12 Works in Self-Harming Severus Snape
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Severus blinked at his fingernails, realizing that when he’d made this promise to Dumbledore, he didn’t think he’d live very long, not even to middle-age. At the time, he hadn’t even wanted to live to his next birthday, but now…at the far end of the hall, through his tented fingers, Severus watched Kasimir stroll into the Great Hall, wand between his teeth, tying his long hair up in a messy bun as he walked—and Severus realized he no longer wanted to die young. When had that happened? And what did that mean for him? For him and for Kasimir? For Albus? And for Harry Potter, the Boy Who Lived?
A sequel to Perfect Poison Pearl, taking place during the books.
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- Part 2 of Pearlescence
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The potion professors past. by N1k0l4is_L0stEm3r4ld, Nikolai_is_FR33 (N1k0l4is_L0stEm3r4ld)
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
10 Jun 2025
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When snape is dying harry sees his full past. SORRY FOR ANY MISTAKES, ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE.
There's been two hiatuses and will occasionally update when not busy with studying as a psychology student but there's a lot of yummy stuff in the chapters out so far.
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Harrie Potter spends the summer between her fourth and fifth years at Hogwarts in the Dursley’s basement.
She is not the same when she returns to school in the fall.
An unexpected kindness from the unexpected Professor Snape stirs a deep turmoil of fear and hatred with Harrie, and she has to learn to either accept his help graciously… or die without it. -
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harry potter dies instead of lily, severus and lily are married, they are both deppressed at the death of their son. smut starts at chapter 4
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When Draco goes storming into a rarely-used dungeon classroom to hide from Death-Eater rantings, the last thing he expected to find was Harry Potter bleeding out on the cold stone floor. Nevertheless he does, and what he decides to do next will change everything.
Written as a joint memoir with chapters by Harry, Draco & Severus:My therapist thought that this would be a good idea, to trace it back to where it all began.
I’ve asked Draco to tell his parts, and Severus too. I’m not going to make them, I haven’t that right – even despite everything, and despite what they tell me.
But I hope they will. This is not just my story; it is only one third.
And this, like so many things – both now and then – I can't, well, I don’t want, to do alone.Series
- Part 3 of Mainline (Collection)
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Please do not read if you are triggered by any of the following subjects:
1: self harm
2: mental illness
3: panic attacks
4: bloodNow that is out of the way…
This is a short, brief story about Severus Snape (marauders era) struggling with an episode of panic and SH. It is based on my own experiences and writing this was something of an outlet for me.
I’m not sure if I want to do anything else with this story, so this could be all I write. If I feel up to it, I will add more.
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The year is 1981. On the night of the Dark Lord’s disappearance in Godric’s Hollow, His second-in-command comes to inform his friend and fellow Death Eater about what happened. But Severus is not dismayed – he barely seems to register what he’s told…
Or the story of an ‘old friendship’ between two wizards, which would only be called such by historians. -
Moony, Padfoot, prongs, warmtail and the fifth member by Kicking_Chronic_Illness_Ass
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
19 May 2021
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Harry finds out more than he wants to when he watches Snape's memories.
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Severus is sad. He is pestered by the Marauders on a daily basis, only finding comfort in sharp metal.
Remus is struggeling. He has friends who love and support him, but his heart is still heavy and his soul is filled with self hatred. His only comfort is burning his lungs and arms.
It seems as they are polar opposites, but there is hope for them in eachother. -
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After killing his only friend and ally, all seems hopeless for one Severus Snape. Until there is an unexpected knock at his door and an even more unexpected visitor.
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The Order of the Phoenix doesn't trust Severus, nothing new there. The Dark Lord doesn't trust Severus, nothing new there. Caught between two masters and faced with the demands of the Order Severus takes a trip down memory lane and ends up shattered from the trauma of his past, the constant distrust, the abuse/torture/harassment he has suffered. when it's all laid bare and he's finally exposed to the core of his being can the Order heal what they have broken? Or will be too late for Severus.
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“I didn’t know what else to do, okay? I was just so… frustrated. And it helps. It makes me feel better.” Harry crossed his arms defensively and looked away, glaring into the flames. “You wouldn’t understand,” he added under his breath.
“Oh, indeed?” Severus raised an eyebrow. Every instinct screamed at him not to say the next words, but he couldn’t deny himself the satisfaction of proving the brat wrong. “Actually, I would.”