Past Suicidal Thoughts
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Sometimes what it takes to understand what matters is the fear of losing it.
Ed’s muscles snap, moving almost on their own accord, his heart thumping in his ears as he rushes forward, arms open wide, back straight, because he is not going to let Roy- beautiful, powerful, broken Roy- be hurt. Because if there’s someone who’s disposable it’s him; without a purpose now that Alphonse’s body has been restored. Only mismatched limbs and sins piled up inside of him like walls of stones.
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“Who hurt you, Will?”
Will sniffed, though his eyes were dry and clear. “Which time?” he replied.
Will is having trouble focusing on his current case. Dr. Lecter is there to listen.
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closet cases and one night stands or what the hell is bravery anyway by norgbelulah for jaegerpilot
Fandoms: Justified, Political Animals
02 Mar 2015
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Tim was in the Army when September 11th happened and they sent him to the shit in Afghanistan after that so he couldn't really keep up with the Hammond kid anymore. He lost track of him, lost interest in tabloid bullshit too, and when he got back TJ was mostly out of the limelight.
Now, his mother is President and he's coming to Lexington to talk to some kids about not doing drugs and Tim is on his protection detail.
It's freaking surreal.
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"I’ve never really been in control of my life. I recognized that long ago, and I thought I was at peace with it. Guess not." Short piece from Sam's POV. Tagged to 9x22 'Stairway to Heaven'.
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- Part 3 of Music Challenge
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This Place is Haunted, Possession by a Ghost by OohYayChicken
Fandoms: Motionless in White (Band)
01 Jan 2016
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Chris and his mom move to a new home after his parents divorce, but they just so happen to move into a home that occupies a ghost. What happens when Chris and said ghost grow close?
Title from Motionless In White's "Undead Ahead"
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She is not that girl anymore.
But sometimes, a bad night is inevitable.Series
- Part 13 of All She Could Be
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Prompted stories from tumblr that I couldn't think of a title for.
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Follows On Like Clockwork by youabird (nevulon)
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
06 Nov 2015
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Steve would do anything for Bucky. He tore the world apart and chased HYDRA back into the shadows. He stepped back when Bucky turned himself in to the feds. Now that Bucky's broken himself out of custody in order to take down the corrupt agency that tried to use him again, Steve'll be damned if he doesn't stand by him. The only problem? The Winter Soldier swears he's not Bucky.
Or, genetically altered superheroes point guns at each other.
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Dean and his friends go to the summer camp they have been attending for seven years now, and Dean is mostly excited to see Castiel- the sweaters in the summer, dorky glasses, scrawny kid he's been joking around with for years. Of course, with time people change and now Castiel is some good-looking sarcastic nerd who Dean is attracted to instantly. Over the course of the summer, Dean and Castiel become witty, bantering friends who might just turn out to want each other in a slightly different way.
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Draco and Harry now face the might of the Ministry in an attempt to discover who cast the Cassandra Curse on Harry. Add in Harry’s trust problems, and it’s a good thing Draco’s confident.
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- Part 2 of Frames of Mind
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for those days we felt like a mistake by ShanleenKinnJaskey for whisper_arine1, catastrophicsetback
Fandoms: Glee
04 Jan 2016
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When it comes time for Blaine to say what he's looking forward to in life, the reason why he wouldn't try to commit suicide, he says something no one expects.
Translated into Russian!
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- Part 32 of author's favorites
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Retirement home AU - it's Porthos' first day in his new surroundings, and while his initial attempts at striking up a friendship go awry, it might be that something lasting will come out of what seems like disaster.
(I was writing a completely different fic about retired musketeers and somehow this took over - modern day musketeers in a retirement home. If anyone remembers Waiting For God, it's basically an AU of that, with Athos and Porthos instead of Diana and Tom).
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The Article by ryttu3k
Fandoms: Pocket Monsters | Pokemon - All Media Types, Pocket Monsters | Pokemon (Main Video Game Series), Pocket Monsters: X & Y | Pokemon X & Y Versions
20 Mar 2016
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[18:49] ProfASycamore: totally hypothetically
[18:49] ProfASycamore: if someone was to come out as nb
[18:50] ProfASycamore: and theyre a (semi-?)public figure
[18:50] ProfASycamore: wat would be the best way to do that??Series
- Part 4 of Resilience
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Jefferson knew his best friend Rum had it bad for the town's tiny librarian. He'd been wondering for months how to give them a nudge in the right direction, but he'd never figured a twisted ankle into his plans.
Nominated for Best Courtship in TEAs 2017 - Thank you everyone :)
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(Sequel of That's A Promise) Two years have passed since Ianto joined the team. They moved to a new city, they learnt how to work together, they became friends (well, mostly), but don't they all have secrets? Some are just more dangerous than others, like Owen's. Some are just painful, like Ianto's.
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- Part 6 of Torchwood Prompts
- Part 2 of Promises and Lies
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What Doesn't Kill You... by ShrinkingViolet81
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
07 Jul 2016
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Post CACW fic - Bucky and Sam talk after Sam is rescued from The Raft and before Bucky goes back in cryo.
