with his thumb. The man used his other arm to guide Izuku back into a hug.
Izuku fought for breath through his tears, distantly feeling his watch vibrate again. He couldn’t bring himself to care or focus on the rumble of words under his ear pressed to Aizawa’s chest. He didn’t want to deal with this right now. He couldn’t. He… He didn’t have to.
Without thinking about it further, Izuku pulled away mentally, letting his connection to his senses sever one by one until he was alone in his mind. Alone. The knot in his chest twisted at the reminder. Ekikyō wasn’t here. There was no one here to comfort him or push him down into the dark for a break. Izuku felt like his mangled mix of emotions might choke him. He didn’t bother trying to name them, but they were all burning ash and barbed wire winding too-tight through his heart and lungs, scorching and cutting with every movement.
A fresh wave of shame had Izuku curling in on himself even more. He was a coward. He couldn’t handle something upsetting and ran to get away from it.
On instinct, Izuku reached out, half-expecting to feel the familiar brush of his friend’s mind. His wordless plea was met with empty silence. The loneliness ached in all the spaces the ash and barbed wire didn’t reach.
Notes:
The idea of Izuku trying to mentally step back when Ekikyō isn't there is from Shiki. Totally blame the angst on them, not me. :3
Chapter 58: Difficult Conversations
Summary:
“Difficult conversations are the most important ones. Things we find hard to explain are the most worthwhile. Unfortunate circumstances are actually life-defining moments. So, we shouldn’t surrender ourselves to the illusion of easy course. Let’s go around an extra mile across the turning point of the road.” –Naim Eeman
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Shota knew Izuku wasn’t going to take the news well, but he’d been the unfortunate bearer of bad news plenty of times in the past. He knew how to handle emotionally distraught students. Izuku being his ward, essentially his foster son, made things more complicated and painful, required more care and a personal touch. Still, he was confident he had it handled. Right up until Izuku went from clinging to him and sobbing to limp and quiet in the space of a few seconds.
“Kid?” Shota shifted Izuku to lean against the back of the sofa, so he could get a look at the boy’s face. His eyes were open but unfocused and continued to leak unnervingly silent tears. His breathing was too fast and a little too shallow for Shota’s comfort. And worst of all? The teenager was unresponsive.
Shota ran through everything he could think of to ground the kid, but nothing seemed to work. It was like Izuku had completely checked out. He shot Nezu a concerned look. Then both of their phones blared loudly as they received the same message. Izuku’s vitals had gotten out of hand enough to set off his tracker.
“I’ll page Recovery Girl,” Nezu said, rapidly typing on his computer.
“And I’ll call Nemuri.” If Izuku didn’t come out of this episode on his own soon, they’d likely need to sedate him. It would be cruel to wait for his panic attack to make him pass out.
The ladies arrived at the same time, though Midnight was more winded. “What’s the situation?” Recovery Girl asked.
“Midoriya was verging on a panic attack when he seemingly dissociated, though it isn’t a typical presentation. He’s still in the middle of a panic attack right now. You can check his vitals on his watch,” Nezu said helpfully. The only tell of his own distress was the way his ears lay back against his head.
After a quick once over, Recovery Girl frowned at the numbers flashing on his watch and sighed. “Kayama, if you would?”
Nemuri stepped forward and held her hand in front of Izuku’s nose and mouth. Pink vapor rose from her skin for a few seconds. She looked to Recovery Girl where the hero was still watching Izuku’s vitals. When she nodded, Nemuri pulled her hand away, waving it to dissipate the remainder of her quirk.
At least the Problem Child’s eyes were closed now, and he wasn’t crying anymore. His breathing had evened out and deepened too. Some of the worry drained out of Shota at the sight.
“Alright, let’s get him down to the infirmary,” The older woman said, strolling back toward the door. “I want to make sure he wakes up alright before I send him home.”
Shota nodded and picked his kid up to follow her. Izuku weighed more than he expected, but the boy did have a lot of muscle on his small frame. The pro just wished the infirmary wasn’t on the opposite end of the building from Nezu’s office.
As they stepped into the hall, Shota realized Nemuri was following them. She had Izuku’s backpack in one hand. She gave Shota a grin and said, “I’ll bring you your things and a cup of coffee from the lounge. He’ll probably be out for a few hours with the dose I gave him.”
This woman was a godsend and an angel regardless of what the media vultures said about her. “Thanks, Nemuri. Careful with the bag; Problem Child’s school laptop is in there.”
Nemuri gave him a two-fingered salute before splitting off from their group to head for the teacher’s lounge.
“Is there a chance he forgot to take his anxiety medication this morning?” Recovery Girl asked as they walked.
Shota frowned and thought back to that morning. He was pretty sure he remembered Izuku taking his pill with breakfast. “No, he took it.”
The old heroine hummed. “His having an episode this bad despite that is worrying. Do you think something in your conversation might have been a trigger for him?”
Wasn’t that the question? Shota sighed. Izuku had seemed accepting if not content, at least until the topic of Bakugo came up. Given everything Shota had seen of Izuku and Bakugo interacting, he didn’t regret applying for that restraining order. He did wish he’d found a better way to break it to Izuku though. “Yeah, you’re probably right.”
The next few hours passed in tense silence as Shota camped out in the infirmary, graded papers, and waited for his kid to wake up. When Izuku did there was no fanfare or sobbing. The kid just rolled onto his side and curled in on himself.
“Izuku?” Shota asked, setting his grading aside.
Izuku hummed, though his voice somehow managed to crack in the middle of it.
Shota resisted the urge to grin and leaned forward to run his hand through Izuku’s hair and brush the curls back from his face. “Hey, Problem Child. How are you feeling?”
Izuku’s red-rimmed green eyes drifted closed again for a moment, seeming to enjoy the attention. “Tired.”
“I bet you are. You had a panic attack earlier.”
Izuku frowned, probably remembering (or trying to remember) what said attack had been over. He burrowed his face more into his pillow and asked with his voice muffled, “Can we go back to your apartment?”
Shota sighed silently. There was the proof of what Oguro had talked about. Izuku didn’t see Shota’s apartment as home. Yet. Shota was going to keep working to help Izuku change his perspective. “Yeah, Izuku, we can go. Recovery Girl just has to check you over first. I’ll let her know you’re awake.”
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Izuku spent most of that evening curled under his covers. After getting a text from Hitoshi and Ekikyō that Cross wanted them to wait one more day to separate, he debated even bothering with his evening run. That is, he debated it until Aizawa knocked on his doorframe and held up his sneakers with a raised eyebrow.
Izuku stared at him in confusion for a minute before the man sighed and gestured for Izuku to get up. “Come on, kid. We humans have this annoying habit of avoiding the things that help us when we feel down.”
Izuku knew he had a point, but it felt like everything dragged and was too slow as he stood and walked toward the front door. As he slipped his shoes on, he was surprised to see Aizawa was lacing up his own. “Where are you going?” he asked. Aizawa didn’t have patrol tonight, but Izuku knew he had a meeting with Tsukauchi planned later.
Aizawa glanced up at him without stopping. “With you on your run.” Izuku must have made a face, because the man huffed. “You dissociated pretty badly earlier, and you’re not back to 100% yet.”
Izuku stared at Aizawa for a bit longer before deciding it wasn’t worth the energy to argue. The pro didn’t talk much as they jogged through the city. Aizawa let him lead the way and stuck to his side, matching his pace the whole time.
There was something a little…settling about having someone with him, even if they weren’t in his head talking at and teasing him the entire time. Izuku found himself relaxing more as they moved. He didn’t even realize where he was going until they slowed to a cool-down walk through the park with the stagnant pond and the willow tree. Izuku came to a stop under the familiar tree, still breathing a bit hard.
“This is one of the places I like to rest before heading back,” Izuku said absently, staring out over the water. It was warm enough now that the insects stayed active despite the setting sun, buzzing and flitting just above the still surface. A few birds darted through the air too, spending those last rays catching a late meal.
“It’s a peaceful place,” Aizawa acknowledged, lowering himself to sit on the grass. The breeze shifted, and the pro’s nose scrunched up the tiniest bit as the smell hit him.
Izuku tried not to laugh as he sat down too; he mostly succeeded. “Yeah, the smell’s not great, but my bullies never bothered me here,” he added, winding his arms around his knees. After a few minutes of companionable silence, he added, “Kacchan and I used to come to this park when we were little, before…before he got his quirk and I didn’t.”
Izuku closed his eyes and rested his chin on his knees. “One week we played heroes and villains nearly every day and promised each other we’d become the best hero duo ever. The next, Bakugo was using his amazing quirk to pick on another boy. I told him it wasn’t right, that he was being mean, and he turned his quirk on me for my efforts. It took a really long time for me to realize my friend, my Kacchan, was gone. If he ever really existed…”
Izuku scrubbed at his cheeks. “I’m so stupid. It took me a decade and making my first real friend to realize how messed up what we had was, but some part of me still believes…or believed…that he’d be an amazing hero.”
An arm gently settled over his shoulders, and Izuku let himself lean against Aizawa’s side. He could feel the man sigh before he spoke, “Heroes don’t hurt people, Izuku.”
Izuku shook his head. “Not good ones, but not all heroes are good, Aizawa.”
“No, I suppose not,” Aizawa acknowledged, tightening his side hug for a moment.
“I…” Izuku continued. Maybe it was this place and the odd sort of safety and comfort he’d started associating with it and the friend he usually met here, or maybe he was just tired of holding it all in and Aizawa was conveniently present. Regardless of the reason, Izuku couldn’t seem to stop talking; he wasn’t sure he really wanted to. “I don’t know what to do with this. Even if I couldn’t keep my half of the promise, he could. That made everything…maybe not ‘worth it’ but understandable? The strong became heroes, and the weak got out of their way. It made sense. And now he can’t be a hero either.” Izuku leaned his head on Aizawa’s shoulder, weary in more than one sense. “So, what was the point?”
“There wasn’t one,” Aizawa said, voice a soothing rumble. “I’ve seen a lot of senseless violence in my line of work, Izuku. Sometimes, one person wants another to hurt or feel small, and that’s all there is to it. Maybe they have some convoluted reasoning that justifies it in their mind at the time; maybe they don’t. It doesn’t change the fact that it was wrong. The victim didn’t deserve it.”
Izuku gave a non-committal hum.
“There is one thing I can say for certain though.” When Izuku shifted his head to glance up at Aizawa’s face, the man continued, “Hurting someone else doesn’t make a person strong, but it takes strength to survive that type of hurt.”
Izuku frowned, chewing on that idea.
Aizawa let Izuku think for a minute in silence before saying anything else, “It’s ironic. Bakugo spent 11 years treating you as less than everyone else, but you’re still standing.”
Aizawa’s brow pinched for a moment as he thought. “With the likelihood of the Aldera case making the news, you might hear people say that going through what you and their other victims did ‘made you strong,’ but I want you to know that they’re wrong. You were strong already to survive losing your only friend, let alone everything that followed.”
Oh. That…sort of made sense? Izuku could see the logic, but it wasn’t the type of strength that really counted, was it? “He was right though. I can’t be a hero.”
“I don’t know about that.”
Izuku made a confused noise in the back of his throat.
“What makes a hero, Izuku?”
“Heroes save people and stand up to villains, stop them. They make people feel safe.”
“Sounds like what you did at the USJ, kid.”
Izuku blinked, processing that for a moment. Then he straightened up and turned toward Aizawa to protest.
Aizawa cut him off before he could. “It was your flare that got the heroes to the USJ so quickly, stopping the villains from doing more damage than they did. Everyone in the building saw and heard that flare go off and knew what it meant, that heroes were on the way. It was you who got me out of harm’s way at the plaza—despite being badly wounded yourself.”
“But that’s not—” He caught himself just before mentioning the Deadman’s switch each of the teachers carried; he wasn’t supposed to know about those. At least, he didn’t think he was? It was getting hard to keep track of what was and wasn’t a secret. “Anyone would have done the same in my position,” Izuku protested.
“But no one else was in your position. You were. You could have stayed safe and undetected in the control room. Arguably, you should have. Instead, you gave yourself away to get everyone help.”
Izuku’s frown deepened. How could he get Aizawa to understand? Izuku was quirkless; he couldn’t be a hero. Sure, he could help people right in front of him, but he’d never be able to do what a hero does. He couldn’t fight the villains he saw on the news every day. He couldn’t save people with a smile or win every battle he walked into with his head held high. Who would ever feel safe if a quirkless deku showed up to rescue them?
Izuku shoved the last thought aside a second after it formed, knowing it was the type of thing Ekikyō would chew him out for thinking if his best friend was here. He couldn’t help but think the thought was accurate though.
Aizawa studied his face for a few seconds before asking, “Izuku, do you think I’m a hero?”
“Yes!” Izuku declared without hesitation, turning enough to look at his guardian. Why would the man even ask that? Eraserhead was an amazing hero.
“But I’m not stronger or faster than baseline human. I can’t lift a bus or burn my opponents with a thought and gesture. I can’t yell villains into submission or make them fall asleep on command.”
Izuku suspected he was being led somewhere, but he couldn’t help himself. He’d had this discussion one too many times on the online hero forums. “You’re an incredible hero, Aizawa! You don’t need any of those powers. You’re plenty capable on your own. Your quirk—"
“Only levels the playing field against villains with emitters and transformers. It does absolutely nothing against mutant-type quirks, and even those Erasure works on can still fight back.”
Izuku shook his head, huffing. “You’re skilled. Your fighting style is unique and a perfect example of technique trumping brute strength.”
Aizawa gave one of his creepy smiles, though it was softer than usual somehow. (Maybe Izuku was just developing an immunity to it.) “Exactly, Izuku. Power isn’t everything.” He let the smile fall as he held Izuku’s gaze. “I think that if a hero can be strong without being good, the inverse is true as well. You can be a good hero without an excess of strength. That’s the better of the two in my opinion.”
Izuku gaped at Aizawa.
Aizawa huffed and pulled Izuku back in for one more side hug. “I know it’s a lot, but think about it, okay?” Then the man released him and stood, offering a hand up to Izuku. “Let’s head back. I left some pork cutlets thawing in the sink.”
He took the hand and let the hero haul him to his feet. “What are you making?” Izuku asked, accepting the out.
“Katsudon. Want to help?”
Izuku offered Aizawa a small smile. “Can we make it spicy this time?”
Aizawa’s hand found Izuku’s hair and tousled it. “Sure, Problem Child.”
Outtake:
Aizawa: “You know what emotional conversations call for?”
Kayama: “Wine?”
Nezu: “Tea.”
Yamada: “Some relaxing jams?”
Aizawa: slams down a bowl of fresh katsudon “Good food.”
Izuku: is buried under Komainu, Mausu, and Maneki “And cats!”
Notes:
I had another 2-ish chapters written after this, but it just wasn't flowing quite right. I finally figured out that drama was infringing on this drama and not allowing proper time for a cooldown. Thus, I have yeeted said 2-ish chapters into the future. Whether that be 5 chapters from now or ten, I cannot say, but my backlog is currently shot. And I'm going to be afk for a 5-day trip. So...not sure if I'll have a chapter ready for next week on time.
Chapter 59: A Friend Is
Summary:
“A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow.” –William Shakespeare
Notes:
To make up for missing last week, this week's chapter is very chonky 4.6k words. (Really though I couldn't figure out a good place to split it, so here we are.)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku felt like a weight had been lifted off his chest when he went to school on Thursday. He didn’t realize how much he’d been looking over his shoulder whenever he met Hitoshi by the heroics building until today. Now, every time he scanned the area, a little voice in his head reminded him Bakugo wasn’t in this building anymore. It was still weird to think about, but Izuku shoved it and his creeping guilt into a mental corner and ignored them with practiced ease.
(Yes, it was Bakugo’s actions that got him in trouble, but Izuku was the reason the teachers looked into him in the first place. Izuku knew he shouldn’t feel guilty—he’d done nothing wrong—but since when were feelings rational? Inui-san said his emotions were valid, even the irrational ones, but Izuku didn’t really want to deal with this one. Not right now anyway.)
Apart from the world-shifting knowledge that Bakugo was no longer enrolled in the Hero track, the day was as mundane as any other. Maybe his friends sat a little closer to him at lunch, maybe Todoroki gave him a knowing look and a barely-there smile. Maybe Izuku had to answer a few texts from Ciupan on his vigilante phone asking about why he’d missed practice the day before, but that was it. Until he got to Nezu’s office for his Cybersecurity class.
“Ah, Midoriya! Good to see you in better spirits.”
Izuku smiled sheepishly at Nezu and rubbed a hand over the back of his neck. “S-sorry about yesterday, Nezu-sensei. I-I just…”
“You don’t need to explain. Though, if I may ask one question?”
Izuku nodded, uncertain what the principal wanted to know.
“How you tuned out at the end—that wasn’t standard dissociation, was it?”
Izuku blinked. Dissociation? What? It clicked after a moment. “Oh! That. I actually didn’t realize I could do that without Ekikyō being present. I kinda…” Izuku made a pulling gesture similar to how his mom used her quirk. “…pulled back from everything, disconnected from my senses until I was alone in my head and couldn’t feel anything. Well, except my emotions.” He grimaced.
Nezu frowned. “Is that something you do often with your friend?”
Izuku studied Nezu’s posture for a moment. His ears and whiskers were cupped forward, and there was a little furrow between his eyebrows. (Were they still called eyebrows on creatures with fur?) A very slight tilt to his sensei’s head and lash of his tail were what finally made it click. Nezu was worried about him.
Izuku shook his head vehemently. “No! I mean, the only times we’ve done it were when I was really hurt—like the USJ—or having a panic attack. I guess that first possession might count too? The time he kidnapped me. The only things I had access to then were my vision and hearing, but I wasn’t in control. And it was really easy to just…not pay attention to outside stimuli at the time.”
Izuku frowned a little. That wasn’t normal, was it? Going by Nezu’s reaction, it wasn’t normal. Was this another instance of Ekikyō’s quirk doing things without Ekikyō really thinking about it? That sort of disconnect between a host’s mind and body would make things easier from the possessor’s point of view. Ugh. Izuku loved Ekikyō’s quirk, but it really was one of the most—
Nezu cleared his throat, cluing Izuku in on the fact he’d been muttering (and about to swear!) in front of his teacher. Izuku blushed all the way to his ears and hurriedly got his class notebook out. “S-so firewalls? Hehe.”
Nezu raised an eyebrow at him and chuckled. “Yes, firewalls.” He opened his notes and got started.
They left the previous topic alone until their last class ended for the day. As Izuku packed his things, Nezu left his desk and walked over to set a paw on Izuku’s knee. Nezu grinned and said, “Do take care of yourself, Midoriya. The brain is a marvelous thing and yours in particular. Neural pathways tend to be easier to follow or fall into the more they’re used. That’s the basis of how humans learn…and how conditions like seizures worsen. Whether Motsu intended it or not, he’s taught your brain how to detach your mind from your body. Try not to use that option too often for your own sake.”
Izuku swallowed. He understood why Nezu was worried now. “Don’t worry, sensei. Ekikyō will personally call me out on that now that we know it could be dangerous. Thank you for the warning.” And for not just deciding Ekikyō was a danger to his student that needed “dealing with”. The consideration meant a lot. He bowed deeply.
“Anytime, Midoriya.”
Izuku hurried out after that to make it to training. Aizawa-sensei seemed to be in an especially sadistic mood, deciding to start them off with suicide sprints. The way the man smiled at Shinso when he announced that made Izuku suspicious this was Hitoshi and Ekikyō’s fault. It was pretty funny watching someone else run out of stamina for a change though. That almost made up for it.
The end of the day was the best part by far. Izuku and Ekikyō met up in their favorite park right after Aizawa left for his patrol to allow themselves time to finish reacclimating before the man got home. They didn’t want to make him suspicious by taking another sick day so soon after the last one.
Something in Izuku’s chest eased as soon as he laid eyes on his best friend. He didn’t even mind the burn of the possession or the rapid-onset fever; he was just happy to have his friend back (and that having him back meant Hitoshi was out of immediate danger).
They caught each other up on the walk home—and maybe cried a little—and called it a night as soon as they got back to the apartment. Well, Izuku called it a night. Ekikyō stayed awake until they finished acclimating before falling asleep himself.
Friday passed quickly…after they got another new id card for UA. (Nezu gave them a knowing look but didn’t ask.) Then it was off to his appointment with Hound Dog. Ekikyō acted as silent support while Izuku and his therapist talked about what had happened on Wednesday. They also delved into the topic of Izuku and Bakugo’s relationship—but only after Inui-san promised it would stay between the two of them. Izuku knew Bakugo was in trouble, but that didn’t mean he wanted to give people more ammunition to use against him.
Izuku had known for a while that what he and Bakugo had wasn’t healthy, but hearing Inui-san ascribe the terms “codependency” and “abuse” to it verged on overwhelming. When their time was up, Izuku took the sheaf of papers the counselor handed him, shoved them in his backpack, and didn’t quite bolt. At least until he was off school grounds.
Izuku sprinted through the city until they ran out of breath. Then they walked the rest of the way to their training session with Ciupan, Izuku trying the whole time to think about anything except what he’d talked to Inui-san about. He had just about shoved his therapy session from his mind by the time they headed back to the apartment to cook dinner with Aizawa. It wasn’t anything complicated tonight—just omurice and some leftovers—because Aizawa had to leave early to swing by the Musutafu Police Department for a meeting before his patrol.
Izuku and Ekikyō took the alone time as an opportunity to readjust themselves to each other and practice with their disguise. It also gave them a chance to talk about everything that had happened now that one of them wasn’t half-delirious with fever. Ekikyō broached the topic while pushing slime through their skin for the tenth time that night. “Izuku?”
Izuku delayed answering, watching slime seep through their arm to coat it in a thick second skin. He opened and closed their enlarged hand, contemplating the strangeness that was feeling both his underlying hand and the superimposed slime. As distracting as the doubled sensation was, with Nezu’s warning fresh in mind, any ideas they’d entertained about blocking out the feeling of Izuku’s body when like this were thrown out as too risky.
Izuku sighed as Ekikyō lowered their arm. He didn’t fight the motion, sensing Ekikyō wasn’t going to let this go. He knew they needed to talk about it too, reluctant as he was. “Yes?”
Their slime pulled back under their skin, and their minds drifted apart, so they could hold a proper conversation without influencing each other’s thinking. Ekikyō asked, “So, how’s it feel knowing your bully’s finally getting what he deserves?”
“Not great,” Izuku admitted. His thoughts returned to Inui-san’s explanation of how codependency could grow hand-in-hand with an abusive relationship and winced. He didn’t want to believe it, any of it, but he wasn’t sure how to argue against it either.
“Maybe having concrete points to look at would help?” Ekikyō suggested, focusing their eyes on Izuku’s backpack.
Izuku conceded that point and pulled the slightly crumpled packet of papers from their bag and sat down on their bed to look through them. He’d look over what the packet said, then he could relax. Surely Inui-san had it wrong. He only knew Izuku and Bakugo as they were now. He hadn’t seen them grow. He was missing context. That had to be it.
The first page defined what codependency was and had a bullet point list of possible ways it could present itself in a person or relationship. He scrunched up his nose as he read the first few. He didn’t pity or love Bakugo… (Admired him and idolized him at one point? Yes. Maybe at one point loved like a brother. But pity? Never.) He let out a held breath, relieved. Maybe Inui-san was wrong after all.
That hope lasted him until he read the next bullet point. And the one after that. His heart fell somewhere around his stomach and kept sinking. All but that first were disconcertingly on point. He had spent years alternating between justifying and feeling responsible for Bakugo’s actions and…Despair and resignation warred for prominence as Izuku read further down the list. When had things gone so wrong?
Ekikyō pressed closer to Izuku’s mind, offering comfort and stability, though shock zinged through his half of their mind when they read the last point on the list: your mood being influenced by the thoughts and feelings of others. Ekikyō took control of their eyes to stare at that last item before hurriedly re-reading the whole list. A frantic sort of energy that they were more used to feeling from Izuku built in their shared mental space the further he read.
It took Izuku a minute to figure out what was going through his friend’s head, but once he did, he yelled, “No! Don’t compare what we have to my relationship with Bakugo. We’re not like that.”
“But if the shoe fits…” After a few moments of silence, Ekikyō said, “I did pity you at first. I don’t now! But I did.”
Izuku let out a long breath, feeling torn. This was one of the few good things in his life. This couldn’t be bad too. And yet… “I maybe thought about rescuing you when I first agreed to this. No one deserves to suffer through quirk withdrawal.”
“What about the emotional stuff? We do influence each other, but it’s kind of hard not to. I can literally feel your emotions. Of course, I’d want you to be happy because I’m gonna feel it too.”
“I doubt the author had telepathic or empathic bonds in mind when they wrote this,” Izuku pointed out. “We should probably take any suggestions or problems with a grain of salt.” Neither of them bothered addressing the other bullet points. They were keenly aware of how well they fit. “What do we do now?”
Ekikyō tightened their grip on the papers Hound Dog had given them. “Maybe there’ll be something in the packet?”
Izuku nodded and flipped to the second page before quickly flipping it to the third. (He didn’t need the second page’s information on how abuse and codependency could go together, not right now.) The answers they were looking for were on the third page in another conveniently bullet-pointed list. “Well, we’re already being honest with each other and trying to cut back on negative self-talk, so there’s that.”
“Are we…changing each other?” Ekikyō asked uncertainly as they stared at the next point.
“I don’t think our deal counts, though we have changed since starting this…” Had Izuku tried to make Ekikyō change?
Ekikyō mentally nudged him. “Hey, if anything, I’d say we’ve changed for the better. You’re more confident and care more about yourself, and I’ve cut back on my less-than-legal activities. And I haven’t killed anyone! Those are all positives in my book.”
Izuku frowned, worried. “Are you okay financially?” He knew that Ekikyō acquired most of his money through illegal means; he wanted Ekikyō to be able to take care of himself.
Ekikyō sent a distinct impression of a head pat Izuku’s way. “Yeah, kid. I’ll be alright.”
“Okay, I guess we can write that one off as a difference in our situation then.” They returned to looking over the list of suggestions, making a face when they got to taking breaks and counseling. How would those even work for them? They already did take breaks between possessions; Izuku wasn’t sure how they could do better in that area. Maybe with Hitoshi being in the loop, Ekikyō could possess him instead every now and then? But then he’d still be around Izuku, even if he wasn’t in him, and he didn’t think that was what the article meant. Did Ekikyō even have any friends outside Izuku and Hitoshi?
“Hey, I’ll have you know that Cross and Cheshire were my friends before I ever met you,” Ekikyō protested in mock offense.
Izuku snorted and grinned, moving to the next point: counseling…Group or relationship counseling wouldn’t be all that helpful unless they could both talk to their therapist. Would Hound Dog be duty bound as a hero to turn Ekikyō in if he found out about him? Nezu and Eraserhead hadn’t but…Izuku blinked as a thought occurred to him. He groaned and flopped back on their bed to stare at the ceiling.
Ekikyō sent him an impression of a question.
“Hound Dog tracks targets by scent, and I’ve been to see him with and without you.”
It took three seconds for Ekikyō to catch on. “Oh…”
Scent had given him away three times now. You’d think Izuku would learn after a while. He pulled their pillow over their face to scream into it before sitting back up. “Okay, nothing we can do about it now. He already knows something’s up with us. Maybe we could ask Nezu if he’s trustworthy? Before we tell him anything else.”
“Yeah, yeah, that’s a plan,” Ekikyō agreed, steering their eyes back to the list. “Online support groups?”
“They’re anonymous. That could work, actually.” Izuku had his laptop and could wait to log in when Ekikyō was away, and Ekikyō could borrow their body while Izuku was asleep to log in under another account to talk to people when he was here. He didn’t even have to tell Izuku his username if he didn’t want to.
Ekikyō picked up on most of Izuku’s thought process and added, “And if you ever need to talk to someone while I am here, I can just check out for a little bit, or you can put me to sleep. I don’t want you to feel like you can’t talk to someone or ask for help if you need it while I’m here.”
Izuku still wasn’t keen on the idea of knocking Ekikyō out, but he could accept the compromise in this instance. After all, he had intended to offer the same to Ekikyō if he needed to talk to someone. They could look into the forums and chatrooms later. There was a list of options on the paper.
The last suggestion on the page was about establishing boundaries. They sort of already had, what with their deal and all, but Izuku wasn’t sure if they were the healthiest, all things considered. How were they supposed to know with their own views likely biased? Oh. This was probably where a therapist was helpful. Yeah, they’d have to look into that.
Ekikyō silently agreed.
They skimmed the rest of the packet together (additional articles and links for more resources) before setting it aside on their nightstand. Izuku frowned and hoped one of the cats wouldn’t decide to shred it. The nightstand only had one drawer, and it was filled with unused notebooks to protect them from that exact fate. “We really need to get a desk,” Izuku said absently.
“Yeah. We can look into that later.” A sense of concern and guilt drifted from Ekikyō’s side of the bond. “Listen, Izuku, about what Nezu said—”
Izuku interrupted his friend, “It’s not your fault, and I’m not mad at you. Neither of us knew.” He pressed close enough to Ekikyō to be sure his bodymate felt his sincerity. “Now we do, and we’ll be careful.”
Ekikyō only hesitated a moment before pressing back. “Damn right we will. I just don’t like…”
Ekikyō couldn’t find the words, but partially overlapping as they were, Izuku got the gist of it. Ekikyō felt responsible, like this—all of it—was his or his quirk’s fault.
“Hey. Bakugo already messed me up long before you came along. I don’t think your quirk made us codependent on each other. I…I think I may have had this problem with any real friend I made, only you came along first.”
Ekikyō relaxed ever so slightly. “And latched onto me like a barnacle,” he joked. “Yeah, I’m probably not much better off, realistically. You know my childhood wasn’t that different from yours. The bullying was just less physical because they didn’t want to touch the gross, scary, villain. I latched onto my friend back then pretty quickly too.”
Izuku felt sadness, regret, and something like longing coming from his friend but didn’t press. He knew Ekikyō had had another willing host back when he was Izuku’s age, but he suspected there was a reason that friend wasn’t around to help Ekikyō out when quirk withdrawal became a problem two years ago. Izuku hummed instead. “I guess we were both already prone to it, and your quirk just made it easier for us to fall back on our bad habits.”
“Yeah, I’d believe that.” Ekikyō said before seeming to shake off the negative emotions. “Alright enough of this touchy-feely stuff. Back to practice?”
Izuku almost agreed before he had an idea. He smirked. “Oh no you don’t. You don’t get to wheedle all the details of our time apart out of me and not tell me anything about your time with Hitoshi.”
Ekikyō’s mind bristled defensively. “Kid, I am not telling you about what goes on in Hitoshi’s head. You ever hear of privacy?”
Izuku blushed before pouting. “Oh, I don’t want to know about that. What I want to know about is how Hitoshi found out I liked him.” He pulled a smile that would have fit better on Ekikyō’s face as his friend quailed.
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After Izuku had thoroughly teased Ekikyō about his time with Hitoshi they did get back to practicing. They were only an hour in before Ekikyō couldn’t stand Izuku’s underlying excitement anymore and had to ask, “Okay, Izuku, what’s up? I haven’t felt you this wound up since that time Fat Gum came to Musutafu for a fan meet and greet.”
“Talking about those online anonymous chat groups reminded me of something.”
At Ekikyō’s unspoken question, Izuku smiled and lifted Maneki off of his closed laptop where it had been sitting beside the outlet to charge. He stroked the disgruntled feline and woke up his laptop. They hadn’t touched it the night before, which meant it had been running since before they rejoined. Hopefully everything had finally loaded. The poor thing had struggled with so many programs running at once and frozen up a few times while Izuku was working on it the day before.
The screen lit up and showed a lot of code and several windows open, a few of which were familiar from the last time they’d hacked into the MPD’s server. Instead of the USJ files, this time the quirk registry was open. Izuku silently cheered at the lack of a crash.
Izuku wasn’t completely confident in his ability to hack a government office like the Quirk Registrar directly, but why take that risk when MPD had access? A few of the precinct’s employees never even bothered to log out of their accounts. From there Izuku could run all the searches he wanted, as long as he deleted his search history afterward. A short list had compiled from his last set of searches. Izuku grinned and checked the other windows, seeing various downloads had completed.
“Izuku?”
“How do you feel about cyber vigilantism?”
“Kid, I’m going to need more context than that.”
Izuku laughed and opened one of the downloads. A grainy video taken by a street camera popped up. Izuku fast-forwarded until a group of teenagers appeared. They were all wearing the same uniform. After pausing on the sidewalk for a few minutes to talk, one of the teens pointed toward an alley, and the group of five headed down it and out of sight. Until Hitoshi walked into frame wearing a UA uniform. Izuku stopped the video when two of the teens jumped him and dragged him into the alley.
Izuku’s anger burned like hot coals, ready and waiting to catch but contained. Ekikyō’s anger ran hotter and sharper, stoking Izuku’s back to full life, so they burned together. The pair pulled up the other windows and tabs, showing the school that used the uniform Hitoshi’s assailants wore, the school’s partially hacked student files (that school filed quirks under their medical information, locking the information behind extra protections, hence the quirk registry search), and a list of police officers’ email addresses with Detective Tsukauchi Naomasa’s highlighted.
Ekikyō eased their face into a vicious smile. “What did you have in mind?”
“Sending our dear detective an anonymous tip. And maybe sending the video to Nezu and the bullies’ principal too,” Izuku answered while organizing the chaos on his laptop screen. Izuku paused in his typing when he felt their anger slough off to be replaced by something distinctly uncomfortable from his bodymate. “Ekikyō?”
Ekikyō sighed with their body. “Izuku, you do realize what you’re doing, right?”
Izuku made a confused sound and frowned.
“I get that you want to protect Hitoshi, really, I do. But this is exactly what you were upset about with Nezu and Aizawa going after Bakugo without telling you.”
Izuku recoiled at the accusation. “What?! No, I—” Izuku clamped their mouth shut before Ekikyō could and continued mentally, “That’s different!”
“Really? I’m not seeing it,” Ekikyō replied, sounding far too smug. Then his tone and mental presence shifted to something more serious. “I’m not saying we shouldn’t do this. I just want you to realize what you’re doing. And I want you to think about how just like you were mad about Nezu and Aizawa going after your bully—even though you can understand it—Hitoshi is probably going to be mad at us if we do this. Probably more so, because he’s been vulnerable around us before this. There’s a level of trust involved there that your teachers are still trying to earn from you.”
Izuku turned Ekikyō’s words over in their head for several minutes, despairing a bit when he saw Ekikyō’s point. Izuku wasn’t too mad at Nezu and Aizawa for doing what they thought was right, but he hadn’t asked them to stay out of it. He hadn’t even considered that they might get involved, that they would care enough to. In a way, them doing this proved to Izuku just how much they did care.
But with Hitoshi, he already knew Izuku and Ekikyō cared, and he had asked them in all but words not to tell anyone. Even though Hitoshi didn’t feel the same way about his bullies that Izuku did about Bakugo, this would be so much worse. Hitoshi would feel betrayed if they did this.
Izuku looked back at the traffic camera footage that plainly showed Hitoshi as the one being beaten up. He closed his eyes and covered his face with his hands. He muffled a second scream with his palms before running his hands through their hair.
Maneki sat up in his lap and put a paw on his chest to meow in his face. Izuku shushed her and started stroking her instead of pulling on his hair like he wanted to.
To make sure Hitoshi was safe, they’d have to break his trust. If they did that, there was a good chance Hitoshi might hate them. But if they did nothing, Hitoshi would keep getting hurt. What if Hitoshi’s bullies and foster dad went too far again? What if Izuku and Ekikyō weren’t there to save him next time? What if he didn’t make it to Cross in time? Izuku’s heart felt like it was tearing in half at the thought of either option, but at least Hitoshi would be safe in one scenario.
“This is a catch-22 of the worst kind,” he complained to his best friend as he carefully hugged Maneki to their chest.
Ekikyō gave Izuku an internal hug and curled around his mind. “Yeah, I know.”
Izuku dejectedly moved the video and everything else to his “Evidence” folder before closing out the windows on his laptop. He wouldn’t email them to Tsukauchi tonight, but he couldn’t bring himself to delete them either. What should they do? He didn’t think he could stand seeing Hitoshi come to school self-bandaged and hiding injuries again, but the thought of Hitoshi glaring at them and refusing to speak to them felt just as bad, maybe worse.
“Maybe you don’t have to be the one to do it,” Ekikyō said after a few minutes.
“What do you mean?”
“Well, the teachers got you out of that mess; why can’t they get Hitoshi out too?”
Izuku scoffed. “If they were going to, don’t you think they would have? He’s come to school with bandages enough times I don’t know how the teachers keep missing them.” Izuku couldn’t quite keep the bitterness out of his mental voice. The teachers had only noticed something wrong in Izuku’s case because he’d lost his shirt on national television. What, did he need to bribe Inouye into disappearing Hitoshi’s shirt in front of the teachers or something?
“I mean, that would work, but Inouye just got back from being suspended over Mineta tricking him into doing that to Ashido, so good luck there.”
“Wait, what?!”
Ekikyō ignored Izuku’s interruption entirely. “I was more thinking about arranging for one of the teachers to find out without you explicitly telling them…”
“You have an idea,” Izuku stated, feeling the gears turning in Ekikyō’s hivemind.
“Yeah, but it might involve a lot of waiting…”
Outtake:
Izuku: “Yeah, you’re right; that will be a lot of waiting.”
Ekikyō: “Know what we could do in the meantime?”
Izuku: “Hunt villains?”
Ekikyō: “Well, that too, but I meant shopping.”
Izuku: “Oh! Right. Let’s see…we need a chair and a desk, and a voice changer…Do they sell those online, or should I text Giran? Anyway, we also need to order more pencils for finals and a new Thirteen eraser and oh! Hitoshi’s birthday! How could I forget that?! This has to be perfect…”
Ekikyō: mentally shakes his head fondly and settles in to listen to Izuku ramble
Notes:
As for codependency, I was mostly referencing this article for behaviors associated with it: https://willingway.com/fix-addicted-codependent-marriage/
For codependency and abuse, there were too many articles that came up on a Google search. Just wow. For reference, early-MHA Bakugo reads as codependent too, but a very different type/expression of it. (Another reason I'm happy I separated him and Izuku for 5 years in OaH...I really need to get back to writing that fic at some point...)
Chapter 60: Brave Enough
Summary:
“Be strong enough to stand alone, smart enough to know when you need help, and brave enough to ask for it.” –Ziad K. Abdelnour
Chapter Text
It was several days later when Izuku and Ekikyō finally decided they’d laid low for long enough. Eraserhead hadn’t updated them on the case, so they were going to track him down for some answers. Izuku also wanted to know if the almost kidnapping victim recovered okay. And they had a few things they needed to tell Eraser themselves. Finding Eraserhead on patrol wasn’t as hard as it had been a year ago, and they caught up to him only 30 minutes after setting out.
The pro saw them coming and stopped to wait for them on a ramshackle apartment’s rooftop. “Naisho.”
“Eraser,” they greeted as they rolled to their feet.
“You two been taking it easy?” the pro asked, eyeing them.
Naisho rolled their shoulders and nodded. “Don’t worry; we’re fully recovered. And we haven’t done anything strenuous since we last saw you. Just some investigative work, maybe a stake out or two.”
Eraserhead gave them a single raised eyebrow. “Anything I should know about?”
Naisho shook their head. “Not yet. Once we have something concrete, you’re the first person we’ll call,” they assured. “Oh, and Cross wanted us to let you know to have Iida get his shoulder checked out again. We’re not sure how well the scar tissue will hold up once the residue from Gokaku’s possession leaves his system. Cross is worried about a possible stricture or rupture on the healed part of his subclavian artery.”
Eraserhead sighed resignedly and rubbed his hands over his face, shoving his goggles up onto his forehead. “Of course. Don’t worry about it. I’ll pass the word along,” he said, waving a hand dismissively.
Now things were just kinda awkward. After a few moments, they broke the silence to ask, “Did we miss anything on your end?”
Eraser glanced back out over the area surrounding them. “Not really. It’s been quiet since the arrests.”
Naisho frowned. “Do you think they moved cities?”
“Maybe, but they’ll have a harder time setting up operations again either way. Selkie’s been read in on the case, and he passed the heads up on to the other oceanic heroes and his contacts in the Coast Guard and ports.”
Naisho raised their eyebrows. Eraserhead and Nezu being heavily involved in the case made sense—they both cared about quirkless people—but Naisho could barely wrap their head around so many others getting involved, so many others caring. Then again, Nezu was extremely intelligent, and Eraser was a strategist. Maybe it wasn’t so surprising they’d found a way to frame the case that got others’ attention. Did they emphasize the quirked kidnappings or the human trafficking? Either of those was plenty alarming.
They shook the question off for now. “Is the victim recovering alright?”
Eraserhead hummed. “Yes, they were released from the hospital a week ago.”
“Good. That’s good.”
Eraserhead turned away from the street to face them. “There has been another development in the case though.”
“Oh?”
The hero did something with their phone before their own vibrated with a text received. They pulled their vigilante phone out to see Eraserhead had sent them a document. As soon as they read the title, they stiffened. “This is…”
“Yeah.”
Naisho split apart as they scanned the list of Trigger cases. There were more than Izuku had thought when he briefly did his own research on the topic.
“Do any of the names match the kidnappings you already had on file?” Izuku asked, almost hoping the two cases were unconnected.
“Unfortunately, yes.”
Well, that explained the quirked kidnappings. Those hadn’t really made sense attached to the quirkless trafficking, but if this was a Villain Factory style operation…Izuku imagined both those with “interesting” quirks and the quirkless could be useful to whatever medical experimentation was going on. The idea made him feel ill.
Ekikyō shared Izuku’s sense of trepidation as they went back to reading, though he pulled their face into a frown halfway down the list. “There’s one missing.”
Eraserhead gave them an intense look before stepping up beside them. “What do you mean?”
Izuku took a backseat as Ekikyō pointed out two events that had a larger time gap between them than the others. “Okinawa two years ago. Someone spiked the drinks at a downtown party with Trigger. The police probably misfiled it as a rave gotten out of hand or maybe a riot, but there was Trigger,” he said decisively.
“How do you know?” Eraserhead asked, scrutinizing them out of the corner of his eye.
Ekikyō gave the man a crooked grin. “Because I was one of the people who drank the spiked punch. Gokaku, that is. The stuff messed with my quirk.”
“Your quirk withdrawal…” Eraserhead said, straightening.
“Yeah. Didn’t have an issue with it before that point.”
Eraserhead quickly typed something in his phone. “I’ll look for matching incidents in Okinawa in that timeframe and check for missing persons reports after. Anything else to add?”
Izuku and Ekikyō had continued reading over the Trigger incidents while Eraser did his thing, and they’d finally reached the end. They stared at the USJ attack and its 15 Trigger cases. If the League was involved…Izuku really hoped they weren’t the ones behind the kidnappings, because if they were, that meant all those people might be getting turned into Nomu. And…that would also mean they’d just served Ekikyō’s whereabouts up on a silver platter.
“Problem Children?”
They pulled their eyes away from the report to look up at the hero, chewing their lip behind their mask. “We…might have a problem…”
Eraser’s eyes narrowed. “What did you do?”
“We maybe infiltrated a villain group using Gokaku’s identity…but, after looking at this, they might be connected to the Trigger cases…and the kidnappings.”
Eraserhead stared at them, expression perfectly blank. “Please tell me you didn’t do what I think you did.”
“You see, we would, but that would be a lie,” Ekikyō said, refusing to make eye contact with the hero.
Eraserhead turned away from them as his hair rose.
Izuku hiked their shoulders up around their ears, and they tensed to run.
“You infiltrated the League.” Eraser said it like a statement, but his tone demanded an answer.
“Yes…and they’re planning to attack your class again.”
That got Eraserhead’s attention, and the man whipped around to face them. Thankfully, his eyes weren’t glowing anymore. “What?”
They held their hands up. “We don’t have the details yet, just that Shigaraki’s planning something for over the summer. Sounds like he wants to kidnap a few of the kids he thinks have ‘villain’ potential.”
Eraserhead practically growled. “The summer camp.”
“Huh?”
“Every year the heroics classes have a training camp. Each year group gets their own week at the camp, one right after the other.”
“They’d be isolated,” Izuku said, realization dawning on him. “But how would they find out the location?”
“I don’t know, but we’ll take extra precautions this year given your warning. Your tips have all been good so far,” the man acknowledged. “But that doesn’t get you off the hook. What were you thinking? You have no experience with undercover work. If you make a mistake, they will kill you.”
Ekikyō pressed forward and answered, “It was my idea, but Naisho refused to let me go in alone. I shouldn’t have let him come along.”
Izuku, fueled by protective anger, retorted, “As if you could have stopped me.”
Ekikyō directed some exasperation Izuku’s way and mentally pointed out, “I could have just shown up without a host.”
“Yeah, and then they would have expected you to stay at their base like the others. How would you have contacted me to tell me anything you found out? What excuse would you have made if they tried to give you another person to possess? Or a Nomu?”
Ekikyō recoiled in their mind. “I would never possess one of those meat puppets. The air around them tastes like death and formaldehyde. And I would have figured out some way to get out long enough to contact you.”
“Are you two okay?”
The duo snapped their attention back to Eraserhead where he stood watching them. The man furrowed his eyebrows as he searched for something in their face.
Izuku recovered first. “Sorry, I know that must have looked weird from the outside. Just had a bit of a…disagreement with my bodymate.”
“Right…” Eraser eyed them critically for a moment longer before shaking his head. “The damage is done at this point. You can’t pull out, can you?” the pro asked, face resigned.
Izuku shook his head. “I don’t think so. And they’d just change their plan if we did. At least this way you have some warning, and we can try to sabotage things when the attack happens.”
Eraserhead closed his eyes as his shoulders sank under an invisible weight. “This is a mess. I need to talk to Tsukauchi about this. He’s in charge of the League case.”
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Shota left the UA conference room in little better mood than he entered it. It had taken a few days to wrangle everyone into a meeting without alerting anyone outside of UA, but the rest of the UA heroes on the League case and Tsukauchi now knew about Naisho’s idiotic decision. At least they wouldn’t kill the kid by accident whenever that next attack happened.
When, not if. Nezu had agreed with the vigilante’s stance on pulling out. “Forewarned is forearmed,” after all.
Shota just hoped they could extract the kid safely after the impending summer attack. Even waiting that long had him feeling on edge. He didn’t like the idea of one of his Problem Children (technically two of them) being around Shigaraki, let alone All for One. The idea of that monster hurting Naisho or getting ahold of Gokaku’s possession quirk…
Shota shuddered and scowled at the sidewalk in front of him. There was nothing he could do at this point, and he hated it.
As his apartment came into view, he took a deep breath and forced down his frustrations and misgivings. He didn’t need Izuku to pick up on his mood. The kid had enough problems of his own without Shota adding to them, and Izuku was scarily good at reading people. (It probably helped him avoid getting hurt in his former school.)
Shota knew something had happened with Izuku in the days following Bakugo’s removal from the Hero Course, but after everything else Izuku had been through recently, he decided to let the kid be. Izuku could come to him when he was ready to talk about whatever was eating at him. Shota was content to leave it at signing him up for a few extra sessions with Hound Dog (on top of his weekly scheduled visits) and keeping watch for any worsening signs of emotional distress while continuing to be there for him. It had only been a week, after all.
The kid didn’t come out to greet Shota when he stepped into the apartment which was out of the norm, and his bedroom door was closed when Shota walked past it to go change. Writing it off as Izuku most likely being engrossed in some assignment from Nezu, Shota went about his business and started setting out ingredients for their dinner. Perhaps Izuku utilizing his right to privacy was a good sign.
He did draw a line at whatever Izuku was doing in his room to cause a series of loud noises followed by muffled curses. To be on the safe side, Shota knocked and waited a few seconds before opening the door. “Izuku?”
“I-it’s not what it looks like!”
Shota blinked lazily before raising an eyebrow. Whatever he’d been expecting, it wasn’t his Problem Child sitting in the midst of a half-assembled…bookshelf? Why were there wheels? Then he spotted the multiple boxes and instruction packets. Ah, it was supposed to be a desk and rolling chair. Izuku’s attempts looking nothing like the pictures on the packaging.
Izuku ducked his head, probably to hide a blush, and fidgeted with the tiny allen wrench he was holding.
Shota surveyed the mess once more before deciding to take pity on the kid. “Would you like some help?”
Relief and despair warred in the kid’s eyes as his shoulders sagged. “Please? None of this makes any sense…”
And so, they spent the next few hours unbuilding and rebuilding a desk and rolling chair, taking a break to make and eat dinner when Izuku clearly started getting frustrated partway through. Why one piece of furniture needed five different types of screw (that all looked the exact same), Shota could not understand, but he was used to encountering and dealing with things he couldn’t understand. He worked under Nezu after all.
It was only when they were standing the desk up that Shota broached the topic of why Izuku had been so nervous when he’d walked in. “Any reason why you were setting up a desk in secret, Problem Child? I didn’t see any hidden compartments or booby-traps on the blueprint.”
Izuku flushed dark enough it didn’t look like red, but it was gone a second later. “Because I-I…got the desk myself. I wasn’t sure if I was okay to rearrange the furniture, but I really needed the desk with finals coming up and all the studying I have to do and—”
Shota frowned and glanced between the desk, the chair, the unopened boxes, and his kid. How had…? Shota froze for a split second as it occurred to him that he never asked Izuku if the boy needed anything for his room. Izuku had bought the desk and chair himself—with his own money. Where had Izuku even gotten the funds for this? Neither item was cheaply made. Should he be concerned?
Shota ran a hand down his face. He’d really dropped the ball on this one. He should have outfitted his kid’s room, and…should he be giving Izuku an allowance? That was a thing parents did with teenagers, right? Quirks, he needed to call Tensei later. That was the closest thing to a parent his friend group had. He should know. What if Shota was missing other, equally obvious things?
Okay, first things first. He’d clearly made an oversight, which Izuku had seen fit to correct. “Izuku?”
“Aizawa?”
“Next time you need something, talk to me first. I should have asked if you needed anything for your room. I’m sorry I didn’t. I’m supposed to take care of you, buying stuff like this included,” he said, waving his hand at their finished project. “I’m just as new to this as you are. I know that’s not an excuse, but I’d like to do better.”
Izuku studied him through his lashes for a moment before nodding firmly and lifting his head to meet his gaze properly. “O-okay.”
“How did you get this thing up the stairs by yourself anyway? It weighs nearly as much as you.”
Izuku smiled one of his blinding smiles. “Oh, that’s nothing compared to hauling the tractor tires and refrigerators people left on Dagobah.”
Shota stared at Izuku. Izuku who was maybe a bit short for his age but very fit, muscular, and who didn’t have a gym membership as far as Shota knew. “You hauled all of the trash off of that beach yourself?” he asked, careful to keep his voice even.
“Yes?” Izuku asked, expression wavering as if he sensed something wrong but had no clue what it was.
Shota rubbed a hand over his eyes. “When was the last time you had your tetanus vaccine? Or hepatitis? Hepatitis is something kids get vaccines for, right?”
“Uh…”
“Come on; I’ll call ahead to tell Chiyo we’re coming for a visit.”
“But your patrol starts in an hour?”
“You’re more important, kid. Now, come on.”
Izuku didn’t say anything in answer, but he grinned and shook his head as he followed Shota out.
Outtake:
Aizawa: “Nezu?”
Nezu: “Hm?”
Aizawa: “By any chance, do you own a furniture business on the side?”
Nezu: tilts his head “No, if I did, furniture more appropriate to my size would exist.”
Aizawa: narrows his eyes, because he knows that is a lie; he’s seen smaller desks (Nezu just enjoys how imposing his large desk is.) “Why do I not believe you?” casts a suspicious glance at Ikea
Aizawa: “Need any help with the other boxes…and posters?” picks up a sealed cardboard tube
Izuku: snatches the tube away from Aizawa “No! I mean, no, the rest of this doesn’t require assembly.”
Aizawa: raises an eyebrow and shrugs “I’ll get you the hammer and nails. And the step stool. Don’t stand on your rolling chair.”
Izuku: blushes “Um…actually, this one isn’t for me. It’s for Hitoshi’s birthday.”
Aizawa: narrows eyes before nodding “Wrapping paper’s in the hall closet if you need it.”
Aizawa: walks back to the kitchen to make himself another cup of coffee “Damn it. Nemuri was right.”
Aizawa 5 minutes later: eyes widen in horror “Wait, does this mean I have to give him The Talk?”
Aizawa: “Tensei.”
Tensei: “Shota, it’s 4:00 in the morning. Why are you calling me right after your patrol? Most people sleep, you know.”
Aizawa: “I need your help.”
Tensei: glances to the side of his bed where his wheelchair is “Uh, Shota, did you get a concussion on patrol? I can’t get over there as fast as I used to. How about I call Hizashi for you and—”
Aizawa: “No, Tensei. I need your help. You practically raised Tenya yourself while your parents were active heroes. I need parenting advice.”
Tensei: …
Aizawa: “Tensei…”
Tensei: laughs loud enough to wake up Tenya in the room next to his
Chapter 61: When You Love Someone
Summary:
“When you love someone, you love the person as they are, not as you’d like them to be.” –Leo Tolstoy
Chapter Text
“Alright, Izuku. Just like you planned. You got this.”
“If I’ve got this, why do I feel like this?” Izuku asked, trying to ignore the tremors in his hands. He could feel his best friend roll their eyes despite them being closed.
“Because you’ve never done this before. Trust me, however bad you think this is, it isn’t. It’s just a first date,” Ekikyō said.
Izuku couldn’t tell if he was teasing or trying to be assuring.
“Yes.”
Izuku rolled their eyes this time, blinking them open to look in the mirror. He’d picked out one of his nicer shirts and a Mirko hoodie to wear over his faded jeans. He noted with some annoyance that he’d need to get some new shirts soon. They were fitting tighter than they used to. Downside of putting on so much muscle in the last year and a half.
He brushed one stray curl back from his face before tearing his eyes away from his image. He headed back to his room and grabbed his wallet, civilian cellphone, and backpack with Hitoshi’s present sticking half out of it. With that he was all set.
He ignored his nerves as best he could as he walked out into the living room. Aizawa glanced up at him from the papers he was grading at the dining table. After a few moments, the man nodded in what Izuku might hesitantly call approval. “You remembered to take your escitalopram this morning?”
Izuku blinked and wracked his brain. Yes, yes he did. He nodded.
Aizawa hummed and looked back down to his papers. “Remember your curfew and have fun, Izuku.”
Izuku grinned, relaxing just a little. “Okay, Aizawa. Be back later.” He waved at his guardian and crouched to scratch along Maneki’s spine for good luck; then he was out the door.
They hurried through the city until they were a block away from the park they were meeting Hitoshi at. They stalled and shuffled off to one side of the sidewalk as Izuku focused inward. “Are you sure about this?” Izuku asked.
“Yes. Go ahead, Izuku. Hitoshi’s waiting for you.”
Izuku huffed and sent a feeling of appreciation his best friend’s way. Then he leaned on his friend, pushing him down until the second presence in his mind blinked out. It felt just as weird as the last time they’d done this, but at least this time Ekikyō wasn’t half-dead. And Izuku wasn’t in horrible pain. That was a plus.
Izuku took a deep breath and set out again, walking slowly at first to make sure everything was fine. Aside from the quiet in his skull and the nagging feeling that he should be asleep, he felt totally normal for one of their possessions. He’d about gotten used to the difference when he reached the park and spotted Hitoshi there waiting for him. He was wearing a nice dark blue button-up with rolled sleeves and a pair of dark jeans. Izuku suddenly felt a little underdressed.
He smiled and waved his arm over his head, smiling wider when Hitoshi caught sight of him and waved back. “Hey,” Izuku said, trotting up to his…boyfriend? Was it too early to call him that? What else would he call him if it was?
“Hey yourself,” Hitoshi said. The taller boy glanced around before asking, “So, is it just you today, or…?”
Izuku got what he meant. “Ekikyō’s still in here,” he said, tapping the side of his head. “But he’s asleep right now. He didn’t want to third wheel our date.”
Hitoshi’s eyebrows rose. “You can do that?”
Izuku shrugged. “Yes? This connection’s a two-way street, though I suspect if we ever actually fought, Ekikyō would be the stronger one.”
Hitoshi hummed and moved to stand beside Izuku instead of in front of him. “Makes sense. What’s the plan?”
Izuku started walking, taking the lead. “I was thinking Meowstafu Cat Café. That alright?”
Hitoshi smiled, and Izuku resisted the urge to laugh. His friend’s smile was funnily close to Aizawa’s scary smile. “Where have you been all my life?” Hitoshi asked dramatically.
Izuku did laugh at that. They fell into a companionable silence as they walked to their destination. Once they’d ordered their drinks and food, they settled at a table next to one of the cat trees. Izuku took the opportunity to pull the wrapped cardboard tube from his backpack and shove it across the table to Hitoshi. “Here. H-happy birthday.”
Hitoshi eyed the present quizzically before pulling it closer and finding the edge of the black and white wrapping paper. When his glance was met with an encouraging nod, he started unwrapping. He got down to the tube and teased one of the end caps free. Gentle pulling revealed the roll of poster paper inside the tube. Hitoshi started unrolling it and froze, staring wide-eyed at it. “This is…”
Izuku grinned crookedly, suddenly nervous. “He doesn’t know I took that picture.”
Hitoshi looked between Izuku and the poster a few times before he beamed. “I love it.”
When Izuku had debated what to get Hitoshi, he kept circling back to how much Hitoshi loved Eraserhead as his favorite hero. Merch for the underground hero was scarce, so Izuku had browsed his vigilante phone pictures while debating what to commission one of the craft-oriented hero fanatics to make. (He knew a few trustworthy ones from his All Might fanboy days.) Then he’d stumbled upon this one picture.
He’d forgotten that he’d even taken it, but it was from one of their first patrols together. Aizawa had stopped to pet one of the stray cats that lived on his patrol route. The brown tabby leaned into the ear scratches while Aizawa remained alert in his crouch, looking around for trouble. It was just so…Eraserhead. Izuku couldn’t think of a better picture to ask someone to draw. The artist had taken a few liberties, of course, changing the setting to a rooftop ledge overlooking the nighttime skyline rather than a dingey alley. They’d also added a faint red glow to the hero’s eyes, but those only added to the Eraserhead-ness in Izuku’s book.
Hitoshi seemed to agree judging by his continued smile.
Izuku hadn’t seen Hitoshi smile like that…ever really. Not even when his friend had finally been offered the transfer into UA’s heroics track. Izuku drank in the sight, deciding he’d do just about anything to see it more often.
“I’m glad you like it,” he murmured, glancing down and blushing when he realized he’d been staring.
Izuku blinked in surprise when a hand appeared in his vision. He didn’t flinch away from it as it tilted his chin up with a feather-light touch. Hitoshi studied him for a moment with brows creased. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen you blush before.”
Izuku glanced away, blush climbing higher. “Ah…Ekikyō usually hides it when we’re together. Normal people don’t blush black.”
Hitoshi continued to stare at him for a few moments before nodding his head. “It’s cute.”
Izuku pulled back just enough to cover his burning face with his hands. He resisted the urge to whine. Unfair use of compliments. Izuku called foul. You know, just as soon as his face wasn’t as dark as Tokoyami’s feathers.
Hitoshi chuckled at his misery, the fiend.
There was only one thing to do in this situation. Izuku held onto his mock offense and squared his shoulders as he lowered his hands. “You’re one to talk. I don’t know how you make red and purple look so good together, but you do.”
Hitoshi looked a touch confused, but he still blushed lightly.
“See, there you go again. Too cute.”
Hitoshi finally caught on and blushed harder as he looked away.
Something equal parts proud and fond welled in Izuku’s chest, and he couldn’t keep the smile off of his face. Who knew revenge could be so sweet?
The pair spent the next few hours sipping their drinks of choice and talking while petting whatever cats decided they were interesting. Unfortunately, all good things came to an end, and theirs ended with their impending curfews. They walked out of the cat café after sundown tentatively holding hands. They paused on the corner that marked the divergence in their paths, neither willing to be the first to pull away.
After a few minutes spent in companionable silence, Hitoshi broke the silence first. “This was nice. We should do it again sometime. And thanks for the poster.”
Izuku grinned, ignoring the feeling of blush rising on his cheeks. “I’m glad you like it.”
Hitoshi pulled his hand free to clutch the cardboard tube to his chest with both hands. “Like it? It’s my most prized possession.”
Izuku laughed once before remembering they were in public and slapping a hand over his mouth. A few passersby glanced at them, but no one asked what they were doing. “Sorry.”
“Don’t be. You have a nice laugh,” Hitoshi said, bumping Izuku with his side. “I had a good time today.”
“Mhm. Me too,” Izuku mumbled, refusing to meet Hitoshi’s eyes as he shuffled his feet.
“Oh, come here,” Hitoshi said before pulling Izuku into a hug. “We’ll have to do this again when finals aren’t a week away.”
Izuku froze for a second before melting in his boyfriend’s arms and hugging him back. He hummed his agreement. A half dozen pounding heartbeats, and they separated. They shared a last shy smile before heading their separate ways.
Izuku walked home in a warm, contented haze. It wasn’t until he was about to unlock the door that he paused. Wait. Frick, Hitoshi was right; finals were next week!
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Izuku couldn’t believe he’d gotten so wrapped up in stressing over his first date with Hitoshi that he totally spaced on school. Ekikyō didn’t stop teasing him about it until the night before finals started, and that was mostly because they de-possessed while Aizawa was out on patrol.
They still weren’t clear on how long of a break Ekikyō needed before being able to do back-to-back eight-day possessions, but they both hoped the handful of hours they spent separated in Izuku’s room were enough.
Izuku flew through his finals and turned in the last of his assignments for Nezu’s classes. Probably the most stressful thing about the whole ordeal was the final exam for his Cybersecurity class. Nezu had him hack into a less protected part of the Commission’s database to find a marked file that Nezu claimed to have planted the day before. Izuku wasn’t sure if he wanted to know if the Commission knew about Nezu using their servers to test his student.
Their brain felt like mush by the end of the last day of finals, but Izuku forced himself to linger after his last class.
Nezu cupped his ears toward them. “Yes, Midoriya? Motsu?”
Izuku gripped his uniform’s pant leg and sat up straighter. “Nezu-sensei, we wanted to ask you something. How um…how much do you trust Hound Dog?”
Nezu’s tail twitched, and he blinked. “Quite a bit, I’d say. Are things going alright with your sessions?” he asked, tilting his head the smallest degree.
“Y-yes! Things are going fine!” Izuku said, waving their hands in front of them. They didn’t mean to worry Nezu.
Ekikyō nudged Izuku aside to still their hands and ask, “What he means to say is, we’re pretty sure he knows something is up with his schnozz. We want to know if he’s safe to talk to about…us.” Ekikyō gestured to indicate all of their body. More privately, he asked, “Now, was that so hard?”
“Yes.”
“Ah, I see,” Nezu said, sitting back in his chair. “As long as you make clear that Midoriya is unharmed by this arrangement and a willing participant, I don’t foresee any problems with telling him. Especially if you let him know that I’m in the know and monitoring things.”
The anxiety coiling in their chest unwound at Nezu’s words. “Thanks, sensei.”
“You’re both welcome. Now, go on. You’ve got the whole summer ahead of you. No need to spend more time here than necessary. Do try to stay out of trouble though,” the principal said, giving them an expression that almost looked like a smirk.
They snorted, though they couldn’t quite tell who did it. It wasn’t like Nezu knew about their vigilante activities or anything, right? “We’ll do our best sensei.” They bowed to Nezu and pulled their laptop from their backpack to turn in.
Nezu held up a paw to stop them. “No, Midoriya, that laptop is yours for as long as you attend here, between semesters included. I’ll email you next term’s syllabi the week before classes reconvene to give you a head start.
They nodded and bit back a grin as they returned the laptop to their bag. “Thanks, Nezu-sensei. Have a good summer!” One last wave and they were out the door.
They headed home, thoughts already turning to their next goal: establishing themselves more within the League. They couldn’t risk missing any details about the upcoming attack. Knowledge was power, and Eraserhead, Hitoshi, and Uraraka’s class was on the line. Fierce protectiveness that both of them shared rose at the thought of Shigaraki going after their friends or mentor.
Whatever Shigaraki was planning, they’d be ready. They wouldn’t let him get away with it.
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Shota wondered if he should take Izuku out for dinner to celebrate his exam scores. That was something you did when your kid had the second highest core class scores of their year, right? Or was that too much?
(Shota wasn’t counting Izuku’s scores in his classes with Nezu. Even though Izuku scored lower on those, Shota was sure they were far more taxing than those of other departments. Nezu had seemed quite pleased with Izuku’s scores too, which meant he’d met or exceeded the rat’s expectations, and that was no small feat.)
Shota sighed through his nose and clicked on the next video, beginning the review of Inouye and Shinso’s practical exam. He’d already made it through five videos; if he kept up this pace, he should be able to leave campus in time to make a reservation somewhere. Izuku would probably like the American restaurant downtown.
Shota frowned as Shinso tripped himself on his own capture weapon. The kid had insisted on taking it with him into the exam despite only having trained with the weapon for six weeks. This should serve as a good lesson: a tool or weapon was more of a hindrance than a boon if you weren’t proficient with it. To Shinso’s credit, he seemed to figure that out after the first ten minutes, hanging it securely back around his shoulders and leaving it there.
Shota grinned when the pair of students finally got cornered by Nemuri and squinted, wondering what the two boys would do. He chuckled when Inouye used his quirk to steal the Nemuri’s whip. For several seconds it looked like the boys’ entire plan consisted of “Yeet rocks and taunt their teacher” as Nemuri’s quirk blanketed more and more of the terrain. Then Shinso’s capture weapon suddenly appeared around Nemuri’s face, obscuring her vision. A second later she froze, and her quirk dissipated.
Shinso had imitated Inouye’s voice while Nemuri couldn’t see who was speaking. Clever. Shota paused the video and wrote some notes on both students’ performances. He assigned their scores and moved on to the next video, this time of Uraraka and Aoyama against Thirteen.
He finished reviewing the last of the practicals and stared at his computer for a minute longer, wishing there was one more video. He’d planned out a similar exam for Izuku, but he and Nezu had decided against it on Ryo’s recommendation. Ryo hadn’t broken confidentiality, but he’d strongly advised against making the offer this term. There was some growling involved.
Shota could see his coworker’s point when he stopped to think about it. Izuku would be a perfect fit for 1-A. He was skilled, driven, compassionate, and a fast learner, but Izuku had no confidence in himself. He’d tried the entrance exam and not gotten a single point. He’d tried in the Sports Festival, but he’d been forced to choose his own well-being over competing in the third event. (Knowing what he did now, Shota was thankful that Izuku had made that choice.)
Shota hadn’t seen Izuku show any actual interest in heroics since taking the kid in.
He rubbed his eyes and turned off his computer. Ryo was right. Shota should talk to Izuku before they ever present him with a test for transfer. There had been an interest in heroics, but was it still there after so many disappointments? What if Izuku wanted to stay in Analysis after getting to experience a full semester of the curriculum? Shota was perfectly fine with that if it was what Izuku really wanted, not just what he thought was achievable.
Shota stood and stretched before pulling his phone out. He texted his Problem Child, “I got your exam scores. Second in your year. Want to go out for dinner to celebrate tonight? I should be home in an hour.”
By the time Shota finished packing his messenger bag, Izuku had texted back, “Sure. Would an hour and a half work? I just left for my run.”
Shota raised an eyebrow and checked the time. Usually, the kid ran later. He must have gotten bored home alone. Shota did feel bad he had spent Izuku’s first day of summer break out of the apartment, but the heroics exams ran an extra day to allow enough time for their practicals. It couldn’t really be helped. At least the exams were done now. “Sure, Problem Child. See you then.”
Outtakes:
Izuku: bemoans the fact his old shirts don’t fit anymore
Hitoshi: visually tracing Izuku’s muscles through his shirt “You’re fine. I mean, your shirt. Your shirt looks fine.”
Izuku and Ekikyō: are chilling at the League base
Aizawa: “Hey, want to go out for dinner in an hour?”
Izuku and Ekikyō: panic because the train ride back from Tokyo is longer than that
Shinso: “Ugh. I have a migraine. Midnight was a lot harder to hold onto with Brainwashing than I expected.”
Uraraka: “I don’t think I’ll be able to eat anything tonight. I’m going to take a Dramamine and sleep for 20 hours.”
Shinso: “Goals.” offers her a fist bump
Todoroki: “At least you didn’t have to take your exams solo.”
Shinso and Uraraka: shudder
Todoroki: wonders what it would have been like to have had Midoriya in 1-A’s 20th slot and as a partner for the final
Chapter 62: Destroy My Enemies
Summary:
“Do I not destroy my enemies when I make them my friends?” –Abraham Lincoln
Birthday update anyone?
Chapter Text
Izuku’s first summer break of high school was like any year prior, except in all the ways it wasn’t. Ekikyō was a constant presence, and they were constantly busy. Aizawa was around more often than not during the days, either napping or making lesson plans for the next term or wanting to spend time with Izuku. It was weird at first, the man offering to train them without Shinso or Uraraka around, but Izuku decided it was a good weird.
When Izuku and Ekikyō got antsy or just wanted to be alone, they headed out to the gym Aizawa had gotten Izuku a membership at or used said membership as a cover to sneak over to the League base. Or they hung out with Hitoshi, helped out at the underground clinic, trained with Ciupan, or did analysis requests for Giran. They had a lot going on.
After the scare with Aizawa wanting to go out for dinner, they’d avoided going to the League base much during the day, but today Aizawa was leaving early for a series of meetings that should keep him busy right up until his patrol started. They took the opportunity to don their disguise and head to the League’s base, intending to spend the rest of the day there. It was only the second time they’d gotten to head over so early on a weekday. (They’d stopped by on week nights when summoned for meetings before, but those were different.)
The first thing they saw when they stepped out of Kurogiri’s Warp Gate was the empty bar. They’d never seen it empty before. “What, the rest of the League not awake yet?” they asked, turning to glance at Kurogiri.
The bartender was at his usual post, cleaning the exact same glass as last time. Izuku could tell by the chip on the base.
Kurogiri glanced up at them before gesturing toward one of the two doors leading off the bar. “At this time, they’re usually in the training room or out handling their own affairs.”
“You have a training room here?” they asked, tamping down on Izuku’s keen interest. When the only answer Kurogiri gave was a nod, they decided to investigate. The door Kurogiri had pointed out opened onto a narrow hallway with peeling and faded wallpaper. The door to the bar must have been subtly soundproofed, because once they opened it, they could hear the familiar grunts and shuffling of a spar and the rhythmic thud of fists meeting a punching bag.
Izuku and Ekikyō noted every closed door they walked past, deciding based on the occasional decoration that they probably led to individual quarters. Toga’s was easy to pick out with the mix of cutesy and macabre stickers and magazine clippings pasted to one door. The door at the end of the dingy hall was cracked open, allowing all the sounds they’d heard to escape.
They pushed it further open as they slid into the room. Weight training equipment lined the walls, but the center of the room was open and covered in mats for deadlifting or sparring. Disconcertingly, it reminded Izuku of the weight room at UA the one time he’d had glanced inside it.
(The third years working out there had been intimidating enough to put Izuku off returning. Upperclassmen could dole out the worst beatings, after all, and these upperclassmen had survived more than two years of UA’s training. Izuku didn’t like his odds against people with so much fighting and tactical experience.)
Magne and Spinner were practicing some quirkless hand-to-hand, weapons piled safely out of the way against one of the walls. Magne appeared to be winning, if the way she suplexed Spinner and pinned him a second after Izuku and Ekikyō entered the gym was anything to go off of. Spinner tapped out, and Magne helped him back to his feet.
“Good match. You project your moves too much though. Makes you easy to predict and work around,” Magne said, slapping Spinner’s shoulder hard enough to rock him. “Keep your elbows in closer to your body to protect your torso and fists up high enough to protect your chin and throat.” Spinner did what she said, and she prodded him a few times to get him into a better stance. Then they went again.
Ekikyō had to hold back Izuku’s urge to chime in with his own advice. They really didn’t need to make the villains preparing to attack a class of teenagers more dangerous.
A loud thud distracted them from the spar in the center of the room. They glanced over to see Muscular shaking his hands out and standing over a barbell stacked with what had to be the entire room’s supply of weights. How strong was that guy?!
“He could probably splat me just as easily as All Might did in that tunnel,” Ekikyō said, edging them away from the renowned murderer. Glancing around the rest of the gym, they found another League member punching away at the punching bag. They didn’t recognize his face, but based on his build, he was probably Twice, not Compress. Mustard–still wearing his helmet–and Toga were camped out not too far from Magne and Spinner’s weapons, spectating the spar. Compress, Dabi, Moonfish, and Shigaraki were absent.
Izuku and Ekikyō sidled up next to the other two teens, waving a slimy hand when Toga spotted them and smiled.
“Hi, Sludge!” Toga cheered, patting the floor next to her. “You’re here early.”
They dropped down beside her and shrugged. “My meatsuit had off work today for…a dentist appointment. Figured I’d make use of the free time once that was out of the way.”
Toga hummed and tilted her head as she scrutinized them. “Does he get dental work often? Because his smile’s like perfect.”
Actually, now that she mentioned it, Izuku’s dentist had complimented his oral hygiene the last time he’d been. Izuku pressed a silent question Ekikyō’s way.
Ekikyō answered them both, “That’s my doing. I’ve got a killer immune system from constant environmental exposure. Any bacteria that try to cause trouble for me or my host get munched before they can do anything, plaque-building bacteria included.”
“Huh. That’s pretty useful,” Toga admitted. She pressed a finger to her chin in thought. “I’ve wondered if my quirk does something similar before, but I have no real way to test it. It’s not like I can go around asking everyone I stab if they have any bloodborne diseases before drinking their blood, and the stuff from the blood banks is already tested for those.”
Izuku perked up at the information on Toga’s quirk, and Ekikyō carefully conveyed one of the million questions flying around in their head, “Have you ever thought about donating blood?” When she shot them a confused look, he explained, “I mean, they’d check your blood for those same diseases, right? If your blood’s totally clean, there’s a decent chance you’re right. You could probably try donating while morphed into someone else too to see if your quirk changes your blood type to match your borrowed physiology. Probably should steal those blood bags back afterward though. If your blood reverts after some time limit, it could kill whoever gets a transfusion from it.”
Toga stared wide-eyed at them. Then she smiled. “You’re smarter than you look.”
Ekikyō narrowed their eyes at her. “Hey!”
Toga just giggled.
Spinner hit the mat again, drawing their attention. “Ow…”
“Need a break?” Magne asked.
Spinner nodded before picking himself back up and stumbling over to join those on the sidelines.
Toga bounced to her feet and pulled on Izuku and Ekikyō’s wrist. She had a surprisingly strong grip. “Ooh, us next! I want to see how Sludge fights.”
“Uh…” That was actually a very good question. How did they fight like this? As Naisho, they had their shoge hook, padded gloves, and steel-toed boots, and as Izuku they were small and quick. Ekikyō on his own fought in a completely different way too. They could fight that way, though they weren’t sure how much slime Ekikyō could externalize while still properly possessing Izuku.
They reached the center of the mats before they could think up a strategy. Toga finally released them and skipped a few steps away before rounding to face them with a knife in hand. “Best of three?” She asked.
Eyeing the blade, they decided keeping their body as far out of her reach as possible was probably the safest option. They nodded and pushed more slime through their skin, freezing their lungs as slime closed protectively around Izuku. Their heartbeat was kept carefully even, and Ekikyō wrapped a little tighter around Izuku’s mind, but there wasn’t any panic yet. Ekikyō separated his eyes from Izuku’s and continued pulling slime through their skin.
After a few seconds, Izuku felt like his mind was being pulled in several directions at once. It hurt. Ekikyō immediately stopped and pushed some slime back inside their body. It seemed they’d found their limit. After taking stock, they thought they were close to having 75% of their slime externalized.
Further analysis needed to wait, as Toga was throwing a knife at their—Ekikyō’s—eye. “Hey, watch it! I only got two of those, you know,” they said, moving their eyes safely aside and grabbing the knife with a slimy limb.
Toga only smiled and caught the knife when they flicked it back. All feigned innocence, she asked, “How else am I supposed to fight you like that?”
Okay, yeah, that was kinda fair. Izuku hadn’t been able to do much in the one attempted spar against Ekikyō either. Everyone involved in a spar should be able to take something from it. Like this, Toga wasn’t getting anything. Izuku probably would have pointed out that issue if… They paused and held up a slimy limb. “Right, one sec.”
Izuku felt slime shift around inside their skull, separating from the section of cortex they now knew housed his logic center. Izuku blinked his eyes open in surprise before closing them to cancel out the double vision. He moved a hand through their slime to rub his temple, but Ekikyō beat him to it, massaging his temples and the base of his skull. His mind still felt a little…stretched? Strained? Neither of those seemed quite the right word. It wasn’t a migraine yet, anyway.
A gentle mental prod from Ekikyō recaptured Izuku’s attention. Right, they were in the middle of something. He already knew what they’d both been thinking a second ago, and he considered their options alongside Ekikyō. They didn’t use words so much as images as they passed ideas back and forth. They finally settled on their memory of punching that first villain they took down last summer with a slime and blood-coated fist. Working together, they’d packed more of a punch than either of them did alone.
Decided, Izuku relaxed back into their skewed deep dive. (The creeping anxiety over his body not breathing was squashed down in an instant.) Their slime contracted and sank back inward. They hurriedly fixed their eyes before allowing the rest of their slime to settle into their usual disguise but in a slightly thicker, denser layer.
They took a deep breath and fixed their airway with the right amount of slime. “Wasn’t thinking. I’m used to fighting like that. I’ve only ever used hosts to relieve my withdrawal and hide. Haven’t fought like this before,” Ekikyō said flexing his and Izuku’s overlaid hands. They shrugged and curled their fingers into a fist. “But I suppose there’s a first time for everything.”
Toga was still smiling; it was almost creepy at this point. “Don’t worry. I won’t mess up your host’s pretty face or anywhere he can’t hide.” Then she pounced.
They jerked out of the way, barely avoiding Toga’s knife. They weren’t as graceful as usual with Ekikyō taking lead. They needed Izuku’s muscle memory, but that meant Izuku being closer to the surface. Or…They hissed as a sharp point dragged through their slime and skin, leaving a line of black blooming across their bicep.
Toga stared at the unusual color in surprise.
They took the opportunity to throw a punch with their uninjured arm. She snapped out of her daze to dodge the majority of the hit. They clipped her arm, but that was it. They exchanged a few more blows, though nothing connected. If they didn’t know better, they’d think Toga was purposely giving them a chance to figure themselves out. Yeah, a spar was meant to benefit both parties, but they hadn’t expected that level of restraint from the person whose quirk gave them literal bloodlust. Maybe the fact their blood was all mixed up with slime made it less appealing?
Ekikyō huffed in the safety of their mind and shifted some of the slime in their brain, forging more thorough connections in the areas housing Izuku’s muscle memory and reflexes. Then he lightened up on his hold on Izuku’s logic center again though not completely releasing him. They dodged the next teasingly close swipe of Toga’s knife more easily.
Toga grinned and pressed her attack, just missing them each time as she matched their speed.
Izuku and Ekikyō’s movement improved over the next minute or two as Ekikyō figured out how to better hook into Izuku’s learned skills and reactions without having to move Izuku into even or full control. Once things leveled out, they finally started going on the offensive. They dodged another slash, twisting to carry that momentum into a kick that caught Toga across the hip.
The blonde stumbled back a step and beamed. “There you go! Now we can really start.”
Some distant part of their mind was a little worried by how eager Toga sounded, but the rest of their mind was focused on the fight at hand. On Toga’s next swing, they grabbed her wrist as they sidestepped, using her momentum to throw her…a little farther than they really intended.
Toga rolled into her landing and popped back to her feet, no worse for wear. Her next approach was a bit more cautious, keeping just out of their reach to occasionally dart in with quick jabs and slashes.
They followed the pace she set until they got an idea. Whose mind was responsible they weren’t sure, but they hadn’t gotten to try this trick since possessing Iida. Slime and blood swelled from the broken skin on their left arm and lashed out to slap Toga’s right hand. Toga’s knife fell.
While Toga reeled from the surprise hit, they pressed their advantage with a right punch that Toga redirected then dropped into a sweeping kick. Toga avoided that hit as well, but that wasn’t the main reason they’d done it. They’d pushed her further back, away from her weapon, giving them time to claim the dropped knife as their own.
Of course, their victory was somewhat negated by Toga producing a second blade from…somewhere, but they could at least parry her knife with theirs now. Things were more even for a while. They gained two more shallow cuts, but they gave Toga one as well and tore the lower hem of her sweater.
Then Toga vanished.
They whirled, scanning their surroundings for her but not seeing anything. Their slime picked up faint vibrations behind them, then they felt the tip of a blade resting on the slime protecting their back, just to one side of their spine and below their ribcage. As connected with their body as they were, they recognized the knife hovered just over a kidney. If they were separate, a hit there would kill before help could arrive.
They relaxed their stance and admitted defeat, “You got us.”
Toga squealed and bounced back around in front of them. “That was fun. Okay, round two!”
They held up a hand and shook their head. “We—I should sit down for a bit. Had to mess around in my host’s brain to get access to their muscle memory, and it’s starting to cause a headache.” The slime in their head shifted, draining away from the structures in the center and base of their brain.
Toga pouted but made no move to stop them as they walked to the sidelines. She and Magne started a spar that Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t really pay attention to.
Their focus shifted inward instead. There was a dull ache in their head and neck, and the cuts from Toga’s knife stung their skin distantly. Their mind felt a dichotomous mix of sharp and unfocused. The two feelings separated more, and Ekikyō asked, “You okay?”
Izuku. He was Izuku. He felt off, fuzzy, but his mind was getting clearer. And there was the migraine he’d been missing. “Ugh.”
Ekikyō pressed a little closer but remained separate. A wordless apology and concern drifted between them, answered by reassurance. Actually, as Izuku’s head cleared, he could tell Ekikyō didn’t feel perfect either. He pressed a silent question at his friend.
“I’ll be okay. This is…well, I guess you could call it a headache? I was micromanaging too many complicated tasks at once.”
Izuku hummed in their mind. That made sense. On top of the usual temperature and oxygen regulation and putting any of their blood that leaked out back inside their body, Ekikyō had been keeping a tight rein on Izuku while also reading what he wanted to do and how he wanted to react in their spar with Toga and translating those into actions not even a split second later. They’d gotten so in tune there for a while that it didn’t feel like Izuku was being restricted at all, at least in the fighting department. Ekikyō had done a good job keeping Izuku’s expressions off their face and his words locked behind their teeth. No nervous habits or flinches made it through either.
It was a weird thing to be proud of, probably, but they couldn’t risk the League finding out they were more than just Ekikyō when they were here. And Ekikyō had a reputation to uphold.
They’d probably need to find some time and somewhere safe to practice being and fighting like that to get past the annoying headache-y phase that doing anything new with Izuku’s brain seemed to come with. Ekikyō getting a headache from it too was a first though. Hopefully, he’d adjust as well. Izuku didn’t like the idea of his best friend being in pain.
Ekikyō mentally shoved him. “Hypocrite,” he teased. “I don’t like you being in pain either. We’ll take this slow like our deep dives at the beginning.”
Izuku could agree to that. “Yeah, we’ll get there.” He leaned into his friend in wordless permission. Toga and Magne had wrapped up their spar, and someone was likely to talk to them again soon. Best to properly be in disguise for that. Izuku focused fully on their surroundings as Ekikyō’s mind wrapped securely around his own and pulled him back in.
Toga dropped to the ground beside them as their minds and senses finished realigning. “That was fun!” she said, panting. She dragged a small cooler from where it had been nestled against Magne’s giant magnet and opened it to pull a blood bag out.
They blinked in surprise but didn’t say anything as Toga stabbed a sharpened metal straw through the larger port on the bag. She contentedly sipped on the contents as Twice wandered over to ask Magne pointers or insult her skill while challenging her to spar. They couldn’t quite tell which, but for his sake they hoped it was the former.
Glancing around, they saw that Muscular had left at some point. At least he reshelved his weights. That was more credit than they would have given him. Spinner appeared to have fallen asleep where he’d sprawled on the floor earlier. The only other person in the gym who hadn’t sparred yet was Mustard. The kid hadn’t moved at all from his post on the far side of Magne and Spinner’s weapons, but he hadn’t stopped watching the spars either. Maybe he was just shy or unconfident?
“What about you, Mustard? You gonna spar after Twice? I’m sure Magne could give you some pointers.”
Mustard startled and stared at them. Then he scoffed and crossed his arms as he looked away. “Like I need to know any of this. Between my quirk and the gun Giran’s getting me, no one will ever get close enough for me to punch them. This is pointless,” he concluded petulantly. He stalked out of the gym before Izuku and Ekikyō could think of anything else to say.
“Was it something I said?” Ekikyō asked.
Toga cast a sour look at the gym door as it closed. “Nah, that’s all Mustard.”
“Don’t take it personally, hun,” Magne said walking over to join them. Toga tossed her a hand towel and held out a bottle of water retrieved from the cooler. After nodding her thanks and downing a third of the bottle, she continued, “Toga and I have both offered a few times, but he doesn’t seem interested.”
Izuku and Ekikyō frowned. “That’s dumb. No one’s quirk is useful all the time. And all it takes to counter Mustard’s is a gas mask or an industrial fan. The brat’s setting himself up for a fall.”
“That’s what I’m saying!” Twice said, dramatically throwing his arms in the air before plopping down near them and making grabby hands at the cooler. Toga rolled her eyes good-naturedly and shoved it over to him. “Who cares? I’m not going to rescue the little prick if he gets himself caught.”
The man paused with the water bottle halfway to his mouth to close his eyes and shake his head. He set the water bottle down to dig something out of his pocket. He yanked the wad of fabric over the top half of his head, revealing it to be his mask. “Ah, that’s better. Thought I might split for a second there.” Then the man abruptly shifted gears and pointed at Izuku and Ekikyō’s arm. “You need any stitches there? Not that I care!”
Izuku and Ekikyō blinked at Twice before glancing down at their arm. The cut on their bicep was the worst of the three, though none of them were too deep. They pealed the slime back from their skin to get a better look at the clotted wound. It probably could use stitching. Great. They’d need to go visit Cross before heading home. “Yeah, but I know a guy. I’ll go see him when I leave.”
“Nonsense,” Magne said waving a hand. “We’ve got a first aid kit here for a reason.” She lightly kicked Spinner, making the man yelp and jolt upright. “Spinner will fetch it. Let’s take a look at the other two now,” she said lowering herself to sit in front of them.
They’d really rather not, but Magne was using a no-nonsense tone they were too familiar with from Eraserhead. They swallowed their complaints and pulled their slime away from the other two glorified scratches but left some slime in their skin to throw off their skin tone. Really, the cuts weren’t bad at all. They’d probably be fully healed by this time tomorrow.
Magne ignored them saying so to poke at the green-tinted skin around the wounds. Magne seemed satisfied with her inspection of those two before having Izuku and Ekikyō turn to give her better access to the one on their left bicep.
About that time was when Spinner returned, large first aid kit in hand. Magne asked for various supplies, and Spinner handed them to her. They seemed rather practiced. Izuku and Ekikyō wondered how often they’d had to patch a League member up.
They barely winced at the first bite of the needle entering their skin. Ekikyō numbed the wound before the second pass. They let Magne do her work and focused on Toga, who was leaning in close to look at their wound, still seemingly fascinated by their blood.
The girl crumpled the empty blood bag and asked, “Why is your blood black like that?”
Ekikyō shrugged their right shoulder. “That’s what we get mixing red blood and green slime. It’s more slime than actual blood right now, but any of my cells can carry oxygen just as well as normal blood, so it works out.”
“Huh.” Toga sniffed and scrunched her nose up before leaning back. “It doesn’t even smell like blood.”
They chatted a little more while Magne finished giving them their 15 stitches. Izuku and Ekikyō still weren’t fully convinced they needed so many, but at least they were neat enough. They carefully re-covered the area in slime and listened to Spinner and Twice argue about which racing game was the best. They rolled their arm and idly wondered if the League was always like this.
Outtake:
Aizawa: is trying not to fall asleep in a meeting when his Problem Child sense goes off
Tsukauchi: “Aizawa, where do you think you’re going? We still haven’t gotten to the new cases your lead in Okinawa turned up.”
Aizawa: isn’t willing to say he was leaving on a hunch and sits back down, settling on texting Naisho and Izuku as his most Problematic Children. (Gokaku would be on that list too, but they don’t seem to have a phone number.)
Aizawa several hours later: sprints home because Izuku never texted him back only to find all the cats curled on top of Izuku in his bed
Izuku: pulls the covers over his head “Zawa? Turn the light off. I’va headache.”
Aizawa: shoulders sag in relief as he turns the light out and fetches the gel sleep mask he keeps in the freezer for when he’s had to use Erasure too much on patrol “Here, Problem Child. This might help.”
Izuku: grumbles incoherently and puts the mask on backwards so the iced mask is at the base of his skull
Aizawa: “That’s not how…nevermind.”
Chapter 63: Wolves
Summary:
"If you live among wolves you have to act like a wolf." –Nikita Khrushchev
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Summer break rolled on, and Izuku and Ekikyō somehow continued to keep up with everything, though they did have to cut back on their patrols with Eraser to stake out Hitoshi’s place. They had to get him out of that poor excuse for a home. He’d had another bruise when they’d hung out today, and they could barely resist the urge to literally fight the man who was Hitoshi’s foster father. At least none of the bullies had turned up on this side of town since their group attack.
Izuku wasn’t convinced that luck would hold though, especially once the next semester started and made Hitoshi’s daily route predictable again.
It was on one of those nights where Naisho crouched on a rooftop two duplexes down and across the street from Hitoshi’s house when someone snuck up behind them. They only felt the additional presence join them on the roof because they’d taken to keeping some of their slime externalized and coating their skin to better sense their surroundings. The second the person landed on the far side of the roof, Naisho rose to their feet, hand unclipping their shoge hook from its holster.
They froze as their green eyes met red. Ice spiked through their veins as they took a step back, shifting from fight to flight in an instant. They didn’t want to pick a fight they couldn’t win.
“Naisho,” the vigilante turned villain said as he rose from his crouch. The man studied them, hands hovering near a set of sheathed blades.
“Stain,” Naisho greeted, edging a little closer to the roof’s edge. A jump from two stories up might hurt, but they could pull enough slime through their skin to cushion their landing. Probably. They liked their chances of surviving the fall better than their chances of surviving Stain’s blades and skill.
Stain noted the shift and grinned, hands relaxing at his sides. “I’m not here to fight you.”
“You’re not?” They asked, skepticism thick in their voice.
“No, I’m in Musutafu to see if your ideal has borne fruit.” Stain’s eyes narrowed. “What brings you to this rooftop so many nights in a row?” The man not-so-subtly glanced past them at the house they’d been watching.
Aaaannnd Stain had been watching them. Frick. Did he follow them back to Eraserhead’s apartment? Did he know their civilian identity? More importantly, Stain could not take an interest in Hitoshi. Naisho side-stepped to block Stain’s view of their friend’s residence, slime bristling on their skin. “Collecting evidence to get a kid out of a bad home.”
Stain’s eyebrows rose for a second before they drew down and inward in time with the man’s lip curling. “Abusive scum.”
Naisho hummed in agreement, not taking his eyes off of Stain, even as he relaxed a tiny bit. “It’s a delicate situation, but we have a plan.”
Stain’s eyes snapped from Hitoshi’s house to them. “We?”
Naisho blinked. Right, they’d gotten a bit lax in hiding their dual nature from Eraserhead. They winced internally at their mistake. “Green and Sludge,” they clarified, the names known in villain circles tasting wrong on their tongue.
Stain stared at them for a moment before chuckling. “So, you truly work together. You trust each other that much?”
“With our lives,” they said without hesitation.
Stain looked them up and down one last time before nodding at whatever he saw. He turned away and placed a foot on the roof’s ledge to leave.
“That’s it?”
Stain looked over his shoulder at them. “Yes. I did not come to Musutafu for you, Naisho. I came to see if Endeavor has learned his lesson.” Without further ado, Stain jumped for the next rooftop.
A small spike of panic lanced through Naisho as they lunged to follow. Their thoughts shifted to Todoroki and his scar. Despite whatever had happened, Todoroki didn’t want his father dead, so Naisho hounded Stain’s steps, intent on protecting Endeavor if needed.
Stain didn’t try to lose them. He could have easily, they were sure, but the route they followed was less challenging than that night in Yokohama. Was that a testament to their grown skill in freerunning or an endorsement of Hatsume’s shock-absorbing boots? Or maybe it spoke of their teamwork and how they barely had to think about cushioning their joints with slime for landings nowadays. Even with the shock of meeting Stain tonight, their deep dive was seamless, and they reveled in racing across the rooftops in tandem.
Adding skin breathing to the use of their oxygen concentrator, Naisho was able to keep pace with Stain for quite a while. As they slowed to a stop on a rooftop in the entertainment district, Naisho took deep breaths and kept breathing through the exposed skin of their arms for a minute to catch their breath. They watched Stain crouch low and slink up to the roof’s edge to spy on the foot traffic below, joining him a few seconds later.
Endeavor was easy to spot with his usual flaming beard and hairdo. Naisho immediately noted the added armor on the man’s torso and wondered if the additions restricted his range of movement. Well, restricted it more than his healing injury did. They watched the hero grouchily give directions to a group of college girls all decked out in matching merch, most likely from a band based on them heading in the direction of Musutafu’s few music bars.
There wasn’t much crime this late in this area, at least not much flashy crime. Pickpockets didn’t seem Endeavor’s speed, but then again neither did calling a cab for someone who was throwing up on the sidewalk after too many drinks or warning off some jerk who was harassing a lady in a skimpy dress. Maybe this was Endeavor’s agency’s idea of “light duty” to ease the hero back into the swing of things?
The more they watched, the more Naisho noted the complete lack of offensive quirk usage. The most they ever saw was his beard and hair flaring when the pro scared off that one creeper. Endeavor had issues with overheating with extensive quirk usage. His doctors likely warned him off of using Hellflame too much while healing. Naisho also picked up on the very slight limp in Endeavor’s gait and the occasional grimace.
The proud hero must be near the end of his shift for him to be letting his composure slip. Sure enough, another hero met him a few minutes later and exchanged a greeting before taking his place at the district’s busiest intersection. Endeavor slowly headed for where Izuku’s fanboy heart knew his estate lay. (Everyone who cared to knew where Endeavor lived; no one was dumb enough to try attacking him or his family. That was the solitary good thing to come of Endeavor’s reputation.)
Stain and Naisho followed from the shadows above.
Naisho wasn’t sure they wanted Stain anywhere near Todoroki, though the protectiveness they felt for him wasn’t quite as sharp as for Hitoshi. Still, they would be happier if they didn’t tail the hero all the way home. “For what it’s worth,” they found themselves saying. “His youngest son seems happier lately.”
Stain gave them a sidelong look but didn’t comment, undeterred. The walled grounds of the Todoroki estate came into view shortly after. They watched for a few minutes after Endeavor walked inside, but all was quiet.
Naisho wasn’t sure if Stain had seen what he wanted to, but they could admit Endeavor hadn’t seemed exactly “put upon” for working such a dull and civilian interaction-oriented shift. Maybe he was just too tired to feel proud? He was still recovering.
“So, what now?” they ventured to ask.
Stain stayed frozen in his hunched position, staring at Endeavor’s home. He slowly rose to his full height and turned away. “I’ll let him grow a while longer to see what he becomes. There are others in need of my blade, both hero and villain.”
Naisho nodded slowly, following Stain away from Endeavor’s home. They told themselves they were still following the serial killer solely to keep an eye on him and hopefully keep him out of trouble (at least in their city). And that was most of the reason. There was something oddly refreshing about the change of pace in racing across the rooftops after Stain compared to the methodical, more careful pace Eraserhead tended to set.
It was…challenging, exhilarating, (fun) and a part of them liked the stretch and burn of muscles that didn’t often see such use. They’d have to do this—just race across rooftops and billboards as fast as they could—again sometime. Naisho found themselves smiling behind their mask.
Stain seemed to set the perfect pace too. Naisho wondered if he’d ever done this before or worked with someone in the past. That thought led to another that abruptly killed the mood. Naisho stumbled at the sudden, horrible thought. Stain stalled a few steps further ahead and raised an eyebrow at them.
“Stain, you aren’t partnered with the League of Villains, right?” they asked, realizing how odd it was that Shigaraki claimed they were allied when they’d never heard of the man setting foot in the bar when they visited.
Stain sneered but deigned answer, “The Shigaraki brat may yet become a man of conviction, but he’s far from there yet.”
Naisho sighed. “Good. Good. Um…we should probably let you know in case you run into us, but we—under Sludge’s name—infiltrated the League…” They trailed off while holding up a hand and urging more slime through their skin to form their disguise on that arm.
Stain studied them and their barely recognizable arm before baring his teeth in an approximation of a smile. Something about the expression set them on edge. “Not bad, little hero, but you’re in over your head.”
“Yeah, but—” They cut off as Stain drew a knife.
“You are one of the few good ones, Naisho, and it would be a waste to let you die.” The villain gestured with his blade toward Izuku’s holstered knife. “If you are going to prowl with wolves, you should know how to use your fangs and defend yourself. And if your blade fells that mangey fool before mine does, he should consider it a mercy.”
Izuku and Ekikyō’s eyes widened as they scrambled to draw their knife and avoid Stain’s lunge. “Not again!”
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“Worst teacher ever,” Izuku complained as he let himself fall into bed and just lay there, appreciating the softness against their bruised, strained, and nicked body.
Disgruntled agreement flared from Ekikyō’s half of their mind as they slowly separated their thoughts and senses.
Izuku rolled carefully onto their side and squeezed their eyes shut as his senses reeled. His skin felt too tight and out of place, his pajamas abrasive against his skin, the world was too quiet and still. How would he be able to tell if someone else snuck up on them? He felt exposed and antsy.
Ekikyō brushed against his mind again, and Izuku practically clung to him until the feeling passed a few minutes later.
Izuku kept his eyes shut, even after the feeling of wrong (his skin—slime—should be further out than it was) quieted. “Ugh. Why’d that happen?” Izuku asked. His senses hadn’t been that thrown off since the first time they went on patrol in a deep dive.
“There was the time we almost drowned too,” Ekikyō pointed out, shifting some slime around their collection of new cuts.
Now that Izuku paid attention, Ekikyō’s thoughts felt a touch slow and off too. “Ekikyō?”
“I’m okay, Izuku. Think this time might be because I took the opportunity to hook into your reflexes and training.” They hadn’t really thought about it at the time–they’d been more focused on Stain and avoiding any injuries they couldn’t hide–but whenever Izuku’s body had been paralyzed, Ekikyō took the majority of control in order to keep them moving. He didn’t block Izuku from control like at the League base, but he had tapped into Izuku’s reflexes and training again.
It had actually been pretty decent practice, not that they intended to tell Stain that or wanted a repeat. Knowing Stain, they wouldn’t have much choice if they headed back out to patrol in the next few days. Izuku weighed the risks versus benefits of taking the next few nights off, but with the possibility of Stain having followed them back to the apartment before revealing himself, he wasn’t sure he wanted to risk making the man come looking for them if he was determined to train them.
Just the thought of Stain crossing paths with Eraserhead made Izuku anxious. He wasn’t sure who would win that fight and didn’t really want to find out.
What options did that leave though? Train with Stain for however long he was in town and possibly get injured in a revealing way or stay home and risk Stain stalking them closely enough to encounter Eraserhead? The truly annoying thing was that he was losing time to stake out Hitoshi’s home either way.
“Well, Stain did wait an hour to approach us tonight,” Ekikyō pointed out. “Maybe we could talk him into training somewhere with a decent vantage point to continue the stakeout?”
Izuku frowned and opened his eyes, blinking a few times to ensure his room didn’t tilt or buck unexpectedly. Once certain of his vision and balance, he sat up, grabbed his laptop, and headed for the kitchen. Tired as he was, he didn’t think he could sleep until they had a plan. That should soothe some of his anxiety. So would food. Sparring with Stain had worked up an appetite.
Ten minutes and a bowl of microwaved leftovers (udon broth, noodles, and stir-fried vegetables and beef) later, they had the computer booted up and a browser opened to a map of Musutafu, looking for any good apartment buildings to scout out tomorrow night. They needed somewhere with a good view of Hitoshi’s neighborhood and minimal security cameras. There were a few that looked promising but needed further investigation. When they opened another window to search for surrounding businesses that were likely to have incriminating security systems, the old computer stuttered and froze.
Izuku made a sound of protest around his mouthful of noodles and mushrooms before tapping the escape key a few times in futility. He nearly choked when a voice behind him asked, “What are you doing up?”
Ekikyō saved them, easing their food down as Izuku coughed. They looked over their shoulder to see Aizawa with his capture weapon and goggles hanging from one hand eyeing them with a tired expression. They must have missed his soft footfalls, or maybe he’d purposely been extra quiet when he’d arrived home to see lights still on.
He stared at his guardian for a few seconds before his question registered. A quick glance at the time on the microwave had Izuku cringing. How was it 4:00 a.m. already? “Um, the time got away from me? And then I got hungry?” He lifted his bowl of now lukewarm udon and grinned sheepishly.
Aizawa gave him a deadpan that seemed more “dead” than usual. Then he raised an eyebrow in question. “What’s so interesting that you stayed up all night working on it? I’m pretty sure Nezu didn’t give you any homework for over the break.”
Izuku turned back around to point at his laptop screen, scrambling for an explanation as to why it was still frozen on an incriminating browser search for “jewelry shops in east Musutafu.” At least he hadn’t been looking up online fanart of Eraserhead to send Hitoshi? Yeah, small mercies.
“I mean, being a hero fan could be a decent cover. Didn’t you have all the hero patrol routes mapped out around your old place?” Ekikyō asked.
“You’re right. That could work…” Out loud, Izuku said, “I was trying to figure out what hero or heroes patrolled in this one chunk of east Musutafu. I had most of the patrols around my mom’s apartment worked out, but this one section on this side of town doesn’t seem to have near as many arrests on the crime tracker forum I follow. I can’t tell if it’s a hero dead zone or just has low crime, so I was mapping out popular villain targets to see if there’s a trend. Then my computer froze.”
Izuku frustratedly held the power button down to trigger a manual shut down. “Might have to look for a new one soon. This one is five years old now…” And he’d jostled it a lot with running around town and occasionally roof hopping with it. Really, it was a miracle it still worked as well as it did. Though he couldn’t figure out why it had waited to start having so many problems until moving into Aizawa’s apartment.
Aizawa eyed Izuku’s computer as if it might bite and hummed. He hung his capture weapon and goggles off the back of a chair and headed into the kitchen to check the timer on the coffeemaker. “There are a few dead zones around Musutafu, but most blocks see at least one patrol a day. Gotta give the rookies something to do. Show me where you’re looking at tomorrow, and I’ll see if I know who patrols there.”
Izuku smiled. “Thanks, Aizawa.”
Aizawa ruffled his hair as he walked past Izuku. “Get some sleep, Problem Child. Staying up all night won’t fly during the school term, so don’t go making this a habit.”
“Okay, Aizawa. Goodni—er, morning? Mornight? What do you even call 4:00?”
“Cursed,” Aizawa called over his shoulder while shuffling down the hall toward his room.
Izuku covered his mouth to suppress the laugh that wanted to bubble out. “We should probably get to bed soon too,” Izuku said to Ekikyō.
Ekikyō wordlessly agreed and took control to lift their half-finished udon and drink it straight from the bowl, not bothering to chew anything.
“Why are you like this?” Izuku asked, ignoring the sensations that came with that.
“Because it’s faster? Now come on, let's clean up. Then we can go sleep til noon.”
Outtake:
Aizawa: sees Izuku looking up jewelry stores “Maybe I need to give Shinso that shovel talk after all…”
Ekikyō: “You know you want to.”
Izuku: “But we’ll get in trouble.”
Ekikyō: “Only if he finds out, and he’s not going to. Because we’ll put it back exactly where we found it after.”
Izuku: gazes longingly at Aizawa’s capture weapon hanging on the back of the kitchen chair "I could finally find out what it's made of for my notes..."
Aizawa 10 minutes later: walks out of his room to fetch his support gear to hang it up in his closet and pauses when he finds his foster son thoroughly tangled in his capture weapon on the kitchen floor
Izuku: smiles innocently
Notes:
My backlog might or might not have run out again. Here's hoping I can get 64 satisfactorily finished for next week. There's a lot happening in it so far. >.>
Chapter 64: Do My Bit
Summary:
“I don’t want to live in the kind of world where we don’t look out for each other. Not just the people that are close to us, but anybody who needs a helping hand. I can’t change the way anyone else thinks or what they choose to do, but I can do my bit.” –Charles De Lint
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The following nights were just as grueling as the first, Stain invariably finding Naisho each night, no matter which rooftop they chose for their vantage point. At least he allowed them to stay on those rooftops to train after they explained their reasoning.
Izuku and Ekikyō’s headaches lessened with each night’s practice too. Their senses were still thrown for a loop when they came out of their deep dives, but that was manageable with stretching the separation process over 10-15 minutes. As they got more used to fighting with Ekikyō having equal access to Izuku’s reflexes and muscle memory, they got quicker, almost able to keep up with Stain at times.
Then it finally happened.
Naisho was in the middle of a spar with Stain when he glanced over to check on Hitoshi’s home like he had every few minutes of every night, only this time, the lights were on in the duplex. They stiffened as a shadow passed in front of the window they knew to be Hitoshi’s.
Stain stopped his assault with his knife a centimeter from their arm. The man followed their gaze and slid his knife back into its sheath. “Is that what you were waiting for?”
Naisho nodded before darting across the rooftop, launching themselves off to the lower roof of the adjacent building. By the time they made it to their original perch, a lean figure was stumbling out of the duplex’s front door. Concern and resignation wound through their heart as they recognized Hitoshi’s gravity-defying hair. Anger and determination quickly drowned out those emotions as Naisho tailed their friend.
Hitoshi kept one arm wrapped around his ribs as he moved down the sidewalk. The boy wandered aimlessly for a few blocks before allowing himself to sink down against the brick wall of a blind alley, hidden from the street by a dumpster. How often had Hitoshi done this exact thing?
Naisho was vaguely aware of Stain following them, but he couldn’t spare the man any attention until knowing no one else was near Hitoshi. Naisho closed their eyes and focused on the vibrations their slime was picking up, relaxing their shoulders at what they heard. Hitoshi’s breathing wasn’t labored, and his was the only one they could hear below them. He should be okay to wait until Eraserhead could work his way over from the docks.
They backed away to the far side of the rooftop to limit the chance they’d be overheard. Then they turned to Stain. “I’m going to call an underground hero I know to come pick the kid up. Once he sees the evidence of abuse, he’ll tear that sham of a home apart and make sure the kid gets medical care and goes somewhere safe. I’d prefer if you weren’t here when he arrives.”
Stain raised an eyebrow at them. “You could have called this hero anytime since knowing I was in town, but you didn’t.” It wasn’t a question, but it got the point across.
“I don’t know for certain which of you would win in a fight, and I’d rather this hero remain alive and able to patrol the streets. He’s one of the only ones who visits areas like the shipyards and gang neighborhoods. I can’t cover all of that ground myself.”
“So, he’s a good hero.”
Naisho nodded hesitantly. They’d avoided using those exact words for fear Stain might decide to “test” Eraserhead himself.
Stain scrutinized them for a minute before nodding. “Very well. It is about time I moved on anyway. Until we meet again, little hero, Sludge.” The villain gave them one last toothy smile before racing away.
Naisho only let themselves fully relax when they lost sight of the man four rooftops away. They walked back over to stand above Hitoshi and pulled their vigilante phone out. They sent a quick message and location pin to Eraserhead, “Come pick up your tired, purple son. Don’t tell him I sent you.”
Eraser messaged back almost immediately, “Naisho, what do you mean?”
Naisho rolled their eyes and responded, “The purple, mini-Eraser from the Sports Festival. The one with your deadpan and smile? He’s hurt, but he won’t let me help him.”
Izuku and Ekikyō ignored the slew of messages that followed in favor of circling the area by rooftop, making sure there were no shady characters around to stumble upon Hitoshi. Then they settled themselves on a balcony two streets over with a decent view of the entrance to Hitoshi’s alley and the skyline in the direction of the docks. They only had to wait another fifteen minutes before Eraserhead came flying across the rooftops and streets with his capture weapon. He was moving faster than they’d ever seen him go before. They felt a little bad, making the pro worry so much, but this needed to be done.
As Eraserhead dropped down in front of the alley Hitoshi was tucked in and checked his phone again, Naisho shook the tension out of their muscles. Once the man walked into the alley, they grinned and left. Hitoshi was safe now. He’d be okay. They only wished they hadn’t had to go behind their friend’s back to make it so. Hopefully, Hitoshi would forgive them if he ever found out.
Something melancholy settled in their chest as they made it back home. They didn’t regret doing this. Whatever might come after, they would never regret it. Hitoshi was worth it.
Naisho slipped back into their room at Aizawa’s apartment and stripped out of their vigilante costume, tapping their heels together to retract their greaves while checking over their bare arms and chest for any visible injuries from their latest training session with Stain. They could already feel where the cuts and bruises were through their slime working to speed up repairs, but they’d made a habit of doing visual checks after the time they got partially dried blood on their sheets. That had been fun to keep hidden until they could commandeer the washing machine.
After cleaning up one small trail of blood on the left side of their ribs, they changed into pajamas and settled into their desk chair to sew up the new slices in their costume. They’d probably need to order a new motorcycle shirt soon with how many patch jobs this one had holding it together. Naisho let their minds begin drifting apart as they stitched away. (Who knew doing repairs on his middle school uniforms so often would come in handy as a vigilante?)
Izuku set their needle and thread back in their sewing kit about the time their minds fully separated. He rolled his neck and massaged the base of his skull absently, taking stock of how he felt. There was barely an ache in their skull this time. Was that because they cut their training session short, or because they were finally getting used to their new technique? Either way, he wasn’t going to complain.
Ekikyō seemed to feel okay too, based on the contentment Izuku could feel wafting off of his friend’s mind. Izuku closed their eyes and sank into his chair, letting himself bask in the satisfaction of a job well done and the knowledge that Hitoshi was safe now.
The next day they woke to three very vocal and upset cats demanding food and a series of text messages on their civilian phone from Aizawa apologizing for not being home. Their guardian didn’t outright say that he was helping Hitoshi, but the single text from Hitoshi did.
“Aizawa found me last night. You were right about him. I think if he didn’t already have you, he’d have taken me in himself. Yamada’s picking me up from the hospital later today.”
Izuku didn’t need to feign his panic as he typed back, “Hospital?! Are you okay? What happened?”
Izuku wasn’t terribly surprised he didn’t get a response by the time he finished feeding Komainu, Maneki, and Mausu. With any luck, Hitoshi was sleeping off the effects of some healing quirk. Or it could be the residual slime from Ekikyō’s quirk. That sped up healing at the cost of the person’s energy too.
After getting himself and Ekikyō some breakfast, he texted Aizawa back. “Cats and I are fed. Is your case going to keep you out all day? Let me know if you need me to bring you a change of clothes or some food.”
He didn’t get a response from the hero either, but that was okay. Izuku liked to imagine he was busy arresting Shinso’s foster failures and making sure Shinso’s not-quite little brother was safe too.
“We can only hope they resist arrest,” Ekikyō said, pushing a mental image of an angry Eraserhead wrapping two people up in his capture weapon into Izuku’s mind.
Izuku laughed as he got changed for his morning run. “If only.”
One of the nice things about having Ekikyō around was he didn’t have to wait after eating before he could work out or run. There was no food left in his stomach for it to cramp around. As they headed out, Ekikyō pushed a very thin layer of slime through their skin under their tight shirt and baggy shorts to supplement their oxygen. Skin breathing had to be one of the most useful things they’d figured out to date. It more than made up for their increased oxygen need unless they were really pushing their body.
Izuku smiled as they approached the trail following the Dagobah sea wall. They slowed as they reached the stretch of beach they’d cleaned. A few small pieces of trash and a busted coffeemaker littered the sand. Narrowing their eyes at the sight, they hopped down the stairs to grab the offending items, internally grumbling. They jogged back to one of the dumpsters they used to use for the cleaning project and dumped the trash in there.
They repeated the process two more times at various points along the beach before leaving that part of their circuit. Then they swung back into the city to start jogging back toward the apartment. Their (civilian) phone vibrated a few times in their pocket, but they put off looking at it, not wanting to break their pace. They didn’t slow again until they jogged past UA’s gate and slowed to take in the reporters camped out front.
Classes were out for the semester; what were reporters doing here? Did news of Hitoshi’s case get out somehow? Izuku bit his lip and hesitated, uncertain if he should investigate.
Then one of the reporters spotted Izuku. “Hey, you’re Midoriya Izuku, right? You’re one of the two UA students who went to Aldera?”
Izuku’s eyes widened in horror as he took a step back. Ekikyō shoved their indecision away to make them bolt down the street. A few shouts followed them, and Izuku wrenched his mind back onto the task at hand. They needed to get away from the reporters. There was a good alley for that up ahead.
Ekikyō acknowledged the idea and leaned on Izuku. Izuku leaned back, and between one step and the next they were in sync and putting on more speed. They swung down their target alley and sprinted for the dumpster. They quickly pulled themselves atop it and jumped over the fence splitting the alley, knees twinging with the landing. Then they rounded the next corner and made for one of their favorite fire escapes.
Their phone vibrated again in their pocket, and they decided they maybe should have checked those messages after all.
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Dabi flipped through the channels on the League’s tv. He was the only one awake besides Kurogiri—who Dabi wasn’t entirely convinced slept at all. Either way, the man (Nomu?) at the bar didn’t protest Dabi’s idle channel surfing.
Dabi was pretty sure he’d cycled through the entire channel list when a news station caught his attention. He paused and turned the volume up as the reporter on screen vanished to show a clip of several adults being led out of a school building in handcuffs.
“—most of the staff were arrested yesterday in what has to be Musutafu’s largest crackdown on institutionalized quirkism in the last 40 years. Charges range from child endangerment to child abuse, and there’s at least one count of accessory to assault with a deadly weapon. With the arrests made public this morning, several families have stepped forward to share their children’s harrowing tales of time spent inside Aldera Middle School.”
Dabi’s eyebrows climbed higher the longer he watched. Some of the parents giving testimonies were obviously faking their distress, probably to save face or cover their own asses, but there were others that sounded too familiar. Students with unideal quirks being belittled, ignored, and beaten on a daily basis. And more than one mentioned that they never spoke up for fear that they’d be treated even worse.
“What do you mean ‘worse?’” the reporter asked a teenage girl in Aldera’s gakuran and her face blurred out.
In a distorted voice, the girl answered, “There was a quirkless here—he graduated last year—and he was treated the worst out of anyone. I only ever heard people call him Deku, you know, like dekunobou?”
“Further investigation revealed that while most of Aldera Middle School’s students go on to moderate public high schools, two students who graduated last year were accepted into UA, including that quirkless student we’ve been hearing about. We haven’t managed to get ahold of either student yet…” The footage cut to a brief clip of a familiar green-haired student in exercise wear staring shellshocked at the camera before bolting. “But we’re awaiting responses to our interview requests as well as a response from UA. We’ll bring you updates as the scandal of the year unfolds.”
Dabi tuned out the fluff piece that came on next, thinking about that head of green hair. Midoriya—Green—was quirkless? Dabi would have bet money on the guy having an intelligence or analysis quirk, but no, he was seriously just that smart. The blonde asshole of a hero student giving him so much trouble made more sense now. His type couldn’t stand not being the smartest person in the room. Just like Endeavor. Dabi sneered. No wonder Green had so many scars.
Dabi thumbed the seam between normal skin and scar tissue on his right hand. Green was no heroling, and he had been hurt by someone “heroic” and hero-obsessed society at large for what looked like years. He hung out at the underground clinic and gave analyses to those down on their luck. What were the chances the kid would be sympathetic to the League’s goal of shaking things up?
He glanced sideways at Kurogiri who was paying no more attention than he had been earlier. Who might be a Nomu. The Nomu had more than one quirk, right? Shigaraki never did say how they managed that. If the League’s benefactor had a way to give a Nomu more than one quirk, could they give somebody with none one of their own? And what might someone do for that sort of hope?
The burnt man rolled that idea around in his head before setting it aside for now. Shigaraki wasn’t much one to listen to the ideas of others either, though he was slowly getting better. A strategist and quirk guru would be wasted on him right now, presuming Shigaraki didn’t decay Green outright for suggesting he could be doing things better. Later though? Who could say?
Dabi was nothing if not patient. He’d waited and plotted Endeavor’s downfall for years. He could hold the little analyst’s secret for a few months to see if conditions were ever right to bring him into the fold.
Outtake:
Ekikyō: “I have the perfect plan. We get Aizawa to rescue Hitoshi and bring him home to live with us.”
Izuku: “How is that—”
Ekikyō: “Hitoshi gets out of that house, and you and your beau get to spend more time together!”
Izuku: blushes furiously but doesn’t object
Aizawa: “Shinso’s staying with Yamada.”
Izuku and Ekikyō: “What? Why?”
Aizawa: levels them with an unimpressed stare “Do you really think I’m letting two teenagers who are dating each other stay in our apartment when I’m not there at night?”
Notes:
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End of Family and More Than Friends arc
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Chapter 65: Parents
Summary:
"Children begin by loving their parents; after a time they judge them; rarely, if ever, do they forgive them." --Oscar Wilde
Notes:
This fic turns one year old tomorrow. Hard to believe we've come so far in that time. xD This fic started out as a question. What if the Sludge Villain's appearance wasn't his quirk, but the whole controlling other peoples' bodies thing? That was quickly followed by another question. Is Toga really the only one in MHA with quirk withdrawal? And well, it would make sense for a quirk like Sludge's hypothetical possession quirk to be difficult to satisfy given how it depends on another living person.
My brain and muse just kinda took off from there. 229k words in my rough draft doc and 25k in my plot/displaced chapters doc. raises a toast Here's to many more. :)
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Beginning of Birthday Surprises and Misunderstandings arc
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Shota waited for the fickle coffeemaker to decide whether or not it was going to give him a passable cup of brew. It was a 50/50 shot on a good day and depended on who had used it last. Officer Sansa had good tastes (likely due to the increased number of smell receptors that came with his cat mutation), and coffee brewed after his tended to be fair to good. If Detective Tsukauchi had last used it though… Shota wrinkled his nose at the memory of the sludge his colleague tried to pass off as coffee. But either of those was better than whichever officer at Musutafu PD occasionally brewed decaf. (Shota had yet to discover the culprit of that sacrilege, but he was tempted to file a complaint when he did.)
The coffeemaker burbled away when another sound broke the silence of the MPD breakroom. Shota pulled his phone from his pocket to check the caller id. Tsukauchi? Did the man not realize he was here, or was he that lazy that he was calling to ask Shota to bring him a cup of coffee on his way back to the interview room he’d confiscated to do his paperwork in? Only one way to find out.
“Hello.”
“Eraserhead. I hope I’m not calling you at a bad time.”
“No, I’m actually at the station right now. Did you need something?”
“Oh. Perfect. Could you swing by my office when you have a minute? I have an…update on one of your ward’s cases.”
Shota’s eyes narrowed. “Of course. I’ll be there in five.”
Because he wasn’t a monster, he poured a second cup of coffee (a good brew today) for the detective. One of these days, he’d get the man hooked on quality stuff; the fact that in doing so he’d make his own experience with the station’s coffeemaker better was a fringe benefit.
He knocked on Tsukauchi’s door and walked in once he was called. Without preamble, Shota asked, “What’s this about, Tsukauchi?”
“Ah, Eraser, thank you,” Tsukauchi said, taking the offered coffee. “I got a call this morning from Midoriya’s case worker. His mother’s requested to have Izuku over for dinner on the 15th.”
“His birthday,” Shota acknowledged. It sounded reasonable–though he’d have appreciated more than two days’ warning–but would it be good for Izuku? Would he even want to go?
“Will I be allowed to see her again?”
Yes, he would want to go. “And Ryo and Inko’s therapist? I’m assuming they were consulted?”
Tsukauchi nodded before taking a long gulp of his coffee. “Yes, they’ve both tentatively signed off on it. The case worker would be present the whole time, and I’m sure you could arrange to be present as well or at least nearby if you go forward with it. You’re his guardian right now, so your decision will be taken into account too.”
Shota let his shoulders sag and glared at a stain in the office’s carpet. “I can’t say I like the idea of them interacting again. Izuku’s finally starting to relax and settle in enough to spend his time in our apartment’s shared spaces without prompting instead of retreating to his room when we’re not cooking or eating. He left his laptop on the dining table a few nights ago. He hasn’t left any of his belongings just lying around before that.” He sighed and rubbed at the tension building in his neck. “I don’t want this to set him back, but I’ll talk to him.”
Tsukauchi had a soft grin on his face when Shota met his eyes again. “Midoriya’s really grown on you, huh?”
“He’s a good kid,” Shota said with a shrug.
They lapsed into silence for a time, focusing on their drinks. As Shota’s coffee dwindled, he resigned himself to getting back to work. Terrible foster parents didn’t lose their licenses and get nailed with child abuse charges on their own, sadly. The faster he got this done, the faster he could go home, spend some time with his cats and kid, and sleep.
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Izuku looked up at his old apartment building. A few weeks ago, he’d called this place home, but now he couldn’t bring himself to do so. The place he’d grown up didn’t feel like home. He wasn’t sure how that made him feel.
“You’re sure you don’t want me in there, Izuku? It’s no trouble if you do,” Aizawa said.
“I’ll be okay, Aizawa,” Izuku said, offering the man a grin. “I’ll text you if I need to be picked up early.”
“Alright, kid. Remember something while you’re in there for me?”
Izuku tilted his head in question. (He definitely didn’t learn that from Aizawa’s cats.)
Aizawa’s lips twitched, and he rested a hand on top of Izuku’s head. “You are worth just as much as any kid with a quirk, and taking care of you isn’t a bother or a burden.”
Izuku nodded, uncertain what to make of his guardian’s words. He’d keep them in mind though. Aizawa’s advice tended to be worth following.
Aizawa’s hand ruffled his hair once before sliding away. “Go on, kid. I know you’ve been wanting to see your mom.”
Izuku nodded and started the familiar trip up the stairs. He made it to the door and caught himself reaching for keys he didn’t have anymore. He wasn’t sure what to feel about that either.
Ekikyō moved their hand to knock on the door instead.
Right, Izuku wasn’t alone here. He took a deep breath and forced himself to relax. He mentally leaned on his best friend and watched the door as the lock clicked.
The door opened to reveal the woman Izuku had met in Nezu’s office the day he was placed with Aizawa. He didn’t recall hearing her name.
“Hello, Midoriya. I’m Nakasone Kazuma, your case worker. Please, come in. Your mother was just finishing up with the food.”
Izuku hesitantly stepped inside and toed his shoes off at the genkan. He paused for a moment, caught off guard by the absence of his house slippers. They were at Aizawa’s apartment. Ekikyō nudged him, and he slipped on a pair of guest slippers instead.
Izuku swallowed and left the safety of the entryway. He glanced up as the kitchen came into view and spotted his mom lifting a tray of cookies from the oven. Three bowls of katsudon already sat on the counter. “Need help setting the table?” he asked before he could think better of it.
“Oh!” Mom said, whirling around to look at him. “Izuku! Yes, dear, could you? I’ll pour the tea.”
“Sure, Mom.” And just like that, they fell into the familiar routine of preparing for a meal. Even with the extra place setting, going through the motions that he’d repeated a thousand times soothed some of his nerves. Ekikyō helped him manage the rest with his steady presence.
Soon they were seated and digging in. The sense of normalcy persisted as his mom asked, “How’s school been going, Izuku? You’ve had finals by now, right?”
Izuku swallowed the bite of pork he’d half-chewed and let Ekikyō take over on breaking it down. “Yeah, finals were last week. Apparently, I got the second highest scores in my year’s core classes. My classes with Nezu were harder, but I did pretty well, I think.” At least, based on Nezu’s smile when he successfully retrieved that file from the HPSC server. “And I had to turn in my semester projects too. I was a bit worried if I’d be able to finish all of the hero course quirk analyses in time, but it turned out okay.”
He grinned as he mentally reviewed the quirks he’d gotten to analyze. “Oh! One of them has this quirk that’s actually sentient! She has her own personality and desires apart from her person. It was so interesting getting to watch them interact. Tokoyami’s not very good at fighting yet, but Dark Shadow can grow enormous if the light level is low enough, and she has these big claws.” He curled his hand like a claw to demonstrate before spreading his arms wide. “And she can stretch a really long ways from Tokoyami. I’m not sure yet if light level impacts how far she can roam, but she does retreat under their costume’s cloak or Tokoyami’s skin whenever it’s too bright.”
They actually reminded Izuku a bit of him and Ekikyō. It was fascinating, getting to look at another symbiotic relationship, even if those two were more permanently bound together. Part of him itched to ask questions. He just had so many! Could they communicate telepathically? How did Dark Shadow slip in and out of Tokoyami so seamlessly? Where was she actually anchored? Was there a specific point, or did she just have to maintain some form of contact? If she stretched too far away, was there a risk of their connection being vulnerable to something like one of Stain’s swords? And if not, could Dark Shadow cover Tokoyami like living armor to give him that same protection? Could they fly? The questions went on and on.
“Izuku?”
“Yeah, Mom?”
“That’s great, dear, but we only have an hour together today, and you’ve barely touched your food.”
Izuku glanced down at his katsudon, which was no longer steaming. Oops. Shame gripped him as he squeaked out, “How have you been?” He stuffed a large piece of pork in his mouth right after. Quirks, of course, he had to go off on a rambling tangent about his analyses. Mom didn’t care about those. There was a reason he’d stopped showing her his notebooks when he was ten.
She always got this sort of blank look in her eyes when he lost her, and she’d just say “that’s nice, dear” before continuing on with their conversation as if the tangent hadn’t happened. She grinned and did the same now. It was familiar.
Ekikyō edged into control of their body long enough to swallow their large bite of pork whole, and Izuku mentally shoved him, tuning out his mom to properly chastise his bodymate. His best friend just chuckled at the projected disapproval and said, “Well, she’s the one that asked. You just answered her question. Don’t feel bad about it, kid.” One of them raised a bite of rice and egg to their mouth, and Ekikyō had them chew it slowly in contemplation. “You know, your mom’s cooking is good, but I think I prefer Aizawa’s now.”
Izuku mentally gasped in feigned shock and betrayal. “Say it isn’t so!” In truth Izuku liked the way Aizawa seasoned his katsudon too, but this recipe was a Midoriya family tradition. It hadn’t changed since his great grandma’s time.
“Yeah, and I’m saying maybe change isn’t such a bad thing.”
Izuku could give Ekikyō that point. He retook primary control to make them chew their next bite of meat thoroughly. Then he tuned back into his mom’s explanation of what all she’d been up to. It sounded like it amounted to lots of work plus lawyer meetings and therapy sessions. Oh, and the occasional lunch with Auntie Mitsuki.
“I love what Mitsuki’s done with her hair lately. I need to ask her who her stylist is,” his mom said absently. She somehow waited until Izuku and Ekikyō were midway through taking a drink of their tea to ask, “But anyway, how are you and Katsuki?”
It was all the duo could do not to choke on their mouthful of matcha tea. They coughed as Ekikyō worked to clear the last of it out of their airway. “We’re—” Izuku cleared his throat. “I’ve only seen him once since the Sports Festival, and we didn’t talk.” Unless she counted Bakugo screaming at and chasing him through the halls when he picked up Hitoshi’s sick homework.
Mom was talking to Auntie Mitsuki. Had she not heard about Bakugo’s charges or court case yet? Or had she willfully ignored them (like Izuku’s injuries in middle school)? Izuku decided not to bring it up, though he did want her to stop asking about him as if Izuku should know how the blonde was doing. “Ai—my guardian actually filed for a restraining order against him.”
His mom blinked in surprise for several seconds. She looked like she was about to ask why but glanced off to one side—where Nakasone-san was sitting—before seemingly deciding to drop the matter. “How about your other friends? Principal Nezu mentioned that you had made a few others at school.”
Izuku smiled, and he realized it was the first time he had since sitting down. “Hatsume is in my homeroom and the Support Course. She misses school already and is planning a million things to build and blow up when we go back. Uraraka and Hitoshi are in the Hero Course now. They’re getting ready to go to their training camp next week. Uraraka’s been visiting her parents in Mie this week, but she’ll be back in town later today. And I’m actually meeting Hitoshi at the mall after this.” Izuku’s smile grew a little wider thinking about Hitoshi. “We’re dating,” he admitted, tucking his chin to his chest to hide his blush until Ekikyō had it under control.
His mom had her head tilted slightly and appeared deep in thought. “Hitoshi…which one is that?”
Izuku could feel the suspicion radiating off of Ekikyō as he carefully answered, “He’s the boy with the purple hair who tied for third place in the Sports Festival. We’ve been friends for a while and finally er…confessed to each other not long before finals.”
Something in his mother’s eyes hardened, and her lips curved slightly downward. “Oh, he’s the boy who humiliated Katsuki. He has that awful Brainwashing quirk. I don’t think he’s the safest person for you to be around, Izuku. Are you sure you’re dating him willingly?”
Izuku and Ekikyō’s suspicion melted into hurt and anger. Something protective caught in their chest, and the anger exploded into fury. “Yes, Mom, I’m sure. He’d never do anything to hurt me. How can you ask that?” he asked, already knowing the answer. She had assumed the same thing about Ekikyō, after all. Anyone who took Izuku out of the neat little box she’d assigned him was met with distrust or outright hostility.
“Sweetie,” his mom said gently, as if she was the one being reasonable. “How can you be sure? With a quirk like that, he could make you think or do anything.”
Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t quite hold back a growl of frustration. “And how can you be so sure that Bakugo isn’t an abusive, stuck-up, jerk?” They shook their head, trying to hold back tears. “Hitoshi’s been through enough, faced enough discrimination and bullying, without you doing it too. You haven’t even met him! His quirk doesn’t matter, because he is a good person. He’s going to be a good hero, Mom, and good heroes don’t hurt innocent people with their quirks.”
They glared at the woman sitting across the table from them, watching as she went from taken aback to frowning in that way that always burned Izuku. He hated disappointing his mom, but right now, defending Hitoshi’s character outweighed earning his mom’s approval. They were beginning to wonder if that approval was ever worth trying to earn in the first place.
“Izuku, I just—”
“I, I, I, I, I.” That’s all it ever was with her, wasn’t it? She didn’t care how Izuku felt about Hitoshi or the relationship they’d built. She didn’t care that Ekikyō was Izuku’s first friend since preschool or that he healed Izuku when he couldn’t get away from his bullies. She didn’t care how good they were for Izuku or how much Izuku had grown since meeting them. She didn’t like something, therefore, it had to go. It seemed about time they returned the favor.
“Thank you for the food,” they interrupted her blandly. They took a deep breath and stood from their spot at the table with their half-finished food and cold tea, face carefully blank. “We’re done.”
“Izuku?”
They ignored her and Nakasone calling after them and slid their shoes back on before ducking out of the apartment door. They took the stairs two at a time, ignoring the occasional twinge from one knee or the other. They just needed to put distance between themselves and her before they did something they regretted. (Well, something Izuku regretted; Ekikyō, not so much.)
As they reached the ground floor, they pulled their cellphone out of their hoodie pocket. They texted Aizawa as they walked away from the complex. Half a block later, they remembered why Aizawa was originally going to pick them up.
Everyone was looking at them, whispering. Some had their phones out and aimed at them. Since the Aldera story broke, Izuku’s name, face, school, and quirkless status had been everywhere they turned. Nezu had happily torn into each news station that broadcast his information—the information of a minor—and forced them to take it down, but not before someone made the connection to Izuku’s scars and linked his Sports Festival footage to one of the stories. That had spread across the internet like wildfire.
All of the clips had since been taken down, but the damage was already done. Everyone had seen his scars. Everyone knew who and what he was.
And the traffickers were still looking for quirkless people.
They pulled their hood up over their head and slipped between a gap in the fence around a construction site. They cut through the possibly abandoned project, climbed a pallet of tarped two-by-fours on the far side, and hopped the fence onto the next street over. They took a few turns before ducking into an out-of-the-way ramen shop. They sat at a table in the back that gave them a view of the front door and texted Aizawa an update on their location.
They ordered a beef bowl while waiting, because they were still hungry; there was plenty of time before they were supposed to meet Hitoshi thanks to leaving early. Hitoshi…How could Izuku’s mom even imply that Hitoshi had brainwashed Izuku into dating him? It made their blood/slime boil just thinking about it.
They were still stewing and waiting for their food when Aizawa slipped through the front door. He spotted them immediately and made his way over to their table, sliding into the chair beside them. They sat in silence for a few minutes, only broken by Aizawa ordering himself a coffee. After Izuku’s food had arrived and half disappeared, Aizawa finally asked, “That bad, huh?”
They didn’t try to suppress their growl this time.
Aizawa hummed. “What did she do?”
The next twenty minutes they spent recounting, and admittedly ranting about, what Midoriya Inko had said to upset them. The grim set of Aizawa’s jaw and the way his hands tightened around his mug of coffee assured them they had a right to feel the way they did. Their anger burned itself out about the time they drained the last of the broth from their bowl. They weren’t quite full, and they weren’t quite happy. But they were okay.
Aizawa set a hand on their shoulder and squeezed it. “Come on, Problem Child. Don’t want to keep your ‘bad influence’ waiting, do you?” he asked with a raised eyebrow. The upturned corner of his mouth was barely visible above the loops of his capture weapon.
They grinned back and nodded. Something warm settled in their chest. Maybe they were better than okay.
Outtake:
Nakasone: watches Izuku’s emotions with her quirk during the visit, puzzled how the boy can feel so many conflicting emotions at once (She’d never seen anything quite like it with Visual Empathy before.)
Inko: questions Shinso’s integrity
Izuku: “What did you say?”
Nakasone: watches in morbid curiosity as twin points of dark red (anger) flare and swallow all the other emotions Izuku had been feeling “Interesting…”
Aizawa before the meeting: “I have a bad feeling about this.”
Aizawa after the meeting: wonders if higher powers are real and if he did something to tick Apollo off “I hate it when I’m right, but good job defending yourself and your crush, Problem Child.”
Notes:
Nakasone- center, former, root; Kazuma- peace, harmony
Chapter 66: Your Potential Your Enemies
Summary:
“Your friends will believe in your potential; your enemies will make you live up to it.” –Tim Fargo
Chapter Text
Izuku and Ekikyō were still a bit off kilter by the time Aizawa pulled up in front of Kiyashi Ward Mall. They hadn’t even realized their minds had bled together until they were halfway there. They’d spent the rest of the drive carefully separating their minds and wondering how they’d managed to sink into a deep dive without meaning to or noticing. They were pretty sure whatever happened, it had started when they both got so angry back at the Midoriya apartment. They’d have to look into that later though.
For now, Izuku had a date to get to. Izuku climbed out of the car, moving cautiously as he got used to the feeling of Ekikyō being asleep again. The slime in their body lagged a bit behind when he moved or stayed unmoving instead of working with him. He wondered if there was any way to fix that delay. They’d have to look into that too at some point.
He had so many thoughts swirling around in his head he almost missed Aizawa trying to catch his attention through the lowered window. “Huh?”
“I said, ‘Don’t let her get in your head, Izuku.’” When the only answer he got was a confused head tilt, he sighed. “Today is your birthday, and you’re going to enjoy your mall date with your boyfriend. Then we’re celebrating with dinner and your friends at home. Try to have a good time? But not too good,” he said, eyes narrowing slightly.
Izuku giggled. “Sure thing, Aizawa. See you back at the apartment?”
“Yeah. You’re sure you’ll be fine on public transport?”
Izuku had been avoiding going out more than necessary after the media fiasco, but for the extra minutes with Hitoshi? Totally worth it. “I’ll be okay. Hitoshi will be watching my back the whole time, I’ll keep my hood up, and I’ll use the tracker if anything happens, promise.”
Aizawa grunted and rolled the window back up. Izuku waved as his guardian pulled away from the curb. Then Izuku tugged his hood up a little further and headed inside.
Izuku and Hitoshi had agreed to meet by the fountain in the eastern atrium, and Hitoshi had beaten him here. Izuku smiled seeing his friend, er boyfriend. And for the first time since Izuku had met him, he was wearing short sleeves. There were no bruises or bandages to be seen. Izuku’s smile widened at the realization.
“Hitoshi!” Izuku called as he sprinted over.
Hitoshi turned from where he’d been watching one of the other entrances and smirked. “Izuku.”
“Hey,” Izuku said, oddly breathless as he met Hitoshi’s eyes.
The purple-haired boy didn’t seem quite so tired as usual, or maybe less guarded? Something was different, and Izuku found himself staring.
Hitoshi raised one eyebrow and leaned in just a little. “Like what you see?”
“Always,” Izuku said without thinking.
That answer wasn’t what Hitoshi was expecting, apparently, because he flushed and broke eye contact. The taller boy cleared his throat and straightened, recomposing himself. “Um, shall we?”
Izuku tried a smirk of his own as he snared Hitoshi’s hand in his and laced their fingers together. “Lead the way.”
“So…anywhere in particular you want to go? I need to pick up some stuff for camp.”
Izuku thought for a minute before admitting, “I do need to buy some more clothes. A lot of my old shirts don’t fit anymore.”
Hitoshi coughed. “Yeah, those muscles should come with a warning label.”
Izuku stuck his tongue out at Hitoshi, earning a snort. “The only other thing I really wanted to look at was the new hero merch store.”
The next two hours were spent bouncing between stores. They saved the hero merch store for last, but when they got there, they paused outside. Izuku and Hitoshi made a face and looked at each other. The store had a display of merchandise in the front window for Stain.
“Please tell me I’m hallucinating,” Hitoshi said in a deadpan.
“Maybe there’s a villain with an illusion quirk robbing the mall right now?” Izuku offered with a shrug.
They stared at the store for a while longer before mutually agreeing to turn and walk away. They hadn’t made it much farther when Izuku’s stomach interrupted their fun. Izuku curled in on himself a little, feeling betrayed by the growling organ.
Hitoshi only laughed and shook his head before redirecting them down a walkway that would lead them to the mall’s food court. “Did you skip breakfast or something?”
Izuku pouted at his boyfriend. “No, I had breakfast and lunch. My body just takes a lot more food to satisfy when Ekikyō is here.”
“You sure? Maybe you’re finally hitting a growth spurt. I hope not though.”
“Huh? Why not?”
Hitoshi hugged Izuku from behind and rested his chin on top of Izuku’s head. “Because then I might not be able to do this.”
Izuku blushed furiously but didn’t move to pull away. “H-Hitoshi, we’re in public…”
Hitoshi made a displeased sound in the back of his throat before pulling away.
Izuku missed the closeness as soon as Hitoshi did and settled for pressing their arms together as they continued walking. His blush was slow to fade.
They’d just about made it to the food court when a voice behind them called out, “Shinso!”
They both stopped and turned around to see who was there. Hitoshi’s shoulders slumped as they spotted the approaching group of Kaminari, Ashido, Sato, and Hagakure. Hitoshi groaned quietly. “Of course, they would come all the way out to this mall.”
“What do you mean, Hitoshi?” Izuku asked as the quartet slowed to a stop a few feet from them. He shifted a half step back, putting himself on guard when he remembered that his quirkless status was national news.
“1-A decided to make shopping for camp a class affair, but I missed whenever they said this was the place they were going.”
“Yep!” chirped Ashido. “But I thought you said you couldn’t make it, Shinso?”
“Are we…interrupting something?” Hagakure asked, tone ever so slightly suggestive.
Ashido seemed to perk up at her friend’s tone and trailed her eyes from Hitoshi to Izuku as if just now noticing the green-haired boy with the very dark blush standing a touch behind Hitoshi. “Oh, hi! You must be Midoriya. Shinso and Uraraka mentioned you a few times…” She looked between the two a few times before smirking. “Are you two here on a date?”
Izuku shrank back, or he tried to. Hitoshi squeezed his hand once before releasing it to drape his arm over Izuku’s shoulders while tucking the shorter boy into his side. “And if we are?” Hitoshi asked, back rigid and tone sharp.
Ashido squealed and bounced in place. “Oh my gosh, you two are so cute! How long have you known each other? How long have you been dating?”
“Mina, chill,” Kaminari said with a laugh. “I think Midoriya’s about to short-circuit.”
Izuku remained tense at Hitoshi’s side, scanning the four hero students for any signs of hostility. Izuku started glancing around for escape routes when he saw the considering look on Sato’s face melt into recognition.
“Oh, you were on the news the other day,” the tallest member of the group said.
Ashido, Hagakure, and Kaminari looked at their classmate. “What do you mean, Sato?” Kaminari asked.
Hagakure seemed to figure it out a moment later, twisting back around to look at Izuku.
Izuku hunched his shoulders under her invisible gaze.
“Wait, you’re—”
“Not at liberty to discuss ongoing investigations,” Hitoshi interrupted coolly. He inserted himself between Izuku and the others and glared. “Heroes in training should get that, yeah?”
There was a hint of something in his voice that made Izuku think of a trap. Hitoshi was considering using Brainwashing.
Izuku tugged on Hitoshi’s hand, eyeing the few clumps of people who had stopped to watch their conversation. Thankfully, the far more recognizable members of 1-A seemed to be the focus for now. “Hitoshi, I’m okay.”
Hitoshi squeezed his hand in reassurance before looking over his shoulder at him. He followed Izuku’s anxious gaze and frowned. “Why don’t you go ahead and order our food and pick out a table? I’ll join you in a few minutes.”
Izuku gnawed at his lower lip for a few seconds before taking the out. He nodded and let his fingers slip from Hitoshi’s. Then he turned and walked away as fast as he could without attracting further attention. His skin crawled with the phantom feeling of eyes on him.
Izuku only slowed when he reached the food court, scanning the various fast food stalls. After completing a full circuit, he settled on a tempura stand. Chicken tempura sounded amazing right now. He stepped into place at the back of the line and pulled his phone out to text Hitoshi his choice.
Izuku’s thumb froze over his screen as an arm settled over his shoulder in a familiar way. He grinned and turned his phone off, sliding it back into his pocket as he leaned into his boyfriend. “I thought you’d take longer to get rid of them. Is tempura alright?” he asked, tilting his face up to meet Hi—
That wasn’t Hitoshi.
The person beside him was the right height, but that was where the similarity ended. Pale blue hair framed a pale, flaky face with blood red eyes. The sight was familiar, but Izuku was used to facing Shigaraki Tomura from within the safety of Ekikyō’s protective mental embrace. Here, alone physically and in his head, Izuku forgot how to breathe. The four-fingered grip that suddenly slipped under his hood to wrap his neck didn’t help.
“I just want to talk. Make a scene, and I’ll kill everyone here before any heroes can stop me,” the villain whispered. When Izuku went rigid but made no sound, Shigaraki grinned. “Good. Now, this way,” the man said, tugging Izuku along by the arm wrapped around his shoulders and the hand on his neck.
Izuku stumbled to follow Shigaraki’s lead, eyes frantically scanning the crowd they waded through. No one met his eyes for more than a split second. No one seemed to notice anything amiss with a man holding a teenager by their throat. And really, what did Izuku expect?
This was familiar. No one ever saved him from Bakugo dragging him off for a beating behind Aldera’s building, and Bakugo hadn’t even bothered to hide his intentions. Really, this was better than middle school in a way. At least no one else was trailing behind Shigaraki to join in or jeer at his impending suffering. No one was going to…
His wrist vibrated.
Izuku startled and tripped. Shigaraki’s tightened grip on his neck kept him from falling. Izuku coughed and shot the villain a sheepish look. Once the villain’s eyes were facing forward again, Izuku brought his hands behind his back to quickly press the alarm button on his tracker. The vibrating cut off, and Izuku moved his arms back to his sides, hoping Shigaraki hadn’t seen the movement.
Izuku swallowed down his mounting panic and thought. Okay, his tracker would alert Nezu and Aizawa, but they were on the other side of the city. And Shigaraki could kill him in seconds or destroy his tracker and pull him through a Kurogiri portal to a secondary location halfway across the country at any time. Izuku abandoned that train of thought when breathing grew more difficult. The point was Izuku needed more immediate help than his sensei and guardian could offer.
He hadn’t gotten any further than thinking that when Shigaraki turned them down a narrow hallway. The lack of advertisements and doors and people made Izuku think this must lead back to some employee only area or storage. At least they were away from all those civilians now. Izuku’s shoulders dropped their hunch slightly, knowing no one except himself was within Shigaraki’s arm’s reach.
Well, him and Ekikyō. Ekikyō who was unconscious and defenseless right now. Izuku swallowed, trying not to focus on the feeling of three fingers pressing into his pulse point and trachea and a thumb pressing against the ridges of his spine. “Wh-what do you want?”
Shigaraki gave him a grin that was anything but reassuring as he maneuvered them to lean against the wall with Shigaraki between Izuku and the main thoroughfare. “Just a friendly chat. You’re an anomaly. A repeating background character. After a while it makes a person wonder if you’re a side quest. You’re not in the hero course, but you were at the USJ. Then you caused a stir at the Sports Festival only to drop out. Then you get a partial tragic backstory reveal on the news. And now you’re here. What a coincidence.”
Izuku took a breath to say something, but the fingers around his neck flexing stilled his tongue. Shigaraki didn’t want to be interrupted. “It’s funny. You and The Hero Killer…You’re all anyone’s talking about right now…”
Izuku tried to keep the trembling of his hands under control. He just needed to play along and wait for help…but once this conversation was over, Shigaraki had no reason to keep him alive. Izuku didn’t want to die. Maybe he had at one point, but he had too much—too many people—to live for now. If he died, where would that leave Ekikyō?
The trembling in his hands stilled for a moment. Ekikyō! That was it. Ekikyō woke Izuku up from unconsciousness after the dock incident. In theory, Izuku should be able to do the same with him. The question was how? Izuku tried to find Ekikyō’s presence in his mind, tried to find anything to latch onto…all while trying to pay enough attention to what Shigaraki was saying to respond if prompted. He didn’t want to know what Shigaraki might do if he thought Izuku was ignoring him.
Thankfully, Shigaraki seemed content to rant about Stain while Izuku had his epiphany. “…But in the end, all he’s doing is destroying what he hates. What makes us so different? Hm, Midoriya Izuku?”
“I-I…I don’t know,” Izuku started, squinting to try to maintain his focus. “I’ve never met Stain, but I think…I can understand him. I don’t accept his methods, but I can understand his dissatisfaction with the hero system and the corruption it’s led to. He’s trying to live up to his ideals.” Izuku bit back the urge to say anything about Stain’s recent change of perspective. That wasn’t public knowledge yet.
Izuku glanced sideways at Shigaraki and worried he hadn’t said enough. His head was starting to hurt from dividing his attention between entertaining Shigaraki and trying to rouse Ekikyō. He could feel something in the back of his head now, but it was just out of reach. What was he saying again? “But I…” He shook his head. “From what I could find online, Stain was inspired by All Might.” Where was he going with this?
Shigaraki scratched his neck. “All Might…why is it always All Might?” The scratching stopped, and Shigaraki turned to look at him. “What do you think of him?”
Izuku twitched—no, the slime in his blood twitched. That something he could feel in the back of his head seemed more…solid? Present? Was he making progress? He blinked hard to clear some sweat from his eyes. He needed to focus. He finally got a good grip on whatever it was and pulled. The slime in his body churned.
“I…I used to admire him. W-wanted to be a hero like him,” Izuku said to distract himself from the sudden spike of pain in the center of his skull. He smiled ruefully as he stared down at his shoes, blinking in surprise when he realized that Shigaraki wore the exact same shoes except for the spray paint. But…Shigaraki had a quirk? He abruptly remembered Oguro’s story about All for One. Could Shigaraki’s Sensei be All for One? That was unspeakably bad on so many levels, he couldn’t process it right now.
A drumming of fingers on his windpipe brought him out of his thoughts. Shoot, he’d gone too long without talking. “But people like us—me! People like me can’t be heroes. He…helped me realize that. He’s still a great hero!” Izuku defended, waving his arms, only a little distracted by the way Ekikyō’s slime moved with the motion instead of remaining static. “It’s just…” He sighed and looked down again, looked at their shoes again. “I can’t look at or hear him now without remembering…” Izuku pressed his lips together in a tight line. Shigaraki didn’t need to know about the worst day of his life.
“Heh, sounds like he didn’t save you either.”
Izuku jolted upright, staring at Shigaraki with eyes widened as much as he could bear with his headache. He cautiously said, “Not everyone gets saved…”
Shigaraki’s smile widened so far Izuku was surprised the man’s chapped lips didn’t split and bleed. There was something unhinged in the man’s eyes as they met Izuku’s. “Exactly! But do they all get that?” he asked, gesturing toward the end of the hall where they could still see people walking. “No! All because of All Might. The reason these fools can smile and live their oblivious lives is because All Might’s always got that grin on his face as if there’s no one he can’t save!”
Shigaraki’s grip on Izuku’s neck tightened. Izuku didn’t think it was on purpose, but that didn’t help with Izuku’s panic or sudden lack of air. Izuku reached up, trying to loosen the villain’s grip, but the guy’s fingers were deceptively strong. It felt like pressure was building up inside Izuku with the trapped air, and the blood and slime pounding in his ears drowned out the rest of Shigaraki’s rant.
The edges of Izuku’s vision started to go dark, and his panic only spiked higher. He couldn’t afford to pass out or withdraw into his head right now. That would get him killed or hand-delivered to one of All for One’s laboratories. (If Shigaraki saw him on the news, the villain must know he’s quirkless, and if it was The League hunting down quirkless people…)
In his panic, Izuku lost his grip on whatever he’d felt in the back of his mind. It hadn’t woken Ekikyō up, whatever it was. It was still just Izuku and Shigaraki in the hallway. His eyes started tearing up at the thought of possibly never seeing Hitoshi again. Or Ekikyō, the cats, Uraraka, Mei, Todoroki, Yūku, Cross, the girls, Oguro, Aizawa, or Nezu. Izuku didn’t want to leave any of them, but when did life ever give him a choice? (When had Izuku ever had so much to lose?)
Outtakes:
Aizawa: carefully watches as Kayama shows him how to pinch the sweet rice dough to seal a finished mochi
Kayama: “And that’s how you do it! Now we dust it with a little more sweet rice flour and put it in a liner. Once you’ve got a whole tray, they’ll go back in the freezer.”
Aizawa: carefully starts wrapping the balls of matcha-flavored bean paste he’s working with “Thanks again for this, Nemuri.”
Kayama: gets back to working on her own bowl of strawberry-flavored bean paste “Don’t worry about it, Shota. It’s not like I need an excuse to make mochi. I–”
Aizawa’s phone: gives a shrill alarm and vibrates violently where it sits on the corner of the counter
Aizawa: swears and frantically washes his hands “That’s Izuku’s tracker.”
Kayama: “Go get your kid. I can finish up with these. They’re no good if the dough dries out.”
Aizawa: bolts out the door
Kayama: finishes the strawberry and the matcha mochi before turning to the last bowl of as-of-yet unflavored bean paste; after a moment’s consideration she smiles and reaches for the cabinet above the fridge where she knows Aizawa keeps his stash of alcohol “I’ve always wanted to try a sakura daiquiri mochi.”
Chapter 67: New Wounds Old Wounds
Summary:
“Always one of the trials of a new wound: old wounds like to rise up and start hurting again too.” –Kristin Cashore
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Hitoshi was used to the slight tug and shift of the bits of slime Ekikyō left behind after dealing with it for almost a month, but he’d never felt it lurch quite like this or so consistently. He coughed to cover the surprised noise he made and waved off a concerned look from Ashido. “I’m fine.”
“You sure?” Hagakure asked.
“Yes, I’m…” There was the tug again as if someone had latched a few dozen fish hooks into his internal organs and started reeling him in. It didn’t quite hurt, but it was impossible to ignore. The pull was urging him in the direction of the food court. Where Izuku had gone. Izuku and Ekikyō.
Hitoshi’s expression fell, and he tightened his grip on his shopping bags. “I need to go. See you all at the summer camp.” He turned and fast-walked after his boyfriend.
“Wait, man. The restrooms are the other way,” Kaminari called.
If they said anything else, Hitoshi blocked it out as he picked up his pace until he was sprinting. Damn it, he shouldn’t have left Izuku alone. It would be just like him to find trouble in the middle of a crowded mall. Aizawa was going to string Hitoshi up with his own capture weapon if anything happened to Izuku.
He paused when he reached the hub where the food stalls were arranged. Several wings of the mall intersected here. Thankfully, the question of which corridor to take was answered with the next stuttering tug in his blood. The feeling was there more often than not as he moved, but the way it fluctuated and faded in and out was far from reassuring.
He passed the first few stores before detecting a noticeable shift in the direction of the pull. His eyes whipped to the left and scanned until they caught on a hallway between two stores. Then the pull cut out abruptly and didn’t come back. Hitoshi pushed himself into a sprint, adrenaline lending him speed.
He skidded around the corner into the narrow hallway and immediately locked eyes on Izuku and the person choking him. Izuku was struggling weakly and had a blue tinge to his lips.
“Hey! What do you think you’re doing?”
“None of your business,” the person snapped reflexively before even turning to look at him.
Hitoshi yanked the man under Brainwashing. “Release him and back away!” he commanded, already rushing forward.
Izuku collapsed to the floor and continued to struggle for air. Hitoshi fell to his knees in front of him and dropped his shopping bags. He reached for his boyfriend only to stop when Izuku recoiled with wide, terror-filled eyes. Hitoshi froze, caught off guard by the look he never thought he’d see Izuku aim his way.
Izuku collided with his assailant’s legs making the guy topple. Hitoshi felt Brainwashing’s hold on the man snap, and he tore his eyes off of his boyfriend to glare at the person who’d made Izuku so afraid. He kept his left hand extended in a “stay” gesture, hoping Izuku would be able to process it. Then he reached into one of his bags with his right hand and pulled out a large can of bug spray. It wasn’t mace or pepper spray, but he’d bet anything it would burn like hell if he aimed for the eyes. He shook the can and took aim. “Okay, creep, you got a reason for me not to blind you?”
The man snarled and climbed back to his feet. Hitoshi got a good look at him finally and almost didn’t wait for a response. Of course, his boyfriend would get assaulted by freaking Shigaraki Tomura in broad daylight in the middle of a mall. Was nothing sacred or safe anymore?
Shigaraki looked Hitoshi up and down, warily eyeing the can Hitoshi had aimed his way. Then he glanced down at the hyperventilating mess that was Izuku. It looked like Shigaraki might answer Hitoshi for a moment, but he scoffed instead. He turned away from Hitoshi and Izuku before pulling his phone out of his pocket. He ignored the two students in favor of tapping away on the device.
“Who are you texting?” Hitoshi asked, trying to hide his worry. If he called reinforcements, Hitoshi was screwed. He’d left his classmates behind without telling them where he was going. No one would know to look for them until they didn’t show up at Aizawa’s for dinner.
Shigaraki didn’t answer, but he did turn to grin creepily at Hitoshi over his shoulder. A purple-black portal opened in the narrow hallway in front of the villain. He walked through without saying a word.
Hitoshi held his breath until the portal closed behind Shigaraki. Then he pulled out his cellphone and dialed 119.
As the phone rang, a raspy “Toshi” reached his ears. His eyes snapped back to Izuku who was looking up at him. Izuku didn’t look fully there, but it was progress.
“Izuku, are you hurt? Can I touch you?”
Izuku stared at him as if he were speaking a foreign language before curling in on himself to press his hands over his ears and shake his head. He did so vigorously enough to whack his head on the floor.
Hitoshi winced in sympathy but resisted moving. He didn’t want to send Izuku spiraling again, so he stayed where he was and started talking. “I hope you know that the entirety of 1-A is going to know about us dating by the end of the day. Ashido and Hagakure are the gossip queens of my class, and I wouldn’t be surprised if they’ve already posted about it in the group chat. They’re going to be insufferable at the summer camp…”
It was several agonizing minutes before Izuku finally seemed able to hear Hitoshi. When he noticed Izuku looking up in response to his rambling, relief finally pushed his growing desperation away. Hitoshi asked, “Izuku, do you want me to help?”
“Please.”
Then Hitoshi was able to pull him in with Brainwashing. “Relax and breathe in this pattern: in for four seconds, hold for seven seconds, exhale for eight. You’re safe. I won’t let anything else happen to you.”
Even as panicked as he was, Izuku’s mind didn’t put up a fight while cradled in his quirk. Izuku trusted him that much.
With Izuku’s panic addressed, Hitoshi moved closer and checked Izuku over for disintegration wounds or any additional injuries besides his neck. Finding none, he pulled Izuku into his arms. He settled his chin on top of his boyfriend’s head and let out a shaky exhale. He followed along with the breathing exercises he had Izuku doing, trying not to think about how much Izuku’s terror had shaken him. How close Izuku might have come to dying. He was okay. They were okay. They were going to be okay.
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Izuku’s field of view had constricted to a distant point of color when the pressure on his neck finally lifted. The world fell sideways as Izuku gulped air and coughed. He clutched at his neck, distantly noting he was on the ground. There was no hand or fresh burn on his skin, but it still felt like someone was squeezing there. He couldn’t seem to get enough air.
An approaching hand came into focus, and Izuku jerked back violently. He collided with something, but that was fine as long as he got away from Shigaraki’s (Bakugo’s) hands. Whatever was behind him vanished, but that was okay too, because the reaching hand had stopped advancing and was staying still (in a gesture that wasn’t a deadly grasp or a clawed focus for a blast) before him.
Izuku’s tunnel vision started to expand slowly, and he blinked and squinted and tried to get everything to come back into focus as he panted. Something…something about Shigaraki’s (not Bakugo’s?) hand didn’t look right. The fingers weren’t long enough for Shigaraki or calloused the same way as Bakugo’s, and the skin wasn’t pale or dry enough or sweaty enough. There was no scent of stale dust or burnt caramel. Confused, Izuku traced up that hand’s arm and saw…purple?
“Hitoshi?” he asked. Well, he was pretty sure he asked; he couldn’t actually hear himself over the roaring in his ears, let alone the person across from him, though he could see their mouth moving. Izuku closed his eyes, put his hands over his ears, and shook his head, accidentally catching one side of his forehead on the tile floor. That reminded him how much his head hurt. He squinted his eyes open and rubbed his forehead while staring at the person. That was definitely Hitoshi. He was still there.
Hitoshi grinned at him, but his eyes were worried. Izuku kept his eyes on his boyfriend while trying to get his bearings.
After what felt like forever, he could hear and sort of focus again, and breathing didn’t feel like trying to lift a boulder on his chest with every inhale. It was enough for Hitoshi to help him the rest of the way. The world was swallowed by gentle fog, and Izuku surrendered himself to it.
Things were a blur after that, even after Hitoshi lifted Brainwashing to allow the paramedics to check him over and ask him questions. He didn’t remember actually leaving the mall, but here he was sitting in a police station wrapped in a shock blanket, ice pack held lightly against his neck by Hitoshi, and Aizawa crouching before him. He blinked sluggishly, but the image didn’t change.
“Problem Child, are you with us?”
Izuku nodded slowly. “Okay, good. That’s good, kid. Do you think you can talk?
Izuku tried to say “yes” but ended up coughing. His throat hurt a lot more than it had earlier. And the jolt of each cough made the pressure in his head spike. He grimaced and gingerly traced the edge of the tender, finger-shaped bruises developing on his neck.
“Here,” Aizawa said, holding out a plastic cup of water and a pair of pills. “Small sips. Then you can try swallowing those for your neck.”
Izuku followed his instructions, wincing and trying not to cough as the pain meds made it down. “Thanks,” he said in a small, painfully rough voice.
“Don’t mention it, Problem Child.” Aizawa let out a grunt as he pushed himself to his feet. “I’ll be right back,” he assured before walking off.
Izuku sagged a little in his chair, reaching up to take over on holding his ice pack.
Hitoshi exaggeratedly shook his arm out. “Oh, thank goodness. I thought my arm was going to fall off.” Hitoshi stretched his arms over his head before frowning. His eyebrows furrowed as he asked, “Seriously, though, you okay? You’ve been…spacing. We were getting worried. Aizawa said something like this has happened before?”
Izuku pressed the ice pack a little harder against his neck, focusing on that pain as he worried his lip. “S-some…” His voice cracked painfully. He cut himself off and frowned before taking another sip of his water. Then he looked at Hitoshi and tapped his temple. “Quirk?”
Hitoshi tilted his head the barest degree. “You want me to use my quirk on you?” His eyes widened a second later. “Oh! To talk. Yeah, that’s smart. Ready?”
“Yes.” Izuku blinked as he felt Brainwashing settle around the edges of his mind. Rather than swallowing his awareness whole, it stayed on the periphery, leaving Izuku in that halfway state Hitoshi had perfected. The pain in his skull dulled slightly. “Can you hear me now?”
“Yeah,” Hitoshi replied, grinning. “You okay?”
Izuku nodded. “I’ve been better. But, um…as for the spacing, I think Aizawa called that dissociation? It's happened a few times before. At least I kept myself from completely disconnecting this time.” At Hitoshi’s prompting, Izuku explained his episode in Nezu’s office. “I was really worried I might do that while Shigaraki had me. Or that he’d kidnap me or—”
“Izuku, calm down,” Hitoshi gently ordered.
Izuku took a deep breath when he felt his anxiety fizzle out. He didn’t know how long it would last when Hitoshi released his quirk, but he’d enjoy it while it lasted. He rearranged himself in his chair to lean against his boyfriend and rest his head on his shoulder. “Thank you for saving me.”
Hitoshi wrapped an arm around his shoulders, pausing for a moment when his boyfriend stiffened. Izuku didn’t pull away and after a few seconds relaxed with a shaky exhale; Hitoshi took that as permission to pull him a little closer. “Someone had to knock Shigaraki down a peg. Only upset he got away before I could record him doing the chicken dance and post it to HeroTube.” He smiled at Izuku’s strangled laugh. “No one could take him seriously as a villain then. He’d be forced to retire early out of shame and leave us alone.”
Izuku continued to silently giggle until Aizawa returned, this time with Detective Tsukauchi following him. Izuku reluctantly sat up and nodded a greeting at the adult.
“Midoriya,” Tsukauchi returned.
Aizawa squinted at the two of them. “Izuku, why is Hitoshi using his quirk on you?”
“You can tell?” Izuku asked. His voice faded out on the last word though, making him scowl a little.
“Yes, I can tell. Your pupils are white right now.” Aizawa said, crossing his arms over his chest. “You didn’t answer my question.”
Izuku opened his mouth to speak, but Hitoshi beat him to it. “Remember how I said I can give people mental commands while they’re in that half-brainwashed state? Well, it doesn’t have to be commands. We can just…talk. But…without speaking…” Hitoshi trailed off.
Izuku nodded before tapping underneath his bruise and grimacing.
The adults seemed to get the idea. Tsukauchi sighed. “I can get your statement later if I need to. Don’t push yourself. I don’t think my boss would accept a secondhand telling anyway,” he said, giving Izuku and Hitoshi an apologetic grin.
Izuku pursed his lips and tapped his chin in thought. “What about in writing?”
Hitoshi relayed Izuku’s question.
“Writing would be acceptable, or we can schedule an interview for after your throat’s healed enough for an extended talk.”
Izuku nodded again and made a gesture like he was writing on something.
“Alright, follow me. I’ll get you and Aizawa set up in a room. Your friend will need to release his quirk though. Standard procedure.”
20 minutes and one slightly cramped hand later, Izuku was done giving his statement. Tsukauchi had him verbally confirm that everything he’d written was accurate to the best of his memory and wished him a speedy recovery.
When Izuku and Aizawa left the interrogation room to rejoin Hitoshi in the lobby, Yamada-sensei was there too. And a boy who looked no older than ten. Izuku tilted his head, trying to figure out where he looked familiar from.
Hitoshi spotted him and stood up, grinning. “Izuku, this is my foster brother, Tsukuri Otohō. Otouto, this is my…boyfriend, Midoriya Izuku.” Hitoshi met Izuku’s eyes only a moment before glancing away blushing.
Izuku smiled and waved at the younger boy. Tsukuri’s skin was several shades darker than Hitoshi’s, but Izuku couldn’t tell if it was a quirk mutation or mixed heritage. The kid winding up in the same foster home that abused Hitoshi said he probably didn’t have a powerful quirk though. The kid grinned hesitantly and waved back. His bright, brown eyes were locked on the bruise on Izuku’s throat.
A hand settled on Izuku’s shoulder. “Touching as this is, I still need to take Problem Child by UA for Recovery Girl to take a look at him. Hizashi, are you still fine…”
Yamada waved a hand dismissively before handing something to Aizawa. “Don’t sweat it, Shota. I’ll take my Problem Children and head back over to your place. I think between the three of us we can keep Nemuri from burning anything down until you get back.”
“You’re a life saver. Just don’t let Maneki dart out when you get there. She’s sneaky,” Aizawa warned as they all headed for the exit.
