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Chapter 5: Toeing the Line

Summary:

They talk a bit in the car.

Notes:

Hey, forgot to mention this, but um Gojo is able to drive in this fic. Later on it'll go back and forth between him driving and Ichiji driving him. He mostly drives for personal use sparingly. Also, this fic may seem slow at first in build up to those tags, but it's intentional & the pacing I decided worked best. This chapter was originally combined with the next chapter, but it was a fucking beast to edit & revise so I had to break it down into two parts.

Thanks~
Love, Banana

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"I'm back! And I passed!" She shouts cheerfully as she comes out the lecture hall doors, her backpack slung over one shoulder.  

 

He straightens up from his relaxed position against the car the moment he sees her emerge from the building, the blindfold masking the shift in his attention as Noa approached. There's genuine pride in his expression, the kind of smile that reaches beyond just polite congratulations into actual investment in her success, which is surprisingly touching given they've only known each other a short while. He pushes off from where he'd been leaning and meets her halfway, his hands sliding into his pockets in that casual stance he seems to default to when he's pleased about something but trying not to make too big a deal out of it.

 

"Of course you passed, I never doubted you for a second despite the laid back morning routine and the fact that you had a supernatural home invasion less than twelve hours. That's actually incredibly impressive when you think about the context, because most people would be completely unable to focus on mathematical concepts after the kind of night you had, but you apparently just compartmentalize traumatic experiences and carry on with your regularly scheduled academic responsibilities like nothing happened." She looks over at him, an eyebrow slightly raised as she opens her door. He was sorta right, she'd give him that.

 

"I'm starting to think your greatest trait isn't just sensing cursed energy, it's this absolutely unshakeable ability to prioritize whatever task is immediately in front of you while everything else just becomes background noise that you'll deal with eventually. That'll serve you well in the jujutsu world regardless of what role we find for you. Staying calm under pressure and maintaining focus despite chaos is literally half the battle when it comes to dealing with supernatural threats on any level." He gestures toward the car with a tilt of his head, clearly ready to follow through on his earlier suggestion about getting actual food now that the exam pressure is behind her and she can actually relax. He wants to have a proper conversation about what comes next in this strange new world she's been dropped into.

 

"So, here's what I'm thinking for the rest of today. First, we get you some real food because cereal is not a sufficient meal. I know a place that makes excellent lunch options that aren't campus cafeteria mystery meat. Second, we have an actual serious conversation about your training path and what you're comfortable with in terms of involvement with jujutsu society, because I meant what I said about not pushing you into a fighter role if that's not who you are. Third, we need to figure out the situation with your apartment because that wall isn't going to repair itself and you probably shouldn't be sleeping there alone until we've done a thorough sweep to make sure there aren't any other curses lurking around that decided your place was a good hunting ground." He laid his plan for the day out to her casually, hoping she'd be on board with it.

 

"I've got connections who can handle the repair work quickly and discreetly without asking too many questions about how exactly a wall got destroyed in the middle of the night, so that's not going to be a problem logistically. And fourth, assuming you're up for it, I want to start teaching you some basic cursed energy control techniques that don't involve combat but will help you better understand what you're sensing and potentially learn to shield yourself from detection by other cursed energy users, because right now you're broadcasting your presence like a beacon. That's going to attract attention you probably don't want until we've established your official position within jujutsu society." He opens the passenger door for her with an almost old-fashioned courtesy that contrasts amusingly with his generally casual demeanor, waiting for her to get settled before closing it and moving around to the driver's side.

 

There's something comfortable about falling back into the pattern they'd established during the morning drive It's like a weird but functional dynamic had been created despite the absolutely insane circumstances that brought them together, and he seemed genuinely invested in making sure she was taken care of properly rather than just throwing her into the deep end and hoping the girl figured out how to swim on her own like some teachers might.

 

She tapped her bottom lip in thought, thinking there might be a simpler solution to her now homeless situation, "Well, I mean if my place isn't currently an option, couldn't I just stay with you at yours? I did let you sleep on my ultra comfy couch." She pointed out.