"Friendship shouldn’t sound like a promise to kill you, but to Bucky, that vow, that promise felt like a bond that was forged in fire and it was worth more than a million honeyed words. It meant more than anything else that anyone could offer him.
Damn Sam Wilson for that."
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Harry is proud to call Mariana his girlfriend of almost a year. What happens when he learns more about her insecurities?
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Dance Me To The End Of Love by A_Candle_For_Sherlock, chiglock (ok_so_chiggy)
Fandoms: Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
26 Dec 2016
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The most significant wedding of the year is about to end in tragedy. William Harden and Cyril Morton are getting married, and all of England's political elite will be there--along with a serial killer, a blackmailed waiter, a terrified philanthropist, a half-dozen covert operatives, and Sherlock Holmes, who's brought a date: John.
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Tyler, a boy with cancer who ignores his suicidal thoughts and plays the ukulele, meets someone with green hair whom he definitely doesn't write a song about.
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Yuuri Katsuki, an angel who has been residing on Earth for ten years, is currently hiding from his own kind and from demons. All is going well until a demon stumbles across his home and decides to overstay his visit.
Now Yuuri must deal with his gnawing anxiety and unwelcomed -though quite attractive- visitor. Though even with his not so fond past experiences with demons, Yuuri gradually comes to realize that not all of them are what his mind subconsciously crafts them to be.
Tensions inevitably rise because of the missing demon from Hell and Yuuri is dejectedly caught in the middle of the problem that he has been trying to get away from those ten years ago.
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47. Prompt- Harry’s dad used to badly abuse him but got caught after he hurt Harry so bad that he had to be taken to hospital. Harry is still in 1D and he gets told that his dad has escaped from prison and he gets really paranoid. The boys think hat he is overeating and that his dad couldn’t touch him because of all the security but his dad manages to get through and corners him.
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Mutants are considered second class citizens, or worse. Discriminated against at every turn, mutants are marked and monitored by The Registry and any deemed too dangerous are taken away to The Facility. It’s no surprise that many try to hide or choose a more permanent way out if a mutation develops.
Castiel’s parents hid his mutation and hid him away from the world. He’s grown up with the knowledge that the world will hate him, no matter what he does. If he leaves the house, he can only do it with a long, heavy coat that covers the most beautiful part of him.
It takes a pair of brothers to help him really spread his wings and live.
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Finding the Line AU by Miss_Lazy_Tuesday
Fandom: Batman (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
09 Apr 2022
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What it says on the tin.
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Finding the Line by Miss_Lazy_Tuesday | https://ao3-rd-8.onrender.com/works/37196782
Almost a year after Hood attacked Robin at Titans Tower and four months since he agreed to stop killing, Jason struggles to cope with the horrific violence he inflicted on Tim now that he has the Pit under control. Well. Mostly under control. Featuring Robin!Tim as a touch-starved bean with no self-worth and Nightwing!Dick as the only Bat with an emotional braincell. 2/2 -
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Camera Shutters by nlpiersee
Fandoms: Percy Jackson and the Olympians & Related Fandoms - All Media Types
12 Jul 2023
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Percy is working in a cafe, living that demi-god college life. Or trying to. He's still not certain what he's going to school for just yet, but he's enjoying the swim team and being able to see his friends in a place he doesn't really have to worry about monsters. But he catches the attention of a photographer who thinks that Percy is what the world needs to see. And since Percy is impulsive, he decides, why not?
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Percy becomes a model, actor, boyfriend, Olympic athlete, and God!
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Harry’s back at Hogwarts for his eighth year, but nothing’s the same. Now he’s a Hufflepuff, Hermione’s a Ravenclaw, and Ron’s an Auror. Harry and Ginny break up, Luna’s shaved her head, and Draco Malfoy is suddenly and inexplicably Harry's new best friend. And then there’s the unicorn in the Forbidden Forest.
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But no matter how selfish he feels, Harry doesn’t want to be here. Hogwarts is the place where he saw his parents and Sirius last. And then watched them disappear from his life again. The place where Remus and Tonks and Fred died. The place where Harry died and then came back, even though staying would have meant joining them all. He came back, but he hadn’t really thought it would be for long. He’d thought that he would kill Voldemort, because that was what he was for, but he’d been so sure that he would also die, and stay dead, in the process. He hadn’t. He’d stayed here instead.
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i wish i could believe (you'd never wrong me) by noxum
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
13 Oct 2021
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And as his rotten luck would have it, it was Izuku’s turn next.
The memory opened on his face, still scrawny and a bit afraid from his middle school days, and Kacchan’s nails dug into his hand so hard he thought he drew blood. The setting was different than he expected, though. Instead of the close walls of his classroom in Aldera, it was an airy, open rooftop. Past-Izuku was clutching a notebook to his chest and looking with wide and watery eyes at something behind them and, as a group, they turned to look and see the skeletal form of the former Number One Hero.
“Didn’t you say you have something to ask me?”
1A gets hit with a 'worst memory' quirk. Izuku fears it’s going to show them all a memory of Kacchan.
It doesn’t.
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