The drive to UA was mostly silent, but Izuku didn’t find that silence awkward. It was just…odd after being surrounded by people all day. The sudden lack of distractions made it easier for Izuku to catalog everything wrong. His head still hurt despite the pain medication Aizawa had given him. Various other bruises and aches were making themselves known now. He had no idea how he had gotten most of them. His throat didn’t hurt quite so much now that he wasn’t trying to talk every minute or two, but there was a dull throb there with every heartbeat. Almost like someone was still feeling his pulse, squeezing…
Someone tapped his arm.
Izuku jumped and turned to see Aizawa, glancing around as he did. They were stopped at a stoplight.
Aizawa studied his face for a few seconds before saying, “Give me your hand real quick.”
Izuku held one hand out, confused. A familiar, brightly colored ball was dropped into it. Izuku stared at it before looking back up at Aizawa with wide eyes.
Aizawa had his cat look on his face. Izuku had only ever seen it when the man was talking to or petting one of the trio at home or a few of the strays that recognized him on patrols and ran over to greet him, but he’d seen it aimed his way too more recently. Izuku wasn’t 100% sure if it was what he thought it was (some part of him worried that if he named it or looked too closely it would shatter), but it did make the man’s face look softer.
Izuku looked away first, inspecting the colorful piece of rubber in his hands. “Was I…?”
“Yes, but only a few minutes this time. Your face was getting pretty pale, and you couldn’t hear me.”
Izuku didn’t have to look up to know the way Aizawa’s eyes narrowed with concern. He kept quiet as the car slid into motion again. As the car got up to speed, he swallowed and whispered a raspy “sorry.” He turned the ball over in his hands and started depressing the bumps, mindlessly starting a pattern. It would never end with the way the bumps popped back up by the time he got halfway around the sphere, but it gave him something to do.
“Problem Child.”
Izuku dared to look up through his curls. (He mentally noted he needed a haircut soon.)
Aizawa’s eyes were on the road and his hands tight on the wheel, but his voice was still calm and even. “Don’t say sorry for things you can’t control. You’ve done nothing wrong. I just don’t want you to get lost in your head after the day you’ve had. I know mine isn’t a great place to be after a bad patrol, especially when I’m hurt.”
Izuku put a touch more volume into his rough “thanks” and was rewarded with a horrendous voice crack. He made a noise somewhere between indignant and horrified while Aizawa huffed. They let the silence fall again after that, though Izuku felt more comfortable in his skin somehow. This silence seemed gentler.
Recovery Girl was waiting for them when they got to the UA infirmary, and she ushered them in. Izuku sat obediently still while the heroine tutted and took a few pictures and measurements of his neck for whatever case file this event had.
He sighed in relief when she kissed his cheek. The painful tenderness of his neck transitioned to itching for a few seconds before fading entirely. His headache eased somewhat, and his miscellaneous other bumps and scrapes evaporated. He rubbed his neck and grinned when it didn’t hurt at all. “Thanks,” he tentatively said. His grin widened when his voice came out sounding normal.
“Don’t mention it, sweetie.” Recovery Girl dug around in a drawer at her desk before producing a small jar of gummies. “Now, take a few of these and go get some rest. I don’t want to see you back here before the fall semester starts, you hear me.”
“Yes, ma’am.” He only took two, not wanting to spoil his dinner. Oh no, his dinner! He spun around to face his guardian. “Aizawa, please don’t cancel dinner! I know a lot’s happened today, but I’ve been really looking forward to seeing everyone again, and–” A hand landing on top of his head cut him off.
“We’re not canceling your birthday dinner, Problem Child,” Aizawa said. The corners of his eyes crinkled slightly as he mussed Izuku’s hair. “Don’t worry.”
Izuku let his shoulders sag, reassured that he’d still get to hang out with his friends. After all the not-great things that had happened today, that was all he really wanted. He yawned as the tiredness he’d come to expect from Recovery Girl’s healings hit him. “Can we go home now?”
The hand in his hair stilled before shifting down to his back to guide him into a hug. Izuku went with it and returned the hug. “Sure, Problem Child. Let’s go home.”
Outtakes:
Izuku: finally calls Aizawa’s apartment “home”
Aizawa: looks suspiciously misty-eyed “I am not going to cry right now. I have dry eye. Don’t be irrational.”
Hitoshi: introducing his brother to Aizawa’s cats “And the white one hiding under that chair is Mausu. Izuku says she’s scared of everyone.”
Otohō: perfectly imitates the questioning chir Maneki made earlier
Mausu: perks up and cautiously approaches to sniff Otohō’s hand
Otohō: smirks at Hitoshi
Hitoshi: “I hate you so much.”
Otohō: beams while petting Mausu “Hate you too, Ani.”
Notes:
Tsukuri (making) Otohō (sound + copy/imitate/mimic) Everyone in the new Yamada family has a vocal quirk! xD
Chapter 68: Hope
Summary:
“They say a person needs just three things to be truly happy in this world: someone to love, something to do, and something to hope for.” –Tom Badett
Notes:
First, apologies for the day-late update. Monday was...really not good. My headspace was not anywhere near what I needed for editing after work that day. (See the end of this note for what happened. TW for animal injury & death) Normally, I'd edit over lunch too, but I did not get much of one that day either. Yesterday, I finally got to finish reviewing the edits my betas suggested. (Thank you so much Stariana! One other person beta-ed for me too, but I'm really not sure who they are or how they got the link to the doc. I didn't send it to them, but they gave me good advice, so I'm just rolling with it now. xD) The end of this chapter has been bothering me for a solid week, but I'm finally happy with it now.
Second, y'all might have noticed that I changed this fic to have moderated comments enabled. Last chapter a few guests were very rude to me and another commenter. (Y'all will find I am quite like Midoriya in that attacking one of my people is the fastest way to make me angry. That or hurting an innocent animal.) I responded to one of them before just deleting their comments en masse. I debated whether to disable guest comments (can't ban an individual unless they have an account, sadly) or enable moderation for the rest of the day. I finally settled on moderation, because, for all that those two individuals suck, some of my favorite comments in the past have come from other guests. I reserve the right to change that decision in the future if I need to for my peace of mind, but for now, this is how it will be.
(last warning about the animal injury/death TW) I work at a vet clinic as a tech. It's good work, if the hours are a bit unpredictable when emergencies walk in. Monday, I regrettably learned what a dog shaking another dog's neck without breaking their spine looks like. A clean break would have been more merciful. It's been a while since I learned/saw something I wished I could unlearn/unsee, but here we are.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku fell asleep on the drive back to the apartment, only waking when Aizawa twisted in his seat to shake his shoulder before exiting the car. Blearily, he climbed out of the back seat, yawning. The walk up to the apartment woke him up a little bit more, enough for him to notice that Ekikyō was awake and moving their slime around.
“Hey, sleepyhead,” he said, leaning on his friend as Aizawa unlocked their door.
Ekikyō’s slime shifted, and he matched the movement with a long stretch of their arms over their head, sighing as their back popped. “Hey, yourself. Have a good date?”
“Errr…yes and then no? Let me get somewhere alone, and I’ll show you.”
Izuku could feel Ekikyō’s interest pique but didn’t elaborate as he followed Aizawa inside. He blinked at the strong coffee scent pervading the space. Even Aizawa’s morning coffee wasn’t that strong.
Aizawa seemed suspicious too, stalking toward the kitchen with narrowed eyes. “Hizashi, why do I smell Colombian Death Wish?”
“Is that a coffee blend or a threat?” Ekikyō asked.
Izuku shrugged and followed his guardian, peeking around the corner into the kitchen. Based on the rice flour everywhere, the food processor sitting in the sink, and the little dough balls on a tray to one side, Yamada and Kayama had been making mochi. He was a little confused by the bag of coffee grounds though.
Yamada grinned sheepishly at Aizawa and pointed to the open bag. “That was going to be your birthday present, but now it’s a ‘please don’t murder us’ present. Turns out Nemuri decided to experiment while you were out.”
Kayama stuck her rolling pin in front of Yamada’s face to interrupt him before taking over the explanation. “I, being a responsible adult, decided to have a little fun and try a new recipe. The sakura daiquiri mochi turned out great, but then Hizashi spilled the trays when he opened the freezer, and they all got mixed together. Now we can’t tell them apart from the strawberry mochi.”
Aizawa closed his eyes and took a deep breath. He opened his eyes to glare at his friends, but before he could begin to yell, Yamada held up one of the freshly made coffee(?) mochi. Aizawa took it and popped it in his mouth, continuing to glare at them even as he chewed. The glaring continued for a few additional seconds after he finished before he nodded.
“You get to live,” Aizawa said. “For now. Separate out all of the pink mochi and put them somewhere the kids won’t get to them. We’ll figure something out later.” He turned to leave the room.
“We did make some melon-flavored ones too, to make up for it,” Yamada called after him. Then the teacher noticed Izuku. “Oh, hi, Midoriya! If you’re looking for Shinso, he and Tsukuri are playing with the cats in the living room.”
“Thanks, Yamada.”
Sure enough, Hitoshi and his little brother were on the sofa watching TV. Izuku could see Komainu camped out at the end of the couch on the floor, and he would bet Maneki was curled up on the sofa with them. Izuku waved at them before heading down the hall to the bathroom. Once locked inside, he turned on the fan and mentally prodded his friend.
Without further ado, they sank into a deep dive, and Izuku pulled up his memories of the mall incident. He caught Ekikyō up on what had happened, and they spent a few more minutes just leaning against the sink with their eyes closed, reassuring themselves that they were okay aside from the lingering headache. They also ran a thorough systems check to make sure nothing else was amiss with their body. They’d almost been strangled today. They hadn’t even thought about that being an issue, but together they did run out of oxygen faster than a normal person. They took a few steadying breaths before separating their minds again.
They both had questions and concerns about today, but they could revisit them later. They still had a party to enjoy, after all, and by quirks, they were going to enjoy it!
“And a few alcoholic mochi to steal,” Ekikyō added.
Izuku wrinkled their nose as he turned off the fan. “Ew. No. I am not eating that. You can have a few next time Aizawa is out on patrol. If there are any left by then. And if we can figure out wherever he hides them.”
“Ugh, fine. At least grab one of the coffee ones? I’ve never had Colombian coffee before.”
“I thought you didn’t like coffee.”
“I’m more of a tea person,” Ekikyō admitted. “But I like coffee every now and then.”
“Fair enough.” Compromise reached, Izuku stepped out of the bathroom.
He snuck over to the kitchen counter, snagged two coffee mochi while Yamada and Kayama had their backs turned, then retreated to the sofa. He offered one to Hitoshi as he took the open seat next to him. Popping the other in his mouth, Izuku bit down and nearly spat it back out. Why would people like something so bitter?! It tasted awful.
Ekikyō locked his jaw shut before he could, chuckling as he moved more of their slime to their mouth to break the mochi down. At least this way, Izuku didn’t have to taste it.
Hitoshi swallowed his mochi and laughed at whatever face they were making. “Not a coffee fan?”
Izuku shook their head, since Ekikyō hadn’t returned control of his jaw yet.
Hitoshi seemed to get it and held up the remote. “Any recommendations on what to watch?”
They spent the next hour watching TV and relaxing. Izuku might have dozed off briefly, but was drawn back to full awareness by the sound of pans clattering in the kitchen. He enjoyed cooking with Aizawa, and he didn’t want to miss out today. Not when Aizawa had decided the occasion called for a seasonal specialty.
Aizawa was pulling the deep fryer from a low cabinet when Izuku and Ekikyō entered. “Time to start on dinner?” they asked.
“Yes. I wasn’t sure if you wanted to help, since your friends will be arriving soon.”
“That just means we’ll need to be fast, doesn’t it?” Izuku answered with a grin as he slipped his apron on.
Aizawa snorted. “Alright, Problem Child. Wash the rice while I get this set up?”
The two moved around each other easily as they prepared ingredients. Yamada and Kayama took being evicted from the kitchen with good humor, starting to set dishes, chopsticks, and glasses on the dining table. After getting the vegetable stir fry going, Aizawa showed Izuku how to properly salt the ayu and how to skewer them to make it look like the fish were swimming. Izuku prepared the rest of the fish while Aizawa thinly sliced several chicken thighs. By the time they finished, the deep fryer had gotten up to temperature. Aizawa coated each slice of chicken in a bowl of potato starch before handing them off to Izuku, and Izuku carefully loaded them into the fryer. After all of the karaage were finished and set aside to cool on a plate and paper towel, they loaded the fish skewers a few at a time into the fryer.
By the time the doorbell rang, all that remained was slicing the watermelon. (Much to Yamada’s disappointment, Aizawa vetoed any suikawari.)
Todoroki was the first to arrive, a worryingly large wrapped box tucked under one arm. He blinked in surprise when he saw three of his teachers in the kitchen before seeming to shrug it off. Shortly after, Uraraka and Hatsume arrived with their own presents. Hitoshi produced a very brightly colored gift bag from somewhere to set with the small pile of presents. Two other large boxes and a bag joined the pile when Izuku wasn’t looking.
Aizawa looked around the gathered people and frowned before gesturing for Izuku to join him. Once he’d slipped away from his friends, Aizawa quietly asked him, “Your other friend isn’t coming?”
Izuku tried to think of who Aizawa might mean. This was all of his friends aside from the underground clinic staff and Yūku’s girls, but he already had plans to meet up with them tomorrow.
“I think he means me,” Ekikyō said, a bit stunned.
“Oh! That friend,” Izuku said, running his fingers over the starburst scar on his left arm. “He’s out of town this week, but we’re going to hang out when he gets back,” he lied.
Aizawa hummed and nodded. “Alright, Izuku. He’s welcome here anytime if you want to bring him over. Just let me know, so I can make sure we cook enough food.”
A wobbly smile crept onto Izuku’s face. “Thanks, Aizawa. I promise to introduce you to him…sometime. He’s a bit shy…”
“More like justifiably terrified of meeting an angry Eraserhead,” Ekikyō commented.
“No rush, Problem Child. How about we get dinner started?”
“Okay.”
After they had their fill of good food, cake, and mochi, everyone migrated to the living room to open presents. Izuku let his friends crowd onto the sofa, sitting cross-legged on the floor across from them.
Uraraka enthusiastically handed Izuku her gift first, and he unwrapped it to find a homemade matcha pound cake. “It smells delicious, Uraraka. I wish I hadn’t eaten so much at dinner now.”
Then came Hatsume’s present—the smallest of the batch, but potentially the most dangerous. It was…a pen?
“A dagger pen!” Hatsume declared, pointing out the safety. After pressing it and another button, a stiletto blade deployed.
“No stabbing anyone in the apartment,” Aizawa said, rubbing his eyes. “Unless they break in.”
Izuku smiled and tucked the blade back into its housing. He slid the “pen” into his pocket before Aizawa could change his mind. It would be nice having a weapon when out as a civilian. It might prevent a situation like the mall debacle from happening again. “Thanks, Hatsume.”
Todoroki’s intimidating box was next. Most of the bulk was foam, but once Izuku finally cut through all of the tape holding it together, he understood why. It had to be the most detailed model of Hawks he’d ever seen. The hero was even dual-wielding feather swords! “Todoroki, this is so cool! Where? How…”
The corner of Todoroki’s lip quirked up. “Endeavor’s credit card.”
Izuku and Ekikyō both laughed at that.
Hitoshi and Yamada had a hushed argument before Yamada stepped forward to hand over his present, the large bag. Izuku’s face hurt with how wide he smiled at the limited edition Put Your Hands Up extra fluffy throw blanket and an equally limited edition pair of headphones that were signed. Izuku was a little torn on whether or not to actually use the headphones or display them on his merch shelf, but he was definitely using the throw and told Yamada as much.
Kayama’s present came next, and Izuku cast a curious glance at Hitoshi who was holding his bag protectively. When his friend didn’t say anything, Izuku got to opening Kayama’s present. Once he had the box freed of paper, he turned it over to see what it was and froze.
“A little rat told me that you like to draw. Didn’t seem right that you have to keep all of your analyses digital and have no way to do the same with your sketches,” Kayama said with a wink.
Izuku looked between Kayama and the art tablet in his hands, speechless. He had missed that about doing his analyses on his UA laptop. Yes, he could scan and upload his drawings from paper, but it just wasn’t the same. This was…
“Uh oh, I can feel the waterworks starting up,” Ekikyō said.
Izuku scrubbed his damp eyes before offering Kayama a genuine smile. “Thank you,” he said, voice thick with emotion.
Kayama cooed at them and ruffled their hair before stepping back.
Aizawa handed him the last box. “I snuck your laptop to UA a while back for Maijima to look it over. Turns out it got clogged up with cat hair. Some of the circuits overheated and started to warp, and it was an older model, so…” He gestured at the box.
“Shota and I checked to make sure the art tablet is compatible with it and your UA laptop,” Kayama added.
Izuku cautiously opened Aizawa’s present, letting out a breath at the brand-new laptop in his hands. Part of him was freaking out at how much it must have cost. Or any of his presents really. But that part of him paled when compared to how warm and happy he felt. “Thank you, Aizawa. You really didn’t have to—”
“But I wanted to,” the hero interrupted. He wasn’t wearing his capture weapon (he always took it off when they cooked), so Izuku got to see the small smile spreading across his face. “It’s all yours, though the same rule still applies.”
“No taking over the world on weekdays,” Izuku recited, grinning. “Weekends are fine though.”
“Problem Child.”
Izuku carefully set the laptop aside and turned expectantly to his boyfriend.
Hitoshi walked over from his spot on the sofa. “Here,” he said quietly, holding out his bag. Then he sat on the carpet beside Izuku.
Izuku removed the tissue paper from the top and carefully lifted a book from the bag. It was a bit weathered and in English, but if Hitoshi had gotten him this, he knew it had to be special.
“It took me a while to track that down, and I could only find it translated into English, but that’s better than Portuguese, right?” Hitoshi asked.
Izuku tried to puzzle out the translation of the title but got stuck on one word he didn’t recognize. “Yamada-sensei, what’s this word?”
Yamada peered at the book over Izuku’s shoulder. “Ah, that word translates to ‘quirkless,’ Little Listener.”
Izuku’s mind ground to a halt. When Yamada gestured toward the book, Izuku tried reading off the title: “The Biography of T-Tinamou?”
Yamada nodded. “Yep, I think that’s a species of bird over there. Don’t quote me on that though.”
With that confirmation, Izuku kept going, “The Biography of Tinamou, Brazil’s first quirkless hero…” He looked back up to meet Hitoshi’s eyes, feeling lost. Izuku had searched high and low for a quirkless hero after his diagnosis, but he’d come up empty. Then again, he’d only been able to search on sites in Japanese and English. When even the USA turned up nothing with all of its diversity, he’d given up.
There had been one this whole time?
Hitoshi offered one of his rarer, softer smiles. “Otohō helped me find Tinamou. His grandma moved to Japan from over there and tells him stories when he visits her. Tinamou’s not super famous, and he retired a few years ago, but he’s real.”
There was really a quirkless hero? (And he lived long enough to retire?) But… echoes of his former classmates’ and teachers’ voices, Bakugo’s snarled insults, and his mother’s apologies rang in his ears. People like Izuku couldn’t be heroes.
But the book in his hands was proof that at least one person was.
As tears began to well in his eyes, Ekikyō gave voice to the thoughts circling in Izuku’s head. “If this Tinamou guy could be a hero, why not you?”
Something swelled in Izuku’s chest, stealing his words and clogging his throat. His burning eyes darted between his boyfriend and the book as he struggled with the overwhelming swirl of emotions. Hitoshi gave him a fond grin and gently pulled him into a hug. Even as those tender, safe arms settled around him as if they could hold him together, Izuku’s composure crumbled.
Izuku sank into that embrace and clung to his boyfriend desperately as the first tear drops fell. Once he started, he couldn’t seem to stop, and a few tears grew to the torrent the Midoriyas were famous for. Eventually, Izuku managed to stutter out his thanks between the ragged breaths and sobs that wracked him; Hitoshi only held him tighter in response.
A few of the jagged shards of his heart that had long been swept into a far corner realigned. They grated against each other and sliced his fingers as they slid home. The splintered edges lined up imperfectly, and a few smaller pieces were missing entirely. He broke all over again to look at the fragments of what had once been his dream, though the way it hurt felt painfully similar to hope.
Outtake:
Hitoshi: “You good?”
Izuku: sniffs “Yeah, I’m good.”
Hitoshi: “Want to watch a documentary I found about Brazilian heroes later?”
Izuku: grins “Does Uraraka float?”
Aizawa: pops a pink mochi in his mouth “Damn, these are actually kinda good.”
Kayama: “Does this mean I’m off the hook?”
Aizawa: picks up a second one “No.”
Notes:
Tinamou birds aren't anything to look at. They're positively drab compared to the birds of paradise and parrots that inhabit the Amazon rainforest alongside them, but they are the quintessential "early bird." They're the first singers of pre-dawn in the jungle. They herald the dawn long before the sun rises. Anyone waiting out the long night would hear their song and know their watch is almost over.
Chapter 69: Found Family
Summary:
“I found family when they passed me a smile, when they clapped for me in appreciation, when they tapped my back to motivate and when they choose me. I found a family in my friends.” –Meera
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Shota shook his head, smiling fondly as Hizashi took another picture of their kids. Uraraka, Hatsume, and Todoroki had long since left, and Tsukuri had been sprawled on the floor with the cats and his phone for a few hours and showed no desire to escape his role as a cat perch. Izuku and Shinso had spent the evening watching a documentary while the adults cleaned up the kitchen.
By the time everything was cleaned and put away, Shota wasn’t surprised Izuku had fallen asleep. (The kid was always exhausted after a healing session with Recovery Girl.) Shinso also falling asleep was unexpected though. The two had slumped to one side on the sofa with Izuku half laying on top of Shinso.
Shota was tempted to wake them up and kick Shinso out with the rest of his noisy family, but Izuku looked so relaxed and peaceful that he couldn’t bring himself to do it. Not after the day his kid had had. If he was getting sleep without nightmares, Shota didn’t want to take that from him.
That only left one thing to do. Moving on silent feet, Shota reached the pile of Izuku’s presents and pulled Hizashi’s blanket from its bag to drape over the pair of boys.
Hizashi just covered his mouth in time to smother a squeal.
Shota rolled his eyes and rejoined him and Nemuri to inspect the pictures they’d collected. His friends hadn’t been terribly subtle, though his Problem Child had somehow missed what was happening. Shota made a mental note to give Izuku some situational awareness training as he studied a picture taken during their dinner prep. The kid was pulling a face of intense concentration as he carefully lowered an ayu skewer into the deep fryer.
“Send me a copy of those,” Shota commented before nodding toward the dining table. Hizashi and Nemuri retreated, and Shota turned a lamp on before flicking off the overhead light in the living room. Then he joined his friends at the table.
They made small talk for a while before Shota worked himself up to asking the question he’d been wanting to for weeks, “Hizashi?”
“What is it, Shota?”
“How is it? Having two kids.”
Hizashi smiled and glanced over at Shinso and Tsukuri. Tsukuri had fallen asleep with his phone dangling from one hand. Maneki was curled up in the exact center of his back. “They’re both great. So worth the full foster license and inspections.” Hizashi turned his knowing yellow-green eyes back to Shota. “Another Little Listener catch your eye?”
Shota hummed, watching the slow rise and fall of the kids’ breathing in the low light. This wasn’t the first time Shota had entertained the possibility of getting a full license as opposed to the emergency license most heroes held. There were a lot of fine details that differed between the two, but the main draw was being able to foster more than one kid at a time if he ever wanted or needed to.
A certain vigilante and his occasional other half came to mind.
Shota didn’t regret volunteering to foster Izuku, not at all. The kid was better behaved than three-quarters of his current homeroom, if a bit of a trouble magnet. He was intelligent and willing to put in the work to learn. And he was just plain good in spite of everything he’d been through. He was hurt and wary in a way some of the alley cats he was fond of were, but against all odds, he was beginning to trust Shota. And Shota would never abuse that trust or abandon him.
But Shota had a nagging suspicion that Naisho was also in an unideal situation. He wasn’t sure the vigilante–let alone Gokaku–would be willing to trust a different adult if it came down to it. But both of them trusted Shota to a degree, and he wanted to help them. He knew going through the certification process was tedious and time-consuming, but it was looking more and more appealing lately.
(Plus, now that Izuku and Shinso were officially dating, he didn’t have to worry about Naisho flirting with Izuku if he did foster both of them at once. Maybe Shota would let Shinso practice his capture weapon on the vigilante if he tried.)
“Well, if you need any help, just let me know,” Hizashi said, grinning ear to ear.
—
Izuku took the next day easy and bided his time until Aizawa headed out to run errands. (He very specifically did not think about waking up with his ear pressed to Hitoshi’s chest. Shut up, Ekikyō.) Then they retreated to Izuku’s room and got down to business. They needed to figure out what had happened yesterday.
Izuku and Ekikyō replayed their memories of the visit with Inko until they pinpointed where they slipped into each other. What they couldn’t figure out was why. They’d felt the same emotions as each other before, but those times had never sparked a deep dive. What was so different about them getting protectively furious this time?
Frustrated, they moved on to the second strange incident. At least this one was easier to figure out. Sort of.
“You were manipulating my slime,” Ekikyō said, surprised.
Izuku could feel his friend was impressed. “Why did it give me such a headache then? I’ve worked with your slime before.”
“Correction. We have worked with my slime before. That at the mall was all you. Frankly, I’m not sure how you managed that. Your brain isn’t built to function like the hivemind my cells are.”
They sat in silence and mulled that over for a minute. Izuku wished they had more information to go off of. Wait…they could get more. Cautiously, Izuku volunteered, “Maybe I could try again? Now that I’m not in a life-or-death situation or panicking, I mean.”
Apprehension drifted from Ekikyō’s side of their mind. “You’ll stop the second it starts hurting you?”
Izuku nodded, settling cross-legged on the floor. He’d prefer not to get slime on his sheets if something went wrong…or right. He closed his eyes and focused on their mental space. He wasn’t sure if it was the lack of panic or having already done it once, but it only took him a few minutes to find that something he’d latched onto at the mall. He carefully grabbed it and felt the slime in their body shudder.
“Yep, you can definitely affect my slime on your own,” Ekikyō said, voice a little higher than usual. “What the hell?”
Splitting his attention between holding onto the…control of their slime(?) and what his friend was saying was apparently too much for his mind. There was a twinge somewhere in the middle of his head, and he let go. He blinked his eyes open and rubbed his temples. He felt a touch fuzzy, but the pain was already fading.
Ekikyō pressed a little closer mentally, and Izuku picked up on his bodymate’s worry. “What are the chances this is a totally normal progression of us doing this long-term?” Izuku asked, gesturing at all of them.
“I don’t know, kid, but I can say that this definitely didn’t happen with my previous living host. I think…I think we should talk to Cross about this. I don’t want to risk anything going wrong up here.” Ekikyō tapped the side of their head with a finger.
“Same.”
They had already intended to visit the clinic today, mostly to say hi to everyone before dinner at Yūku’s place, but they could head over a few hours early. That should give them enough time for an actual checkup, provided Cross wasn’t already booked up. That decided, they started getting ready.
They texted Aizawa that they were heading out early to help Yūku cook dinner, grabbed their Mirko hoodie and a mask, and made sure their tracker was charged up. As a last-minute addition, they grabbed Hatsume’s pen stiletto and slipped it into their shorts pocket–after triple checking the safety button. Once they got a confirmation text from Aizawa, they headed out. They kept their hood up and head down as they walked, using a thin layer of Ekikyō’s slime on their skin to keep watch for any threats around them.
They made it to the underground clinic unmolested, though they had to give a sketchy guy one of their best unhinged smiles. He wisely decided to retreat and try selling drugs to someone else. Izuku made a mental note to patrol that part of town the next time they went out as Naisho. The petty criminals were getting too comfortable with Eraserhead still patrolling the docks and gang neighborhoods.
Cheshire smiled genuinely when she opened the clinic’s door to let them in. “Hi, boys! Wasn’t expecting you until later. Did you miss us that much?”
They smiled back, shoulders relaxing at their vanished anxiety. Cheshire’s quirk activated any time she truly smiled, just as involuntarily as Uraraka’s floating anything she accidentally touched with five fingers. They’d established a while ago that they were fine with her using it on them. The idea of her forcing herself not to smile just struck Izuku as wrong, and Ekikyō agreed.
They glanced around the empty lobby before taking off their mask and hood. “Hi, Cheshire. Actually, we were wondering if Cross had time for an appointment before dinner.”
Cheshire’s smile dropped into pursed-lip scrutiny. “What did you two do this time?”
Ekikyō laughed with their body and said, “This one’s 100% on the kid. I wasn’t even conscious for it.”
Cheshire sighed and waved toward one of the plastic chairs. “I’ll go check if he’s free.” Then she walked over to the exam room door, knocking before she stepped through.
Anxiety creeping back in now, they settled in a chair. Izuku didn’t even realize he’d started twisting his fingers until Ekikyō stilled them and stuck their hands in their hoodie pockets instead. Izuku blinked in surprise as he found something in his pocket. He laughed quietly as he pulled his fidget ball out. He’d forgotten to put it back on his desk when he got home yesterday.
Izuku turned it over in his hands before deciding to see how many of the bumps he could depress before they started popping back up. He hadn’t made it very far when the exam room’s door opened. The sudden click startled Izuku enough that he squeezed the ball, making all the bumps pop back out at once. It was rather loud in the otherwise silent lobby.
Izuku flushed in embarrassment and shoved the fidget back in his pocket. He pushed himself up and shuffled over to the door Cross was holding open. The doctor raised an eyebrow at them, and Izuku could feel the warmth in his face climb to the tips of his ears. “H-hi, Cross.”
“Green, Sludge. What seems to be the problem today?” Cross closed the door behind them and gestured toward the exam table. “Or did you just want to have a yearly checkup?”
Izuku paused in front of the table. Had it…it had been an entire year since they started coming here, hadn’t it? Huh. “Um, well, that’s a good idea too, but we’re really here because something strange happened the other day…” They hopped up on the table and explained both of the incidents from the previous day.
Cross nodded along, frowning. “Hm, that is odd. Well, we’ll go through your usual exam; then I’ll take a closer look at your head, Green, and run you both through a neuro assessment.”
Cheshire reappeared to hand three bloodwork kits to Cross and wave at them. After she left, Cross asked, “Before we start, what day is your current possession on?”
“It’s…” Izuku trailed off. They’d last de-possessed the night before his final exams started. Exams started on July 7th. Today was the 16th.
Ekikyō answered while Izuku was still shell shocked. “Nine and a half days, Doc. Neither of us had really noticed, and no, I’m not feeling any strain on my quirk yet.”
This time both of Cross’s eyebrows rose. “Well, I can’t say I’m too surprised. Practice does tend to make quirks stronger. Since I will need you to de-possess for the second half of your exams, why don’t you both do what you did last year about this time? Check to see how long you can hold a possession. Provided nothing on today’s exam indicates you should do otherwise.
“Okay.”
“Are there any other developments regarding your possessions that I should know about?”
“Er…well…” They spent the next ten minutes detailing the changes to their deep dives, Izuku’s ability to completely disconnect himself, and the way they’d figured out how to let Ekikyō hook into Izuku’s muscle memory and reflexes.
Cross didn’t talk much during their joint exam or blood draw. After finishing a lengthy scan with his quirk, he had them run through the different types of deep dive they were commonly using while watching with his quirk still active. Once satisfied, he nodded to himself and made a few notes on his clipboard.
“Alright, go ahead and de-possess. I’ll do Sludge’s exam while Green recovers from any headache or dizziness that might occur.”
Izuku was grateful for the chance to adjust once they were separated. He laid back on the exam table and closed his eyes as the slight headache faded. He politely ignored Ekikyō’s exam taking place next to the table.
Soon enough it was his turn. He sat up slowly, nodding to Cross when he wasn’t met with any dizziness. The usual physical exam and blood draw followed. Then Cross had him repeat the string of neuro tests he’d done after the drydock incident. Lastly, Cross checked him over with his quirk.
The way Cross’s lips drew into a tight line as the scan progressed did nothing for Izuku’s nerves.
At last, the man blinked, and the glow faded from his eyes. “Well, you two are doing better about keeping the amount of slime in Green’s system down between possessions,” he said, scribbling away on his clipboard. “But the slime that’s left behind seems more…settled? Perhaps attached is a better word. Of the residual slime, only half appears to be in general circulation. The rest is split between various locations, most prominently, your stomach and brain. With the injury you sustained after Sludge’s run-in with Snatch, some scarring was to be expected around your stomach, but this appears to go beyond that. Hold on a moment,” Cross said before leaving the room.
He returned a minute later with something in his hand. He held it out to Izuku and said, “Eat this.”
Izuku blinked in surprise at the kiwi gummy candy. He met Ekikyō’s equally confused gaze and shrugged. He opened the plastic and popped the sweet in his mouth.
Cross’s eyes started glowing again as Izuku swallowed. “Right, it appears as if some of the slime attached to your stomach is assisting with digestion, though I’m uncertain whether that’s due to your injury or some other factor. The slime in your system didn’t behave this way immediately after the injury, and I’m unsure why it’s started to now.”
The man noted a few things on his clipboard before continuing, “As for your brain, based on the areas the slime is concentrated in, the change there is likely due to your recent experimentation. It’s collected most around your cerebellum, brain stem, and motor cortex, but there is some attached to your hippocampus and a few other structures. It doesn’t appear to be interfering with your normal brain functions—all of your neuro tests are within normal limits—but...”
Cross shook his head. “There was a little slime lingering in your brain on the scan I did the night you brought Shinso here. At the time, I thought that was due to the recently healed damage, but this is…more and not restricted to the area that was inflamed. That part seems to have healed completely, by the way.”
Anxiety climbed Izuku’s spine with needle-sharp claws. “What does all that mean?”
“I’m not entirely sure. If we were at a hospital, I’d send you to radiology for an MRI and order a contrast study or a few tissue biopsies to see what’s going on in the affected areas of your brain and stomach. I, unfortunately, don’t have all the equipment I need to do that here.” The doctor frowned and tapped his pen against his clipboard. “If Eraserhead’s offer for a brain scan with Recovery Girl still stands, I’d consider taking him up on it.”
Izuku grimaced. Doing that would almost certainly expose his identity as Naisho to his guardian. He wasn’t sure he was ready for that. He pulled his shirt on and asked, “Is that the only option? How serious is this?”
Cross held up a hand in a calming gesture. “You don’t appear to be in any immediate danger at this point in time, but those tests are important to discovering what’s happening and if there is any danger. I’m not saying you should call Eraserhead right now, but the sooner we determine what’s going on, the better. I don’t like that this happened over such a short time frame.”
Cross turned to indicate he was addressing Ekikyō too as he continued, “Until then, I’d strongly recommend against any further experimentation with your possessions. I’d say avoid your deep dives too, as much as you can. Just until we know more. And if you start getting any headaches, brain fog, or indigestion while separated from Sludge, that would up the urgency.”
Izuku let out a long breath, feeling a bit deflated and disheartened at the news. What a time to hear it too. They were only a handful of days out from his guardian leaving for class 1-A’s summer camp. Izuku chewed his lip as he considered their options.
He…did trust Aizawa (Eraserhead), but…if he told the pro now, would he try to pull them from their undercover operation? Eraser was willing to trust Naisho to somewhat handle himself, but Naisho was an experienced and trained vigilante. Izuku was the quirkless kid who was a long-term bullying victim, had to be removed from his mother’s care, and had a few too many panic attacks, not to mention the dissociative episodes.
Sure, Eraserhead believed in Naisho, but Izuku couldn’t see Aizawa allowing Izuku to continue operating as a vigilante.
(Izuku ignored the pang in his chest at the thought.)
At the same time, Izuku wanted to know what was going on inside him, didn’t want to risk something preventable sneaking up on them. There was too much he still wanted to do, too much he needed to figure out, to let something serious happen.
Izuku shook his head. They didn’t have the time for any of this right now…but maybe after the summer camp? Yeah, after the camp. It was summer break, after all. Was Recovery Girl even normally at the school over the break? Aizawa had had to call her to meet them at UA after the mall incident. Aizawa might not even be able to set up an appointment for him before he had to leave. Then he’d just be stressing the whole time he was away.
Yeah, waiting was better for Aizawa’s peace of mind. That was totally the primary reason.
“We’ll find a time to bring it up after the summer camp,” Izuku said, trying for a reassuring grin.
Cross raised an eyebrow at him. “See that you do. Alright, boys, you should both be good to go. It’s been a slow day, so if you want to head on out with Cheshire, I should be able to spare her.”
Izuku nodded, and Ekikyō bobbed. Once Cross stepped out, Ekikyō got to repossessing Izuku. Curious if anything else had changed, Izuku counted seconds. Slime pushed through his skin more easily than it used to, but Izuku was still moderately surprised when he only reached 50 before he felt Ekikyō’s mind slot into place alongside his own. It seemed the length of their possessions wasn’t the only way they’d improved when they weren’t looking.
They swallowed then cleared their throat before hopping off the exam table. Neither of them particularly wanted to talk about what Cross had told them, but they stayed close mentally, giving and receiving silent comfort. They slipped Izuku’s shoes and hoodie back on. After a few seconds’ debate, they put their face mask on and pulled their hood up before heading back out into the lobby.
They blinked at the scene they found. Where the lobby had been empty, there was now a mother with three young kids. The youngest one was crying and had a bloody wad of cloth held to the side of his head with the hand not holding his mother’s, another boy sat on the woman’s opposite hip and had obvious burns (from some liquid maybe—they looked smooth instead of rough and charred like Bakugo’s burns tended to be) over his right hand, arm, and leg, and the last one—a girl—clung to her mother’s skirt and sobbed just as loud as her brother but appeared uninjured. Both of the boys had hideous haircuts. Actually…Izuku and Ekikyō tilted their head and took everything in again. The hideous haircuts might explain why the one kid’s head was bleeding. But where’d the burns come from?
Cheshire rushed back into the lobby with her arms full of bandaging materials. When she saw Izuku and Ekikyō, she shot them a pleading look. “Green, can you take care of this one’s burns while Cross and I give the littlest man stitches?”
Izuku and Ekikyō steeled their nerves. They knew how to handle burns. They nodded and held the door open as the family was ushered into the exam room. They carefully took the burned boy from the frazzled mother and set him on the chair in a corner of the room to keep out of the others’ way. “Stay right here, okay? I’m going to go get the burn cream and some bandages.” The boy stared up at him with surprisingly dry eyes and nodded.
By the time they returned with everything they needed, Cross and Cheshire were both working on the other boy. It was the top of his ear that had gotten cut, not his scalp. Izuku winced in sympathy and turned back to their own assigned task. “Hey, I’m back. And I brought something to make these ouchies feel better. It might hurt at first to rub it in, but I promise it feels better once it soaks into your skin.”
The boy watched, curious, as they showed him how to use the burn cream by spreading it on the back of his hand before rubbing it in carefully. The kid winced at first, then frowned and flexed his hand. “Feels weird.”
They grinned behind their mask. “Yeah, that’s the numbing agent. It tells your skin to stop hurting for a little bit. My fingers will be numb too soon,” he said, wiggling the fingers of the hand he had used to apply the cream.
The kid grinned back at him. “Can I try?”
“Here, you can do your arm,” Izuku said, squeezing more of the cream onto the biggest red patch on the boy’s forearm. “And I’ll do your leg, okay? Make sure to get some on all of the red spots. Once I finish your leg, I’ll help with any you can’t reach.” Izuku was pretty sure the kid wasn’t going to rub it in enough on his own, but it gave the kid something to focus on aside from his pain and the crying of his two siblings.
As he gently rubbed the burn cream into the boy’s ankle, he heard Cheshire hiss from behind them, “You just had to say ‘it’s slow,’ didn’t you?!”
Outtakes:
Cross: “It’s a slow day.”
Murphy’s Law: “Oh really?”
Cheshire: swears like a sailor in the background
Little girl: holds up scissors that she definitely shouldn’t have “Let’s play barber!”
Brother 1: “Me first!”
Brother 1 ten minutes later: rushes into the kitchen “Mom, do you like my new haircut?”
Tired mother: looks away from the water she’s heating on the stove to start dinner and makes a high-pitched noise “Who…”
Brother 1: “Onee-chan!”
Tired mother: rushes from the kitchen calling for her daughter
Little girl: turns to look at her mother as she bolts into the room and accidentally cuts the skin on the top of her brother’s ear along with his hair
Brother 2: screams bloody murder
Tired mother: throws the dish towel clutched in her hand over the wound “It’s okay; it’s okay. I’ve got you. I—” looks over her shoulder as a metallic clang and sloshing sound echo from the kitchen
Brother 1: wails
Tired mother: prays for strength “Okay, kids. We’re going on a field trip.”
Aizawa: “This is my kid, and I would never hurt him.”
Murphy’s Law: looks up from tormenting the underground clinic staff “What was that? You’re inviting me over for dinner? Why, I’d love to!”
Notes:
If you ever work human medical or veterinary, there are a few superstitions you will become familiar with. Never compliment a vein before you stick it. Never trust a long-nosed dog with an IV catheter. And whatever you do, never, under any circumstances, say it's "slow."
Chapter 70: Expectations
Summary:
“All of us develop our expectations about how people will treat us based on our relationships with our parents.” – Susan Forward
Notes:
This chapter almost wasn't done in time. I rewrote/heavily edited the...conversation 2/3 of the way into this chapter 4 times before I was finally happy with it. That 4th rewrite was on Sunday. xD Not sure if next week's chapter will be done on time at this rate.
I made one minor edit to chapter 44 this week. Mentally, I'd decided that Aizawa would let Izuku stay with his friends or Yūku if his underground work ever called him away for a long assignment, but I apparently didn't actually write that into them discussing their schedules. Tis fixed now.
Also, there is fanart! ^.^ here
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Dinner at Yūku’s (once they actually got to leave the clinic) was nice and quiet. Well, until they put the food away and broke out the board games. Maiko was super competitive, apparently. After Maiko won two rounds of Sorry and Kotone beat them all at Monopoly (curse her and her college education), they moved on to poker.
Ekikyō was much more confident with this game, and Izuku let him take the lead on raising and calling. “Poker’s a favorite at the villain bars, kid.”
“That makes sense,” Izuku admitted, watching Ekikyō stare down Maiko. Maiko met their stare and smirked. “So why is Maiko so good at this?”
“How much you want to bet those relatives she’s running away from are underground types?”
Maiko smiled and pushed half of her pile of cookies and cream kit kats into the center of the table to match their grape jelly cups and Yūku’s pachiballs. (Kotone had folded a while ago.) “Call.”
They all laid their cards on the table. Yūku had two pairs, Izuku and Ekikyō had a full house, and Maiko had… “Daughter of a bastard,” Ekikyō grumbled, shoving the pile of candies at Maiko. The kid had a straight flush.
Maiko laughed and collected her winnings. She opened one of the jelly cups and ate it. “Not that conning you all out of your sweets isn’t great, but shouldn’t we get on to presents before your guardian wants you home? Don’t you have a curfew?”
Izuku and Ekikyō glanced at their phone and grimaced. It was already 8:15, and they were supposed to be back by 9:30. “Yeah.”
Yūku packed away the deck of cards while they cleaned up the mess of candy wrappers and unopened candies. Dinner had been their present from her and Cross. They hadn’t been expecting to get anything from the others given their circumstances. “You didn’t have to get me anything. We’re just happy to spend some time with you.”
Maiko shoved a paper bag into their hands. “Just shut up and take it.”
They snorted but complied. It was kinda hard to argue with that. They opened the slightly crumpled bag to find a hemp bracelet. They pulled it out and examined the two malachite beads and one bead carved to look like an owl.
“Owls are good luck traditionally,” Ekikyō said. “Not sure about the malachite, though.”
“I know that one,” Izuku responded, running a finger over the bracelet’s knotwork. “They’re supposed to soak up negative energy and emotions and be protective.” He wrapped it around his wrist and slid the button end through the loop meant to hold it. The bracelet fit perfectly.
Out loud, Izuku asked, “Where did you get this?” Hemp bracelets weren’t that popular in their area, but there must have been somewhere with a pretty decent selection to get one like this.
Maiko puffed out her chest and admitted, “I made it.” Deflating a tiny bit as she looked away, she continued, “Eiko taught me.”
Kotone giggled and handed them her small gift box. “Don’t let her fool you; she picked out those beads herself.”
Maiko hissed something under her breath and shoved at Kotone.
Izuku and Ekikyō shook their head and opened the small box to find a green omamori. Reading the kanji stitched into it, they realized it was a happiness one. Not many shrines in Musutafu still made those. They weren’t as highly sought after as prosperity and luck ones. The intention and thought were appreciated though.
“You could always do with a reminder to step back and think about your own happiness, Mr. ‘I’ll sacrifice anything to make anyone else happy even if I have to suffer,’” Ekikyō teased.
Izuku leaned on his friend, letting a sense of acknowledgment drift across their bond. Then he turned his focus back to his friends. “Thanks, Kotone. I’ll put this on my backpack when I get home.”
Yūku joined them then with a card. “This is from Eiko. She couldn’t make it today, but she dropped it off last time she was in town. She also wanted me to congratulate you on your boyfriend,” Yūku said, winking at them.
Izuku blushed and ducked his chin to his chest, picking at the seal on the envelope. Once he broke the adhesive, he slid the card out. It was a pretty standard birthday card, but the gift card tucked inside wasn’t. Izuku nearly choked when he realized it was for one of the fancier sushi restaurants downtown. Well, it looked like Izuku’s relationship with Hitoshi had Eiko’s full support.
The ladies laughed at Izuku’s deepening blush, and Izuku basked in the feeling of being surrounded by people that cared about him for the second time in as many days.
Izuku and Ekikyō reluctantly headed out not long after that, already thinking of the next time they’d be at Yūku’s apartment. Neither of them could wait to spend the whole camp week at their home away from home. Well, as much of the camp week as they weren’t with the League. Yūku and Cross had already been read in on their undercover operation. They didn’t necessarily approve, but they didn’t try to dissuade them, since they were already committed. Yūku had even agreed to cover for them if Aizawa called to check on him while they were “working.”
They grinned as they walked the route back to Aizawa’s apartment. They only had a few days left. Shigaraki wanted Sludge at the League base the day after Aizawa and 1-A were scheduled to leave. They’d already been warned that they’d likely have to stay at the base for a few days straight. Shigaraki wanted everyone ready, though he hadn’t told them when exactly they’d be striking. They hoped it would be early enough in the week that they’d actually get to spend some time with Yūku and the girls.
“You know, we should probably start packing for that and the extended League visit. You might need to run laundry first though.” Ekikyō pressed a mental picture of Izuku’s full dirty clothes hamper into Izuku’s mind.
Izuku grimaced. He had been putting that off. Not that he hated doing laundry; he just…didn’t have any love for it? He pointedly ignored Ekikyō snickering in their mind as he said, “We can start a load when we get there, but I kinda want to go out as Naisho tonight.” He thought back to that drug dealer near the underground clinic, wrinkling his nose in distaste.
“Yeah, I feel that. Probably shouldn’t do a long patrol though. You know what Cross said.”
Izuku sighed. Right. They were supposed to avoid using their deep dives too much until they got their brain looked at, and they were already going to have to stay in a deep dive the entire time they were with the League, which might be several days in a row minus whatever alone time they could get.
Izuku chewed their lip for a minute as he thought. “Alright. A short patrol. We should probably touch base with Eraserhead too, to see if he has anyone set to cover his patrol route while he’s gone. We’ll need to know who to avoid if we get back before he does.”
A feeling of agreement filled his mind, and they focused back on their surroundings as they walked. Izuku spent the time noting any suspicious activity and thinking over what patrol route to run. Between staking out Shinso’s place and patrolling the warehouse district with Eraser it had been altogether too long since they’d last visited their usual haunts. Ekikyō contributed a few ideas as well, and they had a satisfactory circuit planned out for tonight and tomorrow that should cover all of the problem areas.
Izuku unlocked the door to Aizawa’s apartment and called, “I’m back,” as he slipped inside.
Aizawa looked up from where he was working on his laptop at the dining table to nod a greeting. “Have a good time?”
“Yeah,” Izuku said, pausing on his way over to greet Maneki. When he reached the dining table, he spotted two drained and crumpled juice pouches beside Aizawa’s laptop. Izuku frowned and narrowed his eyes at Aizawa. “Please tell me you didn’t have juice pouches for dinner.”
Aizawa’s hands paused over the keyboard for a second before he returned to typing. “I won’t tell you then.”
Izuku shook his head and pouted at the man. Then he stooped to pick up Maneki. “Look what you’ve done. You disappointed Maneki. She can’t beg for any of your food if you don’t make any.”
Aizawa glanced up from his laptop again to stare at the calico.
Maneki meowed at him.
“See, she’s starving!” Izuku said.
Aizawa snorted. “I’ll get us a snack before I leave for my patrol,” he said, scratching behind the cat’s ears.
Izuku hummed at the small victory and walked over to the sofa to set Maneki on a blanket thrown over the back. It was one of her favorite places to watch the rest of the apartment from. One last set of chin scritches, and Izuku headed for the hall to start getting ready for bed.
“Izuku?”
“Hm?” He turned to look back at Aizawa.
“Can I talk to you for a minute?”
Aizawa’s posture was still loose, but something about the words—or maybe Aizawa’s tone—put Izuku on guard. He nodded and returned to the living room, sitting on the sofa. His fingers twitched, part of him wanting to grab his fidget ball, but another part of him didn’t want to make such an obvious show of his anxiety. Aizawa just wanted to talk. There was nothing to be anxious about, but his brain didn’t seem to get the memo.
Izuku played with the beads of his new bracelet instead.
Aizawa joined him in the living room, shifting his favorite armchair to more directly face Izuku before sitting down. They studied each other in silence for a minute before Aizawa sighed. “I’ve been thinking about what happened yesterday,” Aizawa admitted. “Maybe Shigaraki targeted you specifically; maybe he went after you because you were conveniently alone. Either way, he did single you out. By your own admission, he’s…interested in you.”
Izuku shuddered at the reminder of a too-close, too-crazed smile and four fingers tightening around his throat. A hand landing on his shoulder made him flinch. Eyes that he hadn’t realized had drifted down shot back up to see Aizawa’s concerned gaze locked on his.
Aizawa moved his hand from Izuku’s hunched shoulder to rest it on Izuku’s head. “I don’t want anything else to happen to you, Izuku. Which is why I think we need to change our plan for next week. I already got permission from Nezu for you to come with me if you want. He’d give you an extra credit assignment for next semester if you do, and I could continue our one-on-one lessons while supervising 1-A.”
Izuku leaned back in surprise, dislodging Aizawa’s hand. He blinked a few times, trying to wrangle his thoughts. Aizawa wanted to take him to the training camp? The heroics course training camp. Instead of him staying with Yūku. It was admittedly tempting, but he’d already made plans with Yūku and her girls, not to mention his plans with Ekikyō and the League.
There was no choice here. He couldn’t take the offer.
Izuku wondered if Aizawa knew exactly how tempting it was though. The man had never asked Izuku if he wanted to be a hero. He never brought up Izuku’s future. Did he just assume that Izuku wanted to be a hero, or had Hitoshi’s present given Izuku away? Was it obvious?
(The glittering shards on the edge of his awareness called to him, enticed him to discover what the finished puzzle might look like. His bloodied and scarred fingers itched to pick up the pieces for the millionth time, but he was hesitant to wound himself again on their keen edges. They’d cut deep last time and every time before…)
Did Izuku still want to be a hero? Yes. He could admit that in the quiet corners of his mind where only Ekikyō could hear. Was he willing to pay the price in blood and loved ones that seemed attached to any chance that came his way? Was it worth it? He wasn’t sure anymore.
“I-I…” Izuku shook his head and closed his eyes, words catching in his throat. He couldn’t decide this now. He swallowed a “sorry” that he knew Aizawa wouldn’t want.
Aizawa seemed to think Izuku’s reaction meant something else and continued, “Or you could stay with Yamada and Tsukuri while I’m away at the summer camp. Present Mic may be a bit loud at times, but he is one of the most competent heroes I know. Staying would also allow you to get in a few extra sessions with Hound Dog if you feel the need…”
Izuku's spine straightened, and his teary eyes latched onto Aizawa’s again. “Wh-what? But you said I could stay with Yūku anytime work called you away! She agreed and everything,” he said, almost wincing at how accusatory the words sounded.
“That was before the mall incident,” Aizawa said softly but firmly. “I don’t feel comfortable letting you stay with civilians when the League could come after you again.”
Izuku hated how reasonable the explanation was. He hated the idea of Shigaraki anywhere near Maiko and Yūku and Kotone even more. But Izuku knew he wasn’t a target. Not for the upcoming kidnapping attempts, at least. He could keep his distance from them after the summer camp, but he needed to be with them this upcoming week. Yamada was a hero. He’d notice and start looking if Izuku disappeared for a few days. He couldn’t risk missing the League’s attack. He had to be there to have any hope of keeping Aizawa, Hitoshi, Uraraka, and Todoroki safe.
Izuku shook his head so vehemently his vision blurred. “We already made plans. Eiko’s going to visit, and I’m going to teach Maiko how to cook.” He also planned to teach her some self-defense moves, but that was none of Aizawa’s business. “And I’m going to help Kotone with a project she’s working on.” She had asked if he’d be willing to fill out a survey for her psychology thesis, but the fact that could be done away from the apartment was beside the point.
Anger bubbled in Izuku’s chest as he plowed ahead, voice rising slightly. “I already wear the tracker constantly,” Izuku argued, waving his left arm to draw attention to the device. “And I can take care of myself! Shigaraki took me by surprise at the mall. That won’t happen again. And even if it does, I know how to use a knife,” he declared, patting the pocket with Hatsume’s gift in it. “Why do I have to stay with Yamada?”
Aizawa’s eyes hardened a touch as he raised a disbelieving eyebrow. “The knife you just got yesterday? Sure. And I think we both know the tracker isn’t enough, Izuku. Shigaraki very well could have killed you yesterday before I or anyone else got there.” Aizawa ran a hand through his hair. “I know you’re not helpless, Problem Child, but you’re a long way from being a he—” Aizawa cut himself off.
“From what? Being a hero?” Izuku asked, shoulders hunched and anger pulling one corner of his mouth into something ugly. He ignored the little warning in the back of his mind to step away and cool off. For once, he was sick and tired of running (walking away). If there was one thing he was confident of, it was his ability to fight. He knew he wasn’t perfect, and he knew he had limits, but he was good at it. “News flash, Eraserhead, heroes aren’t the only ones who know how to fight!”
(Eraserhead trusted Naisho. Why couldn’t Aizawa trust Izuku?)
“No, they aren’t, but their training helps. Training that you’ve barely had,” Aizawa pointed out.
“Maybe I don’t want to train to be a hero,” he challenged. He regretted it almost instantly. He knew better than to ask the silent questions, the questions that could ruin the peace they’d cultivated. With his mother, it had been if she’d known about the bullying, if she’d do anything about it. With Aizawa, it was if the man took him in to train him to be a hero, if he’d keep Izuku should he fail. The student tensed, afraid of what Aizawa’s answer might be.
“Then you don’t have to,” Aizawa said, holding his hands up placatingly.
Izuku stared at him in disbelief. It couldn’t be that simple. Nothing was ever that simple. What was his angle? Had Izuku been focusing on the wrong question this whole time? What had he missed? How much had he misinterpreted? Neither he nor his anxiety liked the uncertainty.
Oblivious to Izuku’s inner turmoil, Aizawa continued talking, “But even if you’re training for self-defense, you’re nowhere near ready to face an A-rank villain like Shigaraki.”
Izuku laughed. It was a bitter, jagged thing and a little frantic at the edges. “No one will ever be ready to face someone like Shigaraki. Except maybe Snipe,” Izuku admitted before shaking his head. Analysis and possible fantasies about Shigaraki getting wrecked by a gunman later.
“Don’t you think if Shigaraki really comes looking for me, he’ll start his search with UA? He’ll be more likely to find me with Yamada than with Yūku. And that puts Tsukuri in danger. How is that any better than me staying with Yūku?”
“Izuku,” Aizawa said firmly. “Present Mic is a hero. You’ll be safer with him.”
“Will I?” Izuku snarked, brain still off-kilter and whirling with possible scenarios. “Because how exactly is Yamada supposed to fight Shigaraki inside a crowded apartment building? He can’t use Voice in such an enclosed space, and fighting him with hand-to-hand worked out so well when you tried it.”
Aizawa recoiled a centimeter at his words.
That little voice in the back of Izuku’s head yelled at him again, but he couldn’t quite stop himself from needling the man further, “Do you really think Yamada would fare any better?”
Aizawa’s eyes flashed as he warned, “Izuku.”
Blinding pain and disconnect ripped through Izuku for a split second, there and gone before his body could decide whether to tense or scream. He didn’t think as he clamped his mouth shut and tilted his head down like he had when Bakugo was angry or his mother used that tone. The other person in the argument was done listening.
Izuku knew Aizawa hadn’t meant to use Erasure, wouldn’t have if he’d known what it would do to Izuku and Ekikyō, but that didn’t make Izuku want to get away from this whole situation (Aizawa) any less. Izuku took deep, steady breaths as he kept his head down to hide his eyes and their exposed slime, clenching his fists as he realized his tracker was vibrating frenetically. His fingers and toes and insides prickled as slime settled back into place and soothed his raw nerves. Ekikyō quickly reestablished their possession and flooded Izuku’s mind with reassurance. The pain slowly faded, leaving a dull throb in his skull.
Meanwhile, Aizawa took a deep breath of his own and raised an arm out of Izuku’s line of sight, probably to rub his eyes. “Sorry, Izuku. This isn’t up for debate. Your safety is my top priority. I’ll call Anshin in the morning and apologize for the last-minute change of plans, but you’re not staying there.”
Izuku pulled a face but didn’t look up as he nodded. Arguing wouldn’t get him anywhere, anyway. When Aizawa didn’t say anything else, Izuku unsteadily rose and rushed to his room. He held back the frustrated tears until he locked the door behind him. He ground his teeth and tangled his hands in his hair as he sank to the floor against his closed door.
The first few tears that landed on his shorts were stained a worrying pink. Panic mingled with his swiftly fading anger. “Ekikyō?” Izuku asked. He was unable to stop crying, but at least the pink color seemed to wash out the more tears that fell.
“Sorry, Izuku. I’m still fixing things in here. You’ll be okay, but we’ll probably be too tired to go out as Naisho tonight.”
“That bad? What happened?”
“Any of my cells that were attached to yours when he activated Erasure got repelled like our cells were the same poles of a magnet. Where my cells didn’t let go fast enough, one or both of our cells started to tear. And your cells are less flexible than mine.”
Izuku sat up, eyes wide. That sounded really bad.
“Don’t get your brain in a twist. He didn’t have Erasure active long enough to fully separate us, so we’ll both be okay. No internal organs seriously damaged or anything. Just scattered damage and cell death.”
Izuku scrunched up his eyebrows as he wiped at the tear tracks on his face, checking his hands for any evidence of further bleeding. “How is that not serious?”
“Well, it’s no stubbed toe. I’ll give you that. We should both be good as new by tomorrow, though we’ll probably need to eat a ton to make up for all the repairs.”
Izuku nodded. “How about we hit up that ‘all you can eat in fifteen minutes’ buffet across town?”
“I like the way you think, Izuku.”
Izuku pushed himself to his feet, blinking to clear sudden fuzziness from his vision. Yeah, they probably shouldn’t go out as Naisho like this. He stumbled to his bed, grimacing at the vaguely sick feeling lingering in the back of his throat.
He changed into his pajamas before happening to glance at the mirror by his dresser. He looked pale, and his eyes were bloodshot and swollen. There was also a smear of red under his nose. He frowned and grabbed a tissue. After thinking it over, he gently blew his nose. The spray of red against the white didn’t surprise him this time, though it was still unsettling as he stared at it.
Ekikyō gave him an internal hug and moved their hands to discard the tissue. They crawled into bed and closed their eyes, reveling in the quiet companionship they’d nearly started taking for granted. Maybe they’d gotten too relaxed around Aizawa. Izuku and Ekikyō had forgotten how fragile their arrangement was, how easily they could be ripped apart. If they clung a little tighter to each other as they fell asleep, no one else had a way to know.
Outtake:
Izuku: “What if I don’t want to be a hero?” panics right after
Aizawa: “Then that’s okay.”
Izuku: is surprised because Aizawa didn’t react to his Unspoken Question™ like Inko “Uh oh. He’s not acting how I expected. What do I do now?!”
Izuku: proceeds to poke Aizawa to see if he’ll blow up like Kacchan when provoked
Izuku after their talk: flees to his room and locks his door for the first time
Aizawa after their talk: head in his hands “Damn it. I used Erasure again, and Izuku just shut down. Still no clue if it’s the red eyes or the quirk use that’s the trigger though…Maybe I should give Hound Dog a heads up to look into that?” sighs “I should probably make sure he’s okay.”
Aizawa: walks over to the closed door and raises his hand to knock
Izuku: is crying on the other side of the door
Aizawa: hears his kid sniffing and freezes, feeling his heart break a little
Aizawa: stands there uncertain whether his presence will be welcome or not until he hears Izuku get up and head to bed
Aizawa: lowers his hand and leans against the wall beside Izuku’s door until he hears his son’s breathing even out in sleep and he’s running late for his patrol “Is this what Tensei meant when he said parenting was hard?”
Notes:
If "son of a bitch" is a saying, "daughter of a bastard" should be as well. I will not die on this hill, but I'm just saying...
For the buffet thing, with the way quirks developed, I can't imagine "all you can eat" buffets doing too well. Can you imagine a teenage Fat Gum? I don't even want to know what his parents' grocery bill must have looked like. But buffets still fill a niche in the food industry, hence the time limit of fifteen minutes.
For Izuku pushing Aizawa's buttons, keep in mind that Izuku only really has his relationships with Inko and Bakugo to look at for comparison when it comes to family. (There is Ekikyō too, but he's Izuku's best friend and a newer relationship. The other two Izuku has a decade and a half's experience with, so he still tends to default to comparing things to them.)
Chapter 71: How We Respond
Summary:
“The quality of our lives depends not on whether or not we have conflicts, but on how we respond to them.” –Thomas Crum
Notes:
Also, there is fanart! ^.^ here
I totally haven't forgotten to put this in before publishing the last 2 chapters and gone back to fix it hours later...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku and Ekikyō avoided Aizawa and his apartment all of the next day, spending the majority of it wandering and eating their weight in food from various food stands and buffets around Musutafu. They also tried to take Izuku’s mind off of what happened yesterday evening (what Izuku had said to Aizawa; quirks, the look on his face…). In the afternoon they headed to what was hopefully their last physical therapy appointment. Their leg had healed and strengthened as much as it was going to, but they were both annoyed to see the tests the PT ran showed their right leg was still a little weaker than their left.
They found Oguro signing in for his own appointment as they left theirs. Oguro who had been a vigilante, Oguro who had balanced half a dozen aliases easily. Seeing him gave Izuku an idea. Izuku waved and subtly jerked his head toward the bakery across the street. Oguro nodded before turning back to the sign-in desk.
Izuku and Ekikyō settled into a booth at the bakery with their chosen pastry and pulled their new laptop out of their backpack. They’d gotten it set up yesterday morning, and Izuku wanted to test a few things out and hopefully gain some intel before meeting Eraserhead tonight.
“You really think Shigaraki was quirkless?” Ekikyō asked, watching as Izuku hacked into Musutafu PD’s servers for the dozenth time.
“He had the shoes, and his body doesn’t seem terribly adapted to his quirk. Not sure if that’s more due to his body not coming with the necessary safety features for it or because a lot of early generation quirks didn’t have inbuilt safeties.”
Izuku shuddered thinking about some of the horror stories he’d read about from the Dawn of Quirks when no one knew what was going on. People could suddenly float away without knowing how to come back down or generate poison without any immunity of their own. There were a lot of self-destructive quirks back then, though most of them died out as quickly as they appeared. Some called it evolution in fast forward, leaving only the quirks that did their owners no harm or came with physical adaptations to compensate. Others called it a tragedy and pointed to how simple support devices available today could have prevented many, if not most, of those early deaths.
Interesting as those arguments were, they weren’t today’s rabbit hole. Today, Izuku had one goal: find Decay in the quirk registry. Thankfully, the MPD still had its problem of people not signing out of their accounts, and he quickly gained access to the registry. Then he set the birth date parameters to go all the way back to the beginning. Based on how Decay behaved, Izuku had a hunch it was an early-gen quirk. Sadly, running a search through the entire database (nearly half a billion people across four and a half generations) was going to take a while, and there was always a chance that Decay hadn’t been registered.
As the search ran, Izuku pulled out his vigilante cellphone and texted Giran that he was going to be unavailable for the next week and a half due to “family drama.” The last thing they needed was for Giran to call Green in while they were undercover as Sludge.
Then they messaged Eraserhead about meeting up tonight. Izuku usually enjoyed hanging out with the pro, but after their argument last night, the idea left an uneasy twist in his gut and something like guilt hollowing out his chest. At least they weren’t planning on spending the whole patrol with him. Izuku wasn’t sure he could trust himself to hold it together if they did.
The bell over the front door chimed, and Izuku and Ekikyō looked up to see Oguro limping in with his crutch and knee brace. They waved, and the man nodded at them before heading for the front counter. A few minutes later he settled onto the bench on the other side of their table with a chocolate croissant.
Izuku nodded in approval of Oguro’s choice; then he minimized the windows of the MPD’s server and pushed his laptop off to one side. He leaned his elbows on the table and crossed his arms on the fake wood to show he was giving Oguro his full attention. “Hi, Oguro-san.”
Oguro huffed a laugh as he tore a piece off of his croissant. “Alright, short stack, what’s up? You usually don’t initiate interactions with my civilian persona.”
“I…need some advice,” Izuku admitted, casting a cursory glance around the bakery. No one else was close enough to overhear without a hearing quirk or spy tech.
“Oh?”
“Yeah. I have an…undercover op planned that’s time-sensitive. It has to happen while Eraserhead is gone for UA’s summer training camp. I had everything planned out and my cover is already established with the villains, but…” Izuku made a frustrated sound and ran a hand through his hair. “I got maybe targeted by a villain a few days ago, and now Eraser’s gone all overprotective and won’t let me stay with the friend I was planning to have cover for me. He wants me to either go with him to the training camp or stay with Present Mic. And I won’t be able to sneak away from either of them for the multiple days I need. But I also can’t ditch the villains–they’re expecting me the day after Eraserhead leaves–or my cover will be blown, and they’ll be suspicious, and they’ll probably try to hunt me down. The leader is petty like that, so–”
Oguro raised a hand, cutting Izuku off. “I get it. You had plans–important plans–and your old man changed the game on you suddenly. Now you’re scrambling to keep all your obligations and identities in order.”
Izuku pulled a face at the “old man” comment but nodded. “Short of running away to meet up with the villains, I can’t think of a fix here.”
“You could always tell him,” Oguro said, taking a bite of his croissant. “Not like he can arrest you for being a vigilante when you’re quirkless.”
Izuku hung his head and shook it. Aizawa didn’t trust Izuku to take care of himself. If the pro found out he was the face behind Naisho’s mask, Izuku would lose what little standing he held with the man as his vigilante self. He didn’t want Eraserhead to look at Naisho the same way Aizawa looked at Izuku, like he was someone to be protected because he couldn’t protect himself.
Yes, he knew he’d have to tell him eventually to get his brain scan taken care of, but Izuku really wasn’t looking forward to it. At this point, he was dreading it.
Izuku didn’t realize he’d started gripping his arms too tightly until Ekikyō nudged him out of control and loosened their grip, revealing crescent-shaped indents in their skin where his nails had dug in. Ekikyō wasn’t the only one to notice if Oguro’s concerned frown was anything to go by.
“Kid, did something else happen?”
Ekikyō sent Izuku the impression of a question, and Izuku sent back an acknowledgment, letting his friend do the talking. “Heya, Oguro,” Ekikyō said, giving the man a half-hearted wave. “Izuku’s friend here. The kid got into an argument with Eraser about the change in plans and said something he’s not proud of…” Ekikyō relayed the whole argument and the incident with Erasure.
Izuku fought off the desire to pull back and make himself disappear, instead pushing forward to say, “I really do want to tell him, and I-I will…just not now, not yet.” He cursed himself for the tears trying to well in his eyes again.
Ekikyō gave them a strong internal hug and pressed close enough for Izuku to hear his reassuring stream of thoughts.
Oguro did not look happy. He pushed himself up from his seat and held up one finger. “I’ll take care of this. Wait here.”
Izuku and Ekikyō sent each other equally confused half-thoughts before shrugging. They watched the retired hero exit the bakery and pull his phone out of his pocket. Then Oguro stepped out of view. Izuku huffed and scrubbed at his cheeks. He had better things to do than cry over hurt feelings.
“Like hacking the police?”
“Yes, exactly!” Izuku said, pulling his laptop back in front of him, eager for a distraction.
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Iwao paced the alley beside the bakery as his phone dialed. The throb in his bad knee barely registered past the emotions stewing in his chest.
The line clicked, and a familiar, tired voice answered, “What do you want, Oguro?”
“Want to tell me why your kid is crying in the café across the street from our physical therapist's office?
That seemed to get Aizawa’s attention. He sounded much more alert as he asked, “What? Is he okay? I can be down there in ten. I—”
“Hold your horses,” Iwao interrupted. “From what I gathered, the kid’s torn up over whatever happened between you two last night. Care to share your side of things before I pull my knuckle dusters out of retirement?”
Aizawa groaned. “I just want to keep Izuku safe. I know he was looking forward to spending time with his sort-of aunt, but she has no training to protect him if The League comes after him again.”
Iwao grimaced as he listened to Aizawa rehash the rest of their argument. The kid had conveniently failed to mention that the villain who targeted him was associated with the same group that was making quirkless people disappear. What a mess.
He chewed over whether or not he should hint that Aizawa’s use of Erasure had physically hurt Midoriya before pushing the desire down. The teen needed one adult he could rely on right now. “You broke his trust,” he finally said.
“What?”
“He believed you when you said he could stay with his aunt, and you went back on your word, even if it was for a good reason. He also trusted you not to be like everyone else who used their quirks against him to get their way, and here you are.”
Aizawa swore quietly. “I really messed up, didn’t I?”
Iwao hummed. “You’re not the only one. Kid feels awful about what he said about you and that Yamada guy too.”
“I still shouldn’t have reacted like that. I’m an adult.”
“Yes, you are, and that’s why you’re going to be the one to fix this.”
“How do I even begin to fix this? I can’t just let Izuku stay with Anshin with the threat of the League.”
“There’s another option.”
“And what’s that?”
“I could watch him for you.”
Aizawa scoffed. “You’ve met him a handful of times. Why would he be more comfortable staying with you than Yamada?”
“First, because it would be you compromising and taking the kid’s concerns into account. And second, shared experience. I know what it’s like to be quirkless and to suffer a permanent injury.”
“Okay, I understand the second point, but does Izuku even know you’re quirkless? And what do you mean by the first point?”
“Yeah, he knows. I told him after the media fiasco to let him know he’s not alone,” Oguro lied. He’d told the kid back when he was couch surfing to avoid his mother, but Aizawa didn’t need to know that. “Might even do the kid some good to hang around an older quirkless. I doubt he’s met many others like him. As for your kid’s concerns: I’m not connected to UA. Any mole or leak there would be hard-pressed to find my place unless they physically tailed Midoriya on one of his outings, and I can teach the kid how to lose a tail easy. If despite those measures, The League comes knocking, I’ve still got a few tricks up my sleeve.”
Aizawa was silent for a minute before saying, “As much as I’d love to watch you deck Shigaraki, you’re no speedster these days. I don’t see you winning a fistfight with a five-point activation decay quirk.”
“Who said anything about using my fists?” Iwao said, grinning. “I’m more than a one-trick pony, Aizawa. I’ve kept my conceal-and-carry license up to date and have a locked cabinet full of well-maintained firearms. Not many quirks can stop a 7.62 bullet.”
Aizawa was silent for a stretch before he let out a world-weary sigh. “Why do I get the feeling I’m going to regret this?”
“Don’t worry, Aizawa. I’ll take good care of your kid. You should probably get over here though. It’ll be better for your son to hear it from you than me.”
Aizawa grumbled and hung up without a goodbye.
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Izuku stared at the screen as if he could make the quirk registry search run faster. The progress bar only showed 2%. This was going to take forever, wasn’t it?
Ekikyō held up their pastry and had them take another bite of it.
Izuku chewed and stared at the screen until the taste of chocolate registered. They’d gotten an apple turnover. He glanced down at the chocolate croissant in their hand. Then he looked over at Oguro’s plate. It was empty. “Ekikyō, seriously?”
“What? It was getting cold. These things are no good cold. He wasn’t eating it anyway.”
“Still. We shouldn’t steal Oguro’s food.”
“Not like we can un-eat it now, can we? Are we finishing it or not? He’s done with his phone call,” Ekikyō pointed out, lifting their eyes to where they could see Oguro was approaching the door through the front window.
Izuku glanced between the man and the incriminating pastry in his hand before shoving the remainder of it in his mouth quickly. Maybe the retired pro would forget that he’d had half a croissant when he stepped out?
Oguro stepped inside and took one look at their table before rolling his eyes and hobbling back into line at the counter. He rejoined them with a small paper bag and three cups. He shoved one cup toward Izuku and retook his seat. “Teenagers. You’re all bottomless pits.”
Izuku made an affronted noise in the back of his throat. Then he looked in the cup Oguro gave him and decided his mentor was forgiven. Hot chocolate sounded amazing right now. Though part of that might be how he and Ekikyō had worked their appetite back up after their PT session. (He tried not to worry about how much damage had been done to still be peckish after spending ¥10,000 on food today.) He mumbled a quick thanks and took a sip of the faintly steaming drink.
Izuku’s eyes brightened as Oguro dug a pair of anpan out of the paper bag and offered him one. He was halfway through the still-warm pastry when the bakery’s front door opened again. Izuku glanced up and nearly choked when he saw Aizawa standing there. He shot Oguro a questioning look while Ekikyō frantically pulled his slime back from their eyes. It left the sensory organs feeling dry and itchy, but Izuku would rather have that than let himself and Ekikyō get hurt again.
Aizawa pulled a chair over to sit at the open end of their booth’s table, and Oguro scooted the third cup and the paper bag toward him. Aizawa mumbled a thanks and pulled his own anpan out of the bag.
After a few seconds of awkward silence, Aizawa finally spoke, “I’m sorry, Izuku. I should have listened to your concerns yesterday, and I shouldn’t have used Erasure on you. I’d already promised not to, and I broke my word.”
Izuku’s eyes widened as his guardian talked, and he started shaking his head reflexively. “N-no, Aizawa, I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that about you and Yamada. It was really rude of me, and—”
Ekikyō cut him off, “Izuku, don’t just immediately forgive him. He hurt you.” There was a familiar sort of frustrated exasperation in his friend’s half of their mind. It felt a lot like how Ekikyō reacted to Izuku’s mom.
Izuku faltered. Was he being too quick to forgive? But it was an accident. Aizawa didn’t even know he’d hurt them.
“Whether he intended it or not, he still hurt you.”
“And you,” Izuku pointed out. His emotions settled a little. Aizawa hadn’t just hurt him; he’d hurt Ekikyō too. Somehow that made it easier to resist letting the pro off the hook.
Ekikyō sighed and pressed closer in their mind. There was the exasperation again, though there was an undercurrent of fondness to it now.
Oblivious to Izuku and Ekikyō’s mental conversation, Aizawa held up a hand. “I think we both have regrets about yesterday night.” After Izuku nodded, Aizawa continued, “How about this: we try to do better in the future—I’ll give you a heads up on schedule changes earlier and listen to your input, and you still tell me how you see things but with less throwing my failures back in my face?” The grin on Aizawa’s face was the only tell that he was teasing Izuku.
Izuku sank in his seat, blushing. “O-okay.”
“In the meantime, how does a compromise sound?”
Izuku felt Ekikyō’s interest pique and dared to look up to meet Aizawa’s eyes. “Compromise?”
Aizawa glanced away. “You had some valid concerns about staying with someone connected to UA, and I still don’t feel comfortable leaving you with someone with no combat experience. Oguro satisfies both of our concerns. He’s unaffiliated with UA, but he’s capable if things ever come down to a fight.”
Oguro gave Izuku a chipped-tooth smile when the boy shot him a look. Izuku’s tense shoulders relaxed as things sank in. Aizawa…listened to him? Granted it was the next day, but when was the last time any adult had agreed that he had a point or taken his worries into account? (And this was perfect really. With Oguro he had a cover and the opportunity to make it to The League raid.)
“Izuku?”
Izuku snapped out of his thoughts and said, “Yes. Yeah, I’m fine staying with Oguro-san.”
Aizawa looked almost relieved as he slumped against his chair’s back. “Alright. That’s settled.” Then he stood up and grabbed the table’s trash. “Come on, Problem Child. We’ll need to start on dinner soon. Assuming you’re still hungry,” he said, eyeing the crumbs of anpan on the table.
Izuku smiled and hesitantly stood to follow him. “I could eat. What are we making?”
The two walked from the bakery, neither noticing the smug grin on Oguro’s face as he watched them go.
Outtake:
Izuku: “Uncle Knuckle, Dad’s being mean.”
Oguro to Ekikyō: “…Hold my beer.”
Aizawa: “Why do I get the feeling I’m in danger?”
Izuku: mentions doing an undercover op with a villain group
Oguro to Ekikyō: “I thought I remembered telling you to keep the kid out of illegal shit.”
Ekikyō: “I tried; I swear! You look at that face and try telling him ‘no.’”
Oguro: glances at Izuku
Izuku: breaks out the puppy dog eyes
Oguro: “I see your point.”
Izuku: checks the quirk registry search one last time before leaving to meet Eraserhead
The search: shows one possible match
Izuku: internally cheers and goes to deliver the info to Eraserhead
Aizawa: stares at the information and wonders how on earth the vigilante got access to the quirk registry “Damn it, the MPD just finished their internal review after the USJ breakouts, and now there’s a leak at the registry office…”
Notes:
Knuckleduster canonically has a rifle (as seen in the Naruhata Blackout). I imagine if he has that weapon, he definitely has a handgun or two laying around too.
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End of Birthday Surprises and Misunderstandings arc
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Chapter 72: Without Danger
Summary:
“Never was anything great achieved without danger.” –Niccolo Machiavelli
Notes:
Oh wow, I didn't realize how chonky this chapter got. Enjoy the 4,700 words, I guess? Can you tell I was having fun?
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Beginning of Summer Camp and Kamino arc
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next few days were…awkward. Izuku and Ekikyō still avoided Aizawa as much as possible, if only because their eyes were starting to bother them when they had to constantly pull their slime back from them. They couldn’t fully relax with that nagging possibility of Erasure hanging over their heads.
They did get to finally tell Hound Dog their secret though! They kinda had to in order to explain their current reservations about Aizawa. They felt a little bad about dumping all of this on the hero though. Maybe he’d finish processing by the time they got back from the League?
Awkwardness aside, all too soon it was the day Aizawa and 1-A were set to leave for the summer camp, and Izuku had gotten up early to see Aizawa and Hitoshi and his friends off at UA. He and Ekikyō yawned for the umpteenth time as Hitoshi strolled over to them after stowing his bag in the bus’s cargo hold.
Hitoshi slotted into place behind them, draping his arms over their shoulders and resting his cheek on top of their head. “’S too early…”
They giggled as they shifted their feet to better support the new dead weight and grabbed Hitoshi’s wrists to keep him from sliding off. “Hitoshi, you’re awake this early half the time from insomnia.”
Hitoshi groaned. “Doesn’t mean I have to like it.”
Izuku hummed and let his eyes slide half closed, content to spend the remaining time before 1-A left just standing like this and counting Hitoshi’s heartbeats by the gossamer tug of the slime in his boyfriend’s veins. Then there was a camera flash. Izuku felt Hitoshi shift his head atop their own, probably to glare at the culprit. Izuku just blinked owlishly at Uraraka, trying to clear the spots from their vision.
Uraraka was beaming at the two of them. “I’ll send you both a copy,” she chirped before bouncing away.
“Ugh, morning people…” Hitoshi grumbled before burying his face back in Izuku’s hair.
Izuku’s heart felt full.
“Isn’t it too early for you two to be so nauseatingly cute?” Ekikyō asked.
“Morning, sleepyhead,” Izuku teased.
This morning had been one of the few times Ekikyō had essentially rolled over and gone back to sleep when Izuku got up. Not that Izuku was a morning person either, but he seemed to have more of a tolerance for getting up at four a.m. than Ekikyō. The feeling of Ekikyō going back to sleep naturally was a bit different from when Izuku put him to sleep. Izuku could still feel Ekikyō, for one. Ekikyō’s mind was quiet with the occasional flicker of emotion or a half-formed image or thought from what Izuku assumed were dreams. His friend had just disconnected from Izuku’s senses and pulled more into Izuku’s core to block out the rest of the world while still keeping them safe from Erasure. Izuku still got that nagging feeling that he should curl up somewhere and join him in dreamland.
Now, Izuku felt the molasses-slow creep of slime and the occasional muscle twitch as Ekikyō reinstated his connection to Izuku’s nerves and skin. They took a deep breath and stretched as much as their current position allowed. They looked around, mostly to help Ekikyō orient, and noted that people were starting to board the bus.
“Hitoshi.”
Izuku’s boyfriend grumbled incoherently and snuggled deeper into their green curls.
Izuku blushed a little before getting an idea. He adjusted his grip on Hitoshi’s wrists and pulled while leaning forward, taking Hitoshi’s full weight on their back and shoulders as the taller boy’s feet left the ground entirely.
Hitoshi snorted as his head lolled off of its perch in their hair. “Huh, what?”
Izuku started walking toward the bus, carrying Hitoshi like an overstuffed backpack. “You weren’t waking up,” he said helpfully.
A few of the other students in 1-A snickered at the sight they made. Hitoshi struggled a bit in response and hissed, “Let me down.”
Izuku did…after Uraraka took another picture. He almost regretted it when Hitoshi pulled away upon being set down. Then arms wrapped around him, and he was the one lifted off the ground. “Hey!”
Ekikyō seemed amused and pulled back from Izuku’s mind as if expecting something.
Izuku frowned and twisted enough to catch Hitoshi’s smirk out of the corner of his eye. Something that felt suspiciously like lips found Izuku’s temple, and he froze in shock before blushing hard.
A shudder traveled down his spine as Hitoshi whispered in his ear. “Revenge is sweet.”
It was then that Izuku realized Uraraka still had her phone aimed at them. Her smile was somewhere between delighted and wicked. Ashido had her phone aimed at them too, and several of Hitoshi’s classmates were watching with varying degrees of amusement. Someone wolf-whistled.
Izuku squeaked and covered his face with his hands. “Hitoshi,” he whined.
“What is taking so lo—” Iida demanded, reappearing at the inside of the bus’s door. Then he spotted Izuku and Hitoshi and started chopping his arm. “Hey! No public displays of affection on school grounds! It’s very unbecoming of a future pro hero.”
Hitoshi sighed and set Izuku down. “I think it would be more unbecoming to abandon my boyfriend for a week without properly saying goodbye. Don’t you?” Hitoshi asked with one eyebrow cocked.
Iida sputtered, and a faint dusting of pink crept onto his cheeks.
Sero rescued him. “Come on, vice rep. We aren’t going to board ourselves now, are we?”
That seemed to successfully reboot Iida’s brain, and the boy turned away from Izuku and Hitoshi to start ushering the rest of the class aboard the bus.
Izuku took the opportunity to hug Hitoshi as hard as he could. Hitoshi wheezed and hugged back. Izuku didn’t look up as he whispered, “We might see you there. Stay safe.”
Hitoshi went rigid in their arms as the words sank in. He squeezed Izuku and said, “You too.” Then he loosened his grip and took a half step back. “Ekikyō in there?”
Izuku nodded and poked his friend who had been trying very hard to ignore what was going on. “Hitoshi wants to talk to you.”
Ekikyō flowed back to the surface and slid into shared control. “You rang?”
Hitoshi looked grim as he said, “Yeah. You’d better keep Izuku safe. Don’t let him pull any of that sacrificial bullshit, got it?”
Equally serious, they nodded. Ekikyō answered, “Loud and clear, kid. I won’t let anything happen to him. I promise.”
Hitoshi grinned and pulled them back into a hug. “Make sure nothing happens to you either. Don’t know what Izuku and I would do without our totally 100% legal friend.”
That startled a laugh from Ekikyō.
Izuku blinked at the moisture welling in their eyes and assured, “Don’t worry; I won’t let anything happen to him either.”
“Yeah, yeah. You two idiots deserve each other,” Hitoshi grumbled. He sighed and reluctantly pulled back.
Izuku offered his boyfriend one last smile before letting him go. They tore their eyes off of Hitoshi’s retreating back and scanned the area. The few students who hadn’t boarded yet were looking at them with mixed expressions. Some seemed positive, others less so.
Right…the news had blasted Izuku’s quirk status. They retreated from the remaining hero students, carefully keeping them in view. A hand landing on their shoulder about made them jump out of their skin. They whipped their head around to find Aizawa standing behind them.
Aizawa studied their face then turned his gaze to his students. His eyes flashed red, and Izuku couldn’t help the way they tensed. “You should all get on the bus, or I’m leaving without you,” Aizawa warned.
The students scrambled for the door as Aizawa’s hair fell.
The man squeezed Izuku’s shoulder and said more to himself than them, “I think I’ll take the drive to camp to remind everyone about UA’s policies regarding discrimination.” Then he looked back down at them. “Got everything packed to stay at Oguro’s?”
They swallowed their residual nerves and nodded. “Y-yeah. Just have to finish my run and change. Then I’ll be heading over. Did Kayama-sensei ever get back to you about feeding the cats?”
Aizawa hummed. “Yes, she’ll stop by twice per day to feed them and clean their litterboxes. You don’t have to worry about it.”
Izuku nodded and took a step back, scuffing his shoe against the pavement. Things were still…awkward between them, and Izuku wasn’t sure how to go about fixing things. (If they could be fixed.) He settled on offering his guardian a weak smile. “Stay safe?”
Aizawa gave a sharp nod. “You too. Try not to get into too much trouble while I’m gone. And don’t touch Oguro’s guns.”
“Oguro has guns?!” As in plural?! Getting one in Japan was hard enough, let alone multiple.
Aizawa sighed and dragged a hand down his face. “Not the point, Problem Child. If you ever need to call, I’ll have my phone on me, though reception where we’re going is a bit spotty.”
Izuku nodded dumbly, still stuck on the whole gun thing. Ekikyō was too, to be fair. They somewhat shook the thought when Aizawa tousled their hair. They pouted at him, and he shot them one of his rare, not scary grins. Then the pro turned away to board the bus, and Izuku and Ekikyō stood there only a moment longer before turning away to run the rest of their way home. They had work to do.
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The next day and a half passed in a flurry of spars and training drills with Oguro. Izuku was beginning to think intensive training was how all former vigilantes showed they cared. It was…nice. Oguro took him—them—seriously. It was nice not having to keep any secrets or watch his words for once. Izuku wondered if there was a chance things could be like this between him and Aizawa once he told his guardian.
Izuku let the thought slip away in favor of watching their surroundings and adjusting the strap of the duffle bag on their shoulder. This was the latest they had ever been out in Tokyo. The sun was setting, and they weren’t in a good part of town.
They turned down one especially dark alley, and Ekikyō asked, “Ready?”
Izuku took a deep breath and pressed his trust and determination toward his friend. “Let’s do this.”
Slipping into their skewed deep dive and disguise felt like sliding their feet into a favorite pair of rain boots, familiar and protective, if not completely comfortable. There was the faintest apprehension that they shouldn’t get so used to this…power imbalance, but the worry was easily brushed aside in the face of more pressing concerns. They’d worked too long and hard to risk their cover now.
They sent Kurogiri their location and stepped through his portal without hesitation. They were one of the last to arrive by the looks of things. The bar was packed with every member of The League aside from Dabi and Shigaraki
They turned their back to the gathered villains to ask Kurogiri, “Oi, where can I put this?” He shifted the duffle bag for emphasis.
Kurogiri stepped from behind the counter and headed for the hallway that led to the living quarters and gym. “Right this way, Sludge.”
To their mild surprise, the first door on the hall’s left opened to a staircase. They climbed the steps and trailed behind the barman until he stopped before an unmarked door three-quarters of the way down the hall. “This room is yours. As requested, here is your room key.” The shadowy man held out a small silicone rectangle.
They took it and opened the cap on one end to see the key inside. They hummed. “I’ll try to keep my host under as much as possible while here, but I make no promises for while I’m asleep. This should keep them from wandering around and causing trouble though,” they said, closing their hand around the key. “And everything else?"
“As you specified. I’ll leave you to get settled in. Be ready for a meeting in 30 minutes. Shigaraki Tomura should return by then,” Kurogiri said with a slight bow. Then he retraced his steps and disappeared down the staircase.
They unlocked their room and stepped inside. Instead of a bed, there was a clawfoot bathtub. Izuku and Ekikyō had discussed sleeping arrangements a lot leading up to their stay here, and neither of them felt comfortable leaving Izuku’s body exposed while they slept in a den of villains. This was the next best thing.
They examined the tub, testing the seal on the drain plug with some slime. They nodded in satisfaction when nothing slipped through. Then they checked over the supplies on top of the dresser: four ceramic discs designed to hold and radiate heat for up to ten hours, an inflatable neck pillow, a throw blanket, a thick comforter, and a microwave. Seeing everything in order there, they plopped their duffle bag down on the floor beside the tub and opened it.
Most of the space was taken up by a veritable hoard of energy bars, but there were a few bland changes of clothes, some exercise wear, a few days’ worth of Izuku’s anxiety meds, and some toiletries. (Speaking of, they’d need to ask Kurogiri where the restroom was in this place.) A small pocket hidden in the lining of the bag held Izuku’s tracker watch, non-villain phones, a small notebook, and a few pens.
They pulled out a pair of energy bars and tore the wrappers open; their slime made quick work of breaking down the food. He grabbed another two bars and slid them into a pocket of Izuku’s shorts for later before heading back out into the hall. They didn’t know how long this meeting was going to take, and they needed to keep their energy up to maintain Izuku’s body temperature.
They locked up their room and slid the key back into its silicone case. They eyed it critically for a moment before swallowing it and heading back downstairs. Everyone was present now. They very carefully didn’t spare the crusty leader more than a glance before heading for the bar counter.
Anticipation and anxiety and sparks of panic filled their mind and tried to constrict around their chest as they ordered their usual drink. Ekikyō tightened his hold on Izuku and drowned the emotions out with fierce protectiveness. Izuku leaned into the feeling and quickly settled, falling back into synch with his bodymate.
They nodded their thanks to Kurogiri as they took their drink and searched the bar for Toga and Magne. They were the most tolerable of the lot. Twice and Compress weren’t half bad either. Toga waved them over and pointed at the empty seat at her and Magne’s table.
“Ladies,” he greeted.
“Hiya, Sludge!” Toga said.
“Get everything squared away?” Magne asked.
Ekikyō hummed and took a gulp of their drink. “Yep. Time off approved and everything. My host knows I’m borrowing our body for a few days but doesn’t know why. They’ll be asleep almost the entire time.”
Toga took a sip of her blood-red smoothie and frowned. “And they’re okay with that?”
Ekikyō shrugged. “Our deal’s give and take. They go to a multi-day conference for work, and I don’t bother them. I borrow the body for a multi-day mission, and they don’t bother me.”
“Pretty sure that’s any relationship, hun,” Magne said with a teasing smirk.
They wrinkled their nose at the insinuation. “Yeah, nah. They’re not my type.”
“Ooh! Does that mean they’re single?” Toga asked.
“Who’s single?” Twice asked, leaning backward from his own table to interject. “Not that I’m interested!”
Izuku and Ekikyō really preferred not to get into this discussion.
Thankfully, Shigaraki seemed to want to overhear it even less. “Enough with the side quests,” he said, standing from his seat. “It’s almost time for the main event. You all know our targets, and I have our quest location. However, there’s a slight change of plans…”
“Huh, what do you mean?” Muscular interrupted, cracking his knuckles. “Are we still pounding some herolings or not?”
Shigaraki shot the man a withering glare. “Yes, we are, but one of our retrieval targets isn’t at the camp.”
Ekikyō and Izuku carefully kept their shock off their face. They knew.
Dabi scoffed. “What, did one of the hero brats get detention?”
Shigaraki smiled. “Even better. He got himself kicked out of the hero course.”
That got the villains’ attention. Ekikyō made sure to feign interest as he tightened around Izuku’s mind further, scattering several shades of dread and panic that wanted to sink their teeth in and shake.
“Are we going after him or the camp then? I may be a magician, but I can only be in one place at a time,” Compress said, rolling a marble over his knuckles.
“Oh! Oh, I can fix that!” Twice declared, standing up and waving a hand as if he knew the answer to a question in class. He abruptly shifted to cross his arms over his chest and looked away. “I definitely can’t.”
“Right you are, Twice.”
Dabi leaned forward. “If we’re sending clones after the brat, I volunteer.”
Shigaraki scowled at the scarred man. “No. You’ll get to burn your pound of flesh once the brat’s here and we can make sure you don’t straight up kill him.”
Dabi smirked and shrugged at being caught before leaning back in his seat. “Who’s going then?”
Shigaraki rolled his eyes and turned back to Twice. “You’re going to clone Mr. Compress and Mustard. One set will fetch the brat from his home while the other heads to the camp. Put the kid to sleep, grab him, and go. Do whatever you want to anyone else you find, but knock out the brat first. One good explosion and every hero in five miles will be on your ass. And I don’t intend to pay bail.”
Compress nodded, but Mustard stared Shigaraki down for several seconds longer before letting out an exasperated sigh. “Fine. Whatever. Will our clones have our gear? Because my clone will only get to use his quirk once without a gas mask.”
Twice gave him a thumbs up. “You’ll just need to wear your gear when I get your measurements. I can only measure a person once. Nah, your clone will walk around in his birthday suit.”
“Speaking of gear,” Kurogiri interjected. He met Shigaraki’s eyes and tilted his head ever so slightly. Once Shigaraki nodded, Kurogiri opened a portal, and a crate fell out with a heavy thud. “These arrived from Giran yesterday. You should all check and make sure things fit and work properly.”
Things dissolved into chaos from there. Ekikyō and Izuku hung back, waiting. They weren’t sure if Giran even got them anything. It was kinda hard to make support gear for someone with an amorphous body.
Toga bounded over to them wearing her new…whatever it was. It had a large mask with a lot of hoses and a few tanks on the back. “Sludge, I think this one’s for you. It’s too broad through the shoulders for me or Mustard and too small for everyone else.” She held a bundle of metal rings out to him.
They frowned and took the surprisingly heavy thing and unfolded it to see it was a chain mail shirt. (Or was it a tunic since it was long enough to reach mid-thigh on Izuku?) they smiled wide and pulled it on over their head, letting it sink through their slime as it settled into place. They pulled some of their slime back through the links and the skin on their right bicep before letting it flow back out. The armor didn’t impede their slime use at all. It was actually easier to soak through than Izuku’s normal clothes. They stretched a few different ways and noted that slime cells could get pinched between links. They frowned and tried a few things until they figured out how to wrap slime cells around adjacent links to keep damage to a minimum.
“Ha. That sly old weasel,” they said, shaking their head. “Remind me to buy him a drink next time I see him.”
Toga beamed and nodded before prancing off to gush over Magne’s giant bar magnet. Everyone else seemed pretty happy with their gear too, though Muscular was frowning down at a mask in his hand. Shigaraki and Kurogiri presided over the chaos from the relative safety of the bar counter.
Once the initial excitement died down, Shigaraki stood back up. “Alright, one last thing. With getting the location of UA’s camp, I also got a preview of the enemy’s placement and units. Some of the hero brats landed themselves in remedial classes back at main cabin in the evenings with their teachers, but neither of our targets are in that group. The evenings so far have been free time for the rest of the brats or some group activity. You’ll still need to scout to determine what’s going on that day once you’re on site. Aside from the 1-A and 1-B’s students and their teachers, Eraserhead and Vlad King, there’s the hero team that owns the place they’re staying—the Wild Wild Pussycats.”
The Pussycats were a fairly well-known team after their rescue work in Hachinohe after the tsunami a few years ago, but some of the villains present obviously didn’t know them. Shigaraki noticed their confusion too and decided to go into more detail. He nodded at Kurogiri, who turned on the tv behind Shigaraki. A picture of the rescue team appeared on screen. Shigaraki pointed at each as he listed them off, “Pixiebob is a terrakinetic, and Tiger’s body is elastic; those two are the team’s ranged and close-quarters DPS. Mandalay is a broadcasting-only telepath, and Ragdoll is their scout. Her cheat of a quirk acts as an irl Scan, range unknown. You’ll need to take her out early, or she’ll expose all of your positions and weak—”
Shigaraki abruptly cut himself off as the sound of static filled the bar. After a few moments of confused searching, Izuku and Ekikyō’s eyes locked on the small tv at one end of the bar counter. They’d assumed the old thing was broken, because they’d never seen it on before. It was on now. Static danced across the screen, and a small box in the upper right corner read “audio only” with a red dot next to it. Their shoulders stiffened as they glanced at the webcam balanced atop the screen. They were being watched this whole time.
“Well done, Tomura,” a disembodied baritone congratulated. The voice seemed to fill the bar, and Izuku and Ekikyō froze under its unspoken authority. This was Shigaraki’s sensei. This was All for One. “Knowing your enemy is half of the battle, and you have the element of surprise as well. I look forward to seeing the havoc your team will wreak. If I may make a request?”
Shigaraki practically preened under the man’s praise, and Izuku and Ekikyō felt vaguely sick at the obvious manipulation. “Anything for you, Sensei,” their crusty leader said, eager to please.
“Add Ragdoll to your shopping list. Make sure to bring her to me alive.”
Ekikyō barely kept Izuku’s and his own panic under control. The idea of All for One with Ragdoll’s Search…That was beyond bad. That was the worst-case scenario. There would be no hiding from the man. He could track any quirk, any person, that caught his fancy, and with Kurogiri’s Warp Gate at his disposal...there would be no hope of escape for his targets. And if he still wanted Ekikyō…
Resolve crystalized as they swallowed down their terror. They couldn’t let that happen. They still wanted to protect their friends and Aizawa, but this…If they saved their friends now but let All for One have Ragdoll, they’d be in worse danger. They would have protected everyone in vain. No, as much as they hated having to prioritize, Ragdoll needed to come first.
“Of course, Sensei,” Shigaraki said, nodding.
The screen on the bar counter turned off without a further word, but everyone knew better now. Sensei was always watching.
Shigaraki waved a hand to the gathered villains to dismiss them. “You heard Sensei. Now go replenish your stamina bars or whatever. We strike tomorrow. Be down here at 3:00 to be warped to your destinations. If you’re late, I’ll dust you myself. Nothing as annoying as one person holding up the whole lobby.”
Ekikyō and Izuku took the opportunity to ask about the bathroom situation and retreat to their room. Ekikyō locked the door behind them and swallowed their key again before letting up on his mental control. Izuku blinked a few times and shook himself as their deep dive shifted into something more even. “Do we really have to store our key in my stomach?”
“Yes. It’s to keep you from ‘escaping’ or seeing something you shouldn’t if we’re keeping you as my host completely out of League business.”
Izuku sighed, resigned. At least, he couldn’t really feel it…unless he paid attention to their slime. Which he was with them being in a deep dive. Joy.
Speaking of things he would rather not pay attention to right before bed, he debated the merits of discussing everything that they’re just learned downstairs. He felt a little wrung out and didn’t really want to process all of those emotions again. Until they knew how the Vanguard Action Squad (Spinner’s name for their group had somehow stuck) was dispatched for the camp assault, there was only so much planning they could do anyway. Once they knew where everyone would be for the attack, they’d work out how to get Ragdoll safely out of the way. And knowing that All for One was so close, they were hesitant to risk contacting Eraserhead. If the boogeyman had any quirks to detect or hack tech, even turning on his vigilante cellphone could out him.
Izuku yawned and unwrapped another energy bar to distract himself from those thoughts and the slight tremor in their hands. “Well, let’s see about making ourselves…comfortable,” he said, eyeing the bathtub dubiously.
Ekikyō laughed in their head as he quickly broke down the energy bar. “Being cold’s the main problem. Otherwise, it’s not really so bad.”
They checked the instructions on the ceramic discs before shoving two of them in the microwave and turning it on. While that ran, they grabbed their toothpaste and brush, regurgitated their key, and headed back out into the hall. According to Compress, there was a bathroom on each floor across from the door to the stairs. By the time they got back, the first set of discs were done heating, and they started the second set while they changed.
They left the chain mail piled atop the dresser and tucked their day clothes and contents of their pockets in their duffle. An old, worn-soft pair of shorts and a loose tank top passed for pajamas. With Ekikyō keeping so much slime externalized, it was more comfortable having as much skin exposed as possible.
The hot ceramic discs went in the bottom of the tub and the blanket over them. The duo settled into the tub and pulled the comforter over the top and sides of the tub, leaving only Izuku’s head and neck exposed to the drafty room. They leaned back as more slime poured from their skin, filling the tub and suspending their body in the middle of it with the exception of their head buoyed by their neck pillow. Ekikyō cleared the slime from their airway to allow them to get plenty of oxygen that way, and they slowly relaxed.
Huh. Ekikyō was right. Aside from the cold porcelain, which was warming up between their body temperature and the heated discs, this was actually kinda nice. He could see the appeal of not having to worry about holding a form or rolling over to find just the right position in bed.
Izuku thought for sure he’d be too nervous to sleep with so many villains in the same building as him, but Ekikyō’s sleepy mumbles, the familiar pressure surrounding him, and the all-encompassing warmth that was slowly settling into them had them drifting off in minutes.
Outtakes:
AfO: appears
Shigaraki: voice filled with awe “Sensei!”
The rest of the League: are varying degrees of uncomfortable and suspicious
Ekikyō and Izuku: frozen in place while internally screaming and swearing “Maybe he’s like a t-rex and won’t see us as long as we don’t move?”
Notes:
If no one's figured it out yet, while Ekikyō is possessing someone, both parties' circadian rhythms tend to synch up. Hence why the two almost always sleep at the same time and why one being awake when the other isn't feels weird. It also makes the two falling asleep much easier when one or the other is tired.
Scan is a spell from the Final Fantasy games. I don't play many video games, but I recall how useful Scan was.
Those heated ceramic discs? Those are a real thing. They're called Snuggle Safe. We use them at the clinic I work at for pets with subnormal body temperatures or when it's cold out. (The clinic cats absolutely adore them even in summer.) Most human-grade heating pads are not safe for use in dogs and cats (something about the hertz setting burns their much thinner skin, sometimes horrifically). Do not use a human heating pad on a pet, please. Burn reconstruction isn't fun.
Chapter 73: We All Carry These Things
Summary:
"We all carry these things
Inside that no one else can see.
They hold us down like anchors,
They drown us out at sea." –Chelsea Smile, Bring Me the Horizon
Notes:
There is fanart! (that I finally remembered to post with a chapter instead of editing it in later) ^.^ here
3k words this chapter (but hoooooooo boy is next chapter a long one; it's sitting at 5k rn...)
TW: body horror (not Izuku and Ekikyo for once!)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
3:00 came too quickly and torturously slowly at the same time. Sludge had spent the interim burning off some steam in The League’s gym and catching a nap in preparation for the long night ahead. But now they were all geared up, fueled up, and waiting in the bar with the other villains.
At 3:00 on the dot, Shigaraki arrived. “Alright, Dabi’s in charge while you’re in the field. He’s who the Doctor imprinted this guy on.” At a gesture from Shigaraki, Kurogiri opened a portal, and a large, green Nomu lumbered through. The thing was wearing a helmet and breathing apparatus of some sort, and it had four extra arms sprouting from its back ending in suspicious nubs.
Sludge could have sworn the thing was staring at them.
“He’ll only take orders from Dabi, myself, or Sensei. He’s got a radio and a locked wifi hotspot and booster in that helmet. The Doctor already set it to the same frequency as your comms. I texted you all the wifi password earlier. Try not to lose him.”
Dabi eyed the behemoth warily before nodding. “Come over here, big guy.”
The Nomu wordlessly obeyed. That was never going to stop being creepy.
Kurogiri opened another portal, and Shigaraki said, “You’ll be dropped off up in the mountains within sight of the training camp. You’ll have to make your own way there in time for the attack at 9:00. Don’t get detected, and don’t strike early. We’re timing this so you and the team picking up Bakugo hit at once. If word of the camp attack gets out early, they might figure out the brat is one of our targets and protect him. Twice?”
The villain, decked out in his black and white bodysuit, now with support equipment fitted around his wrists, stepped forward and held his hands out. Grey-ish sludge oozed and dripped from his hands in great messy globs, and the nauseating stuff pulled together and slowly formed first Mustard, then Compress. When he finished, Twice shook his hands out. “Phew, it’s been a while. Feels like yesterday! I won’t be able to make more while they’re intact, but I’ll know if one of them gets broken. Break a leg!”
Shigaraki nodded. “Call Kurogiri if you feel that happen. Oh, and if one of the kiddies says they use the same cobbler as you, leave them alive. They’re our mole. Now, camp team, get going.”
Shigaraki wasn’t lying about them being a ways from the camp, but at least they could see what direction to head. The villains stood along the ridge looking down over the unsuspecting camp for a minute. Then Dabi huffed. “Let’s get a move on. Toga?”
“Hm?”
“Scout ahead, but don’t go too far. Let us know if you spot any of the heroes before we get into position. I’m thinking that copse of andromeda down there.” When all he got were blank stares, he sighed. “The shrubby trees with hanging clusters of red-brown fruit. Don’t eat them; they’re poisonous. Anyway, once we’re in position, I want Toga to sneak closer to listen in on conversations. The heroes’, if possible. We need to know their plans for tonight.”
Toga saluted and gave a serious expression while nodding.
“Sludge, your quirk gives you enhanced senses, right?”
Sludge tensed. They hadn’t told anyone that, but they supposed someone paying attention when they sparred might have picked up on it. Dabi wasn’t a regular at The League’s gym, but every once in a while, he sparred quirkless–and invariably wiped the floor with his opponents. “In a sense. I don’t have ears, ya see, so my body picks up vibrations directly from the air. Seems a little more sensitive than normal ears from what I can tell being in a body.” They didn’t bother to say that they were pretty sure their current body had some hearing damage; years of close-range explosions were bound to take a toll.
Dabi nodded and looked backward. “You’re rearguard then. Let us know if you hear anything. The rest of you, keep quiet once we’re down in the valley. At least two of the hero brats there have enhanced hearing.”
They nodded and let the other villains file past before falling into line. As they walked, Dabi turned to eye the Nomu. After looking it up and down, he ordered, “Show me what you can do.”
The Nomu groaned hoarsely and the nubs on its extra four arms pulsed and swelled grotesquely. Then they warped and extended, taking the shape of…
“No…” Sludge couldn’t tear their eyes away from the chainsaw, baseball bat, sword, and power drill now tipping each limb. They’d seen that quirk before, though they hadn’t seen it in a little over a year.
Something in their chest broke, and a scream tried to rise in their throat. They curled themselves protectively around that broken piece of them and blocked their body’s ability to cry. If there was any doubt as to what was happening to the people that had been disappearing over the last few years, this killed it. Mamoru was a Nomu. The more they looked, the more the small scars littering the unnaturally green body and the line of the abomination’s jaw looked familiar. What had been done to him?
They didn’t push away the pain and fury that welled through the cracks in their heart. The League would pay for this. All for One and that Doctor of his would pay.
Sludge clenched their jaw and kept walking. The trek down to the camp took several hours, and their anger simmered under the summer sun. For once the side effect of losing body heat through their skin breathing was a benefit. Most of the other villains were sweating bullets by the time they made it to the tight clump of andromeda trees, but Sludge was fresh as a daisy. Maybe not the best metaphor, but they were quite comfortable, if a bit hungry.
The villains hunkered down to wait. A few broke out water bottles or snacks that they had packed, Sludge included. Several took naps. Spinner found a nice boulder to sun himself on.
Once everyone else was occupied and looking elsewhere, Sludge snuck their vigilante cellphone from their pocket and turned it on. He connected to the wifi hotspot and shot off a quick text to Ciupan, “We’re still on for the ninth, right?” He turned his phone back off without waiting for a reply.
Toga returned from her scouting mission as the sun sank behind the mountains. “They’re doing a test of courage in a few hours. It should work out perfect for when Shiggy wants us to attack!” Toga said while bouncing in place. “They’re all so cute; I can’t wait to be one of them!”
Dabi chuckled. “Couldn’t have planned it better if we tried. Most of the hero brats not in the remedial course will be spread out in the forest, easy to isolate, though it might make finding our targets harder. Did you hear where they’re doing it?”
Toga nodded enthusiastically. “Two of the Pussycats were setting up the halfway point half a kilometer that way,” she said, pointing slightly north of the direction of the cabin. “One of the Pussycats will be manning it, and the others will be in the clearing between here and the cabin. But they didn’t say who would be where when I was listening.” Toga pouted at the missing detail.
Dabi nodded. “Good. With the heroes spread out, that makes our jobs easier. We’ll take out the lone Pussycat at the halfway marker and attack the clearing at the same time. We’ll need to take out Ragdoll and Pixiebob first. Mandalay too if we can. She’ll be able to call the UA teachers for backup, but the other two ladies are bigger threats.”
Dabi lifted a finger to one of the larger tree trunks on the edge of the copse and lit a tiny flame on one fingertip. Then he started carving into the bark, burning a rough map of the cabin and clearing they’d seen from the ridge. Then he traced a loose circle coming off of the clearing.
“Mustard, what’s your range?”
“Maybe a hundred meters–if I push it.”
Dabi nodded. “How good are you at sneaking?”
“Very,” he said defensively. “I’ve had a lot of practice…”
“Alright, your job is to get here,” Dabi said, burning a point in the middle of the loop closer to the far end than the clearing. “If the loop’s too big, move to one side or the other to catch the trail, but your main focus is knocking out whichever class is acting as scarers. If you can identify which class is where, let us know after setting up your quirk. If 1-A and both of our targets get gassed, all the better.”
“Magne, Spinner, Sludge, Twice, you four will head for the halfway station first while getting in position. Once you see who the solo cat is, figure out which of you stays there and who goes to the clearing. Once you have Ragdoll, get her out and to the rendezvous.
“Muscular, Moonfish, Compress, and the Nomu are in charge of hunting down and retrieving the other targets. What you do with anyone else you come across isn’t my business. Just keep Shigaraki’s targets alive. I don’t want to deal with his bitching if one of you maims or kills them.” He gave Muscular and Moonfish pointed looks.
“Toga, get as many UA student blood samples as possible. Try not to kill your donors, or their disguises won’t be worth much.”
Toga pouted. “No fair…Wait, you didn’t say what you’re doing?”
“I thought that was obvious. I’m setting up a perimeter,” he said with a smile. He held up one hand wreathed in blue flames.
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Hitoshi could confidently say he was not enjoying the training camp. He felt a lot of things about their jaunt through the woods and subsequent quirk training when he had the energy, but “enjoyment” was nowhere on the spectrum.
He felt bitter that his quirk was utterly useless against Pixiebob’s hoard of earth monsters. He was frustrated that he had none of the gear that would allow him to effectively fight without his quirk. (He tried punching one of the monsters and only got split knuckles and a sprained wrist for his effort.) He was resigned to not getting any sleep in the unfamiliar bunk room with so many others packed into the space with him. He was exhausted as he and his classmates faced the dawn and Aizawa’s hell training together. He was uneasy as he was tasked with holding each of his classmates’ minds captive in turn. He embraced his spite when he did the same with 1-B. (Monoma was mostly to blame for that.) Determination and a migraine set in as he started holding more and more people at a time. He despaired just a little when Aizawa sicced Tiger on him for combat training while he continued to hold several people under Brainwashing. (It almost made him miss Izuku’s hell training.)
All that was without even taking into account the paranoia Izuku’s vague warning had given him. Or maybe that was his third day straight of insomnia. Oh yeah, there was also the uncomfortable feeling of Aizawa watching him. The man hadn’t called him out on not sleeping though, so Hitoshi wasn’t going to complain.
There was also the disconcerting hatred directed at him and every other person at the camp from one five-year-old Izumi Kota. Hitoshi wasn’t sure why the kid was even here, honestly, but he wasn’t going to ask. He knew what feral kittens could do with their teeth and claws, and the kid had a quirk presumably. He’d been on the wrong end of feral kittens enough times when he was avoiding his foster homes to know not to press. He wondered if there was a human equivalent of the trill a queen makes when she’s greeting her kittens. That sound always got feral kittens to relax and actually interact with him. It told them he wasn’t a threat. But how was he supposed to tell a five-year-old human that he wasn’t a threat when he didn’t even know why the kid hated him?
Ugh. He’d figure it out when he had more brainpower. He shoved his half-emptied bowl of curry aside to cross his arms on the table and rest his head on them. He wasn’t sure he’d be able to keep more down anyway. His brain felt like mush that someone had set on fire.
His shoulders tensed as a hand alighted on his neck, then the hand turned blessedly cold, and he melted even further into the tabletop. “Todoroki, you are an angel,” he mumbled into his arms.
Uraraka giggled quietly beside him. “I have some nausea medicine in my bag if it would help?”
“Don’t think it’ll have time to kick in before we have to go do this Test of Courage thing,” Hitoshi said, dejectedly. “But I’ll take you up on that tomorrow. If I take some early enough, I might be able to eat full meals.”
“Perhaps you could ask to sit out the Test of Courage,” Todoroki said, shifting his ice-cold hand from the back of Hitoshi’s neck to the base of his skull. “If I’m correct in the assumption that sleep helps with migraines.”
Hitoshi sighed. “Insomnia is a cruel and fickle mistress.”
Todoroki’s hand shifted slightly as he asked, “I thought you were in a relationship with Midoriya though? Why would you have a mistress?”
Uraraka laughed and nearly fell off the bench. She eventually got out, “It’s a metaphor, Todoroki.”
“Oh.”
Hitoshi zoned out as his friends talked, not quite falling asleep but definitely the most relaxed he’d been the whole trip. Unfortunately, all good things had to come to an end.
“Alright, kitties, line up and follow me! It’s time for the Test of Courage!” Why? Why did Pixiebob have to be so loud? How did she have so much energy? It was unfair.
He groaned and went through the herculean effort of standing up. At least it was twilight now. His migraines made him light-sensitive, and the cloudless day had been a torture all its own. He trailed behind Uraraka and Todoroki as they followed the group to one of the clearings they’d been practicing their quirks in earlier.
As the Pussycats explained the exercise, Hitoshi scanned their surroundings. Something itched at the edge of his senses, but he couldn’t quite pin it down. Something was off. Or maybe that was the paranoia returning.
“You okay, Shinso?” Uraraka asked, lightly elbowing his side.
“Yeah…just thinking. This all seems too…predictable? To plan? I’m probably just being paranoid,” he said, shaking his head.
Uraraka nodded beside him and looked out at the rapidly darkening forest. “Yeah, after hearing about the USJ, Hosu, and you and Midoriya running into Shigaraki at the mall, it kinda feels like we’re waiting for the other shoe to drop, huh?”
Hitoshi hummed. “I mean, are we really part of 1-A if we haven’t been through a villain attack with everyone?”
Uraraka snorted. “Yeah, something like that.”
Pixiebob wrapped up her speech, and 1-B headed into the woods while 1-A pulled their lots and found their partners. Hitoshi was paired up with Jiro. They didn’t really talk much as they waited for their turn as team number four, but that was fine by Hitoshi and his migraine. The walk through the dark woods was almost nice and quiet aside from the 1-B tryhards. Tokage’s disembodied limbs were a nice try, but not really scary when he knew 1-B’s quirks from listening to Izuku talk. He didn’t give Jiro a hard time for responding to the jump scares though.
“Huh. Wonder how they managed the creepy fog effect?” he asked Jiro as they walked through the faintly purple mist that had started creeping around their ankles and rising a minute before. “Think Fukidashi’s behind this one? We haven’t seen him yet.” He remembered Izuku saying the 1-B boy could make water with “splash” onomatopoeias. What sort of sound effect would make fog though? The stuff smelled kinda weird too. Not like normal fog. Definitely some sort of quirk effect.
“O-one sec.” Jiro stopped to lean against a tree. “Got dizzy all of a sudden.”
That sense of wrongness niggled at him again, and Hitoshi stopped, taking stock of their surroundings. The fog had risen above their heads and was still thickening. He could barely see a dozen feet in any direction, and he couldn’t hear any screams in front of them or behind them anymore.
His eyes widened. That was it. It was too quiet. There were no insects chirping or any of the other nighttime sounds that had been there the previous two nights. He’d grown quite familiar with those sounds as he lay awake in the cabin. And they’d been completely absent when everyone else was still in the clearing. If 1-A and 1-B hadn’t disturbed the nightlife, who had?
He grabbed Jiro’s arm, lifting it over his shoulder. Then he hurried off the trail in the opposite direction of the fog’s origin. They needed to get out of this stuff fast. There was no telling what its actual effects were, but the growing unsteadiness of his partner’s steps and the dizziness now troubling Hitoshi didn’t suggest anything good. His adrenaline picked up the less responsive Jiro got. Sprinting turned to a stumbling walk, and Hitoshi began to worry about how far the fog had expanded.
He breathed a thin sigh of relief as they abruptly broke through the sharp edge of the unnatural fog bank. Jiro was barely awake beside him. They made it another ten meters before Hitoshi stumbled, and they both went down. His vision swam as his adrenaline faded, and he carefully shifted his unconscious classmate off of him. He tried to stand, only for his hands to slide out from under him when he overbalanced.
He needed to get them help, but they were stuck out here, possibly poisoned. It took him longer than he’d like to admit to think of using his phone. By then, grey spots were dancing at the edges of his vision. He sloppily dialed 119 and waited. The last thing he saw before closing his eyes was the message “No service” flashing on his screen.
Outtake:
Oguro: gets a text from Izuku
Oguro: “9:00, huh?” calls a number he’d been given a long time ago but never used
Nezu: “Oguro-san! What a pleasant surprise. To what do I owe your call?”
Notes:
I swear, I didn't intend to kill Mamoru when I first made him. Then the random power gen I was using spat out Weapon Hands, and this scene of heartbreak and horror smacked me in the face. I couldn't not write it. I'm sorry, Mamoru, but the angst muse has spoken.
A cobbler (in spy terms) is one who creates false passports and other documents.
As for the mama cat trill Hitoshi talks about, it is a real thing. Here are some videos from a tumble blog I follow that show it in use:
https://www. /talesfromtreatment/696931956193198080/this-little-one-acts-completely-feral-unless-you?source=share
https://www. /talesfromtreatment/698736979412697088/unlike-the-last-one-who-merely-pretended-to-be?source=share
Chapter 74: Every Ripple I Inspired
Summary:
“With a sense of calmness, I waded through the waters. Every ripple I inspired had a thousand daughters.” –unknown
Notes:
a.k.a. it's time to see some of the bigger ripples Izuku and Ekikyō meeting caused...
Everyone ready for a monster, 5.1k word chapter? (There really wasn't a good place to split it...) Also, buckle up and hold onto your feels. There will be plenty this chapter. [insert Aizawa smile]TW: minor character death(s)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
By the time darkness fell, the villains were nearly in position. Sludge, Magne, Spinner, and Twice waited a short distance from the table they’d found at the halfway point of the looping trail that cut through the woods. They just needed to see who was stationed here, so they could divide their forces accordingly.
“I’m just saying, if it’s Pixiebob, I’m out,” Sludge said. “That chick’s my one hard counter here aside from Eraserhead. That guy’s a hard counter for just about all of us.”
“Speak for yourself, sweetie,” Magne said, grinning. “I killed my sexist ex with my own bare hands, no quirk needed.”
Sludge and Twice shot each other sideways glances. Sludge spoke first, “Remind me to never make her angry.”
“Same,” Twice said. He didn’t contradict himself for once. It was nice to see the man had some sense of self-preservation.
“Hey, do you guys hear that?” Spinner whispered.
Everyone fell quiet at once, and Sludge carefully combed through the vibrations their slime was picking up. They nodded and held up 1 finger. They hunkered down with the others and watched the halfway station until the person they’d heard came into view. Their heart sank as they spotted the signature yellow and white costume and green hair. Why did the Pussycats have to isolate Ragdoll?
Sludge pulled their phone from their pocket and moved it and some extra slime around the hand holding it to dim the device’s light as they checked the time. They had fifteen minutes before Dabi was due to give the signal to start. They lowered their phone and typed a quick message before tilting the screen to show the others. “I should be able to choke out Ragdoll without making a sound if you three want to start heading for the clearing.”
Magne tilted her head slightly in consideration before gesturing for the phone. She quickly tapped out her answer and handed it back. “Twice can stay to help you. Ragdoll can tell your weaknesses, so it would be good to have backup. Don’t want to find out what Sensei will do if we lose his ‘groceries.’”
Sludge frowned and nodded. Arguing against Twice’s help would only make them look suspicious. They could still work with this. Really, this was a stroke of good luck. If Ragdoll had been at the clearing, Sludge would have a much harder time getting her away from the other villains. They could handle Twice when his quirk was already spent.
With that, Magne and Spinner very carefully crept away. The test of courage started, and the first few teams of trail walkers picked up their tags from Ragdoll before continuing down the path. Sludge ticked Todoroki and Inouye, then Tokoyami and Shoji off his mental checklist of 1-A kids as they passed. Then the comm in Sludge’s ear crackled to life, and Dabi said, “Let’s light ‘er up.”
Sludge lunged forward, slime pouring from their skin to give them a longer reach. They knew their main weakness was their eyes, so they planned to keep this kitty and her clawed gloves at arm’s length. By the time Ragdoll knew anything was wrong, their slime was already covering her mouth and nose. The hero still managed to slash at them with her claws once before they lifted her off of the ground and wrapped more slime around her to restrict her movement. They didn’t particularly like doing this, but choking her out was less damaging than Magne whacking her over the head with her colossal bar magnet or Twice using his metal tape measure as a garrote. “Sorry, Ragdoll.”
It felt like far too long before the hero in their grip fell limp, but they let out a sigh as she did. They lowered her to the ground and dug a bundle of zip ties out of their pocket with one hand while checking over their other arm. She’d cut them, but not very deeply. Magne would probably want to stitch it when they got back to base. Twice stepped in to help him restrain and gag the heroine as they gently pulled all of their escaped blood back through the wound into their veins where it belonged. Then they sealed the injury with slime. Sludge hefted the unconscious woman over their shoulder with their uninjured arm, wrapped some slime around her to help hold her in place, and stood.
“Let’s get out of here before more kids show up,” Twice said, eyeing the swelling gas cloud filtering through the trees on one side and the rising smoke and blue glow of flames on the other.
Caught between the two, Sludge and Twice only had two directions they could go, either east toward the rendezvous or west toward the cabin. If Sludge were alone, they’d have gone west, but with Twice they couldn’t do that without some justification. If only…
An ear-splitting screech echoed from the east, further down the trail. They swore as the sound was quickly followed by the thunderous crash of trees being uprooted and toppled. “Yeah, I don’t know about you, but I do not want to deal with the literal shadow demon at night,” Sludge said, trying not to grin. “We can take the long way around.”
Twice stood frozen until another screechy roar filled the air. Then he hurriedly nodded. “Yeah, good luck to whoever has to capture that. I’ll write them a stirring eulogy!”
The pair of villains carried their captive off the trail to the west and away from the steadily encroaching gas. Sludge really didn’t want to find out how quickly that stuff could absorb into their slime. Thankfully, the cloud stopped expanding a minute later. They still gave the stuff a wide, respectful berth as they circled slightly southward. Sludge might have fudged their course a little to take them closer to the cabin, but that was neither here nor there.
They remained alert in the disturbingly quiet forest, pulse picking up as their footsteps rang loudly in their senses. Their own combined weight plus Ragdoll’s made stealthy movement impossible. Not that there was anyone but them out here to hear their passage.
Aside from Twice.
They weren’t quite sure what to do in that department, except maybe whack the man over the back of the head with a tree branch and say later that they got ambushed by Eraserhead and Vlad King. Unable to think of anything better as their window of opportunity slipped closed, they started pooling more slime outside their skin, extending it to one side as they eyed a branch lying on the ground ahead of them. That would have to do.
Then they heard someone approaching. “Hide,” they whispered, reeling their excess slime back in and sprinting for a nearby bush. They ducked down behind it and rolled their eyes as Twice dropped beside them. There had been a much closer bush on the man’s other side, but oh well.
Sludge listened more closely to the approaching footfalls and picked up on an odd pattern. The person was hurt, limping. And there was the distinctive rustle and slide of fabric over fabric that belonged to two people. Only one of them had their hero costume out here.
“It’s Eraserhead and Vlad King,” they half-lied. “You need to go. If Eraser hits you with his quirk, the clones picking up Bakugo will disappear. I’ll stay and follow after once they’re past. If they spot me, I’ll fight. Hopefully, they don’t, and I’ll be able to catch back up to you before the rendezvous point.”
Twice looked conflicted. “What about Ragdoll?”
Sludge shook his head. “Either of us would be too slow and loud if we ran with her. If they spot me, I can always use her as a hostage until I can get away. Now go,” they whispered.
Finally, the man nodded and slipped away south and east.
Sludge listened to Twice retreat and Eraserhead approach. The hero took longer to reach them than they’d expected. His leg must not be his only injury if he was walking instead of swinging through the trees with his capture weapon. But he was coming from the cabin? None of the villains were supposed to be attacking there.
They shook off their confusion as Eraserhead drew closer. Now to get his attention without dying. They made sure they were securely behind the bush and a tree before calling out, “Hey, Eraser.”
They heard the snap of Eraserhead’s capture weapon latching onto a tree, and the pro swung into view feet first, aiming a kick at their head. The man’s bloodied face was twisted into a terrifying snarl, accentuated by glowing eyes and raised hair.
As their body erupted in white hot pain, it finally occurred to Ekikyō and Izuku that they hadn’t undisguised their voice.
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Shota had had a feeling things were going too well, even as he hoped their precautions were enough. Sometimes he hated being right. His heart sank as Mandalay’s telepathic broadcast cut through his thoughts, “Everyone! We’re being attacked by two villains, and there might be more out there! All those who can should get to camp at once! If you encounter an enemy, don’t engage; retreat! And has anyone seen Kota?”
Shota tripped the deadman’s switch that had become a standard part of every UA teacher’s costume, left Vlad in charge of the remedial students, and raced from the building. He’d seen Mandalay’s nephew sneaking down the trail that led toward the mountain a few times during their stay, so he planned to check there and get the kid to safety if he was present. Then he’d find his students.
He made it halfway up the trail before that hope was dashed. The villain was large, nearly 20 centimeters taller than Shota, and his shoulders rivaled All Might’s for breadth. The rest of his build was disguised behind a black cloak, but his face was on full display beneath a baseball cap with Onima’s twin spikes on the front. Muscular—A-ranked villain Imasuji Goto, murderer of more than a dozen heroes—stood before him, and he was smiling.
“You must be one of the UA heroes. Oh, this’ll be good.” The villain lifted his arms from beneath his cloak to crack his knuckles. His hands were covered in half-congealed crimson. “The pipsqueak was hardly a warmup.”
Shota saw red.
Muscular laughed and lunged toward him, muscles rippling and multiplying.
Shota dodged to one side and whipped out his capture weapon in tandem with activating Erasure. The villain’s exposed muscles retracted as quickly as they’d appeared, but even without the augmentation of his quirk, the man was strong and fast. Muscular blocked the capture weapon with one forearm, and when the material wrapped tightly around the limb, Muscular only smiled and yanked.
Shota’s shoulders strained at the sudden lurch, and his feet left the ground. He quickly reoriented himself, adjusted his grip on his weapon, and twisted to aim a kick at the villain.
Muscular blocked again with the same arm, not so much as flinching at the blow.
Shota grit his teeth and backed out of the man’s reach, sending another loop of capture weapon for the villain’s neck. Shota knew how to punch above his weight, and he wasn’t afraid to fight dirty if it meant he lived to go home to his kid and cats. He did hate working out in the open like this though. He scanned the cliff face out of the corner of his left eye for anything he might be able to use.
To make things even worse, Muscular wasn’t a complete idiot. He avoided the flying loop of fabric and spun, yanking on the capture weapon again. “You’ll have to do better than that. Now show me your blood!” Instead of reeling the hero in, this time, the momentum sent Shota careening toward the unforgiving mountainside.
Shota lashed out with the free end of his support gear, snagging a rocky outcrop several meters above Muscular on the rock wall at the same time as he let out more slack on the end attached to the villain. Together, they cut Shota’s momentum and shifted some of it upward, allowing him to skip off of the rock face and over Muscular’s head to land behind him. He freed the end on the outcrop as he landed and reeled both ends of his capture weapon back in as quickly as he could, cinching Muscular’s arm up over his shoulder at a painful angle.
The man snarled and turned to relieve the pressure on his shoulder only to take a kick to the groin. No dense muscle to protect him there.
As the villain doubled over, Shota landed another blow on his right temple. Unfortunately, that put him inside Muscular’s reach, and the man had a hellish pain tolerance. Shota was staggering back and blinking reflexively before the pain in the right side of his ribcage registered. He snapped his eyes back open, reactivating Erasure.
In the short time his blink had provided, Muscular had already bulked up and launched another punch at Shota. The quirkless strike still hurt, but it didn’t cave in his chest like a quirked punch might have.
Shota stayed just out of Muscular’s reach after that, dancing around him and only darting in to deliver a quick blow here and there. Muscular landed far fewer hits, but he made every one that connected hurt. And as much as Shota used Erasure, he still had to blink. With increasing frequency.
He yanked the villain off-balance and blinked for the dozenth time, hissing at the burning sensation building in his eyes. He needed to end this soon.
“Is that all you’ve got?” Muscular demanded, rushing Shota.
Shota used that rocky outcropping to vault over Muscular again, but this time, a large hand caught Shota’s left ankle in a bruising grip and pulled. For a moment, Shota was suspended between Muscular and the loop of capture weapon anchored to the outcropping. Then the rock gave.
One end of the tension broken, Muscular staggered back a step. His grip on Shota’s ankle remained as solid as iron.
Shota tightened his weapon around the man’s arm to cut off circulation and kicked the man in the stomach, but Muscular only held on tighter.
The rock that had broken free hit the path beside them, cracking loudly.
Muscular slammed Shota against the cliff, then the ground hard enough to force the air from his lungs. His head spun and blood threatened to drip into his left eye from a cut on his forehead. Shota lashed out with his weapon, snagging one of the villain’s ankles before he had to blink against the debris falling in his eyes.
Wait, debris?
Shota’s protesting eyes shot open again, for once not focused on Muscular. The cliff face above them was crumbling. A rock the size of a hami melon glanced off of Muscular’s shoulder, shocking the man into releasing Shota at last. The villain looked up just in time to see a much larger rock falling toward him. Muscular stumbled back, but Shota tripped him up by using the loop of reinforced fabric around the man’s ankle to pull himself out of harm’s way too.
Shota regained his feet and grimaced at the pulsing throb and needle-sharp spikes of pain in his half-crushed ankle. Muscular gave him a smile composed all of teeth and started bulking up. Shota activated Erasure.
The boulder hit the trail between them and the cliff face.
The ground sank a centimeter before tilting and falling out from under them.
Shota finally released the end of his capture weapon ensnaring Muscular’s right arm and sent the free end to wrap around another rocky outcropping. Only to find himself yanked off course. He missed his target by a centimeter. Whipping his head back around, he found Muscular’s hand fisted around a length of capture weapon.
“Damn it,” Shota said under his breath as they fell. Slowing their descent at this speed was going to suck, but it was better than hitting the trees at terminal velocity. He unsheathed his utility knife and sliced through the compromised end of his capture weapon in one clean motion before re-sheathing it. Then he flung out his capture weapon again.
His shoulders protested painfully as his trusted support weapon caught. He slammed into the side of the mountain feet first, bending his knees to absorb as much of the shock as possible. His vision whited out for a second at the pain that shot through his injured ankle like lightning and licked as high as his knees. He was going to feel that for the next week. But that came later. He still had something to take care of right now.
He maneuvered himself around to get a look below him. Muscular had nearly reached the treetops, and his quirk was fully activated, encasing him in a protective knot of overgrown muscle. Shota activated Erasure one more time, frowning when the man’s muscles only half-receded before he fell beneath the canopy and out of view.
Shota carefully rappelled down the cliff, dodging a few more chunks of falling stone on the way. He feared Muscular would already be gone by the time he reached the ground. If the man went after his students…
Shota bit back a growl and kept Erasure in check. That man was not touching another child, not while Shota lived.
Bitter regret and a protective fury kept Shota sharp as he finally descended through the trees, pausing only long enough to apply a round of eye drops before hunting for the serial killer. He found the villain not far from where he’d fallen. The man appeared unconscious, but Shota approached cautiously, flaring Erasure once he was close enough to strike if the man reacted.
Muscular only twitched and made a sound that might have been an attempt at words.
Shota lunged forward, quickly twisting the man’s arms behind his back and tying them in his capture weapon. He tangled the man’s legs too before stepping back, knife unsheathed again, this time to slam the pommel into Muscular’s temple. Shota stopped and squinted at the semi-conscious man beneath him.
Was there even a point to tying Muscular up? If he woke before help arrived, Shota’s capture weapon would not contain him. If Shota stayed here to use Erasure every time the man awoke, who would help his students? (They legally couldn’t defend themselves with their quirks unless he or Vlad gave them permission, and when The League had one confirmed serial killer in their ranks…) Even if Shota stayed and his students made it out alive, could Shota hold the man until help arrived and someone called in proper containment? (His quirk had never fully recovered after the USJ; he knew his limits were much tighter than they used to be. He was also intimately aware of the dangers of repeat head injuries.)
Shota scowled down at the man who had taken so many heroes in their prime, who had taken loved ones from spouses and friends, parents from children, a nephew from his aunt. He had caused so much suffering and would continue to do so if given the chance.
Leaving Imasuji Goto here restrained and unguarded was an unconscionable risk, and staying here to guard him while his students were still out there fighting for their lives was unthinkable.
Shota’s shoulders slumped as he changed his grip on his knife. It had been three years since the last time he had to make this choice–if the Anonymous clones at the Naruhata Blackout even counted. Before that it had been six months and a sideways drug bust and before that a year and a man holding a child hostage. Shota remembered every face and every name.
He did not relish adding to that list written on his conscience in red ink, but that was what it meant to be a hero sometimes. Heroes in children’s stories today fought villains. People tended to forget that heroes in older tales just as often slayed monsters.
Shota wondered what Izuku might think of him if he knew. He imagined how his son’s face might fall and turn to horror. (Sometimes Shota felt as much a monster as the names on his list.) The man allowed himself a moment to close his eyes and grieve. Then he did what he had to.
He cleaned his knife and splinted his probably broken ankle with a sturdy tree branch and the section of capture weapon Muscular had forced him to cut off. Then he got moving. He still needed to reach Mandalay. He had to give his kids permission to use their quirks to defend themselves, so there weren’t any more deaths tonight. He needed to see them all safe. Then he needed Hizashi, Nemuri, and Tensei and a bottle of saki.
A spike of pain stabbed at his ribs, and he coughed. The sharp motion made the pain he’d been ignoring in his head worse. And he was not thinking about his ankle right now. Okay, he needed an ambulance first; then he could commiserate with his friends.
He didn’t even think when he heard an unfamiliar voice call his hero name. He moved. He blamed the probable concussion, but it took him a moment longer than it should have to register the green sludge he knew from police reports of Iida’s and Izuku’s kidnappings. He cut off Erasure and twisted just enough to slam his right boot into the tree trunk beside Naisho and Gokaku’s head instead of kicking their face in.
The vigilante duo’s two-toned scream faded with Erasure, and they collapsed bonelessly to the forest floor.
Shota swore and dropped down beside them, rolling them into a recovery position and checking for a pulse through the slime coating their skin. He let out a breath as he found one, though it was weak and faster than he liked. The vigilante began to stir as Shota pulled his flashlight from its belt pouch and shone it in their eyes. He sucked in a breath at the hemorrhage visible on one of their scleras. Something about the blood so dark it looked black itched at his memory, but he shoved it aside to continue checking the pair over. There was only so much he could see through the slime, but the black clouding other parts of the translucent green didn’t bode well.
The vigilante coughed a few times, jerkily raising a hand to their mouth, only to bring it away with flecks of blood and slime. That’s what the black was, Shota realized with mild horror as the droplets sank into the slime coating their hand. Black was where their slime and blood mixed. He swore again, suspecting he’d hurt Naisho worse than he’d thought.
The vigilante muttered something they didn’t quite catch.
“What was that, Problem Children?”
“We’ll be okay,” they repeated a little louder. Their voice sounded terrible, and there was still a rattle to his too-fast breaths that reminded Shota of the times paramedics arrived too late.
“Yes, because I’m taking you to a hospital,” he said sternly.
The vigilante duo had the audacity to laugh. Then they coughed and grimaced again. “Rain check? Cross wanted us to talk to you about that but...Can’t let The League think we’ve been compromised.” The vigilante struggled to sit up, and Shota helped them. The boys looked themselves over before chuckling, voice rapidly shifting back to the unfamiliar depth and tone they’d used earlier. “Think you gave us a pretty solid cover for losing All for One’s prize, so there’s that.” Then they glanced to one side.
Shota followed their gaze to find the bound and gagged Ragdoll lying on the ground nearby. He stared at her for several seconds, deciding that he probably was concussed to have missed her before now. Then the name that Naisho spoke really sank in. His eyes snapped back to the teen leaning heavily into his side. “How do you know that name?”
They tried to laugh again and ended up wheezing instead. “Gokaku’s part of the underground, Eraserhead. Everyone who’s anyone in the underground’s heard of the Boogeyman. We just know he’s real. He asked Shigaraki to have his group grab Ragdoll tonight. We couldn’t let that happen,” they said, voice and breathing steadying.
The pair forced themselves to sit upright without Shota’s support and shifted. A trio of energy bars floating to the surface of their slime from…somewhere. They ripped the wrappers open one by one and wadded up the plastic as the bars quickly dissolved into their slime. Then they were stumbling to their feet.
Shota grabbed their arm to steady them when they swayed. “Easy there. You’re bleeding quite a bit,” he said, gesturing with his flashlight in his free hand to the completely black slime around their right arm. Black was also blooming in a few places across their torso and face.
Naisho looked down at their arm and frowned.
Shota watched in uneasy fascination as the slime on their arm shifted, green pushing black into a smaller space then into what Shota could now see was a nasty gash on their arm. They waved their arm as if to show that it was all better, and Shota leveled a look at them. “That’s not exactly reassuring, Naisho.”
Naisho shook their head. “Call us Sludge when we’re like this. We need to get going if we’re going to make it to the rendezvous in time. Don’t worry about us; we’ll be okay with a lot of food and sleep. Keep Ragdoll safe?”
There was no changing their minds was there? Shota just hoped they were really going to be alright. They seemed to have gotten over going into shock a little too quickly. At least he knew they had Cross to look them over. He grunted, hauling the woman into his arms and rising carefully. Oh, his ribs and legs were not going to appreciate this.
“And Eraserhead?” Their voice cracked.
The hero paused. “Yes?”
“The League brought another Nomu tonight. We…we know who he used to be. He was our friend. If we give you his name, can you check on his family? Make sure they’re okay?”
Shota’s heart sank. “Of course.”
“He was a smuggler operating out of the docks in Musutafu. His given name was Mamoru. We never learned his surname. His quirk is Weapon Hands. He has a sister and niece.”
Shota nodded, committing the information to memory.
Naisho waved before disappearing into the night.
Shouta made the slow, painful trek back to the cabin. Iida rushed out of the building to help him with Ragdoll once he stepped into the floodlights surrounding the complex, not that he could do much with his left arm in a sling. Shota kept a tight hold on his colleague, instead ordering Iida, “Run to Mandalay. Tell her to let the students know I give them permission to use their quirks to defend themselves and each other.”
Iida drew himself up, eyes wide and face pale. After Hosu and his kidnapping/possession, Iida had been…quieter in class. After having to go back into the hospital at the beginning of summer to have his subclavian artery reconstructed, the boy seemed to truly understand that he had gotten himself killed. If not for someone else breaking the law and helping him against his will, he would have left his family with one less brother and son. That seemed to drive the lesson on illegal quirk use home more than anything Shota had said.
“Sensei…”
“Go, Iida. We’ve already had casualties tonight. I don’t want any more.”
Iida’s wide eyes shot down to Ragdoll, only looking away when he saw her chest rising and falling. He nodded before shooting off along the trail to the clearing.
Kirishima and Sato helped him get Ragdoll to the infirmary–where several students were already gathered, some conscious and others not. Then Kirishima pushed him toward a vacant bed, “You too, Sensei. You should stay off that ankle.”
“I still have work to do,” he pointed out, unmoved.
Sero popped his head into the infirmary and asked, “You guys need me to tape him to the bed?”
Shota glared at his students but relented when he heard something. He flashed Erasure and held a finger up in a clear demand for silence. With the room full of teenagers no longer talking his ear off, he could make out the sound. There was a helicopter approaching. Shota smiled one of his less kind smiles.
“Sato, go flag down the helicopter and direct someone with a radio in here. Help’s arrived.”
Only after he saw the helicopter touchdown on the lawn outside the window did he allow his children to bully him onto a cot they shoved next to the window. One of them even brought him an ice pack and rolled-up towel for his ankle. Another raised a wet washcloth in silent question. Shota rolled his eyes and allowed the nervous teen to clean and wrap the cut on his forehead.
From there, things became a blur of activity. He gave his report to a hero he vaguely recognized and kept a count of students as they were found and brought back to the cabin. He hid his face in his capture weapon when he heard Mandalay wail. He silently counted his blessings when only the two body bags were carried past the infirmary to another of the cabin’s rooms. He forgot how to breathe when they carried in a third. Wounds were treated by paramedics, and an officer made their rounds getting initial statements from the adults.
Shota saw the last rescue team return and counted one more time. His heart sank when he only reached 38 after counting. He frantically counted again only to get similar results.
Then one of the rescue workers walked over to him. “You’re one of the teachers, right?” When Shota nodded, he held out a cellphone. “We found two phones next to one of the unconscious students. We were able to determine which one belonged to the student in question. We were hoping you’d recognize the other.”
Shota took the phone with a growing sense of dread. The phone did look familiar. He pressed the power button and watched the screen light up. The dread turned to a yawning hole in his chest as he took in the lock screen: Hitoshi grinning smugly at the camera with Izuku peacefully asleep, his face pressed into Hitoshi’s shirt.
Notes:
Sorry for the lack of outtake. Couldn't think of anything to really lighten the mood here. We'll get a little fluff next chapter to make up for it, I promise.
Hopefully, I'll have 75 finished in time for next week, but my hands kinda hurt right now. Got chewed up by a demon chihuahua at work, and both of my index fingers are out of commission atm. Also of note, ears bleed a LOT. (First time in 10 yrs working as a vet tech that I've been bitten badly enough to need to see a doctor. No stitches though!) Yeah...that patient is getting stuffed in the cat knockout tank next time we see him. -.- Anyway, I hope y'all are having a better week than I am. Until next time. o7
Chapter 75: Persevere
Summary:
“I think a hero is an ordinary individual who finds strength to persevere and endure in spite of overwhelming obstacles.” –Christopher Reeve
Chapter Text
This time was so much worse. Ekikyō numbed their fried nerve endings and tried to patch every burst capillary as they moved, but there was just so much to fix. It didn’t help that he also had to focus on running through the forest while their eyes felt like they’d been replaced with pincushions. They couldn’t be late to the rendezvous, or the Vanguard would leave without them and ruin their chances of keeping an eye on The League. But he also really didn’t want to push Izuku’s body right now, not with how a stinging rattle accompanied every breath and a dull ache chased every heartbeat.
Izuku was mostly coherent, though the migraine he had probably made him wish he wasn’t. They weren’t quite in a deep dive right now, just mentally close. With the intensity of Izuku’s migraine, Ekikyō was hesitant to put more slime—and pressure—in his host’s brain than he had to to fix the damage from Erasure.
Izuku seemed to pick up on Ekikyō’s worries and leaned into him a little more. “I wouldn’t mind you doing the thing we did in that first spar with Toga. As long as you keep me from panicking, that is.” Izuku mentally groaned and tried to wince as a particularly sharp spike of pain behind their eyes. “Everything hurts…”
Ekikyō considered that option. That might be faster, but he’d pick up all sorts of debris in the process. Their only other real options were toughing it out as is and potentially straining Izuku’s body and brain more or making Izuku sleep and still stressing his body but sparing him the pain in the interim. Oh, now there was an idea. “The lack of movement and outside stimuli might help with your migraine, and I can make you sleep if it gets too bad?” He wasn’t certain he should until the damage in their brain was repaired, but they’d cross that bridge when they got to it.
Izuku hummed, and Ekikyō carefully slid further into their brain and settled back into their arrangement as Sludge. They slowed to a stop and coughed a few times, trying to clear their lungs. Then they took a deep breath and pushed half of their slime to the outside. There was a worrying amount of black that came with the slime, and separating their eyes was far more painful than usual. As soon as that was done, they relaxed their body and closed their green pair of eyes. The relief at their body’s lax muscles and muffled senses was immediate.
Their slime was far less damaged right now, so it would do the work while their body rested and started to heal. They shifted their body closer to the center of their mass and curled securely around it just like the part of their mind that wanted to drift far away from the pain but shouldn’t because of the danger that posed. They made sure that piece of them was still present and aware before they took off, moving as quickly as they could. They studiously ignored the dirt and twigs and bugs they picked up along the way.
As they moved, they focused the slime still inside their body on numbing and repairing the damage to their lungs, heart, and brain. They could deal with the more superficial injuries later.
They made decent time to the rendezvous point and burst into the andromeda thicket with a handful of minutes to spare, startling Spinner and Twice. Magne chuckled at their reaction before raising an eyebrow at them. “There a reason you’re running around like that and didn’t call in?”
Sludge bobbed and started retracting back inside their body. “You could say we ran into a problem. Lost my comm piece in the scramble.”
Magne frowned and turned on their phone’s flashlight, shining it on their shrinking form. “What do you–oh, your eye!”
Twice and Spinner took a closer look at them. Twice’s eyebrows furrowed in worry. “All that black is your host’s blood, isn’t it? Not that I care!”
Sludge huffed. “Yes, it’s blood. Let’s just say Erasure isn’t good for my health or my host’s. Only took a second of it, and it nearly killed both of us. We barely got away while he was distracted by Ragdoll.” They finished shifting back into their disguise, hissing as their eyes slid home. If they let more black than strictly necessary remain in their externalized slime to emphasize their injuries, that was their own business.
The junk in their slime was also much more noticeable now that it was concentrated in a smaller volume of slime. They grumbled and shoved Magne’s phone away from their sore eyes and started retracting one section of slime at a time, leaving the debris sitting on their skin or clothes to be brushed off with a slime-free hand before bringing their slime back out.
They’d cleaned most of their slime that way when Magne gently grabbed their injured arm–currently devoid of slime. She turned it over to get a good look at the cut. It looked and felt worse than it had when Ragdoll gave it to them. Erasure must have ripped the scab away. Magne pursed her lips and tugged them down to sit on the ground. “Come on. We haven’t heard from Muscular, Moonfish, or Mustard in a while, but we have a few minutes before Dabi, Toga, and Compress are due back. That’s enough time for stitches.”
Sludge didn’t protest. He was too focused on fixing some damage to their liver to really care what Magne was doing so long as she didn’t make things worse. They dug their last energy bar out of their pocket and ripped it open with their teeth and free hand, quickly putting the calories to use.
Magne was on her fifteenth stitch when Dabi strolled leisurely into the clearing, the Nomu that was once Mamoru following a step behind. He nodded at everyone before frowning. “Where’s Ragdoll?”
Sludge winced and looked away. “Got ambushed by Eraserhead. Had to drop her to get out alive.”
They must have looked pathetic enough to sell it, because Dabi didn’t say anything else until Compress and Toga arrived a minute later, panting. “Did you get them?” he asked the magician.
Compress held up a lone marble. “I was unable to acquire the second target before reinforcements arrived. Speaking of, there are a helicopter and a group of heroes scouring the woods; we need to go.”
Dabi nodded and made the call to Kurogiri. Magne tied off the last of Sludge’s stitches as a vortex of purple-black mist swirled into existence. They walked through one by one, finding themselves back in the bar.
Sludge closed their eyes and groaned at the spike of pain that shot through their eyes and head at the sudden increase in ambient light. “Ugh. If anyone needs me, don’t. I need to go heal my host and sleep.” They barely cracked their eyes open as they stumbled toward the bar’s side door.
They ignored the voices behind them as they hauled themselves up the stairs and kept one hand on the wall in the hallway. Once they made it to the dubious safety of their room, they locked themselves in and tore into more of their energy bars. Fifteen minutes later, they happily sank into their “bed” and let the exhaustion and pain settle into their bones and mind, thoughts long since gone fuzzy around the edges. They were asleep within moments.
Their dreams were haunted by smoke that smelled like burnt caramel and dust, glowing red eyes that burned them from the inside out and made them feel alone, and faces warped and wrong but just recognizable enough to inspire horror. They dreamed of other things too, disjointed flashes of the times their hosts died despite their best efforts, walking empty hallways and rooms that had once felt like home calling for someone who never answered, handing off several folded and crinkled papers (telling themselves the guilt didn’t bother them, that it had to be done–they needed the money), and seeing a villain winning a fight on tv (they didn’t recognize the villain but they just knew they’d analyzed that one for Giran).
They didn’t quite wake up, but they became aware enough to each sense the other’s distress. The separate-but-not presence was comforting and grounding. The nightmares felt less real. They eased back into true sleep. Their dreams did not lighten or end, but they were more bearable for the company.
When they finally returned to consciousness it was slowly, as if moving through molasses. Exhaustion weighed their limbs and slime down, and the only reason they didn’t consider closing their eyes and returning to sleep was the absence of warmth. The ceramic discs had long since gone cold, and that cold had seeped into them slime, blood, and bone. And they didn’t have the energy to counteract that cold with their metabolism.
They were also terribly hungry and thirsty.
After another few minutes of psyching themselves up to the task, they reeled their slime back in and shakily stood. They were stiff, sore, uncoordinated. They tripped getting out of the tub and didn’t quite manage to catch themselves on the dresser. They lay where they fell for a few seconds, debating just staying there.
Their body shivered, and they slowly gathered their arms under them and lifted themselves again. As they shifted to kneel, they paused. There was a plate on the floor beside the tub with a wrapped sandwich on it and an unopened water bottle next to it. They shifted to sit with their legs crossed and dragged the offering closer. The sandwich smelled fine, so the meat was hopefully unspoiled. They were hungry enough that they were willing to risk it. Their slime made quick work of breaking down the bread, ham, cheese, lettuce, and tomato before they downed the entire water bottle.
This time when they stood, balancing was easier. They glanced at the tub and grimaced at the gray-ish film of dead slime and dried blood ringing the porcelain. They’d have to clean that later.
They shuffled down the hall to the bathroom and took a long, hot shower, refusing to come out until the water ran down the drain without a hint of red or green and they were comfortably warm and hydrated. They dared to examine themselves in the bathroom’s small mirror and grimaced at the myriad bruises decorating their body’s skin and the white of their right eye. The cut on their arm appeared to be slowly healing though, and they could feel their internal damage had progressed similarly. Nothing a copious amount of food couldn’t fix. Speaking of, their hunger had returned with a vengeance, and they headed down the stairs to the bar, empty plate in hand.
Halfway down the stairs, Sludge felt a faint tug at their awareness. They hesitated and tilted their head, reaching for the feeling. The blood drained from their skin as they recognized it. How could they not when half of them loved the kid those traces of slime were attached to?
Their head ached and mind fractured along the thought. Izuku loved Hitoshi. Ekikyō was rather fond of them both but not like that. They were Ekikyō and Izuku, not Sludge. Except right now they were Sludge. To the villains who had taken Hitoshi, they had to be. They’d been spending too much time in a deep dive, hadn’t they?
The pain in their head subsided as they reached a consensus. They were Izuku and Ekikyō. They wouldn’t forget that. But right now, they were Sludge, just like when they patrolled, they were Naisho. Their mind settled.
They shook off the not-quite identity crisis and straightened their spine. They had a role to play. They just hoped Hitoshi didn’t do something to blow their cover. They continued down the stairs and took a fortifying breath before opening the door to the bar.
Purple eyes met theirs. Sludge looked away as if they weren’t concerned, as if the muzzle strapped to their friend’s face didn’t make them feel sick with déjà vu.
Their eyes met a second, red pair, and they sneered. The part of them that was Izuku recoiled from his former bully, afraid and guilty, but Ekikyō held them firm as he glared at the entitled asshole who’d abused Izuku for a decade. Bakugo silently glared back, but he kept his mouth shut. Too bad. The League might have had a second muzzle lying around somewhere.
Ekikyō shoved the thought aside when he felt how uncomfortable it made Izuku. The anger was still there, bubbling under their skin, but he wasn’t going to do anything. Especially not since the bandages wrapping Bakugo’s upper chest and left shoulder suggested that Dabi already had.
They shifted a little of their focus to using their slime to smell/taste the air, and were unsurprised when they picked up traces of smoke, burnt flesh, antiseptic, and burn cream alongside the cloying scent of burnt caramel. Somewhere between satisfied with and resigned to the bully’s current situation, they turned away from Bakugo and walked their plate over to the bar counter and Kurogiri. “Thanks for the sandwich,” they said, passing the plate to the man.
With their senses still dialed up, they noticed that the air around Kurogiri tasted a bit like the air around the USJ Nomu, though the scent/taste of formaldehyde was older and fainter. If they weren’t so hungry, the implications would have turned their stomach. Since they desperately needed the calories, Sludge suppressed that line of thought and any sick feeling there may have been.
Kurogiri bowed shallowly and took the plate. “Of course. I hope you found your rest restorative.”
Sludge grunted eloquently and dropped onto a stool at the bar. “Enough, though not as much as I’d like. Think I could talk you into making a few more sandwiches? Or any other food really. At this point, I’m not going to be choosy.”
Kurogiri hummed and lifted a bowl of peanuts from below the counter. He set the bowl before Sludge, then retreated through a swinging door into the kitchen.
Sludge grinned and popped a few peanuts in their mouth and chewed to have something to do. He’d made it through a quarter of the peanuts before Kurogiri returned with a large, steaming bowl of tonkotsu ramen. They beamed nearly as brightly as Izuku as they accepted the bowl. “Thanks.”
They practically inhaled the slices of chashu and tamago on top before stirring the vegetables and butter slice into the fatty broth to mix with the noodles. They took their time with the noodles and veggies until the broth cooled enough for them to down the rest of the bowl in one go. They nodded in satisfaction as they pushed their empty bowl across the bar. That should hold them for an hour or two.
“Sludge, you’re awake!” A voice from the doorway drew their attention.
Sludge turned to see Toga and Dabi walk into the room. Toga bounded over and launched herself at them. They braced against the counter and caught her as she wrapped her arms around their neck. “Oof. Toga, really?”
Dabi rolled his eyes and walked over more leisurely. “Feeling better after your beauty sleep, princess?”
Toga loosened her death grip enough to lean back and frown at them. “You were out for a day and a half. We were getting worried.”
They blinked in surprise and pulled their half-dead villain phone to check the time. It was already 2:00 p.m. They hadn’t expected to be out of commission that long. No wonder they were so hungry. “I’m doing better now.”
Toga pouted at them and poked at the slime on their arm. “Don’t lie.”
Sludge glanced down and grimaced when he noticed black leaking into their slime where she had pointed. “Okay, we’re not great, but we are better. If Kurogiri could bring us another ramen or three, it’ll speed things up,” they added, casting a pleading look at the mist man.
Kurogiri sighed and walked back into the kitchen.
Sludge turned back to Toga, who was still hanging off of them, despite the slime soaking into her favorite sweater. They adjusted how they were sitting on their stool to better support her weight and decided to let her be. They didn’t get much physical affection as Ekikyō or Sludge. “How’re the rest of the team? Any word on the no-shows?”
Dabi lowered himself onto the stool two seats down from them. “Yeah. Mustard got himself arrested. Haven’t heard about Moonfish or Muscular yet, but UA’s having some sort of press conference tonight. Nothing besides some bruises and scrapes for the rest of us.”
“That’s good.” They thought for a minute before adding, “I think Eraserhead ran into Muscular before he found me. Man was roughed up, but no obvious lacerations like Moonfish would deal.”
Dabi’s eyebrows climbed toward his hairline. “Damn, I wouldn’t have guessed he’d win that matchup.”
“Right? The guy’s terrifying.”
Kurogiri returned then with two more heaping bowls of ramen. Conversation stalled as Sludge set to work on one of them. Toga stayed glued to them, though she shifted to be hanging off their back with her chin resting on one shoulder to allow him to eat more easily. She occasionally darted a hand out to steal a bit of chashu or a few bean sprouts from the second bowl. They allowed it.
Dabi ordered a drink and kept half an eye on their prisoners as he nursed it. Bakugo stiffly glared at the scarred man but wisely didn’t say anything. Hitoshi appeared to be trying to sleep.
The rest of The League began to make appearances about the time Sludge started on their second ramen. Spinner made a disgusted noise as they swallowed most of the cooled dish without chewing. Their body blushed under their slime, and they picked their chopsticks back up after that.
Toga squeezed where she still had her arms loosely wrapped around their neck. They glanced over their shoulder to see she was sticking her tongue out at Spinner. The blonde finally slid off their back and took the open stool next to them. “Kurogiri, can I have one of my smoothies?”
“Yes, Miss Toga.”
Sludge chuckled and focused on drawing the slime cells stuck in Toga’s sweater back to them, trying not to think about the two teenagers tied to chairs behind them. They’d free the pair later; they just needed the right opportunity.
Outtake:
Toga: slumps at the bar
Kurogiri: polishing a glass “What’s wrong, Miss Toga?”
Toga: “Sludge is hurt, and he’s not answering his door. It’s been 12 hours! What if he’s really hurt?”
Kurogiri: sets the glass down “I could go check on him if you wish?”
Toga: puts on her best pout “Pleeeeease?”
Kurogiri: resists the odd urge to pat her on the head and warps away “The things I do for children…”
Chapter 76: Enemy Within
Summary:
“When there is no enemy within, the enemies outside cannot hurt you.” –African proverb
Notes:
As I am posting this I am fighting off the ick I caught over Thanksgiving (not RSV, covid, or flu; the relative I caught it from already got tested for those). Fever and snots and cough and just general unpleasantness. 10/10 do not recommend. Hopefully, this is my obligatory seasonal sickness out of the way and done with. I'd really rather not miss more work. This makes 5 and a half days this month...
Anyway, I hope the holiday treated y'all better than mine did. And just remember, however annoying or awkward your families might be, they make excellent writing fuel!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Shota was held hostage by the hospital for a full day before they grudgingly released him. One doctor insisted they keep him cooped up in a room for another day of “observation” after his concussion, but Hizashi could just as easily watch him. It wasn’t like Shota was going to be driving himself anywhere for a while with his left leg in an oversized cast. He swore they used the neon pink wrap just to spite him.
Well, the joke was on them. He had a pair of sweatpants in that exact shade of pink at home.
As if conspiring with the doctors to keep Shota off his feet, Nezu called all of the UA teachers in for a debrief a few hours after Shota was discharged. Shota settled into his usual seat between Nezu and Hizashi, ignoring the occasional snicker from his coworkers. He sullenly nursed a jelly pouch and bemoaned the two-day ban on caffeine the hospital had given him in Hizashi’s hearing. “Stupid concussion,” Shota grumbled to himself as the last of his colleagues filed in alongside Detective Tsukauchi.
Once everyone was seated, Tsukauchi started the meeting. “36 hours ago, the 1-A and 1-B training camp was attacked. Witness statements thus far confirm the presence of nine villains, one Nomu, and the vigilante Naisho undercover with the assistance of the villain/vigilante known as Sludge or Gokaku. Kurogiri is suspected to have been their transport, though no one we’ve been able to interview has placed him or Shigaraki at the camp.”
Right, not all of the students were awake yet. Shota massaged his forehead and tried not to think about the two dozen students who’d been caught in Mustard’s gas attack. Thankfully, with the villain in custody, the police and doctors had been able to analyze the gas his quirk produced to determine that it wasn’t toxic in and of itself, but it was a more potent compound than Midnight’s quirk. A few of the kids had needed supplemental oxygen the first few hours, but they were all doing well and a few were beginning to stir when Shota had checked before leaving the hospital.
They’d been lucky. Longer exposure or a delay in paramedics arriving on scene might have put some of the kids at risk of hypoxia.
“Of the villains that attacked, Mustard was detained, and Muscular and Moonfish were killed. The other villains have been identified as Dabi (real name unknown), Toga Himiko (no alias–that’s her legal name), Twice a.k.a. Bubaigawara Jin, Magne a.k.a. Hikiishi Kenji, Mr. Compress a.k.a. Sako Atsuhiro, and Spinner a.k.a. Iguchi Shuichi. Details on their quirks and rap sheets are listed in the written report along with a description of the Nomu.”
Shota sighed and waved a hand to get the detective’s attention.
Tsukauchi gave him a long-suffering look. “Eraserhead, do you have information you left out of the report? Again.”
“Couldn’t have it in the official report. That would give away my contact. You know how it is.” Shota gave the man a Cheshire grin.
The detective sighed and pulled a pad of paper and pen from his pocket. “What did Naisho tell you this time?”
“I haven’t been able to meet him to debrief yet, but I did run into him at the camp for a few minutes. Aside from handing off Ragdoll and informing me that she was a target specifically requested by All for One, he gave me a partial i.d. on the Nomu.”
There were several horrified stares around the table. Nemuri recovered her wits first. “What?” she asked, sitting up straight and frowning. “Shota, you told us that boy’s no older than the first years. Please tell me he hasn’t been in contact with the worst villain in history or been traipsing around some human experimentation lab to get that information.”
“He overheard All for One talking with Shigaraki from what I gathered. He hasn’t been in direct contact. As for the Nomu…Fortunately or unfortunately, he didn’t get his info from any illegal labs. He recognized one of the people The League used for parts.”
Nemuri paled. Yagi covered his mouth and coughed raggedly. Several of the other heroes winced in sympathy or shook their heads. Tsukauchi looked a little green.
Shota used the moment to take another pull from his jelly pouch before continuing, “Kid didn’t have a surname but said the man’s given name was Mamoru. He worked at the Musutafu docks and was a smuggler. His quirk is Weapon Hands. Naisho asked me to check in on the man’s family for him. Apparently, there’s at least a sister and niece.”
Tsukauchi finished scribbling his notes and nodded. “If that’s the registered name of his quirk, finding his full name won’t be much trouble. I’ll let you know when I’ve got the contact info for his next of kin.” Tsukauchi looked at his notes again and frowned. “Was he already on our list of flagged missing persons cases?”
Shota shook his head. “No. I double-checked names and quirks on the drive over.”
Hizashi huffed beside him. “He did, even though he knows he’s not supposed to be staring at any screens right after a concussion. Logical, my ass.”
“And here I thought you were a cockatoo, not a mother hen,” Shota teased.
Hizashi pouted before retorting, “Overgrown caterpillar.”
Tsukauchi rubbed his temples. “I’ll run this through missing persons and the quirk registry and see about getting the Pussycats set up with a safehouse to lay low for a while. Anything else I need to know?”
Shota narrowed his eyes and thought. “It’s not directly related to the camp attack, but just before the trip, Naisho found evidence that Shigaraki’s quirk was given to him by All for One. Apparently, seeing him up close, the kid recognized the villain’s shoes.”
Tsukauchi’s eyes widened. “No.”
Shota nodded. “Quirkless reds. He doesn’t think Shigaraki knows. Kid also found a way into the quirk registry—don’t ask. I really have no clue at this point. But, if Naisho’s right, Decay is a first-gen quirk that used to belong to Famine.”
“The nutjob who decimated dozens of square kilometers of farmland and several food processing plants during the Quirk War?” Ishyama asked, eyebrows raised.
Shota nodded. It was hard to believe, but with the Quirk Boogeyman alive and breathing, it was not only possible but plausible. Especially since the terrorist who proclaimed himself Famine disappeared abruptly, and the Japanese government never took credit for his arrest or death.
“Anyone else have any bombshells?” Tsukauchi asked tiredly.
No one else spoke, though Nezu was smiling and swishing his tail in a way that set Shota’s nerves on edge. The rat knew something, though he didn’t seem inclined to share at this time.
Shota kept the rodent in his periphery as he asked, “Casualty report?”
