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Trust Exercises by eerian_sadow
Fandoms: Transformers Generation One, Transformers - All Media Types
27 Mar 2015
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Sunstreaker's past experiences make it hard for him to let Prowl in on his hobby.
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- Part 8 of A Long Term Arrangement
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It had started as a mission to recover a powerful artifact. Cut and dry. Too bad for Hiei his new enigmatic charge had other plans. Once Amon-Shinpi revealed herself, her power, and her past, Hiei couldn't just step back. He came for a fight, he stayed to play his part in cultivating a powerful demon. Love was a foreign word to him, but revenge? That he understands. Hiei/OC
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Jeremy Knox loves himself. At least, he tries to. A character study of Jeremy working through his internalized homophobia.
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“Helloooo? You guys were supposed to be awake two hours ago. The campers are milling about like sheep waiting for instructions. It’s a wonder they haven’t managed to injure themselves already.” Max pushed the door shut behind him, fingertips lingering on the handle a bit longer than necessary. After the click of the door and the clunk of his foot, the room was silent. It made the hair on the back of his neck stand on end. He took a few steps into the center of the room. “Don’t fucking tell me you’re still asleep.”
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Shaun wants to move forward in his relationship with Lea, but the past keeps getting in the way.
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we're in over our heads (we're holding our breath) by ohmygodwhy
Fandoms: Teen Wolf (TV)
11 Feb 2018
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“Whoa,” Scott says, steadying, like there’s nothing weird about climbing through his window at—he glances blearily at the clock—four in the morning, “You're good, you’re fine, you’re fine, Stiles.”
“Scott?” He manages to say, voice raspy. He wonders if he’d been yelling.
“Yeah,” Scott says, absently rubbing at Stiles’ arms like he’s trying to sooth the dream away.
(stiles needs to find a better way to deal with things. instead, he dreams of conversations with scott he's never had.)
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It’s (Not) Too Late (For You And Your White Horse) by FalconFate
Fandoms: Voltron: Legendary Defender
05 Jan 2022
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Shiro knew it was never gonna be simple, never gonna be easy.
But he wanted to fly again.
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- Part 4 of Voltron: The Horse!AU
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Jisung still can't find the truth, even though he's trying really hard to.
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The worst has happened and everybody lives! After three years apart, Ash finally escapes his violent past and follows Eiji to Japan.
A recovery fic focusing on scenes of attempted intimacy, and the slow building of their mutual trust and romance.
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June and Hannah make it out of Gilead (thanks to Nick, of course) and reunite with Luke. They try to be a family again, but June can’t forget the man she loves who was left behind. Three months later, she gets an alert from the refugee center that Nick has made it out, too. The road forward isn’t easy, as she tries to figure out just what – and who – she wants.
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Wheatley longs to go home, back to his corner of Aperture. Unfortunately, his wish comes true and he must face GLaDOS’s wrath. In an android body, he must learn to survive, so hopefully someday, he can be forgiven by the lady.
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Mystery Work
Part of Shame Basement
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This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!
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my long-lost blossom of shalimar by orphan_account
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
13 Jul 2019
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"Later, when they were alone in the bamboo house, Shen Jiu beckoned him with a careless 'come hither' gesture of the finger that Yue Qingyuan immediately obliged. Shen Jiu bared a pale, curved shoulder, dropping his robe to his waist, and threw Yue Qingyuan a look that said "Well? Are you just going to stand there and stare?" He let the robe fall to the floor and stepped neatly out of the pile of crimson silk."
Or, a reconciliation leads to a happy ending for Shen Jiu and Yue Qingyuan.
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Leia Stilinski-Hale won't look at her grandfather. She thinks she might even hate him.
Stiles doesn't know what is going on with his daughter, but once Jackson gets Leia to open up Stiles and his Dad are forced to open some old wounds that the former Sheriff didn't even know he'd caused.
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How to Clean Your Gun (In Just Five Easy Steps) by sparkly_butthole
Fandoms: The Losers (2010), The Losers (Comic)
26 Aug 2019
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“How come you never let me take care of you?”
