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Having his feelings validated was … pretty fucking great, actually. Dr. Copeland said it might be time for him to let go of one of his burdens at the dinner with everyone. That if he felt himself falling into the peacekeeper, like he always did, making himself the target and taking the verbal abuse that they knew his parents were capable of, to switch gears and actually absorb what’s said and respond similarly. She told him it was ok to be an asshole once in a while, which made him laugh. He could forgive all he wanted, but he didn’t have to forget. And that didn’t mean he was holding onto negative shit. It just meant he valued his own mental health over the feelings of people who don’t know him or constantly push him to forgive whether he’s wrong or not. People who never put his wellbeing as a priority, people who never cared about his wellbeing period. He doesn’t have to forgive them for them. He can do it for him.
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Buck has known about Daniel since he got a copy of his records from the hospital after they found he had been allergic to the hardware in his leg. He didn't want to see his parents again, but he deserved to be free from the guilt he still carried for never being enough for them.
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- Part 68 of 9-1-1 AUs
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26 Dec 2025
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Every freshmen class had the same project assigned for Hershey High. A Family Tree. They had to map out their families and write an essay. Evan Buckley is no exception. Unable to get help from his parents, unable to even get his sister on the phone, he's forced to resort to his own research skills. With the aid of Maddie's old project, because the teacher was the same, he's able to piece together things he'd never known.
As the years go by, it's almost like the entire Buckley family purposely forgot about the project. Not that any of them ever acknowledged when he'd finished it, but he'd thought ... it doesn't matter. Eddie's on his side, Eddie has his back. So ... he doesn't need them. Not until they can actually get their own therapy and deal with more than just Maddie surviving Doug.
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- Part 69 of 9-1-1 AUs
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25 Dec 2025
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It wouldn't be very professional for me to reward you here by nlpiersee
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
13 Oct 2025
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Eddie ... is not happy that the Buckley parents are at the firehouse. He doesn't even know who let them in to wait for Bobby to get back from the hospital with Buck. Whatever. Bobby can deal with that. But Buck was absolutely not talking to his parents, and not alone. Eddie had kept his feelings for Buck to himself for ... apparently too long. Because Buck had still nearly gotten himself killed in that warehouse. He hadn't known that he had Eddie and Chris to come home to. He was going to tell Buck's parents off for all the shit they put Buck through, with or without Buck beside him. Someone needed to stand up for him, and Eddie was the world's worst at expressing positive feelings if they weren't for his son, but he would do this to show Buck how much he loved him.
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- Part 71 of 9-1-1 AUs
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25 Dec 2025
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Buck just wants to go home and put the past day or three behind him. Learning about Daniel, having to see his parents again, it was all enough to make him want to just disappear into the world again. He just ... he thought that it was obvious he only talked to his parents at the station to humor them. To let them ease their own guilty conscience before they disappeared from his life again. Apparently Chimney didn't get that message. Because here he was, in the locker room, telling Buck that he didn't know what Maddie giving him her car keys all those years ago had cost her.
Fuck that.
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- Part 72 of 9-1-1 AUs
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24 Dec 2025
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Buck and Abby decided not to date after their disastrous first attempt, and just get to be really good friends. She leases her apartment to Buck when her mom dies and she goes traveling, keeping him updated about her trip. Buck tried to stay focused at work, but it's hard to do with a new guy. One who notices the scar Buck now has from an emergency tracheotomy that no one he works with knows about. Bobby hassled him about putting someone down that he didn't work with, so Buck had used one of his old roommates. Eddie Diaz just had to come along and point it out.
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- Part 73 of 9-1-1 AUs
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24 Dec 2025