Tsukauchi nodded and flipped to a different page in his notebook. “Beside the 24 students still unconscious following exposure to Mustard’s quirk, Todoroki suffered several lacerations, Setsuna had to regenerate multiple limbs after falling under Mustard’s quirk with them detached, Tsunotori had a nasty laceration from partially falling on Kamikiri when they were knocked out, Yaoyorozu suffered a head wound and concussion from the Nomu, Uraraka and Asui both suffered a few minor lacerations and blood loss after encountering Toga who had some sort of bloodletting support gear, Shoji lost a hand to Moonfish–thankfully one that he could regrow. Todoroki and Shoji are still waiting on some testing for communicable diseases given that their injuries were received from Moonfish’s teeth…”
Shota curled his lip in disgust at the idea. Hopefully, a round of vaccines and antibiotics was all they’d need.
“Then there’s Tokoyami who, while unharmed physically, is quite shaken and is undergoing psychiatric evaluation following his loss of control of his quirk and the subsequent death of Moonfish. Given the extenuating circumstances, it’s unlikely that he’ll be charged with anything, though the Commission will probably put him on a watch list. If there’s ever a repeat incident, he could face harsh consequences.”
Shota closed his eyes and exhaled slowly. Hizashi had warned him about Tokoyami’s situation on the way over, but hearing it from True Man himself erased any doubt. One of his first year students had blood on their hands. Most heroes weren’t forced to take their first life until their second or third year on the job as an underground hero, maybe their fifth if they were a very lucky limelight hero. Tokoyami only had one semester under his belt, and he didn’t even want to kill Moonfish (at least consciously; there was some ambiguity as to how independent he and Dark Shadow truly are).
He’d need to speak to Tokoyami, ideally as soon as the hospital allowed the teenager visitors. If the kid wanted out of heroics after this, Shota couldn’t say he’d blame him. But if Tokoyami wanted to stay, there were coping mechanisms he needed to learn. Shota knew how easy it was to let something like this eat you from the inside out.
Tsukauchi steeled himself, though to Shota’s eyes he still aged a decade as he continued, “Izumi Kouta was the only fatality on our side. Muscular was responsible, and Eraserhead did what he felt necessary to ensure that the villain wouldn't be able to kill anyone else, receiving several injuries in exchange.”
Shota tucked his face into his capture weapon and sank into the familiar mask of numb indifference as his coworkers glanced his way. Only a few knew just how much blood was on his own hands. Underground heroes’ arrest and casualty reports were a higher security clearance than most limelight heroes had. The only ones at this table with higher clearance than him were All Might and Nezu. He wondered how much red the star-spangled Number One had in his ledger. Especially when the stick of a man met his eyes and nodded in grim approval.
“Finally, each of the Pussycats was injured, though Pixiebob got the worst of it with a concussion and hairline fracture in her skull.”
That was a more extensive list of injuries than Shota had anticipated, but it could have been much worse with two serial killers present for the attack. The rest of the room seemed to share the sentiment. Rather than give anyone time to mope and delay his nap further, Shota cleared his throat. “Do we have any leads on where they took Shinso, or are we waiting for Naisho to drop us a line?”
“Shinso and Bakugo,” Tsukauchi corrected.
Shota bristled. “What?”
“The Bakugo residence was attacked at the same time as the camp. One of their neighbors called to report smoke inside the house. By the time emergency services arrived, the ‘smoke’ was beginning to thin out, but there were no signs of fire. When one of the firemen took their oxygen gear off, he promptly passed out.”
“Mustard?” Hizashi asked. “But how was he there and at the camp?”
“That would be Twice’s quirk in action. Double can create up to two clones of people Twice has the exact measurements of, quirks included. Thankfully, Bakugos Mitsuki and Masaru are unharmed though still unconscious.”
“Damn it,” Shota said under his breath. “How did The League find out Bakugo was home? We haven’t publicized his expulsion from the heroics course. How did they even find out where the camp was?”
A paw landed on his right arm, and Nezu assured, “We’re looking into it, Aizawa.”
“I reckon it’s pretty safe at this point to assume that there’s a snake in the hen house,” Snipe said, leaning forward to rest his elbows on the table. “Only a few people knew where the camp was going to be ahead of time, or it could have been one of the kids once y’all were at the campgrounds.”
“Couldn’t it be someone with a tracking quirk?” Ishyama asked.
Nezu shook his head. “If The League and All for One already had access to such a quirk, he would not have been so eager to get his hands on Ragdoll.”
Hizashi frowned, and Shota could practically feel the worry radiating off of his friend. “I hate to assume the worst of one of our Little Listeners, but–”
Shota held up a hand before interrupting. “Keep in mind who we’re dealing with. Do you really think The League is above using leverage to get what they want? Maybe we have a mole. That doesn’t mean the person in question is providing information willingly.”
“My thoughts exactly, Aizawa,” Nezu said with a pleased flick of his ears.
“If you need any assistance with evaluating leads, I’ll make myself available to help,” Tsukauchi said.
“It is appreciated, detective.”
“Speaking of leads, the kids?” Aizawa prompted.
Tsukauchi grinned for the first time since the meeting started. “We have one, but we can’t follow it until Yaoyorozu wakes up. Awase in his interview informed us that he attached a tracking device your student created to the Nomu when it suddenly stopped chasing them and walked away.”
Shota smiled into the safety of his capture weapon. “Well done, kid.”
Nezu nodded. “You’ll be the first to know once she awakes, following her parents, of course.”
“Of course.”
“And I’ll try to contact Naisho later,” Aizawa added. “I’ll update you as soon as I get a hold of the Problem Child.”
Tsukauchi nodded. “Good. While we don’t know where the missing kids are yet, the Commission and police department have already started assembling a task force for the eventual raid and rescue operation. If you turn to page…”
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Hitoshi really hated muzzles. He’d had nightmares with them before, both awake and sleeping. The pinch of his skin, the steadily growing ache in his skull and jaw, that insidious feeling that he wasn’t getting enough air even though he knew he was, the frustration and helplessness. Those were all familiar. Throw in the lightheadedness of hunger and lingering fuzziness of whatever he’d been drugged with during the Test of Courage, not to mention his still-present migraine, and he made for one miserable camper. Well, ex-camper.
He’d woken up already muzzled and tied to a chair. He thought he remembered a man in a lab coat and goggles pulling a needle from his arm, but by the time he was awake enough to really look around, there weren’t any creepy doctors in the room. He would have written it off entirely as a dream if not for the bandage taped over the crook of his elbow and the matching bandage on Bakugo’s arm.
The hours that followed felt more dream than reality. Guards changed multiple times, but only one of them took any real interest in the prisoners. Hitoshi wished Dabi had ignored them like everyone else when he couldn’t get the smell of burnt flesh out of his nose. At least the next guard took pity on Bakugo and treated the burn stretching from the blonde’s left shoulder to the top of his pec.
Something about the placement niggled, but Hitoshi’s scrambled brain couldn’t place why.
After that, Hitoshi drifted in and out of consciousness, not quite sleeping but definitely not awake. A familiar tug in his veins snapped him abruptly awake sometime later. He breathed hard and looked around, disoriented and thoughts cottony through his persistent headache. He tried to call for Izuku and found he couldn’t open his mouth. Then he remembered where he was.
A scoff a few feet away reminded him he wasn’t the only captive here. Hitoshi threw a tired glare at Bakugo before slumping back in his chair. More alert now, he paid attention to the slime tugging at his insides. Izuku and Ekikyō had to be close for it to be reacting like this. Then they walked through the door at one end of the bar. Hitoshi wasn’t quite sure what he’d expected from Izuku’s description of their disguise, but this wasn’t it. He couldn’t really see Izuku under Ekikyō at all, but he supposed that was the point.
Their eyes met for a brief moment before Ekikyō’s left them. Hitoshi reminded himself that they weren’t supposed to know each other like this and forced himself to look away too.
Hours seemed to melt together again as more and more villains returned to the bar. Hitoshi tuned them out and tried to sleep off the remains of his migraine. He found rest a little easier knowing that Izuku and Ekikyō were around. They wouldn’t let anything happen to him.
He felt a bit more present and clearheaded the next time he fully woke up, and the spike in his skull had largely receded. Not too bad considering how much he’d overused his quirk in the days prior, both in volume and in detail. After taking stock of himself, he noticed what had woken him up. Izuku and Ekikyō were standing in front of him, eyes narrowed in scrutiny. The bar was otherwise empty. Ah, it must be his turn for guard duty.
“Finally awake? We boring you that much, Shinso?”
Ew. His last name from them sounded so wrong. Izuku and Ekikyō had both earned first name rights a while ago. He made a face at them.
They huffed and crouched to get a better look at his face. “Any head wounds?”
Hitoshi cautiously shook his head.
Ekikyō and Izuku seemed to think for a minute before nodding to themselves. They reached a slimy hand for Hitoshi’s head.
Bakugo snarled and struggled in his seat. “Don’t touch him, you disgusting bastard!”
They didn’t so much as twitch at the blonde’s outburst. “Relax, Bakugo. I’m just checking him for a fever. Some mental quirks don’t take well to sedatives like Mustard’s.” Then they set their hand over Hitoshi’s forehead.
Hitoshi made a show of grimacing at the contact. The slime was cooler than he’d expected, and he could just feel Izuku’s hand under all the slime. Hitoshi pulled a face again when he felt some of the slime work its way through his skin.
Ekikyō shot him a look that was almost apologetic before pulling back. “Well, no fever. That’s good. I’d hate for you to croak on us before Shigaraki gives you his sales pitch. He can be a bit of a sore loser, if you get what I mean.”
Hitoshi shuddered as the small patch of new slime under his skin dissipated to the point he couldn’t feel it. He gave Izuku and Ekikyō his best stink eye. He knew they couldn’t ask outright if he was hurt when they had an audience, but that was just rude. They owed him a trip to the cat café after this. With one of those overpriced desserts they sold with their coffee. Yeah, that seemed like fitting recompense.
Satisfied with his plan, Hitoshi actually focused on Izuku and Ekikyō’s warning. Shigaraki had some sort of offer for them, and he’d be cross if they refused. Hitoshi could play along while waiting for a chance to escape, but he highly doubted Bakugo would.
Maybe the burn (yesterday? the day before?) would convince Bakugo to chill out and be smart about this. One look at the still-snarling boy dashed that fragile hope. This was how he was going to die, huh? Disintegration because one asshole blonde couldn’t suck up his pride and keep his mouth shut.
Hitoshi tried not to think about the scar and skin graft on Izuku’s leg. Maybe Izuku and Ekikyō hadn’t given him that extra slime because of his current injuries.
Outtakes:
Yamada: wakes up very early to his phone ringing “Y-yello…”
???: “Is this Yamada Hizashi?”
Yamada: “Yes?”
???: “This is Anzai Ryoko at Utsunomiya General Hospital. I’m calling you as Aizawa Shouta’s emergency contact.”
Yamada: is much more awake now “What happened? Is Sho okay? The kids?” climbs out of bed and starts getting dressed
Anzai: “I can’t tell you about anyone else’s condition, but Aizawa-san has a concussion, several bruised ribs, and a broken leg. Nothing enough rest can’t fix. He is, however, demanding to be released against medical advice. Given the concussion, his doctor is refusing to do so until he at least has someone here to watch him and drive him home. I don’t think I need to tell you how bad an idea him driving right now would be.”
Yamada: winces “Yeah, I feel ya. I can be out there in a few hours.”
Tsukuri: pokes his head into the hallway as Yamada leaves his own bedroom and sleepily asks “What’s going on?”
Yamada: bites his lip and considers his options “We’re going on a field trip. Grab a blanket. You can sleep in the car.”
Tsukuri: yawns “Okay.”
Yamada: to himself “Sho’s going to need a change of clothes too…You know what? This calls for that pair of shorts…”
Tsukauchi: “Let’s have our nice, orderly debrief and get to the part where we rescue some kids.”
Aizawa: “I have some more information…”
Tsukauchi: throws his folder and notebook down on the table “Damn it, Eraserhead!”
Shinso: waiting for Izuku and Ekikyō to bust them out of their restraints because they are alone
Sludge: nervously glances at the webcam aimed right at them
Shinso “Any day now…”
Sludge: “Uh…”
Bakugo: squints at both of them “I don’t know what the fuck you two are up to, but I’m on to you.”
Notes:
After a concussion, there's generally a 2-week ban on caffeine. With healing quirks in play, I figured 2 days was fitting. And if you are wondering why some of Aizawa's coworkers were snickering at him...you'll find out in a few chapters. ;)
And here we have my headcanon about Shiggy's quirk (at least for RH). I mean, if I were going to groom someone to destroy the world, why not give them an unstable quirk with a vestige of an even more unstable terrorist to thoroughly screw with their still-developing mind?
Chapter 77: Grief
Summary:
"No one ever told me that grief felt so like fear." –C.S. Lewis
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When Magne came back from the gym to relieve their watch, they told her, “Keep an eye on that one. Don’t think he handled Mustard’s gas too well. Keeps falling back asleep.”
Magne hummed and looked Hitoshi over. “Probably a good thing Shigaraki’s doctor gave them something to reverse the effects then.” With her back to Sludge, she missed the way they froze.
Shigaraki had a doctor on payroll? Part of them knew he must based on the Next Level Villains and Nomu, but they hadn’t really stopped to think about what that meant. The person responsible for turning Mamoru into a Nomu had been here. And had apparently interacted with Hitoshi and Bakugo while they were unconscious. Sludge wasn’t sure if they wanted to strangle someone or vomit.
They did neither, instead deciding to retreat to their room. After quickly cleaning their tub, they bundled up the towel they’d used and stuffed it under the hoodie they’d already put on over their chain mail. Then they grabbed their wallet, phones, and tracker. They were on a mission. If anyone asked, they were going to buy more energy bars, and they did need to. But they also needed to get far enough away from All for One’s home turf to make a few phone calls.
The towel had been a last-second decision. If the man responsible for making Nomus had been inside the bar, they wanted to leave as little of Ekikyō’s DNA there as possible. They weren’t sure how, but The League’s doctor had found some way to duplicate quirks (if the regenerating Nomu at the USJ and Hosu were anything to go by), and they’d rather he not have a chance to duplicate a body possession quirk to hand deliver to All for One or worse, isolate Izuku’s DNA and discover his identity.
They chucked the towel in the dumpster behind a convenience store before looking around. Once they were certain they were alone, they pulled their slime back under their skin and pulled the hood on their hoodie up to hide their hair. They left their eyes for now; the one still hurt enough they didn’t look forward to having to separate it from Izuku’s.
They walked into the store and loosened their hold on the part of their mind that was Izuku, allowing him into equal control. They rolled their shoulders and tested how their everything felt as they browsed the energy bar section. They quickly settled on a flavor they could both enjoy and reached behind the loose bars to grab an unopened box. They grabbed a replacement towel and a bottle of vitamins on their way to the register.
Instead of heading directly back to the bar, they turned into a maze of alleys. They took out their civilian and vigilante phones, turning both on. His civilian phone booted up first. He dialed Oguro quickly.
Oguro picked up on the second ring. “About time you checked in, kid. Was beginning to wonder if you’d been made.”
Ekikyō and Izuku leaned back against a brick wall and grinned. “Not yet. Just had to recover from a fight. Nothing to worry about. Just need a lot of sleep and food for us to finish repairs. At this point it’s mostly superficial bruising,” they said, looking over their hand where some of those bruises were already turning green.
“Good to hear. Now, how did you want to do this? Want me to pass along a message again, or are you going to call your Old Man? Because he’s already called me once and wants Izuku to give him a call back.”
Ekikyō and Izuku grimaced at the idea of Aizawa calling to talk to them and them not being where they were supposed to be. “I’m calling him next. Anything I should know?”
“He’s out of the hospital as of this morning, but he was pretty banged up. Also, don’t tell him I told you this, but he’s a little messed up over having to put down one of the villains he ran into at the camp. Think part of it’s worrying about how you’ll react.”
Their heart rate picked up as they processed that. Things must have gotten really bad for him to… Ekikyō shook their head and brought their pulse back down. The last thing they needed right now was to spiral. Not when they were expected back with The League soon. “Thanks for the warning. We have to go. Can’t stay out too long.”
“Alright, kid and Sludge. Take care of yourselves.”
They hung up and called Aizawa as they started walking slowly in the direction of the bar. On their vigilante phone they started composing a text. It took four rings for Aizawa to pick up, and they hoped they hadn’t woken the man from a surely well-deserved nap.
“Izuku?” the gruff, familiar voice asked.
“Hey, Aizawa. I saw the camp attack on the news, and Oguro said you’d just been released from the hospital. Are you okay?”
“Yeah, Izuku, I’m doing okay. Got one leg in a cast for a few more days, but nothing Recovery Girl can’t fix once I regain my stamina. Things going okay with Oguro?”
“Yeah, everything’s been fine here,” they said. They poked their head out onto the main road to check the closest street sign before ducking back into the alley. “My friend with the healing quirk came back to town yesterday, so we’ve been hanging out, topped off his quirk, the usual. Haven’t gotten around to hanging out with Yūku and the girls yet, but I’m planning to in a few days.”
“Sounds like you’re having fun.” Aizawa sighed. “It was probably a good thing you didn’t come on the trip or stay with Hizashi, given what happened. There’s no guarantee The League wouldn’t have gone after you too. Do me a favor and be careful the next few days? Keep an eye out for anyone suspicious. And watch the news tonight. There’ll be a press conference with UA, and we’ll be putting out mugshots of all the confirmed villains present at the camp. I want you to be able to recognize them if you should run into one.”
Ekikyō and Izuku laughed nervously as he hit send on his text message. “Just how danger-prone do you think I am, Aizawa?”
“Let’s just say I call you Problem Child for a reason.” There was some shuffling on the other end of the line. “I have to go. Something came up with work. Stay safe.”
“I will. When are you coming back?”
“Two or three days at least. I have a lot of angry parents and press to deal with…and a performance review with the Commission.”
Izuku winced in sympathy. He imagined that was probably because of whoever he’d killed at the camp.
“Don’t worry. It’s just standard procedure. I’m not in any trouble.”
“Still, be careful?”
Aizawa’s voice was warmer as he said, “I will. See you later, kid.”
Ekikyō and Izuku sighed and turned off their civilian phone before tucking it away. They stared down at their vigilante cellphone and reread the message they’d sent. “Your kids are being held at a bar three blocks north of here. Mini-Eraser appears unharmed, but Bakugo got burned at some point. Dabi has it out for him.” They’d attached a location pin too.
The “…” hovered in the corner of the screen for a minute before Aizawa’s response came through, “Mic here texting for Eraser who has a concussion. Thank you so much for the info, Little Listener, but Sho wants me to ask why you didn’t send the location pin from the bar.”
They quickly tapped out their response. “AfO is monitoring the bar from a second location. At least one technology quirk at play. Didn’t want to risk it.”
The response was a little slower this time. “Please keep yourselves safe. Heroes and police are mobilizing and likely to move in tonight or early tomorrow morning. We’ll let the heroes involved know that you’re one of ours, and they’ll try to ‘detain’ you with minimal injury if they encounter you. Don’t break character until you’re at the police station. Also, there’s a chance Endeavor might show up for the raid. Stay away from him if you can.”
Ekikyō and Izuku swore as the news segments and articles Izuku had found about Endeavor and the Naruhata vigilantes came to mind. Endeavor would give them no quarter, ally or otherwise. Maybe if they were close enough to another hero, he wouldn’t try to flambé them?
They were dragged from their panicked thoughts by another text coming in, this time on the burner phone Giran had given them. They fumbled with their third phone and read off the message there. “Boss man wants to have ‘the talk’ with our guests in two hours. UA’s having some press conference he wants to see before starting, so head back this way soon. This is Dabi, by the way.”
Oh joy, they were collecting villains’ phone numbers now. They saved the number and texted back a simple thumbs up before putting that phone away.
They gnawed on their lip for a few seconds before sending one last message to Eraserhead, “Might want to up the timetable for that raid if you can. Just got warned that Shigaraki is going to give the ‘villainy is cooler than heroics’ spiel to the kids right after the UA press release. Not sure what’ll happen if they refuse, but the League’s ‘doctor’ already saw them once while they were knocked out. Gotta go; they’re expecting us back.” They didn’t wait for a reply before turning that phone off as well.
They took a deep breath before Ekikyō enveloped their body in slime once more. Ekikyō’s mind coiled protectively around Izuku’s, and Sludge stepped out of the alley, walking back toward the bar. One way or another, this was ending soon.
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The press conference went about as well as expected. The deaths and kidnappings might as well have been chum to the sharks (reporters) circling below. Sludge had been prepared to hear about one death, knowing that Aizawa had killed someone, but they hadn’t been prepared to hear about the literal child who had also died.
“Not only were UA students hurt and kidnapped on your watch, but Izumi Kota, a civilian six-year-old, was also killed due to UA’s negligence,” one of the reporters accused. “What do—”
Their mind nearly split down the middle as sharp horror and guilt shot through them. Izuku’s mind reeled back. They’d tried so hard to keep everyone safe. They warned the heroes through Oguro. They’d kept Ragdoll out of All for One’s clutches…but they hadn’t really done much else, had they? They let Hitoshi get taken; they let all of those heroics students get knocked out and hurt. Ragdoll and Eraserhead got hurt. They knew what Moonfish and Muscular were like, and they didn’t warn anyone! If they’d done more, Izumi might not be—
Ekikyō’s mind slammed back into Izuku’s and snagged on the thick emotions strangling him. “Izuku, listen to me! It’s not your fault. We did everything we could. We’re only one—two people; there’s only so much we can do. The villains will pay for this, you hear me?” His anger—at the villains, never at Izuku—burned at the edges of Izuku’s awareness.
Izuku mentally shook his head, unable to let go of the thought that they could have somehow prevented this. Who was he to think he could play hero? Had he only made things worse? What if…
Ekikyō and his anger and concern finally cut through the constricting bands of guilt and self-loathing to press in on Izuku’s thoughts. “Izuku, kid, no. This isn’t on you any more than the woman we couldn’t save back in that alley last year. Listen to me, please.” Ekikyō’s attention wavered for a moment, distracted by something Izuku couldn’t be bothered enough to notice. Anxiety spread through their shared headspace. “Izuku, do you trust me?”
Izuku pressed into his best friend’s mind and sent him an impression of a nod.
Ekikyō’s mind wrapped around his and cinched tight. There was a sense of pressure similar to when Ekikyō pushed his consciousness down to make him sleep, but this time Ekikyō held him in place, stalled his thoughts, locked his attention firmly and solely on Ekikyō. “Kid, this is not your fault or our fault, only the villains’, and they will get what’s coming to them. But right now, we need to focus. The heroes could be here any second, and I can’t fight you and keep us and Hitoshi…and I guess Bakugo safe. Alright?” The hold on Izuku’s mind relaxed the tiniest degree. “I got you. Let me take things from here, and we can have a good scream and cry about everything later when we’re safe.”
Izuku didn’t argue.
Sludge sighed and turned their focus outward once more. They’d missed the rest of the press conference. Part of them was annoyed about that, but they suspected it would have only made them more upset hearing those reporters rip into the hero they lived with and looked up to.
More importantly, the press conference being over meant Hitoshi and Bakugo were out of time.
Shigaraki had started his speech while they were getting their head back on straight. “In this society, where the precious rules are everything, the people aren’t cheering for the losers, telling them to fight another day. They’re blaming them. Our war is based on a few simple questions: What is a hero? What is justice? Is this what society’s supposed to be like? Once we get people thinking about this stuff, that’s when we’ve won.”
Shigaraki grinned, staring at Hitoshi. “I know you’ve seen what I mean about society.” Then he turned toward Bakugo. “And I know that you love to win.” Without taking his eyes off of Bakugo, Shigaraki motioned Dabi toward Hitoshi. “Untie him. Compress, untie Bakugo.”
Dabi raised an eyebrow at Shigaraki before shrugging, eyeing Bakugo as he walked over to Hitoshi. “Dunno about the purple twig, but he’s gonna go wild for sure.”
“It’s okay. We gotta treat them as equals. We’re scouting them after all.”
“His funeral,” Dabi said, smirking at Bakugo.
Sludge didn’t know what exactly Dabi had against Bakugo, but he really didn’t think this was going to end well. Someone was about to get deep-fried, and the Number Two hero wasn’t even here yet. “Maybe we should start with taking off Shinso’s muzzle. He seems less…volatile. Can’t exactly ask him for his opinion if he can’t answer anyway.”
Shigaraki cast them a sideways glance and grinned. “I’m sure our little UA students are smart enough to know when they can’t win a fight.”
Compress, the ever-diplomatic showman that he was, stepped in before Dabi or Sludge could say anything else. “We apologize for the rather forceful measures taken to get you here…and yet we need you to understand that we are no mere thugs working in the name of aimless evil. Not in the least. It wasn’t by accident that we spirited you two away.
“Everyone here has a different story to tell, but we’ve all suffered thanks to other people. Thanks to rules. Thanks to heroes. We’ve felt suffocated. You more than anyone should–”
As the restraints fell from Bakugo’s hands, the room exploded.
“Told you,” Sludge thought in the safety of their mind as they covered their body in more protective slime and took a step back. Bruises and cuts they could deal with, but burns from Bakugo were too distinctive. They couldn’t risk that.
“I thought I was going to die of old age while you idiots yapped. Can’t stand morons like you who can’t get to the damn point!” Bakugo snarled as he rolled his wrists and shoulders. He stood over the smoldering remains of the chair he’d been strapped to.
Twice backed up next to Sludge and hissed, “Shigaraki!”
Shigaraki didn’t seem to really hear him.
Sludge tensed when they realized what happened. Bakugo had knocked the embalmed hand off of Shigaraki’s face, the hand the villain called Father. Oh, this was not going to end well for Bakugo. Shigaraki was protective of that morbid fashion accessory.
Bakugo was still talking–something about admiring All Might–but Sludge was busy looking over the rest of the bar and trying to come up with a plan. Their eyes caught on Hitoshi. His muzzle was off, and he looked livid. But Dabi had a hand wrapped around his throat. The other hand was lit with a small blue and white flame. Great, Dabi had taken their analogy of a blow torch to heart. They kinda wished he hadn’t.
Bakugo seemed to notice the problem too, though his eyes only lingered on Hitoshi for a moment before he resumed snarling at the villains.
Shigaraki slowly bent to pick “Father” back up. “And here I thought we might understand each other…” he said as he fixed the hand back over his face.
“You wish!” Bakugo snapped.
“And you?” Shigaraki asked, eyes sliding over to Hitoshi. Hitoshi swallowed and was about to answer, but Shigaraki cut him off, “No, I suppose you’re not convinced either. I thought I had my charisma stat high enough. What a shame. With what UA said about their investigation, I can’t waste too much time trying to re-roll.” Shigaraki turned toward the television on the bar counter and its webcam. “Master, lend me your power.”
Sludge’s heart fell somewhere around their stomach. That could mean several things, and none of them were good. They weighed the risks of outing themselves against so many opponents and clenched their fists in frustration.
There was a knock at the door.
“Kamino Pizza delivery,” a vaguely familiar voice called through the door.
Everyone in the bar stared at the door in confusion for a second. Then the wall exploded.
Sludge stiffened their external slime and raised their arms to shield their eyes from the shower of debris. There was a lot of yelling, a lot of voices that didn’t belong to The League. Then something hard slammed into their torso and wound around their arms, pulling them down to bind them uncomfortably to their chest. They blinked and looked down to see shifting branches wrapped snugly around them. Part of their mind immediately recognized the signature attack.
Kamui Woods emerged from the cloud of cement and plaster dust alongside All Might–that must be who took out the wall–and a short, elderly hero in a yellow and white hero costume that not even Izuku recognized.
“Wood, huh?” Dabi asked from where he was similarly restrained. “Like this could hold–”
The hero in the yellow and white costume flew across the room too fast for Sludge to track. A swift boot to Dabi’s head shut the fire user down. One hit knockout. Then the old geezer turned to look at them. “Let’s make sure you don’t cause any trouble either,” he said before launching himself at them.
Sludge definitely didn’t scream. The hit when it landed wasn’t near as devastating as they expected, though it did stun them.
“Stay down,” the old man whispered before jetting away to rejoin the other heroes.
Sludge decided to listen to the scary old hero and play dead like a good vigilante. It helped that they really didn’t need their eyes to follow what was happening in the room. They focused on the vibrations in the air as Edgeshot disabled Kurogiri and All Might (they shoved their mixed emotions about the man way, way down) comforted Shinso and Bakugo.
They barely kept themselves from bristling as Shigaraki screamed, “I hate you!” That wasn’t the worst part though. The air pressure in the bar shifted like it did when Kurogiri opened a warp gate. Kurogiri was still unconscious though.
“You’ve got to be kidding me. How many warp quirks does All for One have on his side?”
The scent of formaldehyde and rot wafted through the bar as multiple Nomu were warped in through some sort of foul-smelling liquid. Something about the smell made Sludge feel sick.
Everyone was yelling again, even All Might, but Sludge didn’t pay them any mind.
The sick feeling in their gut was growing, twisting. It was with no small amount of panic that they realized they could no longer feel Bakugo or Shinso in the bar. Toga and Compress vanished in a splash of the same noxious liquid a moment later. Then Sludge started losing contact with some of their slime cells as the awful sick feeling in their gut swelled.
Their eyes snapped open as they clocked what was happening. The webcam and tv were destroyed when All Might blasted through the wall. All for One couldn’t have seen who was where. This warp quirk didn’t work off of places; it worked off of people. And All for One wanted Sludge–Ekikyō–not Izuku. “No!” they shouted out loud as they tried desperately to keep themselves together. Wide, wild maroon eyes looked around the bar for help they knew wasn’t coming.
Outtakes:
Shinso a few weeks ago: is not-so-subtly admiring the view as Izuku practices pressure point hits with Aizawa when he catches a glimpse of Izuku’s skin graft “This is a crime against perfection.”
Shinso at the mall: meets Shigaraki for the first time while the villain’s choking Izuku “I don’t know who you are, but I see you’ve chosen death.”
Shinso now: is so done “You come into my heroics camp, kidnap me, and call me a villain?” prepares to wreck this man’s whole existence
Chapter 78: While the Eyes of the Great are Elsewhere
Summary:
“Yet such is oft the course of deeds that move the wheels of the world: small hands do them because they must, while the eyes of the great are elsewhere.” –J.R.R. Tolkien, The Fellowship of the Ring
Notes:
Fanart based on the end of last chapter! (TW for gore related to eyes) here
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Terror–of being exposed, of being separated, of being taken somewhere by All for One–bounced between Ekikyō and Izuku, strengthening with every loop. They clung to each other, minds blurring together in their panic.
Their connection stretched and strained as more and more slime vanished from their system. After a small eternity of counting slime cells as they were stolen away, Izuku’s cells started vanishing too. They didn’t notice until they started vomiting up the warping stuff, and by then it was too late.
The warping liquid tasted just as awful as it smelled. The world was a jumbled blur with no up or down for a few seconds, then they were landing in a heap on cracked concrete. Their body shook as all their missing slime sank back into the places it belonged, and they curled in on themselves as adrenalin continued to course through their veins. Once certain all of them was accounted for, they attempted to stand, failing miserably when dizziness they hadn’t noticed brought them right back to the ground. Their lungs felt tight with what a distant part of them suspected was a panic attack, and it took them a moment to remember they had other ways to breathe.
“Easy there, Sludge,” a voice said next to them. “You took a pretty solid hit to the head earlier.”
They flinched as a hand landed on their shoulder. They relaxed as the voice registered as familiar. They forced their eyes to focus as they looked up. Magne. Magne was a friend (enemy, but she didn’t know that, so close enough to a friend). Their lungs still refused to function properly, so they only gave her a shaky nod.
They focused on trying to untie the knots around their lungs and sensing the vibrations around them. The rest of The League was here…and Hitoshi and Bakugo. There was another person whose breathing sounded unfamiliar; it was accompanied by an electrical whir. No one else was panicking though, so perhaps they were an ally of The League? Or…
Wait, their slime was being tugged in more than one direction. Hitoshi was to their left and slightly back, but who was that over there behind the wall at 11:00? The only other person who should have any of their slime was…Oh, for quirks’ sake.
Once they convinced their body to breathe properly, they turned from the hidden person who definitely shouldn’t be here toward the unfamiliar person and instantly stopped breathing again. The man was at least 215 centimeters, maybe taller, and a dark helmet covered the entirety of his head and neck. Based on the noise it had some sort of filtration or respirator built into it. The biggest red flags had to be how he held himself and how he wore a pristine suit in the midst of destruction. Some part of them screamed to get away, that the man was a predator they couldn’t hope to fight or outrun. The feeling only abated slightly when the man turned to face Shigaraki.
“You’ve failed again, Tomura. But you mustn’t lose heart. There will be more chances to set things right. That’s why I’ve brought along your little band.” The man who must be All for One turned his weighted gaze from Tomura to the two UA students standing to one side paralyzed by fear. “And the boys…because you’ve determined that they’re important pawns. Try again. That’s what I’m here to help you do. It’s all for you.”
Sludge was a little creeped out and still a lot panicked. Aside from all the danger signals the guy was giving off, there was something about what the man said that made them bristle and want to get the kids and The League far away from him. They couldn’t put their finger on what exactly gave them bad vibes, but they were willing to bet All for One didn’t have Shigaraki’s or anyone else in The League’s best interests at heart.
All for One looked up above the surrounding buildings and subtly shifted his stance to something more solid and combative. “Ah, I knew you’d come.”
Sludge only had a moment to wonder who he was talking about before they were thrown back by a blast of wind. Some slime was ripped away from their skin, forcing a cry from their throat. The slime that remained, contracted and clung on tightly to avoid meeting a similar fate.
When they rolled to a stop on the cracked and rubble-strewn ground, they saw All Might. All for One had caught his fist without moving a centimeter. He’d stopped a point-blank Smash.
And All Might wasn’t smiling.
“You’re gonna give it all back, All for One!” he shouted as he brought his other fist down on the man, only for All for One to catch that blow too.
“Here to kill me again, All Might?” All for One taunted. “What took you so long?”
The two titans pushed apart, sending another shockwave of air slamming into everyone present. Sludge hunkered low to the ground, only skidding back a few meters this time. Other members of The League weren’t so lucky. They’d been blown clear to the edge of the lot. Actually, maybe they were the lucky ones. Sludge was still dangerously close to the Smash zone.
Sludge looked between the squaring off All for One and All Might before glancing back to The League. That’s all they had time for before All Might lunged for All for One again. All for One didn’t bother to catch his punch this time; All Might didn’t get close enough to land it anyway.
Wind ripped through the area, tearing more streaks of their slime away. They ground their teeth and clamped their eyes shut, waiting out the whirlwind. Once the wind died down, they replenished the slime on their skin, though they kept far less of it outside. They had a feeling they were going to only lose more of it.
Their ears rang as they took in the fresh swath of destruction. Entire city blocks had been leveled. All Might was nowhere in sight. They absently calculated the force of the blast necessary to cause this level of ruination, concluding they were supremely fucked if they stayed here. Either All Might was dead (which didn’t seem likely), or he’d be back for more. And it was only a matter of time before they became collateral damage. They needed to–
“You need to flee, Tomura, and take the boys with you.”
Oh, would you look at that? Sludge and the Boogieman of the Underworld were on the same page.
All for One did something to Kurogiri with long, stabby tendrils that grew from his fingers, and part of Sludge recoiled at the memory of long, extending fingers aiming to hurt…they shook their head and glanced down the direction All Might had been thrown. When they saw no sign of the hero, they cautiously rose to their feet and stumbled toward the portal opening behind Kurogiri. They still felt shaky and unsteady, but the adrenalin hadn’t faded yet. They could–
They could get away, but what about Hitoshi and Bakugo?
They looked around for the kids. They were the whole reason for this raid turned cataclysm. If they didn’t get away, none of this was worth it.
Hitoshi and Bakugo were off to one side, thankfully further back from the fighting than Sludge. They met Hitoshi’s eyes then looked off to the side where an alley between two buildings was only blocked by a few fallen slabs of masonry. This was their best chance to get away. If they hurried and used Bakugo’s quirk to further collapse the buildings behind them, The League would have a hard time following.
Hitoshi seemed to get the memo, but he narrowed his eyes at them and subtly shook his head. Then he looked to where the rest of The League were rising to their feet. “Hey, assholes!” he yelled, making Sludge’s heart leap into their throat. What was he doing?!
Shouts from several of the other League members filled Sludge with dread.
Hitoshi smirked and commanded, “Attack your teammates.”
Sludge swore and bolted for the villains, ignoring the surprised look Hitoshi shot them. He hadn’t sparred with these guys. He didn’t know what they were capable of. Thank everything that Dabi was already unconscious and Shigaraki hadn’t answered Hitoshi, or they might all be dead already.
As is, they had a Brainwashed Toga, Spinner, and Twice to contend with. Toga was the biggest threat. (And she might never forgive herself if she killed one of her people. Sludge knew what it was like to kill someone when you were out of control. They hadn’t been brainwashed, but they’d been on a bad Trigger trip. They wouldn’t wish that helplessness or guilt on anyone.)
“What are you waiting for, Troll Doll? We gotta get out of the way!” Bakugo yelled behind them.
Sludge didn’t turn to look. Their eyes were locked on the knife in Toga’s hands as she sprinted toward Dabi who was still out cold. She was a little slower and less graceful than usual, but she was still damn quick when she actually meant harm.
They weren’t going to reach her in time.
Sludge snarled and pulled more slime from their skin as quickly as they could. They flung the mass of slime out as a whip-like tendril, snapping it across the back of Toga’s calves. The girl yelped and stumbled to a stop only a meter from Dabi.
She looked around confused. When she realized what she’d almost done, she jumped back and dropped her knife. “Whaa…”
Sludge skidded to a stop beside her and flung a chunk of rubble with their slime, narrowly missing Spinner. Thankfully, Magne knocked some sense into him shortly after. That just left Twice…who was making clones. Oh, frick. “Mustard!” they yelled in warning, pulling Toga and Dabi away from the fully formed twerp.
“Denied,” Shigaraki said, grabbing the clone by the face. The clone cracked and fell apart into dust and grey goop.
Sludge shuddered and lifted Dabi to carry the guy more comfortably. Toga seemed to shake off the last of her shock and picked up her dropped knife to throw it at Twice. It hit him in the side hilt first.
Twice flinched and rubbed at the spot. “Ow! What was that for?! Thank you so much!”
Sludge sighed in relief before glancing back to where Hitoshi and Bakugo had stood. Both boys were gone now. Good.
All Might chose that moment to slam back into the leveled lot with all the force of a furious meteor. He and All for One collided, toppling everyone present.
Sludge wrapped some slime around Dabi and Toga to keep them from being thrown and potentially injured. They somehow managed not to lose any slime this time. Looking around, they saw that Magne hadn’t been so lucky in the injury department. She’d hit her head on something with that last fall and didn’t appear to be fully conscious. “Shigaraki, we need to get out of here!” they yelled the next time the two titans broke apart.
Shigaraki looked at them with wide, lost eyes. “But Master…”
“Always think ahead, Tomura,” All for One said. “You still have much room to grow.”
Sludge was about fed up with All for One agreeing with them. It was frankly creepy, but they’d take what they could get right now.
Mr. Compress made his way over to them and gestured for them to hand off Dabi. After compressing the unconscious man into a marble, Mr. Compress made for Magne and called, “Time to go, Shigaraki! While the man with the pipe mask is holding All Might back.”
Shigaraki didn’t appear to hear them, only having eyes for his “Master.”
Sludge gestured for the others to start heading for the portal. They thought about what might get the villain leader moving and only felt a little dirty when they said, “Come on, boss. Your sensei can’t fight at full power while we’re in the line of fire, now can he? We should get out of here, so he can mop the floor with All Might already.”
That at least got the villain to look at them, but he didn’t have time to respond before a yellow and white blur descended to land between them and the two heavy hitters. It was that old hero from the bar.
“And where do you think you’re going, brats?”
Shigaraki snarled and lunged for the man, all thoughts of escape forgotten now that an outlet for his frustration presented itself. Sludge swore and dove after him. They were the only one who could grab Shigaraki without risk of being dusted, and at this rate, Shigaraki wasn’t going to leave willingly. Maybe they should just let the hero knock him out? It would definitely make their life easier.
The old hero–they really needed to get the guy’s name–moved just as quickly as he did in the bar and kicked off of Shigaraki’s face and out of reach before the villain could lay a hand on him.
Sludge saw the puff of air from the sole of his boot when he executed the maneuver. That was his quirk then. Good to know. They wrapped a slimy tendril around Shigaraki’s waist and yanked him back and away from the old man before they could trade any further blows. Without looking behind them, Sludge flung the villain toward where he could sense the open warp gate and the rest of The League.
That left Sludge guarding the League’s retreat. Now, the question was if they should let themselves get caught or if they should stick with The League. They and the hero in yellow and white stared each other down as the hero seemed to contemplate the same thing.
All for One ended up making the choice for them. The old man gagged then coughed up black liquid, warping from in front of Sludge to in front of All for One to block one of All Might’s incoming Smashes. All Might barely pulled his punch in time.
It seemed like their undercover operation just got an extension. Sludge took the opportunity and raced for the warp gate. Mr. Compress was the only one waiting for him. Well, him and the unconscious Kurogiri he was holding up with an arm over his shoulder. Sludge and Compress leaped through the warp gate at the same time. The gate closed behind them, sealing their fate.
Outtakes:
All Might: “You’ll pay for this, All for One!”
All for One: “You wouldn’t hit a senior citizen would you?”
All Might: “You don’t count!”
All for One: “Good thing I wasn’t talking about me.” Teleports Gran Torino right between himself and All Might’s incoming punch
Gran Torino: “Who you calling old, you troglodyte?”
Endeavor: prepares to flambe a Nomu
Tsukauchi: “Wait! Try not to kill them! We need to identify them to alert their next of kin!”
Endeavor: lets his flames gutter to wrestle with a Nomu that’s now trying to bite his head off “Are you serious?”
Edgeshot: knocks the Nomu out with Thousand Sheet Pierce before moving on to the next one
Endeavor: drops the Nomu “I had it handled!”
The Nomu: all stop moving at once as the ground shakes
Edgeshot: rebuilds himself “That wasn’t me.”
Tsukauchi: sighs tiredly “Someone call for the Iron Maiden transports.”
Sansa: looking at the dozen plus Nomu “Uh…how many?”
Tsukauchi: “All of them.”
Oguro: shoulders his duffle bag and winds his way through the crowd, past the big screen showing All Might and All for One fighting, turning down an alley when he finally spots the police line
Oguro: looks up at the rooftop and grunts, walking over to a fire escape and climbing “Oh, these old bones aren’t what they used to be…”
Oguro: adjusts his knee brace, cracks his neck, takes another of the pain pills he got from Giran, and jumps a handful of roofs to reach the edge of the destruction before dropping his duffle bag to reach past the disassembled sniper rifle inside and pull out his binoculars
Oguro: looks around the battlefield and swears when he spots All for One downed with his upper half hidden behind a heap of rubble “Damn, I’m too late. Doubt anything less than a few incendiaries to the head would down him. Though I could shoot him in the kneecap…” jerks back when Gran Torino steps into view, staring back at him with a Look
Oguro: shakes his head and puts the binoculars away “Of course, old Torino-sensei is here. Why wouldn’t he be? He never let us get away with anything in school. Bastard’s too onery to die. First time I’ve seen him that close to Yagi-senpai without kicking him though.”
Notes:
Me last night: Okay, time for sleep
My brain: looks between Oguro and Yagi Hey, how old was Oguro again?
Me: ...Let me do some calculations real quick.If AM saved Cathleen Bate when she was 8 (meaning he was already graduated, licensed, and in America and thus most likely 18yrs or older at the time of the rescue), and Star and Stripe died at 42, then AM is at least 52.
With Vigilantes ending an unspecified number of years pre-canon, but no greater than 2 due to AM already being skinny and Oguro losing his quirk post-AfO/AM fight at the beginning of Vigilantes, Oguro's probably 50 or 51 at the start of the main canon (49 at the end of Vigilantes), and 51-52 at the post-war arc.
O'Clock and All Might conceivably could have gone to UA together or in partly overlapping years (assuming Oguro went to UA). I just have this wonderful mental image of Oguro having to deal with Torino running their heroics class for 1 year.
Chapter 79: In Over Your Head
Summary:
“If you aren’t in over your head, how do you know how tall you are?” –T.S. Eliot
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Sludge hung out with The League in their bolt hole for a few hours. They huddled on a ratty sofa with Toga and Twice, watching the news coverage of the fight in Kamino, then waiting for Kurogiri to wake up and Shigaraki to stop having whatever breakdown he was in the middle of. All Might beat All for One. They just stopped themselves from cheering when they saw the masked man fall.
And All Might’s emaciated form was exposed to the public. They didn’t have to keep it a secret anymore. They felt like a little weight was off of their shoulders.
It was getting late (or very early) by the time they talked Kurogiri into warping them to Tokyo. The League was going to lay low for a while, but they’d be in touch when they needed Sludge. Sludge for their part promised to bring the group some food and medical supplies the next time they visited.
They made it back to Oguro’s apartment just before sunrise. They knocked like he’d told them to before unlocking the door and stepping inside. They only relocked the door before there was a hand on their shoulder.
“Kid, you alright?”
“We’re okay,” they said tiredly.
“Hm, come into the kitchen. I want to check you over before you go to sleep. You look like you walked out of a damn warzone.” Oguro used a hand between their shoulder blades to guide them to a chair at the kitchen table where a first aid kit sat open and ready.
They sank into the offered seat and pulled their hoodie off over their head. Looking at the fabric in their hands, they realized it was coated in concrete dust and sparkling bits of glass…or fiberglass. They should probably shower before going to bed to be safe. Fiberglass was nasty stuff.
They blinked in surprise when Oguro took the hoodie from their hands but didn’t argue when he walked to the hallway to dump it in the wash. They had taken off their chain mail and tank top by the time he got back.
Oguro raised an eyebrow as he eyed the pile of metal rings on the table. “Seriously?”
They shrugged. “It’s about the only thing that works with our slime without impeding it.”
Oguro’s brows drew inward a touch, and he frowned. “Your head okay?”
They tilted their head slightly and focused on their slime and body for a few moments. “Yeah, we’re good.”
Oguro raised one eyebrow. “You’re using the royal we.”
They gave the man a puzzled look. “Why shouldn’t we?”
Oguro dragged a hand down his face. “I’m really not the best to deal with this. Does anyone else know about you two? Midoriya and Sludge?”
Those names…they hissed and clenched their eyes shut as a spike of pain ricocheted through their skull. Something was wrong. “Hitoshi. Something’s…” They shook their head, train of thought sliding through their fingers. They were left with an impression of concerned purple eyes. “Hitoshi can help.”
“Okay, relax. Don’t have to think about it for now as long as you’re not in any danger.”
They nodded slowly, rubbing at their temples. What was that?
Oguro pulled a chair in front of theirs and sat in it. He leaned forward to lift their chin with one knuckle. “What happened to your eye?”
“Erasure. The other pair are worse off. Focused on healing these ones first.”
Oguro grunted and turned their head first one way, then the other. Satisfied that there wasn’t any further damage there, he continued checking them over, paying careful attention to one bruise over their ribs.
“No broken bones,” they assured him, offering their right arm for inspection next. “And only one place that needed stitches. Everything else is left over from Erasure nearly tearing us apart or getting thrown around by All Might and All for One’s fight.”
Oguro twitched at the man’s name before getting back to work cleaning the stitched cut on their arm. Releasing their arm, Oguro huffed and pushed himself back to his feet. “I heard from Eraser. Both kids are at the hospital getting checked over. They’re okay. The League managed to get away, but you maintained your cover, so we can get them later. You two did good.”
They let themselves smile at the words before their expression fell again. “They didn’t find a doctor?”
Oguro frowned again and shook his head.
They sagged in their seat. “We need to nail him when we turn the others in. He’s the one making the Nomu. If we don’t take him down…”
“Got it. I’ll let Eraser know about the guy. Any idea what he looks like?”
They shook their head and shuddered. “We never saw him.”
“That’s alright. We know he exists now. He can’t hide forever.” Oguro patted them on the shoulder. “Now, go get cleaned up and get some sleep.”
They happily complied, washing off the Kamino grit before bandaging their arm and pulling on a long-sleeved t-shirt (out of habit; they were used to hiding their injuries) and boxers. They were asleep as soon as their head hit their pillow. They slept long and deeply, only waking when Oguro’s doorbell rang sometime in the afternoon.
They groggily sat up in bed and pulled enough slime through their skin to be able to hear what was going on. They woke up a bit more when they recognized the voices of Aizawa, Yamada, Hitoshi, and Tsukuri in addition to Oguro. They quickly looked themselves over to make sure none of their injuries were visible. Well, except their eye. Couldn’t really hide that one. At least the hemorrhage had faded to a greyish smear across one side of the white of their right eye. As long as they squinted and sat on Aizawa’s right, he shouldn’t noti–
They were brought out of their thoughts by a knock on his temporary bedroom’s door. “Can I come in?”
“Hitoshi!” They jumped out of bed, tripped on their blanket, caught themselves with their slime, then stumbled over to the door and opened it.
Hitoshi looked them over and snorted. “Mind if I come in?”
“Oh, uh, yeah. Come in,” they said, shuffling aside and closing the door behind Hitoshi after he’d entered. “We’re really glad to see you made it out okay. Did Bakugo give you any trouble?”
Hitoshi narrowed his eyes at them. “Nah, he was too busy chewing out Kirishima and the others for sneaking out to try and rescue us after we found them waiting for us in the alley. How are you two? You both still in there?”
Two of them? There was that feeling that something was wrong again. They rubbed the back of their neck and squinted against the sudden headache. “We–we don’t…” They relaxed as they felt Hitoshi’s quirk settle on the edges of their mind.
“Hey, can you tell me who you are, right now?” Hitoshi asked in their mind.
That was easy. They were…They frowned. Oguro had called them Midoriya and Sludge yesterday, but that didn’t sit right. They were only Sludge when they were with The League. Out of costume and disguise, they were–a sharp pain stopped that line of thought and made Hitoshi’s hold waver. “We don’t know.”
Hitoshi took a deep breath. “Can I help?”
“Please?”
Brainwashing encroached on their mind a little more. “Relax. Don’t worry. Slowly, carefully separate your mind into Izuku and Ekikyō.”
Ah, those names sounded right. They relaxed as their thoughts broke apart into confused fragments. They trusted Hitoshi.
Izuku and Ekikyō opened their eyes sometime later. They didn’t remember closing their eyes or Hitoshi grabbing their face, but they stared up into Izuku’s boyfriend’s eyes as Hitoshi’s lightly trembling hands pressed in on either side of their head. Izuku gave him a small grin. “Hey.”
They weren’t sure how long this time had taken, but apparently, it was long enough to make Hitoshi worry. “Oh, thank fuck.” Hitoshi said as his shoulders relaxed. Then he slammed into them, knocking them back a step before they could return the sudden hug. “Don’t you ever do that again, okay?” Mentally, he added, “I thought for a moment you weren’t coming back, you asshole.”
Izuku tightened their grip on Hitoshi. “I’ll always come back, Hitoshi. Ekikyō too.”
Hitoshi shook his head where it rested on top of theirs. “You can’t promise that.”
Ekikyō chimed in with, “Well, we can try our damnedest, and you know how stubborn Izuku is.”
“Like you’re any better,” Izuku retorted.
Hitoshi only squeezed them tighter. “This can’t keep happening.”
Izuku frowned and nodded his head against Hitoshi’s chest. “I think we need a way to ground ourselves and separate on our own. But, when we’re like that, we don’t even notice anything’s wrong with us.”
“Yeah,” Ekikyō agreed. “This time was way worse.”
“Granted that was probably because of the panic.”
A pointy chin bopped them lightly on top of their head. “If you have trouble telling when you get into trouble, maybe set something up as a routine? Something that you do even if you’re not stuck in a deep dive. Might not be a bad idea to ‘reset’ every now and then anyway. I’d like to make sure I’m actually kissing my boyfriend when I kiss you.”
Izuku whined and buried his face in Hitoshi’s chest to hide his blush.
Ekikyō laughed at him and didn’t even try to help. “Hate to tell you kids, but I can’t exactly give you a moment alone until you lift Brainwashing.”
Izuku’s nerves finally beat down his blush.
Ekikyō gave him an internal hug. “I think we should be good now. Worst case scenario, Hitoshi separates us again, then we de-possess.”
Izuku chewed his lip as he loosened his grip on Hitoshi. “Okay, I’m ready.”
The soft fog on the edges of their mind evaporated, and Izuku held his breath. Nothing else happened. He exhaled slowly and reached for Ekikyō to make sure he was okay too. The slime in their blood twitched.
“Woah, easy there, Izuku. I’m here,” Ekikyō said.
“That was an accident! I didn’t mean to.”
“I know, I know. We’ll figure that out later. Now go properly say hello to your beau,” Ekikyō teased before his mind pulled away.
When Izuku could barely feel Ekikyō’s mind, he gave Hitoshi his best smirk. It wobbled a little at the edges, and he could feel the blush climbing back up his neck and cheeks, but he kept his voice relatively stable as he said, “Now what was this about wanting to kiss me?”
Hitoshi huffed a quiet laugh and pulled him in to–
The bedroom door slammed open to reveal an unimpressed Aizawa with crossed arms over crutches and eyes narrowed. “What are you two doing in here that took 30 minutes?”
Izuku and Hitoshi threw themselves apart and looked away from each other. “N-nothing, Aizawa. I just…got lost in Hitoshi’s eyes?”
“Mhm. New rule, Izuku: if you have Hitoshi in your bedroom, the door stays open,” he said sternly. The intimidating front he presented was only slightly undercut by what Izuku now noticed the hero was wearing. The hot pink cast on his leg and the pair of neon yellow bootie shorts he’d obviously borrowed from Yamada were so at odds with his usual wardrobe, that Izuku’s mind went blank for a solid ten seconds.
Izuku tried not to laugh, he really did, but the longer those neon colors burned themselves into his retinas, the more his shoulders shook. “Ai-aizawa, what are you wearing?” The man’s tired sigh was what finally did Izuku in.
“Laugh it up, Problem Child. You’ll regret it next time we spar.”
“Oh, you’re in for it now,” Hitoshi teased before sneaking past Aizawa to retreat to the relative safety of the living room.
Izuku suddenly found the willpower to get himself under control. “Laughing? Who’s laughing? You having a cast on your leg is the furthest thing from funny.”
Aizawa snorted and held an arm out in invitation, expression fond.
Izuku grinned and stepped forward to let his guardian ruffle his hair. It was already a disaster from sleeping on it damp anyway. He was a little surprised when Aizawa pulled him into a hug instead.
“I’m glad you’re okay, kid.”
Izuku swallowed a sudden lump in his throat. “You were the one fighting villains, Aizawa, not me.” At least, he hoped Aizawa didn’t know about him fighting villains.
“I know, Izuku, but I almost made you come to the camp. If you had…”
Oh.
Izuku hugged Aizawa a little tighter, careful of the bandages he could feel through the man’s shirt. “I’m glad you’re okay too, Aizawa. Or, well–”
“I’ll be alright, kid” Aizawa said, running one hand through Izuku’s hair. “This is nothing compared to the USJ. Recovery Girl should be able to fix most of this in one sitting later today.”
“I know, but you still got hurt…”
They stayed like that for a few minutes longer, just assuring themselves that they were both okay. Then Izuku got a brilliant, awful idea. “Hey, Aizawa?”
“Hm?”
“When’s your Commission review?”
The hand in his hair paused. “In a few hours. Why?”
“Can you wait to get your injuries healed until after your meeting?”
Aizawa smiled.
Outtakes:
Aizawa: hugs Izuku “Why on earth did I ever think Izuku could be Naisho? Naisho has maroon eyes.”
Izuku: bites his lip and tries not to laugh
Yamada several months ago: opens a box of sample merch the radio station sent him for approval
Kayama who’s hanging out with him: “What is that?”
Yamada: holds up a pair of bootie shorts with very inappropriate printing on it “...”
Kayama: nearly drops her wine glass laughing
Yamada: “Yeah, think this one’s going to have to be a no.”
Kayama: still giggling “That's right up there with the t-shirt with the hands on the boobs. Oh, quirks, you have to get me one of those.”
Yamada: “You can have the pink pair. Think I’ll keep the yellow ones for next time Tensei loses a bet.”
Commission inquisitor: “What on earth are you wearing?”
Aizawa: standing there awkwardly with his crutches “I couldn’t get my costume on over my cast. My friend who drove me here loaned me a pair of shorts.”
Commission inquisitor: shakes head “Let’s just get on with this.”
Commission board member: “Shouldn’t we at least get him a chair?”
*Two hours later*
Commission inquisitor: “Alright, everything appears to be in order. The HPSC finds no fault in Eraserhead for the villain Muscular’s death. You’re dismissed.”
Commission board member: “I think I speak for everyone when I say we’ll breathe easier now that Muscular is finally off the streets. Thank you for your service, Eraserhead.”
Aizawa: nods and turns to leave
Commission inquisitor: chokes
Commission board member: covers his mouth to keep from laughing as he sees the back of Aizawa’s shorts which read “Put Your Hands Up!” with a pair of raised hands perfectly placed on either cheek
Notes:
Considering the next few chapters are on the shorter side and that I have a backlog reestablished, keep an eye out for a bonus update on Christmas. ;)
Out of curiosity, if I were looking for a beta, would anyone be interested?
Chapter 80: More Painful Than Rage
Summary:
“Hope was such a painful thing, far more painful than rage.” –Kate Quinn
Notes:
I know I promised y'all a Christmas update, but I may have forgotten which chapter was next in the lineup. I apologize in advance, but this is more of a Cry-stmas special...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku didn’t go home until two days later, given how tired Aizawa was after seeing Recovery Girl. The second day was for Aizawa to “decompress” according to Oguro. Izuku guessed that was valid and shrugged it off. He and Ekikyō spent that first day mostly sleeping and eating to finish recovering from their own injuries. The second day they felt good enough to head over to Yūku’s.
They spent a few hours hanging out with Kotone and Maiko before Yūku called and, upon finding out they were visiting, asked them to go grocery shopping. She’d left money for Kotone to do it, but…Izuku looked at the frazzled grad student and her books spread across the dining table. Yeah, Izuku figured she could use one less thing on her plate.
Much to their surprise, Maiko volunteered to go with them. When they raised an eyebrow at her, the younger teen stuck her tongue out at them. “You’d want to get out too if you could feel how exhausted Kotone is.”
They shrugged. “Fair. How does that work anyway?”
“I can see and feel everyone’s energy levels, but if I’m really familiar with a person, I get a better sense for them specifically. I won’t be surprised if Kotone’s fallen asleep on her books by the time we get back.”
“Huh. Is that how you can always tell when Ekikyō is here?” Izuku asked, tapping their chest as they walked into the grocery store.
Maiko nodded as she grabbed a shopping cart. “Yeah, your energies are different, even if the levels usually match up. What’s with you two anyway?”
Izuku shrugged. “Possession quirk. He gets withdrawal if he doesn’t use it, and I’m happy to help him out. We usually end up sharing control.”
“Ah, that makes sense.”
They walked through the first few aisles, focusing on finding the items on the list Yūku had left with the money. About halfway through the store, Ekikyō helpfully pointed out that they’d missed one of the items further down the list. “Hey, Maiko?”
“What?”
“Do you think you could run back over to aisle three for the red miso paste? I didn’t see it down here when we were in that aisle.”
“Sure. Be right back.”
While Maiko did that, Izuku debated a very important decision. “Hey, Ekikyō, do you think Yūku wants specifically this brand of seaweed, or would she be okay with this one that’s on sale for two-thirds the price?”
A few minutes later, Maiko rejoined them as they left their aisle. She had a tub of miso paste in hand, though it looked partially crushed. Izuku frowned and took in the rest of Maiko’s appearance. She was a little pale, and her eyes were darting around anxiously.
Ekikyō bristled under their skin, instantly on alert. “You okay, kid?” he asked with their voice. “Is there some creep we need to go beat up?”
While Izuku would back Ekikyō up 100% if there was a pedophile or attempted kidnapper involved, he was a bit more concerned about potential sensory overload. Maiko had been a shut-in at Yūku’s place for a few months now. When was the last time she was around this many people? She had seemed comfortable enough when she was with them, but having someone familiar and trusted beside her (and in her quirk’s sensory range) probably helped ground her. Maybe sending her off on her own wasn’t the best idea.
Maiko shook her head and shoved the miso paste into their cart. “Let’s just get out of here.”
Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t bring it up again, though they did slip into a deep dive and coated their skin in a thin layer of slime for that extra bit of warning it could provide if trouble came their way. They remained on high alert until they made it back to Yūku’s apartment. Even then, the pair stuck around until Yūku got back, making them late to fetch their things from Oguro’s place and return home for dinner with Aizawa.
Their little not-quite family settled back into their routine quickly from there. Izuku and Ekikyō gave themselves a day to settle back in (totally not because Aizawa took that first night off patrolling and would have noticed if they snuck out). The next night though? They were itching to put their costume on the second Aizawa left.
Despite the desire to move and do something, they knew they were supposed to minimize their time in deep dives, so they settled on a compromise. Shorter patrols, then some time doing recon around their old patrol route. They still had that one drug dealer to flush out, and where there was one, there were likely to be more and a supplier besides.
After waiting eight minutes, they finally gave in and left via their window two minutes early. Close enough. They found Eraserhead waiting for them on the edge of the warehouse district, only a few blocks from the underground clinic. “Hi, Eraser!” they called, waving. Then they took the last jump to join him. They rolled into the landing and bounced back to their feet to salute. “Naisho reporting for duty!”
Eraserhead snorted at their antics and shoved a cup of something still steaming into their hands. Then he took a drink from his own cup and carefully lowered himself to sit on the roof. “Doing alright?”
Naisho sat as well, turning off their oxygen concentrator and removing their mask. “We’re okay, Eraser. Everything healed nicely. Food budget took a bit of a hit though,” they admitted. They’d need to do a few analyses for Giran soon to rebuild their emergency stash.
“I can imagine. You teenagers are bottomless pits, you know that?”
“Not our fault. And even when we’re like this, we still have to eat enough for two people,” Naisho said with feigned indignation as they gestured to themselves. They took a sip of their drink to hide their grin.
Eraserhead hummed and let the conversation lapse into silence for a few minutes. After the pro drained the last of his drink, he sighed. “We need to do your proper debrief if you feel up to it.”
They nervously picked at the cardboard sleeve on their cup and tilted their head to one side. “How does this work?”
Eraserhead pulled a small notepad and pen from one of his pockets. “Think of it like giving a witness statement. You’ll run through events from your perspective; I’ll ask a few follow-up questions. This will go into a sealed version of the incident report that can only be accessed by someone with high enough clearance, and anyone who does access it will be logged.”
Naisho nodded and asked, “Do you need to talk to us individually, or is together fine?”
Eraserhead raised an eyebrow. “Were you two apart at all during the summer camp attack and the police raid?”
They shook their head.
“Then one account for the two of you should be fine.”
“Okay. We met up with The League the day before the attack…” Naisho ran through everything that happened on their end, giving as much detail of the villains’ quirks, fighting styles, and new base as possible. They had gotten the GPS location of it on their vigilante phone once All for One was in custody (and once they recovered from their panic attack enough to think of it). They hadn’t sent the location pin to anyone though, and they didn’t give it to Eraserhead now. They trusted Eraser, but they didn’t want to risk someone on the heroes’ side moving early. “...because we need to make sure we nail The League’s doctor when we take the rest of them in. If we don’t and he gets away…”
“He’ll just start up operations again somewhere else,” Eraserhead concluded.
“Yeah. Oh, who was that hero in yellow and white who was on the raid? He was the only one we didn’t recognize.”
“Gran Torino is supposedly retired, but he’s kept all his licensing up to date for some reason. He was added to the raid team on All Might’s recommendation.”
Naisho committed that hero name to memory to look up later. For being a friend(?) of All Might’s, he was fairly good. He’d knocked Dabi out with ease and just as easily faked their own knockout. They wondered if he had any merch floating around online. “Huh. If you see him, tell him thanks for what he tried to do for us at the raid?”
“Sure, kid.”
“Any questions?” they asked, eyeing the notepad still resting on Eraserhead’s knee.
“Yes, actually,” Eraserhead said. He raised one eyebrow and stared them down as he asked, “When were you going to tell me that Gokaku had previously possessed Shinso Hitoshi?”
“Ah…” Naisho rubbed the back of their neck and looked away. “What gave you that idea?”
“The slime cells in his blood were a big hint.”
“Oh.”
“You didn’t think you could mention that some villain mad scientist had unsupervised access to two of my students without me demanding the hospital test for foreign substances, did you?”
“Well, when you put it like that…” Naisho rubbed at the back of their neck again before sighing. “We ran into him on patrol before that time we messaged you. He wouldn’t let us call you or take him to a hospital, but he did at least understand that internal bleeding is a bad thing. We compromised. Gokaku stabilized him like they did Iida, and we took him to see Cross. We…might have gone behind his back bringing you in when we found him hurt again.”
Eraserhead relaxed a little. “And I thank you for that. If you ever find someone in a position like that again, feel free to reach out, even if they aren’t one of my hellions. I’ll do whatever I can to help.”
Naisho eyed Eraser for a few seconds before deciding he was being entirely genuine. They nodded in acceptance. “Any other questions?”
“I’m supposed to ask if you know any details about the process used to make the Nomu, but…”
Naisho shook their head.
“…Yeah, I didn’t think so.” Eraserhead glared at them. “And don’t go putting yourselves in danger just to find out.”
Naisho held their hands up in surrender. “We weren’t going to!”
“Mhm, sure.”
Naisho pouted at the hero for a moment before remembering something. “Oh! Any luck finding Mamoru’s family? Are they okay?”
Eraserhead closed his eyes for a second before seeming to decide something. “Kiyabu Mamoru, that was his full name. I won’t tell you the names of his relatives, but yes, Tsukauchi and I found them and gave them as much closure as we could.”
Naisho repeated that name to themselves. They’d remember it. He was one of the first people Izuku helped, the first adult other than Ekikyō who had cared about Izuku getting hurt, one of their first friends. “He was the first person who taught me to defend myself,” they admitted, more Izuku than Naisho for a moment. They thought about that briefly before letting their minds split entirely.
Eraserhead hummed. “Seems like he was a good teacher.”
“Did the heroes…?” Izuku swallowed the rest of the question. He couldn’t quite bring himself to ask.
Eraserhead seemed to understand anyway. “He was detained along with a number of other Nomu. Given that they were connected to the kidnappings, the raid team tried to avoid killing as many of them as possible in hopes of at least identifying them. It helped that they all went unresponsive after All for One was defeated. Unfortunately, because they’re unresponsive, we can’t exactly question them, and it’s unclear right now if there’s any way for us to help them.”
Izuku and Ekikyō frowned. Was there nothing of the people the Nomu once were left? What had All for One and that doctor done to them? “What’s going to happen to them now?”
“I’m not sure, kid. Last I heard, HPSC was arranging for holding at a secure medical facility. I don’t have high enough clearance to know where.”
“Not Tartarus?” they asked, eyebrows scrunched up in confusion. One of those Nomu gave All Might a run for his money. Was anything less than the highest security facility a good idea?
“They’re worried about whatever means All for One has to control them remotely. Don’t think they want him and the Nomu within a hundred kilometers of each other if they can help it.”
“Oh. That makes sense, I guess. Do you think they’ll try to help?” Izuku asked.
Ekikyō butted in to snidely ask, “Or are they trying to reverse engineer them to create more undead and unfalteringly loyal super soldiers?”
Eraserhead narrowed his eyes. “I can’t rule it out, but you’d be wise to keep that suspicion to yourselves. You don’t know who could be listening.”
They nodded, unhappy and wishing there was something they could actually do to help. “Have they already been moved?”
“No, they’re still being held at the Kamino precinct. Understandably, everyone was more concerned with getting the Boogeyman under lock and key first. They’re scheduled for transport day after tomorrow.”
Some tangled-up wad of emotions rolled around in Izuku’s chest. He didn’t know where to begin on labeling or untangling them, but… “Do you think it would be possible for me to see him?”
Eraserhead was silent for a long few seconds as he studied them. Whatever his scrutiny turned up, the man sighed especially loud as he leveraged himself to his feet. “I can check.”
Ekikyō gave him an internal hug while Eraserhead walked to the other end of the roof to make a phone call. “You know he’s probably not going to recognize you.”
Izuku leaned on his friend. “I know, but I have to try. If there’s the smallest chance…”
“I know. I get it.” Ekikyō said. “Honestly, If I was in his shoes, I wouldn’t want everyone to give up on me either. Even if he’s not really there anymore, I’m sure he’d appreciate the attempt.”
Izuku grinned for a second. “Thanks.”
“Alright,” Eraserhead started, interrupting their thoughts. “The police chief is willing to allow it as long as the visit is recorded for the medical staff to analyze later.”
Izuku frowned. “That’s not going to work. Mamoru doesn’t know me as Naisho.”
Ekikyō immediately offered a compromise, “What if the cops only have the cameras angled to catch Mamoru’s half of the room? It would need to be somewhere without a two-way mirror too. Not letting you catch us with our mask down that easy, Eraser.” Ekikyō gave the man a teasing grin before handing control back over to Izuku.
“What Gokaku said.”
Eraserhead narrowed his eyes in thought. “That could probably be arranged. Hold on.” He pulled his phone back out and fired off a few texts. The responses came fairly quickly. “That should be alright as long as you’re fine with the audio being recorded with the video.”
Izuku and Ekikyō mulled that over. They’d have to be careful of what they said, but they could work with that. They nodded. “Deal.”
An hour and a half later, Izuku and Ekikyō walked into a police station in full vigilante regalia for the first—and hopefully last—time. Chief Tsuragamae led them to what looked like a modified holding cell.
“Hehe. This isn’t some elaborate trick to arrest us, is it?” Izuku asked, eyeing the lock as Tsuragamae opened the cell.
Tsuragamae gave them a tired smile that his hound mutations only exacerbated. “You don’t hear me reading you your rights, do you?”
“Relax, Problem Child. The Commission won’t even know you’re here until long after you’ve left. Hopefully, whatever we learn from this will be enough to pacify them,” Eraser said, waving a hand dismissively.
Tsuragamae held the cell door open for them. “You have ten minutes. We’ll be watching the camera and listening to the audio from down the hall. If anything goes wrong, Eraserhead will be here to let you out in under 30 seconds.”
Izuku and Ekikyō nodded, stepping into the cell and quickly noting the placement of the camera in the corner of the ceiling. As promised, it was angled toward the motionless Nomu at the far end of the cell. The half of the room closest to the door should be out of view.
Mamoru was restrained by the same binds used for those with strength quirks, and those binds were connected to the far wall by a very thick chain. Someone had wrestled the man into at least the pants half of the prison uniform, and the helmet he’d worn at the camp was gone. Their friend’s expression was vacant. His eyes were fixed ahead and unfocused. Mamoru didn’t react at all to their arrival.
They swallowed around a sudden lump in their throat as the cell door locked behind them. After waiting for the sound of the cell block’s door closing behind the retreating figures of Eraserhead and the police chief, Izuku and Ekikyō let out a breath they’d been holding. They took one step forward and pulled their hood down. A second later, their beanie and googles dangled from one hand. “Mamoru?”
The Nomu didn’t move.
Izuku chewed on his lip for a second, debating. “It’s me, the kid who’s friends with Sludge. You taught me self-defense. Or well, you started to. We didn’t really get too far before…you know.” He paused, but the silence was only filled with Mamoru’s wheezy breaths. Izuku rubbed the back of his neck, feeling suddenly silly for thinking he could break through whatever programming or brain damage The League and All for One had done.
Izuku supposed he could keep talking though. Maybe it was like with coma patients where, even if they couldn’t respond, they could still hear. (He wasn’t sure if that made this better or worse.) If there was a chance…he decided to do what he did best and ramble. “Oh! My arm healed up nicely! Thanks for insisting I get it looked at, by the way. Sorry for not really understanding at the time,” he said, grinning self-deprecatingly and looking down at his boots. It made it easier to imagine Mamoru was actually listening.
“I…I don’t have the best self-esteem, but we’re working on it. And I get that my friends don’t like to see me hurt now. So…progress.” He pulled the neck of his shirt over enough to reveal the burn scar as he talked, not really expecting a response.
Which was why he was so surprised to hear the clink of chain links moving.
Their eyes snapped up to see Mamoru leaning forward as much as his restraints allowed. Mamoru’s eyes were focused and looking right at them. Well, at their shoulder. A deep rumble interrupted the steady rhythm of breaths, and Mamoru’s eyes twitched from Izuku’s shoulder to his face.
Izuku held his breath as they waited for something. Recognition, an attempt at speech, something.
One of the Nomu’s extra arms morphed into an electrified tennis racket.
Izuku nearly sobbed. Ekikyō nudged him encouragingly and got their breathing under control. Izuku cleared their throat and nodded, ignoring the moisture gathering at the corners of their eyes. “Yeah, I remember when you discovered you could make that. It was the day you agreed to train me.” Their expression fell as Izuku also remembered why Mamoru was here now. “What happened to you?”
Mamoru didn’t so much as blink.
“Do you remember anything after you were taken?”
Mamoru shuddered, and his eyes drifted away, unfocused again.
Pain lanced through their chest, and neither of them could say who felt it first.
“That’s okay!” Izuku hurried to say as their first tears fell. (His voice didn’t crack.) He waved their hands around in front of them to regain Mamoru’s attention. Once those familiar eyes were focused back on them, Izuku smiled and asked, “Want to hear about what I’ve been up to since then?”
Mamoru groaned and leaned back, extra arm turning from a racket to a plank of wood. Then the end of the arm melted back into a featureless stump.
Izuku decided to take that as a yes. “I found a new mentor after you disappeared. Well, two…or is it four? Do Toga and Magne count? Anyway…” Izuku rambled on for the remainder of their time, sharing edited stories about meeting Ciupan and Eraserhead, patrolling, and going undercover.
Mamoru seemed to reach the extent of his ability to focus a few minutes in, eyes glazing over again and staying that way, but Izuku kept talking right up until the cell block’s door opened again.
Ekikyō wiped the tear tracks off of their face with a little slime while Izuku fitted their disguise back in place. By the time the cell door opened, they were Naisho once more. They bowed to the police chief and said, “Thank you for allowing us to visit our friend.”
Tsuragamae nodded, face solemn. “He’ll be in good hands.”
“I hope so, for their sakes,” Ekikyō grumbled.
The police chief didn’t walk them out, leaving Izuku, Ekikyō, and Eraserhead to find their own way. Eraserhead was a silent presence beside them until they slipped out of the precinct. “He recognized you.”
They nodded, resisting the urge to wipe their cheeks again. They still felt damp, though they might be able to blame that on the now muggy night. There must be a storm building.
“What did you mean? About the tennis racket.”
Izuku sighed. “His quirk is Weapon Hands. He needed a way to make his quirk less dangerous than a sword or gun if his sister was going to let him around his niece. It turned out what classifies as a weapon is a matter of perception.”
“He can turn his arms into swords?” Eraserhead asked with raised eyebrows.
Izuku scrunched up his own eyebrows behind his goggles. “You didn’t know that?”
Eraserhead huffed. “The witness statements from the camp only mentioned a racket, baseball bat, hockey stick, and skillet. If not for your telling us his quirk’s name, Tsukauchi was going to start calling it ‘Sports and Outdoors.’”
Izuku let out a sharp laugh before slapping a hand over his mouth. “Of course, he can make weapons!” So, why hadn’t he? Izuku frowned. “Who ran into him?”
“Students. That’s all you need to know,” Eraserhead warned.
Actually, it was. Izuku smiled again, even as the pain nestled in his chest twisted. “Makes sense. Mamoru has this thing against hurting kids.”
Eraserhead stared at him. “That implies he has more autonomy than we expected.”
Ekikyō took over to say, “Maybe, but only as far as his orders allow. He still attacked those kids, I take it? The Mamoru we knew would never do that.”
“Still more than we knew before,” Eraserhead said as he tapped at his phone, presumably updating the police. “Knowledge is power, Problem Child.”
Izuku and Ekikyō shoved their hands into their pockets and hummed. They didn’t really want knowledge or power right now. They just wanted their friend back.
Outtake:
Aizawa: runs his fingers over the packet of papers in his pocket for the millionth time tonight before looking at Naisho’s dejected face again
Aizawa: “I’ll ask him later.” takes his hand off the half-completed foster paperwork to rest it on Naisho’s shoulder instead
Ekikyō: “All done? I get tomorrow night?”
Izuku: “Yep. I already got your account set up on the server; you’ll need to change your password and nickname though. You ready?”
Ekikyō: “Yep. Do the thing.”
Izuku: snorts “Goodnight.” leans on Ekikyō’s mind until it blinks out
Izuku: signs into the online support group and opens a second tab “I may not know when Ekikyō’s birthday is, but I have a gift idea...”
Notes:
Kiyabu- joy, room, and warrior
whistles The foreshadowing in this one is strong...
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End of Summer Camp and Kamino arc
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Chapter 81: Changing
Summary:
“Yesterday I was clever, so I wanted to change the world. Today I am wise, so I am changing myself.” –Rumi
Notes:
There was a bonus update on Christmas Eve, so if you haven't read 80 yet, go read that one before this one. :)
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Beginning of Trust Falls and Falling in Love arc
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next few weeks flew by, and the fall semester rapidly approached. And with it, the revelation that they were moving.
“After all of the trouble with villain attacks this year, Nezu finally convinced the Board to institute a dorm system on campus,” Aizawa explained as he lifted another armful of books from the shelf in the living room. He carefully settled them in the open box at his feet before meeting Izuku’s eyes. “And with students being on campus 24/7, they need staff living on premise to supervise them. The dorms are only mandatory for the heroics courses, so normally you’d have a choice as to whether you want to live on campus or not…”
“But you’re a heroics teacher,” Izuku concluded.
Aizawa sighed. “Yeah. You can’t exactly live alone, especially since Shigaraki took an interest in you.”
Izuku grimaced and looked away.
Aizawa reached over to gently tousle Izuku’s hair. “You don’t have to stay in the support course dorm if you don’t want to. Since you’re my kid, my on-campus apartment will have a room for you too. Just like Yamada’s will have rooms for Tsukuri and Shinso. Your guardian being a teacher doesn’t mean you don’t deserve to be able to take a vacation from your class’s dorm, if you move in in the first place.”
A ghost of a grin passed over Izuku’s face as he ducked away from the hand getting dust and cobwebs in his hair. “Guess I’d better start packing then.”
Aizawa hummed and let him go.
Izuku grabbed a few unfolded boxes from the stack in the center of the living room and a roll of packing tape, then slipped into his room and closed the door behind him. “Ekikyō, want to help me pack?” he asked, mentally prodding at his friend. He’d been oddly quiet the last few days, granted he’d spent most of those days at home where there was Aizawa to worry about.
Ekikyō drew a bit closer in their shared headspace. “Sure, kid. Where do you want to start?” he asked, shifting their eyes around the room.
Izuku hadn’t amassed a ton of things since moving in, but the few additions were large items, such as the desk and bean bag chair. Oh quirks, the desk! Were they going to have to take that thing apart and put it back together again?!
Ekikyō shared his displeasure. “One sec.” He walked their body back to the bedroom door and leaned out to ask, “Hey, Aizawa?”
“Yes, Problem Child?” the man called back from the living room.
“Are you renting a truck to move all this, or do I need to break down the desk and chair to fit them in your car?”
“Nezu’s sending a moving truck the day after tomorrow. Don’t go taking your furniture apart. We’ll never find all the pieces to put it back together.”
“Okay, thanks!” Ekikyō closed their door again. “There you have it!”
Izuku laughed quietly. “You’re a lifesaver, Ekikyō.”
Ekikyō preened at the praise.
“Come on, let’s start with the weights and books. The heavy boxes should be loaded first when the truck gets here anyway.”
The two worked in companionable silence for a while, only interrupted by Aizawa knocking on their door.
“Kayama’s here to help me with the cats.”
“What’s wrong with the cats?” Izuku asked as he opened the door.
“Cats don’t take changes in their environment very well, and Maneki is overdue for her annual vaccines, so we’re dropping them off at the vet. We’ll pick them up once we’re settled in at the new apartment. This way we don’t have to worry about them getting stepped on or sneaking out while we’re moving boxes. We’ll also need to cat-proof everything at UA and set up a room for them. They’ll have an easier time adjusting to a small new space before they get to have free reign of the apartment.”
A plaintive yowl drew Izuku’s eyes down to Komainu who looked extremely displeased with being locked in a carrier. Maneki and Mausu were quiet in their carriers, but only Maneki looked remotely calm. Poor Mausu was fluffed up and cowering in a back corner.
Izuku crouched down to wiggle his finger between the bars of Maneki’s carrier. “You kitties be good, okay? We’ll be back for you, promise. And there’ll be plenty of catnip waiting for you when we bring you home.”
Maneki leaned forward to sniff his finger before tenderly biting it. She didn’t use much pressure, just enough to clue him in that she wasn’t particularly happy about this either.
Izuku chuckled and pulled his finger back through the bars.
Aizawa huffed a quiet laugh at them and hefted the long strap of one carrier over his shoulder before picking the other two up. “Get the door for me?”
“Sure.”
“Kayama and I will be back in a few hours. We’ll pick up take out on the way back, so don’t worry about dinner.”
“Okay. Bye, Aizawa,” Izuku said, waving before he closed and locked the front door.
Izuku and Ekikyō went back to packing, and after a few minutes, Izuku asked, “With Aizawa gone, want to actually help?”
Ekikyō twisted their face into a funny look before seeming to get what Izuku meant. “You know what? Sure.”
Izuku shrugged off his shirt to make things easier and got back to carefully wrapping his hero figurines and action figures in some of his old clothes that didn’t really fit anymore. (He never did get to finish shopping for new ones at the mall.) He leaned forward ever so slightly as he worked to counterbalance his friend.
Meanwhile, Ekikyō pulled slime through the skin on their back. After a moment of silent conversation, they held their breath long enough for him to bring his eyes out too. He stretched tendrils of slime out to pick more figurines and knickknacks off the shelves to hand Izuku who wrapped and stowed in boxes.
They fell into a steady rhythm, filling box after box until they ran out of things they could pack. The remaining things would have to wait until the morning of the move, since Izuku would still need to use them until then.
They sat back on the bed and looked around at the stripped room. Something uneasy twisted in Izuku’s gut as they taped the last box shut. He thought about packing his things to leave his mom’s apartment and frowned. Then he’d been hurt, angry, confused, and a bit resigned. This time seeing his cleared-out room left him feeling antsy and wrong-footed. He’d grown to like this room.
Ekikyō gave him a hug both internally and with the slime still hanging out externally. “You’re not moving alone this time though. Aizawa’s going with you, and don’t think you can leave me behind either.”
Izuku grinned and leaned on his friend mentally, trying to send him appreciation and an impression of a return hug. Their slime jerked in response, and Izuku coughed and blushed. He hadn’t meant to do that, but it had been getting easier and easier to do it accidentally.
“Yeah, we probably ought to work on that,” Ekikyō said, starting to shift their slime back inside. “If only so you don’t accidentally hurt yourself. Yanking slime around like that could damage your cells.”
Izuku sheepishly nodded. After Ekikyō’s slime and eyes were tucked away again, he asked, “Um, where do we even start?”
“I know we’re not really supposed to do any experimenting, but this’ll probably be easiest if I just show you.” After Izuku nodded, Ekikyō closed their eyes and pulled Izuku’s mind in, saturating his thoughts and tugging them toward what they were doing with their slime.
There was…a lot going on. Slime cells anchored themselves to their body’s cells or attached and detached to exchange nutrients and oxygen. Their body’s blood cells were completely encased in their associated slime cells. The slime in their veins was partly responsible for its own movement; it wasn’t solely relying on their heartbeat to pump it. The slime in their chest manually assisted with pulling their lungs open beyond their normal capacity with each breath. Slime cells constantly sent and received tiny electrical and chemical signals to each other and grew thin filaments to connect to and communicate with their body’s nervous system.
For a while, they just took it all in. Then their minds pulled apart just enough for Izuku to be separate but aware of what Ekikyō was doing, and they got to work. Ekikyō sped up the blood/slime mix circulating in their veins, and Izuku paid close attention to how the slime cells communicated and moved to accomplish that before attempting to mimic it. His first attempt was…less than successful, but he sort of got it on the fifth try.
By the fifteenth iteration Ekikyō seemed satisfied and moved on showing Izuku how to correctly detach slime cells that were anchored to their body and move them through tissues safely. Messing up on those attempts actually hurt, but Izuku picked it up a bit quicker than circulating their blood. He learned how to tell slime cells to attach to and start repairing their cells even faster, though part of that might have been repair being a reflexive response for any slime cell that encountered a damaged body cell. (Ekikyō lightly scolded him for discounting his achievements.)
They ran through several more slime cell functions before circling back around to the beginning and repeating everything a few times. The only thing Izuku consistently failed to replicate was pushing slime through their skin for any purpose. He could feel Ekikyō do it and understood the theory of it just fine, but something about actually doing it just didn’t click. After too many attempts to keep track of, they concluded that there was probably some sort of mental block there. Izuku was used to his body having very defined edges and bounds. It made sense that Izuku operating slime outside of those bounds on his own wouldn’t be easy, if possible at all.
Slime Control and Hivemind Operations 101 ended when they heard/felt the vibrations of the front door opening. Their minds jolted apart, leaving Izuku with a mild headache. He groaned quietly and rubbed at his eyes while Ekikyō pulled the patches of slime they’d been practicing with back under their skin. But not before they caught the telltale taste/scent of Thai food on the air. They perked up and maybe drooled a little at the thought of chicken Pad Thai. Experimenting made them hungry, so sue them.
An eventful dinner later—Kayama joining them for their meal turned out to be equal parts entertaining and embarrassing—and they retreated to their room to practice their grounding exercise and wait for Aizawa to leave for his patrol. They settled cross-legged on their bed and took a series of measured deep breaths, counting them off in their head until they reached ten.
“I’m Midoriya Izuku, and I’m 16 years old,” they started off. They always started the same to try to establish their minds as fully separate, and it seemed they needed it today as it took a moment for the words to not feel like they fit part of them wrong.
Ekikyō picked up the thread a few seconds later, “And I’m Motsu Ekikyō, 26 years old.”
Izuku shook their—his—head a little before continuing. “I’m in my room at home in Musutafu in Shizuoka Prefecture. I spent most of today packing up my room with my best friend.”
“I’m currently possessing my best friend and staying at his place. We—I—spent most of today helping him pack. Then we did some probably ill-advised fooling around with our connection.”
Izuku snorted and tried not to smile as he shifted positions to stretch, focusing on the pleasant burn in his hamstrings and calves as he leaned forward to grab his feet. He held the position as he counted, blocking out whatever Ekikyō was doing with his slime as his half of the grounding exercise. Izuku worked through the rest of his stretches before flopping back on his bed to stare at the ceiling. Ekikyō took another minute to finish whatever he was doing, sliding back into close proximity to Izuku’s mind when he was done.
“I think we’re good,” Izuku said. “I don’t know if I expected that to work as well as it did.”
“Same,” Ekikyō admitted, shifting their—his—slime as they settled more comfortably. “Maybe if the rehearsed lines don’t work, we can use that as a flag to call Shinso in the future?”
Part of Izuku didn’t want to bother Hitoshi, but right now, he was their only confirmed way to cleanly separate their minds once they got truly muddled. “Maybe?” He sighed. “I’m not sure how reliable the lines will be though, since we spend so much time together. If the opener doesn’t do enough to separate us, the rest of it definitely won’t. I’m just not sure what we can do differently.”
“Well, there’s always the option of de-possessing at the end of each day, though once you and Aizawa move on-campus, there’ll be a higher risk of us getting caught.”
Izuku didn’t particularly like that idea either. “I guess we could if all else fails. But only after we figure out your new time limit.” They’d decided to reset after they were fully healed up from the camp and raid, since they weren’t sure how Ekikyō’s quirk would count the two times they got nailed with Erasure. They were on day 13 post-reset now.
“Yeah, no. Let’s not ruin our streak this time.” Ekikyō chuckled. “And I’d really rather not find out how Erasure affects things either.”
Their body shuddered, and they weren’t quite sure who was responsible. Ever since the raid, they had both reacted poorly whenever they happened to be around when Aizawa got angry or activated his quirk. The man had been very careful to turn away from them when he activated it, but it still set their heart racing and their slime recoiling from their eyes and skin.
They were…still trying to figure out how to bring that up to Hound Dog. As far as the hero knew, they weren’t a vigilante, weren’t anywhere near the camp or Kamino, hadn’t had anything more shaking than their guardian and their friend almost getting killed to deal with over the last month. They hadn’t brought it up either, though they both knew they needed to.
(They also needed to ask Aizawa about getting that brain scan, but Izuku really didn’t want to reveal himself as Naisho to Aizawa. Maybe he could ask Nezu as Izuku once classes started back up? Yeah, that was safer.)
Izuku shoved the uncomfortable thought aside and noticed Ekikyō seemed more…down than usual. And worried. He cautiously brushed against his friend’s mind. “Ekikyō, what’s wrong?”
Ekikyō snapped back to attention. “Huh, oh nothing. Don’t worry about it.”
Izuku pouted. “You’re worried, so of course, I’m going to worry about it. Is this about Erasure?”
Ekikyō sighed and leaned on him. “No, it’s not Erasure. I’m actually a bit worried about you, kid.”
Izuku tilted his head. “Anything specific or just general worry? I hope my anxiety isn’t catching,” Izuku joked.
Ekikyō gave a mirthless chuckle. “Nah, Izuku, that’s all you, though, honestly…I expected you to have a breakdown about the camp by now.”
Now Izuku was just plain confused. “What do you mean? We already had our big crying session after visiting Mamoru.”
“Kid…I meant Kota.”
Izuku blinked and processed and blinked again. No, he still didn’t get it. “I mean, yes, it’s really sad, but it’s the villains’ fault? And Muscular’s the one who did it, and he’s already dead. I don’t—” He stopped at the sudden feeling of shock washing over him from Ekikyō’s half of their mind. “What?”
Ekikyō swore. Very eloquently and at length.
“Ekikyō?” Izuku asked again, concerned.
“Izuku, do you remember when we heard the news about Kota at The League’s base?”
Izuku nodded slowly.
“Do you remember how you felt?”
“I freaked out, but you snapped me out of it and told me it wasn’t our fault, and you’re right.” Okay, why was Ekikyō now radiating something that tasted like anguish? “What?!”
“Izuku, when have you ever believed me the first time I told you something wasn’t your fault?”
Izuku caught himself opening his mouth to retort and snapped his jaw shut as he thought about it. There was the lady in the alley—wait, no, he’d still felt guilty about that up until…the raid. Huh. Well, there was always Bakugo getting expelled from heroics. Yeah, actually, no, he still felt guilty about that, even though he knew intellectually that he shouldn’t.
Ekikyō nudged him out of his developing spiral. “Izuku, I think I made you believe me.”
Oh. Well, fuck.
Outtakes:
Izuku: is enjoying a nice dream when he suddenly wakes up with an extreme urge to vomit
Ekikyō: also wakes up and instantly moves their body to lock the door “Well, that answers the question of what happens if we hit my quirk’s time limit while asleep.”
Izuku: “Gee, you think?”
Ekikyō: quickly de-possesses Izuku
Izuku: shudders and checks his phone to see the time “Why on earth is your time limit 14 days and 18 hours? Why couldn’t it be a nice round number?”
Ekikyō: “Pretty sure we already established that quirks are bullshit.”
Izuku: sets his phone down and throws an arm over his eyes where he’s lying on the floor to wait out the post-de-possession lightheadedness “Ugh. Don’t remind me.”
Aizawa: knocks on Izuku’s bedroom door the next morning and discovers it’s locked
Aizawa: thinks about why his teenage son might lock his door when they haven’t had a fight recently and quickly decides he really doesn’t want to know “Izuku, the moving truck will be here in two hours. Make sure you’re decent and packed by then.”
Notes:
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Chapter 82: Young Love
Summary:
“Young love is so ridiculous, as is middle-aged and old love. And it’s also hilarious. When have you ever felt so vulnerable and wonderful and terrible at the same time?” –Grace Helbig
Notes:
TW: tooth-rotting fluff and one panic attack
Chapter Text
The first weekend after moving onto campus, Izuku and Hitoshi got permission to leave campus early and for the whole day. They even got special permission to come back after curfew, so they wouldn’t miss the fireworks! Why were there fireworks, and why did they have to take the train all the way out to Anjo to see them? The annual Tanabata Star Festival. The only one closer to UA had been in early July when Izuku had been busy securing his alias with The League and when Hitoshi was still settling in at Yamada’s. The main selling point for this festival to their guardians had been how difficult proper dates were going to be once the semester started.
The timing actually worked out pretty well, because Aizawa was stressed about dealing with some sort of apartment inspection the same day. He hadn’t gone into any details, and Izuku couldn’t think of why any building inspections hadn’t been done before everyone moved in. Maybe some paperwork got filed incorrectly? Either way, he hoped the inspection went well.
Izuku was still suspicious that Aizawa might hire one of his underground contacts to try to spy on his date with Hitoshi, but he and Ekikyō hadn’t picked up on anything yet, so they decided to swing by their favorite park to drop Ekikyō off before Izuku and Hitoshi had to catch the train. Given they’d finally figured out their new limit—14 days and 18-ish hours for some ungodly reason—and the increasing issues they’d been having with keeping their minds separate, they’d decided to take a break from each other. Just for a little while, two weeks tops. They still wanted to be back together for the start of the fall semester, so they could ask Nezu about that brain scan.
But this way Izuku didn’t have to feel bad about putting Ekikyō to sleep! (Or feel anxious about his friend being defenseless if something happened again. Izuku had his pen knife now; that wasn’t going to happen again.)
Izuku tossed his friend their “villain” burner phone in a waterproofed case and Ziplock bag for good measure before also tossing him an oddly-shaped piece of metal and plastic.
Ekikyō held the strange device up and gave Izuku a confused look.
Izuku beamed. “That’s a stylus for people with mutations or mobility problems that make using a touchscreen difficult. Can I show you?” Izuku asked, holding up his own phone.
Ekikyō handed the stylus back with a tendril and watched closely as Izuku slipped the two straps over said tendril. He paid close attention as Izuku held the phone up and showed him how to maneuver the stylus and how much pressure to use to get it to register. Ekikyō picked it up pretty quickly, opening a note app to type in “You’rw a sap,” not bothering to fix his typo.
Izuku laughed and shoved the tendril and stylus away from his phone. “No, I just hated the idea of you not being able to call for help if you ever get into trouble. Or, you know, respond if Shigaraki tries to call you in while you’re on your own. We can get you a non-League burner phone when you’re back.”
Ekikyō pulled the stylus back into his mass, presumably hiding it wherever he hid the phone. “Alright, you two better get going if you’re going to make it in time for your train,” Ekikyō said, playfully shoving Izuku toward his boyfriend waiting on the edge of the pond clearing.
Izuku stuck his tongue out at Ekikyō before saying, “Stay safe.”
Ekikyō smirked. “I’d say ‘you too,’ but we both know you’d find trouble anyway.”
“Hey,” Izuku whined.
Hitoshi wrapped his arms around Izuku’s shoulders from behind, resting his chin on top of Izuku’s head. “I’ll do my best to keep him in one piece and away from villains.”
Izuku pouted even as he leaned back against Hitoshi’s firm chest. He wasn’t that bad!
“I’m sure you’ll try.” Ekikyō waved a tendril in a mocking salute before slinking off into the trees.
Izuku and Hitoshi stayed where they were for a minute, just soaking in each other’s presence and gazing out over the pond and it’s thriving insect and bird population. Then Hitoshi sighed and released him. “He was right about the train, you know.”
Izuku made a displeased sound at the loss of contact before he got an idea and grinned, all mischief. “First one to the station gets the window seat?”
Hitoshi smirked. “You’re on.”
They stared at each other for a second, wondering who’d break first. Then a dragonfly buzzed Hitoshi, making him flinch. Izuku took the opening to tear back down the trail toward the edge of the park. Hitoshi shouted behind him and gave chase.
Izuku laughed and sped up, pulling on experience gained from fleeing from bullies and patrolling as a vigilante. He wove through the foot traffic, leaped over a few inconveniently placed potted plants, and vaulted over one bus stop’s bench, wind tugging playfully at his hair and pulse singing in his ears. He laughed and pushed off of a trash can on an open stretch of sidewalk to spin midair for the sole excuse of looking back at Hitoshi for a moment.
(Racing across rooftops after Stain couldn’t hold a candle to the thrill he felt meeting those determined amethyst eyes.)
Hitoshi caught up to Izuku when he was forced to wait at a crosswalk, and they exchanged breathless smiles that probably made the people around them uncomfortable for their similarity to Aizawa’s. The light turned, and then they were off again. This time Izuku slowed just enough to allow Hitoshi to keep him in sight and follow in his steps.
They reached the train station winded and a little sweaty but still grinning ear to ear. “Looks like you get the window seat.” Hitoshi wheezed and dropped onto a bench, dramatically holding a hand to his side. “Go get our tickets. I’ll just stay here and recover from my run-induced hernia.”
Izuku giggled and kicked lightly at Hitoshi’s foot, pretending he wasn’t catching his own breath. “Is Aizawa letting you get soft? You can always join me on my morning runs. I’m up to four kilometers now.”
Hitoshi gave him a horrified look and said, “You’re a madman. A very good-looking madman, but still.”
Izuku spluttered and took a step back. He blushed as Hitoshi made a show of trailing his eyes up and down. “I’ll just go get our tickets now!” Izuku said and rushed off. His voice did not squeak; anyone who said otherwise was a dirty liar.
They made it in time for their train and ignored the looks the other passengers gave them and their slightly disheveled appearances. Most of the ride was spent pressed shoulder to shoulder and sharing videos of heroes or cats on their phones. There was one memorable video of a cat climbing Kamui Woods like he was a tree. The way the pro reacted, this was a common occurrence.
Izuku drank in ever smile and laugh of his boyfriend, and when they arrived at Anjo’s station, he memorized the look of wonder Hitoshi wore as he took in his first full-blown and festive Tanabata since before he went into foster care. To be fair, this was Izuku’s first big festival in at least eight years too. He’d never had anyone to go with, and he couldn’t remember why he’d stopped coming with his mom. He shoved that thought aside as soon as it formed.
Anjo had pulled out all the stops for the three-day festival. Bright colors hung from every surface in an assortment of streamers, paper chains, gossamer charms, and filled bags all covered in written wishes. Equally colorful paper cranes lined railings and shrines as they waded from the station into the crowded streets. They meandered past vendors selling their unmarked versions of all the decorations, high-quality origami paper for people to fold their own paper cranes, and souvenirs both gaudy and traditional. Interspersed with the festival wares were food stalls offering everything from takoyaki to sōmen to sweets.
Izuku’s stomach growled as they passed one such stall, and Hitoshi rolled his eyes before dragging him into line. They each ordered a bowl of sōmen with a different dipping sauce; then they found a crane-free section of a raised planter to lean on as they shared their food and took in the sights. “So, what do you want to do first?” Izuku asked. “After eating, I mean.”
Hitoshi looked around at the bustling crowd, a touch overwhelmed. “Uh…tanzaku?”
Izuku nodded. “Think I saw a stall with those a while back. Shouldn’t be too hard to find it again.” A quick search turned up a table with tanzaku and an array of markers to write their wishes on the brightly colored strips of paper.
Izuku stared at his paper for a moment, unsure what to write. Not so long ago, he would have written “become a hero” without a second thought. Then All Might crushed his dream. Izuku accepted the truth of it. A quirkless person couldn’t be a hero, so he became a vigilante. He made friends with those the law would label villains. He’d saved…more people than he could count, honestly. Hitoshi included.
Izuku glanced over at his boyfriend who was focused on writing out his own wish without smudging the ink of the fancy marker he was using. He’d saved Hitoshi twice, though his boyfriend only knew about the one time. Hitoshi knew he was quirkless and didn’t care, didn’t think he was any less capable for his lack of a quirk, loved him for all his flaws.
Hitoshi thought he could be a hero.
But was that still what Izuku wanted? The ache behind his ribs and the faint sting in his eyes were answer enough, but was it even possible? A quiet conversation beside a pond came to mind. Aizawa had said a person can be a good hero without being powerful…
Izuku started writing.
(A few more splintered shards of glass realigned and settled into place. Somehow it didn’t hurt quite so much this time.)
“Hey, are we allowed to do more than one?” Hitoshi asked the stall’s owner.
The bald man beamed at them and nodded. “Anything that isn’t used is getting tossed or going back in storage til next year.”
Hitoshi handed the man a few more yen to take a second and third tanzaku.
Izuku sheepishly did the same, grabbing a fourth after chewing on his lip for a minute.
When they finished writing, they peeled off the backing of the adhesive patch at one end of each strip and folded them into rings, making a paper chain of both of their wishes. Then they hunted along the flower beds of bamboo for a free branch to hang theirs from. All of the lower branches had long since been layered several wishes deep. They could see a few upper branches free, but they were too high to reach.
Izuku was puzzling out whether they could use a stick to lift their paper chain high enough to get it on one of those branches when his legs were grabbed, and his feet left the ground. He yelped and looked down with wide-eyed bewilderment as he fought to keep his balance. He was sitting on Hitoshi’s shoulders.
Hitoshi smirked up at him, holding his thighs to keep him steady. “Are you going to hang the tanzaku or enjoy the view all day?”
Izuku blushed and looked back at the bamboo. He should be able to reach now. He carefully hooked one end of the chain over a branch and pulled the leaves through it without letting them crimp. No sense in hurting the plant. Once the paper ring was securely resting in the fork between the branch and the vertical shoot, Izuku grinned and pulled his arms away.
Hitoshi squeezed his right thigh and took a step back to better see where the tanzaku chain hung. “Good job, Izu.”
Izuku nearly choked when he heard the nickname. He coughed and looked off to one side, pretending his face wasn’t burning. “Couldn’t have done it without you…Toshi.” Then he immediately redirected the conversation, “I guess Aizawa’s workout plan isn’t so bad after all. I know I’m not exactly light.”
Hitoshi blushed at his own nickname and grumbled something about deadlifts before crouching to set Izuku down. “Alright, o festival guide, where to next?”
Izuku laughed. “Now we wait for sunset. There’ll be a parade, then fireworks. Until then…come on. I think I saw some games this way,” he said, linking his hand with Hitoshi’s and pulling him along.
Hitoshi smiled and let Izuku sweep him into the throng once more.
Several hours later, the pair had staked their claim along the parade route and were nibbling on more festival food. The parade started just as twilight ground towards true night to allow the internal illumination of the intricate floats to really show. The floats were impressive, and some of them moved on their stages! But he found his eyes more often than not straying to watch Hitoshi’s face in the glow of the floats. Wonder was a good look on him.
Izuku didn’t realize he was smiling sappily until Hitoshi caught him staring and returned his grin with one of his own. As one of the last floats drove by, Hitoshi pulled Izuku into a solid hug and murmured, “Thanks for bringing me out here today, Izu.”
Izuku shuddered at Hitoshi’s voice in his ear and hugged his boyfriend back tightly.
Then Hitoshi pulled back a little and tilted Izuku’s chin up with a calloused hand. “I think I still owe you something from a few weeks ago, hm?” Then he leaned in and placed a feather light kiss on Izuku’s lips.
Izuku inhaled sharply and stared dazedly at Hitoshi, some part of him having trouble believing that this was happening.
A burst of sound overhead made Izuku flinch and look up. Colors flashed across the sky as the second firework detonated in a spray of bright blue and green. He’d known there would be fireworks when he planned this date; he’d forgotten why it had been so long since he’d been to see any in person. He forced his body to relax once he’d determined the source of the explosions and looked back down at Hitoshi, who had also turned to look skyward.
Izuku stood on his tiptoes to plant a kiss of his own at the corner of Hitoshi’s mouth before half-hiding his face back in the safety of Hitoshi’s chest. He watched the fireworks with one eye as he listened to Hitoshi’s heartbeat, pretending his own heart wasn’t racing.
Hitoshi’s arms tightened around him, and Izuku realized he may not have been as discreet as he’d thought. “Hey, you okay?” Hitoshi asked, voice laced with concern.
Izuku swallowed and failed to hide his flinch at a particularly loud explosion. He thought about lying for a moment but decided against it. “Forgot fireworks explode.” Izuku felt Hitoshi’s hum more than he heard it. There was a weird ringing in his ears.
“Can I help?”
Izuku shook his head, trying to ignore the way his fingers were starting to feel like static. “I got this. I can’t rely on you and Ekikyō to handle stuff like this for me all the time.” He closed his eyes and tried one of the breathing exercises Hound Dog had given him. He couldn’t really tell if it was working.
Hitoshi pulled away enough to lift Izuku’s chin again. “Izu, look at me?”
Izuku opened his eyes and tried to ignore everything else. It was difficult to stay focused on Hitoshi when he kept seeing flashes of blonde hair and the spark of explosions out of the corner of his eye.
After catching Izuku’s eyes for a few seconds, Hitoshi said, “I know you can handle this; I’m not saying you can’t. But just because you can doesn’t mean you have to. There’s a difference between self-sufficiency and leaving yourself in a situation where you’re hurting.”
Izuku jerked back a little. His reasoning for stepping away from the third round of the Sports Festival ran through his mind again. Was this like that? If so, they could leave, but…Hitoshi had been enjoying the fireworks so much. Izuku didn’t want to ruin that.
Izuku swallowed around the lump in his throat and whispered, “Okay.”
Hitoshi gave him one of his rare, small but genuine grins. “You sure?”
Izuku hummed and tucked his head back against Hitoshi’s chest. Calm fog fell over his shoulders like a weighted blanket, a little heavier than usual, but not completely blocking out the world around him.
“You’re safe, Izuku. Bakugo can’t get you here. You’re not going to think about him for the rest of the night, and fireworks won’t remind you of him or of getting hurt as long as I have you.”
Izuku blinked as the fog peeled back to the margins of his mind, barely there. He was aware that Brainwashing was blocking his normal reactions as another deafening pop rattled his insides. He knew the effect would go away when Hitoshi released him though, so he decided to make the most of it. He snuggled in closer to Hitoshi and looked up at the next burst of color and light, letting himself appreciate this moment of peace. “Thanks, Toshi.”
Hitoshi tightened his half of the hug and rested his chin atop Izuku’s head. “Anytime, Izu.”
Outtakes:
Hitoshi: writing on his tanzaku “A good home that lasts, become a hero, and get Izuku to understand how great he is”
Izuku: writing on his tanzaku “become a good hero, Hitoshi’s happiness, healthy relationships”
Izuku: can practically hear Ekikyō telling him to take care of himself too, not just when involving others, and grabs one more tanzaku “mental health”
Chapter 83: People Who Truly Care
Summary:
“The people who truly care about you won’t have to tell you they care. They’ll show you.” –Steve Maraboli
Chapter Text
Living on UA’s campus full-time was…interesting. Izuku had to remap everything and identify useful shortcuts and bolt holes around campus. For his peace of mind. It wasn’t like he expected to get attacked or chased down by fellow students, but well…everyone knew he was quirkless now. So…yeah. Better safe than sorry.
Being banned from carrying his pen knife on campus didn’t help his anxiety. At least Aizawa gave him permission to keep it on him when he left campus, which he did now for every morning run. Izuku supposed it was better than nothing.
Evening runs were spent on campus to allow him to push as close to curfew as possible. Oddly, UA didn’t seem to have a morning curfew. The gate had let him leave as early as 4:30 when he tried one morning. Not that Izuku was going to complain.
There were a few problems with living on campus though. Chief among them the whole everyone knowing he was quirkless thing. Izuku countered this by wearing a combination of hoodies, hats, face masks, and sunglasses whenever he left the apartment he and Aizawa shared. He didn’t loiter where other students might catch him alone, and he had yet to set foot in the support dorm since his classmates had moved in. He wasn’t sure how they would react, aside from Hatsume.
Hound Dog told him complete avoidance was unhealthy, but no one had cared or complained about him avoiding people when he lived off campus. It felt like a double standard.
Another problem was the general department’s dorms only a few blocks down from the teacher apartments and between said apartments and the support dorms. Izuku knew those were where Bakugo would be. And now Izuku was trapped in a walled compound with him. He tried very hard not to think about it, but someone seemed to pick up on the fact Izuku always took the long way around that part of campus. Next thing he knew, Aizawa was telling him that Bakugo was living off campus as part of his restraining order. Since he wasn’t in the hero course anymore, he wasn’t required to live on campus to begin with. Izuku could admit he was maybe a touch silly for worrying so much.
Then there was the fact that UA was a walled compound, and Izuku had multiple underground lives. Many of the days Hitoshi spent being drilled with 1-A on making super moves Izuku spent scouting UA’s defenses and finding a handful of places along the wall he could potentially climb in and out. He shied away from one place that looked too good to be true. The sturdy tree branch growing right over the wall looked innocent enough, but something about it screamed “trap.”
He ended up testing a few of the more out of the way weak points on his early morning runs, seeing if the sensors would trip with him going over the wall with and without his student id. Nothing seemed to happen when he did, and no teachers ever came running. But Izuku wasn’t entirely convinced. He just hoped Nezu wouldn’t rat him out.
(Part of him wondered if this might be a test similar to hacking into the police precinct or HPSC, just less obvious. But why would an analyst need to know how to physically get in and out of secure locations?)
He supposed he could ask when he met up with the principal tomorrow. With the fall semester set to start next week, Nezu had emailed him to come in a few days early, so they could cover his syllabi and semester projects. Apparently, Nezu had a big meeting he was going to be off-campus for most of the first day of class, but he didn’t want Izuku’s schooling to suffer for it.
But that was tomorrow. Tonight was his first patrol since settling in at UA. He wore an oversized Fat Gum hoodie over his vigilante costume–with a new motorcycle shirt–and only put up his hood and goggles after he was a block away from campus. Then he stowed his hoodie on a rooftop wedged between the AC unit and the roof access door. Now where to patrol?
UA was a bit too far away from the docks and warehouse district to justify heading there. He’d have to turn around and head back almost as soon as he arrived. His old route was closer though. There was still that drug dealer to take down, after all. Grinning, he set out.
Izuku and Ekikyō had tracked the guy for a few weeks and narrowed down where his supplier had to be operating out of: the entertainment district. That was a problem. The entertainment district was hero central, even at night. How a drug den had managed to set up shop under that many heroes’ noses (Endeavor’s included), Izuku wasn’t sure, but he knew better than to go chasing leads there himself.
Finding the dealer tonight wasn’t difficult. The man seemed to have no fear. Then again, with Eraserhead patrolling elsewhere, Izuku doubted any other hero would have stumbled upon the guy.
Izuku followed the man by rooftop for an hour. It had been a slow night for the man. If he followed his usual pattern, he’d turn back for the entertainment district soon. Then Izuku could finish a quick circuit and head back to UA.
Dreams of early sleep went out the window when someone came up to Izuku’s mark asking for Trigger, and the dealer pulled an injector pen out of an inner coat pocket.
This was the first Izuku had heard of that drug since talking about the disappearances with Eraserhead. Izuku sent the pro his location pin with a single word text of “Trigger” before the dealer named his price.
Izuku waited as long as he could, letting the pair haggle and posture, but once they’d reached an agreement, Izuku decided he had to act. He latched a grappling hook onto the lip of the roof and rappelled down to drop on top of the dealer. The man collapsed with a cry of surprise, and one steel toed kick to the groin ensured he’d stay down. Served the guy right for the way he’d almost approached Izuku when he was in civilian clothes.
Then Izuku stepped to one side of the dealer, keeping him in his peripheral vision as he faced the buyer. He removed his shoge hook from its holster as he moved. “The temporary power high of Trigger isn’t worth it, believe me. It only screws up your quirk, makes you do things you regret, and puts a target on your back from some really nasty people.”
(That was an odd thing Izuku discovered after Ekikyō left. A few of his memories had stuck around, specifically ones they’d thought about while their minds were tangled up at Kamino. He knew why Ekikyō’s friend wasn’t around anymore. That brain scan was sounding better by the day.)
The buyer, who Izuku could now see was a man not much older than him, took a step back but didn’t leave. “You don’t understand, man.” His eyes darted between Izuku and the injector that had been dropped in the scuffle to roll next to a dumpster. Izuku could see the man running the mental math on if he could reach it before Izuku reached him.
Izuku decided to give the man the answer rather than let him finish his calculations. He dropped the ring end of his shoge hook, letting out a length of rope before gripping the line and starting to spin it.
The man took a step back, eyes widening as if he hadn’t recognized the tool as a weapon before now. The man was still visibly recalculating his odds when a shadow dropped behind him. Then he was wrapped throat to ankle in pale grey bands of fabric and carbon steel alloy.
“Glad you could make it, Eraser,” Izuku called, stopping his shoge hook’s momentum with his steel plated boot before reeling it back in and returning it to its holster. Then he knelt to pull the incapacitated drug dealer’s hands behind his back to zip tie them.
“I would have appreciated a bit more information, Naisho,” the pro said crossly as he maneuvered the buyer to sit against the alley wall. “Now, what was this about Trigger?”
Izuku picked up the injector pen and tossed it to Eraserhead. Then he started patting down the dealer, sorting the product he found into different piles as he went. He didn’t recognize what everything was, but he could at least sort it by what pocket each packet and baggie came out of.
Eraserhead grumbled something under his breath before crouching beside Izuku. He eyed the haphazard piles for a moment before sighing and splitting one of the piles of whitish powder packets into two. “Those are different drugs, kid. See the slightly different colors? If they’re not totally different, one is at least cut with something. We’ll let Narcotics figure out what’s what.”
The hero pointed at a baggie of flat, round tablets next. “Those are fentanyl. Potent pain medication with a very small safety margin. Overdoses, fatal or otherwise, are more likely on that than most of the other drugs you’ll see on the streets.” Eraserhead walked through roughly IDing the other drugs as Izuku found them, listing off signs to look for to tell if a person was on (or in withdrawal for) each. Then he cautioned Izuku to wash his gloves and hands after this to avoid accidental exposure. The way street drugs were prepped was rarely perfect, often leaving residue on the outside of packaging.
Izuku took the warnings to heart and made a mental note to not have external slime if he and Ekikyō ever busted a drug dealer while together. Maybe it was a good thing they hadn’t tackled this guy before Ekikyō left.
By the time flashing lights approached the alley, they found five more alleged Trigger injectors and a case with two…Frankly Izuku wasn’t sure what they were, and Eraserhead didn’t seem to know either. They looked like a cross between a dart and a bullet. The truly worrying thing was the fact that the case only held two of the strange ammunition when it had room for five.
Eraserhead snapped the case shut and turned toward the mouth of the alley. “Wait for me topside,” he said, glancing up at the rooftops.
Izuku nodded and shook out his arms before sprinting to the alley wall. He took one step up to push off of the wall and reach the dangling rope attached to his grapple. He scrambled up the building as quickly as he could and pulled the line up after him.
He resisted the urge to watch Eraserhead hand off the dealer and druggie, taking a seat in the middle of the rooftop instead. As far as he knew, the HPSC still had an arrest order hanging over him. Letting a cop see him would be stupid and would likely get Eraserhead in trouble for working with him.
His stomach growled, and Izuku scrunched up his nose in frustration. He knew he should have eaten something more filling than veggie stir fry for dinner. He started to reach for the pocket he kept an emergency stash of energy bars in before stopping himself. He glared at his fingerless gloves in distrust. He couldn’t eat anything until he washed his hands, not unless he wanted to possibly poison himself or give himself a high. That would be really awkward to explain in the morning…
Eraserhead joined him on the rooftop ten minutes later. “They’ll send those injectors and bullets to the lab. You did good, kid.”
Izuku smiled back. Then his stomach growled again.
Eraserhead huffed. “Come on. I know a place that should still be open. We can wash our hands and get a mid-patrol pick-me-up.”
Izuku waved his hands in front of him. “That’s not necessary, Eraser! I have energy bars on me. I just–”
“But you still need to wash your hands, and it’s rude to use a diner’s restroom without buying something,” Eraserhead pointed out, face hidden in his scarf. Oh, the man was definitely grinning. “I’ve been meaning to talk to you anyway.”
Izuku grumbled half-heartedly and followed the hero as they took off across the rooftops. They stopped outside a small diner and gas station. Eraserhead waved him off toward the restroom while he stepped up to the counter to order. When Izuku came back, there was a carton of steaming takoyaki and a bottle of water on a table waiting for him. Then Eraserhead went to wash his hands.
Once they were both settled at the table and a few takoyaki in, Eraserhead sat back and lifted his goggles to sit on top of his head. Eraserhead never took off his goggles while on the clock. At least, not around Naisho.
Izuku swallowed his bite of fried octopus along with his nerves and waited for the man to speak.
Instead of getting straight to whatever it was he wanted to talk to Naisho about, Eraserhead asked, “It’s just you today?”
Izuku blinked behind the safety of his tinted goggles. “If you mean Gokaku, yeah, they’re out right now. Should be back in a few days. Why?”
The man seemed to think about something for a minute before reaching a decision. “I’ll need to speak to them when they return, but we’re here now, so…”
Eraserhead dug a slightly crumpled and tightly folded set of papers from a pocket in his costume. He set the packet on the table in front of him and picked at one corner with a nail. “You’ve been doing this for over a year now, kid. You’re out there several nights a week for most of the night.” He raised a hand when Izuku made to object.
“You’re doing good work, but don’t think I didn’t notice the injuries you showed up to patrol with nearly every week last year. I’m glad you seem to be safer now, Naisho, but I get the feeling that your day life still isn’t ideal. I won’t ask, but I wanted to let you know you have a way out if you ever need it,” he said, sliding the folded paper across the plastic tabletop to rest in front of Izuku.
Izuku hesitantly picked the paper up and unfolded it to stare uncomprehendingly at the title on the first page: Application for Emergency Foster. The words processed, but they still didn’t make sense. “But…you’re already fostering a kid?”
“Mhm. While a hero’s emergency foster license only allows for one foster at a time, that license can be used for additional cases if the person holding it also has this.” Eraserhead pulled something up on his phone before sliding it over for Izuku to look at. Opened on screen was an email congratulating Aizawa Shota on completing the requirements and inspections needed for a traditional foster license.
Izuku looked between the phone and its owner in confusion. Izuku looked back down at the emergency foster paperwork to see only Aizawa’s information was filled out.
“But you–I…”
“I don’t need or expect an answer now, kid, but if you ever need or want an out, I’d be happy to take you in. The same goes for Gokaku or the two of you together, however that works.”
Izuku swallowed a lump in his throat and nodded in lieu of answering out loud.
Eraserhead nodded back and nudged the takoyaki box toward Izuku after taking one more. “Go ahead and eat the rest, Problem Child. I’ve had enough.”
Izuku offered the man a wobbly grin and stuffed another takoyaki in his mouth. He made it to the last takoyaki before he worked up the nerve to ask, “You’d really be willing to let Gokaku stay?”
“Yes, kid.”
Izuku turned the last fried dough ball in his hand, not looking up as he asked, “Even if he’s done bad things in the past?”
Eraserhead sighed. “Naisho, I saw the security camera footage from Hosu General.”
Izuku nearly dropped the takoyaki as he realized what that meant. Eraserhead had known for months.
“I’m aware of who Gokaku is. And I’m aware of the extenuating circumstances that led to his actions. As long as he doesn’t go murdering anyone else or kidnapping my foster son again—and Izuku doesn’t have a bad reaction to him being around—he’ll be just as welcome as you.”
Izuku almost laughed at the idea of him not wanting Ekikyō around. “I’m sure we can work something out. I-if it ever comes to that. You…you wouldn’t make us stop? Going out as Naisho, I mean.”
“Now why would I go and do that? You’d just sneak out behind my back. This way I can at least keep an eye on you.”
Izuku struggled not to laugh. Eraserhead had no idea how right he was. But would he still feel that way once he knew Naisho was quirkless? “Promise?”
“I promise, kid.”
“I’ll hold you to that. I…I’ll think about it.”
“That’s all I ask, Problem Child. Now, come on,” Eraserhead said, standing up and popping his back. “I’m sure one drug dealer isn’t all that’s changed while I’ve been patrolling across town. Fill me in while we patrol?”
Izuku smiled and quickly threw their trash out before falling into step beside the hero. “Sure.”
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“Welcome back, Midoriya!” Nezu said as the door opened.
Izuku smiled at the possible mustelid. “It’s good to be back, Nezu-sensei.”
“Mhm. I take it the new accommodations are to your liking?”
“If you mean the apartment, yeah. It’s nice. The cats are still a little freaked out and just got let out of the spare bedroom this morning, but it’s good.”
“I’m sure they’ll adjust soon enough,” Nezu said. Once Izuku settled onto the sofa across from his desk, Nezu clapped his paws together. “Now, since I regrettably have a meeting after the fall semester’s opening ceremony, I’d like to deliver this to you now.” Nezu pulled a flashdrive from inside his vest and tossed it to Izuku.
Izuku caught the device and pocketed it. “Syllabi and semester projects?”
Nezu grinned. “Yes. This time your semester analysis project will turn from focusing on heroes to villains. Quirk breakdown, takedown strategies, discerning their motivations, predicting their future targets, and general police profiling.”
Izuku frowned a little. That sounded…more difficult than what he’d done with the hero students.
Nezu caught his shift in mood. “Don’t fret, Midoriya. I will be teaching you everything you need to know to succeed in class and less academic settings, and the case files you’ll be analyzing are on that drive as well. That about covers your analysis class. Now, as for your coding and cybersecurity lessons, this term we’ll be moving on from breaking into security systems to creating your own. We’ll also cover the creation and combating of computer viruses in their various forms…”
The following conversation was…enlightening to say the least. All too soon their time was up, and Izuku was due to meet up with Aizawa, Hitoshi, and Uraraka to start back up their afternoon training sessions. As Izuku packed his things up, Nezu appeared beside him holding a shoebox under one arm. The sight was incongruous enough that Izuku stared.
The principal slid the shoebox onto the sofa next to Izuku’s backpack. “Aizawa and I went in together on this,” he said, patting the corner of the box. “They’re much better quality than those offered by the only Japanese company, though they did get stuck in customs for longer than I anticipated. They were supposed to arrive in time for your birthday but just arrived last week. Let us know if you need a different size.”
Izuku opened the box as Nezu walked back to his desk. He stared in disbelief for a moment before beaming. Izuku wondered if he’d get in trouble if he hugged the principal.
Outtakes:
Izuku: eyeing his much-patched motorcycle shirt “Hm…Funds are a little tight. I can totally put off ordering a voice changer until I do my next round of analyses for Giran. This shirt isn’t going to last much longer at this rate. It’s not like I’m going to run into anyone I know anyway.”
Murphy’s Law: sneaks up behind Izuku with a crowbar “I’m baaaacccck!”
Aizawa: is brooding in the staff room while reading a book
Yamada: “Why the long face, Shota?” leans over to read the title; only catches “Parenting” before the book is pulled away
Aizawa: gives Yamada a warning look before sighing “How do you tell one Problem Child you’re thinking about taking in another Problem Child—potentially two—without him feeling like he’ll be losing your attention?”
Yamada: beams “You passed inspection then?! I told you you had nothing to worry about. Oh, Sho! We have to go celebrate! Have you told Nemuri or Tensei yet?”
Aizawa: groans and checks the clock “You are utterly unhelpful. I have students to run ragged. I don’t have time for a party.” tucks the book into his capture scarf and stalks toward the door
Yamada: “That’s why I’m the organizer! I’ll text the others and let you know when they’re free.”
Aizawa: hides a smile in his capture weapon and walks faster
Chapter 84: The Consequences of Our Actions
Summary:
“The consequences of our actions take hold of us, quite indifferent to our claim that meanwhile we have ‘improved.’” –Friedrich Nietzsche
Notes:
The time has arrived! The 2 chapters I yeeted into the future back in July (where they would have been chapters 59 & 60) have finally landed! They have been re-written and re-written again (and again and again in some parts for good measure). A certain character was giving me so much trouble. I rewrote parts of his POV 4-5 times. I'm fairly happy with the result at this point. ^.^
Special thanks to Neubauje and LenaThe Oddity for beta-reading.
Y'all were killing me last chapter. No one was freaking out about Murphy's Law returning. I couldn't decide whether to pout or evil smirk the entirety of last week. xD Anyway, I hope y'all enjoy this chapter.
Chapter Text
Katsuki'd had about enough of this shit. Things had finally started to get back to normal after that shitshow of a Sports Festival and internship when he’d been called to the principal’s office. He should have known something was up when he saw his parents there waiting for him. Or, you know, the smug police detective also standing in the office.
Then the smiling rat told him that he was being demoted to Gen Ed while the police finished their investigation. That was another thing. The police were charging him, Bakugo Katsuki, with assault with a quirk. Multiple counts of it. Katsuki stopped trying to run a tally over his old man’s shoulder after the first three pages of the document Detective Fuckface served them.
The rest of the day was spent at the Musutafu Police Precinct answering questions like he was some common criminal instead of the future Number One hero. And there was a restraining order he had to sign?! The whole thing was infuriating, but not nearly as infuriating as his old hag when they got home.
She yelled and swore and smacked him upside the head, and he spat vitriol right back. (He’d learned from the best after all.) They argued; that’s what they did. What Katsuki didn’t expect was the stinging disappointment on his old man’s face. Somehow that hurt worse than any of the times the old hag called him weak.
Then those chucklefucks in The League of Villains had the nerve to kidnap him and tell him to his face that he’d make a good villain. The worst part was that those cowards took him in his sleep. He never even got a chance to fight back. If they’d tried to take him in a fair fight, he’d have beaten the crap out of them, and they knew it.
No one else seemed to get that though. Everyone acted like he should be traumatized or some shit. Even Katsuki’s old man was more cautious with him since his parents had woken up from whatever quirk had been used to knock all three of them out. At least his old hag was the same as ever. She still treated him the same.
It drove Katsuki up a wall. He wasn’t weak or traumatized, and he certainly wasn’t a villain.
He wasn’t worried about the upcoming court date or incensed that he was barred from moving into the campus dorms either. He was just frustrated that he had to go all the way to campus to pick up his semester schedule then turn right back around and leave. Even that short time on campus was enough for all the extras to spot him and whisper about him as if he couldn’t damn well see and hear them.
By the time he stalked back into his room, his patience was shot. The minute the hag got home from work and yelled up the stairs to ask, “Did you behave yourself today, or did you blow some poor, defenseless kid up again?” he grabbed a hoodie and stomped toward the front door.
“I’m going out for some damn peace and quiet!” he yelled over his shoulder.
“Katsuki, you get back here this second. You’re not getting out of this.”
“I don’t feel like arguing today, old hag,” Katsuki called back before slamming the door behind him.
Mitsuki shouted just loud enough to be heard through the closed door, “I didn’t raise a coward!”
Katsuki ground his teeth as he stalked away. He wasn’t a coward. He knew he’d blow up if she smacked him one more time. (The back of his head was still a little tender from yesterday where her wedding ring had caught him.) He could take anything she threw at him; he wasn’t scared of her. But that didn’t mean he wanted to deal with another screaming match right now. His skin crawled recalling what they’d shouted at each other yesterday before his old man broke them up.
It was always the same thing, as if Katsuki didn’t hear her the first dozen times.
“We raised you better than this!” The old hag just didn’t like that he could dish it out as good as she gave it now. Not so fun to be on the receiving end, was it?
“Only a coward would beat up someone defenseless, brat!” Even the old hag could get how weak Deku was through her thick head, so why couldn’t useless Deku understand it? Not that Katsuki cared, but his old hag would be insufferable if she had to comfort Auntie Inko when Deku inevitably got himself killed trying to be a hero. How was he the coward for actually doing something to try to stop that?
“When did you get so arrogant?” Katsuki wasn’t arrogant. Being arrogant meant thinking you were all that when you weren’t, implied that a person was weaker than they thought and an idiot to boot. Katuski knew exactly how strong he was, how big a blast he could fire off without screwing up his wrists or shoulders, had done the math on how much force his explosions put out (and how that force distributed in an enclosed space after that first Heroics practical class). He wasn’t weak, and he wasn’t stupid, regardless of how many times the old hag yelled it.
But no matter how many times he shouted at her, she never heard him.
His old man usually stepped in to break them up once the shouting got over a certain decibel, but since the police case was announced, he’d stopped intervening except when Katsuki and the old hag got heated enough to pose a danger to their surroundings.
At some point over the years Katsuki got fed up with being ignored and stopped trying to justify himself or his actions. There were still times he couldn’t resist shouting back, but he was smart. He’d learned his lesson. (If the old hag and old man couldn’t be bothered to understand him, why would anyone else listen?)
Katsuki reached for his phone, intending to drown out the grating thoughts with his music, only to come up empty. Of course, he’d left his phone charging in his room. And his wallet; it looked like getting spicy ramen was out too then. As if this day couldn’t get any shittier. He sighed and shoved his hands in his pockets, hunched his shoulders, and stomped his way down the sidewalk.
After a minute, he shifted into a jog. If he couldn’t listen to his music, he could at least burn off some frustration by exercising. He needed to get stronger anyway. Maybe by the time he headed back (late enough that his old hag would already be asleep and he wouldn’t have to deal with her), he’d be tired enough to get some proper sleep too. Maybe.
He didn’t have a guilty conscience or some complex about sleeping in his room now, damn it! But maybe if he was tired enough when he collapsed into bed, his old man’s disappointment, Dabi’s smile and blue flames, and the way Deku had looked at him at the Sports Festival would stop circling in his brain like freaking buzzards.
(He’d given up on getting anything but yelling from the old hag a long time ago.)
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Izuku was a few minutes late to the gym for training, but his heart felt too full to care. He didn’t even mind that his eyes were still a little red from happy tears. His new sneakers squeaked as he skidded to a stop before his friends and Aizawa. The shoes fit like a dream and the colors! Nezu and Aizawa had gotten him the American company’s limited run to celebrate Star and Stripe hitting 25 years of service over the summer. (In a field where so many retired early from injury—if they weren’t killed first—25 years was a monumental milestone.)
Hitoshi raised an exhausted eyebrow at him. Uraraka smiled and asked, “What’s got you in such a good mood, Izuku?”
Izuku pointed down at his feet. “Aizawa and Nezu ordered me new shoes!”
Hitoshi scrunched up one side of his face. “Are those All Might’s colors?”
Izuku squawked in indignation. “No! They’re Star and Stripe’s!”
Hitoshi smirked. “I dunno. They look a lot like All Might’s.”
Rude. Izuku pouted at him. As if he’d wear All Might’s merch after finally selling off his entire collection.
“Alright, Problem Children,” Aizawa said, drawing their attention back to him. “Stretch then start suicide sprints. Go. Midoriya, pay attention to your feet. You haven’t broken those shoes in. If they rub wrong or start hurting, stop and fix them before you get blisters.”
“Got it, Aizawa-sensei!” Izuku said, hanging back as his friends went to one of the mats to start stretching. A quick glance to make sure they weren’t looking and Izuku dove forward to give his guardian a quick hug before bolting after them. It was a good day.
By the time Izuku and Aizawa headed home, Izuku was still riding his high. He hurried to shower and change out of his workout clothes, so he could head back out to the kitchen. For dinner they were going to fry some gyoza and try out a Korean cucumber and sesame seed salad recipe Kayama-sensei had given Aizawa.
Izuku slowed as he pulled his shirt on, wondering when he’d started looking forward to their dinners so much rather than dreading them. The idea of having Aizawa’s attention focused on him had been beyond nerve-wracking when he’d first moved in with the man, but the idea wasn’t quite so intimidating anymore, despite the threat Erasure posed.
Had it really only been three months?
Izuku knew his ability to judge a person’s character wasn’t the most reliable, but he found himself trusting Aizawa. He’d trusted Eraserhead already, but Aizawa was a teacher. That…didn’t raise Izuku’s hackles like it used to. Teachers weren’t trustworthy, but Aizawa…Aizawa was.
Trusting people was still a novel thing to Izuku, but the man had at least proven himself as much as Cross and Cheshire after the drydock fiasco. Trusting and confiding in the two underground medics had worked out. And Nezu knew a lot—probably more than Izuku wished—but that hadn’t blown up on him yet either. And then there was Hound Dog. Maybe…maybe he could afford to extend that same trust to Aizawa. Not having to keep so many secrets and constantly sneak around his guardian would be nice.
There was a part of Izuku that was still worried/convinced that once Aizawa knew it was (useless) Izuku under the mask and goggles that he’d change his mind, decide that he couldn’t be trusted to take care of himself. Yes, Aizawa had said he wouldn’t stop Naisho going out, and he was willing to accept Ekikyō despite knowing he had a kill count. And Aizawa had listened when they had their argument, even if it had taken him a day to do so. He’d been training Izuku’s civilian self for months too and hadn’t thrown him aside yet. Aizawa thought Izuku could be a hero.
Izuku was still torn. Maybe things would be okay, but things could also be ruined. There was a sense of apprehension and thrill, like eyeing a gap between buildings just wide enough that he might not be able to make it.
It was a risk.
Izuku kinda wanted to try.
Izuku cradled that idea in his hands and seriously considered it. He’d talk to Ekikyō about telling Aizawa once his friend was back. This decision would affect both of them, so he wasn’t going to make it alone.
That decided, Izuku headed for the apartment’s kitchen, bending down to scratch gently along Komainu’s spine as the Abyssinian trotted past. He paid similar tribute to Maneki where she sat on the back of the sofa, but he couldn’t spot Mausu anywhere. She was probably still hiding. Izuku shrugged and washed his hands. Then he started pulling out the cutting board and knives Aizawa favored for chopping vegetables.
A meow from Maneki warned Izuku that Aizawa had finished changing too, and he shifted to one side to allow his guardian to access the fridge. Izuku offered Aizawa a grin as he took the head of cabbage the man held out to him. The corner of Aizawa’s mouth twitched up in return. Then they got to work.
One delicious meal and a few hours later, Izuku was sprinting across the rooftops in full Naisho regalia. He was patrolling his old route, though he steered clear of his mom’s apartment block. He hadn’t run into any more drug dealers, but it seemed the more common criminals hadn’t gotten the memo about his return yet.
Izuku swung down from the rooftop by his grappling hook and slammed both steel-plated boots into his second mugger of the night. The flailing man went down almost disappointingly fast. At least the victim was fine. After checking the middle-aged woman for injuries and staying with her until the 119 operator assured her that police were on the way, Izuku bade her farewell.
He managed to climb only a meter when something snapped. Izuku twisted to land in a crouch and frowned at the frayed rope in his hand. He looked up at the roof where the hook end of his grapple and a few meters of rope still hung. He’d have to be careful with his others tonight and check all of them thoroughly tomorrow. If one had worn out, the others might be close too.
But for now, he needed to get away before police arrived. He coiled the snapped rope around his waist and ducked down a familiar alley on foot. He squeezed through a gap between the few boards remaining in the fence at the end of it. It was a much tighter fit than he remembered. He wondered distractedly if he had hit a growth spurt or just put on that much muscle.
He shrugged the question off for now, jogging out of that alley and crossing the street to take another back-alley shortcut. This time he had to vault up onto a dumpster and clamber over the rest of the ten-foot chain link fence in a particularly dark byway, but that put him only one block away from his favorite fire escape.
He walked onto the side street at a leisurely pace and collided with a solid body. “I’m so sorry. I wasn’t looking where I was going. Are you—”
“Deku?”
Izuku’s blood froze in his veins. He slowly looked up, knowing already what he was going to see. In the low light, Bakugo’s crimson eyes looked closer to the color of dried blood.
Izuku took a step to the side and tried to get around the blonde. What was Bakugo even doing out here this late?! It was after midnight, and Bakugo had always been one to turn in early and rise earlier. “Uh, excuse me, citizen,” he said, purposely making his voice deeper. “I have to be getting back to my patrol. Thank you for your continued support.”
Bakugo picked him apart with his eyes, from his goggles to his combat boots. He stepped to block Izuku’s path, inadvertently (or purposefully) trapping Izuku in the alley. “Cut the crap, Deku. What do you think you’re doing?”
Izuku’s pulse raced, and he just knew that if he were wearing his tracker, it would be vibrating a warning right now. He’d been made. “Just my evening run, citizen. Please stand aside.” Izuku’s stomach dropped somewhere around his knees when Bakugo scowled and took a step forward.
“I have eyes, Deku. You don’t need combat boots and weapons for a run. Are you seriously a fucking vigilante?”
“Can’t be a vigilante without a quirk, now can I?” Izuku asked as he took a slow step back, trying to think of a way out of this. The fence behind him was too tall to hope he could climb it before Bakugo caught him, and getting past Bakugo meant getting within exploding range of him, which was just a plain bad idea.
Bakugo stared at him in disbelief for a moment before popping a few small explosions in his right hand, lighting up the alley. In the otherwise silent space, they might as well have been gunshots. “You think you’re a smartass now? Newsflash, Deku: no one wants to be saved by a pathetic waste of space like you. As if you could help anyone. You can’t even save yourself.”
Izuku flinched back at the explosions, heart rabbiting behind his ribs and scars burning. He took another step back, bigger this time, trying to gain enough space to do whatever he needed to. Maybe he hadn’t ever saved himself, but that was because for the longest time he didn’t believe himself worth saving. He knew (was learning) better now. Izuku shifted into a loose fighting stance and steeled himself. “You forget your restraining order?” Izuku asked, thoughts racing through several ways this could play out.
Bakugo smirked. “That thing? I don’t see a sniveling nerd around here. Just some nutjob running around Musutafu who fancies himself a dangerous vigilante.”
“Leave me alone, Bakugo,” Izuku implored, even while resigning himself to having to do this. He really didn’t want to, but Bakugo wasn’t going to let him go. Izuku undid the clip on his chest holster and unslung his shoge hook. The ring rapidly picked up speed in an underhanded swing as Izuku backed one last step away. He twirled the tip of the hook dagger at the other end of the rope, hoping against hope that the threat might discourage his old bully.
Bakugo was a lot of things, but he’d never been a coward. He never ran from a fight, even if he shouldn’t have picked it in the first place. The blonde lunged forward with hands clawed and sparking.
Izuku shifted and raised his right foot to catch the ring of his shoge hook. The rope wound around the underside of his foot, clacking the ring loudly against one of the steel plates on his boot’s arch before rebounding. In an instant, Izuku shifted his weapon from underhanded to overhanded rotation.
The move served a second purpose; the unfamiliar and loud, metallic sound distracted Bakugo for a spilt second as his eyes darted to identify the source of the noise. Izuku took that opportunity to bring the ring down hard on Bakugo’s right arm, just behind the forearm muscle but in front of the elbow. Bakugo jerked forward and roared at the pressure point hit.
Izuku dove to the right to avoid the retaliatory explosion from Bakugo’s left hand. Izuku was back on his feet a second later, swinging his shoge hook once more and eyeing Bakugo for another opening. Bakugo was more cautious now though, keeping one eye on Izuku’s weapon. The blonde seemed to have shaken off the blow and was using his right hand to spark explosions again, but Izuku was willing to bet it still hurt.
They didn’t quite circle each other—Bakugo was unwilling to give up his position between Izuku and the alley’s only exit—but they shuffled back and forth a bit. Izuku was debating the merits of baiting Bakugo into an attack and sliding under said attack to make a run for it when Bakugo finally moved again, accelerating his approach with explosions aimed behind him.
Izuku let his shoge hook fly in an underhanded arc aimed for the boy’s solar plexus. He wasn’t terribly surprised when Bakugo shifted his arms midair to blast himself out of the weapon’s path. He was even less surprised by the next attack: his bully’s signature right hook. Izuku swiped for Bakugo’s outstretched palm with his hook dagger. He just managed to graze Bakugo’s skin before the blonde pulled up short and blasted himself back to safety with his left hand.
“I’m not the same Deku you knew, Bakugo. I’m Naisho, who's taken down dozens of criminals and villains. You’re not as scary as you think,” Izuku said, like a liar. He tightened his grip on his hook dagger and rope to hide the shaking of his hands.
Bakugo looked up from the thin cut on his right palm to snarl at the slight. A second later he was lunging forward again.
They traded a few more blows and near-misses before things came to a head. Bakugo rushed Izuku with another right hook, but instead of closing within the vigilante’s reach, a blindingly bright explosion erupted in the space between them.
A second later an explosion bloomed across Izuku’s exposed back. He lurched forward and spun to face Bakugo, blinking rapidly to clear the spots from his vision. He only had time to raise his arms and turn his head away before another explosion slammed into him. Burning pain washed over his bare arms and everything they couldn’t shield, and Izuku clenched his teeth against the pain now alight along his jaw and neck. His chest hurt too, though that might have been his anxiety and barely held off panic attack.
Izuku felt cold dread creep up his spine as he watched for Bakugo's next strike. Izuku wasn’t the only one who had learned some new tricks since they’d last met. Bakugo didn’t give him time to counterattack after that, but he did make one mistake. In vaulting over Izuku to land a hit on his back, Bakugo had left the alley’s exit unobstructed.
Izuku turned and jumped as the next explosion detonated, letting it propel him away from Bakugo. He landed in a painful roll before hopping back to his feet, making a mad dash for the open street. Bakugo bellowed behind him before launching himself after Izuku. Even hearing him coming Izuku still wasn’t prepared for the gap in explosions to be followed by a heel to his ribs. The kick was immediately followed by a two-handed blast. Already off-balance from the kick, the explosion sent Izuku careening sideways into the alley wall. His shoulder hit first, then his cheekbone and forehead. Izuku saw stars, then nothing at all.
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Katsuki watched in satisfaction as the useless nerd finally hit the ground. Deku thought he could get away from Bakugo Katsuki? Then he had another thing coming. Katsuki bent his knees as he landed, leaping forward to deliver another blow and another before the quirkless bastard could get his feet back under him.
Except…Deku wasn’t flinching away from the kicks and explosions, and he wasn’t curling in on himself to protect his head and abdomen like he always did when he knew he was beat.
Katsuki paused.
The nerd lay still on the pavement, the only movement the small rise and fall of his chest. Katsuki toed him with a sneaker, nudging him to roll onto his back. Katsuki grimaced at the reddening patch on Deku’s forehead where he’d knocked his head against the wall.
The nerd’s head lolled to the side. He still didn’t move.
Distant horror coiled in Katsuki’s chest. He knew this feeling. It was the same gut-twisting sense of wrong he’d had the day Deku didn’t come to class, the day after Katsuki had told him to jump. The feeling had gotten worse as the hours ticked by and the extras started whispering about Deku “taking his advice.” Katsuki hated that feeling.
He crouched beside the useless nerd and shoved his shoulder. “Hey.”
No response.
The feeling in his chest grew sharp teeth and happily sank them into his insides. To his dying day, he would deny that his hand shook as he reached for his ph—He’d left his phone in his room. Fuck.
His eyes darted between Deku and the street, mentally calculating how long it would take to get home. He ground his teeth and ran. He hoped his mom was asleep by now. The voice in his head that sounded like her was already calling him a coward. He didn’t need the real deal too. Not when he was already wondering if she was right.
Outtakes:
Aizawa: walks into the staff room slightly dazed
Yamada: “You okay there, Shota?”
Aizawa: “Problem Child initiated a hug with me.”
Nezu: appears with mussed fur and suit jacket “He got you too, I see.”
Izuku: finds an unconscious, injured person in an alley while his phone’s at home “Let’s see if they have a phone I can use!”
Bakugo: makes an unconscious, injured person in an alley while his phone’s at home “Like Deku has anyone to call. Why would he carry a phone that could be tracked while out playing vigilante? Let me run home and get my phone!”
Bakugo: gets home, grabs his phone, and promptly realizes he didn’t check the street name of where he fought Deku. “Shit.”
Chapter 85: Trust
Summary:
“Trust is the fruit of a relationship in which you know you are loved.” –William Paul Young
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Ekikyō slunk along one of the patrol routes he and Izuku used as Naisho. Sure, he wasn’t with the kid right now, but he might as well scout while on his way to the park. There was already the one drug dealer that had decided to set up shop on their turf, and he didn’t like the idea of what other sorts of lowlifes might have moved in while they’d been focused on the kidnapping case and rescuing Hitoshi.
He hadn’t expected to run into Izuku on patrol, but he wasn’t all that surprised when he felt the faintest tug halfway through the patrol’s circuit. Ekikyō followed it, worrying more with each second that passed without Izuku moving toward him in turn. Was he in the middle of a fight? There should be more movement if that was the case.
Eventually, the slime he sensed led him to an alley. The faint tastes of burnt skin and smoke in the air made him antsy as much as they confirmed he was in the right place. Ekikyō carefully checked to make sure no one else was around before slinking from the sporadically lit street into the darkened gap between buildings. While waiting for his eyes to slowly adjust, Ekikyō felt around the space with his slime. After a few seconds, he came in contact with a familiar circular piece of metal: Izuku’s shoge hook.
Ekikyō picked up the ring and followed the rope to the other end and found an arm. It had been hard to pick Izuku's collapsed form out of the shadows, but he could just about see him now that he knew where to look. Ekikyō prodded the kid with one tendril, checking him for injuries while another gently felt at his neck for his pulse. The kid twitched a few times and groaned once but didn’t open his eyes.
He was alive, but someone had burned his forearms from glove to elbow pad. As his eyes adjusted enough to pick out details, Ekikyō winced. Izuku had a huge goose egg on one side of his forehead and a matching black eye. Probably a concussion then. Ekikyō eyed his friend for a few moments, debating what to do. He obviously couldn’t leave the kid out here, but was it safe to possess and move him? He didn’t trust Izuku’s breathing to stay steady with him out (mostly out?) like this. Though he could always possess him the same way he had Iida…Yeah, that should work.
Ekikyō started slipping his slime through the exposed and irritated skin on Izuku’s arms and pushed slime through the vents in his friend’s costume to get more surface area to work with. A minute later, Ekikyō had a solid grip on Izuku’s lungs. He used some of his body to hold Izuku’s head steady in case he started to come to mid-possession. He winced as he found more burns along Izuku’s neck and lower face, then proceeded to possess Izuku normally, leaving their villain phone and the stylus Izuku had given him on the ground next to their shoge hook.
As he settled into every inch of Izuku, Ekikyō took stock of his condition. The kid was barely conscious—if the disorganized half-thoughts and flashes of images could even be called conscious—and there was something wrong with his neck and left shoulder. The nerves there were sending pain signals sporadically even though Ekikyō couldn’t feel anything worse than a bruise on their shoulder. Two of the ligaments in their neck were a touch frayed too. It was probably a good thing he hadn’t tried to move Izuku.
The burns on his arms and face were fairly self-explanatory, but the boy’s back and chest had a few burns too, mostly in the gaps between the armored plates of his motorcycle shirt. Then there were the bruises developing on the right side of his chest and scattered over his stomach.
“Hey, Izuku, can you hear me?” Ekikyō tried asking.
Izuku’s confused brain seemed to calm a little at his voice, but the kid didn’t answer.
Ekikyō tried corralling Izuku’s thoughts and getting the kid’s mind into some semblance of order, but the pieces kept slipping through his grasp like Izuku was the one made out of slime. He grumbled in frustration but stopped himself when he started picking up feelings of distress from Izuku’s disoriented mind.
Right, the kid was conditioned to think someone around him being angry meant he was going to get hurt. Izuku’d been a lot better about that lately, but it made sense for him to fall back on that instinct with his mind in shambles. Ekikyō carefully packed away his frustration and worry, then pushed softer, safe feelings at Izuku. The kid settled pretty quickly, at least.
Ekikyō sighed with their body. This was just great. Eraserhead was due to be home in two hours, and there was no way Ekikyō could hope to get Izuku fixed up by then. Repairing these types of injuries normally would take a few days, and there wasn’t enough make-up in the world to hide the lump on their head or the swelling around their eye. There was no way Ekikyō would be able to hide the injuries by morning.
That wasn’t even addressing the fact Cross wouldn’t be able to do much about a concussion and whatever whiplash or strain was going on with their neck. They might need some sort of MRI or a neck brace. Well, Eraser had said he could get them a brain scan…
Ekikyō opened their eyes, wincing when their left eye only opened a sliver. Deciding not to move the kid’s body and risk agitating their messed-up neck, he pushed slime through their skin and quickly checked their pockets for their phone. After retrieving it, Ekikyō tried talking to Izuku again, “Kid, I really need your input here. We’re in a bit of a pickle. I can try to get us to help myself, but I think we’re going to end up needing to call Eraserhead. He’ll…probably find out who you are if I do that.”
Izuku’s mind sharpened for a few seconds, focusing on his words and the urgency behind them, before starting to fragment again. There weren’t any words, but there were several snippets of memory involving Eraser and Aizawa. There was a sense of safety and trust attached to each of them.
Ekikyō raised their right eyebrow at the answer but took it at face value. “Alright, Izuku. I’ll call in the cavalry.”
Ekikyō passed the phone from his slime to Izuku’s right hand and started dialing. The device only rang twice before Eraser picked up. “Naisho?”
“Yeah, it’s us, Eraser, or well, just Gokaku at the moment. Kid took a pretty hard blow to the head before I got here, and there’s something wrong with his neck. We…may need you to pick us up.”
Eraserhead cursed on the other end of the line before saying, “What’s your location?”
“I’ll ping you in a moment. Oh, and Eraser?”
“Yes?”
“Try not to be too angry when you find out Naisho’s identity.”
After that, Ekikyō hung up and sent Eraser their location pin. He tucked their phones and his stylus into their costume’s pockets. He settled for putting the hook dagger part of their shoge hook in its holster and stuffing the rope and ring end into the pouch with their grappling hooks. Then he settled in to wait.
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Shota wasn’t quite sure what he expected to find when he fetched his car and arrived at the location Gokaku sent, but it wasn’t this. “You said he has a concussion; you said nothing about burns!” he hissed at the boy as he swept his flashlight over the rest of the vigilante to see if Gokaku had left anything else out.
“Sorry, Eraser. I was a bit preoccupied with being unable to piece the kid’s mind back together. I can wake him up from being unconscious, but apparently straightening out concussed thoughts is where my quirk draws a line.”
Shota raised an eyebrow at the unusual level of sarcasm and bite in Gokaku’s tone. Then again, the man seemed to genuinely care about Naisho. Shota knew being unable to help someone he cared about ate at him. Gokaku likely felt the same. Alright, he could deal with that. It wasn’t the first time he’d had to work around a semi-belligerent loved one of a victim.
“Can you tell me what happened? You said his neck was injured?”
Gokaku hummed affirmatively. “Not sure what exactly happened. I found him like this. Ligaments on the right side of his neck are frayed and the nerves from the left side of his neck down through the shoulder are firing off way more than they should for the bruise he has there.” Gokaku listed off the various other injuries he’d cataloged.
Shota half listened while he took the pair’s vitals. They were…off in an odd but consistent way that Shota had to assume was due to their possession. Shota absently debated trying to check the vigilante’s pupils through his goggles.
Gokaku seemed to notice and grinned. “Like I said, don’t be mad when you find out. Also, our face might start bleeding for a second when you take the goggles off. Left side really bit into the skin.”
Shota stilled as he processed the permission. He narrowed his eyes. “Did both of you make this decision?”
“Eh, as much as I could get Naisho to answer anyway. These are kinda extenuating circumstances.”
Shota disliked the possibility of breaking Naisho’s trust, but Gokaku wasn’t wrong. With head and neck injuries, the vigilante needed more help than the underground clinic was able to provide. Gokaku and he would deal with any anger Naisho had after he was healed enough to think clearly.
Shota took a bracing breath and carefully lifted the vigilante’s goggles away from his face and slid them up to rest on his beanie. The awful, blue-black bruise creeping from the vigilante’s cut cheekbone to surround his closed left eye held Shota’s attention for a moment before his eyes locked onto the blood welling from the disturbed cut. It was black instead of red, and it stopped flowing almost as soon as it started. It was disturbing on some level to watch the blood retreat back into the wound and a glob of green-ish black something fill the cut like a liquid bandage.
Shota shook off the skin-crawling feeling and took in the rest of the kid’s features. The shape of the face was immediately recognizable, though the usual freckles and scar on the left cheek were absent. On closer inspection, the smudge of blood on his left cheek was a lighter color where the scar should be. Make-up?
“Izuku?” Shota asked in disbelief.
His foster son’s face twisted into a wide grin that was distinctly not Izuku as emerald-bright eyes blinked open to meet his. “Yes, but he’s unavailable right now. Would you like to leave a message?”
So many things made more sense now, and so many others made even less. Shota shoved the whole mess aside for now. Izuku was hurt. He quickly checked his kid’s eyes with his light, noting the uneven pupils and slightly delayed light response. “We’re coming back to this when Izuku’s coherent. For now, I need to get him into the car. Can you stabilize his neck?” Shota asked, thinking about how Gokaku had just manipulated Izuku’s blood. Not for the first time, he wondered how involved this possession was.
“Yeah, I can do that. I’m gonna lock up his left shoulder too. You can just take off the beanie and goggles at this point. The goggles are starting to give us even more of a headache,” he added with a small wince.
Shota took the offending items and stuffed them into a pants pocket before carefully scooping Izuku and his friend up. He grunted at how much heavier the kid was with his possessor present. Shota quickly walked them over to his car and slid them into the back seat.
The drive to UA was swift despite Shota being careful on turns. He called ahead to warn Recovery Girl and explained as much of the situation as he understood. He really wasn’t that surprised when Nezu was also waiting in the infirmary when Shota followed the medical bots and stretcher in.
“Oh my. It seems Izuku really got himself into trouble this time,” the principal commented, ears tracking the boy and nose twitching. “And hello, Motsu.”
“Hey, Nezu,” Gokaku (Motsu?) said, raising Izuku’s right hand in a small wave.
Shota decided he didn’t want to know. He just stayed out of the way against the wall of the infirmary as Recovery Girl helped Motsu out of Izuku’s motorcycle shirt, fitted them for a neck brace, and checked over the bruises and burns. She didn’t seem terribly worried about any of the vitals she was taking until she checked their eyes.
She frowned and directed the robots to roll Izuku’s gurney into the radiology suite. They came back out a few minutes later, and Recovery Girl announced, “Midoriya’s lucky he’s so hardheaded. Only one hairline fracture in his frontal bone. His cheekbone and spine appear intact, though I wouldn’t be surprised if he has a pinched nerve or two based on the shooting pain Motsu described.” Then she set about hooking the teenager and his passenger up to some IV fluids.
Motsu didn’t complain and held Izuku’s arm out without prompting. He did grimace when Recovery Girl kissed their forehead though. “Uh, fair warning, I may have to de-possess the kid in a bit. Izuku’s healing, but Recovery Girl’s quirk runs down the stamina for my quirk in addition to Izuku’s general stamina. Heh. Found that out after the USJ,” he admitted.
Shota stared.
Nezu clapped his paws. “And I thank you for that. Izuku wouldn’t have survived without you. And it seems I owe you thanks once more for getting him help when he was this injured.”
“Yes, yes, you can all talk about this later,” Recovery Girl interrupted with a warning look. “If you don’t mind, my…patients need their rest,” she said, gesturing to the student’s head and neck. “Considering Midoriya didn’t sleep tonight I won’t be able to finish healing him until he gets some proper rest and regains his energy. If you must talk, do it elsewhere.”
“Of course, Chiyo,” Nezu said, moving to usher Aizawa out of the room.
Once alone, Shota asked, “So, his name’s Motsu?”
Nezu nodded in confirmation. “From what I could dig up, Motsu Ekikyō hasn’t committed any major crimes since this…” Nezu gestured in the direction Izuku and Motsu had gone. “…started. I’m tempted to say they’ve been good for each other.”
“But?”
“But things are always more complicated than they first appear.”
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Izuku’s head hurt. His eyes hurt too. Thinking hurt, so he didn’t bother trying to figure out what had happened. Ekikyō was here though. Izuku relaxed and curled into his friend’s mind, letting the stream of thoughts lull him back to sleep.
“Oh no you don’t.” Ekikyō’s attention shifted to Izuku in an instant.
Izuku grumbled as his former best friend’s mind wrapped around his and forced him to stay awake. He was so giving the best friend title to Hitoshi after this. Izuku just wanted to sleep.
“That hurts, Izuku. I thought we had something special,” Ekikyō said dramatically.
“You’re mean,” Izuku protested. He couldn’t think of a better comeback with the throbbing in his skull. “’M tired,” he added in his own defense.
Ekikyō just gave him a mental head pat. It felt more patronizing than usual. “I know you are, Izuku, but I can’t let you sleep yet. You have a concussion.”
Really? How did Izuku manage that, he wondered? He dropped the question as quickly as it formed though. Too much effort.
Ekikyō chuckled. “Come on, we can ask Recovery Girl for some painkillers for your head.” With that, Ekikyō nudged Izuku’s attention toward their surroundings.
Now that Izuku was paying more attention, he realized they were in UA’s infirmary, and chunks of their body were suspiciously numb. “So, it’s not just a concussion,” he observed, flexing the hand he could now see had an IV catheter embedded in it.
“No, you got pretty banged up this time. Do you remember anything?”
Izuku tried to remember, but his head hurt, and his focus kept slipping. It was as frustrating as it was distressing, knowing that something had happened to put him in this state but not knowing what.
A gentle nudge and a comforting swell of emotion from Ekikyō told Izuku to stop and rest. “Hey, you’re alright. We’ll try again after your pain meds kick in. Speaking of,” Ekikyō cleared their throat and said out loud, “Recovery Girl? You got anything for Izuku’s head? Still feels like someone took a jackhammer to it.”
“Of course, dearie.”
Izuku moved their eyes to find and follow the short woman’s approach. Why was everything a little fuzzy and out of focus? And his left eye didn’t want to open…and was cold. Did they have an ice pack on their face?
“How do you think you got the concussion?”
Oh, they took a blow to the head. That made sense.
Izuku’s flighty attention snapped back to Recovery Girl as she stepped up onto a stool beside their bed to reach their IV line and inject something into it. A few minutes later the pain wasn’t quite so bad. Whatever the doctor had given them, it wasn’t as strong as the stuff Cross used, but Izuku didn’t mind. He liked Ekikyō not feeling awful.
Ekikyō chuckled again and leaned on Izuku’s mind, letting his fondness leak through. “I don’t like it when you feel bad either, kid.” They stayed like that for a minute or two until someone coughed to their left.
It was hard to see over there with the ice pack on their face, so Izuku tried to reach up to move it with their left arm. He hissed as pain zapped through their left shoulder in branching veins, making the muscles spasm. He immediately abandoned the attempt.
Ekikyō numbed their shoulder quickly, but their pained noise hadn’t been missed by whoever else was in the room with them. The person to their left moved closer and spoke, “Easy, Problem Children. What are you trying to do?”
Izuku relaxed a little. He knew that voice. “Trying to take the ice pack off. Can’t see you.” He tried to turn his head next but found he couldn’t.
Ekikyō huffed at his confusion and said, “Kid, we’re in a neck brace.”
Aizawa, instead of moving their ice pack, walked around their bed to stand where they could see him. The man studied their uncovered eye for a moment before asking, “Is Izuku coherent enough for that talk now?”
Ekikyō tilted their right hand side to side. “Thinking still seems to hurt him, so complicated questions are probably a ‘no.’”
Izuku took slight offense. He was right there, and why were Aizawa and Ekikyō talking to each other? “Oh, did we already tell you, and I just forgot? I…” Izuku squinted for a second before the memory surfaced. “I wanted to tell you, but I needed to talk to—”
Ekikyō locked up their jaw. “We didn’t get to talk about it, but Aizawa found out we’re Naisho.”
Izuku blinked as the slime around his jaw loosened up. He pouted. “But I wanted to tell him. I can’t tell him if he already knows.”
“Izuku, you’re mumbling,” Aizawa said softly before narrowing his eyes. “Our questions can wait until Izuku is feeling more like himself, though…Motsu if you could ask him what happened? You mentioned you have a way to share memories?”
“Something happened?” Izuku asked before getting a vague sense of déjà vu. Had he already asked that?
Ekikyō sighed in their head, a mix of exasperation and fondness lapping at Izuku’s consciousness. “He means what happened to put you in a hospital bed. May I?” Izuku sent back a feeling of agreement. Their right eye unfocused as they settled into a deep dive. After some mental prodding when Izuku got distracted, he replayed the memories he recalled from today. Things got spotty after he snuck out of UA and sparser as the night wore on. Before Izuku could get distressed over his absent memory again, Ekikyō silently reassured him. Ekikyō processed for a minute as their minds drifted back apart.
Even that short deep dive left Izuku’s head hurting worse and fuzzy besides. He groaned and tried to pull away from the fluorescent lights and beeping medical monitors.
Ekikyō didn’t let him disconnect, but his friend did reach up to move their ice pack to sit over both of their eyes to block out the light. Then Ekikyō turned his attention back to Aizawa. “His memories after heading out to patrol are disjointed at best. We’ll have to try something else.”
Izuku rallied the strength to murmur a quiet “sorry.”
A calloused hand brushed a stray strand of hair out of their face and adjusted their ice pack to rest more evenly. “I highly doubt this is your fault, Problem Child. We’ll figure it out. For now, get some rest. Both of you.”
“Okay,” Izuku said, contemplating sleep. He scrunched up his eyebrows in annoyance. “How long until I’m actually allowed to sleep?”
Aizawa seemed to be able to tell it was just Izuku speaking now, and his voice softened again. “That’s up to Recovery Girl.”
Izuku pouted and made a sound of discontent, directed equally at Aizawa and Ekikyō.
Aizawa huffed and settled into a chair on the right side of their bed. “Have I ever told you about the time Hizashi shattered a chandelier with his quirk?”
No, no he had not, but that sounded like a story and a half. “Tell us?”
Izuku could practically feel Aizawa smile one of his less-than-nice smiles as he started, “It was our third year at UA…”
Outtake:
Aizawa: “So, the chandelier story…”
Yamada: squawks “Shota, no! What happened to ‘what happens in Nagoya stays in Nagoya?!’”
Aizawa: smirks “Consider this revenge for the booty shorts.”
Bakugo: finally finds the right alley and dials 119 as he searches the shadows for Izuku
Bakugo: finds only a few half-dried blood spots and a singed piece of fabric “Shit. Is that dumbass walking around with a concussion, or did he get himself kidnapped?”
119 Operator: “Hello? What’s your emergency?”
Bakugo: “I…” imagines beat-up and half-conscious Deku running into a villain (What if he doesn’t come back this time?) “I need to report a missing person.”
Notes:
I think today's quote serves as a good bookend to chapter 12's (the chapter Izuku first meets Aizawa in).
Chapter 86: The Truth
Summary:
“Is truth always positive? Of course. Once the truth comes out, you know, it’s all right. We’re scared that if the truth comes out it’s not all right. It’s the other way around.” –Yoko Ono
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The secret was out. On the upside, they finally got their brain scans! Well, okay, they got brain scans for the concussion, but they also got the ones they really wanted after the concussion was gone.
The results were really interesting, actually. Ekikyō’s slime practically glowed on an MRI, since any and all of his cells acted as their own version of brain cells but without any sectioning off of functions like in a more standard human brain. The regions of neural tissue where Ekikyō interacted and meshed with Izuku’s brain were equally lit up. Even more of their brain lit up when they did a series of other scans with them in varying forms of their deep dive.
Even de-possessed, Izuku’s brain activity was higher than baseline, though the residual slime in his brain seemed to take up Izuku’s pattern of activity rather than maintaining Ekikyō’s constantly active state. When Recovery Girl extended the MRI to the rest of Izuku’s body, they could see the other remaining slime cells lighting up in time with those in his brain and the cells around them. They weren’t entirely sure what to make of that. Recovery Girl was at least fairly certain Izuku’s brain was influencing those cells and not the other way around.
As for Izuku exerting his small amount of control over their slime, Nezu beamed and postulated that Izuku’s brain was better than most at adapting to the stimuli it was presented with. Something about brain mutations associated with telekinetic quirks and increased neuroplasticity.
What was really interesting was when Recovery Girl hooked them up to an EEG. There were consistently two separate sets of brainwaves, though the two grew much more similar during their more involved deep dives. Sometimes one set stayed nearly unchanged while the other fell almost in line with them (their skewed dives) and other times both changed, settling into a new pattern (the more evenly split dives).
Out of curiosity, they did a brief memory share while still hooked up to the machine. Interestingly, the “sharing” brainwaves completely overwrote the second set, turning the other into an exact replica for the duration of the memory share. The affected brainwaves rebounded pretty quickly once they finished the memory though.
Once Recovery Girl was satisfied that Izuku was fine and largely recovered (aside from the occasional headache or lapse in attention), Aizawa and Nezu began their questioning. Izuku, Ekikyō, and Aizawa did most of the talking, but Nezu occasionally chipped in with a question of his own. The conversation lasted for what felt like forever.
Izuku and Ekikyō tried to answer truthfully and fully. They only refused to answer questions when Aizawa asked about Yūku and the other girls at her apartment. Izuku got a little worked up over it, then got frustrated when his recovering brain had trouble fitting his thoughts to words.
Ekikyō brushed reassurance against his mind and, after waiting a moment for agreement, took over on talking. “This kid. Always protecting people,” he joked, rolling their eyes as much to lighten the mood as to let the adults know about the change in speaker. The grin slid off of their face as he added, “Izuku really did want to tell you about Naisho. If he hadn’t gotten hurt, we probably would have told you after you got back from patrol or before school starts back up at the latest. You’ve earned Izuku’s trust, and that’s no small feat with you being a teacher and all. He trusts you with himself. He’s just…extra defensive of his friends. He hasn’t had many of those in his life. Don’t hold it against him.”