 

He pauses with his hand on the car door handle, and there's a moment of complete stillness that suggests the casual suggestion has caught him genuinely off guard despite his usually unflappable demeanor. When he slides into the driver's seat, there's a slight tension in his shoulders that wasn't there before, like he's suddenly become very aware of the potential implications of what she just proposed and is trying to figure out how to navigate this conversation without either shutting her down completely or accidentally encouraging something that would be wildly inappropriate given the teacher-student dynamic that he's trying to establish between them. He starts the engine with perhaps slightly more focus than necessary, giving himself a moment to formulate a response that addresses the practical logistics without making things weird, though the slight hesitation before he speaks suggests he's very carefully considering his words in a way he hasn't needed to do with previous chaotic exchanges.

 

"That's actually...a really logical solution from a purely practical standpoint, and I appreciate that you're comfortable enough with me after one night to suggest it without apparent concern for your safety. Kinda makes me think  either your instincts about people are excellent or your self-preservation instincts need serious work and we're back to that question from earlier. The thing is, my living situation is complicated in ways that would make having a houseguest difficult, not because I don't want to help you but because my place is kind of a disaster zone of work materials, classified jujutsu documents, and general bachelor chaos that I haven't bothered to organize since I'm usually the only person who sees it."

 "Also, there's the matter of professional boundaries and the fact that having a female student I just met yesterday staying at my apartment would raise some eyebrows among my colleagues and could potentially cause problems for both of us in terms of how people perceive our mentorship relationship, even though I know your suggestion is coming from a place of practical problem-solving rather than anything inappropriate." He pulls out of the parking spot and heads toward what she assumes is the restaurant he mentioned, his driving perhaps slightly more focused than it had been during the morning commute as he continues working through the logistics of the housing situation in real time.

 

"However, you make a pretty good point about the fact that you let me crash on your couch without hesitation when I needed to stay nearby. So here's what I'm thinking as a compromise that addresses both the practical need for safe housing and the professional boundary concerns. I have access to secured jujutsu society properties that are specifically designed for situations like this, safe houses that are warded against curse intrusion and monitored for supernatural activity. I can get you set up in one of those temporarily while we handle the repairs on your apartment and make sure there aren't any lingering curse problems that need to be addressed before you move back in. These places are actually pretty nice, fully furnished and located in areas with good cursed energy barriers, and you'd have your own space while still being connected to the support network you're going to need as you start learning about this world. It'll be nice" He states casually, his normal relaxed tone returning.

 

 "I can check up on you regularly, continue your training, and make sure you're settling in okay without the complications that would come from you actually living in my personal space. Does that sound like a reasonable alternative, or were you really attached to the idea of experiencing my bachelor pad firsthand?" There's humor in his voice as he makes that last comment, clearly trying to lighten the mood after the slightly awkward navigation of why having her staying at his place might not be the best idea despite the logical reasoning behind the suggestion. He seems genuinely concerned about making sure she has access to proper accommodations while also maintaining appropriate boundaries, which is actually kind of sweet in a professional responsibility kind of way.

She sighs heavily, crossing her arms as she looks out the window, "I'm not your student though, technically. I mean not in like the way you would be with your, what, you teach high schoolers, right? And we're probably close to the same age anyway. You can't be more than thirty, you don't look old enough. And why are you talking so analytically? Relax. I don't bite," She smirks lightly, wanting to see if she can get a reaction out of him, "......unless you want me to of course haha? Is Mr. Teacher into that sort of thing?"

 

He makes a slightly choked sound that might be a laugh or might be him trying to process the absolutely wild question she just threw at him. When he responds there's a distinct shift in his demeanor from the careful professional tone he'd been maintaining to something more genuinely flustered than she's seen from him so far. His grip on the steering wheel tightens just slightly, and even through the blindfold Noa can sense that she's finally managed to catch him completely off guard in a way that the psych patient comment and other teasing hadn't quite achieved. When he speaks, his voice has lost some of that measured control and sounds more authentically reactive, like they've finally pushed past whatever professional barrier he was trying to maintain and forced him to engage with her as an actual person rather than just a responsibility he's taken on.

