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Sun deals with the aftermath of a perfect ending. New Moon brought Solar back right after ruin ended him, the creator was destroyed and everything is good. But Sun cant seem to be able to enjoy it. When you've spent so long fighting for your life, you realize you never pictured the kind of life you even wanted.
((AU where solar was brought back by new moon (aka never became nexus); this has been written over a few months by author))
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- Part 1 of Void's Fanfics
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First fanfic to make me cry.
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Triggering yet cathartic at the same time. Very bittersweet. I think this is the story that has made me cry consecutively the most. Every chapter I was crying, and the epilogue had me taking a pause because it put a weight on my chest. The weight is uncomfortable, yet welcome. I guess this fic made me feel somewhat seen in a way. I relate to Sun very much, some days more than others, and I also struggle with depression and worse, but I'm lucky enough to have meds I can take now.
So seeing the end felt cathartic. Even though it's a path I wouldn't choose nowadays, even though I didn't want that for him either... seeing the family react is just what I think was needed from the beginning. I don't know if they really understand, and I don't know if they ever will. All I hope is that they never make Sun, whether present or not, regret his choices.
This story is very well written, nothing feels out of place, and I can vividly imagine every scene in my head. I'm not a writer so I don't think I could write a real love letter to this fic, and while I do consider myself a better artist than writer, I don't know if I could truly draw any of those scenes and do this story justice. I want to! Very deeply, but I don't know if I could.
This feels like a story that needs to be found rather than told about, if that makes sense.
I could've written this all in a comment, but I guess this feels a bit better. A bit more private in a way. So if you see this, feel free to ignore my rambling, I mostly wrote this for me. Just know that this story has touched my heart in a way no other has come close to yet and that it should be a source of pride to have done that to some many people. I'm glad it exists and I'm glad I got to read it.
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Read whenever you feel like giving up. It's worth it to keep going, and no matter how much people despise you, or seem like they do, they'll miss you in the end. Perhaps your presence will only be noticed once it's gone, and if so, don't let it be noticed. Keep going, no matter how low things get, no matter how small the highs are--if they're even there at all--just move forward. Things might never get better, and I'm not going to lie and say, 'that's ok', because it's not, and it may never be, but don't let things get worse for others by dying. It's a cycle, don't be the one to start it, and if there's already an existing one; be the one to end it. You may not see it, but people will know when you're gone. Even if they never truly knew you in the first place. You are never truly alone.
-A note to me at 2:56 in the morning