“Or Ekikyō,” Izuku added.
Aizawa’s shoulders sagged a centimeter. “I don’t. While I can’t say I am happy with the discovery that you two are…you or just how involved in the underground you’ve been, I already trusted Izuku as Naisho to keep Motsu out of trouble. Izuku being my ward changes things, but I take it you two aren’t stopping your arrangement or underground activities anytime soon?” Once they shook their head, or well, tried to—Recovery Girl insisted on them wearing the neck brace for an extra day to make sure Ekikyō had their neck’s ligaments fully repaired—Aizawa continued, “Then we’ll work out the details later. As long as you don’t hurt Izuku, Motsu, you can stay, but I’m keeping an eye on you.”
Izuku and Ekikyō hummed in acknowledgment.
Aizawa rubbed his eyes and sighed. “Is there anything else we need to know right now?”
“Not that we can think of.”
Aizawa pressed both hands over his face. “Good. On that note, you’re grounded. You’re both grounded.”
“What? Why?”
“Going undercover with The League without any backup ring a bell?”
“But we did have backup! We had Ciupan!”
Aizawa froze for a moment before narrowing his eyes. “That bastard knew…”
Nezu chuckled. “All that aside, have you regained any memory of what transpired to leave you so injured, Izuku?”
Izuku squinted, trying to remember. All he’d gotten back were flashes of fear, his heart racing, and something burning. He grimaced and shook his head. “Sorry.”
Ekikyō mentally nudged him, and Izuku sent his friend a silent question as he allowed him full control. “I have a guess,” Ekikyō said, motioning for the teachers to follow them. Ekikyō walked over to the bathroom and raised their arms in front of them as if to shield their face and chest and turned their head to one side. In the mirror, the half-healed burns covering their forearms, chest, neck, and jaw lined up as fragments of a bigger whole.
The teachers saw whatever Ekikyō did. Aizawa practically growled, and they could have sworn for a moment that Nezu actually did. Izuku’s brain took a little longer to process the image in the mirror. His breath caught as it registered that the new set of burns were a hauntingly familiar shape: a large starburst.
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“Alright, I think this calls for some new ground rules,” Aizawa said a few hours later once they were settled back in at their on-campus apartment.
“At least he let us get a nap in before this?” Izuku said mentally as he sat up on the couch.
Maneki didn’t appreciate her designated bed moving and grumbled as they shifted her to their lap. She forgave them quickly once they found the spot behind her left ear that she loved scratched.
Izuku and Ekikyō looked cautiously up at Aizawa through their bangs, wondering if they were safer now that Aizawa knew about them or if they should still worry about Erasure. “Like what?”
“Like you’re not going out patrolling the night before a test or in the week leading up to finals and no more than four nights a week. You’re still a growing teenager and need to get enough sleep. And if I see your grades dip, you’ll have further restrictions.”
Izuku and Ekikyō winced and thought that over. There had been weeks where they or at least Izuku went out every night in the past, but some of that was being unable to relax after nightmares. Izuku didn’t think he’d be able to just stay in his room on bad nights. Patrolling with or without Eraserhead gave him something else to focus on, pulled his mind away from those dark places. But how to convey that?
Ekikyō sighed and stepped in, “Permission to run around campus or use one of the gyms if Izuku can’t sleep or is going stir crazy?”
Aizawa raised an eyebrow at them. “Does that happen often?”
“You’d be surprised. It’s kinda how the whole vigilante thing started,” Izuku admitted, blushing but not bothering to hide it from Aizawa for the first time. Not like he could with the neck brace on anyway.
Aizawa hummed. “I’ll see about arranging something with Nezu, but I’d also like you to talk to Hound Dog about your trouble sleeping.”
“That’s fair.”
“You said both of you have been talking to him?”
“Yeah, we just started doing that as both of us before summer break. Ekikyō tunes out for my sessions if I ask him to, but sometimes it’s nice having someone there. Ekikyō can make me fall asleep when he has his own…since, you know, me ‘tuning out’ isn’t a good thing.”
Aizawa hummed. “Keep those up. As for other rules…you mentioned there’s a mental drawback to staying together too long?”
Izuku tried to nod before remembering the neck brace. “Yes, the longer we’re together, the more prone we are to…slipping into each other, winding up in a deep dive without intending to. It’s really only been a problem recently. We’ve been working on a grounding routine to recognize when that happens and separate our minds, but we’re not sure how effective it’ll be long-term. The two worst times it’s happened, Hitoshi had to separate us with his quirk.”
Aizawa frowned. “Have you found anything else that helps?”
“De-possessing resets things to an extent, but from personal experience, if our minds are still muddled when we physically separate, the disorientation is a lot worse.” After thinking hard for a minute, Izuku added, “There was also the one time at the League base when we were able to jar ourselves apart. We hadn’t realized they’d taken Hitoshi. Between the surprise of finding him there and our differing…um, emotions regarding him, we were ourselves again for a minute.”
Ekikyō had been quiet for a while but decided to chime in now. “If it helps, we could fetch a copy of our unedited medical records from Cross once we’re cleared to leave campus again. He’s been monitoring our situation.”
Aizawa blinked at them. “That would probably be a good idea. How long have you been going to the underground clinic?”
Ekikyō grinned. “Better part of a decade for me and a little over a year for Izuku. I thought it was a good idea to introduce him to Cross and get both of us checked over with this being the first time I’ve had a long-term host.”
Izuku raised a hand and added, “Um…can we keep going to the underground clinic? I mean, I understand if you want Recovery Girl to check us over too, and I know she won’t judge! It’s just that…”
“You’re comfortable with Cross,” Aizawa surmised. He waited for Izuku to grin before continuing, “Then I see no reason you need to change. If you could bring a copy of the doctor’s notes from future visits to keep Recovery Girl up to date, that will let her help both of you if you ever need treatment here. Same as any other student.”
Izuku sighed and gave Aizawa a grateful grin.
The quiet moment stretched between them until a cellphone started buzzing. It took a few moments of scrambling to figure out which one it was (a downside to not having to hide any of their identities from Aizawa and being able to carry all of their phones on them at once). They found themselves holding their villain phone in its plastic bag. They shot Aizawa a questioning look. “It’s Dabi.”
“Are you going to answer?” he asked, tone expectant.
Izuku grinned and leaned on Ekikyō. Ekikyō leaned back and pulled them into their Sludge deep dive. They didn’t go for the full disguise, but they quickly coated their throat with enough slime to alter their voice as they answered the call. “Hello?”
“Sludge, it’s been a while. Boss man’s starting to wonder when you’re coming back,” Dabi said in his usual rasp.
Sludge rolled their eyes. “I told him to call when he needed me back. This his way of doing that?”
Dabi huffed. “Not quite. He is getting restless though. Sending us out recruiting. Figured you should get the homework too.”
“Is that why I’ve been hearing about blue fires in back alleys?” Sludge asked, pulling on Ekikyō’s memories of the last week. “Burning people to a crisp doesn’t sound like much of a sales pitch, if you ask me.”
Dabi scoffed, and the click of a lighter carried through the call. “None of them could have pulled their weight. They would have dragged us down at best and gotten in our way at worst. Now they’re out of the equation.”
“Whatever. I’ll keep an ear out for anyone interested in joining. Whenever Shiggy calls me in, try to give me an hour or two’s notice to get my meatsuit out of work and somewhere inconspicuous.”
“No promises.” Then the bastard hung up.
They rolled their eyes and turned their villain phone off as they let their minds drift apart. “Such a drama queen,” Ekikyō muttered as they stuck the phone back in its baggie. “Well, now that that’s taken care of, where were we?”
Aizawa was staring at the wall with narrowed eyes. He didn’t look at them as he said, “You’ve been hanging out with The League.”
“Uh…yes?” Izuku said, sliding back into equal control. “I’m pretty sure we mentioned that?” Izuku poked at his moth-eaten memories from the last 24 hours, wondering if he’d had any memory lapses after getting to Recovery Girl.
“The League’s base was a bar.”
Oh. He’d been hoping Aizawa wouldn’t catch that. “Yes…” Izuku hunched their shoulders as Aizawa’s eyes slowly turned from the wall to them.
“Have you been drinking?”
“No! Well, okay, sort of, but Ekikyō’s in charge for that. I can’t stand the stuff. It tastes awful,” Izuku said, scrunching up his nose in displeasure at the remembered flavor.
“A lemon sour here and there to blend in at the bar,” Ekikyō clarified. “But I always speed up our metabolism to process that stuff faster afterward. Kid’s a lightweight. Now that their new base isn’t stocked in alcohol, I’m back to saving drinking for when we’re separate.”
Aizawa briefly scowled before schooling his expression again. “No more alcohol in Izuku’s body until he’s 20. Got it?” Aizawa made another face, this one harder to identify. It might have been vaguely uncomfortable. “That was so weird to say.”
Ekikyō laughed. “You get used to it.” He held their hands up in surrender at the look the man shot them. “No more alcohol for the kid; got it. Sorry, Izuku, I gotta cut you off. You heard the Dadzawa.”
Izuku sputtered and blushed at Ekikyō’s words as he snatched control back before his friend could say anything else embarrassing. “Ekikyō!” It took a few minutes for Izuku to get his blush under control. Ekikyō laughing in their head wasn’t helping. Izuku scrubbed their hands over their face and glanced up at Aizawa.
His guardian watched placidly on, though the hint of an upturned lip gave away his amusement. “Does this happen often?”
“The teasing? Yes.”
Ekikyō wriggled his way back into shared control—not that Izuku really put up much of a fight—to add, “He’s just used to being the only one who can hear it. You should have seen the way he and Hitoshi were dancing around each other for a while.”
Izuku shook their head as much as their neck brace allowed—the thing was getting seriously annoying—and quickly redirected the conversation. “Anyway! Dabi raised a good point. How are we upkeeping all of our underground personas if we’re on indefinite grounding? Naisho, Sludge, and Green can’t just disappear into thin air. Especially all at once.”
Aizawa’s eyes narrowed, though not at them. After a few moments, the man sighed. “No, I suppose they can’t. Someone would be bound to make the connection. Give me some time to think about it? You’re not going anywhere until Recovery Girl clears you anyway.”
Izuku and Ekikyō tried to nod before frowning at their neck brace.
Aizawa huffed. “Just be glad you’re not in a full-body cast, Problem Children. Chiyo is not above overbandaging if it ensures a patient takes it easy.”
The duo recalled how Aizawa had looked after the USJ all the way up until the Sports Festival. It was kinda odd that he lost all his bandages and casts at once instead of in stages, wasn’t it? And she’d stuck Izuku in a room without windows after the USJ. Okay, maybe the nurse was capable of being a little petty.
“I think she deserves to be a little petty if she’s had years of dealing with a whole school of people just as stubborn as Aizawa and All Might,” Ekikyō said mentally.
Yeah, that was fair.
A hand landing in their hair dragged their attention back to the present. Aizawa had moved from his seat to crouch in front of them. They gave him a questioning look.
“Motsu, I really appreciate everything you’ve done for Izuku, but could I speak to him alone for a bit?”
“Sure, Aizawa.” Ekikyō gave Izuku the mental equivalent of a shrug before pulling back from Izuku’s mind.
“He’s checked out,” Izuku told his guardian, fighting the unease that accompanied being alone in his head so soon after whatever happened.
Aizawa studied their face for a few seconds before moving his hand from Izuku’s head to his right shoulder to pull him into a hug.
Izuku was a little confused but didn’t resist and returned the hug. “Aizawa?”
“I’m glad that you’re okay, Izuku,” Aizawa murmured into Izuku’s hair before pulling back enough to look Izuku in the eyes. “But even more than that, I want you to understand that what I said before hasn’t changed.”
“What do you mean?”
“You can be a hero, Izuku. You. You don’t need Motsu for that to be true.”
“But at the USJ—”
“No buts, kid. You were a hero before your roommate moved in full-time. You were one the minute you decided to help Motsu. Or Maneki. Or that woman Motsu was going to possess and most likely kill before you volunteered yourself.”
Izuku’s lips trembled as he blinked back tears. Failing miserably, he hid his face in Aizawa’s jumpsuit, giving the man another hug.
A faint chuckle rumbled through the man’s chest, and a calloused hand threaded through Izuku’s hair. “Though I expect you not to jump to the sacrifice play as an opening move from now on, got it?”
Izuku bit back a laugh and smiled. “I wouldn’t dream of it, Aizawa. What would be the point of all your training if I didn’t use it?”
The hand in his hair stopped stroking to roughly tousle his hair instead. “Brat.”
Izuku giggled and shoved away from the assault, still grinning.
“Alright, you can tell Motsu to come back.”
Izuku closed his eyes and mentally reached for his friend, tugging lightly on the slime in their body at the same time to get Ekikyō’s attention.
“Hm? You two done already?” Ekikyō asked, mind slotting back into place alongside Izuku’s. “Wait, why have you been crying?!”
“It’s okay, Ekikyō. They’re happy tears.”
“Alright. I guess Eraserhead can keep his kneecaps for now.”
Izuku laughed internally, only letting a smile show where Aizawa could see it. “He’s back.”
Aizawa nodded and rose from his crouch with a grunt. Then he bowed at a perfect 90 degrees. “I need to apologize to both of you. I remember your warning when you first introduced me to Motsu as Naisho. I’ve hurt both of you, and I am sorry for that. It wasn’t my intention, but that doesn’t undo the pain I’ve caused you. I—”
That was about as much as Izuku and Ekikyō could stand. “Please stop!” They stood and waved their arms frantically until Aizawa abandoned his bow. “We know you didn’t mean to, and we forgave you already, so…please don’t beat yourself up over it?”
“And don’t let it happen again,” Ekikyō added.
Aizawa nodded. “I promise.”
They decided to call their talk there and work on a simple dinner of soba. Izuku and Ekikyō very happily ate their fill now that they didn’t need to worry about explaining needing to eat more to fuel their sped-up healing. Aizawa, for his part, didn’t even raise an eyebrow at their sheepish request for a fourth helping.
They were washing the dishes—Aizawa washing and Izuku and Ekikyō drying—when Aizawa brought their talk back up again, “You answered my and Nezu’s questions. It’s only fair I answer any questions on your end.”
Izuku couldn’t think of anything off-hand, but he could tell Ekikyō wanted to ask something. He mentally nudged his friend and gave him the floor.
Slime shifted anxiously under their skin, and Ekikyō cleared their throat and glanced down at Komainu sitting by the doorway to the kitchen. “We should probably figure out how we’re doing this,” he said gesturing at their body with the hand not holding a plate. “You’re aware that I de-possess the kid regularly. We’ve mostly been doing that out at the park if I need to go take care of my own shit or in Izuku’s room or the underground clinic if we’re going to re-possess after a couple of hours.” Ekikyō dared to check Aizawa’s expression.
The pro eloquently raised an eyebrow at them.
Ekikyō decided to just get to the point. “Am I good to continue doing that here? I get my quirk makes most people squeamish, and running down to the underground clinic isn’t that big a hassle.”
It was definitely more of one than when Izuku and Aizawa lived off-campus though. Being at UA added a whole extra 30 minutes of travel time on foot, but Izuku and Ekikyō were both willing to make the trek if Aizawa asked them to. They didn’t want to make the man uncomfortable, and they were both used to going out of their way to avoid stepping on people’s toes.
Given that, Ekikyō was mildly surprised when Aizawa took the dish towel from them to dry his hands. He tossed the towel over his shoulder before setting a hand in their hair. “I did say you’re welcome here, Motsu. That means all of you, quirk included. Just give me a heads-up when you separate, so I’m not surprised to see two of you running around. You don’t have to stay locked up in Izuku’s room when separate either.” He mussed their hair before gently shoving them and turning back to the sink. “Watch out for the cats though. I’m not sure how they’ll react.”
Relief practically radiated off of Ekikyō, and Izuku sent his friend a silent “I told you so.” If Aizawa didn’t care about Izuku being quirkless, he’d suspected Aizawa wouldn’t care about a “gross” or “villainous” quirk. Izuku took the reins again and snagged the dish towel off Aizawa’s shoulder. It was easy to take the bowl his guardian held out to them and fall back into routine.
Outtakes:
Izuku: unintentionally throws Oguro under the bus
Aizawa: “That bastard played me.”
Oguro: whistles innocently, ignoring the boss music building in the background as he packs a bag “Welp, time to go visit Tamao for a month.”
Aizawa: “So…how many identities are you running around with now?”
Izuku: “Green the analyst, Naisho the vigilante, and Sludge the villain. If we count my civilian life, that makes…four?”
Ekikyō: “Unless we count your being Green at the underground clinic and Green with Giran as separate gigs, in which case it would be five.”
Aizawa: rubs his eyes “Kid, do me a favor and take after Oguro’s fighting style, not his life choices.”
Izuku and Ekikyō: pout “But we’re only 2-3 away from having more identities than him!”
Aizawa: “No.”
Tsukauchi: “Aizawa, you can’t file for adoption until after Mrs. Midoriya’s court case, and that’s if the court rules against returning Midoriya to his mother’s custody.”
Aizawa: glances at Izuku and Ekikyō passed out on the sofa “There’s nothing we can do to speed that up?”
Tsukauchi: “Sadly, no.”
Aizawa: lets out a disgruntled sigh “On an unrelated note, is there a procedure for adopting someone in their 20s?"
Tsukauchi: ...
Notes:
The legal drinking age in Japan is 20, hence Aizawa banning Izuku from drinking until then.
Might have a little break before the next chapter is ready to post. Bakugo is being Bakugo and is fighting my muse. I'm not sure who's winning right now. Why do the Bakugo chapters give me so much trouble?
Chapter 87: Worth So Much More
Summary:
“Sometimes it takes a heartbreak to shake us awake and help us see we are worth so much more than we’re settling for.” –Mandy Hale
Notes:
Hello again! Sorry for missing updating last week, but between writer's block and my grandpa's failing health I really needed the break. I got to visit my only remaining pair of grandparents with my family last weekend, and my grandpa has definitely declined since I last saw him at Thanksgiving. I won't go into details, but his doctors don't think he'll make it to summer. My grandma's not handling it well; it was just starting to hit home for her the day before we left.
And then my tradition of getting sick during/right after a trip came back to bite me, and now my sphenoid sinus--one of two that I had to have surgery on at the end of high school--is acting up again. I'm doing nasal rinses and taking lots of zinc, vitamin c, and elderberry to try to fight whatever it is off, but if its the fungal sinusitis again, it'll laugh at all that effort. I'm definitely not in denial rn. I may need to figure out insurance to get scheduled for an ENT appointment and maybe a CT scan though. Have I mentioned how much my health insurance now sucks compared to what I had in high school? Thinking about it makes me want to cry. (For those of my American readers who are under 26--the age you get kicked off your parents' insurance if you aren't off already--get everything you can done before that point.) So...yeah. that's life rn.
Anyway! With today's solid 4k word chapter, RH is officially over 300k words! I hope y'all enjoy reading today's update as much as I did writing it.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Recovery Girl held off on clearing Izuku and Ekikyō to remove their neck brace until a few days later, just in time for the first year hero students to bustle off for their Provisional Licensing Exam. Since Aizawa was going with them–and wouldn’t be available to act as backup if anything went wrong–they were still on house/campus arrest. Which was fine by Izuku. Ekikyō needed to de-possess him today anyways.
Aizawa had at least agreed to lift their grounding—solitary confinement as Ekikyō called it—this afternoon, so they could celebrate Hitoshi hopefully getting his provisional license. Izuku missed his boyfriend, even as part of him worried about Hitoshi’s reaction to his new scars and how he’d gotten them. Izuku knew he shouldn’t be, but knowing and believing had always been different, hadn’t they?
He still hadn’t gotten his memories of that night back, but he had a good imagination. Between that and the placement of his injuries, he could guess most of them had been acquired trying to get away. Bakugo had still caught him, beat him up, knocked him unconscious, and left him in some alley. Despite Ekikyō’s best efforts to convince him otherwise, Izuku felt like he was back in middle school all over again.
That was how Izuku and Ekikyō ended up hanging out in Izuku’s room, throwing a tennis ball back and forth as they talked to take Izuku’s mind off things. Izuku lay on his bed with Maneki curled up on his chest, and Ekikyō was chilling on the other side of the room by the door.
“I get the feeling we forgot to tell Nezu and Aizawa about something,” Ekikyō said, flicking the ball toward Izuku.
Izuku caught it one-handed and turned it over in his hands as he thought. “We covered Dabi probably being a Todoroki, right?”
“Yeah, don’t you remember Aizawa’s despairing sigh?”
“Oh, I thought that was just him being exasperated with how many criminals we’re involved with? Hm. What about the League’s doctor probably having you flagged as a target from the Trigger cases?” he asked, tossing the ball to Ekikyō.
Ekikyō caught the ball with a tendril of slime. “No, we didn’t explicitly say that, but I’m pretty sure the rat’s figured it out. He’s too smart for anyone’s good.”
Izuku hummed. “Debatable.”
Ekikyō grumbled and threw the ball a little faster. “You just don’t see it, because he likes you.”
Izuku ignored Ekikyō’s grumbling and got them back on topic as he caught the ball. “Me giving villains quirk analysis for Giran?”
“No, kid. Aizawa’s known about that since the moment Oguro told him about meeting you through Giran.” He sighed. “Oh well, I’m sure we’ll think of it if it’s important.”
Izuku nodded and tossed the ball again, but his throw came up short. What was he supposed to do when Maneki decided to curl her claws into his compression sleeve? Izuku was helpless to deny her when she pulled his arm down to aggressively rub her head on his hand.
Ekikyō just caught the ball with a lightning-quick tendril, tossing it back without retracting the appendage. He did lose some of his fine control with the move though.
One hand still held captive by the purring menace on his chest, Izuku stretched his left arm toward the ball. He hissed at the not-quite pain of his new scars stretching. The ball landed somewhere to the left of the bed.
“You okay?” Ekikyō asked, beside the bed in moments.
Izuku pulled his left compression sleeve off before flexing and extending his arm a few times, noting where the still-developing, faintly green scar tissue on the outside of his forearm felt just a touch too tight. The burn scar on his shoulder had been bad enough to remain numb ever since, but the burns on his arms and neck had retained just enough feeling to be uncomfortable when the slime-infused scars stretched. In any direction. Hence the compression sleeves. He really wasn’t looking forward to how much time and makeup it was going to be hiding the burn over the left side of his neck and jaw once classes started back up. He grimaced and made a mental note to ask Aizawa for more scar cream. “Yeah, I’m okay. Just going to take some getting used to.”
Ekikyō didn’t look fully convinced, but something caught both of their attention before they could go further with that conversation. They both turned to stare at the wall facing the path to the main buildings. There was a tug on their slime steadily getting stronger (closer). “Oh, 1-A must be back from their licensing exam. I got the door,” Ekikyō said, gesturing with a slimy limb for Izuku to stay put. Disturbing a happy cat was a cardinal sin, after all.
Izuku only had a few minutes to stew in his anxiety as he hastily pulled his compression sleeve back on. Then Ekikyō returned with Hitoshi.
Hitoshi, with an armful of Komainu, paused in the doorway. His eyes trailed up and down Izuku, taking in the visible changes. “Hey,” he finally greeted like nothing had happened. His eyes left Izuku as he strolled over to sit at the foot of Izuku’s bed.
Izuku let out a breath he hadn’t realized he’d been holding and grinned. “Hey yourself. How’d the exam go?”
Hitoshi groaned and flopped to lie down beside Izuku with Komainu on his chest. His legs were still dangling off the bed, leaving his head about even with Izuku’s hip. “There were so many people, and all the other schools apparently hate UA. Would have been nice to know that before getting mobbed. At least they didn’t know to expect my voice changer or capture weapon. Caught like ten of them by imitating the voice of one of the Ketsubutsu ringleaders in the combat phase.”
“Nice,” Ekikyō said.
“Thank you; I try.” Shinso rubbed a hand over his eyes. “Still have a headache from that. Grabbing ten people at once was a bad idea. Oh, and I had to put this stuck-up prick from Shiketsu in time-out during the rescue stage. Who picks a fight with one of their allies in the middle of an evacuation and villain attack?”
“Villain attack? Did anyone get hurt?” Izuku asked, wondering if Shigaraki had pulled something again. He hadn’t messaged or called them about any upcoming plans. Unless they missed one? He freed his right hand from Maneki to fish around in his pockets for his villain phone.
Hitoshi raised the hand on his face to wave it in the air. “No, it was part of the test. Gang Orca would make a terrifying villain, by the way.”
“Oh, okay then. Um…who did the Shiketsu guy pick a fight with?” Izuku abandoned retrieving his phone to tangle his hand in Hitoshi’s hair and lightly scratch at his boyfriend’s scalp.
Hitoshi hummed and seemed to melt into the duvet a little under Izuku’s ministrations. “Todoroki. No clue why. Guy’s quiet as a mouse unless someone brings up a conspiracy theory.”
“Might be because he’s the new Number One’s kid,” Ekikyō volunteered. “Could be a status thing. You beat up the top dog in jail to tell everyone else to leave you alone. You beat up the Number One’s kid? Everyone will take you seriously.”
Izuku wrinkled his nose. “I don’t think prison logic works here, Ekikyō.”
“Nah, he might be onto something,” Hitoshi said. “Blowhard had some sort of beef with Todoroki. Maybe he’s just an Endeavor hater?”
Ekikyō gave Hitoshi a flat look. “Don’t go insinuating that the guy has good taste when he was bashing on Todoroki Jr.”
Hitoshi snorted. “You make a solid point. Who really cares anyway? It’s not like we’ll see him ever again.”
Izuku tugged gently on a tuft of purple hair. “So…how’d you do?”
Hitoshi reached into his pocket to pull out his wallet. He picked one card from it and used his long reach to put it in Izuku’s face.
Izuku blinked and took the card, holding it at a more reasonable distance to read it: The Captivating Hero: Mesmer. Izuku’s cheeks hurt with how widely he smiled. “Hitoshi! I’m so proud of you. I knew you’d make a good hero.”
“And now if any of your old bullies turn up for a round two, you have legal permission to beat the snot out of them in self-defense,” Ekikyō added.
Hitoshi barked out a laugh that scared Komainu. The Abyssinian leapt over Izuku, then down to the floor to dart from the room. Maneki seemed to think it was a game, because she tore after him.
Izuku frowned at his sudden cat deficiency. Well, there was an upside, he supposed. He sat up and crossed his legs, prodding the side of Hitoshi’s head with his knee. His boyfriend grumbled and sat up, allowing Izuku to give him a proper hug. “You proved them all wrong. You’re a hero now.”
“Provisionally,” Hitoshi half-heartedly protested, scooting a little closer and turning to face Izuku before returning the hug. Then he gave Izuku a quick peck on the lips.
Izuku squeaked in surprise.
“Hey, not to ruin the mood or anything,” interjected Ekikyō. “But do you really want to be doing that when Aizawa’s going to walk in at any moment?"
“Oh, I’m supposed to tell you. Aizawa got a call when we were driving back to campus. He seemed pretty unhappy with whatever it was about. He dropped us off then left for the police station. He said he’d let Yamada know to make enough for you two to eat with us tonight. He wasn’t sure how long Tsukauchi would keep him.”
Izuku was a little disappointed that he, Ekikyō, and Aizawa weren’t going to make udon tonight to take over to Yamada’s as planned, but he was sure if Aizawa had to head straight over, it must be something important. They could always do udon tomorrow.
Ekikyō drew his attention by moving toward the door. “So…you’re saying we have the apartment to ourselves until dinner?”
That was Ekikyō’s teasing tone, but what did he…oh. Izuku’s heart skipped a beat and his face burned. He glanced sideways at Hitoshi to see his boyfriend was faring no better.
“I’ll just let you two have some alone time,” Ekikyō said, the picture of smugness. “Try to keep it down though?” The asshole winked at them before closing the door behind him.
A high-pitched, strangled noise built in the back of Izuku’s throat as he covered his face with his hands, and Hitoshi jolted away from him too. It felt like his face was on fire, and it had nothing to do with his healed burns. He swore he would find some way to get back at Ekikyō for this. He couldn’t just–They weren’t–Izuku picked up his pillow and screamed into it.
Hitoshi awkwardly patted his back as he tried to smother himself. “He, um, has a point. About us being alone…”
Izuku lowered his pillow enough to stare incredulously at Hitoshi.
Hitoshi was blushing just as badly as Izuku, and he took one look at Izuku before looking anywhere except Izuku’s eyes and frantically saying, “Not that! It doesn’t have to be that! Just…” One of Hitoshi’s hands rose to rub the back of his neck. “We haven’t gotten to make out since Tanabata…”
Izuku considered that. Making out sounded nice. “Yeah, I could go for that,” he said barely above a whisper. He cleared his throat and glanced away. “Maybe we could watch a movie or something?”
“I have cat videos,” Hitoshi volunteered.
Izuku smiled and loosened his death grip on his pillow. Then he leaned over to give Hitoshi a quick kiss. “Sounds like a plan.”
Hitoshi hummed and brought his right hand up to trace the edge of the scar on Izuku’s jaw with a feather-light touch.
Izuku’s heartbeat tripped over itself, and his eyes fluttered closed for a few seconds as Hitoshi’s fingers followed the seam where skin melted into scar down the side of his neck.
“They don’t hurt?” Hitoshi asked quietly, eyebrows furrowed. His fingers left the scar to gently tangle themselves in the hair at the back of Izuku’s head.
“Not really but they’re uncomfortable if they pull. They mostly just look bad,” Izuku whispered back, tilting his head down and to the left slightly to hide the newest marks on his skin. He swallowed and stomped down on the little voice in the back of his head that proclaimed his new scars as proof that he was still a useless, defenseless Deku. It sounded suspiciously like Bakugo.
“I dunno,” Hitoshi said, tugging lightly on Izuku’s hair to get his attention. “You’ve got that ‘ruggedly handsome’ thing going for you now. Some people are into that, you know.”
Izuku snorted. “Really? I—” His eyes met Hitoshi’s again, and his words died in his throat.
He wasn’t sure what to call the expression Hitoshi had on his face. There was something determined to it but also something nervous. His cheeks and ears were still tinted pink, but there was also steel in the way his jaw tightened for a moment. The part that really froze Izuku was the burning something in the violet eyes gazing back at him. They drew him in like a lit hearth on a rainy December day.
Izuku’s heart did a funny little skip again, and he absently wondered if maybe Ekikyō had messed something up de-possessing him earlier.
Hitoshi slowly raised his free hand to press a knuckle against the underside of Izuku’s chin and hesitated.
Izuku allowed his boyfriend to guide his chin up out of its protective position and to the right, enough to expose the scars in question. His eyes stayed locked on Hitoshi’s, breaths shallow. Silent expectation and apprehension swelled in his chest.
After studying the ruined skin for a moment, Hitoshi leaned down to plant a gentle kiss first on the cut across his cheekbone and then the burn along his jaw. Then Hitoshi found his boyfriend’s lips again.
Izuku’s skin and scars tingled pleasantly under the attention as the tightness in his chest unwound into something light and bubbly. He blinked back the moisture building in his eyes as he smiled into the next kiss. He wasn’t sure what he’d ever done to deserve someone like Hitoshi, but he was immensely glad they’d found each other. (That Hitoshi stayed.)
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Could this afternoon get any worse? “On second thought, no, universe, don’t answer that.” Part of Shota, the vindictive part that enjoyed the moment of surprise and terror when he got the drop on a villain, was upset to have the chase canceled before it even began. Another part–the part that enjoyed being a teacher–was approving, almost proud. These were both overshadowed by absolute fury at the injustice and negligence that had led to this situation.
Altogether, today’s events were giving him a headache. Shota rubbed at his temples as he looked through the two-way mirror into the interrogation room.
Bakugo Katsuki sat at the table across from an empty seat. Bakugo Katsuki, who had reported Izuku missing the night he got hurt–four nights ago.
Why was Shota–Izuku’s legal guardian–only hearing about this now?
Quirk discrimination. The officer who took the case buried it as “unimportant.”
Tsukauchi never would have heard of it if that new intern hadn’t knocked the pile of case files off the officer’s desk and spilled coffee on them earlier today. In the scramble to salvage what they could, Tsukauchi saw the file and immediately confiscated it.
Shota allowed himself a vicious smile. He could imagine the scathing report Tsukauchi would be sending internal affairs later. As the guardian of the kid involved, Shota intended to fully enjoy his own turn roasting that officer over the coals. It didn’t matter that Izuku hadn’t been missing. It was the principle of the thing. If this man neglected Midoriya’s case, what other cases had he swept under the rug?
This whole thing was a mess.
Tsukauchi walked into the interrogation room with a coffee and a stained case file. He set both down on the table before offering Bakugo an apologetic grin. “Thanks for coming in on such short notice, Bakugo.”
Bakugo gave the detective a half-hearted scoff and crossed his arms over his chest. “I thought something with that two-bit cop who took my statement was fishy. Didn’t think he’d do jack all though.”
Tsukauchi chuckled. “Oh, believe me, he’ll be facing consequences for that. If he’d done even the bare minimum, this case would have been settled the same night.”
Bakugo’s shoulders fell slightly. “The nerd’s fine then?”
“Yes, he made it home and is on the mend,” Tsukauchi confirmed. “Though, I will have to ask how you knew he’d been injured.”
Bakugo’s shoulders hiked back up around his ears in an instant, and the boy grimaced. He seemed to chew on his words for a minute before reaching some resolution. “I went for a run to clear my head. Ran into that new vigilante, Naisho, while out. Might have lost it and beaten him up. Realized partway in that he was the damn nerd.”
Tsukauchi contained his reaction to a slight widening of his eyes and shooting a glance at the two-way mirror.
Shota swore under his breath. They were going to have to bury this case file after everything was said and done. The Commission was still gunning for Naisho, and Shota only had temporary guardianship. That didn’t grant Izuku much protection. If any of the higher-ups caught wind of Izuku being Naisho, Shota wasn’t sure what would happen to the kid, but it wouldn’t be anything good.
Based on the way Tsukauchi’s expression pinched, he’d realized as much too. “You realized Naisho was Midoriya after you’d already started fighting him?”
Bakugo started to answer then stopped himself. His expression wavered between disgust and anger for a few seconds before he sighed. “I figured it out before I fought him.”
Tsukauchi leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes to rub them. “Bakugo, are you sure you don’t want a parent or lawyer here for this?”
Bakugo bristled in a way that reminded Shota uncomfortably of Todoroki. Shota frowned as the boy sneered and shook his head. Bakugo may not be his student anymore, and the blonde may have personally hurt his kid on multiple occasions, but Shota was still a hero. Something about this interaction was raising a red flag. Paired with everything else Shota knew about Bakugo…Call it a hero’s intuition. Shota pulled his cellphone from his pocket and opened the message thread with Izuku’s case worker. Hopefully, a home check for the Bakugos would allay his concerns.
He only half-listened to the conversation happening in the interrogation room as he composed his message. After a moment’s consideration, he added Nezu as a recipient too. Bakugo had violated his restraining order. Shota knew he’d be giving the rat a full report when he got back to campus, but he might as well give his boss something (and possibly someone) to chew on in the meantime. Consider it environmental enrichment. He never wanted to deal with a bored Nezu ever again. Not after the case in Shikoku. Aizawa suppressed a shudder.
Aizawa turned his phone back off and tucked it into its designated pocket. He tuned back into the interrogation just in time to hear Bakugo speak up again.
“Damn nerd’s infuriating, but I don’t want him dead.”
Tsukauchi shuffled a few of the papers on the table, frowning. “You realize you’ve violated your restraining order, right?”
The muscles in the side of Bakugo’s neck tensed so hard Shota wouldn’t be surprised if the blonde had microfractures in his enamel the next time he went to the dentist. Shota’s former student took a deep breath, then forcibly unclenched his fists and jaw. He didn’t meet the detective’s eyes as he admitted, “Yeah, I know.”
Part of receiving a restraining or protection order was being informed of the repercussions should said order be broken, and those repercussions were nothing to sneeze at. Depending on the court and judge, Bakugo could face up to a year in juvie or a fine high enough to nearly match UA’s tuition. It also put a mark on a person’s record, a mark that most employers and schools wouldn’t look favorably on. Shota wasn’t sure how much of that Bakugo thought of before calling in Izuku’s missing status, but the intelligent teen had definitely had time to think about it by now. And he’d still come down to the station willingly, given his statement truthfully.
Shota could almost respect that.
Tsukauchi studied the boy across from him and sighed. “I’ll be in touch about the consequences. For now, you’re free to go.”
Shota locked his mixed emotions securely behind a bland mask and didn’t move from his post at the window as Bakugo stepped from the room. He watched the blonde twitch upon noticing him. “Bakugo,” he greeted evenly.
“Aizawa-sens…” Bakugo trailed off, unsure how to address him.
After letting Bakugo stew in his uncertainty for several seconds, Shota spoke again, “What you did was wrong, but I think you already realize that.”
Bakugo looked off to one side and swallowed but didn’t say anything.
“Thank you for reporting Midoriya missing, even though it got you in trouble. That was the right thing to do.”
Bakugo briefly met Shota’s eyes before looking away again, pain and anger obvious in the way his face scrunched up.
When it became clear the hot-headed teen had nothing to say at the moment, Shota turned to walk down the hall toward Tsukauchi’s office. Over his shoulder, he said, “Go home, Bakugo, and stay safe.”
While waiting for Tsukauchi to meet him, Shota brought up another contact in his phone. He hadn’t worked extensively with Fat Gum, but Toyomitsu and he had crossed paths on enough drug busts and Trigger cases that Shota was familiar with the man. Toyomitsu liked to talk about his interns and friends, how they grew and what they were up to. This included his friend from high school who now taught at their alma mater as a heroics teacher.
Shota dialed Toyomitsu’s number and waited.
The man picked up on the second ring. “Eraser! I haven’t heard from you since the big narc bust last spring. How are you doing? We should catch up sometime.”
“I’m good,” Shota said, almost grinning before he caught himself. “We definitely should, but that’s not why I’m calling.”
“Oh? Got a case?”
Shota thought about the Trigger Naisho—Izuku—had found recently and scowled. “Yes, but that can wait a few days. Listen, is Shiketsu still running their reform program?”
“Yeah, they are. Why? Doesn’t UA have one too?”
“We do, on paper, but you know how the Commission is when Nezu tries to do anything progressive. Even if it was up and running, the person I have in mind would do better with a change in scenery.”
“I’ll get you Entado Nori’s contact information. He’s a good guy, but try to keep Nezu away from him. Entado’s not as bad as Amajiki, but he does have anxiety. And Nezu has a reputation.”
Shota scoffed. “That he does. Thanks.” They talked a while longer, setting up an evening to meet at a sushi bar later that week after Toyomitsu’s patrol and before Shota’s in a town midway between their patrol routes.
He’d have to leave right after school to make it there on time, but he was sure Izuku would forgive him for skipping out on cooking dinner together if he brought back leftovers. He’d have to ask Izuku and Motsu what sushi they liked.
Shota hung up as Tsukauchi entered the office with two steaming mugs of coffee. He grimaced at the anticipated awful flavor but accepted the mug anyway. Thinking about the mess that was Bakugo’s case almost made him wish for something stronger. Loathe as Shota was to admit it, the boy had made some progress in therapy if today’s showing was anything to go by. Not enough, obviously, but still. Depending on what the case worker reported and what Nezu found, perhaps they could find a non-traditional solution and avoid shoving Bakugo into the juvie-to-prison pipeline.
Outtakes:
Tsukauchi: “Are you really going to rag on my coffee tastes forever?”
Aizawa: “You’re operating under the false belief that you have taste, so yes.”
Aizawa: stares at the whole Bakugo situation “I do not have enough spoons to deal with this today.”
Aizawa: tags out
Toyomitsu: has entered the ring
Aizawa: “Problem Children, what sushi do you want me to bring back for you?”
Izuku: is still stuck on the fact Aizawa is going to eat with The Fat Gum “Anything’s fine…”
Ekikyō: “Dragon roll for me. Oh, and if you really want to make Izuku’s day, ask your date for an autograph.”
Izuku: finishes rebooting to protest this betrayal “Ekikyō!”
Aizawa: “It’s not a date.”
Ekikyō: “Bet.”
Notes:
Entado Nori (En- far, Tado- to chase, pursue, run after, follow a set order or trend; doctrine or seaweed); yes, this person is the teacher who brought the Shiketsu students to the Provisional Licensing Exam in canon. Canon didn't give him a name, so I am. And, yes, I am basing Fat Gum and him being classmates at Shiketsu off of the end credits of that one season of the anime that had a photo of the two eating carnival(?) food together (the same season that had the photo of Aizawa, Yamada, and Shirakumo in UA).
Japanese law Article 29: Persons who have violated a Protection Order shall be punished by imprisonment with work for not more than one year or a fine of not more than1,000,000 yen (which is apparently pretty close to high school tuition when I looked up comparisons; of course, UA probably runs more due to its prestige and the cost of facilities, etc.).
stares at the last scene I...might have accidentally started a new ship? I wasn't intending to, but...
Today's quote seemed fitting for both sections of 87. Bakugo needed a reality check, and Izuku needed a reminder that he's worth more than he is prone to think. I do love double meanings/applications.
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End of Trust Falls and Falling in Love arc
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Chapter 88: The Most Dangerous Person
Summary:
“The most dangerous person in the world is the person who listens, thinks, and observes.” –Bruce Lee
Notes:
I'm off work today, so I decided to give y'all this week's chapter a day early. I hope you enjoy! We're getting into the next arc now... ^.^
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Beginning of The Shie Hassaikai arc
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(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The fall semester at UA started with surprisingly little fanfare. Nezu gave his speech outdoors this time to enjoy the break in the rain and humidity, and everyone settled back into their usual routines with a few notable exceptions.
Izuku and Ekikyō were still trying to get used to Aizawa checking in with both of them, not just Izuku. Hitoshi–and occasionally Uraraka–walked with him to class in the mornings. Izuku didn’t tell his friends, but that did help his anxiety around the other students somewhat. He could still feel his skin crawl and people’s eyes following him in the halls, but no one dared approach him or try anything when he was with them.
The rest of 1-H either didn’t seem to have gotten the memo that he was quirkless, or maybe they just didn’t care? Maybe that was a Support Course thing, valuing results over things like quirks? The classes he shared with the Business Course were a bit more…tense, but again, no one tried anything. Their air was definitely more “tolerating” than accepting though. He’d never really clicked with them anyway–being the outsider–so it wasn’t much of a loss.
And when he was alone? Well, Izuku always kept some disguise or other in his backpack now, and he always kept his backpack on him. The end of the day was the only risky time, really. His classes got out before Hitoshi and Uraraka’s, and Hatsume always stayed back in the support lab to work on some project or other.
What Izuku did after classes varied on an intentionally random basis. Most Tuesdays and Thursdays he stayed back in either the support lab (when Hatsume needed help testing something) or the library, but he occasionally crashed in a cozy supply closet near the gym until Aizawa, Hitoshi, and Uraraka arrived for training. He would have been worried that leaving campus for his Monday, Wednesday, Friday training sessions with Ciupan was too conspicuous a pattern for potential bullies, but his trainer had decided to take a sudden vacation to visit his daughter.
(Izuku hoped she was okay. Ciupan said he’d be gone until the end of the month.)
Without his training on those days, Izuku tended to take a variety of routes back to the teacher apartments to chip away at his homework and semester projects until it was time for his evening run on campus. He wore a disguise when he went out for those, wishing he could bring his pen knife with him too.
Ekikyō helped temper his anxiety–no, Ekikyō it was not paranoia–by keeping a thin layer of slime on their skin as a precaution against being snuck up on. They made it something of a game to avoid being seen by anyone else while out on their campus runs. Unless the person in question was Hitoshi, Uraraka, or Todoroki. Every once in a while, one of them joined Izuku and Ekikyō on their run.
By far, their favorite part of their new routine was suiting up and heading out with Aizawa to patrol. Granted, Izuku had to order yet another motorcycle shirt, a voice changer, and a new pair of goggles (the old ones were warped on one side and cracked). His beanie had to be replaced too due to a rather prominent blood stain. The stain had already set by the time Izuku had thought to check, and nothing was going to work without bleaching the material at that point.
Their spare funds were totally wiped out now, but he–they–were going back out with Eraserhead again. That was the important thing.
Eraserhead changed his route–and consequently Izuku’s–from the docks to some of the shady neighborhoods closer to UA and wrapping around the fringes of the entertainment district. There was a surprising amount of crime in those “better” neighborhoods. More than once, the pair got stuck out later than planned simply because they kept finding trouble on their way home.
Izuku was content.
That should have been his first sign that things were about to hit the fan.
Izuku put the finishing touches on his psychological profile of Destro and looked over his list of villains, debating who to do next. There was Gentle Criminal, The Peerless Thief, and Ending left.
“I vote for Harima Oji,” Ekikyō said, moving their hand to set aside their dogeared and thoroughly sticky-noted copy of The Meta Liberation War. “A good, straightforward thief sounds like a nice break after having to read that whackjob’s manifesto.”
Izuku stretched the stiffness out of their now free hand and nodded in agreement. That “autobiography” gave him the same sort of weird vibes as watching the video of Stain that circulated after Hosu. They were both zealots, and just like Stain, Destro made just enough valid points to keep people interested in and perpetuating his message.
Izuku was sensing a few patterns the more pieces of his villain profiles he completed. Most of the villains whose files he’d been given fell into one of two categories at the beginning of their villainous careers: victim of circumstance or mentally unwell. A few fell into both. Twice and Toga were notable examples.
Then there were the radicals like Destro and Stain. Whatever their origin, they’d grown into a class all their own.
Did the egomaniacs deserve their own class too, or did they fall under mentally unwell? Izuku’s eyes drifted to the other name on his list that didn’t seem to fit any mold: All for One.
They shuddered and clicked on the file folder marked for Harima Oji, The Peerless Thief.
Izuku and Ekikyō had had very limited exposure to All for One, but they somehow couldn’t bring themselves to think about that man ever being a victim of circumstance. They were equally hesitant to try sticking the mentally unwell label to him. He was cunning, cruel, and persistent; he always had a plan or multiple in play. Maybe he classed more as a radical?
Was it possible for someone to just be evil for evil’s sake?
That line of thought fell apart as one of their phones rang. It was their villain phone. With barely a thought they slipped into their Sludge deep dive and altered their voice as they picked up, “Hello?”
The smooth voice of Kurogiri answered, “Greetings, Sludge. Twice has arranged a meeting with another criminal leader for an hour and a half from now. Shigaraki Tomura is requesting your presence post-haste.”
Sludge’s mind was already working on the logistics of what train would get them to Tokyo in that time. If they hurried, they should be able to make it to the outskirts in time for a teleport. “Alright. I gotta let my host wrap something up and make their excuses, but we should be able to make it in time. I’ll text you for a teleport.”
“I will be waiting,” Kurogiri said before hanging up.
Sludge stood from their desk and pulled the duffle bag with their villain supplies from the back corner of their closet. Part of their mind tugged their attention back to their phone. After a moment’s thought, they nodded and swapped out phones for their vigilante burner.
While one hand composed a text to Aizawa, the other hand—and a few tendrils of slime—focused on getting them changed into shorts, a t-shirt, and their chain mail. An oversized plain blue hoodie went on last. They picked up the duffle bag with its assortment of medical supplies and other bits, slung it over their shoulder, said goodbye to the cats, and headed out. They kept enough of their slime out of their skin to silence the chainmail under the hoodie, but they kept the rest of their skin clear as they jogged from the apartment to one of their favorite spots to climb the wall around UA.
By the time they reached the train station, Aizawa had messaged them back, confirming that they should go and reminding them to keep Izuku’s tracker on in case they needed it. Sludge grinned down at the message before turning the vigilante phone off and tucking it back in its designated pocket.
One train ride later, Sludge slunk into the first alley off the Shinagawa station. They pressed more slime through their skin, fixed their eyes, and texted Kurogiri. The portal that opened in front of them dropped them in some dingy warehouse they didn’t recognize. The rest of The League was already there except for Twice who was presumably bringing their guest, and Spinner and Kurogiri for some reason.
They shrugged off their hoodie and draped it over one of the many wooden crates stacked around the room. “Hey guys. Miss me? Oh, where do you want me to put the medical stuff? Got some energy bars in there too if anyone’s hungry.”
“Anywhere’s fine as long as it's out of the way,” Shigaraki said, waving a hand dismissively.
Shrugging, Sludge set the bag on the same crate as their hoodie. “Where’re Spinner and Kurogiri?” they asked.
“Kurogiri’s back at base in case this is a trap, and it’s Spinner’s turn to do the grocery run,” Mr. Compress informed him while inspecting one of his gloves.
Sludge nodded and dug an energy bar and a jar of high-grade burn cream out of their bag. They tossed the cream to Dabi and opened the energy bar while waiting for the man’s reaction.
Dabi stared dumbly at the jar for a minute before giving them an unimpressed look. Or it might have just been the way his scars made him look.
They shrugged back and gave him one of their best smiles.
Dabi rolled his eyes and tucked the jar in a pocket of his coat. That was as close to a thank you as the guy was likely to give.
Sludge jerked slightly when Toga appeared to lean over their right shoulder. It still surprised them that she didn’t seem averse to getting slime on her clothes.
“Ooh! Did you bring me anything?”
“I did, but I’m not sure if it’s a good match for you or Magne’s skin tones. My meatsuit’s idea,” Sludge said, digging through the first aid supplies to pull a waterproof makeup kit from the bottom of the bag. Hiding injuries was a part of first aid as far as Izuku was concerned, and they figured what proved true for vigilantes might for villains. And well, it wasn’t like The League got to pack their belongings before the raid on the bar. If the ladies had any before, it was long gone now.
Toga snatched the kit from their hand faster than they could track, grinning widely. “I knew your host was a sweetheart! Tell him thanks for us.” Then Toga pranced over to Magne. “Big Sis Magne, look!”
They’d packed a few other small things–a sewing kit for Twice to fix his mask when it got damaged, a small jar of exfoliant rated for reptile mutations, a pack of cards, a puzzle fidget, and a tube of maximum strength eczema cream–but they could worry about handing those out later. They could feel the vibrations of approaching footsteps.
“Showtime,” he warned, eyes locked on the warehouse’s door.
The lock on the door clicked, and Twice stepped in followed by a man in a ridiculous costume. Seriously, the thing had every color except blue and orange. Black dress shirt and pants, white gloves, shoes, and tie, green coat with a vibrantly purple faux fur lining at the collar, burgundy and gold mask, and a brown belt to tie the whole…look together.
Sludge very carefully didn’t laugh. One part of his mind knew exactly who this man was. How had Twice stumbled upon a freaking yakuza and the young head of one of the biggest clans at that?
As awful as the man’s fashion sense was, his eyes were just as cold and dispassionate as Dabi’s, and there was a calculating intellect behind his gold eyes as he scanned the warehouse and its inhabitants. “So…This is The League of Villains.”
“Yep!” Twice said cheerfully, seemingly immune to the air of danger that hung around his companion. Then he turned to Shigaraki and said, “He ain’t so bad once you get a chance to talk to him, so I told him to come to you, Shigaraki! He’s kinda creepy!”
Shigaraki seemed to recognize Overhaul too–or at least the fact that another leader stood before him–and took a small step forward to mark himself as the one in charge of their group. “Quite the whopper you’ve landed us, Twice.”
Magne shot Shigaraki a look. “What? He famous or something?”
“My master showed me a picture once. This is the head of the Shie Hassaikai.”
As the other Leaguers gossiped about the yakuza’s fall from grace, Sludge kept his focus on their environment. A yakuza head, no matter how arrogant or powerful, never went anywhere without at least some of their sworn guards. The oaths one took when joining a yakuza were a serious tradition.
Sludge paid attention to the vibrations in the air and ground, finally picking up something shifting high on the walls and something large–maybe several somethings–moving outside, just on the other side of the closest loading bay door. They narrowed their eyes and extended a thin tendril of slime behind the crate they leaned against. They tapped Dabi on the shoulder with it and nodded their head toward the door.
Dabi’s eyes narrowed, and he tilted his head.
Then Sludge tapped Magne and Toga. He carefully eyed the walls until spotting the glint of goggle lenses. Something cold and metallic touched their slime, and Sludge looked back to the ladies to see they’d spotted the threat too.
Toga smiled and twirled a knife in her hands. Magne drummed her fingers against her fabric-wrapped magnet and subtly shifted it to be angled more toward the yakuza member’s hiding spot.
“–Is this a challenge?!” Shigaraki practically hissed. “The next leader is me!”
Whoops. Looked like Sludge had stopped paying attention to the posturing villain leaders for too long. Someone had stepped on Shigaraki’s ego. They shifted their attention back to Shigaraki and Overhaul, pushing extra slime through their skin in anticipation of a fight.
“I’m expanding our forces day by day, and I’m going to use that power to annihilate this hero society,” Shigaraki declared.
“Got a plan?” Overhaul asked, unimpressed.
Shigaraki appeared to be thrown off by the bland question. “A plan? Didn’t you come here to join our party?”
What followed was a fairly thorough breakdown of everything Shigaraki had done wrong as a leader over the last two months. Then Overhaul had the balls to try recruiting The League instead of the other way around.
Sludge could hand it to the guy; he knew what he wanted and wasn’t afraid to go for it.
Shigaraki was dangerously still for a few moments. “Twice?”
Twice glanced nervously at their boss.
“I’d appreciate it if you vetted applicants before bringing them here.” Turning his attention back to Overhaul, Shigaraki flexed his hands and snarled. “Get out.”
Taking that as their cue, the rest of The League took more confrontational stances. Magne made a move to attack, shouting something about wanting to live free, but Sludge only had eyes for the way Overhaul casually slipped off a glove. He reached for Magne the same way Shigaraki might even as he was pulled in by her quirk. Another touch-based quirk.
Sludge swung a thick tendril of slime to intercept, swatting the man’s wrist down and away from Magne. One finger just grazed them, and they shouted in pain and surprise when several meters of the limb burst into a fine green mist.
Magne and Compress–who Sludge hadn’t even seen move–immediately backed off. “You alright, hun?” Magne asked, keeping one eye on Overhaul.
Sludge ran a quick systems check. Thankfully, the destruction hadn’t reached far enough to affect any of their non-slime body or reveal any of the distinctive scarring on their arm. As much as it hurt losing touch with that many cells at once, they could replace slime without too much trouble. “Yeah, we’re good. Don’t let him touch you.”
“Noted,” Compress said cheerily. He rolled a marble over his knuckles before throwing it at Overhaul. A flash of light turned it into a large piece of debris. Had Compress seriously held onto that from Kamino?
Regardless, one touch from Overhaul turned the ton of twisted concrete and steel into so much powder. His coat didn’t even look ruffled. Smug bastard.
“Don’t let him close enough to touch, huh? Seems like my kind of fight,” Dabi said, cupping a bright blue flame in his hand. He grinned at Overhaul and extended his hand. “See you, mister.”
There was the flash of a knife in the corner of Sludge’s vision, then the report of a gun fired in the enclosed space made their slime recoil. A muttered curse echoed from one of the high corners of the room.
“What?”
Sludge glanced over at Dabi. The man was standing there, shellshocked and staring at his hand. His hand which wasn’t on fire. Then their eyes caught on something shiny on Dabi’s coat. It looked like some sort of dart. A quirk suppressant? Nothing on the market worked that quickly though.
Sludge wrapped more slime around their body, extra wary.
Magne’s bar magnet lit up pink, and a yelp preceded a horned man in a plague mask flying down from the rafters, wreathed in the complimentary blue glow. He was promptly slammed into the floor and pinned under Magne’s foot and support gear. Toga snatched his gun, made a disgusted face, and tossed it to Shigaraki. Then she moved to check on Dabi who was still staring at his hand.
Shigaraki turned the gun over in one hand before disintegrating it. Then he moved.
The briefest moment of apprehension flitted across Overhaul’s face as he yelled, “Chrono!”
The loading bay door and the wall surrounding it exploded inward as a giant of a man stepped into the warehouse with what looked like a doll riding on his shoulder and flanked by several other yakuza members.
Sludge used slime tendrils to yank their teammates and leader out of the way of the falling debris. They shoved Dabi behind them as they snatched a few chunks of rubble from the ground and air to throw at one yakuza they noted held a gun. With Dabi’s quirk out of commission, they were at a severe disadvantage in ranged combat.
Magne seemed to realize it too and reversed the polarity of her quirk to launch the unconscious goon she’d pinned into the crowd of yakuza. Compress flung another marble-turned ton of mortar and rebar at the resulting heap of tangled limbs.
“Enough!” Overhaul yelled, destroying the projectile that would have killed at least three of his men if it had landed. “I wanted this to go peacefully, League of Villains, but there’s no way we’re coming to any amicable decisions now,” he said, aggressively dusting himself off. “One injured for each of us. Better end it there. Let’s talk again once everyone’s cooled off.”
“One? You got Dabi and Sludge!” Magne protested, keeping her bar magnet leveled at the group.
“Dabi is hardly injured,” Overhaul said calmly. “Just wait a few hours, and he’ll be…good as ever.”
“I’ll freaking kill you!” Twice yelled.
“Can I stab him, Tomura? Pretty please?” Toga asked, eyes sharp.
Shigaraki stared Overhaul down. His hand twitched, but he only clenched his fist before relaxing it. “No.”
“Wise choice, Facepalm,” the little doll said as the giant he rode on turned away to leave the building. “I’m not saying you should rush your decision, but the boss doesn’t have infinite patience. Think carefully about you and your organization and everything else.”
Overhaul stopped in the broken section of wall to look over his shoulder at Shigaraki. He flicked a business card with good enough aim for it to land at Shigaraki’s feet. “When you’ve calmed down, give me a call.”
Sludge stayed on alert until he couldn’t sense any of the Hassaikai members anymore before letting his guard down. “We’re clear.”
Shigaraki was uncharacteristically quiet as he called Kurogiri. “Let’s go. Someone will have reported the noise.”
Sludge nodded but lingered as the others started filing through the warp gate. They grabbed their things, then crouched to touch one of the smears of green on the ground. Nothing. They couldn’t feel any of their cells in it. They were just…gone. A bit disturbed, they stood and hurried toward the portal.
Shigaraki had waited for them on this side. “Learn anything?”
The question caught Sludge off guard, and they stared at Shigaraki for a second before remembering the man had a short temper. “The slime he touched is completely ripped apart, no cells left for me to salvage. Hate to think what that would do to a normal person.”
Shigaraki made a sound somewhere between a hum and a growl before jerking his head toward the portal. Sludge stepped through ahead of him.
Dabi was settled on the sofa with everyone else fussing over him when Sludge stepped from the gate into their current base. The poor guy looked overwhelmed as Magne disinfected his shoulder where he’d been hit with that dart.
The door burst open, and everyone reached for their weapons and quirks. Spinner, wearing a face mask, sunglasses, and orange wig, stepped inside with his arms loaded down with grocery bags. He paused in the doorway to look at everyone aiming weapons and quirks at him. “Um…how was the meeting?”
Outtakes:
Izuku and Ekikyō: jogging around UA’s campus
Iida: “On your left.” zooms past while waving
Izuku and Ekikyō: jump and stifle a scream at being snuck up on
Izuku: freezes as something clicks “Did you feel him?”
Ekikyō: “No, did you?”
Izuku: “No…Guess we have our time window for the residual slime to fade out now: three months.”
Chisaki: rubs a smear of green between his gloved fingers
Kurono: “Are you alright, boss?”
Chisaki: wipes the speck of slime off on a handkerchief “Fine. Just encountered something unusual today.”
Kurono: “Something with The League?”
Chisaki: “One of their members, the one made of sludge. He had no bacteria on him.”
Notes:
Who in this chapter is the quote about? Chisaki? Shigaraki? Izuku and Ekikyō?
...YesHopefully, I'll have 89 ready in time for next week, but there's a chance it'll be two weeks again before I post it. Writing lately has been...difficult.
Question: If I had an inkling of an idea for a side story about Yamada, Hitoshi, his foster brother, and said foster brother's ailing grandma totally not at all based on what's going on with my grandpa rn, would anyone be interested in reading it should I write it? It would be posted as its own separate one-shot, I think, but linked to RH. I'd probably mark both as part of a series, since they're in the same universe.
Chapter 89: Anxiety
Summary:
“Anxiety can go away through pranayama, knowledge, and meditation, and knowing that someone is taking care of you.” –Gurudev Sri Sri Ravi Shankar
Notes:
Have Monday off again this week, so early chapter again. When I stop getting Mondays off, this will return to updating on Tuesdays, but in the meantime, I hope this update brightens the worst day of the week for some of y'all.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It took several hours for Dabi’s fire to return, but it did. Poor Twice had apologized to him, Shigaraki, and Sludge a couple dozen times by then. Even after being told by Sludge and Dabi that he was forgiven (not Shigaraki who’d locked himself in his room after the first two apologies), he still acted like a kicked puppy. Thankfully, Toga took it upon herself to cheer him up.
Sludge pulled Dabi aside once everyone else was distracted. “I’m guessing by the staples that you know one of the underground docs. You might want to pay them a visit to make sure that dart didn’t screw anything else up besides your quirk.”
Dabi rolled his eyes. “If anything feels off, I’ll think about it. Worry about yourself.”
Sludge chuckled. “I’ve had worse. Snatch killed more than half my mass, and I bounced back fine. This is nothing.”
Dabi raised his eyebrows. “Snatch? Really?”
Sludge bristled a bit in feigned offense. “Hey, don’t go poking fun, Mr. I-could-be-defeated-by-a-determined-puddle.”
Dabi smirked. “Says the determined puddle.”
“Boys, boys, there’s no need to fight!” Mr. Compress said, appearing between them. “We can settle this like gentlemen, in a game of poker!” He held up the new deck of cards Sludge had brought him.
Sludge hummed. “Maybe next time. My meatsuit has work in the morning.”
“Ahhh, I wanted a sleepover,” Toga complained, pouting.
“Not my fault you lot didn’t work harder to secure a secret identity,” Sludge teased Toga before turning back to Compress and Dabi. “Let me know when Shigaraki figures out what we’re going to do about Overhaul.” At their nods, Sludge headed over to Kurogiri.
They’d debated it for a long time before deciding to bring the Nomu something too. If some of Mamoru remained when he was one of the…less aware Nomu, how much more was left in there of whoever Kurogiri had been? Whatever the case, he seemed to appreciate the puzzle fidget. He’d struck them as the type who liked having something to do with his hands when he wasn’t being ordered around.
“Hey, Giri, can you drop us off back in southwest Tokyo?”
Kurogiri nodded to them and opened a portal. “Safe travels, Sludge.”
“Keep these guys from getting into too much trouble while I’m gone.”
Kurogiri didn’t answer them, but they thought they saw the corners of his yellow eyes upturn slightly.
Between the train ride and the walk home, they didn’t crawl back over UA’s walls and into bed until nearly 3:00 a.m. As exhausted as they were, they forced themselves to go through their routine. Once Izuku and Ekikyō were assured their minds were separated, they texted Eraserhead to let him know they were home and safe. Then they collapsed face-first into bed.
Dealing with school the next day? Not so great.
“Seriously, Izu, take a nap. We’ll wake you up before lunch break ends,” Hitoshi offered.
Izuku almost protested before sighing. He mentally poked Ekikyō. Once Ekikyō’s mind slotted into place alongside his, they both said to Hitoshi, “Just for lunch.”
Hitoshi smirked as his quirk wrapped around them both like a thick blanket.
The next thing they knew, Hitoshi was shaking their shoulder. Izuku and Ekikyō blinked up at him and rubbed their eyes as they pulled their minds apart. “‘S the bell rung yet?” they slurred.
“Warning bell just rang. Uraraka already took our trays. Come on; you’re making my leg fall asleep.”
That’s when Izuku noticed what position they were in. Hitoshi had stolen the window seat from Todoroki just so Izuku and Ekikyō could lay down with their head cushioned on Hitoshi’s lap. Blush climbed Izuku’s neck and cheeks as he bolted upright.
Ekikyō chuckled in their shared headspace. “Sly dog.”
“Shut up,” Izuku said, mentally batting at his friend. He wasn’t really in the mood for teasing right now. He did wish they hadn’t needed to get up so soon though.
Hitoshi stood and stretched languidly, smirking at them. Izuku let him get away with it but retaliated by snaring one of his hands to hold captive until they reached the juncture between the heroics and general education buildings. Then they reluctantly separated, at least until their after-hours training with Aizawa.
Izuku and Ekikyō were still a little tired by the time classes let out, and after thinking about it on their way down to the gym’s supply closet, it clicked. Izuku was tired when they healed his own injuries, but what about Ekikyō’s?
The only other times Ekikyō had been hurt were after Snatch and both encounters with Erasure, but Izuku had to do a lot of healing those times too. Maybe being exhausted while only Ekikyō healed was normal? They hadn’t gotten a chance to properly sleep or recoup the calories for repairs yet either. (The League had a hard enough time getting groceries without getting caught; Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t want to eat them out of house and hideout.)
Realizing that, Izuku took a detour for the line of vending machines along the hallway with the locker rooms. He made a beeline for the hot meal vending machine and mentally poked his bodymate for his opinion.
Ekikyō directed their eyes to rove over the menu for a few seconds before saying, “The shumai sounds great right about now.”
Izuku nodded and dug his wallet out. He ignored how light it was as he slipped a few bills into the machine and ordered. They could ask Aizawa about going out to do some work for Giran later.
After collecting their meal, the pair looked over the other vending machines’ options before selecting a banana and a bottle of mugicha barley tea. They happily ate the banana as they walked back toward the supply closet.
Izuku and Ekikyō tensed but kept moving as a trio of laughing students exited the locker room between them and their destination. Izuku quickly looked them over, identifying one heteromorphic quirk (lionfish?) and a likely enhancer based on another student’s muscle mass. The third had no obvious tells for their quirk.
Given that the heroic practical classes still had an hour and a half before they finished, they couldn’t be hero students. The slightly rumpled gym clothes made Izuku think it was unlikely for them to be members of the image-conscious business course, and they didn’t have the calluses or motor oil and burnt metal scent that support students perpetually wore.
Izuku noted all this in the seconds before the group of teenagers spotted him. For a second, Izuku thought they might let him pass unmolested. Then the enhancer student’s eyes narrowed. Frick.
The buff student stepped to block Izuku’s path. “Hey, you're one of those Aldera students on the news.”
Izuku stopped, well out of arm’s reach, and plastered on an apologetic smile. “Sorry, I’m not supposed to talk about it. Ongoing case and all that.” Izuku and Ekikyō kept their attention on the imposing student in front of them while carefully watching the other two out of the corner of their eye.
The heteromorphic student gazed at him with interest but didn’t seem particularly hostile at least. The other one was more concerning. He seemed to be scanning the ceiling. He nudged the muscley one and flicked his eyes up toward the ceiling somewhere behind Izuku.
The musclehead followed his friend’s eyes and grumbled before stepping out of the center of the hallway. Under his breath, he said, “Watch yourself, quirkless.”
Izuku and Ekikyō dared a glance behind them and spotted the same security camera the other students had. They let out a slow breath and carefully walked around the potential bully and his posse, refusing to relax until they rounded the corner and were out of sight. A quick scan of the ceiling and walls revealed no obvious cameras in this stretch, but did the other students know that? They held their breath and waited. A few seconds later footsteps started toward them.
Izuku and Ekikyō darted away with all the silence and speed they’d learned as Naisho, dropping their banana peel somewhere along the way. They pushed themselves faster when they heard a shout and thud behind them. When they reached the supply closet, they ducked inside and quietly closed the door behind them, leaving the lights off as they listened.
One pair of heavy footfalls passed their hiding place 20 seconds later, but another, lighter set slowed as it passed them. The door’s lock clicked, then the footsteps left at a leisurely pace.
They waited until the hallway was silent before trying the doorknob. They were locked in. “Well, I guess that’s the third guy’s quirk solved,” Ekikyō said as he rolled their eyes.
Izuku hummed and hit the closet’s light switch, not overly concerned. As far as bullying went, being locked in a spacious supply closet wasn’t so bad. They had their phone on them, and someone would miss them in the near future if they couldn’t pick the lock on their own. In the meantime, no one was going to bother them in here, and they had food to eat.
Ekikyō’s exasperation lapped at the edges of Izuku’s mind, but he made no complaints as they opened their still-warm shumai. They hummed in appreciation as they tasted shrimp, bamboo shoots, and water chestnuts. After savoring the first few bites, they tore through the rest of the dim sum dish with ravenous speed.
They’re just finishing off their tea when their civilian phone vibrated. A quick check revealed a text from Hitoshi saying All Might had let them out of class early. Apparently, everyone in 1-A got beat up by an upperclassman earlier in the day, and no one had fully recovered yet.
“That sounds like one of Aizawa’s ‘logical ruses’ if I’ve ever heard one,” Ekikyō said. “I wonder if someone pissed him off?”
Izuku shrugged. “At least All Might was merciful?”
“Yeah, yeah. We can chalk that up to character development,” Ekikyō said dismissively. “Anyway, we know Aizawa isn’t merciful, which means after-school training is still on and probably starting early. If Hitoshi and Uraraka are out already, we should probably see about getting out of this closet sooner than later.”
Izuku hummed as they stood and stretched. Then he paused. They were already in a locked room. Why brave the locker room when here was more secure? Izuku pointedly ignored the way their eyes rolled as he quickly changed into his PE clothes and stuffed his uniform into his backpack.
That finished, they crouched in front of the door to eye the lock mechanism. Ekikyō pushed some slime through their skin and prodded at the keyhole. After a few seconds, he pulled their face into a smile. “A knob lock? Really? I thought UA would have better internal security. Some kid could get in here and drink bleach or something.”
“Can you unlock it?” Izuku asked, choosing to ignore how his friend knew about lock types.
“Can I unlock it?” Ekikyō parroted. The lock clicked. “I could jimmy a knob lock in my sleep! Don’t insult me.”
Izuku rolled their eyes and shook their head fondly as their slime slipped back under their skin. “Thank you, o master of locks. I am forever in your debt.”
Ekikyō’s mind radiated smugness as they opened the door.
It was then that they realized they had made a horrendous oversight. They knew 1-A’s class was over, and they hadn’t checked for hero students before opening the door.
Todoroki, Sero, and Kaminari paused on their way to the locker room to stare at them. Izuku and Ekikyō stared back.
In a moment of tactical brilliance, Izuku slammed the door closed again. If the incident earlier hadn’t been enough, this proved they could never use this closet again.
“Dude, you can come out of the closet. We won’t bite,” Sero said from the other side of the door.
“I thought he was already out of the closet?” Todoroki asked.
Izuku and Ekikyō slapped a hand over their mouth to keep from laughing. Sero and Kaminari didn’t bother trying to stifle theirs. Izuku and Ekikyō took this perfect distraction to open the door again, hoping to flee while the hero students were incapacitated. They nearly lost it when they saw Todoroki’s small frown and creased brow.
“I thought I used that saying correctly. Is that not what it means?”
Nope, there was no winning. Todoroki was too powerful. Who thought giving Todoroki unintentional jokes was a good or fair idea? Their retreat was ruined, but at least they got a good laugh in before the hero students decided what to do with him?
Hitoshi—the angel—arrived to save him before Sero and Kaminari pulled themselves together. “What saying now?” he asked, sidling up to Izuku and draping an arm around their shoulders.
“Oh, Shinso! You just missed the best thing!” Kaminari said and immediately dove into a dramatic retelling of the last few minutes.
Izuku leaned into Hitoshi’s hold as Kaminari talked. Maybe he didn’t need to worry about Sero and Kaminari. Just because Bakugo was a student here—and those two he ran into by the locker room being bullies too—didn’t mean all UA students were like that, and these two didn’t seem particularly bothered by his presence or his and Hitoshi’s closeness. He still didn’t really like the idea of being alone with them, but he could admit he’d overreacted when Todoroki was standing right there. He wouldn’t have let anyone hurt him. What was Izuku thinking?
Ekikyō shifted their slime in an internal hug and pressed closer mentally. Reassurance, concern, and protectiveness drifted through their connection.
Izuku pulled those feelings tight around himself like a cloak, but the anxiousness lingered. He pressed a little closer to Hitoshi and tried to focus on the grounding weight on his shoulders. It sort of worked.
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Izuku, Ekikyō, and Aizawa were cleaning up after dinner when Izuku cleared his throat. “Aizawa?”
Aizawa hummed as he handed them a mixing bowl to dry.
“Can we talk? Um, if you’re not busy…”
“Sure, Problem Children. After I feed the cats good?”
Izuku and Ekikyō nodded and got back to drying. Cleanup finished shortly thereafter. The duo headed to the living room while Aizawa dealt with the caterwauling felines that knew what the sound of the can opener meant. Even Mausu came out of hiding when she heard it. How Aizawa managed to move around the kitchen with the three cats twining about his ankles without tripping was a mystery.
Blessed silence fell as three food bowls were set on the tiled kitchen floor. Then Aizawa joined them on the sofa. “What did you two want to talk about?”
Izuku chewed on his lip for a moment before starting. “Are we off of grounding?”
Aizawa raised an eyebrow at them. “Yes. I thought letting you back out on patrols was indication enough.”
Okay, valid point. “Right…Are we…good to get back to working under our other aliases? Mostly asking because of Green. We’re about out of spending money and were thinking about contacting Giran for some work. Also wanted to swing by the underground clinic to check in.”
Ekikyō cut in to add, “And Izuku wants Cross to check his anxiety medication dose. He’s been having more symptoms lately.”
Izuku made a sour expression to let Ekikyō know how much he appreciated that. Now Aizawa was going to worry about him. They didn’t even know for sure if there was anything to worry about!
A calloused hand settled on their right shoulder and drew Izuku’s attention away from his bodymate. “Of course, you can go to your doctor. I care about you, kid, and I want to know if you’re not doing well, so I can help. Don’t forget to pick up a copy of your records for Recovery Girl while you’re there. As for working…I’ve been meaning to talk to you about setting you up with an allowance.”
A what?
Their bewilderment must have been pretty easy to read, because Aizawa gave one of his silent not-laughs. He squeezed their shoulder before letting go. He retrieved his wallet from a pouch on his utility belt and pulled out a few bills. “You’re 16, and from what I could find, this should be a good starting point,” he said, pressing three ¥10,000 bills and a ¥5,000 into their hand.
Izuku and Ekikyō stared down at the money for a few seconds before looking back up at Aizawa and making a confused sound in the back of their throat.
“I know that’s not going to cover everything with you doing vigilante work, so I won’t stop you from seeing Giran. Just…be careful, alright? Okuta Kagero would sell his own mother for the right price.”
“We know. We’ll be careful,” they both said, folding the bills and tucking them into their pocket.
Aizawa nodded in approval. “Good. Now, about your anxiety…”
Izuku hunched their shoulders a little.
“Did you start having problems with it again after you two started staying together near constantly?”
“What do you mean?” Izuku asked, head tilted slightly. Why would Ekikyō being around make his anxiety worse? If anything, having his friend around helped.
“While you two are together your total mass is much higher, and–correct me if I’m wrong–you share nutrients and resources when you’re like this. That would effectively dilute any medications you take by half, and if they were dosed according to Izuku’s mass alone, you might need a higher dose while together. You should also ask Cross if Motsu needs to worry about any side effects from being on your medication when he doesn’t have anxiety.”
“Oh.” Blush crept up their neck. That made a lot of sense, aside from Izuku’s anxiety only starting to become a problem again since the start of the semester.
“I think it might have started a little earlier, Izuku. You were pretty nervous about moving onto campus too.”
Izuku frowned. “Maybe? I dunno. I think anyone would be a little worried about moving into an enclosed area with so many potential threats. In middle school, I could always run away from people, lose them in the city. I can’t do that here.”
“We’ll agree to disagree.”
Aizawa cleared his throat to get their attention again. “If you’re having a flareup, you could also schedule a few extra appointments with Hound Dog, if you feel the need. Sometimes it pays to be proactive.”
“Personal experience?” Ekikyō asked.
“Something like that,” Aizawa hedged.
“Thanks, Aizawa. I’ll swing by the clinic tomorrow after class and text Giran. It’ll probably be a few days before he tracks down a client for us to work with, but we’ll update you when we know what day we’ll need to head out.”
“Good. With that settled,” Aizawa said. “I did have something I wanted to talk to you about as well.”
“Both of us or just Izuku?” Ekikyō asked.
“Mostly Izuku but it affects you too, Motsu. I know you both dealt with bullying at Aldera, but I want you to know that UA is not Aldera. When something like what your bullies used to do happens here, the staff will do something about it.”
“Okay?” Izuku said, a bit confused why his guardian was bringing this up now.
“With that said, I’d like you to let me or one of the other teachers know if something happens. That way I don’t have to find out you spent half an hour locked in a supply closet from Nezu,” Aizawa said, holding his phone out for Izuku to see.
Izuku cautiously took the phone and saw a video playing. It only showed a door, but then Izuku skidded into frame and ducked inside. Huh. If they missed that camera, it must have been tiny or very well hidden. He kinda wanted to go back to that hallway to see if he could spot it now that he knew one was there.
Ekikyō mentally poked him. “You’re mumbling, Izuku.”
Izuku hunched his shoulders and looked back up at Aizawa.
Aizawa eloquently raised an eyebrow.
Izuku cleared his throat. “Um…It wasn’t a big deal. We could have gotten out whenever we wanted to–Ekikyō is good with locks–and we were going to hide out there to eat and study anyway, so it wasn’t like they really did anything?” When Aizawa didn’t appear very reassured, Izuku hurried to add, “Don’t worry! We won’t be using that closet again anyway, now that it's been compromised.”
Aizawa held his hand up again to cut Izuku off. “That’s not the point, Problem Child. You shouldn’t have been locked in a supply closet in the first place. You shouldn’t have been chased down the hallway and had to hide in the closet. Nezu’s handling them.”
Izuku stared wide-eyed at Aizawa.
The man’s shoulders slumped, and his eyes softened. “They shouldn’t have gone after you, and they shouldn’t have trapped you like that. UA has a zero-tolerance policy for bullying.”
“But I’m the one who stayed there. They didn’t really trap me,” Izuku mumbled, uncertain why there was a twist in his gut all of a sudden.
“Their punishment or lack thereof is out of your hands, Problem Child. Let Nezu have his fun. And yes, you did stay there. From an underground hero’s standpoint, I want you to promise me you won’t do that again.” When Izuku and Ekikyō shot him a confused look, he continued, “They may not have ‘done anything’ this time, but the kid who locked you in could have very easily brought his much bigger friend back to the closet and unlocked the door again with his quirk. You would have been cornered then.”
“Oi, I wouldn’t have let Izuku get hurt,” Ekikyō interjected.
“I know, Motsu, but there was no need to take that risk. As soon as you knew your position was compromised, you should have gotten out of there. This is important, because taking risks like that in the field is how people don’t come home.”
Izuku and Ekikyō realized he meant this lesson not just in the bullying sense, but applied to their aliases too. The memory of wondering what happened to Mamoru and looking for him to no avail rose unbidden. They wilted at the thought of Aizawa in that position. “Okay, we promise.”
Outtakes:
Todoroki: slurps his soba noodles “I’m unsure who to ask for a work study. I could go with my father again, but…”
Uraraka: “Nejiri-senpai is putting in a good word for me with Ryuku! I could ask if she could recommend you too?”
Todoroki: “Thank you for the offer, but I do not think our fighting styles would complement each other. Ryuku specializes in close and aerial combat, and I work best with ranged or ranged support.”
Uraraka: “What about you, Shinso? Who are you asking?”
Shinso: looks up from where he’s playing with Izuku’s hair while his boyfriend sleeps with his head on Shinso’s lap “I think I might ask Midnight.”
Uraraka: spits out her drink “What?!”
Shinso: smirks while twirling one of Izuku’s curls around his finger “Flirting is another way to get people to react, after all.”
Nezu: posts a video in the teachers’ text chat of a big student chasing a smaller one and slipping on a banana peel to collide with a wall
Kayama: [laughing emoji] “Someone put that in this year’s Freshman Fail montage!”
Cross: “Alright, we can try upping your escitalopram dose or changing to citalopram. Since Sludge doesn’t share your anxiety, I ideally don’t want to put you on a very high dose of whichever medication we settle on.”
Izuku: “Okay, so we change meds? Anything I need to worry about?”
Cross: gives them a look “The only thing you need to worry about is making it through the initial period where the medication is building up in your system. It may take four to six weeks to achieve the desired effect.”
Izuku and Ekikyō: “Weeks?!”
Murphy’s Law: glances off to the side “There might be one other thing they should worry about…”
Maiko: helps Kotone carry the groceries up to the apartment, relaxing slightly when she didn’t run into any problems like the last time she went out “Maybe he finally gave up. I did drain enough energy from the last guy to knock him out…”
Man in a medical mask: watches from a distance, noting the floor and apartment before typing on his phone “Found her.”
Notes:
Japanese vending machines are the wildest thing I've seen in a while??? Like, hot meals? That's so cool. Apparently, they also have pizza, fresh eggs, vegetables, and ramen vending machines.
Nezu definitely doesn't have obvious cameras set up as decoys for tiny, hidden cameras. Nope, definitely not sneaky enough for that. >.>
Cross didn't tell Izuku about the 4-6 week buildup when Izuku first started his escitalopram, because Izuku didn't recognize he had anxiety at that time. He didn't know what it was like to not have to deal with it and was only taking the medication because of his burnt shoulder. This time he does know what its like and is likely to expect the new med to work right away...which isn't how anxiety meds work (unfortunately).
Chapter 90: How We Walk
Summary:
“How we walk with the broken speaks louder than how we sit with the great.” –Bill Bennot
Notes:
It has been a hot minute since I've posted a chapter here. I didn't intend to be gone so long, but my muse latched onto a one-shot idea (go check out One for Toga), then my grandpa went back into the hospital, and I had to take an emergency road trip to go see him. We weren't sure if he'd be coming back out of the hospital at the time, though he has been moved back to a nursing home now. He's very unlikely to survive the spring, but he's ready to go at this point. shakes head and takes a deep breath
This chapter might not be quite as polished as the others, but I hope it finds y'all well. Also, I can't believe none of y'all suspected who Maiko is related to... >:)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Maiko was good at running. Running away from that one snooty rich girl with the fashion quirk in middle school, running away from her uncle’s “home”, running away from her feelings and quirk. She’d had a lot of practice.
When Gima Kotone saved her from that corner store clerk who’d caught her stealing and bought her a sandwich, she’d thought she’d have to run again. For the first time in a while, she was glad she didn’t. Through Kotone, Maiko had met Anshin Yūku, and she’d found an unexpected sanctuary. The crowded little apartment with its frequently changing occupants even started to feel like home. (She didn’t expect to find a home again, not after her mom died and her uncle turned out to be a villain.)
She was good at running, but she found that maybe it was okay to slow down, to stay in one place for a while and breathe. She forgot that stopping tended to let what was chasing you catch up.
As she stood beside the stove, staring down through the wall and floor of the fourth-story apartment, she cursed herself. She should have known stealing enough energy from that one gurentai to knock him out in the middle of the grocery store wouldn’t be the end of things. She just saw the tattoo around his wrist and panicked like an idiot.
Now her uncle was here. His energy (life force, aura, vitality–her quirk counselor and her family could never agree on a term) was distinctive in how it seemed to siphon off bits of the energies of those around him even when he wasn’t actively using his quirk. And he’d brought two friends.
Maiko looked over her shoulder, toward the front door, and saw Kotone tidying her hair at the genkan mirror in preparation to head out to her classes. Maiko glanced back down as the three glowing energies started winding up the staircase. Kotone wasn’t going to make it out in time.
Maiko might hate everything about her uncle’s “family,” but they did get one thing right. Family always came first.
Maiko snatched up Kotone’s satchel and headed over to her. “Kotone, you need to hide.”
Kotone turned toward her but only gave her a confused look when Maiko shoved her bag into her hands. “What?”
Maiko anxiously checked below them. The trio were on the floor below theirs. She didn’t have time to explain. She tapped Kotone on the arm and pushed part of her own anxious energy into Kotone in case she had to make a break for it–Kotone was useless before her first corner store coffee of the day. Then Maiko shoved her back toward the bedrooms down the hall. “Just hide, please. Don’t come out.”
Kotone jolted at the energy transfer and gave Maiko a startled look, but she let herself be manhandled without further questions. She didn’t even protest tracking dirt across the carpet with the sneakers that she’d already put on.
Maiko didn’t let up until the bedroom door closed behind her sometimes roommate. The kettle she’d left on the stove started whistling, and Maiko hurried back to the kitchen to turn off the burner.
Maiko shakily poured herself a cup of tea on autopilot as she felt her uncle draw closer and closer. She didn’t recognize the other two’s auras, but that didn’t mean much. She had made it a point to stay out of everyone’s way when she’d briefly lived with her uncle.
They didn’t even bother knocking. Uncle Rikiya broke the front door with one punch. Then there were footsteps–strangers–inside the apartment.
Unexpected anger clawed its way up Maiko’s throat. Something about these men just…storming into Yūku’s apartment struck her as wrong. This place was safe. They shouldn’t be here.
The first person to step from the entryway into the open-concept living room and kitchen got a face full of near-boiling tea. He screamed and clutched at his eyes.
The second thug was more prepared, stepping into view with his weapon already drawn.
Maiko had just enough time to register that the gurentai had a gun trained on her before she was knocked back against the counter. The sound hit a second later. Then the pain.
Was getting shot supposed to hurt this much? A sharp, acidic sensation sprawled out from the impact site on her shoulder, sucking the breath out of her for a moment.
Uncle Rikiya laughed somewhere as the gunman edged closer to her.
Maiko gritted her teeth against the stabbing pain twisting along her nerves and behind her eyes. She waited until the man was within arm’s length to lunge forward and grab his bare wrist.
Nothing happened.
The man twisted his wrist free before backhanding her with his gun.
Stars burst across Maiko’s vision, and her head swam as she fell. Her hands were pulled behind her and tied there by something, but her thoughts kept catching on one thing: her quirk wasn’t working.
Hands as large as her head gripped her shoulders and yanked her back to her feet. She knew who it was even before her eyes focused. That creeping fatigue–the feeling of being drained–was familiar. “Uncle.” Her voice only came out a little slurred.
A booming laugh rattled her. Then she was being picked up and thrown over a broad shoulder like so much baggage. She struggled to keep her eyes open, but she knew fighting Energy Suck was pointless.
“Maiko, long time, no see. Hope you enjoyed your game of hide and seek, because it’s about time you returned home.”
“Not my home,” she tried to yell. It came out closer to a whisper.
“Don’t be like that, Maiko,” Rikiya said, starting to walk. “We’re family by blood; that makes you part of the Hassaikai too. You don’t just walk out on family. Not without losing a finger, at least. Count yourself lucky that the boss is understanding when it comes to how difficult children can be.”
Maiko’s stomach turned at the threat. She wasn’t properly part of the yakuza–she hadn’t taken any oaths or sworn herself to the young oyabun–but she wasn’t confident that would protect her. She’d heard the horror stories of what the new boss did to subordinates who angered or disappointed him.
She’d escaped when she was supposed to be at one of her last days of school before transferring completely to private tutors provided by her uncle’s employer, back when Chisaki was still consolidating power and obsessed with whatever lab experiment he was running. She wasn’t confident she’d be able to get away a second time. She doubted they’d even let her out of the compound again, and she wouldn’t be surprised if they had someone guard her from now on, as both a prisoner and asset.
The Shie Hassaikai touted the whole “family sticks together” thing just like every yakuza, but Maiko knew the only reason they’d bothered to come after her was her quirk. She hated Uncle Rikiya and his quirk, what he did with it. She hated her own quirk too, but Maiko decided she’d rather have her villain quirk than this feeling of helplessness.
—
Izuku was wrapping up an analysis session with Giran and a client who had a type of telekinesis but restricted to glass when his phone rang. A moment of frantic digging through pockets turned up his vigilante burner phone. He didn’t recognize the phone number calling him.
Izuku and Ekikyō frowned at the screen and waved a quick goodbye to Giran. They answered the phone as they made for the warehouse’s exit. “Hello?”
“Naisho, they took her!”
Izuku and Ekikyō recognized that voice from dinners and evenings spent listening to the grad student go on a rant about some stupid caveat in psychology law or the way this one professor seemed to take joy in assigning his students large projects right before tests in other classes. “Kotone? What happened?” They asked, already dreading the answer.
They broke into a sprint, heading for the closest train station. Shifting into a deep dive, they pushed a thin layer of slime through their skin to boost their oxygen intake. If Kotone was calling them on their vigilante number, she’d used the phone number on Yūku’s fridge.
A worst-case scenario had happened.
“Maiko. They took Maiko!”
Dread and fear echoed between Izuku and Ekikyō, but they pushed it down to focus on their friend. They couldn’t help Maiko until they got there, but they could help Kotone.
Kotone’s breathing wasn’t the best, and they worried she might hyperventilate. They also needed way more detail than that. As they were forced to stop at a busy intersection to wait for the crosswalk, they pulled out Izuku’s civilian phone and texted Aizawa. He was closer than them. He might be able to pick up a trail before whoever had taken Maiko got too far. “Kotone, I need you to breathe, okay? Eraserhead will be there soon, and I’ll be there in 45. Are you hurt? Is anyone with you?”
“It was just me and Maiko. I was about to head out to class when she stopped me. She just…stared through the floor, looking in the direction of the parking lot. Then she got this…look and told me to hide. I didn’t take her seriously until she gave me an extra little zap of energy with her quirk. You know how reluctant she is to use her quirk, so I–”
“Kotone, we’ll get her back. Right now, we’re more worried about you. Are you somewhere safe? Is whoever took Maiko gone?”
“Yes, they’re gone. I already had my shoes on to leave, so they probably thought she was here alone. But I can’t lock the front door. It’s literally folded in half!”
Izuku and Ekikyō darted forward again as the crosswalk light turned. “Okay. You need to get out of there. They might come back to clean up evidence. Could you make it to the underground clinic? Or the corner store on block four? You should be somewhere with other people around just in case.”
“I’ve only been to the underground clinic once, but I know the corner store. I stop there for coffee on the way to class sometimes.”
“Okay, good. Go there, and I’ll have Eraserhead meet you. He knows about Naisho and us. He’ll keep you safe.”
“O-okay.”
“Want us to stay on the line with you until he gets there?”
“That’s not–” There was a creak and clatter of something wooden falling over on Kotone’s end of the call. “Yes, please.”
That’s what they did for the next ten minutes, talking to Kotone, asking about her progress on her thesis and any other topic that came to mind. They also updated Eraserhead on Kotone’s location, texted Yūku a warning, and caught their train. They fought down their own worry and anxiety to help Kotone.
After Eraserhead arrived at the corner store and Izuku and Ekikyō hung up, things started catching up to them. The thought of Maiko being kidnapped by whatever villain family she’d run away from–or even worse, the possibility that it wasn’t her family but someone like the traffickers that took Mamoru–made their chest constrict. Without someone else to focus on and keep calm for, Izuku started losing that battle himself. The warning vibration of their watch/tracker steadily became background noise.
Ekikyō took charge of their breathing and heartbeat at some point, evening them out before their tracker could send an alert. He stuck close in their mindscape for the rest of the train ride, trying to pull Izuku out of his anxiety attack.
The trip was fuzzy for Izuku, but he trusted Ekikyō and didn’t fight whenever his friend moved them or kept him from mentally retreating. He was still a little out of it by the time they arrived at the corner store, but he was present enough to seek out Aizawa in the group of police officers and civilians surrounding Kotone.
Their eyes caught Aizawa’s, and whatever Izuku’s guardian saw had him excusing himself to approach them. “Izuku?” he asked quietly.
Ekikyō loosened his hold on their breathing, and Izuku asked, “We’ll get her back, right?”
“Yeah, kid,” Aizawa said, pulling them into a hug. “We’ll get her back.”
Izuku wrapped their arms around their guardian and squeezed their eyes shut. He snapped them back open when his imagination supplied him with a mental image of a vitality vampire Nomu. The vivid picture tried to set his heart racing again. He really hoped it was Maiko’s family and not All for One’s people who had found her.
He made an unhappy sound in the back of his throat and fought back the Midoriya tears as Ekikyō tweaked their heart rate again. He mumbled into Aizawa’s jumpsuit, “I don’t think my new anxiety medication is working.”
“Yet,” Ekikyō added with their voice. “Cross said it might take a few weeks for it to build up in our systems enough to do anything, but yeah, this isn’t great.”
Aizawa’s arms tightened around them. “It’ll be okay, kid.”
---
A whole week passed, and the investigation made barely any progress. Whoever had taken Maiko had shot her with something (a sedative? A paralytic?) that prevented her using her quirk to free herself. They’d also had a car waiting for them in the parking lot. The investigators lost sight of the license plateless car once it got onto the highway. The kidnappers had worn masks too, so no dice there.
The only real lead they had was the surname Maiko had given Yūku when she’d first moved in: Katsukame. Izuku might have eavesdropped on Aizawa’s phone calls to learn that Maiko’s mom had died of cancer two years ago, and her dad was a deadbeat and in the wind. Officially, her uncle had custody of her. Without any solid proof of wrongdoing, the police couldn’t get a warrant to search said uncle’s home, because—get this—he lived on the property of a yakuza family.
Aizawa caught them spying before they could learn which family, but that was fine. They had sources too. A quick text to Giran, some haggling, and they had what they needed in exchange for halving their usual pay for two quirk analyses to be conducted later that week. Katsukame Rikiya was one of the Eight Bullets, a member of the Shie Hassaikai for a few years now. His quirk was called Energy Suck, which seemed pretty self-explanatory given Maiko’s quirk.
Izuku and Ekikyō really hoped Shigaraki got in contact with Overhaul again soon, because they had words for whoever in his fancy gang had decided that kidnapping a teenage girl who obviously wanted nothing to do with them was a good idea. Not that they could say those words, but they could think them and maybe fantasize about beating Katsukame to a pulp whenever negotiations inevitably went south. Maybe they’d find a way to beat up Overhaul too. As the boss, he had to have signed off on the whole thing.
Yet another week was spent waiting and hoping Maiko was okay. Izuku’s anxiety and their shared, mounting frustration made the days seem to stretch on endlessly, and the nights were little better. With Aizawa officially working Maiko’s case, he was busy with a lot of meetings. Which meant he wasn’t available for regular patrols, and Aizawa didn’t want them patrolling solo (duo?) when they were “off their game.”
Izuku and Ekikyō took offense, until they accidentally left a nasty bruise on Hitoshi’s ribs during a spar. (Izuku owed Hitoshi an extended cat café date for that.) Maybe Aizawa had a point, even if it felt a bit like they were being treated with kid gloves.
All that left Izuku and Ekikyō with a lot of free time after dark. “I could just make you sleep, ya know,” Ekikyō pointed out from his corner of the living room. He had a string and stick toy in one tentacle that he was using to play with Komainu.
Izuku was sitting upside down on the sofa with Maneki sleeping on his chest. He was also scratching at Mausu’s ears gently where the chinchilla cat had crept to hide just under the edge of the sofa to Izuku’s right. Izuku spoke softly as he answered, “And leave you awake alone? I know this situation’s eating at you too.”
Ekikyō grumbled but didn’t argue the point. Being merged with one of them being asleep made it easier for the other to fall asleep, but it didn’t guarantee the other could. Ekikyō had learned that the first night after Maiko was taken. Izuku hadn’t let him do it again since.
“Maybe we could check out the weight room?” Izuku suggested. “Nezu did grant us access for bad nights.”
Ekikyō let Komainu catch the toy and yank it free of his tentacle. “Yeah, sure. Why not?”
Izuku gave Mausu one last pet, then sat up, shifting Maneki to the blanket piled at one end of the couch as he went. “Ready when you are.”
Ekikyō bobbed before pulling on the slime in Izuku’s system.
Izuku paid more attention than he usually did as Ekikyō numbed his throat and stomach. Since he had gained some degree of control over the slime in his body, Izuku tried to take notes every chance he got. He didn’t get as good of a sense for what was happening as he did when in a deep dive with Ekikyō, but he could at least tell the slime cells weren’t coating everything but collecting around where he thought the nerves might be. He’d have to reference that anatomy book Recovery Girl gave them sometime to be sure.
Possession went as smoothly as ever with the exception of Ekikyō giving them a hairball. “A little warning would have been nice.” Izuku coughed and spat the last bit of cat fur that had gotten caught in their teeth into the trash can they were doubled over. “Ugh. I think we’ve hit the fall shed. Remind me to brush everyone and vacuum later.”
“At least it isn’t as bad as Snatch?”
Izuku shuddered and mentally shoved Ekikyō before stowing the trash bin back in its cabinet under the kitchen sink and heading for their room. The pair changed into workout clothes before grabbing Izuku’s phone, earbuds, water bottle, towel, and student id card. They texted Aizawa where they were going; then they cautiously slunk out into the night. The other teacher apartments were quiet as the grave, and they did their best to descend the stairs silently.
They made it to the exterior door to the weight room without incident and swiped their id card, waiting for the light to blink green before opening the metal door. They fumbled along the wall before finding the light switch panel. The first switch blinded them for half a second before their eyes adjusted. They flicked a few more, bringing the space to half-light.
Eyeing the room they’d largely avoided due to the risk of encountering upperclassmen, they realized they had no idea where to start. Between the beach cleanup, Ciupan’s training, and Izuku’s meager set of weights at home, they didn’t recognize most of the equipment, let alone know how to use any of it. Maybe they should have used that gym membership Aizawa got them.
“We should probably avoid any of the heavy machines, since we don’t have a spotter,” Ekikyō ventured, equally uncertain.
Izuku nodded and headed over to a section of floor covered in padded mats. Stretches first, then they’d figure out the rest. The rest ended up being a grueling set of pull-ups on the parallel bars, sit-ups, crunches, and various exercises with the dumbbells, eagerly testing the weights exceeding what Izuku owned. Izuku wasn’t sure if both of them enjoyed the burn in their muscles, but Ekikyō wasn’t complaining as he managed some subtle skin breathing.
When their arms started to feel like jelly, they reluctantly racked the weights. They still had restless energy to burn, but further arm exercises were out of the question. They eyed the stationary bicycles before deciding on one of the treadmills instead. It was one of the fancier models that could do inclines. “Want to see how long we can last together?” Izuku silently asked.
Ekikyō mulled the idea over before agreeing, moving to shrug their shirt off. It was already half-soaked through with sweat and would just get in the way of breathing at this point. There was no one around to see them or Izuku’s scars anyway.
They downed the rest of their water bottle and refilled it before climbing onto the machine to tinker with the controls. Finding a pre-programmed five-kilometer course that looked challenging, they got started. They quickly fell into a rhythm, working in synch as they listened to Izuku’s playlist.
Their thoughts quieted under the pounding of their heart and feet as they reached the first inclined section of their run. They didn’t consciously note the extra slime that rose from their skin to speed up oxygen exchange and cooling or note the passage of time except for the changing of songs.
They only roused from their trance when the exterior door squeaked as it swung open behind them. They stumbled, struggling to shift gears from just moving to processing their environment for threats again. Slime retracted under their skin as they hit a pause on the treadmill.
Izuku and Ekikyō’s minds separated as they turned, taking great gulps of air to make up for what they were no longer getting through their skin. Green eyes met mismatched grey and blue, and some of the sudden tension eased from their tired muscles.
Todoroki’s eyes flitted over them quickly before he frowned, brows drawing together. “Midoriya?”
Izuku took a long pull from his water bottle before answering, “Todoroki.”
Todoroki walked over silently, still eyeing them. His expression was more closed off now, almost stormy. “Bakugo.”
“What?” Izuku asked, confused. Then it clicked. He flushed in embarrassment and turned away, for all the good it did. That last encounter with his bully had left him with scars on all sides. The marks itched and burned under the sudden attention.
Izuku swallowed and hopped off the treadmill, heading for the bench he’d cast his shirt on. It would at least cover his chest and back. He couldn’t do anything about his arms and neck until he returned home to his makeup kit.
A barely there touch on his right shoulder stopped him. A silent question hung in the air.
“Aizawa’s taking care of it,” Izuku answered with a wry grin. “They don’t hurt.” Not really anyway.
Todoroki’s touch lingered on their shoulder a few more seconds before pulling away. “When?” he asked, voice firm.
Izuku shrugged on their shirt, grimacing at the way it clung to their damp skin. “Before fall classes started up. I’ve been covering it with makeup,” he said gesturing to left side of his face and neck as he turned back around to face Todoroki.
Todoroki nodded but didn’t say anything else. He seemed unsure how to proceed. (That made two of them.) After another minute of awkward silence, Todoroki slowly asked, “Are you okay?”
Izuku couldn’t help but grin. Todoroki wasn’t the most personable in a conversation, and he didn’t seem comfortable whenever emotions ran high in their lunch group. But he cared. He knew Izuku was a crier, and he asked how Izuku was doing anyway. He was going to be a great hero.
Focusing back in on his friend’s question, Izuku said, “It’s…hard, remembering I’m not the same helpless kid he used to hurt.” Izuku raised a hand to ghost his fingers along the scar on his jaw, a permanent reminder of his failing.
Ekikyō nudged his mind and lowered their hand to tap a pattern on the outside of their leg instead.
“But I have people to remind me how much I’ve grown since then and how my scars mean that I survived. So, um…I guess I’m not okay right now, but I will be…if that makes any sense.”
Todoroki hummed in lieu of responding. The silence that settled between them was less awkward this time, almost soothing, like running cool water over a burn.
Then Todoroki tilted his head and ruined the moment. “This is an appropriate time to give you a hug, correct? That’s something friends do.”
Izuku laughed and stepped forward to pull his friend into a quick hug. Then he headed back for the treadmill.
Todoroki was going to be a great hero, but Izuku could see him giving his future PR team grey hairs.
Outtakes:
Todoroki: “Uraraka has her ankle, Iida got that scar after Hosu, Hitoshi has a new scar on his abdomen too, and Izuku has so many new scars…”
Izuku and Ekikyō: sweating because what if Todoroki noticed all those newer scars are green “Uh…we can explain…”
Todoroki: “I must be cursed. Everyone I become friends with ends up with scars as bad as mine.”
Izuku and Ekikyō: “Todoroki, no…”
Izuku: “We’re three weeks in on my new anxiety med. Things will only get better from here, right?”
Murphy’s Law: raises a hand and opens its mouth
Ekikyō: “Nobody asked you!”
Shinso: is about to knock on Aizawa’s door when he sees Todoroki and Izuku walking up the path to the teacher dorms “Oh, hey, where were you guys?”
Todoroki: “The weight room.”
Izuku: “Gotta shower. Be out in ten!”
Todoroki: nods sagely “He is really sweaty.”
Shinso: “He didn’t look that bad?”
Todoroki: “That’s because he put his shirt back on.”
Shinso: envisions Izuku without a shirt on and sweaty
Shinso: bluescreens
Notes:
Gima: meaning ceremony, rule, affair, case, a matter + meaning interval, space (the name makes sense with Kotone's quirk; it just hasn't come up in story yet)
gurentai: hoodlums (a category of yakuza member)
Chapter 91: Not Prepared
Summary:
“I overanalyze situations because I’m scared of what may happen if I’m not prepared for it.” –Turcois Ominek
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
They were halfway into the third week since Maiko’s kidnapping when the message they’d been waiting on came in the form of a text from an unknown number.
“This is Shigaraki. Be here Friday night at 19:00. I have a meeting with Overhaul and want The League on standby.”
Izuku and Ekikyō’s face stretches into their signature grin though perhaps a touch more feral. “Finally!”
Aizawa, who was sitting at the dining table grading papers, said without even looking up, “Knock it off, you two. You’re scaring the cats.”
Izuku and Ekikyō glanced down at Komainu sitting dutifully beside the sofa. The cat gave them a slow blink. They blinked back before grinning. “Sure, Aizawa. Hey, are we good to head out Friday for you-know-what?”
Aizawa looked up to level them with a bloodshot stare. “Is this going to be like last time where one of you gets hurt?”
They grimaced a little at the reminder. “No. It shouldn’t, at least. Shigaraki’s got a one-on-one meeting arranged. The rest of The League’s on standby in case things go south.”
Aizawa hummed but didn’t appear totally convinced. “Be careful. Keep your tracker on you in case of emergency. There are extra energy bars in the pantry that you can take when you go. Actually, can you stock up on calories ahead of time, or would that not work?”
Izuku and Ekikyō weren’t sure. In theory, it should? They shrugged. “One way to find out.”
Aizawa snorted and set his red pen down. “How about we order out then? I don’t think we have enough groceries on hand for a real feast.”
Izuku’s mood dipped a little at the reminder. With the case meetings following Maiko’s disappearance, Aizawa had missed nearly as many dinners as he’d been present for. (Was it possible to miss someone when they were sitting five meters away?)
“Sounds like a plan,” Ekikyō answered for both of them. “We know a good Chinese place. You call the order in, and we can pick it up?”
“Sure. What do you two want for your orders?”
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The next few days crawled past as anticipation built. Even the brief visit to Giran for a few analyses did little to distract Izuku and Ekikyō for long. When classes wrapped up on Friday, they rushed to change their clothes and leave campus.
Sludge stepped through a portal into The League’s current base an hour and a half before Shigaraki’s meeting was due to start. The others were already gathered when they arrived.
“Sludge!” Toga yelled just before she pounced on them. “I’ve missed you. Come on, let’s spar! It’s been ages since we sparred. Pretty please?”
Sludge laughed and wormed his way out of Toga’s not-quite choke hold. “Alright, alright. Why not? Gotta warn you though; we’ve been practicing.”
Toga smiled even wider and dragged them over to a cleared-out section of the warehouse where someone had used sidewalk chalk to mark out a large circle. The floor was unforgiving concrete, and Sludge could spot a few scorch marks and cracks marring the surface as they squared off against Toga.
They hadn’t gotten a chance to spar with any of the Leaguers since before running into Stain a second time, so they were looking forward to showing off their vastly improved coordination and speed. They pushed more slime through their skin and into their brain while waiting for Toga to make the first move.
Toga bared her teeth in a grin and lunged, one of her support gear’s needles in one hand and a knife in the other.
Sludge could hesitantly admit they had fun in the whirlwind of bruises and cuts and scrapes that followed. They might have kept going even longer had Magne not yanked Sludge out of the ring with her quirk. (Thank goodness her quirk seemed to recognize them as a single entity rather than two.)
“Alright, you two, settle down. The boss just entered Overhaul’s base.”
Toga pouted and whined for a moment before settling atop a rusty oil drum to clean and polish her knives. Sludge settled on an open chair beside Magne, knowing she’d want to check their cuts to determine if any needed stitching.
They let her fuss over them and their glorified scratches—none of them were deep enough to need stitches—while they worked their way through two energy bars and a bottle of water. It turned out they could stock up on calories ahead of needing them, though it left their body feeling uncomfortably tight and bloated. The sensation wasn’t so bad when they had part of their slime outside of their skin, thankfully, and with the chance they’d need to fight in short order, they didn’t want to give up that store healing a few nicks.
The following hour and a half consisted mostly of tense silence and furtive glances at Kurogiri, but when a text finally came through, Shigaraki stepped through the warp gate to rejoin them rather than them going to rescue him. He seemed to be deep in thought as he stalked over to the one ratty sofa their current safehouse had. Spinner abandoned his own seat on the couch to give their boss some space. No one wanted to be within arm’s reach until they knew for sure if Shigaraki’s mood was stable.
Kurogiri, whether because he lacked a sense of self-preservation or because he knew he was too valuable to be decayed, was the first to speak. “Was your meeting productive, Shigaraki Tomura?”
Shigaraki sat with his elbows on his knees for a few more seconds before leaning back and looking at the faces gathered around him. “Good, you’re all here. Overhaul sure knows how to talk. Insisted on a game of shogi before letting me go too.”
“A board game?” Spinner asked, scaled face scrunched up. “Ew.”
“A strategy game,” Shigaraki corrected.
“As fascinating as the yakuza’s choice in pastimes is, I think we’re all a bit more interested in what he wanted to talk to you about,” Magne carefully prodded.
Shigaraki nodded. “He wants us to collaborate.”
Dabi raised one eyebrow. “Collaborate, really?”
Shigaraki scowled at Dabi briefly before saying, “Yes. Don’t make me repeat myself. Their plan’s actually got some bite to it. Twice, Sludge, you’re yakuza, starting today.”
Sludge stared at Shigaraki in disbelief. “What?”
Twice’s reaction was a bit more animated. “Sounds boring. That’s really interesting, Shigaraki!”
“They wanted Kurogiri too, but I stuck to my guns. Besides, he’s about to get started on a much more important task. They’re aware that Sludge comes with time constraints, but they want to see you two sooner rather than later. You can use the underground route to get there, and—”
Twice seemed to finally settle on one emotion to feel, and it was indignant. Sludge wasn’t the only one who tensed when Twice moved to grab Shigaraki’s shoulder. “Why’d you let that beaky bastard win you over?! He’s the one who hurt Sludge and nearly killed Big Sis Mag! He…He got me to carelessly lead him right to everyone. I’m only human, you know!”
Finally seeming to notice what he’d done, Twice pulled his hand back and frantically looked around the group for support. “Come on, guys, say something!”
Sludge was honestly still stuck on the fact Overhaul had specifically asked for them. Something about it didn’t sit right.
Toga seemed to have something on her mind and took the opportunity to speak up, “What do we mean to you, Tomura? Because for me, The League makes me feel good just being myself. Stainy was my inspiration, but you’re who I’m living with and fighting beside. Because I want to. I wanna live however I feel like, now that I know it’s possible,” she said, dancing over to Shigaraki’s seat. A split second later, she had a knife in her hand, blade hovering a few centimeters from Shigaraki’s face and neck. “Right, Tomura? So, why do we gotta do things we don’t wanna do?”
Toga was more perceptive than Sludge thought. It was pretty obvious Twice didn’t want to deal with Overhaul again, still feeling guilty for what happened—what almost happened—but they hadn’t expected her to pick up on their own reluctance. They were almost touched by her protectiveness.
Shigaraki glanced from Toga back to Twice and Sludge. His eyes lingered on Sludge a second longer before he sighed and reached up to remove Father from his face. “Right…You’re doing it for me, you, and all of us.” He carefully used two fingers to move Toga’s knife hand away from him as he continued, “Those yakuza idiots are hoping to slow us down and win over Twice and Sludge because of how useful you both are. They think they’re sneaky trying to worm their way in and take over.” Shigaraki scoffed, standing from the sofa.
“This team up was never about equality. Twice, remember when you said someone had to pay?” When Twice shakily nodded, Shigaraki smiled. “This is one way I’m gonna make that happen. I believe in you guys,” Shigaraki said, shifting his piercing red eyes from Twice to Sludge. Then his eyes landed on Toga again. “Though I’m sure Overhaul wouldn’t protest having a third League member under his thumb if you want to tag along.”
Toga beamed and finally sheathed her knife. “Stabbing people when they aren’t paying attention is my specialty! Ooh! I gotta pack!” She bounced up and down for a second before sprinting off to her room.
Shigaraki shook his head and dug around in an inner coat pocket. He pulled out a tiny dart. “While you’re there, keep an eye out for these ‘quirk destroying bullets.’ Overhaul didn’t go into detail on their production, and I want to know everything.”
“On it, boss! I can’t even cook tayaki, and you want me to learn how to cook drugs?” was Twice’s…helpful response.
Sludge leaned forward to get a better look at the dart. Was this what nuked Dabi’s fire during their last confrontation? It—they froze.
It looked familiar. They dug through their shared memories for a moment before finding what they needed. This dart looked the same as the partial case of darts they’d gotten off that Trigger dealer. Frick. That meant these things were making it into general circulation. They needed to tell Eraserhead.
“Yeah, sure, boss. We’ll keep an eye out.” they frowned as they asked, “And you’re sure Overhaul and his goons will let me come and go?”
“That’s the agreement. Having Toga there will only sweeten the deal.” Shigaraki stared off at the far wall for a moment before adding, “I should probably call him to let him know to expect a third. Don’t want him and his men getting trigger happy when you show up…”
Sludge left him to it. They needed to contact someone too. When they felt eyes on them and looked up to see Compress watching them (was that concern?), they waved a hand dismissively. “Gotta cancel my host’s plans with his drinking buddy for tomorrow night. Be back in a sec.” Then they stepped out into the dingy and graffiti-covered alley behind their safehouse.
They leaned against the wall and quickly tapped out a message to Eraser. “Won’t be back until Sunday evening. Shigaraki has us on a mission with the Hassaikai, so I won’t have my phone on until after. Totally unrelated, but do you remember those darts you got off that one drug dealer? Turns out the Hassaikai is making those, and they nullify your quirk for a few hours if you’re hit by one.” They were about to send the message when they realized how that ending sounded. They hurried to add, “Dabi found out the hard way.” Then they sent it. There. Crisis averted.
They nodded to themselves and headed back inside. They’d brought a small duffle bag with them this time, mostly filled with some first aid supplies. They emptied those out onto the table for Magne and Spinner to sort through before asking, “There an unclaimed room I can use?”
Kurogiri showed them to one. It was obvious why it hadn’t been claimed by one of The League’s regulars, what with the water staining on the ceiling and the warped flooring at one end of the room, but the other end seemed stable and dry enough. They kept to that side of the room as they dug their vigilante and civilian phones out of their pockets. They bundled them inside the spare change of clothes in their bag before palming their tracker. They weighed it in their hand for a minute before snugging it to their wrist. Once it lit up and started registering their vitals, they dimmed the screen and smoothed slime over it until it was barely noticeable.
Satisfied, they pocketed another dozen energy bars and a water bottle before picking up the pill vial keyring at the very bottom of the bag. They’d packed one extra dose of their citalopram in case they stayed overnight, but they hadn’t expected to be staying all weekend. Hopefully, they’d be okay missing their Sunday dose. Not much they could do about it now though.
They sighed and returned to the main room. Twice and Toga appeared to have beaten him to finishing their preparations. Only Toga had a bag with her.
Shigaraki nodded to them. “Kurogiri can get you most of the way there. The Hassaikai’s base has a connection to one of the Metro’s maintenance tunnels. Look for the door with the ‘high voltage’ and ‘employees only’ signs. The hidden door will be 4 meters to the right where it looks like someone painted over some graffiti. Just knock. They’re already waiting for you.”
Magne looked them over with a frown. “And if you ever find yourselves in trouble, Kurogiri’s just a text away.”
Shigaraki tipped a hand back and forth. “Reception down there’s spotty unless you’re near one of the offices with a wifi router.”
Spinner and Compress stared at him.
“What?!” he asked, irritably. “I kept an eye on my bars as they escorted me to the exit.”
Dabi shook his head and rolled his eyes. “Don’t you lot have a meeting to get to?”
“Punctuality is important,” Kurogiri acknowledged, opening a portal. “Best of luck in your endeavors,” he added with a shallow bow.
Sludge stepped through first to check for any danger, Toga and Twice close on their heels. The tunnel they stepped out into was empty aside from the lights overhead and the infrequent door. There was the dull roar of a crowd and subway cars not too far away, and Sludge wondered which Metro station they were close to.
After a quick look around, they found the signs and recently painted section of wall Shigaraki had mentioned. They glanced at their companions before knocking on the wall. A second later, there was a click, and the section of wall shifted back a centimeter before opening on an invisible hinge. The creepy puppet guy and the masked yakuza in the white robe were there along with a handful of others. “About time,” the puppet groused. He(?) turned to lead the way. “Hurry up. The boss is waiting.”
Despite saying to hurry, it took a good 30 minutes of following the puppet man with his tiny legs through winding hallways that both halves of Sludge’s mind carefully noted to reach what looked almost like the common room at their base, just a lot cleaner and better furnished. There was even a tv and a bookcase packed with books and a few manga.
There were several people in the room lining the far wall, all of them wore some variation of beaked mask except for one man with a burlap sack over his entire head. (Sludge was careful not to glare at the man they recognized from a picture Giran had given them of Katsukame Rikiya.) Only one person in the room was seated. Overhaul lounged in the center of the dark leather couch in the middle of the room, studying them with impassive eyes as they entered.
The puppet man hopped up to sit on the arm of the couch to the yakuza head’s left while the white robed yakuza bowed slightly, and the rest of their escort joined the men against the far wall. “Sorry we’re late, Overhaul. We brought them in the long way just in case.”
Overhaul waived a gloved hand at his subordinate before settling it on the side of his face, golden eyes fixed firmly on Sludge. “So sorry about that business before. Any permanent damage? Shigaraki didn’t say.”
Sludge resisted the urge to bristle. Was this why Overhaul wanted them here? To gloat? Well, they hated to disappoint the guy… “Nah, just took a few days and a lot of food and rest to rebuild my mass.”
Overhaul hummed before moving on to scan the other two League members. “Good. I really didn’t want to hurt anyone. Any grudges you hold are understandable, but in the spirit of cooperation I’d like you to help with our grand plan.”
“Like hell you didn’t! So, what do I gotta do?” Twice asked.
“What’s his deal?” one of the masked goons against the wall behind Overhaul whispered to the man beside him.
“Simply follow my orders like any member of the family. That said, I’d like detailed explanations of your quirks. It could make teaming up easier in a pinch.”
“A pinch? Then we’ll tell you once we’re in that pinch. We still don’t like you guys,” Toga said pointedly.
This seemed to get on the little puppet’s last nerve, as he jumped to his tiny feet and yelled, “Stop screwing around and give us some answers! You mocking the yakuza, you brats?”
Twice shook his head vehemently and crossed his arms in front of his chest. “Nope! Not spilling anything to a creepy little dude like you.” Then Twice pulled an abrupt 180 and explained his quirk in detail.
Sludge stared at his teammate in stunned silence, caught between wanting to take notes for Nezu’s villain analysis assignment and feeling like something here was wrong. Huh, they hadn’t even realized that Twice could make clones of non-human things. Could he make Toga infinite throwing knives if he let each dissolve after it was thrown? Could he choose to dispel a clone, or did they have to be physically broken?
They snapped out of it about the same time Twice did. The poor guy was clearly distressed with whatever just happened.
Then it happened to Toga.
This time Sludge noticed that none of the yakuza members seemed particularly surprised by the out of character behavior. Was it one of their quirks? Their question was answered when Toga finished and Sludge felt an odd pressure on their mind. It kinda reminded them of that time Hitoshi accidentally ordered Izuku to go on a spiel about heroes with “villainous” quirks, and Izuku literally couldn’t stop talking.
They started talking before they could figure a way to counter it. “My quirk registry has Sludge Mutation on it, but that’s an inherited trait. I’ve been calling my actual quirk Body Possession. It allows me to invade and take over another body—dead or alive. The first time I possess a person—if they survive the possession process—there’s a period of several hours immediately after where my immune system and my host’s fight each other. After my quirk finishes copying my host’s DNA and giving my host’s cells a copy of mine (and any previous possessees’) we’re good to go. Repeat possessions don’t require a repeat adjustment period unless I possess someone else in the interim or more than three months pass between possessions, at which point all of my cells and DNA would likely be out of the host’s system. We’re not sure how long my cells hold onto possessee DNA though.
“While combined with a living host, we both heal quicker, and my host shares my resistance to infections and illnesses. We can keep our minds mostly separate, but we can also share thoughts, emotions, and memories if we want to. The possessee can try to mentally fight me for control, but I’ve yet to run into someone who can beat me in a pinch. If they’re being a little shit, I can just put their mind to sleep for a few hours.
“Downsides: very few people survive the initial possession for various reasons. The longer a single, living host and I are together, the more mental bleed over there is, and we have to actively take steps to keep our minds completely separate. I get quirk withdrawal if I go without a host for too long, though we’re not sure what my current limit is on going without. Last time we checked, we could spend 13 and ¾ days in an uninterrupted possession. If one of us is hurt, both of us pay for recovery, though it does seem more skewed toward drawing from the host’s energy and nutrient reserves.”
The compulsion vanished, and Sludge blinked dumbly. “Since when did you lot get a control quirk on your payroll?”
The Hassaikai members ignored his question. A goon in a black cloak, mask, and hat instead asked, “And you host’s quirk?”
The compulsion was back before panic could even take hold. “Quirkless.” They swore mentally right after, mind splitting down the middle to try to shake off the mental influence before they could spill any more secrets. With the split came all the anxiety Ekikyō had been keeping suppressed and the worry over everyone’s reactions. When no further questions were asked, they cautiously settled into something closer to shared control but remained tense, ready to break apart again.
Toga and Twice both shot them curious looks, but Izuku and Ekikyō kept their eyes locked on Overhaul. The man appraised them with both eyebrows raised, as if seeing them for the first time. “Quirkless, you say?”
Outtake:
Izuku and Ekikyō: smiling ferally
Aizawa: Problem Child senses activate “Whatever you two are doing, knock it off.”
Izuku and Ekikyō: go with Toga and Twice to meet Overhaul
Aizawa: is hunched over a table strewn with papers and to-go containers trying to figure out where the Trigger in Musutafu came from when his senses activate again “Damn it, Problem Children.”
Toyomitsu: sits up at his own end of the table and swallows his mouthful of noodles “Trouble, Eraser?”
Aizawa: is busy with Maiko’s case and the Trigger case and misses several dinners
Izuku: misses Aizawa but doesn’t say anything because Maiko being found is obviously more important than him eating dinner with his not-dad
Oguro: is on a train headed back to Musutafu “Why do I have the sudden urge to knock some sense into someone?”
Izuku and Ekikyō: glare at Murphy’s Law
Murphy’s Law: smiles innocently
Ekikyō: “Don’t think we won’t find some way to murder an incorporeal concept.”
Izuku: nods “There has to be a reality-altering quirk somewhere out there.”
Star and Stripe: sneezes
Notes:
And I'm back again! I have a few chapters stocked back up now that we're properly into the Hassaikai Arc, so hopefully, we'll be keeping the weekly updates going for the whole thing. Oh, the next few chapters are going to be fun! >:)
This chapter's dialogue is heavily influenced by canon (the manga), but I had a lot to adapt for the League's part due to how Sludge's presence has changed things. Also, it took me like 3 read-throughs to realize that Toga's travel bag was likely to hold blood bags (considering she never changes clothes). Also, how did canon just flat-out not deal with the fact that Twice could canonically duplicate non-living things??? He literally says it in his explanation to Overhaul. Most fanfics don't touch this either. Once a Hero will (if/when I get around to finishing the half-written chapter in my wips). Not sure if I'll have a good opportunity to use that in RH though. shrugs
As always, any feedback or comments are appreciated. I hope spring is treating y'all better than me. My allergies are trying to drown me atm. xP
Chapter 92: Will Never Forget
Summary:
“I’ve learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.” –Maya Angelou
Notes:
My grandpa finally slipped beyond the veil Friday morning, but all the funeral homes in his city were booked with the holiday weekend/hours, so I don't know when I'm going to have to head up there for the funeral yet. Given that and the holiday--Happy Easter!--I decided to post this week's chapter early. It hasn't really hit me yet, but when it does I'll probably write that really sad one-shot I mentioned to help myself process, or I might end up not writing at all for a time. We'll see. Grief is weird, and this is the first close person I've lost in over a decade. If you're the type to pray, prayers would be appreciated, for myself and the rest of my family. My mom's been running herself ragged helping my grandma with everything (and my dad helping her), and I can't be the only one side-eyeing my aunt and wondering if this will spur her into an alcoholism relapse. (She almost didn't recover from how damaged her liver was last time.)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“Is your host truly quirkless or someone whose quirk was removed by All for One?” Overhaul asked. After his initial incredulity, the yakuza boss had settled into something more interested and intent than before. Those piercing golden eyes dissected them where they stood.
The compulsion tried to latch onto them again, but Izuku and Ekikyō pulled apart. When the mental influence latched onto Ekikyō, Izuku pushed him back, taking full control to answer, “Extra toe joint and everything.” It was beyond weird hearing himself speak in Sludge’s voice. He was just glad this was working, even if he couldn’t really see or feel much being in sole control like this. He tried not to think about how narrowed his airway felt with the slime there.
The second the compulsion faded, Ekikyō pulled Izuku back in, and Izuku relished in the return of their combined senses. He really didn’t like how vulnerable they were like that. He wouldn’t have been able to see an attack coming.
“Quirkless are increasingly rare nowadays…” Overhaul said, idly tapping at the seam of his mask. “He’d be extremely valuable to my research.”
Dread pooled in Izuku’s stomach.
“I will give you a million yen for him.”
“What?!” Ekikyō yelled, nearly drowning Izuku’s thoughts with his outrage. “He’s not for sale!”
“Yeah, what gives!” Twice said, stepping forward beside them.
“He’s Sludge’s. Find your own,” Toga said, standing with a drawn knife on their other side.
Weapons were brandished and quirks readied around the room. Sludge’s focus narrowed in on the guns held by three of the Hassaikai goons. If even one of those was a quirk erasing bullet, they’d be dead. Hell, if they all had normal bullets, they’d still probably be dead. They were outnumbered and outgunned. They could try calling Kurogiri, but a bullet was still faster than a phone (if they even had reception here).
There was no way for them to win this.
Through their mounting fear and anger, Izuku hesitantly pressed forward a suggestion.
Ekikyō nearly rejected it on principle but…it could work. “Are you sure about this, Izuku?”
“I don’t want anyone to get hurt,” Izuku responded. “If you have any other suggestions, I’m all ears.”
Ekikyō let their shoulders slump. “You lot woke my host up with all your shouting. He’s volunteering to let you draw blood or run tests or whatever, on the condition no one gets hurt.”
Toga gave them a questioning look. When Ekikyō subtly shook their head, she turned back to the room with a snarl. “And as long as we’re allowed to leave afterward!” Toga added, giving the gathered yakuza one last glare before sheathing her knife.
Twice looked between them and Toga in confusion but slowly lowered his fists.
Overhaul seemed unruffled by the whole affair. “At least someone here is reasonable. You League of Villains loaners are free to go after everything is said and done. But in the meantime…” Overhaul stood and gestured for Sludge to follow him as he stepped toward the door on the far side of the room. “You’ll come with me. Tengai will show the other two their rooms. Stay out of the aboveground estate. Don’t want any surveillance to spot you.”
Izuku and Ekikyō gave Toga and Twice a reassuring grin and nodded to them before stepping forward to follow Overhaul.
The man in the white robe fell into step behind them.
“You’d better bring them back in one piece!” Toga called after them.
“Yeah! Or Else!” Twice chimed in.
Izuku knew the threats were empty, but he still had to squash a smile. They defended him. Even knowing he was quirkless and that Sludge could possess someone else.
Ekikyō gave him an internal hug and pulled closer mentally as they walked down a silent hallway.
The farther they walked, the more Izuku’s anxiety built. When their tracker buzzed a warning, they exchanged a wordless question and consent. Izuku let himself be pulled back into the secure hold of their Sludge deep dive. His anxiety was snuffed out by the protectiveness wrapped tightly around him, and his thoughts were pulled to other matters.
Sludge took a deep breath and focused on putting one foot in front of another. With slight prodding they got their whole mind reoriented onto the task of noting intersections and memorizing their route. They were getting to see more of the base. That was a good thing. Silver linings.
After a long walk, Overhaul stopped them in front of another door. This one needed an access code to enter. Overhaul blocked the number pad with his body, but they could at least tell from the beeps that it was a four-digit code and from the way he moved that the two middle numbers were the same. Once the door’s lock clicked, Overhaul led them inside.
The room reminded them of the support labs at UA, but with more chemical equipment than mechanical. Something in the air niggled, putting them on edge. Maybe it was the lack of motor oil scent? Sludge wrapped a little tighter around the part of their mind that Overhaul was interested in.
As they walked toward the center of the room, a man without a mask poked his head out of a door leading off the lab. “Hey, Overhaul, got Eri all set up for you.”
Overhaul shot the man a displeased look. “Take her back to her room. You can return in two hours. I have more important things to do right now.”
The man shrugged. “Okay, boss.” He disappeared back into the side room.
Overhaul opened a drawer on one of the lab tables before pointing to a chair beside the table. “Sit.”
Sludge cautiously did so, catching a glimpse of the drawer’s contents on the way: individually packaged syringes, needles, and butterfly catheters. They swallowed and asked, “How much blood you need? I’ll have to manually separate my slime from it if you’re only wanting my host’s.”
Overhaul opened another drawer and pulled out a blood collection bag like they’d use at blood drives. It was a half-liter bag.
“Right…” They occupied themselves by shrugging off their hoodie and twisting a loose thread they found between their fingers.
The door to the side room opened again and the unmasked man stepped out into the lab…with a tiny girl holding his hand. Wait, no. He was holding onto her.
Sludge’s thoughts ground to a halt as they saw the bandages wrapping her arms starting at her wrists and disappearing under her hospital gown’s sleeves. As the pair moved further into the room, Sludge got a second’s look inside the room they’d exited before the door closed. There was a chair covered with restraints.
Anger and no small amount of horror boiled in their chest before Sludge pushed it down. They really couldn’t do anything right now, but, oh, would they remember this for later. Overhaul would pay for this, one way or another.
The unmasked man led the little girl—Eri—toward the exit, and her eyes met theirs briefly. There was no fear there, no relief, nothing. Someone that young should not be able to make an emotionless face like that.
Sludge decided then that they hated Overhaul.
“Arm.”
Sludge blinked and looked back to Overhaul to see him holding one gloved hand out expectantly. Oh. They held out their right arm and pulled all the slime on it back into their skin. They left just enough close to the surface to change their skin tone in hopes of making Izuku harder to id outside of their Sludge disguise.
Overhaul’s face bunched up on one side as he gripped their arm and turned it. “Let me see your other one.”
They obliged, realizing what Overhaul was annoyed about when his expression only worsened. Their arm scars extended just far enough to partially cover where a blood draw would usually be taken. Their left arm was worse off than their right with the extra scarring from the Sports Festival. Thankfully, Overhaul was offended enough by the scarring that he didn’t pay any attention to their watch.
“You and I may appreciate a quirkless person, but that doesn’t mean everyone else does,” Sludge said with a small shrug.
“I can see that,” Overhaul grumbled. He turned away, snapping his gloves off. They were discarded on the table as the man walked to the deep sink in the counter lining the edge of the room. He washed his hands before returning. “Give me your right arm again.”
They hesitantly obeyed. Even though they knew it was coming, they froze when Overhaul grabbed their arm. They held their breath, waiting for something to happen. They dared a glance up at the villain when he spoke.
“Hm, it is good to have the confirmation that your host is quirkless,” Overhaul murmured, eyes narrowed but distant. Then he slid a needle into their arm with one fluid movement.
They blinked in surprise before remembering to start pooling and separating their blood where the needle was. Why did this guy have to be evil? He’d have made one hell of a phlebotomist.
Overhaul didn’t release their arm until he’d taped the needle securely in place and watched the first drops of slime-free blood drain into the collection bag. “Interesting.”
He turned his back to them briefly to rub his hands down with sanitizer from a bottle on the table. Once he’d put his gloves back on, he picked up a clipboard. “Now, what is your host’s name?”
Sludge stared at him for a second before letting up on his hold on that part of their mind. Once they were back in near equal control, they had an idea. “Surname’s Arita. I’m not giving you his given name.” Overhaul had no idea where they were from, and neither did the League. Hopefully, that would have them looking in the wrong place, in the west instead of just an hour south of Tokyo.
Overhaul made a note on his clipboard. “Any major food or drug allergies?”
Neither of them seeing a reason to lie, they answered, “My host? No. I feel like shit on the stronger pain killers though.”
“Vaccine history?”
“Current on everything. Had a tetanus booster a few months ago.”
“Current medications?”
They hesitated here. “He just started a new anxiety medication almost four weeks ago. Citalopram.”
Overhaul raised an eyebrow at them but noted it on the paper.
The next twenty minutes passed much the same, as Overhaul collected a rather thorough medical history on Izuku, even asking a few questions about their combined physiology. He did seem a little irritated that they didn’t know anything about Izuku’s father aside from his quirk. Before pulling their butterfly needle, he swapped out the filled collection bag for a test tube.
Sludge didn’t complain, familiar enough with medical procedures from the underground clinic to know some tests needed blood with different chemicals in it—denoted by different colored caps on the tubes. They relaxed after the third tube was filled and the yakuza boss finally pulled the needle from their arm.
Overhaul observed their arm for a moment before deciding they didn’t need a bandage. Then he walked their collection bag over to an industrial fridge. He opened the door and set it on the top shelf. There were a dozen other bags and several racks of test tubes on the shelf—all filled with blood. The other shelves held various supplies and other sets of test tube racks, though the contents of those were the wrong color for blood.
Something about the amount of blood in the fridge made their gut curl. How many liters of blood did a human body hold again?
Then Overhaul cut off their view by closing the fridge. He turned to head for one of the various machines lining the counter around the perimeter of the room and said, “Chronostasis will lead you to your room now. Someone will be by to escort you…three?”
“When like this, we tend to refer to ourselves as one person.”
Overhaul nodded absently while removing some of their blood from one of the test tubes with a pipet. “Someone will lead you three to the dining hall when breakfast is served. Any dietary restrictions?”
“No restrictions, though we do need more water and protein than the average person. Still have to eat enough for both of us.”
“I’ll have a water bottle brought to your room,” Chronostasis said, motioning for them to follow him.
Sludge was more than happy to leave the lab with its creepy side room. They fell into step a half step behind and to the right of the newly dubbed Chronostasis. They walked in silence for several long minutes before Sludge decided to break it, “So…I take it our rooms don’t have bathrooms attached?”
“No. Each housing hall has a communal bathroom. I’ll show you once we’re there.”
They started to nod then stopped. “Gender segregated?”
“No?” Chronostasis said, turning to give them a look.
Sludge grinned. “Might want to warn your guys not to try anything with Toga. She’ll carve them up if they do.”
“Ah. There may not be many women in the Shie Hassaikai—most of them stay in the aboveground estate—but I highly doubt anyone would be foolish enough to—” Just as they turned the corner, a skinny, naked man was flung out of a doorway at the far end of the hall. An equally naked Toga, dripping wet, stalked after him. Chronostasis sighed. “I stand corrected. I need to take care of this. Bathroom’s there. Your room in here,” he said pointing to an unremarkable door as he picked up his pace.
The white-robed man sprinted to reach his downed comrade before Toga could inflict something more permanent on him. “Kishi, what do you think you are doing?”
“He’s lucky I was taking a shower. If I’d had my knives on me, he’d have lost the hand he tried to grope me with,” Toga stated with a snarl.
Kishi stammered and turned red, realizing that he’d been caught red-handed by someone of a much higher rank than him.
“And it would have served him right,” Chronostasis said, bowing to Toga, seemingly unphased by her undress. “I will take care of him. I think Madam Kishi should hear what he’s been up to.”
“Oh, come on, Kurono, why you gotta involve Mom?” Kishi said, scrambling to his feet and covering himself with his hands.
“She’s the only one you seem to listen to. But, if you insist, I could take you to Chisaki instead…”
“Nope! Mom’s fine! Let’s go.” Kishi tried to duck back into the bathroom, presumably to fetch his clothes.
Chronostasis (Kurono?) barred him with an arm. “No, you’re the one who was dishonorable in this state. Consider this a walk of shame.”
Kishi grumbled something about the kitchen being on the opposite side of the ground floor but didn’t put up a struggle as Chronostasis led him away.
Sludge approached Toga, keeping their eyes carefully on her face and ignoring the way half of them blushed fiercely. They stopped a meter away and cautiously asked, “You okay?”
Toga had her arms crossed over her chest and posture slightly hunched. “I’m fine,” she answered brusquely.
Sludge nodded and moved to lean against the wall to one side of the doorway, annoyed that there was no service when he checked his phone. “Go ahead and finish up.”
Toga retreated into the bathroom without a word while they stood guard.
Notes:
Arita- "rice paddy of ants", a name most common in west-central Japan
Sorry for the lack of outtakes this week. Just... waves at everything I have a few ideas for next week's though.
Chapter 93: Lethal
Summary:
“Nature can be lethal, but it doesn’t hold a candle to man.” –Samuel L. Jackson, Deep Blue Sea
Notes:
Hey, everyone. Grandpa's viewing and funeral happened this week and went fairly well. I was good right up until TAPS started playing and the two airmen from the local Air Force base did the flag ceremony and presented it to Grandma. That got me pretty good. (Grandpa was in the Air Force, though as far as I know, he never saw combat. He spent the whole time fixing communication equipment for the planes, etc. He was such an engineer.)
Anyway, I guess it's a good thing I stocked up on chapters before this last week, huh?
Also, with my rough draft and my older fanfics on Wattpad (different, smaller fandom), I've officially written over a million words in fanfiction alone. xD
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Toga stepped out of the bathroom 20 minutes later fully clothed, she wrapped her arms around Sludge’s neck. “Let’s go see what Jin’s doing!”
“You know, hugging me after a shower kinda defeats the purpose of said shower,” they teased as they stumbled down the hall with their friend hanging off of them.
Toga stuck her tongue out at them before releasing them. Then she grabbed their wrist and dragged them toward one of the hall’s doors. “Come on, slowpoke.”
They allowed her to pull them along and found themselves drawn into a game of Go Fish. Apparently, Twice had gotten his own deck of cards at some point between Sludge’s last visit and this one, though this deck seemed to have an extra five of spades and a few missing cards. It kept things interesting though.
Sludge fell asleep at some point, waking to a pillow thrown in their face. “Huh?”
“Up and at ‘em, sleepyhead!” Toga cheered.
Twice chimed in from the other end of the room, “What she said.” Then he added, “And clean up your slime!”
Sludge stretched their spine, popping a few places that were stiff from falling asleep at the foot of Twice’s bed with their legs dangling off. They ran a quick system’s check and groaned when they realized how much of their slime had soaked into the duvet or pooled on the floor while they were out. They painstakingly extricated their slime from the blankets as they yawned. They pulled their phone out to see it was approaching 7:00. That breakfast Overhaul mentioned would probably be soon. They tucked the device away and looked around.
Twice was pulling his boots on by the door, and Toga was sipping from a blood bag. Ah, that’s why she brought luggage. It was a cooler.
Still only half awake, they said, “You should ask the guy in the white robe if there’s space for you to keep your blood bags in the kitchen fridge or something. Don’t want those going bad.” Their voice sounded a bit off when they started talking, but they had it back to normal by the end of their sentence. Then they turned to Twice. “Sorry ‘bout the mess. Can’t hold my form when I sleep.”
“No problem! Excuses, excuses.”
Toga didn’t say anything about their suggestion until she finished draining her bag. “I don’t really want to leave these lying around. Maybe they’ll have a mini-fridge I can steal?”
“Worth asking. Far as I’m concerned, he still owes you for not murdering that guy yesterday.” Finally freeing the last of their slime cells from the bed, Sludge stood and headed for the door. “I’m gonna hit the bathroom and drop some stuff off at my room. Be back in a few.”
They relieved themselves and stood with their hands under the sink faucet for a few minutes, just soaking up water through their slime and skin. They really should have had something to eat and drink last night before falling asleep, but distracting Toga and making sure she was okay had taken precedence. Now they were parched from all the water they’d lost to evaporation through their exposed slime, not to mention hungry. Stressing so much and replacing half a liter of blood took a lot of nutrients, and they could still tell their body had barely begun to replace those blood cells. Bone marrow worked so slowly.
Speaking of stressing…they dug their pill bottle keychain from their pocket and peeled the slime back from their hands long enough to open the container. They dropped the tablet in a patch of their slime and had it dissolved and in their general circulation before they even finished screwing the cap back onto the vial.
They sighed and headed back down the hall to the door Chronostasis had pointed out. The inside looked exactly like Twice’s room, just emptier and quieter. They quickly divested themselves of their pill bottle keychain, hoodie, and energy bars (except for two in case of an emergency). Then they pulled all of their slime back inside their body to brush off the grit they’d picked up while sleeping. Once satisfied, they reapplied their disguise and looked themselves over in the mirror. Seeing everything in perfect order, they nodded.
They didn’t have long to wait before one of the goons from the day before showed up to guide all of them to an underground mess hall. Breakfast wasn’t anything special, but it wasn’t bad per se. It was more the company that soured things. Everyone stared at their group. Then there were the whispers. They made Sludge’s skin itch under their slime and something molten stir in their chest. They expected the comments about themselves, but they made sure to give the ones talking about Toga or Twice their best unhinged smile when they met the idiots’ eyes.
The other two Leaguers largely ignored the surrounding yakuza members, but they didn’t have enhanced senses to tell them what was being said. They seemed to pick up on Sludge’s discomfort though. They quickly moved back to Twice’s room after the meal and stayed there the rest of the day, their relaxation only interrupted by the white-robed yakuza member from the night before stopping by to check on them and tell them the meal schedule now that they knew where the mess hall was.
They also handed Sludge an unopened bottle of iron supplements, not that the unopened thing meant much with Overhaul involved. They cautiously took one tablet from the bottle and poked at it with their slime. It tasted right for what it was supposed to be.
“Oh, just eat it already! No, keep staring at it like that one play with the guy holding a skull,” Twice called from where he was camped out on his bed, reading something downloaded on his phone.
“If they were going to drug you, there are much easier ways, what with your slime picking up literally everything,” Toga pointed out, using the knife she was polishing for emphasis.
Sludge rolled their eyes. “If I end up high off my ass, it’s on you two to carry me out of here.” Then they dissolved the supplement.
The rest of the day passed by uneventfully, though Izuku and Ekikyō remembered to do their grounding exercises before falling asleep in their own bed that night with only slime covering their exposed face. Sunday morning, they packed up their things, intending to leave after breakfast. Between Overhaul’s interest and not having a dose of citalopram on hand for today, they decided it was better for their mental (and probably physical) health to skedaddle sooner than later. Toga and Twice followed them as they backtracked to the common room they’d met Overhaul in two nights before.
They didn’t make it much farther before Overhaul and a group of his minions found them. “Where do you think you’re going?”
Toga stepped between Sludge and Overhaul. “Didn’t you listen to Shigaraki? Sludge’s host has a job to get back to.”
“And we have errands to run before tomorrow,” Sludge added, feeling like their excuses were flimsier than they’d always sounded.
The corners of Overhaul’s eyes crinkled. “Sludge is free to go, as are you two if you have things to attend to, but the quirkless boy is staying.”
That feeling of dread from Friday night returned with a vengeance.
Twice spoke up on their behalf. “You promised to let all of us go! A villain who lies, what a surprise.”
Overhaul’s amused expression shifted to smug as he replied, “I promised you members of The League of Villains were free to go, and you are. But the boy isn’t really part of The League, now is he?”
“You asshole,” Sludge snarled, trying not to show the panic clawing its way up their spine. “If my host misses work without an excuse, his boss will make sure he gets fired. Do you have any idea how hard it is to find a decent-paying job as a quirkless person?”
Overhaul’s eyes crinkled again as he waved a hand dismissively. “I wouldn’t worry about your host. I intend to take very good care of him. He is quite a rare specimen to begin with, but his bloodwork is nigh perfection. I would be a fool to let anything happen to someone so valuable.”
Anxiety twisted Sludge’s stomach, and the protected part of their mind clamored for attention. Since this whole situation was about them, they reluctantly let up on their control and pulled back enough that they were two instead of one.
“I don’t think he’s lying, and even if he was, we won’t win in a fight against him. You need to get out of here. Tell Aizawa and Nezu.”
“No way, kid. Even if we didn’t have our tracker to call for help, I am not leaving you alone with that creepy psychopath.” Slime clung more tightly to their skin and insides, stubborn determination radiating through them. “We’re sticking together. You can’t get rid of me that easily.”
Focusing back on the threat at hand, Sludge made a show of sneering. “As if I’d trust you creeps with my meatsuit unsupervised. I’m staying.”
Toga and Twice looked at each other before reluctantly backing down.
“But if you expect us to be here long-term, I’m going to need a mask or something to hide my host’s identity. Picking slime out of pillows and sheets for two nights is one thing, but doing it every night is another. And I can’t be in full control all the time.”
Overhaul nodded before turning to one of his subordinates. “Setsuno, fetch me a full mask from the armory. Any of them will do.”
Setsuno nodded and walked off.
“Mimic, Rappa, show the other two back to their rooms.”
One of the larger masked men, and the little puppet man stepped forward, ushering Sludge’s friends away. The large one asked, “Hey, you can make clones of people right?”
Twice gave the man a confused look as they walked. “Um, yes? Totally not. No!”
“Sweet! Can you clone me, so I can fight myself? Only Katsukame and Overhaul put up a decent fight around here, and they’re always busy…”
Sludge didn’t get to hear the rest of that conversation, as Chronostasis indicated for them to follow the larger group. As they headed back the way they’d come, Sludge put their hands behind their back and pressed the emergency button on their tracker. They hoped Nezu made the signal on that thing strong enough to work underground, or they were really up a creek.
Once Sludge was alone with the yakuza members and they’d settled back in the common room, Overhaul steepled his gloved fingers. “Now, regarding your new schedule…Most of your time will continue to be your own, but you’ll be helping me with my research in the lab after breakfast. Most of the day will be yours after that, though I may occasionally call you back to the lab in the evening if there’s been a development.”
“Okay?” they said, unsure if the villain was expecting a reply.
Thankfully, that’s when Setsuno returned, some awful-looking beak mask in hand. He passed the ugly thing to Overhaul before settling back into place with the others against the back wall.
Overhaul removed one glove and touched the mask, disassembling and reassembling it so quickly Sludge nearly missed it. Overhaul examined his work for a few seconds before tossing the mask to them.
They caught the thing and turned it over. The mask was all burgundy leather, bronze accents, and glass lenses. It looked like it would cover their entire head. They shot a glance at Overhaul and his expectantly raised eyebrow before grumbling under their breath and slipping the thing on. They pulled the slime on their head back under their skin as it was hidden from view, blinking in surprise when the mask fit them perfectly. No looseness, no uncomfortable rubbing. The top of the beak rested perfectly on the bridge of their nose, and the lenses were perfectly positioned for them to see without any obstructed vision.
“He touched and remade the mask in under a second. To do that, he’d have to possess almost immediate understanding of the structure of the thing he was affecting. That means…” They mentally swore. He’d touched them in the lab. He knew what Izuku looked like, disguise or no.
“Comfortable fit?” Overhaul asked. Smug bastard.
They nodded, biting back the urge to say something sarcastic about how the man would make a killing as a tailor.
“Good. Then let’s get to the lab. We’re behind schedule.”
Overhaul led the way back to the lab they’d been in before. The other yakuza members disappeared off to do their own things again, leaving just them and Chronostasis to follow Overhaul inside. The yakuza boss gestured for them to sit in the chair from Friday again. “First, I want to take a look at the rest of Arita’s scars. If you could remove your chain mail and shirt, we’ll get started.”
Sludge nodded, wrapping their mind more securely around the part of them that was growing increasingly uncomfortable. They shrugged out of their chain mail and shirt, piling them on the table next to their chair. Reluctantly, they retracted the slime on their upper half back under their skin. They focused on maintaining a steady breathing rate and ignored the eyes roving over their skin.
Their skin crawled.
They endured Overhaul having them turn and lift the edge of their mask enough to properly expose the scarring on their neck and chin. Then he checked over the fewer scars on their legs, having them lift the cargo shorts leg covering their skin graft. Thankfully, the man didn’t insist on checking the scar under their left eye, and he didn’t touch.
They were still relieved to be given the clear to bring their slime back out, even if Overhaul told them not to put their shirt back on yet. They felt a lot better with their scars out of view once more.
Overhaul made a few notes on his clipboard before removing his gloves and running through the same procedure as Friday to hook them up to a new 500 mL blood collection bag. He didn’t talk to them this time as they watched blood flow down the line.
Sludge continued separating their blood and slime, a little nervous with how much Overhaul was taking between this time and last. “Hopefully, you won’t be needing this much blood again for a while. I can only speed up cell production by so much, and my host is no Fat Gum. With this much blood gone, de-possessing him will be risky.”
Overhaul lifted his eyes from the clipboard to pin them under a dispassionate stare. “I’ve taken that into account.”
“Good.”
They fell back into an uneasy silence as the bag filled. Once it was full, Overhaul disconnected and stored it. He returned with a second set of test tubes. “Fill these with what’s normally running through your veins when you’re like this,” he ordered.
Sludge grudgingly pushed some of their mingled slime and blood through the butterfly needle. Once black filled the line in place of red, Overhaul connected the first test tube. The vacuum of each test tube did the rest of the work. They just had to consciously prevent their “blood” from clotting to block the needle.
The last tube was filling when the door to the lab clicked open to admit Rappa and…Rappa? “Ready for me, boss?”
Overhaul looked between the two copies of the man before sighing. “Is one of you the original?”
The first one to enter raised his hand. “That’d be me, boss. I convinced that black and white-suited guy to clone me, but we’ll fight after whatever you needed me for.”
“Wait there a minute. You’re early.” Overhaul shook his head and turned his attention back to the test tube in his hand. It was full now. He disconnected the needle from the tube and said, “That’s all the samples I need for now.”
Sludge pulled the last bit of their slime and blood back up the line and into their vein before Overhaul removed the needle. They rubbed at their arm and covered it in a fresh layer of slime as Overhaul put the tubes in the fridge as well.
When Overhaul returned, he wrote something else on his clipboard. “Did you take your first iron supplement?”
“Um, yes?”
Overhaul hummed. “You’ll want to de-possess Arita for this next part, Sludge.”
Sludge bristled. “Not happening.”
Overhaul’s cold, golden eyes met theirs for a minute. “Very well. Don’t say I didn’t warn you.”
Sludge was so focused on glaring at the man that they missed him removing a glove.
Outtake:
Ekikyō: tries to bluff about Izuku being missed at work if they stay
Chisaki: trying not to laugh because he’s literally seen Arita’s open growth plates with Overhaul and knows that the boy is a teenager; he couldn’t have a well-paying job to be missed at
Giran: glares at his phone and his three unanswered messages to Green
Setsuno: arrives at the Hassaikai’s armory “Yo, Magpie, gimme the ugliest, most cursed mask in your collection. Boss is gonna remake it.”
Person in a black and white, beaked mask: chucks a mask at Setsuno’s head “Gladly. Get that nightmare out of my sight.”
Notes:
Arita- "rice paddy of ants", a name most common in west-central Japan
And with that, Izuku is now at 5 aliases (or 6 if you count the 2 Greens separately)! One step closer to outclassing Oguro. :)
Also, you now have my headcanon for why Twice could clone Rappa but literally no one else from the Hassaikai. Who better to give Rappa a fight than Rappa? ^.^
Chapter 94: A Long Long Night
Summary:
“The calm before the storm,
The darkness before the dawn,
The autumn before the spring,
The clear sky after the rain…
All are nothing but a promise
Of a beautiful beginning
After a long long night…” –Shrawani Niyogi
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Kurono Hari wished Kai would give him a little more warning before he disassembled a person. It always got so messy. This time was especially bad, considering he was really disassembling two people at once. Hari looked at a speck of black on his robe with distaste. It was gone a split second later as Kai reassembled Sludge and Arita, but the knowledge of its presence remained. He’d need to wash his robe before spending further time with Kai (for Kai’s sake).
Hari focused back on the present to see the newly reassembled Sludge and Arita fall from their chair, trembling faintly and slime rapidly sinking back under their skin as they lay on the laminate floor. Perhaps a nervous system overload? Not the worst reaction Hari had seen to a person’s first time being rebuilt. At least they didn’t throw up. That would have been a mess with the mask they were wearing.
Normally, Kai assigned someone to monitor a first-timer for a few hours, maybe hook them up to an IV and some fluids if they got shocky, but with Sludge’s unique quirk in play, such complications were far less likely.
Hari and Rappa stepped forward to each take one of the unresponsive boy’s arms and drag them up and onto the lab bench. Hari was glad Kai had instructed Rappa to come to the lab to assist when he realized how heavy Sludge and Arita were together.
Once they had the pair laid out on the table, Kai touched an ungloved finger to the skin of Arita’s arm, taking a moment to confirm that the possessor and host were both fine. Satisfied, Kai reached for the hand sanitizer. “Bandage their arms like Eri’s and take them back to their room to recover. Have lunch delivered for them. Let me know if they aren’t moving around in time for dinner.”
Hari looked over Arita’s arms, noting the absence of scarring. Ah, freshly made skin did tend to be fragile, especially with the scale of scarring Kai had replaced. A quick check confirmed that it was only their arms that Kai had corrected. Then Hari got to work.
Between Kai’s scuffles when he was younger and Eri’s contributions to their work now, Hari had gained proficiency with applying bandages. The continued trembling and occasional muscle spasm from his patients made things more challenging, but he still made quick work of wrapping Arita’s right arm. When he walked around the table to start working on their left, he paused, seeing Arita’s watch lit up and flashing. He rolled their arm enough to clearly see the screen. A series of numbers flashed across it. “Now, what’s this?”
One of the Rappas—Hari had lost track of which was which while working—leaned over his shoulder to take a look. “Oh hey! They’ve got a heart monitor app too. I use one to track my heart rate when doing cardio. Gotta make sure I don’t push myself past 180 bpm when I really get going!”
Kai turned away from the blood analyzer he’d been setting up and walked back over to them. Seeing the numbers flashing on the screen, he hummed. “Not bad enough to worry about with the way Arita’s physiology’s been altered by Sludge. Proceed.” Then he went back to work.
Hari quickly wrapped Arita’s left arm and stepped aside to allow one of the Rappas to lift the boy and throw them over his shoulder. The other Rappa grabbed their discarded shirt and chain mail. Hari then led the way back to the housing hallway set aside for The League. Hojo was on guard duty outside of Sludge and Arita’s room. Good. It was nice when people actually listened to orders (unlike certain members of the family who were on dishwashing duty for the next two months).
Unfortunately, Hojo wasn’t alone. Toga and Twice were both standing in the hallway as well, arguing with Hojo over something. Whatever it was, they dropped it when they saw their friend slung over Rappa’s shoulder.
“Sludge!” the young woman yelled, sprinting over. When her friend gave no response, she snarled and aimed an accusing glare and a short knife at Hari. “What did you do to him?!”
“Nothing permanent,” Hari said calmly. If he readied both of his arrows, that was a simple acknowledgment of the threat Toga posed. “They simply need time to rest.”
Hari nodded at Rappa, and the man ducked into Sludge’s room to deposit Arita and Sludge on their bed. The other Rappa tossed the clothes on the table in the room.
Toga abandoned her attempts at intimidating Hari to go check on her friend. Twice rushed in behind her.
“Careful with their arms,” Hari cautioned. “Chisaki repaired some scar tissue there with his quirk. The skin will be sensitive for a time.”
Twice shot him a wide-eyed look before fussing over his unresponsive companion even more. Toga slid onto the bed to pull Arita’s masked head onto her lap. She shot Hari and Rappa an outright murderous look.
Hari closed the door on the three League members and nodded to the pair of Rappas. “Thank you for your assistance.”
“No sweat. If you need us for anything else, we’ll be in the gym.”
“Beating the snot out of each other!” the second Rappa added, sounding all too cheerful at the prospect.
Hari sighed and turned away to head for his own quarters. He thought of the League members for a moment before deciding to arrange for all three to have meals in their rooms instead of just Sludge and Arita. He hadn’t expected such loyalty from the recently formed and rather ill-reputed group, but he could respect it.
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Sludge came back to themselves slowly. Something had happened, but their mind shied away from thinking about the white hot—They shuddered and curled in on themselves more. Whatever had happened, every cell in their body and slime ached with the memory of it.
The world filtered back in after that, though they couldn’t tell if minutes or hours passed. They were warm. They were lying on their side with their head propped up. Fingers trailed up and down their back, the sensation muted and fuzzy through something soft. Someone was talking, their tone a strained sort of cheerful and familiar.
“Toga?” they asked. Why did their voice sound wrong?
The fingers on their back stilled. “Sludge?” Then that hand moved to their shoulder to roll them onto their back.
Sludge tensed, expecting horrible pain, confused when only their arms twinged at the movement. They stared dumbly up at Toga’s worried face. “What?”
Yellow eyes searched theirs. “You alright?”
“Think so?”
“Overhaul did something to you, and when they brought you back, you weren’t unconscious, but you definitely weren’t here.”
Sludge blinked, thinking that over. They turned their attention inward, running a systems check. Despite the echoes of pain, their body felt…fine. There was a nagging sense that something was different somewhere—that there must be some injury or evidence of what caused the pain—but they couldn’t find a single cell out of place or damaged.
Oh, their arms.
They hesitantly moved their right arm, wincing at the sparks of pain just under skin that shouldn’t be there. They sluggishly wrestled their arm free of the duvet tucked around them only to be met with white gauze wrapping the limb from wrist to shoulder. Just like Eri’s.
They must have stared a little too long, because Toga gingerly pushed their arm back down to rest on the bed. Her short nails traced the edge of the scar on their hand. “Your host has a lot of scars,” she said.
Sludge belatedly realized they weren’t wearing a shirt and had no slime covering their skin.
“You sure he wouldn’t want to join The League properly? Seems like he could use more people watching his back.”
Sludge chuckled half-heartedly, coating their throat in slime once more. Attempting to push slime through their skin was more tiring than usual, so they decided not to bother with more than a thin layer across their exposed torso to assist their breathing. “Nah, he could never stomach hurting people like we have to.”
“Why help us then?”
“Hm?”
“You said the makeup kit was his idea.”
“Yeah. I told him some friends of mine had lost their home unexpectedly. Pretty sure he knows none of my friends are exactly upstanding citizens, but he just likes to help people.” Sludge shrugged, not quite sure how to phrase what they were thinking.
“Even villains?”
“To quote him, ‘Heroes aren’t always good people, and villains aren’t always bad guys.’”
Toga hummed. “Better not let anyone official hear that. Might get him branded a villain sympathizer.”
Sludge chuckled and tried to sit up. It was a bit harder than they expected. Was something off with their nerves or muscles? There was still that nagging sense that something was different from how they last remembered it before—
They shuddered again and shoved the thought away as they arranged their limbs to sit cross-legged beside Toga. “Where’s Twice?” they asked instead.
Toga grinned. “He went to get us some food. It’s nearly lunchtime.”
Food didn’t sound all that appealing to Sludge, but they knew they needed nutrients to rebuild…Wait. They turned their focus inward again, taking more careful stock of their body’s cells. They had lost a lot of blood, but…their blood cell levels were back to normal now. How?
Their mind drifted to Overhaul rearranging that mask before giving it to them.
Part of them wanted to throw up. They shoved the impulse down and started taking a careful, anxious inventory of their body and slime. They didn’t relax until they figured out what Overhaul had done. They appeared to be missing some fat and muscle cells, maybe a few slime cells. As far as they could tell, he hadn’t changed anything besides that and the skin on their arms. The fact he’d done that much still left them feeling ill and unsettled.
There was a touch on their shoulder. They flinched and focused on the world around them once more.
Toga was staring at them, expression somewhere between a pout and concern. “Don’t go spacing out on me, Sludge. I just got you back, and Twice will be sad if you go somewhere again before he gets back.”
Sludge offered a weak smile behind their mask. “We can’t have that, now, can we? We just got him to stop looking like a kicked puppy over bringing Overhaul to see The League.”
Toga nodded, shifting to press a shoulder against theirs. Sludge only now realized that they were shivering. They couldn’t tell if it was from the air conditioning or the memory they weren’t thinking about. It was probably the cold. They weren’t wrapped in the duvet anymore. Yeah, that made sense.
“You sure you’re okay?”
Sludge really thought about it this time before admitting, “No, I don’t think we are.” Slime curled tighter under and around their skin, and they couldn’t help but think that it wasn’t just Maiko now. With Eri and them, that made three kids who needed rescuing. They just hoped Maiko hadn’t been introduced to the labs like they and Eri had.
They focused on Maiko and Eri, holding onto the anger that caught in their chest at the thought of Overhaul doing anything to either of them. It did little to warm them.
Their mind drifted to someone else they cared about, and their eyes found their watch. They’d triggered their tracker around 8:00, and it was already after noon. They weren’t…that far away from UA, were they? Did the tracker even have a strong enough signal to reach Aizawa and Nezu from down here? If so, why weren’t they—
Sludge abruptly remembered why Maiko’s case wasn’t resolved yet. Right…evidence and warrants and red tape. They supposed one quirkless kid hitting a panic button wouldn’t be enough for most police or heroes. Their heart sank as resignation took bitter root. Either the signal wasn’t getting through—no one knew they were in trouble—or Eraserhead and Nezu knew and couldn’t legally act yet, held back by the Hassaikai investigation team. It had already been weeks since Maiko had been taken. Sludge couldn’t see the investigation speeding up that much for their sake.
They were stuck here, and the heroes weren’t coming.
Overhaul wanted Sludge back in his lab every day.
They didn’t want to die.
Their lungs stopped working for a few seconds, and they clamped their eyes shut as moisture built behind them. They forced themselves to breathe and curled protectively around the pieces of them that felt raw and breaking. They’d figure something out. So, the heroes weren’t coming anytime soon, so what? Not like they hadn’t had to get out of scrapes before.
With one, shaking hand, they fished their villain cellphone from their pocket. The screen refused to turn on. Overhaul had…used his quirk on it too presumably, but it looked like it hadn’t kept its charge through the process. Not that it did them much good with no signal down here.
Looked like the villains weren’t getting them out of this either.
They dropped their useless phone onto the bed, biting back insistent tears. They rubbed their hands roughly over their wrapped arms, focusing on the trails of prickling pain to ground themselves. They recalled the little girl in identical bandages.
That thought brought them up short. Sludge was the only one who knew there was a little girl also being killed used in that lab. Even if the heroes or villains came to rescue Maiko or Sludge, they didn’t know to even look for Eri. Sludge knew, but they didn’t stand a ghost of a chance at stopping Overhaul themselves. They couldn’t bear the thought of no one knowing to look for her, knowing she needed saving.
“Hey, Toga?”
“Yeah?”
“What Overhaul did to us? He’s doing it to a little girl too. Can’t be older than five or six.”
Toga went rigid beside them.
“And we overheard one of the yakuza goons talking about another kid stashed somewhere here.”
“Why are you telling me this?”
“If…if we don’t get the chance to, promise to fuck Overhaul up?”
Toga’s face twisted into something painful as she looked at them. The look remained for a handful of seconds before she bared her teeth and twirled a knife between her fingers. “I promise to make him regret ever looking at you. No one hurts my friends and gets away with it.”
Sludge swallowed their lingering nausea and the phantom pain that skittered along invisible fault lines through their every cell. They decided not to correct her.
Outtake:
Maiko: is sulking by the barred window in her room when she feels someone familiar on the edge of her quirk’s range
Maiko: grins “Ha! You yakuza idiots are in for it now.”
Chisaki: uses his quirk on Izuku and Ekikyō
Maiko: freezes in shock for a moment before feeling that same fury as back at Yūku’s apartment “Oh, you’re really going to be in for it now…” wonders idly if it’s possible to steal enough of someone’s energy in one go to kill them
Stain: crouches on a rooftop, watching a familiar apartment building for the second night in a row; it stays dark and quiet
Stain: sighs and leaves, heading for the west end of Tokyo “Where are you, Naisho?”
Notes:
I tried to convey some of the dynamic within the Hassaikai with Chrono's POV, but I'm not entirely sure how well it came across. shrugs
Does a character death count if Overhaul brings them back right after?
Chapter 95: Strength and Weakness
Summary:
“My family is my strength and weakness.” –Aishwarya Rai Bachan
Notes:
Oh, have I got a chonky chapter for y'all today! 4.5k words to make up for the missed week. Many thanks to Speedwagon for beta reading! (Excellent author, 10/10 would recommend.)
A few notes about where this AU is compared to the canon timeline: We're ahead of schedule. It's never explicitly stated in the manga or anime (that I could find) how much time passed between the big meeting with everyone and the actual raid on the compound, but I'm guessing it probably took a few weeks to get everything arranged and all the red tape sorted, let alone coordinating that many different heroes' schedules from around the country. RH is ahead of that. We're getting Aizawa's POV today, and there's a meeting, but it isn't that BIG meeting from canon (not yet, at least). This is a smaller meeting with just the pros because "Why is everyone else's investigations stepping on mine?!" (said by Nighteye of course; the man strikes me as a bit of a control freak.) Aizawa didn't find any QEBs in canon, and the supposed surge in Trigger cases was largely untouched in the canon meeting; it made sense between that and Maiko's kidnapping case for Aizawa to be in contact with Nighteye earlier than canon.
Notably, with the time change Kiri hasn't had his big debut yet, Amajiki hasn't gotten shot, and Uraraka and Asui haven't had their big drug bust with Ryukyu yet. Togata hasn't run into Eri, and with the Hassaikai's upped security to keep Sludge from sneaking off with their new and valuable asset, she won't be able to sneak out to meet him. That's the big change. The heroes have no idea Eri even exists. But! Since this meeting is a different day than the canon meeting, a certain someone who was unable to make the canon meeting made it to this one. ^.^
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Stain waited until his target was alone before dropping down into the alley from the rooftop above. “Giran.”
The man in the purple suit flinched and whirled around, gun gripped in his right hand. He only relaxed after laying eyes on Stain. Giran let out a breath and chuckled. “Stain, buddy, don’t go giving me heart attacks like that. My doctor’s already worried about my blood pressure.” He leaned back against the wall and pulled a cigarette from his breast pocket. He tilted the gun back and pulled the trigger, releasing a lighter flame.