Cougar takes the gun and immediately unloads it. Jensen doesn’t fight him. “You just did,” he murmurs, and feels a thrill as Jensen smiles. It’s a small thing, but beautiful nonetheless.
“I did, didn’t I?”
Like a fucking badass, Cougar thinks.
He just grins in response.
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He grabbed an unassuming composition book. On the front in a crude incarnation of Ritsu’s current, neat script “KAGEYAMA RITSU’S: DO NOT TOUCH” was inscribed so forcefully in big, block letters that Shou could feel the indents from the pen with his thumbnail.
“You’ve been keeping diaries since elementary school?” Shou blurted.
“Suzuki.”
Oh. Yeah. He was supposed to be quiet.Shou is given permission to snoop through Ritsu's childhood diaries. What he finds is a lot more than he bargained for.
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Divinity and Jealousy by JadeJinx
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
08 Jul 2020
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Divine love is possessive, obsessive, and righteous. It is imperious and domineering. Aziraphale loves divinely, and he loves his demon above all else.
Essentially, an au where Angels are very much dom tops and demons are mostly bottoms or service tops. It's written even into their temptations, 'let me give you what you want'. This is a very kinky au. Sex is heavily featured in later chapters. It focuses mostly on Crowley and Aziraphale but there may be other pairings in the background. It will follow their 6000 years up to and after the apocanot but I'm not afraid to throw canon out the window to serve my needs. I really just love the idea of demons being really selfless partners in bed while angels tell you exactly what you need and give it to you.
Told from the perspective of both Aziraphale and Crowley.
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how do you move forward when you can’t stop falling? when there is nothing to hold you up, nothing to live and nothing to die for
Set after the events of the Kings Men, showcasing Jean Moreau’s journey with the Trojans, with Jeremy, and with himself
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Kaz and Inej would never stop fighting. But when she asks him to fight his demons so they can heal together, the Bastard of the Barrel is a little more reluctant to do so. But Kaz Brekker has never been the type to back off from challenges, and he would do anything for his Wraith.
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- Part 1 of I can help you
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Kylo Ren comes to terms with the fact that he is Supreme Leader now, and all of the responsibility and supposed freedom that entails. But with the loss of his mentor comes the feeling of being even more impossibly alone than he had been before. Nothing could have prepared him for the duties of the throne he'd chosen to take, and he's woefully out of his depth.
Desperate times call for desperate measures.
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The Alpha pack has systematically attacked Stiles and his friends for months, testing their strengths and weaknesses. When one of the Alphas goes after Stiles, he awakens in the hospital and realizes that something's wrong. Very wrong. All sounds seem to hurt him, he can't understand what anyone is saying, and when he tries to speak, it's gibberish. How is he supposed to deal with the fact that he's lost the ability to communicate with his dad and his friends?
Without his ability to talk, his sarcasm, and his wit, what does Stiles even have left? Enter Derek, the only one who seems to make it better.
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This time, Elwood Davis doesn't get his hundredth second chance.
Or, the one where Riley decides after an agonizing debate to put herself first, and she and Mac have a discussion about family. Society says we owe our parents no matter how they’ve behaved. It’s hard conditioning to overcome, but it is possible.
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"Did they tell you guys what happened when I was undercover?" Amy watches Jake recover.
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- Part 2 of 'til the end of the line
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JJ hadn't planned to talk with anyone; not while she was still so wrung out from her conversations with Reid. But she hadn't planned to be awake in the middle of the night fighting off ghosts, either. It was the Words With Friends notification that lit up her phone — a quiet 'I'm here' — that finally convinced JJ to dial the familiar number. [Tag to 10x11 "The Forever People"]
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"Harry doesn't think about Malfoy anymore. Not really. Not intentionally.
What if the one person you least expect is the only one who really understands what you've gone through?
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When Buck left home, it was a rushed decision. He didn’t know where he was going or what he was going to do, but he had a high school diploma and enough street smarts to make it as far from his father as possible.
It's been nearly ten years since then, and now his father is in town. Buck quickly learns that some things haven't changed.
But other things have, and his family will help him realize that.