 

When she hears his little choked laugh, she can't help but burst out laughing, having finally caught him off guard.

 

"Okay, first of all, that biting comment was completely unnecessary and you know it, and the fact that you're sitting there laughing about successfully making me flustered means you're absolutely aware of what you're doing with these kinds of statements and are deliberately testing how far you can push before I lose my composure. Second, you're correct." She wipes her eyes from the tears that had gathered there while laughing, "You're not my student in the traditional sense since you're not enrolled at Tokyo Jujutsu High and our relationship is more of an informal mentorship arrangement, but that doesn't change the fact that I'm still in a position of authority and responsibility regarding your introduction to jujutsu society and that comes with certain ethical considerations about maintaining appropriate boundaries regardless of age. And third, I'm talking analytically because you just casually suggested moving into my apartment like it's the most natural thing in the world and then followed it up with a flirting comment that I'm choosing to believe was a joke rather than a genuine proposition. You gotta realize, if I don't maintain some level of professional distance I'm going to end up in a situation that's far more complicated than simply teaching someone how to control their cursed energy." He navigates through an intersection with perhaps slightly less grace than usual, clearly somewhat distracted by the turn this conversation has taken and trying to regain his equilibrium while also not wanting to completely shut down the easy rapport they've been building throughout the morning.

 

"Look, I'll be completely honest with you because apparently that's the kind of dynamic we're establishing here where we just say whatever comes to mind. You're pretty attractive, like the type I'd normally go for, clearly intelligent despite the chaotic surface presentation, surprisingly easy to talk to, and you've got this whole combination of vulnerable and bold that makes you genuinely interesting as a person beyond just the cursed energy abilities that brought you into my world." He tells her honestly, wanting to keep the open line of communication going.

 

"Under different circumstances, if we'd met at a coffee shop or through mutual friends or literally any context other than me being responsible for keeping you alive and teaching you about jujutsu society, I'd for real probably go for it. But, we didn't meet under different circumstances," He reminds her gently, "...and I have a responsibility to make sure you're safe and properly trained and integrated into this world without taking advantage of the inherent power dynamic that exists when someone is dependent on you for protection and guidance in a completely unfamiliar situation. So yes, I'm being analytical and careful with my words because the alternative is letting myself respond naturally to your particular brand of chaotic charm and that's a road that leads to complications neither of us needs right now when you're literally still processing the fact that supernatural monsters are real and you've got abilities that make you part society you didn't know existed twenty four hours ago." He pulls into the parking lot of a small restaurant that looks significantly nicer than typical college student lunch spots, cutting the engine and turning to face her more directly with an expression that's equal parts exasperated and genuinely fond, like he can't quite decide if she's going to be the death of him or the most interesting thing that's happened to him in years.

 

"That being said, I appreciate that you're comfortable enough with me to make jokes and push boundaries and generally treat this whole insane situation with humor rather than fear. It'll make our mentorship aspect significantly easier if we can maintain this kind of casual dynamic without it crossing into territory that would compromise my ability to keep you safe or your ability to learn what you need to know without feeling like there are ulterior motives behind my investment in your wellbeing." He explained as easily as he could, hoping she would get the gist of it.

 

"So how about this as a compromise, we continue with the easy banter and the teasing and the generally chaotic conversation style that seems to work for both of us, but we also maintain awareness that there are lines that we shouldn't cross until you're fully established in jujutsu society and not dependent on me as your primary source of information and protection, at which point we can reevaluate the nature of our relationship if that's something that still seems appealing to both of us." He finished, looking at her expectantly, "Does that sound reasonable, or are you going to make another comment designed to test my composure and see how flustered you can make me?"

 

She laughs at him while grinning. She was enjoying this way too much, "Haha you're cute when you're flustered. But umm, I'm just teasing you dude. Calm down."