After lighting his smoke, Giran put the gun away, toying with the cigarette rather than smoking it right away. “What can I do for you this fine morning?”
Stain noted the nervous tick before glancing at the strip of sky above them, seeing that the black was indeed beginning to lighten. It had taken a while to hunt down Giran’s new base of operations, longer than Stain liked. He drew one of his more battered hunting knives and turned the chipped and cracked blade in his hands. “I could always use more quality blades. I’ve also heard tell that several members of The League of Villains claim to espouse my beliefs. Tell me what they’ve been up to since Kamino.”
Giran’s unbothered facade cracked.
After someone publicized that video of Stain preaching to Endeavor in Hosu, it was no secret how The Hero Killer felt about All Might. While it did spread his message more effectively than he could have managed alone, times like this made Stain regret the unsolicited publicity.
Giran pretended to study something on his phone as he took a drag of his cigarette. “Good knives and swords I can get you, no problem. Concrete information on The League’s another matter. They appear to have been moving around since their master’s fall; don’t have a solid, centralized base of operations yet. Add their warper to the mix, and you see my dilemma. I’m known for the quality of my product—have a reputation to uphold, you see—but any information I give you on The League isn’t likely to be accurate, or at least, not for long. So, no, I can’t help you on that front.”
Stain gave the information broker a narrow-eyed look before humming. It figured that All for One had the man firmly in his pocket, though Stain had hoped that with the supervillain out of the equation, Giran might be swayed. So much for tracking Naisho through Sludge. Time for a different tactic then. “You know my usual order. If not The League, do you happen to have any information on Eraserhead’s current patrol route?”
Giran smiled around his cigarette, and smoke leaked from between his teeth. “Now that, I can help you with. I’ll even sell it to you at a discount, seeing as the man’s been a thorn in my and my clients’ sides for years.”
Stain smiled.
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Shota stalked into Nighteye’s agency obscenely early for a Sunday, Toyomitsu on his heels. “I’m surprised you didn’t bring your interns,” Shota said as he flashed his hero license at the reception desk.
Toyomitsu laughed and showed his own license. “Nah, this meeting’s all preliminary stuff. No reason to drag the kids out of bed this early on their day off.”
“That’s exactly why you should have,” Shota insisted as they walked toward the elevator. “Heroes get called in on their days off all the time. Better for them to get used to it now.”
“That’s just cruel, Eraser. See, this is why you don’t have any interns.”
“No, just a pest of a vigilante and his friend who sometimes shares a body with him,” Shota said, trying not to grin.
“Wait, what?”
The elevator dinged, and Shota stepped inside, settled against the back wall, and raised an eyebrow at his friend who had yet to follow.
The doors starting to close finally shook Toyomitsu out of his stupor. He lunged forward and caught the door, triggering the safety. Once the doors were fully open again, he joined Shota. “You can’t just say something like that and not explain.”
Shota considered telling Toyomitsu. The man knew how to keep a secret and had worked amicably with some of the Naruhata vigilantes, however briefly. And it would be nice to have someone besides Shota’s boss or Oguro to talk to whenever Izuku got up to his usual shenanigans.
It still wasn’t his secret to tell. Though…he didn’t have to tell his friend who was under Naisho’s mask. “Later. Not everyone in this building is rational when it comes to vigilantes.”
Toyomitsu nodded, accepting that answer for now.
The elevator doors opened, releasing them onto a rather busy floor. It seemed they weren’t the first ones here.
Shota grimaced. “Ugh, morning people.”
“Don’t be like that, Eraser. I’m sure they’ve got a coffee machine around here somewhere for you night owl types,” Toyomitsu, now in full Fat Gum persona, teased.
The difference was subtle, but Fat Gum always wore some degree of cheer. It wasn’t exactly forced, and it was nowhere near as overblown as All Might’s limelight persona—thank goodness; Shota got enough of that at his day job—but it was more than the man wore in his downtime. Personally, Shota preferred the more genuine, low-key version of his friend.
But right now, they were colleagues, not friends.
Shota grumbled and made a beeline for the breakroom and the scent of blessed, liquid caffeine wafting from it. Thankfully, Nighteye had far better taste in coffee than Tsukauchi. He might have to ask the man what blend this was. It was no Colombian Death Wish, but it did pack a punch.
Thus fortified, Shota slipped back into the slowly-filling conference room to nurse his second mug. He nodded a greeting to the twilight heroes Kesagiriman and Mr. Brave before snagging a seat beside Fat Gum. He sipped at his coffee and quietly reviewed the paperwork he’d brought with him to ensure it was in the proper order. Shota had already built a decent case file for both the surge in Trigger production (a different formulation from what was in the USJ villains’ systems, implying a different producer than All for One’s doctor) and the new “quirk-erasing” bullets before learning that the Hassaikai was involved in at least the bullets’ production.
Shota had already been in contact with Nighteye’s agency regarding Maiko’s abduction, but the additional pertinent intel and case overlap had Nighteye inviting him to join the Hassaikai case proper and the meeting today.
Fat Gum busily looked over a few reports of his own. Though he hadn’t come across anything as concrete as Trigger injectors or more of the bullets, he had arrested a drug dealer with an empty case identical to the one Naisho and Shota had found their own bullets in. Based on the text Naisho had sent Friday night, that was a very bad thing. Between that and Shota bringing Toyomitsu on to help in his own Trigger investigation, Fat Gum had been invited to the meeting as well.
Shota wasn’t terribly surprised by the decision. Fat Gum had a solid record of successful drug busts and a history of collaborative work. He was more surprised to see Ryukyu stride in alongside one of her sidekicks. Getting the Number Ten limelight hero involved with a yakuza case seemed a bit outside Nighteye’s usual modus operandi. The man had avoided working with billboard heroes since splitting from All Might’s agency. Either some of the Hassaikai’s men were formidable heavy hitters, or Ryukyu had stumbled upon another thread of this tangle of an investigation.
Rock Lock walked in a few minutes later; as one of the heroes regularly patrolling the area around several of the Hassaikai’s suspected bases, it made sense for him to be here. The man cradled his own mug of coffee and yawned as he settled at the table across from Shota.
Shota raised his own mug in silent greeting and solidarity.
The last arrivals, only a minute before the meeting was set to start, had Shota raising his eyebrows. Tsukauchi and Gran Torino walked in and promptly took the last available chairs at the table.
Once everyone was settled in, Nighteye and Centipeder walked to the front of the room where a projector was set up. Bubble Girl stayed off to one side with a tablet and remote. Centipeder started passing around folders while Nighteye cleared his throat. “Thank you all for joining me today. Due to the intelligence you’ve all shared we’ve made great strides with our investigation into the organization known as the Shie Hassaikai. It’s time we brought everyone up to speed.”
Bubble Girl waved to get everyone’s attention before starting, “For the past few weeks, we at the Nighteye Agency have been investigating the Shie Hassaikai for possible ties to drug trafficking. They’ve been in contact with several underworld dealers over the past year, though their current focus appears to be expansion, networking, and accumulation of funds. Centipeder?”
Centipeder took over to go over how the yakuza had been in contact with The League of Villains and how that meeting appeared to have dissolved into a fight.
That explained Gran Torino and Tsukauchi’s invitations. They were both on The League’s case. The latter met Shota’s eyes across the room and gave a subtle nod before speaking, “Unfortunately, the two groups have worked out a truce of sorts. Our undercover source mentioned a joint venture this weekend, as well as some troubling information. The Hassaikai is responsible for the production of the dart-like bullets that have been popping up in the underground. Eraserhead has more details, but you’ll want to add illicit substance production to the official list of charges, Nighteye.”
That sparked muttering around the room. A handful of heroes mentioned hearing about similar bullets in their patrol areas. Fat Gum nodded along with the murmurs before throwing in his own two yen, “I found an empty case on a new dealer in Osaka last week, but I haven’t been able to find any of the usual suspects since Stain popped up so close.”
Kesagiriman straightened in his chair. “That’s right. he got Prism in Nagoya on Tuesday, didn’t he?”
Fat Gum grimaced. “Yeah. That’s the farthest south the guy’s been in a few years. Got everyone on that side of Honshu pretty spooked. Especially since he doesn’t seem to be sticking to heroes as religiously as he used to.”
“I fear we’ve wandered off topic,” Nighteye said before inclining his head toward Tsukauchi. “Thank you for the update, detective. Eraserhead?”
“The partial case of bullets I recovered from a dealer in Musutafu a month ago were sent out for analysis, but the police-contracted laboratory ended up having to send the samples to a secondary lab that deals with biologic samples. Turns out one of the ingredients in those bullets is blood.”
Shota ignored the mix of disgust and apprehension around the table in favor of digging a particular report from his stack of papers. “The final protein analysis results just came back a few days ago.”
“Any identifiers?” Ryukyu asked, leaning forward slightly.
With the advent of quirks and the myriad ways in which they altered a human body, there had been a lot of studies conducted over the years. With the discovery that some quirks changed the chemical makeup of an individual’s blood, laws had been passed to record any unique or exotic changes in an addendum to each person’s quirk registry. Only select people had access to that information, primarily medical staff to facilitate proper treatment, but police were occasionally granted access when cross-referencing the results of a crime scene sample.
Shota shook his head. “Sadly, no. There are some previously undocumented proteins in the sample, but there’s no match in the registry. It’s unclear right now if we’re dealing with an unregistered person, or if the proteins were altered in some refining process as part of the bullets’ production. There is one other result the lab flagged though. A protein labeled GDF15 was remarkably low.”
“Um, for those of us not majoring in molecular biology?” Mr. Brave asked.
“The way the lab explained it to me, this protein’s level is used as an indication of the age of the person the sample was taken from. Due to laws surrounding consent and medical studies, all of the published values are from individuals of 18 years or older, values that are all significantly higher than were found in the bullets.”
“They’re bleeding a damn kid to make those things?!” Rock Lock demanded.
“Most likely a young girl, one whose quirk was never registered.”
“Does the Hassaikai have any ties to human or quirk trafficking?” Gran Torino asked. When most of the table shot him disbelieving looks, the hero bristled. “What? They had to get the girl from somewhere and test whatever those bullets are supposed to do to people somehow.”
Shota’s heart sank somewhere around his knees. “Have there been any other confirmed cases like Katsukame Maiko’s?”
Nighteye’s eyes widened behind his glasses for a moment. Tsukauchi was the first to answer. “Not that I’m aware of, but I’ll run a check for unresolved and cold cases through the system when I get back to the precinct.”
“We assumed hers was an isolated case as a relative of one of the Eight Precepts, but if she was targeted for being a runaway instead…” Nighteye trailed off.
“Most runaways don’t have anyone to report them missing when they’re taken,” Kesagiriman finished. “Perhaps we should be checking in with the surrounding prefectures’ homeless populations. They’re often tight-lipped, but they do tend to look after their own.”
Shota closed his eyes, hoping this wasn’t what it was shaping up to be. “I have a few underground contacts I can ask to put feelers out, but we’ll be hard-pressed to tell abductions carried out by the Hassaikai from abductions for All for One’s Nomu project.”
Several people around the room grimaced. The Commission was still in the process of identifying all of the people used to make the Nomu captured during the Kamino raid. The only positive id they had so far was Kiyabu Mamoru, and that one was thanks to Naisho.
After a few more minutes of discussion, Nighteye brought them back to task. “While the potential experimentation on a minor is alarming, there are other points to cover today. Once we have further evidence for or against the Hassaikai’s involvement in human trafficking, we’ll revisit the matter. Any other pressing information, Eraserhead?”
Shota nodded. “The same undercover contact who found out the Hassaikai is producing the bullets relayed their effects. Not from personal experience, but they witnessed a demonstration,” he said, raising a placating hand when Tsukauchi shot him an alarmed look. “An individual injected with one of those bullets’ contents is rendered unable to use their quirk for several hours.”
“A quirk suppressant?” Ryukyu’s sidekick asked. “Those are highly regulated, and the formulas are close-guarded secrets.”
Shota deadpanned. “That hasn’t stopped anyone in the drug trade before, but no, the lab didn’t recognize any known suppressants in the sample. Either this is a completely new suppressant or, a quirk effect of the person whose blood is being used.”
Nighteye rubbed at his temples for a moment. When no one else spoke, he sighed. “That is troubling. It is odd though. What originally drew my agency’s attention was the sudden influx of Trigger in the Tokyo and the surrounding prefectures’ markets. We have reason to believe the Hassaikai is the supplier, if not the producer, of this new variant.”
“Using Trigger as their in with drug dealers to then introduce their quirk-erasing bullets is a smart strategy,” Shota allowed.
“Indeed,” Nighteye agreed, shuffling his papers. “If you’ll all look in the files Centipeder passed out, there’s a detailed chemical analysis of the new Trigger variant. Thankfully, it appears the existing forms of DeTox will still function as an antidote, because this variant, while longer-lasting, comes with worse side effects including—”
A vicious buzz cut through the conversation, and everyone in the room looked around in confusion, everyone except Shota. He yanked his phone out, wishing he was wrong, but he knew the alarm of Izuku’s tracker by heart. It was as engrained in his memory as the hand-shaped bruise around his son’s neck the last time he’d used it.
Sure enough, a location pin and notification of a manual activation flashed insistently on the screen. It was oddly staticky, as if his phone was receiving the signal through interference. Shota cursed and shoved his chair back to escape the table.
He was halfway to the door before someone shouted behind him, “What’s the emergency?”
Another berated, “Where do you think you’re—"
“My kid,” Shota yelled back before bolting from the room. He didn’t bother waiting for the elevator, merely turning into the breakroom, where he knew a window sat facing east over the rooftops.
The underground hero was racing across those rooftops a minute later. He paused above an intersection to check Izuku’s location and orient himself before dashing off again. Izuku was only two kilometers away. Why was he all the way out here in Tokyo? And why in one of the suburbs bordering downtown? Shota wasn’t sure, but the fact the tracker had moved less than a block since it started transmitting had images of Izuku bloodied and collapsed in a dark alley floating behind his eyelids every time he blinked.
Shota pushed himself faster.
As he closed on Izuku’s location, Shota slowed down, approached more cautiously. The tracker had led him to a sleepy but rich neighborhood, and the lack of high rises to jump between set Shota’s nerves on edge. One of the street names he passed registered as familiar, and Shota grew more suspicious. Then he passed an unmarked black sedan with tinted windows that screamed “cop car.” Shota kept out of sight as he crept close enough to see the block Izuku’s tracker had been on this entire time.
The walled estate taking up the majority of the block taunted Shota with its familiarity. This was one of the Shie Hassaikai’s known bases, listed on all official documents as the former boss’s permanent address. Now they had confirmation that it was still in use. Shota wished they had gotten it any other way.
Shota gritted his teeth so hard he could feel his dentist scowling at him. He checked his phone one last time—assuring himself that Izuku’s vitals were stable—before forcing himself to retreat. Every step away from the yakuza base and away from his son felt wrong on a visceral level, but Shota forced himself to retrace his steps with just as much speed as the trip out.
Shota knew when he was outmatched, but, quirks, if he didn’t hate it. He checked his messages from Izuku for the fifth time to see no change. The last message he’d sent was Friday night, saying he’d be with The League and the Hassaikai but back today.
Something had gone wrong.
On the heels of that thought came the confirmation: an incoming call from Nezu. “Nezu, tell me you have something.”
“Unfortunately, no. Izuku’s location has cameras, but they’re on a closed system. Izuku’s phone appears to be off as well.”
“He and Motsu were on a mission with The League. He usually keeps his personal phone off while there for safety reasons.” Shota relayed Izuku’s last text message as he leaped across the rooftops. After a moment of silence, Shota dared to voice his fear, “Do you think they’ve been compromised?”
Nezu hummed as he typed away on his computer. “Possible, but unlikely given Midoriya’s and Motsu’s current heart rate. I’d be more suspicious of a breakdown in negotiations between the villain groups.” There was a pause before Nezu continued. “Oh dear…”
“Nezu?”
“There may be a small problem.”
“Nezu…” Shota warned his boss.
“One of the men spotted frequenting Izuku’s current location is Nemoto Shin. He has a truth quirk.”
Shota swore under his breath and pushed himself to move faster.
His students at UA didn’t have anti-interrogation training—tactics in resisting mental quirks and more physical means of persuasion—until the end of their second year, and Izuku wasn’t even in a hero course. He wouldn’t know the first thing about countering a truth quirk, and there were far worse things villains could do when they wanted information they thought you had. If Izuku wasn’t compromised yet, he would be soon.
Shota stalked back into Nighteye’s agency with his worry and protective fury coiled tightly and packed away in his cold heart. Everyone looked up as he threw the conference room door open.
“Everything okay?” Fat Gum asked, more Toyomitsu than fearless hero.
“No,” Shota said plainly, turning his phone to show the screen with its tracker to the rest of the heroes. “My son tripped his emergency tracker, and he’s in the middle of a Shie Hassaikai base.”
Several people spoke at once before Nighteye slammed one of his weighted seals down on the table like a gavel. “Eraserhead, please explain—”
Nezu—who was still in a call with Shota cleared his throat. After waiting a moment for Shota to put him on speaker, he said, “I’ll do you one better, Sir Nighteye. I’ve sent you an email with all of the pertinent information.”
“Nezu?” Nighteye asked, eyebrows rising from behind his glasses, even as he frowned. “You aren’t on this case.”
“Not yet, but heroes are added to investigations all the time. I think we can help each other in this instance.”
Nighteye took the tablet Bubble Girl held out to him and looked over whatever was on the screen. His frown didn’t waver. “How did you get this?”
“I assure you, Sir Nighteye, any evidence I provide you is perfectly admissible in court.”
Nighteye looked up from the tablet to scowl at Shota’s phone and the rat speaking through it.
If the circumstances weren’t so dire, Shota might have laughed. Sir Nighteye had been a limelight hero before getting into intelligence full-time. The man had also worked for the goodie two shoes All Might for over a decade. Of course, he had opinions about hacking.
“And in exchange?”
“All I ask in return is moving up the timetable for your planned raid.”
“Move up the timetable?” Nighteye asked, sounding almost offended. “And risk letting some of the Hassaikai escape? Do you know how many connections their family has and how difficult it’s going to be to make charges stick? If our case isn’t ironclad, the local precinct won’t even issue a warrant. They have no interest in arresting someone so influential only to let them walk for lack of evidence while earning targets on their own backs.”
Shota’s grip on his phone tightened dangerously. “Nighteye, there are two teenagers kidnapped and most likely a third child. Maiko has been there for weeks. How much—”
Shota’s phone screamed and nearly vibrated out of his hand.
The room around him seemed to slow down as Shota turned the phone around to see the tracker’s signal was gone. There was no location, no vitals, only the damning message “signal lost.” Shota stared, forgetting to breathe somewhere between the shock and horror, for seconds that dragged on like an eternity.
Shota almost flinched when his phone screeched again, the signal abruptly returning. It flashed a warning red as Izuku’s pulse traced across the partially pixelated screen in an erratic, jagged line. The blood pressure reading returned a moment later, displaying equally worrying numbers. Izuku was alive, but he was far from okay.
A familiar, large hand settled on Shota’s shoulder and pressed him down into a chair.
Shota only tore his eyes away from the screen for a second to see Toyomitsu’s worried face hovering beside him. Then his focus returned to the proof that his Problem Children were still alive. People continued to talk around him, and he knew Nezu was still on speaker. But the slowly, so slowly, steadying heart rate of the child whose care he’d been entrusted with drowned them out.
He’d forgotten how awful silence could be.
The stillness and held breath after a building’s collapse, the call hanging in the air with no response, the radio no longer relaying familiar laughter and taunts. There were so many things a person could bear, but often, the line was drawn at silence. The mind tended to fill the void, either with imagined noise or memories.
Shota watched the heartbeat on his phone with the desperation of a man who knew exactly what tricks his mind could play in attempt to get out of a reality he didn’t want to acknowledge. His mind had betrayed him when Oboro died. He’d heard his friend’s voice before he knew the boy was long gone, before he knew that the speaker he heard it from had been broken since the collapse.
A text message temporarily obscured the heartbeat, and Shota forced his eyes onto the words. It was a simple message from Nezu. “He’s alive, Aizawa.”
Shota remembered to breathe for what felt like the first time in years. The ringing in his ears receded centimeter by centimeter until he could hear Nighteye sigh. He’d never heard the man sound so defeated.
“I’ll see what I can do, though it may take a few days.”
Shota tightened his free hand into a fist. It had taken the rescue crew hours to dig Oboro’s body out of the rubble. They said he’d been dead for a while, had likely died the second the building came down.
Toyomitsu squeezed his shoulder, and Shota looked up from his phone slowly. “We’ll get him back, Aizawa.”
Part of Shota knew they would. The other part wondered what state Izuku—and Motsu—would be in when they did.
Outtakes
Stain: asks after The League
Giran: sweats “Uh…can’t help you there.”
Shigaraki: stops studying the shogi guide he’d found online to look around “Why do I get the feeling we just dodged a bullet?”
Chisaki: “Any trouble from The League?”
Irinaka: “Nope. The jammer you ordered has been working like a charm. Facepalm hasn’t called us yet to bitch about it either, so he hasn’t noticed. I don’t get why you bothered buying the jammer if you were just going to brick their phones though.”
Chisaki: “Just Sludge’s. We know nothing of his connections outside The League, and I don’t like surprises. Even if they let their guard down I wouldn’t ‘brick’ all their phones.” smiles behind his mask “Have you ever read the works of Sun Tzu?”
Irinaka: “No. Why?”
Chisaki: “He was a pre-quirk general famous for his writings on military strategy. ‘To a surrounded enemy, you must leave a way of escape’ is one of his most famous lines. As long as they think they have a chance to call their warper, they think they have an out. Tell me, Irinaka, if Toga, Twice, and Sludge knew they had no means to leave, what would they do?”
Notes:
More on the meeting: Canon never really explained how the Hassaikai tested their bullets prior to distribution. The human trafficking angle wasn't supposed to be valid, but the more I think about it, the more likely it looks...
And yes, I made up an antidote for Trigger and called it DeTox. Good luck getting a person hopped up on Triger to sit still to inhale that antidote though. (I figured with the extensive mutations that tend to temporarily manifest for canon characters on Trigger--especially in Vigilantes--an inhaler would be more likely to be effective than an injector pen. Too high a chance of toughened/thickened skin to rely on an injector, and why carry 2 formats of the antidote when you can just carry 1?)
If you can't tell, Nezu and Nighteye do not get along. One thrives on outplanning his opponents by accounting for all possible future events via probability analysis and using unconventional means (and a healthy dose of chaos) to gain any advantage possible, while the other is much more rigid in their approach, narrowing in on the most likely events through good old investigation and the occasional usage of Foresight. There may also be some petty animosity from Nighteye over Nezu "finding" AM his heir rather than AM giving OfA to Togata.
Articles I dug through while doing research for this chapter in case anyone else is interested in age-dependent protein markers in blood:
https://directorsblog.nih.gov/tag/aging-blood-test/#:~:text=Overall%2C%20the%20findings%20show%20that,role%20in%20the%20aging%20process
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7062043/
Chapter 96: Harder to Breathe
Summary:
“When the thoughts, in your mind
Are like thieves and they take you places
Where love is hard to believe
And the air gets thin
And lungs find it harder to breathe
Remember what you know” –Switchfoot, “Shine Like Gold”
Notes:
Definitely didn't get wrapped up watching/modding a Twitch stream and almost forget to upload today's chapter... >.>
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The worst part about Izuku (and Motsu) being kidnapped was the quiet at home. Shota was self-aware enough to know he was finding excuses to stay out of his UA apartment until he absolutely had to return to feed the cats and sleep. The scratch of pencil on paper, soft muttering, whispered arguments and teasing, clumsy stumbling in the mornings…Shota didn’t realize how much his Problem Children had filled the space until they were gone.
Their absence was a gaping wound that even the cats recognized. More than once Shota caught Maneki or Komainu watching the door as if waiting for Izuku to return. Mausu was more clingy than usual, and Shota had to take a few minutes to clamp his eyes shut and breathe through the sudden swell of emotion when he found her curled up on Izuku’s blanket on the sofa Monday morning.
The second worst part was having to break the news to Hitoshi. As Shota left his apartment Monday morning, he saw Hitoshi walking the trail toward him, face turned to the phone in his hand. Izuku and Hitoshi usually walked to and from school together. Shota took a fortifying breath and stopped in the middle of the sidewalk.
Hitoshi’s footsteps faltered a meter from Shota, and the teenager looked up, a question in his eyes. His eyes widened a bit when he really registered who he’d almost walked into. He took a half-step back and looked Shota over again before leaning to glance past Shota to the apartment. “Um…Is this where you decide to give me the shovel talk?”
Any other day, that would have at least made Shota grin. Today, the words only twisted the knife in his chest. He shook his head and turned back toward the apartment, gesturing for Shinso to follow. The kid didn’t need to be out where anyone could see him when he broke down, and holding a cat always made terrible things a little bit easier to bear.
Shinso followed him inside without a word, sensing something was amiss. He looked down the hall toward Izuku’s room, where the door hung open and the room behind it sat dark. “Aizawa-sensei?”
Shota gestured to the sofa and sank into his armchair. Once Shinso perched on the edge of the sofa, and Maneki was perched on him, Shota met his son’s boyfriend’s eyes and said, “Izuku was captured.”
Shinso stared uncomprehendingly for a few seconds before the color drained from his face. “What do you mean? Is he okay? Who has him? Doesn’t he have his tracker? What about Ekikyō?”
Shota held up a hand to silence Shinso. “He and Motsu…something went wrong while they were undercover. They tripped their tracker and haven’t left their location since, but they’re in the middle of a yakuza’s base. As far as we know they’re—”
Shota’s phone vibrated, and he squeezed his eyes shut for a moment before checking it. Just like the day before, there was a “signal lost” message for a few seconds before it returned but with staticky readouts of Izuku’s pulse and blood pressure bouncing all over the place. A glance at the time on his phone confirmed it was almost the same time as yesterday’s episode. That…didn’t bode well.
Was his son being tortured?
“Aizawa.”
Shota breathed and turned his phone’s screen off, forcing himself to look up at the teenager here with him.
Shinso searched his eyes, something desperate settling in the lines of his face at whatever he saw. Shinso swallowed. “They’re…not okay, are they?”
Shota turned his phone screen back on just long enough to see Izuku’s pulse evening out before turning it off again. (Was that quicker than yesterday?) “No, kid. I don’t think they are.” After a few seconds, he added, “We’ll get them back.”
Shinso’s face twisted as he fought back whatever caustic words he wanted to say. There was still some bitterness in his voice when he said, “You’d better.”
“I swear, Shinso, we’ll get them back. Nezu and several other heroes are involved.”
Shinso’s hands fisted in Maneki’s fur, but the calico seemed quite content with the attention, starting to purr and knead on Hitoshi’s uniform pants. Shinso’s grip loosened, and he ran a hand over the disturbed fur to smooth it down. “If so many heroes are involved, why aren’t they back yet?”
Shota grimaced. “Warrants and red tape, mostly.”
The teen sank back against the sofa’s back and grumbled, “I understand the appeal of vigilantism now.”
Shota snorted and rose to his feet. He mussed Shinso’s hair as he walked past the sofa. “Don’t go getting any funny ideas. We already have one vigilante to rescue.”
Shinso didn’t say anything else, but the tightness around his jaw and the shine in his eyes spoke volumes.
Shota sighed, turning to look at his front door, knowing they needed to leave soon to make it on time. “If you need today, or even just a few hours, alone to process, I’ll write you a note excusing you from class. And you’re welcome to stay here if you need a break from your classmates.”
“You’re sure that’s okay?” Shinso asked, far quieter and more hesitant than he’d been so far this morning.
Shota carefully didn’t look back at Shinso as he answered, “Of course.” He didn’t stop himself from grinning as he continued, “The cats miss Izuku and Motsu too. They’ll appreciate the company.”
A wet scoff answered him.
Shota slipped from the apartment and steeled himself as he walked the familiar path to 1-A. He’d have to assuage the class’s worries about Shinso being missing, and he’d need to speak to Todoroki and Uraraka before lunch. At least Maijima was going to handle Hatsume. Nezu had informed the rest of the staff of the situation via email last night.
The day had only barely begun, and Shota was ready for it to end.
—
The days only got harder as the week progressed. Shota’s nerves and patience frayed a little more each morning when his kids’ vitals disappeared then reappeared in shock. The fact the two appeared to be recovering quicker each time did little to alleviate Shota’s concern.
Then it happened twice the same day.
Shota was cleaning the dishes after eating dinner when the alarm went off. He chipped a plate dropping it in the sink, and he was helpless to do anything but watch as Izuku and Motsu’s heart rate and blood pressure struggled to balance out. It took minutes longer than the previous times, and things returned to normal abruptly rather than gradually. Shota thought of the times Izuku mentioned Motsu could manually regulate his vitals and wondered what it meant if Motsu had to step in like that.
Izuku and Motsu’s captors had escalated.
Whatever the reason for the change, Shota knew it meant they were running out of time. Whether Izuku and Motsu’s captor was unstable or losing patience, it didn’t matter. An escalating villain was one who would eventually kill. (Shota tried not to think about Nezu’s theory as to what was happening to his Problem Children based on what he could learn of the quirks in the Hassaikai.)
A helpless sort of fury and dread that Shota had grown to hate built in his chest. There was nothing he could do with the hornet’s nest of emotion. The Shie Hassaikai were too organized and numerous to take on solo, and as much as he’d love to march up to Tokyo and threaten the commissioner and judge into hurrying up with that damn warrant it wouldn’t accomplish anything.
He stared at his phone a minute longer before gritting his teeth and grabbing the dishtowel to dry his hands. He needed to get out of the apartment. The dishes could wait one night.
Shota donned his capture weapon and goggles before shooting a text to Nezu that he was leaving early for patrol. Nezu obligingly opened the UA barrier for him as he approached the gate. Then Shota was scaling a building and sprinting off into the late afternoon.
The first hour was spent pushing himself as fast and hard as he dared. Few criminals were out and about yet considering the limelight heroes had yet to clock out for the day. As twilight fell, Shota’s evening picked up. First an attempted corner store robbery, then a mugging, a pair of college kids bent on vandalizing a bicycle shop, another mugging, and a small kitchen fire in an apartment. (Thankfully the woman hadn’t been an idiot and tried to put the grease fire out with water; the whole building might have gone up if she had.)
At some point, a nagging feeling crept up on Shota, making the hairs on the back of his neck stand on end. Whenever he checked though, he couldn’t find anything that might be setting his instincts off. Izuku and Motsu’s capture and torture were probably getting to him. He was so used to patrolling with the duo that he kept expecting to find a smiling vigilante trailing behind him.
It was nearing 3:00 when Shota happened upon a man who’d cornered a woman in an alley. The criminal had only begun to pull at the woman’s clothes before Shota used him to cushion his landing from a four-story drop. Shota had the man tightly bound in his capture scarf before the criminal realized he’d lost his feet.
“Stay down,” Shota ground out, placing a boot in the center of the man’s back before turning to the victim. Schooling his voice into the calm but firm tone he reserved for scared civilians and injured students, he asked, “Are you hurt?”
The woman shook her head but kept her trembling arms crossed over her chest and her body pressed into the corner of the alley.
Shota hummed and returned his gaze to the pinned criminal. The man hadn’t revealed what his quirk was, after all (assuming he had one). Shota raised a hand to his communicator, keeping an eye on the woman with his peripheral vision. “Eraserhead, license number 749832, requesting police pickup of 1 criminal for attempted sexual assault. Quirk status unknown. May need medical evaluation for blunt force trauma but no obvious signs of a concussion. One civilian also needs EMT evaluation. No visible injuries but shaken. Sending my location now.” He tapped the button on his communicator to broadcast his GPS coordinates to police and emergency services.
A beep signaled someone else turning on their microphone. “Acknowledged, Eraserhead. Someone’s been busy tonight. Think you can hold tight for 30 minutes? A lot of folks are still tied up managing the crowd at the apartment fire. One of the firefighters detected gas.”
Shota grimaced. Gas leaks meant evacuations and perimeters. And the fire department would still have to clear the walls, electrical systems, and piping before anyone was allowed back inside the building. It seemed Shota wasn’t the only one not getting any sleep tonight.
He glanced at the woman still in the back of the alley and held in a sigh. “You’re going to be okay. Police and an ambulance are on the way.”
Shota passed the time trying to hold the woman’s attention long enough to guide her through a breathing exercise. He also cinched his capture scarf tighter the few times the criminal thought Shota wasn’t paying attention and tried to wriggle free.
The tedium was interrupted by Shota’s phone vibrating in his pocket. He answered it without looking at the caller id. There were only so many people who would try calling him at 3:00 a.m. “Eraserhead here.”
“Aizawa,” Nezu’s voice answered him.
Shota blinked, not quite surprised. He’d known for a while now that whatever species Nezu was, he was partially nocturnal, or maybe crepuscular. Now that he thought about it, he couldn’t recall ever seeing Nezu in his office during the middle of the day unless something was going on. But those were questions for later. Nezu might be partially nocturnal, but he usually refrained from contacting any of his human associates during sleeping (or patrolling in Shota’s case) hours. “Something happen?” he asked.
“Not yet, but in three days’ time something will be. I just received an email from Sir Nighteye—I’m sure you’ll have a copy waiting in your inbox when you get back—that our warrants for the Shie Hassaikai raid have been approved. He’s already coordinated with police, and the raid is officially set for Saturday. There will be a meeting tomorrow morning to go over details.”
“Finally.” Shota rubbed at his eyes. Three days. Three more days, and they’d get Izuku out. Three days felt like an eternity.
“Do try not to stay out too late, Aizawa. There will be much to discuss in the morning, including whether or not the attending heroes will be bringing their work study students on the raid.”
Shota held in a groan. Right, work studies had started this week. He’d already approved a handful for his hellions. Kirishima was working under Fat Gum with Amajiki, and Uraraka and Asui had impressed Hado enough for the girl to recommend them to Ryukyu. Then there was Togata working under Nighteye.
The third years could handle themselves. They were plenty capable. His kids though? They were only first years with a single semester under their belts. A single semester and multiple villain attacks.
Shota frowned. 1-A kept being targeted by The League of Villains. That was the only reason he’d pushed for them to get their provisional licenses so early. They needed to be able to defend themselves when The League inevitably came knocking again.
They trained hard, they learned quickly, they had potential, but they desperately needed experience.
Shota could feel a headache coming on, and the flashing red and blue lights that were finally lighting up the mouth of the alley weren’t helping. “Yeah. See you in the morning, Nezu,” he said before hanging up.
In short order, he handed off the criminal to the police and directed the victim to the ambulance that arrived right after. Then he got back to his patrol, well, started heading back from his patrol. His shift was just about up.
Of course, the universe couldn’t let him off so easily. His phone rang again when he was halfway back to UA. He paused on the roof of an apartment building to answer, “Eraserhead here.”
“This is Sir Nighteye. I’m glad I caught you. I wasn’t certain what time your patrols normally end.”
Aizawa made a face, only because no one was around to see him. He glanced over his shoulder again, catching himself when he started looking for Naisho. He shook his head. “What is it, Nighteye? Nezu already updated me on the meeting tomorrow and the search warrant for the Shie Hassaikai.”
“Ah, I see,” Nighteye said, tone clipped. “I’ll cut to the chase then. You and your underground sources have been a great help thus far, Eraserhead, but we’ll take it from here. You don’t need to come to the meeting tomorrow.”
Shota was stunned speechless for a moment before his anger from earlier came roaring back, now with a target. “You expect me to sit back and do nothing while those people…” Shota clenched a fist and ground his teeth as his eyes flashed red. “I am your best bet for combating Overhaul’s quirk, and you know it. Do not push me off this case, not when my son’s involved.”
“It’s precisely because your ward is involved that you shouldn’t be on this case, Eraserhead. As much of a boon as your quirk and skillset would be, you’re emotionally compromised. I can’t in good conscience allow you to participate.”
“Too late for that. With Nezu involved, I can go under his order instead of yours. I am getting Izuku and his friend back. See you in a few hours.” He hung up before Nighteye could say anything else, still seething.
Shota looked at the roof’s ledge and imagined how Naisho would leap from this roof to the next. The buildings were close with the next slightly lower than this one. It was a good setup for adding a flip or spin to the jump if you weren’t focused on moving as fast as possible. He could practically see Naisho doing just that. He’d probably laugh while doing it too.
The anger drained out of Shota, leaving a hollow ache behind. He allowed his shoulders to sag under the weight of Izuku and Motsu’s absence. “I swear, I’ll bring you two home. Hold on just a little longer.”
Outtakes:
Stain: steps from the shadows once Eraserhead has left the rooftop “So, the Shie Hassaikai captured Naisho. I should have culled that family like I did the Abegawa Tenchu Kai. I’ll have to rectify that lapse in judgment.”
Tsukauchi: calls Eraserhead only to get sent to voicemail “Hey, Aizawa. Just wanted to give you a heads up that the court finally set a date for Midoriya’s custody hearing. Nakasone tried, but it looks like Midoriya will need to be there in person. Call me back when you get this.”
Chisaki: studying the latest set of test results “To think the thing we were missing was a baseline for Eri’s quirk to use for a frame of reference…”
Kurono: reading the results over his shoulder and nodding “It’s no permanent erasure, but that is far more stable than the last batch. What’s the estimated duration?”
Chisaki: carefully placing the new set of vials in the fridge “Two weeks, give or take. We’ll see how long it takes for the test subject to recover.”
Kurono: gestures for Rappa to take the unconscious man strapped to the lab chair back to his cell
Notes:
Question I've been sorely debating: To kill Nighteye or not to kill Nighteye in this AU? On the one hand, future assholery, but on the other, the potential for inflicting guilt on our protagonists and giving Aizawa some vindication. Though I suppose disabling Nighteye could be just as useful a tool for inflicting guilt...You see my struggle? I have maybe 1-2 chapters before I need to decide, but urgh...
Chapter 97: The Single Right Decision
Summary:
“The guilt and the fear can be strong, but you know the single right decision and action. And you know you know, even if it took hindsight to remind you of what you already knew.” –Rob Moore
Notes:
Song that I just discovered this week that fits so well for our dynamic duo this arc: "Be Free" by Fire From the Gods (especially the acoustic version)
**TWs for this chapter in the end notes** (been a while since I've needed one of these bad boys...)
Many thanks to Speedwagon for beta reading this chapter and 98!
Alright, everyone! I need your feels trip permission slips. Please form an orderly line, grab a packet of tissues if wanted, and buckle up. We've got several types of emotional to visit today, and we'll only have a brief rest stop with gym bro Rappa.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Ekikyō and Izuku tried not to look at the collection bag attached to their arm. It was the fifth one this morning. Between Ekikyō’s cells being able to carry oxygen just as effectively as normal blood cells and Overhaul “resetting” them after each lab session, the yakuza didn’t care if they bled Izuku dry. They actually seemed intent on doing so. The only real limiter was their patience.
The duo ignored Chronostasis changing out their collection bags. This should be the last one of the morning. The fifth one already took an extra ten minutes to fill with how diluted their blood was by this point. This one would take even longer. They only tried to do a seventh once before Overhaul got irritated with the wait time.
Ekikyō and Izuku did their best to ignore the anxiety creeping up their spine, looking around the lab for a distraction. Their eyes met a curious, sad pair of red eyes. The door to the side room was propped open today. The minder who had brought Eri to and from the lab previously was absent this morning, and Chronostasis was managing both of their bloodletting sessions concurrently. She’d been dropped off by one of the other Precepts somewhere around Ekikyō and Izuku’s third collection bag and hooked up to a similar setup as them…aside from the restraints.
They weren’t sure what number bag the little girl was on now, but she looked horribly pale against the dark chair and leather straps. Her eyes were slightly unfocused as she stared back at them. They offered her a small grin, careful not to pull their lips wide enough to be creepy. Eri’s lips twitched.
The moment was broken by the door to the lab opening to admit Overhaul. Izuku’s heart tried to rabbit out of their chest, but Ekikyō gently overwrote Izuku’s control to keep their heart rate and breathing steady. Their anxiety spiked as impassive golden eyes trailed over them. Then Overhaul turned toward Eri.
Ekikyō felt their stomach drop. He looked down at their shoes. “Izuku, do you trust me?”
Izuku’s response was immediate. “Of course.”
Ekikyō ignored the pang of guilt that always came with that ready and unconditional trust. He knew he didn’t deserve it. He took full control of their body and disconnected Izuku from their senses, carefully keeping their minds separate. Just this once, his ability to disconnect might be a good thing. The kid didn’t need a memory of this.
“Ekikyō?”
Ekikyō sent him wordless reassurance, glancing back up to meet Eri’s eyes. He mouthed a silent apology as Overhaul reached a bare hand out to touch her forehead.
Eri blinked at them and gave them a small frown.
Ekikyō closed their eyes and tried to ignore the wet pop and sudden scent of blood in the air. He didn’t open their eyes again until they could pick up the faint vibrations of Eri’s breath.
The girl was somehow still awake and seemed to be present, watching as Overhaul turned his back to her and headed toward Ekikyō and Izuku. Ekikyō didn’t think he wanted to know how long she’d been here to build up that tolerance, especially considering they’d seen her here during their evening sessions too.
Ekikyō shivered and chanced a glance down at their collection bag. He swallowed. It had filled a little quicker than he’d expected. Maybe he was getting better at splitting their blood with all the practice? He wasn’t sure if that was a good thing.
Overhaul stopped in front of them. A quick check on Izuku confirmed that the kid still couldn’t feel anything; then Ekikyō closed their eyes and pulled back from their body’s nerves. Even so, being overhauled hurt like a bitch.
Ekikyō swore loudly in their mind while keeping their jaw clamped shut. They numbed their body as quickly as possible and waited out the aftershocks and screaming sense of wrongness. He had no idea how long it took things to settle this time, but for once, they were still in the lab when he blinked their eyes open, Chronostasis just tying off their arm bandages. (Apparently, the newer sections of skin retained their sensitivity when they weren’t allowed to settle, like, say, if someone overhauled their entire body every 12-24 hours.)
Their…everything still felt wrong. Their body was back but with things shifted a few micrometers to the left or right to make up for the cells that Overhaul had cannibalized, slime cells clumsy and uncoordinated as they struggled to remember how to function as a collective whole, the newly minted blood cells that shouldn’t exist but were just as much theirs as their muscles, nerves, and slime.
But that feeling had decreased enough for Ekikyō to think past it now. He reached out to Izuku and sighed. Ekikyō had become increasingly familiar with the fuzzy, distant feel of Izuku’s mind gone somewhere else. The kid probably wouldn’t come back until their body properly felt like theirs again and not just a collection of molecules about to vibrate apart at any moment.
Ekikyō would have been right there with him if they hadn’t figured out to keep their minds separate for their sessions with Overhaul a few days into being a lab rat. While Ekikyō hated that Izuku was alone wherever he’d gone, he hated the idea of them both being defenseless and unresponsive around these people even more. So, Ekikyō gritted their teeth against another phantom jolt of pain that numbing their body seemed to do nothing to stop and glared at the men in the lab.
Ekikyō hated that there was nothing he could do but wait for a rescue that might not come. He hated Overhaul and everything the psychopathic germophobe did in this lab. But most of all, he hated watching Izuku decline and not knowing how to help.
Over the course of the last week, Izuku had steadily grown leaner, more fatigued, more withdrawn, and prone to dissociating. The healthy tan of their skin had been replaced by a porcelain shade that only reminded them how fragile their cells felt. The chipping away of their muscle mass added to the sense of wrongness that clung to their body more and more frequently. Izuku’s appetite was practically nonexistent the last few days. (The last, at least, Ekikyō could help with.)
Things had gotten particularly bad after their first evening trip to the lab. They’d been doing fairly well at keeping up with their nightly separation routine and grounding exercises until then, but…Ekikyō couldn’t bring himself to refuse Izuku that small shred of comfort when he struggled to fight off tremors and a panic attack on top of his dissociation.
The only time they spent separately now was in the lab and immediately after when Izuku’s mind hesitated to return to their reality. Ekikyō spent that time guarding his best friend and trying not to let the whole situation eat at him too much. So what if he checked, then rechecked, all of their cells for damage each time the phantom feeling of dissolution raked along their nerves? Maybe their slime cells clung a bit more tightly to their body’s cells as if they might disappear without something to anchor them. Maybe he took advantage of Toga and Twice’s easy physical comfort. It was more to reassure them that he and his host were okay than anything else.
Ekikyō’s snarl softened a little remembering his sort-of friends. They helped how they could—mostly in providing distractions and a grounding presence until Ekikyō and Izuku were themselves again and in hunting the underground base for a usable wifi signal. Twice had briefly caught one near the staircase they’d seen some of the grunts use to reach the surface level of the compound, but that area was well-guarded. Ekikyō didn’t want Toga or Twice risking Overhaul’s ire (the thought of either of them being subjected to his quirk made the tremor return to their hands), but at this point, he’d take a rescue from whoever was offering.
Ekikyō wanted to believe Aizawa would get to them (to Izuku) first, but he’d seen enough people go un-rescued for too long to hold out any hope. Ekikyō and Izuku had been ripped apart, killed, and pieced back together ten times now. Izuku was doing worse and worse, and Ekikyō could admit he wasn’t doing so hot himself. This couldn’t continue.
Ekikyō shoved aside the existential dread to renew his snarl when Rappa stepped into view. Their limbs still trembled and spasmed, but Ekikyō managed to steady himself enough to lean away from the man and bite out, “I’m awake.” Finding Overhaul across the room, Ekikyō added, “Do you have to keep doing that? My host’s muscle mass is wasting away. Do you have any idea how long it took him to build that?”
Overhaul looks placidly back at them. “It’s faster than waiting for you two to replenish his blood supply naturally, and thanks to your host, we’ve had a breakthrough. We can’t stop now, not when we’re so close to having a finished product, a cure for this world’s sickness…”
Ekikyō had resigned himself to sitting there and listening to whatever mad science rant Overhaul was about to go on when Rappa hauled him to their feet. Ekikyō couldn’t read the man’s face under his mask, but he’d bet Rappa was about as enthusiastic to hear this rant as they were.
“Hey boss, I'm gonna show Sludge the gym. Might as well let him keep his body in shape if he’s staying here.”
Overhaul shot Rappa an irritated look—likely for being interrupted. After a few seconds he shook his head and waved them off. “Just don’t break them.”
“Got it!” Rappa called, herding Sludge toward the lab’s exit.
Ekikyō devoted his focus to keeping their feet under them as they shakily made their way down the long hall. He stumbled a few times but righted himself before Rappa could decide to interfere. When they reached a set of stairs, Sludge looked up at Rappa, confused. Rappa didn’t say anything or hesitate as they ascended. The few yakuza members they passed returned Sludge’s uncertain look, but they didn’t protest.
A few nerve-wracking minutes later, Rappa pushed open a swinging door to what had to be the biggest kitchen Ekikyō had seen outside of UA. Rappa waved at a few of the ladies working at the stove and counter, bee-lining for a large pantry off to the side. “The good stuff’s on the bottom shelf, here,” Rappa said, pulling out a box. It was filled with…energy bars?
Rappa tossed them two and opened one for himself. “Detnerat’s not half-bad when it comes to their enhancer line. More protein than most and good nutrient balance. Never get the yuzu one though; that shit tastes vile.”
Ekikyō hesitantly nodded and opened one of the bars—mint chocolate. Ekikyō took a bite and hummed in approval; it didn’t even have that awful aftertaste so many protein bars did. He felt Izuku’s mind stir a little as he appreciated the flavor and quickly split his attention between savoring the much-needed food and mentally prodding his friend.
Rappa gestured for them to follow as he headed back out of the kitchen. They retraced their steps and descended back into the underground complex before Rappa took them down an unfamiliar hallway. The tang of sweat in the air was their only warning before Rappa swung open a metal door to reveal a well-stocked gym. It was bigger than the one at The League’s old base, but that made sense with how many people lived here. There were a half dozen men working at the benches and dumb bell racks, and two others glanced at the new arrivals before hastily vacating the boxing ring on the far side of the room.
Rappa led them past a messy deadlifting station, grumbling about Katsukame and how it was common courtesy to re-rack your weights. He hopped the rope into the boxing ring and turned to face them as he popped his knuckles. “Alright, Sludge! I’ve heard a lot about you from the boss’s first run-in with The League, and I want to see what all the fuss is about. So, you and me? We’re gonna fight.”
Ekikyō felt their face pale as they took a step back from the rope demarcating the fighting ring. He wildly looked around, but the eight other yakuza in the room didn’t seem inclined to save them. “Uh…I’d love to, but you see—"
An alarm blared over the intercom. Weights hit the floor around the gym, and every yakuza member present rushed for the door.
“What’s going on?” Ekikyō yelled as Rappa leaped past them.
“A raid! I hope they brought some strong heroes with them!” The door swung shut behind the massive man a moment later.
“What just happened?” Izuku asked, sounding groggy but mostly present.
Ekikyō startled a little before wrapping Izuku in an internal and mental hug. He let his relief flood their connection. “I think the heroes might have come.”
Izuku perked up a little more, and hope rose in their chest. “We’re finally going home?”
“Hopefully. Come on, we need to go get our stuff before we blow this popsicle stand.”
Izuku nodded their head before leaning on Ekikyō.
Ekikyō happily pulled Izuku back into a deep dive, an even one, since no one else was around to see if they acted out of character. Ekikyō took a moment to relish the feeling of Izuku’s mind engaged and running in lockstep with his. Then they got to work.
They cautiously pushed the gym door open and glanced up and down the hall as they felt for movement with their slime. Once certain they were in the clear, they sprinted down the hall, working their way back to familiar corridors and their quarters. They slipped inside and closed the door behind them.
“There you are!”
They might have screamed a little before Ekikyō clamped down on their voice. They whirled around to see Toga and Twice. They calmed their racing heart.
“What was that? Man, I wish I’d filmed that. You sounded like a little girl!” Twice said.
“Nothing, you just surprised me,” Ekikyō said, taking lead on the conversation.
Toga narrowed her eyes at them before switching to a wide-eyed smile. “Your host is awake, isn’t he?”
Ekikyō was torn for a moment. The two Leaguers had heard a little about Izuku (under the false name Arita in case one of the yakuza used it in front of them), but they hadn’t gotten to knowingly interact with him.
Izuku mentally nudged Ekikyō.
Ekikyō nodded and loosened his hold on their body, pulling half of the slime from their airway.
Izuku waved at Toga and Twice. “Hi. Thank you for taking care of my friend when I’m not here. I really appreciate it.”
Toga smiled back. “And thank you for taking care of him when he’s not with us.”
Twice stepped forward to join them. “This is sweet and all—I’m practically gagging on it!—but don’t we have somewhere to be? Or not!”
They nodded alongside Toga. “You’re right.” They moved to grab their few belongings scattered about the room. They yanked their face mask off, replacing it with a much more comfortable layer of slime. They reached for their chain mail next. “You guys have everything you brought?”
“Yep! I drank my last blood packet when I heard the alarm go off.”
“Yeah, I’m good to go! I’m going to miss the bed; it was kinda comfy.”
“Alright,” they said as they slipped the last of their things into a pocket. “We getting out of here?”
“Actually…I was thinking Twice and I should stay,” Toga said. “You and your host need to leave, Sludge. Twicey and I can handle settling our score with Overhaul.” She smiled, showing off her canines.
Ekikyō and Izuku chuckled, relieved at not being asked to face that man again. “Don’t get caught or killed. We won’t forgive you if you do.”
“Of course!” Toga wrapped her arms around their neck and squeezed until they returned the hug. Twice stood off to one side, fidgeting.
Ekikyō rolled their eyes and held an arm out to motion the man closer. The impromptu group hug broke apart after a few more seconds of shared contact.
“We remember the way out. See you back at base?” Ekikyō asked.
Twice and Toga nodded as they exited the room. They took a left down the hall leading further into the complex.
Ekikyō and Izuku took a right, sprinting for the exit to the subway tunnel, praying they could figure out how to work the hidden door. They were halfway there before Izuku pulled them to an abrupt stop. A mental image of Eri burned itself into their mind, quickly followed by an image of Maiko. “We can’t leave yet.”
Ekikyō oscillated between worry for the girls and a strong desire to get far away from Overhaul as quickly as possible.
Izuku tugged on their slime to give Ekikyō an approximation of an internal hug. “I know.” Abundant fear welled from Izuku’s half of their mind, assuring Ekikyō he wasn’t alone in his sentiment. “But I don’t think I could live with myself if…” He didn’t need to finish that sentence.
Ekikyō ran a hand through their slime and hair, gritting their teeth. They’d told Toga. She knew to look for Eri and Maiko, but was that enough? Ekikyō really didn’t want to go back. He didn’t want to go anywhere near the guy who’d killed them so many times.
The same guy who’d killed Eri so many times. (How many times did it take for her to no longer visibly react to being overhauled?)
(How many had offered her silent apologies and done nothing?)
Anger and shame overrode fear for a moment. Resolve followed. “Damn sunshine children and their corrupting influence…” Ekikyō sighed and turned their back to the hallway with the hidden way out. They swallowed and shook out their hands, ignoring the tremors that tried to take hold again. “I’m going to regret this, aren’t I?”
Izuku’s mind pressed closer, nearly drowning him in gratitude, affection, and determination. Fear and anger lingered just beneath the surface. There was also guilt. “If you do, so will I. Thank you.”
Ekikyō rolled their eyes. “You’re not forcing me to do anything, Izuku.” He shifted slime under their skin, popping stiff joints and loosening up disused muscles mechanically. It was no stretching routine, but it would have to do. “Enough wasting time. The heroes at least know to look for Maiko, so let’s find Eri first. Overhaul’s not laying another finger on her if I have anything to say about it.”
Izuku set their face into a grim frown and nodded, something dark flickering through his emotions.
They sprinted back the way they’d come, anger and determination and fear echoing between them.
Outtake
Stain: watches the fight between Ryukyu and Katsukame for a minute before deciding he won’t be able to slip past them and starts to circle the compound from the rooftops “Every rat’s nest has a few escape tunnels.”
Rappa: “Gnarly scars! You get those in a fight?”
Kirishima: grimaces at the reminder of how much his costume reveals “Uh…yes? Don’t suppose you watched the Sports Festival?”
Rappa: pouts “No, Overhaul banned everyone from watching it!”
Notes:
TW: body horror (maybe some dysphoria too?)
Yes, I know I said I wouldn't tag individual chapters for body horror anymore since it's in the main tags, but...this chapter really deserves it. Like, not as much as my Repurposed fic, but Izuku and Ekikyō are not handling their time with Overhaul well...
Chapter 98: Fear and Hope
Summary:
“There is nothing that fear and hope do not permit men to do.” –Luc de Clapiers
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
The duo raced down the familiar path to the lab on silent feet, hoping Eri’s room wasn’t too far from it. There was a lot of the Hassaikai’s base they hadn’t had a chance to explore, and they kicked themselves for spending so much time holed up in their room.
They used their slime to check the lab first, slipping some of their mass under the door and feeling for any indicator that someone was there. They weren’t terribly surprised to find it empty with the morning sessions having already ended. Then they continued down the corridor, straining their senses as they passed intersection after intersection.
There! Down one of the hallways leading away from the main compound they felt the faint vibrations of footsteps. Two sets, running away. They gave chase and concentrated, trying to pick out more detail, something that would tell them if the two those steps belonged to were the only ones present. (Eri was small; if Overhaul wanted to evacuate her before the heroes found her, someone would have to carry her.)
A slight headache (was it really a headache when their slime ached?) dulled the edge of their thoughts, but they finally picked out three separate breathing patterns as they gained on the runners. They grinned as they let their senses relax. They’d found her. Now to knock out whatever goons Overhaul had sent to spirit her away; then they’d double back to look for Maiko.
They swung around the last corner between them and Eri, slime billowing from their skin and arm drawn back to punch. They found a masked man in a white robe spinning to meet them with a gun aimed at their chest and another with golden eyes that haunted their nightmares. Emotionless red eyes peered from under white hair where Eri had her head tucked against the white-robed man’s shoulder.
They froze, staring at the two yakuza leaders. Why were Overhaul and Chronostasis fleeing? They were two of the Hassaikai’s strongest combatants, and yakuza were supposed to be family. That was their whole schtick. They should be fighting with their men. It had never occurred to them that Overhaul might sacrifice everyone under his command to ensure his own escape.
(He wasn’t supposed to be here. They weren’t supposed to have to face him.)
They should have expected as much, they noted belatedly. Their luck was, as a rule, terrible. And Overhaul had already given them plenty of evidence that he didn’t hold to the traditional values and code of conduct a yakuza was supposed to follow.
“Sludge,” Overhaul greeted casually, as if they hadn’t been about to attack him. “Perfect timing. We can’t allow your host to fall into diseased hands.”
They didn’t move, and Chronostasis kept his gun trained on them.
Overhaul adjusted one of his gloves while staring them down. He was losing patience, and that only ever led to one thing.
Their courage collapsed into a black hole in their chest. Their fingers tingled, and their heart pounded under the strain. One, two, three beats rattled their ribcage and rang in their ears. They watched from afar as their body nodded and took a mechanical step forward, eyes never leaving those gloved hands. (As long as those hands stay gloved, they were safe.)
They felt the cold metal of a gun barrel press between their shoulder blades, urging them forward. They blinked, not remembering how they’d made it across the space to Overhaul and Chronostasis. It felt like everything around them was moving too fast, or were they moving too slow?
Their watch vibrated madly against their wrist.
“Put your slime away,” Overhaul ordered. “You’ll be too eye-catching once we get to street level.”
They obediently reeled their slime back in, clearing their airway as they did so. A second later they uncovered their face too. Overhaul already knew what they looked like anyway. They only left enough slime outside their body to silence the chain mail under their hoodie.
The hallway seemed to stretch on forever before them, but they couldn’t seem to focus on any of the details. They were too busy trying to breathe past the vice clamped around their lungs. Their hands shook, but they could barely feel it. Or maybe their watch was vibrating that hard? They couldn’t tell.
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Maiko knew there was a raid long before the fighting started, could sense the flood of new auras surrounding, then spilling into the Shie Hassaikai’s grounds. She had a bag packed by the time one of those new auras walked down the hallway to her glorified cell. She heard a scream from the room next to hers before the lady inside was ushered out and away. Then someone was banging on her door.
She raised her hands in surrender as a police officer broke the lock and barged into the room. They scanned the space, noting the bars on the window before they really took her in. They blinked a few times before saying into their walkie-talkie, “Found Katsukame Maiko. Escorting her out now.”
“Yes, please,” she said sarcastically. It was about time. Seriously, she’d been trapped here for the better part of a month. She’d known cops and heroes were useless, but come on!
“Stay close. There’s still fighting going on,” the officer said, ignoring her comment.
Maiko rolled her eyes and fell into step behind the guy. She kept track of their surroundings with her eyes and quirk as they moved. They descended to the ground floor and passed a few groups of restrained yakuza members being guarded by police and the occasional hero.
As they approached the front door, Maiko felt a familiar aura flare up way out of proportion. The ones around it flickered and diminished. Oh frick.
She grabbed the officer before he could open the front door and pulled him back. “My uncle’s out there!” she whispered accusingly.
The officer waved off her concern. “Ryukyu and her interns have him handled.” Then the idiot slammed the door open.
The second Maiko’s uncle clocked the officer, the guy collapsed to his knees, falling under his quirk.
Maiko sighed and closed her eyes as she stepped to one side of the open door. If her uncle was pulling on people from this far away, he’d probably dosed himself with Trigger. Which meant the heroes were probably losing against him unless they had someone for long-range support. But who would bring ranged support to a yakuza compound with a bunch of winding tunnels and tight hallways?
Maiko looked through the open door. Freedom was so close. The only thing standing between her and it was her uncle. She leaned over and chanced a glance outside. She was just in time to see Ryukyu in full dragon transformation get slammed into the ground by a gargantuan Katsukame. She eyed him with trepidation; then her eyes fell on the torn fabric on his left pant leg. A good section of his calf was exposed on the back.
Katsukame swung his fists down toward Ryukyu, but the heroine caught his hands and climbed back to her feet, snarling despite how her energy flickered with fatigue. Comparing her energy reserve to Katsukame’s, it was clear who would run out of steam first.
Maiko bit her lip and considered her options. Movement caught her eye, and she spotted several other people behind Ryukyu: numerous police officers and three teenage girls in hero costumes. Those three didn’t look much older than Maiko, but their auras sputtered fitfully.
It was no secret around the Hassaikai’s base that her uncle liked to hurt people. He was good at it, enjoyed it. There weren’t many ways to fight someone who was essentially an energy vampire.
Except for taking away their access to all energy.
An unnerving number of people both here and at school seemed to think she was like her uncle or would grow to be like him. A villain, a thief. She hated using that part of her quirk because it proved all her detractors right.
She’d run from that part of herself for months and been dragged back here anyway. She clenched and unclenched her hands as she watched the fight. One of the interns got back up and reentered the fight using some energy beam quirk, but it moved too slowly to work at the range needed to avoid Katsukame’s quirk.
Maiko had tried running, and now the option wasn’t available. What else could she do? If she stayed hidden, Katsukame would finish his fight then come looking for her, and she couldn’t fight with her (villain) quirk.
A clawed fist slammed into her uncle’s mask, knocking his head sideways, and Maiko wondered if Ryukyu’s quirk had ever been considered scary or villainous when she was younger. Someone else with a villainous quirk came to mind. Shinso had as villainous a quirk as they came, needed to take from another person for it to work, just like her, but he had made it into UA’s hero course. He was proving everyone wrong. What was it he’d said? “It wasn’t a person’s quirk, but how they used it that made a person a hero or villain.” Something like that.
Maiko winced as Katsukame slammed Ryukyu back into the pavement. That torn pant leg caught her eye again, but this time she had an idea. Using that part of her quirk always hurt someone, but if in hurting the right person, she stopped them from hurting everyone else, that wasn’t so villainous, was it?
It wasn’t particularly heroic—she didn’t want to be a hero—but she wouldn’t mind seeing her uncle fall flat on his face. And if she was the one to trip him? All the better.
Maiko waited for Ryukyu to grapple her uncle again before darting from the doorway to the courtyard fountain, then a hedge, then the front gate. She waited for her uncle to have his back completely turned, his focus totally on his opponent. Then she rushed forward again. Someone shouted, but she blocked them out, knowing she’d only have one shot at this before her uncle caught her in his quirk.
Her hand slapped his exposed skin, and she dug her nails and quirk in, wrenching at his energy. It came away easily. Uncle wasn’t used to having to fight to hold onto energy to avoid accidentally giving it away. He had no resistance.
It hit her like a whole pot of sencha tea multiplied by ten. She immediately decided she hated how jittery it left her, but seeing her uncle fall unconscious was worth it. Served him right for the times he’d done that to her.
She kicked his leg, just to make sure.
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The duo fought against the panic—that’s what this constricting weight around their chest and senses was—as they were prodded down the long tunnel. They clung to their watch’s vibration and the tug of chainmail on their slime in an attempt to ground themselves; they tried to do the breathing exercises Hound Dog had given them. The occasional press of a gun barrel between their shoulder blades and the knowledge that Overhaul was walking only two steps ahead of them—within arm’s reach—kept them from fully escaping that paralyzing spiral.
The fact that every step took them one step further from the rescue they’d been longing for seasoned their panic with desperation.
All potential escape plans fell apart somewhere between Chronostasis’s gun and Overhaul’s hands (and Eri’s red eyes—they couldn’t leave her here; they just couldn’t). Their mind skipped between options frantically, as if looking at them enough times would make some hidden facet apparent that could save them all.
The variable they needed found them instead.
Their slime picked up a vibration in the air. They’d never encountered anything like it before. It was like something just sprang into existence behind them, and it was rocketing toward them. They stumbled sideways, but whatever this was, it wasn’t aiming for them.
Chronostasis grunted and stumbled in the opposite direction under a blow, and the crack of a gunshot exploded in the narrow passage.
They whirled around as they put a few more steps between themselves and Overhaul to see a very buff, blonde man in a brightly colored costume now cradling Eri in his arms.
“Don’t worry; I’ve got you.” The hero (hero student? He looked barely older than Aizawa’s class) glared at Overhaul before his eyes drifted to them. Recognition flashed through the hero’s blue eyes. “Midoriya!”
They gave the hero student a confused look. Midoriya? That wasn’t them. Was it? That didn’t feel right. Midoriya, Motsu, Green, Sludge, Naisho…none of them did. They were, but they weren’t. They were…Their head hurt. Izuku? Ekikyō? Izukyō? Izukyō.
While Izukyō was having their existential crisis, Chronostasis got back to his feet. He swung the gun around to aim at the hero, but the caped man was already moving. Chronostasis tried to dodge the flurry of kicks and punches, but a solid blow connected with his wrist, sending the gun flying down the hall.
The hero even managed to land a few blows on Overhaul before turning back to them. “Midoriya, I’m Lemillion, and I’m here to recue you! Come on, let’s go.”
Still not the right name, but…they were getting rescued? They almost couldn’t dare to hope. Izukyō took a step toward Lemillion.
Pain sliced across their forearm, and the world sped up impossibly around them as someone spoke. They looked down and spotted black blooming on the bandages wrapping their left arm. What cut them?
Then the words registered. “Those cut by the minute hand are slowed for a minute; those cut by the hour hand…they’re stuck like that for an hour.”
Outtakes
Murphy’s Law: inhales deeply “Ah, nothing like the horrors of time contraction in the morning.”
Kurono: slows Sludge and Arita
Chisaki: raises a cage of stone spires around Arita and blocks all the exits with walls “You may be strong, Lemillion, but how do you expect to save anyone when you can’t phase them through walls?”
Togata: “See, there’s this fun thing that heroes use called teamwork. All I gotta do is hold out until backup arrives.”
Hado: “Ooh! Who are you? How’d you do that? Was that your quirk?! How’s it work? Thanks for the save, but you really shouldn’t run into a fight like that.”
Maiko: practically vibrating from the extra energy she just absorbed “How are you this hyperactive after my uncle drained you?!”
Ryukyu: “Uncle? Ah, you must be Maiko. Eraserhead will be glad to hear we found you.”
Maiko: can’t stand the energy anymore and taps Hado and Ryukyu to offload some of it “Eraserhead? Oh, Izuku’s guardian. He’s here too? I thought that exhausted energy felt familiar.” shakes her head and points down the street “Right! Izuku’s in trouble! He and his guardian are over there, but they haven’t moved much in a while. And they’re stuck right next to Overhaul.”
Toga: pouts from the shadows “No fair. I wanted to point them to Overbitch. But who’s Izuku?”
Twice: waves his arms and whisper yells “Just how many kids did Overhaul kidnap?”
Notes:
I'm still working on 99, so I might miss updating next week. Depends on the muse and how much time I get to write.
Chapter 99: Fight for Good
Summary:
“You still really fight for good parts. It never stops. It’s never a breeze. The people at the top of their game work as hard as the people at the bottom.” –Steve Zahn
Notes:
TW this chapter for canon injuries and blood. I mean, it's the Overhaul fight; what did y'all expect?
Fun words/phrases I got to use this chapter: water balloon, maw, scrabbled, tackiness
Me: looking at Overhaul's canon quirk usage "Wow, this guy must have really good spatial awareness and a real eye for detail." gets several ideas
Many thanks to Speedwagon for beta reading this chapter and 100-101. Might be moving postings this month to Sundays due to the change in my schedule at work. It's looking like I'm getting Fridays off instead of Mondays or Tuesdays for the next while. :/
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Kirishima was not looking forward to texting Bakugo later.
“Don’t get hurt, Shitty Hair,” Bakugo had said.
“It’ll be fine,” Kirishima had said. “Aizawa-sensei will be there,” he’d said. “I’ll be with a bunch of other heroes the whole time,” he’d said. Yet here he was, bleeding from a dozen—thankfully superficial—injuries and feeling like he got run over by a zero pointer as he broke through walls looking for a way back to the surface.
Rappa really didn’t pull his punches. Even with his quirks, Kirishima was pretty sure he’d be completely covered in bruises later. He could practically feel Bakugo’s scowl from here.
Oh, wait. One for All deactivated. That was Aizawa-sensei’s glare.
“Red Riot, report,” his teacher commanded, slowing to a stop in front of him. Nighteye was with him.
Kirishima took a few deep breaths before speaking. “Fat Gum and I were ambushed after we were separated from you. Two of the Eight Precepts, Rappa and…Tengai, I think? We won, but Fat Gum’s reserves are dried up. He sent me to find back up while he watched the villains.”
“Any serious injuries?” Nighteye asked, eyeing Kirishima critically.
Kirishima offered his sometimes trainer a sharp-toothed grin. “No, Sir. Rappa hits like a fully loaded semi-truck, but no concussion or broken bones. My hardened skin chipped off in a few places, but that’s the worst of it. Fat Gum and the villains are less hurt than me.”
Aizawa nodded in approval. “Good. Run back down this hall, and you’ll find a group of police guarding Irinaka. Some of them should be able to go retrieve the villains you faced. After giving them directions, rejoin us. We still need to reach Chisaki, and I suspect we’ll need your assistance clearing any further obstacles,” he said, glancing at the section of wall Kirishima had broken through to join them in this hallway.
“Got it, Eraserhead!” Kirishima said, giving a hasty salute. “Be back soon.” Then he reactivated One for All and took off down the hall.
A part of him still reveled in the energy coursing through his veins like magma but without hurting him. It was always a near thing though. Steam trailed behind him, and the jagged scars on his body pulsed with remembered pain. But so long as he kept his concentration, the overwhelming energy of One for All didn’t break him anymore.
Who’d have thought he had to spread the power everywhere inside and out, not just across the surface of his skin like Hardening? Kirishima was so grateful to Gran Torino and Sir Nighteye for helping him figure that out over his spring internship.
Kirishima shook off the thought as a really messed up room came into view. Yikes. He took in the damage as he carefully decelerated to stop in front of the group of police standing around a bound man and a bandaged Rock Lock. “Fat Gum sent me to bring back help. He’s watching two of the higher ups after we beat them.”
The officer in charge asked a few questions before motioning for a few of the others to follow Kirishima. Soon enough he left the officers at the broken wall and rushed after Eraserhead and Nighteye. After a few minutes of sprinting, he found them stopped in front of an unremarkable section of wall. The ground rumbling faintly was the only indicator that there was a hidden passage or room nearby.
“Red Riot, I need you to break through this wall,” Nighteye said, indicating the section they’d been staring at.
Kirishima backed up a few steps to give himself room to build up steam. “Uh, sure, but how do you know this is the spot?”
Eraserhead pointed at the juncture between the wall and ceiling. There was some waviness and cracking along the seam. “Where you broke through the hallway to rejoin us had similar marks.”
Kirishima nodded, filing that information away for later. His teacher and sometimes mentor were so observant! It was so manly!
One for All flooded his muscles as he hardened his skin. He pushed off the ground and slammed both fists into the shoddy wall, breaking it apart into a shower of concrete dust and rubble. He only yelled a little when he fell further than expected to reach the floor.
The floor cracked under him as he landed, and Kirishima hurried to scan the new area for threats. The whole room—the space was too large to be a hallway now, even if it once was—was crowded by a forest of bristling stone spikes. It was difficult to see anything past them, but he could hear which side of the room more spikes were coming from.
“Red Riot, clear out the area,” Eraserhead ordered, landing beside him.
“This must be the work of Overhaul,” Nighteye noted, joining them.
Kirishima gave them a shark-toothed grin. “Hold on to something.”
Kirishima took a deep breath and sank into a low stance with his feet wider apart than his shoulders. One for All bubbled up from his core to flood his veins as he shifted his weight to his left foot. He raised his right leg before shifting his weight back as he brought it down in a stomp, angled toward the side of the room more spikes were sprouting from. “San Andres Smash!”
The concrete shattered under the blow, cracks rapidly spreading out across the right side of the room. The whole space shook as the floor broke apart, and many stone spires collapsed under their own weight with their foundations compromised.
Kirishima kept One for All flowing through his body as he bounced back upright and into a more mobile stance as the dust settled. He shifted a few meters away from Eraserhead to avoid blocking his teacher’s line of sight with the steam lazily curling into the air from his skin. (It always seemed thicker around his scars.)
They were gradually able to pick figures out amidst the dust and rubble. One of the figures was covered in blood.
Sir Nighteye was the first to react, racing toward his intern. “Lemillion!”
“Red Riot, with me,” Eraserhead ordered, activating his quirk and making for a man wearing a beaked mask.
Kirishima charged right after him.
Lemillion’s voice reached them as they ran, “Watch out. The one in white used his quirk on Midoriya. He’s paralyzed.”
Kirishima nearly stumbled. Midoriya was here too? Well, of course, Kirishima knew he was here at the Hassaikai base—that had been in the pre-raid briefing—but he hadn’t expected Midoriya to be here in this room. Kirishima cast his eyes about as he moved, noting two other masked men collapsed on the ground: the man in the white robe Lemillion had mentioned lay near Overhaul and a man all in black lay closer to the middle of the room along the wall. There was a gun on the ground beside the man in black.
Kirishima took a few steps out of his way to crush the weapon underfoot with One for All just in case. Shooting people was so not manly.
He got back to scanning the room as he pushed One for All up a notch to catch up to Eraserhead. Then he spotted it, a cone of fresh stone spikes rising from the ground just left of Overhaul. It took Kirishima a second to realize there was a familiarly scarred hand holding onto one of the stone spikes from within. Midoriya.
They needed to move the fight away from Midoriya. Lemillion said he was paralyzed. That meant he couldn’t defend himself or get out of the way if an attack got too close, even if he wasn’t stuck in a stone cage.
Eraserhead seemed to have a similar thought, shifting to the right, so any attacks from Overhaul would be aimed well away from the trapped teen.
This, unfortunately, put Eraserhead and Kirishima closer to the collapsed figure in white, the one who had paralyzed Midoriya. He turned out to not be as unconscious as expected.
Something white burst from the man’s hood as Eraserhead passed, and Kirishima launched himself while calling on both of his quirks a split second later. “Sensei!” Pain burned through his legs with the momentary increase in One for All, but it was worth it. His arm shot out, intercepting the…hair arrow? Whatever it was, it bounced harmlessly off his hardened skin.
Kirishima rolled as he hit the ground and both of his quirks sputtered out. He spun out of his sensei’s line of sight and reactivated his quirks before facing the new threat. He was just in time to see Eraserhead snag a second arrow in his capture scarf.
Eraserhead yanked on his weapon, eliciting a cry from the white-robed villain as he flew through the air in an arc. Eraserhead released him at just the right point to send him flying into Overhaul.
Kirishima winced in sympathy for the rough landing. Then he was moving again, following Eraserhead’s lead as they closed on the tangled villains. He smiled as he landed his first punch. White fabric tore under his hardened knuckles, surprising him a little. Did these guys not have any protective gear at all?
“Red Riot,” Eraserhead called.
Kirishima retreated to his sensei’s side. He hadn’t ever fought with his teacher before, but he had an idea of what was coming. Eraserhead needed to blink. That was fine; Kirishima would watch his sensei’s back while Erasure was down. Nothing would get past him, not while he was in Unbreakable mode.
Kirishima saw black hair fall out of the corner of his eye and sidestepped in front of the hero. He used his super move just in time to take the brunt of the spears of stone that flew at them. He dug his feet into the broken concrete and with a burst of One for All shattered every spike that came close. There were a lot fewer spikes than he expected from the state of the room when they first entered.
Eraserhead tapped Kirishima’s shoulder as he stepped up beside him again. His quirk wasn’t active yet—there was no point when his vision was blocked by a fresh wall of spikes—but he kept one hand on his capture weapon. “He must only be able to change one section at a time,” he said, pointing a toe at where the spikes had abruptly stopped.
Kirishima looked down and realized Eraserhead was right. There was a large crack in the ground just where the spikes ended. Kirishima smiled and took a step away from his sensei and dropped into his low stance again. A quick repeat of his San Andres Smash leveled the spikes and broke up the ground even more.
He and Eraserhead rushed forward before the dust could settle. Kirishima almost tripped over a piece of rubble when he heard a sound that reminded him of a water balloon bursting. What on earth?
It was only thanks to his Hardening that he wasn’t impaled a second later. A large white and brown arrow impacted his abdomen, knocking the wind out of him, even if it didn’t break his skin. Kirishima managed to keep his feet as he skidded to a stop and followed the retreating arrow to the person who’d hit him.
Kirishima’s eyes widened. That was not either of the yakuza that had been there a minute ago. But they were using the white-robed yakuza’s quirk? On closer inspection, Kirishima recognized a few other features too. Shoulder length, mottled hair ending in arrowheads framed Overhaul’s face. Except, the mask Overhaul had worn was actually a mask, not a beaked maw. And neither of the two yakuza was this bulky…or had four arms. Something was off about those arms too. Twisted pink flesh was veined with white material, and more white hung in tatters behind the person.
Some instinct made Kirishima’s gut squirm, and he took a step back. If he didn’t know any better, he would almost think…
“Overhaul.” Eraserhead stepped up beside Kirishima, glowing eyes locked on their opponent.
The villain’s sickly yellow-grey eyes scanned Eraserhead up and down. “We know all about you, Erasure Hero, Eraserhead. We referenced your quirk quite a bit while conducting our research with Eri, but there’s no substitute for studying the real thing up close and in person.” The man’s eyes narrowed. “I think we’ll keep you alive.”
Eraserhead seemed to realize something, his glowing eyes widening a fraction. “What have you done?”
“What was necessary,” Overhaul answered, holding a warped hand up in front of him. “Quirks are a fascinating disease. Kurono and I never would have been able to pull this off so well without seeing the way Sludge possesses others.”
Kirishima frowned, confused. Wasn’t Sludge a member of The League? Was he here too? And what did Overhaul mean by “possess?”
“But I digress. We’ll introduce you to my work soon enough, Eraserhead. But first, you should slow down!” The monster of a man (two men? Was Kirishima understanding that right?) threw a handful of debris at Eraserhead’s face, making him blink to protect his eyes.
Kirishima intercepted Overhaul’s arrow hair once again. “Not on my watch!”
Overhaul sneered at him before slamming a pair of hands to the ground. “Out of our way!”
A small pillar slammed Kirishima sideways. Kirishima climbed back to his feet, groaning slightly. Oh yeah, his ribs were going to be so bruised tomorrow. Not manly at all.
Eraserhead was back in the fight by the time Kirishima returned. Kirishima itched to jump in and punch or grapple, but he knew too well how bad an idea that was when a destructive contact quirk was involved (Overhaul wasn’t really that different from Shigaraki in that sense). And that was without taking into account the possibility of getting caught in Eraserhead’s quirk. It was frustrating that Kirishima’s whole fighting style was useless here. Surely, he could do something more than acting as Eraserhead’s shield when the man needed to blink.
He didn’t get any ideas before he needed to step in to tank Overhaul’s hair spears again. This time he refused to be moved, digging his feet into the cracked, uneven ground to anchor himself.
They fell into a dance of sorts, Overhaul trying to physically attack them or break Eraserhead’s line of sight while Erasure was active, then going for quirked attacks or creating barriers when Erasure was down. Meanwhile Eraserhead and Kirishima chipped away at the villain, unable to land any incapacitating hits. At least they led the fight away from Midoriya and where Sir Nighteye was tending to Lemillion and the girl.
Their stalemate broke when part of the fractured ground under Kirishima caved. He grabbed onto anything he could reach to keep himself from falling into what looked like another hallway or room underneath the one they were fighting in. He scrabbled at the concrete and rebar for a few seconds before realizing that the few meters’ fall wouldn’t hurt him.
Actually…he could use this.
“Red Riot!”
“I’m okay! Be right back.” He noted where Overhaul was before letting go, dropping into the lower sublevel with both hardening and One for All active. His feet cracked the floor where he landed, but he quickly shook off the impact. Then he dashed to where he’d seen Overhaul on the level above. Time to take a page from his senpai!
He reached the approximate area and crouched, pulling a little more One for All than before. Then he leaped, shifting to Unbreakable as his feet left the ground. He burst through the weakened ceiling/floor, barely losing any speed in the process. He gave a sharp smile as he met Overhaul stumbling back. Kirishima pulled back a fist to deliver a One for All-powered punch.
Fabric wrapped around his waist and yanked him back. A clawed pink and white hand swiped just in front of his nose, missing him by a centimeter.
One for All fizzled out in the familiar way that meant Erasure was active, and Hardening fell away as Kirishima flew backward. His face paled as he realized what almost happened. If Kirishima had been able to use his quirks, then so could Overhaul. Kirishima almost got…
“Red Riot, stay back!”
Yeah, okay. He could do that. Kirishima shakily got back to his feet, only somewhat comforted by the return of the bubbling energy in his chest as Eraserhead moved to engage Overhaul again. Right, Eraserhead needed someone to protect him between quirk uses. Focus!
He startled only a little when Nighteye appeared beside him. “Red Riot, get Lemillion and the girl out of here now; I’ll assist Eraserhead.” The man didn’t wait for a response before he raced forward, several weighted seals hanging from between his fingers.
Kirishima latched onto the order, charging toward Lemillion, who was propped up against a broken spike and barely clinging to consciousness. There was a little girl with white hair bundled in his cape at his feet. Kirishima crushed rubble underfoot and shoved larger pieces carefully aside as he made his way to them. “Lemillion, I got you!” he said, slipping the hero’s right arm over his shoulder, trying not to think about the blood soaking into his own costume and leaving a gluey warmth spreading low across his side. He wrapped his left arm around Lemillion’s waist when his senpai failed to stand on his own.
Eraserhead shouted something, but Kirishima focused on his job. Turning a soft smile to the little girl, he introduced himself, “Hi there! I’m Red Riot, I’m a hero student, and I’m going to get you two to safety, okay? Do you think you can stand?” He held his right hand out to her.
Lemillion gave the girl a wobbly thumbs up. “Red Riot’s one of the good guys, and he’s really strong.”
The girl glanced between him and Lemillion before giving a tiny nod. Her wide, red eyes never left his as she pushed herself up. She clutched Lemillion’s tattered cape in one hand and cautiously edged closer to take Kirishima’s hand with her free one.
Kirishima smiled a little brighter at the show of trust. “Is it okay if I pick you up? I don’t want you to hurt your feet.”
The girl hesitated, looking down at her feet then at Kirishima’s hardened feet curiously. She eventually gave a small nod.
Kirishima stooped just enough to scoop the girl up before straightening. With the girl on one hip and Lemillion leaning on his other side, Kirishima headed for the hole he’d broken in the wall, kicking rubble aside or to pieces as needed along the way. A warning shout from across the room and a sudden rumble in the ground had Kirishima ramping up One for All a few percentage points and lunging away. A glance back told him he’d moved just in time too. A spray of fresh stone spikes skewered the place they had been standing a moment before. A glance at the fighters showed the brawl had moved to a more intact section of flooring.
Kirishima swallowed and adjusted his grip on Lemillion and the little girl—he really needed to get her name—to completely carry their weight as he moved faster. Eraserhead could only keep his eyes open so long, and he didn’t want these two to still be in the line of fire when he blinked next.
No one said anything until they made it to the hallway. Even then, it surprised Kirishima that the little girl was the one to break the silence. “Will you save him too?”
“Who?” he asked.
The girl pointed, and Kirishima followed her aim to see Midoriya’s prison. A few of the spikes had broken or fallen away at some point, enough for Midoriya to escape, but he hadn’t moved from his spot aside from turning his head to eye the opening with surprise. He looked worse than when Kirishima had spoken to him during the Sports Festival.
“Overhaul hurts him too.”
Kirishima tore his eyes away from the stone cage to look at the little girl, only now realizing that what he’d thought were sleeves and tights were actually bandages. (Midoriya had the same bandages peeking from under his hoodie sleeves.) Kirishima swallowed around the molten feeling in his throat. “Yeah. Yeah, we’ll get him out too.” He ducked into the hallway. “But first, I need to get you two somewhere safe. I apologize for not asking earlier, but what’s your name?” he asked, hoping to distract her from the sounds of fighting behind them.
“Eri,” the girl said barely above a whisper.
“Well, Eri, it’s nice to meet you, though I wish we’d met somewhere less scary.” Kirishima made it another dozen meters down the hallway before the sounds behind them caught his attention again, specifically a scream of pain.
Lemillion jerked beside him and tried to pull away. “Sir…” The blonde’s legs collapsed under him before he could make any headway.
Kirishima lowered himself to his knees and carefully deposited Lemillion and Eri on the ground. He rolled Lemillion onto his back. With the sluggishly bleeding wound in his side, the hero student wasn’t going anywhere fast. Kirishima cursed himself for not carrying a first aid kit. Maybe he should talk to Support about getting a utility belt?
He shook his head; now wasn’t the time. More shouts from the room behind them tugged at his attention. He needed to get back in there and at least check that Eraserhead and Nighteye were okay. And to see if he could get Midoriya out. “Hey, Eri, do you think you can watch Lemillion for me? I’m going to see about rescuing your friend.”
Eri tilted her head slightly but nodded.
“I’ll be back,” he said, trying to ignore the rapidly cooling tackiness where he’d held Lemillion against his side a minute before. Then he was sprinting for the doorway again. He swung back into the room, taking in the scene and paling at what he saw. Sir Nighteye and Eraserhead were both covered in blood.
Kirishima moved without thinking.
Outtakes:
Nemoto: has a gun
Kirishima: stomps gun into scrap metal "Say no to gun violence!"
Kurono: tries to stab Aizawa with his hair
Kirishima: tanks the hit "No stabbing either! Only punching!"
Kirishima: “…Only punching!”
First: holds his head in his hands
Fifth: laughing “He learned that from Eighth!”
Third: “Isn’t it a little hypocritical when he basically has built-in knuckledusters with his Hardening?”
Seventh: “Oh, let the kid have his fun. Besides, these guys deserve it.”
All the Vestiges: murmur in agreement
Notes:
Did Kirishima use a sumo stance somewhere in there? Yes, yes he did. Our boy is both an immovable object and an unstoppable force now that he has OfA. Sumo's whole thing is not giving ground while forcing others to.
Y'all, I am so excited to post chapter 100. You have no idea! ^.^
Chapter 100: Extreme
Summary:
“Extreme fear can neither fight nor fly.” –William Shakespeare
Notes:
TWs in the end notes
Are y'all ready? Chapter 100 is finally here!!!!! Fun words from this chapter include, but are not limited to: dismembered, backpay, resurrection, and naiveté.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Shota saw the spikes rushing toward Nighteye when he opened his burning eyes. Nighteye was moving to dodge, but too slowly. Shota knew without looking that Overhaul had built another wall to block his line of sight, so he focused on helping his coworker. He flung his capture weapon out to catch Nighteye’s left arm, then he pulled.
He was almost quick enough.
The weight he was pulling fell away, and something wet hit his cheek. What he was seeing registered a moment later. Nighteye’s left arm was still in Shota’s capture weapon, but the rest of him wasn’t. Where Nighteye’s left arm should have connected to his shoulder, there was a bloodied stone spike; the man was also being held up by another stone spike through his right side.
Shota swore and flicked his capture weapon, dropping the dismembered limb as he sprinted toward Nighteye. Nighteye would bleed out quickly unless something was done to stem the flow.
Of course, there was still the problem of Overhaul.
Shota twisted on a dime, avoiding an elongated arrow of hair, though it nicked his jumpsuit. Erasure activated as Shota laid eyes on Overhaul again. Damn it. He couldn’t take his eyes off Overhaul, but he also couldn’t let his coworker bleed to death. Overhaul’s smug expression told Shota the villain knew exactly the position he’d put Shota in.
The standoff lasted for several breaths, then a loud boom and shockwave shook the room. Shota’s footing bucked, and he lost visual on Overhaul for a second. A meteoric impact kicked dust and debris into the air as the ground shattered into a thousand jagged pieces, and an annoyingly familiar voice yelled, “I’ll keep him busy. Help Sir!”
Shota caught a glimpse of red hair before Red Riot moved, throwing a large chunk of concrete at Overhaul. His student remembered to stay out of arm’s reach this time, at least.
It would have to be enough. Nighteye didn’t have long. With the location and severity of his injuries, he would have lost consciousness within seconds. He could be dead already.
Shota skidded to a stop on his knees beside Nighteye and felt the man’s neck for a pulse. (Kirishima’s impact had knocked the spike impaling the hero from its base, and Shota hoped the fall hadn’t worsened the internal damage.) Nighteye’s pulse was faint and uneven, but it was there. Triage, it was then. There was precious little he could do for the abdominal wound besides stabilizing things. But most pressing injuries first. A free-bleeding brachial artery could kill in under two minutes.
Shota quickly cinched a loop of his capture weapon down as tightly as he could around Nighteye’s shoulder to act as a tourniquet, then he wrapped several more loops around the stump of the man’s left arm and his opposing shoulder to prevent slippage. He drew his knife and cut that section of his support weapon free, then tied the loose ends of the makeshift bandage together. A few more loops quickly snaked around the man’s waist, walking the fine line of applying pressure without being too tight as well as securing the spike in place.
Once both bandages were tied, Shota took a deep breath, wiped his bloodied hands on his jumpsuit’s pants, and turned back to the fight. Red Riot was still standing, but so was Overhaul. Realistically, Shota wasn’t certain they could win this fight, not when their opponent had such a versatile quirk and a win condition of a single touch. He’d sooner die than let a villain lay a hand on one of his kids, but dying here wouldn’t save Izuku and Motsu.
He prayed backup would find them soon and rejoined the fight with his shortened capture weapon in one hand and his knife in the other.
Shota fell into place beside his student as Red Riot threw another chunk of concrete at Overhaul. He tucked his face into his capture weapon and whispered, “Next time he uses an arrow, catch it and hold on if you can stay out of range of his hands.”
Shota saw his student nod out of the corner of his eye. Then he blinked early, deactivating Erasure.
Shota immediately heard the now familiar sounds of stone warping and hair cutting through the air. The ground shook lightly with Red Riot’s use of the strength part of his quirk. When he heard the also familiar sound of a hair arrow impacting his student’s hardened skin, Shota opened his eyes. But he didn’t activate his quirk yet.
That would make the hair arrow retract.
Shota took in the scene before him for a split second, noting Red Riot and Overhaul’s positions. Then he lunged forward, bringing his blade to bear offensively for the first time this fight. The serrated knife he used to cut his carbon fiber and steel alloy capture weapon slashed the arrowhead from the villain’s hair with barely a snag.
Overhaul roared and swung a clawed hand toward them as the damaged hair retreated. Another arrowhead didn’t form from the ragged section of hair.
Shota activated Erasure again and swiped his knife at the outstretched hand. Overhaul aborted the move and gave Shota narrow-eyed consideration. He was focused on Shota as the threat here. Good. Next order of business was moving this fight further from Nighteye, Izuku, and Motsu.
Shota, Red Riot, and Overhaul continued to exchange blows and feints until Shota’s next blink. The disgusting sound of Overhaul turning his quirk on flesh and blood met his ears, and Shota’s hope dwindled. He snapped his eyes back open, but the man had already reformed. The trimmed section of his hair had a brand-new arrowhead, if it was a bit shorter than the other arrows hanging from his scalp.
Shota uttered a low curse, earning a shocked look from Red Riot. He took a single moment to face the reality that Overhaul could heal his injuries every time Shota blinked. He stared their dwindling odds down and acknowledged the probable outcomes. Then he took a deep breath and lowered his stance, adjusting his grip on his knife.
Smugness bled onto Overhaul’s furious face. “Having second thoughts?”
“Hardly.”
“And here I thought you were one of the smart ones. My mistake.”
Red Riot bristled beside Shota, but he didn’t move until Shota did. When Shota attacked next, he wasn’t aiming to disable or knock out. Red Riot seemed to pick up on the shift, being more aggressive with his own actions when Shota’s movements allowed.
Overhaul met their escalation in kind when Shota next blinked. The villain threw up a barricade of stoney spines and a cloud of dust. From behind his impromptu cover, Overhaul launched a flurry of other attacks targeting both of them rather than just Shota. There was something odd about the sudden change in tactic. It clicked when the whole room shuddered.
Overhaul had dug through the rubble to reach intact concrete. Massive concrete spires erupted from the rubble around them, separating Shota and Red Riot. One of the spikes caught Shota’s capture weapon, hauling him up by his neck until he unwound the length of reinforced fabric, dropping his knife in the process. He snapped to attention when he heard his student yelp somewhere on the other side of the almost ceiling-height spikes.
The attack spanned the width of the room, slamming into the far wall. The room shifted again, and the spires slid across the ground, shoving Shota and Red Riot further apart and creating a stretch of relatively level and unlittered ground leading all the way to—
The far wall was gone. Destroyed or dissolved, it didn’t matter, the result was the same. The hallway behind the wall was laid bare and Lemillion and the civilian girl exposed.
“Eri! These will be more deaths on your hands. Is that what you really want?”
The little girl—Eri—stared at Overhaul in open horror and fear.
“Eri! Stay back; get out of here!” Red Riot yelled from where he was pinned between several spikes.
Eri’s eyes shifted from Red Riot to Shota, who knew he looked worse for wear. Then her eyes traveled to a third place.
Shota tensed as he spotted Nighteye. The man was in much the same position as Shota had left him, but the shifting spires had left him and the pool of blood under him half in the open. Shota relaxed marginally as he noted the continued rise and fall of the man’s chest.
Shota narrowed his sore eyes. That didn’t make sense. Overhaul could clothesline Shota and pin Red Riot with the same attack but missed the man who wasn’t moving at all?
“Do you think a few heroes could defeat me? I’m untouched, and look where they are now. All this mess because of you…You know what you should do, Eri.”
Eri took a step toward them—toward Overhaul.
Shota’s eyes snapped back to her, and his stomach sank as he realized Overhaul had left Nighteye alive and no further harmed on purpose. The look on Eri’s face said it all. “Kid, don’t!”
Eri bit her lip then, almost too quiet for Shota to hear, she said, “Go back to you…” She took another step. “And in exchange…make everyone better again!”
“That’s right, Eri. Instead of letting all these people get hurt, it’s easier to just take the pain yourself.”
Shota started shimmying up one of the spikes, intent on putting a stop to this.
“I wouldn’t do that if I was you, Eraserhead, Red Riot.” The ground rumbled, and a new spike protruded from the ground beside Nighteye’s neck. “People in your profession are so predictable.”
Shota snarled in impotent fury. He still didn’t have a visual on Overhaul, and if Nighteye died, the villain would move on to threatening Lemillion or Red Riot. Shota normally loved common sense and strategic thinking, encouraged it in his students, but he hated to see it in villains.
Maybe something out there had listened to his prayer earlier, or maybe the universe finally decided to fork over his karmic backpay. Regardless of the reason, the ceiling above them buckled and caved in at that moment. The first thing that broke through was a scaled hand the size of Shota’s torso.
“Ryukyu!” Shota called.
The draconic hero met his eyes for a moment and nodded before taking in the rest of the room. Her interns followed her down through the hole in the ceiling. “Maiko and the aboveground complex are secured. We’re here to help.”
“Ready and raring to go!” Nejire-chan yelled.
Her enthusiasm only made Shota feel more tired. (That and his remembered attempts to convince the girl to pick an actual hero name rather than using her own.) Shota swept his gaze over Uravity and Froppy, noting they were a little roughed up but bore no obvious injuries. Good.
Overhaul didn’t give them any further time to regroup, summoning a fresh barrage of spikes, largely aimed at the new arrivals. He created a rather large dust cloud too.
Shota climbed out of the tight space between spikes he’d been in, scanning the room for the villain. Movement ducking behind one of the larger spikes drew Shota’s glowing eyes, but Erasure had nothing to latch onto by the time he looked. Then the mass of stone dissolved as Shota watched, and Shota squinted at the emerging figure. Figures. There were three (four).
He quickly snapped his eyes closed, cutting his quirk.
“You scum have made a real mess of things,” Overhaul said from behind his hostage. “But this ends here.” He wrapped one hand around the back of Izuku’s neck, claws lightly digging into his skin. “You’ll back off unless you want a child’s death on your hands.”
Eri cried from beside Overhaul, tugging on the hem of his coat. “No! Hurt me instead.”
The clawed hand holding onto her shoulder flexed, but Overhaul didn’t answer her, grey-gold eyes staring deep into Shota’s, taunting, daring.
Shota kept a tight lid on Erasure. He’d hurt Izuku and Motsu if he used it. (He never wanted to hurt them with his quirk again.) Instead, he moved his eyes to his son’s.
They were very slowly blinking open. Izuku probably closed them when the spikes broke apart to clear the dust from his eyes. His—their—irises were maroon instead of green. They were still together then. That was reassuring, even if the incrementally dawning terror in those eyes wasn’t.
“You’re out of plays, Chisaki. Release the children!” Ryukyu shouted, surging forward with a flap of her gargantuan wings.
“Yeah! You’re going down!” Uravity cheered, wielding a stone spike five meters long like a baseball bat.
“You’re outnumbered now!” Red Riot crowed, rushing alongside Ryukyu and trailing steam in his wake.
Shota’s blood ran cold. It occurred to him then that he and Nezu had made a fatal mistake. At the pre-raid briefing, they’d shared a little information on Izuku, but they hadn’t mentioned Motsu. Only Shota knew it wasn’t just Izuku standing in front of them. Only Shota knew he couldn’t use Erasure in this situation. And Ryukyu just called Overhaul’s bluff.
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Izukyō struggled to process what they were seeing. Colors blurred past them too fast to catch, then they were almost surrounded by darkness. Their footing jolted under them, and they reached out, grabbing onto…concrete? They were surrounded by concrete columns, trapping them in the center of a cone, most likely Overhaul’s doing. The gaps between the columns were too narrow to squeeze through, but at least they could watch…whatever was happening.
They absently pulled the blood and slime in their bandages back inside their left arm before sealing the wound Chronostasis had given them. So, this was his quirk? His villain name made a lot more sense now. Just how slowed down were they?
Enough, they thought as a streak of white, red, and blue blurred past them just before the walls of the hallway lurched meters and meters back. Izukyō’s eyes couldn’t process anything that was moving, and they had to keep a tight grip on one of the columns to keep their feet under them with the near-constant tremors and jolts of the ground. Sharp, brief spikes in sound made their ears hurt and their head spin. They tried listening to the information their external slime was picking up instead, but that was even worse and far more overwhelming. They grimaced and pulled all of their slime back under their skin.
They were trapped, helpless, and all but blind.
The half-formed hope they’d felt at Lemillion’s arrival shriveled, leaving an absence in its wake that made everything feel oddly distant. Izukyō closed their eyes and leaned their forehead against the cool concrete in front of them. They were stuck, but they hoped that Lemillion would at least get Eri out of here.
Everything jolted again, the strongest one yet, banging their forehead against the column roughly. They groaned and leaned back away from the concrete, rubbing the abused skin. They looked out through the gaps in their prison and squinted. Was that hole in the wall there before?
There was another great jolt. The ground under their feet cracked and something hard and heavy slammed into their left side, then their left leg, knocking them into the far side of their prison. The pain registered at the same time as the light flooding the inside of the cone. They clamped their eyes shut, hissing as they rubbed at their left arm and shifted their weight off of their left leg. Somehow, nothing was broken. With how fast the debris(?) had been moving, that was a small miracle. They didn’t think they’d be able to put much weight on their leg for a while though. Large swaths of capillaries had been crushed at the sites of impact, and even with their enhanced healing, they knew they’d have some nasty bruising there, maybe contusions.
Izukyō blinked furiously, struggling to adjust to the sudden change in lighting. They turned their head and found a third of the concrete columns making up their prison broken and fallen away. Some of those had fallen inward. That’s what had hit them.
They looked out through the opening and saw a room in ruins. It looked more like the epicenter of Kamino than the hallway it had once been. More flashes of color flitted around outside, mostly red and black this time. There was no sign of the white, red, and blue from before. Where did Lemillion go? Izukyō hoped he was okay.
Their head hurt from how quickly everything outside their prison was shifting, so they closed their eyes again. It wasn’t like they’d be able to move out of the way of an attack in time anyway. The world bucked several more times, and they did their best to hold on and patch their blown blood vessels with their slime.
The column they were leaning on vanished in a moment, and they started to fall. A split second later, a malformed hand was holding them upright by the back of their neck. The fingers were unfamiliar and tipped in claws, but their instincts screamed a familiar warning. Their eyes flew open, and they met Aizawa’s eyes.
He came! They knew he would. (Well, part of them did.)
Then they were overhauled.
That hand was still on their neck. That’s what they were aware of first. That hand was Overhaul’s. It was still wrapped around their neck in implicit threat. Their mind strained between wanting to get as far away from that fact as possible and staying present because they were still in danger. The splitting feeling hurt almost as much as the aftershocks of their 11th death and resurrection.
Then there were tiny hands wrapping around their bandaged and oh so sensitive right bicep. Something dug into their right shoulder. It was only one more set of hurts among the others, but it gave them something concrete to focus on. Tiny hands…a child…Eri? Eri was here. Eri wasn’t safe if she was this close to Overhaul. Their mind snapped painfully back into the present. They were on their knees, and Eri was clinging to them. They needed to get Eri out of here.
Sound and sight returned in dizzying tandem. It took several seconds to realize that things were moving at normal speed again. Being overhauled must have negated Chronostasis’s quirk. They struggled to refocus their eyes between tremors and eventually made out several people standing in front of them. There were a lot of people talking, yelling. They knew the talking was at normal speed now, but their brain couldn’t seem to keep up.
Their eyes were drawn to Eraserhead like a magnet. He…didn’t look good. There was so much blood, and had they ever seen him that pale before?
Another aftershock wracked their body, making their vision fuzz and teeth clench. They would have collapsed completely if not for the hand holding them up by their neck. Eri’s grip on their arm tightened.
The hand on his neck flexed, and Izukyō tried to tune back into what was happening. It was…hard. They were exhausted. They’d never been overhauled twice so close together.
Sounds were still muffled and so much mush, but their sight slowly returned to focus. Everything was shaking slightly. Izukyō absently wondered if that was them or the room. With Overhaul, it could go either way.
The ground lurched under them, and the heroes—Eraserhead—started getting farther and farther away. Oh, the ground was too, except for a small circle around them, Eri, and Overhaul. What couldn’t Overhaul do with his quirk?
Anxiety cut through the fatigue layering their thoughts. The heroes were getting farther away, but the heroes were supposed to rescue Eri…and them. Izukyō leaned forward, unsure what exactly they were going to do.
The grip on their neck tightened, and they froze. Overhaul had them. Even with the heroes so close, they might as well have been kilometers apart. They returned to the position Overhaul had been holding them in, and the grip lessened.
Their eyes found Dad Eraserhead’s. They’d never seen him look like that before: sad, desperate, pained. Not even when Iida was missing in Hosu. Something sharp and more solid than the aftershocks of being overhauled twisted in their chest. They forcibly steadied their breathing, but they did nothing to stop the tears building in their eyes.
Overhaul growled behind them, and Izukyō distractedly noted their hearing seemed to have settled at last. “This is a setback, a significant one, but with you two, I should have production back up and running in a few months. This won’t stop us. Nothing will. I will cure this diseased world…”
Izukyō’s fingers felt numb at the reminder of what their future held.
Eri shuddered against their arm, and they shakily lifted their left hand to grip her shoulder. The girl startled at the touch, lifting her head to see them grinning at her sadly. Eri met their eyes for a moment before releasing their arm to wrap her thin arms around their chest, grabbing fistfuls of their hoodie. Izukyō held her close, ignoring the prickling pain produced by moving their arms and the way Eri’s horn dug into their collarbone.
They were trapped, but so was Eri. At least this way the little girl wasn’t alone anymore.
They were almost to the surface when there was a startled scream behind them, and their earthen platform abruptly stopped moving. Something warm sprayed across Izukyō’s back, and the hand on the back of their neck fell away.
Izukyō held their breath for a few seconds, but the hand didn’t return. They forced air into their lungs and slowly turned around. They blinked a few times, trying to make sense of what they were seeing. “Stain?” they choked out, voice rough and cracking.
The masked man stood with one hand on a sturdy knife plunged through Overhaul’s (mutated and warped but definitely still Overhaul’s) neck and the other holding a katana dripping with blood only a few centimeters from their head. A glance down revealed Stain had cut off the clawed (misshapen, wrong) hand Overhaul had had on them.
When they glanced back up, Stain’s red eyes met theirs. “Naisho.”
Izukyō shook their head, feeling small. They…knew they were (had been?), but they felt nothing like Naisho right now. Naisho was strong; they were anything but. They dropped their eyes, unable to bear Stain’s piercing gaze.
Stain watched them in silence for a few seconds. “No, I suppose you aren’t.” He yanked his knife from Overhaul’s neck, letting the corpse fall. Then he proceeded to wipe his blades off on Overhaul’s coat. When he finished, he waved the knife in Eri’s direction. “Tell me, is this the last person Naisho saved?”
They frowned and glanced back up at Stain, uncertain where the man was going with this. The villain’s eyes were intense. Eri flinched back from the look, and they tightened their grip on Eri reflexively.
The corner of Stain’s mouth twitched upward. Then he pointed his katana at Overhaul. “Do you think Overhaul might have changed had I let him live?”
Izukyō tensed, remembering all the things Overhaul had done and given unspoken promises to do. To them…and Eri. They shuddered and shook their head, hunching over (whether to protect themselves or Eri from his specter they weren’t sure). Eri buried her face in their hoodie, trusting them.
“Have your ideals changed so much?”
Izukyō struggled to find their voice for a moment. This didn’t feel as dangerous as their first meeting with Stain in that warehouse, but they knew it was just as important. Stain’s questions always demanded an answer. “N-no, but Overhaul was never going to stop. If…if there are others like him…” They swallowed thickly. “I can see your solution…occasionally being needed.”
Stain hummed. “It seems I was mistaken. Naisho isn’t dead, only your naiveté.”
Izukyō looked up from Eri, giving Stain a confused look.
Their sometimes mentor looked almost…somber. Then the man looked back at Overhaul’s body and sneered. “I should have culled him sooner.” Stain sheathed his katana and knife and began to eye their surroundings for the easiest way out.
“Thank you,” escaped their lips before they could think better of it.
Stain looked back over his shoulder at them. “Do not thank me for delivering a sentence long overdue.”
Izukyō glanced back down to the body of their captor, tormentor, murderer. “Yeah…I suppose it was…”
When they looked back, Stain was gone.
Outtakes:
Stain: sees Ryukyu break through the ground into an underground room with obvious signs of fighting “Finally.”
Overhaul: kills and remakes Naisho right in front of everyone and threatens to do it again
Stain: is filled with righteous fury “It has been a while since my blade has tasted lifeblood.” merks Overhaul
Stain: looks at Naisho covered in Overhaul’s blood and shaking “This…is an actual child.” wishes he could kill Overhaul again and much more slowly
Izuku: “My second-favorite former serial killer! I’m saved!” ignores the very dead body right behind Stain
Ekikyō: grins smugly
Toga: whines “What about me?”
Dabi: scoffs
Notes:
TW: canon injuries (but the POV character is standing right there), character death, borderline panic attack
Really, I don't understand how Nighteye survived long enough to reach the hospital in canon. A human really does die that quickly from a severed brachial artery (unconscious in 15 seconds, dead in 90). Dude should not have lived without immediate and extensive first aid. Okay, that's the end of my rant about the unrealistic survival of injuries.
Ahhhhhhh! I've had that scene at the end planned for months. I was so happy to finally write it! Naisho's had their beliefs shaken, and Stain got a bit of a reality check being reminded that one of his "true heroes" is in fact still a child, still (so painfully) human. How was Stain's attempt at a pep talk? I took some inspiration from his "pep talk" to Yagi in manga chapter 326, but idk how well what I was aiming for came across.
...I just realized that I probably juked a lot of you with the character death TW. How many of y'all thought Nighteye was going to die this chapter? xD
Chapter 101: Family
Summary:
“What makes a family is neither the absence of tragedy nor the ability to hide from misfortune, but the courage to overcome it and, from that broken past, write a new beginning.” –Steve Pemberton
Notes:
Time for everyone's favorite: identity shenanigans! and a side of big feels! as a treat. ^.^
Fun words this chapter: curse, secret (yes, I still smile every time I think about their vigilante name), and hate
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izukyō wasn’t sure how long they sat there on their knees staring at the place Stain had been. What finally pulled them out of their head was Eri startling in their arms. They whipped around, snarling and slime welling just under their skin as they scooted away. They knew they were no match for Overhaul, but they could maybe take one of the Eight Bullets. (They were still so tired.)
“It’s okay, children. We’re here to save you,” Ryukyu—in human form—said as she floated up onto their platform. Once she was clear of the edge, her weight seemed to abruptly return, and she landed with a soft click of her heels. She took a moment to study them and the motionless body up here with them, concern obvious in the downturn of her lips. “Are either of you hurt?”
Izukyō’s body decided to shudder through another aftershock then, nearly knocking them over. It was hard to concentrate or make their eyes focus, but they could feel Eri trying to keep them upright. They managed to catch themselves with one arm and shook their head, hoping to clear their vision.
Were they hurt? They had been before—They shivered and redirected their thoughts to the familiar task of running an inventory and systems check on their body. For once everything seemed to be in the place it was before. (They’d check again later; that couldn’t possibly be right.) The bruises they’d gotten while under Chronostasis’s quirk were gone though.
They carefully shaped the words to answer the question the hero had asked them. “No, no injuries. Just…adjusting. Eri?” Izukyō asked, giving the little girl a gentle squeeze.
Eri shook her head without lifting it from his hoodie.
Ryukyu didn’t look particularly reassured, but she gave them a practiced, gentle smile. “That’s good to hear. Midoriya Izuku and Eri, was it? How about I get you both out of here? There are paramedics at the police line who can look you both over. Have either of you ever flown before?”
Izukyō remembered leaping between buildings, the wind rushing through their hair. “No,” they answered, a touch wistful.
Eri shook her head again, but she seemed more interested now.
Ryukyu smiled a little wider. “Then you two are in for a treat. Flying will be the easiest way to get you out of here. Do you know who I am?”
“Ryukyu, Number Nine hero in Japan,” Izukyō recited from memory. “You have a transformation quirk that allows you to turn into a massive dragon, flight capability included.” They stopped themselves after that. They could go on for ages otherwise.
“A dragon?” Eri asked, almost too quiet to hear. She raised her head to look at Izukyō, eyes asking another question.
Something in Izukyō’s chest and face went soft. “Yes, Eri. Dragons are big, strong reptiles with wings, but don’t worry. Ryukyu’s a good dragon and a good hero. She won’t hurt us.”
Ryukyu nodded in agreement. A quick jump backward off the platform gave her the room she needed to transform. She slowly flapped her wings to maintain her altitude and held a clawed hand out for them to step onto.
Izukyō stood with Eri in their arms and immediately learned that was a mistake. Their vision went dark at the edges for a moment, and they swayed in place.
“Careful,” Ryukyu said, moving her hand right next to them for them to grab onto. She gingerly eased them into her palm and cupped her other hand around them before lifting away from the stone pillar they’d been sitting on.
The flight to the swarm of police officers and paramedics was quick, and Izukyō found themselves sitting on the back bumper of an ambulance holding Eri on their lap while an EMT looked at the soles of her feet. She’d gotten a few scrapes and scratches from running around barefoot.
Things were all well and good until the paramedics tried to load Eri into a different ambulance from Izukyō. “No!” Eri protested, trying to pull away from the EMT and cling to Izukyō. Gold light flickered around her horn, and she abruptly lurched away from both of them, holding one small hand up to her horn. “No!” she yelled again, this time with fear running through the word and shining in her eyes.
Izukyō bristled and tensed to move.
The golden light vanished as suddenly as it appeared.
“What seems to be the problem here?” A very familiar voice drawled.
The tension drained out of Izukyō’s shoulders all at once. “Aizawa,” they breathed, looking up at the man. They flinched at the sight of his red eyes, but he had his gaze carefully trained on Eri and away from them.
“Problem Children,” he greeted, reaching out slowly to rest a hand on their head.
Izukyō leaned into the touch. Aizawa was here. They were going to be okay.
The EMT quickly explained the situation, and Aizawa nodded and hummed when appropriate. After a few seconds, he blinked, deactivating Erasure.
Eri stared up at Aizawa with wide eyes. “You stopped my curse…”
Aizawa took his hand back from Izukyō’s head and lowered himself into a crouch. “Your quirk,” he corrected in that soft, even voice he reserved for scared kids and alley cats. “That’s what mine does. It stops others’ quirks. What’s yours do?”
Eri seemed to curl in on herself and looked at Izukyō as if wanting to reach out but too afraid to do so. “I hurt people and make them go away…”
Aizawa cast a sideways glance at Izukyō, but they had no idea what her quirk was either and shrugged. The hero hummed. “Tell you what, how about I ride to the hospital with you and Izuku, just to make sure there aren’t any quirk mishaps?” He glanced over at the EMT, who had gone a bit pale with Eri’s description of her quirk.
The EMT hurriedly nodded. “That shouldn’t be a problem seeing as you’re Midoriya’s guardian. Let me inform dispatch.” The man hurriedly moved around the side of the ambulance and out of sight.
Izukyō gave Eri a reassuring smile. “It’s okay, Eri. You won’t hurt us, not while Aizawa’s here. We’re safe now.” They held their arms out.
Eri looked between Izukyō and Aizawa one last time before barreling back into their chest.
Izukyō smiled softly for a moment as they looked down at her. They returned their eyes to Aizawa and offered him a wobbly smile as the man rose back to his full height.
Aizawa sighed before moving to stand right in front of them. “You two need to fix your eyes,” he whispered.
Their eyes? Izukyō tilted their head, trying to figure out what he meant.
“They’re maroon instead of green, Problem Children. The EMT might not know any better, but the hospital will have records that say otherwise.”
Oh, that! They’d honestly forgotten about that. They anxiously looked around, disliking how exposed they were, how many people might see them.
A comforting hand settled once more in their hair. “Go ahead. I won’t let anyone see you.”
Izukyō nodded and focused on their task, pushing slime through the skin around their eyes. They felt Eri shift a little in their arms, but she didn’t try to pull away.
With how long their eyes had been overlaid—not to mention all of the overhauling in the intervening time—they approached the task with more painstaking care than usual. All that attention to detail paid off when their vision resolved into two separate perspectives. They put their maroon eyes away and blinked their green pair a few times, getting used to the feeling of using them again. Their green eyes felt a little light-sensitive but were fine otherwise.
A tiny hand touched their cheek, and they looked down to see Eri staring up at them with her head tilted. “They’re green now.”
Izukyō smiled. “Yep. Us being able to change them is a secret though, okay? Think you can keep a secret?”
Eri’s little nose scrunched up as she thought about their question. Finally, she nodded. “You sometimes being slimy is a secret too?”
Izukyō’s smile widened. “It is. Very good, Eri. You’re a smart girl,” they said, tapping her nose with a finger.
“Speaking of secrets,” Aizawa interjected. “Is there anything you need me to hide, Izuku, Motsu?”
Izukyō’s head felt funny. Those names were familiar, right but slightly not. Why was no one getting their name right today? They must have spaced out for a minute, because suddenly Aizawa was crouched in front of them and gently rapping a knuckle against their forehead.
“Kid?” He held their gaze for a moment before sighing. “You two are all mixed up, aren’t you? Who are you right now?”
“Izukyō,” they answered without hesitation. “But…” They rubbed at the base of their skull, wondering where the sudden headache came from. “The names you used sound familiar.”
Aizawa hummed and moved to sit beside them on the back of the ambulance. “Alright. Do you remember when we talked about how you two separate when your minds get stuck?”
Izukyō frowned and dug through their memories. “Like…our evening grounding routine? We’ve been too tired to do that the last few days after…” A faint aftershock—or the memory of one—crawled through them, making them shudder and hold Eri a little tighter.
Aizawa’s arm wound around their shoulders and pulled them against his side. They sank gratefully into that solid warmth, feeling as much as hearing his next words. “Yes, that. Think you can try that for me?”
“Right now?” They didn’t quite whine, but it was a near thing. They just wanted to curl up with the cats and sleep now that they were out of that underground prison.
Aizawa chuckled. “Yes, Problem Children.”
They grumbled but obeyed, taking a deep breath before diving in. “I’m Mid-Midoriya Izuku…” One side of their face pulled up in confusion. Why did they need to do this, and why did the words feel wrong?
Aizawa squeezed their shoulder in silent encouragement, and they continued, stumbling their way through the rest of their memorized lines. The feeling of disconnect only grew. They knew that it wasn’t supposed to feel like this. All of their memories told them those names fit them, but they didn’t now. They shook their head and let a frustrated noise escape. “Something’s wrong.”
Aizawa’s hand rubbed up and down on their shoulder, just avoiding the bandaged and sensitive skin on their arm. “It’s alright. We’ll try something else.” Aizawa fell quiet for a minute before hesitantly continuing, “You mentioned there was a time when you two were able to separate due to conflicting emotions about the same person. How do you feel about…Eri?”
Izukyō grinned and looked down at the little girl. “Protective, guilty that we couldn’t get her out sooner, sad and furious that she was stuck with Overhaul for who knows how long…” They frowned and stared out across the closed street the police and ambulances had set up on. “There’s something sharp and aching too, like what we feel for Mamoru, but Eri’s still here. It doesn’t make sense.”
“Grief doesn’t have to, Problem Children. If she went through the same things you did while here…and for as long as we think, then you have every right to feel grief. That’s time and suffering that can’t be taken back and something that never should have happened to a child.”
Izukyō swallowed and nodded, pressing their head a little further into Aizawa’s shoulder to hide the tears brimming their eyes. “Yeah…”
After a minute’s silence, Aizawa shifted beside them. When they looked up to meet his eyes, Aizawa sighed. “Well, you’ve got a pretty united front when it comes to Eri. Guess we’ll need to try someone else. If you feel up to it.”
Izukyō wiped their eyes and sniffed. “Okay.”
Aizawa seemed to think for a bit, scanning all the people walking past. A stretcher covered by a black tarp rolled past. “How do you feel about Overhaul?”
Izukyō stiffened for a moment, caught between ingrained fear and several other emotions. They swallowed thickly before answering, “Afraid. Very afraid. Anxious. Angry too.” They puzzled over an emotion that felt newer than the others but more caustic and burning than anything else they were familiar with. “Hate…” They shifted uncomfortably. “Is it bad that we’re relieved he’s dead?”
“No, Izukyō. It’s not. He hurt you two—and Eri—a lot. Probably others as well. And now he can’t hurt anyone again.” Aizawa leaned his head atop theirs and whispered, “Personally, I’m a little relieved too.”
They stayed like that for several seconds before Aizawa seemed to steel himself. “How do you two feel about me?”
Aizawa? That was easy. “We trust you…” They tilted their head. They felt like they trusted Aizawa completely, but they also felt like they still had reservations. Their headache ticked up a notch. “We do, with everything…but also not entirely?”
Aizawa’s head lifted from theirs. They appreciated it with the way their head was starting to throb. “Good. What else?”
Izukyō sorted through their memories and emotions a bit more. They couldn’t bring themselves to admit there was the tiniest lingering fear of Erasure, so they kept looking. They paused on something fragile, warm, attached. They blushed just contemplating what that feeling was. They weren’t ready to acknowledge it yet. Moving on!
“We look up to you a lot…” Why did they suddenly feel embarrassed? “But also are a tiny bit suspicious of your motives…” And now they felt a little ashamed. They removed one arm from Eri to massage their temple and the growing tension beneath it.
There was a lot. They kept wading through the extensive memories they’d built over the last year of knowing Aizawa, pausing on another disparity. This one was old, but it had grown recently. And it made more than their brain hurt. It felt like touching a raw nerve, left a piece of them feeling exposed and wanting to pull away. Another part of their mind welled with protective determination. They latched onto it. “We…care about you and know you care about us…but also feel guarded? We know…part of us knows? Part of us isn’t as wanted.” They swallowed back the urge to cry and the feeling that part of them really didn’t want to say this. “Y-you wouldn’t mind if that part weren’t here. You’re just humoring us.”
Aizawa pulled them into a proper hug, Eri making a small noise as she was smooshed in the middle. “Kid, no. Izuku, Mot—Ekikyō, no, that’s not it. I may not know Ekikyō as well as I know Izuku yet, but I know I want both of you around. Home wouldn’t be the same without you. Separate or together, doesn’t matter. Our messed-up family wouldn’t be complete without both of you there.”
They felt a swell of smug satisfaction alongside something cautious and brittle (and dangerously close to hope). “Family, huh? Haven’t had one of those in a long time. Not sure if we—if I remember how that works.”
Aizawa chuckled. “You and me both. Guess we’ll just have to figure it out as we go.”
“Fair warning, I’m out of practice on the whole ‘learning’ thing,” Ekikyō said.
“No, you’re not!” Izuku protested. “You’ve learned tons since we met.”
“There you two are,” Aizawa said, tightening their hug briefly before releasing them back into a side hug. “You good now?”
Turning their attention inward, they found the places where their minds still overlapped a little, and more importantly, the parts that were distinctly different. A push had their minds sifting the rest of the way apart.
Izuku gave his guardian a grin. “Yeah, Ekikyō and I are separate now.”
Aizawa’s shoulders sagged a few degrees. “Good. That’s good.”
Izuku leaned his head back on Aizawa’s shoulder, grinning despite the dull throb in his skull and exhaustion dragging at his limbs. Those were obviously the reasons for his eyes watering right now. “I knew you’d find us.”
“I’ll always find you, Problem Children.”
Ekikyō let out a soft chuckle. “Say that enough times and I might start believing you too.”
“Challenge accepted.” They sat there like that for several seconds before Aizawa shifted beside them. “How's the rest of you feeling?”
Izuku and Ekikyō thought about that. “Headachy. And like we want to sleep and not wake up for a few weeks but also never want to sleep again because we know how awful our nightmares will be now.”
“That’s fair. We’ll get you in to see Inui as soon as we’re back on campus. Just know I’m here if you need me. You two don’t have to face this alone.”
“Of course, we won’t be alone. We have Maneki, Komainu, and Mausu in our corner!”
“Brats.”
“Your brats.”
Aizawa lightly shoved them, and Izuku and Ekikyō laughed, even as tears dripped down their cheeks.
Eri shifted on their lap, and Izuku and Ekikyō looked down to see her watching them.
They smiled gently at her. “What are you thinking about, Eri?”
“You’re family?”
Izuku nodded, that warm feeling from before swelling in their chest. “Yeah. We’re not related, but Aizawa’s been taking care of me for a few months now. Ekikyō and I are a little more complicated.”
“But still family,” Aizawa interjected.
“He’s your dad?”
Izuku blushed and refused to look at Aizawa. “Um…s-sort of? I had my own mom and dad before…but Dad left a long time ago, and Mom and I don’t get along right now.”
Eri scrunched up her nose in that cute way of hers again. “You can get a new dad?”
Izuku chuckled. “I guess that’s one way of putting it.”
“I made my dad disappear…” Eri murmured.
Izuku and Ekikyō’s hearts twisted at the news. What did they even say to that? They looked up at Aizawa, begging for help with their eyes.
Aizawa carefully rested his free hand on top of Eri’s head. “You’ll find your second family. Until then, we’ll keep you safe.”
Eri looked up at Aizawa through her hair. Whatever she saw, she seemed to believe him. “Okay.”
Outtakes:
Aizawa: “Crap; their minds are all mixed. I could just ask them how they feel about Shinso, but…” imagines his teenage son saying exactly what he thinks about his boyfriend
Aizawa: shudders “No. I’ll ask them about literally anyone else.”
Ekikyō: is insecure about whether Aizawa actually wants him around or is just letting him stay because of Izuku
Izuku: outs him because he has faith Aizawa does
Aizawa: simultaneously heartbroken and proud "Nah, you're both my Problem Children. You aren't getting rid of me that easily."
Aizawa: “We’ll keep you safe until you find your second family.”
Murphy’s Law: “Aw, isn’t that adorable? You think you’re going to be able to give her up after taking her home.”
Izuku and Ekikyō: glare at Murphy’s Law over Aizawa’s shoulder “Just this once you get a pass. But you’re on thin ice.”
Aizawa: relaxes because his boys are finally safe and alive and right next to him
Izuku and Ekikyō: relax because they know they’re safe with Aizawa there…and pass out the second the adrenaline leaves their system
Paramedic: returns just in time to see the kid go limp and panics because unconscious victim who’s still covered in blood “Shit! I didn’t get to do his exam; he insisted I check Eri first. Okay, we’re loading up and leaving now!”
Notes:
Y'all have no idea how much I wish I could draw. That last scene with Eri, Izuku (and Ekikyō), and Aizawa before the outtakes has been living rent-free in my head for weeks. The mental image is so darn tooth-rottingly soft and sweet.
The next chapter is at least half done. We'll see if I have it finished in time for next week. I also need to iron out the timeline of the next arc. (The 2nd to last one if all goes according to plan. Bear in mind this arc ended up being ~15 chapters by the time I'm done with the hospital scenes; we're nowhere near the end yet.) But I can confidently say we're parting even further from canon from here on out. It's a brave new world!
...Why do I get the feeling I'm forgetting something? (Garaki whistles a tune in the background while creating abominations.)
Chapter 102: Strong Too Long
Summary:
“People cry not because they’re weak. It’s because they’ve been strong too long.” –Johnny Depp
Notes:
not quite TW(?): lots of trauma catches up to our MCs
fun words this chapter: carding, disentangled, furikake
Also, I went back through RH and added the arc beginning and end markers. (I intended to do this from the beginning but got distracted and kept forgetting to come back and do it.)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku and Ekikyō woke up in the hospital and couldn’t recall how they’d gotten there. They stared at the tiled ceiling for a minute, trying to remember. They’d been in the ambulance with Aizawa and Eri…then nothing.
“You passed out, Problem Children. Adrenaline crash.”
They rolled their head to the left and found Aizawa sitting in a chair beside their bed. He was wearing a pair of scrubs instead of his jumpsuit. “Hey,” they said, voice scratchy from sleep. “How long were we out?”
Aizawa shifted in his seat to reach over and run a hand through their hair. “A few hours. Don’t worry; I hid your chain mail. We’re just waiting on some test results right now. How are your arms?”
Izuku leaned into the hand in their hair a little before the question registered. They lifted their left arm, noting that it was unwrapped and had an IV line attached to it. There were a few spots around the needle that looked like they had bruised. Izuku frowned and nudged Ekikyō with a silent question.
The slime under their skin stirred a little, gently probing the discolored areas. “Looks like superficial bruising. The skin there’s still fragile. Should heal quick enough. We’ve got bigger things to worry about anyway.” Slime shifted in their other arm around the inside of their elbow. There was a bandage there.
The color fled Izuku’s face as he realized the hospital staff had drawn their blood, their blood that was mostly slime right now. He stared at the bandage as the beeping of the heart monitor rapidly picked up. “Ai-Aizawa…”
“Hey, you’re okay. What’s wrong?”
“They took our blood. They’ll find out Ekikyō’s here, and…”
“You and Ekikyō are safe,” Aizawa assured them. “Nezu had all the medical staff working on you two sign NDAs. As far as the hospital’s concerned, both of you are under witness protection.” Aizawa waited until they were breathing more evenly before continuing, “That said, they will need to conduct your individual exams now that you’re both awake.”
Something cold crawled through both Izuku and Ekikyō at the idea of separating. Slime clung to their cells more securely, and their minds pulled closer together. “Do we have to?” They asked.
There was something equal parts worried and fond in Aizawa’s eyes as he sighed. “Yeah. They need to check both of you over to make sure there’s no lasting damage from what Overhaul did to you.”
They shrank in on themselves. Some part of them knew separating for their medical exams was logical and important, but there was only so much logic could do against Izuku and Ekikyō’s anxiety.
“I’ll be here the entire time. I won’t let anything happen to you. Either of you.”
Izuku let out a shuddering breath and nodded. He—they—trusted Aizawa. They really didn’t like the idea of separating, but they’d do it. Just…not until it was absolutely necessary. In the meantime, Izuku and Ekikyō rolled onto their left side and curled up under the thin hospital blanket, careful to not put too much pressure on their arm.
They closed watery eyes as Aizawa continued carding his hand through their hair. Izuku and Ekikyō appreciated that the man seemed to understand they didn’t want to talk right now. They focused on the unspoken comfort, not quite falling asleep but not thinking either. Their heart rate even came back down.
At least until there was a knock at the door to their room followed by the click of the latch. The heart monitor’s beeping turned frantic again in seconds. Izuku and Ekikyō sat up so fast the room spun, eyes locked on the opening door.
Someone in a lab coat took one step into the room, looked between Aizawa and them, then held up one hand in a “wait” gesture and stepped back out.
A hand rested between their shoulder blades. “Breathe, Problem Children.”
Oh, right. They took a shaky inhale. Breathing was important if they didn’t have any slime circulating through their skin.
The person in the lab coat returned with two other people in brightly colored scrubs. The doctor cleared his throat and said, “It’s good to see you awake, Midoriya, Motsu. I’m Dr. Shinsato, and these are Nurses Amaya and Nakata. We’ll be responsible for your care during your stay here. Aizawa-san mentioned you had a headache earlier. Are you two in any pain right now? Nurse Nakata has a pain-relieving quirk.”
Izuku sent Ekikyō a mental question mark, and Ekikyō shrugged. “We’re okay. Headache’s gone. Arms are tender, but that’s it.”
The doctor wrote something on his clipboard and nodded. “That’s good. I’ve been briefed on your current…living arrangements, and I understand you two were together for the whole time you were abducted?”
Izuku shifted on the bed and looked away, a little uncomfortable. “Yes…”
The doctor saw something in their response that made him backtrack. “Good, good. Is it alright if Nurse Amaya checks your equipment and vitals while I ask a few questions about your medical history?”
They glanced at the nurse in question. Something about the lady made them relax a little. She wasn’t a threat. They nodded, watching the woman for only a few moments as she stepped up to the machines to the right of their bed before focusing back on the doctor.
After a few minutes of the doctor asking basic questions—their ages, current medications, allergies, etcetera—he seemed satisfied. “Alright, before we move on to your physical exams, is it alright if Nurse Amaya puts some of your anxiety medication in your IV line? It won’t hurt at all, and it should help you both feel more comfortable.”
They frowned and turned back to look at the nurse they’d forgotten about. She held up a glass bottle, so they could see the label. “I’ll give you some of this, then flush your line with some saline to help it get into your system faster.”
“Huh. I didn’t know citalopram came in an injectable form,” Ekikyō commented.
Izuku nodded, watching with only slight trepidation as the nurse drew up some of the medication and injected it into a port on the IV line feeding into their arm. That syringe was traded out for a larger one, and Izuku tried not to grimace at the rush of cold up their arm as the nurse depressed the plunger. They rubbed at their left arm absently as she disconnected the syringe and walked away.
“We’ll leave you three alone for a few minutes while the citalopram works, then we’ll go from there, okay?” the doctor said, heading for the door. The two nurses followed him out.
Their anxiety, which had been oddly silent the last few minutes crept back in as the door clicked shut, and Izuku frowned. “Does Amaya have an emotion-manipulating quirk?” he asked Aizawa.
Aizawa chuckled and ruffled their hair. “Nothing gets past you, does it, Izuku? Yeah, she emits a passive, calming aura around her.”
“That’s so cool,” Izuku said, wondering how something like that worked and if she had any perception of the emotions around her, if she could sense where her quirk might be needed most.
Ekikyō sighed with feigned exasperation in their mind, but he didn’t interrupt as Izuku mumbled.
All too soon, the doctor and nurses returned. Izuku and Ekikyō were still anxious, but a glance at Aizawa reassured them somewhat. They swallowed and took a deep breath, gripping the sheets in attempt to still their trembling hands.
They could do this. Just a minute or two to separate. (A minute or two they’d be vulnerable.) They just wanted Izuku and Ekikyō to separate. (So had Overhaul.) They’d done it dozens of times. Nothing would happen. But they wouldn’t be able to protect each other while separating. They—they couldn’t—
The hand on their back shifted to their left shoulder, settling between their various burn scars.
Izuku and Ekikyō flinched. How long had they spaced out? They needed to be more careful. They weren’t safe here with Over—
“Izuku, Ekikyō, look at me.”
Their lungs burned. They forgot they needed to keep breathing again. They wheezed out the breath they’d been holding. They struggled to obey, knowing things would be worse if they didn’t. They blinked in confusion when they found dark eyes staring into their own instead of gold.
“Easy, kids. Focus on your breathing. That’s it. Keep your eyes on me.”
Izuku and Ekikyō forced themselves to keep breathing, trying to match the rhythm being tapped on their shoulder. When it no longer felt like their chest was being constricted and every lungful of air was a fight, they let their shoulders sag.
“There you go. You’re doing great.”
A different emotion wrapped around their throat, choking them as their vision blurred with tears. No, they really weren’t.
“Oh, Problem Children…” The hand on their shoulder pulled them into a solid chest as their body shook with sobs. Damn those Midoriya tears. They didn’t even know why they were crying.
Aizawa held them close as they bawled, one hand settling on their back and the other cradling the back of their head. They felt as much as heard Aizawa sigh. “Ekikyō, could you bring some slime out for a minute?”
They could do that. It would probably help with their breathing too. They were starting to get a little lightheaded from crying.
Slime welled from the skin on their torso and arms.
Aizawa tapped a finger between Izuku’s shoulder blades. “A little more here.”
They sniffed, confused, but Ekikyō pushed more slime through the skin and scars and fabric under Aizawa’s hand. Their confusion only grew when Aizawa patted the little mound of slime.
The man whispered into their hair, “Do either of you remember what I did to that stalker with the light quirk two weeks ago?”
Yeah, they remembered that patrol. Some guy had been following a pair of teenage girls and dragged them into an alley. They couldn’t recall ever seeing Aizawa go that hard on someone before. They still weren’t sure if Aizawa had broken or dislocated that guy’s arm, but it definitely hadn’t looked right at the end. They nodded their head without lifting it from Aizawa’s shirt.
“Good, because I want you to know I’d do twice that to anyone who hurts you. Either of you.”
What? Izuku and Ekikyō raised their head to look wide-eyed at Aizawa.
His expression was completely serious. Izuku’s guardian stared back down at them for a few seconds before the very corner of his mouth tilted up. “Might do more depending on how quickly Mic pulls me off of them.”
Izuku snorted, warmth spreading through their chest. They rested their head back against Aizawa’s chest and just listened to his heartbeat for a minute. They may have also tangled some of their slime around Aizawa’s fingers, but he didn’t seem to mind.
Then they realized that the doctor and nurses were still in the room. They blushed clear to the tips of their ears. They couldn’t believe they’d gotten so worked up in front of people they didn’t know. “Sorry,” they both mumbled into Aizawa’s shirt.
“Nothing for you two to apologize for. You’ve been through a lot in the last week. We can wait a little longer for you to be ready.”
The tension in their chest eased some at the offer, but they felt guilty right after. They knew they shouldn’t, but they felt like they were wasting these people’s time. They chewed on their lip for a few seconds before making a decision. “N-no, we should do it now. We know this is important.”
A hum rumbled through Aizawa’s chest. “Only if you want to.” He loosened his grip on them as they twisted to get in a more comfortable position.
They pointedly didn’t look at the medical staff as they took a deep breath and forced themselves to not think. They shoved all their roiling emotions down and away. If they didn’t do this now, they weren’t sure they’d be able to convince themselves later. Slime squeezed their insides, and their minds pressed closer for a second before Ekikyō’s mind slipped from Izuku’s.
Izuku leaned on Aizawa a little more as a wave of disorientation hit him. He mentally cursed, realizing they really did need to separate. They’d disentangled their minds only hours ago, and they had already bled back into each other without meaning to.
Izuku closed his eyes tightly, focusing on matching his breathing to his guardian’s until he was alone in his body for the first time in a week and a half. (It felt like so much longer.) He felt hollowed out and weak and lightheaded. He hoped Ekikyō didn’t feel this bad.
“Lie him down. It’ll be a few minutes before his blood pressure evens out,” Ekikyō said somewhere close by.
“‘M fine,” Izuku murmured, though he didn’t resist as he was lowered onto the hospital bed. He mentally reached for Ekikyō. He felt a faint tug in return and let himself relax as people bustled around him and took his blood pressure. He drifted for a while, keeping his eyes closed until he felt like he could trust the room to not spin or tilt.
He cautiously opened one eye and then the other, finding his guardian’s face and grinning up at him. “See? Told you I’m fine,” he reiterated before yawning.
Aizawa shook his head in exasperation. “You’re going to be the death of me, kid.”
A hint of green moved in the corner of Izuku’s vision, drawing his attention to the right side of his bed. He frowned and asked, “You okay, Ekikyō?”
The slime man was smaller than he should be, though not nearly as diminished as the days after running into Snatch. Maroon eyes turned away from Nurse Nakata to meet his gaze. “No worse off than you, Izuku,” he teased.
“I mean, yeah, but I’m not missing a quarter of my total body mass.”
Ekikyō puffed up in mock offense. “I’ll have you know I’m only missing, at most, a sixth. I’m not the one who looks as pale as a sheet.”
Izuku was going to snipe right back, but another yawn forced its way out of him. Then the doctor insisted on running a bunch of tests. (He seemed a little more frantic than before.) Some of the tests were familiar, like the neuro checks Cross had run him through, others less so. Izuku stopped paying attention about the time they took another blood sample.
Izuku wasn’t sure when exactly he’d dissociated, but when he faded back in, it was just him and Ekikyō in the room. Ekikyō was camped out in Aizawa’s spot and looking over a set of laminated papers. (That was really thoughtful of the staff.) His eyes jumped from the papers to Izuku as soon as he moved.
“Hey.”
“Hey,” Izuku said back, voice quiet past the staticky cotton in his head.
“Aizawa went to talk to the doctor and check on Eri and his students. He should be back soon.”
Izuku shot up in bed, cotton evaporating, but dizziness returning with the sudden movement. “Eri! Is she okay? What do you mean students?”
A thick tendril of slime slipped behind Izuku’s back to support him. “Eri’s fine. Just a bit worn out from using her quirk earlier. One of the doctors said something about her not having built up any stamina with it. And yeah, apparently the rescue was this whole big thing. Lotta heroes got pulled in, and some of them had student interns. Aizawa said there were a couple kids from 1-A there.”
Izuku frowned. “I hope everyone’s okay.”
Ekikyō patted his head with a second tendril of slime. “We’ll know one way or the other soon.”
Izuku nodded. He didn’t like waiting, but it wasn’t like he could get up and go investigate himself with the IV line in his arm and fatigue anchoring him to the bed. Speaking of, he yawned again and leaned back in Ekikyō’s hold. “Think I have time for a nap?”
Ekikyō propped him further up. “Nope. Sorry, kid, but the doctor was pretty insistent that you eat something once you came around. They don’t like how much weight you lost. I already rang the nurse station, so they should be here with something soon,” he added, holding up the nurse call button.
Izuku made a face at the idea of food. He wasn’t hungry, just tired.
“I know, I know, but you know how adults are. They’ll worry about you until you’ve eaten something. Do you want Aizawa more worried than he already is?” Ekikyō asked.
Izuku scowled. “That’s a low blow.”
Ekikyō smiled victoriously. “I know it is.”
A knock at their door preceded Nurse Amaya carrying a tray. She quickly set up the tray attached to their bed and set out a covered bowl of miso soup with a few mushrooms and seaweed flakes floating in it, a packet of senbei, a bottle of orange juice, and a packet of plastic utensils. She offered him a small smile before tucking the tray she’d carried everything in on under her arm. “Go ahead and eat, Midoriya-kun. I’m just going to record your readings real quick.”
Izuku side-eyed her, knowing she was probably sticking around to give him the benefit of her quirk. Not that he minded the dampening of his worry. He contemplated the chopsticks in the packet before picking up his spoon with slightly shaky fingers. He twirled it as he thought. “What about you?” he asked, glancing at Ekikyō.
“I ate while waiting for you to come back.”
Izuku nodded and hesitantly raised a spoonful of soup to his lips. It didn’t taste bad. He just didn’t feel hungry. He went through the motions and finished off the bowl of soup before nibbling at a senbei. They were furikake flavor.
Aizawa returned while Izuku was working on his third senbei. Ekikyō shuffled out of the man’s usual seat and took the right side of the bed after the nurse stepped out, and Izuku waved.
Aizawa nodded to the departing nurse before focusing on Izuku. The lines around his eyes softened. “Hey, how are you feeling?”
Izuku shrugged, staring down at his half-finished pack of senbei. He wished everyone would stop asking that. He was trying not to think about—he didn’t quite suppress the shudder that ran down his spine.
“Izuku.” A warm hand settled between his shoulder blades, thumb brushing the base of his neck.
Izuku stiffened, memories of Shigaraki and Overhaul fighting to crowd out his vision of the hospital room. His heart pounded in his ears, and his throat constricted under a phantom squeeze. His nose couldn’t seem to decide if the air was tainted by the scent of decay and old dust or bleach and disinfectant. The confusing mix made his stomach turn as ice shot through his veins. The sensations faded as the hand on his back slid a few centimeters lower, away from his neck.
One of the fingers on that hand tapped a familiar rhythm against his spine. Something about it was more solid than the hand on his neck. Izuku struggled to pay attention to it, matching his breathing to the pattern a little quicker this time. He was in the hospital. He’d made it out. Aizawa found him; he and Ekikyō were here with him. They wouldn’t let anything happen to him. He repeated those facts over in his head as if they were some spell to ward off Shigaraki and Overhaul’s touch.
He was so tired.
Tears pricked the corners of his eyes yet again. (How did he still have any left?) It was over. Overhaul was dead, so why…
Aizawa gathered Izuku into his arms—when had he sat on the edge of the bed?—and whispered quiet reassurances into Izuku’s hair as the tears fell. Izuku sank into his guardian’s embrace, taking a shuddering breath and savoring the faint scents of coffee and cheap soap that clung to him even out of costume.
Slime draped itself around his shoulders and upper chest (carefully avoiding his neck) and squeezed in the grounding pressure that had become their version of a hug. Izuku unwound one arm from Aizawa to settle a hand on the slime over his heart and mentally reached to gently tug on Ekikyō’s slime. The slime tangled around his fingers in response.
They stayed like that for a while, even as Izuku’s heartbeat slowed and his eyes grew heavy. His panic and energy seemed to drain away together, leaving him somewhere between exhausted and empty. Was it possible to be too tired to feel anything? Izuku let the question slip away as Aizawa and Ekikyō’s voices lulled him into something a hand’s reach from contentment.
He closed his eyes and let himself drift in that space between feelings. He could worry about it later.
Outtakes:
Izuku and Ekikyō: are finally somewhere (relatively) safe
Murphy’s Law: “Oh, hey, you have mail!” hands them all the trauma they’ve accumulated while with the Hassaikai
Izuku: stares wide-eyed at the pile “Um…can we return to sender?”
Murphy’s Law: “Nope. It was sent certified.”
Ekikyō: “What if we kill the messenger?”
Hospital staff: stare in bafflement as the notorious Eraserhead actually allows a doctor to treat him without running off
Nurse Nakata: “Are you sure this is the guy who always leaves AMA?”
Nurse Amaya: “Yep. That’s him.”
Aizawa: walks back into his son’s room as soon as he’s cleared
Nurse Nakata: grins smugly “Looks like parenting’s doing him some good.”
Nurse Amaya: also grinning “Good for him.”
Notes:
AMA: "against medical advice"
For stress/PTSD responses in-hospital I referenced this: https://www.nctsn.org/sites/default/files/resources/pediatric_toolkit_for_health_care_providers.pdf
Izuku's response to trauma? waves hand at chapter
Ekikyō's response to trauma? a little bit of the above, but I'm also thinking he gets more confrontational than Izuku, so that's going to be fun.The doctors and nurses at this hospital aren't going to play major roles outside this arc, so I used the good ole Japanese name generator for them. Seriously, whoever invented name generators is a godsend.
If anyone's wondering what the laminated paperwork that Ekikyō was looking at is, it's a handout on PTSD, both in adults and teenagers. (See the reference link.)
For those of you wondering why the medical staff are treating Izuku well despite him being quirkless, when Izuku had bad experiences with doctors prior...1) Izuku is absurdly unlucky; not all doctors are like that, just all the ones he'd met prior to Cross and Cheshire. 2) Aizawa's right there. Papa bear is scary. 3) Principal Nezu issued a bunch of NDAs the second Izuku and Ekikyō arrived at the hospital. If Aizawa's scary, Nezu is practically an eldritch horror. 5) Recovery Girl and her cane are legendary; she can and will drag any hint of malpractice before the Medical Board. The records forwarded to the hospital were from her, meaning she'll be reviewing their work when they send back the updated records of his time at the hospital. 6) Even if some of the staff would be inclined to mistreat Izuku despite all that, they're given pause by the fact that Ekikyō's quirk kinda depends on Izuku. So, even if they don't care about Izuku's health for his own sake, they sort of care because someone else's (someone with a quirk's) health depends on his. 7) And, you know, Eri keeps asking about him. No one wants to disappoint her.
Sending mail certified (at least in the USA) involves the recipient signing for the mail to confirm that they received it. It also comes with some extra care in handling. When I had to get my class ring resized, I sent it to the manufacturer certified (and insured) to make sure no one could say it got lost in the mail. That thing was expensive, and I was not going to lose it. Of course, I then lost it at the airport several years later. Do not wear jewelry if you ever take a red-eye flight. I left my class ring (and my turtle ring! I really liked my turtle ring :((( ) in the airport security bin and didn't even realize they were missing until nearly 20 hrs later. No one ever found them. :/
Chapter 103: As We Watch
Summary:
“It’s not only children who grow. Parents do too. As much as we watch to see what our children do with their lives, they are watching us to see what we do with ours. I can’t tell my children to reach for the sun. All I can do is reach for it, myself.” –Joyce Maynard
Notes:
Sorry about the long wait on this chapter. It was fighting me something fierce. But! It's a satisfying 4.4k. I hope y'all enjoy! :D
Fun words this chapter: reverent, crowd (verb), non-sequitur, and waggled
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku didn’t realize he’d fallen asleep until he was shaken awake for another test. There were so many tests in the day (days?) since arriving at the hospital that it was a wonder he got any sleep at all. Thankfully, there weren’t any more blood draws, but the CTs and MRIs got old fast.
Ekikyō was in much the same boat, except he had to hide inside a big laundry bin when they took him for his scans. Couldn’t risk other patients in the ward seeing him and panicking, now could they?
Izuku felt a flare of bitterness on his friend’s behalf whenever they had to take him out of the room for a test, but most of the time there was a dull knot in his chest. It reminded him of some of his worse days in middle school, back before he met Ekikyō. It was familiar, predictable. The degree of distance it offered made being in the hospital and dealing with the needles and IV bags and dissecting looks easier, even if Aizawa and Ekikyō were occasionally shooting him concerned glances. At least he wasn’t crying every few hours now.
And it wasn’t like the knot was there constantly. He appreciated the comfort Aizawa and Ekikyō offered. He was annoyed at how cold his arm with the IV line got, even if he tucked it under his blankets. He worried about Eri and Uraraka and Kirishima. (They were here at the hospital too.) Those feelings were just…lesser somehow. Sometimes. Sometimes they swallowed him whole instead.
Izuku shook the subject from his mind when there was a knock at the door. Unlike the doctor and nurses, whoever this was waited for Aizawa to stand and open the door before entering. It was—“Toshi!” Izuku smiled as his boyfriend stepped fully into the room, followed by Yamada.
“Izu, Ekikyō,” Hitoshi said, looking them both over with sharp eyes. “I really can’t leave you two unsupervised, can I?”
“And what am I? Chopped liver?” Aizawa grumbled from where he stood beside Yamada in the doorway.
Hitoshi rolled his eyes. “Everyone in class knows you can handle yourself, sensei. These two? Debatable.”
“Hey…” Izuku said, pouting.
Ekikyō chuckled. “Finally. I was beginning to think we wouldn’t be allowed any visitors until the doc gave us the clear to use my quirk again. Izuku’s asleep half the time, and Dadzawa’s not exactly a great conversationalist.”
The corner of Hitoshi’s mouth twitched upward, but he bit his lip, holding back any laughter. “Dadzawa? He lets you get away with that?”
“He’s teasing me,” Izuku whispered, hiding his red face behind his hands. “Jerk.”
Ekikyō laid a slimy limb over his shoulders and leaned in to whisper as well, “Kid might have realized he’s started thinking of Aizawa as more than just his ‘temporary guardian.’”
Hitoshi’s eyebrows rose almost far enough to disappear into his hair. “That’s…good?” His expression fell into a slight frown and pinched brows. He leaned in to more discreetly ask, “Did you ever find out how long you’ll be staying with him?”
“Until I graduate from UA? Or something happens with my mom? They never said.” Izuku shook his head, letting his hands fall from his face as the heat there faded. He held his arms out and made grabby hands.
Hitoshi obliged, stepping closer to pull Izuku into a hug.
“Keep your hands away from his neck. That’s kinda a trigger,” Ekikyō warned in a soft voice.
The arms around Izuku squeezed, and Izuku buried his face in Hitoshi’s chest. The doctor had explained that what happened was likely a flashback, something commonly associated with PTSD. Just when they were starting to get his anxiety under control, now he had another mental disorder on top of it. Izuku swallowed and tried to smother himself in Hitoshi’s shirt. He didn’t want to think about any of this.
Yamada drew their attention by clapping his hands. “Alright, kids, don’t get up to too much trouble. Ole Aizawa and I need to talk; then he’s going to do his debrief and get a shower—”
“I showered after the raid, Hizashi.”
Yamada whirled to face Aizawa and leveled an accusing finger at him. “And that was over two days ago, Sho! Don’t make me call Nemuri,” he threatened. When the man only grumbled, Yamada smiled and turned back to them. “Anyway, you kids be good!”
Ekikyō rolled his eyes. “Not a kid.”
“And yet you’re still a Problem Child,” Aizawa said, looking unbearably smug without the scarf to hide the lower half of his face.
Ekikyō contracted in on himself and gave Aizawa the stink eye, but he didn’t say anything else as the two adults left the room. Once the door closed, he let himself return to his default size. He sighed and moved away from the bed toward the far corner of the room. “Alright, you lovebirds, have at it. I’ll just be over here, doing my best to ignore you.”
“That reminds me…” Hitoshi trailed off, swinging the backpack off his shoulder and crouching to dig through it.
Izuku leaned over to get a look and blinked in surprise when he saw his own, bright yellow bag. “Is that…?”
“Yep. Aizawa asked Yamada to stop by your place to pick up some things, since he was already heading out this way to drive Nezu.” Hitoshi shuddered and moved on quickly, “I convinced Yamada to let me handle your stuff. Figured you probably didn’t want an adult who doesn’t know about you being a vigilante digging through your room. Ah, there it is,” he said, pulling out a box and Ekikyō’s stylus. He tossed the stylus to Ekikyō before opening the box to reveal a tablet. “Should be all charged up. You’ll need to set a password though.”
Ekikyō stared at the tablet with wide eyes. “What?”
“Consider this a present from your ‘Uncle Mic.’” Hitoshi shrugged before grinning. “He seemed really put out that Aizawa was hiding a second kid from him all this time.”
Izuku tried and failed to hold in his giggles and Ekikyō slumped a little.
He reached out a slimy limb to take the tablet anyway. “I hope this thing’s waterproofed,” he grumbled before slinking off to the corner.
Hitoshi rolled his eyes before turning his attention back to Izuku. “Aizawa wouldn’t tell me what was happening, but I could tell it was something bad…How are you holding up?”
Izuku scooted to the right to give Hitoshi enough room to sit beside him on the bed. He wrapped his arms loosely around his knees. “Not great, but I guess the new trigger was an indicator, huh?” he said, giving Hitoshi a grin that felt more like a grimace.
He dropped his gaze back to his hospital gown where it covered his knees and chewed on his lip, debating what to tell his boyfriend. Why was this so hard? “I…Ekikyō and I—” He huffed, frustrated with the way his voice wavered. Facts, he could stick to facts. Just pretend he was giving Eraserhead a report. Emotions didn’t need to be involved. He took a deep breath and tried again.
“The leader of the Hassaikai had this quirk. He could take apart anything he touched—break it down to the molecular level—then rearrange it and put it back together.” Izuku tightened his grip on his knees, staring intently down at his scar-free arms. He didn’t glance up as Hitoshi’s arm settled around his shoulders. “He could use it on both inanimate objects and living things.” Izuku closed his eyes and rested his head on Hitoshi’s shoulder, waiting.
Hitoshi’s muscles went rigid when it clicked. “He…”
Izuku turned his left arm—the arm that had previously had the worse scarring of the two—to show pale, smooth skin. He looked away, still unsettled by the visible reminder of what Overhaul did and the sense of wrongness that the unblemished skin continued to give him. “They made my veins harder to find. He wanted my blood for his research, since I’m quirkless and all.”
Izuku flinched and whipped his head back around when rough fingertips touched the inside of his left forearm near his IV catheter. His breath hitched for a moment before he reminded himself to breathe. Hitoshi. It was Hitoshi. He was okay. Overhaul wasn’t here. He wasn’t in the lab about to get his IV pulled and body reset.
Hitoshi froze and stayed still until Izuku calmed down. After a minute, he asked, “You okay?”
Izuku was really starting to hate that question. He nodded. “You just caught me by surprise.”
Hitoshi watched him for a few more seconds before delicately trailing his slender fingers over Izuku’s skin.
The touch was so light—almost reverent—that it didn’t make Izuku’s arm spark with pain. It took Izuku a moment to realize Hitoshi was tracing the nonexistent edges of his old scars. Somehow knowing that made the action mesmerizing despite the lingering unease.
“It wasn’t just your arms, was it?” Hitoshi finally asked. He’d long since reached the end of Izuku’s phantom scars and started tracing over them a second time. (It gave them both something grounding to focus on.)
Izuku shook his head slightly, eyes still following Hitoshi’s fingers. “He only ‘fixed’ the scars on my arms though.”
Hitoshi’s fingers paused for a moment before leaving Izuku’s arm. The arm around Izuku’s shoulders moved too, falling to wrap around his right side instead. Hitoshi shuffled sideways and pulled Izuku back toward him until Izuku was leaning against Hitoshi’s chest with both of his boyfriend’s arms wrapped around his middle. Hitoshi kissed the crown of his head before murmuring into his hair, “You don’t need fixing, and neither do your scars.”
Izuku rested there stiffly for a second before deciding he didn’t mind their new arrangement. He slid his legs back down the bed, settled his arms over Hitoshi’s, and leaned his head back on Hitoshi’s shoulder. He sighed and let his eyes fall closed. He swallowed around a sudden lump in his throat and refused to open his watery eyes. “I know.”
They sat there for a few minutes soaking in each other’s warmth before Hitoshi’s phone meowed. Hitoshi groaned and fished it out of his pocket while Izuku snickered at the text tone. “I knew I’d regret giving Hatsume my phone number. She somehow figured out I was coming to visit you and has been blowing up my phone all morning.”
Izuku giggled. “At least it’s only figuratively? Let her know I’m okay? And ask her to tell Todoroki too.”
“Even better, I can just text Todoroki myself. 1-A swapped phone numbers before people started heading out for work studies.” A minute later, Hitoshi’s phone meowed again. Then he set the phone aside and put his left arm back around Izuku.
Izuku snuggled back into Hitoshi’s chest as his boyfriend settled again. “Who all got work studies? Aside from you, Uraraka, Asui, and Kirishima, I mean.”
Hitoshi settled his head atop Izuku’s and thought it over. “Pretty sure Yaoyorozu got a position with Majestic’s agency, and Tokoyami went with Hawks again. Todoroki’s doing one, though I’m not sure who with. I think a few others in the former Bakusquad are doing work studies too, but I don’t interact with them as much. Too loud.”
Izuku chuckled and opened his now dry eyes to look up at Hitoshi. “How’s your work study going?”
Hitoshi smiled a smile that would have been at home on Aizawa’s face. “Oh, it’s been great. Midnight-sensei has a lot of good advice on throwing people off balance…in more ways than one. She also made a good point about my capture weapon.”
“Oh?” Izuku croaked out, unsure why his throat was suddenly dry.
“You know how a towel’s pretty harmless?”
“Um, sure?”
“Well, it’s not harmless when you snap it at someone in the locker room. Midnight uses a whip, and she thinks I might be able to pull off something similar with my capture weapon.”
Using a capture weapon to strike instead of snare? That was an interesting idea. And not something anyone in Hitoshi’s class would know how to fight. Izuku grinned. “Have Uraraka record Aizawa’s reaction when you use that in class the first time?” Izuku asked.
Hitoshi scoffed. “As if you couldn’t hack into the training ground’s security cameras yourself.”
“Hey, I’m only supposed to do that for very specific assignments!”
“Mhm, and you’ve never done it for any other reasons. Ever.”
Izuku stayed silent, pouting. So what if he’d checked once or twice last semester to make sure he knew where Bakugo was in order to avoid him? That was just keeping his promise to Ekikyō.
Ekikyō…His eyes drifted over to his friend in the corner of the room, and he resisted the urge to reach out as anxiety crept into his chest to crowd his lungs. He was okay; Ekikyō was right there. Somehow that didn’t soothe his nerves as much as he wanted. That was fine; he could wait it out. It was just his anxiety being dumb again. No need to worry the others. Unfortunately, his heart monitor gave him away.
Ekikyō was at his bedside a moment later. “Hey, what’s wrong? Want me to call Nurse Amaya? It is almost time for your dose of citalopram.”
Izuku shook his head, unsure whether he was more annoyed or embarrassed at being discovered. “I-I’m okay,” he lied. He gave Ekikyō an attempt at a smile, but he was pretty sure he wasn’t fooling anyone. And really, he should be fine now, right? He was safe here, so why did panic start clawing its way up his spine when Ekikyō moved to pull away?
He reached out before he could stop himself, snagging one of Ekikyō’s tendrils with his scarred fingers. Izuku held on, silently begging him not to go while simultaneously hating the way his hand trembled and his breathing came too fast.
Ekikyō glanced between him and Hitoshi before hesitantly nodding. He sighed and settled back beside the bed. The tendril Izuku had grabbed wound loosely up his right arm, reassuring him that Ekikyō wasn’t going anywhere.
Izuku relaxed slowly, exhaustion seeping into his muscles as the anxiety and panic faded back into the familiar dullness in his chest. Ekikyō was here. Arms tightened around him, reminding him that Hitoshi was here too. He let his head fall back against Hitoshi’s shoulder again. “I hate this,” he admitted, staring up at the ceiling tiles rather than chancing a look at Ekikyō or Hitoshi. “I wish we could just go back to normal already.”
He didn’t see the way Hitoshi frowned.
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“Aizawa Shota, that is not a kid!”
Shota closed his eyes and rubbed at his temples as he walked, feeling the headache that wanted to form. Hizashi was his best friend, but the man tended to forget what an “indoor voice” was when he got the least bit emotional. “I never said Ekikyō was a kid, Hizashi. I said he’s one of my Problem Children.”
Hizashi looked like he was about to yell at him in the middle of the hospital hallway, so Shota cut him off. “Remember that friend Izuku mentioned with the healing quirk?”
The apparent non-sequitur threw Hizashi off his impending rant. The blonde turned to walk backward in order to stare at him for a moment, eyes narrowing in suspicion. “Yes. What’s that have to do with you having another whole ass adult living with you?”
“He’s still a Problem Child, and it has everything to do with it. Ekikyō is Izuku’s mystery friend.”
Shota watched as Hizashi worked his way through the implications of that statement. Whatever else he was, Hizashi was smart. He just hid it behind his blonde hair and bright persona. Unfortunately for Shota’s headache, being smart didn’t make Hizashi any less loud. When Hizashi’s eyes widened, Shota activated Erasure preemptively.
“You’re telling me Ekikyō is the one who’s been healing Midoriya’s injuries!? Why have we never seen him around before? No offense, but the guy kinda stands out in a crowd.” Hizashi circled back around to being suspicious, but at least he wasn’t yelling now.
Shota deactivated his quirk and reached for his eye drops. “You wouldn’t have seen him, because the enhanced healing is a side effect of his quirk. Its main function is body possession.”
This time Hizashi stifled himself, screaming into his hands for several seconds before freezing. Ah, there it was. Hizashi lowered his hands and gave Shota a piercing look. “A possession quirk like your little vigilante protégé’s partner in crime has?”
Shota kept his face carefully blank as he stopped to wait for his friend to begin walking again. They did have somewhere to be.
“Aizawa Shota, don’t give me the silent treatment! Are you telling me that the sweet little green bean is—” He cut himself off, glancing around before dropping his volume to a whisper, “A vigilante?! Wait…” Hizashi laughed. “Wait, this means you’ve been trying to adopt your own son! Oh my quirks! That’s hilarious.”
Shota couldn’t quite hide his own grin. “Yeah, yeah, laugh it up. He’s not my son…yet. I am still trying to adopt both of them. Shit, that reminds me. I need to talk to Detective Tsukauchi later.”
Hizashi sobered at his friend’s sudden shift in tone. “Everything okay, Sho?”
“Midoriya Inko’s got her court date set. Izuku will need to be there.”
Hizashi swore in English and started walking again.
“My thoughts exactly,” Shota said dryly, falling into step with his friend.
“Do you think they’ll hold all this against you?” Hizashi asked, waving a hand to vaguely indicate the hospital and the whole situation.
Shota let his shoulders slump. “Lawyers are worse than vultures, Hizashi. I wouldn’t put it past them.”
Hizashi put a hand on his shoulder. “Well, I’ll be here for you whatever happens.” After a brief pause, he smirked and waggled his eyebrows. “And I’m sure Toyomitsu will be too.”
Shota shot his best friend a glare.
Hizashi had the gall to laugh, though he did change topics after that, going on and on about everything Shota had missed at UA while out. Mostly training exercises and mishaps. Apparently, there was a rumor going around about Hizashi and Nemuri dating. No one knew who started it, but Nemuri thought it was brilliant. Hizashi not so much. He bemoaned all the teasing he was suffering through, practically hanging off Shota as they walked to the locker room the nurses had let him use to shower on his first day here.
Shota rolled his eyes and bore with his friend’s dramatics, trying to suppress a grin. He had an image to uphold.
After a quick shower and changing into the spare costume Hizashi had brought him, Shota and Hizashi headed for the meeting room reserved for the raid’s debrief.
It felt good to be wearing his costume again, even if he was still missing his capture weapon. Between how much he’d had to cut off to save Nighteye and the blood stains on the rest, his support company was just making him a new one from scratch. Thankfully, his costume functioned as intended, taking most of the damage for him during the raid. His left ankle was wrapped for a sprain, but aside from that and a few scratches and bruises, he was fine. He was one of the best off in the meeting room.
Toyomitsu—in full Fat Gum regalia—paused with chopsticks full of noodles halfway to his mouth to wave at them as they entered. He had the greenish remnants of a speed-healed bruise on the side of his face and bandages wrapping both hands. He’d appear to be in no worse shape than Shota if not for his drastic loss in weight compared to the beginning of the raid.
Shota nodded in return and dipped his head to hide the way the corner of his mouth upturned. He only remembered his capture weapon wasn’t there to hide his expression when Toyomitsu positively beamed. Shota dipped his face even more, turning away and grumbling. He did not think about the way his face heated; this hospital clearly needed to get their climate control systems checked.
He zeroed in on Ryukyu and approached her, ignoring Hizashi’s snickers. The Number Nine heroine looked mostly fine, aside from a number of bruises in a similar shade of green to Toyomitsu’s. He might not have spotted the bags under her eyes if not for spending so much time around Nemuri. One tended to pick up a few tricks of the makeup trade—unwillingly—when subjected to her company long-term.
Shota nodded to Ryukyu and the two heroes she was speaking to. Rock Lock sat in a chair, slightly hunched over, and Kesagiriman had his right arm in a cast. “Everyone doing as well as expected?” Shota asked.
Rock Lock huffed a laugh before wincing. He pressed a hand to his side. “Man, do not make me laugh right now, or you’ll be the next one to know what a stab wound feels like.”
Shota gave the man a wry grin. “Can’t take your meds yet?”
Rock Lock sagged a centimeter in his chair. “Got another hour and a half before I’m supposed to. Really questioning if it would be so bad to take a dose early.”
Shota hummed. He’d been there, done that. “Don’t. You’ll fall asleep in the middle of the meeting.”
Rock Lock gave a longsuffering sigh but seemed to accept his fate.
Ryukyu took over speaking in his silence. “Everyone from my agency is doing alright aside from some lingering fatigue from Katsukame Rikiya’s quirk. Physically, anyway. The interns are a little shaken after…”
Shota grimaced and tried to wipe the image of Izuku and Ekikyō exploding in a shower of red, black, and green from his mind. “I’ll recommend Hound Dog’s services to them,” he assured Ryukyu. He’d schedule an appointment of his own while he was at it.
He glanced around the room, mentally tallying each sidekick and hero. He nodded in greeting when he met Nezu’s eye but didn’t approach. His boss was busy speaking to Mr. Brave and Gran Torino. Tsukauchi was also busy tapping at his phone. Shota frowned at the obvious absence of anyone from Nighteye’s agency.
The quiet whir of wheels and tap of reinforced soles on tile alerted Shota to someone else approaching the meeting room. He turned around to see Centipeder and Bubble Girl enter. Centipeder was pushing a wheelchair with an IV pole attached.
He raised an eyebrow and asked, “Should you be out of bed?”