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- Part 1 of basking in the atmosphere
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Falling for a Golden Boy by OTPshipper98 for milkandhoney
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Hercules (1997)
28 Jul 2019
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Merlin. Why couldn’t Draco have moved to a forgotten village in the Alps? He could have turned into a shepherd, learned to make his own damn cheese and given up his damn magic. But no, he’d had to come back to his Eighth year, hadn’t he? And this was his life now. Draping himself over Potter to hear words from him that he knew Potter wouldn’t ever mean.
Great. The school year ahead of him looked simply great.
“All I know is—when I’m with you, I…” Potter, the heathen, grunted when he read the rest of his line. “Do I really need to say this?”
“What, scared of believing your own words, Scarhead?” Draco spat.
“Boys,” O’Neill warned them.
“All I—all I know is you’re the most amazing person with weak ankles that I've ever met, Meg.” Potter scowled. He was blushing again. “And when I’m with you, I feel less alone.”
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Our rain-washed histories (don't need to be told) by sirona
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies)
26 Mar 2017
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Dumped by SHIELD into the real world of the 21st Century, Steve must learn how to live a normal life again, and rediscover the things that make it worth embracing.
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Body, Mind and Soul (plus all the other broken pieces) by ForeverWhelmed
Fandoms: DCU, Batman - All Media Types, Teen Titans - All Media Types, Nightwing (Comics)
07 Jul 2020
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A year after Deathstroke is reportedly killed by the Justice League, the mercenary formerly-known-as Renegade takes the name Nightwing and strikes out on his own. He has two goals; protect the innocent, and try to wash the blood off his hands. He knows it won't be easy. He just doesn't know what to do with the fact that, after he rescues a group of heroes from Brother Blood's clutches, they decide it's their job to look out for him too.
This work is an unofficial sequel to Forestfire34720 's incredible fic "i'm no hero / starting from zero" and it might not make much sense without reading that first.
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i’m no hero / starting back at zero by Forestfire34720
Fandoms: DCU, Batman - All Media Types, Teen Titans - All Media Types, Nightwing (Comics)
15 Jun 2020
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“Once upon a time, Dick Grayson had made his own light. He was a light, a beacon of hope beside the bat, cutting through every shadow. A guiding star in the darkest of nights.
Nightwing is just a hollow shadow of the great man he might have become.”
Robin didn’t escape Deathstroke and Renegade was born. Eight years later, Deathstroke is dead and Nightwing has made his debut. But just because his master is gone doesn’t mean he’s free.
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- Part 1 of Die a Villain
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Before he knows it, he and Lance have overstayed their welcome at the afterparty bar, too, and Lance says, “I’d invite you up to my room, but I’m pretty sure Hunk is passed out right now,” and before Keith can second-guess it, he says, “I have beer in mine, if you still want to catch up.”
Which is weird. Since when do he and Lance catch up? Keith has no idea. He also has no idea what they’ve been talking about, other than anything and everything that’s not Shiro and the fact that he’s marrying someone who isn’t—
Fuck.
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The Kids Will Be Alright, Eventually by NotWithThatAttitude
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
07 Mar 2021
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Bakugou is spiraling in the aftermath of Kamino and his friends are starting to notice. He's stubborn, aggressively independent, and less than willing to dig into his past, but after a breakdown that ends with a painfull secret revealed, he starts to get help.
Whether he likes it or not.
Meanwhile, a new kind of villain threatens an uneasy peace following the loss of Allmight. Whispers build as a new narrative slowly takes shape:
Hero society needs to change.Feat. Therapy, Dadzawa, best boy Kirishima, dysfunctional families, healing, growing up, and the mortifying ordeal of being known
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- Part 1 of Looking Too Closely
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Bookmarked by Thali_Quinn
17 Mar 2021
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Amazing but not a good casual re-read. READ WITH CAUTION, it trips up like 80 of your triggers basically every chapter 🖤🖤🖤
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Bitter by AdelineCaffrey
Fandoms: 僕のヒーローアカデミア | Boku no Hero Academia | My Hero Academia
11 Apr 2020
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After everything, Midoriya was allowed to be angry, right?
