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But Wilbur is a ball and chain in the middle of the sea, slowly but steadily dragging himself down to the ocean floor with Tommy unknowingly trapped inside his cuff. It’s unfair that Tommy has had to drown with Wilbur for so many years, desperately trying to swim both of them back to the surface. It’s fruitless, and Tommy wonders sometimes if it would be better to just cut the chain that binds them together. To let Wilbur sink on his own, while Tommy heads for air.
He could never do that though; as much as he wants to. He’ll let Wilbur sink them both, and Tommy will swim and thrash as the surface grows more and more distant. Hoping and wishing for a lifeboat. For someone to help them to shore, and to pull Tommy’s freezing body into their warm, loving arms and drape a towel over his wet shoulders.
He thinks Phil might be that person, Techno too. Tommy wants to let them be and he wishes for Wilbur to want that too.
OR: Wilbur and Tommy are brothers in the foster system. Wilbur is struggling with addiction, Tommy is always left to pick up the pieces. But now with Techno and Phil here, hopefully they’ll be able to help. (Only Wilbur does not want help.)
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- Part 2 of Cigarette Paper
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Dream wakes up having no memory of what happened in the past five years.
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- Part 1 of trying, reaching, failing.
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Here’s how it ended: Tragically.
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- Part 2 of primal paradise
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All the words I couldn't say by Qekyo
Fandoms: Minecraft (Video Game), Video Blogging RPF
31 Mar 2021
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George is left silent, staring at the flowers in his hand. He tries to say something coherent, but just ends up sputtering instead.
Dream’s expression morphs into a panic. “God, wait. I don’t even know if you like flowers! I’m sorry for being late— I really should’ve just went straight ahead but I saw the shop and thought about you and— shit wait, I wasn’t thinking of you!— I just thought that you’d like flowers and-”
“They’re nice.”
George mentally berates himself for being so- stupid? Frank? Simply illiterate? Who responds with nice to such a kind and sweet gesture? George was simply dying at this point.
Dream laughs, it’s soft and tender. It’s the kind that makes the smile lines at the side of his face more noticeable. The kind that makes the freckles on his cheeks stand out. The kind that’s beautiful.
“Here.” Dream gently presses the bouquet to George’s chest, cheeks the same color as the petals. “Pink hydrangeas.”
God. he's so doomed.
(or, Dream is a published author and George is an up-and-coming poet, they both write about love and loss.)
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The world ends in five minutes, and George doesn't really care. Not until he meets Dream in a virtual city momentarily frozen through time. A story of simulated rain, fake sunsets, and promises meant to be kept even up until the last second.
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- Part 1 of primal paradise
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To Never Know the Bullet I am Biting by FieryGaze
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
30 Jan 2023
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“It seems you barely remember me at all.”
“Well, that’s not true,” Kim Dokja hedges. “I remember… you’ve been with the group the whole time, so I remember lots of things.”
“It’s unbalanced." Yoo Joonghyuk stiffens. "That bastard, the other Kim Dokja—he took more memories of me than of the other companions.”-----
The person known as Kim Dokja’s Avatar tries to come to terms with his role and spends some surprisingly tender moments with a man who, according to what memories he has left, should despise him.
Bookmarked by byuxmia
24 Apr 2023
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holy shit. this was so gorgeous oh my god . holy shit . read this while listening to How To Never Stop Feeling Sad and now i feel ill