Nighteye met his gaze with sunken eyes. Their usual hard glint was dulled, whether by pain or pain medication, but he maintained eye contact with stubborn pride. “I’d hardly call sitting upright taxing, Eraserhead.”
It was when you’d just had an extensive abdominal surgery two days prior, but it was obvious the man was set on his decision and willingly paying the price for it. He was oblivious to or outright ignoring the worry that pinched his sidekicks’ expressions.
Shota was concerned too. The man was awfully pale, even after the blood transfusion he had to have gotten. A faint sheen of sweat left Nighteye’s usually impeccable hair clinging to his forehead where it wasn’t sticking up at odd angles, and his right hand gripped his wheelchair’s armrest tightly.
(Shota didn’t look at the bandaged stump of his left arm.)
Shota caught movement out of the corner of his eye and glanced over to see Hizashi hurriedly dragging the closest chair away from the table. “You don’t need to be here for this, you know. Tsukauchi already got your statement.”
“I’m aware.”
Shota sighed and jerked his head toward the spot Hizashi had cleared for the man’s wheelchair. “Let’s get this over with then.”
Hizashi appeared to throw his arm around Shota’s shoulders and lead him away to a pair of unclaimed chairs beside Nezu. “Relax, Sho. I’m sure he’s fine if the doctors let him up and about.”
Shota shrugged off the arm and took the seat beside his boss. “I dread him being this reckless around his interns. I have enough bad habits to train out of my students without him teaching them more,” he groused.
Hizashi grinned and shook his head. “What’s that English saying? Don’t go throwing stones in a house of mirrors?”
Shota was about to correct his friend that it was “a glass house” not “a house of mirrors” when he was hit with a sudden and horrifying moment of self-awareness.
Outtakes:
Izuku: is asleep…again
Aizawa: brushes an unruly curl back from his face “I hate that I’m going to have to get your statements.”
Ekikyō: bristles “Oi, we were together the entire time. I can give both of ours. No need to make the kid relive…everything.” shudders and shrinks
Aizawa: “You shouldn’t have to either.”
Ekikyō: “Yeah, well…” shrugs “I couldn’t protect him there. I can at least do this.”
Aizawa: rubs his eyes “You both need so much therapy.”
Ekikyō: “Pot meet kettle.”
Aizawa: “Touché.”
Yamada: “Buckle up everyone! The hospital’s awaiting.”
Shinso: eyes Nezu in the seat next to him and clenches his hand around the strap of Izuku’s backpack “Uh…aren’t you going to sit up front?”
Nezu: smiles “Why would I do that? Airbags are quite dangerous to mammals of my size, and this way we have time for a little chat.”
Shinso: “A…chat.”
Nezu: smiles sharper “Yes, I am quite curious about the boy my personal student has taken such a shine to. There’s only so much one can learn about a human from scouring their records, after all.”
Shinso: pales “Fuck, I was worried about the wrong teacher giving me a shovel talk.”
Shinso: is cuddling Izuku
Izuku: wishes he and Ekikyō were cleared to re-possess already because separation anxiety
Shinso: “I’m not jealous. This just can’t be healthy.”
Murphy’s Law: “Impressive. I almost believed that myself.”
Toga: bursts through the hideout’s door with Twice “We’re baaacck!”
Shigaraki: looks them over before narrowing his eyes “Where’s Sludge?”
Toga: looks around, worried “He’s not here? He left before us…”
Twice: “What if the heroes caught him? Eh, he probably ditched us.”
Shigaraki: “Compress, check for any press releases; Dabi, get the word on the street.” turns his attention back to Toga and Twice “You two, tell me everything.”
Notes:
Speak now or forever hold your peace: Where should Maiko end up? I know where Eri's going, but Maiko I'm only 80% sure of. If you have any suggestions, I am all ears.
Chapter 104: The Greatest Weapon We've Got
Summary:
“Darkness cannot cast out darkness. You need a light for that. Fear cannot cast out fear. You're gonna need hope for that... death warrants more death. But I believe life wants more life and I'm convinced that the greatest weapon we've got is love!” –Jon Foreman
Notes:
I actually finished this chapter on time. does a little happy dance
Fun words this chapter: whittle, eye-searing, touch-averse, glomping
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“...That leaves us with the matter of living arrangements for Katsukame Maiko and Eri, surname unknown. For the purposes of this meeting and legal paperwork, I’ve assigned her her grandfather’s name, Akihide. Considering both girls’ legal guardians are indisposed…”
Well, that was one way to put it. Katsukame Rikiya was on his way to Tartarus as a convicted villain and as such, no longer had any familial rights or ties to Maiko. She was free to join another family’s registry in full. While Eri’s grandfather was in a coma and utterly unresponsive, he was never convicted of villainous acts. In his current state, he couldn’t even be legally tried if they did have enough evidence against him to press charges. Thus, he still had a legal and familial claim to his granddaughter. At least until he either passed or woke up to have a say in the matter. Until one of those two events happened Eri would retain the Akihide name regardless of her placement.
“Child Safety Services has been contacted, but given the nature of the girls’ quirks and the fact Eri has already been exploited once for hers, CSS recommends placing them with someone who can protect them if any villains seek them out again.” Nezu twitched the ear facing Shota.
Most would be hesitant to raise the heiress of a known yakuza boss. An unruly and dangerous quirk would whittle down the number of volunteers further. Luckily, Shota had no such qualms.
Shota straightened in his seat and took his cue. “Eri hasn’t been very forthcoming with the nature of her quirk. What she has said is very…concerning. She claims to be responsible for her own father’s disappearance. Take that as you will. She’s afraid of her quirk and hurting others. Given that, as well as her age and the quirk exhaustion caused by even a brief activation during the raid, I’ve volunteered to foster her until we know more and are better able to place her. She already knows and trusts Izuku too, which will only help her settle in.” Shota cast his eyes around the table and was unsurprised to see no one with objections.
Hizashi elbowed him. “You are such a dad, Sho.”
“Like you aren’t,” Shota countered under his breath.
Nezu ignored the exchange. “And UA will provide her the best protection possible should any remaining members of the Hassaikai or their associates, be they League or others, try to take her.”
Nezu’s eyes narrowed as he continued, “That leaves us with Katsukame Maiko. Ideally, she would go to someone she already trusts and knows as well, but Aizawa will have his hands full with his current wards. CSS is hesitant to have Eri in a home with other children while her potentially dangerous quirk is unknown and uncontrolled. They barely approved the placement with Izuku there and only because of the pair’s shared trauma and already present bond.
“The other adult Maiko knows and trusts, Anshin Yūku, isn’t an option either. Her home is already compromised—the Hassaikai kidnapped Maiko from there—and none of the residents there have combat or defensive training.” Nezu shook his head. “While her living there is out of the question, I think wherever she does stay, she should be allowed to visit those she cares about regularly. If you’re interested in fostering her or would like to recommend someone for the role, please let me or Detective Tsukauchi know.” Nezu collected his papers and glanced around those gathered at the table one last time. “I think with that we’re done with today’s meeting. Dismissed.”
Shota stayed seated as most of the others rose and started making their way toward the door, suspecting Nezu might want to speak to him before he returned to Izuku and Ekikyō. He wasn’t disappointed.
“Aizawa, I thought you’d like to know I’ve already made arrangements for Cementoss to open up the unused apartment next to yours. I suspect you’ll find the two additional bedrooms invaluable.”
Shota had been wondering how that would work. He’d been willing and planning to clear out his office for her bedroom, but it would have been cramped compared to his and Izuku’s rooms. He hummed in approval. “Thank you.”
Nezu grinned in that particular way of his, and Shota decided he wanted to take his thanks back. “I should warn you though that Kayama noticed the renovations. Cementoss informed her of the new addition to your family. Last I heard she was taking one of the school’s vans to go shopping for her ‘favorite niece.’”
Hizashi laughed. “You might need that fourth bedroom if she’s in charge of decorating. Oh, Sho, look at this dress Kayama sent me a picture of. Isn’t it the cutest thing?” he asked, shoving his phone in Shota’s face.
Shota glanced at the phone. Admittedly the dress was cute. (It had cats on it; how could it not be?) There were just so many bright colors; it made his eyes hurt looking at it. He ran a hand down his face, grimacing when he felt the few days’ worth of stubble he’d built up. “Why is she buying clothes? She hasn’t even seen Eri. How would she know what size Eri is?”
Hizashi beamed.
“You didn’t.”
“It was for your own good.”
“My own misery, more like.”
“Sho, come on. Do you really want to take Eri shopping right after taking her home? You hate shopping.”
Shota crossed his arms. “I could have ordered online.”
Hizashi gave him an unimpressed look. “And how would you know her size?”
Hizashi had him there, not that he would admit it. “I hate you.”
“Love you too, Sho.”
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“So, we’re all clear?” Izuku asked, hopeful.
Dr. Shinsato nodded. “Yes, you two should be fine to use Motsu’s quirk again. Though we will run a few more tests after you’ve rejoined to check that there aren’t any complications and to ensure we’ve got you at the appropriate dose of your citalopram while possessed.”
Izuku could deal with one or two more tests; he just wanted the breathless, on edge feeling in his bones to go away. He would prefer not having an audience though…
“Could you give us a little privacy?” Ekikyō asked, eyeing the doctor.
Dr. Shinsato nodded and headed for the door. “I’ll be back in five minutes.”
“Want me to step out too?” Aizawa asked from his seat beside the bed.
Izuku chewed his lip for a moment. He glanced up at Ekikyō for his opinion—a shrug—before looking back to Aizawa and shaking his head. Aizawa…having Aizawa here was reassuring in a way. After all, Izuku and Ekikyō were at their most vulnerable in the time it took to establish or end a possession. It was only logical to have someone watch their back while in a place people could walk in on them.
“Alright. Whenever you’re ready, Problem Children.”
Izuku had been ready for the last three days, and he had a feeling Ekikyō was just as impatient. He took a deep breath to hold and nodded to Ekikyō. It only took a few seconds for Izuku’s throat and stomach to fall numb. Ekikyō didn’t waste any time after that. Slime even wrapped around him and soaked through his skin to speed the process along.
(They ignored the strange sounds the monitoring equipment attached to Izuku made.)
Izuku relaxed in his friend’s hold, something about the slime settling into his muscles and nerves grounding like a hug after a long day. He took a few moments to just breathe after Ekikyō’s mind slotted into place alongside his, basking in the relief and familiarity.
“Hey.”
“Hey.”
Ekikyō opened their eyes, glancing at the clock on the wall. “Huh, 37 seconds. That’s a new record.”
“How long does it usually take?”
Ekikyō turned their head to look at Aizawa and scrutinized him. Something in them relaxed when Ekikyō couldn’t spot any negative emotions in the hero’s expression, only curiosity. They shrugged. “45 seconds minimum. Usually, we go a bit slower. Izuku’s preference.”
Izuku hummed and held their chin in one hand as he moved their eyes to stare at the far side of the room. “It has gotten faster over time. It took two minutes back when we first started. To be fair, Ekikyō wasn’t as comfortable using his quirk back then, and he couldn’t absorb through my skin like that until we did a lot of practicing.”
“Most quirks do get more efficient or stronger with repeated use,” Aizawa acknowledged.
Izuku wondered what number possession they were on. They’d stopped keeping track a while ago.
Ekikyō shrugged mentally. “Eh, probably somewhere in the 50s by now.”
They didn’t get to think about it longer, because the doctor returned then with Nurse Nakata. The nurse fitted a second ID bracelet with Ekikyō’s information to their wrist while the doctor reviewed their vitals on the machines. Then he started their exam. The whole gamut of tests he ran them through weren’t so bad now that they were together…until he mentioned drawing another “blood” sample to check their citalopram level when combined.
Izuku recoiled at the idea, but Ekikyō’s mind pressed in on his and anchored him before the fuzzy static at the edge of his senses could consume him. It helped, but Izuku still closed his eyes for the procedure.
“You’re okay, Izuku. I’m right here.” The words were only so reassuring when Izuku could feel the way Ekikyō’s anxiety ratcheted up alongside his. At least Nurse Nakata did it painlessly and in one stick.
They’d just started calming down again when the doctor announced, “We should have your test results back later today…” He tipped the vial of the black, viscous material that was their blood back and forth and frowned. “Maybe tomorrow. The lab techs might have to dilute this or…something to get it to run through the drug monitoring analyzer without clotting.” He handed the vial back to Nakata, and the nurse left the room.
“In the meantime, I think we can safely say there are no physical complications from your shared captivity aside from Midoriya’s lingering skin sensitivity and weight loss. I’d like you to stay for a few more days’ observation just to be safe, but we’ll have a pediatric and quirk-specialized nutritionist work out a meal plan for both of you in that time, and a physical therapist will be by to go over ways to safely go about rebuilding the muscle Midoriya lost. Aizawa mentioned that you already have a therapist you see regularly?”
Izuku and Ekikyō nodded.
“Good. I’d strongly recommend seeing them as soon as you return home. If you need a visit sooner, just ask one of the nurses, and they can arrange an appointment with one of the psychiatrists we have on staff.” Dr. Shinsato looked over their file once more before closing it. “I’ll let Nurse Amaya know to remove your IV catheter and monitors. She should be on her way up with lunch soon. Then you two are free to wander, though you should stay on this floor, as it’s the only one in the pediatric ward with the same level of security as the hero ward…”
Their doctor kept talking, but Izuku and Ekikyō stopped listening, hung up on the part about removing their IV catheter. Dread pooled in their gut, and they felt the blood drain from their face. Ekikyō reflexively took over their heart rate to keep it from skyrocketing. Memories of deft fingers removing their IV catheter then remaking them played across their minds and nerves. They couldn’t quite stop the tremor in their fingers.
“Izuku, Ekikyō?”
They blinked, realizing they were staring at empty air. When did the doctor leave?
“You back with me, kids?” Oh, Aizawa was talking to them.
“Y-yeah. We’re here,” Izuku said, looking over at his guardian while keeping the door in his periphery.
Aizawa held their gaze for a few seconds before his expression softened. “Remember how I told you Eri will be staying with us?”
The question threw them a little. “Yes?”
“Well, someone told Nemuri and sent her a picture. She’s been shopping…since yesterday. I’m not sure if there’ll be any room left to stand in by the time we get home. I mean, look at this,” Aizawa held his phone out for them to take, and they saw it was opened to his messaging history with Kayama.
There was a series of pictures. As they scrolled, they saw everything from a fairy princess bed spread to a giant stuffed unicorn nearly as big as Eri to a small plastic table and kitchen play set—all in an eye-searing shade of pink—to a sleeveless dress covered in rainbow-colored kittens with unicorn horns.
Izuku paused on the last one and chewed his lip. He glanced over at Aizawa; the man raised an eyebrow but nodded. Izuku tapped out a quick message. “Izuku here. Might get some clothes with long sleeves for Eri. Her arms were always bandaged at the Hassaikai. She might not be comfortable in short sleeves or sleeveless tops.” Izuku knew he wasn’t going to give up his long-sleeved t-shirts and compression sleeves just because his scars were gone now. If anything, he wanted to see the unnaturally repaired skin even less. He wasn’t sure if Eri would even feel the same way, but if there was a chance…
Kayama texted back within seconds, “Good call. I’ll get her a range of options. Some of those were so cute too…Ooh! Lacey gloves!”
“Well, that’s definitely cuter than your compression sleeves,” Ekikyō chimed in. “Not sure they make those small enough for a kid as tiny as Eri anyway.”
“Yeah, but with how much little girls love playing dress up, I’m sure there’ll be plenty of options for long gloves. I just hope Kayama doesn’t go overboard.”
“Seems a little late for that,” Ekikyō said, chuckling out loud. When Aizawa raised an eyebrow at them, he grinned. “Oh, nothing. Izuku just sent Kayama on another shopping binge.”
Aizawa’s shoulders and face fell into tired exasperation.
“I did not!” Izuku protested, changing their expression to a frown. “I just made sure she’s getting clothes Eri will be comfortable wearing.”
Ekikyō pulled their face into a wide smile. “Look who’s already acting like a good big brother.”
Izuku blushed and spluttered. “That’s not—"
There was a knock at the door, and they turned to see Nurse Amaya enter with a tray of food. Izuku’s heart leapt into his throat as he was reminded of what came next. Ekikyō quickly clamped down on their heart rate and breathing, maintaining a steady rhythm despite their anxiety flaring.
Aizawa’s phone was pulled from their hands. They flinched and looked down before glancing up to see Aizawa. He tucked the phone into a pocket before standing and walking around the bed to stand on the right side. He held his hand out and said, “Focus on me, you two. Squeeze my hand if it helps.”
Izuku and Ekikyō hesitated for a moment before taking his hand in their right. They glanced back over at Amaya when they heard plastic packaging tear.
Aizawa squeezed their hand, recapturing their attention. “So, Nemuri seems to have picked out everything for Eri’s room, and Cementoss should be finishing up renovations on our apartment tomorrow. Eri’s doctor had a nutritionist give me an…extensive packet of recommendations for her. She’s underweight and short for her age, but they’re optimistic that we can correct that with enough ‘quality’ food.” Aizawa sighed. “Take out doesn’t count.”
Izuku and Ekikyō gave him a shaky grin and tried not to sound hopeful. “Sounds like we’ll be doing a lot of cooking.”
“Yeah. Any ideas or requests for our first meal back? Hizashi volunteered to restock our groceries before we head home.”
“Katsudon” was on the tip of his tongue when Amaya picked up his left arm and sprayed something on the tape holding their IV catheter in place.
A spike of fear shot through Izuku, and he tried to pull away mentally, bracing for the familiar pain. Ekikyō’s mind wrapped around his, radiating protective anger and his own fear.
Aizawa squeezed their hand again and started rubbing circles into the back of their right hand with his thumb. “I know you’re partial to katsudon, but we should do something with leafy greens too. You and Eri are both a little anemic. I’m not sure how that works for Ekikyō, but I doubt it would hurt him to get more iron in his diet too.”
They tried to focus on Aizawa’s hand in theirs, holding on a little tighter. They weren’t in the lab. Overhaul wasn’t here.
“Maybe seaweed salad? I’m not even sure when the last time I bought wakame was. If there’s a bag in the pantry, it’s probably out of date by now. I know we’ve got the sesame seeds and soy sauce though…”
They let Aizawa’s words bleed together in their ears, narrowing their focus to following the slow circles being rubbed into the back of their hand. They only flinched a little when their IV catheter was pulled. Then there was a bandage being wrapped around their arm to cover the spot. That was out of order? Chronostasis wrapped their arms after Over—they weren’t in the lab. Overhaul was dead and gone. Chronostasis too.
Their other monitoring equipment was disconnected. Then Amaya patted their arm and retreated. “You two did great. I’ll leave you be and come back for the tray later. Don’t tell Shinsato, but I brought you an extra jello cup.”
Izuku and Ekikyō nodded and tried to give her a grin. They knew it came off weak.
Once the door clicked shut behind her, Aizawa pulled them into a hug and held them until the tremors and memories faded.
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Izuku and Ekikyō walked down the hallway Amaya had pointed them to, hiking their backpack’s strap a little higher up on their shoulder. After calming down and eating lunch, they decided their first order of business was visiting Maiko and Eri. Well, second. They changed out of their hospital gown first, then went looking for the girls’ rooms. Izuku and Ekikyō were much more comfortable in their trusty Mirko hoodie and cargo shorts. Hitoshi had even thought to grab the bracelet Maiko had given Izuku for his birthday.
Aizawa had to talk to one of the doctors, but he’d assured them he’d join them once he was done. Until then, they were as alone as they ever got.
Ekikyō gave Izuku an internal hug, and Izuku grinned, tugging lightly on their slime in return.
They stopped outside the room number they’d been told and raised their right hand to knock. The door opened before they could touch it, and Maiko barreled into their chest. Arms wrapped tightly around them.
“You’re okay.”
Their arms hovered over Maiko, not sure what to do with their normally touch-averse friend glomping onto them. After a few seconds of deliberating, they settled on patting her back. “You too?”
Maiko snorted and shoved away from them. “Is that a question?”
Izuku scratched the back of his neck. “Not really. It’s good to see you’re okay.”
Maiko nodded and looked them both over. “I could sense you two at the compound.”
Izuku paled, and Ekikyō shared his sense of dread. “Kid…”
Maiko shook her head. “I know. I won’t ask, but I’m glad you two made it out.”
They swallowed, then nodded. Still feeling uncomfortably exposed, they changed the subject. “Did you get to meet the other kid they were keeping there?”
“No, but I heard about her. Yakuza are almost as bad about gossiping as housewives. Little kid, dangerous quirk?”
They nodded. “Her name’s Eri. Want to meet her?”
Maiko studied them for a moment before shrugging. “Yeah sure. Beats waiting alone in this room, anyway.” She fell into step with them as they walked down the hall toward the isolation rooms.
Outtakes:
Katsukame Rikiya: gets convicted for villainy, assault of a hero, resisting arrest, aggravated assault, possession/use of illegal quirk enhancers, and a dozen other crimes (With all of the police body camera footage of his unprovoked attack at the Hassaikai’s gate, it’s a pretty open-and-shut case.)
Maiko (no longer of the surname Katsukame): “Ha! Suck it, Uncle!”
Also Maiko: “I’m not nervous about being placed. I have no idea what you’re talking about.”
Kayama: goes on a shopping spree for Eri “This is the most fun I’ve had in ages!”
Aizawa: is buried up to his eyes in bags and boxes “Please stop.”
Yamada: laughs and takes pictures before deciding to take pity on his best friend “You know, Nemuri, Eri wasn’t the only little girl the Hassaikai held captive.”
Nemuri: turns slowly to look at him “What.”
Notes:
Akihide: wise, excellent in wisdom + to prosper gloriously, honor
Child Safety Services (CSS) is the Japanese equivalent of America's Child Protective Services (CPS). I'm going to go back through RH and edit that. I'm not sure why I only looked this up now. xD Also? The current Japanese system for abandoned children and adoption is so messed up. I can't even. Here's a link for reference: https://japanaddiction.wordpress.com/2016/04/20/first-blog-post/
Because this is my story and much further in the future compared to the present, I've taken some liberties with the law, like making convicted villains lose all family registry rights. (Yes, that can be abused; with how dystopian BNHA is, it fits.) I also decided that tons of quirked kids all shoved into a group home is a dumb idea. With how young some of the abandoned kids are, they'd have little to no quirk control. Add the high emotions of being abandoned to the mix, and that's a recipe for multiple kids getting maimed or killed. Thus a foster system more similar to that in the USA. Group homes still exist, but they're usually reserved for older kids with solid quirk control, and usually only for those with minor/minimally dangerous quirks.
As a vet tech, let me tell you that blood analyzers are so touchy. Getting a clot stuck in one is an actual nightmare scenario. I feel sorry for the lab techs that had to work with Ekikyō's slime and their combined "blood." They must have had to jump through some real hoops to get valid results without bricking a very expensive machine in the process. (No wonder BNHA's technological advancement stalled out; they would have been busy reworking just about every medical machine and standard in existence to accommodate such widely varying quirks and their impacts on their holders' biology. One fun example that y'all can have a crisis over while waiting for the next chapter: hamsters cannot get drunk no matter how much Everclear they drank in studies, nor do they appear to get hangovers. What would a human with a hamster mutation's liver even look like?)
Update on figuring out Maiko's placement: currently debating Kayama v. Iida (Tensei). Kayama is slightly winning.
Chapter 105: Conflict
Summary:
“Conflict arises, but we should know how to resolve it. You cannot avoid conflict, because there are intelligent people with differences.” –Gurudev Sri Sri Ravi Shankar
Notes:
Fun words/terms this chapter: creative liberty, camelia, snarled (not the vocal kind), petering
I was going to apologize for the 2wk break again, but y'all are getting a 5,300 word chapter today, so the two weeks was kinda warranted. xD I hope y'all enjoy!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
The next few days were annoyingly slow. At least they had Izuku’s laptops, art tablet, and cellphone now. And they could visit Eri and Maiko. They spent a lot of time hanging out in Eri’s room to keep her company as they drew or typed. Or did Izuku’s homework. Ugh. Having access to Izuku’s school laptop meant Nezu could email them their missed class notes and assignments. He also started Nyoom calls for distance lectures. (Part of them was glad for the small piece of normalcy.)
Dr. Shinsato said they and Eri were set to be released the day after tomorrow, but until then they were content to camp out in Eri’s room and toy with the different settings and tools on their art tablet. Izuku hadn’t quite gotten to where he wanted to be with it compared to his pencil sketches, but he was getting better. Ekikyō wasn’t as interested in art, but he enjoyed watching Izuku work. Occasionally he’d initiate a deep dive skewed toward Izuku to get a better idea of what Izuku was aiming for or doing.
At least until the low battery warning flashed in the corner of the screen.
They frowned and quickly saved their progress on a drawing of Ryukyu mid-morph. Then they focused on separating their minds, sighing in relief when their thoughts split back into Izuku and Ekikyō without much trouble.
The first time they’d done a deep dive after rejoining, they’d almost gotten stuck again. They knew they needed to separate, but couldn’t recall why they needed to or why it was important. Thankfully, they’d been able to sort themselves out without having to bother Aizawa. They’d been careful not to stay in a deep dive for too long since then, setting a timer on their phone to remind them to split after an hour. They’d eagerly restarted their routine grounding exercises too.
At least they hadn’t slipped into each other without meaning to since rejoining? Small victories.
Ekikyō mentally shook himself and did an abbreviated version of their grounding exercise. Izuku turned off the art tablet and stretched their arms over his head while his friend was busy. (They’d also figured out that whoever was the “lead” on a skewed deep dive tended to feel more like themselves quicker when it ended while the other needed more time. The grounding exercises helped.)
The tablet’s charger was back in their room, but…Izuku glanced over to where Eri was pressed against their right side, slowly working away at a coloring book one of the nurses had brought her.
She noticed their attention and glanced up at them.
Izuku grinned down at her. “I’m going to put my tablet away, okay? Oh, and we’re um…Izuku and Ekikyō now,” he added sheepishly.
Eri nodded at them and shifted away from their side. She didn't quite understand when they’d tried explaining their whole situation and why they used different names at different times. She seemed to get it after Aizawa talked to her though.
Izuku leaned over to reach his backpack on the floor. (There hadn’t been enough room for all of them and his bag on Eri’s hospital bed.) After dragging it up onto their lap, he put the tablet away and frowned. They’d left their school laptop charging after their classes, so doing classwork was out. They could find something to do on their personal laptop or Ekikyō’s tablet, but Izuku had kinda had enough of staring at a screen for one day. He pulled out a notebook and pencil instead.
After he returned his backpack to the floor and settled back in, Eri reclaimed her spot against their right side, holding her half-colored page up for his approval. The scene was mostly flowers and butterflies. Eri did a good job of staying inside the lines, but she’d…taken creative liberty with most of their colors. (Did she even know what real flowers and butterflies looked like? How long had she been in that underground complex?)
“Looks great, kid,” Ekikyō said, moving a hand to ruffle her hair.
“Welcome back,” Izuku said, mentally nudging his friend. Then he grinned. “It’s really good, Eri! I think this one’s my favorite so far,” he said pointing at a purple and tan butterfly perched on a blue and black camelia.
The corner of Eri’s mouth twitched and she nestled a little closer before going back to coloring a water iris. Izuku and Ekikyō settled back in as Izuku sketched a rough outline. After a minute, Ekikyō asked, “Who you drawing now?”
Izuku grinned and pressed a mental picture his friend’s way. “Eri.”
“She’ll like that. Mind if I use my tablet for a bit?” Ekikyō asked, sending him a mental image of his own.
Izuku glanced at the clock, then the door. The nurse wasn’t due to come by for another 30 minutes. Now that Eri was off all her monitoring equipment, they didn’t have to check on her as often, especially when someone was staying with her. Izuku still got nervous at the idea of people “catching” him and Ekikyō out, even if the nurses on this floor all already knew. But they had time. Izuku sent back a confirmation and held his breath.
Ekikyō made quick work of retrieving his eyes and pushing enough slime through their skin and shirt to reach their bag and pull out his stylus and tablet. Then he shifted the mass of slime to rest across Izuku’s shoulders and settled the tablet atop Izuku’s head.
Izuku snorted but didn’t protest being used as a table, not when it made Eri look like she was trying to remember how to laugh. “Ekikyō’s pretty silly, huh?”
Eri looked down from where she’d been staring at Ekikyō to meet Izuku’s eyes. “Silly?”
“It means funny, goofy, childish, things like that,” Izuku explained, carefully not moving his head.
Eri tilted her head slightly to the side, thinking. She frowned a tiny frown and said, “Overhaul doesn’t like ‘silly.’”
“Yeah, well, Overhaul’s dead, so he can suck it,” Ekikyō said.
Izuku coughed as he seized control of their voice. “What Ekikyō means is that Overhaul’s not here, so you don’t need to worry about what he’d think anymore.” Izuku suppressed a shudder. “I know it’s hard, remembering we’re not still there, but I promise, Eri, Aizawa and the others won’t care about us being a little silly. Even if they did, they wouldn’t hurt us because of it.”
Eri’s eyebrows scrunched up adorably, and she nodded. It was okay if she didn’t totally believe them yet. They were confident Aizawa would prove them right.
Ekikyō leaned down over Izuku’s shoulder and took over on talking to ask, “Want to know a secret?”
Eri looked back up at Ekikyō’s eyes.
Ekikyō pulled their face into a smile. “Some adults are pretty silly too.” He moved a tendril of slime down in front of Eri before molding it to look roughly like the flower Eri was coloring.
“Ekikyō’s technically an adult,” Izuku interjected. “Even if he’s with me a lot of the time.” He sent a suggestion Ekikyō’s way and watched as the slime flower morphed into a small dragon. Goopy wings flapped once before they collapsed back into the creature’s chunky body. It was hard to get fine details like that with Ekikyō’s consistency.
The delighted gasp from Eri made it worth it though.
The girl cautiously raised a hand to touch the sculpture, and they held perfectly still. Small fingers poked at the dragon. She seemed fascinated by the way slime momentarily clung to her skin before flowing back into the tendril.
Ekikyō couldn’t take his eyes off her in turn, fondness and something like wonder drifting from his side of their mind. It wasn’t often that he met someone so unbothered by who and what he was, let alone a little kid.
Izuku mentally leaned on Ekikyō and watched as his friend shifted the tendril into another shape, this time a dog. “Who’s the big brother now?”
Ekikyō leaned back but didn’t answer right away. Izuku had started sketching again by the time he said, “Helps I’ve had a lot of practice.”
Izuku paused in outlining Eri’s hair. After processing the words, a blush crept up his cheeks. “Oh? You never mentioned siblings,” he deflected.
“Hm, just the one. He’s a little menace but has a good heart. Always getting into trouble though. I get the feeling Eri will be a lot easier to handle,” Ekikyō teased.
Izuku pouted for a moment before pointedly ignoring Ekikyō to focus on his drawing. Things settled into a comfortable silence for a time. Then there was a gentle tug at his shirt sleeve. Izuku carefully didn’t flinch as the material scraped over still-sensitive skin and glanced over to see Eri studying his work.
“Is that me?”
Izuku hummed in acknowledgment, tilting the notebook for her to better see.
Tiny fingers traced the edges of the drawing. Eri looked between Izuku’s sketch and her coloring book. She chewed at her lip.
“Eri?” he gently prodded. He mentally cursed Overhaul for the thousandth time. Eri shouldn’t be this nervous to ask questions.
The hand still gripping his sleeve tightened slightly. “Can…can I try?”
Izuku smiled at her. “Sure. Let me get you a blank page.” He flipped to the back of his notebook and grabbed the last page. He carefully tore it free of the binding, pausing when he saw the jagged remnants of at least a dozen other pages torn out before this one.
He’d never used this notebook before.
He absently handed the page to Eri and offered her his pencil, but she shook her head and clutched her red crayon tighter. He grinned at her before studying the back of his notebook again.
Ekikyō shifted anxiously under his skin and around his shoulders. “Maybe someone ripped them out at the store?”
Izuku shook his head. He always bought his notebooks in bundles for the discount over buying individual ones, and the bundles came shrink-wrapped. Izuku was about to shrug the mystery off and resume drawing when he caught a familiar waft of guilt from his bodymate. “Ekikyō?”
Some complicated emotions—shame, anger, and defensiveness, among others—followed before Ekikyō finally sighed. “That…might be my fault…”
Izuku set his pencil down and leaned back on the slime gathered behind his neck and shoulders to show he was listening as he projected curiosity.
“Remember back when we used to talk about quirks all the time, and I’d bring you descriptions of ones I’d seen while not possessing you?”
“…Yes?”
“Well, I…I might not have told you about all of those randomly.”
A sinking feeling came over Izuku, but he had to ask. “What do you mean?”
Slime twitched around their insides, making Izuku think of someone fidgeting. “I may have copied and…sold some of those analyses.”
Izuku’s heart sank as pieces clicked into place. Ekikyō hadn’t killed anyone or done any big news-worthy crimes since starting to possess Izuku, intent on laying low for a while, so how was he getting money? Izuku hadn’t thought about it much at the time. He hadn’t wanted to know. He recalled that light-bending villain he’d seen on the news months and months ago, back around the entrance exam. He’d been so excited at the time to see a quirk similar to one he’d analyzed that he didn’t ever consider that they weren’t just similar but identical.
He exhaled shakily. He didn’t know how to feel about this. He felt too many things at once. He clenched a fist and flexed it several times while chewing on the inside of his cheek.
“I know I broke your trust,” Ekikyō hazarded. “Multiple times. I don’t expect you to forgive—”
“How long?” Izuku interrupted to ask.
Something in his friend wilted. “Around the fifth time I possessed you up til the USJ.” A feeling thick and bitter welled up in Ekikyō’s side of their mind. (It took Izuku a moment to place it as regret.) “I understand if you don’t want me around for a bit. I can leave once we’re back at UA. I—”
“No!” Izuku grit his teeth around the instinctive panic at the thought of Ekikyō leaving, possibly for good. This was more than that, and he struggled to find the words to get it across. “I don’t want you to leave. I’m…angry and hurt, yes, but home is as much yours as mine. I won’t make you leave.”
“Izuku…”
“No. You…you used me.” Izuku hated the way admitting that made him feel, the way it reminded him of Overhaul and blood bags and made him want to curl in on himself. “But I know you. Would you do it again?”
Ekikyō answered without hesitation. “Never, kid. I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have done it in the first place, and I should have told you sooner. I promise I won’t do it again.”
Izuku wanted to believe him. (He wanted to stay angry at him.) But he needed to be sure. He leaned on Ekikyō’s mind, and his friend leaned back, understanding the unspoken request. Their minds blended, and their conflicting emotions snarled for a few moments before resolving into something that made sense.
Ekikyō really meant it. He regretted doing it. He’d been scared and didn’t want to lose Izuku helping with his quirk, but he still had to make ends meet when he wasn’t with the Midoriyas. He knew it wasn’t an excuse though. He could have found another way. The shame and regret stung and made tears well in their eyes as resignation and guilt left them awaiting reprisal.
On the other side of things Izuku felt anger, betrayal, and a sense of violation. There was also sadness and understanding that only clogged their throat and made them feel even more like crying.
One of them (both of them?) said, “We’re talking to Inui about this.” Ekikyō had been trying to survive, though he should have tried something other than taking advantage of Izuku. And Izuku may be too forgiving and unwilling to properly hold Ekikyō accountable. They were both willing to try though. They could wait two more days to get home and schedule an emergency session with their therapist.
They took a shuddering breath and focused on separating and grounding themselves.
Izuku wiped at the wetness lingering in their eyes and glanced down at Eri. She’d missed the entire exchange, so focused on getting her drawing just right. A closer look revealed four stick figures. One was obviously Eri with a horn, red eyes, and long white hair they could only see because of the way the white crayon ran over the lines on the notebook paper. The figure on her left had green and black hair, one green eye and one red, and a green outline drawn all the way around them. To their left was a figure with red, spiky hair, red eyes, and sharp teeth. The one on Eri’s right had yellow hair, blue eyes, and a red cape. The four (five) people were holding hands.
Something warm and gooey filled their chest, and Izuku and Ekikyō grinned softly despite their unresolved conflict.
Then Eri shifted, and they saw the person at the bottom of the page. They had black hair, red eyes, and a scarf around their neck. They might have been able to believe it was Aizawa…if not for the sword covered in red squiggles in one of his hands. Eri had also drawn Overhaul’s body at the bottom of the page with “x”s for eyes.
Ekikyō laughed in their head, and Izuku barely resisted joining him.
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Izuku’s heart jolted at the unexpected knock on Eri’s door. Ekikyō hurriedly pulled his slime and eyes back inside their body, leaving Izuku to scramble to save the tablet balanced on his head. Izuku paused the video on-screen and stuffed the device behind his back as the door cracked open.
“Hello, hello? Any princesses in here?” A blonde boy poked his head into the room. It took Izuku and Ekikyō a few seconds to place him as Lemillion. He’d tried(?) to save them from Overhaul and Chronostasis. Once the boy spotted them, he grinned. “Oh! Looks like Princess Eri has company.”
Well, they did just talk about it being okay to be silly earlier. Izuku decided to play along and bowed. “Her loyal knight, Midoriya, at your service,” he said with as posh an accent as he could manage with Ekikyō snickering in his head.
A familiar head of red hair peeked from behind Togata’s shoulder to ask, “Can we come in?”
Izuku glanced down at Eri where she wasn’t quite hiding behind him. She twisted Izuku’s sleeve in her fingers as she studied her guests. “Hello…Lemillion and Red Riot,” she greeted quietly.
Taking that as their invitation, Kirishima and Lemillion shuffled inside and closed the door behind them. Izuku made a concerned sound when he noticed how many bandages and bruises Kirishima was covered in, earning a wince and an attempt at a reassuring grin from the hero student. Izuku would be a lot less concerned if he could actually see Kirishima’s cheekbones.
Lemillion was heavily bandaged too but seemed in better spirits. Better “hero face” or maybe he was an extrovert? Or he might just be high on pain meds. Whatever the case, he took the lead on introductions. “It’s good to see you again, Eri. And you can call me Togata when I’m out of costume. Togata Mirio.”
Kirishima snapped to attention and gave Eri a shark-toothed grin. “And I’m Kirishima Eijiro.”
Izuku nodded to Kirishima before meeting Togata’s eyes. “You seem to already know of me, but I’m Midoriya Izuku.”
Eri didn’t seem to get that she was supposed to introduce herself next, or she decided it wasn’t necessary given that everyone here knew who she was. “You’re both hurt.”
“What, this?” Togata asked, gesturing to his bandaged arm. “This is nothing, barely a scratch. I’ll be fine and dandy after visiting the nurse at school, don’t you worry.”
Eri didn’t seem convinced. Frankly, Izuku and Ekikyō weren’t either.
Then Eri delivered the real gut punch. “But you were shot. Your quirk…”
Izuku’s face paled. Togata had been hit by one of the quirk erasing bullets? (One of the bullets made with Izuku and Eri’s blood.) Had they overheard if Overhaul had a finished product?
“I don’t remember, kid. I don’t think so, at least,” Ekikyō said.
“But it’s already been days. If it’s not back yet—”
“Hey, don’t worry. There are a lot of good doctors and detectives working on figuring out when I can expect my quirk back. They all agree it will come back though,” he assured. He still had a smile plastered on, but the unfocused look in his eyes betrayed him. “I just have to be extra careful until then and sit out a few class exercises in the meantime.”
Something about that rubbed Izuku the wrong way, but he couldn’t place why.
“I think I know why. May I?”
Izuku hesitated for half a second before stepping back.
Ekikyō grimaced a tiny bit before asking out loud, “Because your stamina’s shot after the use of healing quirks or because you’re temporarily quirkless?”
Togata stared at them for a moment before his eyes widened. “I didn’t mean—”
Ekikyō sighed. “I think you did. We—” He coughed when Izuku silenced him for a moment. Ekikyō cleared their throat and corrected his mistake, “I’ve been hearing it my whole life, so don’t feel too bad about it.” He grinned for a moment before narrowing their eyes. “But don’t think quirkless means can’t fight. You just have to fight differently now.”
“Midoriya…”
Ekikyō started to pull their lip into a sneer before Izuku smoothed it back down. “What, you hero types don’t do quirkless sparring? So, you’re stuck doing that for a little while, so what? You need to know that anyway, or the first time you run into a situation you can’t or shouldn’t use your quirk you’re dead.”
Kirishima seemed to understand, nodding along and rubbing at his ribs, but Togata’s mask only cracked at the edges. “I don’t think you understand…”
Izuku pressed forward, getting rather annoyed now. He recognized Togata from previous years’ Sports Festivals. He was good. He should know better.
Ekikyō moved aside to share control. Their minds fuzzed together at the edges, and they barely stopped themselves from laughing. “I don’t understand? Sure, let’s go with that. Not like I can think of two ways to completely negate your quirk off the top of my head, Mr. ‘I streak on international television.’” They sighed, shared frustration burning like a hot coal under their sternum. “You won’t believe me; no one ever does. That’s fine,” they said. It really wasn’t. “You don’t have to believe me.”
They grabbed Izuku’s civilian phone from their pocket and fired off a text to Izuku’s guardian. “Think you could train Togata a few times while he’s quirkless? He seems to have some misconceptions about us.” Maybe it was a little petty siccing Aizawa on Togata and his defeatist attitude, but Izuku hoped he could learn something from the experience.
“Even when someone practically insults you to your face, you’re out here trying to help them. Why am I surprised?” Ekikyō asked with exasperated incredulity.
“He just lost something he didn’t know he could lose, something he thinks is an integral part of himself. He doesn’t realize…” Izuku struggled to find the words to articulate what had him so frustrated by—yet simultaneously sympathizing with—Togata. Finally, it hit him. He looked down at his hands, calloused and scarred, remembering all the hard work that had gone into them. “What makes a hero, Togata? You think it’s your quirk…” He glanced back up at Togata, hoping he’d get this, later if not now. “But Stain didn’t need or use a quirk to save us from Overhaul.”
They shook their head before either of the hero students could think to interrupt. “I know he’s not a hero, believe me. That’s not the point.” He sighed, steam petering out, leaving a hollow ache in its place. Why would anyone listen to them? “Just…look up the Brazilian hero Tinamou.”
Suddenly, the idea of being around so many people was too much, let alone the idea of coaxing Togata into seeing things a different way. They were just…tired. And angry. They analyzed that dichotomy for a moment before realizing this was the first time Izuku had had one of these episodes while their minds were any sort of overlapping. Izuku was fine, but Ekikyō was increasingly anxious and defensive at the sudden change, curling around Izuku’s mind in a familiar way. They should probably go sort themselves out.
Izuku and Ekikyō squeezed Eri’s hand and gave her a reassuring grin before prying her fingers free of their sleeve. “We’ll be back,” they whispered before sliding off the bed. They gathered their things then fast-walked for the door. They needed out of this conversation before they did something they’d regret, either out of Izuku’s exhausted indifference or Ekikyō’s protectiveness.
Togata stepped out of their way, seeming to sense the shift in their mood.
Kirishima reached for them as they passed, and they didn’t quite hide their flinch when his fingers brushed their arm. He backed off the second they did. “Wait, Midoriya…”
They fought back the urge to snap and gave Kirishima a wry grin. “I’ll be fine, Kirishima. Spend some time with Eri. She’s been lonely.”
“What about you?”
They chuckled. If only he knew. “I’m going for a walk.” It was about time for them to take their anxiety medication anyway. That might help.
With no further interruptions, they escaped the room and started working on separating their minds as they moved. They made it to the intersection with the waiting area, elevators, and nurse’s station before someone else stopped them. “Oh, are you done visiting alrea—you’re not Kirishima.”
“Nope,” they responded, hoping they could just keep walking.
“Ah, you must be Midoriya.”
Izuku died just a little inside as they turned to see who they were forced to interact with now. They gaped when they saw Sir Nighteye in a motorized wheelchair. The man only had one arm.
The hero cleared his throat.
They remembered themselves and started to blush before Ekikyō clamped down on the reaction. “Ah, sorry,” they apologized, averting their gaze as they mentally berated themselves. Wow, staring at the recent amputee/disabled hero. Very considerate.
“It’s quite alright. No offense taken. I hope your recovery is significantly less trying than mine.”
They snapped their eyes back to Nighteye to see a wry grin. They relaxed slightly. “I’ll be okay. Just have some muscle and weight to regain.” And their PTSD, anxiety, and cohabitation situation to manage, but Nighteye didn’t need to know about those.
“Good.” The hero nodded and turned his wheelchair to better face them. He had a bottle of tea on his lap, no doubt from one of the vending machines.
Izuku’s mind switched from “escape this conversation” to “help” in an instant. “Want any help with your drink? Not that you need help, but I remember how hard it is to break the seal on twist tops one-handed.” Memories of middle school and burns and bruises and clumsy bandages flitted through his half of their mind.
Nighteye raised an eyebrow and considered them.
Izuku’s fingers twitched as he did his best to resist fidgeting. Even breaking eye contact didn’t fully relieve the impulse. Feeling the sudden urge to justify his first-hand experience, he hurriedly added, “I was really clumsy when I was younger.”
“Clumsy,” Nighteye repeated, sounding unconvinced. “Sure. Yes, I’d appreciate your assistance. Seeing as Mirio and Kirishima may be a while yet…”
Izuku lurched forward, eager to take the out and wrap this interaction up. The satisfying snap of the plastic seal giving was the only sound for a moment. Then the elevator dinged, and three girls stepped out. They spotted him almost immediately.
“Midoriya!”
At least this interruption was more welcome. They smiled, exhaustion feeling lighter and less dragging, as they called back, “Uraraka! What are you still doing here? Aizawa said you were released this morning.”
“I decided to wait for Tsu’s last checkup, so we could take the train together. Then Nejire found us. I didn’t want to ride the whole way alone.” Uraraka glanced off to the side and tapped her pointer fingers together. Then Uraraka looked back at them, tilted her head, and scrunched up her eyebrows. “Aizawa-sensei visited you?”
“Nice going, kid,” Ekikyō said while laughing.
Izuku tensed up at his mistake. He’d never told Uraraka, Hatsume, or Todoroki who he’d been placed with. Not because it was really a secret, but it would just be awkward if they knew he was sort of their homeroom teacher’s kid, right?
Before Izuku could think up a reasonable excuse, one of the other girls—Asui Tsuyu from 1-A—saved him. “Sensei probably wanted to make sure he was okay after…” A shadow seemed to pass over her face, and the other two girls winced.
“Okay, yeah, that’s fair,” Uraraka said.
The third girl, who Izuku vaguely recognized from past Sports Festivals stepped forward into Izuku and Ekikyō’s space. “Hi! I’m Hado Nejire! So you’re the Midoriya who Uraraka’s talked so much about? Hey, how did the Hassaikai even catch you? You live on campus, right? Do you—”
“Too close…” Izuku thought, leaning away from the boisterous girl who was still. Asking. Questions. “Oh quirks, is this what I’m like?”
Ekikyō chuckled, shifting their slime anxiously. He didn’t appreciate being crowded like this either. “You’re not anywhere near as bad. You stop when you’re making people uncomfortable.”
Izuku scanned their surroundings for a way out and met Nighteye’s eyes. The hero seemed amused by his plight, but after a few moments of silent begging, the man decided to take pity on them. “Nejire, if you’re looking for Mirio, he’s visiting Eri right now. Her room’s just down that hall,” he said, pointing the way Izuku and Ekikyō had come from.
Nejire beamed. “Oh! We were going to visit Maiko, but we should totally go see Eri too! Come on!” She grabbed the other two girls’ wrists and practically dragged them down the hall.
Izuku mouthed a quick “thank you” Nighteye’s way before hurrying away to hole themselves up in their own room. He prayed Aizawa didn’t give the girls his and Ekikyō’s room number. Even if he did, they should be distracted by Eri for a while. She was adorable.
Just before they were out of earshot—or maybe Nighteye thought they were out of earshot with him not knowing about Ekikyō—Nighteye chuckled and said, “You are certainly your father’s son.”
They wondered what he meant by that but pushed the thought away in favor of getting away as quickly as possible without outright running. They leaned back against their door as it closed behind them and let out a long exhale. Their shoulders sagged as Izuku felt the little bit of energy he’d had drain away. Maybe he could pretend to be asleep if they came to see him next? Or not pretend. A nap didn’t sound half bad.
Ekikyō nudged their body toward the bedside table and their bottle of citalopram. “Meds first; then you can rest. At least until the nurse brings our lunch.”
Izuku gave his friend a put-upon sigh but obliged, pouring out one pill and popping it in their mouth to dry swallow. He knew Ekikyō would keep them from choking, and he didn’t feel like walking back over to the bathroom to refill their empty water cup.
That done, Izuku turned to set their backpack down. He nearly jumped out of their skin when he saw they weren’t alone in the room.
Maiko looked up at them from her new phone and held a finger to her lips in a silencing gesture.
“Fuck, kid, you nearly gave Izuku a heart attack,” Ekikyō whispered as if he hadn’t been a hair’s breadth from pushing slime through their skin to defend them. “What are you even doing in here?”
“What’s it look like? I’m hiding.”
Outtakes:
Nighteye: uses his quirk when Midoriya takes his bottle of tea to make sure Midoriya is actually okay and out of curiosity (He’d never known Eraserhead to get so attached.)
Future Izuku: flies through scenes of therapy and bonding with Eri followed by leaping across rooftops, taking down villains with vicious efficiency, and while injured and fighting a Nomu, stabbing it through the brain with a knife
Nighteye: stops looking before he can see the end of that fight “Well, it’s not the bright future I see for Mirio, but it’s certainly on-brand for Eraserhead’s son.”
Ekikyō: “Wait, who are you hiding from?”
Maiko: “Nejire. Who else? That girl is like a supernova. I could see her clear on the other side of the hospital.”
Izuku: crawls into bed “Valid. You can stay as long as you like.”
Maiko: nods but frowns as she looks at Izuku and Ekikyō’s energy; they aren’t as in synch as they usually are
Aizawa: returns to the hospital to find his boys asleep in the middle of the afternoon and Maiko camped out in their room “Did I miss something?”
Maiko: “Hero students are just a lot.”
Aizawa: hums and texts his friend “She’s in Izuku’s room. Izuku’s sleeping. Do not wake him.”
Aizawa: “Well, you’d better start getting used to them.”
Maiko: eyes narrow in suspicion “Why would I need to do that?”
Aizawa: grins behind his new capture weapon “Because your new guardian works with a whole school of them.”
Kayama: bursts into the room and whisper yells “There you are! Come on, we need to go shopping and get your room set up!”
Maiko: pales as she’s dragged away
Notes:
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End of The Shie Hassaikai arc
---...this arc ended up being 66k words long. x.x
If there's anything y'all want to see from this story before I get to the final arc (we're heading into the 2nd to last one now), speak now or forever hold your peace.
Chapter 106: The Most Precious Gift
Summary:
“The most precious gift we can offer anyone is our attention.” –Thich Nhat Hanh
Notes:
I almost didn't get this out today, but the muse decided to finally cooperate and let me finish this chapter. (I've been so tired from work; y'all have no idea.) The next one will almost definitely be 2 weeks out, but who knows? The muse may continue to be benevolent.
While half the problem lately's been work, the other half's been certain commentors (I didn't approve their comments, so, no, y'all can't chew them out, nor do you need to protect my honor) making their displeasure with various plot points clear. I say to you: write your own fic. This one's mine, and I will write it how I want. Just...don't? If you don't like something, there is such a thing as keeping it to yourself or, you know, exiting the fic? That's an option too. Why you gotta go and be demoralizing?
But I digress. In other news, I turned a year older while away, and so far this age is overrated. It feels the exact same except with more knee and heel spur pain. 2/10 would not recommend.
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Beginning of Respite and Rough Waters Arc
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Chapter Text
“Cats?”
“Yes, Eri, Aizawa has three cats. Don’t worry. They’re very nice,” Izuku assured her as they walked the path from the parking lot to the teacher apartments.
“And Mausu’s scared of everyone new, so you probably won’t see much of her,” Ekikyō added.
Izuku chuckled. “Yeah. Even with us, she still usually waits to approach until we’re asleep. And as soon as we’re awake, she’s off and hiding again. She’s let me pet her all of like twice.”
Aizawa looked over his shoulder at them, giving them a look that made the warmth in their chest grow. They were almost home. “Be prepared for the little menaces to be clingy the next few days, Problem Children. They missed you two.”
“Missed us?”
Aizawa unlocked the door, and a chorus of loud meows met them. Izuku gently ushered Eri inside while Aizawa did his best to hold off the insistent felines. Once the door clicked shut, the hero set Komainu and Maneki free to rub around Izuku and Ekikyō’s ankles.
Izuku plopped down on the floor in the entryway, letting the two cats climb onto his lap as he pet them. “Hey, guys. I missed you too.”
Maneki planted her paws on their chest and stretched up to rub along the underside of their chin, making them laugh.
Komainu was the first of the pair to wander over to greet Eri. He politely sniffed at her shoes as she stood frozen, watching the cats with wide eyes.
Izuku smiled and leaned over. “Here. You can stroke down his back like this.” They showed her then went on to scratch Komainu behind the ears. “He also loves here and under his chin.”
Ekikyō took over to add, “If you feel him rumbling, that’s called a purr. It means he’s happy.”
Eri very cautiously raised her hand. Komainu sniffed her fingers again before rubbing his face and some of his teeth on it. Eri startled a little at the gesture.
Izuku grinned. “That means he likes you. If you see his tail lashing around…” He gestured to Maneki who was doing exactly that. “Then you want to stop petting him, because he’s getting too wound up. When a kitty’s too wound up, they can forget that people are fragile and bite like we’re a toy.”
“That’s when you redirect them to an appropriate outlet,” Aizawa said, holding up a colorful ball that jingled when he shook it. He tossed it once he had Maneki’s attention; the calico launched off of Izuku and Ekikyō’s chest to tear after it. “Come on, Problem Children. We still need to show Eri her room and eat lunch before you have to leave for your therapy session.”
They winced and stood up. “Ah, right.”
“What’s a therapy?” Eri asked.
Ekikyō fielded that one. “Therapy’s like a doctor appointment, but for your mind and emotions instead of your body. Izuku and I have been going to therapy for a few months now.”
Izuku slid back into control. “It’s not always fun, but it helps. And there’s no needles, unlike a normal doctor.”
The faint worry that had creased Eri’s eyebrows faded some at the assurance of no needles being involved. She eagerly took their hand once they stood, and the lot of them followed Aizawa into the new section of their apartment, Komainu and Maneki trailing behind them.
Aizawa led them to a door with a pink and white nameplate with Eri’s name written on it. He opened the door and flipped the light switch before standing to one side. The inside of the room was just as colorful as all the pictures Kayama had sent them, and somehow none of those colors clashed.
“It looks like a rainbow threw up,” Ekikyō commented.
Izuku mentally shoved his friend as they and Eri stepped into the room.
Eri was speechless as she took in all the colorful decorations and toys. Her gaze lingered on something unexpected though. “I never had a window before…”
Was it bad Izuku and Ekikyō wished Stain had killed Overhaul slower?
“And this door doesn’t lock,” Aizawa said, crouching down to be at Eri’s level. “You can even leave the door open all the time if you want, though the cats might get into things if you do.” Case in point, Komainu decided Eri’s giant unicorn plushie made a perfect perch from which to watch over the room.
“This is all for me?”
Izuku grinned softly. “Yeah, Eri. I know it can be a lot, but you deserve nice things.”
Aizawa hummed. “We want you to be comfortable while you’re living with us.” One of his knees popped as he pushed himself back to his feet. “Why don’t you explore a bit while I make us some food?”
Izuku and Ekikyō stared after Aizawa as he left, torn between wanting to go help in the kitchen and not wanting to leave Eri alone. They missed cooking with Aizawa. Then they looked back down at Eri who was watching them intently. They shoved the longing to the back of their mind to give her a reassuring grin.
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Their therapy appointment ran long. Inui had to do individual evaluations following…everything to make sure they weren’t in a bad enough headspace to pose a danger to themselves. The concern was valid—Inui knew about Izuku’s problem with rooftops back in middle school—but it still made Izuku want to curl in on himself and disappear when it was his turn.
After that they’d both been present and awake to talk out the situation surrounding Ekikyō breaking Izuku’s trust and how it made both of them feel. Inui had given them the homework assignment of brainstorming ways to address the situation and the underlying problem of Ekikyō’s financial security in ways that counted as a “win” for both of them before their next appointment.
Izuku felt burnt out and raw by the end of the session, and Ekikyō offered no argument when they slipped silently through the front door and ghosted through the apartment to their room. They paused at their door to listen to the sound of Aizawa’s voice coming from Eri’s room down the hall. The desire to hide and block it all out until they felt more human warred with the thought of hiding their face in Aizawa’s shirt and feeling his arms settle securely around them.
They took a step toward Eri’s room before Izuku caught them and pulled back. Aizawa was spending time with Eri. She needed him more right now. It would be selfish to pull him away from Eri when she was still settling into an unfamiliar place.
Ekikyō pushed a small feeling of disapproval Izuku’s way but obligingly turned their body back toward their room. His mind curled comfortingly around Izuku’s, and slime tightened under their skin in a hug. “He’s your guardian too, kid.”
“I know,” he said, leaning into Ekikyō’s mind, hoping he’d understand. Izuku knew Aizawa would be there for them if he thought they needed it, but…Eri really needed it. And Izuku was tired. He’d probably be fine after sleeping. He still got exhausted so easily after what Overhaul had done to them, what he’d taken from them. The skin on Izuku’s arms crawled, and he shuddered. He tried not to think about how wrong their body still felt sometimes.
Ekikyō sighed with their body and set the papers Inui had given them on PTSD and depression on their nightstand. Neither of them had the energy to deal with that can of worms right now. The bed springs creaked as they huddled under their covers. “Get some rest, kid.”
Izuku closed their eyes and burrowed their face further into their pillow as Ekikyō’s mind retreated and his emotions closed off. Yeah, they both had a lot to deal with. Thoughts of sleep fled at the light knock at their bedroom door. “Izuku, Ekikyō? You feeling okay?”
Ekikyō’s mind snapped back to attentiveness, though he kept his mind a few degrees separated still.
Izuku swallowed around the knot in his chest and curled in on himself more.
After a moment of silence, faint footsteps crossed the room, and a weight settled on the edge of their bed. “That bad, huh?” Aizawa murmured above them. His hand brushed the hair back from their face.
The knot was in their throat now, and Izuku clenched his eyes shut to prevent any tears from escaping. If he leaned slightly into the fingers that continued to card through their hair and if Ekikyō pressed a little slime through their scalp to appreciate the attention too, that was their own business.
After a few minutes Aizawa asked softly, “Why don’t you come out to the sofa, Problem Children. I’ll put a movie on and start some tea.”
Izuku blinked the extra moisture from his eyes and glanced up at Aizawa, eyeing the way his expression smoothed out and softened at the edges. They’d been getting more used to seeing that expression. The knot in their chest and throat unwound a little and an increasingly familiar warmth built in the space between their lungs. Izuku didn’t trust his voice just yet, so he nodded.
Aizawa patted their head before standing and walking soundlessly from the room.
Izuku yawned as they slowly rose to follow. When they got to the living room, they froze. Mausu was curled up in a little white ball on their Present Mic blanket. “Seems like she missed us too,” Izuku said, taking slow steps toward the other end of the sofa in hopes of not disturbing her.
Mausu watched their approach with wide eyes, holding out until they sat down to dart away. Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t take it personally. She’d be back once she thought they were asleep.
With their blanket now free, they dragged it over to wrap around their shoulders and scooted to the middle cushion. (It was the softest.)
Aizawa joined them a few minutes later, setting two mugs on the coffee table before settling in on their right with a third mug. “In case Eri joins us,” he said by way of explanation.
Izuku hummed and picked up their mug to take a sip. They didn’t pay attention to what movie Aizawa put on as they inhaled the steam of what they could now identify as some variant of lemon balm tea. They did glance up when Aizawa’s arm settled over their shoulders though. They offered the man a weak grin and leaned into his side as they continued to nurse their drink.
They were out like a light ten minutes later.
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It was the day after their return to campus when Izuku and Ekikyō finally remembered the things they’d left at The League’s base and convinced Aizawa to let them leave campus to retrieve them. They weren’t sure what they expected walking through a warp gate back into that place, but it wasn’t this.
“Sludge!” Toga yelled a half second before tackling them in a hug.
They blinked in surprise and patted Toga’s back. “Um…hi?”
Twice accosted them next, ranting as he slapped the back of their shoulder, “Where have you been?! We were worried sick! We couldn’t have cared less!”
A grin crawled across their face as they reached over to drag Twice into the hug too. “Yeah, yeah. I missed you idiots too.”
Magne joined the hug, squeezing the life out of all three (four) of them at once, ignoring their protests and cries for mercy. Spinner laughed off to the side, carefully out of Magne’s reach, Compress standing beside him without his mask on. He was smiling. Dabi didn’t bother getting up from his seat on the sofa, but he raised a bottle of what looked like beer in greeting when they looked over. Kurogiri stayed by the far wall absently toying with the fidget they’d gifted him what felt like ages ago while silently observing the reunion. As for Shigaraki…
“Sludge.”
The hug broke apart at the voice of The League’s leader. He was standing a meter away with his hands at his sides. One hand twitched as they studied each other.
This was the dangerous part. They didn’t know how Shigaraki would react to their sudden leave of absence. “Shigaraki,” they acknowledged. “Sorry for disappearing for a bit. Had to get my host moved out of his old place and set up somewhere safe for the time being. Also had to get a new phone; turns out Overhaul trashed my old one. At least I remembered Kurogiri’s number.”
Shigaraki’s face spasmed as if he wanted to snarl or sneer but stopped himself. “Overhaul…” The man raised a hand to scratch at the side of his neck. The skin there looked more irritated than usual. “If he weren’t dead, I’d kill him myself.”
They blinked and glanced back to Shigaraki’s eyes, seeing the murderous light there. Something about it made them uncomfortable. They looked away. “I heard about that. Stain, right? Funny how he was the one to take Overhaul down when there were so many heroes around.”
“We’re just glad to have you back in one piece, hun,” Magne said as she stepped from behind them. She stopped in front of them to grab them by their shoulders and turn them one way, then the other. “You are in one piece, right?”
“We’re fine, Big Sis.” They saw the look everyone gave them and winced, looking down at the scuffed flooring. “Mostly. We still get tired easily, but nothing a lot of food and rest won’t fix. Eventually.”
Magne squeezed their shoulders before pulling them into a hug again, this time gentler. “Let us know if there’s anything we can do to help, and we will. New landlord need some sense knocked into him? We’ll rough them up. Need some cash or necessities while your host’s between jobs? We’ll steal what you need. Even make sure we get you the brand name instead of the knockoff.”
Sludge laughed, pushing back the feeling of pressure behind their eyes.
“You have your room here,” Shigaraki said, drawing their attention once more. “You can use it. Even when you’re not helping on a quest. Your host can stay too, I guess,” he added, breaking eye contact first this time. He still seemed agitated, but Sludge was beginning to think this might be what…concern looked like for Shigaraki.
Sludge gave Shigaraki a wry smile. “If I went villain fulltime and brought my host along for the ride, then who would buy you lot medical supplies?” They let their expression slip back into something more serious. “I appreciate the offer, Shigaraki. If things get desperate, we’ll take you up on it.” They most certainly would not. “But my host’s made it clear they don’t want to go into villainy, and I’ll respect that as long as possible. He already put in a few applications anyway, so don’t worry too much. He’ll be back on his feet and funding our medical kit again soon enough.”
“I wasn’t worried!” Shigaraki said, indignant.
“Awwww, Shiggy cares,” Toga teased.
As Toga, Twice, and Dabi took turns poking fun at Shigaraki while he spat denials and hissed mostly empty threats, Sludge watched on, surprised to find that on some level they’d missed this.
They expertly shoved that revelation to the back of their mind and refused to analyze it.
Outtakes:
Izuku and Ekikyō: go hide in their room instead of rejoining Aizawa and Eri after their therapy session
Aizawa: Problem Child senses tingling “Eri, I’m going to go check on the boys.”
Eri: “Is something wrong?”
Aizawa: carefully thinks over how to answer “Maybe. Izuku sometimes gets sad, and he has this bad habit of pulling away from the people and things that make him feel better when he does. I’m not as familiar with how Ekikyō reacts yet, but I suspect he’s similar. I want to remind them that we care. Give me a few minutes to talk to him; then you can join us, okay?”
Eri: thinks very hard about that “I’ll draw them a picture!”
Aizawa: grinning “Good idea, Eri. They’ll like that.”
Eri 30 minutes later: walks out into the living room and sees Izuku asleep against Aizawa’s shoulder; after careful consideration she curls up against Izuku’s other side to help keep the Sad away (It helped when they did that for her in the hospital; she hoped it worked for them too.)
Togata: hears a knock at his dorm’s door and answers it
Aizawa: is there
Togata: gets a feeling of impending doom “Ahhh…Aizawa-sensei, to what do I owe the pleasure?”
Aizawa: “Eri wanted to invite you over for a tea party.”
Togata: relaxes “Oh, that’s not so bad.”
Aizawa: grins “And then I’m going to run you through quirkless combat techniques.”
Togata: is afraid
Shigaraki: enters his number in Sludge’s new villain phone “Keep in touch. We’ll be moving bases soon. The local heroes have been sniffing a little too close for comfort.”
Sludge: “Got it.”
Toga: leaning over their shoulder with a knife in one hand “You’d better check in often! Don’t disappear again.”
Sludge: holds hands up in surrender “Wouldn’t dream of it.”
Murphy’s Law: peeks into the room from the doorway
Twice: tries to swat a fly with a magazine and hits Murphy’s Law in the face “Oh, sorry Murph.”
Sludge: “Wait, you can see him too?! And how did you hit him?!?!”
Shinso: knocks on the Aizawa apartment’s door with a handful of flowers
Aizawa: answers the door, sees the flowers, and sighs “Izuku’s out on his undercover op, but come on in. We’ll find something to put the flowers in.”
Shinso: wilts slightly
Notes:
If you thought Izuku and Ekikyō were the only ones given info on managing PTSD, depression, and anxiety, you thought wrong. There are whole handouts hospitals will give parents of teens with those issues. Aizawa read every detail like it was an important mission debrief.
Question for y'all: do you have a favorite smoothie/fruit juice drink? I was craving one the other day, but my favorite hole-in-the-wall place closed ages ago. Of the other 8-ish places close enough to bother with, none of them have anything safe for my GI issues. Is it too much to ask for something without any banana (allergic), mango (triggers IBS), agave nectar (triggers IBS), milk (allergic) or nut milk (very allergic)? The hole-in-the-wall place had several such options, my favorite being the Cinderella (kiwi/orange/pomegranate with slushy-style crushed ice), but the Paris Lovers (passion fruit/pineapple with slushy-style crushed ice) was good too. I miss that place so much. :(((
Second question: name suggestions for this arc. Pls send help. I have no clue what to call it. It'll include the culture festival, but mostly it'll focus on interpersonal relationships, some drama, and recovery.
edit: Consider Respite and Rough Waters a placeholder; might change it later
Chapter 107: The Struggle of a Lifetime
Summary:
“Do not get lost in a sea of despair. Be hopeful; be optimistic. Our struggle is not the struggle of a day, a week, a month, or a year; it is the struggle of a lifetime. Never, ever be afraid to make some noise and get in good trouble, necessary trouble.” –John Lewis
Notes:
Wait, when did this fic turn 2 years old?! o.o Seriously, thank you for every one of the 235k reads, 6.3k kudos, and 1,420--blaze it!--bookmarks. Here's to another year. raises a toast with crangrape juice
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The next few days flew by, and all too soon, Izuku had to start attending in-person classes again. Izuku wasn’t sure how to feel. On the one hand, he was eager to get back to his normal routine and see his friends, but on the other…dealing with classmates. And crowded halls. And the looks and whispers that came with his quirklessness.
All those worries felt lesser when Hitoshi turned up on their doorstep his first morning back. It felt like he could breathe again. “Morning, Toshi.”
“Izu.”
Oh, Izuku liked the sound of that.
“We going to class, or are you going to stare all day? I’m perfectly fine either way,” Hitoshi teased, not even trying to hide his smug grin.
Izuku coughed and ducked his head to hide his blush while Ekikyō laughed in their mind.
“You two are insufferably cute. Just go on another date already.”
Izuku mentally shoved Ekikyō and cleared his throat. “Let’s get to class. A-and maybe we can hang out later? Or schedule another trip to the cat café?”
Hitoshi grinned a little wider and stepped to one side to let Izuku out.
Izuku slipped out of the apartment and locked the door behind him. (Aizawa had already left to drop Eri off for Togata to babysit.) He fell into step beside Hitoshi and pushed his worries away for later.
Hitoshi’s shoulder brushed his. “You going to be alright today?”
Izuku beamed up at his boyfriend. “Yeah. Recovery Girl told me to come to the infirmary for a nap if I get tired during the day. She said she already let my teachers know, so they shouldn’t give me any trouble.”
“Lunch Rush is supposed to give us extra large portions at lunch too,” Ekikyō chimed in.
Hitoshi hummed. “Good but not quite what I meant.” He gently knocked a knuckle against their temple.
“Ah…” Izuku rubbed the back of his neck and looked down. “The hospital upped my—well, I guess it’s our now—dose of citalopram, but I’ve only been back on it for a week. So…we’ll have to see how things go. As long as Uraraka or Hatsume don’t try to strangle me in a hug, I think I’ll be okay.”
“And if he’s not, I’ll get him to Recovery Girl or Dadzawa. Or you if something happens between classes,” Ekikyō assured.
Hitoshi didn’t look totally convinced but didn’t press either. They walked the rest of the way to 1-H’s homeroom in companionable silence. The reason for Hitoshi’s escorting him all the way to class became apparent when he opened the door.
“Analyst-kun!” Hatsume yelled, barreling toward them.
Izuku and Ekikyō flinched and braced for impact, only for Hitoshi to catch Hatsume by the back of her shirt and keep her just out of reach of them. “Hatsume,” he greeted, sounding incredibly tired.
She glanced up at the taller student to say “Oh, hi Shinso” before focusing back on Izuku. “Midoriya! Why didn’t you tell me you were back? We were worried when we heard you’d been kidnapped.”
“I’ve been…occupied since getting back. I missed a lot of homework…” Izuku hedged.
“And Uraraka and I both gave you updates,” Hitoshi said, giving her an irritated look.
Hatsume glared back. “Well, yeah, but hearing he’s alive and seeing it are two different things.”
Hitoshi sighed and let go of Hatsume’s shirt, ceding the point. “Just…keep people from bothering him, will you?” He shook his head and gave Izuku one last grin before stepping away. “See you at lunch, Izuku.”
“See you then, Hitoshi!” Izuku said, waving. Then he followed Hatsume into class. A few of his classmates cast him assessing glances during class, but only the class president—Tantetsu—approached to welcome him back between classes.
Things got a little more tense when he got to his shared classes with the business course. They’d always been less…approachable, so he wasn’t that surprised. By the time the class before lunch rolled around, Izuku was flagging and reluctantly headed for the infirmary.
After a quick nap in the room they’d stayed in after the USJ attack, Recovery Girl woke Izuku and Ekikyō up to go get lunch. Hitoshi met them in the cafeteria and walked with them to the library. Uraraka and Todoroki were already there and waved enthusiastically and nodded in greeting respectively. Hatsume was there too, but she was busily working on a pad of blueprint paper and didn’t even look up when they arrived.
“Hey, guys,” Izuku said, grinning.
Uraraka beamed. “It’s good to see you out of the hospital, Midoriya.”
“Y-yeah. You too, Uraraka.”
Todoroki waited until Izuku took his first bite of tonkatsu ramen to say, “Glad to see your father got you back.”
Izuku promptly choked. After Ekikyō cleared their airway Izuku croaked out a frantic “What?!” He thought he’d hidden his living with Aizawa well enough that no one except Hitoshi knew.
Todoroki nodded sagely. “Yes, it’s not often Nezu gets involved with non-UA hero cases, but it makes sense he’d make an exception for you.”
Hitoshi slapped a hand over his mouth to contain his laughter, and Uraraka nearly doubled over, giggling furiously.
Izuku stared at Todoroki in disbelief. “Todoroki, Nezu isn’t—how would that even work?! We’re not even the same species!”
“There are plenty of examples of interspecies pairings and hybridization in the wild.”
Izuku made a distressed sound in the back of his throat. “He’s not my father. My father ditched my mom and I over ten years ago to work in America. I’ve seen pictures!”
Todoroki nodded. “A clever cover-up. It would be dangerous if the secret government organization that experimented on Nezu learned of your existence.”
Even Ekikyō was laughing in his head now. “Holy smokes. Whatever this kid’s on, I want some.”
Izuku dragged a hand down his face and sent the impression of a scowl at his friend. “You’re not helping.” To Todoroki, he said, “We’re not related.”
Uraraka finally got her giggles under control enough to speak. “Maybe not by blood, but there are also interspecies adoptions…” She paused to giggle again. “In the wild.”
Todoroki’s eyebrows rose as he nodded. “True.”
And Uraraka lost it again, nearly falling out of her chair as she descended back into hysterics.
Izuku sighed and shook his head, grinning despite himself. He’d missed this. He pretended to ignore his friends and stuffed another bite of noodles into his mouth.
“The best part is how close he is,” Ekikyō said. “Nezu would be fostering you right now if not for the Commission being a bunch of discriminatory assholes.”
“Don’t give him more fuel, please. This is embarrassing enough.”
Hitoshi caught their eye and smirked.
“Oh, I don’t think I’ll have to,” Ekikyō said.
Izuku paled and shook his head.
Hitoshi smiled. “Todoroki, why Nezu and not one of the other heroes on the Hassaikai raid? Aizawa was there too.”
Izuku attempted to glare a hole through the side of his boyfriend’s head.
Todoroki shrugged. “He was my second choice, but Nezu seemed more likely given all of the evidence.”
“What evidence could you possibly have?”
Todoroki pulled an entire binder out of his backpack and set it on the table. “I’m glad you asked.”
Izuku suddenly wasn’t.
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Izuku’s classes with Nezu after lunch were a relief and far less headache-inducing than Todoroki’s convoluted reasoning. Just because there were some recorded instances of quirked Japanese weasels with iridescent fur—no, his hair is not iridescent, Todoroki; it is a very dark green!—didn’t mean anything. Nezu’s fur was white anyway, and no, that was not because of Marie Antoinette Syndrome! There are other reasons to have white fur without the red eyes that accompany albinism; leucism is a widely recognized thing! Izuku felt like he was going a little crazy remembering the whole theory board Todoroki had pulled out of somewhere.
It had been nice to hear his friends laugh so much though. Briar-sensei hadn’t even kicked them out. (He was pretty sure he’d heard her laugh once or twice too.) A part of him wished it hadn’t come at the cost of his sanity though.
“Sanity’s overrated anyway,” Ekikyō said. “And Todoroki Jr.’s theories are entertaining as hell. Do you think he has more of those binders like you do your notebooks?”
“As long as they’re not about me,” Izuku said, chuckling. It had been kinda fun trying to follow his friend’s…logical leaps. But maybe in smaller doses next time?
Izuku paused at the corridor that would take them toward the gym Aizawa used for their after-school training. He knew he and Ekikyō weren’t recovered enough yet to work out or spar. But they could at least do the stretches. Decision made, Izuku turned down the hall and made for the locker rooms.
As they walked, Ekikyō asked, “Speaking of training, did you ever send Ciupan an update? He’s back in town now.”
Izuku frowned and tried to remember if he’d ever responded to the text his vigilante phone had gotten while they’d been kidnapped. When he couldn’t pull up any specific memory of doing so, he slipped one strap off his shoulders and swung his backpack around to unzip it and dig out the burner phone.
Once he had it freed and turned on, he texted his mentor. “Not sure if Eraser updated you on what happened, but I’m not cleared for training yet.” When they didn’t receive a response by the time they reached the locker room, Izuku reluctantly turned the device off and hid it away again.
After checking that they were alone, Izuku made quick work of changing. They ran into a snag though. “Come on, where is it?”
“I remember you putting both in there this morning,” Ekikyō said.
“Yeah, well, now there’s only one!” Izuku waved the singular compression sleeve for emphasis.
“Maybe it fell out when—”
Izuku groaned. “When I dug out my vigilante phone. Damn it.” The missing compression sleeve could be halfway across the building if that was the case, and with classes letting out, it very likely wouldn’t still be there if they went looking now. The idea of leaving the locker room with his arms bared made Izuku feel antsy and uncomfortable. But they couldn’t just stay in here either. Other people would be here eventually.
Should they just call it? Change back into their uniform and go to the apartment for another set? Training would be half over by the time they made it back though.
A gentle prod at his mind drew Izuku out of his thoughts.
“I could try something?” Ekikyō volunteered.
Izuku didn’t know what Ekikyō could do to help in this situation, but he gave silent permission anyway.
Slime shifted through their body to concentrate in their arms before the skin there stung. Izuku grimaced for a second before the sensation dulled into numbness. Then he frowned down at their arms, still distantly feeling the movement of their slime where it tugged at the edge of his awareness. From shoulders to wrists, their arms were covered in a shifting layer of green. As he watched, the layer darkened, growing more opaque.
“My slime doesn’t have to be inside your body to condense it,” Ekikyō said as the slime on their skin stilled, looking almost like rubber or neoprene.
Izuku moved his arms experimentally. The dense layer of slime didn’t restrict his movement at all, though the lack of feeling was odd. Most importantly, he couldn’t see the underlying skin at all.
Another idea brushed against his mind, and Izuku hesitated only a moment before leaning on his friend. He closed their eyes as Ekikyō pulled him into a deep dive. He was still the primary influence, but Ekikyō was there too and with him the expansion of their senses. The skin of their arms was still numbed—by slime cells wrapped around individual sensory neurons and disrupting their signals—but they could feel the slime overlaying that skin now. They tracked how it slowly circulated to maintain oxygen levels in the tightly packed cells. The carefully slow movement was grounding, like bouncing their leg or tapping a pen.
Sure, they were nervous about being around Aizawa while so obviously using Ekikyō’s quirk, but they trusted he wouldn’t use Erasure or hurt them on purpose. They’d just have to hope no one looked too closely at their arms.
Aizawa was already leaning against the wall of the gym when they arrived, though he appeared to be asleep. Key word being appeared. “Problem Children, what are you doing?”
They stared at him for a moment before noticing one eye just barely cracked open. “Our stretches?”
Aizawa hummed lowly before properly opening his eyes and shifting away from the wall. He walked over to them with one eyebrow raised. “And the rest?”
They grinned sheepishly and held one arm up for Aizawa to inspect. “Lost a compression sleeve. We improvised.”
Aizawa took a closer look at their arm and carefully poked at the almost solid slime. “And this isn’t aggravating your arms? You mentioned they’re still sensitive.”
They shook their head. “No, the skin’s numbed right now, but there’s no bruising or physical damage from doing this.”
Aizawa studied their face for a moment before nodding. “Stretches are fine, and you can practice a few katas if you feel up to it. Stop when you get tired. And no sparring until your arms are settled enough to not need numbing. I don’t want you pushing through pain or being unable to tell if you get injured and need to stop.”
“We’d still be able to tell,” they replied, rolling their eyes. They didn’t argue though.
They lasted an hour before their body ran out of steam.
“Alright, Midoriya, time to call it a day,” Aizawa said, appearing behind them the second they stumbled.
Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t quite jump. They weren’t sure they had the energy to even if their externalized slime hadn’t told them he was approaching by the vibrations in the air. They let their shoulders sag and nodded as they turned to face him.
They straightened a little when Aizawa held a jelly pouch out to them. Quieter, to avoid Uraraka or Hitoshi hearing, he said, “Get some rest, you two. I’ll pick up Eri and start on dinner after finishing up here. The snack cabinet is stocked if you need it.”
“Okay.” They downed the jelly pouch as they moved, waving to Hitoshi and Uraraka before they left the gym. Izuku and Ekikyō took their time changing and separating their minds, wincing as they allowed feeling to return to their arms. They’d been careful, and there wasn’t any actual damage, but that didn’t stop their nerves from lodging a formal complaint. A very loud one at that.
They sighed and started the trek back to the teacher apartments, pausing just long enough to wave at Maiko as she walked past with Kayama. They tried not to laugh at how disgruntled their friend looked in the seifuku required by whatever middle school she’d been enrolled in. Then they slipped into their apartment and toed their way around the meowing cats that greeted them.
The sofa was just as comfortable to sink into as they remembered. They curled up under their blanket and fell asleep to three sets of paws tromping over them to stake their own claims. As Maneki curled against the back of their neck, Izuku decided today had been good. Despite all the little things that reminded him of how things had changed, how he and Ekikyō had changed, they still fit here. They belonged.
Ekikyō wordlessly agreed.
If only good things could last.
Outtakes:
Oguro: gets Izuku’s text “What the hell happened?” spams Eraserhead with only slightly concerned texts
Aizawa: stares at his phone buzzing repeatedly and sighs “Just when I was getting used to the quiet…”
Nezu: watching back the camera footage of the library and laughing
Nezu: uploads the footage to the teacher chat “Aizawa, I do believe you have a budding conspiracy theorist in your class.”
Aizawa: “Why me?”
Kayama: “That’s hilarious. Higari, add it to the compilation.”
Maijima: “Done and done.”
Kurogiri: “Shigaraki Tomura?”
Shigaraki: without looking up from his handheld console “Yeah, Kurogiri?”
Kurogiri: “Before he was taken, Master gave me information on the possible whereabouts of a loyal follower of his who may prove of use.”
Shigaraki: pauses the game and looks at Kurogiri “A new recruitable character? I’m listening.”
Notes:
I've got my temporary(?) name for this arc in "Respite and Rough Waters," but I had an idea earlier this week. Now I'm tempted to change the arc name to "Winds of Change" or maybe "Wings of Change." We'll see. I'll let it simmer for now.
Also, thank you for all the drink recommendations last chapter. I'm going to have to figure out where to order different fruit juices, so I can try some of them out.
Chapter 108: A Great Shadow
Summary:
“Worry often gives a small thing a great shadow.” –unknown
Notes:
Very minor manga spoiler warning for 1 of the outtakes (not really any important manga plot but in chapter 399 they introduced a villain with the most delicious implied backstory, as their introductory nameplate plainly stated they're a mass murderer, and a very fun quirk). I just can't get over the possibility of the author of Complicated Creation possibly being prophetic in creating a zone in a major city that's almost entirely shut down and abandoned because of a lingering plant quirk's effect. xD
Also! We have new fanart! :D It's the scene at the end of chapter 101, a.k.a. Family 101. here
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Izuku swallowed. “Are you sure I have to go?”
Aizawa looked more tired than usual as he answered, “I’m sorry, kid. If I could get you out of this, I would have.”
Ekikyō pulled their face into a grimace. “I’m not sure which is worse: having to be there for Inko’s custody case or having to wear this scratchy shirt.”
Aizawa huffed a laugh and held out a small jar. “Need any hair gel? I stole Hizashi’s.”
Izuku pulled a face. Why use that stuff when they were just going to have to wash it out before bed? Their hair looked fine.
Ekikyō had been quiet and distant most of the morning, but he couldn’t pass up a good chance to rib his bodymate. “Kid, your hair’s a bush,” Ekikyō pointed out. Out loud he asked, “Can we give ourselves a mohawk?”
Aizawa gave them his best deadpan. “No.”
“What about anime protagonist hair? You know, like all spiked up and shit.”
“Still no. If I have to suffer through a normal hairstyle, so do you, Problem Children. Tradition matters to some judges. You don’t want to give them a reason to dislike you before they’ve even heard your case.”
“Fiiiiine,” Ekikyō said, rolling their eyes as they took the jar of hair gel from Aizawa’s hand.
Izuku and Ekikyō fiddled with their hair and the gel for ten minutes before deciding their hair was as “presentable” as it was getting. They both cringed at the feeling of the stiffening gel on their hands and eagerly got to scrubbing the stuff off in the sink. After checking their dress shirt one last time for any hair gel stains, they let out a long breath and left the bathroom.
Aizawa glanced up from the sofa when they entered the living room. “Ready?”
“As we’ll ever be.”
Eri stared up at them from where she was coloring at the coffee table. “You’ll come back?”
Izuku and Ekikyō swallowed. They weren’t sure how much of the situation Eri understood, but she did seem to get that this court date might take them away from their home here. They crouched down to better meet Eri’s eyes. “Of course, Eri.”
Ekikyō edged into control long enough to add, “You can’t get rid of us that easy, kiddo.”
Izuku smiled and continued a moment later, “No matter what happens today, I—we’ll always come back to see you, even if we don’t get to live here anymore.”
Eri stared up into their face for a few moments before looking down, fiddling with a crayon. When she next spoke, it was almost too quiet to hear. “Promise?”
Izuku and Ekikyō’s heart just about melted. Eri still had a hard time asking for things. They’d gotten better at telling when she wanted something or wanted to ask a question, but Eri asking without careful prompting was still incredibly rare.
“We promise,” they said together. They held an arm out, and they had an armful of Eri a second later. Izuku and Ekikyō hugged her and closed their eyes for a second. They’d keep their promise, even if they had to run away from Inko’s home again to keep it.
The moment was cut short by a knock on the door.
“That’ll be Togata,” Aizawa said, voice low and gentle. “Time to go, Problem Children.”
Izuku sighed, loosening their hold on Eri. They kissed her forehead before letting her go entirely. “Have fun with Mirio-senpai, Eri. We’ll see you soon.”
Eri nodded quietly before letting go of their shirt. (Hopefully, the judge wouldn’t care about a few tear stains and wrinkles.)
Izuku and Ekikyō stood and slowly walked over to where Aizawa stood in the genkan talking in hushed tones with Togata. Aizawa held out their suit jacket, and they reluctantly took the stiff garment.
“There are leftovers in the fridge for lunch. We should be back in time for dinner. She gets one of her vitamin gummies with her afternoon snack. And don’t give her sweets after 4:00, or you’ll be the one trying to put her to bed tonight,” Aizawa threatened with narrowed eyes.
Togata laughed sheepishly. “That was one time! I promise, I learned my lesson, Aizawa-sensei. Don’t worry about a thing. Eri and I will have a great day.”
Aizawa made a sound between a hum and a grumble as he stepped through the door. Izuku and Ekikyō moved to follow him, offering Togata a strained grin as they passed. “Don’t let the cats fool you. They've already been fed. They’ll get their dinner when we’re back.”
Togata nodded to them. “Good luck.”
“Thanks.”
One more step and the door to their—Aizawa’s—apartment closed behind them. They hoped it wasn’t for the last time.
Instead of heading for Aizawa’s car, the pair headed for the section of the parking lot with the school’s buses and vans. Nezu, Recovery Girl, Hound Dog, and Power Loader were waiting for them beside one of the smaller vans. Izuku almost stopped walking at the odd sight of Maijima-sensei in a suit and without his helmet. Hound Dog’s change in appearance was almost as bewildering, though he still wore the muzzle from his hero costume. Recovery Girl was even wearing a dress and held a cane that wasn’t needle-shaped. This was so weird.
Nezu was the only one present who looked at home in his outfit, but he wore a suit every day. The chimera bobbed his head in a greeting as they approached. “I believe that’s everyone. Shall we?”
The following drive passed in anxious silence…until Nezu leaned over to drop something in their lap. Jolted out of their thoughts, the pair looked down to see what looked like a fabric bracelet. When they picked it up, they realized that there was a marble or bead within the tube-like bracelet that they could move freely within the confines of the fabric. Izuku gave his teacher a confused look.
“Much quieter and more discreet than your fidget ball,” Nezu said by way of explanation. “You certainly couldn’t bring that into the courtroom.”
Recalling how loud the ball had been in the dunderground clinic that one time, Izuku grimaced. Yeah, that wouldn’t have gone over well with a judge. “Thanks,” he said, sliding the slightly stretchy material over his wrist to rest beside his tracker. A brief glance at the numbers made him grimace again. His heart rate was higher than he liked, though the tracker wasn’t vibrating yet.
Slime squeezed gently under their skin, and their heartbeat stuttered for a fraction of a second before settling into a slower rhythm. “You’ll be okay, Izuku; these guys are heroes. If they’re half as good as you think they are, you won’t be going back to Inko and her neglect,” Ekikyō said, pressing close enough mentally for Izuku to feel his friend’s determination.
Izuku wasn’t entirely sure if that was what he wanted, but he didn’t not want to stay away from his mom either. The adults would be deciding for him anyway, so why bother analyzing whether or not he wanted to go back…“Home” didn’t feel right anymore. He wasn’t sure when the last time he’d felt at home in his mom’s apartment had been.
For now, he let himself sink into his friend’s assurance and closed his eyes. He focused on their breathing and the slide of the marble—he was pretty sure it was a marble—around their bracelet as he fiddled with it.
All too soon Izuku had to open his eyes again and step out of the van. They were here—Izuku (and Ekikyō, though only Aizawa, Nezu, Recovery Girl, and Hound Dog knew that) as the party in question. Aizawa was here as his current UA-appointed guardian. Recovery Girl was here as his doctor and a witness. (Izuku wished Cross could be here, but he knew all the reasons that would be a bad idea.) Hound Dog was here as his therapist. Nezu and Maijima-sensei were here as his teachers and witnesses. Nezu also technically represented the party suing for custody (plaintiff?) as the head of the investigation that led to Inko losing custody in the first place and the principle of UA, which currently held his custody. Detective Tsukauchi, Nezu’s lawyer, and Izuku’s case worker should be here too, though they were arriving separately.
As Izuku and Ekikyō stepped inside past the heavy wooden doors, Izuku wondered who would be on his mom’s side of the case. Then he was busy removing his tracker and bracelet to put in a bin for the x-ray screening. Aizawa had warned him before they left not to bring any of their cellphones. Apparently, anything that could be used as a recording device was prohibited in courthouses. Unless you had a hero license, of course.
Izuku watched Aizawa show the security official his id; the guard then supervised as Aizawa switched his phone to Alerts Only Mode (a setting like airplane mode, which disabled all apps and recording functionality but still allowed the device to receive emergency-level HeroNet alerts and calls for backup within a certain radius). Izuku and Ekikyō tore their eyes away from their guardian when the guard indicated for them to step through the metal detector. A few moments later they were retrieving their tracker and fidget bracelet.
Once everyone in their party was through security, they proceeded to their assigned room. The custody hearing was in one of the smaller rooms rather than the building’s main courtroom. That space was reserved for larger, juried cases and usually criminal ones. Inko would eventually stand trial there for child neglect, but with how backed up the courts were with criminal and villain cases, it would be a long while yet. Custody hearings could be scheduled much quicker, as long as neither party demanded the hearing have a jury.
They were only here today because the criminal trial was so far out. With the whole “innocent until proven guilty” thing, his mom had the right to petition for returned custody until her criminal trial. She had, and now they were here.
Izuku was uncertain how to feel about being in the same room as his mom again. He hadn’t seen her since his birthday, and her prejudiced comments about Hitoshi then made their blood boil to think about even months later. He still missed her though.
He was 99% sure that Aunt Mitsuki would be here too, and that was an even more confusing tangle of emotions. He had some good memories of her and Uncle Masaru, but how had they missed what Katsuki had become? (Izuku was just happy that Aizawa’s restraining order against Katsuki would prevent any chance of him being here.)
As the door to the hearing room opened, Izuku and Ekikyō took a deep breath. Whatever happened, they’d face it together.
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The reinforced door closed behind Keigo, neatly cutting off all sound from the hall. He schooled his feathers and face into unconcerned smoothness. He hated soundproofed rooms, but he knew better than to show it. At least this room had windows.
He took a quick inventory of the space with his eyes and feathers, noting his handler standing behind the President and off to one side. His expression was as grim as ever—at this point, Keigo wasn’t convinced the man could smile—but the President looked…displeased as well. She had yet to acknowledge his presence, too engrossed with whatever she was reading on her computer, even though she’d been the one to summon him here.
Keigo mentally reviewed the last week, wondering if he’d made a mistake that was about to come back to bite him in the ass. “You wanted to see me, Madam President?” he asked, keeping his tone light but more subdued than he would in public.
The President glanced up from her computer’s screen for a moment before returning her eyes to the computer. “Hawks, we have your next mission ready.”
Keigo straightened and kept his face carefully blank. “Missions” were a mixed bag. Some weren’t too bad. Retrieve or plant a piece of evidence, monitor this person for a week and report back, track down this villain. Others were. Deliver a threat, retrieve an asset, silence a problem. Reading the room, this was one of the less pleasant variety.
“You will be joining the League of Villains.”
Keigo blinked at the President. He’d be doing what now? “Isn’t there already a search team? With Gran Torino and them?”
Keigo’s handler narrowed his eyes. “And how would you know that? It was never disclosed.”
Keigo pressed his lips in a thin line and kept his wings carefully still. What was a tactful way to say he overheard some agents talking about a classified case by the water cooler? The fact the water cooler in question was on the opposite end of the building from where he’d been at the time was beside the point.
Thankfully, the President didn’t seem ruffled by his having knowledge he wasn’t supposed to. “As you just demonstrated, Hawks, you’ve got sharp eyes and ears. We were unprepared at Kamino, UA pushing to rescue those kidnapped boys as quickly as possible. Our intelligence was lacking, we underestimated our enemy, and we paid the price in lives and infrastructure.” The President looked up from her computer again to meet Keigo’s eyes. “As I’m sure you’re aware, intelligence is power, and we’ll need more of it to dismantle this shadow organization.”
Keigo’s handler took over then. “The Nomu, especially. They’re bioengineered. Is All for One’s power all that’s needed to create them? Are there other requirements and factors…”
Keigo caught his feathers ruffling and smoothed them back down. Why did the Commission need to know how to make Nomu?
His handler continued, “Until we know the ins and outs of The League, we’re doomed to make the same mistakes again.”
“As you’re aware, there are other avenues of investigation open right now,” The President said. “But they are…less than satisfactory, and the parties managing that reconnaissance aren’t entirely trustworthy or forthcoming.”
Oh, was that irritation Keigo detected in the President’s voice? Very few people could get under her skin like that. He could only think of two or three offhand. “What about the people The League hurts while I’m infiltrating?” Keigo asked. “Do I just turn a blind eye to that?”
Keigo’s handler gives him a deadpan stare. “You can and you will. That’s why we called you in.”
Ah. His first instinct was right after all. Even if the HPSC itself wasn’t putting out a hit this time, Keigo was going to have more blood on his hands. Not like they weren’t already as red as his feathers.
The President nodded to Keigo’s handler, and the man picked up a folder from the corner of the President’s desk before walking it over to Keigo. “There will be no honor or accolades in it for you. Set your sights on the long game and act accordingly. There’s no better man for the job, as we see it.” Of course, they didn’t. They were the ones who’d trained him.
Keigo nodded and took the case file. “Is this really necessary?” Wasn’t there anyone less conspicuous or more experienced they could send?
“We wouldn’t suggest it otherwise,” the President said. Read: the other agents were already engaged elsewhere. “By infiltrating their organization, we’ll be able to get them both from within and without.”
A “suggestion?” Really? Suggestions implied choice—or a passing of blame should things go wrong. Keigo knew he couldn’t refuse, not when the President held his jesses. However unlikely The League was to accept a hero of his rank poking around, Keigo had to make it work, lest he go the way of his predecessors. He might hate being a glorified falconer’s bird, but it was better than being a jailbird or dead.
He bowed, flaring his wings slightly for balance as he ducked his head against any chance of bitterness or resignation showing on his face. “If getting my hands dirty…” The “for you” was implied. “Can somehow bring everyone peace of mind, I’ll gladly take on this task.” Once certain he had his expression under control, he rose and turned to leave.
As he reached the door, the President spoke once more. “And Hawks? Do keep an eye out for Nezu’s plant in The League. The rat has gone to a lot of trouble to hide them, and I want to know why.”
It was Nezu then, not All Might or the World Hero Association that had irked her. Good to know. “Of course, Madam President. I’ll review the files and begin at once.” When no further instructions were given, he slipped from the room with its soundproof walls. He allowed himself a relieved breath as the outside world’s sound returned and the door clicked shut behind him.
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Izuku wasn’t sure he’d ever been so relieved to leave a room before in his life.
Ekikyō scoffed and replayed a few memories of Izuku fleeing his middle school classroom.
Okay, Izuku hadn’t ever been so relieved to leave a room that didn’t have Bakugo Katsuki in it before.
Ekikyō rolled their eyes but didn’t comment further.
The judge had ruled in Nezu’s favor. Izuku and Ekikyō were staying at UA, with Aizawa and Eri. Izuku hadn’t expected to feel so relieved.
Was it a bad thing that he was?
Ekikyō pressed closer mentally and hugged him for what felt like the dozenth time today. “Hey, you’re allowed to feel relieved. You almost had to leave Dadzawa and your sort of little sister. And the cats. I don’t think they’d forgive us if we left again so soon after getting back.”
Izuku hummed, allowing himself a small grin as he leaned back on his friend, letting their edges blur together. “True.”
They both relaxed like that for a while before Ekikyō pulled back slightly. “I think this calls for some celebration.” When Izuku sent him a silent question, Ekikyō slid into control long enough to ask, “Hey, Aizawa, do we have the ingredients to make mochi at home?”
Aizawa turned around to look at them from his spot in the front seat and raised an eyebrow at them. “I think so. Why?”
Ekikyō smiled and asked, “Think we could make some tonight?”
Aizawa studied them for a moment longer before relenting. “I don’t see why not.”
Izuku pushed a mental image of a high-five at his friend. They both loved mochi, though they had different tastes when it came to flavors. (Izuku still shuddered when he recalled the awful, bitter taste of the coffee mochi.) He frowned as a thought occurred to him. “What flavor do you think Eri would like?”
Aizawa considered for a few seconds before answering, “She seems partial to apple anything, so that should be a safe bet.”
Huh, he’d never had apple mochi before. Neither had Ekikyō. They grinned, looking forward to trying something new alongside their family.
Outtakes:
The year before Alerts Only Mode was invented, in a courtroom during a highly publicized court case…
All Might: on the witness stand “Yes, that’s right. I rescued Harada-san from the second-story window. The building collapsed as I was delivering him to paramedics. Then—”
Random civilian with flowers in his hair: bursts into the room “All Might, help!”
All Might: appears beside the civilian “What’s the matter, citizen?”
Random civilian: “Tokyo is under attack! The southwestern wards are—” coughs “It’s Kunieda…” falls over
All Might: stares in horror as he realizes the flowers in the man’s hair are not, in fact, a part of the man’s quirk
The rest of the courtroom: scream and hurriedly get as far away from the collapsed man—and the pollen from the flowers in his hair—as possible
All Might: glances at the judge
The judge: waves him out with a pale face “Go.”
HPSC member a few hours later: “Maybe publicizing exactly when Japan’s strongest hero is going to be offline and unavailable for several hours wasn’t the brightest idea…”
HPSC president: stares out the window at the vegetation covering half the buildings in view, some of it burning now that Endeavor’s collapsed agency had been dug out and its heroes rescued, and the smog of pollen still lingering in the air out over Tokyo Bay “You think?”
Izuku and Ekikyō: change accent, inflection, and body language when alternating who’s speaking out loud with their body
Izuku and Ekikyō: holding conversations while around others more and more frequently as they get comfortable
UA teachers not in the know: are concerned
Nezu: “Hm, I should do something about that before someone suggests something drastic. I’m not in the mood to hide a body should Aizawa overhear.”
Aizawa: shoves the last tray in the freezer before turning to look at his three gremlins “Alright, go get cleaned up while those set. I’ll take care of the dishes.”
Izuku and Ekikyō: grin despite the sweet rice flour that has somehow gotten into their hair and smudged across their face “Got it D—Aizawa. Come on, Eri. Let’s go wash up.”
Eri: is covered in just as much sweet rice flour “Then we can eat mochi?”
Izuku and Ekikyō: beam “Yep. Then we eat mochi. The first ones we finished should be ready by then, though the last tray will need more time.”
Aizawa: smiles watching his kids in their matching aprons walk down the hall “I wonder where Nemuri found an apron that small…” shakes his head and starts cleaning the food processor
Komainu: sits politely at Aizawa’s feet and meows once
Aizawa: sighs and lowers a spoon with some pureed apple on it for Komainu to lick “Don’t tell the others.”
Notes:
The funny thing about the Commission bit? Almost all of the dialogue is word for word from the manga (chapters 191 & 192). They are so sketch. And after reading the theory that the HPSC wants to make their own Nomu in See You Through the Trees, I can't unsee it. (I mean, why wouldn't they want completely loyal and multi-quirked super soldiers? Totally avoids the chance of a Nagant betrayal repeat.)
I might be a bit slower reading comments this week. I have cooking to do after posting this, and I have to figure out how to properly slice up a pumpkin (for cooking, not a jack-o-lantern) and store the extra. I got a fairytale pumpkin (1 of the varieties better for cooking purposes), but it's so pretty I almost hate to chop it up. It's still orange, but has this really pretty grey-ish blue cast to it. Might have to get another one to use for decoration.
Chapter 109: Hope Deferred
Summary:
“Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but a longing fulfilled is a tree of life.” —Proverbs 13:12
Notes:
A great song for this whole arc is "Beautifully Broken" by Plumb. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y5pVpr_McSE It fits so well with both Eri and Izuku post-Hassaikai.
Important note: I added an outtake each to chapters 106 & 108 this morning. The new one for 106 had been nagging at me for weeks, and I finally decided to go back and add it in. The one for 108 I wrote for this chapter, but it fit a lot better at the end of last chapter. Probably want to check that one out before reading this chapter. It makes the meeting at the beginning make a bit more sense.
As always, thank you, Speed, for being a wonderful beta.
Your tears give me life.Your help is much appreciated and makes me feel more confident posting, especially after how much I had to shake Yagi this chapter. shakes AM like a Boggle tray with the lid on to try to get his dialogue to flow smoothlyVery minor manga 397-398 spoiler in referencing some of AM's backstory for a few sentences halfway in, not anything major to the manga's plot though. (I could probably do without the spoiler warning, but I don't want anyone reading that part thinking I came up with it when it's 100% Horikoshi. The fact it's now canon makes it so much more funny. xD)
Anyway, please enjoy this 4.9k word chapter. Until next time! o/
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Shota rubbed his eyes as he closed the packet of papers before him.
“That covers next term’s schedule and budget,” Nezu said, somehow still chipper.
Shota wondered if Nezu’s quirk wasn’t intelligence but absorbing energy from other peoples’ suffering.
“Next, Aizawa, I believe you have a proposal?”
Taking his cue, Aizawa straightened and said, “I’d like to recommend a transfer to the hero course, or would it be an addition?”
Nezu tilted his head slightly and hummed. “Addition seems more appropriate, as he’d be adding the heroics classes but keeping his analysis coursework as well. Ideally. If it proves too much with his current extracurriculars, I can move one or two of the courses to over winter break, since he wouldn’t have his license to take an internship yet.”
Cementoss raised an eyebrow. “As wonderful as that plan sounds…who are we talking about?”
Shota grinned. “Midoriya Izuku.”
Yagi sputtered and coughed while the rest of Shota’s colleagues stared at him. Nemuri found her voice first. “Shota, sweetie, it’s wonderful to see a kid’s caught your eye, but you know parents aren’t allowed to recommend their kids.”
Shota’s grin didn’t budge. “I can’t recommend my kid for the recommendation exam. There’s no rule that says I can’t recommend a UA-appointed ward for a transfer exam.” His smile did fall now. “Midoriya has been targeted and almost killed by Shigaraki twice, kidnapped by Overhaul, and kill—” Shota paused to swallow. “—tortured for a week, all in the last six months. He needs to learn to better defend himself and have the tools and legal standing to do so without pushback. Support gear and a hero license will do that. And he’s a good kid. He’s got solid morals, a strategic mind, more kindness than he probably should, and at least a year’s training in self-defense and combat.”
Maijima leaned back in his chair and stared. “That’s high praise coming from you, Aizawa.”
"He has more confidence than at the beginning of the year. I'll sign off on it, as long as the pup wants to transfer," Hound Dog said with a warning growl.
Shota nodded. "I intend to talk to him after everything's been approved."
Vlad gave Shota a skeptical look. “It’s highly unusual to recommend someone who didn’t even make the podium at the Sports Festival, you know.”
“That would be my own failing,” Nezu admitted, chipper tone disappearing for the first time today. “I sensed there was something amiss between Midoriya and Bakugo but not the severity of the matter. I may have…skewed the odds to see them face each other.”
Several people around the conference table winced. Knowing what they did now of Midoriya and Bakugo’s relationship, no one blamed the kid for forfeiting.
Nezu shook his fur out and continued, “Take his performance in the first and second rounds as the proper showing of his talents.”
Vlad conceded that point and turned thoughtful before asking, “Think he’ll be ready for the end-of-term joint training? That would be a good test of his ability to operate in a team and against multiple opponents.”
Yagi looked between Vlad and Nezu in confusion. “Just like that? You’re not concerned about—”
“Yagi,” Shota interrupted, pinning the former Number One under a warning glare. “If you know what’s good for you, you’ll stop there.”
“I assure you, Yagi, Midoriya-kun is more than capable of keeping up with his peers. He still bests Shinso and Uraraka in many of their after school spars…with quirks allowed. Without quirks, he wins more often than not.”
Shota grinned. “Who do you think trained them for the Sports Festival?”
Yagi looked startled and a little unsettled by the idea, but he didn’t protest further.
Shota sighed, knowing the man wasn’t totally convinced. “I have an itemized assessment I can hand out at the end. Vlad, the joint training should work. The teams would be uneven with Bakugo expelled anyway. I’ll still need to file the paperwork and get the proposal past the board and Commission before we can test him, and you know how they like to drag their feet. Here’s hoping, two and a half months is enough time.”
“I’ll send in a few more routine items when you submit your proposal and pressure them to return the whole batch in a timely manner,” Nezu said, tone chipper once more at the prospect of inconveniencing the board into doing their jobs.
“With that decided, the next order of business is an old one, but it may become very relevant in the near future: The Vigilante Reform Program.”
“This old thing again?” Maijima asked. “I thought you gave up after the tenth time the Commission shot it down.”
“Yes, but that was before Bakugo Katsuki.”
Hound Dog leaned forward. “How’s the little scrapper doing at Shiketsu?”
Nezu grinned. “From the last update Entado-san sent me, he’s doing quite well. He still has a ways to go, especially in therapy, but he’s optimistic the boy will graduate their Vigilante Revision Course with full marks.”
Snipe nodded. “So ya plan on using Bakugo’s success and the fact UA had to send such a ‘promising’ student away to get ‘im into a program to twist their arm?”
Nezu smiled with all of his teeth. “Precisely.”
Ectoplasm shifted in his seat. “I understand taking advantage of favorable circumstances, but why now and not once Bakugo graduates? Surely him completing the program would be an even stronger argument?”
Nezu nodded approvingly at the observation. “Because we may need the program much sooner.” That sparked a round of murmurs. Nezu allowed it for a few moments before tapping his paw on the stack of papers beside his spot at the table.
Shota passed the papers out for his boss, tucking his face into his capture weapon to hide a smirk. He always loved a good logical ruse.
“What have you heard of the vigilante known as Naisho?”
Several people around the table gave each other confused looks. Maijima finally broke the silence to ask, “Isn’t he the Musutafu vigilante the Commission put out a reward on?”
That seemed to spark some recognition in the others. Yagi nodded and rubbed a finger along his chin. “Yes, the one Stain called a hero. I thought it odd the Commission set his reward so high considering there haven’t been any major crimes associated with Naisho. You know, besides the vigilantism.”
“Correct,” Nezu said. “Now before we continue, I must remind you of the non-disclosure agreements you all signed when you came to work for UA. If any of the information we’re about to discuss makes it to outside ears, I will find who’s responsible, and I will make you regret it.” The smile that followed was more a showing of teeth than anything cheerful. When there—wisely—weren’t any protests, Nezu clapped his paws. “Now! Let’s review our reform candidate’s resume, shall we?”
In the packets Shota had handed out was a detailed list of his and Naisho’s interactions and Naisho’s actions and training in the field. Gokaku had his own section in the folder too. The packet covered everything from Shota’s first encounter with the kid when rescuing Maneki to the ongoing undercover operation with The League as well as a rough timeline including such details as Oguro's meeting and training Naisho and Naisho's encounter with Stain.
No real names were used…until the very end.
It was easy to tell when people reached that part by the sounds of surprise and, in Yagi’s case, a coughing fit.
“Shota! You didn’t tell me you had a mini-me!” Nemuri exclaimed, feigning hurt.
“You didn’t ask,” Shota countered, still grinning.
Thirteen raised their hand to get the table’s attention. “Wait, if Midoriya is Naisho, then is he really guilty of committing any crimes?”
Yagi, who had been staring at the packet like it had turned his world upside down, blinked and gave her a confused look. “Why wouldn’t he be?”
Hizashi couldn’t help himself, laughing as he answered, “Because he’s quirkless, Yagi. Legally, vigilantism is illegal use of one’s quirk for heroic actions.”
Yagi’s eyes widened as he finally got it.
Shota’s face split into one of his signature smiles. “Precisely.”
Yagi looked back to the dossier with equal parts wonder and curiosity. “Young Midoriya really did all this?”
“And more,” Nezu affirmed. “He didn’t run every patrol with Aizawa. These are only the actions we have verified.”
“He’s a sweet kid,” Keizō said. “I take it this Reform Program is a failsafe then?”
Nezu nodded. “I’ve already sent in my proposal for UA’s Vigilante Reform Program. As soon as we get word back on it, Aizawa will send in his proposal for a more direct transfer.”
Snipe whistled. “Potential poor publicity and the loss of revenue that sending away another future Top Ten hero entails or poor publicity and loss of revenue for accusations of quirkism. The Board’s caught either way if they refuse. You must really be impressed with this kid, Eraser. I know you hate dealing with that snake’s nest and their politics.”
“Midoriya’s worth it. He’s good,” Shota restated the obvious. “He deserves a chance.”
Lunch Rush tapped on the table to gain everyone’s attention before signing, “And what of Motsu?”
“That situation is more complex,” Nezu said, looking over his own copy of the rap sheet included in the packet of papers. “While Motsu is responsible for several counts of murder and manslaughter, multiple counts of aggravated assault, and two counts of kidnapping minors, he also wasn’t in his right mind for the vast majority of those, dealing with Trigger-induced quirk withdrawal as he was. Motsu is more stable now with a steady, safe way to use his quirk. He hasn’t committed any major crimes since reaching his agreement with Midoriya, and he has saved multiple lives and provided us with good intelligence since doing so."
Nezu scratched the side of his muzzle. "Sadly, that’s no absolution. While his crimes demand recompense, finding a satisfactory means of exacting it without either harming his host or forcing him back into quirk withdrawal is proving a problem.” Nezu shook his head. “Given his good behavior the last few months, I’m considering entering him in the VRP as well, though he would need to be under tighter restrictions than Midoriya. For now, we’ve assigned Motsu the role of underground informant, at least on paper.”
The meeting moved on from there to other topics, but Shota had a feeling he wasn't the only one still thinking about UA's little vigilante. He watched Yagi out of the corner of his eye as the retired pro continued flipping through Midoriya’s file with a worryingly thoughtful expression.
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Izuku and Ekikyō walked through UA's main building looking for Aizawa. The staff meeting had ended over an hour ago—as proven by Hitoshi texting them that he was going on patrol with Midnight earlier—but their guardian hadn't returned to the apartment yet.
Izuku knew Aizawa and Nezu intended to read the rest of the staff in on who he was—who they were—in that meeting, so they didn’t have to worry so much about hiding from the adults on campus. Nezu had told them that they’d been significantly more conspicuous since returning from the Hassaikai compound, though they couldn’t figure out what he meant. Whatever Nezu saw, he thought the other teachers would be able to tell something was up before long too. They’d reluctantly trusted his judgment.
If Aizawa didn’t come back right away after the meeting, did that mean someone hadn’t taken the reveal well? Was he busy putting out fires or talking his colleagues down from arresting them on sight? They hadn’t run into any other teachers yet on their search, but they scanned the hallways warily, more uncertain of their reception here than they’d been in months.
They worried their lip and tried not to think about the creeping discomfort under their anxiety that told them they were nearing the limits of Ekikyō's quirk. (They also didn't think about how that limit had jumped from 14 days and change to a solid 17 after their time with Overhaul.) They could wait until they found Aizawa. They really wanted a spotter for their first de-possession since leaving the hospital. Just in case.
"Maybe we should convince Dadzawa to wear a tracker too," Ekikyō suggested. "It would sure be faster than searching the entire campus or waiting for him to wake up from whatever nap he's taking to check his phone."
Izuku shrugged. "Maybe? I doubt he'd go for it though."
“Oh, Young Midoriya.”
Izuku and Ekikyō flinched at the familiar and unwelcome voice. They turned around to see All Might in his skinny form standing in the corridor behind them, closing and locking the door to an office. “All Might,” they cautiously greeted.
All Might waved a hand dismissively. “Please, my hero days are over. I’m just Yagi Toshinori now.”
They slowly nodded and shuffled their feet, wanting to leave. They were already physically uncomfortable from needing to separate soon and anxious over the teachers knowing their secret identities; they didn’t need social anxiety or the bad memories Al—Yagi brought up right now too.
Yagi studied them for a moment before asking, “Is Motsu here too?”
Ah, that’s why Yagi was so intent on them. Learning one of the students here sometimes had an extra person tagging along must have been weird. “Yes, it’s both of us right now.” Another bout of discomfort rippled through them, and they decided to get back on task. “Um, have you seen Aizawa?”
Yagi narrowed his eyes in thought for a moment. “Last I saw he was working through a stack of paperwork in the teacher’s lounge.”
They nodded and turned away. “Great. Thanks.” They started to fast-walk down the hall.
“Ah, I was headed that way myself,” Yagi said, sheepishly as he fell into step beside them, keeping up with barely any effort. “I’ll walk with you.”
“Curse him and his freakishly long legs,” Ekikyō grumbled in the safety of their mind.
Izuku silently agreed but held his tongue. Maybe they could just walk in silence?
That hope died a swift death as Yagi started talking again. “Aizawa and Nezu warned you about the staff meeting earlier?”
Seeing no point in lying, Izuku nodded. “Yeah. The teachers all know about Naisho and Gokaku now?”
Yagi nodded in turn. “Yes, and I must say, I’m impressed.”
Izuku nearly tripped, but Ekikyō fixed their posture and caught them. “What?”
Yagi…blushed? “Ah, well, you see when I was about your age, I contemplated becoming a vigilante too…”
Wait, what?!
“I didn’t have my quirk yet—Ah! I was a very late bloomer! I didn’t even know I had a quirk until halfway through high school!” Yagi hurried to add while waving his hands, as if that made any of this better. His expression turned serious again as he looked forward once more. “But…At the time, I’d lost everything and everyone important to me. I had nothing left to lose. So, when a group of thugs looted my neighborhood, I picked up a pipe and fought.”
Izuku and Ekikyō stared at Yagi, unable to envision All Might quirkless and beating up criminals with a length of pipe. It just didn’t compute. Hatsume must have been working on a portal device, and they’d accidentally stepped through into an alternate reality. Or maybe the device had exploded and given them a concussion, and this whole conversation was a fever dream.
Yagi chuckled to himself. “I wasn’t very good at it, but a hero turned up and finished off the villains before they could corner me. She ended up agreeing to train me—after some begging—and then I got my quirk. I’ll admit, after so long I forgot what it was like being that quirkless kid who’d lost everything and had no power and decided to fight anyway.” Yagi sighed.
“The point is…I think I was hasty when we spoke last year. It’s clear to me now that you’ve got the heart of a hero, and I’m glad to see I didn’t break it. Even after I denounced your dream, you found your own way to save people, people I would never have been able to help.”
Izuku swallowed, unsure where the sudden lump in their throat had come from. “B-but I—”
Yagi shook his head, smiling now. “Your friend, Motsu?”
Slime bristled under their skin, and they tensed.
Yagi’s smile only grew brighter. “You changed his heart. You gave him hope. You even made the Hero Killer reevaluate his morals!”
Was…was Yagi fanboying? No, there was no way. They had to be misunderstanding. This could not be happening. What was happening?!
“I’ve never been so happy to be proven wrong, I think. You’re already a hero in all the ways that matter; I can see why Aizawa wants you in his class.”
Could this conversation please stop giving them whiplash? “What do you mean?”
Yagi’s eyes widened and he sputtered a cough, a cough with blood in it.
Izuku and Ekikyō panicked a little and frantically searched their pockets for a tissue. (They’d made sure to start carrying some after Eri moved in with them. How did little kids produce so much snot when they weren’t even sick?) Finally finding one, they shoved it at Yagi.
The man gratefully took it and continued coughing for a minute. After getting his breathing back under control, the man apologized, “I’m sorry. I wasn’t supposed to mention that.”
“No, you weren’t.”
Both (all three) of them jumped at the unexpected deadpan. They spun toward the voice and saw Aizawa watching them from the doorway to the teacher’s lounge. He had his arms crossed and a supremely unimpressed look on his face.
“Aizawa!” Yagi exclaimed.
“Yagi.” Aizawa gave the skinny blonde a look before turning his gaze to Izuku and Ekikyō. “Problem Children, you were looking for me?”
“Er, yes? But what did Yagi mean by—” They abruptly cut themselves off when Aizawa raised a hand.
“We’ll talk at home, not in the middle of the hallway where anyone could overhear us,” he said, shooting Yagi another venomous glance before brushing past him to start walking the way they’d come from.
Izuku and Ekikyō hurried to join him, looking back at Yagi in confusion one last time before focusing on their guardian.
A comfortable silence hung between them until they exited the main building. Then Aizawa asked, “Why were you two looking for me?”
They scratched at the back of their neck. “Ah, it’s…well, um…” They bit their lip, suddenly feeling silly for being worried about separating and wanting Aizawa to be there. They were a teenager and an adult. They shouldn’t need someone to hold their hand for something they’ve done dozens of times before.
A hand found their right shoulder, dragging them from their self-recrimination. “Problem Children?”
“It’s stupid,” they admitted, lowering their eyes to scan the sidewalk.
“Doesn’t matter if it is. I can’t tell you how many times I’ve had to rescue Hizashi from spiders smaller than my thumbnail, and I still climbed out of bed, went over to his apartment, and tossed the spider outside every time he called. Whatever’s bothering you kids, I’ll help if I can.”
Izuku and Ekikyō flinched as another jolt traveled through them, and they swallowed down a sudden swell of nausea. They glanced around to ensure no one else was in earshot before whispering, “Um, we’re almost out of time with Ekikyō’s quirk. We need to de-possess.”
Aizawa squeezed their shoulder. “You want me there?”
They nodded, unable to bring themselves to meet their guardian’s eyes.
“Okay. We can talk about what Yagi said after you two are comfortable. You want to do this in your room, or is the living room fine? Is Eri still at Togata’s dorm?”
Relief welled up in their chest along with that warm feeling Izuku still didn’t want to name. “Living room’s fine. Yeah, she’s with Togata. He mentioned visiting 1-A though, so they might be there instead of the 3-B dorm.”
“Hm. Hopefully, the building is still standing by dinnertime.”
Izuku snickered at Aizawa’s lack of faith in his class. “I’m sure they’ll be careful with Eri there,” he said, intentionally ignoring the chaotic influence that was Togata Mirio.
Aizawa let go of their shoulder to ruffle their hair. Companionable silence fell once more. They made it back to the teacher apartments and settled on their sofa before either of them spoke again. “Anything I need to know?” Aizawa asked.
Izuku and Ekikyō shook their head. “No, it should be like back at the hospital. Izuku might be dizzy or have low blood pressure for a few minutes, but we should both be okay.”
Aizawa nodded. “Alright. Ready when you two are.”
Izuku and Ekikyō took a steadying breath and nodded back, giving their guardian a wobbly grin. Then they focused on themselves. There was still an irrational anxiousness at the thought of separating, but it was less terrifying than it had been at the hospital. They shifted sideways until they could feel Aizawa’s arm pressed against theirs. With that grounding sensation, they peeled their minds apart, and Ekikyō began de-possessing Izuku.
The disorientation wasn’t nearly as bad as it was the day they were rescued, Izuku’s balance only wavering for a few seconds. Then he focused on breathing and paying attention to the way thei—Ekikyō’s slime moved during the process, committing to memory how it painlessly undid the modifications to various organs as the last of it left his system. In just under a minute, it was done.
Izuku leaned back against the sofa and breathed and waited out the lightheadedness. He grinned when a familiar cat used the distraction to claim his lap. “Hi, Maneki,” he said, a little annoyed with how breathless the words came out.
Aizawa sighed beside him. “Problem Child, lie down and put your legs up on the armrest. It’ll help even your blood pressure out faster. I don’t like your color right now.”
Izuku grumbled but did as Aizawa said, setting his head on his guardian’s lap as Ekikyō helped lift his legs up over the far armrest. Maneki stretched out to sprawl across his chest, purring. Izuku grinned and ran a hand down her back before glancing up at Aizawa. “I’m fine, really.” Maybe this position helped with the lightheadedness, but it would have faded on its own in a few minutes.
Aizawa ran a hand through Izuku’s hair. “I know you are, kid. I just didn’t like seeing you that pale.” Aizawa glanced up from Izuku and asked, “Doing okay, Ekikyō?”
Izuku followed the direction of Aizawa’s gaze and found Ekikyō and Komainu having a staring contest. He bit back a snort. Could Ekikyō even blink? He didn’t have eyelids.
Ekikyō broke eye contact with the Abyssinian long enough to say, “Yeah, I’m good. Quirk feels a little stretched but not as bad as it’s been the previous times we pushed it. Should be good to go again in a few hours if Izuku’s up for it.”
Izuku gave a thumbs up with the hand not petting Maneki.
Aizawa nodded. “Now about what All Might said…” Aizawa sighed and scratched lightly at the top of Izuku’s head. “I’m petitioning for you to be given a transfer test for the hero course. It still has to get approved by the school board and Commission before anything happens. I didn’t want anyone to tell you until everything went through. I don’t want to get your hopes up only for the idea to get shot down, kid. But Nezu’s smart. He’s put in an approval request for a Vigilante Reform Program here at UA. Considering recent events, there’s a decent chance the higher-ups will approve it, if for no other reason than to improve UA’s PR. That’s our backdoor to getting you in. If you want it, that is. I know you wanted to at one point…” Aizawa’s eyebrows drew inward slightly as he met his ward’s eyes and asked, “But do you still want to be a hero, Izuku?”
Izuku was stunned into silence. There were questions floating around in his head, of course there were, but they couldn’t seem to force their way out of his throat. Aizawa really thought he deserved to be in the hero course? Aizawa wanted him in his class? Nezu was trying to get the Vigilante Reform Program approved as a second option in case the direct transfer was shot down? They were going to a lot of trouble for him when he couldn’t—
“You’re already a hero in all the ways that matter.”
It wasn’t an apology, but hearing the man who’d told him he couldn’t be a hero without power rescind his words unsettled something in Izuku’s chest, destabilized something he’d accepted as a certainty. Hitoshi and Ekikyō and Aizawa had chipped away at it in the past…
“You can be a good hero without an excess of strength. That’s the better of the two in my opinion.”
But…
Izuku swallowed and blinked back the moisture threatening to spill from his eyes as he considered Aizawa’s question. He ignored for now the matter of whether or not he could be a hero. Did he still want to be one? Something sharp and brittle in his chest ached.
He’d never been very good at letting go, had he? No matter how much it hurt to hold onto some slivers of his childhood dream, here he was, a vigilante. The pain and scars and bloodied fingers were worth all the people he’d saved.
He was already a vigilante. He’d grown good at it, even. Was it worth it to try reaching for something more, for that elusive goal that had burned him twice already? He was already saving people; did he need to try to be a hero? (Did he want to hope and potentially watch that hope be dashed again?) Izuku wasn’t so sure.
But if he said no…
“Doing it means you have at least a chance of succeeding. You don’t do this? Some part of you will always wonder if you could have made it.”
If…if he tried, there wouldn’t be any uncertainty. He’d know one way or the other. He could lay it to rest. It would hurt, but would it really hurt worse than the what ifs? (Until Ekikyō accidentally affected his subconscious, he’d still wondered if there had been some way to save that first lady who died on his watch, if she might have lived if he’d done something, anything different.) He wasn’t honestly sure which was more painful.
Objectively, did it even matter? What was the worst that could happen if he tried and failed? Aizawa and Nezu would be disappointed in him. That thought burned and twisted something in him. Wait, no, that wasn’t right. He was doing that thing Iuni-san had talked about, catastrophizing? Or that thing where he assumed other peoples’ emotions. Izuku mentally shook himself and tried to look at the facts.
Izuku had already failed at the Sports Festival, and neither Nezu nor Aizawa had been upset with him then. He’d failed to save himself from the Hassaikai too, and they’d only been worried and supportive and angry on his behalf. Based on that knowledge, if he failed now, he’d…be right where he already was. Not in the hero course. Learning under Nezu and living with Aizawa. Patrolling with Eraserhead. If they hadn’t made him stop after what happened with the Hassaikai (after he died 11 times), it wouldn’t make sense for them to stop him now.
“You can’t not save people. It’s just who you are.”
“You’re not going to stop helping people, as much as it would help me sleep at night. You’re going to keep finding stuff like me or last night, and you’re going to get involved. You have an M.O., kid.”
If he failed, he’d still be a vigilante. He’d still have Naisho.
The only thing he stood to lose was whatever hope this chance might foster. Izuku wasn’t sure he could stand it again, the shattering, the picking through the pieces. Why did hope have to be so painful?
“Izuku?”
Izuku glanced between Aizawa and Ekikyō. They’d both seen him fall apart before, Ekikyō multiple times. They’d also helped put him back together.
What was one more time?
“Yes.”
Outtakes
Yagi: tells Izuku he can’t be a hero
Izuku: becomes a prolific vigilante, villain whisperer, and undercover operative instead
Yagi: “That—that’s not what I meant by ‘realistic.’”
Izuku: shrugs and smiles innocently “You should have been more specific.”
Yagi: smiles “I never said it was a bad thing.”
Izuku: confused noise
Izuku and Ekikyō: are anxious about de-possessing and seek Aizawa out for comfort
Aizawa: feeling things
Oguro: is smug “Still denying they’re your kids?”
Aizawa: “Now, I never said that.”
Oguro: “Mhm. Sure.”
Izuku: is having an emotional moment with Aizawa and Ekikyō
Shinso: ties up the two guys Midnight knocked out and frowns, getting the sudden feeling that he’s missing out on something
Yagi: hears how badass Izuku has been as a vigilante, all while quirkless
Yagi: smiles and picks up all the fan materials one might see at a football game to cheer him on
Stain: already there and with the same gear “Get in line.”
Notes:
I was so torn on whether to post the whole chapter or cut it after Aizawa asked if izuku still wants to be a hero. Y'all lucked out. Izuku's introspection and flashbacks didn't fit with the vibe of what's planned for 110 currently, so y'all got the resolution this week instead of 2 weeks from now.
Chapter 110: Punched in the Face (metaphorically)
Summary:
“Everyone has a plan…until they get punched in the face.” –Mike Tyson
Notes:
Reminder since it's been 40 chapters, but Eiko couldn't make it to Yūku's apartment for Izuku's birthday celebration, though she did send a birthday card and a gift card for a fancy sushi place.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
“This is nice,” Izuku said, stroking the flame-point Himalayan sitting on his lap, focusing on the texture of the plush fur under his hand.
Hitoshi hummed to his left, scratching the chin of the oriental shorthair draped across his shoulders.
Izuku and Hitoshi had finally found time to slip away from campus (with permission, of course) to go on another proper date. They’d finally gotten to use that sushi gift card Eiko had gifted Izuku; then they’d ensconced themselves in a corner booth of Meowstafu Cat Cafe. They’d been here for the last hour, just relaxing—or trying to relax in Izuku’s case.
Izuku found himself restless and on edge despite the location and company. He’d thought that having Ekikyō here, if asleep, would be fine, but apparently, his anxiety had other ideas.
Ekikyō had even walked Izuku through how to wake him up! Well, he’d replayed memories of waking Izuku up after their separate therapy sessions. Izuku hadn’t actually gotten to try his hand at it yet.
What if something went wrong? What if something happened, and Izuku couldn’t do it on his first try? He fisted his hands in the Himalayan’s thick fur, trying to block out the memories of that disastrous mall date.
An elbow brushed against Izuku’s arm, drawing his attention. Hitoshi was looking at him with one eyebrow raised. “You okay?”
Izuku smiled, but he knew it came out strained. “Anxiety’s acting up,” he admitted. He swallowed, dropping his eyes back to the cat in his lap as shame burned his cheeks. He forced his hands to relax and smoothed the rumpled fur back down, ignoring the slight tremor in his fingers. “Sorry.” He wasn’t sure if he was apologizing to Hitoshi or the cat.
Hitoshi’s arm wound around his shoulders and drew him in. “Nothing to be sorry about,” Hitoshi said before kissing his temple. “Can I help?”
Izuku glanced at the numbers on his tracker—not too bad yet but slowly ticking upward—and nodded. Maybe having Hitoshi help this time would make next time easier, like how Aizawa being there for him and Ekikyō de-possessing made it not seem like as big a deal to de-possess in the future. “Yeah.” Izuku sighed as Hitoshi’s quirk latched onto his mind and wrapped around him like a thick blanket shielding him from the outside world.
Hitoshi murmured into his hair, “You’re okay, Izuku. You don’t need to be anxious or afraid. Let your worries slip away. I’ll keep you safe.”
Izuku grinned and relaxed against Hitoshi’s side. Everything else was still there—Izuku was still present—but the jittery feeling of being alone in his head faded into something ignorable, and the what-ifs weren’t quite so pressing now. They were easier to set aside to focus on Hitoshi holding him mentally and physically, the cat purring on his lap, and the cat on Hitoshi’s shoulder who was now chewing on Izuku’s hair.
Izuku giggled and leaned his head away. “That’s not food. You’ll give yourself a hairball.”
Hitoshi let out a soft chuckle and used his free hand to move the offending cat from his shoulder to his lap. His eyes stayed locked on Izuku’s face the whole time. “There you are.”
Izuku hummed and leaned back in to press their foreheads together. He happily got lost in the dozen shades of purple that made up Hitoshi’s eyes.
“Do you want to talk about it?” Hitoshi asked softly.
Izuku closed his eyes and let out a gusty exhale. “It’s just the usual stuff, well, the new usual.”
Hitoshi’s arm around him tightened, and Izuku lowered his head to rest on Hitoshi’s chest. He took a moment to appreciate the muscle his boyfriend was building before giving voice to a suspicion that had been growing over the last few weeks. “I think…what Ekikyō and I did to protect ourselves while…there messed us up. We only kept our minds separate when…” Izuku swallowed and cleared his throat. He felt Hitoshi’s quirk grow heavier, more solid around his thoughts. The little bit of fear that had trickled in faded into a soft haze. He continued. “When they took us to the lab. I didn’t do well after. Like how I was after the mall and Shigaraki but…worse, I think. I can’t remember.”
Izuku shivered and pressed into Hitoshi as a memory of Overhaul’s power skittered along his nerves and twisted his insides. “Ekikyō couldn’t keep both of us present; I always dragged him down with me when we tried the first few times.” Like someone drowning pulling a lifeguard under. “It was Ekikyō’s idea to keep our minds separate for the times after. That way, at least someone was present to make sure they didn’t do anything else to our body. But…”
Hitoshi pressed a kiss to the crown of Izuku’s head and rubbed his hand gently up and down his boyfriend’s right arm. The skin there wasn’t quite so sensitive the last few days, but the extra care was still appreciated. “Now every time you’re apart…”
Izuku nodded. Hitoshi’s sharp exhale against his hair tickled.
“We’ll figure it out.”
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“Good. Again.”
Izuku and Ekikyō eagerly moved through the kata Aizawa had been teaching them. It was from a more obscure martial art, sukiedo? Suikendo? Something like that. The way the moves flowed together felt natural—right—where a lot of other forms felt stiff or more jarring. Though that might have been Ekikyō’s experience literally being a fluid talking.
Halfway through the kata, Aizawa moved in, aiming a slowed-down strike for their right shoulder. Izuku and Ekikyō got what Aizawa wanted a split second later. They deflected their guardian’s blow with their right arm and turned to put their weight behind an equally slow left-handed strike aimed at Aizawa’s throat.
Aizawa grinned and moved with the deflection, taking him out of range of their strike while simultaneously gripping their right arm with his and twisting it out and back toward a joint lock. Izuku and Ekikyō grimaced and tucked into a roll to relieve the pressure on their shoulder and elbow. They swept a leg out for Aizawa’s shins as they righted themselves. It didn’t land, but Aizawa let go of their arm.
They slowly sped up as they sparred until Aizawa finally pinned them in a joint lock they couldn’t break out of without damaging themselves. They slapped their free hand against the mat, and Aizawa released them. Izuku and Ekikyō rolled onto their back and took the offered hand up, panting slightly as they found their feet.
Aizawa studied them for a moment before nodding. “I think you’re ready.”
Izuku and Ekikyō’s heart soared. “You mean…?”
“Yes, Problem Children. I’ll sign off on you going out to patrol again,” Aizawa said, throwing a hand towel at their face. “You’ve recovered enough, even if your muscle mass isn’t quite back to where it was yet.”
“Yes! Thank you! What route are we patrolling tonight?” they asked, practically vibrating with Izuku’s excitement. “The docks are too far—”
Aizawa held up a hand and waited for them to quiet down. “I won’t be able to go with you tonight.”
Their excitement died. “Oh…”
“I’m stuck on monitor duty for the first year dorms tonight, and I have a meeting with Tsukauchi tomorrow night. But I can go with you the day after tomorrow.”
“Okay,” they said, somewhat mollified.
Aizawa reached out to ruffle their hair. “Think you’ve got energy for one more round? I want to see how you two fight when you’re not pretending to be Izuku alone.”
Izuku and Ekikyō laughed, standing up a bit straighter. A thin layer of slime welled from their skin with barely a thought, and their minds fell into sync. They assessed their body for a moment before holding up a finger. “Let us grab a snack real quick, then we’ll be good to go again.”
Aizawa nodded. “I expect you to take as good of care of yourselves tonight. You’re not 100% recovered yet. Don’t push yourselves to complete a full patrol if you need to come back early to rest.”
They looked back at their guardian over their shoulder from where they’d been digging an energy bar out of their backpack. “We know, Dadza—” Their mind desynced for a second, one half still embarrassed by such a familiar form of address. They shook their head free of the errant thought, regaining their balance a second later. They’d get there eventually. They had time. “Aizawa. We’ll even bring extra energy bars for mid-patrol pick-me-ups.”
The lines around Aizawa’s eyes looked a little softer as they finished their energy bar and turned back to face him while draining their water bottle.
Izuku and Ekikyō were careful not to let their own expression change, even if the warmth in their chest made them want to smile. Yeah, they had time to get used to this. They set their bottle down and fell back into a ready stance.
A few hours later, they were once again in that stance, this time facing off against a would-be burglar. Points for originality, though. There was a jewelry store two streets over, but here the guy was robbing a high-end clothing store instead.
Naisho crouched on the rooftop of the ramen shop across the street from the clothing store and took a few moments to analyze the criminal. No externally obvious quirk factors, and with the man’s form-fitting tank top and pants (leggings?), they were reasonably certain he didn’t have a firearm either. He might be able to hide a pocket knife, but they highly doubted he was better with one than Ciupan. There was still the risk of an emitter or transformation quirk, but they couldn’t just let him ransack the store.
Come to think of it, a place this upscale should have been rigged with alarms. Maybe that was the man’s quirk? Some type of signal jamming, interference, electrical control, or technomancy. He could also have a quirk that simply made himself undetectable to the store’s security system. None of those except electrical control were terribly combat-applicable. Somewhat reassured, the vigilante secured a grappling hook to the edge of the building and rappelled down the side of the ramen shop to land in an alley out of sight of the clothing store.
Then they watched and waited until the man turned his back to the front windows to close the rest of the distance. They stepped through the broken window as quietly as they could and listened. No alarms sounded, so that ruled out a quirk hiding specifically the robber’s presence from technology. The alarms were completely disabled.
Naisho unclipped their shoge hook, settled their stance, and waited until the man was bent over to grab some designer handbags off a low shelf. Then they cleared their throat. The man jolted upright, hitting his head on the shelf above him in the process. As he turned to face them, they couldn’t help but say, “You know, if you’re Christmas shopping, you won’t be able to get a gift receipt this way.”
The robber stared at them for several seconds before snarling. Oh, those were not baseline human teeth. The guy probably had some sort of carnivorous animal mutation in his family line.
“Note to self: stay out of biting range.”
Supporting Naisho’s theory, the man lunged at them from far too far away. Some part of their brain screamed danger, and they barely rolled out of the way in time. They kept their eyes on the robber, who landed on all fours. Were those claws there before? The man whirled around to face them again, and luminous yellow eyes bored into them. A rough, growling voice filled the silent store, “Little vigilantes should know better than to pick a fight with the big bad wolf.”
They froze for just a second, seeing a different set of yellow-gold eyes. The very different voice was their only saving grace. That voice wasn’t from the Hassaikai. Overhaul didn’t have any werewolves on his payroll. He probably couldn’t have tolerated the shedding.
Even with the differences keeping them from losing themselves in a flashback, they moved too slow to avoid the next attack.
Claws caught the armor plating on their right shoulder as the wolfman lunged past, now covered in dark grey fur. Naisho’s back hit the ground, and they slashed with the dagger end of their shoge hook, drawing a line of red down one side of the villain’s jaw and neck. The man let out a high-pitched yelp, and the long muzzle full of canid teeth turned away.
Naisho took the opportunity to roll back to their feet, a little shaken at how close those fangs had come to their face and throat. This guy had just tried to kill them. They weren’t unfamiliar with the feeling, but this felt novel somehow, either because they now knew what death felt like or because this villain tried to rip them apart by tooth and claw.
Slime steadied their adrenaline-jittery muscles, and they adjusted their grip on their dagger. They started swinging the ring end of their shoge hook as they and the werewolf transformer circled each other. The villain was bleeding as much as could be expected from a head wound, but it thankfully looked like they’d missed the major blood vessels in the man’s neck.
The werewolf—more wolf than man now—charged again, feinting left before bolting right. Naisho let their shoge hook fly, but the ring only caught a glancing blow on the man’s flank. Then the werewolf was lunging for them again, jaws open wide. Slime exploded from their skin as they frantically raised their right arm to shield their head and neck. Strong jaws tried to clamp down on their forearm, meeting densely packed slime instead. The pressure hurt, and the 90 kilograms of mass slamming into them still downed them, but the condensed slime just kept the sharp teeth from puncturing their skin.
The villain didn’t seem to know what to do with the unexpected turn, standing over them with his mouth closed around their arm for a second. It bought them enough time to bring their left arm and dagger around to slam the pommel into the cut on the right side of the villain’s jaw. Another sharp cry preceded the villain releasing them.
This time, Naisho didn’t give the villain a chance to recover. They kicked out with a steel-plated boot, hitting the werewolf in the ribs. Then they were on their feet and lunging forward with their shoge hook again.
The werewolf snapped at them, but this time Naisho blocked with their leg, letting the unsuspecting villain chomp down on the steel plates of the grieves hidden under their pants. Something cracked, and the werewolf backed away, shaking his head.
Naisho took the opportunity to retrieve the ring end of their weapon and slam their hand and the metal ring against the side of the villain’s head.
The villain collapsed, tried to stand once, then went still. Naisho watched warily as the downed man slowly shifted back to fully human. They nudged him with their boot once before daring to crouch and check the villain’s pulse and breathing. They took a moment to just breathe themselves, then they grabbed all of their zip ties.
Once they were confident that the man couldn’t get out of the hogtied position they’d decided on—even if he woke up and tried to shift—they checked themselves over. Aside from a few bruises where they’d hit the ground and where they’d pushed slime too quickly through their skin, they were okay. Their muscles were still trembling. Slime squeezed their insides as they slipped out of the store and dialed Tsukauchi.
They decided to play it safe and patrol the residential areas for the rest of the night.
Naisho had just about come down from their adrenaline high when one of their pockets started vibrating. Stopping on a rooftop, they dug the offending phone out to see it was their vigilante burner. Giran was calling.
Izuku and Ekikyō pulled their minds apart as Izuku pulled down their oxygen concentrator and answered. “Long time no see, Giran. I was beginning to think you’d grown tired of me.”
Giran chuckled on the other end of the line. “Likewise, Green. Haven’t gotten any work requests or supply orders from you in nearly a month. Makes a guy worried, you know.”
Izuku hummed, leaning against the building’s AC unit. “Don’t worry; I’m not cheating on you with another broker,” he joked. “I had some personal matters to see to, but they’re mostly dealt with now. Why’d you call?”
Giran gave an exasperated sigh and muttered something too quiet for the receiver to pick up. “I got an analysis request, but this one’s more of a long-term position than a one-and-done. Relocation expenses and room and board included supposedly. Might not get a payout for a few months though.”
Izuku and Ekikyō’s minds turned over the absurdity of the request. “Who even—what? Why would…” Izuku shook their head before frowning. “You realize I asked you to find me a trainer so I wouldn’t have to run anymore, right? Why on earth would I pick up and move now that I can finally properly defend myself? And I have school!”
“I know, kid. My other client was insistent, so I figured I’d at least ask. You never know when someone might fall on hard times and be interested in the extra cash. The offer stands until the position’s filled, by the way. Catch you later, Green.”
Izuku and Ekikyō opened their mouth to ask who was recruiting, but Giran hung up before they could get a word in edgewise. They huffed out an irritated breath and pushed their beanie off to run a hand through their hair.
Who could be looking for a dedicated analyst?
Outtakes:
Izuku and Ekikyō: watch a villain rob a store and think he must have some quirk to stop the security system
Werewolf villain: is intelligent and just disarmed the alarm the old-fashioned way
Izuku and Ekikyō: almost get ripped apart by an unexpectedly dangerous opponent
Murphy’s Law: “Ha! You’ve fallen for one of the classic blunders! ‘Never attribute to a quirk what can be done by hand or with tech.’”
Izuku and Ekikyō: get home safely and collapse into bed
Izuku: is about to fall asleep when he gets An Idea™ “I’ve got it!”
Ekikyō: half asleep “What have you got now?”
Izuku: “A way to make you financially stable when we’re apart.”
Ekikyō: significantly more awake now “Wait, what?”
Izuku: “Talking to Giran gave me the idea. You’ve been providing information to the heroes, right? Information isn’t free in the underground. Brokers charge a fee, so why shouldn’t you?”
Ekikyō: “Huh…You know, that might work.”
Giran: gets the feeling someone somewhere is butting in on his business
Giran: on the phone “Sorry, boss. My guy’s busy and doesn’t want to relocate. Unless you feel like picking a fight with The Ripper’s apprentice, you’ll want to look elsewhere.”
Dabi: sighs and waves a hand dismissively “Not that I expected much. It’s fine. I’ve got a couple other leads to check out.” hangs up
Toga: bouncing beside him “I still can’t believe you convinced Shiggy we need a strategist.”
Shigaraki: scratching his neck “Yeah, well, our instant escape route got himself captured, and now the game’s on max difficulty. I don’t want to lose any more party members.”
Toga: beams “I knew you cared!”
Shigaraki: sneers “Shut up.”
Notes:
Yes, yes I did reference The Princess Bride with that first outtake. Cinema at its finest.
Chapter 111: On the Side of Angels
Summary:
“We are all on this road together. The good men who fight for wrong causes, and the corrupt men who cloak themselves in righteousness. Each one of them convinced they are on the side of angels.” –Jack Mitchell
Notes:
It's been a while since I've been able to do updates every week. I can't promise it will stay this way, but I do have next chapter mostly finished too. So...fingers crossed.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku and Ekikyō finished checking themselves over for injuries and changed into pajamas. Their second and third nights back on patrolling had been less eventful than their first. But even a relatively calm patrol raised some issues. After patrolling in a deep dive for several hours, they had to pay close attention when separating themselves.
They’d gotten pretty good at separating their minds via grounding exercises, and Aizawa made a habit of checking in with them if he was still up when they got back. The routine also helped settle them and shed any leftover adrenaline. Usually, by the time they wrapped up the exercises, they could fall asleep in short order.
Tonight was not one of those nights.
Izuku sighed and checked the time on his phone before staring back up at the dark ceiling. “You awake?”
Ekikyō stirred under their skin. “Yeah. Did you want to try the gym?”
Izuku considered it for a few seconds before shaking their head. “No. I’m tired physically; it’s just…”
“Your mind won’t stop racing?”
Izuku grinned. “It’s almost like you can hear my thoughts.”
Ekikyō scoffed. “Kid, I’m worried if I ever can’t hear you thinking circles around everyone else.” They lay there, basking in a shared fondness until the time on Izuku’s phone ticked over to the next minute. “Want to talk it out or want a distraction?”
“Distraction.” After some thought, Izuku decided to ask, “What’s it like when you possess someone?” Izuku had wondered a few times. It was one of the few things they couldn’t do a deep dive for since their minds connected last in the process.
Hesitance drifted from Ekikyō’s side of their mind until Izuku pressed reassurance his way. Ekikyō’s mind eased. “Sure, Izuku. One memory share coming right up.”
Izuku leaned into Ekikyō as his mind suffused his own.
This was one of the times they’d met at the park with the stagnant pond. Thei—Izuku sat before them, sweaty and dressed in athletic wear. He seemed to have just finished catching his breath. “Okay, I’m good,” he said, giving them a grin and a thumbs up.
“Alright, kid, what do you want to do this time?” they asked.
Izuku tilted his head to one side in thought. “We’ve been experimenting with pushing your slime through my pores. Do you think it would speed up possession too?”
“Don’t see why not. May not cut the time by much at this point though, and it leaves your skin tender,” they pointed out.
“Yeah, but that’s lessening with practice. I want to see if it makes a difference,” Izuku said, digging his phone out of a shorts pocket to use the timer app.
They rolled their eyes. “You and your science. Don’t come crying to me if your skin’s sore after this,” they said, fully intending to numb any pain as soon as they were settled in.
Izuku seemed to know as much too, grinning up at them. “Ready when you are.”
They focused on the theirs-but-not-quite slime distantly tugging at their awareness.
It was weird. Slime cells separated from their main mass had always died off when separated, but that didn’t seem to be the case anymore, at least in a living host. Even their old bestie only ever had a tiny population of cells that were left behind. They couldn’t do anything with them, and those cells tended to totally die off within a handful of days. Izuku on the other hand…
They directed those remote cells toward Izuku’s throat and stomach. They told slime cells bind to the nerves there, numbing the area and telling muscles to fall lax. Then, with one final nod and held breath from Izuku, they dove in, condensing their slime more and more as it rapidly entered Izuku’s body. Their senses lit up as cells and organs connected and shifted to accommodate them with barely a nudge from their quirk. It felt good, sinking back into all the familiar nooks and crannies they’d mapped and carved out for themselves in this body.
It still amazed them that Izuku was so calm when they did this. His heart rate hadn’t risen at all since the first dozen times, back when he was still anxious about them being caught. Even when they had to freeze their body’s lungs to tuck their eyes and teeth inside, he didn’t panic. He…trusted them. The realization would have made them pause if not for all the input from their slime drawing them back on task.
Their cells practically buzzed with feedback as they finished shifting their slime around their body and finally connected to their host’s brain. The feedback died down as their mind ensconced alongside Izuku’s and they properly tuned to their host’s systems. This body was theirs, as much Ekikyō’s as it was Izuku’s. At least while their quirk bound them together.
They took a deep breath and climbed to their feet, quietly delighting in stretching their quirk and in the way their body responded so smoothly immediately after possessing it. The first steps were always so jerky and uncoordinated in a new body, even more so in a dead one.
They kept the thought and feeling close, hidden from their host’s mind as Izuku mentally chattered away about what had happened in his life since they last de-possessed. The boy was utterly unphased by their quirk and everything it entailed. If anything, he felt…happy that they were there.
Yeah, they could get used to this.
Their senses blurred and unfocused as the memory concluded. Then they were Izuku and Ekikyō again. They closed their eyes and sank into their pillow, soaking in each other’s presence for a few moments.
“I am really glad you’re around, Ekikyō. You’re the first friend I’ve had in a long time, and the first good one,” Izuku said at last. “Even if we have our rough patches.”
“And I’m glad you’re around too, Izuku, my quirk aside. You’re good company and a good friend.”
Izuku hummed and let his thoughts drift, warm and contented, as they both slowly sank into sleep’s embrace.
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They were a little less contented with having to take a four-hour train ride out to the middle of nowhere in Niigata prefecture that weekend. The League had called them in, but apparently, Kurogiri had been captured, leaving them to cover the distance to the new base under their own power.
Thankfully, they could take an early bullet train most of the way there, only having to swap over to the Joetsu Line for the last ten minutes of the trip to Uonuma. Then they had to walk, following the eastern road out of town toward Mount Echigo-Komagatake.
After a half-hour’s walk in the crisp early autumn air, they checked their phone and Dabi's directions. They eventually found the overgrown dirt track that peeled off the main road and disappeared into the forest. Once they’d followed it far enough to be out of sight of the main road, they dropped their duffle bag and changed into their chainmail and blue, designated villain hoodie (Izuku's only hoodie that wasn't hero-themed). Then they shifted into their Sludge deep dive, keeping most of their slime under the warm fabric in an attempt to conserve body heat. They continued walking the uneven road, finally reaching the stone quarry and its abandoned buildings.
Izuku and Ekikyō had gotten bored on the ride over and done some research. This mine had been started and abandoned back during the Quirk War. There’d been a brief time when the other quarries in the region had been seized by one group or the other, and the locals had been left desperate for resources. They’d mined here, even if this stone was of poorer quality than what the mines in Fukushima produced.
Everyone had picked up and left after some sort of attack in the area, though Izuku and Ekikyō hadn’t been able to find any specifics. Either way, the locals had left in a hurry. A backhoe and bulldozer sat at one side of the truck yard, rusted beyond use, and a mound of gravel several meters high sat unused on the edge of the clearing. One of the two identifiable buildings was partially collapsed, and the other had seen better days.
The place was abandoned and forgotten, fitting for Shigaraki’s band of misfits and miscreants.
Sludge stopped on the edge of the clearing around the buildings and parking lot. They pulled the slime back from their throat and mouth long enough to whistle a piercing note across the empty space. The last thing they wanted was to walk in unannounced and startle one of the others. That’s how someone got killed.
The front door of the last standing building—the quarry’s old office?—opened, revealing Magne. She stared at them for a minute before turning to yell something back into the building.
Toga appeared in the doorway next, shoving Magne aside to get past her. Sludge chuckled and walked forward to meet her. Toga didn't slow down when she got close, and Sludge braced for impact just in time for a tackle hug. They clamped down protectively on the part of them that panicked as her arms wrapped around their neck.
"Sludge!" she screamed right in their ear. "I didn't know you were coming! Why didn't you call ahead?"
"Why? Shigaraki called me in," they pointed out. They hugged Toga back briefly before lightly pushing her away. They relaxed when she shifted from hanging off their neck to clinging to their left arm as if they might try to run away.
"No, I didn't," the League's leader said, walking over. "Not that I'm complaining. Our current quest could always use an extra player."
Sludge frowned then spotted Dabi over Shigaraki's shoulder. The crispy piece of bacon was smirking. "Jackass, you said Shigaraki needed me."
Dabi smiled. "I said it was important, not that Crusty specifically requested you."
Sludge scowled at Dabi before looking back to Shigaraki. "Yeah, well, I’m here now. You got me until tomorrow afternoon. Need to make it back to town in time to catch the connection to the Joetsu bullet train. My host has work on Monday."
Shigaraki glanced over at Dabi and raised an eyebrow.
Dabi, still smirking, stepped forward. "You're going to help me vet a potential new recruit. Got a meeting with him a few towns over this evening. We’ll leave in a couple hours to scout the place ahead of time."
Sludge nodded, still a little annoyed. “Right. In the meantime, I brought some more food and medical supplies,” they said, patting their duffle bag. “Does this place even have running water? I could have picked up a pack of bottles on our way.”
“There’s water, but we’ve been boiling it first to be safe,” Mr. Compress said, appearing beside their gathering. Magne and Twice were there too. “It was a rather…unpleasant color the first few minutes after we turned it on.”
Sludge frowned. “I’ll check it. Bacteria can’t do shit to me anyway.”
“Thanks, hun,” Magne said, stepping forward to take the duffle from them. “You’re taking the duffle back with you?”
“Yeah. Just empty out the food and first aid stuff. The rest’s mine and my host’s.” They didn’t have anything identifying or incriminating in there besides possibly the Fat Gum hoodie they’d worn on the train. Hopefully, she wouldn’t say anything about it in front of Shigaraki.
Magne nodded and headed back for the office, and the rest of them followed. Spinner was huddled under a blanket on a ratty sofa, and only upon spotting him did Sludge realize he hadn’t come outside with the others.
“Reptilian quirks tend not to do well in cold temperatures, and we just had a cold front…” They made a mental note to pick up a coat for Spinner before they came back out this way, though they might have to see if Giran had any work for them first. Their funds were running a bit low again.
But first things first. As Magne and Compress started unloading supplies, Sludge walked over to the sink in the little kitchen area. The thing looked like it needed a good bleaching, but who were they to judge? They turned on the tap and watched the water for a second. It looked fine. They grabbed a cup from the drying rack beside the sink and partially filled it before shutting the water off. They stuck a slime-covered finger in the cup of water and focused on what they could taste there. Their slime cells weren’t instantly murdering anything, so probably not much in the way of bacteria. But the flavor was off. Maybe something metallic? They made a face and shook the water off their finger. Yeah no, these idiots needed a water filter stat.
“Any of that boiled water lying around?” they asked, dumping the cup they’d filled.
Dabi pointed over to a metal pot sitting on the stove.
Sludge checked it too—same story. Whatever was wrong with the water it wasn’t something boiling could fix. After contemplating it for a moment, they sacrificed the slime cells on that finger, letting them all fall off into the trash can before replacing them. Whatever was in the water, they didn’t want it in their body.
“The town we’re going to big enough to have a shopping center?” they asked, walking over to take the open spot on the sofa beside Toga. Toga was squished into Spinner’s left side, and Twice had wormed his way into the far right seat. Spinner was happily sandwiched between the two.
Dabi raised an eyebrow. “Dunno. Why?”
“You guys need a water filter. Unless you like heavy metal poisoning?”
Mr. Compress—who was sipping a cup of tea—choked and coughed. “What?!”
---
The town they went to did have a shopping center, and Sludge used their spare money to buy a water filter and several replacement filters for The League’s temporary base. Now they and Dabi were hanging out at the agreed-upon meeting point: an abandoned industrial building on the outskirts of town.
Sludge checked their phone again. 30 minutes until their prospective member was due to show. “So, who’s the newbie?” they asked, deciding they’d studied the rusty silo next to them long enough.
Dabi glanced at them out of the corner of his eye. “Hawks.”
If Sludge needed to breathe through their airway, they’d have choked. “What?! Are you trying to get us arrested? We need to leave—”
“Simmer down. We’re safe. I’ve met the bird twice, and he hasn’t done anything, aside from trying to slip one feather in my coat pocket the first time. I burned it. Hasn’t tried anything since,” Dabi said with a shrug.
“That’s not as reassuring as you think it is.”
“Well, that’s why you’re here,” Dabi said with a smirk.
Sludge narrowed their eyes at him. “What do you mean?”
“I heard some rumors in the villain bars that you do analysis.”
Sludge internally winced. Of course, that came back to bite them. They gave a so-so gesture. “I can do some, but the analyses I was selling were largely a friend’s work. Way more detailed than anything I could do.”
“Huh. Think they’d be interested in a gig? I finally convinced Crusty a strategist would be a good idea.”
Sludge stared at Dabi for a moment. Why did that sound familiar? No, they could analyze later; they needed to focus on the conversation right now. “We…had a falling out recently. They didn’t exactly know I was selling.”
Dabi hummed. “Too bad.”
Uncomfortable, Sludge decided to change the subject. “What’s this have to do with me meeting Hawks?”
“I wanted your opinion on him. What he says…it aligns with what we’re doing but almost too well.”
“You think he’s trying to infiltrate?” they asked.
“Oh, he’s definitely supposed to be doing that,” Dabi said with a chuckle. “But nah, I think at least a part of him wants out of his gilded cage. I did some research after our first chat, and something’s fishy. No civilian name or hero school listed but one or two references to a Commission training program. You old enough to hear about Lady Nagant?”
One half of them wasn’t, but the other half was. Nagant had been the talk of the underworld for months after going postal a decade ago. One of the most reliable unofficial sources of intel known only as The Gossip, (they were pretty sure she had a scrying quirk, but everyone knew better than to ask) had claimed with absolute certainty that Nagant killed the old HPSC president in cold blood. When The Gossip went “missing” two days later, everyone else hushed up. The disappearance might as well have been an official statement. People didn’t get silenced over easily disproved lies.
Sludge had been a dropout new to the underground back then. The Gossip was one of the nicer seedy characters he met early on—didn’t care what you looked like or who you were so long as you listened. Then she vanished as if she was never there at all. That was his first brush with the “powers that be,” and he’d made a point to stay away from any hint of HPSC activity ever since. Training assassins? “Disappearing” people? Nuh-uh. Nope. Not touching that. Even now he couldn’t bring himself to verbally acknowledge the question, only nod.
Seeing the gesture, Dabi continued, “She was part of a Commission training program too. The real question is if our birdie’s willing to fly the coop given the chance.”
Sludge didn’t like the implications. Any of them. But he could see where Dabi was coming from. “You think they’d risk another of theirs turning after…that? They’ve probably got him microchipped or under a compulsion or loyalty quirk.”
Dabi hummed again, conceding that point. “That’s the risk. The reward? Can you imagine the public outcry if their precious Number Two turncoats?”
That would be a mess. “And if he doesn’t?”
Dabi lights a small blue flame above one finger and rolls it over each finger then back over his knuckles. “Then we give the public another hero to bury. Distrust in heroes and outrage at the HPSC or despair at the inadequacies of both. Either way, we win.”
“Don’t think I’d ever consider fighting Hawks a ‘win.’”
Dabi shrugged. “You wouldn’t have to. Feathers are quite flammable, after all.” He paused as the flame still burning above his hand flickered fitfully. “Ah, showtime.” Dabi snuffed the flame and lazily looked over his shoulder. A little louder he called, “Birdbrain, you should know by now I don’t bite.”
“What if I ask nicely?”
Sludge spun around, surprised to see Hawks perched on a catwalk a good 30 meters behind and above them. They hadn’t picked up on the hero’s arrival at all. Right…same program that turned out Lady Nagant. An assassin was nothing without stealth.
The fact they were wearing their hoodie over their slime probably wasn’t helping either.
Hawks and Sludge scrutinized each other for a few seconds before Hawks stepped off of the catwalk and flared his wings to slow his fall. “And I thought this little rendezvous was going to just be the two of us, Dabi,” The hero said with a fake carefree tone. “Who’s your friend?”
Dabi didn’t seem terribly impressed with the feathered flirt. “This is my colleague, Sludge. I’m sure you’ve heard of him.”
Sludge waved one hand. “Yo.”
Hawks started walking toward them as he studied Sludge again. “Huh, didn’t recognize you. Since when can you wear clothes?”
Sludge bristled in indignation. “The whole time! What, did you heroes think I was walking around with my host in their birthday suit?”
Hawks held up his hands in a placating gesture. “I mean, wouldn’t that make using your quirk easier?”
“Maybe? But hypothermia’s a thing,” they grumbled, unwilling to hint that they and their host were on good terms. An idea presented itself, and they rolled it around in their mind for a moment before deciding to have some fun. Hawks was the one who brought flirting to the table first, anyway. “I’m not interested in having to track down another body that can survive my quirk. Unless you’re volunteering?”
Hawks’s wings puffed up, and he took a step back. “What?”
Sludge shrugged and decided they could push a little more. “Just saying, you seem like you’d be a decent match. The way your brain must work to allow you to control so many individual feathers at once seems pretty similar to how I micromanage my own cells. Then there’s the question of whether or not you have hollow bones alongside your external mutations…I think we’d integrate well. Plus, it’d fast-track confirming your sincerity in joining The League. I’d be inside your head as well as your body, after all. And you know, being my host comes with certain…benefits.”
Hawks coughed and narrowed his eyes at them, though he still looked a touch spooked. “Yeah…think I’ll pass on the whole body snatcher friends with benefits deal. You’re not exactly my type.”
Sludge laughed and grinned. “I’m not much one for pretty boys either.”
Dabi sighed. “Ladies, ladies, you’re both hideous. Can we get back to business?”
Sludge and Hawks looked over at Dabi before glancing back at each other. “He’s one to talk,” Sludge said. When it only earned a lip twitch from Hawks they shrugged and returned their focus to Dabi.
Dabi grinned. “Good, now that I’ve got your attention…Hawks?”
“Yeah, boss?”
Dabi rolled his eyes. “I’m still working out the best way to test you, but, in the meantime, I do have something of a…side quest for you.”
Hawk’s wings twitched. “Oh?”
“The Hero Billboard Chart is coming up.”
Hawks tensed a little. “I mean, in two months? It’s still a ways out.”
Dabi hummed. “Yeah, and I’ll have details for you by then, but for now, start thinking of ways to shake things up at the event.”
Outtakes:
Ekikyō and Izuku: can tell there’s something wrong with the water supply
Shigaraki: “Since when do you have Detect Poison in your skill tree? What class even are you??”
Hawks: flirts with Dabi
Dabi: is more annoyed than anything
Ekikyō: “Ooh! Flirting’s fair game? In that case…” flirts with Hawks
Hawks: surprised pikachu face
Dabi: “Why am I surrounded by idiots?”
Izuku: is lost in his own little quirk analysis corner wondering if Hawks’s brain operates similarly to Ekikyō’s hivemind or more along the lines of a telekinesis quirk
Izuku: pauses mid-theory and narrows his eyes in suspicion “Wait, what did Hawks mean ‘friends with benefits?’”
Ekikyō: panics “Not my fault Hawks had his mind in the gutter. I was talking about our enhanced healing. Obviously.”
Izuku: is not convinced
Mirio: is babysitting Eri when he sneezes and falls through the sofa…without his clothes
Eri: stares in shock
Mirio: stares back in equal shock before grinning “Yes, it’s back! Okay, Eri, turn around so I can fix my clothes.”
Aizawa in the teacher’s lounge: narrows eyes “Why do I have the sudden urge to give Togata detention?”
Notes:
Me: looks around for Murphy's Law, disliking how quiet its been
Chapter 112: Easier
Summary:
“It’s a lot easier to be angry at someone than it is to tell them you’re hurt.” –Tom Gates
Notes:
So, um...I'm going to need y'all to turn in another feels trip permission slip. You might want a tissue box handy too. Especially if you don't deal well with conflict. Anyway...the song rec. for this chapter is "Love is Dangerous" by Fire From the Gods.
(Also, apologies in advance if I don't have the next chapter ready in time for next weekend. 113 has been playing hard to get with my muse. This time of year is hard on me anyway with my tendency to get sick between now and the new year, the stress of figuring out Christmas presents for everyone, and the reminder of my aunt almost drinking herself to death this time a few years ago. Be patient with me and yourselves. The holidays tend to be an emotional amplifier. If things are going well, they're great. If they're not, they seem that much more terrible for the contrast.)
Chapter Text
The weeks after meeting Hawks passed in a flurry of activity. Some days Izuku and Ekikyō barely felt like they had time to breathe. Izuku had his classes and semester projects during school hours, then light training with either Ciupan or Aizawa, Hitoshi, and Uraraka after school—once Recovery Girl cleared them. (They still had to stop whenever they got tired, but their stamina was slowly returning.)
Izuku and Ekikyō made an effort to spend some time with Eri every afternoon after their training sessions were over. Then they helped cook dinner with Aizawa, happy their guardian wasn’t missing dinners as much with the Hassaikai case closed. After dinner, they did their grounding exercises and either hung out with Eri some more, napped, or finished any remaining schoolwork.
Nights were split pretty evenly between patrolling and sleeping, though they made sure to follow the rules Aizawa had set. They turned back early when they got tired, and they didn’t go out at all if Izuku had a test the following day. They often patrolled with Aizawa but not always.
Weekends were just as packed as their weekdays now that they’d reestablished contact with The League. They sometimes caught up with Giran in Tokyo and exchanged analysis for cash or picked up new equipment before heading out to Niigata. Time with The League was mostly spent doing repairs around their current base to get it ready for winter, running errands in town with Compress (since their faces out of costume weren’t public knowledge—Izuku and Ekikyō still wore a face mask and hoodie and kept their slime close enough to the surface to make their skin green just to be safe), and sparring. Occasionally, Dabi or Magne dragged them along on a heist. Sludge made an excellent lookout. They even got to see Hawks a few more times while out with Dabi.
Throw in the occasional doctor appointment with Recovery Girl to track their progress, physical therapy sessions to monitor their muscle gain and dwindling bouts of tremors, and their continued therapy sessions, and Izuku and Ekikyō were pretty busy. If the constant time crunch meant they had no time to think about what had happened to them while with the Hassaikai or about the consequences of Izuku’s mom’s custody hearing and eventual trial outside of therapy, that was neither here nor there.