 

He stares at her for a long moment, and the internal battle happening behind that blindfold can practically be felt as he tries to decide whether to maintain the professional distance he just spent several minutes explaining or completely abandon it in favor of responding to her provocation the way he clearly wants to. When he finally moves, it's with that decisive confidence that characterizes everything he does, reaching across the center console to catch her chin gently between his thumb and forefinger, tilting her face toward him with enough firmness to make his point but not enough pressure to be genuinely restraining. His voice when he speaks has dropped to something lower and more intimate than the teaching tone or even the flustered rambling from moments ago, carrying an edge of playful warning that suggests she's successfully pushed him past whatever line he was trying to maintain.

"You know what, Noa? You're pretty determined to see exactly how far you can push me before I stop being the responsible teacher figure and start responding to you like how you've been hinting you want. I think we both know that if I actually gave in to the impulse to show you exactly how I respond to being called cute while you're sitting there grinning at me like you've won some kind of game, we'd both end up in a situation that contradicts everything I just said about maintaining boundaries." He takes a deep breath, wanting to center himself before he continues speaking.

"So, instead, I'm going to make you a deal, because apparently negotiation is the only way to handle someone of your particular kind." His thumb brushes along her jawline in a gesture that's definitely more intimate than strictly professional, but he maintains that careful control even while demonstrating that he's perfectly capable of matching her energy when properly motivated to abandon his usual restraint.

"We're going to go into this restaurant and have a nice lunch where we discuss your training path and housing situation like responsible adults who aren't actively testing each other's boundaries and seeing who breaks first." He takes another deep breath, the conversation topic taking a toll on his impeccable mental restraint more than he'd like to admit out loud, "Then we're going to spend the afternoon working on basic cursed energy control techniques in a public park or training area where there are witnesses and I can maintain some semblance of professional distance. And if you can make it through one full day of actual training and serious conversation without deliberately trying to test me despite all the very valid points I'm making about why this isn't a good idea, then maybe I'll consider responding to your teasing the way you're obviously hoping I will and we can have an honest conversation about what this dynamic between us actually is beyond just mentor and student. But until then, you're going to have to accept that I'm going to keep trying to be the responsible adult even when you're making it incredibly difficult. Deal?" He releases her chin and sits back in his seat, clearly proud of himself for managing to both acknowledge the tension between them and maintain his boundaries, though the slight flush visible above his blindfold suggests that little moment of contact affected him more than he's letting despite his best efforts to remain professionally distant.

 

She looks at him a small smile tugging at the corner of her mouth, her eyes have a mischievous glint to them. Before he can take his fingers away, she does a quick little air bite at them, smiling in a playful manner, "Deal Sensei."

She climbs out of the car and stretches, laughing a bit as she grabs her wallet from the pink backpack. Her shirt rides up a bit, the pink heart shaped belly button ring peaking through.

He lets out a genuine laugh at the air bite, shaking his head as he watches her climb out and stretch with an expression that's equal parts exasperated fondness and reluctant admiration for the absolute commitment to pushing every boundary he tries to establish. When he exits the car and walks around to meet her, there's a noticeable shift in his body language—still maintaining that careful distance he insists on, but with less of the rigid tension from earlier, like he's accepted that trying to maintain purely professional behavior with Noa is a losing battle and he might as well embrace the chaos while still keeping things from crossing lines that can't be uncrossed. He gestures toward the restaurant entrance with a theatrical flourish that suggests he's leaning into the playful dynamic that's been established rather than fighting against it.

 

"You're absolute menace. I'm starting to think that putting you in any kind of structured jujutsu training environment is going to result in complete havoc for whoever has the misfortune of trying to teach you anything, which is likely me." He sighs, giving a small laugh at the end. "That little air bite wasn't needed and you know it, but I have to admire the commitment to the bit even after I thought I'd successfully negotiated a ceasefire for the duration of lunch."

He holds the restaurant door open for her, that casual chivalry making another appearance as they both enter the cozy establishment that smells amazing and looks significantly nicer than typical student dining options, suggesting he actually put thought into choosing somewhere she'd enjoy rather than just grabbing whatever was convenient.