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And maybe if he knew- if he’d only known that those were the last minutes his mother would ever be conscious- maybe he’d have waited to ask the nurse for medication for her. Maybe he’d selfishly watch her groan in pain just to see her eyes meet his for a little while longer. Maybe-
No. None of her pain was worth his selfishness. None of her pain was worth anything, actually. His either. None of it should be the currency expected of them to live on this planet, not like this. Not pain this harsh and unyielding, constant and breathtaking in its absolute cruelty, assaulting him STILL, fifteen months later, from the moment he woke until the moment he slept.
So Louis walked. He walked and he walked and he walked and he figured it was past time to join her. This pain wasn’t worth it. It wasn’t worth anything anymore.
He wasn’t worth anything anymore.
(OR Harry saves Louis OR Louis saves Harry OR Louis and Harry save each other OR Louis and Harry save themselves)