(Aizawa asked them if they wanted to be present for Bakugo’s trial scheduled for the end of October, and they declined. They weren’t thinking about that either.)
With all the activity and not thinking, it shouldn’t have surprised them that something fell through the cracks.
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Hitoshi knocked on the door to Aizawa’s apartment, hoping Izuku was in. His boyfriend was so busy these days. It seemed he hardly ever saw him outside of school and carefully scheduled dates. When Aizawa opened the front door and sighed, Hitoshi knew he’d missed Izuku yet again.
“Come on in, kid,” Aizawa said, walking back toward the kitchen and leaving the door open behind him. “Coffee’s almost done brewing.”
Well, if Aizawa insisted…
“Izuku’s working right now,” Aizawa said, which meant Izuku and Ekikyō were out pretending to be part of The League of Villains.
“Any idea when he’ll be back?” Hitoshi asked, taking a seat at the kitchen table. There were papers scattered across the surface, centering around Aizawa’s laptop. Hitoshi glanced over the sheets closest to him, thinking he must be grading one of the higher year’s law and ethics papers. 1-A and 1-B hadn’t turned anything in recently. He was curious what the upper level assignments might look like.
“Tomorrow evening,” Aizawa answered as he pulled two mugs down from the cabinet. “With The League’s new base being pretty far out, Izuku and Ekikyō decided to spend the night whenever they go.”
It seemed like they’d been busy every weekend since coming back to school. If Izuku and Ekikyō weren’t doing physical therapy, going to doctor appointments, or training, they were with The League, and as their health improved, they’d been going “to work” more and more frequently.
Hitoshi sighed, still looking over the papers. These…weren’t a class assignment. He frowned when he caught sight of a familiar name on one of the…incident reports? Why was Aizawa looking over a bunch of reports on Naisho? Weren’t Izuku and Aizawa cool?
The coffee pot gurgling was the only sound for a minute, until the timer went off, and a chorus of meows started. Aizawa sighed and started putting together breakfast for the hungry hoard.
Hitoshi continued reading the reports. He knew Izuku was good, but he hadn’t realized he’d been so…prolific. As he looked at more papers, they seemed to be arranged by case type. Anything involving drugs was clustered at the end of the table nearest the kitchen, arrests involving robberies or assaults were arrayed next to those, taking up nearly half of the table, human trafficking cases—there were thankfully few of those—were next to the laptop’s left side, behind the laptop and in front of Hitoshi were pages dealing with Izuku and Ekikyō’s undercover op with The League and their time at the Hassaikai, and on the laptop’s right…
Hitoshi froze, re-reading the solitary page regarding a child abuse and quirk discrimination case. Hitoshi’s case. Hitoshi’s case that Izuku had promised to not tell anyone about.
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Izuku and Ekikyō were exhausted by the time they got back to campus. With the steady dip in temperature as September rolled into October, they had to burn more and more calories to maintain their internal temperature while in their Sludge disguise. They’d stopped by one of their favorite “all you can eat in 15 minutes” buffets on their way back this time, and now that their meal was fully processed, they were ready to curl up in bed and sleep a good ten hours. When they unlocked the front door and stepped into a dark apartment—Aizawa and Eri must be out somewhere—they decided to do just that.
They’d taken off their tracker and were half-changed into their pajamas when their civilian phone finished booting up and chimed with several missed text messages and an email. They sighed and flipped through them. The email was Nezu reminding him about the upcoming deadline for his villain analyses. The texts were less formal. Uraraka asked a question about the art history assignment everyone in first year had, Todoroki tried to explain—incorrectly—the meaning of an obscure meme he’d come across, Kayama wondered if he happened to know if Maiko had any favorite foods, Aizawa said he’d taken Eri out to see a movie, and Hitoshi…
Uh oh.
“We need to talk.” That was it. That was all he’d sent. What did it mean? From what Izuku had read online, those four, specific words in that particular order never meant anything good in a relationship.
Ekikyō slowed their heart rate and pressed reassurance against his mind. “Easy, Izuku. I’m sure it’s nothing major. Maybe he just wants to set up another date?”
“Then why didn’t he just say that?” Izuku protested, anxiety still latched onto Hitoshi’s message like a dog with a bone. “We’ve set up plenty of dates over text before.”
Even Ekikyō felt a little uneasy at the reminder. “Well, only one way to find out?”
Izuku shakily nodded and tapped out a response to Hitoshi, “Just got home. What’s up?”
They changed back out of their pajamas, too anxious now to sleep. Instead, they headed for the kitchen and started some tea. A box of the same rose and lavender blend Nezu kept in his office had appeared in their cupboard at some point, and they were glad for the chimera’s meddling now. They’d found this tea tended to take the edge off their nerves.
The teapot was just starting to whistle when there was a knock at the front door. They shifted the kettle off the burner and turned the stove off. Then they went to check the door.
Hitoshi was standing there, looking more rumpled than usual and not smiling. He didn’t smirk or offer any of his usual hugs or forehead kisses either.
“Hey, Toshi,” Izuku said, tightening their grip on the doorknob and trying to ignore the way their heart was climbing their throat and simultaneously falling through their feet. Something was wrong.
“Izuku.”
After a few seconds of awkward silence, Izuku stepped aside to let Hitoshi in and rubbed at the back of their neck. “Um…you didn’t text that you were coming over, so Ekikyō’s still here. Should I put him to sleep? What did you need to talk about?”
Hitoshi chewed on that for a moment before nodding. “Yeah.” He didn’t say what they needed to talk about.
Ekikyō shifted under their skin, uneasy. “I can just tune out if you want. That way I can still focus on keeping your heart rate level.”
Izuku sent a bloom of appreciation toward his friend before saying, “No, this seems like something personal. I’ve got this.”
“Okay, kid. You can always wake me up if you need me.”
With that, Izuku leaned on his friend’s mind in the way that made Ekikyō’s thoughts blink out and dissipate into sleep. The pull of one half of their mind being asleep made Izuku all the more aware of how tired he was.
Izuku yawned before stepping back into the kitchen. “One sec. Ekikyō’s asleep now, but I was in the middle of making tea. Want some?”
“No thanks,” Hitoshi answered behind him.
After Izuku poured himself a steaming cup and disposed of the used tea bag, he joined Hitoshi in the living room. He swallowed nervously and took a sip of his tea before forcing himself to ask, “So…what’s this about?”
Hitoshi took a steadying breath. He took his phone out and started doing something on it. Finally, he turned the screen around to face Izuku. “You know, for a vigilante who calls himself Naisho, you’re terrible at keeping secrets.”
“What?” Izuku leaned forward to look at the screen. It was a picture of some sort of incident report. He recognized Aizawa’s handwriting, but most of it was too small to make out.
Hitoshi turned the phone back around and zoomed in before turning it back to face Izuku. “How did Aizawa find me back in June?” Izuku would have to be deaf to miss the anger underlying Hitoshi’s words
Izuku could read the kanji on the screen now, and he wished he couldn’t. The incident report was about Hitoshi’s abuse and Naisho tipping Eraserhead off to it. “I can explain,” left his mouth before his brain could catch up.
“Really?”
Izuku flinched. “I didn’t tell him anything. I was patrolling, and I saw you hurt in an alley again. I sent him a location pin, but that’s it, I swear!”
“You found me?” Hitoshi asked, eyebrows furrowed. “Then why didn’t you say anything? That’s not even your normal patrol route.”
Izuku couldn’t exactly say he’d stayed back because there was a slightly reformed and extremely wanted serial killer with him that night. Or that he wanted Hitoshi to be saved. If Izuku dropped down off that rooftop and dragged Hitoshi to Cross again, he’d have only been safe for a night, then gone right back into the fire.
Izuku decided to address the second question instead. “I was worried about you, so I sometimes patrolled near your place instead of my usual route or with Eraserhead.”
“So, what, you decided to stalk me?” Hitoshi asked, some incredulity worming its way in amongst the anger.
Izuku curled in on himself at Hitoshi’s word choice, trying to push down memories of middle school and all the accusations and jeers about him and his stalker notebooks. “I didn’t stalk anyone!” His answer came out a little more defensive than he probably intended, but Izuku didn’t care. “I was just…in the area in case anything happened.”
“And ratting me out to Aizawa instead of helping me yourself?”
Something like panic or nausea started to creep up the back of Izuku’s throat. “I wanted you to be safe, Toshi. Is that so hard to understand?” he pleaded.
“It is when you know I didn’t want to tell anyone!”
“And I said I wouldn’t!” Izuku said, voice rising slightly. “Unless things got really bad. You agreed to that stipulation too. The last time you got beat up, you had internal bleeding. If that doesn’t count as really bad, then I don’t know what does! So, of course, I pinged Eraser when I found you beat up again.” Speaking of Eraser… “How did you get ahold of one of his case reports, anyway?”
Hitoshi scoffed and leaned back in his seat. “I’m training to be an underground hero. Investigation is part of the package. If Aizawa didn’t want anyone seeing his case reports, he shouldn’t have left them spread all over the table. But I’m not the one on trial here,” Hitoshi said, narrowing his eyes at Izuku. “Your friend’s off the hook too, because he never promised, but you did.”
“You were hurt!” Izuku repeated, exasperated and a little desperate. “The time before that you were hurt badly enough you could have died. What did you want Ekikyō and I to do? Leave you there to keep getting hurt?”
“I expected you to keep your promise!”
“So, we should have let you keep getting beaten up until they went too far again?” he asked, angry now. “Hitoshi, that’s stupid!”
“No, what’s stupid was me ever trusting you.”
The words hit like a harpoon, barbed and cutting and sticking in a way he couldn’t shake. “You don’t mean that,” he said more to himself than Hitoshi. Once the shock wore off, the anger returned stronger, and in true Midoriya form, with strong emotions came tears. “That’s not fair. Don’t ask Ekikyō and I to watch you get hurt or die. We care about you.”
Hitoshi scoffed. “You and Ekikyō, huh?” he said, something ugly and resigned in his expression.
Izuku’s stomach twisted, and the slime in his blood twitched. He didn’t know what that emotion was, but he didn’t like it.
“Hypocrite much? You and Ekikyō…You two haven’t been apart in months, have you? You spend so much time together, some days you’re practically the same person. That’s so far beyond not healthy. Don’t go getting onto my life choices when you’re worse.”
“I know,” Izuku ground out, bristling and defensive in a new way. “We’re working on it. We’re fine.”
“Yeah, well, so was I.” Hitoshi glared at him a bit longer, hands clenched together and slightly shaking. After a brief staring match, he looked away and seemed to steel his nerves. “Fuck this.”
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Izuku asked, some icy feeling akin to dread spreading through his veins.
“I can’t do this. Just…I need a break.” Then Hitoshi was standing and storming for the front door.
Izuku jolted to his feet, spilling his tea in his haste to go after the other. “Hitoshi!”
“Don’t.”
Izuku froze where he’d been reaching out to grab Hitoshi’s sleeve. He’d never heard Hitoshi sound like that before when talking to him, hurt and furious and on the verge of tears. Hitoshi was mad at him.
“Just leave me alone.”
Izuku didn’t move until the door slammed shut, and he didn’t so much move as crumble.
Outtakes:
Hitoshi: sees the case report and has a whole day to stew before confronting Izuku
Murphy’s Law: appears in an old referee uniform with a boxer’s bell in hand and rings it the second Izuku and Ekikyō walk through the door “For our next match, we have a lover betrayed and the trauma bonded two-for-one special!”
Izuku: “I did not consent to this!”
Ekikyō: “Can I deck the referee?”
Hitoshi: breaks up with Izuku
Aizawa: is suffering through some cutesy animated movie when his Problem Child senses go off “Damn it. Why does this always happen when I can’t get up and leave? The dorms better not be on fire when I get back.”
Aizawa: gets back to find Izuku curled up in a ball and sobbing fit to flood their apartment “I take it back. I’d have preferred a fire.”
Chapter 113: PSA (not a chapter)
Summary:
not a chapter, just righteous anger and spite
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
I apologize for this not being a chapter. (Go check out chapter 112 if you haven't read it yet; it just went up a few days ago.) I thought I should bring this to y'all's attention.
There's a bit of a situation that OwlF45 and aconstantstateofbladerunner came across Monday: people have been posting text to speech audio of ao3 bnha fics on youtube without crediting the authors. Bladerunner tracked down enough channels involved to make something of a master post: https://www. /aconstantstateofbladerunner/733340655032598528/fanfic-thieves-on-youtube?source=share
RH was included in the scraping, and I've already reported the video and channel after someone commented on my fic to let me know about it. If any of y'all find ones you recognize, please alert the affected author, so they can submit a copyright strike (only the original author can do that), but you can report the channel for ai content spam, which is against yt's terms of service too. Since these videos are ai generated/translated, they qualify. (See Bladerunner's tumblr post for details.) Try to steal our hard work and monetize it? They've got another thing coming. (Under all my anger and spite, it's really demotivating too.)
I'm not sure if "locking" my fics would protect them, and I'm hesitant to do so anyway; aside from 1 or 2 jerks, the guests on my fics have been wonderful. It was one of those guests who first alerted me to my fic being stolen. I'm also debating editing an early chapter or 2 to include an "If you're hearing audio of this or seeing it reposted somewhere other than ao3, I didn't approve it, and this person is stealing. Please report them." disclaimer in the middle of the body of the chapter. The scraper appears to have a way to cut out author notes, but I highly doubt the story thief is bothering to read through the entirety of what they're stealing. Part of me wants to "poison" the ai, but part of me doesn't want to ruin the immersion for readers like that. Thoughts?
Notes:
Probably won't have 113 ready for this weekend, but I hope y'all have a good week.
Chapter 114: 113: Confronting Our Feelings
Summary:
“Confronting our feelings and giving them appropriate expression always takes strength, not weakness. It takes strength to acknowledge our anger, and sometimes more strength yet to curb the aggressive urges anger may bring and to channel them into nonviolent outlets.” –Fred Rogers
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Keigo was slowly losing it.
Infiltrate The League, they said. Find out more about the Nomu and Nezu’s plant, they said. It shouldn’t be a problem for someone of your caliber, they said.
(Unsaid were the punishments that awaited him if he failed. The windowless, soundproofed room that was his when he was younger and “couldn’t be trusted” not to eavesdrop came to mind. The light switch and lock were on the outside. It made his feathers itch to think about, but he resisted the urge to preen or pluck.)
It would have been nice to know what sort of wild goose chase he was being signed up for. Keigo looked over the files for the eight known, at large, members of The League spread across his dining table, trailing a slightly sharp fingernail over each before tapping it on Dabi’s.
He’d tracked down Dabi and made contact without much trouble. The man was powerful and knew it; he didn’t bother to hide half as much as the others. All Keigo had needed were a few police reports of blue fire in back alleys to locate the man. Really, meeting Dabi first was one of the best possible outcomes. Dabi was arrogant enough (however warranted that arrogance might be) to not see Keigo as much of a threat. He hadn’t attacked Keigo immediately or fled; he was even willing to give Keigo the in he desperately needed.
Additionally, Dabi was one of the few Leaguers whom the Commission didn’t have a confirmed civilian id for, at least not in the files they’d given Keigo. The way his handler’s eye had twitched the last time Keigo mentioned the man made him suspicious they knew more. The fact they didn’t want Keigo to know made him even more curious.
The burnt man had a certain allure to him. Add in whatever secret he had that the Commission wanted to keep buried, and Keigo could hardly resist seeking the man out whenever he was in the area. What could he say? Keigo had learned from the best. Intelligence was power, and if there was intelligence the Commission didn’t want getting out, Keigo wanted to know what it was. For the greater good, obviously.
The only other League member he’d gotten a face-to-face meeting with so far was Sludge (civilian id Motsu Ekikyō, current host unknown). Keigo shuddered and allowed his feathers to puff up here in the privacy of his apartment. The gesture was silent enough that the Commission’s listening devices shouldn’t pick up on it anyway. Sludge was creepy and mildly terrifying. Yes, the guy ran around possessing—and apparently keeping alive—someone else’s body, but it hadn’t really clicked for Keigo until the villain had eyed him up and propositioned him.
Keigo shuddered a little more violently and shoved the man’s case file to the far side of the table. The very idea of losing his bodily autonomy and having his mind invaded made him queasy. The Commission had done a lot of things, but they hadn’t puppeteered his body or gotten inside his head that he knew of. Some days it felt like his body and mind were all he’d ever have. (They owned his agency and his apartment. They owned him. They even took tried to take his name. The only name he had was Hawks now, everywhere except in the privacy of his own head.)
Keigo took a few moments to steady his breathing. One of the files here belonged to a spy for Nezu, and the HPSC wanted to know who it was. He could do this. Once his feathers settled back down, he moved on to the other six files, the villains he hadn’t met. Of the eight known League members, five were confirmed murderers, six if you counted the possibility of Twice being a duplicate who’d killed his original.
Keigo didn’t count it; a body of Bubaigawara Jin was never admitted to any morgue, so he was 99% sure Twice was the original. Even if he had killed his original self, would that count as murder or suicide? Would a quirk-created clone even be considered a person capable of standing trial for murder?
Keigo shook his head and got his thoughts back on track. The only Leaguers without a known kill count were Spinner (Iguchi Shuichi), Mr. Compress (Sako Atsuhiro), and Twice. None of them struck Keigo as the type Nezu would associate with. Perhaps he was wrong to assume Nezu would choose someone whose crimes were lesser. Would Nezu even pick someone who stood out so much? On the other hand, the Commission kept people like himself and Lady Nagant on their payroll. Who was to say that Nezu didn’t hire killers as well?
Granted, there was always the possibility of a very well-fabricated backstory in place to make a criminal of someone who wasn’t. Those tended not to perform as well in practice though. Word of mouth was important in the underground, and all of the Leaguers had a reputation and presence prior to The League’s debut, except for Spinner. That line of reasoning just brought Keigo back to his previous point of Spinner being too obvious. Had Nezu assigned someone to deep cover before The League even targeted his school and re-assigned them to infiltrate The League after their appearance? Why put someone in deep cover without a clear threat to justify it? To what end?
Keigo was missing something vital here, and it made him anxious. He needed answers before his next check-in with his handler. He needed something to show for his efforts.
His eyes swept over the files again as he shifted in his seat, wondering if he needed to start digging into the police files for everyone to see if there were any falsified documents that might give him a hint. Yeah, yeah, he could do that.
As he typed up a records request for the local precinct, a small part of him wondered what the Leaguers—and the spy—were doing right now. While he was hovering in circles trying to find a lead, what plans were they putting together? Now that they were down Kurogiri, what were they doing?
---
“Izuku?”
Izuku cracked one eye open to see Aizawa standing in the doorway. Izuku couldn’t quite bring himself to lift his head from his pillow.
Ekikyō sighed with their body and answered instead. “Not much change. Kid’s in a serious funk.”
Aizawa hummed and walked over to sit on the edge of their bed. “Anything I can do to help?” he asked while brushing their unkempt hair back from their face.
Izuku had been stuck like this for hours. He’d cried himself out after Hitoshi left. By the time he’d remembered to wake Ekikyō up, the dull knot in his chest had returned but worse somehow. Izuku just wanted to disappear for a while. Since Ekikyō and Aizawa didn’t seem keen to let him do that, here he lay.
Izuku closed their eyes and tried to enjoy the hand running through their hair and the firm hug under their skin. He fell asleep at some point, opening their eyes to see sunlight streaming through their window.
Izuku frowned and reached for his phone to check the time. Wasn’t it a school day?
“Aizawa called you out,” Ekikyō said, mildly amused.
Izuku relaxed back into the covers. “Morning.”
Ekikyō chuckled, shifting slime through their body to pop a few stiff joints. “Noon, more like. Think this is the first time you’ve slept in while we’re together.”
Izuku hummed, kinda wanting to just roll over and go back to sleep. He could sense that Ekikyō wouldn’t let him though. It only took him a moment to guess why. “Did we have breakfast?”
“Nope, so up and at ‘em. We should at least eat lunch. Think Aizawa left us some food in the fridge.”
Izuku sighed and pushed himself to sit up, feeling exhausted despite oversleeping. When he took a little too long to stand, Ekikyō nudged him. Izuku slogged through his morning routine before heading for the kitchen.
After polishing off a bowl of reheated curry and rice, Izuku decided to get it over with. “Memory share?”
“Only if you want to, kid. I can feel how torn up you are, and that’s enough for me.”
Izuku chewed the decision over for a minute before nodding to himself. “I…want you to know. If I’m…like yesterday again, you can just have me sleep it off.” He ignored the worry he could feel from his bodymate and brought up the memory of his and Hitoshi’s fight.
By the end, he was crying again, but not sobbing. The knot in his chest seemed to have been replaced by something raw and razor-edged.
Ekikyō was silent for a few moments before whistling inside their head. “Well, I expected it to be bad when he found out, but…” He sighed. “I’m sorry, kid.”
Izuku sniffed and frowned as stubborn anger pushed the pain to the edge of his awareness. “I’m not.” When Ekikyō sent him a silent question, Izuku continued, “I’m not sorry for what we did. I’d…I’d rather Hitoshi be alive and never want to see me again than…” Izuku squeezed their eyes shut around a fresh wave of tears.
“I know, kid,” Ekikyō said, shifting their slime into an internal hug. “And I highly doubt he’ll stay mad at you forever. He just needs some time to cool off."
Izuku shook their head and drew their legs up onto the sofa to bury their face in their knees. “I broke his trust. What if he doesn’t want anything to do with me after this?” The idea of Hitoshi never calling him Izu again ached, but worse was the possibility of losing him not just as a boyfriend, but as his first real friend his age.
Ekikyō mentally shoved him out of that spiral of thoughts. “Try not to catastrophize, Izuku. Have you seen yourself? It’s impossible to stay mad at you when you look like a kicked puppy if you so much as think you’ve disappointed someone. Besides, he’d be a fool to not see how much you love him.”
Izuku’s thoughts ground to a halt. He raised their head, eyebrows rising as he processed Ekikyō’s words. “I love him,” he whispered out loud.
Ekikyō twisted their expression into exasperated disbelief. “For fuck’s sake, you’re just realizing this now?”
Izuku made a small, choked noise in confirmation.
“And you’re supposed to be the smart one in this relationship.”
“Hey!”
---
Shota was a little surprised when Izuku asked in the middle of dinner, “Aizawa, have you ever loved someone?”
Shota stared at Izuku and Ekikyō for several seconds before finally blinking. Ah, so that was what happened. He thought Shinso had been abnormally quiet and sullen in class today. They must have had a fight. Shota set his chopsticks down and answered, “Once, when I was only a year or two older than you.”
Izuku’s eyes widened as if he were surprised. Then his eyebrows drew in, and his eyes slightly unfocused, one of the few tells that he and Ekikyō were conversing in their head. Their posture shifted, shoulders untensing, spine straightening out of its slight hunch into something more confident, and free left hand no longer fidgeting. It was subtle enough Shota knew most wouldn’t be able to tell the difference, but Shota recognized the shift as Ekikyō swapping into control. He didn’t think even the boys realized they’d started doing this. (They had ever since returning from the Hassaikai. Before, the only way to tell was the difference in inflection when they spoke.)
“What happened?” Ekikyō asked.
Shota glanced between them and Eri, who watched with wide, curious eyes as she slurped her noodles. He closed his eyes for a moment, seeing a face he hadn’t seen in 15 years. He could still remember Oboro’s sunshine smile and how it made his eyes squint and the skin at their corners crinkle. (He’d have so many laugh lines if he’d survived to Shota’s age.) Shota tried not to think about his eyes lifeless and clouded as he was pulled from the rubble. The memories stirred a familiar ache in his chest. “He died during our second year at UA. We were on our work studies, and there was a building collapse.”
“I’m sorry.” Green eyes filled with sympathetic anguish and tears, and Shota knew Izuku was back in primary control of his body. His boy was too in tune with others’ emotions.
Shota gave an exasperated sigh and ignored the fond smile tugging at his lips. “There’s literally nothing for you to apologize for, Problem Children.” He set a hand on their head before they could try to argue. “It happened a long time ago, and I don’t mind talking about it.” That wasn’t exactly true, but it wasn’t really a lie either. Some memories were more painful than others, but time and distance had allowed him to, if not heal, cope.
Izuku and Ekikyō struggled to get their emotions under control for a few moments, and Shota took the opportunity to check on Eri. The little girl had finished her dinner and sat watching them. Sensing this might take a while and get into some heavy topics, Shota gave her a grin and said, “Why don’t you grab some mochi and go color for a bit, Eri? I’ll take care of Izuku and Ekikyō.”
Eri studied the three of them for a second longer before nodding and scooting out of her chair.
Shota pretended not to notice Eri picking out three mochi from the freezer when she was normally only allowed two at a time. He only called after her, “Don’t give any to Komainu. He has horrible gas if he eats beans.”
Eri made a small sound of acknowledgment before disappearing into her room.
Then Shota nudged his boys’ shoulder and nodded his head toward the living room. “Let’s move to the sofa.” Once they’d relocated, Shota wrapped one arm around Izuku and Ekikyō where they pressed into his side. He wasn’t surprised when he felt the slight dampness on Izuku’s skin that betrayed Ekikyō’s presence. The two had been more tactile since the Hassaikai raid, despite Izuku’s new trigger.
Shota didn’t need the same degrees as Ryo to know how precious this trust was, that Izuku and Ekikyō were seeking physical comfort after being hurt the way they had been. So, he didn’t comment on it or the way slime tangled around his fingers where his hand rested on Izuku’s arm. He set a calm breathing pattern in case the boys needed it, and he waited.
Eventually, the tension eased out of the pair, and Izuku asked quietly, “If you could have saved him, would you have?”
Shota wondered why Izuku asked, but he answered all the same. “Yeah, but I couldn’t do much about a collapsing building then, and I still can’t now. I’ve made my peace with not being able to save everyone. But if I were back there again? Yes, I’d still try.”
“Even if saving him meant you never saw him again?”
Shota tightened the one-armed hug, getting a sinking feeling he knew what Izuku and Shinso’s fight had been about. “Even then,” he said, quietly.
“How long does it hurt?” Izuku asked, voice cracking.
Shota’s eyes burned traitorously, and he closed them. He cooly looked at how he’d dealt with his grief after losing Oboro and frowned. He didn’t think he should recommend any of his actions for Izuku; arguably, what Shota had done while struggling with his grief had made his recovery longer.
“I don’t think it ever stops hurting,” he finally admitted. He hugged Izuku and Ekikyō a little closer. “But you get stronger. It’s not so crushing after a while. But I wouldn’t be so quick to equate Shinso and you having a fight to Shinso dying.”
The body beside him shifted, and Ekikyō let out an exasperated sigh. “That’s what I’ve been trying to tell him!”
Izuku curled in on himself just a little before retorting, “But he’s never going to want to see me again. He was so mad…” Ah, there was the expected wet patch on his jumpsuit. How Izuku had so many tears, Shota would never understand. Maybe it was an inherited mutation? Was there someone in his family line with a water quirk?
“Boys,” he interrupted.
The two looked up at him with a sheepish expression on their face.
Shota stared back down at them with one eyebrow raised. After a moment he grinned and looked away. “You know, Izuku, you remind me a lot of him.”
“Who?”
“Oboro. His name was Shirakumo Oboro, hero name Loud Cloud,” Shota started, eyes catching on a picture hanging on the wall. It was one of the only ones he had left of his old friend/crush. It was taken not long before their fateful work study. Oboro has his arms thrown around Shota and Hizashi’s shoulders and was beaming at the camera. Hizashi was smiling too; even Shota’s lips twitched upward in the photo. Oboro had the sort of positivity that was infectious. With such close exposure, it was a wonder Shota had kept his reputation as much as he had.
“Tell us about him?” Izuku’s voice dragged Shota out of his memories.
Shota hummed. “I didn’t properly meet him until the fall term of our first year…”
Outtakes:
Hawks: is approaching a mental breakdown
Izuku and Ekikyō: are getting over Izuku’s emotional breakdown
The League: are playing a very heated game of Go Fish
Aizawa: finishes telling Izuku and Ekikyō about Oboro, stopping with him saving the kids in the Garvey attack
Izuku: “Sounds like he was a good hero.”
Ekikyō: distinctly remembers Aizawa going on a not-date with Fat Gum “Are you sure you haven’t been interested in anyone since then?”
Izuku: slaps their hands over their face “Ekikyō, you can’t just—that’s what you’re focusing on? Really?”
Notes:
Feather plucking and shifting back and forth on their perch are stress behaviors in raptors. For RH Keigo, preening can be a self-soothing behavior. He didn't have many options while in the Commission's custody, but preening could be justified/disguised as him keeping his feathers clean and orderly. They valued him for his control of those feathers after all.
And I couldn't think of a worse punishment for someone with a raptor mutation and a sensory quirk than a windowless, soundproofed room (except maybe a sensory deprivation tank, but there are some lines even I won't cross).
Chapter 115: 114: All the Little Pieces
Summary:
“It’s amazing how someone can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.” –Ella Harper
Notes:
Oh no...it's it's! It's over 400,000! ...words. :3
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
When Izuku went back to school the next day, he took his lunch outside. He and Ekikyō settled on a nice, secluded bench by the pools. With how cold it had gotten in the last week, the place was abandoned.
“Izuku, I’m sure your friends would still want you to sit with them,” Ekikyō said.
Izuku sighed and lifted another bite of oden to his mouth. “I know. That’s not why I’m out here.” When Ekikyō pressed an unspoken question against his mind, Izuku continued, “I…don’t know if I’ll be able to resist crying again if I see him.”
It still hurt so much if he stopped to think about their fight and the way Hitoshi had stormed out after. Every passing thought of him had tears welling in their eyes and an ache consuming their heart and lungs. Izuku swallowed and idly stirred their bowl of oden with his chopsticks, suddenly not hungry.
Ekikyō sighed, sadness drifting over from his half of their mind. “Okay, fair. Here, I’ll finish lunch if you don’t feel up to it. We shouldn’t miss a second meal this week. Unless you want a lecture from Recovery Girl?”
Izuku huffed a single laugh and offered no resistance when Ekikyō slid into full control to polish off their meal. This situation was a familiar one. Izuku’s appetite had never quite bounced back after the Hassaikai. Most days were fine now, but sometimes he just…wasn’t interested. The doctors had never been able to find anything wrong with his body to explain it, so they labeled it as a psychogenic issue.
Regardless of the source of the problem, Ekikyō made sure it didn’t impact their recovery. Izuku knew his friend worried about him, so he tried to force himself to eat at mealtimes regardless. It didn’t relieve Ekikyō’s concern as much as he’d hoped. There was something else he could do in this situation though. “Tomorrow in homeroom, I’ll ask Hatsume to hang back at the Development Studio at lunch, so we can eat with her there.”
“Well, it’s a start.” Ekikyō mentally shoved him, emotions more teasing than worried now.
They finished out lunch in companionable silence before heading for Nezu’s office and Izuku’s afternoon classes. To their surprise, Nezu didn’t dive right in like usual.
“The Culture Festival is fast approaching, and having an analysis student this year raises a unique question.”
“Where to put the kid,” Ekikyō said, understanding the problem. Normally, students were divided by homeroom for the festival, but the Support students of 1-H would be showcasing their inventions for investors and recruiters, something Izuku couldn’t take part in with no contraptions of his own.
“Precisely,” Nezu agreed. “Now, I have a potential solution, though it is unconventional.”
Izuku and Ekikyō leaned forward to show their interest.
“To keep with the theme of your chosen track, you’ll be analyzing the Culture Festival itself. You’ll utilize information on previous festivals to predict engagement with each class’s project, potential security issues, and overall turnout. Of course, I’ll provide you with the list of class assignments, plans for the festival’s layout, and a summary of current security measures. As of this morning, class assignments have been finalized, so you won’t need to worry about those being switched last minute.”
When Nezu saw their apprehensive expression, he added, “Consider this practice for large events such as the Sports Festival; there is a surprising amount of logistics and juggling of personnel involved behind the scenes. Occasionally, an analyst may be called upon by a venue to run a threat assessment or assist in arranging available heroes to greatest effect for a public event. The Commission has an entire team dedicated to running the annual Billboard Chart and Licensing Exams as smoothly as possible.”
“That sounds like a lot…”
“Alternatively, you could work with the business course you share classes with at their food stall.”
Izuku grimaced. Yeah, no, he’d really rather not spend more time around those students than he needed to. And at a food stall? That was just asking to get nasty fryer grease or something dumped on him. “I’ll take the event analysis.”
“Excellent! You’ll be turning it in the morning of the festival.”
Izuku made a surprised, and probably distressed, noise in the back of his throat. That was less than two weeks away!
“On the bright side, turning it in the morning of will ensure you are free to enjoy the festivities with Eri the rest of the day.”
Oh, Nezu had done that on purpose. Izuku relaxed some and nodded. “I take it our lessons until then will be covering events like this?”
Nezu smiled. “Correct. We’ll be integrating what you’ve already learned about hero and villain analysis. Now we pick our battlefield—UA in the instance of the Culture Festival—and start running through possible combinations and outcomes and how to increase the chance of the best outcomes coming to fruition. Later, we’ll apply the same to the planning of raids and other events.”
“Yeesh, what’s next? Taking over the world?” Ekikyō asked in the privacy of their mind.
“Please don’t tempt fate. I’m not sure I’d put it past Nezu,” Izuku countered.
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In the following days, Izuku wondered if there might have been a secret second reason for Nezu springing this project on him at the last minute. He was so busy combing through records of previous years’ Culture Festivals in the library and crafting his own report that he didn’t have much time to wallow.
When the weekend came, Izuku and Ekikyō were ready for a break and an excuse to get off campus. Hatsume hadn’t made a big deal out of the breakup or asked any questions beyond why they weren’t eating in the library, but Uraraka and Todoroki had questions that Izuku really didn’t want to or couldn’t answer.
“Hero students meddling? Perish the thought,” Ekikyō said.
Izuku could feel the sarcasm and rolled their eyes as they disembarked from their train in Uonuma. They shivered violently at the sharp wind that greeted them. The cold front Musutafu was expecting tonight had already hit here, it seemed. They bowed their head and hurried down the street to the abandoned building they’d scouted a few visits back. The lack of cameras in the surrounding area and its location on the eastern edge of town made it an ideal place to change into their disguise while offering some protection from the elements. They shivered again. Maybe they’d change into that thermal undershirt and scarf they’d packed too.
A quick change and light jog later brought them to The League’s base. Sure, they were a little out of breath from how little skin they had exposed to breathe through, but they were warm—well, warm-ish. They certainly didn’t protest when Mr. Compress handed them a steaming cup of tea as they entered.
They gratefully sipped at the drink and noted how cozy and warm the inside of the building was. “I guess you found that last hole that needed patching?” Sludge asked as they settled onto the sofa beside the bundled-up Spinner and significantly less bundled Magne.
Magne nodded, looking up from the shirt she was mending. “That we did. There was a gap between the AC unit and the outside wall in the attic. Got it all sealed up now. Just in time too by the way you’re shaking.”
Sludge grumbled and downed half of their tea, happily noting the lack of metallic undertone. “Wouldn’t be so bad, except I tend to pull extra oxygen through my host’s skin when I’m in control like this. Loses us a ton of body heat though.”
“Lucky for you, the kuri’s almost done,” Twice called from the kitchenette. “Don’t go eating all of it! I mean, we could just make more.”
“Kuri?” Sludge asked, one eyebrow raised.
Spinner chuckled. “Shigaraki found a chestnut tree. Dabi convinced him not to dust it. Now we’re up to our eyeballs in nuts.”
“Pretty sure we already were with you lot here,” Dabi said as he descended the stairs.
Sludge waved a greeting to the arsonist as they finished their tea. Then they pushed themselves up off the sofa to take their cup to the sink. Twice handed them a steaming bowl of kuri and a mug of water in exchange.
Pretty soon, everyone else was settled in the living area with their own bowls of kuri and drinks. As they ate, Toga snuck the remote away from Spinner and switched the tv from whatever kendo competition he’d been watching.
“Hey!”
Toga stuck her tongue out at Spinner and moved out of reach, knowing he wasn’t likely to leave his nest of blankets to chase her. “You’ve been watching all day. My turn!”
Spinner sulked and sank further into his spot on the sofa. “As long as it’s not some slasher again.”
Toga channel surfed for a while before landing on a news station talking about something other than a hero or villain. “Last minute preparations for this year’s Karatsu Kunchi are in full swing here in Saga Prefecture. The parade route’s already been cordoned off and traffic diverted. Hotels and streets are filling up fast, and some holiday vendors have already set up shop.” The reporter pointed behind her to a booth with standard tourist souvenirs. “So far we have confirmed sightings of Hawks, Gang Orca, and Shishido in the area, and online fans are eagerly betting on who else may make a guest appearance at this year’s hikiyama march…”
“Oh yeah, it’s almost that time again,” Magne said, setting her mending aside. “I went there once when I was little. One of the booths there made a mean kabocha croquette.”
Mr. Compress hummed in agreement. “I always enjoyed sampling the year’s sake.”
Dabi raised an eyebrow at him and asked, “Hiyaoroshi or akiagari?”
Mr. Compress made an affronted sound. “Hiyaoroshi, of course.”
Spinner chuckled. “My mom used to grab some of the hachiya persimmons each year. We’d eat them while watching the stream of the hikiyama march.”
“Ugh, it’s so hard to get those ripe though,” Toga bemoaned.
Spinner just shook his head. “Nah. You just have to hang them in the window and wait for them to finish ripening. If they sold them all ripe at the store, they’d go bad immediately.”
“But that takes forever!”
Sludge considered their own experience with this time of year. “I like the fresh saury that’s everywhere this time of year.” Picking at the second set of memories in their mind, they added, “My host seems partial to yakiimo.”
Everyone glanced at Shigaraki, waiting for his input. The man bristled slightly under the attention and muttered, “The seasonal KitKats.”
They ribbed each other for their fall favorites a bit longer as the news showed highlights of the previous year’s festival. Karatsu Kunchi had turned from a local event to a national celebration after the Dawn of Quirks and the Quirk War. Sludge suspected it was largely due to the government wanting everyone to focus on their shared heritage as a country rather than just how much everyone differed after quirks came onto the scene. Unity and community and all that jazz. (A more bitter part of them thought it might also have been an attempt to make people forget all the bloodshed and hate by putting on a big show and celebration.)
The three-day festival had grown accordingly to take up the whole first week of November, ending in many of Japan’s public schools hosting their Culture Festivals that weekend. It was still based out of Karatsu, but just about every major city had a few festival-themed vendors and seasonal food shops that popped up in the days leading up to the festival’s kick-off. Most bars opened early to host watch parties for the procession and betting pools on what bigwigs would show up each year.
There were a few recurring faces—primarily Hawks for the proximity of the festival to Fukuoka, but Gang Orca made it almost every year too (something about solidarity and the kako-machi float). A lot of other heroes came in from other parts of Japan to work security for the festival. Many of them got dragged into the parade itself or the quirk showcases that had been added to the festivities in the last 150 years.
The quirk nerd part of Sludge loved to watch those even more than the parade. (How many times could you watch the same 14 floats travel down the same route every year before getting bored?) Their mind drifted to the last parade they—well, part of them—had watched, and their mood soured. Tanabata had been so enjoyable because of the company. And now…
Sludge wrapped protective layers around that aching sense of loss. At least there weren’t any fireworks at this festival. That would be one less reminder for the wounded part of them.
Someone nudged their left arm and leaned into their space. Sludge focused back on the present to find Toga sitting on the arm of the sofa and draping herself over them. “You okay?” she whispered. “You’re sad.”
How? Sludge had theorized Toga had heightened senses to help her track down blood/prey, but come on. Since when could she smell someone’s emotional state? “I’m fine.”
Toga did not look convinced. They stared at each other for a minute before Toga smirked and turned to say, “Big Sis—"
They slapped a slimy hand over Toga’s mouth to stop her.
Magne raised an eyebrow at them.
Toga licked their hand—which was covered in slime—and immediately made a face. Served her right.
Sludge sighed and stood up, dragging a giggling Toga with them as they headed upstairs for some modicum of privacy. Once away from the others they released the teen. In a hushed voice, they said, “Fine. I’m okay, but my host is an emotional wreck after a messy breakup. Happy?”
Toga frowned. “Is Arita awake right now?”
Sludge tensed and glanced down the stairs. No obvious eavesdroppers. Still, they nodded instead of answering out loud.
“This is for him,” she said before crushing them in a hug.
The piece of them that Sludge usually protected slowly melted into an overwhelmed puddle, and Sludge let them, chuckling at the incoherent attempts at communication in their head. “He appreciates it,” they said, hugging Toga back.
“Give me a name, and I’ll make them regret it?” Toga asked, all feigned innocence and genuine sincerity.
That seemed to snap the heartbroken part of Sludge back into focus. “No.”
“Oh, come on. Just a little maiming? A light stabbing?”
Sludge shook their head. “Nope. Sorry, my host’s still hopelessly in love with the idiot. Can’t let you go cutting them up.”
Toga released them and took a step back to make sure they could see her pouting. “Pretty please? I’ll even be careful to make sure they don’t bleed out!” she added, bouncing in place.
Sludge laughed at Toga’s antics, relaxing a little as all of them focused on Toga and not on the person who made them hurt. They could see what she did there. “How about we go outside and spar instead?”
Toga smiled and twirled a knife that appeared seemingly from nowhere. “I can live with that!”
Once outside, Toga bounded ahead to lead the way. After a few moments of silence, she asked, “So, your host’s in love?”
Would it be too much to ask that Toga didn’t make this weird? Probably. Sludge sighed. “Yeah, he’s got it bad. And before you ask, no he doesn’t want to be them; he just wants to be with them and do everything with them. It’s like watching one of those cheesy romance movies they start playing before Christmas.”
Toga squealed and blushed, turning to face them as she walked backward. “That’s adorable! What happened?”
“They had an argument, and the other one decided they ‘couldn’t do this.’ Not sure if it’ll stick, but they’re on the outs right now. First person who’s ever given my host the time of day considering…” Sludge waved at their feet. Toga already knew ‘Arita’ was quirkless, so she caught the hint. Once they saw the understanding in her eyes, they continued, “My host already had abandonment issues, so they’ve not been taking it well.”
Toga’s expression turned grim. “And you’re sure I can’t stab them?”
Sludge smiled. “Yeah, we’re sure. Arita still loves them, but neither of them’s into bloodplay like you. And Arita’s not as possessive as me; if he wants to let his SO go for now, that’s his choice. We’ll just have to respect it. More than one way to love someone, you know?”
Toga seemed to think that over as they finally rounded the mound of gravel to find a flat, grassy area beside the parking lot. Falling here would be a lot gentler than on the lot itself. They could even see a few scorch marks and gouges in the dirt to indicate other spars had already happened here. A decayed expanse of grass and dirt separated the rough sparring ring from the surrounding forest. (Was that on purpose to keep any fires from catching, or had Tomura thrown a fit, and the others had just taken advantage?)
Sludge moved their body into a few stretches and worked the slime under their skin to loosen their muscles further. “This the place?”
“Yep! I want to see how you two fight when Arita’s awake.”
“Fair warning, we might be a little rusty. Haven’t fought much since the Hassaikai. Stamina’s not 100% yet either, but we’ll make it interesting for you.”
“Wouldn’t want anything less!” Toga chirped, dancing her way to the other side of the clearing.
Once done with their stretches, Sludge took their own position and let up on their hold on the younger part of their mind. “Let’s spar,” they said. And spar they did, until all three of them were bloodied and bruised and panting. If Ekikyō let Izuku closer to the surface than usual during the spars, well that was between them and Toga.
Outtakes:
Toga: excited “You didn’t tell me that Arita could use a knife!”
Sludge: hands back the knife Izuku kinda stole from Toga during their spar “Uh, yeah…pretty sure he was in a gang when he was younger…”
Izuku and Ekikyō: are riding the train home
Izuku: glances out the window and sees a plume of dust rising from the trees near the base of the mountain “Um, what’s that?”
Ekikyō: “Dunno. Maybe someone with a wind quirk sneezed?”
Izuku and Ekikyō: watch as a large tree falls over ahead of the dust cloud
Izuku: laughs nervously “At least that isn’t headed for the train?”
Uraraka: watches Hitoshi sulk around the 1-A dorm “I don’t like this.”
Todoroki: sidles up next to her “Yes, it is distressing, though I’m uncertain at this time how to repel the invasion or free those taken.”
Uraraka: “What?”
Todoroki: looks at her like she’s the one missing the obvious “The body-snatching aliens? They replaced Shinso and sabotaged his relationship to alienate the one person who knows the original Shinso best and distract the rest of us from his other changes in behavior.”
Kayama: texting Izuku while sitting in the teacher’s lounge “Just in case Shota didn’t tell you, his birthday is coming up on the eighth.”
Izuku: panics because that’s only a week and a half away “SJKJFGHHJASDGH Thank you for the head’s up!”
Kayama: laughs
Aizawa: looks up from his grading, suspicious “What’s so funny?”
Kayama: puts on a sweet and vaguely innocent smile “Oh, nothing.”
Notes:
The kako-machi float is a killer whale. Of course, Gang Orca wants to be there for that. Killer whales don't get enough love.
Me: whistles and walks along with my clipboard, checking off plot points before the next Big Thing™
Murphy's Law: hands me a permit request
Me: reads the paper and sighs "Murphy, bud, you don't need a wrecking ball. You already have [redacted]. The League's going to hate you enough."
Murphy's Law: pouts "But I can't sing Miley Cyrus's 'Wrecking Ball' when [redacted] shows up! It just won't be the same."
Chapter 116: 115: The Beautiful in the Ugly
Summary:
“I assure you, I’m not put together at all. Nor am I broken. I am recovering—finding the beautiful in the ugly and stitching it into my life.” –Rachel Wolchin
Notes:
Y'all almost didn't get an update this week because several of my health issues decided to stage a protest at once. As is, I'm not going to get any batch cooking done this week. (Usually Sunday is my day to cook for the rest of the week.) Thank goodness for frozen leftovers. But! We are here, and we have reached the Culture Festival at last! Time for some fun...
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It was done! All 20 pages of the analysis report on the Culture Festival were printed off, properly cited, collated, and bound in a report folder now sitting on Nezu’s desk. That meant Izuku was free! And not a moment too soon.
As Izuku and Ekikyō stepped back into their apartment, they found Aizawa helping Eri tie her shoes. “Ready for the Culture Festival, Eri?”
Eri gave the tiniest grin and nodded.
They hadn’t gotten a full smile out of her yet, but even this was a hard-fought victory under the combined efforts of 1-A, Togata, Aizawa, Izuku, and Ekikyō. Izuku and Ekikyō smiled seeing it now. They took one of Eri’s hands while Aizawa took the other. “Anything you’re especially looking forward to?”
“Mhm. Red Riot’s show.”
Izuku froze, but Ekikyō kept them moving with barely a hitch in their step. “Oh really?” Ekikyō asked, buying Izuku time to process the sudden dread resting on their shoulders. 1-A was putting on a music performance. 1-A meant Hitoshi.
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Dabi heard the crash just like everyone else. He leaped to his feet and raced for the door, ignoring the way some of his staples pulled at his skin. He’d need to change them soon, but that could wait until they weren’t under attack.
He lit a concentrated flame above each hand and eyed the giant who’d crashed through the edge of the forest surrounding the quarry. The guy was taller than the two-story office they were living in, and he looked to be built of solid muscle. Dabi pushed his flames to burn hotter. This could be a problem.
The behemoth looked around their group and…sniffed? His unnerving gaze settled on Shigaraki. “Finally found you…Are you the one to succeed All for One?”
Shigaraki peeled the hand off his face and smiled. “Is this the secret weapon Kurogiri was talking about? The one Master left behind for me…”
The giant eyed Shigaraki for a moment longer before cracking his knuckles and saying, “I devote myself to All for One. Now, Successor, prove you are worthy.”
“Huh?” Shigaraki’s smile fell almost as fast as the giant’s fist.
As all hell broke loose, Dabi sighed. He didn’t get paid enough for this.
---
Izuku wasn’t ready.
Eri squeezed their hand and swung their arm back and forth as they walked through the festival stalls.
Izuku didn’t want to disappoint Eri, but…
“Eri,” Aizawa said, getting her attention along with Izuku and Ekikyō’s. The man held out a few thousand yen bills and nodded toward the closest food stall. “Why don’t you stand in line for some kabocha pudding? I know you’ve been wanting to try that. We’ll be right there once we decide on what to get for ourselves.”
Eri’s eyes lit up at the prospect of a sugary treat, and she eagerly took the bills to do as Aizawa said.
Once Eri was out of earshot, Aizawa quietly asked, “Will you be okay to see 1-A’s show?”
Izuku’s knee-jerk response was to lie, but he caught himself before a “yes” could leave their lips. He swallowed and shook their head instead. He couldn’t bring himself to look Aizawa in the eye. Izuku felt bad messing things up for Eri. Maybe he could just ask Ekikyō to put him to sleep for the show? Eri probably wouldn’t notice the difference.
A comforting hand settled on their shoulder, and Aizawa hummed. “Alright.” The hand squeezed before turning them to face Aizawa. “You won’t come to 1-A’s show with us.”
Their eyes shot up to meet their guardian’s. Aizawa wasn’t upset or even bothered from what they could tell, granted the man did have a good emotionless mask.
Seeing he had their attention, Aizawa said, “Eri will understand. It’s too soon, and that’s okay. You two need to take care of yourselves.” He released their shoulder and held out another set of bills. “Go find some junk food you both like. Just don’t tell Recovery Girl.”
Izuku and Ekikyō offered Aizawa a watery grin and nodded, taking the yen. Recovery Girl had given them a pretty strict meal plan after the Hassaikai. They still hadn’t regained all of the muscle Overhaul had broken down, so they technically weren’t supposed to stray from that plan, but...Today seemed like a good day for an exception or two. “Okay,” Ekikyō said, tucking the bills into their pocket. “You take care of the squirt; I’ll take care of the Problem Child.”
Aizawa narrowed his eyes for a moment. “You’re both Problem Children. Stay out of trouble.”
“No promises,” Ekikyō said cheerfully.
Aizawa shook his head and turned to where Eri was talking shyly with the student taking orders at the booth. As he walked toward their sister Eri, Aizawa said over his shoulder, “Be back in time for dinner. I’m sure Eri will want to tell you all about her day.”
Izuku got himself under control enough to nod and say, “I look forward to it.”
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Dabi hit the ground and felt one of his staples tear through his skin. “Dammit!” The pain of it almost distracted him from the sharp throb in his ribs. The giant had moved through Dabi’s bright blue flames to swat him across the parking lot like the 3,000°C fire didn’t even tickle.
Said giant roared, “Why are you so weak?!”
Dabi wondered if he burned as hot as he could if it would make a dent before he burned himself out. The thought was tempting.
Spinner helped Dabi to his feet and yelled, “What’s this guy’s problem?”
Mr. Tall, Built, and Destructive was sobbing like a toddler whose favorite toy had been broken in front of him. And he was absolutely mopping the floor with them. It made no damn sense.
The radio the big lummox had brought with him sat off to one side spewing obnoxious static. Dabi was sorely tempted to melt it, but he was suddenly glad he hadn’t when a whine broke through the static, followed by a voice that had Shigaraki jolting to attention. “You seem to be at a loss, Shigaraki Tomura.”
“Doctor…”
“That’s the Doctor you’ve been talking about?” Magne asked.
The radio hissed and squealed again. “Ah, are your friends all there with you? How’ve you been doing?”
“We’re fine, thanks…” Shigaraki said, side-eyeing the sobbing mess of a mountain across the lot from them. “But can the pleasantries wait? We’re about to be mincemeat here.”
Right on cue, the giant slammed both of his arms to the ground. The asphalt, concrete, and stone shattered under the blow, and cracks raced out in all directions. A rumbling crash sounded behind them.
Dabi closed his eyes for a moment, knowing without even looking that the base they’d spent so long winterproofing just collapsed. There went their shelter, along with all their belongings and food. Just perfect.
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Izuku and Ekikyō walked through the festival stalls, nibbling on some chimaki they’d bought. They’d picked up some candied kidney beans that looked good too but were saving those for later. Things were going great until they spotted a group of 1-A students walking toward them.
The class was all dressed up in matching yellow and white outfits.
“Okay, who picked their colors? That’s just garish,” Ekikyō complained, having them take the last bite of their chimaki.
“Ekikyō, that’s rude. They’re supposed to be eye-catching for their show.”
“There’s eye-catching, and then there’s an eye-sore. Pretty sure this is the latter.”
Izuku rolled their eyes and balled up the now-empty bamboo leaf wrapper. They tossed it in a trash can and glanced back at the passing students to see Shinso and Uraraka talking. They froze, caught off guard. There’d barely even been a tug on their slime. Belatedly, Izuku realized they were nearing three months out from Kamino.
Shinso’s eyes drifted to meet theirs.
A pang of grief and longing shot through them, and Izuku turned their back to the group to hide his expression. Ekikyō hugged him as he sprinted away.
Someone called after him, but he only ran faster. (Sometimes it felt like all he ever did was run.)
Izuku reached into his hoodie’s pocket and pulled out a beanie and face mask. Hound Dog said he shouldn’t be paranoid about people targeting him for being quirkless, but paranoia (or realism) had its uses. Like now. He already had a disguise on him. All he needed to do was get away long enough to put it on.
He ducked behind the haunted house 1-C had set up, yanked off his hoodie, and pulled the beanie and mask on. After tying his hoodie around his waist, he backtracked a few stalls before cutting over the open ground separating the festival from the forest.
Izuku knew 1-A wasn’t likely to do anything to him, but he couldn’t quite shake the skin-crawling feeling of being hunted and the still-fresh pain in his heart. He could go back to the apartment, but he’d be cornered if anyone thought to look for him there. He just wanted to be alone (as alone as he got with a bodymate) for a while.
“Could always go AWOL for a few hours,” Ekikyō suggested. “Not like anyone will notice so long as you get back before the festival shuts down.”
“That could work.” They were even close to one of the blind spots Izuku had used to get over the wall back before Nezu knew about him being Naisho. Mind made up, they headed for the edge of campus.
A deep breath and a running start took them far enough up the wall to grip the top and pull themselves up the rest of the way. They dropped down on the other side and caught their breath for a moment before walking away from the perimeter wall.
No students, well-intentioned or otherwise, would think to look for them off campus. They were in the clear. Now what to do?
“You have your wallet on you. Could always get some Christmas and birthday shopping done.”
“Oh, right! We still need to figure out what to get Aizawa. Good idea, Ekikyō.”
That decided, they started workshopping ideas for what to get people. There were a lot of birthdays coming up. After Aizawa’s on the eighth, there were Eri and Uraraka in December and Nezu and Todoroki in January. Then there was Christmas. He’d need to get presents for all of the above again along with the underground clinic staff, Yūku’s girls, Oguro, and his mom (and Ekikyō but how he was going to keep a present secret from him was an entirely different problem). They still had some funds left from their last trip to see Giran, so they should be able to get quite a bit done today, provided they could figure out what to buy.
Should…should he still get a Christmas present for Hitoshi? Did he even still want to be friends at this point?
Izuku pushed that thought away—he still had a month and a half to figure it out—and pulled his phone out to check the time. It was barely after 8:00. “We could hit up Kiyashi Ward Mall once they open at 10:00. With most schools running their Culture Festivals today, the place should be the most deserted it’ll ever get between now and New Years.”
“Sounds like a plan,” Ekikyō said. “And this time I’ll be watching your back. No villain attacks or attempted stranglings.”
Izuku chuckled, trying not to think about his last trip to the mall, for more than one reason. “Yeah.”
They stepped out of the forest and onto the sidewalk following the road behind UA. They had nothing to do until the mall opened, so they wandered and studied any shops they passed, nibbling on their candied kidney beans as they went. If they were lucky they might get some gift ideas.
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Dabi coughed the last of the nasty black sludge out of his throat. Disgusting. He was kinda glad he wasn’t awake for the experience at Kamino. Once was enough. “Where are we now?” he asked as Twice and Magne helped him up.
He brushed off their help. He was fine; his arms were only smoking a little. Green’s advice about keeping his flames tight, precise, and as far away from his skin as possible had helped, but it could only do so much in a drawn-out fight.
On his feet now, he looked around, seeing rows of tanks, each holding a… “Nomu…and unlike anything we’ve seen before…” Something about these Nomu tickled the back of his brain, set off some instinct that made his intact skin crawl and hair stand on end. He had a feeling these were more dangerous than the Nomu he’d been given charge of at the Summer Camp.
Laughter drew his attention to a chair set in front of a bank of glowing screens. “You can tell the difference? You’ve got a sharp set of eyes, Dabi! Yep, these masterpieces put the low and mid-tier Nomu to shame. The High-ends are my finest work yet!”
The man in the chair laughed some more before seeming to get himself under control. “But that’s not why I brought you all here—wait, someone’s missing. Where’s Sludge?”
Shigaraki frowned and narrowed his eyes. “He comes and goes. His skill set and medical supply deliveries make up for the restrictions on his character.”
The Doctor hmphed. “Pity, I was looking forward to meeting him. Fascinating quirk, that one.”
Dabi sighed. “Why are we here, exactly?”
The Doctor smiled.
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Izuku and Ekikyō’s snacks ran out before the shops did. They’d never realized how many stores were around this side of campus. They were mostly smaller mom-and-pop type establishments, and there was everything from mechanic shops to florists to one place that specialized in candles, incense, and essential oils. They paused in front of one oddly recessed and homey building. There was no obvious signage that they could see along the walkway leading to the entrance, but it was in the middle of a commercial strip, so they doubted it was truly the standalone house it looked like. Curious, Izuku pulled out his phone and checked the internet.
“A café? Hey, Ekikyō, feel up for a bite to eat?”
“Do you even have to ask?” Ekikyō joked.
Izuku chuckled. “Who knew window shopping was such hungry work?”
They pushed open the door to the small café and were immediately hit by the scent of brewing tea. It reminded them of Nezu’s office. Ekikyō did something with the slime lining their nose and they inhaled again, tilting their head when neither of them recognized the blend. Nezu had prepared so many different teas in the last semester and a half of teaching Izuku that the fact they couldn’t place this one was intriguing.
“Maybe it would make a good present?” Ekikyō suggested, undoing whatever he’d done to their nose.
Izuku resisted the urge to sneeze and walked toward the front counter, stopping a few steps back to survey the menu on the wall behind the register. “Yeah. I mean, there’s always the chance that he doesn’t have this tea because he doesn’t like this particular blend, but…”
“Excuse me?”
Izuku snapped to attention to find a man head and shoulders taller than him. He wore a long coat as well as a scarf and hat. It wasn’t that chilly out, but Izuku wasn’t going to judge when he perpetually wore long-sleeved shirts these days. People could have more than one reason to cover up. “Yes?”
“I couldn’t help but overhear…”
Oh no, had Izuku been mumbling? He thought he and Ekikyō had kicked that habit. Quirks, he must have sounded like a weirdo talking to himself. “Oh my gosh, I’m so sorry! I didn’t mean to disturb you,” Izuku apologized, bowing.
“Sorry, Izuku,” Ekikyō said. “I guess I’ve gotten too used to us talking openly at home. I’ll try to catch you if you do it again.”
“Not your fault,” Izuku shot back before straightening out of his bow.
“It’s quite alright, young man. As I was saying, if it’s tea you’re interested in, this tea shop stocks Gold Tips Imperial. It is one of the finest brands available and one of the more difficult ones to find here in Japan.”
“That explains why I didn’t recognize it. Do you know if they sell the leaves here? I’m shopping for my teacher. Christmas and his birthday are coming up.”
The white-haired man grinned. “They do, in fact. If your teacher is any sort of tea connoisseur, he’ll be delighted.”
“Thanks a lot—er, I didn’t get your name. I’m Midoriya Izuku. Thank you so much for your help,” Izuku repeated, bowing for good measure. He honestly hadn’t had a clue what to get Nezu, so this was great. One of his most difficult buys was sorted, and they hadn’t even made it to the mall yet.
“Tobita Danjuro at your service.” A cough behind Tobita made the man look back to his table and the short lady he’d left there. “Ah, I should return to my companion. If you have the time, you should try a cup of Gold Tips yourself. This establishment knows their way around tea.” The man gave a bow of his own before walking back to his table.
Ekikyō had remained silent through the exchange, though Izuku could feel his mind ticking away at something. When the man bowed, something clicked into place. “Kid, I know that guy. You should too. You did a villain analysis on him. If that isn’t Gentle Criminal, I’ll eat his hat.”
Izuku’s eyes would have snapped back to the man’s table, but Ekikyō kept their posture loose and their eyes forward as they placed their order. “What’s he even doing here?! He targets corrupt corporate chains, and this neighborhood’s businesses are all family-owned.”
Ekikyō mentally shrugged. “Maybe he stopped here on his way to his next gig? Musutafu’s entertainment district has plenty of chain locations in and around it. Could be going after one of those, or…he could be here for today specifically.”
Izuku’s mind latched onto that, and he imagined Eri walking with Aizawa through brightly colored stalls, Hatsume showing off the inventions she’d been telling him about all week, and 1-A walking by in matching yellow costumes. “The Culture Festival.” Familiar protectiveness rose in their chest. “We can’t let him ruin this for everyone.”
“I’m right behind you, kid, but what do you propose? We don’t have your vigilante gear on us. Should we text Nezu?”
Izuku gnawed on their lip as he thought. They probably should, but then Nezu would have to act on it. He knew Nezu had only barely gotten the Culture Festival signed off on. Even if Gentle Criminal never made it onto UA grounds, this would still become an incident. The festival would shut down only hours after opening.
“Let’s keep that as our backup plan.” What else could they do? They weren’t Naisho right now, and after the analysis he’d done on Gentle, Izuku wasn’t confident he could take the man in a one-on-one fight even with his gear. So, fighting was out, and reporting him was out. What did that leave?
“Why UA?” Izuku suddenly asked.
“Huh?”
“Why would Gentle attack UA? It doesn’t fit his MO.”
Ekikyō mentally frowned, outwardly thanking the lady at the counter when she handed them their tea and scone. “I’m not sure.”
“Let’s find out.” Izuku nudged his way back into control to direct them to sit at a table near Tobita’s. He made sure to sit just out of immediate reach. He hadn’t had a lot to go off of for his villain analysis of the man, but from the police reports he’d been able to hack into, it sounded like Gentle’s quirk was touch-based.
Izuku typed out a text to Nezu and left his finger hovering over the send button. He took a sip of his tea and savored it for a moment before speaking. “Tobita-san?”
The man and his companion—likely his camerawoman, La Brava—turned toward him. “I wanted to thank you for your recommendation. This is very good.”
Tobita smiled and opened his mouth the say something. Izuku didn’t allow him the chance. “But I also wanted to ask why you’re targeting UA.”
Gentle Criminal froze, and La Brava tensed.
“You usually go after businesses for questionable or illegal practices, but UA is a school. Why attack there?”
Gentle Criminal relaxed marginally when Izuku didn’t move to attack. “You’re a UA student.”
“Not the hero course if that’s what you’re worried about.”
“Not yet, anyway,” Ekikyō reminded him. Izuku’d honestly forgotten about his possible transfer between the whole thing with Hitoshi and preparing his report for the festival.
“My question?” Izuku prompted, wagging his finger over his phone screen in silent threat.
Gentle and La Brava noted the move and the implication. La Brava subtly reached for her phone as Gentle frowned. After a glance at La Brava, he finally answered. “Why UA, you ask? I try to bring ungentlemanly behavior to light, but that’s difficult to do when no one listens,” Gentle said, shaking his head. “If one thing’s been made clear over these last months, it’s that if you want people to pay attention to something, you must make a spectacle of it. Just look at Stain and the League of Villains. They don’t even do their own advertising, but they have followings in the thousands, all because of a few videos of Stain’s speech and the fight at Kamino.”
After taking a sip of his tea, Gentle continued, “While I don’t like resorting to violence, there will be no justice for those I’m exposing if no one is looking. So, I will follow the trend and capture the world’s attention to force those corrupt companies to change their behavior. And what better place to capture that attention than the institute that’s been center stage for much of the conflict?”
Izuku and Ekikyō mulled over what Gentle said. In a way, it made sense. Izuku could sympathize with people overlooking his problems. Violence wasn’t the only way to fix things though. Aldera and Bakugo only faced consequences after someone cared enough about Izuku to look into his injuries.
Izuku paused and turned that thought over again. It wasn’t attention that mattered…If it was, Izuku’s bullying would have been resolved the year it started. Everyone at school knew what was happening, but no one cared.
How could Tobita get people to care about what he had to say?
“It’s not just the attention,” Izuku said out loud, still thinking. “It’s the emotional investment. People care about the issues Stain and The League are attacking. They know the current system isn’t perfect or even great. They know that something’s got to give, and Stain and The League are tackling that weakness in their own ways.”
Izuku nodded and met Gentle’s eyes as he concluded, “You need to get people to care about what you’re doing. Otherwise, you may get their attention, but you won’t keep it.”
“And what do you propose Gentle do, huh?” La Brava demanded, seemingly offended on her friend’s (boyfriend’s?) behalf.
“Start with something your viewers care about,” Izuku said. He had an idea, and while Ekikyō wasn’t enthused by it, his bodymate grudgingly acknowledged that it was a decent idea.
Tobita narrowed his eyes. “And that would be?”
Izuku gave the couple one of his smiles that was a little too much Ekikyō and Oguro. “People know the current system’s messed up. They pounce on anyone Stain decides is ‘unworthy’ of the title of hero and rip them to shreds online. How do you think they’d react to one of the few people Stain openly approves of?”
They had both of the villains’ attention now. La Brava broke the silence first. “But Stain only ever endorsed All Might—”
“—and Naisho,” Gentle Criminal finished. “What exactly are you suggesting?”
Izuku took a bite of their scone and swallowed as he steeled his nerves. Then he asked, “How would you feel about interviewing Japan’s current most wanted vigilante?”
La Brava furrowed her eyebrows. “Even if we were interested, how would we find Naisho? He’s stayed Japan’s most wanted vigilante for half a year for a reason.”
Izuku wore his smirk like armor and leaned forward, committed. “Can you keep a secret?”
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“‘Make Gigantomachia submit’ my ass,” Dabi groused as he spat to clear the taste of that teleportation sludge from his mouth a second time. They were back at their ruined base. “Do whatever you want, Shigaraki, but I’ve got other business to take care of.” Like getting his staples replaced. The trip back to Musutafu and the underground clinic was going to suck, but Cross did good work and didn’t ask questions.
“You’re just upset your fire had no effect,” Toga teased, poking at his face. She poked one of the loose staples and licked the blood off her finger.
Dabi leaned away from her when she reached to poke him again.
“Anything we should know about?” Shigaraki asked, looking back at him.
“While you guys are fighting that,” Dabi said, nodding his head toward Gigantomachia when he was still nuzzling his old radio. “I have allies to recruit. Think it’s about time we got that strategist of ours, don’t you?”
Shigaraki smiled. “You got a lead?”
“My last one. I get the feeling our offer’s one he won’t be able to resist,” Dabi said with a smirk. “Just to be safe though…Twice, could I borrow you?”
Outtakes:
Shigaraki: stalking through the base “Okay, who’s playing one of my video games?”
Spinner: “Uh, boss? You don’t let anyone play your video games.”
Shigaraki: glares around the room, seeing that no one has any of his consoles “Then why the fuck am I hearing—”
Outside: a wild Gigantomachia appears
Shigaraki: “—boss music?”
Izuku: claps his hands “Finally, we’re at the mall. Let’s do this.”
Ekikyō: points out a place that does custom mugs, glasses, and thermoses “Aizawa?”
Izuku: “I like the way you think.”
Ekikyō: laughs “Well, you’d better with me being in your head and all.”
Giran: picks up his phone “Dabi! Hate to break it to you, but I haven’t gotten any bites on that analysis offer since you last called.”
Dabi: hums “Figured as much. Not why I called anyway.”
Giran: “Oh?”
Dabi: “I need you to dig up some dirt on someone for me, Giran.”
Notes:
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End of Respite and Rough Waters arc
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Chapter 117: 116: Your Choice
Summary:
“The content of your character is your choice. Day by day, what you choose, what you think, and what you do is who you become.” –Heraclitus
Notes:
Merry Christmas! Have an early chapter and the beginning of the last arc to celebrate...
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Beginning of Solo Flights are not Meant for Monsoons arc
---Arc name subject to change, but I actually really like this one right now. A "solo flight" is the first take off and landing a new pilot conducts...alone.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku had just started the stir fry for dinner when Aizawa and Eri returned from the Culture Festival.
The door clicked shut behind them, and Eri’s happy chatter filled the apartment. Then Aizawa called, “Problem Children?”
“Yes, Aizawa?”
Aizawa stepped into the kitchen, eyed what he was making, and started prepping the rice cooker. The tense silence lasted until the rice cooker was running. Then Aizawa leaned against the counter next to the stove and crossed his arms over his chest. “Want to explain to me why ‘Naisho’ is trending?”
“Um…”
Ekikyō cleared their throat and tossed out, “I just want you to know it wasn’t my idea.”
Izuku made an indignant sound before countering, “Excuse you? You agreed with me.”
“Nah. I had nothing to say against your plan; that’s different from agreeing with it.”
“I—"
“Boys.”
Izuku and Ekikyō both shut up and glanced at Aizawa.
Aizawa rubbed his eyes before giving them a tired stare. “One of you, tell me what happened before I ask Nezu. Oh, and the stir fry is burning.”
Izuku cursed and frantically stirred the chicken and vegetables in the pan. While he focused on keeping their meal mostly edible, Ekikyō told Aizawa about them deciding to leave campus to do some Christmas shopping (leaving out the fact they’d snuck out) and running into Gentle Criminal.
Aizawa tilted his head back to stare at the ceiling. “So, instead of contacting one of the dozen heroes on campus, you decided to distract the villains by exposing your vigilante identity and offering an interview?”
Izuku nodded sheepishly. “La Brava blurred my face and hair out and altered my voice like they do for witness protection or underground hero interviews. No one should be able to trace it back to me.”
“That isn’t the point, and you know it. In what world is two villains knowing your secret identity a good decision?”
“I mean…I know Gentle Criminal’s too, so mutually assured destruction?” They decided not to mention that they also had La Brava’s phone number in their burner.
Aizawa pushed away from the counter to pull down two normal bowls and one large bowl from the cabinet. “You’re grounded. You know that, right?”
Izuku wilted a little as he turned off the burner and started divvying up the stir fry between the three bowls. “Yeah, we figured.”
“So, why do it?”
Izuku met Aizawa’s eyes briefly before glancing pointedly at Eri in the living room. “If we reported it, Nezu would have had to end the festival early. It was barely 8:30 when we stumbled upon Gentle and La Brava.” Eri’s fun day would have been ruined. All the students’ hard work setting things up would have been for nothing. (1-A wouldn’t have gotten to perform the song they’d been practicing for weeks, and Hatsume wouldn’t have gotten to show off her babies to investors. She’d been so excited for that.)
Aizawa ruffled their hair and pushed the large bowl—now with a few scoops of fresh and steaming rice added in—into their hands. “If we caught the villains while they were off-campus I’m sure we could have worked something out without shutting down the festival. UA can’t be faulted for villain attacks in Musutafu proper.”
“Even if they were specifically targeting UA?” Izuku asked, grabbing the bottle of furikake from the spice cabinet on their way to the table. They sprinkled a healthy amount on their rice before setting the bottle next to the ponzu sauce Aizawa had brought with his own bowl. Eri hadn’t decided on a favorite sauce or seasoning yet, but she tended to alternate between whatever they were having and plain soy sauce.
Aizawa hummed before turning back to the kitchen. Another trip for each of them to bring drinks, chopsticks, and Eri’s bowl, and the table was set.
As Izuku and Ekikyō washed their hands, Ekikyō asked, “About the grounding—are we still good to visit Cross Thursday? We have a checkup scheduled.”
Aizawa herded Eri toward the bathroom to wash her hands before answering. “Of course. Do you need an updated copy of your medical file from Recovery Girl to take with you?”
“Yeah, we picked up a copy yesterday.” They hadn’t taken a copy of Izuku’s full medical history to Cross before, so the packet of papers had been quite sizeable—even before all the pages added after their time with the Hassaikai.
“Good. Did you…want me to come with?”
Izuku gave their guardian a reassuring grin. “No, we’ll be okay. Even if we’re nervous about de-possessing, Cheshire’s quirk will have us covered.”
Aizawa studied them a few moments longer before nodding. “Let me know how it goes once you get back.”
“Sure.”
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Their doctor appointment went well. Izuku even managed not to have an anxiety attack while they were separated! Getting his blood drawn was a different matter. Thankfully, Cheshire’s quirk took the edge off enough for him to manage. While he got his heart rate under control again, Cross ran through their separate physical exams then sat down to review the papers they’d brought. The packet had everything from Izuku’s life plus them together (from their identities being revealed up to the present).
Something in the file appeared to pique Cross’s interest. “I have a theory on why Green’s developed the ability to control the slime in his body to a degree.”
“Oh?” Ekikyō asked from where he stood beside the exam table.
“Correct me if I’m remembering wrong, but these ‘memory shares’ in Recovery Girl’s notes used to give Green headaches.”
“Yeah, but they’ve gotten better. I rarely get one now unless we’re sharing for more than an hour at a time,” Izuku said.
Cross nodded. “And Recovery Girl noted that during a memory share, one set of brain waves becomes an exact replica of the other. Ekikyō’s mind operates as a hivemind, and his brain waves reflect that, being much more…chaotic or complex than a standard human’s. I imagine the initial headaches were due to Green’s brain struggling to process input so foreign. The fact those headaches have decreased over time implies that Green’s brain has adapted to using and interpreting that pattern of brain activity—to an extent anyway.”
Izuku nodded. “That makes sense. Nezu theorized my brain was abnormally good at adapting, possibly due to some inherited neurological mutations from my mom’s side of the family.”
Cross raised an eyebrow. “That could certainly help, yes, but I think you would adjust some regardless. It’s in Sludge’s quirk’s nature to allow for better and better integration.”
Sludge frowned. “What do you mean, doc?”
Rather than answer, Cross asked, “How long can you possess Izuku now?”
“17 days.”
Cross noted something on their chart before continuing, “And does it take the same effort to initiate a possession now as it did when you first started your arrangement?”
“No…it’s gotten easier.”
“Extrapolating from that, the length of time you can possess Izuku will continue to get longer and longer, not just because your stamina is increasing but because holding Izuku with your quirk is taking less and less energy.” Cross picked up the vial of slimy blood he’d drawn before having them de-possess and rocked it gently, watching the thick black fluid slide back and forth inside. “You know, that first set of bloodwork I drew two summers ago separated out into slime and blood cells within minutes of drawing it. It’s been 30 minutes since I drew this, and there’s no signs of separation yet.”
Something uncomfortable squirmed through Izuku’s gut.
“Doc, what are you getting at?” Ekikyō demanded.
“Sludge’s quirk is pushing both of your cells and minds to adapt to each other. The further along this acclimatization gets, the easier and easier it’ll be for you two to combine and stay that way. Granted this is speculation, but I suspect that eventually, you won’t need to de-possess at all. You’ll reach a point where there’ll no longer be a measurable strain or energy expenditure needed to maintain your possession. You’ll be one and the same as far as your quirk is concerned. I’d wager Green actively reaching back is speeding up the process too.”
The exam room fell into silence for a moment before Izuku swallowed down his anxiety enough to ask a question. “Is that why we have a harder time keeping our minds separate now? We thought it was trauma from…”
Cross’s expression softened a few degrees. “While I’m sure what happened to you while you were kidnapped didn’t help, no, I don’t think it’s solely responsible for that change. I’ll write some notes for you to take back to Recovery Girl. You two can go ahead and re-possess.”
Izuku looked to Ekikyō who was shifting his slime in a way that made Izuku think he was uncomfortable, maybe anxious. It probably bothered him that he’d learned yet another thing that his quirk was doing without his conscious decision. Izuku gave his friend a reassuring grin and shrugged. “Not like it changes that much. We’ll keep up with our grounding exercises, de-possess when we need or want to, and figure this out together.” He held his hand out to Ekikyō and tugged gently on the slime still circulating in his body.
Ekikyō twitched and glanced between Izuku’s eyes and hand. Then he reached out a tendril of slime and wrapped it around the offered hand. “Yeah, we’ve faced worse.” Slime wrapped further up Izuku’s arm and started pressing through his skin. “You sure you’re not sick of me yet?”
Izuku flexed his arm, noting that there wasn’t any discomfort at the slime forcing its way through his skin and the underlying tissue despite the lack of numbing. That was a point in favor of Cross’s theory about their bodies adapting. He found the idea didn’t really bother him. “Never.” He beamed and tugged on their slime again to emphasize his point.
Ekikyō chuckled and wrapped more slime around him to speed up skin absorption. A moment later, Izuku’s throat and stomach fell numb. They weren’t desperate or aiming for a record this time and settled into their possession at a comfortable 50 seconds.
Once finished, they hopped off the exam table and slipped Izuku’s Gang Orca hoodie back on, Izuku happy to finally have their arms covered again. Cross needed to examine them, but he still hated seeing the expanse of artificially perfect skin. Pushing that thought aside, they stretched, enjoying the pull of their muscles and slime. Maybe they could jog back to UA instead of taking the train. Izuku was itching to move, and Ekikyō wouldn’t mind the distraction or the endorphins. Decision made, they started a proper set of pre-run stretches.
Cross finished writing whatever notes he was working on about the time they finished their hamstring stretches. The man handed them a set of folded papers, and they tucked them into a pocket.
“Thanks for everything, Doc, but we should probably be getting back. Grounded and all,” Ekikyō said.
“Stay safe, and keep me updated on any developments,” Cross said, waving a dismissal over his shoulder.
They gave Cheshire a hug in the lobby before pulling on their face mask and picking up their shopping bag. “Good thing Aizawa let us leave campus today. I can’t believe our order came in that quickly,” Izuku said.
“That’s what we get for placing our order before the Christmas rush, I guess,” Ekikyō commented.
They stepped outside and took stock of their environment. The November sun was already setting and hidden behind the city’s tall buildings. With that loss of light, they also lost the day’s meager warmth. They were wearing one of Izuku’s warmer hoodies, but that choice of clothing limited the exposed skin they had to work with to supplement their breathing. They did what they could with their hands, ankles, and neck as they settled into a slow jog.
They hadn’t even made it a block before they stumbled to a stop.
Stepping out of the alley in front of them was Dabi. The man sported a fresh set of shiny staples and a smattering of dark bruises. The faint smell/taste of burnt flesh tainted the air around him. “Long time, no see, Green.”
“Dabi,” they greeted, not bothering to hide their surprise. “What are you doing here? Is your quirk acting up again? Cross didn’t say I had an analysis request.”
Dabi chuckled and held up a hand in a gesture for them to slow down. “Easy there, half-pint. I can’t answer if you just keep asking.”
Izuku scratched at the back of his neck as the last of their slime slipped back under their skin. “Ah, sorry. It’s just been a while since I’ve seen you. I’d heard you were running around with a group now. Didn’t expect to see you back in Musutafu.”
Dabi huffed. “Yeah, I am, but Cross is the most trustworthy underground medical type I’ve met. I was due for new staples. Thought I’d say hi while I was in town.”
Izuku and Ekikyō relaxed a little. Surely Shigaraki or Dabi would have let them know if there was a mission going on. If Dabi was out here for personal reasons, that made more sense. “Oh, well it’s good to see you again. How’s your quirk treating you?”
Dabi pulled one of his sleeves up to reveal some healing burns on the little intact skin he had. “It’s been alright, aside from having to go full throttle against this one guy only to find out he’s immune to fire.”
Izuku’s eyes widened. “Seriously? Your fire did nothing?! But you can reach over 3,100°C! How?”
Dabi’s deadpan spoke volumes.
Izuku sighed. “Of course. He didn’t even have a fire quirk, did he?” When Dabi shook his head with an amused grin, Izuku rubbed his eyes. “Quirks are such bullshit.” How could someone be so heat-resistant? No, seriously, human proteins denatured and ceased functioning between 41.1-42.2°C. People with fire quirks had to have very specific mutations to survive the heat put out by their own quirks. Why on earth would someone without a fire quirk have such extensive protection? It made no sense! Then again, a lot of quirks didn’t if you thought about them too hard. Yaoyorozu’s quirk broke the laws governing the conservation of matter. Why shouldn’t some other guy’s quirk be able to withstand a temperature more than half that of the surface of the sun?
“Thank you!” Dabi said before giving an exasperated sigh. “You know, it makes sense you’d get that better than anyone.”
Izuku and Ekikyō very carefully didn’t tense up. An alarm bell was going off somewhere in the back of their brain. “What?”
Dabi smirked. “You’re quirkless.”
“I don’t know what you’re talking about. I have an analysis quirk,” Izuku lied, putting every lesson on maintaining a strong façade that he’d ever learned to good use. Internally, he was freaking out, but externally he looked mildly annoyed.
Dabi’s smirk only widened at his bluff. “Your scar was exposed on international television, Midoriya. Hard to forget a mark like that,” he said, gaze settling slightly left of Izuku’s face.
Izuku took a step back without realizing it, but Dabi didn’t follow him. At least Ekikyō stopped Izuku from reaching up to grip his scarred shoulder.
Dabi turned to face the street. He could still see them out of the corner of his eye as he said, “You get what it’s like being looked down upon for an accident of your birth, being abused for it, having parents give up on you because of it, fighting and growing strong despite it. We’re not so different, you and I.”
How did he know about Izuku’s mom? Would he hurt her? How much did he know? Izuku didn’t like how little he knew here. And he was having trouble reading Dabi’s mood. Should he appease the man or agree with him? Which was more likely to get them out of this alive and prevent retaliation? Most people would be angry to find out they’d been tricked into taking a quirkless kid’s advice, offended by the very idea that someone quirkless could ever know their quirk better than them. He decided to er on the side of caution and acknowledge the man was in control. “Except one of us has power and the other doesn’t.”
“Don’t count yourself out, Green. You’re smart and you know how to apply that intelligence. That counts for a lot in certain circles. That’s why I’m here. I’ve got an offer for you.”
Izuku and Ekikyō had a strong feeling of déjà vu. Surely, he wasn’t…
“The group I’m with now could use a brain like yours.”
There it was. Why was everyone trying to recruit them all of a sudden? And why didn’t Dabi care about him being quirkless?
“Probably because he knows how competent you are as Green.”
Okay, Izuku could give Ekikyō that point. “Uh, I…I can kinda get you not caring, but are you sure that—”
Dabi shrugged. “It won’t matter to them. Besides, being quirkless isn’t as permanent as you think. The League’s Doctor figured out a way to duplicate and give out quirks. You join us, and either he gives you a quirk or that avocado-faced bastard can once he’s out of jail.”
Izuku’s brain stuttered to a halt at that. If Dabi had offered a year ago, Izuku may have taken him up on it. But that was before he’d learned about the Nomu and about what receiving a quirk you weren’t meant to have could do to a person. He thought of Shigaraki and his constantly itchy, dry skin. Izuku felt vaguely ill the longer he thought about it all.
He didn’t want a quirk anymore.
At Ekikyō’s mental prodding, Izuku forced himself to focus back on the present and speak. “I…wow. Um, thank you? For offering. That really means a lot. But…your boss is Shigaraki Tomura, right? He um…kinda almost killed me twice? And I’d really rather not see if the third time’s the charm.”
Dabi raised an eyebrow at him and grinned as he turned to fully face them again. “I wouldn’t worry about that, half-pint. Crusty’s finally gotten it through his head that strategy’s important. He’s not about to dust one of his people, especially not someone as useful as you.”
Izuku’s skin crawled at the word useful. What he would have given to be called that in middle school. “Look, I do appreciate you thinking so highly of me, but I can’t work for someone who watched and laughed while his quirk ate a hole in my leg. If you ever need more help with your quirk, or if you know someone else whose quirk hurts them, I’d be happy to help, but I’m not going to join The League of Villains, Dabi.”
Dabi narrowed his eyes and studied them.
Izuku and Ekikyō straightened their spine and stared right back, keeping their expression and stance firm.
Dabi sighed and relaxed his shoulders. “Well, we tried the easy way…”
Outtakes:
Shinso: walks into the common room and sees everyone gathered around the tv and whispering “What’s going on?”
Ashido: “Shinso, come see! That Gentle Criminal guy released a new video, but instead of a heist it’s an interview with a vigilante based out of Musutafu!”
Shinso: can’t fathom how Izuku managed to get himself into such a mess “What the fuck?”
Kaminari: holds his cell phone in the air triumphantly as the video appears on the tv screen “Ha! Finally downloaded a copy before it got deleted again.”
Class 1-A: gathers around and watches
Uraraka: nearly chokes on her drink when she remembers halfway through the interview where the vigilante’s name sounded familiar from (Izuku had said it before the Sports Festival)
Todoroki: pauses while eating his soba, getting the feeling he’s missing out on a good conspiracy theory
In the Naisho interview...
Gentle: "Why 'Naisho?' What was your thought process when choosing that name?"
Izuku: "It wasn't really planned. The first person I succeeded in saving...they were in pretty bad shape before I got there. After the...villains were tied up and I'd done what I could with my first aid kit, I left, but they called after me, asking me for my name. And I...I said it was Naisho."
Gentle: "'A secret between friends?'"
Izuku: trying not to cry as he grins "Yeah. It made them laugh. After what had to be a really bad day for them, they laughed. That made it worth it. I couldn't bring myself to change it after that." blinks hard to stop tears "...even if we might not be friends anymore."
Shinso before watching the interview: is still mad/resentful at Izuku
Shinso after watching the interview: isn’t sure how he feels, but it isn’t good “Oh…maybe I should talk to him…”
Murphy’s Law: sidles up to Shinso “Might be a bit late for that…”
Giran: reviewing the info he’d handed off to Dabi “Ya know, there’s something familiar about this Midoriya kid…”
Giran: realizes the kid’s hair and eyes are literally green and his last name means green “No…There’s no way…” swears up a storm
Notes:
vibrates in excitement I haven't had the next few scenes planned out for over a year. I have no idea what you're talking about.
Also, I was not expecting how many people were interested in the Gentle interview until I posted last chapter (and by then I'd already mostly finished this one). I didn't plan to include the interview itself due to it not having much impact on the plot of RH and eagerness to get to this last arc, but maybe I'll go back and do a one-shot of the full interview at some point if y'all are interested?
Chapter 118: 117: Time
Summary:
“The trouble is, you think you have time.” –Buddha
Notes:
Happy New Year!
Chapter Text
“Easy way?” Izuku wondered, both he and Ekikyō immediately on alert.
Mr. Compress stepped out of the alley to the right of Dabi, twirling a pair of marbles between his fingers. “Afternoon, young man. Do pardon the rudeness, but I fear you must come with us,” he said as he tossed one marble toward them.
Izuku and Ekikyō scrambled back, expecting a net or some heavy debris. They didn’t expect freaking Mustard to pop out of the little blue sphere. They took a frantic deep breath and held it, pulling the slime back from their eyes to be extra safe.
“He’s gotta be a clone,” Ekikyō told him, reaching inside their jeans pocket to retrieve their pen knife. They couldn’t carry it on campus, but Aizawa let them hold on to it for their forays off-campus, and they’d never been so glad for that fact as right now.
Izuku took over handling the knife once the blade was deployed. He was more experienced fighting this way. He charged Mustard, diving into the expanding cloud of gas. As he moved, he hit the panic button on their tracker.
Mustard seemed caught off-guard by their going on the offensive and fumbled for his gun.
Part of Izuku was curious if a Twice-cloned gun would do the same level of damage as the real thing, but the much larger part focused on driving the pen knife between the clone’s ribs and knocking the smaller boy to the ground, pinning the clone’s gun arm under their knee. When that didn’t immediately break the clone, they twisted and ripped the knife back out at an angle. Something in that move registered as “too much damage,” and the clone dissolved into a puddle of mush. The gas hanging in the air rapidly dissipated without Mustard’s control to hold it in a tight cloud.
Even so, Izuku and Ekikyō put distance between them and the gas (and The League) before daring to breathe, relieved when the slime lining their throat and lungs didn’t pick up any strange taste to the air.
Dabi whistled and clapped. “Not bad, Green. I knew you had some fight in you from the Sports Festival, but I must say I’m impressed. Eraserhead teach you those moves? Would make sense with you living with him.”
Ekikyō kept their hand steady when it would have started shaking. “Don’t listen to him, kid. He’s just trying to get inside your head. He probably paid Giran to dig up some info on you.”
Izuku sent an acknowledgement Ekikyō’s way and adjusted his grip on their knife. “Shut up!” he yelled at Dabi, eyes darting between him and Compress as the two fanned out, attempting to hem them in.
Izuku did his best to focus on the threat and ignore the little bit of blood on the blade he held in front of himself. This Mustard had been a clone. The real Mustard was in juvie somewhere. They hadn’t stabbed a real person. The blood on their knife sure looked real though.
(The analytical part of Izuku filed away the fact that the blood remained even after the clone melted for later. That had so many implications and potential applications!)
Maybe they weren’t good enough at hiding their discomfort, or maybe Dabi was more perceptive than they’d given him credit. Either way, Dabi smirked. “Smart, not holding back against the obvious clone. But, if Mustard was a clone, that means at least one of us is real,” he said, gesturing between himself and Compress. “You willing to risk stabbing a real person, Green?”
Izuku and Ekikyō looked between the two Leaguers, uncertainty worming its way between their ribs. Ekikyō had no qualms about stabbing first and asking moral questions later if it meant they could get out of here in one piece, but Izuku? They both knew the guilt would eat Izuku alive if they accidentally killed someone. And that was without bringing into account how they both had gotten attached to The League’s band of misfits.
“Why are you doing this? Why can’t you just leave me alone?” Izuku asked, backing down the sidewalk away from the villains.
“Sorry, Green. We need a strategist, and we’re on a bit of a time crunch,” Dabi said, lighting a blue flame above his hand. “We’ll make it worth your time though.” Dabi flicked his flame out in a narrow line angled to cut behind Izuku and Ekikyō.
The pair stumbled forward at the sudden heat at their back. Izuku chanced a glance over their shoulder to check the damage. A stripe of blinding blue cut diagonally across the road and sidewalk behind them, boiling the asphalt and melting the concrete in its path. Cerulean fire licked at the wall of the warehouse behind them on their right.
Izuku swallowed nervously, and Ekikyō shifted under their skin. They definitely couldn’t go that way. Dabi stood in the street in front of them and to their left, and Mr. Compress blocked the sidewalk ahead of them. The warehouse to their right had shear metal siding; they couldn’t climb that without their grappling hooks. There was an alley just past the warehouse, but that was dangerously close to Mr. Compress.
Decided, the two took a fortifying breath before lunging forward. Mr. Compress’s quirk was like Shigaraki’s in that it was touch-based, but it was closer to Overhaul’s in that it didn’t require five-point contact for activation. Any contact would do, and it worked through his gloves somehow. That meant they needed to avoid his hands entirely.
Izuku’s heart raced as they spun to the side, allowing Compress’s arm to pass centimeters in front of them. Then Ciupan’s training kicked in. They reached up, wrapping their left arm around the man’s extended forearm and pressing their right arm to the outside of Compress’s elbow. Then they held their left arm tight and shoved the right forward with their combined strength. Something popped, and they disengaged, swiping at Compress’s shoulder with their knife as they backed out of arm’s reach. They mentally swore and reviewed the move, wondering what they’d done wrong. There should have been a snap if they’d executed the quick arm break correctly.
Their knife tore through Compress’s coat but didn’t draw blood. At least Mr. Compress still appeared to be in pain from the botched arm break. He was clutching his left arm to his torso now, and he was between them and Dabi. So, things could be worse. Time to capitalize.
They bolted down the alley.
Compress and Dabi shouted behind him, but Izuku and Ekikyō didn’t look back as they pushed themselves into a sprint. Slime welled from their skin in a thin layer wherever it could to help with their oxygen intake, and Izuku ripped off their face mask. He could already tell they wouldn’t be able to make it far the way things currently were. They knocked over a stack of pallets as they passed it and flung a bag or two of trash behind them as they went, but they knew it wouldn’t hold the villains long. They just needed to hold out long enough for Aizawa to find them.
They caught the edge of a wall as they exited the alley, using their grip on it to help them turn without losing momentum, ignoring the way the rough siding tore at their slime and skin. Blue fire blasted out of the alley behind them, too close for comfort. Without slowing down, they put their knife away and yanked their hoodie off over their head, wrapping it around their shopping bag. As they passed the next alley, they tossed the bundle behind the dumpster there. They’d come back for it later, but the less they had slowing them down right now, the better.
Slime rose to coat their newly exposed arms and their torso under their loose t-shirt. Like this, oxygen wasn’t a limiter; they could run until their energy reserves gave out.
Or until something blocked their path.
A shadow suddenly appeared above them, and their slime told them something big was falling toward them. They dove right, rolling as they landed in the empty street. A large chunk of mangled concrete and rebar crashed into the ground just ahead of where they’d been. As they sprung back to their feet, an equally large chunk of stone landed beside that one, blocking half of the street. A line of fire lit on either side of the debris, cutting off any potential alley escapes.
They eyed the roadblock for a second before turning their back to it. They didn’t like the odds of climbing over the unstable debris before Compress caught up to them. They were a little surprised at how accurately Compress had thrown that with the distance still between them.
Dabi smiled widely as he and Compress came to a stop at the other end of the lines of flame, still a good 20 meters out. “Nowhere to run now, Green.”
“We promise not to harm you if you come quietly,” Mr. Compress threw in.
Izuku frantically looked around, panicking at the prospect of being held captive by another villain group. Logically, he knew that Aizawa and Nezu would find them as soon as they were released from Compress’s marble at The League’s base. He knew The League wasn’t likely to hurt him, but that did nothing for his memories of Decay and Overhaul crawling under his skin. (It couldn’t silence the nagging question of how long it would take the heroes to reach them this time and how much of them would be taken before the heroes got them out.)
They were trapped. A clamp tightened around Izuku’s lungs as he shakily raised his hands in surrender. He felt like they were back in the Hassaikai’s base, walking toward the lab, that terrible, cold sense of inevitability burying its numbing claws in his chest and brain.
Ekikyō’s mind suddenly flooded Izuku’s, forcibly breaking up his thought spiral. “Izuku, you’re not there! Focus. Dabi and Compress aren’t going to hurt you. If they wanted to, they would have by now.”
Izuku took a deep breath, unsure who exactly was controlling it. It didn’t matter. The fear wasn’t gone, but it was easier to think now. “They might not, but Shigaraki and their doctor…”
Ekikyō gave Izuku an impression of a wince before dragging Izuku’s attention back to what was happening around them.
Dabi and Compress had crossed half of the distance between them now. Dabi coughed and asked Compress, “How’s the arm?”
Compress’s left arm still hung limply at his side. “Could be better, but I’m still here. Perhaps next time you should ask Sludge to accompany us though. He did a good job of subduing Ragdoll unharmed, after all.”
Dabi huffed a laugh. “Fair point.”
Cold certainty coiled around Izuku again but for an entirely new reason. “If they take us, there’s a good chance our cover will be blown one way or another. And if our cover is blown…”
“They’ll kill us,” Ekikyō finished. Something fierce and determined cut through the haze of fear in their mind. “I’m not letting that happen.”
A question pressed itself against Izuku’s mind, and Izuku considered it only a moment before agreeing. He leaned into Ekikyō’s mind as Ekikyō pulled them the rest of the way into a deep dive. They’d made a promise to Aizawa to stay safe, after all. If they were going to be compromised, they were doing it on their terms while they still had a chance to escape.
Slime burst from their skin and mouth.
Dabi and Compress both jolted back in surprise. “Sludge?” Dabi asked, voice teetering between dumbfounded and furious.
“You’ve been possessing a teenager?!”
“Not any worse than what you two were doing,” Ekikyō countered once their eyes and teeth were in place. Why was Compress hung up on Ekikyō possessing a teenager when they’d been about to kidnap said teenager? Talk about priorities.
The three—four—remained at a standoff for a few seconds, and Izuku and Ekikyō took advantage of that time to pull as much of their slime to the outside as they could without straining Izuku’s mind. They kept their slime fairly condensed to keep it away from the blistering fire on either side. They kept Izuku’s body tucked near the center of their mass and focused on what Ekikyō’s senses were picking up around them. They couldn’t hear much past the crackle of flames, but they could smell/taste a hint of sewage and feel the faint vibrations of water flowing somewhere under them. There was a manhole cover just before the rubble Compress had thrown.
Dabi broke the tense silence first, tone dangerously level. “So, this is your host, huh?”
“Yep. great disguise, right? No one pays attention to the quirkless kid to notice him acting weird,” Ekikyō said, chuckling. When the other villains didn’t laugh, he sighed and dropped the front. “What’re the chances I convince you to let us go our merry way?”
Dabi hummed. “Not so good. Considering Midoriya is Eraserhead’s kid, you’re either the ballsiest villain in Japan or you’ve been a spy this whole time.” He lit a flame above his right hand and rolled it over his knuckles. “You know what they say about snitches…If we didn’t need Midoriya alive, I’d boil you right now.” He lit a matching flame over his left hand.
Mr. Compress adjusted his gloves.
Ekikyō looked between the two of them and ran some mental calculations before quieting his mind. “Yeah, well, I promised to keep the kid safe, so it seems we’re at a bit of an impasse.” Ekikyō’s slime tightened around their body and moved it toward the back of their mass, as far from Dabi as possible. More slime extended behind them, reaching. That slime found and picked up several loose bits of rubble, as well as—
“Ekikyō?” Izuku asked as their slime lifted the manhole cover and silently shifted it aside while keeping it hidden in their slime. He couldn’t hear Ekikyō’s thoughts like he usually could. The sudden silence was unnerving and stoked his anxiety.
A swell of protectiveness and fondness and something almost painful pressed against his mind. “Don’t worry, Izuku. I won’t let anyone take or use you again. I’m getting you out of here.”
Izuku relaxed, but only until his friend’s words registered. “You mean both of us, right?” A sudden sinking feeling rose in the silence that followed. “Ekikyō?”
“I’ll lose them, but I need to lead them away from you first. You need to scram before they realize you’re gone. I’ll meet you back home after.”
Ekikyō flung a chunk of debris at the villains, but Izuku’s sense of their slime and surroundings was slipping, fading. They weren’t quite in a deep dive anymore. Izuku could only feel his own body and the slime directly attached to it suddenly, and that body was directly over the open manhole, stepping down onto the first rung of the ladder.
Realization hit slower than it should have. “No! Ekikyō, what are you doing? Stop!” Izuku struggled against Ekikyō’s control, but their muscles only twitched for a moment before they continued descending the ladder smoothly. Ekikyō’s mind was still there wrapped around his own but closed off and inscrutable. Izuku felt like he was beating on a wall of glass, able to see and feel what was happening but unable to do anything to stop it.
When they were halfway down the ladder, the light from overhead disappeared, and Ekikyō tilted their head up. The manhole cover was almost completely covering the opening again, leaving only a sliver of space for the slime now unwrapping from and flowing out of Izuku’s body. “Get out of here, Izuku. I’ll handle these two.”
Izuku clung to Ekikyō’s mind and desperately tried to stop him from de-possessing. “Don’t you dare, you jerk! We’re supposed to be in this together! I can help,” he yelled at his friend. “I can’t lose you too,” he thought more quietly when the flow of slime up and out of his throat didn’t slow in the slightest.
Even if he didn't stop the slime from leaving his body, his attempt did something. An awful headache was setting in, and he could still feel Ekikyō’s mind. Ekikyō should have been completely disconnected from Izuku's brain by now, based on their heart and lungs having already shifted to their de-possessed state, but he was still there.
Fondness and incredulity wrapped around Izuku’s mind like a blanket. “Why am I even surprised? Kid, let me go. Besides, you should know better by now. You can’t get rid o—” Ekikyō’s mind abruptly vanished, a gaping void left where he’d been.
Agony split Izuku’s skull in two and sent his senses into a tailspin. Izuku screamed—or tried to around the slime still in his throat. He didn’t notice the ladder rung slipping from his fingers as he curled in on himself, cradling his head and still reaching for his friend who wasn’t there. Why was he gone?!
Pain slammed through his back and head before everything faded.
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Dabi smirked as he watched the majority of Sludge disappear into a marble, revealing Compress #2 behind them.
The magician made a sound of disgust as the remaining slime collapsed into a puddle, splashing his shoes. After shaking off the worst of the mess, Compress #2 walked around the puddle to reach Dabi, tossing their prize marble up and down.
Dabi doused the flames around his hands and scowled. “About time.”
Compress #2 caught the marble holding Sludge and Green one last time before pocketing it. “Timing is everything to a magician. That and misdirection. You two had to put on a lovely show, or I wouldn’t have been able to pull off my trick.”
“And your ‘trick’ couldn’t have happened before Sludge started throwing masonry around?” Dabi could feel the bruise forming where his hip had caught a glancing blow from one such projectile.
Compress #2 shrugged.
Dabi sighed. Whatever. The job was done. Who cared if Compress #2 felt the need to make a dramatic entrance from the rooftops? Dabi held a hand up beside Compress #1’s head and shot a blowtorch-thin tongue of fire through his head. Him being injured would draw too much attention on the train. Besides, they only needed one Compress clone to make it back. “Where’s Twice?” he asked as the clone beside him dissolved into goo.
Compress #2 twisted his hand, making a new marble appear between his fingers.
Dabi nodded. “Good.” He scanned the street one last time, making sure they weren’t forgetting anything. “Let’s get out of here. You know the plan?”
Compress (formerly #2) nodded. “Marble you, change into civilian clothes, and catch the train. Let you and Twice out once we reach our destination.”
Dabi held out a hand for Compress to use his quirk on him.
Neither of the villains noticed the slime slowly draining through the partially open manhole.
Outtakes:
Murphy’s Law: nudges the manhole cover open a little further to better let the slime drain
Murphy’s Law: watches long enough to see some slime drip onto Izuku below and absorb into his skin
Murphy’s Law: stuffs hands into pockets and walks away, grinning and whistling
Chapter 119: 118: One Phone Call From Our Knees
Summary:
“She said she didn't believe it could happen to me.
I guess we're all one phone call from our knees.” –Mat Kearney, “Closer to Love”
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Shota flew across the rooftops, racing toward Izuku and Ekikyō’s location. He swore he was going to put those two on a leash after this. Could they not go anywhere without finding trouble? Maybe he should have Nezu check the students and staff of Izuku’s former schools for anyone with a bad luck or trouble magnet quirk.
Shota’s phone let out a series of urgent beeps he hadn’t heard before, but he didn’t stop. If it was something serious Nezu would call him. Until then, he had two Problem Children to get to.
He’d crossed two more rooftops before the phone in his pocket rang. Shota paused long enough to fish his earpiece out of his pocket and fit it to his ear. He tapped it to answer the call, then got moving again. “Eraserhead.”
“I’m sending police and an ambulance to meet you at Midoriya and Motsu’s location,” Nezu said without preamble. “They de-possessed, but Midoriya lost consciousness right after.”
That didn’t sound good. “Are they still moving?” Shota asked. When he’d left UA, his Problem Children had been running in the vague direction of campus but were moving through the warehouse district instead of taking a more direct route through the center of town.
“Negative. Midoriya’s not moved at all since losing consciousness. Motsu might be unable to or think it unwise to move him. Midoriya’s vitals are…concerning.”
Shota cursed under his breath and checked the location on his phone. “ETA three minutes.”
Shota saw the black smoke before anything else. “Multiple fires in the warehouse district, block two. Black smoke.” Black smoke usually meant that some petroleum product was burning. Depending on the product involved, it could present an explosion risk or prove difficult to douse.
“I’ll inform the fire department,” Nezu responded.
Much to Shota’s dismay, Izuku’s tracker led him into the center of one of the columns of smoke. He could feel the heat the second he had a clear sightline on the fire. It was burning white. Or a very pale yellow. Either way, it was far hotter than a non-quirked fire had any right to be. “Fire at the scene is above 1,200°C.”
“Noted.”
Shota squinted against the heat as he dropped down to street level. The road itself was burning. At least that explained the smoke color. The fire must have burned hotter originally, because the concrete closer to the fire was warped as if it had melted. Shota wrapped part of his capture weapon over his nose and mouth to keep at least some of the fumes away. Normally with fire this hot—and with this much toxic smoke involved—he’d wait for fire services to arrive, but his boys were somewhere in there. So, with one last deep breath of clean air, he rushed in.
He kept as much distance as possible between himself and the flames, but to reach the exact tracker coordinates, he had to duck between two sections of the fire. That space between the branches of the road fire and the debris at the far end felt like a blast furnace.
And it was empty.
Shota double-checked the tracker on his phone as he crept forward. He prayed Izuku wasn’t stuck under the rubble. As he got closer, it occurred to him that the rubble shouldn’t be there. It was in the literal middle of the road, and none of the nearby buildings had comparable damage or even the same building material. The result of another quirk then. That didn’t make Shota feel any better.
Three-quarters of the way to the rubble, Shota’s foot slipped. Looking down, he found something wet. Crouching to touch it, his fingers came away green. Shota’s stomach fell somewhere around his knees as he inspected the asphalt more closely. There was more and more slime on the road the closer to the rubble he got, though none of it actually touched the rubble, settling a part of him that feared one of his boys being crushed. There was a gap however…
Shota darted toward the ajar manhole cover, wrapping his capture scarf around his hands to protect them as he hauled the heated metal aside. He pulled his flashlight from his utility belt and shone it down the hole. A pair of red, white, and blue sneakers and jean-covered legs were at the bottom.
Shota was leaping down almost before he’d processed the sight. He landed in a puddle of more slime. It was cooler down here but still too hot for comfort. A quick scan of the area with his flashlight didn’t turn up any enemies or his second Problem Child, so he focused on his first. “Izuku,” he called, crouching beside his kid.
When he didn’t get a response, he shifted into first aid mode, turning Izuku’s wrist over to show the values on his tracker. They were…not good. Izuku’s blood pressure was far too high and his blood oxygen level was dangerously low. His pulse was normal at least. Then Shota took in the rest of him. Izuku’s arms and face were covered in sweat, warm to the touch, and had a dark grey cast not too dissimilar from when he blushed while possessed. Izuku’s breathing was labored, and Shota didn’t like the crackles he heard when he listened closer. When he checked Izuku’s eyes, his pupils were slightly uneven, prompting him to check the kid’s head more thoroughly. He found a section of curls near the back matted with blood, but it was far less than he’d normally expect from a head wound.
Movement out of the corner of his eye had him turning his flashlight back toward Izuku’s feet in time to catch another small glob of slime fall from above. It landed on Izuku’s pant leg before sinking through the material. Dread slowly creeping up his spine, Shota scanned the floor of the sewer tunnel, finding very little slime on the concrete. With how much he’d seen topside, there should have been more. Unless…
Another drop of slime fell, and Shota pulled Izuku’s pant leg up in time to see most of the slime absorb through Izuku’s flushed skin.
Nezu said Izuku and Ekikyō had de-possessed.
Shota swore and scooped Izuku up in his arms, away from the slime puddled on the ground. (Izuku was heavier than he should be alone.) Moving him was a risk, but Shota was pretty sure this constituted a medical emergency. It’s not like paramedics could fit a backboard down the manhole anyway. After securing Izuku to his back with his capture weapon, Shota carefully climbed back up to meet the inferno and chorus of approaching sirens.
The ambulance ride to the hospital was nerve-wracking, made even moreso by Izuku crashing halfway there. One of the paramedics said it looked an awful lot like a heart attack—after they got Izuku’s heart beating normally again, of course. They wouldn’t let Shota follow Izuku’s gurney back into the ICU but shuffled him to his own room.
The lead nurse insisted he at least wear an oxygen mask until one of the doctors could evaluate him for smoke inhalation and check his burns. He hadn’t noticed until that point, but his face and hands felt too-warm and tight in the way that indicated a bad sunburn. Given the cautious attention of any nurse who stopped by to check his temperature like clockwork, he was likely on heat exhaustion watch too.
Shota grudgingly put up with it after making sure everyone in the ER knew he was Izuku’s guardian. Even so, they didn’t tell him anything about Izuku until nearly an hour later. “Aizawa Shota?”
Shota straightened where he’d been leaning back against the raised back of his assigned bed, eyes trained on the doctor standing in the doorway. She wasn’t one he recognized from his own visits, but then again, she was likely one of the pediatric doctors. “Yes?”
“You’re Midoriya Izuku’s guardian, correct?”
“Yes. How is he?”
“He’s stable for now, but how long that will hold true is uncertain. I need to go over options with you.”
A hint of dread crept up Shota’s spine. “What do you mean?”
“Midoriya’s health is very precarious right now. We were able to bring his blood pressure down enough to get him out of immediate danger of another myocardial infarction. However, damage has already been done, and the underlying cause remains. The…slime in his body is thickening his blood to the point his heart is struggling to pump it. That slime is also pooling in his chest and abdomen and threatening to back up into his lungs. Judging by the files Recovery Girl sent us, the slime normally doesn’t cause Midoriya any problems, correct?”
Shota nodded numbly. Myocardial infarction was a fancy term for a heart attack. His kid had had a heart attack on the way to the hospital. And he was still in danger. Shota scrubbed a hand over his face. “Yes, Ekikyō’s quirk normally alters Izuku’s physiology to be able to handle the slime while possessing him. But Ekikyō’s not there, is he?” Shota asked, already knowing the answer.
The doctor shook her head and answered softly, “No, he isn’t. We ran a quick x-ray when the EEG didn’t turn up a second set of brainwaves, but there are no extra teeth floating around in Midoriya’s body to mark Motsu’s presence.”
Shota closed his eyes for a moment. One Problem Child in critical condition and the other missing. What higher power had he pissed off to deserve this? He clenched one hand in a tight fist before forcibly relaxing it. “What’s next?”
“Considering Midoriya’s unique situation, we had to get a bit creative. There are a few things we can try, but I’m leaning toward phlebotomy and fluid replacement therapy. It would be the quickest way to bring his blood pressure back down the rest of the way and take the strain off his heart. We may need to tap the slime in his abdomen and chest as well. It—” The doctor paused when the smartwatch on her wrist started beeping. She took one look at the alert before turning on her heel to sprint from the room.
Some instinct had Shota following her. Several nurses were hurrying in the same direction as the doctor, and one of them was pushing a cart with a defibrillator on it. The doctor ducked into a room with a light flashing above its door. A moment later she called back out into the hall, “Get some midazolam in here stat! He’s awake.”
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Izuku hurt. That was the first thing he was aware of. His chest, his head, everything. His heart was pounding which made it hurt worse, and he couldn’t seem to get enough air. There was shouting and beeping and blurry shapes around him, over him, hands on him. He wanted to squirm away from the noise and touches, but moving felt like a herculean effort. His body was so heavy, and their muscles and slime didn’t seem to be coordinating like they should.
Something was wrong with Ekikyō. Why couldn’t he feel Ekikyō? Izuku tried. He reached and reached but couldn’t find him. Somewhere under all the pain, Izuku knew. Ekikyō wasn’t here. He was alone.
A sob, one part pain and two parts grief, tore its way free of his throat. Then another and another, and Izuku couldn’t stop despite the mounting pain and the darkness spotting his vision.
Then there was a hand in his.
Izuku tried to ignore it like the other touches, but something about the soothing circles their callused thumb rubbed into the back of his hand felt familiar, grounding. Izuku flexed his fingers, gripping that hand. The circling motion paused for a moment before resuming.
The pain was still there and so were the other hands and voices—enough to make his head spin—but the whole thing was a little less awful, knowing someone was with him. Izuku just breathed and let himself float in that pain and confusion for a time, thoughts slipping away like slime.
Slime? Right, there was so much slime. Why wasn’t it acting like it should? It wasn’t circulating—not well, at least—but just sitting there in his muscles and skin and everything else. A fresh stab of pain in his chest chased the air from his lungs and made him even more dizzy. His heart tripped and pounded under his ribs. Why wasn’t the slime helping? It always helped. Ekikyō…
An ache settled under the stabbing pain. Ekikyō wasn’t here. But some of his slime was. Izuku’s brows pinched as he clung to that thought to keep it from sliding away. The slime wasn’t doing what it should; it didn’t have Ekikyō to tell it what to do.
But Izuku was here.
He should probably do something about his heart. Izuku slowly reached for the slime he could feel in his body. There…was a lot more than he was used to. The voices and beeping got louder, more insistent. Izuku’s hold on the slime slipped through his mental fingers.
Izuku frowned in frustration. He shouldn’t be struggling with this. He’d done it dozens of times. He tried again, grabbing just the slime in his chest this time. Maybe holding that much at once had been the problem? He focused on the changes Ekikyō usually made to his heart. It hurt—a lot more than when Ekikyō did it—but he could feel slime weaving between the fibers of his heart.
The intrusive yelling and beeping were really starting to get annoying. Even the hand holding his was squeezing now, demanding his attention. Izuku stopped, holding the changes he’d already made and waiting for the noise to die down. When it didn’t, he huffed. Couldn’t they tell he was doing something delicate?
Izuku’s head hurt, and he needed to finish this. If they weren’t going to stop dividing his attention…he’d just have to block them out. He held the idea for only a moment before pulling back from his senses until he could only feel the mental tug of the slime inside him. The sudden absence of sound and hands on him was a relief. Even the pain he knew he should be in was gone, except for his headache.
Now that there wasn’t so much pain, he could feel how much slime was in his blood. His heart needed to be changed to be able to pump the blood and slime in his veins, but he’d also need to change his lungs. No wonder he’d felt so short of breath and dizzy before blocking everything out.
He continued threading slime through his heart, adding more when some of it latched onto damaged cells instead of doing what he wanted it to. He didn’t let himself stop to think about what that meant. The slime seemed to have a degree of muscle memory, sliding in between muscle cells and settling into place with little prodding once he got it going. Ordering slime to start pulling itself through his arteries and veins took even more pressure off his heart. After his circulatory system felt like both his and Ekikyō’s memories said it should, he shifted his focus to his lungs.
As soon as he stopped thinking about his heart, things started to fall apart. His attention snapped back to it, even as his heartbeat sped up. Ekikyō had never had to focus to keep the changes to his heart in place, so why…
A sinking feeling descended over Izuku. Ekikyō’s quirk was what maintained those changes. Izuku had assumed they’d be like the slime automatically supporting and repairing damaged cells or maybe something like the autopilot that kept their mixed blood and slime moving through their veins without constant attention, but that didn’t seem to be the case. Izuku got his heart back in order, but what now?
Izuku experimentally tried splitting his focus between holding his heart together and manipulating the slime in his lungs and chest cavity. The slime in his heart wavered, but it stayed in place. It was slow going with frequent pauses when either the modifications to his heart or his lungs started falling apart, but eventually, he had both in working order.
His head really hurt.
He should…he should probably check for head injuries. That would explain why he’d had such a hard time focusing earlier and why trying to keep a train of thought felt like holding a handful of sand.
The slime in his heart and lungs shuddered.
Later. He’d do that later. Some of the slime should already be attached to any damaged cells by now anyway. He’d just…focus on this for a while. Ekikyō could multitask like no other, but Izuku wasn’t used to it. Maybe he could eventually have this running on autopilot, like how he didn’t have to think about breathing or blinking constantly. (He hoped he could figure it out before he next fell asleep.)
He wished Ekikyō were here.
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Shota sat beside Izuku’s bed, holding his son’s limp hand in his. He couldn’t decide if this was better or worse than before. Izuku had been somewhat aware before but obviously in pain and disoriented—and working himself toward another heart attack while the doctor and nurses tried to help him. Then all at once, the tension had melted out of him, and he’d gone unresponsive. The only upside was Izuku’s heart and breathing stabilizing.
No one had been quite sure what had happened until a nurse with a fluid kinesis quirk reported something strange about how the slime in Izuku’s chest was moving. Now Izuku was hooked up to an EEG again, showing the decidedly strange pattern there. The boy was dead to the world around him but still fighting.
Shota gently moved a sweat-soaked curl away from his son’s eyes, careful not to disturb the nest of wires and sensors connecting to Izuku’s head and chest. “Hold on, Problem Child. Come back to us.”
Outtakes:
Shinso: stares at Izuku’s contact for several seconds before pressing call
Phone: “Midoriya could not come to the phone right now. Please leave a message after the beep.” Beeps
Shinso: hangs up and sighs
Shinso: jumps out of his skin as his phone rings a few seconds later
Phone: “Aizawa calling.”
Notes:
When figuring out what too much slime in Izuku's system would do, I couldn't help but think of a client we used to see at my work. They had this condition where their body made too many blood cells: https://www.hopkinsmedicine.org/health/conditions-and-diseases/polycythemia-vera#:~:text=Polycythemia%20vera%20is%20a%20rare,cells%2C%20particularly%20red%20blood%20cells
Other interesting things learned while writing this chapter: Asphalt burns, but concrete doesn't. They can both melt, but concrete's at a much higher temperature. Also, asphalt boils before it burns.
Chapter 120: 119: Minute by Minute
Summary:
“Life is not lost by dying; life is lost minute by minute, day by dragging day, in all the thousand small uncaring ways.” –Stephen Vincent Benet
Notes:
Little bit of a shorter chapter this time, but I hit all the points I wanted to. It is time once again to turn in your Feels Trip Permission Slips. This chapter is a hard one. Next one will be too, considering I almost cried just doing research for it.
Apologies for this chapter being a week late. My muse was holding it hostage until I finished writing part 4 of my Starlight series (Izuku with AfO). If you haven't read it yet, you should, if only for the cute scene with Eri.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
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Izuku was pretty sure his headache had stopped being a headache. Was this what a migraine felt like? A constant splitting feeling throbbing in time with the beat of his ramshackle heart? He wasn’t even sure at this point if his head hurt so much from an injury, the mental strain of focusing so hard for so long, some consequence of forcing his brain to multitask like this, or the continued aftermath of stretching his mind to hold onto Ekikyō when his friend attempted to de-possess him (only to have Ekikyō ripped away despite his effort). Did it matter if he couldn’t do anything about it?
Much like the first time he woke up, the pain didn’t leave, but he got used to thinking around and in spite of it. Eventually. He knew Aizawa and the doctors were worried about him, but he couldn’t spare them any attention until he had managing his heart and lungs down. He stayed present when he could, but staying present meant dealing with the rest of the physical pain and the fact that he was in a hospital without Ekikyō and there were just too many distractions when his focus was already split.
Maybe he was a coward for not facing reality. There was almost something soothing to losing himself in organizing and directing slime cells. But he knew he couldn’t hide forever.
The third time (he thought it was the third, but memories were bleeding together and leaving blank spots, so he couldn’t be sure) he woke up, he wondered if he’d ever wake without dizziness, exhaustion, and chest pain again. The altered structure of his heart and lungs tended to degrade whenever he fell asleep now, eventually waking him back up once the pain of his struggling body got too bad. He took a moment to orient himself, noting Aizawa sitting beside his bed. He went through the routine of patching up the organs in his chest, then steeled himself to ask, “Ekikyō?” His voice came out quiet and thready.
Aizawa jolted in surprise and whipped around to look at him. (That more than anything told Izuku how long he’d been here.) Aizawa’s eyes quickly scanned Izuku’s face and the monitors beside the bed. Then he answered, “We haven’t been able to find him.”
Izuku’s heart ached, and it had nothing to do with the damage the slime cells were still repairing. “The League took him.” It was the only thing that made sense for how their minds had been ripped apart without sensing any pain on Ekikyō’s end. Mr. Compress must have gotten too close somehow. “They made us.”
Aizawa sighed and reached over to unclench Izuku’s right hand from the sheets and slotted his own into place to squeeze it. “I was afraid of that. There are only so many fire users who can get temperatures high enough to reach concrete’s melting point.”
Concrete had a melting point? Izuku’s heart stuttered. Wait, no, focus. Izuku wrangled the quirk analyst part of himself and stuffed it back in its mental closet in favor of ensuring his heart and lungs didn’t fall apart. He wasn’t sure how long it took, but he could barely keep his eyes open halfway when he looked at Aizawa again. “Their base is just east of Uonuma, at the abandoned quarry.”
Aizawa nodded before slipping his hand free of Izuku’s. He stood and stretched. “I’ll inform Nezu and Tsukauchi.” He ran a hand over Izuku’s hair gently, and only now did Izuku realize there were a bunch of wires and sensors stuck to his head. “Get some rest, Problem Child. We’ll get Ekikyō back.”
Izuku hummed and closed his eyes, finally pulling away from his senses to conserve his energy and attention. Aizawa was taking care of it; he’d find Ekikyō. But would it be too late? Izuku wanted to believe they’d find him in time, but memories of Overhaul and Shigaraki lurked in the dark corners of his mind, laughing.
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Dabi’s hands burned hot, but he kept his quirk locked securely under his skin and scars. They’d finally convinced Shigaraki’s doctor to let them borrow a tank in his lab to interrogate Sludge and Midoriya. Dabi owed the creepy asshole a favor now—something about taking a new Nomu out for a test drive—and he didn’t like it. But he hated backstabbers more.
Shigaraki nodded to Mr. Compress, and the latter tossed a marble into the open tank. The Doctor pressed a button on the console to seal the tank’s lid in place. “There you go. If you need me, I’ll be over at the main console, working. Don’t break anything, or I’ll send you right back to Gigantomachia before you can blink.”
Shigaraki sneered and waved the man off. “We know. This is a cut scene, not a pvp encounter.”
The Doctor trundled off, huffing about impatience and ingrates.
Once the old man was out of earshot, Shigaraki nodded to Compress. “Release them.”
Sludge exploded from the marble, slamming against the plexiglass walls of the tank before flowing upward. Sludge explored the bounds of their container before contracting back into a cohesive mass. After a few seconds, Sludge’s face surfaced to glare at them. He was saying something, but they couldn’t hear him.
Shigaraki waited until Sludge seemed to finish talking before walking up to the control panel and pressing the intercom button. “Sludge, you have some explaining to do.”
Sludge twitched at the words, looking up to where the speaker likely was. “Oh, so now you can hear me? Don’t know what you expect to hear. Yeah, Midoriya was my host, and we had a mutually beneficial arrangement going. Until someone messed things up,” he said, sneering at Dabi.
Dabi smirked right back.
Shigaraki ignored the comment and asked, “Were you selling us out to the heroes?”
Sludge made an offended noise and pointedly tapped a tendril against the plexiglass. “You aren’t the one behind bars right now, genius.”
Shigaraki growled at the non-answer and scratched at his neck.
The following silence was interrupted by Toga. “Is Ari—Midoriya okay?” The rest of The League looked at her, and she frowned. “What? I met his host during the Hassaikai gig; he’s nice.”
Sludge grinned. “See, I’d love to tell you, but I don’t know, seeing as he’s not here and all.”
Dabi’s smirk fell away as he realized Sludge had used past tense when talking about Midoriya earlier. He narrowed his eyes, trying to spot a solid body under all the sludge. When he couldn’t, he stepped up next to Shigaraki to look at the control panel. There were several monitors attached to the tank, but they all only showed one set of vitals—what vitals it could measure anyway. Sludge didn’t exactly have a pulse.
“I missed?” Mr. Compress asked, voice higher than Dabi’d ever heard from him. “How did I miss?! My clone said there was only a puddle left!”
“Sewers,” Dabi said, almost impressed. “There was a manhole cover. You got him out through the sewer.”
Sludge smiled.
“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me,” Shigaraki growled, making Dabi take a step back from him and any ensuing destruction.
“We weren’t even going to hurt him. We just needed a strategist for our current problem,” Magne pointed out. “Why kick up a fuss and blow your identity?”
“Because I promised when we made our deal to protect the kid,” Sludge said. “And Midoriya’s scared to death of Shigaraki. Fucker’s almost killed him twice. Why on earth would I gamble on a third time?”
“We wouldn’t have let Shiggy hurt him,” Toga said, pouting.
“Yeah!” Twice chimed in, for once not contradicting himself.
Sludge shrank just slightly in his tank as he looked between Toga and Twice. “I know, but being kidnapped again would have hurt him on its own. He’s still not over what Overhaul did to us.”
“He’s not here,” Shigaraki finally said when he was done scratching his neck raw. “We don’t have our strategist. Doesn’t matter. We can still brute force this quest. It’ll just be a lot of quick-time events and hit-and-run tactics. We can do this. Sensei picked me for a reason.” That reminder seemed to settle something in the man. He straightened and stared off into a dark corner of the lab. “Yeah, we can do this.”
Sludge pointed at Shigaraki. “See! That’s the attitude. You’ve all got this. What’s the mission again?”
“Why should we tell you?” Spinner asked, slapping a hand over Twice’s mouth to keep him from answering. The mutant’s shoulders slumped. “Are we done here? It’s my shift to sleep.”
Shigaraki stared intently at Sludge for a moment. “Yeah, I think we are.”
“Does that mean I can boil him?” Dabi asked, enjoying the way the smug look fell off Sludge’s face.
“No fire in the lab!” The Doctor yelled from wherever he was. The creep was probably watching them through some camera.
“Do we even know for sure he’s a traitor?” Twice asked. “Off with his head!”
Magne pursed her lips. “We can’t exactly let him go, regardless of whether we trust him or not.”
Shigaraki grinned and pressed the intercom button again, turning it off. “There’s an easy way to find out. We just wait and see if any heroes show up at the quarry. Dabi can watch the place, since Gigantomachia’s immune to fire. If heroes show up in the next few days, Sludge is a traitor. If not, then we’ll see.”
“If I may,” The Doctor said as he reappeared from the shadows, grinning toothily. “Should Sludge prove to be a traitor, killing him would be a waste. I can make excellent use of his quirk.”
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Shota spent a lot of time at the hospital and on the phone coordinating with the raid prep team in the days following Izuku’s admission. The teen’s vitals seemed to start deteriorating whenever he fell into fitful sleep, but they quickly rebounded and stabilized again once he woke up minutes or hours later. Izuku always looked so fatigued when he was awake and present, and Shota knew the way his hands gripped the sheets and the periodic tensing of his jaw were indicators of persistent pain.
Sadly, there was little the doctors could do for the exhaustion and pain without upsetting the delicate balancing act Izuku had achieved. Most of the stronger pain meds ran the risk of impairing Izuku’s mental faculties or putting Izuku into sleep deep enough he might not be able to wake up and fix his heart and lungs in time. Shota hated seeing him like this, hated being helpless to fix it.
At least the deterioration of Izuku’s vitals while asleep was steadily slowing down. Maybe Izuku could get some actual, restful sleep soon. Izuku still tended to check out more often than not when he was awake, but they’d managed to talk long enough that Shota and the doctors knew why the kid was doing that now.
It bothered Shota that Izuku was essentially having to save himself…again.
There was still the option of pulling several liters of slime out of Izuku’s body. However, given that Izuku was currently using that slime to stabilize his heart and lungs, the hospital staff were rethinking the viability of that option. Four days into the hospital stay, Izuku seemed to have whatever he was doing down to a science, and his vitals held mostly steady, even while he was asleep.
Once reasonably sure there weren’t going to be any further heart attacks, someone with an imaging quirk (who looked suspiciously like Cross) was called in to check the damage to Izuku’s heart. Shota hadn’t understood most of the jargon thrown around, but the doctor’s expression when she walked in with the imaging report a few hours later was the type of cool professionalism that screamed “bad news.”
“We’re no longer recommending phlebotomy,” the doctor started. She tapped away on the computer until an image appeared on-screen. It was a human heart with roughly a quarter of the surface shaded blue. “Midoriya had a myocardial infarction in the ambulance, then another in ICU before we had him on a high enough dose of his beta-blocker. There were a few smaller events after that, but none that resulted in fibrillation.”
Pointing at the image on-screen, she continued, “This is the result. The shaded area represents hypoxia damage. In a normal patient, this level of damage is bad enough to put someone on a transplant waiting list…if they survived initial treatment.”
The doctor clicked over to a different image. The heart in this image looked larger and greener. The same area was shaded on it, but that shading was organized differently. “According to scans, the slime in Midoriya’s body has concentrated around those damaged areas. From Recovery Girl’s notes, this appears to be a mechanism to encourage healing, which is a good thing.”
Shota narrowed his eyes, sensing a catch. “But?”
“But Motsu’s slime doesn’t eliminate scarring, and that slime doesn’t stay in a former host forever.”
Shota stared at the image of Izuku’s heart, remembering Cross’s warning about possible strictures after Iida shed the last of the slime in his system. How much worse would that be on a heart? (Not to mention all the other injuries and scars Izuku had gotten since he and Ekikyō became friends.)
“Based on the notes we have on Motsu’s quirk, this slime will slowly leave Midoriya’s body over the next 3 months. As that slime fades out, it will steadily lose the ability to support Midoriya’s heart.”
“And a transplant?” Shota asked, some part of him unwilling to accept where his logic already knew this was going.
“For a transplant, we put a patient on immunosuppressants to prevent rejection, but it’s very likely that Motsu’s cells wouldn’t respond. The medication works by stopping the production of leukocytes, but it can’t do anything for the cells already in Midoriya’s system. And any slime cell can decide to act as an immune cell at any time. Motsu’s slime accepts Midoriya’s cells because of the acclimatization that comes with his quirk use. Without Motsu here to extend that integration to a new heart, the slime would attack it, causing rejection. We’d have to wait until all of the slime is out of Midoriya’s system for a transplant to have any hope of succeeding, but as that slime leaves, there’s a high likelihood that Midoriya’s heart will decompensate before reaching the point where a surgery is feasible.”
Shota’s throat felt suddenly dry and his eyes traitorously wet. “You’re saying…”
The doctor’s professional veneer fractured, sadness and sympathy shining in her eyes. “Unless Motsu turns up in the near future, Midoriya’s prognosis is grave. I’m sorry.”
Outtakes:
Tsukauchi over comms: “Local law enforcement, fire services, Backdraft, and Mt. Lady are on standby. What’s your ETA?”
Endeavor: while flying “Five minutes to Niigata border, another three until I reach the Uonuma quarry.”
Mirko: leaps above the trees “Eight minutes for me too. Having to circle around Mount Echigo-Komagatake. The League won’t know what hit them.”
Kayama: sighs and shoves the box of decorations into a corner “Any word on when they’re going home?”
Yamada: shakes his head “No, Sho’s still at the hospital. It’s…not good news.”
Kayama: “Fuck.”
Yamada: “Yeah…think we can cancel Sho’s birthday party for the foreseeable future.”
Notes:
At what point do I upgrade this fic from a Teen rating to Mature? Because discussing terminal diagnoses in relation to the MC feels like its toeing that line. I'll probably need to update the rating for the last fight in Jakku anyway. Or add a "Graphic Depictions of Violence" warning. Hm... (Don't worry about MCD, our dynamic duo aren't done for just yet, though things look pretty dire right now.)
In other news, I got my first ticket ever. (My registration is expired...like really expired. winces) To add insult to injury, I can't find my current car insurance card, and I have X number of days to get my registration updated, so this is fine. (I am very stressed rn. I have a plan, but I don't do stress well. Prayers for my sanity--and that the stress doesn't trigger my various stress-responsive health issues--would be appreciated.)
Chapter 121: 120: Worn
Summary:
“Give me a few days of peace in your arms—I need it terribly. I’m ragged, worn, exhausted. After that I can face the world.” —Henry Mille
Notes:
A few things before we dive in:
1st, I updated this fic to have the "graphic depictions of violence" warning. Still debating whether or not to upgrade the rating due to (non-sexual) themes. I mean, it's not the manipulation of Repurposed (my Nomu!Izuku fic), and it's not the level of war crimes of Switchblade by Cacid (a 12/10 fic, btw; if you haven't read it yet, I highly recommend it). But there will be more body horror, grappling with death/mortality, and on-screen death of a few non-major characters in this last arc, maybe even an assassination as a treat. All this to say, I'd appreciate your thoughts on whether or not to update the rating to mature.
2nd, turns out a ticket and a citation are not the same. I got a citation, which was much more straightforward to take care of and had a lower fine than I expected. So...yay?
3rd, just wanted to warn y'all that things get worse before they get better, and mental health progress isn't linear.
4th and finally...we get a new POV to start off the chapter!
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Rumi bounded through the forest, checking her course each time she breached the canopy. The sight of bare stone caught her eye, and she let a vicious grin slide into place as the anticipation of a good fight set her pulse racing. She’d circled around to approach the abandoned quarry from the north side. Between herself and the cops and less mobile heroes following the road in from the east, they’d cut off any escape if the villains spotted Endeavor closing in from the southwest.
The trail of fire and smoke that marked his impending arrival was hardly subtle.
“Making my final approach now,” Endeavor’s voice crackled over the comm, barely louder than the flames he used to propel himself through the air.
Rumi allowed herself a cringe at the noise before sounding off, “I see you. Be there in two leaps. Try to leave a place for me to land.”
Endeavor grunted, and Rumi rolled her eyes. As if asking for one patch of pavement left fire-free was such an inconvenience. Rumi swore if she ended up with burnt fur by the end of this, she’d make him regret it. Did he have any idea how hard it was to get that smell out of a costume?
She set worries of “friendly” fire aside for now. She had some two-bit villains who needed their asses handed to them and a compromised informant in need of extraction. Or retrieval. If Rumi was honest with herself, she wasn’t expecting to find Nezu’s spy in any sort of good shape after they passed the 24-hour mark. Between the delay in getting the base location and the Commission stalling even longer (and pulling Hawks from the raid, the bastards), Rumi wouldn’t be surprised if they were too late to retrieve anything but dust and ashes.
She saw Endeavor fall upon the quarry’s clearing when she leaped above the tree line for the last time, but there was no follow-up blast of fire. Rumi quickly took in the wreck that might have once been a quarry before landing beside him. “Damn, did someone beat us here?” she asked.
The buildings to one side of the clearing had collapsed, the rusted-out construction equipment on the other side had been crushed near flat, and the ground between was cracked and cratered where it wasn’t scorched. This sort of damage didn’t fit the profiles of any of the known League members. (Except perhaps Muscular. Yeah, he was dead as a doorknob, but they couldn’t completely rule him out with Twice’s quirk in play.)
“The burns are old,” Endeavor grumbled. “No heat left in the rock and nothing’s smoldering. They abandoned this place days ago.”
Rumi frowned and kicked at the loose gravel scattered everywhere. Then she heard a click. Her ears snapped around in an instant and caught the words behind them.
“He’s all yours, Doc.”
Mirko spun and kicked off in a practiced move, launching herself toward the villain loitering in the trees. She spotted Dabi before she was halfway there, and the man didn’t bother to move.
“Too slow, heroes,” he said before smiling. Black sludge spilled from between his teeth to engulf him.
Rumi shifted into a Luna Arc just before impact but flew through the sludge as if it were water. Stupid warp quirks. Wasn’t that the same one in the reports from the Kamino raid? All for One was locked up in Tartarus though, so how was it being used here? Shit, The League had a way to replicate or duplicate quirks. That or that Twice guy had gotten measurements to make a clone of All for One. She wasn’t sure which prospect was worse.
Either way, sticking around here wasn’t doing any good. She clicked on her comm and reported, “The League’s long gone. Dabi was here, but he got teleported away with that sludge warp quirk. He didn’t engage.”
Tsukauchi cursed on the other end of the line, and Rumi pretended not to hear it. “Alright, head on back. Police will take care of cleanup, and Mt. Lady will scout the area before leaving. I’ll inform the others.”
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Keigo was anything but calm as he flew to the location Dabi had given him. Not that anyone could tell by looking at him. He’d learned his poker face from the best.
This meeting had an air of danger that their previous meetings hadn’t. Nezu’s spy had been found out. Nezu’s spy had been taken. Knowing the quirks The League had, there wouldn’t be a body to bury. Would outing one traitor sate their bloodlust or leave them angry and eager to dispose of their other potential leak? Clean up all their loose ends nice and neat?
Keigo carried three trackers hidden in his clothes and feathers just in case.
Dabi was waiting for him alone like always.
Keigo wasn’t certain if that was a good or bad sign. He touched down gingerly a few meters down the catwalk from him and glanced around the abandoned mill. His feathers weren’t picking up anyone else nearby. “Hey, Dabi. Heard about the drama. Kinda surprised you didn’t bring Sludge for backup considering.”
Dabi’s usually blank face twitched into a scowl for a second, making Keigo’s feathers stand on end. Dabi’s face relaxed again as he walked up to Keigo. “Nah, that traitor’s indisposed.”
Keigo’s stomach dropped faster than when he allowed himself to freefall. “Looks like I don’t have to worry about sharing then,” he teased, keeping his carefree grin in place like armor. Seeing Dabi’s unamused face, he shifted into something less flippant. “Seriously, though, The League good? And what’s up with Sludge being a mole? That dude’s got like a dozen murders on his rap sheet.”
Dabi shrugged and leaned against the railing of the catwalk. “Maybe he got caught and cut a deal. Maybe he decided he was too good for the villain life. Who knows? Not my problem anymore, Birdie. But you are.”
Keigo allowed some of his fluster to show, but redirected it with his usual flirting, “Oh? I don’t think I’ve been called a problem before, but I’ve heard worse pet names.” He leaned his hip against the railing and batted his eyelashes at the man.
Dabi huffed and looked away. “You know what I mean.” Dabi pulled a cigarette from his coat pocket and lit it with a tiny blue flame. He took a drag and exhaled slowly before continuing, “You got a plan for the Hero Billboard Chart?”
Keigo internally winced. Right, that was a thing. The President had told him to do whatever it took to maintain cover, and he would. He just hoped he wouldn’t be reprimanded—or roasted—too heavily for what he intended to do. “Yeah, and you better watch, Pilot Light. I’m going to really steal the show.”
Dabi mouthed the nickname but otherwise didn’t comment. At least, until he finished his cigarette. “We’ve got our next move.”
Keigo leaned forward and hummed encouragingly.
“After the Billboard, we’re testing out a new Nomu. Thinking we might take it for a spin in your neck of the woods if you want to lure some other hero down there to play punching bag. Wouldn’t want to mess up your pretty face, after all,” Dabi drawled, watching Keigo out of the corner of his eye.
Keigo couldn’t help the way he tensed up, though he smoothed his feathers down only two seconds later. “Aw, see, you do love me!” he bantered, even as his mind tucked into a tailspin. The Commission had no proof there were any Nomu left unaccounted for after the Kamino raid, but now they did. If they had one, were there more? How many? Was there another warehouse full somewhere? It would make sense for All for One not to keep all his eggs in one basket.
“Nah,” Dabi said with a smirk. “I just want to ruin you myself.”
“Hm, not until you’ve at least bought me dinner,” Keigo said, ignoring the implied threat. Why was Dabi still entertaining this? Keigo got the uneasy feeling he wasn’t fooling the man. Against his better judgment, he decided to pry. “Though to be honest, I didn’t take you for the type to fall for me.”
Dabi smiled in that unsettling way of his. “What can I say, Birdie? I like a challenge.”
---
Izuku was deemed stable enough for visitors on what he was told was his fourth day in the hospital. Izuku took their word for it; he’d long since lost his sense of time. He was at least getting better at splitting his attention between managing his internal systems and processing what was happening around him. It still got overwhelming half the time, but half was better than all.
His first guest (that he knew of) was there when he next woke up. “Hey, Maiko.”
Maiko looked up from her phone to glare at him. “You spend too much time in the hospital. You sure you’re dating the purple broom and not the hospital bed?”
Izuku chuckled, then coughed. It took a moment to catch his breath, even with the oxygen mask perpetually strapped to his face. Once he could see straight again, he said, “I dunno, the hospital bed might stand a chance now that Hitoshi dumped me.”
Maiko’s eyes widened a little. “He—since when?”
“What day is it?”
“It’s the 10th.”
“Two and a half weeks ago.”
“That’s rough, buddy.”
“Who’s been teaching you memes?” Izuku asked, feigning disappointment.
Maiko grinned. “Wouldn’t you like to know, weather boy?”
Izuku sighed and stared up at the ceiling. “I walked right into that one.”
Maiko snorted. The two fell into a comfortable silence for a while. Then there was a knock at the door. Maiko took one glance at the door before frowning. “It’s Yamada and Shinso. I can tell them to go away?”
Izuku seriously considered it for a minute. Then he sluggishly shook his head. “I can’t avoid To—Hitoshi forever.”
Maiko squinted at him before rolling her eyes and standing up. She walked over to the door and opened it. “If you’re looking for Nemuri and Aizawa, they’re in the cafeteria.”
“Oh, thanks, little listener. I’ll head down there to catch them.” Yamada leaned far enough into the room to see Izuku and waved at him. “Hey, kiddo. Hope you feel better soon. Imma go check on your old man and make sure he’s taking care of himself.”
Izuku grinned and half-raised one arm to wave back.
“I’ll show you where the cafeteria is; I could use a snack anyway,” Maiko said before slipping out of the room after the man.
Then Hitoshi stumbled into view to lean against the doorframe as he rubbed one shin and glared back out into the hallway. He only turned around when Izuku cleared his throat. “Uh…hey.”
“Hey.” Awkward silence loomed between them. “Sit?” Izuku asked, for lack of anything better to say.
Hitoshi glanced over to the chair Maiko had vacated before his eyes returned to Izuku, scanning him. He nodded and shuffled over to the chair. After a little more awkward silence, Hitoshi cleared his throat. “So…”
Izuku debated the merits of pulling away from his senses to avoid having to do this, but the larger part of him was tired of running. “No Tsukuri?”
Hitoshi shook his head. “Ah, no. Yamada seemed against him coming, though he wouldn’t say why. Otouto is hanging out with some friends from his class instead.”
Something about that made dread settle in Izuku’s gut, but he couldn’t place why. He shoved it aside with all the other things he wasn’t thinking about. “Glad he’s made friends.”
“Yeah, he’s already doing better than either of us were before high school.”
Izuku pouted. “I’ll have you know I did have friends. Well, okay, the last year of middle school. Tsukuri’s still got me beat by being friends with people his own age.”
Hitoshi hummed. “I don’t know. Middle schoolers are kinda assholes. You being friends with the underground clinic staff might be better.”
Izuku grinned. He’d missed this, missed talking to Hitoshi. It still hurt. He still wanted more. But if he could have his first friend his own age back, Izuku decided he could survive not having Hitoshi as his boyfriend. He just wanted Hitoshi back in his life in some capacity. (Could they go back to being friends?)
“Hm?”
Izuku glanced over at Hitoshi to see the other teen had one eyebrow raised. “What?”
“You were mumbling. Couldn’t make it out with the…” Hitoshi gestured around his mouth.
Izuku’s face warmed. “Ah, sorry.” He closed his eyes until his skin felt less flushed. That time was long enough to think. To be realistic. Now wasn’t the time to ask anyway; Hitoshi was probably still mad at him. He was only here because Izuku was hurt. Izuku sagged against his pillows and blinked to keep the hollow ache in his chest from leaking out of his heavy eyes. “It’s not important.”
---
A few more visitors came and went over the next few times Izuku was awake, but it was the visitors who were there for Aizawa that made Izuku worry. Kayama and Yamada looked heartbroken the few times they stopped by his room to drop off changes of clothes or food for them. The final nail in the suspicion coffin was Fat Gum showing up and pulling Aizawa into a bear hug, and Aizawa didn’t pull away.
Izuku waited until Toyomitsu (as the hero insisted on being called) left to ask, “Aizawa?”
“Yeah, kid?”
“What aren’t you telling me?”
Aizawa went as still as a statue for several moments. Then he sighed. “You’re very perceptive, Problem Child. I was going to wait until you’re discharged, so we could have the cats for this, but…”
That sinking feeling that had set in when Shinso visited only grew. “Bad news then.”
“Yeah. Bad. And worse.” Aizawa closed his eyes for a moment before opening them to study Izuku. “Heroes raided the abandoned quarry, but The League was long gone aside from Dabi, who appeared to be watching to see if anyone showed up. He was teleported away with the same sludge warp quirk used at Kamino before he could be detained.”
“What? But that’s one of All for One’s quirks. He wouldn’t have had a chance to give it away…unless his quirk isn’t touch activation after all,” Izuku murmured, puzzling out the situation. “And if he didn’t give it away, it would have teleported Dabi to him, and he’s in Tartarus.”
“And Tartarus guards confirmed there was no activity from All for One at the time, so…”
Izuku squeezed his eyes shut, remembering something Dabi had said before trying to grab him. “They got in touch with the doctor who makes the Nomu.” At Aizawa’s questioning hum, Izuku explained. “Too many of the Nomu have regeneration quirks. Identical regeneration quirks. That many people with similar quirks can’t go missing without notice, if there even are that many regenerative quirks in Japan. It makes more sense for The League to have some way to duplicate the really valuable ones.”
“And if they can duplicate regeneration, why not a teleporter?” Aizawa swore and ran a hand through his hair while pulling his phone out with the other to fire off a text. “With the range on that quirk, they wouldn’t have to even break into Tartarus to get All for One out. They’d just have to get close. We don’t even know if the distance between the old bar and the Kamino warehouse was its upper limit.”
Izuku raised his eyebrows. That was a good and very worrying point but not the main one he was focusing on. “Aizawa, Ekikyō and I…we didn’t know for sure, but after finding out about the Trigger and abduction pattern, we were worried Ekikyō might be a target. From the Okinawa cluster. If The League’s been in contact with the doctor—” Izuku broke off in a cough, having gotten too worked up. He focused on breathing and settling his heart rate for a minute as the pain in his chest ebbed.
Aizawa’s hand found his and rubbed soothing circles into it. “Then we can assume the worst. We’ll get him back, Izuku. We’ll find him. It took nearly a year from Mamoru’s kidnapping to when his Nomu showed up. We’ll get Ekikyō out before then.”
“We don’t know how long Mamoru was done before being sent to the summer camp,” Izuku weakly protested, still short of breath. “They could have finished him much faster and kept him in storage until they needed him, like the Nomu at Kamino.”
Aizawa didn’t deny the possibility.
Something about the silence picked at Izuku’s senses. “That’s…not all, is it?”
“No, it’s not.” Aizawa waited until Izuku’s breathing returned to something less rapid and shallow before continuing, “The doctor explained your condition to me yester—” He glanced at the clock. “The day before yesterday. There’s…a lot of damage to your heart, Izuku. If we don’t get Ekikyō back before the slime in your body fades out too much—somewhere between two and a half and three months by their estimate—your heart will fail. You’ll die.”
Izuku gaped for a moment, words abandoning him. The cold dread that had lingered in the back of his mind coiled around his neck like a mockery of Aizawa’s capture weapon. It was loose and heavy for now, didn’t feel real but was impossible to ignore. He didn’t doubt how it would snap tight and choke him if he took the time to truly process it.
Part of him wanted to apologize. For not paying attention to his surroundings, for letting Dabi and Compress corner them, for not being able to protect Ekikyō or himself, for getting hurt yet again, for putting Aizawa through all this, for…everything.
But he knew Aizawa wouldn’t want an apology. The man was strange like that. If Izuku did something wrong or bad, Aizawa would, but for something like this? No. Izuku still didn’t completely get what the difference between the situations was, but they did feel different, even if he couldn’t explain why. (He still felt guilty.)
Another part of him wanted to deny what Aizawa said. Sure, he hurt, but…But Aizawa didn’t lie. Not to him. He used “logical ruses” with 1-A all the time, but he never had with Naisho or Izuku. He didn’t say things he didn’t mean.
There was plenty of fear and anger and a whole mess of other emotions sloshing around in his chest, all weighed down by the dread constricting around his shoulders and neck. He didn’t know what to do. With any of this.
He settled for gripping Aizawa’s hand where it was still wrapped around his.
Aizawa squeezed back and met Izuku’s eyes. “You don’t have to talk about this now, but I’m okay to talk about it if you ever want to. I’m here, Izuku, and I’m not going anywhere.”
That promise—so similar to Ekikyō’s before he was taken—broke something walled up in Izuku’s chest, and tears welled in his eyes. He leaned into his dad guardian as the man pulled him into a hug.
“We’ll find him, kid. You’ll be okay, both of you.”
Izuku wasn’t sure they would be.
Outtakes:
Tsukuri: “So, when are we visiting Midoriya?”
Yamada: knows Izuku’s condition is bad, even if Aizawa didn’t give him details over the phone, and knows that Tsukuri cries after visiting his declining grandma in the hospital “Why don’t you hang out with your friends this weekend instead?”
Tsukuri: senses something’s off but decides time with friends outweighs weird adult behavior “Yeah, sure.”
Aizawa: frantically googling how to tell his teenage son that he’s maybe dying
Aizawa: “They did not cover this in those parenting books.”
Aizawa: is refusing to think about Izuku dying “We’ll find Ekikyō before then. We have to.”
Yamada and Kayama: are really sad and worried
Hitoshi: sees how all the adults are acting and starts getting nervous “I mean, how bad could it be? Izuku’s awake and talking. Sure, he doesn’t have much energy, but he’s getting better…right?”
Murphy’s Law: glances at the adults while smiling “You gonna tell him, or should I?”
Notes:
References for writing the Izuku and Aizawa conversation at the end:
https://www.younglivesvscancer.org.uk/life-with-cancer/my-child-has-cancer/when-your-child-wont-get-better/how-do-i-tell-my-child-that-they-are-dying/
https://www.cclg.org.uk/bereavement/childrens-ideas-and-understanding-of-death
Chapter 122: 121: To Be Yourself
Summary:
"To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment." –Ralph Waldo Emerson
Notes:
It is (finally) done! Thanks to Speed for being a wonderful beta and putting up with my spoilers in going over this last arc's plot. (Would y'all be mad if this arc got long enough I had to split it into 2?)
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Hawks was in Izuku’s hospital room. Why was Hawks in Izuku’s hospital room? “Um, good morning?”
Hawks gave him a small grin. “Close but no dice, Midoriya. It’s three in the afternoon.”
Aizawa had stepped out to hunt down a “decent cup of coffee in this hellhole,” and Hawks had let himself into the room not one minute later. Izuku kept his hands crossed over his lap, right thumb hovering over his watch’s panic button. “Why are you here?”
Hawks smiled a picture-perfect smile, but it didn’t reach his eyes. “To wish you a swift recovery, obviously.”
Izuku chuckled. “I think we both know that isn’t going to happen.”
Hawks’ wings twitched, and his smile fell just a little. “Maybe not. Even so, don’t go counting your chickadees before they hatch. Sludge isn’t dead yet.”
“His name is Motsu Ekikyō, not Sludge,” Izuku corrected, feeling suddenly exhausted. He didn’t have the energy to do this right now. “What do you want, Hawks?”
Hawks watched him a few moments longer before sighing. He grabbed Aizawa’s abandoned chair and turned it around to sit in it backwards and still face Izuku. “So, Fledgling, what do you know about The League?”
Ah, information and analysis; he could do that. (At least this likely meant Dabi hadn’t sent Hawks to finish him off or collect him.) “They’re all wounded people, some broken, not all bad. Except their Doctor and All for One; don’t think there’s any redeeming those two.”
“What about Shigaraki?” Hawks asked, tilting his head ever so slightly. It reminded Izuku of a bird examining something.
Izuku shrugged. “I know it isn’t all his fault. All for One gave him Decay and raised and manipulated him since he was little. But he’s far from innocent,” Izuku said, trying not to think about the feeling of Shigaraki’s quirk eating through his skin or a hand closing around his throat. “At some point, he needs to be held accountable for his actions.”
“That’s a pretty mature way to look at it,” Hawks noted. “Were you this chatty with The League, or am I just special?”
Izuku snorted. “Ekikyō ‘drove’ whenever we were with The League, so no. But we didn’t tell them anything about you, if that’s what you’re worried about. The League or Aizawa. Ekikyō and I had enough problems of our own without wondering if you were infiltrating or trying to escape the same fate as Lady Nagant.”
Hawks’s feathers fluffed before the hero shook his wings out to resettle them. “Should have figured you’d know about that.”
“Dabi knows too,” Izuku warned. “He’s…particularly aware of what the HPSC is willing to sweep under the rug. They didn’t bury some of their skeletons deep enough.” Or make sure those skeletons were actually dead before burial. Todoroki Touya was a nasty surprise waiting to happen. If Izuku’s impression of Dabi was right, the man would wait to make a Big Reveal until the most damaging moment possible. Dabi wanted to see Endeavor and hero society on their knees, and he was patient and smart enough to pull it off.
Hawks’s eyes narrowed, but he didn’t seem surprised. “I had a feeling. What about the others?”
“The rest of The League…they’re not bad people. You know that saying that everyone’s one Bad Day away from becoming a villain? That’s them. For Toga, it was years of quirk withdrawal and nutrient deficiency. She doesn’t talk about whatever made her snap, but I have my guesses. Twice had a mental break at some point and can’t get or hold onto a normal job because of it. Magne and Spinner were both attacked and harassed for who they were; Magne fought back, and Spinner wanted an out. Compress…I’m not sure why he got into crime, actually. He hasn’t brought it up.” Now that he thought about it, that was odd. He wondered what had pushed a gentleman like Compress to villainy.
Hawks shrugged with his shoulders and wings. “I haven’t been able to dig up much on him either, so no sweat.”
“Hawks?”
“Yeah, Fledgling?”
“If…if you do take down The League, you must take out their doctor. He’s making the Nomu, and we’re pretty sure he was the one behind the Naruhata Instant and Next Level Villains a few years ago. If he gets away like he did then, he’ll only come back with worse experiments later.”
Hawks gave a grim nod. “Don’t worry, Midoriya. We’ll have The League dismantled and your…friend rescued in no time. Just you wait.”
Izuku gave the hero a wry grin. “Not much else I can do right now.”
Hawks didn’t quite grimace. “Just lay low, kid.” He stood and moved the chair back to where it was before. “You know…you’re lucky. The Commission wanted me to find Nezu’s spy, but they wrote you off as soon as they realized you’re quirkless and running on borrowed time.” When Izuku looked away, Hawks continued. “That’s a good thing. You don’t want their attention, Little Eyas.”
Izuku’s heart monitor beeped faster as Izuku realized the bullet he’d narrowly dodged. He’d been worried about Hawks coming here to maintain his cover with The League, but he hadn’t considered that the HPSC might want him too. After what he’d heard about Nagant and Hawks, he wanted their interest about as much as a handshake with Shigaraki. “Thanks for the warning,” he said, giving what bow he could manage sitting up in bed. He watched Hawks stretch and step toward the door. “Hawks? If you ever want a third option, ask Nezu. He’s not fond of people being put in cages.”
The man paused to look back at Izuku and put on his paparazzi smile again. “No idea what you mean, Fledgling. No one’s caged me.”
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The nurse insisted on wheeling Izuku out of the hospital in a wheelchair. Izuku thought everyone was being ridiculous but didn’t argue. The trek from the parking lot at UA to the teacher apartments made him reevaluate. Every step took more energy than it should, and he couldn’t seem to get the slime in his body working in time with his muscles to help. Between the dead weight and the mental strain of trying to get his body and slime to cooperate, he felt like he’d run a full circuit of his patrol route instead of completing the short walk across campus. The portable oxygen supply he’d been sent home with could only do so much.
Aizawa hovered at his elbow and matched his pace the whole way.
Once they were through the apartment’s door, Izuku made a beeline for the couch and collapsed onto it, still breathing hard. His chest hurt.
“Sit up, Izuku. The doctor said that should make it easier to breathe,” Aizawa gently scolded while helping Izuku reposition himself.
Izuku hated that sitting instead of lying down made a difference. Something about keeping pressure off his lungs. Ugh. He couldn’t even dramatically flop onto a surface or try to suffocate himself in a pillow now without it feeling like he truly was suffocating.
A door clicked, and a very loud, drawn-out meow was the only warning he got before he had a lap full of Maneki. The cat was all over him, and he laughed breathlessly as he petted her. “Hey, girl.” Maneki put her front paws on his chest and stretched up to rub her face against his cheek and one of the tubes trailing from his nasal cannula to tuck behind his ears.
Eri crashed into his side next. “Izuku!”
Izuku swallowed thickly and set Maneki safely aside before hugging the girl back. He couldn’t imagine how hard this must be for her, if she even understood. Then again, she’d lived under Overhaul for two years; if any six-year-old understood death, it was her. He hugged her a little tighter and kissed the top of her head. “I’m still here, Eri.” For now.
A rough hand rested on top of his head, and Izuku glanced up long enough to see Aizawa standing behind the sofa. The man gave Izuku a small, forced smile. It didn’t reach his eyes.
Izuku wasn’t sure he’d ever seen this particular look on his guardian’s face before, but something about it made his eyes water. Izuku sniffed and grinned back, just as forced. No one said anything or moved for a long while.
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Funnily enough, he got more visitors once he was home than when he was in the hospital. Yamada, Hitoshi, and Tsukuri were frequent faces, as were Kayama and Maiko. Toyomitsu stopped by less frequently but still a surprising amount for someone who had to commute from Esuha City. (Though honestly, Toyomitsu was there more for Aizawa than for Izuku, so did he really count?) Nezu even stopped by once to see him! Recovery Girl checked him over every morning too, but that was kinda her job, so…
Once word got out that Izuku was back on campus, Todoroki, Uraraka, and Hatsume turned up on Aizawa’s doorstep and refused to leave until they saw Izuku. Izuku was pretty tired at the time, propped up in bed and debating a nap, but he stayed present for them. And he told them everything.
Okay, well, everything except his maybe impending death.
After a few silent moments where his friends processed while sitting around his room, Hatsume broke into a huge grin and leaned forward in his desk chair. “Did you use the boots?”
Izuku chuckled. Of course, she was wondering about that. “Yeah, they worked great, very discreet. And they haven’t gotten a dent on them, even survived a bite from someone with a werewolf quirk. Though dropping from two stories and higher still hurts.”
Hatsume nodded and rubbed at her chin. “Needs better shock dispersal then. I wonder if…” She snatched the spare notebook Izuku held out to her and spun to face the desk and its collection of writing implements. She was probably going to be drafting plans for a while.
Uraraka took Hatsume’s distraction as opportunity to ask from her spot on the beanbag chair, “So Naisho, huh?”
Izuku nodded. “Yeah.”
Todoroki frowned, petting Maneki who had curled up on his lap the second the boy had settled on the floor. “I’m confused. Is Naisho you or you plus Ekikyō?”
“Yes.”
“Doesn’t that get confusing?” Uraraka asked, tilting her head slightly.
Izuku tilted a hand back and forth. “Sort of? Sometimes our minds bleed together a little too much, and separating afterward can be tricky. We’ve had a lot of practice grounding ourselves and separating though. A few hours together for patrol isn’t bad.”
“And Aizawa-sensei knows.” Not a question this time, but Todoroki still seemed to be processing.
“Not until this,” Izuku said, gesturing to the scarring on his neck. He readjusted the pillows piled behind him and didn’t make eye contact as he continued, “I was hurt pretty badly, and Ekikyō can’t heal a concussion. So, he called Aizawa for help, but I was thinking about telling him soon anyway. I…I trust him.”
Todoroki’s eyebrows rose as he hummed.
Uraraka leaned over to give Maneki a few scritches. “I didn’t take Sensei for the type to encourage vigilantism. He gave our class a whole lecture on it in Law and Ethics.”
“Technically, Analyst-kun isn’t a vigilante,” Hatsume said without turning from her work.
Izuku nodded, then frowned as his nasal cannula slipped out of place. After fixing it, he elaborated. “Vigilantism is defined by illegal quirk use. Can’t use what I don’t have.”
“Could make an argument for Ekikyō though, since he was possessing you,” Hatsume chimed in again.
Izuku rolled his eyes. “It’s not like we used his quirk to fight…often. I mean, if you’re going to get picky, his using his quirk at all is illegal unless we don’t leave the house while together.”
Hatsume hummed. “I dunno, Analyst-kun. There’s the whole you being a minor thing. They could probably make a case around that and consent rules if they wanted.”
Izuku dropped his head back on his pillows and groaned. Uraraka laughed, and Izuku closed his eyes, grinning. Why had he been avoiding his friends again? He’d missed them.
Then Todoroki had to go and ruin the moment. “So, are you Aizawa-sensei’s secret love child?”
Izuku choked on nothing and coughed. “What?!”
“I had a theory that Naisho was Eraserhead’s secret love child, so, are you?”
“No! Why would you…” Izuku recalled seeing a forum post with that exact title. “Wait, that was you?!”
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Shota listened to the peals of laughter coming from Izuku’s room and shook his head. Problem Children, all of them. Speaking of…
Eri walked over to him, fiddling with a loose strand of hair. “Zawa?”
Shota set his grading aside and gave the little girl his full attention. “Yes, Eri?”
“Izuku and Ekikyō. Someone hurt them?”
“Yes.”
“Like Overhaul?”
Shota let his eyes fall shut for a moment wishing Eri wasn’t so observant (hadn’t needed to learn to be). He nodded. “Like Overhaul. The person who hurt them separated them, and he didn’t put the boys back together after.”
“Will they be okay?”
Shota wanted to promise that, more than anything. He pulled Eri into a hug, sighing quietly as her tiny arms wound around his neck, and her horn dug into his chin. He prayed it didn’t make him a liar as he said, “They should be. We need to find Ekikyō first though.”
They stayed there for a few minutes before Eri pulled away slightly. “Zawa?”
Shota hummed.
“I…You said my cur—quirk can help people?”
“It can.”
“Can it help them?”
Shota paused. Could the answer be that simple? Would it even work with all the slime still in Izuku’s body? “We’ll talk with Izuku about it once his friends leave, okay?”
Shota waited to raise the issue until after Izuku had taken a short nap after his friends’ visit. The kid still got tired so easily. It reminded him of how fragile Izuku and Ekikyō had been after getting them back from Overhaul.
Once Izuku was awake, Shota prepared dinner. He had to encourage Izuku to eat more than a few bites, making him wonder just how much Ekikyō had been helping the younger boy. They’d mentioned off-handedly that Izuku’s appetite hadn’t been the same since the Hassaikai, but it hadn’t seemed to affect them much. Now, the problem was more obvious. And worrying.
Shota shot off a text to Inui and Chiyo. Then he brought up Eri’s question. “Izuku? Eri had an idea earlier. We wanted to talk to you about it if you feel up to it.”
Izuku set his chopsticks down and looked between them before focusing on Eri and offering her a smile. “Sure. What’s your idea, Eri?”
Eri mostly held his eye contact as she said, “My quirk.”
Izuku tilted his head and furrowed his eyebrows for a moment before he got it. “Oh, Eri…” He slipped out of his chair and shuffled his oxygen tank with him to pull Eri into a hug. “That’s really brave of you to offer, but I don’t think this is the type of hurt you can rewind away.”
“But why not?” she asked, only hugging Izuku tighter.
“Your quirk rewinds someone physically, and I…I’ve been sharing with Ekikyō more often than not for the last two years.” He pulled back from Eri, so she could see him tap his chest. “Things are different in here when Ekikyō’s here too, to keep us both healthy and safe. But it’s only healthy and safe like that when both of us are here. If you rewind me, there’s a good chance I’ll come out in that ‘different’ state, and I don’t know if I’d be able to fix everything. Ekikyō’s quirk usually does that.”
Shota grimaced at the mental images that gave him. He knew from the hospital’s scans just how “different” Izuku’s heart was when it had to pump slime alongside blood. Izuku had struggled to manage that one change. Having to do his entire body at once stood a good chance of killing him.
While Shota ruminated, Izuku continued, “And I don’t know how the slime in my system right now would react to me being rewound. It might rewind too, becoming smaller and smaller, or it might not. It might not listen to me anymore. It didn’t always. That could cause problems.”
That was an equally valid concern. By Nezu’s theory, Izuku’s mind had learned from Ekikyō’s how to communicate and function something like his friend’s hivemind. If Eri rewound Izuku physically, would that adaptation of his brain revert too? If Izuku lost the ability to connect to and influence the slime in his body, being de-aged to a point in time where he was possessed would kill him. Izuku wouldn’t even be able to attempt to salvage things. There was another option though. “What if she rewound you to before Ekikyō ever possessed you?”
Izuku glanced up at Shota before staring off into space as he thought. “Then the slime inside me would either disappear entirely, or my body wouldn’t recognize it anymore and would cause a nasty immune reaction.” He frowned. “I don’t know which is more likely. It depends on if Eri’s quirk would rewind me and Ekikyō’s slime together or if the slime is unaffected. I’d really rather not be rewound to my 14-year-old self though,” he added with a rueful grin. “I was a twig back then.”
Shota snorted and rounded the table to reach out and ruffle Izuku’s hair with one hand. He set the other on Eri’s back “So, not an ideal option, but one we can’t throw out either.”
“I guess.” Izuku still didn’t seem fond of the idea.
“We’ll keep it as a last resort then,” Shota assured him, crouching to pull both of his Problem Children into a hug. If it came down to Izuku dying or him possibly living, Shota knew which he would choose. A chance was better than nothing, and he had an idea for how to find out if Eri’s quirk would rewind Izuku and Ekikyō’s cells together. He only had to get ahold of one of Izuku’s recent blood samples.
Experimenting would have to wait though. His hero phone vibrated in his pocket. Shota grumbled as he pushed himself back to his feet. “You two go pick out a movie to watch. I’ll be in after I take this and put away dinner.” Once his wards were out of the room, he picked up. “Eraserhead.”
“Aizawa,” Tsukauchi greeted. “I’m sorry to call you when you’re taking time off, but it has to do with Midoriya’s case.”