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- Part 1 of Bitter
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07 Jun 2021
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We love to fucking see it
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Min Yoongi's life is all about having control of everything that surrounds him. This obsession made him forget how to take care of himself during his daily life. A few years ago he fled into the BDSM scene to finally be able to breathe, to really live. He learned to give all the control up for a few moments of calm.
The last time he could do that though has been two years ago and since then he's been living on the edge of breaking down. He was bound to crumble under the pressure sooner or later - He would have just preferred it if it weren't in front of the unfairly attractive son of his boss.
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"You need me. You need me and you know it."
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Maybe Yoongi has spent enough time suffering. Maybe this time things would work out fine. Maybe he could learn to give himself to Taehyung completely and finally get rid of the pressure around him. Get rid of the anxiousness trying to drown him with every breath he takes.
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"But even amid the haze of relaxation and warmth, one thought comes through with uncomfortable clarity. How much longer is Eiji going to keep this up? How much longer will he treat Ash with affection and kindness before his patience finally runs out and his touch turns cruel and demanding? Ash knows violence, so intimately that he can rarely be bothered to mourn for his own suffering anymore. But when it’s Eiji, when he imagines Eiji’s hands as the ones bruising him, something deep within him cries out in protest. It’s only a matter of time before the inevitable--Ash knows this--but he wishes it weren’t. He wishes he could live in this bliss, this gentleness, forever. He wishes that, just this once, there could be a different ending to this story.
But there never is. Ash would stake his life on it."
Ash knows touch well. Too well. But then he meets Eiji, and suddenly something about it is different than before.
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Jim Kirk is an adorable kid, but Spock really wants his captain back.
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Benign Deviations by benwisehart
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
09 Jun 2023
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Shen Qingqiu wakes up one morning to find his husband replaced by his Proud Immortal Demon Way counterpart. No-one is happy about this. (Correction: Bing-ge is happy about this.)
OR: When a qi deviation causes Bing-mei and Bing-ge to switch places, everyone has a lot to learn about each other.
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Bookmarked by Hairflip_A_Day
25 Oct 2022
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Split chapters, a mix of SQQ and LBH POV.
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revelations and heartaches by xavierurban
Fandoms: Red Robin (Comics), Red Hood and the Outlaws (Comics), Batman - All Media Types
21 Mar 2021
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JayTimWeek Day 2: Request or
Redemption/Fall From Grace
JayTimWeek Day 4: Free Day“Ask me,” Tim says breathlessly before he presses another kiss to Jason’s lips. His grip on Jason’s shirt tightens and he pushes forward, backing Jason up against the counter. He looks up at him desperately, so much heat in his gaze, and then nips at Jason’s jaw.
“Ask me, Jason,” he repeats, and Jason groans as he drags curled fingers down Tim’s back, scratching at him through his shirt.
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- Part 2 of Kit's 2021 DC Event Fics
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what you make by TheEclecticLibrarian for JackalopingIntoTheVoid
Fandoms: Buffy the Vampire Slayer (TV)
29 Dec 2022
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A chance encounter with a little boy in a London museum sets off a chain of events that leads Rupert Giles to re-evaluate his life, rethink his priorities, and reconnect with more than a few familiar faces from his past.
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- Part 13 of never mind the years of wasted time
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Bookmarked by WriteLoves
04 Sep 2023
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Skipping to the punchy scenes doesn’t work with this one because the emotion builds and the context details are necessary to get the full meaning.
That said, here’s some index which I will edit as I re-read:
Hook prequel is “Sunset” which is where the plot deviates from regular Buffy
Ch. 32 - Dancing to Shakira.
Ch. 32 Dairy: Tom and Alice reveal their True Feelings
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Character Optimisation by esama
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
02 Jul 2022
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[Bonus mission, "Me, Myself and I" is now available. Would you like to activate the mission?]
Shen Qingqiu tries to sort himself out. Yue Qingyuan and Liu Qingge try to help.
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- Part 2 of Master of Dual Cultivation
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Bookmarked by Hairflip_A_Day
17 Oct 2023
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This whole time reading this I was SCREAMING, and now that I'm done with the last chapter I'm frothing at the mouth vibrating in my seat praying on my knees wishing on a star that the author will release part 3 someday.