Shota straightened. “What is it?”
“Someone told Midoriya Inko about Izuku’s condition. She’s demanding visitation.”
Outtakes:
Hatsume: “You field-tested my babies, and you didn’t tell me?!”
Izuku: “I’m sor—what are you doing?”
Hatsume: frantically scribbling on a pad of paper “Revamping your boots and designing you a utility belt. How have you been a vigilante for over a year without a utility belt?!”
Izuku: “Um, lots of pockets?”
Hatsume: offended noise
Garaki: fiddling with the settings on a green-filled tank “Why must you be so difficult? You have such a perfect quirk, but paired with your immune system and hivemind…one so different from Queen Bee’s…”
Garaki: scowls as yet another notification that a quirk failed to be incorporated before Sludge’s immune system destroyed it appears on screen
Garaki: glances over at another Nomu’s tank and the solid body within
Garaki: gets an idea “Maybe I’m approaching this the wrong way. You have no trouble accepting a host’s quirk…” smiles “Yes, I think that will do nicely.”
Notes:
Sorry for the long delay in getting this chapter finished. Izuku and Inko's conversation has been fighting me hard, and I eventually moved it to 122. We'll see how long it takes me to finish it satisfactorily. I hope spring is treating y'all well. sneezes
Chapter 123: 122: Acting Like an Adult
Summary:
“Many believe parenting is about controlling children’s behavior and training them to act like adults. I believe that parenting is about controlling my own behavior and acting like an adult myself. Children learn what they live and live what they learn.” –L.R. Knost
Chapter Text
Izuku wasn’t ready, but his social worker—Nakasone-san—sat at the kitchen table, and Mom sat in Aizawa’s chair across from him in the living room. Aizawa and Eri were in Eri’s room having a tea party, but it felt like they were kilometers away instead of two rooms down the hall. At least Maneki and Komainu had decided to stay with Izuku on the sofa. Mausu had vanished the instant she smelled strangers. (Izuku kinda wanted to join her.)
Part of Izuku had wanted to ask Aizawa to stay, but then Eri would be alone in her room. Eri still got anxious around people she didn’t know, and she was very good at picking up on tension in others. She’d been nervous all morning, even before Recovery Girl decided to draw some of Izuku’s blood during her visit. Eri had only settled when Aizawa asked about one of her drawings and got her explaining everything happening in the picture.
Izuku didn’t like the idea of her being uncomfortable in her own home. If moving around weren’t such a chore, he’d have suggested this meeting take place in the teacher’s lounge for Eri’s sake, but here they were. (It was getting better, but Izuku still struggled to get all the slime moving with him.)
Izuku didn’t need Aizawa; Eri needed him. Izuku could handle one conversation with his mom; he’d be fine.
“Hey, Mom,” he said, breaking the awkward silence.
“Hi, sweetheart. How…how are you doing?” she asked, uncertain.
Izuku knew she must have a million questions. They hadn’t really talked since his birthday. They had seen each other at the custody hearing, but they’d not been allowed to interact then. And as far as he knew, she didn’t know anything about his time with the Hassaikai. So much had happened since July. He supposed this question was as good a place to start as any. “It’s been tough, but I’m adjusting. I’ve about convinced the cats not to chew on my oxygen tubing,” he added with a half grin.
Mom studied the two cats—Maneki curled against his right thigh and Komainu loafed on the discarded blanket at the left end of the sofa. There was an unspoken question in her gaze.
Izuku relaxed just a little and introduced the furry residents of the apartment. “I actually helped Aizawa rescue Maneki,” he said, brushing her fur back to reveal one of the thin bald patches around her neck. “She was tangled up in some plastic cord and hiding under a dumpster. We had to coax her out with treats and cut her free. Aizawa kept her ‘to make sure she healed,’ but I think he always planned on keeping her. I mean, look at this face,” Izuku said, gesturing to how the calico had rolled onto her back and reached a paw for Izuku’s hand. He’d committed the crime of ceasing to pet her. He murmured an apology and went back to stroking her fur. Maneki magnanimously rubbed her face against his leg and purred.
Izuku’s mom hummed. “She seems to like you.”
From there, talking was easier. They mostly stuck to surface level things, like what Izuku’s classes were covering or what interesting clients his mom had seen at work recently. Izuku was even tempted to say it was going well.
A quiet alarm on his phone went off, and Izuku checked it before pushing himself to his feet. “Be right back; need to take one of my meds.” Most of his new ones were once or twice per day, but one pill needed a midday dose too. They were all heart meds. Even though he felt mostly fine after getting the hang of splitting his focus constantly, the doctor insisted he take them. Despite feeling fine now, the damage to his heart was done. These meds were supposed to encourage as much healing as possible and keep his heart running as best as possible for as long as possible.
The doctor conveniently never specified how much that “possible” was. Izuku could read between the lines.
Izuku ignored the eyes on him as he focused his free brain power on moving the unattached slime in his body with his muscles as he walked to the kitchen, tugging his oxygen canister behind him. He checked the pill bottles on the counter before grabbing the appropriate one. He downed his pill and returned to the sofa with a glass of water. There was a pressure building in his skull, and his breathing was a little faster by the time he sank back into the cushions. Releasing his hold on all the extra slime was a relief.
“So, where were we?” he asked, ignoring his slight shortness of breath.
If only his company were so willing to ignore it. Mom covered her mouth with one hand, eyes suspiciously damp. “Oh, Izuku,” she said with that watery tone that meant she was moments from bursting into Midoriya tears.
Usually, that tone set off Izuku’s tears too, but this time his eyes stayed dry. He fixed his slouched posture and offered her a brittle smile as he buried his right hand back in Maneki’s fur. “Don’t worry, Mom. I’ll be fine.”
“But Izuku—”
“They’ll find Ekikyō,” Izuku insisted. (He wasn’t sure who he was trying to convince.) “And I’ll be fine. I promise, Mom, I’m only this bad off, because someone ripped us apart. Once Ekikyō’s back, things’ll go back to normal.”
Mom looked like she was about to press, but Nakasone cleared her throat. Mom let out a long breath and plastered on a grin. “How’s your semester project going?”
Izuku shot his social worker a grateful look before putting on his own grin. “My villain analyses are going well, though I kinda wish I didn’t have to get inside some of their heads. Megalomaniacs are just twisted and uncomfortable. Following their line of reasoning makes my head hurt.” Izuku shook his head. “At least I’m mostly done now. I still have to work on the capture plans for Destro and The Peerless Thief and probably could stand to edit the others some more. But the bulk of it’s done.”
“Capture plans?” Mom asked, eyes wide.
Izuku waved a hand dismissively. “Completely hypothetical since they’re both dead, but this is part of what analysts do if they go into heroics-aligned work rather than quirk counseling. I have to list off recommended heroes for the capture team, a plan that minimizes collateral damage and casualties, and give an estimate of how much force will be required to bring a villain in.” Izuku grimaced at some of his remembered calculations. “A lot of villains aren’t likely to surrender if certain heroes—like Endeavor—are present, given their poor track record with villain injuries, whereas most won’t put up a fight at all if say All Might were present with the arresting force.”
Mom seemed to be able to follow that line of reasoning. Hardly anyone could stand up to All Might, and All Might had a good reputation. A villain who surrendered to him knew they wouldn’t receive additional injuries.
“Of course, with him retired now, I can’t really list him as a trump card anymore. And Nezu made a rule that I can’t use the same hero more than three times across the assigned villains. And I have to list possible substitutions for high-ranked heroes ‘in case they’re too busy to attend.’” Honestly, that had made the assignment more fun, in Izuku’s opinion. Sure, throwing the same ten heroes at any given villain worked, but in real life, it would wear those heroes down, which was unfair to them.
“That sounds very complicated.”
“It is, but it’s…fun? Challenging.” Engaging, mentally stimulating, refreshing. It was nice having someone see where he excelled and giving him a chance to grow even more in that respect. “I can’t wait to see how things differ once Nezu starts covering the intelligence heroics applications next year. Did you know there’s a whole division of heroics that’s devoted to intelligence-gathering and threat analysis? They don’t make the news much, but they’re responsible for organizing most of the raids that make the news, and—”
“Izuku?”
“Huh?”
“Why would Nezu be teaching you about heroics?”
Izuku swore in the safety of his mind. He hadn’t meant to bring that up. “Oh, uh…you know, it’s because I’m likely to wind up working with them? Yeah, analysts work with intelligence heroes more often than limelight heroes.” He chuckled nervously.
His mom narrowed her eyes, some sixth sense that all mothers possessed allowing her to see through his deflection. Or maybe he was just terrible at lying to her when put on the spot? He had to do something!
“Honey…”
“I mean! It’s not like I plan on becoming an intelligence hero or anything! I’m not even in heroics.”
“Izuku—”
“That…that would be silly. I’d have to take some sort of transfer test in the middle of the year, and the school board would have to approve it, and I’d have to want to—I’m going to stop talking now,” Izuku said, all but biting his tongue to keep from rambling.
His mom did not look amused. “You still want to be a hero,” she observed.
Izuku flinched.
Mom sighed. She sounded disappointed. “I thought you’d moved past this, dear. You know how dangerous heroics is. Just look at everything Katsuki’s faced in the last year, and he hasn’t even graduated yet! Izuku, you’d be killed. I don’t think I could stand it if…” She trailed off, eyes going misty again.
Something ugly simmered in Izuku’s chest at being compared to Bakugo (again). The feeling only grew with her last sentence.
“How your mother feels is not your fault, Izuku. She’s a grown-ass woman and responsible for her own shit.”
Izuku thought he might finally be starting to understand why Ekikyō got so angry at his mom.
“I knew staying at this school would be bad for you. They and that friend of yours encouraged your, your fantasy. And look where it’s gotten you,” Inko said, gesturing at all of him.
Izuku bristled, voice rising slightly as he said, “Don’t you dare blame them. They didn’t do this to me. Some villains decided to be assholes, and I survived. I survived because my trainers and Ekikyō gave me the tools to fight back and escape. Without them I’d be dead or captured and forced to do who knows what.”
“And if you’d stayed home, the villains never would have met you,” his mom countered. “You’re not a hero, Izuku. You never will be, and UA got you so hurt making you think you could. Don’t worry; my lawyer will make sure their willful negligence can’t hurt you again. Once I regain custody, I’ll keep you safe. You won’t need to worry about a thing.”
Izuku’s thoughts ground to a halt. Was…was she really going to leverage his injuries to remove him from UA? Could she do that? Would a judge blame UA for him getting hurt? Would he be forced to leave Aizawa and Eri? Would he be forced to return to his mom’s apartment?
He knew his watch was buzzing a warning, he knew he wasn’t breathing right, he knew he needed to calm down, but his thoughts kept circling. His mom’s idea of safety was suffocating. He didn’t think he could survive having to return to that. He’d have rather let The League kidnap him.
He felt dizzy. His chest hurt. Slime tugged at his awareness, warning him that he’d let his focus slip too far. Wasn’t he dealing with enough? Why did his mom have to do this? Couldn’t she just be happy that he was alive or leave him alone? If he had more air, he might have laughed. He didn’t know why he kept hoping she’d understand. How could she when she never listened?
She never listened…so why should he?
Izuku leaned into the part of his mind managing the slime in his body, disconnecting from everything else. A bitter corner of his mind wondered how she’d like being ignored. Then he pushed all thoughts of Midoriya Inko as far away as possible, sinking into the routine of keeping his heart and lungs working.
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Eri was worried. Izuku had been anxious ever since Zawa talked to him last night. It had only been worse this morning. She wondered if all Mamas made people feel bad. (Eri didn’t remember her Mama much, just her talking to Grandpa and saying she never wanted to see Eri again.)
But if that was the case, why was Zawa not doing anything? And why had another person come with Izuku’s Mama? Eri didn’t understand, but she’d left the room with Zawa. They drew together, had a tea party, then practiced with her quirk a little. Aizawa even had her try it on a tube of blood instead of only using the potted bamboo plant. They stopped once Eri’s horn started feeling sore. Zawa said that meant her quirk was tired and needed to rest.
After quirk practice, they colored. Eri thought her coloring sheets were a lot more fun than Zawa’s. Zawa only used red, and his papers had a lot of kanji on them instead of pictures to fill in, and sometimes he looked grumpy while coloring.
She convinced him to trade once, so he could have a pretty picture when they were done too. The paper he handed her barely had any coloring on it at all! So, Eri made sure to put a really pretty picture over the rest of the page. With all of her colors. Zawa seemed to like it when they traded back. Zawa had still only used the red on the coloring page she’d given him, but he did something funny with it to make each section look different. Lots of tiny lines going the same way for fur, loopy swirls in the water and clouds, and crisscrossing lines for the tree bark. She decided it was pretty good for only using one color.
Then she had to go to the bathroom, but she was a big girl. So, she left Zawa with his grumpy coloring and went down the hall to the bathroom by herself. As she came back out, she heard Izuku talking louder than usual. He sounded upset. She decided to make sure he was okay before going back to her room and Zawa.
She peeked around the corner into the living room. Izuku was upset. Izuku’s Mama was talking now and used a bunch of big words Eri didn’t recognize, but Eri knew Izuku’s Mama was wrong. Izuku was already training to be a hero. Why was she telling him he wasn’t one? Zawa said lying was bad (unless it was a secret like Izuku and Ekikyō).
Then Izuku went very still. She knew what Izuku’s fear looked like from their time in the Lab and their rescue. There was anger too—Eri was very good at spotting anger. Then, just like in The Labs, Izuku “went away,” but Ekikyō wasn’t here to take over for him. She had only seen it happen once since the Lab, but Zawa had told her about what to do if she ever found Izuku like that. He’d talked to her again since Izuku came home from the hospital this time. Izuku went away a lot now, but she only needed to get help if Izuku was somewhere not safe, if he was hurt, or if his watch was flashing angry colors.
Izuku’s Mama made him “go away,” like Overhaul did in the Lab. She’d made Izuku afraid, so she wasn’t safe. And she was reaching for Izuku. So, Eri ran over and pressed the button on the side of Izuku’s watch. Then she stepped in front of Izuku and yelled, “Leave him alone!”
The woman took a step back, surprised to see Eri, or maybe she knew to be afraid of Eri’s quirk. Then Izuku’s Mama took a step forward again. “Sweetie, I’m Izuku’s mother. I just need to check on him. He’s not well.” The other woman was approaching now too.
Eri made sure she wasn’t touching Izuku; then she pushed at her quirk. Her horn sparked gold.
Izuku’s Mama and the other woman backed up again. The cats yowled and bolted.
Then Zawa flew into the room, hair rising and eyes glowing. “What’s going on here? Izuku? Eri?”
Izuku’s Mama spoke first. “We were talking, and Izuku suddenly collapsed. I was going to check on him, but—” She waved her hand at Eri.
“Eri,” Zawa supplied.
“Eri ran in and won’t let me near him.”
Zawa, whose eyes hadn’t left Eri yet, hummed and asked, “Eri? You pressed Izuku’s panic button?”
Eri nodded her head, rubbing at her horn. It hurt more now, but it was worth it. Izuku had protected her during their rescue, and she wanted to protect him too. “Izuku was scared and angry, and she made him go away, Zawa.”
Zawa blinked, turning his quirk off as he walked over. He rested a hand on top of her head, avoiding her horn. “Good job, Eri. You did exactly what you were supposed to do.” He checked Izuku’s watch and sighed. Turning to face the two women, he used his scary voice to say, “We’re done here. Leave.”
“What? But we agreed on another hour,” Izuku’s Mama protested.
“And Izuku will be out for at least another three. Congratulations, you triggered one of his heart episodes.” He held up a hand to stop her from interrupting or stepping closer, voice slightly less scary as he continued, “He’ll be okay. He’s had them before. It just takes time for him to recover.”
“But—”
The other woman put a hand on Izuku’s Mama’s shoulder. “We should go.”
Izuku’s Mama didn’t look happy, but she nodded and picked up her bag. She shot Zawa one more look before glancing at Eri.
Eri remembered what Mirio taught her and stuck her tongue out at the woman. (Zawa had made her promise not to do any of the things Mirio did with losing his clothes—apparently that was bad and Mirio got in trouble for it—but he hadn’t said anything about sticking her tongue out at people.)
Izuku’s Mama scrunched up her face funny, but she didn’t say anything else as the other woman and Zawa walked her to the door.
The grown-ups talked in hushed voices at the door, but Eri stopped paying attention to them. She climbed up onto the sofa and curled up against Izuku. “It’s safe. You can come back now,” she whispered, even though she knew he couldn’t hear her.
Outtakes:
Aizawa: “That’s a nice drawing, Eri. What’s it of?”
Eri: holds up the picture for Aizawa to better see it and starts pointing to each stick figure in turn “We’re having a picnic! This is me, and that’s you, and Izuku, and Ekikyō…” lists off most of her friends at UA
Aizawa: points at a black stick figure with red and black hair(?) standing next to Izuku “And this one?”
Eri: “That’s Stain! He’s making sure the bad guys stay away from the picnic.”
Aizawa: feels a migraine coming on
Izuku: reviewing his villain analyses and staring at the one for All for One
Capture Plan: All for One
Recommended heroes: Endeavor, Edgeshot*, Present Mic, Bubble Girl (if she can create strong acids—insufficient data available), Snipe, Eraserhead. Ranged technopathic or electrical quirks would be beneficial additions for taking out his respirator.
*-approach with caution
Plan: disable his respirator if at all possible, fight at range as much as possible, keep Edgeshot’s presence a secret and have him attempt to disable AfO while he’s distracted (may not be feasible depending on what sensory quirks he has).
Projected collateral/casualties: high to catastrophic
Estimated force required for detainment: high, possibly lethal
Containment: long-term containment not probable with currently available technology; short-term containment might* be achievable by keeping AfO in a medicated coma.
*-if AfO does not have any quirks impacting medication/toxin metabolism
Izuku: “Yeah, that seems to be about it. Too bad Nezu vetoed bringing in foreign heroes. Star and Stripe would have been useful here too. Then again, is her help worth risking All for One getting his hands on her quirk?” thinks for a moment and shudders “Yeah, no. Probably for the best.”
Murphy’s Law: peeks in through the door
Izuku: whirls around and throws his pen knife; it misses “No!”
Murphy’s Law: “But have you considered—”
Izuku: “Don’t want to hear it. If Star and Stripe comes to Japan, I will personally see to it you’re erased from causality. Are we clear?”
Murphy’s Law: grumbles and stalks off
Aizawa: handing back 1-A’s Law and Ethics essays
Yaoyorozu: stares at her paper in bewilderment
Mina: “What’s wrong Yaomomo? Did you get a B?” walks over and sees a rainbow, kitty, and flowers doodled all over her paper in crayon “Oh my gosh, that’s the cutest thing I’ve ever seen!”
Hagakure: joins them “What? No fair! I want a cute Eri drawing too!”
Aizawa: smirks “Score highest on the next assignment, and we’ll see.”
Chapter 124: 123: Who Can You Really Trust?
Summary:
“Familial betrayal is, to me, the most heartbreaking kind—because if you can’t trust your family to love and protect you, who can you really trust?” –Alexandra Bracken
Notes:
(See the end of the chapter for notes.)
Chapter Text
Things slowly got better. He steadily got the hang of forcing the slime in his body to cooperate instead of dragging at his every movement. By two weeks at home, Izuku was able to walk around at a decent speed for 15 minutes at a time before he started to tire, and if he moved slower, he could keep it up for even longer, which Recovery Girl encouraged him to do as a form of physical therapy. It still took a lot of concentration—like talk to him while he’s walking and he’s likely to trip levels of concentration—but his head didn’t hurt as often now. (Or maybe he just got used to the pain.)
His anxiety was another problem. With Ekikyō gone for the foreseeable future, the doctor had adjusted his citalopram dose again, and Izuku wasn’t sure the reduced dose was working. Granted, he was dealing with the additional stressors of Ekikyō’s absence and his mom’s threat hanging over his head. And, you know, his new health problems and the looming specter of his mortality.
Izuku figured he was due at least three breakdowns, but he was saving those up for a rainy day. Right now, he was fine. Better than fine! Recovery Girl had dropped his appointments from every day to once per week, and Aizawa had decided he was stable enough to leave campus for a visit to Cross. Of course, Aizawa drove them most of the way. Taking that long a walk was still unrealistic.
Cross’s diagnosis was about as good as Izuku expected. “The damage is healing, but not enough,” the orange-skinned man said, staring at Izuku’s chest with glowing eyes. “I don’t think you’ll be able to survive without Sludge in your future. I’m sorry.”
Izuku let out a dejected breath. He’d expected as much, but some part of him had held out hope.
“The hospital went over options with you?”
“Yes,” Aizawa said, squeezing Izuku’s shoulder as he took over on talking. “By the time he’s lost enough of Ekikyō’s cells to make a transplant viable, his heart will have already given out. I had them send Izuku’s file to a cardiologist for a second opinion, and while they mentioned the possibility of an artificial heart, the same concerns about the slime gumming up or rejecting the implant apply. They also weren’t sure how well an artificial heart would handle pumping his current mix of slime and blood or adjusting to the decreasing viscosity and internal pressure as the slime dies out. Historically, such devices tend to fail in those with Transformation class quirks.”
Cross pursed his lips and nodded. “Then finding Sludge is your best bet. I’ll put the word out with my contacts. And while I doubt Dabi would be fool enough to show up here again after what he did, I’ll let you know if he does.”
Aizawa sighed. “Thanks. If that’s all…”
“One last thing before you go,” Cross said. “Green, you’re already aware of the damage to your heart, but there is a chance it wasn’t the only thing damaged by what happened.”
Izuku furrowed his eyebrows. “What do you mean?”
“Hypertension can damage a lot of body systems. Your heart took the brunt of the damage, and your vision appears normal from what I can tell, but there is a chance you sustained some damage to your kidneys too. High blood pressure often masks that damage until it’s brought back down to normal and the kidneys suddenly decompensate. I printed a list of symptoms to keep an eye out for,” Cross said, handing Aizawa a stapled packet of papers.
“R-right. Thanks for the warning.”
They wrapped up their visit after that and headed out. They’d only made it a few blocks when Izuku asked Aizawa to pull over. Izuku searched the alley they’d stopped beside for a minute before finding what he was looking for peeking out from under the dumpster. “Aha!” he yelled, holding a plastic bag and dirty hoodie aloft.
“And that is…?”
Izuku gave his guardian a mischievous grin. “You’ll find out at your birthday party.”
Considering Izuku had been in the hospital when Aizawa’s actual birthday passed, Yamada and Kayama had postponed the man’s party…to this upcoming weekend. Aizawa had grumbled about it but stopped protesting when Toyomitsu confirmed he’d be able to make it.
Aizawa rolled his eyes and returned to the car, followed shortly after by Izuku. From there, they ran a few more errands, swung by the pharmacy for a refill of Izuku’s meds, and stopped by a medical supply store to pick up Izuku’s new oxygen tank and an oxygen concentrator. (The doctor hadn’t known about the one Izuku had on-hand for vigilante work, and it never hurt to have a spare.)
They got stuck in traffic on the way back—according to the radio, a villain fight had damaged one of the main roads—making it home just in time for Aizawa to turn around and leave for a pre-patrol meeting at the Musutafu precinct regarding Ekikyō and The League’s case. That was fine by Izuku. It gave him and Eri more time to conspire and make Aizawa’s birthday card.
Since Eri was so little, Izuku decided to let his and Ekikyō’s present to Aizawa be from all three of them. In turn, Eri insisted on making Aizawa’s card, only letting Izuku do the kanji, because he had better handwriting.
If Izuku suggested Eri draw Aizawa and Toyomitsu holding hands because it’s what Ekikyō would have done, no one could prove it.
While Eri finished the card, Izuku heated up some leftover udon for them to eat and fed the cats. After dinner, he put on one of Eri’s favorite movies. He joined her on the sofa once he was done with the dishes and took his meds. Considering how active he’d been all day, it really shouldn’t have surprised Izuku that he fell asleep before the first musical number.
He woke up sometime later, covered by his Put Your Hands Up blanket, Eri asleep curled into his side. It was fully dark out, and a glance at his phone told him it was 2:00 a.m. He grimaced at the time and carried Eri to her bed. He was unfortunately awake as he settled into his own bed. After a short stint of leaning back against his piled pillows with his eyes closed he gave up on getting further sleep.
He decided to catch up on the day’s hero/villain news (and maybe get some hint of The League’s activity) instead. He quickly checked through his favorite forums, opening interesting articles in new tabs to review later. He paused on one: “Stain Strikes Again! Slidin’ Go Hospitalized.”
He read that article first, noting the attack had taken place in Koshigaya. Slidin’ Go’s agency hadn’t given any details on his condition except that he was expected to live, but there were a few eyewitnesses—the group of college kids who had stumbled across the unconscious hero and called an ambulance—whose testimony painted a bleak picture. The reporter speculated that the man wouldn’t be returning to hero work, even after he recovered.
Izuku frowned, reading that. Stain had been less…final in his attacks since Hosu. Well, aside from Overhaul. What was different about Slidin’ Go? Had he purposefully crippled the man, or had the man just been unlucky and not been discovered and treated as quickly as Stain intended? And if it was the former, why? What was so terrible about Slidin’ Go that Stain cut his career short when he’d made sure that Endeavor could go back to work?
Izuku started digging.
Pulling on all he’d learned from Nezu this year, he turned up a few results, but nothing to explain Stain going so far. There were some hints of possible bribes taken, of connections to a publishing house (that had firewalls on par with UA’s), but that could have easily been evidence of an unannounced or pending sponsorship. It didn’t make sense.
The apartment door unlocking snapped Izuku out of his research spiral. Oh, Aizawa was home. That meant it was at least 4:00. Had Izuku really been working on this that long?
Then he remembered what Aizawa’s pre-patrol meeting had been about and scrambled out of bed a little too quickly. After pausing to let the spots fade from his vision, Izuku went out into the living room. “Aizawa?”
The hero looked up from where he was pulling a jelly pouch from the cabinet. “Problem Child? What are you doing awake?”
Izuku scratched the back of his head and sheepishly answered, “Fell asleep right after dinner and woke up at 2:00. Couldn’t get back to sleep after.”
The man sighed and rubbed his eyes. “At least you got some sleep.”
Izuku hummed while steeling his nerves. “Any word on The League?”
Aizawa’s movements paused for a fraction of a second. Then he shook his head and broke the seal on his jelly pouch. “The Commission pulled Endeavor from the case.”
“Honestly? That’s probably a good thing,” Izuku said. Endeavor didn’t have a great track record when it came to rescue or dealing with those operating in the grey areas of the law. And that was without touching on how the man reacted to vigilantes…
“It would be if they hadn’t reassigned Mirko last week.”
Izuku frowned as he ran a mental tally of all the heroes he’d been told were involved. “But that’s all of the investigation’s heavy hitters.”
Aizawa raised one eloquent eyebrow.
Izuku clenched his hands into fists. “They did that on purpose. But why? Do they not realize how bad The League’s doctor having access to Ekikyō is?!” he whisper-yelled. As angry as he was, he didn’t want to wake Eri.
“I don’t know, kid.”
Izuku gnawed at his lower lip for a moment. “I’m getting better. I’ll be able to patrol again soon. I can ask around, get in contact with Giran.”
“No,” Aizawa said immediately. His expression softened a second later. “Not right now. The Commission figured out who you are after everything. When I pushed for help at the meeting, the HPSC representative said in no uncertain terms that they aren’t impressed with how UA’s handled your care. If we push this or step out of line…they threatened to reassign you to a ‘more responsible guardian.’”
Izuku straightened, clocking how similar that phrasing was to his mother’s. He had a sinking suspicion as to who had clued her in to his condition. That suspicion burnt like tinder under his mounting anger. “So, we just roll over and let Ekikyō get turned into a Nomu?!”
“I didn’t say that. I’m not giving up, and neither are any of the other heroes here at UA. We just…need to be a bit quieter and more careful with how we investigate.”
“We don’t have time for tiptoeing around the Commission when The League’s doctor is actively torturing and experimenting on Ekikyō!”
Aizawa set his juice pouch on the counter to have both hands free to grip Izuku’s shoulders. He crouched slightly to put them at eye level and waited to speak until Izuku met his gaze. “Izuku, calm down. I know this is frustrating, but we have some time. Ekikyō’s not too far gone yet. We’ll get him back before then.”
Izuku hated how the moisture built in his eyes, and he tried to force the tears back. “You can’t know that. There were Nomu in tanks at Kamino. Those were all finished and ready to fight. The doctor could have been done with Mamoru months ahead of the summer camp and kept him in stasis until he was needed.”
Thinking about Mamoru the last time he’d seen the man still hurt. Izuku couldn’t stand the thought of Ekikyō being turned into a shell of himself like that. He knew how much Ekikyō hated thinking about what he’d done while under the influence of Trigger, and being a Nomu would be so much worse.
“Izuku, we will find Ekikyō, but we have to be careful. We need to keep you safe too.”
Izuku shook his head and pulled away as the first furious tear rolled down his cheek. He didn’t need protecting, not when he was already dying Ekikyō was in dire trouble. “You promised,” he accused, grimacing when his voice cracked. “When you found us after the Hassaikai, you promised to always find us, but Ekikyō was right, wasn’t he? When push comes to shove, you’ll all pick me over him.”
Izuku didn’t wait for a response. He turned and walked as fast as he could back to his room, ignoring Aizawa calling after him. He locked the door behind him, and in the lonely dark of his room, he cashed in one of his breakdowns.
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Izuku didn’t come out of his room until he heard Aizawa and Eri leave, and he only changed into the top half of his school uniform and grabbed a jelly pouch before logging on to his laptop for the stream of his classes. Everything felt just a bit distant and muffled under the dullness knotting up his insides. He tried to pay attention to his classes, he really did, but his conversation with Aizawa kept circling his thoughts like a vulture.
He couldn’t help but think he should have known better. Of course, the HPSC didn’t care about one semi-reformed D-rank villain. Why should they let others care about him? This was the entire reason Izuku had become a vigilante in the first place, to help the people the heroes and their Commission wouldn’t. UA was better; they at least wanted to help, but now the Commission was using Izuku as a hostage against them. Izuku thought he might hate the HPSC if he didn’t feel so numb right now.
Hawks had warned him against drawing the Commission’s attention, said that he was lucky they’d written him off for his quirkless status. So, what changed? Why were they focusing on him now? They already had Hawks attempting to infiltrate The League. Actually…maybe that was why.
Izuku turned that thought over as his business course instructor droned on. The HPSC had wanted to investigate him and Ekikyō when both they and Hawks were infiltrating The League, and now they were leveraging Izuku against UA to make them back off investigating The League. It wasn’t about him or Ekikyō, he realized. It was about keeping Nezu and UA away. But why?
Izuku had a few ideas, and he didn’t like any of them. If the HPSC was willing to outright threaten UA, they were up to something serious. He shook his head in frustration. Did it matter what their reason was? They were blocking efforts to save Ekikyō. UA wouldn’t be able to flout the HPSC’s order as long as Izuku’s custody was dangled over them.
Izuku took a deep breath and tried to think about this from a different angle. This was a hostage situation, a classic villain tactic. When one of those developed, responding heroes were supposed to focus on the rescue first and villain capture second unless there was a way to take the villain down without endangering the hostage. That was what Aizawa had been talking about: sneaking around and operating out of sight. But the HPSC wasn’t a villain they could fight—not directly—and Izuku…
Izuku wasn’t a helpless victim.
Izuku had always wondered why so few hostages freed themselves when they had the chance.
Izuku chewed on that thought all through the last of his business classes and his lunch break. By the time he was halfway through his Nyoom call and Cybersecurity class with Nezu, he reached a decision.
The next time Nezu paused, Izuku spoke, “I’m sorry, Nezu-sensei. I think I might need to take a break.”
“You have nothing to apologize for, Midoriya-kun,” Nezu said, typing away on his computer. “Recovery isn’t linear, and this morning’s news was stressful. I’ll email you the remainder of our lecture for today. Rest well.” Not a moment after the Nyoom call ended, an alert popped up for a new email in his inbox.
Izuku ignored it, already out of bed and texting Hatsume.
By the time she texted back, he had a week’s worth of clothes and his heavy coat stuffed into his larger duffle bag along with all of his medications, first aid supplies, and new oxygen concentrator. “Sure! Meet you at my dorm in 20?”
Izuku grinned and sent a confirmation before setting his civilian phone on his desk beside a sheet of paper and a wrapped box. Next, he took off his tracker and set it on its charger. He hurriedly packed all the energy bars, jelly pouches, and water bottles he could fit in his backpack and, after a moment’s consideration, swiped Aizawa’s spare sleeping bag from the linen closet.
It took a few minutes of fighting to make it fit, but he eventually had his backpack zipped shut. He rested for a minute before swapping out his oxygen tank for his vigilante oxygen concentrator and mask. He pulled his worn Mirko hoodie on over his vigilante gear and stuffed his beanie, goggles, and gloves into the front pocket.
He hefted his backpack and duffle onto his shoulders and gave the cats one last round of pets. “You guys take care of Aizawa and Eri for me, okay?”
Last but not least, he grabbed his school laptop.
He was out of breath by the time he reached Hatsume’s room in the 1-H dorm. She patiently waited for him to regain it before saying, “Honestly, I thought of everyone in our friend group Todoroki would be the first to go rogue.”
Izuku laughed. “Was this before or after you found out about Naisho?”
“Before. Still thought so after. So, what changed?” she asked while holding out a utility belt for him to take.
Izuku strapped it on and let her check the fit as he answered, “HPSC’s holding my custody hostage to force UA to back off looking for Ekikyō. They can't do that if I’m in the wind.”
(And if they fail trying to pull this with Izuku, maybe that will give them pause before attempting it with Eri. Right now, her age and unstable quirk should keep her safely in Aizawa’s care, but if the HPSC got away with jerking Izuku around now, why wouldn’t they try with Eri and her insanely powerful quirk once she’s old enough to have control? If they were interested in Izuku, they must be even more so in someone like his little sister.)
Hatsume hummed and nodded as she handed over his new pair of boots. They were compacted like his current pair but bulkier. “You’d better stay safe, okay? And keep in touch.”
Izuku looked up from swapping out his old boots for the new ones. “I’ll text you from my vigilante burner in a few days. They'll have questioned you by then. I need to go,” he said, standing up and pacing to test the fit of his improved footwear. They were heavier, but his steps felt softer somehow. Maybe that was the impact dispersal tech she'd talked about.
It caught him completely off guard when Hatsume crushed him in a hug. “Now go save your friend.” She backed up enough to give him a stern glare. “And there better not be a scratch on any of my babies when you get back.”
“Wouldn't dream of it, Hatsume. Thanks for everything.”
She shrugged. “What are friends for?” Then her eyes lit with excitement, pupils rotating with her shifting focus. “Now, tell me! What’s the plan? How are you getting off campus?”
Izuku smiled one of his Naisho smiles and opened his school laptop at the only clear spot on Hatsume’s desk. He opened a new window to start hacking his way into UA’s firewalls. Well, one particular firewall. As much as Hito—Shinso had teased him about hacking into the cameras, he wasn’t wrong. Izuku had done so multiple times back when Bakugo still attended UA, but only on bad anxiety days! It wasn’t like he made it a habit.
All that went to say he knew how to get into the security cameras around campus. Nezu had allowed it so far, probably because it amused him. Izuku suspected that freedom would be rescinded after this. If he ever had a reason to try hacking into UA’s systems again.
Izuku left the program with a stream of 1-A’s heroics class pulled up and started typing in another command.
Hatsume made a sound of interest by his shoulder. “Is that…?”
“Yep.” He hit enter.
The camera feed cut to static five seconds later.
Hatsume cackled. “Oh, Analyst-kun! Where have you been hiding that brilliant coding knowledge?! When you get back, you’re helping me with some of my babies.”
Izuku’s smile this time was smaller. “I look forward to it. I’ll introduce you to Ekikyō too.” He hoped he’d be able to.
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By the time the campus cameras came back online, Izuku was long gone.
Outtakes:
HPSC: corners a metaphorical chess piece with fluffy green hair “Check! You either back off or lose your knight.”
Nezu: scowls at the metaphorical chessboard
Izuku: snatches the knight off the board and bolts, yelling over his shoulder “Good luck with that!”
HPSC: gapes “Is he allowed to do that?”
Nezu: cackles “That’s what you get for expecting a vigilante to play by your rules.”
Shinso: “Okay, Hitoshi, you can do this. Just…apologize, maybe grovel a little, let him know I forgive him and was out of line…Quirks, this is going to suck.” knocks on Aizawa’s apartment door after school
The door: remains closed
Shinso: knocks again “Izuku?”
The door: still closed and maybe looming a little judgmentally
Hitoshi: gets a sinking feeling
Izuku: checks his phone again to see the text he sent Giran 3 hours before still hasn’t been read or responded to despite this being his prime time of day for activity “Did Giran seriously block me?”
Giran: whistles while moving the last box out of his old base of operations, unwilling to find out what Green’s analysis might be able to do if turned on him and annoyed that The League ruined what he had going with the kid “Note to self: Charge The League double next time they ask me for a job.”
Notes:
Discussion of the damage hypertension can cause was brought to you by a recent case of a hyperthyroid cat we had at my work. High thyroid > high blood pressure > retinal detachment and sudden blindness, sudden development of a heart murmur, and after we got the thyroid and BP under control, acute kidney failure. I'm so glad I remembered to warn the owner that the masked kidney damage was a possibility back when treatment started (especially when the doctor didn't mention it). Because, sure enough, when we ran follow-up bloodwork, kitty's kidneys were circling the drain. The high blood pressure damages the filtration units of the kidneys, but it also keeps enough fluids moving through the kidneys that they can compensate for the damage. When the pressure returns to normal, suddenly the kidneys can't keep up anymore, and blood toxins build up fast.
Moral of the story for cat owners: routine bloodwork is important. Hyperthyroidism is easily treatable, but the damage it can cause in a short span of time isn't.
puts my soapbox away Anyway! This chapter hurt to write, especially the argument between Izuku and Aizawa. I hate it when the blorbos fight, but it needed to happen. Are y'all ready for things to pick back up? Because now we get back into the action! >:)
Also, if anyone likes Nomu!Izuku fics, keep an eye on Repurposed. I'll be updating it next week. (After 2 years of writer's block but who's counting?)
Chapter 125: 124: Fighting With You
Summary:
“There’s nothing more calming in difficult moments than knowing there’s someone fighting with you.” –Mother Teresa
Notes:
Y'all ready for a chonky chapter? Because this one's a solid 4,400 words, almost 4,500. I hope y'all enjoy! ^.^
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku stepped off the last train of the night at Koshigaya’s station. He stopped by the station’s restroom long enough to take his evening dose of meds and pull his coat out of his duffle. After putting it on, he headed out into the night, looking for a nice, high rooftop.
Originally, he’d planned on asking Giran for a safehouse, but since the weasel had blocked his number and vanished, Izuku had decided to seek allies elsewhere. Hence, Koshigaya.
Koshigaya wasn’t overly large, but it was big enough that Izuku knew he couldn’t search the whole city tonight. So, he scouted side roads, security cameras, isolated alleyways, and fire escapes off and on for two hours, taking breaks when he needed to. Then he staked a claim on the highest, easily accessible building he’d seen on his hunt, just on the boundary between the “good” side of downtown and the more derelict and aged side close to the industrial zone. After checking the rooftop access door to ensure it was locked, he wedged his bags and sleeping bag between it and the AC unit. He used his bags as a backrest, tentatively turned off his oxygen concentrator, and settled in to sleep.
He woke to someone kicking his foot through the sleeping bag. Izuku sat up, groggily blinking as one hand reached for his knife. It was still dark out, but the horizon faded from black to the blues and pinks of approaching dawn. And he wasn’t alone on his rooftop.
It seemed he’d chosen well.
“Hi, Stain,” he said, wondering for a moment why he felt short of breath. Then he remembered and turned his oxygen concentrator on, hurriedly fitting his mask back in place.
“Naisho,” the villain said, studying him with narrowed eyes. “What are you doing here?”
Izuku gave a mirthless laugh as he extricated himself from his purloined sleeping bag. “Long story, and it’s not one that should be told out in the open.”
Stain raised an eyebrow at him before nodding toward one side of the roof.
Izuku packed his sleeping bag away and lifted his bags, still breathing a little harder than he should. “I’ll follow, but I’ll be slower than usual. I’m not in very good condition right now.”
Stain gave no indication that he was surprised, only nodded in acknowledgment. Then they were off. It turned out that Izuku was only three buildings off on his estimate of where Stain was likely to hole up. Izuku was thankful they didn’t have to jump further roofs. He was panting by the time Stain led him down the fire escape to a boarded-up window three floors from the top. The building hadn’t looked abandoned from street level when he’d passed it on the north side, but from the fire escape on the south side, Izuku could see a large chunk of the building’s back corner was caved in, and most of the south-facing windows were shattered, likely the result of some villain attack.
Stain moved the plywood aside and hopped inside. Izuku followed. Once in, the plywood was replaced, plunging the room into darkness until Stain turned on a small, electric lantern. A sleeping bag, crate turned table, laptop plugged into a wall socket, and a few bags huddled in one corner of the otherwise bare room. At least this room had carpet; that was an upgrade from Izuku’s rooftop.
Stain nodded toward one of the open corners, and Izuku moved to set his things down before gratefully collapsing to sit with his back to the wall. He closed his eyes and focused on breathing for a minute before shifting to sit more comfortably and glancing over at Stain as he stripped off his weapons, laying them in neat rows beside his bags.
Izuku had about regained his breath by the time Stain finished stripping off his weapons. The man settled cross-legged on the floor facing him and started unsheathing his knives one by one, checking each blade before either setting it aside or cleaning it. After the third knife, the man shot Izuku a pointed look.
Izuku cleared his throat. “After you rescued Sludge and me from Overhaul we went back to our undercover role in The League. Things were fine…for a while. Then…” Izuku recounted what had happened and how The Commission tried to blackmail UA into dropping the case. “That’s why I can’t stay there,” Izuku concluded. “I’ve only got two months left. I won’t let The Commission get Sludge—Ekikyō—killed too.”
Stain had worked his way through his knives while Izuku talked and was now cleaning his katana. Once it became clear that Izuku was done, the man asked, “And if your friend is no longer savable when you find him?”
Izuku scowled. “I’ll find him before then.”
Stain raised an eyebrow at him.
“I will.”
If Izuku didn’t know better, he might have thought The Hero Killer sighed. “This doctor you mentioned, what do you know about him?” he asked, swapping his cleaning cloth for a whetstone.
Izuku shook his head. “Not much. He was most likely behind the Instant Villain outbreak in Naruhata a few years ago and is almost definitely behind the string of Trigger cases and disappearances since. Some of the people that vanished have turned back up as Nomu. And given the shape All for One was in at Kamino, the doctor’s probably the reason the guy survived so long with half his face destroyed.”
Stain hummed as he rasped the whetstone along the katana’s length. “He sounds a lot like Overhaul.”
Izuku paused. He…supposed he could see why Stain would draw that parallel. Both men were dangerous—mad scientists—who had no qualms about hurting or killing others for the sake of their work. He wondered if The League’s doctor was a fanatic too. Then he remembered what Stain had done to Overhaul. “You can’t kill him! He’s the only one who might know how to undo the Nomu process!”
“If it can be undone,” Stain countered. “And have you considered, Naisho, that others might seek to use his knowledge for their own gain? If the Commission is as corrupt as you imply, they will at least be tempted.”
Izuku hated that Stain had a point. “We still have to try…”
“Would you have tried with Overhaul?”
Izuku flinched.
“Men like Overhaul, and like this doctor, do not change, Naisho. They’re little better than rabid dogs, set on their path, destroying all in the way of their goal. And there is only one thing to do with a rabid dog.” Stain set the whetstone aside and held his katana up, testing its edge against the pad of his thumb. He nodded, satisfied, as a bead of blood rolled down the blade. “The only way to ensure no one repeats the Nomu doctor’s work is for his craft to die with him.”
Izuku didn’t like what Stain was implying they do, but he couldn’t think of a good argument against it either. Maybe he’d think of something later. “Have to find the doctor and Ekikyō first, or it won’t matter what we want to do.”
“Do you have any leads?” Stain asked as he sheathed his sword.
Izuku shook his head. “My only one is Giran, but he’s gone to ground and isn’t taking my calls. He…might have connected my analyst identity to my civilian one. Oh, I’m Midoriya Izuku, by the way.”
Stain snorted. “A little on the nose, don’t you think?”
Izuku chuckled. “I had Giran calling me ‘Green’ for over a year.”
Stain rolled his eyes and muttered something under his breath. Then he asked, “So, an analyst? Is that what you were doing when we first met?”
“Y-yeah. I needed to fund my vigilantism, so I did occasional quirk analysis for Giran, sometimes in exchange for gear, usually for money.”
“Did he know what the gear was for?” When Izuku shook his head, Stain nodded before narrowing his eyes. “That’s still a potential loose end.” Stain rose to his feet and walked over to Izuku. “But I have experience with those. And you have experience with hacking.”
Izuku’s face heated, and his shoulders rose about his ears. Maybe he should have left out the part of his story where he knocked out UA’s cameras. “W-well, I mean, yes?”
Stain nodded. “Very well. Midoriya, I’ll assist you in your hunt if you assist me in mine.”
Izuku nodded so fast his vision spotted for a moment. “Of course.”
“And I want you to come up with a few contingency plans in case we find your friend too late.” Izuku straightened to protest, but Stain held up a hand and continued, “If you won’t do it to protect others, do it for Sludge, or Ekikyō, was it? Do you really think your friend would want to be used to hurt or kill people?”
Izuku shook his head.
“Then think about what he would want if the worst-case scenario happens.”
Izuku glared down at his lap and clenched fists. He wanted to yell at Stain for even putting that line of thought in his brain. He hated it, but he nodded. “Who are you hunting?” he asked instead. And why did he want Izuku’s help?
A thin, bloodstained book landed on the floor beside Izuku, making him jump. The cover read ‘Meta Liberation War.’ “What do you know of the Meta Liberation Army?”
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Izuku and Stain fell into something of a routine in the following days. They slept from sunrise to early afternoon. After having breakfast—was it still breakfast if it was at lunchtime?—and Izuku’s morning meds, they stretched and did a mix of conditioning and spars. Stain had insisted on Izuku getting back to the point of being able to run between rooftops for at least an hour and “adequately defend himself” before he’d allow Izuku to patrol with him. Izuku had tried arguing but admitted defeat when Stain threatened to use his quirk and then tie Izuku up if he tried to follow before he was “ready.”
Stain was as hard a teacher as ever, but he wasn’t overly harsh. And he respected Izuku’s current limits. When Izuku got too tired, they stopped. Stain checked whatever cuts and scrapes Izuku had accumulated. Izuku was fine doing his own bandages, but if there was anything requiring stitches, Stain insisted on doing those. Izuku was tired enough at that point he didn’t argue. (At least his arms weren’t unnaturally flawless now? He still avoided looking at them.)
After first aid was done, they separated for a few hours. Stain went out, presumably scouting his next target, and Izuku napped before using Stain’s ancient laptop to do some investigating of his own. Now that he was aware of Prism and Slidin’ Go’s connection to the MLA, that publishing house with the extremely high cyber security that he’d found before leaving UA seemed even more suspicious. He didn’t want to risk hacking them with Stain’s subpar tech, but he could investigate anyone else they associated with. It was…alarming how many heroes they’d made sponsorship deals with or endorsed. And he found potential ties to a political party and Detnerat. Surely, they couldn’t all be in a secret extremist group? It gave him and Stain a list of leads, at least.
Stain usually returned before sunset with lunch—Izuku quickly decided he was better off not asking where it came from—and they talked about their findings over food. After eating they trained a bit more. Once twilight started bleeding toward true night, Stain set out again, and Izuku got back to work or meditated if his brain felt too fried to stare at the computer screen any longer. The latter had been Stain’s idea; they both hoped it might make managing the slime easier without Izuku having to completely disconnect. Results were mixed.
Usually, Stain returned just before dawn looking no worse for wear, but occasionally he came back injured. Izuku’s first aid kit came in handy then. After another meal and recap of what they’d learned independently, they’d settle in to sleep.
Two weeks after Izuku found Stain, they moved bases to Utsunomiya. Their new base was more rundown—an abandoned repair project—and didn’t have electricity. Really, it had been insanely lucky that the last one did. Unfortunately, this meant that Izuku had to leave the base during the day to recharge Stain’s laptop and his oxygen concentrators. Thank goodness for libraries.
They fell into their adjusted schedule with ease. Then, a week later, Izuku’s old oxygen concentrator failed.
Izuku had just finished his workout and was busily wrapping his hands the way Stain had shown him. Stain joined him a minute later, decked out in his full gear aside from his spiked shoes and carrying Izuku’s two sheathed knives. So, today was a knife day. Fun. Izuku could already feel all of the nicks he was bound to get. He wasn’t afraid though. Stain was very good at what he did and hadn’t inflicted a serious injury on him since their first spar over half a year ago, and with all the slime inside his body, he barely bled anyway.
He caught the knives when Stain tossed them to him and quickly strapped them on. Izuku palmed the larger of his blades and looked back to Stain for his cue. There was very little talking when they sparred, at least when Izuku sparred. Any time he got nicked and subsequently paralyzed, Stain went over what he did wrong and how he might have successfully countered or avoided the move that tagged him.
It reminded him of their spars when staking out Hitoshi’s old foster home. (Thinking about Hitoshi still hurt, so he tried to focus on the sparring.) He even tried replicating what Ekikyō did with forcing his body to move despite being paralyzed using the slime his friend left behind, but he quickly abandoned that idea. Izuku wasn’t sure what exactly he did wrong, but his muscles and nerves sparked like fireworks when he tried. Probably something to do with Ekikyō’s quirk again.
Izuku had yet to leave a cut on Stain, but he was lasting much longer than he used to. He also fought dirtier. Sidestepping a jab from the hunting knife in Stain’s right hand, Izuku struck out with his knife, aiming for Stain’s ribs. The man dodged just as easily, but he had to block Izuku’s follow-up thrown brick. There was a half pallet of them gathering dust and spiderwebs in the room they’d designated for workouts and sparring practice, though the rest of the room was clear. Izuku had guided the spar toward it and taken full advantage of the free ammunition.
Stain smiled before lunging again. Izuku caught Stain’s blade with his and twisted it aside, already moving to get out of range of a kick.
Then the background hum against Izuku’s spine sputtered and died. While distracted, he didn’t dodge quite fast enough.
He went down hard and couldn’t regain his breath, even after Stain helped him sit up. He ripped his mask off, suddenly feeling like he couldn’t breathe with it on. He pulled his armored pack off and checked the concentrator inside. An error code flashed on the small screen, and it refused to restart. Izuku suddenly wished he’d packed the user manual.
“My other concentrator…” he managed to get out before he closed his eyes and focused on his breathing. Stain returned with the device barely a minute later, and Izuku frantically turned it on. It only had an 8% charge after being used the night before.
Panic crept up his spine. The library was a 20-minute walk away. And the concentrator couldn’t run while charging (a safety precaution against oxygen and electricity interacting explosively). Even then, eight hours of charge wouldn’t be enough to last him until tomorrow morning and the library reopening. Fear oozed cold through his blood and slime, reminding him of how he’d felt in the hospital before things had balanced out. He could feel the slow, suffocating ache in his chest as if it were yesterday.
“Midoriya.”
Izuku looked toward the person in front of him, not completely seeing.
Hands settled heavily on his shoulders. “Stay here. Meditate. Do what you need to to slow your heart rate. I’ll be back.” Then the hands disappeared.
The blurry form in front of Izuku left, and Izuku felt another spike of panic at being left alone. But he’d chosen to be alone when he left, hadn’t he? He shouldn’t be panicking over this.
Izuku closed his eyes against the hollow feeling that urged him to call the person back and tried to meditate, tried to calm his pulse and breathing as he mentally counted seconds for a breathing exercise. The low battery alert that started to beep when his working oxygen concentrator hit 5% wasn’t helping.
Finally, he gave in. After scooting over to the corner to ensure he stayed propped upright, he pulled back from his senses. No more beeping, no more listening to his own ragged breathing, just him and the slime that was not quite an extension of him. He forcibly slowed the contraction of the slime integrated into his heart and made the slime flowing through his veins more sluggish to match the new rhythm. Then he moved on to regulating his breathing, the strain on his mind from consciously splitting his focus three ways a familiar, almost comfortable thing. Maintaining what was already happening in his body was one thing, but manually controlling everything while his body fought him was another.
At some point, he drifted into sleep or unconsciousness. When he resurfaced, he was breathing easily, and he was lying on top of his sleeping bag with his heavy coat draped over his chest and his hoodie over his legs. An oxygen concentrator hummed to the left of his head, and a nasal cannula rested in its usual place, if a little unevenly. He reached up absently to adjust it to sit more comfortably.
He almost started to drift off again when he remembered what happened. He jolted upright and looked around. The light creeping in around the edges of the boarded-up window was a wane thing, indicating twilight, and Stain was nowhere to be found. A takeout container with a half-melted ice pack resting atop it and a water bottle sat beside the running oxygen concentrator. This concentrator was a brand and model he didn’t recognize.
He swallowed and rested one hand over his heart. His chest ached, and he felt a little lightheaded. Then he realized that, given the time, he’d missed one, if not two, doses of his medications. He dug through his duffle bag, growing a little frantic when he couldn’t find his pill bottles.
“They’re on your right.”
Izuku startled, spinning back around to find Stain climbing through the window. He wasn’t in his usual costume though. He was wearing one of his few sets of civilian clothes. He tended to only wear those when he went grocery shopping, but he’d just gone a few days ago, so why?
Stain raised an eyebrow at him and nodded his head to Izuku’s right. Izuku turned away from his duffle to see that, sure enough, his pill bottles were all lined up in a neat row on the floor on the opposite side of his sleeping bag. There were more of them than Izuku remembered packing, and some didn’t have prescription labels. Were those stock bottles? Did Stain rob a pharmacy while he was out?
At Izuku’s questioning look, Stain shrugged. “I was already there for a replacement concentrator. Thought I’d save a second trip.”
“I…thanks, Stain,” Izuku said, unsure how else to respond. He double-checked all the labels, and each medication bottle Stain had…acquired was a match for one of his current meds. He hadn’t really thought about what he’d do when his meds ran out, maybe sneak back to Musutafu to see Cross? He didn’t need to worry about it now.
“Akaguro Chizome, kid,” Stain said, dropping his civilian name with all the ceremony he did the bag he carried over his shoulder. It was Izuku’s backpack. Without looking at Izuku for a response, he added, “You should eat.”
Izuku gave the man—Akaguro—another incredulous look but decided he probably should eat and take his meds. He cracked open the Styrofoam container and snapped apart the pair of chopsticks provided. As he ate, he watched Stain open Izuku’s backpack and divest it of his laptop and the working oxygen concentrator. Oh. That explained the civvies. He’d been charging their things. Since Izuku couldn’t. Izuku glanced away and kept eating.
Stain didn’t say anything else until Izuku finished his food and meds. “I found my next target.”
Izuku perked up. “Who is it?”
Stain pointed to where Izuku’s notebook lay on the floor beside his duffle. “Captain Electric. He’s one of the ones on your list. He’s local.”
Izuku nodded, knowing Stain must have found some more evidence to support the hero being a part of the MLA if he was willing to go after him. Captain Electric actually had a good record too. It was a bit of a bummer that he seemed to secretly be a quirkist extremist. “Alright. Should I have our bags packed for when you get back?”
Stain hummed. “That would be for the best, but I won’t face him until tomorrow night. Rest up while you can. Depending on what he knows, we may be traveling far.”
---
Shota rubbed his eyes and stared down at the picture of Izuku’s letter on his phone. The original had long since been taken for evidence, but Shota had read it so many times by now that he didn’t even need the picture. He could have recited it from memory.
“I’m going to find Ekikyō. If I stay, no one will look for him. And with me gone, the HPSC has nothing on you to make you and the others stop. Don’t let them close Ekikyō’s case. Don’t waste time looking for me. Look for Ekikyō; maybe we’ll run into each other again while rescuing him.
Don’t worry, I’ll take care of myself; Ekikyō will chew me out when we find him if I don’t.
Aizawa, I’m sorry for all the trouble I caused. I wish I could have been the hero you believed I could be. Could you let Ciupan know I won’t be able to make our training sessions anymore?
And apologize to Eri for me? I wish I could have said goodbye to her in person, but I couldn’t afford anyone figuring out my plan and trying to stop me. I love her, and I’ll miss her. She’s the best little sister I never knew I wanted. Ekikyō adores her too. I’ll do my best to find Ekikyō quickly, so we can see her again and tell her in person. Let her know I took some of her drawings with me. I’ll show them to Ekikyō when I find him.
Nezu, you’ve been the best teacher I ever had. Thank you for everything. I’ll miss our classes. There are two quirk analysis notebooks I didn’t give you back in April. They’re under the mattress in my room at Aizawa’s campus apartment. Keep them safe for me? Your Christmas present in on the top shelf in my closet if I’m not back in time to give it to you in person. Don’t let the HPSC win, whatever they’re up to. And don’t let them anywhere near Eri.
Hitoshi, I’m sorry for betraying your trust, but I’m not sorry for saving your life. I—
-Izuku
P.S. I almost forgot Aizawa’s birthday present. It’s from Ekikyō, Eri, and I.”
Shota wished Izuku hadn’t run, but in hindsight, he should have known. Izuku had already run away from home once when he was overwhelmed and his friendship with Ekikyō was threatened by his mother. Now that Izuku was dying, the HPSC was threatening him, and Ekikyō himself was in trouble? That was enough to overwhelm anyone, and the kid was used to running away from dangerous people and situations (except when in costume). Old habits were hard to break.
He’d hoped that his Problem Child trusted him enough to ask him for help.
Shota recalled the last words Izuku had said to him before disappearing and closed his eyes against the pang of regret. Maybe Izuku had trusted him enough at one point, but not now. Shota should have said something before leaving for class that morning; now he may never get the chance to.
He shook his head. No. He couldn’t think like that. Izuku wasn’t dead yet. He’d find his Problem Children—both of them—and bring them home. Alive. Then he’d ground them for life. Well, they’d start with a month and go from there.
He reached for his new tumbler, taking a sip of coffee before looking at the pictures wrapping the custom item for the hundredth time. There was a picture of Eri smiling at the Culture Festival that he was pretty sure Togata had taken. Next was a picture of Izuku asleep on the sofa with all three cats curled up on top of him—Hizashi had taken that one. Then there was a picture of Ekikyō playing with Komainu with a stick and string toy; Izuku had likely taken that one. The last large picture was a shot of all three of his Problem Children smiling at the camera together; Eri was in the middle with her big brothers on either side. He’d bet anything they took this photo specifically for the tumbler. All the little spaces between the bigger photos were filled with smaller shots of the cats.
He ran his thumb over the picture of all three kids. “I’ll find you. I promise.”
Outtakes:
Izuku: “Oh! Before I forget, this is for you.” hands a sheet of construction paper to Stain
Stain: stares at the childish crayon drawing in confusion “What is this?”
Izuku: “Remember the little girl with me at the Hassaikai? Her name’s Eri. She drew that. We’re on a picnic.”
Stain: “We?”
Izuku: points out a stick figure with a red scarf, black hair, and squiggles around its arms “That’s you. You’re one of her favorite heroes.”
Stain: bluescreens
Aizawa: while dealing with the loss of Oboro, goes off on his own post-graduation to be a homeless hero
Izuku: while dealing with the loss of Ekikyō, runs off on his own after almost dying to be a homeless vigilante
Murphy’s Law: grinning “Aw, isn’t that cute? Like father, like son.”
Izuku: valiantly ignores all the texts on his vigilante phone from Aizawa, Oguro, and Hitoshi to text Mei that he’s okay before turning it back off “I’ll deal with all that never, thanks.”
Izuku: collapses
Stain: *Dadguro mode unlocked*
HPSC: tries to blackmail UA into not acting like heroes
Stain: will remember that
Notes:
Captain Electric and Prism aren't canon names, but they are based off canon hero appearances in the panels during the MLA/LoV fight chapters of the manga. Their names are never given, so I had fun coming up with names for them.
Chapter 126: 125: Remember Yourself
Summary:
“In stillness lives wisdom. In quiet you'll find peace. In solitude you'll remember yourself.” –Robin Sharma
Notes:
Apologies for the impromptu hiatus. I got very sucked into an online game called Pokerogue (Pokemon crossed with a roguelike dungeon crawler with a dash of gacha for collecting shinies--including non-standard shinies!!!--and hidden abilities). It has managed to rekindle that sense of wonder back when I played Red through Emerald). 12/10 would recommend if you feel like sinking hundreds of hours into a game. xD
Anyway, this week's chapter is on the shorter side, but it needed to happen. Hopefully, the next update won't take 3 months to get out.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
True to Stain’s prediction, they were in Matsumoto now. Stain had gotten “the mountains” out of Captain Electric when asking about the MLA’s base of operations, so to the mountains they went, or well, as close as they dared. Too many of the mountain towns were small and insular. They wouldn’t be able to hide there for any length of time, and there were too few ways in and out of town for comfort. With winter fast descending, neither of them liked their chances of fleeing on foot and finding their way out of the mountains alive.
So, they stayed in Matsumoto and tried to figure out where exactly the MLA’s base of operations was. It…wasn’t going well.
After the first few days proved unfruitful, they’d tried to go up to one of the more remote towns for a day trip. They quickly discovered that high elevations did not agree with Izuku. Thinner atmosphere and what have you. Matsumoto was okay, as long as he didn’t get too active. Anywhere higher up? A hard no.
Izuku had been incredibly frustrated by this new limitation. Stain, on the other hand, adapted. “This works out.”
“How?! How can this possibly be a good thing?”
Stain gave him a deadpan. “It’s not good, but it means you can watch the traffic through here while I investigate the more remote towns. If we both went, we might miss one of the people on your list passing through here on their way to the MLA’s base.”
Izuku grudgingly agreed. Then they sat down to craft him a cover story to allow him to stick around town and be seen without drawing undue attention. Sagasu Isao was traveling with his uncle, Sagasu Saihan, who was traveling for work. They’d discovered—much like Izuku and Stain had—that Isao couldn’t handle higher altitudes and so had to remain in Matsumoto. The reason for Isao’s condition?
“I survived a villain attack,” Izuku repeated, rubbing at his eyes.
“Yes. They had a fire quirk. There was an explosion. Singed lungs and smoke inhalation are nothing to joke about.”
Izuku gave up. “Okay, fine. I was in a villain attack. Why aren’t I at home, recovering?”
Stain raised an eyebrow at him. “What home? There was an explosion. Why do you think Isao is with his uncle and not his parents?”
Izuku made an affronted noise. Stain couldn’t just…make up a fake family for Izuku and then kill them!
Stain rolled his eyes and continued, “Isao will be staying at the run-down inn we passed on the edge of town if anyone asks. Their record-keeping was all on paper and shoddy when I cased the place. They won’t be able to confirm or deny you living there.”
Izuku didn’t like that potential hole in their cover story, but they were short on cash. Maybe he could do some odd jobs around town to earn enough yen to actually stay there and make their story more credible? Realistically, a teenager stuck in a remote town would get bored out of his mind cooped up in a hotel room.
Maybe he could see this working, not that he would admit it. Stain didn’t need the ego boost, and it was far more fun poking holes in his plan. “Say we do this. How am I supposed to contact you if one of our persons of interest wanders through town? Do I follow them myself or wait for you to get back? And what happens if you get into trouble in one of those towns? You know, the whole reason we planned to stay here in the first place.”
Stain narrowed his eyes slightly. “Believe it or not, I do have a cellphone. How do you think I do research while out?”
Izuku just bit back the urge to scream “Since when?!” Instead, he asked, “And your number would be…?”
“In your phone.”
“In my—” Izuku pulled his burner phone out and turned it on for the first time in two days. He ignored all of the notifications and opened his contacts. Sure enough, there was “A.C.” at the top of his list. “How…”
“You should probably respond to those messages at some point,” Stain added, the corner of his mouth tilting upward.
“You’re not my dad,” Izuku groused.
“No, I’m presuming that would be the contact you have labeled as ‘Dadzawa.’” The bastard was full-on grinning now.
Izuku coughed before checking his contacts again. He groaned and buried his face in his hands once he saw that Erasehead’s contact had, in fact, been relabeled. Without bothering to lift his face out of his hands, Izuku said, “Ekikyō must have changed it. I can’t believe I didn’t notice. This is so embarrassing…” But when had he done it? How long ago had he done it?! Ekikyō was going to be insufferable once he found out it took Izuku weeks (or months—he really hoped it wasn’t months) to catch on.
His heart fell a moment later. He really missed Ekikyō: teasing, questionable morals, occasional pranks, and all.
Izuku took a deep breath and tried to suck back the sudden pressure in his eyes. He wasn’t going to cry right now, damn it. They had things to do. They’d already lost a day finding out Izuku couldn’t get enough oxygen in the mountains and hurrying back to Matsumoto.
Just to be petty, he relabeled Stain’s phone contact to “Uncle Saihō.” He did do a lot of mending after their knife spars.
Stain leaned over to see what had him grinning and rolled his eyes. “Pretty sure every vigilante learns to sew at some point, Midoriya.”
Izuku left the name as is.
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“Isao” lasted all of five hours the next day. He’d done stakeouts before, but something about this town made him antsy. He stowed Stain’s laptop and decided to go for a walk along the main road instead of watching it from the top of a building. Still needed to get his daily exercise in, after all.
He really did intend to just walk around. Then he passed this old lady carrying groceries, and one of the paper bags’ handles ripped. “Here, let me help with that,” he said, lifting the bag from where it had fallen. He checked to make sure nothing inside was broken or leaking. “Looks like everything’s okay aside from a bruised persimmon.”
“Oh, thank you, dearie,” the lady said. “I swear Kubota’s downgraded the quality of their bags recently. That’s the third time that’s happened this month.”
Izuku nodded sympathetically and took her other bag as well. He balanced one of each hip, carrying them with a hand under each instead of by their handles. “I hate it when companies cut quality to save a few yen.”
“You get it!” She declared, starting to meander down the street again with Izuku following her. “First it’s the bags. Then it’s the weight per package, as if they think no one will notice! Hmph. What’s next, sawdust in the rice flour?”
Izuku bit the inside of his cheek to keep from laughing. He honestly wouldn’t be surprised if some companies tried that, but the way this lady talked, it was tantamount to sacrilege.
His new walking partner passed the time lamenting how different products’ quality had gone down over the years. Izuku nodded and hummed when appropriate. (He didn’t recognize half the brands she talked about. He wondered if they were local variants or things that had gone out of production years ago.)
Finally, they made it to a small apartment complex, and the lady turned to face him again. “This is my stop. Thank you, sonny. I think I can manage from here.”
Izuku eyed the narrow, tall building with a frown. “I don’t mind taking a few stairs. I’m supposed to do light exercise anyway. I might be a bit slow though.”
The woman seemed to finally notice the nasal cannula and oxygen tubing Izuku wore, wrinkled eyes opening marginally wider. To be fair, Izuku did have most of it tucked into his backpack. After considering Izuku for a few seconds the lady seemed to reach a decision. “How about I take the bag that still has handles, and you take the one that tore? Once we’re inside you can rest for a few minutes while I put on some tea.”
“Oh, I wouldn’t want to impose…”
She leveled him with a look.
“Yes, ma’am.”
That was how Izuku found himself sitting at Ueda-san’s table with a plate of senbai and a cup of ginseng tea. Izuku didn’t think he’d have to recite Isao’s backstory so soon, but he supposed this was good practice. Ueda also refused to let him leave until his breathing had slowed back down after climbing four flights of stairs with a full grocery bag. Izuku…may have, slightly, in retrospect overestimated his recovery.
Ueda made a mean cup of tea, at least.
After hearing Izuku’s cover story, the lady tsked and shook her head. “Such rotten luck. I’m sorry you went through that, sonny. But you can relax here. Matsumoto hasn’t seen a villain attack since I was Kubota’s age. This is as good a place as any to heal, if perhaps a bit slow for a city kid like you.”
Izuku chuckled and ducked his head. “That obvious?”
Ueda nodded sagely. “You city folks are always go go go! Hurrying this way and that with your busy schedules. You don’t know how to slow down and breathe.” She paused and slightly bowed. “Ah, pardon my phrasing.”
Izuku laughed. “I mean, you do have a point.” He scrubbed a hand across the back of his head and glanced away, eyes scanning the pictures hanging on Ueda’s wall. They were full of people who looked a bit like Ueda, her family maybe. They looked…happy.
Izuku’s heart ached and he wondered if he could have had that one day. Family was a messy concept for him between his parents, Ekikyō, Yūku, the girls, Aizawa, and Eri. (He tried not to think about The League or Hitoshi.) The pieces just wouldn’t slot together in his mind, wouldn’t fit each other like these people. He wondered briefly if maybe the issue wasn’t them but him. He was the common denominator, after all.
He tore his eyes away from the pictures and gazed down into his tea, trying to ignore the yawning hole deep in his chest. “My—my friend was there too, and I couldn’t...We did everything together. I only made it out because of him, and now he’s gone. And I can’t do even half as much as I could before the attack, and I just feel like I’m back to square one and…” He trailed off with a frustrated sigh. He wasn’t sure if any one word could encapsulate the helpless, restless something that had settled under his skin, that itch to move, do something, anything, to prove all his hard work and growth hadn’t come undone, to prove that he wasn’t useless or weak (that he was worth what Ekikyō had sacrificed).
Ueda seemed to get what he meant anyway. She patted the hand holding his teacup. It was his scarred one. “Losing someone is never easy,” she said, looking toward the wall of photos with a distant look in her eyes.
Izuku followed her gaze and only now noticed the small shrine in the corner.
“It feels like a chunk of your heart died with them. The pain never completely fades, but the memories remain and soften the edges with time. In a way, a part of them never leaves.” She grinned and looked from the shrine back to the photos. “I taught my three boys everything they knew, and they taught me just as much.”
Ueda’s eyes found his again as she stood to collect their cups. “I don’t know what this ‘square one’ looks like for you, Sagasu-kun, but you’re not the same person now who stood there however many months or years ago. You’ve experienced and learned things the old you never imagined—with your friend, family, and others. Given all that additional life experience, what will you do differently this go around?”
Izuku didn’t answer as Ueda puttered about the kitchen. What had he learned since meeting Ekikyō in middle school? So much had happened in the last two years.
Ueda returned to the table and handed Izuku a slip of paper. When he shot her a questioning look, she grinned and said, “It takes time to heal and process, but I know you city folk. Next time you get restless, show this to Kubota or Tanaka—he owns the gas station next door to Kubota’s grocery—they can give you something to do and can pay you under the table. And if you’re still around next week, I do my grocery run every Wednesday. I could always use help with those worthless excuses for paper bags.”
Izuku chuckled and took the note. “Thanks. For everything.”
“Don’t mention it, sonny.”
Izuku didn’t investigate the grocery store or gas station right away. Instead, he slowly headed back to his chosen vantage point to watch the main road and think about what Ueda had said.
What had he learned since first meeting Ekikyō?
The longer he thought, the more there was. He’d learned to stand up for himself, that he had value, and that quirks weren’t everything. He’d learned what a real friend was like. He’d learned that there was more than one way to figh—wait, that was it!
Izuku grabbed his notebook and hurriedly started scribbling down his thoughts. Ekikyō had taught him that he didn’t have to fight the way everyone’s expectations dictated. He could fight in a way that worked for him. He might not be able to fight like he wanted to, like he used to as Naisho, but that was okay. He could still fight like Izuku. And to do that, he’d need to get some equipment, most importantly a decent laptop, and that required money.
At least this time he didn’t have to come up with a new name on the spot? Sagasu was better than ‘Green’ anyway.
Outtakes:
Dabi: standing on a building overlooking downtown Fukuoka “It’s time.” Turns to look at the Nomu standing beside him “Kill Endeavor.”
Hood: takes to the air
Notes:
Izuku's alias: Sagasu Isao (search for/seek + honor/merit)
Stain's alias: Sagasu Saihan (search for/seek + trial/hearing/judgement)
Saihō: tailor/sewing
Chapter 127: 126: Storms Draw
Summary:
“Storms draw something out of us that calm seas don’t.” –Bill Hybels
Notes:
I'm baaaaack! Sorry for the semi-hiatus. My muse just noped out for a solid...9 months? Had a birthday, had my car get sideswiped while it was literally parked outside my house. (It's back up and running now though!) Thanksgiving and Christmas have been hard on me ever since a relative almost drank themselves to death that time a few years back. I thought I at least avoided the holiday illness curse...until my dad started coughing more than usual on our Christmas trip. Turns out he had covid. Then so did everyone else, myself included. Can confirm, the current strains suck just as much as the original, just in different ways. At least I'm almost out of the 3-month post-infection immune compromised window now? Because apparently covid wipes out your entire population of white blood cells. That's why so many people get sick again not long after having covid. Ugh.
Then there's work. It's been stressful, the boss has been cutting back on our assistant techs' hours (which cuts into the head techs' hours because then we have to pick up the slack and our own tasks fall by the wayside just trying to keep up with daily maintenance), and we're getting ready to move out of our old building into a new one sometime in the next month. I don't even want to know what sort of nonsense and paperwork is involved in moving the controlled substances and radioactive materials (2 x-ray machines). Sometimes it feels like I can only get things done if I do them behind the boss's back. Just...ugh. Oh, and apparently, the boss had an error on my (and several other employees') tax forms the last few years, so now I have to figure out how to go about correcting that. For those outside the USA, there is nothing scarier than the IRS. Medical bills are a close second.
Now! As for this chapter, the "Graphic Depictions of Violence" warning comes into play a bit, as well as some...implied things on Hawks's part. You'll know it when you see it. With that vague warning out of the way, I hope you enjoy! I've really missed y'all.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Between the gas station and grocery store, Izuku decided he liked the gas station best, mostly because he still got to reliably watch the main road through town while working. The tv mounted in the corner helped too. While on the move with Stain, he’d fallen woefully behind on hero news. He’d even missed the Billboard Chart! For the first time in over a decade! He was a disgrace to hero fanboys and nerds everywhere.
His disgrace aside, he had access to the news stations now, and Tanaka-san didn’t mind him flipping through channels as long as he still stocked the shelves and helped the occasional elderly or disabled client pump their gas. The work was slow and repetitive, but it gave him some much-needed spending money. It also served as an in to bring up his side business.
The lie that he had an intelligence or analysis quirk rolled easily off his tongue after so much time pretending. (Did he really need to feel guilty when the lie allowed him to help people?) He started with Tanaka-san and his honestly fascinating Seismic Sense. He could tell anytime there was seismic activity within a ten-kilometer radius. Granted, the radius was a bit small to do more in an emergency than know to shut off the gas pumps in case of damage to the underground tanks, but apparently, it was also good for detecting avalanches. Given the town's location, that was a much more useful early warning system.
Once the man realized how into quirks Izuku was, he talked his new employee up to some of the regulars, and business took off from there.
Izuku was just wrapping up an analysis for a single mom who couldn’t afford to take her kid all the way to the recommended quirk specialist in Tokyo. The cute kid had a type of gravitational quirk that had originally been mistaken for telekinesis. Then the poor boy developed allergies. Every time he sneezed, anything smaller than a soda bottle in a three-meter radius flew toward him and tended to crumple in on itself with the spike in gravitational force. Passively drawing every speck of dust and pollen in the surrounding air towards him only complicated things. Izuku wished he could help more, but he didn’t know enough about medicine to offer much help on the allergy front. Hopefully, an allergist would be easier to get into than a quirk specialist.
“Mommy, look, Hawks!” the little boy yelled, pointing up at the TV.
The mother handed Izuku their agreed-upon fee and glanced at her son, then the TV. “That’s nice, de—oh goodness!”
Izuku turned to see what had startled the woman and drew in a sharp breath himself. Hawks and Endeavor were fighting a Nomu.
Hadn’t Hawks been trying to wheedle his way into The League? Why was he fighting a Nomu then? Had Dabi found him out?
The longer they watched, the more Izuku’s dread mounted. The Nomu shrugged off blast after blast of Hellfire, and any slice Hawks left in the creature’s leathery hide—when he wasn’t occupied saving civilians—healed in seconds. Endeavor’s face was starting to turn a dangerous shade of red. He was overheating. The heroes were losing.
Izuku turned to catch the mother’s eye. She got his unspoken message and paled before picking up her son. “Come on, Daisuke, let’s get home. We can watch more of the heroes later, okay? It’s almost lunchtime…”
Izuku focused back on the TV as the pair left. Something about this Nomu was bothering him, almost familiar. It didn’t click until a lucky feather from Hawks sliced through part of the Nomu’s dark grey hood. (Was that fabric or some mutation?) The material fell away to reveal horns poking from the exposed brain underneath.
Izuku froze and forgot to breathe for a moment. He knew that quirk. He’d analyzed that quirk for Giran barely eight months ago. The original owner called it Ogre, but its best feature came in the extreme temperature tolerance the accompanying skin mutation gave the holder. And now it belonged to a fully finished Nomu.
Ekikyō had been taken over a month ago. How much time did he have left?
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Keigo really wished Madame President hadn’t given him this assignment. Somehow, he didn’t think she had the entire city of Fukuoka in mind when she’d told him to not interfere with The League’s casualties. He wondered for a moment if he could stop anyone from dying even now as he tried with every feather and all his focus to evacuate the people in the falling skyscraper that had been his and Endeavor’s choice of meeting place.
What was he thinking? He could do this. This was no different from the training exercises the Commission had put him through, tossing several dozen eggs in the air at once and requiring him to catch them all before they hit the ground—without breaking a single one. They’d even had him do that task blindfolded. (He’d only let an egg crack once; he’d been careful to avoid that particular punishment since.) This should be easy.
The screams and flying debris made it harder, but Keigo was used to splitting his focus. He could have done without the dozen smaller Nomu their main opponent spat out though. The fact that the flying Nomu appeared to be able to think and plan was terrifying, prodding at some instinct that made Keigo’s hackles rise and remaining feathers puff out. Those with animal mutation quirks tended to be more in tune with such instincts, and Keigo’s remained despite the Commission’s best efforts. Keigo had just learned to mask his reactions and move despite them.
Keigo quietly agreed with his instincts this time as he watched the flying Nomu tank yet another of Endeavor’s signature moves…and then knock Endeavor out of the sky. Keigo was too far away to even try reaching his colleague before he hit the ground. Keigo grimaced before returning his focus to putting down the smaller but equally persistent Nomu terrorizing the fleeing civilians and keeping said civilians from trampling each other. “Come on, Endeavor; get up!”
After a small eternity, sidekicks and independent heroes began arriving on scene, freeing up Keigo to go help Endeavor. Keigo tracked the battle as he gained height, then he dove. He shoved down the instinct urging him to go the other way.
He adjusted his grip on two of his primary feathers and debated options as he closed on the Nomu’s flank. His feathers only packed so much punch, and this Nomu had already proven too tough for them to significantly damage. But what he lacked in power he could make up for with speed and precision.
Keigo flared his wings to cut his speed, simultaneously detaching several coverts. The small feathers sailed forward with his original momentum, striking the Nomu across the face and hood. Keigo resisted the urge to grimace as one feather pierced an eye. Not something he wanted a sense memory of.
The Nomu turned to glance at Keigo through its shredded hood, even as its ruptured eye regenerated.
Keigo’s instincts screamed.
He jerked his head to the left and pushed back with his wings but didn’t quite get out of the way in time. A mass of tightly coiled and hardened muscle hit the right side of his face. His visor shattered, and his face flared with pain. Panic froze his thoughts as he squinted his right eye open only to see red. Careful probing with his fingers as he gained distance assured him the Nomu hadn’t gotten even, though it had been a close thing. He’d have to talk to his support engineer about getting a more shatter resistant material for his visor. If one of those shards had cut him a few millimeters over…
He swiped the blood from his right eye and sent all the coverts, primaries, and secondaries he could spare while staying in the air. They coalesced into a storm racing toward the Nomu and Endeavor, who’d re-engaged to buy Keigo space. Keigo sacrificed half of those feathers to the fire at Endeavor’s back to give the hero the extra speed he needed to land a solid blow.
And what a blow it was.
Endeavor blasted a hole clear through the creature’s head and neck. Brutal but effecti—
Nevermind, the Nomu was regenerating again.
See, this was why Keigo only sent half his feathers to Endeavor. The rest now moved in to circle the Nomu, darting in and out to distract and maybe take out an eye again. The Nomu would have a much harder time blocking a blow it couldn’t see coming. If only they could find a blow that would work.
He hissed under his breath as the Nomu snapped a handful of feathers with a sweep of one mutated and overly muscled arm. “I can’t help much now with so many feathers burnt to a crisp,” he called to Endeavor as he lowered himself toward the ground. Keeping his body weight afloat was more trouble than it was worth when he couldn’t contribute more to the fight. He’d just be a target. So, he was removing himself from the battlefield.
Endeavor gave him a grim nod and gathered himself for a moment before blasting into the fray again. This time he grabbed the Nomu and flew straight up.
Keigo had a feeling he knew what came next and redirected those feathers still harassing the Nomu to pushing Endeavor higher and faster. “I hope this works,” he thought as his feet touched down on cracked asphalt.
Through those rapidly crisping feathers, he heard Endeavor yell, “Plus Ultra Prominence Burn!”
A flash of blistering heat and blinding light, and the only feathers Keigo could feel were the few attached to his back and the lone primary tucked up his jacket sleeve. He squinted up at the fireball falling from the sky.
It wasn’t slowing down.
He cursed and sprinted down the abandoned road toward the next cross street, where it would land. Just before the fireball descended below the highest rooftops, it split in two, the pieces flying apart as if struck violently. Dread ruffled the scant feathers at his back. No…Surely it didn’t survive…
Keigo rounded the corner onto the street Endeavor and the Nomu had crashed down on. The closest crater—a scant few meters from him—was thankfully Endeavor’s. The hero staggered to his feet facing away from Keigo, panting, burnt, and bleeding. The man wavered before regaining his balance.
The next intersection down, from a matching crater, rose the Nomu. Half of its body was still regenerating, albeit more sluggishly than before. Its eyes roved over Endeavor, past Keigo, and around the abandoned street. “Strong…Need more…Where heroes?”
Keigo momentarily was torn between the urge to laugh hysterically and the urge to flee as fast as he could. If this is what they—the heroes and the Commission—were up against, they were screwed. Endeavor, Japan’s current strongest hero, had failed to take this Nomu down. Sure, there were a few heroes Keigo could think of with quirks that might counter this thing, but this Nomu was…Living? Undead? It was some kind of proof that The League had more Nomu, were making more. Each with different quirks that the heroes couldn’t begin to know how to combat until the monsters started wreaking havoc.
The Nomu posed a very real threat to the heroes. The League posed a very real threat to The Commission.
Keigo stilled.
If this is what The League could bring to a fight, they might win. The Commission might lose.
(If The Commission fell, who held Keigo’s jesses?)
The Nomu took a step toward Endeavor, and Keigo remained where he stood. If…if he used his last feathers, he might be able to cause a distraction and fly Endeavor—his favorite hero, his personal hero—out of sight to fight another day. Or…he could not do that. He could watch The Commission’s Number One hero fall. The first domino in a chain that might set him fr—
A spike of pain stabbed through his temples, and Hawks squeezed his eyes shut, stopped thinking, and breathed until it vanished.
“Focus on your orders.” The President had ordered Hawks on this infiltration, told him to do whatever it took to ingratiate himself with The League and maintain cover to learn about them and their production of Nomu. She’d told him not to interfere with The League’s casualties. Doing nothing in this situation was permissible. He carefully didn’t think about what might come after.
The pain didn’t return.
He let out a sigh and mentally shook himself. It had been a while since that happened. He hated the reminder of just how short his leash was.
He pushed the emotion down and focused on the current problem. “Next, re-assess your situation.” He had a rare choice, but he needed to make it quickly. Save Endeavor at risk of himself and his Commission-given objective or don’t interfere and continue his infiltration. There wasn’t really a choice when he thought about it like that.
Madame President really should watch her wording for loopholes. It might get her into trouble someday.
Keigo sent his last, tiny coverts in a feeble attempt to blind the Nomu, but the creature had grown wise to that trick. It snatched them out of the air and crushed them before they ever reached their target.
Oh well, he tried. He did feel bad about Endeavor’s impending death. Gruff as the guy was, he had saved Keigo when he was a kid. He was the reason Keigo had wanted to be a hero. But there was nothing he or the lone feather tucked up his sleeve could do.
Orders were orders after all.
Endeavor met Keigo’s eyes over his shoulder and darted them to the side, toward a side street.
Oh, there was the guilt Keigo’d been missing. Why did Endeavor have to go and worry about him at a time like this? Maybe—
Keigo’s headache threatened to return, a pressure on the edge of his awareness.
He carefully packed away how he felt, only nodding to the doomed hero and taking a step backward.
The Nomu—now finished regenerating—launched itself toward Endeavor with its jet quirk. As it flew, it morphed one of its arms into a twisted scythe of hardened muscle.
Keigo turned to run.
“Not today, asshole!” A blur of white and purple slammed into the abomination midair. Mirko caught the Nomu’s neck between her thighs and twisted. A crack echoed through the sudden silence, closely followed by a trio of thuds.
Keigo whistled appreciatively at the clean decapitation only ten meters from them before remembering how Endeavor had already tried something like that once. “It can regenerate from its head!” Keigo shouted as he kicked himself back into gear. This time he moved toward Endeavor, already pulling out his first aid kit. The Number One hero didn’t look so hot—pardon the pun. “Let’s stop some of that bleeding, huh big guy?”
Mirko’s eyes narrowed at Keigo’s warning and zeroed in on the Nomu’s head as the attached sinew and muscle started twitching. Then she stomped on it. Repeatedly. Hard enough to crater the road. Once certain the monster was no longer attempting to reform, she gave the remains a disgusted look and shook the worst of the mess off her foot.
“Medical’s on the way,” she said, walking over. “But they’re having trouble with the debris blocking the roads. Here, I can take the big guy.”
Keigo happily transferred Endeavor’s arm that wasn’t holding a mass of gauze to his face from his shoulder to Mirko’s. The difference in Mirko and Endeavor’s heights made the whole situation almost comical.
Mirko looked the Number One hero up and down for a few seconds. “Can you walk?”
Endeavor’s silence was answer enough.
Mirko grumbled under her breath for a moment. “You’d better hope nope of the paparazzi get a picture of us.” Then she unceremoniously slung the man over her shoulders in a fireman carry and leapt away before the man could protest.
His face was priceless though.
Keigo turned away from the Nomu’s headless body and let his shoulders slump for a moment. Endeavor was alive. As far as he knew the civilians all made it out alive. The Nomu was dead-dead. So why was a part of him dissatisfied?
A slow clap echoed through the street behind Keigo.
Keigo slowly turned to meet eyes oddly close to Endeavor’s shade of blue. “Dabi.”
The arsonist stepped from an alley midway down the block and waltzed over to the felled Nomu. “I must say, I’m impressed. I wasn’t expecting the Number One to be here.”
Keigo glanced skyward, at the news helicopter that had been circling since shortly after the skyscraper came down. He clenched his fists and shifted into a better stance to defend from. “Yeah, funny that.”
Dabi smiled and stared into Keigo’s eyes. “Shame Mirko showed up when she did. Things were just starting to get good.”
Something in that heated gaze made Keigo feel exposed. How much did Dabi see?
“Oh well. At least I can collect the Nomu…” Dabi frowned down at the mess where the monster’s head had once been. “Most of it anyway.”
Keigo gave a nervous chuckle. “Yeah, Mirko’s badass like that. If you stick around, I’m sure she’d love to give you a demonstration.”
Dabi smiled wide enough to stretch his seams and laughed. He set one hand on the corpse and lit the other with a bright blue flame. “I’ll pass. See you later, Birdie. Ujiko?” He waved a line of fire between them, keeping Keigo at bay while he and the Nomu were swallowed in an all too familiar black sludge.
Keigo raised one arm to shield his face and backed away from the wall of scorching heat and toxic smoke. “Yeah, see you later.”
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Izuku took a deep breath for what felt like the first time in hours. Endeavor, Hawks, and Mirko won. The Nomu was defeated…dead. The man with the ogre quirk and however many others had gone into this one were dead. Izuku winced at that thought. The heroes hadn’t been able to subdue the Nomu without killing him, but at least they won.
At what cost though?
The destruction in Fukuoka was almost as widespread as Kamino. Endeavor likely pushed himself too hard. This was his first serious fight after returning to normal active duty, and who knew how long it would take him to recover this time. Hawks had used up all of his feathers. They’d fought as hard as they could, and…
Izuku swallowed and tried not to think about the possibility of facing Ekikyō like that.
A hand landed on Izuku’s shoulder, making him jolt and half reach up to throw the person before he stopped himself. It was just Tanaka-san.
“Hey, why don’t you call it a day, Sagasu-kun? It won’t be very busy after that,” the man said, nodding toward the TV. “Everyone’ll be glued to their TVs and devices waiting for updates, not out shopping. I’ll probably close up early.”
“You’re sure?”
“Yeah.” The man pulled some folded yen from his pocket and held it out. “Here’s your pay. Now get,” he said, waving toward the door.
Izuku bowed and started to take his leave before pausing. After a minute’s debate, he darted down one of the aisles before returning to the front counter with a salt shaker. Tanaka-san raised an eyebrow but rang him up without comment. A short time later, Izuku walked down the street, plastic bag over one arm and counting his remaining yen. He counted a second time. He was pretty sure this was more than they’d agreed on.
But! With this, he should be able to afford the laptop he’d been eyeing at the electronics store down the street. He grinned and made a detour to the abandoned building he’d stashed his backpack and the rest of his funds in. It was about time for Naisho to make a comeback.
Outtakes:
Hawks: is about to watch Endeavor die
Mirko: enters stage left and one-shots the Nomu
Hawks: “Rumi, I could kiss you!”
Mirko: laughs “In your dreams, chicken breath!”
Mirko: returns to Hawks right after Dabi vanishes “Where’s Dabi? Control said they had visual.”
Hawks: “Sludge tp. You just missed him.”
Mirko: “Twice now? Slippery bastard!”
Twice: “Why are my ears ringing?”
Mirko: “So, why didn’t you just fight it at the end? You had to know backup was coming.”
Hawks: “Because fighting at that point would have been suicide.” adds under his breath “Which I have a standing order against…”
Mirko: “What was that?”
Hawks: “Nothing!”
Notes:
Re: Hawks, I suspect he wasn't the only one in the Commission's training program. Maybe he wasn't even the only one to finish. But I highly doubt every kid in that program did finish. Maybe some washed out; maybe some broke under the unreasonable stress and tried to make their own way out. Between that and Lady Nagant's betrayal, it just makes sense for The Commission to have some...insurance in place. They've invested far too much into Hawks' development to risk him leaving their control.
Chapter 128: 127: Brave Enough to Ask
Summary:
“Be strong enough to stand alone, smart enough to know when you need help, and brave enough to ask for it.” –Ziad K. Abdelnour
Notes:
If you direct your attention to the chapter count, you'll notice the question mark has been replaced by a number. I have outlined the last several chapters, though that count is subject to change--most likely due to needing to split or combine chapters. claps hands We're in the endgame now, ladies and gents! Muse willing, we finish Residual Hope this year!
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
It was a few days after the Nomu attack when a very expensive car pulled into the gas station. Izuku took note when Tanaka stepped out to greet the car’s driver. Then the man gestured through the window for Izuku to join him. Izuku left the half-empty box of chip bags beside the shelf he’d been stocking and followed.
“Sagasu-kun, fill up their tank for me, will you? Premium,” Tanaka said, holding out a credit card, presumably the driver’s.
Izuku nodded and took the card before heading over to the pump. He kept Tanaka in his peripheral vision and his back to the car, feigning disinterest, as he got to work.
“How’s the road up to Deika looking? Any avalanches?” the driver asked Tanaka.
“Naw, none yet. Heavy snow’s not due until next week. Wouldn’t be surprised if we have a scare after,” Tanaka said, eyeing the mountain tops south of town. He shrugged before adding, “One of the truckers passed through this morning heading down to the depo, so roads should be in good enough condition. You two have lunch yet? Chieko made a batch of umeboshi onigiri today.”
“Oh, that sounds great!” A third, feminine, voice said as the car’s back window—directly behind Izuku—rolled down. “One for me. I’m going to be tied up in meetings once I get to the office.”
“You know I’ll never turn down your wife’s cooking, Tanaka,” the driver added.
“Alright, three umeboshi onigiri coming right up. Any drinks for the road, Tokuda-san, Kizuki-sama?”
The honorific piqued Izuku’s interest, as did the name. Where had he come across a Kizuki? He should cross-reference his list of suspected MLA members later. If Kizuki was on the list, she was likely a higher-up given the car and Tanaka’s deference.
He quickly finished refueling the vehicle then headed inside to fetch the requested food and drinks. Tanaka and the driver were still talking when he returned, but Kizuki was busy with her phone now. Izuku took the opportunity to study her on the walk over. Her blue skin and purple hair were immediately eye-catching. Her eyes were a striking green, a few shades lighter than Izuku’s, with black scleras.
He bit his lip to keep from mumbling as he wondered if the mutations were inherited traits or if they were connected to her quirk like Ashido’s. There were no other visible quirk factors for him to go off of, but if she was MLA, then she likely had an emitter type. The MLA valued quirk strength, after all, and if she earned the -sama honorific…
“Here you go, Kizuki-sama,” he murmured while holding out her meal.
Kizuki’s sharp eyes slid from the conversation—which seemed to have moved on from weather and roads to plans for some upcoming festival—to Izuku. A moment’s focus, and she turned back to Tanaka and the driver, taking her order without so much as a nod.
Izuku was grateful for the clear dismissal, handing off the driver’s order and card before retreating inside to continue stocking. The last thing he wanted was the MLA’s attention, not when he and Stain were so close.
Speaking of…Izuku took the now empty box back to the storage room. Once out of sight of the front windows, he pulled out his phone and texted Uncle Saihō, “Have you visited Deika yet? Word is the weather might close the south roads next week.”
The message was vague enough to be believable as Sagasu Isao’s concern for his uncle after hearing the area was prone to avalanches, but it served its purpose. Stain was now aware of a possible lead as well as the upcoming weather concerns. If the man was traveling by foot when that storm moved in, he might find himself stranded or frozen.
It wasn’t that Izuku’d grown fond of the murder hobo, but he couldn’t very well take down the MLA and The League of Villains all by himself, now, could he?
The only answer he got back was a thumbs up emoji.
Izuku allowed himself a grin before pocketing his phone. Then he picked up a case of sodas and got back to work.
After his shift at the gas station, Izuku made his way back to the abandoned building he and Stain had set up camp in. Looking around the structure, Izuku thought he should probably heed the warning about the weather too. Maybe he’d check into that hotel room next week. At least until the storm passed. He should have enough funds now.
That decided, Izuku woke up his new laptop, which he’d left running updates and downloads before going to work this morning. He scanned the list of finished processes and checked over his work. The laptop was no Nezu-crafted workhorse, but it was serviceable and much faster than Stain’s dinosaur.
Finally, Naisho was back in business.
He started off small. Hacking into Musutafu’s police server to check the quirk registry to confirm Kizuki’s identity. Kizuki Chitose: Shoowaysha Publishing’s executive director. Izuku double-checked the list in his notebook. Yep, that was the publishing house both Prism and Captain Electric had promotional deals with, and the company had connections to several other suspected MLA members.
Then he read the woman’s quirk and let out a slow breath. He’d been right about it being powerful. Landmine allowed her to turn any object she touched into a…well, a landmine. There weren’t any stipulations as to a time or distance limit or how exactly she triggered a detonation once an object was designated as a mine. He wondered if she’d purposely left the information out or if someone had removed it after the fact. Usually there was more detail than this on a file for a potentially destructive quirk. The lack was suspicious.
He almost went poking to see if there were any traces of previous hacks before he thought better of it. If someone had a reason to alter the registry file and was good enough to get away with it, they may have left scripts behind to alert them to any further tampering or investigation. And Izuku wasn’t sure he trusted his new laptop enough to chance getting back hacked by someone of that caliber.
After carefully scrubbing his presence from that police server, he cautiously inspected the firewalls around Shoowaysha’s servers. These were on par with the firewalls on the HPSC’s databanks, but Izuku had no Nezu-created loophole to exploit to gain entry here. He quickly decided the attempt with his current technology and skills would be too dangerous, especially when in such close proximity to a suspected MLA stronghold.
Annoyed, he shifted tack and hacked into the central Fukuoka police precinct to see about finding an update on the Nomu attack. Aside from a neatly compiled list of quirks the newly designated “Hood” was suspected of having—and a connected list of links to matching missing persons cases—there was no additional information. Then he hopped over to the main Tokyo precinct to check for details on Ekikyō’s and The League’s cases, hoping for some hint of where he and Stain should be looking. When that turned up frustratingly little, Izuku gnawed at his lower lip before steeling himself.
He opened another window and followed the same backdoor Nezu had shown him to get into the HPSC’s database for his first semester final. A quick check for League files revealed they were all marked with too high a security clearance for him to easily access. Feeling a little petty and more than a little frustrated, he very carefully pulled up the files he could find on Hawks instead. The files with low enough clearance for him to access were mostly logs of routine correspondence between Hawks and a Takajō-san. It seemed to be coded based on the lack of mention of anything regarding The League. A bit of careful poking at the more secure files turned up a summary sent from Takajō-san to the President a few weeks ago that had much clearer phrasing: “...While he’s made no progress on locating the active Nomu lab(s) or gaining information on their manufacturing, we have confirmation that there are still Nomu in production and at least one finished as well as The League being in contact with the producer…”
Izuku read over the messages a few times before he made copies of everything and backed out of the HPSC’s systems. His hands shook slightly as he closed his hacking window entirely, though he couldn’t tell if that was from fear or anger. Whatever emotion this was, it felt like too much.
The HPSC specifically asked Hawks to look into how the Nomu were made. The optimist in him wanted to believe that knowledge was purely for rehabilitating the captured Nomu, but why hide it then? The cynic in him couldn’t help but think Stain was right. The HPSC wanted to acquire that knowledge and keep it to themselves to use it. It would certainly give them the means to avoid a Nagant repeat.
(He wondered if Hawks realized he had been tasked with finding the key to erasing his own freewill.)
He swallowed down the swell of emotion and rose to pace the room for lack of a better way to burn off the energy bubbling under his skin. He couldn’t find any info on The League or Ekikyō, the HPSC were plotting multiple human rights violations (in addition to whatever they were currently doing), Shoowaysha’s firewalls were too strong to get through, and the MLA likely had some sort of hacker on their payroll.
Izuku paused at the last thought. A hacker…Two could play that game. Izuku was still a novice at it, but he knew someone better.
He pulled his phone out and scrolled to La Brava’s contact, pressing call before he could second guess himself.
After the second ring, the line connected. “Hello?”
Izuku grinned. “Hi, La Brava; it’s Naisho. Is this a good time?”
“Naisho! For you, of course. Your interview went viral. Gentle’s videos have never gotten so much traffic and engagement before.”
Izuku chuckled and scratched at the back of his head. “I heard. Got grounded when my guardian saw my vigilante name trending and found out why.” After waiting a moment for La Brava’s laughter to die down, Izuku continued, “I could use your help if you’re not too busy at the moment.”
“Oh? Found a corrupt business you’d like to recommend for Gentle’s review?”
“Not quite. Well, unless you consider a rural grocer switching to a subpar paper bag supplier. I actually need your hacking expertise. I can do a little—Nezu was training me—but I’ve been hitting a bunch of walls. Thought I should ask for an outside perspective.”
La Brava hummed in thought. “Why not ask Nezu, if he’s been teaching you?”
Izuku sighed and stopped his pacing to lean against the wall. “Because I’m more than 200km away from UA. I…I ran. The HPSC was using my custody to blackmail UA’s heroes into backing off of investigating a case.” Izuku took a deep breath and explained everything that had happened starting from when they’d last met.
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Izuku didn’t see hide nor hair of Stain until four days later, just ahead of what promised to be a nasty winter storm. Izuku looked up from his laptop to see the man enter the Sagasus’ motel room just before midnight. “Welcome back. Shower’s stocked if you need to warm up. If you’re hungry, leftover yakitori’s in the fridge. There’s some onigiri and kimchi too.”
Stain nodded, starting to strip off his gear. With the plummeting temperatures, he’d added layers to his usual costume including a heavy coat, gloves with closed fingers, a waterproofed—if baggy—pair of pants, and a taller, thicker pair of winter boots that lacked the toe spikes of his usual pair. Throw in his ever-present blood red scarf, and he was only missing one thing.
Izuku watched with a suppressed grin as Stain noticed the knit hat sitting on the neater of the two beds. It was in All Might’s colors and had a huge tri-colored pompom on top. “Don’t want you losing your ears too,” Izuku said as evenly as he could manage.
Stain threw him a look but didn’t say anything against the gift.
Fifteen minutes later saw them both eating leftovers and recapping what had happened while separated. Aside from meeting who was likely one of the MLA’s higher ups, Izuku’s week had been pretty dull. Stain’s on the other hand…
“The entire city? You can’t be serious.”
Stain looked more grim than usual as he nodded. “It may not be the entire city, but it’s at least the majority. People spoke of it openly when I kept myself hidden. And the public quirk use was blatant, expected, encouraged even. Support gear was far more common too, all of it bearing Detnerat’s logo.”
Izuku rubbed a hand over his face. “Well, that confirms Detnerat’s MLA-affiliated as well as Shoowaysha. Honestly, at this point I think it’s safe to assume Feel Good Inc. is too, given all the connections and similarities in cybersecurity.”
“Add the Hearts and Mind Party to your list as well. Not sure if they’re explicitly MLA or just pro-deregulation and thus the MLA’s current favorite, but there were a lot of advertisements for the party in Deika City.”
“Support gear, a printing house, a media conglomerate, and a political party…That’s a really dangerous combination.”
“That’s a coup waiting to happen.”
Izuku disliked how much sense that made. “How are we supposed to stop them?”
“As we are now? We don’t,” Stain stated. “Two cannot dismantle an army.”
Izuku thought back to his conversation with La Brava—she’d introduced herself as Manami Aiba—a few days prior. He should probably update her on the additional companies suspected of being MLA. “Luckily, I know someone who can help.”
Stain waited to say anything until after Izuku shot off a text. Then he grinned and said, “We won’t be able to do anything until the storm passes. In the meantime, let’s make sure you haven’t gotten rusty.”
Izuku had only a moment to process that Stain had put the majority of his weapons back on after changing before he had to roll out of the way of a thrown knife. He pulled his own small blade from the ankle sheath Stain insisted he always wear. He quickly regained his feet and fell into a familiar stance, eyes locked on Stain.
Stain smiled wide, stretching the scar tissue where his nose should have been. Izuku bared his teeth in turn and lunged.
Izuku liked to think he held his own—at least for a few minutes—these days, but he still couldn’t land a solid hit on the man. They circled each other and traded blows and dodges for a time. Until Izuku maneuvered to stand beside the room’s desk and chair. He hooked one foot around the chair’s leg and flung it at Stain. The man easily sidestepped it and moved into a kick. Izuku twisted aside and brought his knife up to scour a line across the leather boot over where one of the larger tendons in the ankle would be. If not for the boot’s thick leather and the fact this was a spar, it would have been a crippling injury.
Then it hit Izuku: he’d drawn first blood. Well, metaphorically. This was the first time he’d ever managed that.
Stain paused to inspect the damage before nodding to himself and releasing the tension in his body. Izuku didn’t relax his own stance until Stain sheathed his knife and started collecting his thrown blades. By some unspoken agreement neither bed ended up damaged, but there were now half a dozen holes in the carpet, two in the wall, and one in the desk.
Izuku tossed back a knife he’d swiped during the spar and righted the chair before returning it to the desk. He turned around to find Stain studying him closely.
“You’re breathing better than when you found me.”
Izuku blinked in surprise at the statement, then paid attention to his body. He…was breathing easier after an intense training session than he had in weeks. He was still breathing hard, but he wasn’t lightheaded or exhausted.
Dread crept into his chest as he pulled his phone from his pocket and checked the date. A bit of math told him what he already knew: he was nearly six weeks out from losing Ekikyō. Iida had lost all of the slime in his system by 12 weeks. Izuku was already starting to lose his own slime cells. He was running out of time.
Izuku turned a wide-eyed gaze back to Stain, but the man was facing away to dig something out of his bag. Once he’d found what he was looking for, he lobbed the bundle of leather and metal at Izuku.
Izuku fumbled to catch it, then turned the object over in his hands. The tangle of dark straps and silver buckles had several knife holsters attached, all filled with identical slim blades. Throwing knives. Stain was giving him throwing knives. And these weren’t a hand-me-down; they looked brand new. He shot Stain a questioning look.
Stain took the bundle from him and showed him how the harness slid over his shoulders so that a set of sheathed blades rested on either side of his chest, under his arms. Stain took a step back to inspect the harness’s fit. “We’ll adjust the straps tomorrow with your armor on, though you can hide this under a coat when out of costume as well.” Then Stain grinned and tilted his chin ever so slightly up as he said, “It’s time. Ready to get back to the hunt, Korō?”
Outtakes:
Izuku: thinking about his old vigilante mentors before stopping on Oguro “Wait…”
Izuku: counting in his head “Oguro, O’Clock, Ciupan or Hyper Quadfist, Knuckleduster, The Ripper, and Takeshi (saw that one on a business card he dropped)…That makes six. Midoriya, Green, Naisho, Sludge, Arita, Sagasu, and now Korō. That’s seven! Even without counting the two Green identities as separate, it’s seven! I have more aliases than Ciupan!”
Oguro: feels a swell of pride and mischief “I have the sudden urge to make another fake identity.”
Aizawa: feels a headache coming on “Problem Child, what have you done now?”
La Brava: checks a few running programs before cracking her knuckles “Alright MLA, let’s see what you’ve got.”
Skeptic: gets an alert of a hacking attempt and initiates an intense hack off “Oh no you don’t.”
La Brava: nearly knocks her tea cup off the desk with her rapid movements
Gentle: lifts the tea cup to safety “You’ve got this dear; I’ll hold your tea.”
Notes:
Korō (小狼): little/younger (of two people)/junior + wolf (The name's a callback to Stain training Naisho when they were staking out Hitsohi's foster home: “If you are going to prowl with wolves, you should know how to use your fangs and defend yourself.”)
Chapter 129: 128: The Dark Things You're Carrying
Summary:
“The hard pieces of your story might be heavy, but they aren’t the only part of who you are, and they aren’t the part that matters most. The dark things you’re carrying don’t discount all the gifts you have to offer. They don’t erase your light. Both can exist at the same time.” –Daniell Koepke
Notes:
Sorry for the long wait again. The last 2 months have been hell at work. We moved the clinic from the old building into the new one. Lots of teething pains with that. Still can't find all of the dental instruments I know we moved over. (And people keep rearranging things without telling me, so even the things I did know where to find, I can't now!) One of the clinic pets, Sharli the yorkie, died last week (kidney failure, then she had a seizure she never recovered from and couldn't maintain her body temperature even with outside aids and had to be euthanized on my day off). She had a pretty good run though, made it to 18 and only really started to feel bad in the week leading up to the end. I think the cats, Paisli and Meili, are missing her though. They've been clingy the last few days. :(
Chapter Text
Keigo kept the grip on his phone carefully loose to avoid scratching the screen with his nails. (Talons. They were finally starting to look like talons again after the last time The Commission’s cosmetologist got ahold of him. And he could keep them that way as long as no one noticed.) He stood at attention despite Takajō not being physically present. Some things were too ingrained to shrug off with distance. And historically, it was never good for him when his handler ranted.
“Endeavor’s medical report isn’t encouraging. We’re seeing about flying in a specialist from Malaysia, but negotiations are ongoing. Best case scenario, he’s out a month before resuming light work. Worst case, the doctors don’t clear him to do field work again at all. We’d have lost two Number Ones within four months!”
Keigo kept silent as Takajō talked himself in circles. From a PR standpoint, the whole situation was a nightmare. The top two heroes in Japan had objectively lost the fight against a single Nomu. Mirko’s timely arrival was the only reason there hadn’t been a hero’s murder broadcast on public television. And the news crews that caught the end of the fight also caught Dabi spiriting away the Nomu’s body. Takajō had made it very clear: Fukuoka wasn’t a victory in any sense of the word.
Keigo kinda hoped his handler would give himself an ulcer.
After thoroughly impressing the HPSC’s viewpoint upon Keigo, Takajō finally steered back around to their—his—next steps, “Until we have a better idea of Endeavor’s recovery timeline, Japan will be looking at you, Hawks. Start working on your acceptance speech. If Endeavor can’t return, the country will need a strong Number One.”
Keigo stiffened, eyes widening ever so slightly. He quickly schooled himself into his usual relaxed posture. “Haha, don’t go scheduling any press conferences too soon now. My feathers aren’t even half grown back. I can pull off ‘plucked chicken,’ but it’s not exactly a look that will inspire confidence,” he joked.
When the Commission first approached him and his mother, Keigo would have leapt at the chance to someday become the Number One, but now the weight of that title felt like a ball and chain. A constrictor slowly cinching tighter around his ribcage, crushing and inescapable.
Takajō didn’t so much as huff at Keigo parroting back one of the man’s favorite insults when Keigo’s feathers were spent. “We’ll use the prosthetics if it comes down to that. Your image is handled.”
Well, so much for growing his talons out.
“Focus on the message we’ll need to convey. The League of Villains seeks to undermine our strength and position.”
“Yeah, and how am I supposed to counter that without compromising my infiltration?” Keigo didn’t ask. “Of course, sir.”
“We’ll be in touch,” Takajō said before hanging up.
Keigo sighed and picked at a pin feather. Ugh, what was it with people and making him give speeches? First Dabi and now his handler. He couldn’t get out of either. He shook his head and turned his focus to his options. His handler’s orders aside, The President’s always took precedence. She’d ordered his League infiltration, so he couldn’t give a speech that would be counterproductive to that end. So, he needed something subtle enough to satisfy his handler but would make those sympathetic to the League pay attention. Maybe he could poke a little fun at the title of Number One itself under the guise of levity?
Keigo’s phone buzzed, breaking him out of his thoughts. He grinned when he saw it was Dabi. Perfect! He needed a distraction.
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Kyudai tsked as he studied the remains of half a dozen quirks and more than a decade’s work. Hood was well and truly useless now. Without even a scrap of brain stem left from Mirko’s decapitation, there was no salvaging the project. The brain tied everything together in a Nomu. Without it, the regeneration didn’t work, and the patchwork body rapidly came apart at the seams. He couldn’t even use it for spare parts, as the multiple now unbalanced quirks caused rapid tissue degradation.
He set his tools aside with disgust at the immense waste. “Johnny, dispose of this,” he ordered as he turned away and stripped off his gloves.
Johnny perked up before locking eyes on Hood’s body. Black sludge consumed the corpse, dropping it in Mount Asama’s main vent as per the protocol Kyudai had programmed into the little Nomu. Then Johnny fell into step two meters behind its creator.
Kyudai turned his mind from lost causes to more fruitful endeavors. Hood was no longer viable, but it had been an excellent proof of concept for the High End Nomu line. And Hood was only the first. He’d improved upon his designs with every iteration. The Nomu designated “Woman” was his most advanced creation to date.
At least it was before Kyudai had acquired Motsu Ekikyō.
Kyudai stopped in front of a tank full of opaque, dull green fluid. The only organs within—displayed on a screen alongside what vitals could be measured—were a set of stained teeth, a pair of jaundiced eyes, and a brain hooked up to dozens of wires and tubes. Kyudai checked over the progress of the regenerative quirk’s integration to the brain and allowed himself a smile.
Getting the additional quirks to take had been a challenge. Until Kyudai realized he was approaching things all wrong. Sludge’s base body had a uniquely potent immune system. It attacked any foreign quirk the instant it was introduced except when its quirk was in play. The unnamed possession quirk allowed the user to perfectly integrate with another subject’s physiology as if it belonged there, quirk and all. Once that base quirk was engaged with the administration of Trigger and introduction of a suitable baseline brain for Kyudai to work with and attach the new quirks to, things had progressed much more smoothly.
Where most of his High Ends held upwards of five quirks each, “Sleeper” needed only two in addition to the possession quirk. No, Sleeper didn’t need more than that. Not when it could simply commandeer the strongest quirk on any battlefield. Such an elegant solution to the likes of All Might, but not one without flaws.
The Doctor looked over the other readouts on the screen and frowned briefly. He tapped out a command on the tank’s console to start another round of dialysis and left the Nomu to its continued development and neural programming. If he had to run that detox protocol more frequently with each month it was a small price to pay. After all, once Sleeper was deployed, its hosts’ bodies would handle toxin removal for it.
Hm, perhaps Sleeper had progressed enough for him to call in that favor with the man with the bone manipulation quirk. Such a useful quirk; it was a shame that it required such practiced and detailed control to use effectively. It made the quirk unfit for implementation in a Nomu. Though he supposed there were some benefits to the situation. Why devote a Nomu’s limited mental power and quirk factor space for a simple tooth modification when outsourcing a permanent effect worked just as well?
He nodded to himself and started composing the appropriate email on his tablet. He was nearly done when a message popped up in the corner of the screen. He sighed at the interruption but turned to say over his shoulder, “Johnny, retrieve Dabi.”
Johnny eagerly disgorged a mass of black sludge that grew before peeling back from itself to deposit Dabi a meter in front of the Nomu.
Dabi, ever one to adapt, coughed once and dusted himself off as he straightened his posture. He bore a smirk The Doctor had last seen when The League asked to borrow a tank to house Sludge for his interrogation.
“The meeting with Hawks went well then?” Kyudai asked, largely disinterested. He could care less for the fire user’s flirtations or flings, but oh what he could do with access to Fierce Wings. The more he heard of that quirk, the more he itched to dissect it.
Dabi hummed and studied the closest tank—the one housing “Dog.” “You could say that. HPSC’s scrambling. Birdie’s frazzled.” His light tone darkened to something vitriolic. “Got confirmation that Endeavor’s still alive, but it’s up in the air if he’ll be returning to hero work and when.”
Kyudai raised an eyebrow. “It was my impression you wanted him dead.”
Dabi scoffed. “It’s not about that. It’s about ruining him and everything he stands for. He doesn’t get to wither away in private after limping out of a fight.”
Ah, Dabi’s flare for the dramatics appeared to be alive and well. Kyudai should have guessed. “I sincerely doubt they’ll let the man retire, or that he would do so willingly.”
Dabi’s only response was a discontented huff.
Kyudai focused back on his work while keeping half an ear on his guest. If Dabi hadn’t requested a teleport elsewhere yet, then he had a purpose in being here. He never lingered if he could avoid it. The scarred man had been leery enough of the lab that Kyudai wondered if there was any truth to the stories of comatose patients hearing and processing what happened around them. Not that he was going to ask on the off chance Dabi didn’t remember his time in a similar lab. Kyudai rather preferred not being cremated, thank you very much.
After several minutes of silence, Dabi finally spoke again, “I got a lead on Hawks and the HPSC.”
“Oh?” What had he been investigating this time? He’d already learned Hawks’s identity a few weeks back.
“You’ve got access to the national quirk registry?”
“Yes.”
“I need you to look up anyone with a quirk that could establish long-term control or impose a number of orders on a sapient target. Possibly a forced loyalty, though that seems less likely given his behavior.”
Now that piqued Kyudai’s interest. Such a quirk would be invaluable in managing the more unruly High End Nomu. And he wasn’t the only one who could see such value. “The Commission?”
Dabi nodded. “That’s the theory.”
Kyudai laughed and pulled up the registry. As a medical professional, he had access to a more thorough database than what police and heroes typically did. Even with the general quirk description altered or downplayed, it should be a simple matter to locate such an individual, especially on the HPSC’s payroll. “Sly devils. What a marvelous idea. Do bring them to me once you locate them. I’d love to pick their brain.”
Dabi smiled. “Sure Doc, as long as you keep them alive. I need them in one piece for my plan.”
Ah, that was disappointing. No matter, he could always have Mocha make a clone of the new subject before Dabi retrieved the original. And there were plenty of tests he could perform while keeping a subject mostly intact. He’d have to get to planning.
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Even with The Doctor’s help, it took a few weeks for Dabi to narrow down his target. The Commission apparently had a lot of mental quirks with suspiciously vague quirk descriptions in their employ. Looking for ones who were hired before Hawks debuted only narrowed things down so much. A bit of legwork and a few favors called in with Giran took care of the rest.
Once he had a name, Dabi spent another few days tailing the guy before finding a good opportunity to grab him without risk of the agent using his quirk. (Hawks might not look half bad all metaphorically trussed up, but Dabi wasn’t interested in joining him.) Now that the Commission flunky was committed to The Doctor’s tender mercies, it was about time Dabi checked in on the rest of The League.
Dabi cleared the teleportation sludge from his throat as he looked around. Churned earth and toppled trees littered the snowy mountainside, and there were no human-made structures in sight. He wondered if they were still in the Akaishi Mountains or if the fight with Gigantomachia had moved further afield while he was away.
“Dabi, you’re back!” A familiar voice called from above him, and Dabi tipped his head back to see a thoroughly bundled up Spinner 10 meters up a tree.
“What are you doing up there?”
“Keeping an eye on Gigantomachia. He’s taking one of his naps right now. Everyone else is a 15-minute walk that way,” Spinner said, pointing north. “Just follow my tracks.”
Dabi nodded and set off, tucking his hands into his coat pockets. He didn’t exactly get cold, but his scars ached and grew stiff in the cold, dry air. Spinner’s tracks in the snow were easy to follow, and it wasn’t long before Dabi could smell wood smoke and hear chatter.
Toga spotted him first. “Dabi’s back!” she called with little inflection, alerting any other Leaguers in earshot. Then she ignored him for cleaning crusted blood off of her hands in the half-frozen creek. The carcass of a crudely skinned small animal lay on the snow beside her.
Magne offered a wan smile from her post by the fitful, smoky fire. “What timing. I’ve been fighting to keep this thing going; all the wood’s soaked. Be a dear?”
Dabi rolled his eyes and walked over to the pile of partially frozen wood. A quick check to confirm a ring of rough stones surrounded the campfire, and he flicked a spark of pale blue flame onto it. A series of loud pops and a long hiss of steam saw the fire burning high and bright. That should keep it hot enough to manage any additional wet fuel for a bit.
“Thanks,” Magne said as she started digging cooking supplies out of her bag.
“Don’t mention it.” Surveying the rest of the camp showed the ladies were the only ones awake. Compress, Shigaraki, and Twice were huddled in a mound of sleeping bags behind Magne. That…was pretty much it. Their “camp” didn’t even have a tent up.
He would have frowned if not for how frozen his face already felt. “How’s it going with fighting the big guy?”
“It’s going. You?”
Dabi shrugged. “Finished that errand for The Doctor. The Nomu wrecked downtown Fukuoka and nearly killed Endeavor and Hawks before Mirko took it out. If the rest of the Nomu in those vats are anything like that one, the heroes won’t stand a chance.”
Magne hmphed. “Well, at least we know the reward will be worth the effort. If that doctor made us go through all this only to get a few weak minions, I’d be introducing him to the business end of my magnet.”
Dabi laughed. “Yeah. Still tempting though.”
Magne only hummed in agreement.
Toga had wandered over to hand the rabbit—Dabi was fairly sure it was a rabbit and not a squirrel—off to Magne and now crouched by the fire to silently warm her hands.
Dabi let her be. She and Twice had taken Sludge’s betrayal hardest, which made sense after their time together at Overhaul’s base. Dabi also blamed that time for why Toga had been against leaving Sludge with The Doctor, not that she was willing to offer up an alternative. Not that it mattered now. What’s done was done. She’d get over it eventually.
Speaking of morale… “Here,” he said without preamble, tossing a hunk of black plastic and metal with a shiny red bow stuck on top to Toga.
Her reflexes were as sharp as ever, and she turned the boxy device over in her hands. “What’s this?”
“Long-range radio. Figured you guys wouldn’t get much cell signal out here, but that will. Thought you might like to hear how hero society’s been falling apart.”
Toga gave him one last suspicious look before picking the bow off the radio and sticking it to the top of Magne’s head. Magne protested halfheartedly but made no move to abandon butchering Toga’s kill to disentangle it from her hair.
Toga grinned briefly before turning the radio on and twisting the dial. After a shrill whine a station started to come in. “…that’s it for the weather. Next up on the national villain watch: The villain team Cider House was finally apprehended over the weekend after attacking holiday shoppers. If you were a victim of their string of robberies, please contact Tokyo’s Police Department regarding the return of your belongings. In other news, Stain’s been sighted in Nagano, and he appears to have an apprentice! Eyewitnesses claim the younger masked man goes by the name Korō…”
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After a week of following La Brava’s leads, Izuku didn’t dare hope this time would be different. Giran was just that slippery.
First Nagoya. The abandoned base had already started collecting dust by the time they got there. They did get to take down an MLA-affiliated “hero” while in town though. And they stopped two muggings! Well, Korō stopped two muggings; Stain mostly acted as overwatch and warned him when the cops or heroes got close.
After Nagoya, they went to Kanazawa. That base had either been a false lead, or Giran had passed it off to a gang when he left. A gang that was into trafficking children. Stain might not have been the only one responsible for maiming a criminal in that fight. But everyone (gangster and child) left the building alive, and that was more than Izuku expected to be honest. Korō’s costume took a few hits though, so Izuku replaced bits and pieces as they could no longer be patched together. Stain’s arm wraps started making more and more sense.
Then came Toyama. That base had been cleared out too but recently enough for a forgotten half-filled glass of water to still bear condensation. La Brava set them to chasing a moving truck, but Giran must have swapped vehicles at some point. The engine of the abandoned truck was still warm when they found it at a defunct railyard. The back was empty. Taking down a corrupt hero who was extorting a bakery owner when they happened to pass by on the rooftops was a decent consolation prize. They (Korō) stopped a few petty crimes on their way out of town too, but nothing noteworthy.
And now they were in Nagano. They were working on a tight schedule here because Izuku rescued a kid from a burning building literally ten minutes after they crossed the city limits. Stain helped out that time, pulling another two people from the building before heroes arrived on scene. Thankfully, those heroes were more focused on the rescue than capturing a villain and vigilante who were already helping. Even though they got away, the heroes knew they were in town, and Stain sightings usually ended up on national news broadcasts for civilian safety. If Giran followed the pattern of most other villains, he’d either lay low or bounce as soon as he heard. Provided he was even in Nagano to begin with.
Izuku didn’t regret helping at the fire despite that. And Stain didn’t chastise him for it either. Izuku wouldn’t be much of a “true hero” if he just ignored people in trouble, now, would he?
Somehow that thought didn’t douse the simmering annoyance at the outing of their location and the stench of smoke and burnt plastic clinging to his costume. This wild goose chase was really starting to wear on him. He swore, when he got his hands on Giran…
“Korō.”
Izuku looked up from his pacing to see Stain perched in the window of their latest hovel. He had a bag of takeout in hand.
“What’s on the menu tonight?” he asked, moving to clear off the cardboard box they’d been using as a table.
“Indian. Saag paneer and chicken korma.” Stain said, taking containers from the bag to set out.
Izuku hummed in appreciation. “Never had either of those. Wanna split half and half?”
Stain huffed something that might have been a laugh as he sat down across from Izuku. “Sure, little hero.”
They ate in silence until Izuku was nearly finished with his breakfast. (He was a faster eater than Stain.) The man cleared his throat. “We’re not that far out from Musutafu right now.”
Izuku frowned and chased a spoonful of diced turnips and chicken around his Styrofoam container. “So?”
“You could check in while we’re here.”
Izuku grimaced and looked out the window rather than meet Stain’s eyes. “What’s the point? They’ll just try to stop me.”
“The point is that they’ll know you’re still alive, still fighting. You don’t have to let them see you. You could leave a note. Or return some of those text messages you’ve been ignoring.”
Izuku had just left his vigilante phone turned off after the 30th message. That had been before they even left Matsumoto. “What would I even say? ‘Merry Christmas! How’s it been? I’m doing great. I’m breathing easier now because Ekikyō’s cells are dying?’” He shook his head and frowned down at the mostly separate pools of yellow and green sauce against the white of Styrofoam, lightly dragging his chopsticks through each until the last of the two curries mixed. “It’ll just remind them I have a month left and hurt them all over again and distract me. No point in splitting my focus when we’re so close to finding Giran anyway.”
He hoped they were close. It had been getting easier and easier to be active, but he knew that all too soon the scales would tip the other way. Soon there wouldn’t be enough slime cells to support his heart.
“And once we find Giran?”
Izuku shrugged. “Maybe. I should probably at least visit my underground doctor. See if I need to adjust my meds before we go for whatever Nomu lab Ekikyō’s in.”
Stain hummed and allowed them to lapse into silence again.
Izuku stuck his chopsticks in his mouth and grimaced. Saag and korma did not mix well.
While they collected the empty containers back into their plastic bag, Stain informed him, “We’re staking out a warehouse tonight.”
Izuku nodded, interest piqued. Had Stain found another MLA affiliate or something else? Izuku was eager for a fight either way.
After swapping out his oxygen concentrators and checking his gear, they headed out, Izuku following Stain around the edge of the industrial district until they came to rest on the roof of an old mill; judging by the rusted-out silo, it hadn’t seen use in several years. The factory across the street looked much the same…except for a light shining from a single basement window.
Stain pulled a compact pair of binoculars from a pouch on his belt and handed them to Izuku. “Remember your word, Korō.”
Izuku shot his mentor a guarded look, sensing he’d made a misstep somewhere in the recent past but unsure what. He raised the binoculars and took a moment to focus them on the lit window. People were moving boxes around inside. They all looked like the typical muscle-for-hire type. Then a pair of purple slacks and even darker purple leather shoes stepped into view. Izuku knew before he even raised the binoculars. Only one person could get away with that fashion crime.
“Giran.”
Stain made a quiet sound beside him, and Izuku only spared him a moment’s glare. Stain grinned smugly back.
Izuku rolled his eyes and went back to watching Giran. He’d deal with the prospect of visiting Musutafu after they dealt with Giran. “Any idea what’s in the boxes?”
Stain made a less-satisfied noise in the back of his throat. “They only opened two boxes while I was watching earlier. Files, hard drives, laptop.”
Izuku hummed without taking his eyes off his quarry. He was 90% sure Giran carried some sort of weapon on him, but he’d never seen it while working as Green. If he had to take a guess, he’d say a handgun. The guy was wily as a weasel, but he didn’t have a lot of muscle on him or move like a trained fighter. If they could get in close, he wouldn’t be able to fight back aside from using his quirk.
La Brava had been the one to warn them about that lovely tidbit. Giran’s quirk was a contact type and caused limited amnesia. Useful if your opponent didn’t see it coming, but it wouldn’t help him against Stain and Korō.
Of the five other men in the room, two had obvious heteromorphic characteristics, though that didn’t rule out emitter effects, as those physical mutations could have been inherited. At least one of the others had enhanced strength based on the visible muscle mass compared to what he was lifting and the ease with which he lifted it. Another had a rather obvious lightning bolt shaved in their undercut, which suggested an electrical quirk. Another—
“Korō. Company.”
Izuku lowered the binoculars and turned his head to follow Stain’s line of sight. He found an unmarked, dark sedan with its lights off pulling up at one end of the street. Three men stepped out and approached the factory. Business associates of Giran’s perhaps?
One of them shrugged his shoulders before splitting down the middle into two, then four copies of himself. All four pulled heavy wrenches from under their identical coats. Another of the original trio placed a hand on the external wall beside a door, allowing the rest to walk straight through the wall as if it weren’t there. A moment later the door opened, and the man with a quirk similar to Togata’s followed them inside.
The vigilante and villain duo shared a glance. Izuku had a feeling these guys weren’t here as clients. The raised voices soon after only confirmed it. Then there was a gunshot.
Stain and Korō moved.
Outtakes:
Izuku: finds out what happened to Mamoru "..."
Izuku: turns to his other mentors (Aizawa, Oguro, Stain, and Nezu) "Okay, none of you are allowed to get turned into Nomu."
Ekikyō: gets turned into a Nomu instead
Izuku: not so internal scream
Nagano hero #1: eyeing Stain and his…sidekick? accomplice? son? as they help people out of the burning building “Should we do something about that?”
Nagano hero #2: running in to start evacuating people too “And not prioritize the rescue? I can practically hear old Aizawa-sensei yelling at us for even thinking it!”
Nagano hero #1: shudders “Yeah, he totally would. Not like we could take someone like Stain anyway.”
Stain, noticing the heroes see them and choose to work with them to help people: will remember that
Aizawa: feels a sudden sense of pride and the urge to check up on some of his former students
Three goons: break into Giran’s base like they own the place, boss music starting low in the background but quickly building
Goon 1: “Ha, hear that, boys? They’re playing our song!”
Murphy’s Law: while sipping tea “Oh, that’s not yours.”
Stain and Korō: appear from the darkness behind the goons
Chapter 130: Chapter 129: Into An Abyss
Summary:
“Whoever fights monsters should see to it that in the process he does not become a monster. And if you gaze long enough into an abyss, the abyss will gaze back into you.” –Friedrich Nietzsche
Chapter Text
The side door was still unlocked from the trio that broke in ahead of them. Izuku and Stain crept inside and down the stairs on silent feet. By the time they reached the basement corridor, the sounds of fighting had ceased, though someone was still talking. Stain held up a hand as they approached a cracked door.
“…like a fox in a hole. After that chase, I expected more of a fight. Guess I shouldn’t be so surprised. You are only a broker, after all. The boss wouldn’t have ever looked at you twice if not for your connection to that League of Villains,” an unfamiliar voice spat the name as if it were a curse.
“I’m not selling out one of my clients,” Giran ground out.
That unfamiliar voice laughed. “Don’t you worry your pretty head about that. You don’t have to say a thing. I overheard the boss and Skeptic talking.”
Izuku met Stain’s eyes at the name. Izuku didn’t have a solid ID, but the alias "Skeptic" belonged to the hacker giving La Brava grief anytime she tried to access the MLA’s more protected servers.
“They’re going to use you to send a message to your little League. Piece by piece.”
Izuku grimaced under his mask and watched Stain’s eyes harden. He drew two of his throwing knives in time with Stain brandishing his katana.
“You’re not going to get away with this,” Giran said, a hint of fear making it into his voice for the first time in Izuku’s hearing. “They’ll come for me, and—”
“And we’ll be ready for them,” the lead goon interrupted, boasting. “The Meta Liberation Army’s been growing for generations. The League of Amateurs won’t stand a chance.”
Stain had heard enough. He kicked in the door and pounced on the nearest MLA crony, one of the four duplicates, and sank his katana through the man’s shoulder. Izuku entered the room a heartbeat later, already letting his two knives fly, one at the leader with the unknown quirk and one at the inanimate object phase shifter.
As the blades met their marks, Izuku registered the blood and unmoving bodies of Giran’s allies scattered about the room, and his stomach dropped. If any of them were alive, they wouldn’t be for long. The obvious lacerations also didn’t match any visible weapon on the phase shifter or the duplicator, which likely meant they’d been inflicted by the leader.
Izuku caught a shimmer in the air a moment before he ducked and rolled. He didn’t quite get out of the way in time. Something bit into the armored panel over his left shoulder with a sharp crack. The force of the hit sent him tumbling into the wall by the door. As he twisted back to his feet, he threw another blade. It sank into the leader’s thigh, making the man stumble and his next…air blade(?) miss Izuku by centimeters, gouging a line into the wall.
Stain was on the man before he could recover, knocking him down and sinking a combat knife through his right forearm and into the concrete floor. His left arm was already hindered by Izuku’s first thrown knife protruding from the back of that shoulder. Izuku was annoyed to note that one hadn’t gone in very far, probably lodging in the guy’s shoulder blade instead of sinking into the muscle above it as intended.
Shaking off the disappointment, Izuku unholstered his shoge hook and kept the phase shifter busy. They didn’t want him deciding to phase them through the floor or something equally nasty.
By the time Izuku managed to land a clean hit to the guy’s head and knock him out, Stain had already knocked out the leader and taken care of the rest of the duplicator’s copies. The extras had vanished at some point in the fight, leaving one very injured man. Izuku briefly wondered if the injuries transferred to the original when the copies vanished. If so, that seemed like a pretty serious drawback.
Now that all combatants were dealt with, Izuku dared check his left shoulder. His motorcycle shirt had protected him from that air blade, but the armor plate there had split clean in two. Damn it. All the stitchwork in the world couldn’t repair that.
“Korō.”
Izuku’s attention snapped to Stain. The villain nodded to the corner where Giran had retreated when the fighting broke out. The broker looked rumpled but, aside from one cut across the left side of his forehead that trickled blood down the side of his face, unharmed.
Izuku narrowed his eyes at the gun in the man’s hand. It wasn’t pointed at them yet, but Izuku didn’t doubt it would be once Giran realized who he was. If Stain taking the lead on this interaction delayed that realization, so be it. He nodded to his mentor and got to tying up the phase shifter’s hands and feet. Then he moved to check the other criminals, all the while keeping one eye on Giran.
As hoped, Giran focused on Stain. “Stain, ole buddy. You never mentioned you’d found yourself a tagalong.” Giran’s eyes darted between the two of them before focusing back on the villain. “You here to order him some gear? I can give you a discount; consider it payment for clearing out the vermin. Just this time, though. I got a business to run, you see.”
Stain hummed in acknowledgment, stepping closer to Giran. “Technically, he found me.”
Izuku knelt beside the guy with the lightning undercut. He didn’t look much older than Aizawa. His skin was already cooling when Izuku tried to find a pulse. Izuku shut his eyes for a moment before moving to check the next one.
Giran chuckled and holstered his gun. “Claimed you like a stray cat, huh? Well, let’s see about getting him some better protection. That armor’s seen better days. And what’s with the mask? Those hoses have something to do with his quirk?”
Izuku bit his lip under his mask to keep from saying anything. Instead, he blocked out the conversation happening on the other side of the room in favor of retrieving his knives and cutting up the living villains’ jackets and shirts for pressure bandages. All of Giran’s men were dead, but that didn’t mean the MLA villains needed to join them. They couldn’t be interrogated if they were dead, after all. He tried not to think about the tacky feeling of congealing blood or the growing number of red-brown stains on his costume as he worked. He wondered if this ever got easier.
He wasn’t sure if it would be better if it did or didn’t.
He focused back on securing the bandage around the unconscious duplicator villain’s shoulder. Once done, he moved on to checking the villain’s pockets. He almost smiled when he found the guy’s car keys. That would make getting out of Dodge easier. Sure, they’d need to ditch the car after a few hours, but the thought of not traveling on foot for a little while was more than welcome.
Then he found the guy’s phone. “Jackpot.”
He pocketed the device and kept looking, emptying the guy’s wallet of yen when he found it. Then he set it on the guy’s chest, open to his ID for the police to find. After him, Izuku moved on to the phase shifter and repeated the process before dragging the man over to the first villain. Last but not least, he searched the leader, only slightly disappointed that the guy’s phone had broken in the fight. He also left the guy’s watch alone. They wouldn’t have time to fence it before leaving town, and he knew himself well enough to know that if he stuck it in his bag, it would just live there.
After taking care of the last of the MLA men, Izuku glanced up to meet Stain’s eyes over Giran’s shoulder. Stain had maneuvered so that the broker was facing away from his “sidekick.” A fraction of a nod was all Izuku needed to grab an unused length of fabric and begin creeping up behind Giran. Once close enough, Izuku yanked the broker’s arms behind his back and out of reach of his gun.
“Hey, what gives!?” Giran shouted, struggling. Then his resistance cut out as Stain’s quirk kicked in.
Izuku forced Giran’s stiffened body down to his knees and started tying his hands behind his back, wrapping a loop of fabric around each hand to keep them closed into fists, effectively neutralizing the man’s quirk.
Stain rubbed the last of Giran’s blood off his fingers with the raggedy end of his scarf as he frowned down at the man they’d chased halfway across Honshu.
“First, you save me, then you paralyze me? What’s your angle here?” Giran asked.
Stain drew one of his larger knives and inspected the edge. “Oh, this isn’t my angle.”
Izuku finished securing Giran’s hands before moving to stand in front of the frozen broker. He lifted his goggles and gave his best vigilante smile. “Miss me?”
Giran’s eyes widened ever so slightly. “Green. Listen, buddy. If I’d known Dabi was asking for you, I would have given him the run around. Helping him poach my favorite analyst? I got a reputation; I don’t sell out my clients. Especially when they’re raking in money for me. But he asked for info on a civilian. Didn’t know it was you until I’d already made the handoff.”
Izuku let Giran talk himself out before crouching in front of the man to meet his eyes. He carefully kept all his pent-up frustration and anger from his voice as he replied, “But you did. Then you ghosted me. You see how that might make someone upset?” Izuku smiled toothily behind his mask. “Lucky for you, I’m in a charitable mood. So, you’re going to give me Dabi’s new phone number then scurry off to whatever safehouse you have lined up after this one.”
Giran pressed his lips into a bloodless line and tensed his jaw.
Patience wearing thin, Izuku stood back up and continued, “Or you can stay here and get picked up by the police with your new friends.” Someone had likely heard that initial gunshot and called it in, so it wouldn’t be long now before they heard sirens. “I should warn you, though, the group they’re with? There’s a lot more where they came from, and they’ve got several heroes in their pocket. How much do you want to bet they have police too?”
Giran remained silent for another few seconds before huffing out a breath. “You drive a hard bargain, Midoriya.”
“Learned from the best.”
“Aw, I’m almost flattered.”
“Don’t be. I meant Sludge and Nezu.”
Giran stared at Izuku for a moment before grinning. “Yeah, sure. You got something to write with? Failsafe wiped my phone when they walked in,” he said, glancing toward the MLA men.
Speaking of, one of the villains was starting to stir, and it was the leader. Izuku stepped over to nudge the guy onto his side with a foot, so his tied hands were facing away from anyone still living. That taken care of, Izuku returned to Giran and pulled a small notebook from his utility belt.
Giran rattled off a number, then looked at them expectantly. “Well, you gonna untie me?”
“Once I call.”
“Don’t insult me, kid,” Giran said with an eyeroll. “A deal’s a deal. I’m not gonna give you a false number when you’ve got him.” He nodded toward Stain, then acted surprised that he’d been able to move.
Huh, seven minutes. That was one of the longer times Izuku had seen. He wondered what blood type Giran was.
A groan from the MLA pile drew Izuku away from the temptation of quirk analysis. Yep, air blades guy was awake.
Izuku tucked his notebook away and met Stain’s eyes. Izuku certainly didn’t plan on calling Dabi where anyone from the MLA could hear, so that would have to wait now. Should they interrogate these guys or just leave them for the police? But they had seen Izuku and Stain. If they got word back to the rest of the MLA, there was a decent chance more than the HPSC and heroes would be gunning for them. He knew what Stain’s solution would be, but Izuku didn’t want to let his companion kill them when they were already subdued. Would blackmail work on fanatics?
“Fuck, what hit me?” the villain groaned as he blinked.
Stain stepped forward, 17cm blade in hand. Izuku reluctantly left him to it. If he was going to execute them right away, he’d have gone for his katana. Probably. Instead, Izuku pulled his phone out to text La Brava, “Got two phones for you; think you can hack them? They’re MLA.”
“In my sleep,” was the immediate response. “Just turn on the wifi access and activate your own phone’s hotspot; I’ll do the rest.”
Izuku happily did so before pocketing all three phones, deciding not to think about how La Brava had implied she had access to his phone. Checking in on Stain, he found him questioning the MLA group’s leader, his tone low enough Izuku couldn’t make the words out. The implicit threat of the knife resting centimeters from the guy’s eye gave him a pretty good idea, though.
The distant whine of a police siren renewed Izuku’s sense of urgency, and he quickly set to untying Giran’s hands. “Go.”
Giran didn’t need to be told twice.
A yell from air blade guy drew Izuku’s attention back to their captives. “You don’t know who you’re messing with! You can’t stop Liberation!”
“Save it for the police,” Izuku said, pulling his goggles back down. They needed to leave if they wanted to get out ahead of pursuit.
The man only snarled and struggled in his binds.
Stain took a step back and sheathed his knife, dismissing the man and his futile struggles.
Izuku tossed Stain the car keys he’d snagged, and the older vigilante nodded toward the door as he moved to leave. Izuku started to turn away from the villains to follow but paused when he saw the guy press a button on his watch. The face lit up. Izuku’s instincts screamed. Then there was a wall of fire and sound.
Izuku’s ears rang as Stain hauled him to his feet. He stumbled past blackened and cracked pillars, wiping the spatters of dark fluid from his mask with his sleeve. His rattled brain didn’t catch up to him until they were cresting the stairs and racing for the side entrance. The MLA villain had just detonated a bomb. He had been wearing a bomb.
A question nagged at him as they burst into the street outside the warehouse: How did they get that big of a blast out of such a small device?
A suspicion bubbled to the surface, and Izuku grabbed Stain’s arm, bringing him up short a dozen meters from the MLA’s car.
The watch hadn’t been big, and there wasn’t enough room in it to hide the amount of C4 needed for what happened in the basement. It didn’t make sense. Izuku knew explosions. A blast of that size, with heat that scorched through layers of clothing, how there had been nothing left of—Izuku shook his head and pulled Stain toward an alley instead.
When the man didn’t immediately follow, he croaked out, “Curious.”
Stain remained where he stood for only a moment before chucking the car keys into a storm drain and following. They hadn’t made it more than a block before a much larger explosion tore through the night behind them. Izuku swallowed back bile and memories of cruel laughter and kept running. His scars stung.
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After they’d moved bases, treated their burns, and patched some damage to the tubing of his oxygen concentrator, Izuku finally circled back around to the phone number Giran had given him. He was too wired to rest, and he had time before the pain meds he’d taken would kick in.
He woke up his phone and texted La Brava again, “You still awake?”
It took a minute, but La Brava did respond, with a call. Izuku didn’t even get to say hello before the hacker was rambling away in his ear, “The MLA phones have mostly been a bust unless you care about their personal lives or general movements. Think one of them might give me a backdoor into their protected systems, but I’d ideally not test it until I know for sure that Skeptic’s attention is elsewhere. I won’t get a second chance.”
That…was more than Izuku had been hoping for in all honesty. The trio of MLA villains hadn’t exactly screamed “high-ranked.” “Huh. I’ll try to think of something. Keep that backdoor available just in case.”
La Brava hummed her agreement. “Any other reason you reached out?”
Izuku glanced down at the number written in his pocket notebook. “Yes, actually. Would you be able to trace the other end of a call I make if I keep them talking long enough?”
La Brava made a rather non-committal sound. “It’s not as easy as movies and tv shows make it look, but I could triangulate a cell phone’s position, yeah. It would take me a minute or two.”
“I can work with that.”
“So, who am I tracing?”
“The League of Villains. Or well, Dabi, but assuming he’s with the rest of the group—”
“I get it,” La Brava interrupted. “Give me ten minutes to set up. I’ll message you when I have his location.”
“Thanks, La Brava.”
“Just promise me you aren’t going to go pick a fight with them.”
Izuku laughed. “I promise.”
La Brava hung up, and Izuku mulled over the idea he’d gotten in that warehouse basement. The League and the MLA joining forces could be disastrous, but if the two were on opposing sides of a fight? Izuku imagined the damage at Fukuoka or Kamino superimposed over Deika City.
How do two maybe vigilantes fight an army? They don’t.
Once the requested ten minutes had elapsed, Izuku wandered into one of the abandoned building’s farther rooms to avoid disturbing Stain, who had already fallen asleep. Then he dialed Dabi’s new number. The line rang twice before a familiar, rough voice answered, “Giran?”
“Close,” Izuku said, lips twitching into a grin. “But no.”
“Midoriya. How did you get this number?” There was faint yelling in the background.
“Don’t go getting your staples in a twist. Giran’s still running around free, last I saw him. He’ll probably call you from a new number next time he gets in contact, though.”
The sounds from Dabi’s end of the call were muffled for a moment, but Izuku could make out a hissed “pipe down!” Then he was back with significantly less background noise. “Listen, kid, unless you’ve had a sudden change of heart—”
“Hardly, Touya,” Izuku said, knowing Dabi wouldn’t hang up if he knew that Izuku knew his dead name. “But I do have a proposition.”
“How do you know that name?” Dabi demanded after a beat of silence.
“Here’s the deal,” Izuku continued, ignoring Dabi’s outburst. “You give me Sludge’s location, and I give you my analysis on your dear old dad. Use it as you will.” Izuku had no intention of giving Dabi the full five-page spread, but Dabi didn’t need to know that.
“No can do, kid. The old man’s practically out of commission anyway,” Dabi said flippantly.
Dabi’s even tone would have fooled most, but Izuku knew better, knew him better.
His phone vibrated, and Izuku pulled the device away from his ear long enough to see that La Brava had a lock on Dabi and The League. Izuku smiled fit to make Ciupan proud. He hummed. “That’s too bad. Don’t suppose sweetening the deal with information on the group that tried to kidnap Giran to get to you would change your mind?”
There was a brief pause before Dabi answered, “You said Giran was free. I’m sure he’ll tell us himself next time he calls.”
“Then I suppose I have no reason not to broadcast your location to that villain group and the heroes. I’m curious who would get to you first.”
“You’re bluffing.”
“My bet’s on the heroes, assuming Hawks is up to flying again now. Given his top recorded speed, he could make it to Mount Kiso just ahead of Mirko. Of course, there’s no accounting for if the others have a teleporter or speed quirk…”
There was a long pause before Dabi laughed. “Congratulations on finally growing a spine, kid.”
Izuku could practically hear the smile in his voice. It was just as unnerving as the one time he’d seen the expression in person.
“Alright, I’ll play ball,” Dabi continued. “I give you the location of the lab your little friend’s in, and you delete that location information without sending it to anyone.”
“Deal.”
“Lab’s under the big hospital in Jakku.”
Izuku hurriedly wrote the location in his notebook. Then he deleted the message from La Brava. “Location pin deleted. Pleasure doing business with you.”
Dabi huffed. “Yeah, yeah.”
“Oh, before you go…” Izuku said. Once Dabi hummed to show he was still listening, he continued, “The group that went after Giran is the Meta Liberation Army. Not sure why they want to get The League’s attention, but they were going to torture him to get it. Now, I’m not a big fan of torture for obvious reasons, so consider this a Christmas present.” Izuku hit send on the message he’d stuck Deika City’s location pin in. “Knock yourselves out. Oh, and tell Toga not to drink blood from any of the MLA guys. One of the higher-ups has a habit of turning their people into literal walking bombs, blood included.”
Based on the size of the blast in that basement, Izuku was fairly confident Curious’s quirk turned a whole “target” into a landmine, not just the solid parts. What explosive compound the quirk used was still up for debate. It didn’t seem to pack as big a punch as Bakugo’s nitroglycerin sweat. If that was the case, the car exploding should have taken out several city blocks. Perhaps there was a scale of diminishing returns on larger targets?
“Why warn us?”
Izuku grimaced and stared at a mold spot on the far wall. “Consider it a favor for a friend.” He paused a moment before adding quietly, “No one deserves to have their quirk withdrawal or cravings used against them.”
Outtakes
Chapter 43 Izuku: assures Eraserhead that he has no plans to pick a fight with any gangs
Chapter 129 Izuku: after a few moments of calculation, decides to weaken two terrorist groups by throwing one at the other “It doesn’t count as picking a fight if I’m not the one fighting!”
Aizawa: puts his head in his hands
Nezu: cackles
Stain: pokes his head into the room Izuku’s camped out in and sees him reading a notebook titled “Ekikyō recue plans/contingencies” “I’m grabbing food before we head for Jakku. Any requests?”
Izuku: without looking up “Anything’s fine, but grab some salt packets if they have them.”
A short time later, just outside of Deika City:
Dabi: stares at the sprawling city after coughing up the last of the teleportation sludge “That is not a base.”
Shigaraki: gives a deranged smile “No, it’s an army.”
Toga: bouncing in place and already holding a knife “Oh, Midoriya gives the best presents!”
Twice: still visibly upset from hearing what almost happened to his friend “Present or trap? I don’t care; they were going to hurt Giran! That means they die!”
Shigaraki: while flexing his hands “Couldn’t have said it better myself. They wanted our attention? Well, they’ve got it.” crouches to set his hands to the ground, watching as cracks rapidly spread toward the city
Notes:
TW: on-screen and off screen minor character death, suicide bomber
Now! As far as this timeline compared to canon: RH!Giran avoided capture almost a whole month longer than in canon due to going to ground to avoid Midoriya. That made it harder for the MLA to track him too. The MLA leadership haven't all gathered together in Deika City for their "welcome party," because they haven't blackmailed the LoV yet. We're roughly two months out from Izuku losing Ekikyō. An estimated one month to go...
Chapter 131: Chapter 130: So Bitingly Cold
Summary:
“Many people seem to think it foolish, even superstitious, to believe that the world could still change for the better. And it is true that in winter it is sometimes so bitingly cold that one is tempted to say, ‘What do I care if there is a summer; its warmth is no help to me now.’ Yes, evil often seems to surpass good. But then, in spite of us, and without our permission, there comes at last an end to the bitter frosts. One morning the wind turns, and there is a thaw. And so I must still have hope.” –Vincent Van Gogh
Notes:
Welp, this chapter got away from me and had to be split. xD I'll see if I can fold the last intended scene into chapter 131 or if I'll need to update the total chapter count. I'll leave it as is for now.
(See the end of the chapter for more notes.)
Chapter Text
Izuku waded through the security camera feeds flooding his laptop. Stain shifted in his seat to watch over Izuku’s shoulder as the League of Villains tore into the unprepared Meta Liberation Army.
The night train was quiet around them as they sped toward Jakku.
It was odd, knowing something so big was happening right now, yet knowing there was no news coverage or HeroNet alerts about it. Knowing there would be none until the dust settled. They only knew and could watch because of the opening the attack created.
La Brava had finally been able to breach Skeptic’s firewalls with the MLA’s hacker being tied up by the direct attack on their stronghold. It was only a matter of time before Skeptic figured it out and booted La Brava again, but until then, she was downloading every file she could get her hands on. She’d pulled up the city’s camera feeds for Izuku, knowing his best work was in analysis. The other files could be reviewed later. Saving all the CCTV feeds would take up too much space, take too long to download. So, they watched live, with Izuku frantically scribbling notes and taking the occasional screenshot.
As they watched Shigaraki disintegrate whole swaths of MLA combatants, Izuku distantly contemplated his choices. If he hadn’t pointed The League at the MLA, those people would be alive right now. But they would still be a threat. Many of them likely would have fought to the death if faced with a massive hero or military raid, which the government would surely arrange once Izuku dropped off the dossier he was putting together.
Stain nudged his shoulder. Izuku pulled his eyes away from the mass casualties on screen to meet his travel companion’s white eyes. “The League of Villains would have fought them anyway once Giran contacted them next. This confrontation was always going to happen. You just appointed the time, so that we could take advantage of it.”
Izuku swallowed and nodded, acknowledging the logic of that conclusion. It did little to purge the feeling of blood on his hands.
Stain lifted the laptop from his lap, despite Izuku’s hushed complaints. “Get some rest. We’ll arrive in Jakku in two hours. We need to get into position before sunrise.”
Izuku let his shoulders sag. Right. They planned to infiltrate the hospital with the changing staff shifts. That was at 7:00 a.m., only three hours away. With his sleep schedule flipped on its head, that wouldn’t normally be a problem, except Izuku had barely slept the day before. Even after the pain meds took the edge off his new burns and bruises, his mind had refused to shut down. He really should rest while he could.
It didn’t mean he had to like it.
Izuku huffed as he put his pocket notebook and pen away. Then he relaxed in his seat and grudgingly closed his eyes. His mind still spun around all the quirks he’d observed and the bloodshed he knew was happening, the occasional click of laptop keys as Stain switched cameras viewing said bloodshed, the—Yeah, this wasn’t working. Modified meditation, it was.
He pulled his senses inward until the train, Stain, and the laptop vanished. There was just Izuku and the remnant of his best friend. Izuku immersed himself in monitoring the slime working in tandem with his body until even that faded away.
He woke with his head on Stain’s shoulder and the man gently shaking him. Jakku spread outward beyond the train’s window in a swath of lights dotting the pre-dawn black. The hospital was one of the tallest structures in the distance with seven floors above ground.
Izuku wondered how many extended below. Hopefully, they’d find out today.
The easy part was getting to the hospital. Then they watched from a building across the street as the morning shift started trickling into the parking garage. It hadn’t even occurred to Izuku that different shifts or roles might wear different scrub colors, but he counted at least five colors as they watched people walk from their cars to the door secured with a card reader lock. Not everyone was dressed in scrubs, but many of those not dressed so carried bags that could easily hold a change of clothes. White was the most common scrub color observed during their half hour’s watch. That would be their cover of choice then.
It was harder to sneak into the staff locker rooms. As the morning shift’s arrivals tapered off, Izuku and Stain stashed their belongings and changed into their least homeless-chic clothing and whatever weapons they could reasonably keep hidden. Izuku carried his backpack, and Stain took his laptop bag. They entered separately, each catching the door before it could close behind another person. This close to the shift change, no one paid attention to two people failing to swipe their ID badges to gain entry. They were just hurrying to change and start their shifts like everyone else.
Izuku followed a man in white scrubs into a locker room before tucking himself into a stall to wait out the crowd. Once silence filled the space, he cautiously crept over to the bank of lockers and nodded to Stain who was doing the same. After confirming that they were otherwise alone, he checked a few unlocked doors before finding a spare set of white scrubs. Unfortunately, that set was for someone with Endeavor’s proportions. It was around locker number 25 that they found a set for Stain, and another five minutes’ search turned up a set that wouldn’t look comically large on Izuku.
After quickly changing and hiding their own clothes, Izuku started to head for the door. Stain stopped him and held up a hair tie he’d acquired…somewhere; then he motioned for Izuku to turn around. A glance showed Stain had already tied his own hair back in a surprisingly neat bun. Izuku grimaced and turned around. He mostly managed not to flinch as his unruly curls were pulled into a tight ponytail. He knew he should have gotten a haircut.
As he worked Izuku’s hair, Stain said, “I’ll take care of security, then start checking the west end of the building. You’ll take the east. We’ll meet back up here in three hours. If something happens, get out sooner, and we’ll meet back up at our supply cache instead.”
Izuku hummed in acknowledgement. Once his hair was contained, Stain handed him a medical mask and a pair of latex gloves. Faces and fingerprints conveniently covered, they took to the hospital’s halls and split up.
“If I were a secret passage to an underground mad science lab, where would I be?” Izuku silently mused.
Assuming Dabi’s intel was correct, and the Nomu lab was under the main hospital, it made sense that the entrance should be either on the first floor or in a basement level. Did hospitals have basement levels? A bit of poking around led Izuku to a stairwell and the conclusion that, yes, hospitals did have basements.
It was quieter down here, only the buzz of the fluorescent lights and the droning of the AC filled the long hallways. As Izuku studied the signs at an intersection and surreptitiously noted the location of the hall’s cameras, he wondered if maybe a janitor’s coveralls would have been better camouflage, at least down here. “Janitorial supply room, equipment storage, heating and ventilation, breakers, laundry, backup generator, mortuary…” Izuku picked the right-hand hall at random and started investigating, keeping his face angled away from the camera mounted nearby. The supply closets and storage rooms were all locked, and Izuku debated the merits of picking the locks before moving on. Stain had been teaching him, but he wasn’t as good as Ekikyō yet. He’d come back to those rooms if he didn’t find anything on his initial sweep.
The next room gave him pause. Heating and Ventilation was unlocked with the door propped open to let the warm, muggy air vent. He could hear two voices talking inside over the hum and rumble of machinery, and the occasional clank of metal on metal. Maintenance workers. Izuku perked up and carefully peeked into the room. Maintenance workers meant keys. They couldn’t do their jobs without access to the things they needed to work on, now could they?
A cheery tone rang down the hall and froze Izuku. That was the elevator. He cast a glance back at the still-empty intersection. Listening closely, he heard heavy wheels skipping over the tiled floor from the left hall. Izuku ducked into the ventilation room and nudged the ajar door further closed. He scooted along the wall to put a large…something between himself and the two workers on the far side of the room. The heat and humidity were worse in here, and sweat quickly broke out along his brow and back.
The sound of wheels in the hall was hard to track over the machines in this room, but after several minutes without seeing anyone pass, Izuku dared peek back out into the hall. Past the intersection, down the opposite hallway, a large door sat open where it had been closed previously. Recalling the directions on the intersection signs, he guessed that was the laundry room.
On silent feet, Izuku stalked from the ventilation room and to the last room in his current hall. This door was unlabeled aside from a number but had a window in it. And it was, surprise surprise, locked. Scanning what he could through the window, Izuku saw a multitude of electronics and computer banks.
Ooh, a server room! No, bad Izuku. He didn’t need to go digging through patient information…but maybe the staff? Izuku frowned and pinched his lip as he considered. The League’s doctor—the Nomu doctor—was likely licensed to have the knowledge to accomplish everything they had. But how would Izuku know them if he saw them? Not everyone who was evil looked it; the most dangerous ones blended in with normal people. Would the personnel files have pictures? Were employee files even kept on this server or a separate one in one of the management offices aboveground? If the files did have photos, he could at least download them to hopefully go back and ID the doctor once he found the lab and the mad scientist in question.
Better to be safe than sorry.
Izuku checked over his shoulder to make sure the hall was still clear, then he set to picking the lock. Ekikyō was right that knob locks were easy. He was in in under two minutes. Once inside, he closed the door behind him and winced. It was nearly as warm in here as the ventilation room, but much drier. He checked for cameras before stepping out of sight of the only one. He really hoped Stain had already taken care of anyone watching the camera feeds, because Izuku wasn’t sure he could talk his way out of being found here.
He headed for a terminal setup in the back corner of the room and woke up the computer to find a login screen. A few minutes of careful work gained him access. It was actually a bit worrying how lax the cybersecurity was. He’d have to talk to Nezu about that after this if he got the chance. He shook that thought from his head and plugged in a flash drive before starting the hunt for employee files.
When he found them, he grimaced. There was a folder for maintenance and custodial staff, but only one folder for medical staff. He opened the folder and stared in resignation. There was no separate subfolder for doctors. All the medical staff were just stuck in there together! At least they were arranged alphabetically? Sighing, he started typing in the file explorer’s search bar, looking for any files with a medical practitioner’s license.
15 minutes of skimming and copying files passed in silence. Then he froze, staring at a picture that made no sense. “Dr. Tsubasa?” He checked the name on the file: Dr. Garaki Kyudai. What? Izuku read a bit further and found this doctor listed as the mostly retired Board Chairman of the hospital. Digging his phone out of his pocket, Izuku searched the name online. There were a lot of results. In addition to being on Jakku General Hospital’s board, Garaki owned a number of nursing homes, rehab centers, orphanages, and private clinics scattered across Japan. Including a familiar family healthcare clinic in Musutafu. Izuku had a sudden sinking feeling. He tried looking up Dr. Tsubasa next, only for zero results to come up. That couldn’t be right.
Izuku looked back at the hospital’s file on Garaki. He looked exactly like the Dr. Tsubasa Izuku had seen when he was six. Izuku could never forget the first man who’d told him to give up on being a hero. The man also didn’t look like he’d aged a day. Izuku scrolled down to the man’s quirk information in the hospital’s database to see him listed as quirkless. Izuku looked back at the picture. The little alarm in his brain that something was going on here only grew louder.
Izuku turned back to his phone and pulled up his messages to La Brava. “Are you still busy with the MLA?”
She texted back almost immediately, “No. I got kicked an hour ago. Skeptic seems to have survived. Sifting through the files I copied, but that’ll take a while. Find anything at the hospital?”
“I think so. Can you get into the cameras and check someone’s location for me?” He attached a photo of the screen in front of him with Garaki’s file.
While La Brava worked on that, Izuku skimmed the rest of the doctors’ employee files and didn’t find anything else noteworthy before she finished. “Got him. He’s on the top floor headed for the elevator.” A minute later, she added, “He’s going to the basement.”
Izuku swore and quickly copied the files he hadn’t gotten to check. Then he closed out of the file explorer and logged out of the terminal. Had he tripped some sort of alarm by accessing the guy’s file? He had to get out of here.
He ducked out of the server room and relocked it before fast walking back toward the intersection. If he could get to the stairs before—
The elevator chimed.
He backpedaled and slipped into the ventilation room again. The workers had moved to a different section of the space but were still as oblivious as ever.
His phone vibrated in his pocket, but he didn’t dare check it.
Izuku held his breath as the sound of leather shoes tapped over tile closer…then farther away. Izuku let out a breath he didn’t realize he was holding and poked his head back into the hall. His hall and the opposing hall were empty, which meant Dr. Garaki/Tsubasa had gone down the hallway straight across from the elevator. He was headed for the mortuary.
What business would a member of the hospital’s board of directors have there?
Once back out in the hall, he checked his phone to see a slew of missed messages. “I see you.”
“You’re good.”
“I think he’s heading for the morgue.”
“Can’t get into the cameras there. They’re on an isolated system.”
If he wasn’t suspicious before, that would certainly do it. “Guess I’ll have to be your eyes then,” he texted back.
It didn’t even surprise him when his camera app opened on its own and switched to video.
Izuku silently chuckled before moving, waiting at the empty intersection until the morgue’s double doors closed behind his target before approaching them. He was acutely aware of the elevator directly behind him now. If someone else arrived, he’d have no time or place to hide. The fact La Brava was watching and could warn him only helped his nerves so much.
The morgue’s doors had windows too, likely to help staff avoid collisions. They made spying all the easier. The doctor spent a long while at a computer terminal on the counter hugging the left wall before heading for the supply shelves against the back wall.
He was glad La Brava was recording when a moment later, the doctor did something with the side of the shelf that caused the entire unit to swing free of the wall. One secret entrance to a mad science lab located. Even better, or maybe worse, a small, very not human creature was waiting on the far side of the secret door. The exposed brain was all Izuku needed to see before ducking away from the window.
Fuck. Why hadn’t he considered the freaking Nomu lab might have active Nomu guarding it? Who knew what quirks this one had. If it had something to enhance its senses or orders to act as a sentry, Izuku was screwed.
It was time to leave.
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“We found the lab.” It was still hard for Izuku to believe. They were so close to getting Ekikyō back.
“Yes. Now we need to decide our next steps,” Stain said between bites of his udon.
Izuku paused in stirring his own bowl. “What do you mean? We go in and rescue Ekikyō.”
Stain raised an eyebrow. “And what of the other Nomu? Where there is one, there are more. Do you intend for us to fight them all?”
Izuku remembered the USJ Nomu and how it went toe to toe with All Might. Then there was the Fukuoka Nomu who’d fought both Endeavor and Hawks to a standstill. He dropped his chopsticks in his bowl to rub his hands over his face.
Stain hummed. “I think it’s time you made good on our deal.”
“Really? Now? But we’re already here! What—”
“We aren’t going to be able to raid that lab alone. I know it. You know it. But you have allies, Korō. Use them.”
Izuku scrunched up his face as he ran a hand through his hair—which still wasn’t sitting right after being in a bun for multiple hours. “We’re already giving them the MLA to deal with. If we give them this too, The Commission’s going to bury the League case with the MLA’s ‘larger’ threat being a convenient excuse.” They’d already kicked every heavy hitter except Hawks off the case before Izuku ran away. He could 100% see them doing it again now. They wouldn’t send anyone, not until it was too late.
“Who said anything about The Commission?” Stain asked with a single raised eyebrow. “What of UA?”
Several UA-affiliated heroes were still listed on the case the last time Izuku had checked. He gnawed on his lower lip as he debated Stain’s suggestion. He’d be more likely to get caught, but maybe he could leave a dead drop along Eraserhead’s patrol route? If he left it during the day and was careful to avoid cameras, that would give him several hours’ lead time to disappear again.
Yeah, that could work.
The corner of Stain’s mouth tilted upward. “The shinkansen for Musutafu leaves in an hour.”
Outtakes:
Stain: sees Izuku stop writing and notes his kid’s hands are shaking “Yeah, no. You need sleep. Give me that.” yoinks laptop
Izuku: finally convinces his body to rest and slowly lists to one side until he’s leaning on Stain
Stain: freezes and stares at Izuku wide-eyed until the laptop dings to alert him to a message
La Brava: “Aw, that’s so cute! Saving that screenshot for later.”
Stain: glares at the laptop’s camera
La Brava: “:)”
Stain: “Time to call for backup.”
Izuku: groans “But The Commission are bastards.”
Stain: “Who said anything about that viper’s nest? I meant actual heroes.”
Notes:
Stain's eye color is 1 of those details that the anime and the manga differ on. I went with the manga's choice of white eyes, because that seems more haunting, and no one else in canon has that eye color that I'm aware of. (The anime gave him blood red eyes, which fair, but not as haunting in my opinion.)
As for Stain tying his and Izuku's hair back, it's both a safety precaution against hair getting caught in equipment or little kids' grabby hands and a sanitary measure. A lot of medical and veterinary offices require long hair to be tied back or otherwise contained, and Stain and Izuku are trying to blend in.
